1 00:00:42,673 --> 00:00:43,473 Hey... 2 00:00:43,593 --> 00:00:44,513 um... 3 00:00:45,032 --> 00:00:47,832 It's... um... it's me again. 4 00:00:49,392 --> 00:00:52,312 Uh... I've been trying to call you all morning... 5 00:00:53,312 --> 00:00:54,272 Um... 6 00:00:55,752 --> 00:01:00,392 I really just need to see you for a bit, I think... I... 7 00:01:00,552 --> 00:01:03,432 I'm feeling really tired of everything all of a sudden and 8 00:01:03,592 --> 00:01:08,712 I can't fucking breathe or sleep or eat much and 9 00:01:09,472 --> 00:01:14,752 they've got me on... on pills now and mom's researching all these clinics online... 10 00:01:15,672 --> 00:01:23,231 you know talking about how maybe this isn't a good environment for me anymore... or whatever... I don't know... 11 00:01:23,591 --> 00:01:26,191 So... I'm feeling... 12 00:01:26,391 --> 00:01:28,151 I'm feeling really... 13 00:01:28,871 --> 00:01:30,831 I'm feeling really fucked up 14 00:01:31,551 --> 00:01:32,511 and... 15 00:01:33,711 --> 00:01:35,311 yeah um... 16 00:01:35,511 --> 00:01:39,951 I just don't know what would be the... the thing to do. 17 00:01:43,391 --> 00:01:46,831 Remember when we talked about how... 18 00:01:48,670 --> 00:01:52,470 how... how it must be to drift above things... 19 00:01:52,670 --> 00:01:58,350 above everything. Just be far, far up, looking down and 20 00:01:59,270 --> 00:02:02,190 air moving and... 21 00:02:03,310 --> 00:02:04,670 and light... 22 00:02:05,550 --> 00:02:08,830 Suppose you're busy or sleeping or out or whatever so... 23 00:02:10,350 --> 00:02:15,750 If you... if you get this call me if you want to, or don't... your call. 24 00:02:15,950 --> 00:02:17,190 But yeah... 25 00:02:17,390 --> 00:02:19,030 if not, then... 26 00:02:19,709 --> 00:02:22,029 Yeah... see you around... 27 00:02:23,109 --> 00:02:24,709 alright bye. 28 00:02:59,988 --> 00:03:00,828 Yes. 29 00:03:01,428 --> 00:03:02,548 No no no no 30 00:03:03,348 --> 00:03:05,348 You're completely wrong on that side. 31 00:03:05,588 --> 00:03:09,228 I specifically remember telling you... that... yes... 32 00:03:09,508 --> 00:03:14,268 No no no, we've been... I told you before we even got close to signing on this contract, Lionel 33 00:03:15,068 --> 00:03:17,308 Well that's because you should listen to me more often. 34 00:03:17,548 --> 00:03:18,348 Right. 35 00:03:18,988 --> 00:03:20,628 Sweetie, come help mommy please. 36 00:04:05,226 --> 00:04:07,946 Yeah and there's not... There's nothing we can lose on it. 37 00:04:08,706 --> 00:04:11,186 Mom... Mommy... Mom... 38 00:04:11,346 --> 00:04:12,946 Jenny please, I'm on the phone. 39 00:04:15,586 --> 00:04:18,306 Hey man, hurry up, something is going wrong! 40 00:04:18,506 --> 00:04:19,666 Eish madam 41 00:04:23,346 --> 00:04:25,306 Go ask for help... 42 00:04:25,866 --> 00:04:26,665 Boss! 43 00:04:28,385 --> 00:04:29,905 It's a very important contract. 44 00:04:30,385 --> 00:04:34,425 Take this, take this chair, get on it and cut it off. 45 00:04:36,265 --> 00:04:37,865 Hurry up! 46 00:04:39,305 --> 00:04:41,105 Hurry up man. 47 00:04:41,825 --> 00:04:43,185 Hold her here. 48 00:04:43,185 --> 00:04:45,585 Hold her, hold her. 49 00:04:47,545 --> 00:04:51,025 On the 16th of June, 2013 50 00:04:51,705 --> 00:04:53,785 Emily turned out the lights and 51 00:04:53,985 --> 00:04:56,065 set her mother's house on fire. 52 00:05:25,464 --> 00:05:27,504 This is what Joburg looked like 53 00:05:28,184 --> 00:05:30,743 June 25, 2014. 54 00:05:33,023 --> 00:05:34,903 Doesn't look like much. 55 00:05:36,303 --> 00:05:38,623 And it appears so 'cause it isn't. 56 00:05:40,103 --> 00:05:42,743 Suppose it might be hard to figure now but 57 00:05:43,863 --> 00:05:46,583 it used to be real, real nice around here. 58 00:05:48,223 --> 00:05:50,503 Maybe not in a lot of ways but 59 00:05:51,943 --> 00:05:54,863 the photographs used to look better than these. 60 00:05:56,263 --> 00:05:57,703 Every now and then 61 00:05:57,903 --> 00:06:00,023 you'll find some old folk 62 00:06:00,423 --> 00:06:01,662 and they'll say 63 00:06:02,022 --> 00:06:04,862 Yahsis, my laaitie, huh? 64 00:06:05,822 --> 00:06:08,462 You know, when I was your age, Hillbrow 65 00:06:09,742 --> 00:06:12,062 That was where it was. 66 00:06:13,062 --> 00:06:16,862 All the girls there... pretty... standing outside the clubs at night. 67 00:06:17,222 --> 00:06:20,582 In those times my laaitie, men were men. 68 00:06:21,622 --> 00:06:28,622 Sophiatown and the sound of jazz sitting on the night like new perfume.... 69 00:06:30,422 --> 00:06:31,982 Woah man... 70 00:06:33,661 --> 00:06:36,541 Joburg must have been a sight in the 80's. 71 00:06:39,221 --> 00:06:41,421 They'll say things like 72 00:06:41,861 --> 00:06:44,221 "It never used to be like this." 73 00:06:45,381 --> 00:06:48,381 And what good is that doing anyone now? 74 00:06:49,141 --> 00:06:52,261 You know all our lives Joburg's been really shitty 75 00:06:53,661 --> 00:06:56,661 and no one from our side of town ever goes there. 76 00:06:57,301 --> 00:06:58,701 It's no wonder 77 00:06:59,221 --> 00:07:00,981 Joburg's shit. 78 00:07:04,580 --> 00:07:06,700 This is the northern suburbs. 79 00:07:07,660 --> 00:07:09,820 Me and my friends live here. 80 00:07:10,740 --> 00:07:14,860 And I suppose somewhere that counts for something. 81 00:07:15,820 --> 00:07:21,460 And things been pretty good since they did away with that... that whole apartheid shit. 82 00:07:22,540 --> 00:07:26,020 That's a good one to mention for the undecided tourist. 83 00:07:27,260 --> 00:07:30,060 You know, I think it was... 84 00:07:30,820 --> 00:07:32,620 grade four... 85 00:07:33,340 --> 00:07:35,220 Yeah, it was grade four... 86 00:07:35,460 --> 00:07:39,859 I remember this teacher got everyone involved in this 87 00:07:40,179 --> 00:07:43,059 compulsory raffle drive. 88 00:07:44,139 --> 00:07:48,739 I think it was for this underprivileged school somewhere in 89 00:07:49,259 --> 00:07:52,899 like an ultra fucked up part of Africa. 90 00:07:55,019 --> 00:08:00,099 They show you these pictures and these kids look hungry. 91 00:08:00,339 --> 00:08:03,579 And they look like they really want to learn. 92 00:08:04,299 --> 00:08:07,938 So, we go out and we take these tickets home. 93 00:08:08,578 --> 00:08:11,578 Start selling these tickets and you start selling these tickets, 94 00:08:11,738 --> 00:08:14,138 and you start selling these tickets and you start selling these tickets 95 00:08:14,298 --> 00:08:16,378 and you're making a fucking killing 'cause 96 00:08:16,858 --> 00:08:19,258 now they made sure the tickets are real cheap. 97 00:08:20,618 --> 00:08:22,778 A week or so into it, 98 00:08:23,138 --> 00:08:27,298 it's you, a mess ton of like loose change, 99 00:08:28,178 --> 00:08:30,058 and you're rich as fuck kid. 100 00:08:30,298 --> 00:08:32,698 Now, I mean like, you're this kid, 101 00:08:32,978 --> 00:08:35,098 who knows shit about anything 102 00:08:35,338 --> 00:08:40,097 with a handfull of these sad pictures of black kids you've never met in your life 103 00:08:40,377 --> 00:08:42,857 and you're trying to get your sales done right? 104 00:08:44,777 --> 00:08:46,097 So... 105 00:08:46,337 --> 00:08:53,217 so on the last day we all, we all sat down with our tins of coins and ticket stubs and... 106 00:08:54,897 --> 00:08:58,697 I'll never shake this man... Sitting next to me was this kid Gerald, 107 00:08:59,297 --> 00:09:05,097 and he looks at the teacher with this overwhelming conviction about him and he's like 108 00:09:05,417 --> 00:09:07,457 and he literally says to her 109 00:09:08,737 --> 00:09:14,016 "My folks think it's not good to give money to people who haven't worked an honest day's job in their lives..." 110 00:09:14,376 --> 00:09:16,096 "Nothing is free in life..." 111 00:09:16,336 --> 00:09:20,336 "and we shouldn't be responsible for everybody." 112 00:09:23,696 --> 00:09:26,376 Now the only reason I bring that up is 113 00:09:27,576 --> 00:09:32,776 'cause I think that's how... Well that could sum up how most people think in my city... 114 00:09:33,736 --> 00:09:36,376 about most things... 115 00:09:37,176 --> 00:09:39,136 in one way or another. 116 00:09:40,776 --> 00:09:43,495 People don't really want to help each other out. 117 00:09:44,695 --> 00:09:46,655 It's that simple. 118 00:09:58,775 --> 00:10:01,095 Ag man, these politicians are messing us around. 119 00:10:01,295 --> 00:10:05,415 Every two days there is always something, if it's not Malema then it's this Zuma. 120 00:10:05,615 --> 00:10:08,055 It's just scandal after scandal after scandal. 121 00:10:08,295 --> 00:10:09,575 And this side it's Nkandla. 122 00:10:09,735 --> 00:10:12,415 Look now, here's another madness. 123 00:10:12,655 --> 00:10:15,974 This side others are forming alliances and you can't figure out what's happening. 124 00:10:16,814 --> 00:10:18,734 They want to fight, these people. 125 00:10:19,014 --> 00:10:21,454 I'm telling you, it's a totally different type of politics. 126 00:10:21,614 --> 00:10:23,734 You can't figure out what's happening. 127 00:10:23,934 --> 00:10:27,494 It's like these people want to be entertainers instead of running a country. 128 00:10:27,734 --> 00:10:29,854 It's like that, it's like that, my love. 129 00:10:30,094 --> 00:10:32,654 You cannot expect everyone to be like Mandela. 130 00:10:32,734 --> 00:10:37,894 There was only one Mandela and even him, it was just sheer luck. 131 00:10:58,253 --> 00:10:59,333 Hey... 132 00:11:01,213 --> 00:11:01,773 You there? 133 00:11:24,492 --> 00:11:25,572 Yo, what's good man? 134 00:11:25,692 --> 00:11:27,332 This fucking nigga. 135 00:11:27,492 --> 00:11:30,052 Where the fuck have you been man? 136 00:11:30,252 --> 00:11:31,132 I've been trying to... 137 00:11:31,372 --> 00:11:33,532 I've been trying to holler at you the past like 138 00:11:33,892 --> 00:11:35,252 seven fucking days man 139 00:11:35,412 --> 00:11:37,012 you fucking fall off or what? 140 00:11:37,252 --> 00:11:40,812 Fucking... Tupuc's ghost... hologram lifestyles G. 141 00:11:41,052 --> 00:11:42,092 Nah I'm around man 142 00:11:42,332 --> 00:11:44,692 I'm at my mom's place taking it easy... 143 00:11:45,572 --> 00:11:48,531 You're... you're not serious about your trick game at all... 144 00:11:48,851 --> 00:11:51,211 I ain't even about that life right now, son. 145 00:11:52,411 --> 00:11:54,091 I've been trying to chill out... 146 00:11:54,451 --> 00:11:59,931 You know, take it easy figure out what's going on with uni next year or whatever, you know? 147 00:12:00,331 --> 00:12:03,691 Last night... I'm on my basic, every night casual flex 148 00:12:03,851 --> 00:12:07,651 and I got this girl, fucking Rafi, and she's getting at me like 149 00:12:07,931 --> 00:12:11,131 "Hey, you're super close friends with Jabz, right?" 150 00:12:11,291 --> 00:12:13,771 And you're holding your mom's fucking hand like it's a grade six picnic 151 00:12:13,931 --> 00:12:16,131 - Are you joking? - That's fucked up 152 00:12:16,291 --> 00:12:21,290 Yeah she's... she's definitely one of the like baddest tricks around since... 153 00:12:22,890 --> 00:12:26,570 since she been fucking around with Matty Hartford she's been like wilding non-stop 154 00:12:26,730 --> 00:12:29,690 I'd be... I'd be more than happy to fine dine the bitch myself 155 00:12:29,730 --> 00:12:32,330 if my dad didn't have me on this fucking gay-ass cut off... 156 00:12:32,490 --> 00:12:36,170 I don't know man. You know you stupid as fuck for that one though right? 