1 00:02:08,527 --> 00:02:11,877 Let's drink to Arnaldo's performance 2 00:02:11,943 --> 00:02:14,318 - Cheers… - Wait for him 3 00:02:33,818 --> 00:02:37,336 People think this is our life, you know? 4 00:02:37,402 --> 00:02:40,794 Morena is a jockey 5 00:02:40,860 --> 00:02:41,961 Can you only have a future in the circus? 6 00:02:42,027 --> 00:02:46,252 Only she can gallop 16 laps and change horses midway 7 00:02:46,318 --> 00:02:49,443 How could such a gift be wasted? 8 00:02:49,818 --> 00:02:52,002 Although we are at home all over the world 9 00:02:52,068 --> 00:02:54,193 But I have no home, and I have never seen the outside world. 10 00:02:54,568 --> 00:02:56,919 The two of us just want to have our own lives together 11 00:02:56,985 --> 00:02:58,485 Is this ridiculous? 12 00:02:59,652 --> 00:03:01,836 What kind of life do you want? Serving dishes at a restaurant? 13 00:03:01,902 --> 00:03:05,002 If I had the chance to study, I would have had more choices 14 00:03:05,068 --> 00:03:07,669 You're only going to ruin your career, what the hell do you know? 15 00:03:07,735 --> 00:03:11,110 Please don't use bad words in front of guests... 16 00:03:12,610 --> 00:03:13,943 Sorry, should I call you Miss or Madam? 17 00:03:25,902 --> 00:03:28,068 I haven't been out for a week 18 00:03:29,193 --> 00:03:31,318 I came to consult you the last time I went out. 19 00:03:33,652 --> 00:03:35,669 To write my column 20 00:03:35,735 --> 00:03:40,377 I went specially to have dinner with the circus family 21 00:03:40,443 --> 00:03:43,044 Because, you know I'm writing a column 22 00:03:43,110 --> 00:03:45,277 I know, the column "Who's Coming to Dinner" is famous 23 00:03:46,318 --> 00:03:47,877 Have you read it? 24 00:03:47,943 --> 00:03:49,402 I never read those rubbish articles 25 00:03:50,277 --> 00:03:51,586 I don't mean your column 26 00:03:51,652 --> 00:03:54,777 I mean those women’s magazines… 27 00:03:58,652 --> 00:03:59,693 Oh 28 00:04:00,693 --> 00:04:03,235 Sorry, the chair is broken. I should change it. 29 00:04:04,110 --> 00:04:07,402 Although you took sedatives, your reaction was quite fast. 30 00:04:08,110 --> 00:04:09,193 Thanks for the compliment 31 00:04:10,610 --> 00:04:13,152 You said you haven't been out for a week? 32 00:04:13,777 --> 00:04:14,777 yes 33 00:04:15,568 --> 00:04:18,152 Seeing that young couple touched me very much 34 00:04:20,610 --> 00:04:22,110 Nick and I used to be just like them 35 00:04:23,402 --> 00:04:24,735 always inseparable 36 00:04:27,485 --> 00:04:30,044 Do you know how Calvino described it? 37 00:04:30,110 --> 00:04:31,652 Him and his wife? 38 00:04:32,985 --> 00:04:36,402 "We are like some kind of hermaphrodite" 39 00:04:43,527 --> 00:04:45,836 Nick. Baniask, practicing attorney 40 00:04:45,902 --> 00:04:47,360 In what year did you get married? 41 00:04:48,402 --> 00:04:49,818 July 2009 42 00:04:52,277 --> 00:04:54,193 We were all young at the time 43 00:04:59,527 --> 00:05:00,735 Sorry… 44 00:05:14,693 --> 00:05:17,985 Take it and use it, I will buy a big box every time 45 00:05:20,027 --> 00:05:22,443 Sorry, I really need help... 46 00:05:23,818 --> 00:05:26,211 Do you see those hundred boxes of tissues? 47 00:05:26,277 --> 00:05:29,336 Represents a hundred patients, a hundred kinds of suffering 48 00:05:29,402 --> 00:05:31,277 A hundred lines of tears... 49 00:05:32,318 --> 00:05:34,818 But few people will tell the real reason 50 00:05:36,943 --> 00:05:41,777 In my case, the primary goal is to add realism 51 00:05:44,068 --> 00:05:45,818 A sense of reality? 52 00:05:48,860 --> 00:05:51,294 I thought… 53 00:05:51,360 --> 00:05:53,860 "Heartbroken" is just an adjective 54 00:05:55,318 --> 00:05:57,127 just a modifier 55 00:05:57,193 --> 00:06:00,277 has no meaning 56 00:06:01,943 --> 00:06:03,902 But this time I really realized it... 57 00:06:06,777 --> 00:06:08,152 heartbroken 58 00:06:11,235 --> 00:06:13,485 What do you think breaks your heart? 59 00:06:15,027 --> 00:06:16,902 We can verify the authenticity 60 00:06:21,818 --> 00:06:22,985 Can you open it for me? 61 00:06:30,568 --> 00:06:33,211 You should learn to drink your own wine, Bianca 62 00:06:33,277 --> 00:06:35,152 You know I can't help it 63 00:06:35,902 --> 00:06:37,527 You can't rely on me anymore 64 00:06:39,402 --> 00:06:40,568 I'm leaving 65 00:06:42,860 --> 00:06:43,860 Where are you going? 66 00:06:46,818 --> 00:06:47,902 Go to hell 67 00:06:49,277 --> 00:06:50,402 What's wrong with you? 68 00:06:54,318 --> 00:06:56,318 The luggage has been there for 3 hours 69 00:07:00,610 --> 00:07:02,443 How could you not see it? 70 00:07:03,693 --> 00:07:05,961 I'm leaving. Don't you know? 71 00:07:06,027 --> 00:07:08,169 Do you want me to open the wine for you? 72 00:07:08,235 --> 00:07:11,002 I really don't know, where are you going? 73 00:07:11,068 --> 00:07:14,252 I'm leaving, Bianka! leave 74 00:07:14,318 --> 00:07:15,527 leave… 75 00:07:18,527 --> 00:07:19,943 Leaving means... 76 00:07:21,027 --> 00:07:24,461 Does it mean you don’t want me anymore? 77 00:07:24,527 --> 00:07:25,818 I don’t want you a long time ago 78 00:07:26,943 --> 00:07:28,110 Impossible… 79 00:07:29,610 --> 00:07:31,586 Yes, because we can't be separated 80 00:07:31,652 --> 00:07:33,461 Because we always stick together 81 00:07:33,527 --> 00:07:36,027 I am no longer me and you are no longer you 82 00:07:36,735 --> 00:07:38,818 Then you found nothing 83 00:07:39,360 --> 00:07:43,127 You didn't realize that I'm very unhappy and my heart is not here 84 00:07:43,193 --> 00:07:44,652 Where is that? 85 00:07:45,777 --> 00:07:47,402 A normal person would ask me: 86 00:07:47,693 --> 00:07:49,443 "Do you have someone else?" 87 00:07:53,610 --> 00:07:56,318 - Do you have someone else? -Obvious 88 00:08:00,693 --> 00:08:02,877 I didn't find it 89 00:08:02,943 --> 00:08:05,110 Have you noticed how long it has been since we had sex? 90 00:08:11,152 --> 00:08:13,485 You will decide to leave... 91 00:08:15,068 --> 00:08:16,961 That must have been a long time ago 92 00:08:17,027 --> 00:08:20,860 A long time, and this must be very important 93 00:08:24,568 --> 00:08:26,652 But I don't understand why you are angry 94 00:08:27,360 --> 00:08:29,419 I'm not the one who cheated 95 00:08:29,485 --> 00:08:31,252 I didn't lie to you 96 00:08:31,318 --> 00:08:32,336 I was in front of you on purpose 97 00:08:32,402 --> 00:08:33,860 Call her and you get no response 98 00:08:34,777 --> 00:08:35,943 Who is she? 99 00:08:37,735 --> 00:08:39,110 my osteopath 100 00:08:40,735 --> 00:08:43,419 You left me for a woman I only met twice? 101 00:08:43,485 --> 00:08:46,027 She is the only one who cares about me 102 00:08:46,527 --> 00:08:47,652 But... 103 00:08:50,360 --> 00:08:53,777 Nick, we should talk. 104 00:08:54,402 --> 00:08:55,836 we need to talk 105 00:08:55,902 --> 00:08:57,919 I didn't notice what happened 106 00:08:57,985 --> 00:08:59,836 Sorry… 107 00:08:59,902 --> 00:09:01,818 I really didn't notice 108 00:09:02,152 --> 00:09:03,336 But I know now... 109 00:09:03,402 --> 00:09:05,586 I'm sorry 110 00:09:05,652 --> 00:09:07,252 Shall we talk? 111 00:09:07,318 --> 00:09:09,027 Don't go, wait! 112 00:09:12,068 --> 00:09:13,443 please… 113 00:09:26,235 --> 00:09:30,502 We met in Brighton one summer 114 00:09:30,568 --> 00:09:33,193 My family sent us to learn English 115 00:09:34,402 --> 00:09:36,360 I don't know anyone there 116 00:09:37,110 --> 00:09:38,860 So does he, but he's comfortable 117 00:09:40,318 --> 00:09:43,485 You know some people are just right at home no matter where they go 118 00:09:46,235 --> 00:09:47,943 So I grabbed him and wouldn't let go 119 00:09:49,318 --> 00:09:51,443 We have been together for 18 years 120 00:09:53,652 --> 00:09:56,527 Nick is my everything 121 00:09:57,818 --> 00:09:59,152 I think I'm everything to him too 122 00:10:00,860 --> 00:10:02,943 we grow together 123 00:10:04,943 --> 00:10:06,402 We grow from children to adults together... 124 00:10:07,943 --> 00:10:11,044 I want it to end, I can't take it anymore! 125 00:10:11,110 --> 00:10:12,544 I'll be right back 126 00:10:12,610 --> 00:10:14,961 I've been doing this job for over 20 years 127 00:10:15,027 --> 00:10:16,086 I've really had enough! 128 00:10:16,152 --> 00:10:18,502 Please go away, Marissa. I can't thank you enough. 129 00:10:18,568 --> 00:10:22,127 - I can finally find a competent nurse. - OK 130 00:10:22,193 --> 00:10:24,485 I want to see what I will do without you? 131 00:10:33,318 --> 00:10:35,336 Where were you talking about? 