1 00:00:05,767 --> 00:00:08,942 You know, I started to volunteer at the suicide hotline. 2 00:00:09,076 --> 00:00:11,503 I want to die. Gio. 3 00:00:11,637 --> 00:00:13,113 You did everything you can. 4 00:00:13,247 --> 00:00:15,566 You can't save everybody. 5 00:00:15,666 --> 00:00:18,143 When we met at that juvenile facility, 6 00:00:18,243 --> 00:00:20,420 you thought that I gave up on you. 7 00:00:20,487 --> 00:00:23,624 I'd do almost anything to turn back the clock. 8 00:00:23,757 --> 00:00:25,125 I'm trying to protect you. 9 00:00:25,225 --> 00:00:27,077 This from the man who spent years preaching non-judgment... 10 00:00:27,177 --> 00:00:28,854 I almost lost you, okay? 11 00:00:28,987 --> 00:00:30,247 You cut me some slack! 12 00:00:32,065 --> 00:00:34,993 Sage has filed a complaint against you. 13 00:00:35,093 --> 00:00:36,470 Sharon, nothing happened. 14 00:00:36,570 --> 00:00:38,363 I have to go through the motions of processing this. 15 00:00:38,497 --> 00:00:40,165 This is unbelievable. Okay. 16 00:00:40,265 --> 00:00:42,142 What are you not telling me? 17 00:00:42,242 --> 00:00:44,036 What's that supposed to mean, not tell... 18 00:00:44,169 --> 00:00:45,379 you don't believe me. No, no. 19 00:00:45,479 --> 00:00:48,282 You don't believe me. Daniel, wait a minute. 20 00:00:55,255 --> 00:00:56,556 Stay with me. 21 00:00:56,657 --> 00:00:57,958 Just focus on me. 22 00:00:57,983 --> 00:00:59,034 That's it. 23 00:00:59,059 --> 00:01:00,335 We're gonna help you. 24 00:01:00,360 --> 00:01:02,204 Your daughter's on her way. 25 00:01:02,229 --> 00:01:03,330 How long was he down? 26 00:01:03,355 --> 00:01:04,831 An hour, maybe two. 27 00:01:04,998 --> 00:01:06,892 Trauma 3 is open. 28 00:01:07,025 --> 00:01:08,952 250 CCs of 3% saline 29 00:01:09,052 --> 00:01:10,337 to reduce intracranial pressure, 30 00:01:10,370 --> 00:01:12,139 1 gram of Keppra for seizure prophylaxis. 31 00:01:12,239 --> 00:01:14,174 I'm on it. 32 00:01:14,241 --> 00:01:16,176 Dr. Lenox, he's losing consciousness. 33 00:01:16,209 --> 00:01:18,036 Oh, whoa, whoa! Hey, stay with me. 34 00:01:18,136 --> 00:01:19,404 I need you so stay with me. 35 00:01:19,471 --> 00:01:20,914 Let's start a trauma workup. Yeah. 36 00:01:21,014 --> 00:01:22,015 What do we got? 37 00:01:22,149 --> 00:01:23,684 42-year-old male fell headfirst 38 00:01:23,784 --> 00:01:25,319 off his roof taking down Christmas lights. 39 00:01:25,419 --> 00:01:26,820 Smacked his head on the concrete. 40 00:01:26,887 --> 00:01:28,322 I'm thinking he's got a bleed. 41 00:01:28,422 --> 00:01:30,590 Yeah, so am I. His pupils are blown. 42 00:01:32,492 --> 00:01:34,194 No gag reflex, no cough. 43 00:01:34,328 --> 00:01:35,821 No brain stem reflexes. 44 00:01:35,921 --> 00:01:37,164 He's brain dead. 45 00:01:37,264 --> 00:01:38,599 Yeah, let's do a CT to confirm. 46 00:01:38,699 --> 00:01:40,367 And keep him on the vent until his daughter gets here. 47 00:01:40,500 --> 00:01:42,260 God. I mean, it's already April. 48 00:01:42,394 --> 00:01:45,205 He should have kept the lights up till next year. 49 00:01:45,238 --> 00:01:46,473 Sharon, have you seen Daniel? 50 00:01:46,573 --> 00:01:48,609 He's not answering his phone. 51 00:01:48,709 --> 00:01:51,011 I got a 20-year-old who just confessed to shooting JFK. 52 00:01:51,111 --> 00:01:53,847 On the bright side, he knows his American history, at least. 53 00:01:53,947 --> 00:01:56,350 I think Daniel's probably somewhere cooling off. 54 00:01:56,450 --> 00:01:57,884 I'd give him his space. 55 00:01:58,051 --> 00:02:01,580 Really? What happened? We had a pretty bad argument. 56 00:02:01,680 --> 00:02:04,124 Oh. What about? 57 00:02:04,257 --> 00:02:07,619 He accused me of not having his back. 58 00:02:07,753 --> 00:02:10,564 Well, that doesn't sound like Daniel. 59 00:02:10,597 --> 00:02:11,799 Exactly. 60 00:02:11,824 --> 00:02:13,993 That's why I'm worried. 61 00:02:28,515 --> 00:02:29,583 Mom. 62 00:02:29,683 --> 00:02:31,718 What's going on? 63 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:33,086 What are we doing here? 64 00:02:33,186 --> 00:02:34,755 Oh, come on. 65 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:37,924 If you're asking the question, you already know the answer. 66 00:02:37,958 --> 00:02:39,926 Mom, I'm not dead, like you. 67 00:02:39,960 --> 00:02:41,428 Mm, maybe not yet. 68 00:02:41,595 --> 00:02:43,330 And I'm not dying either. 69 00:02:43,430 --> 00:02:46,066 For God's sake, I'm having a dream. 70 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:47,401 And I just... 71 00:02:47,467 --> 00:02:49,736 I just don't know why we're... 72 00:02:49,836 --> 00:02:50,937 we're here. 73 00:02:51,071 --> 00:02:53,607 Listen, I know you think 74 00:02:53,774 --> 00:02:56,343 this is all about that poor kid you killed. 75 00:02:56,443 --> 00:02:57,778 What was his name? 76 00:02:57,944 --> 00:03:01,281 Gio, who finally got up the courage to reach out 77 00:03:01,381 --> 00:03:04,051 for help and then had the terrible luck 78 00:03:04,151 --> 00:03:07,287 to have you answer the phone. 79 00:03:07,320 --> 00:03:09,481 When did you become so cruel? 80 00:03:09,581 --> 00:03:12,759 Did somebody do something to you so terrible 81 00:03:13,109 --> 00:03:18,093 that it made you feel so small that for the rest of your life, 82 00:03:18,465 --> 00:03:20,584 the only way you could feel good about yourself 83 00:03:20,684 --> 00:03:25,506 is if you were making somebody else feel miserable, 84 00:03:25,997 --> 00:03:27,474 especially your kids? 85 00:03:27,641 --> 00:03:30,335 Oh, Danny, you poor thing. 86 00:03:30,435 --> 00:03:32,704 There you are, huffing and puffing, 87 00:03:32,771 --> 00:03:34,648 and you still don't get it, do you? 88 00:03:34,748 --> 00:03:37,150 Get what? Why we're here! 89 00:03:37,317 --> 00:03:40,112 The answer, my darling, is, 90 00:03:40,212 --> 00:03:42,681 this is where it all started, isn't it? 91 00:03:43,003 --> 00:03:47,994 This is where it happened, right over there. 92 00:04:00,365 --> 00:04:02,175 Daniel. 93 00:04:02,309 --> 00:04:05,746 Daniel? Daniel, can you hear me? 94 00:04:07,714 --> 00:04:09,074 Sharon? 95 00:04:09,207 --> 00:04:11,134 Daniel. 96 00:04:11,234 --> 00:04:12,486 Daniel. 97 00:04:12,586 --> 00:04:15,247 Daniel, are you okay? 98 00:04:22,387 --> 00:04:25,557 Dean, I just found Daniel unconscious 99 00:04:25,582 --> 00:04:28,786 on the floor in his office. I think he may be having a stroke. 100 00:04:28,811 --> 00:04:32,147 Can you please come up here? 101 00:04:32,172 --> 00:04:34,933 Daniel. 102 00:04:35,066 --> 00:04:37,043 Daniel, can you hear me? 103 00:04:37,077 --> 00:04:39,738 It's Sharon, Daniel. 104 00:04:39,838 --> 00:04:43,950 Synced and corrected by synk - 00:04:50,421 How is he? 106 00:04:50,446 --> 00:04:51,873 There's no movement on his right side, 107 00:04:51,898 --> 00:04:55,537 in and out of consciousness. Heart rate 110. BP 160/90. 