1 00:00:18,727 --> 00:00:20,478 a ?? ª oh a ?? ª 2 00:00:20,540 --> 00:00:23,337 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 3 00:00:23,397 --> 00:00:24,858 There is an old saying that 4 00:00:24,899 --> 00:00:26,693 seeing is believing, 5 00:00:26,734 --> 00:00:29,111 Because somehow our eyes speak in our minds 6 00:00:29,153 --> 00:00:31,321 is actually a capital F. 7 00:00:31,364 --> 00:00:34,993 "Our mouths lie, our ears cannot be trusted. 8 00:00:35,034 --> 00:00:36,869 Our other senses are crap, basically. 9 00:00:37,871 --> 00:00:38,705 But the eyes... 10 00:00:59,433 --> 00:01:01,518 a ?? ª You jump crumbling bridges a ?? ª 11 00:01:01,560 --> 00:01:05,397 watching?? ª and landscapes turn to dust ?? ª 12 00:01:09,444 --> 00:01:13,198 a ?? ª Photographic helicopters crash in the sea A ?? ª 13 00:01:13,239 --> 00:01:15,575 a ?? ª from way above ?? ª 14 00:01:20,079 --> 00:01:21,706 a ?? ª Got the music in you, baby?? ª 15 00:01:21,748 --> 00:01:24,000 You can see me well enough, right? 16 00:01:24,042 --> 00:01:27,045 I'm nothing special, just another bag of leather 17 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:29,421 Spinning, life playing out 18 00:01:29,463 --> 00:01:31,548 Like one of those sad old country songs. 19 00:01:31,590 --> 00:01:35,344 No father, no money, no sweet, bright love to save me. 20 00:01:41,141 --> 00:01:42,935 a ?? ª kisses on the forehead a ?? ª 21 00:01:42,977 --> 00:01:47,941 a ?? ª of lovers wrapped in your arms ?? ª 22 00:01:50,609 --> 00:01:54,489 a ?? ª Did you hide them empty pianos a ?? ª 23 00:01:54,531 --> 00:01:59,493 a ?? ª remains in the dark a ?? ª 24 00:02:00,912 --> 00:02:05,875 a ?? ª got the music you are, baby, tell me why ?? ª 25 00:02:07,001 --> 00:02:11,046 a ?? ª got the music you are, baby, tell me why ?? ª 26 00:02:12,257 --> 00:02:13,466 a ?? ª Are you already locked here forever?? ª 27 00:02:13,508 --> 00:02:16,761 a ?? ª And you just can't say goodbye a ?? ª 28 00:02:21,849 --> 00:02:23,143 It always feels 29 00:02:23,183 --> 00:02:24,728 Like an answer, right? 30 00:02:24,769 --> 00:02:27,480 Close your eyes everything is possible. 31 00:02:28,480 --> 00:02:31,608 The moment you wake up, the reality. 32 00:02:31,651 --> 00:02:32,777 a ?? ª Are you already locked a ?? ª 33 00:02:32,818 --> 00:02:33,819 a ?? ª in here forever ?? ª 34 00:02:33,861 --> 00:02:34,903 a ?? ª And you just?? ª 35 00:02:34,945 --> 00:02:36,656 a ?? ª can't say goodbye a ?? ª 36 00:02:36,698 --> 00:02:38,491 So far in the legends. 37 00:02:55,425 --> 00:02:57,594 Starve, see if I care. 38 00:02:57,634 --> 00:02:58,927 Morgin Good, Bessie. 39 00:02:58,969 --> 00:02:59,846 Be careful, dad. 40 00:03:01,556 --> 00:03:03,475 Life today is dangerous. 41 00:03:03,515 --> 00:03:04,768 are you ok 42 00:03:04,808 --> 00:03:06,561 Here, just sit down, okay? 43 00:03:10,774 --> 00:03:13,318 Do you think you can get Argos to come here? 44 00:03:13,360 --> 00:03:14,903 He doesn't listen to me. 45 00:03:14,943 --> 00:03:16,820 He was never my bird. 46 00:03:16,862 --> 00:03:18,073 Not this one. 47 00:03:18,114 --> 00:03:20,533 Clings right to your mother like a chick. 48 00:03:21,992 --> 00:03:23,495 These two are soul mates. 49 00:03:24,704 --> 00:03:26,289 Stubborn stubboner. 50 00:03:27,748 --> 00:03:31,002 We still joke about who you take after, her or him. 51 00:03:31,044 --> 00:03:33,171 I worry that he is not eating enough. 52 00:03:34,588 --> 00:03:36,883 A thousand eyes but can't see what's good for him. 53 00:03:38,050 --> 00:03:39,551 He will give when he is hungry. 54 00:03:41,554 --> 00:03:44,848 Well, since I've known you here, 55 00:03:46,141 --> 00:03:48,394 I will go wish my bride a blessed day. 56 00:04:07,413 --> 00:04:10,625 I thought I saw my mom this morning. 57 00:04:13,919 --> 00:04:17,423 I was from my peacock feeding wing Argos 58 00:04:17,464 --> 00:04:19,133 And I could have sworn I saw her looking at me 59 00:04:19,175 --> 00:04:20,384 from the kitchen window. 60 00:04:21,927 --> 00:04:23,053 go on 61 00:04:25,807 --> 00:04:27,225 when did it happen 62 00:04:27,266 --> 00:04:29,226 It happened so fast I barely had any time 63 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:30,728 to think at all. 64 00:04:30,769 --> 00:04:32,980 What should be thought? 65 00:04:33,023 --> 00:04:35,108 Your father has been diagnosed for years 66 00:04:35,149 --> 00:04:36,942 And we spent countless clinical hours 67 00:04:36,985 --> 00:04:38,110 Explore your thoughts and feelings 68 00:04:38,153 --> 00:04:38,944 about his illness. 69 00:04:38,987 --> 00:04:39,821 i know 70 00:04:40,738 --> 00:04:43,782 But it made it real. 71 00:04:43,824 --> 00:04:45,117 It was always real. 72 00:04:48,954 --> 00:04:50,914 I thought I saw my mom this morning. 73 00:04:54,502 --> 00:04:58,423 I was from my peacock feeding wing Argos 74 00:04:58,464 --> 00:05:00,049 And I could have sworn I saw her looking at me 75 00:05:00,091 --> 00:05:01,175 from my bedroom window 76 00:05:06,430 --> 00:05:08,849 I don't want to start all over, Farmer. 77 00:05:08,891 --> 00:05:10,642 The fantasy that she is still here, 78 00:05:10,685 --> 00:05:12,103 I thought we'd be done with it. 79 00:05:13,771 --> 00:05:14,646 You are very good at work 80 00:05:14,689 --> 00:05:16,691 Because we do here, Elizabeth. 81 00:05:16,733 --> 00:05:17,776 I will be better. 82 00:05:17,817 --> 00:05:19,319 We've been doing it long enough. 83 00:05:25,492 --> 00:05:26,326 go on 84 00:06:45,612 --> 00:06:47,949 It always interests me how we proceed 85 00:06:49,074 --> 00:06:50,534 But we do. 86 00:06:50,576 --> 00:06:52,579 We're damned to persevere. 87 00:06:52,620 --> 00:06:56,165 We attribute meaning to empty things. 88 00:06:56,206 --> 00:06:57,834 We find hobbies to distract ourselves 89 00:06:57,875 --> 00:06:59,543 For a few minutes here and there. 90 00:07:02,629 --> 00:07:03,757 Who are we working for? 91 00:07:11,264 --> 00:07:12,432 Fuck. 92 00:08:50,864 --> 00:08:51,697 yes? 93 00:08:53,950 --> 00:08:56,494 It's noise, you can imagine how disruptive it is 94 00:08:56,535 --> 00:08:57,369 for my work 95 00:08:59,706 --> 00:09:01,541 i can 96 00:09:01,582 --> 00:09:04,001 Can you imagine how disruptive that would be to my work 97 00:09:04,043 --> 00:09:05,044 If I stopped? 98 00:09:09,381 --> 00:09:10,632 I'll be done by 4:00. 99 00:09:14,721 --> 00:09:15,971 Work with me here, gentlemen. 100 00:09:16,014 --> 00:09:18,557 I know nothing and a half about the demolition. 101 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:21,561 What, no, no, just let me do my job. 102 00:09:21,602 --> 00:09:22,436 like? 103 00:09:23,980 --> 00:09:25,315 Do I need one? 104 00:09:25,356 --> 00:09:26,190 yes. 105 00:09:31,111 --> 00:09:31,945 Russell Hank. 106 00:09:55,260 --> 00:09:56,428 - Ah. - Hi. 107 00:09:56,471 --> 00:09:58,472 Sorry to call you on such a bright day. 108 00:09:58,514 --> 00:09:59,473 My parents told me to try Mrs. Kraftt first 109 00:09:59,515 --> 00:10:01,600 But there was no answer. 110 00:10:01,643 --> 00:10:03,436 It cannot exist. 111 00:10:03,477 --> 00:10:05,396 Sorry, I didn't know he even had a meeting today. 112 00:10:05,437 --> 00:10:06,898 I had a cancellation. 113 00:10:06,940 --> 00:10:10,276 I'm only in this area twice a year so my teachers managed to overcome difficulties. 114 00:10:10,317 --> 00:10:11,903 Spent most of my career at Johns Hopkins University. 115 00:10:11,945 --> 00:10:14,823 Now I'm off to tour these little country hollies. 116 00:10:14,864 --> 00:10:16,282 It's really great. 117 00:10:16,323 --> 00:10:18,534 So what do you think about my dad? 118 00:10:19,702 --> 00:10:23,414 Well, we're just about to finish his MRI 119 00:10:23,456 --> 00:10:25,582 And there are some decisions to make. 120 00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:27,376 What kind of decisions? 121 00:10:27,418 --> 00:10:29,420 I know who I am, right? 122 00:10:29,461 --> 00:10:30,672 A new doctor comes in, 123 00:10:30,714 --> 00:10:32,340 As soon as he wants to change the wallpaper. 124 00:10:32,381 --> 00:10:35,217 But I have to tell you, Elizabeth, the wallpaper is ugly. 125 00:10:35,259 --> 00:10:38,388 Your dad's Parkinson's isn't getting better. 126 00:10:38,429 --> 00:10:39,930 and during the afternoon tests 127 00:10:39,972 --> 00:10:42,766 I observed some secondary symptoms for me trouble. 128 00:10:42,808 --> 00:10:46,062 It's time to start thinking about deep brain stimulation. 129 00:10:46,104 --> 00:10:47,439 - Is it good? - This, uh. 130 00:10:49,816 --> 00:10:51,234 good. 131 00:10:51,275 --> 00:10:54,278 This is a somewhat routine surgery for Parkinson's patients. 