1 00:00:05,460 --> 00:00:06,760 There's a riot at the prison. 2 00:00:08,020 --> 00:00:09,260 Call hospital security. 3 00:00:09,600 --> 00:00:10,800 Sound the send everyone they've got. 4 00:00:12,240 --> 00:00:16,200 MRI results came back on the guy with the stab wound to the leg. The angle of 5 00:00:16,200 --> 00:00:19,920 this puncture, I think it's hesitation, Mark. You think he stabbed himself. 6 00:00:20,220 --> 00:00:21,220 Where is DuPere now? 7 00:00:21,920 --> 00:00:23,340 Wyatt DuPere escaped. 8 00:00:23,600 --> 00:00:25,360 He took the officers and gone. 9 00:00:26,540 --> 00:00:28,400 What's going on? Hospital's on lockdown. 10 00:00:28,720 --> 00:00:29,720 Nobody in or out. 11 00:00:30,480 --> 00:00:33,180 Dr. Asher, everything okay? My water just broke. 12 00:00:37,800 --> 00:00:39,020 Okay, that's good. Long push. 13 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:41,860 Steady. Steady. Good. You're doing so great. 14 00:00:42,920 --> 00:00:43,920 Dr. Asher? 15 00:00:44,160 --> 00:00:45,740 Okay, Olivia, I need you to stop pushing. 16 00:00:46,040 --> 00:00:47,160 What? Why are we stopping? 17 00:00:47,400 --> 00:00:50,420 The umbilical cord is prolapsed. It's below the baby's head, which means the 18 00:00:50,420 --> 00:00:52,320 cord is compressed and it's cutting off oxygen. 19 00:00:52,620 --> 00:00:54,080 Oh, my God. Wait, he's not getting oxygen? 20 00:00:55,960 --> 00:01:00,400 Okay, if I elevate the baby's head off of the cord, we can maintain oxygen 21 00:01:00,580 --> 00:01:03,000 but he needs to come out now. I have to do a C -section. 22 00:01:03,320 --> 00:01:06,130 Here? You'll be fine. It's not my first rodeo, okay? 23 00:01:06,370 --> 00:01:08,510 It's your first rodeo while in labor. For yourself. 24 00:01:08,790 --> 00:01:10,830 Jacob, you're going to take my place. Wait, what? 25 00:01:11,330 --> 00:01:14,690 Your hand is going to go exactly where mine is. You'll keep upward pressure on 26 00:01:14,690 --> 00:01:16,610 the baby's head, and you will not let it drop. 27 00:01:16,850 --> 00:01:20,290 Female anatomy is not his comfort zone. It's really not. The baby needs to come 28 00:01:20,290 --> 00:01:23,830 out now, and I need my hands free to operate. I am also about to have another 29 00:01:23,830 --> 00:01:26,170 contraction, and I can't risk my hand flipping. 30 00:01:27,130 --> 00:01:29,370 Okay. I can do this. Okay. 31 00:01:37,290 --> 00:01:38,950 Dr. Escher, are you okay? 32 00:01:39,210 --> 00:01:40,210 I'm fine. 33 00:01:41,350 --> 00:01:42,350 Early labor. 34 00:01:42,570 --> 00:01:43,650 Long time to go. 35 00:01:45,750 --> 00:01:46,750 I've got this. 36 00:01:47,210 --> 00:01:48,210 I promise you. 37 00:01:53,490 --> 00:01:54,950 This is fun. 38 00:02:04,560 --> 00:02:08,020 You have nothing to say in response to my confession of love? 39 00:02:09,039 --> 00:02:10,160 What do you want from me? 40 00:02:10,660 --> 00:02:14,300 Oh, no. Oh, God, nothing. I'm so sorry to bother you. 41 00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:16,440 Okay. 42 00:02:17,540 --> 00:02:18,540 Then I'll tell you. 43 00:02:19,760 --> 00:02:23,580 You want to do whatever you want to do, whenever you want to do it, without any 44 00:02:23,580 --> 00:02:27,140 thought or concern for another person. You want to get angry when it suits you, 45 00:02:27,180 --> 00:02:28,900 then make light of anything when it suits you. 46 00:02:29,700 --> 00:02:32,660 You're not even honest with yourself, much less another person. 47 00:02:32,960 --> 00:02:34,880 I love you, too, would have sufficed. 48 00:02:36,100 --> 00:02:38,440 You're infuriating. And what about it? 49 00:02:39,760 --> 00:02:43,240 You just said you can't pretend you're not sick anymore, but you will. 50 00:02:44,060 --> 00:02:45,060 And I won't. 51 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:47,140 I won't pretend with you, not anymore. 52 00:02:47,480 --> 00:02:51,040 I don't respond well to other people predicting my behavior. You don't 53 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:52,340 well to anything you can't control. 54 00:02:52,940 --> 00:02:54,200 CPD, identify yourself. 55 00:02:55,400 --> 00:02:57,260 Dr. Mitch Griffin and Dr. Taylor Bennett. 56 00:02:57,560 --> 00:02:58,560 IDs? 57 00:03:05,860 --> 00:03:09,800 You're free to resume duties, but stay on this floor until the code silver's 58 00:03:09,800 --> 00:03:10,478 been lifted. 59 00:03:10,480 --> 00:03:11,480 Yeah. 60 00:03:20,040 --> 00:03:24,740 Dr. Ravari. Trust me, the way he responded removed any doubt that I had. 61 00:03:25,240 --> 00:03:26,420 Can you prove it? 62 00:03:26,940 --> 00:03:30,900 There's a formal diagnosis floating around somewhere. But those records are 63 00:03:30,900 --> 00:03:36,580 sealed. Is there any other way to prove it? Well, ironically, you know, an fMRI 64 00:03:36,580 --> 00:03:42,480 might be able to show some statistical differences in people with antisocial 65 00:03:42,480 --> 00:03:43,480 personality disorder. 66 00:03:43,580 --> 00:03:44,620 But, I mean... 67 00:03:45,630 --> 00:03:50,690 Why do you ask? Unless this lockdown continues into the evening, the board is 68 00:03:50,690 --> 00:03:55,690 going to meet tonight to decide whether you keep your job or they replace you 69 00:03:55,690 --> 00:04:00,950 with Dr. Rabar. Are you suggesting that I use Theo's sociopathy against him to 70 00:04:00,950 --> 00:04:02,130 disqualify him from the position? 