157 00:12:36,690 --> 00:12:40,090 Like constantly wilding out, acting like a god damn fucking idiot. 158 00:12:40,490 --> 00:12:44,330 Dude, I think it's a miracle your parents haven't sent you back to motherfucking Natal. 159 00:12:44,610 --> 00:12:47,650 Go raise cattle and kill cattle with your uncles and shit man. 160 00:12:47,970 --> 00:12:51,570 And fucking... it's a possibility the way you going on acting like you got no parents and shit. 161 00:12:51,689 --> 00:12:55,089 Apparently... apparently the story there is that... 162 00:12:55,249 --> 00:12:55,889 you know 163 00:12:56,049 --> 00:12:59,129 she... she was doing like heroin and shit with Matty 164 00:12:59,289 --> 00:13:01,209 since she was like fourteen or whatever 165 00:13:01,449 --> 00:13:05,329 so she didn't get those like sex hormones that girls get 166 00:13:05,609 --> 00:13:09,929 when they are like fifteen or whatever so now it's like a case of genuine like... 167 00:13:12,209 --> 00:13:14,609 six years build up of that shit 168 00:13:14,929 --> 00:13:17,049 and she... she has to fuck. 169 00:13:17,209 --> 00:13:20,369 What do you mean, has to? That makes no sense at all dude. 170 00:13:20,529 --> 00:13:22,609 Dude, I don't know how that shit works. 171 00:13:22,769 --> 00:13:25,288 You know what I mean, I don't know how it works. It's like... 172 00:13:28,608 --> 00:13:30,008 Bogosi was... 173 00:13:30,488 --> 00:13:36,088 Bogosi was trying to throw me up on that knowledge and he did... he did like Matric biology... 174 00:13:36,568 --> 00:13:39,048 so I'm... I'm just, I'm trusting a nigga. 175 00:13:39,248 --> 00:13:40,528 Well speaking of... 176 00:13:41,128 --> 00:13:42,808 are we getting faded today or what? 177 00:13:42,968 --> 00:13:44,848 We're over at the park. 178 00:13:45,688 --> 00:13:49,888 So I don't know what your flex is all about. I mean, if you're swinging by 179 00:13:50,088 --> 00:13:54,847 and you want to pick me up, but I ain't got no dollar bills, you know... 180 00:13:55,327 --> 00:14:01,327 So if we can maybe organize some kind of... um... 181 00:14:01,567 --> 00:14:04,007 Alright I'll organise. 182 00:14:58,445 --> 00:15:02,005 Sorry, I haven't done anything like this before, um... 183 00:15:02,485 --> 00:15:04,805 Where must I... do I look at you? 184 00:15:05,005 --> 00:15:06,325 That's fine... um... 185 00:15:06,685 --> 00:15:10,645 You just speak directly to me as if we having a conversation. 186 00:15:13,805 --> 00:15:20,365 Yeah I... I knew Emily as well as anyone in our group did or... um... could have known her. 187 00:15:20,685 --> 00:15:22,045 We've been... 188 00:15:23,245 --> 00:15:28,325 I mean, we had been friends since the start of school and everything and... 189 00:15:29,165 --> 00:15:35,084 Yeah... Me, her and Tanya would hang out a lot at parties on the weekends and whatever, um... but.... 190 00:15:35,964 --> 00:15:37,124 uh... 191 00:15:38,724 --> 00:15:41,084 um, but other than that... 192 00:15:42,204 --> 00:15:48,124 ah... ja, now, now it seems like I didn't know so much about her, um... 193 00:15:48,324 --> 00:15:51,644 Ja, I don't... I don't think any of us really did... 194 00:15:51,924 --> 00:15:54,324 May... Maybe Jabz? Ah... 195 00:15:54,604 --> 00:15:56,604 But... um... 196 00:15:57,644 --> 00:15:59,524 fuck... um... 197 00:16:01,004 --> 00:16:02,923 Ja, no, I... 198 00:16:03,803 --> 00:16:08,243 I wish I knew her a lot better than just goofing around, um... 199 00:16:08,563 --> 00:16:11,723 Ja, and it's, it's strange because since she did it... 200 00:16:11,923 --> 00:16:14,283 I kind of feel like I do somehow. 201 00:16:15,003 --> 00:16:17,283 So you weren't intimate? 202 00:16:39,402 --> 00:16:42,122 You think I can borrow the car for a bit? 203 00:16:47,402 --> 00:16:49,482 Got to go see my ma... 204 00:16:50,282 --> 00:16:54,802 Christ she's been acting super fucking weird the past couple of weeks. 205 00:16:55,242 --> 00:16:56,442 Talking like 206 00:16:56,882 --> 00:16:59,082 super desperate all the time. 207 00:16:59,242 --> 00:17:02,602 Giving me this massive guilt trip of... 208 00:17:02,842 --> 00:17:06,401 "Oh, you never want to come home anymore." 209 00:17:06,561 --> 00:17:10,761 "I'm at home all day and night, alone now." 210 00:17:10,881 --> 00:17:13,561 "Your brothers never want to come home." 211 00:17:13,721 --> 00:17:17,561 "You're out in the city doing god knows what." 212 00:17:18,761 --> 00:17:21,201 So I'm going to breakfast with her quick. 213 00:17:21,601 --> 00:17:24,801 I have to show her she's loved by someone. 214 00:17:25,561 --> 00:17:29,881 I reckon in her case it would be less of a fucking bother to not be around anymore 215 00:17:30,041 --> 00:17:33,041 as fucked up as that is to say about someone. 216 00:17:34,001 --> 00:17:35,681 How do you figure that? 217 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:41,680 She just wants you guys to come over once in a while. 218 00:17:42,120 --> 00:17:45,400 Your mom's just at that age you know. 219 00:17:45,800 --> 00:17:47,280 Everything's moving on. 220 00:17:47,520 --> 00:17:49,160 You guys are getting older. 221 00:17:50,560 --> 00:17:52,400 Mothers get that way. 222 00:17:54,040 --> 00:17:57,080 She cooked for you everyday of her life. 223 00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:05,920 What's going to make her happy though? Like at this point. 224 00:18:06,440 --> 00:18:09,079 I mean Rob's been out the house since I was in highshool. 225 00:18:09,439 --> 00:18:13,919 Tony's married now. Lives in fucking Cape Town, like... 226 00:18:14,719 --> 00:18:15,679 Yeah. 227 00:18:16,759 --> 00:18:18,119 I don't know. 228 00:18:20,519 --> 00:18:22,719 I'm convinced people have a time in the world. 229 00:18:23,039 --> 00:18:25,959 Yeah? And what time is that? 230 00:18:27,559 --> 00:18:29,399 Like my mom, right? 231 00:18:29,959 --> 00:18:32,679 She's been wasting away since my dad died. 232 00:18:33,079 --> 00:18:40,678 Not in the way that anyone who didn't know her would notice but slowly over time... 233 00:18:41,078 --> 00:18:43,078 just becoming less her. 234 00:18:43,478 --> 00:18:45,318 Less magical. 235 00:18:46,118 --> 00:18:48,438 Less interested in the world. 236 00:18:52,318 --> 00:18:55,638 She hardly wants to go out anymore, or make herself pretty 237 00:18:55,878 --> 00:18:57,558 and it's 'cause he's gone. 238 00:18:59,478 --> 00:19:00,918 I wonder... 239 00:19:01,518 --> 00:19:04,518 If she knew that my dad was that time in the world for her 240 00:19:04,998 --> 00:19:08,598 and that afterwards nothing would matter as much 241 00:19:08,758 --> 00:19:13,877 maybe she would have gone when he went and saved herself the sadness and heartaches. 242 00:19:15,557 --> 00:19:17,037 I don't reckon that... 243 00:19:17,757 --> 00:19:22,077 I don't reckon... anyone ever sees it... 244 00:19:22,677 --> 00:19:24,997 or look at it like that... 245 00:19:25,637 --> 00:19:26,917 ever. 246 00:19:28,717 --> 00:19:32,357 When shit's really sour and you've lost your job or something 247 00:19:32,877 --> 00:19:37,117 then for the first time people look at life and death and there's something to consider. 248 00:19:38,197 --> 00:19:39,877 But most people 249 00:19:40,997 --> 00:19:42,397 most people are optimistic. 250 00:19:42,516 --> 00:19:43,156 What? 251 00:19:43,636 --> 00:19:46,476 Everyone thinks good shit's going to happen eventually. 252 00:19:46,796 --> 00:19:48,916 Which isn't the worst thing, I mean... 253 00:19:49,676 --> 00:19:53,516 otherwise we'd all just quit our jobs and throw ourselves out a window. 254 00:19:54,156 --> 00:19:56,036 We couldn't live like that. 255 00:19:56,676 --> 00:19:57,956 Life would be too short. 256 00:19:58,156 --> 00:19:59,116 Sure... 257 00:19:59,716 --> 00:20:01,596 but a lot more honest. 258 00:20:03,596 --> 00:20:04,516 You mean... 259 00:20:05,636 --> 00:20:06,556 you think... 260 00:20:06,636 --> 00:20:08,516 she thought about it like that? 261 00:20:15,355 --> 00:20:20,035 I think she wanted everyone to know that things aren't like they should be. 262 00:20:20,595 --> 00:20:23,315 Fucking live stream, you know... 263 00:20:24,075 --> 00:20:25,435 It's brutal. 264 00:20:26,795 --> 00:20:29,235 Ten million people saw that. 265 00:20:31,035 --> 00:20:32,995 She didn't want it to be nothing. 266 00:20:33,315 --> 00:20:35,275 It means something right? 267 00:20:38,715 --> 00:20:40,595 Just a sad kid. 268 00:20:57,554 --> 00:20:58,474 This time it's done. 269 00:20:58,674 --> 00:21:00,594 Ja, but why? You know how many bitches you fucked? 270 00:21:00,754 --> 00:21:03,554 And then everytime it's a different excuse about what's wrong with her... 271 00:21:03,914 --> 00:21:06,554 I'm needy. She's so clingy. Whatever, come on. 272 00:21:06,714 --> 00:21:08,194 Ja dude, but you know, she's fucked! 273 00:21:08,354 --> 00:21:10,034 Like, I mean, like, she's proper 274 00:21:10,354 --> 00:21:11,514 proper fucked, you know? 275 00:21:11,674 --> 00:21:12,754 Like completely fucked. 276 00:21:12,874 --> 00:21:15,434 - What kind of fucked though? - Dude, I mean, you know like... I wish... 277 00:21:15,674 --> 00:21:19,313 Dude, I mean, you know it's the same shit, like every three days... 278 00:21:19,473 --> 00:21:21,833 just, one second it's on, then it's off 279 00:21:21,993 --> 00:21:24,273 you know, then she's fighting with her mom... 280 00:21:25,113 --> 00:21:26,593 Where do you find these bitches? 281 00:21:26,753 --> 00:21:29,393 - Ja, I don't even know, dude... - Fucking Oxford road or something? 282 00:21:29,793 --> 00:21:32,673 Nah dude, good family, that's the fucked up thing, you know? 283 00:21:32,873 --> 00:21:36,673 Like her mom is just like one of those prescription pill fiends, dude. 284 00:21:36,833 --> 00:21:39,673 Every time I check the bitch, she's fucking zoning out... 285 00:21:40,113 --> 00:21:43,673 You know the first time that we actually like sitting in bed together 286 00:21:43,793 --> 00:21:47,673 fucking staying up the whole night, telling me stories about how her mom is so fucking depressed 287 00:21:47,833 --> 00:21:50,632 and the whole time she's gonna tell her dad she's gonna kill herself 288 00:21:50,832 --> 00:21:55,352 until one night, fucking they call the doctors and send the bitch straight to the looney house dude. 289 00:21:55,512 --> 00:21:57,592 Now she's there, bitch is full of pills 290 00:21:57,792 --> 00:22:00,472 and you know like, and then daddy just fucking 291 00:22:01,072 --> 00:22:02,992 don't even get me started on her dad... 292 00:22:03,552 --> 00:22:04,832 What's up with him? 293 00:22:05,152 --> 00:22:09,312 I mean, I just don't even know if he's like purposely ignorant or just like dumb as fuck. 294 00:22:09,472 --> 00:22:10,712 Some people are born dumber than others. 295 00:22:10,872 --> 00:22:15,472 - Dude this guy was born blind and just got worse... - How does he not know that all this shit is going on? 296 00:22:15,712 --> 00:22:18,952 He doesn't know anything, like he just gives her cash, you know 297 00:22:19,112 --> 00:22:22,311 and I'm not talking small change, I'm talking like seven, eight K a week. 298 00:22:22,671 --> 00:22:25,191 - What the fuck does she do with that? - For what? 299 00:22:25,751 --> 00:22:27,951 You know, and so like... petrol card, 300 00:22:28,111 --> 00:22:31,431 fridge stacked, her own house and shit, her own car 301 00:22:32,231 --> 00:22:35,151 living the dream, guys there week after week after week 302 00:22:35,351 --> 00:22:38,631 - just basically fucking the life out of daddy's little girl - Shotgun! Next time, next time. 303 00:22:38,911 --> 00:22:40,431 Ja bro, get in line dude 304 00:22:40,591 --> 00:22:41,151 Sign me up 305 00:22:41,311 --> 00:22:43,271 Speaking of lines bro... And then 306 00:22:43,431 --> 00:22:45,191 you know, fucking you know... I guess... 