1 00:00:00,921 --> 00:00:02,623 I'm not sure I can keep coming here. 2 00:00:02,628 --> 00:00:04,525 Bashir. Let's talk about this. 3 00:00:04,530 --> 00:00:06,126 I don't think you can help me. 4 00:00:06,131 --> 00:00:07,186 You're demoting me? 5 00:00:07,191 --> 00:00:09,396 I have a responsibility to the department. 6 00:00:09,401 --> 00:00:11,532 Did you need a project? 'Cause there is always the bomb 7 00:00:11,536 --> 00:00:13,067 that seems to have gone off in the kitchen. 8 00:00:13,071 --> 00:00:14,498 I'm searching for some way to connect, 9 00:00:14,502 --> 00:00:16,203 and it's like you want nothing to do with me. 10 00:00:16,207 --> 00:00:18,618 You own stock in the company that's marketing the ICD. 11 00:00:18,623 --> 00:00:19,774 Are you sure that that's not a conflict? 12 00:00:19,778 --> 00:00:21,142 Not according to the ethics board. 13 00:00:21,146 --> 00:00:22,647 I need to know I can stand behind what we're doing. 14 00:00:22,651 --> 00:00:24,748 Do you feel okay? You're breathing fast. 15 00:00:26,488 --> 00:00:28,388 I need a gurney in here now! 16 00:00:39,963 --> 00:00:41,927 Help! I need help in here! 17 00:00:41,932 --> 00:00:44,266 Call Doctor Fisher, tell her heart rate's 190! 18 00:00:51,876 --> 00:00:53,972 No change in rhythm. Her pressure's dropping! 19 00:00:53,977 --> 00:00:56,012 Get her to the cath lab! 20 00:01:04,322 --> 00:01:06,285 Three, two, one, lower. 21 00:01:06,290 --> 00:01:07,686 Get her on a rebreather! 22 00:01:07,691 --> 00:01:08,954 50 ketamine, IV push. 23 00:01:08,959 --> 00:01:10,789 Dr. Hamed, we've got this! 24 00:01:10,794 --> 00:01:12,728 I just heard, Bash. 25 00:01:13,697 --> 00:01:15,793 100 joules, synchronized. 26 00:01:15,798 --> 00:01:18,196 - Charging! - No, no, no, one of her pads is loose! 27 00:01:18,201 --> 00:01:20,294 Anyone not part of the cardiology department leaves. 28 00:01:20,299 --> 00:01:21,599 - Now! - No! I'm not leaving! 29 00:01:21,604 --> 00:01:22,767 Bash. Come on. 30 00:01:22,772 --> 00:01:25,737 Bash, let's go, man. Let them do their job. 31 00:01:25,742 --> 00:01:26,842 Clear! 32 00:01:28,545 --> 00:01:30,809 I was asleep! Okay? 33 00:01:30,814 --> 00:01:32,910 Her rhythm jumped up and I didn't hear it in time! 34 00:01:32,915 --> 00:01:34,810 What would you have done? Call the nurse a split second 35 00:01:34,814 --> 00:01:36,714 - before the monitor? - If I'd been awake... 36 00:01:36,719 --> 00:01:39,318 Bash, Bash! Get a grip man. 37 00:01:39,323 --> 00:01:41,523 How many times have we told patients and their families 38 00:01:41,528 --> 00:01:42,955 not to blame themselves? 39 00:01:42,960 --> 00:01:44,226 What's going on? 40 00:01:45,428 --> 00:01:46,758 Guys what the hell is going on? 41 00:01:46,763 --> 00:01:48,660 She keeps jumping in and out of A-fib 42 00:01:48,665 --> 00:01:50,195 which her pacemaker can't pick up. 43 00:01:50,200 --> 00:01:51,830 What? Mags has a pacemaker? 44 00:01:51,835 --> 00:01:53,466 She never said anything about a heart history. 45 00:01:53,470 --> 00:01:55,235 - Yeah, me either. - I guess maybe she thought 46 00:01:55,239 --> 00:01:56,437 it was behind her... 47 00:01:58,808 --> 00:02:01,639 Okay, I... I have to get back. 48 00:02:01,644 --> 00:02:03,775 Uh, you can... You stay, I'm just gonna... 49 00:02:03,780 --> 00:02:06,179 - I have to go cover. - We're going to have to open her up. 50 00:02:27,970 --> 00:02:29,834 You're sure you don't mind 51 00:02:29,839 --> 00:02:31,402 taking Amira a few more days? 52 00:02:31,407 --> 00:02:33,871 It's not me minding you should worry about. 53 00:02:33,876 --> 00:02:35,306 She knows, Bashir. 54 00:02:35,311 --> 00:02:36,774 That Mags and I are...? 55 00:02:36,779 --> 00:02:38,042 - Yeah. - You told her? 56 00:02:38,047 --> 00:02:40,944 She had already figured it out, 57 00:02:40,949 --> 00:02:43,914 and I didn't lie when she asked me what was going on now. 58 00:02:43,919 --> 00:02:46,217 I knew she'd be upset, that's why I didn't say anything. 59 00:02:46,222 --> 00:02:48,785 This is not why she's upset. 60 00:02:48,790 --> 00:02:50,722 Come on, Rania, if this is about art school again... 61 00:02:50,726 --> 00:02:53,025 _ 62 00:02:53,030 --> 00:02:55,430 _ 63 00:02:56,335 --> 00:02:58,535 _ 64 00:03:01,369 --> 00:03:04,134 I don't mean to pile on. 65 00:03:04,139 --> 00:03:06,540 _ 66 00:03:10,353 --> 00:03:12,743 So this is where patients come in from an ambulance. 67 00:03:12,748 --> 00:03:14,212 Whoa, heads up guys. 68 00:03:14,217 --> 00:03:18,014 The aquarium tickets are timed, I cleared 12 to 1. 69 00:03:18,019 --> 00:03:20,651 Oh no, I could only get 10 to 11. 70 00:03:20,656 --> 00:03:21,985 Does that mean you can't come? 71 00:03:21,990 --> 00:03:24,588 Who do sharks see when they need doctors Mama? 72 00:03:24,593 --> 00:03:28,225 Whales. I guess we'll divide and conquer 73 00:03:28,230 --> 00:03:30,060 and I will take you swimming later? 74 00:03:30,065 --> 00:03:32,028 You're still interviewing nannies today right? 75 00:03:32,033 --> 00:03:33,729 Oh, is this the little family here? 76 00:03:33,734 --> 00:03:35,165 Yes, it is. 77 00:03:35,170 --> 00:03:37,367 Bowie, Phoebe, this is Dr. Novak. 78 00:03:37,372 --> 00:03:39,202 Hey, buddy. You wanna to go see the Trauma OR? 79 00:03:39,207 --> 00:03:41,137 It's where all the coolest stuff happens. 80 00:03:41,142 --> 00:03:43,506 Actually we've got to go. 81 00:03:43,511 --> 00:03:44,511 All right. 82 00:03:44,516 --> 00:03:47,277 - Uh, can you just hang on one sec? Mark? - Yep. 83 00:03:47,282 --> 00:03:49,245 It's a... cute kid. 84 00:03:49,250 --> 00:03:51,014 Did you not check email overseas? 85 00:03:51,019 --> 00:03:54,184 I did. I wanted Dr. Hamed for Trauma OR in the first place. So... 86 00:03:54,189 --> 00:03:57,420 I also wanted us to put our heads together around efficiencies. 87 00:03:57,425 --> 00:03:59,422 I've already ran a few things past June, 88 00:03:59,427 --> 00:04:01,157 maybe we could meet later this week? 89 00:04:01,162 --> 00:04:03,830 Yes, okay. I'll look forward to it. 90 00:04:06,101 --> 00:04:07,864 Was that him? 91 00:04:07,869 --> 00:04:09,632 That was him. 92 00:04:09,637 --> 00:04:12,702 If I get to the nannies next week, will you be mad? 93 00:04:12,707 --> 00:04:15,741 Yes. But I love you anyway. 94 00:04:18,312 --> 00:04:21,143 Come here! 95 00:04:21,148 --> 00:04:22,612 Oh, I've got to go. 96 00:04:22,617 --> 00:04:25,047 - Alright, have fun guys. - Ciao. 97 00:04:25,052 --> 00:04:27,282 This is Shay, speak. 98 00:04:27,287 --> 00:04:29,618 Hey Shay you didn't come back last night. 99 00:04:29,623 --> 00:04:31,988 I know we had an argument but you can come home, 100 00:04:31,993 --> 00:04:34,023 so call me when you get this. 101 00:04:34,028 --> 00:04:38,561 Oh well, well, well. If it isn't Team Trauma OR. Looking... 102 00:04:38,566 --> 00:04:41,797 - emotionally roiled? - How was Turkey? 103 00:04:41,802 --> 00:04:44,199 Actually, I ended up in northeast Syria. 104 00:04:44,204 --> 00:04:46,804 Huge displaced population in a camp there. 105 00:04:46,809 --> 00:04:47,809 You were in Al-Hol? 106 00:04:47,814 --> 00:04:50,106 I mean there was no water supply, so most of the time 107 00:04:50,111 --> 00:04:51,974 was spent helping with distribution, 108 00:04:51,979 --> 00:04:53,913 but we did do four kidney transplants. 109 00:04:54,515 --> 00:04:56,245 I guess you can't cross that border yet? 110 00:04:56,250 --> 00:04:57,646 Not without risking arrest. 111 00:04:57,651 --> 00:04:59,347 Even if I had a Canadian passport. 112 00:04:59,352 --> 00:05:02,617 Well, we need you here at home anyways. 113 00:05:02,622 --> 00:05:04,622 At least one good thing came out of the ground 114 00:05:04,627 --> 00:05:06,557 Dr. Curtis ceded to Devi in my absence. 115 00:05:06,562 --> 00:05:09,658 You mean by reporting to the boss who was holding down the fort 116 00:05:09,663 --> 00:05:11,993 - for the one who wasn't? - No, I mean 117 00:05:11,998 --> 00:05:15,229 by setting a precedent that she gets to have an opinion on our process. 118 00:05:15,234 --> 00:05:17,131 Which I now need to undo. 119 00:05:17,136 --> 00:05:19,700 It's getting crowded out there in emerg. 120 00:05:19,705 --> 00:05:21,136 How often does the residency board 121 00:05:21,141 --> 00:05:22,904 want you training in surgery? 