1 00:00:39,998 --> 00:00:42,333 ♪ Up at night, feeling dumb ♪ 2 00:00:42,751 --> 00:00:45,086 ♪ Am I all alone? ♪ 3 00:00:45,587 --> 00:00:50,425 ♪ Hide away from it all In a stranger's home ♪ 4 00:00:51,176 --> 00:00:56,306 ♪ Is it me, is it you? Can I trust myself? ♪ 5 00:00:58,099 --> 00:01:03,730 ♪ I need some help, I'm fine, don't ask ♪ 6 00:01:03,813 --> 00:01:09,360 ♪ The truth is I'm nightmares underneath ♪ 7 00:01:09,444 --> 00:01:11,571 ♪ It's useless ♪ 8 00:01:12,113 --> 00:01:15,075 ♪ Oh, well, who cares? ♪ 9 00:01:15,158 --> 00:01:16,576 Be cool, all right? 10 00:01:17,243 --> 00:01:19,162 They're holding you to make you sweat. 11 00:01:19,704 --> 00:01:22,332 They're not gonna press felony charges for steroids. 12 00:01:23,166 --> 00:01:25,210 Okay? Just sit tight. 13 00:01:25,293 --> 00:01:27,003 Give me a couple hours. 14 00:01:28,254 --> 00:01:29,255 Five minutes. 15 00:01:31,841 --> 00:01:32,841 Hey, Dad. 16 00:01:33,551 --> 00:01:34,551 Sit. 17 00:01:38,348 --> 00:01:42,268 ♪ Welcome the new Great Depression ♪ 18 00:01:45,021 --> 00:01:48,108 Your mother, she hasn't stopped crying since they picked you up. 19 00:01:48,858 --> 00:01:49,858 Sorry. 20 00:01:51,569 --> 00:01:53,905 I bust my ass for this family, 21 00:01:55,031 --> 00:01:56,282 and this is what you do? 22 00:02:00,954 --> 00:02:04,124 - Answer me! - What? What answer do you want? 23 00:02:04,666 --> 00:02:05,666 Is it true? 24 00:02:07,001 --> 00:02:08,169 What they're saying? 25 00:02:11,005 --> 00:02:13,341 - What are they saying? - You damn well know. 26 00:02:16,219 --> 00:02:18,054 They're saying you assaulted a kid. 27 00:02:18,638 --> 00:02:20,640 That you sexually assaulted a kid. 28 00:02:21,474 --> 00:02:22,474 A boy. 29 00:02:23,434 --> 00:02:25,937 - That true? - No, it wasn't sexual assault. 30 00:02:26,020 --> 00:02:27,020 I was messing with him. 31 00:02:27,772 --> 00:02:29,107 You were messing with him? 32 00:02:30,650 --> 00:02:31,650 The way they said? 33 00:02:33,403 --> 00:02:34,779 Why would you do that shit? 34 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:37,157 To a boy? 35 00:02:38,867 --> 00:02:40,410 You some kind of faggot? 36 00:02:43,329 --> 00:02:44,539 What if I was, Dad? 37 00:02:45,373 --> 00:02:46,374 What if I was? 38 00:02:50,378 --> 00:02:51,546 You're going to prison. 39 00:02:52,672 --> 00:02:54,883 You know what they do to guys like you in there? 40 00:02:55,091 --> 00:02:57,552 What do they do? Describe it. 41 00:02:57,635 --> 00:02:58,970 You're gonna get beat to shit. 42 00:02:59,470 --> 00:03:00,555 At the minimum. 43 00:03:00,763 --> 00:03:02,056 They will beat you down. 44 00:03:02,140 --> 00:03:04,020 Yeah, well at least none of them will be my dad. 45 00:03:11,441 --> 00:03:12,441 You a faggot? 46 00:03:14,444 --> 00:03:15,444 Sure. 47 00:04:03,701 --> 00:04:07,038 You got one on me, Jensen. I've never had one of those. 48 00:04:07,121 --> 00:04:08,881 Yeah, I'm breaking your records all the time. 49 00:04:08,915 --> 00:04:10,792 It's brutal, but it's better than a jail cell. 50 00:04:10,875 --> 00:04:12,210 We had to agree to it 51 00:04:12,293 --> 00:04:15,338 to get the prosecutor into court this morning and get you RoR'd. 52 00:04:15,672 --> 00:04:17,274 - I'm not complaining. - So, what? 53 00:04:17,298 --> 00:04:20,027 - He can't leave the outhouse? - He's not on house arrest. 54 00:04:20,051 --> 00:04:21,344 It's a GPS unit. 55 00:04:21,427 --> 00:04:24,055 So, they can track him to school, the library, 56 00:04:24,472 --> 00:04:25,723 wherever he's cleared to go. 57 00:04:25,807 --> 00:04:26,807 Wait, school? 58 00:04:26,849 --> 00:04:29,411 You have a meeting with the new counselor. She'll do an evaluation 59 00:04:29,435 --> 00:04:31,980 and tell the school district if you're okay to come back. 60 00:04:32,188 --> 00:04:33,773 Like, to see if I'm still homicidal? 61 00:04:34,607 --> 00:04:35,733 Enough with that talk. 62 00:04:35,817 --> 00:04:37,652 Okay? Your state of mind counts. 63 00:04:37,735 --> 00:04:39,570 Now, but especially at trial. 64 00:04:40,154 --> 00:04:41,864 What if it doesn't even go to trial? 65 00:04:41,948 --> 00:04:44,826 I mean, what if they come up with new evidence or a new... 66 00:04:45,451 --> 00:04:46,452 a new witness? 67 00:04:46,536 --> 00:04:49,163 Is that why you went to see Seth Massey the other night? 68 00:04:49,789 --> 00:04:50,790 I... 69 00:04:51,457 --> 00:04:52,457 Uh... 70 00:04:53,543 --> 00:04:55,795 - I thought he could help. - Unlikely. 71 00:04:55,878 --> 00:04:57,630 He was arrested on parole violations. 72 00:04:57,714 --> 00:04:59,549 He's going away for a long time. 73 00:04:59,632 --> 00:05:02,552 - How did you know that I was with him? - They had detectives tailing you. 74 00:05:02,969 --> 00:05:04,429 You can assume they will from now on. 75 00:05:04,887 --> 00:05:05,888 So, watch your back. 76 00:05:06,973 --> 00:05:08,266 Both of you. 77 00:05:08,599 --> 00:05:09,642 School in ten. 78 00:05:17,650 --> 00:05:18,818 Fuck! 79 00:05:23,114 --> 00:05:26,034 I thought he could get rid of the dealer. So I could be your alibi. 80 00:05:30,872 --> 00:05:31,873 I'm going to prison. 81 00:05:32,457 --> 00:05:33,583 For the rest of my life. 82 00:05:34,667 --> 00:05:36,127 You most definitely are not. 83 00:05:39,797 --> 00:05:41,037 I've got to tell you something. 84 00:05:43,259 --> 00:05:44,259 It's heavy shit. 85 00:05:44,969 --> 00:05:47,638 Ani called me last night. She was with Jess. 86 00:05:53,353 --> 00:05:57,106 Hey, Andrew. Walker crime scene, what did we get for footprints? 87 00:05:57,774 --> 00:06:00,568 Not a lot. There was rain that weekend. 88 00:06:01,110 --> 00:06:03,696 So, we mostly had scuff marks 89 00:06:03,780 --> 00:06:04,822 from the struggle. 90 00:06:06,574 --> 00:06:08,534 Right, this here shows a limp, right? 91 00:06:09,118 --> 00:06:13,081 Yeah, which that Dempsey kid... So, that answers that. 92 00:06:14,207 --> 00:06:18,002 Right, so the kid that was in the fight here was dragging his right foot, 93 00:06:18,836 --> 00:06:20,046 like Zach would've. 94 00:06:21,005 --> 00:06:22,006 What about this one? 95 00:06:22,965 --> 00:06:25,134 Doesn't this show a left foot being dragged? 96 00:06:25,468 --> 00:06:26,468 Yeah, possibly. 97 00:06:27,011 --> 00:06:28,763 Or maybe we're looking at it wrong. 98 00:06:29,347 --> 00:06:32,392 There's not one complete print. I wouldn't take it to court. 99 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:34,226 All right. 100 00:06:35,561 --> 00:06:36,854 What about tire treads? 101 00:07:00,753 --> 00:07:03,506 - You were out again all night. - Not all night. 102 00:07:04,507 --> 00:07:06,968 Jessica Davis needed some help. 103 00:07:07,468 --> 00:07:08,636 We've got a test. 104 00:07:08,845 --> 00:07:11,431 Mrs. Walker saw you in the window of the coffee shop 105 00:07:11,514 --> 00:07:12,765 with a girl and a boy. 106 00:07:13,141 --> 00:07:16,144 Yeah, Justin Foley was there, too. We're all in the same history class. 107 00:07:16,227 --> 00:07:18,229 I will assume that is a lie. 108 00:07:19,814 --> 00:07:21,065 The police called this morning. 109 00:07:21,399 --> 00:07:23,109 - What? - Deputy Standall. 110 00:07:23,192 --> 00:07:24,272 They want to see you again. 111 00:07:24,318 --> 00:07:26,112 I told them we would be there this evening. 112 00:07:26,696 --> 00:07:27,696 I see. 113 00:07:29,490 --> 00:07:30,616 All right. 114 00:07:30,908 --> 00:07:35,163 - Amorowat, I told you not to get involved. - Mum, I know. I know. 115 00:07:35,538 --> 00:07:38,166 But you brought me into this country, and I'm glad you did, 116 00:07:38,249 --> 00:07:40,418 and now you have to let me live in this country. 117 00:07:40,793 --> 00:07:44,088 And take care of my friends, and my friends needed me last night. 118 00:07:44,172 --> 00:07:45,452 Did they also lie to the police? 119 00:07:46,174 --> 00:07:48,342 How can you be sure this boy didn't commit the crime? 120 00:07:48,426 --> 00:07:50,094 Because I know him, Mum! 121 00:07:50,678 --> 00:07:51,678 And he's good. 122 00:07:56,017 --> 00:07:57,643 You mustn't lie to the police again. 123 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:00,873 What? What is it? 124 00:09:00,957 --> 00:09:03,084 Fucking Standall wants to talk to me again. 125 00:09:03,167 --> 00:09:05,670 - Shit! Why? - Does it matter? 126 00:09:05,920 --> 00:09:08,381 Look, I got an all-cash offer to sell the garage 127 00:09:08,464 --> 00:09:10,692 - to the guy who owns Maverick's. - What about the title? 128 00:09:10,716 --> 00:09:12,176 He's gonna file a new title himself, 129 00:09:12,260 --> 00:09:14,345 transfer it over to his holding company, clean it up. 130 00:09:14,428 --> 00:09:17,056 - He's cool with it. - Jesus, Tony. That's fraud. 131 00:09:17,139 --> 00:09:18,599 You're gonna talk to me about fraud? 132 00:09:19,058 --> 00:09:20,309 They have Clay for murder. 133 00:09:20,434 --> 00:09:21,936 Once they figure out he's innocent, 134 00:09:22,019 --> 00:09:24,059 - they're gonna work their way... - How do you know? 135 00:09:24,730 --> 00:09:26,899 How do you know that he is innocent? 136 00:09:27,358 --> 00:09:30,236 Tell me the truth about that night. 