132 00:10:35,402 --> 00:10:38,377 Uh... So we made an appointment to come to Rome 133 00:10:38,443 --> 00:10:41,252 Let's go to university together 134 00:10:41,318 --> 00:10:43,836 I came here from Sicily to study literature 135 00:10:43,902 --> 00:10:45,985 He came here from Genoa to study law 136 00:10:46,527 --> 00:10:47,961 we started living together 137 00:10:48,027 --> 00:10:51,461 Rent an apartment in San Lorenzo and share it with others 138 00:10:51,527 --> 00:10:53,068 we only have one room 139 00:10:53,902 --> 00:10:56,860 There was only one desk, so I stayed in bed and studied. 140 00:10:58,985 --> 00:11:02,502 We make all decisions together… 141 00:11:02,568 --> 00:11:05,252 She said not to give him injections 142 00:11:05,318 --> 00:11:06,502 Let him continue to observe... 143 00:11:06,568 --> 00:11:07,586 Sorry… 144 00:11:07,652 --> 00:11:09,777 In the end, it was me who was unlucky again... 145 00:11:11,652 --> 00:11:13,336 If you give him antipsychotic drugs 146 00:11:13,402 --> 00:11:16,152 I can't diagnose correctly 147 00:11:16,777 --> 00:11:18,919 Let him be isolated and restrained first, then call Ivan. 148 00:11:18,985 --> 00:11:20,568 Great, genius Ivan 149 00:11:21,402 --> 00:11:24,627 Depending on your age and qualifications 150 00:11:24,693 --> 00:11:26,544 Should be able to handle these things 151 00:11:26,610 --> 00:11:29,252 Anyway, it's not your turn to write a prescription. 152 00:11:29,318 --> 00:11:30,818 That's my job! 153 00:11:44,943 --> 00:11:45,943 Then what? 154 00:11:46,402 --> 00:11:50,068 Or should I come back another day? 155 00:11:50,818 --> 00:11:54,461 I listened to the perfect love story for half an hour 156 00:11:54,527 --> 00:11:56,752 They love each other like they are in heaven... 157 00:11:56,818 --> 00:12:00,252 Everything was suddenly destroyed by a natural disaster 158 00:12:00,318 --> 00:12:03,419 Doctor, I'm not sure if I should continue. 159 00:12:03,485 --> 00:12:04,211 I originally thought… 160 00:12:04,278 --> 00:12:05,377 What do you think? 161 00:12:05,443 --> 00:12:08,336 You sat there talking for 50 minutes 162 00:12:08,402 --> 00:12:10,711 I will praise you for being awesome? 163 00:12:10,777 --> 00:12:12,377 Saying that others don’t know how to be blessed despite being blessed? 164 00:12:12,443 --> 00:12:13,877 Or a narcissist? 165 00:12:13,943 --> 00:12:15,902 "Narcissism" is more popular now, right? 166 00:12:18,443 --> 00:12:20,252 I am a professional behavioral cognitive analyst 167 00:12:20,318 --> 00:12:22,443 It has to be analyzed based on behavior 168 00:12:23,193 --> 00:12:24,485 I don’t have a commute to my job. 169 00:12:24,818 --> 00:12:26,443 The chair is broken 170 00:12:26,860 --> 00:12:31,235 I don’t know if this will have any impact on the work of psychoanalysts. 171 00:12:34,152 --> 00:12:36,002 I suggest you do one thing 172 00:12:36,068 --> 00:12:39,193 You could call it an exercise, or a game 173 00:12:39,943 --> 00:12:42,318 "What's new in ten minutes" 174 00:12:47,152 --> 00:12:48,961 Before weekly visits 175 00:12:49,027 --> 00:12:52,252 You are going to do something that you have never done in your life 176 00:12:52,318 --> 00:12:53,711 You can do whatever you want 177 00:12:53,777 --> 00:12:55,735 What you like or hate 178 00:12:56,652 --> 00:12:59,068 But the prerequisite must be an area you have never touched before 179 00:13:00,235 --> 00:13:01,652 Just try it for ten minutes 180 00:13:29,152 --> 00:13:31,110 Damn it! 181 00:13:33,110 --> 00:13:34,794 Hello, director 182 00:13:34,860 --> 00:13:37,294 Bianka, we scheduled an online meeting two hours ago 183 00:13:37,360 --> 00:13:39,502 Oh yes, sorry, I forgot 184 00:13:39,568 --> 00:13:42,752 I received the manuscript from Circus Family. 185 00:13:42,818 --> 00:13:44,544 But I can't post 186 00:13:44,610 --> 00:13:47,377 The content is disorganized and repetitive. 187 00:13:47,443 --> 00:13:49,211 Not up to your usual standards 188 00:13:49,277 --> 00:13:51,669 Can you wait until I get home and call you back? 189 00:13:51,735 --> 00:13:52,961 I'm going to get off work 190 00:13:53,027 --> 00:13:55,752 This is what online meetings are for 191 00:13:55,818 --> 00:13:58,919 I'm going to stop your column 192 00:13:58,985 --> 00:14:00,169 No! 193 00:14:00,235 --> 00:14:03,152 Board of Directors calls for manpower downsizing 194 00:14:03,443 --> 00:14:05,877 please listen to me 195 00:14:05,943 --> 00:14:07,943 This is my only income 196 00:14:08,443 --> 00:14:10,193 I just separated from my husband... 197 00:14:11,777 --> 00:14:13,027 Sorry, Bianka 198 00:14:13,902 --> 00:14:15,818 We look forward to having the opportunity to cooperate again in the future 199 00:15:04,693 --> 00:15:09,485 (Nail salon, style reshaping) 200 00:16:20,193 --> 00:16:21,235 Stretch out your hand 201 00:16:26,068 --> 00:16:27,485 You bite your nails 202 00:16:27,943 --> 00:16:29,044 I'll help you with light therapy 203 00:16:29,110 --> 00:16:30,377 It's not just nail polish 204 00:16:30,443 --> 00:16:32,610 More natural and long-lasting 205 00:16:34,485 --> 00:16:37,277 I've been under a lot of pressure recently... 206 00:16:39,027 --> 00:16:40,152 Did you split up? 207 00:16:41,152 --> 00:16:43,485 - Can you tell? - Come with the other hand. 208 00:16:44,402 --> 00:16:47,152 "We broke up" is written all over you 209 00:16:48,277 --> 00:16:51,068 When I saw you passing by recently, there was a whole walking corpse 210 00:16:52,318 --> 00:16:54,836 I look at you every time, but you never look at me 211 00:16:54,902 --> 00:16:56,044 Really? 212 00:16:56,110 --> 00:16:58,277 You have lived here for five years 213 00:17:00,027 --> 00:17:01,318 Sorry 214 00:17:01,568 --> 00:17:03,235 He should have gone away long ago 215 00:17:05,568 --> 00:17:07,193 Don't be sad, I'll speak up for myself 216 00:17:08,068 --> 00:17:09,777 I always see you go in and out together... 217 00:17:11,985 --> 00:17:15,235 He's an idiot and you're a beauty 218 00:17:20,693 --> 00:17:24,068 I want to thank you. Surprisingly, it was a good experience. 219 00:17:25,068 --> 00:17:27,002 Well over ten minutes… 220 00:17:27,068 --> 00:17:30,419 Coloring, gluing, lighting... 221 00:17:30,485 --> 00:17:32,902 nearly two hours 222 00:17:35,193 --> 00:17:38,152 What do you want to do next time? Crochet? 223 00:17:39,068 --> 00:17:40,985 You didn't understand what I meant 224 00:17:41,193 --> 00:17:44,152 You are too reserved 225 00:17:44,527 --> 00:17:45,420 excessive self-protection 226 00:17:45,486 --> 00:17:48,277 Treat yourself as a treasure 227 00:17:49,568 --> 00:17:53,235 I want you to try things you couldn't do before 228 00:17:54,652 --> 00:17:58,402 Things that make you feel embarrassed, scared or repelled 229 00:17:59,610 --> 00:18:01,318 Think of something you would never do? 230 00:18:52,693 --> 00:18:55,027 Thank you for coming, dear 231 00:18:55,985 --> 00:18:57,502 Are you Christina? 232 00:18:57,568 --> 00:18:58,860 When did it arrive? 233 00:19:00,277 --> 00:19:02,669 Did you come before me? Or just arrived? 234 00:19:02,735 --> 00:19:04,527 No, I... 235 00:19:05,818 --> 00:19:09,568 That... I was here before 236 00:19:10,735 --> 00:19:12,794 Do you remember Christina? 237 00:19:12,860 --> 00:19:14,919 She is Sivana's daughter 238 00:19:14,985 --> 00:19:16,652 Christina… 239 00:19:22,777 --> 00:19:24,669 Condolences and change 240 00:19:24,735 --> 00:19:26,235 I'm Antonella 241 00:19:27,193 --> 00:19:28,794 Don't you remember me? 242 00:19:28,860 --> 00:19:30,693 It doesn't matter, we were only seven years old 243 00:19:31,818 --> 00:19:35,860 Do you remember when you two got lost on the beach? 244 00:19:36,652 --> 00:19:40,877 Uncle Guido is also broadcasting everywhere looking for people, which is so embarrassing 245 00:19:40,943 --> 00:19:43,110 Yes, it's really embarrassing 246 00:19:43,693 --> 00:19:45,502 How are the Sivana people? 247 00:19:45,568 --> 00:19:48,919 Silvana, she's...fine 248 00:19:48,985 --> 00:19:53,502 She wanted me to say hello to you, but she couldn't come 249 00:19:53,568 --> 00:19:56,318 - Say hello to her for us -Of course 250 00:19:56,652 --> 00:19:58,735 poor julia 251 00:19:59,443 --> 00:20:02,419 Now that her wife is gone, what should she do next? 252 00:20:02,485 --> 00:20:04,360 They've all been dependent on each other for life. 253 00:20:07,360 --> 00:20:09,318 Aunt, do you want to take my car? 254 00:20:09,652 --> 00:20:10,902 Good 255 00:20:15,943 --> 00:20:19,002 I still have room in my car, if you want to come 256 00:20:19,068 --> 00:20:20,943 No, thank you, I have something else to do... 257 00:20:21,860 --> 00:20:23,377 Thank you, see you next time 258 00:20:23,443 --> 00:20:24,443 OK, see you next time 259 00:20:55,860 --> 00:20:57,943 Wow, why are you here? 260 00:21:00,318 --> 00:21:01,985 I just went to a farewell ceremony 261 00:21:02,318 --> 00:21:03,360 Whose farewell? 