1 00:01:00,644 --> 00:01:01,941 Hey, Bradley! 2 00:01:02,229 --> 00:01:04,402 Hey, you. How did your workout go? 3 00:01:04,690 --> 00:01:07,694 How did you know I was working out? 4 00:01:07,985 --> 00:01:10,113 You always work out at this time. 5 00:01:10,404 --> 00:01:12,247 Stalker. 6 00:01:13,156 --> 00:01:14,203 Hey, I can't really talk 7 00:01:14,491 --> 00:01:16,209 'cause I gotta go meet my mom now. 8 00:01:16,493 --> 00:01:18,120 Oh yeah? Can I join you? 9 00:01:18,412 --> 00:01:19,459 Yeah, sure. 10 00:01:19,746 --> 00:01:21,874 Doesn't matter at all that we haven't even met yet. 11 00:01:22,165 --> 00:01:24,259 Then let's meet already. 12 00:01:24,543 --> 00:01:26,216 You 're really far away. 13 00:01:26,503 --> 00:01:28,505 45 minutes is not that far away. 14 00:01:28,797 --> 00:01:29,798 RYAN I 15 00:01:30,090 --> 00:01:31,307 Driving 100 miles an hour 16 00:01:31,592 --> 00:01:34,095 you still couldn't get here in 45 minutes. 17 00:01:34,386 --> 00:01:36,229 No... 18 00:01:37,472 --> 00:01:40,476 Besides, what happened to that guy you went out with? 19 00:01:40,767 --> 00:01:43,111 It was just one date. 20 00:01:43,395 --> 00:01:47,195 - And follow up? - None. 21 00:01:48,442 --> 00:01:49,614 Oh, okay. 22 00:01:49,901 --> 00:01:52,745 Look, you know I like you. 23 00:01:53,030 --> 00:01:55,874 Go on a date with me. 24 00:01:56,283 --> 00:01:58,126 Well, what if I come all the way there, 25 00:01:58,410 --> 00:02:00,412 you see me and I'm not your type 26 00:02:00,704 --> 00:02:02,422 and I don't even get a second date? 27 00:02:02,706 --> 00:02:05,960 You know that will never happen. 28 00:02:32,402 --> 00:02:35,155 - Hey, Mom. - Hey, Sweetie. 29 00:02:35,447 --> 00:02:37,666 - How are you? - What's this? 30 00:02:37,949 --> 00:02:41,579 I brought a little work home. 31 00:02:41,870 --> 00:02:43,622 Why are you still working such long hours? 32 00:02:43,914 --> 00:02:46,383 Isn't Dad's insurance enough? 33 00:02:46,667 --> 00:02:47,589 It's okay, 34 00:02:47,876 --> 00:02:51,301 I save his insurance for you to buy a house. 35 00:02:51,588 --> 00:02:53,215 That's still a ways away. 36 00:02:53,507 --> 00:02:54,633 A ways away? 37 00:02:54,925 --> 00:02:56,142 Just find a girl, 38 00:02:56,426 --> 00:02:59,225 get married and buy a house. 39 00:02:59,513 --> 00:03:02,232 You make it sound so easy. 40 00:03:02,516 --> 00:03:04,894 Aren't there some nice girls after you in school? 41 00:03:05,185 --> 00:03:07,688 No, no, there are not. 42 00:03:07,938 --> 00:03:09,940 Did you find someone already? 43 00:03:10,232 --> 00:03:11,199 No. Now watch your head 44 00:03:11,483 --> 00:03:13,326 Oh. 45 00:03:20,534 --> 00:03:24,255 I love green tea ice cream. 46 00:03:24,538 --> 00:03:26,211 Good. Here, green tea cookies. 47 00:03:26,498 --> 00:03:28,341 Really? 48 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:35,466 Mom, that's peanut butter. 49 00:03:39,469 --> 00:03:41,187 - Bye, mom. - God bless. 50 00:03:41,471 --> 00:03:43,314 Study hard. 51 00:03:49,563 --> 00:03:53,909 So my top choices are Princeton, Yale and UCLA. 52 00:03:54,192 --> 00:03:56,615 Those are very difficult PhD programs, Ryan. 53 00:03:56,903 --> 00:03:57,995 You're gonna need 54 00:03:58,280 --> 00:04:00,453 a very impressive Master's Thesis to get accepted, 55 00:04:00,741 --> 00:04:02,493 So what do you have to impress me with today? 56 00:04:02,784 --> 00:04:04,206 Okay. 57 00:04:04,494 --> 00:04:08,169 So, love and desire are advantageous traits 58 00:04:08,457 --> 00:04:11,131 that our Creator has given us, 59 00:04:11,418 --> 00:04:13,546 regardless of whether one subscribes to creationism 60 00:04:13,837 --> 00:04:15,635 or theistic evolution. 61 00:04:15,922 --> 00:04:17,424 So you're sticking with the argument 62 00:04:17,716 --> 00:04:20,185 that love and desire have assisted our species 63 00:04:20,469 --> 00:04:21,721 through the evolutionary process? 64 00:04:22,012 --> 00:04:24,686 - Yes. - Okay, go on. 65 00:04:24,973 --> 00:04:28,398 Okay, so love and desire encourages procreation, 66 00:04:28,685 --> 00:04:30,858 protection and socialization 67 00:04:31,104 --> 00:04:32,606 which enable us to better survive 68 00:04:32,898 --> 00:04:36,277 and hence persist as a species. 69 00:04:36,568 --> 00:04:39,242 That's all good, but what about the theology? 70 00:04:39,529 --> 00:04:41,327 I was just about to get to that. 71 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:43,413 Okay. 72 00:04:43,700 --> 00:04:45,418 I intend to fuse the reformed approach 73 00:04:45,702 --> 00:04:46,578 with the trinitarian approach. 74 00:04:46,870 --> 00:04:48,247 How so? 75 00:04:48,538 --> 00:04:51,337 Well, our God is a good God. 76 00:04:51,625 --> 00:04:53,298 Who creates good things. 77 00:04:53,585 --> 00:04:55,007 God created us to love each other 78 00:04:55,295 --> 00:04:58,265 so that we would reflect God's love for us, 79 00:04:58,548 --> 00:05:01,267 our love for God, and ultimately, 80 00:05:01,551 --> 00:05:03,349 the love that is mutually inherent 81 00:05:03,637 --> 00:05:05,560 in a trinitarian God head. 82 00:05:05,847 --> 00:05:09,272 Therefore, God gave us love so that on earth, 83 00:05:09,559 --> 00:05:13,359 there is an action that reflects the divine. 84 00:06:41,693 --> 00:06:44,617 You wanna go to my place? 85 00:06:45,572 --> 00:06:48,371 I do. I really do. 86 00:06:48,658 --> 00:06:50,376 But... 87 00:06:50,660 --> 00:06:53,504 I'm not just looking for a hook-up. 88 00:06:54,497 --> 00:06:56,591 What are you looking for? 89 00:06:56,875 --> 00:06:59,503 I'm looking for a relationship. 90 00:06:59,794 --> 00:07:02,297 For someone to date. 91 00:07:02,589 --> 00:07:04,591 I want you to date me tonight. 92 00:07:04,883 --> 00:07:07,727 - Tonight? - Yeah, tonight. 93 00:07:12,265 --> 00:07:13,482 Do you have a boyfriend? 94 00:07:13,767 --> 00:07:15,565 Oh shit, I should have asked this sooner. 95 00:07:15,852 --> 00:07:20,198 No, I do not have a boyfriend. 96 00:07:20,482 --> 00:07:24,328 When was the last time you had one? 97 00:07:26,154 --> 00:07:28,532 It was about six years ago. 98 00:07:28,823 --> 00:07:30,416 Six years? 99 00:07:30,700 --> 00:07:33,453 Yeah, six years. 100 00:07:33,745 --> 00:07:35,122 Wow. 101 00:07:35,413 --> 00:07:39,509 Well, have you been, like, looking for a new boyfriend? 102 00:07:40,794 --> 00:07:42,717 No. 103 00:07:44,047 --> 00:07:45,970 Why not? 104 00:07:46,466 --> 00:07:48,639 You sure ask a lot of questions. 105 00:07:48,927 --> 00:07:51,601 Sorry. 106 00:07:51,888 --> 00:07:53,481 Look... 107 00:07:54,307 --> 00:07:56,275 After my last breakup... 108 00:07:56,559 --> 00:08:00,359 You know, it really tore me up, it really hurt. 109 00:08:01,898 --> 00:08:05,448 So then I just figured, no more. 110 00:08:10,573 --> 00:08:14,498 So you're content without love? 111 00:08:16,329 --> 00:08:19,253 Without love? 112 00:08:21,126 --> 00:08:22,503 Who's to really say 113 00:08:22,794 --> 00:08:26,924 that love only exists in long-term relationships? 114 00:08:27,215 --> 00:08:30,059 I don't know... 115 00:08:32,512 --> 00:08:37,985 But I need to be in a relationship to feel loved. 116 00:08:39,728 --> 00:08:41,526 Really? 117 00:08:47,485 --> 00:08:50,409 How do you feel now, beautiful? 118 00:08:57,203 --> 00:08:58,204 Hey, Ryan. 119 00:08:58,496 --> 00:08:59,622 Hey Gerald, 120 00:08:59,914 --> 00:09:02,508 what are you doing right now? 121 00:09:02,792 --> 00:09:05,170 - Going to class. - Oh. 122 00:09:05,462 --> 00:09:07,214 Okay, you know, I'll talk to you later. 123 00:09:07,505 --> 00:09:10,349 - Sure thing. - All right. 124 00:09:19,934 --> 00:09:21,732 Look what Eugene is putting up. 125 00:09:22,020 --> 00:09:23,897 Well, it figures. 126 00:09:24,189 --> 00:09:25,907 And you call him your friend? 127 00:09:26,191 --> 00:09:27,568 Hi, guys. 128 00:09:27,859 --> 00:09:30,282 - Hey, Kelli. - How are you? 129 00:09:30,570 --> 00:09:32,993 - Good. - What's going on? 130 00:09:33,281 --> 00:09:35,204 The usual. 131 00:09:35,492 --> 00:09:36,664 Usual? That's boring. 132 00:09:36,951 --> 00:09:38,828 You're boring. 133 00:09:39,120 --> 00:09:41,043 Ryan, you know what? 134 00:09:41,331 --> 00:09:44,175 You guys are both boring. 135 00:09:46,044 --> 00:09:47,591 I'm going to get some food. 136 00:09:47,879 --> 00:09:49,381 That's a good idea! I'm starving 137 00:09:49,672 --> 00:09:51,515 Me too. 138 00:09:54,844 --> 00:09:55,811 We're heading to the bookstore. 139 00:09:56,096 --> 00:09:57,268 You guys wanna come? 140 00:09:57,555 --> 00:09:59,978 Nah, I think I will get some studying done here. 141 00:10:00,266 --> 00:10:02,769 Are you sure about that? 142 00:10:03,061 --> 00:10:05,860 Angela is working today. 143 00:10:06,689 --> 00:10:07,690 So? 144 00:10:07,982 --> 00:10:10,826 So? She's hot! 145 00:10:11,653 --> 00:10:13,621 Excuse me? 146 00:10:13,905 --> 00:10:16,749 Not as hot as you, baby. 147 00:10:18,326 --> 00:10:20,328 We gotta go. Anthony? 148 00:10:20,620 --> 00:10:22,543 Um... No. 149 00:10:22,831 --> 00:10:24,299 I think I'm gonna pass. 150 00:10:24,582 --> 00:10:26,334 Okay, we'll see you guys later. 151 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,173 Bye. 152 00:10:36,511 --> 00:10:37,763 What? 153 00:10:38,054 --> 00:10:39,647 You hate Eugene. 154 00:10:40,473 --> 00:10:42,601 Did you see what he put up? 155 00:10:42,892 --> 00:10:45,395 Yeah. The sad thing is, 156 00:10:45,687 --> 00:10:47,655 my mom would probably put up the same thing. 