1 00:00:04,105 --> 00:00:06,640 Sean: MS. RIPP, TELL ME WHAT YOU 2 00:00:06,674 --> 00:00:07,641 DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF. 3 00:00:07,675 --> 00:00:09,110 Agatha: HOW MUCH TIME YOU GOT? 4 00:00:09,143 --> 00:00:09,777 Sean: IF YOU COULD JUST BE 5 00:00:09,810 --> 00:00:12,713 PRECISE. 6 00:00:12,713 --> 00:00:14,415 Agatha: I BANGED 92 GUYS SINCE I 7 00:00:14,415 --> 00:00:19,153 HIT THE STREETS. THEY DON'T GIVE 8 00:00:19,153 --> 00:00:20,588 OUT RIBBONS AT THE 4-H FAIR FOR 9 00:00:20,588 --> 00:00:23,157 THAT, DO THEY? I'VE HAD 5 10 00:00:23,157 --> 00:00:25,159 ABORTIONS. I'VE BEEN ARRESTED 7 11 00:00:25,159 --> 00:00:27,061 TIMES FOR DISORDERLY CONDUCT, 3 12 00:00:27,095 --> 00:00:28,362 NEAR OVERDOSES BECAUSE OF THE 13 00:00:28,396 --> 00:00:32,600 FREEBASE. BUT I'M CLEAN NOW. 14 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:33,467 Julian: MS. RIPP, THIS IS A 15 00:00:33,467 --> 00:00:35,703 COSMETIC SURGERY OFFICE, NOT A 16 00:00:35,703 --> 00:00:37,171 CONFESSIONAL BOOTH. 17 00:00:37,171 --> 00:00:39,140 Agatha: DON'T BE RUDE TO ME. I 18 00:00:39,140 --> 00:00:39,840 SEE THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYE. ALL 19 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:40,808 MY LIFE MEN HAVE BEEN GIVING ME 20 00:00:40,841 --> 00:00:47,381 THAT LOOK. BUT I FORGIVE YOU FOR 21 00:00:47,415 --> 00:00:51,585 IT. JUST LIKE I FORGIVE THEM. 22 00:00:51,585 --> 00:00:53,654 IT'S CHRISTIAN TO FORGIVE. 23 00:00:53,654 --> 00:00:57,558 Sean: MS. RIPP, UH, HAVE YOU 24 00:00:57,591 --> 00:00:59,793 SUSTAINED INJURIES OR SCARS YOU 25 00:00:59,793 --> 00:01:02,096 WOULD LIKE REMOVED? 26 00:01:05,366 --> 00:01:07,801 WOULD YOU LIKE TO SHOW US? 27 00:01:17,645 --> 00:01:18,712 MS. RIPP, ARE YOU CLAIMING YOU 28 00:01:18,712 --> 00:01:19,613 HAVE-- 29 00:01:19,613 --> 00:01:24,352 Agatha: THE STIGMATA. YEAH. 30 00:01:24,352 --> 00:01:25,486 THAT'S WHAT I TOLD THE CHURCH, 31 00:01:25,486 --> 00:01:26,754 ANYWAY, BUT THE TRUTH IS I DID 32 00:01:26,754 --> 00:01:30,291 IT MYSELF. IT WAS MY BIGGEST SIN 33 00:01:30,324 --> 00:01:35,729 OF ALL. YOU WATCH OUT FOR FALSE 34 00:01:35,763 --> 00:01:38,632 PROPHETS. "THEY COME TO YOU IN 35 00:01:38,632 --> 00:01:40,334 SHEEP'S CLOTHING, BUT INWARDLY 36 00:01:40,368 --> 00:01:44,205 THEY'RE FEROCIOUS WOLVES." 37 00:01:44,238 --> 00:01:48,309 THAT'S MATTHEW 7:15. 38 00:01:48,342 --> 00:01:49,277 Christian: CAN I SEE YOUR ARMS 39 00:01:49,277 --> 00:01:54,415 AGAIN? THE OTHER SIDE. 40 00:02:00,188 --> 00:02:01,555 DO YOU LIE AND TELL PEOPLE JESUS 41 00:02:01,589 --> 00:02:04,192 MADE THOSE CUTTING MARKS, TOO? 42 00:02:04,225 --> 00:02:05,659 Agatha: I DON'T LIKE HIM. 43 00:02:05,659 --> 00:02:06,560 Christian: I ASSURE YOU MY 44 00:02:06,560 --> 00:02:07,795 CIVILITY WILL INCREASE ONCE I 45 00:02:07,795 --> 00:02:09,263 HAVE PROOF THAT YOUR CHECK WON'T 46 00:02:09,297 --> 00:02:10,130 BOUNCE. 47 00:02:10,164 --> 00:02:11,199 Agatha: YEAH, WELL, THAT'S WHY I 48 00:02:11,199 --> 00:02:13,601 CAME HERE BECAUSE I SAW LAST 49 00:02:13,601 --> 00:02:14,768 WEEK ON THE NEWS THAT GIRL GOT 50 00:02:14,768 --> 00:02:16,504 HER FACE ALL CUT UP, AND A 51 00:02:16,537 --> 00:02:17,505 REPORTER SAID Y'ALL FIXED THAT 52 00:02:17,538 --> 00:02:18,406 FOR FREE. 53 00:02:18,406 --> 00:02:19,540 Sean: THAT WAS A SPECIAL CASE. 54 00:02:19,540 --> 00:02:20,541 Agatha: OK, WELL, LOOK, YOU 55 00:02:20,541 --> 00:02:23,377 GOTTA HELP ME, OK? BECAUSE I 56 00:02:23,377 --> 00:02:24,378 THINK I GOT AN INFECTION OR 57 00:02:24,412 --> 00:02:25,513 SOMETHING SETTING IN BECAUSE I 58 00:02:25,546 --> 00:02:26,380 FEEL HOT. 59 00:02:26,380 --> 00:02:27,181 Christian: THEN GO TO AN 60 00:02:27,181 --> 00:02:30,718 EMERGENCY ROOM. 61 00:02:30,718 --> 00:02:32,186 Agatha: IT'S NOT THE INFECTION 62 00:02:32,186 --> 00:02:33,321 THAT'S GONNA KILL ME. DON'T YOU 63 00:02:33,321 --> 00:02:38,692 GET IT? IT'S THE PRESSURE. NOW, 64 00:02:38,692 --> 00:02:39,827 YOU GOTTA TELL THEM THAT I'M A 65 00:02:39,860 --> 00:02:41,662 LIAR, AND THEY WILL BELIEVE YOU 66 00:02:41,695 --> 00:02:43,631 BECAUSE YOU'RE A DOCTOR AND ALL. 67 00:02:43,631 --> 00:02:45,366 I CAN'T FACE THEM AGAIN. 68 00:02:45,366 --> 00:02:48,302 Sean: FACE WHO? 69 00:02:48,302 --> 00:02:49,537 Agatha: SISTER RITA CLAIRE WHO 70 00:02:49,537 --> 00:02:50,638 TOOK ME INTO HER PROGRAM AT 71 00:02:50,638 --> 00:02:55,209 SAINT OLIVE'S. BUT MOSTLY THE 72 00:02:55,243 --> 00:03:00,848 PARISHIONERS. THEY BELIEVE I'M 73 00:03:00,881 --> 00:03:05,586 TOUCHED BY DIVINITY. SO YOU 74 00:03:05,586 --> 00:03:06,587 GOTTA TELL THEM THAT I DID IT 75 00:03:06,587 --> 00:03:08,589 JUST FOR ATTENTION. WILL YOU 76 00:03:08,589 --> 00:03:09,890 TELL THEM THAT I AIN'T NOTHING 77 00:03:09,923 --> 00:03:12,326 SPECIAL? I AIN'T NOTHING BUT A 78 00:03:12,326 --> 00:03:13,827 WHORE. 79 00:03:21,602 --> 00:03:24,772 [SOBBING] WILL YOU PLEASE--YOU 80 00:03:24,772 --> 00:03:29,477 GOTTA ASK THEM TO FORGIVE ME. 81 00:03:29,477 --> 00:03:32,946 PLEASE. 82 00:03:32,946 --> 00:03:35,849 [MONITORS BEEPING] 83 00:03:44,358 --> 00:03:45,293 Christian: CAN YOU BELIEVE THOSE 84 00:03:45,293 --> 00:03:47,495 POOR SUCKERS FROM HER CHURCH? SO 85 00:03:47,495 --> 00:03:48,429 DESPERATE TO BELIEVE IN 86 00:03:48,462 --> 00:03:49,730 SOMETHING THAT THEY DEIFY A 87 00:03:49,763 --> 00:03:51,332 PROSTITUTE. 88 00:03:51,332 --> 00:03:52,966 Liz: YOU KNOW WHAT, CHRISTIAN? I 89 00:03:52,966 --> 00:03:54,835 UNDERSTAND THAT WANT. I LOVED 90 00:03:54,835 --> 00:03:55,869 BEING A CATHOLIC WHEN I WAS A 91 00:03:55,869 --> 00:03:58,672 KID. THE DRAMA OF IT, THE 92 00:03:58,672 --> 00:03:59,673 FEELING THAT THERE WAS THIS 93 00:03:59,707 --> 00:04:01,008 MYSTERIOUS MAN IN THE HEAVENS 94 00:04:01,041 --> 00:04:02,343 WATCHING OUT FOR YOU. 95 00:04:02,343 --> 00:04:03,544 Sean: WHEN DID YOU LAPSE? 96 00:04:03,577 --> 00:04:04,512 Liz: WHEN I BECAME A PRO-CHOICE 97 00:04:04,545 --> 00:04:06,647 LESBIAN. 98 00:04:06,647 --> 00:04:08,449 Christian: SCISSORS. 99 00:04:08,449 --> 00:04:09,883 Liz: BUT I'M THINKING ABOUT 100 00:04:09,883 --> 00:04:11,419 HAVING MY KID GO TO CHURCH LIKE 101 00:04:11,452 --> 00:04:13,887 I DID. YOU KNOW, IF ONLY FOR THE 102 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:19,727 STRUCTURE AND THE COMFORT OF IT. 103 00:04:19,727 --> 00:04:21,395 Christian: YOU'RE PREGNANT? 104 00:04:21,395 --> 00:04:22,363 Liz: A COUPLE OF WEEKS. IT'S 105 00:04:22,363 --> 00:04:26,434 EARLY. 106 00:04:26,467 --> 00:04:27,401 Christian: WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL 107 00:04:27,435 --> 00:04:28,536 ME? 108 00:04:28,536 --> 00:04:29,670 Liz: WHAT'S WITH THE ACCUSATORY 109 00:04:29,670 --> 00:04:32,706 TONE? I JUST FOUND OUT. THE BABY 110 00:04:32,706 --> 00:04:33,674 SHOWER'S IN A COUPLE OF MONTHS. 111 00:04:33,707 --> 00:04:34,642 YOU'LL HAVE TIME TO BUY A NEW 112 00:04:34,675 --> 00:04:37,745 SUIT. TRUST ME. 113 00:04:37,745 --> 00:04:39,413 Sean: WELL, CONGRATULATIONS TO 114 00:04:39,413 --> 00:04:41,649 YOU BOTH. I JUST HOPE I'M AS 115 00:04:41,682 --> 00:04:43,451 GOOD A GODFATHER TO YOUR BABY AS 116 00:04:43,484 --> 00:04:48,021 CHRISTIAN HAS BEEN TO MATT. 117 00:04:48,021 --> 00:04:48,922 Christian: REMEMBER MATT'S 118 00:04:48,956 --> 00:04:49,723 BAPTISM? 119 00:04:49,757 --> 00:04:50,658 Sean: THERE WASN'T ONE. 120 00:04:50,658 --> 00:04:51,659 Christian: MY POINT EXACTLY. 