137 00:09:30,945 --> 00:09:31,945 About Homecoming. 138 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:34,240 - I told you the truth. - I... 139 00:09:35,449 --> 00:09:37,243 Shit! One second. 140 00:09:37,326 --> 00:09:38,326 You kidding? 141 00:09:39,203 --> 00:09:40,204 It's Tim Pozzi. 142 00:09:40,871 --> 00:09:43,624 That dealer that got banned from City Gym. I have to kick him out. 143 00:09:50,298 --> 00:09:52,592 You heard Monty was arrested last night? 144 00:09:53,050 --> 00:09:54,050 Yeah. 145 00:09:54,594 --> 00:09:55,594 You okay? 146 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:57,430 No one's said anything to you or anything? 147 00:09:58,097 --> 00:09:59,515 I mean, nothing bad. 148 00:09:59,932 --> 00:10:00,932 People are... 149 00:10:01,642 --> 00:10:03,269 still kinda being nice to me. 150 00:10:04,604 --> 00:10:05,604 St. George. 151 00:10:12,153 --> 00:10:13,153 Um... 152 00:10:13,487 --> 00:10:14,739 I'll be right back. 153 00:10:18,951 --> 00:10:22,111 The prosecutor doesn't believe you pose a threat to your classmates. 154 00:10:22,413 --> 00:10:24,290 So, we're here today to determine 155 00:10:24,373 --> 00:10:26,792 if returning to class is the best thing for you. 156 00:10:27,376 --> 00:10:29,337 What makes you all think I want to return? 157 00:10:30,379 --> 00:10:33,179 - You don't want to come back? - What good has this place ever done me? 158 00:10:33,549 --> 00:10:35,468 What good has high school done anyone? 159 00:10:35,801 --> 00:10:38,679 I feel like all I've learned these last few years is life is fucked. 160 00:10:39,388 --> 00:10:40,765 Don't try and help anyone. 161 00:10:41,932 --> 00:10:44,018 - I'm sorry you feel that way. - Don't you? 162 00:10:44,101 --> 00:10:45,686 I mean, how do you do it? 163 00:10:45,770 --> 00:10:47,188 - Do what? - Your job. 164 00:10:47,521 --> 00:10:49,231 How do you show up here every day 165 00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:52,902 hoping to make it better, knowing nothing ever changes? 166 00:10:54,070 --> 00:10:57,406 Tyler Down told me the reason he came to see me in the first place 167 00:10:57,615 --> 00:10:59,575 last spring was because of you. 168 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:00,659 Is that true? 169 00:11:01,577 --> 00:11:03,329 I guess... I guess so. So what? 170 00:11:03,537 --> 00:11:05,665 So, you said things don't get better. 171 00:11:06,248 --> 00:11:10,086 But it does. And Tyler has, in no small part because of you. 172 00:11:13,381 --> 00:11:15,466 Clay, you asked me how I do it. 173 00:11:16,842 --> 00:11:18,719 It's easy. I show up. 174 00:11:19,470 --> 00:11:21,889 Every day, I show up, no matter what. 175 00:11:22,306 --> 00:11:25,017 Good days or bad, because that's all we can do. 176 00:11:25,101 --> 00:11:26,435 And that's all you can do. 177 00:11:28,062 --> 00:11:29,062 So... 178 00:11:30,022 --> 00:11:31,357 you think you can show up? 179 00:11:38,948 --> 00:11:40,241 - You told Clay? - Yeah. 180 00:11:40,324 --> 00:11:44,286 Yeah, I did. But listen, there's something new that happened. 181 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:45,370 Okay, me first. 182 00:11:46,288 --> 00:11:48,124 The police called me in again. 183 00:11:49,458 --> 00:11:50,918 They want to see me today. 184 00:11:52,336 --> 00:11:53,504 Shit. 185 00:11:56,132 --> 00:11:58,592 Come here. You're gonna want to hear this... 186 00:11:59,427 --> 00:12:01,053 before you talk to the police. 187 00:12:22,450 --> 00:12:23,534 Jesus, Ani. 188 00:12:23,993 --> 00:12:26,537 I know, but it can help when I go to the sheriff. 189 00:12:26,662 --> 00:12:28,831 No, don't go down there. Don't do that! 190 00:12:28,914 --> 00:12:31,500 Clay, I promise I will figure this out. 191 00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:33,919 If I can't make things better, I won't make it worse. 192 00:12:34,003 --> 00:12:35,045 Don't go down there. 193 00:12:35,129 --> 00:12:37,816 You may think you have a plan, but you're jumping into it head first. 194 00:12:37,840 --> 00:12:40,360 - You're not listening to reason. - Okay. First, I do have a plan. 195 00:12:40,384 --> 00:12:41,384 And second, 196 00:12:41,635 --> 00:12:45,055 are you really the person to criticize me for being headstrong and stubborn? 197 00:12:47,099 --> 00:12:48,893 It's just, what if it doesn't work? 198 00:12:49,018 --> 00:12:51,645 Listen, I need you to hold up your end. 199 00:12:52,188 --> 00:12:54,607 A confession at this point fucks us up! 200 00:12:55,107 --> 00:12:56,400 - Right? - No, I know. 201 00:12:56,525 --> 00:12:58,569 Clay, I've told you what you need to know. 202 00:12:59,403 --> 00:13:00,696 You can do this. 203 00:13:02,740 --> 00:13:04,116 You trust me, don't you? 204 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:09,413 I... I trust you. 205 00:13:31,685 --> 00:13:32,686 Sit right there. 206 00:13:36,190 --> 00:13:38,692 Can I get you some water or anything? 207 00:13:39,485 --> 00:13:40,486 No, thank you. 208 00:13:40,569 --> 00:13:42,321 I wasn't expecting you until later. 209 00:13:49,870 --> 00:13:50,870 Before we begin, 210 00:13:51,956 --> 00:13:53,916 if you're expecting I'm gonna help you 211 00:13:53,999 --> 00:13:56,544 prove Clay Jensen guilty, you'll be disappointed. 212 00:13:56,919 --> 00:13:58,921 - 'Cause I don't believe he is. - You don't? 213 00:14:00,172 --> 00:14:01,852 Just so you know, you're facing the reality 214 00:14:01,882 --> 00:14:03,592 that most people believe he is guilty. 215 00:14:04,802 --> 00:14:06,136 Do you still want to talk? 216 00:14:06,428 --> 00:14:07,428 I do. 217 00:14:08,430 --> 00:14:09,430 Okay. 218 00:14:10,099 --> 00:14:11,099 Do you mind? 219 00:14:12,935 --> 00:14:14,937 Okay. Begin at the beginning. 220 00:14:15,187 --> 00:14:18,148 Who you are, what school you're from and why you're here. 221 00:14:20,109 --> 00:14:23,028 My name is Amorowat Anysia Achola. 222 00:14:25,197 --> 00:14:26,198 You can call me Ani. 223 00:14:27,366 --> 00:14:29,326 I'm a senior at Liberty High School. 224 00:14:31,203 --> 00:14:32,872 You don't have to do that anymore. 225 00:14:32,955 --> 00:14:34,415 It's an interesting place. 226 00:14:34,498 --> 00:14:36,709 I'm never playing football ever again. 227 00:14:37,710 --> 00:14:40,504 Justin told me you went to the sheriff. You didn't have to do that. 228 00:14:40,588 --> 00:14:42,798 - Thank you. - I didn't do it for you. 229 00:14:44,341 --> 00:14:46,141 I did it because it was the right thing to do. 230 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:49,200 Yeah, but sometimes it's hard to know what the right thing is. 231 00:14:50,014 --> 00:14:51,390 Listen, Zach. Either way, 232 00:14:51,974 --> 00:14:53,976 you put yourself on the line. 233 00:14:54,059 --> 00:14:55,102 I'm gonna do the same. 234 00:14:55,936 --> 00:14:57,146 You deserve to know the truth. 235 00:14:59,148 --> 00:15:01,066 Bryce Walker did hurt a lot of people. 236 00:15:02,234 --> 00:15:03,569 Zach and Chloe, certainly. 237 00:15:04,695 --> 00:15:07,406 But I soon realized the one he hurt the most 238 00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:09,658 was Jessica Davis. 239 00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:11,201 You wanna talk about Jessica Davis? 240 00:15:11,285 --> 00:15:13,329 You need to understand everyone had their reasons. 241 00:15:13,412 --> 00:15:16,081 And you need to understand what those reasons are. 242 00:15:17,416 --> 00:15:18,500 Everyone had a reason, 243 00:15:18,584 --> 00:15:20,586 - including you? - Including me. 244 00:15:20,669 --> 00:15:22,004 But this isn't a confession? 245 00:15:22,087 --> 00:15:25,090 Before I tell you who did it, and you decide what to do about it, 246 00:15:25,799 --> 00:15:27,718 you need to know who could've done it 247 00:15:27,801 --> 00:15:28,886 and why. 248 00:15:29,053 --> 00:15:31,448 - Okay, why do I need to know that? - 'Cause no one's innocent. 249 00:15:31,472 --> 00:15:34,725 Violence begets violence, it just doesn't always look the same. 250 00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:36,393 How do you mean? 251 00:15:36,477 --> 00:15:38,270 Some of us do violence to ourselves. 252 00:15:38,354 --> 00:15:40,940 Some try to break the pattern. Zach tried. 253 00:15:41,023 --> 00:15:43,692 Maybe Bryce was trying to break the cycle within himself. 254 00:15:44,109 --> 00:15:46,487 And Jessica found him before he got the chance. 255 00:15:47,404 --> 00:15:48,447 - Did you bring it? - Yeah. 256 00:15:51,909 --> 00:15:53,452 - Jess, seriously... - Shh. No talking. 257 00:15:53,535 --> 00:15:54,703 No, this time I am talking. 258 00:15:54,787 --> 00:15:56,622 Okay? I do not have time to mess around. 259 00:15:56,705 --> 00:15:57,831 Yeah, okay. I know. 260 00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:02,211 I love you. I don't want anything to happen to you. 261 00:16:02,920 --> 00:16:03,754 And I'm scared. 262 00:16:03,837 --> 00:16:05,881 Hey. Don't be scared. 263 00:16:07,883 --> 00:16:08,968 Do you believe in me? 264 00:16:09,843 --> 00:16:12,346 - I mean, do you really believe in me? - Yes. 265 00:16:12,429 --> 00:16:13,514 Of course I do. 266 00:16:13,597 --> 00:16:14,598 Then we're gonna be okay. 267 00:16:21,605 --> 00:16:23,273 Everyone had their reasons. 