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Where did you meet?

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At a concert in Shanghai.

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How long were you together?

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One year and 6 months.
Since November 2010.

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We were separated for 8 months.

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Until July 2011,
when we found ourselves in Wuhan.

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We were together

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since then.

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- What was your relationship with the victim?
- He was my boyfriend.

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- So, she killed her boyfriend?
- It was self-defense.

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He did it for me.

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- And the stolen medicines?
- I gave them all to him.

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Why did he do it?

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IN 2012, XIA YO WAS ARRESTED
ON THE CHARGE OF THEFT AND CONCEALMENT.

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WINTER, 2010

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SHANGHAI

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- He deceived and seduced me.
- It's not possible.

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What do you mean "it's not possible"?

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There is nothing more important in life

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than meeting the right person
at the right time.

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Everything else is secondary.

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Then I am a lucky man.

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I've always met the right people
at the right time.

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You're referring to me, right?

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Not to you.

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To your money.

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When are you getting married?

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Soon.

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Someone is rushing me.

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Right?
- I never rushed you.

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Men like to do everything themselves.

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FAYE WONG CONCERT

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A little surprise.

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- A surprise?
- Yes.

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I looked for tickets two months ago
but they were sold out.

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Front row seats.
The best.

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Thank you.

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Don't thank me.
Thank her.

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Thank you dear.
A thousand thanks!

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Don't ruin my makeup.

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The guests are still here.

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You're angry, right?

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No.

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I know you cared a lot
at that concert.

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FAYE WONG CONCERT

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Are there any tickets?

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Are you still?

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Can I pay extra.

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- How much?
- 300 yuan.

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500 yuan.

51
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How about 500?

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How much do you want?

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Stop it.

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I told you I sold them all.

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I had to be in there.

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I had some great seats.

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Why are you here, then?

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Hey!

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How much should I give you?

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You decide.

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Tell me how much.

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What do you do?

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I work in the investment industry.

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Are they enough for you?

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Keep them.
Today I earned enough.

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I insist.

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At that time?

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Can you see?

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Yes.

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I'm a fan of his
since I was in middle school.

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I spent all my pocket money
to buy me his CDs.

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Even my grandmother
she had become a fan of his.

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Every time we went to sing at the
karaoke

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I sang "Red Spider Lily".

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Do you know it's a flower?

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I saw it.

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It blooms for only a few days.

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It is also called

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"Right..." something.

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I don't remember the name.

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I only remember a red field.

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Red like blood.

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Has anyone ever told you
that you have beautiful legs?

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- Can I ask you something?
- Certain.

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Why did you help me?

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The way you were there.

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It seemed to me that you felt alone.

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That I needed a man.

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My boyfriend made them for me.

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Sometimes he can't control himself.

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I guess it happens to everyone.

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SUMMER 2011

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WUHAN

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Are you okay?

95
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You drank too much,
I was almost out of money.

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- Get in the taxi.
- HI.

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- Get in.
- You sit on his lap.

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- Move.
- You go.

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- You sit on his lap.
- Stop it.

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Move.

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Leave me.

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I'll go get something to eat.

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We're going home.
Let's go.

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I just have to buy something.
HI.

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See you tomorrow at 9.00.
Don't be late.

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How long have you been here?

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For a long time now.

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I did everything to find you.

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I don't know why.

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I've thought about you a lot.

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It's simple.

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We had a good time together.

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I still don't know your name.

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Does it matter?

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What do you want to drink?

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Do you stop a lot?

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Until the weekend.

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What day is it today?

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Monday.

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Maybe you won't believe it

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but I hadn't seen the dawn for years.

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Or I spent a night awake.

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You are not obligated to do so.

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I don't force you.
- I want to do it.

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I'm just asking you to play along.

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Just tell me what to say.

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Will you stay here?

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Yes.

129
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I can come during the holidays.

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Is this a good idea?

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Are you still with that guy?

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Yes.

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Why?

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Like this.

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Tell me what you were about to say.

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It's your business.

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FAYE WONG CONCERT

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When I met him

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I had been in Shanghai for two years.

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I was a naive young office worker.

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Thank you.

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It gave me the life I have now.
It made me who I am today.

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00:21:03,250 --> 00:21:06,125
That's why he thinks
to be able to do anything to myself

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and that I have to accept it.

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00:21:08,125 --> 00:21:10,125
- And you?
- In your opinion?

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00:21:10,750 --> 00:21:12,375
I tried to escape.

147
00:21:13,125 --> 00:21:15,250
But he always finds me.

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00:21:16,125 --> 00:21:17,125
I am afraid.

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He says he's not joking.

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- You need a knife.
- Don't joke.

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- It's not as difficult as you think.
- I could never.

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I can help you.

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It's no use.
It's my problem.

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Hey.

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00:21:33,375 --> 00:21:35,250
I can teach you a few moves.

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00:21:38,125 --> 00:21:40,500
When he approaches you
do not use force.

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Use his strength against him.
Use this.

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Aim for the throat.

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No one can resist.
He will die a horrible death.

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Understood?

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Force.

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Come on.
Counterattack.

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Fight back!

164
00:21:59,125 --> 00:22:01,000
What are you afraid of?
Come on.

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00:22:02,125 --> 00:22:03,000
Come on.

