1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:00:33,199 --> 00:00:34,199 Are you... 3 00:00:36,327 --> 00:00:37,328 afraid of me? 4 00:00:41,875 --> 00:00:43,376 - Seriously? - Clay... 5 00:00:43,460 --> 00:00:44,820 What do you think I might do, huh? 6 00:00:44,878 --> 00:00:47,464 - And you were searching my room, for what? - I don't know. 7 00:00:47,547 --> 00:00:49,227 Why were you asking around about me today? 8 00:00:49,299 --> 00:00:51,009 Why didn't you tell me about that night? 9 00:00:51,426 --> 00:00:52,426 With Bryce... 10 00:00:52,761 --> 00:00:53,762 and the gun? 11 00:00:54,429 --> 00:00:56,389 It was a stupid mistake, and nothing happened. 12 00:00:56,473 --> 00:00:58,850 What about Hannah? You never told me about her. 13 00:00:58,933 --> 00:01:01,394 Why would I? There's plenty of shit you didn't tell me! 14 00:01:01,478 --> 00:01:02,854 You really hated Bryce! 15 00:01:02,937 --> 00:01:05,523 Yeah, I did. I told you that. Multiple times! 16 00:01:05,607 --> 00:01:07,358 You hated him enough to point a gun at him. 17 00:01:07,442 --> 00:01:10,111 - Uh-huh. Keep going. - Why does nobody know where you were 18 00:01:10,195 --> 00:01:11,195 on Homecoming night? 19 00:01:11,237 --> 00:01:12,781 Jesus, how many people did you ask? 20 00:01:12,864 --> 00:01:14,824 Justin said that you got in at 1:30, 21 00:01:14,908 --> 00:01:16,668 Tyler said that you dropped him off at 11:00. 22 00:01:16,743 --> 00:01:19,829 - That's two and a half hours! - You did a fucking timeline? 23 00:01:19,913 --> 00:01:22,207 - Where were you? - I was driving around! 24 00:01:22,290 --> 00:01:23,666 Okay? Trying to clear my head! 25 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:25,293 Until 1:30 in the morning? 26 00:01:25,376 --> 00:01:26,795 Yeah, my fucking heart was broken! 27 00:01:26,878 --> 00:01:27,878 Just don't... 28 00:01:28,838 --> 00:01:29,838 Don't shout at me. 29 00:01:30,965 --> 00:01:32,133 You think I killed him? 30 00:01:34,177 --> 00:01:35,178 I don't want to. 31 00:01:37,013 --> 00:01:39,099 You think I could do something like that? 32 00:01:39,557 --> 00:01:41,935 That I could... I could kill a person? 33 00:01:42,644 --> 00:01:43,728 A human being? 34 00:01:47,107 --> 00:01:48,107 I don't know. 35 00:01:51,820 --> 00:01:53,071 Get the fuck out of here. 36 00:01:55,406 --> 00:01:56,407 Go. 37 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:58,117 Go! 38 00:02:08,586 --> 00:02:09,586 Yes. 39 00:02:11,297 --> 00:02:12,423 I was terrified. 40 00:02:15,051 --> 00:02:16,386 I thought I knew him best. 41 00:02:16,970 --> 00:02:18,680 But when I walked out that door... 42 00:02:20,390 --> 00:02:21,641 I wasn't sure I ever did. 43 00:02:27,105 --> 00:02:28,982 - Good morning. - Good morning. 44 00:02:33,778 --> 00:02:35,738 I had never met Kevin Porter. 45 00:02:41,619 --> 00:02:45,415 Thank you for coming to meet me. I thought it was safer than the house. 46 00:02:46,040 --> 00:02:47,208 "Safer"? 47 00:02:47,625 --> 00:02:50,712 I have an appointment with Sheriff Díaz this morning. 48 00:02:51,921 --> 00:02:54,424 - I see. - They want me to come in on background. 49 00:02:54,507 --> 00:02:56,926 And I wanted you to know, so you didn't think... 50 00:02:57,719 --> 00:02:59,053 so you knew that... 51 00:03:00,221 --> 00:03:02,390 what went on between you, me and Bryce... 52 00:03:03,516 --> 00:03:05,185 I won't say a thing about that. 53 00:03:06,227 --> 00:03:07,270 I wish you wouldn't. 54 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:13,568 - They're looking at Clay Jensen. - They are? 55 00:03:14,068 --> 00:03:16,070 - Wow. - He always hated Bryce. 56 00:03:16,946 --> 00:03:18,990 Threatened him on more than one occasion. 57 00:03:19,574 --> 00:03:21,075 There's quite a case to be made. 58 00:03:23,953 --> 00:03:25,663 Perhaps you can help them make it? 59 00:03:26,748 --> 00:03:28,917 But Kevin Porter knew Clay well. 60 00:03:29,709 --> 00:03:32,253 So, you didn't see Bryce after that? 61 00:03:32,337 --> 00:03:34,964 - Over the summer, this fall? - No. 62 00:03:35,048 --> 00:03:36,448 You had no contact with him at all? 63 00:03:39,928 --> 00:03:41,137 No. No contact at all. 64 00:03:41,221 --> 00:03:43,223 Never went over to his new house? 65 00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:44,890 Threatened him again? 66 00:03:45,350 --> 00:03:46,990 - No. - Can you think of any other reasons 67 00:03:47,018 --> 00:03:48,686 why the police would suspect you? 68 00:03:49,270 --> 00:03:51,231 It's Mrs. Walker, she's out to get me. 69 00:03:51,648 --> 00:03:53,648 Look, you have to believe me. I didn't do anything. 70 00:03:53,691 --> 00:03:56,069 Clay, we believe you. We just... 71 00:03:56,903 --> 00:03:58,783 The more we know, the better we can protect you. 72 00:03:58,821 --> 00:03:59,864 There's nothing to know. 73 00:04:03,576 --> 00:04:05,328 Dennis has agreed to represent you. 74 00:04:05,411 --> 00:04:08,623 He started out in the PD's office. He knows criminal defense. 75 00:04:08,706 --> 00:04:10,208 - I'm not a criminal. - We know. 76 00:04:10,541 --> 00:04:12,669 Clay, we need to take action. We need to protect you. 77 00:04:14,545 --> 00:04:16,214 - So, what... what can I do? - Nothing. 78 00:04:16,881 --> 00:04:18,201 Dennis was very clear about that. 79 00:04:18,258 --> 00:04:21,458 You don't wanna give the police or Mrs. Walker anything they can use against you. 80 00:04:22,220 --> 00:04:24,013 And we'd like you to see Dr. Ellman. 81 00:04:25,431 --> 00:04:28,268 - Why? - Just to check in. This is a tricky time. 82 00:04:28,351 --> 00:04:30,895 It might be useful to... talk it through. 83 00:04:31,187 --> 00:04:32,981 So, you think I'm, like, crazy? 84 00:04:33,064 --> 00:04:34,983 - We don't. - Mental illness might come up. 85 00:04:35,066 --> 00:04:37,694 We don't! We just thought it might be worth talking to him. 86 00:04:38,611 --> 00:04:40,780 Right now, you boys have to get to school. 87 00:04:45,451 --> 00:04:48,288 I wasn't sure anyone truly knew Clay at all. 88 00:04:48,955 --> 00:04:51,708 All I'm saying is your folks are doing the right thing. 89 00:04:51,791 --> 00:04:54,961 You need a lawyer, even if you didn't do anything. Trust me. 90 00:04:55,878 --> 00:04:56,878 What's it like? 91 00:04:57,880 --> 00:05:00,091 - In juvie? - Dude, you're not going to juvie. 92 00:05:00,967 --> 00:05:02,135 No, I'm an adult. 93 00:05:03,386 --> 00:05:06,222 Clay, you just got to chill out. Just a little bit. 94 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,766 - It's going to work out. - Like it did for you? 95 00:05:12,937 --> 00:05:14,605 I have to go talk to Mrs. Walker. 96 00:05:14,772 --> 00:05:17,483 - Why... why the fuck? - At the sheriff's station 97 00:05:17,567 --> 00:05:19,777 the first time, I could tell her the truth to her face. 98 00:05:19,861 --> 00:05:22,196 Your mom literally just said do not do anything suspicious. 99 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:23,740 She also thinks I'm a crazy person. 100 00:05:23,823 --> 00:05:25,992 I feel like you going to talk to Mrs. Walker right now 101 00:05:26,075 --> 00:05:27,243 kind of supports that theory. 102 00:05:27,327 --> 00:05:29,680 They're getting me a lawyer because they had to take action. 103 00:05:29,704 --> 00:05:30,704 That's what she said. 104 00:05:30,913 --> 00:05:31,913 Same for me. 105 00:05:32,957 --> 00:05:33,958 Clay! 106 00:05:36,753 --> 00:05:37,753 Fuck! 107 00:05:39,881 --> 00:05:43,051 Though we all knew he didn't always make the best choices. 108 00:05:44,719 --> 00:05:45,719 Yes? 109 00:05:45,762 --> 00:05:46,846 What are you doing here? 110 00:05:48,765 --> 00:05:50,433 I'm actually... 