121 00:04:51,659 --> 00:04:52,760 SEAN VETOED ALL THE RELIGIOUS 122 00:04:52,760 --> 00:04:54,762 NONSENSE, BUT KEPT THE PARTY, A 123 00:04:54,795 --> 00:04:55,729 TRADITION THAT I WOULD LIKE TO 124 00:04:55,763 --> 00:04:56,630 FOLLOW. 125 00:04:56,630 --> 00:04:57,965 Liz: SORRY, BABE. THOSE 126 00:04:57,965 --> 00:04:58,899 CHRISTENING GOWNS ARE THE 127 00:04:58,932 --> 00:05:00,434 CUTEST. I'M GETTING MY KID 128 00:05:00,468 --> 00:05:01,068 BAPTIZED. 129 00:05:01,068 --> 00:05:01,969 Christian: OVER MY DEAD BODY. 130 00:05:01,969 --> 00:05:07,007 Liz: EASILY ARRANGED. EVEN 131 00:05:07,007 --> 00:05:09,510 THOUGH YOU ARE NOT RELIGIOUS, 132 00:05:09,543 --> 00:05:10,611 WOULD YOU COME TO THE CEREMONY, 133 00:05:10,644 --> 00:05:11,545 GODFATHER? 134 00:05:11,545 --> 00:05:12,813 Sean: HEY, I'M RELIGIOUS IF 135 00:05:12,813 --> 00:05:14,014 RELIGION IS ABOUT BELIEVING IN A 136 00:05:14,014 --> 00:05:15,616 CAUSE LARGER AND MORE PRECIOUS 137 00:05:15,616 --> 00:05:17,951 THAN YOU. MY FAITH RESTS IN 2 138 00:05:17,985 --> 00:05:19,720 HIGHER POWERS--MY PRACTICE AND 139 00:05:19,720 --> 00:05:24,658 MY FAMILY. HEMOSTAT. 140 00:05:38,406 --> 00:05:41,742 * AHH 141 00:05:44,478 --> 00:05:50,651 * MAKE ME BEAUTIFUL 142 00:05:53,153 --> 00:05:57,791 * MAKE ME 143 00:05:57,791 --> 00:06:00,694 A PERFECT SOUL, 144 00:06:00,694 --> 00:06:03,631 A PERFECT MIND, 145 00:06:03,631 --> 00:06:07,935 A PERFECT FACE, 146 00:06:07,935 --> 00:06:12,706 A PERFECT 147 00:06:12,706 --> 00:06:14,842 LIFE * 148 00:06:37,531 --> 00:06:39,500 [BABY CRYING] 149 00:06:42,870 --> 00:06:45,138 Mother: WE ARE PRAYING TO THE 150 00:06:45,138 --> 00:06:47,007 WOMAN INSIDE. 151 00:06:47,007 --> 00:06:49,009 Father: TO AGATHA. SHE HAS BEEN 152 00:06:49,009 --> 00:06:50,711 TOUCHED BY GOD. A NUN AT OUR 153 00:06:50,711 --> 00:06:51,579 CHURCH TOLD US THAT WE COULD 154 00:06:51,579 --> 00:06:54,782 FIND HER HERE. 155 00:06:54,782 --> 00:06:55,783 Christian: I'M SORRY, BUT THIS 156 00:06:55,783 --> 00:06:57,050 IS A PLACE OF BUSINESS. YOU'RE 157 00:06:57,050 --> 00:06:58,085 GONNA HAVE TO LEAVE OR I'LL HAVE 158 00:06:58,085 --> 00:06:59,052 TO CALL THE POLICE. 159 00:06:59,052 --> 00:06:59,920 Father: NO, NO, NO, PLEASE! 160 00:06:59,920 --> 00:07:01,689 Mother: BUT GOD IS HERE! WITH 161 00:07:01,689 --> 00:07:04,892 HER! PLEASE, WE NEED HER TO HELP 162 00:07:04,892 --> 00:07:07,728 US. I NEED HER TO PRAY FOR MY 163 00:07:07,728 --> 00:07:12,833 BABY. 164 00:07:12,833 --> 00:07:14,101 Christian: IS YOUR BABY SICK? 165 00:07:14,101 --> 00:07:16,770 Mother: HE IS POSSESSED BY 166 00:07:16,770 --> 00:07:20,440 NSATANAS.MIRA. 167 00:07:26,514 --> 00:07:29,650 PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE HAVE 168 00:07:29,650 --> 00:07:32,219 AGATHA TOUCH MY BABY, PLEASE. 169 00:07:32,219 --> 00:07:35,823 NPOR FAVOR, SE OR. 170 00:07:35,823 --> 00:07:37,257 Sean: FATHER MALLEY, THE 171 00:07:37,257 --> 00:07:38,826 EXTERIOR OF OUR OFFICE HAS 172 00:07:38,826 --> 00:07:40,528 BECOME A SHRINE TO A POWER THAT 173 00:07:40,528 --> 00:07:41,895 DOES NOT EXIST. 174 00:07:41,895 --> 00:07:43,163 Malley: WHAT DO YOU PROPOSE I 175 00:07:43,163 --> 00:07:44,598 DO, DR. McNAMARA? 176 00:07:44,598 --> 00:07:45,499 Sean: TELL YOUR PARISH THE 177 00:07:45,499 --> 00:07:47,167 TRUTH--THAT AGATHA RIPP IS A 178 00:07:47,167 --> 00:07:48,736 PROSTITUTE AND A FRAUD WHO 179 00:07:48,736 --> 00:07:50,137 INFLICTED THE WOUNDS HERSELF SO 180 00:07:50,137 --> 00:07:51,138 SHE WOULDN'T BE EVICTED FROM 181 00:07:51,138 --> 00:07:52,272 YOUR SHELTER AND HAVE TO SLEEP 182 00:07:52,272 --> 00:07:53,507 IN A HALFWAY HOUSE. 183 00:07:53,507 --> 00:07:54,642 Malley: DR. McNAMARA, I TAKE 184 00:07:54,642 --> 00:07:57,144 IT YOU REJECT THE CONCEPT OF THE 185 00:07:57,144 --> 00:07:59,179 MIRACULOUS. ORGANIZED RELIGION 186 00:07:59,179 --> 00:08:00,814 TO YOU IS CLEARLY-- 187 00:08:00,814 --> 00:08:02,616 Sean: BORROWED MYTHS. YOUR 188 00:08:02,616 --> 00:08:04,217 POINT, FATHER? 189 00:08:04,217 --> 00:08:05,786 Malley: I UNDERSTAND THAT 2 OF 190 00:08:05,786 --> 00:08:07,254 OUR PARISHIONERS CAME TO YOU 191 00:08:07,254 --> 00:08:08,589 WITH THEIR 6-MONTH-OLD. 192 00:08:08,589 --> 00:08:09,857 Sean: YES. THEY THINK THEIR 193 00:08:09,857 --> 00:08:11,625 CHILD IS SATANICALLY POSSESSED 194 00:08:11,659 --> 00:08:12,259 BECAUSE HE HAS A CAUDAL 195 00:08:12,292 --> 00:08:13,627 APPENDAGE. 196 00:08:13,627 --> 00:08:15,228 Rita Claire: A CAUDAL APPENDAGE? 197 00:08:15,228 --> 00:08:16,697 Sean: A DERMAL TAIL ADJACENT TO 198 00:08:16,697 --> 00:08:17,831 THE SACRUM. 199 00:08:17,831 --> 00:08:18,966 Malley: BUT DON'T YOU SEE, 200 00:08:18,966 --> 00:08:21,635 DR. McNAMARA, BECAUSE OF AGATHA, 201 00:08:21,635 --> 00:08:24,271 A MIRACLE HAS OCCURRED. THE 202 00:08:24,271 --> 00:08:25,839 CHILD WAS DIRECTED IN SOME 203 00:08:25,839 --> 00:08:27,107 DIVINE WAY TO YOU AND YOUR 204 00:08:27,107 --> 00:08:28,709 PARTNER, WHO HAVE THE TALENT TO 205 00:08:28,709 --> 00:08:29,910 REMOVE THE VERTEBRAE AND GIVE 206 00:08:29,910 --> 00:08:31,579 THE CHILD A NORMAL, PRODUCTIVE 207 00:08:31,579 --> 00:08:33,313 LIFE. 208 00:08:33,313 --> 00:08:34,848 Sean: NOT TO BE RUDE, FATHER, 209 00:08:34,848 --> 00:08:36,950 BUT I'LL GO OUT OF BUSINESS IF I 210 00:08:36,950 --> 00:08:38,118 CONTINUE TO DO PRO BONO 211 00:08:38,118 --> 00:08:40,621 SURGERIES ON DEVOTEES WHO SADLY 212 00:08:40,621 --> 00:08:42,289 MISINTERPRET SCIENCE AND NATURAL 213 00:08:42,289 --> 00:08:43,891 LAW BECAUSE THEY'RE NOT GETTING 214 00:08:43,891 --> 00:08:44,925 THE EDUCATION IT IS YOUR 215 00:08:44,925 --> 00:08:47,194 OBLIGATION TO PROVIDE. 216 00:08:47,194 --> 00:08:49,797 Rita Claire: UH, HOW IS AGATHA, 217 00:08:49,797 --> 00:08:51,932 DOCTOR? 218 00:08:51,932 --> 00:08:53,033 Sean: TOMORROW HER SUTURES COME 219 00:08:53,033 --> 00:08:53,801 OUT. 220 00:08:53,801 --> 00:08:54,768 Rita Claire: AH! 221 00:08:54,768 --> 00:08:55,603 Sean: SHE'S BEEN ON AN 222 00:08:55,603 --> 00:08:56,303 ANTIBIOTIC DRIP. SHE'S 223 00:08:56,303 --> 00:09:00,240 STABILIZED. DOES SHE HAVE 224 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:02,142 FAMILY, SOMEONE WE COULD 225 00:09:02,142 --> 00:09:03,343 DISCHARGE HER TO WHO COULD 226 00:09:03,343 --> 00:09:04,678 PROPERLY LOOK AFTER HER DURING 227 00:09:04,678 --> 00:09:05,579 HER RECOVERY? 228 00:09:05,579 --> 00:09:06,614 Rita Claire: I'VE BEEN SEARCHING 229 00:09:06,614 --> 00:09:07,581 FOR THAT INFORMATION. I'VE 230 00:09:07,581 --> 00:09:09,617 CALLED 2 NUMBERS IN TALLAHASSEE 231 00:09:09,617 --> 00:09:10,718 WHERE SHE'S FROM. 232 00:09:10,718 --> 00:09:11,819 Sean: SISTER, I'M SORRY, BUT IF 233 00:09:11,819 --> 00:09:13,086 YOU CAN'T FIND SOMEONE WHO WOULD 234 00:09:13,086 --> 00:09:14,154 BE WILLING TO STEP INTO A 235 00:09:14,154 --> 00:09:16,690 GUARDIAN POSITION, I'M AFRAID 236 00:09:16,690 --> 00:09:17,691 WE'LL HAVE TO TURN HER OVER TO 237 00:09:17,691 --> 00:09:18,291 THE STATE. 238 00:09:18,291 --> 00:09:19,159 Malley: AGATHA WILL BE 239 00:09:19,159 --> 00:09:20,628 EMBRACED BY SAINT OLIVE'S UNTIL 240 00:09:20,628 --> 00:09:22,930 OUR INVESTIGATION IS COMPLETE 241 00:09:22,930 --> 00:09:24,632 AND HER STIGMATA IS EITHER 242 00:09:24,632 --> 00:09:26,166 ACCEPTED BY THE VATICAN OR 243 00:09:26,166 --> 00:09:28,335 DENIED AS HERETICAL BLASPHEMY. 