1 00:00:05,639 --> 00:00:07,339 [tense music] 2 00:00:35,536 --> 00:00:36,769 [birds chirping] 3 00:00:40,141 --> 00:00:41,707 [students chattering] 4 00:00:56,357 --> 00:00:58,424 [light music] 5 00:01:08,702 --> 00:01:11,136 [camera clicking] 6 00:01:12,773 --> 00:01:14,073 [camera clicking] 7 00:01:14,075 --> 00:01:15,574 [chimes ringing] 8 00:01:15,576 --> 00:01:16,708 [bike bell ringing] 9 00:01:19,080 --> 00:01:21,313 [camera clicking continues] 10 00:01:33,527 --> 00:01:35,160 [camera clicking] 11 00:01:42,236 --> 00:01:43,535 What's that? 12 00:01:43,537 --> 00:01:45,537 [man] Oh, it's, uh, it's nothing. 13 00:01:46,407 --> 00:01:47,806 Doesn't look like nothing. 14 00:01:48,676 --> 00:01:51,710 Uh, I'm just playing with some images I downloaded. 15 00:01:53,247 --> 00:01:54,746 Uh-huh. 16 00:01:54,748 --> 00:01:57,683 So you can get all up inside my body 17 00:01:57,685 --> 00:02:00,185 but I can't get inside your head? 18 00:02:00,187 --> 00:02:02,187 -Is that it? -[chuckles] 19 00:02:02,189 --> 00:02:05,691 No, it's just, I'm not trying to hide anything from you. 20 00:02:05,693 --> 00:02:07,759 It's just... [sighs] 21 00:02:10,798 --> 00:02:13,565 The whole thing changes when I try to put it into words. 22 00:02:15,603 --> 00:02:18,770 The inspiration just becomes lifeless 23 00:02:18,772 --> 00:02:22,608 the moment I struggle to define it. 24 00:02:22,610 --> 00:02:25,210 -Anyway, it's a stupid idea. -No, hey, listen... 25 00:02:25,212 --> 00:02:26,778 -It is. -No, seriously, like... 26 00:02:28,282 --> 00:02:29,448 I didn't mean to pry. 27 00:02:30,885 --> 00:02:32,751 I'm sorry, okay? You have your process. 28 00:02:33,454 --> 00:02:36,421 And I totally get that. And I respect it. 29 00:02:46,834 --> 00:02:48,333 [computer clicks] 30 00:02:50,571 --> 00:02:51,503 A coyote. 31 00:02:52,473 --> 00:02:55,607 If he's alone, he'll eat the rat. 32 00:02:55,609 --> 00:02:57,309 [coyote snarling] 33 00:02:57,311 --> 00:02:58,577 But if he's got some help 34 00:02:59,413 --> 00:03:01,613 and he's in his pack, he'll eat the deer. 35 00:03:01,615 --> 00:03:05,284 Now, if he's really desperate, 36 00:03:05,286 --> 00:03:07,352 he'll even eat the carrion. 37 00:03:10,791 --> 00:03:12,524 It's pretty cool, right? 38 00:03:12,526 --> 00:03:14,326 I mean, he doesn't give a shit. 39 00:03:14,328 --> 00:03:15,861 He just needs to feed. [chuckles] 40 00:03:19,533 --> 00:03:20,866 It's fucking cool. 41 00:03:20,868 --> 00:03:23,602 [bell ringing] 42 00:03:23,604 --> 00:03:25,938 [students chattering] 43 00:03:36,550 --> 00:03:39,785 Mr. Gleason, can I talk to you about my grade? 44 00:03:41,355 --> 00:03:42,087 Yeah. 45 00:03:42,088 --> 00:03:42,820 How can I help you, Mr. Young? 46 00:03:42,823 --> 00:03:47,326 Well, I don't understand why you gave me a C minus. 47 00:03:47,861 --> 00:03:49,228 Well, I... 48 00:03:50,497 --> 00:03:51,930 I think you may be in over your head. 49 00:03:54,435 --> 00:03:56,768 You see, every one of your classmates 50 00:03:56,770 --> 00:03:59,504 has been studying photography with me 51 00:03:59,506 --> 00:04:00,806 since freshman year. 52 00:04:00,808 --> 00:04:02,541 -[door slamming] -Fuck that prick. 53 00:04:03,677 --> 00:04:05,544 What he thinks he likes will change 54 00:04:05,546 --> 00:04:08,380 the moment someone innovative transforms the conversation. 55 00:04:08,382 --> 00:04:10,582 Shit. I mean, Maybe he's right. 56 00:04:10,584 --> 00:04:11,717 Look at me, listen. 57 00:04:11,719 --> 00:04:13,018 It doesn't matter, hey. 58 00:04:13,020 --> 00:04:15,287 It doesn't matter if he hates you. 59 00:04:15,289 --> 00:04:16,989 It doesn't matter if he loves you. 60 00:04:18,292 --> 00:04:20,292 All that matters is what inspires you. 61 00:04:26,767 --> 00:04:28,967 [gentle music] 62 00:04:28,969 --> 00:04:30,669 You'll be okay. 63 00:04:30,671 --> 00:04:32,871 Yeah, thank you. 64 00:04:32,873 --> 00:04:34,706 Come on, let's get out of here. 65 00:04:53,827 --> 00:04:56,028 [lounge music in distance] 66 00:05:06,073 --> 00:05:07,406 [knocking] 67 00:05:09,777 --> 00:05:12,678 [Max] Every moment of my life is filtered 68 00:05:12,680 --> 00:05:15,314 through an ever changing collage of memories. 69 00:05:16,483 --> 00:05:19,985 Happy memories and tragic ones. 70 00:05:19,987 --> 00:05:22,020 [creepy music] 71 00:05:22,022 --> 00:05:25,424 My memories are at the core of everything I think, 72 00:05:26,360 --> 00:05:27,926 everything I feel. 73 00:05:27,928 --> 00:05:29,361 [dramatic piano music] 74 00:05:29,363 --> 00:05:31,763 Even the love and fear I feed 75 00:05:31,765 --> 00:05:35,067 can point to memories as their common ancestor. 76 00:05:37,905 --> 00:05:42,941 Snapshots, life fragments forever reinterpreted and relived. 77 00:05:47,448 --> 00:05:50,082 The most intimate relationships I have 78 00:05:50,084 --> 00:05:51,683 are with my memories. 79 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:56,888 Some I love, some I loathe. 80 00:05:56,890 --> 00:05:59,658 But there is no memory that I seem capable 81 00:05:59,660 --> 00:06:00,726 of living without. 82 00:06:04,832 --> 00:06:06,665 [dramatic drums] 83 00:06:09,803 --> 00:06:11,103 [tense music] 84 00:06:11,105 --> 00:06:13,004 [clicking] 85 00:06:19,480 --> 00:06:21,380 [pulse pounding] 86 00:06:21,382 --> 00:06:22,948 [pills clicking] 87 00:06:37,498 --> 00:06:39,464 -You okay? -[camera clicking] 88 00:06:39,466 --> 00:06:41,733 My career is dead. 89 00:06:42,603 --> 00:06:45,070 I'm fucking dead. 90 00:06:47,941 --> 00:06:49,040 Yeah. 91 00:06:51,645 --> 00:06:53,445 Your adoring public awaits. 92 00:06:53,447 --> 00:06:54,679 Oh, right. 93 00:06:56,150 --> 00:06:59,885 I, uh, saw Winston Guest arrive. 94 00:06:59,887 --> 00:07:01,486 -[groaning] -[camera clicks] 95 00:07:02,189 --> 00:07:05,190 [coughing] 96 00:07:05,192 --> 00:07:06,491 Mm-mmm. 97 00:07:06,827 --> 00:07:08,160 Mm-mmm, come on. 98 00:07:08,162 --> 00:07:09,461 [Max scoffs] 99 00:07:11,865 --> 00:07:16,168 He said I devolved a once promising art-form. 100 00:07:16,170 --> 00:07:19,171 It's not his job to sell your work, it's mine. 101 00:07:19,173 --> 00:07:21,173 Good, because if that was the case, 102 00:07:21,175 --> 00:07:22,641 he'd be doing a shit job. 103 00:07:22,643 --> 00:07:25,477 It's just one opinion, one man. 104 00:07:25,479 --> 00:07:28,146 Yeah, but it's the only one that people actually read. 105 00:07:28,148 --> 00:07:29,848 No, that's not actually true. 106 00:07:31,652 --> 00:07:34,486 Besides, what he says does not diminish 107 00:07:34,488 --> 00:07:36,188 your powerful work in any way. 108 00:07:38,025 --> 00:07:41,660 It doesn't, not in my eyes, not in anyone with a desire to search 109 00:07:41,662 --> 00:07:44,896 beyond conventional prosaic bullshit. 110 00:07:44,898 --> 00:07:46,498 -[camera clicking] -[Max] Truth? 111 00:07:46,500 --> 00:07:47,632 Truth. 112 00:07:49,203 --> 00:07:51,603 I don't know why I do it. 113 00:07:52,473 --> 00:07:56,107 And I don't know who I do it for. 114 00:07:56,109 --> 00:07:58,844 -Yeah. -Hey, you're a genius. 115 00:07:58,846 --> 00:08:00,912 [jazz music in distance] 116 00:08:05,152 --> 00:08:06,985 Trust in here. 117 00:08:06,987 --> 00:08:08,253 Everything will work out. 118 00:08:12,726 --> 00:08:13,859 Okay. 119 00:08:13,861 --> 00:08:17,863 -Come on. -You know, I never knew there were so many different forms 120 00:08:17,865 --> 00:08:22,133 of the word amateur. You know, I think he used it as a noun, and adjective 121 00:08:22,135 --> 00:08:23,835 and even an adverb. 122 00:08:23,837 --> 00:08:24,970 Take a breath. 123 00:08:26,006 --> 00:08:27,205 [exhales] 124 00:08:30,110 --> 00:08:31,543 [jazz music] 125 00:08:34,147 --> 00:08:36,615 Mr. Guest, hello. 126 00:08:36,617 --> 00:08:38,049 Thank you so much for coming. 127 00:08:38,051 --> 00:08:39,684 Ah, Miss Stewart. 128 00:08:40,153 --> 00:08:42,587 I'm sure you remember Mr. Maxfield Young. 129 00:08:44,291 --> 00:08:46,958 Mr. Guest, it's good to see you again, sir. 130 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:49,794 Ah, yes, young Mr. Young. 131 00:08:50,664 --> 00:08:53,131 I'm certain that we all doubt the sincerity 132 00:08:55,569 --> 00:08:57,202 of that statement, huh? 133 00:08:57,203 --> 00:08:58,836 You know, I appreciate your constructive criticism. 134 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:03,975 I think it's helped me grow as an artist. 135 00:09:04,912 --> 00:09:07,178 Well, I had hoped so. 136 00:09:08,181 --> 00:09:14,853 Well, I was very sincerely moved by your early work, 137 00:09:14,855 --> 00:09:18,223 and consequently the potential of your entire career, 138 00:09:18,225 --> 00:09:21,126 but these subsequent forays are 139 00:09:21,128 --> 00:09:26,031 just one-dimensional, altogether impersonal. 140 00:09:30,871 --> 00:09:34,839 I respectfully disagree, Mr. Guest. 141 00:09:34,841 --> 00:09:35,941 Well. 142 00:09:37,110 --> 00:09:40,879 I am extremely confident when I say 143 00:09:40,881 --> 00:09:42,647 that at this moment in time, 144 00:09:42,649 --> 00:09:46,184 you are Mr. Young's greatest asset. 145 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:49,654 I'll thank you for the champagne and say goodnight. 146 00:09:55,696 --> 00:09:57,195 -I'll walk you out. -Oh. 147 00:10:12,646 --> 00:10:14,045 [keys jingling] 148 00:10:16,683 --> 00:10:17,983 [door creaking] 149 00:10:32,332 --> 00:10:35,200 [pots clanking] 150 00:10:37,371 --> 00:10:38,837 [sighs] 151 00:10:38,839 --> 00:10:40,005 Shit. 152 00:10:41,274 --> 00:10:45,076 Hey, you know I'd offer you something to drink 153 00:10:45,078 --> 00:10:47,312 but all I've got is tap water. 