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My mother called it the greatest

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and most terrifying moment in her life.

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He said Karev.

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Standing at the head
of the surgical table,

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knowing that the patient's life
depends on you and you alone.

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He said Karev! — yes!

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Are you sure? — yeah.

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Yo u're "s ure" su re?

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It's what we all dream about.

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Because the first person
that gets to fly solo in the or?

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Kind of a badass.

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Stevens! He said Stevens!
— which is it, moron?

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- Stevens or Karev?
- — This is stupid.

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Trust imbeciles to tell you
who's getting solo surgery?

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Is this hard for you,
being banned from the solo surgery?

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It must be really hard for you.
— a mean streak. I like it.

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He may change his mind.
He's been known to change.

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Don't do that. Go ahead
and will yourselves to be voted in.

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Use the secret. — grey!

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The chief said grey.

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What?! This is bogus.
— you just figuring that out?

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Steve is not a lip reader.
None of the interns are lip readers.

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You have to wait for the attendings
to vote, just like we did when I won.

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You won your solo surgery?
— I'm gonna pretend you didn't

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feel the need to ask me that, Yang.
Of course I won. I was good.

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I didn't cut lvad wires or put
my hand in bomb—y body cavities

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or have my interns operating
on themselves. I was special.

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I was young, gifted and black,
and everybody knew it.

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The attendings knew it,
the chief knew it.

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I didn't have to act
like I could read lips.

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Just go about my work calmly,

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waiting for my name to get called.

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It's done!

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- Whatever, Helen Keller.
- — No, I'm serious.

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The chief sent me.
They made their choice.

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Who is it?

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It's you.

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I am happy to announce that the first
solo surgery will take place tonight.

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A below—the—knee amputation,
bone cancer...

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Poor bastard. — no appy?

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Saw action, sweet.
— choosing who gets first solo surgery

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isn't just about
who has the best surgical skills

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or who's logged
the most hours in the or.

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It's about the highest form of trust.

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The trust to put a patient's life
into one of our resident's hands.

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And for the first time
that I can recall,

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every single attending
picked the same person:

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Dr Yang.

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However, dr Yang is out of the running.
She is going to pick the winner instead.

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Dr Yang will post her decision
on the or board at 4.00pm.

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Also, since your interns
are still banned from the or,

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the winner will pick a fellow resident
to scrub in with them. Good luck.

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This is torture for me.

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I'm not even done.

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Sir? — dr Dixon is back.

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You'll be spending the day with her.
You will impress her.

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You will make sure
this hospital impresses her.

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By end of the day, I want that woman
to be my next head of cardio.

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If she's not, I'll know who to blame.
Good luck.

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We held a retractor
for 12 hours together.

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You said I had small hands.
Good for surgery. Remember?

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No. Go away.

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I operated on a heart in an elevator.
— over a year ago. O'Malley's 007.

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Think how poor your decision would look
if you gave it to him.

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Yourturn.

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I don't know why you
are even bothering.

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We know who she's gonna pick.
— she's not gonna pick me

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because I'm her best friend.
She'll pick me because I'm the best.

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Stop! Are you guys kidding me?

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Just... go and do surgical things.

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Are you coming?
We gotta go do clinic. Flu season fun.

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Yeah.

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I... will catch up with you.

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Me, too. — shut up.

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Not you.

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My head. Shut up!

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When I win, you can scrub in for me.

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Alex, she's not...
Not gonna pick you.

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I'll scrub in for you, too, if you win,
which you won't. 'Cause I will.

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Enough! — I... I gotta go.

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Cristina still hasn't talked to me.
Which is normal. Except it's worse.

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Two weeks suspension
and she hasn't said one mean thing.

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Karev called me a moron.
Which is good.

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Residents don't look at me.
— least they could do is hate us.

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I'm gonna get some sex.

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Sex always makes me feel better.
— don't look at me.

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Me, neither.
— that makes three of us.

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I get it.

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I organised a crazy cabal
of secret cutter interns.

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The thing is,
I've been advised to seek out sex

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as a way out of my sad predicament,
but I'd rather just learn today, so...

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What do you say? You, me...

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Why are you talking about sex?
Inappropriate. I'm your teacher.

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I have things to teach.
Double board—certified things.

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That's... that's what I was
talking about. For you to teach me.

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Medicine. The sex...
That was a joke.

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Dr Sloan, I heard you're performing
a hypopharynx reconstruction today.

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I'm gonna make a woman speak.
— let's hope.

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I read up on the surgery...
— you read up on my surgery?

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Since it's your first time performing
what is a cutting—edge surgery,

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I was hoping you might need
an extra set of hands.

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Fine. You can join dr grey and me.
— dr grey who is banned from the or?

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She's on cappuccino duty.

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Which I'm still waiting for.
— right away. Thank you.

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Dr Virginia Dixon. It says she
arrived over half an hour ago!

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Where is she? — nervous?

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What are you doing here? This is
cardio wing. Only cardio gods allowed.

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I know. I'm looking around, getting
to know other parts of the hospital.

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What else is there? The or, the er
and the place with the food.

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Somebody's got a lot to learn.

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Kathleen Patterson. Laryngectomy
five years ago resulted in loss

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of her ability to speak.
Undergone surgical attempts

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to restore her voice in the past.
None have been successful.

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This time, though, this time
we have a good feeling about this.

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Right, honey?

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As discussed, I'll get blood supply
from your arm, cartilage from...

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From your...

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Kathleen?

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Honey?

