1 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:26,040 Hundreds of employees of the FDA 2 00:01:26,240 --> 00:01:28,357 observe what is happening from the window. 3 00:01:28,560 --> 00:01:31,359 They don't go about their usual work. 4 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:36,117 FDA Commissioner Frank Young is in Geneva, 5 00:01:36,320 --> 00:01:38,880 instead of dealing with it. 6 00:01:39,080 --> 00:01:41,834 The police are trying to take people away. 7 00:01:42,040 --> 00:01:46,159 We defend ourselves with lying blocks, to stop the police cars. 8 00:01:46,360 --> 00:01:51,674 We do everything we can, to prevent normal operation. 9 00:02:02,040 --> 00:02:04,236 When do we want equality? - Now! 10 00:02:04,440 --> 00:02:05,954 What do we want? - Equality! 11 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:07,594 And when? - Now! 12 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:09,632 What do we want? - Equality! 13 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:11,320 And when? - Now! 14 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:26,478 We had nothing better to do than just show up, 15 00:02:26,680 --> 00:02:28,831 we wanted to go into the house some rich old woman. 16 00:02:31,200 --> 00:02:34,830 We got lost at first and When we got there it was boring as shit. 17 00:02:43,640 --> 00:02:46,553 So we all did coke and are swam a bit in the pool. 18 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:50,632 And then Iris showed up and started hitting on me. 19 00:02:51,280 --> 00:02:52,077 She was already drunk. 20 00:02:53,200 --> 00:02:54,520 I hear she always is. 21 00:02:59,360 --> 00:03:02,353 Honestly, I remember not so good at cricket. 22 00:03:02,560 --> 00:03:06,395 Cricket, I've seen pictures of her now, but honestly, she could be anyone. 23 00:03:06,600 --> 00:03:09,115 I wasn't completely myself that evening. 24 00:03:09,920 --> 00:03:14,278 I thought it was just fun and I could maybe take a few photos. 25 00:03:14,480 --> 00:03:17,120 And I don't know upload them to Facebook... 26 00:03:17,320 --> 00:03:19,710 and make Skye jealous or something like that. 27 00:03:23,920 --> 00:03:26,151 Ow! Fuck! 28 00:03:26,360 --> 00:03:28,556 Hey, damn s--! 29 00:03:28,760 --> 00:03:30,558 Come back here! 30 00:03:30,760 --> 00:03:32,479 Can I please go now? 31 00:03:32,920 --> 00:03:35,435 People in our community are trying Always be the alpha male... 32 00:03:35,640 --> 00:03:38,280 to let. It's simple total nonsense. 33 00:03:38,480 --> 00:03:42,030 You should just be cool. So I hit her. 34 00:04:12,160 --> 00:04:13,435 Good. Yes I know. Great. 35 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:16,109 I mean, San Francisco doesn't have one works and I'm back in town. 36 00:04:16,760 --> 00:04:18,717 The same old iris. 37 00:04:18,920 --> 00:04:23,039 Listen, I'd like to come over and pick up my usual order. 38 00:04:24,640 --> 00:04:27,109 Ah yes, but I have to have it written down. 39 00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:32,630 Oh, come on. You would really help me with that. 40 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:35,037 My biggest fear is 41 00:04:35,240 --> 00:04:38,631 that my musical genius and my intense charisma... 42 00:04:38,840 --> 00:04:41,309 never to be seen again. 43 00:04:42,200 --> 00:04:43,190 Of course, oh yes. 44 00:04:43,400 --> 00:04:44,470 We have Screech t-shirts. 45 00:04:44,680 --> 00:04:47,070 We have hats, buttons, we even have cups. 46 00:04:47,520 --> 00:04:49,034 What do you want? 47 00:04:49,880 --> 00:04:51,030 Okay, great. 48 00:04:57,880 --> 00:05:02,557 I would rather have irises, but different ones Things turn me on too. 49 00:05:25,360 --> 00:05:26,510 MJ, it's your ex. 50 00:05:26,720 --> 00:05:29,315 I'm back in town and if you read my text message 51 00:05:29,520 --> 00:05:32,638 then you would know that I have the house sell. So you have to move. 52 00:05:54,720 --> 00:05:57,280 Have you changed the locks? - You're dangerous. 53 00:05:57,480 --> 00:05:59,358 I don't know. I think MJ is angry because she loves me. 54 00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:01,392 And I don't have time for her. 55 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:05,480 your somehow profane, banal view of life. 56 00:06:06,240 --> 00:06:08,072 I can't believe that she left me after that. 57 00:06:08,440 --> 00:06:12,832 This is the most dramatic, terrible one thing that ever happened to us... 58 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:15,430 with all this shit, that we made. 59 00:06:16,520 --> 00:06:18,591 And she runs away. 60 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:22,831 I need a key and all codes... 61 00:06:23,480 --> 00:06:26,837 for access to the whole thing Security shit for the real estate agent. 62 00:06:29,120 --> 00:06:30,520 Can I have the key? 63 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:36,189 Thanks. 64 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:38,992 Okay, the realtor is coming at 4. 65 00:06:39,200 --> 00:06:41,840 Please don't be here. And... 66 00:06:44,720 --> 00:06:47,155 Are you living in the past? 67 00:06:48,840 --> 00:06:51,992 I wanted everyone to just unite Take a moment and notice myself. 68 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:54,790 And understand that they are a huge miss opportunity. 69 00:06:55,480 --> 00:06:57,278 I want, that's all I want. 70 00:06:57,480 --> 00:07:01,269 I just want what's mine, and That's glory, pure and simple. 71 00:07:01,600 --> 00:07:04,240 Alcohol could destroy irises, but I'm not that interested in that. 72 00:07:04,600 --> 00:07:08,310 I just want her to be there and noticed me a little. 73 00:07:09,800 --> 00:07:11,120 Listen, I'll be fair. 74 00:07:11,320 --> 00:07:12,515 I won't you rip off or something like that. 75 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:14,957 I'm just really broke and has to sell the house. 76 00:07:16,200 --> 00:07:18,078 I'll give you half of your furniture. I'll take mine. 77 00:07:18,280 --> 00:07:19,953 Whatever, do it no worries. I'll be totally fair. 78 00:07:21,240 --> 00:07:25,792 Fair? Iris, that's really fucking weird. Do you really want to sell the house? 79 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:28,560 You don't think it is ultimately will anyone find? 80 00:07:29,960 --> 00:07:31,440 I just want money. 81 00:08:30,160 --> 00:08:36,953 I experience, I guess, my own separation from the world. 82 00:08:37,720 --> 00:08:42,158 I got scared. I took too many drugs. 83 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:46,395 I'm scared. I think maybe that I should go back to London. 84 00:08:46,720 --> 00:08:49,076 I was for a long time really in love with Carol. 85 00:08:49,360 --> 00:08:53,798 She, she helped me escape, I think. 86 00:08:54,120 --> 00:08:57,192 Things went downhill for me, so downhill that I wouldn't be able to recover. 87 00:09:07,680 --> 00:09:09,160 You're hot, you know that? 88 00:09:10,000 --> 00:09:11,400 You too? 89 00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:15,271 I love you and I know that I am in the right place. 90 00:09:15,520 --> 00:09:17,113 How do you know that? 91 00:09:17,480 --> 00:09:18,880 Because it feels so familiar. 92 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:20,750 We are totally familiar. 93 00:09:21,440 --> 00:09:23,159 I know your body. I know what you like. 94 00:09:23,360 --> 00:09:24,589 I know what you're thinking of You're going to order dinner. 95 00:09:24,800 --> 00:09:26,757 I know what you're going to say. I love that. 96 00:09:28,120 --> 00:09:29,474 A baby is a big unknown. 97 00:09:30,360 --> 00:09:31,919 I love that too. 98 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:34,391 An unknown person in a sea from what is known. 99 00:09:34,840 --> 00:09:37,594 Okay, stop telling me who I am and what my life revolves around. 100 00:09:37,920 --> 00:09:40,037 Hey, I didn't do anything. - Yes you did. 101 00:09:40,320 --> 00:09:42,755 You have assumptions about me employed that are based on yourself. 102 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:44,275 You always do that. 103 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:48,911 Carol really got me off the drugs get rid of. In a way... 104 00:09:49,120 --> 00:09:51,271 So I have to thank her for that probably saved my life. 105 00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:56,111 But she asked one rather limited alternative to life, 106 00:09:57,280 --> 00:09:59,397 I guess. Yes. 107 00:09:59,640 --> 00:10:00,915 Lily is afraid of aging. 108 00:10:01,640 --> 00:10:05,077 I think that in her life in many different situations... 109 00:10:05,280 --> 00:10:08,557 and identities. 110 00:10:08,920 --> 00:10:11,389 And I am stability. 111 00:10:11,600 --> 00:10:13,637 I am like her rock, her home. 112 00:10:14,400 --> 00:10:17,040 And I just believe that she is afraid of it. 113 00:10:22,480 --> 00:10:24,551 Oh no, I don't believe it. You were just there. 114 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:26,713 Really? I'm sorry. 115 00:10:26,920 --> 00:10:27,876 This is so sad. 116 00:10:28,080 --> 00:10:29,309 Yes, that's really hard. 117 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:31,593 Oh yes, Carol is here. 118 00:10:33,160 --> 00:10:34,674 Yes, okay. Mom greets you. 119 00:10:36,400 --> 00:10:38,551 Yes, okay. Friends are coming to dinner. 120 00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:41,077 Yes, two friends. Yes. - Friends? 