1 00:00:18,208 --> 00:00:19,291 How are you? 2 00:00:21,375 --> 00:00:22,458 How am I? 3 00:00:26,750 --> 00:00:28,208 I'm confused. 4 00:00:33,208 --> 00:00:35,000 I said fine when asked. 5 00:00:38,791 --> 00:00:40,291 LEYLA'S LAST SUPPLY 6 00:00:40,375 --> 00:00:43,500 Because it turns out to be difficult for me... 7 00:00:44,333 --> 00:00:46,291 found the answer to this question. 8 00:00:46,375 --> 00:00:47,333 THE PROSPECTIVE BRIDE 9 00:00:47,416 --> 00:00:51,041 I'm also overwhelmed looking for the truth. 10 00:00:51,125 --> 00:00:53,541 If the truth really exists. 11 00:00:53,625 --> 00:00:54,500 I don't know. 12 00:00:56,916 --> 00:00:58,041 I can't find it. 13 00:01:06,416 --> 00:01:08,791 I just want to be okay. 14 00:01:11,250 --> 00:01:14,500 I want to be free from this anxiety 15 00:01:47,458 --> 00:01:49,625 That's why I avoided the question. 16 00:01:50,291 --> 00:01:52,916 Because I'm afraid of my answer. 17 00:01:56,458 --> 00:01:57,666 "How are you?" 18 00:01:59,875 --> 00:02:00,875 I'm confused. 19 00:02:01,750 --> 00:02:02,958 That's my answer. 20 00:02:05,625 --> 00:02:06,625 Leyla! 21 00:02:17,375 --> 00:02:20,458 THANK YOU, NEXT 22 00:02:22,375 --> 00:02:26,291 23 00:02:30,958 --> 00:02:33,041 I'm always nervous. 24 00:02:35,250 --> 00:02:37,000 As if... 25 00:02:38,083 --> 00:02:40,708 defeat is always waiting for me. 26 00:02:42,125 --> 00:02:42,958 Defeat? 27 00:02:45,416 --> 00:02:46,416 Of. 28 00:02:48,916 --> 00:02:50,875 There is a man. 29 00:02:55,666 --> 00:02:57,083 I mean... 30 00:02:57,666 --> 00:02:59,916 Not like that, but... 31 00:03:00,541 --> 00:03:02,666 I mean, we have nothing. 32 00:03:07,708 --> 00:03:08,541 Halo? 33 00:03:09,166 --> 00:03:11,125 Because I'm scared. 34 00:03:11,208 --> 00:03:13,083 - He's not coming? - He came. 35 00:03:13,583 --> 00:03:15,791 - Where are you? - I'm here now. 36 00:03:29,625 --> 00:03:33,166 I was annoyed with him from the start. 37 00:03:33,666 --> 00:03:35,500 To me, he is dangerous. 38 00:03:35,583 --> 00:03:38,666 Danger signs followed. 39 00:03:41,416 --> 00:03:46,000 He said, "I will make you suffer from afar." 40 00:03:49,666 --> 00:03:51,166 He said, "I'm narcissistic." 41 00:03:51,791 --> 00:03:53,875 "My ego is sky high." 42 00:03:53,958 --> 00:03:58,041 "I am cunning, arrogant, jealous." 43 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:02,000 The danger sign says, "My wishes are always fulfilled." 44 00:04:02,083 --> 00:04:03,166 But? 45 00:04:03,250 --> 00:04:06,375 There are no buts. 46 00:04:06,458 --> 00:04:08,166 It's a magnetic attraction. 47 00:04:08,250 --> 00:04:10,125 It's not something difficult. 48 00:04:11,916 --> 00:04:14,333 Even though I don't want to know him 49 00:04:15,083 --> 00:04:19,125 Men like this are no fun if you already know him closely 50 00:04:20,875 --> 00:04:23,833 After knowing the weaknesses and lack of people, 51 00:04:23,916 --> 00:04:26,291 Are we still passionate about it? 52 00:04:26,375 --> 00:04:27,583 I don't think so. 53 00:04:28,083 --> 00:04:30,041 A relationship must be consistent. 54 00:04:30,125 --> 00:04:33,166 That's the most important thing to me. 55 00:04:33,750 --> 00:04:37,083 We must have concerns and the same dream 56 00:04:37,166 --> 00:04:39,208 with our partner. 57 00:04:40,333 --> 00:04:43,666 I have nothing in common with him. 58 00:04:46,916 --> 00:04:51,541 From the start, I knew who he was. 59 00:04:51,625 --> 00:04:53,291 He's in trouble 60 00:04:54,500 --> 00:04:57,000 He's been married and divorced three times! 61 00:04:57,791 --> 00:05:00,500 His exes are still in his life 62 00:05:04,708 --> 00:05:07,833 First, second and third wives 63 00:05:07,916 --> 00:05:09,875 always nearby. 64 00:05:10,541 --> 00:05:12,916 The man was a great collector. 65 00:05:26,875 --> 00:05:28,125 No 66 00:05:28,916 --> 00:05:31,791 I don't want to be one of his women 67 00:05:32,708 --> 00:05:35,875 Not possible. That's impossible 68 00:05:35,958 --> 00:05:40,166 I must be crazy if you want to become the fourth victim 69 00:05:40,666 --> 00:05:43,083 That's why I keep my distance, 70 00:05:43,166 --> 00:05:44,916 not in a relationship with him. 71 00:05:46,750 --> 00:05:49,000 Narcissistic people like him 72 00:05:49,083 --> 00:05:51,791 can easily convince its prey. 73 00:05:51,875 --> 00:05:53,250 We are immediately entangled. 74 00:05:54,291 --> 00:05:57,583 He will captivate us in such a way 75 00:05:57,666 --> 00:05:59,416 so without realizing it, 76 00:05:59,500 --> 00:06:02,125 we are sitting in front of the headman. 77 00:06:02,208 --> 00:06:03,916 Then... 78 00:06:04,916 --> 00:06:06,041 Wedding. 