1 00:00:09,760 --> 00:00:16,720 IN HALF 2 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:39,880 What to say about Niall Kennedy? 3 00:00:43,680 --> 00:00:44,680 He's funny. 4 00:00:48,400 --> 00:00:49,720 It's strange. 5 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:54,080 It's clumsy. 6 00:00:56,320 --> 00:00:57,480 It is determined. 7 00:01:01,000 --> 00:01:02,080 He's dedicated. 8 00:01:05,519 --> 00:01:07,080 It's selfless. 9 00:01:09,720 --> 00:01:11,000 He knows what he wants 10 00:01:12,800 --> 00:01:13,840 and take it. 11 00:01:23,120 --> 00:01:25,560 I remember when I met Niall Kennedy. 12 00:01:26,200 --> 00:01:29,280 I was a kid. I was about 7 years old. 13 00:01:32,640 --> 00:01:34,880 The brat was scared to death of me. 14 00:01:35,440 --> 00:01:37,960 I didn't make it easy, it kept terrifying him. 15 00:01:38,840 --> 00:01:40,360 But he was easy prey. 16 00:01:41,320 --> 00:01:44,039 wore a shirt with the last button closed. 17 00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:45,520 The head was huge. 18 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:52,200 In hide and seek, 19 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:53,720 scared of me, 20 00:01:53,800 --> 00:01:55,720 he went to random places. 21 00:01:55,800 --> 00:01:59,479 Under the car, up on the shelf, 22 00:01:59,560 --> 00:02:01,960 to the end of the street, in someone's garden. 23 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:06,640 One time, it was raining, 24 00:02:06,720 --> 00:02:08,199 and I gave up looking, 25 00:02:08,280 --> 00:02:11,080 but the poor thing was involved in the game, 26 00:02:11,160 --> 00:02:12,400 He even got pneumonia. 27 00:02:19,160 --> 00:02:23,120 There was a time when he said: "You hide, I seek." 28 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:27,400 I hid in the attic, under any tarpaulin. 29 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:28,720 But he didn't go there. 30 00:02:31,040 --> 00:02:33,520 When I came down half an hour later, 31 00:02:33,600 --> 00:02:36,079 the bastard was attacking my cake. 32 00:02:42,200 --> 00:02:43,720 This is Niall Kennedy. 33 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:46,640 He knows what he wants... 34 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:49,880 and take it. 35 00:02:57,720 --> 00:02:59,680 Go, get up. 36 00:03:04,920 --> 00:03:06,480 Come on, get up. 37 00:03:09,480 --> 00:03:12,080 How long has it been? Come here. 38 00:03:17,760 --> 00:03:19,640 That's enough more. 39 00:03:26,680 --> 00:03:27,680 So, 40 00:03:29,400 --> 00:03:30,920 Here's to Niall Kennedy. 41 00:03:32,040 --> 00:03:33,800 A guy who knows what he wants 42 00:03:35,800 --> 00:03:36,800 and take it. 43 00:03:39,040 --> 00:03:40,200 Say "daddy". 44 00:03:40,280 --> 00:03:41,400 That's it, daddy! 45 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:43,520 That's it, daddy! 46 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:31,160 Can I print something? 47 00:04:37,880 --> 00:04:39,920 You're out of credit. 48 00:04:40,720 --> 00:04:44,200 It's the proposal of my next novel. 49 00:04:44,280 --> 00:04:45,720 If I send it by email, 50 00:04:45,800 --> 00:04:48,240 my editor won't read right on the screen. 51 00:04:48,320 --> 00:04:49,600 Break this branch for me? 52 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:51,680 Just this once. 53 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:55,760 I don't know, Niall. The boss hates it when I do that. 54 00:04:59,360 --> 00:05:00,680 Your boss is an asshole. 55 00:05:02,480 --> 00:05:03,800 Go on, do it for me. 56 00:05:05,560 --> 00:05:07,000 I swear I won't ask for more. 57 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:10,800 Okay. It's the last time. 58 00:05:11,680 --> 00:05:13,080 Thanks! 59 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:19,760 ROMANCE MORE RECENT BY PAUL DANUBE! 60 00:05:46,758 --> 00:05:48,758 ADAPTATION REVIEW SYNCHRONY: EMAIL loschulosteam@gmail.com 61 00:05:48,760 --> 00:05:49,880 What did you think? 62 00:05:53,920 --> 00:05:56,520 I didn't understand what it was about. 63 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:58,480 The protagonist's journey. 64 00:05:58,560 --> 00:06:02,480 Talk about being true to your own roots, of not selling out. 65 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:05,080 If you study at Oxbridge is to sell out, 66 00:06:05,160 --> 00:06:07,360 that other unattainable standards 67 00:06:07,440 --> 00:06:08,640 Does this guy impose himself? 68 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:11,680 It's just the proposal. I will filter these things. 69 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:13,720 He said that about his last book. 70 00:06:13,800 --> 00:06:16,560 I'm sorry to say, but your filter is broken. 71 00:06:17,840 --> 00:06:20,120 Not to mention he did this in a hurry, 72 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:21,760 in the middle of nights out. 73 00:06:21,840 --> 00:06:23,040 What? Nothing to see. 74 00:06:23,840 --> 00:06:28,640 He wrote "Glasgow" with a 7. 75 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:38,040 What do we want here, Niall, It's a little more... 76 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:41,040 authenticity in your writing. 77 00:06:41,120 --> 00:06:42,640 It's already authentic. 78 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:44,880 Daniel, my 1st book came from the heart. 79 00:06:44,960 --> 00:06:47,480 Of the boy trying talk to your dead father? 80 00:06:47,560 --> 00:06:49,440 - What's authentic about that? - All. 81 00:06:49,520 --> 00:06:51,320 My father died. I didn't even know it. 82 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:53,560 The reviews made that clear. 83 00:06:55,200 --> 00:06:57,880 Listen, you just need to try to open up more. 84 00:06:57,960 --> 00:06:59,320 That's what everyone says: 85 00:06:59,400 --> 00:07:05,040 the secret to having a good career in this It’s learning to tell your own story. 86 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:06,640 Do they say that? Why? 87 00:07:06,720 --> 00:07:07,720 It's quite simple. 88 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:10,880 Write about what you know. 89 00:07:27,800 --> 00:07:30,440 WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, ALWAYS 90 00:07:30,520 --> 00:07:34,080 I FELT DIFFERENT. 91 00:07:40,880 --> 00:07:44,120 I FELT Adrift. 92 00:07:54,920 --> 00:07:57,640 ASS ASS ASS DICK DICK DICK 93 00:08:14,880 --> 00:08:16,000 Hi, how are you? 94 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:35,880 That! 95 00:08:43,640 --> 00:08:45,400 - Shit! - Shit! Gus! 96 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:54,320 Wait a minute! Wait, Niall! Please! 97 00:09:02,920 --> 00:09:05,360 You must be loving this, right? 98 00:09:06,280 --> 00:09:07,280 Not a lot. 99 00:09:09,520 --> 00:09:11,160 Are you going to tell someone? 100 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:12,280 No. 101 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:15,280 Just because too would put me in the scene. 102 00:09:15,360 --> 00:09:16,600 It is clear. 103 00:09:17,720 --> 00:09:19,920 And it's the dogging code, right? 104 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:22,160 "Wherever we turn, we seal our lips." 105 00:09:23,760 --> 00:09:25,080 I've never heard that. 106 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:26,920 I just invented it. 107 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:30,080 Want to go have a beer? 108 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:32,640 - No, I'll... - Come on! 109 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:34,920 I got hit in the ass and got caught 110 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:36,600 for the boy I bullied. 111 00:09:36,680 --> 00:09:38,320 I'm here barefoot. 112 00:09:38,400 --> 00:09:40,520 Look at my sock, damn! 113 00:09:41,520 --> 00:09:42,960 Wallace and Gromit. 114 00:09:46,560 --> 00:09:48,040 Accept my humiliation. 115 00:09:50,520 --> 00:09:51,760 Let's have one. 116 00:10:14,200 --> 00:10:15,800 Damn, I hate lager! 117 00:10:15,880 --> 00:10:16,880 Me too. 118 00:10:25,760 --> 00:10:27,040 So you are... 119 00:10:28,160 --> 00:10:29,160 assumed? 120 00:10:29,800 --> 00:10:32,160 No way. I'm not gay. 121 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:33,480 Have sex with men. 122 00:10:33,560 --> 00:10:35,720 - Go there. - That doesn't mean I'm gay. 123 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:37,480 Only if I fell in love with one. 124 00:10:37,560 --> 00:10:39,320 Are you one of those? 