1 00:00:10,066 --> 00:00:13,000 So, what did you think my problems were 2 00:00:13,066 --> 00:00:15,600 when I first came to see you? 3 00:00:15,667 --> 00:00:17,600 Well, I definitely thought you were a hoarder. 4 00:00:17,667 --> 00:00:19,500 A hoarder?! Yeah. 5 00:00:19,567 --> 00:00:22,100 Yeah, definitely. I mean... 6 00:00:22,166 --> 00:00:24,233 I mean, look at the mess over there. 7 00:00:24,300 --> 00:00:25,400 Look at all those sweaters. 8 00:00:25,467 --> 00:00:27,133 They're neatly folded. 9 00:00:27,200 --> 00:00:28,500 There's way too many of them. 10 00:00:28,567 --> 00:00:30,100 Who are you, Mrs. Rogers? 11 00:00:30,166 --> 00:00:32,734 [ Laughs ] Well, Mr. Rogers was a bachelor, I think. 12 00:00:33,000 --> 00:00:35,333 Okay, fine. Then -- then Miss Rogers. 13 00:00:35,400 --> 00:00:37,233 [ Laughs ] 14 00:00:37,300 --> 00:00:39,266 Well, I'd love to analyze your apartment, 15 00:00:39,333 --> 00:00:41,166 but you live with your parents. 16 00:00:41,233 --> 00:00:43,300 God-damn, that's cold. 17 00:00:43,367 --> 00:00:44,700 I'm sorry. 18 00:00:47,500 --> 00:00:49,633 Well, this is the best session I've ever had. 19 00:00:49,700 --> 00:00:51,200 [ Laughs ] 20 00:00:51,266 --> 00:00:53,233 Oh, right. 21 00:00:53,300 --> 00:00:54,633 What are you doing? 22 00:00:54,700 --> 00:00:56,333 [ Laughs ] 23 00:00:56,400 --> 00:00:57,400 [ Clears throat ] 24 00:00:57,467 --> 00:00:59,000 "Pursuant to the requirements set out 25 00:00:59,066 --> 00:01:02,567 by Illinois Statute 225 ILCS-107, 26 00:01:02,633 --> 00:01:04,066 I am required to inform you 27 00:01:04,133 --> 00:01:05,667 that I am not a licensed psychologist, 28 00:01:05,734 --> 00:01:08,266 psychiatrist, or registered therapist." 29 00:01:08,333 --> 00:01:09,667 Stop. I have to read this. 30 00:01:09,734 --> 00:01:11,367 "But that these therapy sessions 31 00:01:11,433 --> 00:01:13,266 are being tape-recorded to provide a record --" 32 00:01:13,333 --> 00:01:15,200 I'm trying to be a professional here. 33 00:01:15,266 --> 00:01:20,166 "...of the 1,920 supervised clinical hours needed to..." 34 00:01:20,233 --> 00:01:21,400 Okay. 35 00:01:21,467 --> 00:01:23,433 [ Both laugh ] 36 00:01:23,500 --> 00:01:24,767 [ Paper rustling ] 37 00:01:25,033 --> 00:01:27,533 Now don't rip it, Rollie! I wanted to save it. 38 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:30,100 -Oh! -Oh, my gosh! 39 00:01:30,166 --> 00:01:32,567 It's the painting we painted on our first date. 40 00:01:32,633 --> 00:01:34,667 -Best first date idea ever. -Oh. 41 00:01:34,734 --> 00:01:37,166 -We painted this ourselves. -And we signed it. 42 00:01:37,233 --> 00:01:39,633 And signed it. Oh, where did you find it, sweetie? 43 00:01:39,700 --> 00:01:41,667 It was under a bunch of old posters in the garage. 44 00:01:41,734 --> 00:01:43,233 Oh, my gosh. 45 00:01:43,300 --> 00:01:45,567 And look at that frame. It's so nice. 46 00:01:45,633 --> 00:01:47,300 Well, it's no terrifying clown painting, 47 00:01:47,367 --> 00:01:49,433 but I thought maybe you could still put it up on the wall. 48 00:01:49,500 --> 00:01:50,567 [ Gasps ] That's great. Memory. 49 00:01:50,633 --> 00:01:52,133 That's a great place for it. 50 00:01:52,200 --> 00:01:54,200 And now we have a memory of the memory. 51 00:01:54,266 --> 00:01:56,200 Oh, sweetie, it's okay. 52 00:01:56,266 --> 00:01:58,200 -You're all right. -You've done good, son. 53 00:01:58,266 --> 00:02:00,100 Aw. Thanks, Rollie. 54 00:02:00,166 --> 00:02:01,467 Thank you. Yeah. 55 00:02:01,533 --> 00:02:02,700 I'll put it right here. 56 00:02:02,767 --> 00:02:05,066 Yeah, go ahead. 57 00:02:05,133 --> 00:02:07,500 You've touched his emotional underbelly. 58 00:02:07,567 --> 00:02:09,600 Well, I'll get out of here so you can tuck it back in. 59 00:02:09,667 --> 00:02:11,300 [ Gasps ] No, you! 60 00:02:11,367 --> 00:02:12,400 [ Laughs ] 61 00:02:12,467 --> 00:02:14,467 Hey! 62 00:02:14,533 --> 00:02:16,166 I can't believe it. 63 00:02:16,233 --> 00:02:18,367 You give them some garbage you found in the garage, 64 00:02:18,433 --> 00:02:19,734 and they fucking love it. 65 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:21,667 What are you making, a protein shake here, huh? 66 00:02:21,734 --> 00:02:23,233 Gonna beef up? 67 00:02:23,300 --> 00:02:25,233 Got to be honest, feels pretty good. 68 00:02:25,300 --> 00:02:26,533 I don't know if you need it. 69 00:02:26,600 --> 00:02:28,233 Hey. 70 00:02:28,300 --> 00:02:29,533 It's not just your outer strength. 