1 00:00:03,718 --> 00:00:07,764 [Meredith] No one believes their life will turn out just kind of OK. 2 00:00:08,890 --> 00:00:11,184 We all think we're going to be great. 3 00:00:11,267 --> 00:00:13,603 And from the day we decide to be surgeons, 4 00:00:13,686 --> 00:00:16,522 we are filled with expectation. 5 00:00:17,315 --> 00:00:19,651 Expectations of the trails we will blaze, 6 00:00:20,068 --> 00:00:23,112 the people we will help, the difference we will make. 7 00:00:23,988 --> 00:00:28,034 Great expectations of who we will be, where we will go. 8 00:00:29,827 --> 00:00:32,121 And then we get there. 9 00:00:32,497 --> 00:00:34,207 ["Enchantment" playing] 10 00:00:36,084 --> 00:00:38,795 ♪ I'm tired and lonely and horny without you, my dear ♪ 11 00:00:39,379 --> 00:00:43,007 ♪ I'm writing a manifesto, sending a telegram ♪ 12 00:00:43,091 --> 00:00:45,969 - Meredith? Would you like seconds? - I'm great. 13 00:00:46,052 --> 00:00:48,763 Maybe Cristina would like some. Cristina, would you like some? 14 00:00:48,846 --> 00:00:50,265 I only made enough for three. 15 00:00:50,348 --> 00:00:51,891 [Meredith] You just said there were seconds. 16 00:00:53,685 --> 00:00:55,770 ♪ The forest can tell I'm under your spell ♪ 17 00:00:55,853 --> 00:00:57,188 This isn't at all awkward. 18 00:00:57,981 --> 00:01:00,275 You know, we can go and you two can talk. 19 00:01:00,358 --> 00:01:02,151 - [both] We're talking. - To each other! 20 00:01:02,777 --> 00:01:05,905 [Meredith] You're enjoying your meal at the International House of Silence? 21 00:01:05,989 --> 00:01:08,074 Burke, you have to feed Cristina. 22 00:01:08,157 --> 00:01:10,076 She doesn't cook and she will starve to death. 23 00:01:10,159 --> 00:01:12,495 - I have cereal. - You two live together, 24 00:01:12,579 --> 00:01:14,497 someone has to be the first to speak. 25 00:01:14,914 --> 00:01:17,125 I am giving a dinner party. 26 00:01:17,208 --> 00:01:19,168 If she wants to sit there, she can sit there. 27 00:01:19,544 --> 00:01:22,297 Let's just enjoy our evening and talk about something else. 28 00:01:26,009 --> 00:01:28,970 I heard a crazy rumor today from one of the scrub nurses. 29 00:01:29,053 --> 00:01:32,140 - That Richard was retiring. - Hmm, that's an interesting rumor. 30 00:01:32,223 --> 00:01:34,642 - [scoffs] - What? It's true? 31 00:01:35,310 --> 00:01:37,520 Richard's going to name a new chief of surgery? 32 00:01:38,563 --> 00:01:39,397 He asked Burke. 33 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:42,650 But Burke took himself out of the running, which apparently is my fault. 34 00:01:42,734 --> 00:01:43,610 For being a part of the team. 35 00:01:44,319 --> 00:01:46,904 - He asked you? - Who wants dessert? 36 00:01:49,949 --> 00:01:53,536 It's so sad. She's not talking to him, he's not talking to her. 37 00:01:53,620 --> 00:01:56,039 He said that when he retired, I would become chief. 38 00:01:56,122 --> 00:01:57,582 No, no, no, no, no. 39 00:01:58,583 --> 00:02:01,294 - He asks Burke. - I don't think they're gonna make it. 40 00:02:01,628 --> 00:02:04,088 He said to me, "Shep, you're my man." Not Burke. 41 00:02:04,589 --> 00:02:07,634 How can two people be in a relationship and not talk? 42 00:02:08,968 --> 00:02:10,470 I am supposed to be chief. 43 00:02:10,720 --> 00:02:12,305 [playful music playing] 44 00:02:13,014 --> 00:02:15,433 George? Can I come in? I made you some cookies. 45 00:02:15,516 --> 00:02:17,894 And brownies and muffins, of course. I always make muffins. 46 00:02:17,977 --> 00:02:21,230 Thank God you're here. I can't take it anymore. Three times already tonight. 47 00:02:21,314 --> 00:02:23,149 And he's getting ready for a fourth! 48 00:02:23,483 --> 00:02:25,443 Are you talking about...? Oh. 49 00:02:25,526 --> 00:02:28,404 Yeah. You know, I'd get it if he were crying or depressed. 50 00:02:28,488 --> 00:02:30,823 I know, I know, we all deal in different ways. But this is not grieving. 51 00:02:30,948 --> 00:02:33,451 This is my legs being bent in ways my legs do not go. 52 00:02:33,534 --> 00:02:36,120 And I know, I know his dad died. I get it. I feel horrible for him. 53 00:02:36,204 --> 00:02:38,414 But ow, ow, ow, OK? 54 00:02:38,498 --> 00:02:40,792 I'm gonna give you guys some privacy. Very far away. 55 00:02:40,875 --> 00:02:42,877 No, no! No! You stay. You take over for me, OK? 56 00:02:43,002 --> 00:02:45,380 - Callie Torres! - No, I don't, not like that. 57 00:02:45,630 --> 00:02:48,966 I am giving him to you. You are now officially on Georgewatch 2007, OK? 58 00:02:49,050 --> 00:02:51,803 You are his friend. And I need a break. I need to heal. 59 00:02:51,886 --> 00:02:52,845 - No! - I need to heal! 60 00:02:52,929 --> 00:02:54,472 - What am I supposed to? - Please, I need to heal! 61 00:02:54,722 --> 00:02:55,556 [George] Callie! 62 00:02:57,225 --> 00:02:59,435 - [whispering] Thank you. Goodbye. - No! Callie! 63 00:02:59,852 --> 00:03:01,396 What's taking you so...? 64 00:03:06,692 --> 00:03:09,112 Uh, she... she had to go. 65 00:03:09,612 --> 00:03:10,655 Are you hungry? 66 00:03:14,033 --> 00:03:17,453 - Hey. - Oh. Dr. Karev. Hello. 67 00:03:17,537 --> 00:03:19,997 - What's wrong with you? - Me? No, I'm good. I'm good. 68 00:03:20,081 --> 00:03:22,333 I'm all good. All good. 69 00:03:22,417 --> 00:03:25,128 - You've been avoiding me for a week. - No. I have not. 70 00:03:25,211 --> 00:03:27,004 OK, fine, forget it. 71 00:03:28,881 --> 00:03:31,759 - I kissed Karev. - George has become a sex machine. 72 00:03:34,178 --> 00:03:35,972 George has turned into a sex machine. 73 00:03:37,557 --> 00:03:39,767 Are you hearing me? A machine of sex. We have to do something. 74 00:03:39,851 --> 00:03:41,269 What's wrong with you people? 75 00:03:41,352 --> 00:03:43,146 Derek kept me up all night with his ranting. 76 00:03:43,229 --> 00:03:45,857 Cristina and Burke still are not speaking to each other. 77 00:03:45,940 --> 00:03:48,901 OK, you know what? I'm fine. I'm just not gonna be the first one talking. 78 00:03:48,985 --> 00:03:50,737 I mean, he has to talk 'cause I'm in the right. 79 00:03:50,987 --> 00:03:53,197 Talking first is for losers. I'm winning. 80 00:03:53,281 --> 00:03:55,366 And Alex? I don't know what's wrong with Alex. 81 00:03:55,783 --> 00:03:57,410 I'm good. I'm all good. 82 00:03:57,493 --> 00:03:59,746 Let me just remind you that I'm still recovering 83 00:03:59,829 --> 00:04:02,331 from the death of my fiancé, the demise of my surgical career, 84 00:04:02,415 --> 00:04:04,375 the fact that I was forced to deposit an eight-million-dollar check that 85 00:04:04,459 --> 00:04:06,461 I was saving for a good cause, even though I haven't found a good cause, 86 00:04:06,544 --> 00:04:08,796 and I'm the only one here under the care of a shrink. I could blow any minute. 