1 00:00:05,338 --> 00:00:08,008 PREVIOUSLY ON AFTER SCHOOL DOCTOR 2 00:00:08,074 --> 00:00:09,142 {\an8}Why did you… 3 00:00:09,209 --> 00:00:10,677 {\an8}I destroyed 4 00:00:10,744 --> 00:00:13,246 {\an8}the Star Festival decoration that everyone made. 5 00:00:13,813 --> 00:00:16,282 {\an8}Fujino caught me in the act. 6 00:00:16,950 --> 00:00:19,753 {\an8}I'm afraid of myself. 7 00:00:19,819 --> 00:00:22,889 {\an8}There were scars on her left ankle. 8 00:00:22,956 --> 00:00:25,525 {\an8}The destructive impulses that one can't control 9 00:00:26,092 --> 00:00:27,761 {\an8}can be aimed at oneself at times. 10 00:00:27,827 --> 00:00:30,797 {\an8}If that's the case, there must be an issue that's causing these behaviors. 11 00:00:30,864 --> 00:00:31,865 {\an8}Dr. Makino, 12 00:00:32,432 --> 00:00:35,835 {\an8}are you going to sit back and watch until she crosses that line? 13 00:00:36,603 --> 00:00:37,504 {\an8}I'll go to her house. 14 00:00:37,570 --> 00:00:38,938 {\an8}Once you don't need me anymore, 15 00:00:39,506 --> 00:00:41,207 you'll just destroy and throw me away. 16 00:00:41,274 --> 00:00:44,911 If I'm an annoyance to you, just be honest and tell me. 17 00:00:44,978 --> 00:00:46,780 Let me hear it. 18 00:00:47,614 --> 00:00:49,182 In your own words. 19 00:00:49,749 --> 00:00:50,950 I want to be of help. 20 00:00:51,518 --> 00:00:53,353 I want to help you. 21 00:01:00,060 --> 00:01:02,762 {\an8}KANTO MEDICAL UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL 22 00:01:04,697 --> 00:01:06,666 How much longer do we have to wait? 23 00:01:06,733 --> 00:01:07,734 I'm very sorry. 24 00:01:07,801 --> 00:01:09,736 We've been waiting for a long time. 25 00:01:09,803 --> 00:01:11,938 Please wait a little longer for your turn. 26 00:01:18,711 --> 00:01:21,714 {\an8}FEW MONTHS AGO 27 00:01:21,781 --> 00:01:23,183 He’s got the flu. 28 00:01:23,917 --> 00:01:26,853 {\an8}I’ll prescribe medicine, so make sure he takes it for five days. 29 00:01:26,920 --> 00:01:28,188 {\an8}Yes. 30 00:01:28,254 --> 00:01:30,990 {\an8}Even after his fever goes down, don’t go to school for two days. 31 00:01:31,558 --> 00:01:32,892 {\an8}-This is for you. -Thanks. 32 00:01:33,393 --> 00:01:36,429 {\an8}He looks to be in really bad shape. He’s never been like this before-- 33 00:01:36,496 --> 00:01:38,798 {\an8}That's a common symptom of the flu. 34 00:01:40,800 --> 00:01:44,003 {\an8}-Will he feel better with the medicine-- -If his fever doesn’t go down 35 00:01:44,070 --> 00:01:46,606 {\an8}or he has no appetite, then come back to get him checked. 36 00:01:47,774 --> 00:01:49,943 {\an8}-Then when that-- -Take care. 37 00:01:55,815 --> 00:01:58,017 TWO WEEKS LATER 38 00:01:58,084 --> 00:01:59,085 How is it? 39 00:02:02,088 --> 00:02:03,656 You still have a fever. 40 00:02:04,891 --> 00:02:06,593 Makoto, let’s go to the hospital. 41 00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:09,696 It’s okay. I’ll just go to sleep. 42 00:02:10,630 --> 00:02:12,765 I don’t want it to be anything serious. 43 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:15,802 Mr. Takahashi, I'm sorry. 44 00:02:15,869 --> 00:02:17,737 Can I go into the office in the afternoon? 45 00:02:18,571 --> 00:02:21,007 My son still has a fever. 46 00:02:21,074 --> 00:02:22,075 Yes. 47 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:24,844 I'll make sure to make it on time for our meeting. 48 00:02:24,911 --> 00:02:27,080 Sorry, Dr. Makino isn’t in the outpatient ward today. 49 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:30,817 My son's fever hasn’t gone down, and he has no appetite either. 50 00:02:30,884 --> 00:02:32,652 -In that case-- -It’s strange, right? 51 00:02:32,719 --> 00:02:35,588 His fever went down once, but it went up again. 52 00:02:35,655 --> 00:02:38,758 The doctor was busy last time, so he must have overlooked something. 53 00:02:39,692 --> 00:02:43,062 Sorry. We’ll examine him right away. 54 00:02:43,129 --> 00:02:44,597 Isn't it a misdiagnosis? 55 00:02:46,799 --> 00:02:48,334 Is something the matter? 56 00:02:51,104 --> 00:02:53,039 The blood test shows 57 00:02:53,106 --> 00:02:56,509 that he has some bacterial infection unrelated to the flu. 58 00:02:57,076 --> 00:02:59,846 Unrelated? Then, what is it? 59 00:02:59,913 --> 00:03:03,516 We can’t say for sure right now. 60 00:03:03,583 --> 00:03:06,419 Let’s give him antibiotics and wait for two to three days. 61 00:03:07,420 --> 00:03:11,224 That day, a doctor named Makino only did a test for the flu 62 00:03:11,291 --> 00:03:13,393 and didn’t even consider any other possibilities. 63 00:03:14,127 --> 00:03:17,163 Well, the test came out positive, 64 00:03:17,230 --> 00:03:19,232 and considering his high fever and the recent outbreak, 65 00:03:19,299 --> 00:03:21,367 he definitely had the flu at the time. 66 00:03:22,936 --> 00:03:25,705 Not to mention that conducting lots of tests 67 00:03:25,772 --> 00:03:28,541 can be taxing on someone like Makoto who's not feeling well. 68 00:03:29,309 --> 00:03:30,643 I see. 69 00:03:30,710 --> 00:03:32,345 We understand that you’re worried. 