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After that little scare with Anna,

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I just get this knot in my
chest every now and then.

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I have decided to
step away from teaching,

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'cause I already found the
best possible replacement.

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Me?

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You must have some kind of protege

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who's ready to take the reins.

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What happened?

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I'm thinking about retiring.

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I haven't had a panic attack
since medical school.

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Burning the candle at both ends.

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I started to volunteer
at a suicide hotline.

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Being the guy on
the other end of the line,

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I don't know, it kind of helps.

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Greater Chicago Lifeline.

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This is Dan. What's going on tonight?

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Hello?

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Are you there? Did I lose you?

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I'm here.

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Oh, there you are.

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Tell me what's happening.

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I want to die.

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Thank you for your honesty.

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Uh, I also appreciate
you saying that out loud

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because that's not easy to do.

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It's all I can think about.

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My brain just keeps...

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I don't know, running in circles,

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and it always comes back to that.

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I can't eat. I can't sleep.

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Mm.

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Not sleeping absolutely sucks.

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Do you mind if I ask
your name, or at least,

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you know, what you'd
like me to call you?

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It's Gio.

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Gio.

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OK, Gio. Thank you.

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It was an accident.

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It was my fault.

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What was? What was your fault?

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I killed my girlfriend.

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OK.

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Think it might help to, um,
tell me what happened?

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Why? Why? How would that help?

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Well, you know, you said
that it was your fault

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and it was an accident,
which is interesting.

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Because, you know,
I mean, accidents are...

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well, I mean they're accidents, right?

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I mean, they're not on purpose.

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We went to a holiday party,

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By the end of the night,
she was pretty hammered,

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but I only had a few beers,

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so I drove us home.

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She started feeling sick,
so I was driving pretty fast.

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I didn't want her to puke in the car.

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You know what I mean?

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Oh, I sure do. That's the worst.

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Yeah.

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We were coming up on a big intersection

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when the light turned yellow,

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so I gunned it.

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Then out of nowhere,

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a woman stepped into
the crosswalk early.

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I slammed on my brakes and
I tried to steer around her,

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but...

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the car spun out of control and

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slammed into a traffic pole

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on the passenger side!

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When I looked over at her,

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her eyes were open, but

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she was gone.

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Man, I'm... I'm just so sorry, Gio.

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That sounds... that sounds awful.

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I mean, awful.

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Oh, it's like a tape loop in my brain.

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Oh, it hurts so much,
and it never, ever stops.

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I... I need to make it stop.

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OK. You know,

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there is a big difference,
though, right,

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between being involved in an accident

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and intentionally causing
someone's death, right?

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And I want you to trust me on this.

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Like, grief and guilt
are really, really good

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at blurring the difference.

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It was my job to get her home safe.

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You want to know
what the cruelest thing is

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about accidents that happen
really quickly?

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It's that after the fact, we...

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we slow them way down,

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and then we start to play them

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over and over again in our head,

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which creates the illusion
that we might have done

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something differently, right?

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That we could have somehow
created a different outcome,

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when the truth is that
that was just never,

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ever gonna happen.

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Look,

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you're clearly a nice guy,

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but none of this stuff
is gonna bring her back.

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No, it's not,

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and I can't even imagine

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how difficult it must be to accept that.

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Gio, can I ask you, do you have anything

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with you that you might use
to hurt yourself tonight?

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A gun.

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Got it.

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And, uh, where is the gun right now?

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In my hand.

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OK.

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Look, I'm gonna ask you to
do something for me, all right?

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And that is, I just want you to
put it somewhere, just for now...

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will you put it somewhere
where you can't see it?

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You still there, buddy?

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Sometimes it can actually help

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to talk about people
that we've lost, right?

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Do you think that might help,
to talk about her a bit?

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I mean, there is no wrong
answer to this question.

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I'm... I'm just asking.

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Her name was Darby,

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and she's gone...

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forever.

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You know what? This is a mistake.

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What is?

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Well, Gio, look,

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it's so important
that you feel this stuff.

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No, you...
It is.

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You can't possibly understand.

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It's torture.
Buddy, listen.

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I can't do it anymore.
No, no.

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You... you...
No, no. I'm sorry.

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Gio, listen, loss like this
brings a kind of pain

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that can't be solved or explained away.

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You just got to talk about it.
You just got to feel it, right?

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But just 'cause you're feeling it

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doesn't mean you have to act on it.

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Feeling guilty doesn't mean
you don't deserve...

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Gio?

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Synced and corrected by synk -
www.MY-SUBS.com -

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My brain keeps, I don't
know, running in circles,

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and it always comes back to that.

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I can't eat. I can't sleep.

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Hi.
Hi, honey.

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How you doing?
Good.

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Oh.

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Is everything OK, Dad?

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Yeah, great.

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You're up early.

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Yeah, the traffic from
Evanston was super light.

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OK, I want you to be honest with me.

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What do you miss more, me,

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or my state-of-the-art laundry facility?

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It's a dead heat.
Oh, man,

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you are so adorable when you lie.

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I lie because I love, Dad.

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You know what? I'm gonna make some eggs.

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Sugar will only get you so far.

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Oh, but they're magically delicious.

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Oh, whoops.

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Oh, sorry about that.
Oh, no. Don't touch anything.

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Oh.

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Boxers...

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Uh, those are mine.

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You wearing men's boxers now?

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Uh, it's a thing now.

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OK.

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What?
Honey, nothing.

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It's none of my business, OK?

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Come on, Dad.

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I'm asking you to tell me
what you were gonna say.

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I'm just wondering if having a boyfriend

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is just the best idea right now.

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That's all.

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I cannot believe you
just said that to me.

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Honey, you told me that
that's what Dr. Drake told you.

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OK, note to self, don't tell Dad

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a goddamn thing about
anything ever again.

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Sweetie, I'm sorry. Really. I'm sorry.

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Dad, I don't have a boyfriend.

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Aren't you worried that
a new relationship...

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I mean, even a sexual relationship...

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OK, Dad, good point.

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Fine.

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I like to get laid.

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Oh, man.
I need to get laid.

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No, no, honey, please.

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It's, like, the best antidepressant

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that I have found so far.
Honey, come on.

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Dad, this doesn't have
anything to do with me.

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This is about you.

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Whenever you start fixating on my life,

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it means something's going on with you.

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It's called projecting.

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Well, yeah,
I'm familiar with the concept.

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How about deflection?
You ever heard of that one?

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OK, how about this?

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You go to work, I'll wash my clothes,

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and we'll pretend this conversation

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never took place, OK?

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So could your supervisor trace the call

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using his phone number?

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Only emergency services
is allowed to do that.

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And get this.

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Once we make that move, right,
once we escalate it, that's it.

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No follow-up allowed whatsoever.

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It's a legal thing, right?

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We are not allowed
to find out what happened,

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one way or the other.

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Damn, that's brutal.
Tell me about it.

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Yeah, but look,
you did everything you can.

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And you don't know what happened,

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and maybe that's a good thing.

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You also know what
you signed up for, right?

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Of course I do.
So come on, Daniel.

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You can't save everybody.

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Why not?

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Oh, hey,

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do you have a moment?

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I do.
Uh, talk later?

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Maybe a little cocktail after work?