108 00:04:55,562 --> 00:04:56,630 I've already activated code stroke. 109 00:04:56,730 --> 00:04:57,889 How long has he been down? 110 00:04:57,914 --> 00:04:59,941 Sharon spoke to him about three hours ago. 111 00:04:59,966 --> 00:05:01,276 You're thinking TPA? 112 00:05:01,301 --> 00:05:03,862 His timeline does fall within the 4 1/2-hour treatment window. 113 00:05:03,887 --> 00:05:05,781 If we're lucky, the TPA could break down 114 00:05:05,806 --> 00:05:08,200 the clot before it does permanent damage to Daniel's brain. 115 00:05:08,266 --> 00:05:09,534 Same page, Dr. Ripley. 116 00:05:09,601 --> 00:05:10,802 All right, let's confirm with the CTs, 117 00:05:10,902 --> 00:05:13,396 and we'll take it from there. 118 00:05:13,463 --> 00:05:14,898 Anna. 119 00:05:16,349 --> 00:05:17,984 Hey. 120 00:05:19,477 --> 00:05:20,921 Is Dad alive? 121 00:05:21,054 --> 00:05:25,492 Yes, but we think he's having a stroke. 122 00:05:25,592 --> 00:05:27,419 Is he gonna die? 123 00:05:27,552 --> 00:05:29,254 I won't lie to you, Anna. 124 00:05:29,387 --> 00:05:31,456 It's very serious. 125 00:05:31,556 --> 00:05:33,600 But Dr. Archer took him for imaging 126 00:05:33,733 --> 00:05:36,461 so we can know exactly the extent 127 00:05:36,561 --> 00:05:39,506 of what we're dealing with. 128 00:05:39,606 --> 00:05:42,375 We had a big fight today. 129 00:05:42,475 --> 00:05:44,110 What if that was our last conversation? 130 00:05:44,211 --> 00:05:45,737 Shh, mm-mm. 131 00:05:45,804 --> 00:05:48,273 We're gonna take this one step at a time, okay? 132 00:05:48,340 --> 00:05:49,641 Can I see him? 133 00:05:49,741 --> 00:05:51,768 Soon, I promise. 134 00:05:51,835 --> 00:05:54,271 Come. 135 00:05:54,337 --> 00:05:57,607 And we are at the clot. 136 00:05:57,674 --> 00:05:59,517 All right, you're up, Dr. Ripley. 137 00:05:59,618 --> 00:06:01,862 Applying negative pressure. 138 00:06:07,434 --> 00:06:09,035 No, his clot's too firm. Damn it. 139 00:06:09,135 --> 00:06:11,071 Aspiration technique isn't working. 140 00:06:11,171 --> 00:06:12,597 What if we pivot? 141 00:06:12,697 --> 00:06:14,774 Advance the microcatheter past the clot 142 00:06:14,874 --> 00:06:17,811 and deploy a stent retriever across it. 143 00:06:17,911 --> 00:06:21,006 It's a smart idea, almost as if I'd thought of it. 144 00:06:34,219 --> 00:06:36,313 I said I never wanted to see you again. 145 00:06:36,379 --> 00:06:37,956 I know you did. I know you did. 146 00:06:38,056 --> 00:06:40,725 But I don't... I have no idea what's going on here. 147 00:06:40,825 --> 00:06:43,128 But this was not my idea. I promise you that. 148 00:06:43,228 --> 00:06:44,504 Okay, well, say what you're gonna say. 149 00:06:44,604 --> 00:06:45,897 Get out with it. 150 00:06:45,997 --> 00:06:49,401 Make it quick and get the hell out. 151 00:06:49,501 --> 00:06:51,912 After all, it's what you're best at, isn't it? 152 00:06:52,012 --> 00:06:54,831 Look, I feel terrible about that. 153 00:06:54,898 --> 00:06:55,982 I do. 154 00:06:56,007 --> 00:06:59,844 I think about it all the time. 155 00:06:59,911 --> 00:07:03,506 But, look, I have some really good news. 156 00:07:03,573 --> 00:07:07,694 In about 20 years, we meet again, 157 00:07:07,827 --> 00:07:09,846 and we... we work together. 158 00:07:12,257 --> 00:07:15,560 Yeah. Get this. 159 00:07:15,660 --> 00:07:17,537 You become a doctor, Mitch. 160 00:07:17,671 --> 00:07:19,539 What? Yeah. 161 00:07:19,673 --> 00:07:21,207 Had nothing to do with me. 162 00:07:21,308 --> 00:07:22,600 And don't worry. 163 00:07:22,701 --> 00:07:25,103 You really ripped me a new one. 164 00:07:25,203 --> 00:07:27,605 But, you know, we... 165 00:07:27,739 --> 00:07:28,948 we hash it out. Wait, wait. 166 00:07:28,973 --> 00:07:30,017 Wait, wait, wait. 167 00:07:30,042 --> 00:07:31,518 Do I actually forgive you? 168 00:07:31,543 --> 00:07:34,179 Yeah. Oh, we become friends. 169 00:07:34,245 --> 00:07:35,455 I don't believe you. 170 00:07:35,555 --> 00:07:37,082 Believe it, man. 171 00:07:37,182 --> 00:07:39,526 Yeah, it happened. 172 00:07:39,626 --> 00:07:41,027 You look at your stuff. 173 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:44,055 You deal with it. You get it together. 174 00:07:44,122 --> 00:07:47,867 It's actually one of the proudest moments of my life. 175 00:07:47,968 --> 00:07:50,228 It still is. 176 00:07:50,295 --> 00:07:52,572 My stuff. 177 00:07:52,706 --> 00:07:54,532 Do you even hear yourself? 178 00:07:54,599 --> 00:07:56,267 You're so full of it. 179 00:07:56,368 --> 00:07:57,560 What did I say? 180 00:07:57,627 --> 00:07:59,312 What, you say that it's no thanks to you 181 00:07:59,337 --> 00:08:01,189 out of one side of your mouth, and then you go 182 00:08:01,214 --> 00:08:03,516 and tell me that you're proud of me out of the other? 183 00:08:03,616 --> 00:08:05,410 You always find some way to take credit, 184 00:08:05,477 --> 00:08:08,221 like I'm your kid or something. You did it just today. 185 00:08:08,321 --> 00:08:09,739 How do you know that? 186 00:08:09,806 --> 00:08:13,251 Wait, do you actually think that I'm me? 187 00:08:13,318 --> 00:08:15,578 I'm you, pal. 188 00:08:15,645 --> 00:08:18,823 This is just a conversation with yourself. 189 00:08:18,923 --> 00:08:21,826 It's all just a nostalgia tour, 190 00:08:21,926 --> 00:08:24,229 and you're playing the hits... 191 00:08:24,329 --> 00:08:26,673 in this case, 192 00:08:26,773 --> 00:08:29,092 forcing me to confront my abandonment issues 193 00:08:29,159 --> 00:08:31,669 only to abandon me here yourself. 194 00:08:31,770 --> 00:08:33,438 Okay, look, I didn't abandon you. 195 00:08:33,571 --> 00:08:34,597 My rotation ended. 196 00:08:34,664 --> 00:08:35,907 I couldn't handle it differently. 197 00:08:35,974 --> 00:08:40,186 There it is. Denial. 198 00:08:40,286 --> 00:08:43,106 What, you... you need another hug? 199 00:08:43,173 --> 00:08:47,805 You are such a fraud. 200 00:08:58,029 --> 00:09:00,106 We performed a mechanical thrombectomy. 201 00:09:00,206 --> 00:09:02,267 It's where a microcatheter is threaded 202 00:09:02,333 --> 00:09:05,603 into his middle cerebral artery to manually remove the clot. 203 00:09:05,703 --> 00:09:07,046 Did it work? 204 00:09:07,147 --> 00:09:08,681 It was an especially large clot. 205 00:09:08,782 --> 00:09:10,967 We got some of it, but not enough 206 00:09:11,034 --> 00:09:13,178 to reestablish adequate blood flow 207 00:09:13,278 --> 00:09:15,121 to the ischemic area of his brain. 208 00:09:15,221 --> 00:09:17,715 So what are our options, Dr. Abrams? 