125 00:10:39,400 --> 00:10:41,720 Such a straight guy who even eats men. 126 00:10:41,800 --> 00:10:43,920 It is also Vegetarian and eat meat? 127 00:10:45,760 --> 00:10:47,560 It's a fucking area. 128 00:10:47,640 --> 00:10:50,480 Good. It could be worse. 129 00:10:51,840 --> 00:10:53,680 He could be married and have children. 130 00:10:57,160 --> 00:10:59,040 I always suspected you. 131 00:11:00,240 --> 00:11:01,640 I loved pulling underwear. 132 00:11:04,520 --> 00:11:06,320 It was a mix of things. 133 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:09,440 And your brother taught me a lesson. Remember? 134 00:11:10,320 --> 00:11:12,320 I was all bent out of shape for three months. 135 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:14,960 I didn't agree with that. 136 00:11:16,560 --> 00:11:18,280 I saw him the other day. 137 00:11:18,360 --> 00:11:20,080 I still shit myself. 138 00:11:22,680 --> 00:11:23,880 What did you say? 139 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:26,280 Your brother. I saw him one day. 140 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:29,080 What? 141 00:11:30,400 --> 00:11:31,400 Where? 142 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:33,240 In the street. 143 00:11:33,320 --> 00:11:35,280 Impossible. He's still in prison. 144 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:37,280 No, he was released. 145 00:11:37,360 --> 00:11:39,120 We stayed talking. 146 00:11:39,200 --> 00:11:41,200 He got a girl, job... 147 00:11:41,280 --> 00:11:43,560 Calm down there. Did he get a job? 148 00:11:43,640 --> 00:11:45,840 Yeah, on the platforms in Aberdeen. 149 00:11:45,920 --> 00:11:47,760 Three months on board, three not. 150 00:11:48,480 --> 00:11:49,840 He gave me the card. 151 00:11:54,840 --> 00:11:56,200 Dear Jesus! 152 00:11:56,280 --> 00:11:58,600 OFFSHORE SIGNAL 153 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:00,680 What is a signalman? 154 00:12:00,760 --> 00:12:01,840 Whatnot. 155 00:12:01,920 --> 00:12:04,600 Stay with him. It probably has a tracker... 156 00:12:05,880 --> 00:12:07,400 You're not kidding me, right? 157 00:12:08,880 --> 00:12:11,080 - Was he released? - I swear it was. 158 00:12:12,960 --> 00:12:14,440 He's free. 159 00:12:25,280 --> 00:12:28,400 Ruben was released. He got out of prison. 160 00:12:30,720 --> 00:12:31,880 How did you already know? 161 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:33,160 - Knowing. - How? 162 00:12:33,240 --> 00:12:35,640 Did Maura tell you? Do you still talk to her? 163 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:38,480 - More or less. - Like this? 164 00:12:38,560 --> 00:12:40,840 - Isn't it all over? - He finished. 165 00:12:40,920 --> 00:12:42,880 But we see each other sometimes. 166 00:12:42,960 --> 00:12:44,960 You didn't think to tell me anything? 167 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:47,160 As? You are never here. 168 00:12:47,240 --> 00:12:48,960 - He calls me! - You don't answer. 169 00:12:49,040 --> 00:12:52,160 I leave several voice messages that are ignored. 170 00:12:52,240 --> 00:12:53,480 In the last, 171 00:12:53,560 --> 00:12:56,480 I pretended I fell down the stairs and was dying, 172 00:12:56,560 --> 00:12:58,440 and to this day you haven't called. 173 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:00,760 I saw it was a lie. 174 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:02,960 Was my birthday too? 175 00:13:05,560 --> 00:13:06,560 Wait a minute! 176 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:09,920 I don't understand what the plan is. 177 00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:12,480 Hide and Twist so I don't find out? 178 00:13:12,560 --> 00:13:14,960 Talk as if I loved doing this. 179 00:13:15,040 --> 00:13:19,120 I'm full of wrinkles because of you two idiots. 180 00:13:19,200 --> 00:13:20,640 It wasn't worth it 181 00:13:20,720 --> 00:13:22,560 one knows about the other. 182 00:13:22,640 --> 00:13:26,080 He can kill you, and you may die of anguish. 183 00:13:26,160 --> 00:13:29,040 And if he finds me and come after me? 184 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:31,520 I highly doubt it. 185 00:13:31,600 --> 00:13:34,600 He won't bump into you on Brunswick Street. 186 00:13:34,680 --> 00:13:37,640 Or in the men's bathroom from Kelvingrove Park at 2pm 187 00:13:37,720 --> 00:13:39,600 with his pants down. 188 00:13:40,880 --> 00:13:43,440 And you don't understand Why don't I come here? 189 00:13:45,520 --> 00:13:47,400 No... Wait! 190 00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:50,200 I'm sorry! 191 00:13:50,280 --> 00:13:52,800 Everything I did was to protect you. 192 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:55,480 I still don't understand. When did he leave? 193 00:13:55,560 --> 00:13:57,080 I don't really know. 194 00:13:58,240 --> 00:13:59,280 About two years ago. 195 00:13:59,360 --> 00:14:00,800 Two years? It is serious? 196 00:14:00,880 --> 00:14:03,280 That is good. Two years without looking for you. 197 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:08,440 But... did you get to see him? 198 00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:11,360 Sometimes. 199 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:15,440 And did you talk about me? 200 00:14:17,120 --> 00:14:19,720 - Above. - What did he say? 201 00:14:19,800 --> 00:14:20,960 I didn't say anything. 202 00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:22,880 Just smiled. 203 00:14:23,640 --> 00:14:27,480 Okay, that's a good sign. That is good. 204 00:14:27,560 --> 00:14:28,880 An affectionate smile? 205 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:31,240 I won't lie. 206 00:14:31,320 --> 00:14:32,560 What kind of smile? 207 00:14:32,640 --> 00:14:34,320 I don't know! 208 00:14:34,400 --> 00:14:37,400 Smiling with your mouth, but with cold eyes. 209 00:14:38,720 --> 00:14:39,760 He knows? 210 00:14:39,840 --> 00:14:43,160 The way he does right before freaking out. 211 00:15:29,080 --> 00:15:30,600 I only have ten minutes. 212 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:32,840 Darren traveled, and I stayed with the children. 213 00:15:32,920 --> 00:15:33,960 Quiet. 214 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:38,480 Joanna, I don't want to worry you. 215 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:39,480 Reuben. 216 00:15:40,320 --> 00:15:41,840 What? How do you know? 217 00:15:41,920 --> 00:15:46,280 I didn't want to comment, But I saw him not long ago. 218 00:15:46,360 --> 00:15:48,920 He was in a mission to apologize 219 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:50,640 whom he has already harmed. 220 00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:52,600 Our! How crazy! 221 00:15:52,680 --> 00:15:55,480 Leave apologizing? It's not like Ruben. 222 00:15:55,560 --> 00:15:57,880 He was there how many years in prison. 223 00:15:57,960 --> 00:15:59,560 It changes the person. 224 00:15:59,640 --> 00:16:01,960 People like him don't change, Joanna. 225 00:16:02,040 --> 00:16:03,440 You know that well. 226 00:16:03,520 --> 00:16:04,680 I don't know. 227 00:16:05,560 --> 00:16:07,000 He was different. 228 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:08,080 I know. 229 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:10,360 Wow! My God! 230 00:16:10,440 --> 00:16:12,800 Then he comes to apologize to me. 231 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:15,360 No, He said I was the last one. 232 00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:17,960 - That's a lie. - Why? 233 00:16:18,040 --> 00:16:20,760 He owes me the biggest apology! 234 00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:22,840 Don't do that. It's embarrassing. 235 00:16:22,920 --> 00:16:25,360 He ruined my life, Joanna. 236 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:27,640 I dropped out of Oxford from so much stress. 237 00:16:27,720 --> 00:16:29,320 Wasn't it because of snobbery? 238 00:16:29,400 --> 00:16:33,800 No. Also. It was a combo of both things. 239 00:16:35,400 --> 00:16:37,480 Get it out of your head. 240 00:16:37,560 --> 00:16:39,160 How am I going to take it off? 241 00:16:39,240 --> 00:16:42,160 I found out he has a job on the platforms. 242 00:16:42,240 --> 00:16:44,000 - What's wrong? - All! 243 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:47,600 What does this teach him, do you go straight to a quiet life? 244 00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:51,400 Meanwhile, drain the loin every day in exchange for what? 245 00:16:51,480 --> 00:16:54,160 Cents, handshakes and promises? 