154 00:10:48,348 --> 00:10:50,815 [chuckles] I wouldn't wash my dirty socks 155 00:10:50,817 --> 00:10:52,217 in unfiltered tap water. 156 00:10:52,219 --> 00:10:53,985 [chuckles] Yeah, I know, right? 157 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:01,826 Do you want to go to my place? 158 00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:08,967 I've got wine... and water. 159 00:11:09,803 --> 00:11:13,138 Yeah, I don't know what the big deal is with my place. 160 00:11:15,742 --> 00:11:17,742 Well, if you can get past the chain-smoking cat lady. 161 00:11:17,744 --> 00:11:18,777 Yeah, right. 162 00:11:19,413 --> 00:11:20,812 Shit. [sniffles] 163 00:11:25,952 --> 00:11:29,120 Look, it's not that big of a deal, okay? 164 00:11:29,122 --> 00:11:32,090 Besides, Whole Foods, mm? 165 00:11:32,092 --> 00:11:33,792 -Alright. -It's right down there. 166 00:11:34,995 --> 00:11:36,227 -There's that. -Mm-hmm. 167 00:11:41,301 --> 00:11:42,400 Oh, you know what? 168 00:11:42,402 --> 00:11:44,202 Oh, shit, I think I actually 169 00:11:44,204 --> 00:11:45,470 left it downstairs. 170 00:11:46,139 --> 00:11:47,172 Back in a second. 171 00:11:53,814 --> 00:11:56,481 [pulse thumping] 172 00:12:13,834 --> 00:12:16,134 [clattering in distance] 173 00:12:18,338 --> 00:12:20,105 [breathing heavily] 174 00:12:23,844 --> 00:12:25,510 [Kali] Are you working on a new concept? 175 00:12:26,780 --> 00:12:29,914 Uh... nothing, nothing. 176 00:12:29,916 --> 00:12:31,449 [pulse thumping] 177 00:12:48,001 --> 00:12:49,367 [pulse thumping] 178 00:12:54,508 --> 00:12:55,974 [heartbeat intensifies] 179 00:12:57,978 --> 00:12:59,410 [eerie music] 180 00:13:01,214 --> 00:13:03,381 Everyone's scared to look truth in the face. 181 00:13:04,050 --> 00:13:05,784 [echoed voice] Look truth in the face. 182 00:13:12,392 --> 00:13:14,325 [somber music] 183 00:13:18,165 --> 00:13:19,097 Fuck. 184 00:13:30,544 --> 00:13:32,177 [screaming] 185 00:13:32,179 --> 00:13:33,845 [eerie music] 186 00:13:33,847 --> 00:13:36,981 Fuck you! Fucking all wasted! 187 00:13:53,099 --> 00:13:54,999 [sobbing] 188 00:14:09,850 --> 00:14:10,949 Fuck! 189 00:14:19,392 --> 00:14:21,259 So you're just going to act like nothing's up? 190 00:14:22,262 --> 00:14:23,995 I'm only gone a few days. 191 00:14:28,001 --> 00:14:28,967 Max, come on. 192 00:14:30,303 --> 00:14:31,936 You sure you don't want me to come with? 193 00:14:34,441 --> 00:14:34,973 Keep you company? 194 00:14:39,379 --> 00:14:41,012 Road trip could be good for us. 195 00:14:44,084 --> 00:14:45,116 Yeah. 196 00:14:46,253 --> 00:14:49,554 No, I know, um, I just... 197 00:14:52,626 --> 00:14:55,393 I think I need to be alone right now. 198 00:14:56,596 --> 00:14:58,029 Okay? 199 00:14:58,031 --> 00:15:01,199 You know, I'm hoping the solitude will clear my head. 200 00:15:01,968 --> 00:15:05,403 And maybe reboot some creativity? 201 00:15:10,477 --> 00:15:12,310 I don't just want a lover, Max. 202 00:15:14,547 --> 00:15:15,980 I can get a lover anywhere. 203 00:15:19,519 --> 00:15:21,185 I want a best friend. 204 00:15:25,091 --> 00:15:26,024 Yeah. 205 00:15:28,995 --> 00:15:30,695 [somber music] 206 00:15:41,174 --> 00:15:42,607 [car door closes] 207 00:16:09,569 --> 00:16:11,569 [Max] I don't know that I've ever been in love. 208 00:16:13,206 --> 00:16:17,275 Someone once told me that when you feel romantic love... 209 00:16:19,346 --> 00:16:21,279 you're really just infatuated 210 00:16:21,281 --> 00:16:23,348 with the way the other person sees you. 211 00:16:23,350 --> 00:16:25,249 [eerie music] 212 00:16:26,186 --> 00:16:29,087 The reflection they cast is forgiving, 213 00:16:30,724 --> 00:16:31,990 without judgment. 214 00:16:34,027 --> 00:16:36,527 Eventually, you train them to see you 215 00:16:36,529 --> 00:16:37,729 the way you see yourself. 216 00:16:42,302 --> 00:16:44,268 And the illusion of love vanishes. 217 00:16:49,409 --> 00:16:51,743 Another one of my dad's pearls of wisdom. 218 00:17:00,120 --> 00:17:01,285 [camera clicking] 219 00:17:04,557 --> 00:17:05,623 [Raine] Max Young. 220 00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:07,525 That's a good name. 221 00:17:08,128 --> 00:17:09,627 [camera clicking] 222 00:17:11,097 --> 00:17:12,397 [woman] So how come I don't know you, Max Young? 223 00:17:16,770 --> 00:17:18,369 You're in my Biology class. 224 00:17:19,539 --> 00:17:21,239 -[Max] Yeah. -[camera clicks] 225 00:17:21,241 --> 00:17:22,206 English Lit too. 226 00:17:26,146 --> 00:17:29,113 [woman] So are you like super creative or super creepy? 227 00:17:31,551 --> 00:17:33,518 [camera clicking] 228 00:17:34,421 --> 00:17:38,089 Well, look, I just wanted to pay you back 229 00:17:38,091 --> 00:17:40,291 for the two subs you gave those Felch twins. 230 00:17:42,695 --> 00:17:43,828 [camera clicking] 231 00:17:50,703 --> 00:17:53,104 [gentle music] 232 00:18:31,478 --> 00:18:32,743 [knocking] 233 00:18:35,849 --> 00:18:37,648 [woman] Who's at the door? 234 00:18:38,184 --> 00:18:39,617 Let's see that. 235 00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:40,852 Who's at the door? 236 00:18:45,225 --> 00:18:46,524 Max Young. 237 00:18:46,526 --> 00:18:47,758 Yeah. [chuckles] 238 00:18:50,730 --> 00:18:53,498 Wow. Almost didn't recognize you, Max. 239 00:18:53,500 --> 00:18:57,668 Hey. I hope I'm not catching you at a bad time, right? 240 00:18:57,670 --> 00:19:01,339 No. No, man, seems like ages since we've seen you. 241 00:19:01,341 --> 00:19:03,508 -Yeah. -When was the last time? 242 00:19:03,510 --> 00:19:05,610 Jimmy, why don't you take him upstairs? 243 00:19:06,446 --> 00:19:07,545 I'll be right up, okay? 244 00:19:08,481 --> 00:19:09,480 All right, yeah. 245 00:19:09,482 --> 00:19:13,518 -It was good seeing you, Max. -Yeah, Jimmy. 246 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:18,589 Hey, I'm sorry for not staying in touch, you know? 247 00:19:19,492 --> 00:19:21,192 Hey, it's hard to keep tabs 248 00:19:21,194 --> 00:19:22,727 on the little people while you're blowing up, right? 249 00:19:22,729 --> 00:19:25,329 Jimmy, the baby. 250 00:19:25,331 --> 00:19:26,531 Okay, I'll be right up. 251 00:19:27,433 --> 00:19:28,799 -Yeah. -Thanks. 252 00:19:28,801 --> 00:19:30,334 Bye. [makes playful sound] 253 00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:31,302 Take care, Max. 254 00:19:41,281 --> 00:19:43,481 What, What are you doing showing up here 255 00:19:43,483 --> 00:19:44,916 unannounced after all this time? 256 00:19:44,918 --> 00:19:49,520 Yeah, I, uh, you know, I just thought that... 257 00:19:49,522 --> 00:19:50,454 You thought? 258 00:19:52,325 --> 00:19:54,492 You thought that we were friends, 259 00:19:54,494 --> 00:19:56,694 that we'd welcome you with open arms 260 00:19:56,696 --> 00:19:57,962 and make up the guest room for you? 261 00:19:59,566 --> 00:20:00,765 [scoffs] 262 00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:03,201 Oh, I... 263 00:20:05,238 --> 00:20:07,705 You know, I didn't know how you'd feel. 264 00:20:09,576 --> 00:20:12,510 Yeah, you're goddamn right you don't know how I feel right now. 265 00:20:15,248 --> 00:20:16,847 Raine was my best friend. 266 00:20:18,551 --> 00:20:20,284 My entire world. 267 00:20:21,521 --> 00:20:22,520 I loved her. 268 00:20:25,291 --> 00:20:26,224 Yeah. 269 00:20:29,262 --> 00:20:30,361 You know, 270 00:20:31,297 --> 00:20:32,830 you know I loved her too. 271 00:20:32,832 --> 00:20:34,465 Shut the fuck up, okay? 272 00:20:36,302 --> 00:20:38,502 Don't come to my house and say that to me, please. 273 00:20:40,840 --> 00:20:44,508 You were together, what, six, eight months? 274 00:20:46,779 --> 00:20:47,878 I knew everything about her, 275 00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:49,580 she knew everything about me. 276 00:20:51,751 --> 00:20:53,351 You were the fucking mystery man 277 00:20:53,353 --> 00:20:54,952 and you are still playing that card. 278 00:20:58,324 --> 00:20:59,557 Get the fuck... 279 00:21:00,827 --> 00:21:02,526 [slamming] 280 00:21:05,898 --> 00:21:07,632 -[camera clicking] -[people chattering] 281 00:21:08,568 --> 00:21:10,501 Un-fucking-believable. 282 00:21:11,437 --> 00:21:12,737 [chuckles] 283 00:21:12,739 --> 00:21:14,505 Dude, you got here so fast. 284 00:21:15,308 --> 00:21:16,540 That's impressive shit. 285 00:21:17,510 --> 00:21:19,844 -Keep it. -Thanks. 286 00:21:19,846 --> 00:21:21,479 No, thank you. 287 00:21:21,481 --> 00:21:22,947 [party music] 288 00:21:26,352 --> 00:21:27,818 [sighs] 289 00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:31,322 [man] Where've you been? 290 00:21:36,763 --> 00:21:37,695 I got to tell you... 291 00:21:39,065 --> 00:21:42,066 you got the nicest ass that I have ever seen. 292 00:21:42,068 --> 00:21:43,701 Don't fucking touch me. 293 00:21:43,703 --> 00:21:45,336 [man] Come on, I got some blow. 294 00:21:45,338 --> 00:21:46,937 [Raine] It'll take a lot more than that, Chuckie. 295 00:21:46,939 --> 00:21:48,039 It'll be fun, baby. 296 00:21:48,041 --> 00:21:49,407 A little blow for blow. 297 00:21:53,546 --> 00:21:56,380 Do you think you can just talk to me however the fuck you want 298 00:21:56,382 --> 00:21:58,649 'cause I jerked you off once in ninth grade? 299 00:21:58,651 --> 00:22:00,451 I mean, if you could even really call it that 300 00:22:00,453 --> 00:22:01,919 as I remember you were spewed and spent 301 00:22:01,921 --> 00:22:04,021 before I even touched your fucking belt buckle. 