1 00:00:01,262 --> 00:00:03,525 [ Cash register beeping ] 2 00:00:05,657 --> 00:00:07,572 [ Chuckles ] 3 00:00:07,616 --> 00:00:09,879 When someone's that secretive about their phone, 4 00:00:09,922 --> 00:00:11,881 it's got to be either porn or a job offer. 5 00:00:11,924 --> 00:00:13,665 Well, it's porn. It's totally porn. 6 00:00:13,709 --> 00:00:16,799 [ Snaps fingers ] It isa job offer. 7 00:00:16,842 --> 00:00:18,670 Come on. From where?[ Chuckles ] 8 00:00:18,714 --> 00:00:20,020 Somewhere exotic? 9 00:00:20,063 --> 00:00:21,760 Come on, spill. 10 00:00:21,804 --> 00:00:24,546 It's from my old hospital back in Detroit. 11 00:00:24,589 --> 00:00:26,809 And I guess it's exotic in its own way. 12 00:00:26,852 --> 00:00:29,203 Nice! So it takes you back to old friends and family -- 13 00:00:29,246 --> 00:00:30,943 That'd great, huh? 14 00:00:30,987 --> 00:00:32,597 Yeah, my sister did just have twins. 15 00:00:32,641 --> 00:00:34,034 Aww. 16 00:00:34,077 --> 00:00:35,600 And the hospital's offering 17 00:00:35,644 --> 00:00:37,124 to back the money truck up for me, so... 18 00:00:37,167 --> 00:00:38,342 So the upside's pretty obvious. 19 00:00:38,386 --> 00:00:39,256 What's the downside? 20 00:00:40,779 --> 00:00:42,216 I -- I kind of -- 21 00:00:42,259 --> 00:00:43,565 I kind of like it here, you know? 22 00:00:43,608 --> 00:00:45,784 I think maybe I should stay. 23 00:00:45,828 --> 00:00:47,438 [ Cellphone vibrates ]Give this place a real chance. 24 00:00:47,482 --> 00:00:48,961 Right. I'm needed in the trauma bay. 25 00:00:49,005 --> 00:00:50,746 But maybe you could tell me later 26 00:00:50,789 --> 00:00:52,226 what's the real reason keeping you here. 27 00:00:52,269 --> 00:00:54,663 Or whom. Hmm? 28 00:00:54,706 --> 00:00:55,881 Thank you for the coffee. 29 00:00:59,842 --> 00:01:02,105 Hey, Manny. It's Alex. 30 00:01:02,149 --> 00:01:03,759 Maybe you started your shift already. 31 00:01:03,802 --> 00:01:05,848 I just -- I wanted to call to tell you 32 00:01:05,891 --> 00:01:09,373 that I'm sorry that I didn't say goodbye before I left. 33 00:01:09,417 --> 00:01:11,506 Things have just been crazy with my mom and everything, 34 00:01:11,549 --> 00:01:12,898 and I just -- 35 00:01:12,942 --> 00:01:15,945 I needed some space. 36 00:01:15,988 --> 00:01:18,991 Anyway, I am coming back tonight, 37 00:01:19,035 --> 00:01:20,732 so if you want to, 38 00:01:20,776 --> 00:01:22,430 let's meet after your shift and we can talk. 39 00:01:26,216 --> 00:01:27,739 [ Thud ]Martha: Oh! 40 00:01:27,783 --> 00:01:30,220 -Mom? -Ohh! 41 00:01:30,264 --> 00:01:32,309 Oh, my God. Are you okay? 42 00:01:32,353 --> 00:01:33,571 I'm fine. [ Sighs ] 43 00:01:33,615 --> 00:01:35,573 I'm fine! It's -- 44 00:01:35,617 --> 00:01:37,314 Ugh, it's my own fault 45 00:01:37,358 --> 00:01:39,273 for trying to move the damn thing by myself. 46 00:01:39,316 --> 00:01:41,144 -Well, are you hurt? -No. 47 00:01:41,188 --> 00:01:42,841 Oh, it's -- The balance in this room is all off. 48 00:01:42,885 --> 00:01:44,930 I mean, you can just feel it. 49 00:01:44,974 --> 00:01:46,497 Well, you need to be more careful.[ Sighs ] 50 00:01:46,541 --> 00:01:48,630 Well, if somebody 51 00:01:48,673 --> 00:01:50,675 had cleaned the living room before like I asked. Right. 52 00:01:50,719 --> 00:01:52,373 You've been leaving out your papers. 53 00:01:52,416 --> 00:01:53,809 What is this? 54 00:01:53,852 --> 00:01:56,116 Sunny Pines, Manor on the Glen? 55 00:01:56,159 --> 00:01:57,726 These are palliative care facilities. Oh! 56 00:01:57,769 --> 00:01:59,945 I left them out for you, remember? 57 00:01:59,989 --> 00:02:01,773 You -- You didn't look at them, did you? 58 00:02:01,817 --> 00:02:04,994 Okay, well, we have appointments to see them. 59 00:02:05,037 --> 00:02:06,604 When we get back to town, 60 00:02:06,648 --> 00:02:08,215 we need to find ones that you'll like. 61 00:02:08,258 --> 00:02:09,738 No! No, I can't do that. 62 00:02:09,781 --> 00:02:11,174 I -- I've got too much to do. 63 00:02:11,218 --> 00:02:12,741 This place is a sty. 64 00:02:12,784 --> 00:02:14,873 No, t-this place is spotless. 65 00:02:14,917 --> 00:02:17,180 [ Sighs ] Well, if you think that Nick Murphy 66 00:02:17,224 --> 00:02:19,400 isn't gonna judge me for rings on the tables 67 00:02:19,443 --> 00:02:21,271 or dust on the walls, 68 00:02:21,315 --> 00:02:22,751 then you're not gonna be the help to me 69 00:02:22,794 --> 00:02:24,187 that you said you were gonna be. 70 00:02:24,231 --> 00:02:25,971 Okay, I am sorry, Mom. 71 00:02:26,015 --> 00:02:27,364 Who is Nick Murphy? 72 00:02:27,408 --> 00:02:29,714 The real estate agent. 73 00:02:29,758 --> 00:02:32,935 Alex, he's coming to appraise the house. 74 00:02:32,978 --> 00:02:34,284 I told you. 75 00:02:34,328 --> 00:02:35,155 I'm selling it. 76 00:02:40,856 --> 00:02:42,901 Can't I stay just a bit longer? 77 00:02:42,945 --> 00:02:45,208 I don't know how many more ways I can tell you this, Blake, 78 00:02:45,252 --> 00:02:47,167 but you are dead. 79 00:02:47,210 --> 00:02:48,994 Saw my body on this table. I totally get that. 80 00:02:49,038 --> 00:02:51,040 But what I'm saying is 81 00:02:51,083 --> 00:02:53,173 why can't I just chill here a little while longer? 82 00:02:53,216 --> 00:02:55,175 Do whatever you want. 83 00:02:55,218 --> 00:02:57,220 But I can't be talking to you anymore because I am busy! 84 00:02:57,264 --> 00:02:59,701 Don't make me follow you home. 85 00:03:01,572 --> 00:03:02,747 You -- 86 00:03:04,271 --> 00:03:06,186 Does that shelf look level to you? 87 00:03:06,229 --> 00:03:08,405 Wouldn't it fall over if it wasn't? 88 00:03:08,449 --> 00:03:10,755 Hmm. Not on my watch. 89 00:03:10,799 --> 00:03:12,714 Dr. Harris. 90 00:03:12,757 --> 00:03:14,498 Um, I was wondering if we could have a little chat, 91 00:03:14,542 --> 00:03:16,196 Chief to Chief. 92 00:03:16,239 --> 00:03:18,546 You mean Interim Chief to Interim Chief? 93 00:03:18,589 --> 00:03:20,504 Nobody listens to me. 94 00:03:20,548 --> 00:03:22,202 Every resident rotation, every surgery I assign -- 95 00:03:22,245 --> 00:03:24,595 Yeah, well, that's -- Heavy lies the crown. 96 00:03:24,639 --> 00:03:26,075 Such a heavy crown. 97 00:03:26,118 --> 00:03:27,642 Mm. It's hard enough proving 98 00:03:27,685 --> 00:03:29,600 that I deserve the permanent chiefship, 99 00:03:29,644 --> 00:03:31,559 but how do you lead when no one respects you? 100 00:03:31,602 --> 00:03:33,169 Well, you went from friend to boss overnight, 101 00:03:33,213 --> 00:03:35,084 so it's not gonna happen right away. 102 00:03:35,127 --> 00:03:37,478 Why, you're not thinking about stepping down, are you? 103 00:03:37,521 --> 00:03:39,784 No! Wait. Should I? No. 104 00:03:39,828 --> 00:03:41,612 [ Cellphone vibrates, elevator bell dings ] 105 00:03:41,656 --> 00:03:42,961 I am the most qualified. Dr. Bell even said so. 106 00:03:43,005 --> 00:03:44,093 Yeah, well -- Oh, look! 107 00:03:44,136 --> 00:03:45,834 Incoming trauma. Huh. 108 00:03:45,877 --> 00:03:47,444 We will talk about this later. 109 00:03:47,488 --> 00:03:50,142 Right...Chief? 110 00:03:50,186 --> 00:03:52,188 I need you. 111 00:03:52,232 --> 00:03:54,103 Uh, can you be more specific and less kidnappy, please? 112 00:03:54,146 --> 00:03:56,192 I'm on rounds. I have an OB admission, 113 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:58,020 but she won't let me examine her or Dr. Rosen, who's on call. 114 00:03:58,063 --> 00:03:59,500 She wants a woman. 115 00:03:59,543 --> 00:04:01,328 Actually, Dr. Lin, she wants you. 116 00:04:01,371 --> 00:04:03,504 Mrs. Friedman, Dr. Lin. 117 00:04:03,547 --> 00:04:05,375 Thank you for your time, Dr. Scott. 118 00:04:05,419 --> 00:04:08,204 Okay, Mrs. Friedman, I see you're 14 weeks pregnant 119 00:04:08,248 --> 00:04:11,251 and receiving chemotherapy for ovarian cancer. 120 00:04:11,294 --> 00:04:13,165 Tumor showed up in my ultrasound. 121 00:04:13,209 --> 00:04:15,472 I was supposed to have surgery, but it already spread. 122 00:04:15,516 --> 00:04:16,865 They backed off and biopsied. 123 00:04:16,908 --> 00:04:18,475 Stage 2. 