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Yes, please.
All right.

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I have a patient that
just came in, Travis Abbott.

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Says he fell and hit his head,

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but he's been knocked around pretty bad.

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Uh, there was blood
and perineal lacerations

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near his rectum, and his tox screen

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came back positive for GHB.

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Oh, OK.

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You're thinking of sexual assault?

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Yeah, but he won't go there.

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Lead the way.

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I... I don't know what
the big deal is, all right?

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I... I... I had too much to drink.

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I tripped and smashed my head
in the bathroom.

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I just came here to make sure
I didn't have a concussion

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and Dr. Ripley said I don't,
so can I please go home now?

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Here's the thing.

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We do need to inform you
that we are legally obligated

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to reach out to law enforcement

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and provide you access to counseling

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when we're confronted with evidence...

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I wasn't raped.

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I'm fine.

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OK.

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You know, um,

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my dad, he wasn't around long,

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but he did teach me
to handle pain with silence

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because that's what real men do, right?

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Someone kicks your ass,

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you suck it up.

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Someone makes you cry, you suck it up.

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But that crap

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eats you up inside.

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Trust me, it's not worth it.

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You got to learn to ask for help.

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Well, that was super moving,

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but none of it applies to me.

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Got it.

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I really just have one more question.

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Screw. You.

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Man, go fuss over somebody else.

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Now who... who do y'all think
you are, my mama?

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You creeping on your daughter's

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Facebook page, Dr. Charles?

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I'm not creeping on anything.
It's my... it's my daughter.

265
00:12:36,589 --> 00:12:39,025
And it's a public platform,
when I last checked.

266
00:12:39,050 --> 00:12:41,353
How about you mind your own business?

267
00:12:41,494 --> 00:12:42,887
Sorry.

268
00:12:44,489 --> 00:12:46,366
But just for the record,
she moved to Instagram

269
00:12:46,499 --> 00:12:48,926
a few years back.

270
00:12:48,993 --> 00:12:50,270
What? What do you mean?

271
00:12:50,336 --> 00:12:51,929
How... how do you know that?

272
00:12:51,996 --> 00:12:53,498
Well, because I follow her

273
00:12:53,598 --> 00:12:55,274
and you don't.

274
00:12:57,143 --> 00:12:59,245
Well, if you must know,

275
00:12:59,278 --> 00:13:01,114
I think she might have a new boyfriend

276
00:13:01,180 --> 00:13:03,149
and I'm just worried
he's a little sketchy.

277
00:13:03,216 --> 00:13:05,551
Anna has a new boyfriend?

278
00:13:05,618 --> 00:13:07,612
What, she's got a new, new boyfriend?

279
00:13:07,679 --> 00:13:09,255
How many boyfriends does she have?

280
00:13:09,322 --> 00:13:10,857
Dr. Charles?
Mm.

281
00:13:10,923 --> 00:13:12,825
You available for a consult?

282
00:13:12,892 --> 00:13:14,077
Yeah.

283
00:13:14,110 --> 00:13:15,561
OK.

284
00:13:15,662 --> 00:13:17,897
32-year-old Sage Ellison.

285
00:13:18,031 --> 00:13:20,733
She claims she's in
searing abdominal pain

286
00:13:20,767 --> 00:13:24,537
and is demanding I perform
exploratory surgery, and she...

287
00:13:24,637 --> 00:13:26,439
put on a real show, too.

288
00:13:26,506 --> 00:13:29,409
I ran every test under the sun,
and I didn't find anything.

289
00:13:29,442 --> 00:13:30,843
So what you're saying is you think

290
00:13:30,943 --> 00:13:33,846
we might have a big-time
hypochondriac in there?

291
00:13:33,946 --> 00:13:36,215
Definitely.
Thank you.

292
00:13:36,316 --> 00:13:37,316
Thank you.

293
00:13:38,618 --> 00:13:40,978
So can you give me just a rough idea

294
00:13:41,045 --> 00:13:44,290
of when you first became
aware of... of the pain?

295
00:13:44,324 --> 00:13:45,758
About two years ago.

296
00:13:45,892 --> 00:13:47,226
OK.

297
00:13:47,326 --> 00:13:50,388
And always pretty much been concentrated

298
00:13:50,488 --> 00:13:52,031
in your digestive system?

299
00:13:52,131 --> 00:13:54,325
Yeah, it always starts off as minor,

300
00:13:54,392 --> 00:13:57,270
but inevitably,
it always gets a lot worse.

301
00:13:57,303 --> 00:14:00,164
I keep losing weight
because eating is torture.

302
00:14:00,231 --> 00:14:01,541
I mean,

303
00:14:01,607 --> 00:14:03,109
it sucks.

304
00:14:03,242 --> 00:14:04,811
Sounds like it.

305
00:14:04,877 --> 00:14:06,879
Anything, I don't know,

306
00:14:06,946 --> 00:14:09,348
stressful going on in your life
at the time?

307
00:14:10,717 --> 00:14:12,176
There it is.

308
00:14:12,243 --> 00:14:13,578
What?

309
00:14:13,678 --> 00:14:15,455
Skepticism.

310
00:14:15,488 --> 00:14:17,957
You're a psychiatrist,
so you think I'm either

311
00:14:17,990 --> 00:14:19,851
drug seeking or it's all in my head.

312
00:14:19,917 --> 00:14:20,993
Only thing I was thinking

313
00:14:21,027 --> 00:14:22,687
is that you didn't answer my question.

314
00:14:22,754 --> 00:14:25,757
Ooh.

315
00:14:25,823 --> 00:14:27,150
Are you OK?

316
00:14:27,183 --> 00:14:28,368
Sage?

317
00:14:29,494 --> 00:14:31,637
Do you really care?

318
00:14:31,771 --> 00:14:33,990
Actually, I do.

319
00:14:34,023 --> 00:14:35,833
No.

320
00:14:35,867 --> 00:14:38,378
Nothing emotionally stressful
happened in my life

321
00:14:38,478 --> 00:14:40,630
that triggered me.

322
00:14:42,206 --> 00:14:43,983
But I get it.

323
00:14:44,050 --> 00:14:45,818
I'm a woman.

324
00:14:45,852 --> 00:14:49,614
I'm used to men
discounting my physical pain.

325
00:14:49,714 --> 00:14:52,784
All right, I hear that.

326
00:14:52,884 --> 00:14:55,094
But what I was about to say was,

327
00:14:55,161 --> 00:14:58,189
people tend to start making
moral judgments, you know,

328
00:14:58,222 --> 00:15:01,567
when we can't identify
traditional sources of pain.

329
00:15:01,634 --> 00:15:05,571
And as far as I'm concerned,
you know, pain is pain.

330
00:15:05,638 --> 00:15:08,466
Do you know how many stories
I've heard of doctors

331
00:15:08,566 --> 00:15:09,842
discounting women's pain,

332
00:15:09,976 --> 00:15:12,678
only to later discover
that she had cancer,

333
00:15:12,812 --> 00:15:14,247
and that by then,

334
00:15:14,347 --> 00:15:17,283
it was terminal because
too much time had been wasted?

335
00:15:17,350 --> 00:15:19,786
Are you worried that
this could be cancer?