121 00:10:41,320 --> 00:10:47,920 Yes, I cook the tofu with carrots and ginger, yes. 122 00:10:48,120 --> 00:10:49,839 Yes, I know you liked that. 123 00:10:50,040 --> 00:10:51,918 Yes I know. It's beautiful that we did this together. 124 00:10:52,120 --> 00:10:54,032 I know I miss you Really too, Mom. 125 00:10:55,200 --> 00:10:56,475 Good. 126 00:11:17,600 --> 00:11:18,556 Cocktail? 127 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:20,433 You know I don't drink with you. 128 00:11:22,840 --> 00:11:24,672 Well, nobody has seen the missing person posters? 129 00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:26,200 No. 130 00:11:26,640 --> 00:11:28,120 What's wrong with you people? They are everywhere. 131 00:11:28,320 --> 00:11:30,755 They're in the damn laundromat, the video store, the shopping center. 132 00:11:32,040 --> 00:11:33,269 I never go out. 133 00:11:34,480 --> 00:11:35,436 Lily? 134 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:37,435 No, I didn't see anything. 135 00:11:39,520 --> 00:11:41,352 Your man vagina is chained to the internet. 136 00:11:41,600 --> 00:11:42,556 I'm trying to save gas. 137 00:11:52,240 --> 00:11:52,991 I think it turned out well. 138 00:11:56,880 --> 00:11:58,997 Carol, what do you think? 139 00:12:00,240 --> 00:12:00,673 About what? 140 00:12:01,640 --> 00:12:03,040 About my food, darling. 141 00:12:04,680 --> 00:12:05,352 Oh, it's great. 142 00:12:05,560 --> 00:12:08,473 Oh, guys, what's going on with this darling, darling? 143 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:09,437 When did this start? 144 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:11,360 You know, we're in therapy. 145 00:12:11,600 --> 00:12:13,398 We learn a new language, in which we talk to each other. 146 00:12:13,640 --> 00:12:14,391 I think that's good, right? 147 00:12:15,600 --> 00:12:17,239 How long have you two hated each other? 148 00:12:19,200 --> 00:12:22,955 Seriously guys, do something us because of the posters? 149 00:12:23,320 --> 00:12:24,674 I don't do anything because I didn't kill her. 150 00:12:25,200 --> 00:12:25,758 Are you kidding? 151 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:26,990 You helped me bury her. 152 00:12:28,320 --> 00:12:31,119 And none of this would have happened if if you weren't such a damn wreck. 153 00:12:32,080 --> 00:12:33,673 I may have been a fucking wreck, 154 00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:35,519 but I actually have it not killed either. 155 00:12:35,920 --> 00:12:36,831 You were all there. 156 00:12:37,320 --> 00:12:40,552 Listen, I'm kind of busy right now and we are in the middle of something here. 157 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:42,514 Okay, let's speak plainly, Lils. 158 00:12:42,720 --> 00:12:45,189 If someone asks, you just say: Oh, I tried to stop her." 159 00:12:46,640 --> 00:12:47,357 How sweet of you. 160 00:12:55,400 --> 00:12:56,231 Put that shit away. 161 00:12:56,360 --> 00:12:57,396 Who the hell is at the door? 162 00:13:08,880 --> 00:13:10,075 Hello? -Hi. 163 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:11,152 Can I help? 164 00:13:11,800 --> 00:13:13,439 Are Amy and Susan here? - Who? 165 00:13:13,640 --> 00:13:16,519 Amy Stillman and Susan. 166 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:18,916 They have moved. - Where? 167 00:13:19,120 --> 00:13:20,349 Taos. 168 00:13:22,200 --> 00:13:24,351 Oh god, I have a few personal belongings left here... 169 00:13:24,560 --> 00:13:25,516 and I came to pick them up. 170 00:13:26,000 --> 00:13:28,231 Oh, I'm sorry. When we moved in, I just threw everything away. 171 00:13:28,440 --> 00:13:30,796 Did you throw everything away? These were valuable things. 172 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:34,072 I can't. I'm sorry, it was my own mistake. 173 00:13:34,520 --> 00:13:35,636 I really should have come sooner. 174 00:13:36,360 --> 00:13:37,635 But I was in Iraq. 175 00:13:37,840 --> 00:13:39,877 Sorry, we're here just busy. 176 00:13:40,840 --> 00:13:41,193 I'm sorry. 177 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:42,999 I didn't want to disturb. 178 00:13:43,560 --> 00:13:45,199 Are you Iris Crash? 179 00:13:46,400 --> 00:13:47,675 Oh my god, you're Lily G! 180 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:49,030 You are The Screech. 181 00:13:49,360 --> 00:13:50,589 I love your band. 182 00:13:50,840 --> 00:13:52,240 Yes, we separated 10 years ago. 183 00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:54,515 Hmm, actually you gave up. 184 00:13:54,840 --> 00:13:55,591 I actually have worked in television. 185 00:13:55,840 --> 00:13:56,830 What, you call that television? 186 00:13:57,040 --> 00:13:59,077 Ha, I wanted to apologize. 187 00:13:59,280 --> 00:14:00,396 Can I use your phone? 188 00:14:01,080 --> 00:14:04,152 My motorcycle broke down and I had a really difficult evening. 189 00:14:05,040 --> 00:14:05,598 Yes, okay. 190 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:07,078 Thank you. 191 00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:14,078 Thanks. 192 00:14:19,520 --> 00:14:21,716 Skye, do you need a place to sleep for tonight? 193 00:14:21,920 --> 00:14:22,478 We have a guest room. 194 00:14:23,200 --> 00:14:25,760 I don't want to break your hearts, I'll take the guest room. 195 00:14:26,440 --> 00:14:29,000 Skye, we, we have a couch in my office. 196 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:32,551 The time is coming. 197 00:14:32,720 --> 00:14:33,915 I have to be patient. 198 00:15:01,840 --> 00:15:03,593 Okay, I have to do this. 199 00:15:16,080 --> 00:15:16,957 Micro here. 200 00:15:22,760 --> 00:15:25,400 I'm not really ready yet for the camera part. 201 00:15:25,600 --> 00:15:28,115 So give me a minute. 202 00:15:33,640 --> 00:15:35,313 You know I haven't. 203 00:15:38,240 --> 00:15:42,029 My name is Guinevere Turner and I play Iris Crash. 204 00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:45,000 My name is Cheryl and I play Carol in this film. 205 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:47,551 Well, my name is V.S. Brodie and I play MJ. 206 00:15:48,240 --> 00:15:52,996 My name is Lisa Gornick and I play Lily without a last name. 207 00:15:53,880 --> 00:15:56,440 A community, a cooperative, a collective. 208 00:15:56,840 --> 00:16:03,155 A moment to do all the things that I really like about my work, 209 00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:08,515 which means input from everyone to allow actors. 210 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:16,352 Allow this documentation to film a similar moment. 211 00:16:17,240 --> 00:16:21,280 Some of the tensions and allow energies 212 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:23,995 to start the film, yourself to get to know each other. 213 00:16:25,120 --> 00:16:27,271 And a way a place to begin. 214 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:28,231 A starting point. 215 00:16:28,520 --> 00:16:30,432 I think obviously I am most similar to Iris, 216 00:16:30,640 --> 00:16:32,711 because I like them like that how let me speak. 217 00:16:33,400 --> 00:16:34,675 But I'm not bitter like them. 218 00:16:35,080 --> 00:16:37,720 I don't cling to the past Fame or blah, blah, blah. 219 00:16:37,920 --> 00:16:41,072 I, hmm, I'm thinking about it, whether I'm like one of the characters. 220 00:16:41,280 --> 00:16:45,354 I honestly believe that Cheryl quite created beautifully unsympathetic characters. 221 00:16:46,400 --> 00:16:48,357 And I don't think I do I'm unsympathetic in real life. 222 00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:53,432 I don't feel as much like MJ because We see MJ in a situation in the film, 223 00:16:53,640 --> 00:16:56,712 where she's just completely paranoid. 224 00:16:57,240 --> 00:16:59,755 And personally, I feel not like that in my life. 225 00:16:59,960 --> 00:17:02,555 I don't feel as if I'm doing nothing, 226 00:17:02,760 --> 00:17:04,956 have achieved nothing or have something to lose. 227 00:17:05,280 --> 00:17:06,760 I'm just getting to know Lily. 228 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:09,997 It is emerging as we speak. 229 00:17:10,720 --> 00:17:13,235 One of the words I have about her doesn't like it, she said she was bitchy. 230 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:14,551 She won't be bitchy. 231 00:17:14,880 --> 00:17:20,558 Cricket is a character that I have within me, but try to suppress out of fear. 232 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:23,435 For fear of losing control and before that I 233 00:17:23,640 --> 00:17:27,395 the feeling of anger towards them Society can't stop it. 234 00:17:28,040 --> 00:17:33,672 How Skye identifies herself? Hmm, When I first read the script I thought: 235 00:17:33,880 --> 00:17:35,872 "Who is this person"? 236 00:17:36,080 --> 00:17:41,553 But when you talk to Skye, you will find out 237 00:17:41,760 --> 00:17:46,880 that I don't care about anyone ideas or laws. 238 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:48,636 I am who I am. 239 00:17:48,840 --> 00:17:50,399 And that's what people think of me as, what you see. 240 00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:09,314 Good morning How are you? - Good. 241 00:18:09,480 --> 00:18:10,920 I can fix this for you. 242 00:18:10,920 --> 00:18:12,274 I'm pretty good at it, to put things in order. 243 00:18:13,120 --> 00:18:14,270 Sure, no problem. 