124 00:04:18,519 --> 00:04:20,390 She's been on mild chemo to control growth 125 00:04:20,434 --> 00:04:22,610 till the baby's viable.It sounds like a plan. 126 00:04:22,653 --> 00:04:25,308 Why you'd move from Summer Hill Memorial to see me? 127 00:04:25,352 --> 00:04:26,918 Your cancer study. 128 00:04:26,962 --> 00:04:28,833 My sister's a doctor. She told me about it. 129 00:04:28,877 --> 00:04:30,705 I want to enroll, Dr. Lin. 130 00:04:30,748 --> 00:04:32,054 May I ask who your sister is? 131 00:04:32,097 --> 00:04:33,229 [ Groans ] 132 00:04:33,273 --> 00:04:34,839 The pain's worse. 133 00:04:34,883 --> 00:04:37,233 It's just a wave. a-a bad one. 134 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:38,452 Okay. Keep breathing slow. 135 00:04:38,495 --> 00:04:40,018 I am! 136 00:04:40,062 --> 00:04:41,455 Slower, Rivka. Slow down. 137 00:04:47,330 --> 00:04:51,900 ♪♪ 138 00:04:51,943 --> 00:04:53,641 [ Alarms beeping ]Hey. 139 00:04:53,684 --> 00:04:56,252 We got a John Doe, possible transient. 140 00:04:56,296 --> 00:04:58,036 Decided to go for a stroll in a subway tunnel. 141 00:04:58,080 --> 00:04:59,734 Poor guy. Was he living down there? 142 00:04:59,777 --> 00:05:01,605 Unclear. Definite thoracic trauma. 143 00:05:01,649 --> 00:05:03,346 Left tibia's broken in two places 144 00:05:03,390 --> 00:05:04,956 and likely pelvic fracture. 145 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:06,610 Yeah, internal injuries, 146 00:05:06,654 --> 00:05:08,003 but no major bleeding I can see so far. 147 00:05:09,570 --> 00:05:11,528 Okay, he needs an MRI right away. 148 00:05:11,572 --> 00:05:13,269 His pupils are sluggish. This could be a brain bleed. 149 00:05:13,313 --> 00:05:14,923 All right, Dr. Hamza's got dibs. 150 00:05:14,966 --> 00:05:16,533 Let's get him up to imaging. Let's go! 151 00:05:20,363 --> 00:05:22,322 Oh. 152 00:05:22,365 --> 00:05:24,280 In the meantime, you better take a look at this. 153 00:05:24,324 --> 00:05:25,499 I found it in his pocket. 154 00:05:33,420 --> 00:05:35,900 ♪♪ 155 00:05:35,944 --> 00:05:38,947 --Captions by VITAC-- 156 00:05:45,170 --> 00:05:47,347 [ Indistinct announcement over P.A. ] 157 00:05:49,087 --> 00:05:51,220 [ Gasps ]Impressive, Dr. Sekara. 158 00:05:51,263 --> 00:05:53,265 I didn't master sleeping while standing up 159 00:05:53,309 --> 00:05:54,354 until third year. 160 00:05:54,397 --> 00:05:55,964 You don't mind, do you? 161 00:05:56,007 --> 00:05:57,661 Bold move. 162 00:05:57,705 --> 00:05:58,575 I should put you on abscess duty. 163 00:06:00,447 --> 00:06:02,405 Hey, hey. Be cool. I can't deal right now. 164 00:06:02,449 --> 00:06:03,232 What? 165 00:06:04,538 --> 00:06:05,887 Nurse Cabrera. 166 00:06:05,930 --> 00:06:07,628 Dr. Miller. 167 00:06:07,671 --> 00:06:09,412 Is Dr. Sekara around? 168 00:06:09,456 --> 00:06:11,980 Uh, last I saw, 169 00:06:12,023 --> 00:06:14,286 I think he was in the middle of a fairly dramatic enema. 170 00:06:14,330 --> 00:06:16,637 Oh. Should I interrupt? 171 00:06:16,680 --> 00:06:18,116 Probably not. 172 00:06:22,382 --> 00:06:23,426 I got it. 173 00:06:25,646 --> 00:06:27,299 Here you go. 174 00:06:27,343 --> 00:06:28,910 Tell him I'm looking for him. 175 00:06:31,608 --> 00:06:33,262 [ Sighs ] 176 00:06:33,305 --> 00:06:34,785 We've been, uh [Clears throat] 177 00:06:34,829 --> 00:06:37,527 dating a few weeks now, and, uh... 178 00:06:37,571 --> 00:06:39,311 I can't keep up. 179 00:06:39,355 --> 00:06:40,661 If we're not on a shift, we're on a dance floor. 180 00:06:40,704 --> 00:06:42,184 I don't know how she does it. 181 00:06:42,227 --> 00:06:43,925 I'm sorry. You're complaining? 182 00:06:43,968 --> 00:06:45,405 Wilfred: Hey, hey, hey, hey. Screw off! 183 00:06:45,448 --> 00:06:47,885 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Come on. 184 00:06:47,929 --> 00:06:50,279 The line for this club is --You can't -- You can't come in here. 185 00:06:50,322 --> 00:06:52,281 What are you, the boun--You're not supposed to come in here. 186 00:06:52,324 --> 00:06:53,761 What are you, the bouncer? I'll have a double vodka. 187 00:06:53,804 --> 00:06:56,328 He said he was having chest pains. 188 00:06:56,372 --> 00:06:58,069 [ Slurred ] Just leave me with the bartender.Sir, it's 9:30 A.M. 189 00:06:58,113 --> 00:06:59,854 Well, then, to Kensington then, my man! 190 00:06:59,897 --> 00:07:02,422 The after-hours bars are calling my name. 191 00:07:02,465 --> 00:07:04,032 Look, I don't know this guy, 192 00:07:04,075 --> 00:07:05,642 but 20 minutes ago, 193 00:07:05,686 --> 00:07:07,296 he said he was dying in the back of my cab. 194 00:07:07,339 --> 00:07:09,167 This is for the cab, 195 00:07:09,211 --> 00:07:10,604 and this is for the gyro you dumped in my back seat. 196 00:07:10,647 --> 00:07:11,909 Hey, hey, hey. Wait a minute. 197 00:07:11,953 --> 00:07:13,389 I want my leftovers back! 198 00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:15,173 Party machines need fuel. Whoa! 199 00:07:15,217 --> 00:07:17,480 Okay, pump the brakes there, Keith Richards. 200 00:07:17,524 --> 00:07:18,916 Let's find out if you're really dying. 201 00:07:18,960 --> 00:07:21,005 Where's that vodka? 202 00:07:21,049 --> 00:07:23,051 I flew home right after Becca was diagnosed. 203 00:07:23,094 --> 00:07:24,661 And when I looked into treatment options, 204 00:07:24,705 --> 00:07:26,446 I came across your study with Dr. Reid. 205 00:07:26,489 --> 00:07:27,577 it's impressive work. 206 00:07:27,621 --> 00:07:28,752 Thanks. 207 00:07:28,796 --> 00:07:31,059 Can you help her? 208 00:07:31,102 --> 00:07:32,930 Sydney said my pathology fit your criteria, 209 00:07:32,974 --> 00:07:34,366 even though I'm pregnant. 210 00:07:34,410 --> 00:07:36,020 Right now, I just want to focus 211 00:07:36,064 --> 00:07:37,544 on what's causing all this pain. 212 00:07:37,587 --> 00:07:39,328 With Syd's counsel, of course. 213 00:07:39,371 --> 00:07:41,199 I don't -- I don't think that's a very good idea. 214 00:07:41,243 --> 00:07:43,898 No. I'm just here to help get her admitted. 215 00:07:43,941 --> 00:07:45,247 My parents are on the way with Becca's husband. 216 00:07:46,291 --> 00:07:47,684 Mary, could you get Mrs. Friedman 217 00:07:47,728 --> 00:07:49,469 something more for her pain? 218 00:07:49,512 --> 00:07:51,383 You just stay comfortable. 219 00:07:51,427 --> 00:07:52,472 I'll be right around the corner if you need anything. 220 00:07:54,169 --> 00:07:56,214 [ Indistinct announcement over P.A. ] 221 00:08:00,480 --> 00:08:01,350 I'm so sorry. 222 00:08:01,393 --> 00:08:03,961 Yeah. 223 00:08:04,005 --> 00:08:06,616 It's been a rough year for the Katz family 224 00:08:06,660 --> 00:08:08,749 [Sniffles] starting with me. 225 00:08:08,792 --> 00:08:10,533 [ Chuckles ] 226 00:08:10,577 --> 00:08:13,493 Since I came out, my mother actually thinks 227 00:08:13,536 --> 00:08:15,582 I gave the whole family an Ayin Hara, 228 00:08:15,625 --> 00:08:17,061 you know, "the evil eye." 229 00:08:17,105 --> 00:08:18,541 Oh, come on. 230 00:08:18,585 --> 00:08:20,195 Old World Jewish curses, Maggie. 231 00:08:20,238 --> 00:08:21,370 It's very serious stuff. 232 00:08:25,635 --> 00:08:28,116 So, Becca's treatment plan -- 233 00:08:28,159 --> 00:08:30,553 You have room for her in your study? 234 00:08:30,597 --> 00:08:34,557 That's what I wanted to talk to you about. 235 00:08:34,601 --> 00:08:36,298 The study's over. 236 00:08:36,341 --> 00:08:38,561 They started a new phase at Mississauga Memorial, 237 00:08:38,605 --> 00:08:42,478 but it's only open to existing patients. 238 00:08:42,522 --> 00:08:45,350 [ Sniffles ] 239 00:08:45,394 --> 00:08:47,048 That's disappointing news. 240 00:08:47,091 --> 00:08:49,572 Yeah. 241 00:08:49,616 --> 00:08:51,139 At least she'll still have you. 242 00:08:53,184 --> 00:08:54,664 I'm not sure what I can do 243 00:08:54,708 --> 00:08:57,493 that her last doctor didn't think of. 244 00:08:57,537 --> 00:08:59,843 You really can't stay? No. 245 00:08:59,887 --> 00:09:02,106 My parents have made it very clear 246 00:09:02,150 --> 00:09:03,673 that they don't want me here. 247 00:09:03,717 --> 00:09:05,762 In fact, it's probably better for Becca 248 00:09:05,806 --> 00:09:07,068 if I head out before they arrive. 249 00:09:09,940 --> 00:09:12,073 You look good, Maggie. 