1 00:00:32,866 --> 00:00:35,236 Girl's voice: He loves me. 2 00:00:35,269 --> 00:00:37,505 He loves me not. 3 00:00:38,439 --> 00:00:40,341 He loves me. 4 00:00:40,374 --> 00:00:42,443 He loves me not. 5 00:00:42,476 --> 00:00:44,778 He loves me. 6 00:00:44,812 --> 00:00:47,481 He loves me not. 7 00:00:47,515 --> 00:00:49,650 He loves me. 8 00:00:49,683 --> 00:00:52,120 He loves me not. 9 00:00:52,153 --> 00:00:55,289 He loves me. 10 00:00:55,323 --> 00:00:58,126 Once there were three little girls. 11 00:00:58,159 --> 00:01:01,529 Anushya, Marushya and Varushya. 12 00:01:01,562 --> 00:01:03,297 Three sisters. 13 00:01:03,331 --> 00:01:05,633 They had dark golden hair 14 00:01:05,666 --> 00:01:08,336 and golden eyes. 15 00:01:08,369 --> 00:01:11,405 Three little flowers. 16 00:01:11,439 --> 00:01:14,408 They were all very beautiful. 17 00:01:14,442 --> 00:01:17,411 But Marushya and Varushya 18 00:01:17,445 --> 00:01:19,513 were the most beautiful of all. 19 00:01:21,549 --> 00:01:23,751 Woman's voice: "Where are we going, Mama?" 20 00:01:25,153 --> 00:01:27,655 She didn't answer me. 21 00:01:27,688 --> 00:01:30,591 She knew or she didn't know, 22 00:01:30,624 --> 00:01:33,361 but she kept silent. 23 00:01:34,362 --> 00:01:35,629 "Hurry. 24 00:01:35,663 --> 00:01:38,232 Your comb, your toothbrush, 25 00:01:38,266 --> 00:01:40,868 your cup and your spoon, 26 00:01:40,901 --> 00:01:43,737 put them in the little bundle." 27 00:01:45,306 --> 00:01:48,209 "Is that all I have left, Mama? 28 00:01:48,242 --> 00:01:50,511 Where are we going, Mama?" 29 00:01:52,613 --> 00:01:55,716 Destination unknown. 30 00:01:58,719 --> 00:02:01,322 "Step up high. 31 00:02:01,355 --> 00:02:04,492 It's a big step onto the train." 32 00:02:04,525 --> 00:02:07,795 "Is this a train, Mama? 33 00:02:07,828 --> 00:02:10,231 It doesn't look like a train." 34 00:02:10,264 --> 00:02:12,800 "Hold my hand tight." 35 00:02:12,833 --> 00:02:16,470 "I'm holding it, Mama, as tight as I can. 36 00:02:16,504 --> 00:02:19,440 There are too many people. I can't breathe in here." 37 00:02:19,473 --> 00:02:24,278 "Breathe, smell, live, Dora. 38 00:02:24,312 --> 00:02:27,515 Nothing else matters." 39 00:02:29,417 --> 00:02:32,720 Destination: unknown. 40 00:02:34,288 --> 00:02:36,590 We didn't know where we were going. 41 00:02:36,624 --> 00:02:39,827 We didn't know what was happening. 42 00:02:39,860 --> 00:02:44,498 And when we got there, we still didn't know. 43 00:02:45,899 --> 00:02:50,438 And then they stood us in line 44 00:02:50,471 --> 00:02:55,676 and put the numbers on our arms. 45 00:02:59,747 --> 00:03:02,583 "What's that smell, Mama? 46 00:03:02,616 --> 00:03:05,286 That horrible smell? 47 00:03:05,319 --> 00:03:07,521 That smoke, 48 00:03:07,555 --> 00:03:12,426 that thick black smoke?" 49 00:03:14,262 --> 00:03:16,264 She didn't answer. 50 00:03:18,499 --> 00:03:21,369 "Mama. 51 00:03:21,402 --> 00:03:24,372 is that really you?" 52 00:03:24,405 --> 00:03:27,308 "Dora, is that really you?" 53 00:03:27,341 --> 00:03:30,911 My own mother, 54 00:03:30,944 --> 00:03:35,316 and I-- I didn't even know her. 55 00:03:37,285 --> 00:03:40,288 She was naked, 56 00:03:40,321 --> 00:03:43,691 her head shaved. 57 00:03:43,724 --> 00:03:47,027 Her beautiful hair she used to comb 58 00:03:47,060 --> 00:03:49,797 every night, gone. 59 00:03:51,665 --> 00:03:53,501 "Mama... 60 00:03:54,735 --> 00:03:57,004 why did you have me? 61 00:03:57,037 --> 00:04:00,774 Why did you have me, Mama? 62 00:04:02,042 --> 00:04:04,678 It's all your fault. 63 00:04:04,712 --> 00:04:07,348 If you hadn't had me... 64 00:04:09,049 --> 00:04:11,619 I wouldn't be here." 65 00:04:13,554 --> 00:04:16,824 But then, always, 66 00:04:16,857 --> 00:04:19,427 I was sorry. 67 00:04:19,460 --> 00:04:22,029 Sing that song, Mama. 68 00:04:22,062 --> 00:04:26,600 The one about two grey kittens. 69 00:04:26,634 --> 00:04:30,371 Or the one about the prince and the princess. 70 00:04:31,539 --> 00:04:32,940 Sing it to me 71 00:04:32,973 --> 00:04:34,975 so I can fall asleep. 72 00:04:37,645 --> 00:04:41,482 She sang for everything 73 00:04:41,515 --> 00:04:43,917 that had existed before... 74 00:04:45,486 --> 00:04:49,990 which we knew would never exist again. 75 00:04:51,124 --> 00:04:53,794 And yet, amazingly, 76 00:04:53,827 --> 00:04:56,864 we still hoped. 77 00:04:56,897 --> 00:05:00,401 Although we knew 78 00:05:00,434 --> 00:05:02,703 there was no hope possible. 79 00:05:15,916 --> 00:05:18,819 How old were you when you went into the concentration camp? 80 00:05:18,852 --> 00:05:21,355 Just your age. 81 00:05:21,389 --> 00:05:24,592 - What did you weigh at the end of the war? - 50 pounds. 82 00:05:24,625 --> 00:05:25,926 Shit. 83 00:05:31,932 --> 00:05:33,534 Weren't you sorry you weren't a Christian? 84 00:05:33,567 --> 00:05:35,035 If you survived, then what was so horrible? 85 00:05:35,068 --> 00:05:36,770 Do you still have nightmares? 86 00:05:36,804 --> 00:05:40,073 Was there anyone left in your family besides you? 87 00:05:42,776 --> 00:05:45,979 - Do you have that number on your arm? - Yes, I do. 88 00:05:47,014 --> 00:05:49,417 Can we see it? 89 00:05:49,450 --> 00:05:51,385 Of course you can. 90 00:05:55,423 --> 00:05:57,591 Have you ever thought about having it removed? 91 00:05:57,625 --> 00:06:00,828 What do you think? Should I remove it? 92 00:06:00,861 --> 00:06:02,696 - No, don't ever take it off. - No. 93 00:06:02,730 --> 00:06:05,699 Now, I want to ask you a question. 94 00:06:05,733 --> 00:06:08,402 Have any one of you ever 95 00:06:08,436 --> 00:06:11,872 seen anyone with a number on their arm? 96 00:06:17,144 --> 00:06:19,012 Why didn't you raise your hand? 97 00:06:19,046 --> 00:06:21,181 What stopped you? God, Daisy. 98 00:06:21,214 --> 00:06:23,984 You don't understand. I was the only one in the whole class who-- 99 00:06:24,017 --> 00:06:26,454 I know you were. That's just why. 100 00:06:26,487 --> 00:06:28,422 Everyone was staring at me. 101 00:06:28,456 --> 00:06:30,558 - I could feel their eyes. Everyone was-- 102 00:06:30,591 --> 00:06:33,126 You can't keep thinking about everyone all the time. 103 00:06:33,160 --> 00:06:34,928 Who cares what they think? 104 00:06:34,962 --> 00:06:37,598 You do. I know. 105 00:06:37,631 --> 00:06:39,933 I wish you didn't care so much, Daisy. 106 00:06:39,967 --> 00:06:41,669 I can't help it. 107 00:06:41,702 --> 00:06:43,671 You're not the only one who's different, you know. 108 00:06:43,704 --> 00:06:45,873 I know. I know, Jess. 109 00:06:45,906 --> 00:06:49,577 - I wish I was like you. You're so strong. 110 00:06:49,610 --> 00:06:51,845 I have to be. I'm the only girl. 111 00:06:51,879 --> 00:06:53,681 You've got those five brothers. 112 00:06:53,714 --> 00:06:55,949 I wish I had just one. Instead, I only have them. 113 00:06:55,983 --> 00:06:58,486 And where are those parents of yours off to this weekend? 114 00:06:58,519 --> 00:07:01,855 I don't know. Some romantic hideaway. 115 00:07:01,889 --> 00:07:04,692 They drop me off and reappear the next day. 116 00:07:09,830 --> 00:07:13,634 Hey, guess what? I know one person that was looking at you. 117 00:07:13,667 --> 00:07:15,836 - You know. 118 00:07:15,869 --> 00:07:19,540 He wasn't! He was, really? Jess, are you sure? 119 00:07:19,573 --> 00:07:21,041 Positive. I saw him. 120 00:07:21,074 --> 00:07:23,477 I don't believe it. He couldn't have been. 121 00:07:23,511 --> 00:07:24,978 Jessica, you're wrong. I mean, God, 122 00:07:25,012 --> 00:07:27,681 he doesn't even know I exist. 123 00:09:11,619 --> 00:09:14,121 Ah. You came early. 124 00:09:14,154 --> 00:09:16,724 We left at 7:00. 125 00:09:16,757 --> 00:09:18,892 They didn't even stop. 126 00:09:18,926 --> 00:09:21,094 They said they were in a hurry and they'd stop on their way back. 127 00:09:21,128 --> 00:09:23,997 Well, anyway, now you're here 128 00:09:24,031 --> 00:09:25,999 and we have the whole weekend together. 129 00:09:26,033 --> 00:09:28,101 They're coming in the morning. I have a test. 130 00:09:28,135 --> 00:09:29,937 Oh. 131 00:09:29,970 --> 00:09:31,872 We have the whole day together. 132 00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:34,141 I have to study. 133 00:09:35,743 --> 00:09:36,944 I know you. 134 00:09:36,977 --> 00:09:38,879 You didn't have breakfast. 135 00:09:38,912 --> 00:09:41,081 What shall I make? Pancakes? 136 00:09:41,114 --> 00:09:42,883 - I'm not hungry. 137 00:09:42,916 --> 00:09:44,918 I don't know. Maybe never. 138 00:09:44,952 --> 00:09:47,955 - Look at you. You're too thin. - Don't say that. 139 00:09:47,988 --> 00:09:50,858 - Once there was a little girl-- - Stop forcing me. 140 00:09:50,891 --> 00:09:53,060 - Stop forcing me. 141 00:09:53,093 --> 00:09:54,828 Come on. 142 00:09:54,862 --> 00:09:57,297 Give me that. 143 00:09:59,232 --> 00:10:01,902 You know, I was thinking I'd leave before they got here. 144 00:10:01,935 --> 00:10:03,871 Uh-huh. 145 00:10:03,904 --> 00:10:05,839 And go where? 146 00:10:05,873 --> 00:10:08,341 You don't know what it's like. 147 00:10:08,375 --> 00:10:11,078 You were lucky. You weren't an only one. 148 00:10:11,111 --> 00:10:14,014 - Child. 149 00:10:14,047 --> 00:10:17,017 My friends all have millions of brothers and sisters. 