302 00:22:05,058 --> 00:22:07,825 It's really embarrassing, Chuckie, you should probably get that checked out. 303 00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:08,959 You fucking cunt! 304 00:22:11,798 --> 00:22:13,030 Shit. 305 00:22:13,032 --> 00:22:14,598 Are you okay? 306 00:22:14,600 --> 00:22:16,767 I think my bike cable broke 307 00:22:16,769 --> 00:22:19,804 and I lost control. My bad. 308 00:22:19,806 --> 00:22:22,606 Whoah, whoah, dudes, dudes, wait, wait. Uh, uh, 309 00:22:22,608 --> 00:22:24,475 could I interest you in a couple 310 00:22:24,477 --> 00:22:27,078 of ham and cheese footlongs as my apology? 311 00:22:27,980 --> 00:22:29,480 Yeah? 312 00:22:29,482 --> 00:22:30,781 Cool, all right. 313 00:22:38,925 --> 00:22:40,091 [man grunts] 314 00:22:42,995 --> 00:22:43,994 Who the fuck was that? 315 00:22:43,996 --> 00:22:45,696 Fuck if I know, man. 316 00:22:45,698 --> 00:22:47,565 [somber music] 317 00:22:50,470 --> 00:22:51,936 [camera clicking] 318 00:23:11,457 --> 00:23:12,423 -Hey. -Oh, jeez. 319 00:23:12,425 --> 00:23:14,125 -[chuckles] -Whoa. 320 00:23:14,127 --> 00:23:16,026 Pretty dangerous with that thing. 321 00:23:16,629 --> 00:23:17,928 [chuckles] 322 00:23:17,930 --> 00:23:19,530 So why'd you run off? 323 00:23:20,433 --> 00:23:23,100 I didn't run off, I just, 324 00:23:23,102 --> 00:23:25,069 -I had to get back to work. -Hmm. 325 00:23:27,140 --> 00:23:28,172 Don't I know you? 326 00:23:29,909 --> 00:23:31,909 I mean, I've seen you around. 327 00:23:32,845 --> 00:23:34,779 Aren't you in my Biology class? 328 00:23:37,617 --> 00:23:39,683 Yeah, English Lit too. 329 00:23:40,420 --> 00:23:41,152 Huh. 330 00:23:42,722 --> 00:23:45,823 So are you like super creative or super creepy? 331 00:23:46,826 --> 00:23:48,092 [chuckles] 332 00:23:49,595 --> 00:23:50,594 What's your name? 333 00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:52,863 Max. 334 00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:55,966 -Max Young. -Max Young. 335 00:23:57,003 --> 00:23:58,035 That's a good name. 336 00:23:59,639 --> 00:24:01,839 So how come I don't know you, Max Young? 337 00:24:03,109 --> 00:24:06,143 I just moved here in the beginning of senior year. 338 00:24:07,713 --> 00:24:08,813 Hmm. 339 00:24:09,849 --> 00:24:10,881 Well, look, I just, um, 340 00:24:11,717 --> 00:24:13,451 I just wanted to pay you back 341 00:24:13,453 --> 00:24:15,686 for the two subs you gave those Felch twins. 342 00:24:15,988 --> 00:24:18,222 [chuckles] No, it's cool. 343 00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:20,925 [stammers] It was the end of the night 344 00:24:20,927 --> 00:24:23,027 and they were takeouts nobody picked up, so. 345 00:24:24,997 --> 00:24:27,798 I thought you just said you had to get back to work. 346 00:24:30,803 --> 00:24:32,603 -Are we done? -[chuckles] 347 00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:35,573 Yeah. 348 00:24:36,609 --> 00:24:37,541 We're done. 349 00:24:41,581 --> 00:24:43,781 I'm sorry. I'm weird. 350 00:24:43,783 --> 00:24:47,218 -You think? -Yeah, it's just I'm not real social, you know? 351 00:24:47,220 --> 00:24:48,953 I don't relate to things 352 00:24:48,955 --> 00:24:51,989 that most people think about and vice versa. 353 00:24:54,060 --> 00:24:57,027 You think you know me but you don't. 354 00:24:59,265 --> 00:25:00,531 Whoa, wait, Raine. 355 00:25:01,501 --> 00:25:02,766 [chuckles] 356 00:25:03,703 --> 00:25:04,735 You know my name? 357 00:25:06,639 --> 00:25:08,272 I never introduced myself. 358 00:25:08,274 --> 00:25:09,607 [gentle piano music] 359 00:25:09,609 --> 00:25:10,841 Right, I, um. 360 00:25:12,211 --> 00:25:14,278 I think I heard somebody call you. 361 00:25:15,781 --> 00:25:16,847 Ah. 362 00:25:17,517 --> 00:25:18,616 Right. 363 00:25:23,222 --> 00:25:24,588 Do you want to hang out? 364 00:25:44,176 --> 00:25:46,644 [Max] I feel as though I've been turned inside out. 365 00:25:47,713 --> 00:25:50,214 Everything exposed, unprotected, 366 00:25:50,883 --> 00:25:54,752 vulnerable to a world that brushes by with its filthy hands. 367 00:25:57,290 --> 00:26:02,192 I try to wash and disinfect but I can't. 368 00:26:03,896 --> 00:26:05,262 [clears throat] 369 00:26:05,264 --> 00:26:06,664 [music playing on radio] 370 00:26:07,700 --> 00:26:08,966 Find everything all right? 371 00:26:08,968 --> 00:26:10,067 Yeah, thanks. 372 00:26:11,971 --> 00:26:12,903 Max Young? 373 00:26:17,910 --> 00:26:20,077 Hey, Calvin. 374 00:26:22,248 --> 00:26:23,347 How are you, man? 375 00:26:25,618 --> 00:26:26,984 What are you doing here? 376 00:26:28,220 --> 00:26:32,222 Well, I , uh... I came to pay my respects. 377 00:26:32,892 --> 00:26:34,091 [scoffs] 378 00:26:36,195 --> 00:26:37,294 It's 8.50. 379 00:26:41,167 --> 00:26:42,099 Yeah. 380 00:26:49,809 --> 00:26:51,041 [cashier ringing] 381 00:26:55,381 --> 00:26:57,081 [cashier closing] 382 00:26:57,883 --> 00:26:59,750 [eerie music] 383 00:27:03,823 --> 00:27:04,788 Thanks. 384 00:27:18,070 --> 00:27:20,070 [heavy breathing] 385 00:27:20,673 --> 00:27:22,106 [man's echoed voice] She's got like the perfect body. 386 00:27:22,775 --> 00:27:23,774 Oh, shit. 387 00:27:25,011 --> 00:27:26,777 I'd let her fuck me to death. 388 00:27:27,179 --> 00:27:28,679 [Kali] I don't just want a lover, Max. 389 00:27:30,916 --> 00:27:31,915 I want a best friend. 390 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:37,054 [Raine echoed voice] You're the coolest fucking person I've ever met. 391 00:27:39,125 --> 00:27:40,124 [baby giggling] 392 00:27:47,733 --> 00:27:48,766 [camera clicking] 393 00:27:48,768 --> 00:27:49,800 [Raine] You live here? 394 00:27:50,202 --> 00:27:51,335 I live right across the way. 395 00:27:52,038 --> 00:27:53,103 [Max] Yeah, I know. 396 00:27:54,373 --> 00:27:56,340 What do you mean you know? [chuckles] 397 00:27:56,342 --> 00:27:58,142 I've seen you walk by. 398 00:27:58,144 --> 00:28:00,310 [crickets chirping] 399 00:28:09,388 --> 00:28:10,320 So. [chuckles] 400 00:28:11,223 --> 00:28:13,357 Uh, do you want to come in? 401 00:28:14,827 --> 00:28:16,427 Wait, I thought the Walters lived here. 402 00:28:17,263 --> 00:28:18,429 They do. 403 00:28:18,431 --> 00:28:19,697 We're house sitting. 404 00:28:19,699 --> 00:28:23,267 My mom and Mrs. Walters were roommates in college. 405 00:28:24,970 --> 00:28:25,903 Cool. 406 00:28:52,898 --> 00:28:55,466 I wonder how long it took them to collect all these books. 407 00:28:55,468 --> 00:28:57,000 Ah. [chuckles] 408 00:28:58,104 --> 00:29:00,337 The books are the only possessions in the room 409 00:29:00,339 --> 00:29:02,172 that are mine. 410 00:29:09,048 --> 00:29:10,147 Clothes? 411 00:29:10,783 --> 00:29:11,515 Yeah. 412 00:29:13,252 --> 00:29:14,485 Well, some of them. 413 00:29:20,292 --> 00:29:21,458 Whoah. 414 00:29:23,829 --> 00:29:26,230 These Yale Shakespeare Editions must be like 415 00:29:27,133 --> 00:29:28,866 200 years old. 416 00:29:30,369 --> 00:29:32,536 More like 100. 417 00:29:36,308 --> 00:29:37,975 [Raine chuckles] 418 00:29:39,512 --> 00:29:43,213 So how did you possibly amass all of these volumes? 419 00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:47,251 Uh, Some of them I got from my mom 420 00:29:47,253 --> 00:29:51,789 but most of them I bought from like Amazon and eBay. 421 00:29:52,925 --> 00:29:54,858 You got all these books online? 422 00:29:57,363 --> 00:29:58,312 Yeah. 423 00:29:58,313 --> 00:29:59,262 You know, you'd be surprised. 424 00:29:59,932 --> 00:30:01,064 I mean, 425 00:30:02,334 --> 00:30:05,002 most people treat their old books like garbage. 426 00:30:06,372 --> 00:30:09,106 But, no. I feel a kinship with my books. 427 00:30:13,078 --> 00:30:16,446 I think it's a critical component in a person's life. 428 00:30:16,448 --> 00:30:18,582 The books you've read and the one's you haven't. 429 00:30:19,852 --> 00:30:21,018 Mm. 430 00:30:22,822 --> 00:30:24,955 So how many of these books have you read? 431 00:30:27,893 --> 00:30:30,027 I mean, I read them when I first get them. 432 00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:33,964 [chuckles] So all of them? 433 00:30:33,966 --> 00:30:37,367 [chuckles] Well, some of them I'd already read 434 00:30:37,369 --> 00:30:39,236 so I usually don't read them again. 435 00:30:41,507 --> 00:30:45,342 Yeah, you, uh, wouldn't want to appear obsessive. 436 00:30:49,949 --> 00:30:55,586 So are you a Maxwell or a Maximilian? 437 00:30:57,623 --> 00:30:58,856 Maxfield. 438 00:31:00,192 --> 00:31:01,258 Maxfield? 439 00:31:03,162 --> 00:31:04,394 Is that a family name? 440 00:31:09,268 --> 00:31:10,367 Have you read this? 441 00:31:12,037 --> 00:31:15,038 [chuckles] Oh, man, had it read to me is more like it. 442 00:31:16,175 --> 00:31:18,208 God, I haven't seen that in forever. 443 00:31:22,114 --> 00:31:23,413 I miss being a kid. 444 00:31:25,317 --> 00:31:27,117 When the fantasy worlds were real. 445 00:31:27,887 --> 00:31:29,319 Yeah, same. 446 00:31:36,061 --> 00:31:39,429 It's the first edition, 1897. 447 00:31:39,431 --> 00:31:41,131 -Holy shit. -Yeah. 448 00:31:43,168 --> 00:31:44,434 You know this was the first book 449 00:31:44,436 --> 00:31:46,637 that Maxfield Parish illustrated? 450 00:31:47,606 --> 00:31:51,408 He also did the original cover for Arabian Nights. 451 00:31:52,211 --> 00:31:55,245 He used photographs as the basis for his work. 452 00:31:56,048 --> 00:31:59,016 And then he would alternate between 453 00:31:59,018 --> 00:32:01,685 oils and glaze to get a 3D effect. 454 00:32:03,222 --> 00:32:04,488 Amazing artist, right? 455 00:32:05,057 --> 00:32:07,324 He's like way ahead of his time. 456 00:32:10,696 --> 00:32:13,063 So you were named after Maxfield Parish? 457 00:32:14,366 --> 00:32:17,067 I was inspired by his work when I was a kid. 458 00:32:22,708 --> 00:32:24,241 Maxfield Young? 