246 00:16:54,240 --> 00:16:55,640 I understand, Niall. 247 00:16:56,480 --> 00:16:57,720 It's hard to see someone 248 00:16:57,800 --> 00:17:00,040 of the past to get along so well. 249 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:03,480 Maybe it's not his change that bothers you. 250 00:17:05,760 --> 00:17:07,520 It's you not having changed. 251 00:17:14,280 --> 00:17:15,359 Shut up! 252 00:18:04,360 --> 00:18:07,280 WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, I ALWAYS FEEL INCOMPLETE. 253 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:12,960 SEARCH 254 00:18:13,040 --> 00:18:15,680 OIL PLATFORM SIGNAL 255 00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:17,920 WHAT DOES A SIGNAL MAN DO? 256 00:18:22,520 --> 00:18:24,480 OFFSHORE SIGNAL 257 00:18:24,560 --> 00:18:28,920 SALARY: 100 THOUSAND POUNDS 258 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:38,720 EVERYTHING THAT WASN'T SAID PAUL DANUBE 259 00:18:38,800 --> 00:18:42,040 VENDASEUSLIVROS.COM 260 00:19:56,120 --> 00:19:57,080 Come. 261 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:05,640 Here. 262 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:06,640 Put this on. 263 00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,240 - Ready. - Thanks. 264 00:21:01,120 --> 00:21:03,440 JUNE 10, 2008 YOUTH LOVE 265 00:21:16,720 --> 00:21:19,440 ALMOST A YEAR WITH HIM! 266 00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:51,680 I think I know what this is about. 267 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:53,240 The comments I made. 268 00:21:53,320 --> 00:21:54,320 It's not that. 269 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:56,320 The problem isn't that you're gay. 270 00:21:56,400 --> 00:21:57,840 It's how you deal with it. 271 00:21:57,920 --> 00:21:58,920 It's about Maura. 272 00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:05,760 What happened? 273 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,440 Has the cancer returned? 274 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:10,040 No. 275 00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:15,400 She hanged herself. 276 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:19,480 The rope broke after a minute. 277 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,040 Almost brain dead. 278 00:22:25,120 --> 00:22:28,120 Wow, mom! This is very sad. 279 00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:31,240 It's life. 280 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:35,640 Did she leave a note? 281 00:22:35,720 --> 00:22:38,560 Something like that. Was a list of things to do. 282 00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:42,360 "The cats are in the shed. The key is in the vase." 283 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:45,520 That had such an objective character... 284 00:22:46,360 --> 00:22:48,120 This only made everything worse. 285 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:51,360 As if it were just another task. 286 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:55,720 Listen... 287 00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:58,920 Sorry I disappeared. 288 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:00,400 You understand, right? 289 00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:02,200 Your reaction. 290 00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:04,160 I was just shocked. 291 00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:05,880 How do you think I felt 292 00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:07,560 listening to my brother tell 293 00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:10,280 who saw you eating a man in the public bathroom? 294 00:23:11,400 --> 00:23:13,520 I blame myself. 295 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:16,160 Should have realized before you. 296 00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:17,800 It's like looking for glasses 297 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:21,120 and see that they were in my face all the time. 298 00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:25,920 That's why Ruben did you get in touch? 299 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:27,720 Yeah, he called me from prison. 300 00:23:27,800 --> 00:23:30,000 I wanted my help to take care of her. 301 00:23:30,080 --> 00:23:31,800 Did it happen when he was arrested? 302 00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:34,440 Yes, but don't blame yourself for it. 303 00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:37,640 She was full of debt, pain and everything. 304 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:45,440 Niall, I want you to promise 305 00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:48,120 that you won't blame yourself. 306 00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:53,280 I promise. 307 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:08,320 MARRY A MAN WHO LOVES HIS MOTHER 308 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:12,920 A PERFECT SUNDAY 309 00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:17,440 PRECIOUS MEMORIES! 310 00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:55,800 WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, I DESTROYED MY BROTHER'S LIFE. 311 00:25:14,120 --> 00:25:15,120 Hi Stefan. 312 00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:17,760 Can you print this for me? 313 00:25:17,840 --> 00:25:19,560 No, the boss was pissed. 314 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,520 You can ask? 315 00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:26,800 - Nigel? - No chance. 316 00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:30,760 Sorry, man. It does not give. 317 00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:34,280 You're pathetic, Nigel. 318 00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:37,520 A very pathetic man. 319 00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:39,920 DANIEL, GIVE ME A WAY TO PRINT 320 00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:46,200 BEFORE READING, YOU IDIOT! 321 00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:48,280 SUNRISE PROPOSAL 322 00:26:43,880 --> 00:26:44,880 So... 323 00:26:45,520 --> 00:26:48,680 will explain to me Why was I in the bathroom? 324 00:26:48,760 --> 00:26:50,400 with another man today? 325 00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:51,760 It's quite simple. 326 00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:53,920 We went to exchange ideas, 327 00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:55,960 without wanting to bother anyone. 328 00:26:56,040 --> 00:26:57,840 You think I was born yesterday. 329 00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:01,160 Imagine, Nigel. I never found that. 330 00:27:02,480 --> 00:27:03,600 You need to release me. 331 00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:06,080 If you're going to ban me, do it now. 332 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:10,120 No. In fact, it goes beyond banning. 333 00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,040 I supported sexual freedom, 334 00:27:13,120 --> 00:27:17,360 until it starts to invade public services. 335 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:24,160 I started recording 336 00:27:24,240 --> 00:27:27,520 when I saw that the library appeared in Google searches. 337 00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:29,640 "Gay sex spot in the bathroom." 338 00:27:29,720 --> 00:27:32,200 What are you going to do with this video? 339 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:37,360 Publish it on the internet and make you an example to keep others away. 340 00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:38,640 What? No! 341 00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:41,720 Please. Why me? I'm not the only one. 342 00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:43,400 He let the other guy go. 343 00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:46,120 I know. It's because you are in everyone. 344 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:55,360 Okay, what can I do? so you don't disclose it? 345 00:27:56,760 --> 00:27:58,240 You can pay your fine. 346 00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:00,760 Printing? 347 00:28:00,840 --> 00:28:02,480 That's easy. Twenty pounds? 348 00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:04,080 No. 349 00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:07,240 I see the total here in the system. 