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Are you afraid? React.

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00:22:09,625 --> 00:22:10,625
Come on.

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00:22:11,375 --> 00:22:12,375
Asshole.

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00:22:20,875 --> 00:22:21,750
Remember.

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00:22:22,125 --> 00:22:23,625
You can always use a knife.

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00:23:04,750 --> 00:23:07,125
I want to jump into the water.

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00:25:24,875 --> 00:25:26,125
Did I scare you?

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00:25:27,125 --> 00:25:28,125
Yes.

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00:25:28,500 --> 00:25:31,625
I didn't want to tell you.
Some things are better not to know.

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00:25:33,375 --> 00:25:36,250
- But you can't hide anymore.
- I fucked up.

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- What's wrong with you?
- It's better if you don't know.

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00:25:39,875 --> 00:25:41,500
However, I'm not dying yet.

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- You're lying.
- Why would I lie?

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00:25:49,625 --> 00:25:50,625
Just tell me.

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Ring cell carcinoma.

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00:25:57,375 --> 00:25:58,625
How do you write it?

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00:25:58,875 --> 00:26:00,875
C-E-L-L-U-L-E A-D
A-N-E-L-L-O.

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00:26:05,250 --> 00:26:06,375
This seems to be the case.

184
00:26:06,625 --> 00:26:08,000
Like a ring, right?

185
00:26:14,875 --> 00:26:15,875
Already.

186
00:26:16,625 --> 00:26:17,875
It's in my stomach.

187
00:26:17,875 --> 00:26:20,250
It was already in an advanced stage
when they found him.

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Treatment is useless.
I'm about to die.

189
00:26:24,250 --> 00:26:28,125
I'd rather sooner than later.
I don't want to suffer.

190
00:26:39,125 --> 00:26:40,125
Are you afraid?

191
00:26:41,875 --> 00:26:42,875
First yes.

192
00:26:43,625 --> 00:26:46,625
The first time I was sick.
But then I got used to it.

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00:27:00,750 --> 00:27:01,750
Ready?

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00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:17,500
Stop eating.
I have to tell you something.

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00:28:19,250 --> 00:28:21,500
I got married.
She is my wife.

196
00:28:21,875 --> 00:28:24,625
I brought her here
to let you know her.

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00:28:25,625 --> 00:28:26,625
Say hello.

198
00:28:28,125 --> 00:28:29,625
Hi dad. Hi mom.

199
00:28:35,625 --> 00:28:37,125
She is happy.

200
00:28:38,250 --> 00:28:39,875
Now he has a daughter-in-law.

201
00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:47,375
We talked about it.
We will be coming to live here soon.

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00:28:47,375 --> 00:28:50,500
You're getting old.
We can take care of you.

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00:28:50,500 --> 00:28:54,375
I will be a good son.
And we will keep you company.

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00:29:01,250 --> 00:29:02,875
Is it your idea?

205
00:29:04,875 --> 00:29:06,500
Did he talk to you about it?

206
00:29:09,750 --> 00:29:12,250
- Couldn't agree more, right?
- Yes.

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00:29:15,875 --> 00:29:16,750
And you...

208
00:29:17,625 --> 00:29:18,500
...you don't have a job?

209
00:29:18,500 --> 00:29:19,875
He wants to quit.

210
00:29:23,125 --> 00:29:25,000
We will have to change some things.

211
00:29:25,375 --> 00:29:27,625
You sleep downstairs.
Us upstairs.

212
00:29:28,125 --> 00:29:29,375
Like in other families.

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00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:39,500
Did you hear what he said?

214
00:29:53,500 --> 00:29:55,500
Do you mind spending the night here?

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00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:56,875
No.

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00:29:57,500 --> 00:29:59,250
I called home.

217
00:30:04,750 --> 00:30:06,625
It doesn't seem bad to live here.

218
00:30:07,750 --> 00:30:08,875
Real?

219
00:30:14,375 --> 00:30:16,375
I saw a movie once.

220
00:30:17,125 --> 00:30:20,125
There was a dialogue between a man
and a woman I will never forget.

221
00:30:20,625 --> 00:30:24,000
The woman asks him:
"Do you like my eyes?"

222
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,625
The man says, "Yes."

223
00:30:26,250 --> 00:30:28,375
"Do you like my lips?"

224
00:30:28,500 --> 00:30:30,125
The man says, "Yes."

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00:30:30,375 --> 00:30:32,000
“Do you like my shoulders?”

226
00:30:32,125 --> 00:30:33,125
"Yes".

227
00:30:33,625 --> 00:30:35,500
“Do you like my ass?”

228
00:30:35,750 --> 00:30:36,875
"Yes".

229
00:30:38,750 --> 00:30:40,750
"Do you like my breasts?"

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00:30:40,750 --> 00:30:41,875
"Yes".

231
00:30:44,125 --> 00:30:46,125
“Will you love me, then?”

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00:31:55,500 --> 00:31:56,750
Dive in!

233
00:31:58,250 --> 00:31:59,750
There's no one here!

234
00:32:05,250 --> 00:32:06,250
Dive in!

235
00:33:58,000 --> 00:33:59,250
What the hell are you up to?

236
00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:02,000
Nothing!

237
00:34:03,500 --> 00:34:04,875
Don't scare me like that!