262 00:21:04,735 --> 00:21:05,860 unknown person 263 00:21:07,068 --> 00:21:08,610 Will you come or not? 264 00:21:08,818 --> 00:21:11,794 Don’t go! I don't love the people and the music in that place 265 00:21:11,860 --> 00:21:13,752 Okay, then go to your favorite place... 266 00:21:13,818 --> 00:21:17,294 Come on, didn’t you see me talking to my sister? 267 00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:19,711 I didn't know you had a sister 268 00:21:19,777 --> 00:21:21,294 now you know 269 00:21:21,360 --> 00:21:24,402 What you just said is cool, please continue... 270 00:21:53,860 --> 00:21:55,985 Can you please stop? pull over 271 00:22:04,902 --> 00:22:06,110 Can you let me take a look? 272 00:22:06,443 --> 00:22:09,110 Are you crazy? I don't even dare to let you ride a tricycle 273 00:22:09,777 --> 00:22:12,294 Just teach me how to ride it for ten minutes 274 00:22:12,360 --> 00:22:13,877 I don't want to kill you 275 00:22:13,943 --> 00:22:16,711 I don’t want to be killed by you either 276 00:22:16,777 --> 00:22:17,777 Get in the car 277 00:22:19,735 --> 00:22:20,860 Get on the bus 278 00:22:37,610 --> 00:22:38,902 Nick is here 279 00:22:41,277 --> 00:22:44,068 He told me he would come back to get something 280 00:22:44,860 --> 00:22:45,628 He would think... 281 00:22:45,694 --> 00:22:48,836 He didn't have time to think that I was going to puncture his tires. 282 00:22:48,902 --> 00:22:49,919 No need 283 00:22:49,985 --> 00:22:52,818 Just kidding, I'm too lazy to have anything to do with him. 284 00:23:09,527 --> 00:23:10,610 Hi 285 00:23:12,110 --> 00:23:13,152 Hi 286 00:23:19,193 --> 00:23:20,985 Did you take the condom? 287 00:23:21,777 --> 00:23:24,419 I'm glad you're willing to take care of her 288 00:23:24,485 --> 00:23:27,836 But it's best not to meddle in other people's business 289 00:23:27,902 --> 00:23:30,586 It's easy for you to bully her 290 00:23:30,652 --> 00:23:32,252 But don't try to bully me 291 00:23:32,318 --> 00:23:34,693 You don't know Byanka, she's indestructible 292 00:23:36,152 --> 00:23:41,235 Calling you a piece of shit and insulting shit 293 00:23:43,152 --> 00:23:44,152 you don't know anything 294 00:23:44,360 --> 00:23:45,610 of course i know 295 00:23:47,610 --> 00:23:49,211 Wait... 296 00:23:49,277 --> 00:23:50,961 It's very late, get out! 297 00:23:51,027 --> 00:23:52,485 No, wait a minute... 298 00:23:55,652 --> 00:23:57,169 I may not understand her 299 00:23:57,235 --> 00:23:58,752 But I’ve seen too many bastards like you, so get lost! 300 00:23:58,818 --> 00:23:59,860 roll! 301 00:24:00,485 --> 00:24:01,253 Nick, wait a minute... 302 00:24:01,319 --> 00:24:03,818 Biyanka, listen to me and get out! 303 00:24:04,735 --> 00:24:07,235 You should know why I tolerate you, right? 304 00:24:29,943 --> 00:24:31,586 I wear a shirt to bed 305 00:24:31,652 --> 00:24:34,127 Pajamas my mother bought when I was a kid 306 00:24:34,193 --> 00:24:36,110 It's a flammable material and it's scary 307 00:24:38,693 --> 00:24:41,568 Tell me about your farewell to strangers 308 00:24:42,860 --> 00:24:45,860 These pajamas will make me a good baby and won't hit anyone. 309 00:24:49,277 --> 00:24:51,086 The doctor wants me to spend ten minutes a week 310 00:24:51,152 --> 00:24:53,527 do something never done before 311 00:24:55,235 --> 00:24:57,485 Have you never attended a farewell ceremony? 312 00:24:58,568 --> 00:24:59,568 Never 313 00:25:01,277 --> 00:25:02,943 This is more bizarre than wearing a shirt to bed 314 00:25:06,360 --> 00:25:09,193 I don't know why, really 315 00:25:10,360 --> 00:25:12,544 But I trust Dr. Brabanti's advice 316 00:25:12,610 --> 00:25:14,943 Her advice is actually very clear 317 00:25:16,985 --> 00:25:18,443 She wants you to find someone else to have sex with 318 00:25:18,985 --> 00:25:20,402 Nonsense 319 00:25:22,443 --> 00:25:25,735 You always have other suitors, little fresh meat or something like that 320 00:25:26,735 --> 00:25:29,086 I've only dated three men 321 00:25:29,152 --> 00:25:32,919 I dated two others before when I broke up with Nick. 322 00:25:32,985 --> 00:25:35,985 Oh my god, I can’t believe it, only two? 323 00:25:40,735 --> 00:25:43,711 In fact, there is only one… 324 00:25:43,777 --> 00:25:46,402 His name is Stefano, I've known him since college. 325 00:25:47,818 --> 00:25:49,377 he is cute 326 00:25:49,443 --> 00:25:51,527 I'm all ears, it turns out there's Stefano too 327 00:25:53,027 --> 00:25:56,152 Later, Nick and I got back together, and he was very sad. 328 00:25:57,360 --> 00:25:58,402 Yeah 329 00:26:00,610 --> 00:26:02,568 No! 330 00:26:03,485 --> 00:26:05,110 No! 331 00:26:06,402 --> 00:26:10,152 Nick lost all the wine. I can't drink it because of my medicine. 332 00:26:11,485 --> 00:26:12,860 What is this? 333 00:26:14,277 --> 00:26:15,610 a sweet wine 334 00:26:17,527 --> 00:26:18,943 For making cakes 335 00:26:22,443 --> 00:26:24,277 It's him 336 00:26:26,485 --> 00:26:28,419 He's not bald yet 337 00:26:28,485 --> 00:26:30,027 He's barely changed 338 00:26:33,360 --> 00:26:34,502 What are you doing? 339 00:26:34,568 --> 00:26:36,110 Send him a text message 340 00:26:37,068 --> 00:26:38,068 Pass what? 341 00:26:39,068 --> 00:26:41,836 "I haven't seen you for many years, and I suddenly thought of you..." 342 00:26:41,902 --> 00:26:43,419 It looks like I'm flirting with him 343 00:26:43,485 --> 00:26:44,568 You are! 344 00:26:53,568 --> 00:26:54,919 He replied 345 00:26:54,985 --> 00:26:56,777 I want to drink coffee first 346 00:27:04,443 --> 00:27:05,610 Do you want sugar substitute? 347 00:27:06,110 --> 00:27:08,693 I'll leave you with the sugar substitute. I'm going to add a lot of sugar. 348 00:27:24,402 --> 00:27:25,527 When is the appointment? 349 00:27:26,110 --> 00:27:30,627 I'm thinking, even if his hair is as thick as yesterday... 350 00:27:30,693 --> 00:27:31,985 When is the appointment? 351 00:27:39,610 --> 00:27:42,086 Well, you can still watch it 352 00:27:42,152 --> 00:27:45,336 At least it doesn't have holes like mine. 353 00:27:45,402 --> 00:27:47,502 I don't think we're there yet. 354 00:27:47,568 --> 00:27:49,836 Just meet and chat, I'm happy with that 355 00:27:49,902 --> 00:27:51,836 No, Bianka 356 00:27:51,902 --> 00:27:54,002 "Ten minutes of fresh news" cannot be done perfunctorily 357 00:27:54,068 --> 00:27:55,902 Remember what the doctor said? 358 00:27:56,402 --> 00:27:58,502 Have you never had sex? 359 00:27:58,568 --> 00:28:00,377 now you can 360 00:28:00,443 --> 00:28:01,777 Have you ever? 361 00:28:02,443 --> 00:28:03,752 Of course 362 00:28:03,818 --> 00:28:07,002 especially when i'm drunk 363 00:28:07,068 --> 00:28:09,086 Sometimes with strangers 364 00:28:09,152 --> 00:28:10,586 I heard from each other's laughter and speech 365 00:28:10,652 --> 00:28:14,544 You'll know if it's a good match or not. 366 00:28:14,610 --> 00:28:17,235 It’s easy to find strangers charming 367 00:28:18,235 --> 00:28:20,360 The more you know a person, the less you understand him 368 00:28:21,902 --> 00:28:24,586 I've been having sex with the same guy for 18 years 369 00:28:24,652 --> 00:28:26,027 Oh, 17 years 370 00:28:27,110 --> 00:28:29,235 Some things will suddenly become disillusioned 371 00:28:29,652 --> 00:28:31,461 Especially from people you know well 372 00:28:31,527 --> 00:28:33,318 Uncover secrets you don’t know 373 00:28:34,235 --> 00:28:36,919 When you know all the secrets in his heart, you will... 374 00:28:36,985 --> 00:28:38,086 Okay, rule one 375 00:28:38,152 --> 00:28:41,252 When he hugs you, remember to keep his lower body close to you 376 00:28:41,318 --> 00:28:42,419 My lower body? 377 00:28:42,485 --> 00:28:43,836 Only then do I know if he is hard? 378 00:28:43,902 --> 00:28:47,086 If not, you have to play hard to get 379 00:28:47,152 --> 00:28:52,152 The most embarrassing thing for a man is that he can't get hard 380 00:28:52,443 --> 00:28:53,669 Men love to pretend 381 00:28:53,735 --> 00:28:56,419 Many things are pretended 382 00:28:56,485 --> 00:28:59,544 Only if you are hard, there is no way to pretend 383 00:28:59,610 --> 00:29:02,127 That's why they are so anxious 384 00:29:02,193 --> 00:29:05,693 Maybe I read too many novels... 385 00:29:07,152 --> 00:29:08,419 But Anna Karenina (novel character) 386 00:29:08,485 --> 00:29:10,693 You shouldn't think about whether Vronsky is hard or not, right? 