1 00:00:01,670 --> 00:00:02,689 Previously on Doc. 2 00:00:02,772 --> 00:00:04,359 Dr. Larsen has no recollection of the last 8 years. 3 00:00:04,442 --> 00:00:06,079 Did you know he was gonna do this? 4 00:00:06,179 --> 00:00:07,232 If I did, I would've had him committed. 5 00:00:07,315 --> 00:00:09,235 When I really needed you, you weren't there for me. 6 00:00:09,318 --> 00:00:10,438 Go report me to Joan! 7 00:00:10,555 --> 00:00:12,810 -I'm not gonna do that. -Because you still love me. 8 00:00:12,893 --> 00:00:15,363 -Part of you still loves Mom. -Part of me always will. 9 00:00:15,463 --> 00:00:18,971 Nosebleeds? Naproxen? An IT injection from Mexico? 10 00:00:19,072 --> 00:00:20,124 We need to slow down your treatment. 11 00:00:20,207 --> 00:00:21,360 No, it's working! 12 00:00:21,443 --> 00:00:24,298 We could use a new intern. You're going to interview them 13 00:00:24,381 --> 00:00:26,036 and select the best candidate. 14 00:00:26,119 --> 00:00:29,176 In 2 months, there will be an official evaluation. 15 00:00:29,259 --> 00:00:31,462 Some of you will not survive it. 16 00:00:46,092 --> 00:00:47,696 Where's the condom? 17 00:00:47,996 --> 00:00:50,400 Oh-uh, yeah, I'll get it. 18 00:00:51,202 --> 00:00:52,923 Uh, you know you can leave the sheet, right? 19 00:00:53,006 --> 00:00:55,076 The point is, I wanna see you naked? 20 00:00:55,678 --> 00:00:57,414 Right, yeah. 21 00:01:00,421 --> 00:01:02,625 Ah, just tell me that you found one! 22 00:01:03,628 --> 00:01:05,030 Um... 23 00:01:05,130 --> 00:01:06,600 got it! 24 00:01:07,602 --> 00:01:08,704 Get over here. 25 00:01:11,375 --> 00:01:13,681 Woah, woah, what just happened? 26 00:01:14,248 --> 00:01:16,402 -It hasn't happened yet... -I can't see. 27 00:01:16,485 --> 00:01:17,889 What? 28 00:01:17,990 --> 00:01:19,075 Mila! I'm blind. 29 00:01:21,730 --> 00:01:22,832 I'm blind! 30 00:01:34,055 --> 00:01:35,642 What are you doing? 31 00:01:38,598 --> 00:01:41,954 Beignets from that place we loved in New Orleans. 32 00:01:42,037 --> 00:01:43,039 How? 33 00:01:43,139 --> 00:01:44,560 Internet and a credit card, baby. 34 00:01:44,643 --> 00:01:45,643 Oh! 35 00:01:45,812 --> 00:01:48,668 You really are trying to get back into my good graces. 36 00:01:48,751 --> 00:01:49,318 Mm! 37 00:01:49,519 --> 00:01:51,055 -Is it working? -Very much so. 38 00:01:51,155 --> 00:01:53,493 Mm. Mm... 39 00:01:54,195 --> 00:01:57,769 So how are you feeling? Any symptoms? New memories? 40 00:01:58,170 --> 00:02:00,675 I remembered Jake telling me that he loved me. 41 00:02:01,944 --> 00:02:03,080 And then I kissed him. 42 00:02:03,180 --> 00:02:05,067 You kissed him in the memory or... 43 00:02:05,150 --> 00:02:07,137 In the on-call room. Yesterday. 44 00:02:07,220 --> 00:02:10,211 Okay, wow. So, uh, what now? 45 00:02:10,294 --> 00:02:13,567 Oh, I... verdict's not in yet. 46 00:02:14,803 --> 00:02:16,674 What is that? 47 00:02:17,074 --> 00:02:19,779 I'm in the atonement stage of guilt. 48 00:02:22,819 --> 00:02:23,888 It's a process. 49 00:02:24,422 --> 00:02:26,710 'Kay, well, I'm here if you need me. 50 00:02:26,793 --> 00:02:28,564 I'm fine. 51 00:02:29,331 --> 00:02:31,286 The results aren't what I'd hoped. 52 00:02:31,369 --> 00:02:33,841 Unfortunately, your platelet count dropped significantly 53 00:02:33,941 --> 00:02:35,110 while you were away. -I know. 54 00:02:35,210 --> 00:02:37,766 I felt the decline, so I tested my own blood 55 00:02:37,849 --> 00:02:39,035 a few days ago. 56 00:02:39,118 --> 00:02:41,140 Uh, we've had this conversation. 57 00:02:41,223 --> 00:02:42,709 So, let's not bother having it again. 58 00:02:42,792 --> 00:02:46,534 How long do I have before I'm too exhausted to move... or, 59 00:02:46,634 --> 00:02:49,389 if I'm really lucky, develop full-blown leukemia? 60 00:02:49,472 --> 00:02:53,296 One to three years, depending on how I respond to treatment? 61 00:02:53,379 --> 00:02:55,034 Somewhere in there. 62 00:02:55,117 --> 00:02:58,641 You'll need regular transfusions, uh, blood, 63 00:02:58,724 --> 00:03:01,648 platelets... and we'll need to start the meds soon. 64 00:03:01,731 --> 00:03:02,583 Yeah, of course. 65 00:03:02,666 --> 00:03:05,738 Any new symptoms? Weakness, tremors... 66 00:03:05,838 --> 00:03:07,241 No. 67 00:03:07,676 --> 00:03:10,330 So, this is going to get rough... at some point. 68 00:03:10,413 --> 00:03:12,484 Do you have children? 69 00:03:14,890 --> 00:03:16,944 I have a son, Ethan. 70 00:03:17,027 --> 00:03:18,413 Well, will he be willing to help? 71 00:03:18,496 --> 00:03:21,219 He doesn't return my calls, so I'm gonna say, no. 72 00:03:21,302 --> 00:03:24,259 Okay, well, you have some time to work it out. 73 00:03:24,342 --> 00:03:27,599 But no more trips to developing countries, okay? 74 00:03:27,682 --> 00:03:30,337 You need a stable lifestyle, closer to treatment. 75 00:03:30,420 --> 00:03:33,811 I took the Chief of Internal Medicine job at Westside. 76 00:03:33,894 --> 00:03:35,548 Well, uh... 77 00:03:35,631 --> 00:03:38,187 that's quite a bit more grueling than I would advise. 78 00:03:38,270 --> 00:03:39,957 You stick with the medicine; 79 00:03:40,040 --> 00:03:41,961 I'll stick with the life choices. 80 00:03:42,044 --> 00:03:44,967 And remember HIPAA. 81 00:03:45,050 --> 00:03:46,236 I don't want anyone at Westside 82 00:03:46,319 --> 00:03:49,659 thinking I'm anything less than... 83 00:03:49,759 --> 00:03:50,761 vital. 84 00:03:52,566 --> 00:03:55,087 So, she's just making everyone compete 85 00:03:55,170 --> 00:03:57,308 and she's just gonna start firing everybody? 86 00:03:57,408 --> 00:03:59,095 More like a Roman-Emperor makes-the-gladiators 87 00:03:59,178 --> 00:04:00,330 fight-to-the-death kind of thing. 88 00:04:00,413 --> 00:04:01,501 One thing's for sure; 89 00:04:01,584 --> 00:04:03,938 Amy Larsen is gonna be just fine. 90 00:04:04,021 --> 00:04:05,040 What makes you say that? 91 00:04:05,123 --> 00:04:06,477 Dr. Ridley's her mentor. 92 00:04:06,560 --> 00:04:09,115 Once again, the CMO stacks the deck. 93 00:04:09,198 --> 00:04:10,819 Morning! 94 00:04:10,902 --> 00:04:12,639 Morning! 95 00:04:13,306 --> 00:04:16,212 Hi, I'm Hannah Clark. I'm an intern. 96 00:04:16,312 --> 00:04:18,100 Amy Larsen. 97 00:04:18,183 --> 00:04:19,619 So am I. 98 00:04:20,822 --> 00:04:22,107 Dr. Clark? 99 00:04:22,190 --> 00:04:24,228 Welcome to the Thunderdome. 100 00:04:24,328 --> 00:04:27,018 Our shiny new intern Hannah starts today. 101 00:04:27,101 --> 00:04:28,521 Impressed with your choice there, 102 00:04:28,604 --> 00:04:31,527 less so with how you've been managing Dr. Larsen. 103 00:04:31,610 --> 00:04:34,098 -Um, I'm sorry about... -I'm gonna spare you 104 00:04:34,181 --> 00:04:35,669 the indignity of lying to me again. 105 00:04:35,752 --> 00:04:38,356 You were aware she gave an unapproved 106 00:04:38,457 --> 00:04:40,545 experimental treatment to a patient. 