150 00:10:17,050 --> 00:10:19,820 Well, at least one anyway. 151 00:10:19,853 --> 00:10:23,090 I still get down on my knees, but they'll never change their mind. 152 00:10:23,123 --> 00:10:26,193 Why should they? They have each other. 153 00:10:26,226 --> 00:10:29,029 They certainly have. 154 00:10:30,898 --> 00:10:35,302 How about a little game of cards, huh? 155 00:10:39,907 --> 00:10:41,641 Move. 156 00:10:43,043 --> 00:10:45,145 Oh, you know something? 157 00:10:45,178 --> 00:10:47,380 The first crocus is out. 158 00:10:47,414 --> 00:10:51,218 A blue one. Before anyone else's. 159 00:10:51,251 --> 00:10:53,754 I don't want to go outside. 160 00:10:53,787 --> 00:10:56,156 Why? What's the matter with outside? 161 00:10:56,189 --> 00:10:58,826 Just a little walk. 162 00:10:58,859 --> 00:11:00,928 I don't want to go for a little walk. 163 00:11:00,961 --> 00:11:02,830 - I want to stay here. 164 00:11:02,863 --> 00:11:04,698 I thought you wanted to leave. 165 00:11:05,866 --> 00:11:08,802 I'm tired, Nana. Totally tired. 166 00:11:08,836 --> 00:11:10,437 Totally, hmm. 167 00:11:10,470 --> 00:11:12,906 And what makes you so tired? 168 00:11:12,940 --> 00:11:15,743 - School. - Ah, school. 169 00:11:15,776 --> 00:11:17,911 What's at school to make you so tired? 170 00:11:17,945 --> 00:11:19,947 - Everything. 171 00:11:19,980 --> 00:11:22,115 Homework? 172 00:11:22,149 --> 00:11:23,717 Teachers? 173 00:11:23,751 --> 00:11:25,886 Friends? 174 00:11:25,919 --> 00:11:27,320 Boyfriends? 175 00:11:31,224 --> 00:11:33,727 Hey, girls. How's it going? 176 00:11:33,761 --> 00:11:35,128 - Hey. 177 00:11:35,162 --> 00:11:36,997 - Yeah. 178 00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:39,299 - Both: German. 179 00:11:39,332 --> 00:11:43,737 Man, that teacher, she's something else, huh? 180 00:11:43,771 --> 00:11:45,305 Yeah, well, we all know about you and Kleiss. 181 00:11:45,338 --> 00:11:47,040 It's not just me there, Janebo. 182 00:11:48,842 --> 00:11:51,078 What's wrong with your friend? 183 00:11:52,345 --> 00:11:54,047 Can't she speak? 184 00:11:54,081 --> 00:11:55,482 Or can she just read? 185 00:11:55,515 --> 00:11:57,317 Daisy can talk, Tony. 186 00:11:57,350 --> 00:12:00,320 Yeah? Well, you know something, flower girl? 187 00:12:00,353 --> 00:12:03,256 - Hey, knock it off, man. - I think your friend is lying. 188 00:12:03,290 --> 00:12:06,326 I don't think you can say a single word. 189 00:12:06,359 --> 00:12:08,996 Hey, she can talk. 190 00:12:09,029 --> 00:12:10,330 I'm sure of it. 191 00:12:10,363 --> 00:12:13,000 She just needs the right person to talk to. 192 00:12:13,033 --> 00:12:15,502 Christ. Let's get going. 193 00:12:15,535 --> 00:12:17,037 Come on, let's get out of here. 194 00:12:20,841 --> 00:12:22,776 And then she will, 195 00:12:22,810 --> 00:12:24,812 when she wants to. 196 00:12:26,546 --> 00:12:29,349 When she really wants to. 197 00:12:34,021 --> 00:12:36,389 So, tell me. 198 00:12:36,423 --> 00:12:38,258 What? 199 00:12:38,291 --> 00:12:40,293 Something must be going on. 200 00:12:40,327 --> 00:12:41,895 Nothing. 201 00:12:43,396 --> 00:12:46,199 Someone told me I have a beautiful smile. 202 00:12:48,969 --> 00:12:51,939 Someone? Who's this someone? 203 00:12:51,972 --> 00:12:54,174 You think that's true, Nana? 204 00:12:54,207 --> 00:12:57,210 I don't know. Show me. 205 00:12:59,046 --> 00:13:01,448 Oh, that's a smile? 206 00:13:01,481 --> 00:13:04,051 We have a German test on Monday. 207 00:13:04,084 --> 00:13:07,387 Mm. That's the famous smile? 208 00:13:07,420 --> 00:13:09,089 Oh, God, I'm gonna throw up. 209 00:13:09,122 --> 00:13:11,959 Oh, not before I see that famous smile. 210 00:13:11,992 --> 00:13:14,127 - I'm gonna fail. I know it. 211 00:13:14,161 --> 00:13:16,163 Well, I didn't fail last time. I fainted. 212 00:13:16,196 --> 00:13:19,166 You fainted? You were so sure you would fail; 213 00:13:19,199 --> 00:13:21,234 instead, you just fainted. 214 00:13:24,571 --> 00:13:26,139 Oh. 215 00:13:41,554 --> 00:13:44,925 What's this fainting? 216 00:13:44,958 --> 00:13:47,360 You never do think you're going to pass a test. 217 00:13:47,394 --> 00:13:49,897 You, who always gets As. 218 00:13:49,930 --> 00:13:51,932 Not once. 219 00:13:51,965 --> 00:13:54,868 Now where are you going? 220 00:14:01,108 --> 00:14:04,111 Nana: Ben 221 00:14:06,213 --> 00:14:07,414 How are you, my dear? 222 00:14:07,447 --> 00:14:09,282 - Fine. 223 00:15:21,088 --> 00:15:24,357 So, mayn Daisele. 224 00:15:24,391 --> 00:15:28,495 Always with that head in a book. 225 00:15:28,528 --> 00:15:30,998 You must be very smart. 226 00:15:31,031 --> 00:15:34,034 No one I know likes to read. 227 00:15:34,067 --> 00:15:36,536 They all-- 228 00:15:36,569 --> 00:15:39,606 everyone thinks it's weird. They think-- 229 00:15:39,639 --> 00:15:42,942 I had a friend who read like you do. 230 00:15:44,544 --> 00:15:47,047 There were no books in her house, so I gave her mine. 231 00:15:49,016 --> 00:15:52,952 We spent hours in my grandfather's yellow bookstore. 232 00:15:56,589 --> 00:15:59,092 She was my first friend. 233 00:15:59,126 --> 00:16:01,328 When we went to dances together, 234 00:16:01,361 --> 00:16:03,430 the boys used to get us confused. 235 00:16:04,731 --> 00:16:07,334 She had long, blonde hair like mine. 236 00:16:07,367 --> 00:16:10,337 They thought we were sisters. 237 00:16:10,370 --> 00:16:12,639 I loved that. 238 00:16:14,807 --> 00:16:16,609 Only I was Jewish. 239 00:16:19,112 --> 00:16:22,249 Her parents didn't like me from the very beginning. 240 00:16:25,685 --> 00:16:28,488 Once she wrote me a poem 241 00:16:28,521 --> 00:16:31,158 about the yellow bookstore. 242 00:16:38,065 --> 00:16:40,500 "Yellow roof. Yellow windows. 243 00:16:40,533 --> 00:16:43,570 Yellow chimney to the sky. 244 00:16:43,603 --> 00:16:46,506 We are standing, forever reading, 245 00:16:46,539 --> 00:16:49,242 between the yellow bookshelves. 246 00:16:49,276 --> 00:16:52,312 You on one side. I on the other. 247 00:16:52,345 --> 00:16:56,449 You on the right. I on the left." 248 00:16:56,483 --> 00:16:58,385 When they burned it down... 249 00:17:00,353 --> 00:17:03,490 when they took my grandfather away... 250 00:17:05,125 --> 00:17:07,460 when there were no more books... 251 00:17:09,862 --> 00:17:12,632 I was glad she had mine. 252 00:17:12,665 --> 00:17:16,136 One day I saw her 253 00:17:16,169 --> 00:17:19,206 walking down a crowded street. 254 00:17:20,573 --> 00:17:22,675 So many people. 255 00:17:24,811 --> 00:17:27,547 But that day, to me, 256 00:17:27,580 --> 00:17:30,317 it was though there was only her. 257 00:17:32,319 --> 00:17:34,587 She was coming right toward me. 258 00:17:34,621 --> 00:17:37,690 So I started walking faster. 259 00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:40,293 I hadn't seen her in months. 260 00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:45,865 Then I saw her eyes. 261 00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:48,335 Blue. 262 00:17:48,368 --> 00:17:52,239 Blue like the flowers in the field 263 00:17:52,272 --> 00:17:55,208 around my grandfather's house. 264 00:17:59,746 --> 00:18:01,614 And then, Nana? 265 00:18:02,915 --> 00:18:05,818 - We have to leave. 266 00:18:05,852 --> 00:18:07,620 Mr. Gilman's going to town. 267 00:18:07,654 --> 00:18:09,522 You always stop in the middle. 268 00:18:09,556 --> 00:18:12,625 - I have to pay. - Mr. Gilman never lets you pay. 269 00:18:12,659 --> 00:18:16,529 I will this time. This time I got a surprise. 270 00:18:16,563 --> 00:18:20,300 I don't care. What surprise? 271 00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:24,604 - "Anna Karenina"! Yes. 272 00:18:24,637 --> 00:18:27,540 Oh, Nana! At last, I have it, too! 273 00:18:29,542 --> 00:18:32,745 Mm. Oh. 274 00:18:37,584 --> 00:18:40,353 I hear. I hear you. I hear you, Mom. 275 00:18:40,387 --> 00:18:43,756 I'm not! I'm not, Mom. 276 00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:47,427 I'm not using a tone. Oh, please don't put him on. 277 00:18:47,460 --> 00:18:49,396 Mom, do you have to-- 278 00:18:49,429 --> 00:18:52,399 hi. 279 00:18:52,432 --> 00:18:54,667 Of course I heard her. I just talked to her. 280 00:18:56,436 --> 00:18:58,271 I'm not using a tone! 281 00:18:58,305 --> 00:19:00,273 Why do you two always say the exact same thing? 282 00:19:02,742 --> 00:19:05,178 Books? 283 00:19:05,212 --> 00:19:07,280 Not many, just a few. 284 00:19:07,314 --> 00:19:09,382 About 20. 285 00:19:09,416 --> 00:19:11,884 Oh, please, don't put her on. 286 00:19:13,553 --> 00:19:15,922 Hi. 287 00:19:15,955 --> 00:19:18,791 What? 288 00:19:18,825 --> 00:19:21,894 But I still read them, Mom. I read them all the time. 289 00:19:21,928 --> 00:19:24,864 I'm not too old for fairy tales. 290 00:19:26,833 --> 00:19:28,735 Nana says we should never throw our books away. 291 00:19:28,768 --> 00:19:30,503 Books are stories. Books are life. 292 00:19:32,505 --> 00:19:35,308 All her books were thrown away, Mom. 293 00:19:35,342 --> 00:19:37,577 I want to keep mine. 294 00:19:38,911 --> 00:19:41,248 You are 295 00:19:42,815 --> 00:19:46,586 What am I gonna-- okay. Okay. 296 00:19:46,619 --> 00:19:49,422 I'll do it. Okay. Bye. 297 00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:52,925 - God! 298 00:19:52,959 --> 00:19:55,395 They always do that. They're coming back tonight. 