1 00:00:02,785 --> 00:00:04,961 Let the tale seduce you, 2 00:00:05,092 --> 00:00:07,398 just as I was seduced. 3 00:00:07,529 --> 00:00:08,747 Ah! 4 00:00:08,878 --> 00:00:10,271 You like to watch? 5 00:00:11,750 --> 00:00:14,231 Of course. 6 00:00:14,362 --> 00:00:15,406 We were equals. 7 00:00:15,537 --> 00:00:17,408 And then, Claudia. 8 00:00:17,539 --> 00:00:18,801 No! Don't! 9 00:00:18,931 --> 00:00:20,455 Aah! 10 00:00:20,585 --> 00:00:22,674 Embrace what you are! 11 00:00:22,805 --> 00:00:24,154 You are a killer, Louis! 12 00:01:55,506 --> 00:01:58,074 They don't like it when her shot is late. 13 00:01:58,205 --> 00:01:59,815 No, I understand. 14 00:01:59,945 --> 00:02:01,338 But because I'm new 15 00:02:01,469 --> 00:02:04,254 and taking over for Dr. Stevens, 16 00:02:04,385 --> 00:02:07,605 it's just hard to believe this is my patient. 17 00:02:07,736 --> 00:02:09,346 I mean, the file is so thick, I assumed she was elderly. 18 00:02:09,477 --> 00:02:11,305 She's 47, 19 00:02:11,435 --> 00:02:12,654 she is your patient, 20 00:02:12,784 --> 00:02:15,918 and she needs her Thorazine shot now. 21 00:02:22,664 --> 00:02:25,188 Before I give her her shot, 22 00:02:25,319 --> 00:02:27,973 I really should review her file. 23 00:03:27,076 --> 00:03:28,164 Where did he go, 24 00:03:28,295 --> 00:03:29,600 the... the man 25 00:03:29,731 --> 00:03:31,341 that was just talking to her? 26 00:03:32,429 --> 00:03:33,691 What man? 27 00:03:38,696 --> 00:03:40,872 I need a moment alone with my patient... 28 00:03:41,003 --> 00:03:42,222 please. 29 00:04:01,023 --> 00:04:02,677 What happened to you? 30 00:04:49,811 --> 00:04:53,031 I can taste those martinis from here. 31 00:04:53,162 --> 00:04:55,295 I'm trying a new gin from Japan. 32 00:04:55,425 --> 00:04:56,731 Oh. 33 00:04:59,603 --> 00:05:01,953 I was telling the Uber man about you. 34 00:05:02,084 --> 00:05:03,607 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 35 00:05:03,738 --> 00:05:06,436 And he said, if she's such a fancy doctor, 36 00:05:06,567 --> 00:05:08,917 why does she live on a boat like a dropout? 37 00:05:09,047 --> 00:05:11,920 Did you tell him, so I can travel the globe, 38 00:05:12,050 --> 00:05:13,574 searching for home? 39 00:05:14,662 --> 00:05:15,967 I'm your home. 40 00:05:16,098 --> 00:05:17,142 I know. 41 00:05:17,273 --> 00:05:18,405 Hi. 42 00:05:18,535 --> 00:05:21,103 Happy adoption day, my sweet girl. 43 00:05:26,064 --> 00:05:27,979 So, Joey, you're gonna go to sleep. 44 00:05:28,110 --> 00:05:30,199 When you wake up, you'll already be feeling better. 45 00:05:32,723 --> 00:05:35,378 Is it really bad, what I have? 46 00:05:35,509 --> 00:05:37,380 All the grown-ups are freaking out. 47 00:05:38,860 --> 00:05:40,427 I'm a grown-up 48 00:05:40,557 --> 00:05:41,950 and a doctor and your surgeon. 49 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:43,430 Am I freaking out? 50 00:05:43,560 --> 00:05:44,605 Is Maya freaking out? 51 00:05:44,735 --> 00:05:46,607 I'm definitely not freaking out. 52 00:05:46,737 --> 00:05:48,217 You know why? 53 00:05:48,348 --> 00:05:49,610 Dr. Fielding's made me believe in magic. 54 00:05:49,740 --> 00:05:51,046 She's that good. 55 00:05:52,439 --> 00:05:54,049 I have very good instincts. 56 00:05:54,179 --> 00:05:56,007 And right now, my instincts are telling me 57 00:05:56,138 --> 00:05:57,487 that you're gonna be just fine. 58 00:06:08,106 --> 00:06:09,064 I'm taking this one. 59 00:06:09,194 --> 00:06:10,413 You'll assist. 60 00:06:10,544 --> 00:06:12,328 What? He's my patient. 61 00:06:12,459 --> 00:06:14,069 That's why you're assisting. 62 00:06:14,199 --> 00:06:16,854 The board decided to sit in on a procedure today. 63 00:06:16,985 --> 00:06:18,769 They're interested in pediatrics 64 00:06:18,900 --> 00:06:21,206 and, of course, seeing their chief of surgery in action. 65 00:06:21,337 --> 00:06:24,253 OK, except that I'm worried that position 66 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:25,776 will worsen his bleed. 67 00:06:25,907 --> 00:06:27,430 I suspect his AVM is above the ventricle. 68 00:06:27,561 --> 00:06:28,997 You suspect? 69 00:06:29,127 --> 00:06:30,781 I know you don't know. 70 00:06:30,912 --> 00:06:32,435 His bleed was so sudden, we didn't have time to image him. 71 00:06:32,566 --> 00:06:34,263 Dr. Keck, I'm just remembering 72 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:36,221 that AVM of yours last month, 73 00:06:36,352 --> 00:06:40,051 how you put the patient prone, used a far lateral approach. 74 00:06:40,182 --> 00:06:41,357 That was smart. - Is this really the time 75 00:06:41,488 --> 00:06:42,663 to be arguing, Dr. Fielding? 76 00:06:42,793 --> 00:06:44,708 I feel strongly that this is the wrong way in. 77 00:06:44,839 --> 00:06:46,754 I'm concerned if we don't flip him 78 00:06:46,884 --> 00:06:47,929 that he could have another... 79 00:06:48,059 --> 00:06:49,452 - Oh, shit. He's got another bleed. 80 00:06:49,583 --> 00:06:51,062 - OK. - Get him on his side now. 81 00:06:51,193 --> 00:06:53,891 Towards you. 1, 2, 3. 82 00:06:54,022 --> 00:06:54,892 Oh, my God. 83 00:06:55,023 --> 00:06:56,546 I told you Keck was a menace. 84 00:06:56,677 --> 00:06:58,200 If you hadn't been there... - Shh! 85 00:06:58,330 --> 00:07:00,942 Keep your voice down. 86 00:07:01,072 --> 00:07:04,902 I was there, and that boy's gonna be OK, so... 87 00:07:05,033 --> 00:07:07,296 So he operates on adults all day, not children. 88 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:08,776 So he should have been following your lead 89 00:07:08,906 --> 00:07:10,952 instead of making you tiptoe around him, 90 00:07:11,082 --> 00:07:12,867 trying not to puncture his precious ego. 91 00:07:12,997 --> 00:07:15,391 If I'd openly made him look like an ass, 92 00:07:15,522 --> 00:07:17,175 it would have been much worse. 93 00:07:17,306 --> 00:07:18,916 And that's a win? 94 00:07:19,047 --> 00:07:21,179 How can you be so calm every time he does this to you? 95 00:07:21,310 --> 00:07:24,835 Because getting angry won't help my patients. 96 00:07:24,966 --> 00:07:26,402 Yeah, but it might help you. 97 00:07:26,533 --> 00:07:27,708 Yeah, or get me fired. 98 00:07:27,838 --> 00:07:30,624 No way. If you go, I go. 99 00:07:30,754 --> 00:07:32,756 - Listen. Someday I'll have Keck's job. 100 00:07:32,887 --> 00:07:34,323 And when I do and you have my job, 101 00:07:34,454 --> 00:07:36,151 you will never have to do what I just did. 102 00:07:36,281 --> 00:07:38,719 You'll be able to say what you need to say 103 00:07:38,849 --> 00:07:42,070 and be who you are, and it'll be a new day. 104 00:07:42,200 --> 00:07:44,420 And remember, 105 00:07:44,551 --> 00:07:47,162 the slow blade penetrates the shield. 106 00:07:47,292 --> 00:07:48,598 - Wait. What does that even mean? 107 00:07:50,208 --> 00:07:51,427 I don't know. 108 00:07:51,558 --> 00:07:54,082 Some guy said it to me in a bar. 109 00:07:58,956 --> 00:08:01,524 Mom. 110 00:08:01,655 --> 00:08:04,179 Hi. What are you doing here? 111 00:08:05,441 --> 00:08:08,357 I was downstairs for my scan. 112 00:08:10,620 --> 00:08:11,621 And? 113 00:08:15,364 --> 00:08:16,974 It's back. 114 00:08:18,585 --> 00:08:20,500 No. 115 00:08:27,245 --> 00:08:28,420 Yes. 116 00:08:30,727 --> 00:08:33,600 I checked on our patient, and, um, 117 00:08:33,730 --> 00:08:35,036 his vitals are steady, 118 00:08:35,166 --> 00:08:37,821 and he's already asking to play "Minecraft." 119 00:08:37,952 --> 00:08:39,997 I hope you told him no video games. 