1 00:00:01,250 --> 00:00:02,709 MAN: Arabella, how are you feeling about the draft? 2 00:00:03,083 --> 00:00:04,583 -ARABELLA: I'm on the revision. -MAN: Great! 3 00:00:04,834 --> 00:00:07,125 Well, why don't you ping it over and I can get through it 4 00:00:07,208 --> 00:00:08,750 -by end of day. -That's very soon. 5 00:00:08,917 --> 00:00:09,834 ♪ (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 6 00:00:10,208 --> 00:00:14,583 Tonight, you, me, Cat, and my cousin. Whiskey Love Bar. 7 00:00:14,917 --> 00:00:16,125 Yeah, sorry, G. I gotta work. 8 00:00:16,208 --> 00:00:17,500 Don't treat me like that, man. 9 00:00:17,583 --> 00:00:18,625 (GROWLS) 10 00:00:32,458 --> 00:00:34,583 MAN: Say, how are you feeling about it? 11 00:00:34,875 --> 00:00:37,583 -Yeah. Good. Good. -And is this finished? 12 00:00:37,959 --> 00:00:39,083 ♪ (MUSIC INTENSIFIES) ♪ 13 00:00:39,166 --> 00:00:40,583 Are you okay? 14 00:00:44,959 --> 00:00:45,959 Hmm. 15 00:00:51,125 --> 00:00:52,250 TERRY: What'd you pick? 16 00:00:52,333 --> 00:00:55,291 -Truffle butter. Nicki Minaj those hips. -Solid. 17 00:00:56,625 --> 00:01:00,417 Simon. On a week night. Jesus, Bella. 18 00:01:03,125 --> 00:01:04,208 Was your mate first. 19 00:01:04,291 --> 00:01:06,375 Then where was my invite? (CHUCKLES) 20 00:01:06,458 --> 00:01:07,583 I don't know. 21 00:01:09,375 --> 00:01:10,625 What happened to your deadline? 22 00:01:10,709 --> 00:01:11,792 It was this mornin', alie. 23 00:01:13,333 --> 00:01:14,375 Yeah. 24 00:01:17,333 --> 00:01:19,208 -Ain't you tired? -No. 25 00:01:20,709 --> 00:01:22,792 So... did you finish? 26 00:01:23,667 --> 00:01:24,709 Yeah. 27 00:01:26,834 --> 00:01:28,000 You not hungry? 28 00:01:29,083 --> 00:01:30,333 I am. 29 00:01:31,333 --> 00:01:33,500 I think I am. I don't know, I'm just... 30 00:01:35,458 --> 00:01:36,625 a bit constipated. 31 00:01:36,709 --> 00:01:39,083 That's how Elvis Presley died. You need to be careful. 32 00:01:39,166 --> 00:01:40,750 I need you for my lines. 33 00:01:40,834 --> 00:01:42,583 Uh, boss man. To go, please. 34 00:01:42,667 --> 00:01:46,333 ♪ (HIP HOP MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 35 00:01:49,834 --> 00:01:53,166 ARABELLA: What do you say? You said, "Show me, see me" instead of, "See me, show me. 36 00:01:53,250 --> 00:01:55,458 TERRY: Fuck, okay cool. One more time. 37 00:01:55,542 --> 00:01:59,166 "Our beauty excludes no woman or girl." 38 00:01:59,250 --> 00:02:02,125 ARABELLA: "I am woman. Fitness comes in all sizes. 39 00:02:02,208 --> 00:02:03,625 I am woman; our beauty isn't binary." 40 00:02:03,709 --> 00:02:06,542 TERRY: "I am woman; our hair is professional. 41 00:02:06,625 --> 00:02:11,667 Show me, see me like everyone else. 42 00:02:11,750 --> 00:02:15,458 If we show you a world where every woman is seen... 43 00:02:15,542 --> 00:02:19,208 And ladies show... show us all." 44 00:02:21,125 --> 00:02:23,709 -Anything? -You said, uh, "See me, show me 45 00:02:23,792 --> 00:02:25,834 exactly like," it's "exactly the same as." 46 00:02:25,917 --> 00:02:28,375 -Let me see. -Apart from that, I don't know if that's... 47 00:02:29,500 --> 00:02:31,000 -TERRY: Cool. -It's perfect. 48 00:02:32,709 --> 00:02:34,208 How'd you smash your phone? 49 00:02:39,917 --> 00:02:42,250 (DULL RINGING TONE) 50 00:02:43,083 --> 00:02:44,792 Bez? What? 51 00:02:44,875 --> 00:02:45,917 Uh... 52 00:02:47,667 --> 00:02:48,750 TERRY: Bells. 53 00:02:51,500 --> 00:02:52,583 I don't know. 54 00:02:54,250 --> 00:02:56,291 How can you not know how you smashed your phone? 55 00:02:57,792 --> 00:02:59,667 I don't know how-- I don't-- 56 00:02:59,750 --> 00:03:02,875 -Uh... -Right. Simon have coke? 57 00:03:02,959 --> 00:03:05,625 -What? -Did Simon have coke? 58 00:03:05,709 --> 00:03:08,166 -Yeah, yeah. -Right. 59 00:03:08,250 --> 00:03:10,125 So... you were doing coke... 60 00:03:10,208 --> 00:03:12,625 No, I mean, I had a bump, T. So... 61 00:03:13,917 --> 00:03:14,917 All right. 62 00:03:16,709 --> 00:03:18,709 Well, you were with Simon... 63 00:03:18,792 --> 00:03:20,542 probably took back to work. 64 00:03:20,625 --> 00:03:21,750 Alie? 65 00:03:21,834 --> 00:03:22,917 Yeah? 66 00:03:25,875 --> 00:03:28,041 I think we should call Simon. 67 00:03:28,125 --> 00:03:30,500 We should call Simon just to check. 68 00:03:30,583 --> 00:03:31,917 I'll just move my audition. 69 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:33,625 SIMON: (ON VOICEMAIL) All right, this is Simon Ridgley. 70 00:03:33,709 --> 00:03:35,083 ARABELLA: It's gone to voicemail. 71 00:03:35,166 --> 00:03:38,834 -(PHONE VIBRATES) -Excuse me. 72 00:03:41,542 --> 00:03:42,542 Terry. 73 00:03:42,625 --> 00:03:44,542 Hi Simon, I'm with Arabella. 74 00:03:44,625 --> 00:03:46,041 We tried to call from her phone 75 00:03:46,125 --> 00:03:49,041 -but you didn't pick up, so we'd call from another line. -Hey, Si. 76 00:03:49,125 --> 00:03:50,458 I'm at work right now, you know. 77 00:03:50,542 --> 00:03:52,625 ARABELLA: Yeah, yeah, yeah, so just one thing, one thing. 