238
00:34:05,375 --> 00:34:06,750
Did you think I drowned?

239
00:34:09,750 --> 00:34:12,125
My life is mine.
I don't need to be saved.

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00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:07,875
Even if I die now

241
00:35:09,625 --> 00:35:11,375
it doesn't matter.

242
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:13,000
What did you say?

243
00:35:16,250 --> 00:35:18,875
I said even if I died now...

244
00:35:19,875 --> 00:35:22,500
it doesn't matter!

245
00:35:59,875 --> 00:36:02,000
These are all that
that we can give you.

246
00:36:10,750 --> 00:36:13,125
That girl... she's cute.

247
00:36:15,625 --> 00:36:18,375
If he can stand you

248
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:21,625
you should try to do
a life together.

249
00:36:23,750 --> 00:36:25,625
Don't bother coming back.

250
00:36:31,500 --> 00:36:32,750
Is that all?

251
00:36:34,125 --> 00:36:37,125
We have to conserve it
a bit due to old age.

252
00:36:43,875 --> 00:36:45,000
Here.

253
00:36:46,625 --> 00:36:49,250
Take care of yourselves.
Eat and drink well.

254
00:36:49,500 --> 00:36:50,750
Don't save.

255
00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:53,375
This money is enough
to accompany you into old age.

256
00:36:53,625 --> 00:36:55,250
Buy yourself a nice tomb.

257
00:37:00,625 --> 00:37:01,750
Don't come back.

258
00:37:02,250 --> 00:37:04,000
I'd rather you die out there.

259
00:37:42,875 --> 00:37:44,125
Are you OK?

260
00:37:45,625 --> 00:37:46,875
Why shouldn't I?

261
00:37:49,250 --> 00:37:51,125
When you were
here last time?

262
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:53,500
I left
and I never came back.

263
00:37:54,750 --> 00:37:56,375
It will be 10 years ago.

264
00:37:58,875 --> 00:38:00,125
Ten years...

265
00:38:04,875 --> 00:38:06,375
They did the same.

266
00:38:07,125 --> 00:38:09,375
They left to work in the city
after my birth.

267
00:38:09,625 --> 00:38:11,750
One in Guangdong.
One in Zhejiang.

268
00:38:12,250 --> 00:38:15,625
They were returning for the Spring Festival.
But only for a few days.

269
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I liked studying.

270
00:38:18,500 --> 00:38:21,125
I could have become someone.

271
00:38:22,125 --> 00:38:25,125
But my father got injured at work.
So they had to come back here.

272
00:38:25,125 --> 00:38:26,375
And I left.

273
00:38:27,625 --> 00:38:29,500
We have never lived together.

274
00:38:31,250 --> 00:38:34,000
The more years passed, the less I felt
the need to go and visit them.

275
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:39,625
So you wanted
go visit them one last time?

276
00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:43,875
I'm not a wandering ghost.

277
00:38:46,500 --> 00:38:48,250
I had to come back sometime.

278
00:39:46,750 --> 00:39:48,250
Are we doing well?

279
00:39:48,750 --> 00:39:50,875
Do we leave without even saying goodbye?

280
00:42:18,125 --> 00:42:20,125
How much time do you have left
still to live?

281
00:42:23,250 --> 00:42:24,375
Hard to say.

282
00:42:25,250 --> 00:42:27,250
I could die tomorrow morning.

283
00:42:31,125 --> 00:42:33,250
Why should you die?

284
00:42:34,500 --> 00:42:36,875
Just now that I'm starting to like it.

285
00:42:44,625 --> 00:42:47,500
I wondered why
I want to be with you.

286
00:42:50,625 --> 00:42:53,000
But I didn't find an answer.

287
00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:59,750
It's not something
that everyone can understand.

288
00:45:09,750 --> 00:45:11,000
What are you doing?

289
00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:13,375
Don't worry.
Go back to sleep.

290
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:16,000
Untie me.

291
00:45:16,750 --> 00:45:18,375
Untie me,
I don't want to argue.

292
00:45:18,500 --> 00:45:21,125
Promise me one thing
and I will untie you.

293
00:45:22,375 --> 00:45:23,375
What?

294
00:45:25,000 --> 00:45:26,375
I want you to go to the hospital.

295
00:45:29,125 --> 00:45:32,125
I checked the internet.
Even with a disease like this,

296
00:45:32,750 --> 00:45:35,250
in a small minority of cases
hospital treatment

297
00:45:35,250 --> 00:45:37,375
can prolong patients' lives.

298
00:45:37,625 --> 00:45:39,250
There might be a way.

299
00:45:39,750 --> 00:45:42,125
But not here.
We'll try Shanghai or Beijing.

300
00:45:42,375 --> 00:45:45,125
We will consult all doctors.
We will ask for a second opinion.

301
00:45:45,250 --> 00:45:47,500
We could find
the right treatment.

302
00:45:49,375 --> 00:45:51,625
I beg you.
Shall we give it a try?

303
00:45:52,750 --> 00:45:53,625
Fuck you.

304
00:45:54,000 --> 00:45:55,250
Leave me alone.

305
00:45:57,375 --> 00:45:58,625
Be good.

306
00:45:58,875 --> 00:46:00,500
But don't you understand?

