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[Meredith] Intimacy
is a four-syllable word
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for, "Here are my heart and soul.
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Please grind them
into hamburger and enjoy."
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It's both desired and feared,
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difficult to live with...
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Excuse me! Excuse me!
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[Meredith]
...and impossible to live without.
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Is that my toothbrush?
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[Meredith] Intimacy also comes
attached to life's three R's:
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Relatives, romance and roommates.
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Coffee?
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[Meredith] There are some
things you can't escape.
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And other things
you just don't want to know.
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Hello, kitty.
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[siren wailing]
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You don't understand.
Me gonads, you ovaries.
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That reminds me. We are out of tampons.
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You're parading to the bathroom
in your underwear
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when I'm naked in the shower.
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Can you add it to your list. please?
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- What?
- Tampons!
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To the list. It's your turn.
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I am a man! I don't buy girl products!
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I don't want you walking in
while I'm in the shower,
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and I don't want to see you
in your underwear.
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It doesn't bother me, OK?
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Look at me in my underwear, George.
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Take your time. It's no big deal.
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[car alarm activating]
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You are the first person
they see in the morning.
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You say please. You say thank you.
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You apologize for waking them up.
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You make them feel good about you.
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Why is that important?
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'Cause then they'll talk to you
and tell you what's wrong.
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Why is that important?
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Because then you can tell your attending
what they need to know during rounds.
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And why is that important?
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Because if you make
your resident look bad,
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she'll torture you
until you beg for your mama.
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Now get out there.
I want pre-rounds done by 5:30 am.
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- Morning, Dr. Model.
- Dr. Evil Spawn.
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Nice tat.
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They airbrush that out for the catalogs?
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I don't know. What do they do
for the 666 on your skull?
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I'd better get good patients today.
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Yesterday I had two guys with colostomies
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who needed dressing changes
every 15 minutes.
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I'm gonna be in surgery. Today's my day.
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- On what?
- Like I'd tell you.
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What do you know?
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I know I was here at 4:00,
and you didn't get here till 4:30.
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Tell me.
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No.
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I'm not the intern
who's screwing an attending.
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I am not screw...
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You're here early.
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I have chordotomy at 5:00.
I'm out at 6:00.
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I might buy you breakfast before rounds.
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- I've already eaten.
- What'd you have?
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- None of your business.
- You a cereal person?
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Straight out of the box?
Or all fruit and fiber-y?
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Pancakes? Do you like pancakes.
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Fine, leftover grilled cheese.
Curiosity satisfied?
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That's sad. It's pathetic.
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A good day starts with a good breakfast.
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Look, I'm not being seen
with you in this hospital.
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Learn it, live it. It's unprofessional.
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Think of it as an attending getting
to know one of his interns.
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- He slept with the intern.
- Barely knew her.
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And it should stay that way.
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You want me to be professional?
I'll be professional.
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- That's what I want.
- That's what you get.
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You're gonna be late for your chordotomy.
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Nice talking to you, Dr. Grey.
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Anyone seen the floor chart
on the new admission?
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[door banging]
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You always come in like that,
bang the light on?
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- You're Elizabeth Fallon?
- What does my chart say?
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It says you used to be a nurse here.
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- A scrub nurse.
- And you have abdominal mass
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consistent with pancreatic cancer.
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And you are hoping
they're gonna give me a Whipple.
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Pancreatic duodectomy.
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This hospital sees those one...
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Maybe once every six months.
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That's why you got here at 4:30, huh?
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4:00.
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Grabbed my chart before
anybody else could see it.
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Impress Dr. Burke with your pre-round exam
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so you'd be the logical intern
for him to ask to scrub in.
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I know all the tricks, doctor.
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Yang. Cristina Yang.
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I'll call you Cristina.
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You call me Nurse Fallon.
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Mr. Humphrey?
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Mr. Humphrey, I'm sorry to wake you.
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Come on.
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What time is it?
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Ten after 5:00.
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I'm sorry. I just need to do a brief exam.
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If you could sit up for one moment.
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Thanks.
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This might be a little bit cold,
so just take a deep breath.
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If you could just take a deep breath.
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You're not a doctor.
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I'm Dr. Stevens. You can call me Izzie.
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I'll be helping Dr. Bailey
with your biopsy.
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No, I don't think so, no.
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Mr. Humphrey,
this will just take a moment.
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No, get me Dr. Bailey or Dr. Victor.
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- I just need to do a brief...
- You don't need to do anything.
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Is this you?
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Huh? Is this you?
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It is, isn't it?
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You know, get out of my room.
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- Mr. Humphrey...
- Get out of my room.
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[George] There need to be some rules.
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So, what, we can walk around
in our underwear
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on alternate Tuesdays,
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or you could see bras but not panties?
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Or are you talking Amish rules?
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Because if you think you're
gonna get Izzie to cover herself...
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The amount of flesh exposed
is not the point.
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You have to do something. It's your house.
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- It's my mother's house.
- Meredith...
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Do you like Izzie?
Is that what this is about?
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- Do you have a crush on Izzie?
- Izzie? No. I don't like Izzie.
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Izzie... No.
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I... She's not the one I'm attracted to.
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Not the one. So there's a one.
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This is not...
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Look, there just have to be some rules.
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O'Malley, Grey,
get Karev and head down to Trauma.
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Shepherd needs you.
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- Shepherd's in surgery.
- He got pulled before he could start.
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[elevator bell dinging]
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[monitor beeping]
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Those look like...
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Nails.
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- I can't see my hands.
- Oh, my God. He's conscious.
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Breathe deeply, George.
You won't pass out.
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Use four milligrams of morphine.
Titrate up to ten.
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[Derek] You know what?
I don't want him to move.
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- I can't see.
- It's OK.
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We need you to be still, Mr...
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Cruz, Jorge Cruz. He tripped
and fell down a flight of stairs
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holding a nail gun.
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Sick.
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Somehow he managed to miss a blood vessel.
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That's a minor miracle.
Optic nerve's been affected.
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Can you feel this?
Numbness on his right side.
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- What's our immediate concern?
- Infection.
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[Derek] I wanna pull these nails
out in the next half-hour.
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- Need a CT.
- CTs are down.
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- What?
- Exchanged them last night.
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Computer's crashed, back up by 1:00.
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What are the options?
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- An MRI.
- No.
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Brilliant, man's got nails in his head.
Let's put him in a giant magnet.
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You want films from three axis points
and a C-arm in surgery.
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Excellent, you guys dig up research
and find out
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if this has ever happened before.
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- Go.
- My wife. My wife, my wife.
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- She's on her way.
- You wife is on the way, Mr. Cruz.
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Stay with him, keep him calm
and look for changes.
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I can't see.
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[Cristina] Fifty-five-year-old woman
with adenocarcinoma of the pancreas.
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Has had radiation therapy
to reduce the tumor load.
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Rates her abdominal pain three out of ten.
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Positive nausea, but no vomiting.