459 00:32:26,645 --> 00:32:29,046 -You're a junior? -Hm. 460 00:32:30,115 --> 00:32:33,016 Technically, once the senior is deceased 461 00:32:33,018 --> 00:32:35,319 the junior suffix is removed. 462 00:32:35,321 --> 00:32:36,286 Huh. 463 00:32:38,657 --> 00:32:40,557 I thought you just said you were named 464 00:32:40,559 --> 00:32:42,125 after Maxfield Parish. 465 00:32:45,030 --> 00:32:48,298 No, I said I was inspired by him when I was a kid. 466 00:32:49,401 --> 00:32:50,701 Mm-hmm. 467 00:32:51,570 --> 00:32:54,071 Okay, I see how you work. 468 00:33:00,346 --> 00:33:01,411 How'd your dad die? 469 00:33:03,015 --> 00:33:03,981 Heroin overdose. 470 00:33:42,221 --> 00:33:45,389 [gentle music] 471 00:33:45,391 --> 00:33:51,028 So is, like, your mom going to come busting in up on us? 472 00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:54,364 She's gone. 473 00:33:56,502 --> 00:33:59,536 She's pretty good about respecting my privacy. 474 00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:02,305 That's refreshing. 475 00:34:04,810 --> 00:34:07,277 My parents pretend to be all evolved and shit, 476 00:34:07,279 --> 00:34:09,780 while secretly monitoring my every move 477 00:34:09,782 --> 00:34:12,349 -like the fucking NSA. -[chuckles] 478 00:34:13,519 --> 00:34:17,621 Which is why my mom thinks I'm having a little sleepover tonight 479 00:34:17,623 --> 00:34:19,222 at my brother's. 480 00:34:22,294 --> 00:34:25,195 [gentle piano music] 481 00:35:14,413 --> 00:35:16,580 [light clicking] 482 00:35:26,825 --> 00:35:29,826 [sped-up ambient sounds] 483 00:35:53,185 --> 00:35:55,819 [camera clicking] 484 00:36:09,868 --> 00:36:11,568 [birds chirping] 485 00:36:16,341 --> 00:36:17,841 [Raine groans] 486 00:36:18,911 --> 00:36:21,444 -Good morning. -Hey. 487 00:36:22,381 --> 00:36:23,847 How did you sleep? 488 00:36:23,849 --> 00:36:26,316 Mmm. As good as ever. 489 00:36:32,824 --> 00:36:37,294 Hey, do you want to go with me to a party? 490 00:36:38,530 --> 00:36:40,463 [groaning] 491 00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:44,701 I'm not really a party kind of guy. 492 00:36:44,703 --> 00:36:48,939 -Are you saying you're inflexible and don't change? -No, I'm not. 493 00:36:48,941 --> 00:36:52,742 You only possess certain characteristics and you're only going to possess those 494 00:36:52,744 --> 00:36:55,612 -and only those characteristics? -No, I'm not. 495 00:36:55,614 --> 00:36:57,814 'Cause I got to say, like, if that's the case, 496 00:36:57,816 --> 00:36:59,983 that's a fucking deal-breaker for me, man. 497 00:36:59,985 --> 00:37:03,353 I can't be with some guy who has some bullshit 498 00:37:03,355 --> 00:37:05,322 preconceived notion of himself. 499 00:37:05,324 --> 00:37:06,723 We're not set in stone. 500 00:37:06,725 --> 00:37:09,292 We're 60 percent water, we're human beings. 501 00:37:09,294 --> 00:37:11,228 We're designed to be fluid! 502 00:37:11,230 --> 00:37:12,796 It's a Saturday night for fuck's sake! 503 00:37:12,798 --> 00:37:15,265 Whoah, whoah, okay. 504 00:37:16,602 --> 00:37:17,801 [Max chuckles] 505 00:37:19,972 --> 00:37:21,871 I mean, I, think, I-- 506 00:37:22,941 --> 00:37:24,874 I think I could go to a party. 507 00:37:24,876 --> 00:37:26,876 You think you could go? 508 00:37:26,878 --> 00:37:29,479 Okay, well, want to know what I think? 509 00:37:32,017 --> 00:37:33,750 I think 510 00:37:34,786 --> 00:37:35,952 that you 511 00:37:36,855 --> 00:37:39,589 -gave in so quick. -Oh. [chuckles] 512 00:37:39,591 --> 00:37:41,925 -You are such a little pussy. -That's a good one. 513 00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:44,427 You know that? like 2.5 seconds. It's a world record. 514 00:37:44,429 --> 00:37:45,862 -Is it really? -Yeah. It's pretty humiliating, 515 00:37:45,864 --> 00:37:47,264 -I'm embarrassed. -Is it? Okay. 516 00:37:47,266 --> 00:37:48,499 -No, don't tickle. -I'm embarrassed for you. 517 00:37:48,500 --> 00:37:49,733 -I'll get you back. -Oh, will you? 518 00:37:49,735 --> 00:37:51,368 I'm a tickle master. Come here, come here. [laughing] 519 00:37:51,369 --> 00:37:53,002 Okay, why don't you put your money where your mouth is! 520 00:37:53,005 --> 00:37:54,971 -[Max] Come here! -[Raine chuckling] 521 00:37:54,973 --> 00:37:58,708 [Max] Even when I sleep, my mind refuses to quiet. 522 00:37:58,710 --> 00:38:00,310 [gentle music] 523 00:38:00,312 --> 00:38:01,811 Constant rambling thoughts 524 00:38:01,813 --> 00:38:05,482 with no apparent origin, no destination. 525 00:38:06,485 --> 00:38:09,586 When I was a little kid, sleep was my best friend. 526 00:38:10,956 --> 00:38:12,656 We're not so close anymore. 527 00:38:13,592 --> 00:38:15,825 [eerie music] 528 00:38:25,370 --> 00:38:26,603 [car door closes] 529 00:38:26,605 --> 00:38:27,904 [car starting] 530 00:38:32,611 --> 00:38:34,077 [knocking] 531 00:38:38,583 --> 00:38:39,816 [door opens] 532 00:38:40,719 --> 00:38:41,818 Hey. 533 00:38:45,090 --> 00:38:46,856 Did I not make myself clear last night? 534 00:38:46,858 --> 00:38:48,825 I don't have anything to say to you. 535 00:38:48,827 --> 00:38:51,394 Yeah, you did, um. 536 00:38:52,731 --> 00:38:54,698 Can we talk, Lucy, please? 537 00:38:55,067 --> 00:38:57,434 [stammers] It will just take a minute. 538 00:38:57,436 --> 00:38:58,702 What is it that can't wait till after 539 00:38:58,704 --> 00:38:59,969 we brush our teeth? 540 00:39:04,776 --> 00:39:07,610 I know it's been a while since I've been back. 541 00:39:09,514 --> 00:39:12,415 You know, I lost touch and, um... 542 00:39:14,619 --> 00:39:16,052 you know, things changed. 543 00:39:18,490 --> 00:39:19,923 Things changed, yeah. 544 00:39:21,460 --> 00:39:22,892 Is that what you came by to tell me 545 00:39:22,894 --> 00:39:24,928 at the fucking break of dawn, that things changed? 546 00:39:34,573 --> 00:39:36,139 Were you and Raine close 547 00:39:36,141 --> 00:39:37,574 right up until she died? 548 00:39:40,379 --> 00:39:42,112 Why the fuck would you ask me that? 549 00:39:46,651 --> 00:39:47,884 Nah, it's just... 550 00:39:49,388 --> 00:39:50,854 I was hoping that, uh... 551 00:39:52,891 --> 00:39:54,958 like, you could help me fill in some blanks. 552 00:39:56,461 --> 00:39:57,594 Yeah? 553 00:39:57,596 --> 00:39:58,995 Let me fill in this blank for you. 554 00:39:58,997 --> 00:40:02,699 If I see you back here, I'm going to call the cops, okay? 555 00:40:04,503 --> 00:40:05,769 So go away, Max 556 00:40:06,405 --> 00:40:08,938 -[baby cooing] -Okay, let's go buddy. 557 00:40:12,911 --> 00:40:14,444 -[slamming] -[camera clicks] 558 00:40:14,446 --> 00:40:15,945 [pages flicking] 559 00:40:15,947 --> 00:40:21,885 ¶ I don't want to love Someone like you ¶ 560 00:40:23,688 --> 00:40:25,922 ¶ Give you all the money Give you all the time ¶ 561 00:40:25,924 --> 00:40:28,658 ¶ Loving you and loving how You take it in the brine ¶ 562 00:40:31,463 --> 00:40:32,796 ¶ I don't want to... ¶ 563 00:40:32,798 --> 00:40:34,798 -Come dance with me. -Hmm. Mmm-mm. 564 00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:36,065 -Come on. -No, no, no, no. 565 00:40:36,067 --> 00:40:37,133 -Today is the day. -I can't. 566 00:40:37,135 --> 00:40:39,202 You don't really have a choice, so. 567 00:40:39,204 --> 00:40:41,905 -I've got no rhythm. -You have rhythm, honey. 568 00:40:41,907 --> 00:40:43,773 It's just dormant. 569 00:40:44,709 --> 00:40:46,075 Come on, come play with me. 570 00:40:47,212 --> 00:40:50,113 -Dormant? -Yeah, you know, undeveloped. 571 00:40:51,049 --> 00:40:54,050 -[chuckles] -Breathe, stop thinking for like one second, okay? 572 00:40:54,052 --> 00:40:54,984 Just move. 573 00:40:54,986 --> 00:40:57,854 Move the way that you feel when you watch me. 574 00:40:59,224 --> 00:41:00,790 -Okay. -Okay? 575 00:41:04,095 --> 00:41:05,595 You feel too much. 576 00:41:11,002 --> 00:41:13,169 I love that you don't have any tattoos or piercings. 577 00:41:14,806 --> 00:41:15,839 [Max] Really? 578 00:41:16,608 --> 00:41:17,540 Yeah. 579 00:41:19,211 --> 00:41:20,643 You know all my friends think 580 00:41:20,645 --> 00:41:24,814 it's this... unique form of self-expression. 581 00:41:25,684 --> 00:41:27,050 Indigenous people have been doing it 582 00:41:27,052 --> 00:41:29,219 for thousands of years, blah, blah, blah. 583 00:41:29,221 --> 00:41:31,020 Okay, first of all, 584 00:41:31,022 --> 00:41:32,922 you don't live in a fucking indigenous culture 585 00:41:32,924 --> 00:41:35,058 so what the fuck does that have to do with anything? 586 00:41:35,060 --> 00:41:36,926 And unique? 587 00:41:36,928 --> 00:41:37,861 Please. 588 00:41:37,863 --> 00:41:41,231 I don't know one person, one person 589 00:41:42,634 --> 00:41:44,267 in our senior class [chuckles] 590 00:41:44,269 --> 00:41:48,171 who hasn't altered their flesh in some way, you know? 591 00:41:49,274 --> 00:41:51,274 I mean, even my grandmother has a Tweety Bird 592 00:41:51,276 --> 00:41:52,876 -tattooed on her ass. -[chuckles] 593 00:41:52,878 --> 00:41:54,210 -Really? -[chuckles] 594 00:41:55,180 --> 00:41:57,981 It's like if you want to be unique... 595 00:42:00,085 --> 00:42:01,251 try being yourself. 596 00:42:06,625 --> 00:42:08,691 You know, I never thought about getting a tattoo. 597 00:42:11,062 --> 00:42:12,095 I know. 598 00:42:17,569 --> 00:42:23,106 ¶ Your love, your love Will let me down ¶ 599 00:42:24,709 --> 00:42:30,280 ¶ Your love, your love Will let me down... ¶ 600 00:42:30,282 --> 00:42:32,982 [tense music] 601 00:42:50,068 --> 00:42:51,601 [Raine] Max? 602 00:42:51,603 --> 00:42:52,735 [gravel rustling] 603 00:42:54,773 --> 00:42:56,339 [Raine's echoed voice] I'll do it with you. 604 00:42:58,944 --> 00:43:00,043 Are you serious? 