120 00:08:41,129 --> 00:08:42,217 That's a great idea. 121 00:08:42,347 --> 00:08:43,784 I-I... I'll... I'll remind him of that. 122 00:08:45,699 --> 00:08:48,484 It occurred to me that Daniel Lemle 123 00:08:48,615 --> 00:08:50,573 was in the gallery today, observing us. 124 00:08:50,704 --> 00:08:52,053 Right. 125 00:08:52,183 --> 00:08:54,795 I've been keeping tabs on his company Revenia 126 00:08:54,925 --> 00:08:57,624 and the stem cell work that they're doing, 127 00:08:57,754 --> 00:08:59,756 their trials with cancer patients. 128 00:08:59,887 --> 00:09:01,584 - Good for you. Now, I really do need... 129 00:09:01,715 --> 00:09:04,152 Dr. Keck, I-I... um, I have... 130 00:09:04,282 --> 00:09:06,546 I have to ask you for a favor. 131 00:09:12,726 --> 00:09:14,728 My mother has relapsed, 132 00:09:14,858 --> 00:09:17,382 and I just saw her scan, and it's not good. 133 00:09:17,513 --> 00:09:19,950 But Revenia is looking for a research associate. 134 00:09:20,081 --> 00:09:22,605 It's part-time, and it wouldn't affect my schedule here. 135 00:09:22,736 --> 00:09:25,434 So I'd like to apply for the job. 136 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:27,828 I-I mean, the, um... 137 00:09:27,958 --> 00:09:32,876 The stem cell trial is currently full, but... 138 00:09:33,007 --> 00:09:34,704 maybe we could squeeze my mother in 139 00:09:34,835 --> 00:09:36,619 if I was already there working. 140 00:09:39,753 --> 00:09:41,668 So you know Daniel Lemle. 141 00:09:41,798 --> 00:09:45,585 I thought maybe you could put in a good word for me. 142 00:09:47,195 --> 00:09:49,371 What word would you have me use? 143 00:09:51,242 --> 00:09:54,724 "Hardworking," 144 00:09:54,855 --> 00:09:57,292 "impressive," maybe, whatever you think. 145 00:09:57,422 --> 00:10:00,077 I think Daniel Lemle is one of our most important donors. 146 00:10:01,818 --> 00:10:04,081 And I'm not sure I could recommend 147 00:10:04,212 --> 00:10:05,822 a doctor who would be applying for his position 148 00:10:05,953 --> 00:10:07,781 for personal reasons. 149 00:10:07,911 --> 00:10:10,522 I would never let the situation with my mom 150 00:10:10,653 --> 00:10:11,698 get in the way of my work. 151 00:10:11,828 --> 00:10:13,221 I think you know me well enough 152 00:10:13,351 --> 00:10:15,571 to know that I'm a consummate professional. 153 00:10:15,702 --> 00:10:17,704 Oh, well, let me ask you something. 154 00:10:17,834 --> 00:10:19,140 When that boy wanted to play "Minecraft," 155 00:10:19,270 --> 00:10:21,751 you told him right then, no video games? 156 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:25,799 I... may have mentioned. 157 00:10:25,929 --> 00:10:28,497 And yet just now, you made it seem like you hadn't, 158 00:10:28,628 --> 00:10:31,500 like it was my idea. 159 00:10:31,631 --> 00:10:33,981 I'm gonna be honest with you. 160 00:10:34,111 --> 00:10:37,332 You really can't hide your... What would you call it... 161 00:10:37,462 --> 00:10:40,248 Arrogance, sense of superiority? 162 00:10:40,378 --> 00:10:41,902 You do try. 163 00:10:42,032 --> 00:10:44,339 You make a good show of being deferential. 164 00:10:44,469 --> 00:10:47,559 But underneath, you're always very sure that you're right, 165 00:10:47,690 --> 00:10:49,692 like today in the operating theater. 166 00:10:49,823 --> 00:10:51,476 - I was right. - You were lucky. 167 00:10:51,607 --> 00:10:53,957 You're not ready to take the reins. 168 00:10:54,088 --> 00:10:55,480 I know that's hard to hear, 169 00:10:55,611 --> 00:10:57,308 but I say that for a number of reasons. 170 00:10:57,439 --> 00:10:59,920 You have to be able to lead everybody, 171 00:11:00,050 --> 00:11:03,053 not just your female surgeons and mentees. 172 00:11:09,190 --> 00:11:10,539 Ow. 173 00:11:12,759 --> 00:11:13,498 What? What's the matter? 174 00:11:13,629 --> 00:11:14,586 Oh! 175 00:11:15,762 --> 00:11:16,676 Dr. Keck! 176 00:11:57,107 --> 00:11:59,849 Bless me, Father, for I have sinned. 177 00:11:59,980 --> 00:12:03,374 Mm, I took the Lord's name in vain four times... 178 00:12:03,505 --> 00:12:06,116 Well... A lot of times. 179 00:12:06,247 --> 00:12:07,857 I gave Sister Sarah the finger 180 00:12:07,988 --> 00:12:10,468 when her back was turned... Again. 181 00:12:10,599 --> 00:12:11,774 What about the man? 182 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:15,473 I hardly ever see him anymore. 183 00:12:15,604 --> 00:12:17,214 Deirdre... 184 00:12:17,345 --> 00:12:19,216 lying is also a sin. 185 00:12:19,347 --> 00:12:21,828 I guess he has always been around, 186 00:12:21,958 --> 00:12:23,655 even since before my mother died, 187 00:12:23,786 --> 00:12:25,570 which makes him like family, 188 00:12:25,701 --> 00:12:27,007 only way better, 189 00:12:27,137 --> 00:12:28,965 because you know how crazy my aunts are. 190 00:12:30,271 --> 00:12:33,535 So... I'm grateful to him. 191 00:12:33,665 --> 00:12:34,841 Even when I was little, 192 00:12:34,971 --> 00:12:36,973 he always knew what I was feeling. 193 00:12:38,322 --> 00:12:40,150 He actually cared about me. 194 00:12:41,412 --> 00:12:42,762 But now that I'm older, I don't need him anymore. 195 00:12:42,892 --> 00:12:45,155 I hope that's true. 196 00:12:45,286 --> 00:12:46,940 Ten Our Fathers, three Hail Marys, 197 00:12:47,070 --> 00:12:48,898 one Act of Contrition... 198 00:12:49,029 --> 00:12:50,291 Not that you'll do any of them. 199 00:12:54,295 --> 00:12:55,339 Stop it. 200 00:12:55,470 --> 00:12:57,428 Stop it now. 201 00:12:57,559 --> 00:13:00,518 Girls, to steal flowers off the altar 202 00:13:00,649 --> 00:13:01,998 is a cardinal sin. 203 00:13:02,129 --> 00:13:03,391 We didn't steal them. 204 00:13:03,521 --> 00:13:05,828 They just blew into our arms. 205 00:13:05,959 --> 00:13:07,699 Girls, stop it. 206 00:13:13,009 --> 00:13:16,099 I was just talking about you to Father Duffy. 207 00:13:17,100 --> 00:13:18,798 Don't believe a word he says about me. 208 00:13:20,321 --> 00:13:21,626 Deirdre! 209 00:13:27,023 --> 00:13:28,895 They're all in your hair. 210 00:13:29,025 --> 00:13:30,810 Deirdre! 211 00:13:45,476 --> 00:13:47,522 Oh, she doesn't listen. She doesn't. 212 00:13:47,652 --> 00:13:49,002 You never listen. 213 00:13:49,132 --> 00:13:51,787 How many times have I told you 214 00:13:51,918 --> 00:13:54,268 not to encourage him? 215 00:13:54,398 --> 00:13:58,359 Thousands, and yet you refuse to obey me. 216 00:13:58,489 --> 00:14:00,404 I didn't ask him to come. 217 00:14:00,535 --> 00:14:04,495 Why can't you see that I am trying to protect you? 218 00:14:06,062 --> 00:14:08,325 Just go to your room 219 00:14:08,456 --> 00:14:10,850 and think about what you've done. 220 00:14:21,904 --> 00:14:23,993 We'll go there someday. 221 00:14:24,124 --> 00:14:25,473 You've been saying that since I was ten years old, 222 00:14:25,603 --> 00:14:26,909 and here I am. 223 00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:29,259 Mm. 224 00:14:29,390 --> 00:14:30,608 She locked you up because of me, 225 00:14:30,739 --> 00:14:32,262 and now you're angry. 226 00:14:32,393 --> 00:14:33,611 She treats me like a child... 227 00:14:33,742 --> 00:14:35,700 That's no surprise... But so do you. 228 00:14:35,831 --> 00:14:37,354 Because you are a child. 229 00:14:37,485 --> 00:14:38,965 No, I'm not. 230 00:14:39,095 --> 00:14:41,532 You're behaving like one, 231 00:14:41,663 --> 00:14:43,578 pouting in your room, 232 00:14:43,708 --> 00:14:45,710 throwing a temper tantrum. 233 00:14:45,841 --> 00:14:48,583 Because I don't want to play your games anymore. 