1 00:00:06,381 --> 00:00:07,381 Call Dr. Charles. 2 00:00:07,465 --> 00:00:08,742 This is his daughter. 3 00:00:08,826 --> 00:00:11,683 When I got in my car, it just seemed like the only option. 4 00:00:11,767 --> 00:00:13,936 I will always be here for you. 5 00:00:14,142 --> 00:00:15,853 My mother died of prion disease 6 00:00:15,937 --> 00:00:17,813 when she was 45 years old. 7 00:00:17,897 --> 00:00:18,981 Do you have it? 8 00:00:21,860 --> 00:00:23,060 I'm really gonna miss the ED. 9 00:00:23,144 --> 00:00:24,938 We do an awful lot of good down here, 10 00:00:25,022 --> 00:00:26,109 and the people aren't half bad. 11 00:00:31,364 --> 00:00:32,616 I got stuck in a well. 12 00:00:32,699 --> 00:00:34,451 You might not remember me. 13 00:00:34,534 --> 00:00:35,535 Sadie. 14 00:00:40,915 --> 00:00:42,876 We need to talk. 15 00:00:44,336 --> 00:00:46,171 Sorry for bothering you so late. 16 00:00:46,254 --> 00:00:47,756 It's not bothering me. It's not late. 17 00:00:47,839 --> 00:00:48,924 What's on your mind? 18 00:00:49,007 --> 00:00:50,425 I'm pregnant. 19 00:00:50,550 --> 00:00:53,303 Uh, you're pregnant? 20 00:00:53,386 --> 00:00:55,472 Yeah, I am. 21 00:00:55,555 --> 00:00:57,432 And... 22 00:00:59,351 --> 00:01:01,102 It's yours. 23 00:01:07,859 --> 00:01:10,237 Yeah, I guess that makes sense. 24 00:01:10,320 --> 00:01:13,531 Uh... 25 00:01:13,656 --> 00:01:16,117 well, I warned you, those Crunch Berries 26 00:01:16,242 --> 00:01:17,619 could be an indulgence. 27 00:01:17,702 --> 00:01:19,788 They most certainly were. 28 00:01:19,954 --> 00:01:21,873 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 29 00:01:21,998 --> 00:01:25,794 You... you... you're going to have the baby? 30 00:01:25,877 --> 00:01:27,045 Yeah, definitely. 31 00:01:27,128 --> 00:01:28,546 Okay. 32 00:01:28,630 --> 00:01:30,924 But I need you to know, Dean, that I don't... 33 00:01:31,007 --> 00:01:32,759 I mean, I don't expect anything from you. 34 00:01:32,884 --> 00:01:34,469 Well, what does that mean? 35 00:01:34,552 --> 00:01:37,263 You know, if you're past this, 36 00:01:37,347 --> 00:01:39,516 I... I... I can do this alone. 37 00:01:39,641 --> 00:01:40,767 There would be no hard feelings. 38 00:01:40,850 --> 00:01:42,352 Anything... 39 00:01:42,435 --> 00:01:46,147 I'm not past wanting to be the father of my child. 40 00:01:46,272 --> 00:01:48,149 I just need to absolutely know 41 00:01:48,233 --> 00:01:50,819 that this is what you want to do. 42 00:01:50,902 --> 00:01:52,487 Yeah, I do. 43 00:01:54,948 --> 00:01:57,075 I want to be a mother. 44 00:01:57,158 --> 00:01:58,327 Okay. 45 00:01:58,410 --> 00:01:59,619 I didn't know that. 46 00:01:59,744 --> 00:02:01,747 Neither did I, 47 00:02:01,830 --> 00:02:05,917 until I saw that positive test. 48 00:02:06,042 --> 00:02:11,757 And then just all these feelings just hit me so hard. 49 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:15,886 It was kind of shocking, 'cause... 50 00:02:15,969 --> 00:02:19,640 you know, I never felt like this was in the cards for me. 51 00:02:19,723 --> 00:02:21,182 Why not? 52 00:02:21,307 --> 00:02:24,019 I'm an addict, Dean. 53 00:02:24,144 --> 00:02:26,104 I didn't deserve a child, 54 00:02:26,187 --> 00:02:27,481 and it certainly didn't deserve me. 55 00:02:27,564 --> 00:02:28,773 Stop it. 56 00:02:28,857 --> 00:02:30,233 That is a lie, and you know it. 57 00:02:30,316 --> 00:02:32,777 I do now, but you were a big part of that. 58 00:02:35,780 --> 00:02:37,615 I'm glad. 59 00:02:41,119 --> 00:02:43,496 Look, um... 60 00:02:48,084 --> 00:02:51,588 Whatever you need, I'm in. 61 00:02:51,671 --> 00:02:53,256 Okay? 62 00:02:53,340 --> 00:02:54,591 Okay. 63 00:03:00,722 --> 00:03:05,101 Just two friends, 64 00:03:05,185 --> 00:03:08,313 having a baby. 65 00:03:08,396 --> 00:03:09,939 Yeah. 66 00:03:10,023 --> 00:03:11,191 Yeah. 67 00:03:15,737 --> 00:03:17,947 Uber Eats finally dropped off your breakfast sushi. 68 00:03:18,073 --> 00:03:19,699 You should ding that 5.0 rating. 69 00:03:19,783 --> 00:03:21,743 -Yeah. -Hey, all yours. 70 00:03:21,826 --> 00:03:23,411 Already ate. 71 00:03:23,495 --> 00:03:25,663 You are rocking that OB-GYN green. 72 00:03:25,747 --> 00:03:27,040 Thank you, John. 73 00:03:35,674 --> 00:03:37,676 You know, maybe if you told people 74 00:03:37,759 --> 00:03:40,512 why you can't eat raw fish, you wouldn't have to waste any. 75 00:03:40,595 --> 00:03:42,389 Soon. 76 00:03:42,514 --> 00:03:43,682 You're three months along. 77 00:03:43,765 --> 00:03:45,433 What exactly are you waiting for? 78 00:03:45,558 --> 00:03:47,060 Can we not right now? 79 00:03:47,143 --> 00:03:49,313 I'm just saying, the baby daddy might 80 00:03:49,396 --> 00:03:51,314 be getting a little impatient. 81 00:03:51,439 --> 00:03:52,441 Incoming. 82 00:03:52,524 --> 00:03:53,650 Triple trauma. 83 00:03:53,733 --> 00:03:54,984 House fire with bad burns. 84 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:56,111 Two minutes out. 85 00:03:59,030 --> 00:04:00,490 Trauma 1's ready. 86 00:04:00,615 --> 00:04:02,158 Ricky Aldrich, 11-year-old male, 87 00:04:02,283 --> 00:04:03,827 burns to his right arm and leg. 88 00:04:03,910 --> 00:04:05,495 Looks deep in some places. -Where's my dad? 89 00:04:05,578 --> 00:04:06,663 Right behind us, Ricky. 90 00:04:06,746 --> 00:04:07,789 Breath sounds clear. 91 00:04:07,872 --> 00:04:09,207 Sats 96 on 2 liters. 92 00:04:09,290 --> 00:04:11,251 Heart rate 125. -What happened? 93 00:04:11,376 --> 00:04:12,461 Father made a quick trip to the grocery store. 94 00:04:12,544 --> 00:04:13,962 Ricky was sleeping. 95 00:04:14,045 --> 00:04:16,173 He came home to find the second floor engulfed in flames. 96 00:04:16,256 --> 00:04:17,799 My dad carried me out. 97 00:04:17,882 --> 00:04:19,342 He saved me. 98 00:04:19,426 --> 00:04:20,802 It's okay, buddy. We got you, all right? 99 00:04:20,885 --> 00:04:22,595 43-year-old male with burns to his chest, 100 00:04:22,679 --> 00:04:24,431 abdomen, and all four limbs. 101 00:04:24,556 --> 00:04:27,434 Put him on a face mask, gave him 8 of morphine en route. 102 00:04:27,517 --> 00:04:29,102 He's been pretty agitated. 103 00:04:29,227 --> 00:04:31,563 100 of fentanyl and pull some Versed in case it's not enough. 104 00:04:31,646 --> 00:04:32,773 -Copy. -All right. 105 00:04:32,856 --> 00:04:33,982 I'm going to need you to be still, sir. 106 00:04:34,065 --> 00:04:35,442 Be still, please. 107 00:04:35,525 --> 00:04:36,735 Please, did you find her? 108 00:04:36,818 --> 00:04:39,362 On my count, one, two, three. 109 00:04:39,487 --> 00:04:40,989 Find who? 110 00:04:41,072 --> 00:04:42,824 His wife. He got his son out. 111 00:04:42,907 --> 00:04:44,367 By the time he went back in for her, 112 00:04:44,451 --> 00:04:46,119 the flames had consumed the primary bedroom. 