1 00:00:21,386 --> 00:00:23,554 Officer, morning. 2 00:00:24,523 --> 00:00:28,659 I need to change this patient's catheter. 3 00:00:28,693 --> 00:00:31,728 Maybe you'd like to give us some privacy. 4 00:00:31,763 --> 00:00:33,564 Isn't that a nurse's job? 5 00:00:33,598 --> 00:00:37,901 Uh, yeah, but, uh... never around when you need one, right? 6 00:00:37,936 --> 00:00:40,971 Well, the guy's in a coma. Not like he cares. 7 00:00:41,005 --> 00:00:43,173 I guess I could get a coffee. 8 00:00:43,207 --> 00:00:44,507 I'll be right back. 9 00:00:44,542 --> 00:00:46,376 Thank you. 10 00:00:55,753 --> 00:00:57,854 You were in my home. 11 00:00:57,889 --> 00:01:00,856 That is not gonna happen again. 12 00:01:00,891 --> 00:01:03,759 You wanted to talk. Now's your chance. 13 00:01:03,794 --> 00:01:05,528 Charlie. 14 00:01:05,563 --> 00:01:07,564 - Hey. - What brings you up here? 15 00:01:07,598 --> 00:01:11,101 Uh, uh, I was supposed to meet, um, Dr. Hart. 16 00:01:11,135 --> 00:01:13,403 I guess he's running late. 17 00:01:13,437 --> 00:01:15,238 Right. 18 00:01:15,272 --> 00:01:16,539 So, what was up with you last night? 19 00:01:16,574 --> 00:01:18,575 - You didn't come to bed. - Mnh. 20 00:01:18,609 --> 00:01:21,043 I just got a lot on my mind. 21 00:01:22,213 --> 00:01:23,713 Can I help? 22 00:01:23,747 --> 00:01:25,014 No. 23 00:01:25,048 --> 00:01:27,149 No, it's nothing I can't handle. 24 00:01:30,886 --> 00:01:33,555 We need to fill the position as soon as possible. 25 00:01:33,590 --> 00:01:36,725 When we contacted Dr. Katz, she recommended you very highly. 26 00:01:36,759 --> 00:01:38,227 How is Sydney? 27 00:01:38,261 --> 00:01:39,212 Hard to say. 28 00:01:39,272 --> 00:01:41,296 Not really one for small talk, is she? 29 00:01:41,331 --> 00:01:42,731 No, she isn't. 30 00:01:42,765 --> 00:01:44,366 So, what do you think, Dr. Lin? 31 00:01:44,400 --> 00:01:45,934 You want to come to Cleveland? 32 00:01:45,968 --> 00:01:48,537 I'm really flattered to be headhunted. 33 00:01:48,571 --> 00:01:50,939 We call it surgical recruiting. 34 00:01:50,973 --> 00:01:52,024 Right. 35 00:01:52,895 --> 00:01:54,223 But it's a lot to think about. 36 00:01:54,273 --> 00:01:56,573 Um, may I take the day to decide? 37 00:01:56,623 --> 00:01:57,378 Of course. 38 00:01:57,412 --> 00:01:59,113 But we do need to present our candidate 39 00:01:59,148 --> 00:02:00,742 to the board tomorrow. 40 00:02:00,983 --> 00:02:01,882 Bye for now. 41 00:02:02,270 --> 00:02:05,119 I look forward to hearing your answer. 42 00:02:06,272 --> 00:02:07,388 Me too. 43 00:02:12,413 --> 00:02:14,962 So, give me all the dirt. What's been going on? 44 00:02:14,996 --> 00:02:18,666 Massive debt, tons of responsibility, no authority. 45 00:02:18,700 --> 00:02:20,635 I'm basically a glorified temp. 46 00:02:20,669 --> 00:02:22,636 Well, aren't you just a ray of sunshine? 47 00:02:22,671 --> 00:02:24,656 We have to get staff jobs, Alex. 48 00:02:24,706 --> 00:02:26,650 I know. Problem is, there aren't any. 49 00:02:26,700 --> 00:02:28,008 Let me ask you... 50 00:02:28,043 --> 00:02:32,012 If a good job came up out of town, would you take it? 51 00:02:32,489 --> 00:02:33,513 I don't know. 52 00:02:33,616 --> 00:02:35,616 Charlie's here. We've got the condo, a great nanny, 53 00:02:35,666 --> 00:02:38,118 but for you, Mags, it might be everything you're looking for. 54 00:02:39,387 --> 00:02:41,088 Dawn wants to see me. 55 00:02:41,122 --> 00:02:44,357 Mm. Dawn hasn't wanted to see me since you've been gone. 56 00:02:44,392 --> 00:02:47,026 Consider yourself lucky. 57 00:03:03,811 --> 00:03:05,011 Good morning, Alex. Come in. 58 00:03:05,045 --> 00:03:06,513 Yeah. You wanted to see me? 59 00:03:06,547 --> 00:03:08,447 Yes. I have a welcome-back surprise for you, 60 00:03:08,481 --> 00:03:09,948 and I think you're gonna like it. 61 00:03:09,982 --> 00:03:12,150 You seem... 62 00:03:12,185 --> 00:03:14,220 I seem...? 63 00:03:15,388 --> 00:03:16,888 I don't know. 64 00:03:16,923 --> 00:03:19,057 Happy, I guess. 65 00:03:21,207 --> 00:03:22,828 Well, thank you for calling attention to it 66 00:03:22,862 --> 00:03:24,496 and making me feel self-conscious. 67 00:03:24,531 --> 00:03:25,897 And you're back. 68 00:03:25,932 --> 00:03:27,866 Dr. Clara Levine... you know her? 69 00:03:27,900 --> 00:03:29,901 Absolutely. She's gen-surg royalty. 70 00:03:29,936 --> 00:03:32,705 Well, she needs someone to assist her in the O.R. today. 71 00:03:32,739 --> 00:03:34,372 And? 72 00:03:34,406 --> 00:03:36,507 And she's bringing her patient down to the O.R. now. 73 00:03:36,542 --> 00:03:38,243 Clara does not like to wait. 74 00:03:38,277 --> 00:03:40,044 Great. Then I'd better get going. 75 00:03:40,078 --> 00:03:41,579 - Oh, and Dawn? - Hmm? 76 00:03:41,614 --> 00:03:43,981 Those were some pretty sweet moves. 77 00:03:51,757 --> 00:03:53,491 Dr. Levine, good to see you. 78 00:03:53,525 --> 00:03:55,326 Alex. Glad you could join me. 79 00:03:55,361 --> 00:03:59,959 The patient is a 37-year-old veterinarian kicked by a horse. 80 00:04:00,222 --> 00:04:02,113 And if it makes you feel any better, 81 00:04:02,163 --> 00:04:03,808 sometimes humans kick their doctors, too. 82 00:04:03,858 --> 00:04:05,859 Ugh. Not with 2,000 pounds of force. 83 00:04:05,909 --> 00:04:07,071 Oh, don't worry. 84 00:04:07,105 --> 00:04:09,706 We'll have you right as rain in no time. 85 00:04:09,741 --> 00:04:14,044 The, uh, imaging shows the kick lacerated her spleen. 86 00:04:14,079 --> 00:04:15,074 That'll have to come out. 87 00:04:15,145 --> 00:04:17,081 I wanted to thank you for the opportunity to assist. 88 00:04:17,115 --> 00:04:18,348 You are an inspiration. 