71 00:04:02,370 --> 00:04:06,130 It's the only card we have to play, Daniel. I don't think I'm comfortable 72 00:04:06,130 --> 00:04:11,010 that. You had a stroke, and he did not hesitate to exploit that. 73 00:04:11,270 --> 00:04:16,600 Right. It's because there's a tiny issue of myself having fought my entire 74 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:22,400 career against precisely those kind of stigmas that plague precisely those kind 75 00:04:22,400 --> 00:04:26,840 of diagnoses. I'm not going to do it, Sharon. Even if it's to save my job, it 76 00:04:26,840 --> 00:04:30,300 would just be profoundly hypocritical of me. This is war. 77 00:04:30,640 --> 00:04:33,920 If we do nothing, you lose your job. 78 00:04:34,300 --> 00:04:37,940 Gaffney can't afford that, and honestly, neither can I. 79 00:04:43,180 --> 00:04:45,800 Hey, do you know if they cleared labor and delivery? 80 00:04:46,080 --> 00:04:49,120 Not yet. They're sweeping the ICU now and working their way up. 81 00:04:50,560 --> 00:04:54,720 Hannah's transporting a patient up to L andD and she's not answering my texts. 82 00:04:55,320 --> 00:04:56,320 When's the due date? 83 00:04:56,700 --> 00:04:57,800 Two weeks from tomorrow. 84 00:04:58,940 --> 00:05:00,780 It'd be hard to concentrate on anything else. 85 00:05:02,560 --> 00:05:03,560 It is. 86 00:05:27,370 --> 00:05:28,690 You don't want to do this. 87 00:05:29,370 --> 00:05:30,490 It's too late for that. 88 00:05:37,750 --> 00:05:38,750 What do you want? 89 00:05:40,110 --> 00:05:41,410 You're going to help me finish something. 90 00:05:44,370 --> 00:05:50,610 And if you play your cards right, I might let you meet that new baby of 91 00:06:03,600 --> 00:06:05,040 How's that epidural working, Olivia? 92 00:06:05,280 --> 00:06:06,280 I think it's magical. 93 00:06:06,300 --> 00:06:10,140 Okay, Jacob, do not take your hand off the baby's head until you feel mine, 94 00:06:10,300 --> 00:06:11,380 okay? Got it. 95 00:06:11,680 --> 00:06:12,680 Uterine incision. 96 00:06:16,740 --> 00:06:20,380 Okay, stay with me, Olivia. Trust me, you have my full attention. 97 00:06:20,760 --> 00:06:24,180 I can feel your hand. Okay, you can let go now. I've got the baby's head. 98 00:06:25,120 --> 00:06:26,120 Okay. 99 00:06:26,460 --> 00:06:27,460 Here he comes. 100 00:06:31,560 --> 00:06:32,560 Okay. 101 00:06:32,970 --> 00:06:33,970 There we go. 102 00:06:36,570 --> 00:06:37,790 Jacob, is he okay? 103 00:06:38,250 --> 00:06:39,250 He's perfect. 104 00:06:42,530 --> 00:06:43,530 Miranda, 105 00:06:43,830 --> 00:06:47,310 I need a word with you about the board meeting. 106 00:06:47,650 --> 00:06:53,650 Okay. I'd like to postpone it. Why? So Dr. Rabari can submit to the same 107 00:06:53,650 --> 00:06:55,030 of physical tests that Dr. 108 00:06:55,290 --> 00:06:58,290 Charles did, including the fMRI scan. 109 00:06:59,020 --> 00:07:01,320 On what grounds, Sharon? Well, it's the same as Dr. 110 00:07:01,540 --> 00:07:05,380 Charles, to ensure that he's fit for the stresses of the position. Dr. 111 00:07:05,600 --> 00:07:09,000 Robari didn't nearly die of a stroke. It's about fairness and transparency, 112 00:07:09,320 --> 00:07:10,320 Miranda. 113 00:07:10,420 --> 00:07:13,380 Putting both candidates on equal footing. 114 00:07:13,780 --> 00:07:15,340 No. I'm sorry. 115 00:07:16,100 --> 00:07:17,100 No more delays. 116 00:07:17,260 --> 00:07:20,660 We're going to make a decision today. We're moving on. You've been pulling the 117 00:07:20,660 --> 00:07:23,560 strings with Dr. Robari all along, haven't you? 118 00:07:23,840 --> 00:07:24,840 Excuse me? 119 00:07:25,120 --> 00:07:28,840 I asked Dr. Ibarri to fill in temporarily until Dr. 120 00:07:29,080 --> 00:07:34,380 Charles was well enough to return, but I think you put the idea in his head to 121 00:07:34,380 --> 00:07:37,920 make it permanent by appealing to his ambition. 122 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:40,600 Be careful. 123 00:07:41,060 --> 00:07:44,720 Sharon, you are making some baseless accusations here. Yes. 124 00:07:45,600 --> 00:07:46,980 I'll see you at the meeting. 125 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:00,760 How are you feeling? 126 00:08:01,140 --> 00:08:03,580 Like I just got run over by a Mack truck. 127 00:08:04,360 --> 00:08:06,300 Ryan, meet your son. 128 00:08:11,580 --> 00:08:12,580 Harrison. 129 00:08:13,060 --> 00:08:14,260 Harrison Reed Taylor. 130 00:08:16,300 --> 00:08:17,860 Their baby boy. 131 00:08:19,500 --> 00:08:20,500 Perfect. 132 00:08:23,440 --> 00:08:24,480 Little Harry. 133 00:08:25,220 --> 00:08:27,120 How far apart are your contractions? 134 00:08:28,330 --> 00:08:29,410 I have just seven minutes. 135 00:08:29,730 --> 00:08:31,590 How the hell are you still standing? I'm fine. 136 00:08:32,210 --> 00:08:36,150 Emily, can you get a wheelchair for Dr. Asher and tell him to prep another labor 137 00:08:36,150 --> 00:08:37,370 room, please? Thank you. 138 00:08:38,270 --> 00:08:39,429 You ready to have a chat? 139 00:08:40,289 --> 00:08:43,450 Well, years of experience have taught me that I don't have a choice in the 140 00:08:43,450 --> 00:08:44,810 matter. Very true. 141 00:08:46,030 --> 00:08:47,030 Let's do it. 142 00:08:50,250 --> 00:08:51,270 We gave him Ativan. 143 00:08:51,490 --> 00:08:54,050 The lockdown had him really wound up. Can you print us the search paperwork? 144 00:08:54,210 --> 00:08:55,189 Yeah. 145 00:08:55,190 --> 00:08:56,430 I've got good news, Mr. Walker. 