268 00:16:23,857 --> 00:16:26,986 The trick was trying to tell who just wanted Bryce dead, 269 00:16:27,486 --> 00:16:28,821 and who could actually kill. 270 00:16:30,572 --> 00:16:32,866 I mean, what does a killer look like? 271 00:16:34,159 --> 00:16:37,663 You know, I'm actually asking, because... we had no idea. 272 00:16:37,746 --> 00:16:38,914 But you had your suspicions? 273 00:16:39,540 --> 00:16:42,209 Who among us would be most likely to take a gun... 274 00:16:43,669 --> 00:16:44,753 and pull the trigger? 275 00:16:51,844 --> 00:16:53,053 Hey, man. 276 00:16:53,137 --> 00:16:54,137 Hey, Alex. 277 00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:58,642 Uh, Clay was looking for you. I told him that you weren't in first. 278 00:16:58,726 --> 00:17:00,227 Yeah, I'm kinda skipping today. 279 00:17:00,519 --> 00:17:01,562 - Oh... - But... 280 00:17:02,271 --> 00:17:05,607 I heard about Monty being arrested. And what he did to you. 281 00:17:05,983 --> 00:17:07,026 Are you okay? 282 00:17:07,609 --> 00:17:08,609 I mean, yeah. 283 00:17:08,944 --> 00:17:11,739 That's really fucked up. I'm so sorry. 284 00:17:12,281 --> 00:17:13,281 Thanks. 285 00:17:13,699 --> 00:17:14,700 Listen, um... 286 00:17:17,828 --> 00:17:19,204 Do you still have a gun? 287 00:17:20,831 --> 00:17:21,832 No. 288 00:17:23,292 --> 00:17:25,753 The last one I gave Clay, that was all I had. 289 00:17:25,836 --> 00:17:26,836 Why? 290 00:17:28,130 --> 00:17:31,675 No, I just... Just don't want those guys to come after you. 291 00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:33,343 Monty's guys. 292 00:17:33,886 --> 00:17:35,929 Well, if they wanna go to jail... 293 00:17:36,597 --> 00:17:37,597 Right. 294 00:17:39,224 --> 00:17:40,684 What are you working on? 295 00:17:42,811 --> 00:17:43,812 Uh... 296 00:17:58,243 --> 00:17:59,453 Holy shit, Tyler. 297 00:18:01,997 --> 00:18:03,207 You took these as proof? 298 00:18:03,540 --> 00:18:04,540 Yeah. 299 00:18:05,209 --> 00:18:07,294 I only took one that first night. 300 00:18:08,212 --> 00:18:10,047 I thought I would leave it behind as proof. 301 00:18:10,422 --> 00:18:12,091 And then, after that, I... 302 00:18:12,591 --> 00:18:14,510 I started to take one a day. 303 00:18:15,886 --> 00:18:16,886 Just to... 304 00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:20,224 like, track the bruises, I guess. 305 00:18:20,891 --> 00:18:23,352 I ended up tracking how I changed. 306 00:18:23,435 --> 00:18:24,436 Over time. 307 00:18:28,398 --> 00:18:31,151 ♪ Thought I'd go and leave ♪ 308 00:18:31,276 --> 00:18:32,945 After Bryce died, I almost quit. 309 00:18:34,071 --> 00:18:35,114 But I kept going. 310 00:18:37,407 --> 00:18:42,162 ♪ All your life, all your life All your life ♪ 311 00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:46,542 ♪ All your life ♪ 312 00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:53,173 ♪ All your life, all your life All your life ♪ 313 00:18:59,388 --> 00:19:03,892 Talking to the police must've been like a weight off, right? 314 00:19:05,519 --> 00:19:07,146 Yeah, it was. 315 00:19:11,191 --> 00:19:12,191 Hey... 316 00:19:13,360 --> 00:19:14,361 are you okay? 317 00:19:14,611 --> 00:19:16,155 Yeah. Yeah, I am. 318 00:19:17,739 --> 00:19:21,618 ♪ All your life, all your life All your life ♪ 319 00:19:23,912 --> 00:19:26,582 So the false alarm at Spring Fling wasn't a false alarm at all? 320 00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:32,814 Okay, you're going to tell me why I shouldn't go arrest Tyler right now. 321 00:19:32,838 --> 00:19:35,299 Well, because this conversation would be over. 322 00:19:35,674 --> 00:19:37,354 And in a few minutes, I'm going to tell you 323 00:19:37,426 --> 00:19:39,011 exactly why you can't go arrest Tyler. 324 00:19:40,095 --> 00:19:41,495 He was the only one who kept a gun? 325 00:19:42,890 --> 00:19:44,516 He thought he needed the power. 326 00:19:45,267 --> 00:19:46,427 He thought it made him a man. 327 00:19:46,727 --> 00:19:48,407 Does that really matter to kids these days? 328 00:19:49,104 --> 00:19:51,424 - Being a man? - I think you know it does. 329 00:19:51,732 --> 00:19:52,733 Hey, Alex. 330 00:19:53,317 --> 00:19:54,401 Hey. Where you going? 331 00:19:55,235 --> 00:19:58,864 I have an appointment off-campus, it's physical therapy. 332 00:19:59,907 --> 00:20:02,451 - How're you gonna get there? - My dad'll pick me up. 333 00:20:04,369 --> 00:20:07,080 Your dad. You're... you're gonna see your dad? 334 00:20:07,414 --> 00:20:09,666 Yeah, I just texted him. He should be here soon. Why? 335 00:20:11,168 --> 00:20:12,168 Um... 336 00:20:13,337 --> 00:20:14,922 I just talked to Tyler. 337 00:20:15,005 --> 00:20:16,757 He told me you asked him for a gun. 338 00:20:17,841 --> 00:20:20,093 Yeah, I just needed to blow off some steam. 339 00:20:20,344 --> 00:20:23,472 And I thought I'd do some target practice, and my dad won't let me. 340 00:20:23,764 --> 00:20:25,724 But anyway, he didn't have one. So... 341 00:20:27,059 --> 00:20:28,060 Are you... 342 00:20:28,727 --> 00:20:29,728 Is everything good? 343 00:20:30,020 --> 00:20:31,230 Yeah, everything's fine. 344 00:20:32,648 --> 00:20:35,859 Okay. And your dad's gonna pick you up and you don't need, like, a ride? 345 00:20:35,943 --> 00:20:36,985 No. Thanks. 346 00:20:39,446 --> 00:20:43,283 Hey, Alex. Listen, actually... Do you have one minute to talk before you go? 347 00:20:43,367 --> 00:20:45,369 - About what? - Look, I think Ani did it. 348 00:20:46,119 --> 00:20:48,664 - And I can't cover for her anymore. - You think Ani? 349 00:20:49,331 --> 00:20:50,207 That's crazy. 350 00:20:50,290 --> 00:20:51,290 Is it? 351 00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:54,127 Because it wasn't me. She's all that's left. 352 00:20:57,339 --> 00:20:59,049 Alex was right, nobody's clean. 353 00:21:00,801 --> 00:21:02,427 I knew Alex was using steroids. 354 00:21:02,970 --> 00:21:04,012 But not from Bryce. 355 00:21:04,721 --> 00:21:06,139 Monty was buying from Bryce. 356 00:21:07,516 --> 00:21:09,184 We didn't find anything on Monty. 357 00:21:09,685 --> 00:21:11,561 Does it surprise you he might be a step ahead? 358 00:21:12,437 --> 00:21:14,481 Maybe your sheriff should have dug deeper. 359 00:21:15,232 --> 00:21:18,402 But you were all briefly convinced you had your man in Tony Padilla. 360 00:21:19,403 --> 00:21:20,862 - Tony had a motive. - He did. 361 00:21:22,489 --> 00:21:24,199 He had more motive than you know. 362 00:21:24,741 --> 00:21:25,993 Whoa, this is happening now? 363 00:21:26,576 --> 00:21:28,996 Ani's talking to the cops so I've got to be ready to move. 364 00:21:29,079 --> 00:21:30,455 Okay. Give me two minutes. 365 00:21:30,539 --> 00:21:31,581 I don't have it. 366 00:21:31,665 --> 00:21:33,959 You're just gonna try and convince me not to do this, 367 00:21:34,042 --> 00:21:35,602 and we've had this conversation plenty. 368 00:21:35,627 --> 00:21:37,671 I swear I won't. Just come outside. 369 00:21:37,754 --> 00:21:41,550 If I don't make it to the police station by this afternoon, they're coming here. 370 00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:43,010 - You get me? - I get you. 371 00:21:43,593 --> 00:21:45,053 Now, come outside 372 00:21:45,137 --> 00:21:47,737 before I pick a fight with you and embarrass you in front of Javi. 373 00:21:47,764 --> 00:21:50,726 Any other day, and I would prove that statement ridiculous. 374 00:21:50,809 --> 00:21:52,060 What are you gonna say outside 375 00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:54,479 - you can't say in here? - Not what I can say, 376 00:21:54,563 --> 00:21:55,731 more what you can see. 377 00:21:57,441 --> 00:21:58,441 Okay. 378 00:22:01,695 --> 00:22:03,530 In retrospect, this is probably a bad idea, 379 00:22:03,613 --> 00:22:07,743 but it's already set in motion, so you're just gonna have to deal with it. 380 00:22:08,035 --> 00:22:10,495 What the fuck am I gonna have to deal with, Caleb? 381 00:22:17,002 --> 00:22:18,545 - No. - It's too late, it's done. 382 00:22:18,628 --> 00:22:19,963 - No, Caleb. - It's too late. 383 00:22:21,381 --> 00:22:22,382 Now take the keys. 384 00:22:26,845 --> 00:22:30,265 If you're gonna leave me, then at least you'll have your first love. 385 00:22:32,392 --> 00:22:34,112 So, Tony did have a killer motive 386 00:22:34,186 --> 00:22:35,228 we didn't even know about? 387 00:22:36,021 --> 00:22:40,067 And you yourself came to think that Clay could do it, now you don't. 388 00:22:40,776 --> 00:22:43,695 You had tried to use Mr. Porter and Mrs. Baker against him. 389 00:22:44,029 --> 00:22:46,424 - But it worked the other way, didn't it? - I think the sheriff 390 00:22:46,448 --> 00:22:47,866 in the end felt the case was helped 391 00:22:47,949 --> 00:22:49,829 - by their interview. - But you didn't think so. 392 00:22:50,452 --> 00:22:52,746 Otherwise we wouldn't still be sitting here. 393 00:22:57,167 --> 00:22:58,543 So, just what I've learned today: 394 00:22:59,127 --> 00:23:00,796 Tyler Down was almost a school shooter, 395 00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:05,133 Tony Padilla's family was deported because of Bryce Walker's family, 396 00:23:06,301 --> 00:23:08,595 and my own son went to a prostitute with Bryce. 