350 00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:09,400 - Two thousand pounds. - What? 351 00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:11,400 How absurd! What is this from? 352 00:28:11,480 --> 00:28:12,520 I don't know. 353 00:28:13,440 --> 00:28:16,080 Maybe from books who sold online? 354 00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:25,040 It's OK. I'm sorry. 355 00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:27,080 I wasn't doing well, but listen, 356 00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:30,200 There's no way I could have sold it all of this in books. 357 00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:35,040 No, but that's the rate I'm at charging to repurchase them all. 358 00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:38,520 Nigel, you are a librarian, not a lawyer. 359 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,120 No. 360 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:45,160 I'm just a very pathetic man. 361 00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:52,440 I only need 2,000 pounds. 362 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:53,880 - Two thousand? - It's a lot. 363 00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:55,960 But paid with 10% interest. 364 00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:57,000 It's an investment. 365 00:28:57,080 --> 00:29:00,000 Don't do it like brokers who did not invest in Amazon. 366 00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:02,160 You think you're a lot 367 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:05,080 for those who were caught having sex in a bathroom. 368 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:08,400 Please, Joanna. I beg you. 369 00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:09,840 Or only mom is left. 370 00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:12,200 You can't even imagine what she said to me. 371 00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:13,160 What? 372 00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:15,640 He called me a pervert. 373 00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:18,280 It's okay to be gay, but he did not create a profligate. 374 00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:19,880 Did she say that? 375 00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:27,440 Go to your aunt's. Go play. 376 00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:35,320 Look, Niall... 377 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:39,480 I'm still sorry affection for you, 378 00:29:39,560 --> 00:29:41,840 but keep free your face every time 379 00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:43,880 It’s not helping you change. 380 00:29:44,920 --> 00:29:46,720 Where did this come from? 381 00:29:47,680 --> 00:29:49,880 For me, it's no longer possible. 382 00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:52,160 I have three children to raise. 383 00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:53,560 I can't take one more. 384 00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:58,040 Leave us alone. 385 00:30:32,840 --> 00:30:33,840 What happened? 386 00:30:34,760 --> 00:30:35,800 Gay thing? 387 00:30:35,880 --> 00:30:37,360 It doesn't say "gay thing". 388 00:30:39,480 --> 00:30:40,920 So what was it? 389 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:44,840 Gay thing. 390 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:49,360 I was caught having sex in the library. 391 00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:52,680 The manager threatened release the video if I don't pay. 392 00:30:53,600 --> 00:30:55,040 Which library? 393 00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:56,360 Clay Park. 394 00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:58,760 Creed! There are school trips there! 395 00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:00,600 What's the excuse now? 396 00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:01,760 It was self-discovery. 397 00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:04,000 Self-discovery in a library? 398 00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:05,320 It's not that absurd. 399 00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:07,040 Maybe not? 400 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:10,120 I would take a book to a fucking brothel? 401 00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:13,000 I know it's hard to assimilate, 402 00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,240 but I'm almost understanding who I am. 403 00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:18,160 AND? Got caught fucking a man in the library, 404 00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:19,960 close to Peppa Pig. 405 00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:22,200 Glad you're almost there! 406 00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:25,240 What do you need for the final push? 407 00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:28,080 An intergenerational orgy whore? 408 00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:29,880 You're not respecting my pain. 409 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:33,040 I'm not respecting my pain. It's mine too. 410 00:31:34,600 --> 00:31:37,080 At least he's enjoying himself. Holy God! 411 00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:41,760 What do you need? 412 00:31:50,280 --> 00:31:51,280 Two thousand pounds. 413 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:53,600 Impossible. I'm a social worker. 414 00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:55,760 Not even if I stole from my colleagues. 415 00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:57,080 Don't have a reservation? 416 00:31:57,160 --> 00:32:00,160 I used the reservation when you had an outbreak 417 00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:01,400 and went to the hospital. 418 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,480 Hospital. It was a hospital. 419 00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:06,560 Hospital is for the body. This was a madhouse. 420 00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:08,880 I sat on the wheel, talking about God. 421 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:10,800 It's the height of madness. 422 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:12,640 He arrives! I need the money. 423 00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:14,560 I still can't be seen as gay. 424 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,280 So stop having sex in public. Ready! 425 00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:19,800 Don't know anyone who can help? 426 00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:23,800 Yes, but you will hate it. 427 00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:27,480 Ruben? 428 00:32:28,760 --> 00:32:29,760 It is serious? 429 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,680 How can you suggest that? 430 00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:34,680 After he left me like this. 431 00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:37,880 He was the one who put you in the public bathroom? 432 00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:40,440 He also took your dick out? 433 00:32:40,520 --> 00:32:42,040 I speak of the watershed, 434 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:44,480 the root of my problems. 435 00:32:44,560 --> 00:32:48,000 The root. There's always a root, right? 436 00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:50,480 There was your father. Then Maura. 437 00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:52,120 Then, Ruben. 438 00:32:52,200 --> 00:32:54,800 Then came the judgment, the Oxford elite. 439 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:56,280 Now Ruben again. 440 00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:58,160 Congratulations on seeing clearly. 441 00:32:58,240 --> 00:33:01,320 Your glasses were really in your face all the time. 442 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,040 That's your problem. 443 00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:11,120 Lives blaming others for your problems, 444 00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:14,240 because it's easier than looking at yourself. 445 00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:16,760 Talk as if the outbreak it was my fault. 