387 00:29:11,693 --> 00:29:13,068 She loves him very much 388 00:29:16,318 --> 00:29:19,068 I was devastated by my separation from Nick. 389 00:29:21,568 --> 00:29:24,110 It feels a lot like an eight o'clock TV series 390 00:29:26,277 --> 00:29:28,235 It's hard for me to explain that feeling to you... 391 00:29:29,443 --> 00:29:32,152 There seems to be a whirlpool in my heart... 392 00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:40,461 I'm stuck in it 393 00:29:40,527 --> 00:29:43,336 I can see and hear you, but there is a wall 394 00:29:43,402 --> 00:29:45,402 Bianka? Bianka? 395 00:29:46,818 --> 00:29:50,002 It's okay, look at me, take a deep breath... 396 00:29:50,068 --> 00:29:52,044 Take a deep breath 397 00:29:52,110 --> 00:29:53,211 I can't breathe 398 00:29:53,277 --> 00:29:55,211 It's okay, relax 399 00:29:55,277 --> 00:29:57,252 I can't breathe... 400 00:29:57,318 --> 00:30:00,235 Let me get you a glass of water, okay? 401 00:30:14,610 --> 00:30:15,943 Go away! 402 00:30:44,943 --> 00:30:46,360 I'm Jessamine 403 00:30:48,027 --> 00:30:50,169 She completely collapsed 404 00:30:50,235 --> 00:30:51,527 I don't know what to do 405 00:30:54,693 --> 00:30:56,402 Come on, take medicine 406 00:31:16,985 --> 00:31:19,836 Sorry, I'm actually not that casual 407 00:31:19,902 --> 00:31:21,152 I was pretending just now 408 00:31:21,902 --> 00:31:23,527 I don't know why either 409 00:31:28,152 --> 00:31:30,235 Why didn't you graduate from college? 410 00:31:33,110 --> 00:31:34,627 What were you thinking about at that time? 411 00:31:34,693 --> 00:31:36,068 Department of Psychology 412 00:31:37,068 --> 00:31:39,527 Now you are my graduation thesis 413 00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:50,818 I read Anna Karenina, you know? 414 00:31:52,110 --> 00:31:54,110 I know, you think I'm so stupid 415 00:31:58,985 --> 00:32:01,652 I just can't face this world alone 416 00:32:05,735 --> 00:32:09,610 I don't know if you are too naive or too stupid 417 00:32:11,568 --> 00:32:13,402 As long as you are human, who is not lonely? 418 00:32:19,277 --> 00:32:20,735 Just love it 419 00:32:21,818 --> 00:32:24,277 Baby, let's go crazy together 420 00:32:26,152 --> 00:32:27,568 Just love it 421 00:32:28,693 --> 00:32:31,277 Baby, let's go crazy together 422 00:32:32,860 --> 00:32:35,211 I said if you need love 423 00:32:35,277 --> 00:32:38,235 Ah ha, let’s go crazy together 424 00:32:40,277 --> 00:32:43,252 All the way from Maine to Mexico 425 00:32:43,318 --> 00:32:45,086 I just want to find someone 426 00:32:45,152 --> 00:32:47,169 You can love me well 427 00:32:47,235 --> 00:32:48,544 no matter when 428 00:32:48,610 --> 00:32:50,169 no matter where i am 429 00:32:50,235 --> 00:32:51,919 I just want to find someone 430 00:32:51,985 --> 00:32:53,752 Only you can satisfy me 431 00:32:53,818 --> 00:32:55,419 Just love it 432 00:32:55,485 --> 00:32:56,485 Do you have a car? 433 00:32:56,527 --> 00:32:57,669 I don't drive anymore 434 00:32:57,735 --> 00:32:59,877 I had a traffic accident 435 00:32:59,943 --> 00:33:02,211 Sorry, were you injured at that time? 436 00:33:02,277 --> 00:33:05,752 No, but I was scared 437 00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:06,985 Were you driving by yourself at that time? 438 00:33:08,527 --> 00:33:09,610 Where's Nick? 439 00:33:11,027 --> 00:33:12,485 We were not doing well at that time 440 00:33:13,943 --> 00:33:16,110 Then I'll be relieved 441 00:33:18,568 --> 00:33:19,943 Can I ask you out again? 442 00:33:21,818 --> 00:33:23,318 Is that a baby chair? 443 00:33:23,860 --> 00:33:24,943 Right 444 00:33:25,652 --> 00:33:27,336 For little baby 445 00:33:27,402 --> 00:33:28,586 Yes 446 00:33:28,652 --> 00:33:29,693 Very small? 447 00:33:29,985 --> 00:33:31,419 Only two years old 448 00:33:31,485 --> 00:33:32,985 Are you separated? 449 00:33:33,443 --> 00:33:35,627 No...but I have some questions 450 00:33:35,693 --> 00:33:37,586 we have some problems 451 00:33:37,652 --> 00:33:41,360 We tried to get along for the sake of the kids, but still... 452 00:33:41,902 --> 00:33:45,610 It’s hard, after so many years, there is no freshness... 453 00:33:46,027 --> 00:33:47,419 Living together hinders sexual interest… 454 00:33:47,485 --> 00:33:49,235 Fuck you! 455 00:33:49,777 --> 00:33:51,502 How can you do this? 456 00:33:51,568 --> 00:33:53,044 Take it for granted? 457 00:33:53,110 --> 00:33:56,711 Why are you all like this? 458 00:33:56,777 --> 00:34:00,544 It seems like this doesn’t matter! Son of a bitch! 459 00:34:00,610 --> 00:34:03,961 Damn bastard! 460 00:34:04,027 --> 00:34:07,252 I don't quite understand "ten minutes of fresh news"... 461 00:34:07,318 --> 00:34:10,169 Is there any scientific basis? 462 00:34:10,235 --> 00:34:11,443 It feels a bit like nonsense 463 00:34:11,818 --> 00:34:13,544 I'm doing this exercise myself too 464 00:34:13,610 --> 00:34:14,943 Please sit down 465 00:34:18,568 --> 00:34:19,752 Is this also an experience? 466 00:34:19,818 --> 00:34:21,360 No, the chair is simply broken. 467 00:34:21,985 --> 00:34:24,544 Because we need to increase the sense of reality here 468 00:34:24,610 --> 00:34:25,652 That's weird 469 00:34:29,652 --> 00:34:31,252 The latest "ten minutes of fresh news" 470 00:34:31,318 --> 00:34:33,336 Is it the result of your discussion together? 471 00:34:33,402 --> 00:34:37,044 Jessamine, have you never thought about the possible risks? 472 00:34:37,110 --> 00:34:39,627 How did I know that guy would... 473 00:34:39,693 --> 00:34:41,169 The man I haven’t seen in 15 years 474 00:34:41,235 --> 00:34:42,943 Don't you have your own family? 475 00:34:43,568 --> 00:34:45,669 But he responded quickly to text messages 476 00:34:45,735 --> 00:34:47,711 Is this weird? 477 00:34:47,777 --> 00:34:51,211 Could it be that he was invited to say: 478 00:34:51,277 --> 00:34:54,110 "I don't want to, I'm already married." 479 00:34:58,277 --> 00:35:00,027 Where are you meeting? 480 00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:04,152 his studio 481 00:35:04,777 --> 00:35:06,402 Does that mean he lives by himself? 482 00:35:09,777 --> 00:35:10,877 you graduated from university 483 00:35:10,943 --> 00:35:14,211 Thesis research on female writer Aisha Morant 484 00:35:14,277 --> 00:35:16,919 Have you ever taken a writing class? 485 00:35:16,985 --> 00:35:18,027 Yes 486 00:35:19,027 --> 00:35:20,836 Do you want to be a writer? 487 00:35:20,902 --> 00:35:21,902 I want to… 488 00:35:23,193 --> 00:35:24,794 Yes 489 00:35:24,860 --> 00:35:27,627 You have written reports and columns 490 00:35:27,693 --> 00:35:31,336 But I haven’t published a novel so far 491 00:35:31,402 --> 00:35:34,235 You started writing a short story but never finished it? 492 00:35:34,902 --> 00:35:35,985 Not finished 493 00:35:37,985 --> 00:35:41,985 When you read a book, you will draw lines and dream while reading. 494 00:35:43,110 --> 00:35:44,902 Why do you like reading books? 495 00:35:47,443 --> 00:35:48,985 It gives me a sense of reality 496 00:35:49,860 --> 00:35:50,860 Very good 497 00:35:51,443 --> 00:35:53,919 So suppose I'm you 498 00:35:53,985 --> 00:35:55,277 Let me imagine... 499 00:35:56,443 --> 00:35:59,502 Imagine Stefano coming to open the door 500 00:35:59,568 --> 00:36:01,252 He is very personable 501 00:36:01,318 --> 00:36:03,544 But why did he talk to you? 502 00:36:03,610 --> 00:36:08,318 Want to order takeout to eat in the studio? 503 00:36:08,652 --> 00:36:12,002 A. He is too tired from work 504 00:36:12,068 --> 00:36:15,211 B. He likes silence 505 00:36:15,277 --> 00:36:20,568 C. He is a little uncomfortable and has a fever. 506 00:36:21,568 --> 00:36:23,752 B,B 507 00:36:23,818 --> 00:36:27,152 This kind of person wants to show their emotional side because they feel guilty 508 00:36:27,485 --> 00:36:28,902 What about A and C? 509 00:36:30,777 --> 00:36:34,169 People who choose A like to brag about their work 510 00:36:34,235 --> 00:36:36,502 Most of them have erection difficulties 511 00:36:36,568 --> 00:36:39,152 Choose C, want to be taken care of and find a mother substitute 512 00:36:42,360 --> 00:36:44,027 But why did you hit him? 513 00:36:44,568 --> 00:36:46,610 Preaching doesn't help 514 00:36:46,818 --> 00:36:49,961 An expression of true love for others 515 00:36:50,027 --> 00:36:54,002 Listen to his words and watch his actions 516 00:36:54,068 --> 00:36:56,235 Understand what he said and what he didn't say 517 00:36:57,068 --> 00:36:58,627 Biyanka you are deaf and blind 518 00:36:58,693 --> 00:37:00,027 The one who deserves to be beaten the most is actually you. 519 00:37:00,985 --> 00:37:02,836 And you, if you really want to protect her 520 00:37:02,902 --> 00:37:05,586 should be more cautious 521 00:37:05,652 --> 00:37:07,127 Of course I am 522 00:37:07,193 --> 00:37:08,502 Jessamine, you have to think clearly... 