87 00:04:08,880 --> 00:04:11,758 Now, George's dad has died and it has turned him into a sex machine, 88 00:04:11,841 --> 00:04:14,594 I'm going to need help with that, so one of you better pull it together! 89 00:04:15,470 --> 00:04:18,598 Hey! Anyone seen Callie? I kind of need to find her for something. 90 00:04:19,807 --> 00:04:23,478 Last I heard perpetual sex was not one of the five stages of grief. But denial is. 91 00:04:23,561 --> 00:04:27,023 That's not what I'm... You shouldn't be listening other people's doors. 92 00:04:27,106 --> 00:04:29,192 You were in the hallway naked, I saw you. 93 00:04:29,275 --> 00:04:31,152 - Oh, I've blocked that out. - Denial. 94 00:04:31,569 --> 00:04:33,821 Dr. Montgomery, is sex another form of denial? 95 00:04:34,405 --> 00:04:35,239 What? 96 00:04:35,323 --> 00:04:36,866 [playful music playing] 97 00:04:36,991 --> 00:04:37,992 What do you know? 98 00:04:39,702 --> 00:04:40,536 That... 99 00:04:42,079 --> 00:04:44,624 That you have a GYN patient in here that you want us to see. 100 00:04:46,626 --> 00:04:47,460 That's right. 101 00:04:49,629 --> 00:04:51,923 That's right. I do. Shall we? 102 00:04:57,053 --> 00:04:58,179 - Morning. - Morning. 103 00:04:58,262 --> 00:04:59,764 - [Bailey] Chief! - [Derek] Chief? 104 00:04:59,847 --> 00:05:02,225 - I gotta talk to the chief. - OK, so do I, and I was here first! 105 00:05:02,308 --> 00:05:04,644 I have a very important meeting to get to. A very important meeting. 106 00:05:04,727 --> 00:05:05,603 I'll talk quickly. 107 00:05:05,686 --> 00:05:07,271 Get in too, Shep, If you can make it fast. 108 00:05:07,355 --> 00:05:10,316 - Mine's not fast. Mine is epic. - Then we'll have to talk later. 109 00:05:13,903 --> 00:05:15,154 Why are you wearing a tie? 110 00:05:15,655 --> 00:05:17,323 And why are you smiling like that? 111 00:05:17,782 --> 00:05:20,785 You have the length of this elevator ride, Miranda. Use it well. 112 00:05:20,868 --> 00:05:22,578 I have two words for you, Chief. Free clinic. 113 00:05:23,120 --> 00:05:23,955 What? 114 00:05:24,038 --> 00:05:26,249 I want Seattle Grace to open a free clinic. 115 00:05:26,332 --> 00:05:27,542 I know, it's a big undertaking... 116 00:05:27,625 --> 00:05:29,961 - This isn't even surgical. - I've done all the research... 117 00:05:30,044 --> 00:05:32,588 Miranda, there's all kind of hoops to jump through. 118 00:05:33,172 --> 00:05:36,300 Funding, you have to get department heads to OK it... 119 00:05:36,384 --> 00:05:38,844 Well, if I get the support, will you consider this? 120 00:05:40,680 --> 00:05:43,808 I'll think about it. I can't imagine why you want to take this on. 121 00:05:44,976 --> 00:05:47,812 You're a surgeon. I gotta get to my meeting now. 122 00:05:50,231 --> 00:05:52,733 Your chart says you've been having some pain and bleeding? 123 00:05:52,817 --> 00:05:53,734 She has, for weeks. 124 00:05:53,818 --> 00:05:56,237 - It's not a big deal. - I had to drag her in here. 125 00:05:56,487 --> 00:06:00,116 - On our day off from the restaurant. - Let the doctors check you out. 126 00:06:00,199 --> 00:06:03,327 A lot of doctors. She needs three people for a Pap smear? 127 00:06:03,411 --> 00:06:06,205 Actually, it's not a Pap smear, it's a pelvic exam. 128 00:06:06,289 --> 00:06:08,374 And since this is a teaching hospital, 129 00:06:08,457 --> 00:06:11,168 I was going to have one of the interns do the exam, 130 00:06:11,252 --> 00:06:14,338 - but if you're uncomfortable with that... - No, it's fine. 131 00:06:14,714 --> 00:06:16,757 I'm helping you guys learn something, right? 132 00:06:16,841 --> 00:06:17,967 OK. Stevens? 133 00:06:20,886 --> 00:06:23,681 Jilly, I'm just gonna warm the speculum for comfort, 134 00:06:24,223 --> 00:06:25,725 so if you'll just relax your knees. 135 00:06:26,726 --> 00:06:28,060 You don't have to stay here. 136 00:06:28,144 --> 00:06:30,438 Of course I'm staying. We do everything together. 137 00:06:30,521 --> 00:06:31,731 We might as well do this. 138 00:06:32,648 --> 00:06:34,900 Rachel and I were born two days apart. 139 00:06:34,984 --> 00:06:36,694 That's nice your friendship has stayed so strong. 140 00:06:37,653 --> 00:06:38,988 Cradle to grave, right? 141 00:06:40,406 --> 00:06:41,407 Cradle to grave. 142 00:06:43,868 --> 00:06:46,954 So just relax this muscle for me. You're gonna feel the speculum. 143 00:06:47,038 --> 00:06:48,914 [dramatic music playing] 144 00:06:49,957 --> 00:06:50,833 Dr. Montgomery? 145 00:06:59,508 --> 00:07:02,428 - OK, uh, Jilly... - Wait. 146 00:07:06,182 --> 00:07:07,266 He didn't get to look. 147 00:07:07,683 --> 00:07:08,851 I don't have to. 148 00:07:09,936 --> 00:07:13,814 You said this was a teaching hospital. He should learn. 149 00:07:16,734 --> 00:07:17,902 Dr. O'Malley. 150 00:07:23,532 --> 00:07:25,743 OK, what do you have up there? 151 00:07:26,410 --> 00:07:28,663 Is she pregnant? Oh, my God, if you're pregnant... 152 00:07:28,746 --> 00:07:30,706 [Jilly] No. I'm not pregnant. 153 00:07:32,333 --> 00:07:33,167 Am I? 154 00:07:34,460 --> 00:07:35,294 No. 155 00:07:49,579 --> 00:07:52,332 I could see the tumor with my naked eye. I could see the tumor. 156 00:07:52,415 --> 00:07:54,500 I've never seen a cervical tumor that large. 157 00:07:58,129 --> 00:07:59,213 Does she have cancer? 158 00:08:00,048 --> 00:08:02,675 It'll take hours to get the biopsy results back. 159 00:08:03,426 --> 00:08:07,972 If she has cancer I need you to tell me because if you tell me in front of her, 160 00:08:08,056 --> 00:08:10,475 I'll start to cry and when I cry, she cries. 161 00:08:11,517 --> 00:08:14,145 If she has family, parents, you should call them. 162 00:08:14,354 --> 00:08:15,563 You should call them now. 163 00:08:16,272 --> 00:08:20,526 It's just her parents... We left home. 164 00:08:20,610 --> 00:08:24,072 We both left home when we were 16 and we haven't been back. 165 00:08:24,697 --> 00:08:28,409 We don't speak to them. It's, it's complicated. 166 00:08:28,951 --> 00:08:30,036 It's just Jilly... 167 00:08:31,913 --> 00:08:36,542 In situations like these, she might change her mind. She might want her family. 168 00:08:38,419 --> 00:08:39,295 I am her family. 169 00:08:41,047 --> 00:08:43,049 She is my family. 170 00:08:44,175 --> 00:08:47,595 I am not contacting her parents. And neither are you. 171 00:08:52,975 --> 00:08:56,229 Jim, annoying interns. Annoying interns, Jim. 172 00:08:56,312 --> 00:09:00,191 Jim is semi-comatose and has stage three decubitus ulcers. 173 00:09:00,942 --> 00:09:01,776 Bedsores? 174 00:09:02,402 --> 00:09:03,236 Right. 175 00:09:03,319 --> 00:09:06,280 So he's gonna need to be debrided, have his dressings changed, 176 00:09:06,614 --> 00:09:08,658 and be repositioned every two hours. 177 00:09:08,908 --> 00:09:09,992 Every two hours? 