244 00:18:16,840 --> 00:18:20,390 I just want to make myself useful here do it and I don't want to be a burden. 245 00:18:20,920 --> 00:18:22,991 But listen, I have one right now Received a call from the workshop... 246 00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:26,034 and my motorcycle parts still need a while. 247 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:29,677 But I can do it all for you do it while this lasts. 248 00:18:32,480 --> 00:18:33,357 Sure, of course. 249 00:18:33,680 --> 00:18:34,670 Great, thank you. 250 00:18:35,120 --> 00:18:36,076 I appreciate that. - You know what? 251 00:18:36,400 --> 00:18:38,960 I have to ask Lily first and if so When she gives her okay, it's settled. 252 00:18:41,240 --> 00:18:42,071 I watched her. 253 00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:45,754 I watched her very closely. 254 00:19:11,880 --> 00:19:14,634 Carol, can you please leave me alone? 255 00:19:15,120 --> 00:19:16,076 Darling, what's wrong? 256 00:19:17,320 --> 00:19:18,470 I want to be alone. 257 00:19:20,320 --> 00:19:21,071 Am I hiding something? 258 00:19:24,800 --> 00:19:28,840 No, I'm just something, I have no people to talk to. 259 00:19:29,040 --> 00:19:31,714 I'm... Carol isn't listening anymore. 260 00:19:31,920 --> 00:19:34,276 So I'm desperate. 261 00:19:37,120 --> 00:19:37,792 Please. 262 00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:41,871 Okay, Skye will stay and help me with the garden. 263 00:19:42,720 --> 00:19:44,074 What do you think? 264 00:19:44,280 --> 00:19:46,556 I don't know. A few weeks, maybe more, maybe less. 265 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:49,039 Listen, we don't have room. 266 00:19:49,240 --> 00:19:50,435 I don't want anyone here. 267 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:53,393 I think it will be good for both of us. 268 00:20:34,240 --> 00:20:35,560 I've been in my whole life and out of sight. 269 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:38,231 I thought you wanted me ask a difficult question. 270 00:20:39,600 --> 00:20:41,239 What have you been hiding from? 271 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:44,200 Above everything and everyone, in front of everyone, who doesn't want to see me. 272 00:20:44,560 --> 00:20:47,712 Anyone who doesn't want to know that I exist, of society. 273 00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:13,356 I kept Cricket's ring because she started showing up here. 274 00:21:14,960 --> 00:21:18,920 Cracks around the pool, I see them a little out of the corner of my eye. 275 00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:22,591 And I remembered that I took this ring from her finger... 276 00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:24,314 before I buried her. 277 00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:29,834 And I had to find him again and he reminded me 278 00:21:32,320 --> 00:21:34,630 that I could be just like her. 279 00:21:34,840 --> 00:21:36,957 Just disappear. 280 00:21:37,360 --> 00:21:40,114 Sitting in this house leads to nothing and no matter whether I go or not, 281 00:21:40,320 --> 00:21:43,996 no matter what I do, it would no one really cares. 282 00:21:44,680 --> 00:21:46,797 And I believe if I would also disappear, 283 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:48,434 Nobody would be interested in that either. 284 00:21:51,840 --> 00:21:55,117 Iris is a drunkard, let's not kid ourselves. 285 00:21:56,040 --> 00:21:59,511 No wonder that she is away from the window. 286 00:22:02,880 --> 00:22:06,112 She's a drunk. She is a... 287 00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:09,154 drunk bitch, in my opinion. 288 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:43,715 Where is she? 289 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:46,279 Who? - The girl. 290 00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:47,516 It would be nice. 291 00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:49,510 Don't lie to me again. 292 00:22:50,560 --> 00:22:51,391 Iris, look around. 293 00:22:51,640 --> 00:22:52,596 There's no one here, okay. 294 00:22:54,640 --> 00:22:55,437 OK? 295 00:22:59,960 --> 00:23:01,519 Are you crazy? 296 00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:03,750 This is a memory. 297 00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:04,718 About what? 298 00:23:04,840 --> 00:23:06,320 The last time you actually what have you done? 299 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:07,797 Uh yes, unfortunately. 300 00:23:08,120 --> 00:23:08,792 Do you know what I notice? 301 00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:11,118 That I when I do my damn can't control shit, 302 00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:13,915 will end like this like cricket and you too. 303 00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:16,310 I don't hide my identity. 304 00:23:18,320 --> 00:23:18,992 So what are you hiding? 305 00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:22,677 I'm hidden. 306 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:24,400 I'm not hiding, I'm hidden. 307 00:23:30,760 --> 00:23:36,313 It's kind of strange, a sister with all these white girls. 308 00:23:36,720 --> 00:23:38,598 But who am I to say something like that. 309 00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:43,192 You know, we live a little out here lonely, but we are lonely together. 310 00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:45,636 But are you happy? 311 00:23:48,280 --> 00:23:50,590 Let me tell you about mine Generation and happiness tell. 312 00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:52,554 Tell me about your generation. 313 00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:56,480 Let me tell you. We had, Let's see, we had Audre Lorde. 314 00:23:56,800 --> 00:23:59,713 Who is that? Audre Lorde? - You don't know who Audre Lorde is? 315 00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:02,833 Audre Lorde was the one who said: I'm a black lesbian mother, 316 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:07,557 Poet, warrior, out here in the world does its work, do you do yours? 317 00:24:07,760 --> 00:24:08,716 What does that mean? 318 00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:11,233 That means are you outside? Do you work? 319 00:24:11,360 --> 00:24:12,396 Are you working for justice? 320 00:24:15,400 --> 00:24:17,915 Oh yeah, that's why I'm here, Justice. 321 00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:19,796 I'm just not political. 322 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:21,791 Not political. 323 00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:23,560 Listen, I was outside on the streets. 324 00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:26,958 I was out there screaming stand up, defend yourself, fight AIDS. 325 00:24:27,160 --> 00:24:29,959 I was there and screamed with you, you know, Black Gay Pride. 326 00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:31,196 I was out there for everything. 327 00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:33,119 Yeah, look what's going on. What did that do? 328 00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:37,795 That's what I see in Carol. 329 00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:39,959 I, she is a sister, yes. 330 00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:43,712 But even sisters can stabbing each other in the back. 331 00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:45,829 And I think she did. 332 00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:49,593 Me, I'm slowly getting older. 333 00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:52,319 These hands are starting to get wrinkled. 334 00:24:53,360 --> 00:24:58,355 I'm getting gray hair and I feel really lost my way, even more lost. 335 00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:02,156 From where I mean spiritual journey to sorority, 336 00:25:02,360 --> 00:25:05,114 to participate, to build a community started. 337 00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:06,830 I got lost, I lost my way from it. 338 00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:11,114 I'm lost and I'm alone and I only have Lily. 339 00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:21,877 I'm sorry. - No, I can work with you here. 340 00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:23,677 Do whatever you have to do. 341 00:25:25,160 --> 00:25:27,675 No problem. That's okay. 342 00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:35,878 I have been for a long time with no woman. 343 00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:41,919 I might want her, but not in that way in which she might think that I want her. 344 00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:42,798 I'm desperate. 345 00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:43,916 We live in a fucking desert. 346 00:25:44,320 --> 00:25:45,117 I'm from London. 347 00:25:45,440 --> 00:25:49,116 It's rare that one meets someone here. 348 00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:12,992 Treasure? 349 00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:14,311 Yes, I'm coming. 350 00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:28,551 I'm really into motherhood interested in whether I am a mother or not. 351 00:26:28,760 --> 00:26:32,834 I think as a woman I became aware of that prepared to be a mother. 