307 00:22:45,351 --> 00:22:48,631 I guess I'm just tired of this larney girl bullshit, you know like... 308 00:22:48,791 --> 00:22:52,750 cry fucking cry, boo hoo, my best friend won't talk to me for a week shit dude 309 00:22:53,110 --> 00:22:56,710 I mean there's far too much rape and murder on the streets to worry about... 310 00:22:57,070 --> 00:23:00,630 some dumb little girl's bullshit, just to get some pussy bro 311 00:23:00,910 --> 00:23:01,790 Forget it! 312 00:23:02,230 --> 00:23:03,430 Fuck it Matty, I feel you. 313 00:23:03,750 --> 00:23:06,470 - Ja, straight dude - You gotta walk away bro 314 00:23:06,870 --> 00:23:11,990 Walked dude, walked. Crawled nevermind... tail between legs 315 00:23:12,190 --> 00:23:14,710 - Fucking - Walk your way through this guy bro 316 00:23:15,550 --> 00:23:17,350 This nose was made for walking 317 00:23:29,989 --> 00:23:31,549 So what's the flex? 318 00:23:32,349 --> 00:23:36,949 So, man, you remember after Emily staying with my parents for wilding out all fucking crazy and shit? 319 00:23:37,069 --> 00:23:37,509 Yeah yeah 320 00:23:37,709 --> 00:23:38,909 And they sent me to that Crescent place? 321 00:23:38,989 --> 00:23:41,069 - Yeah - Word. Like... 322 00:23:41,549 --> 00:23:44,909 they put you up in this fancy-ass like hospital room 323 00:23:45,069 --> 00:23:45,629 Yo 324 00:23:45,829 --> 00:23:47,149 - With a lounge - What? 325 00:23:47,309 --> 00:23:49,029 motherfucking coffee shop nigga 326 00:23:49,269 --> 00:23:51,069 - Jesus - Motherfucking big screen, like... 327 00:23:51,389 --> 00:23:52,989 like big-ass screen, like... 328 00:23:53,189 --> 00:23:55,268 chandeliers in your face... 329 00:23:56,628 --> 00:23:59,668 Jesus, that's some fucking glimmer lifestyles my nigga. 330 00:23:59,828 --> 00:24:04,268 Dawg, you just watch these doctors make these pills that keep you high the whole day, finish. 331 00:24:04,508 --> 00:24:07,428 And like ever since then man, I got this shit on script. 332 00:24:07,588 --> 00:24:08,788 - What? - Yip 333 00:24:09,148 --> 00:24:12,068 So, Tanya went to rehab as well? 334 00:24:12,228 --> 00:24:13,828 Um... I don't know man 335 00:24:13,988 --> 00:24:16,148 I don't think it was like a rehab rehab for drugs and shit 336 00:24:16,308 --> 00:24:17,388 but I know that... 337 00:24:17,548 --> 00:24:21,828 you know, her parents sent her away for some like wrist slitting shit or whatever. 338 00:24:22,028 --> 00:24:24,508 Yeah man, like everyone was just on some 339 00:24:24,748 --> 00:24:27,307 some panicky shit the past two years dude. 340 00:24:28,067 --> 00:24:29,107 Like after Emily's thing? 341 00:24:29,267 --> 00:24:30,587 Yeah dude, I don't know. 342 00:24:30,787 --> 00:24:33,747 So yeah, home girl needed to mellow out and whatever 343 00:24:33,907 --> 00:24:37,907 and that's fucking the craziest thing like she almost failed school 'cause of that shit. 344 00:24:38,587 --> 00:24:39,667 Let me get something dawg. 345 00:24:39,907 --> 00:24:41,907 Alright, I'm going to be in the back here. 346 00:24:43,747 --> 00:24:45,627 - Hello - Mr Mtethwa... How you doing? 347 00:24:45,747 --> 00:24:46,587 I'm good, and you? 348 00:24:46,787 --> 00:24:48,587 Great man, what can we do for you today? 349 00:24:48,747 --> 00:24:51,987 Um... I'd like to fill up on my Ativan script. 350 00:24:52,267 --> 00:24:56,787 So if I can get like, what, 15... 10 Zopidem. 351 00:24:57,547 --> 00:24:58,746 No luck with the sleep hey? 352 00:24:58,906 --> 00:24:59,546 Nah 353 00:24:59,826 --> 00:25:01,706 - Okay, let's see... - Not at all. 354 00:25:07,346 --> 00:25:08,626 How's your old man doing? 355 00:25:08,786 --> 00:25:09,986 Nah, he's cool 356 00:25:10,506 --> 00:25:11,866 Yeah, he's cool 357 00:25:19,786 --> 00:25:20,746 There we go. 358 00:25:20,986 --> 00:25:22,226 - Cool - Have a good one 359 00:25:22,386 --> 00:25:23,026 Thanks. 360 00:25:26,586 --> 00:25:27,826 It's like a... 361 00:25:28,186 --> 00:25:30,265 dark skinned Tom Cruise 362 00:25:53,105 --> 00:25:54,105 What's in your pocket? 363 00:25:54,265 --> 00:25:55,385 - Yo what? - Yo dude 364 00:25:55,545 --> 00:25:58,105 - What's in your pocket? Come here. - What are you... What are you doing? 365 00:25:58,305 --> 00:26:00,745 My brother, I have to quickly search you. 366 00:26:01,704 --> 00:26:05,064 Wait. You think, you think we came here to steal my man? 367 00:26:05,464 --> 00:26:06,304 You think we came here to steal? 368 00:26:06,464 --> 00:26:09,184 - Themba, what's the problem there? - No boss, there is no problem here. 369 00:26:09,664 --> 00:26:11,984 I just want to quickly search these boys before exit. 370 00:26:12,144 --> 00:26:13,704 No no no no, it's okay, it's okay... 371 00:26:14,024 --> 00:26:15,624 Don't you remember Jabulani? 372 00:26:15,784 --> 00:26:18,344 - Mr Mtembu's son - Yes, sorry boss. 373 00:26:18,544 --> 00:26:21,544 I'm just trying to keep this place sharp. 374 00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:24,344 Listen to your boss, brother. 375 00:26:24,664 --> 00:26:27,104 - Sorry boss. - It's okay, it's okay Themba. It's okay. 376 00:26:27,344 --> 00:26:29,744 - Fuck man. - It's all class. You got these... 377 00:26:29,904 --> 00:26:34,183 you got these miserable ass niggas who come from the kasi here to work every day 378 00:26:34,383 --> 00:26:36,063 and the last thing they wanna fucking see 379 00:26:36,263 --> 00:26:41,463 is two maybe jiggy, maybe wavy-looking heroes such as you and I doing best. 380 00:26:41,623 --> 00:26:44,543 You know what I mean? And the thing is I don't understand why everyone's crying. 381 00:26:44,703 --> 00:26:45,663 I don't understand. 382 00:26:45,823 --> 00:26:50,343 'Cause like their life... their life is their life... It's still hard, I gotta, I gotta maintain... 383 00:26:50,543 --> 00:26:51,863 I gotta maintain my swag 384 00:26:52,023 --> 00:26:52,623 Dawg 385 00:26:52,783 --> 00:26:54,223 I gotta maintain 386 00:26:54,423 --> 00:26:55,863 my, my ho game 387 00:26:56,023 --> 00:26:58,063 - Yeah man - You know what I mean? I gotta maintain this. 388 00:26:58,263 --> 00:26:59,383 Every day. 389 00:26:59,863 --> 00:27:01,663 Every day I'm doing this. 390 00:27:01,823 --> 00:27:03,143 You know what I mean? 391 00:27:03,463 --> 00:27:05,062 And the thing is that it ain't even... 392 00:27:05,222 --> 00:27:08,422 - Thank you is it, is it... is it out of check? - Word 393 00:27:08,622 --> 00:27:13,062 The thing is that... it's not even like a white black thing anymore, you know what I mean? It's like... 394 00:27:13,262 --> 00:27:19,222 We're all black. So I don't understand why everyone has to, you know, be out here trying to kafferise the situation. 395 00:27:19,382 --> 00:27:20,662 What? 396 00:27:23,502 --> 00:27:24,782 Sometimes you just say things. 397 00:27:24,942 --> 00:27:26,302 Kaffarise? 398 00:27:27,542 --> 00:27:29,542 What the fuck is that? 399 00:27:29,782 --> 00:27:31,502 I think I just made 'kaffer' a verb 400 00:27:31,702 --> 00:27:32,342 Yeah 401 00:27:32,502 --> 00:27:33,542 Can't believe I just made 'kaffer' a verb 402 00:27:33,702 --> 00:27:34,742 I think you fucking did 403 00:27:34,902 --> 00:27:37,941 - Jesus - Boy, nigga... nigga 404 00:27:38,101 --> 00:27:40,261 Did you... are those... Did you steal that shit? 405 00:27:40,421 --> 00:27:41,261 Nigga 406 00:27:41,421 --> 00:27:42,941 Fuck, don't you have medical aid? 407 00:27:43,261 --> 00:27:44,701 Fuck those guys man 408 00:27:44,901 --> 00:27:47,581 Jesus, you gotta stop with the fucking kleptomania shit... 409 00:27:47,741 --> 00:27:48,741 Fuck them 410 00:27:49,021 --> 00:27:50,101 God damn 411 00:27:51,021 --> 00:27:53,181 Should've warn a vest or some shit. 412 00:27:53,621 --> 00:27:55,021 It's that vest weather. 413 00:27:55,621 --> 00:27:58,581 Jesus, how many of those things you gonna fucking take man? 414 00:28:00,181 --> 00:28:03,141 Dude the guideline says you can have like four 415 00:28:03,381 --> 00:28:05,101 so if you double that shit 416 00:28:05,341 --> 00:28:07,101 you can take like, eight to ten, should be fine 417 00:28:07,261 --> 00:28:08,340 What do you mean fucking double it? 418 00:28:08,500 --> 00:28:12,420 If the guideline... the guidline's like the maximum. You can't just now... dude and this is like... 419 00:28:12,660 --> 00:28:14,660 this ain't some children's shit, you know what I mean... 420 00:28:14,820 --> 00:28:15,940 It's codeine type shit man 421 00:28:16,100 --> 00:28:19,900 I think it's like four if you have cancer or some shit, you can't just now say, well the... 422 00:28:20,140 --> 00:28:23,140 the maximum says you should take four therefore you should take eight. 423 00:28:23,380 --> 00:28:27,700 - There's no fucking logic in that man... - Well dude, I did a whole pack of these and... 424 00:28:28,300 --> 00:28:31,460 I passed out on my mom's couch for like, six fucking hours dude 425 00:28:31,620 --> 00:28:35,300 That's exactly what I'm fucking talking... Dude, that shit's, that's, that's fucking insane... 426 00:28:35,460 --> 00:28:37,140 that's insane fucking behaviour my nigga 427 00:28:37,300 --> 00:28:40,419 But what's insane is how they sell this shit over the fucking counter 428 00:28:40,579 --> 00:28:43,099 Don't blame the medical companies for this shit my nigga. 429 00:28:43,339 --> 00:28:45,779 They've had a very clear 'take fucking four' 430 00:28:46,179 --> 00:28:48,059 'take fucking four maximum.' 431 00:28:48,259 --> 00:28:51,619 You going to go and take ten and wake up like fucking four days later 432 00:28:51,779 --> 00:28:55,939 that's on you my nigga That's... that's totally... Don't blame anyone for that. 433 00:28:56,539 --> 00:28:58,739 I'm pretty sure you can fucking die from that. 434 00:28:58,939 --> 00:29:02,979 Well it... says 'Respiratory failure' so I'm sure you can 435 00:29:03,139 --> 00:29:04,899 Dude it says that on the fucking... Oh my god 436 00:29:05,059 --> 00:29:08,099 on the... on the bottle. You can definitely die from that. 437 00:29:08,259 --> 00:29:12,698 - Yeah, if you take like... - Geez, dude, that's now, how many is that? 438 00:29:12,938 --> 00:29:13,658 How many... 439 00:29:15,258 --> 00:29:18,178 - Fifteen? Sixteen? - Dude... dude 440 00:29:18,338 --> 00:29:22,258 All I'm saying is that your mother mustn't now call my house when you... 441 00:29:22,578 --> 00:29:26,338 can't even breathe and you sleeping this time and you driving... 442 00:29:26,618 --> 00:29:28,018 I don't want to hear any shit. 443 00:29:28,178 --> 00:29:30,378 Yes you can die from this shit September. 444 00:29:30,538 --> 00:29:34,778 Don't September me like this is a fucking joke... I'm gonna... I'm gonna be a ghost in three seconds 445 00:29:34,938 --> 00:29:35,658 you know what I mean? 446 00:29:35,818 --> 00:29:37,578 Let's go my nigga. 447 00:29:40,178 --> 00:29:43,017 The world was a real special place when we were little. 448 00:29:43,457 --> 00:29:45,057 1995. 449 00:29:45,577 --> 00:29:46,737 Her house... 450 00:29:47,297 --> 00:29:51,417 with more empty spaces around it 'cause they hadn't built the new city then. 451 00:29:52,857 --> 00:29:55,337 There's never a time more beautiful. 452 00:29:56,457 --> 00:29:58,857 There was a bigger love floating around. 453 00:30:00,497 --> 00:30:02,417 The country was so new... 454 00:30:02,937 --> 00:30:04,697 and so was life for us. 455 00:30:05,377 --> 00:30:08,097 Everyone seemed so full of sentiment. 