146 00:08:59,239 --> 00:09:01,860 Hey, your test results came back all clear. You can go home. 147 00:09:05,300 --> 00:09:06,300 Stop! 148 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:09,000 Hey! 149 00:09:09,180 --> 00:09:10,180 Hey! 150 00:09:13,280 --> 00:09:15,520 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Are you okay? 151 00:09:15,760 --> 00:09:17,500 What the hell just happened? Do I need to call security? 152 00:09:17,800 --> 00:09:19,720 I thought you were a new parent. I thought she was trying to kill me. 153 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:27,240 Do you want to know what happened? 154 00:09:27,610 --> 00:09:28,610 No, I didn't call him. 155 00:09:28,830 --> 00:09:30,370 He's got enough to worry about with his dad. 156 00:09:30,570 --> 00:09:31,570 Yeah, careful. 157 00:09:31,990 --> 00:09:35,870 Men get whiny when you don't lean on them. They are so emotional. 158 00:09:37,190 --> 00:09:38,550 You have any trouble swallowing? 159 00:09:39,350 --> 00:09:40,350 No, just sore. 160 00:09:40,410 --> 00:09:44,930 Okay, no trouble breathing, spots in your vision, ringing in your ears? Nope, 161 00:09:44,970 --> 00:09:45,869 I'm good. 162 00:09:45,870 --> 00:09:46,870 Okay. 163 00:09:47,130 --> 00:09:48,930 Rumor has it that you cold cocked him? 164 00:09:49,550 --> 00:09:50,550 That's true. 165 00:09:50,630 --> 00:09:51,750 I hope it hurt. 166 00:09:52,890 --> 00:09:53,629 Everything's normal. 167 00:09:53,630 --> 00:09:54,770 You're good to go. Thanks. 168 00:09:56,590 --> 00:10:01,110 So Jason thought that you wanted to pair? 169 00:10:01,350 --> 00:10:02,730 Yeah, and that I was going to kill him. 170 00:10:03,010 --> 00:10:05,770 Huh. Why would Wyatt target Jason specifically? 171 00:10:06,630 --> 00:10:10,410 Revenge, I guess. The riot started because Jason attacked Maxwell. 172 00:10:11,030 --> 00:10:14,830 Jason said that Maxwell had a shiv, but a lot of inmates are saying that it was 173 00:10:14,830 --> 00:10:16,550 unprovoked. You believe him? 174 00:10:17,950 --> 00:10:19,050 I don't think he's lying. 175 00:10:23,150 --> 00:10:24,230 Pupil six millimeters. 176 00:10:25,240 --> 00:10:26,240 Fixed and dilated. 177 00:10:27,780 --> 00:10:29,020 He's brain dead? 178 00:10:29,800 --> 00:10:33,920 Well, cerebral edema doesn't typically improve in the direction of miracles, 179 00:10:33,920 --> 00:10:35,140 stranger things have happened. 180 00:10:35,820 --> 00:10:39,360 Do another clinical exam followed by an apnea test in about an hour. Let me know 181 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:40,360 the results. 182 00:10:40,820 --> 00:10:43,840 Isaac was scheduled to move to a minimum security prison next week. 183 00:10:45,020 --> 00:10:46,420 Talk about bad timing. 184 00:10:47,380 --> 00:10:50,300 My experience in life is all about timing, Dr. Ripley. 185 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:53,360 The scary part is how little control we have over it. 186 00:11:00,110 --> 00:11:01,110 Must be Hannah. 187 00:11:01,550 --> 00:11:02,550 Big day. 188 00:11:08,550 --> 00:11:12,130 Oh, Dr. Charles, a patient is asking me to drop by the psych unit. They said 189 00:11:12,130 --> 00:11:12,969 it's not urgent. 190 00:11:12,970 --> 00:11:13,970 You get a name? 191 00:11:14,130 --> 00:11:15,870 Uh, Scott Baird. 192 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:18,010 Inpatient or out? 193 00:11:18,030 --> 00:11:19,030 In. 194 00:11:19,190 --> 00:11:24,690 Huh. Don't know who that is, but I'll see if I can find time to stop by. 195 00:11:26,070 --> 00:11:27,690 So hard to see him like this. 196 00:11:29,040 --> 00:11:35,520 Last night the doctor did a bedside ultrasound and his pleural effusions are 197 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:36,520 getting larger. 198 00:11:41,880 --> 00:11:42,880 Mom. 199 00:11:44,720 --> 00:11:45,720 I'm fine. 200 00:11:46,620 --> 00:11:47,620 You're not. 201 00:11:50,400 --> 00:11:52,140 She's slipping away so fast. 202 00:12:00,490 --> 00:12:03,710 Let me take over for the day. Just go home, get some rest. All right, now. 203 00:12:05,470 --> 00:12:06,470 James? 204 00:12:08,390 --> 00:12:09,389 What's happening? 205 00:12:09,390 --> 00:12:10,990 We need help in here! 206 00:12:11,650 --> 00:12:12,650 Help! 207 00:12:12,910 --> 00:12:13,910 Okay, hey, all right. 208 00:12:15,510 --> 00:12:18,310 I need an 18 -gauge needle and a syringe. Do you understand me? 209 00:12:18,590 --> 00:12:19,529 Excuse me? 210 00:12:19,530 --> 00:12:20,530 Move. 211 00:12:31,580 --> 00:12:32,580 What do you think you're doing? 212 00:12:33,160 --> 00:12:34,160 Okay, 213 00:12:36,880 --> 00:12:37,879 Dad. 214 00:12:37,880 --> 00:12:39,820 It's all right. I got you. I got you, okay? 215 00:12:41,640 --> 00:12:42,640 Okay? 216 00:12:43,540 --> 00:12:44,540 It's all right. 217 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:46,100 Breathe, Dad. Breathe. 218 00:13:04,509 --> 00:13:07,590 Jason, how you doing? I'm Dr. Charles. You got a minute? 219 00:13:07,870 --> 00:13:08,870 Yeah, yeah. 220 00:13:09,610 --> 00:13:13,250 Is Dr. Howard okay? I swear, I didn't mean to hurt her. 221 00:13:14,350 --> 00:13:15,950 A little shaken up, but she's fine. 222 00:13:16,350 --> 00:13:17,350 Oh, good. 223 00:13:17,550 --> 00:13:22,190 Yeah, I think I was just like a little wound up from the whole crazy riot 224 00:13:22,190 --> 00:13:23,950 situation. Oh, come on. 225 00:13:24,190 --> 00:13:30,150 I'd just be walking around with, I don't know, a pretty elevated baseline level 226 00:13:30,150 --> 00:13:31,950 of, you know, fear. 227 00:13:32,510 --> 00:13:36,890 I mean, I wouldn't say that, but just maybe don't sneak up on a prison guard. 