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Diarrhea, hematochezia, melena,
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afebrile with T-max 37-2
and stable vital signs.
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Lab significant
for a total ability of seven
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and elevated liver enzymes.
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Thank you, Dr. Yang.
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Aggressive little witch, isn't she?
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She stole my chart during pre-rounds
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so she could scrub in on my surgery.
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She's hoping for a Whipple.
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Actually, Liz, I was gonna
give you to Meredith Grey.
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Ellis's daughter?
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Yes, she's an intern this year.
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Thought you'd have
something to talk about.
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I doubt that.
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I was Ellis's scrub nurse for 18 years,
practically lived with that woman.
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I didn't meet that daughter once.
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Anyway, Shepherd has her on the guy
with the nails in his head.
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There's a guy with nails in his head?
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Seven of them.
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Shot himself in the head with a nail gun.
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"Nail" nails?
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Sixteen pennies,
three and a half inches long.
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- And he's still alive?
- Fully conscious.
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Should be a pretty interesting surgery.
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But I guess you've got the Whipple.
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I'm gonna need a full blood
work-up and abdominal CT.
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CTs are down this morning.
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Then an MRI.
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She needs an enema, an ERCP for a stent
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and brush biopsy this afternoon.
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Take care of her.
Liz is an institution around here.
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Good call, doctor.
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Grey's got the human two-by-four,
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and you have the institution
in need of an enema.
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You'd say your health's
been good recently?
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Maybe some headaches.
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Nothing compared to now.
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Sona, that's my wife.
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Sona, she'll say,
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"Why you think they call it a gun, moron?"
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She hates the damn things.
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With good reason.
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- Baby?
- [Jorge] Sona.
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You are in so much trouble.
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Get a history from her
before you scrub in.
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- OK.
- Thank you.
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Twenty-three.
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People have been accidentally
shot in the head with nails 23 times.
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One was attempted suicide, doesn't count.
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So he pointed a nail gun
at his head on purpose?
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That makes me feel better.
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So...
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Grey and Stevens really
walk around in their underwear?
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Not all the time.
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I mean, some of the time, you know.
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But not all the time.
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Sexy underwear?
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Yeah. I mean...
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[Alex] And they just,
let you look at them?
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Yeah.
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Like sisters.
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No, not like sisters.
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I don't think of them as sisters.
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But they're not coming on to you.
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- Not exactly.
- They don't expect you to do anything.
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No.
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But...
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Like sisters.
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Just like sisters.
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Is he prepped?
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I think they're doing it right now.
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You think?
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He's having a prostate biopsy.
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Trust me. If you'd been in there,
you'd know.
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[Miranda] OK, Mr. Humphrey.
We're gonna get started.
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Get her out of here.
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I want her out of here!
Just get her out of here!
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Just you go! Now! Just go now!
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Hey, relax! Relax, Mr. Humphrey.
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[Sonja] Will he be able to see again?
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00:12:11,604 --> 00:12:13,731
We won't know until the nails come out.
253
00:12:14,398 --> 00:12:15,983
Did he tell you he takes photos?
254
00:12:16,942 --> 00:12:19,195
Beautiful photos. It's his hobby.
255
00:12:20,237 --> 00:12:23,866
I just got him a new digital camera,
and now he can't stop, you know?
256
00:12:23,949 --> 00:12:27,244
He always has it out,
always taking pictures of me.
257
00:12:27,411 --> 00:12:29,663
Jorge said he's been having headaches.
258
00:12:29,747 --> 00:12:32,041
Can you tell me about them?
Have they been recent?
259
00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:37,630
I'm not sure.
Maybe the last couple of months.
260
00:12:38,214 --> 00:12:41,926
Have you seen him experience
any dizziness or disorientation?
261
00:12:46,388 --> 00:12:47,765
Yes, yes, I have.
262
00:12:49,725 --> 00:12:50,559
OK.
263
00:12:55,689 --> 00:12:57,942
You want to tell me
what that was all about?
264
00:12:59,110 --> 00:12:59,944
Nothing.
265
00:13:00,027 --> 00:13:01,487
He's probably just crazy or something.
266
00:13:10,121 --> 00:13:11,163
Bethany Whisper.
267
00:13:11,330 --> 00:13:13,582
- What?
- Bethany Whisper.
268
00:13:13,749 --> 00:13:15,835
I did a new Bethany Whisper lingerie ad.
269
00:13:15,918 --> 00:13:18,462
- He saw it in a magazine.
- You got time to pose for magazines?
270
00:13:18,546 --> 00:13:20,506
No, the shoot was last year.
It just came out.
271
00:13:20,589 --> 00:13:23,217
- So because he saw you in a thong...
- It wasn't a thong.
272
00:13:23,300 --> 00:13:24,844
...you're hiding in the hallway.
273
00:13:24,927 --> 00:13:26,846
I just think it might be easier
if you assign another intern.
274
00:13:26,929 --> 00:13:30,683
Easy is not in your job description.
You are a doctor. He is a patient.
275
00:13:30,766 --> 00:13:32,852
He's your patient. Biopsy these.
276
00:13:33,561 --> 00:13:36,105
If they come back positive,
I expect to see you in surgery.
277
00:13:38,232 --> 00:13:40,609
Hey, you're on this. You understand me?
278
00:13:50,161 --> 00:13:52,621
- Vertiginous or light-headedness?
- Light-headed.
279
00:13:52,705 --> 00:13:54,874
Sometimes he'd have
to brace himself to get out of bed.
280
00:13:54,957 --> 00:13:57,668
Could be a million things.
Simple orthostasis.
281
00:13:57,835 --> 00:13:58,669
What?
282
00:13:58,752 --> 00:14:00,546
What made him fall with a nail gun?
283
00:14:00,629 --> 00:14:01,922
He said he tripped.
284
00:14:02,006 --> 00:14:04,383
Just because you hear hoofbeats,
don't assume zebras.
285
00:14:04,466 --> 00:14:07,469
Something caused him to lose
consciousness and fall down the stairs.
286
00:14:07,553 --> 00:14:08,929
He could have a tumor.
287
00:14:09,138 --> 00:14:11,432
Look, I have no idea
why this guy's still alive,
288
00:14:11,515 --> 00:14:13,058
let alone moving and talking.
289
00:14:13,392 --> 00:14:15,603
Not a clue.
Let's just get him through this
290
00:14:15,686 --> 00:14:17,646
before we start digging around
for something else.
291
00:14:19,732 --> 00:14:24,028
- Shepherd. Twenty-three cases?
- One was attempted suicide.
292
00:14:24,111 --> 00:14:25,779
That doesn't count.
Talk to me about procedure.
293
00:14:25,863 --> 00:14:27,823
Biggest problems
are bleeding and infection.
294
00:14:27,907 --> 00:14:29,867
Odds improved with shorter surgery.
295
00:14:29,950 --> 00:14:32,912
Bottom line was get them out quickly
and watch for bleeding.
