1 00:00:00,030 --> 00:00:04,400 IT IS NOT THE HOMOSEXUAL WHO IS PERVERSE, BUT THE SITUATION HE LIVES IN 2 00:00:04,400 --> 00:00:07,900 A film by Rosa von Praunheim 3 00:00:08,260 --> 00:00:10,540 Subtitles by vaevedi.it 4 00:00:11,510 --> 00:00:13,000 Are you from Berlin? 5 00:00:13,850 --> 00:00:16,210 No, it's my first time in Berlin. 6 00:00:16,450 --> 00:00:17,860 Do you like it here? 7 00:00:18,190 --> 00:00:20,150 It's too early to tell. 8 00:00:20,930 --> 00:00:22,720 Do you already have a room? 9 00:00:22,930 --> 00:00:26,780 - I'm staying in a hotel. - Hotels are not comfortable in the long term. 10 00:00:26,780 --> 00:00:29,340 When I travel I prefer to be with friends. 11 00:00:29,340 --> 00:00:31,880 And when they come to Berlin, they stay with me. 12 00:00:36,980 --> 00:00:39,790 I have a small apartment, not far from here. 13 00:00:39,790 --> 00:00:42,350 Is it difficult to find an apartment around here? 14 00:00:42,350 --> 00:00:45,640 I guess it's always difficult if you don't know how to move. 15 00:00:46,150 --> 00:00:47,860 But I was also lucky... 16 00:00:48,500 --> 00:00:50,590 I'm not so lucky in other things. 17 00:00:51,170 --> 00:00:53,280 The truth is, I'm very lonely. 18 00:00:53,900 --> 00:00:56,770 I could keep talking to you like this forever. 19 00:00:57,350 --> 00:01:00,690 But you must have been awake all day and you will be tired. 20 00:01:01,320 --> 00:01:02,950 I don't live far from here. 21 00:01:03,640 --> 00:01:05,780 We could have a coffee together. 22 00:01:19,790 --> 00:01:23,800 You have beautiful hands Daniel, such beautiful and soft skin. 23 00:01:24,420 --> 00:01:27,010 At first I didn't have the courage to talk to you. 24 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:29,790 But when you looked into my eyes, 25 00:01:30,070 --> 00:01:33,000 so sweetly and tenderly, you encouraged me. 26 00:01:33,720 --> 00:01:35,890 I'm so happy you came. 27 00:01:36,630 --> 00:01:38,980 It feels so good to hold you in my arms. 28 00:01:39,940 --> 00:01:41,840 I'm alone... and alone so often. 29 00:01:42,150 --> 00:01:45,040 You can't imagine how much you want a true friend. 30 00:01:45,650 --> 00:01:49,080 But it's so hard to find someone who is honest. 31 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:51,560 I like you, my boy. 32 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:53,840 I'm so happy we met. 33 00:01:53,960 --> 00:01:56,740 You seem so natural and honest. 34 00:01:56,860 --> 00:01:58,400 This is rare. 35 00:01:59,050 --> 00:02:01,930 Most guys they are insensitive and false. 36 00:02:01,930 --> 00:02:05,940 They talk about love by thinking on to the next guy already. 37 00:02:07,220 --> 00:02:10,140 I have been disappointed many times, believe me... 38 00:02:10,560 --> 00:02:14,580 But I never stopped looking for a true friend. 39 00:02:15,460 --> 00:02:18,210 Homosexuals don't want it being homosexual. 40 00:02:18,210 --> 00:02:19,820 They don't want to be different. 41 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:24,950 They want to be kitsch and bourgeois like average citizens. 42 00:02:25,360 --> 00:02:27,820 They want a welcoming home 43 00:02:28,180 --> 00:02:31,670 to share with a partner honest and faithful, without being noticed, 44 00:02:31,670 --> 00:02:35,590 in a marriage-like relationship. 45 00:02:36,170 --> 00:02:40,550 The ideal partner must be clean, serious and genuine. 46 00:02:41,110 --> 00:02:43,770 An intact and fresh boy. 47 00:02:44,050 --> 00:02:47,700 Lovable and playful... like a German shepherd. 48 00:02:48,130 --> 00:02:53,630 They ask each other to be aesthetes, to take care of your appearance. 49 00:02:53,930 --> 00:02:58,210 It makes them proud and distinguishes them from others. 50 00:02:58,570 --> 00:03:02,770 Because they are despised by the bourgeois as if they were sick and inferior 51 00:03:03,100 --> 00:03:06,110 try to be even more like them, 52 00:03:06,450 --> 00:03:08,600 to consume their guilt 53 00:03:08,720 --> 00:03:11,600 with an excess of bourgeois virtues. 54 00:03:11,720 --> 00:03:15,910 They are politically passive and conservative, 55 00:03:16,440 --> 00:03:19,950 in gratitude for not being beaten to death. 56 00:03:20,340 --> 00:03:27,090 It's not homosexuals who are perverse, but the situation in which they have to live. 57 00:03:27,210 --> 00:03:29,630 They are ashamed of their nature. 58 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:35,650 For centuries, Christian education has taught they who are nothing but pigs. 59 00:03:35,770 --> 00:03:39,860 Thus, they escape this terrible reality 60 00:03:40,340 --> 00:03:43,760 in a romantic world of kitsch and ideals. 61 00:03:44,310 --> 00:03:47,170 They have lucid dreams 62 00:03:47,290 --> 00:03:54,120 about someone who will help them escape to their daily difficulties 63 00:03:54,680 --> 00:03:58,060 in a world of love and romance. 64 00:03:58,970 --> 00:04:00,860 A homosexual relationship, 65 00:04:01,210 --> 00:04:04,180 as much as both partners wish it, 66 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:06,590 it is doomed to fail. 67 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:11,590 They hide like criminals, forced to start their relationships 68 00:04:12,130 --> 00:04:15,280 having sex without foreplay. 69 00:04:15,590 --> 00:04:20,800 Pure sex ignores needs individual of the partner. 70 00:04:21,620 --> 00:04:24,890 It simply serves as an object of his own lust. 71 00:04:25,140 --> 00:04:29,300 With a little luck, this one condition is mutual. 72 00:04:30,170 --> 00:04:36,240 But it's not enough to establish a relationship satisfactory between two people. 73 00:04:41,610 --> 00:04:44,770 Clemens desires Daniel and his boy body, 74 00:04:45,470 --> 00:04:48,530 which, in Clemens' eyes, differs pleasantly for its firmness 75 00:04:49,070 --> 00:04:51,910 with the soft curves of a woman. 76 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:57,140 For as long as he can remember, he has always been attracted to men. 77 00:04:57,870 --> 00:05:00,760 He loves Daniel's boyish and shy behavior 78 00:05:01,450 --> 00:05:03,200 and its uncontaminated nature. 79 00:05:04,900 --> 00:05:07,930 Daniel struggles with feelings of sin, 80 00:05:08,460 --> 00:05:12,200 which weighs on him due to his rigid upbringing. 81 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:15,470 He doesn't dare look at Clemens... 82 00:05:16,240 --> 00:05:17,640 because he likes it a lot. 83 00:05:18,500 --> 00:05:19,930 And this confuses him. 84 00:05:21,490 --> 00:05:23,790 Without really knowing why. 85 00:05:25,420 --> 00:05:30,330 Clemens' love for Daniel and the satisfaction of his touch, 86 00:05:30,790 --> 00:05:33,190 it gives him a sense of purity. 87 00:05:33,540 --> 00:05:37,220 The beauty and purity of one human-human connection. 88 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,920 To prove it, he'd like to throw open the windows 89 00:05:41,920 --> 00:05:45,190 and show the whole world how beautiful it is 90 00:05:45,490 --> 00:05:47,440 it can be love between two men. 91 00:06:05,190 --> 00:06:07,080 I'm so happy, Daniel. 92 00:06:07,410 --> 00:06:08,450 Me too. 93 00:06:08,880 --> 00:06:10,710 I don't want to let you go. 94 00:06:11,540 --> 00:06:14,280 Can you imagine us being together? 95 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:16,540 It's all so new to me. 96 00:06:16,910 --> 00:06:20,090 I didn't know it could mean so much to me 97 00:06:20,450 --> 00:06:21,800 sleep with a man. 98 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:24,500 Is this really your first time? 99 00:06:25,160 --> 00:06:28,570 No, it's not, but not until now I could admit it to myself 100 00:06:28,980 --> 00:06:30,830 which really interested me. 101 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:33,700 For the first time I am truly happy. 