178 00:09:10,076 --> 00:09:12,370 By the time we finish we'll just have to start again. 179 00:09:12,745 --> 00:09:14,163 I'm crying on the inside. 180 00:09:14,956 --> 00:09:16,040 Can't the nurses help? 181 00:09:16,290 --> 00:09:18,793 They could, but I like nurses. 182 00:09:19,544 --> 00:09:24,132 They're helpful and smart and already good at their jobs. 183 00:09:24,215 --> 00:09:27,593 So as a going away gift to them, I'm going to let you hang with Jim 184 00:09:27,885 --> 00:09:30,930 while I go do one last rhinoplasty at Seattle Grace. 185 00:09:31,806 --> 00:09:34,809 I do like to leave a city just a little prettier than when I came. 186 00:09:38,104 --> 00:09:40,982 Did he just say he was leaving? As in quitting? 187 00:09:42,650 --> 00:09:43,484 [Bailey] Dr. Shepherd. 188 00:09:43,568 --> 00:09:45,653 Dr. Bailey. How was your meeting with the chief? 189 00:09:45,737 --> 00:09:47,947 That's what I wanted to talk to you about, 190 00:09:48,030 --> 00:09:50,032 there's a project I'm trying to get off the ground. 191 00:09:50,116 --> 00:09:51,576 I'd like to open a free clinic. 192 00:09:52,285 --> 00:09:53,119 Why? 193 00:09:53,494 --> 00:09:56,038 Because I want to. And I could use your support. 194 00:09:56,122 --> 00:09:57,957 Ahh, see, that kind of project requires logistical, 195 00:09:58,040 --> 00:09:59,959 strategic and administrative components 196 00:10:00,209 --> 00:10:03,755 Something the Chief does. Apparently I'm not cut out for that kind of work. 197 00:10:04,297 --> 00:10:07,550 So, you're gonna have to take it to somebody else. 198 00:10:10,261 --> 00:10:12,221 - [Callie] How's George? - Dealing, I guess. 199 00:10:12,638 --> 00:10:14,307 He sure has a voracious appetite. 200 00:10:14,766 --> 00:10:16,809 Well, some people bake, others eat. 201 00:10:16,893 --> 00:10:19,479 No, no, no. I don't mean that appetite. I mean the other appetite. 202 00:10:19,562 --> 00:10:21,272 Oh, OK. 203 00:10:21,689 --> 00:10:23,524 We are not friends, you and I. 204 00:10:23,733 --> 00:10:26,986 We're not friends, so please don't talk to me about what George eats. 205 00:10:27,069 --> 00:10:29,155 OK, I was just concerned, and I thought you'd be concerned. 206 00:10:29,238 --> 00:10:30,865 But you know what? Forget it. I don't like you. 207 00:10:31,616 --> 00:10:33,576 Oh, now my feelings are hurt. 208 00:10:34,452 --> 00:10:35,870 Steve Beck, age 32. 209 00:10:36,120 --> 00:10:39,624 Right patellar dislocation secondary to a fall while running a marathon. 210 00:10:39,707 --> 00:10:41,501 Paramedics told me I blacked out. 211 00:10:41,584 --> 00:10:43,544 Any theories as to how Mr. Beck here could have passed out? 212 00:10:44,045 --> 00:10:47,089 No sign of head injury. His BP was low in the field, 80/60. 213 00:10:47,173 --> 00:10:48,299 Athletes have low BP's. 214 00:10:49,091 --> 00:10:51,344 Well, in that case, it's probably dehydration. 215 00:10:51,427 --> 00:10:54,180 - I drank a lot along the way. - What else did you do today? 216 00:10:54,764 --> 00:10:56,557 Ate a couple of protein bars, 217 00:10:56,641 --> 00:10:58,810 Took a couple of aspirin for this cold I'm fighting. 218 00:10:58,893 --> 00:11:00,937 I got another race next month. Oh! God! 219 00:11:01,062 --> 00:11:02,688 All right, put him in a patellar brace, 220 00:11:02,772 --> 00:11:04,649 get post-reduction films, and run some labs. 221 00:11:04,732 --> 00:11:06,901 Make sure he's not too dehydrated. And, Steve, 222 00:11:06,984 --> 00:11:09,529 the next time you have a cold, you might want to skip the race. 223 00:11:10,363 --> 00:11:11,197 Never. 224 00:11:12,740 --> 00:11:14,492 [playful music playing] 225 00:11:18,454 --> 00:11:20,581 You gonna be OK with this, working on a cancer case? 226 00:11:20,665 --> 00:11:23,000 - Yeah. Why? - Because of your dad. 227 00:11:23,459 --> 00:11:27,296 - Callie! Hey. - Hi. Sorry. Busy. Izzie. 228 00:11:28,798 --> 00:11:31,133 - Is she avoiding me? What are you... - Maybe. I don't know. Umm. 229 00:11:31,217 --> 00:11:33,427 But I'm here if you wanna talk. I know you're sad. 230 00:11:33,511 --> 00:11:34,679 I don't talk about that. 231 00:11:34,762 --> 00:11:36,389 George, I'm your best friend. I'm trying to help you. 232 00:11:36,472 --> 00:11:37,515 Why are you making this about you? 233 00:11:37,598 --> 00:11:41,644 It's not about me. It's about me wanting to talk about you needing so much sex 234 00:11:41,727 --> 00:11:44,480 - your girlfriend's vagina's broken. - Puritans. 235 00:11:44,564 --> 00:11:46,190 - I'm not a Puritan. - Izzie. 236 00:11:47,233 --> 00:11:49,026 - [woman] Look out! - Coming through! 237 00:11:50,069 --> 00:11:51,737 [dramatic music playing] 238 00:11:59,537 --> 00:12:00,580 Do you need some help? 239 00:12:02,164 --> 00:12:03,666 [speaking Pennsylvania Dutch] 240 00:12:04,709 --> 00:12:05,543 [George] Pardon? 241 00:12:06,711 --> 00:12:08,713 Our daughter is here somewhere. 242 00:12:08,796 --> 00:12:10,923 What's her name? We'll look her up for you. 243 00:12:12,216 --> 00:12:14,802 Jillian Miller. Jilly. 244 00:12:24,333 --> 00:12:26,543 [Rachel] Don't worry, if this is really something serious, 245 00:12:26,627 --> 00:12:30,214 I'll switch my shifts at the restaurant. Maybe do nights instead of days. 246 00:12:34,885 --> 00:12:37,012 Mom? Dad? 247 00:12:37,804 --> 00:12:40,098 - Hello, Jilly. - What are... 248 00:12:40,182 --> 00:12:43,352 What are you doing here? You called her parents? 249 00:12:43,435 --> 00:12:45,604 - I told you not to! - No. I didn't. 250 00:12:46,563 --> 00:12:48,565 It's OK, Rach. She meant well. 251 00:12:48,899 --> 00:12:52,611 [speaking Pennsylvania Dutch] 252 00:12:54,446 --> 00:12:57,157 - They can't talk to you, remember? - Right. I'm shunned. 253 00:12:57,241 --> 00:13:00,202 You can't give an inch, can you? You and these rules. 254 00:13:01,995 --> 00:13:04,373 Jilly, I have your test results. 255 00:13:04,706 --> 00:13:07,000 - I'm sorry, you are...? - My parents. 256 00:13:08,001 --> 00:13:10,087 It is... It is cancer? 257 00:13:11,838 --> 00:13:14,424 We'll have to perform a radical hysterectomy. 258 00:13:15,300 --> 00:13:16,510 [Rachel] Surgery? 259 00:13:17,219 --> 00:13:19,555 - It's OK, Rach. - [mother] But how does... 260 00:13:19,888 --> 00:13:22,808 - How did it get this bad? - Jilly doesn't want you here, OK? 261 00:13:22,891 --> 00:13:25,102 - Rachel, it's OK. - No, it's not. 262 00:13:25,310 --> 00:13:28,438 They are just here to make you go home with them. Is that what you want? 263 00:13:28,522 --> 00:13:29,940 Do you want to go back there? 264 00:13:35,696 --> 00:13:39,199 Mom. Dad. You should go. 265 00:13:41,285 --> 00:13:43,704 - But you're having surgery. - I know, but... 266 00:13:44,079 --> 00:13:46,790 You coming was a mistake. 