446 00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:17,840 And it was! 447 00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:19,960 You made yourself sick. 448 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:22,080 "Mother, Was I right to tell the court? 449 00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:23,600 I couldn't lie, right?" 450 00:33:23,680 --> 00:33:25,880 You became obsessed. 451 00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:27,520 He didn't even listen to me. 452 00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:30,320 - I was sick! - I was in your bubble! 453 00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:36,280 From what I'm seeing, you have no other way out. 454 00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:38,200 Absolutely. 455 00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:41,480 Or leave me ask him for money, 456 00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:43,760 and I will say that it is for me... 457 00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:49,120 or do you manage alone this time, 458 00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:50,600 because I won't help. 459 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:53,520 Wait a minute. 460 00:33:56,920 --> 00:33:58,040 Have you done this before? 461 00:33:58,680 --> 00:33:59,680 Well... 462 00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:02,040 Used the money him in things for me? 463 00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,680 Of course. Where did you think it came from? 464 00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:07,040 From home refinancing. 465 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:09,840 So... 466 00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:14,080 What else did he pay for? 467 00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:17,040 A lot. 468 00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:19,320 My kitchenette? 469 00:34:20,120 --> 00:34:21,120 Yes. 470 00:34:22,199 --> 00:34:23,320 My car? 471 00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:24,400 Yes. 472 00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:25,960 - My therapy? - Yes. 473 00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:27,440 In which I spoke about him? 474 00:34:27,520 --> 00:34:29,400 Yes, son. All. 475 00:34:29,480 --> 00:34:31,480 The clothes, the Christmas presents, 476 00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:33,800 renovating your old room 477 00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:35,880 so you can stay there when you freak out. 478 00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:37,440 And even? 479 00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:39,320 I hope he accepts a refund! 480 00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:41,480 Niall, wait! 481 00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:43,800 Niall! Wait a minute! 482 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:46,440 Niall! 483 00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:50,080 - I don't need him! - So as to! 484 00:34:50,159 --> 00:34:52,639 You bought the watch with his money? 485 00:34:52,719 --> 00:34:54,360 - Yes. - Bye! 486 00:34:54,440 --> 00:34:55,440 Our! 487 00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:56,679 The CD player? 488 00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:57,720 This is ridiculous. 489 00:34:57,800 --> 00:34:59,360 Did he buy this? 490 00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,080 - He bought. - Beauty! 491 00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:05,720 The autographed poster from Harrison Ford? 492 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:07,120 Yes, Niall. 493 00:35:07,800 --> 00:35:08,800 Do you swear? 494 00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:10,560 Did he buy this? 495 00:35:10,640 --> 00:35:11,640 Yes, Niall. 496 00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:15,280 It's OK. All good. 497 00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:21,880 Fuck it! 498 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,080 To! It's out of control! 499 00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:27,560 You don't know what you did! I became his little whore! 500 00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:29,720 My God! You're crazy! 501 00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:31,440 Excellent! If Ruben is anything to go by, 502 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:33,440 Maybe you'll pay me more attention! 503 00:35:39,640 --> 00:35:41,680 I hate him. I fucking hate it! 504 00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:43,400 - He doesn't hate it. - I hate. 505 00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:46,760 I'm his little whore! 506 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:47,920 Hey... 507 00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:51,000 Come here. 508 00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:52,880 You're nobody's bitch. 509 00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:02,880 I wanted him to kill me. 510 00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:08,200 To end my hell. 511 00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:12,320 He doesn't even need to. 512 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:16,280 You are already killing yourself alone. 513 00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:22,840 I lose sleep because of you. 514 00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:28,480 I'm afraid of waking up one day and you have passed the point, 515 00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:30,440 or having caught AIDS, 516 00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:32,960 or like Maura. 517 00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:39,840 You better move back here and calm down. 518 00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:42,040 Meet someone. 519 00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:44,760 It doesn't have to be perfect, just stable. 520 00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:48,400 To calm your life and your soul. 521 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:52,040 Leave this illusion to be a writer. It just hurts you. 522 00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:54,600 I am unable. 523 00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:56,320 It achieves. 524 00:36:57,840 --> 00:37:01,440 One of the worst acts of self-destruction 525 00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:05,280 is to convince yourself that it is worthy of a greater purpose. 526 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:09,240 You were published five years ago 527 00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:11,200 and sold less than 100 copies. 528 00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:15,720 Lives in a studio apartment in a farm neighborhood. 529 00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:20,240 Don't make me send you get a job. 530 00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:26,680 Have the self-love to reach to that conclusion alone. 531 00:39:57,600 --> 00:39:58,840 Stop there! 532 00:39:58,920 --> 00:40:02,080 Come back here! 533 00:40:02,160 --> 00:40:04,520 Hey! I fucking see you! 534 00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:08,280 Come back here, you son of a bitch! 535 00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:12,880 Hey! Come back here! 536 00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:30,000 Hey! Where have you been? 537 00:40:33,920 --> 00:40:35,160 I hear you! 538 00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:05,760 Hey! 539 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:08,080 What are you doing? 540 00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:11,840 Sorry, my ball ended up here. 541 00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:14,840 I'm Ruben, from the end of the street. 542 00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:15,920 Oh yeah! 543 00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:17,840 Hey darling. 544 00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:21,040 Sorry. I didn't recognize you without your shirt on. 545 00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:23,600 Come, you can go out the front. 546 00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:26,040 Get your ball tomorrow. 