122 00:05:22,909 --> 00:05:24,707 Every third shift, otherwise it's ED. 123 00:05:24,711 --> 00:05:27,008 And always on call to Trauma OR, 124 00:05:27,013 --> 00:05:28,880 'cause I get first priority. 125 00:05:29,883 --> 00:05:31,149 Bash! 126 00:05:32,085 --> 00:05:34,185 Let me know how it's going with Mags. 127 00:05:43,662 --> 00:05:46,694 Gurjeet Sran? Sorry to keep you waiting, sir. 128 00:05:46,699 --> 00:05:48,762 I hear you're having trouble swallowing? 129 00:05:48,767 --> 00:05:51,199 It hurts right here when I eat or drink something. 130 00:05:51,204 --> 00:05:52,737 Let's take a look. 131 00:05:56,275 --> 00:05:58,576 Your scarring. IED? 132 00:05:59,878 --> 00:06:01,609 Afghanistan, 2010. 133 00:06:01,614 --> 00:06:03,978 Went for the sunshine, came back with a shrapnel fragment 134 00:06:03,983 --> 00:06:06,114 lodged in my neck. 135 00:06:06,119 --> 00:06:08,149 That was it for active service, 136 00:06:08,154 --> 00:06:10,218 now I work as a drill instructor. 137 00:06:10,223 --> 00:06:11,952 I was with the recruits this morning 138 00:06:11,957 --> 00:06:14,489 when the pain really started to spike. 139 00:06:16,228 --> 00:06:19,293 I already don't look like them so fainting with pain 140 00:06:19,298 --> 00:06:21,495 doesn't really... 141 00:06:21,500 --> 00:06:23,567 make it any easier to earn respect. 142 00:06:24,837 --> 00:06:27,103 I bet you know what that's like. 143 00:06:29,108 --> 00:06:31,239 So uh, you a vet? 144 00:06:31,244 --> 00:06:33,240 You clued in on the IED pretty quick. 145 00:06:33,245 --> 00:06:36,309 Uh, no I was a trauma surgeon in Syria. 146 00:06:36,314 --> 00:06:39,212 Um, I think the shrapnel might be pressing 147 00:06:39,217 --> 00:06:41,615 up against your esophageal tract. 148 00:06:41,620 --> 00:06:43,621 Does it still mess you up? 149 00:06:44,556 --> 00:06:45,919 I'm sorry? 150 00:06:45,924 --> 00:06:48,455 The war. Syria. 151 00:06:48,460 --> 00:06:51,125 Your people spoke up and asked for the lives you deserved, 152 00:06:51,130 --> 00:06:53,697 and they took your country away to punish you for it. 153 00:06:54,967 --> 00:06:59,433 Um... Uh, you need a scope to see if there's an obstruction 154 00:06:59,438 --> 00:07:02,302 in your throat and we'll need to sedate you. 155 00:07:02,307 --> 00:07:05,369 Do you have any friends or a family member 156 00:07:05,374 --> 00:07:08,074 - we can call to pick you up? - The base will send someone. 157 00:07:08,079 --> 00:07:10,112 Okay. 158 00:07:12,184 --> 00:07:14,447 And the paramedics gave him a shot of benzo, Dad? 159 00:07:14,452 --> 00:07:16,049 But he kept low-level seizing. 160 00:07:16,054 --> 00:07:17,451 Are you sure you can get that line in? 161 00:07:17,455 --> 00:07:18,985 I am sure. 162 00:07:18,990 --> 00:07:21,020 Are you okay holding him? Nancy here can help. 163 00:07:21,025 --> 00:07:22,389 No, no. It's better if I do it. 164 00:07:22,394 --> 00:07:24,491 Caleb you're gonna feel a little pinch. Okay? 165 00:07:24,496 --> 00:07:28,027 Matthews, Marner, Bunting... 166 00:07:28,032 --> 00:07:31,698 Kerfoot, Tavares, Nylander... 167 00:07:31,703 --> 00:07:33,766 Leafs fan, eh? 168 00:07:33,771 --> 00:07:36,169 Memorizing all the line combos calms us down. 169 00:07:36,174 --> 00:07:38,271 - Nancy, supplement of oxygen please. - Mm-hmm. 170 00:07:38,276 --> 00:07:40,674 - And a bedside glucose? - Yeah. 171 00:07:40,679 --> 00:07:43,676 When did Caleb get diagnosed with Niemann Pick Disease? 172 00:07:43,681 --> 00:07:46,579 He was one when we started noticing loss of eye control. 173 00:07:46,584 --> 00:07:48,114 It's been progressive from there. 174 00:07:48,119 --> 00:07:49,582 Nancy, are you familiar with it? 175 00:07:49,587 --> 00:07:52,284 Caleb's type C, his body can't break down fat 176 00:07:52,289 --> 00:07:55,088 and it's a chain reaction of muscle deterioration. 177 00:07:55,093 --> 00:07:56,655 There's no cure. 178 00:07:56,660 --> 00:07:58,758 Sorry, I'm never sure who needs it explained. 179 00:07:58,763 --> 00:08:00,727 No, it makes sense. Nice job, Caleb. 180 00:08:00,732 --> 00:08:03,229 Has he been put on any of the experimental trials? 181 00:08:03,234 --> 00:08:05,631 We've tried a few, but no success. 182 00:08:05,636 --> 00:08:07,800 There's a new one but it's for kids under five 183 00:08:07,805 --> 00:08:09,502 and Caleb turned six last month 184 00:08:09,507 --> 00:08:11,704 We went to the hockey game. 185 00:08:11,709 --> 00:08:13,806 Bet that was fun! 186 00:08:13,811 --> 00:08:15,775 Sometimes they can make exceptions 187 00:08:15,780 --> 00:08:18,047 if his team makes a case for it. 188 00:08:18,882 --> 00:08:21,480 Hey, hey buddy. 189 00:08:21,485 --> 00:08:26,087 Should we do the power play? Yeah, let's do the power play. 190 00:08:26,890 --> 00:08:31,690 Tavares, Nylander, Matthews... 191 00:08:31,695 --> 00:08:35,060 Code for meds-peds? Elizabeth Bergeron? 192 00:08:35,065 --> 00:08:37,495 Thought I still had her number from when we were residents. 193 00:08:37,500 --> 00:08:39,197 Oh, I think she read your mind. 194 00:08:39,202 --> 00:08:41,399 Wow, there she is. 195 00:08:41,404 --> 00:08:43,902 Caleb Pasternak? Avrum texted. 196 00:08:43,907 --> 00:08:46,471 - Yeah, uh, hi Liz. - Hi. 197 00:08:46,476 --> 00:08:50,042 Caleb's been low grade seizing for 30, I just wanted to check 198 00:08:50,047 --> 00:08:52,277 before swapping to a second-line anti-epileptic. 199 00:08:52,282 --> 00:08:53,478 Maybe valproate? 200 00:08:53,483 --> 00:08:55,546 Caleb's last seizure was almost refractory, 201 00:08:55,551 --> 00:08:57,483 we weren't sure he was gonna pull out, but he did. 202 00:08:57,487 --> 00:08:58,917 How long do you think he has? 203 00:08:58,922 --> 00:09:00,652 Usually when it presents this young, 204 00:09:00,657 --> 00:09:02,121 they don't make it to five years old. 205 00:09:02,125 --> 00:09:03,756 Not that you'd know it from Avrum's stamina. 206 00:09:03,760 --> 00:09:05,824 - Mom still in the picture? - No. 207 00:09:05,829 --> 00:09:07,759 Most parents in his position can trade off. 208 00:09:07,764 --> 00:09:09,693 You know one hopes while the other one despairs, 209 00:09:09,698 --> 00:09:10,862 but Avrum, he... 210 00:09:10,867 --> 00:09:13,097 He's left doing both all the time. 211 00:09:13,102 --> 00:09:14,198 Yeah. 212 00:09:14,203 --> 00:09:16,434 You know you could have just swapped the infusion, Theo. 213 00:09:16,839 --> 00:09:19,469 I mean last I heard you were moving up in the world, 214 00:09:19,474 --> 00:09:21,338 supervising doctor across emerg? 215 00:09:21,343 --> 00:09:23,740 Yeah, well, then you probably also heard about 216 00:09:23,745 --> 00:09:25,276 the roller-coaster year I had? 217 00:09:25,281 --> 00:09:28,178 Divorce, helicopter crash, twitter pariah. 218 00:09:28,183 --> 00:09:30,281 Oh! Are you the reason for the email we just got 219 00:09:30,286 --> 00:09:32,316 about looping HR into social media interactions? 220 00:09:32,321 --> 00:09:34,584 And now I am required to get sign off 221 00:09:34,589 --> 00:09:36,319 on even simple infusions. 222 00:09:36,324 --> 00:09:38,755 So, how do you dig your way out of that brand of purgatory? 223 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:41,025 Maybe by not pulling on my restraints. 224 00:09:41,030 --> 00:09:44,760 Uh, if you need anything, you let me know. 225 00:09:44,765 --> 00:09:48,531 You specifically told me I'd be here an hour 226 00:09:48,536 --> 00:09:51,234 - and it's been six. - I'm sorry Ms. Kachinsky, 227 00:09:51,239 --> 00:09:52,802 the doctor wanted some different tests 228 00:09:52,807 --> 00:09:55,638 and we had some very urgent patients come in. 229 00:09:55,643 --> 00:09:56,706 ED? 230 00:09:56,711 --> 00:09:58,574 Rhoda texted about Mags, she okay? 231 00:09:58,579 --> 00:10:00,710 It's still a wait and see and... 232 00:10:00,715 --> 00:10:02,879 Hey, Arnold if you're late, you really got to call. 233 00:10:02,884 --> 00:10:05,448 Actually, I'm early. Between the wait time communication 234 00:10:05,453 --> 00:10:07,751 and the patient satisfaction surveys that Devi wants. 235 00:10:07,756 --> 00:10:09,119 You've got less time to do more? 236 00:10:09,124 --> 00:10:11,420 And in our transition from 12 to 8-hour days, 237 00:10:11,425 --> 00:10:12,676 there's been gaps in shift change. 238 00:10:12,680 --> 00:10:14,790 So, Rhoda and I have been taking turns covering them 239 00:10:14,795 --> 00:10:17,246 until we get it sorted out so things don't fall through the cracks. 