157 00:10:47,939 --> 00:10:49,737 That sucks. 158 00:10:50,024 --> 00:10:51,617 Yeah. 159 00:10:54,737 --> 00:10:56,660 Hey, do you know that guy, Kevin? 160 00:10:56,948 --> 00:10:59,167 Kevin? From Systematics? 161 00:10:59,450 --> 00:11:03,296 - Yeah, that's the one. - Yeah, what about him? 162 00:11:05,081 --> 00:11:07,675 We hooked up. 163 00:11:08,209 --> 00:11:10,132 Good for you. 164 00:11:11,629 --> 00:11:14,553 No, actually, it wasn't. 165 00:11:15,049 --> 00:11:16,642 Why? 166 00:11:16,926 --> 00:11:19,725 I don't know. 167 00:11:20,013 --> 00:11:21,686 I mean, the sex was great. 168 00:11:21,973 --> 00:11:25,978 But immediately afterwards, as I was driving home, 169 00:11:26,269 --> 00:11:29,819 I just... I felt so... 170 00:11:31,649 --> 00:11:33,196 Empty. 171 00:11:33,484 --> 00:11:37,330 Like, there is this loneliness... 172 00:11:38,990 --> 00:11:43,666 Like, a huge void in me that won't go away. 173 00:11:44,996 --> 00:11:48,921 Even for a moment with, like, a hook-up. 174 00:11:50,752 --> 00:11:52,754 Oh yeah, that's a bummer. 175 00:11:53,046 --> 00:11:55,890 Hey, I gotta go. 176 00:11:58,092 --> 00:11:59,719 Okay, what's wrong? 177 00:12:00,011 --> 00:12:01,854 I'm tired, Ryan. 178 00:12:02,972 --> 00:12:05,600 Yeah, but you are one of two friends 179 00:12:05,892 --> 00:12:08,520 I can talk to about that stuff. 180 00:12:08,811 --> 00:12:10,108 "That stuff?" 181 00:12:12,106 --> 00:12:13,949 Yes. 182 00:12:14,567 --> 00:12:17,070 Well, I only have you and Gerald 183 00:12:17,362 --> 00:12:19,831 to talk about "that stuff" with too. 184 00:12:20,114 --> 00:12:22,833 And I don't force you to listen to me. 185 00:12:23,117 --> 00:12:25,666 Well, yeah. But at least you're out to your mom. 186 00:12:25,954 --> 00:12:26,921 So? 187 00:12:27,205 --> 00:12:28,832 Well, don't you talk to her? 188 00:12:29,123 --> 00:12:31,842 About "that stuff"? 189 00:12:32,126 --> 00:12:33,753 No! 190 00:12:34,045 --> 00:12:36,969 I thought you said your mom is supportive. 191 00:12:37,257 --> 00:12:38,304 She is supportive, 192 00:12:38,591 --> 00:12:41,515 but I don't like to talk to her about "that stuff". 193 00:12:41,803 --> 00:12:44,477 I'd kill to talk to my morn about "that stuff". 194 00:12:44,764 --> 00:12:46,812 Well, let me know when that happens. 195 00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:48,773 I gotta go, 196 00:12:49,060 --> 00:12:50,437 Wait, Anthony. 197 00:12:50,728 --> 00:12:52,730 Can't you just hang for a little bit? 198 00:12:53,022 --> 00:12:55,946 Ryan, you are something. 199 00:12:56,234 --> 00:12:57,736 What? What do you mean by that? 200 00:12:58,027 --> 00:13:00,450 Can't you just let me go? 201 00:13:00,738 --> 00:13:02,285 Anthony, I wanna know 202 00:13:02,573 --> 00:13:07,249 why you're acting so weird today. 203 00:13:07,537 --> 00:13:09,460 Because I just broke up. 204 00:13:09,747 --> 00:13:11,715 - With Dat? - No, my mom. 205 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:13,843 Yes, Dat. 206 00:13:14,752 --> 00:13:16,504 Why didn't you say something earlier? 207 00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:18,764 Because I don't want to think about it 208 00:13:19,048 --> 00:13:20,800 or even talk about "that stuff". 209 00:13:23,261 --> 00:13:27,186 I'm sorry. What happened? 210 00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:32,187 He only calls when he needs me. 211 00:13:32,478 --> 00:13:35,903 He only comes by when he feels like it. 212 00:13:36,190 --> 00:13:39,660 I can't take it anymore. 213 00:13:39,944 --> 00:13:42,413 Anthony, I'm so sorry. 214 00:13:42,697 --> 00:13:48,921 You know, I'm just tired and sick of it. 215 00:13:49,203 --> 00:13:51,672 He's such an ass. 216 00:13:51,956 --> 00:13:54,800 He's not an ass, he's just selfish. 217 00:13:55,084 --> 00:14:01,262 J" Music J“ 218 00:14:01,549 --> 00:14:03,392 I gotta go. 219 00:14:04,719 --> 00:14:07,643 J" Music J“ 220 00:14:41,172 --> 00:14:42,970 Hey, Bradley. 221 00:14:43,257 --> 00:14:45,885 Hope you don't mind me interrupting your reading. 222 00:14:46,177 --> 00:14:47,895 How did you know? 223 00:14:48,179 --> 00:14:50,602 I'm watching you, babe. 224 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:54,064 - You're so crazy. - How are you? 225 00:14:54,352 --> 00:14:58,573 I'm a little stressed about my thesis. 226 00:14:58,856 --> 00:15:01,530 I need to make it great to get into Yale. 227 00:15:01,818 --> 00:15:05,743 According to my professor. And probably according to Yale. 228 00:15:06,030 --> 00:15:07,873 Aw, babe. I'm sure you're gonna do awesome. 229 00:15:08,157 --> 00:15:09,409 You're gonna do great. 230 00:15:10,576 --> 00:15:11,919 Oh, hang on a minute. 231 00:15:12,203 --> 00:15:14,046 Yeah. 232 00:15:16,207 --> 00:15:18,050 - Hey, Ryan! - Hey, Gerald. 233 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:19,836 - You on the phone? - Yeah... 234 00:15:20,128 --> 00:15:21,926 - Who is it? - Bradley. 235 00:15:22,213 --> 00:15:24,056 The guy in Irvine. 236 00:15:26,217 --> 00:15:27,184 Talk to you later then. 237 00:15:27,468 --> 00:15:29,311 Okay. 238 00:15:35,309 --> 00:15:37,107 I can't believe Anthony is letting himself 239 00:15:37,395 --> 00:15:38,942 be treated this way. 240 00:15:39,230 --> 00:15:40,903 I want to talk to Dat. 241 00:15:41,190 --> 00:15:42,863 You do? Why? 242 00:15:43,151 --> 00:15:45,654 Because I can't stand the way his treating Anthony. 243 00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:48,414 I'm gonna give him a piece of my mind. 244 00:15:48,698 --> 00:15:51,076 You are totally turning me on right now. 245 00:15:53,369 --> 00:15:54,541 Why? 246 00:15:54,829 --> 00:15:56,376 The thought of you manhandling Dat 247 00:15:56,664 --> 00:15:58,211 and teaching him a lesson. 248 00:16:00,376 --> 00:16:01,923 You so crazy. 249 00:16:02,211 --> 00:16:04,805 Hey, I want to see you on cam. 250 00:16:05,089 --> 00:16:07,933 Hmm... Okay. 251 00:16:21,522 --> 00:16:22,944 You look good. 252 00:16:23,232 --> 00:16:24,484 I just got back from the gym. 253 00:16:24,775 --> 00:16:26,152 Really? 254 00:16:26,444 --> 00:16:28,071 Yeah, I'm pumped. 255 00:16:28,362 --> 00:16:30,956 Really? Show me. 256 00:16:34,785 --> 00:16:36,503 I can't see anything. 257 00:16:36,787 --> 00:16:38,630 All right. 258 00:16:45,046 --> 00:16:46,969 How is this? 259 00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:49,513 Much better. 260 00:16:49,800 --> 00:16:52,394 You like? 261 00:16:52,678 --> 00:16:54,521 Mh-hm. 262 00:16:56,390 --> 00:16:57,983 Wow, whats-- 263 00:16:58,267 --> 00:17:00,190 What is your left hand doing? 264 00:17:00,478 --> 00:17:02,151 Something. 265 00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:04,031 What? 266 00:17:07,443 --> 00:17:10,367 Oh, you crazy boy. 267 00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:11,049 - Hey, Dat. - Hey Ryan, what's up? 268 00:18:11,340 --> 00:18:15,186 - Can I come in? - No, not a good time. 269 00:18:15,469 --> 00:18:16,846 Oh, why not? 270 00:18:17,138 --> 00:18:19,561 It just not, man. What's up? 271 00:18:19,849 --> 00:18:23,695 Okay, I need to tell you something. 272 00:18:25,187 --> 00:18:27,064 What? 273 00:18:27,565 --> 00:18:31,695 Look, the way you treated Anthony was not fair. 274 00:18:31,986 --> 00:18:38,210 And I'm only telling you this because I consider you a friend. 275 00:18:38,492 --> 00:18:41,211 Ryan, that's not your business. 276 00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:44,248 Actually, when you treat Anthony 277 00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:48,886 selfishly and cruelly, it is my business. 278 00:18:49,170 --> 00:18:51,218 You don't know shit. 279 00:18:51,505 --> 00:18:53,052 Look, you know what you did. 280 00:18:53,341 --> 00:18:57,187 And you need to reflect on your actions. 281 00:18:58,471 --> 00:19:01,145 You said that about me? 282 00:19:08,272 --> 00:19:11,151 Ryan, please leave. 283 00:19:11,442 --> 00:19:13,661 You fucked up, you know that? 284 00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:16,788 Anthony, what's going on? 285 00:19:19,033 --> 00:19:21,411 We're back together. 286 00:19:22,995 --> 00:19:24,918 Okay. 287 00:19:26,332 --> 00:19:28,255 Fuck off. 288 00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:32,134 Bye, Ryan. 289 00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:53,697 What? 290 00:19:53,984 --> 00:19:56,112 Well, what do you think? 291 00:19:56,404 --> 00:19:58,953 Anthony is stressed. Just let him be. 292 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:02,210 Seriously? That's your advice? 293 00:20:02,493 --> 00:20:04,086 - Yeah. - Let him be? 294 00:20:04,370 --> 00:20:06,543 You're just gonna have to hang outwith me. 295 00:20:06,831 --> 00:20:07,957 What the hell are you talking about, 296 00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:11,093 we hang out all the time. 297 00:20:16,132 --> 00:20:19,227 I've been working on my abs, can you tell? 298 00:20:19,510 --> 00:20:21,137 What do you think? 299 00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:23,898 I don't know. 300 00:20:25,307 --> 00:20:28,231 - You look good, Ryan. - Thanks, Gerald. 301 00:20:32,898 --> 00:20:34,741 Who is is? 302 00:20:35,443 --> 00:20:37,366 Bradley. 