132 00:10:54,320 --> 00:10:56,948 We just drill a small hole in Murray's skull, 133 00:10:56,990 --> 00:10:58,490 to implant some electrodes, 134 00:10:58,533 --> 00:11:00,576 check that his motor function is improving 135 00:11:00,618 --> 00:11:02,162 And then close to him right up. 136 00:11:03,495 --> 00:11:04,956 The worst part'll be the haircut. 137 00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:06,583 Fuck. 138 00:11:06,624 --> 00:11:09,252 Sorry, I didn't mean to say that out loud. 139 00:11:09,293 --> 00:11:10,586 Don't apologize, Elizabeth. 140 00:11:10,628 --> 00:11:12,129 This is one of my favorite words. 141 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,048 Cleaning to... 142 00:11:13,089 --> 00:11:15,258 Everyone calls me Vess. 143 00:11:15,299 --> 00:11:16,800 OK, and the bass. 144 00:11:17,844 --> 00:11:19,054 Of course you want to go home 145 00:11:19,095 --> 00:11:20,638 And discuss it with your family. 146 00:11:20,679 --> 00:11:23,140 But what does my father think? 147 00:11:23,182 --> 00:11:24,350 He won't do anything 148 00:11:24,392 --> 00:11:25,685 Without yours and Mrs. Kraftt's approval. 149 00:11:26,936 --> 00:11:29,314 No Kraftt back. 150 00:11:29,355 --> 00:11:30,523 forgive me 151 00:11:30,565 --> 00:11:33,234 Me, my mother passed away 10 years ago. 152 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:45,829 I wish I could stay and eat with you 153 00:11:45,871 --> 00:11:49,333 But my Ocular Anatomy and Physiology class starts tonight. 154 00:11:49,375 --> 00:11:51,794 Wow, sounds boring to death. 155 00:11:51,836 --> 00:11:52,879 i know 156 00:11:53,879 --> 00:11:55,506 so why are you going 157 00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:58,551 It would be good if there is a demand.'. 158 00:11:58,592 --> 00:12:00,928 Caution, lower the oven heat a little. 159 00:12:05,767 --> 00:12:07,727 I told you I don't eat. 160 00:12:07,769 --> 00:12:09,229 but your mother 161 00:12:09,269 --> 00:12:12,023 This is exactly what Dr. Klienart was talking about. 162 00:12:12,065 --> 00:12:13,191 you are sick 163 00:12:13,232 --> 00:12:14,692 I am well aware of that. 164 00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:16,485 In the head, father, dementia. 165 00:12:17,736 --> 00:12:19,405 One of the many joys of Parkinson's disease. 166 00:12:19,447 --> 00:12:21,157 And the fact that you refuse to accept 167 00:12:21,198 --> 00:12:23,075 Because mother is not proof. 168 00:12:23,118 --> 00:12:25,995 She's dead, father, gone, dead. 169 00:12:26,037 --> 00:12:30,208 I have already told you many times that he is right here, alive and well. 170 00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:31,668 Yoo Hoo, over here. 171 00:12:38,048 --> 00:12:40,884 Look, I'm shaking more than you are. 172 00:12:42,428 --> 00:12:43,887 But it's the right thing. 173 00:12:43,929 --> 00:12:47,891 After that everything will be different and better. 174 00:12:47,933 --> 00:12:49,560 Dr. Klienart is sure of it. 175 00:12:49,601 --> 00:12:52,396 Yeah, well, when a guy wants to start snooping 176 00:12:52,438 --> 00:12:55,357 Inside your head, you do better than one hell of a job 177 00:12:55,399 --> 00:12:56,985 Selling the benefits. 178 00:12:57,027 --> 00:12:58,403 Why don't you put it away for a while, Murray? 179 00:12:58,445 --> 00:12:59,278 you have time 180 00:13:00,363 --> 00:13:02,365 The station come to be so gloomy. 181 00:13:02,407 --> 00:13:04,033 I'll be fine, right? 182 00:13:04,075 --> 00:13:05,118 Better than ever. 183 00:13:05,159 --> 00:13:06,952 And if not, what is their end. 184 00:13:08,038 --> 00:13:09,330 Only the sausage has two. 185 00:13:11,541 --> 00:13:13,001 big 186 00:13:13,043 --> 00:13:14,210 oh my 187 00:13:16,587 --> 00:13:18,130 I'll be upstairs. 188 00:13:32,144 --> 00:13:33,480 where are your overalls 189 00:13:35,565 --> 00:13:36,775 Please put them back. 190 00:13:38,317 --> 00:13:39,151 please? 191 00:13:40,361 --> 00:13:41,695 What's the matter, your man? 192 00:13:42,822 --> 00:13:43,822 I'm on the spectrum 193 00:13:45,158 --> 00:13:46,993 And I grew up Pennsylvania Dutch. 194 00:13:49,620 --> 00:13:51,206 Me too, I know hamburgers. 195 00:13:51,246 --> 00:13:53,540 I really appreciate their uniform size and quality. 196 00:13:57,169 --> 00:13:58,712 I didn't think of it that way. 197 00:14:00,255 --> 00:14:02,424 I just saw it as another way to kill myself. 198 00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:05,970 Are you suicidal? 199 00:14:07,931 --> 00:14:09,182 And I damn sure hope so. 200 00:14:12,726 --> 00:14:15,187 No matter what you don't finish I want to be. 201 00:14:26,573 --> 00:14:27,574 My mother always gave me 202 00:14:27,616 --> 00:14:28,951 with the same advice. 203 00:14:28,993 --> 00:14:31,913 She would say, “Russell, stop being so hard. 204 00:14:33,081 --> 00:14:35,250 "You're just going to end up lonely." 205 00:14:35,291 --> 00:14:36,710 And she was too 206 00:14:36,750 --> 00:14:38,377 The hardest, loneliest person who ever lived. 207 00:14:40,964 --> 00:14:43,049 Biology is destiny. 208 00:15:01,275 --> 00:15:03,444 I would be kind. 209 00:15:03,485 --> 00:15:04,528 You are not flirting. 210 00:15:06,489 --> 00:15:08,240 I'm sorry I'm late. 211 00:15:08,283 --> 00:15:09,868 Oh that's fine. 212 00:15:09,908 --> 00:15:12,370 Noonan, exam room c 213 00:15:12,412 --> 00:15:15,331 I refuse to put up with the gravy box. 214 00:15:15,373 --> 00:15:16,833 Isn't it wonderful, huh? 215 00:15:17,875 --> 00:15:20,086 One day it will all be yours. 216 00:15:22,464 --> 00:15:23,548 It's wonderful. 217 00:15:29,636 --> 00:15:31,055 Dr. Smithson. 218 00:15:31,096 --> 00:15:34,141 Smithsonian PhD candidates you mean. 219 00:15:36,727 --> 00:15:38,145 Jesus, Farmer, what's with all the noise? 220 00:15:38,187 --> 00:15:40,689 What can I do for you, Dr. Shane? 221 00:15:40,731 --> 00:15:41,899 I'm calling to invite you 222 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:43,442 See you tomorrow Templeton reception. 223 00:15:43,485 --> 00:15:44,903 I can't attend. 224 00:15:44,943 --> 00:15:47,154 Come on, Farmer, I'm trying to help you. 225 00:15:52,994 --> 00:15:55,330 You can mix and mingle, network. 226 00:16:00,793 --> 00:16:03,087 All you have to do is an hour of niceness with the scumbags 227 00:16:03,129 --> 00:16:04,172 who pays rent 228 00:16:05,381 --> 00:16:06,423 i believe in you 229 00:16:07,591 --> 00:16:09,343 I won't be your advisor if I'm not. 230 00:16:12,554 --> 00:16:13,514 I will consider it. 231 00:16:59,852 --> 00:17:02,312 Put egg yolk in your hair, my dear. 232 00:18:25,855 --> 00:18:26,940 And bass, stop on the side of the road. 233 00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:30,275 There is something I need to talk to you about. 234 00:18:31,694 --> 00:18:34,947 It may sound strange, but I want to do it alone. 235 00:18:34,989 --> 00:18:36,281 what? what do you mean 236 00:18:38,117 --> 00:18:40,412 This disease doesn't make me feel like much of a man 237 00:18:40,452 --> 00:18:41,453 most of the time 238 00:18:42,872 --> 00:18:45,667 But it feels very manly to go into a brain surgery room alone, 239 00:18:45,709 --> 00:18:47,335 Very John Wayne. 240 00:18:47,376 --> 00:18:48,168 stop 241 00:18:48,211 --> 00:18:49,253 I want to go with you. 242 00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:50,212 No, you don't. 243 00:18:52,923 --> 00:18:55,426 You and your mother are so alike. 244 00:18:55,468 --> 00:18:56,970 Mother, father, were. 245 00:18:59,806 --> 00:19:01,432 I'm going to be up for this whole thing 246 00:19:01,473 --> 00:19:04,601 And it will be over before we know her. 247 00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:05,769 So come today's treat 248 00:19:05,811 --> 00:19:07,229 As is all the others 249 00:19:07,271 --> 00:19:10,567 And when I come out of surgery and I'm as good as new, 250 00:19:11,692 --> 00:19:13,778 We will have to come back here to celebrate. 251 00:19:13,819 --> 00:19:14,987 can you do it for me 252 00:19:17,406 --> 00:19:18,699 can you do it for me 253 00:19:21,493 --> 00:19:22,745 Happy birthday, Bessie. 254 00:19:24,663 --> 00:19:25,831 I completely forgot. 255 00:19:30,545 --> 00:19:35,550 Thanks, papa. 256 00:19:55,487 --> 00:19:56,696 So you're already trying to kill yourself 257 00:19:56,738 --> 00:20:00,033 For the last four years and still not succeed. 258 00:20:00,075 --> 00:20:02,911 Well, the goal isn't exactly death. 259 00:20:03,869 --> 00:20:05,287 The evidence is mounting. 260 00:20:06,873 --> 00:20:08,208 I just can't understand 261 00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:10,335 A better way to disappear. 262 00:20:10,376 --> 00:20:12,378 What does "disappear" mean? 263 00:20:12,420 --> 00:20:13,254 I don't know. 264 00:20:15,382 --> 00:20:16,883 I just always had that feeling 265 00:20:18,050 --> 00:20:20,052 Like I'm supposed to be invisible 266 00:20:20,095 --> 00:20:23,097 But somehow I found myself that way. 267 00:20:24,391 --> 00:20:25,225 interesting 268 00:20:26,393 --> 00:20:28,478 $40 a session and you will be 269 00:20:28,519 --> 00:20:31,314 Invisible until summer. 