456 00:30:09,017 --> 00:30:10,897 Could have been the rainbow though, 457 00:30:11,617 --> 00:30:15,496 the possibility the whole country saw after the end of terror. 458 00:30:15,856 --> 00:30:17,176 I don't know... 459 00:30:18,296 --> 00:30:20,056 When great stuff happens, 460 00:30:20,536 --> 00:30:25,056 I guess people believing they could be whatever they always knew they were supposed to be... 461 00:30:25,256 --> 00:30:27,456 But that never lasts. 462 00:30:28,376 --> 00:30:31,656 People just go back to going backwards... 463 00:30:32,536 --> 00:30:35,096 eventually, and things turn to shit. 464 00:30:35,816 --> 00:30:38,576 With us, I suppose, it was like we... 465 00:30:38,936 --> 00:30:42,016 watched everything get less hopeful for everyone. 466 00:30:44,376 --> 00:30:47,135 Growing up is traumatic sometimes. 467 00:31:00,375 --> 00:31:03,615 I'm telling you, this alcohol that I'm drinking woman... 468 00:31:03,775 --> 00:31:06,975 You don't drink alcohol, you are so beautiful. You are destroying yourself. 469 00:31:07,175 --> 00:31:11,775 Men are problems! My man left me, moved out of the house and left me like that. 470 00:31:11,975 --> 00:31:14,415 - I would rather stay without a man. - Keep quiet baby girl. 471 00:31:14,575 --> 00:31:16,975 She's naughty, this one. 472 00:31:19,534 --> 00:31:21,494 What is she looking at up there? 473 00:32:13,893 --> 00:32:15,933 Can we please just... 474 00:32:17,253 --> 00:32:19,133 take it kind of slow? 475 00:32:20,333 --> 00:32:22,692 We can take it as slow as you want baby. 476 00:32:26,332 --> 00:32:27,892 I'm not... 477 00:32:28,932 --> 00:32:31,132 I mean, I don't want you to do anything... 478 00:32:32,092 --> 00:32:33,972 that you don't want to do. 479 00:32:35,172 --> 00:32:36,412 Hey? 480 00:32:39,732 --> 00:32:40,812 Hey 481 00:32:46,212 --> 00:32:48,612 I fucking love you. 482 00:32:48,812 --> 00:32:50,852 You know that right? 483 00:32:55,171 --> 00:32:56,571 I know. 484 00:32:58,091 --> 00:32:59,051 Come here. 485 00:33:25,370 --> 00:33:26,570 - Fuck. - What? 486 00:33:27,450 --> 00:33:28,090 What? 487 00:33:28,170 --> 00:33:28,770 Fuck. 488 00:33:30,050 --> 00:33:31,250 Mom 489 00:33:32,130 --> 00:33:34,970 Sorry, mom... I can't hear you, the line is bad. 490 00:33:35,450 --> 00:33:38,650 - Hi? Ah, okay, that's better. - What the fuck? 491 00:33:38,810 --> 00:33:40,250 Hi mom. How's it going? 492 00:33:41,450 --> 00:33:43,010 No, it's alright. 493 00:33:44,010 --> 00:33:47,610 Yes mom, I'll be home about six o'clock. 494 00:33:51,370 --> 00:33:55,490 No mom. I promise I won't drink, I have my car. 495 00:33:56,889 --> 00:33:59,289 Yes, I filled it up this morning. 496 00:34:00,249 --> 00:34:03,129 Okay... Yes, I love you too mom. 497 00:34:03,729 --> 00:34:05,769 Okay... Bye. 498 00:34:08,809 --> 00:34:09,809 How's it gents? 499 00:34:10,049 --> 00:34:10,969 What's up gents? 500 00:34:11,209 --> 00:34:13,889 Hey gents, how's it going, how's it going gents? What's up? 501 00:34:14,169 --> 00:34:14,929 Can we go inside? 502 00:34:15,089 --> 00:34:15,969 Sure. 503 00:34:18,449 --> 00:34:20,249 Ah, you'll see. 504 00:34:41,168 --> 00:34:41,768 Gents. 505 00:34:41,928 --> 00:34:42,968 Heita, heita 506 00:34:43,248 --> 00:34:45,768 You know what bro? 507 00:34:46,128 --> 00:34:48,008 There's one thing that is upsetting... 508 00:34:48,968 --> 00:34:51,808 You know what bro? Just let them be right. 509 00:34:54,168 --> 00:34:57,208 These boys... they walk around Jozi... 510 00:34:57,448 --> 00:34:59,647 thinking that they own it. 511 00:34:59,967 --> 00:35:02,447 - You know what, you talking the truth. - You see what I'm talking about. 512 00:35:02,567 --> 00:35:04,447 This is what I was just saying to you. 513 00:35:04,727 --> 00:35:05,807 Its true. 514 00:35:06,407 --> 00:35:09,007 My man, as I was saying, last week I was going to town with my mother, 515 00:35:09,167 --> 00:35:10,927 I just bump into this white girl, 516 00:35:11,127 --> 00:35:13,447 and she just swears at us, "Voertsek!" "Voertsek!" 517 00:35:13,607 --> 00:35:15,247 "You don't belong here!" 518 00:35:18,047 --> 00:35:19,647 I was there by Sandton, 519 00:35:19,847 --> 00:35:22,527 then I see a guy driving a beautiful car. 520 00:35:22,767 --> 00:35:30,966 And he's racing and accelerated at a green robot. 521 00:35:31,966 --> 00:35:36,886 And then there's this lady on my side busy complaining... 522 00:35:37,046 --> 00:35:39,286 then I'm like "Howzit?" and do you know what she said? 523 00:35:39,446 --> 00:35:40,326 "If only I can get a job." 524 00:35:40,526 --> 00:35:41,086 A job? 525 00:35:41,246 --> 00:35:43,406 Stop fooling us around, stop fooling us around. 526 00:35:43,566 --> 00:35:46,566 A white person? Stop fooling us around. 527 00:35:46,766 --> 00:35:47,766 You know what she said? She's there like, 528 00:35:48,046 --> 00:35:50,966 "Oh no, now all the brownies are taking over." 529 00:35:51,846 --> 00:35:52,526 Brownies? 530 00:35:52,686 --> 00:35:53,646 Brownies, my man. 531 00:35:53,806 --> 00:35:54,566 Eh, wena. 532 00:35:54,726 --> 00:35:55,606 Ja my man. 533 00:35:56,366 --> 00:35:57,566 Then you know what I said? 534 00:35:57,726 --> 00:35:59,086 I looked her straight in the eyes and said, 535 00:35:59,246 --> 00:36:02,885 go tell that uncle Steve of yours to go sell his Porsche. 536 00:36:03,085 --> 00:36:07,125 Tell me and come back and see if I actually give a shit. 537 00:36:13,365 --> 00:36:18,645 I guess it's hard to say if someone was acting weird if no one was really paying attention. 538 00:36:19,805 --> 00:36:21,845 We live in Sandton. You know? 539 00:36:22,765 --> 00:36:24,365 Everything is... 540 00:36:24,645 --> 00:36:25,965 nice. 541 00:36:27,125 --> 00:36:28,645 It's hard to explain. 542 00:36:30,165 --> 00:36:32,765 It's like, um... there was a girl at my church... 543 00:36:33,325 --> 00:36:35,564 and everyone was always saying how good she was 544 00:36:35,724 --> 00:36:37,684 and how perfect her faith was. 545 00:36:38,364 --> 00:36:40,244 She never made any mistakes. 546 00:36:40,484 --> 00:36:43,284 So, last year she overdosed on some drugs 547 00:36:43,484 --> 00:36:45,324 and everyone was so shocked. 548 00:36:45,724 --> 00:36:48,404 Everyone was looking at what they wanted to see. 549 00:36:49,604 --> 00:36:51,804 And who doesn't do that, you know? 550 00:36:53,564 --> 00:36:57,124 No one really looks at anyone until something happens. 551 00:36:59,204 --> 00:37:01,164 Do you think no one cared about Emily? 552 00:37:01,244 --> 00:37:02,044 No. 553 00:37:02,524 --> 00:37:07,283 Just that people don't really pay attention to what's happening to the guy next door. 554 00:37:08,883 --> 00:37:10,643 Everyone's living their own lives. 555 00:37:10,803 --> 00:37:13,803 Most people want to eat their Woolworths and be left alone. 556 00:37:14,083 --> 00:37:16,683 Most people don't have those demons. 557 00:37:17,643 --> 00:37:20,123 You and Emily were friends right? 558 00:37:22,323 --> 00:37:25,043 Do you think suicide is a sin? 559 00:37:30,323 --> 00:37:32,043 Sometimes I think... 560 00:37:33,283 --> 00:37:34,643 people get lonely... 561 00:37:35,083 --> 00:37:37,122 'cause of how the world works. 562 00:37:37,682 --> 00:37:39,642 You look at a kid and... 563 00:37:40,842 --> 00:37:45,242 yeah, and there's nothing there but love, you know what I mean? 564 00:37:46,602 --> 00:37:48,482 But something happens to people and 565 00:37:48,682 --> 00:37:51,202 and then they forget how to give like that. 566 00:37:51,722 --> 00:37:53,722 And that's the saddest thing in the world. 567 00:37:54,082 --> 00:37:56,362 How do people stay happy then? 568 00:37:56,962 --> 00:38:00,082 Like I mean, not... not everyone's miserable. 569 00:38:01,722 --> 00:38:02,602 Jabz! 570 00:38:03,282 --> 00:38:06,962 Dawg. Are you zoning out or what the fuck my nigga? Keep your eyes... 571 00:38:07,242 --> 00:38:08,841 keep your eyes where they need to be my nigga. 572 00:38:09,001 --> 00:38:10,161 You can't just be fucking 573 00:38:10,361 --> 00:38:11,841 on some chills man. 574 00:38:12,001 --> 00:38:12,801 So anyway... 575 00:38:13,281 --> 00:38:17,361 so, last Friday right, I go out to like Hatfield right... 576 00:38:17,761 --> 00:38:19,321 I'm having a good time... 577 00:38:19,561 --> 00:38:21,161 So, we roll up there... 578 00:38:21,321 --> 00:38:23,921 there's these other girls, like three or four of them 579 00:38:24,441 --> 00:38:25,881 this one fucking chick 580 00:38:26,441 --> 00:38:29,161 ah... like Charlene or some shit 581 00:38:29,481 --> 00:38:31,721 one of those super Afrikaans-type names right? 582 00:38:31,921 --> 00:38:35,441 steps into the fucking front seat smelling like god damn cocoa butter 583 00:38:35,721 --> 00:38:39,681 like got an ass like you've only fucking seen in a god damn dream, 584 00:38:39,841 --> 00:38:40,400 you know what I mean? 585 00:38:40,560 --> 00:38:42,040 So, after a while, you know, 586 00:38:42,200 --> 00:38:44,720 drop her off, give her my number... 587 00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:47,200 we flexing, we flexing, we flexing. 588 00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:49,360 She's mad on those text messages. 589 00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:53,320 Then it's like on the watsapp, you know, and that shit's fucking popping off like crazy like... 590 00:38:53,520 --> 00:38:54,680 five minutes ago... 591 00:38:56,000 --> 00:38:57,200 one minute ago... 592 00:38:58,400 --> 00:38:59,200 Now. 593 00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:02,480 - Right now. Just now. - Right now. Just now. Exactly. 594 00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:03,800 So I take her out... 595 00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:07,560 You know, we go out to this really nice club, we go out to this really nice bar... 596 00:39:07,720 --> 00:39:12,239 like the night's getting dipped... so I'm thinking, fuck... go back to her place and you know like... 597 00:39:13,079 --> 00:39:15,279 - fucking, really get at it. - Flavour 598 00:39:15,679 --> 00:39:16,599 It's just my thinking right. 599 00:39:16,879 --> 00:39:18,599 Soon as we get to the top of the road... 600 00:39:18,999 --> 00:39:21,759 she... she's like "woah woah woah, wait up" 601 00:39:21,999 --> 00:39:23,279 I'm like, what do you mean wait up? 602 00:39:23,479 --> 00:39:25,999 She's like, I think it's... I think it's better you drop me 603 00:39:26,359 --> 00:39:27,839 drop me like here. 604 00:39:30,279 --> 00:39:33,359 Firstly I can't connect the dots, my feelings are a bit hurt, I'm... 605 00:39:33,559 --> 00:39:35,079 Wait, wait, like up the road? 606 00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:37,559 Like up the road from her fucking house she wants to be dropped off. 607 00:39:37,719 --> 00:39:39,959 But... whatever, you know what I mean. 608 00:39:40,119 --> 00:39:44,078 My thing that upsets me about this chick is like, we on this mad, crazy flex 609 00:39:44,238 --> 00:39:46,998 but, she says this shit like matter of fact. 610 00:39:47,198 --> 00:39:49,238 Like that's just the way shit is. 611 00:39:49,438 --> 00:39:50,838 You know what I mean, like if a... 612 00:39:52,158 --> 00:39:56,638 if someone's... if someone's lacing up like ninety one Air Jordans 613 00:39:56,918 --> 00:40:00,718 call the nigga old fashioned, you know what I mean, but if a nigga's racist like... 614 00:40:00,998 --> 00:40:02,438 call it what it is. 615 00:40:02,638 --> 00:40:05,238 Call it what it is, that's all I'm fucking saying. 