111 00:05:50,516 --> 00:05:52,810 If you're looking for my daughter, she's at school, 112 00:05:52,894 --> 00:05:54,014 where I think you should be. 113 00:05:54,062 --> 00:05:55,438 No. I mean, 114 00:05:56,397 --> 00:05:58,107 yes, I should, but... 115 00:06:01,235 --> 00:06:02,612 I came to see Mrs. Walker. 116 00:06:02,695 --> 00:06:03,738 She's not home. 117 00:06:04,781 --> 00:06:05,782 Let him in. 118 00:06:14,874 --> 00:06:15,874 So, 119 00:06:16,334 --> 00:06:18,294 stalking in our driveway wasn't enough? 120 00:06:18,378 --> 00:06:20,380 You want to add trespassing to the list? 121 00:06:20,463 --> 00:06:23,299 Mrs. Walker, I just... I thought maybe we could talk. 122 00:06:25,718 --> 00:06:27,720 I'm guessing your parents don't know you're here. 123 00:06:29,555 --> 00:06:32,058 - No. - What exactly do you want to talk about, 124 00:06:32,141 --> 00:06:34,310 - Clay? - When we spoke at the police station, 125 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:36,354 you said Bryce had hurt me, 126 00:06:36,437 --> 00:06:37,688 that we didn't get along. 127 00:06:38,022 --> 00:06:40,233 And you were right, I hated Bryce. 128 00:06:40,316 --> 00:06:42,568 But I didn't want him dead. 129 00:06:42,860 --> 00:06:44,237 But you threatened to kill him. 130 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:46,823 Look, when you told me he might be hurt, I... 131 00:06:48,783 --> 00:06:50,118 Yeah, I hoped that was true. 132 00:06:50,827 --> 00:06:53,454 Because he'd hurt so many people in my life, 133 00:06:53,538 --> 00:06:54,997 and if he was gone, I... 134 00:06:56,582 --> 00:06:58,334 Maybe the hurting would... would stop. 135 00:06:59,419 --> 00:07:00,419 And I... 136 00:07:01,170 --> 00:07:03,131 I'm sorry your son is dead. 137 00:07:04,132 --> 00:07:06,801 He was a human being and he didn't deserve to die. 138 00:07:06,884 --> 00:07:09,512 But you have to believe me, I didn't kill him. 139 00:07:09,595 --> 00:07:13,516 Mr. Chatham, please! You have to eat your breakfast. 140 00:07:15,309 --> 00:07:16,477 Will you excuse me? 141 00:07:17,061 --> 00:07:18,312 One moment. 142 00:07:44,964 --> 00:07:47,151 Don't fuck shit up 'cause you're still in love with her! 143 00:07:47,175 --> 00:07:48,009 You have no idea 144 00:07:48,092 --> 00:07:50,571 - what you're talking about! - She's fucking scared of you, Alex. 145 00:07:50,595 --> 00:07:53,222 What, so she sent you to fight for her, man? Fuck that! 146 00:07:53,556 --> 00:07:55,016 All right, Roid Monster! 147 00:07:55,558 --> 00:07:56,798 - Take a fucking breath. - Yeah, 148 00:07:56,851 --> 00:07:58,936 I'm the monster. What are you on today, Justin? 149 00:07:59,020 --> 00:08:01,165 - Does she even know? - Know what? Just move on. 150 00:08:01,189 --> 00:08:04,168 - Just leave her alone and move on. - Why, so you can let her get raped again? 151 00:08:04,192 --> 00:08:05,860 - Fuck you! - Fuck you! 152 00:08:05,943 --> 00:08:08,905 Hey, guys. Guys! Stop it! Stop! 153 00:08:13,409 --> 00:08:14,409 What the fuck? 154 00:08:15,536 --> 00:08:17,598 - Morning. - Good morning, doc. 155 00:08:17,622 --> 00:08:18,623 Thanks for coming down. 156 00:08:19,165 --> 00:08:20,875 - Holy shit. - Let's go right in. 157 00:08:22,043 --> 00:08:23,377 What the fuck is he doing here? 158 00:08:25,671 --> 00:08:27,548 Mr. Porter knew Clay's secrets. 159 00:08:30,176 --> 00:08:33,054 Mr. Porter knew what Clay could do at his very worst. 160 00:08:34,764 --> 00:08:36,474 The superintendent indicated 161 00:08:36,599 --> 00:08:39,477 he'd prefer it be done with minimum disruption to the school day. 162 00:08:39,560 --> 00:08:41,646 Yes, well, we're very happy to cooperate, Sheriff. 163 00:08:41,729 --> 00:08:45,107 We're just less interested in exposing ourselves to the... 164 00:08:45,191 --> 00:08:48,444 - liability of a former employee. - Mr. Porter's here 165 00:08:48,528 --> 00:08:49,737 as a friend of the department. 166 00:08:49,820 --> 00:08:52,532 If you'd be more comfortable, we could take the kids downtown 167 00:08:52,615 --> 00:08:53,824 one at a time. 168 00:08:53,991 --> 00:08:57,036 You'll be reading these kids their rights, yes? 169 00:08:57,203 --> 00:08:59,163 We'll let them know that they're not under arrest 170 00:08:59,247 --> 00:09:00,581 or even obligated to speak. 171 00:09:00,665 --> 00:09:03,876 All right. I'm going to have Vice Principal Childs join you, 172 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:05,503 'cause I'm needed off-campus. 173 00:09:11,008 --> 00:09:13,594 Look, I'm telling you, it was Porter with the Sheriff. 174 00:09:13,678 --> 00:09:16,889 - Why the hell would he come back here? - It's got to be about Bryce, right? 175 00:09:17,223 --> 00:09:18,933 What if he knows about me somehow? 176 00:09:19,892 --> 00:09:22,478 How could he? It has to be about Bryce. 177 00:09:23,938 --> 00:09:24,981 Miss Adams? 178 00:09:25,064 --> 00:09:27,358 Tyler Down is needed in the Principal's office. 179 00:09:41,289 --> 00:09:43,958 If this is about you and they're starting with him... 180 00:09:44,083 --> 00:09:45,167 We're all fucked. 181 00:09:52,425 --> 00:09:54,594 Thanks for sending Justin to smack me down. 182 00:09:54,969 --> 00:09:58,055 Oh, my God. I didn't send Justin to do anything. 183 00:09:58,139 --> 00:10:00,057 Look, I'm sorry about yesterday. 184 00:10:00,808 --> 00:10:01,892 Whatever. 185 00:10:03,477 --> 00:10:05,313 Porter's here with the Sheriff. 186 00:10:06,022 --> 00:10:07,022 Wait, who? 187 00:10:07,607 --> 00:10:08,607 Porter? 188 00:10:08,858 --> 00:10:11,736 Counselor Porter? What the fuck? 189 00:10:11,819 --> 00:10:13,863 - Why? - It's got to be about Bryce, right? 190 00:10:13,946 --> 00:10:15,114 But what would he know? 191 00:10:15,197 --> 00:10:17,825 A lot about last year. Didn't you talk to him about shit? 192 00:10:17,908 --> 00:10:18,908 Not really. 193 00:10:24,957 --> 00:10:27,168 Hey, Tyler. It's good to see you. 194 00:10:28,878 --> 00:10:30,087 Come in and have a seat. 195 00:10:38,346 --> 00:10:39,930 Should my parents be here? 196 00:10:40,389 --> 00:10:42,141 Well, that's not necessary, Tyler. 197 00:10:43,100 --> 00:10:44,518 It's nothing to worry about, 198 00:10:44,602 --> 00:10:47,229 - we just want to have a conversation. - About what? 199 00:10:47,313 --> 00:10:49,273 Well, you're not obligated to answer any questions 200 00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:50,650 and we're not holding you. 201 00:10:50,983 --> 00:10:53,986 We just want to ask you a few questions about Clay Jensen. 202 00:11:01,786 --> 00:11:04,372 Porter was part of the Hannah story. 203 00:11:05,122 --> 00:11:06,624 A story I had just heard... 204 00:11:11,671 --> 00:11:15,549 starring a Clay who was nothing like the one I used to know. 205 00:11:25,017 --> 00:11:26,017 Hello. 206 00:11:27,103 --> 00:11:28,229 Hey. 207 00:11:30,356 --> 00:11:34,944 So... because we can't kiss that also means we can't talk? 208 00:11:35,569 --> 00:11:37,863 Well, we're not... not talking. 209 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:40,408 We're not not not talking. 210 00:11:41,075 --> 00:11:42,493 So, we are talking? 211 00:11:42,993 --> 00:11:43,993 Apparently. 212 00:11:44,829 --> 00:11:48,249 - Look, I have an exam in the next hour. - Two minutes. 213 00:11:48,833 --> 00:11:50,209 - Can we talk later? - No. 214 00:11:50,292 --> 00:11:53,713 Because you always say that, and it's never later. Just 60 seconds. Time me. 215 00:11:54,505 --> 00:11:55,715 Time me, starting... 216 00:11:55,798 --> 00:11:56,798 now. 217 00:11:57,007 --> 00:12:00,052 Okay. Look, I get it. It was a one-time thing. 218 00:12:00,386 --> 00:12:03,973 You were momentarily overcome by my natural powers of attraction, 219 00:12:04,056 --> 00:12:07,268 and honestly, I don't blame you, but we can get past it. 220 00:12:07,935 --> 00:12:10,479 We can go back to us pre-kiss. 221 00:12:10,730 --> 00:12:12,940 I can go back to not wanting to kiss you. 222 00:12:13,023 --> 00:12:16,026 I didn't even know I wanted to kiss you until you kissed me. 223 00:12:16,569 --> 00:12:17,569 Or I kissed... 