240 00:10:17,250 --> 00:10:19,428 - Unpaid? - Told him to keep a log. 241 00:10:19,433 --> 00:10:21,497 Curtain 2 needs fluids, curtain 3 is still waiting 242 00:10:21,502 --> 00:10:24,500 on OR transfer. Should somebody be getting that? 243 00:10:26,607 --> 00:10:27,970 ED? 244 00:10:27,975 --> 00:10:30,539 Bash you told Ms. Kachinsky she doesn't need labs but now 245 00:10:30,544 --> 00:10:32,775 - she does? - It's because her fever wouldn't go down. 246 00:10:32,780 --> 00:10:34,844 Okay, hold on a second, I'll ask. 247 00:10:34,849 --> 00:10:38,080 OR's looking for a patient, they're supposed to be upstairs by now? 248 00:10:38,085 --> 00:10:40,816 That's a transport issue, they need to start calling the porters. 249 00:10:40,821 --> 00:10:42,418 Never mind, I'll deal with it. 250 00:10:42,423 --> 00:10:44,754 Dr. Hamed to cardiology. 251 00:10:44,759 --> 00:10:46,892 Hamed cardiology. 252 00:10:53,666 --> 00:10:56,498 Atrial arrhythmia from a valve leak 253 00:10:56,503 --> 00:10:58,833 which a pacemaker can't regulate. 254 00:10:58,838 --> 00:11:00,568 We replaced your battery, ablated, 255 00:11:00,573 --> 00:11:02,604 and attempted valve repair. 256 00:11:02,609 --> 00:11:04,706 And where are we on lasting damage? 257 00:11:04,711 --> 00:11:06,208 Some new scarring 258 00:11:06,213 --> 00:11:08,342 and the valve problem could recur. 259 00:11:08,347 --> 00:11:10,179 Is there anything we can do to make sure it doesn't? 260 00:11:10,183 --> 00:11:11,946 Same as before. Remote monitoring. 261 00:11:11,951 --> 00:11:14,449 - And frequent check-ins. - When can I go home? 262 00:11:14,454 --> 00:11:16,551 - In a couple days. - How about tomorrow? 263 00:11:16,556 --> 00:11:17,956 With a Holter monitor? 264 00:11:17,961 --> 00:11:20,127 The fact that you're disagreeing with me again is a good sign, 265 00:11:20,131 --> 00:11:21,863 but I'm not comfortable sending you home alone. 266 00:11:21,867 --> 00:11:23,897 She won't be. Her sister's on her way. 267 00:11:23,902 --> 00:11:24,902 Since when? 268 00:11:24,907 --> 00:11:26,973 Let's see how tonight goes first. 269 00:11:31,837 --> 00:11:33,867 - You called Cam? - Of course I did. 270 00:11:33,872 --> 00:11:36,437 - Why? - Mags, you... 271 00:11:36,442 --> 00:11:38,940 There is no need for my sister to disrupt her life. 272 00:11:38,945 --> 00:11:40,241 Look she said you'd say that 273 00:11:40,246 --> 00:11:41,877 and she's not going to leave you an option. 274 00:11:41,881 --> 00:11:43,612 - Bash... - I'll clear my patients for the day. 275 00:11:43,616 --> 00:11:45,412 No seriously, please, don't do that. 276 00:11:45,417 --> 00:11:47,752 I'm just gonna be sleeping all day. 277 00:11:48,620 --> 00:11:52,156 Which is what I should be doing right now. 278 00:11:53,592 --> 00:11:55,292 Right? 279 00:11:55,297 --> 00:11:56,297 Yes. 280 00:11:57,296 --> 00:11:59,796 I'm gonna go get your doctor, okay? Stay tight. 281 00:12:00,799 --> 00:12:03,297 Oh Bash, Mr. Sran's back from his scope, 282 00:12:03,302 --> 00:12:05,467 he's still a bit out of it from the sedative, though. 283 00:12:05,472 --> 00:12:07,038 Okay, thanks. 284 00:12:11,977 --> 00:12:15,409 Sir our GI confirmed that 285 00:12:15,414 --> 00:12:17,811 the shrapnel is pressing up against your esophagus. 286 00:12:17,816 --> 00:12:19,813 If it breaks through it, it'd cause severe damage 287 00:12:19,818 --> 00:12:21,715 if we don't removed surgically. So hopefully, 288 00:12:21,720 --> 00:12:23,550 that will take place this week. 289 00:12:23,555 --> 00:12:26,954 Nadir, you're back. 290 00:12:26,959 --> 00:12:30,123 I'm Dr. Hamed. A surgeon will phone you later today 291 00:12:30,128 --> 00:12:31,692 to schedule the operation. 292 00:12:31,697 --> 00:12:33,026 Okay, Mr. Sran? 293 00:12:33,031 --> 00:12:36,433 You never did call me Gurjeet, even when you were alive. 294 00:12:37,736 --> 00:12:40,433 Nadir, you have to kill me. 295 00:12:40,438 --> 00:12:43,535 You're confusing me with someone else. Okay? 296 00:12:43,540 --> 00:12:45,339 The effects of the sedative should wear off soon. 297 00:12:45,343 --> 00:12:48,441 That's an order, soldier! Nadir, you have to kill me! 298 00:12:48,446 --> 00:12:51,277 - Bash? - Try taking deep breaths, Gurjeet, please. 299 00:12:51,282 --> 00:12:52,778 We took everything from you! 300 00:12:52,783 --> 00:12:55,582 Maybe you should go, he's obviously reacting to you. 301 00:12:55,587 --> 00:12:56,783 - No, please! - Bash. - It's okay. 302 00:12:56,787 --> 00:12:58,552 - Please. You have to kill me. Please! - Go, Bash! 303 00:12:58,556 --> 00:13:00,055 Don't leave him alone until he calms down. 304 00:13:00,059 --> 00:13:01,623 You have to kill me, Nadir, please! 305 00:13:01,628 --> 00:13:03,892 Please! You have to kill me! 306 00:13:03,897 --> 00:13:06,898 You have to kill me, please! 307 00:13:11,900 --> 00:13:15,395 Magalie Marie Leblanc that does not look like taking a nap. 308 00:13:15,400 --> 00:13:16,730 My mind has been racing too much 309 00:13:16,735 --> 00:13:18,299 with everything I've been letting slide. 310 00:13:18,303 --> 00:13:21,335 I think the gas company will forgive your week of bed rest. 311 00:13:21,340 --> 00:13:23,271 Hey! You promised me coffee and croissant 312 00:13:23,276 --> 00:13:25,505 once I was back on my feet. That does not look like croissant. 313 00:13:25,529 --> 00:13:27,409 How about expensive heart-conscious take-out 314 00:13:27,414 --> 00:13:28,778 and bad TV tonight? 315 00:13:28,783 --> 00:13:31,413 Since I'm going back to Montreal tomorrow. 316 00:13:31,418 --> 00:13:34,418 You sure you won't come with? Stay with Mom and Dad for a bit? 317 00:13:34,423 --> 00:13:36,521 No you can't really think that would be good for my heart. 318 00:13:36,525 --> 00:13:38,023 What about your soul, Mags? 319 00:13:38,028 --> 00:13:40,257 Not once have you told me how you feel about all this. 320 00:13:40,262 --> 00:13:41,660 'Cause I've been here before, Cam. 321 00:13:41,665 --> 00:13:44,629 Yeah, as a teenager who kept up with school from home 322 00:13:44,634 --> 00:13:46,398 before there was even Zoom! 323 00:13:46,403 --> 00:13:48,933 But now, in the middle of a busy residency, 324 00:13:48,938 --> 00:13:50,535 it's okay if you're daunted. 325 00:13:50,540 --> 00:13:52,771 Look I'm just going to the hospital to meet with Fisher. 326 00:13:52,776 --> 00:13:55,040 And hopefully she can clear me in the next couple weeks. 327 00:13:55,045 --> 00:13:58,444 And what does your super attentive doctor boyfriend think of that plan? 328 00:13:58,449 --> 00:14:02,314 He doesn't... really know yet. 329 00:14:02,319 --> 00:14:05,217 I get it, I do. 330 00:14:05,222 --> 00:14:08,021 The overprotected kid only ever wanted to feel normal. 331 00:14:08,026 --> 00:14:10,356 - But Mags... - Look I'm gonna ease into it. 332 00:14:10,361 --> 00:14:13,120 I just need to do it on my own terms, okay? Please? 333 00:14:13,125 --> 00:14:15,259 - Okay. - Okay. 334 00:14:19,331 --> 00:14:21,995 Dr. Esfahani? I'm Dr. Hamed. 335 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:24,731 I was hoping to connect with you about one of your patients, 336 00:14:24,736 --> 00:14:27,467 Gurjeet Sran? I treated him in emerg last week. 337 00:14:27,472 --> 00:14:30,404 Call me Karim. Gurjeet spoke to you about me? 338 00:14:30,409 --> 00:14:32,806 Uh, no, not exactly, I did some digging 339 00:14:32,811 --> 00:14:36,109 and saw that you were a prescribing psychiatrist on some past medication 340 00:14:36,114 --> 00:14:38,011 and saw that you were on site today so... 341 00:14:38,016 --> 00:14:40,814 And you decided to stalk me? Why? 342 00:14:40,819 --> 00:14:44,017 Gurjeet was supposed to come back for a surgical procedure 343 00:14:44,022 --> 00:14:47,520 but he never did, I wanted him to know that it's very important. 344 00:14:47,525 --> 00:14:50,357 He knows. He doesn't want it. 345 00:14:50,362 --> 00:14:53,893 It is... I'm surely aware that patients with PTSD... 346 00:14:53,898 --> 00:14:56,796 After they've been triggered their lives can lose shape and... 347 00:14:56,801 --> 00:14:58,631 And you think you triggered him? 348 00:14:58,636 --> 00:15:02,134 He wanted someone named Nadir to kill him. 349 00:15:02,139 --> 00:15:05,338 - He spoke to you about Nadir? - He thought I was Nadir, 350 00:15:05,343 --> 00:15:07,739 I'm assuming it's someone he knew in Afghanistan? 