70 00:03:32,412 --> 00:03:35,215 Please come see us again in three days. 71 00:03:35,815 --> 00:03:38,151 I can only come in the evenings. 72 00:03:38,718 --> 00:03:39,986 That’s fine. 73 00:03:41,087 --> 00:03:43,489 I’m a single father, 74 00:03:43,556 --> 00:03:46,125 so I’m the only one who can look after him. 75 00:03:49,362 --> 00:03:51,097 Doctor, can we talk in private? 76 00:03:52,799 --> 00:03:55,134 Makoto, why don't you go rest over there? 77 00:03:56,836 --> 00:03:57,737 Let's go. 78 00:03:57,804 --> 00:03:59,405 -Thank you. -Sure. 79 00:04:05,578 --> 00:04:09,849 He became very quiet like that after my wife passed away. 80 00:04:12,218 --> 00:04:14,487 The unknown scares me. 81 00:04:15,655 --> 00:04:17,757 Even the most trivial things… 82 00:04:17,824 --> 00:04:19,158 Makes you anxious, right? 83 00:04:19,225 --> 00:04:21,794 I understand that feeling. 84 00:04:23,896 --> 00:04:25,999 Makoto will be all right. 85 00:04:26,065 --> 00:04:28,735 He has both you and me looking after him. 86 00:04:31,237 --> 00:04:32,572 Thank you. 87 00:04:33,906 --> 00:04:35,208 Oh. 88 00:04:35,275 --> 00:04:36,943 -Are you okay? -You okay? 89 00:04:37,010 --> 00:04:37,844 Are you hurt? 90 00:04:38,378 --> 00:04:40,346 I'm okay. 91 00:04:40,413 --> 00:04:41,848 We're fine. I'll give you a piggyback. 92 00:04:41,914 --> 00:04:43,883 Come here. 93 00:04:45,018 --> 00:04:46,019 All right. 94 00:04:46,686 --> 00:04:48,488 -Thank you. -Please take care. 95 00:04:49,656 --> 00:04:52,558 -You did well today. -Yeah. 96 00:04:54,694 --> 00:04:55,628 Excuse me. 97 00:05:01,367 --> 00:05:03,736 Makoto Kashii's dad came today. 98 00:05:04,637 --> 00:05:05,905 He was very upset. 99 00:05:06,572 --> 00:05:08,441 He said you misdiagnosed his son. 100 00:05:10,276 --> 00:05:11,744 What? 101 00:05:11,811 --> 00:05:14,347 I did some extra tests and gave detailed explanations, 102 00:05:14,414 --> 00:05:15,782 so he went home satisfied. 103 00:05:16,883 --> 00:05:18,451 There was no misdiagnosis. 104 00:05:19,619 --> 00:05:21,621 I reached the conclusion through the test and physical exam-- 105 00:05:21,688 --> 00:05:22,822 That's not it. 106 00:05:24,624 --> 00:05:26,292 You’re the problem. 107 00:05:26,359 --> 00:05:29,495 You only see and decide things according to your own standards. 108 00:05:29,562 --> 00:05:33,566 You ignore everything else and do things in a matter-of-fact way. 109 00:05:34,133 --> 00:05:35,902 The patients who come here 110 00:05:35,968 --> 00:05:38,037 will doubt any diagnosis given in that manner. 111 00:05:38,104 --> 00:05:41,240 I can’t help it if they doubt my correct diagnosis. 112 00:05:41,307 --> 00:05:43,976 Gaining the trust of both the children and their parents 113 00:05:44,043 --> 00:05:46,713 is the most important factor in the pediatrics department. 114 00:05:47,880 --> 00:05:51,384 Giving a correct diagnosis and treating it quickly goes without saying. 115 00:05:51,451 --> 00:05:53,386 Mind over matter? Is that what’ll cure them? 116 00:05:55,755 --> 00:05:58,691 To think that someone like you is a doctor. 117 00:05:59,425 --> 00:06:00,393 How scary. 118 00:06:02,261 --> 00:06:04,530 Don’t go to the outpatient ward for a while. 119 00:06:07,467 --> 00:06:09,102 MAKOTO KASHII 120 00:06:10,470 --> 00:06:12,772 Why are you looking at Makoto’s medical records? 121 00:06:12,839 --> 00:06:14,841 I'm the one who examined him first. 122 00:06:14,907 --> 00:06:16,676 Why do I have to give up on him now? 123 00:06:18,311 --> 00:06:20,279 Fever that won’t go down… 124 00:06:20,346 --> 00:06:21,347 MAKOTO KASHII 125 00:06:21,414 --> 00:06:22,915 High CRP level… 126 00:06:25,551 --> 00:06:27,053 It's okay. Don't worry. 127 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:29,222 It might be connected to why he fell. 128 00:06:31,090 --> 00:06:32,258 When is he coming in next? 129 00:06:32,325 --> 00:06:34,026 -In three days. -Three days? 130 00:06:34,093 --> 00:06:36,362 -Call them over right now. -What are you saying? 131 00:06:36,429 --> 00:06:38,431 There's no way we can do that. 132 00:06:39,365 --> 00:06:42,535 Hey. Do you want to get fired? 133 00:06:46,472 --> 00:06:47,407 Don't say I didn't try. 134 00:06:51,144 --> 00:06:51,978 Hello? 135 00:06:53,079 --> 00:06:54,747 Are you Makoto Kashii? 136 00:06:57,283 --> 00:06:59,285 -Yes. -Are you alone? 137 00:07:01,154 --> 00:07:02,255 How are you feeling? 138 00:07:02,855 --> 00:07:04,323 Does it hurt anywhere? 139 00:07:05,958 --> 00:07:08,227 Your head? Stomach? Feet? 140 00:07:10,496 --> 00:07:11,631 I don't know. 141 00:07:12,665 --> 00:07:15,735 Your dad gave you a piggyback ride. Was it because you couldn't walk? 142 00:07:16,302 --> 00:07:17,904 I don't know. 143 00:07:18,538 --> 00:07:22,175 Come to the hospital right now. I'll examine you once more. 144 00:07:22,241 --> 00:07:23,409 I don't want to. 145 00:07:23,976 --> 00:07:26,779 I don't want to go to the hospital. 