299 00:19:55,428 --> 00:19:57,830 They-- I don't know. 300 00:20:02,902 --> 00:20:05,238 - Mmm. 301 00:20:05,272 --> 00:20:06,939 How is it? 302 00:20:06,973 --> 00:20:09,376 - It's very good. 303 00:20:09,409 --> 00:20:10,810 It's great. 304 00:20:10,843 --> 00:20:12,645 You want another little piece? 305 00:20:15,615 --> 00:20:18,485 And they say you don't eat. They worry. 306 00:20:18,518 --> 00:20:20,953 I still give my food to the dog. 307 00:20:39,372 --> 00:20:41,974 "All happy families resemble one another, 308 00:20:42,008 --> 00:20:46,546 but each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way." 309 00:20:49,649 --> 00:20:52,452 Oh, you know it by heart! 310 00:20:52,485 --> 00:20:54,587 This is the way it always should be. 311 00:20:54,621 --> 00:20:57,490 No school. No homework. No being nice to everybody. 312 00:20:57,524 --> 00:21:00,393 Just read and read forever. 313 00:21:00,427 --> 00:21:02,595 The way it was before you left. 314 00:21:02,629 --> 00:21:04,497 Mm, Daisisch. 315 00:21:04,531 --> 00:21:06,866 Why did you, Nana? Why did you leave? 316 00:21:06,899 --> 00:21:10,470 Your parents and I-- your mother-- 317 00:21:10,503 --> 00:21:12,405 - Did you do something wrong? - No. 318 00:21:12,439 --> 00:21:14,841 But there were things I couldn't tell, and now-- 319 00:21:14,874 --> 00:21:17,344 Now, Nana? 320 00:21:18,711 --> 00:21:22,048 Your friend, the one who read so much? 321 00:21:22,081 --> 00:21:24,684 What happened to her? 322 00:21:24,717 --> 00:21:27,987 What happened that day? 323 00:21:28,020 --> 00:21:31,458 Nana: She stopped. She just stood there. 324 00:21:33,493 --> 00:21:36,496 I thought she's waiting for me. 325 00:21:36,529 --> 00:21:39,966 She came all the way over here, through everything, 326 00:21:39,999 --> 00:21:42,502 and she's waiting for me. 327 00:21:42,535 --> 00:21:44,904 I kept on walking. 328 00:21:44,937 --> 00:21:47,674 Close... closer. 329 00:21:47,707 --> 00:21:50,710 Another step and I could have touched her. 330 00:21:50,743 --> 00:21:54,381 When she turned and crossed the street, 331 00:21:54,414 --> 00:21:58,351 she walked slowly, deliberately. 332 00:21:58,385 --> 00:22:02,722 And I watched her go. I watched her. 333 00:22:02,755 --> 00:22:06,626 Maybe she saw them close off the wall. 334 00:22:06,659 --> 00:22:09,962 And maybe she came all the way to the ghetto to see me, 335 00:22:09,996 --> 00:22:12,732 to tell me where they were taking us, 336 00:22:12,765 --> 00:22:14,767 where we were going. 337 00:22:14,801 --> 00:22:19,539 Maybe they told her lies, and maybe she believed them. 338 00:22:19,572 --> 00:22:22,108 Maybe she was afraid. 339 00:22:22,141 --> 00:22:24,544 Who knows, Daisy? 340 00:22:24,577 --> 00:22:27,714 Close your eyes. Close them. 341 00:22:27,747 --> 00:22:29,682 Don't move. 342 00:23:38,084 --> 00:23:40,953 Nana, open your eyes! 343 00:23:40,987 --> 00:23:43,055 Turn around! 344 00:23:43,089 --> 00:23:45,091 Nana. 345 00:23:45,124 --> 00:23:48,961 Look, I found it. I knew just where to look. 346 00:23:48,995 --> 00:23:52,465 Look, Nana. It's pretty. Look. 347 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:56,636 Oh. 348 00:23:58,905 --> 00:24:01,073 Mmm. 349 00:24:02,542 --> 00:24:06,979 Oh. Who picks the crocus 350 00:24:13,252 --> 00:24:16,589 Ethan, even his name is gorgeous. 351 00:24:16,623 --> 00:24:18,491 God, he's so cute. 352 00:24:18,525 --> 00:24:21,093 He must be the cutest boy in the whole school. 353 00:24:21,127 --> 00:24:23,830 Everyone practically faints when he walks into assembly. 354 00:24:23,863 --> 00:24:26,032 When I'm near him, 355 00:24:26,065 --> 00:24:29,569 in class, in the lunchroom, 356 00:24:29,602 --> 00:24:31,638 at lacrosse, even on the street 357 00:24:31,671 --> 00:24:33,239 outside his house when he's not there, 358 00:24:33,272 --> 00:24:35,975 something swallows me up 359 00:24:36,008 --> 00:24:37,610 or grabs me, 360 00:24:37,644 --> 00:24:41,047 my throat, my chest, my whole insides, 361 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:44,050 so that I can't think or hear or breathe. 362 00:24:44,083 --> 00:24:47,286 And I don't want to. Let the whole world disappear 363 00:24:47,319 --> 00:24:51,891 so I can think about him, be with him in my mind. 364 00:24:53,626 --> 00:24:55,862 It's like I'm blinded to everything else. 365 00:26:03,796 --> 00:26:06,833 I had to watch. I had to. 366 00:26:06,866 --> 00:26:09,335 I saw him lean over her, 367 00:26:09,368 --> 00:26:11,704 his hair on her cheek, 368 00:26:11,738 --> 00:26:13,940 his hand on her knee. 369 00:26:13,973 --> 00:26:17,009 And then I saw him kiss her on the mouth. 370 00:26:17,043 --> 00:26:19,912 I thought my heart would split open. 371 00:26:21,914 --> 00:26:23,315 Who is this boy? 372 00:26:24,917 --> 00:26:27,687 He's got this blond hair and these... 373 00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,923 incredible eyes. 374 00:26:30,957 --> 00:26:33,325 Like the ocean, Nana. They're blue one minute 375 00:26:33,359 --> 00:26:34,961 and green the next. They're incredible. 376 00:26:34,994 --> 00:26:36,829 Incredible eyes. 377 00:26:36,863 --> 00:26:39,365 He's president of the senior class. 378 00:26:39,398 --> 00:26:43,202 His father's an architect, so he's traveled around all over Europe. 379 00:26:43,235 --> 00:26:46,172 He grew up in England. 380 00:26:46,205 --> 00:26:49,709 And he has this totally dreamy accent. 381 00:26:49,742 --> 00:26:52,144 And Nana, he's so smart. 382 00:26:52,178 --> 00:26:54,814 He gets A-pluses in everything. 383 00:26:54,847 --> 00:26:57,416 He's captain of the lacrosse team. 384 00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,051 He's... 385 00:26:59,085 --> 00:27:01,020 Nana, are you listening to me? 386 00:27:01,053 --> 00:27:03,289 Of course I'm listening. 387 00:27:03,322 --> 00:27:04,957 The what team? 388 00:27:04,991 --> 00:27:07,894 Lacrosse. It's a game. 389 00:27:07,927 --> 00:27:10,229 I was saying he's-- 390 00:27:12,231 --> 00:27:14,834 - Perfect. 391 00:27:14,867 --> 00:27:16,335 There's not one thing wrong with him. 392 00:27:16,368 --> 00:27:18,971 It's like he just... shines. 393 00:27:19,005 --> 00:27:21,708 "So Clare Bear had to glare and swear, 394 00:27:21,741 --> 00:27:23,375 'Give me a square of your pear. 395 00:27:23,409 --> 00:27:26,012 If we're to live in this lair here beneath the stair, 396 00:27:26,045 --> 00:27:29,348 we must learn to share, especially pear. 397 00:27:29,381 --> 00:27:31,350 But if you dare tear your pear and not share; 398 00:27:31,383 --> 00:27:34,086 just wear that smile with pompous style, 399 00:27:34,120 --> 00:27:36,155 I'll bite your head off.'" 400 00:27:38,858 --> 00:27:41,828 - Whoo! - Teacher: Excellent, Ethan. 401 00:27:41,861 --> 00:27:45,698 Great job. Who would've thought a bear had so many sides to him? 402 00:27:45,732 --> 00:27:47,767 Daisy: It was about this bear. 403 00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:50,837 This bear that ate pears. It was really funny. 404 00:27:50,870 --> 00:27:52,671 It was hysterical. Everyone laughed. 405 00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:55,908 No one laughed when I read mine. 406 00:27:55,942 --> 00:27:58,878 Let's hear from Daisy. What poem have you written for us today? 407 00:28:06,786 --> 00:28:09,355 "The first time that I went there, 408 00:28:09,388 --> 00:28:12,158 there was silence all around 409 00:28:12,191 --> 00:28:13,993 and your street was almost empty 410 00:28:14,026 --> 00:28:16,162 and the sun beat on the ground. 411 00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:18,464 And since then I keep on going. 412 00:28:18,497 --> 00:28:20,499 Something pulls me, so I go, 413 00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:22,168 though I don't want you to see me. 414 00:28:22,201 --> 00:28:24,136 I don't want you to know. 415 00:28:24,170 --> 00:28:26,839 For I know you'll never love me. 416 00:28:26,873 --> 00:28:29,275 I know you'll never care. 417 00:28:29,308 --> 00:28:31,443 But still I can't help going, 418 00:28:31,477 --> 00:28:34,113 for the only place I want to be is there. 419 00:28:34,146 --> 00:28:36,816 Yes, there. Oh, there." 420 00:28:46,893 --> 00:28:50,129 It was awful standing there, like I was naked. 421 00:28:50,162 --> 00:28:53,532 And the poem was naked too, every word, like it was branding me. 422 00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:56,803 After class, no one talked to me. 423 00:28:56,836 --> 00:28:58,270 They didn't even look at me. 424 00:28:58,304 --> 00:29:00,306 God, I wanted to die for having read that poem. 425 00:29:00,339 --> 00:29:02,942 I want to read it. Where is it? 426 00:29:02,975 --> 00:29:04,310 I threw it out. 427 00:29:04,343 --> 00:29:07,113 - I thought he hated me. 428 00:29:08,180 --> 00:29:10,249 Why shouldn't he like you? 429 00:29:10,282 --> 00:29:13,986 Nana, he's so normal. 430 00:29:14,020 --> 00:29:15,521 Normal? 431 00:29:15,554 --> 00:29:17,223 Why should you be normal? 432 00:29:17,256 --> 00:29:19,125 It's not the most important thing. 433 00:29:19,158 --> 00:29:20,426 Oh, yes, it is. I know it is. 434 00:29:20,459 --> 00:29:22,294 You know it is. Absolutely. 