351 00:15:07,744 --> 00:15:09,476 I can't divulge personal details 352 00:15:09,481 --> 00:15:13,279 Dr. Esfahani... Karim, he won't return my calls. 353 00:15:13,284 --> 00:15:17,116 So if you speak to him, can you tell him to at least come see me? 354 00:15:17,121 --> 00:15:19,986 Most emerg docs wouldn't follow up after he left. 355 00:15:19,991 --> 00:15:22,555 He doesn't have anyone in his life to come see him 356 00:15:22,560 --> 00:15:26,158 and just... the way he was talking, it uh, 357 00:15:26,663 --> 00:15:28,260 it stuck with me. 358 00:15:28,265 --> 00:15:30,596 I don't think pressuring him is the right approach. 359 00:15:30,601 --> 00:15:32,464 - I'm not... - But, 360 00:15:32,469 --> 00:15:35,033 Gurjeet may be willing to come back if he gets a chance 361 00:15:35,038 --> 00:15:38,437 to say what he's been needing to say for a long time... 362 00:15:38,442 --> 00:15:39,872 To Nadir. 363 00:15:39,877 --> 00:15:42,173 You want me to pretend to be Nadir? 364 00:15:42,178 --> 00:15:43,878 No, I'm not even Afghani. 365 00:15:43,883 --> 00:15:45,911 You two seem to have... connected. 366 00:15:45,916 --> 00:15:49,183 So much so that he projected his dead friend onto you. 367 00:15:49,853 --> 00:15:53,318 You'd be acting as a kind of interweave to help him 368 00:15:53,323 --> 00:15:55,524 unstick the memory. 369 00:15:56,359 --> 00:15:58,857 And you think that will get him to reconsider? 370 00:15:58,862 --> 00:16:02,631 No promises, but it may get him through the door. 371 00:16:03,933 --> 00:16:06,501 Activate MTP, two large bore IVs! 372 00:16:06,506 --> 00:16:07,606 Imaging's up. 373 00:16:08,305 --> 00:16:09,901 Dr. Devi, you're joining us? 374 00:16:09,906 --> 00:16:11,603 Relax Mark. I'm not picking up a scalpel. 375 00:16:11,608 --> 00:16:14,372 We have Stanley Popavich, gunned down in his pawn shop. 376 00:16:14,377 --> 00:16:16,807 Single gun shot wound. Let's pack cells through level 1! 377 00:16:16,812 --> 00:16:17,812 Mr. Popavich... 378 00:16:17,817 --> 00:16:20,082 you said the shooter was 5'10? 379 00:16:20,087 --> 00:16:22,079 Stan said. I didn't see the guy! 380 00:16:22,084 --> 00:16:24,615 You got to get out of here. Go now, get out! Go, go, go, go. 381 00:16:24,620 --> 00:16:26,186 - Come on. - Catch me up on the imaging, June. 382 00:16:26,190 --> 00:16:27,788 Looks like the bullet grazed the gallbladder 383 00:16:27,792 --> 00:16:30,258 and lodged near the spinal column. But the trajectory makes no sense. 384 00:16:30,262 --> 00:16:32,061 Irrelevant. All that matters is where we focus. 385 00:16:32,065 --> 00:16:34,592 I guarantee you that bullet will create a hematoma 386 00:16:34,597 --> 00:16:35,926 pressing into the spine. 387 00:16:35,931 --> 00:16:37,394 These dressings are soaking through. 388 00:16:37,399 --> 00:16:39,464 You're more than welcome to redress them. 389 00:16:39,469 --> 00:16:40,898 Look there is information on the gallbladder 390 00:16:40,902 --> 00:16:42,766 which means the infection is a serious concern. 391 00:16:42,771 --> 00:16:46,270 Plus the paramedics said there was sensation at the scene, 392 00:16:46,275 --> 00:16:47,337 Babinski prints out. 393 00:16:47,342 --> 00:16:48,842 We're gonna have to move faster than that. 394 00:16:48,846 --> 00:16:51,146 Dr. Devi? I'll do it. Just because he has sensation now 395 00:16:51,151 --> 00:16:52,583 doesn't mean he's gonna have it in the future. 396 00:16:52,587 --> 00:16:54,438 And the fact that you would ignore spinal compression 397 00:16:54,442 --> 00:16:56,876 and risk neuro deficit makes me seriously question your judgment 398 00:16:56,880 --> 00:16:59,382 He has massive hypotension and coagulopathy, 399 00:16:59,387 --> 00:17:01,517 plus the fluid collecting in his abdominal cavity. 400 00:17:01,522 --> 00:17:03,353 We can ligate the extrahepatic duct, 401 00:17:03,358 --> 00:17:05,257 we can control the bleeding, find out what else got hit. 402 00:17:05,261 --> 00:17:08,157 Dr. Curtis is right. This is why the bullet path is relevant. 403 00:17:08,162 --> 00:17:10,660 But wrong about the priority. Deal with the hematoma 404 00:17:10,665 --> 00:17:12,862 and decompress the spine before touching anything else. 405 00:17:12,867 --> 00:17:14,730 I'm going to intubate him. Dr. Devi, 406 00:17:14,735 --> 00:17:18,000 you're more than welcome to stay and work the bone drill? 407 00:17:18,005 --> 00:17:20,472 I think suction is more my speed. 408 00:17:33,060 --> 00:17:34,083 Hey! 409 00:17:34,088 --> 00:17:35,584 - Hi. - What's up? 410 00:17:35,589 --> 00:17:38,854 Our regularly scheduled noonish heart check in? 411 00:17:38,859 --> 00:17:40,322 All's good on the Holter. 412 00:17:40,327 --> 00:17:41,891 Just like every other day this week. 413 00:17:41,896 --> 00:17:44,192 Rania said she'd be happy to take Amira again 414 00:17:44,197 --> 00:17:48,063 so when Cam leaves, I can stay with you. 415 00:17:48,068 --> 00:17:49,365 And be my nurse? 416 00:17:55,408 --> 00:17:56,438 What was that? 417 00:17:56,443 --> 00:17:59,542 Wait, Mags are you... Are you here? 418 00:17:59,547 --> 00:18:01,444 Fisher called me in for some imaging. 419 00:18:01,448 --> 00:18:04,178 I didn't want you messing up your day distracted by me. 420 00:18:04,183 --> 00:18:06,114 Mags... Please. 421 00:18:06,119 --> 00:18:08,152 Look, I'll find you later. Okay? 422 00:18:09,288 --> 00:18:10,818 Caleb had a rough night at home? 423 00:18:10,823 --> 00:18:12,153 Yes. It started with cramping, 424 00:18:12,158 --> 00:18:14,822 and then this fever that got away from... 425 00:18:14,827 --> 00:18:16,958 He couldn't even keep down Pedialyte. 426 00:18:16,963 --> 00:18:18,192 We're rehydrating him now. 427 00:18:18,197 --> 00:18:21,295 Dr. Bergeron may have some solutions. 428 00:18:21,300 --> 00:18:22,564 I doubt it. 429 00:18:22,569 --> 00:18:24,999 Something happened between you two last time you were here? 430 00:18:25,004 --> 00:18:26,568 Nothing happened! That's the problem. 431 00:18:26,573 --> 00:18:29,671 That drug Bergeron won't fight to get Caleb on it. 432 00:18:29,676 --> 00:18:31,305 Did she say why? 433 00:18:31,310 --> 00:18:33,942 Something about intense side effects 434 00:18:33,947 --> 00:18:35,111 he wouldn't be able to tolerate. 435 00:18:35,115 --> 00:18:37,945 Well, if that's the case, I'm sure she's right. 436 00:18:37,950 --> 00:18:39,981 Yeah, but it's like she's given up. 437 00:18:39,986 --> 00:18:42,283 After his seizure, I asked her to admit us. 438 00:18:42,288 --> 00:18:45,086 She said, "Home is better than a hospital". But for who? 439 00:18:45,091 --> 00:18:46,887 Is there anyone around that can help you? 440 00:18:46,892 --> 00:18:48,589 My wife left when he was two. 441 00:18:48,594 --> 00:18:51,259 I already took a leave of absence from work but that ends next month. 442 00:18:51,263 --> 00:18:53,394 Was Caleb been diagnosed with an enlarged spleen? 443 00:18:53,399 --> 00:18:55,563 That's common with Niemann Pick. Why? 444 00:18:55,568 --> 00:18:58,035 I'm seeing fluid and... 445 00:18:58,870 --> 00:19:00,101 rupture can happen. 446 00:19:00,106 --> 00:19:03,870 It seems so unfair that there is a drug that could help Caleb 447 00:19:03,875 --> 00:19:05,206 and he can't access it! 448 00:19:05,211 --> 00:19:08,675 His entire childhood is just... this. 449 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:11,044 I'm gonna get Caleb admitted 450 00:19:11,049 --> 00:19:13,780 and will see where we are with his spleen. Okay? 451 00:19:13,785 --> 00:19:15,318 Fine! 452 00:19:18,986 --> 00:19:20,486 Come on, Shay. 453 00:19:20,491 --> 00:19:22,555 We're gonna need access to your security cameras. 454 00:19:22,560 --> 00:19:23,858 That camera hasn't worked in years. 455 00:19:23,862 --> 00:19:25,726 Your own business was robbed, sir. 456 00:19:25,731 --> 00:19:27,362 Do you have anything that you can tell us? 457 00:19:27,366 --> 00:19:30,897 I wasn't there! Stan said the guy was too far away to see. 458 00:19:30,902 --> 00:19:32,432 Sir? 459 00:19:32,437 --> 00:19:34,167 Do you have any water or something? 460 00:19:34,172 --> 00:19:36,703 Mr. Popavich? Whoa, whoa, whoa. 461 00:19:36,708 --> 00:19:38,839 Hey! Okay, let's get this guy in a room. 462 00:19:38,844 --> 00:19:40,541 Just this way. 463 00:19:40,546 --> 00:19:43,410 Okay, just have a seat. 464 00:19:43,415 --> 00:19:45,814 Just give us a minute? 