146 00:07:27,713 --> 00:07:29,682 I hate it. I won't go. 147 00:07:39,892 --> 00:07:41,961 KASHII 148 00:07:43,329 --> 00:07:45,131 Seems like the medicine isn't working. 149 00:07:46,299 --> 00:07:49,769 I'll alert Mr. Fukuda next door, so let him know if you feel any worse. 150 00:07:59,679 --> 00:08:03,115 I'll be back home by evening, so let's go to the hospital. 151 00:08:03,182 --> 00:08:05,952 The hospital? I don't want to. 152 00:08:06,752 --> 00:08:09,088 -Don't be a baby-- -I got a call. 153 00:08:10,289 --> 00:08:12,492 From that scary doctor. 154 00:08:15,461 --> 00:08:17,396 I'm scared to go. 155 00:08:26,839 --> 00:08:29,876 Hey. Did Makoto Kashii come in? 156 00:08:29,942 --> 00:08:31,878 His appointment got canceled. 157 00:08:31,944 --> 00:08:34,146 What? For what reason? 158 00:08:34,213 --> 00:08:35,982 They're going to a different hospital. 159 00:08:37,517 --> 00:08:38,684 What the hell. 160 00:08:47,493 --> 00:08:49,562 Hey. What are you doing? 161 00:08:50,129 --> 00:08:51,597 Who are you? 162 00:08:51,664 --> 00:08:54,567 I'm a doctor. Someone in here might be very sick. 163 00:08:54,634 --> 00:08:55,735 What? 164 00:08:58,037 --> 00:08:58,871 Go in. 165 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:07,647 Does your elbow hurt? 166 00:09:09,348 --> 00:09:10,349 It doesn't hurt. 167 00:09:15,588 --> 00:09:16,489 Do your feet hurt? 168 00:09:31,237 --> 00:09:33,406 -Let's go to the hospital. -What? 169 00:09:39,145 --> 00:09:41,414 -You brought him here? -Take his blood for testing. 170 00:09:41,981 --> 00:09:42,848 Yes. 171 00:09:43,683 --> 00:09:47,353 -It doesn't hurt, so let me go home. -Stay still. 172 00:09:51,257 --> 00:09:54,226 What are you doing? You want to get arrested for kidnapping? 173 00:09:54,293 --> 00:09:56,495 We're trying to make up for your misconduct. 174 00:09:56,562 --> 00:09:58,331 -Don't get involved-- -Shut up! 175 00:09:58,898 --> 00:09:59,732 That's not important. 176 00:09:59,799 --> 00:10:02,368 Makino, what do you suspect he has? 177 00:10:02,935 --> 00:10:04,570 Three days ago, he tripped in the hallway. 178 00:10:04,637 --> 00:10:08,641 Now, he's saying that his elbow hurts. He most likely has reactive arthritis. 179 00:10:10,176 --> 00:10:11,744 And heart murmur. 180 00:10:16,215 --> 00:10:18,384 Regurgitation of the mitral valve. 181 00:10:21,087 --> 00:10:22,888 I want to check the ASO. 182 00:10:24,590 --> 00:10:27,360 The tests have revealed that he has a high ASO. 183 00:10:27,426 --> 00:10:28,561 In other words, 184 00:10:28,628 --> 00:10:31,964 we found an immune response to the streptococcus bacteria. 185 00:10:32,665 --> 00:10:33,699 Streptococcus bacteria? 186 00:10:33,766 --> 00:10:35,935 I noticed that Makoto was prescribed antibiotics 187 00:10:36,002 --> 00:10:38,304 about a month and a half ago. 188 00:10:38,371 --> 00:10:41,574 He seemed to have a cold, so we went to the neighborhood clinic. 189 00:10:41,641 --> 00:10:44,043 He got better right away with medicine, but what about it? 190 00:10:44,610 --> 00:10:47,213 {\an8}It was most likely streptococcal infection 191 00:10:47,279 --> 00:10:50,583 {\an8}and he got better after taking the prescribed antibiotics. 192 00:10:50,650 --> 00:10:51,517 {\an8}STREPTOCOCCAL INFECTION 193 00:10:51,584 --> 00:10:54,453 {\an8}The fever he got after that was due to the flu. 194 00:10:54,520 --> 00:10:55,588 {\an8}FLU 195 00:10:55,655 --> 00:10:56,689 {\an8}Yes. 196 00:10:56,756 --> 00:11:01,127 {\an8}After he recovered from the flu, he developed rheumatic fever. 197 00:11:01,193 --> 00:11:02,028 {\an8}RHEUMATIC FEVER 198 00:11:02,094 --> 00:11:03,295 {\an8}Rheumatic fever? 199 00:11:03,362 --> 00:11:07,466 {\an8}It's a disease caused by the immune response after streptococcal infection. 200 00:11:07,533 --> 00:11:08,467 {\an8}IMMUNE RESPONSE 201 00:11:08,534 --> 00:11:11,671 {\an8}Pain in the joints, fever that won't go down, 202 00:11:11,737 --> 00:11:14,607 {\an8}and heart murmur. 203 00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:16,275 {\an8}It's reasonable to think 204 00:11:16,342 --> 00:11:19,612 {\an8}that they're all caused by rheumatic fever. 205 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:21,614 But you said the medicine made him better. 206 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:24,817 Streptococcal infection can cause rheumatic fever 207 00:11:24,884 --> 00:11:27,119 to develop after some time. 208 00:11:29,121 --> 00:11:33,025 There's regurgitation to the mitral valve in his heart. 209 00:11:33,092 --> 00:11:34,427 He needs to be hospitalized. 210 00:11:35,194 --> 00:11:37,763 What? His heart? 211 00:11:43,402 --> 00:11:44,303 Makino. 212 00:11:47,673 --> 00:11:52,878 Rheumatic fever is rare these days, and it's hard to diagnose. 213 00:11:54,313 --> 00:11:55,815 The regurgitation wasn't too serious. 