547 00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:28,600 Don't move. 548 00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:32,320 Doesn't make a peep. 549 00:44:33,480 --> 00:44:34,480 Ruben, please. 550 00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:35,720 I already warned you. 551 00:44:39,720 --> 00:44:40,960 Are you going to kill me, Ruben? 552 00:44:42,360 --> 00:44:45,440 And that? Should not. You have your life ahead of you. 553 00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:47,120 Don't talk about my life. 554 00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:49,640 You screwed her. 555 00:44:49,720 --> 00:44:52,480 This is ridiculous. How long has it been? 556 00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:55,200 Fourteen years, seven months 557 00:44:56,520 --> 00:44:57,920 and 23 days. 558 00:44:58,000 --> 00:44:59,600 Did you keep counting? 559 00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:01,200 You bet I did. 560 00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:06,360 And then? 561 00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:11,120 What do you want here? 562 00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:13,480 Revenge? 563 00:45:13,560 --> 00:45:14,560 Revenge? 564 00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:17,560 Good idea. 565 00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:20,000 It's not right. We have to move away. 566 00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:21,960 Everyone has their own life. 567 00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:23,680 Is that why you went to the house? 568 00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:26,640 Is that why you scared my wife? 569 00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:29,920 In the middle of the night. 570 00:45:30,000 --> 00:45:32,240 I didn't go there. It was just passing by. 571 00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:33,320 Oh, yeah? 572 00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:38,680 Explain that. 573 00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:49,400 Explain, you little mouse. 574 00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:53,480 Or I'll put it up your ass, in the dry. 575 00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:54,560 It's OK. 576 00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:58,720 I didn't know it was your house. 577 00:45:58,800 --> 00:46:00,000 You chose. 578 00:46:00,080 --> 00:46:01,680 - He comes! - For God's sake! 579 00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:04,560 That's what you came back for, right, Bambi? 580 00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:05,840 - Do you want... - Help! 581 00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:08,040 Shut the fuck up! 582 00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:09,960 Shut up, you rat! 583 00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:12,520 You wanted to take something away from me, right? 584 00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:14,360 Come here, you mouse. 585 00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:15,720 That! 586 00:46:15,800 --> 00:46:18,520 That's what you wanted from me, right, Bambi? 587 00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:21,120 There you go! 588 00:46:21,200 --> 00:46:23,480 Want more, shitty mouse? 589 00:46:25,240 --> 00:46:26,400 - Shut up! - Wait! 590 00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:27,720 - Shut up! - I'll tell you! 591 00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:29,800 I'll tell you. I was pissed! 592 00:46:31,480 --> 00:46:34,520 I wanted to take something from you, have a victory. 593 00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:35,840 A victory? 594 00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:37,880 Haven't you had many victories already? 595 00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:40,160 It destroyed my life. Did you want the car? 596 00:46:40,240 --> 00:46:41,280 No, I... 597 00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:44,040 I rotted in prison for years because of you! 598 00:46:45,520 --> 00:46:47,680 Reuben! I'll talk. 599 00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:49,720 No! Ruben, please, I'll speak. 600 00:46:49,800 --> 00:46:51,240 I'll do whatever you want. 601 00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:53,760 I beg for forgiveness. Just don't do that. 602 00:47:07,400 --> 00:47:08,400 Why did you do that? 603 00:47:09,400 --> 00:47:11,320 Ruben, it's been 14 years. 604 00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:13,600 Why did you do that shit? 605 00:47:15,520 --> 00:47:18,200 It was a question of justice tell the truth. 606 00:47:18,280 --> 00:47:19,280 Justice? 607 00:47:20,240 --> 00:47:22,920 It was fair to let a woman with cancer 608 00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:25,680 see your son arrested? 609 00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:27,120 At the time, it seemed so. 610 00:47:27,200 --> 00:47:28,920 It had nothing to do with justice. 611 00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:32,560 You couldn't bear to see me well. 612 00:47:32,640 --> 00:47:33,640 I felt bitter. 613 00:47:33,720 --> 00:47:36,280 I was going to Oxford. Bitterness with what? 614 00:47:36,360 --> 00:47:38,200 My real life and your fake one. 615 00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:40,080 Living in my shadow. 616 00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:42,720 I wanted to take me away scene to shine. 617 00:47:44,360 --> 00:47:45,520 How did it turn out? 618 00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:49,040 It was successful, you fucking scumbag? 619 00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:54,080 Or learned the hard way that, if you try to take my place, 620 00:47:54,160 --> 00:47:55,960 Will you ever fit in it? 621 00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:01,000 You didn't like that, right? 622 00:48:02,880 --> 00:48:05,760 It eats you up inside, right? 623 00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:07,160 Even without me, 624 00:48:07,240 --> 00:48:10,000 having all the chances at your feet, 625 00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:11,440 you just raised dust. 626 00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:12,800 While I, 627 00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:15,880 cornered, limited by a glass ceiling 628 00:48:15,960 --> 00:48:18,600 and with an army in my way, 629 00:48:18,680 --> 00:48:21,000 I ran over you and reached the top. 630 00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:23,800 I don't know what you're talking about. I am doing great. 631 00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:25,760 Your mother tells me otherwise. 632 00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:28,520 She comes to ask for money 633 00:48:29,520 --> 00:48:31,280 for your freshness, 634 00:48:31,360 --> 00:48:34,320 your impressions, your therapy. 635 00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:35,760 Did she tell you that? 636 00:48:35,840 --> 00:48:37,200 She told me everything. 637 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:40,440 I need to hold myself back from laughing 638 00:48:40,520 --> 00:48:42,200 when I give the money. 639 00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:45,080 You should see me saying: "Hopefully, Mrs. Kennedy, 640 00:48:45,160 --> 00:48:47,200 May he be able to get back on his feet." 641 00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:50,440 Just imagine. 642 00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:54,520 I spent 13 years in prison, you went to Oxford, 643 00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:56,720 and I lend money. 644 00:48:58,520 --> 00:49:01,840 And you want to know if I came to take revenge? 645 00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:06,520 Damn, crazy, don't travel! 646 00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:09,440 I'm already avenged. 647 00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:12,240 Is that what you want? 648 00:49:12,320 --> 00:49:14,560 That I admit who is better than me? 649 00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:17,000 Okay. You're better, and I hate it! 650 00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:20,400 I hate seeing the trash floating, over the top. 651 00:49:20,480 --> 00:49:22,880 But I don't feel bitter, I feel pleasure, 652 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:26,640 because when you screw up, and I know it will ruin, 653 00:49:26,720 --> 00:49:29,360 I'll have my popcorn, watching you fall. 654 00:49:34,200 --> 00:49:36,680 He speaks. He admits it was out of bitterness. 