267 00:13:48,125 --> 00:13:49,209 Please go home. 268 00:13:50,502 --> 00:13:53,714 [speaking Pennsylvania Dutch] 269 00:14:01,096 --> 00:14:01,930 You're quitting? 270 00:14:02,222 --> 00:14:05,225 As soon as I find the Chief and hand in my letter of resignation. 271 00:14:05,309 --> 00:14:07,769 - Why? - I hate it here. 272 00:14:07,978 --> 00:14:09,688 I hate the town. I hate the weather. 273 00:14:10,105 --> 00:14:12,357 I hate the people. They're mean. 274 00:14:12,649 --> 00:14:13,775 They're unforgiving. 275 00:14:14,067 --> 00:14:18,322 Uh-huh. The people of Seattle are unforgiving or Derek and Addison? 276 00:14:19,072 --> 00:14:20,073 What's your point? 277 00:14:21,742 --> 00:14:22,993 What about your contract? 278 00:14:23,076 --> 00:14:25,245 My non-binding verbal agreement with Richard? 279 00:14:25,954 --> 00:14:27,331 Yeah, I'm breaking that. 280 00:14:28,624 --> 00:14:31,543 Well, it's not as if he's gonna be around to enforce it, so... 281 00:14:31,710 --> 00:14:33,003 What do you mean? 282 00:14:34,296 --> 00:14:37,007 - Rumor has it he's stepping down. - The chief? 283 00:14:38,675 --> 00:14:40,636 - Well, who's gonna take his place? - What do you care? 284 00:14:40,719 --> 00:14:41,929 You're leaving anyway. 285 00:14:42,137 --> 00:14:43,764 [playful music playing] 286 00:14:44,973 --> 00:14:47,476 When Richard asked you to come out here, what did he use for bait? 287 00:14:48,185 --> 00:14:52,481 He told me that I would have the foremost neonatal unit west of Manhattan. 288 00:14:52,689 --> 00:14:54,942 Right. He didn't say anything about being chief? 289 00:14:58,111 --> 00:15:00,489 - Why? What do you know? - Nothing. I know what you know. 290 00:15:01,573 --> 00:15:02,574 You're lying. 291 00:15:03,283 --> 00:15:05,869 - Dr. Montgomery. - Busy now, Karev. 292 00:15:09,164 --> 00:15:11,917 When you get a minute, I'd like to talk about the kissing. 293 00:15:17,965 --> 00:15:19,841 - Who'd you piss off? - [Meredith] Sloan. 294 00:15:19,925 --> 00:15:21,843 - Oh, nice. - [Alex] You got anything good? 295 00:15:22,094 --> 00:15:23,428 Not even a fracture. 296 00:15:23,637 --> 00:15:26,223 You'd think a guy passes out while running would at least get a fracture. 297 00:15:29,518 --> 00:15:32,896 Anyone available to assist me on a truncus arteriosus surgery? 298 00:15:32,980 --> 00:15:34,940 - [Alex] Yeah. - [Meredith] Yes, absolutely. 299 00:15:35,023 --> 00:15:35,857 Good. 300 00:15:35,941 --> 00:15:39,569 Then the first one of you to accurately describe the condition will scrub in. 301 00:15:41,905 --> 00:15:43,073 No one knows the answer? 302 00:15:46,410 --> 00:15:50,330 That's too bad. It'll probably be years before we see another one like this. 303 00:15:51,748 --> 00:15:52,666 Oh, well. 304 00:15:53,625 --> 00:15:56,253 It's a single arterial trunk coming from the ventricles. 305 00:15:56,378 --> 00:15:58,380 - How could you not know that? - How could you not say it? 306 00:16:02,175 --> 00:16:03,010 [sighs] 307 00:16:06,805 --> 00:16:09,766 I'm sorry you had to find out about that Chief thing that way. 308 00:16:10,058 --> 00:16:13,437 You mean, after the fact? Not the first time. 309 00:16:14,938 --> 00:16:18,358 I couldn't go to anybody about my hand. I didn't know who I could trust. 310 00:16:20,027 --> 00:16:23,989 - I was stuck. - Yeah. Well, now you're not. 311 00:16:25,449 --> 00:16:28,452 Hand's all better. You can operate. You can even run for chief. 312 00:16:28,952 --> 00:16:30,245 Life is all good again. 313 00:16:30,537 --> 00:16:32,205 No. I'm not going to try for chief. 314 00:16:33,749 --> 00:16:34,916 I'm looking for... 315 00:16:35,542 --> 00:16:36,376 Answers. 316 00:16:37,586 --> 00:16:40,213 Chief asked you once already. Don't see why he wouldn't ask you again. 317 00:16:40,964 --> 00:16:43,675 Look, I couldn't take the job. It wouldn't be... 318 00:16:44,009 --> 00:16:45,385 It wouldn't be... 319 00:16:46,094 --> 00:16:46,928 Right. 320 00:16:47,012 --> 00:16:48,847 Well, whether something's right or not 321 00:16:49,139 --> 00:16:50,849 doesn't seem to matter much in this place. 322 00:16:55,771 --> 00:16:58,106 Your labs show that you're significantly dehydrated, 323 00:16:58,190 --> 00:16:59,900 and your muscles are breaking down a bit. 324 00:16:59,983 --> 00:17:02,486 We just wanna make sure that the fluids help get everything back to normal 325 00:17:02,569 --> 00:17:05,530 - before we send you home. - But my knee's going to be OK, right? 326 00:17:05,614 --> 00:17:08,033 'Cause I blew this race. I gotta win the next one. 327 00:17:08,116 --> 00:17:09,326 Your X-ray looks fine. 328 00:17:09,409 --> 00:17:12,829 Your knee should be OK in about three weeks. You might wanna try some PT. 329 00:17:12,913 --> 00:17:14,706 - It's pretty sore. - The knee? 330 00:17:15,207 --> 00:17:16,416 Yeah. My calves, too. 331 00:17:16,625 --> 00:17:20,545 Oh, well, maybe... Your brace is probably a little too tight. 332 00:17:20,796 --> 00:17:23,882 You got extreme swelling in both legs. Get Torres now. 333 00:17:27,260 --> 00:17:30,013 - [Callie] What the hell happened? - He was complaining of leg pain. 334 00:17:30,097 --> 00:17:31,723 Please, can't you make it stop? 335 00:17:31,807 --> 00:17:34,226 - I can't find a pulse. - All right, open a cut-down tray. 336 00:17:34,476 --> 00:17:37,813 Gloves. All right, listen, I need you to do everything I do, exactly as I do it. 337 00:17:37,896 --> 00:17:39,022 All right? Steve? 338 00:17:39,106 --> 00:17:42,067 Listen to me. This is gonna hurt, but if you want to keep your legs, 339 00:17:42,150 --> 00:17:44,903 I need you to hold them still. All right, can you do that? 340 00:17:45,362 --> 00:17:48,365 OK. Hold his legs. All right. 341 00:17:51,785 --> 00:17:54,496 OK. Follow my lead. 342 00:17:56,123 --> 00:18:01,253 [Steve screaming] 343 00:18:10,024 --> 00:18:13,444 His kidneys are failing. Why in the hell is this progressing so rapidly? 344 00:18:13,527 --> 00:18:15,154 - Oh, damn it! - What? 345 00:18:15,238 --> 00:18:16,072 The aspirin. 346 00:18:16,155 --> 00:18:18,157 Because of the marathon and the dehydration, his muscles are 347 00:18:18,241 --> 00:18:20,243 breaking down, and the aspirin's accelerating the process. 348 00:18:20,326 --> 00:18:21,285 His whole system's crashing. 349 00:18:21,369 --> 00:18:22,578 The toxins in his body are gonna kill him. 350 00:18:22,662 --> 00:18:24,956 I need to put in a dialysis catheter under fluoro. 351 00:18:25,039 --> 00:18:27,416 Let's get this man to an OR now, people. 352 00:18:29,418 --> 00:18:30,419 Wanna go grab lunch? 353 00:18:30,503 --> 00:18:34,298 Oh, yeah, I was actually hoping to grab lunch with Callie. 354 00:18:34,382 --> 00:18:36,384 - Have you seen her? - [sighs] No, but... 355 00:18:36,467 --> 00:18:38,219 - I think I'm gonna page her. - George. 