107 00:04:40,628 --> 00:04:43,517 That patient coded; you helped manage that code 108 00:04:43,600 --> 00:04:45,956 and yet none of this was reported to me. 109 00:04:46,039 --> 00:04:49,378 Let this be a lesson that I will know everything that goes on 110 00:04:49,478 --> 00:04:52,970 in my hospital and do not 111 00:04:53,053 --> 00:04:54,506 even for a second contemplate 112 00:04:54,589 --> 00:04:57,127 interrogating the interns or nurses to determine 113 00:04:57,227 --> 00:04:58,414 how I found this out. 114 00:04:58,497 --> 00:05:00,719 No, of course. I would never do that. 115 00:05:00,802 --> 00:05:03,290 I have no idea what you would or would not do and thus far, 116 00:05:03,373 --> 00:05:05,227 I am less than dazzled by your judgment. 117 00:05:05,310 --> 00:05:07,114 I understand. 118 00:05:07,214 --> 00:05:08,400 It was a mistake; it won't happen again. 119 00:05:08,483 --> 00:05:10,137 You're damn right it won't happen again. 120 00:05:10,220 --> 00:05:11,507 Because you are her supervisor 121 00:05:11,590 --> 00:05:14,312 and you are expected to perform that duty impartially. 122 00:05:14,395 --> 00:05:17,318 I don't know the current status of your relationship, 123 00:05:17,401 --> 00:05:20,123 but if you both intend to stay here, 124 00:05:20,206 --> 00:05:23,146 and clearly no other hospital would take her right now, 125 00:05:23,246 --> 00:05:25,167 it ends immediately. Understood? 126 00:05:25,250 --> 00:05:27,855 -Understood. -Good. 127 00:05:28,289 --> 00:05:29,208 Dr. Barrett. 128 00:05:29,291 --> 00:05:30,895 -Yeah. -Mind if I tag along? 129 00:05:30,995 --> 00:05:32,298 Of course. 130 00:05:33,968 --> 00:05:34,968 Oh, my God, wait 131 00:05:35,203 --> 00:05:37,926 you're "40-something doctor with partial retrograde amnesia"? 132 00:05:38,009 --> 00:05:39,328 I read the case study! 133 00:05:39,411 --> 00:05:42,436 Uh, guess I'm quite the tourist attraction. 134 00:05:42,519 --> 00:05:44,339 -I'm sorry, I... -Uh, no, it's just awkward 135 00:05:44,422 --> 00:05:46,743 every time I have to explain my situation. 136 00:05:46,826 --> 00:05:50,300 Good morning. Okay, you ready for your first day? 137 00:05:50,400 --> 00:05:52,489 Absolutely. And... 138 00:05:52,572 --> 00:05:54,292 I brought you a coffee. -Oh. 139 00:05:54,375 --> 00:05:56,362 Your usual as per the barista. 140 00:05:56,445 --> 00:05:58,634 I hope it's not too much of a suck-up move. 141 00:05:58,717 --> 00:06:00,371 No, not at all. That was actually my move 142 00:06:00,454 --> 00:06:02,792 back in the day. 143 00:06:03,594 --> 00:06:05,515 So, you're both with me today. 144 00:06:05,598 --> 00:06:08,436 Uh, Hannah, can you meet us in Room 618? 145 00:06:08,537 --> 00:06:11,643 We'll be there in a minute. -Uh, sure. Okay. 146 00:06:14,850 --> 00:06:17,755 I need you to paint inside the lines today, okay? 147 00:06:22,799 --> 00:06:24,920 I'm afraid Matt has a Klatskin tumor. 148 00:06:25,003 --> 00:06:28,393 His scans show it's blocking the bile ducts in his liver 149 00:06:28,476 --> 00:06:30,748 and causing toxin buildup in his brain. 150 00:06:30,848 --> 00:06:32,535 There are two ways we can deal with it. 151 00:06:32,618 --> 00:06:35,407 The first is a relatively safe radiation treatment 152 00:06:35,490 --> 00:06:37,411 we can use to shrink the tumor. 153 00:06:37,494 --> 00:06:39,281 So what does that look like? 154 00:06:42,572 --> 00:06:43,925 He'd be in a coma for a few months. 155 00:06:44,008 --> 00:06:46,997 -A few months? My God. -To allow enough time 156 00:06:47,080 --> 00:06:48,667 for the tumor to shrink. 157 00:06:48,750 --> 00:06:51,623 But the process damages the liver significantly. 158 00:06:51,723 --> 00:06:54,278 His life expectancy after that treatment 159 00:06:54,361 --> 00:06:56,933 would be 5 to 10 years. 160 00:06:57,635 --> 00:06:58,621 But he'd be in good health? 161 00:06:58,704 --> 00:07:02,429 The liver damage would mean daily medications, 162 00:07:02,512 --> 00:07:05,635 regular abdominal fluid taps, probably procedures 163 00:07:05,718 --> 00:07:08,908 to deal with the dilated blood vessels in his esophagus and, 164 00:07:08,991 --> 00:07:11,379 ultimately, he might need a liver transplant. 165 00:07:11,462 --> 00:07:13,383 And this is really the only option? 166 00:07:13,466 --> 00:07:17,107 No. The riskier option would be a major surgery 167 00:07:17,207 --> 00:07:18,092 which could be performed today. 168 00:07:18,175 --> 00:07:19,913 And what are the complications with that? 169 00:07:20,013 --> 00:07:22,769 If he comes through it, he could make a full recovery. 170 00:07:22,852 --> 00:07:26,259 But the chances that he dies on the table are high. 171 00:07:27,595 --> 00:07:29,464 This is an impossible choice. 172 00:07:30,802 --> 00:07:33,472 We'll give you some time to think about it. 173 00:07:34,643 --> 00:07:36,245 I'll be back in a bit. 174 00:07:50,642 --> 00:07:53,547 Hey, Seth, I'm Dr. Heller. 175 00:07:53,647 --> 00:07:55,535 I'm with Dr. Larsen and Dr. Clark. 176 00:07:55,618 --> 00:07:57,137 -I can't see! -I know. 177 00:07:57,220 --> 00:07:58,340 We're gonna figure out why. 178 00:07:58,423 --> 00:07:59,577 Uh, Cathy Harper. Seth's mom. 179 00:07:59,660 --> 00:08:00,995 Hi. 180 00:08:01,797 --> 00:08:03,451 Seth, what were you doing when this happened? 181 00:08:03,534 --> 00:08:05,488 Nothing, just studying. 182 00:08:05,571 --> 00:08:08,226 I mean, I was tutoring this girl in my dorm. 183 00:08:08,309 --> 00:08:12,603 Okay. Have you taken any drugs or alcohol in the last 24 hours? 184 00:08:12,686 --> 00:08:15,858 No alcohol, but this was finals week so... 185 00:08:15,958 --> 00:08:18,614 I took a ton of Adderall and then I couldn't sleep 186 00:08:18,697 --> 00:08:20,852 so I took an Ativan and then I needed more Adderall 187 00:08:20,935 --> 00:08:22,689 to stay awake... -Oh God, Seth! 188 00:08:22,772 --> 00:08:25,911 Mom, everybody does this stuff. 189 00:08:26,445 --> 00:08:27,849 Potential diagnosis? 190 00:08:27,949 --> 00:08:30,454 I think it's hypoperfusion to the visual cortex 191 00:08:30,555 --> 00:08:32,475 but there's nothing showing up in his MRI. 192 00:08:32,558 --> 00:08:34,245 Uh, that's because it takes 4 hours 193 00:08:34,328 --> 00:08:35,515 for it to show up in a scan. 194 00:08:35,598 --> 00:08:38,002 Right. Course of treatment? 195 00:08:38,103 --> 00:08:42,294 Verapamil 10 mg, and Mag Sulf, IV, run in over two minutes. 196 00:08:42,377 --> 00:08:45,902 We treat it before we see it because time is neurons. 197 00:08:45,985 --> 00:08:47,739 Am I ever gonna be able to see again? 198 00:08:47,822 --> 00:08:49,826 Of course. They can treat this. 199 00:08:50,493 --> 00:08:52,798 Uh, we need to work fast. 200 00:08:54,503 --> 00:08:55,755 We were talking about getting married, 201 00:08:55,838 --> 00:08:58,042 and now I might lose him forever. 202 00:08:58,944 --> 00:09:00,480 But he wouldn't want to be debilitated 203 00:09:00,581 --> 00:09:02,886 for the rest of his life. And 5 years? 204 00:09:02,986 --> 00:09:06,024 I mean, like I said, it could be 10. 