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Honey.

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You can talk to me.

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I'll get skin and blood from her arm,
cartilage from her nose

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to construct a speaking tube
which will become her new voicebox.

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You should be aware there's a chance
the procedure might not work.

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He's clear on that.
— I'm just reminding him

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not to get his hopes up.

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Any other questions I can answer?

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Kathleen? Honey?

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Tell me everything
to know about Karev.

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- Why? — I'm his intern.

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He seems cool enough at your house.

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Whatever he's got going with the girl
who masturbates all the time...

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I don't like to judge.

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Still, officially, I'm his intern,
so what's his deal?

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Sadie, I can't be yourfriend in here.
I'm a resident, you're an intern.

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You have to figure out how not
to piss off Alex Karev yourself.

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Ok. I get it. — good.

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And ugly! It wasn't my fault!

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I had to tell those guys
where to meet us!

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I said I'd do it that way
you could drive! I'm telling!

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I'll kill you!
— you need to calm down.

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- Tell her!
- — Shut up!

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What happened?
— sisters, 16 and 15, crashed dad's car.

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All we know since they won't
stop screaming. We need your names.

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Don't tell her. Don't say a word.
— her name is Holly Anderson.

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She was driving. And texting.
While driving!

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Is there an officer?
I want to press charges.

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- You suck—up! Suck—up assface!
- — We need your number

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so we can call your parents.
— here. I speed—dialled my dad.

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You are such a bitch!
— no, you are!

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Make it stop. — shut up!

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You are dead when mom and dad show
up. The doctors will save you again.

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- I hate you!
- — I hate you more!

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- I hate you both.
- — ...All the time!

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- So easy, ok?
- — Come on!

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I know you still see me as 007,
but that was day one.

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I've grown a lot since then,
and learned a lot.

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Anyone can have brains,
or anyone can have talent,

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but the key is to grow.

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So, sure, I had a rough start and I
had to re—do some of my intern year,

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but I came out the other side,

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smarter, better.

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The important point is I never gave up.

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Because I'm a fighter.

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Thank you.

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I have to check your x—rays,
I think your leg is broken.

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You'll be off it for a while.
— no. No!

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I can't miss my future leaders
of america conference! Holly!

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Emma, I'm gonna be grounded
till graduation.

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I was going to DC! I've been
waiting for this for a year!

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Mom and dad spent two grand,
they've now wasted two grand!

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You stupid baby!
— I'm separating you two.

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Listen, I've been here. Lots.

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Your dad won't be pissed.
He'll be happy you're safe.

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He'll kill me.
He'll take away everything.

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How long have her eyes been like that?

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Her eyes? — page Shepherd.

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She might have a basilar skull fracture.
Get her up to ct now!

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I didn't see... — do scut.

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00:11:01,411 --> 00:11:04,247
I'll call you when she needs
another pep talk.

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Where's she going?
— just to run a few tests.

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00:11:06,916 --> 00:11:09,502
Good, get her out of here.
Take her away!

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00:11:09,586 --> 00:11:11,546
I hope you die!

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00:11:21,931 --> 00:11:24,809
Oh, crap.
— somebody's in big trouble.

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00:11:24,893 --> 00:11:28,396
Did you forget to open it or staff it?
— both.

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I'm sorry, everybody.
I'll be right back with the keys.

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00:11:32,066 --> 00:11:34,444
Might want to get nurses
while you're at it.

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This happen a lot? If it does,
you're giving my clinic a bad name.

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You're mocking me now?
Sweet, very sweet.

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00:11:47,582 --> 00:11:51,044
Dr Dixon, there you are.
I'm dr Yang.

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00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:56,132
We... I've been assigned to work with
you today. I was in the cardio lab.

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Sorry it took me so long.
— there's a blank spot on this board.

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There's a surgery but no surgeon.
I would like to do a surgery,

194
00:12:03,306 --> 00:12:08,728
but that's an amputation and I haven't
done an amputation since residency.

195
00:12:11,773 --> 00:12:14,442
Well...

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00:12:14,525 --> 00:12:18,279
That's... really hard to...
That...

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00:12:18,363 --> 00:12:20,949
Is your stuttering pathological
and persistent

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00:12:21,032 --> 00:12:23,534
or is it occasional and stress—related?

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00:12:23,618 --> 00:12:27,538
I don't stutter.
— I had pathological stuttering

200
00:12:27,622 --> 00:12:32,460
as a child, but it can be treated
with rigorous speech therapy.

201
00:12:32,543 --> 00:12:34,254
Yes, ma'am. Thank you.

202
00:12:36,756 --> 00:12:38,841
Why is this slot on the board blank?

203
00:12:38,925 --> 00:12:43,096
I need to select one of my fellow
residents for that slot.

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00:12:43,179 --> 00:12:45,223
It's the first solo surgery of my class.

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00:12:45,306 --> 00:12:48,351
The chief asked you to choose
from your peers?

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00:12:48,434 --> 00:12:49,435
Yes, ma'am.

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00:12:58,528 --> 00:13:01,823
Mr Patterson, I have some forms
for your wife to fill out.

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00:13:01,906 --> 00:13:05,702
Is now a good time?
— she's a blogger.

209
00:13:05,785 --> 00:13:08,579
About cancer and voicelessness.

210
00:13:08,663 --> 00:13:11,791
She's famous in certain
Internet circles.

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00:13:11,874 --> 00:13:14,544
It seems like you two have
a great system going here.