435 00:29:22,328 --> 00:29:26,065 - You don't need to be normal. - But I want to be, Nana. 436 00:29:26,098 --> 00:29:28,034 I have to be. 437 00:29:28,067 --> 00:29:30,136 Hey, wait up! Hey! 438 00:29:31,838 --> 00:29:34,440 Listen, I'd really like to talk to you... 439 00:29:34,473 --> 00:29:36,242 about that poem. 440 00:29:36,275 --> 00:29:39,879 You see, you should not have thrown it out. 441 00:29:39,912 --> 00:29:42,081 How about tonight after lacrosse? 442 00:29:43,182 --> 00:29:45,284 I've seen you there. 443 00:29:45,317 --> 00:29:46,886 Haven't I? 444 00:29:46,919 --> 00:29:48,888 I can't tonight. I have someth-- 445 00:29:48,921 --> 00:29:50,589 How about tomorrow morning? Early? 446 00:29:50,622 --> 00:29:53,059 - 6:00. 447 00:29:53,092 --> 00:29:56,262 6:00 in the morning? He's crazy. 448 00:30:54,386 --> 00:30:56,255 Hi. 449 00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,429 Hi. 450 00:31:21,580 --> 00:31:24,083 Are you scared of everything? 451 00:31:26,285 --> 00:31:28,654 It's like you're gonna break or something if I-- 452 00:31:39,731 --> 00:31:42,334 That poem was about me, wasn't it? 453 00:31:44,736 --> 00:31:47,039 No. 454 00:31:47,073 --> 00:31:51,010 I mean... not really. 455 00:31:52,611 --> 00:31:55,247 Well, it sure sounded like me. 456 00:31:56,983 --> 00:31:59,318 Who was it, if it wasn't about me? 457 00:32:03,255 --> 00:32:05,557 It wasn't about anybody. 458 00:32:17,136 --> 00:32:19,171 Come here. 459 00:32:24,076 --> 00:32:28,114 Sad eyes. Where'd you get such sad eyes? 460 00:32:30,716 --> 00:32:33,219 She loves me. 461 00:32:33,252 --> 00:32:35,387 She loves me not. 462 00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:39,325 She loves me. 463 00:32:41,027 --> 00:32:42,694 She loves me not. 464 00:32:42,728 --> 00:32:45,331 She loves me. 465 00:32:46,332 --> 00:32:48,734 She loves me. 466 00:32:48,767 --> 00:32:51,337 She loves-- 467 00:32:53,172 --> 00:32:55,207 Hey, flower girl! 468 00:32:59,511 --> 00:33:02,148 Scared I'll pull your petals off? 469 00:33:04,150 --> 00:33:07,353 I'm asking you, who is this boy? 470 00:33:07,386 --> 00:33:10,456 He's right. Last year everyone talked about running away. 471 00:33:10,489 --> 00:33:12,291 Not me. 472 00:33:12,324 --> 00:33:15,694 I can't even say shit or fuck without getting scared. 473 00:33:15,727 --> 00:33:18,430 - I can't-- 474 00:33:18,464 --> 00:33:20,566 I can't even say them. 475 00:33:20,599 --> 00:33:22,701 What was that? What what? 476 00:33:22,734 --> 00:33:24,203 Shit. Fuck. 477 00:33:24,236 --> 00:33:26,272 - I can't hear you. - Shit! Fuck! 478 00:33:26,305 --> 00:33:29,708 Oh, yes, now I hear you! I never hear those words. 479 00:33:29,741 --> 00:33:33,379 Everyone says them. - Not around here. 480 00:33:33,412 --> 00:33:36,315 Please, say them for me again. 481 00:33:36,348 --> 00:33:39,485 - Come on. Say them. 482 00:33:40,686 --> 00:33:43,222 Oh. Come on, Daisy. Please! 483 00:33:43,255 --> 00:33:45,091 - Daisy. Say them! 484 00:33:45,124 --> 00:33:48,227 Say them. Say them. 485 00:33:48,260 --> 00:33:51,029 - Say them. 486 00:33:53,132 --> 00:33:55,033 Wh-- 487 00:34:03,175 --> 00:34:05,344 He's never gonna come. I know it. 488 00:34:05,377 --> 00:34:07,379 He's never gonna be there. 489 00:34:08,714 --> 00:34:10,449 I wrecked it. I wrecked everything 490 00:34:10,482 --> 00:34:12,818 in that coffee shop. 491 00:34:12,851 --> 00:34:15,687 And he'd like you. I know he would. 492 00:34:15,721 --> 00:34:18,190 If he ever got to know you, he'd love you. 493 00:34:18,224 --> 00:34:21,427 Guess who. 494 00:34:24,363 --> 00:34:26,598 I always knew you talked to someone. 495 00:34:26,632 --> 00:34:28,667 I just didn't know he'd be a dog. 496 00:34:30,802 --> 00:34:32,804 Um... 497 00:34:32,838 --> 00:34:36,442 Howie, this is Ethan; Ethan, Howard. 498 00:34:38,577 --> 00:34:41,813 Well, he wants to go for a run, don't you? 499 00:34:41,847 --> 00:34:43,382 Don't you want to run with Ethan? 500 00:34:44,883 --> 00:34:46,652 Well, what are we waiting for, man? 501 00:34:46,685 --> 00:34:48,454 Come on. Let's go. 502 00:35:02,334 --> 00:35:04,803 So... 503 00:35:04,836 --> 00:35:07,306 we're finally here. 504 00:35:08,574 --> 00:35:10,609 Together, I mean. 505 00:35:12,678 --> 00:35:14,813 Isn't that what you wanted? 506 00:35:14,846 --> 00:35:17,583 I mean, every morning, the street... 507 00:35:17,616 --> 00:35:20,352 the secret tree. 508 00:35:20,386 --> 00:35:23,222 The one you thought I didn't see you hiding behind. 509 00:35:26,292 --> 00:35:28,360 Your face. 510 00:35:28,394 --> 00:35:31,197 The way you look at me in class. 511 00:35:31,230 --> 00:35:33,732 The way you always look at me 512 00:35:33,765 --> 00:35:36,668 every time you see me. 513 00:35:42,408 --> 00:35:45,377 Oh, maybe I was wrong. 514 00:35:45,411 --> 00:35:48,146 Maybe I just imagined all those things. 515 00:35:49,981 --> 00:35:53,185 Tell me I imagined them and we'll forget all about this. 516 00:35:53,219 --> 00:35:55,921 - No, you didn't imagine anything. - Oh. 517 00:35:55,954 --> 00:35:57,789 She speaks to me. 518 00:35:57,823 --> 00:36:00,292 At last. 519 00:36:03,295 --> 00:36:05,231 So you do want to be here 520 00:36:05,264 --> 00:36:07,299 with me? 521 00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:11,237 Say it. 522 00:36:15,307 --> 00:36:17,243 Yes. 523 00:36:17,276 --> 00:36:19,478 I do. 524 00:36:19,511 --> 00:36:21,613 More than anything. 525 00:36:24,015 --> 00:36:25,651 You're not sorry you came? 526 00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:30,789 I'm not sorry. 527 00:36:30,822 --> 00:36:34,393 All those times on my street, why didn't-- 528 00:36:34,426 --> 00:36:37,496 why didn't you say something 529 00:36:37,529 --> 00:36:39,998 Why didn't you just talk to me? 530 00:36:40,031 --> 00:36:42,901 Girls talk to me all the time. 531 00:36:42,934 --> 00:36:45,604 Oh, but I did. 532 00:36:45,637 --> 00:36:48,640 You did I don't remember. 533 00:36:50,276 --> 00:36:52,411 In the poem. 534 00:37:10,562 --> 00:37:12,698 Promise me something? 535 00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:16,802 Don't be afraid of me. 536 00:37:18,404 --> 00:37:20,606 Say you won't be. 537 00:37:20,639 --> 00:37:22,908 I'd hate it if you were. 538 00:37:25,877 --> 00:37:29,281 I won't be. I promise. 539 00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:32,584 Trust me. 540 00:37:34,420 --> 00:37:36,322 I won't hurt you. 541 00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:39,991 I know. 542 00:37:40,025 --> 00:37:42,728 I couldn't. I wouldn't know how. 543 00:37:46,698 --> 00:37:48,567 Daisy. 544 00:37:50,736 --> 00:37:52,971 It suits you. 545 00:37:54,706 --> 00:37:57,543 You really are a flower. 546 00:38:04,350 --> 00:38:06,718 Like petals. 547 00:38:08,654 --> 00:38:10,922 Flowers break, you know. 548 00:38:10,956 --> 00:38:13,892 You have to treat them gently. 549 00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:29,375 Come on. Let's go. 550 00:38:37,916 --> 00:38:40,886 - Whoo-hoo! 551 00:38:45,023 --> 00:38:47,793 - No. 552 00:38:49,395 --> 00:38:52,130 - Have some. - Right here. 553 00:38:52,163 --> 00:38:55,100 Wasn't that fun, Howard? Didn't you have a good time? 554 00:38:55,133 --> 00:38:57,903 I knew you would. I knew you'd like Ethan. 555 00:38:57,936 --> 00:38:59,538 I knew you'd love him. 556 00:38:59,571 --> 00:39:01,873 Wasn't that the best day of your whole life? 557 00:39:01,907 --> 00:39:05,511 It was of mine. 558 00:39:05,544 --> 00:39:06,878 It really was. 559 00:39:06,912 --> 00:39:08,647 Well, there'll be more days. 560 00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:12,350 Yeah, but not like this. This was the first. 561 00:39:43,181 --> 00:39:45,116 * I had to escape 562 00:39:45,150 --> 00:39:49,721 * The city was sticky and cruel * 563 00:39:49,755 --> 00:39:53,158 * Maybe I should have called you first * 564 00:39:53,191 --> 00:39:56,762 * But I was dying to get to you * 565 00:39:56,795 --> 00:39:58,864 * I was dreaming while I drove * 566 00:39:58,897 --> 00:40:02,734 * The long straight road ahead, uh-huh * 567 00:40:04,703 --> 00:40:08,039 * To taste your sweet kisses, your arms open wide * 568 00:40:08,073 --> 00:40:13,411 * This fever for you is just burning me up inside * 569 00:40:18,183 --> 00:40:21,787 * I drove all night 570 00:40:21,820 --> 00:40:23,955 * To get to you 571 00:40:25,524 --> 00:40:27,926 * Is that all right? 572 00:40:29,260 --> 00:40:32,898 * I drove all night 573 00:40:32,931 --> 00:40:35,934 * Crept in your room 574 00:40:35,967 --> 00:40:39,471 * Woke you from your sleep * 575 00:40:39,505 --> 00:40:42,608 * To make love to you 576 00:40:43,709 --> 00:40:45,944 * Is that all right? 577 00:40:47,579 --> 00:40:49,881 * I drove all night 578 00:40:52,984 --> 00:40:58,189 * What in this world keeps us from tearin' apart? * 579 00:40:59,825 --> 00:41:02,894 * No matter where I go, I hear * 580 00:41:02,928 --> 00:41:06,632 * The beating of your heart * 581 00:41:06,665 --> 00:41:09,501 * I think about you when the night * 582 00:41:09,535 --> 00:41:12,170 * Is cold and dark 583 00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:17,843 * No one can know me the way that you do * 584 00:41:17,876 --> 00:41:21,146 * Nothing erases this feeling between-- * 585 00:42:43,762 --> 00:42:45,697 - It's them. 586 00:42:45,731 --> 00:42:47,265 I bet they changed their minds again. 