205 00:09:07,494 --> 00:09:10,233 No. We have to try for the surgery. 206 00:09:10,635 --> 00:09:12,237 Are you sure? 207 00:09:13,106 --> 00:09:13,874 Yes. 208 00:09:14,175 --> 00:09:17,915 Okay. Just need you to sign the consent form. 209 00:09:18,985 --> 00:09:21,641 -You said your name's Nathan? -Yeah. 210 00:09:21,724 --> 00:09:23,192 And who's Grant? 211 00:09:23,292 --> 00:09:27,267 Matt's ex-husband. They got divorced 3 years ago, why? 212 00:09:27,367 --> 00:09:29,422 He's still Matt's legal proxy. 213 00:09:29,505 --> 00:09:31,226 What does that mean? 214 00:09:31,309 --> 00:09:32,696 It means... 215 00:09:32,779 --> 00:09:34,566 he's gonna make the decision. 216 00:09:42,631 --> 00:09:43,984 Hey. I hear you wanna see me, 217 00:09:44,067 --> 00:09:46,723 but first I'd like to introduce you to my daughter. 218 00:09:46,806 --> 00:09:48,694 Hannah, this is Dr. Larsen, 219 00:09:48,777 --> 00:09:51,600 Chief of Internal Medicine and my boss. 220 00:09:51,683 --> 00:09:53,871 -Dad told me a lot about you. -You, too. 221 00:09:53,954 --> 00:09:57,879 He mentioned that you're following in his footsteps? 222 00:09:57,962 --> 00:10:00,684 I'm at Case Western. Just home for the holidays. 223 00:10:00,767 --> 00:10:03,139 Well, it's great to put a face to the name. 224 00:10:04,408 --> 00:10:05,595 -Uh, see you at home? -Yes. 225 00:10:05,678 --> 00:10:06,663 -Yeah. -Yes. Bye. 226 00:10:06,746 --> 00:10:08,266 -Bye-bye. -Thanks for coming. 227 00:10:08,349 --> 00:10:09,703 Great meeting you, Dr. Larsen. 228 00:10:12,625 --> 00:10:14,127 Shut the door, please. 229 00:10:18,570 --> 00:10:20,039 What's going on? 230 00:10:26,786 --> 00:10:27,922 What is this? 231 00:10:28,055 --> 00:10:32,464 This is security footage of you walking out of a procedure. 232 00:10:32,565 --> 00:10:34,786 You left a patient on the table. 233 00:10:34,869 --> 00:10:37,458 What kind of police state are you running here? 234 00:10:37,541 --> 00:10:38,628 This is not the first time 235 00:10:38,711 --> 00:10:39,646 that your colleagues couldn't find you. 236 00:10:39,780 --> 00:10:41,633 I got an emergency call from my son's school. 237 00:10:41,716 --> 00:10:43,370 This was a Saturday! 238 00:10:43,453 --> 00:10:44,839 Since when is the parking lot 239 00:10:44,922 --> 00:10:46,510 the best place to take a phone call? 240 00:10:46,593 --> 00:10:48,647 Oh my God. 241 00:10:48,730 --> 00:10:49,616 The patient was fine. 242 00:10:49,699 --> 00:10:50,818 Yeah, the patient could have stroked out. 243 00:10:50,901 --> 00:10:53,891 But he didn't. What are... what are you trying to do here? 244 00:10:53,974 --> 00:10:57,615 Your behavior seems to be getting more erratic... 245 00:10:57,715 --> 00:10:59,150 Erratic? I'm not erratic! 246 00:10:59,250 --> 00:11:01,071 If you're having personal problems, I will approve 247 00:11:01,154 --> 00:11:05,931 a leave of absence, but this cannot continue. 248 00:11:09,605 --> 00:11:11,258 Guess the hands don't forget? 249 00:11:11,341 --> 00:11:13,947 Ten thousand hours. 250 00:11:20,293 --> 00:11:21,028 You okay? 251 00:11:21,195 --> 00:11:24,285 Oh, yeah. It's just a coping skill. 252 00:11:24,368 --> 00:11:25,422 For anxiety? 253 00:11:25,505 --> 00:11:28,108 Yes, first day. 254 00:11:30,147 --> 00:11:32,668 I really didn't want to lead with this. 255 00:11:32,751 --> 00:11:33,637 With what? 256 00:11:33,720 --> 00:11:37,795 My father was a doctor here. Brian Clark? 257 00:11:37,895 --> 00:11:40,818 I know you won't remember him but he was an attending 258 00:11:40,901 --> 00:11:42,755 in your department for 3 years. 259 00:11:42,838 --> 00:11:45,828 Wait, your father worked under me when I was Chief? 260 00:11:45,911 --> 00:11:49,101 We actually met once, here at the hospital. 261 00:11:49,184 --> 00:11:52,709 But when we were introduced this morning, you acted like... 262 00:11:52,792 --> 00:11:54,061 I know. I'm sorry. 263 00:11:54,161 --> 00:11:56,550 I just didn't know how to handle it... 264 00:11:56,633 --> 00:11:58,253 in front of everyone. 265 00:12:00,874 --> 00:12:03,279 He died a few years ago. 266 00:12:03,379 --> 00:12:05,216 Oh, I'm so sorry. 267 00:12:07,254 --> 00:12:08,422 I get it. 268 00:12:09,257 --> 00:12:10,259 Thank you. 269 00:12:26,627 --> 00:12:28,614 Hello? 270 00:12:28,697 --> 00:12:30,399 Hello? Who is this? 271 00:12:33,941 --> 00:12:38,501 All it needs is, is communication and, ah. 272 00:12:38,584 --> 00:12:39,903 Hi. 273 00:12:39,986 --> 00:12:41,372 You must be Nathan. 274 00:12:41,455 --> 00:12:42,475 Then I guess you're Grant. 275 00:12:42,558 --> 00:12:46,382 And I'm Dr. Ridley. Thank you. Please, take a seat. 276 00:12:46,465 --> 00:12:47,652 Because of Matt's condition, 277 00:12:47,735 --> 00:12:49,255 we need to begin treatment immediately. 278 00:12:49,338 --> 00:12:51,426 I believe Dr. Maitra's explained the options? 279 00:12:51,509 --> 00:12:52,628 I have. 280 00:12:52,711 --> 00:12:54,098 Do you have any questions? 281 00:12:54,181 --> 00:12:57,521 Any... anything you like to discuss with Nathan? 282 00:12:58,957 --> 00:13:00,578 No. You can do the radiation. 283 00:13:00,661 --> 00:13:02,849 No. Hold on. 284 00:13:02,932 --> 00:13:05,402 You're gonna really let him make this decision? 285 00:13:05,504 --> 00:13:07,926 -Matt would want more time. -That's not for you to say... 286 00:13:08,009 --> 00:13:11,550 Actually, it is. Which is why he left me as his proxy. 287 00:13:11,983 --> 00:13:14,038 He cheated on Matt and broke his heart, 288 00:13:14,121 --> 00:13:16,743 so clearly, Matt just forgot to update the form. 289 00:13:16,826 --> 00:13:18,046 Well, unfortunately, nothing is clear. 290 00:13:18,129 --> 00:13:19,215 They got divorced 3 years ago. 291 00:13:19,298 --> 00:13:21,286 Matt hasn't spoken to him since. -Okay. 292 00:13:21,369 --> 00:13:24,258 The point is, is that I know Matt a lot better than Nathan. 293 00:13:24,341 --> 00:13:25,928 Which is why I, I... -...you're the proxy. 294 00:13:26,011 --> 00:13:27,881 It's like you're taking pleasure in this. 295 00:13:27,981 --> 00:13:30,505 You've been together, for what, how... 6 months? 296 00:13:30,588 --> 00:13:31,640 Eight! 297 00:13:31,723 --> 00:13:33,025 We had 16 years! 298 00:13:33,125 --> 00:13:34,813 Which ended because you betrayed him. 299 00:13:34,896 --> 00:13:35,681 That's-that's-that 300 00:13:35,764 --> 00:13:37,217 is the simplistic version... -Right. 301 00:13:37,300 --> 00:13:39,088 -Gentlemen... -You're, you're young, okay? 302 00:13:39,171 --> 00:13:40,958 You have no idea what it feels like to get older. 303 00:13:41,041 --> 00:13:42,829 You know, at a certain point, skydiving is not 304 00:13:42,912 --> 00:13:44,181 the top priority anymore... 305 00:13:44,281 --> 00:13:45,935 -Maybe not for you! -Yeah, maybe you just 306 00:13:46,018 --> 00:13:47,521 don't want to be his caregiver! 307 00:13:47,621 --> 00:13:49,208 You really are an ass! 308 00:13:49,291 --> 00:13:51,345 Okay, this is becoming highly unproductive. 