336
00:15:19,852 --> 00:15:21,053
That's my point.

337
00:15:21,120 --> 00:15:23,489
I don't know.

338
00:15:23,589 --> 00:15:25,658
But my stomach feels like
it's being ripped apart

339
00:15:25,758 --> 00:15:29,195
by a chainsaw, and nobody seems to care.

340
00:15:29,328 --> 00:15:32,098
So please, find someone who does.

341
00:15:32,198 --> 00:15:34,200
Or even better,
just send someone down here

342
00:15:34,333 --> 00:15:36,469
to prep me for my surgery!

343
00:15:44,921 --> 00:15:47,082
It's like a tape loop in my brain.

344
00:15:47,572 --> 00:15:49,916
It hurts so much,
and it never, ever stops.

345
00:15:49,982 --> 00:15:54,078
I... I... I need to make it stop!

346
00:15:59,617 --> 00:16:02,044
Oh, come on!

347
00:16:04,130 --> 00:16:06,023
What's the problem?

348
00:16:06,090 --> 00:16:09,126
Naomi just schooled me
on Wordle... again.

349
00:16:09,193 --> 00:16:10,470
What's the word?

350
00:16:10,536 --> 00:16:12,029
Lunar.

351
00:16:12,054 --> 00:16:13,364
Ah!

352
00:16:13,389 --> 00:16:15,483
I completely blanked on
the sixth and final guess,

353
00:16:15,508 --> 00:16:17,476
and she gets it in two.

354
00:16:17,569 --> 00:16:20,071
Mm. You OK?

355
00:16:20,146 --> 00:16:21,639
You seem a little sad.

356
00:16:21,706 --> 00:16:23,850
Don't... don't...
don't even with me right now.

357
00:16:23,950 --> 00:16:26,319
Two guesses, Dr. Howard?

358
00:16:26,419 --> 00:16:29,922
I'm a lifelong astronomy
buff, so the word came easy.

359
00:16:30,056 --> 00:16:32,859
One thing this small town girl
doesn't love about the big city

360
00:16:32,925 --> 00:16:35,428
is you can't see the stars.

361
00:16:35,494 --> 00:16:37,630
I miss them.

362
00:16:37,697 --> 00:16:39,732
Wow, that... that is sad.

363
00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:41,058
Sure is.

364
00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:42,702
I gotta go.

365
00:16:42,768 --> 00:16:45,162
Oh, also,

366
00:16:45,229 --> 00:16:47,632
I rule.

367
00:16:49,642 --> 00:16:51,344
That's a good one.

368
00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:55,072
What's going on there?

369
00:16:55,139 --> 00:16:57,183
Absolutely nothing.

370
00:16:57,283 --> 00:16:59,051
Really?

371
00:16:59,118 --> 00:17:01,345
Sure, we've had our moments, OK?

372
00:17:01,412 --> 00:17:03,556
But we're strictly friends.

373
00:17:03,623 --> 00:17:04,924
Got it.

374
00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:07,560
She has a boyfriend.

375
00:17:07,627 --> 00:17:08,920
Really?

376
00:17:09,020 --> 00:17:12,698
Look, there's been a lot
of bad timing between us,

377
00:17:12,765 --> 00:17:16,569
but I have a feeling that this
new boyfriend is a short-timer.

378
00:17:16,636 --> 00:17:18,988
Next time, I won't miss my chance.

379
00:17:19,021 --> 00:17:21,707
Next time, huh?

380
00:17:22,858 --> 00:17:24,677
You're judging me, aren't you?

381
00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:27,213
Next time's not guaranteed, you know?

382
00:17:27,313 --> 00:17:30,299
Gather ye rosebuds while ye may.

383
00:17:35,988 --> 00:17:37,223
Yeah.

384
00:17:38,057 --> 00:17:41,227
Hey, Daniel,
I'm sorry for summoning you,

385
00:17:41,294 --> 00:17:45,331
but I just got a weird call
from the provost

386
00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:48,626
of Porter University School of Medicine

387
00:17:48,726 --> 00:17:50,369
asking for a reference.

388
00:17:50,436 --> 00:17:51,504
Oh, my God.

389
00:17:51,570 --> 00:17:53,906
OK, look, this is Howie,

390
00:17:53,973 --> 00:17:56,008
all right, who decided to retire.

391
00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:59,512
Now, that's a terrible idea
in my opinion, but in his mind,

392
00:17:59,645 --> 00:18:02,348
I'm the only person
in the entire universe

393
00:18:02,381 --> 00:18:04,584
who can replace him
as the Dean of Psychiatry.

394
00:18:04,650 --> 00:18:07,987
I got it, as long as it's all
in his head and not in yours.

395
00:18:08,087 --> 00:18:10,414
Oh, trust me, I ain't going nowhere.

396
00:18:10,481 --> 00:18:13,884
And just for the record,
I am flattered by your concern.

397
00:18:13,918 --> 00:18:16,963
Oh, and I ran into Dr. Lenox.

398
00:18:17,029 --> 00:18:19,465
She said you're consulting on
a patient who's demanding

399
00:18:19,532 --> 00:18:21,367
a surgery she may not need?

400
00:18:21,434 --> 00:18:23,736
Yeah, Sage Ellison.

401
00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:25,096
Poor thing.

402
00:18:25,162 --> 00:18:26,497
She's a tough one,

403
00:18:26,564 --> 00:18:27,873
but really suffering,

404
00:18:27,940 --> 00:18:31,310
just not necessarily in the way
she might have us believe.

405
00:18:31,410 --> 00:18:33,779
OK. Oh, and, uh, Daniel,

406
00:18:35,106 --> 00:18:37,408
I'm glad you're sticking around.

407
00:18:38,218 --> 00:18:39,552
Me, too.

408
00:18:46,892 --> 00:18:48,519
Travis.

409
00:18:48,619 --> 00:18:50,062
Travis, wait.

410
00:18:50,162 --> 00:18:52,715
Nope. I'm out.

411
00:18:58,129 --> 00:18:59,864
Well, Travis just checked himself out

412
00:18:59,964 --> 00:19:01,941
against medical advice.

413
00:19:02,008 --> 00:19:04,644
Sorry I couldn't help you
move that needle, pal.

414
00:19:04,710 --> 00:19:06,612
Yeah, me, too.

415
00:19:06,679 --> 00:19:11,100
But I couldn't help noticing
that you almost did.

416
00:19:11,133 --> 00:19:13,586
So look,

417
00:19:13,619 --> 00:19:15,588
none of my business,

418
00:19:15,621 --> 00:19:18,924
but I couldn't help wondering,

419
00:19:18,958 --> 00:19:21,385
are you in therapy?

420
00:19:21,485 --> 00:19:22,662
Good catch.

421
00:19:22,762 --> 00:19:25,990
But it was always
such a hard no for you.

422
00:19:26,057 --> 00:19:27,933
I mean, what... what got you there?

423
00:19:28,067 --> 00:19:29,785
I'm just curious.

424
00:19:29,819 --> 00:19:31,270
I don't know, maybe, uh,

425
00:19:31,337 --> 00:19:33,606
Hannah and Sadie dumping me
for the same reason.

426
00:19:33,639 --> 00:19:35,207
Oh, man.