244 00:09:28,335 --> 00:09:29,637 Sean: LOOK, STOP DELUDING 245 00:09:29,637 --> 00:09:30,303 YOURSELF-- 246 00:09:30,303 --> 00:09:31,304 Malley: WOULD YOU LIKE SOME 247 00:09:31,304 --> 00:09:36,309 PROOF? OPEN IT. 248 00:09:44,184 --> 00:09:45,385 THOSE WERE TAKEN SHORTLY AFTER 249 00:09:45,385 --> 00:09:47,087 THE DISCOVERY WHEN THE WOUNDS 250 00:09:47,087 --> 00:09:49,757 WERE STILL FRESH. AS YOU CAN 251 00:09:49,757 --> 00:09:51,124 SEE, DOCTOR, THE STIGMATA ARE 252 00:09:51,124 --> 00:09:52,926 NOT CIRCULAR OR JAGGED, WHICH 253 00:09:52,926 --> 00:09:54,127 WOULD DENOTE A PUNCTURE WITH A 254 00:09:54,161 --> 00:09:57,164 COMMON ICE PICK OR KNIFE, BUT 255 00:09:57,197 --> 00:10:02,002 SYMMETRICALLY SQUARE AND SMOOTH. 256 00:10:02,002 --> 00:10:03,937 Rita Claire: CHRIST'S WOUNDS AT 257 00:10:03,937 --> 00:10:06,306 CRUCIFIXION WERE SAID TO HAVE 258 00:10:06,339 --> 00:10:09,810 BEEN MADE WITH A--AHEM, SQUARE 259 00:10:09,843 --> 00:10:10,844 PEG NAIL. 260 00:10:10,844 --> 00:10:11,812 Malley: I BELIEVE THIS TO BE 261 00:10:11,812 --> 00:10:13,881 TRUE, THE VATICAN BELIEVES THIS 262 00:10:13,881 --> 00:10:14,982 TO BE TRUE, BUT HOW ON EARTH 263 00:10:14,982 --> 00:10:16,349 COULD AGATHA KNOW THIS? HAVING 264 00:10:16,383 --> 00:10:17,617 TALKED TO HER, I DOUBT SHE'S 265 00:10:17,651 --> 00:10:20,053 EVER READ A BOOK. ADDITIONALLY, 266 00:10:20,053 --> 00:10:21,755 CHRIST'S CRUCIFIXION WOUNDS WERE 267 00:10:21,755 --> 00:10:25,125 ON THE WRISTS, NOT THE HANDS. 268 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:26,994 98% OF FRAUD STIGMATA, THOSE 269 00:10:26,994 --> 00:10:28,796 SEEKING THE SPOTLIGHT, MAKE THE 270 00:10:28,829 --> 00:10:30,731 MISTAKE OF PUNCTURING THEIR 271 00:10:30,764 --> 00:10:32,365 PALM. 272 00:10:32,365 --> 00:10:33,366 Sean: THE WOUNDS ARE SLIGHTLY 273 00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:36,937 ODD, I AGREE WITH YOU. BUT IF 274 00:10:36,937 --> 00:10:38,105 YOU REFUSE TO EMBRACE THE 275 00:10:38,105 --> 00:10:40,273 POSSIBILITY IT'S A FRAUD, I 276 00:10:40,273 --> 00:10:41,441 WOULD DIRECT THE ENERGIES OF 277 00:10:41,441 --> 00:10:43,143 YOUR INVESTIGATION TOWARDS 278 00:10:43,176 --> 00:10:44,411 PSYCHOGENIC PURPURAS RATHER THAN 279 00:10:44,444 --> 00:10:47,848 MIRACULOUS MUMBO JUMBO. 280 00:10:47,848 --> 00:10:49,817 Malley: PSYCHOGENIC PURPURAS? 281 00:10:49,817 --> 00:10:52,252 Sean: A PSYCHOSOMATIC DISORDER. 282 00:10:52,252 --> 00:10:53,954 THE BODY SOMETIMES CREATES 283 00:10:53,987 --> 00:10:55,923 PHYSICAL MANIFESTATIONS OF PAIN 284 00:10:55,956 --> 00:10:58,258 TO EXPRESS WHAT THE MIND CANNOT. 285 00:10:58,258 --> 00:10:59,927 Malley: INDUCED BY WHAT? 286 00:10:59,960 --> 00:11:03,163 Sean: GUILT, SHAME, USUALLY OF 287 00:11:03,196 --> 00:11:05,098 OVERWHELMING PROPORTIONS. 288 00:11:05,098 --> 00:11:06,800 Malley: DR. McNAMARA, IF I CAN 289 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:08,836 ACKNOWLEDGE THE SCIENCE WHICH 290 00:11:08,836 --> 00:11:10,137 GIVES YOU SUCH SUSTENANCE, WHY 291 00:11:10,137 --> 00:11:11,404 CAN'T YOU AT THE VERY LEAST 292 00:11:11,404 --> 00:11:12,873 RESPECT THE BELIEFS THAT I HAVE 293 00:11:12,873 --> 00:11:15,442 FAITH IN? A FAITH THAT NOT ONLY 294 00:11:15,475 --> 00:11:17,210 FEEDS MY SOUL BUT THOSE OF MY 295 00:11:17,244 --> 00:11:21,414 PARISHIONERS. 296 00:11:21,414 --> 00:11:22,850 Sean: SISTER, I'LL KEEP AGATHA 297 00:11:22,850 --> 00:11:24,484 UNTIL THE END OF THE WEEK BEFORE 298 00:11:24,484 --> 00:11:29,489 I INVOLVE THE STATE. AGATHA RIPP 299 00:11:29,489 --> 00:11:31,825 IS PSYCHOLOGICALLY UNBALANCED, 300 00:11:31,859 --> 00:11:33,393 NOT A CANDIDATE FOR 301 00:11:33,426 --> 00:11:38,065 BEATIFICATION. AND I'LL BE HAPPY 302 00:11:38,065 --> 00:11:39,232 TO SHARE THOSE THOUGHTS WITH THE 303 00:11:39,232 --> 00:11:40,300 MEDIA IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES TO 304 00:11:40,333 --> 00:11:41,434 RESTORE ORDER TO MY PLACE OF 305 00:11:41,468 --> 00:11:47,140 BUSINESS. 306 00:11:47,140 --> 00:11:51,178 Malley: DR. McNAMARA, THERE WILL 307 00:11:51,178 --> 00:11:52,980 COME A DAY, AS IT DOES FOR EVERY 308 00:11:52,980 --> 00:11:55,415 MAN, WHEN YOU WILL NEED MORE 309 00:11:55,448 --> 00:12:00,053 THAN COLD LOGIC TO DEFINE YOU OR 310 00:12:00,053 --> 00:12:02,790 SUSTAIN YOU. 311 00:12:06,059 --> 00:12:07,194 Sean: HOW'S THAT FEEL? 312 00:12:07,194 --> 00:12:09,429 Julia: IT BURNS. I WAS OUT IN 313 00:12:09,462 --> 00:12:11,131 THE GARDEN YESTERDAY. SOMETHING 314 00:12:11,164 --> 00:12:12,065 MUST'VE BITTEN ME. 315 00:12:12,065 --> 00:12:14,067 Sean: THESE AREN'T BITES, JULIA. 316 00:12:14,067 --> 00:12:16,203 THEY'RE SHINGLES. LET'S RUN A 317 00:12:16,236 --> 00:12:17,370 TEMP, SEE IF YOU'RE FIGHTING A 318 00:12:17,404 --> 00:12:21,408 BIGGER INFECTION. 319 00:12:21,408 --> 00:12:23,210 Christian: NORMAL. 320 00:12:23,243 --> 00:12:25,312 Liz: I DON'T FEEL SICK. 321 00:12:25,345 --> 00:12:28,348 Julia: JUST A LITTLE RUN DOWN. 322 00:12:28,348 --> 00:12:29,449 Christian: NO MORNING SICKNESS? 323 00:12:29,449 --> 00:12:31,384 Liz: NO. IS THAT BAD? 324 00:12:31,384 --> 00:12:32,319 Christian: MORNING SICKNESS IS 325 00:12:32,319 --> 00:12:33,486 USUALLY A SIGN THAT THE HORMONES 326 00:12:33,486 --> 00:12:35,022 ARE KICKING IN. BUT THEN AGAIN, 327 00:12:35,022 --> 00:12:37,057 20% OF ALL PREGNANT WOMEN NEVER 328 00:12:37,090 --> 00:12:38,458 FEEL NAUSEOUS AND THEY HAVE 329 00:12:38,491 --> 00:12:40,961 PERFECTLY HEALTHY BABIES. LET 330 00:12:40,961 --> 00:12:43,230 ME SEE THE LINER. 331 00:12:43,230 --> 00:12:44,164 Liz: SOME SPOTTING DURING THE 332 00:12:44,164 --> 00:12:45,298 FIRST TRIMESTER IS NORMAL, 333 00:12:45,332 --> 00:12:46,834 RIGHT? OR IS THAT A SIGN THAT 334 00:12:46,867 --> 00:12:47,801 SOMETHING'S WRONG? 335 00:12:47,801 --> 00:12:49,102 Julia: ISN'T SHINGLES A SIGN OF 336 00:12:49,102 --> 00:12:51,038 LOWERED IMMUNITY? IS SOMETHING 337 00:12:51,038 --> 00:12:51,939 WRONG WITH ME? 338 00:12:51,939 --> 00:12:52,772 Sean: YOU HAD A COMPLETE 339 00:12:52,806 --> 00:12:54,107 PHYSICAL LAST MONTH. YOU CHECKED 340 00:12:54,141 --> 00:12:58,045 OUT FINE. THIS IS EMOTIONAL. 341 00:12:58,045 --> 00:12:59,379 DON'T ISOLATE YOURSELF, JULES. 342 00:12:59,379 --> 00:13:00,347 TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON WITH 343 00:13:00,347 --> 00:13:01,148 YOU. 344 00:13:01,148 --> 00:13:03,250 Julia: NOTHING. JUST THE USUAL 345 00:13:03,250 --> 00:13:04,952 STRESS STUFF. YOU KNOW, GOING TO 346 00:13:04,952 --> 00:13:08,956 SCHOOL, RAISING A FAMILY. OHH. I 347 00:13:08,989 --> 00:13:10,190 GUESS IT JUST ALL CAUGHT UP WITH 348 00:13:10,223 --> 00:13:11,191 ME. 349 00:13:11,191 --> 00:13:12,125 Sean: AN OUTBREAK OF SHINGLES 350 00:13:12,125 --> 00:13:13,260 USUALLY ACCOMPANIES BIGGER, 351 00:13:13,260 --> 00:13:15,562 LIFE-CHANGING EVENTS--A DEATH, 352 00:13:15,562 --> 00:13:18,598 DIVORCE. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE OF 353 00:13:18,598 --> 00:13:27,240 MATT. THE AVA SITUATION. HEY, 354 00:13:27,240 --> 00:13:30,010 IT'S OK. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS 355 00:13:30,043 --> 00:13:31,411 WHEN YOU RAISE TEENAGE BOYS. YOU 356 00:13:31,444 --> 00:13:34,882 GET STRESSED. YOU'RE GONNA BE-- 357 00:13:34,882 --> 00:13:37,617 Christian: OK. YOU JUST NEED TO 358 00:13:37,617 --> 00:13:39,853 RELAX. ONE DAY WE'LL LOOK BACK 359 00:13:39,853 --> 00:13:41,254 AT THIS AND WE'LL LAUGH. 