616 00:40:05,478 --> 00:40:06,478 Nah man... 617 00:40:07,038 --> 00:40:08,638 That's what I don't get about you man. 618 00:40:08,838 --> 00:40:13,838 What are you doing fucking around with girls from Pretoria like you don't know what country you stay in? 619 00:40:13,998 --> 00:40:18,557 Dude, that's a completely rational thing, that's just like fucking an hour away from fucking Sandton. 620 00:40:18,717 --> 00:40:19,717 What did you expect? 621 00:40:19,877 --> 00:40:21,717 I expected that we'd have a nice time. 622 00:40:21,917 --> 00:40:26,717 I expected that maybe me and her would ah... would be flexing for a while, this is... 623 00:40:26,877 --> 00:40:29,077 this is my future wife god damn it. 624 00:40:41,997 --> 00:40:42,797 What you looking for? 625 00:40:42,957 --> 00:40:43,837 Coins 626 00:40:44,077 --> 00:40:46,277 What you mean? For what now? 627 00:40:46,676 --> 00:40:51,076 Ah, this generous nigga, that time... 628 00:40:51,676 --> 00:40:53,476 - Life's fucked up man - Jesus 629 00:40:53,796 --> 00:40:55,236 Like life is fucked up. 630 00:40:56,396 --> 00:40:58,236 Dawg, are you on the real? 631 00:40:58,396 --> 00:41:00,156 Is this, are you really on this shit? 632 00:41:00,316 --> 00:41:02,676 Wait, like on the real now, your fucking issue 633 00:41:03,156 --> 00:41:07,756 is that you think that everyone in life has this like hard fucking card 634 00:41:07,916 --> 00:41:11,276 everyone's like been through this like... ordeal 635 00:41:11,436 --> 00:41:15,196 like Jabz must now save the fucking world. 636 00:41:16,076 --> 00:41:17,196 Whatever. 637 00:41:26,395 --> 00:41:27,435 Trav? 638 00:41:29,715 --> 00:41:30,715 Yeah? 639 00:41:31,915 --> 00:41:34,875 You ever wonder where we go when we die? 640 00:41:36,995 --> 00:41:39,435 I try not to think about it if I'm honest. 641 00:41:45,315 --> 00:41:46,955 I just... um... 642 00:41:47,915 --> 00:41:51,274 got to believe there's something more out there, you know... 643 00:41:52,034 --> 00:41:54,754 something boundlessly beautiful 644 00:41:54,994 --> 00:41:57,114 somewhere um... hidden like 645 00:41:57,274 --> 00:42:00,514 just over that mark in the sky where our eyes stop seeing. 646 00:42:02,834 --> 00:42:04,074 Where? 647 00:42:04,714 --> 00:42:06,034 There. 648 00:42:09,114 --> 00:42:12,594 Fucking no-end towns, no-end jobs. 649 00:42:13,074 --> 00:42:15,994 Middle-class suburban shit. I mean... 650 00:42:16,674 --> 00:42:20,314 surely that isn't the end of everything we know. 651 00:42:20,834 --> 00:42:22,273 Like we die... 652 00:42:22,793 --> 00:42:24,313 and we're just dead. 653 00:42:24,793 --> 00:42:26,273 Are you afraid of dying? 654 00:42:26,953 --> 00:42:30,113 Sometimes I feel really excited by the idea... 655 00:42:30,873 --> 00:42:35,313 like, death is this vacation we all get to go on together. 656 00:42:35,633 --> 00:42:41,113 Um... but like... a forever vacation you don't need to come home from. 657 00:42:41,593 --> 00:42:43,433 That's fucking grim. 658 00:42:55,592 --> 00:42:56,832 Love... 659 00:42:57,752 --> 00:42:59,272 Dreams... 660 00:43:00,312 --> 00:43:01,392 Gone. 661 00:43:06,512 --> 00:43:08,752 Makes me want to cry. 662 00:43:13,632 --> 00:43:16,352 I don't really want to die, Trav. 663 00:43:20,472 --> 00:43:22,112 Right, are you comfortable September? 664 00:43:22,272 --> 00:43:24,232 I'm fucking comfortable. 665 00:43:24,472 --> 00:43:26,431 Ask me anything you want. 666 00:43:26,751 --> 00:43:27,711 Anything. 667 00:43:28,151 --> 00:43:29,351 What's this now, like... 668 00:43:29,511 --> 00:43:30,871 Is that... oh is that sound? 669 00:43:31,711 --> 00:43:33,031 Let's go for one. 670 00:43:34,111 --> 00:43:36,031 September interview, take one. 671 00:43:37,511 --> 00:43:40,951 I used to go to a mess of parties with this girl, right, and like... 672 00:43:41,111 --> 00:43:44,631 ...and like half way through the night, she's hooking up with like, some... some guy 673 00:43:44,791 --> 00:43:47,391 and every... every party it's like a different guy 674 00:43:47,631 --> 00:43:51,751 or there's just like some dramatic scene that she's involved in, right... 675 00:43:51,911 --> 00:43:54,951 It's like, every party that we'll go to, there's like, there's something 676 00:43:55,111 --> 00:43:59,350 that, like, involves this chick that's like, fucking completely out of hand 677 00:43:59,710 --> 00:44:01,230 Monday comes around... 678 00:44:01,390 --> 00:44:02,190 first period... 679 00:44:02,350 --> 00:44:06,270 she's chilling like, nothing fucking happened you know and everyone's like... 680 00:44:06,630 --> 00:44:08,030 you know, everyone's just... 681 00:44:08,190 --> 00:44:10,070 no one gave a fuck, you know... 682 00:44:10,790 --> 00:44:12,990 And her parents didn't notice? 683 00:44:16,030 --> 00:44:19,070 I don't know like, I don't... I can't really... 684 00:44:19,310 --> 00:44:21,510 I don't fucking know her parents, you know, but 685 00:44:21,910 --> 00:44:25,510 I can say from our side, you know, everyone's just like, everyone's hanging out... 686 00:44:25,710 --> 00:44:27,310 you know, everyone's... 687 00:44:30,149 --> 00:44:31,549 We all got our own shit. 688 00:44:31,749 --> 00:44:35,549 And there's certain types of kids that's just not gonna fucking handle that. 689 00:44:35,709 --> 00:44:37,349 You know? And there's nothing... 690 00:44:37,669 --> 00:44:39,549 parents or, you know 691 00:44:39,709 --> 00:44:43,829 it's not about that, it's just like she couldn't fucking handle, you know? 692 00:44:45,189 --> 00:44:47,469 Have you ever considered suicide? 693 00:44:47,709 --> 00:44:49,469 What like killing myself? 694 00:44:50,029 --> 00:44:50,709 Fuck 695 00:44:52,949 --> 00:44:58,069 These are some hard fucking questions for the wrong nigga, you know, like... 696 00:44:58,309 --> 00:45:03,868 White people do a lot of things that make no fucking sense. 697 00:45:33,027 --> 00:45:35,627 Oh my god, you're such a bullshitter! 698 00:45:35,787 --> 00:45:37,067 I'm not that gullible. 699 00:45:37,267 --> 00:45:38,747 I swear to god. 700 00:45:38,947 --> 00:45:41,667 Ten fingers, ten fingers on the Jewish Torah, I swear. 701 00:45:42,027 --> 00:45:45,747 My god, I came like three times. Dude, I've never... 702 00:45:46,067 --> 00:45:47,787 - What she knows how to... - Are you bullshitting me? 703 00:45:47,947 --> 00:45:50,227 Swear to god. I was dripping wet. 704 00:45:50,387 --> 00:45:54,347 - No but seriously, are you kidding right now? - Dude it was amazing, I'm actually getting wet right now. 705 00:45:54,627 --> 00:45:56,787 - Stop touching yourself, that's disgusting! - I'm not fucking touching myself 706 00:45:56,947 --> 00:46:00,147 Ew! You can't just hook up with a girl. 707 00:46:00,307 --> 00:46:01,147 Why not dude? 708 00:46:01,307 --> 00:46:02,546 - Because it's fucking gross. - She was... 709 00:46:02,706 --> 00:46:04,906 Dude, it was so sensual... 710 00:46:05,146 --> 00:46:06,386 and so sexy... 711 00:46:06,546 --> 00:46:09,506 - and like you would think like ew, she'd smell down there - Okay, stop describing it 712 00:46:09,666 --> 00:46:11,506 but she doesn't smell, it's just amazing 713 00:46:11,666 --> 00:46:13,626 I'm sure she did, I'm sure she reeked 714 00:46:13,786 --> 00:46:16,066 She did not, at all, I didn't really go down on her 715 00:46:16,226 --> 00:46:18,186 - like I, kind of... - Dude, did she smell like period? 716 00:46:18,386 --> 00:46:19,106 Why would she... 717 00:46:19,306 --> 00:46:23,426 Ew dude, I'm not doing rainbow kisses and that shit, that's disgusting. 718 00:46:23,586 --> 00:46:25,586 Man she was fat, period girl in high school. 719 00:46:25,826 --> 00:46:27,866 - What do you mean? - She was fat period girl, like... 720 00:46:27,986 --> 00:46:29,226 No dude, we were like... 721 00:46:29,546 --> 00:46:31,746 We were like in art class and I was sitting across from Justin 722 00:46:31,906 --> 00:46:34,505 and we were like sending each other notes and whatever, like you know how it is 723 00:46:34,665 --> 00:46:35,465 So I look over 724 00:46:35,625 --> 00:46:38,505 and there on the seat is like this big fucking wet patch of period 725 00:46:38,665 --> 00:46:41,385 - I swear to god, it was foul - Oh no fuck off, that's disgusting 726 00:46:41,585 --> 00:46:45,265 It was so disgusting, it even stank, I promise you, it was so gross. 727 00:46:45,545 --> 00:46:47,265 I did speak to mom and she was fine with it 728 00:46:47,425 --> 00:46:49,545 and just because you two don't speak to each other, doesn't mean... 729 00:46:49,545 --> 00:46:52,505 I just need more, I just need more. I'm seeing her tomorrow night so... 730 00:46:52,505 --> 00:46:54,825 Apparently like the Thai people are really nice... 731 00:46:56,225 --> 00:46:56,905 What? 732 00:46:57,265 --> 00:46:59,065 - Are you serious? - Dude, you don't understand 733 00:46:59,225 --> 00:47:01,105 You actually have to experience... not her, that's mine 734 00:47:01,265 --> 00:47:04,025 Rafi, honestly you can't just like fucking go and 735 00:47:04,865 --> 00:47:08,344 see a girl after you fucked her, like, who does that? 736 00:47:08,544 --> 00:47:11,224 You do that will all the uncircumsized cocks you fuck. 737 00:47:11,384 --> 00:47:12,384 Ja but it's different because... 738 00:47:12,544 --> 00:47:13,144 How is that different? 739 00:47:13,304 --> 00:47:14,944 I'm not turning lesbian. 740 00:47:15,104 --> 00:47:18,744 And what am I supposed to tell Tali and Rafi? This is what we've been planning the whole year. 741 00:47:19,504 --> 00:47:21,384 It's got nothing to do with my family 742 00:47:21,504 --> 00:47:24,904 - Ja well don't start hiding lesbian secrets - Do you want me to tell your brother who you fuck? 743 00:47:25,304 --> 00:47:29,704 - Whatever, stop being a penis... - That's gross, at least I fucked a Jewish girl, like... 744 00:47:29,904 --> 00:47:30,864 Ja but... 745 00:47:31,024 --> 00:47:34,944 Dad, this is actually ridiculous, and I actually don't have to listen to you anymore. 746 00:47:35,304 --> 00:47:36,464 No, I don't. 747 00:47:36,664 --> 00:47:38,663 I'm fine, I am relaxed. 748 00:47:41,103 --> 00:47:42,583 September just messaged me. 749 00:47:43,263 --> 00:47:45,463 Dad please, just please think about it. 750 00:47:45,983 --> 00:47:47,303 I really want to go to Thailand. 751 00:47:47,623 --> 00:47:49,023 He wants to know what we're doing tonight. 752 00:47:49,183 --> 00:47:51,383 So are you going to fuck a girl or a black guy? 753 00:47:52,103 --> 00:47:53,703 I don't know... 754 00:47:54,703 --> 00:47:57,383 Who shall I bring to Shabbos next week Friday? 755 00:47:57,543 --> 00:48:01,423 Who should I bring, the Jewish lesbian or a black guy? Fuck. 756 00:48:04,183 --> 00:48:07,423 You ever felt like the world was too fucked up? 757 00:48:11,862 --> 00:48:16,782 People... people just can't be bothered with each other... 758 00:48:17,222 --> 00:48:18,422 anymore. 759 00:48:18,822 --> 00:48:20,382 You think I'm fucked up? 760 00:48:20,902 --> 00:48:21,902 Yeah. 761 00:48:23,302 --> 00:48:24,462 Probably. 762 00:48:24,742 --> 00:48:29,502 Not 'cause you're a bad person. Because you're human. 763 00:48:30,182 --> 00:48:31,742 Dude, come on! 764 00:48:32,502 --> 00:48:33,862 Hey, take it easy. 765 00:48:34,102 --> 00:48:36,262 - It's in the fucking way man. - Dude, why you speaking to him... 766 00:48:36,422 --> 00:48:38,022 this guy's just chilling out here man, just... 767 00:48:38,462 --> 00:48:40,422 like you get... you start drinking a bit of alcohol 768 00:48:40,502 --> 00:48:43,501 you start fucking losing your god damn mind. Look at you my nigga. 