270 00:20:32,190 --> 00:20:33,566 are you a doctor 271 00:20:33,607 --> 00:20:34,858 not yet 272 00:20:34,901 --> 00:20:37,237 Technically, you want to be a research subject. 273 00:20:37,278 --> 00:20:40,615 There is no way I am sharing my feelings with you. 274 00:20:42,157 --> 00:20:43,367 I'm with you too. 275 00:20:43,410 --> 00:20:46,579 Empathy is a daily struggle for me. 276 00:20:46,621 --> 00:20:48,331 Order and logic is my methodology. 277 00:20:49,708 --> 00:20:51,584 Are evenings good for you? 278 00:20:52,460 --> 00:20:53,252 are you deaf 279 00:20:53,294 --> 00:20:54,461 I said I wasn't interested. 280 00:21:04,180 --> 00:21:05,222 I'm not deaf. 281 00:21:16,442 --> 00:21:18,903 I wanted to give you this before I left. 282 00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:20,571 That's it for the rest of the semester. 283 00:21:20,613 --> 00:21:22,449 Thank you very much. 284 00:21:22,490 --> 00:21:24,116 Do you like your class? 285 00:21:25,076 --> 00:21:26,995 are you learning anything 286 00:21:27,037 --> 00:21:29,204 Well, turns out I don't know the first thing 287 00:21:29,247 --> 00:21:30,664 On the anatomy of the eye. 288 00:21:30,707 --> 00:21:33,626 Well, if you ever have any questions, 289 00:21:34,501 --> 00:21:35,794 you know where to find me 290 00:22:31,476 --> 00:22:33,853 Ms. hard work? 291 00:22:35,188 --> 00:22:37,816 Is he still unconscious? 292 00:22:37,856 --> 00:22:39,442 Yes, but I want you to know 293 00:22:39,483 --> 00:22:42,319 I couldn't be more optimistic about Murray's recovery. 294 00:22:42,362 --> 00:22:45,990 His vital signs are good, all lab results 295 00:22:46,031 --> 00:22:49,201 And brain scans indicate he is in excellent health. 296 00:22:51,121 --> 00:22:54,416 Can you really go blind by staring at the sun? 297 00:22:54,457 --> 00:22:58,545 Well, the retina is a delicate matter. 298 00:22:58,586 --> 00:23:02,048 I must admit, meeting you has me confused. 299 00:23:02,089 --> 00:23:03,173 Your daughter told me... 300 00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:04,675 when is it me 301 00:23:04,718 --> 00:23:05,552 i know 302 00:23:07,261 --> 00:23:09,013 It's been a million theories over the years 303 00:23:09,055 --> 00:23:10,557 But sticks nothing. 304 00:23:10,597 --> 00:23:12,558 And all the inhabitants of the town have pussyfooted around 305 00:23:12,599 --> 00:23:14,394 for a lifetime. 306 00:23:14,435 --> 00:23:15,853 she is here 307 00:23:15,894 --> 00:23:19,148 We discussed Mr. Kraftt's action at length. 308 00:23:20,357 --> 00:23:21,900 She sees her father just fine. 309 00:23:22,861 --> 00:23:23,903 I am the only invisible person 310 00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:26,071 in her life 311 00:23:26,114 --> 00:23:29,034 We live in the same house, we eat at the table the same night, 312 00:23:29,075 --> 00:23:30,492 We park in the same garage 313 00:23:32,077 --> 00:23:35,373 But she can't see me or hear me or even feel me. 314 00:23:36,415 --> 00:23:37,625 I just don't exist. 315 00:23:39,210 --> 00:23:41,086 Well, I've never encountered such a thing 316 00:23:41,128 --> 00:23:42,921 In all my studies of the brain. 317 00:23:43,798 --> 00:23:45,215 Why, she needs to see someone. 318 00:23:47,051 --> 00:23:50,387 I, I mean, an expert. 319 00:23:51,556 --> 00:23:53,641 Has she outlined her vision? 320 00:23:53,682 --> 00:23:55,769 - A brain scan? - we tried everything, 321 00:23:56,769 --> 00:23:59,105 Went everywhere, whatever we did. 322 00:24:00,356 --> 00:24:01,899 She is already dating someone in town 323 00:24:01,941 --> 00:24:04,152 Who took her as like a special project. 324 00:24:06,528 --> 00:24:08,030 She must have settled down. 325 00:24:09,824 --> 00:24:12,451 At this point a cure simply seems out of the question. 326 00:24:31,304 --> 00:24:32,305 Are you diverting a little? 327 00:24:32,346 --> 00:24:33,722 You press my ribs. 328 00:24:33,765 --> 00:24:35,057 It's birth trauma. 329 00:24:35,099 --> 00:24:36,767 Breathe through it. 330 00:24:36,809 --> 00:24:38,269 I'm really sweating. 331 00:24:38,310 --> 00:24:39,853 It's amniotic fluid. 332 00:24:39,895 --> 00:24:40,896 It was expected. 333 00:24:42,022 --> 00:24:43,774 Now you are doing very well 334 00:24:43,817 --> 00:24:47,153 And you've already spent the last nine months 335 00:24:47,194 --> 00:24:49,239 Preparing for life. 336 00:24:49,279 --> 00:24:53,242 So when you are ready, start pushing your way 337 00:24:53,284 --> 00:24:54,285 never 338 00:24:57,163 --> 00:24:58,580 focus. 339 00:24:58,623 --> 00:25:00,290 - The head remains awake and breathing. - I'm dead under here. 340 00:25:01,250 --> 00:25:02,585 oh what happened 341 00:25:02,626 --> 00:25:04,421 I can't accept a wrongful death claim. 342 00:25:04,461 --> 00:25:06,088 It would greatly jeopardize my research. 343 00:25:06,131 --> 00:25:07,507 No, no, I'm really not dying. 344 00:25:07,548 --> 00:25:09,634 It's just an expression. 345 00:25:09,675 --> 00:25:11,343 here, back here 346 00:25:11,385 --> 00:25:13,512 I will be born again better this time. 347 00:25:13,555 --> 00:25:15,140 Not tonight, Elizabeth. 348 00:25:15,181 --> 00:25:17,142 Rebirthing is taking too much of me. 349 00:25:17,182 --> 00:25:20,603 Please, Farmer, I'll do anything to get better. 350 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:42,500 This thought does not give up 351 00:25:42,541 --> 00:25:43,667 around my head lately 352 00:25:43,710 --> 00:25:45,711 Maybe because I'm already dead 353 00:25:45,753 --> 00:25:48,298 And that it is a kind of mirage of existence. 354 00:25:49,758 --> 00:25:50,633 Heavy, right? 355 00:25:52,551 --> 00:25:55,512 Oh my god, I'm full of shit. 356 00:25:55,555 --> 00:26:00,435 a ?? ª ah ah ah ah ª a ?? 357 00:26:00,477 --> 00:26:04,105 a ?? ª ah ah ah ah ª a ?? 358 00:26:04,146 --> 00:26:06,148 a ?? ª me for free a ?? ª 359 00:26:19,996 --> 00:26:21,748 â?? d ?? ª ª Oh 360 00:26:24,834 --> 00:26:26,544 So I expect you to roll your eyes 361 00:26:26,586 --> 00:26:28,212 If I went and told you about a girl 362 00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:29,963 And her wooden house in the sky. 363 00:26:32,634 --> 00:26:35,053 If I told you that the girl believes her mother is dead 364 00:26:35,095 --> 00:26:36,721 Simply because she can't see her. 365 00:26:41,267 --> 00:26:42,434 a ?? ª Am I Ah A ?? ª 366 00:26:42,477 --> 00:26:45,063 But you see that girl, right? 367 00:26:45,105 --> 00:26:47,106 All fair skin and red hair. 368 00:26:48,273 --> 00:26:50,359 A smile for everyone covering what is numb. 369 00:26:51,861 --> 00:26:55,323 It's right there, it's true. 370 00:26:56,281 --> 00:26:58,117 a ?? ª me for free a ?? ª 371 00:26:58,159 --> 00:27:00,704 a ?? ª me for free a ?? ª 372 00:27:00,744 --> 00:27:02,996 â?? d ?? ª ª Oh 373 00:27:03,038 --> 00:27:06,999 And I should immediately understand this? 374 00:27:07,126 --> 00:27:09,796 Oh no, no, knowing about someone, you know. 375 00:27:12,089 --> 00:27:13,799 â?? d ?? ª ª Oh 376 00:27:15,259 --> 00:27:17,261 But I tell you this feeling now 377 00:27:17,303 --> 00:27:19,264 He's as real as it fucking gets. 378 00:27:19,305 --> 00:27:21,850 a ?? ª me for free a ?? ª 379 00:27:21,891 --> 00:27:24,394 a ?? ª me for free a ?? ª 380 00:27:34,487 --> 00:27:35,822 Look that Patty. 381 00:27:36,823 --> 00:27:39,159 Perfect round, perfectly flat. 382 00:27:46,624 --> 00:27:49,044 Burgers were my mother's staple dish. 383 00:27:52,756 --> 00:27:53,590 They were terrible. 384 00:27:55,799 --> 00:27:57,009 The only time she arranged them 385 00:27:57,051 --> 00:27:58,469 When one of her friends was over 386 00:27:58,510 --> 00:28:02,097 Too much and she was caught until the grill noticed. 387 00:28:02,140 --> 00:28:03,807 Me too, have childhood memories of beef. 388 00:28:03,849 --> 00:28:06,185 It was the job to milk the cows every morning. 389 00:28:08,270 --> 00:28:09,480 Did you grow up on a farm? 390 00:28:10,397 --> 00:28:11,231 i did 391 00:28:12,692 --> 00:28:14,027 If I had stayed, my condition would have made me 392 00:28:14,068 --> 00:28:15,110 Excellent farmer. 393 00:28:17,529 --> 00:28:20,491 People think you need plant affinity. 394 00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:22,826 But success simply relies on accurate calculations, 395 00:28:22,868 --> 00:28:26,497 Ground vehicle, air, expensive, etc. 396 00:28:26,538 --> 00:28:27,539 why did you leave 397 00:28:28,750 --> 00:28:30,751 My parents died when I was six. 398 00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:35,131 It was a moment when I passed here. 399 00:28:36,883 --> 00:28:38,050 In which part of the city? 400 00:28:39,719 --> 00:28:40,886 I'm just telling you, here. 401 00:28:46,809 --> 00:28:47,894 A dog of mobility. 