78 00:03:52,709 --> 00:03:56,542 I just wanted to know how-- how did last night end? 79 00:03:56,625 --> 00:03:58,500 -SIMON: How did it end? -ARABELLA: Yeah. 80 00:03:58,583 --> 00:04:01,250 I went-- I went Derae's hotel 81 00:04:01,333 --> 00:04:03,417 I went back with him 'cause it was his last night, 82 00:04:03,500 --> 00:04:05,917 so I went back, and I then went to work. 83 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:08,083 Terry, what's good? Is everything all right? 84 00:04:08,166 --> 00:04:09,333 Okay, cool, but how-- how did-- 85 00:04:09,417 --> 00:04:12,125 Yeah, yeah, how did we say goodbye. How did it end? 86 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:14,750 Well, you were pretty waved. 87 00:04:14,834 --> 00:04:16,917 Uh, you said you had to go to work, 88 00:04:17,000 --> 00:04:18,166 so I walked you back. 89 00:04:18,250 --> 00:04:20,125 You were with me, yeah? You were there the whole night. 90 00:04:20,208 --> 00:04:21,375 You were with me the night, yeah? 91 00:04:21,458 --> 00:04:24,083 SIMON: Of course. You're good, man. You're good. 92 00:04:24,166 --> 00:04:25,709 All right. Shit, I'm out here going-- 93 00:04:25,792 --> 00:04:27,291 TERRY: Sorry, we just need to call 94 00:04:27,375 --> 00:04:29,166 -for confirmation that you took her back to work. -I haven't slept. 95 00:04:29,250 --> 00:04:30,583 Simon, I'm so sorry. I haven't slept. 96 00:04:30,667 --> 00:04:33,875 Thank you, thank you, yeah. Hey Si, listen. Um... 97 00:04:33,959 --> 00:04:38,709 Like, why is my head, like, bleeding, my phone smashed? 98 00:04:40,375 --> 00:04:42,667 Um... I think you fell. 99 00:04:43,417 --> 00:04:44,542 Yeah, you fell. 100 00:04:44,625 --> 00:04:46,500 Where's the blood coming from? Where you bleeding? 101 00:04:46,583 --> 00:04:49,125 It's like my head and um... 102 00:04:49,208 --> 00:04:50,250 Is it bad? 103 00:04:50,333 --> 00:04:53,083 Uh... Nah, it's like-- Yeah, no. 104 00:04:53,166 --> 00:04:55,959 That's good, then. That's all good, all good. 105 00:04:56,041 --> 00:04:57,291 -Bells. -Yeah. 106 00:04:57,375 --> 00:04:59,458 -Get some sleep, yeah? -Bye. 107 00:04:59,542 --> 00:05:01,542 -Well, that's good. -Yeah? 108 00:05:01,625 --> 00:05:04,000 Oh, my god, it's like so good. 109 00:05:04,083 --> 00:05:05,875 Yeah, my head's been like... 110 00:05:08,041 --> 00:05:10,458 Yeah, like, I don't know... something. 111 00:05:10,542 --> 00:05:12,000 Okay, what you mean? 112 00:05:12,875 --> 00:05:14,625 I've got this like... 113 00:05:14,709 --> 00:05:18,834 thing in my head of, like, this guy, um... 114 00:05:18,917 --> 00:05:21,625 He's in a toilet cubicle, and he's like... 115 00:05:21,709 --> 00:05:24,375 I dunno, it seems like he did something a bit dodge. 116 00:05:28,834 --> 00:05:34,333 He's pantin' and sweatin'. He's got really big nostrils, 117 00:05:34,417 --> 00:05:37,208 and it's like he's blocking the door, 118 00:05:37,291 --> 00:05:39,166 and the door is like... 119 00:05:39,250 --> 00:05:42,583 I don't know, there's this like thumping... sound. 120 00:05:44,125 --> 00:05:45,834 Yeah, it's like he's... 121 00:05:45,917 --> 00:05:48,750 I don't know, like, blocking the door. 122 00:05:49,917 --> 00:05:51,250 Trust me, like, before you came, 123 00:05:51,333 --> 00:05:53,083 I was just in my room watching YouTube video 124 00:05:53,166 --> 00:05:57,375 after YouTube video trying my mind from... you know? 125 00:05:59,417 --> 00:06:01,291 -What? -I'll show you. 126 00:06:01,375 --> 00:06:04,917 It's about, like, false images in the mind. 127 00:06:05,041 --> 00:06:08,917 MAN: (ON COMPUTER) Imagine for a second a duck teaching a French class, 128 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:12,792 a ping pong match in orbit around a black hole, 129 00:06:12,875 --> 00:06:15,166 a dolphin balancing a pineapple. 130 00:06:15,250 --> 00:06:19,041 You probably haven't actually seen any of these things, 131 00:06:19,125 --> 00:06:21,750 but you can imagine them instantly. 132 00:06:21,834 --> 00:06:23,709 How does your brain produce an image 133 00:06:23,792 --> 00:06:27,208 of something you've never seen? That may not seem hard, 134 00:06:27,291 --> 00:06:29,542 -but that-- -♪ (SKYPE TUNE PLAYS) ♪ 135 00:06:29,625 --> 00:06:33,667 Oh no... No. 136 00:06:36,458 --> 00:06:38,041 He's gonna ask me how I'm doing and all that. 137 00:06:38,125 --> 00:06:39,542 He doesn't even know I went out. 138 00:06:39,625 --> 00:06:40,792 He's gonna be pissed. 139 00:06:40,875 --> 00:06:43,792 -(COMPUTER SNAPS, MUSIC STOPS) -All gone. 140 00:06:43,875 --> 00:06:48,000 Now, you need to sleep. It's been, what... 141 00:06:49,083 --> 00:06:50,417 Thirty-five hours. 142 00:06:50,500 --> 00:06:52,375 -I think. -Yeah. 143 00:06:52,458 --> 00:06:54,458 -Where's your head scarf? -Top drawer. 144 00:06:59,291 --> 00:07:00,792 -Here you go. -Thanks, babe. 145 00:07:06,125 --> 00:07:11,041 He probably thinks I'm like... countin' macronutrients 146 00:07:11,125 --> 00:07:14,625 -and doing meditation. -Who? 147 00:07:14,709 --> 00:07:15,750 Biagio. 148 00:07:15,834 --> 00:07:17,917 Well, Biagio can wait. 149 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:20,750 Right now, we need to sleep. 