89 00:04:18,383 --> 00:04:19,949 Oh, damn it. 90 00:04:19,984 --> 00:04:22,352 I left my phone in the E.R. 91 00:04:22,387 --> 00:04:24,755 You start prepping, and I will be right back. 92 00:04:24,789 --> 00:04:26,456 You bet. 93 00:04:27,992 --> 00:04:30,560 Seventh time's the charm, eh, Dr. Harris? 94 00:04:30,595 --> 00:04:32,562 Well, it definitely looks like it's healing, 95 00:04:32,597 --> 00:04:34,731 but only you know how it feels, Dean. 96 00:04:34,766 --> 00:04:36,966 Well, it feels good having seven surgeries behind me 97 00:04:37,001 --> 00:04:39,602 and only... well, maybe one to go. 98 00:04:39,636 --> 00:04:42,138 Yeah. Six months ago, this leg was roadkill. 99 00:04:42,173 --> 00:04:44,808 Even I had my doubts we'd save it. 100 00:04:44,842 --> 00:04:46,542 Um, you keeping up with the physio? 101 00:04:46,576 --> 00:04:48,912 Best as I can, but I got to spend time at the shop. 102 00:04:48,946 --> 00:04:50,914 The place is in even worse shape than I am. 103 00:04:50,948 --> 00:04:52,615 If you want something done right... 104 00:04:52,649 --> 00:04:54,818 You do it yourself. Exactly. 105 00:04:54,852 --> 00:04:58,054 So, what now, Dr. Harris? We schedule another surgery? 106 00:04:58,088 --> 00:05:01,623 Um I want to see how that damaged nerve is doing, 107 00:05:01,657 --> 00:05:03,091 so let's get you up. 108 00:05:04,527 --> 00:05:06,494 Thanks. 109 00:05:10,633 --> 00:05:13,235 With the brace, I get around pretty good. 110 00:05:13,269 --> 00:05:15,470 Yeah. Dr. Hamza is gonna do a conduction study, 111 00:05:15,504 --> 00:05:17,172 see if that nerve is regenerating. 112 00:05:17,207 --> 00:05:19,341 Hopefully we'll see an improvement this time. 113 00:05:19,375 --> 00:05:21,143 You will. Trust me. 114 00:05:22,879 --> 00:05:26,613 Uh, Dean, I noticed, um, you made an early renewal request 115 00:05:26,648 --> 00:05:27,949 for your pain meds. 116 00:05:27,983 --> 00:05:29,183 How are you coping these days? 117 00:05:29,218 --> 00:05:30,985 Oh, just fine. 118 00:05:31,019 --> 00:05:32,987 Yeah? Uh... 119 00:05:33,021 --> 00:05:35,957 Charlie, I should never have come to your house. 120 00:05:35,991 --> 00:05:37,658 I get that. 121 00:05:37,692 --> 00:05:39,626 You okay there, doc? 122 00:05:40,963 --> 00:05:43,231 Um, yeah. 123 00:05:58,203 --> 00:06:00,119 I know I was out of line, okay? 124 00:06:00,169 --> 00:06:01,387 But uh-uh... 125 00:06:01,437 --> 00:06:03,571 Look, come on. Don't ignore me, all right? 126 00:06:03,605 --> 00:06:05,573 Y-you're all I've got. 127 00:06:09,444 --> 00:06:11,211 You were in my home. 128 00:06:11,245 --> 00:06:13,480 I wanted to talk. I didn't mean to freak you out. 129 00:06:13,514 --> 00:06:15,214 I'm not the bad guy you think I am. 130 00:06:15,248 --> 00:06:17,416 You're a convicted murderer, Mr. Crenshaw. 131 00:06:17,451 --> 00:06:19,552 You're the very definition of a bad guy. 132 00:06:20,621 --> 00:06:22,354 Look, you don't need to like me, 133 00:06:22,389 --> 00:06:26,659 but I am in a situation here, and I need your help. 134 00:06:28,562 --> 00:06:29,896 You're in a coma. 135 00:06:29,930 --> 00:06:32,098 Trust me... there's nothing more I'd like 136 00:06:32,132 --> 00:06:34,067 than to help you get out of this hospital. 137 00:06:34,101 --> 00:06:35,902 So, if I can do that, I will. 138 00:06:35,936 --> 00:06:37,770 But we communicate on my terms. 139 00:06:37,805 --> 00:06:40,339 And rule number one is, you stay away from my family. 140 00:06:40,373 --> 00:06:41,773 Do you understand? 141 00:06:41,808 --> 00:06:45,411 - But... - I said, do you understand? 142 00:07:06,798 --> 00:07:08,032 Rough night? 143 00:07:08,066 --> 00:07:10,235 Hey. No. It was a great night... 144 00:07:10,269 --> 00:07:11,802 Just a bit of a late one. 145 00:07:11,837 --> 00:07:13,070 Mm. 146 00:07:13,105 --> 00:07:14,396 Also, I deserve a break. 147 00:07:14,446 --> 00:07:17,308 I just dealt with a kid's birthday party gone horribly wrong. 148 00:07:17,343 --> 00:07:20,445 Molten cheese burns and puncture wounds from pointy forks. 149 00:07:20,479 --> 00:07:22,280 Ohh. 150 00:07:22,314 --> 00:07:24,713 Fondue and 5-year-olds don't mix is the obvious lesson here. 151 00:07:24,763 --> 00:07:25,534 Yep. 152 00:07:25,584 --> 00:07:28,085 Well, that and get out of the E.R. while you can. 153 00:07:28,120 --> 00:07:30,421 Yeah. Not until I put a dent in my student loan 154 00:07:30,456 --> 00:07:32,922 or a good staff job comes along. 155 00:07:32,957 --> 00:07:35,992 Well, when it does, run for the hills. 156 00:07:36,027 --> 00:07:39,229 I mean, I like it here. 157 00:07:39,264 --> 00:07:41,765 And I have my friends and... 158 00:07:41,799 --> 00:07:43,467 Places are just concrete and steel, 159 00:07:43,501 --> 00:07:45,669 and friends get over each other faster than you think. 160 00:07:45,703 --> 00:07:48,138 - Hmm. - You know, they did a study, 161 00:07:48,173 --> 00:07:49,739 a study on the average time it takes 162 00:07:49,774 --> 00:07:51,241 to be forgotten in the workplace. 163 00:07:51,276 --> 00:07:52,643 Guess how long. 164 00:07:52,677 --> 00:07:53,977 I... 165 00:07:54,011 --> 00:07:56,480 - 2 1/2 days. - Oh. 166 00:07:56,514 --> 00:07:58,444 That's kind of sobering, isn't it, that no one 167 00:07:59,002 --> 00:08:00,562 misses anyone, 168 00:08:00,612 --> 00:08:02,082 not for long. 169 00:08:02,118 --> 00:08:04,453 Right. Good to know. 170 00:08:04,488 --> 00:08:06,222 One of you got a sec? 171 00:08:07,357 --> 00:08:09,258 Yeah. 172 00:08:14,757 --> 00:08:16,165 - What happened to her? - Didn't even get a name. 173 00:08:16,200 --> 00:08:17,433 Okay. 174 00:08:17,467 --> 00:08:19,034 Hi. I'm Dr. Lin. 175 00:08:19,069 --> 00:08:22,337 I see you have a cut on your head there, Ms...? 176 00:08:22,371 --> 00:08:24,873 Uh, I'm actually fine. I was just about to go. 177 00:08:24,908 --> 00:08:26,033 I think you should stay here. 178 00:08:26,083 --> 00:08:27,547 Um, can you tell me what happened? 