1 00:00:08,927 --> 00:00:10,406 - Tom... - What? 2 00:00:10,408 --> 00:00:12,694 - Just feel it, please. - I've already touched it. 3 00:00:12,696 --> 00:00:14,593 - Well, what do you think it is? - I don't know. 4 00:00:14,594 --> 00:00:16,433 - Do you think it's cancer? - I doubt it. 5 00:00:16,434 --> 00:00:19,033 But I don't want to say it's not, just in case it is. 6 00:00:19,034 --> 00:00:21,393 - Josh, can you feel it, please? - No, I just could never. 7 00:00:21,394 --> 00:00:23,353 I don't really want him to touch it either. 8 00:00:23,354 --> 00:00:25,153 I think I just saw Geoffrey. 9 00:00:25,154 --> 00:00:27,433 You always think you're seeing Geoffrey, but you're not. 10 00:00:27,434 --> 00:00:29,513 - Guys, I could be dying! - Oh, you wish. 11 00:00:29,514 --> 00:00:31,873 - You're not dying! - Josh, feel it! 12 00:00:31,874 --> 00:00:33,913 He doesn't know what breasts are meant to feel like. 13 00:00:33,914 --> 00:00:35,593 - Absolutely never. - It's Josh and Tom. 14 00:00:35,594 --> 00:00:37,593 It was Geoffrey! Hey. 15 00:00:37,594 --> 00:00:38,993 Hi. 16 00:01:27,584 --> 00:01:29,063 Do you want me to choke you or something? 17 00:01:29,064 --> 00:01:30,544 - Yeah. - Oh, okay. 18 00:01:32,744 --> 00:01:34,703 - Is that right? - Just shut up. 19 00:01:37,104 --> 00:01:39,103 It's just... it's just I'm worried I'm hurting you. 20 00:01:39,104 --> 00:01:40,584 But, no, that's the point. Okay. 21 00:01:53,464 --> 00:01:55,583 What are you reading about in the newspaper? 22 00:01:55,584 --> 00:01:56,904 The Middle East. 23 00:01:58,944 --> 00:02:01,783 Don't you think instead it'd be fun to, like, just be cute with me? 24 00:02:01,784 --> 00:02:03,784 Just let me finish. 25 00:02:05,504 --> 00:02:07,143 It's just, um... it's just 26 00:02:07,144 --> 00:02:09,103 I really feel like I need some attention from you right now. 27 00:02:09,104 --> 00:02:11,144 - Josh, I'm busy. - Okay. 28 00:02:12,704 --> 00:02:14,464 I'll just entertain myself. 29 00:02:44,784 --> 00:02:45,944 Sorry. No, I'm sorry. 30 00:02:45,945 --> 00:02:48,503 Is this distracting you from pretending that it's the olden days 31 00:02:48,504 --> 00:02:50,023 and that you're a grandparent 32 00:02:50,024 --> 00:02:52,663 and that you're, like, wearing a monocle and eating jellied eel? 33 00:02:52,664 --> 00:02:54,943 Because nobody reads the newspaper anymore, okay, 34 00:02:54,944 --> 00:02:56,423 because we have the internet now. 35 00:02:56,424 --> 00:02:58,823 And also, this newspaper is all biased and stupid and... 36 00:03:00,864 --> 00:03:01,864 Geoffrey? 37 00:03:03,144 --> 00:03:06,023 Geoffrey? Geoffrey, I asked you a question. 38 00:03:06,024 --> 00:03:08,304 - What do you want? - I just want you to hold me. 39 00:03:19,144 --> 00:03:22,023 I always just assumed this is how tired everyone was. 40 00:03:22,024 --> 00:03:24,743 But now I think maybe it's just because I'm sick. 41 00:03:24,744 --> 00:03:26,743 - You don't have cancer! - Oh, my God! 42 00:03:26,744 --> 00:03:28,983 Desperate for me not to have cancer. 43 00:03:28,984 --> 00:03:31,863 What? Yeah. I am desperate for you not to have cancer. 44 00:03:31,864 --> 00:03:34,023 You're gonna break up with me because I have cancer. 45 00:03:34,024 --> 00:03:36,623 It is so mean of you to think that I would do that. 46 00:03:36,624 --> 00:03:38,743 - I'm too tired to argue, Tom. - Fine. 47 00:03:38,744 --> 00:03:40,303 But you're not tired from cancer. 