234 00:14:48,713 --> 00:14:52,369 You know how I feel about you... 235 00:14:52,500 --> 00:14:54,154 and you know what I want from you. 236 00:14:56,069 --> 00:14:58,158 We both know it's impossible. 237 00:15:03,163 --> 00:15:05,905 When your mother was your age, 238 00:15:06,035 --> 00:15:08,820 on a night like this, 239 00:15:08,951 --> 00:15:10,170 she'd pull out the dress she had hidden 240 00:15:10,300 --> 00:15:12,868 in the back of the closet, 241 00:15:12,999 --> 00:15:16,002 disappear down the trellis to a party. 242 00:15:20,658 --> 00:15:22,747 There's always a party at your uncle Cortland's. 243 00:15:26,751 --> 00:15:28,014 But that makes no sense. 244 00:15:28,144 --> 00:15:29,537 I know it doesn't make sense, 245 00:15:29,667 --> 00:15:31,931 but suddenly... 246 00:15:32,061 --> 00:15:36,109 I was picturing Keck's brain, 247 00:15:36,239 --> 00:15:40,548 like, I mean, his actual artery 248 00:15:40,678 --> 00:15:41,810 pumping blood. 249 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:44,291 And... and then he collapsed. 250 00:15:47,555 --> 00:15:51,689 I'm sorry that Dr. Keck is in the hospital, 251 00:15:51,820 --> 00:15:54,257 but I don't see what that has to do with you. 252 00:15:54,388 --> 00:15:56,259 Because you're not listening to me. 253 00:15:56,390 --> 00:15:59,697 What, the sci-fi part of the story? 254 00:15:59,828 --> 00:16:02,091 You didn't see inside his brain 255 00:16:02,222 --> 00:16:05,138 or shoot rays from your head into his head. 256 00:16:05,268 --> 00:16:06,617 I didn't say rays. 257 00:16:06,748 --> 00:16:09,098 Mom, please, listen, Mom. 258 00:16:11,709 --> 00:16:14,234 Remember Lucy Stone from second grade? 259 00:16:14,364 --> 00:16:16,801 They said that she'd had a seizure. 260 00:16:16,932 --> 00:16:21,371 But what I remember is seeing inside her head, 261 00:16:21,502 --> 00:16:23,199 and then she collapsed. 262 00:16:24,940 --> 00:16:27,290 Are you serious? 263 00:16:27,421 --> 00:16:30,902 If I read his medical report and it says that he ruptured 264 00:16:31,033 --> 00:16:33,470 his left internal carotid artery, 265 00:16:33,601 --> 00:16:35,603 which is what I saw when I was... 266 00:16:35,733 --> 00:16:37,779 I saw... but... 267 00:16:37,909 --> 00:16:39,694 maybe I didn't see it. 268 00:16:39,824 --> 00:16:43,872 Maybe it was just some neurological event, 269 00:16:44,003 --> 00:16:46,962 or it's some genetic condition. 270 00:16:48,094 --> 00:16:50,618 But, then, I'd need to know my genetics to diagnose that. 271 00:16:50,748 --> 00:16:52,185 And I don't know my genetics. - Please. 272 00:16:52,315 --> 00:16:53,534 - Do I? - Please, not this. 273 00:16:53,664 --> 00:16:54,709 But if I knew who my parents were, 274 00:16:54,839 --> 00:16:55,840 then I would know what I came from, 275 00:16:55,971 --> 00:16:57,842 and I would know who I am. 276 00:16:57,973 --> 00:17:00,497 And then maybe I would understand what happened. 277 00:17:00,628 --> 00:17:04,110 You know how hard I have tried 278 00:17:04,240 --> 00:17:07,330 to find your birth parents. 279 00:17:07,461 --> 00:17:11,421 There is nothing we can do about a closed adoption. 280 00:17:11,552 --> 00:17:14,990 The agency will not open the records. 281 00:17:15,121 --> 00:17:17,210 I-I'm sorry. 282 00:17:17,340 --> 00:17:18,428 I'm here to comfort you. 283 00:17:18,559 --> 00:17:21,083 Huh. 284 00:17:21,214 --> 00:17:23,303 You're doing a wonderful job. 285 00:17:25,914 --> 00:17:28,090 You know what I would like right now? 286 00:17:28,221 --> 00:17:29,135 Hmm. 287 00:17:29,265 --> 00:17:31,267 Is a strawberry milkshake 288 00:17:31,398 --> 00:17:33,356 from In-N-Out out on Jefferson. 289 00:17:33,487 --> 00:17:35,184 And I've got some money in my purse. 290 00:17:36,925 --> 00:17:37,969 I have a job, Mom. 291 00:17:38,100 --> 00:17:39,493 I can get you a milkshake. 292 00:17:41,495 --> 00:17:43,584 Can you hand me my purse anyway? 293 00:17:43,714 --> 00:17:44,976 Yeah. 294 00:17:48,415 --> 00:17:50,112 Thanks. 295 00:17:50,243 --> 00:17:52,767 Thank you for being with me today. 296 00:17:53,724 --> 00:17:55,900 I'll be back. 297 00:18:14,963 --> 00:18:16,356 This is the New Orleans office. 298 00:18:18,053 --> 00:18:19,620 I need to speak to the person 299 00:18:19,750 --> 00:18:22,362 who is assigned to my daughter's file. 300 00:18:22,492 --> 00:18:24,799 I'm sorry. I don't have his name. 301 00:18:24,929 --> 00:18:25,974 Who's calling? 302 00:18:26,105 --> 00:18:27,367 Elena Fielding. 303 00:18:27,497 --> 00:18:28,716 My daughter is Rowan. 304 00:18:28,846 --> 00:18:31,110 Fielding, OK. 305 00:18:31,240 --> 00:18:33,503 Let me check if there's an agent 306 00:18:33,634 --> 00:18:34,983 assigned to your file. 307 00:18:35,114 --> 00:18:36,941 Hold for a moment. 308 00:19:01,314 --> 00:19:02,663 There is an agent, 309 00:19:02,793 --> 00:19:03,838 but he's not here right now. 310 00:19:03,968 --> 00:19:06,188 I can get him a message. 311 00:19:06,319 --> 00:19:10,236 Please tell him that my daughter... 312 00:19:10,366 --> 00:19:13,456 That she thinks that she has harmed someone with her mind. 313 00:19:13,587 --> 00:19:15,632 Did she harm someone with her mind? 314 00:19:15,763 --> 00:19:17,330 I think she might have. 315 00:19:17,460 --> 00:19:20,071 So what I need is for this agent 316 00:19:20,202 --> 00:19:24,032 to go and see if something is different... 317 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,642 In New Orleans, I mean. 318 00:19:25,773 --> 00:19:29,211 I need to know if something has changed. 319 00:19:38,786 --> 00:19:39,830 Hey. 320 00:19:41,702 --> 00:19:43,225 Sapporo? Shot of Tito's? 321 00:19:43,356 --> 00:19:44,705 Both. 322 00:19:44,835 --> 00:19:46,707 Bad day? 323 00:19:46,837 --> 00:19:48,230 Hard to describe. 324 00:19:48,361 --> 00:19:50,450 When's your shift over? 325 00:19:50,580 --> 00:19:51,755 Sorry, Ro, not tonight. 326 00:19:51,886 --> 00:19:53,801 I've got a date. 327 00:19:53,931 --> 00:19:55,194 Yeah, with me. 328 00:19:56,717 --> 00:19:58,109 No. 329 00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:00,199 With someone who won't kick me out before breakfast. 330 00:20:01,635 --> 00:20:03,332 I'm not a breakfast person. 331 00:20:10,992 --> 00:20:13,734 ♪ Well, I am just a monkey man ♪ 332 00:20:13,864 --> 00:20:17,303 ♪ I'm glad you are a monkey woman too ♪ 333 00:20:20,523 --> 00:20:23,091 ♪ I was bitten by a boar 334 00:20:23,222 --> 00:20:26,094 ♪ I was gouged and I was gored ♪ 335 00:20:26,225 --> 00:20:28,749 ♪ But I pulled on through 336 00:20:31,142 --> 00:20:33,319 - Hey. - Hey. 337 00:20:33,449 --> 00:20:34,407 For you, on me. 338 00:20:34,537 --> 00:20:36,017 The kindness of strangers. 339 00:20:36,147 --> 00:20:37,975 Can I get you anything? 340 00:20:38,106 --> 00:20:39,499 Yeah, you can get me out of here. 341 00:20:41,414 --> 00:20:42,632 OK. 342 00:20:42,763 --> 00:20:45,548 Um, how about I get your name first? 343 00:20:49,596 --> 00:20:51,772 ♪ Well, I am just a monkey man ♪ 344 00:20:51,902 --> 00:20:55,341 ♪ I'm glad you are a monkey, monkey ♪ 345 00:20:55,471 --> 00:20:59,519 ♪ Monkey woman too, babe 346 00:21:10,094 --> 00:21:11,357 I can't believe you'd really have fucked 347 00:21:11,487 --> 00:21:13,663 that clown back there. 348 00:21:13,794 --> 00:21:15,752 Why, Ro? 349 00:21:17,667 --> 00:21:20,801 For months, I've been watching you from behind the bar, 350 00:21:20,931 --> 00:21:23,543 this revolving door of guys. 351 00:21:23,673 --> 00:21:25,501 It's got to be so lonely. 