228 00:13:38,030 --> 00:13:39,030 Right. 229 00:13:39,630 --> 00:13:40,630 Right. 230 00:13:42,050 --> 00:13:48,970 So, are you familiar with the term effective realism? You ever heard 231 00:13:48,970 --> 00:13:49,970 that? No. 232 00:13:51,090 --> 00:13:56,430 Fancy term. But it's the idea that our emotions can shape our perception of 233 00:13:56,430 --> 00:13:57,430 reality, right? 234 00:13:57,710 --> 00:14:00,470 More specifically, that we can come to... 235 00:14:01,340 --> 00:14:05,700 Learn to interpret the world through the lens of our experience and our feelings 236 00:14:05,700 --> 00:14:12,360 as opposed to objective reality, right? I mean, in your case, the possibility 237 00:14:12,360 --> 00:14:17,980 that maybe these threats that you experience are just not actually always 238 00:14:18,540 --> 00:14:21,160 I really believed Maxwell had a shiv. 239 00:14:22,140 --> 00:14:23,140 I know you did. 240 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:25,280 There wasn't, there wasn't. 241 00:14:29,100 --> 00:14:30,780 And all these people that got hurt. 242 00:14:31,290 --> 00:14:32,470 And the riot does for me. 243 00:14:34,190 --> 00:14:38,650 And if Maxwell dies, how do I live with myself? 244 00:14:40,190 --> 00:14:44,010 Dr. Hunter just told me Maxwell's going to make a full recovery. 245 00:14:45,270 --> 00:14:46,270 Really? Yep. 246 00:14:48,390 --> 00:14:51,250 But now I want you to look at me, okay? Because I'm going to tell you three 247 00:14:51,250 --> 00:14:52,250 really important facts. 248 00:14:53,130 --> 00:14:54,130 One, 249 00:14:54,330 --> 00:14:55,510 you're not a bad person. 250 00:14:56,010 --> 00:14:59,670 Two, there is a tremendous amount of help out there. 251 00:15:01,360 --> 00:15:03,040 Three. You don't seek it out. 252 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:05,940 It's going to keep on happening, buddy. 253 00:15:07,820 --> 00:15:10,340 I just don't want to hurt anyone else. I know you don't. 254 00:15:14,140 --> 00:15:15,140 Okay, what's my BP? 255 00:15:15,720 --> 00:15:16,720 130 over 84. 256 00:15:17,020 --> 00:15:17,919 It's elevated. 257 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:19,440 Barely. You're coming down from a contraction. 258 00:15:19,780 --> 00:15:21,600 Maybe we should place an A -line? There's no need. 259 00:15:21,820 --> 00:15:24,800 But that way we can monitor it beat by beat. Hey, hot tip, don't try to be the 260 00:15:24,800 --> 00:15:26,760 doctor and the patient at the same time. Okay, Vera. 261 00:15:28,360 --> 00:15:29,360 My mom died. 262 00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:30,800 Giving birth to me. 263 00:15:32,560 --> 00:15:33,780 I didn't know that. 264 00:15:34,760 --> 00:15:35,760 I'm sorry. 265 00:15:36,480 --> 00:15:40,540 Erotic stenosis, there's a family history, so... Have you ever had an echo 266 00:15:40,540 --> 00:15:41,540 showed stenosis? 267 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:44,440 No. And your cardiac workups since pregnancy? 268 00:15:44,700 --> 00:15:49,860 All normal, but... But 269 00:15:49,860 --> 00:15:53,800 fear doesn't care about normal test results. 270 00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:55,840 I get it. 271 00:15:58,620 --> 00:15:59,620 Thanks. 272 00:16:03,199 --> 00:16:05,520 Hannah, I'm not going to let anything bad happen to you. 273 00:16:06,480 --> 00:16:07,480 Okay? 274 00:16:07,880 --> 00:16:09,640 I'm too amazing to fail. 275 00:16:10,800 --> 00:16:14,680 I'm going to make sure this is the most boring, uneventful, snooze -best 276 00:16:14,680 --> 00:16:15,840 delivery you've ever seen. 277 00:16:16,060 --> 00:16:17,060 Okay? 278 00:16:17,260 --> 00:16:18,580 But I'm going to need you to trust me. 279 00:16:19,620 --> 00:16:20,620 Can you do that? 280 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:24,280 Yeah. 281 00:16:25,500 --> 00:16:26,500 Yeah, I can do that. 282 00:16:28,260 --> 00:16:29,260 Dean? 283 00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:31,280 Sorry, it's just me. 284 00:16:32,030 --> 00:16:34,930 Dr. Archer never came up after the PA announcement? 285 00:16:35,430 --> 00:16:36,790 No, and his phone's turned off. 286 00:16:37,130 --> 00:16:40,070 Well, I'm sure he was just pulled into another surgery. 287 00:16:40,390 --> 00:16:41,910 Trauma has been slammed. 288 00:16:42,530 --> 00:16:43,790 Yeah, that makes sense. 289 00:16:44,010 --> 00:16:48,410 Well, you know, my Tara wouldn't wait for my maternity leave to start either. 290 00:16:48,630 --> 00:16:52,890 So you just focus on getting this little girl out safely, okay? 291 00:16:53,270 --> 00:16:54,270 I will. 292 00:16:57,230 --> 00:16:58,810 Jacobson, find out where Dr. 293 00:16:59,070 --> 00:17:04,430 Archer last swiped his badge, his phone's off, and no one's seen him in 294 00:17:04,430 --> 00:17:07,730 hour. Call me the second you get eyes on him. 295 00:17:14,470 --> 00:17:18,230 Dr. Archer's last badge scan was the surgical locker room. How long ago was 296 00:17:18,230 --> 00:17:19,390 that? Over two hours. 297 00:17:21,710 --> 00:17:24,970 Chicago PD, if anyone's inside, make yourself known. 298 00:17:27,149 --> 00:17:28,630 Chicago PD, announce yourself! 299 00:17:35,870 --> 00:17:36,870 Clear or locked? 300 00:17:37,030 --> 00:17:37,909 Clear, right? 301 00:17:37,910 --> 00:17:38,910 Back room, clear. 