179 00:08:27,597 --> 00:08:29,611 It's just I've-I've, uh, lost my purse, 180 00:08:29,645 --> 00:08:31,446 but I'll-I'll come back after I've found it. 181 00:08:31,480 --> 00:08:32,715 Oh, we can have someone find it for you. 182 00:08:32,749 --> 00:08:33,753 Do you know where you saw it last? 183 00:08:33,803 --> 00:08:35,338 I fell down in the street on my way. 184 00:08:35,388 --> 00:08:37,559 Um, I think it's probably just outside. 185 00:08:37,609 --> 00:08:39,478 - Somebody could steal it. I should go... - Hold on. Hold on. 186 00:08:39,549 --> 00:08:40,882 I really... I don't have time for this. 187 00:08:40,949 --> 00:08:44,359 Just... just let me clean up the cut. Please? 188 00:08:45,561 --> 00:08:46,590 Come with me. 189 00:08:46,657 --> 00:08:48,663 It's okay. 190 00:08:51,860 --> 00:08:53,735 You just had a baby, didn't you? 191 00:08:53,769 --> 00:08:56,137 Yes. Luke. 11 months. Do you have kids? 192 00:08:56,171 --> 00:08:57,805 No, no kids for me. 193 00:08:57,840 --> 00:08:59,241 It was all work. 194 00:09:00,676 --> 00:09:03,745 Besides, in those days, if you stepped away, 195 00:09:03,779 --> 00:09:06,580 they would never let you back in again. 196 00:09:06,615 --> 00:09:08,482 Ah, Dr. Curtis. 197 00:09:08,516 --> 00:09:10,584 Do you two know each other? 198 00:09:10,619 --> 00:09:12,153 We met yesterday. 199 00:09:12,187 --> 00:09:13,387 Several times, in fact. 200 00:09:13,421 --> 00:09:15,189 Good to see you again, Dr. Reid. 201 00:09:15,224 --> 00:09:19,660 I have heard wonderful things about this young man. 202 00:09:19,694 --> 00:09:21,829 I've invited him to observe. 203 00:09:21,864 --> 00:09:23,898 If you don't mind, Dr. Reid. 204 00:09:23,932 --> 00:09:25,366 Not at all. 205 00:09:25,400 --> 00:09:27,567 I've finished scrubbing. You can take my place. 206 00:09:31,572 --> 00:09:33,940 Almost done, Mr. Powell. 207 00:09:33,975 --> 00:09:35,776 Not too uncomfortable, I hope? 208 00:09:35,810 --> 00:09:37,258 Mnh. Barely feel it. 209 00:09:37,521 --> 00:09:38,723 Having your leg crushed by a forklift 210 00:09:38,773 --> 00:09:40,247 must really make pain relative. 211 00:09:40,281 --> 00:09:42,749 Yeah. 212 00:09:42,784 --> 00:09:45,518 Interesting fact... a major pain receptor in the lower leg 213 00:09:45,592 --> 00:09:46,794 is called the saphenous nerve, 214 00:09:46,844 --> 00:09:48,183 derived from the arabic word "safin," 215 00:09:48,236 --> 00:09:49,662 meaning hidden or concealed, 216 00:09:49,712 --> 00:09:51,961 but that's actually in reference to the saphenous vein, 217 00:09:52,011 --> 00:09:53,219 which was kind of hidden, 218 00:09:53,269 --> 00:09:55,757 at least if you were practicing medicine in the middle ages. 219 00:09:59,453 --> 00:10:01,173 Almost done, Mr. Powell. 220 00:10:01,500 --> 00:10:03,303 Well, look who I found just wandering the halls. 221 00:10:03,337 --> 00:10:04,937 Hey, Danielle. 222 00:10:04,971 --> 00:10:07,273 Dr. Hamza's just about finished electrocuting me. 223 00:10:07,308 --> 00:10:08,608 Okay. 224 00:10:08,642 --> 00:10:10,576 All finished, Dr. Harris. 225 00:10:10,611 --> 00:10:12,244 Uh, why don't you two go grab some lunch, 226 00:10:12,279 --> 00:10:14,079 and we'll have the results when you get back? 227 00:10:14,114 --> 00:10:15,547 Thank you, doctors. 228 00:10:15,581 --> 00:10:17,049 Thank you. 229 00:10:17,083 --> 00:10:18,984 How'd it go? 230 00:10:19,019 --> 00:10:21,086 Zero improvement in the peroneal nerve. 231 00:10:21,121 --> 00:10:23,155 So, the motor nerve is not functioning, 232 00:10:23,190 --> 00:10:25,757 while the sensory nerve is causing him much agony. 233 00:10:25,792 --> 00:10:27,626 It's ironic when you think about it. 234 00:10:27,660 --> 00:10:29,962 He keeps telling me pain isn't a problem. 235 00:10:29,996 --> 00:10:32,131 Well, he's become very good at masking it. 236 00:10:32,165 --> 00:10:33,581 And he wants another surgery. 237 00:10:33,674 --> 00:10:35,444 Okay, I know how much time you've spent with him, Charlie, 238 00:10:35,508 --> 00:10:37,800 but that leg is never gonna function properly. 239 00:10:37,882 --> 00:10:40,426 And in my opinion, the pain is never gonna go away. 240 00:10:40,639 --> 00:10:43,007 Then he'll likely end up self-medicating to manage it. 241 00:10:43,042 --> 00:10:44,794 If he isn't already. 242 00:10:45,452 --> 00:10:48,739 Charlie, I think it's time you re-opened the subject of amputation. 243 00:10:52,351 --> 00:10:55,653 You're married to Charlie Harris, right? 244 00:10:55,687 --> 00:10:57,121 Not married but together. 245 00:10:57,156 --> 00:10:58,456 Ah. 246 00:10:58,490 --> 00:11:00,358 Charlie's a great surgeon. 247 00:11:00,392 --> 00:11:03,327 And according to, uh, Dawn, so are you. 248 00:11:03,361 --> 00:11:04,794 She said that? 249 00:11:04,829 --> 00:11:07,597 I trained Dawn when she was a resident. 250 00:11:07,631 --> 00:11:09,499 Such a nervous little thing. 251 00:11:09,533 --> 00:11:11,468 She used to follow me around like a puppy. 252 00:11:11,502 --> 00:11:14,471 I'm sure we'd all love to hear some young Dawn bell stories. 253 00:11:14,505 --> 00:11:16,874 Ah, one day I'll tell you the story 254 00:11:16,908 --> 00:11:21,510 of how she accidentally sewed her finger onto a cadaver. 255 00:11:23,046 --> 00:11:25,948 Okay. Suction. 256 00:11:28,085 --> 00:11:31,053 I think that's got it. 257 00:11:31,088 --> 00:11:32,989 We're ready to remove the bag. 258 00:11:33,023 --> 00:11:34,723 Dr. Reid? 259 00:11:34,758 --> 00:11:36,725 Looks good to me. 260 00:11:36,760 --> 00:11:39,328 Hang tight there, Dr. Curtis. 