352 00:21:27,111 --> 00:21:28,330 Why are you watching me? 353 00:21:29,853 --> 00:21:31,072 We're friends. 354 00:21:33,683 --> 00:21:35,468 I like you. 355 00:21:36,338 --> 00:21:39,515 Well, for one, I bring guys like that home 356 00:21:39,646 --> 00:21:42,257 because they don't lie next to me 357 00:21:42,388 --> 00:21:44,433 and hound me with questions. 358 00:21:46,653 --> 00:21:49,612 Is it an only-child thing? 359 00:21:49,743 --> 00:21:51,092 Why don't we try head-shrinking you 360 00:21:51,222 --> 00:21:53,355 for a minute? 361 00:21:53,486 --> 00:21:56,140 What exactly is it you're looking for, 362 00:21:56,271 --> 00:21:57,272 your one true love? 363 00:21:57,403 --> 00:21:58,186 Fuck you. 364 00:21:58,317 --> 00:22:00,971 No, I-I think it's sweet. 365 00:22:01,102 --> 00:22:02,625 I actually... when I was a kid, I remember 366 00:22:02,756 --> 00:22:04,366 feeling something like that. 367 00:22:04,497 --> 00:22:06,629 I had this... 368 00:22:06,760 --> 00:22:11,286 weird idea that my shadow was this... 369 00:22:11,417 --> 00:22:14,985 being that was somehow... 370 00:22:15,116 --> 00:22:16,335 part of me. 371 00:22:18,511 --> 00:22:21,165 And he... uh, it seemed like a he. 372 00:22:23,777 --> 00:22:26,649 He was someone who knew what I was thinking, 373 00:22:26,780 --> 00:22:30,174 and he knew my most secret secrets. 374 00:22:30,305 --> 00:22:32,612 And... 375 00:22:32,742 --> 00:22:35,223 he loved me, and he always had. 376 00:22:40,097 --> 00:22:42,230 So you do know what I'm talking about. 377 00:22:44,711 --> 00:22:46,843 I'm sorry I can't be more to you, Max. 378 00:22:46,974 --> 00:22:48,236 But you know what? 379 00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:51,631 I am here now, so... 380 00:22:53,807 --> 00:22:55,852 What? 381 00:22:57,941 --> 00:22:59,639 Hey. 382 00:22:59,769 --> 00:23:02,772 Hey, you canceled your date for this. 383 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:08,082 I hope you find him. 384 00:23:14,610 --> 00:23:16,743 Oh, my goodness. 385 00:23:19,223 --> 00:23:21,138 No, no, no, not the pinkie, not yet. 386 00:23:22,923 --> 00:23:25,491 Oh, we don't want to rush things along, Thomas. 387 00:23:25,621 --> 00:23:28,276 After all, the evening is so young. 388 00:23:30,017 --> 00:23:31,671 Mm. 389 00:23:31,801 --> 00:23:32,715 Ooh! 390 00:23:32,846 --> 00:23:34,674 Don't... don't hog the beauty. 391 00:23:34,804 --> 00:23:36,632 Come on. 392 00:23:36,763 --> 00:23:38,460 Mr. Cortland. 393 00:23:38,591 --> 00:23:41,898 So beautiful. 394 00:23:42,029 --> 00:23:43,596 - Mr. Cortland. - Mm. 395 00:23:43,726 --> 00:23:45,380 Sir, the young gentlemen have arrived. 396 00:23:45,511 --> 00:23:47,817 Ah, good. 397 00:23:55,346 --> 00:23:57,479 Well done. - Thanks. 398 00:24:06,532 --> 00:24:10,100 Well, now, I think we have a winner. 399 00:24:10,231 --> 00:24:13,103 Young man... 400 00:24:13,234 --> 00:24:15,628 I have a job for you. 401 00:24:15,758 --> 00:24:18,195 Nice to see you too. 402 00:24:18,326 --> 00:24:20,023 Hey, there he is. 403 00:24:28,075 --> 00:24:29,468 Is that really you? 404 00:24:29,598 --> 00:24:30,904 You escaped? 405 00:24:31,034 --> 00:24:32,340 Yes. 406 00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:36,083 Deidre, what a happy surprise. 407 00:24:36,213 --> 00:24:40,174 You look just like your mother. 408 00:24:40,304 --> 00:24:41,436 All grown up. 409 00:24:41,567 --> 00:24:44,308 - Thank you. - Mm. 410 00:24:44,439 --> 00:24:46,310 Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh. 411 00:24:46,441 --> 00:24:48,965 Oh, not for you, cher. 412 00:24:49,096 --> 00:24:50,793 Uncle Cortland. 413 00:24:52,360 --> 00:24:55,668 No, for you, only the best. 414 00:24:55,798 --> 00:24:57,321 You can't imagine the number of times 415 00:24:57,452 --> 00:24:58,975 I've driven by your house and thought 416 00:24:59,106 --> 00:25:01,238 I should stop and throw stones at your window, 417 00:25:01,369 --> 00:25:02,501 try to get you out of there. 418 00:25:02,631 --> 00:25:04,546 I wish you had. 419 00:25:04,677 --> 00:25:07,244 Well, I'm sure it would only make more trouble 420 00:25:07,375 --> 00:25:10,117 between you and my sisters. 421 00:25:11,684 --> 00:25:14,948 So here's to you, 422 00:25:15,078 --> 00:25:16,906 here at last 423 00:25:17,037 --> 00:25:19,082 and such a delightful surprise. 424 00:25:22,346 --> 00:25:26,960 Hmm, I am so glad you're wearing this. 425 00:25:27,090 --> 00:25:30,485 You know, this belonged to your mother. 426 00:25:30,616 --> 00:25:34,097 The aunts never talk to me about my mother. 427 00:25:35,490 --> 00:25:38,058 Aw, well, now, they are wicked. 428 00:25:38,188 --> 00:25:40,974 The worst kind of wicked. 429 00:25:41,104 --> 00:25:42,715 Well, here's what I remember. 430 00:25:42,845 --> 00:25:46,283 Your mother was full of life... and mischief. 431 00:25:47,546 --> 00:25:49,069 When she'd laugh, it was like 432 00:25:49,199 --> 00:25:51,593 fireworks lighting up the sky. 433 00:25:51,724 --> 00:25:54,248 And she was funny 434 00:25:54,378 --> 00:25:57,251 and so beautiful. 435 00:25:57,381 --> 00:26:01,429 Course, she paid for her high spirits. 436 00:26:03,344 --> 00:26:06,129 I don't believe she jumped from the balcony. 437 00:26:08,958 --> 00:26:10,394 You might be right. 438 00:26:10,525 --> 00:26:13,180 And I want you to promise me 439 00:26:13,310 --> 00:26:14,703 you'll be careful. 440 00:26:16,096 --> 00:26:18,359 Hi. 441 00:26:18,489 --> 00:26:20,274 I'm Patrick. 442 00:26:20,404 --> 00:26:21,797 My friend from the other room 443 00:26:21,928 --> 00:26:23,233 dared me to ask you to dance, so... 444 00:26:25,714 --> 00:26:27,629 - Sure, go ahead. Dance. Have fun. 445 00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:29,196 That's what we're here for, isn't it? 446 00:26:29,326 --> 00:26:30,719 Go on. 447 00:26:39,336 --> 00:26:41,425 Don't forget to leave a glass slipper, cher. 448 00:28:34,625 --> 00:28:36,062 Patrick? 449 00:28:46,333 --> 00:28:48,901 Miss Mayfair, your aunt is here. 450 00:28:49,031 --> 00:28:51,381 She's insisting you come downstairs right away. 451 00:30:00,973 --> 00:30:01,843 Hello? 452 00:30:01,974 --> 00:30:03,932 This is Ciprien Grieve. 453 00:30:04,063 --> 00:30:05,934 I'm the agent in charge of your daughter's file. 454 00:30:07,370 --> 00:30:08,632 Oh. 455 00:30:08,763 --> 00:30:11,331 Thank you so much for calling me back. 456 00:30:11,461 --> 00:30:13,942 - I... - I'm at the house now, 457 00:30:14,073 --> 00:30:15,378 the house on First Street in New Orleans? 458 00:30:15,509 --> 00:30:17,424 I see. 459 00:30:17,554 --> 00:30:19,121 Uh... 460 00:30:19,252 --> 00:30:22,646 I guess I was just wondering if... 461 00:30:22,777 --> 00:30:24,997 anything has... 462 00:30:25,127 --> 00:30:29,001 been disturbed or... or different. 463 00:30:29,131 --> 00:30:31,525 Well, if you're asking if the man is here, 464 00:30:31,655 --> 00:30:33,875 I don't see him, but... 465 00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:36,095 I can feel him. 466 00:30:36,225 --> 00:30:37,748 He's very near. 467 00:30:39,794 --> 00:30:42,971 So this is... This is good news. 468 00:30:43,102 --> 00:30:44,755 He's here. Your daughter's there. 469 00:30:44,886 --> 00:30:45,669 2,000 miles between them. 470 00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:47,671 So... 471 00:30:47,802 --> 00:30:49,673 you can breathe a little easier, right? 