302 00:17:39,390 --> 00:17:41,710 But, Ms. Goodwin, there's something here you should see. 303 00:17:54,990 --> 00:17:56,410 He would never leave me. 304 00:18:05,330 --> 00:18:09,450 Scott, I'm Dr. Charles. You said you wanted to see me. Yeah, yeah. 305 00:18:10,450 --> 00:18:12,050 It's so nice to finally meet you. 306 00:18:12,830 --> 00:18:13,930 We met before, have we? 307 00:18:15,470 --> 00:18:16,449 Kind of. 308 00:18:16,450 --> 00:18:18,810 Not in person. You know me by a different name. 309 00:18:19,970 --> 00:18:21,530 But maybe you recognize my voice? 310 00:18:22,190 --> 00:18:25,050 We had a pretty intense conversation like a month ago. 311 00:18:25,870 --> 00:18:27,090 I'll never forget it. 312 00:18:31,070 --> 00:18:32,070 Gio. 313 00:18:34,110 --> 00:18:35,110 It's me. 314 00:18:39,930 --> 00:18:40,950 Really good to meet you. 315 00:18:46,890 --> 00:18:48,490 Sorry. Sorry. 316 00:18:48,750 --> 00:18:50,150 I thought, um, you know. 317 00:18:52,900 --> 00:18:53,900 Jesus. 318 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:59,040 What are you doing here, an inpatient? 319 00:18:59,640 --> 00:19:04,680 I came looking for you the day after we talked, but then you were in surgery. 320 00:19:05,260 --> 00:19:08,280 But how'd you find me? You only knew my first name. 321 00:19:09,520 --> 00:19:10,520 Google. 322 00:19:10,920 --> 00:19:11,920 Of course. 323 00:19:12,220 --> 00:19:14,340 The first guy I talked to was Dr. 324 00:19:14,700 --> 00:19:17,600 Theo Rabari, and I gotta tell you, he's been great. 325 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:21,940 Really? Not much of a talker in our sessions, but, um... 326 00:19:22,830 --> 00:19:23,830 You know, he listens. 327 00:19:25,750 --> 00:19:26,750 Wow. 328 00:19:28,330 --> 00:19:29,330 Well, okay. 329 00:19:30,010 --> 00:19:36,270 I don't know what to say, except for he's just a very different guy 330 00:19:36,270 --> 00:19:40,670 than the guy that I talked to on the phone. 331 00:19:41,130 --> 00:19:45,910 I want to remind you the reason I thought I was coming to the hospital so 332 00:19:45,910 --> 00:19:48,930 could thank you for saving my life. 333 00:19:49,590 --> 00:19:50,590 Uh -uh. 334 00:19:52,780 --> 00:19:53,780 You did that. 335 00:19:55,280 --> 00:19:56,360 Don't ever forget that. 336 00:19:57,620 --> 00:19:58,620 You called me. 337 00:20:07,140 --> 00:20:08,320 Okay, what do we got? 338 00:20:08,600 --> 00:20:09,840 Leo Gilbert, 21. 339 00:20:10,080 --> 00:20:13,940 A bullet grazed his skull in a line straight along his scalp, hitting a 340 00:20:13,940 --> 00:20:15,400 artery. Oh, dick. 341 00:20:16,790 --> 00:20:20,610 Oh, Leo put an apple on his head at a college rager, let his girlfriend try to 342 00:20:20,610 --> 00:20:22,230 shoot it off. Hell of a party trick. 343 00:20:23,110 --> 00:20:24,170 That's still a thing? 344 00:20:24,470 --> 00:20:25,850 No, everything old is new again. 345 00:20:26,070 --> 00:20:27,070 I'm feeling no pain. 346 00:20:27,270 --> 00:20:29,490 A lot of alcohol with three times the legal limit. 347 00:20:30,490 --> 00:20:31,490 Well, that tracked. 348 00:20:31,710 --> 00:20:32,730 Heart rate's rising, 135. 349 00:20:33,210 --> 00:20:35,170 Yeah, I almost got the bleeding controlled. 350 00:20:35,970 --> 00:20:38,440 Done. Megan makes me feel so alive. 351 00:20:38,680 --> 00:20:39,880 You almost died. 352 00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:42,540 Okay, BP's dropping 94 over 59. 353 00:20:42,860 --> 00:20:46,220 He's lost a lot of blood. Let's get two bags of Oneg for a rapid transfusion. 354 00:20:46,380 --> 00:20:48,480 And go ahead and give two grams of TXA. Yeah, I want it. 355 00:20:49,200 --> 00:20:51,740 Peter needs to get himself a new girlfriend before this one kills him, 356 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:54,240 Dr. Lennox, your brother is here. 357 00:20:55,260 --> 00:20:56,340 Go. I got this. 358 00:21:01,460 --> 00:21:03,560 You can't steal Doris's food. 359 00:21:04,810 --> 00:21:07,850 Hey, I was stuck in the parking lot for the last two hours waiting for the 360 00:21:07,850 --> 00:21:08,769 lockdown to end. 361 00:21:08,770 --> 00:21:10,190 And why are you here? 362 00:21:11,030 --> 00:21:15,450 Well, I saw the prison riot on the news and I was worried about you. 363 00:21:15,710 --> 00:21:17,410 Uh -huh. Or you were hungry. 364 00:21:19,290 --> 00:21:20,610 Wow, sorry for caring. 365 00:21:21,070 --> 00:21:22,970 But you're the only family that I have left. 366 00:21:25,750 --> 00:21:26,750 What? 367 00:21:27,110 --> 00:21:28,110 Spill it. 368 00:21:36,140 --> 00:21:37,240 I lied to you last year. 369 00:21:39,380 --> 00:21:40,380 That's it? 370 00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:43,880 Thought it was going to be more serious than that. 371 00:21:44,340 --> 00:21:46,640 I lied to you last year, too. 372 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:49,020 Definitely more than once. 373 00:21:52,100 --> 00:21:54,380 About my GSS prion test. 374 00:21:58,000 --> 00:21:59,040 It was positive. 375 00:22:02,460 --> 00:22:03,560 That's not funny, Katie. 376 00:22:13,150 --> 00:22:17,870 kid No, just I didn't want you to worry 377 00:22:35,560 --> 00:22:36,560 I'm sorry. 378 00:23:15,470 --> 00:23:19,070 What's going on here? Mitch, Mitch, Mitch. Just do as he says. 379 00:23:28,710 --> 00:23:35,570 Whatever harm you intend to do to this young man, I'm telling you there is 380 00:23:35,570 --> 00:23:36,570 no point. 