769 00:48:43,781 --> 00:48:45,501 I'm gonna start rapping... 770 00:48:45,821 --> 00:48:50,061 I'm gonna start rapping or dealing cocaine or... 771 00:48:50,421 --> 00:48:51,221 Rap about this shit? 772 00:48:51,461 --> 00:48:55,501 God, I can't fucking... Even just looking at that shit makes my stomach feel like it's going to... 773 00:48:55,701 --> 00:48:57,061 You know my stomach issues 774 00:48:57,221 --> 00:49:00,261 I can't just be drinking hard tack from fucking six o'clock to the morning 775 00:49:00,501 --> 00:49:02,261 I'm gonna get some fucking beer or some shit 776 00:49:02,421 --> 00:49:05,461 I'm gonna take this shit and I'm gonna take something else... 777 00:49:05,741 --> 00:49:08,701 But watch me tonight my man, I swear I'm going to pump her so hard... 778 00:49:08,861 --> 00:49:10,461 Yo, what the fuck man? 779 00:49:10,821 --> 00:49:11,941 Hey, I'm sorry brother 780 00:49:12,220 --> 00:49:13,380 No don't call me brother man 781 00:49:13,660 --> 00:49:15,020 Do we look related, you and I? 782 00:49:15,100 --> 00:49:16,580 Hey dude, just... just relax 783 00:49:16,860 --> 00:49:18,700 No don't fucking tell me to relax man 784 00:49:18,820 --> 00:49:20,780 Hey dude, I'm sorry, there's nothing else I can do bru 785 00:49:20,900 --> 00:49:23,420 - Fuck you, it ain't cool man - Hey dude, come on man relax bro 786 00:49:23,580 --> 00:49:26,460 - Hey dude, is there a problem? - There's no problem 787 00:49:26,620 --> 00:49:28,340 Dude, you need to just hang out. 788 00:49:28,700 --> 00:49:30,780 - It's cool bro - Fuck you and fuck you and fuck you! 789 00:49:31,140 --> 00:49:32,500 Dude! Chill out. 790 00:49:32,740 --> 00:49:33,740 Guys! Guys! Fuck... 791 00:49:33,980 --> 00:49:36,100 Dude, dude... dude fucking chill 792 00:49:36,460 --> 00:49:37,700 Guys chill, push back 793 00:49:38,140 --> 00:49:39,340 Hey! Hey! 794 00:49:40,220 --> 00:49:42,060 You chicks want to hold hands you take it outside. 795 00:49:42,700 --> 00:49:44,899 - Hey dude, what the fuck? Dude, dude, chill out. - Fucking bring it! Bring it! 796 00:49:45,059 --> 00:49:47,579 - Chill out man. What the fuck? - Did you fucking see that? 797 00:49:47,739 --> 00:49:49,579 What? See what? See what now? 798 00:49:49,779 --> 00:49:53,019 Hey dude, you need to fucking chill the fuck down my man. 799 00:49:53,259 --> 00:49:54,019 Please. 800 00:49:54,259 --> 00:49:56,059 Dude, look at me, look at me, dude. 801 00:49:56,219 --> 00:49:58,339 - What the fuck is up with you man? - Did you see that? 802 00:49:58,499 --> 00:49:59,899 See what, dude? 803 00:50:00,219 --> 00:50:03,059 Just bring it the fuck in. Please man, chill. 804 00:50:03,219 --> 00:50:04,059 - I'm cool, I'm cool - You cool? 805 00:50:04,219 --> 00:50:05,419 - Are you cool though? - I'm, I'm cool 806 00:50:05,499 --> 00:50:06,939 - Are you cool? - I'm cool. 807 00:50:09,579 --> 00:50:11,219 Alright man, lets... 808 00:50:11,819 --> 00:50:13,899 let's fucking... Let's go man, let's go. 809 00:50:16,578 --> 00:50:18,818 What the fuck is this place man? 810 00:50:23,498 --> 00:50:26,498 Dawg, you know I swear man, the world's so fucked up. 811 00:50:27,778 --> 00:50:29,418 People are just fucked up. 812 00:50:29,818 --> 00:50:30,778 Like... 813 00:50:31,458 --> 00:50:33,738 I swear one day everyone's just going to 814 00:50:34,258 --> 00:50:37,218 just turn on each other and start eating each other and start shooting each other and fucking... 815 00:50:37,378 --> 00:50:38,858 Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa... 816 00:50:39,178 --> 00:50:43,378 That's some crazy shit you're hollering. Where is that even coming from my nigga? 817 00:50:47,337 --> 00:50:49,377 Hey! 818 00:50:54,257 --> 00:50:56,897 Now that you're here, you're just in time for my wedding. 819 00:50:57,177 --> 00:50:57,817 Best. 820 00:50:58,697 --> 00:50:59,897 Yo. Yo. 821 00:51:00,897 --> 00:51:01,577 Hey! 822 00:51:01,937 --> 00:51:03,217 What's going on? 823 00:51:03,777 --> 00:51:04,777 How you? 824 00:51:09,657 --> 00:51:12,217 Yo Matty, mind if I use your bathroom man? 825 00:51:12,537 --> 00:51:14,777 Just round there man, you'll find the way. 826 00:51:57,535 --> 00:51:59,015 Do you understand it? 827 00:51:59,975 --> 00:52:00,935 Um... 828 00:52:01,575 --> 00:52:03,095 I... I don't. 829 00:52:03,775 --> 00:52:08,375 Do you know why Emily might have wanted to kill herself? 830 00:52:10,695 --> 00:52:13,815 I mean, it's... it's hard to figure. 831 00:52:14,375 --> 00:52:16,975 Um... Only she can tell now. 832 00:52:17,495 --> 00:52:21,335 Yeah but surely you must have thought about it to some extent? 833 00:52:22,454 --> 00:52:28,734 So I mean, just in your opinion why do you think she did it in this manner? 834 00:52:29,374 --> 00:52:34,214 You know, putting her death out to the world like that is quite a statement to make. 835 00:52:34,574 --> 00:52:37,814 It's unusual even in the context of a suicide. 836 00:52:38,854 --> 00:52:42,174 Why do you think she live streamed her death? 837 00:52:51,654 --> 00:52:53,334 Immortality... 838 00:52:54,973 --> 00:52:58,173 I mean she can't die now. 839 00:53:28,452 --> 00:53:34,412 So I... you know, mission over, hanging over there, you know, she's got some Oprah magazines on the bed... 840 00:53:34,652 --> 00:53:36,092 - I love Oprah. Love her. - Right? 841 00:53:36,292 --> 00:53:37,732 I make myself comfortable. 842 00:53:37,892 --> 00:53:39,852 Got my legs on the fucking bed and shit. 843 00:53:40,012 --> 00:53:44,732 So then I'm just like, you know, I'm... I'm there flexing, reading a couple of pages, you know... 844 00:53:45,292 --> 00:53:47,572 And out of nowhere she asks me like, 845 00:53:48,052 --> 00:53:51,772 "You... you you you ever been with a white girl? 846 00:53:53,172 --> 00:53:56,052 And shit starts going fucking off from there, right. 847 00:53:56,212 --> 00:53:57,091 She's touching me. 848 00:53:57,291 --> 00:54:01,731 She's looking deep as fuck into my eyes right and I'm looking into her eyes, you know... 849 00:54:01,771 --> 00:54:04,291 and it's coming from left, it's coming from right. It's a fucking tennis game. 850 00:54:04,531 --> 00:54:07,731 I'm in the fucking mood... I'm in the mood, I'm in the groove right... 851 00:54:07,931 --> 00:54:11,571 I'm just like looking up, trying to figure out like where the fuck I am. 852 00:54:11,771 --> 00:54:17,171 Blacking in and out of whatever fucking phantom-mode dream I'm fucking on with this chick 853 00:54:17,651 --> 00:54:21,171 You know, all of a sudden... it's fucking over. 854 00:54:21,451 --> 00:54:24,211 You know what I mean, like, this is, this is what's happening with me. 855 00:54:24,371 --> 00:54:26,291 So I'm trying to check in on what's happening with her, 856 00:54:26,451 --> 00:54:27,851 and I look down... 857 00:54:28,370 --> 00:54:29,450 and 858 00:54:30,490 --> 00:54:32,810 she's just like, not home... 859 00:54:33,050 --> 00:54:35,690 you know what I mean. She's just staring at me... 860 00:54:35,890 --> 00:54:40,650 with this like blank fucking look. You know what I mean, like the craziest, 861 00:54:40,890 --> 00:54:42,570 like... fucking... 862 00:54:43,770 --> 00:54:45,090 Bitch is angry 863 00:54:45,330 --> 00:54:47,850 No like... like I... 864 00:54:48,050 --> 00:54:49,290 like I broke her or something. 865 00:54:49,530 --> 00:54:50,370 Woah 866 00:54:50,490 --> 00:54:51,810 It's alright, it's alright. 867 00:54:51,890 --> 00:54:53,130 Geez what's happening here? 868 00:54:53,490 --> 00:54:54,610 Are you ready to go? 869 00:54:54,810 --> 00:54:57,530 Alright cool. Um... can we maybe... 870 00:54:57,690 --> 00:54:59,370 Got you sorted man, got you sorted. 871 00:54:59,530 --> 00:55:01,809 This shit is the finest stuff bro. 872 00:55:02,209 --> 00:55:04,289 - Nicest guy in town man. - I love you, I love you man. 873 00:55:04,649 --> 00:55:06,369 - Stay well. - Enjoy your fucking nuptials. 874 00:55:06,529 --> 00:55:09,529 - Ja, hope to see you at the wedding... - You guys as well hey, keep well. 875 00:55:09,969 --> 00:55:11,129 See you man. 876 00:55:13,169 --> 00:55:14,129 You alright? 877 00:55:14,449 --> 00:55:16,209 Just give me a second. 878 00:55:24,049 --> 00:55:26,329 Whoa whoa my nigga hold up, hold up, hold up... 879 00:55:26,609 --> 00:55:27,809 What? 880 00:55:28,009 --> 00:55:30,329 Oh my god, I'm not feeling... I'm feeling... 881 00:55:37,728 --> 00:55:40,608 After fifty years right? 882 00:55:40,888 --> 00:55:45,488 There's not gonna be this shit of IDs and passports. 883 00:55:45,648 --> 00:55:47,288 Dude who told you that? Ah, this guy. 884 00:55:47,608 --> 00:55:52,128 Dawg, the whole world is going to be on one server, on the internet. 885 00:55:56,008 --> 00:55:57,488 So now Snyman 886 00:55:57,848 --> 00:56:01,128 tell me, who is now gonna manage all that shit? 887 00:56:01,568 --> 00:56:02,688 Obvious. 888 00:56:02,928 --> 00:56:05,727 Whoever has the fucking internet dawg. 889 00:56:06,807 --> 00:56:09,447 No dawg, there's like ten niggas who run the internet homey. 890 00:56:09,607 --> 00:56:13,447 Dude, it's those fucking families man, the Rockafellas and that shit, the fucking Illuminati man. 891 00:56:13,607 --> 00:56:16,007 Illuminati homey, fuck, we know that shit, come on man. 892 00:56:16,247 --> 00:56:16,927 Yeah. 893 00:56:17,327 --> 00:56:18,847 Yeah, there was this one kid, yoh, 894 00:56:19,127 --> 00:56:20,487 internet gets super fucked up, 895 00:56:20,647 --> 00:56:21,687 there's this one kid, 896 00:56:22,047 --> 00:56:23,687 ah who was on Chat Roulette, 897 00:56:24,007 --> 00:56:25,327 What the fuck is Chat Roulette? 898 00:56:25,647 --> 00:56:31,047 Wait wait, I know. Chat Roulette is like chatting on some... a table that moves like a merry-go-round. 899 00:56:39,566 --> 00:56:43,006 No, you know what? Sometimes you get niggas 900 00:56:43,286 --> 00:56:46,726 posting stuff online, you know, of themselves wanking. 901 00:56:47,046 --> 00:56:51,406 That's not a lie man, I'm telling... I'm fucking serious, that is for real man, I'm telling you. 902 00:56:51,566 --> 00:56:54,486 We were at a fucking house party the one time at our homey's place 903 00:56:54,806 --> 00:56:57,366 and fucking... there's this thing called a Meegle or whatever, 904 00:56:57,526 --> 00:56:58,926 it's like this chat room. 905 00:56:59,446 --> 00:57:04,566 Yeah, and like fucking... So these guys like, are just... they just get themselves off man, like... 906 00:57:06,325 --> 00:57:07,405 Did you do that? 907 00:57:07,885 --> 00:57:09,925 We fucking made a joke about it. 908 00:57:13,045 --> 00:57:17,325 We took fucking one of our girlfriends and put her there, like in front of this screen, 909 00:57:19,005 --> 00:57:20,005 and then, 910 00:57:21,325 --> 00:57:27,125 and then... fucking... So this guy's like, oh shit, here's a hot chick, like let me, let me get my mac on and shit. 911 00:57:27,445 --> 00:57:31,765 He's there man, we get him on the... on the, on the fringe of like reality, you know. He thinks this shit is going down. 912 00:57:31,925 --> 00:57:34,205 So he starts like playing with himself and shit. 913 00:57:34,605 --> 00:57:37,764 And then we all just fucking jump in, like "Aaaah!" 914 00:57:38,124 --> 00:57:38,964 Ah man, like you loser. 915 00:57:39,644 --> 00:57:40,484 It was crazy man. 916 00:57:40,764 --> 00:57:41,604 It was such a jol. 917 00:57:41,764 --> 00:57:45,084 Guys, you know about this, this, this internet thing, I've always wondered like... 918 00:57:45,324 --> 00:57:48,924 if you could get the internet and have it in your hand 919 00:57:49,244 --> 00:57:50,364 what would it weigh? 