48 00:03:40,304 --> 00:03:41,784 You don't know that. 49 00:03:54,504 --> 00:03:56,463 - Hannah. - Oh. 50 00:03:56,464 --> 00:03:57,584 Whoa! 51 00:03:57,585 --> 00:03:59,503 That table came out of nowhere, didn't it? 52 00:03:59,504 --> 00:04:01,103 It really wasn't looking where it was goin'. 53 00:04:01,104 --> 00:04:03,343 That's fine. Thanks. 54 00:04:03,344 --> 00:04:05,663 You look lovely. Very expensive. 55 00:04:05,664 --> 00:04:07,223 - I've got tenure. - Oh. 56 00:04:07,224 --> 00:04:08,623 - You look really good. - Thank you. 57 00:04:08,624 --> 00:04:10,583 I've, er, got posture. 58 00:04:10,584 --> 00:04:13,264 You've been on my mind a lot lately, Hannah. 59 00:04:14,584 --> 00:04:16,303 I can't believe you wrote a letter to my mum. 60 00:04:16,304 --> 00:04:17,543 She wasn't that fond of you. 61 00:04:17,544 --> 00:04:19,103 Well, it was the only way I could find you. 62 00:04:19,104 --> 00:04:21,263 You're not on social media. You almost don't exist. 63 00:04:21,264 --> 00:04:22,744 I know. 64 00:04:24,224 --> 00:04:25,903 Um, are you sick? 65 00:04:25,904 --> 00:04:28,103 No. No, I don't think so. 66 00:04:28,104 --> 00:04:30,984 So not sick. Have you joined AA? 67 00:04:32,304 --> 00:04:33,983 Are you trying to think of all the negative reasons 68 00:04:33,984 --> 00:04:35,743 why I might get back in contact with you? 69 00:04:35,744 --> 00:04:37,583 Yeah. Well, we didn't end well. 70 00:04:37,584 --> 00:04:39,783 Yeah. It was brutal. 71 00:04:39,784 --> 00:04:41,503 It was the prequel to Fury Road 72 00:04:41,504 --> 00:04:43,463 where we find out how Charlize Theron lost her arm. 73 00:04:43,464 --> 00:04:46,264 You were Charlize Theron's arm to me, Hannah. 74 00:04:47,704 --> 00:04:51,663 The bit that was left or the mechanical claw bit? 75 00:04:53,784 --> 00:04:55,704 See? You still make me laugh. 76 00:04:57,184 --> 00:04:59,143 I live in a caravan. I don't have a job. 77 00:04:59,144 --> 00:05:01,624 I still hate myself so much I want to hit myself with a hammer. 78 00:05:04,144 --> 00:05:06,463 But I can do three push-ups. 79 00:05:06,464 --> 00:05:07,944 That's great. 80 00:05:09,584 --> 00:05:11,423 I missed you, John. 81 00:05:11,424 --> 00:05:13,543 He has this new-found sense of independence. 82 00:05:13,544 --> 00:05:15,703 Sometimes he sits in rooms alone without me. 83 00:05:15,704 --> 00:05:18,743 - And I'm just... I'm shattered. - He really snuggled me last night. 84 00:05:18,744 --> 00:05:20,303 I think he remembers me. 85 00:05:20,304 --> 00:05:22,663 Nah, he just does that when he's cold. 86 00:05:22,664 --> 00:05:24,303 Sorry. No, yeah, yeah. 87 00:05:24,304 --> 00:05:27,063 No, definitely, he misses you. He loves you. Yeah, definitely. 88 00:05:27,064 --> 00:05:29,503 He's being... he's being extraordinarily sweet. 89 00:05:29,504 --> 00:05:30,743 Yeah. 90 00:05:30,744 --> 00:05:33,024 He definitely doesn't look at the other boys like that. 91 00:05:38,904 --> 00:05:39,944 Whoa. 92 00:05:41,304 --> 00:05:42,384 Ella? 93 00:05:42,385 --> 00:05:43,904 Hi. 94 00:05:45,104 --> 00:05:46,824 Oop! 95 00:05:49,624 --> 00:05:51,184 Come on through. 96 00:06:07,224 --> 00:06:08,224 Ta-da! 97 00:06:08,638 --> 00:06:10,677 Solar hot-water system. 98 00:06:11,584 --> 00:06:13,783 - You shower out here? - No, I shower at the gym. 99 00:06:13,784 --> 00:06:16,383 - That is a hose. - Okay. 100 00:06:16,384 --> 00:06:19,103 Look, I put up fairy lights. 101 00:06:19,104 --> 00:06:20,583 I'm sure they're pretty in the dark. 102 00:06:20,584 --> 00:06:23,943 Yeah, I really feel like I'm finally catching up with the Kardashians. 