309 00:13:51,428 --> 00:13:55,302 If you could just give us the room, give us a chance to talk. 310 00:14:03,386 --> 00:14:04,454 What now? 311 00:14:06,893 --> 00:14:08,079 Are your nipples sore? 312 00:14:08,162 --> 00:14:10,668 I mean, from all the breastfeeding? 313 00:14:11,135 --> 00:14:14,207 I have no idea what a man would actually do on paternity leave. 314 00:14:14,307 --> 00:14:17,732 Joan, I'm exhausted, I've been spit up on so many times 315 00:14:17,815 --> 00:14:19,268 I stopped changing my shirt. Get to it. 316 00:14:19,351 --> 00:14:22,107 Dr. Maitra wants to override a medical proxy. 317 00:14:22,190 --> 00:14:24,111 She has a good point and she wants her day in court. 318 00:14:24,194 --> 00:14:26,984 Can't you just have the ethics committee handle it? 319 00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:28,854 We don't have time to get that organized. 320 00:14:28,937 --> 00:14:30,808 We need a decision today. 321 00:14:30,908 --> 00:14:33,062 Okay, I'll be right in. 322 00:14:33,145 --> 00:14:34,615 And change your shirt. 323 00:14:36,052 --> 00:14:37,839 You're going into work? 324 00:14:37,922 --> 00:14:40,292 -Just a few hours. It's urgent. -Hm. 325 00:14:45,102 --> 00:14:47,157 It'll be a few minutes for the results. He just finished. 326 00:14:47,240 --> 00:14:48,694 Any improvement in his vision? 327 00:14:48,777 --> 00:14:49,696 Not yet. 328 00:14:49,779 --> 00:14:51,131 How's it going with Glengarry? 329 00:14:51,214 --> 00:14:52,718 I heard somebody's getting canned, 330 00:14:52,818 --> 00:14:53,920 somebody's getting a Rolex? 331 00:14:54,054 --> 00:14:57,861 Uh, everybody's got their metaphor but, sadly, no Rolexes. 332 00:14:57,962 --> 00:14:59,782 Did you know she was gonna do this? 333 00:14:59,865 --> 00:15:01,486 No. 334 00:15:01,569 --> 00:15:02,823 Think it's a good idea? 335 00:15:02,906 --> 00:15:03,925 Uh, no comment. 336 00:15:04,008 --> 00:15:07,030 -Wow. Company man. -Are you bickering or flirting? 337 00:15:07,113 --> 00:15:09,769 I don't know. It can be a fine line. 338 00:15:09,852 --> 00:15:11,840 Dr. Heller, you should see this. 339 00:15:15,864 --> 00:15:17,919 Ah, my head is killing me! 340 00:15:18,002 --> 00:15:19,923 Yeah, that can happen with the MRI. 341 00:15:20,006 --> 00:15:21,876 But look at his index finger. 342 00:15:22,276 --> 00:15:24,666 Oh, does that hurt? 343 00:15:24,749 --> 00:15:25,935 Uh, a little, yeah. 344 00:15:26,018 --> 00:15:27,270 Oh, my God, Seth. When did it start? 345 00:15:27,353 --> 00:15:29,776 A minute ago? Ah! What is it? 346 00:15:29,859 --> 00:15:31,947 Uh, it's a blood clot. 347 00:15:32,030 --> 00:15:33,149 What does that mean? 348 00:15:33,232 --> 00:15:35,621 It means he might have clots in his eyes. 349 00:15:35,704 --> 00:15:37,440 And it's not from Adderall. 350 00:15:41,381 --> 00:15:43,770 Always fun to be summoned to HR. 351 00:15:43,853 --> 00:15:46,075 What can I do for you, Edie? 352 00:15:46,158 --> 00:15:49,816 Dr. Clark filed a complaint against you for harassment. 353 00:15:49,899 --> 00:15:51,185 -Really? -He said you were verbally 354 00:15:51,268 --> 00:15:53,023 abusive and singled him out for unfair treatment. 355 00:15:53,106 --> 00:15:55,644 So I would take this one seriously. 356 00:15:55,744 --> 00:15:56,780 I do. 357 00:15:56,880 --> 00:15:59,067 Brian is going through something. 358 00:15:59,150 --> 00:16:02,323 As his Chief, I tried to help him. 359 00:16:02,423 --> 00:16:04,211 The fact that he made a formal complaint tells me 360 00:16:04,294 --> 00:16:06,249 that he is really not thinking straight. 361 00:16:06,332 --> 00:16:08,821 Well, you need to explain what happened for the record. 362 00:16:08,904 --> 00:16:10,892 Yours and his. -No. 363 00:16:10,975 --> 00:16:12,644 I told you everything that matters. 364 00:16:13,178 --> 00:16:15,450 I have lives to save. 365 00:16:16,051 --> 00:16:19,041 He has blood clots forming in his eyes and his hand. 366 00:16:19,124 --> 00:16:21,111 And he has the arteries of an 80-year-old. 367 00:16:21,194 --> 00:16:24,200 Okay, well, there's only one thing that can cause that. 368 00:16:24,300 --> 00:16:26,055 -El... -Elevated Lipoprotein A? 369 00:16:26,138 --> 00:16:28,125 -Exactly. -Still, there is something 370 00:16:28,208 --> 00:16:29,662 exacerbating the IPA. 371 00:16:29,745 --> 00:16:32,334 Well, if we know it's not from the Adderall, then what is it? 372 00:16:32,417 --> 00:16:34,606 He said he was with a girl when this happened? 373 00:16:34,689 --> 00:16:36,208 Right. 374 00:16:36,291 --> 00:16:39,248 Which is why he didn't wanna say anything in front of his mom. 375 00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:41,385 Okay, I'm going to need you to run interference for me. 376 00:16:41,468 --> 00:16:44,224 Um, can you check on Nina Rogers in 618? 377 00:16:44,307 --> 00:16:46,746 We're gonna need some space and discretion for this. 378 00:16:48,182 --> 00:16:49,970 I asked you earlier what drugs you were taking; 379 00:16:50,053 --> 00:16:51,473 you kind of left something out. 380 00:16:52,725 --> 00:16:54,378 You're not gonna tell me that's what's causing this. 381 00:16:54,461 --> 00:16:57,701 I'm not here to judge. But I do know you were taking Viagra. 382 00:16:59,204 --> 00:17:00,992 It was a knock-off. 383 00:17:01,075 --> 00:17:02,895 Okay, Seth. I'm gonna need all the information. 384 00:17:02,978 --> 00:17:04,682 It's not what you think. 385 00:17:06,886 --> 00:17:10,243 I started watching porn when I was like 12. 386 00:17:10,326 --> 00:17:15,537 My dad died, I was depressed, spending a lot of time online. 387 00:17:16,472 --> 00:17:18,677 Guess I got pretty addicted to it. 388 00:17:19,311 --> 00:17:21,816 By the time I was old enough to get with a girl, 389 00:17:22,483 --> 00:17:24,906 I'd gotten so used to seeing those women 390 00:17:24,989 --> 00:17:26,692 in the videos that... 391 00:17:27,828 --> 00:17:28,830 ...I don't know... 392 00:17:30,266 --> 00:17:31,886 ...I was just ruined. 393 00:17:31,969 --> 00:17:32,989 I'm sorry. 394 00:17:33,072 --> 00:17:35,527 A 12-year-old shouldn't be able to see that so easily. 395 00:17:35,610 --> 00:17:39,618 After a couple of times where I couldn't, you know... 396 00:17:40,987 --> 00:17:43,425 perform. I started taking knockoff Viagra. 397 00:17:43,526 --> 00:17:45,213 Didn't seem like a big deal at the time; 398 00:17:45,296 --> 00:17:47,166 ton of guys that I knew were taking it. 399 00:17:47,267 --> 00:17:51,292 But then it eventually stopped working. 400 00:17:51,375 --> 00:17:53,062 Do you know what dosage you were taking? 401 00:17:53,145 --> 00:17:54,130 Fifty milligrams. 402 00:17:54,213 --> 00:17:55,333 Then I started doubling it. 403 00:17:55,416 --> 00:17:57,287 Throwing in some Cialis knockoffs, too. 404 00:17:57,387 --> 00:17:59,776 Where were you getting this? 405 00:17:59,859 --> 00:18:01,161 It's easy online. 