303 00:20:38,571 --> 00:20:41,165 - The Irvine boy? - Mh-hm. 304 00:20:41,449 --> 00:20:42,826 Still too far? 305 00:20:43,117 --> 00:20:44,664 Yeah, he's like an hour away. 306 00:20:44,952 --> 00:20:46,625 He's not willing to drive up? 307 00:20:46,912 --> 00:20:48,334 No, he is. 308 00:20:48,622 --> 00:20:49,373 But if we're gonna date, 309 00:20:49,665 --> 00:20:52,168 I will have to drive out there too. 310 00:20:52,460 --> 00:20:54,383 I guess that's true. 311 00:20:54,670 --> 00:20:56,638 And he wants to take me out. 312 00:20:56,922 --> 00:20:59,391 Like, pay for dinner, and all that. 313 00:20:59,675 --> 00:21:03,396 So if we're gonna see each other I probably have to go out there. 314 00:21:03,679 --> 00:21:04,851 All the time? 315 00:21:05,139 --> 00:21:08,985 No, not all the time, but the first time. 316 00:21:09,977 --> 00:21:11,354 Guess you're never gonna see him, then. 317 00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:14,444 Yeah, I know, right? 318 00:22:35,604 --> 00:22:37,277 Hello. 319 00:22:37,565 --> 00:22:38,532 Hey babe, I'm here. 320 00:22:38,816 --> 00:22:40,363 I'm on the first floor, 321 00:22:40,651 --> 00:22:43,450 just not sure where I'm supposed to go. 322 00:22:43,737 --> 00:22:46,741 Okay, just stay there and I will be right down. 323 00:22:47,032 --> 00:22:48,875 Bye 324 00:23:13,684 --> 00:23:17,314 - Hey, you. How are you? - Hi. 325 00:23:19,648 --> 00:23:21,275 So, how was your workout? 326 00:23:21,567 --> 00:23:23,535 It was good. 327 00:23:23,819 --> 00:23:25,162 Let's go up to my place. 328 00:23:25,446 --> 00:23:27,289 Okay. 329 00:23:38,876 --> 00:23:42,551 So, this is my humble apartment. 330 00:23:42,838 --> 00:23:46,058 Yeah. Humble. 331 00:23:46,634 --> 00:23:47,806 Can I get you something? 332 00:23:48,093 --> 00:23:50,187 Um, sure. 333 00:23:50,471 --> 00:23:53,020 Ah, let's see... Something to drink, or...? 334 00:23:53,307 --> 00:23:55,150 Yeah. 335 00:23:56,644 --> 00:24:00,399 Let's see, I've got water or I've got juice. 336 00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:03,533 Juice is good. 337 00:24:08,781 --> 00:24:11,455 So how was the drive? 338 00:24:12,493 --> 00:24:16,418 Good. It didn't take as long as I thought. 339 00:24:26,048 --> 00:24:27,345 Thank you. 340 00:24:27,633 --> 00:24:29,476 Sure. 341 00:24:30,302 --> 00:24:33,055 Let me show you the rest of the place. 342 00:24:33,347 --> 00:24:35,816 RYAN: Okay, but we're gonna go eat soon? 343 00:24:36,100 --> 00:24:38,353 - Are you hungry? - Yeah, I'm starving. 344 00:24:38,644 --> 00:24:40,942 Yeah? Let me change really quick and then we'll go. 345 00:24:41,230 --> 00:24:43,073 Okay. 346 00:24:51,365 --> 00:24:55,461 J" Music J“ 347 00:24:55,744 --> 00:24:57,667 I'm so happy you came here. 348 00:24:57,955 --> 00:24:59,798 Me too. 349 00:25:01,792 --> 00:25:05,638 - I'll just be a second. - All right. 350 00:25:05,921 --> 00:25:11,644 J" Music J“ 351 00:25:11,927 --> 00:25:13,270 I did nothing this weekend. 352 00:25:13,554 --> 00:25:15,101 Me too. 353 00:25:15,389 --> 00:25:17,232 Me three. 354 00:25:17,558 --> 00:25:19,401 And I still have this paper due. 355 00:25:19,685 --> 00:25:20,652 Life sucks. 356 00:25:20,936 --> 00:25:23,064 You sure look happy today. 357 00:25:23,355 --> 00:25:24,823 - Really? - Yeah. 358 00:25:25,107 --> 00:25:26,984 Uh, well, it's a beautiful clay. 359 00:25:28,193 --> 00:25:30,616 Anyway, I'm gonna go to the library. See you later. 360 00:25:30,904 --> 00:25:32,497 Okay. 361 00:25:35,325 --> 00:25:36,668 Gerald! 362 00:25:36,952 --> 00:25:37,669 Hey, Ryan. 363 00:25:37,953 --> 00:25:39,296 - Guess what? - What? 364 00:25:39,580 --> 00:25:40,957 I saw Bradley yesterday. 365 00:25:41,248 --> 00:25:42,750 - You did? - Yep. 366 00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:45,761 - How was it? - Amazing. 367 00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:47,467 Oh, that's good. 368 00:25:47,755 --> 00:25:49,382 And the drive wasn't even that long. 369 00:25:49,673 --> 00:25:50,799 Hm, that's lucky. 370 00:25:51,091 --> 00:25:52,513 Yeah, I guess. 371 00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:55,179 So what did you guys do? 372 00:25:55,471 --> 00:25:58,145 We had dinner and watched a movie. 373 00:25:58,432 --> 00:25:59,524 Sounds typical. 374 00:25:59,808 --> 00:26:02,903 Yeah, but I had a great time. Gerald! 375 00:26:03,187 --> 00:26:04,655 What, are you going in? 376 00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:05,780 Don't you want to hear more about it? 377 00:26:06,065 --> 00:26:07,032 Well, yeah, 378 00:26:07,316 --> 00:26:08,863 but I got some books on reserve I need to read. 379 00:26:09,151 --> 00:26:11,529 Yeah, but we can't talk in the library. 380 00:26:11,820 --> 00:26:13,743 I know, but this is really pressing, Ryan. 381 00:26:14,031 --> 00:26:16,875 I've got tons of reading to do. 382 00:26:19,870 --> 00:26:21,543 Okay... 383 00:26:55,948 --> 00:26:59,043 I know I put that DVD in here somewhere. 384 00:26:59,326 --> 00:27:00,794 It's okay. 385 00:27:01,078 --> 00:27:02,546 I'm so stupid. I-- 386 00:27:02,830 --> 00:27:05,674 I should've just got it out earlier. 387 00:27:27,896 --> 00:27:29,819 You're adorable. 388 00:28:56,235 --> 00:28:57,452 You've reached... 389 00:28:57,736 --> 00:28:58,953 Bradley Myers... 390 00:28:59,238 --> 00:29:03,084 Leave a message after the tone. 391 00:30:13,020 --> 00:30:14,897 I'm leaving. 392 00:30:16,106 --> 00:30:17,779 Okay. 393 00:30:28,368 --> 00:30:30,962 - Hi, Anthony. - Hey. 394 00:30:31,246 --> 00:30:32,714 How are you? 395 00:30:32,998 --> 00:30:35,842 I'm sorry about the other clay. 396 00:30:36,126 --> 00:30:39,847 It's okay, but I appreciate you saying that. 397 00:30:40,130 --> 00:30:41,928 I broke up with Dat. 398 00:30:42,215 --> 00:30:43,558 You did what? 399 00:30:43,842 --> 00:30:44,968 Yeah. 400 00:30:45,260 --> 00:30:48,184 How did you manage that? 401 00:30:48,472 --> 00:30:50,600 Somehow I got turned off 402 00:30:50,891 --> 00:30:52,609 when he liked me again. 403 00:30:52,893 --> 00:30:56,693 I see. 404 00:30:57,147 --> 00:30:59,650 So, yeah... 405 00:30:59,941 --> 00:31:03,946 Well, wow. Wow, good for you. 406 00:31:04,237 --> 00:31:06,035 Now what are you up to? 407 00:31:06,323 --> 00:31:09,247 I'm going on a date later. 408 00:31:09,534 --> 00:31:10,660 Wait, what? 409 00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:13,922 Yeah, a second date actually. 410 00:31:14,206 --> 00:31:16,959 Wh-- With who? 411 00:31:17,250 --> 00:31:18,877 His name is Jeff. 412 00:31:19,169 --> 00:31:20,716 Uh, how did you meet him? 413 00:31:21,004 --> 00:31:23,848 Online, of course. 414 00:31:24,758 --> 00:31:26,351 Wait a minute, is this why you dumped Dat? 415 00:31:26,635 --> 00:31:27,978 No. 416 00:31:28,261 --> 00:31:29,513 Yeah, right. 417 00:31:29,805 --> 00:31:31,728 Well, it made it easier. 418 00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:34,859 I knew it! 419 00:31:35,185 --> 00:31:36,277 Well, is he a good guy? 420 00:31:36,561 --> 00:31:40,361 Yes, very nice, very sweet. 421 00:31:41,149 --> 00:31:44,870 - Well, I'm happy for you. - Thanks. 422 00:31:46,196 --> 00:31:47,948 You know, I miss your company. 423 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:51,210 Yeah... Maybe you can meet Jeff sometime. 424 00:31:51,493 --> 00:31:53,495 Yeah, that'd be fun! 425 00:31:53,787 --> 00:31:54,663 Yeah. 426 00:31:54,955 --> 00:31:57,049 We could get Gerald too. 427 00:31:57,332 --> 00:31:58,458 Perfect. 428 00:31:58,750 --> 00:32:01,879 We'll have a convention of the closeted seminarians. 429 00:32:02,170 --> 00:32:04,013 Exactly. 430 00:32:04,297 --> 00:32:05,549 I'll arrange that. 431 00:32:05,841 --> 00:32:09,266 Would you? Just get right on that, all right? 432 00:32:09,553 --> 00:32:11,351 Hey, I gotta go. Talk to you later. 433 00:32:11,638 --> 00:32:13,185 Oh, okay. Bye. 434 00:32:13,473 --> 00:32:15,316 Okay, bye. 435 00:33:01,813 --> 00:33:03,941 Hey, Ryan! 436 00:33:04,232 --> 00:33:06,701 - Hey, Gerald. - How are you today? 437 00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:08,578 Not so great actually. 438 00:33:08,862 --> 00:33:10,705 Why? 439 00:33:12,782 --> 00:33:14,079 What's up? 440 00:33:14,367 --> 00:33:15,789 Well, it's been two days and Bradley hasn't called. 441 00:33:16,077 --> 00:33:18,330 - Really? - Yeah. 442 00:33:18,622 --> 00:33:22,877 I thought the date went well, maybe I was wrong. 443 00:33:23,168 --> 00:33:26,388 It's better to know it early. 444 00:33:26,671 --> 00:33:28,514 I guess. 445 00:35:25,332 --> 00:35:27,084 - Hello. - Hi. 446 00:35:27,375 --> 00:35:29,048 - How are you? - Dinner is ready! 447 00:35:29,336 --> 00:35:32,215 I'm well. I'm at my mom's. 448 00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:34,257 - Was that her? - Yeah. 449 00:35:34,549 --> 00:35:36,142 I should let you go then. 450 00:35:36,426 --> 00:35:38,303 Okay, but I'm gonna go back tonight. 451 00:35:38,595 --> 00:35:40,063 So can I call you later? 452 00:35:40,347 --> 00:35:42,190 - Yeah. - Cool. 453 00:35:43,350 --> 00:35:45,273 Bye. 454 00:35:46,728 --> 00:35:48,571 You look happy. 455 00:35:48,855 --> 00:35:49,856 I do? 456 00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:51,195 Yes, dear. 457 00:35:51,483 --> 00:35:54,111 Anything you want to tell me? 458 00:35:54,402 --> 00:35:58,452 No. Not that I can think of. 459 00:35:58,740 --> 00:36:00,287 I wish I did have something to tell you. 460 00:36:00,575 --> 00:36:02,418 Me too. 461 00:36:02,786 --> 00:36:04,880 Oh, there is something. 