102 00:06:34,030 --> 00:06:35,460 Are you sure? 103 00:06:35,460 --> 00:06:37,870 Maybe you'll think differently tomorrow. 104 00:06:40,490 --> 00:06:42,930 With Daniel a new life began for me. 105 00:06:43,130 --> 00:06:46,030 Because he was the only one who gave me great feelings. 106 00:06:46,230 --> 00:06:47,680 I will always love him for this. 107 00:06:47,800 --> 00:06:50,430 For us there was nothing but our love. 108 00:06:50,430 --> 00:06:53,690 Everything that was happening around us it no longer had any meaning. 109 00:06:54,090 --> 00:06:55,610 Only now did I realize 110 00:06:55,730 --> 00:06:58,190 that my whole life had been sad and grey. 111 00:06:58,510 --> 00:07:00,480 I didn't know what love meant. 112 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:03,610 I continued to live without a purpose. 113 00:07:03,940 --> 00:07:07,120 The strength with which he loved me bound me more and more to him. 114 00:07:07,480 --> 00:07:09,360 I didn't want to be without him anymore. 115 00:07:09,980 --> 00:07:13,640 Every hour spent alone it seemed a kind of punishment. 116 00:07:14,150 --> 00:07:16,460 I was tormented by a feverish desire. 117 00:07:17,170 --> 00:07:20,150 Our hugs afterwards were intoxicating. 118 00:07:20,150 --> 00:07:22,970 We spent the most of it of our evenings at home, 119 00:07:22,970 --> 00:07:26,120 to educate ourselves through TV programs. 120 00:07:26,450 --> 00:07:28,550 We both took care of the house, 121 00:07:28,780 --> 00:07:30,720 and time flew by. 122 00:07:31,500 --> 00:07:36,150 On weekends I would sit for hours at the bar where Daniel worked. 123 00:07:36,930 --> 00:07:39,590 On our days off, when the weather was nice, 124 00:07:39,690 --> 00:07:42,480 we went to the countryside, dreaming of the day. 125 00:07:42,830 --> 00:07:44,930 Or we drove aimlessly around the city. 126 00:07:44,930 --> 00:07:47,690 When it rained, we wrote letters, or we read. 127 00:07:47,890 --> 00:07:49,180 "Dear mother, 128 00:07:50,020 --> 00:07:53,650 this is my fourth month in Berlin. 129 00:07:54,160 --> 00:07:57,160 Time flew by. 130 00:07:57,660 --> 00:08:00,860 Working at the Cafe is fun. 131 00:08:01,350 --> 00:08:06,500 I rented a room in a friend's apartment. 132 00:08:07,060 --> 00:08:08,730 Let's get along 133 00:08:08,990 --> 00:08:11,560 and he has already shown me a lot about the city. 134 00:08:11,900 --> 00:08:15,280 I am particularly impressed by the surroundings 135 00:08:15,490 --> 00:08:18,050 with their numerous lakes and forests". 136 00:08:18,260 --> 00:08:21,660 Gays try to simulate a middle-class marriage. 137 00:08:21,880 --> 00:08:26,770 Instead of hating those responsible for their misfortune, 138 00:08:26,970 --> 00:08:34,350 they want a permanent relationship granted by the Church and the State. 139 00:08:34,710 --> 00:08:39,770 A bourgeois marriage is based on raising children 140 00:08:39,980 --> 00:08:41,950 and wife oppression. 141 00:08:42,410 --> 00:08:47,740 Gay marriage cannot be nothing but a ridiculous imitation, 142 00:08:48,100 --> 00:08:51,780 as the lack of mutual duties is replaced 143 00:08:52,090 --> 00:08:57,080 from a romantic and unrealistic love. 144 00:08:57,730 --> 00:09:03,050 That romantic and idolatrous love it's nothing but self-love. 145 00:09:03,050 --> 00:09:05,260 Most gays don't realize 146 00:09:05,690 --> 00:09:09,550 that the love they feel is actually self-love. 147 00:09:09,820 --> 00:09:15,230 The partner is seen as an idol of own hopes and desires. 148 00:09:15,530 --> 00:09:19,890 They neither try to understand them nor pay attention to them. 149 00:09:20,180 --> 00:09:24,330 They even burden their partner with their own problems. 150 00:09:24,850 --> 00:09:30,040 Gay marriage fails because of rivalry between two presumptuous men, 151 00:09:30,260 --> 00:09:35,100 that they were educated not to prosecute their interests together, 152 00:09:35,330 --> 00:09:38,810 but to compete against each other. 153 00:09:38,930 --> 00:09:41,720 The lack of mutual duties, 154 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:44,640 and the inability to understand each other, 155 00:09:44,970 --> 00:09:49,020 because they remained too attached to themselves, 156 00:09:49,250 --> 00:09:54,120 will soon lead to the tragic end of a romantic friendship. 157 00:09:54,700 --> 00:09:57,680 What remains is loneliness 158 00:09:57,980 --> 00:09:59,930 and a great void, 159 00:10:00,460 --> 00:10:06,310 which will soon be filled with new, unreal and vain dreams. 160 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:18,210 It's been 4 months since I came to Berlin. 161 00:10:18,210 --> 00:10:20,980 I have decided to leave Clemens. 162 00:10:21,100 --> 00:10:25,420 I know it's a big mistake, because I still love it like the first day. 163 00:10:25,420 --> 00:10:30,030 We often act against our feelings, too if we later bitterly regret it. 164 00:10:30,030 --> 00:10:32,660 In the small café where Daniel worked, 165 00:10:32,780 --> 00:10:37,170 he was approached by a rich man, whom he soon trusted. 166 00:10:37,380 --> 00:10:40,350 He was fascinated by her knowledge and sophistication. 167 00:10:40,940 --> 00:10:45,710 The elegance and cleanliness for which he had learned to love Clemens 168 00:10:45,930 --> 00:10:48,740 and which he, without admitting it, found suffocating, 169 00:10:49,120 --> 00:10:52,830 it laid the foundations for an artistic world and unimaginable cultural.. 170 00:10:53,270 --> 00:10:57,030 The feeling of something big and important pervaded him so strongly, 171 00:10:57,270 --> 00:11:02,170 who agreed to join his benefactor for a longer trip, 172 00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:05,760 and thereafter remained with him in his abode. 173 00:11:11,430 --> 00:11:14,450 The so-called "Pedagogical Eros", 174 00:11:14,670 --> 00:11:19,340 with which older gays justify the fact of going to bed with young people, 175 00:11:19,570 --> 00:11:24,840 it means nothing more than authoritarian dependence 176 00:11:25,030 --> 00:11:29,670 of an idiot for a stupid and defenseless boy. 177 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:32,320 Education and the arts, 178 00:11:32,550 --> 00:11:38,250 which in the past were serious pastimes for the rich, 179 00:11:38,490 --> 00:11:44,150 are welcomed with gratitude by gays as an escape from their problems. 180 00:11:44,150 --> 00:11:48,160 The popular belief that gays are artistically more gifted than others 181 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:50,590 it is, in fact, an old lady's tale. 182 00:11:50,590 --> 00:11:53,240 They put so much effort into the art, 183 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:57,420 because they believe it makes their life more bearable. 184 00:11:57,910 --> 00:12:04,950 For them art remains so superficial and irrelevant, just like when Heydrich played the piano. 185 00:12:05,420 --> 00:12:10,000 As long as education and art are a among the rich and powerful 186 00:12:10,210 --> 00:12:15,630 to hide the human and economic difficulties in the world, 187 00:12:15,750 --> 00:12:18,220 should be radically rejected. 188 00:12:18,340 --> 00:12:23,210 And as long as gays imagine themselves to be especially valuable 189 00:12:23,330 --> 00:12:28,800 when they try to imitate the rich, they must also be rejected. 190 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:35,270 It's really the rich gays who are interested to maintain the slavery of homosexuals. 191 00:12:35,470 --> 00:12:39,790 They welcome the impotence of the oppressed, 192 00:12:39,980 --> 00:12:43,660 because it is easier to lure them into their beds. 193 00:12:58,510 --> 00:13:03,870 "You know the country, the country, the country 194 00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:08,970 where lemons bloom. 