103 00:06:23,944 --> 00:06:25,543 That's one fine caravan. 104 00:06:25,544 --> 00:06:27,143 Would you like to see inside the palace? 105 00:06:27,144 --> 00:06:28,984 Sure. Let's do this. 106 00:06:30,144 --> 00:06:31,823 Ladies first. 107 00:06:31,824 --> 00:06:33,104 I'm a lady. 108 00:06:37,944 --> 00:06:40,623 Mmm, no, no, no, no. Not every time. 109 00:06:40,624 --> 00:06:42,223 But I've been googling how. 110 00:06:42,224 --> 00:06:44,063 You're really not very good at being dominant, are you? 111 00:06:44,064 --> 00:06:47,063 Okay. Take that back, you sissy! 112 00:06:51,064 --> 00:06:52,983 You can't fight me. Obviously you're stronger than me. 113 00:06:52,984 --> 00:06:54,423 - Oh, yeah. - Pretend. 114 00:06:59,104 --> 00:07:01,743 Never had a doctor the same age as me before. 115 00:07:03,424 --> 00:07:04,904 Just lift your arm for me. 116 00:07:06,264 --> 00:07:07,623 Thank you. 117 00:07:07,624 --> 00:07:09,823 - Are you all right? - Yeah, sorry. It's fine. 118 00:07:09,824 --> 00:07:11,343 - You all right? - Yeah, I'm good. 119 00:07:11,344 --> 00:07:12,823 - Okay. - I'm good. 120 00:07:12,824 --> 00:07:14,903 It's all good. All good here. 121 00:07:27,024 --> 00:07:28,823 Oi. 122 00:07:28,824 --> 00:07:30,863 I forgot. I don't have any gas. 123 00:07:30,864 --> 00:07:33,623 I can't offer you tea. I've got water or milk. 124 00:07:33,624 --> 00:07:35,943 I've got milk. Look, in tiny buckets. 125 00:07:35,944 --> 00:07:37,424 Good. 126 00:07:38,864 --> 00:07:40,743 You know, when you said that you were living in a caravan, 127 00:07:40,744 --> 00:07:43,344 you know... I kind of thought you were joking. 128 00:07:44,344 --> 00:07:46,423 Well, it's both true and a joke, isn't it? 129 00:07:46,424 --> 00:07:50,023 It's like... this is a joke. My life is a joke. 130 00:07:50,024 --> 00:07:52,583 - No, it's not. - Yeah. 131 00:07:52,584 --> 00:07:54,903 Methinks you might want to make your exit now. 132 00:07:54,904 --> 00:07:57,423 No, I don't want to leave, actually, as it happens. 133 00:07:57,424 --> 00:07:59,824 Yeah, you do. Remember, old habits? 134 00:08:00,824 --> 00:08:03,583 - You like to leave me. - Hannah, you're over-thinking this. 135 00:08:03,584 --> 00:08:05,423 Well, how much is enough think? 136 00:08:05,424 --> 00:08:06,903 You know, I don't want to under-think. 137 00:08:06,904 --> 00:08:08,384 You've given it adequate think. 138 00:08:10,544 --> 00:08:12,624 - Come here. - Over there, to you? 139 00:08:16,224 --> 00:08:18,344 - I want to kiss you. - Gosh. 140 00:08:31,064 --> 00:08:32,543 What the hell are you doing? 141 00:08:32,544 --> 00:08:35,543 Like, look at you. You're winning at life. 142 00:08:35,544 --> 00:08:40,023 Look at me. I'm not just losing, I'm not even playing anymore. 143 00:08:40,024 --> 00:08:42,184 You being here doesn't make any sense. 144 00:08:43,464 --> 00:08:46,984 No, you being here doesn't make any sense, Hannah. 145 00:08:48,544 --> 00:08:51,183 When we met, you were the winner. 146 00:08:51,184 --> 00:08:53,343 I wouldn't be winning... 147 00:08:53,344 --> 00:08:55,944 this winnerly, if it wasn't for you. 148 00:08:57,064 --> 00:08:58,543 What good is being the winner if... 149 00:08:58,544 --> 00:09:00,463 - Chicken dinner. - What? 150 00:09:00,464 --> 00:09:02,664 Yeah, no idea. I regret saying that. 151 00:09:14,144 --> 00:09:15,664 Winner, winner, chicken dinner. 152 00:09:17,464 --> 00:09:20,103 Was it okay? What did he say? Was it bad news? 153 00:09:20,104 --> 00:09:23,023 - It's just fibroadenoma. - Is that good? 154 00:09:23,024 --> 00:09:25,023 Yeah, it's just, like, fibrous tissue. 