523 00:37:08,568 --> 00:37:11,919 What you asked your sister to do 524 00:37:11,985 --> 00:37:15,669 It's more like building up your own sense of superiority. 525 00:37:15,735 --> 00:37:16,919 Whose? 526 00:37:16,985 --> 00:37:18,860 Your sense of superiority, Jessamine 527 00:37:20,110 --> 00:37:26,193 Overall, was the experience scary? 528 00:37:27,652 --> 00:37:30,794 A mixed bag 529 00:37:30,860 --> 00:37:32,068 The good thing? 530 00:37:32,818 --> 00:37:34,127 the moment of experience 531 00:37:34,193 --> 00:37:37,336 The bad thing is that you don’t know what kind of person you are dealing with. 532 00:37:37,402 --> 00:37:39,277 Yes, I thought... 533 00:37:40,235 --> 00:37:42,752 - I imagine... - Wrong 534 00:37:42,818 --> 00:37:44,318 Your imagination is wrong 535 00:37:45,610 --> 00:37:47,360 What kind of person is Stefano now? 536 00:37:48,068 --> 00:37:51,318 What is his true appearance? 537 00:37:54,402 --> 00:37:56,002 If you want to be a writer 538 00:37:56,068 --> 00:37:58,419 Why not care about others? 539 00:37:58,485 --> 00:38:01,377 Why do you choose not to watch or listen? 540 00:38:01,443 --> 00:38:02,777 Don’t you want to understand others? 541 00:38:31,068 --> 00:38:34,711 You have to be among the crowd and watch them 542 00:38:34,777 --> 00:38:37,902 Try to understand what the people you meet are thinking 543 00:38:38,485 --> 00:38:39,943 Just watch carefully, understand? 544 00:41:49,693 --> 00:41:51,193 Feel sorry! 545 00:42:28,735 --> 00:42:31,086 I feel like I don't belong in this world 546 00:42:31,152 --> 00:42:33,027 I don't fit in with other people 547 00:42:34,402 --> 00:42:35,777 Have you never stolen anything? 548 00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:37,836 No 549 00:42:37,902 --> 00:42:40,211 Stealing a classmate’s pen or applying mom’s lipstick? 550 00:42:40,277 --> 00:42:42,277 never 551 00:42:43,193 --> 00:42:46,211 Roommates from previous rental apartments 552 00:42:46,277 --> 00:42:49,294 Like Nick, he also studied law. 553 00:42:49,360 --> 00:42:50,961 She'll steal our shampoo 554 00:42:51,027 --> 00:42:53,193 Then add water in 555 00:42:56,068 --> 00:42:57,360 Were you discovered? 556 00:42:57,818 --> 00:42:59,110 Nick found it 557 00:43:03,027 --> 00:43:04,402 So what did you do? 558 00:43:05,443 --> 00:43:07,193 I keep watching her 559 00:43:07,693 --> 00:43:09,294 observe her behavior 560 00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:11,860 She thought she hadn't been discovered 561 00:43:13,402 --> 00:43:14,919 I was still writing a diary 562 00:43:14,985 --> 00:43:17,277 I took note of all her reactions. 563 00:43:18,068 --> 00:43:21,068 Why do you want to write? 564 00:43:22,693 --> 00:43:24,193 Because I love reading, I think 565 00:43:25,318 --> 00:43:27,985 I'm an only child and don't have many friends 566 00:43:28,652 --> 00:43:30,318 I just like reading books 567 00:43:31,027 --> 00:43:33,419 Someone gave me a locked diary 568 00:43:33,485 --> 00:43:36,902 I didn't know what to write, so I started writing stories 569 00:43:38,943 --> 00:43:40,818 What happened to the shampoo? 570 00:43:41,777 --> 00:43:43,127 Nick feels annoyed 571 00:43:43,193 --> 00:43:45,985 Just take our room back 572 00:43:46,610 --> 00:43:48,836 Stop crying and looking sad 573 00:43:48,902 --> 00:43:49,919 Nick will be back 574 00:43:49,985 --> 00:43:51,502 Hope he won't! 575 00:43:51,568 --> 00:43:54,377 You have no sex and rarely talk. 576 00:43:54,443 --> 00:43:56,235 You still don't like him 577 00:43:57,652 --> 00:44:00,027 You are basically living in hell, don’t you know? 578 00:44:00,193 --> 00:44:01,777 You have to look forward! 579 00:44:03,193 --> 00:44:04,193 You don't write anything... 580 00:44:05,610 --> 00:44:08,336 Not looking for a job either 581 00:44:08,402 --> 00:44:10,068 You can find radio stations, newspapers... 582 00:44:11,027 --> 00:44:13,610 And the editing room where you used to stay 583 00:44:15,068 --> 00:44:17,068 You performed so well before 584 00:44:18,277 --> 00:44:19,777 They almost forgot about you 585 00:44:22,027 --> 00:44:26,443 Would you like to invite you to read aloud at the event I am organizing? 586 00:44:27,443 --> 00:44:29,485 I am writing, not acting 587 00:44:30,235 --> 00:44:33,669 I'm not asking you to act, I'm just asking you to read the article you wrote. 588 00:44:33,735 --> 00:44:38,318 The guests include journalists, writers and actors. How about that? 589 00:44:40,902 --> 00:44:43,110 Bianka, you need to start writing again 590 00:44:44,110 --> 00:44:46,818 Think of it as your “ten minutes of fresh news” 591 00:45:47,360 --> 00:45:48,485 Nick? 592 00:46:21,443 --> 00:46:22,443 my husband is a lawyer 593 00:46:22,485 --> 00:46:25,152 He can defend me 594 00:46:26,777 --> 00:46:28,961 No need to go to court? 595 00:46:29,027 --> 00:46:30,586 What's going on? 596 00:46:30,652 --> 00:46:32,461 You can't just come into the house 597 00:46:32,527 --> 00:46:33,586 Is there a search ticket? 598 00:46:33,652 --> 00:46:37,752 I agreed, they just sent a notice 599 00:46:37,818 --> 00:46:39,360 she is my sister 600 00:46:40,068 --> 00:46:44,169 Stealing items in public places is considered aggravated theft 601 00:46:44,235 --> 00:46:46,711 Possible sentence of two to six years in prison 602 00:46:46,777 --> 00:46:49,235 What are they talking about? What did you do? 603 00:46:49,485 --> 00:46:52,568 I was accused of stealing but I... 604 00:46:52,985 --> 00:46:54,360 Everyone has told 605 00:46:57,693 --> 00:46:59,544 My sister has mental illness 606 00:46:59,610 --> 00:47:02,110 She lacks the ability to identify behaviors... 607 00:49:20,943 --> 00:49:23,360 Your call has been transferred to… 608 00:52:31,527 --> 00:52:32,610 Bianka? 609 00:52:34,735 --> 00:52:35,902 Bianka… 610 00:52:37,735 --> 00:52:38,777 Bianka? 611 00:52:40,485 --> 00:52:41,735 Hey Bianka! 612 00:52:42,902 --> 00:52:43,943 Bianka? ! 613 00:53:35,985 --> 00:53:36,985 Hi 614 00:53:41,485 --> 00:53:42,586 Where is she? 615 00:53:42,652 --> 00:53:44,002 intensive care unit 616 00:53:44,068 --> 00:53:45,652 The hospital washed her stomach 617 00:54:07,985 --> 00:54:09,485 baby… 618 00:54:11,152 --> 00:54:14,943 Dad and I are here, here we come 619 00:54:25,360 --> 00:54:27,235 Sorry, there can only be one person here 620 00:54:33,902 --> 00:54:35,610 You stay here, we go outside 621 00:54:45,068 --> 00:54:48,735 The doctor doesn't know how long she has been taking the medicine. 622 00:54:49,652 --> 00:54:51,086 Although she is out of danger 623 00:54:51,152 --> 00:54:53,419 But check the degree of poisoning 624 00:54:53,485 --> 00:54:57,693 Check to see if the liver and kidneys are damaged 625 00:55:02,735 --> 00:55:05,527 I didn't answer the phone right away because I felt annoyed. 626 00:55:06,527 --> 00:55:08,068 She calls me all day and night 627 00:55:08,777 --> 00:55:10,752 Forgot the key, broke the cup 628 00:55:10,818 --> 00:55:12,586 If you can't sleep...you have to look for me 629 00:55:12,652 --> 00:55:14,294 Keep calling until I answer 630 00:55:14,360 --> 00:55:16,360 Totally disrespect me 631 00:55:19,568 --> 00:55:22,818 When I feel guilty, I call her back, but she doesn't answer. 632 00:55:24,443 --> 00:55:25,693 I feel bad 633 00:55:26,902 --> 00:55:28,610 Just rushed home 634 00:55:30,402 --> 00:55:31,502 are you okay? 635 00:55:31,568 --> 00:55:33,193 How was recovery after surgery? 636 00:55:34,443 --> 00:55:35,669 Not bad 637 00:55:35,735 --> 00:55:37,693 Just cut off 50 centimeters of intestines 638 00:55:38,943 --> 00:55:41,860 You still need to check regularly, that's okay 639 00:55:42,943 --> 00:55:45,110 Have to wait for the slicing results... 640 00:55:50,110 --> 00:55:51,277 Did you know? 641 00:55:52,318 --> 00:55:54,586 None of that matters now 642 00:55:54,652 --> 00:55:55,943 Because Bianka is sick 643 00:55:56,985 --> 00:55:58,402 She is always the only one who needs to be taken care of 644 00:56:00,652 --> 00:56:02,818 I'm so tired, Johnny 645 00:56:03,485 --> 00:56:05,152 I'm really tired 646 00:56:38,485 --> 00:56:42,277 I just want to lust after you... 647 00:56:43,485 --> 00:56:44,610 Good 648 00:57:00,610 --> 00:57:02,402 I'll make you a sandwich if you want 649 00:57:02,777 --> 00:57:04,568 Come and sit for a while 650 00:57:05,110 --> 00:57:06,568 It's OK in one go 651 00:57:23,027 --> 00:57:25,068 Have you been here a long time? 652 00:57:26,943 --> 00:57:27,943 Yes 653 00:57:28,693 --> 00:57:30,777 I work here, this is my full time job 654 00:57:32,943 --> 00:57:34,360 How is your mother? 