79 00:06:06,541 --> 00:06:07,833 Defeat. 80 00:06:10,708 --> 00:06:12,958 I observe the relationships around me. 81 00:06:14,083 --> 00:06:16,250 At first they were excited. 82 00:06:17,041 --> 00:06:21,250 Spread promises, made a hasty vow. 83 00:06:21,333 --> 00:06:24,916 The more they doubt, their voices became louder. 84 00:06:25,416 --> 00:06:27,583 "I am willing, until the end of my life. 85 00:06:27,666 --> 00:06:29,833 Until death do us part." 86 00:06:29,916 --> 00:06:31,083 Then what? 87 00:06:32,333 --> 00:06:36,041 Really, I'm curious what actually happened 88 00:06:36,125 --> 00:06:39,916 when we start to get annoyed with each other? 89 00:06:40,833 --> 00:06:43,208 Why did we start deceiving each other? 90 00:06:44,958 --> 00:06:48,500 You know love stories that is embedded in our DNA? 91 00:06:48,583 --> 00:06:50,000 That's a lie. 92 00:06:50,625 --> 00:06:54,041 Because none of that is the story which is close to reality 93 00:06:54,125 --> 00:06:55,583 You don't know how tired you are... 94 00:06:55,666 --> 00:06:59,208 Why does everyone fall 95 00:06:59,291 --> 00:07:01,083 into the same trap? 96 00:07:01,166 --> 00:07:02,125 I don't know. 97 00:07:02,625 --> 00:07:04,791 We get married to be closer. 98 00:07:04,875 --> 00:07:06,000 Go ahead, go! 99 00:07:06,500 --> 00:07:10,541 We started to drift apart as soon as we got married. 100 00:07:18,083 --> 00:07:20,750 It's all fake. Nothing is sincere. 101 00:07:21,250 --> 00:07:25,708 Looks like they covered all the wrinkles with plastic surgery. 102 00:07:25,791 --> 00:07:29,041 We are surrounded by fake people which is actually wrinkled, 103 00:07:29,125 --> 00:07:30,958 but covered with Botox. 104 00:07:31,041 --> 00:07:34,791 Good grief! You should have chosen a costume a happier one. 105 00:07:34,875 --> 00:07:36,583 THERE IS NO OTHER CHOICE 106 00:07:36,666 --> 00:07:38,708 I see everyone here. 107 00:07:38,791 --> 00:07:41,958 When combined, they are not comparable with one Ömer. 108 00:07:42,458 --> 00:07:45,166 I understand this more and more every day. 109 00:07:45,250 --> 00:07:48,750 {\an8}No, darling. Are you serious. Don't make your ex the next. 110 00:07:48,833 --> 00:07:52,166 {\an8}As a famous thinker said, "Thank you, next." 111 00:07:52,250 --> 00:07:53,333 Funda! 112 00:07:54,375 --> 00:07:55,541 My darling! 113 00:08:00,166 --> 00:08:02,250 We chase illusions tirelessly 114 00:08:02,333 --> 00:08:04,708 to avoid saying, "I was wrong." 115 00:08:05,250 --> 00:08:06,625 What about black? No. 116 00:08:06,708 --> 00:08:09,916 This ivory satin is sexier, right? 117 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:14,083 Try pairing it which is ivory white and black. 118 00:08:14,166 --> 00:08:17,500 We throw away our identity to avoid loneliness, 119 00:08:17,583 --> 00:08:19,708 call it a long term relationship. 120 00:08:19,791 --> 00:08:22,333 In fact, it is long-term death. 121 00:08:22,416 --> 00:08:24,750 Darling, what do you mean by death? 122 00:08:24,833 --> 00:08:26,791 You've only known each other for two weeks. 123 00:08:26,875 --> 00:08:29,250 He's coming to the party? Are we going to meet him? 124 00:08:29,333 --> 00:08:31,000 No. I didn't invite him. 125 00:08:31,083 --> 00:08:33,583 We haven't known each other for long. I don't want to invite him. 126 00:08:34,083 --> 00:08:35,708 I didn't buy a gift either. 127 00:08:35,791 --> 00:08:37,083 Why not? 128 00:08:37,166 --> 00:08:39,625 Just buy a small gift. Books, for example. 129 00:08:39,708 --> 00:08:40,791 Just in case... 130 00:08:40,875 --> 00:08:43,833 I'm afraid of being mediocre 131 00:08:44,791 --> 00:08:45,791 Yes. 132 00:08:46,833 --> 00:08:48,791 I'm scared when I look in the mirror... 133 00:08:48,875 --> 00:08:50,000 Thank you. 134 00:08:50,083 --> 00:08:53,666 ...and saw the light in my eyes fade. 135 00:08:54,166 --> 00:08:57,208 I'm afraid of that choice 136 00:08:57,291 --> 00:08:59,708 will destroy me someday. 137 00:08:59,791 --> 00:09:01,291 I'm afraid of regret. 138 00:09:03,125 --> 00:09:06,291 Ten! Nine! Eight! 139 00:09:06,375 --> 00:09:08,708 Seven! Six! Five... 140 00:09:08,791 --> 00:09:13,208 "I don't want to make any promises and have responsibility." 141 00:09:13,291 --> 00:09:16,458 "I want to sleep all the men I met, then left." 142 00:09:16,541 --> 00:09:18,583 That's what people's relationships are like. 143 00:09:20,166 --> 00:09:23,166 You know, there are people leaving 144 00:09:23,250 --> 00:09:25,083 withouta leaving a message. 145 00:09:25,625 --> 00:09:28,250 That's what I heard from my friends. 146 00:09:31,750 --> 00:09:34,375 Of course, women don't chase them. 147 00:09:36,166 --> 00:09:37,916 Then, the feeling of loneliness... 