224 00:12:18,195 --> 00:12:21,282 Or until there was a kiss between us. 225 00:12:21,866 --> 00:12:24,785 Whatever. And that's over, and I no longer want to kiss you 226 00:12:24,869 --> 00:12:25,870 because... 227 00:12:26,203 --> 00:12:29,290 clearly we work better as friends. Much better. And... 228 00:12:31,292 --> 00:12:33,210 The thing is, I miss my friend. 229 00:12:34,044 --> 00:12:36,547 My awesome, nerdier than me, 230 00:12:36,630 --> 00:12:40,843 possibly even smarter than me, very much platonic friend. 231 00:12:43,471 --> 00:12:44,471 I'm sorry. 232 00:12:45,014 --> 00:12:48,517 You're right. I've been pretty... distant lately. 233 00:12:49,894 --> 00:12:52,646 I've just been really busy helping my mum out at the house. 234 00:12:54,648 --> 00:12:56,442 So, it's not, like, in the main house? 235 00:12:56,734 --> 00:12:58,569 Well, only in the kitchen. 236 00:12:58,652 --> 00:13:02,198 My mum had to take on some extra duties, so I've been pitching in. 237 00:13:02,281 --> 00:13:05,284 - So you do see Bryce sometimes? - No, not really. 238 00:13:05,367 --> 00:13:06,827 Not that often. 239 00:13:08,078 --> 00:13:09,205 Right. 240 00:13:10,623 --> 00:13:12,833 Well, it's just the other day when I dropped you off, 241 00:13:12,917 --> 00:13:14,376 it seemed like he knew you. 242 00:13:14,919 --> 00:13:16,962 Well, he knows who I am. 243 00:13:17,588 --> 00:13:18,588 We've met. 244 00:13:19,006 --> 00:13:20,006 Right. 245 00:13:32,019 --> 00:13:33,062 So, yeah. 246 00:13:33,646 --> 00:13:36,732 I don't really want to speak to you probably ever again, but... 247 00:13:36,816 --> 00:13:37,983 you should probably see this. 248 00:13:38,067 --> 00:13:39,235 - What is it? - A letter. 249 00:13:39,860 --> 00:13:41,445 From Mrs. Walker to her son 250 00:13:41,529 --> 00:13:44,169 saying that she hates him and that she'd be better off without him. 251 00:13:45,324 --> 00:13:49,328 Clay, you don't actually think Mrs. Walker has anything to do with this? 252 00:13:49,411 --> 00:13:52,331 It's all in there. And it makes perfect sense when you think about it. 253 00:13:52,414 --> 00:13:53,934 Parents are always the first suspects, 254 00:13:53,999 --> 00:13:57,962 but no one looked at Mrs. Walker because, well, she's Mrs. Walker. 255 00:13:58,045 --> 00:14:00,214 That's why she's had it out for me this whole time. 256 00:14:00,297 --> 00:14:01,977 She's trying to pin this whole thing on me. 257 00:14:02,049 --> 00:14:04,009 - Where did you get this? - From her desk. 258 00:14:04,552 --> 00:14:05,552 What? 259 00:14:06,136 --> 00:14:07,596 - When? - This morning. 260 00:14:08,347 --> 00:14:09,849 Clay, you went to... 261 00:14:10,391 --> 00:14:11,725 Are you serious? 262 00:14:12,434 --> 00:14:14,162 - Did my mum see you? - She answered the door. 263 00:14:14,186 --> 00:14:15,986 I told her I was there to talk to Mrs. Walker. 264 00:14:16,021 --> 00:14:18,399 Do you have any idea the trouble you've made for me? 265 00:14:18,482 --> 00:14:21,068 I'm sorry, I'm about to go to jail for murder. 266 00:14:21,527 --> 00:14:24,029 Can we save the cultural ramifications of us knowing each other 267 00:14:24,113 --> 00:14:25,632 until after I'm out from under this... 268 00:14:25,656 --> 00:14:28,742 Okay, it's not a cultural thing, Clay! My mum sat there with the police 269 00:14:28,826 --> 00:14:31,012 and I said I didn't know you, wasn't caught up with you. 270 00:14:31,036 --> 00:14:33,873 So, that's your story now? That you don't know me? 271 00:14:34,623 --> 00:14:35,823 What's your story about Bryce? 272 00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:39,128 You never went into the main house? Your mother kept you apart? 273 00:14:39,211 --> 00:14:41,439 - You're this sheltered little girl... - You're being crazy! 274 00:14:41,463 --> 00:14:43,303 You've been lying to everybody. You fucked him! 275 00:14:50,347 --> 00:14:53,392 What did or did not go on between me and Bryce, 276 00:14:53,475 --> 00:14:56,228 it does neither of us any good if the whole bloody world knows. 277 00:14:56,312 --> 00:14:57,771 Calm the fuck down! 278 00:14:59,523 --> 00:15:02,526 Zach Dempsey, you're wanted in the office. Get your things. 279 00:15:12,453 --> 00:15:16,123 The Sheriff's in Bolan's office right now with our old counselor Mr. Porter, 280 00:15:16,206 --> 00:15:18,208 who I know is going to tell them that I'm unstable 281 00:15:18,292 --> 00:15:19,652 and that I act out when I'm angry. 282 00:15:19,710 --> 00:15:22,022 And he's pulling in every one of my friends to back him up. 283 00:15:22,046 --> 00:15:24,298 I do not have time to calm the fuck down. 284 00:15:24,882 --> 00:15:26,342 You're either with me or against me. 285 00:15:29,553 --> 00:15:31,263 Mrs. Walker didn't kill her son. 286 00:15:31,347 --> 00:15:32,348 How do you know? 287 00:15:34,141 --> 00:15:35,643 Tell me, Ani. How do you know? 288 00:15:38,103 --> 00:15:39,897 Clay was grasping for straws, 289 00:15:40,522 --> 00:15:42,232 behaving like a desperate man. 290 00:15:42,733 --> 00:15:44,568 And desperation is dangerous. 291 00:15:44,985 --> 00:15:48,364 When Clay found out that you were in a relationship with Hannah, 292 00:15:48,948 --> 00:15:51,241 - did he confront you? - Uh, I guess. 293 00:15:51,325 --> 00:15:52,325 You guess? 294 00:15:52,993 --> 00:15:54,119 Yes. Yeah. 295 00:15:54,703 --> 00:15:55,703 So what happened? 296 00:15:55,788 --> 00:15:56,788 Um... 297 00:15:57,081 --> 00:15:59,333 well, he yelled at me, but I totally deserved it. 298 00:15:59,416 --> 00:16:02,127 Right, and when he yelled at you, did he threaten you? 299 00:16:02,461 --> 00:16:04,338 - No. - Did he attack you? 300 00:16:04,421 --> 00:16:05,339 No. 301 00:16:05,422 --> 00:16:07,007 All right, did he ever apologize? 302 00:16:07,091 --> 00:16:10,260 No disrespect, Mr. Porter, but why are you asking me this? 303 00:16:10,344 --> 00:16:12,304 I'm just trying to help the Sheriff understand 304 00:16:12,388 --> 00:16:14,348 everything that happened here over the past year. 305 00:16:14,431 --> 00:16:16,642 With Hannah? With what happened to her? 306 00:16:16,725 --> 00:16:18,769 And how that impacted Clay. 307 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:27,653 Clay and I, we're not friends, really, 308 00:16:27,820 --> 00:16:29,780 and there's a lot of stuff that we don't agree on, 309 00:16:29,822 --> 00:16:30,822 but... 310 00:16:30,906 --> 00:16:31,906 I respect him. 311 00:16:31,949 --> 00:16:33,033 He is a good person 312 00:16:33,117 --> 00:16:34,493 and he always tells the truth. 313 00:16:34,576 --> 00:16:35,577 So, no... 314 00:16:36,286 --> 00:16:38,664 I didn't need him to apologize to me, because he was right. 315 00:16:48,924 --> 00:16:51,760 I mean, look, it's high school. 316 00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:55,597 It's hard to know who's on your side. Even on a good day. 317 00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:12,531 You remember in the audio 318 00:17:12,614 --> 00:17:15,242 when Clay goes over to Bryce's house to buy drugs? 319 00:17:15,534 --> 00:17:17,536 He was lying. Clay doesn't do drugs. 320 00:17:17,619 --> 00:17:18,996 You never saw Clay use drugs? 321 00:17:23,417 --> 00:17:26,336 All right. In the tape, he confronts Bryce, 322 00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:29,048 accuses him of sexual assault. 323 00:17:29,131 --> 00:17:31,550 Yeah, which was true. Bryce raped Hannah. 324 00:17:31,633 --> 00:17:34,261 Then it sounds like Clay escalated the conflict 325 00:17:34,344 --> 00:17:35,512 by throwing the first punch? 326 00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:37,556 Clay didn't go there for revenge. 