397 00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:10,347 What else? 398 00:23:10,430 --> 00:23:13,517 Well, of course you know that Justin Foley's a drug addict? 399 00:23:14,893 --> 00:23:16,144 No, I did not know that. 400 00:23:16,603 --> 00:23:18,814 Well, you need to, for where we're going. 401 00:23:19,106 --> 00:23:21,900 I don't know. Isn't this, like, against the law? 402 00:23:25,153 --> 00:23:26,696 I don't know, I just... 403 00:23:29,449 --> 00:23:30,659 It's what we have to do. 404 00:23:31,284 --> 00:23:33,495 You're the only one who can do it. You're his friend. 405 00:23:34,913 --> 00:23:36,081 Can I ask you something? 406 00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:41,336 Some of the guys, they're saying you're, like, a drug addict. 407 00:23:42,254 --> 00:23:43,380 That you do heroin. 408 00:23:44,005 --> 00:23:45,173 That's not true, right? 409 00:23:46,758 --> 00:23:47,758 Yeah, it's true. 410 00:23:49,469 --> 00:23:52,597 I've made... a lot of mistakes, man. 411 00:23:53,306 --> 00:23:55,058 Sometimes I feel like that's all life is. 412 00:23:55,142 --> 00:23:57,811 It's just all the mistakes you make 413 00:23:57,894 --> 00:23:59,694 and all the shit you gotta do to set it right. 414 00:24:02,774 --> 00:24:04,484 Justin was as good as his word. 415 00:24:05,068 --> 00:24:06,653 He would defend Clay until the end. 416 00:24:07,237 --> 00:24:08,697 Which was going to get complicated. 417 00:24:08,780 --> 00:24:10,991 - Or Clay would defend Justin. - Or Tyler Down. 418 00:24:11,074 --> 00:24:12,074 And keep his secrets. 419 00:24:12,742 --> 00:24:13,743 Or Jessica Davis. 420 00:24:13,827 --> 00:24:14,744 Or Zach Dempsey. 421 00:24:14,828 --> 00:24:15,954 Or Alex Standall? 422 00:24:18,665 --> 00:24:19,666 Look, it's complicated. 423 00:24:19,749 --> 00:24:21,209 We need to make it simple. 424 00:24:22,502 --> 00:24:23,628 I think... 425 00:24:24,838 --> 00:24:27,507 I think I would like that glass of water 426 00:24:27,966 --> 00:24:29,676 now, if... if you don't mind. 427 00:24:35,891 --> 00:24:36,892 Okay. 428 00:25:04,002 --> 00:25:05,002 There you go. 429 00:25:06,004 --> 00:25:09,174 So, we got about a dozen kids who could've done it. 430 00:25:10,759 --> 00:25:12,093 It's all about Homecoming night. 431 00:25:13,094 --> 00:25:14,095 Everyone was there. 432 00:25:14,679 --> 00:25:17,307 Everyone had their reasons for wanting to kill Bryce. 433 00:25:18,016 --> 00:25:20,576 At the end of the night, one of them would have followed through. 434 00:25:22,270 --> 00:25:25,190 Clay Jensen had been broken by Bryce more than once. 435 00:25:26,274 --> 00:25:28,401 Bryce had threatened to ruin Monty's life. 436 00:25:29,236 --> 00:25:33,365 Jessica Davis was on fire with the cause, with anger at Bryce. 437 00:25:33,448 --> 00:25:35,492 Justin Foley would've done anything for her. 438 00:25:36,076 --> 00:25:38,161 Tony would've loved to get into that fight. 439 00:25:38,912 --> 00:25:41,456 Tyler felt under attack all over again. 440 00:25:42,165 --> 00:25:44,751 And Zach's dreams were destroyed with one hit. 441 00:25:46,002 --> 00:25:48,380 So, he tried to destroy Bryce's dreams. 442 00:25:49,339 --> 00:25:51,591 - As you know, he didn't finish the job. - So who did? 443 00:25:53,134 --> 00:25:55,428 You all knew that Clay threatened Bryce on the field. 444 00:25:58,723 --> 00:26:01,017 - We did. - And you know that Justin pulled him off. 445 00:26:01,601 --> 00:26:03,601 - And sent him running. - Where the fuck did he go? 446 00:26:03,853 --> 00:26:05,293 - Yes. - And how'd you know all this? 447 00:26:05,939 --> 00:26:07,816 You talked to the other players, correct? 448 00:26:13,572 --> 00:26:15,240 So, I imagine they told you that 449 00:26:15,323 --> 00:26:17,043 Bryce and Monty also had words on the field? 450 00:26:17,117 --> 00:26:18,368 Go! 451 00:26:26,209 --> 00:26:29,421 - Hey! Hey, that was fucking late! - Says the king of the cheap shot! 452 00:26:29,504 --> 00:26:31,584 - I'll break you if I have to. - Go right ahead, man. 453 00:26:34,968 --> 00:26:36,136 Come on, Luke. 454 00:26:36,219 --> 00:26:38,054 - Get ready. - Let's go. 455 00:26:43,518 --> 00:26:47,022 Monty spent the whole night literally trying to break Bryce in half. 456 00:26:52,027 --> 00:26:54,112 - Good hit, Monty. - Keep coming, Walker. 457 00:26:54,195 --> 00:26:56,115 - Think you'll scare me? - I'll fucking kill you. 458 00:26:56,156 --> 00:26:57,156 Okay, buddy. 459 00:27:07,751 --> 00:27:09,836 Listen, that thing we talked about. 460 00:27:10,962 --> 00:27:13,298 You're all good. Take care of yourself, man. 461 00:27:13,923 --> 00:27:14,923 Walker! 462 00:27:18,511 --> 00:27:19,512 What's up, Monty? 463 00:27:20,430 --> 00:27:22,265 What the fuck are you trying to prove? 464 00:27:22,390 --> 00:27:24,710 I'm trying to prove that I'm worth something in this world. 465 00:27:25,143 --> 00:27:26,143 You should try it. 466 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:28,520 I gotta go. 467 00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:30,732 I will take you out. 468 00:27:31,149 --> 00:27:32,233 No, you won't. 469 00:27:33,068 --> 00:27:35,528 'Cause you're just a coward, you always have been. 470 00:27:39,908 --> 00:27:44,204 Monty immediately got into his car and followed the Hillcrest bus. 471 00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:49,459 The fuck are you doing here? 472 00:27:51,252 --> 00:27:52,252 Yearbook. 473 00:27:53,922 --> 00:27:58,134 I'm in Yearbook. I was just... I'm going. 474 00:27:58,218 --> 00:28:01,429 Hey. Hey... I ain't gonna do anything. 475 00:28:02,347 --> 00:28:03,348 I gotta go. 476 00:28:04,182 --> 00:28:05,183 Listen, man. 477 00:28:07,185 --> 00:28:09,062 I'm sorry about last summer. 478 00:28:10,230 --> 00:28:11,940 I was drunk, and really fucked up. 479 00:28:13,900 --> 00:28:14,900 It's fine. 480 00:28:16,486 --> 00:28:17,486 I mean, whatever. 481 00:28:18,905 --> 00:28:19,905 You... 482 00:28:20,990 --> 00:28:22,075 seem like a good guy. 483 00:28:25,954 --> 00:28:27,080 Um... 484 00:28:28,748 --> 00:28:30,333 You want... 485 00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:33,336 My parents are gone all weekend... 486 00:28:35,046 --> 00:28:36,046 if you want to hang out? 487 00:28:38,133 --> 00:28:40,885 Monty followed that bus as soon as it left Liberty. 488 00:28:57,026 --> 00:28:58,027 Holy shit! 489 00:29:01,990 --> 00:29:03,867 Are you gonna beat the shit out of me now? 490 00:29:04,909 --> 00:29:06,077 I said I was sorry. 491 00:29:08,538 --> 00:29:10,373 I know, I was just making a joke. 492 00:29:13,293 --> 00:29:15,837 I'll give you a ride somewhere if you don't want to Uber. 493 00:29:16,629 --> 00:29:18,047 Are you trying to kick me out? 494 00:29:19,090 --> 00:29:20,925 No, I just figured you'd want to go. 495 00:29:24,137 --> 00:29:25,597 Well, maybe... 496 00:29:26,347 --> 00:29:27,724 I want to stay and do that again. 497 00:29:28,892 --> 00:29:29,892 Yeah? 498 00:29:30,518 --> 00:29:31,518 Okay. 499 00:29:35,523 --> 00:29:37,150 I'm not fucking gay. 500 00:29:40,445 --> 00:29:41,445 Okay. 501 00:29:42,822 --> 00:29:44,032 Cool. 502 00:29:46,868 --> 00:29:48,369 You can be whatever you want to be. 503 00:29:52,248 --> 00:29:53,248 No. 504 00:29:55,752 --> 00:29:56,752 I can't. 505 00:29:59,172 --> 00:30:00,256 Monty had a secret. 506 00:30:01,466 --> 00:30:02,675 Bryce knew what it was. 507 00:30:04,677 --> 00:30:06,679 The secret being his assault on Tyler? 508 00:30:07,096 --> 00:30:08,932 - Yes. - And that would drive Montgomery 509 00:30:09,015 --> 00:30:10,725 - to kill him? - That, and a betrayal. 510 00:30:12,602 --> 00:30:14,103 He thought Bryce was his brother. 511 00:30:15,605 --> 00:30:16,815 No, Monty had an alibi. 512 00:30:16,898 --> 00:30:18,107 Talk to Charlie St. George. 513 00:30:19,734 --> 00:30:20,734 It won't hold up. 514 00:30:24,531 --> 00:30:25,698 So, you're telling me... 515 00:30:27,909 --> 00:30:29,744 You're telling me Montgomery de la Cruz? 516 00:30:30,370 --> 00:30:31,704 Process of elimination. 517 00:30:33,331 --> 00:30:35,917 Jessica was home in bed. Her dad tucked her in. 518 00:30:36,125 --> 00:30:37,418 Okay, last message. 519 00:30:38,378 --> 00:30:41,756 I need you and I don't know where the fuck you are, but I'm worried. 520 00:30:42,590 --> 00:30:45,134 I... I need you. Can you just... 521 00:30:46,427 --> 00:30:47,846 Can you please call me back? 522 00:31:06,573 --> 00:31:07,573 Hey! 523 00:31:07,824 --> 00:31:08,824 Hi, um... 524 00:31:09,534 --> 00:31:10,827 Could you sneak out right now? 525 00:31:11,202 --> 00:31:14,497 And while she was sleeping... Justin was out getting high. 526 00:31:16,207 --> 00:31:20,628 He bought from a dealer named Halls, out on the waterfront by Whitley Docks. 527 00:31:21,004 --> 00:31:22,881 He got blackout high right there. 528 00:31:23,339 --> 00:31:24,632 We can check that. 529 00:31:25,091 --> 00:31:27,468 Whitley Dock is covered with security cameras. 