250 00:09:16,381 --> 00:09:17,861 ♪♪ 251 00:09:25,347 --> 00:09:27,654 I put on a pelvic binder as a temporary measure 252 00:09:27,697 --> 00:09:29,699 till I can get the ex-fix on. 253 00:09:29,743 --> 00:09:30,787 Well, you bought us time to deal with the thoracic trauma. 254 00:09:30,831 --> 00:09:32,789 Thank you. 255 00:09:32,833 --> 00:09:34,748 We're gonna need to keep an eye on his pressure 256 00:09:34,791 --> 00:09:36,227 until we can get him back to you. 257 00:09:36,271 --> 00:09:38,534 In the meantime, 258 00:09:38,578 --> 00:09:41,276 any ideas as to how your name got in his book? 259 00:09:41,319 --> 00:09:43,191 No idea. Maybe an old patient? 260 00:09:44,845 --> 00:09:46,542 It's all over the place. 261 00:09:46,586 --> 00:09:48,370 Different writing, different voices. 262 00:09:48,413 --> 00:09:50,590 Maybe Dissociative Identity Disorder? 263 00:09:50,633 --> 00:09:52,504 Yeah, I paged Psych, so let's see what they have to say. 264 00:09:52,548 --> 00:09:53,941 There's got to be someone out there 265 00:09:53,984 --> 00:09:55,638 that cares where this guy is. 266 00:09:55,682 --> 00:09:57,901 Is there any other names in there to go on? 267 00:09:57,945 --> 00:10:00,643 Yeah. We have... 268 00:10:00,687 --> 00:10:02,514 Esther Leach, 269 00:10:02,558 --> 00:10:05,779 Vin Tranh, 270 00:10:05,822 --> 00:10:08,172 Randall Crane, Maria Jara -- 271 00:10:08,216 --> 00:10:10,435 Wait a second. Did you say Randall Crane? 272 00:10:10,479 --> 00:10:12,394 W-Why does that name sound familiar? 273 00:10:12,437 --> 00:10:13,569 Uh... 274 00:10:16,267 --> 00:10:18,356 Actually, he's -- he's been here before. 275 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:20,445 A few times.Wait. 276 00:10:20,489 --> 00:10:22,665 It's that psychic who messed with Alex's head 277 00:10:22,709 --> 00:10:24,667 when you were in a coma.Uh-huh. 278 00:10:24,711 --> 00:10:26,060 Okay, well, maybe we should contact him. 279 00:10:26,103 --> 00:10:27,888 Yeah. No, I'm -- 280 00:10:27,931 --> 00:10:31,326 I'm starting to think that this ishim. 281 00:10:31,369 --> 00:10:33,197 ♪♪ 282 00:10:33,241 --> 00:10:35,460 God! How did he end up like this? 283 00:10:35,504 --> 00:10:38,594 That is an excellent question. 284 00:10:38,638 --> 00:10:40,335 Would you like to come and hear the answer now? 285 00:10:44,731 --> 00:10:46,558 You're quiet. 286 00:10:46,602 --> 00:10:48,604 You don't approve. 287 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:50,650 Mom, I'm just surprised. 288 00:10:50,693 --> 00:10:52,477 It's a -- It's a great time to sell. 289 00:10:52,521 --> 00:10:54,697 I just thought you were putting things off. 290 00:10:54,741 --> 00:10:58,788 I'm not putting anything off. 291 00:10:58,832 --> 00:11:01,530 Well, I am glad that you're facing this head-on. 292 00:11:01,573 --> 00:11:03,053 We'll choose a care home that you like, 293 00:11:03,097 --> 00:11:04,098 somewhere close to me. 294 00:11:04,141 --> 00:11:05,969 It will be great. 295 00:11:06,013 --> 00:11:09,277 There's no need to bother about any of those places. 296 00:11:09,320 --> 00:11:12,149 We talked about this, mother. What do you mean? 297 00:11:12,193 --> 00:11:14,064 [ Sighs ] 298 00:11:14,108 --> 00:11:17,024 I've done a lot of thinking, Alex, 299 00:11:17,067 --> 00:11:19,635 and I want to die here. 300 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:22,507 I don't want to wait. 301 00:11:22,551 --> 00:11:24,118 And I want you to help me. 302 00:11:26,468 --> 00:11:27,904 You want me to help you die? 303 00:11:31,386 --> 00:11:32,866 There's Nick. 304 00:11:33,997 --> 00:11:35,738 Thinner, sweetie. 305 00:11:35,782 --> 00:11:38,915 He's a real estate agent, not a farm animal. 306 00:11:38,959 --> 00:11:40,874 [ Door opens ] 307 00:11:44,660 --> 00:11:48,925 Martha, you completely undersold how adorable this place is. 308 00:11:48,969 --> 00:11:52,233 And is that Alex Reid, or do my eyes deceive me? 309 00:11:52,276 --> 00:11:53,582 [ Chuckles ] 310 00:11:53,625 --> 00:11:55,192 How have you been, girl?Good. 311 00:11:55,236 --> 00:11:57,325 It's been what, 20 years? 312 00:11:57,368 --> 00:11:59,631 You remember Nick, don't you, Alex? 313 00:11:59,675 --> 00:12:00,850 St. Regis High. 314 00:12:00,894 --> 00:12:03,418 I asked you to the prom. 315 00:12:03,461 --> 00:12:04,985 And you said no? 316 00:12:05,028 --> 00:12:07,204 Oh, you were so adorable, Nick. 317 00:12:07,248 --> 00:12:09,990 He was so persistent. He kept calling and calling. 318 00:12:10,033 --> 00:12:11,861 He was even hanging around outside the house. 319 00:12:11,905 --> 00:12:14,516 [ Chuckling ] Oh, I definitely remember you now. 320 00:12:14,559 --> 00:12:16,170 So, let me show you the place. 321 00:12:16,213 --> 00:12:18,433 Uh, actually, Nick, we need to reschedule. 322 00:12:18,476 --> 00:12:21,523 Oh, you know, I think that I forgot to tell Alex 323 00:12:21,566 --> 00:12:23,046 that you were coming today. 324 00:12:23,090 --> 00:12:24,395 And, you know, selling the place, 325 00:12:24,439 --> 00:12:26,789 she needs some time to adjust. 326 00:12:26,833 --> 00:12:28,356 You feel like you're selling 327 00:12:28,399 --> 00:12:29,270 your memories with your house, Alex. 328 00:12:29,313 --> 00:12:30,619 I get it. 329 00:12:30,662 --> 00:12:31,881 I don't think you do, Nick. 330 00:12:33,230 --> 00:12:35,493 How about you, uh, start to take a look around? 331 00:12:35,537 --> 00:12:37,017 We'll catch up to you. 332 00:12:41,151 --> 00:12:44,459 Mother, uh... 333 00:12:44,502 --> 00:12:46,113 We need to talk about this. 334 00:12:46,156 --> 00:12:47,592 Not now, Alex. 335 00:12:47,636 --> 00:12:49,377 We have a guest.Not later! 336 00:12:49,420 --> 00:12:50,508 Now, mother. 337 00:12:50,552 --> 00:12:52,206 You see? 338 00:12:52,249 --> 00:12:53,816 This is why I didn't want to ask you. 339 00:12:53,860 --> 00:12:55,296 Because I knew you'd get like this. 340 00:12:55,339 --> 00:12:56,166 Get like what? 341 00:12:57,515 --> 00:12:59,126 You're always so dramatic. 342 00:12:59,169 --> 00:13:01,781 I'mthe one being dramatic right now? 343 00:13:01,824 --> 00:13:04,261 You think that I actually want to kill myself 344 00:13:04,305 --> 00:13:06,263 in front of our real-estate agent? 345 00:13:06,307 --> 00:13:08,657 That would shave $50,000 off the list price easy. 346 00:13:08,700 --> 00:13:10,311 It's not funny. 347 00:13:10,354 --> 00:13:12,617 It's a little funny. 348 00:13:12,661 --> 00:13:15,838 Oh, I don't want him to see the water stain in the en suite. 349 00:13:17,448 --> 00:13:19,450 [ Sighs ] 350 00:13:19,494 --> 00:13:22,453 ♪♪ 351 00:13:22,497 --> 00:13:25,239 Hey! Charlie! 352 00:13:25,282 --> 00:13:26,849 You look great, man. 353 00:13:26,893 --> 00:13:28,285 Really great. 354 00:13:28,329 --> 00:13:29,765 Let me guess. You, too, are off 355 00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,854 gluten and refined sugars, huh? 356 00:13:31,898 --> 00:13:33,116 [ Chuckles ] 357 00:13:33,160 --> 00:13:34,944 No, wait a minute. 358 00:13:34,988 --> 00:13:36,163 I'm sensing it's something else with you. 359 00:13:36,206 --> 00:13:38,034 What is it? 360 00:13:38,078 --> 00:13:39,862 [ Gasps ] No carbs or dairy. 361 00:13:39,906 --> 00:13:41,516 [ Clicks tongue ] Except for cheese. 362 00:13:41,559 --> 00:13:43,344 I mean, everybody cheats with cheese, so. 363 00:13:43,387 --> 00:13:44,998 Yeah, you're pretty funny 364 00:13:45,041 --> 00:13:46,869 for a guy who just got hit by a train. 365 00:13:46,913 --> 00:13:48,828 Yeah. Mm. 366 00:13:48,871 --> 00:13:50,481 Went down there for a little peace and quiet. 367 00:13:50,525 --> 00:13:53,920 A little respite from our mutual friends. 368 00:13:53,963 --> 00:13:55,312 Didn't turn out so good. 369 00:13:56,923 --> 00:13:58,881 Caught a look at your journal, Randall. 370 00:13:58,925 --> 00:14:01,188 Why was my name in it? 371 00:14:01,231 --> 00:14:02,798 Because of the changes. 372 00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:04,756 Changes? What changes? 373 00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:06,497 Last time I talked to you, 374 00:14:06,541 --> 00:14:07,977 you said you didn't see them anymore. 