261 00:11:39,363 --> 00:11:42,230 You'll get your turn in a moment. 262 00:11:42,265 --> 00:11:44,833 It never gets old, bossing handsome young men around. 263 00:11:49,739 --> 00:11:51,907 - - Where are you from, Natalie? Uh, I live here. 264 00:11:51,941 --> 00:11:52,991 - I was at the hotel, um... - Thank you. 265 00:11:53,041 --> 00:11:54,085 Just taking a little break. 266 00:11:54,135 --> 00:11:55,006 A break from what? 267 00:11:55,059 --> 00:11:57,806 You said this was only gonna be, um, a minute. 268 00:11:57,856 --> 00:11:59,516 - Can you get off me? Wh-wh-why... why are you doing that? - We're just-just... 269 00:11:59,566 --> 00:12:00,870 Okay, we're just drawing some blood for a tox screen. 270 00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:02,717 - It's okay. - No, I'm not... I'm not on drugs, okay? 271 00:12:02,751 --> 00:12:04,634 - Okay. Just a pinch. - Ow. 272 00:12:04,684 --> 00:12:06,186 - Easy. Easy, now. - Okay. Just hold your arm still for me. 273 00:12:06,221 --> 00:12:07,822 We're almost done. 274 00:12:07,856 --> 00:12:09,924 Okay, no, I've, uh... I've been here long enough. 275 00:12:09,958 --> 00:12:12,026 No. Don't go yet. I just want you to wait for the test results. 276 00:12:12,060 --> 00:12:13,728 Just 10 more minutes, okay? 277 00:12:15,363 --> 00:12:16,931 Natalie! No! 278 00:12:16,965 --> 00:12:18,866 Natalie, calm down. 279 00:12:18,901 --> 00:12:20,200 Somebody call security. 280 00:12:20,235 --> 00:12:22,202 - Okay. Whoa. - Natalie! 281 00:12:22,237 --> 00:12:24,404 - I got her. I got her. - Don't make me wait for the tox screen, 282 00:12:24,439 --> 00:12:26,239 and don't make me form you up to psych. 283 00:12:26,273 --> 00:12:27,568 Just tell me what you're withdrawing from 284 00:12:27,618 --> 00:12:29,576 so I can help you. Okay, shh, shh, shh, shh. 285 00:12:35,162 --> 00:12:37,042 I know it's the future but 286 00:12:37,177 --> 00:12:38,535 video games surgery 287 00:12:38,603 --> 00:12:42,743 really takes the fun out of diving into an open cavity. 288 00:12:42,777 --> 00:12:46,246 Okay, I think we're about done here. 289 00:12:46,280 --> 00:12:47,178 Clips. 290 00:12:47,260 --> 00:12:49,581 Towel. 291 00:12:49,666 --> 00:12:52,793 And, uh, can we lower the temperature a little more, please? 292 00:12:52,946 --> 00:12:55,487 Dr. Levine, should we consider 293 00:12:55,537 --> 00:12:57,524 closing the vessels with suture ligature? 294 00:12:57,616 --> 00:13:00,029 Those clips alone may let go and cause her to hemorrhage. 295 00:13:00,093 --> 00:13:03,594 I don't see any danger of hemorrhaging. 296 00:13:03,629 --> 00:13:07,398 If I start suturing every vessel with these chopsticks, 297 00:13:07,432 --> 00:13:09,734 we're gonna be here all night. 298 00:13:09,769 --> 00:13:12,330 But based on my experience, 299 00:13:12,411 --> 00:13:13,304 we may have more certainty 300 00:13:13,354 --> 00:13:15,674 - with suture ligature. - Based on your experience? 301 00:13:15,708 --> 00:13:17,876 Listen, I don't mean to be out of line here. 302 00:13:17,910 --> 00:13:19,510 Well, as long as you don't mean to be out of line. 303 00:13:19,545 --> 00:13:20,945 Dr. Sharpe, how's her B.P.? 304 00:13:20,980 --> 00:13:22,881 She's steady, Dr. Levine. 305 00:13:22,915 --> 00:13:25,716 Since we're almost done here, 306 00:13:25,750 --> 00:13:28,886 how about we let Patrick step in for a moment? 307 00:13:28,920 --> 00:13:32,690 I'd really like him to have a chance to assist. 308 00:13:32,724 --> 00:13:36,093 Yes. Of course. 309 00:13:39,507 --> 00:13:40,612 Uh, I'm sorry. 310 00:13:40,665 --> 00:13:41,586 I don't know what came over me before, 311 00:13:41,639 --> 00:13:43,801 but this, uh... this isn't necessary. 312 00:13:43,835 --> 00:13:46,337 Okay, hold your hands out for me, please. 313 00:13:53,296 --> 00:13:55,073 Can you tell me how long it's been 314 00:13:55,123 --> 00:13:56,279 since your last drink of alcohol? 315 00:13:56,314 --> 00:13:58,670 Oh, no, this-this... it's, um, just that I'm anxious. 316 00:13:59,100 --> 00:14:00,344 Are you moderately anxious, or are you... 317 00:14:00,394 --> 00:14:03,126 I'm very, very anxious because I'm stuck here talking to idiots, 318 00:14:03,176 --> 00:14:04,413 and every second I get more anxious, 319 00:14:04,463 --> 00:14:06,528 - and I'm about to start screaming. - Okay. 320 00:14:06,723 --> 00:14:08,635 Get that out of my eyes! Oh, my god! 321 00:14:10,085 --> 00:14:11,645 How many drinks do you have a day, Natalie? 322 00:14:11,695 --> 00:14:13,923 If I finish your test, will you leave me alone? 323 00:14:16,631 --> 00:14:20,302 A few at the end of the day, a couple at lunch if I'm stressed. 324 00:14:20,337 --> 00:14:22,004 Are you stressed a lot? 325 00:14:22,039 --> 00:14:24,974 Yes. I work in advertising. It's a very stressful job. 326 00:14:25,008 --> 00:14:29,112 Okay, so, 4 or 5 a day, maybe 35 a week? 327 00:14:30,313 --> 00:14:31,748 Uh, that sounds like a lot. 328 00:14:31,782 --> 00:14:34,016 But I know that I should cut back. 329 00:14:34,051 --> 00:14:38,354 Were you in the hotel trying to detox from alcohol? 330 00:14:38,388 --> 00:14:39,688 Yes. 331 00:14:39,723 --> 00:14:41,523 But I'm not an alcoholic. 332 00:14:41,558 --> 00:14:43,125 What about drugs? Are you on anything? 333 00:14:43,159 --> 00:14:45,093 I already told you. I don't do drugs. 334 00:14:45,128 --> 00:14:48,530 Okay, just stopping like that could do you serious harm 335 00:14:48,565 --> 00:14:50,899 if your body's become dependent on alcohol. 336 00:14:52,001 --> 00:14:53,869 You're right. I was, uh, going about this wrong. 337 00:14:53,903 --> 00:14:55,504 The timing is all wrong. 338 00:14:55,538 --> 00:14:57,139 No, that's not what I'm saying. 