406 00:18:01,261 --> 00:18:03,784 Geez, it's like the Wild West. 407 00:18:03,867 --> 00:18:05,169 Now, I told you, can you 408 00:18:05,269 --> 00:18:07,023 please explain to me what's going on? 409 00:18:07,106 --> 00:18:09,562 You have elevated IPA. 410 00:18:09,645 --> 00:18:12,183 It's a sticky cholesterol that clogs your arteries. 411 00:18:12,283 --> 00:18:14,071 That's what caused your E.D. 412 00:18:14,154 --> 00:18:16,175 And then the high dose of the Viagra knockoff, 413 00:18:16,258 --> 00:18:17,712 that lowered your blood pressure, 414 00:18:17,795 --> 00:18:19,064 which triggered the clots. 415 00:18:19,164 --> 00:18:20,451 That's what caused the blindness. 416 00:18:20,534 --> 00:18:24,425 So, if I stop taking the pills, I can see again? 417 00:18:24,508 --> 00:18:28,048 Unfortunately, he's sustained damage that 418 00:18:28,148 --> 00:18:30,203 isn't easily reversed. 419 00:18:30,286 --> 00:18:31,606 But the first step is to start 420 00:18:31,689 --> 00:18:34,460 him on a medication called TPA to break up the clots. 421 00:18:34,561 --> 00:18:38,052 So, the drugs for the erectile dysfunction caused this? 422 00:18:38,135 --> 00:18:40,991 The condition existed previously 423 00:18:41,074 --> 00:18:42,811 but they made it worse. 424 00:18:45,316 --> 00:18:46,402 You know, you send them away, 425 00:18:46,485 --> 00:18:48,355 and you hope you can protect them but 426 00:18:48,456 --> 00:18:51,662 then you don't know what's happening. 427 00:18:52,229 --> 00:18:54,217 I warned him about fentanyl 428 00:18:54,300 --> 00:18:55,921 and never taking a drink from anyone. 429 00:18:56,004 --> 00:18:57,908 I even gave him those strips. But... 430 00:18:59,077 --> 00:19:00,814 ...not this. 431 00:19:02,049 --> 00:19:03,786 I never even thought of this. 432 00:19:04,956 --> 00:19:06,275 This is why we worry. 433 00:19:06,358 --> 00:19:08,614 Even when they're under our own roof. 434 00:19:11,468 --> 00:19:13,405 He used to tell me everything. 435 00:19:16,077 --> 00:19:17,814 Now, it's like I don't know him at all. 436 00:19:18,650 --> 00:19:22,791 It's so hard but they do come back. 437 00:19:24,393 --> 00:19:27,835 Well, at least you have a solution. That's what matters. 438 00:19:28,269 --> 00:19:31,292 I need to be honest with you, Mrs. Harper. 439 00:19:31,375 --> 00:19:33,430 With how far this has progressed, 440 00:19:33,513 --> 00:19:39,257 our treatment protocol has a 50% success rate. 441 00:19:39,357 --> 00:19:41,980 Are you saying there's a 50% chance he's gonna be blind 442 00:19:42,063 --> 00:19:43,867 for the rest of his life? 443 00:19:45,771 --> 00:19:48,142 In the last eight years, there haven't been 444 00:19:48,242 --> 00:19:49,411 any advances? -Um... 445 00:19:49,512 --> 00:19:51,599 What about... what about the Norton lab? 446 00:19:51,682 --> 00:19:53,470 Wasn't it working on high-intensity ultrasound? 447 00:19:53,553 --> 00:19:55,139 Yeah, they could never figure out how to 448 00:19:55,222 --> 00:19:56,942 break up the clots without causing bleeding. 449 00:19:58,028 --> 00:19:59,449 What about stent retrieval? 450 00:19:59,532 --> 00:20:01,819 Uh, too bulky for the retinal arteries. 451 00:20:01,902 --> 00:20:03,523 Yeah. 452 00:20:03,606 --> 00:20:05,728 Okay, why not balloon angioplasty? 453 00:20:05,811 --> 00:20:08,600 That... you know, that could release a shower of emboli 454 00:20:08,683 --> 00:20:11,272 into the retina. Look, you want to keep digging; I'm all for it. 455 00:20:11,355 --> 00:20:12,475 But we're working against the clock here 456 00:20:12,558 --> 00:20:15,681 so I'm administering the best practices treatment plan. 457 00:20:15,764 --> 00:20:17,084 Understood. 458 00:20:17,167 --> 00:20:20,189 Um, can you grab Gina for a psych consult? 459 00:20:20,272 --> 00:20:22,227 I'm worried about his mental state. 460 00:20:22,310 --> 00:20:24,582 -Hey. -Yeah? 461 00:20:25,249 --> 00:20:28,038 Something going on? Are we okay? 462 00:20:28,121 --> 00:20:30,577 It's fine. Yeah, um... 463 00:20:30,660 --> 00:20:33,031 yeah, we'll talk about it at the end of the day. 464 00:21:13,045 --> 00:21:14,130 Hello. 465 00:21:14,213 --> 00:21:15,132 Hey. 466 00:21:15,215 --> 00:21:16,335 How are you? 467 00:21:16,418 --> 00:21:18,406 Yeah, I'm fine. Uh, what do you need? 468 00:21:18,489 --> 00:21:21,011 We have a patient who needs a psych. 469 00:21:24,100 --> 00:21:26,489 Where are you? 470 00:21:26,572 --> 00:21:28,375 Are you at the train tracks? 471 00:21:28,475 --> 00:21:32,835 I needed some air, uh, took a drive and ended up here. 472 00:21:32,918 --> 00:21:34,104 I'm okay. 473 00:21:34,187 --> 00:21:35,841 Okay. I'm coming down there... 474 00:21:35,924 --> 00:21:38,863 No, please. I... 475 00:21:41,101 --> 00:21:44,106 I can't. We'll talk later. 476 00:21:56,799 --> 00:21:59,455 -You went to HR? -Yeah, yeah, I went to HR. 477 00:21:59,538 --> 00:22:01,827 Yeah. I wanted them to hear my side of the story first. 478 00:22:01,910 --> 00:22:05,416 I wasn't gonna report you, Brian! I was trying to help you. 479 00:22:05,517 --> 00:22:06,803 Yeah, but you're not even supposed to be talking 480 00:22:06,886 --> 00:22:09,308 to me right now, Amy. This is retaliation. 481 00:22:09,391 --> 00:22:10,744 Okay. 482 00:22:10,827 --> 00:22:13,617 Shall we go down to HR right now and put all our cards 483 00:22:13,700 --> 00:22:15,921 and videos on the table, see what happens? 484 00:22:16,004 --> 00:22:17,004 You are so arrogant... 485 00:22:17,173 --> 00:22:19,812 And rude and difficult, but you cannot hide behind me. 486 00:22:19,912 --> 00:22:22,535 Look, I don't know what's going on with you, 487 00:22:22,618 --> 00:22:26,559 but you are not okay, so either take a couple months' leave 488 00:22:26,659 --> 00:22:29,615 and get some help, or I'm gonna recommend 489 00:22:29,698 --> 00:22:32,354 that you be terminated. Those are your options. 490 00:22:32,437 --> 00:22:34,725 Look, I, Amy, I-I can't... I can't afford 491 00:22:34,808 --> 00:22:37,598 to take any unpaid leave. I have a family 492 00:22:37,681 --> 00:22:39,602 -to support here, okay? -It's option one or option two? 493 00:22:39,685 --> 00:22:41,506 No, please, please don't do this to me! 494 00:22:41,589 --> 00:22:43,510 You are putting patients in danger! 495 00:22:43,593 --> 00:22:45,480 I am a good doctor! 496 00:22:45,563 --> 00:22:49,303 Don't you ever dare that say I am not a good doctor! 497 00:23:04,167 --> 00:23:05,987 If, if I resign, 498 00:23:06,070 --> 00:23:10,062 will you please just not put any of this in my file? 499 00:23:10,145 --> 00:23:12,684 I was never gonna do that. 500 00:23:14,353 --> 00:23:15,890 Just go. 501 00:23:19,231 --> 00:23:20,933 And get some help. 502 00:23:30,821 --> 00:23:33,510 How about VEGF viral gene therapy? 503 00:23:33,593 --> 00:23:35,363 It showed promise in this study. 504 00:23:35,463 --> 00:23:36,750 That's a mouse model. It won't correlate. 505 00:23:36,833 --> 00:23:39,287 In med school, we learned about surgeons using 506 00:23:39,370 --> 00:23:41,760 microvascular catheters to reattach toes. 507 00:23:41,843 --> 00:23:43,896 Well, digital arteries are much easier to access. 