465 00:19:49,654 --> 00:19:50,950 How's my cousin? 466 00:19:50,955 --> 00:19:52,786 We found the bullet and we controlled the bleeding. 467 00:19:52,790 --> 00:19:55,991 And now he's dealing with a fever, so I guess it's wait and see. 468 00:19:56,594 --> 00:19:59,925 What about you, hm? You almost fainted out there. 469 00:19:59,930 --> 00:20:03,195 Nah. I just needed to get away from that cop. 470 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:05,231 Right, 'cause your story's bogus. 471 00:20:05,236 --> 00:20:07,668 You know, the way the bullet entered your cousin's abdomen 472 00:20:07,672 --> 00:20:08,673 and in a downward direction, 473 00:20:08,677 --> 00:20:11,108 It's kind of hard to do it from far away. Wouldn't you say? 474 00:20:11,113 --> 00:20:12,743 Tell me I'm wrong. 475 00:20:12,748 --> 00:20:14,281 Okay. 476 00:20:15,380 --> 00:20:16,809 There was no robbery. 477 00:20:16,814 --> 00:20:18,444 Did you shoot Stanley, Leon? 478 00:20:18,449 --> 00:20:20,780 - No! Stanley shot Stanley! - What?! 479 00:20:20,785 --> 00:20:22,611 You're trying to tell me that idiot shot himself in the gut? 480 00:20:22,615 --> 00:20:24,245 - Do you have any idea how... - Hey! 481 00:20:24,250 --> 00:20:26,448 It was supposed to graze his arm but the gun kicked! 482 00:20:26,453 --> 00:20:29,053 We're under water financially but we got insurance. 483 00:20:29,058 --> 00:20:31,056 I lobbied against it but Stan had this dumb idea 484 00:20:31,061 --> 00:20:32,358 that if a robbery looked real... 485 00:20:32,363 --> 00:20:34,329 You guys could get a payout. Unbelievable. 486 00:20:35,565 --> 00:20:37,496 - Your blood pressure's fine. - It shouldn't be, 487 00:20:37,501 --> 00:20:39,799 cause I'm freaking out! 488 00:20:40,304 --> 00:20:42,334 You gonna tell that cop? 489 00:20:42,339 --> 00:20:45,069 Cause I heard doctors are like lawyers with confidentiality! 490 00:20:45,074 --> 00:20:46,406 You're right. I can't say anything. 491 00:20:46,410 --> 00:20:48,006 Stan's going to be mad I told you. 492 00:20:48,011 --> 00:20:49,341 Your first impressions of the guy 493 00:20:49,346 --> 00:20:51,877 obviously weren't ideal but... We're family. 494 00:20:51,882 --> 00:20:54,446 Well your family's irresponsible choices 495 00:20:54,451 --> 00:20:56,480 just made you an accomplice. Okay? 496 00:20:56,485 --> 00:20:58,283 So if I were you, I would tell the cop the truth 497 00:20:58,287 --> 00:21:00,085 and cut your cousin out of your life. 498 00:21:00,090 --> 00:21:02,186 I mean even if you're right, I... 499 00:21:02,191 --> 00:21:03,754 Would you do that if you were me? 500 00:21:03,759 --> 00:21:06,660 Why not? You really need this mess Leon? 501 00:21:09,599 --> 00:21:11,295 The EMDR light will pulse, 502 00:21:11,300 --> 00:21:12,798 grounding Gurjeet in the present, 503 00:21:12,802 --> 00:21:14,198 that'll prompt him to speak. 504 00:21:14,203 --> 00:21:16,000 I'm surprised he agreed so quickly. 505 00:21:16,005 --> 00:21:18,469 Gurjeet blames himself for the death of Nadir, 506 00:21:18,874 --> 00:21:21,004 it's affected every area of his life. 507 00:21:21,009 --> 00:21:23,041 He wants to move on but the past won't let him. 508 00:21:23,046 --> 00:21:25,176 - And this is how he does that? - In my experience, 509 00:21:25,181 --> 00:21:27,110 it's a safe way to reprocess trauma. 510 00:21:27,115 --> 00:21:29,246 With you invoking Nadir, 511 00:21:29,251 --> 00:21:31,280 Gurjeet may better engage with his reaction 512 00:21:31,285 --> 00:21:32,782 to the traumatic experience. 513 00:21:32,787 --> 00:21:35,352 Shouldn't I know more about Nadir? 514 00:21:35,357 --> 00:21:37,820 He was a local translator, but the details matter less 515 00:21:37,825 --> 00:21:39,689 than the emotional connection. 516 00:21:39,694 --> 00:21:42,726 For Gurjeet to engage, it has to get to a real place, 517 00:21:42,731 --> 00:21:45,595 so whatever you feel in the moment, don't bury it. 518 00:21:50,004 --> 00:21:52,168 Imaging and blood work look good. 519 00:21:52,173 --> 00:21:54,771 Any headache, weakness, syncope? 520 00:21:54,776 --> 00:21:57,910 Just some dizziness. Always happens with anti-arrhythmics. 521 00:21:58,813 --> 00:22:00,810 Dr. Fisher I wanted to thank you. 522 00:22:00,815 --> 00:22:02,615 You're my patient, it's my job. 523 00:22:03,450 --> 00:22:05,295 It's really important for you to know 524 00:22:05,300 --> 00:22:07,450 how committed I am to this residency. 525 00:22:07,455 --> 00:22:09,886 And I've taken steps to ensure it'll be here when you get back. 526 00:22:09,890 --> 00:22:12,788 - How long were you thinking? - Four months should do it. 527 00:22:12,793 --> 00:22:16,058 - Four months! For a pacemaker battery? - And a valve repair. 528 00:22:16,063 --> 00:22:18,628 But the intake phase of the study will almost be over by then. 529 00:22:18,632 --> 00:22:20,463 And you'll go back into the general cardiology pool. 530 00:22:20,467 --> 00:22:22,633 Okay but I put together a plan for managing study data remotely, 531 00:22:22,637 --> 00:22:25,168 - and monitoring patients over the phone and... - Mags. 532 00:22:25,173 --> 00:22:28,571 You came to me a week ago very upset at how I was running things. 533 00:22:28,576 --> 00:22:31,540 Not to quit! To make it work! 534 00:22:31,545 --> 00:22:34,843 By trying to change my process to suit your own needs? 535 00:22:34,848 --> 00:22:36,915 That was never going to work for me. 536 00:22:39,251 --> 00:22:40,782 I honestly thought you'd be relieved. 537 00:22:40,787 --> 00:22:42,518 Okay, if you don't want me to be on the study, 538 00:22:42,522 --> 00:22:44,519 I can do remote charts, I can do dictation... 539 00:22:44,524 --> 00:22:47,758 It's a full-time hands-on job, you know this. 540 00:22:51,263 --> 00:22:53,594 Rest up, 541 00:22:53,599 --> 00:22:56,667 come back when you're past this bump. 542 00:22:57,770 --> 00:23:00,839 Someone will be in to remove your IV, then you can change and go. 543 00:23:14,553 --> 00:23:17,216 What are you noticing? 544 00:23:17,221 --> 00:23:18,521 Before now? 545 00:23:19,691 --> 00:23:24,023 In the Humvee, you and I are kidding around in Punjabi. 546 00:23:24,028 --> 00:23:26,326 You were the only one who spoke my language. 547 00:23:26,331 --> 00:23:29,963 You tried to teach me a lot of Dari but I learned nothing. 548 00:23:29,968 --> 00:23:32,365 You don't remember that, Nadir? 549 00:23:32,370 --> 00:23:34,935 We pulled over. Just an easy roadside stop. 550 00:23:34,940 --> 00:23:37,974 Nadir got out, spoke to locals, we ate. 551 00:23:38,877 --> 00:23:40,974 Waiting for the green light from the CO. 552 00:23:40,979 --> 00:23:43,413 You know what drill we're gonna do, Nadir? 553 00:23:44,115 --> 00:23:45,745 No, I don't. 554 00:23:45,750 --> 00:23:47,513 What's coming up now, Gurjeet? 555 00:23:47,518 --> 00:23:49,151 I'm scared. 556 00:23:50,955 --> 00:23:54,019 When you asked me what was wrong, I lied. 557 00:23:54,024 --> 00:23:56,021 I knew the raid was gonna be dangerous, 558 00:23:56,026 --> 00:23:58,961 I just didn't want you to know I was afraid, 559 00:23:59,897 --> 00:24:02,695 it's like if I said how I felt and it went bad, 560 00:24:02,700 --> 00:24:04,564 it would all be my fault. 561 00:24:04,569 --> 00:24:08,170 When we got to the house, we sent you in first to get the civilians out. 562 00:24:08,939 --> 00:24:12,137 You were nervous but I said it was gonna be okay, 563 00:24:12,142 --> 00:24:14,740 and you trusted me. 564 00:24:14,745 --> 00:24:16,141 I did. 565 00:24:16,146 --> 00:24:18,043 There was a hidden IED in the house. 566 00:24:18,048 --> 00:24:19,378 You took the worst of it. 567 00:24:19,383 --> 00:24:22,316 Could you see anything before it went off? 568 00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:25,817 You called out for your Mom in Dari. 569 00:24:25,822 --> 00:24:28,056 I know enough to know that. 570 00:24:29,492 --> 00:24:33,594 Did you feel it, Nadir? The explosion? 571 00:24:33,599 --> 00:24:35,964 Not at first. 572 00:24:36,633 --> 00:24:38,295 But after a minute. 573 00:24:38,300 --> 00:24:39,697 It's all my fault! 574 00:24:39,702 --> 00:24:41,666 I'd do anything to give you your future back! 575 00:24:41,671 --> 00:24:45,840 You can't! Okay? You can't! 576 00:24:54,550 --> 00:24:57,781 - I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... - Wait, wait. 577 00:24:57,786 --> 00:25:00,684 Is there something you'd like to say to Nadir? 