113 00:04:46,202 --> 00:04:47,829 I can't breathe. 114 00:04:47,954 --> 00:04:49,289 Can't breathe. -Intubate. 115 00:04:49,372 --> 00:04:51,666 Oxygen's down to 87, heart rate 145. 116 00:04:51,750 --> 00:04:53,293 Etomidate and sux are in. 117 00:04:53,376 --> 00:04:55,295 Yeah. 118 00:04:55,420 --> 00:04:57,589 Here we go. 119 00:04:57,672 --> 00:04:59,174 All right, I'm in. 120 00:04:59,257 --> 00:05:01,885 We'll have to do a chest escharotomy. 121 00:05:01,968 --> 00:05:03,762 I need some help if you can spare it, Dean. 122 00:05:03,887 --> 00:05:05,847 His wife just came in. -Yeah. 123 00:05:05,930 --> 00:05:07,349 Go, go, go, go. 124 00:05:08,850 --> 00:05:10,935 I'm guessing about 80%. 125 00:05:11,061 --> 00:05:13,480 Oh, it's closer to 90%, full thickness. 126 00:05:13,563 --> 00:05:15,482 Morphine drip. -Copy. 127 00:05:18,777 --> 00:05:22,614 Dr. Lenox, she's responsive. 128 00:05:22,697 --> 00:05:24,783 Becky, I'm Dr. Lenox. 129 00:05:26,993 --> 00:05:28,495 Your burns are severe. 130 00:05:28,578 --> 00:05:29,788 I'm sorry. 131 00:05:29,871 --> 00:05:32,749 This is a non-survivable injury. 132 00:05:32,874 --> 00:05:34,834 Is there anyone you want us to call? 133 00:05:37,337 --> 00:05:41,132 We will do everything we can to make you comfortable, okay? 134 00:05:41,216 --> 00:05:42,967 You're not alone. 135 00:05:43,051 --> 00:05:44,386 I'm here. 136 00:05:46,971 --> 00:05:48,390 Propofol? 137 00:05:48,473 --> 00:05:50,517 I'll grab it from the med cart. 138 00:06:00,527 --> 00:06:02,070 Peak pressures are improved. 139 00:06:12,038 --> 00:06:14,416 Time of death, 7:43. 140 00:06:32,966 --> 00:06:35,652 Please explain how a broken window replacement 141 00:06:35,736 --> 00:06:37,321 turned into this mess. 142 00:06:37,405 --> 00:06:38,981 Removing the window revealed water damage 143 00:06:39,065 --> 00:06:40,525 to the wall and floor, 144 00:06:40,608 --> 00:06:43,153 which revealed a major water pipe leak. 145 00:06:43,278 --> 00:06:45,113 Talk about the gift that keeps on giving. 146 00:06:45,196 --> 00:06:47,782 Send a new estimate to my desk before end of day. 147 00:06:47,907 --> 00:06:50,076 You got it. 148 00:06:50,160 --> 00:06:52,787 Speaking of which, you talk to Maggie since she left? 149 00:06:52,912 --> 00:06:54,331 Not a peep. 150 00:06:54,414 --> 00:06:57,917 Oh, how's Anna doing at Northwestern? 151 00:06:58,043 --> 00:06:59,794 She's loving it. I'm loving it. 152 00:06:59,878 --> 00:07:01,504 -Yeah? -Yeah. 153 00:07:01,588 --> 00:07:03,173 I mean, she comes over on weekends, you know, 154 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:05,175 we hang out, lets me do her laundry. 155 00:07:05,258 --> 00:07:06,718 Well, you sound happy. 156 00:07:06,843 --> 00:07:08,178 -I do? -Yeah. 157 00:07:08,303 --> 00:07:09,387 Careful. 158 00:07:09,512 --> 00:07:10,930 Happiness is a trap. 159 00:07:18,146 --> 00:07:20,357 You never made a follow-up appointment. 160 00:07:22,776 --> 00:07:24,861 Didn't see the point. 161 00:07:24,986 --> 00:07:27,113 Look, I understand that you don't want the world 162 00:07:27,238 --> 00:07:28,823 to know about your prion diagnosis, 163 00:07:28,948 --> 00:07:30,325 but that doesn't mean you can blow off 164 00:07:30,408 --> 00:07:32,035 your follow-up appointments. -Why? 165 00:07:32,118 --> 00:07:33,578 Did they find a cure? 166 00:07:33,661 --> 00:07:35,163 It's a mistake not to deal with this. 167 00:07:35,246 --> 00:07:37,165 No, my mistake was getting tested 168 00:07:37,290 --> 00:07:38,708 at Gaffney, because I didn't know 169 00:07:38,792 --> 00:07:40,210 you would be sent the results. 170 00:07:40,335 --> 00:07:44,547 So can we just pretend that I didn't and you weren't? 171 00:07:44,631 --> 00:07:47,217 What's this? -An unaffiliated psychiatrist. 172 00:07:47,342 --> 00:07:48,968 She's a relative of mine, 173 00:07:49,094 --> 00:07:51,680 specializes in hard cases like you. 174 00:07:51,763 --> 00:07:53,223 Hard pass. 175 00:07:53,348 --> 00:07:55,308 You're clearly in the denial stage of grief. 176 00:07:55,392 --> 00:07:56,810 Well, actually, I've moved on to anger, 177 00:07:56,893 --> 00:07:57,894 and I'm loving it. 178 00:07:58,019 --> 00:07:59,646 Look, I get it, okay? 179 00:07:59,729 --> 00:08:01,773 This was devastating news that you don't deserve, 180 00:08:01,856 --> 00:08:04,359 but you could be symptom free for another 20 years. 181 00:08:04,484 --> 00:08:05,986 Or symptoms could start tomorrow, 182 00:08:06,069 --> 00:08:07,862 and I'm dead in a year, like my mother. 183 00:08:10,782 --> 00:08:12,033 You need an outlet. 184 00:08:12,117 --> 00:08:14,035 Work is my outlet. 185 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:16,121 The second floor caved in on over... 186 00:08:16,246 --> 00:08:18,790 It's all over the news and social media. 187 00:08:18,915 --> 00:08:21,084 How many people were in the building when it collapsed? 188 00:08:21,167 --> 00:08:22,627 80. 189 00:08:22,711 --> 00:08:24,546 It was an all-night rave in the West Loop. 190 00:08:24,629 --> 00:08:26,423 Building was condemned and set to be demolished next week. 191 00:08:26,506 --> 00:08:29,300 -So are we on MCI protocol? -Yes. 192 00:08:29,426 --> 00:08:31,386 CFD is dispersing patients evenly between trauma centers, 193 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:34,806 but we should get between 15 to 20. 194 00:08:34,931 --> 00:08:36,725 You got this. 195 00:08:36,850 --> 00:08:38,560 -Talk to me. -Sisters, both 20s. 196 00:08:38,643 --> 00:08:40,103 Vital signs stable. 197 00:08:40,186 --> 00:08:42,188 Sierra's forearm stabbed Shay in the abdomen. 198 00:08:42,272 --> 00:08:43,607 Chicago Fire cut away the debris at the scene 199 00:08:43,690 --> 00:08:45,150 to keep them as still as possible. 200 00:08:45,233 --> 00:08:47,069 -Doris, please page Abrams. -Got it. 201 00:08:47,152 --> 00:08:49,112 Both received ketamine en route. 202 00:08:49,195 --> 00:08:51,490 I said no to drugs at the rave, but yes in the ambulance. 203 00:08:51,573 --> 00:08:53,324 And now we are feeling no pain. 204 00:08:53,450 --> 00:08:54,618 And how did this happen? 205 00:08:54,701 --> 00:08:56,661 I took my little sis, Shay, to the rave. 206 00:08:56,786 --> 00:08:58,496 Girlfriend needed to let off some steam. 207 00:08:58,621 --> 00:09:00,248 No, no. How did your injuries happen? 208 00:09:00,373 --> 00:09:01,583 Oh. 209 00:09:01,708 --> 00:09:03,168 We were dancing on the second floor 210 00:09:03,251 --> 00:09:05,420 when it collapsed underneath our feet. 211 00:09:05,503 --> 00:09:07,756 Something smashed my arm, then I was on my back, 212 00:09:07,881 --> 00:09:10,091 and next thing I know, Shay's on top of me. 213 00:09:10,216 --> 00:09:12,177 Sierra's arm stabs me in the gut. 214 00:09:12,302 --> 00:09:14,012 I mean, how does that even happen? 