307
00:46:00,750 --> 00:46:04,250
I will not put my fate
in no one's hands!

308
00:46:04,500 --> 00:46:06,375
I have decided that I want to die!

309
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:08,875
Die?

310
00:46:09,625 --> 00:46:11,625
Really?
- Exactly.

311
00:46:14,250 --> 00:46:15,500
Be honest.

312
00:46:34,375 --> 00:46:36,875
You told me to get a knife.
There he is.

313
00:46:37,125 --> 00:46:38,750
I will die with you.

314
00:46:39,500 --> 00:46:40,750
I'm not afraid.

315
00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:02,875
I should have finished it sooner.

316
00:47:03,375 --> 00:47:04,750
It's too late now.

317
00:47:04,750 --> 00:47:06,875
- I don't want to know.
- Well, I do.

318
00:47:07,125 --> 00:47:08,875
I want to go straight into the darkness.

319
00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:12,250
When it's time to part ways
you will go in that direction.

320
00:47:12,625 --> 00:47:15,750
I'll stop.
Nobody knows what will happen next.

321
00:47:16,500 --> 00:47:19,125
I am not interested.
I want to get to the end.

322
00:47:19,125 --> 00:47:20,625
Without regrets.

323
00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:22,750
But I want to be alone.

324
00:47:23,375 --> 00:47:25,875
I want a normal life
even at the point of death.

325
00:47:26,375 --> 00:47:28,750
And I want to die naturally.

326
00:47:29,250 --> 00:47:32,000
The two of us only fuck together!
We are nothing more!

327
00:47:32,125 --> 00:47:35,250
I don't want you to be here when
I won't be able to fuck anymore. Do you understand it?

328
00:47:35,250 --> 00:47:36,250
I understand!

329
00:47:37,375 --> 00:47:40,000
This is my problem, not yours!

330
00:47:41,375 --> 00:47:42,625
I have decided!

331
00:47:43,875 --> 00:47:45,625
I won't leave you!

332
00:47:46,375 --> 00:47:48,375
Get used to it!

333
00:48:19,125 --> 00:48:21,625
Have you ever thought about death?

334
00:48:29,750 --> 00:48:30,750
No.

335
00:48:31,750 --> 00:48:33,250
I haven't lived long enough.

336
00:48:34,125 --> 00:48:35,750
Why think about death?

337
00:48:38,750 --> 00:48:40,750
Don't talk about it anymore.

338
00:48:41,500 --> 00:48:43,500
We should be
as happy as possible.

339
00:48:43,875 --> 00:48:46,250
Live as if every day
it was the last.

340
00:48:47,375 --> 00:48:50,250
Every day should
be like a holiday.

341
00:48:53,875 --> 00:48:55,000
The first of the year.

342
00:48:55,875 --> 00:48:57,125
The spring festival.

343
00:48:58,750 --> 00:49:00,000
Mid-Autumn Day.

344
00:49:11,250 --> 00:49:12,500
The lantern festival.

345
00:49:12,875 --> 00:49:14,125
Children's Day.

346
00:49:15,500 --> 00:49:16,750
The day of cleaning the graves.

347
00:49:27,125 --> 00:49:29,625
I have one last request.
- Which?

348
00:49:30,625 --> 00:49:33,250
Don't tell me again
to go to hospital.

349
00:49:33,250 --> 00:49:35,125
I never want to set foot there.

350
00:49:35,625 --> 00:49:36,375
Okay.

351
00:49:37,250 --> 00:49:39,625
I also have a request.
- Which?

352
00:49:41,875 --> 00:49:45,750
Don't die
without my permission.

353
00:50:38,500 --> 00:50:40,250
A bowl of noodles, please.

354
00:50:40,250 --> 00:50:41,875
- A bowl of noodles.
- Okay.

355
00:51:07,375 --> 00:51:07,875
Ready?

356
00:51:08,000 --> 00:51:08,625
Yo.

357
00:51:08,750 --> 00:51:10,625
You delivered my letter
of resignation?

358
00:51:10,625 --> 00:51:13,625
Certain.
We were all surprised.

359
00:51:14,125 --> 00:51:15,125
Thank you.

360
00:51:16,125 --> 00:51:18,750
When you got out of the taxi that day,
I had a strange feeling.

361
00:51:18,750 --> 00:51:20,750
What exactly happened?

362
00:51:21,000 --> 00:51:22,375
I do not know.

363
00:51:22,625 --> 00:51:24,250
It just happened.

364
00:51:24,500 --> 00:51:25,750
Are you still in Wuhan?

365
00:51:25,750 --> 00:51:26,375
Yes.

366
00:51:27,000 --> 00:51:28,125
Take care.

367
00:51:28,125 --> 00:51:28,625
Yes.

368
00:52:03,750 --> 00:52:05,000
Hello, darling.

369
00:52:05,250 --> 00:52:06,750
How are you?

370
00:52:10,875 --> 00:52:12,500
Wherever you are

371
00:52:13,750 --> 00:52:15,625
I will always be able to find you.

372
00:52:30,125 --> 00:52:33,125
Did you tell him about me?

373
00:52:47,125 --> 00:52:49,500
How did your story begin?

374
00:52:52,250 --> 00:52:53,250
Tell me.

375
00:52:54,250 --> 00:52:55,750
I'd like to know.