472 00:30:49,804 --> 00:30:51,762 For now, 473 00:30:51,893 --> 00:30:54,635 but time is running out for me. 474 00:30:54,765 --> 00:30:56,376 I need to know 475 00:30:56,506 --> 00:31:00,467 what's gonna happen the next time you call me 476 00:31:00,597 --> 00:31:02,599 and no one answers. 477 00:31:02,730 --> 00:31:07,474 I need to know who is going to keep my daughter safe, 478 00:31:07,604 --> 00:31:08,867 Mr. Grieve. 479 00:31:10,346 --> 00:31:11,478 I will. 480 00:31:16,744 --> 00:31:19,921 I'm the one that will keep your daughter safe. 481 00:31:20,052 --> 00:31:22,576 Let's take a deep breath. 482 00:31:22,706 --> 00:31:25,318 Feel the air in our lungs. 483 00:31:25,448 --> 00:31:27,842 Celebrate, for a moment, 484 00:31:27,973 --> 00:31:29,539 the great gift of life, huh? 485 00:31:29,670 --> 00:31:31,063 Come on. 486 00:31:33,065 --> 00:31:36,764 Ah, felt good, didn't it? 487 00:31:40,072 --> 00:31:42,509 I don't know about you, but... 488 00:31:42,639 --> 00:31:46,600 I'd like to keep doing that for another, oh, I don't know, 489 00:31:46,730 --> 00:31:48,515 twenty, thirty... 490 00:31:48,645 --> 00:31:50,430 thousand years. 491 00:31:53,215 --> 00:31:56,871 I'm Daniel Lemle, CEO of Revenia Research. 492 00:31:57,002 --> 00:31:59,004 And here at Revenia, 493 00:31:59,134 --> 00:32:01,397 we believe death is encoded. 494 00:32:02,790 --> 00:32:04,531 If there is a code, 495 00:32:04,661 --> 00:32:05,706 we can crack it. 496 00:32:05,836 --> 00:32:07,751 And if we can crack it, 497 00:32:07,882 --> 00:32:08,665 then we can hack it. 498 00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:14,019 Before I go, 499 00:32:14,149 --> 00:32:16,630 take a moment and look at each other. 500 00:32:17,805 --> 00:32:20,112 See, you... 501 00:32:20,242 --> 00:32:24,333 are the first generation of human beings 502 00:32:24,464 --> 00:32:26,553 that just might live forever. 503 00:32:32,951 --> 00:32:34,648 Did you like my speech? 504 00:32:34,778 --> 00:32:36,128 Hi. I did. 505 00:32:36,258 --> 00:32:38,260 I just... I hadn't put together that the position 506 00:32:38,391 --> 00:32:41,263 I applied for is part of longevity research. 507 00:32:41,394 --> 00:32:43,570 Oh, you could see the overlap, of course. 508 00:32:43,700 --> 00:32:45,615 I mean, cure cellular malfunctions in humans, 509 00:32:45,746 --> 00:32:49,271 and you've eliminated almost all the reasons we croak. 510 00:32:49,402 --> 00:32:51,404 I did wonder, though, 511 00:32:51,534 --> 00:32:53,101 why does a hotshot neurosurgeon 512 00:32:53,232 --> 00:32:55,060 who studied microscopy and gene sequencing 513 00:32:55,190 --> 00:32:58,672 end up looking for a research gig here? 514 00:32:58,802 --> 00:33:01,283 Then I learned about your mother. 515 00:33:01,414 --> 00:33:04,417 I make calls for all prospective hires. 516 00:33:04,547 --> 00:33:06,071 It's OK. 517 00:33:06,201 --> 00:33:07,072 Of course you want your mother in one of our trials. 518 00:33:07,202 --> 00:33:08,290 I get it. 519 00:33:08,421 --> 00:33:10,510 When I first got to Revenia, 520 00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:13,513 I put my wife on the board, and all hell broke loose, 521 00:33:13,643 --> 00:33:16,168 the other board members screeching about nepotism. 522 00:33:16,298 --> 00:33:17,647 She wasn't qualified, no added value... 523 00:33:17,778 --> 00:33:19,301 I mean, on and on. 524 00:33:19,432 --> 00:33:21,477 What did I say back to them? 525 00:33:21,608 --> 00:33:23,436 Fuck off. 526 00:33:26,482 --> 00:33:29,616 Well, I-I do want my mother in the trial. 527 00:33:29,746 --> 00:33:31,661 I think she's a suitable candidate, 528 00:33:31,792 --> 00:33:33,446 and... and I don't think that there's anything wrong 529 00:33:33,576 --> 00:33:36,318 with being personally motivated to... to want a job. 530 00:33:36,449 --> 00:33:38,973 And I think... I think it'll make me work harder. 531 00:33:39,104 --> 00:33:42,368 My point exactly, 532 00:33:42,498 --> 00:33:44,674 which means my hunch about you was right. 533 00:33:44,805 --> 00:33:47,155 Now, come downstairs, 534 00:33:47,286 --> 00:33:49,070 and I can show you where you'll be working. 535 00:33:50,593 --> 00:33:52,769 Wait. I... so I-I got the job? 536 00:33:52,900 --> 00:33:54,249 Come on. 537 00:33:56,338 --> 00:33:58,427 The hours will be long, and I need to know now 538 00:33:58,558 --> 00:34:00,081 how that's gonna fly with the husband, 539 00:34:00,212 --> 00:34:01,996 boyfriend, kids. 540 00:34:02,127 --> 00:34:03,084 None of the above. 541 00:34:03,215 --> 00:34:04,520 All right. Check it out. 542 00:34:04,651 --> 00:34:06,218 It's a Rodin. 543 00:34:06,348 --> 00:34:08,307 I got a great deal at a private auction. 544 00:34:11,049 --> 00:34:12,093 Do you like modern art? 545 00:34:14,182 --> 00:34:16,271 You know, Judy Chicago has some kind of performance piece 546 00:34:16,402 --> 00:34:18,186 at the de Young tonight. 547 00:34:18,317 --> 00:34:21,102 My wife's busy, and I have an extra ticket. 548 00:34:22,277 --> 00:34:26,151 I can't tonight, but I, um... 549 00:34:26,281 --> 00:34:29,154 I'll get in touch with HR to get my paperwork started. 550 00:34:29,284 --> 00:34:31,112 And I have all my mom's records with me. 551 00:34:31,243 --> 00:34:33,810 The... the tough thing with the trial is, 552 00:34:33,941 --> 00:34:36,378 we only have so much room, of course. 553 00:34:36,509 --> 00:34:38,815 I'll have to rejigger things to get your mom in, 554 00:34:38,946 --> 00:34:41,340 which I'm happy to do. 555 00:34:46,519 --> 00:34:48,347 I do have a reputation for being tough. 556 00:34:48,477 --> 00:34:50,610 If you work here, you got to run with the boys... 557 00:34:50,740 --> 00:34:52,481 And the girls. 558 00:34:52,612 --> 00:34:55,180 You got to think like a killer, yeah? 559 00:34:55,310 --> 00:34:58,444 Metaphorically, of course. 560 00:34:58,574 --> 00:34:59,967 I know a lot of doctors who are killers 561 00:35:00,098 --> 00:35:02,143 and not just metaphorically. 562 00:35:03,492 --> 00:35:06,278 So... 563 00:35:06,408 --> 00:35:08,236 pick a name. 564 00:35:08,367 --> 00:35:10,064 Let's get your mom in this thing. 565 00:35:10,195 --> 00:35:12,414 - Pick a name? - There's 30 slots. 566 00:35:12,545 --> 00:35:14,503 We already have 30 patients. 567 00:35:14,634 --> 00:35:17,376 It doesn't matter to me which patient your mom replaces. 568 00:35:20,205 --> 00:35:22,076 I'm sure you can just add my mom to the list 569 00:35:22,207 --> 00:35:24,513 and... and make it 31. 570 00:35:24,644 --> 00:35:25,993 I'm sure you haven't dealt with the FDA before. 571 00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,082 They're Nazis about this stuff. 572 00:35:28,213 --> 00:35:30,954 30's the number, so... 573 00:35:31,085 --> 00:35:32,913 go on, pick a name. 574 00:35:36,917 --> 00:35:39,049 Please don't do this. 575 00:35:39,180 --> 00:35:40,181 This is my mother's life, 576 00:35:40,312 --> 00:35:41,748 and she's... she's all that I have. 577 00:35:41,878 --> 00:35:43,402 But I can't just pick a name. - Dr. Fielding. 578 00:35:43,532 --> 00:35:45,752 Those are just names in a trial. 579 00:35:45,882 --> 00:35:47,319 Cross one out. 580 00:35:47,449 --> 00:35:49,103 Don't get tangled in the minutia, huh? 581 00:35:49,234 --> 00:35:50,583 You mean patients. 582 00:35:50,713 --> 00:35:52,062 Look. 583 00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:55,631 You got a job to do. 584 00:35:55,762 --> 00:35:58,156 I got a company to run. 585 00:35:58,286 --> 00:35:59,418 Pick a name. 586 00:36:04,031 --> 00:36:07,208 If my mother saw me pick a name, 587 00:36:07,339 --> 00:36:09,123 she would drop dead on the spot 588 00:36:09,254 --> 00:36:10,820 way before the cancer could kill her. 589 00:36:13,475 --> 00:36:16,304 I can't pick a name. 590 00:36:16,435 --> 00:36:18,437 Don't tell me my hunch about you was wrong. 