215 00:09:14,137 --> 00:09:15,972 We always said we wanted to be closer. 216 00:09:16,097 --> 00:09:18,558 Where do you want me? 217 00:09:18,641 --> 00:09:21,061 Think we can salvage this arm with the neurovascular repair? 218 00:09:21,144 --> 00:09:22,270 Let's take a look. 219 00:09:22,354 --> 00:09:23,772 Sierra's oxygen is at 98%. 220 00:09:23,855 --> 00:09:26,149 Shay's is 94%. 221 00:09:26,232 --> 00:09:28,693 Breath sounds normal. No pneumo. 222 00:09:28,777 --> 00:09:31,071 Heart rate 95 and 115, respectively. 223 00:09:31,196 --> 00:09:32,530 I'll FAST for free fluid. 224 00:09:32,614 --> 00:09:34,157 Let me assess the blood supply in the arm. 225 00:09:36,326 --> 00:09:38,453 Sierra's FAST is normal. 226 00:09:42,415 --> 00:09:44,167 Shay's got free fluid. 227 00:09:44,250 --> 00:09:46,044 Sierra's brachial artery has flow, 228 00:09:46,127 --> 00:09:48,588 but I can't find anything distal. 229 00:09:48,713 --> 00:09:51,424 Let's get a C-arm for X-ray. 230 00:09:51,508 --> 00:09:53,843 The tip of Sierra's bone looks intra-abdominal, 231 00:09:53,927 --> 00:09:56,638 but more concerningly, it's right where Shay's spleen is. 232 00:09:56,721 --> 00:09:58,306 So the bone might have pierced it. 233 00:09:58,390 --> 00:10:00,017 We'll need a CT to confirm. 234 00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:01,810 Good luck squeezing them both into one. 235 00:10:01,935 --> 00:10:03,728 One false move, and Shay bleeds out faster 236 00:10:03,812 --> 00:10:05,522 than we can open her up to stop it. 237 00:10:05,605 --> 00:10:09,150 If we're right, Shay's a ticking time bomb. 238 00:10:11,152 --> 00:10:12,654 All right. All right. 239 00:10:12,737 --> 00:10:14,031 Okay, I need everyone to please take a step back. 240 00:10:14,114 --> 00:10:15,532 I'm looking for my son, Jerome. 241 00:10:15,615 --> 00:10:17,200 He's not answering his phone. 242 00:10:17,283 --> 00:10:18,535 I understand that you are concerned for your loved one, 243 00:10:18,618 --> 00:10:19,494 but you got to let us work, okay? 244 00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:20,829 Go. 245 00:10:20,912 --> 00:10:21,830 I just called security for backup. 246 00:10:21,913 --> 00:10:22,997 Thank you. 247 00:10:23,123 --> 00:10:24,165 Lay down, honey, okay? 248 00:10:24,290 --> 00:10:25,667 X-ray is coming. 249 00:10:25,792 --> 00:10:26,877 Whoa. 250 00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:28,253 24-year-old male with head trauma. 251 00:10:28,336 --> 00:10:29,379 -Dr. Asher. -Yeah, I'm here. 252 00:10:29,462 --> 00:10:30,380 Trauma rooms are full. 253 00:10:30,505 --> 00:10:32,299 Take Treatment 2, okay? 254 00:10:32,382 --> 00:10:33,550 Trini? -Yeah. 255 00:10:33,675 --> 00:10:34,926 5 is open. 256 00:10:35,051 --> 00:10:36,511 -Dr. Ripley. -Yeah? 257 00:10:36,594 --> 00:10:37,804 What do we got, Evie? 258 00:10:37,929 --> 00:10:39,723 Hudson Collins, 19-year-old male. 259 00:10:39,806 --> 00:10:41,725 Right leg was crushed by a collapsed beam. 260 00:10:41,808 --> 00:10:43,935 -Take Treatment 5. -Why am I here? 261 00:10:44,060 --> 00:10:45,812 He's high on ecstasy, but we gave him 100 of fentanyl 262 00:10:45,895 --> 00:10:46,896 en route for pain. 263 00:10:47,022 --> 00:10:48,190 O2 is 98. 264 00:10:48,273 --> 00:10:49,733 Heart rate, 115. 265 00:10:49,858 --> 00:10:50,942 He looks dry. 266 00:10:51,067 --> 00:10:52,485 I should be dead. 267 00:10:52,610 --> 00:10:54,029 We got you, buddy. On my count. 268 00:10:54,112 --> 00:10:56,865 One, two, three. 269 00:10:56,948 --> 00:10:58,199 I should be dead. 270 00:10:58,283 --> 00:10:59,451 He was like this all the way here. 271 00:10:59,534 --> 00:11:01,077 Thanks, Evie. 272 00:11:01,202 --> 00:11:03,413 100 more mics of fentanyl and stop fluids at 1 liter. 273 00:11:03,538 --> 00:11:05,331 Copy. 274 00:11:05,415 --> 00:11:06,750 So dark. 275 00:11:06,875 --> 00:11:08,585 Everyone was screaming. 276 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:10,503 I... I couldn't breathe. 277 00:11:10,587 --> 00:11:12,422 You're safe now. 278 00:11:12,547 --> 00:11:14,091 I deserve to be dead. 279 00:11:14,174 --> 00:11:16,385 Okay. Fentanyl is on board. 280 00:11:16,468 --> 00:11:19,220 You're about to feel a whole lot better, Hudson. 281 00:11:19,346 --> 00:11:21,348 Help me die, please. 282 00:11:21,431 --> 00:11:23,183 Please, I'll do it myself. 283 00:11:23,266 --> 00:11:24,392 You just give me the meds. 284 00:11:24,517 --> 00:11:26,561 You don't mean that. 285 00:11:26,644 --> 00:11:27,896 No, I do. 286 00:11:28,021 --> 00:11:29,106 I want to die. 287 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:30,732 Please, just help me die. 288 00:11:30,815 --> 00:11:32,942 I want to die! 289 00:11:33,068 --> 00:11:35,737 Please, please, please, please. 290 00:11:44,079 --> 00:11:46,289 So what do you think his chances are? 291 00:11:46,373 --> 00:11:47,874 Oh. 292 00:11:47,957 --> 00:11:49,960 Third degree burns over 65% of his body 293 00:11:50,043 --> 00:11:51,920 and an inhalation injury. 294 00:11:52,003 --> 00:11:55,924 Sadly, I think his son's going to wake up an orphan. 295 00:11:56,007 --> 00:11:57,592 How's he doing? 296 00:11:57,676 --> 00:11:59,094 He's stable. 297 00:11:59,219 --> 00:12:00,720 The extremity burns are pretty deep, 298 00:12:00,887 --> 00:12:03,098 but he's resting comfortably. 299 00:12:03,181 --> 00:12:04,599 Well, that's good. 300 00:12:04,683 --> 00:12:07,268 I'll go book an OR to debride his burns. 301 00:12:07,435 --> 00:12:09,104 With any luck, we'll avoid infection 302 00:12:09,229 --> 00:12:11,023 and save both limbs from contracture. 303 00:12:11,106 --> 00:12:13,108 Do you have room for one more? 304 00:12:13,191 --> 00:12:14,693 That depends, Dr. Howard. 305 00:12:14,818 --> 00:12:17,529 The OR temperature's going be turned up to 94 degrees. 306 00:12:17,696 --> 00:12:18,863 Can you tell me why? 307 00:12:18,947 --> 00:12:20,532 Skin regulates body temperature, 308 00:12:20,615 --> 00:12:22,117 so when burns destroy it, 309 00:12:22,242 --> 00:12:24,202 hypothermia becomes a significant danger, 310 00:12:24,285 --> 00:12:25,578 even at room temperature. 311 00:12:25,704 --> 00:12:27,580 Top marks. We'll see you there. 312 00:12:27,706 --> 00:12:29,624 And remember, dress to sweat. 313 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:33,795 -Hi. -Hi. 314 00:12:33,962 --> 00:12:36,548 So you're a general surgery resident now? 315 00:12:36,631 --> 00:12:37,841 Mm-hmm. 316 00:12:37,924 --> 00:12:39,176 I didn't even know you were back. 317 00:12:39,259 --> 00:12:41,052 No, it's my first week. 318 00:12:41,219 --> 00:12:44,305 After I left cardiothoracic, I took some time for myself. 