655 00:57:34,652 --> 00:57:36,193 Call her yourself and ask her 656 00:57:36,860 --> 00:57:38,235 easy to say 657 00:57:40,652 --> 00:57:42,711 If you still want to go back to college 658 00:57:42,777 --> 00:57:44,027 You can tell me 659 00:57:45,485 --> 00:57:47,443 I don't want to go back to study 660 00:57:49,068 --> 00:57:50,527 What do you want to do? 661 00:57:51,652 --> 00:57:52,818 What do I want to do? 662 00:57:54,902 --> 00:57:56,277 Just say whatever you want 663 00:57:57,152 --> 00:57:59,860 I want to open a cafe 664 00:58:00,485 --> 00:58:03,169 I like the excitement, I like... 665 00:58:03,235 --> 00:58:06,877 Watching everyone laugh, drink, and get to know each other 666 00:58:06,943 --> 00:58:08,818 I also like to choose my own music 667 00:58:12,943 --> 00:58:14,693 What are you doing in Rome? 668 00:58:17,818 --> 00:58:20,152 I want you to meet Bianca 669 00:58:24,235 --> 00:58:29,235 Sorry...I can't call you "Dad" 670 00:58:30,402 --> 00:58:35,877 I don't have to know her, I told you 671 00:58:35,943 --> 00:58:37,419 I did something wrong 672 00:58:37,485 --> 00:58:39,402 It's none of my daughters' business 673 00:58:39,902 --> 00:58:41,568 That would be even more unfair to my mother 674 00:58:43,902 --> 00:58:47,027 I know, I am redundant 675 00:58:47,735 --> 00:58:50,318 but i don't mind 676 00:58:50,777 --> 00:58:53,485 It’s interesting to observe the world from this angle 677 00:58:56,152 --> 00:58:57,943 Your sister is in the hospital 678 00:58:59,068 --> 00:59:00,568 She attempted suicide 679 00:59:03,360 --> 00:59:05,461 Doctor Brabanti will be here soon 680 00:59:05,527 --> 00:59:06,295 Who is she? 681 00:59:06,361 --> 00:59:07,361 Chief psychiatrist 682 00:59:07,402 --> 00:59:08,860 She wants to create a medical record file 683 00:59:13,693 --> 00:59:15,002 where have you been? 684 00:59:15,068 --> 00:59:17,235 go take a breath of fresh air 685 00:59:18,652 --> 00:59:21,461 Hello, I'm talking to Byanka Gregg 686 00:59:21,527 --> 00:59:23,360 You can't go in at the same time 687 00:59:25,152 --> 00:59:27,027 Hi, I am a friend of Biyanka 688 00:59:28,610 --> 00:59:30,402 Thank you for coming to see her 689 00:59:31,860 --> 00:59:34,027 It certainly helps to be able to talk to good friends 690 00:59:35,985 --> 00:59:37,860 - I'll take you in - good 691 01:00:37,568 --> 01:00:39,068 That's you, right? 692 01:00:44,735 --> 01:00:46,193 It's me who's here 693 01:00:51,610 --> 01:00:53,794 If I knew that I could see you 694 01:00:53,860 --> 01:00:56,735 I should have done it earlier 695 01:01:00,527 --> 01:01:02,818 You are really humorous 696 01:01:06,027 --> 01:01:08,860 I've wanted to see you for ten years 697 01:01:13,985 --> 01:01:16,193 In fact, you don't have to wait so long 698 01:01:27,652 --> 01:01:29,985 To verify your identity, please show your authentication mark 699 01:01:42,985 --> 01:01:45,985 I'm talking about the certification mark, what shoe size are you wearing? 700 01:01:46,193 --> 01:01:47,527 Number eight 701 01:01:48,318 --> 01:01:49,610 Me too 702 01:01:50,943 --> 01:01:52,568 Sure enough, they are sisters 703 01:01:58,985 --> 01:02:02,377 Good morning, I'm Dr. Brabonti 704 01:02:02,443 --> 01:02:03,860 Good morning 705 01:02:06,443 --> 01:02:07,836 who are you 706 01:02:07,902 --> 01:02:10,068 I'm the director of psychiatry 707 01:03:12,068 --> 01:03:14,902 I'm not angry with you for being a princess 708 01:03:16,402 --> 01:03:19,527 I know the princess's life is not good... 709 01:03:28,860 --> 01:03:31,152 Dr. Brabonti says you can be discharged 710 01:03:31,735 --> 01:03:33,735 But I have to stay with you 711 01:03:34,443 --> 01:03:36,127 You are not suitable to be alone now 712 01:03:36,193 --> 01:03:39,568 But parents had better go home and rest 713 01:03:44,860 --> 01:03:47,652 Biyanka, we are adults 714 01:03:50,235 --> 01:03:51,836 We resented Dad all day long 715 01:03:51,902 --> 01:03:54,902 Or two mother bastards are useless 716 01:03:57,027 --> 01:03:58,652 Life is our own 717 01:04:03,152 --> 01:04:04,336 Are you willing to live with me? 718 01:04:04,402 --> 01:04:06,652 can you do it 719 01:04:16,318 --> 01:04:17,943 Say it! 720 01:04:18,235 --> 01:04:21,110 Say ``I'm willing to live with you'' 721 01:04:23,818 --> 01:04:25,818 I am willing to live with you 722 01:04:28,902 --> 01:04:30,919 My sister suffers from mental illness 723 01:04:30,985 --> 01:04:33,461 She lacks the ability to discern behavior 724 01:04:33,527 --> 01:04:36,794 In short, we will hire a lawyer to handle it 725 01:04:36,860 --> 01:04:38,336 She said her husband was a lawyer 726 01:04:38,402 --> 01:04:41,110 Her husband is an idiot, some bullshit lawyer 727 01:04:41,277 --> 01:04:42,693 Okay, then get another one 728 01:04:43,027 --> 01:04:44,485 Right, replace one 729 01:05:31,777 --> 01:05:33,735 (Railway employees strike) 730 01:06:41,027 --> 01:06:44,752 I was super exaggerated when I produced 731 01:06:44,818 --> 01:06:46,461 I was left alone in the delivery room 732 01:06:46,527 --> 01:06:47,877 No one paid any attention to me 733 01:06:47,943 --> 01:06:50,652 I kept screaming that I was going to have a C-section 734 01:06:50,985 --> 01:06:55,836 The umbilical cord was wrapped twice around this guy's neck. 735 01:06:55,902 --> 01:06:57,627 Causing him to suffer from hypoxia 736 01:06:57,693 --> 01:07:02,002 Suffocation during pregnancy, my whole body is the color of shit 737 01:07:02,068 --> 01:07:05,068 It's purple, baby 738 01:07:05,777 --> 01:07:07,294 And those men 739 01:07:07,360 --> 01:07:09,794 His father can't face it, it's all my fault 740 01:07:09,860 --> 01:07:11,818 disappeared since then 741 01:07:12,068 --> 01:07:14,461 He said he was going to buy cigarettes 742 01:07:14,527 --> 01:07:17,377 Then I bought it and went to Honolulu. 743 01:07:17,443 --> 01:07:20,752 That’s right, we’ve been regular partners from now on. 744 01:07:20,818 --> 01:07:23,044 Seeing the world from this perspective is actually not bad 745 01:07:23,110 --> 01:07:27,527 Assholes on the left, friends on the right 746 01:07:27,985 --> 01:07:30,586 - Do you want some music? - No... 747 01:07:30,652 --> 01:07:34,336 It's up to you to choose, and the ones she chose are all sad. 748 01:07:34,402 --> 01:07:37,110 Actually I also like to listen to sad songs 749 01:07:37,652 --> 01:07:40,544 Why? How many bad luck points do you have? 750 01:07:40,610 --> 01:07:43,502 - The gathering point of bad luck is... - It's just a collection of bad luck points. 751 01:07:43,568 --> 01:07:47,169 - No explanation required - Okay, sorry. 752 01:07:47,235 --> 01:07:50,627 Bad luck...I just got fired 753 01:07:50,693 --> 01:07:52,169 Wow, so bad 754 01:07:52,235 --> 01:07:53,794 - The starting position is very strong - Right 755 01:07:53,860 --> 01:07:56,044 My husband even dumped me 756 01:07:56,110 --> 01:07:58,627 So if you win, does being sick count? 757 01:07:58,693 --> 01:08:00,377 Lorenzo! 758 01:08:00,443 --> 01:08:01,836 My menopause is due early 759 01:08:01,902 --> 01:08:04,086 It’s over a thousand points, so I’m very anxious 760 01:08:04,152 --> 01:08:07,985 - I need to smoke - You hold the steering wheel! 761 01:08:08,943 --> 01:08:10,652 She smokes too much weed 762 01:08:11,152 --> 01:08:14,169 It's a cigarette, you see it has a filter 763 01:08:14,235 --> 01:08:18,443 You smoke a lot at home and I'm not stupid 764 01:08:18,943 --> 01:08:20,860 Bianka, look who it is... 765 01:08:23,902 --> 01:08:26,652 - Calling from Honolulu... - What did he say? 766 01:08:27,860 --> 01:08:29,402 He can't come today 767 01:08:34,568 --> 01:08:36,669 OK, who cares? 768 01:08:36,735 --> 01:08:40,027 We met Bianca hitchhiking today 769 01:08:44,235 --> 01:08:47,610 Never look back on the past 770 01:08:48,235 --> 01:08:51,794 time has passed 771 01:08:51,860 --> 01:08:55,402 Many plans failed to materialize 772 01:08:55,777 --> 01:08:58,735 Many hopes continue to be dashed 773 01:08:59,193 --> 01:09:03,360 Gradually I lose my way 774 01:09:03,777 --> 01:09:06,127 Although I look up to the sky, my heart sinks into the earth 775 01:09:06,193 --> 01:09:08,669 Looking back at yesterday, I was only twenty 776 01:09:08,735 --> 01:09:12,252 Wasting time, thinking I could pause 777 01:09:12,318 --> 01:09:14,336 In order to retain time, keep moving forward 778 01:09:14,402 --> 01:09:18,152 I can only run until I am out of breath 779 01:09:18,360 --> 01:09:22,086 Forget the past and move towards the future 780 01:09:22,152 --> 01:09:23,669 I'm used to talking to myself first 781 01:09:23,735 --> 01:09:25,836 I said I want to have the right person 782 01:09:25,902 --> 01:09:29,336 Feel free to comment on the world 783 01:09:29,402 --> 01:09:35,711 Looking back at yesterday, I was only twenty 784 01:09:35,777 --> 01:09:38,919 Squandering time and doing crazy things 785 01:09:38,985 --> 01:09:44,794 In the end, nothing was left 786 01:09:44,860 --> 01:09:48,402 Except for a few wrinkles on my forehead... 