339 00:14:57,173 --> 00:14:58,674 I have so much going on right now, 340 00:14:58,708 --> 00:15:00,643 and at work, they already treat me like I'm... 341 00:15:00,677 --> 00:15:03,311 The thing is, I have already taken a few days leave. 342 00:15:03,345 --> 00:15:05,213 So, uh, I really should get back... 343 00:15:05,248 --> 00:15:07,715 Natalie, you clearly wanted to make a change. 344 00:15:07,750 --> 00:15:09,550 I can help you do that. 345 00:15:09,585 --> 00:15:12,053 Just let me give you something for your anxiety 346 00:15:12,088 --> 00:15:14,355 so you can detox under medical supervision. 347 00:15:14,390 --> 00:15:15,891 I-I told you. 348 00:15:15,925 --> 00:15:18,226 I am truly sorry about before, but that sounds extreme. 349 00:15:18,261 --> 00:15:21,696 I think you need help, right here and right now. 350 00:15:23,599 --> 00:15:27,335 Fine. Um, I will take the meds just to calm me down, 351 00:15:27,369 --> 00:15:28,803 and then we'll see. 352 00:15:28,837 --> 00:15:30,838 Okay. Maddie, can I get the I.V.? 353 00:15:38,747 --> 00:15:40,981 Dr. Levin, they're ready in O.R. 7. 354 00:15:41,016 --> 00:15:42,101 Tell them I'm en route. 355 00:15:42,151 --> 00:15:42,932 Patrick, 356 00:15:43,380 --> 00:15:46,586 join me after you've finished suturing those port sites. 357 00:15:46,646 --> 00:15:48,810 You want me to... Mm. Yes, of course. 358 00:15:48,878 --> 00:15:51,284 Thank you for the opportunity. 359 00:15:52,684 --> 00:15:54,038 Well, this is awkward. 360 00:15:54,141 --> 00:15:55,954 Did I just get cut from the team? 361 00:15:56,018 --> 00:15:58,530 I'm not even sure you're still in the league. 362 00:15:58,587 --> 00:16:00,400 Thanks for the backup, by the way. 363 00:16:00,435 --> 00:16:01,313 In order to back you up, 364 00:16:01,363 --> 00:16:02,891 I'd have to have supported your point of view. 365 00:16:02,941 --> 00:16:04,195 We were looking at the same monitor. 366 00:16:04,252 --> 00:16:06,648 You really feel confident that those clips are gonna hold? 367 00:16:06,744 --> 00:16:09,108 I believe Clara Levine was performing splenectomies 368 00:16:09,143 --> 00:16:09,964 before we were born. 369 00:16:10,084 --> 00:16:11,623 Not laparoscopically, she wasn't. 370 00:16:11,698 --> 00:16:13,137 Not to mention, you get on her bad side, 371 00:16:13,191 --> 00:16:14,967 you might as well toss your career in the bin. 372 00:16:15,035 --> 00:16:16,933 Now let's be extra careful with these port sites. 373 00:16:17,007 --> 00:16:19,200 Patient's not herniating on my watch. 374 00:16:19,506 --> 00:16:20,846 Since when did it become your watch? 375 00:16:20,906 --> 00:16:23,138 When you told Levine she was sloppy. 376 00:16:23,198 --> 00:16:24,947 - I didn't say that. - Yes, you did. 377 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:26,994 No. I was recommending caution. 378 00:16:27,118 --> 00:16:28,935 Seniority doesn't make her immune to mistakes. 379 00:16:29,027 --> 00:16:31,376 So, keep your mouth shut and check on the patient later. 380 00:16:31,490 --> 00:16:33,729 - There's a hierarchy. - I know that, Patrick. 381 00:16:33,807 --> 00:16:36,101 Besides, she's been booking solid O.R. days all month. 382 00:16:36,135 --> 00:16:37,809 You're two days back from mat leave. You ask me... 383 00:16:37,859 --> 00:16:40,314 - I didn't. - But I'm gonna tell you anyway, Alex. 384 00:16:40,371 --> 00:16:41,907 You should apologize. 385 00:16:45,111 --> 00:16:47,646 The peroneal nerve suffered too much damage. 386 00:16:48,030 --> 00:16:49,846 After six months, we need to accept the fact 387 00:16:49,910 --> 00:16:52,192 that it's not going to recover. 388 00:16:53,766 --> 00:16:56,721 Dean, you'll never have proper mobility in that leg. 389 00:16:56,756 --> 00:16:58,550 It'll get there, Dr. Harris. 390 00:16:58,674 --> 00:17:00,759 I'll fight harder. I'll do the physio. 391 00:17:02,026 --> 00:17:04,263 Well... given the pain you're in, 392 00:17:04,297 --> 00:17:07,008 I'm not sure that fighting is the right play anymore. 393 00:17:07,090 --> 00:17:09,034 I already told you, I'm not suffering. 394 00:17:09,084 --> 00:17:11,045 Dean, come on. 395 00:17:11,771 --> 00:17:12,936 Okay. 396 00:17:13,309 --> 00:17:15,225 I have some good days, I have some bad days, 397 00:17:15,275 --> 00:17:16,618 just like anybody else. 398 00:17:20,339 --> 00:17:23,296 What exactly are you saying, Dr. Harris? 399 00:17:23,382 --> 00:17:26,150 I'm saying that we at least need to have a conversation 400 00:17:26,184 --> 00:17:28,652 about the pros and cons of keeping the leg 401 00:17:28,686 --> 00:17:31,322 versus the pros and cons of amputation. 402 00:17:32,636 --> 00:17:33,649 You got to be kidding me. 403 00:17:33,709 --> 00:17:34,747 Just hear him out, Dean. 404 00:17:34,804 --> 00:17:36,186 Look, I told you after the accident 405 00:17:36,236 --> 00:17:38,265 that that was not an option. 406 00:17:38,372 --> 00:17:41,032 What is it? Are you just too lazy to stick this out? 407 00:17:45,304 --> 00:17:46,262 I did the surgeries 408 00:17:46,336 --> 00:17:48,145 because I thought that was your best option. 409 00:17:48,639 --> 00:17:50,474 I don't think that anymore. 410 00:17:50,508 --> 00:17:53,676 If you won't save my leg, I'll find someone who will. 411 00:17:55,479 --> 00:17:57,013 I want a new surgeon. 412 00:18:11,162 --> 00:18:13,196 Alex? 413 00:18:13,230 --> 00:18:15,358 Shouldn't you be in the O.R. with Dr. Levine? 414 00:18:15,432 --> 00:18:17,934 I'm just following up with this patient between surgeries. 415 00:18:19,369 --> 00:18:21,537 How are things going with Clara so far? 416 00:18:21,572 --> 00:18:23,706 She's great. It's great. 417 00:18:23,740 --> 00:18:25,938 I'm a little concerned about this patient. 