530 00:31:27,927 --> 00:31:28,927 Check it. 531 00:31:29,387 --> 00:31:31,627 I suppose they've got cameras up and down the waterfront. 532 00:31:32,724 --> 00:31:34,244 Then you should look for Tony Padilla. 533 00:31:35,810 --> 00:31:37,729 He wasn't home in bed with his boyfriend. 534 00:31:38,813 --> 00:31:40,648 He was out waiting for a fixer. 535 00:31:41,566 --> 00:31:44,444 A guy who works for a local dealer hooked into a Mexican cartel. 536 00:32:09,886 --> 00:32:11,095 Camarillo thinks I’m dealing. 537 00:32:11,179 --> 00:32:14,265 You tell him I'm dealing mufflers, shocks and tires. 538 00:32:15,058 --> 00:32:16,059 He wants to talk to you. 539 00:32:16,601 --> 00:32:18,441 - Tell him I'm taking care of my family. - Hey! 540 00:32:19,854 --> 00:32:22,190 - He wants to talk to you. - What, like, now? 541 00:32:27,362 --> 00:32:28,362 Fuck me. 542 00:32:29,989 --> 00:32:32,549 You're telling me that Tony was laundering drug money? 543 00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:34,410 He was laundering garage money. 544 00:32:34,494 --> 00:32:36,496 Sending cash south to his family, 545 00:32:36,579 --> 00:32:38,998 because Bryce's lawyer had ruined their lives. 546 00:32:39,832 --> 00:32:43,127 But Tony was two miles upriver when Bryce died. 547 00:32:44,212 --> 00:32:46,631 - Any idea where my son was? - Alex? 548 00:32:49,258 --> 00:32:52,428 Alex went out to meet Tyler, not Jessica. 549 00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:56,015 Alex knew Tyler was upset after the fight. 550 00:32:57,058 --> 00:32:58,643 He didn't want you to know why. 551 00:33:00,395 --> 00:33:01,729 They met at Rosie's Diner. 552 00:33:02,522 --> 00:33:03,648 And Clay Jensen? 553 00:33:04,691 --> 00:33:05,900 Clay Jensen was with me. 554 00:33:07,110 --> 00:33:09,529 He never told you because he was protecting me. 555 00:33:11,322 --> 00:33:13,658 I saw his car at the Chatham house. 556 00:33:14,283 --> 00:33:15,952 I told him we had to get out of there. 557 00:33:16,953 --> 00:33:20,373 I got in the car and drove around with him all night. 558 00:33:21,416 --> 00:33:22,417 Talking him down. 559 00:33:22,709 --> 00:33:24,085 And Monty followed Bryce? 560 00:33:24,752 --> 00:33:26,796 Yes, Monty followed Bryce. 561 00:33:27,296 --> 00:33:30,842 But he saw Zach's car, so he waited down at the end of the main pier. 562 00:33:35,930 --> 00:33:40,101 Monty saw Zach drive out of there, headlights off. Fast. 563 00:33:40,935 --> 00:33:42,478 He waited another minute or two. 564 00:33:42,979 --> 00:33:45,481 Then he drove down the pier to confront Bryce. 565 00:33:49,110 --> 00:33:50,695 What the fuck are you doing here? 566 00:33:53,906 --> 00:33:54,991 What happened to you? 567 00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:01,164 Fucking Zach. 568 00:34:02,081 --> 00:34:03,641 Wow, he kinda beat the shit out of you. 569 00:34:04,834 --> 00:34:05,835 Why are you here? 570 00:34:08,504 --> 00:34:09,505 He's with me. 571 00:34:09,964 --> 00:34:12,884 Hey, Jess. You came. 572 00:34:12,967 --> 00:34:13,967 Yep. 573 00:34:15,428 --> 00:34:16,748 So, what did you want to give me? 574 00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:20,475 I made you a tape. 575 00:34:20,558 --> 00:34:22,268 Is that some stupid fucking joke? 576 00:34:22,351 --> 00:34:23,686 No. No, no, no, no, no. 577 00:34:26,189 --> 00:34:28,149 Hang on. Hang on. 578 00:34:35,823 --> 00:34:36,823 Fuck! 579 00:34:46,667 --> 00:34:50,088 Fuck. Sorry, it's got... There's some blood on the case. 580 00:34:54,675 --> 00:34:56,803 Here, please take it. Take it. 581 00:35:04,227 --> 00:35:06,604 - What's on it? - A confession. 582 00:35:08,439 --> 00:35:09,565 And an apology. 583 00:35:10,316 --> 00:35:11,901 It owns up to everything I did. 584 00:35:12,401 --> 00:35:15,113 You can play it for whoever you want. Or nobody. 585 00:35:15,446 --> 00:35:19,617 If you could maybe play it for Mrs. Baker, though. She didn't want to talk to me. 586 00:35:20,827 --> 00:35:22,578 And that came as a surprise to you? 587 00:35:22,662 --> 00:35:24,288 I'm trying to set things right. 588 00:35:25,706 --> 00:35:28,751 I'm trying to be better, but this fucking world won't let me. 589 00:35:29,794 --> 00:35:31,504 This world won't let you. 590 00:35:32,171 --> 00:35:34,173 What the fuck does that mean, Bryce? 591 00:35:34,674 --> 00:35:36,384 Nobody believes I can change. 592 00:35:36,968 --> 00:35:38,678 Clearly the fucking judge did. 593 00:35:40,847 --> 00:35:41,973 Wait, guys. 594 00:35:42,056 --> 00:35:44,183 Guys, wait. Wait, please. 595 00:35:44,267 --> 00:35:45,351 I can't walk. 596 00:35:46,644 --> 00:35:49,147 I can't even stand up. Can you help me get home? 597 00:35:49,438 --> 00:35:50,773 Or to a hospital? 598 00:35:50,857 --> 00:35:53,067 Why not sleep under the stars and, you know, 599 00:35:53,568 --> 00:35:57,113 meditate on how hard it is to get the world to let you change? 600 00:35:57,363 --> 00:35:58,906 Jess, please. 601 00:35:59,699 --> 00:36:01,242 Jess, wa... Alex. Alex! 602 00:36:01,325 --> 00:36:03,828 Guys, it's the middle of the fucking river in November. 603 00:36:03,911 --> 00:36:06,956 It's gonna be fucking freezing tonight and I'm wet, 604 00:36:07,081 --> 00:36:08,291 and I'm coughing blood. 605 00:36:08,958 --> 00:36:12,044 - Jess. - If we help him, Zach goes to jail. 606 00:36:12,170 --> 00:36:15,006 If we leave him and he freezes to death, Zach definitely goes to jail. 607 00:36:15,965 --> 00:36:17,758 For fuck's sake, you guys. Please! 608 00:36:18,426 --> 00:36:22,346 Please, I don't want to die out here. Alex! Alex, please. 609 00:36:22,430 --> 00:36:23,890 Come on, we were... we were friends. 610 00:36:35,401 --> 00:36:36,527 We were never friends. 611 00:36:38,863 --> 00:36:39,863 Here. 612 00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:43,993 Monty's conscience stirred and he went back to help Bryce. 613 00:36:49,081 --> 00:36:51,209 But Bryce was in a fury of pain. 614 00:36:54,337 --> 00:36:55,337 Fucking Zach! 615 00:36:55,755 --> 00:36:58,466 I'm gonna fuck up his other knee and wreck his fucking life! 616 00:36:58,549 --> 00:37:00,384 You're not going to do anything to Zach. 617 00:37:00,509 --> 00:37:02,094 I'm gonna fucking destroy him! 618 00:37:03,346 --> 00:37:05,181 You! You set me up! 619 00:37:05,264 --> 00:37:06,557 She did not set you up! 620 00:37:06,641 --> 00:37:07,725 She fucking set me up! 621 00:37:09,810 --> 00:37:11,687 And in that moment, helping him up, 622 00:37:11,771 --> 00:37:13,564 Monty looked into his eyes. 623 00:37:14,148 --> 00:37:15,900 You've hurt everyone I ever loved. 624 00:37:16,442 --> 00:37:20,112 Monty realized that the cycle had to be broken somehow. 625 00:37:21,405 --> 00:37:22,740 Alex, what the fuck? 626 00:37:22,823 --> 00:37:25,826 And all those years of being manipulated, all the rage, 627 00:37:26,577 --> 00:37:28,246 the hurt, burst out of him. 628 00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:30,456 Shit! 629 00:37:31,707 --> 00:37:32,833 Alex! 630 00:37:34,877 --> 00:37:37,046 Alex, fuck! Help! 631 00:37:39,382 --> 00:37:40,716 Help me! I can't... 632 00:37:44,553 --> 00:37:47,181 Help me! Help, I can't... 633 00:38:24,635 --> 00:38:28,139 ♪ You said you won't break my heart ♪ 634 00:38:29,765 --> 00:38:34,270 ♪ Unless you do ♪ 635 00:38:35,313 --> 00:38:36,313 Hey, 636 00:38:36,856 --> 00:38:38,566 It's gonna be fine. No one knows. 637 00:38:40,026 --> 00:38:40,901 I love you. 638 00:38:40,985 --> 00:38:42,153 You can't say that. 639 00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:45,239 You can't say that ever again. 640 00:38:46,907 --> 00:38:48,367 We have to stay apart. 641 00:38:50,619 --> 00:38:52,621 Monty drove home alone, 642 00:38:53,581 --> 00:38:56,042 knowing he would have to live with what he's done. 643 00:38:56,751 --> 00:38:59,128 So, let's go through how you know what you know. 644 00:38:59,962 --> 00:39:03,507 First, Bryce and Monty's interaction during the game 645 00:39:03,591 --> 00:39:04,717 and at the team bus. 646 00:39:04,842 --> 00:39:08,095 I told you, I pay attention. I listen. 647 00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:11,974 I can't tell you my sources, but... 648 00:39:12,725 --> 00:39:15,311 if you go back to Zach Dempsey, I'm sure he'll confirm the story. 649 00:39:15,644 --> 00:39:16,854 And Alex was with Tyler? 650 00:39:17,355 --> 00:39:18,856 I would do anything for Alex. 651 00:39:19,815 --> 00:39:21,025 Or Clay. Or Jessica. 652 00:39:22,443 --> 00:39:23,443 Anything. 653 00:39:23,486 --> 00:39:25,821 And Tony Padilla, what happens if I bring him in? 654 00:39:25,905 --> 00:39:26,905 You won't. 655 00:39:27,198 --> 00:39:28,616 He won't come after you. 656 00:39:29,241 --> 00:39:30,241 He can't. 657 00:39:30,701 --> 00:39:32,161 But I need the real story. 658 00:39:32,244 --> 00:39:34,455 - That he can verify. - If this works... 659 00:39:35,623 --> 00:39:38,626 If. This is pretty fucked up. 660 00:39:38,709 --> 00:39:40,961 But the whole thing's fucked up, Tony. 661 00:39:43,297 --> 00:39:45,841 We don't have anything to tie Monty to the scene. 662 00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:48,928 Bryce had something he wanted to give to Jessica. 