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00:13:14,627 --> 00:13:19,299
You've learned to communicate.
— you mean the post—its?

213
00:13:19,382 --> 00:13:22,635
You think that's a pretty great system?

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00:13:24,762 --> 00:13:28,641
Convenient?
— yes. No. Hello. I love you.

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00:13:30,393 --> 00:13:34,230
You read the words long enough,
they begin to lose their meaning.

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00:13:36,816 --> 00:13:40,695
Mid—shaft transverse tibia fracture?
Hi. Sorry to barge in.

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00:13:40,778 --> 00:13:44,115
I was just walking by,
and I saw broken bones.

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00:13:44,198 --> 00:13:46,242
I love broken bones.

219
00:13:46,326 --> 00:13:49,329
Less than five degrees
of angulation, right?

220
00:13:49,412 --> 00:13:51,164
Yeah, it...

221
00:13:51,247 --> 00:13:55,918
We can treat it with closed
reduction and casting.

222
00:13:56,002 --> 00:13:59,797
Flexion/extension views
of the cervical spine?

223
00:14:04,510 --> 00:14:06,304
I should go see my patient.

224
00:14:12,894 --> 00:14:16,189
She's got a hemopericardium.
Let cardio know.

225
00:14:16,272 --> 00:14:19,525
Hey. I've got a future leader outside,
she needs a ct.

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00:14:19,609 --> 00:14:22,945
Hey.
— I'm not mad for not voting for me.

227
00:14:23,029 --> 00:14:26,282
It would look like playing favourites.
— you deserve it. Cristina knows,

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00:14:26,366 --> 00:14:29,619
even if you two are fighting.
— you and Yang are fighting?

229
00:14:29,702 --> 00:14:31,704
We're not fighting.
Fought. Past tense.

230
00:14:31,788 --> 00:14:33,790
How bad is it? Real bad?

231
00:14:34,999 --> 00:14:36,292
She's crashing.

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00:14:36,959 --> 00:14:41,297
Code blue, fourth floor.
Code blue, fourth floor.

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00:14:42,757 --> 00:14:45,510
Brain matter in her blood.
Let or know we're coming.

234
00:14:45,593 --> 00:14:49,263
What happened to her? Holly? Holly!

235
00:14:51,766 --> 00:14:53,226
Holly!

236
00:14:53,309 --> 00:14:57,730
What did you do to my sister?
Holly! Holly! What did you do to her?

237
00:15:05,863 --> 00:15:09,617
Hey. So you know I deserve this.

238
00:15:10,827 --> 00:15:13,413
You know I'm the most qualified.

239
00:15:13,496 --> 00:15:16,165
But I don't want it to be
a big awkward thing.

240
00:15:16,249 --> 00:15:20,545
I don't. So, just,
you do what you have to do.

241
00:15:25,591 --> 00:15:26,801
I'll see you later.

242
00:15:31,347 --> 00:15:34,642
Almost done here, Emma.
— Holly will be all right, right?

243
00:15:34,725 --> 00:15:37,770
She's gonna be ok?
— she got into surgery quick.

244
00:15:37,854 --> 00:15:39,772
That's good.
— are my parents here?

245
00:15:39,856 --> 00:15:43,109
They're coming. Your dad...
— Holly's gonna be all right?

246
00:15:43,192 --> 00:15:47,029
She's not in, like...
She won't die?

247
00:15:47,113 --> 00:15:50,283
Emma, you didn't mean it.
— I said, "I hope you die."

248
00:15:50,366 --> 00:15:53,786
That can't be the last thing
she heard me say. It can't.

249
00:15:53,870 --> 00:15:56,622
Just don't let her die. Please.

250
00:15:59,917 --> 00:16:02,962
All right, I'll go to the or
and get an update for you. Ok?

251
00:16:09,135 --> 00:16:11,137
Be objective, dr Yang.

252
00:16:11,220 --> 00:16:15,558
Consider accomplishments, achievements,
look for the stand—outs.

253
00:16:15,641 --> 00:16:18,686
Let's see what kind of stand—out
Karev proves himself to be

254
00:16:18,769 --> 00:16:22,148
when I ask him to sew the graft.
— really?

255
00:16:22,231 --> 00:16:26,652
Absolutely. Dr Yang, watch Karev
to see if his skills are up to par

256
00:16:26,736 --> 00:16:29,489
for the solo.
— a system! Devise a system.

257
00:16:29,572 --> 00:16:31,782
Rank everyone accordingly.
That's all.

258
00:16:31,866 --> 00:16:34,035
Thank you.

259
00:16:37,413 --> 00:16:39,165
Out of the way. — what happened?

260
00:16:39,248 --> 00:16:40,666
Her brain's changing colour.

261
00:16:40,750 --> 00:16:42,269
She's haemorrhaging.
100 of mannitol.

262
00:16:42,293 --> 00:16:44,754
What did I do? What did I do?

263
00:16:47,089 --> 00:16:49,550
Ok, ok. So the new intern,
Meredith's friend?

264
00:16:49,634 --> 00:16:52,011
Psycho with no appendix?
— yeah. We talked.

265
00:16:52,094 --> 00:16:55,306
She came to talk to me.
But it was more than that, you know?

266
00:16:55,389 --> 00:16:58,726
A guy looks at you a certain way,
eyes wander when he talks to you.

267
00:16:58,809 --> 00:17:01,521
Bam, you know. This girl thing,
it's confusing.

268
00:17:01,604 --> 00:17:03,272
Was there touching? — no.