402 00:28:48,728 --> 00:28:50,105 Not at all. 403 00:28:50,145 --> 00:28:51,063 I just walk up. 404 00:28:52,565 --> 00:28:53,400 I laughed. 405 00:28:55,652 --> 00:28:57,194 And what are you doing here? 406 00:28:57,237 --> 00:28:58,238 It's a long story. 407 00:28:58,278 --> 00:28:59,405 I've been all over. 408 00:29:00,824 --> 00:29:02,491 But there's a lotta work for a demolition guy 409 00:29:02,534 --> 00:29:03,993 in these parts. 410 00:29:04,035 --> 00:29:05,662 And do you enjoy your work? 411 00:29:06,913 --> 00:29:07,747 insurance. 412 00:29:08,998 --> 00:29:10,542 I get to take something solid 413 00:29:10,583 --> 00:29:12,252 And do it like it never existed. 414 00:29:13,545 --> 00:29:14,629 A wizard of sorts. 415 00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:17,589 It's almost magic. 416 00:29:19,592 --> 00:29:21,261 And what about your family, where are they? 417 00:29:29,102 --> 00:29:30,394 Who is Elizabeth K? 418 00:29:31,770 --> 00:29:33,272 Your care partner. 419 00:29:34,857 --> 00:29:38,028 Okay, I told you I don't do therapy. 420 00:29:39,237 --> 00:29:40,947 I'm not telling you to do anything yet. 421 00:29:42,406 --> 00:29:43,824 Group therapy is one of the latest courses of therapy 422 00:29:43,866 --> 00:29:45,242 I have yet to try with Elizabeth 423 00:29:45,285 --> 00:29:46,494 And I believe you both 424 00:29:46,536 --> 00:29:49,080 - will be in beautiful pairs. - No, no, you see, 425 00:29:49,122 --> 00:29:50,749 you don't understand 426 00:29:50,789 --> 00:29:53,209 I wouldn't be good for anyone's mental health. 427 00:29:54,376 --> 00:29:56,211 Please I will never make a discount 428 00:29:56,253 --> 00:29:57,338 On my understanding. 429 00:29:57,380 --> 00:29:58,256 I offer my help. 430 00:29:58,298 --> 00:29:59,758 I'm not a charity case. 431 00:30:00,967 --> 00:30:01,801 That's right, you're a medical case. 432 00:30:03,761 --> 00:30:05,262 Look, I know you hate it when I show up 433 00:30:05,305 --> 00:30:07,097 No appointment, but I really need to talk to you. 434 00:30:07,140 --> 00:30:08,266 yes, i'm going 435 00:30:08,307 --> 00:30:09,475 No, no, wait. 436 00:30:10,393 --> 00:30:11,603 wait please 437 00:30:11,644 --> 00:30:13,104 before we continue, 438 00:30:13,145 --> 00:30:15,856 I would like to introduce you to Russell. 439 00:30:15,898 --> 00:30:16,899 who is this 440 00:30:17,817 --> 00:30:18,984 Well, ask him yourself. 441 00:30:19,986 --> 00:30:21,863 Okay, when he's here? 442 00:30:23,073 --> 00:30:24,115 This is not another one of your research assistants 443 00:30:24,156 --> 00:30:25,616 Is that it, Farmer? 444 00:30:25,657 --> 00:30:28,118 I can't sit down for another one of them actually need to. 445 00:30:28,161 --> 00:30:29,662 hi hello 446 00:30:29,703 --> 00:30:31,998 Russell is your group therapy partner. 447 00:30:32,039 --> 00:30:32,915 stop being rude 448 00:30:32,957 --> 00:30:34,042 say hello 449 00:30:34,084 --> 00:30:35,460 - Wait, I told you - really? 450 00:30:35,501 --> 00:30:37,044 - I don't do group therapy. - Giving, group therapy? 451 00:30:37,086 --> 00:30:38,296 are you fucking with me 452 00:30:38,337 --> 00:30:39,463 Absolutely not, Russell. 453 00:30:39,506 --> 00:30:41,048 who are you talking to 454 00:30:42,424 --> 00:30:43,884 can't she see me 455 00:30:49,015 --> 00:30:51,976 don't you see him 456 00:30:52,018 --> 00:30:53,228 are you mocking my father 457 00:30:54,813 --> 00:30:56,314 The person most important to me 458 00:30:56,355 --> 00:30:58,316 He is sickest fun ever he was and you do 459 00:30:58,357 --> 00:31:00,317 The fact that he sees people who aren't there? 460 00:31:00,359 --> 00:31:03,737 I spoke directly to Russell Hank, 461 00:31:03,779 --> 00:31:06,700 The tall young man because he is standing right in front of you. 462 00:31:09,368 --> 00:31:10,536 you know what 463 00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:11,620 I really should be at the hospital. 464 00:31:22,132 --> 00:31:23,216 I dare say, Russell, 465 00:31:24,299 --> 00:31:26,510 This is a very significant development. 466 00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:28,721 Holy shit. 467 00:31:30,765 --> 00:31:31,599 you are a genius 468 00:31:34,102 --> 00:31:35,729 I finally look 469 00:31:49,034 --> 00:31:49,993 Id like to. 470 00:31:50,035 --> 00:31:54,038 a ?? ª Who knew you would like to do ?? ª 471 00:31:54,079 --> 00:31:55,289 Look at it. 472 00:31:55,330 --> 00:31:56,206 happy birthday 473 00:31:56,249 --> 00:31:57,875 a ?? ª love so strong ?? ª 474 00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,626 Birthday, huh? 475 00:32:01,128 --> 00:32:02,963 Well, come to the party of. 476 00:32:04,465 --> 00:32:05,299 tequila. 477 00:32:06,468 --> 00:32:08,720 Oh, shooting isn't really my thing. 478 00:32:08,761 --> 00:32:11,513 Well, they are tonight. 479 00:32:11,556 --> 00:32:13,807 Keep the liqueur well and watches it. 480 00:32:15,434 --> 00:32:17,186 Normally, I would see a girl like that 481 00:32:17,228 --> 00:32:18,897 And my mind was starting the race 482 00:32:18,938 --> 00:32:21,566 With all the things I'm not going to tell her. 483 00:32:23,026 --> 00:32:25,570 I would force myself to look away so our eyes never met. 484 00:32:26,695 --> 00:32:28,865 a ?? ª I will borrow so many emails ?? ª 485 00:32:28,906 --> 00:32:29,907 Ah. 486 00:32:31,451 --> 00:32:33,536 Okay, one more please. 487 00:32:33,577 --> 00:32:34,370 can someone tell me 488 00:32:34,412 --> 00:32:35,622 what am i supposed to do 489 00:32:35,663 --> 00:32:36,955 With the fact that I want to look at her 490 00:32:36,998 --> 00:32:40,125 And looks at her and maybe doesn't stop? 491 00:32:41,001 --> 00:32:41,877 Cheers. 492 00:32:41,920 --> 00:32:43,087 happy birthday 493 00:32:43,128 --> 00:32:45,130 happy birthday to you 494 00:33:08,570 --> 00:33:10,698 Take for example the situation of selective hearing 495 00:33:10,740 --> 00:33:12,616 Most children suffer. 496 00:33:12,659 --> 00:33:14,285 One tells the boy to do his homework 497 00:33:14,326 --> 00:33:16,453 And he tunes you completely. 498 00:33:16,496 --> 00:33:21,501 This is a selective perception based entirely in his mind. 499 00:33:22,919 --> 00:33:24,796 You only see what you want to see when you want to see it. 500 00:33:28,173 --> 00:33:33,179 a ?? ª Do you want to go for a walk anyway a ?? ª 501 00:33:35,181 --> 00:33:38,351 a ?? ª I go so much more ?? ª 502 00:33:43,940 --> 00:33:45,191 Dr. Smithson. 503 00:33:47,986 --> 00:33:48,820 Hello? 504 00:33:50,821 --> 00:33:52,531 Hello? 505 00:33:52,574 --> 00:33:53,408 Farmer? 506 00:33:54,616 --> 00:33:56,744 Hello, Elizabeth. 507 00:33:56,786 --> 00:33:57,953 I'm glad you answered. 508 00:33:59,329 --> 00:34:01,624 Now, I'm sorry 509 00:34:01,665 --> 00:34:04,877 for leaving you today. 510 00:34:04,919 --> 00:34:06,296 It's just that everything 511 00:34:06,337 --> 00:34:09,507 What's going on with my dad... 512 00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:10,632 what is that noise 513 00:34:12,635 --> 00:34:15,597 are you peeing 514 00:34:15,637 --> 00:34:17,097 Yes. 515 00:34:17,139 --> 00:34:22,144 a ?? ª and will not be a baby too ?? ª 516 00:34:23,063 --> 00:34:26,608 a ?? ª We will never disappear a ?? ª 517 00:34:26,648 --> 00:34:27,483 Mmm. 518 00:34:29,402 --> 00:34:30,862 Oh, Farmer, are you there? 519 00:34:30,903 --> 00:34:33,822 Do you want to come and talk more? 520 00:34:33,864 --> 00:34:34,698 No. 521 00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:37,242 I'm in the hospital. 522 00:34:38,994 --> 00:34:40,746 Elizabeth. 523 00:34:42,581 --> 00:34:43,415 Elizabeth. 524 00:34:51,173 --> 00:34:53,592 ª â ?? d ?? Till never ª 525 00:34:54,552 --> 00:34:55,845 I think I'm ready to go. 526 00:34:56,721 --> 00:34:59,014 Well, really, and a stay. 527 00:34:59,056 --> 00:35:03,102 You are the most beautiful boy to come around for a few months now. 528 00:35:04,019 --> 00:35:05,230 I will drink beer. 529 00:35:05,271 --> 00:35:07,190 Hey, man, you're blocking my line of sight. 530 00:35:37,971 --> 00:35:39,179 Ah. 531 00:35:39,222 --> 00:35:40,390 Ms. Kraftt, this is Marnie. 532 00:35:40,431 --> 00:35:42,391 He's here to insert your husband's catheter. 533 00:35:43,851 --> 00:35:45,603 I suggest you might want to go outside for a second. 534 00:35:47,521 --> 00:35:48,773 She is far too beautiful to leave alone 535 00:35:48,815 --> 00:35:49,941 With Murray's penis. 536 00:35:49,983 --> 00:35:51,026 He is a terrible flirt. 537 00:35:58,574 --> 00:35:59,408 he will be fine 538 00:36:02,327 --> 00:36:04,581 Well, sometimes people just get very tired. 539 00:36:05,789 --> 00:36:07,208 They need to rest for a while. 