352 00:26:33,240 --> 00:26:35,391 But I think okay, fine, I'll give this to you, Cheryl. 353 00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:38,520 There is a part of our generation, 354 00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:41,155 who grew up at that time and to that was raised, in my opinion, 355 00:26:41,360 --> 00:26:43,477 to rebel against motherhood. 356 00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:46,400 And I think I'm part of it. 357 00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:49,155 But I think it's a real one interesting, creative state. 358 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:53,918 Lily, this wonderful gem. 359 00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:58,520 This beautiful Lily in my life and I can't lose her. 360 00:26:59,440 --> 00:27:01,671 She was on a journey through the world and I was too. 361 00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:07,115 And we met a few years ago and our sparks flew. 362 00:27:07,320 --> 00:27:08,913 And in relationships It goes up and down, doesn't it? 363 00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:15,637 But she stayed with me and I'm glad about it. 364 00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:24,595 Can you just go in there? or something like that. 365 00:28:25,040 --> 00:28:25,996 Go, go, just go. 366 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:30,709 Hi. -Hi. I have Tyson and Zachary here. 367 00:28:30,920 --> 00:28:32,479 They are very much looking forward to to see the house. 368 00:28:32,680 --> 00:28:35,036 Oh, what a great dog. - Yes. 369 00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:37,280 Hi, come in. 370 00:28:37,480 --> 00:28:38,630 Yes, I have a good feeling about it. 371 00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:41,631 Yes, this way, folks. 372 00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:44,315 I want you the pool and the terrazzo floors show. 373 00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:49,118 Okay, if you just comes this way. 374 00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:52,076 This is a modern house from the middle of the century. 375 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:54,112 It is very like your own private, modern treehouse... 376 00:28:54,320 --> 00:28:56,232 up here in the hills. Fabulous, 377 00:28:56,440 --> 00:28:58,557 in the economic situation you can get it for a ridiculous price. 378 00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:00,639 Two bedrooms, two bathrooms, but we also have... 379 00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:03,878 this cozy cottage by the pool. Perfect for an evening celebration. 380 00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:06,356 We have one upstairs working fireplace. 381 00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:10,197 Now I would like us to be together simply move along the balcony. 382 00:29:10,400 --> 00:29:11,800 We have a wonderful one Impression of the view. 383 00:29:12,160 --> 00:29:14,277 We have deer tracks that are on the Run ridge lines up and down. 384 00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:16,437 I think I did yesterday saw a few owls. 385 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:20,040 It's fabulous. On July 4th you see the fireworks, okay. 386 00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:23,393 So, take that in, process it. I'll be with you in a moment. 387 00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:25,359 I just have to ask. 388 00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:27,910 OK. - I know. 389 00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:30,396 MJ makes it really hard to sell this house. 390 00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:32,910 It doesn't work. She behaves bizarrely. 391 00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:35,629 I think there's a lot of potential here, but yes, yes. 392 00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:37,354 That's not cool. 393 00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:41,795 Jeff? - Uh, yeah? 394 00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:44,560 Is it heated? - Is it heated? 395 00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:46,514 No. - No, he's not. 396 00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:49,157 Does Butchie like it? - What do you think, girl? 397 00:29:50,280 --> 00:29:52,192 You ask the dog. This is fabulous. 398 00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:53,396 Do you like the house? 399 00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:57,313 She believes that the house has a strange atmosphere. 400 00:29:58,080 --> 00:30:00,151 Okay, I say it. 401 00:30:01,480 --> 00:30:03,233 Let's throw some more one last look at it. 402 00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:06,353 Guys, if you have the tiles see in the bathroom, you will fall in love. 403 00:30:07,320 --> 00:30:09,471 So let's take a look at this. 404 00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:35,354 Some are extinct, however most are in habitats... 405 00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:36,914 moved to the outskirts of town. 406 00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,196 And they're not nice birds, they are brutal birds. 407 00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:43,313 You come across in the morning or dusk descends... 408 00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:45,989 and seize their prey piece by piece. 409 00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,077 A group of owls is called a parliament. 410 00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:52,438 There are two families. 411 00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:56,833 There is the barn owl and the Actual Owls. 412 00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:04,474 I have discovered that I wasn't alone. 413 00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:09,152 And that there are many other women were... I found my friends... 414 00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:13,718 and found other people in the larger one framework of my community. 415 00:31:14,200 --> 00:31:18,035 People are in this middle passage where do I belong from? 416 00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:20,190 What are my problems? 417 00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:21,709 I have problems with which I I've never come apart. 418 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:23,798 I have been my entire life a lesbian serial monogamist... 419 00:31:24,000 --> 00:31:26,674 and now I'm alone. Where do I go now? 420 00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:28,792 How do I fit into queer culture? I wasn't alone. 421 00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:31,032 All I know about owls is that they are cool. 422 00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:33,678 I really don't know much about owls. 423 00:31:34,160 --> 00:31:36,436 I know they are brilliant. They are smart, smart animals. 424 00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:38,672 Am I an Owl, like older, wiser lesbian? 425 00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:40,191 Older? Secure. 426 00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:42,991 Wise? I'm not so sure about that. 427 00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:43,917 Lesbian? Yes. 428 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:45,676 What do I know about the animals owls? 429 00:31:45,880 --> 00:31:46,757 They call owl. 430 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:50,960 Her head goes around, He's spinning around, isn't he? 431 00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:55,592 And they make noises in the dark. 432 00:31:56,200 --> 00:31:57,236 Huuuuuu. 433 00:31:57,680 --> 00:31:59,239 I believe the people of the world don't communicate... 434 00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:00,760 and I need to be informed. 435 00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:04,078 So you have to provoke and I believe the use... 436 00:32:04,280 --> 00:32:07,159 this gloom is a tool for provocation. 437 00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:14,040 And that's how Amy's sister got me forced to move in. 438 00:32:14,880 --> 00:32:15,996 She was with the Korean one Army, you know. 439 00:32:17,080 --> 00:32:19,754 Anyway, in short, I would have can't get a real job 440 00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:22,520 I would be in prison landed from Framingham. 441 00:32:23,840 --> 00:32:26,833 You know, Amy was like family. 442 00:32:27,920 --> 00:32:28,751 Sort of like you. 443 00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:30,236 This is really great. 444 00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:32,717 That's so sweet. 445 00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:34,832 It's true. 446 00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:39,754 You know, Lily, when I was in high school I had a picture of you on my wall. 447 00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:44,438 Let me just say that I had many restful nights. 448 00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,071 Iris, because of you I wanted to be a singer. 