269
00:17:03,356 --> 00:17:05,274
Was there playing with the hair?
— no.

270
00:17:05,358 --> 00:17:08,528
Was there licking of the lips?
— oh, my god.

271
00:17:08,611 --> 00:17:12,490
I made it up because I'm lonely
and depressed and desperate

272
00:17:12,573 --> 00:17:14,534
for attention from the hot new intern.

273
00:17:14,617 --> 00:17:16,827
Crazy new intern. — crazy hot.

274
00:17:16,911 --> 00:17:20,206
No. The hot ones are the ones
that cause trouble,

275
00:17:20,289 --> 00:17:23,417
ones that distract you from
realising your true potential.

276
00:17:23,501 --> 00:17:27,004
You need to focus on the medicine.
Take that pent up sexual energy

277
00:17:27,129 --> 00:17:29,757
you waste thinking
about hot, naked interns

278
00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:33,678
and put it back into your genius,
your godliness.

279
00:17:34,929 --> 00:17:37,557
Build someone an organ. That's hot.

280
00:17:37,640 --> 00:17:39,517
She smiled.
Did I mention she smiled?

281
00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:40,893
No hot interns!

282
00:17:43,312 --> 00:17:47,567
Then we'll insert the newly constructed
tube in between her trachea

283
00:17:47,650 --> 00:17:50,861
and oesophagus just... like...

284
00:17:50,945 --> 00:17:52,029
That.

285
00:17:52,113 --> 00:17:55,032
So this valve flips open
when she has air...

286
00:17:55,116 --> 00:17:58,578
You're in my space! Back up!
Just back the hell up!

287
00:17:58,661 --> 00:18:01,539
Dr Bailey, will you please
find dr grey something to do

288
00:18:01,622 --> 00:18:03,916
other than interfere? — dr grey?

289
00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:07,086
Finish prepping
mrs Patterson for surgery.

290
00:18:11,424 --> 00:18:13,801
She was in my space.

291
00:18:16,220 --> 00:18:18,389
George, can you cover
for me for a while?

292
00:18:18,472 --> 00:18:21,892
We're swamped.
— there's something I need to do.

293
00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:25,021
It's pressing.
— she doesn't want to miss hot sex.

294
00:18:25,104 --> 00:18:27,440
- Izzie! — it's the clinic.

295
00:18:27,523 --> 00:18:29,358
You can handle the clinic.

296
00:18:30,318 --> 00:18:34,030
You're lucky she even showed up.
She hasn't been here all week.

297
00:18:36,282 --> 00:18:38,284
- Dr Shepherd...
- — It wasn't you.

298
00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:42,246
She had a carotid dissection.
Nothing we could have done.

299
00:18:42,330 --> 00:18:44,415
So we can't...
— she had a massive cva.

300
00:18:44,498 --> 00:18:47,418
Blood to her brain was cutoff
and cannot be restored.

301
00:18:47,501 --> 00:18:51,130
So even though dr Shepherd
was able to fix the hole

302
00:18:51,213 --> 00:18:54,216
in her brain that allowed
tissue to leak through her nose,

303
00:18:54,300 --> 00:18:59,263
the subsequent carotid dissection has
caused loss of her cerebral function.

304
00:18:59,347 --> 00:19:02,141
You do understand that?
— she's brain dead. I get it.

305
00:19:07,688 --> 00:19:10,399
She's only 16.

306
00:19:14,695 --> 00:19:18,658
That's good news. She'll be an
excellent candidate for organ donation.

307
00:19:18,741 --> 00:19:22,328
Excellent candidate.
Excellent organs. Young.

308
00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:39,011
You were robbed.
You got screwed by politics.

309
00:19:39,095 --> 00:19:42,098
The chief, he needed a scapegoat.
It's so unfair.

310
00:19:43,849 --> 00:19:47,770
I'm sorry. I can't do this.
I can kiss ass when I have to.

311
00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:49,772
But not yours.

312
00:19:49,855 --> 00:19:53,192
Below—knee amputation:
Incision at mid shaft of the tibia.

313
00:19:53,275 --> 00:19:55,945
Elevate the periosteum
and cut the tibia with saw.

314
00:19:56,028 --> 00:19:58,364
Ligate bundles
and release tourniquet.

315
00:19:58,447 --> 00:20:01,784
I've done four:
One on a cadaver, three on Stan.

316
00:20:05,287 --> 00:20:09,041
Know who you're gonna pick?
— I'm ranking them.

317
00:20:09,125 --> 00:20:12,712
According to a system. Surgical skills,
hours in the or,

318
00:20:12,795 --> 00:20:15,297
published papers,
academic accomplishments.

319
00:20:15,381 --> 00:20:18,634
You know them, their capabilities.
Go with your gut.

320
00:20:18,718 --> 00:20:22,638
My gut? I'm not putting a patient's life
in the hands of a novice surgeon

321
00:20:22,722 --> 00:20:25,683
based on my gut.
— well, it worked for me.

322
00:20:25,766 --> 00:20:26,934
Your gut?

323
00:20:28,477 --> 00:20:30,563
It's what told me to choose you.

324
00:20:35,317 --> 00:20:37,820
Hey. — hey.

325
00:20:38,988 --> 00:20:41,365
Beautiful. — what?

326
00:20:41,449 --> 00:20:46,871
Your necklace.
— oh, right. Um...

327
00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:52,209
I have to go. — see ya.