462 00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:07,962 - Yes? - Tuition; s due next week. 463 00:36:08,249 --> 00:36:09,876 I know that. 464 00:36:10,168 --> 00:36:12,011 Oh. All right. 465 00:36:12,837 --> 00:36:15,886 Well, thanks Mom. I'll pay you back. 466 00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:19,144 Don't you worry, your dad left more than enough. 467 00:36:19,427 --> 00:36:21,805 Mom, you should use that to 468 00:36:22,097 --> 00:36:25,146 go on some vacation or something around the world. 469 00:36:25,433 --> 00:36:26,355 Oh, speaking of your Dad, 470 00:36:26,643 --> 00:36:29,647 don't worry about his anniversary, okay? 471 00:36:29,896 --> 00:36:31,739 Why not? 472 00:36:32,232 --> 00:36:35,156 J" Music J“ 473 00:36:35,443 --> 00:36:37,116 Concentrate on your schoolwork. 474 00:36:37,404 --> 00:36:41,250 I'm busy myself, so I don't think I'll go. 475 00:36:42,492 --> 00:36:45,166 Mom. are you sure? 476 00:36:46,454 --> 00:36:50,004 Yeah, I'd rather not. It brings back memories. 477 00:36:50,291 --> 00:36:53,295 J" Music J“ 478 00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:55,179 Okay. 479 00:36:56,339 --> 00:37:00,264 Oh, I had a dream about you the other night. 480 00:37:01,344 --> 00:37:02,766 Really? 481 00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:07,981 I dreamt I was carrying you like when you were a baby. 482 00:37:08,268 --> 00:37:10,111 Okay... 483 00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:13,865 I told Aunt Annie, and you know what she said? 484 00:37:14,149 --> 00:37:15,992 What? 485 00:37:17,777 --> 00:37:20,701 She said I'm still carrying you. 486 00:38:22,884 --> 00:38:24,511 The mail box belonging to... 487 00:38:24,803 --> 00:38:27,226 - Bradley Myers... - is full 488 00:39:47,510 --> 00:39:49,512 Hey. 489 00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:52,648 Hey. How are you? 490 00:39:53,933 --> 00:39:54,855 Well... 491 00:39:56,519 --> 00:39:57,645 Other than the fact 492 00:39:57,937 --> 00:39:59,655 that you're not picking up the phone when I call 493 00:39:59,939 --> 00:40:02,317 and it took you three days to call me back... 494 00:40:02,609 --> 00:40:04,452 I'm okay. 495 00:40:06,571 --> 00:40:08,699 I just couldn't talk. 496 00:40:08,990 --> 00:40:10,833 Why not? 497 00:40:13,202 --> 00:40:15,125 I was crying. 498 00:40:16,539 --> 00:40:18,462 Crying? 499 00:40:19,542 --> 00:40:21,465 Why? What's the matter? 500 00:40:24,672 --> 00:40:27,721 You're probably so turned off by me right now. 501 00:40:28,009 --> 00:40:30,853 What'? No! Just... 502 00:40:31,679 --> 00:40:35,354 Just please tell me What's going on. 503 00:40:39,729 --> 00:40:43,279 I have a D.U.l. court case tomorrow 504 00:40:43,691 --> 00:40:46,865 and my attorney says he might be able 505 00:40:47,153 --> 00:40:49,997 to get the case dismissed or extended. 506 00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:53,618 But I don't know. 507 00:40:54,744 --> 00:40:56,417 I don't know. 508 00:40:57,538 --> 00:40:59,711 A D.U.l.? 509 00:41:02,627 --> 00:41:04,550 Yeah, driving under the influence. 510 00:41:04,837 --> 00:41:09,434 I know what a D.U.l. is, but what happened? 511 00:41:15,264 --> 00:41:21,237 I was leaving a club. It was so stupid. 512 00:41:24,649 --> 00:41:30,577 I sat in my car and tried to sleep for like an hour. 513 00:41:31,656 --> 00:41:35,581 And I thought I'd be totally fine to drive. 514 00:41:39,747 --> 00:41:42,421 I started driving home. 515 00:41:47,255 --> 00:41:49,257 Then there was lights... 516 00:41:56,806 --> 00:41:58,479 And I got caught. 517 00:42:02,562 --> 00:42:04,439 Then what? 518 00:42:07,316 --> 00:42:10,240 And then I spent the night in jail. 519 00:42:13,072 --> 00:42:14,995 Aw, I'm sorry. 520 00:42:17,952 --> 00:42:21,877 How come you never told me about this before? 521 00:42:22,165 --> 00:42:26,011 Because guys with D.U.l.s aren't that desirable. 522 00:42:26,794 --> 00:42:28,592 Don't be ridiculous. 523 00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:30,723 Are you okay? 524 00:42:33,426 --> 00:42:35,269 I'm depressed. 525 00:42:35,845 --> 00:42:37,518 Depressed? 526 00:42:43,853 --> 00:42:47,483 I've been on medication for it. 527 00:42:48,816 --> 00:42:51,660 Okay. So are you seeing a therapist? 528 00:42:52,695 --> 00:42:55,665 No. A doctor. 529 00:42:59,368 --> 00:43:02,292 Don't you wanna see a therapist? 530 00:43:04,499 --> 00:43:07,252 Therapists cost a lot of money. 531 00:43:07,543 --> 00:43:11,389 I'm not sure I have the money for that now. 532 00:43:14,842 --> 00:43:16,765 Bradley... 533 00:43:18,721 --> 00:43:21,270 Do you Pray? 534 00:43:23,768 --> 00:43:25,691 I used to. 535 00:43:26,771 --> 00:43:28,648 I don't anymore. 536 00:43:30,108 --> 00:43:32,031 But you used to? 537 00:43:35,154 --> 00:43:37,657 I was called a "faggot" 538 00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:40,543 and beaten up outside the church parkinglot. 539 00:43:43,746 --> 00:43:45,669 I'm so sorry. 540 00:43:46,124 --> 00:43:49,594 I just don't go to church anymore. 541 00:43:49,877 --> 00:43:52,721 It's not because of that, it's just-- 542 00:43:53,631 --> 00:43:55,554 I don't know, I-- 543 00:43:57,218 --> 00:43:59,061 You know, I understand, 544 00:43:59,345 --> 00:44:03,145 I mean, I can't even be out in seminary. 545 00:44:03,474 --> 00:44:05,397 You-- Why? 546 00:44:06,227 --> 00:44:08,150 Everybody loves you. 547 00:44:09,897 --> 00:44:11,570 That's sweet, but-- 548 00:44:12,984 --> 00:44:15,908 Most of those people don't know the Whole me. 549 00:44:19,991 --> 00:44:22,244 What? What did I say? What's the matter? 550 00:44:22,535 --> 00:44:24,378 Are you okay? 551 00:44:25,663 --> 00:44:28,587 If I lose this case... 552 00:44:29,917 --> 00:44:34,844 I might lose my job and I won't be able to pay for rent. 553 00:44:35,923 --> 00:44:37,641 I'll lose my car 554 00:44:37,925 --> 00:44:41,771 My life as we know will be over. 555 00:44:43,598 --> 00:44:45,600 It won't be over. I-- 556 00:44:45,892 --> 00:44:49,772 I'm here, and I can do everything I can to help. 557 00:44:50,062 --> 00:44:52,190 Or you could just move on. 558 00:44:52,481 --> 00:44:54,324 What? 559 00:44:55,443 --> 00:44:56,820 Move on'? 560 00:44:57,111 --> 00:44:59,955 I'm not moving on. 561 00:45:01,532 --> 00:45:03,455 Unless I-- 562 00:45:04,744 --> 00:45:06,337 Are you? 563 00:45:06,621 --> 00:45:08,464 No. No! 564 00:45:15,838 --> 00:45:19,763 Bradley, are you chatting online with other guys? 565 00:45:20,593 --> 00:45:22,516 No. 566 00:45:23,262 --> 00:45:27,187 I don't mean now. I just mean, in general. 567 00:45:31,812 --> 00:45:33,689 Yeah. 568 00:45:36,776 --> 00:45:39,700 And do you webcam with them too? 569 00:45:42,907 --> 00:45:44,830 Sometimes. 570 00:45:45,117 --> 00:45:46,664 It's just an escape. 571 00:45:47,536 --> 00:45:52,463 It's the only time I can forget about my problems. 572 00:45:54,168 --> 00:45:56,842 Are there any that you're interested in? 573 00:45:57,797 --> 00:45:58,673 Of course not. 574 00:45:58,965 --> 00:46:01,764 No. Isn't that obvious? 575 00:46:03,427 --> 00:46:05,350 Isn't what obvious? 576 00:46:05,846 --> 00:46:08,645 I'm crazy about you. 577 00:46:08,933 --> 00:46:11,402 I'm crazy about you too. 578 00:46:11,686 --> 00:46:13,529 I miss you. 579 00:46:14,981 --> 00:46:17,655 I miss you so much. 580 00:46:17,942 --> 00:46:20,786 When are you coming to see me? 581 00:46:22,238 --> 00:46:25,708 What are you doing Friday? 582 00:46:25,992 --> 00:46:27,835 Valentine's Day? 583 00:46:28,577 --> 00:46:32,502 Oh, we could meet another day then. 584 00:46:33,040 --> 00:46:35,714 No, let's do it then. 585 00:46:37,878 --> 00:46:39,880 Okay. 586 00:46:40,172 --> 00:46:41,765 Friday. 587 00:46:43,551 --> 00:46:45,474 Okay, great. 588 00:46:46,929 --> 00:46:48,772 Take care of yourself 589 00:46:49,056 --> 00:46:50,433 All right. Have a good night. 590 00:46:50,725 --> 00:46:52,022 You too. 591 00:48:00,044 --> 00:48:01,341 I'm gonna go with 592 00:48:01,629 --> 00:48:03,802 the atonement theories then, Professor Craig. 593 00:48:04,090 --> 00:48:05,307 That sounds good, Kelli. 594 00:48:05,591 --> 00:48:06,763 - Hi, Ryan! - Hey, Kelli. 595 00:48:07,051 --> 00:48:09,474 I'll see you later, okay? Bye, Professor. 596 00:48:09,762 --> 00:48:11,605 Bye, Kelli. 597 00:48:13,057 --> 00:48:14,809 So how are you doing? 598 00:48:15,101 --> 00:48:16,944 I'm doing well. 599 00:48:17,395 --> 00:48:19,068 Well, impress me. 600 00:48:19,355 --> 00:48:22,450 RYAN: Okay. Well, simply put... 601 00:48:22,733 --> 00:48:23,905 Love hurts. 602 00:48:24,193 --> 00:48:26,036 It consumes us. 603 00:48:26,404 --> 00:48:30,329 But when it works, it brings us immense joy. 604 00:48:32,827 --> 00:48:34,249 And? 605 00:48:34,537 --> 00:48:36,210 And... 606 00:48:36,497 --> 00:48:41,378 Well, the thing is, it's so difficult for it to work. 607 00:48:41,669 --> 00:48:46,891 If the purpose of love on earth is to reflect God's love, 608 00:48:47,174 --> 00:48:53,022 but it causes so much suffering and it's so difficult, 609 00:48:53,305 --> 00:48:55,899 then what does that say about God? 610 00:48:56,809 --> 00:48:58,857 Why does God give us love 611 00:48:59,145 --> 00:49:02,069 so that we can reflect God's love 612 00:49:02,356 --> 00:49:06,202 if it's only to suffer in the process? 