449 00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:51,032 Are you singing now? 450 00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:53,911 No, only when I'm alone. You? 451 00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:54,758 No. 452 00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:56,997 No, that's right, you don't, because you have given up. 453 00:32:57,680 --> 00:32:58,875 I didn't give up. You screwed up. 454 00:32:58,960 --> 00:33:00,440 I didn't screw it up. 455 00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:02,110 You were too scared. 456 00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:03,640 I don't think we'll be back have to start with it. 457 00:33:05,880 --> 00:33:09,351 Ah, surprise. Another one dramatic departure of Lily. 458 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:13,799 I was great. I mean, I was great like Debbie Harry. 459 00:33:14,360 --> 00:33:16,431 Because people are assholes. People always try... 460 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:18,518 to make fun of me or yourself interfere in my shit. 461 00:33:18,760 --> 00:33:21,719 And tell me: Oh, don't do drugs." 462 00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:22,910 Everybody fucking does drugs. 463 00:33:23,120 --> 00:33:24,600 Courtney Love takes drugs and she gets away with it. 464 00:33:24,960 --> 00:33:27,839 But I have to be responsible his and whatever. 465 00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:30,919 This is just fucking, people just don't recognize, well, genius. 466 00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:32,952 They won't let me be the force of nature that I am. 467 00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:33,639 That sucks. 468 00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,554 Why do you leave this strange one? Skye person in your house? 469 00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:40,720 By the way, this is a man or a woman or what? 470 00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:44,392 But more importantly, someone is looking for cricket. 471 00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:51,392 Okay, I'm sorry. 472 00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:52,875 You were right, I messed up. 473 00:33:57,760 --> 00:33:58,637 Maybe she was with someone. 474 00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:00,554 Lily, where is she from? 475 00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:05,555 Do you know her real name? 476 00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:07,070 I can't remember. 477 00:34:07,640 --> 00:34:09,677 Maybe it was Greek, Catholic. 478 00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:10,313 I don't know it. 479 00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:12,398 Anyway, can you help me with this Confused to understand? 480 00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:21,273 OK. 481 00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:27,192 A femme saved my life when I was 15 years old and didn't know 482 00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:29,357 whether I wanted to live or die. 483 00:34:29,760 --> 00:34:33,037 Or who I was, whether I was attractive or anything. 484 00:34:33,400 --> 00:34:39,954 I mean, we often look at ourselves through theirs eyes and it's just the truth. 485 00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:42,397 It's just the naked truth. 486 00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:46,400 Can I ask you something? 487 00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:47,557 Secure. 488 00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:52,431 Do you think Iris went over to MJ, because I asked too many questions? 489 00:34:53,240 --> 00:34:56,711 No, I think that Iris and MJ are meant for each other... 490 00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,071 and it has nothing to do with you. 491 00:34:59,600 --> 00:35:00,556 Oh, okay good. 492 00:35:01,040 --> 00:35:03,077 I thought I was hers maybe too masculine. 493 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:05,358 Too masculine? 494 00:35:05,560 --> 00:35:06,880 This has nothing to do with being too masculine. 495 00:35:07,720 --> 00:35:08,198 Believe me. 496 00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:10,040 Ah, good. 497 00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:11,592 That's great. 498 00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:12,592 Wait a minute. 499 00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:13,877 What do you mean by great? 500 00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:17,917 Well then, they have problems and maybe I could talk to Iris. 501 00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:20,077 Iris? - Exactly. 502 00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:20,997 Leave Iris alone. 503 00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:23,200 What? How come? You just said. 504 00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:25,238 Iris, leave Iris alone. 505 00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:26,112 Just trust me. 506 00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:27,358 OK. 507 00:35:28,600 --> 00:35:32,992 Respect? I was really a Screech fan, whether you believe it or not. 508 00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:37,756 But when I came here and these women and saw their way of life, I thought: 509 00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:39,155 Are you kidding me? 510 00:35:39,880 --> 00:35:40,597 Are you kidding me? 511 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:41,438 Is this how you live? 512 00:35:41,600 --> 00:35:44,354 I fought for this country, so you can live like that? 513 00:35:44,560 --> 00:35:48,110 Like a bunch of lazy people drinking sluts, 514 00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:50,471 who plants damn tomatoes. 515 00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:53,560 What's wrong with these girls? 516 00:35:57,800 --> 00:36:00,156 You know, I really want the... 517 00:36:00,360 --> 00:36:02,670 the wallpaper we saw with the grass on it. 518 00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:03,432 Yes, yes. 519 00:36:03,800 --> 00:36:08,716 Hey, did you know that Skye is really into Iris? 520 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:10,149 Real? - Yes. 521 00:36:10,360 --> 00:36:12,079 Are you sure? - Uh, yeah. 522 00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:13,509 Are you sure? - I'm sure. 523 00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:15,956 Whoa, hey. 524 00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,750 Honestly, I have something thought about Skye. 525 00:36:30,960 --> 00:36:35,637 I was, I don't know. 526 00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:37,877 She is, I don't think so, that she likes me. 527 00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:42,751 I don't even think that it is reciprocal. 528 00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:47,830 I think something is going on and it could be my exit from here. 529 00:36:50,720 --> 00:36:51,995 The stark truth is, 530 00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:55,272 that I was Cheryl at that moment wanted to push him off the hill. 531 00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:07,031 People like you scare me. 532 00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:08,390 How am I? 533 00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:10,593 Like me, someone who uses others. 534 00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:14,713 Iris? - What? 535 00:37:15,240 --> 00:37:16,799 What are you doing? - Go. 536 00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:33,592 Yes, she definitely wants me. 537 00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:43,112 Listen, I think we should let the matter rest. 538 00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:45,994 Let's just do nothing and start living our lives. 539 00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:48,074 Which life? 540 00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:51,671 The life I have, the life, that you have - whatever that is. 541 00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:55,191 Oh, that's nice. Whatever that means. 542 00:37:56,560 --> 00:37:57,596 Really, really close. 543 00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:02,239 Actually, I'm not embarrassed about it say that we were lovers. 544 00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:06,994 A couple of lovers, intermittently over the entire time of the band... 545 00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:09,112 and I thought we would be easy go down together. 546 00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:14,315 I thought Iris and I were going to die and I thought... I don't know. 547 00:38:14,520 --> 00:38:15,954 Carol thinks so differently than Iris. 548 00:38:16,160 --> 00:38:18,117 I was always real in love with Iris, I think. 549 00:38:20,240 --> 00:38:22,471 Are you okay? - Yes, yes. I'm okay. 550 00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:24,270 But you don't seem okay. 551 00:38:24,840 --> 00:38:25,591 Oh, but you? 552 00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:27,036 Yes, I think so. 553 00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:29,239 But that's not what I see at all. 554 00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:32,629 Let's just not talk about that Cricket thing to panic. 