71 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:32,533 It's your inner strength that inspires all of us. 72 00:02:34,400 --> 00:02:36,533 I love you. 73 00:02:36,600 --> 00:02:38,467 I love you, too, man. 74 00:02:38,533 --> 00:02:39,667 Have a good day. 75 00:02:41,700 --> 00:02:45,133 ♪ 1, 2, 3, make it funky ♪ 76 00:02:45,200 --> 00:02:48,500 Oh, somebody's got their tight pants on. 77 00:02:48,567 --> 00:02:51,433 ♪ Make it funky ♪ 78 00:02:51,500 --> 00:02:53,600 [ Knocks on door ] Yo? 79 00:02:53,667 --> 00:02:55,633 I saw you eating Pringles, so I docked you $3.50. 80 00:02:55,700 --> 00:02:57,567 Oh. You know what? 81 00:02:57,633 --> 00:02:59,100 I had a Lunchables, too. 82 00:02:59,166 --> 00:03:01,500 Keep the change. I love working here. 83 00:03:01,567 --> 00:03:02,567 ♪ Make it funky ♪ 84 00:03:02,633 --> 00:03:03,633 ♪ Got to do it now ♪ 85 00:03:03,700 --> 00:03:05,200 ♪ Make it funky ♪ 86 00:03:05,266 --> 00:03:06,367 ♪ Got to do it now ♪ 87 00:03:06,433 --> 00:03:07,367 ♪ Make it funky ♪ 88 00:03:07,433 --> 00:03:08,467 ♪ Got to do it now ♪ 89 00:03:08,533 --> 00:03:10,266 Is that gold eye shadow? 90 00:03:10,333 --> 00:03:12,133 Yes, it is. It's subtle, 91 00:03:12,200 --> 00:03:14,500 but it's a sophisticated daytime look. 92 00:03:14,567 --> 00:03:17,500 Sorry. Caught my eye, so I had to say something. 93 00:03:17,567 --> 00:03:18,734 ♪ Make it funky ♪ 94 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:20,767 Hope the rest of your day is fantastic. 95 00:03:21,033 --> 00:03:23,700 ♪ Make it funky ♪ 96 00:03:23,767 --> 00:03:26,300 Are you still mad? 97 00:03:26,367 --> 00:03:27,767 I wasn't mad, David. 98 00:03:28,033 --> 00:03:31,133 I was reinforcing my point. 99 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:33,500 I have a cake pop with your name on it. 100 00:03:33,567 --> 00:03:36,734 Would that make you any less not mad? 101 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:39,000 Thank you. 102 00:03:39,066 --> 00:03:40,667 Why don't we just talk about your week? 103 00:03:40,734 --> 00:03:42,133 Honestly, I'm wracking my brain, 104 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:44,300 and I can't think of a single complaint. 105 00:03:44,367 --> 00:03:45,533 It's been a great week. 106 00:03:45,600 --> 00:03:47,200 That's good to hear. 107 00:03:47,266 --> 00:03:49,166 Sounds like you're making very good progress. 108 00:03:49,233 --> 00:03:52,266 Also, I met somebody, and she's really great. 109 00:03:52,333 --> 00:03:54,433 I mean, I know I have a history of moving way too fast 110 00:03:54,500 --> 00:03:56,266 with these things and jumping ahead of myself, 111 00:03:56,333 --> 00:03:57,600 but I'm not going to do that this time. 112 00:03:57,667 --> 00:04:00,233 I'm just going to take it as it happens 113 00:04:00,300 --> 00:04:03,333 and not put any pressure on the situation whatsoever. 114 00:04:03,400 --> 00:04:05,500 That sounds like a very good idea. 115 00:04:05,567 --> 00:04:07,300 Now, all that being said, I'm pretty sure 116 00:04:07,367 --> 00:04:08,433 I have a girlfriend. 117 00:04:08,500 --> 00:04:09,734 [ Ringtone plays ] 118 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:11,467 I'm sorry. 119 00:04:23,266 --> 00:04:25,734 Yeah, I definitely have a girlfriend. 120 00:04:27,300 --> 00:04:30,700 ♪ 121 00:04:30,767 --> 00:04:35,367 I adopted an elderly dog with three legs. 122 00:04:35,433 --> 00:04:36,700 He's got diabetes. 123 00:04:36,767 --> 00:04:38,667 See, this is part of the pattern. 124 00:04:40,400 --> 00:04:43,500 Oh. You're right. Thank you. 125 00:04:43,567 --> 00:04:44,700 Yeah. I like the pants, 126 00:04:44,767 --> 00:04:46,333 I like the shirt, I like the shoes. 127 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:47,300 Thank you. 128 00:04:47,367 --> 00:04:48,600 This feels so good. 129 00:04:48,667 --> 00:04:50,266 Thank you so much. 130 00:04:50,333 --> 00:04:51,734 -Thank you. -Thank you. 131 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:53,266 -Thank you. -Thank you. 132 00:04:53,333 --> 00:04:55,500 -Thank you. -Thank you for moving the lamp. 133 00:04:55,567 --> 00:04:56,767 Thank you. 134 00:04:57,033 --> 00:04:58,400 -Thank you. -Thank you. 135 00:04:58,467 --> 00:05:00,767 This has been the most fun 90 minutes, dude. 136 00:05:01,033 --> 00:05:03,734 No, it's been 22 minutes. 137 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:05,433 What? 138 00:05:07,200 --> 00:05:10,667 What brings you in to therapy? 