148 00:09:41,375 --> 00:09:43,791 so it's the only right choice for me. 149 00:09:49,166 --> 00:09:51,083 I miss the pandemic times. 150 00:09:52,500 --> 00:09:54,083 Pandemic or Ömer? 151 00:09:56,500 --> 00:09:58,458 No, I don't think so. 152 00:09:59,333 --> 00:10:01,583 Everyone changes during the pandemic. 153 00:10:03,083 --> 00:10:05,916 As if the world is going to end, 154 00:10:07,291 --> 00:10:09,458 everyone protects each other. 155 00:10:11,541 --> 00:10:13,916 Ömer stayed with you during the pandemic? 156 00:10:15,625 --> 00:10:16,625 Correct? 157 00:10:21,333 --> 00:10:22,333 May also. 158 00:10:25,416 --> 00:10:27,000 Bravo! 159 00:10:29,458 --> 00:10:30,625 He was shocked. 160 00:10:31,500 --> 00:10:33,583 Okay. What's for dinner? 161 00:10:35,333 --> 00:10:40,041 A person's attitude changes following the situation 162 00:10:40,583 --> 00:10:42,250 During the pandemic, 163 00:10:42,333 --> 00:10:44,875 we are afraid that our dreams will disappear 164 00:10:44,958 --> 00:10:47,041 and will never come back. 165 00:10:47,833 --> 00:10:50,291 WEDNESDAY MAY 20, 2020 166 00:10:52,958 --> 00:10:55,208 Everything was so different at first. 167 00:10:55,291 --> 00:10:59,041 The whole world is focused on one problem, 168 00:10:59,125 --> 00:11:01,416 everyone has the same fears 169 00:11:01,500 --> 00:11:04,375 fight against a common enemy. 170 00:11:04,458 --> 00:11:06,333 That's encouraging. 171 00:11:20,041 --> 00:11:22,000 - Leyla. - My darling. 172 00:11:22,083 --> 00:11:24,250 - I really love you. - Oh! 173 00:11:26,125 --> 00:11:27,375 What are you dreaming about? 174 00:11:27,958 --> 00:11:30,083 Not a dream. Feels very real. 175 00:11:31,083 --> 00:11:32,291 Am I dead? 176 00:11:32,875 --> 00:11:34,208 You're in a wedding dress. 177 00:11:34,958 --> 00:11:35,791 So? 178 00:11:36,666 --> 00:11:39,333 You're wearing your grandmother's wedding dress. 179 00:11:39,916 --> 00:11:41,625 How's my hair? Decomposed? 180 00:11:41,708 --> 00:11:43,208 You are very beautiful! 181 00:11:44,333 --> 00:11:45,666 But you're with Sarp. 182 00:11:46,416 --> 00:11:47,500 Impossible! 183 00:11:48,333 --> 00:11:50,333 I am a witness to your wedding. 184 00:11:50,416 --> 00:11:53,791 Can't talk. When I opened my mouth, my lips were gone. 185 00:11:54,291 --> 00:11:58,125 While looking at me, you shouted, "Yes, forever!" 186 00:11:58,208 --> 00:11:59,208 No, Ömer. 187 00:11:59,291 --> 00:12:02,291 I want to marry you, not with anyone else. 188 00:12:02,375 --> 00:12:03,750 - Really? - Yes! 189 00:12:04,625 --> 00:12:05,500 So? 190 00:12:08,625 --> 00:12:09,583 He kisses you. 191 00:12:10,333 --> 00:12:12,041 Terrifying. I cry. 192 00:12:13,166 --> 00:12:14,916 Very annoying. 193 00:12:15,458 --> 00:12:16,458 That bastard. 194 00:12:16,958 --> 00:12:18,958 Oh, Ömer! 195 00:12:19,041 --> 00:12:22,041 Poor you! Don't cry, my darling. 196 00:12:22,125 --> 00:12:24,583 I prefer that ridiculous Sarp? 197 00:12:25,958 --> 00:12:27,791 I must be crazy. 198 00:12:28,291 --> 00:12:29,666 Where can I go? 199 00:12:34,708 --> 00:12:35,708 Ouch. 200 00:12:38,791 --> 00:12:40,541 - Let's make it like this. - How? 201 00:12:45,833 --> 00:12:46,666 We're married. 202 00:12:48,791 --> 00:12:49,708 How? 203 00:12:49,791 --> 00:12:53,500 - So that Sarp doesn't take me? - I'm serious. Let's just get married. 204 00:12:55,916 --> 00:12:56,750 Okay. 205 00:12:57,875 --> 00:12:58,708 Really? 206 00:12:59,708 --> 00:13:00,875 Hooray! Ouch! 207 00:13:02,666 --> 00:13:04,833 Are we engaged? 208 00:13:04,916 --> 00:13:07,625 - I have to tell my parents. - Do. 209 00:13:09,083 --> 00:13:11,625 The pandemic is over, and so is the dream. 210 00:13:12,791 --> 00:13:16,291 We make unusual decisions, 211 00:13:16,375 --> 00:13:17,916 without consideration. 212 00:13:18,416 --> 00:13:20,583 I mean, at first I was still doubtful... 213 00:13:21,083 --> 00:13:23,541 to live together. 214 00:13:23,625 --> 00:13:26,333 Suddenly he moved, just like that. 215 00:13:26,416 --> 00:13:29,000 However, everyone has a routine. 216 00:13:29,083 --> 00:13:32,791 We can understand it up to a certain point. 217 00:13:33,291 --> 00:13:34,833 After that, it sucks. 218 00:13:35,416 --> 00:13:38,375 If there is only one bathroom in the apartment, 219 00:13:38,458 --> 00:13:41,458 there's not much romance left. 220 00:13:42,916 --> 00:13:45,166 Leyla, being in a relationship means... 221 00:13:47,500 --> 00:13:50,541 accept our partner as they are. 222 00:13:54,625 --> 00:13:57,166 Only you can do that. 223 00:13:58,375 --> 00:13:59,708 Mom and dad. 224 00:14:10,125 --> 00:14:10,958 Unfortunately, 225 00:14:12,083 --> 00:14:16,083 you two made it My standards are too high. 226 00:14:24,958 --> 00:14:27,375 Dad still loves Mom very much, right? 