787 01:09:58,527 --> 01:10:02,544 The pre-recorded voice on my answering machine is still John's voice 788 01:10:02,610 --> 01:10:05,086 That's actually a coincidence 789 01:10:05,152 --> 01:10:10,461 Depends on who last set up the answering machine 790 01:10:10,527 --> 01:10:13,985 If I delete it today...record it again... 791 01:10:15,610 --> 01:10:17,027 Nick is here too 792 01:10:17,527 --> 01:10:19,252 Of course, baby 793 01:10:19,318 --> 01:10:21,377 I informed him 794 01:10:21,443 --> 01:10:22,919 Makes me very nervous 795 01:10:22,985 --> 01:10:25,360 Don't be nervous, it will go smoothly 796 01:10:26,277 --> 01:10:27,485 Come on! 797 01:10:29,777 --> 01:10:31,502 Good 798 01:10:31,568 --> 01:10:35,252 When I was a child, my mind was filled with all kinds of imagination 799 01:10:35,318 --> 01:10:39,252 You have an enemy, a mother, a daughter, what more do you want? 800 01:10:39,318 --> 01:10:41,527 Or am I subconsciously refusing to listen to him? 801 01:11:00,902 --> 01:11:05,818 When I was a child, my mind was filled with all kinds of imagination 802 01:11:06,902 --> 01:11:08,877 There are enemies on the battlefield 803 01:11:08,943 --> 01:11:10,919 mother and daughter daughter 804 01:11:10,985 --> 01:11:13,568 The salesperson who asks you “What else do you want?” 805 01:11:13,902 --> 01:11:17,336 There are flying monsters and naughty fairies 806 01:11:17,402 --> 01:11:18,711 Let's pretend I'm dead 807 01:11:18,777 --> 01:11:21,294 Pretend you're stepping off a helicopter... 808 01:11:21,360 --> 01:11:22,693 We imagine this 809 01:11:24,152 --> 01:11:26,318 Let imagination replace reality 810 01:11:28,568 --> 01:11:32,277 After growing up, people replace these imaginations 811 01:11:33,318 --> 01:11:35,544 I have friends I met at the beach in the summer 812 01:11:35,610 --> 01:11:37,277 There are classmates who study together 813 01:11:38,360 --> 01:11:39,568 There are also male and female friends who are in love... 814 01:11:42,068 --> 01:11:44,277 But in the end they are often fictitious too 815 01:11:47,235 --> 01:11:49,735 We aspire to reshape the world 816 01:11:50,610 --> 01:11:52,836 when puberty comes 817 01:11:52,902 --> 01:11:55,568 We need to use our imagination more 818 01:11:59,860 --> 01:12:01,235 we let ourselves down 819 01:12:03,402 --> 01:12:05,294 When others are not as good as we expected 820 01:12:05,360 --> 01:12:07,735 we will be disappointed 821 01:12:11,193 --> 01:12:12,693 but i'm not like that 822 01:12:15,277 --> 01:12:18,068 You can't see me, I only exist in your mind 823 01:12:24,152 --> 01:12:26,252 We don't know who these people are 824 01:12:26,318 --> 01:12:28,152 Because we have never met 825 01:12:29,068 --> 01:12:30,586 Never listened to it 826 01:12:30,652 --> 01:12:32,735 They only exist in our minds 827 01:12:35,193 --> 01:12:37,568 We gradually find ourselves living in two parallel worlds 828 01:12:39,193 --> 01:12:42,527 One is an imaginary world where birds are singing and flowers are fragrant. 829 01:12:44,318 --> 01:12:46,002 A real but desolate world 830 01:12:46,068 --> 01:12:48,985 Let us learn to overcome pain after recognizing it 831 01:12:53,610 --> 01:12:58,818 We can't escape the dark prison of our brain 832 01:13:00,443 --> 01:13:03,027 Escape from our imaginations of others 833 01:13:04,443 --> 01:13:05,943 And that too… 834 01:13:07,568 --> 01:13:09,693 Our imagination of the world 835 01:13:22,818 --> 01:13:24,461 I always like to be locked in the room with you 836 01:13:24,527 --> 01:13:26,068 Isolate others 837 01:13:26,735 --> 01:13:28,711 When you have a panic attack 838 01:13:28,777 --> 01:13:30,568 And I will try to comfort you 839 01:13:31,110 --> 01:13:32,627 but you are not happy 840 01:13:32,693 --> 01:13:36,110 You and I were very happy, Bianka 841 01:13:36,943 --> 01:13:39,318 But then I was the one who needed help 842 01:13:39,610 --> 01:13:41,336 Because I feel so uncomfortable 843 01:13:41,402 --> 01:13:42,711 I'm scared 844 01:13:42,777 --> 01:13:45,836 I'm scared too, Byanka, enough is enough! 845 01:13:45,902 --> 01:13:47,252 Do you understand what I'm saying? 846 01:13:47,318 --> 01:13:49,336 Why are you so cruel to me and asking me to get out of the car? 847 01:13:49,402 --> 01:13:52,652 Damn, can you just listen to me? 848 01:13:53,277 --> 01:13:54,985 I'm talking to you! 849 01:14:00,527 --> 01:14:02,294 I went to an osteopath… 850 01:14:02,360 --> 01:14:05,169 I'm going to find Claudia 851 01:14:05,235 --> 01:14:07,294 Just hoping to relieve the pain 852 01:14:07,360 --> 01:14:10,735 Our topic is purely about me 853 01:14:11,735 --> 01:14:15,193 What am I afraid of, what am I anxious about... 854 01:14:16,068 --> 01:14:17,961 She also asked me to have an ultrasound 855 01:14:18,027 --> 01:14:20,211 Do you remember the test results? 856 01:14:20,277 --> 01:14:21,586 Do you remember? 857 01:14:21,652 --> 01:14:23,711 Do you remember I had a lump? 858 01:14:23,777 --> 01:14:25,336 Do you remember the test I did later? 859 01:14:25,402 --> 01:14:26,461 I cried all my tears for you... 860 01:14:26,527 --> 01:14:28,443 But I can't cry! 861 01:14:30,485 --> 01:14:34,377 But I have to be strong because you're sad 862 01:14:34,443 --> 01:14:37,027 So I can't... 863 01:14:37,985 --> 01:14:39,610 But I'm scared 864 01:14:40,318 --> 01:14:42,860 After all, my father died of colorectal cancer just two years ago 865 01:14:47,943 --> 01:14:49,336 I'm really with her 866 01:14:49,402 --> 01:14:51,568 It was during the days when I was waiting for the biopsy report. 867 01:14:53,027 --> 01:14:54,777 Waited for 11 days 868 01:14:55,527 --> 01:14:57,277 11 days… 869 01:14:59,110 --> 01:15:00,902 Made me change my perspective on things 870 01:15:02,652 --> 01:15:05,235 About you and about us 871 01:15:07,193 --> 01:15:08,128 Fortunately, it was later discovered that it was just a polyp 872 01:15:08,194 --> 01:15:10,277 I was going to start over 873 01:15:11,318 --> 01:15:13,961 I will continue to act like the strong man, and you will act like the weak one. 874 01:15:14,027 --> 01:15:17,377 18 years, 28 years 875 01:15:17,443 --> 01:15:18,777 Even 38 years 876 01:15:21,068 --> 01:15:23,318 But I can't go back 877 01:15:26,235 --> 01:15:28,402 The feeling of being taken care of 878 01:15:32,318 --> 01:15:34,068 It's something I've never felt before 879 01:15:52,027 --> 01:15:53,193 Will you let me do it? 880 01:15:55,235 --> 01:15:56,985 You used to cheer me up 881 01:17:50,152 --> 01:17:51,193 early 882 01:17:51,568 --> 01:17:52,711 What about Brabanti? 883 01:17:52,777 --> 01:17:54,086 I made an appointment with her today 884 01:17:54,152 --> 01:17:55,544 You're not even listening 885 01:17:55,610 --> 01:17:57,877 I told you that she would take time off this week 886 01:17:57,943 --> 01:17:59,360 I won’t see a doctor until next Wednesday 887 01:19:33,485 --> 01:19:36,235 Can I ask you something? 888 01:19:36,943 --> 01:19:40,211 - Do you know Dr. Brabanti? - who? 889 01:19:40,277 --> 01:19:42,461 Dr. Brabant 890 01:19:42,527 --> 01:19:44,985 Blonde female, around 50 years old, cool? 891 01:19:46,443 --> 01:19:47,943 Yes, that's her 892 01:19:52,152 --> 01:19:53,961 You will be anxious to see me 893 01:19:54,027 --> 01:19:56,943 It means that "ten minutes of fresh news" is effective. 894 01:19:57,402 --> 01:20:00,402 I can't wait a week, I want you 895 01:20:00,902 --> 01:20:03,652 We're not playing a board game... 896 01:20:04,318 --> 01:20:05,711 "Ten minutes of new things" exercise 897 01:20:05,777 --> 01:20:07,985 May touch on many issues 898 01:20:08,485 --> 01:20:11,110 Those appear randomly 899 01:20:12,152 --> 01:20:14,318 But maybe along with stealing, showing off... 900 01:20:15,110 --> 01:20:18,735 take care of, or pretend to be another self 901 01:20:20,985 --> 01:20:23,527 Zully showed me your article 902 01:20:24,235 --> 01:20:26,336 Very well written, I like it very much 903 01:20:26,402 --> 01:20:28,443 Quite in the style of writer Natalia Ginzberg 904 01:20:28,777 --> 01:20:31,336 Yes, so you know each other? 905 01:20:31,402 --> 01:20:33,919 Of course, any behavior analyst 906 01:20:33,985 --> 01:20:35,669 Everyone will read her "Imagining Life" 907 01:20:35,735 --> 01:20:38,877 It inspires creative minds like yours 908 01:20:38,943 --> 01:20:41,752 No, I'm telling you that you know Zully? 