375 00:14:08,021 --> 00:14:11,763 Yeah, well, that didn't last. 376 00:14:11,807 --> 00:14:13,417 Not so long. 377 00:14:13,461 --> 00:14:14,984 They couldn't quit me. 378 00:14:15,028 --> 00:14:16,420 I mean, come on. 379 00:14:16,464 --> 00:14:18,901 Could youquit me? Huh? 380 00:14:18,945 --> 00:14:21,034 I'm about to quit this conversation. 381 00:14:21,077 --> 00:14:22,731 Okay, okay. Fine, fine, fine. 382 00:14:23,950 --> 00:14:25,777 It started slowly at first. 383 00:14:25,821 --> 00:14:27,605 And I was doing great. I was doing really good. 384 00:14:27,649 --> 00:14:28,650 I was getting along with my daughter. 385 00:14:28,693 --> 00:14:29,912 I was a granddad. 386 00:14:29,956 --> 00:14:31,087 [ Chuckles ] 387 00:14:31,131 --> 00:14:32,828 And then, um... 388 00:14:32,872 --> 00:14:34,699 Well, you know, 389 00:14:34,743 --> 00:14:36,963 a little whisper here, a little shadow there, 390 00:14:37,006 --> 00:14:39,574 and then one day, it was just -- kapow! 391 00:14:39,617 --> 00:14:40,488 Kapow? 392 00:14:40,531 --> 00:14:42,055 Oh, kapow. 393 00:14:42,098 --> 00:14:44,622 Everything gets turned up to 11. 394 00:14:44,666 --> 00:14:46,755 You still haven't told me what this is about. 395 00:14:48,713 --> 00:14:51,586 Look, man. 396 00:14:51,629 --> 00:14:53,457 I always thought I could control this. 397 00:14:53,501 --> 00:14:55,590 You know that. 398 00:14:55,633 --> 00:14:58,636 Eventually, I found out it controls you. 399 00:14:58,680 --> 00:15:00,464 I tried to get away from it. 400 00:15:00,508 --> 00:15:04,512 I ran down to a subway and [Pops lips] 401 00:15:04,555 --> 00:15:06,775 So... 402 00:15:06,818 --> 00:15:08,908 When you find out you can't shake it, 403 00:15:08,951 --> 00:15:10,431 that's how it starts. 404 00:15:13,303 --> 00:15:15,697 What's left of me in there, that's how it ends. 405 00:15:18,961 --> 00:15:21,529 Shahir: Randall's craniotomy was a success. 406 00:15:21,572 --> 00:15:23,923 His pressure was dropping when I was closing. 407 00:15:23,966 --> 00:15:25,794 I'm worried the thoracic bleed 408 00:15:25,837 --> 00:15:27,927 may be not as minor as we suspected. 409 00:15:27,970 --> 00:15:29,450 You sure we don't want to crack him open? 410 00:15:29,493 --> 00:15:31,669 No. He's been through too much. 411 00:15:31,713 --> 00:15:33,541 Let's keep it minimal. 412 00:15:33,584 --> 00:15:36,631 EVAR was a good call. Thank you, Dr. Hamza. 413 00:15:36,674 --> 00:15:38,111 Yes, fine. Just keep me updated. 414 00:15:38,154 --> 00:15:39,721 [ Monitors beeping ] 415 00:15:41,244 --> 00:15:44,378 I'm really starting to think that guy doesn't like me. 416 00:15:44,421 --> 00:15:46,075 Who? Shahir? 417 00:15:46,119 --> 00:15:48,121 He doesn't like change. 418 00:15:48,164 --> 00:15:49,557 And you and Alex are change. 419 00:15:53,517 --> 00:15:54,997 Look. She's my best friend. 420 00:15:55,041 --> 00:15:56,607 Do you think she wouldn't mention you? 421 00:15:56,651 --> 00:15:57,869 Needle. 422 00:16:00,742 --> 00:16:02,657 So, you never told me -- 423 00:16:02,700 --> 00:16:05,442 You got a job offer that takes you back to your family 424 00:16:05,486 --> 00:16:07,923 and a pile of money to sweeten the deal -- 425 00:16:09,403 --> 00:16:14,016 So, what is keeping you here? 426 00:16:14,060 --> 00:16:16,714 Does is rhyme with Alex Reid? 427 00:16:16,758 --> 00:16:18,542 I can totally hear you, by the way? 428 00:16:20,718 --> 00:16:22,633 Look, I know what you're gonna say. 429 00:16:22,677 --> 00:16:24,679 It's a crazy time right now for her. 430 00:16:24,722 --> 00:16:26,768 Do you know how many people have tried 431 00:16:26,811 --> 00:16:28,422 to "helpfully" tell me this? 432 00:16:28,465 --> 00:16:29,901 Implying you are the rebound guy. 433 00:16:29,945 --> 00:16:31,773 [ Chuckles ] 434 00:16:31,816 --> 00:16:33,905 Look, I'm just not big on collecting regrets. 435 00:16:33,949 --> 00:16:36,996 And if I don't give it a try with her, 436 00:16:37,039 --> 00:16:39,868 I will have one. 437 00:16:39,911 --> 00:16:41,522 Manny, I'm gonna tell you something 438 00:16:41,565 --> 00:16:43,437 that you might not want to hear. 439 00:16:43,480 --> 00:16:45,439 I know Alex, 440 00:16:45,482 --> 00:16:47,310 and she and Charlie are the long-term picture here. 441 00:16:47,354 --> 00:16:48,920 They just are. 442 00:16:48,964 --> 00:16:50,052 Maybe that picture's changing. 443 00:16:50,096 --> 00:16:51,706 They have a kid together. 444 00:16:51,749 --> 00:16:52,663 That's something that never changes. 445 00:16:57,799 --> 00:16:58,930 Where is my phone? 446 00:17:01,977 --> 00:17:03,239 I need a cab. 447 00:17:05,850 --> 00:17:07,374 [ Chuckles ] 448 00:17:09,593 --> 00:17:12,596 It's not single malt, but it does go great 449 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:14,511 with root beer.Come on. 450 00:17:14,555 --> 00:17:16,209 How long you been going like this? 451 00:17:16,252 --> 00:17:17,775 Not long enough. 452 00:17:17,819 --> 00:17:19,386 Don't love his pressure, Dr. Miller, 453 00:17:19,429 --> 00:17:21,214 but it might just be all the partying. 454 00:17:21,257 --> 00:17:23,085 I know what you're doing here, Wilfred. 455 00:17:23,129 --> 00:17:24,434 You don't know anything, kid. 456 00:17:24,478 --> 00:17:26,393 It's not your first time here. 457 00:17:26,436 --> 00:17:29,918 You were admitted six months ago after your wife died. 458 00:17:29,961 --> 00:17:32,051 I treated you. You thought you were dying. 459 00:17:32,094 --> 00:17:34,009 Turned out to be an extreme grief reaction. 460 00:17:34,053 --> 00:17:36,142 I can't stop you from doing what you're doing, Wilfred, 461 00:17:36,185 --> 00:17:37,795 but I can slow you down. 462 00:17:37,839 --> 00:17:39,667 Dr. Sekara, let's get an chest X-Ray, 463 00:17:39,710 --> 00:17:41,060 echo, and full blood panels. 464 00:17:41,103 --> 00:17:43,018 Look at yourself. 465 00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:45,629 Looks like they put a white coat on a turd. 466 00:17:45,673 --> 00:17:47,501 Dr. Miller, he's got an arrhythmia. 467 00:17:47,544 --> 00:17:48,545 Okay. 468 00:17:50,156 --> 00:17:51,896 You're mine now, Willy. 469 00:17:51,940 --> 00:17:53,202 Buckle up. 470 00:17:56,510 --> 00:17:59,295 To a beautiful future. 471 00:17:59,339 --> 00:18:02,081 Your mother's just agreed to let me represent her in her sale. 472 00:18:02,124 --> 00:18:03,952 Well...Let's get you a glass. 473 00:18:03,995 --> 00:18:05,301 No. No, thank you. 474 00:18:07,390 --> 00:18:09,479 Martha, I have to ask -- 475 00:18:09,523 --> 00:18:12,003 This place is paradise. Why do you want to sell? 476 00:18:12,047 --> 00:18:14,223 Well, you know, after my husband passed, 477 00:18:14,267 --> 00:18:16,269 I -- I needed a change, 478 00:18:16,312 --> 00:18:19,315 so I moved out here and packed up the kids and -- 479 00:18:19,359 --> 00:18:21,404 But now, I -- 480 00:18:21,448 --> 00:18:24,320 I'm the only one rattling around here, 481 00:18:24,364 --> 00:18:27,149 and I want a new adventure. 482 00:18:27,193 --> 00:18:31,327 Sounds exciting. Where? 483 00:18:31,371 --> 00:18:33,416 The Greek islands. 484 00:18:33,460 --> 00:18:36,376 I want -- I've always wanted to go to the Greek islands. 485 00:18:36,419 --> 00:18:38,291 Nick, I think we should finish this up later. 486 00:18:38,334 --> 00:18:39,727 My mother's had a long day. 487 00:18:39,770 --> 00:18:41,946 Oh, no! I'm fine. No, Nick. Please. 488 00:18:41,990 --> 00:18:44,471 Sit, sit, sit, sit, sit, sit. I-I want to hear everything 489 00:18:44,514 --> 00:18:46,168 that's been going on with you for the last 20 years, 490 00:18:46,212 --> 00:18:50,129 ever since my daughter blew it with you. 491 00:18:50,172 --> 00:18:53,175 Martha, I really should be going. 492 00:18:53,219 --> 00:18:54,916 I have a billboard I have to sign off on. 493 00:18:56,091 --> 00:18:59,007 Oh, come on. The party's just getting started. 