296
00:14:33,496 --> 00:14:35,414
I got it. Other words, I'm on my own.
297
00:14:44,215 --> 00:14:45,341
You coming?
298
00:14:45,758 --> 00:14:47,384
Dude, I don't need an escort.
299
00:14:48,928 --> 00:14:49,762
Go.
300
00:14:50,679 --> 00:14:51,514
Go ahead.
301
00:14:51,847 --> 00:14:52,806
[receiver clicking]
302
00:14:54,225 --> 00:14:56,018
Well, well, well.
303
00:14:58,145 --> 00:14:59,897
Dr. Bethany Whisper.
304
00:15:00,356 --> 00:15:01,815
That's so nice.
305
00:15:11,562 --> 00:15:14,481
[whistling]
306
00:15:18,819 --> 00:15:21,339
[humming]
307
00:15:21,373 --> 00:15:23,708
She had this thing for red when we met.
308
00:15:25,043 --> 00:15:28,588
Red car, red dresses, red hats.
309
00:15:28,880 --> 00:15:30,924
Personally, I hated the color.
310
00:15:31,633 --> 00:15:32,926
Too obvious, you know?
311
00:15:33,218 --> 00:15:36,096
But a couple years ago,
312
00:15:36,638 --> 00:15:38,223
I took her up to the mountains.
313
00:15:39,724 --> 00:15:41,101
She was in a red dress,
314
00:15:41,309 --> 00:15:44,479
and there was this field of red...
315
00:15:45,689 --> 00:15:46,898
poppies, I think.
316
00:15:47,983 --> 00:15:50,026
And she jumped out of the car
317
00:15:50,569 --> 00:15:51,611
and ran into them
318
00:15:52,696 --> 00:15:54,114
and started laughing...
319
00:15:55,490 --> 00:15:56,908
laughing at all the red.
320
00:16:03,498 --> 00:16:07,627
The good news is it hasn't spread
from his prostate to his lymph nodes.
321
00:16:08,336 --> 00:16:11,548
With a radical prostatectomy,
we could probably get it all.
322
00:16:12,215 --> 00:16:14,217
- Good prognosis.
- Spare some nerves?
323
00:16:14,301 --> 00:16:16,428
Give him a chance at a normal sex life?
324
00:16:16,720 --> 00:16:19,681
Young puppies like
to take chances with cancer.
325
00:16:20,098 --> 00:16:22,767
Old dogs like me, we do what works.
326
00:16:22,851 --> 00:16:24,436
Yes, sir, of course.
327
00:16:24,519 --> 00:16:26,688
- We on the schedule tomorrow?
- 10:00 am.
328
00:16:26,771 --> 00:16:29,524
Good. Maybe I can squeeze in a round.
329
00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:32,360
An ass who deals in asses.
330
00:16:33,653 --> 00:16:37,157
We call him "Limp Harry."
He never spares the nerves.
331
00:16:41,536 --> 00:16:45,165
[Richard] As you can see,
the patient has shot seven nails
332
00:16:45,248 --> 00:16:46,916
directly into the skull
333
00:16:47,250 --> 00:16:49,961
without doing significant damage
334
00:16:50,045 --> 00:16:51,880
other than the optic nerve,
335
00:16:51,963 --> 00:16:54,257
and we may be able to save that.
336
00:16:55,342 --> 00:16:57,844
The idea is to remove the nails
337
00:16:57,927 --> 00:16:59,638
at exactly the angle they entered.
338
00:17:00,388 --> 00:17:03,016
Any wiggle, and we risk
339
00:17:03,308 --> 00:17:05,435
doing more damage than when they went in.
340
00:17:06,394 --> 00:17:07,812
[Cristina] Where are they? Move over.
341
00:17:08,563 --> 00:17:10,148
They're just pulling them out.
342
00:17:10,523 --> 00:17:12,817
- Hey, I heard you got a Whipple.
- A maybe Whipple.
343
00:17:12,901 --> 00:17:14,653
Burke is running my butt off.
344
00:17:14,736 --> 00:17:16,446
Oh, man. Look at those films!
345
00:17:16,529 --> 00:17:17,822
[laughing]
346
00:17:18,073 --> 00:17:19,449
It's Hellraiser.
347
00:17:20,533 --> 00:17:24,245
[woman] Maybe try to an 87.
348
00:17:26,539 --> 00:17:28,333
[man] Small increase,
then it will stabilize.
349
00:17:31,628 --> 00:17:33,338
- Gelfoam.
- Here you go.
350
00:17:35,507 --> 00:17:37,050
There goes the third grade.
351
00:17:37,759 --> 00:17:38,885
[Preston] Dr. Yang...
352
00:17:41,805 --> 00:17:43,306
did you put in the blood work?
353
00:17:44,224 --> 00:17:45,517
Right before I got here.
354
00:17:46,726 --> 00:17:48,436
Take her to Radiology for the MRI.
355
00:17:48,520 --> 00:17:49,646
Beep me when you're done.
356
00:17:53,900 --> 00:17:55,068
You want the Whipple, right?
357
00:17:57,654 --> 00:17:58,488
Yeah.
358
00:18:00,490 --> 00:18:02,283
[door opening]
359
00:18:03,284 --> 00:18:04,119
- Hey.
- Hey.
360
00:18:05,203 --> 00:18:07,330
Here. My share of the grocery money.
361
00:18:08,331 --> 00:18:09,290
- When are you going?
- Tonight.
362
00:18:09,582 --> 00:18:11,251
Seriously, George. Please don't...
363
00:18:11,334 --> 00:18:12,210
[Preston] Yeah, could we
not talk about it here?
364
00:18:12,919 --> 00:18:14,504
What, tampons?
365
00:18:17,465 --> 00:18:19,050
Did you not hear a word I said?
366
00:18:20,468 --> 00:18:21,803
You're a man. We know.
367
00:18:24,723 --> 00:18:27,267
Talk about shrinking the salamander.
368
00:18:34,399 --> 00:18:38,403
I always divided surgeons
into two categories:
369
00:18:38,778 --> 00:18:41,281
Those that remember
the names of their patients
370
00:18:41,364 --> 00:18:42,741
and those who didn't.
371
00:18:42,824 --> 00:18:45,577
They all remember
their surgeries, of course.
372
00:18:45,660 --> 00:18:47,495
Every damn suture.
373
00:18:48,496 --> 00:18:50,123
But the good ones
remember the names, right?
374
00:18:50,206 --> 00:18:51,332
I didn't say that.
375
00:18:51,416 --> 00:18:53,293
Now, some of the best ones,
376
00:18:53,752 --> 00:18:56,629
you know, distance themselves on purpose.
377
00:18:56,755 --> 00:19:02,260
They believe that
the personal stuff clouds the medicine.
378
00:19:02,385 --> 00:19:03,386
- Hi, Liz.
- Hey.
379
00:19:03,595 --> 00:19:05,972
But? I'm waiting for the "but."