605 00:43:00,045 --> 00:43:01,611 [dramatic piano music] 606 00:43:09,588 --> 00:43:10,820 Max? 607 00:43:11,957 --> 00:43:13,590 I need you to promise me. 608 00:43:24,002 --> 00:43:25,134 Max. 609 00:43:28,306 --> 00:43:29,706 Do you promise? 610 00:43:29,708 --> 00:43:31,007 [crow cawing] 611 00:43:34,713 --> 00:43:36,045 Promise me, Max. 612 00:43:42,354 --> 00:43:45,321 [sighing] Jesus. You okay? 613 00:43:47,292 --> 00:43:48,391 [sighing] 614 00:43:49,961 --> 00:43:51,628 [Max] I promise. 615 00:43:55,266 --> 00:43:56,199 Okay? 616 00:43:58,803 --> 00:43:59,736 [Raine] Okay. 617 00:44:01,906 --> 00:44:03,039 [camera clicking] 618 00:44:03,041 --> 00:44:05,041 [Max] I just don't get small talk. 619 00:44:05,043 --> 00:44:07,176 What do you mean you don't get it? 620 00:44:07,178 --> 00:44:09,312 It's small talk, what's not to get? 621 00:44:09,314 --> 00:44:10,346 Everything is small. 622 00:44:10,348 --> 00:44:12,281 The amount of words, 623 00:44:12,283 --> 00:44:14,784 the level of investment, 624 00:44:14,786 --> 00:44:17,687 the world from which you pull your subject matter, small. 625 00:44:17,689 --> 00:44:21,190 Yeah, I know what it means. I'm just incapable of it, okay? 626 00:44:21,192 --> 00:44:25,962 [chuckles] I can't start it and I can't finish it. 627 00:44:25,964 --> 00:44:28,731 Or you are a brilliant conversationalist 628 00:44:28,733 --> 00:44:30,033 brimming with insights. 629 00:44:30,035 --> 00:44:31,834 [guests chattering] 630 00:44:40,412 --> 00:44:41,344 [Raine] Come on. 631 00:44:47,419 --> 00:44:50,219 Okay now, you're the coolest fucking person I've ever met. 632 00:44:51,022 --> 00:44:52,155 Now mingle. 633 00:44:53,024 --> 00:44:55,091 [man coughing] 634 00:44:55,093 --> 00:44:57,193 [party music in the distance] 635 00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:59,762 [guests chattering] 636 00:45:13,745 --> 00:45:14,977 I love you, Max. 637 00:45:14,979 --> 00:45:16,045 Thank you. 638 00:45:18,149 --> 00:45:19,782 -What's up, Chuck? -Hey, man. 639 00:45:20,452 --> 00:45:23,119 -Thanks. -Don't thank me, Thank my mama's back surgery. 640 00:45:23,121 --> 00:45:25,121 Hey, Chuck. Look who showed up. 641 00:45:25,790 --> 00:45:27,724 [Chuck] What's that fucking faggot doing here? 642 00:45:28,426 --> 00:45:30,460 You know what? I'm going to fuck him up, 643 00:45:30,462 --> 00:45:32,328 then I'm going to fuck that bitch. 644 00:45:32,330 --> 00:45:33,763 [Lucy] Raine! 645 00:45:33,765 --> 00:45:36,499 Ooh, Hi! [groans excitedly] 646 00:45:36,501 --> 00:45:38,434 It's so good to see you. 647 00:45:38,436 --> 00:45:39,402 You look hot. 648 00:45:39,404 --> 00:45:40,737 Thank you very much. 649 00:45:40,739 --> 00:45:41,738 Is that for me? 650 00:45:41,740 --> 00:45:43,506 Yes, drink this. 651 00:45:43,508 --> 00:45:45,975 Mmm. God, you look gorgeous. 652 00:45:45,977 --> 00:45:47,043 Thank you. 653 00:45:48,246 --> 00:45:49,412 This is Max. 654 00:45:49,414 --> 00:45:50,913 These are my friends, Jan, and Jane 655 00:45:50,915 --> 00:45:52,482 and I think you know Lucy. 656 00:45:54,953 --> 00:45:56,919 -Oh. Oh-ho! -Yes, yes. 657 00:45:56,921 --> 00:45:58,387 -No! -Come on. Just a second, come on. 658 00:45:58,389 --> 00:46:01,858 This is-- What, who is playing this? 659 00:46:01,860 --> 00:46:03,426 This has got-- we have to change this right now, 660 00:46:03,428 --> 00:46:04,861 -Now? -Yes. 661 00:46:04,863 --> 00:46:06,963 -Come on, now. -I'll be right back. 662 00:46:06,965 --> 00:46:09,098 -Raine, come on! -Coming, I'm coming. 663 00:46:09,100 --> 00:46:11,901 So are you going to, like, like suck my soul? 664 00:46:11,903 --> 00:46:13,536 [giggling] 665 00:46:14,139 --> 00:46:15,271 [imitates shouting] 666 00:46:16,374 --> 00:46:17,774 [giggling] 667 00:46:17,776 --> 00:46:19,876 [party music] 668 00:46:25,817 --> 00:46:28,518 [Lucy] Just then we downed monstrous curls 669 00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,486 behind this tar barrel. [chuckles] 670 00:46:30,488 --> 00:46:32,321 [Raine chuckles] You remember that? 671 00:46:32,323 --> 00:46:35,825 -[Lucy chuckles] -Okay, so out of all the things 672 00:46:35,827 --> 00:46:37,393 -that they could have chosen... -Yeah, well-- 673 00:46:37,395 --> 00:46:39,162 ...Tweedledee and Tweedle-fucking-dum? 674 00:46:39,164 --> 00:46:40,530 That's really sad, is what it is. 675 00:46:40,532 --> 00:46:42,899 -It is a tragedy. -It kind of upsets me, 676 00:46:42,901 --> 00:46:44,500 like I want to cry a little bit in my soul. 677 00:46:44,502 --> 00:46:46,235 -Well, you have to tell them. -Me? 678 00:46:46,236 --> 00:46:47,969 -You know that, right? -Oh, right, I'm going to tell them. 679 00:46:47,972 --> 00:46:49,338 -You have to. -No fucking way. 680 00:46:49,340 --> 00:46:51,073 It's your responsibility. Like, really? 681 00:46:51,075 --> 00:46:53,176 No, no way! 682 00:46:53,178 --> 00:46:57,046 Nobody, nobody ever wants to hear the truth. 683 00:46:57,048 --> 00:46:59,081 -No. -No, not about themselves. 684 00:46:59,083 --> 00:47:01,384 -Not about that. -Not about the world. 685 00:47:01,386 --> 00:47:04,153 Nope. So like, what do you get inside the truth? 686 00:47:04,155 --> 00:47:06,122 Like, okay, tragedy. 687 00:47:06,124 --> 00:47:08,391 -Mm-hmm. -Heartbreak. 688 00:47:08,393 --> 00:47:10,359 -And it's fucking random. -Mmm. 689 00:47:11,429 --> 00:47:13,296 So the only way to live with it all 690 00:47:13,298 --> 00:47:16,299 is to simply not give a fuck. 691 00:47:17,068 --> 00:47:19,335 [party music] 692 00:47:27,846 --> 00:47:30,112 I was Batman for Halloween three years ago. 693 00:47:30,582 --> 00:47:34,584 ¶ Midway between The end and the start ¶ 694 00:47:34,586 --> 00:47:36,552 ¶ I cried like a baby ¶ 695 00:47:36,554 --> 00:47:39,021 ¶ And I tore you apart ¶ 696 00:47:39,023 --> 00:47:43,192 ¶ Midway between The end and the start ¶ 697 00:47:43,194 --> 00:47:45,194 ¶ I cried like a baby ¶ 698 00:47:45,196 --> 00:47:47,396 ¶ I tore you apart ¶ 699 00:47:48,333 --> 00:47:51,601 Basically, I guess what I'm trying to say is the... 700 00:47:53,204 --> 00:47:56,539 entire fucking world is scared to death! 701 00:47:58,343 --> 00:48:00,142 Swinging in the dark! [chuckles] 702 00:48:01,279 --> 00:48:03,946 You know, and all I see are cowards. 703 00:48:03,948 --> 00:48:07,116 [kisses teeth] Coward, coward, coward, coward, 704 00:48:07,118 --> 00:48:09,585 it's fucking cowards everywhere. 705 00:48:10,321 --> 00:48:12,889 Hm. You're remarkably cheery tonight. 706 00:48:12,891 --> 00:48:14,590 -And why? -Come on. 707 00:48:14,592 --> 00:48:19,662 How long are you planning on dating Mr. Subdued? 708 00:48:21,199 --> 00:48:23,165 -That's clever. -Did you like that? 709 00:48:23,167 --> 00:48:25,401 -Yeah, I see what you did there. -Yeah, I thought the bookworm in you 710 00:48:25,403 --> 00:48:28,537 would appreciate that little double entendre. 711 00:48:28,539 --> 00:48:30,306 Yeah, well, it's really more of a pun. 712 00:48:30,308 --> 00:48:32,225 -Oh, is it? -Yeah. 713 00:48:32,226 --> 00:48:34,143 Oh, well, who fucking really cares, really right? I mean-- 714 00:48:34,145 --> 00:48:36,412 [stammers] The point is, what are you, 715 00:48:36,414 --> 00:48:38,481 what are you doing with this guy, Raine? 716 00:48:40,251 --> 00:48:41,951 Are you serious? 717 00:48:41,953 --> 00:48:43,686 You haven't said two words to him. 718 00:48:44,689 --> 00:48:47,256 Give him a chance, he'll grow on you, I promise. 719 00:48:50,695 --> 00:48:52,561 I don't see it. 720 00:48:52,563 --> 00:48:55,097 I just don't see it, I'm sorry. 721 00:48:55,099 --> 00:48:57,066 Okay, well, you don't have to see it. 722 00:48:58,102 --> 00:48:59,568 You just have to try. 723 00:48:59,570 --> 00:49:03,205 Just pretend for one night, for me, okay? 724 00:49:03,207 --> 00:49:04,473 Oh, okay. [chuckles] 725 00:49:07,211 --> 00:49:09,378 I guarantee he'll think I am, 726 00:49:10,181 --> 00:49:12,648 like, crazy about him tonight, so. 727 00:49:12,650 --> 00:49:14,383 -Why is that? -Why? 728 00:49:14,385 --> 00:49:19,322 Oh, I don't know. Um, oh, yeah. Oh, yeah, 729 00:49:19,324 --> 00:49:21,457 'cause we'll be rollin'! 730 00:49:21,459 --> 00:49:23,259 [party music] 731 00:49:23,261 --> 00:49:25,561 Come on, do drugs with me. Please, do drugs with me. 732 00:49:25,563 --> 00:49:27,396 Come on, it's been forever! 733 00:49:27,398 --> 00:49:28,731 I told you I don't do that stuff anymore. 734 00:49:28,733 --> 00:49:30,433 -Oh, oh, please. -Oh, okay. 735 00:49:30,435 --> 00:49:32,702 What, like, Mr. Straight Lace doesn't approve 736 00:49:32,704 --> 00:49:35,104 of the Raine that we all know and love, 737 00:49:35,106 --> 00:49:36,605 -like the actual Raine? -Very funny. 738 00:49:36,607 --> 00:49:39,041 Yeah, his name is Max, I told you that. 739 00:49:41,079 --> 00:49:42,478 Uh, okay. 740 00:49:43,381 --> 00:49:44,513 Yeah, that's cool. 741 00:49:45,583 --> 00:49:50,186 Go play house with Max, that's cool. 742 00:49:50,188 --> 00:49:52,121 Go make a soup. [sniggers] 743 00:49:53,758 --> 00:49:55,091 Seriously? 744 00:49:57,061 --> 00:49:58,461 I-- seriously? 745 00:50:01,032 --> 00:50:02,365 -Hey. -[scoffs] 746 00:50:02,367 --> 00:50:03,733 What was that? 747 00:50:03,735 --> 00:50:05,634 Yeah, no, that's it. Just die 748 00:50:05,636 --> 00:50:08,137 before you even live. 749 00:50:08,139 --> 00:50:11,574 -Hey. -Right? that's the motto 750 00:50:11,576 --> 00:50:13,309 -of the great masses! -Shh, shh, 751 00:50:13,311 --> 00:50:14,510 -You're getting out of-- -Right?! 752 00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:15,578 -No, you're done. -Am I right? 