214 00:11:56,849 --> 00:11:58,150 If it had been any later, 215 00:11:58,217 --> 00:12:00,219 he would've been in a more critical condition. 216 00:12:01,754 --> 00:12:03,289 It's thanks to your diagnosis. 217 00:12:09,028 --> 00:12:11,931 I don't want to go to the hospital. 218 00:12:13,466 --> 00:12:15,134 Why didn't he come sooner? 219 00:12:19,505 --> 00:12:21,240 If by any chance, his condition worsens, 220 00:12:22,007 --> 00:12:23,809 he may need surgery. 221 00:12:35,287 --> 00:12:36,155 Dr. Makino. 222 00:12:40,192 --> 00:12:41,794 I have a question. 223 00:12:45,931 --> 00:12:48,100 Why did you call us? 224 00:12:49,568 --> 00:12:52,304 I heard from Makoto this morning. 225 00:12:53,305 --> 00:12:54,673 Makoto 226 00:12:55,908 --> 00:12:57,510 was scared of you. 227 00:13:00,846 --> 00:13:03,516 What did you say to him? 228 00:13:04,550 --> 00:13:07,086 I called to ask him about his symptoms. 229 00:13:07,653 --> 00:13:08,888 You noticed something was wrong? 230 00:13:11,690 --> 00:13:12,625 You 231 00:13:13,592 --> 00:13:15,995 only diagnosed him with the flu. 232 00:13:17,897 --> 00:13:19,465 If his condition worsens, 233 00:13:20,766 --> 00:13:22,868 he'll need surgery, right? 234 00:13:24,937 --> 00:13:28,274 He already had this illness when you examined him, right? 235 00:13:29,775 --> 00:13:31,010 That day 236 00:13:31,677 --> 00:13:34,480 might have been the last chance to stop this illness from worsening. 237 00:13:35,714 --> 00:13:37,183 You couldn't stop this 238 00:13:38,450 --> 00:13:40,152 from happening? 239 00:13:42,221 --> 00:13:43,889 We have his diagnosis, 240 00:13:45,925 --> 00:13:47,793 but he has a heart disease now. 241 00:13:50,529 --> 00:13:51,864 You're a doctor, right? 242 00:13:53,365 --> 00:13:55,134 It's your job to save people. 243 00:13:57,903 --> 00:14:01,073 You expect us to stop all progressive illnesses? 244 00:14:03,075 --> 00:14:05,110 The hospital is responsible for the diagnostics results? 245 00:14:05,177 --> 00:14:06,278 Then let me ask you this. 246 00:14:07,046 --> 00:14:09,014 Why didn't you come to the hospital right away? 247 00:14:10,282 --> 00:14:12,117 Why did you leave your kid at home? 248 00:14:13,519 --> 00:14:15,020 We can't examine him unless you come! 249 00:14:16,655 --> 00:14:20,259 -You don't want to accept reality-- -You have no idea! 250 00:14:32,104 --> 00:14:33,239 You're right. 251 00:14:35,174 --> 00:14:38,010 If doctors had God-like powers, 252 00:14:39,178 --> 00:14:41,080 there would be no problems. 253 00:14:44,016 --> 00:14:45,718 You may be right. 254 00:14:47,253 --> 00:14:48,888 I'm an incapable father. 255 00:14:49,755 --> 00:14:51,290 That's why I need 256 00:14:53,626 --> 00:14:55,861 a place I can trust and rely on for help. 257 00:14:55,928 --> 00:14:57,329 This time for sure. 258 00:15:03,469 --> 00:15:04,303 Hey. 259 00:15:07,640 --> 00:15:08,807 Am I 260 00:15:11,844 --> 00:15:13,679 never going back home? 261 00:15:22,988 --> 00:15:25,124 I'm going to stay at the hospital for a while, 262 00:15:25,190 --> 00:15:27,293 but I'll get better and come back right away. 263 00:15:28,661 --> 00:15:30,362 Stay well until then, Makoto. 264 00:15:30,429 --> 00:15:31,463 Okay. 265 00:15:31,530 --> 00:15:34,500 -That's a promise. -Okay. It's a promise. 266 00:15:35,567 --> 00:15:36,635 Thank you. 267 00:15:44,677 --> 00:15:46,578 KANTO MEDICAL UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL 268 00:15:52,451 --> 00:15:53,585 What happened? 269 00:15:54,320 --> 00:15:55,988 Makoto isn't here. 270 00:16:09,568 --> 00:16:10,736 Let's go back. 271 00:16:12,471 --> 00:16:13,906 This is your fault, Doctor. 272 00:16:14,740 --> 00:16:16,008 What? 273 00:16:16,075 --> 00:16:18,310 I wasn't supposed to get sick, 274 00:16:18,377 --> 00:16:20,479 but now I'm in a place like this because of you. 275 00:16:21,213 --> 00:16:22,281 What? 276 00:16:23,082 --> 00:16:23,983 Wait. 277 00:16:24,049 --> 00:16:26,518 -Let go! -Calm down. 278 00:16:26,585 --> 00:16:28,387 -Stop it. Calm down. -I'm going home. 279 00:16:28,454 --> 00:16:30,756 -Wait. -Makoto! 280 00:16:30,823 --> 00:16:32,458 Dr. Takasaki. 281 00:16:32,524 --> 00:16:35,594 -Hey! Bring a wheelchair. -Yes. 282 00:16:37,229 --> 00:16:40,032 Makino, I need to have a word with you later. 283 00:16:47,039 --> 00:16:48,841 What did you say to Makoto's dad? 284 00:16:48,907 --> 00:16:50,609 I told him the truth. 285 00:16:50,676 --> 00:16:53,846 But he doubted you. 286 00:16:54,646 --> 00:16:56,815 Even though what you said was true. 287 00:17:00,285 --> 00:17:03,355 Can't you imagine the fear of seeing someone you love 288 00:17:03,422 --> 00:17:04,523 lying in a hospital bed? 289 00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:09,395 Can't you understand people's feelings? 290 00:17:10,863 --> 00:17:13,966 If you have no intention of trying to understand, stay away. 291 00:17:16,201 --> 00:17:18,137 Yeah, it's about someone they love. 292 00:17:20,272 --> 00:17:21,940 The person who has the illness, 293 00:17:22,007 --> 00:17:25,944 faces it, and battles it, is none other than the patient. 