587 00:42:47,298 --> 00:42:49,034 I bet they're on their way right now. 588 00:42:49,067 --> 00:42:51,803 Talk to them, Nana. Make them understand. 589 00:42:51,837 --> 00:42:53,939 One more night. 590 00:42:53,972 --> 00:42:55,674 Just give me one more night. 591 00:42:55,707 --> 00:42:59,144 Oh, Sashyenka, is that you? 592 00:42:59,177 --> 00:43:01,379 Tonight? 593 00:43:01,412 --> 00:43:04,315 I thought you were coming for her in-- 594 00:43:04,349 --> 00:43:07,085 but why not? 595 00:43:07,118 --> 00:43:10,055 It's only one more night. 596 00:43:10,088 --> 00:43:13,792 Oh. Another German test. 597 00:43:13,825 --> 00:43:16,061 But I can help. 598 00:43:16,094 --> 00:43:17,963 Of course I can. 599 00:43:17,996 --> 00:43:21,332 Believe me, it's not as if I've forgotten my German. 600 00:43:21,366 --> 00:43:23,802 Ah. 601 00:43:23,835 --> 00:43:26,271 She reads too much. 602 00:43:27,873 --> 00:43:31,076 I read "Anna Karenina" when I was 12. 603 00:43:31,109 --> 00:43:33,845 I know there's a suicide. 604 00:43:33,879 --> 00:43:36,882 Fine, fine, fine. We read something else. 605 00:43:36,915 --> 00:43:39,751 She has another book here. 606 00:43:41,152 --> 00:43:42,821 I know you'll be in a hurry. 607 00:43:42,854 --> 00:43:44,890 She'll be ready. 608 00:43:44,923 --> 00:43:48,827 No pancakes. No maple syrup. 609 00:43:48,860 --> 00:43:51,296 She'll do her homework. 610 00:43:51,329 --> 00:43:54,700 Her German. What else? 611 00:43:55,867 --> 00:43:58,236 I'm not trying to be funny. 612 00:43:59,738 --> 00:44:03,308 I'm not using a tone. What tone? 613 00:44:03,341 --> 00:44:06,945 Oh! I didn't know she used one. 614 00:44:06,978 --> 00:44:10,081 I don't know anything about tones. 615 00:44:10,115 --> 00:44:12,050 All right, all right. 616 00:44:12,083 --> 00:44:14,953 Sashyenka, see you tomorrow. Dobranoc. 617 00:44:14,986 --> 00:44:17,756 Both: * Daisy, Daisy 618 00:44:17,789 --> 00:44:20,091 * Give me your answer true * 619 00:44:20,125 --> 00:44:24,996 * I'm half crazy all for the love of you * 620 00:44:25,030 --> 00:44:27,465 * It won't be a stylish marriage * 621 00:44:27,498 --> 00:44:30,035 * I can't afford a carriage * 622 00:44:30,068 --> 00:44:32,804 * But you'll look so sweet upon the seat * 623 00:44:32,838 --> 00:44:35,140 * Of a bicycle built for two. * 624 00:44:35,173 --> 00:44:37,375 "Deutsch Mit Emil." 625 00:44:37,408 --> 00:44:40,245 Lesson 12, Nana. The overnight hike. 626 00:44:45,083 --> 00:44:46,718 Family. 627 00:44:46,752 --> 00:44:48,987 You say the German and I'll give you the English. 628 00:44:49,020 --> 00:44:52,123 - Fine. Die familie. - Family. 629 00:44:52,157 --> 00:44:53,925 Das butterbrot. 630 00:44:53,959 --> 00:44:55,393 Sandwich. 631 00:44:55,426 --> 00:44:57,763 Das schmetterlingsnetz. 632 00:44:58,830 --> 00:45:00,431 Das schmetter-- 633 00:45:00,465 --> 00:45:02,333 Don't tell me. I'll get it. 634 00:45:08,206 --> 00:45:10,375 Das schmetterlingsnetz. 635 00:45:12,210 --> 00:45:15,080 - Das schmetterlingsnetz. - Shh. 636 00:45:17,282 --> 00:45:20,385 - Sunset. - Butterfly net. 637 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:24,189 Der sonnenuntergang. 638 00:45:24,222 --> 00:45:27,392 Oh, God. That's sunset. 639 00:45:27,425 --> 00:45:29,060 Das feuer. 640 00:45:29,094 --> 00:45:30,495 Fire. 641 00:45:30,528 --> 00:45:34,099 - The smoke. - Smoke. 642 00:45:34,132 --> 00:45:36,101 - The way. -Road. 643 00:45:36,134 --> 00:45:37,402 - Find. - Find. 644 00:45:37,435 --> 00:45:39,504 - Consequences. -Follow. 645 00:45:42,373 --> 00:45:45,210 - Lead. 646 00:45:47,178 --> 00:45:50,248 - Drove - I can't hear you. 647 00:45:50,281 --> 00:45:52,550 - Lead! - Lead. 648 00:45:52,583 --> 00:45:55,520 - Fast. Faster. - Almost. Faster. 649 00:45:55,553 --> 00:45:58,023 - Left. -Left. Go left. 650 00:45:58,056 --> 00:46:00,959 - Right. -Right. To the right. 651 00:46:03,261 --> 00:46:05,897 Left. Right. 652 00:46:05,931 --> 00:46:08,399 Left. Right. 653 00:46:09,500 --> 00:46:11,002 Officer: Right. 654 00:46:11,036 --> 00:46:13,071 - Left. - Right. 655 00:46:13,104 --> 00:46:15,506 - Left. - Right. 656 00:46:15,540 --> 00:46:17,843 Left. Right. 657 00:46:17,876 --> 00:46:21,412 Left. Right. 658 00:46:21,446 --> 00:46:23,481 Nana? 659 00:46:27,618 --> 00:46:30,421 Nana, I'm dead. 660 00:46:30,455 --> 00:46:32,523 Oh, my angel. 661 00:46:32,557 --> 00:46:35,426 Stop speaking German. You never speak German. 662 00:46:35,460 --> 00:46:37,095 But you wanted. 663 00:46:37,128 --> 00:46:39,064 Okay, that's enough. 664 00:46:39,097 --> 00:46:42,968 Next stay, we'll do more. Maybe. 665 00:46:56,414 --> 00:46:59,150 Yeah! Yeah! 666 00:47:13,598 --> 00:47:16,334 No more sad eyes. No more. No more. 667 00:47:19,204 --> 00:47:22,240 - They're still sad. - They are not. 668 00:47:23,341 --> 00:47:25,911 - Definitely. 669 00:47:25,944 --> 00:47:28,947 They always give you away. 670 00:47:43,361 --> 00:47:45,363 Why do you like me? 671 00:47:47,565 --> 00:47:50,135 Why do I like you? 672 00:47:52,337 --> 00:47:55,440 First of all because you're-- 673 00:47:57,408 --> 00:48:00,578 And 'cause you're-- 674 00:48:00,611 --> 00:48:04,315 And a little bit-- 675 00:48:04,349 --> 00:48:07,919 And sometimes you're-- 676 00:48:07,953 --> 00:48:11,356 But most of all-- 677 00:48:16,594 --> 00:48:19,998 - Uh! 678 00:48:55,533 --> 00:48:58,503 Daisy: "All happy families resemble one another, 679 00:48:58,536 --> 00:49:02,073 but each unhappy family is unhappy in its own--" 680 00:49:03,774 --> 00:49:07,278 You know something? My grandmother gave me this book. 681 00:49:07,312 --> 00:49:10,015 - It's her favorite book in the whole world. 682 00:49:10,048 --> 00:49:12,417 Your grandmother this. Your grandmother that. 683 00:49:12,450 --> 00:49:17,088 I never heard someone talk about their grandmother so much. 684 00:49:19,090 --> 00:49:21,426 So tell me... 685 00:49:21,459 --> 00:49:25,130 when do I get to meet this famous grandmother of yours? 686 00:49:26,497 --> 00:49:28,199 Or don't you think she'd like me? 687 00:49:30,701 --> 00:49:34,505 Remember the day that woman came and spoke to the class? 688 00:49:34,539 --> 00:49:37,475 What woman? What are you talking about? 689 00:49:39,210 --> 00:49:41,379 You know, she talked about 690 00:49:41,412 --> 00:49:43,114 the concentration camps and everything? 691 00:49:43,148 --> 00:49:45,483 Uh, that woman. Yeah. 692 00:49:47,318 --> 00:49:51,522 - Well, my grandmother-- You're kidding me. 693 00:49:52,157 --> 00:49:54,725 Okay, I'm sorry. Your grandmother what? 694 00:49:56,494 --> 00:49:58,529 She is one. 695 00:49:58,563 --> 00:50:00,265 One what? 696 00:50:00,298 --> 00:50:03,301 One of the people who was in the camps. 697 00:50:03,334 --> 00:50:06,071 One of those? 698 00:50:06,104 --> 00:50:08,339 One of those people? 699 00:50:10,408 --> 00:50:13,111 And, like, all those things we heard about-- 700 00:50:13,144 --> 00:50:15,113 all those slides, those stories-- 701 00:50:15,146 --> 00:50:18,583 - Yeah. - They happened to her. 702 00:50:18,616 --> 00:50:21,352 Wow. Really? 703 00:50:21,386 --> 00:50:24,655 She had this friend, this beautiful friend. 704 00:50:24,689 --> 00:50:27,792 - She loved her so much. 705 00:50:27,825 --> 00:50:30,528 They were always together, all the time. 706 00:50:32,097 --> 00:50:33,831 But then in the end, 707 00:50:33,864 --> 00:50:36,301 when she was in the ghetto and everything, 708 00:50:36,334 --> 00:50:38,169 and when they came to take her away-- 709 00:50:38,203 --> 00:50:41,339 Don't you get kind of de-- depressed talking 710 00:50:41,372 --> 00:50:43,441 about concentration camps and stuff like that? 711 00:50:43,474 --> 00:50:46,244 I mean, like, we're sitting here 712 00:50:46,277 --> 00:50:48,279 talking about death, for God's sake. 713 00:50:49,314 --> 00:50:51,682 Come on. Lighten up. 714 00:50:52,850 --> 00:50:55,286 Let's get ice cream. 715 00:50:55,320 --> 00:50:59,324 And then we'll rent a video or something. 716 00:50:59,357 --> 00:51:01,192 You'd like that, wouldn't you? 717 00:51:49,240 --> 00:51:52,677 I can't believe it. I just can't believe it. 718 00:51:52,710 --> 00:51:54,579 Why would someone do something like that? 719 00:51:54,612 --> 00:51:57,615 Why, Jess? I don't understand. 720 00:51:57,648 --> 00:52:01,486 They're bastards, that's why. They can't help themselves. 721 00:52:02,753 --> 00:52:05,156 Why me, Jess? 722 00:52:05,190 --> 00:52:06,857 Why not you? 723 00:52:06,891 --> 00:52:09,427 I've gotta go back in there and take it off. 724 00:52:09,460 --> 00:52:11,229 - No, wait. 725 00:52:11,262 --> 00:52:13,464 I don't want anybody to see it. Nobody can see it, Jess. 726 00:52:13,498 --> 00:52:16,301 Please, I've gotta get it off that locker. 727 00:52:16,334 --> 00:52:19,136 I'll get it off. I don't want you looking at it again. 728 00:52:21,406 --> 00:52:23,274 No. 729 00:52:23,308 --> 00:52:25,543 No, it's mine. 730 00:52:25,576 --> 00:52:28,279 It was meant for me. 731 00:52:41,392 --> 00:52:44,462 Dora: "Is this a train, Mama? It doesn't look like a train." 