753 00:50:15,580 --> 00:50:16,612 You're getting out of control. 754 00:50:16,614 --> 00:50:18,247 Just read about it in a book. 755 00:50:18,249 --> 00:50:19,749 -Okay, she can do that. -Great. 756 00:50:19,751 --> 00:50:21,684 Yeah, stop, all right? 757 00:50:21,686 --> 00:50:22,651 Yeah, stop. 758 00:50:22,653 --> 00:50:25,287 Just calm, breathe. 759 00:50:30,261 --> 00:50:31,794 So, how'd you hook up with Raine Bennett? 760 00:50:31,796 --> 00:50:34,363 [chuckles] I have no idea. 761 00:50:34,365 --> 00:50:35,765 Dude, I've been dreaming about that hot ass 762 00:50:35,767 --> 00:50:38,601 since, like, seventh grade. 763 00:50:38,603 --> 00:50:41,203 She's got the perfect body, man. 764 00:50:41,205 --> 00:50:44,273 I'd-- Oh, I'd hit that so hard. 765 00:50:44,275 --> 00:50:46,375 I mean, I'd let her fuck me to death. 766 00:50:47,045 --> 00:50:48,511 [chuckles] Hey. 767 00:50:49,514 --> 00:50:51,247 You ready to go? 768 00:50:51,249 --> 00:50:52,181 Yes. 769 00:50:53,785 --> 00:50:55,184 See you, Calvin. 770 00:51:03,161 --> 00:51:05,594 -Oh, my god, who says that? -I know. 771 00:51:06,431 --> 00:51:08,531 You seem like you were having a really nice time. 772 00:51:08,533 --> 00:51:10,433 You know what? I think you were right. 773 00:51:10,435 --> 00:51:12,201 I do have a surprising number 774 00:51:12,203 --> 00:51:13,636 of small thoughts in my head. 775 00:51:13,638 --> 00:51:16,539 So it's the cocky little cunt and her delivery bitch. 776 00:51:16,541 --> 00:51:17,773 [Raine screams] 777 00:51:17,775 --> 00:51:19,542 -[bashing] -[Max grunts] 778 00:51:21,512 --> 00:51:22,745 -[bashing] -[tense music] 779 00:51:22,747 --> 00:51:23,846 [camera clicking] 780 00:51:29,487 --> 00:51:30,686 I love this book. 781 00:51:30,688 --> 00:51:33,622 You know, I think it's got to be my favorite novel 782 00:51:33,624 --> 00:51:34,590 of all time. 783 00:51:36,294 --> 00:51:39,795 Dude, you read like 10 books a week. 784 00:51:39,797 --> 00:51:41,630 How can you remember all the books you've read? 785 00:51:41,632 --> 00:51:43,232 I have no idea. 786 00:51:45,403 --> 00:51:46,735 What's so great about it? 787 00:51:48,306 --> 00:51:49,238 Everything. 788 00:51:51,309 --> 00:51:53,676 Okay, Mr. Specific, maybe just, like, 789 00:51:53,678 --> 00:51:55,578 -a touch more detail. -chuckles] 790 00:51:56,614 --> 00:52:00,483 Well, he likes to get into taboo shit. 791 00:52:01,419 --> 00:52:04,120 You know, sex with children, dead bodies. 792 00:52:04,755 --> 00:52:06,288 Ew, that sounds horrible. 793 00:52:07,558 --> 00:52:10,259 No, I'm not explaining it very well. 794 00:52:10,261 --> 00:52:11,393 [Raine chuckles] 795 00:52:11,395 --> 00:52:13,596 You just, you have to read it. 796 00:52:14,298 --> 00:52:16,832 Yeah, well, after that little Cliff note, 797 00:52:16,834 --> 00:52:18,501 I don't think that's very likely. 798 00:52:20,304 --> 00:52:23,739 It's more about human nature and perception. 799 00:52:25,610 --> 00:52:28,911 The thin line between reality and illusion. 800 00:52:30,648 --> 00:52:33,582 And you're not really sure what's real. 801 00:52:39,357 --> 00:52:42,458 The narrator and the author are both heroin addicts. 802 00:52:48,900 --> 00:52:50,599 I really want to meet your mom. 803 00:52:53,171 --> 00:52:54,803 [dramatic piano music] 804 00:52:54,805 --> 00:52:55,838 Yeah. 805 00:52:57,909 --> 00:53:00,409 Yeah, most definitely. 806 00:53:05,349 --> 00:53:06,415 And what about us? 807 00:53:08,219 --> 00:53:09,485 [Max] It's all I think about. 808 00:53:11,556 --> 00:53:14,690 The truth is elusive, evasive, 809 00:53:15,626 --> 00:53:19,195 polymorphic, a matter of perspective. 810 00:53:19,197 --> 00:53:24,266 Context, leave out a single word, a specific detail, 811 00:53:24,602 --> 00:53:28,804 change the emphasis, the truth mutates, it adapts. 812 00:53:29,740 --> 00:53:32,908 The truth is the ultimate survivor. 813 00:53:34,645 --> 00:53:35,744 And it's a ghost. 814 00:53:38,716 --> 00:53:42,918 It can manipulate your heart, distort your mind. 815 00:53:43,521 --> 00:53:45,287 [camera clicking] 816 00:53:45,289 --> 00:53:50,359 My truth, your truth, God's truth. 817 00:53:51,262 --> 00:53:52,995 [man's echoed voice] No precaution is taken. 818 00:53:52,997 --> 00:53:54,363 [tense music] 819 00:53:59,003 --> 00:54:01,403 [distorted voices] 820 00:54:01,405 --> 00:54:03,405 [high-pitched ringing] 821 00:54:06,844 --> 00:54:09,511 [sounds intensify] 822 00:54:09,513 --> 00:54:11,914 [TV narrator] All the people in this room are heroin users. 823 00:54:12,516 --> 00:54:14,550 Heroin is the strongest, 824 00:54:14,552 --> 00:54:16,785 most devastating opiate that exists. 825 00:54:16,787 --> 00:54:19,288 Its possession is absolutely prohibited 826 00:54:19,290 --> 00:54:20,456 in the United States. 827 00:54:20,458 --> 00:54:23,859 A hype will bring this narcotic to a-- 828 00:54:24,662 --> 00:54:25,828 Jesus. [chuckles] 829 00:54:26,564 --> 00:54:28,464 You scared the shit out of me. 830 00:54:28,466 --> 00:54:29,932 Nobody answered when I rang the bell. 831 00:54:30,768 --> 00:54:32,268 What you watching, Maxie? 832 00:54:33,271 --> 00:54:34,837 I guess that's a stupid question. 833 00:54:36,440 --> 00:54:37,940 I've sort of become obsessed 834 00:54:37,942 --> 00:54:39,842 with learning about heroin use 835 00:54:39,844 --> 00:54:42,511 and the whole underground culture 836 00:54:42,513 --> 00:54:43,579 that surrounds it. 837 00:54:46,017 --> 00:54:49,418 I think I'm going to try it, just once, 838 00:54:49,420 --> 00:54:50,686 so I know what it's like. 839 00:54:52,290 --> 00:54:54,957 You know, I think I need to know what it's like. 840 00:54:58,529 --> 00:55:00,562 Wait a minute, are you serious? 841 00:55:03,000 --> 00:55:05,901 -Yeah. -That's fucking insane. What? [chuckles] 842 00:55:06,671 --> 00:55:08,470 What more do you need to know? 843 00:55:08,472 --> 00:55:09,938 I mean, it fucks up your world, 844 00:55:09,940 --> 00:55:12,074 it changes who you are on a core level. 845 00:55:13,644 --> 00:55:15,411 I can do it just the one time. 846 00:55:15,413 --> 00:55:17,012 -Whoah. -Okay? 847 00:55:17,014 --> 00:55:19,882 -Okay. -No, I mean, look. 848 00:55:19,884 --> 00:55:22,918 -[Raine scoffs] -It's not that big of a deal, okay? 849 00:55:22,920 --> 00:55:24,353 I mean, I know-- 850 00:55:25,756 --> 00:55:29,558 Besides, I think it would help me kill off some demons. 851 00:55:29,560 --> 00:55:31,760 More like give birth to some new ones. 852 00:55:34,432 --> 00:55:37,833 Raine, I'm disciplined, okay? 853 00:55:37,835 --> 00:55:39,802 You know that, okay? 854 00:55:39,804 --> 00:55:41,537 -Max. -I can do this. 855 00:55:41,539 --> 00:55:45,074 Discipline has absolutely nothing to do with it, okay? 856 00:55:45,076 --> 00:55:46,108 This is heroin. 857 00:55:47,545 --> 00:55:48,644 What would your mom think? 858 00:55:49,413 --> 00:55:51,780 Oh... come on. 859 00:55:52,550 --> 00:55:55,084 What happened to not caring what people think? 860 00:55:55,086 --> 00:55:58,487 Max, baby, your mind is all twisted on this, okay? 861 00:55:58,489 --> 00:56:00,789 If you think that I'm going to stand back 862 00:56:00,791 --> 00:56:02,491 and watch you trash your life, 863 00:56:02,493 --> 00:56:03,892 or like condone it or whatever, 864 00:56:03,894 --> 00:56:04,860 you're fucking nuts! 865 00:56:04,862 --> 00:56:06,528 Hey, trash-- come on. 866 00:56:07,732 --> 00:56:09,732 Look, hear me out, okay? 867 00:56:09,734 --> 00:56:12,668 What if when we die, we discover, hey, 868 00:56:12,670 --> 00:56:14,103 we discover that the goal in life 869 00:56:14,105 --> 00:56:16,772 was to simply have as many different 870 00:56:16,774 --> 00:56:18,741 experiences as possible? 871 00:56:21,979 --> 00:56:23,645 I mean, maybe my dad was right. 872 00:56:24,882 --> 00:56:26,014 [chuckles nervously] 873 00:56:26,984 --> 00:56:28,684 Think about it. 874 00:56:28,686 --> 00:56:32,488 Human beings instinctively seek out alternate realities. 875 00:56:33,023 --> 00:56:34,690 It's in our DNA. 876 00:56:34,692 --> 00:56:36,125 There's no judgment. 877 00:56:36,127 --> 00:56:37,693 No one's defined reality. 878 00:56:37,695 --> 00:56:40,462 It's all an illusion, Raine. 879 00:56:40,464 --> 00:56:41,397 Max. 880 00:56:43,134 --> 00:56:45,501 I'm not playing this fucking game, okay? 881 00:56:48,506 --> 00:56:50,739 Intravenous drug use is a fucking deal breaker for me. 882 00:56:53,477 --> 00:56:55,644 -Is that right? -Yeah. 883 00:56:55,646 --> 00:56:57,613 Well, you know, I think I read somewhere 884 00:56:57,615 --> 00:56:59,948 that ultimatums are bad for relationships. 885 00:56:59,950 --> 00:57:02,718 I'm serious, Max, you shoot heroin, we're done. 886 00:57:06,557 --> 00:57:08,123 [chuckles] So, what? 887 00:57:09,894 --> 00:57:13,629 Are you just going to use our relationship 888 00:57:13,631 --> 00:57:15,431 as a bargaining chip, is that it? 889 00:57:15,433 --> 00:57:16,498 No, I'm not. 890 00:57:17,601 --> 00:57:18,700 I'm using the truth. 891 00:57:24,475 --> 00:57:26,041 Shit. 892 00:57:26,043 --> 00:57:27,142 I got to get to work. 893 00:57:28,612 --> 00:57:30,579 Throw your bike in the jeep, I'll drive you. 894 00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:38,020 [TV narrator] ...disease of one type 895 00:57:38,022 --> 00:57:41,623 may be directly transmitted into the bloodstream of another. 896 00:57:53,604 --> 00:57:55,504 [gentle piano music] 897 00:58:00,144 --> 00:58:01,677 [car door opens] 898 00:58:06,150 --> 00:58:07,883 [car door closes] 899 00:58:09,954 --> 00:58:11,954 [car door opens] 900 00:58:11,956 --> 00:58:13,121 Hey, Raine. 