294 00:17:26,512 --> 00:17:28,113 No one can take their place. 295 00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:30,682 But they give up on their own 296 00:17:33,152 --> 00:17:34,887 and run away from accepting reality, 297 00:17:37,356 --> 00:17:38,824 so how can we help them? 298 00:17:39,992 --> 00:17:42,961 Don't you understand how dangerous it is for a doctor to impose 299 00:17:43,028 --> 00:17:44,797 their personal opinions on others? 300 00:17:46,131 --> 00:17:47,599 When you listen to the patients 301 00:17:48,500 --> 00:17:50,469 and empathize with the guardians, 302 00:17:50,536 --> 00:17:52,638 everything you gain from that leads to their treatment. 303 00:17:54,339 --> 00:17:55,607 Empathize? 304 00:17:57,810 --> 00:18:00,345 If you can't understand that concept, 305 00:18:00,412 --> 00:18:05,417 don't ever go near those two or their room ever again. 306 00:18:07,653 --> 00:18:11,223 Unless you change, there's no place for you to return. 307 00:18:11,924 --> 00:18:14,660 There isn't a single place that would want or accept you 308 00:18:15,394 --> 00:18:16,895 for who you are right now. 309 00:18:23,969 --> 00:18:24,970 It's most likely 310 00:18:25,537 --> 00:18:26,705 scars from self-harm. 311 00:18:27,372 --> 00:18:29,908 But what I was afraid of the most 312 00:18:30,809 --> 00:18:32,144 was myself. 313 00:18:33,846 --> 00:18:34,847 I'm… 314 00:18:36,148 --> 00:18:37,850 afraid of myself. 315 00:18:42,254 --> 00:18:45,190 If you have no intention of trying to understand, stay away. 316 00:18:46,825 --> 00:18:49,461 She told you everything. 317 00:18:50,696 --> 00:18:52,097 Dr. Makino, 318 00:18:52,164 --> 00:18:55,934 are you going to sit back and watch until she crosses that line? 319 00:18:57,703 --> 00:19:01,206 You couldn't stop this from happening? 320 00:19:07,946 --> 00:19:09,948 Why do you even bother with me? 321 00:19:10,949 --> 00:19:12,384 You're going to care about me for a bit 322 00:19:13,385 --> 00:19:15,921 and then push me away. 323 00:19:17,356 --> 00:19:19,057 Once you don't need me anymore, 324 00:19:19,124 --> 00:19:21,226 you'll just destroy and throw me away. 325 00:19:22,961 --> 00:19:24,329 Just like you said, 326 00:19:27,332 --> 00:19:29,101 I came because this is a problem. 327 00:19:38,544 --> 00:19:41,013 I want to find out the source of this problem. 328 00:19:43,715 --> 00:19:44,783 But… 329 00:19:46,218 --> 00:19:47,953 I don't know anything. 330 00:19:50,088 --> 00:19:51,924 I don't know who you are, 331 00:19:54,459 --> 00:19:55,661 what happened to you, 332 00:19:58,497 --> 00:20:00,032 or what's going through your mind. 333 00:20:09,741 --> 00:20:11,243 Let me hear it. 334 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:17,416 In your own words. 335 00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:32,397 I want to help you. 336 00:20:33,932 --> 00:20:35,667 I want to help you. 337 00:20:37,603 --> 00:20:42,941 MIZUMOTO 338 00:21:22,080 --> 00:21:23,115 Mizumoto. 339 00:21:39,798 --> 00:21:40,699 Hey. 340 00:21:44,770 --> 00:21:46,238 What happened? 341 00:21:50,175 --> 00:21:51,843 My mom… 342 00:21:53,912 --> 00:21:55,280 left. 343 00:21:57,215 --> 00:22:00,519 When I returned from outdoor education, she was gone. 344 00:22:03,055 --> 00:22:05,891 I knew this would happen. 345 00:22:06,491 --> 00:22:08,093 I was gone, 346 00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:11,263 and there was no way she could bear to be alone with my dad. 347 00:22:13,065 --> 00:22:17,336 But why didn't she tell me anything? 348 00:22:18,670 --> 00:22:20,972 Because there was no need to tell me? 349 00:22:23,308 --> 00:22:25,410 I hate it too. 350 00:22:26,545 --> 00:22:31,183 Dad, Mom, this house, everything, all of it. 351 00:22:33,285 --> 00:22:37,022 If she was going to leave, she should've told me. 352 00:22:39,157 --> 00:22:40,659 She should've just said 353 00:22:42,728 --> 00:22:44,229 that she didn't want me. 354 00:22:50,335 --> 00:22:52,003 Because of me, 355 00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:55,474 she couldn't end things quickly. 356 00:22:58,643 --> 00:23:00,212 Because of me, 357 00:23:02,381 --> 00:23:04,750 Dad is stuck here. 358 00:23:09,821 --> 00:23:11,022 It's better 359 00:23:15,827 --> 00:23:17,596 if I'm not here. 360 00:23:45,023 --> 00:23:46,291 Let's get that treated. 361 00:23:49,661 --> 00:23:51,129 I'm fine. 362 00:23:55,734 --> 00:23:57,502 I don't want to go to school either. 363 00:24:07,546 --> 00:24:09,080 You have to treat it properly. 364 00:24:11,817 --> 00:24:13,585 So as not to leave scars. 365 00:24:42,180 --> 00:24:43,648 Your house 366 00:24:45,750 --> 00:24:47,085 isn't the only place you belong. 367 00:24:52,557 --> 00:24:54,993 Just know that there are other people you can rely on. 368 00:25:06,838 --> 00:25:07,706 Can I 369 00:25:09,207 --> 00:25:10,976 stay here today? 