139 00:05:10,734 --> 00:05:13,633 Um, I guess... 140 00:05:13,700 --> 00:05:17,767 for lack of a better term, performance anxiety. 141 00:05:18,033 --> 00:05:19,333 Are you -- Hmm? 142 00:05:19,400 --> 00:05:20,500 Hmm? 143 00:05:24,266 --> 00:05:26,767 I'm sorry. I'm... 144 00:05:27,033 --> 00:05:28,533 So I have a hard time in front of -- 145 00:05:28,600 --> 00:05:31,233 in front of people, but only now, 146 00:05:31,300 --> 00:05:34,667 I didn't used to when I had the 7:00 mass. 147 00:05:34,734 --> 00:05:36,667 Small group, nice people. 148 00:05:36,734 --> 00:05:40,567 But then I got promoted to the 10:00 A.M. 149 00:05:40,633 --> 00:05:43,400 Oh. What does that mean? 150 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:48,500 It's the 10:00 A.M. mass. 151 00:05:48,567 --> 00:05:53,100 It's the big leagues. And it's packed. 152 00:05:53,166 --> 00:05:55,133 Okay, I see how that would be a little bit more pressure. 153 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:56,734 I'm really good in -- in a small group, 154 00:05:57,000 --> 00:05:59,233 one-on-one, confession. 155 00:05:59,300 --> 00:06:02,266 I can crush a bible study. Ask anyone. 156 00:06:02,333 --> 00:06:04,200 Well, you know, a technique that I like to use 157 00:06:04,266 --> 00:06:06,233 when I'm feeling anxiety is to articulate 158 00:06:06,300 --> 00:06:07,734 what the worst-case scenario would be 159 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:09,367 within a given situation. 160 00:06:09,433 --> 00:06:12,266 So let's say, in this situation in a large group, 161 00:06:12,333 --> 00:06:14,333 maybe you forget a little bit of your sermon, 162 00:06:14,400 --> 00:06:17,433 what's the worst that could happen? 163 00:06:17,500 --> 00:06:19,467 The worst that could happen? Yeah. 164 00:06:19,533 --> 00:06:24,133 The congregation loses faith in their pastor. 165 00:06:24,200 --> 00:06:27,233 The collection basket's empty. 166 00:06:27,300 --> 00:06:29,433 Right? The Lord himself places me among 167 00:06:29,500 --> 00:06:32,000 the "eternally unredeemable." 168 00:06:32,066 --> 00:06:33,533 I don't think the Lord would do that. 169 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,667 Do you talk to God as much as I do? 170 00:06:35,734 --> 00:06:37,100 Oh, yeah. All the time. 171 00:06:37,166 --> 00:06:38,500 I mean, last night, I was practically 172 00:06:38,567 --> 00:06:40,367 screaming his name over and over again. 173 00:06:40,433 --> 00:06:43,500 [ Chuckles ] 174 00:06:43,567 --> 00:06:44,600 That's inappropriate. 175 00:06:44,667 --> 00:06:46,533 Yes, it is. 176 00:06:46,600 --> 00:06:48,000 I apologize. I'll let it go. 177 00:06:48,066 --> 00:06:49,400 Thank you. 178 00:06:49,467 --> 00:06:51,200 You know, maybe I can come on Sunday? 179 00:06:51,266 --> 00:06:53,433 Maybe it would be helpful if I was, you know, 180 00:06:53,500 --> 00:06:58,200 in -- in the congregation listening to you perform? 181 00:06:58,266 --> 00:07:03,433 I'm afraid that might contribute to my nervousness. 182 00:07:03,500 --> 00:07:04,767 Oh, right, yeah. 183 00:07:05,033 --> 00:07:06,333 Knowing that you're there. Right. 184 00:07:06,400 --> 00:07:10,266 Well, then, in that case, I won't be there. 185 00:07:12,533 --> 00:07:15,533 Oh. I... 186 00:07:15,600 --> 00:07:17,533 I'm having a hard time believing you. 187 00:07:17,600 --> 00:07:19,066 I just remembered that I have plans, 188 00:07:19,133 --> 00:07:22,066 and I definitely won't be there. 189 00:07:22,133 --> 00:07:23,400 You know, it's not dark. 190 00:07:23,467 --> 00:07:25,000 I'll be able to see if you're there. 191 00:07:25,066 --> 00:07:28,100 No, no, I plan on not being there. 192 00:07:28,166 --> 00:07:29,600 But if you're there, I will see you, 193 00:07:29,667 --> 00:07:32,100 regardless of your plans. You understand that, right? 194 00:07:32,166 --> 00:07:33,467 You won't see me. I won't be there. 195 00:07:33,533 --> 00:07:35,500 Well, if you're not there, I won't see you. 196 00:07:35,567 --> 00:07:36,567 Right. 197 00:07:38,734 --> 00:07:42,467 When's your next service? 198 00:07:42,533 --> 00:07:44,367 Sunday. 199 00:07:44,433 --> 00:07:46,600 Oh. Right. Yeah. Of course. 200 00:07:46,667 --> 00:07:50,066 Of course it is. 201 00:07:50,133 --> 00:07:51,500 Sounds like a cool restaurant, 202 00:07:51,567 --> 00:07:52,734 so I untucked my shirt. 203 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:54,200 Yeah, you look like Aaron Carter got mugged. 