494 00:18:59,050 --> 00:19:02,271 Alex, you go up and call your father and your brothers 495 00:19:02,315 --> 00:19:04,621 and tell them to come down and bring the music box, 496 00:19:04,665 --> 00:19:06,188 and -- and -- 497 00:19:06,232 --> 00:19:07,581 Oh, it's -- You should he-- he-- 498 00:19:07,624 --> 00:19:09,452 Oh![ Glass shatters ] 499 00:19:09,496 --> 00:19:11,367 Mom. Mom? Okay. All right, Mama. I got you. 500 00:19:11,411 --> 00:19:13,978 Just sit back down. I'm here. I'm here with you. 501 00:19:14,022 --> 00:19:16,067 You're gonna be okay.Nick: What's wrong with her? 502 00:19:16,111 --> 00:19:18,766 I've got her. You just need to go, okay? 503 00:19:18,809 --> 00:19:19,984 [ Martha groaning ] 504 00:19:20,028 --> 00:19:22,073 Hey. Mama, I got you. 505 00:19:22,117 --> 00:19:25,468 I got you. You're gonna be okay. 506 00:19:25,512 --> 00:19:27,949 What do you mean the study's over? 507 00:19:27,992 --> 00:19:29,342 There's nothing that we can do? 508 00:19:30,691 --> 00:19:32,388 You said it would be better here. 509 00:19:32,432 --> 00:19:34,085 You said they would save me and my baby! 510 00:19:34,129 --> 00:19:35,913 No, I never said that. 511 00:19:35,957 --> 00:19:37,437 Mom and Dad are right. This was a huge mistake. 512 00:19:39,047 --> 00:19:41,267 I'm the next best thing to Sydney. She trained me. 513 00:19:41,310 --> 00:19:43,399 Oh, so you were there when she decided 514 00:19:43,443 --> 00:19:45,532 to upend her life and drop a bomb on our entire family? 515 00:19:45,575 --> 00:19:47,098 I didn't exactly decide. 516 00:19:47,142 --> 00:19:48,622 You didn't tell me! 517 00:19:48,665 --> 00:19:50,841 You didn't say anything to me! 518 00:19:54,671 --> 00:19:55,890 I'm sorry. 519 00:19:57,283 --> 00:19:59,372 I'm sorry. I'm just -- 520 00:19:59,415 --> 00:20:00,373 I'm scared. 521 00:20:01,548 --> 00:20:03,114 I've had four miscarriages already. 522 00:20:03,158 --> 00:20:05,204 What am I gonna do? 523 00:20:05,247 --> 00:20:06,901 Okay. We're gonna continue with a basic chemo cocktail 524 00:20:06,944 --> 00:20:08,642 that doesn't hurt the baby. 525 00:20:08,685 --> 00:20:10,165 You're still 10 weeks from viability, 526 00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,384 so we have plenty of -- 527 00:20:11,427 --> 00:20:13,386 -[ Screams ] -Becca. 528 00:20:13,429 --> 00:20:14,996 What's happening?[ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 529 00:20:15,039 --> 00:20:16,780 It must be where the mass is. 530 00:20:16,824 --> 00:20:19,261 Okay. Rivka, I'm right here. 531 00:20:19,305 --> 00:20:20,436 -[ Gasping ] -I'm right here with you. 532 00:20:20,480 --> 00:20:22,699 [ Exhales sharply ] 533 00:20:22,743 --> 00:20:25,049 -Her pressure's way low. -The tumor must be hemorrhaging. 534 00:20:25,093 --> 00:20:25,963 Book me an O.R. 535 00:20:26,007 --> 00:20:27,530 ♪♪ 536 00:20:29,010 --> 00:20:30,620 Syd. I've got her. 537 00:20:37,323 --> 00:20:39,542 This procedure is risky. 538 00:20:39,586 --> 00:20:41,283 Is Dr. Katz the kind of friend 539 00:20:41,327 --> 00:20:42,806 that could forgive you if something goes wrong? 540 00:20:42,850 --> 00:20:44,678 I hope we don't have to find out. 541 00:20:44,721 --> 00:20:46,157 -What's her story, anyway? -Ask her yourself. 542 00:20:46,201 --> 00:20:48,159 Dr. Katz, this is Dr. Scott. 543 00:20:48,203 --> 00:20:49,335 -Hi. -Hi. 544 00:20:49,378 --> 00:20:52,163 So, um... Oh. 545 00:20:55,079 --> 00:20:56,298 Okay, there's gonna be lots of blood, 546 00:20:56,342 --> 00:20:58,126 so it'll be hard to see. 547 00:20:58,169 --> 00:20:59,823 If you hit the uterus with the trocars, 548 00:20:59,867 --> 00:21:01,434 it's a bad outcome for both of them. 549 00:21:01,477 --> 00:21:02,913 You think I should do a laparotomy? 550 00:21:02,957 --> 00:21:04,872 No. I don't know. 551 00:21:04,915 --> 00:21:06,308 Just be sure to remove the ovary intact 552 00:21:06,352 --> 00:21:07,831 because if the tumor ruptures -- 553 00:21:07,875 --> 00:21:09,268 The cancer can spread everywhere. 554 00:21:09,311 --> 00:21:11,095 I know. I'll be careful. 555 00:21:11,139 --> 00:21:12,488 Maggie, if you run into any complications, 556 00:21:12,532 --> 00:21:14,098 I want you to be aggressive, okay? 557 00:21:14,142 --> 00:21:15,709 Even at greater risk to the baby. 558 00:21:15,752 --> 00:21:17,493 Even with all the miscarriages she's had? 559 00:21:17,537 --> 00:21:19,408 Yeah. Becca isn't thinking about herself, 560 00:21:19,452 --> 00:21:20,888 and someone needs to. 561 00:21:20,931 --> 00:21:21,932 Go. Be with her. 562 00:21:26,023 --> 00:21:27,547 I can't lose the baby. I can't. 563 00:21:27,590 --> 00:21:28,896 You won't. 564 00:21:28,939 --> 00:21:31,246 You do this, it's your job, 565 00:21:31,290 --> 00:21:33,422 but you don't know what it's like. 566 00:21:33,466 --> 00:21:34,945 Nothing else matters. 567 00:21:34,989 --> 00:21:36,599 Youmatter. 568 00:21:36,643 --> 00:21:37,818 Hey. 569 00:21:37,861 --> 00:21:39,863 You matter to me. 570 00:21:39,907 --> 00:21:42,170 You're my sister, and I shut you out. 571 00:21:44,651 --> 00:21:46,043 That wasn't your fault. 572 00:21:46,087 --> 00:21:47,915 I should have said something. 573 00:21:47,958 --> 00:21:49,612 I should have defended you, but I said nothing. 574 00:21:49,656 --> 00:21:52,223 I said nothing when you were blamed 575 00:21:52,267 --> 00:21:53,790 for breaking the Shabbat candlesticks. 576 00:21:53,834 --> 00:21:55,401 I knew that was you. 577 00:21:55,444 --> 00:21:57,794 [ Laughs ] 578 00:21:57,838 --> 00:21:58,926 We'll call it even. 579 00:22:01,407 --> 00:22:04,148 Okay. Time to go. 580 00:22:04,192 --> 00:22:05,715 [ Breathes shakily ] 581 00:22:09,937 --> 00:22:12,940 Oh, I'm so embarrassed. 582 00:22:12,983 --> 00:22:14,637 Nick must think I'm crazy. 583 00:22:14,681 --> 00:22:16,030 You had a seizure. 584 00:22:16,073 --> 00:22:17,771 It won't be the last one. 585 00:22:17,814 --> 00:22:19,381 [ Scoffs ] 586 00:22:19,425 --> 00:22:21,078 How is that feeling? 587 00:22:21,122 --> 00:22:22,906 It's supposed to help your muscles relax. 588 00:22:22,950 --> 00:22:24,125 It feels nice. 589 00:22:28,129 --> 00:22:30,784 You're gonna need some full-time care soon. 590 00:22:30,827 --> 00:22:34,004 Oh, don't spoil it. 591 00:22:34,048 --> 00:22:36,398 I'm mothering you. 592 00:22:36,442 --> 00:22:37,921 Yes, you are. 593 00:22:37,965 --> 00:22:39,270 [ Chuckles ] 594 00:22:40,924 --> 00:22:42,361 I miss Luke. 595 00:22:42,404 --> 00:22:45,364 I know. 596 00:22:45,407 --> 00:22:46,669 Me, too. 597 00:22:49,019 --> 00:22:50,586 Why did you have to name him that? 598 00:22:52,849 --> 00:22:54,155 To remember. 599 00:22:56,810 --> 00:23:01,728 I'm gonna forget it all soon, aren't I? 600 00:23:01,771 --> 00:23:04,252 My children, my life. 601 00:23:04,295 --> 00:23:06,602 Myself. 602 00:23:06,646 --> 00:23:09,649 You still have time. 603 00:23:09,692 --> 00:23:12,956 But we won't know how much time until there's none left. 604 00:23:18,484 --> 00:23:21,574 Let's do something. 605 00:23:21,617 --> 00:23:22,879 A puzzle. 606 00:23:22,923 --> 00:23:25,491 Oh, you hate puzzles. 607 00:23:25,534 --> 00:23:26,883 I do. 608 00:23:26,927 --> 00:23:29,451 But you love them. 609 00:23:29,495 --> 00:23:31,932 And I want to spend time with my mother. 610 00:23:31,975 --> 00:23:34,848 ♪♪ 611 00:23:34,891 --> 00:23:36,850 Randall: Right at the last second, it's total slow-motion. 612 00:23:36,893 --> 00:23:38,329 Total slow-motion and -- 613 00:23:38,373 --> 00:23:40,114 Oh, hey, Charlie. 614 00:23:40,157 --> 00:23:42,159 Didn't feel a thing. [ Sniffs ] 615 00:23:47,904 --> 00:23:49,210 Randall. 616 00:23:51,560 --> 00:23:52,343 Blake. 617 00:23:57,479 --> 00:23:59,176 What's up, guys? 618 00:23:59,220 --> 00:24:01,048 Uh, I was talking to your friend here, 619 00:24:01,091 --> 00:24:03,354 sharing some old war stories. 620 00:24:03,398 --> 00:24:05,574 How the gorgeous Dr. Reid cured me of cancer, 621 00:24:05,618 --> 00:24:07,141 how you're just about to fix 622 00:24:07,184 --> 00:24:08,751 whatever's busted up in me in there. 623 00:24:08,795 --> 00:24:10,449 Maybe you can cure me, too. 624 00:24:10,492 --> 00:24:12,929 You're dead, Blake. Dead. 625 00:24:12,973 --> 00:24:14,931 I prefer life-challenged, okay? 626 00:24:14,975 --> 00:24:16,629 Blake, if you could, uh, excuse us. 627 00:24:18,935 --> 00:24:20,633 I-I don't know. 628 00:24:22,330 --> 00:24:25,028 So, Randall, I talked to your daughter. 629 00:24:25,072 --> 00:24:27,161 She's not coming. 