360 00:13:41,288 --> 00:13:42,990 Liz: YEAH. YOU EXAMINING MY 361 00:13:43,023 --> 00:13:47,160 PANTY LINER. THAT'S HILARIOUS. 362 00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:48,161 Christian: I'M GLAD THAT YOU 363 00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:50,163 CAME TO ME WITH ALL THIS. I WAS 364 00:13:50,163 --> 00:13:51,131 GETTING THE FEELING YOU DIDN'T 365 00:13:51,164 --> 00:13:52,299 WANT ME INVOLVED IN ANY WAY WITH 366 00:13:52,332 --> 00:13:55,268 THIS BABY. 367 00:13:55,268 --> 00:13:58,038 Liz: I WAS IN A BIND. I COULDN'T 368 00:13:58,071 --> 00:13:59,572 GET INTO MY O.B./G.Y.N. UNTIL 369 00:13:59,606 --> 00:14:05,012 TOMORROW. 370 00:14:05,012 --> 00:14:05,946 Christian: GREAT. WELL, I'LL 371 00:14:05,979 --> 00:14:08,315 COME WITH YOU. LET ME KNOW WHAT 372 00:14:08,315 --> 00:14:10,217 TIME THE APPOINTMENT IS. 373 00:14:16,256 --> 00:14:17,490 HOW BAD IS THE OUTBREAK? 374 00:14:17,490 --> 00:14:19,292 Sean: OH, PRETTY SEVERE. I 375 00:14:19,292 --> 00:14:20,327 STARTED HER ON A ROUND OF 376 00:14:20,327 --> 00:14:21,461 ACYCLOVIR AND TOLD HER TO LAY 377 00:14:21,461 --> 00:14:25,098 LOW. I DO UNDERSTAND THE 378 00:14:25,132 --> 00:14:26,466 INTENSITY OF HER REACTION, 379 00:14:26,499 --> 00:14:28,468 THOUGH. JULIA'S NEVER MADE 380 00:14:28,468 --> 00:14:30,570 FRIENDS EASILY, AND THEN WHEN 381 00:14:30,570 --> 00:14:32,239 SHE FINALLY DID LET DOWN HER 382 00:14:32,272 --> 00:14:34,507 GUARD AND INVITED AVA INTO OUR 383 00:14:34,541 --> 00:14:41,548 FAMILY ONLY TO BE BETRAYED-- 384 00:14:41,548 --> 00:14:43,050 AGATHA RIPP DID AT LEAST HAVE 385 00:14:43,050 --> 00:14:45,185 ONE POINT THAT MAKES SENSE. THAT 386 00:14:45,185 --> 00:14:47,654 BIBLE QUOTE. "WATCH OUT FOR 387 00:14:47,654 --> 00:14:49,389 FALSE PROPHETS. THEY COME TO YOU 388 00:14:49,389 --> 00:14:51,158 IN SHEEP'S CLOTHING, BUT 389 00:14:51,158 --> 00:14:53,126 INWARDLY THEY ARE FEROCIOUS 390 00:14:53,126 --> 00:14:58,098 WOLVES." THAT'S WHAT THE DEVIL 391 00:14:58,131 --> 00:15:00,433 IS, YOU KNOW. NOT SOME OBVIOUS 392 00:15:00,467 --> 00:15:02,202 MACHIAVELLIAN FIGURE WITH HORNS 393 00:15:02,202 --> 00:15:04,471 AND A TAIL, BUT A SILENT FOE 394 00:15:04,471 --> 00:15:06,673 DISGUISED AS FRIEND, SOMEONE YOU 395 00:15:06,673 --> 00:15:09,709 TRUST, EVEN LOVE, WHOM YOU LET 396 00:15:09,709 --> 00:15:12,279 INTO YOUR LIFE ONLY TO FIND OUT 397 00:15:12,312 --> 00:15:13,546 TOO LATE THEY'VE MADE A SHAMBLES 398 00:15:13,546 --> 00:15:16,449 OF IT. 399 00:15:16,483 --> 00:15:20,520 [DOOR SWINGS OPEN] 400 00:15:20,520 --> 00:15:24,024 [MONITOR BEEPING] 401 00:15:24,024 --> 00:15:25,993 Liz: OUR PATIENT IS IN TWILIGHT. 402 00:15:26,026 --> 00:15:27,694 THIS IS TAYLOR. HE'LL TAKE IT 403 00:15:27,727 --> 00:15:29,062 FROM HERE. 404 00:15:29,062 --> 00:15:31,398 Sean: I DON'T UNDERSTAND. 405 00:15:31,398 --> 00:15:33,000 Liz: SORRY, SEAN, I JUST DON'T 406 00:15:33,033 --> 00:15:33,967 THINK I'LL BE ABLE TO MAKE IT 407 00:15:34,001 --> 00:15:38,205 THROUGH THE SURGERY. 408 00:15:38,205 --> 00:15:39,406 Sean: WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER? 409 00:15:39,439 --> 00:15:40,507 WE'VE DONE SURGICAL PROCEDURES 410 00:15:40,540 --> 00:15:41,708 ON KIDS BEFORE. 411 00:15:41,708 --> 00:15:43,410 Christian: YEAH, BUT NOT KIDS 412 00:15:43,410 --> 00:15:45,478 WITH CONGENITAL BIRTH DEFECTS. 413 00:15:45,478 --> 00:15:46,579 IF I WAS AN EXPECTANT MOTHER 414 00:15:46,613 --> 00:15:48,215 OVER 40, I PROBABLY WOULDN'T 415 00:15:48,215 --> 00:15:49,749 WANT TO WATCH THIS EITHER. 416 00:15:49,749 --> 00:15:51,418 HIT IT. 417 00:15:57,757 --> 00:15:59,226 [SYMPATHY FOR THE DEVILBY 418 00:15:59,226 --> 00:16:01,228 THE ROLLING STONES PLAYING] 419 00:16:01,228 --> 00:16:02,462 Mick Jagger: * PLEASE ALLOW ME 420 00:16:02,462 --> 00:16:04,998 TO INTRODUCE MYSELF, 421 00:16:04,998 --> 00:16:09,636 I'M A MAN OF WEALTH AND TASTE, 422 00:16:09,636 --> 00:16:11,038 I'VE BEEN AROUND 423 00:16:11,038 --> 00:16:13,373 FOR A LONG, LONG YEAR, 424 00:16:13,373 --> 00:16:15,242 STOLE MANY A MAN'S 425 00:16:15,242 --> 00:16:18,211 SOUL AND FAITH, 426 00:16:18,211 --> 00:16:19,412 AND I WAS 'ROUND 427 00:16:19,412 --> 00:16:21,548 WHEN JESUS CHRIST 428 00:16:21,548 --> 00:16:23,250 HAD HIS MOMENT 429 00:16:23,283 --> 00:16:26,519 OF DOUBT AND PAIN... * 430 00:16:26,519 --> 00:16:27,620 Liz: WE'VE GOT AN EMERGENCY IN 431 00:16:27,654 --> 00:16:29,356 RECOVERY. 432 00:16:29,356 --> 00:16:31,158 Sean: LINDA, CLOSE. 433 00:16:31,158 --> 00:16:32,025 Mick: * WASHED HIS HANDS 434 00:16:32,025 --> 00:16:33,693 AND SEALED HIS FATE * 435 00:16:37,264 --> 00:16:39,366 * PLEASED TO MEET YOU, 436 00:16:39,399 --> 00:16:41,334 HOPE YOU GUESS MY NAME... * 437 00:16:41,334 --> 00:16:43,370 [AGATHA SOBBING] 438 00:16:43,403 --> 00:16:44,737 Sean: SHE MIGHT BE SEPTIC. 439 00:16:44,737 --> 00:16:46,639 Christian: DRAW A CBC. 440 00:16:46,673 --> 00:16:48,241 Mick: * IS THE NATURE 441 00:16:48,241 --> 00:16:49,476 OF MY GAME... * 442 00:16:49,476 --> 00:16:50,410 Sean: HER BLOOD PRESSURE'S 443 00:16:50,410 --> 00:16:51,711 DROPPING. LIZ! 444 00:16:51,711 --> 00:16:52,512 Liz: YEAH? 445 00:16:52,545 --> 00:16:53,413 Sean: I NEED A DOPAMINE DRIP. 446 00:16:53,446 --> 00:16:54,381 Liz: OK! 447 00:16:54,381 --> 00:16:55,782 Sean: AGATHA, WHERE'S THE PAIN? 448 00:16:55,815 --> 00:17:01,421 [AGATHA SOBBING] 449 00:17:01,421 --> 00:17:03,556 GODDAMN IT! 450 00:17:03,556 --> 00:17:05,592 Mick: * WHAT'S PUZZLING YOU 451 00:17:05,625 --> 00:17:08,661 IS THE NATURE OF MY GAME... * 452 00:17:08,661 --> 00:17:09,829 Christian: SEAN, WHAT ARE YOU 453 00:17:09,829 --> 00:17:10,663 DOING? 454 00:17:10,663 --> 00:17:11,631 Sean: WHERE'S THE INSTRUMENT YOU 455 00:17:11,664 --> 00:17:12,599 USED TO DO THIS? WHERE'D YOU 456 00:17:12,632 --> 00:17:14,467 HIDE IT? 457 00:17:14,467 --> 00:17:16,569 Agatha: I DIDN'T DO IT. HE DID 458 00:17:16,569 --> 00:17:17,504 IT. 459 00:17:17,504 --> 00:17:18,671 Liz: THERE WAS NO ONE IN THE 460 00:17:18,671 --> 00:17:20,240 ROOM BUT YOU. 461 00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:23,376 Agatha: JESUS CAME TO ME AGAIN. 462 00:17:23,376 --> 00:17:24,544 I LIED THE FIRST TIME WHEN I 463 00:17:24,544 --> 00:17:27,680 SAID I DID IT MYSELF. OH, GOD, 464 00:17:27,714 --> 00:17:29,716 PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, PLEASE MAKE 465 00:17:29,716 --> 00:17:32,152 IT STOP! 466 00:17:32,185 --> 00:17:36,223 Mick: * WOO-WOO, WOO-WOO, 467 00:17:36,223 --> 00:17:38,725 WOO-WOO, WOO-WOO * 468 00:17:41,094 --> 00:17:43,396 [MONITOR BEEPING] 469 00:17:43,396 --> 00:17:45,698 [RITA CLAIRE PRAYING SOFTLY] 470 00:18:01,248 --> 00:18:02,149 Rita Claire: THANK YOU FOR 471 00:18:02,149 --> 00:18:03,750 CALLING ME. HOW IS SHE? 472 00:18:03,783 --> 00:18:04,751 Sean: SHE'S MEDICATED. SHE WAS 473 00:18:04,784 --> 00:18:07,620 BORDERING ON HYSTERIA. 474 00:18:07,620 --> 00:18:08,655 Rita Claire: DID YOU FIND THE 475 00:18:08,655 --> 00:18:10,157 INSTRUMENT SHE USED TO PUNCTURE 476 00:18:10,157 --> 00:18:12,692 HERSELF? OH, SHE DID IT TO 477 00:18:12,692 --> 00:18:15,662 HERSELF, I KNOW SHE DID. AGATHA 478 00:18:15,662 --> 00:18:19,299 IS SELF-DESTRUCTIVE AND SADLY 479 00:18:19,299 --> 00:18:24,404 TOUCHED BY A MADNESS THAT I FIND 480 00:18:24,437 --> 00:18:27,574 TERRIFYING. MAY WE SPEAK IN 481 00:18:27,574 --> 00:18:29,176 PRIVATE? 