555 00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:35,915 Someone is looking for her. 556 00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:38,831 Okay, let's behave just all normal. 557 00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:40,556 Oh, normal. 558 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:41,598 Is that what you do? 559 00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:46,397 We have one life out here and I'm having a baby. 560 00:38:50,600 --> 00:38:51,556 Is that so beneath you? 561 00:38:58,240 --> 00:39:01,039 No, have I ever been in love in them is the real question. 562 00:39:01,240 --> 00:39:02,640 I mean, I love her like blah, blah, blah. 563 00:39:02,880 --> 00:39:05,554 We are all lesbians. The others always mean something to us, 564 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:07,638 but, you know, no. 565 00:39:08,440 --> 00:39:11,114 All of these women are pathetic. 566 00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:12,990 They are pathetic. 567 00:39:13,520 --> 00:39:16,399 They're in this little one Desert town hidden. 568 00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:18,475 Nobody wants them. 569 00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:23,279 They're old, they're useless, they have nothing to offer. 570 00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:26,879 Yes, no wonder she drinks. 571 00:39:36,800 --> 00:39:40,589 Hey, do you want a drink? 572 00:39:42,160 --> 00:39:42,877 No thanks. 573 00:39:46,040 --> 00:39:48,396 Have you really stopped drinking? 574 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:49,598 I don't want anything. 575 00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:53,431 Oh, yes. 576 00:39:53,760 --> 00:39:54,159 There it is. 577 00:39:54,240 --> 00:39:54,673 Check it out. 578 00:39:55,800 --> 00:39:58,554 Oh, you were always so good in things like that. 579 00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:01,595 Yes, what is my problem? 580 00:40:02,840 --> 00:40:03,512 I believe in you. 581 00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:04,359 Do you? 582 00:40:05,480 --> 00:40:08,473 Yes, I believe that you have everything you can do whatever you want. 583 00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:09,878 What, for example? 584 00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:11,192 What do I want to do? 585 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:12,232 Everything. 586 00:40:13,120 --> 00:40:13,792 For example? 587 00:40:14,560 --> 00:40:17,120 For example, play again. 588 00:40:36,560 --> 00:40:38,233 Alcohol is my relationship with Iris. 589 00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:44,920 And he was probably the factor... the destructive force. 590 00:40:45,120 --> 00:40:48,033 But that's how we treat each other. 591 00:40:48,240 --> 00:40:49,196 That's how it happens. 592 00:40:49,720 --> 00:40:53,430 And I don't think we're together if we were sober, 593 00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:57,236 if we didn't drink. This is our threesome. 594 00:40:57,680 --> 00:40:59,672 So me, Iris, the alcoholic. 595 00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:02,830 There you are. 596 00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:03,951 Cocktail. 597 00:41:09,720 --> 00:41:13,077 You know, I already liked you always prefer to be drunk. 598 00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:15,354 That's really not good for me. 599 00:41:15,720 --> 00:41:18,394 Yes, but if you drink you'll get into trouble at least in trouble. 600 00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:21,119 When you're sober, you don't do anything. 601 00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:22,874 You're not good for me. 602 00:41:23,680 --> 00:41:25,512 Hmm, you're not good. 603 00:41:26,680 --> 00:41:28,000 So it's perfect. 604 00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:33,278 How many times have I had to watch you fuck anything that wears a strap-on? 605 00:41:35,280 --> 00:41:38,876 You're so boring right now. 606 00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:39,479 Come here. 607 00:41:39,680 --> 00:41:41,956 By the way, do you remember to the girl in Beverly Hills? 608 00:41:42,160 --> 00:41:43,037 Come on, that was hot. 609 00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:43,838 You liked that. 610 00:41:44,160 --> 00:41:46,311 It was fun and then you just excluded me. 611 00:41:47,480 --> 00:41:49,153 Are we still talking about 2003? 612 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:57,476 Sick, as you know how much I love you. 613 00:41:59,920 --> 00:42:00,637 OK. 614 00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:06,399 Whoa. 615 00:42:08,280 --> 00:42:08,918 Oh my God. 616 00:42:10,720 --> 00:42:11,995 What's up? 617 00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:14,275 You're freaking out. What's up? 618 00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:16,551 Whoa. 619 00:42:17,880 --> 00:42:18,597 That was crazy. 620 00:42:38,240 --> 00:42:41,870 I like masculine women, but I I don't think I've ever dated one. 621 00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:46,078 Sorry, maybe in the future. Maybe I'm masculine. 622 00:42:46,280 --> 00:42:47,839 People used to call me Butch, can you believe that? 623 00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:51,073 I know no one believes that, but some people thought I was butch. 624 00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,717 When I had short hair they thought I was was... so they thought I was a butch. 625 00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:57,159 And I have it in me. 626 00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:00,638 I think that people have that terms Butch and femme with all sorts of baggage... 627 00:43:00,840 --> 00:43:03,150 and guesses come that I don't want to have it imposed on you. 628 00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:06,000 And I don't particularly like it, when people say: 629 00:43:06,200 --> 00:43:07,554 Oh, us femmes or you femmes." 630 00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:09,160 And then I feel like this: I don't even know what you mean." 631 00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:11,716 Are you talking about the way I dress me? How do I fuck? 632 00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:13,519 Are you talking about the way how do I walk through a room? 633 00:43:13,720 --> 00:43:15,359 Because none of these things are... 634 00:43:15,560 --> 00:43:18,871 These are all different things and it's much more complicated than butch/femme. 635 00:43:19,080 --> 00:43:20,719 It bothers me a lot. 636 00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:25,871 I think from society to be accepted as butch... 637 00:43:27,720 --> 00:43:31,475 and being accepted as a trans man, 638 00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:34,240 I'm not saying it's the same, because that's not it. 639 00:43:34,440 --> 00:43:39,560 But in the eyes of an ignorant one It's similar to a society member, isn't it? 640 00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:41,513 If you're butch, Do they think you are a man? 641 00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:44,438 And if you're a trans man, Do they think you are a man? 642 00:43:44,640 --> 00:43:48,600 Or they don't know what at all someone is and just hate everyone the same. 643 00:43:49,200 --> 00:43:53,080 I could say Butch, I could even say transgender, 644 00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:54,999 because I correct people usually not, 645 00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:57,590 if they confuse my gender. So some people might say, 646 00:43:57,800 --> 00:43:59,917 that I think is completely okay to be addressed as he. 647 00:44:00,120 --> 00:44:01,110 It just doesn't matter. 648 00:44:01,200 --> 00:44:02,714 I know there are days where I radiate it... 649 00:44:02,920 --> 00:44:05,560 and days when I broadcast them. It depends on how I feel. 650 00:44:19,000 --> 00:44:20,719 What's up? - Thank you for coming. 651 00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:22,479 Well, you said you were panicking. 652 00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:23,719 How are you doing? 653 00:44:25,040 --> 00:44:26,235 I'm glad you're interested in this. 654 00:44:27,360 --> 00:44:27,838 Just look. 655 00:44:29,440 --> 00:44:30,271 What do you want? 656 00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:33,231 I have to get Skye out of the house. 657 00:44:33,960 --> 00:44:35,235 She's strange, isn't she? 658 00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:36,635 See, I told you that she is dangerous. 659 00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:37,990 I know and she makes me. 660 00:44:40,240 --> 00:44:42,516 She makes you what? 661 00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:45,596 You are a very bad girl. 662 00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:50,238 Not yet, but I'm finding it very difficult to hold back. 663 00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:52,517 Interesting. 664 00:44:52,680 --> 00:44:53,591 Why are you asking her not easy to leave? 665 00:44:53,720 --> 00:44:56,394 I can't because Carol has found her new Sundance Kid. 666 00:44:56,600 --> 00:44:58,239 And she doesn't suspect anything. 