209 00:09:17,816 --> 00:09:18,975 Well, we have two. 210 00:09:19,042 --> 00:09:20,627 We could raise his blood pressure 211 00:09:20,727 --> 00:09:21,986 and just wait and see. 212 00:09:22,053 --> 00:09:24,330 Best case scenario is he wakes up completely fine. 213 00:09:24,464 --> 00:09:27,959 Worst case, he has permanent, irreversible deficits 214 00:09:28,059 --> 00:09:30,653 that mean a feeding tube and possibly a ventilator 215 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:32,405 for the rest of his life. 216 00:09:32,505 --> 00:09:33,773 So then what's the other option? 217 00:09:33,873 --> 00:09:35,700 A direct bypass craniotomy. 218 00:09:35,834 --> 00:09:36,993 I make an incision in his head 219 00:09:37,060 --> 00:09:39,012 and connect the cortical intracranial artery 220 00:09:39,145 --> 00:09:41,206 directly to his superficial temporal artery, 221 00:09:41,306 --> 00:09:42,649 completely bypassing the blockage. 222 00:09:42,749 --> 00:09:44,517 So we're talking about brain surgery? 223 00:09:44,643 --> 00:09:47,329 Yes. Not as scary as it sounds. 224 00:09:47,403 --> 00:09:49,689 It would definitively restore blood flow. 225 00:09:49,823 --> 00:09:54,177 I sense a but coming. 226 00:09:54,244 --> 00:09:57,514 The TPA Dr. Archer and I administered to break down 227 00:09:57,580 --> 00:10:01,518 the clot also puts your father at a much higher risk 228 00:10:01,584 --> 00:10:04,095 of hemorrhagic complications during surgery. 229 00:10:04,195 --> 00:10:07,440 This all sounds like a lot. Yeah. 230 00:10:07,540 --> 00:10:11,110 I'm still here because Dr. Archer took a risk 231 00:10:11,211 --> 00:10:14,506 while I was on that table, but unfortunately, 232 00:10:14,572 --> 00:10:17,408 there are no guarantees. 233 00:10:17,509 --> 00:10:19,519 Well, I'll call Robin and see what she thinks. 234 00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:21,613 Uh, this is awkward. 235 00:10:21,713 --> 00:10:24,057 I'm afraid it isn't up to you. 236 00:10:24,190 --> 00:10:25,725 That decision lies with Daniel's 237 00:10:25,859 --> 00:10:27,377 medical power of attorney. 238 00:10:27,443 --> 00:10:28,862 Isn't that me and Robin? 239 00:10:28,962 --> 00:10:31,214 That privilege belongs to Ms. Goodwin. 240 00:10:33,449 --> 00:10:34,801 Me? 241 00:10:39,914 --> 00:10:43,401 Doris, have you seen Dean? He's got his phone turned off. 242 00:10:43,468 --> 00:10:45,979 You don't know. Know what? 243 00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:48,348 Dr. Charles had a stroke. 244 00:10:48,481 --> 00:10:51,951 Dr. Archer, Abrams, and Ripley are taking care of him now. 245 00:10:52,051 --> 00:10:55,822 Wha... uh... well, how bad is it? 246 00:10:55,922 --> 00:10:58,024 It's pretty bad. 247 00:10:58,158 --> 00:11:00,326 Dr. Asher, you ready? 248 00:11:00,426 --> 00:11:02,587 Ready for what? 249 00:11:02,720 --> 00:11:04,164 To onboard your substitute 250 00:11:04,264 --> 00:11:05,924 before you go on maternity leave. 251 00:11:06,057 --> 00:11:08,760 Wait, um... 252 00:11:08,826 --> 00:11:10,937 You... you hired someone? I did. 253 00:11:11,037 --> 00:11:13,873 But I was planning to work close to my due date, 254 00:11:13,973 --> 00:11:18,269 which is still weeks away. So what's the rush? 255 00:11:18,403 --> 00:11:19,771 You, of all people, should know 256 00:11:19,837 --> 00:11:22,340 babies don't always abide by due dates. 257 00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:24,551 Dr. Lovell's references were glowing. 258 00:11:24,684 --> 00:11:26,578 I'm sorry, Dr. Lovell? Yeah. 259 00:11:26,644 --> 00:11:29,188 She's waiting for you. 260 00:11:31,291 --> 00:11:34,285 The cat with Eugene Levy eyebrows? 261 00:11:34,419 --> 00:11:36,029 You two already know each other? 262 00:11:36,129 --> 00:11:38,298 Yeah, I guess you could say that. 263 00:11:38,323 --> 00:11:39,440 Oh. 264 00:11:39,465 --> 00:11:41,200 You know, I'm just as surprised 265 00:11:41,301 --> 00:11:43,002 as you are that your father gave me 266 00:11:43,102 --> 00:11:45,129 medical power of attorney. 267 00:11:45,263 --> 00:11:48,132 I know. It's totally fine. 268 00:11:48,199 --> 00:11:50,677 I would have said no if he'd asked me. 269 00:11:50,777 --> 00:11:51,970 Why? 270 00:11:52,044 --> 00:11:54,647 Because that should be a family decision. 271 00:11:54,772 --> 00:11:56,783 Yeah, but you are family. 272 00:11:56,849 --> 00:12:00,420 I mean, you've always been Auntie Sharon to me and Robin. 273 00:12:00,553 --> 00:12:02,455 And then you and Dad have been friends 274 00:12:02,522 --> 00:12:04,958 since before I was even born. 275 00:12:05,024 --> 00:12:08,628 I mean, Dad loves people, but there's only a few 276 00:12:08,695 --> 00:12:11,297 that he really, truly trusts. 277 00:12:11,364 --> 00:12:13,825 But I know that he trusts you. 278 00:12:13,958 --> 00:12:16,636 That's nice of you to say, 279 00:12:16,703 --> 00:12:20,773 but I'm not so sure he would... 280 00:12:20,907 --> 00:12:23,009 What? What's wrong? 281 00:12:23,109 --> 00:12:25,570 You know, let's just focus on deciding 282 00:12:25,670 --> 00:12:29,374 what's best for your father together. 283 00:12:32,352 --> 00:12:36,914 Dad's mind is everything to him. 284 00:12:37,015 --> 00:12:40,727 If he doesn't have that, he's not Dad. 285 00:12:40,827 --> 00:12:43,663 I think we do the surgery. 286 00:12:43,730 --> 00:12:45,665 Me too. 287 00:12:45,732 --> 00:12:47,266 So call your sister. 288 00:12:47,367 --> 00:12:52,213 See if she agrees before we let Dr. Abrams know. 289 00:12:54,173 --> 00:12:56,175 Is there something you're not telling me? 290 00:12:56,242 --> 00:13:00,171 Well. 291 00:13:00,238 --> 00:13:03,616 I guess the apple didn't fall far from the tree. 292 00:13:05,443 --> 00:13:08,454 I also had an argument with your father. 293 00:13:11,958 --> 00:13:13,393 It was bad. 294 00:13:13,493 --> 00:13:15,995 Dad went full Grandma on you, didn't he? 295 00:13:16,129 --> 00:13:17,697 Yeah. 296 00:13:17,764 --> 00:13:19,190 He has a little of her in him. 297 00:13:19,290 --> 00:13:21,034 She pops out when he gets really angry. 298 00:13:21,100 --> 00:13:24,470 Well, it left me unsettled. 299 00:13:24,570 --> 00:13:28,733 So I went to his office so we could talk it out, 300 00:13:28,866 --> 00:13:33,312 and that's when I found him. 301 00:13:33,413 --> 00:13:35,248 You know, he's gonna apologize, 302 00:13:35,348 --> 00:13:38,751 like, 20 times when he wakes up. 303 00:13:38,818 --> 00:13:42,055 I know. 304 00:13:42,121 --> 00:13:43,548 But either way, when he does, 305 00:13:43,648 --> 00:13:45,725 we're gonna have a very serious discussion 306 00:13:45,825 --> 00:13:47,326 about his anger issues. 307 00:13:47,427 --> 00:13:49,362 You're damn right we will. 308 00:14:01,833 --> 00:14:04,077 Bruh, that was sick! 309 00:14:04,177 --> 00:14:06,337 If you mean a pregnant woman with a gangrenous 310 00:14:06,437 --> 00:14:10,266 diabetic foot, then yes, that was sick. 311 00:14:10,333 --> 00:14:11,909 Yeah, I mean, she had max aura. 312 00:14:12,009 --> 00:14:14,053 Not gonna lie. 313 00:14:14,187 --> 00:14:16,723 Kacy, can you call Podiatry, get them down here 314 00:14:16,856 --> 00:14:20,109 to do a consult on Treatment 4? Yeah, sure can. 315 00:14:20,176 --> 00:14:21,619 Also, Dr. Archer wanted you to know 316 00:14:21,753 --> 00:14:23,788 he's joining Dr. Abrams in surgery. 