356 00:18:38,844 --> 00:18:40,221 - Izzie. - Look. 357 00:18:41,973 --> 00:18:42,932 They're still here. 358 00:18:43,599 --> 00:18:46,060 They're her family, where else are they going to go? 359 00:18:46,769 --> 00:18:48,646 Actually I'm going to find Callie. 360 00:18:53,150 --> 00:18:56,445 [woman on PA] Dr. Leone, call the blood bank. Dr. Leone, call the blood bank. 361 00:18:56,529 --> 00:18:58,614 - Dr. Montgomery. - Now is not a good time... Karev! 362 00:18:59,323 --> 00:19:01,575 - Karev, listen to me. - No, you listen. 363 00:19:01,826 --> 00:19:03,160 You kissed me, right? 364 00:19:03,244 --> 00:19:05,871 You kissed me, and ever since you've been avoiding me. 365 00:19:05,955 --> 00:19:07,707 - [sighing] Alex. - No, you've been avoiding me 366 00:19:07,790 --> 00:19:09,208 because you just assume that I want you. 367 00:19:09,292 --> 00:19:13,045 You just expect that everyone you look at sideways is pining after you, right? 368 00:19:13,212 --> 00:19:15,965 Has it even occurred to you that maybe I'm not interested? 369 00:19:16,799 --> 00:19:18,092 You're not interested? 370 00:19:18,968 --> 00:19:21,804 Do you think I want to be just another intern sleeping with an attending? 371 00:19:22,430 --> 00:19:24,056 You kissed me back. 372 00:19:25,057 --> 00:19:28,394 You're my boss. I mean, what did you expect me to do? 373 00:19:29,645 --> 00:19:32,565 Look, Sloan's had me changing bandages all day. 374 00:19:32,690 --> 00:19:35,318 And I would way rather be scrubbing in on one of your surgeries. 375 00:19:35,401 --> 00:19:38,029 And if you keep avoiding me, then I don't get to scrub in. 376 00:19:38,696 --> 00:19:39,697 So stop avoiding me. 377 00:19:40,906 --> 00:19:43,743 It happened. But it doesn't have to happen again. 378 00:19:46,162 --> 00:19:48,331 - All right. - All right. 379 00:19:53,586 --> 00:19:55,338 Rumor has it you're headed back to New York? 380 00:19:55,421 --> 00:19:57,673 - Where'd you hear that? - Good news travels fast. 381 00:19:57,757 --> 00:20:01,093 Actually I was gonna ask you to scrub in on a peripheral nerve reconstruction. 382 00:20:01,177 --> 00:20:03,804 - Since it's your last day... - It isn't. And I'd love to. 383 00:20:04,013 --> 00:20:06,891 - What? But I thought... - Well, I was going, but now I'm not. 384 00:20:07,224 --> 00:20:09,185 Rumor has it there's a race for chief. 385 00:20:09,727 --> 00:20:12,646 - Where'd you hear that? - Good news travels fast. 386 00:20:12,730 --> 00:20:14,774 Especially when you have a chatty girlfriend. 387 00:20:14,857 --> 00:20:16,901 Anyway, see you at the finish line. 388 00:20:19,653 --> 00:20:20,946 Have you done that before? 389 00:20:21,655 --> 00:20:23,991 Slice a guy's legs open while he's awake? No. 390 00:20:25,117 --> 00:20:27,745 - Impressive. - You, too. 391 00:20:28,454 --> 00:20:30,373 Not that we're friends or anything. 392 00:20:34,877 --> 00:20:36,504 So you said I should be concerned. 393 00:20:36,837 --> 00:20:38,297 About George? 394 00:20:39,048 --> 00:20:41,801 He doesn't... He doesn't talk about his dad. 395 00:20:41,884 --> 00:20:43,844 We don't talk about anything, really. 396 00:20:43,928 --> 00:20:45,012 Talking's overrated. 397 00:20:46,305 --> 00:20:48,182 So you and Burke still aren't, uh... 398 00:20:50,476 --> 00:20:51,310 George told me. 399 00:20:53,062 --> 00:20:55,940 - See, you talked about that. - Yeah, a week ago. 400 00:20:56,023 --> 00:20:59,318 If this keeps up, you and Burke might be the very last thing we ever talk about. 401 00:21:01,779 --> 00:21:03,364 So, what's the last thing you and Burke talked about? 402 00:21:03,531 --> 00:21:05,366 [emotional music playing] 403 00:21:07,660 --> 00:21:08,828 Silence is overrated. 404 00:21:12,832 --> 00:21:15,960 - [Izzie] Where's Rachel? - She went to go make some phone calls. 405 00:21:16,043 --> 00:21:17,503 Try to get our shifts covered. 406 00:21:19,088 --> 00:21:22,633 You know, Jilly, um... your parents are still here. 407 00:21:24,009 --> 00:21:27,304 - They are? - And I'm not the one who called them. 408 00:21:29,014 --> 00:21:29,932 Yeah. 409 00:21:31,976 --> 00:21:33,686 You called them. Right? 410 00:21:34,478 --> 00:21:37,189 And I'm guessing they had to fly in from somewhere, 411 00:21:37,273 --> 00:21:41,527 so you called them, what? Yesterday? The day before? 412 00:21:43,529 --> 00:21:47,283 I went to an ER a while ago. And they told me to see an oncologist. 413 00:21:48,868 --> 00:21:53,080 But I couldn't afford my rent, let alone pay a bunch of medical bills. 414 00:21:54,165 --> 00:21:57,376 But, then I got scared. 415 00:21:58,752 --> 00:22:00,004 You called your parents. 416 00:22:01,505 --> 00:22:02,715 I didn't know what else to do. 417 00:22:03,507 --> 00:22:05,259 You sent them away because... 418 00:22:05,801 --> 00:22:09,847 Rachel's my best friend and after she was baptized, 419 00:22:09,930 --> 00:22:11,682 she decided to leave the community. 420 00:22:12,349 --> 00:22:13,726 Which means she's shunned. 421 00:22:14,477 --> 00:22:18,189 But I couldn't just let her go out in the world all by herself. 422 00:22:18,564 --> 00:22:20,566 - So you're shunned, too? - No. 423 00:22:21,025 --> 00:22:22,693 Because I hadn't been baptized yet. 424 00:22:23,277 --> 00:22:24,862 So I could still go back. 425 00:22:26,113 --> 00:22:28,449 - But Rachel would never. - Do you want to go back? 426 00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:32,077 I think about it. 427 00:22:32,161 --> 00:22:33,996 [emotional music playing] 428 00:22:34,580 --> 00:22:35,831 It's my home, you know? 429 00:22:37,875 --> 00:22:39,001 And if I'm dying... 430 00:22:41,295 --> 00:22:42,755 I want an Amish funeral. 431 00:22:44,506 --> 00:22:47,509 I want to be buried in the white dress 432 00:22:48,469 --> 00:22:50,179 and I want everybody to be there. 433 00:22:51,847 --> 00:22:53,057 It's your home. 434 00:22:56,018 --> 00:22:59,230 But I made a promise to Rachel. 435 00:22:59,897 --> 00:23:01,106 Cradle to grave. 436 00:23:09,949 --> 00:23:12,076 [Izzie] How did Jilly let it get this far? 437 00:23:12,159 --> 00:23:13,911 [Addison] It's frustrating, isn't it? 438 00:23:13,994 --> 00:23:17,498 And it's entirely preventable and treatable if you catch it in time, 439 00:23:17,581 --> 00:23:18,791 but you've got to catch it. 440 00:23:19,959 --> 00:23:22,711 Which is why I want to open a clinic. 441 00:23:23,087 --> 00:23:25,047 If she'd had access to a free clinic, 442 00:23:25,130 --> 00:23:27,549 she probably would have had a Pap smear every year, 443 00:23:27,800 --> 00:23:31,303 and wouldn't be dealing with infertility and premature menopause 444 00:23:31,553 --> 00:23:33,180 at the tender age of 23. 445 00:23:33,472 --> 00:23:36,850 - [George] You wanna open a free clinic? - At Seattle Grace? Why? 446 00:23:37,101 --> 00:23:40,688 Illness caught early means fewer unnecessary surgeries. 