540 00:36:15,717 --> 00:36:17,344 To hell with it, Murray. 541 00:36:17,385 --> 00:36:18,219 wake up 542 00:36:58,342 --> 00:36:59,385 Hey, papa. 543 00:37:05,391 --> 00:37:06,558 you look terrible 544 00:37:06,601 --> 00:37:07,559 without insulting. 545 00:37:13,565 --> 00:37:15,984 You should have seen me today. 546 00:37:16,027 --> 00:37:19,239 I was out on the town life living like a real person. 547 00:37:20,447 --> 00:37:21,281 yes? 548 00:37:22,659 --> 00:37:26,496 Here's to another shit-filled year of life. 549 00:37:26,538 --> 00:37:27,706 happy birthday to me 550 00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:34,878 I'm on my way home. 551 00:37:35,755 --> 00:37:36,631 And Bass will take care of you. 552 00:37:36,672 --> 00:37:39,008 I'll be back in the morning. 553 00:37:43,637 --> 00:37:44,556 love you 554 00:38:20,632 --> 00:38:25,096 Floating higher and higher. 555 00:38:26,222 --> 00:38:31,227 fly away from here 556 00:38:44,949 --> 00:38:48,787 Floating higher and higher, high. 557 00:38:50,663 --> 00:38:52,748 nectar, nectar, nectar, nectar, 558 00:38:52,791 --> 00:38:56,044 Nectar, nectar, nectar, nectar. 559 00:39:01,465 --> 00:39:04,094 Everything around me is like a tunnel. 560 00:39:04,135 --> 00:39:05,762 not real 561 00:39:05,804 --> 00:39:08,889 As if your train floated, floated, floated, 562 00:39:08,931 --> 00:39:11,350 Nectar, nectar, nectar. 563 00:39:12,811 --> 00:39:13,644 i feel 564 00:39:18,565 --> 00:39:20,401 as if you are dreaming 565 00:39:45,050 --> 00:39:48,137 Everything around is suddenly realistic. 566 00:39:49,681 --> 00:39:51,807 as if in a dream 567 00:39:51,849 --> 00:39:53,183 as if in a dream 568 00:39:55,894 --> 00:39:57,355 Sure, two people 569 00:39:57,396 --> 00:39:58,690 Sharing the same bizarre dream 570 00:39:58,731 --> 00:40:02,527 can't, can't 571 00:40:02,568 --> 00:40:05,447 unable to occur, exist, or be made, 572 00:40:06,822 --> 00:40:08,490 beyond the limits of possibility, 573 00:40:09,367 --> 00:40:10,201 out of the question 574 00:40:11,577 --> 00:40:14,413 And yet avoid sure as cold shit. 575 00:40:18,876 --> 00:40:21,420 Funny that now I got what I always wanted, 576 00:40:22,838 --> 00:40:23,757 i want more 577 00:40:34,391 --> 00:40:37,019 Well, yes, I'm surprised to see you up and about. 578 00:40:37,061 --> 00:40:37,936 are you naughty 579 00:40:43,650 --> 00:40:44,652 You are a grown baby. 580 00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:49,199 I am a grown woman. 581 00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:50,574 I don't owe you an explanation 582 00:40:50,617 --> 00:40:51,910 where was i last night 583 00:40:55,246 --> 00:40:56,998 Does an apology make you feel better? 584 00:40:59,626 --> 00:41:02,754 Payne, I'm sorry. 585 00:41:02,795 --> 00:41:04,088 You definitely should be. 586 00:41:15,016 --> 00:41:15,849 what is this 587 00:41:26,735 --> 00:41:28,862 What can the two of you have in common? 588 00:41:29,822 --> 00:41:31,115 Why can she see me? 589 00:41:32,282 --> 00:41:34,284 I feel jealous. 590 00:41:34,327 --> 00:41:35,870 I had to write about it. 591 00:41:37,163 --> 00:41:38,831 Do you think you can even cure her? 592 00:41:40,291 --> 00:41:42,919 As mentioned, my immediate goal is a diagnosis. 593 00:41:44,503 --> 00:41:45,337 what about me 594 00:41:47,382 --> 00:41:48,215 what about you 595 00:41:50,175 --> 00:41:52,261 Do you think you can even heal me? 596 00:41:52,302 --> 00:41:53,137 I'm sure of it. 597 00:41:55,181 --> 00:41:56,016 how? 598 00:41:57,559 --> 00:41:58,810 Think about it. 599 00:41:58,851 --> 00:42:00,853 From the day you met me at this very moment, 600 00:42:00,894 --> 00:42:03,148 You are closer to death than ever before. 601 00:42:11,489 --> 00:42:12,574 Statesman Dr. The Exchange, 602 00:42:12,614 --> 00:42:14,283 Dr. Statesman to please. 603 00:42:22,876 --> 00:42:23,710 Oh, hell! 604 00:42:57,786 --> 00:42:59,454 Replacing Dr. Bender, 605 00:42:59,496 --> 00:43:01,206 Replace Dr. Bender, please. 606 00:43:01,246 --> 00:43:02,623 Just pretend I'm not here. 607 00:43:06,585 --> 00:43:09,004 Murray contracted a bacterial infection 608 00:43:09,047 --> 00:43:10,423 in the bowels of his heart. 609 00:43:12,257 --> 00:43:13,217 He is in a coma. 610 00:43:13,259 --> 00:43:14,260 what how 611 00:43:15,512 --> 00:43:18,390 Every surgical procedure carries risks 612 00:43:18,431 --> 00:43:21,141 of introducing bacteria into the bloodstream. 613 00:43:21,184 --> 00:43:22,268 will he be ok 614 00:43:24,019 --> 00:43:25,021 He had a stroke. 615 00:43:27,606 --> 00:43:28,440 is this a joke 616 00:43:29,900 --> 00:43:31,735 The owners come here a little steady on their feet 617 00:43:31,777 --> 00:43:33,696 And now he's a stroke victim in a coma? 618 00:43:34,864 --> 00:43:36,824 Look, you don't dare talk to me. 619 00:43:36,865 --> 00:43:38,492 I need the last thing my daughter fruit cake 620 00:43:38,534 --> 00:43:39,786 making a scene now 621 00:43:41,246 --> 00:43:43,081 Just so you know, I'll watch your every move 622 00:43:43,123 --> 00:43:43,956 From now on. 623 00:43:45,375 --> 00:43:47,251 And if my husband doesn't make a full recovery, 624 00:43:47,293 --> 00:43:49,378 You're going to wish you had it lying in that bed. 625 00:43:51,965 --> 00:43:53,298 I'm sorry, and that's it. 626 00:43:55,342 --> 00:43:58,303 Unfortunately, even when we do everything we can 627 00:43:58,346 --> 00:44:00,724 There are complications that we cannot predict 628 00:44:00,764 --> 00:44:02,349 and that they are out of our control. 629 00:44:07,021 --> 00:44:09,231 Don't apologize, Dr. Klienart. 630 00:44:09,273 --> 00:44:10,942 I'm sure everything will be fine. 631 00:44:12,985 --> 00:44:16,280 I hear no sound, I feel no touch. 632 00:44:16,322 --> 00:44:18,450 I don't see any bright glory. 633 00:44:18,490 --> 00:44:20,242 But still I know that God is near 634 00:44:20,284 --> 00:44:21,994 in the dark like light 635 00:44:23,579 --> 00:44:26,081 I heard that as a child and it always stayed with me. 636 00:44:27,416 --> 00:44:29,793 Who knows about God's part of the whole. 637 00:44:29,835 --> 00:44:32,129 It just always helps me feel less alone. 638 00:44:32,172 --> 00:44:34,590 The surgery is going to come through, my ass. 639 00:44:34,632 --> 00:44:36,050 Pathetic idol. 640 00:45:17,717 --> 00:45:19,510 what would you do at the bar 641 00:45:19,552 --> 00:45:21,054 I left my cell phone last night. 642 00:45:21,096 --> 00:45:24,014 You said you were at the hospital last night. 643 00:45:24,056 --> 00:45:28,435 I was but then I couldn't bring myself 644 00:45:28,478 --> 00:45:29,688 go home 645 00:45:29,728 --> 00:45:31,313 And I got here but your lights were out 646 00:45:31,356 --> 00:45:32,941 So eventually across the street. 647 00:45:34,150 --> 00:45:38,195 I am at a great disadvantage, Elizabeth. 648 00:45:40,072 --> 00:45:42,408 I can't spot the deception that easily. 649 00:45:44,202 --> 00:45:45,745 I need to be able to trust you. 650 00:45:54,753 --> 00:45:57,715 you know you can count on me 651 00:46:10,103 --> 00:46:11,229 - I'm sorry. - What, what happened? 652 00:46:11,271 --> 00:46:12,230 Do I have bad breath? 653 00:46:12,271 --> 00:46:13,690 - You can tell me. - Wait! 654 00:46:14,815 --> 00:46:15,649 sit. 655 00:46:18,610 --> 00:46:19,737 Do you want to improve or not? 656 00:46:19,778 --> 00:46:21,239 you know i do 657 00:46:29,956 --> 00:46:30,789 good. 658 00:46:34,793 --> 00:46:35,627 good. 659 00:46:39,507 --> 00:46:41,550 Um, I thought 660 00:46:41,592 --> 00:46:43,260 I heard her this morning. 661 00:46:43,302 --> 00:46:44,679 Argos was behaving strangely. 662 00:46:46,597 --> 00:46:47,931 This is the time for us to commit 663 00:46:47,974 --> 00:46:49,893 A new treatment technique. 664 00:46:49,934 --> 00:46:51,561 Do we give up on rebirthing? 665 00:46:51,603 --> 00:46:53,438 For now yes. 666 00:46:53,480 --> 00:46:56,148 I want to start a mini diary. 667 00:46:56,190 --> 00:46:57,358 Oh no crayons again. 668 00:46:57,400 --> 00:46:58,693 No, no, no, no, no. 669 00:47:00,820 --> 00:47:02,280 Do you remember that character Russell? 670 00:47:02,322 --> 00:47:04,282 I tried to introduce you? 671 00:47:04,324 --> 00:47:05,784 Hmmm hmm. 672 00:47:05,824 --> 00:47:09,788 I want to pretend it exists. 673 00:47:11,121 --> 00:47:14,125 And for you to talk to him out loud. 674 00:47:14,166 --> 00:47:17,170 Familiarity with the verbal expression 675 00:47:17,211 --> 00:47:19,547 of your deeply hidden feelings. 676 00:47:19,588 --> 00:47:21,965 But I have nothing to hide from you. 677 00:47:22,007 --> 00:47:23,550 Oh, I don't doubt it. 678 00:47:23,592 --> 00:47:24,594 don't you believe 679 00:47:27,097 --> 00:47:28,306 Should I? 680 00:47:28,347 --> 00:47:29,807 What happens if someone sees me talking to myself? 