317 00:14:23,921 --> 00:14:25,957 For Dr. Charles? Yeah. 318 00:14:26,023 --> 00:14:28,501 I remember Dr. Archer. How is baby zaddy? 319 00:14:28,601 --> 00:14:32,096 You two low-key nesting? They don't live together. 320 00:14:32,196 --> 00:14:33,956 Oh, it's giving situationship. 321 00:14:34,023 --> 00:14:35,975 Okay, not... not together. 322 00:14:36,109 --> 00:14:37,301 There's no ship at all. 323 00:14:37,368 --> 00:14:40,613 So messy, I love it. Okay, uh, Kacy. 324 00:14:40,680 --> 00:14:45,151 Oh, we got a woman in 6 complaining about painful sex. 325 00:14:45,284 --> 00:14:48,221 Not the good kind. Sorry. 326 00:14:50,448 --> 00:14:53,593 Okay, Summer, so you are having abdominal discomfort 327 00:14:53,726 --> 00:14:55,161 and painful intercourse? 328 00:14:55,261 --> 00:14:57,897 I've narrowed it down to really bad gas 329 00:14:57,997 --> 00:14:59,957 or ovarian cancer. 330 00:15:00,057 --> 00:15:01,100 Based on what? 331 00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:02,660 A TikTok rabbit hole. 332 00:15:02,727 --> 00:15:04,570 I feel like I just went to medical school. 333 00:15:04,670 --> 00:15:07,473 I would stay off the internet when it comes to health. 334 00:15:07,573 --> 00:15:10,343 It is full of disinformation. Right. 335 00:15:10,476 --> 00:15:12,645 All right, I would like to start an exam. 336 00:15:12,745 --> 00:15:14,247 Is that okay with you? 337 00:15:14,347 --> 00:15:15,848 Okay, just lean back a little bit. 338 00:15:18,484 --> 00:15:19,952 Okay. 339 00:15:22,855 --> 00:15:25,007 My algorithm's all medicine too. 340 00:15:25,074 --> 00:15:27,860 Really? Do you follow Dr. Oscar? 341 00:15:27,994 --> 00:15:29,921 You know, he's the neurosurgeon whose background is... 342 00:15:30,021 --> 00:15:31,998 Always inexplicably a rainforest. 343 00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:33,191 Yes! Yeah. Oh. 344 00:15:33,324 --> 00:15:35,359 He has the coolest stories. Yeah, he does. 345 00:15:35,493 --> 00:15:38,171 I saw in your chart that you had a pap smear 346 00:15:38,237 --> 00:15:39,705 about two weeks ago. 347 00:15:39,839 --> 00:15:43,025 Yeah, I had my annual with my regular OB/GYN 348 00:15:43,092 --> 00:15:44,510 when she inserted my IUD. 349 00:15:44,577 --> 00:15:46,779 Okay, well, we'll follow up on that. 350 00:15:46,879 --> 00:15:50,616 In the meantime, I will start your pelvic exam. 351 00:15:52,084 --> 00:15:53,870 Okay, just scooch down a little bit. 352 00:15:53,936 --> 00:15:56,622 Actually, can she do it? 353 00:16:00,351 --> 00:16:02,420 Of course. Yeah. 354 00:16:03,921 --> 00:16:05,056 Thank you. 355 00:16:05,122 --> 00:16:07,133 Awesome sauce. 356 00:16:07,233 --> 00:16:10,236 How are we doing, Marty? All systems go. 357 00:16:10,303 --> 00:16:12,038 Patient is under deep propofol sedation. 358 00:16:12,104 --> 00:16:13,739 BP 120/69. 359 00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:15,942 Heart rate 71. 360 00:16:16,042 --> 00:16:17,109 What are we waiting for? 361 00:16:17,210 --> 00:16:18,611 All right. 362 00:16:18,711 --> 00:16:22,740 Making an incision along the lateral branch of the SGA. 363 00:16:27,720 --> 00:16:29,547 Huh. 364 00:16:29,647 --> 00:16:30,878 Oh. 365 00:16:33,626 --> 00:16:34,986 Hi, honey. 366 00:16:35,086 --> 00:16:36,988 You're in big trouble, Daddy. 367 00:16:37,088 --> 00:16:39,332 I am? What'd I do? 368 00:16:39,432 --> 00:16:41,234 Oh, look who arrived just in time 369 00:16:41,334 --> 00:16:43,227 to be absolutely no help at all. 370 00:16:43,294 --> 00:16:44,570 Told you! 371 00:16:44,670 --> 00:16:46,330 You promised to be home in time to get Robin up 372 00:16:46,430 --> 00:16:47,907 and off to school, but instead, 373 00:16:47,974 --> 00:16:50,109 surprise, surprise, you decided to hang around 374 00:16:50,243 --> 00:16:52,411 at work and, surprise, surprise, 375 00:16:52,512 --> 00:16:54,839 didn't bother to call. 376 00:16:54,939 --> 00:16:56,249 You never, ever did. 377 00:16:56,349 --> 00:16:58,117 Not even once. I got this. 378 00:16:58,217 --> 00:16:59,844 I'm taking you to school, honey. 379 00:16:59,944 --> 00:17:01,754 I will take her to school, and you will go back to sleep. 380 00:17:01,821 --> 00:17:05,082 And I'm sorry. Sleep? Is that a joke? 381 00:17:05,182 --> 00:17:07,276 Come on, baby. 382 00:17:07,343 --> 00:17:08,611 I'm an hour late for work. 383 00:17:11,397 --> 00:17:13,199 There you are. 384 00:17:14,959 --> 00:17:16,903 Sue. Anna's in the car. 385 00:17:17,036 --> 00:17:19,372 I don't want her to hear what I'm about to say, so I'll... 386 00:17:19,472 --> 00:17:21,207 I'll cut right to the point. 387 00:17:21,307 --> 00:17:22,508 Oh, crap, I remember this. 388 00:17:22,608 --> 00:17:24,201 Yeah, well, I'm not surprised. 389 00:17:24,302 --> 00:17:26,245 This was the time I meant it. 390 00:17:26,379 --> 00:17:29,707 Because nothing can compete with your fancy job 391 00:17:29,807 --> 00:17:32,276 where you get to be oh, so important 392 00:17:32,343 --> 00:17:34,211 and everyone adores you. 393 00:17:34,312 --> 00:17:36,522 After all, all we are is your family. 394 00:17:36,622 --> 00:17:39,292 Look, nothing was ever more important to me 395 00:17:39,358 --> 00:17:41,285 than you and Anna, and you know that. 396 00:17:41,352 --> 00:17:42,361 I have to cut my hours. 397 00:17:42,461 --> 00:17:43,621 I have for the thousandth time... 398 00:17:43,688 --> 00:17:44,797 Yeah, but it never made a difference. 399 00:17:44,864 --> 00:17:46,566 What happens with the next clinical emergency? 400 00:17:46,666 --> 00:17:47,867 The next nervous breakdown? 401 00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:50,169 The next suicide attempt? 402 00:17:50,269 --> 00:17:53,039 You will never let anyone else handle it 403 00:17:53,139 --> 00:17:55,833 because that is not who you are. 404 00:17:55,900 --> 00:17:58,010 Stop fighting! 405 00:18:01,839 --> 00:18:03,983 Oh, honey, honey. 406 00:18:04,050 --> 00:18:05,676 It's okay, honey. Don't be sad. 407 00:18:05,743 --> 00:18:07,345 Don't be sad. 408 00:18:07,478 --> 00:18:10,181 Anna banana, you are gonna see Daddy 409 00:18:10,314 --> 00:18:12,725 all the time, all the time. 410 00:18:12,825 --> 00:18:15,519 And we're gonna have so much fun, aren't we? 411 00:18:15,586 --> 00:18:18,155 Mm-hmm. 412 00:18:23,085 --> 00:18:24,395 Lucia. 413 00:18:28,541 --> 00:18:30,434 Spanish was never my strong suit. 414 00:18:30,534 --> 00:18:32,203 Honey, come on, you know that. 415 00:18:32,336 --> 00:18:34,513 You have learned nothing. 416 00:18:34,614 --> 00:18:37,183 You said it would be different with us. 417 00:18:37,249 --> 00:18:40,419 You said it a thousand times. 