630 00:24:27,204 --> 00:24:29,380 Yeah. [ Sighs ] 631 00:24:29,424 --> 00:24:31,774 We had a bumpy ride, Leslie and me. 632 00:24:31,818 --> 00:24:34,951 So she's finally decided to jump off. 633 00:24:34,995 --> 00:24:36,257 There's always another chance. 634 00:24:36,300 --> 00:24:38,738 [ Chuckling ] Come on. 635 00:24:38,781 --> 00:24:40,783 Another chance, another chance, another -- 636 00:24:40,827 --> 00:24:42,306 Used to always think so. 637 00:24:42,350 --> 00:24:45,440 Then, uh... Anyway. 638 00:24:45,484 --> 00:24:47,050 If I don't make it through this, 639 00:24:47,094 --> 00:24:48,617 you'll tell her I love her, right? 640 00:24:48,661 --> 00:24:50,314 Come on, Randall. 641 00:24:50,358 --> 00:24:51,968 Every time you've walked into this place, 642 00:24:52,012 --> 00:24:53,361 you somehow manage to walk out okay. 643 00:24:53,404 --> 00:24:54,580 Maybe so. 644 00:24:57,147 --> 00:24:59,106 But if you're not careful, buddy, 645 00:24:59,149 --> 00:25:01,456 you're gonna end up in a bloody mess like this, too. 646 00:25:01,500 --> 00:25:03,676 Randall, I'm not you. 647 00:25:03,719 --> 00:25:05,765 And I know you're trying to scare me or whatever, 648 00:25:05,808 --> 00:25:06,766 but I'm -- I'm doing fine. 649 00:25:08,289 --> 00:25:09,812 ♪♪ 650 00:25:12,336 --> 00:25:13,816 Having trouble sending him on his way? 651 00:25:13,860 --> 00:25:15,296 I'm working on that. 652 00:25:15,339 --> 00:25:16,950 You know, it's hard to pull off 653 00:25:16,993 --> 00:25:18,125 a creepy clown vibe without the costume, 654 00:25:18,168 --> 00:25:19,387 but he's really nailed it. 655 00:25:19,430 --> 00:25:20,997 Yeah. 656 00:25:21,041 --> 00:25:22,782 It's nothing I can't handle. 657 00:25:22,825 --> 00:25:24,697 [ Chuckles ] I'm sure you can. 658 00:25:24,740 --> 00:25:28,657 But who's gonna tie you to the living, hmm? 659 00:25:28,701 --> 00:25:31,747 You know you can't do it alone. 660 00:25:31,791 --> 00:25:33,619 So, who? 661 00:25:33,662 --> 00:25:35,272 [ Cellphone vibrates ]Oh, there you go. 662 00:25:35,316 --> 00:25:38,058 Saved by the bell. 663 00:25:38,101 --> 00:25:39,973 I need to scrub in for your surgery. 664 00:25:42,497 --> 00:25:44,760 Un-break a leg in there. 665 00:25:44,804 --> 00:25:45,892 Sorry. It's all I got. 666 00:25:51,419 --> 00:25:53,900 How many drinks do you have per week? 667 00:25:53,943 --> 00:25:58,687 Somewhere between just enough and the perfect amount. 668 00:25:58,731 --> 00:26:00,341 And how long have you been smoking? 669 00:26:00,384 --> 00:26:01,951 Six months. 670 00:26:01,995 --> 00:26:03,170 Let me guess -- it'll kill me? 671 00:26:05,302 --> 00:26:07,000 Hey. Just, uh, checking in, 672 00:26:07,043 --> 00:26:09,568 making sure that you're going to be assisting 673 00:26:09,611 --> 00:26:11,352 on Mrs. Edison's colonoscopy. 674 00:26:11,395 --> 00:26:14,747 You didn't schedule me, so no. 675 00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:17,010 I didn't schedule you. I told you. 676 00:26:17,053 --> 00:26:18,577 Mm, no. No, you didn't. 677 00:26:18,620 --> 00:26:20,143 I want a percentage of the door 678 00:26:20,187 --> 00:26:21,884 if your girlfriend's gonna watch. 679 00:26:21,928 --> 00:26:23,582 -Uh, I'm his boss. -She's not my girlfriend. 680 00:26:23,625 --> 00:26:25,627 I don't care. 681 00:26:25,671 --> 00:26:27,237 I'm gonna be making a new schedule, Dev, 682 00:26:27,281 --> 00:26:28,848 so watch out for it. 683 00:26:28,891 --> 00:26:30,240 You got it, Chief. 684 00:26:30,284 --> 00:26:31,807 [ Door closes ] 685 00:26:31,851 --> 00:26:34,375 Shut this hamster toy off. 686 00:26:34,418 --> 00:26:35,811 [ Treadmill beeps ] 687 00:26:35,855 --> 00:26:38,379 [ Panting ] 688 00:26:42,775 --> 00:26:46,169 You know, the only good thing about this experience 689 00:26:46,213 --> 00:26:48,041 has been watching you suffer more than me. 690 00:26:48,084 --> 00:26:50,957 That was painful. 691 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:53,220 Thanks. That really helps. 692 00:26:53,263 --> 00:26:56,527 I'm gonna sugarcoat it for a guy who wired me to a conveyor belt? 693 00:26:56,571 --> 00:26:59,748 Wilfred, the way you're living, it's gonna kill you. 694 00:26:59,792 --> 00:27:00,793 You know that, right? 695 00:27:00,836 --> 00:27:02,533 Ah. 696 00:27:02,577 --> 00:27:03,491 So why do you keep doing it? 697 00:27:05,449 --> 00:27:08,104 Do you want to die? 698 00:27:08,148 --> 00:27:10,890 Not so much want to die. 699 00:27:10,933 --> 00:27:14,981 More like... don't know what to live for. 700 00:27:15,024 --> 00:27:16,852 Well, you just live one day at a time. 701 00:27:16,896 --> 00:27:19,899 Oh, stop. Just stop! 702 00:27:19,942 --> 00:27:24,251 [ Door opens, closes ] 703 00:27:24,294 --> 00:27:27,210 [ Monitors beeping ]Maggie: See here? 704 00:27:27,254 --> 00:27:29,212 It's invaded the tube on this side, but not the uterus. 705 00:27:29,256 --> 00:27:30,649 That's the good news. 706 00:27:30,692 --> 00:27:33,086 It's really hemorrhaging a lot. 707 00:27:33,129 --> 00:27:35,175 Pressure's low. I'll push more blood. 708 00:27:40,746 --> 00:27:42,617 You two have a history, don't you? 709 00:27:42,661 --> 00:27:44,880 It's none of your business, Billy. 710 00:27:44,924 --> 00:27:46,142 You're careful around each other. 711 00:27:46,186 --> 00:27:47,404 Friends aren't like that. 712 00:27:47,448 --> 00:27:48,884 You're wrong. Just friends. 713 00:27:48,928 --> 00:27:50,538 I just think there's obviously, 714 00:27:50,581 --> 00:27:52,105 like, electricity in the air with you two. 715 00:27:52,148 --> 00:27:54,411 It's so --Stop talking, please. 716 00:27:54,455 --> 00:27:56,457 Hold on. Do you see those lesions? 717 00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:57,937 Mm. 718 00:27:57,980 --> 00:28:00,026 They're everywhere. 719 00:28:00,069 --> 00:28:02,028 The cancer's spread to the omentum. 720 00:28:02,071 --> 00:28:03,856 Don't look. 721 00:28:03,899 --> 00:28:05,205 Do not make eye contact with her. 722 00:28:05,248 --> 00:28:06,162 This has to be my decision. 723 00:28:07,294 --> 00:28:08,774 What do we do? 724 00:28:08,817 --> 00:28:10,819 [ Sighs ] We stick to the plan. 725 00:28:10,863 --> 00:28:12,429 We came in to take her cancer out, 726 00:28:12,473 --> 00:28:14,083 and that's what we're gonna do. 727 00:28:14,127 --> 00:28:15,737 No, the plan was to remove the primary -- 728 00:28:15,781 --> 00:28:16,782 I'm not leaving these spots to grow. 729 00:28:16,825 --> 00:28:18,609 Prep for a laparotomy. 730 00:28:18,653 --> 00:28:20,437 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. We're opening her up? 731 00:28:20,481 --> 00:28:22,570 Every second we're in there, we risk the fetus. 732 00:28:22,613 --> 00:28:25,007 It's a small risk that we lose patient and baby now 733 00:28:25,051 --> 00:28:27,531 or a good chance this kid grows up without a mother later. 734 00:28:27,575 --> 00:28:29,011 I want to save them both. We're opening her up. 735 00:28:29,055 --> 00:28:30,621 [ Sighs ] 736 00:28:37,280 --> 00:28:39,761 There are ways to manage your pain. 737 00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:42,024 That's what I'm asking you to do -- 738 00:28:42,068 --> 00:28:44,766 manage it permanently. 739 00:28:44,810 --> 00:28:46,594 I can't do it alone. 740 00:28:46,637 --> 00:28:47,769 You're the doctor. 741 00:28:47,813 --> 00:28:49,466 No, I'm your daughter. 742 00:28:49,510 --> 00:28:51,207 And it's the last thing you should ask of me. 743 00:28:51,251 --> 00:28:53,862 [ Sighs ] 744 00:28:53,906 --> 00:28:56,256 Look, when the time comes, we can discuss this, 745 00:28:56,299 --> 00:28:58,214 but we're so far off from that. 746 00:28:58,258 --> 00:29:01,000 Don't you want to see Dougie or Jasper? 747 00:29:01,043 --> 00:29:03,872 Your brothers have had 10 years to come and see me. 748 00:29:03,916 --> 00:29:05,526 They hate me. 749 00:29:05,569 --> 00:29:07,093 This is not gonna change anything. 750 00:29:07,136 --> 00:29:09,008 Fine, then. What about Luke? 751 00:29:09,051 --> 00:29:10,923 [ Voice breaking ] Don't do that. 752 00:29:10,966 --> 00:29:12,751 [ Sighs ] 753 00:29:12,794 --> 00:29:14,100 Mom. 754 00:29:17,146 --> 00:29:19,366 Mom. Mom, don't! 755 00:29:19,409 --> 00:29:21,629 [ Sighs ] 756 00:29:21,672 --> 00:29:24,806 Mom, come out and talk to me, please. 