920 00:57:50,524 --> 00:57:51,364 Yoh, you stupid man. 921 00:57:51,524 --> 00:57:54,404 So you want to like hold the internet in your hand or something? 922 00:57:54,604 --> 00:57:57,324 There was that kid online, yeah, there was that kid online, 923 00:57:57,804 --> 00:58:00,324 says um... he saw a girl 924 00:58:00,564 --> 00:58:01,924 hang hers- Emily! 925 00:58:02,044 --> 00:58:04,004 Any of y'all know Emily? 926 00:58:04,164 --> 00:58:05,204 - Yeah yeah, we know - Deep 927 00:58:05,364 --> 00:58:08,724 Dawg, like it's crazy shit though, like, stupid bitch though, 928 00:58:08,884 --> 00:58:10,243 why you kill yourself online? 929 00:58:10,403 --> 00:58:15,403 People are now taking selfies at um, unveilings with like tombstones and shit. 930 00:58:16,243 --> 00:58:17,123 It's pretty rough man. 931 00:58:17,323 --> 00:58:18,163 - Yeah man. - It is. 932 00:58:18,483 --> 00:58:20,723 Yoh, did she hashtag her death or some shit? 933 00:58:21,323 --> 00:58:22,883 Yeah, hashtag I'm dead. 934 00:58:26,003 --> 00:58:28,603 Hashtag, is she like posting selfies or some shit? 935 00:58:29,203 --> 00:58:31,283 By her tombstone nigga, there. 936 00:58:32,763 --> 00:58:35,803 Can the joint be passed around? Can it move? 937 00:58:36,163 --> 00:58:38,843 It hasn't been moving, that's all I've been noticing. 938 00:58:39,043 --> 00:58:40,563 It stopped, it stopped. 939 00:58:40,723 --> 00:58:44,362 I wanna go play roulette on that merry-go-round. 940 00:58:44,762 --> 00:58:47,602 - When you announce it... - I can't keep it in, I got to tell somebody... 941 00:58:47,762 --> 00:58:50,442 - It has to come out... - Get him to post that on roulette... 942 00:58:50,802 --> 00:58:54,482 - that you were flipping wasted or something... - Ja, but like, for real though like... 943 00:58:54,642 --> 00:58:57,402 the world is all going to be on the internet one day. 944 00:58:57,642 --> 00:59:00,242 And those two are making out over there. 945 00:59:01,762 --> 00:59:03,402 Get yourself a girlfriend dawg. 946 00:59:03,562 --> 00:59:04,522 Get a room. 947 00:59:04,722 --> 00:59:07,522 Yeah you get a room guy. Get a room dude. 948 00:59:12,402 --> 00:59:15,441 Sometimes I think about dying and... and it’s good. 949 00:59:15,601 --> 00:59:16,601 Yeah? 950 00:59:17,121 --> 00:59:20,921 Yeah. 'Cause I’m just floating. 951 00:59:21,401 --> 00:59:24,881 I’m floating nowhere near any place I know. 952 00:59:25,281 --> 00:59:27,681 I’m floating over everything. 953 00:59:28,241 --> 00:59:33,241 It’s like I’m moving and moving somewhere off the earth... 954 00:59:34,601 --> 00:59:36,681 and it’s beautiful there. 955 01:00:16,279 --> 01:00:17,679 You're such a creep. 956 01:00:17,839 --> 01:00:19,279 Oh my god, you psycho. 957 01:00:19,519 --> 01:00:20,719 Are you guys hungry? 958 01:00:20,959 --> 01:00:21,839 No, I'm fine. 959 01:00:21,999 --> 01:00:24,479 Dude, I'm not hungry, at all. I'm alright, thanks. 960 01:00:24,679 --> 01:00:25,759 You want some wine? 961 01:00:25,959 --> 01:00:27,319 Yeah, yeah, fuck yeah 962 01:00:28,999 --> 01:00:31,359 - Daddy's wine - Dude, what wine is that though, honestly? 963 01:00:31,519 --> 01:00:33,079 We can't have all my parent's wine. 964 01:00:33,239 --> 01:00:35,399 Dude we've had like... three bottles... today... 965 01:00:35,559 --> 01:00:37,999 Oh my god, it smells expensive dude, that's really bad. 966 01:00:38,159 --> 01:00:40,239 - Oh come on, it's not expensive. - They are going to be so bleak with me. 967 01:00:40,399 --> 01:00:42,319 It's from South Africa, I'm sure they can replace it. 968 01:00:42,479 --> 01:00:44,719 Dude, that's where the best wine is from you blonde. 969 01:00:44,879 --> 01:00:47,878 - Dude, we're in South Africa. - Ah, okay, whatever, cool, whatever. 970 01:00:48,038 --> 01:00:49,518 We'll just replace it or whatever man. 971 01:00:49,678 --> 01:00:52,918 It's true... like they wouldn't even know, they don't ever open this. But one day they will... 972 01:00:53,118 --> 01:00:55,198 And I'll be shat on badly. 973 01:00:55,358 --> 01:00:57,158 And they'll have Appletizer. 974 01:00:59,398 --> 01:01:00,838 They wouldn't even know. 975 01:01:01,198 --> 01:01:04,678 Oh fuck dude, are you going to that town party tomorrow night? 976 01:01:05,798 --> 01:01:08,358 I forgot about that. Dude, it's gonna be so good, you have to come. 977 01:01:08,518 --> 01:01:09,678 It's gonna be... 978 01:01:09,878 --> 01:01:11,238 Have you not been on Facebook or what? 979 01:01:11,398 --> 01:01:14,238 I yeah, just out of the loop lately, fuck, sorry. 980 01:01:14,398 --> 01:01:17,678 It's gonna be so much fun... so you going to come? Come with us dude, we'll drive. 981 01:01:17,838 --> 01:01:20,397 And dude, we have a spare ticket because Jason isn't coming anymore sorry 982 01:01:20,557 --> 01:01:23,837 - Come with us, free ticket, everything. - I've seen him twenty times, um, I'm cool 983 01:01:23,997 --> 01:01:26,917 - Ja but it's going to be rad - Ah, come on, you haven't seem him twenty times 984 01:01:27,077 --> 01:01:29,917 I think it's... it's not at Mary Fitzgerald Square, it's one of those places in town. 985 01:01:30,037 --> 01:01:32,037 - Nah - You gonna miss out. What are you going to do tomorrow night? 986 01:01:32,197 --> 01:01:33,237 I'm just going to chill at home man. 987 01:01:33,397 --> 01:01:35,157 - And? Do what? - Ah come on, that's so lame. 988 01:01:35,317 --> 01:01:37,037 And relax. And just chill. 989 01:01:37,197 --> 01:01:39,677 Yeah, with who? Tammy's coming with us dude. 990 01:01:39,837 --> 01:01:40,437 What does that mean? 991 01:01:40,597 --> 01:01:41,997 Well I saw you... 992 01:01:42,437 --> 01:01:44,397 We saw you at Tasha's the other day. 993 01:01:44,517 --> 01:01:46,437 You going to miss out big time dude. 994 01:01:46,597 --> 01:01:49,437 - You don't want to miss out on this party. - I'm not coming, I'm not coming, I'm not coming. 995 01:01:49,597 --> 01:01:54,636 I'm not coming to this fucking party, at all, I'm not doing it. I'm not going to be there, I'm sorry. 996 01:01:55,516 --> 01:01:56,676 Okay. 997 01:01:57,396 --> 01:01:58,636 Whatever. 998 01:02:02,556 --> 01:02:05,076 Let's just go like... sit by the fireplace or something. 999 01:02:05,236 --> 01:02:06,156 Yeah. 1000 01:02:08,276 --> 01:02:10,476 Wait. You guys want to get fucked up? 1001 01:02:10,876 --> 01:02:13,716 ...let's cuddle... I'm thinking, fuck man, dude you not... 1002 01:02:14,196 --> 01:02:16,236 Why? Why you don't want to cuddle with her? 1003 01:02:16,396 --> 01:02:18,836 Why you don't want to give her a cuddle? She just sucked your dick. 1004 01:02:22,995 --> 01:02:24,995 Now you're drinking wine. No put that down. 1005 01:02:26,995 --> 01:02:29,275 What about pussy licking though, do you enjoy that? 1006 01:02:29,435 --> 01:02:31,155 Fuck. No. 1007 01:02:31,515 --> 01:02:33,595 We not fucking talking... we talking about blowjobs man. 1008 01:02:33,755 --> 01:02:36,315 Blowjobs cool, pussy licking I don't know so much. 1009 01:02:38,755 --> 01:02:41,035 So you do not lick pussy, is that just like a thing in your life? 1010 01:02:41,195 --> 01:02:43,235 - Baby! - You don't... But you've got those big, soft lips... 1011 01:02:43,395 --> 01:02:44,875 - Pussy is not meant to be licked? - You guys... 1012 01:02:45,155 --> 01:02:46,955 That's the biggest piece of bullshit I've ever heard in my life. 1013 01:02:47,355 --> 01:02:49,835 Why are we even talking about this? It's fucking gross. 1014 01:02:50,035 --> 01:02:51,675 Because it's facts. It's gender politics. 1015 01:03:12,754 --> 01:03:14,474 Do you think you would... 1016 01:03:14,874 --> 01:03:17,314 ever have your own family? 1017 01:03:17,594 --> 01:03:21,314 What like a... like a wife and kids or whatever? 1018 01:03:21,514 --> 01:03:23,474 Ja, exactly 1019 01:03:25,034 --> 01:03:25,873 Fuck 1020 01:03:28,793 --> 01:03:30,673 I don't know man, like 1021 01:03:32,233 --> 01:03:34,993 I have this fucking basic philosophy, right 1022 01:03:35,193 --> 01:03:37,673 and I just believe in general 1023 01:03:38,793 --> 01:03:44,353 the ones you love, especially the ones you fucking love, those are the first people that will fucking switch you up 1024 01:03:44,553 --> 01:03:45,833 you know what I mean like... 1025 01:03:46,273 --> 01:03:48,833 My family's... my family's fucking... 1026 01:03:49,073 --> 01:03:52,073 my family's shit... so fucking shit like... 1027 01:03:52,233 --> 01:03:57,472 Once upon a time, I'm sure like, my mom and dad loved each other, you know what I mean, like 1028 01:03:57,632 --> 01:03:59,992 - Ja tell me about it - but now like, I don't think... 1029 01:04:00,232 --> 01:04:02,632 I don't even think they fucking like each other 1030 01:04:02,792 --> 01:04:04,072 My parents don't talk to each other 1031 01:04:04,232 --> 01:04:09,752 Mine don't... mine don't either, you know what I mean, and that's been like that since I was like, what like... 1032 01:04:10,392 --> 01:04:15,392 since I was like fucking ten. So I end up being like, what the fuck? Like what do you... 1033 01:04:15,832 --> 01:04:19,472 why would you... why would you have a family? 1034 01:04:19,872 --> 01:04:21,312 ...if it's going to be broken... 1035 01:04:25,992 --> 01:04:28,032 Can you guys imagine like... 1036 01:04:30,351 --> 01:04:32,391 Three hundred years ago... 1037 01:04:35,151 --> 01:04:36,311 Like... 1038 01:04:37,231 --> 01:04:38,831 Joburg 1039 01:04:39,911 --> 01:04:42,671 South Africa was like a... 1040 01:04:44,271 --> 01:04:46,751 an African kingdom 1041 01:04:48,631 --> 01:04:50,391 No buildings. 1042 01:04:52,751 --> 01:04:54,511 Just space. 1043 01:04:55,951 --> 01:04:57,591 Tribes. 1044 01:05:02,750 --> 01:05:05,350 Just long, long like... 1045 01:05:06,430 --> 01:05:09,270 vast spaces of land. 1046 01:05:15,630 --> 01:05:18,470 You could have like large families. 1047 01:05:20,750 --> 01:05:23,350 You could have like ten wives. 1048 01:05:27,030 --> 01:05:29,430 And it was cool 'cause 1049 01:05:30,030 --> 01:05:32,229 everyone loved each other. 1050 01:05:33,229 --> 01:05:35,189 How do you know that everyone loved each other? 1051 01:05:35,389 --> 01:05:36,789 It's a story Tal. 1052 01:05:36,949 --> 01:05:38,589 Ja but I just want to know. 1053 01:05:40,949 --> 01:05:42,229 I don't. 1054 01:05:45,229 --> 01:05:47,509 That's just how I picture it. 1055 01:05:51,949 --> 01:05:53,909 People are lost... 1056 01:05:56,629 --> 01:05:59,589 'cause the world's just separating all of us. 1057 01:06:02,189 --> 01:06:04,388 It's faster and faster. 1058 01:06:08,668 --> 01:06:11,468 It's like people are too clever to love. 1059 01:06:15,828 --> 01:06:17,868 What happened to the earth? 1060 01:06:19,908 --> 01:06:21,748 Sand... 1061 01:06:24,788 --> 01:06:27,708 I'm fucking high man. 1062 01:07:00,427 --> 01:07:03,307 No. Tony stop. Fuck man, stop. 1063 01:07:12,666 --> 01:07:13,506 No. 1064 01:07:13,666 --> 01:07:14,826 - Come on baby - No 1065 01:07:15,346 --> 01:07:16,546 Tony stop! 1066 01:07:19,746 --> 01:07:20,906 Tony stop! 1067 01:07:22,306 --> 01:07:23,586 Tony, stop! 1068 01:07:26,026 --> 01:07:28,466 Come on baby, baby come on man fuck... 1069 01:07:29,826 --> 01:07:32,266 - Leave me - Come on, fuck 1070 01:07:32,626 --> 01:07:33,746 Tony, stop! 1071 01:07:47,705 --> 01:07:49,625 - Hey baby - Fuck off Bogosi 1072 01:07:50,025 --> 01:07:51,585 - Tanya - Fuck man 1073 01:07:51,745 --> 01:07:54,065 Baby, what the fuck is going... hey! 1074 01:07:54,745 --> 01:07:55,665 Baby. 1075 01:07:56,505 --> 01:07:57,945 What the fuck, baby? 1076 01:07:58,545 --> 01:07:59,505 Baby? 1077 01:07:59,745 --> 01:08:00,985 What the fuck is going on? 1078 01:08:22,224 --> 01:08:24,264 So, what happened? 