1 00:00:06,367 --> 00:00:08,167 Previously on Fatal Attraction... 2 00:00:08,169 --> 00:00:10,939 There it is, the face. No wonder they're gonna make you judge. 3 00:00:10,938 --> 00:00:13,108 Ooh, heard your 40th birthday's coming up. 4 00:00:13,107 --> 00:00:15,177 That's young for a judge. 5 00:00:15,176 --> 00:00:17,176 So, the appointment? It's not happening. 6 00:00:17,178 --> 00:00:19,478 What? What are you talking about? 7 00:00:19,480 --> 00:00:20,780 I'm Alex Forrest. 8 00:00:20,781 --> 00:00:22,751 Alex. Dan Gallagher. 9 00:00:22,750 --> 00:00:24,850 BOARD MEMBER: Daniel Michael Gallagher, 10 00:00:24,852 --> 00:00:26,852 convicted of murder in the second degree, 11 00:00:26,854 --> 00:00:29,124 given a sentence of 15 years to life. 12 00:00:29,123 --> 00:00:30,893 DAN: Every day that I have been in here, 13 00:00:30,891 --> 00:00:33,231 I have thought about Alexandra Forrest. 14 00:00:33,227 --> 00:00:34,997 I chose to take her life. 15 00:00:34,995 --> 00:00:36,725 ELLEN: My father might be 16 00:00:36,730 --> 00:00:39,000 - up for parole. - DAN: I need to say this 17 00:00:38,999 --> 00:00:40,499 even if you don't believe me. 18 00:00:40,501 --> 00:00:42,641 I did not kill that woman Alex Forrest, 19 00:00:42,636 --> 00:00:44,066 and I'm going to prove it. 20 00:00:56,050 --> 00:00:57,650 And Mike walks in, 21 00:00:57,651 --> 00:00:59,691 said, "Which one of you is Gallagher? Come here." 22 00:00:59,687 --> 00:01:00,917 - Shit. - Oh, yeah. 23 00:01:00,921 --> 00:01:03,761 Says, "Look, your dad is a legend, 24 00:01:03,757 --> 00:01:05,157 "but he's also a prick, 25 00:01:05,159 --> 00:01:07,029 "and there's a lot of people that would love 26 00:01:07,027 --> 00:01:08,927 "to watch you fuck up 'cause they hate him, 27 00:01:08,929 --> 00:01:10,699 "and he is the reason you got this job. 28 00:01:10,698 --> 00:01:13,668 But I, Mike, will always be here to protect you." 29 00:01:14,668 --> 00:01:16,568 And his reward, of course, is... 30 00:01:16,570 --> 00:01:18,910 being send to Pacoima on Friday night 31 00:01:18,906 --> 00:01:21,676 to see if there's a body in the trunk. 32 00:01:21,675 --> 00:01:23,605 Is your dad still with us? 33 00:01:23,611 --> 00:01:25,811 - Not even a little. - Hmm. 34 00:01:28,649 --> 00:01:30,719 Wow, you really were not kidding about you and meatballs. 35 00:01:30,718 --> 00:01:32,218 In fairness, 36 00:01:32,219 --> 00:01:34,659 there's only, what, like, seven total ingredients 37 00:01:34,655 --> 00:01:36,285 in a meatball that you can combine in only so many ways, 38 00:01:36,290 --> 00:01:40,630 and so really, how bad-- or how much better-- 39 00:01:40,628 --> 00:01:42,258 could it really get? Really? 40 00:01:42,263 --> 00:01:44,933 So, what you're saying is, the problem with meatballs 41 00:01:44,932 --> 00:01:46,972 is their extreme reliability? 42 00:01:46,967 --> 00:01:49,137 - Yes. Yes. - Okay. (laughs) 43 00:01:49,136 --> 00:01:50,936 So, we both like meatballs, 44 00:01:50,938 --> 00:01:52,608 - we both like cookies. - Mm-hmm. 45 00:01:52,606 --> 00:01:54,536 - Conchita. We both like Conchita. - Yes. 46 00:01:54,541 --> 00:01:56,311 Man, did you luck out with her. 47 00:01:56,310 --> 00:01:58,780 I mean, we all did, really, to have a woman like that 48 00:01:58,779 --> 00:02:00,679 in that position who has seen it all 49 00:02:00,681 --> 00:02:02,181 and still believes in people? 50 00:02:02,182 --> 00:02:03,952 Or really, believes in believing in people? 51 00:02:03,951 --> 00:02:05,821 That's probably a better way to put it. 52 00:02:05,819 --> 00:02:08,019 Yeah, saves us all from becoming cynics. 53 00:02:08,022 --> 00:02:10,622 Right, if that's the goal. 54 00:02:11,926 --> 00:02:13,856 - Go on. - I think cynicism 55 00:02:13,861 --> 00:02:15,561 is probably the danger in your lane, 56 00:02:15,562 --> 00:02:18,902 but in ours, it's more... 57 00:02:18,899 --> 00:02:21,169 compassion fatigue? 58 00:02:21,168 --> 00:02:24,838 You know, you see so many helpless people, wh... 59 00:02:24,838 --> 00:02:28,178 you start to blame them for their own helplessness. 60 00:02:28,175 --> 00:02:29,775 Hmm. 61 00:02:29,777 --> 00:02:31,707 Okay, well, maybe... 62 00:02:31,712 --> 00:02:35,352 I didn't mean cynicism, exactly, more... 63 00:02:35,349 --> 00:02:38,019 - a failure of empathy. - Right. 64 00:02:38,018 --> 00:02:39,988 Right, because if you're guarding against that, 65 00:02:39,987 --> 00:02:42,757 and you're looking for the good, then... 66 00:02:42,756 --> 00:02:45,086 - it can make you easier to fool. - (laughs softly) 67 00:02:45,092 --> 00:02:46,792 Right? But You have to keep reminding yourself, 68 00:02:46,794 --> 00:02:48,304 it's better to be a fool 69 00:02:48,295 --> 00:02:51,765 than be angry at people for not having power. 70 00:02:51,765 --> 00:02:53,895 Uh, I don't know. Then again, my dad used to say 71 00:02:53,901 --> 00:02:57,071 that a-a cynic is what an idealist calls a realist, 72 00:02:57,071 --> 00:02:59,141 so, really, I guess I have no idea 73 00:02:59,139 --> 00:03:01,709 what I'm telling you right now. 74 00:03:01,709 --> 00:03:03,309 Here's to it all. 75 00:03:09,850 --> 00:03:11,120 (sighs) 76 00:03:11,118 --> 00:03:12,788 I do something to you, Danny? 77 00:03:14,755 --> 00:03:16,315 No. What did I do to you? 78 00:03:16,323 --> 00:03:19,733 'Cause I just got your foot all the way up my ass, 79 00:03:19,727 --> 00:03:21,857 - so it's got to be something. - Is this is about the drive-by case? 80 00:03:21,862 --> 00:03:24,102 17-year-old kid they executed. 81 00:03:24,098 --> 00:03:27,968 Witness ID'd the car and all four guys, first and last names. 82 00:03:27,968 --> 00:03:29,938 Just charge. It's your fucking job. 83 00:03:29,937 --> 00:03:31,937 - Two Buds and a 7 and 7. - You put something down 84 00:03:31,939 --> 00:03:33,169 on your tab right now or it's closed, Suarez. 85 00:03:33,173 --> 00:03:35,643 Jerry's not saying that. 86 00:03:35,642 --> 00:03:37,712 Because he hasn't seen your tab. You want me to show him? 87 00:03:37,711 --> 00:03:40,051 SUAREZ: I want you to get ass cancer, chicken dick. 88 00:03:40,047 --> 00:03:42,277 SCANLON: Nice. You're a real prince. 89 00:03:45,753 --> 00:03:46,953 ♪ ♪ 90 00:03:48,889 --> 00:03:50,859 - DAN: Oh, my God. No, it's okay. - ALEX: No, don't. You don't like it. 91 00:03:50,858 --> 00:03:52,788 - DAN: No, no, no, it's okay. I will drink it. - No, no, no. 92 00:03:52,793 --> 00:03:55,133 - (laughs) I'm gonna drink it. - You're crying. You're crying. 93 00:03:55,129 --> 00:03:57,229 Okay, we're gonna cross this off the list, okay? 94 00:03:57,231 --> 00:03:59,831 Don't worry, there are plenty of other margaritas here, 95 00:03:59,833 --> 00:04:01,903 that are probably more your speed. 96 00:04:01,902 --> 00:04:03,672 Strawberry? A classic. 97 00:04:03,670 --> 00:04:05,340 Banana? 98 00:04:05,339 --> 00:04:07,839 - Coconut? You say coconut? - Oh, Jesus. 99 00:04:07,841 --> 00:04:09,241 Okay. Watermelon. 100 00:04:09,243 --> 00:04:11,283 These are my speeds to you? Excuse me, sir? 101 00:04:11,278 --> 00:04:14,008 Sir, could I have one of those beers 102 00:04:14,014 --> 00:04:15,424 - that I was drinking earlier? - Of course. 103 00:04:15,416 --> 00:04:18,186 - Thank you. - Whoops. 104 00:04:22,956 --> 00:04:26,156 (laughs softly) And, you know, I do like spicy, actually. 105 00:04:26,160 --> 00:04:27,900 Sure you do. 106 00:04:27,895 --> 00:04:30,955 No, like my-my dad liked camping. 107 00:04:32,232 --> 00:04:33,872 Meaning that I don't? 108 00:04:33,867 --> 00:04:36,167 Meaning that you do, but you know, 109 00:04:36,170 --> 00:04:38,110 you just like it until the sun goes down. 110 00:04:38,105 --> 00:04:39,365 And then you pretend like you're worried 111 00:04:39,373 --> 00:04:41,083 about your daughter catching a cold 112 00:04:41,075 --> 00:04:43,075 - and you blame it on her mother for... - (laughs) 113 00:04:43,077 --> 00:04:45,477 ...not dressing her warmly enough so you can just go home 114 00:04:45,479 --> 00:04:48,079 - and sleep in your own bed. - This is gonna feel like it's not related, 115 00:04:48,082 --> 00:04:50,122 but the other day, I was driving past a drive-through, 116 00:04:50,117 --> 00:04:52,247 and it reminded me that my father 117 00:04:52,252 --> 00:04:54,422 would never, ever use drive-throughs. 118 00:04:54,421 --> 00:04:56,161 He didn't have enough control over the situation. 