418 00:18:40,519 --> 00:18:44,048 I really, really wanted it to be. 419 00:18:44,181 --> 00:18:46,050 You don't need me, Danny. 420 00:18:46,183 --> 00:18:47,385 That's not true. It is. 421 00:18:47,451 --> 00:18:48,928 It's not true. 422 00:18:49,028 --> 00:18:51,530 It is. 423 00:18:51,630 --> 00:18:53,299 You don't need anyone. 424 00:19:02,021 --> 00:19:05,199 So I just wanted to make sure we're cool. 425 00:19:05,644 --> 00:19:07,104 Why wouldn't we be? 426 00:19:07,204 --> 00:19:10,908 You were totally pissed at me earlier about Summer. 427 00:19:10,975 --> 00:19:13,310 We shouldn't be encouraging our patients 428 00:19:13,411 --> 00:19:15,821 to seek medical advice on social media. 429 00:19:15,888 --> 00:19:18,090 Influencers are destigmatizing 430 00:19:18,190 --> 00:19:19,650 the sharing of health diagnoses, 431 00:19:19,784 --> 00:19:21,327 and they're teaching patients to advocate for themselves. 432 00:19:21,394 --> 00:19:22,928 Why seek treatment from an actual doctor 433 00:19:23,029 --> 00:19:25,431 when you could just misdiagnose yourself from home? 434 00:19:25,564 --> 00:19:27,466 That is an oversimplification. 435 00:19:27,600 --> 00:19:28,968 Really? Yes. 436 00:19:29,101 --> 00:19:31,228 I mean, cancer screenings tripled last year 437 00:19:31,328 --> 00:19:33,731 after Kate Middleton posted a video about her own diagnosis. 438 00:19:33,831 --> 00:19:36,167 I think you sent Summer mixed messages. 439 00:19:36,300 --> 00:19:38,611 I was trying to connect after you dismissed her 440 00:19:38,744 --> 00:19:40,346 with your buzzkill energy. 441 00:19:40,413 --> 00:19:42,173 Buzzkill energy? Really? 442 00:19:42,306 --> 00:19:43,816 Dr. Asher. Yep. 443 00:19:43,949 --> 00:19:46,343 The lab called. Summer's test results were just posted. 444 00:19:46,477 --> 00:19:48,654 Thank you. 445 00:19:48,788 --> 00:19:50,456 Well, I guess we better tell her. 446 00:19:50,589 --> 00:19:51,849 Mind if I take the lead? 447 00:19:51,949 --> 00:19:54,610 You're the boss, until I take over. 448 00:19:56,687 --> 00:19:58,664 So your labs revealed elevated 449 00:19:58,798 --> 00:20:01,801 white blood cell count, CRP, and procalcitonin. 450 00:20:01,901 --> 00:20:04,003 You have PID. 451 00:20:04,136 --> 00:20:06,530 Sorry, I don't know what that stands for. 452 00:20:06,630 --> 00:20:08,699 It's Pelvic Inflammatory Disease. 453 00:20:08,799 --> 00:20:12,545 It's an infection of your reproductive organs. 454 00:20:12,611 --> 00:20:14,889 I guess they didn't cover that on TikTok. 455 00:20:14,914 --> 00:20:17,616 But, wait, isn't that what Dr. Lovell 456 00:20:17,641 --> 00:20:19,068 suspected when she examined me? 457 00:20:19,093 --> 00:20:21,095 That's correct. Is it serious? 458 00:20:21,120 --> 00:20:23,689 It can be, if untreated. But we caught this in plenty of time. 459 00:20:23,714 --> 00:20:25,991 Broad spectrum antibiotics should clear this right up. 460 00:20:26,016 --> 00:20:28,527 I'm just really glad that you came in. 461 00:20:28,552 --> 00:20:29,668 Of course I did. 462 00:20:29,693 --> 00:20:32,106 I'm not gonna self-diagnose based on what I read online. 463 00:20:32,131 --> 00:20:33,566 It's just a research tool. 464 00:20:33,632 --> 00:20:36,060 I hear you. No judgment. 465 00:20:36,193 --> 00:20:37,486 You sure? 466 00:20:40,072 --> 00:20:41,532 How did I catch this? 467 00:20:41,632 --> 00:20:43,042 The most common causes are bacteria 468 00:20:43,175 --> 00:20:45,344 from chlamydia or gonorrhea. What? 469 00:20:45,444 --> 00:20:47,538 You tested negative for both of those. 470 00:20:47,638 --> 00:20:52,351 Your PID may have come from your IUD insertion. 471 00:20:52,451 --> 00:20:54,745 In some cases, bodies can become 472 00:20:54,845 --> 00:20:56,413 more vulnerable to infection. 473 00:20:56,547 --> 00:20:57,815 Oh, that's a relief. 474 00:20:57,915 --> 00:20:59,992 I thought you were telling me I had an STD. 475 00:21:01,460 --> 00:21:02,695 What's wrong? 476 00:21:02,795 --> 00:21:05,531 Well, completely unrelated to the PID, 477 00:21:05,598 --> 00:21:07,733 your pap smear did reveal that you are positive 478 00:21:07,833 --> 00:21:09,401 for human papillomavirus. 479 00:21:09,535 --> 00:21:11,595 HPV? So I do have an STD? 480 00:21:11,729 --> 00:21:14,431 Like, get me off this roller coaster. Am I right? 481 00:21:14,456 --> 00:21:16,784 It is a completely asymptomatic STI, 482 00:21:16,809 --> 00:21:19,503 which your body will likely clear in a year or two. 483 00:21:19,528 --> 00:21:20,705 Oh, my God. 484 00:21:20,730 --> 00:21:23,415 Girl, HPV is nothing to be ashamed of, okay? 485 00:21:23,440 --> 00:21:25,943 At least 80% of the population will get it in their lifetime, 486 00:21:26,076 --> 00:21:28,420 and one out of every three people currently has it. 487 00:21:28,445 --> 00:21:29,695 I'll be real with you, I have it. 488 00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:31,223 Dr. Lovell. 489 00:21:31,248 --> 00:21:33,792 It's okay. I'm going. 490 00:21:39,757 --> 00:21:41,525 Hey, man. 491 00:21:41,625 --> 00:21:43,502 You doing okay? 492 00:21:43,569 --> 00:21:46,305 I know you and Dr. Charles are pretty tight. 493 00:21:46,372 --> 00:21:47,865 Yeah. 494 00:21:47,965 --> 00:21:50,910 Yeah, uh, just... just feeling a bit useless, you know? 495 00:21:51,043 --> 00:21:52,411 Yeah. 496 00:21:52,545 --> 00:21:55,414 No fun on the bench, huh? 497 00:21:55,548 --> 00:21:58,150 Yeah, not really what I meant. 498 00:22:02,254 --> 00:22:05,090 You know, um... 499 00:22:05,157 --> 00:22:06,759 there's been a few times 500 00:22:06,892 --> 00:22:09,595 I've been in a really bad place, 501 00:22:09,662 --> 00:22:14,158 and that man in there definitely bailed me out. 502 00:22:14,258 --> 00:22:15,968 I know this is just the kind of thing 503 00:22:16,101 --> 00:22:19,471 people say in these situations, but... 504 00:22:19,605 --> 00:22:23,901 it always made me think to myself... 505 00:22:24,001 --> 00:22:25,336 I don't know. 506 00:22:25,469 --> 00:22:28,339 I mean, why couldn't my dad have been like that? 507 00:22:32,718 --> 00:22:35,654 What can I say? 508 00:22:35,754 --> 00:22:38,107 I guess we can't all be that lucky. 509 00:22:40,426 --> 00:22:41,994 Yeah. 510 00:22:43,929 --> 00:22:46,657 Not a lot of veins around the M4 vessel. 511 00:22:46,757 --> 00:22:48,634 Makes it a perfect landing zone. 512 00:22:48,701 --> 00:22:49,702 How's the donor vessel? 513 00:22:49,768 --> 00:22:52,162 Skeletonized and ready. 514 00:22:52,263 --> 00:22:54,139 All right, let's relax the brain. 515 00:22:54,206 --> 00:22:56,533 I'm not talking about yours, Marty. 516 00:22:56,667 --> 00:22:59,478 Optimizing CO2 and pushing mannitol. 517 00:22:59,545 --> 00:23:02,773 It's anastomosis time. 518 00:23:05,676 --> 00:23:09,054 Gio? 519 00:23:09,188 --> 00:23:11,824 It's me, Danny. 520 00:23:11,957 --> 00:23:13,284 Suzer? 