327 00:17:37,890 --> 00:17:40,142 He allowed himself to get the shit beat out of him 328 00:17:40,225 --> 00:17:42,686 so we would know the truth, and I admire him for that. 329 00:17:42,770 --> 00:17:44,480 For taking justice into his own hands? 330 00:17:44,563 --> 00:17:46,356 Alex, he could've gone to an adult. 331 00:17:46,815 --> 00:17:48,108 Hannah went to an adult! 332 00:17:49,151 --> 00:17:50,986 Clay knew that no one would believe Hannah 333 00:17:51,070 --> 00:17:52,404 unless Bryce confessed. 334 00:17:52,488 --> 00:17:56,700 It was never about hurting Bryce, it was about justice for Hannah. 335 00:18:01,163 --> 00:18:03,499 I thought Clay was just spinning. 336 00:18:05,292 --> 00:18:08,545 Until I saw the Mr. Porter they were talking about. 337 00:18:18,555 --> 00:18:20,641 Bryce! Bryce... 338 00:18:21,225 --> 00:18:22,559 You are out of your mind. 339 00:18:23,143 --> 00:18:26,063 You choked me in the boys' room. You fucking choked me! 340 00:18:26,188 --> 00:18:28,023 I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable. 341 00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:31,068 Uncomfortable? Motherfucker! You were out of your fucking mind! 342 00:18:31,151 --> 00:18:32,778 Watch your language, young man. 343 00:18:34,655 --> 00:18:36,073 - Fuck this! - Hey, Bryce. 344 00:18:36,156 --> 00:18:37,199 Bryce! 345 00:18:39,785 --> 00:18:42,079 Mrs. Walker, due respect, I... 346 00:18:43,372 --> 00:18:45,833 I don't think that this was the best idea. 347 00:18:45,916 --> 00:18:48,418 Please, Kevin. I don't know what else to do at this point. 348 00:18:48,502 --> 00:18:49,502 I'm at my end. 349 00:18:49,545 --> 00:18:51,505 Well, I feel like it could get ugly. 350 00:18:53,423 --> 00:18:54,466 Maybe it has to. 351 00:18:59,388 --> 00:19:01,140 And that changed everything. 352 00:19:02,850 --> 00:19:04,184 Clay released the tapes, 353 00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:05,644 Bryce got off... 354 00:19:06,728 --> 00:19:07,855 Porter got fired. 355 00:19:08,647 --> 00:19:10,691 Porter was part of the damage done. 356 00:19:11,400 --> 00:19:13,110 - He was hurt. - Hey, Tyler. 357 00:19:13,193 --> 00:19:14,570 Like so many were. 358 00:19:34,673 --> 00:19:36,842 The man in Bolan's office with the Sheriff, 359 00:19:36,925 --> 00:19:38,725 that's the Mr. Porter you were talking about? 360 00:19:38,802 --> 00:19:39,720 Yes. Why? 361 00:19:39,803 --> 00:19:41,805 I know him. He's been to the house. 362 00:19:42,431 --> 00:19:44,057 He and Bryce argued. 363 00:19:44,141 --> 00:19:47,978 I believe... I believe Bryce said something about the man choking him. 364 00:19:48,812 --> 00:19:49,812 And then Bryce left, 365 00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:53,734 and he, Mr. Porter, said to Mrs. Walker, "It could get ugly." 366 00:19:54,776 --> 00:19:57,362 - What could get ugly? - I don't know. 367 00:19:57,988 --> 00:19:59,907 Ani, Porter's in there trying to bring me down. 368 00:20:00,032 --> 00:20:03,452 - Can you remember anything else? - Or maybe there's more at the house? 369 00:20:03,535 --> 00:20:06,955 Clay, I can't... I can't just go looking around. 370 00:20:07,039 --> 00:20:08,582 Yeah, right. No, I know. 371 00:20:09,374 --> 00:20:10,876 Your mom, the house... 372 00:20:12,461 --> 00:20:14,838 But you did manage to fuck Bryce at the house, right? 373 00:20:17,549 --> 00:20:19,134 Was he grasping at straws? 374 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:22,429 Suspecting Mr. Porter or Mrs. Walker? 375 00:20:24,056 --> 00:20:25,807 Didn't you take a look at them, too? 376 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:30,312 You're not obligated to answer any questions and we're not holding you. 377 00:20:30,395 --> 00:20:32,689 We just want to ask you a few questions about Clay Jensen. 378 00:20:32,773 --> 00:20:34,316 And Tyler Down. 379 00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:37,945 - Okay. - Are you still friends with Tyler? 380 00:20:38,028 --> 00:20:39,863 - Not really. - Why not? 381 00:20:40,155 --> 00:20:41,823 I don't know. He changed. 382 00:20:42,532 --> 00:20:44,534 We just... drifted apart. 383 00:20:44,743 --> 00:20:45,827 Changed how? 384 00:20:46,411 --> 00:20:47,496 I don't know exactly. 385 00:20:47,579 --> 00:20:49,581 Then what can you tell us about Clay Jensen? 386 00:20:50,207 --> 00:20:51,250 He's a good guy. 387 00:20:51,875 --> 00:20:54,920 He's always been really nice to me. Feels responsible for people. 388 00:20:55,003 --> 00:20:56,755 And he wants to do the right thing. 389 00:20:56,922 --> 00:20:59,216 Tell me about that fight in the hall last semester. 390 00:20:59,549 --> 00:21:01,593 I started that fight, not Clay. 391 00:21:01,885 --> 00:21:04,263 Bryce lied in court about Hannah. 392 00:21:04,346 --> 00:21:06,431 - And did that make you angry? - Yes. 393 00:21:06,515 --> 00:21:08,642 - And did it make Clay angry? - We were all angry. 394 00:21:08,725 --> 00:21:09,851 Things just got out of hand. 395 00:21:09,935 --> 00:21:12,437 Do you think that Clay took that opportunity 396 00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:14,022 - to attack Bryce? - No. 397 00:21:14,106 --> 00:21:17,609 He was beating the shit out of me. Clay tried to pull him off, to protect me. 398 00:21:17,693 --> 00:21:20,696 It feels like Clay went after Bryce more than once 399 00:21:20,779 --> 00:21:22,406 - in the past year? - Didn't you? 400 00:21:23,323 --> 00:21:25,450 - We're not talking about me. - Maybe we should be. 401 00:21:25,534 --> 00:21:27,703 Well, maybe we should be telling the truth about Clay 402 00:21:28,078 --> 00:21:30,539 and how he brought you back to Evergreen against your will. 403 00:21:30,622 --> 00:21:31,873 No, he got me off the streets. 404 00:21:31,957 --> 00:21:34,835 He took revenge on Tyler, on Courtney. 405 00:21:34,918 --> 00:21:37,421 No, he tried to get people to own up to what they did. 406 00:21:37,504 --> 00:21:38,755 - Including you? - Yeah. 407 00:21:38,839 --> 00:21:41,008 - Including me. - He acts out of emotion. 408 00:21:41,091 --> 00:21:42,384 He goes after people. 409 00:21:42,467 --> 00:21:44,261 He doesn't "go after people." 410 00:21:44,469 --> 00:21:46,388 He tries to do the right thing, always. 411 00:21:46,471 --> 00:21:48,598 You know that! I don't know what you're... 412 00:21:51,935 --> 00:21:52,936 He's a good person. 413 00:21:54,479 --> 00:21:57,107 And if he acts out of emotion, it's because he fucking cares! 414 00:21:57,190 --> 00:21:59,818 Which is more than most people in this fucking school. 415 00:22:02,362 --> 00:22:03,363 He saved my life. 416 00:22:06,742 --> 00:22:08,785 But would Porter really go after Clay? 417 00:22:08,869 --> 00:22:12,122 He sent around a picture of Tyler and keyed Zach's car. 418 00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:15,417 He wanted people to feel the way Hannah did. 419 00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:17,753 - But did Clay ever confront you? - No. 420 00:22:17,836 --> 00:22:21,715 When he heard my tape, he told me he'd burn the tapes if I wanted him to. 421 00:22:21,798 --> 00:22:24,593 But then he published Hannah's tapes, violating your privacy? 422 00:22:24,676 --> 00:22:26,762 No! He asked me first. 423 00:22:26,845 --> 00:22:28,388 But then he put pressure on you 424 00:22:28,472 --> 00:22:30,223 to go to the police and to testify? 425 00:22:30,307 --> 00:22:33,894 He believed I was strong enough to tell my story even when I didn't. 426 00:22:33,977 --> 00:22:36,188 - But he put pressure on you? - So did you! 427 00:22:37,230 --> 00:22:41,234 And look, if I never tell my story, Bryce never gets arrested, so... 428 00:22:41,318 --> 00:22:43,445 So, what? The ends justify the means 429 00:22:43,528 --> 00:22:45,364 and what he did is okay? 430 00:22:45,447 --> 00:22:46,447 No, 431 00:22:46,698 --> 00:22:48,325 it makes it not black and white. 