591 00:36:20,569 --> 00:36:22,310 I hate being wrong. 592 00:36:22,441 --> 00:36:25,008 Because someone like you is never really wrong, are they? 593 00:36:25,139 --> 00:36:26,706 After all, you're so powerful. 594 00:36:26,836 --> 00:36:27,968 You're so special. 595 00:36:28,098 --> 00:36:29,970 All right. 596 00:36:30,100 --> 00:36:32,494 Maybe, uh... 597 00:36:32,625 --> 00:36:34,714 Yeah, maybe you don't get what we're doing here. 598 00:36:34,844 --> 00:36:36,542 I know what I'm doing here. 599 00:36:36,672 --> 00:36:39,719 I'm pretending that I find you interesting, 600 00:36:39,849 --> 00:36:42,330 pretending that I think you're smarter than me, 601 00:36:42,461 --> 00:36:45,377 pretending that I admire you, but I don't admire you. 602 00:36:45,507 --> 00:36:49,076 In fact, I see through you to the small, needy man-child 603 00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:51,513 with the raging ego, 604 00:36:51,644 --> 00:36:53,733 the dupe who overpays for a fake Rodin, 605 00:36:53,863 --> 00:36:56,039 the bully who can only feel good about himself 606 00:36:56,170 --> 00:36:58,564 if everybody else is minutia. 607 00:36:58,694 --> 00:37:00,479 You think that you should live forever. Why? 608 00:37:00,609 --> 00:37:02,655 So that you can piss in front of more women 609 00:37:02,785 --> 00:37:04,483 or play God with cancer patients' lives? 610 00:37:04,613 --> 00:37:06,398 Or maybe you think that you should never die 611 00:37:06,528 --> 00:37:08,835 simply because you're such a dazzling gift to the world, 612 00:37:08,965 --> 00:37:10,489 so busy changing it. 613 00:37:47,787 --> 00:37:49,049 What is it? 614 00:37:49,179 --> 00:37:50,529 What happened? 615 00:37:50,659 --> 00:37:54,359 Mom, it happened again, 616 00:37:54,489 --> 00:37:56,926 just like it did with Keck and Lucy Stone. 617 00:37:57,057 --> 00:38:01,017 Ex-except this time, I lost my temper and I made it happen. 618 00:38:01,148 --> 00:38:03,672 Rowan, I cannot hear this. 619 00:38:03,803 --> 00:38:05,674 I have to face it. 620 00:38:05,805 --> 00:38:07,589 I have to face what's happening. 621 00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:09,635 There's something really wrong with me. 622 00:38:11,332 --> 00:38:13,943 I have some... some kind of... 623 00:38:14,074 --> 00:38:16,294 Of monstrous power. 624 00:38:16,424 --> 00:38:17,382 Rowan. 625 00:38:17,512 --> 00:38:20,123 Rowan, I am tired. 626 00:38:20,254 --> 00:38:25,172 I cannot hear this nonsense. 627 00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:29,132 You do not have a power. 628 00:38:32,919 --> 00:38:34,181 Listen to me. 629 00:38:37,053 --> 00:38:40,666 You have got to get ahold of yourself. 630 00:38:40,796 --> 00:38:43,756 You cannot give in to this twisted thinking. 631 00:38:43,886 --> 00:38:45,323 It is dangerous. 632 00:38:46,889 --> 00:38:51,459 And I will not spend my last days worrying 633 00:38:51,590 --> 00:38:55,463 that you are gonna get sucked into some sick delusion. 634 00:38:58,292 --> 00:39:02,035 Rowan... 635 00:39:02,165 --> 00:39:04,733 just be with me. 636 00:39:04,864 --> 00:39:08,171 That's all I'm asking. 637 00:39:08,302 --> 00:39:09,999 That's all I want. 638 00:39:12,088 --> 00:39:14,830 OK. 639 00:39:27,756 --> 00:39:30,585 Deirdre, it's Father Duffy. 640 00:39:32,979 --> 00:39:36,678 You need to open the door right this minute. 641 00:39:58,918 --> 00:40:00,006 So this boy... 642 00:40:00,136 --> 00:40:01,486 Patrick. 643 00:40:01,616 --> 00:40:04,402 He hasn't called or visited you? 644 00:40:04,532 --> 00:40:06,882 He can't visit because he's dead. 645 00:40:09,058 --> 00:40:11,409 The body that they carried out, 646 00:40:11,539 --> 00:40:13,019 it was him. 647 00:40:13,149 --> 00:40:14,412 You don't know that. 648 00:40:14,542 --> 00:40:16,152 I know what I know. 649 00:40:16,283 --> 00:40:19,112 Aunt Carlotta, she killed him 650 00:40:19,242 --> 00:40:21,680 because he made me happy. 651 00:40:21,810 --> 00:40:23,856 She was there when they took his body away. 652 00:40:23,986 --> 00:40:25,466 Deirdre... 653 00:40:25,597 --> 00:40:28,817 how can I help you when you tell tales like this, 654 00:40:28,948 --> 00:40:31,603 a crazy story about your family killing a boy? 655 00:40:31,733 --> 00:40:34,432 I'm not lying, and you know I'm not. 656 00:40:38,131 --> 00:40:41,700 You know the awful things that happen in this family... 657 00:40:41,830 --> 00:40:43,528 in this house. 658 00:40:45,617 --> 00:40:46,705 Weren't you the one they called 659 00:40:46,835 --> 00:40:48,881 when my mother was pushed from the balcony? 660 00:40:50,012 --> 00:40:51,927 She jumped... 661 00:40:52,058 --> 00:40:54,190 because she was in such pain and turmoil, 662 00:40:54,321 --> 00:40:56,628 God rest her soul. 663 00:40:56,758 --> 00:40:59,413 And now I'm worried for your soul, 664 00:40:59,544 --> 00:41:01,328 for the soul of your child. 665 00:41:03,156 --> 00:41:07,116 I can't help but think there was no boy at that party, 666 00:41:07,247 --> 00:41:10,511 that this has happened because of the man. 667 00:41:14,210 --> 00:41:16,038 He didn't do this. 668 00:41:18,519 --> 00:41:20,390 I haven't seen him since that night. 669 00:41:25,352 --> 00:41:27,789 Father, please, 670 00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:31,184 I have to get out of here... 671 00:41:31,314 --> 00:41:34,100 before something even worse happens. 672 00:41:34,230 --> 00:41:37,582 Please... help me. 673 00:41:39,105 --> 00:41:43,588 The surest and truest help I know comes from God. 674 00:41:43,718 --> 00:41:45,590 Will you at least pray with me? 675 00:41:48,462 --> 00:41:50,203 You're scared of them... 676 00:41:53,380 --> 00:41:54,773 Like everyone else. 677 00:41:57,036 --> 00:41:58,516 Just go. 678 00:41:58,646 --> 00:41:59,560 Go! 679 00:43:19,771 --> 00:43:21,207 Darling... 680 00:43:21,337 --> 00:43:22,600 No. 681 00:43:27,213 --> 00:43:28,780 Lasher. 682 00:43:28,910 --> 00:43:30,303 You know where to find me. 683 00:43:38,398 --> 00:43:42,184 Dear God, the darkness is here. 684 00:43:43,621 --> 00:43:46,362 The darkness is in her, 685 00:43:46,493 --> 00:43:49,322 that sweet, beautiful girl. 686 00:43:51,454 --> 00:43:52,891 It's growing in her. 687 00:43:55,502 --> 00:43:58,418 I fear for her and for her unborn child. 688 00:43:59,854 --> 00:44:01,813 Oh, dear God, I fear for us all. 689 00:44:04,946 --> 00:44:07,079 I fear what we may have to do. 690 00:44:23,748 --> 00:44:26,446 Give me one good reason to live. 691 00:44:40,765 --> 00:44:42,375 That baby is coming. 692 00:44:43,768 --> 00:44:45,639 She will change everything. 693 00:44:45,770 --> 00:44:47,380 She will change your life forever. 694 00:44:53,429 --> 00:44:54,692 She won't. 695 00:44:56,737 --> 00:45:00,872 She will be stuck with them, just like I am. 696 00:45:01,002 --> 00:45:03,875 And you can't take us away from here. 697 00:45:04,005 --> 00:45:06,051 Yes, I can. 698 00:45:09,271 --> 00:45:10,925 I'm yours already. 699 00:45:12,753 --> 00:45:15,147 The necklace you wear, it binds us together, 700 00:45:19,891 --> 00:45:21,588 Ah, 701 00:45:21,719 --> 00:45:23,982 but only because your mother made that choice for you. 702 00:45:26,332 --> 00:45:28,595 Now you're old enough to make that choice for yourself... 