319 00:12:44,472 --> 00:12:46,141 But then Dr. Lenox called me and said 320 00:12:46,307 --> 00:12:48,184 the slot was mine if I wanted it, so. 321 00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:50,729 Well, welcome home. 322 00:12:50,812 --> 00:12:51,938 Thanks. 323 00:12:56,776 --> 00:12:58,278 I spoke to your mom and dad. 324 00:12:58,361 --> 00:13:00,530 They are catching the first plane out of LA. 325 00:13:00,613 --> 00:13:02,115 Do you know what's wrong with me? 326 00:13:02,198 --> 00:13:04,617 The bone probably punctured your spleen, 327 00:13:04,701 --> 00:13:07,287 so we need to remove it before you bleed out. 328 00:13:07,370 --> 00:13:10,415 Surgery will allow us to amputate Sierra's arm 329 00:13:10,498 --> 00:13:12,000 and to control further bleeding 330 00:13:12,083 --> 00:13:13,752 from your intra-abdominal injuries. 331 00:13:13,835 --> 00:13:15,337 Amputate? Can't you save it? 332 00:13:15,420 --> 00:13:17,547 I'm afraid not. 333 00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:19,049 There's no blood flow. 334 00:13:19,132 --> 00:13:21,718 The tissue is completely dead. 335 00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:24,137 What are my chances? 336 00:13:24,220 --> 00:13:26,890 Well, obviously, there's risk inherent in any surgery, 337 00:13:26,973 --> 00:13:28,725 but we're very optimistic. 338 00:13:28,808 --> 00:13:31,186 It's actually 50/50. 339 00:13:31,269 --> 00:13:33,688 And the longer we wait, the greater your risk of death. 340 00:13:35,315 --> 00:13:37,359 So I may not wake up? 341 00:13:37,442 --> 00:13:39,110 Oh, my God, Shay. 342 00:13:39,194 --> 00:13:41,196 That outcome is a possibility. 343 00:13:41,279 --> 00:13:44,199 But as Dr. Abrams said, it is not the one that we want. 344 00:13:44,366 --> 00:13:45,867 And the faster we get you to surgery, 345 00:13:45,950 --> 00:13:47,744 the more your odds increase. 346 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:51,206 And 50% likelihood of survival are odds that I can work with. 347 00:13:51,331 --> 00:13:53,291 Okay? 348 00:13:53,375 --> 00:13:54,751 Okay. 349 00:13:57,796 --> 00:14:00,924 You know, there is such a thing as too much honesty. 350 00:14:01,091 --> 00:14:03,885 You of all people think I was too harsh in there? 351 00:14:04,052 --> 00:14:06,054 While it's true I'm a big fan of tough love, 352 00:14:06,221 --> 00:14:07,598 but there's a way to convey the truth 353 00:14:07,681 --> 00:14:09,891 without completely deflating hope. 354 00:14:09,974 --> 00:14:12,435 And there's a difference between hope and delusion. 355 00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:14,771 Yes, and there's also a difference between honesty 356 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:16,564 and emotional brutality. 357 00:14:24,072 --> 00:14:25,312 Hanging in there, Dr. Howard? 358 00:14:25,407 --> 00:14:27,075 Oh, I'm totally good. 359 00:14:27,158 --> 00:14:29,577 Yeah, I noticed. But how? 360 00:14:29,744 --> 00:14:31,705 Did you grew up in the Mojave Desert? 361 00:14:31,788 --> 00:14:33,373 Hot yoga three times a week. 362 00:14:33,540 --> 00:14:35,083 Should be required in med school. 363 00:14:35,208 --> 00:14:36,251 Blood pressure's dropping. 364 00:14:36,334 --> 00:14:38,670 90/56. Crit 32. 365 00:14:38,753 --> 00:14:40,296 A unit of blood should level it out. 366 00:14:40,463 --> 00:14:42,716 Even if we successfully remove all the dead skin, 367 00:14:42,841 --> 00:14:44,343 what's the likelihood he'll lose 368 00:14:44,426 --> 00:14:45,469 one or both limbs to infection? 369 00:14:45,552 --> 00:14:46,637 Pretty low. 370 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:48,263 His youth is a big factor. 371 00:14:48,346 --> 00:14:51,892 Early debridement could help ward off early necrosis. 372 00:14:51,975 --> 00:14:54,144 Pressure's still low despite the blood. 373 00:14:54,227 --> 00:14:57,522 Fluid loss from his burns is driving his blood pressure. 374 00:14:57,605 --> 00:14:59,607 Let's give 1 of FFP. -Got it. 375 00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:01,067 The kid's lost his mother, 376 00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:02,861 and his father's hanging by a thread. 377 00:15:02,944 --> 00:15:03,946 Let's not have any more bad news. 378 00:15:04,029 --> 00:15:05,530 He's stabilizing. 379 00:15:05,613 --> 00:15:07,491 115/75. 380 00:15:07,574 --> 00:15:08,950 All right. Good, good. 381 00:15:10,869 --> 00:15:12,203 Are you okay, Dr. Archer? 382 00:15:12,370 --> 00:15:15,582 Yeah, fine. Yeah. 383 00:15:15,707 --> 00:15:17,334 -Dean! -What do I do? 384 00:15:17,417 --> 00:15:19,544 Keep going. Keep going. 385 00:15:19,627 --> 00:15:21,755 Okay. 386 00:15:21,838 --> 00:15:23,798 Okay. 387 00:15:25,592 --> 00:15:26,801 Hey. 388 00:15:34,392 --> 00:15:36,311 Okay. What's up? 389 00:15:36,478 --> 00:15:38,772 I don't know if I should say anything. 390 00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:40,982 Say anything about what? 391 00:15:44,402 --> 00:15:47,155 Congratulations on the baby. 392 00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:49,407 Uh, thank you? 393 00:15:49,532 --> 00:15:51,034 I know I'm not supposed to know, 394 00:15:51,117 --> 00:15:53,161 but I overheard Hannah talking with Archer earlier, 395 00:15:53,244 --> 00:15:55,205 and I just, I'm so excited for you both. 396 00:15:55,288 --> 00:15:56,998 I just can't help myself. 397 00:15:58,416 --> 00:16:00,752 Hannah is pregnant? 398 00:16:00,835 --> 00:16:02,003 Oh, no. 399 00:16:05,507 --> 00:16:07,801 Can you please help me? 400 00:16:07,884 --> 00:16:09,219 I'm looking for Caleb and Ricky Aldrich. 401 00:16:09,302 --> 00:16:10,804 They were brought in a few hours ago. 402 00:16:10,887 --> 00:16:12,180 I drove back into town as soon as I heard. 403 00:16:12,263 --> 00:16:13,348 And you are? 404 00:16:13,431 --> 00:16:15,350 Becky Aldrich. 405 00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:17,394 Becky Aldrich? 406 00:16:17,477 --> 00:16:18,978 Are you Caleb's wife? 407 00:16:19,062 --> 00:16:21,023 Yes, and Ricky's mother. 408 00:16:22,774 --> 00:16:24,234 Oh, my God. 409 00:16:24,317 --> 00:16:25,527 Are they dead? -No. 410 00:16:25,610 --> 00:16:26,736 No, no, no. 411 00:16:26,820 --> 00:16:28,530 But we thought you were. 412 00:16:38,707 --> 00:16:40,407 How bad is my husband? 413 00:16:40,491 --> 00:16:43,828 He's got third-degree burns across 65% of his body. 414 00:16:43,912 --> 00:16:45,830 Meds are keeping his blood pressure up, 415 00:16:45,914 --> 00:16:48,500 but his kidneys are failing, and his respiratory function 416 00:16:48,584 --> 00:16:51,795 is declining rapidly. 417 00:16:52,303 --> 00:16:55,515 So you're telling me my husband's going to die. 418 00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:56,850 It's unlikely he'll make it through the night. 419 00:16:56,933 --> 00:16:58,351 I'm sorry. 