195 00:13:09,090 --> 00:13:13,380 In dark foliage 196 00:13:13,500 --> 00:13:18,050 golden oranges shine. 197 00:13:18,770 --> 00:13:23,580 A gentle breeze 198 00:13:23,820 --> 00:13:28,360 blows from the blue sky 199 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:32,820 The myrtle stands still 200 00:13:33,100 --> 00:13:38,280 and the laurel above 201 00:13:40,100 --> 00:13:45,320 A light breeze blows from the blue sky 202 00:13:45,650 --> 00:13:52,720 The myrtle stands still and the laurel stands tall. 203 00:13:53,940 --> 00:13:59,520 Do you know the country? 204 00:13:59,790 --> 00:14:06,680 Do you know him well? 205 00:14:07,100 --> 00:14:12,060 There, there 206 00:14:12,820 --> 00:14:15,670 I want to come with you, 207 00:14:16,230 --> 00:14:22,000 oh my beloved, move. 208 00:14:22,370 --> 00:14:26,830 Here, I want to go with you, there. 209 00:14:27,150 --> 00:14:30,090 Here, 210 00:14:30,420 --> 00:14:33,800 there... 211 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:56,570 For gays, culture is a way to get to know each other. 212 00:14:57,120 --> 00:15:01,690 In a sultry atmosphere of exaggerated formalities, 213 00:15:01,810 --> 00:15:04,490 they soon drop their masks. 214 00:15:04,610 --> 00:15:10,150 Disappointments in love throughout your life, they have made many cold and inhuman 215 00:15:10,580 --> 00:15:14,670 and they see their partner only as a sexual object. 216 00:15:16,160 --> 00:15:20,430 Homosexuals have a more ambitious desire for independence 217 00:15:20,550 --> 00:15:22,730 and success compared to others, 218 00:15:22,850 --> 00:15:28,920 because they know that at an advanced age they will not be loved for who they are. 219 00:15:29,040 --> 00:15:33,170 The biggest thing for gays is over-emphasis 220 00:15:33,540 --> 00:15:36,670 of youth and physicality. 221 00:15:36,790 --> 00:15:41,690 Buying a young person also means buying back a part 222 00:15:42,110 --> 00:15:45,170 of his lost youth. 223 00:15:45,410 --> 00:15:49,320 On her paternal lover's first night of music, 224 00:15:49,550 --> 00:15:54,200 he had the opportunity to meet his acquaintances: famous actors and businessmen. 225 00:15:54,320 --> 00:15:56,890 He feels left alone and is desperate. 226 00:15:57,130 --> 00:16:01,400 His friend appears to have only eyes for that young exotic singer. 227 00:16:01,660 --> 00:16:05,580 Once again, he is at the mercy of comforting attempts of the old. 228 00:16:05,780 --> 00:16:09,160 They flatter him, caress his hair, 229 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:13,420 and they close a tight circle around him. Everyone wants it for themselves. 230 00:16:13,540 --> 00:16:17,250 Suddenly he feels nauseous like if he needed to vomit. 231 00:16:17,450 --> 00:16:19,530 He knows he can't stay there, 232 00:16:19,650 --> 00:16:23,300 where his faith in all this which is good and beautiful was betrayed. 233 00:16:23,420 --> 00:16:25,850 He leaves in disgust. 234 00:16:26,890 --> 00:16:30,280 Daniel looked for a new job. 235 00:16:31,100 --> 00:16:34,990 Now he works in a meeting place afternoon for homosexuals. 236 00:16:35,860 --> 00:16:39,210 He rented a room cheaply from a colleague, 237 00:16:39,610 --> 00:16:45,300 and, through work, makes friends with people his age. 238 00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:47,860 Other gays like him, 239 00:16:48,210 --> 00:16:51,730 because he knows how to adapt to their customs. 240 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:54,870 Become more confident and independent, 241 00:16:55,410 --> 00:16:59,390 and does not invest all his feelings in adventures. 242 00:17:00,390 --> 00:17:03,770 Everything is new, and he is happy to be able to live almost freely 243 00:17:03,980 --> 00:17:07,490 among a group of like-minded people. 244 00:17:07,490 --> 00:17:11,050 Interesting conversations about cinema, fashion and grooming 245 00:17:11,170 --> 00:17:13,740 give him inspiration for his free time, 246 00:17:14,190 --> 00:17:16,750 which he spends almost exclusively with gays. 247 00:17:19,280 --> 00:17:25,650 Most homosexuals are employed or have a service job. 248 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,980 because they are afraid of getting their nails dirty, 249 00:17:29,100 --> 00:17:31,680 and they also fear aggression from colleagues. 250 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:35,190 Gays have double trouble in the workplace 251 00:17:35,390 --> 00:17:38,430 because the usual crappy work comes with it 252 00:17:38,550 --> 00:17:41,850 by an unnerving self-sacrifice. 253 00:17:42,060 --> 00:17:44,090 They become "leisure queers" 254 00:17:44,340 --> 00:17:51,330 eager to escape the lie of the place of work and entering the gay world, 255 00:17:51,450 --> 00:17:56,480 where they are not recognized as human but as gay. 256 00:17:56,730 --> 00:17:59,720 They meet for coffee and cake, 257 00:17:59,920 --> 00:18:03,800 listen to songs by Zarah Leander and Marlene Dietrich, 258 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:10,130 and they take trips to places like Sylt and Torremolinos. 259 00:18:10,980 --> 00:18:17,500 The less they are capable of having human relationships with each other, 260 00:18:17,730 --> 00:18:20,860 the more they need a replacement. 261 00:18:21,260 --> 00:18:24,030 The desire for happiness and fulfillment 262 00:18:24,310 --> 00:18:30,100 it is exploited by industry and diverted into material things. 263 00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:36,250 For the bourgeoisie it is about domestic interiors, televisions and cars. 264 00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:38,900 For gays, it's all about fashion. 265 00:18:39,020 --> 00:18:45,670 Just like the packaging of a product distracts from its real content, 266 00:18:45,940 --> 00:18:52,450 gays use fashion to get attention on their external appearance. 267 00:18:52,710 --> 00:18:56,240 The desire to adorn one's body 268 00:18:56,430 --> 00:19:00,380 fits the enormous vanity of gays, 269 00:19:00,590 --> 00:19:06,650 that soon they won't be able to love anyone else but themselves. 270 00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:11,370 The blue sweater that gays wore years ago, 271 00:19:11,570 --> 00:19:15,600 which differed distinctly from boring men's fashion, 272 00:19:15,810 --> 00:19:20,300 it turned into exhibitionism and fetishism. 273 00:19:20,740 --> 00:19:24,100 Fashion must be like a second skin, 274 00:19:24,330 --> 00:19:27,850 indicating the size of the penis. 275 00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:32,930 Soon gays will have nothing to do but... 276 00:19:33,190 --> 00:19:36,910 wait like a high class prostitute 277 00:19:37,190 --> 00:19:42,520 let a rich man take them away into a world 278 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:47,230 of pure pleasure... and lust. 279 00:19:49,830 --> 00:19:53,940 Homosexuals have nothing in common 280 00:19:54,150 --> 00:19:58,410 than the strong desire to sleep with a man. 281 00:20:01,630 --> 00:20:06,180 The growing desire for the naked male body 282 00:20:06,530 --> 00:20:09,790 it makes them get kicked out of their families and go places 283 00:20:10,340 --> 00:20:12,640 where they can meet other gays. 284 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:17,070 In the company of other gays, they can forget for a while 285 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:21,100 who are lepers and outcasts of society. 286 00:20:21,880 --> 00:20:25,240 However, they hate each other. 287 00:20:26,060 --> 00:20:30,560 They see others as a reflection of their own misfortune. 