155 00:09:25,024 --> 00:09:26,703 It just means that I'm probably getting my period. 156 00:09:26,704 --> 00:09:28,583 - It's not cancer? - Not cancer. 157 00:09:28,584 --> 00:09:30,664 Fibroadenoma. High five! Okay! 158 00:09:33,264 --> 00:09:35,184 He was so young for a doctor. 159 00:09:37,104 --> 00:09:39,343 Did you like it when he touched your boobies? 160 00:09:39,344 --> 00:09:41,824 No, Tom. I was too worried about my cancer. 161 00:09:43,464 --> 00:09:45,023 Wasn't just young, though, was he? 162 00:09:45,024 --> 00:09:48,823 He was, like, a full babe. Like a model but educated. 163 00:09:48,824 --> 00:09:50,823 I wish he'd touched my boobies. 164 00:09:50,824 --> 00:09:53,184 - He was a dream. - Mmm. I don't know. 165 00:09:54,744 --> 00:09:56,383 What do you mean you don't know? 166 00:09:56,384 --> 00:09:58,103 Everyone knows. 167 00:09:58,104 --> 00:10:00,784 Nothing's ever been more clear than that guy's dreaminess. 168 00:10:03,864 --> 00:10:05,783 - What? - What? 169 00:10:05,784 --> 00:10:08,943 You're just looking at me like I'm in love with him. 170 00:10:08,944 --> 00:10:10,943 Whoa! Whoa. 171 00:10:10,944 --> 00:10:13,143 Absolutely at no point 172 00:10:13,144 --> 00:10:15,743 was I thinking you were in love with that doctor. 173 00:10:15,744 --> 00:10:17,744 Okay. Okay. 174 00:10:21,024 --> 00:10:23,023 So, what's next in store for you? 175 00:10:23,024 --> 00:10:25,023 - What do you mean? - Like, what's next? 176 00:10:25,024 --> 00:10:26,983 - What's your plan? - I'm meant to have a plan? 177 00:10:26,984 --> 00:10:28,223 Yes. 178 00:10:28,224 --> 00:10:29,623 I'm... 179 00:10:29,624 --> 00:10:31,543 Shit, I don't know. What's next in store for you? 180 00:10:31,544 --> 00:10:34,623 I've really been trying to self-improve lately. 181 00:10:34,624 --> 00:10:37,863 I lost track for a while, if I'm honest, but I'm focused. 182 00:10:37,864 --> 00:10:39,343 I'm ready to focus. 183 00:10:39,344 --> 00:10:40,863 What are you focusing on? 184 00:10:40,864 --> 00:10:43,824 I'm focusing on trying to get back to the truest version of myself. 185 00:10:44,824 --> 00:10:46,983 Is this not the truest version of yourself? 186 00:10:46,984 --> 00:10:48,823 I don't think you've ever really known me 187 00:10:48,824 --> 00:10:50,583 as the truest version of myself. 188 00:10:50,584 --> 00:10:52,263 Okay, but you just said you were trying to improve, 189 00:10:52,264 --> 00:10:54,583 so how do you know that getting back to your truest version of yourself 190 00:10:54,584 --> 00:10:56,063 is gonna be an improvement? 191 00:10:56,064 --> 00:10:58,743 Oh, wow! 192 00:10:58,744 --> 00:11:01,063 - I should not be here anymore. - Why? 193 00:11:01,064 --> 00:11:02,423 Do you not think there's a discord 194 00:11:02,424 --> 00:11:04,263 between your personality and my personality? 195 00:11:04,264 --> 00:11:05,823 Yes. 196 00:11:05,824 --> 00:11:06,824 - Right? - Yeah. 197 00:11:06,825 --> 00:11:08,703 Yeah, we should absolutely stop this while we're ahead. 198 00:11:08,704 --> 00:11:10,264 Absolutely! 199 00:11:12,344 --> 00:11:13,823 It's just weird that you would presume 200 00:11:13,824 --> 00:11:15,303 that I thought you were into the doctor. 201 00:11:15,304 --> 00:11:17,183 Can't you just be happy that I don't have cancer? 202 00:11:17,184 --> 00:11:19,383 Did you say anything to him that wasn't about your lump? 203 00:11:19,384 --> 00:11:20,863 I don't even remember. 