150 00:07:20,834 --> 00:07:23,333 -I should sleep. -That's all. 151 00:07:24,458 --> 00:07:28,083 -I need to go. -Oh! Feminist beauty campaign! 152 00:07:28,542 --> 00:07:29,667 (WHISPERS) Yes. 153 00:07:30,041 --> 00:07:31,208 (CHUCKLES) 154 00:07:39,041 --> 00:07:40,166 Thanks, babe. 155 00:07:47,041 --> 00:07:50,959 -Okay. Bye. Thanks. -Good luck. Good luck, babe. 156 00:07:51,041 --> 00:07:52,083 Thank you. 157 00:08:03,750 --> 00:08:06,500 (ATM BEEPING) 158 00:08:14,250 --> 00:08:16,542 (INDISTINCT CHATTER, TRAFFIC) 159 00:08:21,750 --> 00:08:23,959 -Hey, guys. -CASTING CREW: Hi. 160 00:08:24,041 --> 00:08:25,333 SCARLET: And your name is? 161 00:08:25,417 --> 00:08:28,000 I'm Terry Pratchard, but my friends call me T, 162 00:08:28,083 --> 00:08:30,291 -so you may. (CHUCKLES). -WOMAN: Great. 163 00:08:30,375 --> 00:08:32,750 SCARLET: I'm Scarlet. This is Jacki, and that's Toni. 164 00:08:32,834 --> 00:08:34,125 Hey! 165 00:08:34,208 --> 00:08:36,834 JACKI: So, on the X please, and if you could please say 166 00:08:36,917 --> 00:08:39,208 your name and IG handle into the camera. 167 00:08:39,291 --> 00:08:44,166 I'm Terry Pratchard, IG handle, @therealterrypratchard. 168 00:08:44,250 --> 00:08:45,875 (SMACKS LIPS) And... 169 00:08:45,959 --> 00:08:49,500 Oh, follower count, 7,236. 170 00:08:49,583 --> 00:08:52,709 Great. So, just before we read, 171 00:08:52,792 --> 00:08:55,458 what's the most freeing thing you've ever done? 172 00:08:56,625 --> 00:08:58,125 Ooh, um... 173 00:08:59,625 --> 00:09:04,709 "Most freeing thing." Um... 174 00:09:04,792 --> 00:09:07,583 Oh... I may need to think about that one. 175 00:09:07,667 --> 00:09:10,375 -(ALL LAUGH) -Okay, that's great. 176 00:09:10,458 --> 00:09:11,625 -Thank you. -Sorry. 177 00:09:11,709 --> 00:09:14,625 So, this, as you know, is our new campaign. 178 00:09:14,709 --> 00:09:17,417 Situational shots, playing sports, yoga, 179 00:09:17,500 --> 00:09:21,375 applying makeup, and your section is at the hair shop. 180 00:09:21,458 --> 00:09:23,333 Getting that hair did. That's right! 181 00:09:23,417 --> 00:09:25,458 That's it, so um... 182 00:09:25,542 --> 00:09:27,291 Scarlett is gonna read the other parts 183 00:09:27,375 --> 00:09:29,083 and join you for the ensemble lines. 184 00:09:29,166 --> 00:09:30,458 -Cool. -Okay. 185 00:09:31,917 --> 00:09:33,917 SCARLETT AND TERRY: We are women. 186 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:37,709 Our beauty excludes no woman or girl. 187 00:09:37,792 --> 00:09:40,792 I am woman; our fitness comes in all sizes. 188 00:09:40,875 --> 00:09:43,458 I am woman; our beauty isn't binary. 189 00:09:43,542 --> 00:09:46,834 I am woman; our hair is professional. 190 00:09:46,917 --> 00:09:51,250 See me, show me exactly like everyone else. 191 00:09:51,333 --> 00:09:53,166 SCARLET AND TERRY: If we show you a world 192 00:09:53,250 --> 00:09:55,208 where every woman is seen, 193 00:09:55,291 --> 00:09:58,125 then girls, you'll show us all. 194 00:09:59,250 --> 00:10:01,166 -JACKI: Really great. -Thank you. 195 00:10:01,250 --> 00:10:02,291 JACKI: So, um... 196 00:10:02,375 --> 00:10:05,667 Just in terms of the-- Is that your real hair? 197 00:10:05,750 --> 00:10:07,917 Uh, no. It's a wig. 198 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:10,959 Okay. Just-- She's at the salon, so there's a chance 199 00:10:11,041 --> 00:10:13,542 it's gonna be being washed, dried. 200 00:10:13,625 --> 00:10:16,458 -Do you do that to your... -Yeah, it's human hair. 201 00:10:16,542 --> 00:10:17,792 JACKI: Do you ever take it off? 202 00:10:17,875 --> 00:10:19,083 Yeah, I take it off all the time. 203 00:10:19,166 --> 00:10:20,500 Can we see what your hair's like? 204 00:10:22,542 --> 00:10:26,458 Maybe not now... Uh, another day 205 00:10:26,542 --> 00:10:29,250 so I can prepare it. (CHUCKLES) 206 00:10:29,333 --> 00:10:31,542 Okay. Well, thanks so much. 207 00:10:32,041 --> 00:10:33,083 Thank you. 208 00:10:35,041 --> 00:10:36,083 (SNAPS) 209 00:10:38,875 --> 00:10:40,375 I had a threesome once. 210 00:10:42,291 --> 00:10:43,375 Okay. 211 00:10:45,417 --> 00:10:47,041 Yeah. Thanks. 212 00:10:47,583 --> 00:10:49,000 Thanks guys. Bye. 213 00:10:49,083 --> 00:10:50,875 ("GIVE ME YOUR LOVE" BY THE BRICKS PLAYS) 214 00:10:50,959 --> 00:10:54,166 REPORTER: Half the annual average for the number of people killed by flooding. 215 00:10:54,250 --> 00:10:59,250 Last Friday, the region has reported a death toll of 42 people. 216 00:11:00,417 --> 00:11:03,041 -KAT: Has Alissa rung yet? -SIMON: No. 217 00:11:07,250 --> 00:11:08,750 (WHISTLES) 218 00:11:14,500 --> 00:11:15,542 Mm. 219 00:11:17,583 --> 00:11:19,250 Mm! 220 00:11:19,333 --> 00:11:20,458 What's in the mash? 221 00:11:20,959 --> 00:11:22,041 Guess. 222 00:11:22,709 --> 00:11:24,208 It's not red kidney beans. 223 00:11:25,250 --> 00:11:26,291 One more go. 224 00:11:27,625 --> 00:11:28,750 I don't know. 225 00:11:29,583 --> 00:11:32,208 Sweet plantain and pinto beans. 