508 00:23:43,979 --> 00:23:46,301 We can't navigate through the brain without risking 509 00:23:46,384 --> 00:23:48,122 basic brain function. 510 00:23:49,725 --> 00:23:51,980 Hold on. Okay, here's a study 511 00:23:52,063 --> 00:23:57,072 that uses microvascular catheters on a renal thrombosis. 512 00:23:57,774 --> 00:23:59,512 Appreciate it. We'll send someone. 513 00:23:59,612 --> 00:24:02,434 Okay, I found a dual aspiration mechanical 514 00:24:02,517 --> 00:24:05,440 thrombectomy catheter for cardiac obstruction. 515 00:24:05,523 --> 00:24:06,676 Okay, the clots are in his eyes; 516 00:24:06,759 --> 00:24:08,262 why are we talking about hearts? 517 00:24:08,362 --> 00:24:09,932 Yeah, that was Dr. Aiken from Hopkins; 518 00:24:10,032 --> 00:24:13,289 it's his cardiac study. He says he used it once 519 00:24:13,372 --> 00:24:14,692 on the ophthalmic artery and it worked. 520 00:24:14,775 --> 00:24:16,529 How did he guide it through the eye? 521 00:24:16,612 --> 00:24:19,216 He used contrast-enhanced X-ray fluoroscopy. 522 00:24:20,119 --> 00:24:21,739 Good work. 523 00:24:21,822 --> 00:24:25,162 Both of you. Um, prep the procedure. 524 00:24:26,932 --> 00:24:30,591 So what am I supposed to do here to convince you? 525 00:24:30,674 --> 00:24:32,828 Just tell me about your relationship. 526 00:24:32,911 --> 00:24:36,602 Okay. Well, uh... 527 00:24:36,685 --> 00:24:39,475 ...when we first met, I fell so in love with Matt 528 00:24:39,558 --> 00:24:43,082 that I tried to be a more interesting person 529 00:24:43,165 --> 00:24:45,269 than I actually am. 530 00:24:45,771 --> 00:24:48,325 Matt loved skiing and hiking. 531 00:24:48,408 --> 00:24:50,998 I'm talking like, the Alps, okay? 532 00:24:51,081 --> 00:24:55,072 He ran the Boston Marathon. He had a motorcycle, 533 00:24:55,155 --> 00:24:56,725 God help us. 534 00:24:57,159 --> 00:24:58,178 Opposites attract. 535 00:24:58,261 --> 00:25:00,298 Yeah. Yeah, they did... 536 00:25:00,833 --> 00:25:04,290 until we hit 50 and then I just... 537 00:25:05,442 --> 00:25:08,415 I just wanted to stay home by the fire and read. 538 00:25:08,949 --> 00:25:12,641 But once I stopped trying to be someone else, 539 00:25:12,724 --> 00:25:14,579 then we started fighting. 540 00:25:16,966 --> 00:25:20,457 And, and I cheated with, with an accountant. 541 00:25:20,540 --> 00:25:24,080 It lasted three weeks. It was... 542 00:25:27,120 --> 00:25:30,793 Look, Matt is the best man that I have ever known. 543 00:25:31,461 --> 00:25:33,933 But we weren't happy. 544 00:25:34,500 --> 00:25:36,304 You know, we were just... 545 00:25:38,075 --> 00:25:39,075 family. 546 00:25:39,444 --> 00:25:41,799 When did you last speak with him? 547 00:25:41,882 --> 00:25:44,772 Well, when the divorce was finalized. But, no, no, 548 00:25:44,855 --> 00:25:46,943 that doesn't mean that I don't know him. 549 00:25:47,026 --> 00:25:49,515 You have to know someone really well to pretend 550 00:25:49,598 --> 00:25:54,074 to be what they want, okay, for 16 years. 551 00:25:54,875 --> 00:25:57,781 I wasn't supposed to know about the wedding rings. 552 00:25:57,881 --> 00:25:59,769 I found the jeweller's box in his suitcase 553 00:25:59,852 --> 00:26:01,856 when I was unpacking his things. 554 00:26:02,423 --> 00:26:06,364 Matching gold bands he bought in Zurich last week. 555 00:26:08,468 --> 00:26:10,238 I'm sure that must make this harder. 556 00:26:12,611 --> 00:26:15,950 We met at the top of the Matterhorn. 557 00:26:17,019 --> 00:26:19,106 We were both getting ready to take a black-diamond 558 00:26:19,189 --> 00:26:24,668 mogul run and I said something about age before beauty, 559 00:26:24,768 --> 00:26:28,543 and he challenged me to a race. 560 00:26:28,643 --> 00:26:31,013 He was so strong... 561 00:26:32,115 --> 00:26:33,853 and graceful. 562 00:26:34,420 --> 00:26:36,390 And I could barely keep up. 563 00:26:37,794 --> 00:26:41,034 We've been inseparable ever since. 564 00:26:41,368 --> 00:26:42,704 Pretty fearless. 565 00:26:43,071 --> 00:26:46,796 He once told me, if he was afraid of something, 566 00:26:46,879 --> 00:26:51,121 he had to do it immediately so it wouldn't have power over him. 567 00:26:51,756 --> 00:26:55,028 On our first date, we went skydiving. 568 00:26:55,697 --> 00:26:59,154 On our second, he met my mother. 569 00:27:01,676 --> 00:27:03,646 We have a beautiful life. 570 00:27:04,581 --> 00:27:07,419 And if Matt doesn't recover fully? 571 00:27:09,457 --> 00:27:11,513 Would you be willing to take that on? 572 00:27:16,973 --> 00:27:22,851 I know... he wouldn't want that. 573 00:27:24,053 --> 00:27:27,159 But I'll take any version of him, 574 00:27:28,462 --> 00:27:31,334 in sickness and in health. 575 00:27:47,634 --> 00:27:48,953 So, I've decided 576 00:27:49,036 --> 00:27:51,675 to take some time off from the hospital. 577 00:27:53,478 --> 00:27:54,230 What? 578 00:27:54,313 --> 00:27:56,017 Yeah, COVID really burned me out, 579 00:27:56,117 --> 00:27:59,456 and I realized I just wanted to spend some more time at home. 580 00:28:00,894 --> 00:28:03,015 Wha... 581 00:28:03,098 --> 00:28:07,039 Why would you do that without discussing it with me first? 582 00:28:07,139 --> 00:28:10,062 We are still paying off Charlie's college... 583 00:28:10,145 --> 00:28:12,668 It'll be fine, Mom. He needs a break. 584 00:28:12,751 --> 00:28:14,438 And hospitals are gonna be fighting over him 585 00:28:14,521 --> 00:28:15,607 whenever he decides to go back. 586 00:28:15,690 --> 00:28:17,310 Well, I'm glad you're so confident when we're paying 587 00:28:17,393 --> 00:28:20,599 100k a year for your med school. -She's always Pollyanna. 588 00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:23,121 It's just for a month or two and then I'll get back to it 589 00:28:23,204 --> 00:28:25,693 at a different hospital, okay? 590 00:28:25,776 --> 00:28:28,047 Be nice to get some support around here. 591 00:28:30,987 --> 00:28:33,977 Advancing up the internal carotid artery. 592 00:28:34,060 --> 00:28:36,081 Traversing the skull base. 593 00:28:36,164 --> 00:28:39,688 Okay. Cavernous segment should be coming up on the right. 594 00:28:39,771 --> 00:28:41,559 Ophthalmic up next. 595 00:28:41,642 --> 00:28:44,297 Okay. Retracting the guide wire. 596 00:28:46,919 --> 00:28:49,390 Advancing micro catheter. 597 00:28:56,137 --> 00:28:58,693 Okay. There you go and you're in. 598 00:28:58,776 --> 00:29:00,698 Injecting contrast. 599 00:29:04,921 --> 00:29:08,261 Okay. There's the clot. It's bigger than I expected. 600 00:29:21,387 --> 00:29:23,726 Okay, we're in position for the thrombectomy. Dr. Larsen. 601 00:29:23,826 --> 00:29:26,030 Will you do the honors? 602 00:29:26,965 --> 00:29:29,571 I-I think Hannah could do it. 603 00:29:32,443 --> 00:29:33,896 Okay, Hannah. 