432 00:22:49,409 --> 00:22:54,164 You want to paint him as this bad guy, but the fact is, he's not. 433 00:22:59,169 --> 00:23:03,340 History between two people can be an explosive thing. 434 00:23:37,249 --> 00:23:38,250 Five more minutes. 435 00:23:38,333 --> 00:23:41,586 Well, if I stay any later, I'll turn into a pumpkin. 436 00:23:41,962 --> 00:23:43,338 And then where would we be? 437 00:23:43,964 --> 00:23:45,799 But you got here so late. 438 00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:48,635 You didn't even have time for poker. 439 00:23:50,345 --> 00:23:52,639 We barely even got a chance to talk. 440 00:23:53,557 --> 00:23:57,727 Well, you didn't seem to mind the whole not talking thing last night, as I recall. 441 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:02,482 So, then, 442 00:24:03,066 --> 00:24:04,901 let's not talk some more. 443 00:24:04,985 --> 00:24:05,985 I know. 444 00:24:06,653 --> 00:24:08,071 But it's laundry day. 445 00:24:08,697 --> 00:24:09,697 So... 446 00:24:10,073 --> 00:24:13,160 I have to get the clothes in the wash by the time my mother is up. 447 00:24:13,243 --> 00:24:14,703 Just tell her you slept in. 448 00:24:14,953 --> 00:24:17,414 Tell her the washing machine broke. 449 00:24:17,497 --> 00:24:20,709 I don't know. She always believes whatever lies you make up anyway. 450 00:24:24,588 --> 00:24:25,588 My mother trusts me 451 00:24:25,630 --> 00:24:28,842 because when I say I'll do the laundry, I make sure that the laundry is done. 452 00:24:29,718 --> 00:24:30,718 No, I know. 453 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:32,720 I just mean that... 454 00:24:33,638 --> 00:24:36,850 you always worry about your mom, and then you figure it out. 455 00:24:38,143 --> 00:24:40,812 - I didn't mean anything bad by it. - I know you didn't. 456 00:24:41,396 --> 00:24:42,397 So, stay. 457 00:24:44,232 --> 00:24:45,232 I need you. 458 00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:48,110 You shouldn't. 459 00:25:10,509 --> 00:25:12,928 So, what went on between Porter and Bryce? 460 00:25:16,014 --> 00:25:17,014 Jesus! 461 00:25:17,516 --> 00:25:19,351 Mr. Jensen, I think we should talk. 462 00:25:19,643 --> 00:25:20,936 Why should I talk to you? 463 00:25:23,438 --> 00:25:24,940 Hey. Maybe I can help. 464 00:25:26,149 --> 00:25:27,234 You're trying to set me up. 465 00:25:27,317 --> 00:25:28,610 You think that's what I'm doing? 466 00:25:28,693 --> 00:25:30,445 So they won't look at you or Mrs. Walker. 467 00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:32,989 They've already looked at me and Mrs. Walker. 468 00:25:33,490 --> 00:25:35,742 And I think they decided that they have their man, 469 00:25:35,825 --> 00:25:36,826 and that's you. 470 00:25:37,285 --> 00:25:40,205 But they don't know about you and Bryce, at his house, do they? 471 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:42,707 What do you know about that? 472 00:25:42,791 --> 00:25:45,043 I know that you and Bryce were in contact. 473 00:25:45,252 --> 00:25:47,963 I know that you talked to Mrs. Walker about what to do about him, 474 00:25:48,046 --> 00:25:49,381 and a few weeks later, he's dead. 475 00:25:51,967 --> 00:25:53,802 I imagine you have some questions. 476 00:25:55,136 --> 00:25:58,515 I'm at the family counseling center, doing field work for my degree. 477 00:25:59,641 --> 00:26:01,768 Call me when you want to talk. 478 00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:08,984 You know, I thought... 479 00:26:10,235 --> 00:26:13,238 even after everything, I thought you were a good person. 480 00:26:13,947 --> 00:26:15,407 I thought you cared about kids. 481 00:26:16,324 --> 00:26:17,867 What the fuck happened to you? 482 00:26:27,419 --> 00:26:28,920 Porter was trying to help him. 483 00:26:30,005 --> 00:26:31,089 What? How do you know? 484 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,425 I saw Porter with a journal. 485 00:26:33,883 --> 00:26:35,594 Bryce had one just like it. 486 00:26:36,428 --> 00:26:39,014 It's not a coincidence. Porter gave it to him. 487 00:26:40,515 --> 00:26:41,766 What does that prove? 488 00:26:42,309 --> 00:26:43,309 Nothing. 489 00:26:43,727 --> 00:26:44,727 Till you read it. 490 00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:00,702 - What's it say? - It says Porter got him to keep a journal, 491 00:27:01,036 --> 00:27:02,078 for therapy. 492 00:27:03,330 --> 00:27:04,998 And I should warn you, there are... 493 00:27:05,707 --> 00:27:07,347 There are things you won't like in there. 494 00:27:07,751 --> 00:27:08,751 About you? 495 00:27:10,211 --> 00:27:11,211 Yes. 496 00:27:14,132 --> 00:27:17,135 And about Bryce. About who he was becoming before he died. 497 00:27:17,886 --> 00:27:18,886 What about the letter? 498 00:27:19,971 --> 00:27:20,971 I don't know. 499 00:27:21,556 --> 00:27:22,599 Maybe Porter does. 500 00:27:24,059 --> 00:27:26,645 Why are you helping me if you think I'm a murderer? 501 00:27:27,103 --> 00:27:27,937 Uh... 502 00:27:28,063 --> 00:27:29,147 I don't know what to think. 503 00:27:29,230 --> 00:27:31,775 You can believe the best of Bryce but the worst of me? 504 00:27:34,152 --> 00:27:38,114 I'm afraid I believe we're all capable of the very worst. 505 00:27:39,658 --> 00:27:40,658 Including you? 506 00:27:49,668 --> 00:27:52,295 Of course I wanted to believe that Clay was innocent. 507 00:27:53,254 --> 00:27:55,048 Because if Clay did kill Bryce... 508 00:27:57,467 --> 00:27:58,677 he did it because of me. 509 00:28:02,931 --> 00:28:05,100 So, you were counseling him? 510 00:28:05,809 --> 00:28:07,977 After I left Liberty, I went back to school, 511 00:28:08,853 --> 00:28:10,313 for my Master's in social work. 512 00:28:11,272 --> 00:28:14,317 I was doing intern hours at the family counseling center, 513 00:28:14,526 --> 00:28:15,527 like I told you. 514 00:28:15,610 --> 00:28:17,612 Mrs. Walker, she tracked me down there. 515 00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:18,947 You specifically? 516 00:28:19,906 --> 00:28:21,032 Why not a real therapist? 517 00:28:21,408 --> 00:28:22,242 Hmm. 518 00:28:22,325 --> 00:28:24,953 Bryce had been to three already, and fooled them all. 519 00:28:25,412 --> 00:28:27,288 And she knew he wasn't gonna fool me. 520 00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:29,499 And I guess we both had something to prove. 521 00:28:31,126 --> 00:28:33,962 - And the journal? You gave it to him? - Yes. 522 00:28:34,629 --> 00:28:36,464 We met here, as a matter of fact. 523 00:28:38,883 --> 00:28:40,009 Uh... 524 00:28:41,010 --> 00:28:42,010 Thanks. 525 00:28:43,138 --> 00:28:47,434 I want you to keep a journal, day by day, while we're working together. 526 00:28:47,517 --> 00:28:49,394 - Like a diary? - It doesn't have to be. 527 00:28:49,686 --> 00:28:52,021 Just thoughts, things that you notice. 528 00:28:52,647 --> 00:28:55,650 Take inventory of your feelings, what you would like to work on. 529 00:28:56,609 --> 00:28:57,609 It's... 530 00:28:59,279 --> 00:29:01,197 I don't know, it's got a maze on it. 531 00:29:01,281 --> 00:29:03,116 It's a labyrinth, not a maze. 532 00:29:03,825 --> 00:29:04,951 It's a sacred pattern. 533 00:29:05,535 --> 00:29:08,580 A maze, you get lost. A labyrinth, you find yourself. 534 00:29:10,623 --> 00:29:11,624 I'm curious, Bryce. 535 00:29:12,542 --> 00:29:14,335 Last time I was at your house, 536 00:29:14,419 --> 00:29:16,463 you made it pretty clear 537 00:29:17,172 --> 00:29:18,965 you had no interest in talking with me. 538 00:29:19,048 --> 00:29:20,049 What changed? 539 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:24,387 I... I wanna do better, I guess. 