447 00:23:40,854 --> 00:23:44,024 - Fewer unnecessary deaths. - But I mean, why? 448 00:23:44,942 --> 00:23:47,945 Because. And if I can get the support that I'm looking for... 449 00:23:48,070 --> 00:23:49,321 I need some suction. 450 00:23:49,822 --> 00:23:51,115 [sighs] 451 00:23:51,657 --> 00:23:52,783 [dramatic music playing] 452 00:23:53,075 --> 00:23:55,411 - [Addison] Oh, no. - [Bailey] My God. 453 00:23:56,161 --> 00:23:58,956 - What? - The tumor's invaded through the cervix 454 00:23:59,039 --> 00:24:02,960 - and into the bladder. - Which means she is a stage four. 455 00:24:03,585 --> 00:24:06,588 We're not doing this operation today. We've got to close her up. 456 00:24:07,006 --> 00:24:08,757 There's nothing more we can do here. 457 00:24:12,594 --> 00:24:13,971 [Addison] O'Malley? 458 00:24:15,014 --> 00:24:16,223 It's his dad. 459 00:24:24,536 --> 00:24:27,163 ["Ships" playing] 460 00:24:43,346 --> 00:24:46,558 [Richard] How far did he run before his body had the good sense to pass out? 461 00:24:46,641 --> 00:24:50,103 - [Cristina] Twelve miles. - You got to be out of your mind. 462 00:24:50,186 --> 00:24:51,646 Well, he couldn't have expected a head cold 463 00:24:51,729 --> 00:24:53,022 and a couple aspirin to do him in. 464 00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:55,775 He probably felt dizzy miles before he passed out. 465 00:24:55,859 --> 00:24:58,069 He should have stopped, sat his ass down. 466 00:24:58,236 --> 00:25:00,738 I mean, he was in it to win. I can understand that. 467 00:25:00,822 --> 00:25:01,656 You can, can you? 468 00:25:01,739 --> 00:25:04,701 Surgery's the most competitive field in medicine, we're all here to win. 469 00:25:04,784 --> 00:25:06,911 [Richard] It's a long road, Dr. Yang. And when you get to the end of it, 470 00:25:06,995 --> 00:25:08,746 you're not gonna care about winning. 471 00:25:08,830 --> 00:25:12,125 You're just going to be relieved that you made it to the finish line. 472 00:25:13,751 --> 00:25:16,004 - You told Sloan? - What? 473 00:25:16,087 --> 00:25:18,756 Mark Sloan. You told him Chief was stepping down? That I wanted the job? 474 00:25:18,840 --> 00:25:20,133 I didn't know that was a secret. 475 00:25:20,216 --> 00:25:21,759 He was leaving, Meredith, he was leaving town! 476 00:25:21,843 --> 00:25:24,345 - OK, and now he's not? - No, he's not! 477 00:25:24,846 --> 00:25:26,347 You gave him a reason to stay. 478 00:25:28,099 --> 00:25:29,559 Derek. 479 00:25:30,310 --> 00:25:32,520 The commitment I'm asking for is only a few hours a week. 480 00:25:32,604 --> 00:25:35,106 I'm sorry, but I can't deal with any more distractions right now. 481 00:25:35,190 --> 00:25:36,232 You owe me. 482 00:25:38,568 --> 00:25:40,570 - What? - When you had that tremor, 483 00:25:40,653 --> 00:25:42,614 you cut me out of surgery after surgery, 484 00:25:42,697 --> 00:25:46,075 made me feel like I was the one who couldn't do her job. 485 00:25:46,618 --> 00:25:50,371 You made me doubt myself. You owe me this. 486 00:25:52,999 --> 00:25:56,336 You need someone who can provide leadership, direction to the project. 487 00:25:58,588 --> 00:26:01,257 - I'm not that man. - Not anymore. 488 00:26:03,051 --> 00:26:04,844 If that's what you want to believe. 489 00:26:09,265 --> 00:26:12,227 Over the next few months, Jilly's going to go through a lot. 490 00:26:12,894 --> 00:26:14,562 Radiation, chemo... 491 00:26:15,438 --> 00:26:18,691 It's likely her condition will get worse. 492 00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:21,861 A lot worse. And she's going to need a lot of help. 493 00:26:22,362 --> 00:26:23,738 OK, um... 494 00:26:23,947 --> 00:26:28,743 Well, can you give me some names of doctors and medications? 495 00:26:28,826 --> 00:26:32,205 Because I want to be ready. I want to know everything so I can do this. 496 00:26:32,497 --> 00:26:35,166 - Do this right for her. - Rachel... 497 00:26:37,210 --> 00:26:41,089 You can't be everything. It's too hard. 498 00:26:42,173 --> 00:26:45,426 Jilly has parents who love her. They love her 499 00:26:45,510 --> 00:26:47,845 and they're here and she wants to go home. 500 00:26:47,929 --> 00:26:50,014 - No, she doesn't. - She called them. Not me. 501 00:26:50,265 --> 00:26:51,516 [emotional music playing] 502 00:26:51,599 --> 00:26:52,475 Jilly called them? 503 00:26:53,685 --> 00:26:54,978 Jilly is dying. 504 00:26:56,479 --> 00:26:57,772 But I promised her. 505 00:26:58,773 --> 00:27:00,108 Cradle to grave. 506 00:27:00,191 --> 00:27:02,735 She's Jilly. I love her. 507 00:27:03,278 --> 00:27:07,073 It's possible that the very best thing that you can do for her, if you love her, 508 00:27:07,782 --> 00:27:08,741 is let her go. 509 00:27:24,382 --> 00:27:25,550 [playful music playing] 510 00:27:25,633 --> 00:27:27,760 - Are you waiting to see the chief? - Yes. 511 00:27:27,844 --> 00:27:29,637 - You? - Yeah. 512 00:27:30,471 --> 00:27:34,892 - About? - Oh, you know, just admin stuff. 513 00:27:35,184 --> 00:27:38,855 - Yeah. Me too. - What are you doing here? 514 00:27:38,938 --> 00:27:41,733 - We're waiting to see the chief. - You too? 515 00:27:41,816 --> 00:27:44,611 - Yes, Derek. Both of us. - You're unbelievable. 516 00:27:44,694 --> 00:27:45,820 [Addison] I'm unbelievable? 517 00:27:45,903 --> 00:27:48,615 The chief steps down, you automatically assume it's between you and Burke? 518 00:27:48,698 --> 00:27:50,908 - You think he's gonna pick you? - Well, I think that the fact that 519 00:27:50,992 --> 00:27:53,828 he hasn't tapped either of you yet means that he has another candidate in mind. 520 00:27:54,495 --> 00:27:56,539 What, no one invited me to the party? 521 00:27:57,457 --> 00:27:59,459 - [Derek] Chief! - [Bailey] I have an appointment!, Chief! 522 00:27:59,542 --> 00:28:04,005 [all talking at the same time] 523 00:28:04,088 --> 00:28:06,591 Stop! Stop! Stop! One at a time here. 524 00:28:07,800 --> 00:28:09,552 You. What's all this about? 525 00:28:10,595 --> 00:28:14,682 Well, they all want to be chief. And for the record, so do I. 526 00:28:14,766 --> 00:28:17,185 [all talking at the same time] 527 00:28:17,268 --> 00:28:21,272 Button it, all of you! I have had a perfect day. 528 00:28:22,190 --> 00:28:25,276 I went to the board this morning and told them I was retiring. 529 00:28:25,443 --> 00:28:27,028 I saved a life. 530 00:28:27,111 --> 00:28:29,238 And now I'm off to see my wife. 531 00:28:29,530 --> 00:28:33,284 It has been a perfect day until you four fools tried to ruin it! 532 00:28:33,534 --> 00:28:36,454 A man can't be happy he's retiring around here. 533 00:28:36,996 --> 00:28:39,290 Not with you vultures trying to pick my bones. 534 00:28:39,457 --> 00:28:42,627 Chief, you're stepping down? 535 00:28:42,794 --> 00:28:44,420 [emotional music playing] 536 00:28:45,505 --> 00:28:47,632 As soon as they find a replacement for me, 537 00:28:47,965 --> 00:28:49,801 I'm stepping down as chief of surgery. 