482 00:18:34,481 --> 00:18:36,449 WHEN SHE FIRST CAME TO ME AND MY 483 00:18:36,449 --> 00:18:39,486 PROGRAM, I ASKED HER ABOUT THE 484 00:18:39,486 --> 00:18:42,455 CUTS ON HER ARM. SHE TOLD ME SHE 485 00:18:42,489 --> 00:18:44,691 BEGAN SELF-MUTILATION SHORTLY 486 00:18:44,724 --> 00:18:48,195 AFTER HER STEPFATHER RAPED HER. 487 00:18:48,195 --> 00:18:50,863 OH, OTHER GIRLS IN MY PROGRAM 488 00:18:50,863 --> 00:18:52,465 CUT, TOO. AGATHA WAS NOT MY 489 00:18:52,499 --> 00:18:56,303 FIRST. THEY DO IT TO DEFLECT 490 00:18:56,336 --> 00:18:57,570 THE PAIN. 491 00:18:57,570 --> 00:18:58,805 Christian: BUT THEY'RE CREATING 492 00:18:58,805 --> 00:18:59,672 PAIN. 493 00:18:59,672 --> 00:19:01,208 Rita Claire: OH, THE PAIN OF THE 494 00:19:01,241 --> 00:19:02,575 FLESH DOESN'T COMPARE WITH THE 495 00:19:02,609 --> 00:19:04,744 PAIN OF THE SOUL, DR. TROY. 496 00:19:04,744 --> 00:19:05,612 Sean: WHEN I MET WITH 497 00:19:05,612 --> 00:19:06,746 FATHER MALLEY, WHY DIDN'T YOU-- 498 00:19:06,746 --> 00:19:07,614 Rita Claire: SIDE WITH YOU, 499 00:19:07,614 --> 00:19:09,716 DOCTOR? SAY I DIDN'T BELIEVE? 500 00:19:09,749 --> 00:19:11,918 OH, HE'D ONLY CUT MY PROGRAM 501 00:19:11,951 --> 00:19:14,387 FURTHER OUT OF SPITE. 502 00:19:14,387 --> 00:19:15,488 Sean: SISTER, I THINK AGATHA 503 00:19:15,488 --> 00:19:16,689 INJURED HERSELF AGAIN SO SHE 504 00:19:16,689 --> 00:19:18,691 COULD STAY IN YOUR SHELTER. SHE 505 00:19:18,725 --> 00:19:20,260 WAS TERRIFIED OF GOING BACK INTO 506 00:19:20,293 --> 00:19:21,361 THE COUNTY SYSTEM. 507 00:19:21,361 --> 00:19:22,762 Rita Claire: OH, I DON'T BLAME 508 00:19:22,762 --> 00:19:24,664 HER. DOGS AT THE POUND ARE 509 00:19:24,664 --> 00:19:28,235 TREATED BETTER. I FEAR THAT 510 00:19:28,235 --> 00:19:30,337 AGATHA IS NOT A PERSON TO 511 00:19:30,337 --> 00:19:33,640 FATHER MALLEY BUT RATHER A HOLY 512 00:19:33,673 --> 00:19:36,876 RELIC TO SHINE AND DISPLAY, AND 513 00:19:36,909 --> 00:19:39,679 ONLY IF SHE HELPS HIS CAUSE. I 514 00:19:39,679 --> 00:19:41,614 JUST PRAY THAT GOD WILL PROTECT 515 00:19:41,614 --> 00:19:44,651 HER BETTER INTERESTS. IF THERE 516 00:19:44,651 --> 00:19:50,923 IS A GOD ANYMORE. 517 00:19:50,923 --> 00:19:52,359 Sean: THAT'S A RADICAL STATEMENT 518 00:19:52,392 --> 00:19:53,360 COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO'S 519 00:19:53,393 --> 00:19:55,428 DEVOTED HER LIFE TO FAITH. 520 00:19:55,428 --> 00:19:59,532 Rita Claire: YES, WELL... 521 00:19:59,532 --> 00:20:02,769 WHEN YOU SEE GIRLS LIKE AGATHA 522 00:20:02,769 --> 00:20:05,672 RESORTING TO SELF-STABBING TO 523 00:20:05,672 --> 00:20:07,340 ASSURE THEMSELVES PROTECTION AND 524 00:20:07,340 --> 00:20:14,847 FOOD...SHINING HALOS WORN IN 525 00:20:14,881 --> 00:20:19,386 YOUTH TEND TO TARNISH. 526 00:20:19,419 --> 00:20:24,657 [SOBBING] I'M SORRY. 527 00:20:24,657 --> 00:20:26,926 Sean: YOU CAN HELP SAVE AGATHA, 528 00:20:26,926 --> 00:20:28,928 SISTER. YOU CAN STOP HER FROM 529 00:20:28,928 --> 00:20:30,930 CONTINUING TO STAB HERSELF. 530 00:20:30,930 --> 00:20:31,831 Christian: TELL YOUR 531 00:20:31,831 --> 00:20:33,866 PARISHIONERS THAT SHE'S A FRAUD, 532 00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:35,268 THAT IT'S A CONTINUING PATTERN 533 00:20:35,302 --> 00:20:38,671 OF SELF-ABUSE. IF AGATHA CAN'T 534 00:20:38,671 --> 00:20:40,507 BARTER HER STIGMATA FOR 535 00:20:40,507 --> 00:20:41,441 SECURITY, SHE'LL STOP. 536 00:20:41,441 --> 00:20:42,909 Rita Claire: I CAN'T BE PUBLIC 537 00:20:42,909 --> 00:20:47,814 ON THIS, DOCTORS. I CAN'T! HE'LL 538 00:20:47,847 --> 00:20:53,553 CUT MY PROGRAMS COMPLETELY. 539 00:20:53,586 --> 00:20:57,924 [CHRISTIAN EXHALES] 540 00:20:57,924 --> 00:21:02,529 Rita Claire: YOU KNOW...THERE IS 541 00:21:02,529 --> 00:21:06,666 ONE THING YOU COULD DO. CHECK 542 00:21:06,666 --> 00:21:08,701 THE BLOOD COMING FROM AGATHA'S 543 00:21:08,735 --> 00:21:10,370 STIGMATA AGAINST HER OWN BLOOD 544 00:21:10,403 --> 00:21:11,504 TYPE. 545 00:21:11,504 --> 00:21:12,505 Sean: I DON'T UNDERSTAND. 546 00:21:12,505 --> 00:21:13,373 Rita Claire: ACCORDING TO 547 00:21:13,373 --> 00:21:15,742 HISTORICAL TEACHINGS, THE BLOOD 548 00:21:15,742 --> 00:21:18,711 SEEPING FROM A GENUINE STIGMATA 549 00:21:18,745 --> 00:21:19,579 BELONGS TO OUR LORD 550 00:21:19,612 --> 00:21:22,915 JESUS CHRIST. IF AGATHA'S OWN 551 00:21:22,915 --> 00:21:25,985 BLOOD WEEPS FROM HER WOUNDS, 552 00:21:25,985 --> 00:21:28,788 THEN SHE WILL NOT BE RECOGNIZED. 553 00:21:28,788 --> 00:21:30,323 THE INVESTIGATION WILL BE CLOSED 554 00:21:30,357 --> 00:21:33,460 AND THIS MISGUIDED CIRCUS WILL 555 00:21:33,460 --> 00:21:35,762 BE OVER. 556 00:21:45,338 --> 00:21:46,072 Cynthia: YOU WERE RIGHT TO CALL 557 00:21:46,105 --> 00:21:48,908 ABOUT THE SPOTTING. THE VOLUME'S 558 00:21:48,941 --> 00:21:51,478 INCREASING? 559 00:21:51,511 --> 00:21:53,513 Liz: YESTERDAY I HAD 3 STAINS, 560 00:21:53,513 --> 00:21:55,081 TODAY 6. 561 00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:05,492 AM I MISCARRYING? 562 00:22:05,492 --> 00:22:06,493 Cynthia: THERE SEEMS TO BE SOME 563 00:22:06,493 --> 00:22:07,594 BLEEDING WHERE THE PLACENTA'S 564 00:22:07,594 --> 00:22:15,535 FORMING. THERE'S INCREASED 565 00:22:15,535 --> 00:22:17,837 NUCHAL LUCENCY, WHICH, AS YOU 566 00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:18,805 KNOW, COULD BE ASSOCIATED WITH 567 00:22:18,838 --> 00:22:21,408 CHROMOSOMAL ABNORMALITIES 568 00:22:21,441 --> 00:22:24,777 SPECIFIC TO DOWN'S. 569 00:22:24,777 --> 00:22:27,480 Liz: BUT IT MIGHT NOT BE. 570 00:22:27,480 --> 00:22:28,615 Cynthia: UNFORTUNATELY, LIZ, 571 00:22:28,615 --> 00:22:29,582 YOU'RE GONNA BE SWIMMING IN 572 00:22:29,616 --> 00:22:31,918 UNKNOWN WATERS FOR A WHILE. I'M 573 00:22:31,951 --> 00:22:34,954 SORRY. 574 00:22:34,954 --> 00:22:36,689 Liz: I DON'T DO THE UNKNOWN VERY 575 00:22:36,689 --> 00:22:38,725 WELL, CYNTHIA. 576 00:22:38,725 --> 00:22:39,892 Cynthia: BUT THAT'S WHAT BEING A 577 00:22:39,892 --> 00:22:43,563 MOTHER'S ALL ABOUT, LIZ. YOU 578 00:22:43,596 --> 00:22:44,997 SPEND YOUR LIFE TRUSTING IN THE 579 00:22:45,031 --> 00:22:49,769 UNKNOWABLE. 580 00:22:49,769 --> 00:22:51,070 Liz: WHERE DOES THE TRUST COME 581 00:22:51,103 --> 00:22:53,540 FROM? 582 00:22:53,540 --> 00:22:55,742 Cynthia: FAITH. 583 00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:06,853 Agatha: WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? 584 00:23:06,853 --> 00:23:07,920 IT HURTS. 585 00:23:07,954 --> 00:23:08,855 Liz: TO MAKE SURE THERE'S NO 586 00:23:08,888 --> 00:23:09,756 INFECTION. 587 00:23:09,756 --> 00:23:10,690 Agatha: I'VE BEEN TESTED FOR 588 00:23:10,723 --> 00:23:14,494 HIV. I'M NEGATIVE. DON'T KNOW 589 00:23:14,527 --> 00:23:18,765 HOW THAT HAPPENED. 590 00:23:18,765 --> 00:23:20,733 Liz: MAYBE GOD HAS PLANS FOR 591 00:23:20,767 --> 00:23:23,703 YOU, AGATHA. JUST LIKE I LIKE TO 592 00:23:23,736 --> 00:23:27,740 THINK HE HAS PLANS FOR MY BABY. 593 00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:30,810 Agatha: HOW OLD'S YOUR BABY? 594 00:23:30,810 --> 00:23:33,480 Liz: HE'S STILL IN HERE. COUPLE 595 00:23:33,513 --> 00:23:34,647 OF WEEKS. 596 00:23:34,681 --> 00:23:37,149 Liz: WELL, CONGRATULATIONS. 