328
00:20:57,006 --> 00:20:59,842
I hope you didn't page me
to help pass out cough drops.

329
00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:01,927
Ain't gonna happen.
— where's Izzie?

330
00:21:02,011 --> 00:21:05,055
I thought she was here.
— she's avoiding me.

331
00:21:05,139 --> 00:21:07,933
What do you want me to do?
— you are together now?

332
00:21:08,017 --> 00:21:11,312
Talk to her. Find out why
she couldn't care about her clinic.

333
00:21:11,395 --> 00:21:14,106
You're pissed 'cause
you can't handle the flu.

334
00:21:14,190 --> 00:21:17,401
Something's wrong, Alex.
You need to talk to her.

335
00:21:17,485 --> 00:21:21,405
She won't talk to me.
— don't talk to me about Izzie again.

336
00:21:25,951 --> 00:21:28,120
It's just George.

337
00:21:28,204 --> 00:21:31,123
Your friends, they're out
there fighting for a chance

338
00:21:31,207 --> 00:21:34,543
to chop of that guy's leg.
What is that, anyway?

339
00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:38,005
It's how we learn. By doing.

340
00:21:38,088 --> 00:21:40,925
I lost my shot at the solo surgery
as soon as the chief

341
00:21:41,008 --> 00:21:43,093
made it Cristina's decision.

342
00:21:45,054 --> 00:21:47,556
Anyway, there'll always be surgeries.

343
00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:50,684
There won't always be fiances
who come back from the dead.

344
00:21:50,768 --> 00:21:52,561
Good point.

345
00:21:57,942 --> 00:22:00,820
Aren't you going
to deepithelialise here

346
00:22:00,903 --> 00:22:03,531
to connect it to the trachea?

347
00:22:03,614 --> 00:22:06,659
You're a very eager student, dr Bailey.

348
00:22:06,742 --> 00:22:09,954
Very thorough.
— any way I can be of service.

349
00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:21,423
I'm not sorry. — what?

350
00:22:21,507 --> 00:22:25,094
For what we did. It was extreme.
Maybe even stupid.

351
00:22:25,177 --> 00:22:27,721
But this programme,
you should be down in that or,

352
00:22:27,805 --> 00:22:31,058
not up here in the nosebleeds.
I shouldn't be spending my day

353
00:22:31,141 --> 00:22:34,019
transcribing Karev's
illegible handwriting.

354
00:22:34,103 --> 00:22:38,858
How is that teaching? They call me crazy
Sadie and god knows what other names,

355
00:22:38,941 --> 00:22:41,819
but that doesn't change
that this programme is broken.

356
00:22:41,902 --> 00:22:45,614
The only time they bother with us is
if they think they can get us in bed.

357
00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:49,285
That's not true. Dr Sloan
took the time to teach me,

358
00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:51,871
and that wasn't about sex.
— he likes you.

359
00:22:51,954 --> 00:22:53,873
Who? Dr Sloan?

360
00:22:53,956 --> 00:22:56,792
Don't tell me you haven't
noticed his eyes on your ass.

361
00:22:56,876 --> 00:23:01,130
You are delusional.
— Is he cutting into her throat?

362
00:23:02,256 --> 00:23:04,049
Bloody hell.

363
00:23:08,971 --> 00:23:11,390
So I suppose
you'll use a strip test

364
00:23:11,473 --> 00:23:13,976
to confirm flow across the anastomosis?

365
00:23:14,059 --> 00:23:16,270
It can damage the endothelium.

366
00:23:16,896 --> 00:23:19,315
But don't you need to...
— dr Bailey,

367
00:23:19,398 --> 00:23:22,818
would you rather do Patterson's surgery?
Icanleave.

368
00:23:22,902 --> 00:23:27,489
Dr Sloan, I wasn't...
Questioning your surgical skills.

369
00:23:27,573 --> 00:23:32,536
I was just trying to learn.
Something exciting. Something new.

370
00:23:32,620 --> 00:23:37,750
Residents are fighting tooth and nail
for a chance to cut off a leg.

371
00:23:37,833 --> 00:23:41,378
What you've done here, you made
something where there was nothing.

372
00:23:41,462 --> 00:23:44,590
And... it's thrilling.

373
00:23:46,175 --> 00:23:48,302
I was just trying to learn.

374
00:23:50,179 --> 00:23:52,806
Thank you, dr Bailey.

375
00:23:53,974 --> 00:23:58,354
Would you take the flap veins
and join them to the internal jugular?

376
00:24:09,365 --> 00:24:12,785
She looks like she's sleeping.
Can I touch her?

377
00:24:12,868 --> 00:24:15,371
Yes, of course.

378
00:24:20,376 --> 00:24:21,627
Can she hear me?

379
00:24:23,671 --> 00:24:27,591
She can come out of it, right?
The coma?

380
00:24:27,675 --> 00:24:30,135
People can do that?
— no, she can't.

381
00:24:30,219 --> 00:24:34,306
I'm very sorry for your loss. But tests
confirm that, although your sister's

382
00:24:34,390 --> 00:24:36,934
bodily functions are fine,
her brain is dead.

383
00:24:37,017 --> 00:24:40,145
She has no thoughts,
no emotions, no senses.

384
00:24:40,229 --> 00:24:45,150
I'm dr Dixon. I will be harvesting
your sister's organs

385
00:24:45,234 --> 00:24:48,779
if your parents agree.
— please, she's our baby.

386
00:24:48,862 --> 00:24:51,115
We need time.
— I'm sorry for your loss.