119 00:04:56,156 --> 00:04:58,756 So we'd have to park, we'd go inside, 120 00:04:58,759 --> 00:05:01,159 and then he would just rule over the proceedings. 121 00:05:01,161 --> 00:05:04,971 (laughs) My dad, he would always call me 122 00:05:04,965 --> 00:05:07,425 from another room, but he would never tell me what he wanted. 123 00:05:07,434 --> 00:05:09,104 Right? So I'd have to just drop everything I was doing, 124 00:05:09,103 --> 00:05:11,313 go to wherever he was, so he could be like, 125 00:05:11,305 --> 00:05:13,105 "Water is wet." 126 00:05:13,107 --> 00:05:15,937 Anytime anybody would bring up something that my father 127 00:05:15,943 --> 00:05:17,953 didn't know, he would just start loudly blaring, 128 00:05:17,945 --> 00:05:19,405 "How is this a topic of conversation? 129 00:05:19,413 --> 00:05:21,013 Why is this interesting to anyone?" 130 00:05:21,014 --> 00:05:22,924 One time I made the mistake 131 00:05:22,916 --> 00:05:26,086 of saying that a movie that he liked was dated-- 132 00:05:26,086 --> 00:05:29,286 yeah-- and two hours later, he's screaming at me 133 00:05:29,289 --> 00:05:32,089 about how he hopes he never needs a kidney, 134 00:05:32,092 --> 00:05:35,262 because clearly, I would rather watch him fucking die. 135 00:05:35,262 --> 00:05:36,762 That's a proportionate response. 136 00:05:36,763 --> 00:05:38,333 - Yeah. - My dad was still complaining 137 00:05:38,332 --> 00:05:40,272 till the day he died about the guitar he bought me 138 00:05:40,267 --> 00:05:43,337 in fifth grade that didn't turn me into Eric Clapton. 139 00:05:43,337 --> 00:05:45,107 When did that happen, by the way? 140 00:05:45,105 --> 00:05:48,175 Were you already head of Major Crimes when he died? 141 00:05:48,175 --> 00:05:50,275 Uh, no, no. Just about. 142 00:05:50,277 --> 00:05:53,147 - And had he been head of Major Crimes? - Oh, no, no, no, no. 143 00:05:53,147 --> 00:05:56,017 No, he was Chief Deputy D.A., which allowed him to pretend 144 00:05:56,016 --> 00:05:58,386 - that Major Crimes was not a big deal. - Right. 145 00:05:58,385 --> 00:06:03,785 And, of the 35-ish cases that I worked up to that point, 146 00:06:03,790 --> 00:06:06,460 he did not come to see me try a single one. 147 00:06:06,460 --> 00:06:08,230 He used say things that implied 148 00:06:08,228 --> 00:06:10,428 that he'd been in court watching me on this or that day, 149 00:06:10,430 --> 00:06:14,300 and eventually, people just believed him, so I let them. 150 00:06:14,301 --> 00:06:18,341 Hmm. And what did Mike have to say about that? 151 00:06:18,338 --> 00:06:20,968 Nothing. I never told him. 152 00:06:20,974 --> 00:06:23,314 I mean... 153 00:06:23,310 --> 00:06:25,410 I actually never told anybody. 154 00:06:28,482 --> 00:06:30,582 (whispers): Well. 155 00:06:30,584 --> 00:06:32,494 It's probably for the best. 156 00:06:32,486 --> 00:06:34,446 Yeah, no, at this point, I'm pretty glad 157 00:06:34,454 --> 00:06:35,894 - that he was never there. - No. No. 158 00:06:35,889 --> 00:06:37,189 I mean because you're not as good 159 00:06:37,191 --> 00:06:38,891 at your job as you think you are. 160 00:06:40,194 --> 00:06:42,364 At least 40% of those wins, the jurors 161 00:06:42,362 --> 00:06:44,402 were probably listening to a word you said. 162 00:06:44,398 --> 00:06:47,098 They were too busy watching your mouth. 163 00:06:47,100 --> 00:06:49,240 ♪ ♪ 164 00:06:51,605 --> 00:06:53,205 (phone ringing) 165 00:06:53,207 --> 00:06:55,037 I'm going to the ladies' room. 166 00:06:56,944 --> 00:06:58,884 - Yeah. - MIKE (over phone): She wasn't there. 167 00:06:58,879 --> 00:07:01,219 - What? - The trunk. Sylvie Rubidoh's not in it. 168 00:07:01,215 --> 00:07:04,145 - Oh, fuck this fucking shit. I'm going home. - (sighs) 169 00:07:07,621 --> 00:07:09,621 ♪ ♪ 170 00:07:24,671 --> 00:07:26,071 (inhales sharply) 171 00:07:27,407 --> 00:07:29,877 I wanted to ask you, uh... 172 00:07:29,876 --> 00:07:33,506 what are your thoughts on Steve Park? 173 00:07:34,715 --> 00:07:36,215 - Fraud Bureau Steve Park? - Yes. 174 00:07:36,216 --> 00:07:38,046 I've been assigned to a case of his, 175 00:07:38,051 --> 00:07:40,391 - but I've never met him, so... - Well, 176 00:07:40,387 --> 00:07:42,957 um... smart guy. 177 00:07:44,691 --> 00:07:46,331 Slightly an enormous asshole, but... 178 00:07:46,326 --> 00:07:47,996 - (laughs): Okay. - ...but a smart guy. Oh! 179 00:07:47,995 --> 00:07:49,225 - (people gasping) - (alarm ringing) 180 00:07:49,229 --> 00:07:50,529 (Dan laughs) 181 00:07:52,332 --> 00:07:55,342 (excited chatter) 182 00:07:57,037 --> 00:07:59,267 (Dan laughs) 183 00:07:59,273 --> 00:08:01,413 ♪ ♪ 184 00:08:05,078 --> 00:08:07,578 - Oh, my God. - Come on, come on. 185 00:08:07,581 --> 00:08:09,921 ♪ ♪ 186 00:08:20,460 --> 00:08:22,160 (dryer whirring) 187 00:08:22,162 --> 00:08:23,562 ALEX: Sitzfleisch. 188 00:08:23,563 --> 00:08:25,403 That's somebody who has patience 189 00:08:25,399 --> 00:08:27,529 for a lot of mind-numbingly boring stuff. 190 00:08:27,534 --> 00:08:29,304 They have sitzfleisch. 191 00:08:29,303 --> 00:08:33,143 So, like, when I'm in case review, that's sitzfleisch? 192 00:08:33,140 --> 00:08:36,110 Exactly. Yeah, "seat meat." 193 00:08:36,109 --> 00:08:38,249 - (chuckles) - Oh, my favorite one 194 00:08:38,245 --> 00:08:42,215 is when you eat too much because you're sad or lonely 195 00:08:42,215 --> 00:08:45,515 and you-you put on a couple pounds of kummerspeck: 196 00:08:45,519 --> 00:08:47,149 "Grief bacon." 197 00:08:48,522 --> 00:08:50,062 Verschlimmbesserung, 198 00:08:50,057 --> 00:08:52,287 that's when you make a bad situation worse. 199 00:08:52,292 --> 00:08:54,702 Like you're trying to apologize to somebody 200 00:08:54,695 --> 00:08:58,195 for calling them stupid and you accidentally call them old. 201 00:08:59,399 --> 00:09:02,539 That is a weirdly specific example. 202 00:09:02,536 --> 00:09:04,336 Pardon my arm. 203 00:09:07,240 --> 00:09:08,580 Or when you 204 00:09:08,575 --> 00:09:11,075 think about something that hasn't happened yet, 205 00:09:11,078 --> 00:09:14,648 and all the ways that it could go: Kopfkino. 206 00:09:14,648 --> 00:09:18,148 "Head cinema." The movie in your mind. 207 00:09:20,120 --> 00:09:22,320 (dryer clicks, buzzes) 208 00:09:27,594 --> 00:09:29,404 Thanks for the German lesson. 209 00:09:29,396 --> 00:09:32,166 Feel like I could go over there and just fit right in. 210 00:09:32,165 --> 00:09:34,995 Oh, yeah. Like a native. Seamless. 211 00:09:36,403 --> 00:09:38,243 Go Huskies. 212 00:09:38,238 --> 00:09:40,708 "Their fighting blood excels." 213 00:09:44,811 --> 00:09:47,081 (sighs) 214 00:09:49,349 --> 00:09:52,319 Thank you for tonight. (laughs softly) 215 00:09:52,319 --> 00:09:54,349 It was, uh... 216 00:09:54,354 --> 00:09:56,594 Yeah. Well. 217 00:09:56,590 --> 00:10:00,430 You need one of those every once in a while, right? 218 00:10:00,427 --> 00:10:02,497 Just to remember... 219 00:10:02,496 --> 00:10:05,766 whatever it is you need to remember, I don't know. 220 00:10:05,766 --> 00:10:08,166 I was really going somewhere with that, 221 00:10:08,168 --> 00:10:10,168 but now it's-it's gone. 222 00:10:10,170 --> 00:10:12,310 ♪ ♪ 223 00:10:29,523 --> 00:10:31,563 (clears throat) 224 00:10:38,865 --> 00:10:41,125 ♪ ♪ 225 00:10:45,472 --> 00:10:47,242 (sighs) 226 00:10:52,145 --> 00:10:54,205 (sighs) 227 00:11:00,587 --> 00:11:02,487 (door opens) 228 00:11:15,702 --> 00:11:17,772 ♪ ♪ 229 00:11:40,894 --> 00:11:43,164 ♪ ♪ 230 00:12:01,748 --> 00:12:03,318 (exhales) 231 00:12:05,218 --> 00:12:07,248 (moaning) 232 00:12:24,871 --> 00:12:26,441 (laughs) 233 00:12:36,416 --> 00:12:38,486 (exhales) 234 00:13:02,909 --> 00:13:04,949 (exhales) 235 00:13:28,602 --> 00:13:30,672 ♪ ♪ 236 00:13:36,710 --> 00:13:38,610 (moans) 237 00:13:59,766 --> 00:14:01,696 (sighs) 238 00:14:23,757 --> 00:14:26,887 - (button clicks) - (elevator whirring) 239 00:14:26,893 --> 00:14:29,363 (doors open) 240 00:14:43,416 --> 00:14:45,476 (key clicking) 241 00:14:51,557 --> 00:14:53,627 ♪ ♪ 242 00:14:57,463 --> 00:15:01,003 Oh, my fucking God. 243 00:15:05,738 --> 00:15:08,108 Oh, my fucking God! 244 00:15:10,776 --> 00:15:12,446 Quincy? 245 00:15:12,445 --> 00:15:14,645 Quincy! Get in here right now. 246 00:15:14,647 --> 00:15:15,847 (whimpers) 247 00:15:15,848 --> 00:15:18,678 What did you do? What is this? 248 00:15:18,684 --> 00:15:20,994 Since when can you not make it through the night? 