427
00:19:35,232 --> 00:19:36,308
Those personal hygiene issues,

428
00:19:36,333 --> 00:19:38,169
they finally caught up with you.

429
00:19:38,235 --> 00:19:41,072
That and, um, my savior complex.

430
00:19:41,172 --> 00:19:42,448
Oh, come on.

431
00:19:42,481 --> 00:19:45,518
Isn't that basically just,
I don't know, being a doctor?

432
00:19:46,986 --> 00:19:50,623
My three exes all said to me,
in so many words,

433
00:19:50,656 --> 00:19:52,391
just do what you're gonna do, Danny,

434
00:19:52,458 --> 00:19:54,627
'cause that's what you're best at.

435
00:19:54,660 --> 00:19:56,362
Ouch.
Yeah.

436
00:19:56,429 --> 00:19:58,264
I don't know, man, you just, uh,

437
00:19:58,364 --> 00:20:00,633
have come a long way.

438
00:20:00,666 --> 00:20:05,104
And I hope you don't mind
me telling you that, uh,

439
00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:06,705
I'm really proud of you.

440
00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:10,126
Thank you.

441
00:20:21,212 --> 00:20:22,655
Dr. Charles,

442
00:20:22,688 --> 00:20:24,490
can I talk to you in private?

443
00:20:24,523 --> 00:20:27,993
Jake Driscoll, theater major?
He's a prick.

444
00:20:28,060 --> 00:20:29,887
Well, he's not ugly.

445
00:20:29,954 --> 00:20:31,263
He turned 22 on December 19.

446
00:20:31,363 --> 00:20:33,057
Any way to tell how long
they've been dating?

447
00:20:33,124 --> 00:20:35,701
Oh, I have no clue, Dr. Charles.

448
00:20:35,768 --> 00:20:38,237
There's no hint of Anna here, no photos.

449
00:20:38,304 --> 00:20:40,072
As a matter of fact, he still has

450
00:20:40,139 --> 00:20:41,799
his dating profile set to single.

451
00:20:41,899 --> 00:20:44,860
She was horrified when
I called him her boyfriend.

452
00:20:44,894 --> 00:20:47,279
Oh.

453
00:20:47,346 --> 00:20:48,906
Well, maybe they're not exclusive.

454
00:20:48,973 --> 00:20:52,284
Maybe this is, like,
more of a casual thing.

455
00:20:52,384 --> 00:20:54,745
He does give me
wild child Sagittarius vibes,

456
00:20:54,812 --> 00:20:56,388
and Miguel is also Sagi...
That's great. That's great.

457
00:20:56,422 --> 00:20:59,250
Just show me the blog.
OK.

458
00:20:59,316 --> 00:21:03,195
Oh, he's been in and out
of rehab three times.

459
00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:05,381
Hmm, well, he hasn't posted
in, like, a month and a half.

460
00:21:05,414 --> 00:21:06,699
I hope he's OK.

461
00:21:06,732 --> 00:21:08,634
What do you mean?

462
00:21:08,701 --> 00:21:10,436
Do you think he relapsed?

463
00:21:12,638 --> 00:21:15,441
Elara, I am very well aware
of how busy you are,

464
00:21:15,541 --> 00:21:18,878
and so I just wanted
to, uh, thank you again

465
00:21:18,911 --> 00:21:20,112
for taking the time to come in

466
00:21:20,179 --> 00:21:21,338
and talk to me about your sister.

467
00:21:21,438 --> 00:21:22,565
I really appreciate it.

468
00:21:22,598 --> 00:21:24,517
Just understand,
I don't want to see Sage,

469
00:21:24,583 --> 00:21:26,218
and she can't know I was here.

470
00:21:26,252 --> 00:21:28,078
You have my word.

471
00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:32,658
So it sounds to me like maybe you guys

472
00:21:32,725 --> 00:21:34,460
aren't really in touch right now?

473
00:21:34,527 --> 00:21:36,187
For the last five years.

474
00:21:36,253 --> 00:21:38,714
You mind if I ask why?

475
00:21:41,525 --> 00:21:44,420
Let me guess why I'm here.

476
00:21:44,453 --> 00:21:46,806
Sage is in unbearable pain

477
00:21:46,872 --> 00:21:49,808
and she wants
emergency surgery to fix it,

478
00:21:49,875 --> 00:21:52,036
but you can't seem
to find anything wrong.

479
00:21:52,136 --> 00:21:56,065
OK, so this has happened before.

480
00:21:58,150 --> 00:22:00,653
Sage is my kid sister.

481
00:22:00,719 --> 00:22:03,480
We grew up in the foster system.

482
00:22:03,547 --> 00:22:06,025
Musical families...

483
00:22:06,125 --> 00:22:07,776
some nice,

484
00:22:07,810 --> 00:22:10,162
some not so nice.

485
00:22:10,262 --> 00:22:11,497
But when they weren't nice,

486
00:22:11,597 --> 00:22:13,432
I was always there to protect her.

487
00:22:13,566 --> 00:22:16,569
But when I aged out
of the foster system,

488
00:22:16,635 --> 00:22:18,437
one kid cracked her skull with a bat,

489
00:22:18,470 --> 00:22:20,940
and she had emergency surgery.

490
00:22:21,073 --> 00:22:23,008
The doctors and nurses
knew her situation,

491
00:22:23,075 --> 00:22:26,095
so they showered her with
attention to make up for it.

492
00:22:27,546 --> 00:22:29,807
She's been chasing that high ever since.

493
00:22:31,417 --> 00:22:33,586
Did it ever occur to you the possibility

494
00:22:33,652 --> 00:22:37,681
that Sage's pain might be real to her?

495
00:22:37,748 --> 00:22:39,491
You're giving her too much credit.

496
00:22:39,525 --> 00:22:41,694
The mind can be extraordinarily adept

497
00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:43,654
at creating physical pain, Elara.

498
00:22:43,687 --> 00:22:46,866
It can.
She's not in any pain.

499
00:22:46,966 --> 00:22:48,767
She's just a liar.

500
00:22:48,868 --> 00:22:51,161
Well, the attention-seeking behavior

501
00:22:51,195 --> 00:22:52,705
you're describing is at the core

502
00:22:52,805 --> 00:22:54,373
of a very serious condition.

503
00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:56,175
It's called factitious disorder,

504
00:22:56,208 --> 00:22:58,477
or as it's more commonly known,

505
00:22:58,510 --> 00:22:59,770
you know, Munchausen syndrome.

506
00:22:59,870 --> 00:23:01,714
I don't care what it's called.

507
00:23:01,780 --> 00:23:04,508
I just know I can't
deal with it anymore.

508
00:23:04,541 --> 00:23:06,552
I blamed myself for a long time.

509
00:23:06,652 --> 00:23:10,781
Maybe if I'd taken her with me
when I turned 18, she...

510
00:23:10,881 --> 00:23:13,826
she'd be normal.

511
00:23:13,859 --> 00:23:15,995
Sage kept me on the hook
with that guilt.

512
00:23:16,028 --> 00:23:18,163
Well, she kind of
weaponized it, didn't she?

513
00:23:18,197 --> 00:23:19,498
You're damn right.