227 00:14:29,458 --> 00:14:32,000 Not enough words to describe our relationship. 228 00:14:32,083 --> 00:14:34,291 Father! You guys are the best! 229 00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:37,958 - Do you know? - What? 230 00:14:38,041 --> 00:14:40,666 Dad is happy You're finally talking about Ömer. 231 00:14:42,958 --> 00:14:46,666 I've been a bit too chatty lately. 232 00:14:47,375 --> 00:14:49,375 Lots of talk, no connection. 233 00:14:49,875 --> 00:14:50,958 Self-cleaning. 234 00:14:53,750 --> 00:14:55,500 Come meet them. 235 00:14:56,375 --> 00:14:57,416 We are here. 236 00:14:57,500 --> 00:14:59,791 Buddy, darling! My love! 237 00:15:03,250 --> 00:15:05,750 You guys are talking behind my back again, aren't you? 238 00:15:05,833 --> 00:15:07,708 We don't talk about Mom. 239 00:15:07,791 --> 00:15:09,583 - Really? - Yes. 240 00:15:09,666 --> 00:15:11,583 Let's eat. Food is ready. 241 00:15:11,666 --> 00:15:13,291 Okay. We come. 242 00:15:16,125 --> 00:15:18,125 I heard there will be a special guest. 243 00:15:18,208 --> 00:15:20,250 Is it true? Who? 244 00:15:23,666 --> 00:15:24,666 Is this a dream? 245 00:15:24,750 --> 00:15:27,583 No. Your uncle invited me. 246 00:15:29,333 --> 00:15:30,333 Ok, dear. 247 00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:35,041 - Hello, Mr. Cem. - Hello. 248 00:15:35,125 --> 00:15:35,958 I brought it. 249 00:15:36,041 --> 00:15:38,416 - WELCOME. - Hi. Not late, right? 250 00:15:38,500 --> 00:15:40,333 No, you're always on time. 251 00:15:40,416 --> 00:15:42,875 This is the professional serial killer? 252 00:15:42,958 --> 00:15:44,500 You're welcome. Glad you came. 253 00:15:44,583 --> 00:15:46,291 - Happy. - Thank You. 254 00:15:46,375 --> 00:15:49,250 Reyhan, Mahir, introduce Cem Murathan. 255 00:15:49,333 --> 00:15:51,458 He's our neighbor and client. 256 00:15:51,541 --> 00:15:54,000 - My brother, Reyhan Taylan. - Nice to meet you. 257 00:15:54,083 --> 00:15:55,458 - WELCOME. - Yes. 258 00:15:55,541 --> 00:15:57,125 - My brother-in-law, Mahir Taylan. - Hi. 259 00:15:57,208 --> 00:15:58,250 Nice to meet you. 260 00:15:58,875 --> 00:16:01,000 - We've met before. - Really? 261 00:16:01,083 --> 00:16:04,500 I mean, I'm trying to see you. 262 00:16:04,583 --> 00:16:06,416 Why don't I know? 263 00:16:08,083 --> 00:16:09,250 Like this... 264 00:16:09,333 --> 00:16:10,958 - Yes. - Please. 265 00:16:11,625 --> 00:16:14,083 Can, this is the wine from the auction. 266 00:16:14,166 --> 00:16:16,583 All '72. You're the same age. 267 00:16:21,208 --> 00:16:24,458 This gift is amazing. Thank You. There's no need for this. 268 00:16:24,541 --> 00:16:26,958 You're welcome. Happy 50th birthday. 269 00:16:28,333 --> 00:16:29,375 Cheers. 270 00:16:29,458 --> 00:16:30,458 Cheers. 271 00:16:31,875 --> 00:16:33,458 - Good grief! - Enjoy! 272 00:16:34,333 --> 00:16:37,666 - This wine is amazing. - Take a sip, Mahir. 273 00:16:38,458 --> 00:16:40,958 Even one sip can make my stomach hurt. 274 00:16:41,041 --> 00:16:42,500 It's better not to drink. 275 00:16:42,583 --> 00:16:44,333 My share is for Reyhan only. 276 00:16:44,416 --> 00:16:45,791 With pleasure. 277 00:16:47,041 --> 00:16:49,708 Can you continue with what you said earlier, Cem? 278 00:16:50,208 --> 00:16:51,833 I'm curious... 279 00:16:52,625 --> 00:16:54,291 the story between you and my father, 280 00:16:54,375 --> 00:16:57,541 Yes. You said we had met before. 281 00:16:58,916 --> 00:17:01,083 I studied architecture in Milan. 282 00:17:01,166 --> 00:17:03,000 You've spoken there. 283 00:17:03,500 --> 00:17:06,208 You're very excited about your new project. 284 00:17:07,791 --> 00:17:08,958 2009. 285 00:17:09,833 --> 00:17:11,875 Yes, in 2009. 286 00:17:11,958 --> 00:17:14,666 You discussed the psychology of buildings. 287 00:17:15,958 --> 00:17:18,541 You discuss your new job with love, 288 00:17:19,291 --> 00:17:20,583 as if it were a woman. 289 00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:22,333 Yes, I remember. 290 00:17:24,458 --> 00:17:25,833 I don't remember. 291 00:17:26,375 --> 00:17:29,458 Baby, you're starting to stay with your uncle that year. 292 00:17:29,541 --> 00:17:32,208 I remember. That was our first summer. 293 00:17:32,291 --> 00:17:34,541 I ran after you in panic. 294 00:17:34,625 --> 00:17:37,750 I don't know how to look after it very active girl. 295 00:17:37,833 --> 00:17:39,375 I'm like your babysitter. 