703 00:45:30,249 --> 00:45:32,381 To bind with me of your own free will. 704 00:45:34,688 --> 00:45:36,559 So take it off. 705 00:45:44,480 --> 00:45:46,091 And I will show you. 706 00:45:49,050 --> 00:45:50,791 I will show you who I really am. 707 00:45:53,011 --> 00:45:56,449 And if you're strong enough to face this... 708 00:45:56,579 --> 00:45:59,713 I will be yours entirely, 709 00:45:59,844 --> 00:46:01,584 yours to command. 710 00:46:05,414 --> 00:46:07,373 Do you want to see who I truly am? 711 00:46:11,290 --> 00:46:13,031 I do. 712 00:46:16,817 --> 00:46:18,688 I am everyone. 713 00:46:20,429 --> 00:46:22,257 I am no one. 714 00:46:24,433 --> 00:46:26,044 I'm a saint. 715 00:46:26,174 --> 00:46:28,176 I'm a demon. 716 00:46:32,224 --> 00:46:34,966 Will you take me, Deirdre? 717 00:46:35,096 --> 00:46:37,838 Will you take me to be yours forever? 718 00:46:56,770 --> 00:46:58,380 You are my witch now. 719 00:47:17,922 --> 00:47:19,749 May the Lord who frees you from sin 720 00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:22,927 save you and raise you up. 721 00:47:28,584 --> 00:47:31,674 ♪ You only hear - 722 00:47:31,805 --> 00:47:34,460 ♪ What you want to hear 723 00:47:36,027 --> 00:47:39,682 ♪ Take my heart as a souvenir ♪ 724 00:47:39,813 --> 00:47:42,033 I wanted so badly to save her. 725 00:47:42,163 --> 00:47:44,122 Of course you did, 726 00:47:44,252 --> 00:47:46,341 but these things are not in our hands. 727 00:47:46,472 --> 00:47:48,126 They're in God's. 728 00:47:48,256 --> 00:47:50,084 What you did do 729 00:47:50,215 --> 00:47:53,044 is love your mother with all your heart. 730 00:47:53,174 --> 00:47:55,916 It's a girl, isn't it? 731 00:47:56,047 --> 00:47:57,483 I want to see her. 732 00:47:57,613 --> 00:47:58,919 She needs to see the doctor first. 733 00:47:59,050 --> 00:48:01,139 No! Carlotta! 734 00:48:01,269 --> 00:48:03,141 No! Bring her back! 735 00:48:03,271 --> 00:48:04,316 No! 736 00:48:04,446 --> 00:48:06,709 Carlotta, no! 737 00:48:06,840 --> 00:48:10,278 ♪ You're losing 738 00:48:10,409 --> 00:48:13,760 ♪ Hands fall limp 739 00:48:13,891 --> 00:48:16,981 ♪ And I drift off 740 00:48:17,111 --> 00:48:20,506 ♪ Learning how 741 00:48:20,636 --> 00:48:23,683 ♪ To speak again 742 00:48:25,859 --> 00:48:29,167 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 743 00:48:29,297 --> 00:48:32,779 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 744 00:48:32,910 --> 00:48:36,217 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 745 00:48:39,699 --> 00:48:43,398 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 746 00:48:43,529 --> 00:48:46,575 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 747 00:48:46,706 --> 00:48:49,013 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 748 00:48:52,842 --> 00:48:54,366 Here are the rules. 749 00:48:54,496 --> 00:48:56,542 You will change your name. 750 00:48:56,672 --> 00:48:58,761 You will no longer be a Mayfair. 751 00:48:58,892 --> 00:49:01,025 You will never return here. 752 00:49:01,155 --> 00:49:02,765 You will never call. 753 00:49:02,896 --> 00:49:05,420 And most importantly, 754 00:49:05,551 --> 00:49:09,033 this baby can never, ever know who she is. 755 00:49:09,947 --> 00:49:13,124 It would be too dangerous for this family and for her. 756 00:49:13,254 --> 00:49:15,387 Whatever you say, Aunt Carlotta. 757 00:49:19,913 --> 00:49:21,480 ♪ When I feel small 758 00:49:21,610 --> 00:49:22,611 What's her name? 759 00:49:22,742 --> 00:49:26,441 ♪ You hold me 760 00:49:26,572 --> 00:49:30,576 Deirdre wanted to name her... Rowan. 761 00:49:30,706 --> 00:49:33,796 ♪ Closely 762 00:49:33,927 --> 00:49:35,798 ♪ Looking through 763 00:49:37,975 --> 00:49:40,368 ♪ The stained glass window 764 00:49:40,499 --> 00:49:42,240 Rowan. 765 00:49:42,370 --> 00:49:43,981 ♪ You might catch something ♪ 766 00:49:44,111 --> 00:49:45,852 Hi. 767 00:49:45,983 --> 00:49:49,725 ♪ Holy too 768 00:49:49,856 --> 00:49:53,033 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 769 00:49:53,164 --> 00:49:56,297 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 770 00:49:56,428 --> 00:49:58,734 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 771 00:49:58,865 --> 00:50:01,302 A malformed heart. 772 00:50:01,433 --> 00:50:04,479 The doctor said she couldn't have survived. 773 00:50:04,610 --> 00:50:07,830 He's going to come and give you a shot to help you sleep. 774 00:50:07,961 --> 00:50:11,660 ♪ Oh, oh, oh 775 00:50:17,753 --> 00:50:20,278 Ah, poor thing. 776 00:50:20,408 --> 00:50:21,931 Have you been trying to get this off? 777 00:50:46,217 --> 00:50:47,783 There. 778 00:50:53,789 --> 00:50:55,139 You and I... 779 00:51:04,017 --> 00:51:05,714 Are gonna share a little secret. 780 00:51:10,328 --> 00:51:13,374 I'm not gonna give you the Thorazine shot today. 781 00:51:13,505 --> 00:51:16,116 And I'm not gonna give it to you tomorrow. 782 00:51:16,247 --> 00:51:18,814 But I will come every day, 783 00:51:18,945 --> 00:51:21,165 because what I really want to know 784 00:51:21,295 --> 00:51:24,559 is who you are without the drugs. 785 00:51:24,690 --> 00:51:29,260 I want to know who Deirdre Mayfair really is. 786 00:51:36,963 --> 00:51:40,140 Lasher is on the move. 787 00:51:40,271 --> 00:51:42,142 I need to call Rowan Fielding's mother. 788 00:53:16,149 --> 00:53:18,151 Tell me about Daniel Lemle. 789 00:53:18,282 --> 00:53:20,849 His death had nothing to do with me. 790 00:53:20,980 --> 00:53:23,025 Are you okay? 791 00:53:24,984 --> 00:53:26,290 Rowan. 792 00:53:26,420 --> 00:53:28,074 She needs to know who she is. 793 00:53:28,205 --> 00:53:29,902 If only to protect herself. 794 00:53:30,032 --> 00:53:33,210 I promised you once that your life would change. 795 00:53:33,340 --> 00:53:35,255 That change is coming, my love. 796 00:53:35,386 --> 00:53:39,346 He is bound to you like he's bound to your mother. 797 00:53:39,477 --> 00:53:41,479 Are you frightened of him? Shouldn't I be? 798 00:53:41,609 --> 00:53:45,961 Any woman that makes a deal with the devil gets burned! 799 00:53:47,746 --> 00:53:51,706 When they come for us, we have to stand together. 800 00:53:53,055 --> 00:53:54,753 You have real power. 801 00:53:54,883 --> 00:53:57,103 If you want this to work, you need to behave like a Mayfair. 802 00:53:57,234 --> 00:53:58,496 Something's happening! 803 00:54:01,803 --> 00:54:03,414 He's coming! Keep going! 804 00:54:06,765 --> 00:54:10,421 For the first time in my life, I know who I am. 805 00:54:26,088 --> 00:54:28,439 This episode is called "The Witching Hour," 806 00:54:28,569 --> 00:54:29,962 and it's named "The Witching Hour" 807 00:54:30,092 --> 00:54:32,094 because that is the title of the first book 808 00:54:32,225 --> 00:54:33,835 in Anne Rice's Mayfair trilogy. 809 00:54:33,966 --> 00:54:36,751 Michelle Ashford and I, who created the show together, 810 00:54:36,882 --> 00:54:39,885 really wanted to signal that we were embarking on, 811 00:54:40,015 --> 00:54:43,715 in this first season, telling the story of this first book. 812 00:54:43,845 --> 00:54:48,807 Where did he go, the man who was just talking to her? 813 00:54:48,937 --> 00:54:51,244 What man? 814 00:54:54,029 --> 00:54:58,120 Rowan is this extraordinarily independent spirit. 