380
00:19:06,055 --> 00:19:07,891
I'm sure there's a big,
fat qualifier coming.
381
00:19:08,850 --> 00:19:10,727
- Hey, Liz.
- Hey!
382
00:19:10,894 --> 00:19:11,936
Looking good.
383
00:19:12,020 --> 00:19:12,854
You liar.
384
00:19:13,772 --> 00:19:14,731
How you doing, honey?
385
00:19:14,814 --> 00:19:17,442
Fabulous. Just fabulous.
386
00:19:18,526 --> 00:19:20,528
- Hey, Liz.
- [Liz] Hey.
387
00:19:20,612 --> 00:19:21,446
Hey, Liz.
388
00:19:23,031 --> 00:19:24,866
- Bleeding?
- It's clean.
389
00:19:24,949 --> 00:19:26,785
All right. Way to go, team.
390
00:19:27,035 --> 00:19:28,411
Good job, everybody. Thank you.
391
00:19:30,038 --> 00:19:31,414
[Derek] I don't think we made it worse.
392
00:19:32,332 --> 00:19:34,542
The big question is the optic nerve.
393
00:19:35,210 --> 00:19:36,336
We'll know in the morning.
394
00:19:37,003 --> 00:19:38,421
Should I order the MRI?
395
00:19:38,880 --> 00:19:41,424
He needs to stabilize.
We'll do it tomorrow.
396
00:19:44,177 --> 00:19:46,304
[man] One of the most
amazing things I ever saw.
397
00:19:46,763 --> 00:19:49,516
Is it over? Hey, is it over?
398
00:19:49,599 --> 00:19:50,433
Yeah, it's over.
399
00:19:59,651 --> 00:20:01,694
Hey, does Burke have a Whipple scheduled?
400
00:20:05,156 --> 00:20:07,867
[Cristina] Dr. Burke, I wanted to know
if you've seen Nurse Fallon's labs.
401
00:20:07,951 --> 00:20:09,577
- I have.
- They're getting worse.
402
00:20:09,661 --> 00:20:11,704
The stent doesn't seem
to be helping her jaundice.
403
00:20:11,788 --> 00:20:12,622
[Preston] No.
404
00:20:12,705 --> 00:20:14,332
- Should we be doing something?
- We are.
405
00:20:15,250 --> 00:20:16,626
I noticed you didn't have
the Whipple on the board.
406
00:20:16,709 --> 00:20:17,836
Do you want me to schedule it for you?
407
00:20:19,754 --> 00:20:23,842
I want to see the results of her biopsy,
and have a look at her overnight labs.
408
00:20:23,925 --> 00:20:26,052
- Overnight?
- You're on-call, right?
409
00:20:28,721 --> 00:20:29,681
Sure, yeah.
410
00:20:30,014 --> 00:20:31,307
Good. Stick with her.
411
00:20:31,683 --> 00:20:34,394
You're doing the surgery, right?
You're still doing the Whipple?
412
00:20:35,144 --> 00:20:37,480
The woman has pancreatic cancer, Dr. Yang.
413
00:20:37,605 --> 00:20:38,565
We're gonna do something.
414
00:20:38,815 --> 00:20:39,649
OK.
415
00:20:41,568 --> 00:20:42,402
OK.
416
00:20:42,819 --> 00:20:45,655
- [Liz] Kiss the baby for me.
- [woman] Get some sleep, Liz.
417
00:20:45,738 --> 00:20:47,532
OK. Good night.
418
00:20:47,615 --> 00:20:49,033
[woman] See you later, hon.
419
00:20:49,117 --> 00:20:50,994
- Bye-bye.
- [man] Bye-bye, Liz.
420
00:20:51,744 --> 00:20:53,746
- Bye-bye. Take care.
- Yeah.
421
00:20:53,830 --> 00:20:55,915
[woman 1] I'll catch up
with you guys later.
422
00:20:55,999 --> 00:20:56,833
[woman 2] I'm gonna check later.
423
00:20:58,334 --> 00:21:00,211
Your mom's a bigger woman.
424
00:21:00,336 --> 00:21:01,880
You were her scrub nurse.
425
00:21:02,005 --> 00:21:03,548
Liz Fallon. Come in.
426
00:21:05,466 --> 00:21:06,634
Meredith Grey.
427
00:21:07,343 --> 00:21:09,178
She wanted me to send her regards.
428
00:21:09,304 --> 00:21:10,889
That doesn't sound like her.
429
00:21:11,222 --> 00:21:12,056
Excuse me?
430
00:21:12,307 --> 00:21:14,017
The Ellis Grey I know
431
00:21:14,726 --> 00:21:18,187
didn't have regards
for anyone except Ellis Grey.
432
00:21:18,479 --> 00:21:20,481
But you know that already, don't you?
433
00:21:20,899 --> 00:21:22,025
Where is she now?
434
00:21:24,235 --> 00:21:25,278
Traveling.
435
00:21:25,403 --> 00:21:26,863
- Traveling?
- Yeah.
436
00:21:30,408 --> 00:21:31,743
Is she practicing?
437
00:21:32,285 --> 00:21:33,494
Not so much.
438
00:21:35,538 --> 00:21:37,123
Doesn't sound like her, either.
439
00:21:37,206 --> 00:21:40,084
She was all work, just like me.
440
00:21:40,168 --> 00:21:41,794
She never left the hospital.
441
00:21:42,086 --> 00:21:44,047
But you know that, too, don't you?
442
00:21:46,341 --> 00:21:47,425
Is she well?
443
00:21:47,926 --> 00:21:48,760
She's fine.
444
00:21:50,261 --> 00:21:51,095
Good.
445
00:21:52,555 --> 00:21:54,098
Just wanted to send her regards.
446
00:21:54,474 --> 00:21:55,892
- Take care.
- Yeah.
447
00:22:05,735 --> 00:22:08,154
[Meredith] I think these were
taken at the old house.
448
00:22:10,406 --> 00:22:11,950
There's you in your scrubs.
449
00:22:15,411 --> 00:22:16,245
Who is that?
450
00:22:17,038 --> 00:22:18,122
That's Dad.
451
00:22:19,624 --> 00:22:20,458
Who?
452
00:22:20,750 --> 00:22:22,919
Your husband. Thatcher Grey.
453
00:22:24,212 --> 00:22:25,630
You called him Thatch.
454
00:22:26,839 --> 00:22:27,674
Thatch.
455
00:22:28,966 --> 00:22:31,886
That's the red wagon
he got me for my birthday.
456
00:22:32,470 --> 00:22:35,765
I'm about four years old in this photo.
457
00:22:36,683 --> 00:22:38,101
This is your family.
458
00:22:39,560 --> 00:22:40,978
Sure, sure.
459
00:22:48,194 --> 00:22:50,655
I saw Liz Fallon at the hospital today.
460
00:22:50,947 --> 00:22:54,033
[laughing] Liz. I love her.