901 00:58:13,891 --> 00:58:15,491 Can you pass me my cell? 902 00:58:20,197 --> 00:58:21,129 Thank you. 903 00:58:24,635 --> 00:58:26,702 Don't be giving away any free subs. 904 00:58:28,572 --> 00:58:29,671 Right. 905 00:58:32,109 --> 00:58:33,275 [door closes] 906 00:58:43,687 --> 00:58:44,920 [keys jingling] 907 00:58:49,693 --> 00:58:50,959 Oh, shit. 908 00:58:55,566 --> 00:58:57,065 [phone ringing] 909 00:59:06,143 --> 00:59:07,809 [phone ringing] 910 00:59:07,811 --> 00:59:09,545 [radio music] 911 00:59:22,059 --> 00:59:23,659 [knocking] 912 00:59:25,863 --> 00:59:26,862 [woman] Yeah? 913 00:59:26,864 --> 00:59:27,796 Hi. 914 00:59:28,599 --> 00:59:29,631 I'm Raine. 915 00:59:29,633 --> 00:59:30,866 [woman laughing] 916 00:59:30,868 --> 00:59:32,701 I finally get to meet you, Raine! 917 00:59:32,703 --> 00:59:34,136 I'm Carol. 918 00:59:34,138 --> 00:59:36,805 -Wow. [chuckles] -Hi, nice to meet you. 919 00:59:36,807 --> 00:59:40,642 You know, I don't think Max is home though. He's already off at work. 920 00:59:40,644 --> 00:59:44,146 Yeah, I know, um, I actually just left my backpack upstairs. 921 00:59:44,148 --> 00:59:46,815 Oh. You want to come get it? 922 00:59:46,817 --> 00:59:48,083 Yeah, if that's okay. 923 00:59:48,085 --> 00:59:49,851 -Cool, come on in. -Thanks. 924 00:59:51,622 --> 00:59:53,655 It's nice to get you alone, you know? 925 00:59:53,657 --> 00:59:54,957 [chuckles] 926 00:59:54,959 --> 00:59:56,592 I've been wondering how he's doing 927 00:59:56,594 --> 00:59:59,227 'cause I feel like I've been missing in action. 928 00:59:59,229 --> 01:00:01,597 Oh, um, he's good, you know. 929 01:00:01,599 --> 01:00:03,031 -You think? -We're just hanging out, yeah. 930 01:00:03,033 --> 01:00:05,634 -Yeah. -I worry about him, I just worry about him 931 01:00:05,636 --> 01:00:10,105 'cause new situations are hard and his new school... 932 01:00:11,175 --> 01:00:13,241 Is he making any friends? [chuckles] 933 01:00:13,243 --> 01:00:15,711 Uh, some, you know. 934 01:00:17,681 --> 01:00:19,948 [stammers] He just is a recluse. 935 01:00:19,950 --> 01:00:21,783 He kind of stays in his room. 936 01:00:21,785 --> 01:00:23,752 -Yeah, definitely. -He doesn't reach out. 937 01:00:23,754 --> 01:00:26,989 -Keeps to himself. -And I try and leave him room with that 938 01:00:26,991 --> 01:00:28,957 because of all he's been through with his mom. 939 01:00:28,959 --> 01:00:32,961 And I can't imagine finding my mother 940 01:00:32,963 --> 01:00:35,831 so soon after losing my dad. 941 01:00:35,833 --> 01:00:37,265 [clears throat] 942 01:00:37,267 --> 01:00:41,203 It makes me so angry, these pharmaceutical drugs. 943 01:00:42,840 --> 01:00:44,306 [sighs and chuckles] 944 01:00:44,308 --> 01:00:47,309 But you know, he's an amazing young man. 945 01:00:47,311 --> 01:00:51,013 He's just through it all, so strong. 946 01:00:51,715 --> 01:00:52,881 -Yeah. -Yeah. 947 01:00:52,883 --> 01:00:57,119 Yeah. Well, I don't know if he told you about us, 948 01:00:57,121 --> 01:00:59,855 but I wanted him to come live with me. 949 01:00:59,857 --> 01:01:02,791 His mom was my roommate and I loved her so much. 950 01:01:02,793 --> 01:01:04,292 We were college roommates and I told her 951 01:01:04,294 --> 01:01:07,129 if anything ever happened, you know, I would be there. 952 01:01:07,131 --> 01:01:09,097 [sighs] 953 01:01:09,099 --> 01:01:11,933 But now I'm glad you're there, really. 954 01:01:11,935 --> 01:01:13,001 So good to meet you. 955 01:01:16,940 --> 01:01:20,308 -I'm just going to... -Oh, yeah, sorry. [chuckles] 956 01:01:20,310 --> 01:01:22,310 -Thank you. -Yeah. 957 01:01:23,113 --> 01:01:24,312 [camera clicking] 958 01:01:37,094 --> 01:01:38,860 [camera clicking] 959 01:01:45,235 --> 01:01:46,234 [Raine] Max. 960 01:01:46,236 --> 01:01:47,803 [gravel rustling] 961 01:01:53,043 --> 01:01:54,109 I'll do it with you. 962 01:01:55,179 --> 01:01:56,211 Tonight. 963 01:01:58,215 --> 01:01:59,815 Are you serious? 964 01:02:01,885 --> 01:02:03,752 Just this one time, okay? 965 01:02:04,722 --> 01:02:07,122 Once. And then we never do it again. 966 01:02:08,926 --> 01:02:09,858 Yeah. 967 01:02:11,028 --> 01:02:14,463 Max... I need you to promise me. 968 01:02:18,302 --> 01:02:19,735 Promise me, Max. 969 01:02:20,204 --> 01:02:21,269 Yeah. 970 01:02:22,139 --> 01:02:23,805 Hey, come here. 971 01:02:26,110 --> 01:02:27,342 I promise. 972 01:02:31,281 --> 01:02:33,215 Okay, promise. 973 01:02:35,152 --> 01:02:36,218 Okay. 974 01:02:40,190 --> 01:02:41,523 [gentle piano music] 975 01:02:41,525 --> 01:02:43,258 [sighing] Jesus. 976 01:02:44,762 --> 01:02:46,027 [camera clicking] 977 01:02:47,831 --> 01:02:49,831 [eerie music] 978 01:02:52,202 --> 01:02:53,835 [Max's echoed voice] Not that big of a deal. 979 01:02:53,837 --> 01:02:54,870 [scoffing] 980 01:02:54,872 --> 01:02:56,037 Will you do that? 981 01:02:57,007 --> 01:02:57,939 Please. 982 01:02:58,809 --> 01:03:00,008 [Max] Yeah. 983 01:03:01,812 --> 01:03:03,845 [Raine] It's fucking cool. 984 01:03:03,847 --> 01:03:05,781 Just this one time, okay? 985 01:03:08,385 --> 01:03:09,951 And then we never do it again. 986 01:03:17,327 --> 01:03:19,427 [light eerie music] 987 01:03:22,399 --> 01:03:23,799 [camera clicking] 988 01:03:34,244 --> 01:03:37,078 [Max] Hey. Are you sure this is cool? 989 01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:39,381 Yeah, Lucy's parents are still in San Diego. 990 01:03:40,250 --> 01:03:42,284 Right, but, I mean, 991 01:03:42,286 --> 01:03:44,419 do you think Lucy will be cool with this? 992 01:03:44,421 --> 01:03:46,421 [chuckles] I think out of all people 993 01:03:46,423 --> 01:03:47,956 Lucy would be cool with it. 994 01:03:48,959 --> 01:03:49,991 [Max] Right. 995 01:03:52,029 --> 01:03:53,929 [Lucy giggling] 996 01:03:53,931 --> 01:03:55,197 [radio music] 997 01:03:57,100 --> 01:03:58,500 -[knocking] -[Lucy] Whoah, what?! 998 01:03:58,502 --> 01:04:00,869 -Lucy. -[Jimmy] Shit, hello? 999 01:04:00,871 --> 01:04:02,204 -Hey. -[Lucy] Raine?! 1000 01:04:02,206 --> 01:04:03,605 -Yeah, it's me. -[Lucy] Okay, hold this. 1001 01:04:03,607 --> 01:04:04,539 Hang on. 1002 01:04:07,311 --> 01:04:08,510 -What up? -Hi. 1003 01:04:08,512 --> 01:04:10,912 Hey. What's up, Raine? 1004 01:04:10,914 --> 01:04:13,448 -Hey, Max. -Sorry to interrupt you guys. 1005 01:04:13,450 --> 01:04:16,117 Just wondering if you had anywhere private 1006 01:04:16,119 --> 01:04:19,054 -we could hang in. -Ah, shit. 1007 01:04:19,590 --> 01:04:21,890 Bad girl, back on the hit. 1008 01:04:21,892 --> 01:04:23,291 Don't make a big deal about it. 1009 01:04:23,293 --> 01:04:25,861 Choose one of the, like, 17 rooms, dude. 1010 01:04:25,863 --> 01:04:28,630 -Cool. -Knock yourself out, crazy kids. 1011 01:04:28,632 --> 01:04:30,565 -[playful screaming] Ouch! -[Jimmy giggles] 1012 01:04:42,312 --> 01:04:44,212 [door opens] 1013 01:04:44,214 --> 01:04:45,614 [door creaking] 1014 01:04:55,125 --> 01:04:56,925 [door closes] 1015 01:05:08,639 --> 01:05:10,105 I'll wash my hands. 1016 01:05:18,048 --> 01:05:19,648 [water running] 1017 01:05:51,548 --> 01:05:53,281 [Raine] Where'd you get all that stuff? 1018 01:05:55,252 --> 01:05:57,485 I've been collecting it for a while. 1019 01:05:58,322 --> 01:06:00,455 You know, a piece here and there. 1020 01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:04,326 Well, you seem organized. 1021 01:06:05,562 --> 01:06:06,962 I like that. 1022 01:06:08,598 --> 01:06:11,466 [clears throat] Anything worth doing... 1023 01:06:13,270 --> 01:06:15,170 -...is worth doing right. -[chuckles] 1024 01:06:16,139 --> 01:06:18,273 I'd appreciate if you didn't quote my grandma 1025 01:06:18,275 --> 01:06:20,275 as I'm about to shoot narcotics into my vein. 1026 01:06:23,280 --> 01:06:24,446 Yeah. [chuckles] 1027 01:06:44,334 --> 01:06:46,267 [lighter clicks] 1028 01:07:27,544 --> 01:07:28,710 [sighs] 1029 01:07:30,480 --> 01:07:31,579 Okay. 1030 01:07:33,083 --> 01:07:34,149 [Max clears his throat] 1031 01:07:40,657 --> 01:07:42,323 Okay, I'll do this. 1032 01:07:51,835 --> 01:07:53,201 [sighs] 1033 01:07:56,339 --> 01:07:59,841 So... tie this here. 1034 01:08:03,847 --> 01:08:05,680 -How's that? -Tight. 1035 01:08:05,682 --> 01:08:06,648 [they chuckle] 1036 01:08:06,650 --> 01:08:07,749 Good. 1037 01:08:14,191 --> 01:08:16,291 They say it's supposed to be trippy the first time. 1038 01:08:17,127 --> 01:08:17,859 I bet. 1039 01:08:21,465 --> 01:08:22,397 Will you do it? 1040 01:08:24,568 --> 01:08:25,700 You know, 1041 01:08:25,702 --> 01:08:28,570 you know, I've never done this before either. 1042 01:08:28,572 --> 01:08:30,572 Yeah. [chuckles] I know, I just, 1043 01:08:31,475 --> 01:08:33,775 you know, you've watched a lot of videos 1044 01:08:33,777 --> 01:08:36,511 of people doing it. You've done your research, 1045 01:08:36,513 --> 01:08:39,547 and I think I'd feel better if you did it. 1046 01:08:42,385 --> 01:08:43,318 Please? 1047 01:08:44,888 --> 01:08:46,754 Yeah, okay. 1048 01:08:52,229 --> 01:08:53,161 You ready? 1049 01:08:54,664 --> 01:08:56,131 [sighs] 1050 01:09:22,392 --> 01:09:23,458 [exhales] 1051 01:09:27,364 --> 01:09:28,596 Oh, Raine. 1052 01:09:29,499 --> 01:09:30,565 Raine. 