249 00:15:20,986 --> 00:15:22,786 - (whimpers) - (line ringing) 250 00:15:22,788 --> 00:15:23,918 - MAN (over phone): Hello. - DAN: Hey, um, my wife 251 00:15:23,923 --> 00:15:25,493 has a full-house deep clean 252 00:15:25,491 --> 00:15:27,631 - scheduled for Tuesday. - Gallagher. 253 00:15:27,626 --> 00:15:29,396 - You're moving, right? - Yeah. That's us. 254 00:15:29,395 --> 00:15:31,695 Um, look, I'm sure this is not possible, 255 00:15:31,697 --> 00:15:33,427 given that it's the weekend and everything, 256 00:15:33,432 --> 00:15:35,432 but I kind of have a 911 situation here. 257 00:15:35,434 --> 00:15:37,004 My dog was left alone for too long 258 00:15:37,002 --> 00:15:39,572 and he kind of tore up the house. 259 00:15:39,572 --> 00:15:41,412 I already took care of the hazmat portion, 260 00:15:41,407 --> 00:15:43,577 - but I can still... - So you need someone today? 261 00:15:43,576 --> 00:15:45,076 Could you do 11:00? 262 00:15:45,077 --> 00:15:47,077 (laughs): Yes. Yeah. Absolutely. 263 00:15:47,079 --> 00:15:49,079 That is... 264 00:15:49,081 --> 00:15:51,681 Thank you, man. You are a lifesaver. 265 00:15:51,684 --> 00:15:53,554 Great. We'll see you then. 266 00:15:53,552 --> 00:15:55,022 (phone ringing) 267 00:15:56,922 --> 00:15:59,162 - Hello? - ARTHUR (over phone): Hey, Danny. It's me. 268 00:15:59,158 --> 00:16:01,788 - Hey. - (sighs) 269 00:16:01,794 --> 00:16:04,104 - Everything okay? - What? Oh, no, sorry. 270 00:16:04,096 --> 00:16:06,526 Well, Julia's actually handling the chemo 271 00:16:06,532 --> 00:16:08,872 really well this round for a change. 272 00:16:08,868 --> 00:16:11,568 Nothing wrong there. 273 00:16:11,570 --> 00:16:13,540 Good. That's good to hear. 274 00:16:13,539 --> 00:16:15,669 Beth asked Julia to check in with you 275 00:16:15,674 --> 00:16:16,944 while she's off camping with Ellen, 276 00:16:16,942 --> 00:16:18,742 and Julia asked me to do it. 277 00:16:18,744 --> 00:16:20,084 Anyway, you get it. 278 00:16:20,079 --> 00:16:21,579 Consider yourself checked in with. 279 00:16:21,580 --> 00:16:24,750 - Yeah, I do. I am. - Cool. 280 00:16:24,750 --> 00:16:28,050 Oh, and also, while I have you, about that judge shit? 281 00:16:28,053 --> 00:16:29,823 Hey, just, hey, fuck those guy. 282 00:16:29,822 --> 00:16:32,022 They're making a big mistake. 283 00:16:32,024 --> 00:16:33,664 They don't seem to think so. 284 00:16:33,659 --> 00:16:36,199 Well, they're assholes, so they wouldn't. 285 00:16:36,195 --> 00:16:38,595 Here if you need us, okay? Bye. 286 00:16:38,597 --> 00:16:40,727 ♪ ♪ 287 00:16:48,674 --> 00:16:50,814 (exhales) 288 00:16:50,810 --> 00:16:52,210 (inhales sharply) 289 00:16:52,211 --> 00:16:54,151 (exhales) 290 00:16:56,081 --> 00:16:58,151 (phone ringing) 291 00:17:03,289 --> 00:17:04,759 ALEX: It's weird, every time 292 00:17:04,757 --> 00:17:06,857 I say what a perfect day would be for me, 293 00:17:06,859 --> 00:17:09,699 it always has the beach in it, but... 294 00:17:09,695 --> 00:17:12,195 I never come. 295 00:17:12,198 --> 00:17:16,698 I think this is the third time I've been here since September. 296 00:17:16,702 --> 00:17:18,042 Or the first. 297 00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:19,907 (chuckles) 298 00:17:19,905 --> 00:17:22,935 I just like knowing I could, but I never do, either. 299 00:17:22,942 --> 00:17:24,642 Also, I always forget that there's 300 00:17:24,643 --> 00:17:26,253 - a lot of wind at the beach. - Mm. 301 00:17:26,245 --> 00:17:27,945 Yeah. I'm not really a fan of that. 302 00:17:27,947 --> 00:17:31,247 - Of wind? Really? - Really. 303 00:17:31,250 --> 00:17:32,920 - Yeah, fuck wind. - Mm-hmm. 304 00:17:32,918 --> 00:17:35,888 What are some other things you pretend to like? 305 00:17:35,888 --> 00:17:38,258 Um... 306 00:17:38,257 --> 00:17:39,927 Live music. 307 00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:43,530 - My neighbors. Ugh. - (chuckles) 308 00:17:45,297 --> 00:17:46,567 Museums. 309 00:17:46,565 --> 00:17:48,025 In fact, I might have to go 310 00:17:48,033 --> 00:17:50,573 a few steps further and just say art. 311 00:17:50,569 --> 00:17:53,139 Hmm. 312 00:17:53,138 --> 00:17:55,138 Hats. On anyone. 313 00:17:55,140 --> 00:17:58,610 - Just so stupid. Why? - (laughs) 314 00:17:58,611 --> 00:18:01,111 - Traveling. - Ugh. The worst. 315 00:18:01,113 --> 00:18:03,083 Anything that I need to "develop a taste for." 316 00:18:03,082 --> 00:18:04,922 And the holidays. 317 00:18:04,917 --> 00:18:06,147 - Feedback. - Mm. 318 00:18:06,151 --> 00:18:07,251 Any kind of feedback. 319 00:18:07,253 --> 00:18:08,923 Mm-hmm. Honesty. 320 00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:10,861 - Listening. - Other people's success. 321 00:18:10,856 --> 00:18:14,156 - Myself. - Well, obviously. 322 00:18:14,159 --> 00:18:16,029 - (barks) - Ooh, shit. 323 00:18:16,028 --> 00:18:17,658 What about running on the beach? 324 00:18:17,663 --> 00:18:19,973 - You into that? - I mean, I'll do it for him. 325 00:18:19,965 --> 00:18:21,895 - Come on, puppy. - (whistling) 326 00:18:21,901 --> 00:18:23,771 - Come on, puppy. - Come here, pup. 327 00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:25,039 Come here, come here, come here. 328 00:18:40,886 --> 00:18:42,916 ♪ ♪ 329 00:19:06,211 --> 00:19:08,281 ♪ ♪ 330 00:19:24,063 --> 00:19:25,703 You look so innocent. 331 00:19:25,698 --> 00:19:27,368 You want a cup to go? 332 00:19:27,366 --> 00:19:29,896 Uh, no, I'm good. I'm good, thanks. 333 00:19:29,902 --> 00:19:32,042 I'm still wired after the first one. 334 00:19:37,343 --> 00:19:39,113 Thank you for today. 335 00:19:42,047 --> 00:19:43,847 It was great. 336 00:19:43,849 --> 00:19:46,319 (laughs): It kind of really was. 337 00:20:02,768 --> 00:20:04,668 Which is just my luck. 338 00:20:07,873 --> 00:20:09,113 Bye, Quincy. 339 00:20:09,108 --> 00:20:11,378 You stay classy, buddy. 340 00:20:11,377 --> 00:20:13,177 - (Quincy whimpers) - He's not making any promises. 341 00:20:13,178 --> 00:20:14,878 (laughs softly) 342 00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:16,380 (distant car horn honks) 343 00:20:16,382 --> 00:20:17,652 BETH (over phone): No, babe, it's a two-hour drive 344 00:20:17,649 --> 00:20:18,949 from El Capitan with no traffi, 345 00:20:18,951 --> 00:20:20,851 but the kids want to stop for lunch. 346 00:20:20,853 --> 00:20:22,423 What's this lunch shit? Just come home already. 347 00:20:22,421 --> 00:20:24,721 You're gonna be at work anyway. 348 00:20:24,723 --> 00:20:26,063 Mm-mm. Maureen promises 349 00:20:26,058 --> 00:20:27,788 she's getting me home at a decent hour. 350 00:20:27,793 --> 00:20:29,763 So if you're not there when I get home, big trouble. 351 00:20:29,762 --> 00:20:31,802 - (mouths) - (laughs) Sir, yes, sir. 352 00:20:31,797 --> 00:20:33,727 - Mike says hi. Hello? - (line crackling) 353 00:20:33,732 --> 00:20:36,442 If you can hear me, I love you. Drive safe. 354 00:20:38,437 --> 00:20:40,707 They do anything at that school besides camping? 355 00:20:40,706 --> 00:20:42,876 That's unfair, Mikey. They also fundraise. 356 00:20:42,875 --> 00:20:44,205 (laughs) Yes. Yeah. 357 00:20:45,144 --> 00:20:46,714 I'm gonna charge Evan Rubidoh with murder. 358 00:20:46,712 --> 00:20:49,052 Really? You know something I don't know? 359 00:20:49,048 --> 00:20:51,248 - Like what? - Like where Sylvie's body is? 360 00:20:51,250 --> 00:20:52,750 Doesn't matter. We have enough. 361 00:20:52,751 --> 00:20:55,451 Yeah, if you're sure, you know I am. 362 00:20:55,454 --> 00:20:58,124 Oh, by the way, he is slightly in the wind. 363 00:20:58,123 --> 00:21:01,693 We're gonna find him, but... we got to find him. 364 00:21:01,693 --> 00:21:02,963 You just let me know when you pick him up. 365 00:21:02,961 --> 00:21:05,831 Dang. I hope heaven is like this. 366 00:21:05,831 --> 00:21:07,201 Hey. 367 00:21:07,199 --> 00:21:09,069 - Hey. - In case anyone asks, 368 00:21:09,068 --> 00:21:11,468 you and I are reviewing a case tonight after EOB. 369 00:21:11,470 --> 00:21:14,010 Who's anyone, and what case? 370 00:21:14,006 --> 00:21:15,806 Well, my matricide. There are a lot of angles. 371 00:21:15,808 --> 00:21:17,878 We will be going late, and definitely ordering dinner. 372 00:21:17,876 --> 00:21:19,876 And then you'll say we have to turn off our phones 373 00:21:19,878 --> 00:21:21,278 - because we have to concentrate. - (hisses) 374 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,350 Ugh. I hate to break this to you, 375 00:21:23,348 --> 00:21:25,878 but I'm going home early today. 