288 00:20:30,990 --> 00:20:32,410 Fear of sexuality, 289 00:20:32,650 --> 00:20:36,080 feelings of guilt, imposed on them by society, 290 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:38,720 and a strong sense of competition 291 00:20:38,940 --> 00:20:43,360 they make them secret enemies of each other. 292 00:20:44,140 --> 00:20:48,420 But in order to communicate with each other, 293 00:20:48,710 --> 00:20:51,870 they have to pretend they have something in common, 294 00:20:51,990 --> 00:20:54,350 which can only be false. 295 00:20:54,790 --> 00:20:59,280 They develop rituals and superficial forms. 296 00:20:59,610 --> 00:21:05,520 Just the Philistine, they judge each other by their appearance. 297 00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:11,680 To be accepted by the gay community, 298 00:21:12,050 --> 00:21:15,270 soon young homosexuals will have to trade 299 00:21:15,530 --> 00:21:19,910 their most personal interests 300 00:21:20,270 --> 00:21:25,370 for so-called gay interests and ideals. 301 00:21:25,870 --> 00:21:30,850 Meeting points for homosexuals I'm a vanity fair. 302 00:21:31,100 --> 00:21:37,440 They perform, hoping to be courted by everyone else. 303 00:21:37,970 --> 00:21:42,970 Daniel, who lay dreaming on the sunny terrace at Lake Wannsee, 304 00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:45,640 he noticed it immediately. 305 00:21:46,570 --> 00:21:51,440 She admired his strong body and immense masculinity. 306 00:21:52,420 --> 00:21:56,390 But he didn't dare show too much clearly his admiration. 307 00:21:57,590 --> 00:21:59,750 He turned his head slightly, 308 00:21:59,960 --> 00:22:03,970 as if to protect her from the blinding rays of the sun. 309 00:22:05,530 --> 00:22:10,620 With half-closed eyes he looked at those large hands, 310 00:22:11,340 --> 00:22:15,790 who were slowly peeling off a pair of tight jeans... 311 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:19,190 exposing a bulging swimsuit. 312 00:22:20,060 --> 00:22:21,200 He wanted it... 313 00:22:21,850 --> 00:22:27,230 and wanted nothing more than to satisfy his desire, 314 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:30,700 but his pride prevented him from taking the first step. 315 00:22:31,530 --> 00:22:34,250 Until now, it had always been him to be courted, 316 00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:38,150 and he could still choose among the many 317 00:22:38,450 --> 00:22:40,580 to whom he wanted to grant his favors. 318 00:22:41,260 --> 00:22:45,610 He knew his effect on others and he was partly responsible for it. 319 00:22:46,730 --> 00:22:52,520 He liked being the center of a pair of lustful eyes, 320 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:55,480 but he was too shy for some, 321 00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:58,220 that he could have loved, 322 00:22:58,890 --> 00:23:00,830 with a longer look. 323 00:23:02,450 --> 00:23:04,620 Wolfgang shared his views. 324 00:23:05,120 --> 00:23:08,200 It was the only time an adventure 325 00:23:08,740 --> 00:23:11,680 it had become a tender relationship. 326 00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:13,700 They spent a lot of time together. 327 00:23:13,700 --> 00:23:18,270 They told each other their love adventures and discussed them. 328 00:23:18,620 --> 00:23:20,640 Wolfgang was a good advisor. 329 00:23:21,030 --> 00:23:22,780 He came from a good family, 330 00:23:22,900 --> 00:23:26,490 and Daniel has adopted much of his worldly ways. 331 00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:29,550 He seemed to know what was important in life. 332 00:23:29,550 --> 00:23:33,990 They often felt like they were... really happy. 333 00:23:35,970 --> 00:23:39,910 A light breeze made the hot day more bearable. 334 00:23:39,910 --> 00:23:41,960 His skin burned a little, 335 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:45,770 but he knew that before the summer was over, 336 00:23:46,190 --> 00:23:51,410 his efforts would be rewarded with an even tan. 337 00:24:00,580 --> 00:24:04,370 Daniel, who has been living in Berlin for more than 2 years, 338 00:24:04,580 --> 00:24:10,560 she is no longer satisfied with meeting men in cafes classy, boutiques and beach clubs. 339 00:24:11,120 --> 00:24:15,230 He is fascinated by the exotic world of gay nightclubs 340 00:24:15,850 --> 00:24:18,600 Every time he feels the same frenetic excitement 341 00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:21,980 when he walks into one of those gentlemen's bars with their large mirrors, 342 00:24:21,980 --> 00:24:25,670 the pink/red lighting and the sensual rhythms. 343 00:24:26,250 --> 00:24:29,480 He loves to make his way through the dense crowd of young men 344 00:24:29,710 --> 00:24:32,140 who stare at him with passive admiration. 345 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,060 He needs this kind of self-affirmation 346 00:24:35,180 --> 00:24:37,180 to overcome his loneliness, 347 00:24:37,460 --> 00:24:41,210 that, after many numb nights, begins to grow inside him. 348 00:24:41,460 --> 00:24:45,590 An area is slowly opening up to him previously unimaginable possibilities. 349 00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:49,530 Meet people of all kinds of nationalities and professions. 350 00:24:49,780 --> 00:24:55,030 More and more often, he pushes it out into the dark night, with amazement. 351 00:24:55,670 --> 00:25:00,300 Now he has not just one, but many local favorites. 352 00:25:00,820 --> 00:25:05,120 A strong anxiety grows in him.. 353 00:25:05,350 --> 00:25:10,330 Become addicted to enticements adventures, of which he is always uncertain 354 00:25:11,030 --> 00:25:12,490 of how they will end. 355 00:25:17,210 --> 00:25:22,790 Gays rarely have difficulty get in touch in big cities. 356 00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:27,770 It's easy for them to find men to sleep with, 357 00:25:28,450 --> 00:25:32,970 because at every corner they offer themselves as prostitutes. 358 00:25:33,710 --> 00:25:36,510 Out of fear of old age they believe 359 00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:42,790 of having to experiment as much as possible possible in their youth. 360 00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:49,470 They become moody, frenetic and increasingly compulsive. 361 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:53,720 Gays are rarely happy. 362 00:25:55,380 --> 00:26:00,400 They took all sexual liberties 363 00:26:00,930 --> 00:26:03,970 that the bourgeois can only dream of. 364 00:26:04,900 --> 00:26:07,350 But they are incapable 365 00:26:07,910 --> 00:26:13,410 to truly enjoy these freedoms. 366 00:26:14,300 --> 00:26:17,870 Like everyone else, gays were educated 367 00:26:18,380 --> 00:26:23,140 in their childhood to constraints and prohibitions. 368 00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:30,620 For husband and wife, these rules and duties continue into marriage. 369 00:26:32,030 --> 00:26:36,030 But gays have the opportunity to use their freedom 370 00:26:36,310 --> 00:26:40,090 under your own responsibility. 371 00:26:40,360 --> 00:26:44,920 They could experience it all the time they want with someone 372 00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:47,280 as long as it's fun. 373 00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:50,920 For gays, freedom does not mean 374 00:26:51,490 --> 00:26:56,100 personal responsibility, but chaos. 375 00:26:57,160 --> 00:27:01,010 They remain at a infantile level. 376 00:27:01,740 --> 00:27:03,800 They are constantly excited, 377 00:27:03,810 --> 00:27:07,300 and prefer a quick and cheap adventure 378 00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:11,610 to a perhaps more precious relationship. 