204 00:07:54,266 --> 00:07:55,500 Yeah. 205 00:07:55,567 --> 00:07:56,767 It's the kind of restaurant, though, 206 00:07:57,033 --> 00:07:58,467 where the waiters make fun of you. 207 00:07:58,533 --> 00:08:00,400 Laura loves it. She goes every year on her birthday. 208 00:08:00,467 --> 00:08:02,066 Cool. So you have to act like 209 00:08:02,133 --> 00:08:05,400 you're having a good time. Dr. Tracy? Dr. David Tracy? 210 00:08:05,467 --> 00:08:06,433 Yes. Me Trevor. 211 00:08:06,500 --> 00:08:07,600 Yeah. Trevor. 212 00:08:07,667 --> 00:08:09,100 You remember me? 213 00:08:09,166 --> 00:08:10,500 Um, yes, Trevor. Trevor. 214 00:08:10,567 --> 00:08:12,066 Hi. I tried to get ahold of you 215 00:08:12,133 --> 00:08:13,700 several times, as myself, 216 00:08:13,767 --> 00:08:15,467 and sometimes as other people, even. 217 00:08:15,533 --> 00:08:18,433 Yes, I remember you. I drive a Trans Am. 218 00:08:18,500 --> 00:08:20,200 I've been to Tokyo. 219 00:08:20,266 --> 00:08:21,767 I was wondering if we could connect -- 220 00:08:22,033 --> 00:08:23,100 we could make a connection? 221 00:08:23,166 --> 00:08:24,767 Yeah, I -- I -- I remember you. 222 00:08:25,033 --> 00:08:26,100 I referred you to another therapist. 223 00:08:26,166 --> 00:08:27,667 Did you contact her? 224 00:08:27,734 --> 00:08:30,000 I tried to contact her, and then what happened is, 225 00:08:30,066 --> 00:08:31,300 I didn't contact her. 226 00:08:31,367 --> 00:08:32,633 Well, look, I -- I'm afraid I can't -- 227 00:08:32,700 --> 00:08:35,133 Can be have an impromptu "session" right now? 228 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:37,533 David, we have that dinner reservation that we should make. 229 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:39,066 We're -- we're running late. -Reservations? 230 00:08:39,133 --> 00:08:40,100 We all have reservations. 231 00:08:40,166 --> 00:08:41,433 Reservations, reservations. 232 00:08:41,500 --> 00:08:43,367 -[ Chuckles nervously ] -Hold on a second. 233 00:08:43,433 --> 00:08:46,633 Before we continue... There we go. 234 00:08:46,700 --> 00:08:48,500 How about I call you tomorrow 235 00:08:48,567 --> 00:08:51,100 and we can talk about you seeing the other therapist? 236 00:08:51,166 --> 00:08:53,200 Okay. That sounds fine. 237 00:08:53,266 --> 00:08:55,266 Okay. Thank you. If you were a sparrow, 238 00:08:55,333 --> 00:08:58,100 I'd wish that sparrow a good day. 239 00:08:58,166 --> 00:08:59,667 I'm a sparrow then. [ Laughs ] 240 00:09:00,500 --> 00:09:03,233 [ Gunshot ] 241 00:09:04,734 --> 00:09:07,266 Oh, my God! 242 00:09:08,066 --> 00:09:09,133 Oh, my God! 243 00:09:09,200 --> 00:09:10,667 Call 911! 244 00:09:10,734 --> 00:09:12,066 Okay, call 911. 245 00:09:12,133 --> 00:09:13,767 Stay awake, stay awake. 246 00:09:14,033 --> 00:09:15,734 Stay with me, stay with me, 247 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:17,166 Stay awake, stay awake. 248 00:09:17,233 --> 00:09:19,066 A man just shot himself in the head. 249 00:09:19,133 --> 00:09:21,500 Stay awake, stay awake. 250 00:09:21,567 --> 00:09:23,667 5-3-4-3... 251 00:09:23,734 --> 00:09:26,633 Stay awake, stay awake. Stay with me, okay, stay awake. 252 00:09:26,700 --> 00:09:28,600 Stay awake, stay awake. 253 00:09:28,667 --> 00:09:30,300 The ambulance is -- they're two -- 254 00:09:30,367 --> 00:09:32,033 two minutes away. Okay, when they get here, 255 00:09:32,100 --> 00:09:33,767 talk to them. Tell them it was a minute-and-a-half ago, 256 00:09:34,033 --> 00:09:35,133 two minutes ago, okay? 257 00:09:35,200 --> 00:09:37,266 Rachel, Rachel, look at me. It's okay. 258 00:09:37,333 --> 00:09:39,700 Don't look down, don't look down, it's okay. 259 00:09:40,000 --> 00:09:41,300 [ Siren wails ] 260 00:09:41,367 --> 00:09:43,033 This is Trevor. Trevor's a 53-year-old male. 261 00:09:43,100 --> 00:09:44,467 Self-gunshot wound to the mouth. 262 00:09:44,533 --> 00:09:46,000 Was he stabilized immediately on the scene? 263 00:09:46,066 --> 00:09:47,300 I turned him, I cleared his airway. 264 00:09:47,367 --> 00:09:48,533 It happened about 25, 26 minutes ago. 265 00:09:48,600 --> 00:09:50,066 Right there, pressure right there. 266 00:09:50,133 --> 00:09:52,567 Less pressure. There's still 122 diaphoretic. 267 00:09:52,633 --> 00:09:55,033 Completely GCS 10. 268 00:09:55,100 --> 00:09:57,233 Pupils are equal, not reactive... 269 00:10:07,533 --> 00:10:09,700 [ Beeping ] 270 00:10:11,533 --> 00:10:13,200 David, we came as soon as we could. 