376 00:21:25,884 --> 00:21:27,894 - What? What-- Why? - Beth and Ellen are getting home 377 00:21:27,886 --> 00:21:29,916 from camping at El Capitan this afternoon. 378 00:21:29,922 --> 00:21:32,222 Shit. Um... 379 00:21:32,224 --> 00:21:34,264 Well, um, Phil. Is Phil in here? 380 00:21:34,259 --> 00:21:37,359 You know, he was. But he got his food to-go. 381 00:21:37,362 --> 00:21:40,202 - Mm. Ballsack. - Ballsack Phil. 382 00:21:40,199 --> 00:21:42,229 You know, I'd take that face on you a lot more seriously 383 00:21:42,234 --> 00:21:43,744 if you managed to stay married 384 00:21:43,735 --> 00:21:45,765 for more than a year at a time, Mikey. 385 00:21:45,771 --> 00:21:48,071 - D'oh. (chuckles) - I got to go. 386 00:21:48,073 --> 00:21:51,483 Hey, excuse me for preferring loneliness to shame, Frank. 387 00:21:51,477 --> 00:21:53,807 ♪ ♪ 388 00:22:01,153 --> 00:22:03,293 Shit, I thought you were the pizza. 389 00:22:03,288 --> 00:22:04,788 Nope. 390 00:22:06,158 --> 00:22:07,928 How was it? 391 00:22:07,926 --> 00:22:10,356 How was four days of forced intimacy 392 00:22:10,362 --> 00:22:12,462 with the entire second grade and their parents? 393 00:22:12,464 --> 00:22:14,434 Um... 394 00:22:14,433 --> 00:22:17,003 - How was it? - You were in the shit. 395 00:22:17,002 --> 00:22:18,442 I saw things I can't unsee. 396 00:22:18,437 --> 00:22:19,967 Well, you're safe now. 397 00:22:19,972 --> 00:22:21,372 Hey, why is there an invoice 398 00:22:21,373 --> 00:22:23,243 from the cleaning service on the counter? 399 00:22:23,242 --> 00:22:24,942 - Uh... - I thought they weren't coming till tomorrow. 400 00:22:24,943 --> 00:22:27,153 And also, what happened to the couch pillows? 401 00:22:27,146 --> 00:22:29,516 The orange one, the plaid one? 402 00:22:29,515 --> 00:22:32,215 Basically all of them? 403 00:22:32,217 --> 00:22:33,517 Yeah. 404 00:22:35,487 --> 00:22:37,257 Quincy ate them. 405 00:22:37,256 --> 00:22:40,286 What? He never-- He's never done that. 406 00:22:41,393 --> 00:22:42,903 I know, that's what I thought, too, 407 00:22:42,895 --> 00:22:45,395 but I came home from work really late on Friday 408 00:22:45,397 --> 00:22:48,497 and he had just gone apeshit and torn the place up. 409 00:22:48,500 --> 00:22:49,800 How late? 410 00:22:49,801 --> 00:22:52,911 He ate the-the pillows, 411 00:22:52,905 --> 00:22:55,105 his dog bed, the Patriots blanket, 412 00:22:55,107 --> 00:22:57,237 also, uh, his little crinkly elephant. 413 00:22:57,242 --> 00:22:59,382 - He ate a basket of magazines? - What? 414 00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:01,108 Is he okay? Does he need to go to the vet? 415 00:23:01,113 --> 00:23:02,923 Oh, no. He's fine. 416 00:23:02,915 --> 00:23:05,815 He puked it and shit it all up all over the house. 417 00:23:05,817 --> 00:23:07,347 Jesus. 418 00:23:07,352 --> 00:23:09,392 Thank God we're moving. 419 00:23:09,388 --> 00:23:11,858 - (laughs softly) - Maybe this will teach you to hang out all night 420 00:23:11,857 --> 00:23:13,887 like a scoundrel without a care in the world. 421 00:23:13,892 --> 00:23:15,392 Well, you don't have to worry about that, 422 00:23:15,394 --> 00:23:16,864 because you're never going anywhere ever again. 423 00:23:16,862 --> 00:23:19,132 - (laughs) Hi. - Hi. How are you? 424 00:23:20,332 --> 00:23:22,102 DAN: Mmm. 425 00:23:25,170 --> 00:23:26,410 Mmm. 426 00:23:29,174 --> 00:23:31,214 Your hair smells like campfire. 427 00:23:31,210 --> 00:23:32,910 (laughs): What? No it doesn't. 428 00:23:32,911 --> 00:23:34,551 I hate to be the one to break it to you, but it does. 429 00:23:34,546 --> 00:23:36,576 - I washed it. Ugh. - I know. It's okay. 430 00:23:36,582 --> 00:23:38,322 I like it. I'm into it. 431 00:23:38,317 --> 00:23:40,917 BETH: Yeah, you are. 432 00:23:41,687 --> 00:23:43,357 (whispering): Hey. 433 00:23:43,355 --> 00:23:45,415 I think your boobs grew. 434 00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:47,134 Seriously, I think all the s'mores 435 00:23:47,125 --> 00:23:49,355 - went right to your boobs. - (laughs) 436 00:23:51,930 --> 00:23:54,170 (exhales) 437 00:23:54,166 --> 00:23:55,926 (moans) 438 00:23:55,934 --> 00:23:58,504 - (gasps) Ellen. Ellen. - What? Oh, my God. 439 00:24:00,539 --> 00:24:04,579 So, you can't fall asleep? 440 00:24:04,576 --> 00:24:06,976 Or you fall asleep and then you wake up? 441 00:24:06,979 --> 00:24:10,279 - I wake up. - Hmm. 442 00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:12,953 Any aches or pains? 443 00:24:12,951 --> 00:24:15,291 Maybe down in your legs, like what we talked about? 444 00:24:15,287 --> 00:24:17,557 - Mm, from me getting taller. - That's right. 445 00:24:17,556 --> 00:24:19,016 No. 446 00:24:20,492 --> 00:24:22,392 When you wake up, is it like waking up 447 00:24:22,394 --> 00:24:25,964 from a dream, maybe a bad dream? 448 00:24:25,964 --> 00:24:27,304 No. 449 00:24:27,299 --> 00:24:29,299 But when you wake up, you're not scared? 450 00:24:29,301 --> 00:24:31,001 No. 451 00:24:31,003 --> 00:24:33,273 Maybe worried, though. 452 00:24:33,272 --> 00:24:35,412 (exhales) Well, you don't have to be worried, Sluggo. 453 00:24:35,407 --> 00:24:36,907 That's my job. 454 00:24:38,677 --> 00:24:40,447 (laughs softly) 455 00:24:40,445 --> 00:24:43,015 You know, I think it's time maybe we get you a big-girl bed. 456 00:24:43,015 --> 00:24:44,445 Something with feet, maybe? 457 00:24:44,449 --> 00:24:47,549 Not completely on the ground. 458 00:24:47,552 --> 00:24:50,392 If it's on the ground, then nothing can be under it. 459 00:24:52,591 --> 00:24:54,191 That's a very good point. 460 00:24:54,192 --> 00:24:56,232 - Mm-hmm. - (laughs softly) 461 00:24:56,228 --> 00:24:58,128 ANGELA: His guilt or innocence 462 00:24:58,130 --> 00:25:00,370 isn't on you to determine. 463 00:25:00,365 --> 00:25:02,625 Whether he's guilty or what he's guilty of... 464 00:25:02,634 --> 00:25:04,504 He says he's not. 465 00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:06,473 None of it is your responsibility. 466 00:25:06,471 --> 00:25:10,381 Your only responsibility here is to your own safety. 467 00:25:10,375 --> 00:25:12,535 And setting boundaries with him that are gonna allow you 468 00:25:12,544 --> 00:25:14,314 to maintain that safety. 469 00:25:16,248 --> 00:25:17,978 Well, I mean, like... 470 00:25:19,718 --> 00:25:21,418 ...he has my cell number and my email, 471 00:25:21,420 --> 00:25:24,560 but he doesn't know where I live or anything. 472 00:25:24,556 --> 00:25:28,286 And I'm only gonna meet him in public places for now. 473 00:25:28,293 --> 00:25:32,133 Which you don't ever have to stop doing. 474 00:25:32,130 --> 00:25:36,440 Just so you know, you don't ever have to let him 475 00:25:36,435 --> 00:25:39,705 any closer than you already have. 476 00:25:39,705 --> 00:25:43,205 You don't have to do any of this, at all. 477 00:25:43,208 --> 00:25:46,278 And you don't have to know how you feel about it. 478 00:25:46,278 --> 00:25:47,978 About him. 479 00:25:47,979 --> 00:25:50,079 At least, not right now. 480 00:25:50,082 --> 00:25:51,752 I don't know how I feel. 481 00:25:51,750 --> 00:25:54,320 Well, but let me ask you something. 482 00:25:56,521 --> 00:25:58,521 If you could script this 483 00:25:58,523 --> 00:26:02,663 to be the way that you wanted it to go, 484 00:26:02,661 --> 00:26:05,261 if you could have the ideal relationship 485 00:26:05,263 --> 00:26:07,233 with him going forward, 486 00:26:07,232 --> 00:26:09,472 have you thought about what that would be? 487 00:26:09,468 --> 00:26:11,598 ♪ ♪ 488 00:26:14,439 --> 00:26:16,409 DAMIEN: Morning, boss. 489 00:26:16,408 --> 00:26:18,078 Sorry. 490 00:26:18,076 --> 00:26:20,076 So, Judge Watson's law secretary just called me. 491 00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:22,478 - Okay. - Watson's publishing on Maddox tomorrow, 492 00:26:22,481 --> 00:26:24,251 a-and he's denying defendant's motion to suppress 493 00:26:24,249 --> 00:26:26,179 - the gun in full. - Well, well, well. 494 00:26:26,184 --> 00:26:28,054 Look at you, developing your own whisper network. 495 00:26:28,053 --> 00:26:30,793 (chuckles) See you later. 496 00:26:30,789 --> 00:26:33,289 - Good work. - Thank you. 497 00:27:01,319 --> 00:27:03,319 (door bells jingle) 498 00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:10,830 ♪ ♪ 499 00:27:19,738 --> 00:27:21,068 Hi. 500 00:27:21,072 --> 00:27:22,812 - Hi. - How's it going? 