418 00:18:26,173 --> 00:18:28,497 Her B.P. shouldn't be so low, and her heart rate's high. 419 00:18:28,632 --> 00:18:30,313 Was there a problem with the surgery? 420 00:18:31,365 --> 00:18:33,995 No. There may be a complication. 421 00:18:34,045 --> 00:18:36,259 You know what? I will follow up with Dr. Levine. 422 00:18:36,620 --> 00:18:38,921 Pay close attention. 423 00:18:38,956 --> 00:18:40,857 She's had a great career. 424 00:18:40,891 --> 00:18:43,025 This could be a good opportunity for you. 425 00:18:58,741 --> 00:19:03,245 About your patient... I heard you two talking. 426 00:19:15,791 --> 00:19:18,459 I'm in an elevator, so I may lose you. 427 00:19:18,494 --> 00:19:19,861 You spying on me now? 428 00:19:19,896 --> 00:19:21,897 It's not like that. 429 00:19:21,931 --> 00:19:24,032 I thought maybe I could help you out. 430 00:19:24,066 --> 00:19:25,299 I don't need your help. 431 00:19:25,334 --> 00:19:28,403 I can watch him without him knowing, 432 00:19:28,437 --> 00:19:30,261 figure out what he's really afraid of. 433 00:19:30,311 --> 00:19:33,909 I'm pretty sure he's afraid of, uh, losing his leg, Tom. 434 00:19:33,943 --> 00:19:35,944 Sure. 435 00:19:37,536 --> 00:19:39,732 But maybe there's more to it than that. 436 00:19:40,248 --> 00:19:42,441 I mean, I got nothing but time here. 437 00:19:42,817 --> 00:19:44,652 Let me help you. 438 00:19:44,686 --> 00:19:47,732 Well, you could start by, um... 439 00:19:49,684 --> 00:19:51,898 Not creeping on me like a giant tangerine. 440 00:19:52,633 --> 00:19:54,895 Just don't tell me to go to hell again. 441 00:19:54,930 --> 00:19:59,266 I'm serving life in prison. I've already made that trip. 442 00:20:00,468 --> 00:20:03,803 Really want to help? Change my patient's mind. 443 00:20:11,334 --> 00:20:12,123 Zach. 444 00:20:12,333 --> 00:20:13,680 Hey. Are you sending her up to psych? 445 00:20:13,714 --> 00:20:15,082 I think she should stay here. 446 00:20:15,116 --> 00:20:17,150 She could go into serious withdrawal. 447 00:20:17,185 --> 00:20:19,086 She says she has 35 drinks a week. 448 00:20:19,120 --> 00:20:20,520 - 35? - Mm-hmm. 449 00:20:20,555 --> 00:20:22,707 So, you double that, you're looking at 70. 450 00:20:22,757 --> 00:20:24,910 She's like a one-woman frat house. 451 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:25,770 Yeah. 452 00:20:25,916 --> 00:20:27,288 I'm gonna find her a bed in detox. 453 00:20:27,455 --> 00:20:28,595 I don't want her leaving. 454 00:20:28,629 --> 00:20:30,362 If she's as bad as I think, the withdrawal could kill her. 455 00:20:30,397 --> 00:20:32,031 Okay, admit her. 456 00:20:32,066 --> 00:20:33,633 She's seizing. 457 00:20:35,192 --> 00:20:37,473 Okay. Protect her airway. 458 00:20:37,523 --> 00:20:38,671 - Okay. - Grab that arm. 459 00:20:38,988 --> 00:20:41,207 - Keep her from pulling out that I.V. - Let's get some high-flow O2 in here! 460 00:20:41,241 --> 00:20:43,476 Okay, protect her airway. Let's move this bed! 461 00:20:47,219 --> 00:20:48,942 Natalie you had a seizure, okay? 462 00:20:48,992 --> 00:20:50,283 - But we've got you. - You should have put her in D.T. 463 00:20:50,333 --> 00:20:52,787 - Just hold her down. - Okay, where's that tox screen? 464 00:20:52,837 --> 00:20:54,415 - I'll get it. - Oh, my god! Oh, my god! 465 00:20:54,465 --> 00:20:56,153 - Oh, my god! - What is it, Natalie? What is it, Natalie? 466 00:20:56,203 --> 00:20:58,923 - Don't you see?! - 10 milligrams of diazepam. 467 00:20:58,973 --> 00:21:00,574 - How much have you given her already? - Plenty. 468 00:21:00,912 --> 00:21:03,019 She said she didn't, but she must have a pill addiction 469 00:21:03,069 --> 00:21:05,201 - as well as the alcohol. - Yeah, but if you give her too much diazepam, 470 00:21:05,251 --> 00:21:06,989 you know that you risk compromising her breathing, right? 471 00:21:07,039 --> 00:21:07,980 Okay, so we vent her, 472 00:21:08,015 --> 00:21:09,749 but we can't have her seizing again or hurting herself. 473 00:21:09,784 --> 00:21:11,250 - Do it. - Tox screens. 474 00:21:11,285 --> 00:21:13,085 - You need to see this. - Okay. Take this. 475 00:21:13,120 --> 00:21:14,987 Watch her head. Watch her head. 476 00:21:15,022 --> 00:21:16,423 Hold her down. 477 00:21:16,457 --> 00:21:18,358 Yep, high level of benzodiazepines 478 00:21:18,392 --> 00:21:19,992 already in her system. 20 milligrams. 479 00:21:20,027 --> 00:21:22,128 I'm gonna push her past her tolerance, 480 00:21:22,162 --> 00:21:24,464 get her stable, and take her up to detox. 481 00:21:24,498 --> 00:21:26,165 - Here we go. Here we go. - Almost there. 482 00:21:26,200 --> 00:21:28,467 Okay. You're okay. You're okay. 483 00:21:28,501 --> 00:21:30,436 Shh, shh. 484 00:21:30,470 --> 00:21:31,804 It's okay. 485 00:21:31,839 --> 00:21:33,372 Please get me out of here. 486 00:21:33,406 --> 00:21:35,474 I can't be here anymore. 487 00:21:35,508 --> 00:21:37,676 We're gonna get you better, okay? 488 00:21:37,711 --> 00:21:40,313 We're gonna get you better. 489 00:21:46,086 --> 00:21:48,888 - Dr. Levine? - Hmm? 490 00:21:48,922 --> 00:21:52,023 I just wanted to say that I shouldn't have questioned you 491 00:21:52,058 --> 00:21:53,525 that way in the O.R. 492 00:21:53,560 --> 00:21:54,960 That's fine. 493 00:21:54,994 --> 00:21:57,329 How's our animal doctor doing? 494 00:21:57,364 --> 00:22:00,999 That's actually why I'm here. Her B.P. is dropping. 495 00:22:01,033 --> 00:22:04,069 She's reacting to the epidural. Have anesthesia turn that down. 496 00:22:04,103 --> 00:22:06,805 Okay. That's a possibility. 497 00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:08,507 But I think we need to be certain. 498 00:22:09,503 --> 00:22:11,042 Why are you doing this? 499 00:22:11,077 --> 00:22:14,027 I would never have questioned a senior surgeon 500 00:22:14,077 --> 00:22:15,247 when I was coming up. 501 00:22:15,281 --> 00:22:19,517 Honestly, I'm just worried about the well-being of our patient. 