271 00:10:13,266 --> 00:10:14,500 Oh, my God. Are you okay? 272 00:10:14,567 --> 00:10:15,567 What are you doing here? 273 00:10:15,633 --> 00:10:17,133 Well, Cindy was in her backyard, 274 00:10:17,200 --> 00:10:18,433 and she said there was a gunshot in the alley 275 00:10:18,500 --> 00:10:20,433 and that you got into an ambulance. 276 00:10:20,500 --> 00:10:23,200 -Are you okay? -Dude, what happened to you? 277 00:10:23,266 --> 00:10:25,633 Oh, my God, your shirt is full of blood! 278 00:10:25,700 --> 00:10:27,066 Mom, I'm fine. I will never be able 279 00:10:27,133 --> 00:10:28,166 to get that out, but they have 280 00:10:28,233 --> 00:10:29,600 the exact same shirt at Kohl's. 281 00:10:29,667 --> 00:10:31,300 Let me just check the size. It's -- it's fine, Mom. 282 00:10:31,367 --> 00:10:33,166 -David, I -- I got shirts, man. -We need a new shirt. 283 00:10:33,233 --> 00:10:35,600 Mom, stop talking about the shirt. 284 00:10:35,667 --> 00:10:37,200 Just relax, Renetta. Okay. 285 00:10:37,266 --> 00:10:38,233 David, we're just happy that you're fine. 286 00:10:38,300 --> 00:10:39,767 Yes. But seriously, 287 00:10:40,033 --> 00:10:41,367 if you want us to pick something up at Kohl's, 288 00:10:41,433 --> 00:10:43,100 it's open for, what, another 39 minutes. 289 00:10:43,166 --> 00:10:44,600 Yes, we can be there and back in no time. 290 00:10:44,667 --> 00:10:46,200 There's one near here. We won't go to the one 291 00:10:46,266 --> 00:10:47,767 at home -- -There's actually two Kohl's 292 00:10:48,033 --> 00:10:50,033 in this area. Please, stop talking about Kohl's! 293 00:10:50,100 --> 00:10:51,633 Stop talking about Kohl's! 294 00:10:51,700 --> 00:10:55,033 One of my patients shot himself in the head in front of me. 295 00:10:55,100 --> 00:10:56,600 Oh, dear Christ. 296 00:10:56,667 --> 00:10:59,567 What?! David, you do not know 297 00:10:59,633 --> 00:11:01,066 what you're doing, all right? 298 00:11:01,133 --> 00:11:04,100 Take a walk, Barry! You cannot -- 299 00:11:04,166 --> 00:11:07,300 David. Sweetie? 300 00:11:07,367 --> 00:11:09,000 What do you what us to do? 301 00:11:09,066 --> 00:11:10,700 Thank you for checking on me, okay, 302 00:11:10,767 --> 00:11:12,367 but there's nothing to do, all right? 303 00:11:12,433 --> 00:11:13,767 I just have to wait alone, okay? 304 00:11:14,033 --> 00:11:15,600 All right, we hear you. Okay. Of course. 305 00:11:15,667 --> 00:11:17,633 [ Sniffles ] Of course. 306 00:11:19,333 --> 00:11:21,066 Guys, come on, go. 307 00:11:21,133 --> 00:11:22,600 You're all right? Okay. Yeah, yeah, it's fine. 308 00:11:22,667 --> 00:11:23,667 All right. I have to stay here. 309 00:11:23,734 --> 00:11:25,367 I have to -- there's nothing to do 310 00:11:25,433 --> 00:11:27,233 but stay here and wait alone, all right? We'll be home. 311 00:11:27,300 --> 00:11:29,166 We'll be at home waiting for you. 312 00:11:29,233 --> 00:11:31,233 Thank you. We'll come back. 313 00:11:31,300 --> 00:11:32,400 Hey. 314 00:11:32,467 --> 00:11:34,166 Hey. 315 00:11:34,233 --> 00:11:35,600 So the cops are here. 316 00:11:35,667 --> 00:11:38,033 They're going to want you to make a statement. 317 00:11:38,100 --> 00:11:40,133 Oh. Yeah. Of course. 318 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:42,333 I got this shirt at Kohl's. 319 00:11:42,400 --> 00:11:44,166 Huh? 320 00:11:44,233 --> 00:11:46,233 Oh, I'm sorry. 321 00:11:46,300 --> 00:11:49,300 I love you. 322 00:11:49,367 --> 00:11:50,633 What? [ Laughs ] 323 00:11:50,700 --> 00:11:53,400 Oh, nothing. I'm reading the balloons. 324 00:11:53,467 --> 00:11:55,433 Oh. 325 00:11:55,500 --> 00:11:58,033 Well, in that case, congratulations. 326 00:11:58,100 --> 00:11:59,166 It's a boy. 327 00:11:59,233 --> 00:12:01,100 What? You're pregnant? 328 00:12:01,166 --> 00:12:02,667 How? No, let's go sit down. 329 00:12:02,734 --> 00:12:04,233 I was in a condom the whole time. 330 00:12:04,300 --> 00:12:05,767 I know you were. I remember. 331 00:12:06,033 --> 00:12:07,333 Okay. 332 00:12:07,400 --> 00:12:11,200 ♪ 333 00:12:31,100 --> 00:12:32,700 Hey. Sorry. 334 00:12:32,767 --> 00:12:34,400 Hey, it's okay. 335 00:12:34,467 --> 00:12:36,600 Hey. You keep falling asleep. 