578 00:25:00,689 --> 00:25:03,654 I can't breathe. 579 00:25:05,494 --> 00:25:07,291 Dr. Hamed! 580 00:25:09,398 --> 00:25:10,994 Hematemesis. 581 00:25:10,999 --> 00:25:13,029 The shrapnel's perforated his esophagus. 582 00:25:13,034 --> 00:25:14,159 He needs surgery right now. 583 00:25:14,164 --> 00:25:16,364 - He hasn't consented... - Go get help, now! 584 00:25:25,900 --> 00:25:27,431 Hey, I'm sorry, is there any way 585 00:25:27,436 --> 00:25:28,933 that you could remove this IV for me please? 586 00:25:28,937 --> 00:25:29,938 Oh, you have to wait your turn, ma'am. 587 00:25:29,942 --> 00:25:32,241 I'm actually a doctor here, I'd do it myself but it's just... 588 00:25:32,245 --> 00:25:34,475 So just see the triage nurse, he can help. 589 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:38,116 Are you sure... Thank you. 590 00:25:58,333 --> 00:26:00,364 Oh! Hey! Mags? What are you doing? 591 00:26:00,369 --> 00:26:02,434 I was supposed to wait but I just... I had to get out 592 00:26:02,438 --> 00:26:05,102 of the gown and that... room and I got dizzy and... 593 00:26:05,707 --> 00:26:08,805 Can you please distract me by complaining about Trauma OR 594 00:26:08,810 --> 00:26:11,407 - or Novak or Shay? - Yeah, I mean Shay's been gone 595 00:26:11,412 --> 00:26:13,476 for like five days and I haven't heard a word. 596 00:26:13,481 --> 00:26:15,779 - That's a while. - Yeah, I know right? 597 00:26:15,784 --> 00:26:18,514 I mean she spent couple days at her friend 598 00:26:18,519 --> 00:26:19,674 Kenzie's house last month 599 00:26:19,679 --> 00:26:21,385 but they were doing some kind technology cleanse. 600 00:26:21,389 --> 00:26:24,253 Well, if she used to doing that stuff why are you worried? 601 00:26:24,258 --> 00:26:25,956 I don't know I think I might have... 602 00:26:25,961 --> 00:26:27,925 gotten with bargained with this kid, you know? 603 00:26:27,930 --> 00:26:30,394 I feel like I should be calling a grown-up but also, 604 00:26:30,399 --> 00:26:31,596 am I the grown-up? 605 00:26:31,601 --> 00:26:33,430 - Well... - I don't think I am the grown-up. 606 00:26:33,435 --> 00:26:35,399 Why is that bleeding so much?! 607 00:26:35,404 --> 00:26:37,500 Blood thinners. 608 00:26:37,505 --> 00:26:39,469 Heart condition, remember? 609 00:26:39,474 --> 00:26:40,474 Right. 610 00:26:41,376 --> 00:26:42,866 Who would've thought you'd be the one 611 00:26:42,871 --> 00:26:44,911 with the bigger secret of the two of us, huh? 612 00:26:46,446 --> 00:26:49,278 How are you doing? Yeah, don't answer that, 613 00:26:49,283 --> 00:26:50,846 Bash is been keeping me up to date. 614 00:26:50,851 --> 00:26:52,717 Yeah, you should call a grown-up. 615 00:26:54,287 --> 00:26:56,118 I'll text you? 616 00:26:56,123 --> 00:26:57,185 - Hey! - Hey! 617 00:26:57,190 --> 00:26:59,455 Leon Popavich said you were sending him for tests? 618 00:26:59,460 --> 00:27:01,957 - I can't find him. - He didn't need more tests. 619 00:27:01,962 --> 00:27:03,987 - So you lost him? - I didn't lose him. 620 00:27:03,992 --> 00:27:06,055 He decided to leave, that's not on me. 621 00:27:07,429 --> 00:27:09,860 Uh, officer? Hi. 622 00:27:09,865 --> 00:27:13,201 Um, how long should one wait before reporting someone missing? 623 00:27:13,206 --> 00:27:14,936 - You... - No, no, no, no. 624 00:27:14,941 --> 00:27:17,138 It has nothing to do with Leon or Stan. 625 00:27:17,143 --> 00:27:20,041 Do you have a specific reason to be worried about this person? 626 00:27:20,046 --> 00:27:22,810 No. Uh, maybe... 627 00:27:22,815 --> 00:27:24,645 She's like 19. She's a college student. 628 00:27:24,650 --> 00:27:26,547 A bit of a disaster and normally she checks in 629 00:27:26,552 --> 00:27:28,749 but she's been gone like five days this time so... 630 00:27:28,754 --> 00:27:31,252 Okay, if you think she's in danger 631 00:27:31,257 --> 00:27:33,021 or prone to doing something reckless, 632 00:27:33,026 --> 00:27:35,192 act sooner rather than later. Okay? 633 00:27:35,196 --> 00:27:36,396 Okay. 634 00:27:39,398 --> 00:27:42,499 Making incision along the sternocleidomastoid. 635 00:27:44,636 --> 00:27:47,234 Self retaining retractor. Please, Claire. 636 00:27:47,239 --> 00:27:50,307 Let's get all the shrapnel out and repair the esophagus. 637 00:27:55,947 --> 00:27:58,346 Okay, this looks like a difficult dissection. 638 00:27:58,351 --> 00:28:02,252 It's probably why they left the shrapnel in. Forceps please. 639 00:28:03,088 --> 00:28:06,356 All veins and vessels, one wrong move... 640 00:28:06,959 --> 00:28:09,026 I can see the shrapnel. 641 00:28:10,362 --> 00:28:12,262 Okay, got it 642 00:28:15,068 --> 00:28:16,463 Pressure's dropping! 643 00:28:16,468 --> 00:28:19,432 There is a tear in the carotid. We need to clamp! 644 00:28:19,437 --> 00:28:20,768 Clamping the carotid risks stroke. 645 00:28:20,772 --> 00:28:22,236 He's hemodynamically unstable. 646 00:28:22,241 --> 00:28:24,941 Bleed's a higher priority! Hang bags of blood, please. 647 00:28:25,377 --> 00:28:26,606 I can't see. 648 00:28:26,611 --> 00:28:28,211 You're gonna have to feel for it. 649 00:28:30,415 --> 00:28:31,545 Dr. Hamed? 650 00:28:31,550 --> 00:28:33,617 Hold on. Okay, got it. Clamp! 651 00:28:44,295 --> 00:28:45,359 Pressure's holding. 652 00:28:45,364 --> 00:28:47,794 Got that bleed under control. Well done guys. 653 00:28:47,799 --> 00:28:49,896 V-fib! 654 00:28:49,901 --> 00:28:51,999 This guy is bound and determined to let go, isn't he? 655 00:28:52,004 --> 00:28:53,701 We're not going to let him! Alright, Claire, 656 00:28:53,705 --> 00:28:55,171 prep pads, 150 J! 657 00:28:57,675 --> 00:28:59,341 - Charged! - Clear! 658 00:29:00,210 --> 00:29:03,242 Nothing. Try 200 joules! Resuming compression. 659 00:29:03,247 --> 00:29:04,476 Charged! 660 00:29:04,481 --> 00:29:05,714 Clear! 661 00:29:06,550 --> 00:29:09,314 Sinus rhythm. Pressure's coming back up. 662 00:29:09,319 --> 00:29:10,783 75/60. 663 00:29:10,788 --> 00:29:12,484 Okay. 664 00:29:12,489 --> 00:29:13,986 Let's remove the other fragments 665 00:29:13,991 --> 00:29:15,855 and finish up before anything else happens. 666 00:29:15,860 --> 00:29:17,926 He's gonna owe you his life, Dr. Hamed. 667 00:29:18,896 --> 00:29:21,894 I know there's a rule about proper notice of schedule changes 668 00:29:21,899 --> 00:29:23,765 - in our collective agreement. - I like the shorter shifts. 669 00:29:23,769 --> 00:29:26,698 Sweet summer child, you still don't see the glory 670 00:29:26,703 --> 00:29:28,701 - of a four-day week. - It's not just the shifts, Nancy... 671 00:29:28,705 --> 00:29:30,539 Care to fill me in? 672 00:29:31,975 --> 00:29:34,205 Oh come one! I'm still a nurse, guys. 673 00:29:34,210 --> 00:29:36,007 And a managing NP who reports up. 674 00:29:36,012 --> 00:29:39,010 We were maxed out before these policy changes, 675 00:29:39,015 --> 00:29:41,212 not taking breaks, barely keeping up with charting. 676 00:29:41,217 --> 00:29:43,116 And now we're getting yelled at for misquoting waits, 677 00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:45,452 and having to chase down doctors for treatment plans in advance. 678 00:29:45,456 --> 00:29:47,187 Has anyone tried talking to Devi? 679 00:29:47,192 --> 00:29:49,189 You saw her earlier, she sees it 680 00:29:49,194 --> 00:29:51,289 but she's not doing anything. This isn't working. 681 00:29:51,294 --> 00:29:54,259 Look Claire, diplomacy was fine when you had Bishop's ear, 682 00:29:54,264 --> 00:29:57,896 but things are different now. So are you with us? 683 00:29:57,901 --> 00:29:59,330 When have I ever not been? 684 00:29:59,335 --> 00:30:00,699 That time, with the peach scrubs. 685 00:30:00,704 --> 00:30:03,301 Or when we switched the chart pile to the other side of the desk. 686 00:30:03,306 --> 00:30:04,903 Okay, just hold on. 687 00:30:04,908 --> 00:30:07,772 Emergency. 688 00:30:07,777 --> 00:30:10,809 Some guy forced his way into the drug dispensary 689 00:30:10,814 --> 00:30:12,643 demanding a specific drug. 690 00:30:12,648 --> 00:30:14,012 Said you knew which one. 691 00:30:14,017 --> 00:30:17,248 He scared the pharmacist. 692 00:30:17,253 --> 00:30:18,752 He's pretty volatile. 693 00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:28,080 We were able to remove the shrapnel and repair the rupture. 