296 00:17:42,750 --> 00:17:44,500 Which project, Dad? 297 00:17:45,833 --> 00:17:47,208 The project failed. 298 00:17:47,291 --> 00:17:50,166 Too many mistakes. Had to cancel. 299 00:17:50,250 --> 00:17:52,041 So. Too bad. 300 00:17:52,666 --> 00:17:53,791 I'm also concerned. 301 00:17:54,583 --> 00:18:00,541 The project was a bit difficult. 302 00:18:00,625 --> 00:18:02,708 On paper it's more interesting. 303 00:18:02,791 --> 00:18:06,708 Then Reyhan was assigned to Tokyo, and we moved there. 304 00:18:07,958 --> 00:18:12,083 However, I'll let you decide, as usual, my darling. 305 00:18:12,166 --> 00:18:13,708 You don't have to come. 306 00:18:13,791 --> 00:18:17,250 However, I always feel comfortable beside you, darling. 307 00:18:19,958 --> 00:18:22,416 There must be a story here. 308 00:18:22,500 --> 00:18:24,333 That's right, a story. 309 00:18:24,416 --> 00:18:27,083 We all have a story. 310 00:18:27,583 --> 00:18:29,416 Right, darling? 311 00:18:30,708 --> 00:18:33,333 - For stories. - Cheers. 312 00:18:35,166 --> 00:18:36,750 - Cheers. - Cheers. 313 00:18:44,750 --> 00:18:47,666 Happy birthday, Uncle! 314 00:18:48,958 --> 00:18:52,333 Happy birthday! 315 00:18:57,958 --> 00:18:59,416 Come here. Come on... 316 00:19:00,291 --> 00:19:03,083 Is he really 50? Explain to me. 317 00:19:03,166 --> 00:19:05,958 Don't remind me again. Let me blow out the candles. 318 00:19:14,541 --> 00:19:16,666 Thank you for coming. 319 00:19:16,750 --> 00:19:18,500 - For you. - Cheers. 320 00:19:33,125 --> 00:19:34,458 You don't talk much. 321 00:19:35,583 --> 00:19:36,916 My mouth is full. 322 00:19:40,333 --> 00:19:42,625 Can you come? I want to go out. 323 00:19:43,583 --> 00:19:45,666 If it's about Ms. Tuba, 324 00:19:46,166 --> 00:19:49,791 it would be another failed project. 325 00:19:50,291 --> 00:19:53,291 An official notification will be sent to the publisher. 326 00:19:55,083 --> 00:19:58,125 It's not about that, but I'm glad to hear it. 327 00:19:59,416 --> 00:20:02,583 Your secret will not be revealed. You can rest assured. 328 00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:05,916 Even though it's another secret revealed tonight. 329 00:20:07,291 --> 00:20:09,916 Why don't you say you know my father? 330 00:20:11,625 --> 00:20:14,416 True, we rarely have the opportunity to talk. 331 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:16,125 You are right. 332 00:20:22,208 --> 00:20:23,208 Are you mad at me. 333 00:20:24,750 --> 00:20:25,583 I understand. 334 00:20:26,208 --> 00:20:28,833 I'm not angry with you. Really. 335 00:20:28,916 --> 00:20:31,291 Anger is an expression of emotion. 336 00:20:32,333 --> 00:20:36,166 I have no feelings for you. 337 00:20:37,208 --> 00:20:40,583 Whether you are there or not is the same. 338 00:20:40,666 --> 00:20:44,541 That's why, it's actually good. 339 00:20:44,625 --> 00:20:46,666 I'm glad we didn't waste any time. 340 00:20:47,250 --> 00:20:48,875 I even thank you. 341 00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:52,750 Yes, there is indeed an attraction between us. We're curious. 342 00:20:54,208 --> 00:20:56,208 Now we won't assume anything. 343 00:20:58,583 --> 00:20:59,708 It is over. 344 00:21:00,291 --> 00:21:03,250 This is not a memory either unforgettable. 345 00:21:04,208 --> 00:21:06,291 Just a momentary memory. 346 00:21:07,791 --> 00:21:09,041 So, 347 00:21:09,625 --> 00:21:10,791 you can calm down. 348 00:21:11,833 --> 00:21:13,166 Those memories... 349 00:21:14,083 --> 00:21:16,875 didn't leave a mark on me. 350 00:21:21,291 --> 00:21:24,000 I don't really like it talk about it, you know? 351 00:21:24,625 --> 00:21:26,208 I want to check on my parents. 352 00:21:57,916 --> 00:22:01,666 ÖMER CENKER THIS IS MY FAMILY ALBUM 353 00:22:15,708 --> 00:22:18,291 - Don't manipulate me. - No. 354 00:22:18,875 --> 00:22:21,041 That's your job, remember? You're a politician. 355 00:22:21,125 --> 00:22:24,125 You're happy to play a role as a hero for Leyla 356 00:22:24,208 --> 00:22:26,041 until you don't realize the consequences. 357 00:22:26,125 --> 00:22:28,041 I'm silent because that's what you want. 358 00:22:28,125 --> 00:22:30,250 I don't mind telling you everything. 359 00:22:30,333 --> 00:22:33,125 You just tell me how feminist you are. 360 00:22:33,208 --> 00:22:36,166 Tell me you use my last name because of your father's debt. 361 00:22:36,750 --> 00:22:38,833 You think I don't dare? 362 00:22:38,916 --> 00:22:41,625 Say you don't drink because he is in rehabilitation. 363 00:22:41,708 --> 00:22:42,916 Why are you covering it up? 364 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:45,208 Tell me about your cheating whore. 