732 00:52:44,495 --> 00:52:46,464 Nana: Another step, I could have touched her. 733 00:52:46,497 --> 00:52:49,800 Dora: "Hold my hand tight." "I'm holding it, Mama." 734 00:52:49,834 --> 00:52:51,736 Maybe they told her lies. 735 00:52:51,769 --> 00:52:53,771 There are too many people. I can't breathe in here. 736 00:52:53,804 --> 00:52:57,475 Breathe, Dora. Nothing else matters. 737 00:52:57,508 --> 00:52:59,810 Destination: unknown. 738 00:53:21,799 --> 00:53:24,602 Remember when I was little and I asked you? 739 00:53:24,635 --> 00:53:27,238 Mm. You were so tiny. 740 00:53:27,272 --> 00:53:29,907 We were having a bath together. 741 00:53:29,940 --> 00:53:34,245 "What's that, Nana? Why do you wear that? 742 00:53:34,279 --> 00:53:35,846 What's that on your arm?" 743 00:53:35,880 --> 00:53:37,848 "Are you sure you didn't do anything wrong 744 00:53:37,882 --> 00:53:40,651 to make them do that to you?" 745 00:53:40,685 --> 00:53:43,321 Let me see it, Nana. Show it to me. 746 00:53:45,556 --> 00:53:48,926 Daisy: "A." "A" is for Auschwitz. 747 00:53:48,959 --> 00:53:50,861 Oswiecim. 748 00:53:52,730 --> 00:53:55,733 A24839. 749 00:53:58,669 --> 00:54:01,706 - Mm. 750 00:54:01,739 --> 00:54:05,910 Together: Eins, zwei, drei, vier... 751 00:54:05,943 --> 00:54:08,479 - funf. - Fimpf. Oh, fimpf. Fumpf. 752 00:54:08,513 --> 00:54:10,315 - I can never get that "fumpf." - Funf. 753 00:54:10,348 --> 00:54:11,982 Are you sure you're warm enough? 754 00:54:12,016 --> 00:54:14,552 You know I can't sleep without them. 755 00:54:14,585 --> 00:54:16,954 - Nana, don't go. 756 00:54:16,987 --> 00:54:19,757 One. Tell me just one. 757 00:54:19,790 --> 00:54:22,660 - Oh, Daisy! - Come on. Tell me about them. 758 00:54:22,693 --> 00:54:25,363 - Once... 759 00:54:25,396 --> 00:54:27,665 once there were three little girls. 760 00:54:27,698 --> 00:54:30,301 Anushya, Marushya and Varushya. 761 00:54:30,335 --> 00:54:32,069 Three sisters. 762 00:54:32,102 --> 00:54:35,540 Anushya was the oldest. She was just my age. 763 00:54:35,573 --> 00:54:39,310 And Marushya and Varushya, the little ones, the twins-- 764 00:54:39,344 --> 00:54:42,913 they wore white sailor suits and got into mischief all the time. 765 00:54:42,947 --> 00:54:47,518 They had dark, golden hair and golden eyes. 766 00:54:47,552 --> 00:54:49,587 Three little flowers. 767 00:54:49,620 --> 00:54:51,556 They were all very beautiful. 768 00:54:51,589 --> 00:54:53,824 But Marushya and Varushya... 769 00:54:53,858 --> 00:54:55,926 Were the most beautiful of all. 770 00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:59,997 They lived in a house with rickety windows and rickety doors, 771 00:55:00,030 --> 00:55:03,634 and they slept in a small, rickety bed. 772 00:55:03,668 --> 00:55:07,505 A great wall surrounded their house, 773 00:55:07,538 --> 00:55:11,008 a wall which they could not go beyond. 774 00:55:11,041 --> 00:55:13,544 Go on. 775 00:55:13,578 --> 00:55:15,913 Nana: Early one morning, 776 00:55:15,946 --> 00:55:19,517 their mother and father woke Anushya and said, 777 00:55:19,550 --> 00:55:22,853 "Quick, take the little ones' hands and run, run, 778 00:55:22,887 --> 00:55:25,890 for here, it is no longer safe. 779 00:55:25,923 --> 00:55:29,894 Follow the stream that flows past our house, 780 00:55:29,927 --> 00:55:33,398 and it will take you through a crack in the wall. 781 00:55:33,431 --> 00:55:37,668 Run all day till the stream turns into a river, 782 00:55:37,702 --> 00:55:40,004 and the river turns into the sea. 783 00:55:40,037 --> 00:55:41,972 And there, in the dark, 784 00:55:42,006 --> 00:55:45,876 a boat will be waiting to take you to a safe place, 785 00:55:45,910 --> 00:55:48,613 the place where we all shall meet." 786 00:55:48,646 --> 00:55:51,115 Yes, tell me. 787 00:55:51,148 --> 00:55:55,052 Nana: Fast, faster they ran till they saw the sea... 788 00:55:55,085 --> 00:55:57,588 with a small boat waiting. 789 00:55:57,622 --> 00:56:00,625 They had almost reached it. 790 00:56:00,658 --> 00:56:05,095 They were almost there when a shadow overtook them, 791 00:56:05,129 --> 00:56:09,099 small at first but growing larger, 792 00:56:09,133 --> 00:56:11,168 till like magic 793 00:56:11,201 --> 00:56:14,605 it turned into an angel before them. 794 00:56:14,639 --> 00:56:16,707 They drew back, 795 00:56:16,741 --> 00:56:20,878 for surely this was the angel of their dream. 796 00:56:20,911 --> 00:56:23,848 They would've known him anywhere. 797 00:56:23,881 --> 00:56:28,686 Tall and beautiful he was, with shining black hair 798 00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:31,456 and pale white skin. 799 00:56:31,489 --> 00:56:35,593 He smiled at them and held out his hands. 800 00:56:35,626 --> 00:56:38,429 And they saw he wore gloves. 801 00:56:38,463 --> 00:56:40,130 White gloves. 802 00:56:40,164 --> 00:56:42,533 - And boots. - Black boots. 803 00:56:42,567 --> 00:56:45,503 And he carried a magical shining wand. 804 00:56:45,536 --> 00:56:47,171 The wand. 805 00:56:49,740 --> 00:56:51,776 He couldn't come and get me, could he, Nana? 806 00:56:53,177 --> 00:56:55,546 He couldn't come inside my nightmares? 807 00:56:55,580 --> 00:56:57,014 Of course not. 808 00:56:57,047 --> 00:56:58,916 There's no way in the world 809 00:56:58,949 --> 00:57:01,519 that he could come and get you. 810 00:57:01,552 --> 00:57:02,787 I haven't done anything. 811 00:57:02,820 --> 00:57:05,490 No, you haven't done anything. 812 00:57:05,523 --> 00:57:08,493 Go on. You have to finish this time. 813 00:57:08,526 --> 00:57:11,796 The black boots. The magical shining wand. 814 00:57:11,829 --> 00:57:16,634 In that wand, he held all the power in the world. 815 00:57:16,667 --> 00:57:20,671 The power over life and death itself. 816 00:57:22,873 --> 00:57:25,676 Do you have enough to eat, little children? 817 00:57:25,710 --> 00:57:27,812 Do you have enough to drink? 818 00:57:27,845 --> 00:57:31,582 Oh, surely, surely they had nothing to fear. 819 00:57:31,616 --> 00:57:34,719 For surely he had come to save them. 820 00:57:37,021 --> 00:57:38,756 And he looked down on them 821 00:57:38,789 --> 00:57:41,058 and stroked their hair and said... 822 00:57:41,091 --> 00:57:43,260 " 823 00:57:43,293 --> 00:57:47,798 I am l'ange de la mort, malach hamovess-- 824 00:57:47,832 --> 00:57:50,701 the angel of death. 825 00:58:01,846 --> 00:58:04,982 Come with me, and I will take you to your parents. 826 00:58:08,619 --> 00:58:11,188 Come with me, and you will be safe. 827 00:58:16,861 --> 00:58:19,163 Nana: And Marushya and Varushya, 828 00:58:19,196 --> 00:58:21,566 the little ones, the twins, 829 00:58:21,599 --> 00:58:24,001 looked up at him with hope. 830 00:58:24,034 --> 00:58:26,604 And he laid his arm upon them, 831 00:58:26,637 --> 00:58:30,040 separating them from Anushya. 832 00:58:30,074 --> 00:58:33,644 And as I felt them slip away, 833 00:58:33,678 --> 00:58:36,080 I held even more tightly 834 00:58:36,113 --> 00:58:38,949 onto their thin little hands. 835 00:58:38,983 --> 00:58:43,721 I let go. I let go and gazed 836 00:58:43,754 --> 00:58:46,757 at their golden hair and eyes. 837 00:58:46,791 --> 00:58:50,661 - And it seemed to me they were like two-- - Flowers. 838 00:58:50,695 --> 00:58:55,165 Two flowers just ready to be picked. 839 00:58:57,902 --> 00:59:00,037 What happened to Anushya? 840 00:59:00,070 --> 00:59:02,139 Oh, Anushya. 841 00:59:02,172 --> 00:59:04,742 Mayn Daisele. 842 00:59:06,110 --> 00:59:09,680 Anushya is still here. 843 00:59:23,360 --> 00:59:25,195 Two flowers. 844 00:59:27,164 --> 00:59:28,666 Ready to be picked. 845 00:59:30,200 --> 00:59:32,903 - Nana! 846 00:59:41,311 --> 00:59:43,213 Nana! 847 00:59:46,651 --> 00:59:48,819 Nana! 848 00:59:50,821 --> 00:59:52,857 Nana! 849 00:59:56,927 --> 00:59:59,129 Nana! 850 01:00:35,700 --> 01:00:37,835 Uh, just a little something that's come up. 851 01:00:37,868 --> 01:00:39,103 Nothing serious. 852 01:00:42,707 --> 01:00:44,675 Oh. Vanilla custard. 853 01:00:44,709 --> 01:00:47,644 How did you think of it? 854 01:00:49,279 --> 01:00:51,716 What an imagination. 855 01:00:51,749 --> 01:00:54,685 - Don't tell. Please. - I really can't go into it now. 856 01:00:54,719 --> 01:00:56,921 Please, Jessica, you promised. 857 01:00:56,954 --> 01:01:00,390 We're having a special assembly today. Don't worry. 858 01:01:00,424 --> 01:01:04,361 Oh, my God, you told him already, didn't you? 859 01:01:04,394 --> 01:01:08,065 I don't believe it. Why 860 01:01:08,098 --> 01:01:10,200 I had to. I knew you wouldn't. 861 01:01:12,402 --> 01:01:17,441 * Bring me my chariot of fire * 862 01:01:17,474 --> 01:01:22,847 * I will not cease from mental fight * 863 01:01:22,880 --> 01:01:28,185 * Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand * 864 01:01:28,218 --> 01:01:33,223 * Till we have built Jerusalem * 865 01:01:33,257 --> 01:01:39,396 * In England's green and pleasant land. * 866 01:01:48,372 --> 01:01:51,942 Before we go on with our usual Friday assembly, 867 01:01:51,976 --> 01:01:55,279 I wish to bring up an incident. 868 01:01:55,312 --> 01:01:58,248 A series of incidents, in fact, 869 01:01:58,282 --> 01:02:01,385 which, it shames me to say-- 870 01:02:01,418 --> 01:02:04,021 it should shame us all-- 871 01:02:04,054 --> 01:02:07,257 occurred recently at our school. 