514
00:23:19,531 --> 00:23:22,201
I believed her lies,

515
00:23:22,234 --> 00:23:24,036
enabled her,

516
00:23:24,103 --> 00:23:27,139
defended her to doctors who knew better

517
00:23:27,206 --> 00:23:31,143
until I realized
I had to cut her out of my life

518
00:23:31,243 --> 00:23:33,078
if I was ever gonna actually have one.

519
00:23:40,149 --> 00:23:42,026
Oh, it's my fault.

520
00:23:42,454 --> 00:23:45,291
I killed my girlfriend.

521
00:23:47,051 --> 00:23:48,527
Hi, I'm Dr. Charles.

522
00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:50,329
Dr. Frost asked me to stop by.

523
00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:52,598
Lee Holloway, but I'm not the patient.

524
00:23:52,665 --> 00:23:53,899
Oh?

525
00:23:53,999 --> 00:23:55,517
He is.

526
00:24:03,909 --> 00:24:05,444
Well, hello there.

527
00:24:05,511 --> 00:24:07,705
What is, uh... what is your name?

528
00:24:07,771 --> 00:24:10,482
You know cats don't talk, Dr. Charles.

529
00:24:10,549 --> 00:24:12,184
Excellent point.

530
00:24:12,217 --> 00:24:14,787
What is this, uh, this kitty's name?

531
00:24:14,887 --> 00:24:17,189
Slater.

532
00:24:19,124 --> 00:24:22,628
But I'd call him Adelaide
for your own safety.

533
00:24:22,695 --> 00:24:24,088
Adelaide it is.
Ah.

534
00:24:24,121 --> 00:24:26,265
Lee brought him in
with chronic vomiting.

535
00:24:26,365 --> 00:24:27,966
He's been eating cat food.

536
00:24:28,067 --> 00:24:29,468
Uh-huh.

537
00:24:29,535 --> 00:24:32,137
And, um, how long has
Adelaide been doing that for?

538
00:24:32,237 --> 00:24:35,240
Three days, since our cat died.

539
00:24:35,274 --> 00:24:37,368
Oh, I'm so sorry.

540
00:24:37,434 --> 00:24:39,244
Thank you.

541
00:24:39,278 --> 00:24:43,115
Adelaide was my partner
in crime for 18 years.

542
00:24:43,215 --> 00:24:44,984
I adopted her
my freshman year at DePaul.

543
00:24:46,118 --> 00:24:48,620
Pre-husband, pre-motherhood.

544
00:24:48,721 --> 00:24:51,982
She got me through many breakups.

545
00:24:52,082 --> 00:24:53,325
But it's a pretty extreme way

546
00:24:53,392 --> 00:24:54,727
of trying to make me
feel better, isn't it?

547
00:24:54,793 --> 00:24:56,820
Lee, would you mind if I just had

548
00:24:56,920 --> 00:24:58,630
a moment alone with Adelaide?

549
00:24:58,664 --> 00:24:59,798
Would that be all right?

550
00:24:59,832 --> 00:25:01,000
Of course.

551
00:25:01,100 --> 00:25:03,001
OK, you can follow me this way.

552
00:25:04,670 --> 00:25:06,088
Thank you.

553
00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:09,333
Adelaide, would you just, um...

554
00:25:09,433 --> 00:25:10,743
would you jump up on the bed?

555
00:25:10,809 --> 00:25:12,344
There's a lot of fleas on the floor.

556
00:25:16,507 --> 00:25:17,816
Wow.

557
00:25:17,916 --> 00:25:19,385
So look,

558
00:25:19,451 --> 00:25:21,845
I am gonna ask you

559
00:25:21,945 --> 00:25:23,722
a few questions, OK?

560
00:25:23,789 --> 00:25:28,494
And how about if the answer
is yes, you meow.

561
00:25:28,527 --> 00:25:30,729
And if the answer is no,

562
00:25:30,796 --> 00:25:32,998
you just don't say anything.

563
00:25:33,032 --> 00:25:34,199
Sound good?

564
00:25:35,601 --> 00:25:36,960
OK.

565
00:25:37,027 --> 00:25:38,370
Maybe the reason

566
00:25:38,470 --> 00:25:40,998
that you turned into a cat
was because your...

567
00:25:41,031 --> 00:25:44,376
your mom was so sad and you
wanted to make her feel better?

568
00:25:46,478 --> 00:25:47,938
Oh, OK.

569
00:25:48,005 --> 00:25:49,882
Well, look, I think it's so wonderful,

570
00:25:49,982 --> 00:25:52,384
how hard you're working
to make your mom feel better.

571
00:25:52,451 --> 00:25:54,319
But I want to let you in
on a little secret.

572
00:25:54,420 --> 00:25:58,624
Moms actually love their kids
more than anything,

573
00:25:58,657 --> 00:26:00,125
anything in the whole, wide world,

574
00:26:00,225 --> 00:26:03,028
even their favorite pet.

575
00:26:03,128 --> 00:26:05,789
So what I think

576
00:26:05,856 --> 00:26:09,168
is that who Mom actually misses the most

577
00:26:09,201 --> 00:26:10,569
is Slater.

578
00:26:18,343 --> 00:26:20,212
It was my fault.

579
00:26:20,245 --> 00:26:21,747
What was your fault?

580
00:26:21,814 --> 00:26:26,518
Mommy had Hershey chocolates
on the top shelf of the pantry.

581
00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:28,345
I'm not supposed to know

582
00:26:28,412 --> 00:26:31,890
because she doesn't want me
eating too much sugar.

583
00:26:31,990 --> 00:26:33,559
Oh.

584
00:26:33,659 --> 00:26:36,153
So I snuck in the pantry

585
00:26:36,220 --> 00:26:38,363
after she went to bed one night

586
00:26:38,397 --> 00:26:40,891
and ate a few, but I forgot

587
00:26:40,924 --> 00:26:43,602
to put the chocolates back on the shelf.

588
00:26:44,636 --> 00:26:47,331
I left them on the floor.

589
00:26:47,397 --> 00:26:49,408
Oh, I see.

590
00:26:49,441 --> 00:26:52,169
And Adelaide found them.

591
00:26:52,236 --> 00:26:54,980
Mommy found her dead in the morning.

592
00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:58,575
She'll never forgive me.

593
00:26:58,609 --> 00:27:00,552
Yes, she will.

594
00:27:00,586 --> 00:27:02,120
I promise you that.

595
00:27:02,221 --> 00:27:05,390
But first, we have
to tell her what happened.

596
00:27:05,424 --> 00:27:07,618
I know that that sounds scary,

597
00:27:07,684 --> 00:27:09,428
but I'm gonna help you, OK?

598
00:27:09,528 --> 00:27:12,865
And after we do, trust me,

599
00:27:12,965 --> 00:27:15,968
everybody's gonna feel so much better,

600
00:27:16,034 --> 00:27:17,970
especially you.

601
00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:25,310
What kind of doctor are you?

602
00:27:25,377 --> 00:27:26,712
Why do you ask?

603
00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:30,549
I thought I was gonna
have to be a cat forever.

604
00:27:30,616 --> 00:27:33,952
Oh, well, I'm really glad
that I could help.

605
00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:35,654
Should we talk to Mom?