521 00:23:13,384 --> 00:23:15,227 Good to know you haven't forgotten my voice. 522 00:23:15,294 --> 00:23:17,196 Never. 523 00:23:17,329 --> 00:23:18,797 Where are you calling from? 524 00:23:18,864 --> 00:23:21,367 Right behind you. 525 00:23:30,165 --> 00:23:32,169 So you think Gio is dead? 526 00:23:32,236 --> 00:23:35,639 Suze, okay. 527 00:23:35,739 --> 00:23:37,316 He had a gun in his hand when he called me. 528 00:23:37,383 --> 00:23:38,918 Mm-hmm. 529 00:23:38,984 --> 00:23:42,146 So I got him talking, and all of a sudden, 530 00:23:42,246 --> 00:23:44,615 I realized, wait, this kid is 531 00:23:44,639 --> 00:23:47,593 completely and utterly alone. 532 00:23:47,660 --> 00:23:50,930 And so I asked him if he thought 533 00:23:50,996 --> 00:23:53,924 it might help to talk about her. 534 00:23:54,024 --> 00:23:55,768 It very quickly went sideways. 535 00:23:55,834 --> 00:23:57,269 Daniel, I would have done the same thing. 536 00:23:57,336 --> 00:23:58,762 Great. 537 00:23:58,896 --> 00:24:00,372 Holly would have done the same thing. 538 00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:04,877 Any shrink worth their salt would have done the same thing. 539 00:24:05,010 --> 00:24:07,604 Look... 540 00:24:07,705 --> 00:24:10,341 Gio's call clearly set you off, 541 00:24:10,441 --> 00:24:13,444 and you are clearly invested in beating yourself up 542 00:24:13,544 --> 00:24:16,113 about all the people you think you've let down. 543 00:24:16,246 --> 00:24:20,592 But are you sure you're not burying the lede here? 544 00:24:20,693 --> 00:24:22,628 Aren't you leaving somebody out? 545 00:24:22,761 --> 00:24:25,564 Oh, no. 546 00:24:25,698 --> 00:24:27,633 That stuff's been handled. 547 00:24:27,766 --> 00:24:29,293 It's me, remember? 548 00:24:29,426 --> 00:24:32,604 Every time I try to get you to talk about this, 549 00:24:32,738 --> 00:24:34,631 when we were together in med school, 550 00:24:34,765 --> 00:24:36,533 you were never comfortable going there. 551 00:24:36,633 --> 00:24:38,677 And every time since, you've changed the subject. 552 00:24:38,744 --> 00:24:40,412 Ever occur to you that maybe I just didn't want 553 00:24:40,546 --> 00:24:42,414 to talk about it with you? 554 00:24:42,548 --> 00:24:44,583 Oh, that is beneath you. 555 00:24:44,717 --> 00:24:46,477 Okay, well... Don't be a jerk. 556 00:24:46,610 --> 00:24:48,153 Look, you know what? 557 00:24:49,988 --> 00:24:51,648 I love you dearly, but you're starting 558 00:24:51,782 --> 00:24:53,317 to piss me off, okay? 559 00:24:53,417 --> 00:24:54,727 I'm a psychiatrist. 560 00:24:54,793 --> 00:24:58,330 I have sweat decades of blood 561 00:24:58,397 --> 00:25:00,257 in therapy on this topic. 562 00:25:00,324 --> 00:25:03,602 You have been running from this your entire life, 563 00:25:03,702 --> 00:25:05,229 and I get it. 564 00:25:05,329 --> 00:25:07,906 Anyone would be terrified at the prospect 565 00:25:07,973 --> 00:25:09,833 of confronting this. 566 00:25:09,933 --> 00:25:12,336 But you and I both know if you don't, 567 00:25:12,436 --> 00:25:14,847 it'll run you over. 568 00:25:16,974 --> 00:25:18,642 Maybe it already has. 569 00:25:26,784 --> 00:25:29,186 There you are. Here I am. 570 00:25:29,319 --> 00:25:32,364 Any word on Dr. Charles? 571 00:25:32,498 --> 00:25:34,858 He's holding his own so far. 572 00:25:34,958 --> 00:25:36,301 That's something. 573 00:25:36,368 --> 00:25:38,504 It's a risky procedure. 574 00:25:38,604 --> 00:25:40,172 Yeah. 575 00:25:40,272 --> 00:25:41,650 Yeah. 576 00:25:43,275 --> 00:25:45,677 You know, I met him when I was 16. 577 00:25:45,778 --> 00:25:48,046 When you were in juvie. 578 00:25:49,314 --> 00:25:50,707 Kacy filled me in. 579 00:25:50,808 --> 00:25:52,176 How the hell does Kacy know? 580 00:25:52,276 --> 00:25:56,380 Because Kacy knows all, yet knows nothing. 581 00:25:58,615 --> 00:26:01,785 Yeah, well, uh... 582 00:26:01,885 --> 00:26:04,363 Sully and I were about to cross over from 583 00:26:04,496 --> 00:26:07,891 petty crime to the real deal. We stole a car. 584 00:26:08,025 --> 00:26:09,068 He got away. 585 00:26:09,134 --> 00:26:10,961 I didn't, and I ended up in juvie, 586 00:26:11,061 --> 00:26:13,730 sitting across from Dr. Charles, 587 00:26:13,831 --> 00:26:15,991 not caring what happened next. 588 00:26:30,047 --> 00:26:31,748 Where did you just go? 589 00:26:31,882 --> 00:26:33,917 What are you doing? 590 00:26:34,051 --> 00:26:36,195 I'm trying to help. 591 00:26:36,295 --> 00:26:39,264 Sex isn't a cure-all, Caitlin. 592 00:26:42,559 --> 00:26:44,761 I've found that it is. 593 00:26:44,862 --> 00:26:46,330 Really? 594 00:26:46,430 --> 00:26:48,707 Because it kind of feels like a distraction 595 00:26:48,841 --> 00:26:51,610 from a real conversation. 596 00:26:51,677 --> 00:26:54,905 I don't do death, Mitch. 597 00:26:55,005 --> 00:26:56,440 What does that even mean? 598 00:26:56,573 --> 00:27:01,203 It means I'm trying to meet you halfway here. 599 00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:07,543 Well, it's not enough. 600 00:27:21,098 --> 00:27:22,541 I really think you should reconsider 601 00:27:22,608 --> 00:27:23,976 Dr. Lovell as my replacement. 602 00:27:24,042 --> 00:27:26,970 She's your substitute. 603 00:27:27,104 --> 00:27:28,947 She is not a good fit. 604 00:27:29,047 --> 00:27:30,983 Is there any particular reason? 605 00:27:31,049 --> 00:27:32,476 She's borderline unprofessional. 606 00:27:32,576 --> 00:27:35,312 She... she relies too much on social media. 607 00:27:35,412 --> 00:27:39,124 She called a patient bruh and another patient chat. 608 00:27:39,258 --> 00:27:40,759 She talks non-stop, and honestly, 609 00:27:40,893 --> 00:27:42,661 her manner is driving me insane. 610 00:27:42,794 --> 00:27:44,129 Well, as you know, Dr. Asher, 611 00:27:44,263 --> 00:27:46,465 not everyone is a fan of my manner, 612 00:27:46,598 --> 00:27:48,659 but I don't think this is about Dr. Lovell. 613 00:27:48,792 --> 00:27:51,270 I think it's about you. What? What do you mean? 614 00:27:51,403 --> 00:27:52,971 You have avoided any discussion 615 00:27:53,105 --> 00:27:54,339 of your maternity leave for months. 616 00:27:54,473 --> 00:27:57,242 You clearly have personal issues at play here. 617 00:27:57,376 --> 00:27:58,810 But know this. 618 00:27:58,911 --> 00:28:00,145 You will go on leave next month, 619 00:28:00,279 --> 00:28:02,281 and Dr. Lovell will be covering your position 620 00:28:02,347 --> 00:28:04,850 until you return. Thank you. 621 00:28:23,293 --> 00:28:27,289 I'm... I'm sorry you heard all that. 622 00:28:29,166 --> 00:28:32,177 It's all good, chat. 623 00:28:32,311 --> 00:28:33,845 Look, Dr. Lenox was right. 624 00:28:33,979 --> 00:28:37,541 This... this wasn't about you. 625 00:28:37,674 --> 00:28:39,343 Oh, I know it wasn't. 626 00:28:39,443 --> 00:28:41,520 I do think that you try too hard to sound 627 00:28:41,653 --> 00:28:43,322 young and hip with your patients. 