1053 01:09:30,567 --> 01:09:32,167 [exhales] 1054 01:10:55,552 --> 01:10:56,818 [exhales] 1055 01:11:24,881 --> 01:11:26,047 Hey. 1056 01:11:26,983 --> 01:11:30,318 Babe, hop up, come on. 1057 01:11:34,057 --> 01:11:35,823 Come here, hey. 1058 01:11:35,825 --> 01:11:37,458 Woah. 1059 01:11:41,364 --> 01:11:42,797 [exhales] 1060 01:11:42,799 --> 01:11:44,565 Hey. 1061 01:11:44,567 --> 01:11:46,934 [gentle piano music] 1062 01:12:46,730 --> 01:12:47,662 Babe. 1063 01:12:50,800 --> 01:12:52,834 Raine, Raine, wake up. 1064 01:12:52,836 --> 01:12:54,769 [somber piano music] 1065 01:13:05,415 --> 01:13:07,048 Raine, come on, come on. 1066 01:13:07,050 --> 01:13:08,516 Raine, wake up. 1067 01:13:10,720 --> 01:13:12,587 [somber piano music] 1068 01:13:43,720 --> 01:13:46,554 [Lucy screaming] 1069 01:14:20,123 --> 01:14:22,490 [siren sounding] 1070 01:14:33,069 --> 01:14:35,770 [dramatic piano music] 1071 01:15:31,961 --> 01:15:33,961 [music intensifies] 1072 01:15:43,540 --> 01:15:45,740 [camera clicking] 1073 01:15:54,784 --> 01:15:56,984 [eerie violin music] 1074 01:16:01,858 --> 01:16:02,990 [camera clicking] 1075 01:16:02,992 --> 01:16:04,292 [Raine] What more do you need to know? 1076 01:16:04,294 --> 01:16:05,927 I mean it, fucks up your world. 1077 01:16:05,929 --> 01:16:07,595 It changes who you are on a core level. 1078 01:16:16,172 --> 01:16:17,838 You just have to try. 1079 01:16:20,944 --> 01:16:22,743 Do drugs with me! 1080 01:16:22,745 --> 01:16:23,778 Do drugs with me. 1081 01:16:23,780 --> 01:16:24,946 -Do it. -Drop it. 1082 01:16:24,947 --> 01:16:26,113 -Come on, it'll be fun. -I told you 1083 01:16:26,115 --> 01:16:27,949 I don't do that stuff anymore. 1084 01:16:27,951 --> 01:16:29,183 I loved her. 1085 01:16:29,185 --> 01:16:32,687 Just pretend for one night for me, okay? 1086 01:16:34,891 --> 01:16:35,957 We should stop. 1087 01:16:35,959 --> 01:16:37,158 Why don't you just go play house 1088 01:16:37,160 --> 01:16:38,759 with Max and Raine? 1089 01:16:38,761 --> 01:16:40,094 I loved her too. 1090 01:16:40,096 --> 01:16:42,597 Make soup, why don't you go do that? 1091 01:16:42,599 --> 01:16:44,065 Don't you fucking say that to me. 1092 01:16:46,269 --> 01:16:47,702 -Okay. -Babe. 1093 01:16:47,704 --> 01:16:48,970 Oh, that's cool, just like 1094 01:16:48,972 --> 01:16:51,005 why don't you just die before you even live! 1095 01:16:53,843 --> 01:16:55,076 [knocking] 1096 01:17:02,785 --> 01:17:04,852 [Lucy] I always thought that I blamed you 1097 01:17:04,854 --> 01:17:06,153 but I blamed myself. 1098 01:17:09,993 --> 01:17:11,225 I wanted to give you this. 1099 01:17:12,895 --> 01:17:14,895 Raine's mom gave it to me a long time ago 1100 01:17:14,897 --> 01:17:17,064 when we were going through some of her stuff. 1101 01:17:17,066 --> 01:17:21,369 I was going to throw it away but I... I never did. 1102 01:17:23,373 --> 01:17:25,806 So, when you came by the other day, 1103 01:17:26,676 --> 01:17:28,643 I couldn't sleep, and I was looking for something to read 1104 01:17:28,645 --> 01:17:30,711 and there it was. 1105 01:17:32,815 --> 01:17:34,215 You know, I... 1106 01:17:35,718 --> 01:17:37,885 I used to think my dad was a superhero. 1107 01:17:38,955 --> 01:17:42,923 He had this indestructible vibe about him. 1108 01:17:46,095 --> 01:17:48,663 And this, um, this one time, 1109 01:17:48,665 --> 01:17:53,134 he told me, "If you want to escape from prison, 1110 01:17:53,803 --> 01:17:56,404 first you have to admit that you're in prison." 1111 01:17:58,041 --> 01:18:00,241 You know, freedom was kind of his big thing. 1112 01:18:02,278 --> 01:18:05,780 Physical freedom, economic freedom... 1113 01:18:07,316 --> 01:18:10,184 freedom from social taboos. 1114 01:18:13,923 --> 01:18:15,189 So, he... 1115 01:18:16,092 --> 01:18:17,358 [sighs] 1116 01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:21,762 ...imprisoned himself in his own cynicism. 1117 01:18:25,034 --> 01:18:26,300 He said, uh... 1118 01:18:27,870 --> 01:18:32,473 that we are all dishonest with ourselves 1119 01:18:32,475 --> 01:18:34,742 so we can never be honest with each other. 1120 01:18:35,845 --> 01:18:37,211 Do you think that's true? 1121 01:18:40,883 --> 01:18:43,451 Are you asking me if I lie to myself? 1122 01:18:47,757 --> 01:18:49,090 Yeah, I do. 1123 01:18:51,494 --> 01:18:52,960 It's the only way I know. 1124 01:19:01,137 --> 01:19:03,137 [Lucy] Do you want a cup of coffee? 1125 01:19:04,073 --> 01:19:05,306 I'm going to make some, so. 1126 01:19:07,810 --> 01:19:08,909 Yeah. 1127 01:19:08,911 --> 01:19:10,778 Yeah, that'd be great. 1128 01:19:10,780 --> 01:19:12,113 -Okay. -Thanks. 1129 01:19:18,521 --> 01:19:19,487 [sighs] 1130 01:19:26,329 --> 01:19:27,862 [sighs] 1131 01:19:30,166 --> 01:19:31,365 Kali, hi. 1132 01:19:33,202 --> 01:19:35,402 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm fine. 1133 01:19:35,404 --> 01:19:39,373 Hey, do you want to fly out to meet me? 1134 01:19:43,146 --> 01:19:45,246 Yeah, I mean, you know, 1135 01:19:45,248 --> 01:19:47,414 maybe we could drive back together. 1136 01:19:50,553 --> 01:19:53,287 There's some things I got to tell you about my past. 1137 01:19:56,959 --> 01:19:57,892 So cold. [chuckles] 1138 01:20:00,463 --> 01:20:01,829 [moaning] 1139 01:20:06,869 --> 01:20:08,469 [they chuckle] 1140 01:20:10,206 --> 01:20:12,306 [they moan] 1141 01:20:15,812 --> 01:20:17,178 Come here. 1142 01:20:20,950 --> 01:20:22,550 Come here. 1143 01:20:36,299 --> 01:20:38,165 [moaning] 1144 01:20:43,005 --> 01:20:45,239 -[chuckles] -I'm going to take a shower. 1145 01:20:45,241 --> 01:20:46,373 -Yeah? -Yeah. 1146 01:20:46,375 --> 01:20:47,474 You want to come? 1147 01:20:47,476 --> 01:20:49,176 Mm-hmm. 1148 01:20:49,178 --> 01:20:50,377 -With me? -Yeah. 1149 01:20:56,619 --> 01:20:58,252 Hey, you know what? 1150 01:21:00,489 --> 01:21:03,123 You go ahead, I'm just going to check something really quick. 1151 01:21:16,439 --> 01:21:18,005 [water pouring] 1152 01:21:39,595 --> 01:21:40,895 Hey, you coming? 1153 01:21:45,201 --> 01:21:46,333 Max? 1154 01:21:46,335 --> 01:21:48,002 [eerie music] 1155 01:22:22,004 --> 01:22:24,471 [piano music] 1156 01:23:15,458 --> 01:23:17,091 [somber piano music] 1157 01:23:19,328 --> 01:23:21,996 [Raine] Baby, your mind is all twisted on this, okay? 1158 01:23:21,998 --> 01:23:24,298 If you think that I'm going to stand back 1159 01:23:24,300 --> 01:23:26,000 and watch you trash your life, 1160 01:23:26,002 --> 01:23:27,368 or like condone it or whatever, 1161 01:23:27,370 --> 01:23:28,335 you're fucking nuts! 1162 01:23:28,337 --> 01:23:30,170 [Max] Hey, trash-- come on. 1163 01:23:31,240 --> 01:23:32,673 Look, hear me out, okay? 1164 01:23:33,309 --> 01:23:36,210 What if when we die, we discover, hey, 1165 01:23:36,212 --> 01:23:38,679 we discover that the goal in life was to simply have 1166 01:23:38,681 --> 01:23:42,182 as many different experiences as possible? 1167 01:23:46,055 --> 01:23:47,521 [camera clicking] 1168 01:23:48,657 --> 01:23:52,693 ¶ It's always been you and me ¶ 1169 01:23:52,695 --> 01:23:56,663 ¶ It's always been you You and me ¶ 1170 01:23:56,665 --> 01:24:00,801 ¶ It's always you and me ¶ 1171 01:24:00,803 --> 01:24:04,338 ¶ It'll always be you and me ¶ 1172 01:24:07,143 --> 01:24:12,112 ¶ Oooh ¶ 1173 01:24:13,215 --> 01:24:20,120 ¶ Oooh ¶ 1174 01:24:21,223 --> 01:24:23,190 ¶ All my time ¶ 1175 01:24:24,760 --> 01:24:30,497 ¶ Hmmm, look for The riddle in this rhyme ¶ 1176 01:24:30,499 --> 01:24:32,733 ¶ If I don't need to cry ¶ 1177 01:24:34,437 --> 01:24:39,106 ¶ These memories of you They flood my mind ¶ 1178 01:24:39,108 --> 01:24:43,343 ¶ You held me close Kiss my bones ¶ 1179 01:24:43,345 --> 01:24:47,414 ¶ Gave me the key I needed most ¶ 1180 01:24:47,416 --> 01:24:51,452 ¶ I love you so Won't let you go ¶ 1181 01:24:51,454 --> 01:24:54,721 ¶ Never thought the other Side was so damn close ¶ 1182 01:24:54,723 --> 01:24:57,591 ¶ With you and me ¶ 1183 01:24:57,593 --> 01:25:01,495 ¶ It's always been you You and me ¶ 1184 01:25:01,497 --> 01:25:05,332 ¶ It was always you and me ¶ 1185 01:25:05,334 --> 01:25:09,736 ¶ Will always be you and me ¶ 1186 01:25:09,738 --> 01:25:16,310 ¶ Ooh ¶ 1187 01:25:17,680 --> 01:25:23,817 ¶ Oooh ¶ 1188 01:25:25,421 --> 01:25:28,755 ¶ I'm doing time ¶ 1189 01:25:29,558 --> 01:25:34,595 ¶ Hmm, cold sweating tripped Upon another high ¶ 1190 01:25:34,597 --> 01:25:37,431 ¶ Looking for you in my mind ¶ 1191 01:25:38,400 --> 01:25:41,335 ¶ My prison is my Mission of my vision ¶ 1192 01:25:41,337 --> 01:25:43,770 ¶ To change my paradigm ¶ 1193 01:25:43,772 --> 01:25:45,706 ¶ I miss your touch ¶ 1194 01:25:45,708 --> 01:25:47,508 ¶ You're all I ever need ¶ 1195 01:25:47,510 --> 01:25:51,612 ¶ Baby, when you take My hand it's ecstasy so ¶ 1196 01:25:51,614 --> 01:25:55,382 ¶ I close my eyes Hoping to find ¶ 1197 01:25:55,384 --> 01:25:59,486 ¶ A sweet release of the Memories that I locked inside ¶ 1198 01:25:59,488 --> 01:26:01,722 ¶ Of you and me ¶ 1199 01:26:01,724 --> 01:26:05,159 ¶ It's always been you You and me ¶ 1200 01:26:06,162 --> 01:26:09,663 ¶ It's always you and me ¶ 1201 01:26:09,665 --> 01:26:11,832 ¶ It'll always be ¶ 1202 01:26:14,570 --> 01:26:19,740 ¶ When I close my eyes ¶ 1203 01:26:19,742 --> 01:26:22,576 ¶ Raining shadows on me ¶ 1204 01:26:22,578 --> 01:26:26,713 ¶ Though I live in lies ¶ 1205 01:26:26,715 --> 01:26:30,551 ¶ It's the only Way that I know ¶ 1206 01:26:30,553 --> 01:26:33,453 ¶ And the thunder could Kill me or save me ¶ 1207 01:26:33,455 --> 01:26:36,356 ¶ But I hold you closer And it's farther ¶ 1208 01:26:36,358 --> 01:26:38,458 ¶ Than we ever could be ¶ 1209 01:26:38,460 --> 01:26:41,862 ¶ Oooh ¶ 1210 01:26:41,864 --> 01:26:44,665 ¶ Push you farther till You couldn't breathe ¶ 1211 01:26:44,667 --> 01:26:49,203 ¶ Oooh ¶ 1212 01:26:49,205 --> 01:26:52,539 ¶ Hold you closer Till I couldn't see ¶ 1213 01:26:52,541 --> 01:26:56,843 ¶ Oooh ¶ 1214 01:26:56,845 --> 01:26:58,912 ¶ You and me ¶ 1215 01:26:59,949 --> 01:27:04,484 ¶ Oooh ¶ 1216 01:27:04,486 --> 01:27:07,654 ¶ It's always been you and me ¶ 1217 01:27:07,656 --> 01:27:12,693 ¶ Oooh ¶ 1218 01:27:14,830 --> 01:27:20,767 ¶ Oooh ¶