379 00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:14,940 Gays have a hard time 380 00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:18,060 to maintain a long-term relationship. 381 00:27:18,700 --> 00:27:21,770 Full of vanity and remorse 382 00:27:22,170 --> 00:27:26,810 they look each other in the eyes, in search of happiness. 383 00:27:27,670 --> 00:27:32,220 They carry with them the ideal image of man 384 00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:34,370 which doesn't exist. 385 00:27:35,230 --> 00:27:40,600 2,000 sexual partners in the life of a gay man 386 00:27:40,820 --> 00:27:43,520 they are often a substitute for that 387 00:27:44,100 --> 00:27:48,780 that they long for deep in their hearts. 388 00:27:49,350 --> 00:27:52,970 Every time they get let down again, 389 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:58,600 and often all they are left with is a sense of disgust. 390 00:27:59,210 --> 00:28:05,210 Most gays look like the guy of the inconspicuous son of a good family 391 00:28:05,510 --> 00:28:09,540 who attaches great importance to appearing masculine. 392 00:28:10,180 --> 00:28:12,700 They lead a double life, 393 00:28:12,940 --> 00:28:16,620 and they are afraid of being recognized as gay. 394 00:28:17,010 --> 00:28:20,380 Their biggest enemy is the flamboyant "queer". 395 00:28:20,610 --> 00:28:23,480 "Fags" are effeminate homosexuals 396 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:28,030 who try to imitate the behavior of the hysterical woman. 397 00:28:28,380 --> 00:28:30,930 They wear makeup and are the worst nightmare 398 00:28:31,050 --> 00:28:34,040 of the bourgeoisie and conformist gays 399 00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:36,630 who may feel exposed by them. 400 00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:40,730 Queers aren't dishonest like narrow-minded gays. 401 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:44,690 A gay character is often vain, moody, and jealous. 402 00:28:45,010 --> 00:28:49,830 Queers exaggerate their characteristics gay and make fun of them. 403 00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:57,520 They question the norms of our society and show what it means to be gay. 404 00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:43,140 Being gay is all Daniel cares about now. 405 00:29:43,530 --> 00:29:45,740 It has become an addiction. 406 00:29:45,860 --> 00:29:50,510 Seek out the strongest stimuli possible gratify him quickly. 407 00:36:55,280 --> 00:36:58,730 The strangest types of homosexuals, 408 00:36:58,970 --> 00:37:02,890 together with the transvestites who do they dress in women's clothes 409 00:37:03,130 --> 00:37:09,050 and desire female genitalia, they are the "supermen" in leather. 410 00:37:09,600 --> 00:37:14,770 Their masculinity is the most damaged one. 411 00:37:15,340 --> 00:37:18,630 To compensate for the loss of their virility, 412 00:37:18,860 --> 00:37:22,730 they adorn themselves with symbols of masculinity. 413 00:37:23,070 --> 00:37:30,760 Similar to how covert homosexuality comes shown by the Nazis, in western films or in the army, 414 00:37:31,300 --> 00:37:33,930 even leather men crave 415 00:37:34,230 --> 00:37:39,190 a world of violence conveyed through their symbols... 416 00:37:39,500 --> 00:37:43,800 ...when, in reality, they are as innocent as children playing war games. 417 00:37:44,050 --> 00:37:47,970 The lust that can no longer be experienced directly 418 00:37:48,190 --> 00:37:49,940 it becomes perversion. 419 00:37:50,410 --> 00:37:56,340 Men in leather get sexual gratification only through the use of auxiliary devices. 420 00:37:56,600 --> 00:38:01,410 The skin is often associated to sadism and masochism... 421 00:38:01,780 --> 00:38:06,100 to the need to punish and be punished. 422 00:38:06,620 --> 00:38:09,380 Men in leather expect punishment 423 00:38:09,790 --> 00:38:15,880 because they feel they have failed in themselves and in society 424 00:38:16,420 --> 00:38:20,580 They are nice and kind people who suffer from their weakness. 425 00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:24,980 Always looking for new sexual adventures, 426 00:38:25,340 --> 00:38:28,420 Daniel ventured into the city's municipal park, 427 00:38:28,970 --> 00:38:32,220 where he hopes to be able to let off steam in a more casual way. 428 00:38:33,380 --> 00:38:37,180 The nightly ritual of courting in bars had tired him. 429 00:38:37,520 --> 00:38:42,130 It was too difficult for him to have one long conversation with someone 430 00:38:42,130 --> 00:38:45,850 who he just wanted to have sex with and having to endure it all night. 431 00:38:46,590 --> 00:38:50,100 The oppressive atmosphere of the park became more captivating 432 00:38:50,530 --> 00:38:54,780 with the thought of having new experiences sexually with strangers. 433 00:38:55,830 --> 00:39:00,780 Fearing to be interrupted, 434 00:39:01,440 --> 00:39:05,000 and with the unsatisfied wait for a touch, 435 00:39:05,500 --> 00:39:08,500 surpasses the fascinating choreography of men, 436 00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:11,230 who walked timidly 437 00:39:11,850 --> 00:39:14,780 without saying a word. 438 00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:18,140 But he leaves the park... 439 00:39:18,460 --> 00:39:23,090 disappointed not to have found dominant aggression 440 00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:25,640 that he hoped for so much. 441 00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:30,260 He believes that knowledge is necessary of secret signals and rituals 442 00:39:30,260 --> 00:39:34,500 which could open up the kingdom of perversion to him. 443 00:39:35,610 --> 00:39:39,090 Daniel knows he can't go back. 444 00:39:39,450 --> 00:39:41,890 She wants a man tonight! 445 00:39:42,660 --> 00:39:45,770 He often returned home in the evening satisfied 446 00:39:45,770 --> 00:39:48,810 she could have had many boyfriends if she wanted. 447 00:39:49,100 --> 00:39:53,700 That feeling was more important of actually sleeping with them. 448 00:39:54,060 --> 00:39:58,590 He doesn't want to control himself anymore. 449 00:39:58,860 --> 00:40:03,820 He doesn't know what else to do. Nothing matters anymore. It's as if... 450 00:40:04,410 --> 00:40:06,610 was in a state of intoxication. 451 00:40:06,610 --> 00:40:10,200 Public toilets are the meeting points most popular for homosexuals. 452 00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:13,500 Many gays with contact difficulties, 453 00:40:13,870 --> 00:40:18,500 they are forced to live their first experience homosexual in a public toilet. 454 00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:23,020 Being punished for their homosexuality by society 455 00:40:23,250 --> 00:40:27,060 and left with a guilty conscience, 456 00:40:27,340 --> 00:40:33,010 many have reduced their homosexuality strictly to sex. 457 00:40:33,540 --> 00:40:39,030 The men stand side by side in constant fear of being discovered 458 00:40:39,030 --> 00:40:44,570 and are forced to react within seconds when they found someone, 459 00:40:44,570 --> 00:40:47,680 often after a long wait. 460 00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:51,630 A relationship directed only towards a man's penis 461 00:40:51,910 --> 00:40:57,610 For many gays, it's the only type of lovemaking they know. 462 00:40:57,980 --> 00:41:03,730 They wander from bathroom to bathroom, constantly looking for satisfaction, 463 00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:07,880 which, in the best case scenario, they obtain only in partial form. 464 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:12,320 Gays themselves keep it low consider public toilets. 