757 00:29:24,850 --> 00:29:27,896 I'm supposed to look after you, not the other way around. 758 00:29:31,247 --> 00:29:33,467 I still need you. 759 00:29:33,510 --> 00:29:35,077 You never needed me. 760 00:29:36,557 --> 00:29:38,820 Well, I do now. 761 00:29:38,864 --> 00:29:41,040 [ Pills rattle ] 762 00:29:41,083 --> 00:29:42,781 I'm pregnant. 763 00:29:42,824 --> 00:29:44,826 ♪♪ 764 00:29:44,870 --> 00:29:45,958 [ Exhales sharply ] 765 00:29:52,878 --> 00:29:55,794 You're the only person I've told. 766 00:29:55,837 --> 00:29:56,969 And it's Charlie's. 767 00:29:57,012 --> 00:29:58,535 Yeah. 768 00:29:58,579 --> 00:30:01,887 [ Horses snorting ] 769 00:30:01,930 --> 00:30:04,498 Go back to him. 770 00:30:04,541 --> 00:30:05,542 You love him. 771 00:30:05,586 --> 00:30:07,980 I do. 772 00:30:08,023 --> 00:30:10,678 It doesn't work that way. 773 00:30:10,721 --> 00:30:12,375 It's not enough. It wasn't enough for you. 774 00:30:12,419 --> 00:30:13,986 It wasn't enough for you and Dad. 775 00:30:17,685 --> 00:30:19,600 You know, I used to believe 776 00:30:19,643 --> 00:30:21,210 that I was responsible 777 00:30:21,254 --> 00:30:23,082 for all the bad luck in this family. 778 00:30:23,125 --> 00:30:25,040 God knows we've had our share. 779 00:30:25,084 --> 00:30:27,260 [ Chuckles ] 780 00:30:27,303 --> 00:30:29,871 But after your dad died, 781 00:30:29,915 --> 00:30:32,831 I thought that you were gonna be the one to escape it. 782 00:30:32,874 --> 00:30:34,920 But I haven't, mom. 783 00:30:34,963 --> 00:30:35,921 [ Sighs ] 784 00:30:35,964 --> 00:30:37,879 Charlie and I, well, 785 00:30:37,923 --> 00:30:41,927 we've had nothing but terrible luck. 786 00:30:41,970 --> 00:30:44,494 You have an amazing career and a beautiful son. 787 00:30:44,538 --> 00:30:46,496 How is that bad luck? 788 00:30:46,540 --> 00:30:48,716 [ Voice breaking ] And I can't be with the man that I love 789 00:30:48,759 --> 00:30:49,891 because we're cursed. 790 00:30:49,935 --> 00:30:50,979 You are not cursed. 791 00:30:51,023 --> 00:30:52,024 [ Sniffles ] 792 00:30:52,067 --> 00:30:53,460 We make our own destiny. 793 00:30:55,592 --> 00:30:58,334 God, I hope so. 794 00:30:58,378 --> 00:31:00,902 [ Sniffles ] 795 00:31:00,946 --> 00:31:04,166 And I'm gonna have another grandchild. 796 00:31:04,210 --> 00:31:06,821 Well, it looks like it. 797 00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:07,691 [ Laughs ] 798 00:31:10,042 --> 00:31:14,002 You know, you were the only one of my babies 799 00:31:14,046 --> 00:31:17,005 that I didn't need a pregnancy test for. 800 00:31:17,049 --> 00:31:18,615 Really? 801 00:31:18,659 --> 00:31:20,661 Right from the beginning, I knew 802 00:31:20,704 --> 00:31:22,358 because you were giving me hell. 803 00:31:22,402 --> 00:31:23,882 Well... 804 00:31:23,925 --> 00:31:26,754 You had so much fight in you. 805 00:31:26,797 --> 00:31:27,973 You still do. 806 00:31:28,016 --> 00:31:31,672 ♪♪ 807 00:31:31,715 --> 00:31:33,456 I got it from somewhere. 808 00:31:33,500 --> 00:31:35,676 [ Sniffles ] 809 00:31:35,719 --> 00:31:37,721 I'm dying, honey. 810 00:31:37,765 --> 00:31:40,724 Nothing's gonna change that. 811 00:31:40,768 --> 00:31:42,596 Faster, slower -- what's the difference? 812 00:31:53,259 --> 00:31:54,913 [ Monitors beeping ] 813 00:32:04,574 --> 00:32:06,794 You removed the ovary and stopped the bleed? 814 00:32:06,837 --> 00:32:08,535 Yes. 815 00:32:08,578 --> 00:32:10,363 Going after all of it -- that was a risky choice. 816 00:32:10,406 --> 00:32:11,973 It was the rightchoice. 817 00:32:12,017 --> 00:32:13,453 I know. 818 00:32:15,324 --> 00:32:17,065 My family's here. I'll go talk them through it. 819 00:32:17,109 --> 00:32:18,197 Okay. I'll be right out. 820 00:32:23,550 --> 00:32:25,465 Billy: That still happens 821 00:32:25,508 --> 00:32:27,380 even when you're a grown-up doctor? 822 00:32:27,423 --> 00:32:28,685 I guess it does today. 823 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:36,867 Okay, now you're just messing with me. 824 00:32:36,911 --> 00:32:39,479 Oh, lighten up a little, buttercup. 825 00:32:39,522 --> 00:32:41,611 Your wife wind you up like that? 826 00:32:41,655 --> 00:32:44,440 Girlfriend. And no, actually. 827 00:32:44,484 --> 00:32:45,702 [ Sighs ] 828 00:32:45,746 --> 00:32:46,790 How long were you married? 829 00:32:46,834 --> 00:32:49,445 56 wonderful years. 830 00:32:49,489 --> 00:32:51,882 She was working in a flower shop when I met her. 831 00:32:51,926 --> 00:32:53,841 Swept me right off my feet. 832 00:32:53,884 --> 00:32:55,669 That's beautiful. 833 00:32:55,712 --> 00:32:57,323 My girlfriend at the time didn't think so. 834 00:32:57,366 --> 00:32:58,715 [ Laughs ] They never do. 835 00:32:58,759 --> 00:33:00,152 I have Mr. Jennings' results. 836 00:33:00,195 --> 00:33:02,067 Well, tick-tock. 837 00:33:02,110 --> 00:33:04,069 I may make happy hour at The Belladonna after all. 838 00:33:04,112 --> 00:33:07,159 Early stage Alcoholic Cardiomyopathy. 839 00:33:07,202 --> 00:33:08,682 The barrage of drugs and alcohol 840 00:33:08,725 --> 00:33:09,900 have caused the vessels in your heart 841 00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:11,554 to swell and harden. 842 00:33:11,598 --> 00:33:13,817 Your heart's strangling itself, Wilfred. 843 00:33:13,861 --> 00:33:15,689 We're gonna have to admit you, monitor you. 844 00:33:15,732 --> 00:33:17,299 We'll give you medication. 845 00:33:17,343 --> 00:33:19,432 Oh, I will take that under advisement. 846 00:33:19,475 --> 00:33:21,129 But, uh, for now, if you'll excuse me, 847 00:33:21,173 --> 00:33:22,826 I have a pitcher of mojitos waiting. 848 00:33:22,870 --> 00:33:25,786 Wilfred, you're an idiot. 849 00:33:25,829 --> 00:33:27,614 And if Priscilla were here, she'd say the same thing. 850 00:33:27,657 --> 00:33:29,442 You didn't know her. 851 00:33:29,485 --> 00:33:31,139 She'd be okay with you killing yourself by drinking 852 00:33:31,183 --> 00:33:33,141 just to prove that you loved her? 853 00:33:33,185 --> 00:33:35,709 What you know about love couldn't fill a shot glass. 854 00:33:35,752 --> 00:33:37,493 Oh, cut the crap! 855 00:33:37,537 --> 00:33:39,756 What would Priscilla want? 856 00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:41,497 [ Sighs ] Her garden. 857 00:33:41,541 --> 00:33:43,108 She'd want me to look after her garden. 858 00:33:44,239 --> 00:33:46,067 And how's it doing now? 859 00:33:46,111 --> 00:33:48,374 It looks like a dog's ass. I hate gardening. 860 00:33:48,417 --> 00:33:50,115 And I hate salsa dancing, 861 00:33:50,158 --> 00:33:52,204 but you got to do what you got to do. 862 00:33:52,247 --> 00:33:54,467 [ Book thuds ] 863 00:33:54,510 --> 00:33:57,687 Oh, uh... hey, Serena. 864 00:33:57,731 --> 00:34:01,082 So, I thought about what you said, about the chiefship, 865 00:34:01,126 --> 00:34:02,431 how you think I should step down. 866 00:34:02,475 --> 00:34:04,303 No, I-I didn't say that. 867 00:34:04,346 --> 00:34:06,522 I just asked you if you were considering it. 868 00:34:06,566 --> 00:34:09,221 Oh. Well, I'm not. 869 00:34:09,264 --> 00:34:11,397 I just got started, and I know I can make this hospital 870 00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:13,486 a better place while I'm here. 871 00:34:13,529 --> 00:34:16,315 That's good because based on Dawn's recommendation, 872 00:34:16,358 --> 00:34:19,361 I've decided to make you permanent Chief Resident. 873 00:34:19,405 --> 00:34:21,102 Congratulations. 874 00:34:21,146 --> 00:34:22,625 Wow. 875 00:34:22,669 --> 00:34:24,497 That was easy. No, not easy. 876 00:34:24,540 --> 00:34:26,151 You just went from one impossible job to two. 877 00:34:26,194 --> 00:34:27,761 Crossbar. 878 00:34:27,804 --> 00:34:28,892 Randall: Kapow. 879 00:34:30,111 --> 00:34:32,026 Charlie, it's happening. 880 00:34:32,070 --> 00:34:33,375 ♪♪ 881 00:34:35,247 --> 00:34:36,900 Dr. Harris, are you all right? 882 00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:39,120 Yeah. I -- 883 00:34:39,164 --> 00:34:42,341 I just had that feeling like, uh... 884 00:34:42,384 --> 00:34:45,126 someone walked on my grave. -Ooh. 885 00:34:45,170 --> 00:34:47,607 Actually, that's a subconscious release of adrenaline. 