336 00:12:36,667 --> 00:12:38,567 Why don't you get home? No, I'll stay here. 337 00:12:38,633 --> 00:12:41,433 No, get some real sleep at home, okay? 338 00:12:41,500 --> 00:12:43,433 Okay. 339 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:47,066 Bye. 340 00:13:15,300 --> 00:13:18,266 [ Coins jingling ] 341 00:13:18,333 --> 00:13:21,400 [ Beeping ] 342 00:13:21,467 --> 00:13:25,233 No! No! No! 343 00:13:25,300 --> 00:13:27,066 [ Sighs ] 344 00:13:27,133 --> 00:13:30,133 "Cool Ranch." Fuck! 345 00:13:30,200 --> 00:13:33,033 [ Whimpers ] 346 00:13:33,100 --> 00:13:35,200 No. 347 00:13:38,033 --> 00:13:39,667 David? 348 00:13:47,100 --> 00:13:49,033 Amanda. 349 00:13:49,100 --> 00:13:51,133 What happened? Are you okay? 350 00:13:51,200 --> 00:13:54,033 I'm fine. I just got these Cool Ranch, 351 00:13:54,100 --> 00:13:55,300 but I wanted the Bugles. 352 00:13:55,367 --> 00:13:57,233 No, David, your clothes. 353 00:13:57,300 --> 00:13:59,266 [ Groans ] 354 00:13:59,333 --> 00:14:00,633 I'm the one who brought in the guy 355 00:14:00,700 --> 00:14:02,367 with the self-inflicted gunshot wound. 356 00:14:02,433 --> 00:14:04,133 Oh, wow. It went in through 357 00:14:04,200 --> 00:14:07,433 the posterior oropharynx, but it looks like it exited 358 00:14:07,500 --> 00:14:09,100 near the temporal bone, so... 359 00:14:09,166 --> 00:14:11,233 Missed the occipital lobe and brain stem. 360 00:14:11,300 --> 00:14:13,533 Yeah. Yeah. 361 00:14:16,734 --> 00:14:18,367 You look great. 362 00:14:18,433 --> 00:14:20,200 Oh, thanks. [ Chuckles ] 363 00:14:20,266 --> 00:14:22,300 You look... 364 00:14:22,367 --> 00:14:23,767 well, you look like shit. 365 00:14:24,033 --> 00:14:26,100 [ Both laugh ] 366 00:14:26,166 --> 00:14:28,066 It was really good to see you. 367 00:14:28,133 --> 00:14:30,166 Yeah, good to see you, too. 368 00:14:30,233 --> 00:14:31,500 David Tracy? 369 00:14:31,567 --> 00:14:33,367 Yeah? 370 00:14:33,433 --> 00:14:35,433 The patient's out of surgery. 371 00:14:35,500 --> 00:14:38,200 He is in stable condition. 372 00:14:38,266 --> 00:14:40,667 We minimized the swelling in the brain 373 00:14:40,734 --> 00:14:44,166 and we were able to stop all of the bleeding. 374 00:14:44,233 --> 00:14:46,734 What did he look like? He had a little beard. 375 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:49,767 So what if Amanda's dating a guy with a beard? 376 00:14:50,033 --> 00:14:51,300 "Little beard," Kendra. 377 00:14:51,367 --> 00:14:53,333 Maybe you could help if you had a little beard. 378 00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:55,367 [ Echoing ] Little beard. 379 00:14:55,433 --> 00:14:58,266 Little beard. 380 00:14:58,333 --> 00:15:01,233 It's a little beard. 381 00:15:02,300 --> 00:15:06,033 Hello, "Little Beard." 382 00:15:06,100 --> 00:15:07,333 Excuse me? 383 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:10,133 Is that a little beard? 384 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:12,467 Uh, it's a beard. 385 00:15:12,533 --> 00:15:15,300 Size is relative, I suppose. 386 00:15:15,367 --> 00:15:17,033 Sorry, I didn't introduce myself. 387 00:15:17,100 --> 00:15:18,266 I'm Dr. Gil Reaves. 388 00:15:18,333 --> 00:15:21,033 Whoo-hoo. 389 00:15:21,100 --> 00:15:24,200 I think David might be in a slight state of shock. 390 00:15:24,266 --> 00:15:25,600 Oh, I'm shocked. 391 00:15:25,667 --> 00:15:28,567 Shocked at how little that beard is. 392 00:15:28,633 --> 00:15:30,467 What? What? 393 00:15:30,533 --> 00:15:32,200 This is a goatee. 394 00:15:32,266 --> 00:15:33,433 [ Chuckles ] 395 00:15:33,500 --> 00:15:35,100 Okay, guy. 396 00:15:35,166 --> 00:15:36,100 It's Gil. 397 00:15:36,166 --> 00:15:37,433 I'm thrilled. 398 00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:39,400 -David Tracy? -Yeah? 399 00:15:39,467 --> 00:15:41,233 Our administrator would like to speak with you 400 00:15:41,300 --> 00:15:43,333 when you have a moment? -Okay. Sure. 401 00:15:45,266 --> 00:15:48,000 Right on time. 402 00:15:55,333 --> 00:15:56,333 What was that all about? 403 00:15:56,400 --> 00:15:59,133 I have no idea. 404 00:15:59,200 --> 00:16:02,133 Well, I have to say, Dr. Tracy, I've been looking over 405 00:16:02,200 --> 00:16:04,467 the intake notes on your patient, 406 00:16:04,533 --> 00:16:06,600 10-out-of-10 residents would've laid him on his back 407 00:16:06,667 --> 00:16:09,367 to immobilize him, but you had the foresight to realize 408 00:16:09,433 --> 00:16:12,400 that would've resulted in the patient suffocating. 409 00:16:12,467 --> 00:16:14,200 You may have saved that man's life. 410 00:16:14,266 --> 00:16:17,100 What's his status? 411 00:16:17,166 --> 00:16:18,467 You tell me. 412 00:16:18,533 --> 00:16:20,467 Where would you have taken things from there? 