501 00:27:22,808 --> 00:27:26,308 What if I told you this was coffee mixed with Red Bull? 502 00:27:26,311 --> 00:27:29,081 Oh, my God. Is that even good? 503 00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:31,750 - Jesus. - I mean, I can hear colors, 504 00:27:31,750 --> 00:27:33,520 so I don't know if you think that's good, 505 00:27:33,518 --> 00:27:35,548 but good is subjective, right? 506 00:27:35,554 --> 00:27:37,564 (indistinct chatter) 507 00:27:37,556 --> 00:27:39,416 I got to get out of here. 508 00:27:39,424 --> 00:27:42,194 Light them up. Show them how it's done. 509 00:27:43,929 --> 00:27:45,229 CONCHITA: No, I love it. 510 00:27:45,230 --> 00:27:47,270 The voice, the hair. 511 00:27:47,265 --> 00:27:49,325 - The hatred of due process. - (laughs) 512 00:27:49,334 --> 00:27:52,404 I-I do have to lock my dog up when she's on, though, 513 00:27:52,404 --> 00:27:54,274 because her voice drives him nuts. 514 00:27:54,272 --> 00:27:56,242 Yips his ass off. 515 00:27:56,241 --> 00:27:57,581 (Southern accent): Tot Mom Casey Anthony 516 00:27:57,576 --> 00:27:59,376 with her hair in a ponytail, 517 00:27:59,377 --> 00:28:01,277 like some demonic cheerleader from hell, 518 00:28:01,279 --> 00:28:02,709 - expects us to believe... - (laughs): My God. 519 00:28:02,714 --> 00:28:05,454 - Wow. - She makes it all seem so simple. 520 00:28:05,450 --> 00:28:07,150 Good, evil. 521 00:28:07,152 --> 00:28:09,392 Guilty as sin, lying through their teeth. 522 00:28:09,387 --> 00:28:10,887 Big hair, small hair... 523 00:28:10,889 --> 00:28:12,819 - Because she's a nihilist. - Yeah. 524 00:28:12,824 --> 00:28:14,394 And her eyes must be dry as shit, 525 00:28:14,392 --> 00:28:15,592 'cause she blinks, like, twice a show. 526 00:28:15,594 --> 00:28:17,704 So, did you want to ask me something? 527 00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:19,426 I mean, I'm fine just talking about Nancy. 528 00:28:19,431 --> 00:28:21,431 Yes, no, I... 529 00:28:21,433 --> 00:28:23,873 I got distracted. I was just so excited about my lunch. 530 00:28:23,869 --> 00:28:25,439 - Mm-hmm. - Um... 531 00:28:25,437 --> 00:28:26,637 My coma vic, the one at Saint Matthew's. 532 00:28:26,638 --> 00:28:28,868 Um, yeah, uh, Melissa? 533 00:28:28,874 --> 00:28:30,514 So close. Tracy. 534 00:28:30,509 --> 00:28:32,739 - How's she doing? - Doctors think she's likely. 535 00:28:32,744 --> 00:28:35,384 And she's all I got against the ex-boyfriend. 536 00:28:35,380 --> 00:28:38,680 So, if she does go, of course it becomes a homicide, 537 00:28:38,683 --> 00:28:40,723 but I've got nothing to charge him with. 538 00:28:40,719 --> 00:28:43,259 I was hoping one of your people could sit on her. 539 00:28:43,255 --> 00:28:45,655 In case she wakes up, even for a brief moment, 540 00:28:45,657 --> 00:28:47,687 they can try to get a statement. 541 00:28:47,692 --> 00:28:49,662 Oh, broad-spectrum thinking. I like it. 542 00:28:49,661 --> 00:28:52,631 Who's the-the woman who pinch-hit for you on Siddiquis? 543 00:28:52,631 --> 00:28:55,571 - Alice? - Uh, Alex. 544 00:28:55,567 --> 00:28:58,237 Alex. That's right. 545 00:28:58,236 --> 00:28:59,736 CONCHITA: Yeah, I mean, that could work. 546 00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:01,238 Do you want to brief her or do you want me to... 547 00:29:01,239 --> 00:29:02,639 No, no, no. You got that. She seemed smart. 548 00:29:02,641 --> 00:29:04,381 I'll have Maureen send over the details. 549 00:29:04,376 --> 00:29:07,376 Excuse me, excuse me. All of my people are smart. 550 00:29:07,379 --> 00:29:09,679 Well, excuse me, excuse me, all of my people are not, 551 00:29:09,681 --> 00:29:11,551 - and neither are yours. - (laughs) 552 00:29:11,550 --> 00:29:13,250 Okay, yeah. 553 00:29:13,251 --> 00:29:15,291 Keith's dock doesn't exactly make it all the way 554 00:29:15,287 --> 00:29:17,357 to the water, I guess. Oh, hey. 555 00:29:17,355 --> 00:29:19,615 You should be about to be a judge. 556 00:29:19,624 --> 00:29:22,494 ♪ ♪ 557 00:29:31,661 --> 00:29:33,731 ♪ ♪ 558 00:29:42,872 --> 00:29:44,772 PROFESSOR (over ear buds): In the dream Jung was describing, 559 00:29:44,774 --> 00:29:47,544 he was on the first floor of a house decorated like his own. 560 00:29:47,544 --> 00:29:50,954 But in one corner, there was a beautiful staircas, 561 00:29:50,947 --> 00:29:54,347 and when he went down it, he found a brick cellar, 562 00:29:54,350 --> 00:29:56,620 and in the corner of the floor there was a stone 563 00:29:56,619 --> 00:29:58,559 - with a metal ring. - (phone vibrating) 564 00:29:58,555 --> 00:30:02,725 And he lifted it and below it were bones and two human skull. 565 00:30:02,725 --> 00:30:04,725 Jung was on a trip to America with Freud 566 00:30:04,727 --> 00:30:07,457 when he had this dream, and when he told Freud about i, 567 00:30:07,463 --> 00:30:09,233 Freud said, "Well, obviously, 568 00:30:09,232 --> 00:30:11,202 it means you want to get rid of your wife." 569 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:13,500 DAN: Hey, Mike. It's Dan. 570 00:30:13,503 --> 00:30:18,543 I am sipping a cup of coffee, 571 00:30:18,541 --> 00:30:20,611 waiting for my daughter. 572 00:30:22,645 --> 00:30:25,415 Have not used a bunch of those words in a while. 573 00:30:27,383 --> 00:30:28,453 Um... 574 00:30:28,451 --> 00:30:31,621 Look, it'd be good to... 575 00:30:31,621 --> 00:30:33,961 good to catch up, so... 576 00:30:33,957 --> 00:30:36,357 this is my phone number. 577 00:30:36,359 --> 00:30:39,899 I saw your website. Or webpage, maybe. 578 00:30:39,896 --> 00:30:43,396 I don't know, not the most modern... 579 00:30:43,399 --> 00:30:46,569 Whatever. Um... 580 00:30:46,569 --> 00:30:49,369 Yeah, I just, I hope to hear from you soon. 581 00:30:50,373 --> 00:30:51,943 Thanks, bye. 582 00:30:56,446 --> 00:30:58,306 PROFESSOR: Jung called that process 583 00:30:58,314 --> 00:30:59,824 of uncovering the aspects of self 584 00:30:59,816 --> 00:31:02,686 hidden in our unconscious "individuation." 585 00:31:02,685 --> 00:31:05,715 (phone vibrating) 586 00:31:05,722 --> 00:31:09,662 The first stage was to confront what he called the persona, 587 00:31:09,659 --> 00:31:12,529 a structure made up of the societal masks we wear. 588 00:31:12,528 --> 00:31:17,398 Child, parent, boss, friend, lover. 589 00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:19,870 (siren wailing) 590 00:31:19,869 --> 00:31:22,339 And to confront those masks and separate them 591 00:31:22,338 --> 00:31:24,508 from our true self. 592 00:31:24,507 --> 00:31:27,277 The next stage of individuation 593 00:31:27,276 --> 00:31:30,046 is confrontation with our shadow. 594 00:31:31,881 --> 00:31:33,481 (sighs) 595 00:31:40,757 --> 00:31:43,327 - Sorry. - Oh. 596 00:31:43,326 --> 00:31:45,696 - I should have coughed or something. - (chuckles) 597 00:31:45,695 --> 00:31:49,925 I-I just wanted to update you on Tracy. 598 00:31:49,932 --> 00:31:51,932 - Sims. - There's an update? 599 00:31:51,934 --> 00:31:54,744 Yes. Uh, well, I mean, not... 600 00:31:54,737 --> 00:31:56,837 Not for long. She's unconscious again, 601 00:31:56,839 --> 00:31:58,839 but I was able to talk to her. 602 00:31:58,841 --> 00:32:01,781 - Okay. - And she ID'd him. 603 00:32:01,778 --> 00:32:06,448 Jonathan Coleman. She said he was the one who beat her. 604 00:32:06,449 --> 00:32:08,789 Would you, please, come in? 605 00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:14,390 The nurses, they seem to be a bit more optimistic? 606 00:32:15,425 --> 00:32:17,025 Uh, what do I know? But... 607 00:32:17,026 --> 00:32:18,856 worse comes to worst, I'll at least be able 608 00:32:18,861 --> 00:32:22,071 to officially testify to her dying declaration, so... 609 00:32:22,065 --> 00:32:23,695 Thank Jesus. 610 00:32:28,771 --> 00:32:30,541 Go home with a victory. 611 00:32:30,540 --> 00:32:32,410 - You earned it. - Thanks. 612 00:32:34,143 --> 00:32:36,053 But I have so much catch-up to do. 613 00:32:36,045 --> 00:32:39,615 Some idiot has been making me hang out at the hospital 614 00:32:39,615 --> 00:32:42,685 until all hours on this case of his. 615 00:32:42,685 --> 00:32:43,845 - What? - Yeah. 616 00:32:43,853 --> 00:32:45,723 - Fuck that guy. - So, anyway, 617 00:32:45,722 --> 00:32:49,492 think I'm gonna go outside and get some fresh air, 618 00:32:49,492 --> 00:32:51,692 - wake myself up a bit. - Such as it is. 619 00:32:51,694 --> 00:32:54,964 The sidewalks this time of year have a complicated aroma. 