370 00:25:13,678 --> 00:25:14,946 Just don't get in my way. 371 00:25:16,181 --> 00:25:17,015 Okay. 372 00:25:18,183 --> 00:25:19,451 Hey, she's really here! 373 00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:22,153 -Does your foot still hurt? -You injured your hand too? 374 00:25:22,220 --> 00:25:23,555 -Oh yeah. -You're right. 375 00:25:23,622 --> 00:25:25,657 I fell, that's all. 376 00:25:25,724 --> 00:25:27,626 -Wasn't it a sprain? -How is it? 377 00:25:27,692 --> 00:25:29,528 -Can you walk now? -You guys are so noisy. 378 00:25:29,594 --> 00:25:31,396 It's better to be noisy to cheer her up. 379 00:25:31,463 --> 00:25:32,297 That's right. 380 00:25:32,364 --> 00:25:34,266 Music class is coming up, but do you want to come? 381 00:25:39,204 --> 00:25:40,539 -Maybe I'll go. -All right. 382 00:25:40,605 --> 00:25:42,874 -Okay, let's go. -Let's go! 383 00:25:42,941 --> 00:25:44,476 Here, get on. 384 00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:46,511 -All right. -What are you doing? 385 00:25:46,578 --> 00:25:48,880 -Not you! Get off. -Ouch! 386 00:25:48,947 --> 00:25:51,750 -Get off! -Let's go. 387 00:25:56,988 --> 00:25:58,256 Doctor. 388 00:26:00,025 --> 00:26:01,560 Thank you very much. 389 00:26:04,029 --> 00:26:05,597 The fact that you came to my house 390 00:26:07,599 --> 00:26:09,401 and listened to me 391 00:26:11,403 --> 00:26:12,771 made me happy. 392 00:26:38,663 --> 00:26:39,831 Dr. Makino. 393 00:26:41,666 --> 00:26:43,969 Is something the matter? 394 00:26:44,536 --> 00:26:45,570 No. 395 00:26:48,006 --> 00:26:50,308 I got in contact with her dad. 396 00:26:51,643 --> 00:26:53,845 Just as Mizumoto said, 397 00:26:55,513 --> 00:26:59,184 her mom left. 398 00:27:00,719 --> 00:27:01,720 Was it a divorce? 399 00:27:03,588 --> 00:27:06,024 They haven't filed it yet. 400 00:27:08,026 --> 00:27:10,629 But there's something else that bothered me. 401 00:27:12,998 --> 00:27:15,867 I said that I wanted to meet and talk, 402 00:27:15,934 --> 00:27:17,902 but he said it was unnecessary. 403 00:27:17,969 --> 00:27:20,105 -Unnecessary? -Yes. 404 00:27:20,171 --> 00:27:22,674 He said we should just message him with any information. 405 00:27:26,678 --> 00:27:28,079 But I will make sure he comes. 406 00:27:29,681 --> 00:27:34,486 I told him that we would be waiting until he comes. 407 00:27:40,692 --> 00:27:44,496 Isn't there some kind of amazing or crazy news we can choose as a topic? 408 00:27:47,298 --> 00:27:48,433 Let's just do whatever. 409 00:27:48,500 --> 00:27:51,236 If we're going to do it, let's do it right. 410 00:27:51,302 --> 00:27:54,005 I guess so. 411 00:27:56,975 --> 00:27:58,410 You guys are still here? 412 00:27:59,144 --> 00:28:01,546 We're doing our independent study. 413 00:28:01,613 --> 00:28:03,148 That's good and all, 414 00:28:03,214 --> 00:28:05,450 but you have to go home. Continue the rest tomorrow. 415 00:28:06,017 --> 00:28:07,552 Okay. 416 00:28:14,592 --> 00:28:16,728 I was told that it was just a sprain. 417 00:28:17,562 --> 00:28:19,297 Was I called out here 418 00:28:19,364 --> 00:28:22,600 because my daughter caused some sort of trouble? 419 00:28:23,835 --> 00:28:25,303 She's usually calm, 420 00:28:26,271 --> 00:28:29,240 but I heard that she would sometimes have tantrums 421 00:28:30,608 --> 00:28:33,545 and break things around the house. 422 00:28:34,245 --> 00:28:35,547 My wife told me about it. 423 00:28:37,015 --> 00:28:40,385 It can't be helped that Hana is a little unstable right now. 424 00:28:40,452 --> 00:28:42,987 I told you on the phone about our current situation. 425 00:28:45,490 --> 00:28:46,991 When all this stuff settles down, 426 00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:50,562 I'll make sure to have a talk with Hana. 427 00:28:52,363 --> 00:28:53,331 All this stuff… 428 00:28:55,934 --> 00:28:57,869 She's kind-hearted by nature. 429 00:28:59,170 --> 00:29:00,805 It might take time 430 00:29:00,872 --> 00:29:04,008 for her to accept our family situation, but I'll make sure she understands. 431 00:29:04,075 --> 00:29:07,479 -Then she'll be back to her old self-- -Her left ankle 432 00:29:11,182 --> 00:29:12,851 had scars from self-harm. 433 00:29:15,987 --> 00:29:17,021 Self-harm? 434 00:29:18,423 --> 00:29:21,126 They're not life threatening wounds. 435 00:29:21,192 --> 00:29:22,460 It's not too late 436 00:29:24,662 --> 00:29:26,231 to stop this from getting worse. 437 00:29:40,411 --> 00:29:41,479 What are you drawing? 438 00:29:42,947 --> 00:29:46,217 Moss. It's so hard. 439 00:29:48,386 --> 00:29:49,521 You might be right, Fujino. 440 00:29:50,355 --> 00:29:51,723 It's exciting. 441 00:29:53,525 --> 00:29:54,759 What? 442 00:29:54,826 --> 00:29:56,094 This moss 443 00:29:57,195 --> 00:29:59,097 is sparkly and cute. 444 00:30:03,268 --> 00:30:06,604 We can do research on moss, right? Because it's an independent study. 