872 01:02:07,291 --> 01:02:10,260 - A profanation. 873 01:02:10,294 --> 01:02:14,498 Because it means even here, 874 01:02:14,531 --> 01:02:18,502 even at Hunt, where we think of ourselves 875 01:02:18,535 --> 01:02:21,872 as sheltered, shielded, 876 01:02:21,906 --> 01:02:24,174 how can such things happen? 877 01:02:24,208 --> 01:02:27,144 We owe an apology 878 01:02:27,177 --> 01:02:29,546 to you, the innocent ones. 879 01:02:29,579 --> 01:02:31,882 You who may be different, 880 01:02:31,916 --> 01:02:34,785 but who must be made to feel 881 01:02:34,819 --> 01:02:37,855 exactly the same as the rest of us. 882 01:02:37,888 --> 01:02:39,990 Coming here today, 883 01:02:40,024 --> 01:02:42,392 I did not wish to name the victims; 884 01:02:42,426 --> 01:02:46,430 neither to name the perpetrators of these crimes, 885 01:02:46,463 --> 01:02:50,334 for surely that is what they are. 886 01:02:50,367 --> 01:02:53,871 And I am certain that each of you, 887 01:02:53,904 --> 01:02:56,206 victim and perpetrator, 888 01:02:56,240 --> 01:03:00,410 knows in your heart exactly who you are. 889 01:03:00,444 --> 01:03:04,581 But, in order for such incidents 890 01:03:04,614 --> 01:03:06,851 never to be repeated, 891 01:03:06,884 --> 01:03:09,253 such as the vilification of one's name, 892 01:03:09,286 --> 01:03:13,423 the desecration of one's personal property, 893 01:03:13,457 --> 01:03:17,327 I am convinced it is for your own good 894 01:03:17,361 --> 01:03:20,064 and the good of us all 895 01:03:20,097 --> 01:03:24,168 that when I call your names, I want you to stand 896 01:03:24,201 --> 01:03:26,436 and make yourself known. 897 01:03:47,124 --> 01:03:50,260 - Oh, my God, what's-- - Daisy. Daisy. 898 01:03:50,294 --> 01:03:53,063 Do you have enough to eat, little children? 899 01:03:53,097 --> 01:03:55,232 Do you have enough to drink? 900 01:03:57,301 --> 01:03:59,369 Ethan: Daisy? 901 01:04:02,239 --> 01:04:04,341 Daisy? 902 01:04:14,518 --> 01:04:17,254 Oh, man, that fainting. 903 01:04:19,089 --> 01:04:22,559 That was no act. That was real. 904 01:04:22,592 --> 01:04:25,996 I mean, like, you fainted 905 01:04:26,030 --> 01:04:28,432 in front of the whole school. 906 01:04:28,465 --> 01:04:30,901 Takes guts. 907 01:04:33,137 --> 01:04:36,306 - I don't know. I-- 908 01:04:36,340 --> 01:04:39,543 I've never seen someone faint before, not in my whole life. 909 01:04:39,576 --> 01:04:42,379 Everyone I know is so normal. 910 01:04:42,412 --> 01:04:45,215 Yeah, well, you can't help it. 911 01:04:45,249 --> 01:04:48,318 What do you mean? 912 01:04:48,352 --> 01:04:50,921 You know, you're an only child. 913 01:04:50,955 --> 01:04:52,923 You're so sensitive and everything. 914 01:04:52,957 --> 01:04:55,592 I wish I weren't. 915 01:05:05,169 --> 01:05:07,204 How do you think she got an "A" in gym, dude? 916 01:05:07,237 --> 01:05:08,939 The girl can hardly throw a softball. 917 01:05:08,973 --> 01:05:11,075 Jessica: And she never even showed up. 918 01:05:11,108 --> 01:05:13,543 - She was never there. - She's off smoking in the bathroom. 919 01:05:13,577 --> 01:05:16,180 - Tony: Good point. 920 01:05:16,213 --> 01:05:18,315 - A book! - A book! Can you-- 921 01:05:18,348 --> 01:05:20,050 We're in the middle of Central Park, 922 01:05:20,084 --> 01:05:21,551 and she's reading a book. 923 01:05:21,585 --> 01:05:23,353 You want to tell me what's up with that? 924 01:05:23,387 --> 01:05:26,056 - Yeah, what's up with you, man? 925 01:05:26,090 --> 01:05:28,425 - Yeah, you. - I'm the same old guy. 926 01:05:28,458 --> 01:05:31,495 Yeah, maybe, but, um-- 927 01:05:31,528 --> 01:05:34,198 you know, we never see too much of you anymore. 928 01:05:34,231 --> 01:05:37,634 - Yeah. You're always with that "reader." 929 01:05:37,667 --> 01:05:41,538 So what we're saying, Eth, is it's really not cool. 930 01:05:41,571 --> 01:05:44,474 Watch out. You might catch what she's got. 931 01:05:44,508 --> 01:05:46,343 What's that? 932 01:05:48,078 --> 01:05:50,047 Weirdness. 933 01:05:53,683 --> 01:05:56,086 - Aw, look at that. - Mm, look at that. 934 01:05:57,521 --> 01:06:00,190 Tony: Look at 'em all, Eth. 935 01:06:00,224 --> 01:06:02,392 Every girl on that field wants your jock, you know that? 936 01:06:03,693 --> 01:06:06,997 You could have your pick. Your entire pick. 937 01:06:07,031 --> 01:06:10,567 Yeah, and look who he picks? 938 01:06:10,600 --> 01:06:12,202 Another Anne Frank. 939 01:06:12,236 --> 01:06:14,471 Tony: Flower girl. 940 01:06:19,476 --> 01:06:21,011 You're here. 941 01:06:21,045 --> 01:06:22,712 You were waiting for me? 942 01:06:22,746 --> 01:06:25,349 Always wait for me, will you? 943 01:06:25,382 --> 01:06:27,017 Always. 944 01:06:27,051 --> 01:06:28,318 Always. I promise. 945 01:06:28,352 --> 01:06:30,554 - Come. 946 01:06:30,587 --> 01:06:32,456 There. Up there to the castle. 947 01:06:32,489 --> 01:06:34,358 Look, it's like a fairy tale. 948 01:06:34,391 --> 01:06:36,426 Fairy tales aren't real. They're just make-believe. 949 01:06:36,460 --> 01:06:38,262 Oh, no. 950 01:06:38,295 --> 01:06:40,630 - Come on. - You're crazy. 951 01:06:40,664 --> 01:06:42,732 You know that? You're absolutely out of your mind. 952 01:06:42,766 --> 01:06:44,368 Come on. Come on. 953 01:06:44,401 --> 01:06:46,670 Come on. 954 01:06:54,478 --> 01:06:56,380 You're trembling. 955 01:06:56,413 --> 01:06:58,248 Am I? 956 01:06:58,282 --> 01:07:00,084 All over. 957 01:07:05,622 --> 01:07:07,557 Look at you. 958 01:07:09,426 --> 01:07:11,295 Those eyes again. 959 01:07:13,163 --> 01:07:15,599 Say it. 960 01:07:15,632 --> 01:07:17,401 What? 961 01:07:17,434 --> 01:07:19,336 You know. 962 01:07:19,369 --> 01:07:21,538 Say it. 963 01:07:23,307 --> 01:07:25,475 I want you to say it to me. 964 01:07:29,579 --> 01:07:30,780 Ethan. 965 01:07:34,884 --> 01:07:36,753 Ethan. 966 01:07:37,821 --> 01:07:40,390 Ethan. 967 01:07:40,424 --> 01:07:42,226 Hey. 968 01:07:57,307 --> 01:07:59,343 No. 969 01:07:59,376 --> 01:08:01,145 Why? 970 01:08:05,449 --> 01:08:07,317 Not now. Not yet. 971 01:08:07,351 --> 01:08:09,553 But when? 972 01:08:10,754 --> 01:08:12,722 - You just-- - No, I know. 973 01:08:12,756 --> 01:08:14,524 I know. I just-- 974 01:08:14,558 --> 01:08:16,393 When? 975 01:08:18,295 --> 01:08:19,663 When? 976 01:08:23,633 --> 01:08:25,402 Wait for me. 977 01:08:25,435 --> 01:08:27,671 Please. 978 01:08:31,208 --> 01:08:33,143 Please. 979 01:08:56,266 --> 01:08:59,403 This is my favorite place in the whole city. 980 01:08:59,436 --> 01:09:01,705 Your favorite? 981 01:09:01,738 --> 01:09:03,773 Wow. 982 01:09:03,807 --> 01:09:06,543 Even when I was little, my grandmother used to-- 983 01:09:06,576 --> 01:09:09,879 I mean, I used to come here all the time by myself. 984 01:09:09,913 --> 01:09:12,916 Uh-huh. 985 01:09:12,949 --> 01:09:15,652 Lots of people don't even know it's here. 986 01:09:15,685 --> 01:09:17,921 This incredible, magical place 987 01:09:17,954 --> 01:09:19,756 right in the middle of New York City. 988 01:09:19,789 --> 01:09:22,226 Sometimes I can't-- 989 01:09:22,259 --> 01:09:24,361 I can't even really believe it exists. 990 01:09:24,394 --> 01:09:27,297 Can you believe it? 991 01:09:28,432 --> 01:09:31,601 No. I mean-- 992 01:09:31,635 --> 01:09:34,304 not really. 993 01:09:34,338 --> 01:09:36,840 No, I mean, it's really great. 994 01:09:38,442 --> 01:09:40,244 Sometimes I even come and ride 995 01:09:40,277 --> 01:09:41,945 with all the little kids and everything. 996 01:09:44,914 --> 01:09:47,417 And now-- 997 01:09:47,451 --> 01:09:49,419 Now? 998 01:09:49,453 --> 01:09:52,422 Well, now I'm here in a different way. 999 01:09:52,456 --> 01:09:56,260 I mean, now I'm here with you. 1000 01:09:57,694 --> 01:10:01,331 And, like, I can't really believe it. 1001 01:10:02,999 --> 01:10:06,603 'Cause it's, like-- I don't know. 1002 01:10:06,636 --> 01:10:09,773 It's sort of like a dream. 1003 01:10:09,806 --> 01:10:13,310 A dream. Yeah. 1004 01:10:19,883 --> 01:10:22,652 Yeah, so what do you guys think about that Douglas, huh? 1005 01:10:22,686 --> 01:10:25,955 Useless book to read. I haven't even started. 1006 01:10:25,989 --> 01:10:30,294 - Well, you got all tomorrow. - If he sleeps off tonight. 1007 01:10:32,562 --> 01:10:36,966 - Uh, "Tess of the Doberdolls." 1008 01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:39,002 - I can't even get the name straight. - It's Dooberdogs. 1009 01:10:39,035 --> 01:10:40,737 "Tess of the Dooberdogs." 1010 01:10:40,770 --> 01:10:44,774 D'Urbervilles. "Tess of the d'Urbervilles." 1011 01:10:44,808 --> 01:10:47,911 - Whatever. 1012 01:10:47,944 --> 01:10:49,813 Why do I have to read about some stupid whore? 1013 01:10:49,846 --> 01:10:52,349 How can you say that? 1014 01:10:52,382 --> 01:10:55,919 She was abandoned, alone. Haven't you ever felt like that? 1015 01:10:55,952 --> 01:10:58,822 I mean, don't you understand? What else could she do? 1016 01:10:58,855 --> 01:11:02,992 - Back off there, girl. - No doubt. Relax, Daisy. 1017 01:11:03,026 --> 01:11:06,830 She wasn't a whore. She's not a whore. 1018 01:11:06,863 --> 01:11:09,533 Relax. 1019 01:11:09,566 --> 01:11:10,967 We're only kidding. 1020 01:11:16,706 --> 01:11:18,842 - Hey! Look who's here. - Hey! 1021 01:11:20,777 --> 01:11:23,513 - This is her lucky day. 1022 01:11:26,115 --> 01:11:28,084 You're joking, right? 