681 00:47:29,849 --> 00:47:31,184 They'll think I'm crazy. 682 00:47:31,226 --> 00:47:32,268 well, you? 683 00:47:32,309 --> 00:47:33,436 am i 684 00:47:33,478 --> 00:47:35,646 This is the weirdest thing ever. 685 00:47:35,688 --> 00:47:36,522 please. 686 00:47:42,362 --> 00:47:45,030 You know I'll try anything if you think it will help. 687 00:47:52,871 --> 00:47:55,000 Pretend it exists. 688 00:47:55,041 --> 00:47:56,626 Okay, what does Farmer say call him? 689 00:47:56,668 --> 00:47:58,503 Rusty, Russ, I got him. 690 00:47:58,545 --> 00:48:02,090 Oh, Russell, Russell, Russell, Russell, okay. 691 00:48:02,132 --> 00:48:05,010 Well, let's get started, Russell. 692 00:48:09,222 --> 00:48:10,932 I don't believe people are going to look for a better life 693 00:48:10,974 --> 00:48:12,057 Finally here. 694 00:48:15,519 --> 00:48:16,730 I've never been anywhere. 695 00:48:18,023 --> 00:48:22,193 But I'm thinking about going to the straw hut 696 00:48:22,235 --> 00:48:23,820 on the beach island, 697 00:48:25,195 --> 00:48:27,364 Where it was not possible I was disappointed. 698 00:48:34,706 --> 00:48:36,458 I called the hospital this morning. 699 00:48:37,625 --> 00:48:38,918 I told the nurse I was out of town 700 00:48:38,960 --> 00:48:41,086 Before she could ask why I hadn't visited. 701 00:48:45,090 --> 00:48:45,924 I lied. 702 00:48:51,931 --> 00:48:53,516 Do you often lie? 703 00:48:55,393 --> 00:48:57,853 And I know, I'll act okay somehow. 704 00:48:57,896 --> 00:49:01,274 Like not quite sad or too sad. 705 00:49:03,485 --> 00:49:05,903 And all these people in the hospital 706 00:49:05,945 --> 00:49:08,448 They're looking at me, Dr. Klienart. 707 00:49:10,115 --> 00:49:13,036 Nobody knows what to do with me. 708 00:49:16,873 --> 00:49:18,541 Do you think I should join Netflix? 709 00:49:31,929 --> 00:49:33,764 a ?? ª I will be your mirror ?? ª 710 00:49:33,806 --> 00:49:35,849 a ?? ª reflect what you are ?? ª 711 00:49:35,891 --> 00:49:37,851 a ?? ª in case you don't know ?? ª 712 00:49:37,893 --> 00:49:42,606 a ?? ª I will be the wind, the rain, and the sunset a ?? ª 713 00:49:42,648 --> 00:49:44,608 a ?? ª Your door light ?? ª 714 00:49:44,650 --> 00:49:47,152 a ?? ª to show you home ¯ re ?? ª 715 00:49:47,195 --> 00:49:51,324 a ?? ª When you think tonight see your mind ?? ª 716 00:49:51,365 --> 00:49:55,577 a ?? ª that inside you will bring a distorted and unpleasant a ?? ª 717 00:49:55,619 --> 00:50:00,000 a ?? ª Let me stand to show that you are blind a ?? ª 718 00:50:00,041 --> 00:50:04,129 a ?? ª please put your hands ?? ª 719 00:50:04,170 --> 00:50:09,175 a ?? ª "Because I see you ?? ª 720 00:50:13,137 --> 00:50:17,141 a ?? ª It's hard for me to believe that you don't know?? ª 721 00:50:17,182 --> 00:50:19,059 a ?? ª the beauty are you ?? ª 722 00:50:19,101 --> 00:50:21,812 a ?? ª But if you do not ?? ª 723 00:50:21,855 --> 00:50:23,815 a ?? ª let me be your eyes ?? ª 724 00:50:23,856 --> 00:50:25,983 a ?? ª The hand to your darkness ?? ª 725 00:50:26,025 --> 00:50:28,360 a ?? ª So you will not be afraid ?? ª 726 00:50:28,402 --> 00:50:32,656 a ?? ª When you think tonight see your mind ?? ª 727 00:50:32,699 --> 00:50:35,994 a ?? ª that inside you will bring a distorted and unpleasant a ?? ª 728 00:51:16,492 --> 00:51:18,911 Russell, will you fix it? 729 00:51:34,552 --> 00:51:36,054 My dad never really did teach me 730 00:51:36,096 --> 00:51:38,472 Lots of practical stuff. 731 00:51:38,514 --> 00:51:40,266 He must have thought so 732 00:51:41,434 --> 00:51:42,769 Maybe I always need him. 733 00:51:46,313 --> 00:51:47,690 I hope you don't think I'm rude 734 00:51:47,731 --> 00:51:50,235 But I'm not really that good at small talk. 735 00:51:50,275 --> 00:51:53,779 So do you mind if we just watch some TV instead? 736 00:51:56,449 --> 00:51:57,701 Why would anyone do that 737 00:51:57,742 --> 00:51:59,744 I have no idea, but as you can see, 738 00:51:59,786 --> 00:52:01,413 She caused a great commotion. 739 00:54:33,063 --> 00:54:35,899 I shouldn't talk like that about work 740 00:54:35,942 --> 00:54:40,405 Or anything really if it's not positive. 741 00:54:40,447 --> 00:54:42,657 No one loves you else. 742 00:54:42,699 --> 00:54:44,034 right. 743 00:54:44,074 --> 00:54:45,576 Are people like you, Russell? 744 00:54:47,286 --> 00:54:48,120 I'm sure they do. 745 00:54:50,789 --> 00:54:52,750 I had some friends. 746 00:54:54,960 --> 00:54:57,921 But when I came back after working during the summer vacation 747 00:54:57,963 --> 00:54:59,298 But all of them were company owners. 748 00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:04,637 You are smart and you are handsome. 749 00:55:06,347 --> 00:55:07,891 And you love your parents. 750 00:55:08,974 --> 00:55:11,101 And you have a strong handshake. 751 00:55:11,143 --> 00:55:12,978 Don't forget the trust fund. 752 00:55:13,021 --> 00:55:14,147 What's not to love? 753 00:55:17,817 --> 00:55:21,445 In the morning, I want to introduce you to Argos. 754 00:55:22,530 --> 00:55:24,990 that there is another handsome young man around 755 00:55:25,032 --> 00:55:26,451 You have to make him fall off his feet. 756 00:55:31,206 --> 00:55:32,123 hi russell 757 00:55:32,164 --> 00:55:32,998 yes. 758 00:55:34,208 --> 00:55:38,003 Since then I am sure you are a very loyal person, 759 00:55:39,672 --> 00:55:41,298 Can you say a prayer for my dad? 760 00:56:06,532 --> 00:56:08,284 Oh shit. 761 00:56:08,326 --> 00:56:10,244 What if all this isn't real after all? 762 00:56:11,454 --> 00:56:15,208 What if it's just some crazy, complex fantasy 763 00:56:15,250 --> 00:56:17,835 I performed and folded into something real in my mind? 764 00:56:19,753 --> 00:56:20,713 I mean, come on. 765 00:56:23,632 --> 00:56:24,466 look at her 766 00:56:25,885 --> 00:56:27,595 I'm not the guy getting the girl. 767 00:56:29,806 --> 00:56:31,849 At least not that girly. 768 00:58:22,543 --> 00:58:24,295 I can't reach her. 769 00:58:24,336 --> 00:58:28,382 Ms. Kraftt, I tried all the numbers you gave me. 770 00:58:30,342 --> 00:58:32,302 the patient's general physical fitness, 771 00:58:32,344 --> 00:58:35,097 Each patient is different, each case is different. 772 00:58:37,182 --> 00:58:38,768 Despite our best efforts, 773 00:58:40,353 --> 00:58:43,898 The result is not always what we wish for. 774 00:59:48,672 --> 00:59:50,130 It wasn't like that at all. 775 00:59:51,548 --> 00:59:53,550 We were just really close. 776 00:59:53,592 --> 00:59:54,426 what else? 777 00:59:56,054 --> 00:59:57,597 My dad left when I was 13. 778 01:00:00,141 --> 01:00:01,643 I had to go out and find a job. 779 01:00:02,768 --> 01:00:05,396 I knew the way around a piece of wood. 780 01:00:05,438 --> 01:00:08,900 I worked up to the ways of coated wall cabinets and ... 781 01:00:11,402 --> 01:00:13,112 And then I had this moment, 782 01:00:14,447 --> 01:00:17,951 In the kitchen there is a massive custom. 783 01:00:19,911 --> 01:00:20,869 It was the dream. 784 01:00:23,123 --> 01:00:24,124 And I don't want that. 785 01:00:25,291 --> 01:00:29,211 The money, success, family, none of them. 786 01:00:33,507 --> 01:00:34,550 So what's left? 787 01:00:36,427 --> 01:00:37,261 Me. 788 01:00:38,929 --> 01:00:40,389 me and the whole load of things. 789 01:00:40,431 --> 01:00:42,474 I think I must be crazy. 790 01:00:46,021 --> 01:00:47,647 That's my biggest fear actually. 791 01:00:49,190 --> 01:00:53,610 Then I started to think what if Parkinson's my father 792 01:00:53,652 --> 01:00:56,613 There was no reason he kept talking to my mother. 793 01:00:56,655 --> 01:00:58,907 What if he was mentally ill? 794 01:00:58,949 --> 01:01:00,951 And it's hereditary stuff. 795 01:01:03,288 --> 01:01:06,416 I mean, look, I'm sitting here, 796 01:01:06,458 --> 01:01:11,046 Talking out loud some imaginary therapy doll. 797 01:01:11,086 --> 01:01:12,755 Hello, this is Looney Tunes. 798 01:01:15,300 --> 01:01:17,677 I really don't know if I know what is real yet. 799 01:01:20,137 --> 01:01:22,306 Sometimes I only think familiarly 800 01:01:22,349 --> 01:01:23,641 Sanity is a question 801 01:01:23,682 --> 01:01:25,851 if you are crazy 802 01:01:25,893 --> 01:01:28,145 And if you asked yourself, even for a moment, 803 01:01:28,188 --> 01:01:29,689 Because you can't be 804 01:01:29,731 --> 01:01:33,651 Whatever, you're just fine. 805 01:01:41,784 --> 01:01:46,038 But anyway, I still know exactly what mids and bass are. 806 01:01:52,628 --> 01:01:53,420 I would for you 807 01:01:53,463 --> 01:01:54,297 come talk to me 808 01:01:55,547 --> 01:01:57,007 I'm pretty busy here, Farmer. 809 01:02:01,762 --> 01:02:03,181 I want the whole area cleaned. 810 01:02:03,222 --> 01:02:04,014 Close "Off". 811 01:02:04,056 --> 01:02:05,224 come on let's go 812 01:02:08,978 --> 01:02:10,105 So you're already following her. 813 01:02:11,188 --> 01:02:12,065 maybe 814 01:02:16,652 --> 01:02:19,571 And what did you learn? 