204 00:11:20,864 --> 00:11:24,143 I think I said, "It's weird having a doctor who's the same age as you." 205 00:11:24,144 --> 00:11:26,023 Ho-ho! 206 00:11:26,024 --> 00:11:27,863 That's the flirtiest comment I've ever heard. 207 00:11:27,864 --> 00:11:29,463 Oh, my God! 208 00:11:29,464 --> 00:11:33,383 Okay, fine. Yeah, he was hot. That was entertaining. 209 00:11:33,384 --> 00:11:35,423 Imagine if you had a hot doctor touching your body. 210 00:11:35,424 --> 00:11:37,303 My doctor's the same gender as me. 211 00:11:37,304 --> 00:11:38,783 Well, thanks to the patriarchy, 212 00:11:38,784 --> 00:11:41,143 the majority of doctors available at short notice are men. 213 00:11:41,144 --> 00:11:42,983 I hate it when you blame the patriarchy. 214 00:11:42,984 --> 00:11:44,463 What can I possibly say now 215 00:11:44,464 --> 00:11:46,423 that's not going to sound patriarchy-ish? 216 00:11:49,704 --> 00:11:51,183 - Hey! - Josh. 217 00:11:51,184 --> 00:11:54,303 - Do you have cancer? - No. I have fibroadenoma. 218 00:11:54,304 --> 00:11:57,303 Sweet, sweet. Fibroadenoma! 219 00:11:57,304 --> 00:12:00,503 I choked Geoffrey. Yep, he asked me to choke him, so I did it. 220 00:12:00,504 --> 00:12:02,663 My ex-boyfriend loved being choked. 221 00:12:02,664 --> 00:12:04,263 Why would you bring that up? 222 00:12:04,264 --> 00:12:06,503 Seems like quite a big risk, doesn't it, to ask someone to choke you? 223 00:12:06,504 --> 00:12:07,983 Like, you have to really believe 224 00:12:07,984 --> 00:12:09,663 that they're gonna want to choke you. 225 00:12:09,664 --> 00:12:12,063 And I just don't know what he saw in me 226 00:12:12,064 --> 00:12:14,143 that makes him think that I think it's fun to hurt people 227 00:12:14,144 --> 00:12:15,623 that he didn't see four years ago. 228 00:12:15,624 --> 00:12:17,623 Maybe all the time you spent hurting people for fun. 229 00:12:17,624 --> 00:12:20,383 I didn't want to do it. I just did it to be polite. 230 00:12:20,384 --> 00:12:22,183 Weird to hurt someone as a favour. 231 00:12:22,184 --> 00:12:25,023 That's a very specific feeling that I've never felt before. 232 00:12:25,024 --> 00:12:27,583 You sound so exhilarated. I think you liked it. 233 00:12:27,584 --> 00:12:29,143 Yeah, it was just so exhilarating. 234 00:12:29,144 --> 00:12:30,903 Hi, Ma! 235 00:12:30,904 --> 00:12:32,863 - I gotta go now, okay? I'm at Mum's. - No! No, no. 236 00:12:32,864 --> 00:12:35,263 Wait, I didn't get to tell you about the hot doctor. 237 00:12:35,264 --> 00:12:37,583 Hi, Ma! Ma, it's me. 238 00:12:37,584 --> 00:12:38,944 Ma? 239 00:12:49,224 --> 00:12:50,744 Ma? 240 00:12:57,944 --> 00:13:00,583 Nope. Nope. 241 00:13:00,584 --> 00:13:02,623 Nope. No. No. 242 00:13:02,624 --> 00:13:04,104 Nope. 243 00:13:18,384 --> 00:13:20,743 You see, he was very hot, and he had to touch my boobies. 244 00:13:20,744 --> 00:13:23,223 - And Tom is worried that I... - I need to talk to Tom. 245 00:13:23,224 --> 00:13:25,464 - Why? - Just give me Tom. 246 00:13:28,144 --> 00:13:29,624 What's uuuup? 247 00:13:30,904 --> 00:13:33,784 Uh, Mum's dead. Yep, I'm sitting with her now and she's dead. 248 00:13:34,784 --> 00:13:36,824 No. Nah. 249 00:13:38,864 --> 00:13:43,063 This is a joke. This... this better not be a joke. 250 00:13:43,064 --> 00:13:45,623 No. No, no, it's not a joke. 251 00:13:45,624 --> 00:13:47,104 Oh, shit. 252 00:13:49,624 --> 00:13:51,103 I don't know what to do now. 253 00:13:51,104 --> 00:13:53,383 Uh, have you called an ambulance? 