365 00:22:45,291 --> 00:22:47,208 He continues to be proud of his standards. 366 00:22:47,291 --> 00:22:49,541 Show how low the bar is. 367 00:22:57,208 --> 00:22:58,458 Who are you guys? 368 00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:03,583 Now I know everything. 369 00:23:06,250 --> 00:23:08,541 Welcome to the real world, darling. 370 00:23:08,625 --> 00:23:12,083 So, what happened in 2009? 371 00:23:12,916 --> 00:23:15,833 My father is cheating with the women in the project. 372 00:23:17,208 --> 00:23:20,291 - Is it true? - He regretted it and told my mother. 373 00:23:20,375 --> 00:23:22,333 That's a big mistake. 374 00:23:22,833 --> 00:23:25,791 Then, my mother went to Tokyo. Escape, to be exact. 375 00:23:26,375 --> 00:23:28,458 - Of course. He's right. - Yes. 376 00:23:29,125 --> 00:23:32,958 If it were me, I would definitely cut off his penis before leaving. 377 00:23:33,041 --> 00:23:34,166 Until it's finished. 378 00:23:35,125 --> 00:23:35,958 Okay. 379 00:23:36,666 --> 00:23:37,833 Thank You. 380 00:23:37,916 --> 00:23:39,333 What does your father do? 381 00:23:40,041 --> 00:23:44,083 What can he do? He abandoned the project and followed my mother. 382 00:23:44,166 --> 00:23:48,000 Then they send you to your uncle so you don't know. So? 383 00:23:50,583 --> 00:23:51,583 Correct. 384 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:53,875 I mean... 385 00:23:54,375 --> 00:23:56,500 I think the wound is still fresh. 386 00:23:56,583 --> 00:24:00,250 Dad still feels very guilty. Mom is still angry. 387 00:24:00,791 --> 00:24:03,750 A small mistake can trigger a storm. 388 00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:06,166 However, they have been together for a long time. 389 00:24:06,250 --> 00:24:08,916 They could separate if they wanted, right? 390 00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:09,958 Correct. 391 00:24:10,541 --> 00:24:12,958 I don't think they divorced because of me. 392 00:24:13,458 --> 00:24:15,208 There's no other reason. 393 00:24:15,291 --> 00:24:17,208 - I do not think so. - Agree. 394 00:24:19,541 --> 00:24:21,625 I think Dad... 395 00:24:23,458 --> 00:24:26,750 give in so that I still respect him. 396 00:24:26,833 --> 00:24:30,250 You know my mom hates failure. 397 00:24:30,833 --> 00:24:33,041 He is too honorable to divorce. 398 00:24:34,708 --> 00:24:37,416 - On time. - That's your mother? 399 00:24:39,958 --> 00:24:43,083 "Leyla, darling, We'll be home this Wednesday." 400 00:24:43,166 --> 00:24:45,333 "We wanted to meet you beforehand." 401 00:24:45,416 --> 00:24:48,166 "Let us know if you can." 402 00:24:48,250 --> 00:24:49,541 "We love you." 403 00:24:49,625 --> 00:24:51,875 We love you. We will go. 404 00:24:51,958 --> 00:24:54,041 We always... 405 00:24:54,125 --> 00:24:56,333 That's it, they are still a team. 406 00:24:56,833 --> 00:24:59,666 They are still arrogant. 407 00:24:59,750 --> 00:25:01,750 Gosh, stop your nagging. 408 00:25:01,833 --> 00:25:04,500 Dead people can fart if you keep nagging. 409 00:25:04,583 --> 00:25:06,500 Good grief! 410 00:25:06,583 --> 00:25:07,833 Don't go too far. 411 00:25:07,916 --> 00:25:10,500 It's up to them what they want. This is their life. 412 00:25:10,583 --> 00:25:12,416 - Sarp, your mother called. - What? 413 00:25:12,500 --> 00:25:15,375 - Now it's my mother's turn. - Do you want a salad? 414 00:25:15,458 --> 00:25:16,458 Excuse me. 415 00:25:18,541 --> 00:25:20,041 Hello, Mom? 416 00:25:20,541 --> 00:25:21,541 Thank You. 417 00:25:23,041 --> 00:25:24,041 What? 418 00:25:26,083 --> 00:25:28,541 - Which hospital? - What hospital? 419 00:25:29,291 --> 00:25:30,708 OK, I'll go there. 420 00:25:31,708 --> 00:25:32,833 - What is it? - Sarp? 421 00:25:34,666 --> 00:25:37,291 My father had a heart attack. He was admitted to the ICU. 422 00:25:37,833 --> 00:25:38,916 - What? - Is it true? 423 00:25:40,416 --> 00:25:43,583 - I turn everything off? - Who knows. Wait. 424 00:25:43,666 --> 00:25:45,833 - Life is indeed a game. - I'll go first. 425 00:25:45,916 --> 00:25:49,833 Thinking that our lives are many, then realized he had no life. 426 00:25:50,333 --> 00:25:52,708 - When life comes to an end... - Where are my keys? 427 00:25:52,791 --> 00:25:55,208 - Bye, Buddy! - There is another life for us. 428 00:25:57,875 --> 00:25:59,208 When we feel fed up, 429 00:25:59,291 --> 00:26:03,000 life reminds us of the end who thought would never come. 430 00:26:06,833 --> 00:26:09,833 That never-ending struggle looks childish 431 00:26:10,541 --> 00:26:14,291 We feel embarrassed by problems that looks big to you. 432 00:27:16,916 --> 00:27:18,916 When the heart runs out of oxygen, 433 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:21,666 he said it felt like a stinging pain. 434 00:27:21,750 --> 00:27:25,333 Apparently, that pain is a sign of a heart attack 435 00:27:26,083 --> 00:27:30,291 As it turns out, pain is very important for our survival 436 00:27:30,375 --> 00:27:31,541 Angina pectoris. 