1023 01:11:28,117 --> 01:11:29,986 I'll flip you for her. 1024 01:11:30,019 --> 01:11:32,589 Yeah, right. 1025 01:11:35,124 --> 01:11:37,060 Do you want some head or some tail? 1026 01:11:39,128 --> 01:11:41,297 Tails. 1027 01:12:47,897 --> 01:12:49,699 Hi. 1028 01:13:04,648 --> 01:13:06,115 God, these are great. 1029 01:13:06,149 --> 01:13:08,117 They're just great. I could eat 1,000 of them. 1030 01:13:08,151 --> 01:13:10,554 Well, you're getting close. 1031 01:13:10,587 --> 01:13:13,056 You always say I'm too thin, 1032 01:13:13,089 --> 01:13:15,191 but if I lived with you, I'd get fat. 1033 01:13:15,224 --> 01:13:17,393 Totally fat. Don't you think so? 1034 01:13:19,162 --> 01:13:20,830 Don't you think so, Nana? 1035 01:13:23,500 --> 01:13:25,435 You know what I think? 1036 01:13:25,469 --> 01:13:28,705 I think it's time for a nice game of cards. 1037 01:13:30,607 --> 01:13:32,141 Go fish. 1038 01:13:33,610 --> 01:13:36,846 - I love this game. - Me, too. 1039 01:13:36,880 --> 01:13:38,915 Do you have any fives? 1040 01:13:38,948 --> 01:13:41,117 Hey. 1041 01:13:43,152 --> 01:13:44,554 I go again, right? 1042 01:13:44,588 --> 01:13:46,623 But why? What did I do wrong? 1043 01:13:46,656 --> 01:13:49,459 Nothing. You never do anything wrong. 1044 01:13:49,493 --> 01:13:51,495 You're perfect. 1045 01:13:51,528 --> 01:13:54,764 Do you have any queens? 1046 01:13:54,798 --> 01:13:57,567 If you had them before, why didn't you ask me before? 1047 01:13:57,601 --> 01:13:59,102 You knew I wanted queens. 1048 01:13:59,135 --> 01:14:01,070 But I don't understand. What's wrong with me? 1049 01:14:01,104 --> 01:14:03,840 Nothing. You're-- nothing. 1050 01:14:05,274 --> 01:14:07,777 Do you have any nines? 1051 01:14:07,811 --> 01:14:10,480 I hate this game. I don't wanna play. 1052 01:14:10,514 --> 01:14:13,850 Fine. I'll go and make myself a nice cup of tea. 1053 01:14:13,883 --> 01:14:17,787 No! Pick. Go ahead. 1054 01:14:17,821 --> 01:14:20,056 - You're just so-- 1055 01:14:21,190 --> 01:14:23,126 you're too intense. 1056 01:14:24,794 --> 01:14:26,996 It's embarrassing sometimes. 1057 01:14:28,832 --> 01:14:30,199 Go on. Ask me. 1058 01:14:30,233 --> 01:14:33,637 - Do you have any-- 1059 01:14:34,804 --> 01:14:36,906 If you win, I'll kill you. 1060 01:14:36,940 --> 01:14:38,942 Maybe we could just be friends. 1061 01:14:42,078 --> 01:14:45,849 Gotta go. I'll be late otherwise. 1062 01:14:50,920 --> 01:14:52,689 Any kings? 1063 01:14:52,722 --> 01:14:55,925 I hate you! I hate you! 1064 01:14:55,959 --> 01:14:59,596 I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! 1065 01:14:59,629 --> 01:15:02,666 I hate it here! I hate it! 1066 01:15:02,699 --> 01:15:06,603 You'll see. You'll all see. 1067 01:15:06,636 --> 01:15:08,738 What will we see? 1068 01:15:08,772 --> 01:15:11,207 You know. 1069 01:15:18,615 --> 01:15:21,718 Don't you see there's nothing I can do right? 1070 01:15:21,751 --> 01:15:24,654 Nothing, nothing, nothing! 1071 01:15:24,688 --> 01:15:27,156 Don't touch me. Get away from me! 1072 01:15:31,595 --> 01:15:33,963 Everyone says I don't really look it. 1073 01:15:33,997 --> 01:15:35,865 What? 1074 01:15:35,899 --> 01:15:39,035 You know. Like I am one. 1075 01:15:39,068 --> 01:15:41,270 One Jew. 1076 01:15:41,304 --> 01:15:43,640 Like I'm Jewish. 1077 01:15:43,673 --> 01:15:48,077 Jew, Jew, animal, vegetable, mineral, Jew. 1078 01:15:48,111 --> 01:15:50,647 How can they tell? Can they smell one? 1079 01:15:52,248 --> 01:15:56,552 But not you, Daisy. We'll always love you! 1080 01:16:00,624 --> 01:16:03,059 Except for the eyes. 1081 01:16:03,092 --> 01:16:05,629 The sadness in the eyes. 1082 01:16:05,662 --> 01:16:08,765 That's the one thing that gives it away. 1083 01:16:10,099 --> 01:16:12,335 I don't want to be chosen, Nana, 1084 01:16:12,368 --> 01:16:14,638 like Marushya and Varushya! 1085 01:16:14,671 --> 01:16:16,239 I don't want to be taken away! 1086 01:16:23,813 --> 01:16:27,250 Oh, Nana, 1087 01:16:27,283 --> 01:16:29,619 talk to me. 1088 01:16:29,653 --> 01:16:31,354 Say something. 1089 01:16:33,056 --> 01:16:35,692 Once there was a Nana and a Daisy. 1090 01:16:37,694 --> 01:16:40,263 Oh, Nana. 1091 01:16:40,296 --> 01:16:43,366 Please, won't you say anything? 1092 01:18:43,052 --> 01:18:45,088 ( train crossing bell dinging ) 1093 01:22:57,206 --> 01:22:58,341 Daisy! 1094 01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:14,257 I don't know what makes me do those things, 1095 01:23:14,290 --> 01:23:16,325 makes me say those things. 1096 01:23:16,359 --> 01:23:19,295 But I only do them with you, Nana, only with you. 1097 01:23:21,364 --> 01:23:24,067 I feel so ugly, Nana. 1098 01:23:24,100 --> 01:23:28,304 What are you talking about? You're a beautiful girl. 1099 01:23:28,337 --> 01:23:31,707 - I know what I look like. - Silly Daisy. 1100 01:23:31,740 --> 01:23:34,077 Don't call me that. I hate that name. 1101 01:23:34,110 --> 01:23:38,414 It's a beautiful name and a beautiful flower, 1102 01:23:38,447 --> 01:23:41,384 a flower that grows in the wild. 1103 01:23:43,352 --> 01:23:46,389 He loves me. He loves me not. 1104 01:23:46,422 --> 01:23:49,058 He loves me. He loves me not. 1105 01:23:49,092 --> 01:23:52,695 He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. 1106 01:23:52,728 --> 01:23:55,764 He loves me not, Nana. He loves me not. 1107 01:23:57,800 --> 01:24:00,369 And all that's left is that horrible little thing in the middle. 1108 01:24:00,403 --> 01:24:01,637 It's ugly. 1109 01:24:01,670 --> 01:24:03,772 A daisy with all its petals gone. 1110 01:24:03,806 --> 01:24:07,076 It's a survivor, a yellow sun, a yellow star. 1111 01:24:07,110 --> 01:24:09,712 Do you know what people say? 1112 01:24:09,745 --> 01:24:12,515 They say it's a difficult age. 1113 01:24:12,548 --> 01:24:14,850 - The moods. 1114 01:24:14,883 --> 01:24:16,652 That's what they talk about. 1115 01:24:16,685 --> 01:24:18,854 The ups and downs. 1116 01:24:18,887 --> 01:24:21,324 I wonder if it's true. 1117 01:24:21,357 --> 01:24:23,759 I'm tired. 1118 01:24:23,792 --> 01:24:25,828 Really tired. 1119 01:24:25,861 --> 01:24:28,797 - Totally. 1120 01:24:28,831 --> 01:24:31,234 Maybe we should take a little walk? 1121 01:24:31,267 --> 01:24:33,102 You mean, go out? 1122 01:24:33,136 --> 01:24:34,837 I don't want to go out. I don't want to move. 1123 01:24:34,870 --> 01:24:36,705 - I'm fatigued. 1124 01:24:36,739 --> 01:24:38,841 I'm fatigued, fatigued. 1125 01:24:38,874 --> 01:24:41,410 I'm making pancakes, thousands of them. 1126 01:24:41,444 --> 01:24:43,646 I can't eat. Don't force me. 1127 01:24:43,679 --> 01:24:45,781 Probably I'll never eat again. 1128 01:24:47,883 --> 01:24:51,086 - I'm thinking of running away. 1129 01:24:52,388 --> 01:24:54,590 Where, Nana? Where would you go? 1130 01:24:54,623 --> 01:24:57,393 Oh, Daisele, a little town 1131 01:24:57,426 --> 01:25:00,796 with winding streets and winding hills. 1132 01:25:00,829 --> 01:25:05,201 Everywhere green except for the deep blue of the sky, 1133 01:25:05,234 --> 01:25:07,836 the lakes, the wallpaper in my room. 1134 01:25:07,870 --> 01:25:10,473 And the singing, the singing everywhere. 1135 01:25:10,506 --> 01:25:13,876 All that singing stopped. 1136 01:25:13,909 --> 01:25:17,480 And the bookshop was yellow, 1137 01:25:17,513 --> 01:25:20,783 bright yellow, like the heart of a daisy. 1138 01:25:20,816 --> 01:25:23,219 And before anyone came in the morning, 1139 01:25:23,252 --> 01:25:25,421 there was just my grandfather. 1140 01:25:25,454 --> 01:25:27,756 My grandfather and me. 1141 01:25:29,358 --> 01:25:30,826 - Mmm. - Mmm. 1142 01:25:30,859 --> 01:25:36,465 * Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer true * 1143 01:25:36,499 --> 01:25:41,537 * I'm half crazy all for the love of you * 1144 01:25:41,570 --> 01:25:44,607 * It won't be a stylish marriage * 1145 01:25:44,640 --> 01:25:47,276 * I can't afford a carriage * 1146 01:25:47,310 --> 01:25:49,778 * But you'll look sweet upon the seat * 1147 01:25:49,812 --> 01:25:52,281 * Of a bicycle built for two. * 1148 01:26:06,495 --> 01:26:09,632 Don't be afraid of kissing someone, 1149 01:26:09,665 --> 01:26:11,367 of loving someone, 1150 01:26:11,400 --> 01:26:14,537 afraid of life, even of death. 1151 01:26:16,004 --> 01:26:18,374 Afraid of saying those words. 1152 01:26:18,407 --> 01:26:21,410 - You know. 1153 01:26:25,648 --> 01:26:27,550 Nana. 1154 01:26:31,019 --> 01:26:33,356 Oh, Nana. 1155 01:26:34,790 --> 01:26:37,626 Keep me with you. Keep me. 1156 01:26:37,660 --> 01:26:41,664 I can't. You know I can't. 1157 01:26:43,466 --> 01:26:45,934 Please, Nana. Please! 1158 01:26:48,604 --> 01:26:51,974 Nothing will happen, will it, before I come back? 1159 01:26:52,007 --> 01:26:54,477 Everything will happen to you, Daisy. 1160 01:26:54,510 --> 01:26:56,379 Everything. 1161 01:26:56,412 --> 01:27:00,383 And then you'll come back. You can always come back. 1162 01:27:16,031 --> 01:27:18,401 Nana. 1163 01:27:21,704 --> 01:27:24,006 It's all right, my Daisy. 1164 01:27:24,039 --> 01:27:27,009 It's all right, mayn Daisele. 1165 01:27:27,042 --> 01:27:29,445 Go, go! 1166 01:27:36,051 --> 01:27:38,387 I'll be here.