613 00:49:07,153 --> 00:49:08,996 Go on. 614 00:49:09,280 --> 00:49:11,282 Okay. So my goal is 615 00:49:11,574 --> 00:49:15,420 to remove the purpose of reflecting God from love. 616 00:49:16,245 --> 00:49:18,088 I want to say that to love without 617 00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:21,000 a teleological structure of understanding love 618 00:49:21,292 --> 00:49:22,885 is still enough. 619 00:49:23,169 --> 00:49:27,015 When we love each other we already love God. 620 00:49:28,215 --> 00:49:29,262 Really? 621 00:49:29,550 --> 00:49:31,302 Yes, Professor. 622 00:49:31,594 --> 00:49:33,938 Even if a person does not follow Christ, 623 00:49:34,221 --> 00:49:38,067 if he or she loves, he or she reflects Christ. 624 00:49:43,189 --> 00:49:44,907 - Oh hey, Lorree! - Hi. 625 00:49:45,191 --> 00:49:47,159 Do you need flowers for your dad? 626 00:49:47,443 --> 00:49:50,117 Oh, no actually. Not today. 627 00:49:51,197 --> 00:49:54,246 In fact, I have my first date ever on Valentine's Day. 628 00:49:54,533 --> 00:49:56,160 Ooh, congratulations! 629 00:49:56,452 --> 00:49:58,045 Thanks. 630 00:49:58,329 --> 00:50:00,582 So I'm considering getting flowers 631 00:50:00,873 --> 00:50:04,127 but do you guys jack up the prices on Valentine's Day? 632 00:50:04,418 --> 00:50:06,466 - No, we don't. - Oh, okay. 633 00:50:06,754 --> 00:50:08,472 Good. 634 00:50:08,756 --> 00:50:10,975 Do you sell out, or anything? 635 00:50:11,258 --> 00:50:12,430 Well, I would get here early. 636 00:50:12,718 --> 00:50:14,220 Just to be sure. 637 00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:17,356 - Thanks for the tip. - No problem, sweetie. 638 00:50:18,098 --> 00:50:19,850 Do you have any plans on Valentine's Day? 639 00:50:20,142 --> 00:50:21,314 No, I'll just be working here. 640 00:50:21,602 --> 00:50:22,979 I don't have a date. 641 00:50:23,270 --> 00:50:24,897 - Oh. - It's all good. 642 00:50:25,189 --> 00:50:26,657 I prefer it that way. 643 00:50:26,941 --> 00:50:28,784 Oh, okay. 644 00:50:38,661 --> 00:50:40,629 Oh, boy. 645 00:50:40,913 --> 00:50:43,257 - Cruising again? - No. 646 00:50:43,541 --> 00:50:44,884 Are you? 647 00:50:45,167 --> 00:50:46,089 No. 648 00:50:46,377 --> 00:50:48,755 In fact, I'm actually seeing someone. 649 00:50:49,046 --> 00:50:50,969 - Oh, really? - Mh-hm. 650 00:50:51,715 --> 00:50:56,095 Uh... Hey Kevin, you're in the school of psychology, right? 651 00:50:56,387 --> 00:50:57,980 Yeah. 652 00:50:58,264 --> 00:51:00,437 All right. Can I ask you a question? 653 00:51:00,724 --> 00:51:02,101 Her name is Rachel, 654 00:51:02,393 --> 00:51:04,942 I just texted you her number. 655 00:51:05,229 --> 00:51:08,028 She'll see you for half the cost. 656 00:51:09,316 --> 00:51:11,068 I'd rather die. 657 00:51:11,360 --> 00:51:12,953 What? Why? 658 00:51:13,696 --> 00:51:15,323 My parents sent me to a therapist 659 00:51:15,614 --> 00:51:16,831 when I came out to them. 660 00:51:17,116 --> 00:51:20,120 - They did? - Yeah. 661 00:51:21,453 --> 00:51:25,174 Well, she's not that kind of therapist. 662 00:51:25,457 --> 00:51:28,631 I just don't wanna go. 663 00:51:28,919 --> 00:51:30,466 I don't wanna bring up all of the memories 664 00:51:30,754 --> 00:51:35,806 I'm trying to forget. 665 00:51:36,093 --> 00:51:37,936 Okay. 666 00:51:40,931 --> 00:51:42,683 Why don't you just find someone else? 667 00:51:42,975 --> 00:51:45,069 Like you did with Dat? 668 00:51:45,352 --> 00:51:48,151 Oh Jeff, I'm so sorry, I didn't-- 669 00:51:49,315 --> 00:51:50,362 Jeff knows about Dat. 670 00:51:50,649 --> 00:51:51,992 It's okay, 671 00:51:52,276 --> 00:51:57,123 So why don't you just find someone else, Ryan? 672 00:51:58,115 --> 00:52:01,039 Gosh, this is spicy. 673 00:52:03,329 --> 00:52:05,582 I'm so sick of all those 674 00:52:05,873 --> 00:52:08,968 "protect the family" flyers all over school. 675 00:52:09,251 --> 00:52:10,423 What did you expect? 676 00:52:10,711 --> 00:52:12,554 I'm curious... 677 00:52:12,921 --> 00:52:14,844 What about? 678 00:52:15,132 --> 00:52:17,009 Well, you're all studying theology, 679 00:52:17,301 --> 00:52:19,429 why this seminary if it's anti-gay? 680 00:52:19,720 --> 00:52:21,188 You don't have agree with 681 00:52:21,472 --> 00:52:22,769 everything the seminary subscribes to you. 682 00:52:23,057 --> 00:52:24,684 We came here to explore our beliefs 683 00:52:24,975 --> 00:52:25,851 about various theological topics. 684 00:52:26,143 --> 00:52:28,316 Yeah, especially about sex. 685 00:52:28,604 --> 00:52:30,026 What, virgin boy? 686 00:52:30,314 --> 00:52:31,736 Anyway, I like it. 687 00:52:32,024 --> 00:52:33,571 I consider myself a liberal evangelical 688 00:52:33,859 --> 00:52:35,953 and this is one of the best evangelical seminaries 689 00:52:36,236 --> 00:52:37,158 in the world. 690 00:52:37,446 --> 00:52:39,665 And I like it because it reminds me to 691 00:52:39,948 --> 00:52:42,792 appreciate my gay buddies. 692 00:52:43,285 --> 00:52:45,083 Dat's calling me again. 693 00:52:45,371 --> 00:52:46,293 I thought you guys are done? 694 00:52:46,580 --> 00:52:49,424 We are. We're just friends. 695 00:52:50,376 --> 00:52:52,253 Are you sure you're ready to be just friends? 696 00:52:52,544 --> 00:52:54,137 Yes. 697 00:52:55,089 --> 00:52:57,057 - Jeff's really nice. - I know. 698 00:52:57,341 --> 00:52:59,184 He's so nice. 699 00:53:02,304 --> 00:53:04,147 - Feeling better? - Much better. 700 00:53:04,431 --> 00:53:05,899 And how about you, how are you feeling? 701 00:53:06,183 --> 00:53:08,231 - I'm better, thanks. - Good. Good. 702 00:53:09,061 --> 00:53:12,110 Okay, which one of you guys wants to drive me 703 00:53:12,398 --> 00:53:14,446 to my dental surgery on Monday? 704 00:53:14,733 --> 00:53:15,700 I told you I'll do it. 705 00:53:15,984 --> 00:53:17,736 No, no, I don't want you to miss work. 706 00:53:18,028 --> 00:53:19,029 Well, what time do you have to be there? 707 00:53:19,321 --> 00:53:20,368 10:00 in the morning. 708 00:53:20,656 --> 00:53:21,748 I have class. Can't you drive yourself? 709 00:53:22,032 --> 00:53:24,956 No, I'm gonna be sedated after. 710 00:53:25,244 --> 00:53:27,997 Besides, they want me to have a driver. 711 00:53:28,288 --> 00:53:29,835 I can do it. I'll take you. 712 00:53:30,124 --> 00:53:31,967 Thanks, Ryan. 713 00:53:35,713 --> 00:53:37,636 Are you okay? 714 00:53:37,965 --> 00:53:41,890 Yes, I'm very well. I'm more than okay. 715 00:53:42,469 --> 00:53:51,321 J" Music J“ 716 00:53:51,603 --> 00:53:53,071 EUGENE 'sup? 717 00:53:53,355 --> 00:53:56,404 - What do you want? - What? 718 00:53:56,692 --> 00:53:59,866 Well, what's up? 719 00:54:00,154 --> 00:54:03,158 I'm going to propose tonight. 720 00:54:03,449 --> 00:54:05,622 - On Valentine's Day? - Yeah, man. 721 00:54:05,909 --> 00:54:08,537 - That's original... - Well... 722 00:54:08,829 --> 00:54:12,675 It will make it easier to remember our anniversary. 723 00:54:14,126 --> 00:54:16,800 The anniversary of your engagement? 724 00:54:17,087 --> 00:54:18,134 Yeah man, well, I mean-- 725 00:54:18,422 --> 00:54:20,424 I plan to marry on Valentine's Day too. 726 00:54:20,716 --> 00:54:24,346 Isn't it a bit boring? 727 00:54:26,305 --> 00:54:27,306 It is. 728 00:54:27,598 --> 00:54:28,474 But I killed two birds with one stone. 729 00:54:28,766 --> 00:54:30,188 We celebrate Valentine's Day 730 00:54:30,476 --> 00:54:32,399 and our anniversary on the same day. 731 00:54:32,686 --> 00:54:33,858 It's awesome. 732 00:54:34,104 --> 00:54:36,948 That's... efficient. 733 00:54:37,524 --> 00:54:39,117 Thanks, man! 734 00:54:39,401 --> 00:54:41,324 And boring. 735 00:54:41,612 --> 00:54:43,455 Bitch. 736 00:54:43,989 --> 00:54:45,912 You love me. 737 00:54:46,992 --> 00:54:48,915 I do. 738 00:54:51,288 --> 00:54:53,211 Wish me luck? 739 00:54:54,249 --> 00:54:55,296 Good luck... 740 00:54:55,584 --> 00:54:59,339 But you don't need it, she's gonna say 'yes'. 741 00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:01,473 I hope so. 742 00:55:05,928 --> 00:55:07,555 I just got out of my last class, 743 00:55:07,846 --> 00:55:09,223 and I'm going to take a quick shower. 744 00:55:09,515 --> 00:55:11,108 Are you on your way? 745 00:55:11,391 --> 00:55:14,019 I can't leave my bed. 746 00:55:14,311 --> 00:55:16,234 Are you still depressed? 747 00:55:16,522 --> 00:55:21,494 Yes. 748 00:55:21,777 --> 00:55:22,653 Do you want me to come there? 749 00:55:22,945 --> 00:55:25,698 No, no, don't come here. 750 00:55:26,365 --> 00:55:28,163 Why not? 751 00:55:28,450 --> 00:55:31,670 'Cause I don't want you to see me like this. 752 00:55:31,954 --> 00:55:34,798 - It's okay. - It's not okay. 753 00:55:36,959 --> 00:55:40,884 I'm so sorry, but can we postpone? 754 00:55:43,173 --> 00:55:46,177 - When, though? - Next week? 755 00:55:46,468 --> 00:55:48,311 Saturday? 756 00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:52,308 I can't. I'm seeing my morn on Saturday. 757 00:55:52,599 --> 00:55:54,818 Right. Friday, then? 758 00:55:56,436 --> 00:55:58,313 Okay. 759 00:55:59,231 --> 00:56:01,154 I'm sorry. 760 00:56:02,609 --> 00:56:04,532 That's all right. 761 00:56:04,862 --> 00:56:08,412 - I'll talk to you later. - Okay. 762 00:56:17,624 --> 00:56:20,218 Are you sure he isn't just stringing you along? 763 00:56:20,502 --> 00:56:22,345 I don't know. 764 00:56:23,422 --> 00:56:26,346 He claims that he misses me. 765 00:56:26,884 --> 00:56:28,932 So? 766 00:56:29,219 --> 00:56:32,063 Actions speak louder than words. 