226 00:11:32,834 --> 00:11:33,917 Yeah. 227 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:36,375 I mashed them both separately, and then blended them. 228 00:11:36,458 --> 00:11:38,083 Where'd you get that from? 229 00:11:38,166 --> 00:11:39,750 I don't know. It just came to me. 230 00:11:41,375 --> 00:11:44,041 Doesn't sound like something I'd necessarily like. 231 00:11:44,125 --> 00:11:46,291 But... I like it. 232 00:11:48,125 --> 00:11:49,166 (CHUCKLES) 233 00:11:53,834 --> 00:11:55,125 SIMON: No, hold on. No, no, no. 234 00:11:55,208 --> 00:11:57,458 -We're not watching this in my yard. -(KAT CHUCKLES) 235 00:11:58,959 --> 00:12:00,417 (PHONE VIBRATES) 236 00:12:01,750 --> 00:12:02,625 Let's do another. 237 00:12:02,709 --> 00:12:04,333 -BEN: Science. -ARABELLA: Animation. 238 00:12:04,417 --> 00:12:06,125 BOTH: At the same time. 239 00:12:06,208 --> 00:12:07,834 BEN: Yeah, go on then. Lovely! 240 00:12:07,917 --> 00:12:11,125 NARRATOR: (ON TV) Consciousness is perhaps the biggest riddle in nature. 241 00:12:11,208 --> 00:12:13,166 Stripped to its core meaning, 242 00:12:13,250 --> 00:12:15,709 consciousness is what allows us to be aware 243 00:12:15,792 --> 00:12:20,583 both of our surroundings and of our own inner state. 244 00:12:20,667 --> 00:12:23,542 But thinking about consciousness has this habit 245 00:12:23,625 --> 00:12:27,125 -of taking us around in circles. -Oh, where'd you get that? 246 00:12:27,208 --> 00:12:29,959 -(NARRATOR CONTINUES) -Oh. Yeah, I know. I fell. 247 00:12:30,959 --> 00:12:32,667 Oh, I should get, um... 248 00:12:33,792 --> 00:12:35,625 tissue and a plaster. 249 00:12:35,709 --> 00:12:39,959 NARRATOR: But once we try to pinpoint what exactly it is, 250 00:12:40,041 --> 00:12:42,583 that leaves us grasping at thin air. 251 00:12:42,667 --> 00:12:45,750 Different schools and ideas compete with one another, 252 00:12:45,834 --> 00:12:47,166 but no one has come close 253 00:12:47,250 --> 00:12:49,250 -to figuring it out. -(DULL RINGING TONE) 254 00:12:49,333 --> 00:12:52,208 It's unsettling to realize that we don't understand 255 00:12:52,291 --> 00:12:55,333 what makes us aware of ourselves and the world. 256 00:12:56,625 --> 00:12:59,583 In this fuzzy area, consciousness and intelligence 257 00:12:59,667 --> 00:13:02,875 are also related, although they are not the same. 258 00:13:02,959 --> 00:13:06,959 Um, Ben... There's another thing. 259 00:13:07,041 --> 00:13:11,458 I'm standing outside, I'm staring at a cash point, 260 00:13:11,542 --> 00:13:14,125 and it's hard to stand straight, like... 261 00:13:14,208 --> 00:13:16,542 as if the wind's really strong. 262 00:13:17,208 --> 00:13:18,750 I'm tryna', like... 263 00:13:18,834 --> 00:13:22,792 put my-- my pin in on-- on the keypad, 264 00:13:22,875 --> 00:13:25,333 but when I try to press the right buttons, 265 00:13:25,417 --> 00:13:29,375 the keypad numbers keep movin'. 266 00:13:29,458 --> 00:13:30,542 Here. 267 00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:37,959 BEN: Looks like you took 40 quid out. 268 00:13:38,041 --> 00:13:39,250 Camden. 269 00:13:39,333 --> 00:13:43,208 BEN: Thought you were in Soho. A bit of a ways away. 270 00:13:49,750 --> 00:13:51,792 -(LAUGHS) -(INDISTINCT CHATTER ON TV) 271 00:13:53,917 --> 00:13:57,500 -He's stupid. (CHUCKLES) -(DOORBELL RINGS) 272 00:13:57,583 --> 00:14:00,291 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON TV CONTINUES) 273 00:14:07,333 --> 00:14:08,542 (SIGHS) 274 00:14:10,333 --> 00:14:11,667 I have no idea. 275 00:14:11,750 --> 00:14:13,667 Pinto. Pinto and Plantain. 276 00:14:13,750 --> 00:14:15,834 -Mm. -He's mashing up the plantain, 277 00:14:15,917 --> 00:14:19,417 sees a can of pinto, and mashes the two of them together. 278 00:14:19,792 --> 00:14:20,792 Hmm. 279 00:14:20,875 --> 00:14:23,125 -Put 'em in a blender. -Thank you. 280 00:14:23,208 --> 00:14:26,166 -KAT: It's good, right? -Mm. Nice. 281 00:14:30,792 --> 00:14:32,166 Manage to get some sleep, yeah? 282 00:14:34,417 --> 00:14:38,375 Uh, I tried. But... I haven't slept. 283 00:14:38,458 --> 00:14:42,166 Sorry again about this morning. This black out had me like... 284 00:14:42,250 --> 00:14:43,333 It's all good, eat up, man. 285 00:14:43,417 --> 00:14:46,208 I need to-- you know, just gather the pieces, 286 00:14:46,291 --> 00:14:48,333 -any of the pieces. -Aw. 287 00:14:48,417 --> 00:14:52,208 I was, uh... looking through my bank statements, 288 00:14:52,291 --> 00:14:54,417 and it looks like we stopped off at the cash point. 289 00:14:54,500 --> 00:14:58,000 So did we go to the bank, and then you walked me back? 290 00:14:58,834 --> 00:14:59,875 Yeah. 291 00:14:59,959 --> 00:15:02,208 Okay, so we-- we were at the cash point together 292 00:15:02,291 --> 00:15:03,834 and then you walked me back to work. 293 00:15:04,792 --> 00:15:06,542 Yeah, yeah. Yeah. 294 00:15:06,625 --> 00:15:09,458 It's like 45 minutes if we walk it 295 00:15:09,542 --> 00:15:11,166 'cause it was in Camden. 296 00:15:11,250 --> 00:15:14,000 So did we get an Uber, or 'cause... 297 00:15:15,500 --> 00:15:16,500 Yeah, we got Uber, 298 00:15:16,583 --> 00:15:19,000 then I went back to Ego Death to meet Derae. 