604 00:29:33,979 --> 00:29:37,185 Uh, you're going to suck out the first clot now. 605 00:29:39,692 --> 00:29:41,578 Hell of a doozy you dragged me 606 00:29:41,661 --> 00:29:44,719 out of the house to deal with. -Must be quite a guy, 607 00:29:44,802 --> 00:29:47,306 to have two people fighting over him. 608 00:29:48,074 --> 00:29:51,280 I realized as I was interviewing Grant 609 00:29:51,381 --> 00:29:54,939 that I never changed my own proxy. Not after the divorce. 610 00:29:55,022 --> 00:29:57,159 Not even after I got remarried. 611 00:29:57,259 --> 00:30:00,298 You realized... you mean it was an oversight? 612 00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:05,342 No. I think I've been avoiding changing it. 613 00:30:05,743 --> 00:30:07,012 Why? 614 00:30:07,112 --> 00:30:10,904 When we were bringing Simon home from the hospital, 615 00:30:10,987 --> 00:30:13,191 I was dragging my feet. 616 00:30:13,959 --> 00:30:18,687 Scared. Amy happened to see me, and she knew exactly 617 00:30:18,770 --> 00:30:20,289 what was going through my mind. 618 00:30:23,311 --> 00:30:28,254 Part of me still thinks she knows me best. 619 00:30:30,059 --> 00:30:33,097 Then I guess we know what your decision is. 620 00:30:41,481 --> 00:30:43,218 Grant? 621 00:30:44,020 --> 00:30:46,308 I came to tell you we're honoring your decision. 622 00:30:47,895 --> 00:30:49,080 Dr. Maitra will prep Matt right away 623 00:30:49,163 --> 00:30:50,817 for his first radiation treatment. 624 00:30:50,900 --> 00:30:53,271 I may have been wrong. 625 00:30:53,739 --> 00:30:54,941 Why? 626 00:30:55,041 --> 00:30:57,547 Look, I know what I said before, but I... 627 00:30:58,649 --> 00:31:00,620 I think maybe... 628 00:31:01,321 --> 00:31:05,095 maybe it's me that wants more time. 629 00:31:06,965 --> 00:31:09,688 You know? Because, I... 'cause I just can't 630 00:31:09,771 --> 00:31:11,459 stand the thought of him leaving this world 631 00:31:11,542 --> 00:31:15,683 and just not having one last chance to talk to him. 632 00:31:17,788 --> 00:31:21,393 But that's my problem. Right? 633 00:31:31,615 --> 00:31:36,274 Hey, um, he'll be in surgery for few more hours and I'm 634 00:31:36,357 --> 00:31:39,998 finished here. Would you mind if I waited, too? 635 00:31:40,099 --> 00:31:42,436 That'd be great. 636 00:31:57,099 --> 00:31:59,020 How are you doing? 637 00:31:59,103 --> 00:32:01,759 Uh, scared out of my mind. 638 00:32:01,842 --> 00:32:02,944 Yeah. 639 00:32:04,714 --> 00:32:06,952 This is what he would've wanted. 640 00:32:11,227 --> 00:32:13,683 He talked about you last week. 641 00:32:13,766 --> 00:32:16,739 Oh, God. Do I want to know? 642 00:32:17,339 --> 00:32:20,479 He said he finally understood why you did what you did. 643 00:32:21,381 --> 00:32:25,072 You were pretending and you weren't happy. 644 00:32:25,155 --> 00:32:28,729 And you deserved to find real love. 645 00:32:32,402 --> 00:32:36,511 Well, you have no idea how much that means to me, 646 00:32:38,014 --> 00:32:39,617 so thank you. 647 00:32:42,624 --> 00:32:43,893 Anyway... 648 00:32:44,193 --> 00:32:46,497 he's not angry anymore. 649 00:32:47,132 --> 00:32:49,203 Because he found you. 650 00:33:09,076 --> 00:33:11,699 Since when do you talk to my wife? 651 00:33:11,782 --> 00:33:13,819 I'm glad to see you're okay. 652 00:33:14,286 --> 00:33:19,013 Though we were both pretty concerned that you have donated 653 00:33:19,096 --> 00:33:22,854 $11,000 to charities for the victims' families? 654 00:33:22,937 --> 00:33:24,674 You went behind my back. 655 00:33:25,509 --> 00:33:26,511 Come here. 656 00:33:29,182 --> 00:33:32,273 I have been a bad friend for years. 657 00:33:32,356 --> 00:33:35,412 And part of doing it right this time is caring more 658 00:33:35,495 --> 00:33:38,953 about you than whether or not you're gonna be mad at me. 659 00:33:39,036 --> 00:33:40,372 Is that right? 660 00:33:40,472 --> 00:33:44,297 Friendship can't always be coffee and beignets. 661 00:33:44,380 --> 00:33:47,638 Sometimes it's calling somebody's wife 662 00:33:47,721 --> 00:33:49,456 behind their back, 663 00:33:50,258 --> 00:33:54,701 and telling them they need to get a new therapist. 664 00:33:55,402 --> 00:33:57,239 Can't believe she took your call. 665 00:33:57,339 --> 00:34:01,548 We both love you, even if she doesn't like me. 666 00:34:03,184 --> 00:34:05,589 I'll find a therapist. 667 00:34:06,390 --> 00:34:08,595 But you have to keep the beignets coming. 668 00:34:25,596 --> 00:34:27,499 Ah! 669 00:34:44,032 --> 00:34:45,418 Michael. 670 00:34:45,501 --> 00:34:46,504 Hey. 671 00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:51,164 -You okay? -Uh, yeah. Just... 672 00:34:51,247 --> 00:34:54,052 a bit dizzy. Uh, sorry, I heard you came in today, 673 00:34:54,152 --> 00:34:55,238 and I wanted to ask... 674 00:34:58,896 --> 00:35:01,084 -Ah! -Amy, Amy, sit down. 675 00:35:01,167 --> 00:35:02,903 Sit down. 676 00:35:06,010 --> 00:35:09,166 I've... been having memory seizures. 677 00:35:09,249 --> 00:35:11,053 -From the treatments? -Yeah. 678 00:35:11,153 --> 00:35:12,574 What are you seeing? 679 00:35:14,293 --> 00:35:17,316 Fragments of Christmas. 680 00:35:17,399 --> 00:35:20,355 Like an ugly Christmas sweater, you know, 681 00:35:20,438 --> 00:35:24,932 like the kind that lights up? Did you ever have one of those? 682 00:35:25,015 --> 00:35:27,804 No. Anything more? 683 00:35:27,887 --> 00:35:29,641 I... nothing clear. 684 00:35:29,724 --> 00:35:33,415 But this is gonna sound weird. I, I feel like my brain 685 00:35:33,498 --> 00:35:37,372 is trying to warn me about something. 686 00:35:38,675 --> 00:35:40,411 I'm sorry. I... 687 00:35:41,047 --> 00:35:42,684 I wish I could help. 688 00:35:42,784 --> 00:35:45,339 I know. I... 689 00:35:45,422 --> 00:35:48,762 one of these days I'm gonna have to stop running to you. 690 00:36:02,991 --> 00:36:07,566 Matt came through the surgery. He's gonna make a full recovery. 691 00:36:08,134 --> 00:36:10,757 Well, well, well. Your instincts paid off. 692 00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:12,409 Seems like it. 693 00:36:13,244 --> 00:36:15,567 Dr. Heller's tenure as Chief Resident is up soon. 694 00:36:15,650 --> 00:36:17,904 Considered throwing your hat in the ring? 695 00:36:17,987 --> 00:36:19,307 It's a lot of responsibility, 696 00:36:19,390 --> 00:36:20,777 but I think you'd make a good teacher 697 00:36:20,860 --> 00:36:24,366 and I think it'd be really good for you in the long run. 698 00:36:24,867 --> 00:36:27,056 -I appreciate your support... -Okay. Just to be clear, 699 00:36:27,139 --> 00:36:28,708 I'm not offering you the job. 700 00:36:29,410 --> 00:36:31,881 But I see something in you. 701 00:36:34,787 --> 00:36:37,209 So, your eyesight will continue to improve, Seth, 702 00:36:37,292 --> 00:36:38,946 over the next few days. 703 00:36:39,029 --> 00:36:40,348 Oh my God! Thank you. 704 00:36:40,431 --> 00:36:41,885 But, unfortunately, 705 00:36:41,968 --> 00:36:44,674 you are gonna be dealing with E.D. for a while. 