502 00:22:19,551 --> 00:22:21,052 Give her some fluids. 503 00:22:21,087 --> 00:22:23,255 Tell me how she's doing at the end of the day. 504 00:22:23,289 --> 00:22:25,924 Unless you'd like to micromanage that decision, as well? 505 00:22:27,026 --> 00:22:29,427 No. I wouldn't. 506 00:22:38,621 --> 00:22:42,477 He's keeping his pain a secret from her out of pride. 507 00:22:42,775 --> 00:22:44,073 I watched him. 508 00:22:44,542 --> 00:22:47,912 The moment she left the room, he broke down. 509 00:22:58,056 --> 00:23:01,558 When Amy killed herself, I was a mess. 510 00:23:03,895 --> 00:23:06,563 But still, I was proud. I... 511 00:23:07,966 --> 00:23:10,801 I wouldn't let anyone see me like that. I... 512 00:23:13,471 --> 00:23:16,306 I didn't want to look weak. 513 00:23:16,340 --> 00:23:18,708 Instead, it made me look guilty. 514 00:23:18,743 --> 00:23:22,512 It... it ruined my life... 515 00:23:24,081 --> 00:23:26,082 just like your guy's ruining his. 516 00:23:42,866 --> 00:23:44,567 Mm-hmm. 517 00:23:44,601 --> 00:23:46,469 Okay. Thanks. 518 00:23:47,938 --> 00:23:50,739 Well, I got her full name... Natalie Dryden. 519 00:23:50,774 --> 00:23:53,175 Tried to get in touch with family, but no luck. 520 00:23:53,209 --> 00:23:55,511 Husband left a year ago with their daughter. 521 00:23:55,545 --> 00:23:57,612 Both parents and a sister... all dead. 522 00:23:57,646 --> 00:24:00,147 So, no one to stop her from drinking herself to death. 523 00:24:00,182 --> 00:24:01,749 No friends or coworkers? 524 00:24:01,784 --> 00:24:03,250 I tried calling her work, 525 00:24:03,369 --> 00:24:05,687 made up a story about finding her purse. 526 00:24:05,721 --> 00:24:09,156 They said she'd been fired weeks ago. 527 00:24:09,191 --> 00:24:10,925 Hmm. 528 00:24:10,960 --> 00:24:13,628 Listen... 529 00:24:13,662 --> 00:24:15,329 the question you asked me earlier 530 00:24:15,364 --> 00:24:17,031 about going to another hospital, that wasn't hypothetical, 531 00:24:17,065 --> 00:24:19,265 - was it? - No. 532 00:24:19,300 --> 00:24:20,634 Where? 533 00:24:20,668 --> 00:24:21,869 Cleveland. 534 00:24:21,903 --> 00:24:25,171 Gynecological staff position. 535 00:24:25,206 --> 00:24:27,808 Well, if you don't take it, I will. 536 00:24:27,842 --> 00:24:29,610 I don't know what to do. 537 00:24:31,178 --> 00:24:33,780 Look, I can't speak for everyone here, Maggie Lin, 538 00:24:33,815 --> 00:24:36,683 but I'll tell you right now that if you go... 539 00:24:36,718 --> 00:24:38,852 I'll miss the hell out of you. 540 00:24:38,887 --> 00:24:40,453 I'm serious. 541 00:24:40,488 --> 00:24:42,255 Thank you. 542 00:24:51,832 --> 00:24:54,667 May I have her chart, please? Thank you. 543 00:24:54,701 --> 00:24:56,036 Hello, Cynthia. 544 00:24:56,070 --> 00:24:59,005 I've never been kicked before. 545 00:25:00,274 --> 00:25:02,975 I walked into that stable. 546 00:25:04,345 --> 00:25:07,079 It was like that horse knew I was coming. 547 00:25:07,113 --> 00:25:09,814 You think the horse knew you were there to euthanize him? 548 00:25:09,849 --> 00:25:12,717 I don't have any other explanation. 549 00:25:14,054 --> 00:25:16,888 Even through the pain, he was scared. 550 00:25:16,923 --> 00:25:19,324 I know the feeling. 551 00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:22,928 Try to relax, okay? 552 00:25:22,962 --> 00:25:24,530 Thank you. 553 00:25:24,564 --> 00:25:26,432 You're welcome. 554 00:25:36,576 --> 00:25:38,877 Page Dr. Levine and book an O.R. 555 00:25:38,911 --> 00:25:41,046 and cross and type this patient for four units. 556 00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:43,048 I need her back on a table right now. 557 00:25:47,286 --> 00:25:48,920 Let's go! 558 00:25:48,955 --> 00:25:51,122 Hey! Any sign of her? 559 00:25:51,156 --> 00:25:53,758 No, but operating on Levine's patient is a risky move, Alex. 560 00:25:53,793 --> 00:25:55,293 Doing nothing is a bigger risk, and I need you with me. 561 00:25:55,327 --> 00:25:56,927 I can't do it alone. 562 00:25:56,962 --> 00:25:59,564 Ah, so, this is to be a career murder/suicide, then, is it? 563 00:25:59,598 --> 00:26:00,798 Wonderful. 564 00:26:00,832 --> 00:26:02,366 - Whoa! Whoa! - Hey. 565 00:26:02,401 --> 00:26:05,570 - Back it up, will you? - Back... back up the bed! 566 00:26:07,973 --> 00:26:09,373 Her chest tube's been dislodged. 567 00:26:09,408 --> 00:26:10,575 Okay, we got to move. 568 00:26:16,730 --> 00:26:18,042 Better? 569 00:26:18,831 --> 00:26:20,731 Are you thirsty? 570 00:26:22,524 --> 00:26:24,738 Um, when can you release me? 571 00:26:24,788 --> 00:26:26,270 I need to get back to work. 572 00:26:26,305 --> 00:26:28,272 Don't think about work right now. 573 00:26:28,307 --> 00:26:30,808 It's so embarrassing. 574 00:26:30,843 --> 00:26:33,945 I'm not like this. This isn't me. 575 00:26:33,979 --> 00:26:35,846 I believe that. 576 00:26:37,681 --> 00:26:39,216 Okay, I'm gonna let you rest. 577 00:26:39,567 --> 00:26:40,884 You can stay the night, 578 00:26:40,918 --> 00:26:44,420 and then tomorrow we can talk about the next steps. 579 00:26:46,324 --> 00:26:47,690 The next steps? 580 00:26:47,725 --> 00:26:49,226 Don't be afraid. 581 00:26:49,260 --> 00:26:51,161 You're gonna do much better here with us 582 00:26:51,195 --> 00:26:54,064 than you would all alone in some hotel room. 583 00:26:54,098 --> 00:26:57,868 Um, maybe there's, uh, no point to this. 584 00:26:59,770 --> 00:27:02,372 Natalie, I don't know when you decided 585 00:27:02,406 --> 00:27:06,476 you weren't worth anything... but you are. 586 00:27:06,510 --> 00:27:09,846 You're the point to this. 587 00:27:11,415 --> 00:27:14,350 Okay. 588 00:27:17,921 --> 00:27:20,390 New tube's draining well. One less thing to worry about. 