461
00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:55,785
How is she?
462
00:22:56,619 --> 00:22:58,454
Is she still a scrub nurse?
463
00:22:59,205 --> 00:23:00,665
She was excellent.
464
00:23:10,566 --> 00:23:11,900
[Izzie] I reminded you before you went.
465
00:23:12,067 --> 00:23:13,652
[George] I forgot when I got there.
466
00:23:13,736 --> 00:23:16,572
No, no. You were so passive-aggressive.
467
00:23:16,655 --> 00:23:18,991
Naked. I am naked in the shower.
468
00:23:19,116 --> 00:23:22,911
They're just tampons, George.
I really needed tampons.
469
00:23:23,120 --> 00:23:23,954
God!
470
00:23:24,705 --> 00:23:26,290
I'm not riding in the same car with him.
471
00:23:26,373 --> 00:23:28,250
Unless you're going like that,
you're not riding with me.
472
00:23:28,333 --> 00:23:30,461
- Where are the tampons?
- He didn't buy them.
473
00:23:30,544 --> 00:23:32,129
[Meredith] You didn't buy them?
474
00:23:32,379 --> 00:23:34,047
Men don't buy tampons.
475
00:23:34,214 --> 00:23:36,508
You know what? You are gonna have
to get over the man thing, George.
476
00:23:36,592 --> 00:23:39,970
We're women!
We have vaginas! Get used to it.
477
00:23:42,431 --> 00:23:44,141
I am not your sister!
478
00:23:46,810 --> 00:23:47,770
[clearing throat]
479
00:23:49,354 --> 00:23:50,481
Grilled cheese again?
480
00:23:50,731 --> 00:23:51,857
Cold pizza.
481
00:23:53,317 --> 00:23:55,527
- Is he awake?
- Even better.
482
00:23:55,944 --> 00:23:58,238
Really? Let's see what his nurse says.
483
00:24:00,115 --> 00:24:02,493
Hi, Sona, Jorge. How are you this morning?
484
00:24:02,951 --> 00:24:04,745
Tell them what color my dress is, Jorge.
485
00:24:05,704 --> 00:24:08,081
I'd know the answer
to that even if I couldn't see.
486
00:24:10,334 --> 00:24:12,503
We can go over there and check it out...
487
00:24:12,836 --> 00:24:14,046
It's not a problem at all.
488
00:24:15,631 --> 00:24:16,465
[man] Let's do it.
489
00:24:17,549 --> 00:24:19,635
I'm taking the elevator.
You take the stairs.
490
00:24:19,968 --> 00:24:20,969
I was going to, anyway.
491
00:24:21,053 --> 00:24:21,887
Good.
492
00:24:22,346 --> 00:24:23,180
Hold it.
493
00:24:24,598 --> 00:24:25,432
Thank you.
494
00:24:30,604 --> 00:24:31,438
What?
495
00:24:40,864 --> 00:24:43,826
[Liz] You don't wake a patient like that.
496
00:24:44,493 --> 00:24:46,370
What do I have to do
to get through to you?
497
00:24:46,954 --> 00:24:48,121
Cut me some slack.
498
00:24:48,205 --> 00:24:50,582
I was on call last night.
I didn't get much sleep.
499
00:24:50,666 --> 00:24:52,084
Stop whining.
500
00:24:52,751 --> 00:24:55,295
You'd rather be here, and you know it.
501
00:24:56,296 --> 00:24:58,215
What you got waiting for you at home?
502
00:24:58,549 --> 00:24:59,383
Boyfriend?
503
00:25:00,551 --> 00:25:01,385
No.
504
00:25:02,302 --> 00:25:03,595
A girlfriend?
505
00:25:04,179 --> 00:25:05,138
No.
506
00:25:05,472 --> 00:25:07,683
A pet? Family?
507
00:25:11,019 --> 00:25:11,854
A bed.
508
00:25:12,729 --> 00:25:14,565
We got plenty of beds here.
509
00:25:15,482 --> 00:25:17,401
I don't feel sorry for you.
510
00:25:17,693 --> 00:25:20,654
[Liz] This is who we are.
This is our lives.
511
00:25:22,030 --> 00:25:23,740
You tell her, Dr. Burke.
512
00:25:32,416 --> 00:25:33,709
Can I talk to you?
513
00:25:34,126 --> 00:25:35,752
Hey, come on, come on, come on!
514
00:25:35,836 --> 00:25:37,546
- Let's go.
- What's going on?
515
00:25:39,882 --> 00:25:41,425
Excuse me. What's going on?
516
00:25:43,093 --> 00:25:44,553
George, stop.
517
00:25:44,678 --> 00:25:47,598
[cheering]
518
00:25:49,683 --> 00:25:51,059
Oh, my God.
519
00:25:54,229 --> 00:25:57,024
We have Bethany Whisper
in our locker room.
520
00:25:57,441 --> 00:26:00,068
Boy, I guess they do
521
00:26:00,152 --> 00:26:02,195
airbrush out the tattoo, don't they?
522
00:26:10,537 --> 00:26:11,663
You want to see it?
523
00:26:12,456 --> 00:26:13,790
You really want to see it?
524
00:26:14,625 --> 00:26:15,459
Fine.
525
00:26:15,542 --> 00:26:18,670
Let's look at that tattoo
up close and personal, shall we?
526
00:26:18,837 --> 00:26:21,423
And what are these? Oh, my God! Breasts!
527
00:26:21,590 --> 00:26:24,968
How does anybody practice medicine
hauling these things around?
528
00:26:25,802 --> 00:26:26,762
And what do we got back here?
529
00:26:26,845 --> 00:26:28,847
Let's see if I remember my anatomy.
530
00:26:30,682 --> 00:26:32,267
Glutes, right?
531
00:26:32,517 --> 00:26:34,019
Let's study them, shall we?
532
00:26:34,144 --> 00:26:36,146
Gather around and check out the booty
533
00:26:36,229 --> 00:26:37,898
that put Izzie Stevens through med school.
534
00:26:40,233 --> 00:26:41,693
Have you had enough or should I continue?
535
00:26:41,777 --> 00:26:44,738
Because I have a few more
very interesting tattoos.
536
00:26:47,783 --> 00:26:49,409
You want to call me Dr. Model?
537
00:26:51,036 --> 00:26:51,870
That's fine.
538
00:26:52,496 --> 00:26:55,874
Just remember that while you're sitting
on 200 grand of student loans...
539
00:26:57,042 --> 00:26:58,251
I'm out of debt.
540
00:27:01,505 --> 00:27:03,590
- I'll take them down.
- Don't bother.
541
00:27:05,884 --> 00:27:06,718
Go!
542
00:27:11,932 --> 00:27:14,101
Can you tell me what you had
for breakfast on Monday?
543
00:27:14,476 --> 00:27:15,394
Cheese omelet.
544
00:27:16,645 --> 00:27:17,938
And on Sunday.
545
00:27:19,106 --> 00:27:20,190
And on Saturday.