437 00:27:32,125 --> 00:27:34,583 In medicine, it's pain called angina pectoris 438 00:27:34,666 --> 00:27:37,166 - You know that? - Of course not. 439 00:27:37,250 --> 00:27:38,125 Embarrassing. 440 00:27:39,750 --> 00:27:43,375 Not arteriosclerosis Nicotine, nor prison 441 00:27:43,458 --> 00:27:47,041 That's why, Doctor That's why I had angina pectoris 442 00:27:49,416 --> 00:27:50,500 Nâzım Hikmet. 443 00:27:51,625 --> 00:27:53,333 This is Dad's way of seducing Mom? 444 00:27:53,416 --> 00:27:56,000 With poetry and poetry. 445 00:27:57,125 --> 00:28:00,458 We met on this bench every Wednesday at 14.00 sharp. 446 00:28:01,583 --> 00:28:04,541 Mahir departs from campus catch the bus at 13.15. 447 00:28:04,625 --> 00:28:07,583 Mother's lecture finished at 13.30. 448 00:28:08,791 --> 00:28:13,125 He's coming brought sandwiches from Hisar Kiosk. 449 00:28:13,666 --> 00:28:14,958 We had a picnic. 450 00:28:15,041 --> 00:28:17,583 - A little chili. - Lots of pickles. 451 00:28:17,666 --> 00:28:20,041 - Sausage bread. - Sausage bread. 452 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,666 - Always the same. - We talked for hours. 453 00:28:24,750 --> 00:28:27,041 We read poetry and books. 454 00:28:28,500 --> 00:28:31,250 We watch movies, sometimes argue. 455 00:28:32,875 --> 00:28:34,833 However, we laughed a lot. 456 00:28:35,958 --> 00:28:37,750 That's how I remember you. 457 00:28:37,833 --> 00:28:39,541 - I always... - Listen. Wait. 458 00:28:39,625 --> 00:28:41,250 I know what you mean. 459 00:28:41,333 --> 00:28:44,833 Let's not talk about "standards" anymore, okay? That's not in the relationship. 460 00:28:44,916 --> 00:28:47,791 Building a relationship requires mutual understanding. 461 00:28:47,875 --> 00:28:48,875 Need empathy. 462 00:28:49,541 --> 00:28:50,750 It takes patience. 463 00:28:51,750 --> 00:28:53,416 Need to forgive each other. 464 00:28:54,875 --> 00:28:57,625 It takes patience and mutual forgiveness. 465 00:28:59,041 --> 00:29:03,125 Leylos, over time, You may feel bored with your partner. 466 00:29:03,208 --> 00:29:04,875 It could happen. 467 00:29:05,791 --> 00:29:07,625 You might get distracted. 468 00:29:07,708 --> 00:29:11,208 You may feel lost in relationships. 469 00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:13,916 Even a little neglected. 470 00:29:15,291 --> 00:29:17,416 It's not easy to love someone. 471 00:29:17,916 --> 00:29:21,000 It's harder to love someone with its shortcomings. 472 00:29:21,083 --> 00:29:23,875 Are there perfect people in this world? There is? 473 00:29:23,958 --> 00:29:25,458 Just show me one. Come on. 474 00:29:28,416 --> 00:29:31,125 What we have experienced for 40 years is real. 475 00:29:31,208 --> 00:29:34,666 It's all ours. We accept it as it is. 476 00:29:35,916 --> 00:29:39,041 This is not a game. Not to show off in front of you. 477 00:29:40,375 --> 00:29:42,041 However, our love... 478 00:29:43,583 --> 00:29:47,916 much bigger than our mistakes. That's why we're still together. 479 00:29:49,333 --> 00:29:50,625 We are friends. 480 00:29:51,916 --> 00:29:54,041 - We are lovers. - Beloved. 481 00:29:54,916 --> 00:29:56,875 - My love. - Darling. 482 00:29:58,333 --> 00:29:59,625 Dad's favorite. 483 00:30:01,333 --> 00:30:02,750 My dear daughter. 484 00:31:15,833 --> 00:31:17,250 My darling, Ömer. 485 00:31:17,333 --> 00:31:20,000 My heart breaks because we don't talk 486 00:31:20,083 --> 00:31:22,041 for the last few months. 487 00:31:22,125 --> 00:31:23,291 I understand. 488 00:31:23,375 --> 00:31:25,041 You try to keep your distance 489 00:31:25,125 --> 00:31:27,125 to respect the people in your life. 490 00:31:27,208 --> 00:31:28,875 You're right. I accept that 491 00:31:28,958 --> 00:31:32,458 However, when we don't talk to each other, I speak in my heart 492 00:31:33,291 --> 00:31:37,416 That's why I decided to write a letter rather than waiting for the right time 493 00:31:37,916 --> 00:31:40,458 A lot of things have happened lately. 