767 00:56:32,639 --> 00:56:34,312 I know. 768 00:56:37,519 --> 00:56:39,396 Do you love him? 769 00:56:41,523 --> 00:56:43,446 I don't know. 770 00:56:46,528 --> 00:56:48,451 I desire him. 771 00:56:52,534 --> 00:56:54,411 I Wish I didn't. 772 00:56:54,703 --> 00:56:57,547 I wish I had no desire. 773 00:57:08,258 --> 00:57:10,181 I miss his smell. 774 00:57:17,559 --> 00:57:22,235 Can you believe we chatted for a year before meeting? 775 00:57:22,522 --> 00:57:24,490 And when we finally met, 776 00:57:24,775 --> 00:57:27,369 he was everything I expected and more. 777 00:57:28,195 --> 00:57:30,539 It's as if he could read my mind, 778 00:57:30,822 --> 00:57:33,666 tell how I was feeling... 779 00:57:34,242 --> 00:57:38,167 And I've never known anyone like that before. 780 00:57:40,582 --> 00:57:43,506 I think there is something special there. 781 00:57:45,796 --> 00:57:48,720 But he keeps postponing. 782 00:57:50,175 --> 00:57:53,099 I know. I feel so stupid! 783 00:57:56,765 --> 00:57:59,689 You are far from stupid. 784 00:58:09,611 --> 00:58:12,706 I just want to be with him. 785 00:58:16,994 --> 00:58:19,918 - I'm sorry. - It's okay. 786 00:58:21,581 --> 00:58:24,505 - Are you okay? - Yeah. 787 00:58:25,210 --> 00:58:27,429 I'm tired. I think I'm gonna go to bed. 788 00:58:27,713 --> 00:58:30,182 - Seriously? - Yeah. 789 00:58:32,634 --> 00:58:34,557 What's wrong? 790 00:58:39,057 --> 00:58:41,981 Let's just change the topic. 791 00:58:43,812 --> 00:58:45,439 Why? 792 00:58:48,608 --> 00:58:50,406 - Are you okay? - He is selfish. 793 00:58:50,694 --> 00:58:52,241 He's toying with you, he's insincere. 794 00:58:52,529 --> 00:58:54,531 He sneaks around online, doesn't fulfill his promises. 795 00:58:54,823 --> 00:58:56,416 Okay. 796 00:58:59,327 --> 00:59:01,250 Okay. 797 00:59:02,289 --> 00:59:04,212 Bed time. 798 00:59:04,541 --> 00:59:07,465 Gerald, what is going on? 799 00:59:11,006 --> 00:59:14,931 Please don't act like you don't know. 800 00:59:15,761 --> 00:59:17,479 Know what? 801 00:59:19,931 --> 00:59:23,356 Do I need to state the obvious? 802 00:59:23,643 --> 00:59:25,486 Yes! Please. 803 00:59:28,190 --> 00:59:30,864 You like to hear it, right? 804 00:59:31,151 --> 00:59:32,994 Hear what? 805 00:59:39,826 --> 00:59:41,749 I love you. 806 00:59:44,664 --> 00:59:45,540 You love me? 807 00:59:45,832 --> 00:59:49,632 You know I do. Don't deny it. 808 00:59:50,295 --> 00:59:54,220 Feels good to say it out loud, though. 809 01:00:00,806 --> 01:00:02,729 I've-- 810 01:00:03,767 --> 01:00:05,690 I've always loved you. 811 01:00:15,862 --> 01:00:17,785 Nothing to say'? 812 01:00:21,368 --> 01:00:23,291 It's okay. 813 01:00:30,085 --> 01:00:31,632 I'm going to bed. 814 01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:35,140 Lock the door on your way out please. 815 01:00:53,608 --> 01:00:56,578 How was your Valentine's Day? 816 01:00:56,862 --> 01:01:01,459 Jeff was out of town. I saw Dat. 817 01:01:01,741 --> 01:01:03,584 - You did? - Yeah. 818 01:01:03,869 --> 01:01:04,961 What did you guys do? 819 01:01:05,245 --> 01:01:07,043 You know, we just hung out. 820 01:01:07,330 --> 01:01:08,798 Saw a movie. 821 01:01:09,082 --> 01:01:11,926 Did you guys have sex? 822 01:01:15,755 --> 01:01:18,258 - Yes. - You're kidding me! 823 01:01:18,550 --> 01:01:19,517 I know. 824 01:01:19,801 --> 01:01:20,973 What about Jeff? 825 01:01:21,261 --> 01:01:23,810 Hey Anthony, it's Jeff again. Um... 826 01:01:24,097 --> 01:01:25,519 I was just calling to see how you're doing. 827 01:01:25,807 --> 01:01:28,481 And I hope that evrything is going well, and-- 828 01:01:28,768 --> 01:01:30,486 Just give me a call back whenever you get this 829 01:01:30,770 --> 01:01:31,441 so I'll know you're okay. 830 01:01:31,730 --> 01:01:33,573 Okay'? Bye. 831 01:02:05,096 --> 01:02:06,564 Hello? 832 01:02:06,848 --> 01:02:09,772 Hey Ryan. This is Jeff. I got your number from Anthony. 833 01:02:10,060 --> 01:02:10,777 I hope you don't mind. 834 01:02:11,061 --> 01:02:13,029 No, not at all. Hi, Jeff. 835 01:02:13,313 --> 01:02:14,781 How's he doing? 836 01:02:15,065 --> 01:02:17,409 He should be out of surgery soon. 837 01:02:23,949 --> 01:02:26,623 Let's get you to bed. 838 01:02:39,005 --> 01:02:40,177 Okay, I gotta run some errands. 839 01:02:40,465 --> 01:02:42,058 But I'm gonna pick some food up for you, all right? 840 01:02:42,342 --> 01:02:43,093 Aw, thanks. 841 01:02:43,385 --> 01:02:45,228 All right. Sweet dreams. 842 01:02:47,806 --> 01:02:50,605 Hi Ryan, I didn't see you come in. 843 01:02:50,892 --> 01:02:52,690 Can I help you with something? 844 01:02:52,978 --> 01:02:54,104 Actually, I'm just browsing. 845 01:02:54,396 --> 01:02:55,693 I might need something for Saturday. 846 01:02:55,981 --> 01:02:58,450 Gotcha. Well, just take your time. 847 01:02:58,733 --> 01:02:59,780 Thanks. 848 01:03:00,068 --> 01:03:02,662 Hey, how did your date like the flowers? 849 01:03:02,946 --> 01:03:05,449 Oh, good. Yeah, it was really good. 850 01:03:05,740 --> 01:03:07,583 Good. That's great. 851 01:03:10,620 --> 01:03:13,214 Actually we're going through a rough patch right now. 852 01:03:13,498 --> 01:03:15,466 Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. 853 01:03:15,750 --> 01:03:16,842 Yeah, it sucks. 854 01:03:17,127 --> 01:03:18,970 See, that's why I stay out of relationships. 855 01:03:19,254 --> 01:03:20,847 They're too much trouble. 856 01:03:21,131 --> 01:03:22,678 Tell me about it. 857 01:03:26,928 --> 01:03:28,100 I'm sorry. Excuse me, I have to take this. 858 01:03:28,388 --> 01:03:31,733 Don't worry about it. I'll see you later. 859 01:03:32,017 --> 01:03:34,190 - Hello. - Hey Ryan, it's Jeff again. 860 01:03:34,477 --> 01:03:35,603 Hey, Jeff. What's up? 861 01:03:35,895 --> 01:03:37,442 I was wondering how Anthony is doing, 862 01:03:37,731 --> 01:03:40,575 he hasn't been answering his phone. 863 01:03:43,903 --> 01:03:44,870 Jeff is coming. 864 01:03:45,155 --> 01:03:46,748 Oh good. He'd been calling me. 865 01:03:47,032 --> 01:03:48,875 Yeah. I know. 866 01:03:50,035 --> 01:03:51,833 So... 867 01:03:52,120 --> 01:03:52,962 Are you gonna tell him? 868 01:03:53,246 --> 01:03:55,089 Yes. 869 01:03:56,791 --> 01:03:58,259 And then what, ask him for forgiveness? 870 01:03:58,543 --> 01:04:00,386 Yeah. Of course. 871 01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:01,762 Okay. 872 01:04:08,345 --> 01:04:10,768 - Hey, Ryan. - Hey, how are you doing? 873 01:04:11,056 --> 01:04:12,854 - Good. - I was just on my way out. 874 01:04:13,141 --> 01:04:14,734 Oh, you don't have to leave. 875 01:04:15,018 --> 01:04:16,770 Oh no, please. I'm off the clock. 876 01:04:17,062 --> 01:04:18,029 It's your turn. 877 01:04:18,271 --> 01:04:19,864 I'll walk you out. I gotta smoke anyway. 878 01:04:20,148 --> 01:04:21,991 Oh okay. 879 01:04:22,901 --> 01:04:24,448 - Later, Anthony. - Bye! 880 01:04:24,736 --> 01:04:28,582 I'll see you in a bit, honey. 881 01:04:30,116 --> 01:04:32,710 Sorry for bombarding you with all those calls. 882 01:04:32,994 --> 01:04:34,166 It was only three calls, Jeff. 883 01:04:34,454 --> 01:04:35,876 Still. 884 01:04:36,164 --> 01:04:37,882 Don't worry about it, really. 885 01:04:38,166 --> 01:04:39,759 Well, thank you. 886 01:04:40,585 --> 01:04:43,509 Seriously, you can call me anytime. 887 01:04:44,089 --> 01:04:46,262 Thanks. Sure you don't wanna stay for a bit? 888 01:04:46,549 --> 01:04:49,723 Oh no, I can't. I really gotta work on my thesis. 889 01:04:50,011 --> 01:04:51,854 Okay. 890 01:04:53,932 --> 01:04:55,775 See you later. Thanks again. 891 01:04:56,059 --> 01:04:58,903 No problem. Bye, Jeff. 892 01:05:11,241 --> 01:05:21,094 J" Music J“ 893 01:05:21,376 --> 01:05:26,376 J" Music J“ 894 01:05:35,473 --> 01:05:38,352 How can love be a gift be a gift from God 895 01:05:38,643 --> 01:05:40,816 when it causes so much pain? 896 01:05:41,104 --> 01:05:42,731 That's just a part of it, Ryan. 897 01:05:43,022 --> 01:05:46,026 You have to look at it holistically. 898 01:05:46,317 --> 01:05:50,163 Yeah, but when you suffer from love, 899 01:05:51,156 --> 01:05:54,000 that's all you can do at the time. 900 01:05:54,284 --> 01:05:56,127 Right. 901 01:05:56,744 --> 01:06:00,794 So how can it be a gift from God? 902 01:06:01,082 --> 01:06:02,925 You tell me. 903 01:06:04,752 --> 01:06:06,504 Well... 904 01:06:06,796 --> 01:06:10,642 The only way I can redeem love 905 01:06:11,050 --> 01:06:15,977 as a deliberate placement by God to humanity 906 01:06:17,056 --> 01:06:19,980 is to use the idea that 907 01:06:21,102 --> 01:06:25,983 the pain we suffer is the same as God's. 908 01:06:26,274 --> 01:06:28,072 Go on. 909 01:06:29,068 --> 01:06:30,991 Okay... 910 01:06:32,030 --> 01:06:36,001 Well, according to Moltmann's "The Crucified God" 911 01:06:36,284 --> 01:06:40,960 he notes that God yearns for our love. 912 01:06:42,499 --> 01:06:44,797 But we don't always give it to him. 913 01:06:45,084 --> 01:06:47,928 And that is the pain that God suffers. 914 01:06:49,214 --> 01:06:50,887 However... 915 01:06:51,758 --> 01:06:55,058 We will rectify that with God, in time. 916 01:06:56,095 --> 01:07:02,023 But until then, it's the pain of delayed parousia. 917 01:07:03,728 --> 01:07:06,481 So you want to justify our suffering 918 01:07:06,773 --> 01:07:09,617 with God's suffering? 