546
00:27:21,316 --> 00:27:22,526
And on Friday.
547
00:27:23,860 --> 00:27:27,364
Sona gets up every morning
and makes me a cheese omelet.
548
00:27:27,447 --> 00:27:29,616
It's the only thing he likes.
549
00:27:29,700 --> 00:27:31,451
It's the only thing you know how to cook.
550
00:27:32,911 --> 00:27:33,829
Things look good.
551
00:27:33,912 --> 00:27:37,457
But I need Jorge to get an MRI this
morning to check for residual bleeding.
552
00:27:38,083 --> 00:27:38,917
OK?
553
00:27:49,970 --> 00:27:51,138
This is who I was.
554
00:27:51,304 --> 00:27:53,181
It has nothing to do with who I am now.
555
00:27:53,515 --> 00:27:55,350
I'm a physician, a surgeon.
556
00:27:55,517 --> 00:27:59,604
And I am just as qualified
as any other intern on this floor.
557
00:28:00,105 --> 00:28:02,315
So, you're just gonna have to
get over your chauvinist crap
558
00:28:02,482 --> 00:28:04,234
and allow me to do my job.
559
00:28:08,697 --> 00:28:10,323
I'm sure you're a very good doctor.
560
00:28:11,616 --> 00:28:13,035
Then what is your problem?
561
00:28:14,494 --> 00:28:15,328
Look...
562
00:28:18,081 --> 00:28:20,125
I fantasized about you...
563
00:28:22,085 --> 00:28:24,337
about the woman
in this photo, whoever she is.
564
00:28:26,339 --> 00:28:29,259
I'm not proud of it, but it's a fact.
565
00:28:36,266 --> 00:28:37,768
Do you know what
they're gonna do to me today?
566
00:28:40,771 --> 00:28:41,938
I have cancer.
567
00:28:43,148 --> 00:28:45,942
And they're gonna lift up my legs
and expose me to the world
568
00:28:46,026 --> 00:28:49,237
and cut out my prostate and my nerves,
569
00:28:50,489 --> 00:28:51,907
effectively neuter me.
570
00:28:55,452 --> 00:28:57,454
So, is it so hard to understand
571
00:28:57,579 --> 00:29:01,458
that I don't want the woman
who's in that photo to witness...
572
00:29:04,544 --> 00:29:06,296
my emasculation?
573
00:29:14,388 --> 00:29:16,807
- Have you seen her overnight labs?
- I have.
574
00:29:16,890 --> 00:29:18,558
- Did you check her liver panel?
- They're not good.
575
00:29:18,683 --> 00:29:20,727
No, they suck. She's choking on bile.
576
00:29:20,811 --> 00:29:22,646
- She's jaundiced.
- A very sick woman.
577
00:29:23,397 --> 00:29:24,898
Why haven't you scheduled the Whipple?
578
00:29:26,149 --> 00:29:27,317
Are you a surgeon now?
579
00:29:27,401 --> 00:29:30,278
I'm her cruise director,
pushing her around all day.
580
00:29:30,362 --> 00:29:32,823
The woman is circling the drain.
We need to do something.
581
00:29:34,324 --> 00:29:35,534
I'll take a look at her biopsy.
582
00:29:35,617 --> 00:29:36,660
Screw the biopsy.
583
00:29:36,743 --> 00:29:38,078
- Dr. Yang...
- Enough.
584
00:29:38,203 --> 00:29:40,330
You know, I... I...
You know what I think?
585
00:29:40,414 --> 00:29:42,374
I think you never intended
to do the Whipple.
586
00:29:42,457 --> 00:29:44,501
I think this entire thing has been bull,
587
00:29:44,584 --> 00:29:47,921
and you're behaving like the only reason
she's in this hospital is to die.
588
00:30:10,527 --> 00:30:12,362
[Derek] There. That's a tumor.
589
00:30:13,196 --> 00:30:14,865
It's midline near the hypothalamus.
590
00:30:18,785 --> 00:30:19,619
Damn.
591
00:30:28,553 --> 00:30:31,264
Best practice,
probably to remove the tumor.
592
00:30:31,348 --> 00:30:33,016
"Probably" because I can't get it all.
593
00:30:33,475 --> 00:30:36,478
Ninety-nine percent, but not all of it.
594
00:30:37,354 --> 00:30:40,357
Radiation and chemo, you're looking
at maybe five to ten good years.
595
00:30:43,610 --> 00:30:44,444
Let's do it.
596
00:30:46,571 --> 00:30:47,989
You haven't heard the downside.
597
00:30:48,073 --> 00:30:50,784
See, the tumor is located
in a part of your brain
598
00:30:50,867 --> 00:30:53,495
where your memory
and your personality resides.
599
00:30:54,037 --> 00:30:56,581
And because of the fuzzy edges
of this type of tumor,
600
00:30:57,290 --> 00:30:58,709
I have to cut out a lot.
601
00:30:59,376 --> 00:31:02,587
Jorge, you stand a good chance
of losing your memories,
602
00:31:03,338 --> 00:31:06,425
of losing who you are.
603
00:31:06,758 --> 00:31:08,009
[Sona] Is there any other way?
604
00:31:08,301 --> 00:31:11,388
The alternative is gamma or cyberknife
treatment with focus radiation.
605
00:31:11,471 --> 00:31:12,556
It's less evasive.
606
00:31:12,639 --> 00:31:15,892
There's little chance of memory loss
or him losing himself,
607
00:31:15,976 --> 00:31:18,729
but it would only give Jorge
maybe three to five years.
608
00:31:19,187 --> 00:31:20,647
Three to five years?
609
00:31:25,736 --> 00:31:28,113
[Derek] This is
an incredibly difficult decision.
610
00:31:29,281 --> 00:31:32,909
If you have any more questions or
you need to talk to me, I'm here, OK?
611
00:31:51,845 --> 00:31:52,679
Hey.
612
00:31:53,388 --> 00:31:54,806
[Meredith] I told my mother about you.
613
00:31:55,682 --> 00:31:57,434
She remembers you very well.
614
00:31:58,268 --> 00:32:00,020
Of course she would.
615
00:32:01,271 --> 00:32:05,108
Ellis Grey never forgot a thing.
616
00:32:18,830 --> 00:32:21,833
I'm sorry. It's not really funny.
617
00:32:22,167 --> 00:32:23,585
It's not funny, but...
618
00:32:24,377 --> 00:32:25,879
What's her diagnosis?
619
00:32:28,882 --> 00:32:30,008
Alzheimer's,
620
00:32:31,092 --> 00:32:32,177
early onset.
621
00:32:36,306 --> 00:32:38,558
And she doesn't want anyone to know.
622
00:32:38,892 --> 00:32:39,726
No.
623
00:32:40,727 --> 00:32:42,521
She's in a nursing home,
624
00:32:43,897 --> 00:32:46,441
and I'm the only person
she'll allow to see her.