381 00:23:36,630 --> 00:23:40,430 You need to shut your mouth before I lose patience with you. You need to wake 382 00:23:40,430 --> 00:23:41,229 him up. 383 00:23:41,230 --> 00:23:43,070 I can't. Why not? 384 00:23:45,969 --> 00:23:48,890 Isaac was brought in and developed a devastating head injury. 385 00:23:49,870 --> 00:23:54,810 Once the blood around his brain was evacuated, we discovered he had an 386 00:23:54,810 --> 00:23:55,810 which had started to bleed. 387 00:23:56,890 --> 00:24:00,870 But his brain was too swollen to fix it during that surgery. No, I just saw him 388 00:24:00,870 --> 00:24:04,490 downstairs when they brought me in. His smart ass was making jokes. Brain 389 00:24:04,490 --> 00:24:06,190 swelling often occurs after surgery. 390 00:24:06,490 --> 00:24:08,970 Wake him up so I can get him out of here. 391 00:24:09,430 --> 00:24:10,430 That's our point. 392 00:24:11,350 --> 00:24:13,630 Isaac isn't waking up. 393 00:24:13,980 --> 00:24:15,900 And he's been off sedation for some time. 394 00:24:16,140 --> 00:24:18,120 That's why I'm in the middle of doing an apnea test. 395 00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:20,279 What is that? 396 00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:21,820 It's how we confirm brain death. 397 00:24:22,300 --> 00:24:26,300 We disconnect the ventilator. We watch for breathing. If the patient is unable 398 00:24:26,300 --> 00:24:30,480 to breathe on their own within ten minutes, it confirms he's dead. 399 00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:35,220 And how long has it been? 400 00:24:37,180 --> 00:24:38,180 Nine minutes. 401 00:24:38,380 --> 00:24:39,380 Get back. 402 00:24:45,740 --> 00:24:46,740 It's me. 403 00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:48,440 You got to breathe, man. 404 00:24:49,360 --> 00:24:50,360 All right? 405 00:24:50,500 --> 00:24:53,740 We got to get out of here so we can live the life we said we were going to live 406 00:24:53,740 --> 00:24:54,740 when we escaped. 407 00:24:55,820 --> 00:24:58,100 Isaac, this is our chance. 408 00:24:59,300 --> 00:25:02,380 My sister, she's got an old Honda Accord. 409 00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,760 It's just sitting in the garage. 410 00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:08,880 It's been there for 20 years. Nobody even knows it's there. 411 00:25:10,500 --> 00:25:13,660 We can take it and drive it into the woods. 412 00:25:16,490 --> 00:25:18,230 You always brag about being an Eagle Scout. 413 00:25:19,650 --> 00:25:21,590 This is our chance to live off the grid. 414 00:25:23,150 --> 00:25:24,150 Huh? 415 00:25:24,690 --> 00:25:25,850 Nobody will find us. 416 00:25:29,310 --> 00:25:30,310 Isaac. 417 00:25:33,070 --> 00:25:34,110 How long's it been? 418 00:25:37,510 --> 00:25:38,510 Eleven minutes. 419 00:25:40,790 --> 00:25:42,090 So he's, um... 420 00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:48,680 We'll need to do a blood gap to confirm, but it looks that way, yes. 421 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:15,440 Here you go. 422 00:26:21,140 --> 00:26:25,360 So, I assume you were dropping the bomb at the board meeting? 423 00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:28,460 Bomb? What bomb? What bomb are you talking about, Theo? 424 00:26:29,100 --> 00:26:32,620 Were you threatening to expose my sociopathy unless I agree to go quietly? 425 00:26:34,360 --> 00:26:35,680 Disclosing private health information? 426 00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:40,800 That's a pretty glaring HIPAA violation, isn't it? Well, sure it is. 427 00:26:41,580 --> 00:26:44,420 But sensitive information has a way of leaking anonymously. 428 00:26:45,060 --> 00:26:46,320 What other choice do you have? 429 00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:49,680 No, Theo. I will not be doing that. 430 00:26:50,160 --> 00:26:53,240 Oh, I forget HIPAA. It would violate pretty much everything I've stood for my 431 00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:54,240 entire career. 432 00:26:54,860 --> 00:26:56,820 Okay? And not to mention destroy yours. 433 00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:02,740 So, wait, you're... You're backing down? 434 00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:05,520 Theo. 435 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:09,760 I built this department from the ground up. Okay? I did. Me. 436 00:27:10,430 --> 00:27:11,670 It's my life's work. 437 00:27:12,050 --> 00:27:13,050 So hell no. 438 00:27:13,290 --> 00:27:14,910 I won't be backing down from anything. 439 00:27:22,930 --> 00:27:23,930 I'm here. 440 00:27:24,010 --> 00:27:26,590 Dean? Oh, hallelujah. Baby daddy finally showed. 441 00:27:26,890 --> 00:27:27,890 Where were you? 442 00:27:28,510 --> 00:27:29,510 Held up. 443 00:27:29,910 --> 00:27:31,610 Well, you better have been in mortal peril. 444 00:27:33,410 --> 00:27:35,510 Wait. Were you in mortal peril? 445 00:27:35,970 --> 00:27:37,150 Funny story for later. 446 00:27:37,450 --> 00:27:39,750 What? You ready to push, girl? Okay. 447 00:27:49,310 --> 00:27:50,310 Celeste. 448 00:27:53,390 --> 00:27:54,390 Celeste. 449 00:27:55,230 --> 00:27:56,230 Hey. 450 00:27:58,870 --> 00:28:05,710 Dad, I... I sent Mom home to get some rest, but she'll be back soon, 451 00:28:05,770 --> 00:28:06,770 okay? 452 00:28:54,830 --> 00:28:56,810 She's crowning. I can see the head. Ah, finally. 