465 00:41:12,540 --> 00:41:16,590 But they pretend to despise "piss" gays. 466 00:41:16,590 --> 00:41:21,650 It doesn't stop them from visiting hidden pee booths 467 00:41:22,020 --> 00:41:26,390 if they didn't find anyone in their posh bars. 468 00:41:26,840 --> 00:41:31,890 Here they find favor with the types of working class often male 469 00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:35,660 that they have no interest in hide their excitement 470 00:41:35,660 --> 00:41:39,280 under fashion and good manners. 471 00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:43,240 Being a cheater is much more comfortable in our society 472 00:41:43,240 --> 00:41:46,410 rather than doing boring, impersonal work. 473 00:41:46,710 --> 00:41:50,030 We don't make as much as prostitutes, though. 474 00:41:50,500 --> 00:41:53,260 Most cheaters are runaways from foster families, 475 00:41:53,260 --> 00:41:55,270 who reject a bourgeois life 476 00:41:55,390 --> 00:41:58,160 with its few opportunities. 477 00:41:58,410 --> 00:42:03,330 Like many rockers, who repress their homosexuality with brutality, 478 00:42:03,540 --> 00:42:06,100 most cheaters are not gay at all. 479 00:42:06,100 --> 00:42:09,010 With gays, cheaters can, with a clear conscience, 480 00:42:09,010 --> 00:42:11,770 vent their hatred towards an authority 481 00:42:11,770 --> 00:42:14,400 who they hold responsible for their destiny. 482 00:42:14,620 --> 00:42:16,010 They hate gays, 483 00:42:16,130 --> 00:42:20,830 because in the eyes of our society, gays are even worse than a normal criminal. 484 00:42:20,830 --> 00:42:24,830 The extortion, assault and murder of gays were the order of the day 485 00:42:24,950 --> 00:42:30,370 when, thanks to Paragraph 175, older gay men they had to endure all of this with gratitude. 486 00:42:30,370 --> 00:42:31,970 The law was abolished, 487 00:42:32,150 --> 00:42:36,030 but not people's attitude towards certain homosexuals 488 00:42:36,030 --> 00:42:39,120 who still live in constant fear of being discovered. 489 00:42:39,390 --> 00:42:44,960 In line with the anti-aging attitude general in our society, 490 00:42:45,130 --> 00:42:49,720 Getting old is the cruelest thing for gays. 491 00:42:50,150 --> 00:42:54,330 Gays dig themselves an early grave 492 00:42:54,920 --> 00:42:59,570 for they worship only the young male body 493 00:42:59,920 --> 00:43:03,170 and ignore human qualities. 494 00:43:03,530 --> 00:43:08,020 It's not uncommon for gays to start age already at 30 years old. 495 00:43:08,530 --> 00:43:11,710 And if an older gay man isn't rich, 496 00:43:11,940 --> 00:43:18,640 is forced to exploit coldly and aggressively younger gays, 497 00:43:19,190 --> 00:43:23,920 or embark on dangerous adventures with tricksters. 498 00:43:24,690 --> 00:43:30,810 Sex plays a much bigger role for older gay men than for married men 499 00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:34,930 who, always having the same woman in bed, 500 00:43:35,160 --> 00:43:36,820 they soon become helpless. 501 00:43:36,940 --> 00:43:41,430 Older gays always get turned on back to the sight of young people. 502 00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:47,140 Their mostly unsuccessful attempts of having sex in toilets and dark parks, 503 00:43:47,510 --> 00:43:52,560 since they are not welcome in bars, 504 00:43:52,840 --> 00:43:56,710 they absorb much of their energy. 505 00:43:57,160 --> 00:44:02,180 Many deny their age out of pure vanity. 506 00:44:02,490 --> 00:44:05,760 And they try to stay young artificially, 507 00:44:06,310 --> 00:44:09,280 which makes them look ridiculous. 508 00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:14,820 The life of older gay men is not a bed of roses. 509 00:44:15,290 --> 00:44:19,460 They are often exposed to an inhuman loneliness 510 00:44:19,730 --> 00:44:23,180 which, like a growing ulcer, 511 00:44:23,180 --> 00:44:28,330 it dries up every joy in life. 512 00:45:06,530 --> 00:45:13,110 No! No! No! Those shoes you're wearing are terrible! Match that shirt and scarf... 513 00:45:13,500 --> 00:45:19,300 I saw him wearing it once bright red shoes... Disgusting! 514 00:45:19,420 --> 00:45:21,950 She's only lucky when she's in the cottage! 515 00:45:22,070 --> 00:45:26,070 I also saw him at the station, dressed in bright colors... 516 00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:28,400 from dusk to dawn... 517 00:45:28,550 --> 00:45:33,410 And during the day he looks like a parrot! Terrible! 518 00:45:38,640 --> 00:45:42,920 Gay whores, dirty gay whores! They are not human, they belong to a concentration camp! 519 00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:46,530 It's one of the dirtiest practices! I'm scum! It's a crime! 520 00:45:46,650 --> 00:45:50,180 If my son was gay, I would beat him to death! 521 00:45:50,180 --> 00:45:54,140 Why raise a child with love and devotion if it ends up being perverted? 522 00:45:54,140 --> 00:45:58,650 I feel sorry for them. They are sick, unfortunate people. 523 00:45:58,770 --> 00:46:03,220 Perhaps psychoanalysis could cure them. Who knows? 524 00:46:03,500 --> 00:46:05,880 Nobody wants anything to do with them. 525 00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:08,050 I would fight too. 526 00:46:08,280 --> 00:46:12,360 They need to be gassed and castrated! All you can do is beat them! 527 00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:15,900 If one of them dares to touch me, 528 00:46:16,190 --> 00:46:20,820 I would beat the shit out of him and do it to him forget you were ever gay. 529 00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:22,750 They need a good whipping! 530 00:46:22,750 --> 00:46:27,670 They are so hypersexual that they don't know what else to do. 531 00:46:52,430 --> 00:46:57,100 I am the splendid lady you know from the cabaret show! 532 00:46:57,370 --> 00:47:01,160 Look around the fair and you'll see that there is no one else like me. 533 00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:04,420 All the men turn and look at me, 534 00:47:04,990 --> 00:47:08,600 And I also know exactly why. 535 00:47:08,820 --> 00:47:12,570 I am the splendid lady you know from the cabaret show! 536 00:47:12,690 --> 00:47:16,140 Look around the fair and you'll see that there is no one else like me. 537 00:47:16,260 --> 00:47:19,020 All the boys stare into my eyes, 538 00:47:20,100 --> 00:47:23,320 but what I like passes me by... 539 00:47:23,700 --> 00:47:27,400 but what I like passes me by! 540 00:50:45,160 --> 00:50:48,020 Daniel is desperate and alone. 541 00:50:48,730 --> 00:50:54,740 He tries to numb himself with alcohol and cigarettes in his new favorite bar. 542 00:50:55,250 --> 00:51:01,450 Here he can recover from his surreal experiences escapades in parks and public toilets, 543 00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:03,890 before going back. 544 00:51:04,010 --> 00:51:08,560 He needs distraction from silence disturbing of his room 545 00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:11,680 and the immutable problems of his work. 546 00:51:12,240 --> 00:51:15,250 It's a fantastic theater of dwarves, 547 00:51:15,650 --> 00:51:16,800 cripples, 548 00:51:17,330 --> 00:51:19,250 and ordinary transvestites. 549 00:51:19,580 --> 00:51:24,860 They rarely come out into the open, but they are welcome here. 550 00:51:25,180 --> 00:51:27,200 Workers and older gays, 551 00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:30,260 who are not welcome in trendy gay bars, 552 00:51:30,580 --> 00:51:32,150 here they can feel at home... 553 00:51:32,450 --> 00:51:36,360 and sit together as a big family, having frenetic fun, 554 00:51:36,940 --> 00:51:39,870 forgetting their loneliness. 555 00:52:44,390 --> 00:52:47,980 A rose blooms in Colorado 556 00:52:48,230 --> 00:52:51,720 A rose, beautiful and red 557 00:52:52,100 --> 00:52:55,670 up in the mountains of Colorado, 558 00:52:55,930 --> 00:52:59,620 that's where I will meet my rose again! 