387
00:24:51,198 --> 00:24:55,077
But her organs are young and vital.
They could save many lives.

388
00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:57,496
Wake up, Holly.

389
00:24:57,579 --> 00:25:00,332
Wake up, come on, wake up.

390
00:25:00,416 --> 00:25:04,169
I'm very sorry for your loss,
but your sister can't wake up.

391
00:25:04,253 --> 00:25:07,172
Her basic functions are gone.
Her brain is dead.

392
00:25:07,256 --> 00:25:11,677
Her body is alive but, unfortunately,
unfortunately, she is dead.

393
00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:14,471
Get out! You cannot have her.

394
00:25:14,555 --> 00:25:17,975
And you cannot take her.
— dr Dixon, I think,

395
00:25:18,100 --> 00:25:20,227
I think they understand.

396
00:25:21,562 --> 00:25:23,230
I think you should go now.

397
00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:29,653
I have offended you,
but we are running out of time.

398
00:25:29,737 --> 00:25:31,113
Get out!

399
00:25:33,282 --> 00:25:35,451
Holly, wake up!

400
00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:38,537
Wake up, Holly!

401
00:25:38,620 --> 00:25:40,456
Holly, wake up!

402
00:25:40,539 --> 00:25:42,332
Holly, wake up, please!

403
00:25:59,641 --> 00:26:04,229
Have you ever had mind—blowing sex? The
kind of sex that makes you want to die?

404
00:26:04,313 --> 00:26:07,983
Just fall on the floor
and give up and die?

405
00:26:08,067 --> 00:26:11,320
'Cause this sex I'm having,
it's that good.

406
00:26:11,403 --> 00:26:15,616
It's the best sex I've ever had.
It's the best sex anybody's ever had.

407
00:26:15,699 --> 00:26:20,079
I don't know why anybody who's had
this sex would do anything but have sex.

408
00:26:20,162 --> 00:26:21,538
Izzie...

409
00:26:21,622 --> 00:26:25,584
You're gonna give the solo surgery
to mer, which is typical and boring

410
00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:29,254
and slightly corrupt, but at
least I'm having really, really,

411
00:26:29,338 --> 00:26:32,216
really good sex.

412
00:26:35,511 --> 00:26:37,513
Just thought you should know.

413
00:26:41,934 --> 00:26:45,854
I know you're nervous.
It may feel strange at first,

414
00:26:45,938 --> 00:26:48,941
but just give it a shot.
— you haven't forgotten.

415
00:26:49,024 --> 00:26:51,026
You can do it.

416
00:26:55,781 --> 00:26:59,118
No! No! No more!

417
00:26:59,201 --> 00:27:01,745
No more typing! No more post—its!

418
00:27:03,539 --> 00:27:05,874
Talk to me. Talk to me, damn it!

419
00:27:05,958 --> 00:27:08,210
Talk to me!

420
00:27:11,046 --> 00:27:14,174
Maybe we should give her a little time.

421
00:27:18,011 --> 00:27:22,266
Maybe you should go, too.
Just go for a walk or a drive.

422
00:27:22,349 --> 00:27:26,854
Just give her some space.
— I've given her five years of space.

423
00:27:34,736 --> 00:27:37,322
It was my fault. — excuse me?

424
00:27:37,406 --> 00:27:41,660
What happened, the appy, it was
my fault. I knew what I was doing.

425
00:27:41,743 --> 00:27:44,830
So if you want to punish someone,
punish me, not dr Yang.

426
00:27:44,913 --> 00:27:48,458
You know who your father is
and he's why you're still here.

427
00:27:48,542 --> 00:27:52,212
So if I were you, I'd stop worrying
about whose fault the appy was

428
00:27:52,296 --> 00:27:55,340
and start figuring out what
I was gonna do to make up for it.

429
00:27:55,424 --> 00:27:58,594
Yes, sir. Thank you, sir.

430
00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:08,854
There are people dying right now.
There are people dying.

431
00:28:08,937 --> 00:28:12,107
It's inappropriate.
— I'm sorry, it's almost 4.00.

432
00:28:12,191 --> 00:28:16,111
I have to make this decision.
— I'm not talking about your system.

433
00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:19,740
I approve of your system.
I was talking about the brain dead girl.

434
00:28:19,823 --> 00:28:22,326
Can't hear her sister,
can't feel her hands.

435
00:28:22,409 --> 00:28:25,954
There are patients dying and those
organs would keep them alive.

436
00:28:26,038 --> 00:28:29,499
Leave feelings out of it.
Leave them out of the science.

437
00:28:29,583 --> 00:28:33,837
Leave them out of the decision—making
because people are dying as we speak.

438
00:29:07,746 --> 00:29:11,375
Is she kidding?
— congratulations.

439
00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:12,793
Whatever.

440
00:29:18,590 --> 00:29:22,427
Interesting choice, Yang.
— he made the best case.

441
00:29:38,485 --> 00:29:41,029
I2, I won.

442
00:29:41,989 --> 00:29:44,283
Hey. What time is it?

443
00:29:44,366 --> 00:29:47,119
Yang, she picked me
for the solo surgery!

444
00:29:47,202 --> 00:29:50,205
She did? That's amazing.

445
00:29:51,164 --> 00:29:52,291
I love you.

446
00:29:53,417 --> 00:29:55,794
What? — I love you.

447
00:29:55,877 --> 00:29:58,130
I friggin' love you.