494 00:31:40,958 --> 00:31:43,791 For example, I got to know each other again my father and mother 495 00:31:43,875 --> 00:31:47,625 Father stood in front of me, took off and threw away his hero mask. 496 00:31:47,708 --> 00:31:50,666 Mother showed me the wound for the first time 497 00:31:51,166 --> 00:31:54,041 It turns out they are ordinary people, do you believe that? 498 00:31:54,708 --> 00:31:57,750 This woke me up a bit. 499 00:31:57,833 --> 00:32:00,583 I started to think about it recent years 500 00:32:01,208 --> 00:32:05,708 I realize, I have assumed a lot. 501 00:32:05,791 --> 00:32:07,333 - Want to? - Never asked. 502 00:32:07,416 --> 00:32:09,416 I just believe that. 503 00:32:10,041 --> 00:32:13,458 I never listen, just expressing my feelings 504 00:32:15,291 --> 00:32:18,458 I don't fully understand. Too quick to judge 505 00:32:19,041 --> 00:32:20,458 The worst, 506 00:32:20,958 --> 00:32:23,333 I never fix what's broken 507 00:32:23,416 --> 00:32:26,958 I left them lying around. They cried after me 508 00:32:29,958 --> 00:32:33,250 You know, I'm still at the scene, 509 00:32:33,333 --> 00:32:35,041 wander among the ruins. 510 00:32:35,125 --> 00:32:38,250 I realize, I'm the biggest cause the breakdown of our relationship 511 00:32:38,916 --> 00:32:40,416 Ömer had left it with him. 512 00:32:41,916 --> 00:32:44,000 - Thank you, Mr. Duncan. - Yes. 513 00:32:48,125 --> 00:32:50,875 I understand the decision is not important. 514 00:32:51,708 --> 00:32:56,083 Victory and defeat poisoning a relationship 515 00:33:27,083 --> 00:33:28,750 When you lose someone, 516 00:33:28,833 --> 00:33:31,458 At first we are numb to the pain 517 00:33:31,541 --> 00:33:34,166 Then, gradually, it started to sink in. 518 00:33:34,250 --> 00:33:37,916 Anger changes be regret, understanding, 519 00:33:38,666 --> 00:33:40,625 then longing. 520 00:33:42,708 --> 00:33:46,666 As it turns out, nothing compares losing someone we love. 521 00:33:46,750 --> 00:33:48,291 I totally understand that. 522 00:33:48,833 --> 00:33:52,375 My darling, Ömer, you are the most valuable 523 00:33:58,875 --> 00:34:00,500 You are my best friend... 524 00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:04,291 and the person who always is and I will love you forever 525 00:34:05,666 --> 00:34:07,666 Whatever happens in our lives 526 00:34:07,750 --> 00:34:09,791 whoever we are with 527 00:34:10,375 --> 00:34:12,666 I never want to lose you. 528 00:34:13,583 --> 00:34:15,625 Never. 529 00:34:15,708 --> 00:34:17,541 Know that. 530 00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:27,583 - Thank you. - Maybe I'll just take Buddy? 531 00:34:27,666 --> 00:34:31,333 You will visit Sarp often. Let me look after him for a week, okay? 532 00:34:32,666 --> 00:34:33,833 - Okay. - Good. 533 00:34:48,541 --> 00:34:50,708 Buddy! Come on, kid. You guys will go. 534 00:34:53,041 --> 00:34:54,041 This. 535 00:34:59,083 --> 00:35:01,958 - Want coffee? - No need. 536 00:35:02,500 --> 00:35:05,250 Look, I just bought it yesterday. 537 00:35:05,333 --> 00:35:07,208 Fragrant and cheaper. 538 00:35:08,833 --> 00:35:09,875 Period? 539 00:35:15,541 --> 00:35:17,125 Thank you for the letter. 540 00:35:19,041 --> 00:35:20,625 I read it over and over again. 541 00:35:23,083 --> 00:35:25,958 You don't need to save it. You could get into trouble. 542 00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:29,791 No. I don't have anyone anymore. 543 00:35:30,458 --> 00:35:31,666 What? It is over? 544 00:35:33,458 --> 00:35:35,166 Yes, because... 545 00:35:36,708 --> 00:35:38,625 you are also the most valuable. 546 00:35:39,666 --> 00:35:41,916 Really. You are the most valuable. 547 00:35:43,083 --> 00:35:45,208 Like the negative of the photo I saved. 548 00:35:46,250 --> 00:35:50,458 Cannot be shared, copied or reproduced. 549 00:37:54,583 --> 00:37:56,833 Oh my, my darling! 550 00:37:57,500 --> 00:37:58,750 - Woe! - Good grief! 551 00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:02,333 Wait. I can't bear it seeing you like this. 552 00:38:06,083 --> 00:38:07,458 All right, come on. 553 00:38:14,208 --> 00:38:15,208 Leila! 554 00:38:15,916 --> 00:38:16,958 Leila! 555 00:38:18,250 --> 00:38:20,166 - Where is Leyla? - Calm down, bro. 556 00:38:21,541 --> 00:38:23,125 - Ömer... - Oh my! Ömer! 557 00:38:23,208 --> 00:38:24,083 Bastard! 558 00:38:24,166 --> 00:38:26,583 - I will kill you! - Wait, what the hell? Stop it. 559 00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:28,125 - I will kill you. - Look at me. 560 00:38:28,208 --> 00:38:30,208 - What are you doing? - I will kill you! 561 00:38:30,291 --> 00:38:31,625 - Stop it. - Calm. 562 00:38:51,208 --> 00:38:53,041 You won't fool me again. 563 00:38:53,541 --> 00:38:55,000 I hate you. 564 00:38:57,375 --> 00:38:58,541 Ömer. 565 00:38:59,250 --> 00:39:00,875 Shall we play? 566 00:42:32,500 --> 00:42:34,750 Subtitle translation by: Ardi Prananta