453 00:28:57,170 --> 00:29:00,050 Okay, Hannah, I need you to focus, okay? Look at me. You need to give me one 454 00:29:00,050 --> 00:29:01,790 more big push, okay? You got this. 455 00:29:02,090 --> 00:29:04,150 Screw you, Vera. Screw you. 456 00:29:05,510 --> 00:29:06,590 Don't hate the OB. 457 00:29:06,930 --> 00:29:07,930 Hate the game. 458 00:29:08,350 --> 00:29:09,350 Okay. 459 00:29:09,410 --> 00:29:10,410 Okay. 460 00:29:13,010 --> 00:29:14,510 Can you still hear me, Dad? 461 00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:30,480 I want you to know that it's okay to let go, all right? 462 00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:35,040 You don't have to fight anymore. 463 00:30:05,130 --> 00:30:06,130 All right, this is it. 464 00:30:06,570 --> 00:30:07,710 Here, keep up, keep up. 465 00:30:08,750 --> 00:30:10,130 There we go. 466 00:30:10,850 --> 00:30:11,729 Is she okay? 467 00:30:11,730 --> 00:30:12,850 Oh, Hannah, she's beautiful. 468 00:30:13,270 --> 00:30:14,270 She's beautiful. 469 00:30:14,990 --> 00:30:15,990 Congratulations, 470 00:30:16,550 --> 00:30:17,770 mommy of a baby girl. 471 00:30:19,070 --> 00:30:20,070 Wow. 472 00:30:20,650 --> 00:30:22,430 Listen to the pipes on her, man. 473 00:30:26,370 --> 00:30:27,370 Maple. 474 00:30:29,070 --> 00:30:30,070 Maple? 475 00:30:30,750 --> 00:30:31,750 Who's that after? 476 00:30:32,670 --> 00:30:33,970 Not after anyone. 477 00:30:34,990 --> 00:30:36,490 She just looks like a maple. 478 00:30:38,130 --> 00:30:40,290 Welcome to the world, Mabel. 479 00:30:41,150 --> 00:30:42,390 Welcome to the world. 480 00:30:46,310 --> 00:30:47,950 Welcome to the world. 481 00:30:52,090 --> 00:30:57,010 You wouldn't happen to have an extra air sickness bag on you, would you? Relax, 482 00:30:57,030 --> 00:30:58,070 Danny. We got this. 483 00:31:01,890 --> 00:31:03,410 What's going on? Where's the board? 484 00:31:03,950 --> 00:31:05,110 The meeting's been canceled. 485 00:31:05,370 --> 00:31:06,370 Until when? 486 00:31:06,690 --> 00:31:08,890 Permanently. I don't understand. 487 00:31:09,170 --> 00:31:13,510 Why? Dr. Ravari has elected to remove himself from consideration. 488 00:31:13,850 --> 00:31:18,410 So I would like Dr. Charles to reassume his position as Gaffney's chief of 489 00:31:18,410 --> 00:31:19,690 psychiatry, effective immediately. 490 00:31:20,090 --> 00:31:23,230 Did Dr. Ravari give any reason for his decision? 491 00:31:23,530 --> 00:31:24,530 It was personal. 492 00:31:24,810 --> 00:31:26,150 And I supported him. 493 00:31:26,710 --> 00:31:28,410 It's probably for the best, though. 494 00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:33,540 We need to maintain consistency at the top in light of the impending high 495 00:31:33,540 --> 00:31:34,539 -profile turnover. 496 00:31:34,540 --> 00:31:37,220 What impending high -profile turnover? 497 00:31:38,460 --> 00:31:40,100 Ms. Goodwin is leaving Gaffney. 498 00:31:41,500 --> 00:31:42,520 Excuse me? 499 00:31:42,980 --> 00:31:46,020 You leaked Dr. Rabari's personal medical file to me. 500 00:31:46,260 --> 00:31:48,880 Miranda, you don't know what you're talking about. 501 00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:51,920 You can't fire me without the board's approval. 502 00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:56,820 I'm giving you the opportunity to avoid the very public embarrassment of 503 00:31:56,820 --> 00:32:00,380 disclosing your actions to the board and the inevitable vote to terminate you. 504 00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:05,240 Wow. 505 00:32:05,700 --> 00:32:08,020 I want your resignation on my desk within an hour. 506 00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:13,700 You know, Miranda, I don't frighten easy. 507 00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:16,600 But if you want to fight, you got one. 508 00:32:18,830 --> 00:32:19,910 I promise you that. 509 00:32:21,290 --> 00:32:22,290 One hour. 510 00:32:25,310 --> 00:32:26,430 I'll be damned. 511 00:32:26,850 --> 00:32:33,490 Sharon, please tell me you did not leak Theo's file to save my job. Daniel, you 512 00:32:33,490 --> 00:32:39,550 know me better than anybody. But right now, the less I say, the better. 513 00:32:59,050 --> 00:32:59,809 What happened with Kip? 514 00:32:59,810 --> 00:33:03,130 I heard you had a huge blow -up. 515 00:33:04,190 --> 00:33:05,650 Yeah, I finally told him. 516 00:33:08,110 --> 00:33:09,110 I see. 517 00:33:10,190 --> 00:33:15,630 Mm -hmm. It's time to settle up in the honesty department, I guess. 518 00:33:17,930 --> 00:33:22,190 But it's easier to be the sick person. 519 00:33:23,210 --> 00:33:24,770 That's what my brother taught me today. 520 00:33:26,170 --> 00:33:27,230 Are you okay? 521 00:33:34,300 --> 00:33:41,060 No. And speaking of honesty, I would like to offer 522 00:33:41,060 --> 00:33:44,200 you a guilt -free breakup. 523 00:33:44,820 --> 00:33:45,940 Just clean. 524 00:33:46,520 --> 00:33:47,520 No drama. 525 00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:52,560 Well, I reject your offer. 526 00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:57,320 I'm gonna die, Mitch. 527 00:33:59,380 --> 00:34:00,380 Yeah. 528 00:34:01,310 --> 00:34:04,730 Sometime in the next 20 years, anyone could. 529 00:34:05,950 --> 00:34:11,290 I'm not going to ask you to run out the clock with me and take care of me. It's 530 00:34:11,290 --> 00:34:12,290 not fair to you. 531 00:34:17,270 --> 00:34:23,449 I would rather have one more day with you than a lifetime with someone else. 532 00:34:26,310 --> 00:34:27,670 Did you get that in a... 533 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:30,199 Book of love poems or something? 