606
00:27:49,935 --> 00:27:50,961
Any luck?

607
00:27:50,994 --> 00:27:53,172
Any leads on Gio's phone?

608
00:27:53,238 --> 00:27:55,899
Don't worry, Dan.
I kept your name off it.

609
00:27:55,966 --> 00:27:57,976
Since his life was at an imminent risk,

610
00:27:58,010 --> 00:27:59,444
I was able to use exigent circumstances

611
00:27:59,478 --> 00:28:00,579
to track the phone.

612
00:28:00,679 --> 00:28:02,614
Fantastic.

613
00:28:02,714 --> 00:28:03,974
And?

614
00:28:04,007 --> 00:28:07,753
And it was purchased at
a 7-Eleven, pay as you go.

615
00:28:07,819 --> 00:28:09,613
No database can ever hit the number,

616
00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,958
so I got up quick on
the trap and trace ping order,

617
00:28:13,058 --> 00:28:15,494
but it was turned off right
after your hotline call.

618
00:28:15,594 --> 00:28:17,120
Oh.

619
00:28:17,187 --> 00:28:19,456
The phone did ping at an area downtown,

620
00:28:19,523 --> 00:28:21,700
but it's so dense with high rises,

621
00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:24,536
and the ping has
a 1,000-meter range of error.

622
00:28:24,603 --> 00:28:27,664
So it's, like, kind of
a needle in a haystack thing.

623
00:28:27,698 --> 00:28:28,865
I did my best.

624
00:28:28,932 --> 00:28:30,842
I tried to track every Gio,
every Giovanni.

625
00:28:30,943 --> 00:28:32,311
Nothing.

626
00:28:32,377 --> 00:28:35,247
So what are you thinking?
Kind of a dead end?

627
00:28:35,314 --> 00:28:37,182
I wish I had more for you.

628
00:28:37,282 --> 00:28:39,985
Look, buddy,
I knew this was a long shot.

629
00:28:40,085 --> 00:28:43,021
I just really appreciate
you looking into it for me.

630
00:28:43,121 --> 00:28:44,723
Really, I do. OK?

631
00:28:44,790 --> 00:28:46,717
It was the least I can do, Doc.

632
00:28:46,817 --> 00:28:49,286
So you're calling me a liar?
No.

633
00:28:49,353 --> 00:28:50,996
You just told me my pain isn't real.

634
00:28:51,096 --> 00:28:52,264
That's not what I said at all.

635
00:28:52,297 --> 00:28:54,558
What I said was just
because there could be

636
00:28:54,658 --> 00:28:56,835
a psychological element at play here

637
00:28:56,868 --> 00:28:59,630
doesn't mean that this is
any less real to you.

638
00:28:59,696 --> 00:29:02,374
OK, yeah. Great, Mother Teresa, but?

639
00:29:02,474 --> 00:29:05,302
But our nervous systems can learn

640
00:29:05,369 --> 00:29:10,015
to express emotional pain in
the form of physical symptoms.

641
00:29:10,048 --> 00:29:12,017
There it is again.

642
00:29:12,117 --> 00:29:13,552
What did I tell you?
It's all in my head.

643
00:29:13,585 --> 00:29:15,020
Not what I'm saying.

644
00:29:15,087 --> 00:29:17,222
What I'm saying is that
your body and your mind

645
00:29:17,322 --> 00:29:18,849
could be colluding in ways

646
00:29:18,915 --> 00:29:21,251
you're not even aware of
because it's not voluntary.

647
00:29:21,351 --> 00:29:23,128
Stop hiding behind
all your fancy double talk

648
00:29:23,195 --> 00:29:25,197
and send me someone
who will actually listen.

649
00:29:25,297 --> 00:29:27,391
Sage, trust me. I'm listening.

650
00:29:27,424 --> 00:29:28,934
You're so full of it.

651
00:29:29,001 --> 00:29:31,837
I mean, do you actually know
how full of it you are?

652
00:29:31,937 --> 00:29:34,206
I understand the power of attention,

653
00:29:34,239 --> 00:29:37,409
trust me, medical attention included,

654
00:29:37,509 --> 00:29:39,878
for people who feel lonely

655
00:29:39,978 --> 00:29:41,246
and abandoned.

656
00:29:41,346 --> 00:29:42,748
Oh.

657
00:29:42,781 --> 00:29:46,551
I'm lonely and abandoned, am I?

658
00:29:46,585 --> 00:29:48,245
Well, you're a human being.

659
00:29:48,278 --> 00:29:52,716
OK, well, if I need medical attention

660
00:29:52,783 --> 00:29:54,493
to feel whole,

661
00:29:54,526 --> 00:29:56,787
do you know what that makes you?

662
00:29:56,887 --> 00:29:59,464
I don't know.
What... what does that make me?

663
00:29:59,564 --> 00:30:03,969
The freak who needs sick
people like me to feel whole

664
00:30:04,036 --> 00:30:07,806
because fixing us
is how you feel important.

665
00:30:10,175 --> 00:30:12,544
You should see your face.

666
00:30:12,644 --> 00:30:15,447
I nailed it, didn't I?

667
00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:17,215
You need me.

668
00:30:17,316 --> 00:30:20,243
I'm the damn drug you're strung out on.

669
00:30:20,310 --> 00:30:23,221
You need us so that you can feel useful

670
00:30:23,288 --> 00:30:25,290
so you can BS yourself into believing

671
00:30:25,324 --> 00:30:27,959
you're actually helping!

672
00:30:29,961 --> 00:30:31,763
I mean, come on, Dr. Charles.

673
00:30:31,863 --> 00:30:33,990
Hit me with some more of your fancy crap

674
00:30:34,091 --> 00:30:35,934
so you can feel better about yourself

675
00:30:36,034 --> 00:30:37,794
and feed your delusion.

676
00:30:39,504 --> 00:30:41,606
Because the truth is,

677
00:30:41,707 --> 00:30:44,067
you're a useless fraud.

678
00:30:44,134 --> 00:30:46,178
And you want to know what's really sad?

679
00:30:47,713 --> 00:30:50,682
Everybody knows it but you.

680
00:30:59,674 --> 00:31:01,793
Look, you're clearly a nice guy,

681
00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:03,261
but none of this stuff
is gonna bring her back.

682
00:31:03,295 --> 00:31:05,163
Oh, sorry!
So sorry.

683
00:31:05,263 --> 00:31:06,898
Headed out?
Uh, yeah.

684
00:31:06,965 --> 00:31:09,234
My boyfriend and I are
grabbing deep dish at Pequod's.

685
00:31:09,267 --> 00:31:11,628
Oh, well, you're not gonna regret that.

686
00:31:11,661 --> 00:31:13,363
Yeah, I can't wait.

687
00:31:18,210 --> 00:31:20,128
Incoming.

688
00:31:23,215 --> 00:31:24,850
Doris, I noticed you friend requested

689
00:31:24,916 --> 00:31:26,468
my new boyfriend today.

690
00:31:29,388 --> 00:31:32,057
Oh, yeah.

691
00:31:32,090 --> 00:31:33,809
I don't know...

692
00:31:33,875 --> 00:31:35,460
She was snooping on my behalf.

693
00:31:35,527 --> 00:31:36,995
I put her up to it.