376
00:52:59,750 --> 00:53:01,875
Did you come to eat noodles here?

377
00:53:03,750 --> 00:53:07,000
And then you showed him
your bitch face?

378
00:53:10,375 --> 00:53:12,625
You did it like this,
when you met me, the first time.

379
00:53:12,875 --> 00:53:14,000
Memories?

380
00:53:29,375 --> 00:53:30,500
Have you finished?

381
00:53:30,875 --> 00:53:32,000
Then go fuck yourself.

382
00:53:38,125 --> 00:53:39,375
Let's not go hard.

383
00:53:42,500 --> 00:53:44,125
I'd just get my hands dirty.

384
00:53:50,750 --> 00:53:51,750
Let's go.

385
00:54:02,875 --> 00:54:06,375
- You didn't train enough.
- Don't get involved.

386
00:54:09,500 --> 00:54:10,875
This is my problem.

387
00:54:21,375 --> 00:54:23,125
So, what do we do now?

388
00:54:23,625 --> 00:54:26,750
Whatever you want.
As long as you leave her alone.

389
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:30,750
It could be complicated.

390
00:54:36,625 --> 00:54:37,625
I want a million.

391
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:40,125
Do you have it?
- No.

392
00:54:40,875 --> 00:54:42,375
I know you don't have it.

393
00:55:19,625 --> 00:55:20,875
How about...

394
00:55:21,125 --> 00:55:22,625
...stab yourself.

395
00:55:24,250 --> 00:55:25,875
And we're even.

396
00:55:27,500 --> 00:55:30,125
I give her up forever.

397
00:55:56,750 --> 00:55:58,000
You really did it.

398
00:55:58,500 --> 00:55:59,625
What do you think?

399
00:56:04,125 --> 00:56:05,750
It's not deep enough.

400
00:56:21,375 --> 00:56:22,750
I bet it hurts.

401
00:56:29,500 --> 00:56:30,750
I don't feel anything.

402
00:56:34,250 --> 00:56:35,625
You really are

403
00:56:37,500 --> 00:56:38,625
in love with her?

404
00:56:38,750 --> 00:56:40,000
Are we done?

405
00:56:48,375 --> 00:56:49,750
200 thousand for each stab wound.

406
00:56:51,375 --> 00:56:52,500
You have four stabs left.

407
00:57:08,625 --> 00:57:09,875
Asshole.

408
00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:51,500
Fuck you!

409
00:58:13,500 --> 00:58:17,750
IS DEAD.
RUN.

410
00:58:40,125 --> 00:58:43,875
WINTER, 2012

411
00:58:45,750 --> 00:58:48,250
CHONGQING

412
00:58:49,000 --> 00:58:50,375
I'll scratch you.

413
00:58:50,625 --> 00:58:52,625
Do you like it?
- Yes.

414
00:58:53,750 --> 00:58:55,625
- Are you cold?
- No.

415
00:58:56,750 --> 00:58:58,125
Does it hurt?

416
00:58:59,000 --> 00:59:00,000
No.

417
00:59:08,125 --> 00:59:09,375
Turn around.

418
00:59:16,000 --> 00:59:17,250
Did it get in your eyes?

419
00:59:17,500 --> 00:59:18,625
The soap?

420
00:59:21,625 --> 00:59:22,750
Is it better?

421
00:59:30,750 --> 00:59:32,000
You're too skinny.

422
00:59:32,750 --> 00:59:34,625
Skin and bones.
- Enough now.

423
00:59:35,000 --> 00:59:36,500
It's vacation.

424
00:59:37,125 --> 00:59:39,000
You have to be very clean.

425
00:59:39,875 --> 00:59:40,875
Real.

426
00:59:48,375 --> 00:59:49,625
It's almost time.

427
00:59:52,625 --> 00:59:54,000
Do you mean...

428
00:59:54,625 --> 00:59:55,500
Yes.

429
01:00:02,250 --> 01:00:05,125
- I have to make a confession.
- What?

430
01:00:05,250 --> 01:00:09,000
That day I pointed the knife
towards me I just wanted to scare you.

431
01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:10,375
I would never stab myself.

432
01:00:12,250 --> 01:00:14,750
I'm not that brave.

433
01:00:15,750 --> 01:00:17,500
I'm not brave like you.

434
01:00:23,750 --> 01:00:26,875
Dying is easy.
Living is difficult. Silly.

435
01:00:31,625 --> 01:00:33,250
When I finally leave,

436
01:00:34,250 --> 01:00:36,000
wherever you go

437
01:00:37,000 --> 01:00:38,625
I want you to live to the fullest.

438
01:00:40,125 --> 01:00:41,875
My life is yours.

439
01:00:43,000 --> 01:00:44,625
You have to live for two.

440
01:00:45,625 --> 01:00:47,375
Make a good life for me.

441
01:00:54,500 --> 01:00:55,625
I promise you.

442
01:01:18,625 --> 01:01:20,625
If I go to heaven

443
01:01:22,000 --> 01:01:23,750
I'll tell your grandmother

444
01:01:24,750 --> 01:01:26,000
that you're fine.

445
01:01:26,875 --> 01:01:29,250
You have to tell her I'm fine.

446
01:01:30,000 --> 01:01:31,250
I promise you.