667 00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:00,559 And you think it's based on reciprocity? 668 00:45:02,000 --> 00:45:02,911 Yes, I think so. Yes. 669 00:45:04,240 --> 00:45:06,072 And think I'm crazy 670 00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:08,397 but you don't exactly get it having a baby with someone else? 671 00:45:10,280 --> 00:45:12,033 Yes, but I don't know what Skye thinks about babies. 672 00:45:12,240 --> 00:45:13,230 Well, I don't know. 673 00:45:15,240 --> 00:45:18,233 Oh, you're, you're in trouble. 674 00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:18,999 Yes. 675 00:45:19,560 --> 00:45:22,075 Look, I know I would have shouldn't come here. 676 00:45:22,400 --> 00:45:22,674 It was a mistake. 677 00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:27,557 Lily hides the duality in which she lives. And that's actually I'm a rock star... 678 00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:31,117 and I love attention and a crazy, wild life. 679 00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:33,357 But I'm also a little afraid of it. 680 00:45:33,560 --> 00:45:34,914 So what she's hiding is 681 00:45:35,120 --> 00:45:37,954 that she is trying to do one thing and being a 1950s housewife. 682 00:45:38,160 --> 00:45:42,712 Actually she's panicking because of it scares her and crushes her. 683 00:45:43,280 --> 00:45:44,839 Why don't you just live dangerously? 684 00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:45,632 Just do it. 685 00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:48,435 Out. Get out of the car. 686 00:45:49,680 --> 00:45:50,636 Out. Get out now. 687 00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:01,960 It's weird, but I feel like that my life is very normal. 688 00:47:03,120 --> 00:47:04,110 Really? - Yes. 689 00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:06,393 If you told me that I If I'm 80, I would believe that. 690 00:47:06,800 --> 00:47:07,233 80? 691 00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:11,871 I mean that in a very big way endearing manner. I don't know. 692 00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:15,630 I had so many, I had so many feelings and people under my skin. 693 00:47:16,480 --> 00:47:18,597 Literally? - Yes. 694 00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:23,158 You know, I was never very, I don't know 695 00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:27,440 but I was so much freer back then. 696 00:47:28,640 --> 00:47:29,835 What do you want? 697 00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:33,392 I think I still want it. 698 00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:35,630 And what is it? 699 00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:40,910 Hmm, I'll tell you what, There are two sides to me. 700 00:47:41,120 --> 00:47:44,591 On the one hand, I really want that people submit to me. 701 00:47:45,760 --> 00:47:49,834 And on the other hand, I want completely lose myself. 702 00:47:50,560 --> 00:47:51,516 Isn't that the same thing? 703 00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:55,998 Yes, but only if I I'm very very lucky. 704 00:48:12,520 --> 00:48:13,317 This looks delicious. 705 00:48:33,640 --> 00:48:34,710 How does it taste? 706 00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:41,676 Hmm, tastes wonderful. 707 00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:45,036 What tastes wonderful? 708 00:48:50,280 --> 00:48:51,475 Huh? - Eat. 709 00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:56,875 I'm hungry. Let's take a look. 710 00:49:15,360 --> 00:49:16,953 Can you stop eating like that? This makes me sick. 711 00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:20,120 Maybe you're pregnant. 712 00:49:23,360 --> 00:49:25,158 I know it's not me. 713 00:49:27,560 --> 00:49:29,552 I know it's you. - From where? 714 00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:30,957 I saw the test. 715 00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:35,437 Excuse me. 716 00:49:49,480 --> 00:49:50,630 This is what saves a relationship. 717 00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:53,714 Have plans and have a family and all that. 718 00:49:53,840 --> 00:49:57,675 I will farm our land and build the walls around us, 719 00:49:57,880 --> 00:49:59,837 so that they protect us and me will keep us going. 720 00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:01,360 I won't destroy this relationship. 721 00:50:01,560 --> 00:50:03,950 No, I've been in there too long. 722 00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:06,834 I guess I think I have children must have with Carol. 723 00:50:07,200 --> 00:50:10,398 It would be a good family, but I feel I just feel like we're doing it because we... 724 00:50:10,600 --> 00:50:13,434 it must, because that's what it is, what lesbians do now. 725 00:50:13,640 --> 00:50:16,872 And I really think there's a lot, I don't know. 726 00:50:17,360 --> 00:50:22,719 I feel, I feel lost in what Carol and I are right now. So. 727 00:51:39,040 --> 00:51:42,158 An owl is a wise bird observing, a looking, 728 00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:49,278 a seeing one, an experienced one, lonely and observing bird. 729 00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:51,199 Yes, I am an owl. 730 00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:59,398 I don't know what I want. I want, I want everything to be like before. 731 00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:02,116 I wanted her to kill me. 732 00:52:02,720 --> 00:52:03,995 It seemed like a good time to die. 733 00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:06,874 These people took advantage of her. 734 00:52:08,040 --> 00:52:08,917 She was vulnerable. 735 00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:13,194 They didn't know what she went through. 736 00:52:14,920 --> 00:52:17,879 And people look at others and judge them. 737 00:52:18,240 --> 00:52:21,278 You see this person who is acting weird behaves or drinks all that shit. 738 00:52:21,880 --> 00:52:24,440 And you don't know what this person is had to go through. 739 00:52:24,640 --> 00:52:26,438 Why is she drinking? 740 00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:27,591 Why is she obnoxious? 741 00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:28,716 Why is she mean? 742 00:52:28,960 --> 00:52:29,677 Why is she crying? 743 00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:36,155 Do you ever fucking wonder what could be going on instead of condemning them. 744 00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:37,437 Do you ever have that? 745 00:53:02,960 --> 00:53:04,679 I know the hospitality to appreciate. 746 00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:10,916 Dessert is hardly one Make amends for your kindness. 747 00:53:17,440 --> 00:53:18,715 Hmm, that's interesting. 748 00:53:18,920 --> 00:53:19,717 How did you pay for that? 749 00:53:20,720 --> 00:53:23,474 You know, it was interesting you guys to observe. 750 00:53:25,120 --> 00:53:27,032 I actually have you observed for a long time. 751 00:53:31,120 --> 00:53:33,760 I watched and watched... 752 00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:37,510 and couldn't wait for all of us to have together in a room. 753 00:53:39,920 --> 00:53:41,115 Sit the fuck down. 754 00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:49,199 And tells me what happened to cricket. 755 00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:53,117 So you really believe that you can get away with it? 756 00:53:53,320 --> 00:53:55,198 The way you got away with it to kill my lover Cricket? 757 00:53:58,560 --> 00:53:59,357 Tell me what happened. 758 00:54:07,920 --> 00:54:08,558 Further. 759 00:54:33,400 --> 00:54:35,710 I knew she was on my lap wanted to sit and she was crazy about it. 760 00:54:35,920 --> 00:54:37,320 So I thought: why not? 761 00:54:37,560 --> 00:54:40,837 At least it would be a good story that I could tell my friends... 762 00:54:41,040 --> 00:54:42,440 or mine endlessly boring night... 763 00:54:42,640 --> 00:54:44,438 with 40 year old lesbians a little entertainment. 764 00:54:50,840 --> 00:54:52,240 MJ wasn't there yet. 765 00:54:52,440 --> 00:54:55,160 Then of course Iris plays. 766 00:54:55,360 --> 00:55:00,992 So Iris is with some young, disgusting little slut making out. 767 00:55:08,080 --> 00:55:08,957 I don't want to stand. 768 00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:11,509 I want to go in. I want home. I've had enough of this. 769 00:55:12,880 --> 00:55:13,313 Ow. 770 00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:22,309 So it was a great party, until MJ freaked out. 771 00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:23,192 It was a tragedy. 772 00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:31,160 Just relax. 773 00:55:33,120 --> 00:55:37,034 Ow, fuck. Bitch. Fuck. 774 00:55:37,520 --> 00:55:40,194 Hey, bitch. You have me fucking bitten. 775 00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:46,470 All I can say about the party is 776 00:55:46,680 --> 00:55:48,399 that I wish I could remember her better. 777 00:55:48,600 --> 00:55:50,956 Because it's this big moment in all of our lives... 778 00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:54,631 and the only person who wasn't actually there, I was. 779 00:56:32,720 --> 00:56:33,949 So it was an accident? 