620 00:32:54,964 --> 00:32:56,934 Sidewalks? No, no, no. No. 621 00:32:56,933 --> 00:32:59,703 Sidewalks are for suckers. I'm going to the roof. 622 00:32:59,702 --> 00:33:02,042 - Have you never been to the roof? - I have never even heard 623 00:33:02,038 --> 00:33:04,368 - of anyone going up there. - Or nobody told you about it, 624 00:33:04,373 --> 00:33:06,483 because they wanted it to stay cool. 625 00:33:07,577 --> 00:33:09,007 - Mm. - To be fair, 626 00:33:09,011 --> 00:33:10,781 it's not the commonest knowledge. 627 00:33:10,780 --> 00:33:12,050 And, you know, there's always a chance 628 00:33:12,048 --> 00:33:14,818 that somebody realizes that the jamb 629 00:33:14,817 --> 00:33:17,017 to the fire door needs to be replaced. 630 00:33:17,019 --> 00:33:18,119 Wait, wait, wait. 631 00:33:18,121 --> 00:33:19,821 Are you actually concerned 632 00:33:19,822 --> 00:33:22,462 that something broken in this building might get fixed? 633 00:33:23,593 --> 00:33:24,993 Well, now you know. 634 00:33:26,929 --> 00:33:30,629 And when you speak of me, speak well. 635 00:33:34,670 --> 00:33:36,740 ♪ ♪ 636 00:33:52,855 --> 00:33:54,915 ♪ ♪ 637 00:34:16,245 --> 00:34:18,475 (siren wailing in distance) 638 00:34:43,306 --> 00:34:45,836 (wind gusting) 639 00:34:45,842 --> 00:34:47,682 Windy up here. 640 00:34:48,711 --> 00:34:50,781 Fuck wind. 641 00:35:12,969 --> 00:35:15,039 ♪ ♪ 642 00:35:23,112 --> 00:35:24,152 (grunts) 643 00:35:26,115 --> 00:35:28,055 (exhales) 644 00:35:31,158 --> 00:35:34,628 Your CSRA and COMPAS assessments already qualify you. 645 00:35:34,629 --> 00:35:36,159 - Okay. - And you already have 646 00:35:36,163 --> 00:35:39,003 - your parole agent referral. - I do? 647 00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:42,000 No, I-I do. Yeah, I do. 648 00:35:43,971 --> 00:35:45,871 Well, look, even if you don't, you can self-refer, 649 00:35:45,873 --> 00:35:48,713 and they'll just reach out to her and verify it directly. 650 00:35:50,211 --> 00:35:52,651 Can you hold on for one sec? 651 00:35:57,818 --> 00:36:01,318 - What the hell happened to you? - (scoffs) 652 00:36:01,322 --> 00:36:02,992 Lot of things. 653 00:36:05,192 --> 00:36:07,732 You know, I'm pretty sure I just gave you my phone number, 654 00:36:07,728 --> 00:36:09,598 - not my address. - I'm pretty sure I knew 655 00:36:09,597 --> 00:36:13,127 where you were getting paroled to before you did. 656 00:36:13,134 --> 00:36:15,774 Hope you brought a hat. Sun's bright as shit. 657 00:36:17,405 --> 00:36:18,965 DAN: You know, curfew, 658 00:36:18,973 --> 00:36:20,783 dining hall's always packed, 659 00:36:20,775 --> 00:36:22,705 they got an itinerary of where I can be and when. 660 00:36:22,710 --> 00:36:24,780 Eh, some things are pretty much the same. 661 00:36:24,779 --> 00:36:26,709 Yeah. (inhales sharply) 662 00:36:26,714 --> 00:36:29,584 Except now I can smell jasmine. 663 00:36:29,583 --> 00:36:30,953 You smell the jasmine, huh? 664 00:36:30,952 --> 00:36:32,322 I spent 90 minutes in traffic 665 00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:33,990 with gout in my foot and a shattered wrist 666 00:36:33,988 --> 00:36:35,618 to see you for the first time in ten years, 667 00:36:35,623 --> 00:36:37,293 you want to talk about fucking jasmine? 668 00:36:37,291 --> 00:36:39,261 That it? You look like shit by the way. 669 00:36:39,260 --> 00:36:40,960 Your skin's the color of old baloney. 670 00:36:41,963 --> 00:36:43,003 That's why no hat. 671 00:36:42,997 --> 00:36:44,597 I need the vitamin D. 672 00:36:44,598 --> 00:36:46,628 You know, I don't give a shit what you need. 673 00:36:48,369 --> 00:36:50,069 I don't give a shit what you can smell. 674 00:36:50,071 --> 00:36:52,271 You think you're, you think you're still cute, Dan? 675 00:36:52,273 --> 00:36:54,683 You think this is still fucking cute? 676 00:36:56,310 --> 00:36:58,150 I know, Mike. 677 00:37:05,186 --> 00:37:07,356 What do you want? 678 00:37:13,761 --> 00:37:16,801 I want you to help me find a copy of my old case file. 679 00:37:16,797 --> 00:37:18,897 I want to go in and open it up, look at everything 680 00:37:18,899 --> 00:37:20,229 right from the start, but I need you 681 00:37:20,234 --> 00:37:22,204 to help me find a copy. 682 00:37:22,203 --> 00:37:26,173 Or at least just tell me where I should start looking. 683 00:37:29,810 --> 00:37:31,150 In the garage. 684 00:37:31,145 --> 00:37:32,845 What garage? 685 00:37:32,847 --> 00:37:33,847 At my house. 686 00:37:33,848 --> 00:37:35,818 Really? 687 00:37:38,853 --> 00:37:40,823 The same old place, over in Culver? 688 00:37:40,821 --> 00:37:42,361 In Glendale. 689 00:37:45,726 --> 00:37:47,726 Glendale is... out by your mom. 690 00:37:47,728 --> 00:37:49,758 That's nice. It is nice. It's her house. 691 00:37:49,764 --> 00:37:51,904 She's my landlord. 692 00:37:57,038 --> 00:37:59,108 I feel the first thing we do is rerun all the prints 693 00:37:59,106 --> 00:38:01,306 that were found on the scene that weren't yours. 694 00:38:01,308 --> 00:38:04,378 15 years is a long time. Especially in print tech. 695 00:38:04,378 --> 00:38:06,248 You know, everywhere else, too, for God's sake. 696 00:38:06,247 --> 00:38:09,247 And maybe some people who weren't printed or arrested 697 00:38:09,250 --> 00:38:11,720 15 years ago have been arrested by now. 698 00:38:11,719 --> 00:38:13,789 - How about that? - That's fantastic. 699 00:38:15,222 --> 00:38:18,392 Yeah. It is. 700 00:38:20,327 --> 00:38:22,127 Oh, and Mom didn't coil the garden hose, 701 00:38:22,129 --> 00:38:23,959 so I fucking tripped on it, is what happened. 702 00:38:25,833 --> 00:38:28,003 And gout. You're like a... 703 00:38:28,002 --> 00:38:31,012 character from a fucking Charles Dickens novel. 704 00:38:31,005 --> 00:38:33,735 I'm not sure what that means, 705 00:38:33,741 --> 00:38:35,381 but I will flush you down the toilet. 706 00:38:37,478 --> 00:38:39,848 (laughs softly) 707 00:38:39,847 --> 00:38:41,817 ELLEN: Well, it's the part of your personality that scares you. 708 00:38:41,816 --> 00:38:44,046 Right? That you repress, or reject. 709 00:38:44,051 --> 00:38:46,051 And most of us-- we don't even know that we're doing it. 710 00:38:46,053 --> 00:38:49,323 But, like, if you've ever asked yourself, like, 711 00:38:49,323 --> 00:38:51,393 "Am I a bad person?" 712 00:38:51,392 --> 00:38:53,062 You know, like the thought that you had 713 00:38:53,060 --> 00:38:55,130 or the thing that you did that made you think that, 714 00:38:55,129 --> 00:38:57,299 that's your shadow. 715 00:38:59,233 --> 00:39:01,273 Gee, thanks. 716 00:39:01,268 --> 00:39:03,238 So, what's Jung saying, then? 717 00:39:03,237 --> 00:39:05,207 That we all need to start thinking about our shadows? 718 00:39:05,206 --> 00:39:07,366 Mm-hmm, yeah, because you can't ever really know yourself 719 00:39:07,374 --> 00:39:09,014 unless you do. 720 00:39:09,009 --> 00:39:11,179 And then if... if you don't, just means 721 00:39:11,178 --> 00:39:12,978 that you're not controlling your shadow. 722 00:39:12,980 --> 00:39:14,320 Your shadow's controlling you. 723 00:39:14,315 --> 00:39:16,445 (car horn honking) 724 00:39:19,253 --> 00:39:20,963 - Hey. - Hey. 725 00:39:20,955 --> 00:39:23,755 Well, I was gonna call first, but then... 726 00:39:23,757 --> 00:39:25,757 - You remembered you don't do that. - Yeah. 727 00:39:25,759 --> 00:39:27,859 I just show up. Hi. (laughs) 728 00:39:27,862 --> 00:39:29,332 - Good to see you. - Hi. - Hi. 729 00:39:29,330 --> 00:39:31,500 - Hi, kid. - Hey, how's it going? Nice to see you. 730 00:39:31,499 --> 00:39:33,199 You had to figure we'd be expecting you. 731 00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:35,000 Yeah. I'm sorry. I'll move this thing. 732 00:39:35,002 --> 00:39:38,042 - Ah, he won't mind. - Okay, well, I won't stay long. 733 00:39:38,038 --> 00:39:39,838 - Ah, yeah, you will. - Okay, good. (laughs) 734 00:39:39,840 --> 00:39:42,440 - Okay. - Hey, hon. - Hi. 735 00:39:42,443 --> 00:39:45,483 How is school? What have you learned? 736 00:39:45,479 --> 00:39:47,449 So, I went to see where they put him, 737 00:39:47,448 --> 00:39:50,948 and it's decent, it's not shady. 738 00:39:50,951 --> 00:39:52,391 He lucked out. 739 00:39:52,386 --> 00:39:54,856 - Hmm. - He said something about seeing you? 740 00:39:54,855 --> 00:39:57,385 - Yeah. - BETH: He told her 741 00:39:57,391 --> 00:39:59,531 that he's going to try to prove he didn't kill Alex. 742 00:39:59,527 --> 00:40:02,427 - Oh. - ELLEN: Does that violate his parole? 