559 00:52:59,890 --> 00:53:03,830 He has two cerulean eyes 560 00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:07,730 And his heart belongs only to me. 561 00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:11,820 A rose blooms in Colorado! 562 00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:15,930 And tomorrow morning I'll go to her! 563 00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:25,000 - Hello, Paolo. How are you? - Fine thanks. 564 00:53:25,250 --> 00:53:27,510 - And you? - I'm fine. 565 00:53:27,750 --> 00:53:29,800 Do you still live with the kids? 566 00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:31,430 I see you so rarely. 567 00:53:31,550 --> 00:53:33,580 Yes, it's very fun. 568 00:53:34,230 --> 00:53:35,720 It's better than living alone. 569 00:53:35,840 --> 00:53:39,120 It was difficult at first, because there we only cared about ourselves. 570 00:53:39,120 --> 00:53:41,460 But if you learn to be respectful of each other, 571 00:53:41,580 --> 00:53:43,980 It's much better than living alone. 572 00:53:44,230 --> 00:53:49,090 - Can I come and visit you sometime? - Sure, do you have any plans now? 573 00:53:49,670 --> 00:53:52,610 If you are interested, you can check it out how we are living. 574 00:53:52,610 --> 00:53:57,800 I would like! Hanging out in bars it becomes exhausting over time. 575 00:54:00,500 --> 00:54:02,260 I don't know why this is so. 576 00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:05,830 Maybe I've been disappointed too many times. 577 00:54:06,180 --> 00:54:08,280 You are afraid to show your feelings 578 00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:11,130 and you wait for guys to be interested in you. 579 00:54:11,450 --> 00:54:13,700 But when someone falls in love, you break up. 580 00:54:13,820 --> 00:54:17,370 I'm afraid of falling in love. Over time you become cautious. 581 00:54:17,650 --> 00:54:19,960 I'm basically alone. 582 00:54:20,220 --> 00:54:23,550 I always go to bars, but nothing new happens. 583 00:54:23,850 --> 00:54:26,070 I slept with most of the guys. 584 00:54:26,330 --> 00:54:28,720 My longest relationship was with Clemens. 585 00:54:28,840 --> 00:54:30,340 Do you still like it? 586 00:54:30,810 --> 00:54:32,590 I'll never forget it. 587 00:54:33,610 --> 00:54:35,150 I won't give up hope. 588 00:54:35,270 --> 00:54:37,820 I want to take advantage of the time before I get old 589 00:54:37,940 --> 00:54:39,730 and experiment as much as possible. 590 00:54:39,850 --> 00:54:41,690 I saw a lot. 591 00:54:41,930 --> 00:54:46,120 If I had stayed in my little town, I would never know what's out there. 592 00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:50,180 I've been to parties in fancy houses, I've slept with celebrities, 593 00:54:50,570 --> 00:54:52,840 ironers, coal conveyors... 594 00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:55,040 I'm glad I didn't become a bourgeois 595 00:54:55,270 --> 00:54:58,810 with wife and children. The same routine, day after day... 596 00:54:59,230 --> 00:55:02,280 You told us how it all began, 597 00:55:02,590 --> 00:55:07,220 and that everything was fantastic, because it was new and adventurous, 598 00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:11,460 but when you came here, you were sick and tired of being gay. 599 00:55:11,690 --> 00:55:14,080 You've become a "career queer." 600 00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:18,940 Your interests are sex and what it takes to get there. 601 00:55:20,490 --> 00:55:23,700 But you feel too weak to get out on your own. 602 00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:27,270 It's difficult for you, because you have no other interests 603 00:55:27,550 --> 00:55:30,260 besides being gay. 604 00:55:30,670 --> 00:55:34,910 You will damage your nerves and become more dependent and unhappy. 605 00:55:35,320 --> 00:55:38,600 You've become a whore who doesn't get paid. 606 00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:45,250 You have become incapable of having a human relationship. 607 00:55:45,500 --> 00:55:49,460 Everything became cold, calculating and tense. 608 00:55:49,690 --> 00:55:52,330 I think what you did was pretty stupid. 609 00:55:52,330 --> 00:55:54,930 Live like a million other gays. 610 00:55:55,160 --> 00:55:58,140 You are as tense, dependent and unhappy as they are. 611 00:55:58,260 --> 00:56:01,960 In a time when everyone feared being imprisoned, 612 00:56:02,250 --> 00:56:03,590 it would have been understandable. 613 00:56:03,590 --> 00:56:06,950 But now is the time to help ourselves. 614 00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:10,360 We've all been so intimidated by our families, 615 00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:13,190 that now all we are made of is weakness. 616 00:56:13,310 --> 00:56:16,830 Because we can never really forget the prohibitions 617 00:56:17,070 --> 00:56:19,110 imposed on us in our childhood. 618 00:56:19,230 --> 00:56:23,340 It is essential to change our shitty situation. 619 00:56:23,340 --> 00:56:25,470 We can't always blame others. 620 00:56:25,470 --> 00:56:29,780 - We have to overcome our fucking weakness. - We need to start thinking 621 00:56:30,060 --> 00:56:32,220 what we do wrong. 622 00:56:37,260 --> 00:56:40,740 It's easy for you to talk. How could I do it? 623 00:56:41,630 --> 00:56:44,460 It is essential for all gays 624 00:56:44,910 --> 00:56:48,090 come out. 625 00:56:48,350 --> 00:56:52,220 We must have the courage to tell everyone that we are gay. 626 00:56:52,220 --> 00:56:54,750 It's hard, but there's no other way. 627 00:56:54,980 --> 00:56:57,780 We feel unfree and guilty, 628 00:56:58,010 --> 00:57:01,120 and as a result, we become moody and unreliable. 629 00:57:01,700 --> 00:57:06,280 We are not even capable of being honest with those we love. 630 00:57:06,710 --> 00:57:10,640 We no longer have to be afraid of our own parents and our employers. 631 00:57:10,640 --> 00:57:12,640 We have to organize ourselves... 632 00:57:12,640 --> 00:57:17,080 ...against those fucking employers who they want to fire us because we are gay. 633 00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:20,670 We have to print on our own newspapers the names of anti-gays, 634 00:57:20,790 --> 00:57:24,280 maybe because they are secretly gay and are afraid of themselves. 635 00:57:24,280 --> 00:57:26,420 We must put an end to this situation, 636 00:57:26,420 --> 00:57:30,240 who makes us show our dicks in public toilets, 637 00:57:30,540 --> 00:57:35,460 and stay there for hours, until we leave... alone and disgusted, 638 00:57:35,580 --> 00:57:37,540 with a guilty conscience. 639 00:57:37,900 --> 00:57:39,570 However, the next day we return 640 00:57:39,570 --> 00:57:42,640 because many of us are afraid to look someone in the eye 641 00:57:42,640 --> 00:57:44,600 and start a conversation, 642 00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:47,330 to understand that the boy is a human, 643 00:57:47,450 --> 00:57:51,420 and not just someone with a dick to use and dispose of. 644 00:57:54,100 --> 00:57:56,180 It can seem moralistic and stuffy 645 00:57:56,180 --> 00:57:58,400 oppose public toilets and parks, 646 00:57:58,400 --> 00:58:00,260 but it is necessary. 647 00:58:00,260 --> 00:58:03,680 We risk becoming so insensitive 648 00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:06,570 that we will judge people only by their body, 649 00:58:06,570 --> 00:58:09,430 and in the end we too will suffer, 650 00:58:09,430 --> 00:58:11,930 because we are alone and without love. 651 00:58:14,930 --> 00:58:18,710 Gays carry with them this kitschy image of eternal love, 652 00:58:19,190 --> 00:58:23,190 as you find it in fairy tales, on TV, in films or in magazines. 