663 00:39:50,179 --> 00:39:51,305 Did you find anything? 664 00:39:52,223 --> 00:39:54,225 On the pier? On his body? 665 00:39:54,558 --> 00:39:55,393 No. 666 00:39:55,476 --> 00:39:57,436 If you search through Monty's things, 667 00:39:58,145 --> 00:39:59,145 his room... 668 00:40:00,314 --> 00:40:01,816 perhaps his football locker... 669 00:40:05,069 --> 00:40:06,445 I imagine you'll find it. 670 00:40:10,116 --> 00:40:12,243 And I imagine Bryce's blood will be on it. 671 00:40:14,078 --> 00:40:15,579 We already searched his locker. 672 00:40:15,871 --> 00:40:16,956 For steroids. 673 00:40:19,959 --> 00:40:25,381 ♪ Until the end ♪ 674 00:40:30,636 --> 00:40:32,346 Okay, I've got footprints. 675 00:40:32,930 --> 00:40:35,683 I've got tire treads consistent with my wife's car. 676 00:40:35,766 --> 00:40:37,393 And she was at home in bed all night. 677 00:40:38,102 --> 00:40:39,662 He wouldn't have gone to the pier alone. 678 00:40:43,524 --> 00:40:45,609 He wouldn't have been alone, 679 00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:47,528 Deputy Standall. 680 00:40:49,488 --> 00:40:51,490 I've watched these kids all year. 681 00:40:54,577 --> 00:40:56,871 You may think they're divided against each other. 682 00:40:58,456 --> 00:40:59,456 They're not. 683 00:41:00,791 --> 00:41:02,126 When someone needs them, 684 00:41:02,710 --> 00:41:03,710 they'll be there. 685 00:41:04,879 --> 00:41:05,880 No question. 686 00:41:11,010 --> 00:41:12,511 They take care of each other. 687 00:41:13,888 --> 00:41:16,056 So, Alex would've been there for a friend. 688 00:41:17,683 --> 00:41:20,978 For a friend who was maybe more injured by Bryce than he was. 689 00:41:21,854 --> 00:41:22,897 Or Monty was. 690 00:41:23,731 --> 00:41:25,816 Whose life had been destroyed by Bryce... 691 00:41:27,318 --> 00:41:28,736 and who's had to rebuild it. 692 00:41:30,154 --> 00:41:31,197 Piece by piece. 693 00:41:34,700 --> 00:41:35,700 I see. 694 00:41:39,288 --> 00:41:40,915 Alex wouldn't have been alone. 695 00:41:41,624 --> 00:41:45,085 Montgomery de la Cruz killed Bryce Walker. 696 00:41:53,636 --> 00:41:57,139 It would be a terrible thing to blame the wrong person for Bryce's murder. 697 00:41:58,432 --> 00:42:02,019 And yet you were all ready to blame Clay Jensen. 698 00:42:04,104 --> 00:42:05,648 I don't think you would know this, 699 00:42:05,731 --> 00:42:08,484 because the sheriff has us locked down on leaks, 700 00:42:09,276 --> 00:42:12,905 but Montgomery de la Cruz was killed in his jail cell. 701 00:42:14,698 --> 00:42:15,741 Just hours ago. 702 00:42:32,299 --> 00:42:33,551 Dear God. 703 00:42:40,766 --> 00:42:41,767 Poor Monty. 704 00:42:42,810 --> 00:42:44,603 Even the dead deserve the truth. 705 00:42:48,190 --> 00:42:50,234 I am sorry that Monty's dead. 706 00:42:51,610 --> 00:42:52,610 I am. 707 00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:56,198 Justin tells me he could be... loyal... 708 00:42:57,366 --> 00:42:58,409 and fearless. 709 00:42:59,493 --> 00:43:01,370 And that he stood up for his friends. 710 00:43:04,790 --> 00:43:06,250 I'm sorry that Bryce is dead. 711 00:43:07,459 --> 00:43:08,460 He was my friend, 712 00:43:08,544 --> 00:43:12,756 and I believe he would've shown the world that redemption is possible. 713 00:43:15,342 --> 00:43:17,803 But they both caused pain while they were alive. 714 00:43:18,637 --> 00:43:21,140 They caused great pain to a number of people. 715 00:43:23,267 --> 00:43:25,352 And it is time for that suffering to end. 716 00:43:30,065 --> 00:43:31,734 So, let the dead bury the dead, 717 00:43:32,568 --> 00:43:33,568 Deputy Standall. 718 00:43:36,947 --> 00:43:38,365 Let the dead bury the dead. 719 00:43:48,834 --> 00:43:50,419 It's fucked up about Monty. 720 00:43:52,463 --> 00:43:53,505 How did Ani know? 721 00:43:53,797 --> 00:43:56,634 Well, Tim Pozzi was in the County lock-up when it happened. 722 00:43:56,717 --> 00:43:59,303 And he ended up getting out that morning, so he told Luke, 723 00:43:59,386 --> 00:44:01,305 who told Charlie, Charlie, Justin, 724 00:44:01,388 --> 00:44:02,389 Justin to Ani. 725 00:44:02,473 --> 00:44:05,392 Poor Monty. I mean, I can't believe I'm saying that, but... 726 00:44:09,855 --> 00:44:10,855 You... 727 00:44:11,649 --> 00:44:13,776 asked Tyler for a gun today? 728 00:44:14,693 --> 00:44:15,694 Yeah, I... 729 00:44:20,491 --> 00:44:21,825 I wrote a confession. 730 00:44:22,785 --> 00:44:23,785 And... 731 00:44:25,162 --> 00:44:26,163 I... I don't know. 732 00:44:26,246 --> 00:44:27,246 Jesus. 733 00:44:29,541 --> 00:44:32,211 - Alex... - I'm sorry I couldn't tell you. 734 00:44:36,507 --> 00:44:37,675 I think... 735 00:44:38,801 --> 00:44:41,804 we should be the kind of friends who can tell each other anything. 736 00:44:43,722 --> 00:44:45,891 I mean, maybe not about the hard-ons 737 00:44:45,974 --> 00:44:47,851 and the masturbation so much, but... 738 00:45:06,412 --> 00:45:07,538 So, what do we do now? 739 00:45:08,539 --> 00:45:09,539 We wait. 740 00:45:10,624 --> 00:45:11,500 We hope. 741 00:45:11,583 --> 00:45:17,339 It's kinda too bad that you don't have the tape. I mean, for last words and all that. 742 00:45:21,385 --> 00:45:22,385 We made a copy. 743 00:45:33,939 --> 00:45:35,190 Look, I didn't mean... 744 00:45:35,274 --> 00:45:36,817 - We don't have to... - No. 745 00:45:37,609 --> 00:45:39,236 I think you guys should hear it. 746 00:45:44,199 --> 00:45:45,909 My dad put in a tape deck. 747 00:45:46,618 --> 00:45:47,911 I think he thought it was funny. 748 00:46:05,220 --> 00:46:06,220 Hey, Jess. 749 00:46:07,514 --> 00:46:08,514 It's me. 750 00:46:10,768 --> 00:46:12,394 Yeah, I know. A tape. 751 00:46:13,729 --> 00:46:17,149 Yes, I did it on purpose. Not to be a dick, but... 752 00:46:17,775 --> 00:46:21,445 because the day I listened to those tapes, my life changed. 753 00:46:22,279 --> 00:46:24,114 And I bet the same is true for you. 754 00:46:24,865 --> 00:46:29,578 And for Justin, and Zach, everyone. 755 00:46:29,703 --> 00:46:32,039 And I wanted to give you this. 756 00:46:33,874 --> 00:46:37,252 I thought you'd hear me better if I wasn't standing in front of you. 757 00:46:38,754 --> 00:46:41,548 You said I had no idea what I'd done to you. 758 00:46:44,134 --> 00:46:45,134 You were right. 759 00:46:46,345 --> 00:46:48,263 I can't stop thinking about you. 760 00:46:48,639 --> 00:46:49,639 Um... 761 00:46:50,098 --> 00:46:52,059 replaying that night in my mind. 762 00:46:55,187 --> 00:46:56,188 I raped you. 763 00:46:57,022 --> 00:46:59,024 I heard you say no, and... 764 00:46:59,691 --> 00:47:00,692 I did it anyway. 765 00:47:02,903 --> 00:47:04,071 Because I wanted to, 766 00:47:04,988 --> 00:47:06,615 and I didn't care how you felt. 767 00:47:09,451 --> 00:47:11,036 Justin tried to stop me. 768 00:47:14,039 --> 00:47:15,791 I wish I could tell you that there was a... 769 00:47:16,208 --> 00:47:19,878 a tiny voice in my head telling me that what I was doing to you was wrong. 770 00:47:22,047 --> 00:47:23,047 There wasn't. 771 00:47:23,841 --> 00:47:25,509 I never had one of those before. 772 00:47:26,426 --> 00:47:30,264 That's not an excuse, it just... is. 773 00:47:33,433 --> 00:47:34,852 I raped Hannah Baker. 774 00:47:36,353 --> 00:47:39,147 I raped... seven or eight other girls. 775 00:47:41,066 --> 00:47:43,277 Some of them were my girlfriends at the time. 776 00:47:44,987 --> 00:47:48,323 I won't name them, but if they choose to tell you, believe them. 777 00:47:52,244 --> 00:47:53,245 I'm broken. 778 00:47:55,247 --> 00:47:56,248 I know that. 779 00:47:58,000 --> 00:48:00,377 I'm a person in a thousand pieces. 780 00:48:01,503 --> 00:48:02,963 But I'm seeing a counselor. 781 00:48:03,881 --> 00:48:06,383 It's a long, hard process, but... 782 00:48:08,468 --> 00:48:11,513 little by little, you start picking up the pieces. 783 00:48:13,098 --> 00:48:15,809 And you realize that what you're making is a mirror. 784 00:48:16,393 --> 00:48:19,855 And the more pieces you put together, the more you see yourself. 785 00:48:21,273 --> 00:48:23,609 I'd like to say that I'm not the same person 786 00:48:25,193 --> 00:48:26,193 who raped you... 787 00:48:27,237 --> 00:48:28,655 anymore, Jess. 788 00:48:29,990 --> 00:48:34,036 But what I've come to realize is that I'll always be him. 789 00:48:35,829 --> 00:48:37,247 But I'm trying to be better. 790 00:48:39,958 --> 00:48:42,961 To be someone worth something in this world. 791 00:48:44,421 --> 00:48:48,926 I have this dream that I could be someone who protects people somehow. 792 00:48:50,177 --> 00:48:54,932 Protects them from people like me, like who I was. I don't know. 793 00:48:59,102 --> 00:49:01,396 I am so... 794 00:49:02,439 --> 00:49:04,900 fucking sorry for what I did to you. 795 00:49:05,901 --> 00:49:09,738 And I know words add up to nothing compared to what I took from you. 796 00:49:10,781 --> 00:49:14,284 Someone once told me that it'll take me a lifetime to learn what sorry is. 797 00:49:17,955 --> 00:49:18,956 They're right. 798 00:49:21,458 --> 00:49:22,584 But I'm starting. 