694
00:31:37,062 --> 00:31:40,315
Yeah, I put that part
together all by myself.

695
00:31:40,382 --> 00:31:42,567
You said he wasn't your boyfriend.

696
00:31:42,667 --> 00:31:46,404
I think we should talk.
Yeah, let's talk.

697
00:31:53,412 --> 00:31:54,546
You are many things,

698
00:31:54,613 --> 00:31:56,148
but internet sleuth is not one of them.

699
00:31:56,214 --> 00:31:58,517
Honey, maybe I...
I overstepped a little bit.

700
00:31:58,583 --> 00:31:59,910
Oh, maybe?

701
00:32:00,010 --> 00:32:01,044
Honestly, I was freaked out

702
00:32:01,144 --> 00:32:02,287
by our conversation this morning.

703
00:32:02,354 --> 00:32:04,289
Of course you are entitled
to a private life.

704
00:32:04,322 --> 00:32:05,524
Oh, thanks so much
for getting that, Dad.

705
00:32:05,624 --> 00:32:06,992
But I mean, just so you know,

706
00:32:07,025 --> 00:32:10,495
the program of Alcoholics
Anonymous actively discourages

707
00:32:10,562 --> 00:32:13,690
relationships in the first year
of sobriety, OK?

708
00:32:13,757 --> 00:32:15,767
Because it's just
a very risky proposition.

709
00:32:17,002 --> 00:32:18,336
Wow.

710
00:32:18,403 --> 00:32:20,664
This from the man who spent
years preaching non-judgment

711
00:32:20,730 --> 00:32:22,407
of recovering addicts.
I'm not judging anybody.

712
00:32:22,507 --> 00:32:24,034
I'm trying to protect you.

713
00:32:24,100 --> 00:32:25,894
You know, bad idea for you,
terrible idea for him.

714
00:32:25,927 --> 00:32:28,346
Dr. Drake would have said
the same thing about Johnny.

715
00:32:28,413 --> 00:32:29,915
Jake.
Jake.

716
00:32:30,015 --> 00:32:32,317
Because after all, didn't
the poor fella just relapse?

717
00:32:32,350 --> 00:32:33,844
Dad, he had a couple of drinks.

718
00:32:33,910 --> 00:32:35,854
That's called a relapse.
He's fine.

719
00:32:35,921 --> 00:32:37,747
He's going to meetings again.
Great.

720
00:32:37,848 --> 00:32:39,224
Does he know about your situation?

721
00:32:39,291 --> 00:32:40,892
Does he know about your
history about, you know...

722
00:32:40,959 --> 00:32:42,327
My suicide attempt?

723
00:32:42,394 --> 00:32:44,496
Yes, Dad, he does.

724
00:32:44,563 --> 00:32:45,697
Good.

725
00:32:45,764 --> 00:32:47,065
Honey...

726
00:32:47,132 --> 00:32:48,358
I'm just... you gotta...

727
00:32:48,391 --> 00:32:49,926
Oh, let me guess,

728
00:32:50,026 --> 00:32:51,436
dealing with such complex emotions

729
00:32:51,536 --> 00:32:54,222
and attachment could lead
to a relapse of depression,

730
00:32:54,289 --> 00:32:57,442
or... or worse, suicidal ideation.

731
00:32:57,509 --> 00:32:58,869
Is that what you were gonna say?

732
00:32:58,902 --> 00:33:00,445
I almost lost you,

733
00:33:00,470 --> 00:33:01,521
OK?

734
00:33:03,215 --> 00:33:04,916
Sharon called me and told me
you'd been in an accident

735
00:33:04,983 --> 00:33:07,310
and that you were in critical condition.

736
00:33:07,410 --> 00:33:10,981
So Robin and I, we got in
a car and we drove here,

737
00:33:11,047 --> 00:33:13,316
and it was the longest
15 minutes of my life

738
00:33:13,416 --> 00:33:15,994
because I was terrified
that I would get here

739
00:33:16,094 --> 00:33:17,587
and find you dead!

740
00:33:17,621 --> 00:33:19,322
So you just be careful

741
00:33:19,389 --> 00:33:20,749
around this topic,

742
00:33:20,815 --> 00:33:22,826
and you cut me some slack!

743
00:33:24,561 --> 00:33:26,329
Please.

744
00:33:42,687 --> 00:33:44,956
Stop.

745
00:33:45,023 --> 00:33:47,317
Stop, stop.

746
00:33:48,852 --> 00:33:50,795
Hi, Dr. Charles.

747
00:33:52,564 --> 00:33:53,632
Are you OK?

748
00:33:53,698 --> 00:33:56,026
I'm fine.

749
00:33:56,126 --> 00:33:58,261
I'm clearly not as good as you two,

750
00:33:58,295 --> 00:34:00,497
but, uh, thank you for asking.

751
00:34:21,384 --> 00:34:23,320
Dr. Charles?

752
00:34:23,353 --> 00:34:24,896
What are you doing,

753
00:34:24,996 --> 00:34:26,481
looking for the Big Dipper?

754
00:34:26,548 --> 00:34:29,734
No, it's a surprise for Naomi.

755
00:34:31,553 --> 00:34:32,837
Oh, wow.

756
00:34:32,938 --> 00:34:35,899
Yeah, but, uh,
her shift ends any minute,

757
00:34:35,966 --> 00:34:38,168
and she's gonna walk in here, so...

758
00:34:38,234 --> 00:34:39,469
Buddy, I think I might have just

759
00:34:39,502 --> 00:34:41,246
seen her leaving the hospital.

760
00:34:41,313 --> 00:34:42,414
Wait. Really?

761
00:34:42,514 --> 00:34:43,682
Yeah.

762
00:34:43,748 --> 00:34:45,667
Do you have any idea where she went?

763
00:34:45,734 --> 00:34:47,652
Mm-mm.

764
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,220
Damn it.

765
00:34:49,287 --> 00:34:50,505
OK.

766
00:34:50,572 --> 00:34:52,223
If you must know,

767
00:34:52,290 --> 00:34:54,918
I was taking your advice.

768
00:34:55,018 --> 00:34:58,054
I know it's kind of corny,
but I was trying to,

769
00:34:58,154 --> 00:35:00,932
I don't know, make her day.

770
00:35:01,032 --> 00:35:03,259
Well,

771
00:35:03,326 --> 00:35:06,204
if it's any consolation, um,

772
00:35:06,271 --> 00:35:08,164
I think you might have just made mine.

773
00:35:09,374 --> 00:35:10,775
Thanks.

774
00:35:13,612 --> 00:35:16,239
Excuse me.
Yeah, go ahead.

775
00:35:21,578 --> 00:35:23,888
Hi, Sharon.
Where are you, Daniel?

776
00:35:23,989 --> 00:35:27,626
I am right behind the doctor's lounge.

777
00:35:27,659 --> 00:35:31,830
Listen, I need you to come
up to my office right away.

778
00:35:31,896 --> 00:35:33,398
Something wrong?

779
00:35:33,465 --> 00:35:36,192
We have a situation,
so don't talk to anyone.

780
00:35:36,226 --> 00:35:38,136
Just come straight up here.

781
00:35:39,170 --> 00:35:41,097
I'm on my way.