706 00:36:46,244 --> 00:36:47,764 How long's a while? 707 00:36:47,847 --> 00:36:51,020 Um, it's hard to say. 708 00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:55,412 I mean, healing takes time. But, look, 709 00:36:55,495 --> 00:36:56,482 there's a lot of ways to have sex. 710 00:36:56,565 --> 00:36:59,020 If you're honest and you learn to talk about it, 711 00:36:59,103 --> 00:37:01,458 you're gonna find someone who'll be patient with you. 712 00:37:01,541 --> 00:37:03,579 I know how guys your age, they talk about sex 713 00:37:03,679 --> 00:37:07,437 and girls and mostly they're full of it. 714 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:11,795 Truth is, real intimacy should come before sex. 715 00:37:13,699 --> 00:37:15,603 The last woman I was with? I mean... 716 00:37:15,703 --> 00:37:17,223 I was in love with her for a year 717 00:37:17,306 --> 00:37:18,775 before anything ever happened. 718 00:37:21,447 --> 00:37:22,983 You don't understand. 719 00:37:27,927 --> 00:37:29,664 I have never done it. 720 00:37:30,833 --> 00:37:33,388 The night all this happened, I took the pills 721 00:37:33,471 --> 00:37:35,943 hoping that this would be it. 722 00:37:37,479 --> 00:37:39,199 Guess I'm gonna be a virgin forever. 723 00:37:39,282 --> 00:37:41,371 No, no. You're not. 724 00:37:41,454 --> 00:37:43,008 And, actually, believe it or not, 725 00:37:43,091 --> 00:37:44,110 it's a good thing this happened. 726 00:37:44,193 --> 00:37:46,347 You could've died from this condition before anyone 727 00:37:46,430 --> 00:37:47,934 ever knew it was there. 728 00:37:48,435 --> 00:37:50,957 -So you're saying I'm lucky? -Yeah. 729 00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:52,627 Yeah, you are. 730 00:37:52,710 --> 00:37:55,232 And part of being a man is facing up to reality 731 00:37:55,315 --> 00:37:57,553 and moving forward. 732 00:38:06,938 --> 00:38:08,425 Well, you saved the day. 733 00:38:08,508 --> 00:38:11,832 Yeah. Is that how it's going in your report? 734 00:38:11,915 --> 00:38:13,952 Eh. More or less. 735 00:38:15,523 --> 00:38:18,796 Shift's over. I'm pretty done with the suspense. 736 00:38:18,896 --> 00:38:20,683 Visiting hours will end at 8pm. 737 00:38:20,766 --> 00:38:24,640 I repeat, visiting hours will end at 8pm. 738 00:38:26,243 --> 00:38:27,797 Joan knows about the code. 739 00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:30,235 That I helped you and that I didn't disclose any of it. 740 00:38:30,318 --> 00:38:31,237 Oh, my God. 741 00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:34,578 Yeah, so I'm at risk of losing my fellowship. 742 00:38:34,661 --> 00:38:36,114 Or just having to leave the hospital. 743 00:38:36,197 --> 00:38:37,065 What?! 744 00:38:37,199 --> 00:38:38,519 She's gonna rescind our permission to see 745 00:38:38,602 --> 00:38:40,389 each other romantically. -She... I... 746 00:38:40,472 --> 00:38:42,594 Don't do that. Don't go and try to talk her out of it. 747 00:38:42,677 --> 00:38:44,430 It's not... it won't go well for either of us. 748 00:38:44,513 --> 00:38:46,468 So as long as we're not currently sleeping together, 749 00:38:46,551 --> 00:38:48,839 you're gonna be impartial? Is that... that's the logic? 750 00:38:48,922 --> 00:38:51,210 I-I... you know what? I don't know. But the boss said stop. 751 00:38:53,397 --> 00:38:54,283 Amy, she's not wrong. 752 00:38:56,972 --> 00:39:01,598 I'm sorry, but nothing about our situation has changed, so 753 00:39:01,681 --> 00:39:05,556 it doesn't matter how drawn I am to you; this can't happen again. 754 00:39:07,092 --> 00:39:10,749 There you are! Sonya's taking the interns out for drinks. 755 00:39:10,832 --> 00:39:13,923 -Oh, I don't think so... -No, come on! Go get changed. 756 00:39:14,006 --> 00:39:15,642 Everyone's going. 757 00:39:16,310 --> 00:39:17,864 You should go. Have fun. 758 00:39:17,947 --> 00:39:21,320 They're taking bets on whether or not you'll show, 759 00:39:21,420 --> 00:39:24,927 and I really wanna win. 760 00:39:26,932 --> 00:39:28,067 Okay... 761 00:39:29,403 --> 00:39:30,739 let's go take their money. 762 00:39:31,173 --> 00:39:32,409 Yes! 763 00:39:32,644 --> 00:39:37,653 ♪ I'm dreaming you're still asleep in my arms ♪ 764 00:39:38,989 --> 00:39:44,065 ♪ Then I'll wake up and search for your hands in the dark ♪ 765 00:39:48,007 --> 00:39:52,148 ♪ I still feel you here in my skin and my bones ♪ 766 00:39:53,718 --> 00:39:58,963 ♪ Yeah, some parts of you follow wherever I go ♪ 767 00:40:01,735 --> 00:40:05,809 ♪ My voice still screaming... -Dr. Heller! 768 00:40:07,345 --> 00:40:09,200 Uh, do you need something? 769 00:40:09,283 --> 00:40:10,886 I wanted to, uh... 770 00:40:10,986 --> 00:40:14,410 what you saw the other night. Me and Amy in my office. 771 00:40:14,493 --> 00:40:15,546 Nothing happened. 772 00:40:15,629 --> 00:40:19,203 Okay. Um, why are you telling me this? 773 00:40:19,738 --> 00:40:21,992 'Cause I think you're a good man. 774 00:40:22,075 --> 00:40:23,645 And it's over between us. 775 00:40:23,746 --> 00:40:28,220 Okay, well, I appreciate that but it's over between us, too. 776 00:40:31,628 --> 00:40:37,071 ♪ Yeah, some parts of you follow wherever I go ♪♪♪ 777 00:40:47,492 --> 00:40:50,131 I told y'all. 'Kay, pay up. 778 00:40:53,070 --> 00:40:55,107 IPA. 779 00:40:56,344 --> 00:40:58,147 Another round of shots. 780 00:41:00,018 --> 00:41:01,854 Well... 781 00:41:02,422 --> 00:41:04,860 You told Jake what I said to you, didn't you? 782 00:41:06,296 --> 00:41:07,550 Excuse me? 783 00:41:07,633 --> 00:41:09,269 What did you tell him? 784 00:41:11,508 --> 00:41:13,545 I might have said that you have a thing for him, 785 00:41:13,645 --> 00:41:18,138 which is why it's better for you if I "don't belong here." 786 00:41:18,221 --> 00:41:19,891 Something like that. 787 00:41:19,991 --> 00:41:21,259 Thanks. 788 00:41:23,097 --> 00:41:26,704 Sorry to tell you, but I'm not going anywhere. 789 00:41:29,710 --> 00:41:32,281 Amy! Over here. I saved you a seat! 790 00:41:36,189 --> 00:41:39,062 I am so glad you came. 791 00:41:39,162 --> 00:41:41,334 Woo! 792 00:41:41,668 --> 00:41:44,740 All right! Here we go! 793 00:41:45,676 --> 00:41:47,980 Okay, okay! Listen up! 794 00:41:49,049 --> 00:41:53,609 I know there's an enormous amount of pressure on all of us. 795 00:41:53,692 --> 00:41:56,297 Dr. Ridley does not play. 796 00:41:56,998 --> 00:42:00,923 We need to bring it every single minute. 797 00:42:01,006 --> 00:42:05,616 But never forget we're all on the same team. 798 00:42:05,716 --> 00:42:08,138 Yeah? -Mm-hmm. 799 00:42:08,221 --> 00:42:09,407 'Kay. Cheers. 800 00:42:09,490 --> 00:42:11,159 Cheers! 801 00:42:13,030 --> 00:42:15,836 I'm sure your dad would be really proud. 802 00:42:21,213 --> 00:42:22,232 Ugh. 803 00:42:22,315 --> 00:42:23,502 Oh, no. 804 00:42:36,477 --> 00:42:38,432 You all right? 805 00:42:38,515 --> 00:42:42,990 Yeah, yeah. No, I'm fine. Yeah. Fine. 806 00:43:26,209 --> 00:43:28,380 Difuze