447
01:01:45,125 --> 01:01:47,375
I wish I could fuck you
one last time.

448
01:01:47,500 --> 01:01:49,250
And die in your arms.

449
01:02:26,000 --> 01:02:27,250
You can do it.

450
01:02:27,875 --> 01:02:28,875
I'll help you.

451
01:02:31,250 --> 01:02:34,500
- I'm about to fart.
- Go ahead.

452
01:03:08,750 --> 01:03:09,875
They start again.

453
01:03:48,500 --> 01:03:50,875
I put you on sleeping pills
in the drink.

454
01:03:50,875 --> 01:03:52,625
You fell asleep.

455
01:03:53,250 --> 01:03:55,375
I sat on the bed
waiting for them.

456
01:03:55,750 --> 01:03:59,500
I was very calm when they arrived
because I had planned it for a long time.

457
01:03:59,500 --> 01:04:00,750
Who were they?

458
01:04:01,375 --> 01:04:02,750
They came from the sky.

459
01:04:03,125 --> 01:04:05,000
- Had they come to get me?
- Yes.

460
01:04:05,000 --> 01:04:08,500
When they arrived
I immediately grabbed a knife and some rope.

461
01:04:08,500 --> 01:04:12,625
- Why?
- To tie you up again like the last time.

462
01:04:13,375 --> 01:04:16,625
And tie me to you.
I wanted to come with you.

463
01:04:18,375 --> 01:04:20,375
- Is it good?
- Yes.

464
01:04:20,625 --> 01:04:22,625
I also like black sesame.

465
01:04:23,375 --> 01:04:26,125
- I'll eat yours for you.
- Give me some money.

466
01:04:26,625 --> 01:04:28,625
- Why?
- To try your luck.

467
01:04:35,625 --> 01:04:36,375
Good morning.

468
01:04:36,875 --> 01:04:38,125
A scratch card.

469
01:04:52,625 --> 01:04:53,500
At that time?

470
01:04:58,500 --> 01:04:59,500
At that time?

471
01:05:02,000 --> 01:05:03,375
Finish the dream.

472
01:05:05,875 --> 01:05:08,250
I was telling them
that I wanted to come with you.

473
01:05:08,250 --> 01:05:11,125
But they said no.
Then I threatened to cut my throat.

474
01:05:12,000 --> 01:05:13,000
So what?

475
01:05:13,375 --> 01:05:15,875
They had no other choice
than to let me come.

476
01:05:16,750 --> 01:05:18,375
When I went out
I fell.

477
01:05:18,375 --> 01:05:21,500
And when I got up,
the knot was untied and you disappeared.

478
01:05:21,500 --> 01:05:23,875
I was so shocked.
I was running around in tears.

479
01:05:24,125 --> 01:05:25,125
And then?

480
01:05:25,375 --> 01:05:27,875
I believe the gods
they could no longer bear it.

481
01:05:27,875 --> 01:05:29,250
So I woke up.

482
01:05:29,625 --> 01:05:31,500
Don't forget what you said.

483
01:05:31,625 --> 01:05:33,750
What did I say?

484
01:05:55,375 --> 01:05:56,875
I won't give up.

485
01:05:59,750 --> 01:06:00,875
This is the right spirit.

486
01:06:05,750 --> 01:06:07,750
Happy New Year!

487
01:06:10,875 --> 01:06:13,250
Happy New Year!

488
01:06:19,125 --> 01:06:21,375
Happy New Year!

489
01:06:22,250 --> 01:06:24,625
Happy New Year!

490
01:06:24,875 --> 01:06:27,125
Happy New Year!

491
01:06:30,500 --> 01:06:31,375
You can do it!

492
01:07:04,625 --> 01:07:06,500
Happy New Year!

493
01:07:12,500 --> 01:07:13,250
You can do it!

494
01:07:15,000 --> 01:07:15,750
You can do it!

495
01:08:29,125 --> 01:08:30,500
Here is the delivery.

496
01:08:31,875 --> 01:08:33,625
Thanks for arriving so late.

497
01:08:33,875 --> 01:08:37,000
- Check that everything is OK.
- I'm sure it's fine.

498
01:08:38,375 --> 01:08:39,750
Then I'll go.

499
01:08:40,875 --> 01:08:42,125
Did he eat?

500
01:08:42,750 --> 01:08:45,000
I ordered takeout.
There's enough for two.

501
01:08:47,500 --> 01:08:48,500
Is it appropriate?

502
01:08:49,500 --> 01:08:51,625
Certain. Come in.

503
01:09:02,250 --> 01:09:03,250
This way.

504
01:09:37,625 --> 01:09:39,125
Can you drink here?

505
01:09:39,375 --> 01:09:41,125
It's the new year. Yes it can.

506
01:09:55,250 --> 01:09:56,875
She's a drinker!

507
01:09:57,625 --> 01:09:58,625
Not exactly.

508
01:09:58,625 --> 01:10:00,500
I'm brave
but I can't handle alcohol.

509
01:10:10,000 --> 01:10:12,875
Aren't you hot?
Take off your jacket.

510
01:10:12,875 --> 01:10:15,000
Or he'll catch a cold
when she comes out of here all sweaty.

511
01:10:20,000 --> 01:10:22,375
After the holidays,
come and work here.