420 00:17:01,146 --> 00:17:05,108 The other doctor, he said that you thought I was dead? 421 00:17:05,191 --> 00:17:07,360 Yeah, that's right. 422 00:17:07,444 --> 00:17:09,904 Why would you think that? 423 00:17:13,033 --> 00:17:14,617 I need to prepare you. 424 00:17:14,743 --> 00:17:19,164 The condition of the body will be disturbing. 425 00:17:19,247 --> 00:17:20,582 I understand. 426 00:17:33,303 --> 00:17:37,432 Her name is Bonnie Harper. 427 00:17:37,515 --> 00:17:41,102 She used to be Ricky's babysitter 428 00:17:41,227 --> 00:17:42,771 until six months ago. 429 00:17:42,854 --> 00:17:45,023 Used to be? 430 00:17:45,106 --> 00:17:47,776 I fired her because I didn't like the way 431 00:17:47,901 --> 00:17:49,569 she was looking at Caleb. 432 00:17:51,696 --> 00:17:54,407 I guess my instincts were right. 433 00:17:54,491 --> 00:17:56,201 Well, I'm sorry. 434 00:18:08,505 --> 00:18:09,673 Hudson, how are you doing? 435 00:18:09,756 --> 00:18:11,508 I'm Dr. Charles. 436 00:18:11,591 --> 00:18:14,177 Dr. Ripley asked me to drop by and say hello. 437 00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:16,554 A psychiatrist. Uh-oh. 438 00:18:16,638 --> 00:18:19,724 Trust me, I'm harmless. 439 00:18:19,849 --> 00:18:21,310 I'm so sorry about what happened to your leg. 440 00:18:21,393 --> 00:18:24,521 I understand it was crushed in the building collapse? 441 00:18:24,646 --> 00:18:26,815 Yeah. Broken in three places. 442 00:18:26,898 --> 00:18:28,525 I didn't feel a thing. 443 00:18:28,608 --> 00:18:30,235 Well, I mean, that's going to be the painkillers, right? 444 00:18:30,318 --> 00:18:34,072 And, you know, certain psychedelics can 445 00:18:34,155 --> 00:18:37,367 have some pretty powerful dissociative properties too. 446 00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:39,452 Man, you're good, Doc. 447 00:18:39,536 --> 00:18:43,039 Well, come on, the rave was a little hint, right? 448 00:18:43,123 --> 00:18:46,292 Dr. Ripley told me that you wish you died in the collapse. 449 00:18:46,418 --> 00:18:48,920 Is that true? 450 00:18:49,004 --> 00:18:50,880 It is indeed. 451 00:18:50,964 --> 00:18:52,716 I still wish I was dead. 452 00:18:52,841 --> 00:18:55,385 So I guess I'm just wondering, I don't know, 453 00:18:55,468 --> 00:18:58,138 what would make you say something like that? 454 00:18:58,221 --> 00:19:02,600 Because I feel so damn good right now. 455 00:19:02,684 --> 00:19:07,022 Okay, so you were just speaking in hyperbole? 456 00:19:07,188 --> 00:19:09,357 No, I meant it. 457 00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:12,235 I want to die before I start feeling bad. 458 00:19:12,318 --> 00:19:14,738 Before the X wears off? 459 00:19:14,821 --> 00:19:18,241 Can you tell me exactly what happened to your leg, 460 00:19:18,324 --> 00:19:20,869 inasmuch as you remember? 461 00:19:20,994 --> 00:19:23,038 There was so much awesome music 462 00:19:23,121 --> 00:19:27,668 and so much touching and so many colors. 463 00:19:27,751 --> 00:19:30,128 And then suddenly everything went black, 464 00:19:30,211 --> 00:19:32,506 and everybody started screaming. 465 00:19:32,589 --> 00:19:34,007 Huh. 466 00:19:34,090 --> 00:19:36,384 And where were you in the club at the time? 467 00:19:36,468 --> 00:19:38,262 Can you remember that? 468 00:19:38,345 --> 00:19:42,641 I was on the floor, and there was something really heavy 469 00:19:42,724 --> 00:19:45,643 pinned on my leg, and I was yelling 470 00:19:45,727 --> 00:19:47,729 for someone to help me, 471 00:19:47,854 --> 00:19:51,608 but no one could hear, and they just kept running over me. 472 00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:54,235 Oh, it was crazy, bro. 473 00:19:54,319 --> 00:19:57,864 Honestly, it sounds pretty terrifying. 474 00:19:57,947 --> 00:19:59,991 I mean, how'd you end up making it out of there? 475 00:20:03,078 --> 00:20:04,412 Uh... 476 00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:10,251 I don't remember. 477 00:20:11,878 --> 00:20:14,006 Okay. 478 00:20:14,089 --> 00:20:16,424 Outstanding job today, Doris. 479 00:20:16,549 --> 00:20:18,009 Thank you, Ms. Goodwin. 480 00:20:18,134 --> 00:20:19,469 You know, Maggie had some big shoes to fill. 481 00:20:19,552 --> 00:20:21,262 She'd be proud of you. 482 00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:23,549 Well, I'm just keeping them warm till she gets back. 483 00:20:29,145 --> 00:20:30,522 Hey. 484 00:20:36,820 --> 00:20:40,615 You're... you're pregnant? 485 00:20:44,703 --> 00:20:46,329 Mitch, um... 486 00:20:46,413 --> 00:20:47,706 How could you... how could you not tell me? 487 00:20:47,789 --> 00:20:49,958 I mean, I know we were probably never 488 00:20:50,041 --> 00:20:51,668 going to get together again, 489 00:20:51,751 --> 00:20:53,151 but I certainly had a right to know. 490 00:20:53,294 --> 00:20:54,546 Mitch, Mitch. 491 00:20:56,631 --> 00:20:58,133 It's not yours. 492 00:21:05,223 --> 00:21:06,558 Then who? 493 00:21:11,312 --> 00:21:13,023 Dean. 494 00:21:20,822 --> 00:21:23,033 Well, I didn't see that coming. 495 00:21:23,116 --> 00:21:25,618 Neither did I, if I'm being honest. 496 00:21:25,702 --> 00:21:28,830 How, um... 497 00:21:28,955 --> 00:21:30,624 how far along are you? 498 00:21:30,707 --> 00:21:35,045 Mitch, you and I, we were already broken up. 499 00:21:35,128 --> 00:21:36,630 So are you two now... 500 00:21:36,713 --> 00:21:37,839 No. 501 00:21:37,922 --> 00:21:39,007 No. 502 00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:43,887 We are going to co-parent together. 503 00:21:43,970 --> 00:21:47,349 I'm... I'm... I'm sorry. 504 00:21:47,474 --> 00:21:49,934 It's actually none of my business. 505 00:21:52,854 --> 00:21:54,314 You're angry. 506 00:21:54,397 --> 00:21:55,774 I'm not. 507 00:21:55,899 --> 00:21:58,318 Um. 508 00:21:58,401 --> 00:22:01,571 It's just, for a few hours, 509 00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:03,448 I thought I was gonna be a father. 510 00:22:03,531 --> 00:22:06,034 And no matter what that looked like for you and me, 511 00:22:06,117 --> 00:22:08,745 it surprised me how much I really wanted to be one. 512 00:22:18,922 --> 00:22:20,465 Hold up. I need the room. 513 00:22:25,053 --> 00:22:27,222 From here on, things will move very quickly, 514 00:22:27,347 --> 00:22:29,224 so I wanted to give you two a minute 515 00:22:29,307 --> 00:22:31,559 to talk to each other alone. 516 00:22:31,726 --> 00:22:33,228 To say goodbye. 517 00:22:33,311 --> 00:22:35,105 To say the things that you would regret not saying. 518 00:22:35,188 --> 00:22:36,648 Stop it, Dr. Lenox. 519 00:22:36,731 --> 00:22:39,359 -It's okay, Sierra. -No, it's not. 520 00:22:39,442 --> 00:22:42,654 Aren't you supposed to offer at least some semblance of hope? 521 00:22:42,737 --> 00:22:45,407 People think they want hope, but hope is dangerous. 