597 00:23:37,149 --> 00:23:38,885 YOU SEEM REAL NURTURING AND ALL. 598 00:23:38,885 --> 00:23:43,456 I BET YOU'LL MAKE A GOOD MOM. I 599 00:23:43,490 --> 00:23:45,992 TRIED TO BE, BUT I SCREWED IT 600 00:23:46,025 --> 00:23:47,627 UP. 601 00:23:47,627 --> 00:23:49,161 Liz: YOU'RE A MOTHER, AGATHA? 602 00:23:49,161 --> 00:23:50,162 Agatha: WELL, THEY TOOK HER FROM 603 00:23:50,162 --> 00:23:53,833 ME, THE STATE, ON ACCOUNT OF SHE 604 00:23:53,833 --> 00:23:54,901 WAS BORN WITH DRUGS IN HER 605 00:23:54,901 --> 00:23:56,536 SYSTEM. THEY SAID SHE COULD'VE 606 00:23:56,536 --> 00:23:58,738 BEEN BORN ALL DEFECTIVE AND THAT 607 00:23:58,771 --> 00:24:01,674 IT WOULD'VE BEEN MY FAULT. 608 00:24:01,708 --> 00:24:08,881 THAT'D BE WORSE THAN DYING. 609 00:24:08,881 --> 00:24:12,552 SHE WAS FINE, THOUGH. SHE WAS SO 610 00:24:12,552 --> 00:24:14,954 BEAUTIFUL. AND I GOT TO HOLD HER 611 00:24:14,987 --> 00:24:18,024 FOR A MINUTE RIGHT WHEN SHE CAME 612 00:24:18,057 --> 00:24:28,668 OUT. SHE ONLY WEIGHED 3 POUNDS. 613 00:24:28,701 --> 00:24:31,003 I'M SORRY. I DON'T MEAN TO 614 00:24:31,003 --> 00:24:34,073 SPREAD MY MISERY. 615 00:24:47,820 --> 00:24:48,821 Liz: I THINK SOMETHING'S WRONG 616 00:24:48,821 --> 00:24:52,291 WITH MY BABY. I CAN FEEL IT. I 617 00:24:52,291 --> 00:24:54,260 KEEP SPOTTING, AND MY DOCTOR 618 00:24:54,260 --> 00:24:55,695 TOLD ME TO HAVE FAITH, AND I'M 619 00:24:55,695 --> 00:24:56,663 TRYING, BUT I NEED A LITTLE 620 00:24:56,696 --> 00:25:03,936 HELP. AGATHA, DO YOU KNOW THE 621 00:25:03,970 --> 00:25:05,705 BIBLE STORY ABOUT THE WOMAN WHO 622 00:25:05,705 --> 00:25:10,843 COULDN'T STOP BLEEDING? THERE 623 00:25:10,843 --> 00:25:13,846 WAS THIS WOMAN WHO SPENT ALL HER 624 00:25:13,846 --> 00:25:17,917 MEANS AND 12 YEARS OF HER LIFE 625 00:25:17,917 --> 00:25:20,252 TRYING TO HEAL FROM 626 00:25:20,252 --> 00:25:23,856 HEMORRHAGING. SHE COULDN'T TOUCH 627 00:25:23,856 --> 00:25:26,959 ANYTHING OR ANYONE BECAUSE THE 628 00:25:26,959 --> 00:25:28,561 OBJECT OF HER TOUCH WOULD BE 629 00:25:28,595 --> 00:25:31,030 DEEMED UNCLEAN. SHE WAS AN 630 00:25:31,063 --> 00:25:33,933 OUTCAST OF SOCIETY. 631 00:25:33,933 --> 00:25:37,003 Agatha: LIKE ME. 632 00:25:37,003 --> 00:25:41,574 Liz: BUT ONE DAY JESUS CAME TO 633 00:25:41,574 --> 00:25:44,711 PREACH, AND THE WOMAN SUDDENLY 634 00:25:44,711 --> 00:25:46,212 REACHED OUT AS HE PASSED AND 635 00:25:46,212 --> 00:25:48,280 TOUCHED THE HEM OF HIS GARMENT. 636 00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:50,082 SHE WAS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE 637 00:25:50,082 --> 00:25:51,550 IN THE CROWD WHO HAD FAITH IN 638 00:25:51,584 --> 00:25:56,222 HIM. AND HER BLEEDING INSTANTLY 639 00:25:56,255 --> 00:26:00,760 STOPPED. AND JESUS SAID TO HER, 640 00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:04,196 "BE OF GOOD COMFORT. THY FAITH 641 00:26:04,230 --> 00:26:10,637 HAS MADE THEE WHOLE." 642 00:26:10,637 --> 00:26:14,741 Agatha: THAT'S A GOOD STORY. 643 00:26:14,741 --> 00:26:18,210 Liz: IS IT A STORY, AGATHA? 644 00:26:28,287 --> 00:26:32,258 Agatha: I'M NOT MAKING IT UP. NO 645 00:26:32,258 --> 00:26:37,664 ONE BELIEVES ME. I FEEL LIKE 646 00:26:37,664 --> 00:26:40,299 JESUS. 647 00:26:40,299 --> 00:26:41,668 Liz: AND I FEEL LIKE THE WOMAN 648 00:26:41,701 --> 00:26:47,907 WHO NEEDS A MIRACLE. PLEASE, I 649 00:26:47,940 --> 00:26:50,309 WANT TO BELIEVE IN YOU, AGATHA. 650 00:26:50,342 --> 00:26:52,311 I NEED TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING 651 00:26:52,311 --> 00:26:55,047 SO BADLY. 652 00:27:15,968 --> 00:27:21,073 Agatha: YOU WERE RIGHT. 653 00:27:21,107 --> 00:27:26,378 IT'S A BOY. 654 00:27:26,378 --> 00:27:27,814 Sean: ALL RELIGIOUS FANATICS 655 00:27:27,814 --> 00:27:30,082 HAVE BEEN CERTIFIABLE. A CENTURY 656 00:27:30,082 --> 00:27:32,051 AGO, THE SUREST WAY TO REACH 657 00:27:32,051 --> 00:27:33,753 SAINTHOOD WOULD BE TO SUCK PUSS 658 00:27:33,753 --> 00:27:35,922 FROM LEPERS. THOSE PEOPLE 659 00:27:35,922 --> 00:27:37,189 PROBABLY WEREN'T TOUCHED BY THE 660 00:27:37,189 --> 00:27:39,125 DIVINE, BUT BY A MAJOR CHROMIUM 661 00:27:39,125 --> 00:27:42,795 DEFICIENCY. YOU GOT AN IMAGE? 662 00:27:42,795 --> 00:27:46,432 Christian: GOT IT. 663 00:27:46,432 --> 00:27:48,034 Sean: NOW, WE HAVE SIMILAR 664 00:27:48,034 --> 00:27:49,468 TROUBLED SOULS IN SEARCH OF 665 00:27:49,468 --> 00:27:51,370 ANSWERS WHO WORSHIP A 666 00:27:51,370 --> 00:27:53,272 PROSTITUTE. THESE PEOPLE NEED 667 00:27:53,272 --> 00:27:55,875 ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, NOT RELIGION. 668 00:28:07,219 --> 00:28:09,088 Sean: WHAT? IS THE SAMPLE 669 00:28:09,088 --> 00:28:12,992 COMPROMISED? 670 00:28:12,992 --> 00:28:19,265 Christian: THE SAMPLE'S FINE. 671 00:28:19,265 --> 00:28:25,404 IT'S NOT AGATHA'S BLOOD, SEAN. 672 00:28:25,404 --> 00:28:28,841 [BELL CHIMES] 673 00:28:33,412 --> 00:28:37,750 Agatha: HOW'S THE BLEEDING? 674 00:28:37,750 --> 00:28:40,286 Liz: IT STOPPED. 675 00:28:40,286 --> 00:28:41,854 Agatha: AFTER I TOUCHED YOU? 676 00:28:41,854 --> 00:28:49,862 Liz: YES. YES. 677 00:28:49,862 --> 00:28:53,532 Agatha: PRAISE BE TO GOD. 678 00:28:53,532 --> 00:28:58,404 Liz: WHEREVER SHE IS. 679 00:28:58,404 --> 00:28:59,338 Agatha: DO YOU PROMISE ME 680 00:28:59,338 --> 00:29:00,339 THEY'RE NOT SENDING ME BACK TO 681 00:29:00,339 --> 00:29:01,307 THAT COUNTY PLACE? 682 00:29:01,307 --> 00:29:02,508 Malley: YOU'RE COMING WITH US, 683 00:29:02,508 --> 00:29:11,117 AGATHA. WE'VE MISSED YOU. 684 00:29:11,117 --> 00:29:13,185 Agatha: I GET TO STAY THERE FOR 685 00:29:13,185 --> 00:29:14,320 A WHILE, RIGHT? 686 00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:17,356 Malley: YES. YOU HAVE A SAFE 687 00:29:17,356 --> 00:29:22,128 HAVEN, MY DEAR. I'LL NEED THE 688 00:29:22,128 --> 00:29:24,897 EVIDENCE BEFORE I LEAVE, PLEASE. 689 00:29:24,897 --> 00:29:26,265 IT'S BEEN REQUESTED BY A HIGHER 690 00:29:26,265 --> 00:29:27,099 AUTHORITY. 691 00:29:27,099 --> 00:29:28,067 Sean: I WON'T FEED ANY OF YOUR 692 00:29:28,067 --> 00:29:29,335 FRENZY, FATHER. I'M SORRY. WE 693 00:29:29,335 --> 00:29:31,570 WON'T RELEASE THAT INFORMATION. 694 00:29:31,570 --> 00:29:32,805 Malley: BECAUSE YOUR SCIENCE 695 00:29:32,805 --> 00:29:34,807 WASN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO DISPUTE 696 00:29:34,807 --> 00:29:38,811 FAITH? THAT'S FINE. PROOF OF HIS 697 00:29:38,811 --> 00:29:41,013 EXISTENCE WILL NEVER MANIFEST 698 00:29:41,013 --> 00:29:43,249 ITSELF THROUGH SCIENCE, BUT HE 699 00:29:43,249 --> 00:29:45,384 COMMUNICATES THROUGH SIGNS IN 700 00:29:45,384 --> 00:29:46,385 FRONT OF US EVERY DAY, 701 00:29:46,385 --> 00:29:48,955 DR. McNAMARA. YOU JUST HAVE TO 702 00:29:48,955 --> 00:29:54,126 KNOW HOW TO READ THEM. COME WITH 703 00:29:54,126 --> 00:29:57,263 ME, AGATHA. 704 00:30:20,953 --> 00:30:21,587 Sean: YOU WANT TO RUN HER 705 00:30:21,587 --> 00:30:22,855 BLOOD WORK AGAIN? 706 00:30:22,855 --> 00:30:23,856 Christian: I'VE ALREADY DONE IT 707 00:30:23,856 --> 00:30:27,526 TWICE, SEAN. I'LL RUN THE 708 00:30:27,526 --> 00:30:28,527 ANTIBODY. 709 00:30:28,527 --> 00:30:32,298 Sean: ALL RIGHT. 710 00:30:32,298 --> 00:30:33,365 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 711 00:30:33,365 --> 00:30:35,001 Nurse: A DR. ADAMS FOR YOU ON 712 00:30:35,001 --> 00:30:38,404 LINE 2. 713 00:30:38,404 --> 00:30:42,008 [BELL CHIMING] 714 00:31:25,918 --> 00:31:30,056 Cynthia: ARE YOU SURE? 715 00:31:30,056 --> 00:31:31,390 Liz: ARE YOU? 716 00:31:59,085 --> 00:32:00,286 Cynthia: RELAX. 