886 00:34:47,650 --> 00:34:49,130 Like a reaction to temperature 887 00:34:49,174 --> 00:34:50,262 or an emotional response to memory. 888 00:34:51,785 --> 00:34:53,787 You must clean up on trivia night, Dr. O'Toole. 889 00:34:55,832 --> 00:34:59,314 Something's coming for me. I can feel it. 890 00:34:59,358 --> 00:35:00,707 [ Monitors beeping rapidly ]Whoa. We have a problem. 891 00:35:00,750 --> 00:35:02,709 The craniotomy site's bleeding. 892 00:35:02,752 --> 00:35:04,624 Okay, his pressure must have dislodged 893 00:35:04,667 --> 00:35:06,713 a clot in the arterial vessel. Page Dr. Hamza. 894 00:35:06,756 --> 00:35:09,150 Okay, I need sponges. -He's tachycardic. 895 00:35:09,194 --> 00:35:11,021 You know, I've been ferryman for so long, 896 00:35:11,065 --> 00:35:12,632 showing people to the other side. 897 00:35:12,675 --> 00:35:14,416 It's finally my turn to take the trip. 898 00:35:14,460 --> 00:35:15,722 Roxy, push more fluids. 899 00:35:15,765 --> 00:35:17,985 Hey. Buddy, you remember 900 00:35:18,028 --> 00:35:19,987 you can't handle this on your own, okay? 901 00:35:20,030 --> 00:35:21,771 You need a link to the living. 902 00:35:21,815 --> 00:35:23,208 Stay with us, Randall. 903 00:35:23,251 --> 00:35:24,165 Thank you for caring. 904 00:35:25,949 --> 00:35:27,647 It helps a lot, my friend. 905 00:35:27,690 --> 00:35:29,214 [ Sighs ] 906 00:35:29,257 --> 00:35:32,042 I'll see you on the other side, Charlie. 907 00:35:32,086 --> 00:35:34,436 [ Flatline ] 908 00:35:43,097 --> 00:35:44,620 [ Sighs ] 909 00:35:57,546 --> 00:35:59,374 [ Birds chirping ] 910 00:36:03,987 --> 00:36:05,511 [ Horse snorts ] 911 00:36:07,687 --> 00:36:09,428 [ Horse whinnies ] 912 00:36:17,697 --> 00:36:19,742 [ Soft music plays ] 913 00:36:24,617 --> 00:36:25,661 You kept it. 914 00:36:28,534 --> 00:36:30,753 [ Music ends ] 915 00:36:30,797 --> 00:36:32,277 Anyway, I've been thinking. 916 00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:34,540 If -- 917 00:36:34,583 --> 00:36:36,324 If it's what you really want... 918 00:36:39,458 --> 00:36:41,503 When the time comes, I will help you. 919 00:36:47,509 --> 00:36:48,728 Mom? 920 00:36:52,384 --> 00:36:53,254 Mom. 921 00:36:56,518 --> 00:36:59,260 Mom? Mom? 922 00:36:59,304 --> 00:37:01,784 [ Bottle clacks ] 923 00:37:01,828 --> 00:37:03,264 Oh, my God. 924 00:37:03,308 --> 00:37:04,831 What -- What have you done? 925 00:37:06,311 --> 00:37:07,616 [ Sighs ] 926 00:37:09,401 --> 00:37:12,926 [ Ringing ]Mother! 927 00:37:12,969 --> 00:37:15,233 Dispatcher: 911, what's your emergency? 928 00:37:15,276 --> 00:37:18,192 I have an opiate overdose at 9947 12th Line. 929 00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:19,846 I need an ambulance now. 930 00:37:19,889 --> 00:37:21,326 Come on, Mama. 931 00:37:21,369 --> 00:37:24,198 Stay with me here! 932 00:37:24,242 --> 00:37:25,721 Please don't leave me. 933 00:37:28,550 --> 00:37:30,944 [ Cries ] 934 00:37:30,987 --> 00:37:33,294 ♪♪ 935 00:37:36,950 --> 00:37:40,040 ♪ I hear the sound 936 00:37:40,083 --> 00:37:43,217 ♪ Echoes beneath 937 00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:46,089 ♪ Angels and skylines meet 938 00:37:51,181 --> 00:37:54,750 ♪ And I'm straining to reach 939 00:37:54,794 --> 00:37:58,928 ♪ The light on the surface [ Engine starts ] 940 00:37:58,972 --> 00:38:02,367 ♪ Light on the other side 941 00:38:04,717 --> 00:38:08,329 ♪ I feel the pages turning 942 00:38:08,373 --> 00:38:11,985 ♪ I see the candle burning down ♪ 943 00:38:12,028 --> 00:38:13,421 ♪ Before my eyes 944 00:38:13,465 --> 00:38:14,988 [ Sniffles ] 945 00:38:15,031 --> 00:38:19,340 ♪ Before my wild eyes 946 00:38:19,384 --> 00:38:21,037 Hey, Alex. It's me. 947 00:38:21,081 --> 00:38:23,257 Uh, I've been wanting to talk. 948 00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:27,392 Something came up. A job, actually, back home. 949 00:38:27,435 --> 00:38:30,351 ♪ Finally breathe 950 00:38:30,395 --> 00:38:34,224 Uh, I wanted to connect, but, uh... 951 00:38:34,268 --> 00:38:37,053 it seems that we can't connect. 952 00:38:37,097 --> 00:38:38,968 Maybe it's a sign. [ Chuckles ] 953 00:38:39,012 --> 00:38:42,232 Uh, you know, maybe in another life, 954 00:38:42,276 --> 00:38:46,889 there's nothing messing us up and nothing getting in the way 955 00:38:46,933 --> 00:38:50,284 of us giving this thing a chance, but, uh... 956 00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:51,851 doesn't look like it's this one. 957 00:38:51,894 --> 00:38:53,809 ♪ Breathe 958 00:38:53,853 --> 00:38:56,072 Listen, I-I really hope that you find 959 00:38:56,116 --> 00:38:58,161 whatever makes you happy, and, uh... 960 00:38:58,205 --> 00:38:59,554 ♪ Breathe 961 00:38:59,598 --> 00:39:00,947 ...good luck with everything. 962 00:39:00,990 --> 00:39:02,296 ♪ I feel the pages turning 963 00:39:02,340 --> 00:39:07,170 Goodbye, Alex Reid. 964 00:39:07,214 --> 00:39:10,173 ♪ Before my eyes 965 00:39:10,217 --> 00:39:14,134 ♪ Before my wild eyes 966 00:39:14,177 --> 00:39:17,746 ♪ And I feel you holding me 967 00:39:17,790 --> 00:39:21,228 ♪ Tighter, I cannot see 968 00:39:21,271 --> 00:39:25,406 ♪ When will we finally 969 00:39:25,450 --> 00:39:29,105 ♪ Breathe 970 00:39:32,065 --> 00:39:35,634 ♪ Breathe 971 00:39:35,677 --> 00:39:37,287 ♪ Breathe 972 00:39:37,331 --> 00:39:38,941 [ Laughs ] 973 00:39:38,985 --> 00:39:40,639 ♪ Breathe 974 00:39:43,032 --> 00:39:46,296 We'll resume chemo as soon as she's strong enough, 975 00:39:46,340 --> 00:39:47,950 but right now, I want her to focus on rest 976 00:39:47,994 --> 00:39:49,648 and getting her strength up. 977 00:39:49,691 --> 00:39:50,692 Okay. 978 00:39:52,564 --> 00:39:54,043 Thank you. 979 00:39:54,087 --> 00:39:54,957 Yeah. 980 00:39:56,959 --> 00:39:58,570 [ Sighs ] 981 00:39:58,613 --> 00:40:01,616 Well, I should go. 982 00:40:01,660 --> 00:40:03,662 Really? 983 00:40:03,705 --> 00:40:05,968 After everything that's happened today, 984 00:40:06,012 --> 00:40:07,796 your family just doesn't want you here? 985 00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:10,582 You know what, they'll come around or they wont, 986 00:40:10,625 --> 00:40:14,020 but I'm done trying to make it easy for them. 987 00:40:14,063 --> 00:40:17,371 You seem so...different. [ Chuckles ] 988 00:40:19,286 --> 00:40:20,853 I am. 989 00:40:20,896 --> 00:40:23,943 Israel was... a lot of things. 990 00:40:27,468 --> 00:40:29,296 Are you here for long? 991 00:40:29,339 --> 00:40:31,037 Do you want to get together, have dinner, or...? 992 00:40:35,345 --> 00:40:37,870 Hey, there's something I need to tell you. 993 00:40:37,913 --> 00:40:41,700 I thought it could wait, but...it can't, 994 00:40:41,743 --> 00:40:44,964 so, uh, just listen. 995 00:40:45,007 --> 00:40:47,140 Okay. 996 00:40:47,183 --> 00:40:49,272 Um... 997 00:40:49,316 --> 00:40:51,100 [ Chuckles ] 998 00:40:51,144 --> 00:40:54,234 When I was in Israel, 999 00:40:54,277 --> 00:40:56,628 I thought about you every day. 1000 00:40:59,413 --> 00:41:01,241 I thought about you, too. 1001 00:41:05,158 --> 00:41:09,989 [ In The City's "When I Look Back" plays ] 1002 00:41:10,032 --> 00:41:12,774 I want to find out if we can be something. 1003 00:41:15,124 --> 00:41:18,214 I just need to know if you do, too. 1004 00:41:18,258 --> 00:41:21,304 ♪ Meet me where the sun sets 1005 00:41:21,348 --> 00:41:24,394 ♪ Golden days I won't forget 1006 00:41:24,438 --> 00:41:27,354 ♪ Lights will hold you as you rest ♪ 1007 00:41:30,444 --> 00:41:33,882 ♪ Meet me where the road ends 1008 00:41:33,926 --> 00:41:36,668 ♪ Lost out here without my friend ♪ 1009 00:41:36,711 --> 00:41:39,888 ♪ A heart that only you can mend ♪ 1010 00:41:45,590 --> 00:41:47,113 [ Keys thud ] 1011 00:42:00,430 --> 00:42:02,389 Is she here? 1012 00:42:09,396 --> 00:42:10,440 Yeah. 1013 00:42:15,402 --> 00:42:17,665 Will you tell her that I love her? 1014 00:42:25,717 --> 00:42:27,196 She knows, Alex. 1015 00:42:27,240 --> 00:42:28,763 [ Cries ] 1016 00:42:36,684 --> 00:42:38,556 She knows. 1017 00:42:38,599 --> 00:42:41,733 ♪♪