299 00:15:19,083 --> 00:15:21,208 -'cause, you know, it was his last night. -Okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 300 00:15:21,291 --> 00:15:23,208 And then went back to his hotel afterwards, 301 00:15:23,291 --> 00:15:25,166 you know, and uh... Yeah. 302 00:15:27,500 --> 00:15:29,000 Who booked the Uber? 303 00:15:30,125 --> 00:15:31,417 Who booked the Uber? 304 00:15:31,500 --> 00:15:32,834 -Yeah, uh... -Um... 305 00:15:34,291 --> 00:15:35,709 (MUMBLING) Who booked the fucking Uber? 306 00:15:35,792 --> 00:15:37,417 'Cause I haven't used Uber. 307 00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:38,583 Was it Uber? 308 00:15:38,667 --> 00:15:40,208 ARABELLA: You said Uber. 309 00:15:40,291 --> 00:15:41,583 SIMON: Um... (CLEARS THROAT) 310 00:15:41,667 --> 00:15:43,417 I was just thinking 'cause it's like... 311 00:15:43,500 --> 00:15:45,667 Don't know if I booked on my phone or... 312 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:48,375 maybe Derae booked it. 313 00:15:49,792 --> 00:15:52,291 Tell you what, when he gets off the flight, I'll check. 314 00:15:52,375 --> 00:15:55,667 You said you went back to the bar to meet Derae, 315 00:15:55,750 --> 00:15:57,375 so... Derae wasn't there. 316 00:16:00,792 --> 00:16:02,583 Can I see your Uber receipts, please? 317 00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:11,375 Thanks, I'm just gonna, um... 318 00:16:16,917 --> 00:16:20,083 -(CAMERA CLICKS) -Thanks. 319 00:16:20,166 --> 00:16:22,917 ♪ ("THE RIVER BEND" BY SUBCULTURE and RACHEL CHINOURIRI PLAYS) ♪ 320 00:16:30,041 --> 00:16:33,333 ♪ A boulevard With no lights again ♪ 321 00:16:33,417 --> 00:16:36,291 ♪ See dark skin thugger gangs ♪ 322 00:16:36,375 --> 00:16:40,125 ♪ Hide my phone Without a view ♪ 323 00:16:41,542 --> 00:16:45,166 ♪ I'll cross the street And call a friend ♪ 324 00:16:45,250 --> 00:16:47,375 ♪ Then run down The river bend ♪ 325 00:16:47,458 --> 00:16:51,458 ♪ Thank god I made this time through ♪ 326 00:17:04,250 --> 00:17:07,291 ♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪ 327 00:17:19,125 --> 00:17:21,625 ♪ Thought we'd take his shit But we didn't ♪ 328 00:17:23,792 --> 00:17:27,333 ♪ I think they've got something They've hidden ♪ 329 00:17:29,417 --> 00:17:33,500 ♪ The boy with freedom Failed his mission ♪ 330 00:17:33,583 --> 00:17:35,166 ♪ (MUSIC FADES) ♪ 331 00:17:36,917 --> 00:17:41,333 -Hi, I'm so sorry. -What's going on? 332 00:17:41,417 --> 00:17:43,792 I'm really sorry. Uh... 333 00:17:45,083 --> 00:17:48,166 Yeah, I didn't know I was gonna end up at your-- 334 00:17:48,250 --> 00:17:50,291 I just turned up at your, um... 335 00:17:52,792 --> 00:17:54,083 I'm so sorry. 336 00:17:54,166 --> 00:17:55,500 Uh... Yeah. 337 00:17:55,583 --> 00:18:01,458 (STUTTERS) Simon gave me your... -Yeah. What did Simon say exactly? 338 00:18:01,542 --> 00:18:03,917 I don't... Don't even worry about that. 339 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:07,166 That's not my-- Um... Yeah. 340 00:18:07,250 --> 00:18:10,875 I don't want to cause any... trouble. 341 00:18:10,959 --> 00:18:12,000 I don't care about that. 342 00:18:12,083 --> 00:18:14,875 (STAMMERING) It's not my problem, you know. 343 00:18:14,959 --> 00:18:17,125 -So what is the problem? -There is no problem. 344 00:18:18,458 --> 00:18:20,291 It's just not mine. 345 00:18:20,375 --> 00:18:22,709 The thing that is not a problem is not... 346 00:18:23,166 --> 00:18:25,041 a thing for me. 347 00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:27,667 ALISSA: He told you everything? 348 00:18:29,041 --> 00:18:32,458 -Well, if you're okay with it... -(CHUCKLES) 349 00:18:32,542 --> 00:18:35,542 ...then I guess I can say it was really nice to meet you last night. 350 00:18:35,625 --> 00:18:37,250 Well, the little I remember. 351 00:18:38,041 --> 00:18:39,250 -What? -Yeah. 352 00:18:39,333 --> 00:18:42,417 We were in that bar and... 353 00:18:42,500 --> 00:18:43,834 -ARABELLA: At Ego, yeah. -Yeah. 354 00:18:44,875 --> 00:18:46,125 Then I woke up this morning. 355 00:18:46,208 --> 00:18:47,208 -ARABELLA: Really? -Yeah. 356 00:18:47,291 --> 00:18:49,458 My housemates reckon I got spiked 'cause... 357 00:18:49,542 --> 00:18:52,709 I had to cancel my shift I feel that shit. 358 00:18:52,792 --> 00:18:54,792 I've been tellin' Simon all mornin'. 359 00:18:54,875 --> 00:18:56,125 And he's ignoring me. 360 00:18:56,208 --> 00:18:57,750 -Really? -Yeah. 361 00:18:57,834 --> 00:19:00,333 Sorry, what do you want? 362 00:19:01,709 --> 00:19:06,208 I have a blackout. It's... the same. 363 00:19:06,291 --> 00:19:09,834 Well, shit. I guess I actually was spiked. 364 00:19:13,750 --> 00:19:15,875 And I... 365 00:19:15,959 --> 00:19:18,625 think I remember seeing someone being attacked. 366 00:19:18,709 --> 00:19:20,250 Oh. Oh no. 367 00:19:23,208 --> 00:19:28,125 The person we both know in the story is... Simon. 368 00:19:30,041 --> 00:19:31,083 Okay? 369 00:19:33,041 --> 00:19:35,083 Because of what I remember, 370 00:19:35,166 --> 00:19:38,500 I don't know if you've been safe all night. 