522 00:22:45,490 --> 00:22:47,284 Hope just gives you an excuse to put things off. 523 00:22:47,367 --> 00:22:48,660 You don't understand how we feel. 524 00:22:48,743 --> 00:22:50,745 I understand exactly how you feel. 525 00:22:56,251 --> 00:22:58,086 I'm sick. 526 00:22:58,211 --> 00:23:03,216 I may not die today, but it's coming, 527 00:23:03,299 --> 00:23:05,885 and there's nothing I can do to stop it. 528 00:23:06,011 --> 00:23:08,304 No one can. 529 00:23:08,388 --> 00:23:11,683 So yes, say goodbye, just in case, 530 00:23:11,766 --> 00:23:15,186 because when time runs out, it's gone. 531 00:23:21,443 --> 00:23:23,570 It should be me. 532 00:23:23,653 --> 00:23:25,572 I brought you to that rave. 533 00:23:25,697 --> 00:23:27,199 I'm the one with the life that's not worth all that much. 534 00:23:27,282 --> 00:23:30,369 -Please don't say that. -Let me finish. 535 00:23:30,452 --> 00:23:34,497 You're this shooting star who deserves 536 00:23:34,622 --> 00:23:37,376 the most incredible life, 537 00:23:37,459 --> 00:23:39,419 to get everything you've ever wanted. 538 00:23:39,502 --> 00:23:41,212 And I am... 539 00:23:41,296 --> 00:23:44,174 I am so sorry that I may have taken that away. 540 00:23:44,299 --> 00:23:47,177 Sierra, I wanted to go to that rave 541 00:23:47,260 --> 00:23:51,556 because I always want to be where you are. 542 00:23:51,681 --> 00:23:54,142 Don't say that your life is worthless. 543 00:23:54,309 --> 00:23:56,353 It is not true. 544 00:23:56,436 --> 00:23:58,980 I love you so much. 545 00:23:59,105 --> 00:24:02,400 I love you too, Sierra. 546 00:24:03,985 --> 00:24:05,820 You're the best sister in the world. 547 00:24:05,987 --> 00:24:07,530 Always will be. 548 00:24:17,866 --> 00:24:20,785 Cutting the bone to separate the lower arm from Shay. 549 00:24:21,316 --> 00:24:23,401 You're a gifted surgeon, Dr. Lenox. 550 00:24:23,485 --> 00:24:25,571 A compliment is so off-brand for you. 551 00:24:25,655 --> 00:24:28,283 I give to those not desperately in need. 552 00:24:28,367 --> 00:24:30,161 Otherwise, I find them destructive. 553 00:24:30,245 --> 00:24:32,330 I agree. Thank you. 554 00:24:32,414 --> 00:24:34,166 Ready to fully detach the arm. 555 00:24:34,250 --> 00:24:35,960 Or what's left of it. 556 00:24:41,309 --> 00:24:42,935 Gurney. 557 00:24:43,108 --> 00:24:44,734 On my count. 558 00:24:44,818 --> 00:24:46,027 Somebody secure the arm. 559 00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:47,529 One, two, three. 560 00:24:50,365 --> 00:24:52,242 Sierra's crashing. 561 00:24:52,325 --> 00:24:53,452 Sierra's abdomen is distended. 562 00:24:53,535 --> 00:24:54,661 It wasn't before. 563 00:24:54,786 --> 00:24:56,079 She must have developed a delayed bleed 564 00:24:56,162 --> 00:24:57,664 from the blunt trauma. 565 00:24:57,747 --> 00:24:58,915 She needs a laparotomy to have any chance at all. 566 00:24:58,998 --> 00:25:02,419 We are not losing them both. 567 00:25:02,544 --> 00:25:06,047 Mr. Aldrich, can you hear me? 568 00:25:06,172 --> 00:25:08,842 Your wife asked us to lower your sedation 569 00:25:08,925 --> 00:25:10,552 so she can speak with you. 570 00:25:17,976 --> 00:25:19,645 No, we can't remove that tube in your condition. 571 00:25:19,728 --> 00:25:20,937 No, no. 572 00:25:21,021 --> 00:25:21,896 No, no, no. Listen, stop. 573 00:25:22,022 --> 00:25:23,732 Mr. Aldrich. 574 00:25:23,857 --> 00:25:26,401 We need to reintubate you or you will die very quickly. 575 00:25:27,986 --> 00:25:31,406 I need to speak with my wife. 576 00:25:37,537 --> 00:25:40,623 Is Ricky okay? 577 00:25:40,707 --> 00:25:42,917 The surgery couldn't have gone any better. 578 00:25:43,043 --> 00:25:44,294 He'll recover. 579 00:25:44,419 --> 00:25:46,046 Ricky's a strong kid. 580 00:25:48,298 --> 00:25:49,966 Have you seen him? 581 00:25:50,091 --> 00:25:51,468 Not yet. 582 00:25:51,593 --> 00:25:53,762 He's still in recovery. 583 00:25:53,887 --> 00:25:55,472 Oh. 584 00:25:55,555 --> 00:25:57,432 I know about Bonnie. 585 00:25:59,225 --> 00:26:00,518 Becky. 586 00:26:05,148 --> 00:26:10,195 I have always loved you so much, Caleb. 587 00:26:10,278 --> 00:26:12,405 Over the years, so many of my friends 588 00:26:12,489 --> 00:26:15,784 grew apart from their spouses, fell out of love, 589 00:26:15,867 --> 00:26:17,452 but not me. 590 00:26:17,535 --> 00:26:21,164 I always felt our love deepened. 591 00:26:21,247 --> 00:26:24,668 Almost every moment of happiness I ever had 592 00:26:24,751 --> 00:26:26,503 happened next to you. 593 00:26:26,586 --> 00:26:30,048 I trusted you completely. 594 00:26:32,842 --> 00:26:36,138 What happened to that man? 595 00:26:36,221 --> 00:26:38,640 He got stupid. 596 00:26:40,517 --> 00:26:43,895 The fire captain said candles in our bedroom 597 00:26:44,020 --> 00:26:46,272 are what started the fire. 598 00:26:46,398 --> 00:26:50,068 I don't want to be angry with you, not now, 599 00:26:50,151 --> 00:26:53,863 but you almost cost us our son. 600 00:26:53,988 --> 00:26:56,742 I'm so sorry. 601 00:26:56,825 --> 00:26:59,703 It was a mistake. 602 00:26:59,786 --> 00:27:03,248 Please don't tell Ricky. 603 00:27:03,331 --> 00:27:07,002 Honestly, I don't know if I can promise that, Caleb. 604 00:27:10,714 --> 00:27:13,758 Thank you for saving Ricky. 605 00:27:17,178 --> 00:27:18,596 Stay. 606 00:27:25,311 --> 00:27:27,313 Mind if I turn the light on? 607 00:27:27,397 --> 00:27:28,648 Whatever. 608 00:27:32,944 --> 00:27:35,238 How you doing? 609 00:27:35,363 --> 00:27:37,532 Good. 610 00:27:37,657 --> 00:27:40,035 Should I just go home? 611 00:27:40,160 --> 00:27:41,578 You know what? 612 00:27:41,661 --> 00:27:43,705 For whatever reason, I'm just not... 613 00:27:43,830 --> 00:27:45,165 I don't know. 614 00:27:45,248 --> 00:27:46,875 I'm not comfortable with the idea of letting you 615 00:27:46,958 --> 00:27:48,752 walk out of here right now. 616 00:27:48,877 --> 00:27:50,962 I just said I'm fine. 617 00:27:53,965 --> 00:27:57,094 You know, another thing that Dr. Ripley told me 618 00:27:57,177 --> 00:28:02,057 is that whatever fell on your leg 619 00:28:02,140 --> 00:28:07,771 was way too heavy for one person to lift off of you. 620 00:28:07,854 --> 00:28:12,150 I'm just wondering, did you get any help? 621 00:28:16,237 --> 00:28:20,784 When I was trapped... 622 00:28:20,909 --> 00:28:22,410 it was so dark. 623 00:28:24,454 --> 00:28:29,209 And... 624 00:28:29,292 --> 00:28:32,587 And I was begging for someone to help me, 625 00:28:32,671 --> 00:28:34,589 and I was terrified. 626 00:28:38,468 --> 00:28:42,598 And then someone found me. 627 00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:48,186 A girl. 628 00:28:48,311 --> 00:28:51,439 Was it somebody that you knew? 629 00:28:51,523 --> 00:28:52,941 A total stranger. 