628 00:28:43,388 --> 00:28:45,991 What do you want me to do? I am young and hip. 629 00:28:46,058 --> 00:28:48,885 You shared a personal medical fact with Summer. 630 00:28:49,019 --> 00:28:51,388 That's universally pretty frowned upon. 631 00:28:51,488 --> 00:28:53,899 But it put her at ease, didn't it? 632 00:28:54,032 --> 00:28:55,459 As opposed to your clinical approach, 633 00:28:55,559 --> 00:28:57,236 which sent her anxiety through the roof. 634 00:28:57,302 --> 00:29:00,030 I do not need a lecture, Vera. 635 00:29:00,130 --> 00:29:01,565 I have been doing this a long time. 636 00:29:01,665 --> 00:29:05,068 Yes, and though this may shock you, 637 00:29:05,168 --> 00:29:08,080 I respect the hell out of you. 638 00:29:08,146 --> 00:29:12,409 I hope to be as accomplished as you someday. 639 00:29:12,509 --> 00:29:17,356 But, girl, you gotta pivot sometimes. 640 00:29:19,416 --> 00:29:21,326 My life is going to irreversibly change 641 00:29:21,460 --> 00:29:23,086 in a few weeks. 642 00:29:23,220 --> 00:29:25,422 I know that. 643 00:29:25,555 --> 00:29:26,932 My body's not my own. 644 00:29:27,065 --> 00:29:29,534 My hormones are not. 645 00:29:29,668 --> 00:29:31,261 I cried yesterday because 646 00:29:31,395 --> 00:29:34,598 I couldn't open a string cheese. 647 00:29:34,731 --> 00:29:39,403 I just don't think that it's fair that my career, 648 00:29:39,503 --> 00:29:41,413 the one thing that shouldn't have to change, 649 00:29:41,546 --> 00:29:44,282 is also being ripped out of my hands. 650 00:29:46,543 --> 00:29:49,079 Preach. 651 00:29:49,179 --> 00:29:50,947 You know, I have a feeling that you're gonna 652 00:29:51,048 --> 00:29:53,517 figure it all out... 653 00:29:53,617 --> 00:29:55,594 while on leave. 654 00:30:04,227 --> 00:30:06,405 Hanging in there, Dr. Ripley? 655 00:30:06,505 --> 00:30:09,566 Oh, you know, 656 00:30:09,633 --> 00:30:13,612 my mind's doing what minds do when you're worried 657 00:30:13,745 --> 00:30:15,972 you won't see someone again. 658 00:30:16,073 --> 00:30:17,916 I believe it's called guilt. 659 00:30:17,983 --> 00:30:19,918 Yeah. 660 00:30:19,985 --> 00:30:23,146 Whatever it is, Dr. Charles has only 661 00:30:23,246 --> 00:30:26,958 ever held you in the highest regard. 662 00:30:27,092 --> 00:30:29,745 I know. I know. 663 00:30:32,664 --> 00:30:36,159 It's just... 664 00:30:36,293 --> 00:30:39,971 sometimes I worry he... 665 00:30:40,105 --> 00:30:42,332 he thinks that I'm still holding on 666 00:30:42,466 --> 00:30:44,568 to some ancient history. Ah. 667 00:30:44,668 --> 00:30:47,245 But I'm not. 668 00:30:47,379 --> 00:30:52,251 He's had a profoundly positive effect on my life. 669 00:30:52,751 --> 00:30:55,345 And you know something? 670 00:30:55,445 --> 00:30:58,648 I think that would mean a lot to him. 671 00:31:01,017 --> 00:31:03,687 Hmm? 672 00:31:03,820 --> 00:31:05,330 Okay, that was Robin. 673 00:31:05,464 --> 00:31:06,965 Her connecting flight from LAX got canceled, 674 00:31:07,065 --> 00:31:08,625 so we got her another one from Burbank, 675 00:31:08,692 --> 00:31:10,360 but she only has two hours to cab it over. 676 00:31:10,494 --> 00:31:12,304 Oh, okay. So. 677 00:31:12,437 --> 00:31:13,697 Is there any news on Dad? 678 00:31:13,797 --> 00:31:16,867 Well, he's the same, holding his own. 679 00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:18,794 Good. Dr. Lenox. 680 00:31:23,874 --> 00:31:25,041 May I join? 681 00:31:25,175 --> 00:31:26,802 Please do. 682 00:31:29,621 --> 00:31:31,139 What? 683 00:31:33,625 --> 00:31:36,186 I really appreciate it. Don't ruin it. 684 00:31:38,155 --> 00:31:41,366 I'm having a hard time seeing the proximal anastomosis. 685 00:31:41,500 --> 00:31:43,693 Can we have saline flush, please? 686 00:31:45,137 --> 00:31:46,705 Well, that's worrisome. 687 00:31:46,805 --> 00:31:48,131 We're running a bit hypotensive. 688 00:31:48,156 --> 00:31:49,224 What the hell are you guys doing up there? 689 00:31:49,249 --> 00:31:50,442 Our job, Marty. 690 00:31:50,467 --> 00:31:52,377 So do yours and just fix it, okay? 691 00:31:52,402 --> 00:31:53,787 He's not responding to fluids or pressors. 692 00:31:53,812 --> 00:31:55,405 Well, load him up, damn it. Something's going on. 693 00:31:55,539 --> 00:31:57,716 I can't see. 694 00:31:57,816 --> 00:31:59,351 Our own party. 695 00:31:59,484 --> 00:32:01,386 We can invite anybody we want! 696 00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:02,913 Yeah. 697 00:32:09,661 --> 00:32:11,421 Mom. 698 00:32:11,555 --> 00:32:14,065 If there were not planks scattered around, 699 00:32:14,199 --> 00:32:17,327 she'd be able to run and play like the rest of us. 700 00:32:17,427 --> 00:32:19,162 Aren't we having fun? 701 00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:24,442 Can we have saline flush? 702 00:32:26,812 --> 00:32:28,939 Do you remember the last conversation 703 00:32:29,072 --> 00:32:31,842 we had the day I died? 704 00:32:31,942 --> 00:32:35,245 The one where you accused me of driving your father 705 00:32:35,345 --> 00:32:37,622 and brother to early graves? 706 00:32:37,756 --> 00:32:39,349 Sure do. 707 00:32:39,449 --> 00:32:43,453 And I bet you do, because I died an hour later. 708 00:32:43,553 --> 00:32:45,722 Do you know what I've been curious about? 709 00:32:45,789 --> 00:32:47,065 What's that? 710 00:32:47,132 --> 00:32:48,767 Do you ever miss me? 711 00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:50,735 Actually, yeah. 712 00:32:50,836 --> 00:32:52,237 Sometimes I do. 713 00:32:52,370 --> 00:32:54,739 You're a liar. You were relieved. 714 00:32:54,806 --> 00:32:56,475 How can you say that? 715 00:32:56,541 --> 00:32:59,077 I felt terrible about the things that I said to you. 716 00:32:59,177 --> 00:33:01,104 If you must know, I mean, I've actually 717 00:33:01,204 --> 00:33:02,614 been kind of haunted by it. 718 00:33:02,714 --> 00:33:04,783 You've always been too hard on yourself. 719 00:33:04,916 --> 00:33:06,443 You do know that, don't you? 720 00:33:06,543 --> 00:33:08,311 What do you mean? How so? 721 00:33:08,445 --> 00:33:09,955 Well, you always seemed to think that 722 00:33:10,055 --> 00:33:14,092 it was your job to make everything and everybody okay. 723 00:33:14,192 --> 00:33:15,961 Is that really such a terrible thing? 724 00:33:16,094 --> 00:33:18,321 Pretty tall order, don't you think? 725 00:33:18,421 --> 00:33:20,298 I don't know, Danny. 726 00:33:20,432 --> 00:33:23,660 I've just always regretted that you were here that day, 727 00:33:23,793 --> 00:33:25,829 that you had to go through that alone. 728 00:33:25,962 --> 00:33:27,497 Because I truly believe 729 00:33:27,631 --> 00:33:30,800 that that's where all this comes from. 730 00:34:07,612 --> 00:34:09,547 Danny. 