371 00:19:38,583 --> 00:19:40,625 (SCOFFS) I don't think Simon's a criminal 372 00:19:40,709 --> 00:19:42,166 if that's what you're getting at. 373 00:19:42,250 --> 00:19:43,583 He comes over every Thursday 374 00:19:43,667 --> 00:19:45,542 and he hasn't stolen a thing, so. 375 00:19:46,959 --> 00:19:50,125 -Oh. -Yeah. I was safe. 376 00:19:50,208 --> 00:19:53,250 I've been safe fuckin' Simon for six months now. 377 00:19:53,333 --> 00:19:55,125 -Oh. -Yeah. I'm not an idiot, 378 00:19:55,208 --> 00:19:57,625 despite what you may think. 379 00:19:57,709 --> 00:20:00,875 -No, I-- I-- -No, I didn't say you called me an idiot. 380 00:20:00,959 --> 00:20:03,709 I said you might think I'm an idiot. 381 00:20:03,792 --> 00:20:06,291 Okay, so I'm gonna call me an Uber and... 382 00:20:06,375 --> 00:20:07,917 (SCOFFS) "Sure you were safe." 383 00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:10,333 Clearly, you think I'm someone you can patronize, 384 00:20:10,417 --> 00:20:11,750 and clearly you enjoy CSI, 385 00:20:11,834 --> 00:20:13,709 so why don't you find out where the fuck you were? 386 00:20:13,792 --> 00:20:15,875 Simon doesn't have a criminal bone in his body. 387 00:20:15,959 --> 00:20:19,542 He couldn't even cope with me spending one evening with Kat 388 00:20:19,625 --> 00:20:22,125 undercover, 'cause she's the one lookin' for pussy. 389 00:20:22,208 --> 00:20:25,250 It's not like I'd ever-- Because she's gross. 390 00:20:25,333 --> 00:20:26,875 I just wanted to meet her! 391 00:20:26,959 --> 00:20:28,500 But the boy's having heart palpitations 392 00:20:28,583 --> 00:20:32,834 because he's a fucking pussy. And you're at my door 393 00:20:32,917 --> 00:20:35,208 with some bullshit conspiracy theory 394 00:20:35,291 --> 00:20:40,250 of Simon the rapist. You're out of your fucking mind, bitch. 395 00:20:41,041 --> 00:20:42,375 You're sick in the head. 396 00:20:49,125 --> 00:20:50,667 You need to go take some medication, 397 00:20:50,750 --> 00:20:53,250 because he never told me you were crazy! 398 00:20:53,333 --> 00:20:57,083 -Get some fucking help. -Yep, it's coming in one minute. 399 00:20:57,166 --> 00:20:58,583 ("PRETTY UGLY" BY TIERRA WHACK PLAYING) 400 00:20:58,667 --> 00:21:01,041 ♪ I'm doing good I'm doing great, alright ♪ 401 00:21:01,125 --> 00:21:02,417 ♪ It's about to get ugly ♪ 402 00:21:02,500 --> 00:21:04,041 -♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ -(PHONE VIBRATES) 403 00:21:07,667 --> 00:21:11,542 Yo, T, I got spiked, you know. 404 00:21:12,250 --> 00:21:13,542 TERRY: Issit? 405 00:21:13,625 --> 00:21:16,750 Yeah, yeah. I think so, yeah. 406 00:21:16,834 --> 00:21:19,000 So, I'm gonna go to the station. 407 00:21:21,542 --> 00:21:22,959 Issit? 408 00:21:23,041 --> 00:21:27,542 Yeah, I... (STUTTERS) it's something I should probably tell them. 409 00:21:27,625 --> 00:21:29,583 About the thing in your head? 410 00:21:29,667 --> 00:21:31,667 I've literally got no idea. 411 00:21:32,875 --> 00:21:34,917 TERRY: Aight. Well... 412 00:21:35,542 --> 00:21:36,834 Where you at? 413 00:21:36,917 --> 00:21:38,041 I just got home. 414 00:21:38,875 --> 00:21:41,208 -Call me after, yeah? -Aight. 415 00:21:41,291 --> 00:21:44,417 -Aight, cool, cool. Bye. Bye. -Bye. 416 00:21:47,458 --> 00:21:49,166 (PHONE VIBRATES) 417 00:21:49,250 --> 00:21:50,709 Aye. 418 00:21:50,792 --> 00:21:52,750 -Kwame. -KWAME: Yo. 419 00:21:54,375 --> 00:21:55,709 (DOOR OPENS) 420 00:21:55,792 --> 00:21:56,959 Hi, Arabella. 421 00:21:57,041 --> 00:21:58,417 -Hi. -FUNMI: And who's this? 422 00:21:59,583 --> 00:22:02,583 -This is Kwame. -FUNMI: And he is? 423 00:22:02,667 --> 00:22:05,583 I wasn't involved. I wasn't there. Just Kwame. 424 00:22:06,500 --> 00:22:09,333 Okay. Arabella, I'm Funmi. 425 00:22:09,417 --> 00:22:12,500 Beth and I have been assigned as special officers to your case. 426 00:22:12,583 --> 00:22:14,458 We've read your initial statement. 427 00:22:14,542 --> 00:22:16,750 We're going to ask you a few questions, 428 00:22:16,834 --> 00:22:18,583 then if we feel it's necessary, 429 00:22:18,667 --> 00:22:23,333 we'll take you over to the sexual assault referral unit for forensics. 430 00:22:23,417 --> 00:22:25,625 And then, get you home safely, okay? 431 00:22:32,542 --> 00:22:34,333 Do you have any reason to believe 432 00:22:34,417 --> 00:22:37,583 that this friend of yours, Simon or Derae, 433 00:22:37,667 --> 00:22:42,166 -would spike your drinks, or want to hurt you in any way? -No. 434 00:22:42,250 --> 00:22:45,333 There were another two, We didn't know 'em, so... 435 00:22:45,417 --> 00:22:49,166 I don't know. It wouldn't have been Simon. He's my friend. 436 00:22:49,250 --> 00:22:51,458 He's one of my best friends. He really is. 437 00:22:51,542 --> 00:22:54,000 He wasn't even in Camden. I guess... 438 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:57,917 He just left me somewhere... 439 00:22:59,417 --> 00:23:01,125 which is quite weird. 440 00:23:03,458 --> 00:23:05,959 I kinda made my deadline. Did I tell you? 441 00:23:08,125 --> 00:23:10,834 (URINE TRICKLES) 442 00:23:15,041 --> 00:23:16,375 FUNMI: And the assault, you recall... 