630 00:28:55,735 --> 00:28:59,531 When she found me, she used her iPhone light 631 00:28:59,656 --> 00:29:02,742 to get a better look at me, and when I looked up at her, 632 00:29:02,826 --> 00:29:04,661 I swear to God, she looked like an angel. 633 00:29:09,249 --> 00:29:15,005 She told me that if we both pushed the beam off of my leg, 634 00:29:15,088 --> 00:29:18,341 that we could get it off, 635 00:29:18,466 --> 00:29:20,719 and so we did it, 636 00:29:20,802 --> 00:29:24,472 and it hurt like hell, but it worked. 637 00:29:24,556 --> 00:29:26,558 And so she helped me to my feet, 638 00:29:26,641 --> 00:29:29,602 and she started walking me out, and... 639 00:29:29,728 --> 00:29:33,690 and that was when the roof collapsed on us, 640 00:29:33,773 --> 00:29:36,151 and we were both on the floor again. 641 00:29:38,737 --> 00:29:40,405 When I looked over at her... 642 00:29:45,660 --> 00:29:47,871 Half her head was gone. 643 00:29:53,918 --> 00:29:56,963 And I just left her behind. 644 00:29:57,088 --> 00:29:59,549 I'm sorry you had to go through that, Hudson. 645 00:29:59,632 --> 00:30:02,677 If she didn't stop and help me... 646 00:30:05,263 --> 00:30:07,057 What? What would have happened? 647 00:30:07,140 --> 00:30:10,310 She would be alive, and I would be dead. 648 00:30:10,435 --> 00:30:11,561 That's not logical, buddy. 649 00:30:11,686 --> 00:30:13,021 Listen, listen. 650 00:30:13,104 --> 00:30:14,814 Hudson, look at me. 651 00:30:14,898 --> 00:30:17,526 It's a very human thing to try and make sense 652 00:30:17,609 --> 00:30:20,862 out of some random, horrible, tragic event, right, 653 00:30:20,945 --> 00:30:24,949 to impose some kind of meaning onto it, some kind of logic, 654 00:30:25,033 --> 00:30:27,494 when very often there just isn't any. 655 00:30:27,577 --> 00:30:28,953 All right? 656 00:30:29,037 --> 00:30:31,081 Problem is, is that into that logic vacuum goes guilt. 657 00:30:31,164 --> 00:30:33,375 It's just what we do. 658 00:30:33,500 --> 00:30:35,460 In this case, what actually happened 659 00:30:35,543 --> 00:30:38,296 is that a kind person made a choice, 660 00:30:38,421 --> 00:30:40,924 and that choice was to help you. 661 00:30:41,007 --> 00:30:47,097 And she did, and you survived, and unfortunately, she didn't. 662 00:30:47,180 --> 00:30:49,432 I didn't even know her name. 663 00:30:54,396 --> 00:30:57,441 She is not the one who deserves to die. 664 00:30:57,524 --> 00:30:59,067 Nobody deserves to die. 665 00:30:59,150 --> 00:31:01,027 But just because she did doesn't mean 666 00:31:01,152 --> 00:31:03,655 that you don't get to live. 667 00:31:09,244 --> 00:31:11,371 Well, crisis averted. 668 00:31:11,496 --> 00:31:14,291 Sierra's closed. Take her to recovery. 669 00:31:14,374 --> 00:31:15,917 Let's take out Shay's spleen. 670 00:31:17,752 --> 00:31:18,628 Retractor. 671 00:31:25,051 --> 00:31:26,886 Shay's crashing. 672 00:31:26,970 --> 00:31:29,305 -You got to open up her chest. -On it. 673 00:31:29,389 --> 00:31:31,307 These sisters are having very bad luck today. 674 00:31:31,433 --> 00:31:32,934 Murphy's Law. 675 00:31:33,018 --> 00:31:34,227 Starting cardiac massage. 676 00:31:34,310 --> 00:31:35,812 PH is 7.2. 677 00:31:35,895 --> 00:31:38,273 She's 36 degrees. Crit is 26. 678 00:31:38,356 --> 00:31:39,899 Keep transfusing on level one. 679 00:31:40,025 --> 00:31:41,234 She's got a huge aortic hematoma from her fall. 680 00:31:41,317 --> 00:31:42,360 I'm trying to get control. 681 00:31:44,029 --> 00:31:46,197 She's in V-fib. -Paddles. 682 00:31:48,908 --> 00:31:50,160 Clear. 683 00:31:55,623 --> 00:31:57,542 20 joules. Clear. 684 00:32:12,015 --> 00:32:13,684 I'm gonna call it. 685 00:32:13,767 --> 00:32:15,852 Time of death, 17:49. 686 00:32:22,609 --> 00:32:24,152 20. 687 00:32:24,235 --> 00:32:25,904 1 milligram of epi. 688 00:32:27,614 --> 00:32:28,865 She's gone, Dr. Lenox. 689 00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,825 Not until I say she is. 690 00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:33,703 Continue MTP. 691 00:32:33,828 --> 00:32:36,498 20. Clear. 692 00:32:36,581 --> 00:32:38,375 100 Lidocaine. 693 00:32:49,844 --> 00:32:50,844 20. Clear. 694 00:32:54,766 --> 00:32:56,560 Restarting cardiac massage. 695 00:32:56,643 --> 00:32:58,645 Dr. Lenox, it's been 18 minutes. 696 00:32:58,728 --> 00:33:00,981 I've had someone come back after 35. 697 00:33:01,064 --> 00:33:02,816 Then it was one in million. Shay's gone. 698 00:33:02,899 --> 00:33:05,235 Not yet. 699 00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:07,404 20, clear. 700 00:33:07,529 --> 00:33:08,988 Another milligram of epi. 701 00:33:10,740 --> 00:33:12,200 Is this just about Shay? 702 00:33:12,283 --> 00:33:14,577 20. Clear. 703 00:33:14,703 --> 00:33:17,622 This needs to stop now. 704 00:33:22,043 --> 00:33:23,378 There she is. 705 00:33:23,461 --> 00:33:25,255 BP 85/43. 706 00:33:25,380 --> 00:33:27,882 Heart rate 120. 707 00:33:27,966 --> 00:33:29,592 She's back. 708 00:33:34,389 --> 00:33:37,726 That should not have happened. 709 00:33:39,144 --> 00:33:40,562 Two in a million. 710 00:33:45,859 --> 00:33:47,068 Hey. 711 00:33:48,278 --> 00:33:50,613 Oh, hey. 712 00:33:50,697 --> 00:33:52,949 I heard a rumor today. 713 00:33:53,074 --> 00:33:55,660 Apparently, you and Ripley are having a baby. 714 00:33:55,744 --> 00:33:57,245 Congrats. 715 00:33:57,370 --> 00:33:59,247 Trini overheard us talking this morning. 716 00:33:59,330 --> 00:34:02,459 Yeah, nurses are the information superhighway. 717 00:34:02,584 --> 00:34:04,919 She talked to Ripley. 718 00:34:05,086 --> 00:34:08,631 Naturally, he had some questions for me. 719 00:34:08,757 --> 00:34:11,593 So what'd you tell him? 720 00:34:11,718 --> 00:34:14,012 Everything. 721 00:34:14,137 --> 00:34:15,722 How'd he take it? 722 00:34:17,807 --> 00:34:20,101 He's gonna need a few days to process. 723 00:34:23,438 --> 00:34:27,400 I couldn't help notice that you only came clean 724 00:34:27,484 --> 00:34:29,652 with Ripley when cornered. 725 00:34:29,736 --> 00:34:31,488 So what? 726 00:34:31,571 --> 00:34:34,032 Are you uncomfortable about the fact that I'm the father? 727 00:34:34,115 --> 00:34:35,450 What? 728 00:34:35,575 --> 00:34:36,952 What are you... what are you talking about? 729 00:34:37,035 --> 00:34:38,370 Oh, come on. I get it. 730 00:34:38,453 --> 00:34:41,415 I mean, I'm 64 years old, right? 731 00:34:41,498 --> 00:34:44,334 I fainted in surgery today because I literally 732 00:34:44,417 --> 00:34:45,460 couldn't take the heat. 733 00:34:45,543 --> 00:34:46,753 Are you okay? 734 00:34:46,836 --> 00:34:49,422 Why'd you take so long to tell anyone? 735 00:34:51,257 --> 00:34:54,136 Because I'm terrified, Dean. 736 00:34:54,219 --> 00:34:55,846 Terrified of what? 737 00:34:55,929 --> 00:34:58,264 Of a thousand things. 