254 00:13:53,384 --> 00:13:55,263 No, I don't need to. She's, like, she's cold. 255 00:13:55,264 --> 00:13:57,143 Oh, shit. 256 00:13:57,144 --> 00:13:59,824 Okay. Um, okay, you need to call your dad. 257 00:14:01,544 --> 00:14:04,503 I don't want to. Yeah, I just don't want to call my dad. 258 00:14:04,504 --> 00:14:06,423 That's just not what I want. 259 00:14:06,424 --> 00:14:07,904 I'm so sorry. 260 00:14:10,384 --> 00:14:11,903 I just don't know what to do now. 261 00:14:11,904 --> 00:14:14,144 Um, someone needs to come get her. 262 00:14:15,864 --> 00:14:17,663 I don't... I don't want someone to come and get her. 263 00:14:17,664 --> 00:14:21,183 That's just not... that's just not what I want today. 264 00:14:21,184 --> 00:14:24,423 Okay, I-I can call for you, if you want. 265 00:14:24,424 --> 00:14:26,743 I know that's not what you mean when you say you don't want to, 266 00:14:26,744 --> 00:14:28,543 but I can organise it. 267 00:14:28,544 --> 00:14:30,024 Bye. 268 00:14:41,664 --> 00:14:43,143 - Hi, Josh. - Dad? 269 00:14:43,144 --> 00:14:44,743 - Do you want rice? - No rice. 270 00:14:44,744 --> 00:14:46,143 Black beans? 271 00:14:46,144 --> 00:14:48,744 Um, do black beans have carbs, Josh? 272 00:14:49,744 --> 00:14:51,223 - I don't know. - Uh... 273 00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:53,903 No. No thanks, just to be safe. I'm trying not to eat carbs. 274 00:14:55,424 --> 00:14:57,903 - All salads? - Yeah, I'll have all the salads. 275 00:14:57,904 --> 00:15:00,183 - Jalapenos? - Yes, to jalapenos. 276 00:15:00,184 --> 00:15:02,783 Guacamole? It's $2 extra. 277 00:15:02,784 --> 00:15:04,103 Uh, yeah. 278 00:15:04,104 --> 00:15:05,903 Gee, with the price of avocados lately, Josh, 279 00:15:05,904 --> 00:15:08,583 two bucks for guacamole is really a pretty good deal. 280 00:15:08,584 --> 00:15:10,103 And I'll have the spicy sauce. 281 00:15:10,104 --> 00:15:11,583 Are you sure? It's pretty spicy. 282 00:15:11,584 --> 00:15:14,303 No, no. I love it spicy, yeah. 283 00:15:14,304 --> 00:15:17,263 Dad, Dad... I have something to tell you. 284 00:15:17,264 --> 00:15:19,504 H-h-hang on. Hang on, hang on. 285 00:15:20,664 --> 00:15:22,943 - Is tap all right? - Yeah, yeah. 286 00:15:22,944 --> 00:15:24,903 What is it, Josh? 287 00:15:24,904 --> 00:15:26,703 Dad, Mum killed herself. 288 00:15:26,704 --> 00:15:28,784 I found her in her room. She's dead. 289 00:15:38,064 --> 00:15:39,623 Oh, shit. Sorry. 290 00:15:39,624 --> 00:15:41,143 No, no. I'll... I'll clean it up. 291 00:15:41,144 --> 00:15:43,864 - I'll get the mop, sir. - No, it's okay. I'll clean it up. 292 00:15:46,744 --> 00:15:49,024 - Dad? - Um... 293 00:15:50,544 --> 00:15:52,024 Dad? 294 00:15:54,624 --> 00:15:56,383 When was the last time you saw your mum? 295 00:15:56,384 --> 00:15:59,295 Uh, like, three days ago. 296 00:16:02,067 --> 00:16:04,303 Sorry. 297 00:16:04,304 --> 00:16:06,384 The timber has shrunk a bit. 298 00:16:10,184 --> 00:16:11,784 I'll get there. 299 00:16:16,344 --> 00:16:17,864 Thanks very much. 300 00:16:27,424 --> 00:16:29,663 I guess we better lock up and get out of here. 301 00:16:29,664 --> 00:16:31,224 Yeah. 302 00:16:35,544 --> 00:16:37,743 We should probably clear out the fridge. 303 00:16:37,744 --> 00:16:39,423 I don't think you need to clear out the fridge. 304 00:16:39,424 --> 00:16:41,423 I don't want things to go off. 305 00:16:41,424 --> 00:16:43,863 You want that milk? There's still a few days left. 306 00:16:43,864 --> 00:16:46,943 Smoked salmon. No point wasting that. 307 00:16:46,944 --> 00:16:48,983 - Dad, it's just... - What's in there? 