512
01:10:24,000 --> 01:10:25,250
Can I really?

513
01:10:25,625 --> 01:10:28,500
Certain!
I'll talk to my director about it later.

514
01:10:29,375 --> 01:10:31,250
The salary is not very high.

515
01:10:31,500 --> 01:10:34,000
But at least he won't have to
no longer brave the storm and the rain.

516
01:10:37,125 --> 01:10:38,375
Thank you.

517
01:11:12,750 --> 01:11:15,375
MORPHINE

518
01:15:46,500 --> 01:15:48,750
Do you still remember that day?

519
01:15:50,000 --> 01:15:51,250
Which?

520
01:15:52,250 --> 01:15:55,000
The day we met
for the first time.

521
01:15:59,125 --> 01:16:00,125
Certain.

522
01:16:01,250 --> 01:16:02,250
That was the day

523
01:16:03,125 --> 01:16:05,250
in which I committed the greatest
mistake of my life.

524
01:16:05,750 --> 01:16:07,000
Why?

525
01:16:08,375 --> 01:16:10,375
I hadn't planned
to live that long.

526
01:16:13,375 --> 01:16:14,875
You don't hate me, do you?

527
01:16:17,625 --> 01:16:19,375
If I hadn't met you

528
01:16:20,000 --> 01:16:22,375
I wouldn't have anyone
to say goodbye to.

529
01:16:24,875 --> 01:16:26,500
Will you remember me?

530
01:16:27,750 --> 01:16:29,000
Certain.

531
01:16:29,875 --> 01:16:30,750
Kiss me.

532
01:16:54,000 --> 01:16:55,625
You have so many layers!

533
01:16:56,375 --> 01:16:58,625
I have two layers of thermal shirts.

534
01:17:15,250 --> 01:17:16,500
Maybe we shouldn't.

535
01:17:19,500 --> 01:17:21,000
Let's kiss, then.

536
01:18:12,000 --> 01:18:13,750
Dying has to be like this.

537
01:18:15,125 --> 01:18:17,625
Vanish in a cloud of smoke.

538
01:18:20,875 --> 01:18:23,875
They say when it happens
you see a light.

539
01:18:24,875 --> 01:18:27,125
We must walk towards the light.

540
01:18:28,250 --> 01:18:30,750
Whatever happens, don't stop.

541
01:18:31,625 --> 01:18:33,500
Follow the light.

542
01:18:33,500 --> 01:18:35,250
Go straight towards her.

543
01:18:36,875 --> 01:18:38,375
I understand.

544
01:18:39,500 --> 01:18:41,250
I have to follow the light.

545
01:18:44,125 --> 01:18:46,375
All I can do when it happens

546
01:18:46,875 --> 01:18:51,875
is to step aside
and watch you burn.

547
01:18:53,625 --> 01:18:55,125
It looks beautiful.

548
01:19:05,250 --> 01:19:06,875
Equinox.

549
01:19:08,500 --> 01:19:09,500
What is it?

550
01:19:11,375 --> 01:19:14,125
The flower is called
“the flower of the equinox”.

551
01:19:25,500 --> 01:19:27,500
"A red field".

552
01:19:29,250 --> 01:19:31,000
"Red like blood."

553
01:21:25,875 --> 01:21:27,750
Hello, sir.
Take a look.

554
01:21:27,750 --> 01:21:29,000
Is this the man?

555
01:21:30,000 --> 01:21:31,375
Yes, it's him.

556
01:21:31,625 --> 01:21:33,875
She has a friend.
A delivery girl.

557
01:21:35,625 --> 01:21:36,500
Is it her?

558
01:21:38,000 --> 01:21:39,250
Yes, it's her.

559
01:21:39,375 --> 01:21:42,750
- Are they seeing anyone?
- They never have guests.

560
01:21:42,750 --> 01:21:46,375
It's just the two of them.
The man appears frail and ill.

561
01:21:46,625 --> 01:21:48,500
They don't seem like troublemakers.

562
01:21:48,875 --> 01:21:50,625
- Let's take a look.
- Okay.

563
01:21:55,000 --> 01:21:56,250
I'm on this floor.

564
01:22:01,375 --> 01:22:02,375
This is the apartment.

565
01:23:09,875 --> 01:23:13,875
FAYE WONG CONCERT

566
01:23:53,250 --> 01:23:54,875
Which hospital?

567
01:24:08,625 --> 01:24:09,750
I am a family member.

568
01:24:10,500 --> 01:24:11,500
Doctor Zhang?

569
01:24:20,250 --> 01:24:21,250
Hey, it's me.

570
01:24:23,125 --> 01:24:24,750
Sorry, I'm late.

571
01:24:32,125 --> 01:24:33,750
- I know.
- What happens?

572
01:24:33,875 --> 01:24:36,125
The patient is in a state
slightly delusional.

573
01:24:36,375 --> 01:24:38,375
Help me remove this tube.

574
01:24:38,625 --> 01:24:40,625
He can't do it.
It's too dangerous.

575
01:24:40,750 --> 01:24:42,875
- Help me.
- It's not possible.

576
01:24:43,125 --> 01:24:44,625
He has to stay in hospital.

577
01:24:44,875 --> 01:24:47,125
I have to take it away!

578
01:24:47,500 --> 01:24:48,250
If it is...