534 00:34:32,159 --> 00:34:37,860 No. I just say what I mean, and... I can't pretend I'm not in love with you. 535 00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:48,100 You're just so corny. It makes it really easy to not cry. 536 00:35:06,439 --> 00:35:11,420 Hey, look, um, it's really important to me that you understand that I had 537 00:35:11,420 --> 00:35:15,220 absolutely nothing to do with leaking your file, okay? 538 00:35:16,580 --> 00:35:17,580 I know that, Dan. 539 00:35:18,620 --> 00:35:24,160 And not for nothing, I want you to know that I did not twist your fMRI results. 540 00:35:24,240 --> 00:35:25,360 I was asked to look at them. 541 00:35:26,020 --> 00:35:30,700 And in no uncertain terms, I told them that they were inconclusive, which is 542 00:35:30,700 --> 00:35:33,080 often the case with this technology at this stage. 543 00:35:33,480 --> 00:35:35,740 Well, I appreciate you telling me that. I do. 544 00:35:36,170 --> 00:35:39,670 But I'm just curious, why didn't you ever tell me about Gio? 545 00:35:40,330 --> 00:35:41,410 I mean, Scott. 546 00:35:43,850 --> 00:35:47,690 Honestly, I just wanted to prove to myself that I could do the talk therapy 547 00:35:47,690 --> 00:35:48,690 aspect of the job. 548 00:35:49,630 --> 00:35:53,210 Halfway through our first session, I realized I was in over my head with 549 00:35:54,070 --> 00:35:55,230 I didn't know what to say. 550 00:35:56,510 --> 00:35:57,710 So I said very little. 551 00:35:58,350 --> 00:36:01,510 Yeah, but you listened. I mean, he told me how important that was to him. 552 00:36:03,410 --> 00:36:04,470 I hope that's true. 553 00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:07,860 Dan, I'm going to be okay. 554 00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:25,640 I keep thinking she's going to cuck out, but she just wants to take in 555 00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:26,640 everything around her. 556 00:36:27,100 --> 00:36:29,200 Well, whatever Mabel wants, Mabel gets. 557 00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:31,220 Okay, horrible parenting strategy. 558 00:36:32,100 --> 00:36:34,620 That's one I will never apologize for. 559 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:47,400 What if I were a match in that? 560 00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:52,920 It's hard to believe. 561 00:36:54,740 --> 00:36:55,740 Yeah. 562 00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:57,080 It's huge. 563 00:36:57,400 --> 00:36:58,400 It's huge. 564 00:36:58,520 --> 00:36:59,640 Well, wait a second. 565 00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:02,240 Why does that surprise you? 566 00:37:02,640 --> 00:37:09,060 Well, I've delivered countless babies, and it's not to say that all of them 567 00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:13,060 aren't life -changing or special experiences, but... It's yours. 568 00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:17,840 It changes everything. 569 00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:27,540 Hey, what was it you wanted to tell me earlier? 570 00:37:30,060 --> 00:37:31,060 I can wait. 571 00:37:33,660 --> 00:37:35,120 There's no time like the present. 572 00:37:38,540 --> 00:37:44,600 I love you, Anna. 573 00:37:48,620 --> 00:37:50,220 I had for a long time. 574 00:37:51,700 --> 00:37:54,660 Before a girl. 575 00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:57,000 Before the Crunchberries. 576 00:37:57,680 --> 00:37:58,680 Long before. 577 00:38:01,140 --> 00:38:03,200 And I wish I could pinpoint a moment. 578 00:38:04,580 --> 00:38:09,420 But if I'm being honest, it wasn't just one moment. It was... 579 00:38:09,420 --> 00:38:14,460 thousands of moments. 580 00:38:16,380 --> 00:38:18,060 Which revealed to me... 581 00:38:20,460 --> 00:38:21,480 What I feel for you. 582 00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:25,000 What I've always felt. 583 00:38:26,260 --> 00:38:30,620 Look, I, um... My brain had already hit maximum overload. 584 00:38:30,820 --> 00:38:35,340 Just the pregnancy, work, the nightmares. 585 00:38:37,240 --> 00:38:43,880 My general, overall anxiety. I... I couldn't really process 586 00:38:43,880 --> 00:38:44,880 it. 587 00:39:25,740 --> 00:39:32,040 Will my body lie there jealous while flowers bloom 588 00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:37,720 above my bones and spring begins to sing? 589 00:39:38,060 --> 00:39:42,480 When I die, will I miss dancing? 590 00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:48,980 Will my soul look on with envy while June 591 00:39:48,980 --> 00:39:53,720 recites its shortest night and summer... 592 00:40:09,629 --> 00:40:14,990 Mom, I used to think that I didn't love her I 593 00:40:14,990 --> 00:40:20,690 didn't think I could love either of you anymore, but 594 00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:30,700 The truth is, I... I never stopped, Mom. 595 00:40:35,720 --> 00:40:37,000 I 596 00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:44,540 did 597 00:40:44,540 --> 00:40:51,040 a thousand times Working nights 598 00:40:51,040 --> 00:40:53,400 Red traffic lights 599 00:40:54,570 --> 00:40:59,910 Those weeks I felt so long when I die. 600 00:41:00,410 --> 00:41:04,410 Well, I miss living when I'm gone.