540 00:29:28,391 --> 00:29:29,392 There's this girl. 541 00:29:29,893 --> 00:29:31,728 She goes to Claremont Prep. 542 00:29:32,437 --> 00:29:33,646 She's incredible, 543 00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:37,942 and I'm already fucking it up with her 'cause I don't know how to be... 544 00:29:39,235 --> 00:29:40,278 like... 545 00:29:41,321 --> 00:29:43,698 - a human being. - I see. 546 00:29:44,115 --> 00:29:47,160 And is this true with your other relationships? 547 00:29:49,871 --> 00:29:52,332 How are things with you and your mom? 548 00:29:54,334 --> 00:29:58,379 Some days she acknowledges my existence, some days she doesn't. 549 00:29:59,255 --> 00:30:01,800 And you think this is all on her? 550 00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:14,771 She didn't really want to help him. I mean, not if she hired you. 551 00:30:15,438 --> 00:30:16,856 Yeah. Well, thanks for that. 552 00:30:16,940 --> 00:30:18,566 - I mean... - Yeah, I know what you mean. 553 00:30:19,150 --> 00:30:21,778 But she did. And she wanted him to get better. 554 00:30:22,153 --> 00:30:23,153 No, but... 555 00:30:25,907 --> 00:30:27,617 But she wrote this. 556 00:30:29,118 --> 00:30:30,118 No, she didn't. 557 00:30:31,955 --> 00:30:35,542 But... the letter is from her, about how much she hated him. 558 00:30:37,168 --> 00:30:38,878 "He was always a bad kid. 559 00:30:40,338 --> 00:30:42,715 Always tracking mud on the white carpets. 560 00:30:43,132 --> 00:30:46,845 Or having temper tantrums in the middle of our dinner parties. 561 00:30:47,804 --> 00:30:50,598 Or wetting the bed when we were on vacation 562 00:30:50,682 --> 00:30:52,976 in some five-star hotel. 563 00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,603 Or throwing all his new toys in the garbage 564 00:30:55,687 --> 00:30:57,939 and telling the maid that he was running away. 565 00:30:59,315 --> 00:31:02,318 And now he's made a total mess of his life. 566 00:31:03,611 --> 00:31:05,371 His father doesn't want him. 567 00:31:06,614 --> 00:31:07,991 His classmates hate him. 568 00:31:08,533 --> 00:31:10,702 The rest of the world thinks he's a monster. 569 00:31:12,036 --> 00:31:13,037 But I'm his mother, 570 00:31:13,121 --> 00:31:15,582 so I'm supposed to put aside his terrible behavior 571 00:31:16,124 --> 00:31:18,459 and take him in even when no one else will. 572 00:31:22,297 --> 00:31:24,382 But the truth is, I've never loved him... 573 00:31:25,758 --> 00:31:28,362 because he's never been anything but a burden and an embarrassment, 574 00:31:28,386 --> 00:31:29,866 and my life would... 575 00:31:30,263 --> 00:31:31,943 ...would be better off without him in it." 576 00:31:35,226 --> 00:31:37,854 Talk to me about what you're feeling just now. 577 00:31:39,939 --> 00:31:41,232 It made me... 578 00:31:42,025 --> 00:31:43,818 feel sad, I guess. 579 00:31:44,861 --> 00:31:47,071 Growing up, my parents weren't around much. 580 00:31:48,698 --> 00:31:51,784 Or ever. Everyone thinks that's so cool when you're in high school, 581 00:31:51,868 --> 00:31:54,162 'cause you can have parties whenever you want. 582 00:31:55,580 --> 00:31:58,541 But when you're a kid, it's fucking lonely. 583 00:32:00,835 --> 00:32:06,049 Bryce, it might be beneficial, at some point, to bring your mom in here, 584 00:32:06,841 --> 00:32:09,594 now that you've written from her perspective. 585 00:32:10,428 --> 00:32:11,971 And it might seem daunting... 586 00:32:13,014 --> 00:32:15,558 but would you be willing to share some of this with her? 587 00:32:21,064 --> 00:32:24,609 Aren't you violating, like, doctor-patient confidentiality? 588 00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:26,903 Well, he's dead. And... 589 00:32:27,487 --> 00:32:28,655 I'm not a doctor. 590 00:32:29,656 --> 00:32:30,907 And you have his journal 591 00:32:30,990 --> 00:32:32,492 and the letter that he wrote. 592 00:32:54,430 --> 00:32:56,474 Take your time, Mrs. Walker. That's a... 593 00:32:57,433 --> 00:32:58,726 lot to process. 594 00:32:59,936 --> 00:33:04,315 I know things have never been easy between Bryce and myself. 595 00:33:06,776 --> 00:33:09,153 But I had no idea he thought I felt this way. 596 00:33:09,821 --> 00:33:13,866 Would you like to tell him how you do feel about him? 597 00:33:16,119 --> 00:33:17,286 Your father and I... 598 00:33:18,830 --> 00:33:21,332 we always tried to give you the best of everything. 599 00:33:22,208 --> 00:33:24,544 That's how we showed you how much you meant to us. 600 00:33:27,130 --> 00:33:28,881 I suppose it's how I was raised. 601 00:33:28,965 --> 00:33:31,342 - So, it's all Grandpa's fault? - Bryce. 602 00:33:32,218 --> 00:33:33,302 You're listening now. 603 00:33:34,887 --> 00:33:35,887 Go on, Mrs. Walker. 604 00:33:37,265 --> 00:33:39,100 I suppose growing up... 605 00:33:40,643 --> 00:33:43,021 I never really pictured myself as a mother. 606 00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:47,275 In part, yes, because of the kind of parents I had, 607 00:33:47,859 --> 00:33:49,068 the house I grew up in. 608 00:33:51,738 --> 00:33:53,823 It was such a difficult pregnancy. 609 00:33:55,450 --> 00:33:56,743 I wasn't prepared. 610 00:33:57,660 --> 00:34:00,830 I guess I just wanted the baby to be born, 611 00:34:01,456 --> 00:34:02,665 to get it done. 612 00:34:04,792 --> 00:34:05,793 And after the baby... 613 00:34:07,962 --> 00:34:09,338 After you were born... 614 00:34:12,842 --> 00:34:14,719 I just fell into a depression. 615 00:34:15,428 --> 00:34:17,597 And by the time I made my way out, 616 00:34:17,680 --> 00:34:19,807 it was like you didn't need me anymore. 617 00:34:20,641 --> 00:34:23,227 Like somehow you rejected me. 618 00:34:24,145 --> 00:34:27,398 And all the fears I had about being a terrible mother... 619 00:34:28,816 --> 00:34:29,816 confirmed. 620 00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:33,071 I know... I know it's ridiculous. 621 00:34:35,281 --> 00:34:36,574 A little baby boy... 622 00:34:38,117 --> 00:34:40,661 who I should have held and loved. 623 00:34:43,956 --> 00:34:45,917 And I just didn't know how. 624 00:34:48,586 --> 00:34:49,670 Bryce... 625 00:34:50,588 --> 00:34:51,839 how does that make you feel? 626 00:34:55,843 --> 00:34:57,053 Um... 627 00:34:59,138 --> 00:35:00,139 I... I don't know. 628 00:35:01,849 --> 00:35:03,851 It's okay not to know. 629 00:35:05,228 --> 00:35:07,897 And I didn't really care about the... 630 00:35:08,481 --> 00:35:10,233 fucking white carpets, 631 00:35:10,608 --> 00:35:12,235 and that's what you remember? 632 00:35:14,904 --> 00:35:16,280 It breaks my heart. 633 00:35:21,494 --> 00:35:23,663 Bryce and his mother broke through. 634 00:35:30,670 --> 00:35:33,172 You mentioned a girl from Claremont, I think? 635 00:35:34,215 --> 00:35:35,215 I, uh... 636 00:35:35,508 --> 00:35:37,635 Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 637 00:35:39,011 --> 00:35:40,638 She's a really great girl. 638 00:35:41,931 --> 00:35:43,432 I just don't want to hurt her. 639 00:35:43,891 --> 00:35:44,891 Mm-hmm. 640 00:35:45,059 --> 00:35:48,354 You don't want to hurt her physically or emotionally? 641 00:35:48,437 --> 00:35:52,733 I don't know, I just... I don't want to do anything wrong with her. 642 00:35:52,817 --> 00:35:54,235 I want to be better for her. 643 00:35:55,069 --> 00:35:58,114 But you're still having these intrusive thoughts? 644 00:35:58,865 --> 00:36:01,492 We've had sex a few times. 645 00:36:02,243 --> 00:36:03,661 She wants to be on top, 646 00:36:03,953 --> 00:36:05,621 which is cool, but I... 647 00:36:07,874 --> 00:36:10,001 Um, I... It's... We're doing it, 648 00:36:10,084 --> 00:36:13,796 and, yeah, I just, I can't get these thoughts out of my mind 649 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:14,880 about... 