694 00:30:28,085 --> 00:30:31,684 He's sedated right now and tolerating it well.. 695 00:30:31,689 --> 00:30:34,086 I know he wanted me to let him die. 696 00:30:34,091 --> 00:30:37,290 Without a DNR, you had no choice. 697 00:30:37,295 --> 00:30:40,359 Where we went in that moment... 698 00:30:40,364 --> 00:30:43,329 His body gave up, it nearly killed him. 699 00:30:43,334 --> 00:30:46,765 Are you blaming yourself for his shrapnel breaking through? 700 00:30:46,770 --> 00:30:50,369 How could his physical reaction be your fault? 701 00:30:50,374 --> 00:30:53,039 And where you went, Gurjeet needed to go. 702 00:30:53,044 --> 00:30:55,841 Will he be able to go back there? 703 00:30:55,846 --> 00:30:57,743 It's my job to try, Dr. Hamed. 704 00:30:57,748 --> 00:31:01,647 Look, things clearly got personal for you too. 705 00:31:01,652 --> 00:31:04,553 If you're scared to go back with him, I'd understand. 706 00:31:05,579 --> 00:31:07,654 Avrum... Avrum, I'm coming in. 707 00:31:08,259 --> 00:31:10,392 Open it. 708 00:31:13,063 --> 00:31:15,126 Just tell me where you keep it! 709 00:31:15,131 --> 00:31:16,828 We don't have that drug here. And even if we did, 710 00:31:16,832 --> 00:31:19,130 - we can't give it to him... - Then order it and I will! 711 00:31:19,135 --> 00:31:21,266 I've learned how to do IM injections, 712 00:31:21,271 --> 00:31:23,834 how to position him for seizures, do CPR. 713 00:31:23,839 --> 00:31:27,205 I've done more for him than anyone here and I will do this too! 714 00:31:27,210 --> 00:31:29,807 Look Avrum, I never should've asked you to press Bergeron 715 00:31:29,812 --> 00:31:32,977 - without all the facts. - I need somewhere to put my hope! 716 00:31:32,982 --> 00:31:35,246 I know. But this isn't the place 717 00:31:35,251 --> 00:31:39,217 Then there's nowhere! And Caleb is going to die! 718 00:31:39,222 --> 00:31:42,695 But not today. Look I know you're tired man, 719 00:31:42,700 --> 00:31:45,968 but you can walk this back before it escalates. 720 00:31:48,873 --> 00:31:51,140 I'm no better than his mom. 721 00:31:53,745 --> 00:31:57,546 There's this part of me that wants to go to jail, 722 00:31:58,549 --> 00:32:00,983 just so I can have a night off. 723 00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:04,854 What kind of father am I? 724 00:32:08,392 --> 00:32:12,825 One that's in an impossible situation he doesn't deserve. 725 00:32:12,830 --> 00:32:15,161 But I can help. 726 00:32:15,166 --> 00:32:17,563 Caleb's spleen rupture is graded low. 727 00:32:17,568 --> 00:32:20,332 Which means he'll recover without any surgery. 728 00:32:20,337 --> 00:32:24,303 But we'll keep him here, bear the burn for a few days. 729 00:32:24,308 --> 00:32:26,542 I just need you to come out. 730 00:32:27,779 --> 00:32:30,012 I'll be with you, every step. 731 00:32:32,650 --> 00:32:34,015 Come on. 732 00:32:38,656 --> 00:32:40,422 Okay 733 00:32:44,795 --> 00:32:46,958 We're coming out! 734 00:32:46,963 --> 00:32:48,897 We're okay! 735 00:32:51,902 --> 00:32:54,766 Hey, no! What are you doing? Let him go. 736 00:32:54,771 --> 00:32:57,703 Mr. Pasternak, you're under arrest. 737 00:32:57,708 --> 00:33:00,038 Theo! Don't leave Caleb alone please! 738 00:33:00,043 --> 00:33:02,909 Look his kid is sick, okay? Where are you taking him? 739 00:33:02,914 --> 00:33:05,377 I'm sorry, Theo, we had to call it in. 740 00:33:05,382 --> 00:33:06,915 Lou... 741 00:33:13,090 --> 00:33:18,423 Kenzie? It's June Curtis. Uh, Shay's... sister. 742 00:33:18,428 --> 00:33:21,226 Uh, now this is weird, 743 00:33:21,231 --> 00:33:23,494 but she says she hangs out here sometimes, 744 00:33:23,499 --> 00:33:25,567 I was wondering if she might be with you? 745 00:33:27,637 --> 00:33:30,238 Or if maybe you know where she is? 746 00:33:39,515 --> 00:33:42,847 I was gonna come see you, I just hadn't gotten around to it yet. 747 00:33:42,852 --> 00:33:45,415 - Is Cam here? - No, I took an Uber. 748 00:33:45,420 --> 00:33:46,918 And before you tell me that that was a risk, 749 00:33:46,922 --> 00:33:49,086 it obviously wasn't, because I survived. 750 00:33:49,091 --> 00:33:52,524 And now you're cleaning out your office for some reason? 751 00:33:52,529 --> 00:33:54,626 Because I don't work here anymore. 752 00:33:54,631 --> 00:33:56,327 Wait what? 753 00:33:56,332 --> 00:34:00,030 I'm out of the study and on a mandated four-month leave. 754 00:34:00,035 --> 00:34:02,567 Okay, I can see why that's upsetting 755 00:34:02,572 --> 00:34:04,669 but if your cardiologist thinks that's a good idea... 756 00:34:04,674 --> 00:34:07,108 She's taking the opportunity to push me out! 757 00:34:08,177 --> 00:34:10,107 Okay. If that's what happening. 758 00:34:10,112 --> 00:34:13,010 - Yes, it is. - I wasn't trying to... 759 00:34:13,015 --> 00:34:15,315 We can find a way to fix it. 760 00:34:17,987 --> 00:34:21,451 - Here why don't you let me. - No! Stop! Stop it! 761 00:34:21,456 --> 00:34:23,054 - Stop what? Trying to help? - No! 762 00:34:23,059 --> 00:34:24,555 Stop looking at me like that! 763 00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:27,928 Like I'm some breakable object that you're afraid to touch! 764 00:34:30,532 --> 00:34:32,496 See? Like that! That's what I mean. 765 00:34:32,501 --> 00:34:34,565 You won't even fight with me! I'm the same person! 766 00:34:34,570 --> 00:34:36,604 I don't want to fight with you Mags. 767 00:34:38,174 --> 00:34:40,538 The people I care about get hurt and... 768 00:34:40,543 --> 00:34:42,776 Well, this isn't about you! 769 00:34:46,315 --> 00:34:48,444 I've always hid this part of myself. 770 00:34:48,449 --> 00:34:51,283 And now that this happened so publicly I can't do that anymore. 771 00:34:54,055 --> 00:34:56,956 I need space to be the messed up one right now. 772 00:34:59,861 --> 00:35:01,828 Okay. 773 00:35:18,600 --> 00:35:20,464 - What the hell? - Cardiac arrest. 774 00:35:20,469 --> 00:35:22,532 Massive septic shock. 775 00:35:22,865 --> 00:35:25,697 Bullet may've greased an abscess. 776 00:35:25,722 --> 00:35:27,418 On the gallbladder? 777 00:35:27,443 --> 00:35:29,507 What if there was a pre-existing infection. 778 00:35:29,532 --> 00:35:31,595 Anyways, the full resus team was here 779 00:35:31,620 --> 00:35:33,253 and there's nothing they could do. 780 00:35:34,219 --> 00:35:35,630 Leon, I'm really sorry. 781 00:35:36,064 --> 00:35:39,596 Where were you? You told me to leave! 782 00:35:39,877 --> 00:35:41,769 If I'd stayed, maybe we could've caught it. 783 00:35:41,794 --> 00:35:44,368 - No, no... - This is your fault! 784 00:35:44,393 --> 00:35:46,056 What? No. 785 00:35:46,061 --> 00:35:49,269 He's on a recovery floor, there are three dedicated nurses. 786 00:35:49,294 --> 00:35:50,727 There's... 787 00:35:57,905 --> 00:35:59,968 Thank you. 788 00:36:00,390 --> 00:36:02,454 I can't believe you didn't stand up for me, 789 00:36:02,479 --> 00:36:03,877 I was the one who pointed out the inflammation 790 00:36:03,901 --> 00:36:05,501 and I wanted to prioritize his gallbladder. 791 00:36:05,525 --> 00:36:08,266 Even so, the cardiac arrest took everybody by surprise. 792 00:36:08,291 --> 00:36:10,478 What am I supposed to do, pile on the guy? He just lost a relative. 793 00:36:10,502 --> 00:36:12,665 You know, the only reason that he's even blaming me for all of this 794 00:36:12,689 --> 00:36:14,814 is because this was all part of some stupid insurance scam 795 00:36:14,838 --> 00:36:16,319 and he knows that I know. 796 00:36:16,324 --> 00:36:18,931 So what!? How is that your problem? 797 00:36:18,956 --> 00:36:20,719 What are you so worked up about? 798 00:36:20,744 --> 00:36:23,079 Well, either you're like all over me in Trauma OR 799 00:36:23,104 --> 00:36:25,392 or you're not paging me down at all. Is it some kind of a punishment, 800 00:36:25,416 --> 00:36:27,393 for how I handled Devi while you were gone? 801 00:36:27,628 --> 00:36:29,896 Wow. Uh, maybe. 802 00:36:31,245 --> 00:36:34,110 Why, are your feelings hurt? 803 00:36:34,135 --> 00:36:36,744 - Oh God. - What happened to June Curtis 804 00:36:36,769 --> 00:36:38,034 - with the balls of steel? - Don't do that! 805 00:36:38,058 --> 00:36:42,422 No, no, no. Listen, listen. We can use this melodrama 806 00:36:42,447 --> 00:36:44,713 to solve both of our problems. 