717 00:32:07,726 --> 00:32:09,628 Cynthia: RELAX. 718 00:32:19,972 --> 00:32:22,674 [MACHINE WHIRRING] 719 00:32:39,391 --> 00:32:41,160 Julia: HEY. 720 00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:42,494 Sean: HOW ARE THEY? 721 00:32:42,494 --> 00:32:43,996 Julia: THEY'RE SCABBING UP. 722 00:32:43,996 --> 00:32:45,231 Sean: GOOD. THAT MEANS THEY'RE 723 00:32:45,231 --> 00:32:51,670 HEALING. I'M GONNA GRAB A BEER, 724 00:32:51,670 --> 00:32:52,604 AND THEN LET'S GO OUT FOR 725 00:32:52,604 --> 00:32:56,508 DINNER. BEEN A ROUGH DAY. 726 00:33:16,195 --> 00:33:18,397 Julia: WHAT'S WRONG? WHY WAS 727 00:33:18,397 --> 00:33:21,233 YOUR DAY SO TOUGH? 728 00:33:21,233 --> 00:33:22,101 Sean: THE PATIENT WE'RE 729 00:33:22,101 --> 00:33:24,136 TREATING, AGATHA RIPP. I'VE 730 00:33:24,136 --> 00:33:25,737 TURNED MY OFFICE UPSIDE DOWN 731 00:33:25,737 --> 00:33:27,306 AND I CAN'T FIND THE INSTRUMENT 732 00:33:27,306 --> 00:33:30,676 SHE'S USING TO PUNCTURE HERSELF. 733 00:33:30,676 --> 00:33:33,279 THEN WE RAN A BLOOD TEST. THE 734 00:33:33,279 --> 00:33:34,513 BLOOD COMING OUT OF HER WOUND 735 00:33:34,513 --> 00:33:37,583 ISN'T HERS. I KNOW THERE'S A 736 00:33:37,583 --> 00:33:39,618 REASONABLE EXPLANATION BEHIND 737 00:33:39,618 --> 00:33:40,652 ALL OF THIS, BUT IT'S BUGGING 738 00:33:40,652 --> 00:33:41,653 THE SHIT OUT OF ME THAT I CAN'T 739 00:33:41,653 --> 00:33:46,325 PINPOINT IT. DEFIES ALL LOGIC. 740 00:33:46,325 --> 00:33:49,095 Julia: SOMETIMES, SEAN, YOU HAVE 741 00:33:49,095 --> 00:33:50,596 TO BE WILLING TO GIVE INTO THE 742 00:33:50,596 --> 00:33:52,098 UNKNOWN. 743 00:33:52,098 --> 00:33:54,300 Sean: NO, I DON'T. I'M A DOCTOR. 744 00:33:54,300 --> 00:34:01,607 EVERY SYMPTOM HAS A CAUSE. 745 00:34:01,607 --> 00:34:02,674 Julia: HOW MUCH DO YOU BELIEVE 746 00:34:02,674 --> 00:34:04,076 IN US, SEAN? 747 00:34:04,076 --> 00:34:05,444 Sean: HONEY, WHAT'S WRONG? 748 00:34:05,444 --> 00:34:06,678 Julia: NO, PLEASE, ANSWER ME. 749 00:34:06,678 --> 00:34:09,148 I NEED TO KNOW. 750 00:34:09,148 --> 00:34:11,583 Sean: I DON'T UNDERSTAND. 751 00:34:11,583 --> 00:34:12,651 Julia: IF YOU BELIEVE IN US, 752 00:34:12,651 --> 00:34:15,787 SEAN--IF YOU BELIEVE IN OUR LOVE 753 00:34:15,787 --> 00:34:17,589 THE WAY I DO--THEN IT CAN 754 00:34:17,589 --> 00:34:19,825 OVERRIDE EVERYTHING, EVEN THE 755 00:34:19,825 --> 00:34:20,792 TRUTH. 756 00:34:20,792 --> 00:34:24,630 Sean: THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT? 757 00:34:24,630 --> 00:34:31,270 Julia: THE TRUTH ABOUT MATT. 758 00:34:31,270 --> 00:34:36,508 Sean: IS HE SICK? 759 00:34:36,508 --> 00:34:38,577 Julia: HE'S NOT YOUR SON. 760 00:34:45,251 --> 00:34:47,486 Sean: [NERVOUS LAUGH] WHAT ARE 761 00:34:47,486 --> 00:34:51,690 YOU TALKING ABOUT? I WAS THERE 762 00:34:51,690 --> 00:34:53,659 WHEN HE WAS CONCEIVED. I PULLED 763 00:34:53,659 --> 00:34:59,898 HIM OUT OF YOU WHEN HE WAS BORN. 764 00:34:59,898 --> 00:35:02,401 HE'S EVERYTHING LIKE ME. HE'S 765 00:35:02,401 --> 00:35:03,535 TOO EMOTIONALLY SHUT OFF. HE'S 766 00:35:03,535 --> 00:35:05,737 TOO IN HIS HEAD. HE'S--THIS 767 00:35:05,737 --> 00:35:08,140 THING WITH AVA IS COMPLETELY 768 00:35:08,140 --> 00:35:09,575 NON-McNAMARA LIKE, I'LL GIVE 769 00:35:09,575 --> 00:35:12,711 YOU THAT. IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE 770 00:35:12,711 --> 00:35:17,316 TRYING TO SAY? 771 00:35:17,316 --> 00:35:18,417 IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE SAYING?! 772 00:35:18,417 --> 00:35:19,385 Julia: I DIDN'T MEAN TO-- 773 00:35:19,385 --> 00:35:20,152 Sean: JUST ANSWER ME! 774 00:35:20,152 --> 00:35:23,889 I AM MATT'S FATHER! 775 00:35:23,889 --> 00:35:30,362 Julia: CHRISTIAN IS. 776 00:35:30,362 --> 00:35:36,235 Sean: THAT'S NOT TRUE. CHRISTIAN 777 00:35:36,235 --> 00:35:37,169 AND YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN 778 00:35:37,169 --> 00:35:41,440 TOGETHER. MATT LOOKS LIKE ME! 779 00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:44,276 YOU'RE LYING! WHY ARE YOU DOING 780 00:35:44,276 --> 00:35:44,910 THIS TO ME? 781 00:35:44,910 --> 00:35:46,345 Julia: BECAUSE I CAN'T LIVE WITH 782 00:35:46,345 --> 00:35:49,515 THIS ANY LONGER! 783 00:35:49,515 --> 00:35:51,517 Sean: THIS IS NOT TRUE. 784 00:35:51,517 --> 00:35:54,186 Julia: I SLEPT WITH HIM ONCE. 785 00:35:54,186 --> 00:35:57,589 ONE TIME. 786 00:35:57,589 --> 00:35:59,191 Sean: WHEN? 787 00:35:59,191 --> 00:36:02,228 Julia: I WENT TO HIM. I WAS 788 00:36:02,228 --> 00:36:03,462 AFRAID. 789 00:36:03,462 --> 00:36:04,730 Sean: YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME. 790 00:36:04,730 --> 00:36:06,198 YOU SAID YOU WANTED ME. 791 00:36:06,198 --> 00:36:09,201 Julia: I DID. I DO. BUT IT WAS 792 00:36:09,201 --> 00:36:11,337 17 YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS A GIRL 793 00:36:11,337 --> 00:36:13,272 AND I'D ONLY BEEN WITH ONE MAN, 794 00:36:13,272 --> 00:36:15,407 YOU, AND I WAS TERRIFIED THAT I 795 00:36:15,407 --> 00:36:16,508 WAS MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING. 796 00:36:16,508 --> 00:36:17,409 Sean: STOP TALKING! JUST SHUT 797 00:36:17,409 --> 00:36:17,976 YOUR MOUTH! 798 00:36:17,976 --> 00:36:20,712 Julia: I HAVE TO SAY THIS! 799 00:36:20,712 --> 00:36:24,216 I WENT TO HIM. WE HAD SEX ONE 800 00:36:24,216 --> 00:36:26,718 TIME. 801 00:36:26,718 --> 00:36:28,920 Sean: CHRISTIAN WOULD NEVER DO 802 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,589 THAT TO ME. HE'S LIKE MY 803 00:36:30,589 --> 00:36:31,357 BROTHER. 804 00:36:31,357 --> 00:36:33,725 Julia: I DIDN'T KNOW, SEAN. 805 00:36:33,725 --> 00:36:36,362 ALL THESE YEARS, I DIDN'T KNOW. 806 00:36:36,362 --> 00:36:37,763 AND THEN I COULDN'T LIVE WITH 807 00:36:37,763 --> 00:36:39,465 THE NOT KNOWING ANYMORE, AND I 808 00:36:39,465 --> 00:36:43,001 TOOK THE TEST. I LOVE YOU! 809 00:36:43,001 --> 00:36:45,771 ONLY YOU! 810 00:36:45,771 --> 00:36:48,507 Sean: ALL THIS TIME IT'S BEEN 811 00:36:48,507 --> 00:36:50,642 A LIE? MY WIFE HAS BEEN A LIE? 812 00:36:50,642 --> 00:36:54,513 Julia: NO, THAT'S NOT TRUE. 813 00:36:54,513 --> 00:37:01,853 Sean: [GAGGING] 814 00:37:01,853 --> 00:37:04,256 YOU GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! 815 00:37:04,256 --> 00:37:05,557 Julia: SEAN, PLEASE! 816 00:37:05,557 --> 00:37:06,892 Sean: YOU'RE WEAK, YOU'VE ALWAYS 817 00:37:06,892 --> 00:37:08,260 BEEN WEAK, AND I GAVE YOU MY 818 00:37:08,260 --> 00:37:09,461 WHOLE LIFE TO MAKE YOU STRONG, 819 00:37:09,461 --> 00:37:16,402 AND I WANT YOU OUT! GET OUT! 820 00:37:38,657 --> 00:37:38,890 [SOBBING] 821 00:37:55,374 --> 00:37:57,543 [WATER RUNNING] 822 00:37:57,543 --> 00:37:59,411 Christian: WE NEED TO TALK. 823 00:37:59,411 --> 00:38:02,047 Liz: ABOUT WHAT? 824 00:38:02,047 --> 00:38:03,449 Christian: [SIGHS] IF YOU WANT 825 00:38:03,449 --> 00:38:04,383 TO GO THROUGH THIS PREGNANCY ON 826 00:38:04,383 --> 00:38:07,553 YOUR OWN, FINE, BUT WHEN WE HAVE 827 00:38:07,553 --> 00:38:10,456 THIS CHILD, I HAVE RIGHTS. I 828 00:38:10,456 --> 00:38:11,390 WANT TO SEE IT. I WANT TO SPEND 829 00:38:11,390 --> 00:38:13,892 TIME WITH IT. YOU CAN'T SHUT ME 830 00:38:13,892 --> 00:38:15,861 OUT FOREVER, LIZ. THAT WASN'T 831 00:38:15,861 --> 00:38:18,464 THE ARRANGEMENT. 