443 00:23:16,458 --> 00:23:18,917 -ARABELLA: The thing in my head? -FUNMI: Yes. 444 00:23:19,750 --> 00:23:21,083 ARABELLA: Yeah, I wouldn't... 445 00:23:21,166 --> 00:23:24,250 Yeah, 'cause now you're calling it something I never-- 446 00:23:24,333 --> 00:23:25,667 I never said that. 447 00:23:25,750 --> 00:23:27,417 Do you see anyone else? 448 00:23:29,083 --> 00:23:30,375 (THUMPING) 449 00:23:31,875 --> 00:23:33,583 -Where? -In this memory. 450 00:23:33,667 --> 00:23:37,041 No-- you-- you can't... call it a memory. 451 00:23:39,417 --> 00:23:42,583 Okay, other than the man in the... 452 00:23:42,667 --> 00:23:45,041 In my head, who may not even be real, 453 00:23:45,125 --> 00:23:47,208 because I'm the person who can actually see it, 454 00:23:47,291 --> 00:23:48,875 and I'm not sure, so... 455 00:23:48,959 --> 00:23:53,083 we should probably pay attention to that. 456 00:23:53,166 --> 00:23:55,250 -Yes. -ARABELLA: Yeah, 'cause we don't know. 457 00:23:55,333 --> 00:23:58,417 That's a very big thing to assume. I'm just... 458 00:23:58,500 --> 00:24:01,750 saying that we should refrain from... 459 00:24:01,834 --> 00:24:03,166 talking about things like they're facts. 460 00:24:03,250 --> 00:24:05,333 (CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY) We should-- We should probably just... 461 00:24:05,875 --> 00:24:08,166 -be careful. -Okay. 462 00:24:09,625 --> 00:24:13,417 The man, he doesn't seem too dissimilar 463 00:24:13,500 --> 00:24:16,041 from the gentleman you describe at Ego Death. 464 00:24:16,125 --> 00:24:19,125 ARABELLA: Hmm, David? Hmm... 465 00:24:19,208 --> 00:24:22,625 No, no, 'cause David was... He's kinda short. 466 00:24:22,709 --> 00:24:25,250 Like not that much taller than me. 467 00:24:25,333 --> 00:24:27,834 And he never had that nose like the dude in my head. 468 00:24:27,917 --> 00:24:32,500 He had large nostrils and David never had large nostrils, so... 469 00:24:36,875 --> 00:24:39,709 If you're looking at someone who's taller than you, 470 00:24:39,792 --> 00:24:41,291 you see more of their nostrils than you would 471 00:24:41,375 --> 00:24:43,959 someone who's shorter than you, wouldn't you? 472 00:24:44,041 --> 00:24:47,625 But if you're on the floor looking up at an individual, 473 00:24:47,709 --> 00:24:50,542 the nostrils will always look prominent, 474 00:24:50,625 --> 00:24:52,417 and they might seem taller. 475 00:24:54,667 --> 00:24:57,542 Because of the angle. See? 476 00:25:04,917 --> 00:25:08,041 Can you see the person's eyes in your... 477 00:25:09,125 --> 00:25:10,792 Yeah, I can, uh... 478 00:25:12,250 --> 00:25:15,250 Yeah, I can see everything. I can see his... 479 00:25:15,333 --> 00:25:18,750 whole face very clearly. Yeah, maybe we can... 480 00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,792 Maybe we can draw him or... 481 00:25:22,834 --> 00:25:24,792 -You can see his eyes? -ARABELLA: Yeah. 482 00:25:25,917 --> 00:25:27,083 Who's he looking at? 483 00:25:35,625 --> 00:25:39,834 (SOBBING) 484 00:25:43,291 --> 00:25:44,917 (KWAME WHISPERS) 485 00:25:46,375 --> 00:25:47,709 ARABELLA: Oh. 486 00:25:47,792 --> 00:25:49,000 NURSE: Open wide for me. 487 00:25:49,959 --> 00:25:51,250 Sorry, is that hurtin'? 488 00:25:51,333 --> 00:25:53,500 It looks like you have a small cut in there. 489 00:25:53,583 --> 00:25:55,875 We'll get someone to come look at that for you, okay? 490 00:25:55,959 --> 00:25:57,583 Just one more. I'll be really careful. 491 00:26:01,917 --> 00:26:04,875 TV PRESENTER: Bamboo, one of the fastest growing plants in the world, 492 00:26:04,959 --> 00:26:06,792 was once considered a humble plant. 493 00:26:06,875 --> 00:26:10,792 But it's now enjoying a new rep. This wood-like... 494 00:26:16,208 --> 00:26:20,291 Do you mind? Because some people are like... Blegh! 495 00:26:20,375 --> 00:26:22,125 No, no, no, do your thing. 496 00:26:22,750 --> 00:26:25,208 ♪ (MUSIC PLAYS SOFTLY) ♪ 497 00:26:33,542 --> 00:26:34,542 Sorry. 498 00:26:36,625 --> 00:26:37,667 Bless ya. 499 00:26:39,333 --> 00:26:40,458 First time? 500 00:26:42,125 --> 00:26:43,166 Yeah. 501 00:26:43,750 --> 00:26:46,625 Really? Whoops. 502 00:26:50,834 --> 00:26:52,000 SHIRLEY: Mad, innit? 503 00:26:53,250 --> 00:26:57,166 How everything is beautiful, and nothing hurts. 504 00:27:00,709 --> 00:27:01,834 (DOOR OPENS) 505 00:27:03,542 --> 00:27:05,041 -NURSE: You're all done. -Cool. 506 00:27:07,875 --> 00:27:10,000 ♪ (SOMBER MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 507 00:27:14,208 --> 00:27:15,542 OFFICER: Is there more at home? 508 00:27:15,625 --> 00:27:18,333 -ARABELLA: Mm-hmm. -OFFICER: Okay. 509 00:27:32,583 --> 00:27:35,041 -♪ (SKYPE TUNE PLAYS) ♪ -(ARABELLA GROANS) 510 00:27:38,083 --> 00:27:39,375 ♪ (SKYPE TUNE STOPS) ♪ 511 00:27:42,083 --> 00:27:45,500 (GASPS) Uh... Feminist beauty campaign... 512 00:27:45,583 --> 00:27:46,709 How was it? 513 00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:48,417 Terrible. 514 00:27:48,875 --> 00:27:49,917 Oh no. 515 00:27:50,625 --> 00:27:52,583 -You okay? -Are you okay? 516 00:27:53,250 --> 00:27:54,291 Yeah... 517 00:27:55,792 --> 00:27:57,458 Yeah, I'm just a bit like... 518 00:27:58,875 --> 00:28:00,917 (SIGHS) 519 00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:03,834 I'm deleting Simon's number. Mess. 520 00:28:03,917 --> 00:28:05,583 Why would he just leave? 