579
01:24:48,625 --> 01:24:51,250
If it's a money problem
we can discuss it.

580
01:24:51,500 --> 01:24:53,500
But not...
- I'll take him away!

581
01:24:56,000 --> 01:24:57,625
Guards!

582
01:24:58,000 --> 01:24:59,375
Stop her.

583
01:24:59,875 --> 01:25:00,875
Stop it.

584
01:25:02,125 --> 01:25:03,875
- Leave me alone.
- Calm down.

585
01:25:04,000 --> 01:25:05,500
Don't you dare touch me.

586
01:25:05,750 --> 01:25:08,000
Don't you dare... leave me.
- Calm down.

587
01:25:08,250 --> 01:25:10,250
- Leave me!
- Calm down!

588
01:25:12,750 --> 01:25:14,125
Get up.
Get up!

589
01:25:14,875 --> 01:25:16,125
Stay calm, please.

590
01:25:16,875 --> 01:25:18,125
- Leave me!
- Get up.

591
01:25:18,250 --> 01:25:20,250
- He can't leave now.
- Get up.

592
01:25:20,375 --> 01:25:21,625
Leave me!

593
01:25:33,875 --> 01:25:35,500
Let's stay behind.
Let's stay here.

594
01:25:57,375 --> 01:25:58,375
It's all right.

595
01:25:58,750 --> 01:26:00,500
It's all right. It will all be fine.

596
01:26:01,500 --> 01:26:02,750
It's all right.

597
01:26:06,000 --> 01:26:07,250
I'll take you away.

598
01:26:26,375 --> 01:26:27,375
Let's go.

599
01:26:48,375 --> 01:26:50,000
Ties.

600
01:26:52,375 --> 01:26:53,375
Wait.

601
01:28:12,000 --> 01:28:13,750
I feel much better now!

602
01:28:14,375 --> 01:28:16,375
Maybe it's my imagination!

603
01:28:17,000 --> 01:28:18,750
When I was lying on the ground

604
01:28:19,750 --> 01:28:23,125
I was wide awake
but I couldn't get up.

605
01:28:23,625 --> 01:28:25,875
Someone was talking to me.
I could feel them.

606
01:28:26,750 --> 01:28:30,125
They didn't dare touch me.
I thought about tricking them.

607
01:28:31,875 --> 01:28:33,500
I blacked out for a while.

608
01:28:33,500 --> 01:28:36,125
When I went back
I saw a delivery man.

609
01:28:36,500 --> 01:28:38,250
I thought it was you.

610
01:28:38,500 --> 01:28:40,750
You shouldn't go out alone.

611
01:28:41,250 --> 01:28:43,000
Didn't you want to go to the concert?

612
01:28:43,500 --> 01:28:45,000
Have you bought the tickets?

613
01:28:45,375 --> 01:28:47,250
Did you really buy the tickets?

614
01:28:50,125 --> 01:28:51,125
I wanted to do it.

615
01:28:52,250 --> 01:28:53,625
But I didn't make it.

616
01:28:53,625 --> 01:28:54,625
It does not matter!

617
01:28:55,250 --> 01:28:56,875
How much morphine is left?

618
01:28:57,250 --> 01:28:59,875
Not much.
Maybe we can make it last longer.

619
01:28:59,875 --> 01:29:03,500
Don't worry.
Let's not drag things out any further.

620
01:29:05,625 --> 01:29:08,000
I want to go to the concert with you.

621
01:29:08,250 --> 01:29:10,375
Take me there.
- Okay.

622
01:29:11,000 --> 01:29:13,125
I will do exactly what I promised.

623
01:29:13,500 --> 01:29:14,500
Let's do it!

624
01:30:36,500 --> 01:30:38,500
How long until the end?

625
01:30:40,250 --> 01:30:41,000
Not very much.

626
01:30:45,125 --> 01:30:46,250
Has the time come?

627
01:30:50,750 --> 01:30:51,875
It's time.

628
01:31:43,000 --> 01:31:44,375
Are you in a lot of pain?

629
01:31:47,000 --> 01:31:48,125
No.

630
01:31:50,250 --> 01:31:51,875
I've had my last injection.

631
01:31:55,500 --> 01:31:56,500
Well.

632
01:32:23,000 --> 01:32:23,875
Fuck.

633
01:32:25,000 --> 01:32:26,250
We are very high.

634
01:32:27,625 --> 01:32:28,875
Are you afraid?

635
01:32:29,375 --> 01:32:32,250
I'm coming with you.
- Don't be silly.

636
01:32:33,875 --> 01:32:37,000
I was just joking.
I'm not serious.

637
01:32:38,625 --> 01:32:40,875
Go down.
Watch the end.

638
01:32:40,875 --> 01:32:42,000
I don't want to go.

639
01:32:43,375 --> 01:32:44,375
Go.

640
01:33:00,500 --> 01:33:02,000
Then I'll go.

641
01:33:32,250 --> 01:33:34,625
Has anyone ever told you
that you are wonderful?

642
01:33:39,500 --> 01:33:41,000
Someone did it once.

643
01:33:49,125 --> 01:33:50,375
This is what matters.

644
01:33:50,500 --> 01:33:51,500
Go.

645
01:38:19,500 --> 01:38:22,125
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