919 01:07:10,485 --> 01:07:13,409 Yeah. I hope to. 920 01:07:14,072 --> 01:07:17,827 Okay. Do you have any pages for me? 921 01:07:18,117 --> 01:07:19,960 Oh, urn, yes. 922 01:07:20,662 --> 01:07:22,585 Sorry. 923 01:07:29,170 --> 01:07:30,888 That-- This is it? 924 01:07:31,172 --> 01:07:33,015 Yeah. 925 01:07:35,134 --> 01:07:37,102 Okay, Ryan. 926 01:07:37,387 --> 01:07:41,108 This quarter is almost over. This isn't even halfway. 927 01:07:41,391 --> 01:07:42,984 I know. 928 01:07:45,770 --> 01:07:47,022 Okay... 929 01:07:47,313 --> 01:07:49,566 Take these. Take them. 930 01:07:50,149 --> 01:07:53,949 Come back next week with 10 more pages. 931 01:07:54,237 --> 01:07:57,081 All right? Now go. Work. 932 01:08:18,177 --> 01:08:20,100 Hey. 933 01:08:22,140 --> 01:08:24,063 Hey. 934 01:08:25,184 --> 01:08:27,937 How's your dating coming along? 935 01:08:30,315 --> 01:08:33,194 I find myself repeatedly trying to forgive him. 936 01:08:33,484 --> 01:08:36,954 And hoping that he'll keep his word. 937 01:08:37,864 --> 01:08:38,990 But... 938 01:08:39,282 --> 01:08:43,128 He's been nonresponsive and he's postponed, so... 939 01:08:46,164 --> 01:08:49,088 Why don't you just move on? 940 01:08:50,001 --> 01:08:51,878 You think I should? 941 01:08:52,170 --> 01:08:54,013 I don't know. 942 01:08:54,297 --> 01:08:56,140 But clearly you won't. 943 01:08:57,175 --> 01:09:00,099 There's gotta be a good reason. 944 01:09:01,721 --> 01:09:03,644 You're right. 945 01:09:05,224 --> 01:09:07,443 But I don't know what it is. 946 01:09:07,727 --> 01:09:10,526 I'm sure you do. 947 01:09:24,535 --> 01:09:26,378 Because... 948 01:09:31,668 --> 01:09:34,592 Because I have faith it'll work. 949 01:09:47,308 --> 01:09:49,231 Look! 950 01:09:51,521 --> 01:09:55,071 Good, now you know your suffering wasn't in vain. 951 01:09:55,358 --> 01:09:57,201 Thanks? 952 01:09:58,277 --> 01:10:00,200 You okay, pal? 953 01:10:00,738 --> 01:10:02,661 Yeah. 954 01:10:03,032 --> 01:10:05,034 You guys are in love, right? 955 01:10:05,326 --> 01:10:07,124 - Yeah, of course. - Yes. 956 01:10:07,412 --> 01:10:11,042 Okay, okay, you don't have to prove it or anything. 957 01:10:11,332 --> 01:10:13,334 - Ryan, what's wrong? - Nothing. 958 01:10:13,626 --> 01:10:15,128 All I'm saying is that 959 01:10:15,420 --> 01:10:18,515 the suffering God gave you for love was worth it. 960 01:10:18,798 --> 01:10:21,642 It paid off. You found each other. 961 01:10:21,926 --> 01:10:23,178 God does not give us suffering. 962 01:10:23,469 --> 01:10:25,221 That's something we inflict on ourselves. 963 01:10:25,513 --> 01:10:27,106 Yeah, by needing love. 964 01:10:27,390 --> 01:10:29,108 God's love is more than sufficient. 965 01:10:29,392 --> 01:10:30,314 He provides us with enough-- 966 01:10:30,601 --> 01:10:32,444 I know, I know. 967 01:10:33,396 --> 01:10:35,023 But... 968 01:10:35,314 --> 01:10:38,238 I'm sorry, it's just not enough. 969 01:10:38,526 --> 01:10:40,574 I need another human being to love me too. 970 01:10:40,862 --> 01:10:44,207 Well, then you've never understood God's love. 971 01:10:44,490 --> 01:10:46,208 Then why are you guys getting married? 972 01:10:46,492 --> 01:10:48,836 Because God wants us to get married. 973 01:10:49,120 --> 01:10:51,214 We're obedient to God. 974 01:10:52,039 --> 01:10:53,382 This is going nowhere. 975 01:10:53,666 --> 01:10:56,169 Well, that's because you don't have a valid point. 976 01:10:56,461 --> 01:10:59,180 Okay. Your obedience is to the nature 977 01:10:59,464 --> 01:11:02,308 that God created within us. 978 01:11:02,717 --> 01:11:05,766 This nature causes some of us to suffer. 979 01:11:06,053 --> 01:11:07,396 The nature you're talking about 980 01:11:07,680 --> 01:11:09,682 is a result of the fall. 981 01:11:09,974 --> 01:11:12,068 Oh, and our all-knowing God 982 01:11:12,351 --> 01:11:14,069 didn't know that the fall would occur? 983 01:11:14,353 --> 01:11:15,479 It wasn't part of his masterplan? 984 01:11:15,772 --> 01:11:17,240 It was, 985 01:11:17,523 --> 01:11:20,527 That's what makes God so good, man. 986 01:11:20,818 --> 01:11:24,539 He gave us free will despite us going against him. 987 01:11:24,822 --> 01:11:26,244 Okay, see that... 988 01:11:26,532 --> 01:11:29,376 That's what I hate about theology. 989 01:11:30,369 --> 01:11:31,461 What? 990 01:11:31,746 --> 01:11:35,296 Theology is justifying senseless beliefs 991 01:11:35,583 --> 01:11:40,214 with elaborate pontifications. 992 01:11:40,505 --> 01:11:42,473 Isn't it easier just to say, 993 01:11:42,757 --> 01:11:45,431 God was not good in making us need love 994 01:11:45,718 --> 01:11:48,187 and hence, suffering? 995 01:11:51,098 --> 01:11:53,100 Dude... 996 01:11:53,392 --> 01:11:56,236 Why are you still in seminary? 997 01:11:57,522 --> 01:12:00,822 Why are you still a Christian? 998 01:12:01,984 --> 01:12:05,284 Because my faith isn't narrow. 999 01:12:06,823 --> 01:12:08,746 I gotta go, 1000 01:12:11,369 --> 01:12:13,292 Anthony, wait up. 1001 01:12:15,373 --> 01:12:16,124 Did Jeff forgive you? 1002 01:12:16,415 --> 01:12:18,167 Shush! Not so loud. 1003 01:12:18,459 --> 01:12:19,255 Well, tell me. 1004 01:12:19,544 --> 01:12:21,217 Okay, he is gone. 1005 01:12:21,504 --> 01:12:24,383 - I need to go. - What? 1006 01:12:24,674 --> 01:12:25,550 No, no. 1007 01:12:25,842 --> 01:12:27,219 - Look... - Do you need to talk? 1008 01:12:27,510 --> 01:12:31,356 No, I just need to be alone right now. 1009 01:12:35,351 --> 01:12:44,453 J" Music J“ 1010 01:12:44,735 --> 01:12:47,329 Something's up with Ryan. 1011 01:12:47,613 --> 01:12:50,583 Yeah, I know. I'll talk to him. 1012 01:12:50,867 --> 01:12:55,867 J" Music J“ 1013 01:13:04,422 --> 01:13:05,264 Hey, Mom. 1014 01:13:05,548 --> 01:13:07,801 What brings you here, dear? 1015 01:13:08,092 --> 01:13:10,311 Well, it's Dad's anniversary. 1016 01:13:11,512 --> 01:13:15,938 Yes, but I thought I told you not to come. 1017 01:13:16,225 --> 01:13:18,068 I know. 1018 01:13:18,644 --> 01:13:21,523 But I really want to go. 1019 01:14:29,715 --> 01:14:33,140 - Hey. - Hey, you wanna talk? 1020 01:14:33,552 --> 01:14:36,305 Um... Okay. 1021 01:14:36,597 --> 01:14:38,440 Sure. 1022 01:14:48,234 --> 01:14:51,363 Do you wanna go watch a movie with me and Eugene? 1023 01:14:51,654 --> 01:14:52,871 Yeah, okay. 1024 01:14:53,155 --> 01:14:54,452 As long as it's not depressing. 1025 01:14:54,740 --> 01:14:57,334 Of course. How's next Thursday sound? 1026 01:14:58,536 --> 01:15:00,459 Yeah, that's fine. 1027 01:15:05,668 --> 01:15:07,966 Ryan, are you okay? 1028 01:15:10,089 --> 01:15:11,887 No, actually, I'm not. 1029 01:15:12,174 --> 01:15:14,017 Why'? 1030 01:15:15,636 --> 01:15:17,559 It's this fucking thesis. 1031 01:15:18,639 --> 01:15:20,607 I know I want to do a good job 1032 01:15:20,891 --> 01:15:22,859 I know I want to go to Yale. 1033 01:15:23,144 --> 01:15:25,522 And I know I want to teach. 1034 01:15:25,813 --> 01:15:27,406 But I'm just not motivated. 1035 01:15:28,607 --> 01:15:30,359 I'm sorry, Ryan. 1036 01:15:30,651 --> 01:15:32,324 It's okay. 1037 01:15:32,611 --> 01:15:35,455 Is there anything outside bothering you? 1038 01:15:37,783 --> 01:15:39,706 - Outside? - Yeah. 1039 01:15:42,038 --> 01:15:43,756 Like what? Outside what? 1040 01:15:44,040 --> 01:15:46,384 I mean, romantically. 1041 01:15:46,667 --> 01:15:48,510 Romantically? 1042 01:15:48,878 --> 01:15:51,882 Yeah, are you seeing anyone? 1043 01:15:52,173 --> 01:15:53,550 Am I? I don't know. 1044 01:15:53,841 --> 01:15:56,594 What do you mean, you don't know? 1045 01:15:56,886 --> 01:15:59,389 I just-- I don't know. 1046 01:15:59,680 --> 01:16:02,524 Well, who is she? 1047 01:16:07,521 --> 01:16:10,445 Actually, if you must know, 1048 01:16:11,275 --> 01:16:12,572 his name is Bradley 1049 01:16:12,860 --> 01:16:15,454 and he is supposed to come see me tonight. 1050 01:16:17,740 --> 01:16:19,413 So you're gay? 1051 01:16:20,326 --> 01:16:22,249 Yup. 1052 01:16:23,746 --> 01:16:25,043 You know... 1053 01:16:25,331 --> 01:16:28,710 When I was with Eugene, I was attracted to a girl once 1054 01:16:29,001 --> 01:16:30,969 but thankfully I didn't make that choice. 1055 01:16:31,253 --> 01:16:32,846 It's not a choice, Kelli. 1056 01:16:33,130 --> 01:16:34,177 It's God's creation. 1057 01:16:34,465 --> 01:16:36,593 Adam and Eve were God's creation. 1058 01:16:36,884 --> 01:16:37,726 Okay, you should know better 1059 01:16:38,010 --> 01:16:38,886 than to argue from Genesis. 1060 01:16:39,178 --> 01:16:41,647 And what about Romans...? 1061 01:16:41,931 --> 01:16:43,023 Did it ever occur to you 1062 01:16:43,307 --> 01:16:44,433 that Paul just might be wrong sometimes? 1063 01:16:44,725 --> 01:16:47,569 No, Ryan! You are backsliding. 1064 01:16:49,772 --> 01:16:51,615 Nice one, Kelli. 1065 01:16:57,196 --> 01:16:59,119 I still love you. 1066 01:17:02,368 --> 01:17:04,291 I love you too, sister. 1067 01:17:36,819 --> 01:17:38,947 - Hi. - Hey. 1068 01:17:39,238 --> 01:17:40,205 How are you? 1069 01:17:40,489 --> 01:17:41,536 I'm good. 1070 01:17:41,824 --> 01:17:44,668 I was just wondering when you're gonna get here. 1071 01:17:44,952 --> 01:17:46,920 Can we please postpone? 1072 01:17:47,746 --> 01:17:49,669 What? Why? 1073 01:17:53,502 --> 01:17:54,719 I'm just not happy. 1074 01:17:55,004 --> 01:17:58,474 And I'm not good to be around right now. 1075 01:17:58,757 --> 01:18:01,556 Well, when will you be good to be around? 