782
00:35:47,545 --> 00:35:50,448
It's torture, and I can't do it anymore.

783
00:35:50,482 --> 00:35:52,575
You know what? This was a mistake.

784
00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:56,771
I'm afraid I have some distressing news.

785
00:35:56,805 --> 00:36:01,750
Sage Ellison has just filed an
official complaint against you.

786
00:36:02,427 --> 00:36:04,329
Daniel?

787
00:36:05,430 --> 00:36:07,615
Daniel?

788
00:36:07,649 --> 00:36:09,759
What?
Are you OK?

789
00:36:09,826 --> 00:36:11,936
Yeah, I'm fine. What's going on?

790
00:36:12,003 --> 00:36:13,463
Sorry. What were you saying?

791
00:36:13,496 --> 00:36:18,209
Sage Ellison just filed an
official complaint against you.

792
00:36:18,276 --> 00:36:19,769
On what grounds?

793
00:36:19,836 --> 00:36:22,747
Well, she claims you verbally
abused her a few hours ago.

794
00:36:22,781 --> 00:36:25,316
That is a steaming load of crap.

795
00:36:25,383 --> 00:36:27,819
Well, she also claims you accused her

796
00:36:27,919 --> 00:36:31,281
of faking her abdominal pain
for attention.

797
00:36:31,347 --> 00:36:32,857
I promise you, the only person

798
00:36:32,991 --> 00:36:35,760
who got abused in that room was me.

799
00:36:35,827 --> 00:36:38,863
You do know I have to
go through the motions

800
00:36:38,997 --> 00:36:41,366
of processing this complaint.

801
00:36:41,433 --> 00:36:42,992
Why?

802
00:36:43,026 --> 00:36:44,235
Sharon, nothing happened.

803
00:36:45,628 --> 00:36:46,905
Do you not believe me
when I tell you that?

804
00:36:46,971 --> 00:36:48,665
Well, yes, of course I believe you,

805
00:36:48,698 --> 00:36:51,042
but this is about optics.

806
00:36:51,176 --> 00:36:54,162
Come on, you dismiss this
kind of stuff all the time.

807
00:36:54,195 --> 00:36:56,848
Daniel, it's a little different

808
00:36:56,915 --> 00:37:00,335
when the accused is your best
friend, now, wouldn't you say?

809
00:37:00,368 --> 00:37:02,187
Come on, this is unbelievable.

810
00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:03,788
This is unbelievable.

811
00:37:03,855 --> 00:37:05,724
OK, what is wrong with you?

812
00:37:05,824 --> 00:37:08,226
What are you not telling me?

813
00:37:09,377 --> 00:37:10,995
What's that supposed to mean?
Not tell...

814
00:37:11,062 --> 00:37:12,564
not telling you what?

815
00:37:14,499 --> 00:37:16,334
You don't believe me.
You don't believe me.

816
00:37:16,367 --> 00:37:17,368
Wait.
No, no.

817
00:37:17,402 --> 00:37:18,566
You don't believe me.

818
00:37:18,591 --> 00:37:19,759
Daniel, wait a minute.

819
00:37:19,784 --> 00:37:21,706
Just slow down.

820
00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:23,241
I'm worried about you!

821
00:37:23,341 --> 00:37:24,692
This is not like my friend.

822
00:37:24,726 --> 00:37:26,177
Yeah, well, right back at you!

823
00:37:26,244 --> 00:37:27,512
Maybe your friend doesn't
like being called a liar!

824
00:37:27,545 --> 00:37:28,913
OK, you know what?

825
00:37:29,047 --> 00:37:30,365
Maybe you need some more personal time.

826
00:37:30,398 --> 00:37:31,850
How about that?
No.

827
00:37:31,916 --> 00:37:34,744
What I need is to maybe take
Howie's offer more seriously.

828
00:37:34,844 --> 00:37:36,037
That's what I need.

829
00:37:36,070 --> 00:37:37,822
OK, so you were considering it?

830
00:37:37,856 --> 00:37:39,290
You were just lying to me before?

831
00:37:39,357 --> 00:37:41,543
I have never lied to you!

832
00:37:41,576 --> 00:37:43,094
Never!

833
00:37:44,395 --> 00:37:47,390
And I was not considering it,
not for a second.

834
00:37:48,833 --> 00:37:50,768
But I sure as hell am now.

835
00:37:59,310 --> 00:38:00,612
Hey, y'all, right here.

836
00:38:00,745 --> 00:38:02,205
Can y'all stand by one second?

837
00:38:02,272 --> 00:38:03,414
Yeah, thank you.

838
00:38:03,448 --> 00:38:05,208
OR 3 is ready for her.

839
00:38:05,275 --> 00:38:06,818
What happened?

840
00:38:06,885 --> 00:38:08,653
Uh, sage just swallowed
some drain cleaner.

841
00:38:08,678 --> 00:38:09,729
What?

842
00:38:09,754 --> 00:38:12,423
Cleaners were here earlier.
She must have stolen it off the cart.

843
00:38:12,457 --> 00:38:14,359
She was screaming at the top
of her lungs when I came in.

844
00:38:14,392 --> 00:38:16,461
On exam, she had significant erythema

845
00:38:16,561 --> 00:38:18,254
and ulceration in her mouth.

846
00:38:18,288 --> 00:38:19,931
Who knows what her esophagus looks like?

847
00:38:19,964 --> 00:38:21,366
What was she screaming about?

848
00:38:21,432 --> 00:38:23,668
Crazy stuff, something
about her dad, I think.

849
00:38:23,735 --> 00:38:26,671
Am I sick enough for you now, Pop?

850
00:38:27,372 --> 00:38:30,133
What, that mean something to you?

851
00:38:30,233 --> 00:38:31,609
Is, um...

852
00:38:31,643 --> 00:38:32,927
is she gonna make it?

853
00:38:32,961 --> 00:38:35,313
If she didn't just put
a huge hole into her esophagus

854
00:38:35,446 --> 00:38:36,915
or stomach and she doesn't
start to hemorrhage

855
00:38:36,948 --> 00:38:38,116
in the next 10 minutes, maybe.

856
00:38:38,249 --> 00:38:40,118
Let's get her upstairs to surgery.

857
00:40:16,981 --> 00:40:18,916
I don't know.

858
00:40:19,050 --> 00:40:20,184
There's no way I can
set a price on something

859
00:40:20,285 --> 00:40:21,686
I've never done before.

860
00:40:32,997 --> 00:40:35,033
Danny,

861
00:40:35,099 --> 00:40:37,702
is that you?

862
00:40:37,802 --> 00:40:39,704
Oh, hi, Mom.

863
00:40:39,771 --> 00:40:41,039
What are you doing here?

864
00:40:41,139 --> 00:40:43,608
You tell me.

865
00:40:45,927 --> 00:40:47,278
I don't know.

866
00:40:47,412 --> 00:40:50,515
I mean, I assume that I'm dreaming.

867
00:40:50,581 --> 00:40:52,742
Are you sure it's not a nightmare?

868
00:40:59,924 --> 00:41:01,426
Help!

869
00:41:03,861 --> 00:41:06,581
Help!

870
00:41:12,355 --> 00:41:16,355
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