731 00:34:10,782 --> 00:34:14,010 You do know I always loved you, don't you? 732 00:34:21,593 --> 00:34:23,687 Dad! 733 00:34:27,599 --> 00:34:28,733 Dad! 734 00:34:31,269 --> 00:34:32,871 Dad! 735 00:34:34,422 --> 00:34:36,123 He's flatlined! Damn it. 736 00:34:36,148 --> 00:34:38,184 Push 1 milligram of epi. 737 00:34:38,209 --> 00:34:41,037 Starting chest compressions. 738 00:34:41,137 --> 00:34:42,872 Come on. Come on! 739 00:34:50,113 --> 00:34:52,716 He's in V-fib. Give me the paddles, please. 740 00:34:52,749 --> 00:34:54,709 Charge to 200. 741 00:34:54,743 --> 00:34:56,895 Clear. 742 00:34:57,028 --> 00:34:58,388 I got you, Dad! 743 00:35:04,252 --> 00:35:05,737 Dad! Dad, I'm right here! 744 00:35:05,904 --> 00:35:08,239 Dad! Dad! 745 00:35:08,373 --> 00:35:10,375 Wake up! Wake up. 746 00:35:10,508 --> 00:35:12,535 Dad, can you hear me? Dad! 747 00:35:12,602 --> 00:35:14,446 Wake up, Dad! 748 00:35:21,386 --> 00:35:24,122 Danny? 749 00:35:28,276 --> 00:35:30,912 All right. Charge again. 750 00:35:30,945 --> 00:35:32,630 Clear. 751 00:35:35,959 --> 00:35:38,561 I didn't know you got home from school. 752 00:35:38,628 --> 00:35:41,406 All I can tell you is that I'm really, 753 00:35:41,473 --> 00:35:43,775 really glad that I did. 754 00:35:43,942 --> 00:35:45,310 Me too. 755 00:35:45,410 --> 00:35:48,071 Thank you, buddy. 756 00:35:48,138 --> 00:35:49,773 That was close. 757 00:35:49,806 --> 00:35:53,585 Dad, look, I know how Mom makes you feel, okay? 758 00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:56,755 It wasn't your mother's fault, pal. 759 00:35:56,821 --> 00:35:59,949 I know you and Tommy always blamed her for my dark moods, 760 00:35:59,983 --> 00:36:03,094 but the truth is, I struggled with them 761 00:36:03,161 --> 00:36:04,421 long before I met her. 762 00:36:04,487 --> 00:36:05,922 She never tried to understand. 763 00:36:05,989 --> 00:36:07,157 How could she? 764 00:36:07,257 --> 00:36:08,633 I don't understand. 765 00:36:08,733 --> 00:36:11,619 You, Dad, are depressed. 766 00:36:11,653 --> 00:36:14,956 I'm what? Blue, melancholy. 767 00:36:14,989 --> 00:36:17,942 They had all kinds of silly names for it back then. 768 00:36:18,043 --> 00:36:20,470 And psychiatry wasn't equipped to deal with it yet, 769 00:36:20,503 --> 00:36:22,113 but now we are. 770 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:24,174 What do you mean, now? 771 00:36:24,274 --> 00:36:26,017 Your math ain't mathin', pal. 772 00:36:29,320 --> 00:36:31,806 I'm so sorry, Danny. 773 00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:33,324 What are you talking about? Dad, listen. 774 00:36:33,458 --> 00:36:34,492 And this is important, okay? 775 00:36:34,626 --> 00:36:36,161 You have nothing to apologize for, 776 00:36:36,294 --> 00:36:38,296 because it's not your fault. 777 00:36:38,363 --> 00:36:39,856 All we gotta do is get you the right kind of help, 778 00:36:39,956 --> 00:36:41,933 and there's a lot of help out there. 779 00:36:44,002 --> 00:36:46,955 Why is the garage door closing again? 780 00:36:50,809 --> 00:36:53,712 Danny, it's for the best. 781 00:36:53,845 --> 00:36:56,331 It's genetic, right? 782 00:36:56,364 --> 00:36:59,517 Let's just let sleeping dogs lie. 783 00:37:01,386 --> 00:37:03,388 What, Dad? 784 00:37:03,488 --> 00:37:04,973 What's happening? 785 00:37:06,691 --> 00:37:09,627 Danny, you can't stop this. 786 00:37:09,694 --> 00:37:13,164 And it's really important for you to know three things. 787 00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:15,033 You never could have, 788 00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:17,235 it's not your fault, 789 00:37:17,335 --> 00:37:19,337 and I love you, always will. 790 00:37:19,404 --> 00:37:22,707 No. No, Dad. No. No. 791 00:37:22,807 --> 00:37:25,026 Come with me, Danny. Trust me. 792 00:37:25,059 --> 00:37:27,345 It's peaceful where we're going. 793 00:37:27,412 --> 00:37:29,514 And we can be together. 794 00:37:31,716 --> 00:37:33,184 No, Dad. 795 00:37:33,318 --> 00:37:35,220 We are not going anywhere. 796 00:37:38,081 --> 00:37:40,925 Dad, we're not. 797 00:37:51,569 --> 00:37:53,872 You can't do this again, Dad. 798 00:37:53,938 --> 00:37:57,275 You can't. I'm gonna miss you too much. 799 00:37:59,327 --> 00:38:04,132 I'm gonna miss you too much. 800 00:38:19,264 --> 00:38:21,249 We're losing him. 801 00:38:21,282 --> 00:38:23,635 Charge again. Clear. 802 00:38:26,454 --> 00:38:29,107 Still no pulse. Again. Clear. 803 00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:40,318 All right. I got a good carotid pulse. 804 00:38:40,485 --> 00:38:42,612 Nice job, Dr. Archer. 805 00:38:42,645 --> 00:38:45,590 Do you mind if we get back to our little brain surgery now? 806 00:38:45,657 --> 00:38:47,075 Feel free. 807 00:38:47,141 --> 00:38:48,626 Let's hope the code didn't cause 808 00:38:48,793 --> 00:38:50,628 any permanent neurological deficits. 809 00:38:50,795 --> 00:38:52,630 Well, I'd cross my fingers, 810 00:38:52,730 --> 00:38:54,599 but they're covered in cerebrospinal fluid. 811 00:38:54,666 --> 00:38:56,259 But I share that hope. 812 00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:34,672 Oh, no, no. Daniel. No, no. 813 00:39:34,806 --> 00:39:36,841 Don't... don't move your head, okay? 814 00:39:37,008 --> 00:39:40,945 I got it. 815 00:39:43,147 --> 00:39:44,966 Want some water? 816 00:39:49,454 --> 00:39:51,522 Yeah. 817 00:39:53,291 --> 00:39:55,009 Anna? 818 00:39:55,043 --> 00:39:56,069 Anna. 819 00:39:56,094 --> 00:39:57,729 I sent her home. 820 00:39:57,829 --> 00:40:00,732 She'd been awake for almost 48 hours. 821 00:40:00,865 --> 00:40:02,533 But... but she's fine. 822 00:40:02,634 --> 00:40:04,836 Anna, Ripley, thank you. 823 00:40:04,903 --> 00:40:07,563 I'm sorry, Daniel, I don't know what you mean. 824 00:40:07,664 --> 00:40:09,674 Extinguisher, extinguisher. 825 00:40:09,741 --> 00:40:11,326 Thank you, extinguisher. 826 00:40:11,392 --> 00:40:13,244 Oh, please, no. Please. 827 00:40:19,717 --> 00:40:23,554 I'm at Gaffney Chicago Medical Center. 828 00:40:26,157 --> 00:40:28,876 Best damn hospital in the Midwest, 829 00:40:28,910 --> 00:40:32,397 and I wake up, and all I get is a sippy cup? 830 00:40:32,497 --> 00:40:33,856 And you? 831 00:40:36,417 --> 00:40:39,771 Where's my damn Jell-O? 832 00:40:39,938 --> 00:40:42,774 Where's all my balloons? 833 00:40:42,874 --> 00:40:45,743 I tell you what, I'm calling Howie 834 00:40:45,877 --> 00:40:47,545 first thing in the morning. 835 00:40:47,612 --> 00:40:49,105 I'm done with this dump. 836 00:40:49,238 --> 00:40:53,551 Well, this dump ain't done with you. 837 00:40:53,618 --> 00:40:54,702 Oh, yeah? 838 00:40:54,769 --> 00:40:56,754 Then get me some balloons. 839 00:40:56,921 --> 00:40:58,222 Get me some Jell-O. 840 00:40:58,289 --> 00:41:00,325 I'm on it. 841 00:41:22,058 --> 00:41:26,058 Synced and corrected by synk - www.MY-SUBS.com -