413 00:16:20,533 --> 00:16:22,367 Um... 414 00:16:22,433 --> 00:16:24,500 You put him in an isolated trauma bay 415 00:16:24,567 --> 00:16:26,300 and go through all the standard procedure, 416 00:16:26,367 --> 00:16:28,333 and then if he's still critical after that, 417 00:16:28,400 --> 00:16:31,100 I would put him in a medically-induced coma 418 00:16:31,166 --> 00:16:32,600 and hope for the best. 419 00:16:32,667 --> 00:16:34,367 That's exactly what we're doing. 420 00:16:37,467 --> 00:16:39,200 You know, the last time you were in my office, 421 00:16:39,266 --> 00:16:40,500 we had a fairly, uh... 422 00:16:40,567 --> 00:16:43,133 [chuckles] contentious meeting. 423 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:46,500 There was all that business with my nephew and... 424 00:16:46,567 --> 00:16:48,266 [ Chuckles ] Yeah, I'm sorry. 425 00:16:48,333 --> 00:16:50,333 I overreacted. It was passionate, 426 00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:52,300 and we need more passionate doctors. 427 00:16:52,367 --> 00:16:54,600 Great. Too bad things didn't work out. 428 00:16:54,667 --> 00:16:57,667 Well, that's why I'd like to talk to you today. 429 00:16:57,734 --> 00:17:01,066 How would you feel about an observership? 430 00:17:01,133 --> 00:17:02,333 You wouldn't have patients of your own, 431 00:17:02,400 --> 00:17:04,333 but you'd be working alongside residents 432 00:17:04,400 --> 00:17:06,100 as they do their daily routine. 433 00:17:06,166 --> 00:17:08,333 Six-to-eight months, I'd check in with them, 434 00:17:08,400 --> 00:17:09,500 get some feedback on how you're performing, 435 00:17:09,567 --> 00:17:11,633 and if you're doing well, 436 00:17:11,700 --> 00:17:15,100 we'll see about getting you back in that residency program. 437 00:17:16,567 --> 00:17:19,166 Wait. Really? Absolutely. 438 00:17:19,233 --> 00:17:20,367 You don't have to decide today. 439 00:17:20,433 --> 00:17:21,700 Take your time, think it over. 440 00:17:21,767 --> 00:17:24,300 Yeah. I will. But good work, Dr. Tracy. 441 00:17:24,367 --> 00:17:27,066 Thank you. 442 00:17:33,600 --> 00:17:35,567 Oh. 443 00:17:48,333 --> 00:17:50,400 Hey! 444 00:17:50,467 --> 00:17:54,000 Hey, Gil told me what you did back there. 445 00:17:54,066 --> 00:17:55,400 God, you saved that man's life. 446 00:17:55,467 --> 00:17:58,100 Oh. That's great. 447 00:18:00,066 --> 00:18:02,700 You and Gil are great together. 448 00:18:02,767 --> 00:18:06,367 Uh, Gil and I are not together. 449 00:18:06,433 --> 00:18:08,166 You're not? 450 00:18:08,233 --> 00:18:10,433 No. 451 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:13,000 Well, awesome. 452 00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:19,333 Uh...I know you got to get back to work, so... 453 00:18:19,400 --> 00:18:21,567 take care. 454 00:18:21,633 --> 00:18:24,333 David, I got your letter. 455 00:18:28,266 --> 00:18:30,200 Yeah. 456 00:18:30,266 --> 00:18:32,433 You weren't supposed to read that. 457 00:18:32,500 --> 00:18:34,033 Then why did you mail it? 458 00:18:34,100 --> 00:18:36,066 I didn't understand the exercise. 459 00:18:36,133 --> 00:18:38,567 I -- never mind. I'm sorry. 460 00:18:38,633 --> 00:18:41,166 Yeah, it... 461 00:18:41,233 --> 00:18:43,567 It kind of pissed me off. 462 00:18:43,633 --> 00:18:45,133 I wish you would've just said those things 463 00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:46,600 while we were dating. 464 00:18:46,667 --> 00:18:48,266 We could've worked them out. 465 00:18:48,333 --> 00:18:50,500 We could have? I don't know, maybe. 466 00:18:50,567 --> 00:18:53,233 It's just that every time we had a problem, 467 00:18:53,300 --> 00:18:56,467 you said everything was okay, and that's not how you deal 468 00:18:56,533 --> 00:18:58,233 with problems, it's stubborn. 469 00:18:58,300 --> 00:19:00,200 Well, believe me, I'm not that guy anymore. 470 00:19:00,266 --> 00:19:02,567 All I do all day is deal with problems. 471 00:19:05,567 --> 00:19:10,333 Can we just talk again? 472 00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:11,633 Can I call you? 473 00:19:11,700 --> 00:19:13,667 Meet you for a coffee? 474 00:19:17,300 --> 00:19:20,400 Um... 475 00:19:20,467 --> 00:19:21,567 Yeah. Okay. 476 00:19:21,633 --> 00:19:23,300 Yeah? 477 00:19:23,367 --> 00:19:25,233 No. No? 478 00:19:25,300 --> 00:19:26,367 Not no. 479 00:19:26,433 --> 00:19:28,166 I don't know. Is that okay? 480 00:19:28,233 --> 00:19:30,266 Yeah, of course. That's fine. 481 00:19:44,734 --> 00:19:46,367 Ah, sorry, I got some blood -- 482 00:19:46,433 --> 00:19:48,433 Oh, I -- I got it. Sorry. 