625
00:32:48,860 --> 00:32:51,321
But if I know Ellis Grey,
626
00:32:51,404 --> 00:32:54,741
she made the nursing home
sign a contract to that effect.
627
00:32:55,742 --> 00:32:57,244
You know my mother well.
628
00:32:58,954 --> 00:33:00,163
What a bitch.
629
00:33:02,207 --> 00:33:04,000
[both laughing]
630
00:33:05,961 --> 00:33:08,004
[Izzie]
The woman's life was this hospital.
631
00:33:08,088 --> 00:33:10,882
It was her home.
It's a sweet thing for them to do.
632
00:33:11,007 --> 00:33:13,426
It's a waste of a bed,
and it's a waste of my time.
633
00:33:13,552 --> 00:33:15,136
Who are we talking about?
634
00:33:15,345 --> 00:33:17,514
Liz Fallon. They brought her here to die.
635
00:33:17,722 --> 00:33:19,683
Wouldn't you want the same thing for you?
636
00:33:19,850 --> 00:33:22,561
No, you know what? I'd want the doctors
to do everything they could.
637
00:33:22,686 --> 00:33:24,938
I want them to cut me open
until the minute I die.
638
00:33:25,021 --> 00:33:27,858
Sometimes doing everything
can be worse than nothing.
639
00:33:30,944 --> 00:33:32,612
You are eight feet tall.
640
00:33:32,779 --> 00:33:34,406
Your boobs are perfect.
641
00:33:34,489 --> 00:33:36,032
Your hair is down to there.
642
00:33:37,325 --> 00:33:40,287
If I were you, I would
walk around naked all the time.
643
00:33:40,829 --> 00:33:42,956
I wouldn't... I wouldn't have a job.
644
00:33:43,039 --> 00:33:45,041
I wouldn't have skills.
I wouldn't even know how to read.
645
00:33:45,125 --> 00:33:46,251
I'd just be...
646
00:33:47,043 --> 00:33:47,878
naked.
647
00:33:49,379 --> 00:33:52,215
It's makeup. It's retouching.
648
00:33:52,465 --> 00:33:53,925
You get that we hate you, right?
649
00:33:54,050 --> 00:33:55,218
[pager beeping]
650
00:33:57,387 --> 00:33:58,471
Bailey again.
651
00:33:59,472 --> 00:34:01,099
You know what?
Any patient who spanks to his
652
00:34:01,182 --> 00:34:03,101
doctor's pictures forfeits his rights.
653
00:34:03,268 --> 00:34:05,645
You're seriously not gonna give up
the prostatectomy, are you?
654
00:34:06,897 --> 00:34:07,731
Izzie?
655
00:34:09,649 --> 00:34:10,483
Forget it.
656
00:34:11,151 --> 00:34:14,988
You know, sometimes it is actually,
you know, painful to be around you.
657
00:34:20,201 --> 00:34:21,578
Where the hell have you been?
658
00:34:21,745 --> 00:34:24,706
When I page, you answer.
It's not that difficult to understand.
659
00:34:24,789 --> 00:34:27,375
O'Malley answered his page.
He's doing your prep.
660
00:34:36,092 --> 00:34:38,178
If I hear the words
Bethany Whisper one more time...
661
00:34:38,261 --> 00:34:39,971
I can't, OK?
662
00:34:40,388 --> 00:34:42,515
I just... can't.
663
00:34:42,682 --> 00:34:44,184
He doesn't want me in there.
664
00:34:44,267 --> 00:34:46,603
No, what he wants is to not have cancer.
665
00:34:46,686 --> 00:34:49,022
What he wants is to be saved.
666
00:34:49,105 --> 00:34:51,566
You want to stay in the scrub room,
that's your choice.
667
00:34:54,986 --> 00:34:55,820
All right.
668
00:34:57,030 --> 00:34:58,073
I'll do my best.
669
00:35:00,742 --> 00:35:02,494
Jorge and Sona want the surgery.
670
00:35:03,036 --> 00:35:04,371
They want you to cut it out?
671
00:35:05,413 --> 00:35:06,498
It's their decision.
672
00:35:06,581 --> 00:35:08,583
[monitor beeping steadily]
673
00:35:12,003 --> 00:35:14,255
[breathing heavily]
674
00:35:23,139 --> 00:35:25,392
They were never gonna operate.
675
00:35:25,517 --> 00:35:26,726
You could have told me.
676
00:35:28,186 --> 00:35:30,271
[Liz] What fun would that have been?
677
00:35:32,273 --> 00:35:35,276
Think of it as a hazing ritual.
678
00:35:38,029 --> 00:35:39,322
Welcome...
679
00:35:39,739 --> 00:35:41,700
Liz, don't talk. Don't talk.
680
00:35:42,909 --> 00:35:45,912
[raspy breathing]
681
00:35:46,329 --> 00:35:47,414
Liz, just...
682
00:35:47,747 --> 00:35:48,873
[machine beeping rapidly]
683
00:35:50,625 --> 00:35:54,379
Liz? Liz, stay... Liz, stay with me.
684
00:35:56,131 --> 00:35:57,215
Stay with me, Liz.
685
00:35:57,298 --> 00:35:58,925
[beeping continues]
686
00:36:02,554 --> 00:36:04,889
[alarm beeping]
687
00:36:32,096 --> 00:36:32,930
Sona?
688
00:36:36,184 --> 00:36:37,018
Let's go.
689
00:36:37,101 --> 00:36:40,188
- Right... right down.
- Here we go. Bag her.
690
00:36:40,271 --> 00:36:41,981
- Push epi and atropine.
- You got it.
691
00:36:42,065 --> 00:36:43,316
Somebody page Burke.
692
00:36:43,858 --> 00:36:45,943
- [man] I'll start ventilation.
- Start that line.
693
00:36:46,819 --> 00:36:48,154
- She's DNR.
- One, two...
694
00:36:48,321 --> 00:36:51,366
She's DNR. Do not resuscitate! Dr. Yang!
695
00:36:51,449 --> 00:36:53,868
Come on, people!
Push another epi! Come on!
696
00:36:53,951 --> 00:36:56,120
You need to consider what you'll lose.
697
00:36:56,371 --> 00:37:00,041
What good is five years
if he doesn't joke about your omelets
698
00:37:00,291 --> 00:37:02,251
and he can't remember
seeing you in that red dress?
699
00:37:02,335 --> 00:37:03,961
It's still five more years.
700
00:37:04,045 --> 00:37:05,296
You don't understand.
701
00:37:05,421 --> 00:37:07,799
He'll be there, but he won't be Jorge.
702
00:37:07,965 --> 00:37:10,426
- He won't even recognize you.
- This is our business.
703
00:37:11,052 --> 00:37:13,221
You have no idea what this will do to you.
704
00:37:13,304 --> 00:37:16,891
Isn't five good years
better than ten bad ones?
705
00:37:17,058 --> 00:37:18,559
What the hell are you doing?