445 00:30:07,772 --> 00:30:10,875 But everyone else won't be able to enjoy that. 446 00:30:11,442 --> 00:30:14,212 Don't make assumptions like that. 447 00:30:15,046 --> 00:30:17,048 You won't know until you talk to them. 448 00:30:27,258 --> 00:30:28,993 About the Star Festival decorations… 449 00:30:31,029 --> 00:30:33,131 One of these days, I'll make sure to apologize to everyone. 450 00:30:34,332 --> 00:30:35,166 Okay. 451 00:30:39,270 --> 00:30:41,906 I don't want to go home. 452 00:30:45,543 --> 00:30:46,945 Me neither. 453 00:30:50,748 --> 00:30:52,984 Kids will always return home. 454 00:30:53,551 --> 00:30:55,820 No matter how uncomfortable they feel there. 455 00:30:57,655 --> 00:31:01,159 They think that it's a place they have to return to. 456 00:31:03,294 --> 00:31:05,530 When Hana said that she wanted to take a day off of school, 457 00:31:08,499 --> 00:31:09,500 what was 458 00:31:10,902 --> 00:31:13,004 the expression on her face? 459 00:31:18,343 --> 00:31:19,677 You weren't looking. 460 00:31:26,751 --> 00:31:27,986 In your case, 461 00:31:30,088 --> 00:31:31,723 it's not that you're unable to see. 462 00:31:33,391 --> 00:31:34,759 You're trying not to look at her. 463 00:31:36,361 --> 00:31:37,762 She lives with you, 464 00:31:39,163 --> 00:31:41,232 but her own father won't even look at her. 465 00:31:42,967 --> 00:31:44,903 I wonder how she feels. 466 00:31:46,905 --> 00:31:48,539 Even if the mother isn't around, 467 00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:52,577 there are fathers who struggle desperately for their child. 468 00:31:54,612 --> 00:31:55,980 You really 469 00:31:57,282 --> 00:31:59,017 call yourself a father? 470 00:32:03,221 --> 00:32:05,156 What would you guys know? 471 00:32:07,926 --> 00:32:12,430 Do you have the right to meddle in other people's private lives? 472 00:32:14,432 --> 00:32:18,102 You think you know it all just by what you recently found out? 473 00:32:20,271 --> 00:32:22,240 Let's get the facts straight. 474 00:32:22,307 --> 00:32:24,943 Hana is my daughter! 475 00:32:29,614 --> 00:32:30,815 I'm glad to hear that. 476 00:32:34,185 --> 00:32:35,320 A doctor alone 477 00:32:37,121 --> 00:32:38,589 cannot save her. 478 00:32:40,858 --> 00:32:41,859 Most likely, 479 00:32:43,695 --> 00:32:44,963 a teacher alone can't either. 480 00:33:02,780 --> 00:33:03,781 Are we responsible 481 00:33:05,283 --> 00:33:06,718 for her wounds? 482 00:33:10,788 --> 00:33:12,824 The underlying cause behind the act of self-harm 483 00:33:13,658 --> 00:33:16,160 are struggles and conflicts beyond words. 484 00:33:16,661 --> 00:33:19,430 Revealing the feelings that have been hidden 485 00:33:20,498 --> 00:33:22,000 requires solid determination. 486 00:33:23,301 --> 00:33:24,836 The fact that she told us her situation 487 00:33:25,570 --> 00:33:27,772 is proof that she's trying to face and confront it. 488 00:33:29,841 --> 00:33:30,775 Her wounds 489 00:33:32,643 --> 00:33:34,946 reveal all the words she has been hiding. 490 00:33:36,180 --> 00:33:37,882 You, as her father, 491 00:33:38,783 --> 00:33:40,752 need to accept and understand her. 492 00:33:44,722 --> 00:33:46,157 Please pay attention 493 00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:50,661 to Hana Mizumoto. 494 00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:12,383 CLASS 6-1 495 00:34:16,454 --> 00:34:19,057 They're pictures from outdoor education the other day. 496 00:34:19,123 --> 00:34:22,260 CLASS 6-1 497 00:34:22,326 --> 00:34:24,729 CLASS 6-2 498 00:34:34,205 --> 00:34:35,239 There she is. 499 00:34:38,709 --> 00:34:39,777 Mizumoto 500 00:34:40,578 --> 00:34:42,547 worked so hard as the group leader. 501 00:34:43,147 --> 00:34:46,217 Next to her are Miyata and Kashiyama. 502 00:34:46,284 --> 00:34:47,518 Who is she talking to? 503 00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:51,422 Would you like to take a look at the classroom? 504 00:34:51,489 --> 00:34:52,490 Oh no. 505 00:34:53,958 --> 00:34:55,259 They'll find us for sure. 506 00:34:58,963 --> 00:35:00,998 What are you guys doing? 507 00:35:03,234 --> 00:35:04,502 Good timing. 508 00:35:08,039 --> 00:35:11,742 Thanks for looking after Mizumoto. 509 00:35:11,809 --> 00:35:14,278 What? It's nothing like that. 510 00:35:15,012 --> 00:35:16,280 What a hassle. 511 00:35:17,615 --> 00:35:19,550 Be careful. 512 00:35:20,351 --> 00:35:21,819 Bye. 513 00:35:42,707 --> 00:35:44,742 What are you struggling with right now? 514 00:35:46,744 --> 00:35:47,879 Can you talk about it? 515 00:35:49,947 --> 00:35:52,717 You might think it's pointless to talk about it, 516 00:35:53,384 --> 00:35:55,686 but rather than holding it in and bearing the pain, 517 00:35:57,388 --> 00:35:59,290 it's better to hurt him instead. 518 00:36:14,071 --> 00:36:15,406 I knew… 519 00:36:22,547 --> 00:36:25,216 that you were exhausted every day 520 00:36:28,786 --> 00:36:31,722 and that you tried to avoid noticing how exhausted Mom was. 521 00:36:34,825 --> 00:36:36,794 That you guys always fought 522 00:36:40,698 --> 00:36:42,300 and that you stopped bothering to fight. 