483 00:19:48,500 --> 00:19:50,734 No, it's okay. 484 00:19:51,333 --> 00:19:53,333 All right. 485 00:20:04,567 --> 00:20:07,433 Do you have a minute? 486 00:20:07,500 --> 00:20:10,200 I do now. 487 00:20:10,633 --> 00:20:13,667 [ Footsteps receding ] 488 00:20:13,734 --> 00:20:16,133 Saw this coming. 489 00:20:16,200 --> 00:20:20,333 How are you feeling about all this? 490 00:20:20,400 --> 00:20:23,233 I feel crazy. 491 00:20:23,300 --> 00:20:25,734 I feel like somehow this is my fault. 492 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:27,567 But I only saw him one time. 493 00:20:27,633 --> 00:20:29,166 I referred him to you, 494 00:20:29,233 --> 00:20:31,400 but I didn't follow up to see if he followed up. 495 00:20:31,467 --> 00:20:33,000 There wasn't enough following up. 496 00:20:33,066 --> 00:20:34,266 I -- I should have followed up. 497 00:20:34,333 --> 00:20:35,433 It's okay, David. 498 00:20:35,500 --> 00:20:37,667 Yeah, but then I saw Amanda at the hospital, 499 00:20:37,734 --> 00:20:39,600 and she looks great, and turns out, 500 00:20:39,667 --> 00:20:41,233 she's not dating Little Beard. 501 00:20:41,300 --> 00:20:44,033 But she read my letter, and she called me stubborn. 502 00:20:44,100 --> 00:20:46,433 But now she wants to get coffee and... 503 00:20:46,500 --> 00:20:47,600 It's just so confusing, 504 00:20:47,667 --> 00:20:49,133 because I thought I was over her. 505 00:20:49,200 --> 00:20:51,633 But, you know, I'm seeing this amazing girl 506 00:20:51,700 --> 00:20:53,166 who's totally different. 507 00:20:53,233 --> 00:20:54,767 And then Little Beard's uncle offered me 508 00:20:55,033 --> 00:20:56,333 a spot at the hospital, 509 00:20:56,400 --> 00:20:58,200 so now everything's up in the air. 510 00:20:58,266 --> 00:21:00,300 And I can't stop blaming myself for all of it. 511 00:21:00,367 --> 00:21:03,333 I mean, a guy shot himself in the head outside my garage. 512 00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:04,734 I should've been paying more attention. 513 00:21:05,000 --> 00:21:07,300 David. 514 00:21:07,367 --> 00:21:09,767 I'm so sorry this happened to you. 515 00:21:11,767 --> 00:21:15,600 You referred him to a more experienced therapist. 516 00:21:15,667 --> 00:21:17,367 It was his choice not to call me, 517 00:21:17,433 --> 00:21:22,300 and even if he had, you might be the only therapist 518 00:21:22,367 --> 00:21:24,066 who could've saved his life 519 00:21:24,133 --> 00:21:26,033 because of your medical training. 520 00:21:28,567 --> 00:21:31,166 You did everything right. 521 00:21:34,667 --> 00:21:37,467 [ Sobs ] 522 00:21:48,734 --> 00:21:51,567 I'm sorry. 523 00:21:51,633 --> 00:21:53,467 I'm a really ugly crier. 524 00:21:53,533 --> 00:21:56,567 It's okay, David. 525 00:21:56,633 --> 00:22:00,333 You'll feel better if you just admit it, go ahead. 526 00:22:00,400 --> 00:22:01,567 It's pretty bad. 527 00:22:01,633 --> 00:22:04,266 [ Both laugh ] 528 00:22:10,300 --> 00:22:13,767 [ Laughter continues ] 529 00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:15,367 Well... 530 00:22:15,433 --> 00:22:18,633 in light of everything that's happened, 531 00:22:18,700 --> 00:22:20,266 I think it would be good for you 532 00:22:20,333 --> 00:22:23,367 to continue your hours in an office setting. 533 00:22:23,433 --> 00:22:25,266 You know, we have some available space down the hall. 534 00:22:25,333 --> 00:22:27,000 I only use it a couple of times a week 535 00:22:27,066 --> 00:22:29,667 for a peer support group therapist. 536 00:22:29,734 --> 00:22:33,000 I think it'd be good if you used that room for your sessions. 537 00:22:35,000 --> 00:22:36,066 Really? 538 00:22:36,133 --> 00:22:38,133 Yes. 539 00:22:38,200 --> 00:22:40,367 And I think it'd be nice to have you closer by. 540 00:22:40,433 --> 00:22:42,767 I mean, in case you need to refer somebody 541 00:22:43,033 --> 00:22:44,600 or if you need anything at all, 542 00:22:44,667 --> 00:22:46,433 I'm right down the hall. 543 00:22:46,500 --> 00:22:49,467 Just take some time and think about that. 544 00:22:55,367 --> 00:22:57,667 Thank you for everything. 545 00:22:57,734 --> 00:23:00,233 Thank you, David. 546 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:09,700 ♪ 547 00:23:36,533 --> 00:23:38,066 Hey! 548 00:23:40,567 --> 00:23:42,500 You need help? 549 00:23:43,567 --> 00:23:45,500 Fuck you!