799 00:49:29,925 --> 00:49:31,885 If you've listened this far, thank you. 800 00:49:33,095 --> 00:49:34,471 It's more than I deserve. 801 00:49:35,138 --> 00:49:38,934 I wouldn't blame you if you smashed this tape to fucking pieces. I would. 802 00:49:43,397 --> 00:49:45,107 I wish you the best, Jess. 803 00:49:46,984 --> 00:49:47,984 Truly. 804 00:49:51,738 --> 00:49:52,738 Goodbye. 805 00:50:12,759 --> 00:50:14,011 What happens to us now? 806 00:50:14,636 --> 00:50:15,971 You mean, like, all of us? 807 00:50:17,389 --> 00:50:19,891 - I don't know. - No. Me and you. 808 00:50:25,439 --> 00:50:26,690 Nothing has to happen. 809 00:50:26,773 --> 00:50:27,773 I love you. 810 00:50:29,776 --> 00:50:30,902 How can you? 811 00:50:35,532 --> 00:50:36,532 It's... 812 00:50:37,242 --> 00:50:39,911 It's the only way I know. 813 00:50:41,079 --> 00:50:44,082 How can you look at me and not see somebody... 814 00:50:45,459 --> 00:50:46,459 different? 815 00:50:47,919 --> 00:50:50,130 Can you look at me and not see the boy... 816 00:50:51,965 --> 00:50:53,592 who let Bryce rape you? 817 00:50:57,971 --> 00:50:58,971 No. 818 00:51:02,392 --> 00:51:03,392 So? 819 00:51:06,813 --> 00:51:08,440 Justin, I'm afraid. 820 00:51:09,483 --> 00:51:10,483 I know. 821 00:51:38,178 --> 00:51:39,471 Alex? 822 00:51:42,891 --> 00:51:44,017 Dad, what is it? 823 00:51:45,602 --> 00:51:50,148 Well, the sheriff and the prosecutor think they have enough evidence 824 00:51:50,232 --> 00:51:52,192 to close the case file on Bryce Walker. 825 00:51:57,614 --> 00:51:59,616 He was killed by Montgomery de la Cruz. 826 00:52:02,661 --> 00:52:03,661 Oh. 827 00:52:04,246 --> 00:52:05,872 And Montgomery's dead, so... 828 00:52:07,290 --> 00:52:08,290 case closed. 829 00:52:09,417 --> 00:52:10,417 Okay. 830 00:52:12,337 --> 00:52:13,505 Wow. Okay. 831 00:52:16,842 --> 00:52:20,095 You know, son, when I found you last year on the bathroom floor... 832 00:52:24,057 --> 00:52:27,727 I wished that bullet was in my head, not yours. 833 00:52:29,813 --> 00:52:30,814 Do you understand? 834 00:52:32,482 --> 00:52:33,733 Yeah, I understand. 835 00:52:35,026 --> 00:52:36,027 I love you, son. 836 00:52:36,486 --> 00:52:37,529 I love you too, Dad. 837 00:52:41,575 --> 00:52:42,576 My boy. 838 00:52:56,173 --> 00:53:02,053 ♪ The perfect place may never exist May never exist ♪ 839 00:53:03,430 --> 00:53:09,144 ♪ The perfect time might be years And years away ♪ 840 00:53:10,562 --> 00:53:17,277 ♪ The city is overweight And it's pressing on the pair of us ♪ 841 00:53:18,028 --> 00:53:23,909 ♪ We scowl and sweat Beneath the overbearing crush ♪ 842 00:53:25,493 --> 00:53:32,125 ♪ But I still want to be here Want to be here ♪ 843 00:53:33,001 --> 00:53:39,591 ♪ I still want to be here Want to be here ♪ 844 00:53:40,300 --> 00:53:46,473 ♪ And I would live in a devil's ditch Just to be near you ♪ 845 00:53:47,557 --> 00:53:54,189 ♪ I still want to be here Want to be here ♪ 846 00:53:58,068 --> 00:54:01,071 I'm telling you, Caleb did everything. He even made the masa himself. 847 00:54:02,280 --> 00:54:04,991 Mijo, are you sure the Jensens like tamales? 848 00:54:05,450 --> 00:54:07,994 Everyone likes tamales! 849 00:54:08,620 --> 00:54:10,205 We miss you, Tonio. 850 00:54:10,288 --> 00:54:12,374 - We miss you! Tonio! - Hey! 851 00:54:12,958 --> 00:54:14,209 Wish you were here, man. 852 00:54:15,043 --> 00:54:17,045 Your asshole brother's already drunk. 853 00:54:18,505 --> 00:54:19,881 - Caleb. - Caleb... 854 00:54:24,427 --> 00:54:26,263 Happy Thanksgiving, Mr. Padilla. 855 00:54:26,346 --> 00:54:28,056 Arturo, please. 856 00:54:28,974 --> 00:54:29,974 Caleb, 857 00:54:30,392 --> 00:54:32,352 I'm sorry we didn't get to meet in person. 858 00:54:32,936 --> 00:54:35,563 I am, too. Soon, I hope. 859 00:54:35,647 --> 00:54:38,775 Even from far away, you are family. 860 00:54:38,858 --> 00:54:40,610 You understand me? 861 00:54:41,444 --> 00:54:43,113 Yes, sir. Thank you. 862 00:54:43,196 --> 00:54:45,490 You two take care of each other, okay? 863 00:54:45,573 --> 00:54:46,408 We will. 864 00:54:46,491 --> 00:54:47,534 I promise. 865 00:54:52,706 --> 00:54:55,500 Heavenly Father, we thank you for this wonderful food. 866 00:54:56,209 --> 00:54:58,962 For our families, Lord, and for our friends, 867 00:54:59,045 --> 00:55:00,755 and all of your abundant blessings. 868 00:55:01,631 --> 00:55:04,050 Father, please bless and keep safe our children. 869 00:55:06,594 --> 00:55:07,721 All of our children. 870 00:55:08,805 --> 00:55:10,515 Their world is darker than ours. 871 00:55:11,474 --> 00:55:14,811 And, Father, forgive us for what we've done to make it that way. 872 00:55:17,105 --> 00:55:20,108 May God keep us all and help us to be truly grateful 873 00:55:20,817 --> 00:55:22,277 for our life and our freedom. 874 00:55:22,986 --> 00:55:25,739 This we ask in the name of Christ our Heavenly Father. 875 00:55:26,323 --> 00:55:27,782 - Amen. - Amen. 876 00:55:28,700 --> 00:55:31,870 Caleb and Tony, we're not a religious family, 877 00:55:31,953 --> 00:55:34,331 but we can say a prayer, if you'd like? 878 00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:38,043 I gave up on the Catholics when they gave up on us, Mrs. Jensen. 879 00:55:38,126 --> 00:55:39,794 I'm a recovering Baptist myself. 880 00:55:41,087 --> 00:55:44,132 Well, our tradition is to just go around the table 881 00:55:44,215 --> 00:55:45,842 and say what we're thankful for. 882 00:55:46,343 --> 00:55:49,179 I'm thankful for having so many people around the table. 883 00:55:49,888 --> 00:55:52,432 I am thankful for Tony. 884 00:55:54,601 --> 00:55:55,601 I'm... 885 00:55:56,102 --> 00:55:59,898 thankful that family can be... where you find it. 886 00:56:02,108 --> 00:56:05,779 I am thankful that Clay is here, 887 00:56:05,862 --> 00:56:08,365 and that he has so many people that care about him. 888 00:56:11,659 --> 00:56:13,495 Uh, I'm... 889 00:56:14,204 --> 00:56:16,039 thankful to... 890 00:56:18,500 --> 00:56:19,793 to have family at all. 891 00:56:20,919 --> 00:56:21,919 And... 892 00:56:23,380 --> 00:56:25,423 I haven't stayed clean... 893 00:56:26,716 --> 00:56:27,717 all this time. 894 00:56:28,301 --> 00:56:29,301 I'm sorry. 895 00:56:30,929 --> 00:56:32,680 I'm sorry for lying to you guys. 896 00:56:35,642 --> 00:56:36,643 And I... 897 00:56:39,145 --> 00:56:40,563 I probably need more help. 898 00:56:45,735 --> 00:56:47,904 I didn't mean to bring... bring the mood down. 899 00:56:49,656 --> 00:56:51,866 We will get you whatever help you need, Justin. 900 00:56:53,076 --> 00:56:54,077 We promise. 901 00:57:01,418 --> 00:57:02,419 I, um... 902 00:57:05,296 --> 00:57:07,340 I'm thankful to be here with all of you. 903 00:57:08,633 --> 00:57:09,717 And, um... 904 00:57:12,011 --> 00:57:13,346 I'm thankful to be alive. 905 00:57:20,061 --> 00:57:22,272 Amen! 906 00:57:22,439 --> 00:57:24,232 - Amen! Let's eat! - Yeah. 907 00:57:34,159 --> 00:57:35,159 Yes? 908 00:57:35,326 --> 00:57:37,203 Sorry, Ani said no one was home. 909 00:57:38,037 --> 00:57:39,330 I've just come home. 910 00:57:39,956 --> 00:57:41,332 From talking to the sheriff. 911 00:57:42,167 --> 00:57:43,501 Oh. 912 00:57:43,960 --> 00:57:45,336 You must be very relieved. 913 00:57:46,421 --> 00:57:47,421 I am. 914 00:57:50,175 --> 00:57:53,303 I'm... I'm also very sorry for your loss, Mrs. Walker. 915 00:57:56,514 --> 00:57:58,016 I'm sorry that Bryce is gone. 916 00:58:00,143 --> 00:58:01,478 I don't think I said that before. 917 00:58:02,479 --> 00:58:03,479 You did. 918 00:58:04,481 --> 00:58:06,065 But I'm not sure you meant it then. 919 00:58:10,195 --> 00:58:11,195 Ani... 920 00:58:11,988 --> 00:58:14,574 Ani tells me you're a good young man. 921 00:58:16,242 --> 00:58:18,495 I'm trying to be, Mrs. Walker. I'm... 922 00:58:20,121 --> 00:58:21,247 really trying hard. 923 00:58:45,772 --> 00:58:47,440 Your... your daughter is, uh... 924 00:58:50,193 --> 00:58:52,570 very important to me. I just... 925 00:58:54,030 --> 00:58:57,200 I'd like to make sure you know that I would never do anything to hurt her. 926 00:58:58,034 --> 00:58:59,327 And she's very brave. 927 00:59:01,746 --> 00:59:03,957 Amorowat is a stubborn girl. 928 00:59:04,332 --> 00:59:06,000 She leads with her heart. 929 00:59:06,376 --> 00:59:08,336 - Sometimes even into danger. - Yes. 930 00:59:09,629 --> 00:59:11,589 I'm afraid we both have that in common. 931 00:59:15,843 --> 00:59:16,843 But I... 932 00:59:19,347 --> 00:59:20,848 I would do anything to protect her. 933 00:59:21,558 --> 00:59:22,892 Not that she needs me to, 934 00:59:22,976 --> 00:59:24,519 obviously. Other way round. 935 00:59:24,602 --> 00:59:25,728 She offered to lie for you. 936 00:59:26,312 --> 00:59:29,023 To lie to the police, say you were with her. 937 00:59:30,650 --> 00:59:32,193 - Uh... - I'm not asking. 938 00:59:33,403 --> 00:59:35,029 I know this. I heard it. 939 00:59:36,990 --> 00:59:38,366 But you would not let her. 940 00:59:40,118 --> 00:59:41,744 No, I didn't want her to. 941 00:59:45,456 --> 00:59:48,084 Would you like some tea, perhaps? While you wait. 942 00:59:49,711 --> 00:59:51,629 Yeah, please. Thank you. 943 00:59:56,968 --> 00:59:57,969 Mum? 944 00:59:59,804 --> 01:00:01,222 This is Clay Jensen. 