523 00:36:51,042 --> 00:36:53,177 That Mom has someone else that she likes, 524 00:36:53,244 --> 00:36:56,013 and that you've given up on everything. 525 00:36:59,817 --> 00:37:01,752 I didn't want to face it, but I knew. 526 00:37:09,994 --> 00:37:12,363 Both you and Mom 527 00:37:13,331 --> 00:37:14,865 only think of yourselves… 528 00:37:21,806 --> 00:37:23,941 and hate each other. 529 00:37:27,345 --> 00:37:29,513 And I've inherited 530 00:37:30,948 --> 00:37:33,184 all the horrible traits you hate about each other. 531 00:37:35,653 --> 00:37:37,722 That's why you guys hate me. 532 00:37:37,788 --> 00:37:39,290 -That's not true-- -But… 533 00:37:41,826 --> 00:37:43,628 even if the two of you separate… 534 00:37:49,734 --> 00:37:52,136 I'm still here. 535 00:37:58,476 --> 00:37:59,944 I can't pretend… 536 00:38:05,683 --> 00:38:06,817 like I'm not here. 537 00:38:41,252 --> 00:38:42,520 Hana, when it concerned you 538 00:38:43,988 --> 00:38:45,389 and your mom, 539 00:38:47,992 --> 00:38:50,227 I didn't know what to talk about. 540 00:38:52,496 --> 00:38:54,799 I couldn't find the right words to say. 541 00:38:58,736 --> 00:39:01,238 Even though we're family. 542 00:39:11,282 --> 00:39:12,550 Doctor, 543 00:39:14,652 --> 00:39:18,289 please teach me how to treat her wounds. 544 00:39:20,658 --> 00:39:23,361 They're wounds caused by my wife and me. 545 00:39:25,663 --> 00:39:27,531 I'll treat it 546 00:39:29,900 --> 00:39:31,535 so that it won't leave any scars. 547 00:39:36,474 --> 00:39:38,876 I won't let you hurt yourself ever again. 548 00:39:59,130 --> 00:40:00,498 Oh my. 549 00:40:02,933 --> 00:40:05,202 -Sorry. -No problem. 550 00:40:07,505 --> 00:40:09,407 You write notes on all of the papers? 551 00:40:12,410 --> 00:40:14,478 This must be so much work! 552 00:40:14,545 --> 00:40:17,982 I want them to know that I notice each one of them. 553 00:40:22,987 --> 00:40:24,355 No, that's not it. 554 00:40:27,191 --> 00:40:28,492 If I don't do this, 555 00:40:29,894 --> 00:40:32,129 I feel like I'll miss out on noticing 556 00:40:33,531 --> 00:40:36,500 the kids who won't speak out as much. 557 00:40:37,301 --> 00:40:40,104 The kids that stand out tend to get more attention. 558 00:40:42,706 --> 00:40:45,676 Maybe Dr. Makino is good at finding things 559 00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:50,214 that can't be expressed in words. 560 00:40:51,715 --> 00:40:55,352 He's a doctor, and we're teachers. 561 00:40:56,153 --> 00:40:58,355 It's only natural that we have different perspectives. 562 00:40:58,422 --> 00:40:59,256 Here you go. 563 00:41:00,291 --> 00:41:01,292 Thank you. 564 00:41:02,893 --> 00:41:03,928 AKANE 565 00:41:03,994 --> 00:41:04,962 Can you talk to her? 566 00:41:25,850 --> 00:41:26,884 Hello? 567 00:41:28,886 --> 00:41:29,787 Hana? 568 00:41:31,922 --> 00:41:32,990 I'm sorry. 569 00:41:35,593 --> 00:41:38,095 I'm really sorry. 570 00:41:40,264 --> 00:41:41,232 About what? 571 00:41:46,537 --> 00:41:48,172 For saying mean things 572 00:41:51,342 --> 00:41:53,110 and acting selfishly. 573 00:41:58,148 --> 00:42:00,117 -And hurting you-- -I… 574 00:42:01,051 --> 00:42:03,187 can cook now, 575 00:42:04,121 --> 00:42:06,323 and I like my hairstyle too. 576 00:42:08,158 --> 00:42:11,262 I made new friends at outdoor education. 577 00:42:13,464 --> 00:42:15,566 Even without you here, 578 00:42:18,235 --> 00:42:20,471 I'm going to live life like I always did. 579 00:42:23,140 --> 00:42:23,974 But… 580 00:42:28,412 --> 00:42:29,813 it doesn't change the fact 581 00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:34,218 that I still consider you as my mom. 582 00:42:38,689 --> 00:42:39,690 So… 583 00:42:43,127 --> 00:42:44,662 please don't apologize anymore. 584 00:42:50,568 --> 00:42:51,769 Thank you. 585 00:43:05,282 --> 00:43:06,283 Hana. 586 00:43:13,257 --> 00:43:15,859 When you came back home, 587 00:43:17,494 --> 00:43:19,597 I should've been there to tell you… 588 00:43:23,601 --> 00:43:24,768 Welcome home. 589 00:43:30,874 --> 00:43:31,875 I'm home. 590 00:43:45,389 --> 00:43:46,256 It doesn't hurt? 591 00:43:48,392 --> 00:43:49,827 Let's apply some on your leg too. 592 00:44:04,308 --> 00:44:05,609 Do you still like 593 00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:08,579 strawberry ice cream? 594 00:44:10,514 --> 00:44:11,649 Right now, 595 00:44:12,516 --> 00:44:14,284 I like pistachio flavor. 596 00:44:14,351 --> 00:44:15,886 Pistachio? 597 00:44:18,389 --> 00:44:19,890 Did you think you knew me well? 598 00:44:21,892 --> 00:44:22,726 Sorry. 599 00:44:24,094 --> 00:44:28,032 I'm already in sixth grade, you know. 600 00:44:33,003 --> 00:44:34,672 Even when you become an adult, 601 00:44:36,273 --> 00:44:38,008 strawberry ice cream still tastes good. 602 00:45:02,166 --> 00:45:07,104 {\an8}PREVIEW OF NEXT EPISODE 603 00:45:07,171 --> 00:45:08,072 Subtitle translation by: Lili Morita