308 00:16:48,984 --> 00:16:51,383 Dad, I just, I really need you to stop clearing out the fridge. 309 00:16:51,384 --> 00:16:54,183 Dad, just stop clearing out the fridge. Thank you. 310 00:17:13,024 --> 00:17:15,063 If you need anything at all, you call me, okay? 311 00:17:15,064 --> 00:17:16,583 Anything. Even if it's small. 312 00:17:16,584 --> 00:17:20,023 If you need me to bring you dinner, you call me and I get it. 313 00:17:20,024 --> 00:17:21,704 If you need a lift, you call me, yeah? 314 00:17:22,784 --> 00:17:24,423 You give me your laundry, okay? 315 00:17:24,424 --> 00:17:26,423 And if I hear that you did anything for yourself, 316 00:17:26,424 --> 00:17:28,303 I will be very angry, Josh. 317 00:17:28,304 --> 00:17:30,024 - Oh, um, Josh... - What? 318 00:17:32,144 --> 00:17:33,744 Forgot what I was gonna say. 319 00:17:34,824 --> 00:17:37,663 Okay, um, we should get food. 320 00:17:37,664 --> 00:17:39,343 Okay, are you hungry? 321 00:17:39,344 --> 00:17:40,823 - Hungry, Alan? - No. 322 00:17:40,824 --> 00:17:42,303 Well, maybe some fish and chips. 323 00:17:42,304 --> 00:17:43,863 Okay, okay. 324 00:17:43,864 --> 00:17:45,623 Um, are you hungry, Josh? 325 00:17:45,624 --> 00:17:47,104 No. 326 00:17:51,064 --> 00:17:54,223 Well, I'm pretty annoyed that Tom's more into the fish and chips 327 00:17:54,224 --> 00:17:55,743 than the lasagne I made. 328 00:17:55,744 --> 00:17:57,663 What? Oh, I'm sorry. I'm not hungry. 329 00:17:57,664 --> 00:17:59,223 No, no, no. Not you. 330 00:17:59,224 --> 00:18:02,143 You can do whatever you want today. It's not... 331 00:18:02,144 --> 00:18:04,224 Tom will give you a hand job, if you like. 332 00:18:05,544 --> 00:18:07,183 Nah, nah. 333 00:18:13,664 --> 00:18:15,543 Hello. 334 00:18:15,544 --> 00:18:17,983 Josh, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have left. 335 00:18:17,984 --> 00:18:20,303 Uh, what... Oh, no, Hannah. 336 00:18:20,304 --> 00:18:22,343 I just didn't know. 337 00:18:22,344 --> 00:18:24,943 I didn't listen to her, Josh. I just... 338 00:18:24,944 --> 00:18:27,663 - You know, how did I assume... - Don't, Hannah. 339 00:18:27,664 --> 00:18:29,583 That she was just being mean for the fun of it? 340 00:18:29,584 --> 00:18:31,303 It's like I forgot she was mental. 341 00:18:31,304 --> 00:18:32,624 I just left. 342 00:18:33,344 --> 00:18:34,663 - Fuck! - Yeah. 343 00:18:34,664 --> 00:18:37,432 Um, hey, you know this isn't your fault, yeah? 344 00:18:38,904 --> 00:18:40,623 I don't know what to do. 345 00:18:41,304 --> 00:18:44,343 - Yeah. You know, uh... - I just can't handle the guilt. 346 00:18:44,344 --> 00:18:47,703 I don't want to go back to the hospital. 347 00:18:47,704 --> 00:18:50,503 I just don't want to. 348 00:18:50,504 --> 00:18:52,224 I'm gonna have to, aren't I? 349 00:19:04,184 --> 00:19:05,463 Hello? 350 00:19:05,464 --> 00:19:07,383 Hannah, I just... I gotta go to bed. 351 00:19:07,384 --> 00:19:10,383 Oh, fuck. Sorry. I'm so sorry, Josh. 352 00:19:10,384 --> 00:19:11,863 Goodbye. I'm sorry. 353 00:19:15,984 --> 00:19:18,704 I just... I think I'm gonna need you to call Arnold. 354 00:19:19,944 --> 00:19:22,072 - I can do that. - Thank you. 355 00:19:43,264 --> 00:19:44,744 He's not answering. 356 00:19:46,104 --> 00:19:48,507 I'm a bit worried it's going to go to voice-mail. 357 00:19:48,864 --> 00:19:50,903 Please leave a message and I will call you back. 358 00:19:50,904 --> 00:19:52,623 Should I leave a message? 