650 00:36:15,089 --> 00:36:18,134 being on top of her, forcing her down or... 651 00:36:21,470 --> 00:36:22,638 or choking her. 652 00:36:25,057 --> 00:36:28,144 Which, I promise, I didn't want to do, I would never. 653 00:36:28,227 --> 00:36:31,731 I just... I can't get these thoughts out of my mind. 654 00:36:31,814 --> 00:36:33,149 It's so fucked up. 655 00:36:34,275 --> 00:36:37,028 Bryce, I don't think that you should be dating right now. 656 00:36:37,445 --> 00:36:40,698 Or having any kind of sex. I don't think that you're ready. 657 00:36:40,781 --> 00:36:42,825 But... but this girl, she's different. 658 00:36:42,909 --> 00:36:44,368 She makes me better. 659 00:36:44,452 --> 00:36:45,912 No, she can't do that. 660 00:36:46,787 --> 00:36:47,787 Only you can. 661 00:36:48,331 --> 00:36:50,124 We need to get you in a program. 662 00:36:50,708 --> 00:36:53,920 There are some emotional issues that you need to deal with, 663 00:36:54,378 --> 00:36:56,464 cognitive behavior therapy. 664 00:36:57,048 --> 00:36:59,091 And I can get you some referrals. 665 00:37:00,134 --> 00:37:01,134 So, I'm... 666 00:37:02,178 --> 00:37:03,262 I'm fucked... 667 00:37:04,013 --> 00:37:04,889 forever, right? 668 00:37:04,972 --> 00:37:07,850 I'm going to be a rapist for the rest of my life. 669 00:37:07,934 --> 00:37:09,060 I'll never get better. 670 00:37:10,186 --> 00:37:11,520 I don't believe that's true. 671 00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:18,861 I gave him some referrals 672 00:37:18,945 --> 00:37:21,405 and, to the best of my knowledge, he never went. 673 00:37:23,282 --> 00:37:24,617 Did he break up with her? 674 00:37:25,576 --> 00:37:26,827 The... girl? 675 00:37:27,870 --> 00:37:28,955 I don't know. 676 00:37:29,372 --> 00:37:30,998 That was the last time I saw him. 677 00:37:33,167 --> 00:37:34,835 So if you've got nothing to hide, 678 00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:37,755 how come you're helping the cops set me up? 679 00:37:37,838 --> 00:37:40,967 I'm not, Clay. They wanted me to help them make their case. 680 00:37:41,050 --> 00:37:42,677 But I know you, 681 00:37:43,344 --> 00:37:45,221 and I believe that I know your heart. 682 00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:49,183 So, I called kids who I hoped would stand up for you, 683 00:37:49,433 --> 00:37:50,433 and they did. 684 00:37:51,686 --> 00:37:53,166 And I'm just supposed to believe you? 685 00:37:53,229 --> 00:37:55,523 - That you're trying to help? - That's up to you, Clay. 686 00:37:56,524 --> 00:37:59,735 Now, I know from experience that it's hard to trust anyone, 687 00:38:00,736 --> 00:38:02,947 but there are people that are on your side. 688 00:38:07,952 --> 00:38:09,203 And there's one other thing. 689 00:38:09,829 --> 00:38:11,539 When I spoke to Tyler today, 690 00:38:11,622 --> 00:38:15,584 there was something different about him since I saw him last year. 691 00:38:20,131 --> 00:38:21,966 Yeah. He's, uh... 692 00:38:22,925 --> 00:38:23,926 He's been through a lot. 693 00:38:24,427 --> 00:38:26,679 But have you seen any sudden change in behavior? 694 00:38:27,513 --> 00:38:29,348 Did you notice anything like that? 695 00:38:30,224 --> 00:38:32,727 - Sudden change? - He's been through trauma. 696 00:38:33,436 --> 00:38:37,106 And I bet you money Montgomery de la Cruz has something to do with that. 697 00:38:40,568 --> 00:38:42,653 Just watch out for him, okay? 698 00:38:43,279 --> 00:38:44,279 I will. 699 00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:46,114 I promise. 700 00:38:49,076 --> 00:38:50,494 I just told them the truth. 701 00:38:50,911 --> 00:38:53,289 I mean, not the whole truth, but the truth. 702 00:38:53,372 --> 00:38:55,666 That... you're a good person. 703 00:38:57,043 --> 00:38:58,043 Thanks, Tyler. 704 00:38:58,753 --> 00:38:59,753 Yeah. 705 00:39:01,297 --> 00:39:03,841 How about you? How are you doing? Everything okay? 706 00:39:04,258 --> 00:39:05,968 Pretty much, yeah. Why? 707 00:39:06,093 --> 00:39:08,804 Look, I'm sorry that I haven't been around much lately. 708 00:39:08,888 --> 00:39:10,848 You've got some stuff going on, so... 709 00:39:11,098 --> 00:39:12,098 Yeah. 710 00:39:13,225 --> 00:39:14,225 Yeah. 711 00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:18,731 Tyler... 712 00:39:20,066 --> 00:39:21,567 did Monty do something to you? 713 00:39:23,235 --> 00:39:25,404 What? What do you mean? 714 00:39:27,198 --> 00:39:28,282 I think... 715 00:39:28,824 --> 00:39:30,326 you've been through something 716 00:39:31,202 --> 00:39:32,411 you haven't told anyone. 717 00:39:32,703 --> 00:39:33,746 Maybe last spring? 718 00:39:35,247 --> 00:39:37,291 No. No. 719 00:39:39,001 --> 00:39:42,129 I mean, not... not really. Who have you been talking to? 720 00:39:44,924 --> 00:39:46,050 Mr. Porter... 721 00:39:46,967 --> 00:39:48,636 noticed some things today. 722 00:39:50,471 --> 00:39:51,931 But I've noticed some things, too. 723 00:39:55,559 --> 00:39:57,144 You don't want anyone to touch you. 724 00:39:58,437 --> 00:39:59,980 You won't use the bathrooms. 725 00:40:00,940 --> 00:40:02,358 You wanted to die. 726 00:40:08,948 --> 00:40:09,948 Ty... 727 00:40:11,659 --> 00:40:12,868 Tyler, what is it? 728 00:40:13,452 --> 00:40:15,204 I... I can't. 729 00:40:15,955 --> 00:40:18,791 - I can't. - Okay. Okay, you don't have to. 730 00:40:19,500 --> 00:40:21,085 Okay. 731 00:40:24,547 --> 00:40:25,798 But you can tell me. 732 00:40:26,465 --> 00:40:27,550 You know that, right? 733 00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:29,135 You know I care about you. 734 00:40:30,928 --> 00:40:33,097 And at this point, you can tell me anything. 735 00:40:52,533 --> 00:40:53,533 I... 736 00:40:54,785 --> 00:40:56,162 I was... 737 00:40:58,164 --> 00:40:59,999 I was in the bathroom... 738 00:41:00,916 --> 00:41:05,045 when I got back from my diversion program. 739 00:41:06,046 --> 00:41:07,590 Monty came in and he... 740 00:41:08,799 --> 00:41:11,594 He was mad about the field and he... he... 741 00:41:12,178 --> 00:41:17,141 smashed my head on the mirror and on the sink. 742 00:41:17,224 --> 00:41:21,479 And then, he and... Taylor and Kenneth... 743 00:41:22,605 --> 00:41:25,441 they held my head in the toilet. 744 00:41:25,524 --> 00:41:26,524 And... 745 00:41:28,736 --> 00:41:29,736 Monty... 746 00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:35,075 he got a mop, and he... 747 00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:42,166 He pulled my pants down, and he put it... 748 00:41:43,626 --> 00:41:45,836 in...in me. 749 00:41:46,629 --> 00:41:47,671 And he... 750 00:41:49,423 --> 00:41:50,633 pushed it in 751 00:41:51,217 --> 00:41:52,426 my hole, and... 752 00:41:53,010 --> 00:41:56,055 and in and out, until I was... 753 00:41:56,764 --> 00:41:58,766 bleeding, and they... 754 00:42:00,976 --> 00:42:02,895 And they left me on the floor. 755 00:42:06,690 --> 00:42:08,442 Oh, God! 756 00:42:09,568 --> 00:42:10,778 Oh, Jesus. Tyler. 757 00:42:16,075 --> 00:42:19,245 Tyler, I am... I'm so sorry that happened to you. 758 00:42:24,458 --> 00:42:25,543 I feel like... 759 00:42:27,878 --> 00:42:29,588 I feel like I want to hug you right now. 760 00:42:30,339 --> 00:42:32,591 Would that be all right, if I hug you? 761 00:42:35,844 --> 00:42:36,844 Mm-hmm. 762 00:42:54,113 --> 00:42:56,448 It's all right, man. 763 00:42:58,200 --> 00:42:59,285 It's all right. 764 00:43:01,870 --> 00:43:02,913 It's okay. 765 00:43:11,422 --> 00:43:12,631 - Here. - Thank you. 766 00:43:17,344 --> 00:43:19,263 Tyler, do you want to tell someone? 767 00:43:20,014 --> 00:43:21,265 An adult? 768 00:43:23,601 --> 00:43:24,685 I told Bryce. 