1079 01:08:24,984 --> 01:08:27,464 And well fuck I... I don't know man, I guess... 1080 01:08:27,624 --> 01:08:29,144 I guess shit just kind of... 1081 01:08:29,304 --> 01:08:31,704 you know it just got out of hand, you know, I mean... 1082 01:08:32,304 --> 01:08:34,464 Shit just got out of control. 1083 01:09:36,422 --> 01:09:40,502 So... Is the kid living or what? 1084 01:09:41,062 --> 01:09:42,462 Told you man. 1085 01:09:42,622 --> 01:09:44,302 I don't know that kid. 1086 01:09:57,741 --> 01:10:00,261 What the fuck? 1087 01:10:03,741 --> 01:10:04,621 Hey. 1088 01:10:04,901 --> 01:10:05,861 Yo. 1089 01:10:10,421 --> 01:10:12,381 Fuck... got to go man. 1090 01:10:12,581 --> 01:10:13,901 Why don't you just stay over? 1091 01:10:14,061 --> 01:10:16,260 Ja, what's your story man? 1092 01:10:17,260 --> 01:10:18,940 Let yourself out. 1093 01:10:28,140 --> 01:10:29,820 Yo, September. 1094 01:10:31,500 --> 01:10:32,580 September. 1095 01:10:35,140 --> 01:10:36,460 September. 1096 01:10:39,700 --> 01:10:41,180 What's up my nigga? 1097 01:10:43,060 --> 01:10:43,580 What? 1098 01:10:43,780 --> 01:10:45,140 We gotta go. 1099 01:10:45,980 --> 01:10:49,219 What the fuck you mean we gotta go... where the fuck we gotta go? 1100 01:10:51,379 --> 01:10:52,939 Okay, I'm coming... 1101 01:10:53,419 --> 01:10:56,619 Hey, give me... ah fuck. 1102 01:11:33,098 --> 01:11:34,738 Dawg. 1103 01:11:37,618 --> 01:11:38,778 What the fuck are you even wearing? 1104 01:11:38,938 --> 01:11:42,818 Dawg, I don't fucking know what I'm wearing man, fuck, that's what happens when you fucking ask me to... 1105 01:11:43,018 --> 01:11:46,498 get in a car before I even have the chance to wipe my god damn dick. 1106 01:11:53,297 --> 01:11:56,857 Jesus, is there fucking aircon? Can you put that shit on? 1107 01:11:59,897 --> 01:12:00,657 Fuck. 1108 01:12:00,817 --> 01:12:01,457 What? 1109 01:12:01,737 --> 01:12:02,777 Gas. 1110 01:12:03,377 --> 01:12:05,217 Fuck that, I'm going back to sleep. 1111 01:12:05,377 --> 01:12:06,657 No fuck, let's call a cab. 1112 01:12:08,657 --> 01:12:13,377 Dude you're really fucking busting my dick, I swear to fucking god, I swear to god you're busting my dick. 1113 01:12:13,537 --> 01:12:14,737 Let's go yo. 1114 01:12:18,097 --> 01:12:21,497 Dude, how we gonna get out man? Call... call fucking Tali dude. 1115 01:12:21,657 --> 01:12:23,496 What the fuck you mean how we gonna get out? 1116 01:12:23,656 --> 01:12:25,416 Dawg, oh my 1117 01:12:28,056 --> 01:12:30,376 - I can't... I'm fucking - September 1118 01:12:30,536 --> 01:12:32,856 Get the fuck over this fence. 1119 01:12:34,216 --> 01:12:36,696 Jesus man, you make me wanna fucking cry. 1120 01:12:37,216 --> 01:12:41,696 I can't... I don't even have... I don't even have the fucking stamina for this shit. 1121 01:12:43,096 --> 01:12:44,696 Ah fuck 1122 01:12:51,136 --> 01:12:52,376 Come on, come on 1123 01:12:52,816 --> 01:12:53,976 Jesus man 1124 01:12:56,895 --> 01:12:57,975 Fuck 1125 01:13:05,095 --> 01:13:06,135 Let's go. 1126 01:13:06,455 --> 01:13:07,455 Fuck. 1127 01:13:07,695 --> 01:13:09,415 Dude, where are we even gonna get a cab? 1128 01:13:09,575 --> 01:13:10,495 Fuck man, just... 1129 01:13:10,655 --> 01:13:14,655 Dude, it's like fucking ten minutes walk to the main strip from fucking here. 1130 01:13:26,454 --> 01:13:28,454 Shit, whoo. 1131 01:13:31,014 --> 01:13:31,934 Where are you going? 1132 01:13:32,774 --> 01:13:34,734 Uh... 1133 01:13:34,894 --> 01:13:36,854 Hey hey hey, close your door properly. 1134 01:13:37,054 --> 01:13:38,774 Hey man, my door's closed. 1135 01:13:38,934 --> 01:13:40,854 No no no, there's a door that's open. 1136 01:13:44,814 --> 01:13:47,294 Alright, we're going, we're going Sandton side man. 1137 01:13:47,854 --> 01:13:52,334 We, let's a... we'll go like right by your place? And we split it down the middle? 1138 01:13:52,494 --> 01:13:54,214 - Yeah yeah. - Alright cool. 1139 01:14:01,253 --> 01:14:02,813 You got anything else? 1140 01:14:02,973 --> 01:14:04,213 Like what? 1141 01:14:04,453 --> 01:14:08,813 Music man, music, have you got any... any other... anything to listen to? 1142 01:14:08,973 --> 01:14:10,293 Check here. 1143 01:14:16,493 --> 01:14:17,733 Hey hey hey man. 1144 01:14:18,053 --> 01:14:20,133 One more, one more, one more. 1145 01:14:22,013 --> 01:14:23,213 Alright. 1146 01:14:37,412 --> 01:14:42,652 Ja, but you see, the thing you must understand about politics right, is that... is that 1147 01:14:42,852 --> 01:14:44,932 I want you to understand about Zuma actually... 1148 01:14:45,212 --> 01:14:47,612 Zuma does not give a shit about the people. 1149 01:14:47,772 --> 01:14:49,692 The very people that put him there, no he does not. 1150 01:14:49,852 --> 01:14:53,372 Ja, he just wants his... his very big house, you know? 1151 01:14:53,532 --> 01:14:56,732 That can be the size of the rest of the... the whole of Sandton! 1152 01:14:56,892 --> 01:15:00,492 - Yeah. - Ja, just one house, for one man. Sandton big. 1153 01:15:00,891 --> 01:15:04,651 Ja and what about the people? There's people there in the squatter camps, you know that? 1154 01:15:04,811 --> 01:15:10,211 Ja and, and... those people, it's so unfair for them because they put him up there. 1155 01:15:10,571 --> 01:15:12,531 But him, he doesn't care. 1156 01:15:13,011 --> 01:15:14,411 - Now where shall they live? - Yeah. 1157 01:15:14,571 --> 01:15:15,611 It's unfair. 1158 01:15:15,771 --> 01:15:16,891 And they've got children. 1159 01:15:17,051 --> 01:15:20,571 You know. Who must feed them? Who must feed these people? Who must feed... 1160 01:15:20,731 --> 01:15:25,571 Who must feed the children of these people? Who must take them to school? 1161 01:15:25,931 --> 01:15:27,491 It's the tax payer. 1162 01:15:27,851 --> 01:15:30,611 So my man, you must understand this one thing... 1163 01:15:31,931 --> 01:15:35,730 - Alright. I should be getting to bed. - Me too. 1164 01:15:36,130 --> 01:15:38,450 It's really good speaking to you. 1165 01:15:38,810 --> 01:15:45,050 - You know, just... talking. - Yip, ja, any... any time yeah. 1166 01:15:45,290 --> 01:15:49,210 - Alright. See you around. - Yeah. Yeah. 1167 01:15:49,410 --> 01:15:52,530 - Okay, bye. - Bye. 1168 01:16:17,809 --> 01:16:19,249 They walk apart. 1169 01:16:20,249 --> 01:16:22,129 This photograph isn't romantic. 1170 01:16:22,729 --> 01:16:29,329 People in romantic photographs walk together close and hold each other by the hand, skin to skin. 1171 01:16:30,689 --> 01:16:33,329 Skin to skin in the hallway 'cause they wanna fuck. 1172 01:16:38,328 --> 01:16:39,968 She shows him the pussy. 1173 01:16:44,088 --> 01:16:45,768 This world is crazy. 1174 01:17:34,287 --> 01:17:36,127 Hey man you got a light? 1175 01:17:36,847 --> 01:17:37,727 Yeah. 1176 01:17:48,446 --> 01:17:51,446 So what's um... what's been up with you man? 1177 01:17:52,566 --> 01:17:54,446 What you mean man? 1178 01:17:57,886 --> 01:18:03,406 I don't know man, you just kind of seem... you know, a little off your fucking game, you know? 1179 01:18:04,326 --> 01:18:05,766 For real? 1180 01:18:06,206 --> 01:18:08,206 Nah I'm fucking serious man. 1181 01:18:22,565 --> 01:18:24,885 I don't know what it is man. 1182 01:18:28,005 --> 01:18:29,685 It's like lately... 1183 01:18:32,485 --> 01:18:34,645 I'm feeling kind of displaced, you know. 1184 01:18:34,805 --> 01:18:35,765 Yeah. 1185 01:18:37,445 --> 01:18:39,605 Like lost or something. 1186 01:18:39,765 --> 01:18:41,045 Lost how? 1187 01:18:44,804 --> 01:18:46,764 Fucking pressure man. 1188 01:18:49,804 --> 01:18:55,044 Fucking pressure that's just... building up to my fucking throat man. 1189 01:18:55,284 --> 01:18:56,564 Yeah. 1190 01:18:56,884 --> 01:18:58,324 Fucking parents. 1191 01:18:58,564 --> 01:19:00,444 I read that one my nigga. 1192 01:19:02,284 --> 01:19:04,244 They want answers man. 1193 01:19:04,764 --> 01:19:08,324 They want answers to things I'm like... 1194 01:19:09,164 --> 01:19:10,684 What the fuck? 1195 01:19:11,484 --> 01:19:13,124 What in the fuck? 1196 01:19:14,043 --> 01:19:15,883 "What are you going to do?" 1197 01:19:16,483 --> 01:19:18,683 "What are your fucking plans?" 1198 01:19:21,683 --> 01:19:24,043 Like I fucking have any man. 1199 01:19:43,763 --> 01:19:45,562 I don't know man, it's like... 1200 01:19:49,122 --> 01:19:50,522 fucking... 1201 01:19:53,402 --> 01:19:56,042 I fucking hate this city man. 1202 01:19:59,122 --> 01:20:01,682 You know sometimes I feel like... 1203 01:20:03,722 --> 01:20:05,842 Joburg is just trying to kill me. 1204 01:20:12,562 --> 01:20:15,642 Ten years from now man, fucking ten years from now... 1205 01:20:17,441 --> 01:20:18,761 I'm just gonna be like... 1206 01:20:18,881 --> 01:20:24,001 in some fucking crazy-ass place in like fucking Hollywood or some shit, you know what I mean? 1207 01:20:25,841 --> 01:20:27,041 And like... 1208 01:20:27,601 --> 01:20:31,121 Everyone will be like, "Yo September!", like hitting me up mad like... 1209 01:20:31,641 --> 01:20:33,361 "We miss you man." 1210 01:20:33,801 --> 01:20:35,401 "Come hang out." 1211 01:20:40,361 --> 01:20:43,321 But I ain't never fucking coming back man, I ain't never coming back. 1212 01:20:49,000 --> 01:20:51,560 I'm just going to be straight ghost, you know what I mean? 1213 01:21:08,040 --> 01:21:11,320 This is the suburbs with the sound turned off... 1214 01:21:12,160 --> 01:21:14,000 so you can really see it. 1215 01:21:14,320 --> 01:21:18,600 Shapes, lines, shapes, lines... 1216 01:21:18,800 --> 01:21:25,359 Somewhere in between them, a photograph of me and my best friend September on a corner. 1217 01:21:25,679 --> 01:21:28,719 This is one of my favourite photographs. 1218 01:21:29,159 --> 01:21:33,159 'Cause this is us after 14 years together. 1219 01:21:33,799 --> 01:21:36,279 And I love him like he loves me. 1220 01:21:36,919 --> 01:21:41,359 And even though we never speak much about what we feel... 1221 01:21:42,559 --> 01:21:44,479 I know he gets it. 1222 01:21:52,158 --> 01:21:56,598 Dude, I'm not your fucking girlfriend man. Come on, what's that? 1223 01:22:01,638 --> 01:22:03,038 Alright. 1224 01:22:04,198 --> 01:22:06,158 - Get home B - Alright 1225 01:22:07,238 --> 01:22:10,798 Don't fucking spend your whole life on fucking corners my nigga. 1226 01:22:57,156 --> 01:23:01,276 On June 26, 2014 1227 01:23:06,156 --> 01:23:08,476 I went where she went. 1228 01:23:12,396 --> 01:23:15,276 And most people blamed her for it. 1229 01:23:16,076 --> 01:23:22,516 They said, “If he had never met her, or if she hadn’t done that..." 1230 01:23:22,756 --> 01:23:27,195 "he would have never got it in his head to do the same.” 1231 01:23:30,915 --> 01:23:33,475 I think the worst thing about it is 1232 01:23:33,915 --> 01:23:36,995 leaving my friends behind. 1233 01:23:38,075 --> 01:23:41,315 I never wanted to break their hearts, 1234 01:23:42,155 --> 01:23:46,395 their hearts are all so broken already. 1235 01:23:47,955 --> 01:23:56,075 At the end of it all, it could be Johannesburg or Washington or anywhere. 1236 01:23:56,395 --> 01:23:59,594 You can ask the same million questions. 1237 01:24:02,474 --> 01:24:06,394 Sometimes when kids are fucked up... 1238 01:24:06,794 --> 01:24:09,914 there's just nothing you can do for them.