909 01:20:41,818 --> 01:20:43,902 Are you in contact with him? 910 01:20:45,235 --> 01:20:48,568 Yes, I have to build a safety net 911 01:20:50,652 --> 01:20:52,485 I must protect you 912 01:20:55,693 --> 01:20:57,360 Protect you carefully 913 01:21:05,360 --> 01:21:06,877 Mental patient attempts suicide 914 01:21:06,943 --> 01:21:09,294 After treatment and discharge from hospital 915 01:21:09,360 --> 01:21:10,627 is not a simple process 916 01:21:10,693 --> 01:21:13,235 We must make thorough preparations 917 01:21:14,443 --> 01:21:16,943 - Does she live alone? - Yes 918 01:21:18,777 --> 01:21:20,485 She can go back to her family in Sicily 919 01:21:22,152 --> 01:21:24,586 Yes, she can come back and live with us 920 01:21:24,652 --> 01:21:27,127 But this just postpones the problem 921 01:21:27,193 --> 01:21:29,527 She must face her previous life 922 01:21:30,318 --> 01:21:32,294 We're going to pre-analyze what's going to happen after she gets home 923 01:21:32,360 --> 01:21:34,527 possible pressure 924 01:21:35,443 --> 01:21:36,711 we need a safety net 925 01:21:36,777 --> 01:21:38,360 and someone you can rely on 926 01:21:39,235 --> 01:21:42,943 I feel like she can control me from afar 927 01:21:43,193 --> 01:21:44,277 but i can't 928 01:21:45,068 --> 01:21:46,443 no one asked you 929 01:21:47,527 --> 01:21:49,068 Please sit down 930 01:21:55,902 --> 01:21:57,152 That chair is broken 931 01:21:58,152 --> 01:21:59,402 Yes, I noticed 932 01:22:00,443 --> 01:22:02,402 I noticed you noticed 933 01:22:05,193 --> 01:22:06,527 So, Nick… 934 01:22:06,693 --> 01:22:09,985 Are you unwilling to be part of a safety net? 935 01:22:10,443 --> 01:22:11,652 i can't do it 936 01:22:13,152 --> 01:22:15,818 Are your feelings for Byanka still strong? 937 01:22:16,652 --> 01:22:17,652 yes 938 01:22:17,777 --> 01:22:18,777 Then… 939 01:22:19,402 --> 01:22:21,110 i can 940 01:22:21,818 --> 01:22:24,360 It's better not to be parents 941 01:22:25,902 --> 01:22:27,902 Does she have other siblings? 942 01:22:28,902 --> 01:22:29,902 No 943 01:22:37,985 --> 01:22:40,443 It will be very hard at the beginning 944 01:22:42,318 --> 01:22:44,027 It would be better if they were friends 945 01:22:45,193 --> 01:22:46,502 Have you known her for a long time? 946 01:22:46,568 --> 01:22:49,068 It would be better if we only met recently 947 01:22:49,777 --> 01:22:51,919 I will pay for the medical expenses 948 01:22:51,985 --> 01:22:53,586 No medical bills! 949 01:22:53,652 --> 01:22:55,152 This is a mechanism established by the Ministry of Health and Welfare 950 01:22:56,485 --> 01:22:59,735 I will personally take charge of her case 951 01:23:08,527 --> 01:23:09,877 Doctor, I'm sorry... 952 01:23:09,943 --> 01:23:11,152 call me Giovanna 953 01:23:12,277 --> 01:23:15,402 Many of my patients say my appearance doesn’t match my name. 954 01:23:19,193 --> 01:23:22,252 I want to give you this 955 01:23:22,318 --> 01:23:23,610 Only wrote a few pages 956 01:23:29,652 --> 01:23:32,211 I have to go first, sorry 957 01:23:32,277 --> 01:23:34,336 I have guests at home tonight 958 01:23:34,402 --> 01:23:37,610 I also have things I’m afraid of, such as: cooking 959 01:23:40,943 --> 01:23:42,544 You like Tolstoy, right? 960 01:23:42,610 --> 01:23:43,735 Like very much 961 01:23:44,527 --> 01:23:46,752 You know he thinks humans are the scariest thing 962 01:23:46,818 --> 01:23:49,086 The most domineering and most capable of destroying the human soul. 963 01:23:49,152 --> 01:23:50,544 What is it? 964 01:23:50,610 --> 01:23:51,693 Don't know 965 01:23:53,568 --> 01:23:54,902 cowardly 966 01:24:07,485 --> 01:24:09,693 It's easy to find your shortcomings 967 01:24:10,693 --> 01:24:13,860 You are very self-centered, selfish and conceited 968 01:24:15,235 --> 01:24:18,235 You don’t dare to open your eyes and look, you don’t want to know anything 969 01:24:19,402 --> 01:24:21,193 But you have to face the past bravely 970 01:24:22,610 --> 01:24:24,027 We all have to face the past eventually 971 01:24:55,027 --> 01:24:57,027 (Naples) 972 01:25:03,110 --> 01:25:04,610 (ferry) 973 01:26:15,568 --> 01:26:17,193 What are you doing! 974 01:26:23,402 --> 01:26:24,777 Damn it! 975 01:26:26,277 --> 01:26:28,544 Biyanka, are you sick? 976 01:26:28,610 --> 01:26:30,002 Do you know what time it is now? 977 01:26:30,068 --> 01:26:31,627 What's wrong with you? 978 01:26:31,693 --> 01:26:34,044 It's very early, I just want to tell you 979 01:26:34,110 --> 01:26:36,110 I'm on the ferry back to Sicily 980 01:26:38,027 --> 01:26:39,735 Can't you wait until ten o'clock and call again? 981 01:26:40,152 --> 01:26:44,086 I'm afraid you're looking for me, there's no signal at sea 982 01:26:44,152 --> 01:26:46,919 I'm afraid I'll be worried if you can't find me at home 983 01:26:46,985 --> 01:26:49,318 Got it, I am your forever guardian 984 01:26:50,777 --> 01:26:53,086 Hang up first, there is someone waiting for me on the bed 985 01:26:53,152 --> 01:26:55,693 I'm going to find my mother... 986 01:26:57,360 --> 01:26:59,318 tell her about you 987 01:27:03,235 --> 01:27:04,943 It's good to do this 988 01:28:43,902 --> 01:28:45,502 Good morning, Giuseppe 989 01:28:45,568 --> 01:28:48,652 Do you have the sweet oranges I want? 990 01:28:57,777 --> 01:28:58,712 Have a nice day 991 01:28:58,778 --> 01:29:00,277 thank you and bye 992 01:29:15,152 --> 01:29:16,669 Good morning! 993 01:29:16,735 --> 01:29:18,752 - Morning, Andre. - Come and see 994 01:29:18,818 --> 01:29:20,402 I'll buy it again tomorrow 995 01:30:06,985 --> 01:30:08,027 Bianka! 996 01:30:13,110 --> 01:30:14,502 You know what the doctor told me to do 997 01:30:14,568 --> 01:30:16,086 "What's new in ten minutes"? 998 01:30:16,152 --> 01:30:18,485 I don’t know, what is that? 999 01:30:18,860 --> 01:30:22,485 It's therapy, a treatment plan 1000 01:30:23,568 --> 01:30:26,777 Spend ten minutes a day doing something I haven’t done before 1001 01:30:27,818 --> 01:30:29,752 Have you done this many times? 1002 01:30:29,818 --> 01:30:31,068 Did it several times 1003 01:30:35,068 --> 01:30:36,586 Go home, your dad will be happy to see you 1004 01:30:36,652 --> 01:30:38,485 Mom, wait a minute, I want to... 1005 01:30:39,902 --> 01:30:41,818 I want to talk to you alone 1006 01:30:44,568 --> 01:30:46,652 You are the subject of my "ten minutes" experience today 1007 01:30:50,110 --> 01:30:51,902 I've never heard you speak your mind 1008 01:30:52,818 --> 01:30:55,027 I didn't even ask you... 1009 01:30:57,068 --> 01:30:58,652 Because I never want to know… 1010 01:31:02,943 --> 01:31:04,402 But I don't want to hide the secret anymore 1011 01:31:06,902 --> 01:31:08,318 you are right 1012 01:31:14,777 --> 01:31:16,110 Stop hiding secrets 1013 01:31:16,985 --> 01:31:18,318 What happened back then? 1014 01:31:20,110 --> 01:31:22,110 How do you know daddy... 1015 01:31:23,360 --> 01:31:24,777 He told me the truth himself 1016 01:31:28,402 --> 01:31:31,652 Said he had an affair 1017 01:31:34,902 --> 01:31:35,902 What then? 1018 01:31:36,485 --> 01:31:38,527 He also gave birth to a daughter 1019 01:31:42,360 --> 01:31:44,402 I saw her in the hospital 1020 01:31:45,193 --> 01:31:46,568 How did you know it was her? 1021 01:31:48,277 --> 01:31:50,860 Your dad told me when we were in the hospital 1022 01:31:59,360 --> 01:32:00,860 How old was I then? 1023 01:32:02,360 --> 01:32:06,027 You were 13 when that happened 1024 01:32:07,860 --> 01:32:09,652 Personality is like that of a hedgehog 1025 01:32:10,193 --> 01:32:12,652 Have you never thought about divorce? 1026 01:32:13,943 --> 01:32:15,277 Dear… 1027 01:32:16,985 --> 01:32:19,402 We were having such a tumultuous time 1028 01:32:21,485 --> 01:32:24,235 The whole house felt like it had been blown up by a bomb 1029 01:32:25,235 --> 01:32:28,318 For several months we were worse than dead 1030 01:32:32,860 --> 01:32:34,169 We also find it strange 1031 01:32:34,235 --> 01:32:37,027 How come you didn't notice it at all? 1032 01:32:42,652 --> 01:32:44,902 I saw you crying in the bathroom 1033 01:32:46,318 --> 01:32:48,360 You squatted on the ground and huddled up... 1034 01:32:50,902 --> 01:32:53,360 One time I came home from school... 1035 01:32:55,235 --> 01:32:57,110 The door is locked from the inside 1036 01:32:59,568 --> 01:33:02,318 You opened the door and immediately closed it 1037 01:33:03,860 --> 01:33:06,235 The house is dark 1038 01:33:07,652 --> 01:33:09,027 And you're smiling... 1039 01:33:16,360 --> 01:33:18,443 How can you forgive him? 1040 01:33:22,277 --> 01:33:24,193 I lost ten kilograms at that time 1041 01:33:26,152 --> 01:33:28,110 Decided to stop loving him from now on...