743 00:40:02,429 --> 00:40:04,429 Does what violate it? 744 00:40:04,431 --> 00:40:07,031 - To lie to the board at his hearing? - Oh. 745 00:40:07,034 --> 00:40:09,104 If he was under oath, yeah, but he wasn't, so, 746 00:40:09,103 --> 00:40:10,973 the only thing that can violate it now is him committing 747 00:40:10,971 --> 00:40:13,071 another crime, 748 00:40:13,073 --> 00:40:16,013 and I'm going to help him prove 749 00:40:16,010 --> 00:40:18,050 that he didn't commit the first one. 750 00:40:18,045 --> 00:40:20,245 You are? 751 00:40:20,247 --> 00:40:23,417 - Why? - Why am I gonna do it? 752 00:40:23,417 --> 00:40:25,247 Why does it have to be done? 753 00:40:25,252 --> 00:40:27,352 Unless you've changed your mind about something 754 00:40:27,354 --> 00:40:29,124 and didn't tell me, I feel like you know why. 755 00:40:29,123 --> 00:40:32,263 I feel like if I lost 15 years of my life to that woman, 756 00:40:32,259 --> 00:40:34,599 I wouldn't want to risk losing the rest of it. 757 00:40:34,595 --> 00:40:37,025 Especially if I didn't kill her. 758 00:40:37,031 --> 00:40:40,901 I feel like I would have learned by now, the house never loses. 759 00:40:40,901 --> 00:40:43,371 Two of you didn't get your asses kicked enough the first time? 760 00:40:43,370 --> 00:40:47,110 Right, yup, you're gonna do it, no matter what I say, so... 761 00:40:47,107 --> 00:40:50,377 That's the spirit. You? 762 00:40:50,377 --> 00:40:52,507 Hmm? 763 00:40:52,513 --> 00:40:55,353 Yeah, I feel like if he feels like he needs to do it, 764 00:40:55,349 --> 00:40:57,849 then he does. 765 00:40:58,619 --> 00:41:00,519 (door opens) 766 00:41:00,521 --> 00:41:02,261 (barking) 767 00:41:02,256 --> 00:41:03,916 ARTHUR: Hey, good boy. 768 00:41:03,924 --> 00:41:05,364 - Yeah, I gotcha. Hello. - (door closes) 769 00:41:05,359 --> 00:41:07,929 - Hey, Dad. - Sorry I'm late, but some 770 00:41:07,928 --> 00:41:10,098 asshole's in my spot in the driveway. 771 00:41:10,097 --> 00:41:11,467 I mean, who does that? 772 00:41:11,465 --> 00:41:12,995 - (laughs) - ELLEN: Good to see you. Aw. 773 00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:15,070 - ARTHUR: Doing good? - How you doing? 774 00:41:15,069 --> 00:41:16,899 Good to see you, too. 775 00:41:16,904 --> 00:41:18,274 - It's like it's been forever. - I know, yeah. 776 00:41:18,272 --> 00:41:20,312 Mike, what's going on? 777 00:41:20,307 --> 00:41:21,977 - Good to see you. - Always. 778 00:41:21,976 --> 00:41:23,306 DAN: Mikey. 779 00:41:23,310 --> 00:41:25,210 - Hey. - Oh, is that for me? 780 00:41:25,212 --> 00:41:26,652 You shouldn't have. 781 00:41:26,647 --> 00:41:29,417 - All yours. - How's it going? 782 00:41:29,416 --> 00:41:32,386 Well, I got bad news. Or, news. 783 00:41:33,420 --> 00:41:35,190 So, Evan Rubidoh wasn't going home. 784 00:41:35,189 --> 00:41:36,959 He wasn't picking up his last paycheck, either. 785 00:41:36,957 --> 00:41:38,927 So I put out an alert, 786 00:41:38,926 --> 00:41:41,096 and San Diego, too, since his family's down there. 787 00:41:41,095 --> 00:41:42,555 Newhall PD found him 788 00:41:42,563 --> 00:41:44,033 parked behind the church, one to the head. 789 00:41:44,031 --> 00:41:45,331 Been there a couple days. 790 00:41:45,332 --> 00:41:47,332 Note to his sister in his pocket. 791 00:41:47,334 --> 00:41:49,144 Damn. 792 00:41:49,136 --> 00:41:50,536 Yeah, fuck. 793 00:41:50,537 --> 00:41:53,237 It mention Sylvie in the note? 794 00:41:53,240 --> 00:41:55,040 Hmm. 795 00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:02,280 Sorry. I thought you saw me standing over there, 796 00:42:02,283 --> 00:42:04,153 and I didn't want to be rude. 797 00:42:04,151 --> 00:42:06,521 But now I can tell that you did not see me 798 00:42:06,520 --> 00:42:08,590 standing over there. Sorry. 799 00:42:08,589 --> 00:42:11,559 No. Uh, Alex Forrest, Victims Services. 800 00:42:11,558 --> 00:42:13,158 - Works with Conchita. - Ah. 801 00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:14,930 This is Mike Gerard, Investigative Bureau. 802 00:42:14,928 --> 00:42:17,128 The guy who took you under his wing. 803 00:42:17,131 --> 00:42:19,331 - The very one. - So what happened? 804 00:42:19,333 --> 00:42:22,443 Was she in the trunk? Sylvie Rubidoh? 805 00:42:23,504 --> 00:42:25,374 We were just talking about that. No. 806 00:42:25,372 --> 00:42:27,342 - Yeah, everybody's talking about that, I guess. - ALEX: Shit. 807 00:42:27,341 --> 00:42:31,011 Sorry. So, what happens next? 808 00:42:31,011 --> 00:42:33,381 We look somewhere else. 809 00:42:34,348 --> 00:42:35,948 Well, that makes sense. 810 00:42:35,949 --> 00:42:39,589 Okay, I am going to get this home 811 00:42:39,586 --> 00:42:41,356 while it's still hot. 812 00:42:41,355 --> 00:42:43,455 Nice to meet you. Good night. 813 00:42:43,457 --> 00:42:45,627 Good night. 814 00:42:45,626 --> 00:42:47,626 (clears throat) 815 00:42:47,628 --> 00:42:50,358 (sighs) 816 00:42:51,398 --> 00:42:54,498 You want to get something to eat? 817 00:42:54,501 --> 00:42:57,711 How about... oreganata, or maybe some hot antipasto? 818 00:42:57,705 --> 00:42:59,335 Yeah, I could do that. 819 00:43:01,375 --> 00:43:03,075 You know, if you were a different guy, 820 00:43:03,077 --> 00:43:04,647 I would tell you to be careful right now, but you're not 821 00:43:04,645 --> 00:43:07,475 a different guy, are you? 822 00:43:07,481 --> 00:43:09,121 What are you talking about? 823 00:43:09,116 --> 00:43:10,616 Please. 824 00:43:10,617 --> 00:43:12,587 What? 'Cause this? 825 00:43:12,586 --> 00:43:14,586 Somebody I work with comes up to talk to me, and we're what? 826 00:43:14,588 --> 00:43:17,088 Oh, come on, let's not act like I'm somebody who doesn't know. 827 00:43:17,091 --> 00:43:18,431 Really? You could tell all of that 828 00:43:18,425 --> 00:43:19,725 just from that little interaction? 829 00:43:19,727 --> 00:43:21,257 Danny, don't make me into somebody 830 00:43:21,261 --> 00:43:22,631 you got to lie to, too, please. 831 00:43:22,629 --> 00:43:24,259 Do me that fucking favor. 832 00:43:24,264 --> 00:43:26,134 Do me the favor and just spare me 833 00:43:26,133 --> 00:43:27,703 the patronizing paternal disappointment. 834 00:43:27,701 --> 00:43:29,571 It's not paternal, it's just the regular kind. 835 00:43:29,570 --> 00:43:31,440 What is this? You're just gonna go straight to 11? 836 00:43:31,438 --> 00:43:32,768 No benefit of the doubt, no questions asked, 837 00:43:32,773 --> 00:43:34,613 just right to the worst thing? 838 00:43:34,608 --> 00:43:37,038 Oh, right, excuse me. Nothing to see here. You're right. 839 00:43:37,044 --> 00:43:38,184 - My apologies. - Fuck you, Mike. 840 00:43:38,178 --> 00:43:40,648 Ah, come on. 841 00:43:40,647 --> 00:43:42,217 (line ringing) 842 00:43:42,216 --> 00:43:43,516 BETH: Hello? 843 00:43:43,517 --> 00:43:45,587 - Hey, baby. - Uh-oh. 844 00:43:45,586 --> 00:43:47,616 Yeah, they got a situation up at Men's Central Jail. 845 00:43:47,621 --> 00:43:49,721 - No. - And Frank's supposed to be on call, 846 00:43:49,723 --> 00:43:51,533 but he's not answering, and they can't track him down, 847 00:43:51,525 --> 00:43:53,325 - so, I got to go. - Fucking Frank! 848 00:43:53,327 --> 00:43:54,657 I know, right? 849 00:43:54,661 --> 00:43:56,161 So what does that mean for you? 850 00:43:56,163 --> 00:43:58,203 I'm not sure. There was a fight, 851 00:43:58,198 --> 00:43:59,728 and apparently, one of the inmates got killed, 852 00:43:59,733 --> 00:44:01,773 so now they all need to be interviewed right away. 853 00:44:01,769 --> 00:44:03,269 Oh, well, this sucks. 854 00:44:03,270 --> 00:44:04,710 I know, I know. I'm sorry. 855 00:44:04,705 --> 00:44:06,635 No, because I'm at the office, remember? 856 00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:08,480 You were supposed to be home to take over from my parents? 857 00:44:08,475 --> 00:44:10,505 - Shit. - Yeah. 858 00:44:10,511 --> 00:44:12,481 That's right. I'm so sorry. 859 00:44:12,479 --> 00:44:14,779 It's fine. Just, um, by the time I get there, 860 00:44:14,782 --> 00:44:17,452 they'll be two drinks in, so they got to sleep over. 861 00:44:17,451 --> 00:44:19,151 Okay, shit. I got to go. 862 00:44:19,153 --> 00:44:20,693 I love you. Be careful. 