945 01:00:02,432 --> 01:00:03,432 We're dating. 946 01:00:06,644 --> 01:00:07,645 Amorowat, 947 01:00:08,438 --> 01:00:09,522 have you not learned? 948 01:00:10,815 --> 01:00:12,150 I know all this already. 949 01:00:20,867 --> 01:00:22,243 Did we do the right thing? 950 01:00:23,119 --> 01:00:25,413 Would the right thing have been for you to go to jail? 951 01:00:26,623 --> 01:00:27,623 Alex? 952 01:00:28,625 --> 01:00:31,753 All the choices were wrong. We had to choose one. 953 01:00:33,421 --> 01:00:34,881 Thank you for saving my life. 954 01:00:36,549 --> 01:00:39,093 I saved you from a long trial, maybe. 955 01:00:39,177 --> 01:00:40,177 No. 956 01:00:41,721 --> 01:00:43,264 Thank you for saving my life. 957 01:00:54,192 --> 01:00:55,234 Mrs. Walker, 958 01:00:55,318 --> 01:00:57,528 - I'm afraid... - I know. 959 01:00:57,612 --> 01:01:00,448 - Should I alert the on-call doctor? - It's Thanksgiving. 960 01:01:00,531 --> 01:01:02,241 We'll call tomorrow if need be. 961 01:01:04,869 --> 01:01:06,621 - Thank you. - Ruth? 962 01:01:07,747 --> 01:01:08,747 Ruthie? 963 01:01:10,291 --> 01:01:11,668 It's Nora, Dad. 964 01:01:14,796 --> 01:01:15,796 Nora... 965 01:01:17,048 --> 01:01:18,257 Are you in any pain? 966 01:01:20,051 --> 01:01:21,051 No. 967 01:01:24,055 --> 01:01:28,184 I tried to give you the best life I could, Nora. 968 01:01:28,810 --> 01:01:32,438 I wanted you to have better things than I had. 969 01:01:33,398 --> 01:01:34,399 I know, Dad. 970 01:01:34,899 --> 01:01:37,151 I did the best I knew how. 971 01:01:38,027 --> 01:01:40,405 No one taught me better. 972 01:01:46,327 --> 01:01:47,327 I know. 973 01:02:08,057 --> 01:02:11,811 All right, everybody. Everybody! Come on. 974 01:02:13,604 --> 01:02:15,648 Hey... uh... 975 01:02:17,233 --> 01:02:20,403 I caught Tyler taking my picture a few months ago 976 01:02:20,486 --> 01:02:21,654 while I was working. 977 01:02:22,655 --> 01:02:24,407 And I wanted to go all... 978 01:02:25,450 --> 01:02:26,743 Alec Baldwin on him. 979 01:02:29,954 --> 01:02:31,956 Until I saw the picture. 980 01:02:33,541 --> 01:02:37,003 I told him he should do an exhibit here at Monet's. 981 01:02:37,420 --> 01:02:38,588 And he finally agreed. 982 01:02:39,505 --> 01:02:41,257 So, here's Tyler. 983 01:02:45,845 --> 01:02:47,405 - Come on, Tyler! - Yeah! 984 01:02:52,769 --> 01:02:53,936 Uh... 985 01:02:54,645 --> 01:02:56,689 Hi, um... 986 01:02:58,024 --> 01:03:02,945 So, there's a picture of everyone that's helped me this year. 987 01:03:03,738 --> 01:03:06,491 And I wanted to say thank you. 988 01:03:08,451 --> 01:03:09,451 Uh... 989 01:03:10,119 --> 01:03:12,038 Having friends is an amazing thing. 990 01:03:14,165 --> 01:03:15,165 Yeah. 991 01:03:24,550 --> 01:03:25,551 That's incredible. 992 01:03:26,302 --> 01:03:27,303 That's so cool. 993 01:03:50,076 --> 01:03:52,745 ♪ Hey now, little speedyhead ♪ 994 01:03:53,454 --> 01:03:55,957 ♪ The read on the speed-meter says ♪ 995 01:03:56,833 --> 01:04:00,837 ♪ You have to go to task in the city ♪ 996 01:04:03,339 --> 01:04:06,217 ♪ Where people drown and people serve ♪ 997 01:04:06,676 --> 01:04:09,470 ♪ Don't be shy, your just deserve ♪ 998 01:04:09,846 --> 01:04:13,724 ♪ Is only just light years to go ♪ 999 01:04:16,811 --> 01:04:19,564 ♪ Me, my thoughts are flower strewn ♪ 1000 01:04:19,981 --> 01:04:23,025 ♪ Ocean storm, bayberry moon ♪ 1001 01:04:23,901 --> 01:04:27,780 ♪ I have got to leave to find my way ♪ 1002 01:04:28,906 --> 01:04:30,032 Why do you have me up there? 1003 01:04:30,908 --> 01:04:32,869 I can take it down, if you want? 1004 01:04:32,952 --> 01:04:36,622 No, no, it's a... great photo. 1005 01:04:37,123 --> 01:04:39,667 It actually makes me seem good-looking, so... 1006 01:04:41,002 --> 01:04:43,082 Holy shit, dude. You know you're good-looking, right? 1007 01:04:43,671 --> 01:04:44,671 Whatever. 1008 01:04:44,714 --> 01:04:45,756 Uh... 1009 01:04:47,091 --> 01:04:49,093 Listen, I just, I wanted to say... 1010 01:04:50,887 --> 01:04:54,974 I am so sorry about what happened to you. 1011 01:04:55,516 --> 01:04:57,768 And I'm sorry that I didn't know about it. 1012 01:04:58,185 --> 01:05:00,646 I don't know what would have been different, but... 1013 01:05:01,022 --> 01:05:04,191 I would like to think that if I'd known, I would've had the guts to... 1014 01:05:05,151 --> 01:05:07,445 to do something to make your life not hell. 1015 01:05:08,195 --> 01:05:11,532 And the amount that I contributed to that, to your life being hell, over the years, 1016 01:05:12,033 --> 01:05:14,869 I am so... so sorry. 1017 01:05:17,121 --> 01:05:18,789 Yeah. No, it's cool. 1018 01:05:21,334 --> 01:05:23,085 - Thank you. - Yeah. 1019 01:05:26,964 --> 01:05:30,927 ♪ But nothing is going my way ♪ 1020 01:05:35,681 --> 01:05:37,350 You know I'll always love you, right? 1021 01:05:38,017 --> 01:05:39,810 You're the best friend I've ever had. 1022 01:05:41,145 --> 01:05:43,064 - I'm sorry for everything. - No. 1023 01:05:44,065 --> 01:05:46,359 I refuse to be sorry, or let you. 1024 01:05:47,526 --> 01:05:49,153 How are we going to live with this? 1025 01:05:51,656 --> 01:05:53,449 We're survivors, you and me. 1026 01:05:55,201 --> 01:05:56,202 FML forever? 1027 01:05:59,497 --> 01:06:00,581 FML forever. 1028 01:06:03,250 --> 01:06:09,507 ♪ The river to the ocean goes A fortune for the undertow ♪ 1029 01:06:10,383 --> 01:06:14,845 ♪ None of this is going my way ♪ 1030 01:06:39,704 --> 01:06:40,788 What did you tell the cops? 1031 01:06:42,873 --> 01:06:44,959 - Look, Winston... - He didn't kill Bryce. 1032 01:06:45,710 --> 01:06:46,836 He was with me. 1033 01:06:51,924 --> 01:06:53,551 - What'd you tell 'em? - Winston... 1034 01:06:54,927 --> 01:06:57,138 - He was already gone. - He was a human being. 1035 01:06:58,597 --> 01:07:00,057 Okay? He was a human being. 1036 01:07:03,019 --> 01:07:05,062 He didn't deserve to die like that. 1037 01:07:05,771 --> 01:07:06,771 I know. 1038 01:07:15,740 --> 01:07:17,616 Nothing can just be easy, can it? 1039 01:07:19,410 --> 01:07:20,828 Isn't that kinda the point? 1040 01:07:22,413 --> 01:07:23,622 I mean, how is it the point? 1041 01:07:26,959 --> 01:07:28,502 For some people, it's easy. 1042 01:07:29,712 --> 01:07:33,257 Like Bryce, I always thought... ...it was easy for him. 1043 01:07:33,883 --> 01:07:34,884 Life was easy. 1044 01:07:36,218 --> 01:07:37,511 Look how that ended up. 1045 01:07:38,012 --> 01:07:39,012 Yeah. See? 1046 01:07:40,848 --> 01:07:43,476 It's not supposed to be easy for people like us. 1047 01:07:43,559 --> 01:07:46,395 We're... meant to go through shit and... 1048 01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:48,522 make it out alive. 1049 01:07:51,650 --> 01:07:54,070 That's the trick, you have to make it out alive. 1050 01:07:56,155 --> 01:07:58,115 You know what? I want better than that. 1051 01:07:59,700 --> 01:08:03,162 We've been through so much shit and I just want something different. 1052 01:08:04,288 --> 01:08:05,289 I want more. 1053 01:08:06,665 --> 01:08:07,875 I'm with you. 1054 01:08:07,958 --> 01:08:09,794 We deserve some fucking happiness. 1055 01:08:11,212 --> 01:08:13,047 - Yeah, we do. - Yes, we do. 1056 01:08:18,135 --> 01:08:19,261 I love you guys! 1057 01:08:19,553 --> 01:08:21,680 Oh, my God. Shut up! 1058 01:08:21,764 --> 01:08:23,057 Way to ruin the moment. 1059 01:08:23,140 --> 01:08:24,725 I'm embracing the moment. 1060 01:08:26,060 --> 01:08:29,105 - Can you get me some more coffee, please? - Yeah, in a minute. 1061 01:08:30,272 --> 01:08:32,733 - This couch is really comfy. - So comfy! 1062 01:08:34,527 --> 01:08:35,569 I'm so tired. 1063 01:08:36,278 --> 01:08:38,823 ♪ Crazy, some'd say ♪ 1064 01:08:39,365 --> 01:08:43,619 ♪ Where is the life that I recognize? ♪ 1065 01:08:44,578 --> 01:08:48,999 ♪ Gone away And I won't cry for yesterday ♪ 1066 01:08:49,125 --> 01:08:55,714 ♪ There's an ordinary world Somehow I have to find ♪ 1067 01:08:56,382 --> 01:09:00,553 For help finding crisis resources, visit 13reasonswhy.info. 1068 01:09:01,053 --> 01:09:04,098 ♪ To the ordinary world ♪ 1069 01:09:04,181 --> 01:09:08,477 ♪ I will learn to survive ♪ 1070 01:09:15,484 --> 01:09:20,156 ♪ Passion or coincidence Once prompted you to say ♪ 1071 01:09:21,323 --> 01:09:24,785 ♪ Pride will tear us both apart ♪ 1072 01:09:26,078 --> 01:09:29,540 ♪ Well now pride's gone out the window 1073 01:09:29,623 --> 01:09:32,835 ♪ Cross the rooftops run away ♪ 1074 01:09:33,210 --> 01:09:37,089 ♪ Left me in the vacuum of my heart ♪ 1075 01:09:39,383 --> 01:09:41,802 ♪ Would this happen to me? ♪ 1076 01:09:42,344 --> 01:09:44,763 ♪ Crazy some would say ♪ 1077 01:09:45,347 --> 01:09:49,768 ♪ Where is my friend When I need you most? ♪ 1078 01:09:50,603 --> 01:09:54,648 ♪ Gone away And I won't cry for yesterday ♪ 1079 01:09:54,732 --> 01:09:57,693 ♪ There's an ordinary world ♪ 1080 01:09:57,776 --> 01:10:02,364 ♪ Somehow I have to find ♪ 1081 01:10:03,908 --> 01:10:06,744 ♪ And as I try to make my way ♪ 1082 01:10:07,119 --> 01:10:09,997 ♪ To the ordinary world ♪ 1083 01:10:10,080 --> 01:10:14,126 ♪ I will learn to survive ♪ 1084 01:11:03,300 --> 01:11:05,302 Well done, Ed, well done.