653 00:58:23,490 --> 00:58:25,650 Eternal love is bullshit. 654 00:58:25,870 --> 00:58:29,310 You should be with someone as long as it's fun. 655 00:58:29,570 --> 00:58:32,180 and do not make vows of eternal fidelity and love 656 00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:35,990 that you can never maintain and that they disappoint you again and again. 657 00:58:36,450 --> 00:58:38,940 In America they now have churches for gays. 658 00:58:39,060 --> 00:58:42,240 A gay priest founded a sect where gays 659 00:58:42,240 --> 00:58:45,280 can satisfy their repressed feeling for religion, 660 00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:48,000 and even have the opportunity to get married. 661 00:58:49,110 --> 00:58:52,100 It's the same old man-woman shit. 662 00:58:52,380 --> 00:58:54,740 We don't want to be forced to be together, 663 00:58:54,740 --> 00:58:56,630 but of our own free will. 664 00:58:56,630 --> 00:58:59,150 It might be harder, but at least it's honest. 665 00:58:59,150 --> 00:59:01,810 Two boys who isolate themselves from everyone else, 666 00:59:02,070 --> 00:59:03,660 just to love each other, 667 00:59:03,780 --> 00:59:07,110 they are selfish and cruel towards others. 668 00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:11,970 We must all live together and not live 669 00:59:11,970 --> 00:59:17,000 against each other in small cells as marriage is. 670 00:59:19,000 --> 00:59:21,370 Gays should be aware that, 671 00:59:21,370 --> 00:59:23,980 with today's possibilities, most kids 672 00:59:23,980 --> 00:59:27,350 doesn't stay together for more than 2 or 3 years. 673 00:59:27,350 --> 00:59:29,470 After that it usually gets boring. 674 00:59:29,720 --> 00:59:32,460 But we should try to take advantage of this opportunity 675 00:59:32,680 --> 00:59:35,330 and at least make longer friendships 676 00:59:35,790 --> 00:59:38,650 instead of sleeping with someone else every day. 677 00:59:38,650 --> 00:59:41,600 We have to be quite disciplined 678 00:59:42,060 --> 00:59:46,290 so as not to risk losing a dear friend to a cheap fling. 679 00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:56,800 Gays being together creates a tense atmosphere. 680 00:59:57,520 --> 01:00:01,200 Others are seen as a reflection of one's own problems. 681 01:00:07,650 --> 01:00:10,670 Because we are always looking, we are fashionable and chic. 682 01:00:10,950 --> 01:00:14,720 Reject the terror of fashion! Condemn high class cheaters! 683 01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:16,540 Don't wait for rich suitors, 684 01:00:16,540 --> 01:00:19,960 because they will exploit you and dump you! 685 01:00:34,060 --> 01:00:36,540 Pretending to be real men is bullshit... 686 01:00:36,760 --> 01:00:40,410 - ...because most of the time we aren't. - Let's become gay! 687 01:00:40,410 --> 01:00:44,550 Closet gays must have the courage to come out. 688 01:00:44,830 --> 01:00:48,080 Queers and supermen should end their feud 689 01:00:48,340 --> 01:00:51,210 and fight side by side for their freedom. 690 01:00:51,330 --> 01:00:53,170 Gay hangouts like coffee, 691 01:00:53,410 --> 01:00:57,270 bars, boutiques or beaches are intolerable, 692 01:00:57,460 --> 01:01:00,700 because they're all about putting on on display. Especially the bars... 693 01:01:00,930 --> 01:01:03,530 with their hostile atmosphere. 694 01:01:04,310 --> 01:01:06,790 Everyone stands, presumptuous and tense... 695 01:01:06,910 --> 01:01:09,100 It's impossible to start a conversation 696 01:01:09,100 --> 01:01:12,110 without feeling obligated to have sex. 697 01:01:12,230 --> 01:01:13,540 Boycott those bars! 698 01:01:13,660 --> 01:01:18,250 - Push for new bars... - ...where gays can feel free, 699 01:01:18,370 --> 01:01:22,770 knowing that it's not just theirs money that others are interested in. 700 01:01:22,890 --> 01:01:25,490 Destroy those fucking gay bars 701 01:01:25,610 --> 01:01:28,060 if they are nothing more than brothels. 702 01:01:28,180 --> 01:01:30,830 Gays need to stop hating each other. 703 01:01:30,950 --> 01:01:33,880 We must love each other and not be competitors. 704 01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:39,400 The oppression of gays has made sex and the adventures that surround him so important 705 01:01:39,400 --> 01:01:42,180 which for many, have become their main activities. 706 01:01:42,180 --> 01:01:45,180 Try to be more personal, more independent! 707 01:01:45,440 --> 01:01:48,360 Most try to chase frantically 708 01:01:48,360 --> 01:01:50,820 sex for fear of old age. 709 01:01:50,820 --> 01:01:52,950 Older gays become aggressive, 710 01:01:52,950 --> 01:01:54,820 because they are despised by young people. 711 01:01:54,820 --> 01:01:58,870 When will the time come when gays don't they will only put the body first, 712 01:01:58,870 --> 01:02:01,810 age will no longer be a problem. 713 01:02:02,050 --> 01:02:04,940 Boycott parks and bathrooms! Come out of hiding! 714 01:02:05,060 --> 01:02:07,470 Take to the streets! Demonstrate for your rights! 715 01:02:07,470 --> 01:02:09,030 Help those stupid fashion fagots, 716 01:02:09,030 --> 01:02:11,520 and those beautiful arrogant and vain boys! 717 01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:16,170 Help those who fuck in bathrooms and parks to get out of their messed up situation! 718 01:02:16,170 --> 01:02:20,230 Sex shouldn't be competition and serve as self-affirmation, 719 01:02:20,230 --> 01:02:22,280 should contribute to understanding 720 01:02:22,280 --> 01:02:25,020 and not, as often happens with gays, 721 01:02:25,020 --> 01:02:28,490 to make them strangers after a one night stand. 722 01:02:28,610 --> 01:02:31,060 We must try to fuck more freely... 723 01:02:31,060 --> 01:02:34,370 and respect the other instead of seeing him as an object. 724 01:02:34,620 --> 01:02:36,320 The bourgeoisie defines us as voracious, 725 01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:38,300 but most of us are cold and tense. 726 01:02:38,300 --> 01:02:41,740 We must become erotically free and socially responsible. 727 01:02:41,740 --> 01:02:45,140 Let us join the Black Panthers and the Women's Movement, 728 01:02:45,140 --> 01:02:47,110 and let's fight against oppression together! 729 01:02:47,110 --> 01:02:50,850 Take care of other people's problems in the workplace! 730 01:02:51,160 --> 01:02:55,200 Show solidarity with other colleagues in conflict within the company 731 01:02:55,200 --> 01:02:58,040 and you can count on their help. 732 01:02:58,260 --> 01:03:00,090 Get politically involved! 733 01:03:00,360 --> 01:03:02,280 Being gay is not a movie! 734 01:03:02,400 --> 01:03:07,050 We gay pigs want to be human and be treated like human beings. 735 01:03:07,170 --> 01:03:08,990 We must fight for this! 736 01:03:09,110 --> 01:03:12,550 We don't just want to be tolerated, but to be accepted. 737 01:03:12,780 --> 01:03:16,180 It's not just about recognition by the population, 738 01:03:16,430 --> 01:03:21,070 it's about how we behave with each other. We don't want anonymous groups! 739 01:03:21,330 --> 01:03:23,420 We want common action, 740 01:03:23,750 --> 01:03:28,230 so that we can get to know each other ed bring us closer in the fight for our problems 741 01:03:28,700 --> 01:03:30,470 and learn to love each other. 742 01:03:30,470 --> 01:03:32,470 We need to get organized! 743 01:03:32,850 --> 01:03:38,130 We need better pubs, good doctors and protection in the workplace. 744 01:03:38,540 --> 01:03:41,520 Be proud of your homosexuality! 745 01:03:41,950 --> 01:03:45,160 Get out of the bathrooms! Take to the streets! 746 01:03:45,160 --> 01:03:48,000 Freedom for gays! 747 01:03:49,580 --> 01:03:56,220 Subtitles by vaevedi.it