1076 01:18:01,844 --> 01:18:03,687 I don't know. 1077 01:18:05,723 --> 01:18:07,725 Look... 1078 01:18:08,017 --> 01:18:10,736 Am I ever gonna see you again? 1079 01:18:11,020 --> 01:18:12,237 I hope so. 1080 01:18:12,521 --> 01:18:14,364 You hope so? 1081 01:18:16,692 --> 01:18:18,444 Bradley... 1082 01:18:18,736 --> 01:18:21,580 I don't know how much more of this I can take. 1083 01:18:21,906 --> 01:18:23,579 I'm sorry. 1084 01:18:23,991 --> 01:18:26,915 Please don't give me any more stress. 1085 01:18:28,621 --> 01:18:31,545 I just want to know if we'll ever meet again. 1086 01:18:31,832 --> 01:18:33,175 I'm gonna start crying again, 1087 01:18:33,459 --> 01:18:35,678 can we please talk later? 1088 01:18:37,880 --> 01:18:39,553 Okay. 1089 01:19:55,582 --> 01:19:56,959 Hey, this is Gerald. 1090 01:19:57,251 --> 01:19:59,128 Leave me a message and I'll call you right back. 1091 01:19:59,420 --> 01:20:01,263 Hey, Gerald. 1092 01:20:03,799 --> 01:20:05,722 It's over with Bradley. 1093 01:20:06,969 --> 01:20:08,642 I'm done. 1094 01:20:09,263 --> 01:20:11,186 I feel like shit. 1095 01:21:02,858 --> 01:21:12,711 J" Music J“ 1096 01:21:12,993 --> 01:21:22,755 J" Music J“ 1097 01:21:23,045 --> 01:21:32,727 J" Music J“ 1098 01:21:33,013 --> 01:21:38,013 J" Music J“ 1099 01:21:45,401 --> 01:21:48,245 - Mom? - Yes, dear? 1100 01:21:49,947 --> 01:21:52,200 Did you ever think of finding somebody? 1101 01:21:52,491 --> 01:21:54,243 Finding somebody? 1102 01:21:54,535 --> 01:21:56,378 Yeah. 1103 01:21:57,955 --> 01:22:00,925 Who wants to date an old hag like me? 1104 01:22:03,085 --> 01:22:05,554 RYAN: I don't know. Older gentlemen? 1105 01:22:12,136 --> 01:22:15,060 Don't you miss having a partner? 1106 01:22:15,931 --> 01:22:19,526 I do, but when I think of a partner, 1107 01:22:19,810 --> 01:22:22,233 I still think of your Dad. 1108 01:22:24,773 --> 01:22:26,696 Why do you ask? 1109 01:22:28,026 --> 01:22:29,949 Nothing, just wondering. 1110 01:22:31,363 --> 01:22:35,288 I'm fine. Just worry about yourself. 1111 01:22:41,039 --> 01:22:43,963 - Bye, Mom. - Bye, sweetie. 1112 01:26:00,906 --> 01:26:02,158 Ryan, are you here? 1113 01:26:02,449 --> 01:26:04,042 Yes, I'm here. 1114 01:26:05,160 --> 01:26:07,083 How are you? 1115 01:26:07,954 --> 01:26:09,877 I finished my thesis. 1116 01:26:10,165 --> 01:26:12,133 - Already? - Yes. 1117 01:26:12,417 --> 01:26:14,135 Celebrate with me'? 1118 01:26:14,419 --> 01:26:15,170 Okay. 1119 01:26:15,462 --> 01:26:17,055 Really? 1120 01:26:17,714 --> 01:26:21,639 Gerald, you've always been so nice to me. 1121 01:26:22,177 --> 01:26:25,101 Well, the secret is out. 1122 01:26:29,976 --> 01:26:33,856 You know how jealous I was of Bradley? 1123 01:26:36,233 --> 01:26:38,156 Kiss me. 1124 01:26:39,653 --> 01:26:41,451 Kiss you? 1125 01:26:41,738 --> 01:26:43,832 Yes, please. 1126 01:26:44,408 --> 01:26:46,502 - Kiss me. - Are you sure? 1127 01:26:46,785 --> 01:26:48,207 Yes. 1128 01:26:49,538 --> 01:26:53,042 You know, I want to so badly. 1129 01:27:30,746 --> 01:27:33,295 You smell so good. 1130 01:27:45,218 --> 01:27:48,142 Why aren't you kissing me back? 1131 01:27:51,016 --> 01:27:52,939 Well...'? 1132 01:27:54,978 --> 01:27:58,858 Because if Bradley called you right now... 1133 01:28:00,150 --> 01:28:03,074 You'd leave me to see him. 1134 01:28:03,361 --> 01:28:05,284 He wouldn't call. It's been three weeks. 1135 01:28:05,572 --> 01:28:08,416 But what if he did? 1136 01:28:18,543 --> 01:28:20,716 Please don't go. 1137 01:28:23,632 --> 01:28:25,100 Please, Gerald. Please. 1138 01:28:25,383 --> 01:28:27,226 I'm sorry. 1139 01:28:30,305 --> 01:28:32,103 Gerald, please. 1140 01:28:32,390 --> 01:28:38,864 I need to not see you for the sake of my sanity. 1141 01:28:39,147 --> 01:28:42,993 You are not the only one suffering, Ryan. 1142 01:29:10,846 --> 01:29:12,769 My thesis. 1143 01:29:13,139 --> 01:29:15,062 The whole thing? 1144 01:29:16,393 --> 01:29:18,316 Yep. 1145 01:29:19,855 --> 01:29:21,357 Well, I knew you would deliver 1146 01:29:21,648 --> 01:29:24,151 but I wasn't expecting it this soon. 1147 01:29:24,442 --> 01:29:27,116 It's due in two weeks anyway. 1148 01:29:27,404 --> 01:29:29,702 How did you do it? 1149 01:29:29,990 --> 01:29:32,914 Well, I haven't really slept much. 1150 01:29:33,201 --> 01:29:35,044 I see. 1151 01:29:35,871 --> 01:29:38,966 We didn't even discuss your conclusion. 1152 01:29:39,249 --> 01:29:41,092 I know. 1153 01:29:43,336 --> 01:29:46,010 So how does it end? 1154 01:29:46,298 --> 01:29:51,395 Well, I concluded that love necessitates relationships 1155 01:29:51,678 --> 01:29:55,273 And relationships necessitates forgiveness. 1156 01:29:55,974 --> 01:29:58,193 At the end of the day, 1157 01:29:58,476 --> 01:29:59,853 we have to learn to forgive those 1158 01:30:00,145 --> 01:30:02,819 that we are in a relationship with. 1159 01:30:03,106 --> 01:30:04,949 Including God. 1160 01:30:09,362 --> 01:30:11,160 Ryan? 1161 01:30:11,448 --> 01:30:13,291 Yeah? 1162 01:30:13,825 --> 01:30:16,749 Are you dating someone? 1163 01:30:17,120 --> 01:30:19,168 Why do you ask? 1164 01:30:19,456 --> 01:30:21,379 Well, to be perfectly honest with you, 1165 01:30:21,666 --> 01:30:25,387 Someone mentioned that you might be dating a guy. 1166 01:30:25,670 --> 01:30:27,968 Who said that? 1167 01:30:28,256 --> 01:30:29,473 That's not important. 1168 01:30:29,758 --> 01:30:33,604 I told that person to keep it to herself. 1169 01:30:34,429 --> 01:30:36,272 Was it Kelli? 1170 01:30:36,556 --> 01:30:39,184 What's crucial though, Ryan 1171 01:30:39,476 --> 01:30:42,400 is that you also keep it to yourself. 1172 01:30:42,687 --> 01:30:42,778 I know. 1173 01:30:45,482 --> 01:30:48,201 You're a bright student, have a lot of promise. 1174 01:30:48,485 --> 01:30:52,331 I don't want to see you get into any trouble. 1175 01:30:52,614 --> 01:30:54,366 Thank you. 1176 01:32:05,020 --> 01:32:07,569 Hey Eugene, are you here yet? 1177 01:32:07,856 --> 01:32:11,702 Hey pal, I'm in the library. 1178 01:32:12,193 --> 01:32:14,366 Well, what are you doing there? 1179 01:32:14,654 --> 01:32:15,621 Sorry, man. 1180 01:32:15,905 --> 01:32:18,124 I have a huge paper due at 5:00 for Pentateuch. 1181 01:32:18,408 --> 01:32:21,082 And, I don't know, I'm still not done yet. 1182 01:32:21,369 --> 01:32:26,216 Oh. Um, okay. Are we still on for the movie? 1183 01:32:27,083 --> 01:32:29,677 Let's postpone to tomorrow. 1184 01:32:29,961 --> 01:32:31,429 Kelli will be free. 1185 01:32:31,713 --> 01:32:34,512 I can't tomorrow. I'm seeing my mom. 1186 01:32:34,799 --> 01:32:36,676 Oh. 1187 01:32:36,968 --> 01:32:38,811 Damn. Uh... 1188 01:32:40,013 --> 01:32:41,765 Let's see... 1189 01:32:42,057 --> 01:32:43,183 I have to check with Kelli 1190 01:32:43,475 --> 01:32:45,318 and see if she is free on either Monday or Tuesday. 1191 01:32:45,602 --> 01:32:48,151 You know what? Just forget about it. 1192 01:32:49,105 --> 01:32:50,903 No man, I'll check with her. It should be good. 1193 01:32:51,191 --> 01:32:52,659 No, it's okay. 1194 01:32:52,942 --> 01:32:56,367 Bud, we'll watch it next week, okay? 1195 01:32:56,780 --> 01:32:59,704 No, I don't think so, Eugene. 1196 01:33:12,587 --> 01:33:22,440 J" Music J“ 1197 01:33:22,722 --> 01:33:27,722 J" Music J“ 1198 01:33:36,236 --> 01:33:37,488 Hey, this is Gerald. 1199 01:33:37,779 --> 01:33:42,125 Leave me a message and I'll call you right back. 1200 01:33:42,408 --> 01:33:52,216 J" Music J“ 1201 01:33:52,502 --> 01:34:02,264 J" Music J“ 1202 01:34:02,554 --> 01:34:12,191 J" Music J“ 1203 01:34:12,480 --> 01:34:22,242 J" Music J“ 1204 01:34:22,532 --> 01:34:31,543 J" Music J“ 1205 01:35:24,719 --> 01:35:26,687 - Hey, Mom. - Hey dear, how are you? 1206 01:35:26,971 --> 01:35:28,518 I'm fine. 1207 01:35:28,806 --> 01:35:31,650 - How's school? - Good. 1208 01:35:37,774 --> 01:35:39,697 You okay, dear? 1209 01:35:42,278 --> 01:35:44,201 What happened? 1210 01:35:46,157 --> 01:35:49,081 Did someone hurt you? 1211 01:36:01,756 --> 01:36:04,680 Cry it all out. It's okay. 1212 01:36:09,264 --> 01:36:11,107 I love you. 1213 01:36:12,100 --> 01:36:14,023 I love you too. 1214 01:36:15,979 --> 01:36:23,909 J" Music J“ 1215 01:36:24,237 --> 01:36:28,162 Do you Want to tell me what happened? 1216 01:36:36,833 --> 01:36:39,552 Do you really want to know? 1217 01:36:39,836 --> 01:36:42,680 Of course, my dear. 1218 01:36:43,965 --> 01:36:46,889 You can tell me anything. 1219 01:36:47,176 --> 01:36:49,929 I will always be here for you. 1220 01:37:01,733 --> 01:37:03,656 Okay... 1221 01:37:04,777 --> 01:37:06,700 I'll tell you. 1222 01:37:20,960 --> 01:37:30,813 J" Music J“ 1223 01:37:31,095 --> 01:37:40,823 J" Music J“ 1224 01:37:41,105 --> 01:37:50,787 J" Music J“ 1225 01:37:51,074 --> 01:38:00,836 J" Music J“ 1226 01:38:01,125 --> 01:38:10,807 J" Music J“ 1227 01:38:11,094 --> 01:38:20,856 J" Music J“ 1228 01:38:21,145 --> 01:38:30,782 J" Music J“ 1229 01:38:31,072 --> 01:38:40,834 J" Music J“ 1230 01:38:41,124 --> 01:38:50,806 J" Music J“ 1231 01:38:51,092 --> 01:39:00,854 J" Music J“ 1232 01:39:01,144 --> 01:39:10,781 J" Music J“ 1233 01:39:11,070 --> 01:39:20,832 J" Music J“ 1234 01:39:21,122 --> 01:39:30,804 J" Music J“ 1235 01:39:31,090 --> 01:39:40,852 J" Music J“ 1236 01:39:41,142 --> 01:39:50,779 J" Music J“ 1237 01:39:51,068 --> 01:40:00,830 J" Music J“ 1238 01:40:01,120 --> 01:40:10,802 J" Music J“ 1239 01:40:11,088 --> 01:40:15,889 J” Music I 1240 01:40:33,027 --> 01:40:33,118