448
00:29:58,213 --> 00:30:01,675
I just got the solo surgery and
the first thing I did is look for you.

449
00:30:01,758 --> 00:30:05,387
And you weren't there.
You're never there anymore.

450
00:30:05,470 --> 00:30:09,141
I've been thinking about it and
it might be 'cause you love me, too.

451
00:30:09,224 --> 00:30:13,145
And you're scared of that.
'Cause I screwed it up last time.

452
00:30:13,228 --> 00:30:15,480
And 'cause Denny died and...
— Alex.

453
00:30:15,564 --> 00:30:19,651
Just listen.
You had that heart patient

454
00:30:19,735 --> 00:30:23,739
and it reminded you of how bad you
felt lying on that bathroom floor.

455
00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:26,783
I get that.
I get that you're scared.

456
00:30:26,867 --> 00:30:29,661
But you're not gonna have
to feel like that again.

457
00:30:29,745 --> 00:30:33,540
'Cause I'm not gonna die, iz.
And I'm not gonna cheat on you.

458
00:30:33,623 --> 00:30:36,960
I'm not gonna go anywhere.

459
00:30:37,044 --> 00:30:39,963
'Cause...

460
00:30:40,088 --> 00:30:42,382
I think you're my best shot at...

461
00:30:44,176 --> 00:30:47,512
I think with you, you make me better.

462
00:30:48,347 --> 00:30:52,351
You make me wanna be better.
You make me wanna be good.

463
00:30:52,434 --> 00:30:56,480
And I think I can.
With you, I think I can.

464
00:30:56,563 --> 00:30:59,066
I'm not going anywhere.
You can stop hiding.

465
00:30:59,149 --> 00:31:02,986
And if you want to be scared,
that's ok. Just be scared with me.

466
00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:06,865
Be scared while you scrub in with me
for my first solo surgery.

467
00:31:06,948 --> 00:31:10,869
Ok? — you love me.

468
00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:12,496
Shut up.

469
00:31:18,460 --> 00:31:20,045
Solo surgery.

470
00:31:23,298 --> 00:31:25,592
I'm really starting
to not like that guy.

471
00:31:31,139 --> 00:31:35,060
I never should have said it.
I didn't mean it.

472
00:31:35,143 --> 00:31:37,312
I never should have said it.

473
00:31:40,315 --> 00:31:42,859
Tell her the last thing
you'd want her to hear.

474
00:31:42,943 --> 00:31:45,237
You have to believe
if it were you in this bed

475
00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:48,657
and Holly was with you,
feeling bad, you would forgive her.

476
00:31:56,164 --> 00:31:57,833
I'm sorry.

477
00:32:00,377 --> 00:32:02,671
I'm so sorry.

478
00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:09,511
I love you.

479
00:32:11,721 --> 00:32:14,182
She loved you, too.

480
00:32:14,266 --> 00:32:16,017
No matter what you said.

481
00:32:16,101 --> 00:32:19,271
No matter what happened
between the two of you,

482
00:32:19,354 --> 00:32:20,605
she loved you.

483
00:32:21,982 --> 00:32:23,900
She loves you.

484
00:32:23,984 --> 00:32:25,861
She loves you.

485
00:32:54,639 --> 00:32:57,476
So you were right.

486
00:32:57,559 --> 00:33:01,480
Cristina and I are fighting.
— go, talk to her.

487
00:33:03,023 --> 00:33:06,902
She's your best friend.
It's important.

488
00:33:08,737 --> 00:33:10,447
Derek?

489
00:33:12,699 --> 00:33:16,286
They don't tell you when you become
a doctor it's gonna be like this.

490
00:33:18,121 --> 00:33:20,874
They don't tell you that you...

491
00:33:20,957 --> 00:33:23,585
Lose more patients than you save.

492
00:33:24,586 --> 00:33:26,505
Sixteen.

493
00:33:28,256 --> 00:33:29,883
I'm sick of the death.

494
00:33:32,802 --> 00:33:34,763
I'm sorry.

495
00:33:36,181 --> 00:33:37,974
I'll see you at home. — ok.

496
00:33:51,738 --> 00:33:55,200
It's ok. Nobody else is here.
It's just me.

497
00:33:55,283 --> 00:33:57,536
And I'm just an intern. I'm nobody.

498
00:33:57,619 --> 00:34:00,622
So you can try,
and if it doesn't work, it's ok.

499
00:34:00,705 --> 00:34:03,625
Just... just try.

500
00:35:08,148 --> 00:35:11,026
Dr Dixon, how's your day been?

501
00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,612
Feel like you may have
a home at Seattle grace?

502
00:35:13,695 --> 00:35:17,115
Dr Yang, you tortured her,
making her choose among her peers.

503
00:35:17,198 --> 00:35:21,786
Some kind of emotional torture.
Was that your intention?

504
00:35:27,792 --> 00:35:31,046
Have your board make me a better offer.

505
00:35:45,060 --> 00:35:48,229
We're fighting, and I don't want to be.

506
00:35:48,313 --> 00:35:50,231
Let's just put this past us.

507
00:35:50,315 --> 00:35:53,485
What happened with the chief
and interns, it doesn't matter.

508
00:35:53,568 --> 00:35:56,237
That's why you didn't choose me,
why you made it personal.

509
00:35:56,321 --> 00:35:58,448
So let's just move on.

510
00:35:58,531 --> 00:36:00,575
You made it personal.

511
00:36:00,659 --> 00:36:05,664
This, here, is you making it personal.
You told me to do what I had to do.