815 00:54:58,251 --> 00:55:01,472 I love this character who's, like, out in the open ocean, 816 00:55:01,602 --> 00:55:04,126 on a boat, in the elements, on her own, 817 00:55:04,257 --> 00:55:05,911 but part of the mystery of Rowan 818 00:55:06,041 --> 00:55:08,435 is that she's searching for who she is, 819 00:55:08,566 --> 00:55:11,482 she's searching for an understanding of where home is. 820 00:55:11,612 --> 00:55:14,136 I was telling the Uber man about you. 821 00:55:14,267 --> 00:55:16,225 Yeah? Yeah, and he said, 822 00:55:16,356 --> 00:55:17,792 "If she's such a fancy doctor, 823 00:55:17,923 --> 00:55:20,534 why does she live on a boat like a dropout?" 824 00:55:20,665 --> 00:55:24,146 Did you tell him, "so I can travel the globe 825 00:55:24,277 --> 00:55:26,323 searching for home"? 826 00:55:26,453 --> 00:55:27,802 I'm your home. 827 00:55:27,933 --> 00:55:31,589 Is Ellie her true home, or is there some other, larger 828 00:55:31,719 --> 00:55:33,591 home and family out there? 829 00:55:33,721 --> 00:55:35,941 The hours will be long, 830 00:55:36,071 --> 00:55:38,378 and I need to know how that's gonna fly with the husband, 831 00:55:38,509 --> 00:55:40,424 boyfriend, kids? 832 00:55:40,554 --> 00:55:41,729 None of the above. 833 00:55:41,860 --> 00:55:43,165 It felt really important 834 00:55:43,296 --> 00:55:46,255 that we see Lemle as someone who's stopping her 835 00:55:46,386 --> 00:55:49,824 from being able to achieve what she wants to achieve, 836 00:55:49,955 --> 00:55:53,393 which is a real natural desire to save her mother's life. 837 00:55:53,524 --> 00:55:56,875 Pick a name, let's get your mom in this thing. 838 00:55:57,005 --> 00:55:58,006 Pick a name? 839 00:55:58,137 --> 00:55:59,399 There's 30 slots. 840 00:55:59,530 --> 00:56:01,227 We already have 30 patients, 841 00:56:01,358 --> 00:56:04,491 doesn't matter to me which patient your mom replaces. 842 00:56:06,188 --> 00:56:07,712 What he's saying to her is, 843 00:56:07,842 --> 00:56:10,062 I have an instinct that you are a killer. 844 00:56:10,192 --> 00:56:14,240 If my mother saw me pick a name, 845 00:56:14,371 --> 00:56:15,850 she would drop dead on the spot 846 00:56:15,981 --> 00:56:17,896 way before the cancer could kill her. 847 00:56:18,026 --> 00:56:21,639 And in arguing with him that she is not a killer, 848 00:56:21,769 --> 00:56:24,555 that he is wrong about her, she kills him. 849 00:56:28,559 --> 00:56:30,648 And so, in fact, he was right 850 00:56:30,778 --> 00:56:33,520 in his instinct about her in some way. 851 00:56:33,651 --> 00:56:36,218 This is a question that's gonna plague Rowan 852 00:56:36,349 --> 00:56:38,220 through the entire first season, 853 00:56:38,351 --> 00:56:40,005 "Am I a destroyer or not?" 854 00:56:42,268 --> 00:56:45,053 What about the man? 855 00:56:45,184 --> 00:56:47,142 I hardly ever see him anymore. 856 00:56:47,273 --> 00:56:48,927 Deirdre... 857 00:56:49,057 --> 00:56:50,755 Lying is also a sin. 858 00:56:50,885 --> 00:56:54,759 Deirdre has been locked up in the First Street House 859 00:56:54,889 --> 00:56:57,892 and not allowed to go anywhere except to school 860 00:56:58,023 --> 00:57:01,896 and to confession, because her aunts are so terrified 861 00:57:02,027 --> 00:57:03,681 of the power of Lasher, 862 00:57:03,811 --> 00:57:06,248 who is this being who's connected to her. 863 00:57:06,379 --> 00:57:09,556 Stop it! Stop it now! 864 00:57:09,687 --> 00:57:12,907 This is one of the scenes that comes out of the book, 865 00:57:13,038 --> 00:57:15,475 where rose petals are falling, and young girls 866 00:57:15,606 --> 00:57:18,130 outside the church are dancing in them, 867 00:57:18,260 --> 00:57:20,828 and that idea that, throughout her childhood, 868 00:57:20,959 --> 00:57:23,918 there's then been this magical being in her life 869 00:57:24,049 --> 00:57:27,269 who showers her with rose petals and makes her feel special 870 00:57:27,400 --> 00:57:28,880 and makes her feel divine, 871 00:57:29,010 --> 00:57:31,926 is a part of the seduction of this figure, Lasher. 872 00:57:32,057 --> 00:57:36,757 How many times have I told you not to encourage him?! 873 00:57:36,888 --> 00:57:38,542 I didn't ask him to come. 874 00:57:38,672 --> 00:57:43,547 Why can't you see that I am trying to protect you?! 875 00:57:43,677 --> 00:57:46,419 Just go to your room. 876 00:57:46,550 --> 00:57:49,074 And think about what you've done. 877 00:57:49,204 --> 00:57:53,078 She believes Lasher is the only one who sees or understands her 878 00:57:53,208 --> 00:57:57,082 because her aunts have made any kind of other human interaction 879 00:57:57,212 --> 00:57:58,910 impossible for her. 880 00:58:00,999 --> 00:58:05,307 Cortland is such a wonderful character. 881 00:58:05,438 --> 00:58:07,614 Don't hog the beauty, come on. 882 00:58:07,745 --> 00:58:10,530 Just full of that Mayfair, kind of, 883 00:58:10,661 --> 00:58:13,664 joy and lavishness and decadence. 884 00:58:13,794 --> 00:58:16,318 You can't imagine the number of times I've driven by your house 885 00:58:16,449 --> 00:58:18,973 and thought, I should stop and throw stones at your window. 886 00:58:19,104 --> 00:58:20,497 Try to get you out of there. 887 00:58:20,627 --> 00:58:22,020 I wish you had. 888 00:58:22,150 --> 00:58:26,024 Well, I'm sure it would only make more trouble 889 00:58:26,154 --> 00:58:28,156 between you and my sisters. 890 00:58:28,287 --> 00:58:30,245 So... 891 00:58:30,376 --> 00:58:31,551 Here's to you. 892 00:58:31,682 --> 00:58:34,119 An he's also a nefarious character, 893 00:58:34,249 --> 00:58:36,861 he's got all kinds of hidden agendas, 894 00:58:36,991 --> 00:58:39,646 the snake seemed to embody him perfectly. 895 00:58:41,822 --> 00:58:44,216 You know I'm worried for your soul, 896 00:58:44,346 --> 00:58:46,653 for the soul of your child. 897 00:58:46,784 --> 00:58:50,352 It felt really important that Rowan's birth, 898 00:58:50,483 --> 00:58:52,572 the origin of this character, 899 00:58:52,703 --> 00:58:55,749 be embedded in the story of the pilot. 900 00:58:55,880 --> 00:58:57,403 We wanted the audience 901 00:58:57,534 --> 00:59:00,232 to be in on the secret of Rowan's origins, 902 00:59:00,362 --> 00:59:02,930 this kind of fairytale story of this baby 903 00:59:03,061 --> 00:59:06,238 who's taken from a family, moved somewhere else, 904 00:59:06,368 --> 00:59:09,241 doesn't know who she is, doesn't know her name. 905 00:59:09,371 --> 00:59:14,899 Anne Rice's book is all about mothers and the power of women. 906 00:59:15,029 --> 00:59:17,336 I wanna see her! She needs to see the doctor first. 907 00:59:17,466 --> 00:59:19,599 No! Carlotta! 908 00:59:19,730 --> 00:59:22,907 No! Bring her back! No! 909 00:59:23,037 --> 00:59:26,780 So, it felt really important to have Rowan's birth 910 00:59:26,911 --> 00:59:28,782 in this first episode. 911 00:59:30,523 --> 00:59:34,875 This baby can never, ever know who she is. 912 00:59:35,006 --> 00:59:37,835 It'd be too dangerous for this family and for her. 913 00:59:37,965 --> 00:59:39,967 Whatever you say, Aunt Carlotta. 914 00:59:48,454 --> 00:59:52,284 We wanted to end the episode with Rowan out in the elements 915 00:59:52,414 --> 00:59:56,723 again just as we met her, but with so much having changed. 916 00:59:56,854 --> 01:00:00,945 She's lost her mother, she is beginning to think of herself 917 01:00:01,075 --> 01:00:05,036 as a kind of monster who has a power she doesn't understand. 918 01:00:05,166 --> 01:00:08,517 And in Deirdre's story, this necklace comes off 919 01:00:08,648 --> 01:00:10,868 and now Lasher has been released. 920 01:00:10,998 --> 01:00:15,350 I want to know who Deirdre Mayfair really is. 921 01:00:15,481 --> 01:00:20,834 What will happen now that Lasher has come into proximity 922 01:00:20,965 --> 01:00:22,140 with Rowan?