815 01:02:19,614 --> 01:02:23,326 Look, it's the bass's business what she says who. 816 01:02:26,746 --> 01:02:27,579 And bass? 817 01:02:30,041 --> 01:02:32,251 Everyone calls her Vess. 818 01:02:34,420 --> 01:02:36,005 I cancel the experiment. 819 01:02:36,047 --> 01:02:39,634 Leave Eliz, and Bess, alone. 820 01:02:40,802 --> 01:02:41,635 are you done 821 01:02:45,931 --> 01:02:47,141 Why would you do that? 822 01:02:57,652 --> 01:03:00,155 Oh, I have an idea, what do you say? 823 01:03:00,195 --> 01:03:03,407 And we go back to the C exam and practice some things 824 01:03:03,449 --> 01:03:05,367 You're already in school, hmm? 825 01:03:05,409 --> 01:03:07,578 Refractor will not harm us. 826 01:03:07,619 --> 01:03:09,913 Sort of a small training session. 827 01:03:09,956 --> 01:03:12,791 I don't know, Dr. Yom. 828 01:03:12,833 --> 01:03:14,668 I didn't have much experience 829 01:03:14,710 --> 01:03:17,588 And I don't do anything and want to mess around. 830 01:03:17,630 --> 01:03:19,090 Oh, I won't go back there. 831 01:03:19,132 --> 01:03:20,967 This will make Bruce's day. 832 01:03:32,394 --> 01:03:33,938 Ah, it's strange sitting here. 833 01:03:35,481 --> 01:03:39,568 It's like riding in the back seat of your car. 834 01:03:39,610 --> 01:03:41,195 ok 835 01:03:41,237 --> 01:03:43,782 I'm going to give you two options. 836 01:03:43,822 --> 01:03:46,326 one or number two. 837 01:03:46,367 --> 01:03:47,619 You just focus 838 01:03:47,659 --> 01:03:49,119 on the eye diagram 839 01:03:49,161 --> 01:03:53,207 And tell me which option makes the letters clear. 840 01:03:54,250 --> 01:03:55,126 are you ready 841 01:03:55,168 --> 01:03:57,711 Good, and bass, very professional. 842 01:03:57,753 --> 01:03:58,755 Number one. 843 01:04:01,382 --> 01:04:03,134 Or number two? 844 01:04:05,594 --> 01:04:06,387 two. 845 01:04:08,222 --> 01:04:09,807 Number one. 846 01:04:12,518 --> 01:04:13,352 Or number two? 847 01:04:15,646 --> 01:04:16,815 Number one. 848 01:04:27,117 --> 01:04:28,034 Number one. 849 01:04:36,583 --> 01:04:37,710 or number two. 850 01:04:39,045 --> 01:04:39,878 And bass. 851 01:04:41,338 --> 01:04:44,299 What is the focal point of an image on the retina? 852 01:04:48,221 --> 01:04:49,556 This is a very basic question. 853 01:04:52,726 --> 01:04:55,019 You don't go to school yet, do you? 854 01:04:58,440 --> 01:05:00,775 I'll pay you back, I promise. 855 01:05:23,965 --> 01:05:25,175 Hello, and Bess. 856 01:05:26,259 --> 01:05:27,885 like? 857 01:05:27,927 --> 01:05:29,554 You just called me Vess. 858 01:05:31,181 --> 01:05:33,016 Well, because it's your name, right? 859 01:05:38,271 --> 01:05:39,606 and how is your father 860 01:05:41,190 --> 01:05:42,399 Oh, he's doing well. 861 01:05:42,442 --> 01:05:44,568 Much better really. 862 01:05:44,610 --> 01:05:46,028 I just came from the hospital. 863 01:05:46,070 --> 01:05:47,654 It's weird. 864 01:05:47,697 --> 01:05:49,740 Dr. Klienart called here is looking for you 865 01:05:49,782 --> 01:05:53,744 And he told me about your father's condition. 866 01:05:53,786 --> 01:05:54,788 And he is not good. 867 01:05:55,789 --> 01:05:57,749 He is not good at all. 868 01:05:58,833 --> 01:05:59,751 what are you talking about 869 01:06:00,626 --> 01:06:01,543 Ah! 870 01:06:01,585 --> 01:06:02,753 I spent the last four years 871 01:06:02,795 --> 01:06:04,088 In this office with you without taking a dime for my time 872 01:06:04,130 --> 01:06:05,340 Because I assumed this 873 01:06:05,382 --> 01:06:06,590 be a mutually beneficial arrangement. 874 01:06:06,632 --> 01:06:08,884 It was bad for me to assume, and what? 875 01:06:08,927 --> 01:06:10,095 Please calm down, Farmer. 876 01:06:10,135 --> 01:06:11,262 How many times have you lied to me? 877 01:06:11,304 --> 01:06:13,264 How many dead ends have you sent me? 878 01:06:13,306 --> 01:06:14,516 Was it all a lie? 879 01:06:14,556 --> 01:06:15,766 Sorry, I didn't realize you... 880 01:06:15,809 --> 01:06:17,560 Sorry, sorry, doesn't help me. 881 01:06:17,601 --> 01:06:20,355 Years and years of research for the twist 882 01:06:20,396 --> 01:06:21,480 So get out! 883 01:06:23,650 --> 01:06:24,483 Get out! 884 01:06:30,989 --> 01:06:34,993 you fuck 885 01:06:37,996 --> 01:06:39,456 I hate it and I don't care what you think about. 886 01:06:39,498 --> 01:06:41,542 Everything, I'm the one who stole your ID 887 01:06:41,583 --> 01:06:42,960 Because I hate that you care about your work 888 01:06:43,003 --> 01:06:44,461 You care more about me 889 01:06:44,503 --> 01:06:46,922 Although I will never really love you back. 890 01:06:46,965 --> 01:06:48,967 And I hate to lie, Dr. Yom. 891 01:06:49,009 --> 01:06:51,177 I really can't give a shit about taking over 892 01:06:51,219 --> 01:06:52,846 The armed practice. 893 01:06:52,887 --> 01:06:54,222 I couldn't poop on people's eyes 894 01:06:54,264 --> 01:06:55,306 Or have an armed career 895 01:06:55,347 --> 01:06:57,016 or something like that. 896 01:06:57,057 --> 01:06:58,768 Well, I hate you touching me. 897 01:06:58,809 --> 01:07:00,603 I hate you always telling me how smart you are. 898 01:07:00,644 --> 01:07:02,813 And I hate my mother for being weak 899 01:07:02,856 --> 01:07:03,940 and left me behind. 900 01:07:05,065 --> 01:07:06,275 Fuck. 901 01:07:06,317 --> 01:07:08,235 I hate my dad giving up on me, too. 902 01:07:08,277 --> 01:07:09,737 Fucking door! 903 01:07:09,778 --> 01:07:11,655 I had no fucking idea how much I really needed it! 904 01:07:12,907 --> 01:07:14,200 Puck! 905 01:07:15,994 --> 01:07:16,827 Fuck, dad. 906 01:07:22,751 --> 01:07:24,669 I'm in love with this girl. 907 01:08:59,680 --> 01:09:02,391 That's exactly what I'm talking about, Murray. 908 01:09:02,434 --> 01:09:03,935 Well, you can't run away 909 01:09:03,976 --> 01:09:05,644 From getting old, Carolyn. 910 01:09:05,686 --> 01:09:06,979 I had her when I was 20. 911 01:09:07,021 --> 01:09:09,815 I never got the chance to be young. 912 01:09:09,858 --> 01:09:11,609 Do you see the way she's looking at me? 913 01:09:11,650 --> 01:09:15,154 It's like I'm just a mom. 914 01:09:16,823 --> 01:09:18,158 What can I say and bass? 915 01:09:18,198 --> 01:09:19,616 i will go 916 01:09:19,658 --> 01:09:20,576 It doesn't matter. 917 01:09:23,954 --> 01:09:24,788 mother! 918 01:09:38,345 --> 01:09:39,179 mother! 919 01:09:56,029 --> 01:09:56,863 mother! 920 01:10:03,328 --> 01:10:04,162 mother! 921 01:10:07,207 --> 01:10:08,541 Every night I dream that I am a bird 922 01:10:08,582 --> 01:10:10,167 who gets to fly away. 923 01:10:12,753 --> 01:10:16,966 I don't have a name and I look just like everyone else. 924 01:10:19,802 --> 01:10:21,261 I just leave it all behind. 925 01:10:28,811 --> 01:10:29,895 I think the darkness 926 01:10:29,938 --> 01:10:31,355 you are beautiful 927 01:11:10,603 --> 01:11:12,021 He's real, wasn't he? 928 01:11:13,064 --> 01:11:14,149 have you seen him 929 01:11:14,189 --> 01:11:15,442 I definitely heard him. 930 01:11:16,650 --> 01:11:18,193 This is a promotion and the important thing 931 01:11:18,235 --> 01:11:21,197 Together we work, and that's it. 932 01:11:21,238 --> 01:11:24,033 I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my nickname, Farmer, 933 01:11:24,074 --> 01:11:27,244 It's just that I love it when you call me Elizabeth. 934 01:11:27,287 --> 01:11:28,579 It makes me feel like someone I'm not. 935 01:11:28,621 --> 01:11:29,748 what do you mean 936 01:11:29,788 --> 01:11:31,291 You can't be someone you're not. 937 01:11:32,417 --> 01:11:33,293 now you tell me 938 01:11:34,418 --> 01:11:35,627 I'm confused. 939 01:11:36,796 --> 01:11:38,465 as well. 940 01:11:41,717 --> 01:11:43,427 Am I crazy, Farmer? 941 01:11:43,470 --> 01:11:45,221 Not as far as I can tell. 942 01:11:45,262 --> 01:11:47,306 Although, as a scientist, I cannot rule it out 943 01:11:47,349 --> 01:11:48,641 Until I prove otherwise. 944 01:11:52,520 --> 01:11:53,688 He told me something I was waiting for 945 01:11:53,729 --> 01:11:54,813 All my life to hear. 946 01:11:57,442 --> 01:11:58,318 what is all this 947 01:11:59,860 --> 01:12:00,694 This is Russell. 948 01:12:01,529 --> 01:12:02,364 this? 949 01:12:03,489 --> 01:12:05,282 He's the guy running down the arcade. 950 01:12:05,324 --> 01:12:06,617 No, I don't want to see him. 951 01:12:06,658 --> 01:12:08,077 Wait, Elizabeth. 952 01:12:08,118 --> 01:12:09,787 Please don't tell him I know anything, okay? 953 01:12:09,828 --> 01:12:12,873 Not yet, Farmer, promise me, please. 954 01:12:15,001 --> 01:12:15,835 I promise 955 01:12:17,252 --> 01:12:18,253 thanks. 