738 00:34:58,431 --> 00:35:00,850 Of losing my status and respect 739 00:35:00,934 --> 00:35:03,603 that I've worked so hard to get here at work. 740 00:35:03,687 --> 00:35:07,107 I mean, of telling Mitch, of my sister hating me forever 741 00:35:07,190 --> 00:35:10,777 for having the baby that she can't have, 742 00:35:10,860 --> 00:35:13,029 of being a mother. 743 00:35:13,196 --> 00:35:16,658 And yeah... 744 00:35:16,741 --> 00:35:20,245 sometimes I worry about how this is going to work, 745 00:35:20,328 --> 00:35:21,871 you and I raising a kid together. 746 00:35:21,996 --> 00:35:23,540 I understand. 747 00:35:23,665 --> 00:35:26,334 Believe me, I have doubts that I'll have the stamina 748 00:35:26,501 --> 00:35:32,257 to have a baby again, raise a child. 749 00:35:32,424 --> 00:35:36,386 That said, every time someone asks if I'm the grandfather, 750 00:35:36,511 --> 00:35:38,055 I'm going to want to punch them in the throat. 751 00:35:38,138 --> 00:35:39,389 No. 752 00:35:49,357 --> 00:35:52,777 I'm uncomfortable telling anyone 753 00:35:52,861 --> 00:35:57,365 because when I tell them, it'll make it real. 754 00:35:57,449 --> 00:35:59,409 That's because it is real. 755 00:35:59,534 --> 00:36:02,495 Yeah, and I'm feeling that more every day. 756 00:36:06,791 --> 00:36:08,168 You know what? 757 00:36:08,251 --> 00:36:11,629 Forget about telling anyone else the truth. 758 00:36:11,713 --> 00:36:14,090 It'd be a lot more fun watching people slowly 759 00:36:14,174 --> 00:36:15,801 trying to figure it out. 760 00:36:31,358 --> 00:36:33,735 Hey. 761 00:36:33,818 --> 00:36:35,570 Welcome back. 762 00:36:36,905 --> 00:36:38,573 Shay. 763 00:36:45,163 --> 00:36:46,539 Oh. 764 00:36:54,297 --> 00:36:55,674 Thank you. 765 00:36:59,761 --> 00:37:01,179 How you feeling, Ricky? 766 00:37:01,262 --> 00:37:02,514 Good. 767 00:37:02,597 --> 00:37:04,599 He says he's not in much pain. 768 00:37:04,724 --> 00:37:07,352 That means the meds are doing their job. 769 00:37:07,519 --> 00:37:09,062 When can I see my dad? 770 00:37:18,029 --> 00:37:23,702 I'm so sorry, Ricky, but... 771 00:37:23,827 --> 00:37:25,537 Dad didn't make it. 772 00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:28,581 No. 773 00:37:28,665 --> 00:37:31,042 No. 774 00:37:31,126 --> 00:37:34,379 The burns were just too severe. 775 00:37:34,546 --> 00:37:36,798 He died a few hours ago. 776 00:37:36,881 --> 00:37:38,842 How'd this happen? 777 00:37:38,925 --> 00:37:41,303 What started the fire? 778 00:37:48,685 --> 00:37:50,312 We don't know yet. 779 00:37:50,395 --> 00:37:54,816 Honey, Dad loved you more than anything in the world. 780 00:37:54,941 --> 00:37:56,943 He knew nothing was more important 781 00:37:57,027 --> 00:38:01,156 than keeping you safe, and that's what he did. 782 00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:05,493 And he died knowing that you were going to be okay. 783 00:38:19,132 --> 00:38:21,259 I'm glad you persisted today, 784 00:38:21,384 --> 00:38:23,136 but you also got incredibly lucky. 785 00:38:23,219 --> 00:38:25,055 Lucky? I don't think so. 786 00:38:25,221 --> 00:38:26,598 Call the shrink. 787 00:38:32,479 --> 00:38:34,231 Hey, that was fast. 788 00:38:34,314 --> 00:38:36,566 Yeah, I was waiting for you. 789 00:38:36,691 --> 00:38:38,819 What's... what's wrong? 790 00:38:38,902 --> 00:38:40,945 My babysitter just canceled last minute. 791 00:38:41,029 --> 00:38:43,406 I am so sorry, but can we reschedule? 792 00:38:43,531 --> 00:38:44,949 Of course, of course. 793 00:38:45,075 --> 00:38:46,618 It's totally fine. 794 00:38:49,788 --> 00:38:53,166 What if we just ordered in? 795 00:38:53,249 --> 00:38:55,543 I haven't even told her about us yet, 796 00:38:55,669 --> 00:38:58,672 and I'm not sure she's ready for that. 797 00:38:58,838 --> 00:39:00,423 But she does already know me. 798 00:39:00,590 --> 00:39:04,219 So is this about me reminding her of the well? 799 00:39:04,386 --> 00:39:06,513 No, no. 800 00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:09,641 I think that familiarity will 801 00:39:09,766 --> 00:39:13,103 make her fall even harder for you. 802 00:39:13,228 --> 00:39:15,146 What are you afraid of? 803 00:39:15,230 --> 00:39:17,399 Her getting attached too soon. 804 00:39:19,734 --> 00:39:21,277 Okay. 805 00:39:21,361 --> 00:39:22,696 Okay. 806 00:39:24,989 --> 00:39:28,952 Look, it's obviously your call, but these last couple of months 807 00:39:29,119 --> 00:39:34,875 have been amazing, and Emelia is an amazing kid, 808 00:39:34,958 --> 00:39:38,920 and I'd love to get to know her better. 809 00:39:39,045 --> 00:39:41,464 But we don't even know what this is yet. 810 00:39:41,548 --> 00:39:43,425 It's all still so new. 811 00:39:43,508 --> 00:39:49,180 Whatever this is, I'm in. 812 00:39:53,852 --> 00:39:56,730 Emelia, come here, please. 813 00:40:00,859 --> 00:40:02,819 I know you. 814 00:40:02,902 --> 00:40:04,446 -How you doing? -Good. 815 00:40:04,571 --> 00:40:05,739 That's good. 816 00:40:05,905 --> 00:40:07,949 Hey, can we have him come inside? 817 00:40:08,033 --> 00:40:10,160 -Yeah. -Yeah? 818 00:40:10,326 --> 00:40:11,661 Come on in. 819 00:40:11,745 --> 00:40:13,580 Thank you very much. 820 00:40:13,663 --> 00:40:16,249 ♪ I'm a bitter pill on your tongue ♪ 821 00:40:16,332 --> 00:40:20,795 ♪ But I tell you I'm better than nothing at all ♪ 822 00:40:20,879 --> 00:40:24,007 ♪ I go down as smooth as a nail or a memory ♪ 823 00:40:24,090 --> 00:40:25,800 We don't carry chardonnay, sweetie. 824 00:40:25,884 --> 00:40:27,802 Heady Topper from Vermont. 825 00:40:31,056 --> 00:40:34,059 ♪ You're afraid of the outside creeping in ♪ 826 00:40:34,142 --> 00:40:35,852 ♪ You don't really want me ♪ 827 00:40:35,935 --> 00:40:37,771 ♪ But you better believe ♪ 828 00:40:37,937 --> 00:40:39,815 ♪ I'm the ghost in your closet ♪ 829 00:40:39,898 --> 00:40:41,816 Not happening. 830 00:40:41,941 --> 00:40:44,152 Not surprised. 831 00:40:44,235 --> 00:40:48,573 ♪ I know all your secret designs and amusements ♪ 832 00:40:48,698 --> 00:40:51,034 ♪ I'm listening on the phone ♪ 833 00:40:51,117 --> 00:40:54,662 ♪ You're afraid of the outside ♪ 834 00:40:54,746 --> 00:40:57,749 ♪ You're afraid of the outside creeping in ♪ 835 00:40:57,832 --> 00:41:00,043 ♪ You don't really want me ♪ 836 00:41:06,925 --> 00:41:10,887 ♪ Does it matter much that I'm such a pariah ♪ 837 00:41:11,054 --> 00:41:12,931 ♪ You're tired and bored with yourself ♪ 838 00:41:13,014 --> 00:41:15,058 No, no. 839 00:41:15,141 --> 00:41:17,769 ♪ A couple of nothings ♪ 840 00:41:17,852 --> 00:41:20,230 ♪ 'Cause nothing suits you well ♪ 841 00:41:20,313 --> 00:41:23,149 ♪ You're afraid of the outside ♪ 842 00:41:23,233 --> 00:41:24,513 ♪ You're afraid of the outside ♪