512
00:36:05,747 --> 00:36:10,210
So I chose Alex. He's the most prepared.
That's why I didn't choose you.

513
00:36:10,293 --> 00:36:12,128
Not because we're fighting.

514
00:36:12,212 --> 00:36:17,967
Because, unlike you, I can separate
my personal life from my job.

515
00:36:18,051 --> 00:36:19,594
You made it personal.

516
00:36:33,608 --> 00:36:37,779
None of you said anything.
Those were all our interns.

517
00:36:38,738 --> 00:36:40,365
But I won this.

518
00:36:40,448 --> 00:36:42,534
They picked me.

519
00:36:42,617 --> 00:36:46,371
If I don't deserve this solo surgery,
then none of us do.

520
00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:59,718
I don't know if I'm more jealous of Alex
or worried about Izzie.

521
00:37:02,387 --> 00:37:04,889
I think something's wrong with her, mer.

522
00:37:04,973 --> 00:37:07,892
Something's wrong with all of us,
George.

523
00:37:18,027 --> 00:37:19,654
Not here.

524
00:37:21,990 --> 00:37:23,074
Here.

525
00:37:30,665 --> 00:37:33,918
Hi. You paged?
— I need you to scrub in with me.

526
00:37:34,002 --> 00:37:37,005
Where's Izzie?
— I'm freaking out.

527
00:37:37,088 --> 00:37:39,591
I'm freaking out!
I told her I love her.

528
00:37:39,674 --> 00:37:44,679
I told her I love her before
the solo surgery. I can't believe that.

529
00:37:44,763 --> 00:37:46,931
She's not gonna show,
I'm freaking out.

530
00:37:47,015 --> 00:37:51,644
Stop freaking out. If you screw this up
and kill this guy, I'm gonna be pissed.

531
00:37:51,728 --> 00:37:56,274
Then I'll know I should have won it.
You have to kick ass in there, Alex.

532
00:37:56,357 --> 00:37:58,109
You have no choice.

533
00:37:59,527 --> 00:38:01,988
Big night, Karev. You ready?

534
00:38:05,700 --> 00:38:07,243
You ready?

535
00:38:08,411 --> 00:38:10,163
He's ready.

536
00:38:19,714 --> 00:38:22,759
Where are we going?
— don't worry. You'll like it.

537
00:38:23,218 --> 00:38:24,719
Come on.

538
00:38:31,810 --> 00:38:32,894
Wait.

539
00:38:38,107 --> 00:38:39,150
It's ok.

540
00:38:42,529 --> 00:38:44,447
It's good. Right, right?

541
00:38:47,283 --> 00:38:50,912
It's the vent. It clears your head.
You feel better, right?

542
00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:54,791
Yes, yeah!

543
00:38:54,874 --> 00:38:59,420
It's out of time, out of space.
Anything can happen on the vent.

544
00:38:59,504 --> 00:39:01,172
Anything.

545
00:39:01,256 --> 00:39:03,091
Like what?

546
00:39:05,385 --> 00:39:06,803
Just wait.

547
00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:32,370
You made her speak.
Mrs Patterson. She said "hi".

548
00:39:32,453 --> 00:39:34,455
She spoke. You made her speak.

549
00:39:40,295 --> 00:39:42,338
I respect you.

550
00:39:42,422 --> 00:39:47,051
As a man, as a surgeon,
as a teacher, I respect you.

551
00:39:47,135 --> 00:39:50,597
So... teach me.

552
00:39:52,557 --> 00:39:54,142
What are you doing?

553
00:39:54,225 --> 00:39:57,312
Don't do that. Stop. — teach me.

554
00:40:00,148 --> 00:40:02,567
Stop. — teach me.

555
00:40:02,650 --> 00:40:06,404
We can't do this. You're little grey.
And I promised.

556
00:40:06,487 --> 00:40:10,033
And I'm your teacher.
— so teach me.

557
00:40:10,116 --> 00:40:11,534
Lexie.

558
00:40:12,535 --> 00:40:14,245
Teach me.

559
00:40:16,998 --> 00:40:18,333
Teach me.

560
00:40:23,338 --> 00:40:27,050
Come on, am I really so bad?

561
00:40:41,981 --> 00:40:45,276
We enter the world alone,
and we leave it alone.

562
00:40:46,986 --> 00:40:49,280
And everything that happens in between?

563
00:40:49,364 --> 00:40:52,575
We owe it to ourselves
to find a little company.

564
00:40:52,659 --> 00:40:54,994
Fifty says he calls the chief
in ten minutes.

565
00:40:55,078 --> 00:40:58,247
A hundred he chokes
before they turn on the saw.

566
00:40:58,331 --> 00:41:01,459
That's one of us down there.
Show some respect.

567
00:41:01,542 --> 00:41:05,463
We need help. We need support.

568
00:41:10,343 --> 00:41:12,762
Othen/vise, we 're in it by ourselves.

569
00:41:15,223 --> 00:41:16,849
Strangers.

570
00:41:20,603 --> 00:41:22,730
Cut off from each other.

571
00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:24,607
And we forget...

572
00:41:27,443 --> 00:41:30,238
Just how connected we all are.

573
00:41:42,083 --> 00:41:44,460
So instead, we choose love.

574
00:41:45,753 --> 00:41:47,463
We choose life.

575
00:41:48,214 --> 00:41:51,759
And, for a moment, we feel

576
00:41:51,843 --> 00:41:54,762
just a little bit less alone.