769 00:43:25,936 --> 00:43:27,104 - Bryce? - Yeah, he... 770 00:43:27,771 --> 00:43:29,481 came to see me a couple weeks ago. 771 00:43:29,732 --> 00:43:30,733 He wanted to know 772 00:43:31,358 --> 00:43:32,358 what Monty did. 773 00:43:33,485 --> 00:43:35,446 I finally got up the guts to tell him. 774 00:43:36,447 --> 00:43:37,573 He was shocked. 775 00:43:38,032 --> 00:43:39,450 He was actually upset. 776 00:43:39,700 --> 00:43:41,702 And he asked if I wanted his help. 777 00:43:42,620 --> 00:43:44,747 Bryce offer... offered to help? 778 00:43:46,206 --> 00:43:47,583 He left me a voicemail 779 00:43:47,833 --> 00:43:49,043 just before he died. 780 00:43:49,376 --> 00:43:50,502 Tyler. 781 00:43:50,586 --> 00:43:52,630 It's Bryce... Walker. 782 00:43:53,672 --> 00:43:57,551 Listen, that thing we talked about, I'm dealing with it. 783 00:43:57,968 --> 00:44:00,179 You're all good. Take care of yourself, man. 784 00:44:02,514 --> 00:44:04,767 Tyler, if he went to Monty about this... 785 00:44:06,226 --> 00:44:08,395 and threatened to turn him in... 786 00:44:09,438 --> 00:44:11,398 - we have to tell somebody. - No! 787 00:44:12,441 --> 00:44:14,526 No, please. Clay, I can't. 788 00:44:15,819 --> 00:44:16,819 No. 789 00:44:17,696 --> 00:44:18,696 No, of course not. 790 00:44:20,324 --> 00:44:21,158 Okay. 791 00:44:21,241 --> 00:44:23,327 You don't have to tell anyone until you're ready. 792 00:44:23,827 --> 00:44:24,870 But please... 793 00:44:26,038 --> 00:44:27,289 ask for help when you need it. 794 00:44:27,706 --> 00:44:28,706 Okay? 795 00:44:31,001 --> 00:44:32,001 Please? 796 00:44:33,170 --> 00:44:34,170 Okay. 797 00:44:40,844 --> 00:44:41,844 Hey! 798 00:44:42,179 --> 00:44:43,179 Monty! 799 00:44:45,265 --> 00:44:46,642 Didn't they arrest you yet? 800 00:44:46,934 --> 00:44:49,228 No, but I hope they'll be coming for you. 801 00:44:50,354 --> 00:44:51,563 The fuck does that mean? 802 00:44:52,147 --> 00:44:53,857 Where were you after Homecoming? 803 00:44:54,358 --> 00:44:55,943 Did Bryce talk to you after the game? 804 00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:57,444 Did something happen? 805 00:44:57,569 --> 00:44:59,947 What are you talking about? I was with the boys all night. 806 00:45:00,030 --> 00:45:01,615 We got shit-faced at Charlie's. 807 00:45:01,782 --> 00:45:03,462 Cops already checked into it. I'm all good. 808 00:45:04,118 --> 00:45:05,398 You're the one who's in trouble. 809 00:45:05,452 --> 00:45:08,122 But I didn't do anything, and I know you did. 810 00:45:10,124 --> 00:45:11,124 Yeah? 811 00:45:11,333 --> 00:45:12,584 Well, what the fuck did I do? 812 00:45:17,506 --> 00:45:21,301 If you're trying to clear your name, you need to look a little closer to home. 813 00:45:21,635 --> 00:45:23,554 You know Bryce and Justin went at it that night? 814 00:45:25,848 --> 00:45:28,088 You don't know what you're talking about. 815 00:45:28,642 --> 00:45:30,018 You think you know him, 816 00:45:30,102 --> 00:45:32,646 but he's playing you, like he played Bryce. 817 00:45:32,938 --> 00:45:33,981 It's what he does. 818 00:45:34,565 --> 00:45:36,817 And he's going to play you right to jail. 819 00:45:38,318 --> 00:45:39,653 You are so full of shit! 820 00:45:42,114 --> 00:45:44,450 Your boy Justin, he shaves with electric, right? 821 00:45:46,910 --> 00:45:48,078 I think so. Why? 822 00:45:48,996 --> 00:45:51,665 Then why has he got a can of shaving cream in his bag? 823 00:45:52,958 --> 00:45:55,419 Ha! You should check that shit out. 824 00:45:58,297 --> 00:46:01,091 Who to trust? Who to believe? 825 00:46:03,469 --> 00:46:05,721 Well, they pulled in Tyler, Jessica... 826 00:46:07,347 --> 00:46:08,348 everyone. 827 00:46:08,515 --> 00:46:09,600 It's a dirty way to do it. 828 00:46:09,933 --> 00:46:12,394 Mr. Porter said most of the people defended me. 829 00:46:13,061 --> 00:46:16,231 He said he was trying to get them to say good things about me the whole time. 830 00:46:16,315 --> 00:46:17,441 Who knows if it's true? 831 00:46:18,192 --> 00:46:20,527 Shit! It's true. 832 00:46:20,611 --> 00:46:23,238 He kept trying to get me to get angry at him, 833 00:46:23,322 --> 00:46:25,532 and then he smiled and nodded at me. 834 00:46:25,616 --> 00:46:26,616 I... 835 00:46:27,242 --> 00:46:29,453 couldn't figure out why, but that's why. 836 00:46:30,579 --> 00:46:33,207 Look, they may have tried to defend you, Clay, 837 00:46:33,540 --> 00:46:36,835 but any statement they made about your history with Bryce 838 00:46:36,919 --> 00:46:38,420 can still be used against you. 839 00:46:39,213 --> 00:46:41,566 They're building a case against you and they're moving fast, 840 00:46:41,590 --> 00:46:44,635 - so, we need to be talking next steps. - What does that mean? 841 00:46:44,718 --> 00:46:46,637 Well, in the absence of another suspect, 842 00:46:46,720 --> 00:46:48,680 we need to focus on a strategy for your defense. 843 00:46:49,264 --> 00:46:51,600 This is just to be prepared. That's all, Clay. 844 00:46:53,602 --> 00:46:54,728 Montgomery de la Cruz. 845 00:46:55,020 --> 00:46:57,580 They need to be looking at Monty, he had something to do with it. 846 00:46:57,606 --> 00:46:58,982 Why do you think so? 847 00:46:59,691 --> 00:47:00,691 I can't... 848 00:47:01,485 --> 00:47:03,320 I can't say, but I know. 849 00:47:04,613 --> 00:47:05,697 Why can't you say? 850 00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:10,828 Clay, if you know something, anything 851 00:47:11,119 --> 00:47:13,956 about anyone who might be implicated in this, 852 00:47:14,623 --> 00:47:15,874 now is the time. 853 00:47:19,378 --> 00:47:20,504 Someone did this. 854 00:47:21,797 --> 00:47:22,797 It wasn't me. 855 00:47:24,383 --> 00:47:25,383 Then who? 856 00:47:29,847 --> 00:47:31,390 So, Clay was back at square. 857 00:47:33,392 --> 00:47:34,393 But not quite. 858 00:47:37,771 --> 00:47:39,356 He knew Monty had a motive, 859 00:47:40,274 --> 00:47:42,025 that he was caught up with Bryce. 860 00:48:19,688 --> 00:48:21,315 But Monty wasn't the only one. 861 00:48:42,377 --> 00:48:47,174 For help finding crisis resources, visit 13reasonswhy.info. 862 00:48:48,759 --> 00:48:52,095 ♪ Caressing bent up to the jug again ♪ 863 00:48:52,179 --> 00:48:55,641 ♪ With sheaths and pills Invading all those stills ♪ 864 00:48:55,724 --> 00:48:58,393 ♪ In a hovel of a bed I will scream in vain ♪ 865 00:48:58,477 --> 00:49:01,021 ♪ Oh please, Miss Lane Leave me with some pain ♪ 866 00:49:05,525 --> 00:49:08,862 ♪ Went walking through This city's neon lights ♪ 867 00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:10,739 ♪ In fear of disguising My warping seething ♪ 868 00:49:10,822 --> 00:49:13,325 ♪ Pressure lines among confidant heirs ♪ 869 00:49:13,408 --> 00:49:17,454 ♪ Intangible of price Trying so hard to find what was right ♪ 870 00:49:28,757 --> 00:49:31,301 ♪ I came upon your room It stuck into my head ♪ 871 00:49:31,385 --> 00:49:34,221 ♪ We leapt into the bed Degrading even lice ♪ 872 00:49:34,304 --> 00:49:36,890 ♪ She took delight in taking down My shielded pride ♪ 873 00:49:36,974 --> 00:49:40,227 ♪ Until exposed became my darker side ♪ 874 00:49:40,310 --> 00:49:43,897 ♪ Puckering up and down Those avenues of sin ♪ 875 00:49:43,981 --> 00:49:48,485 ♪ Too cheap to ride they're worth a try If only for the old times ♪ 876 00:49:48,986 --> 00:49:51,697 ♪ Don't go waving your pretentious love ♪ 877 00:49:55,826 --> 00:49:57,452 ♪ Dark entries ♪ 878 00:50:01,915 --> 00:50:03,333 ♪ Dark entries ♪ 879 00:50:07,671 --> 00:50:09,047 ♪ Dark entries ♪ 880 00:50:13,427 --> 00:50:14,886 ♪ Dark entries ♪ 881 00:50:19,516 --> 00:50:21,018 ♪ Dark entries ♪ 882 00:50:25,063 --> 00:50:26,440 ♪ Dark entries ♪ 883 00:50:36,116 --> 00:50:38,118 Well done, Ed, well done. 884 00:50:39,305 --> 00:51:39,383 Please rate this subtitle at www.osdb.link/6z225 Help other users to choose the best subtitles