863 00:44:27,227 --> 00:44:29,257 (both panting) 864 00:44:39,773 --> 00:44:42,543 (Alex moaning) 865 00:44:49,917 --> 00:44:52,447 (both panting) 866 00:45:16,877 --> 00:45:19,147 ♪ ♪ 867 00:45:30,858 --> 00:45:32,528 (sighs) 868 00:45:39,733 --> 00:45:42,503 - (cork pops) - (drinks pouring) 869 00:45:44,505 --> 00:45:46,605 (sighs) 870 00:45:56,617 --> 00:45:59,617 Huh. Can't get out of here fast enough. 871 00:45:59,620 --> 00:46:02,260 Three minutes after you come, you're already dressed. 872 00:46:02,256 --> 00:46:05,426 (laughing): What? No. 873 00:46:05,425 --> 00:46:06,855 Oh, no, you're not already dressed? 874 00:46:09,796 --> 00:46:11,496 Well, it's late. 875 00:46:11,498 --> 00:46:13,898 It's early. 876 00:46:18,338 --> 00:46:19,708 Did I do something? 877 00:46:19,706 --> 00:46:21,736 Not yet, not if you take all of that off, 878 00:46:21,742 --> 00:46:23,842 fuck me again. 879 00:46:26,713 --> 00:46:28,383 I can't. 880 00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:35,220 You better hurry. 881 00:46:35,222 --> 00:46:36,792 It's not the walk of shame if nobody sees you. 882 00:46:36,790 --> 00:46:38,960 This is not a walk of shame. 883 00:46:38,959 --> 00:46:41,189 Okay, well, then, you should stay. 884 00:46:41,194 --> 00:46:42,964 I can't. 885 00:46:42,963 --> 00:46:45,703 Why can't you? 886 00:46:45,699 --> 00:46:47,669 (sighs) 887 00:46:47,668 --> 00:46:51,368 I didn't think that this is what we were doing. 888 00:46:52,940 --> 00:46:55,310 What were we doing? 889 00:46:57,711 --> 00:47:00,211 Really, what were we doing? 890 00:47:00,213 --> 00:47:03,923 Alex, I'm sorry, but I really do have to go. 891 00:47:03,917 --> 00:47:07,317 Well, then, you really should go. 892 00:47:13,360 --> 00:47:15,500 (door slams) 893 00:47:36,783 --> 00:47:38,853 (door opens) 894 00:47:54,034 --> 00:47:56,274 (keys jingling) 895 00:48:04,611 --> 00:48:07,281 Since I won't be able to ask you later, 896 00:48:07,280 --> 00:48:09,620 what do you think it would take? 897 00:48:10,984 --> 00:48:12,954 No, wait. That's... 898 00:48:12,953 --> 00:48:14,923 That's not what I meant to say. 899 00:48:14,921 --> 00:48:20,431 Um... I meant to say how many do you think it would take? 900 00:48:21,728 --> 00:48:23,428 How many what? 901 00:48:25,399 --> 00:48:26,829 Pills. 902 00:48:26,833 --> 00:48:28,943 Why? 903 00:48:30,737 --> 00:48:32,607 Did you take something, Alex? 904 00:48:34,574 --> 00:48:36,614 Hmm. What did you take? 905 00:48:36,610 --> 00:48:39,310 I don't know. 906 00:48:39,312 --> 00:48:40,952 But I took all of them. 907 00:48:51,591 --> 00:48:54,701 What did you take, Alex?! 908 00:48:54,695 --> 00:48:58,065 Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. 909 00:48:58,065 --> 00:49:01,595 (sighs) Okay. 910 00:49:01,601 --> 00:49:03,671 Okay, we need to call 911 right now. 911 00:49:03,670 --> 00:49:06,340 Or-or there's the-the medical care center, 912 00:49:06,339 --> 00:49:07,769 and my car's right across the street. 913 00:49:07,774 --> 00:49:09,944 I can take you there. Is that what you want? 914 00:49:09,943 --> 00:49:12,013 Is that what you want?! 915 00:49:12,012 --> 00:49:14,552 Yes? Yes? 916 00:49:14,548 --> 00:49:16,978 Okay, um, grab your keys 917 00:49:16,983 --> 00:49:19,723 and your wallet and a coat. 918 00:49:19,720 --> 00:49:21,790 Come on, we got to go right now. 919 00:49:27,961 --> 00:49:30,401 Hey, hey. 920 00:49:30,397 --> 00:49:32,067 You with me? 921 00:49:52,452 --> 00:49:54,122 (sighs) 922 00:49:55,122 --> 00:49:57,422 (tires squealing) 923 00:50:00,660 --> 00:50:02,730 See? We made it. 924 00:50:09,035 --> 00:50:11,705 I just want to say this before it's too late. 925 00:50:13,006 --> 00:50:14,736 We're gonna go in there, 926 00:50:14,741 --> 00:50:16,541 and we're gonna tell them what's happening, 927 00:50:16,543 --> 00:50:18,483 and they will help you. 928 00:50:21,014 --> 00:50:22,724 And after that, we're not gonna be able 929 00:50:22,716 --> 00:50:25,046 to control anything that happens 930 00:50:25,051 --> 00:50:27,951 because no one ever can. 931 00:50:29,222 --> 00:50:32,632 A doctor or a nurse, 932 00:50:32,626 --> 00:50:37,496 or someone thinks that there's illegal drugs involved, 933 00:50:37,497 --> 00:50:39,927 or even if it turns out 934 00:50:39,933 --> 00:50:42,643 you don't have any drugs in your system at all, 935 00:50:42,636 --> 00:50:46,036 someone calls the cops, they file a report 936 00:50:46,039 --> 00:50:49,509 saying they think you're suicidal... 937 00:50:50,277 --> 00:50:52,477 ...you will be fired. 938 00:50:57,584 --> 00:51:00,794 None of which matters at all if you still need to go in. 939 00:51:00,787 --> 00:51:02,457 No. 940 00:51:03,256 --> 00:51:05,456 No. 941 00:51:08,228 --> 00:51:10,128 - Are you sure? Because... - Just... 942 00:51:11,064 --> 00:51:12,804 (voice breaking): I just want to go home. 943 00:51:12,799 --> 00:51:14,469 (sniffles) 944 00:51:19,573 --> 00:51:21,043 (sighs) 945 00:51:24,277 --> 00:51:26,477 PROFESSOR: Part of our shadow self is 946 00:51:26,479 --> 00:51:28,949 the part of us that's been hur, and when we reject it, 947 00:51:28,949 --> 00:51:31,719 we're trying to protect ourselves from being hurt agai. 948 00:51:31,718 --> 00:51:33,618 Acknowledging our shadow means 949 00:51:33,620 --> 00:51:35,190 admitting our capacity for darkness. 950 00:51:35,188 --> 00:51:37,188 And that makes us afraid. 951 00:51:37,190 --> 00:51:39,230 But Jung believed it was the only way to heal. 952 00:51:39,226 --> 00:51:42,996 He said, "Make the unconscious consciou, 953 00:51:42,996 --> 00:51:46,266 or it will direct your life, and you will make it fate." 954 00:51:46,266 --> 00:51:49,266 - Hey! - (groans) 955 00:51:49,269 --> 00:51:50,799 (high-pitched ringing) 956 00:51:50,804 --> 00:51:53,514 (muffled groaning) 957 00:51:55,775 --> 00:51:58,505 DAN (muffled): Ellen! Ellen! Oh, my God. Ellen. 958 00:51:58,511 --> 00:52:01,681 - Hey! - Ellen, what are you doing here? 959 00:52:01,681 --> 00:52:03,221 Oh, my God, are you okay? Are you okay? Are you hurt? 960 00:52:03,216 --> 00:52:05,186 - Uh... Yeah, no, I'm not... - Did you hit your head? 961 00:52:05,185 --> 00:52:06,845 - N-No, I didn't... - Okay, let's get you up. 962 00:52:06,853 --> 00:52:08,123 - Slow, slow, slow, slow, slow. - I don't even know 963 00:52:08,121 --> 00:52:10,861 - how that happened. - Fucking asshole. 964 00:52:10,857 --> 00:52:12,687 - Oh, man. - (Ellen stammers) 965 00:52:12,692 --> 00:52:14,732 Wow. Okay. 966 00:52:14,728 --> 00:52:17,128 - Does that hurt? - No. 967 00:52:17,130 --> 00:52:19,870 Oh, my God. Okay, um, 968 00:52:19,866 --> 00:52:21,566 here's what we're gonna do. 969 00:52:21,568 --> 00:52:23,598 We're gonna go across the street and get you a seat, 970 00:52:23,603 --> 00:52:25,613 get you something to drink, you can take a deep breath. 971 00:52:25,605 --> 00:52:27,805 And, uh, just... 972 00:52:27,807 --> 00:52:31,707 Wow. But first, we're just gonna sit here 973 00:52:31,711 --> 00:52:33,881 for as long as you need, okay? 974 00:52:33,880 --> 00:52:35,320 You sure you're all right? 975 00:52:35,315 --> 00:52:36,915 - Mm-hmm. - Okay. 976 00:52:36,917 --> 00:52:39,047 ANGELA: If you could script this 977 00:52:39,052 --> 00:52:41,722 to be the way that you wanted it to go, 978 00:52:41,721 --> 00:52:45,761 if you could have the ideal relationship with him, 979 00:52:45,759 --> 00:52:49,859 going forward, have you thought about what that would be? 980 00:53:05,145 --> 00:53:07,705 Hold his hand. 981 00:53:13,386 --> 00:53:15,686 Just want to hold his hand. 982 00:53:24,264 --> 00:53:26,634 ♪ ♪ 983 00:53:28,435 --> 00:53:30,795 (elevator doors close) 984 00:53:33,206 --> 00:53:34,336 (keys jingling) 985 00:53:52,025 --> 00:53:53,725 Do you want me to stay? 986 00:53:58,932 --> 00:54:00,972 But you can go. 987 00:54:30,263 --> 00:54:32,373 ♪ ♪ 988 00:54:37,470 --> 00:54:39,970 (sighs) 989 00:54:55,388 --> 00:54:59,158 (elevator whirring, creaking) 990 00:55:08,768 --> 00:55:10,838 ♪ ♪ 991 00:55:37,382 --> 00:55:40,352 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org 992 00:55:40,352 --> 00:55:42,492 ♪ ♪ 993 00:56:09,114 --> 00:56:49,894 ♪ ♪ 994 00:56:49,888 --> 00:56:52,518 ALEX: You think about something that hasn't happened yet 995 00:56:52,524 --> 00:56:55,034 and all the ways that it could go. 996 00:56:55,026 --> 00:56:56,226 (SPEAKS GERMAN) 997 00:56:56,228 --> 00:56:58,458 Head cinema. 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