359 00:19:52,624 --> 00:19:53,984 No. 360 00:20:02,504 --> 00:20:03,983 Maybe tell me about your day. 361 00:20:04,662 --> 00:20:05,823 Uh, okay. 362 00:20:05,824 --> 00:20:07,863 While Ella was in the room 363 00:20:07,864 --> 00:20:10,623 being examined by the really hot doctor, 364 00:20:10,624 --> 00:20:12,463 uh, I read an article 365 00:20:12,464 --> 00:20:15,183 about how if you are a blind person allergic to dogs 366 00:20:15,184 --> 00:20:17,223 you can get a miniature guide horse. 367 00:20:17,224 --> 00:20:19,223 - Miniature guide horse? - Yeah. 368 00:20:19,224 --> 00:20:23,023 Yeah, that's what I read, that if you are a blind person 369 00:20:23,024 --> 00:20:25,663 you can get a miniature prostitute to guide you around. 370 00:20:25,664 --> 00:20:27,143 That sounds expensive. 371 00:20:27,144 --> 00:20:29,104 All right, guys, it's "miniature sex workers" now. 372 00:20:34,384 --> 00:20:37,023 I want you to know, we actually already had that conversation today, 373 00:20:37,024 --> 00:20:40,223 but we did again so that you could hear the funny horse pun. 374 00:20:40,224 --> 00:20:41,704 Thank you. 375 00:20:43,224 --> 00:20:44,384 Yep. 376 00:20:44,385 --> 00:20:46,743 I'm so sorry that your mum is still dead. 377 00:20:46,744 --> 00:20:49,143 Yeah. 378 00:20:49,144 --> 00:20:51,063 Yeah, I'm gonna go to bed. 379 00:20:51,064 --> 00:20:53,743 - Are you okay to be by yourself? - Yep. 380 00:20:53,744 --> 00:20:58,143 Do you need anything? Tea or wine? Maybe not alcoholic. 381 00:20:58,144 --> 00:21:00,863 - Hot chocolate? - No. I'm fine, thank you. 382 00:21:00,864 --> 00:21:02,183 - Goodnight. - Night. 383 00:21:02,184 --> 00:21:03,224 Night. 384 00:21:11,104 --> 00:21:12,584 That... 385 00:21:13,430 --> 00:21:16,446 that was just the most difficult thing I've ever done. 386 00:21:18,384 --> 00:21:20,064 It's so awful. 387 00:21:21,344 --> 00:21:25,664 I feel... I feel so useless and small. 388 00:21:49,409 --> 00:21:50,928 There, you see? 389 00:21:50,929 --> 00:21:53,489 Ooh. There we go. 390 00:21:57,936 --> 00:21:59,576 - All right, Grace. - Yeah. 391 00:22:08,595 --> 00:22:10,794 I know I'm the worst friend! 392 00:22:10,802 --> 00:22:15,602 I said I'd call and I didn't. I'm a dick! I'm a penis! I'm an actual penis! 393 00:22:16,832 --> 00:22:19,951 Um, so this is one of the hardest conversations 394 00:22:19,952 --> 00:22:21,431 you're gonna have in your life. 395 00:22:21,432 --> 00:22:23,111 Are you ready? 396 00:22:23,112 --> 00:22:24,112 No. 397 00:22:25,792 --> 00:22:28,272 Um... 398 00:22:29,912 --> 00:22:31,472 Mum killed herself. 399 00:22:39,592 --> 00:22:41,072 Oh. 400 00:22:44,575 --> 00:22:47,215 I can think of literally nothing helpful to say. 401 00:22:48,082 --> 00:22:50,601 Like, there's just nothing in the world. 402 00:22:50,602 --> 00:22:53,281 So, yes, thank you for acknowledging that. 403 00:22:53,282 --> 00:22:54,761 Everyone keeps trying to make it better, 404 00:22:54,762 --> 00:22:56,801 but it just can't, it cannot be made better. 405 00:22:56,802 --> 00:22:58,681 No, this is just one of those things 406 00:22:58,682 --> 00:23:01,089 that's gonna be really shit for a while. 407 00:23:01,642 --> 00:23:04,282 And then one day it's just gonna feel less shit. 408 00:23:06,082 --> 00:23:07,562 Yeah. 409 00:23:08,882 --> 00:23:11,281 Uh, sometimes when I think of her, 410 00:23:11,282 --> 00:23:14,241 the last few conversations that we've had, they just... 411 00:23:14,242 --> 00:23:16,801 they seem like she was trying to say goodbye. 412 00:23:21,282 --> 00:23:23,121 Fuck. 413 00:23:23,122 --> 00:23:24,602 I have to go.