521 00:28:06,583 --> 00:28:07,959 Ask Sherlock Holmes. 522 00:28:08,041 --> 00:28:10,083 -It's making me think back to Italy. 523 00:28:10,166 --> 00:28:12,709 -Italy? Oh yeah? -ARABELLA: Yeah, like, 524 00:28:12,792 --> 00:28:15,834 we should make a pact never to disappear, you know. 525 00:28:15,917 --> 00:28:17,667 I told you I was going. 526 00:28:17,750 --> 00:28:19,625 ARABELLA: Yeah, but... 527 00:28:19,709 --> 00:28:22,083 I was on so many drugs, babe, I was so fucked. 528 00:28:22,166 --> 00:28:23,458 Uh, so was I. 529 00:28:24,083 --> 00:28:25,125 Yeah. 530 00:28:26,291 --> 00:28:28,875 I was on, like, five actual drugs. 531 00:28:28,959 --> 00:28:31,959 You was on three, and two of which was alcohol and weed, 532 00:28:32,041 --> 00:28:35,458 which are not even really like... drugs. 533 00:28:35,542 --> 00:28:38,959 (SCOFFS) I didn't disappear. 534 00:28:39,041 --> 00:28:43,417 I told you I was going, you just can't remember. 535 00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:45,333 I came and I told you. 536 00:28:50,458 --> 00:28:51,458 I told you. 537 00:28:52,750 --> 00:28:53,750 T. 538 00:29:00,166 --> 00:29:02,000 (SOBS QUIETLY) 539 00:29:02,083 --> 00:29:03,834 Oh, was it really that bad? 540 00:29:04,166 --> 00:29:05,500 What? 541 00:29:05,583 --> 00:29:06,709 Your audition. 542 00:29:07,333 --> 00:29:09,917 Yeah. I was really shit. 543 00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,458 ♪ ("NIGHTMARES" BY EASY LIFE PLAYS) ♪ 544 00:29:21,458 --> 00:29:23,959 ♪ Who gives a fuck About my nightmares? ♪ 545 00:29:26,750 --> 00:29:29,750 ♪ 'Cause I can barely focus When I'm like this ♪ 546 00:29:29,834 --> 00:29:31,041 ♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ 547 00:29:32,125 --> 00:29:34,208 (GROANS) 548 00:29:34,291 --> 00:29:38,291 I would do this, but I'm really tired. 549 00:29:43,750 --> 00:29:46,458 ♪ ("NIGHTMARES" BY EASY LIFE CONTINUES) ♪ 550 00:29:46,542 --> 00:29:49,291 ♪ I wrestle with myself And with my vices ♪ 551 00:29:49,375 --> 00:29:52,291 ♪ But no one gives a fuck About my nightmares ♪ 552 00:29:52,375 --> 00:29:55,542 ♪ But it's nothin' you should Worry yourself about ♪ 553 00:29:55,625 --> 00:29:58,000 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 554 00:29:58,083 --> 00:30:01,041 ♪ It's nothin' you should Worry yourself about ♪ 555 00:30:01,125 --> 00:30:03,542 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 556 00:30:05,041 --> 00:30:11,000 ♪ It's all a bit of fun Until somebody gets hurt ♪ 557 00:30:11,083 --> 00:30:13,875 ♪ I take it with A pinch of salt ♪ 558 00:30:13,959 --> 00:30:16,583 ♪ Another lesson learned ♪ 559 00:30:16,667 --> 00:30:20,625 ♪ 'Cause one gives a fuck About my nightmares ♪ 560 00:30:20,709 --> 00:30:23,959 ♪ It's nothin' you should Worry yourself about ♪ 561 00:30:24,041 --> 00:30:25,375 ♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ 562 00:30:29,417 --> 00:30:32,417 ♪ (SOUND WAVE) ♪ 563 00:30:34,458 --> 00:30:35,083 How are you doing? 564 00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:37,583 I'm great as long as I'm around people. 565 00:30:37,667 --> 00:30:40,000 -Flashbacks? -Sometimes it gets a bit much. 566 00:30:40,083 --> 00:30:41,667 ♪ (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 567 00:30:41,750 --> 00:30:44,542 I take her to yoga, dance class, meditation. 568 00:30:44,625 --> 00:30:46,208 I make her feel good. 569 00:30:47,333 --> 00:30:49,041 I need a plane ticket to Italy. 570 00:30:49,500 --> 00:30:52,000 This is mad, fam. 571 00:30:52,083 --> 00:30:54,917 -You're beautiful. -(KNOCKS) Are we ready? 572 00:30:56,083 --> 00:30:58,083 I've never really spoken to a brother who was... 573 00:30:58,333 --> 00:31:00,041 -You could say it. -MAN: ...a gay guy. 574 00:31:00,333 --> 00:31:02,333 ANABELLA: My therapist said it's important to do things like 575 00:31:02,417 --> 00:31:05,000 painting, cuddling with people that I trust. 576 00:31:05,083 --> 00:31:06,542 I've got no idea what's going on. 577 00:31:06,625 --> 00:31:08,375 We're probably gonna be having sex soon, innit? 578 00:31:08,458 --> 00:31:09,709 -Should we do that now? -Yeah. 579 00:31:10,500 --> 00:31:13,208 You get that feeling that someone's right for you, 580 00:31:13,291 --> 00:31:15,667 but you're not yet the person you need to be 581 00:31:15,750 --> 00:31:17,417 to also be right for that person? 582 00:31:17,500 --> 00:31:18,291 Stay. 583 00:31:18,875 --> 00:31:20,417 ♪ Reward, we so deserving We raise the bar and curtains ♪ 584 00:31:20,500 --> 00:31:22,458 It's the kind of world where there are places like this 585 00:31:22,542 --> 00:31:23,875 that you can come and talk about it 586 00:31:23,959 --> 00:31:25,583 and know that you're not alone. 587 00:31:25,667 --> 00:31:27,000 You are so great. 588 00:31:28,417 --> 00:31:30,917 ♪ Yeah I hope you hear me real loud ♪ 589 00:31:31,291 --> 00:31:33,125 ♪ Yeah Thought I'd address it ♪