655 00:49:36,760 --> 00:49:39,240 Never! I didn't feel any bitterness. 656 00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:41,160 I did the right thing. You can hit me. 657 00:49:41,240 --> 00:49:42,200 I won't say. 658 00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:49,120 It's OK. 659 00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:51,640 I felt bitterness. 660 00:49:51,720 --> 00:49:53,720 It doesn't hit anymore. Shit! 661 00:49:53,800 --> 00:49:55,680 I felt bitter, okay? 662 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:57,000 It was bitterness. 663 00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:05,280 Bitterness for you I got involved in that. 664 00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:09,800 Bitterness for you always repeat shit. 665 00:50:09,880 --> 00:50:13,360 Never learned, never grew, never took responsibility. 666 00:50:13,440 --> 00:50:14,760 Always breaking everything 667 00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:16,680 for others to clean up the mess. 668 00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:18,400 I wasn't going to do that in court 669 00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,000 and risk my freedom. 670 00:50:21,400 --> 00:50:22,800 What life lesson would that be? 671 00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:24,360 Life? 672 00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:26,960 I don't need a lesson. I wrote the manual. 673 00:50:27,040 --> 00:50:30,000 As? He didn't do a damn thing! 674 00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:33,880 Never tried didn't even go after a diploma 675 00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:35,160 or decent job! 676 00:50:35,240 --> 00:50:37,960 Diploma or decent job? 677 00:50:38,040 --> 00:50:39,960 Do you think I need this? 678 00:50:40,040 --> 00:50:41,560 You forgot one thing. 679 00:50:41,640 --> 00:50:43,240 I don't need to look for status. 680 00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:45,080 I was born with it. 681 00:50:45,720 --> 00:50:48,960 Why be a manager or academic? 682 00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:50,320 I'm the king of the world! 683 00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:52,760 King of the world? What a joke! 684 00:50:52,840 --> 00:50:54,600 My only envy 685 00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:56,680 You really have to believe that. 686 00:50:56,760 --> 00:50:59,040 So challenge me! Prove the opposite! 687 00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:00,880 I'm your fucking muse! 688 00:51:02,680 --> 00:51:05,920 I'm the reason for your little life pathetic to make any sense! 689 00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:09,560 I bet it doesn't come out telling people 690 00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:12,760 when you aced the test 691 00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:14,760 or rocked the writing. 692 00:51:14,840 --> 00:51:18,720 No, you count in turn that we threw eggs in that house, 693 00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:20,680 that we punctured those tires, 694 00:51:20,760 --> 00:51:22,680 that we use mushrooms in the lake 695 00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:24,600 and we saw the water turn green. 696 00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:27,680 I am the trail sound of his deeds. 697 00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:31,160 And it hurts you to know that your achievements they don't fill you, 698 00:51:31,240 --> 00:51:32,680 but a smile from me 699 00:51:32,760 --> 00:51:34,720 gives you all the energy you need. 700 00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:37,960 You can even be the painter, 701 00:51:39,560 --> 00:51:40,960 but I am the landscape. 702 00:51:43,560 --> 00:51:44,960 You can criticize my resume, 703 00:51:45,040 --> 00:51:46,680 my 13 years in prison 704 00:51:46,760 --> 00:51:49,680 and whatever else you want to feel better than me. 705 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:53,240 But you know very well that would pass 40 years 706 00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:55,280 in a cell without a window 707 00:51:56,880 --> 00:51:58,800 just to be me for a day. 708 00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:03,600 Look at you. 709 00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:06,240 I spent more than ten years in prison, 710 00:52:07,360 --> 00:52:09,600 and you didn't nothing useful in life. 711 00:52:10,160 --> 00:52:12,880 There was nothing for me take from you when I left. 712 00:52:14,400 --> 00:52:16,040 Just when I forgot you 713 00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:18,800 and straightened out my life, 714 00:52:19,680 --> 00:52:23,320 you appear like a mouse at the door of my house. 715 00:52:25,080 --> 00:52:30,280 How dare you appear like a mouse at my door? 716 00:52:32,520 --> 00:52:35,040 You were the one who made contact first. 717 00:52:35,120 --> 00:52:36,040 As? 718 00:52:36,120 --> 00:52:37,760 He told my mother about Maura. 719 00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:41,680 Don't talk about my mother! 720 00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:42,840 Not even the name! 721 00:52:42,920 --> 00:52:44,240 That's exactly it. 722 00:52:44,320 --> 00:52:46,720 You and Lori in collusion for four years. 723 00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:48,480 I didn't even know about Maura! 724 00:52:55,080 --> 00:52:56,480 What did I just say? 725 00:52:57,280 --> 00:53:00,360 What? I'm saying that I could have helped. 726 00:53:00,440 --> 00:53:03,240 Helped? Are you kidding me? 727 00:53:03,320 --> 00:53:04,640 You left her like this. 728 00:53:04,720 --> 00:53:06,160 Did I leave her like this? 729 00:53:06,240 --> 00:53:08,360 I haven't seen her since the trial. 730 00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:09,960 It all started there. 731 00:53:10,040 --> 00:53:11,920 Lori's separation soon after 732 00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:14,320 because it was difficult accept your action. 733 00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,480 - You caused this! - Was it me? 734 00:53:16,560 --> 00:53:19,280 Or was it creating a damn animal as a child? 735 00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:20,760 Now release the verb. 736 00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:23,800 You're blaming me for your mother trying to kill herself. 737 00:53:23,880 --> 00:53:26,120 Save me from victimism, you worm! 738 00:53:26,200 --> 00:53:28,000 I was in prison at the time. 739 00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:32,000 I couldn't see her or care! 740 00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:33,920 Imagine that! 741 00:53:37,480 --> 00:53:39,320 Don't want to take the blame, 742 00:53:41,040 --> 00:53:42,880 but you wished her harm. 743 00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:44,800 I didn't want to. 744 00:53:46,240 --> 00:53:47,480 She wanted yours. 745 00:53:54,200 --> 00:53:55,560 Do you know what she called you? 746 00:53:57,200 --> 00:53:58,200 King of Rats. 747 00:54:00,160 --> 00:54:01,160 Do you know why? 748 00:54:03,080 --> 00:54:04,360 Has a noble pose, 749 00:54:05,520 --> 00:54:07,000 but it belongs in the sewer. 750 00:54:07,080 --> 00:54:10,280 It's a sewer rat looking in the mirror 751 00:54:10,920 --> 00:54:12,080 and see a king. 752 00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:17,640 - And even? - Yeah. 753 00:54:18,240 --> 00:54:20,120 So fight back, sewer rat. 754 00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:22,160 I know you want it. 755 00:54:25,120 --> 00:54:27,000 Look who's talking, right, Ruben? 756 00:54:29,240 --> 00:54:31,800 If I'm in the sewer, imagine the two of you. 757 00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:34,200 That! That's what I want! 758 00:54:34,280 --> 00:54:35,680 Come on, send more! 759 00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:38,280 The sewer is a dream for you and your mother. 760 00:54:38,360 --> 00:54:39,560 Beautiful! Talk more. 761 00:54:39,640 --> 00:54:42,440 The trial was ideal for her to separate 762 00:54:42,520 --> 00:54:45,080 the past of the present and alleviate the guilt 763 00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:46,600 to create a fucking monster! 