538 00:28:52,553 --> 00:28:54,472 But I don't know when that'll be 539 00:28:54,722 --> 00:28:57,600 because at this point, I don't see any frontrunners. 540 00:28:58,351 --> 00:29:00,812 - Excuse me. - Chief, that's not true. 541 00:29:00,895 --> 00:29:02,438 [all talking at the same time] 542 00:29:12,594 --> 00:29:15,138 You didn't think of maybe telling me this morning that 543 00:29:15,222 --> 00:29:17,891 you were planning to step down instead of sending me on this wild goose chase? 544 00:29:18,517 --> 00:29:22,145 Dr. Bailey, you need those clowns to sign off on your proposal 545 00:29:22,229 --> 00:29:24,606 because one of them may be chief of surgery in a month. 546 00:29:26,233 --> 00:29:28,568 It's hard to imagine, for me more than anyone, 547 00:29:28,652 --> 00:29:30,529 but since you're not ready for the job, 548 00:29:31,154 --> 00:29:33,407 one of them's gonna have to do it for the next few years. 549 00:29:33,907 --> 00:29:36,034 - Me? - It's you in the chair eventually. 550 00:29:36,451 --> 00:29:37,452 That's who you are. 551 00:29:38,537 --> 00:29:40,872 But you're gonna have to get a new chair because you're short. 552 00:29:41,540 --> 00:29:42,666 You have short legs. 553 00:29:43,250 --> 00:29:45,460 But someday you are gonna be chief of surgery. 554 00:29:46,128 --> 00:29:48,171 I wasn't sending you on a wild goose chase. 555 00:29:49,339 --> 00:29:52,050 I was trying to get you into the habit of doing things without me. 556 00:29:52,551 --> 00:29:54,094 [emotional music playing] 557 00:30:00,350 --> 00:30:04,688 [sighing] He's really doing it. He's really retiring. 558 00:30:04,771 --> 00:30:05,981 [playful music playing] 559 00:30:06,064 --> 00:30:09,276 - One of us could be chief. - No. 560 00:30:10,402 --> 00:30:13,280 One of us could be chief. You? I don't think so. 561 00:30:13,363 --> 00:30:14,948 - Yeah. - Yeah. 562 00:30:15,031 --> 00:30:17,784 - Oh, I could be chief - You're delusional. 563 00:30:18,076 --> 00:30:22,038 Mark Sloan, chief of surgery. That makes me vomit a little in my mouth. 564 00:30:24,082 --> 00:30:28,170 These are your letters of support for my free clinic. 565 00:30:28,837 --> 00:30:31,256 - Sign them. - Why do you want this clinic so badly? 566 00:30:31,673 --> 00:30:34,259 - You're a surgeon. - Because I need something more. 567 00:30:34,342 --> 00:30:37,137 I know you all have your messy love lives and your secrets 568 00:30:37,220 --> 00:30:39,764 and your silliness, but I want more. 569 00:30:39,890 --> 00:30:43,143 I need something to hold on to. 570 00:30:43,226 --> 00:30:46,688 I need a reason to believe that medicine can do more than stitch you up 571 00:30:46,771 --> 00:30:48,190 and send you away. 572 00:30:48,315 --> 00:30:51,902 I need to believe that medicine can not only save lives but change lives. 573 00:30:51,985 --> 00:30:54,738 I need... I need... 574 00:30:56,740 --> 00:31:00,619 I need to believe in something the way I used to believe in you all. 575 00:31:01,786 --> 00:31:06,374 [emotional music playing] 576 00:31:07,083 --> 00:31:08,210 Sign the papers. 577 00:31:11,046 --> 00:31:13,298 - Sign the papers! - You still need funding. 578 00:31:27,521 --> 00:31:28,355 The Nazi's back. 579 00:31:33,985 --> 00:31:35,237 Hi. 580 00:31:39,699 --> 00:31:40,659 Go home. 581 00:31:42,077 --> 00:31:43,078 Rach... 582 00:31:43,620 --> 00:31:46,414 They're your parents. And you love them. 583 00:31:46,498 --> 00:31:48,208 And they're still here. 584 00:31:48,291 --> 00:31:51,211 You know what a big deal it is for them to get on a plane. 585 00:31:51,795 --> 00:31:52,879 Go home, Jilly. 586 00:31:53,964 --> 00:31:57,926 But I can't just leave you here. 587 00:31:58,009 --> 00:31:58,969 Yes, you can. 588 00:32:00,554 --> 00:32:02,764 - Rachel. - You can go back home 589 00:32:03,390 --> 00:32:04,891 and you can put on your bonnet. 590 00:32:05,642 --> 00:32:09,437 And you can get in the buggy and go to church, get baptized. 591 00:32:10,855 --> 00:32:13,108 - You can die Amish. - No, I can't do that. 592 00:32:13,191 --> 00:32:16,278 Why? Because you'll have to shun me? Don't worry about me. 593 00:32:16,820 --> 00:32:21,575 I'll be living it up here with your curling iron and your cable TV, 594 00:32:21,950 --> 00:32:23,994 your entire DVD collection. 595 00:32:24,786 --> 00:32:26,913 I'll be OK here in the 21st century. 596 00:32:32,085 --> 00:32:33,461 I can't shun you. 597 00:32:33,837 --> 00:32:36,089 You can and you will. 598 00:32:36,172 --> 00:32:38,049 And I won't take no for an answer. 599 00:32:48,977 --> 00:32:50,604 Now, say hello to your parents. 600 00:32:53,565 --> 00:32:54,399 Hi. 601 00:32:57,485 --> 00:32:59,863 - Hi, Jilly. - Hi. 602 00:33:02,991 --> 00:33:05,535 - Jilly. - Dad. 603 00:33:11,374 --> 00:33:15,837 I will tell your parents that I saw you. And you are well and happy. 604 00:33:17,130 --> 00:33:21,051 - And have grown into a fine woman. - [Rachel] Good. 605 00:33:41,237 --> 00:33:43,907 Richard. What are you doing here? 606 00:33:45,158 --> 00:33:46,034 These are for you. 607 00:33:47,786 --> 00:33:49,412 Richard, what are you doing here? 608 00:33:50,455 --> 00:33:53,333 I did it, Adele. I retired. 609 00:33:54,042 --> 00:33:56,628 And I gotta tell you, I didn't think I wanted to do it, 610 00:33:57,504 --> 00:34:02,092 but I'm relieved. I'm happy. 611 00:34:02,175 --> 00:34:04,886 But when I told you I didn't have any more time to wait, 612 00:34:05,387 --> 00:34:07,472 - I meant it. - I know you did, which is why... 613 00:34:07,555 --> 00:34:08,890 That was months ago! 614 00:34:08,973 --> 00:34:11,851 Months ago, I said you were out of time with me! 615 00:34:11,935 --> 00:34:13,019 Adele... 616 00:34:16,189 --> 00:34:18,400 [emotional music playing] 617 00:34:24,322 --> 00:34:25,657 Is there a man in my house? 618 00:34:28,201 --> 00:34:30,328 I'm so sorry, Richard. 619 00:34:33,373 --> 00:34:35,083 But what did you expect? 620 00:34:53,727 --> 00:34:54,769 I'm sorry. 621 00:34:58,440 --> 00:34:59,274 Why... 622 00:35:00,567 --> 00:35:04,154 I'm angry, what's wrong with having a lot of sex if it makes me feel better? 623 00:35:04,237 --> 00:35:05,071 Do you? 624 00:35:06,990 --> 00:35:07,991 Feel better? 625 00:35:10,660 --> 00:35:11,786 You know how you felt? 626 00:35:15,915 --> 00:35:17,959 When you were lying on the bathroom floor? 627 00:35:23,423 --> 00:35:25,467 Maybe you're not supposed to feel better. 628 00:35:29,679 --> 00:35:30,764 Iz, you can't help me. 629 00:35:33,516 --> 00:35:36,227 I know you want to. But you can't. 630 00:35:40,023 --> 00:35:40,899 You can't help me. 631 00:35:41,983 --> 00:35:43,067 I have to let you go. 632 00:35:45,612 --> 00:35:46,571 Yeah. 633 00:35:48,198 --> 00:35:49,282 Just one last thing. 