832 00:38:18,464 --> 00:38:20,632 Liz: THERE WAS NO ARRANGEMENT, 833 00:38:20,632 --> 00:38:24,069 LEGAL OR OTHERWISE. THERE 834 00:38:24,069 --> 00:38:27,439 PROBABLY SHOULD HAVE BEEN, BUT 835 00:38:27,439 --> 00:38:30,809 WE WERE WINGING IT. 836 00:38:30,809 --> 00:38:32,444 Christian: WERE? 837 00:38:38,049 --> 00:38:42,388 [TURNS OFF WATER] 838 00:38:42,388 --> 00:38:47,393 Christian: YOU MISCARRIED? 839 00:38:47,393 --> 00:38:51,062 Liz: IT WASN'T A MISCARRIAGE. 840 00:38:51,062 --> 00:38:51,963 Christian: YOU GOT RID OF OUR 841 00:38:51,963 --> 00:38:54,700 BABY AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME? 842 00:38:54,700 --> 00:38:57,068 Liz: IT'S MY BODY, CHRISTIAN, 843 00:38:57,068 --> 00:38:59,638 AND IT WAS GONNA BE MY BURDEN. 844 00:38:59,638 --> 00:39:02,674 SO SAVE ME THE LECTURE. I KNOW 845 00:39:02,674 --> 00:39:06,144 YOU. CARS, WOMEN, HOMES, BABIES, 846 00:39:06,144 --> 00:39:09,681 YOU LIKE EVERYTHING PRETTY. 847 00:39:09,681 --> 00:39:10,849 I HARDLY THINK YOU'D BE EQUALLY 848 00:39:10,849 --> 00:39:12,684 DEVOTED TO A CHILD THAT 849 00:39:12,684 --> 00:39:13,952 EVERYBODY WAS GONNA STARE AT 850 00:39:13,952 --> 00:39:16,087 NOT BECAUSE IT WAS CUTE, BUT 851 00:39:16,087 --> 00:39:18,990 BECAUSE IT HAD A BIRTH DEFECT. 852 00:39:31,069 --> 00:39:31,970 Christian: I WOULD HAVE LOVED 853 00:39:31,970 --> 00:39:37,108 THAT KID...NO MATTER WHAT. 854 00:39:37,108 --> 00:39:41,046 I WOULD HAVE HELPED YOU. 855 00:39:41,046 --> 00:39:42,581 IT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFICULT, 856 00:39:42,581 --> 00:39:44,650 BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE. 857 00:39:44,650 --> 00:39:45,917 Liz: BUT I DIDN'T HAVE THAT 858 00:39:45,917 --> 00:39:49,788 FAITH, CHRISTIAN. I LOOKED DEEP 859 00:39:49,788 --> 00:39:51,923 WITHIN MYSELF AND ALL I SAW WAS 860 00:39:51,923 --> 00:39:54,526 DOUBT. I DIDN'T BELIEVE THAT I 861 00:39:54,526 --> 00:39:55,894 COULD TAKE CARE OF A CHALLENGED 862 00:39:55,894 --> 00:39:57,829 CHILD WHEN I FEEL SO CHALLENGED 863 00:39:57,829 --> 00:40:01,066 AND CONFLICTED. THE ONLY FAITH 864 00:40:01,066 --> 00:40:03,469 I HAD AT THE END OF THE DAY WAS 865 00:40:03,469 --> 00:40:06,137 MY GUT FEELING THAT I COULDN'T 866 00:40:06,137 --> 00:40:08,940 DO IT. 867 00:40:08,940 --> 00:40:12,878 [SOBBING] 868 00:40:15,847 --> 00:40:16,815 Christian: IF YOU DIDN'T WANT 869 00:40:16,815 --> 00:40:20,085 A CO-PARENT WHO HAD EQUAL SAY 870 00:40:20,085 --> 00:40:21,820 IN WHETHER HIS KID LIVED OR 871 00:40:21,820 --> 00:40:25,023 DIED, WHY DIDN'T YOU MAKE IT 872 00:40:25,023 --> 00:40:26,958 EASIER ON EVERYBODY AND GO TO 873 00:40:26,958 --> 00:40:28,694 A GODDAMN SPERM BANK? 874 00:40:28,694 --> 00:40:30,562 Liz: I WANTED PROOF THAT MY 875 00:40:30,562 --> 00:40:32,831 CHILD HAD AT LEAST ONE PARENT 876 00:40:32,831 --> 00:40:35,467 WHO WAS BEAUTIFUL. IT MAKES LIFE 877 00:40:35,467 --> 00:40:39,805 EASIER, OR HAVEN'T YOU NOTICED? 878 00:40:41,973 --> 00:40:42,941 Christian: THAT'S ALL I WAS TO 879 00:40:42,941 --> 00:40:46,912 YOU? A GODDAMN PRETTY FACE? 880 00:40:46,912 --> 00:40:48,614 THAT'S ALL YOU WANTED FROM ME? 881 00:40:48,614 --> 00:40:50,015 Liz: A GUARANTEE OF BEAUTY'S 882 00:40:50,015 --> 00:40:51,583 SOMETHING I SO DESPERATELY 883 00:40:51,583 --> 00:40:56,221 WANTED AND NEVER HAD. 884 00:40:56,221 --> 00:41:02,561 I'M ASHAMED TO SAY IT, BUT YES. 885 00:41:04,963 --> 00:41:09,935 Liz: OHH! AAH! OHH! 886 00:41:09,935 --> 00:41:11,703 SEAN, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! OHH! 887 00:41:11,703 --> 00:41:18,577 SEAN! SEAN, NO! 888 00:41:18,577 --> 00:41:21,647 Sean: I LOVED YOU THE MOST. 889 00:41:29,888 --> 00:41:33,525 [BELL CHIMING] 890 00:42:30,916 --> 00:42:34,720 Agatha: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 891 00:42:34,720 --> 00:42:35,654 Sean: I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO 892 00:42:35,654 --> 00:42:40,358 PRAY. 893 00:42:40,358 --> 00:42:41,226 Agatha: BUT YOU'RE NOT A 894 00:42:41,226 --> 00:42:43,662 BELIEVER. 895 00:42:43,662 --> 00:42:44,329 Sean: ALL OF THE THINGS 896 00:42:44,329 --> 00:42:50,135 I BELIEVED IN WERE LIES. 897 00:42:50,135 --> 00:42:51,770 I PUT MY FAITH IN THINGS 898 00:42:51,770 --> 00:43:02,180 I DISMISSED, THINGS I DOUBTED. 899 00:43:02,180 --> 00:43:09,120 HELP ME UNDERSTAND. PLEASE. 900 00:43:09,120 --> 00:43:10,121 Agatha: YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE COME 901 00:43:10,121 --> 00:43:15,794 FOR ME. I CAN'T GUIDE YOU. 902 00:43:15,794 --> 00:43:16,795 I CAN'T. 903 00:43:16,795 --> 00:43:17,763 Sean: BUT IF ANYBODY SHOULD HAVE 904 00:43:17,763 --> 00:43:20,866 FORSAKEN GOD, IT'S YOU. AFTER 905 00:43:20,866 --> 00:43:23,168 WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH. WHAT 906 00:43:23,168 --> 00:43:26,237 YOU'VE SEEN. TELL ME HOW YOU 907 00:43:26,237 --> 00:43:27,706 DIDN'T. 908 00:43:27,706 --> 00:43:29,908 Agatha: I DID FORSAKE HIM. 909 00:43:29,908 --> 00:43:36,982 A WEEK AGO. BUT NOW... 910 00:43:36,982 --> 00:43:40,218 LOOK AT ALL THOSE PEOPLE. 911 00:43:40,218 --> 00:43:43,855 ALL HERE BECAUSE OF ME, THEIR 912 00:43:43,855 --> 00:43:50,762 FAITH RENEWED. BUT YOU WERE 913 00:43:50,762 --> 00:43:51,897 RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING, 914 00:43:51,897 --> 00:43:57,435 DR. McNAMARA. 915 00:43:57,435 --> 00:43:59,805 I'M A FRAUD. 916 00:44:05,744 --> 00:44:08,814 IT WAS THE SISTER'S IDEA, AND 917 00:44:08,814 --> 00:44:12,450 FATHER MALLEY WASN'T INVOLVED. 918 00:44:12,450 --> 00:44:13,384 THEY WERE GONNA CLOSE THIS 919 00:44:13,384 --> 00:44:14,753 ARCHDIOCESE 'CAUSE OF POOR 920 00:44:14,753 --> 00:44:17,689 ATTENDANCE. SISTER RITA CLAIRE'S 921 00:44:17,689 --> 00:44:19,057 PROGRAMS, THEY WOULD ALL BE OVER 922 00:44:19,057 --> 00:44:26,397 THEN. SO SHE TALKED TO ME. 923 00:44:26,397 --> 00:44:28,166 SHE TOLD ME I COULD STAY HERE 924 00:44:28,166 --> 00:44:30,769 AND BE SAFE FOR AS LONG AS I 925 00:44:30,769 --> 00:44:33,805 WANTED IF I WOULD LET HER DO 926 00:44:33,805 --> 00:44:42,714 IT. SO I DID. AND NOW EVERYBODY 927 00:44:42,714 --> 00:44:46,785 GETS WHAT THEY WANT. MOSTLY 928 00:44:46,785 --> 00:44:53,491 THEM. 'CAUSE GOING THROUGH LIFE 929 00:44:53,491 --> 00:44:55,226 WITH NO FAITH IN ANYTHING IS 930 00:44:55,226 --> 00:44:56,762 THE WORST HELL OF ALL, DON'T 931 00:44:56,762 --> 00:45:03,301 YOU THINK? SO GOD BLESS THEM. 932 00:45:03,301 --> 00:45:07,172 GOD BLESS THEM ALL. 933 00:45:07,172 --> 00:45:12,310 Sean: YOU STABBED YOURSELF? 934 00:45:12,310 --> 00:45:16,181 Agatha: I COULDN'T DO IT. 935 00:45:16,181 --> 00:45:18,349 THE SISTER DID IT. THAT ONE TIME 936 00:45:18,349 --> 00:45:19,284 YOU WERE IN SURGERY, IT WAS 937 00:45:19,284 --> 00:45:23,221 PLANNED. SHE SNUCK IN, HAMMERED 938 00:45:23,221 --> 00:45:26,391 THE NAIL THROUGH MY FEET, LEFT 939 00:45:26,391 --> 00:45:27,826 HER OWN BLOOD. 940 00:45:34,766 --> 00:45:40,338 Rita Claire: COME ALONG, AGATHA. 941 00:45:40,338 --> 00:45:46,177 Agatha: I'M SO SORRY. 942 00:45:46,177 --> 00:45:49,314 Sean: PLEASE...I NEED TO BELIEVE 943 00:45:49,314 --> 00:45:54,920 IN SOMETHING. 944 00:45:54,920 --> 00:46:02,293 Agatha: DON'T YOU GET IT? 945 00:46:02,293 --> 00:46:03,929 THERE IS NOTHING TO BELIEVE IN 946 00:46:03,929 --> 00:46:06,364 ANYMORE. 947 00:46:30,455 --> 00:46:32,057 [CAPTIONED BY THE NATIONAL 948 00:46:32,057 --> 00:46:33,458 CAPTIONING INSTITUTE 949 00:46:33,458 --> 00:46:35,360 --www.ncicap.org--]