780 00:56:35,240 --> 00:56:36,435 Yes, it was an accident. 781 00:56:36,800 --> 00:56:38,439 All of your deaths will be an accident. 782 00:56:40,680 --> 00:56:41,955 Tell me where she is. 783 00:56:47,000 --> 00:56:48,400 If you say anything, she will kill us. 784 00:56:51,320 --> 00:56:52,436 Wrong answer. 785 00:56:58,600 --> 00:57:00,557 Who do you think is at the end got away? 786 00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:04,350 I don't know it. 787 00:57:09,400 --> 00:57:14,429 If we talk about the temperament of the community speaking as we do, 788 00:57:14,640 --> 00:57:16,791 with most people in the project I have a story in common. 789 00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:19,834 I understand that there is one Community project is... 790 00:57:20,040 --> 00:57:23,397 and many people have said in these interviews, 791 00:57:24,440 --> 00:57:27,560 how much respect we have for them, for that that we can form a community. 792 00:57:27,560 --> 00:57:31,713 Alex and I have the same ideas, the same spirit... 793 00:57:31,920 --> 00:57:34,435 and the same vision to many things. 794 00:57:34,680 --> 00:57:37,115 But it is also part of your vision. 795 00:57:37,360 --> 00:57:39,397 And I had a lot of conversations with women, 796 00:57:39,600 --> 00:57:41,432 the older women watching the film have participated, The Owls, 797 00:57:41,640 --> 00:57:43,393 they say it's not my story. 798 00:57:43,600 --> 00:57:47,480 I like being part of this project involved, which is Cheryl's Owl story. 799 00:57:47,800 --> 00:57:49,996 I think that's what I mean Work and my way of working 800 00:57:50,200 --> 00:57:52,760 very special and different makes. I'll give it out... 801 00:57:52,960 --> 00:57:56,271 and let people come on board with their ideas come and a group is formed. 802 00:57:56,520 --> 00:57:59,160 It's a community, 803 00:57:59,360 --> 00:58:03,320 which means that everyone's contributions, 804 00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:07,036 especially those of actors to the script, 805 00:58:07,240 --> 00:58:08,913 are welcome. 806 00:58:09,120 --> 00:58:13,558 Time is taken for this and that is exhausting. 807 00:58:13,800 --> 00:58:17,316 It's interesting that on a strange way... 808 00:58:17,520 --> 00:58:20,240 all homosexuals, all queers are somehow cousins. 809 00:58:20,480 --> 00:58:21,550 Like cousins, that you haven't met yet. 810 00:58:22,640 --> 00:58:25,678 So I can do someone like Campbell meet whose work I know, 811 00:58:25,880 --> 00:58:27,519 that I heard about or something and there is something, 812 00:58:27,720 --> 00:58:31,191 there is an understanding of it, that you are somehow connected, 813 00:58:31,400 --> 00:58:35,474 even if you don't know each other, because you are part of this big family. 814 00:58:35,680 --> 00:58:38,559 Two homosexuals can get into an elevator... 815 00:58:38,760 --> 00:58:41,434 and between the 5th and 10th floor communicate. 816 00:58:42,480 --> 00:58:44,278 And there comes the identity. 817 00:58:44,480 --> 00:58:47,837 You are part of the secret society and I've always loved that. 818 00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:53,310 The prevailing theme at The Owls seems to be the age, 819 00:58:53,520 --> 00:58:55,512 not race or Ethnicity. 820 00:58:55,720 --> 00:58:59,839 And the central characters of African origin, 821 00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:04,239 Skye and Carol are in neither Presented by race. 822 00:59:04,560 --> 00:59:07,120 What I mean by that is that they no signs of specific cultures, 823 00:59:07,320 --> 00:59:08,800 of which they are a part. 824 00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:11,833 There are no gestures, no manner to talk to those you... 825 00:59:12,040 --> 00:59:15,317 identify as of African origin could, apart from her appearance. 826 00:59:15,680 --> 00:59:17,558 This is the atmosphere that we all want. 827 00:59:17,880 --> 00:59:19,712 It's a place where we all come together people can come together, 828 00:59:19,920 --> 00:59:21,877 who are artists who are smart. 829 00:59:22,080 --> 00:59:24,515 I can't believe how smart everyone is. People do their own work. 830 00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:26,916 I can't wait to see their work. 831 00:59:27,600 --> 00:59:29,831 People are committed and passionate. 832 00:59:30,040 --> 00:59:31,679 It's what we all live for. 833 00:59:31,880 --> 00:59:33,599 And I'm glad to be part of the team. 834 00:59:33,800 --> 00:59:37,794 And desire floats on all sorts of things complicated species through space, 835 00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:40,151 but I can control that. 836 00:59:41,760 --> 00:59:46,039 I'm queer. I belong to everything. 837 00:59:46,120 --> 00:59:53,232 I, how I identify myself is in the has become more complicated in the last few years. 838 00:59:53,480 --> 00:59:56,678 My sexual orientation, I would say that I am a lesbian. 839 00:59:58,880 --> 01:00:04,592 I see myself as female identified woman, 840 01:00:05,280 --> 01:00:08,398 who is a lesbian. 841 01:00:08,880 --> 01:00:11,759 I have been identifying myself for a long time as a transgender butch, 842 01:00:11,960 --> 01:00:14,429 which is not necessarily is a recognizable category, 843 01:00:14,640 --> 01:00:16,233 but it works for me. 844 01:00:16,440 --> 01:00:21,595 I am a trans man and alive for about a year and a half as a man. 845 01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:27,190 People call me fag daddy, because I'm a daddy. 846 01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:32,271 I'll take care of it the people in my life, 847 01:00:32,480 --> 01:00:36,269 both butches and femmes. 848 01:00:36,440 --> 01:00:38,796 I guess I'm in the lesbian community grew up, 849 01:00:39,000 --> 01:00:42,471 because I came out at 13. At 13 I came out as queer, 850 01:00:42,680 --> 01:00:44,239 I've never really identified as lesbian, 851 01:00:44,440 --> 01:00:45,510 even though I'm part of this community was. 852 01:00:45,880 --> 01:00:51,399 So it's better, I would say, identifying as queer. 853 01:00:52,080 --> 01:00:53,275 There were lots of conversations like: 854 01:00:53,480 --> 01:00:55,153 I wish the femmes would be here to chat." 855 01:00:55,280 --> 01:00:59,832 And Lisa and I looked at each other: Me I'm not a femme. Are you a femme?" 856 01:01:00,040 --> 01:01:00,871 I used to be butch. 857 01:01:01,000 --> 01:01:04,676 I think that people are stupid, when they try to hold on to something. 858 01:01:04,880 --> 01:01:09,159 Historically speaking, if for the term lesbian is over... 859 01:01:09,360 --> 01:01:11,591 and him by something else is replaced, 860 01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:14,634 then five people can don't change that. 861 01:01:14,760 --> 01:01:17,116 That's something what happens together. 862 01:01:17,360 --> 01:01:19,750 I think it's really true that it is there is an older generation of lesbians, 863 01:01:19,960 --> 01:01:22,520 who have some kind of trans panic. Like: the butches are all trans... 864 01:01:22,720 --> 01:01:25,872 and we lose all our good ones Butches and whatever. 865 01:01:26,200 --> 01:01:28,396 The generation gap, I don't know if it was closed. 866 01:01:28,680 --> 01:01:29,796 We are all very good with each other got along. 867 01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:31,157 We are all very good with each other got along. 868 01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:35,030 I think there are things that we learn from the not understand each other generation. 869 01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:37,716 I have aging not noticed so much. 870 01:01:38,640 --> 01:01:42,236 It sneaks up and shows itself then more in the way, 871 01:01:42,440 --> 01:01:44,511 with which the people look at me or treat me. 872 01:01:44,720 --> 01:01:48,191 It's more like I'm a lady or if not, then usually a gentleman. 873 01:01:48,400 --> 01:01:49,390 I don't really see that. 874 01:01:49,960 --> 01:01:51,758 I mean, of course I can see it, when I'm with my friends... 875 01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:52,916 go to a club. 876 01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:54,713 And they're in their 40s and say: Oh, everyone looks so young." 877 01:01:54,880 --> 01:01:57,554 And I think: Oh shit, We're not continuing this conversation." 878 01:01:57,840 --> 01:02:01,038 And this age separation is just so boring. 879 01:02:01,440 --> 01:02:05,120 I think it's really important exceeding age limits. 880 01:02:05,120 --> 01:02:10,912 I think that kind of negativity and the fear and all the dark emotions, 881 01:02:11,120 --> 01:02:16,240 who are depicted in the film the people speaking in the film are real. 882 01:02:16,720 --> 01:02:18,757 And I think that people rarely talk about them in the cinema. 883 01:02:18,960 --> 01:02:21,759 I think people, lesbians, rarely talk about them in life. 884 01:02:21,960 --> 01:02:26,716 Queers hardly speak to each other about them, because we are happy homos. 885 01:02:28,280 --> 01:02:31,193 In this cultural moment it's about 886 01:02:31,400 --> 01:02:35,553 how we fit into the picture and therefore, to be like everyone else. 887 01:02:35,760 --> 01:02:37,877 But everyone has problems and I think... 888 01:02:38,080 --> 01:02:43,633 Undoubtedly, I'm not always happy... 889 01:02:43,840 --> 01:02:46,275 to the happy ending of a lesbian film.