634 00:35:53,411 --> 00:35:56,164 [emotional music playing] 635 00:35:59,501 --> 00:36:00,543 Life is short, George. 636 00:36:03,463 --> 00:36:07,342 Life is short and it sucks a lot of the time. 637 00:36:10,053 --> 00:36:13,598 If being with Callie makes you happy, then go be with Callie. 638 00:36:35,620 --> 00:36:37,497 Hey, you gonna be OK? 639 00:36:38,331 --> 00:36:39,290 I think so. 640 00:36:42,836 --> 00:36:46,297 - How's your clinic going? - Got my signatures. 641 00:36:46,714 --> 00:36:48,132 Which is a start. 642 00:36:49,217 --> 00:36:52,512 The Seattle Grace Free Clinic will exist. 643 00:36:58,351 --> 00:37:00,228 The Denny Duquette Memorial Clinic. 644 00:37:02,146 --> 00:37:02,981 What? 645 00:37:04,107 --> 00:37:05,650 I have eight million dollars. 646 00:37:08,027 --> 00:37:09,779 Izzie Stevens. 647 00:37:17,829 --> 00:37:18,788 You left without me. 648 00:37:21,875 --> 00:37:23,376 Now you're not talking to me. 649 00:37:25,295 --> 00:37:26,296 [Derek sighs] 650 00:37:28,923 --> 00:37:29,966 I was a jerk. 651 00:37:31,718 --> 00:37:35,179 Sometimes boyfriends can be jerks. Doesn't mean you stop talking to them. 652 00:37:38,182 --> 00:37:40,977 You get that I'm saying I'm sorry, right? 653 00:37:41,936 --> 00:37:44,731 You yelled at me for no reason and then you walked away. 654 00:37:45,356 --> 00:37:47,859 - And now you show up here? - Of course I showed up. 655 00:37:49,027 --> 00:37:51,112 Why wouldn't I? You don't trust me? 656 00:37:51,195 --> 00:37:53,323 - I do. - OK, well, this is how it works. 657 00:37:53,406 --> 00:37:56,075 You fight sometimes and somebody apologizes. 658 00:37:56,159 --> 00:37:57,994 Well, how am I supposed to know that? 659 00:38:00,121 --> 00:38:01,581 You've never done this before. 660 00:38:02,707 --> 00:38:05,919 - No, I've never done this before. - Hmm. 661 00:38:08,296 --> 00:38:09,464 OK. All right. 662 00:38:10,715 --> 00:38:12,425 Well, this is... 663 00:38:14,928 --> 00:38:19,641 From now on, you can expect that I'm going to show up. 664 00:38:21,476 --> 00:38:22,769 Even if I yell. 665 00:38:23,436 --> 00:38:24,270 Even if you yell. 666 00:38:27,315 --> 00:38:28,650 I'm always going to show up. 667 00:38:30,360 --> 00:38:31,194 OK? 668 00:38:32,362 --> 00:38:33,196 OK. 669 00:38:34,697 --> 00:38:36,240 ["Love Show" playing] 670 00:38:41,746 --> 00:38:42,580 [Derek] Mmm. 671 00:38:45,083 --> 00:38:47,418 You are gonna make an excellent chief. 672 00:38:48,211 --> 00:38:50,546 [Meredith] We all think we're going to be great. 673 00:38:51,839 --> 00:38:52,757 Yeah. 674 00:38:53,341 --> 00:38:54,300 ♪ Sit down ♪ 675 00:38:54,676 --> 00:38:58,262 And we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren't met. 676 00:38:58,930 --> 00:39:02,934 Karev. I've got an ovarian torsion that needs emergent surgery. 677 00:39:03,434 --> 00:39:04,310 You want in? 678 00:39:05,645 --> 00:39:06,479 Yeah. 679 00:39:07,146 --> 00:39:11,484 But sometimes our expectations sell us short. 680 00:39:14,195 --> 00:39:15,113 I was right. 681 00:39:17,907 --> 00:39:21,035 I swear, I really believe what I did was right. 682 00:39:22,286 --> 00:39:24,288 I don't want you to forgive me. 683 00:39:25,498 --> 00:39:29,711 Frankly, I'd find it patronizing if you did 684 00:39:29,836 --> 00:39:33,923 because while I know I was right, you think I'm wrong. 685 00:39:36,718 --> 00:39:37,927 Which doesn't matter. 686 00:39:38,970 --> 00:39:41,097 ♪ Of his heart ♪ 687 00:39:42,223 --> 00:39:43,349 Because... 688 00:39:44,267 --> 00:39:46,060 ♪ It's painless ♪ 689 00:39:46,269 --> 00:39:47,145 I'm in this. 690 00:39:51,774 --> 00:39:53,609 I'm in this for the long haul 691 00:39:54,610 --> 00:39:56,571 and I'm in this to finish the race. 692 00:39:57,989 --> 00:40:00,491 So if that means I don't win this one, 693 00:40:01,701 --> 00:40:04,454 then fine, I don't win. 694 00:40:05,872 --> 00:40:06,706 You win. 695 00:40:08,416 --> 00:40:09,375 I'm talking. 696 00:40:11,461 --> 00:40:13,212 See? I'm talking first. You win. 697 00:40:14,922 --> 00:40:16,591 [Meredith] Sometimes the expected 698 00:40:17,050 --> 00:40:21,012 simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. 699 00:40:23,556 --> 00:40:24,474 Marry me. 700 00:40:26,184 --> 00:40:27,977 ♪ Of his heart ♪ 701 00:40:28,061 --> 00:40:29,604 ♪ But the truth is ♪ 702 00:40:29,687 --> 00:40:32,857 - I don't want to waste another minute. - I can't have sex with you again, George. 703 00:40:32,940 --> 00:40:35,943 OK? I can't. I just... Enough with the sex. 704 00:40:38,696 --> 00:40:43,826 Since my dad died, I feel like someone ripped out my stomach, 705 00:40:44,452 --> 00:40:45,870 filled the hole with asphalt. 706 00:40:47,080 --> 00:40:48,915 And I laugh every time that I remember 707 00:40:49,582 --> 00:40:51,751 I'm never gonna talk to him again 708 00:40:51,834 --> 00:40:54,837 because it just sounds like the stupidest thing I ever heard. 709 00:40:56,547 --> 00:40:57,799 I can't believe it's real. 710 00:40:59,509 --> 00:41:03,137 But, every time I look at you, 711 00:41:05,348 --> 00:41:06,224 I feel better. 712 00:41:08,559 --> 00:41:09,477 It shocks me. 713 00:41:10,061 --> 00:41:11,896 It knocks my wind out, but it's true. 714 00:41:12,647 --> 00:41:14,273 I don't have to have sex with you, 715 00:41:14,357 --> 00:41:17,110 I'd be happy just to look at you from across the room. 716 00:41:18,069 --> 00:41:20,446 And even that, anything, any piece of you. 717 00:41:21,322 --> 00:41:24,200 I mean, hopefully all of you. That'd be the best thing. 718 00:41:25,701 --> 00:41:27,954 ♪ You don't know ♪ 719 00:41:28,329 --> 00:41:29,497 Because I love you. 720 00:41:29,789 --> 00:41:30,957 George. 721 00:41:31,707 --> 00:41:33,876 ♪ Holding it all in ♪ 722 00:41:34,085 --> 00:41:37,547 ♪ Somebody can't let go ♪ 723 00:41:37,922 --> 00:41:39,966 ♪ Of his heart ♪ 724 00:41:40,049 --> 00:41:42,510 ♪ But the truth is ♪ 725 00:41:42,593 --> 00:41:43,511 Marry me. 726 00:41:45,304 --> 00:41:47,682 ♪ Letting your love show ♪ 727 00:41:49,100 --> 00:41:50,184 Will you marry me? 728 00:41:50,935 --> 00:41:53,604 ♪ Somebody's hurting ♪ 729 00:41:53,688 --> 00:41:55,273 Marry me, Cristina Yang. 730 00:41:57,066 --> 00:42:00,611 [Meredith] You gotta wonder why we cling to our expectations. 731 00:42:01,988 --> 00:42:06,409 Because the expected is just what keeps us steady. 732 00:42:07,785 --> 00:42:08,619 Standing. 733 00:42:09,871 --> 00:42:10,705 Still. 734 00:42:10,955 --> 00:42:12,415 Marry me. 735 00:42:13,666 --> 00:42:16,836 [Meredith] The expected's just the beginning. 736 00:42:21,382 --> 00:42:23,301 The unexpected... 737 00:42:26,554 --> 00:42:28,472 is what changes our lives. 738 00:42:32,185 --> 00:42:36,189 ♪ Letting your love show ♪