807 00:36:44,738 --> 00:36:45,955 - No. - Devi hates me. 808 00:36:45,980 --> 00:36:48,017 - Yeah. - You're annoyed with me. So listen, listen, 809 00:36:48,041 --> 00:36:51,072 let me finish. Go to her, complain about me, 810 00:36:51,394 --> 00:36:54,157 get it off your chest and make her a friend. 811 00:36:54,182 --> 00:36:55,823 Why would I do that? 812 00:36:56,393 --> 00:36:59,926 Well, do you think a guy like me is gonna survive her politics? 813 00:36:59,951 --> 00:37:02,651 And if I go, what happens to you? 814 00:37:04,887 --> 00:37:08,760 Listen, if you care at all about the Trauma OR 815 00:37:08,785 --> 00:37:10,799 that we hoped to build, 816 00:37:11,244 --> 00:37:14,008 then we have to use every check in our book. 817 00:37:14,841 --> 00:37:17,689 Okay? Just think about it. 818 00:37:21,376 --> 00:37:24,141 We gave him something to sleep, 819 00:37:24,166 --> 00:37:26,433 but he's been asking for his dad. 820 00:37:27,039 --> 00:37:28,589 What was he thinking? 821 00:37:29,179 --> 00:37:32,159 That he's being punished for his choices? 822 00:37:32,836 --> 00:37:35,429 And if it's out of his control anyways, 823 00:37:35,434 --> 00:37:38,399 what does it matter if you take your hands off the wheel? 824 00:37:38,734 --> 00:37:40,225 What do you even say to that? 825 00:37:40,250 --> 00:37:42,412 Well, the Theo you knew when we were residents 826 00:37:42,437 --> 00:37:46,907 would have told him everything happens for a reason. 827 00:37:47,415 --> 00:37:49,045 You don't believe that anymore? 828 00:37:49,070 --> 00:37:51,154 As soon as I stopped punishing myself 829 00:37:51,179 --> 00:37:54,613 for wanting out of my marriage, that helicopter crashed. 830 00:37:54,638 --> 00:37:56,701 So if I still believed that, 831 00:37:56,726 --> 00:37:59,237 that would mean that crash was meant to happen, 832 00:37:59,262 --> 00:38:00,792 and that somehow... 833 00:38:00,817 --> 00:38:02,317 You deserved it. 834 00:38:03,608 --> 00:38:05,023 I can stay with him. 835 00:38:05,496 --> 00:38:07,187 I cleared my schedule. 836 00:38:13,533 --> 00:38:15,600 I wanted you to let me die. 837 00:38:16,819 --> 00:38:19,052 I couldn't let that happen. 838 00:38:19,897 --> 00:38:21,927 You can't put that on me, Gurjeet. 839 00:38:21,971 --> 00:38:24,005 I'm putting that on me. 840 00:38:25,745 --> 00:38:27,274 I did this to you. 841 00:38:27,339 --> 00:38:30,092 Me and my war you didn't ask for... 842 00:38:30,117 --> 00:38:32,785 I don't want to carry the weight of your past. 843 00:38:33,533 --> 00:38:35,997 I don't want to be a victim. 844 00:38:36,339 --> 00:38:38,324 Yours, or anyone else's. 845 00:38:38,938 --> 00:38:40,537 Let me go. 846 00:38:46,904 --> 00:38:50,739 Could you at least stay until I fall asleep? 847 00:39:01,808 --> 00:39:04,438 Hey! Where the hell have you been? 848 00:39:04,463 --> 00:39:06,526 Tasha and I decided to skip a few days of classes 849 00:39:06,551 --> 00:39:08,081 and go camping and my phone died. 850 00:39:08,106 --> 00:39:10,370 I didn't even see your texts until today. 26 messages, 851 00:39:10,395 --> 00:39:12,793 - June that's a new record. - I've barely slept! 852 00:39:12,818 --> 00:39:14,416 Don't you think you could've let me know?! 853 00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:17,056 But June, I did. I left a note on the desk at home. 854 00:39:17,081 --> 00:39:19,147 - Next to your charts. - Look, I went into your room, 855 00:39:19,171 --> 00:39:20,535 and I found your antidepressants. 856 00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:22,557 And panicked? Those pills are nothing new. 857 00:39:22,582 --> 00:39:24,446 Okay but it would be nice to know beforehand. 858 00:39:24,471 --> 00:39:27,439 I was supposed to wear my "I have depression" t-shirt when I moved in? 859 00:39:27,464 --> 00:39:30,579 No but this... it's affecting my work, Shay. 860 00:39:30,604 --> 00:39:32,298 Okay? I'm a completely different person, 861 00:39:32,323 --> 00:39:34,373 - I can't have that here. - Are you asking me to leave? 862 00:39:34,397 --> 00:39:36,731 No! No, I just... 863 00:39:38,140 --> 00:39:42,306 Oh my God! You actually care, don't you? 864 00:39:42,331 --> 00:39:44,550 - Shay, don't do that. - You do! Tell me I'm wrong. 865 00:39:51,701 --> 00:39:53,331 Just... 866 00:39:53,336 --> 00:39:54,833 Just don't do that again. 867 00:39:54,838 --> 00:39:56,471 Okay. Well... 868 00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:10,965 - Thanks. - Are they gonna press charges? 869 00:40:10,970 --> 00:40:12,500 "Public mischief", 870 00:40:12,505 --> 00:40:14,425 although my lawyer says they could be talked into 871 00:40:14,450 --> 00:40:16,339 dropping them down the line. 872 00:40:16,377 --> 00:40:18,174 He also said you gave a statement 873 00:40:18,265 --> 00:40:20,829 which is one of the reasons I've been released without bail. 874 00:40:20,854 --> 00:40:22,932 I just told them the truth. 875 00:40:23,095 --> 00:40:24,695 Thank you. 876 00:40:25,779 --> 00:40:27,375 How's Caleb? 877 00:40:27,419 --> 00:40:29,979 Asleep, and in good hands. 878 00:40:30,053 --> 00:40:32,386 You should head home, get some rest. 879 00:40:33,814 --> 00:40:35,714 What I said earlier... 880 00:40:37,046 --> 00:40:38,479 that's not really me. 881 00:40:39,364 --> 00:40:42,396 We get punished for breaking into drug lockers Avrum, 882 00:40:42,401 --> 00:40:44,301 not for being human. 883 00:40:47,806 --> 00:40:51,771 Oh Neeta, I won't be able to make our sit down later today. 884 00:40:51,776 --> 00:40:53,307 Well, we'll reschedule for tomorrow. 885 00:40:53,312 --> 00:40:55,476 Tomorrow, that's even worse than today. 886 00:40:55,481 --> 00:40:58,678 Okay. Um, you wanna propose a time then? 887 00:40:58,683 --> 00:41:02,219 Sure. I'll find out and I'll get back to you. 888 00:41:03,088 --> 00:41:04,618 Do we have a problem here, Mark? 889 00:41:04,623 --> 00:41:06,723 Not from where I'm standing. 890 00:41:08,327 --> 00:41:10,620 It should go... 891 00:41:12,131 --> 00:41:13,393 Dr. Leblanc? 892 00:41:13,398 --> 00:41:15,996 - Hi. - She's all better, Mama. 893 00:41:16,001 --> 00:41:17,909 I came to find you Dr. Devi 894 00:41:17,934 --> 00:41:19,797 but I found this young doctor instead. 895 00:41:19,822 --> 00:41:22,479 You want to go to my desk and draw while I talk to Dr. Leblanc? 896 00:41:24,718 --> 00:41:26,190 Please. 897 00:41:29,713 --> 00:41:31,511 How are you feeling, Mags? 898 00:41:31,516 --> 00:41:33,879 Like I need a job. 899 00:41:33,884 --> 00:41:36,215 Dr. Fisher said I could get back to mine 900 00:41:36,220 --> 00:41:38,117 when everything else is behind me. 901 00:41:38,122 --> 00:41:40,386 But you don't agree? 902 00:41:40,391 --> 00:41:43,322 Well the thing is, I'll recover from the episode 903 00:41:43,327 --> 00:41:48,027 but it'll never be behind me, not in any real way. 904 00:41:48,032 --> 00:41:51,430 And even I've been in denial about that. 905 00:41:51,435 --> 00:41:54,485 So that's why I was kind of hoping 906 00:41:54,490 --> 00:41:56,857 that you would let me come back to emerg. 907 00:41:58,341 --> 00:42:02,874 I'm sure you've heard things are kind in flux right now. 908 00:42:02,879 --> 00:42:04,994 Yeah, I'm not denying that I would need 909 00:42:04,999 --> 00:42:08,446 some kind of accommodations but... 910 00:42:08,451 --> 00:42:10,683 I believe in what you're doing 911 00:42:10,688 --> 00:42:12,578 and I think you could use a doctor 912 00:42:12,583 --> 00:42:14,186 who knows what it's like to be a patient. 913 00:42:14,191 --> 00:42:16,389 And also maybe an ally? 914 00:42:16,394 --> 00:42:19,227 Are you sure you want to make yourself that vulnerable? 915 00:42:20,397 --> 00:42:21,860 No. 916 00:42:21,865 --> 00:42:24,465 But I don't think I have a choice. 917 00:42:26,303 --> 00:42:28,067 Dr. Esfahani! 918 00:42:28,072 --> 00:42:29,737 Hi there. 919 00:42:30,740 --> 00:42:33,171 - Quite a day. - Yeah. 920 00:42:33,176 --> 00:42:37,209 Uh, what you did with Gurjeet, what we did, 921 00:42:37,214 --> 00:42:38,913 I hated it. 922 00:42:39,583 --> 00:42:41,616 Yet our day ends as it began. 923 00:42:42,285 --> 00:42:43,918 With you stalking me? 924 00:42:44,485 --> 00:42:48,214 What I said to him about not wanting to be a victim anymore... 925 00:42:49,992 --> 00:42:52,890 You're right. It did get personal. 926 00:42:52,895 --> 00:42:55,427 I know it did, Bashir. 927 00:42:55,432 --> 00:42:58,000 So do you think you can help me?