764 00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:49,000 "It's a disease," she repeated. 765 00:54:49,080 --> 00:54:50,800 "He's not to blame." 766 00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:53,080 But on Wednesday, Thursday 767 00:54:53,160 --> 00:54:55,840 or the 16th time you step in someone's head, 768 00:54:55,920 --> 00:54:57,080 stops being a disease 769 00:54:57,160 --> 00:55:00,680 and becomes an act of violence perverse thing that brings sick pleasure? 770 00:55:00,760 --> 00:55:03,280 You never showed remorse 771 00:55:03,360 --> 00:55:04,800 for what he did to Alby. 772 00:55:04,880 --> 00:55:07,680 It looks like his face remains deformed. 773 00:55:07,760 --> 00:55:09,240 This cruelty of yours 774 00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:11,840 Born from his mother's heart, and I hate her. 775 00:55:12,520 --> 00:55:14,440 I hate everything about her. 776 00:55:14,520 --> 00:55:16,520 She didn't punish you for almost killing, 777 00:55:16,600 --> 00:55:19,000 but it took on my case for nonsense, 778 00:55:19,080 --> 00:55:20,360 manipulating my mother 779 00:55:20,440 --> 00:55:22,960 and sucking me, because I'm her 2nd chance, 780 00:55:23,040 --> 00:55:25,680 since she did shit with the 1st child! 781 00:55:26,560 --> 00:55:29,880 Of course she would be completely blinded by you. 782 00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:33,320 Hit her enough for her to forget, right? 783 00:55:37,560 --> 00:55:42,280 The worst of all this is that you are right. 784 00:55:43,000 --> 00:55:46,840 I would spend 40 years in prison to be you for a day. 785 00:55:47,600 --> 00:55:48,600 Or an hour. 786 00:55:49,520 --> 00:55:51,480 To feel what it's like to be you, 787 00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:53,600 look like you, 788 00:55:54,880 --> 00:55:56,160 fuck like you, 789 00:55:56,240 --> 00:55:57,600 talk like you... 790 00:55:57,680 --> 00:56:00,560 They can even lock and throw away the key. 791 00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:04,160 I'm happy to lie in bed and feel what it's like to be 792 00:56:04,240 --> 00:56:06,000 the center of the universe, 793 00:56:06,080 --> 00:56:08,640 instead of a sucker standing in line outside. 794 00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:13,160 I hate everything about you 795 00:56:13,240 --> 00:56:14,560 and its huge shadow 796 00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:17,000 what it looks like follow me in every direction. 797 00:56:18,240 --> 00:56:19,480 But that doesn't stop me 798 00:56:21,240 --> 00:56:23,600 of wanting every bit of it. 799 00:56:26,440 --> 00:56:27,880 Yes, I feel bitter. 800 00:56:28,760 --> 00:56:29,920 Of being alone, 801 00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:33,320 of not having money... 802 00:56:33,400 --> 00:56:36,120 Bitterness because, no matter how hard I try, 803 00:56:36,200 --> 00:56:38,600 for more let me strive and fight, 804 00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,400 I can't find the missing piece for me to be happy. 805 00:56:43,040 --> 00:56:46,160 I feel bitter because you left apologizing, 806 00:56:46,240 --> 00:56:48,440 but he didn't even think about looking for me. 807 00:56:51,360 --> 00:56:54,080 And bitterness for being blackmailed by an asshole 808 00:56:55,640 --> 00:56:58,480 and not being able to pay, because I'm poor, 809 00:56:58,560 --> 00:57:00,480 nor threaten, because I am weak. 810 00:57:02,080 --> 00:57:05,040 And bitterness for having had the world in his hands, 811 00:57:05,120 --> 00:57:07,400 scholarship, Oxford, everything, 812 00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:10,120 and have wasted thinking of you! 813 00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:11,360 What's this talk? 814 00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:13,880 I couldn't breathe or do anything 815 00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:16,080 because all I was thinking about was the trial. 816 00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:19,080 I couldn't forget you screaming 817 00:57:19,160 --> 00:57:20,240 that was going to break me. 818 00:57:20,320 --> 00:57:22,400 I've seen you blow people away! 819 00:57:22,480 --> 00:57:24,040 I know what it's like! 820 00:57:26,920 --> 00:57:29,040 Since then, I live in fear of you. 821 00:57:29,920 --> 00:57:31,920 Imagining what you would do to me, 822 00:57:32,000 --> 00:57:33,680 like sending someone out of prison 823 00:57:33,760 --> 00:57:35,240 catch me when I leave. 824 00:57:36,400 --> 00:57:39,360 One night I woke up swearing that you bugged my apartment 825 00:57:39,440 --> 00:57:42,520 to monitor me, and I started sleeping in the garden. 826 00:57:42,600 --> 00:57:44,880 I ripped out wires phone on the street. 827 00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:51,880 I swallowed about 30 caps with a pen, all intact, 828 00:57:51,960 --> 00:57:54,040 because I was chewing writing, 829 00:57:54,120 --> 00:57:55,800 and throwing it away was not safe. 830 00:57:55,880 --> 00:57:58,840 You could use my DNA to frame me for murder. 831 00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:00,400 I ended up in a mental hospital. 832 00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:02,360 I had to operate on my intestine. 833 00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:06,480 And why? 834 00:58:06,560 --> 00:58:09,000 Because I told the truth! 835 00:58:11,200 --> 00:58:14,520 And then you appear out of nowhere 836 00:58:14,600 --> 00:58:18,440 with a six-figure salary, a house, a girl and a car. 837 00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:22,880 How dare you appear out of nowhere with a six-figure salary, 838 00:58:22,960 --> 00:58:25,280 a house, a girl and a car? 839 00:58:27,480 --> 00:58:29,800 So rest easy knowing that, 840 00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:33,080 when you imagine the worst revenge for me, 841 00:58:34,760 --> 00:58:38,280 nothing comes close to the damage that I've already caused in myself. 842 00:58:38,960 --> 00:58:41,080 So go, Ruben, kill me! 843 00:58:41,880 --> 00:58:43,000 Not give a damn about. 844 00:58:46,160 --> 00:58:47,360 I'm already dead. 845 00:59:13,200 --> 00:59:14,520 I didn't know anything about that. 846 00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:18,880 Well... 847 00:59:20,400 --> 00:59:21,920 Your mother didn't tell me 848 00:59:23,400 --> 00:59:24,840 the hospital part. 849 00:59:31,760 --> 00:59:34,800 It's good to know that she still respects me a little. 850 00:59:43,800 --> 00:59:45,560 You are different. 851 00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:49,880 The way of speaking. 852 00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:55,120 I read a lot, Niall. 853 00:59:55,200 --> 00:59:57,280 He even surpassed me in intelligence? 854 01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:11,440 Are they blackmailing you? 855 01:00:14,040 --> 01:00:15,080 Something like that. 856 01:00:16,720 --> 01:00:17,960 Do you know the name? 857 01:00:18,720 --> 01:00:19,840 Not like that. 858 01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:23,280 What do you need? 859 01:00:26,800 --> 01:00:27,800 Money. 860 01:00:29,080 --> 01:00:30,080 I have money. 861 01:00:35,120 --> 01:00:36,480 What do you want in return? 862 01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:40,680 That you're sorry 863 01:00:42,080 --> 01:00:43,080 for what he did. 864 01:00:51,120 --> 01:00:52,120 Just that? 865 01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:55,080 It's a lot, Niall. 866 01:00:56,480 --> 01:00:57,560 For fuck's sake. 867 01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:08,200 I'm sorry. 868 01:01:32,800 --> 01:01:34,040 I'm sorry too. 869 01:02:08,200 --> 01:02:11,440 I missed you, you know? I miss you a lot. 870 01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:14,800 Now, a real toast. 871 01:02:15,480 --> 01:02:17,440 Come on, Alby, get up. 872 01:02:18,480 --> 01:02:19,480 Go. 873 01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:33,080 To the happy couple... 874 01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:44,520 On this special day. 875 01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:54,880 Starting a beautiful journey together. 876 01:03:02,000 --> 01:03:03,520 Hand in hand. 877 01:03:09,760 --> 01:03:10,800 United hearts. 878 01:03:16,480 --> 01:03:17,920 Forever and ever. 879 01:03:25,600 --> 01:03:26,600 Amen. 880 01:03:59,440 --> 01:04:01,440 Subtitles: Karina Curi