706
00:37:18,643 --> 00:37:21,437
- She needs to understand.
- I do understand.
707
00:37:22,397 --> 00:37:25,483
You think that I'm being selfish,
that I don't want to give him up.
708
00:37:25,733 --> 00:37:28,069
- I don't.
- This is Jorge's decision.
709
00:37:28,403 --> 00:37:30,655
And if that means
ten bad years for me, fine.
710
00:37:30,738 --> 00:37:33,658
I'll give him those years because
I will give him whatever he wants.
711
00:37:33,783 --> 00:37:35,785
Look, I am so sorry, Sona.
Just please forgive her.
712
00:37:35,868 --> 00:37:37,995
[Sona] And if he doesn't remember me,
713
00:37:38,496 --> 00:37:40,665
if he doesn't remember what we are,
714
00:37:41,416 --> 00:37:43,000
he's still my Jorge.
715
00:37:43,626 --> 00:37:45,753
And I'll remember for us both.
716
00:37:46,045 --> 00:37:47,255
OK, all right.
717
00:37:51,759 --> 00:37:54,929
- [Cristina] Five, breathe, one, two.
- What the hell are you two doing?
718
00:37:55,012 --> 00:37:56,931
- We lost pulse.
- [Preston] Let her go.
719
00:37:57,014 --> 00:37:58,683
- Where's that epi?
- Let her go!
720
00:37:58,766 --> 00:38:00,309
She's DNR. Let her go down.
721
00:38:00,393 --> 00:38:01,769
Four, five.
722
00:38:01,936 --> 00:38:03,271
One, two...
723
00:38:03,521 --> 00:38:05,106
Do not resuscitate.
724
00:38:05,189 --> 00:38:06,691
- It is on her chart.
- All right!
725
00:38:06,858 --> 00:38:08,192
Let her go down.
726
00:38:08,401 --> 00:38:09,986
Let her go down.
727
00:38:10,069 --> 00:38:13,281
[machine flat-lining]
728
00:38:23,833 --> 00:38:25,668
[Bailey] ...call the lab again?
729
00:38:28,838 --> 00:38:29,756
Where are they?
730
00:38:29,839 --> 00:38:33,134
He's resecting the prostate,
coming up on the distal nerve.
731
00:38:35,219 --> 00:38:38,264
You said, "I am not your sister."
732
00:38:40,641 --> 00:38:42,018
Do you feel like I was emasculating you?
733
00:38:42,101 --> 00:38:44,020
No. No.
734
00:38:44,604 --> 00:38:47,231
I'm too masculine to be emasculated.
735
00:38:53,112 --> 00:38:54,197
I'm sorry.
736
00:38:56,866 --> 00:38:58,951
Guess you put Dr. Model to rest.
737
00:38:59,994 --> 00:39:01,120
I guess I did.
738
00:39:02,747 --> 00:39:05,249
Dr. Victor, I'm sorry.
But these are viable nerves.
739
00:39:05,333 --> 00:39:06,542
We should save them.
740
00:39:06,626 --> 00:39:11,005
It'll take at least an hour longer,
and we might not get it all.
741
00:39:11,297 --> 00:39:13,424
[Izzie] You know,
they call him Limp Harry.
742
00:39:16,886 --> 00:39:19,680
[Bailey] But his prognosis
with chemo is nearly as good.
743
00:39:19,764 --> 00:39:21,641
Frankly, if you're worried
about missing your tee time,
744
00:39:21,766 --> 00:39:23,476
I'd be more than happy to finish.
745
00:39:23,559 --> 00:39:24,769
Dr. Stevens.
746
00:39:25,311 --> 00:39:26,354
[Victor] Can we help you?
747
00:39:26,437 --> 00:39:29,440
I'm sorry, Dr. Bailey.
Dr. Victor, I agree with her.
748
00:39:29,690 --> 00:39:30,858
You just can't...
749
00:39:32,652 --> 00:39:34,028
You have to save the nerves.
750
00:39:34,487 --> 00:39:35,822
- What?
- The nerves, you have to save them.
751
00:39:35,905 --> 00:39:36,989
Dr. Stevens, I can handle this.
752
00:39:37,073 --> 00:39:38,574
You told me
the most important thing is giving
753
00:39:38,658 --> 00:39:39,659
the patient what they want.
754
00:39:39,742 --> 00:39:41,869
What Humphrey wants is his erection.
755
00:39:42,328 --> 00:39:44,497
She's yours. You get her out.
756
00:39:44,956 --> 00:39:45,998
Can't do that, sir.
757
00:39:46,082 --> 00:39:48,209
You know how these young puppies are.
758
00:39:49,460 --> 00:39:51,671
I'm going to tell Richard
about both of you.
759
00:39:51,754 --> 00:39:52,964
You do that. In the meantime,
760
00:39:53,047 --> 00:39:55,925
let's pretend it's you
on this table and give this a try.
761
00:40:02,807 --> 00:40:04,016
[monitor flat-lining]
762
00:40:15,903 --> 00:40:16,988
Dr. Pinosky.
763
00:40:32,044 --> 00:40:33,462
You ever called one?
764
00:40:38,843 --> 00:40:39,677
No.
765
00:40:42,179 --> 00:40:43,306
Call it, doctor.
766
00:40:46,225 --> 00:40:48,060
Time of death, 11:43.
767
00:40:59,739 --> 00:41:02,408
[Meredith] I wish there were
a rule book for intimacy.
768
00:41:06,871 --> 00:41:08,080
Some kind of a guide
769
00:41:08,205 --> 00:41:10,625
that could tell you
when you've crossed the line.
770
00:41:17,715 --> 00:41:19,342
You can't lose it like that.
771
00:41:21,093 --> 00:41:23,095
[Meredith] It would be nice
if you could see it coming.
772
00:41:23,346 --> 00:41:24,347
I'll get her.
773
00:41:26,557 --> 00:41:27,391
Let her go.
774
00:41:28,100 --> 00:41:30,227
[Meredith] And I don't know
how you fit it on a map.
775
00:41:30,728 --> 00:41:31,979
We have to let her go.
776
00:41:43,199 --> 00:41:46,619
Of course, now you know
every time he gets a rise,
777
00:41:46,869 --> 00:41:48,329
he'll be thinking of you.
778
00:41:49,455 --> 00:41:51,332
[Meredith] You take it
where you can get it...
779
00:41:54,752 --> 00:41:57,505
and keep it as long as you can.
780
00:42:09,016 --> 00:42:10,559
[Meredith] And as for rules...
781
00:42:13,437 --> 00:42:14,855
Better not be using my toothbrush.
782
00:42:15,564 --> 00:42:16,482
I'm not.
783
00:42:17,733 --> 00:42:19,193
[Meredith] Maybe there are none.
784
00:42:27,743 --> 00:42:29,662
Maybe the rules of intimacy
785
00:42:30,663 --> 00:42:33,332
are something you have
to define for yourself.