956 01:12:23,760 --> 01:12:24,594 oh hey 957 01:12:49,953 --> 01:12:51,162 you are angry with me 958 01:12:54,207 --> 01:12:57,085 I have already apologized to Elizabeth for the outburst attributed to me 959 01:12:57,127 --> 01:13:00,046 And she forgave me and I hope you can do the same. 960 01:13:06,886 --> 01:13:08,805 Do you think she wants to be an optometrist? 961 01:13:11,682 --> 01:13:14,310 Does she want to be your friend? 962 01:13:17,521 --> 01:13:19,524 She even did Vanish Emma. 963 01:13:19,565 --> 01:13:20,983 For fuck's sake, Farmer. 964 01:13:21,025 --> 01:13:25,320 She will do anything anyone wants her to do. 965 01:13:25,363 --> 01:13:26,197 look at her 966 01:13:46,216 --> 01:13:48,635 You know what that means, right? 967 01:13:48,677 --> 01:13:51,347 This fact is nothing more than a legend. 968 01:13:55,601 --> 01:13:59,064 Part of Aesop, mother goose bullshit. 969 01:14:00,774 --> 01:14:02,108 That means I'm cursed. 970 01:14:03,734 --> 01:14:06,403 It means and the bass is never really going to see me 971 01:14:06,445 --> 01:14:07,447 in real life. 972 01:14:09,239 --> 01:14:10,657 She will only stay 973 01:14:10,699 --> 01:14:14,453 out of their reach forever. 974 01:14:19,000 --> 01:14:23,380 a ?? ª Ava Ava Ava Ava A ?? ª 975 01:14:23,421 --> 01:14:25,923 a ?? ª Eva Eva Eva A ?? ª 976 01:14:27,801 --> 01:14:30,011 But maybe it's freedom, 977 01:14:30,052 --> 01:14:31,345 To get what you always wanted 978 01:14:31,387 --> 01:14:32,764 And I have it to break your fucking heart. 979 01:14:34,015 --> 01:14:36,935 There is no dream to bind you anymore. 980 01:14:36,975 --> 01:14:38,185 The handcuffs are off. 981 01:14:39,104 --> 01:14:41,481 There is nothing to do but let go. 982 01:14:49,029 --> 01:14:54,034 a ?? ª When you think to show that you ?? ª 983 01:14:55,328 --> 01:14:59,416 a ?? ª that inside you will bring a distorted and unpleasant a ?? ª 984 01:15:00,332 --> 01:15:04,712 a ?? ª Show that you are blind ?? ª 985 01:15:05,630 --> 01:15:09,092 a ?? ª please put your hands ?? ª 986 01:15:51,176 --> 01:15:54,804 Oh, damn, damn, damn, damn, damn. 987 01:15:54,845 --> 01:15:55,679 Fuck. 988 01:16:15,908 --> 01:16:16,784 Oh, hell! 989 01:16:45,814 --> 01:16:47,440 Thank you for calling me. 990 01:16:51,069 --> 01:16:52,195 I can't believe I'm here again, 991 01:16:52,237 --> 01:16:53,947 crime scene 992 01:16:55,114 --> 01:16:56,573 Your father's death is not eligible 993 01:16:56,615 --> 01:16:58,201 As a crime, Elizabeth. 994 01:16:58,243 --> 01:16:59,619 Oh, you don't know? 995 01:16:59,661 --> 01:17:01,246 I killed him. 996 01:17:01,287 --> 01:17:02,539 Yes, that's right. 997 01:17:02,579 --> 01:17:04,666 The surgery was not necessary. 998 01:17:04,707 --> 01:17:08,460 It coulda been postponed for months, years, who knows. 999 01:17:08,502 --> 01:17:09,795 my father is dead 1000 01:17:13,466 --> 01:17:14,300 my father is dead 1001 01:17:15,635 --> 01:17:16,970 I can't make it feel real. 1002 01:17:19,596 --> 01:17:20,764 I don't know why this surprises me. 1003 01:17:20,806 --> 01:17:21,890 I don't know how to feel anything. 1004 01:17:21,932 --> 01:17:23,100 This is not true. 1005 01:17:24,185 --> 01:17:25,562 You feel everything. 1006 01:17:26,645 --> 01:17:29,023 This is an integral part of your problem. 1007 01:17:29,064 --> 01:17:30,524 Did you find out my problem? 1008 01:17:31,900 --> 01:17:34,945 Well, I'm in the late stages of shedding hairs. 1009 01:17:34,988 --> 01:17:36,614 Do any of them face the fact 1010 01:17:36,655 --> 01:17:39,492 Because one person made me feel something 1011 01:17:39,533 --> 01:17:41,493 For the first time in years 1012 01:17:41,536 --> 01:17:43,579 The wrist is bringing the quince as we speak? 1013 01:17:46,623 --> 01:17:48,376 I don't make you feel anything? 1014 01:17:53,213 --> 01:17:55,800 Do you want me to lie to you? 1015 01:17:55,841 --> 01:17:56,675 not. 1016 01:18:00,846 --> 01:18:02,474 So, when you kissed me 1017 01:18:02,515 --> 01:18:05,518 You're just pretending to enjoy it 1018 01:18:07,729 --> 01:18:09,856 Because you thought that's what I might want. 1019 01:18:15,862 --> 01:18:16,654 i love you 1020 01:18:16,695 --> 01:18:18,323 No, you don't. 1021 01:18:18,364 --> 01:18:19,365 you love your job 1022 01:18:19,407 --> 01:18:21,534 And you are my work. 1023 01:18:21,576 --> 01:18:22,409 Ms. the duty is heavy. 1024 01:18:22,452 --> 01:18:23,494 yes. 1025 01:18:23,536 --> 01:18:24,412 Your friend is stable and restful. 1026 01:18:24,453 --> 01:18:25,329 is he ok 1027 01:18:25,372 --> 01:18:26,289 Yes, but he made it very clear 1028 01:18:26,331 --> 01:18:27,164 He doesn't want to see you. 1029 01:18:27,207 --> 01:18:28,041 I am sorry. 1030 01:18:30,960 --> 01:18:33,505 Um, that's fine. 1031 01:18:33,546 --> 01:18:34,381 i understand 1032 01:18:39,802 --> 01:18:40,636 Elizabeth. 1033 01:18:44,807 --> 01:18:46,600 I think we should break up. 1034 01:18:51,064 --> 01:18:51,981 Narrator patients: in illness, 1035 01:18:52,023 --> 01:18:54,818 Dr. Peter Honeycowell-Kating. 1036 01:18:54,859 --> 01:18:56,945 Dr. Peter Honeycowell-Kating. 1037 01:19:17,841 --> 01:19:20,677 Remember what you told me before the accident 1038 01:19:20,719 --> 01:19:21,845 For a taste of more? 1039 01:19:23,721 --> 01:19:26,765 You knew that Bessie saw my country once 1040 01:19:26,807 --> 01:19:27,641 in her life 1041 01:19:28,810 --> 01:19:30,020 The only reason she didn't move away 1042 01:19:30,060 --> 01:19:32,229 Like any child she grew up with this me. 1043 01:19:33,398 --> 01:19:34,565 There is nothing for her here. 1044 01:19:34,606 --> 01:19:36,984 She stays to take care of me. 1045 01:19:37,027 --> 01:19:37,902 Well, she doesn't have to. 1046 01:19:37,944 --> 01:19:38,778 i am here 1047 01:19:41,113 --> 01:19:44,491 You know being strong is not my forte. 1048 01:19:44,533 --> 01:19:47,411 It's the curse of Kraftt women. 1049 01:19:47,453 --> 01:19:50,456 You have no idea how strong you really are. 1050 01:21:20,505 --> 01:21:22,340 And bass saved my life. 1051 01:21:23,716 --> 01:21:26,885 Blowing up every tough guy doesn't need anyone bullshitting 1052 01:21:26,927 --> 01:21:28,387 And I wanted to live. 1053 01:21:31,015 --> 01:21:32,391 Just like a fairy tale. 1054 01:21:37,021 --> 01:21:39,733 Maybe there is some magic in the real world after all. 1055 01:22:06,342 --> 01:22:07,426 yes i know 1056 01:22:08,595 --> 01:22:09,762 Come on, you're an idiot. 1057 01:22:10,930 --> 01:22:13,475 The breeding season of the relatives and if you do not eat, 1058 01:22:13,515 --> 01:22:16,143 You will not be able to... 1059 01:22:16,185 --> 01:22:17,353 you know what 1060 01:22:18,688 --> 01:22:20,690 You don't have to eat if you don't want to. 1061 01:22:23,275 --> 01:22:24,277 in fact, 1062 01:22:25,653 --> 01:22:27,947 seriously, go 1063 01:22:30,699 --> 01:22:34,662 was free 1064 01:22:48,885 --> 01:22:49,719 Ah. 1065 01:22:52,639 --> 01:22:53,472 Argos 1066 01:23:02,774 --> 01:23:05,443 I think the darkness in you is beautiful. 1067 01:24:49,338 --> 01:24:50,172 And bass? 1068 01:26:09,668 --> 01:26:11,296 I think you can be here. 1069 01:26:14,423 --> 01:26:18,636 I can't see you, but maybe I can feel you. 1070 01:26:22,931 --> 01:26:24,809 Dad was really into everything. 1071 01:26:27,811 --> 01:26:28,645 yes. 1072 01:26:36,195 --> 01:26:37,029 And bass. 1073 01:27:11,814 --> 01:27:12,898 your eyes are green 1074 01:27:14,442 --> 01:27:15,275 yes. 1075 01:27:17,112 --> 01:27:21,533 And my hand is rough and my nails are dirty 1076 01:27:21,573 --> 01:27:24,493 And I can never get them clean. 1077 01:27:25,828 --> 01:27:27,663 I'm quite hairy, too. 1078 01:27:29,289 --> 01:27:30,542 I snorted like a dog. 1079 01:27:32,752 --> 01:27:36,256 And I don't have friends or a trust fund or... 1080 01:27:36,296 --> 01:27:38,298 What if I tell you I don't care? 1081 01:27:42,845 --> 01:27:45,264 I would have thought you were lying like you always do. 1082 01:27:46,932 --> 01:27:48,393 But I never lied to you. 1083 01:28:18,840 --> 01:28:21,634 Turns out the old adage is wrong. 1084 01:28:21,676 --> 01:28:24,095 Seeing is not believing. 1085 01:28:24,136 --> 01:28:27,097 Please don't disappear again. 1086 01:28:27,140 --> 01:28:29,351 Not in the eyes at least. 1087 01:28:29,391 --> 01:28:32,479 They're just a bunch of cone poles and jam. 1088 01:28:33,854 --> 01:28:36,774 If you want to talk about seeing with the heart, 1089 01:28:36,815 --> 01:28:38,108 you know where to find me 1090 01:28:39,194 --> 01:28:41,279 I will be right here with this girl forever. 1091 01:28:42,154 --> 01:28:45,115 a ?? 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ª hold you here my beautiful friend ?? ª 1106 01:29:56,604 --> 01:30:01,192 a ?? ª catch my heart, go swimming ?? ª 1107 01:30:01,234 --> 01:30:03,570 a ?? ª feel your lips crying ?? ª 1108 01:30:03,610 --> 01:30:06,072 a ?? ª I want you ?? ª 1109 01:30:06,113 --> 01:30:10,451 a ?? ª hold you here my beautiful friend ?? ª