589 00:27:20,424 --> 00:27:21,858 Great. 590 00:27:21,892 --> 00:27:24,427 - You are unbelievable. - Sorry? 591 00:27:24,461 --> 00:27:27,162 Intracorporeal suturing kind of gives me the collywobbles. 592 00:27:27,197 --> 00:27:28,531 What? 593 00:27:28,565 --> 00:27:30,400 That is to say, it-it makes me nervous. 594 00:27:30,434 --> 00:27:32,167 Who's to say I'm not nervous? 595 00:27:32,202 --> 00:27:33,903 Well, you don't suture like you're nervous. 596 00:27:33,937 --> 00:27:35,771 How's her B.P., Dr. Sharpe? 597 00:27:35,805 --> 00:27:37,406 Still low and getting lower. 598 00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:38,874 How is that possible? 599 00:27:38,909 --> 00:27:40,776 I sutured all the vessels of the splenic bed, 600 00:27:40,810 --> 00:27:42,344 but it's still coming proximal to that. 601 00:27:42,379 --> 00:27:44,046 Maybe a branch of the splenic artery? 602 00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:45,414 Or is it possible something else was ruptured by the kick? 603 00:27:45,448 --> 00:27:47,582 Would have showed up in the imaging. 604 00:27:47,617 --> 00:27:49,751 Something happened in the first surgery. 605 00:27:49,786 --> 00:27:51,453 I was watching. Suction. 606 00:27:51,487 --> 00:27:55,524 But when we switched places, neither of us were. 607 00:27:55,558 --> 00:27:57,058 So, you think... 608 00:27:57,092 --> 00:27:58,427 Perhaps she nicked something. 609 00:27:58,461 --> 00:28:00,595 The tail of the pancreas. 610 00:28:00,630 --> 00:28:02,431 And that could have opened the splenic artery. 611 00:28:03,966 --> 00:28:06,267 We're gonna have to open her up. 612 00:28:08,504 --> 00:28:10,071 Listen, you could find a doctor 613 00:28:10,105 --> 00:28:11,907 to perform 20 operations on that leg, 614 00:28:11,941 --> 00:28:13,475 and it wouldn't change a thing. 615 00:28:13,509 --> 00:28:15,710 Well, there's only one way to find out. 616 00:28:17,913 --> 00:28:20,381 I know you want to fight for this. 617 00:28:20,416 --> 00:28:21,649 And I would, too. 618 00:28:21,683 --> 00:28:24,118 But, uh, you have to ask yourself, 619 00:28:24,153 --> 00:28:26,754 are you fighting for the right thing? 620 00:28:26,788 --> 00:28:29,958 Do you want a leg, or do you want a life? 621 00:28:29,992 --> 00:28:31,559 We got five kids. 622 00:28:31,593 --> 00:28:33,894 I've always taken care of my family. 623 00:28:33,929 --> 00:28:35,629 I'm not about to become their problem. 624 00:28:37,266 --> 00:28:39,267 The pain that you're going through 625 00:28:39,301 --> 00:28:41,436 is gonna become a bigger problem for them 626 00:28:41,470 --> 00:28:43,170 than any amputation could. 627 00:28:45,606 --> 00:28:48,141 Maybe it already is. 628 00:28:48,176 --> 00:28:51,078 He's right, Dean. 629 00:28:51,112 --> 00:28:52,912 What, are you taking his side now? 630 00:28:52,947 --> 00:28:55,582 I'm not taking anybody's side. 631 00:28:55,616 --> 00:28:59,249 You're a mess. You're angry all the time. 632 00:28:59,431 --> 00:29:00,988 I won't have you care for a cripple. 633 00:29:01,022 --> 00:29:03,023 You have to stop using that word. 634 00:29:03,057 --> 00:29:04,624 Listen, I know this sounds crazy, 635 00:29:04,658 --> 00:29:06,259 but maybe losing that leg is the one thing 636 00:29:06,294 --> 00:29:07,861 that's gonna make you feel normal again. 637 00:29:12,199 --> 00:29:16,002 I'm having a hard time imagining how my life would even work. 638 00:29:16,036 --> 00:29:18,704 Yeah, you trust the people that love you. 639 00:29:18,738 --> 00:29:20,172 That's how it'll work. 640 00:29:20,207 --> 00:29:21,540 This isn't the 1950s. 641 00:29:21,574 --> 00:29:23,142 I mean, the prosthetics we're using now... 642 00:29:23,176 --> 00:29:26,278 I mean... people are climbing mountains with them. 643 00:29:26,313 --> 00:29:27,613 They're... 644 00:29:29,516 --> 00:29:32,618 Don't think of this as giving up. 645 00:29:32,652 --> 00:29:36,389 Think of it as getting rid of the one thing that's holding you back. 646 00:29:44,497 --> 00:29:45,697 Dr. Lin. 647 00:29:45,732 --> 00:29:47,165 What's up? 648 00:29:47,199 --> 00:29:49,668 Apart from me not having any surgeries lately. 649 00:29:49,702 --> 00:29:52,370 I went to take a blanket for Natalie Dryden. 650 00:29:52,405 --> 00:29:54,406 She's not in her bed. 651 00:29:57,510 --> 00:29:59,176 We've got a missing patient... 652 00:29:59,210 --> 00:30:01,211 female, 30s, lacerations on her head. 653 00:30:03,248 --> 00:30:04,715 Come on. 654 00:30:04,750 --> 00:30:06,417 There it is... splenic artery. 655 00:30:06,451 --> 00:30:08,185 Whatever you're doing, do it fast. You suture. 656 00:30:08,219 --> 00:30:10,855 Mm-hmm. 657 00:30:10,889 --> 00:30:14,559 Dr. Reid, what the hell are you doing with my patient? 658 00:30:14,593 --> 00:30:16,260 I tried to find you. She was bottoming out. 659 00:30:16,294 --> 00:30:17,727 Well, you should have tried harder. 660 00:30:17,762 --> 00:30:20,263 - Dr. Levine... - And you, Dr. Curtis... 661 00:30:20,297 --> 00:30:22,599 I should have thought you would have known better. 662 00:30:22,633 --> 00:30:23,934 B.P.'s in a nosedive, Alex. 663 00:30:23,968 --> 00:30:25,234 We don't have time to talk right now, 664 00:30:25,269 --> 00:30:26,937 but I will explain it to you later. 665 00:30:26,971 --> 00:30:29,539 You're a junior surgeon who thinks she knows everything. 666 00:30:29,574 --> 00:30:31,875 What do you have to explain to me? 667 00:30:31,909 --> 00:30:33,109 My patient is... 668 00:30:33,143 --> 00:30:34,410 Dr. Levine, 669 00:30:34,445 --> 00:30:36,345 Dr. Reid is saving this patient. 670 00:30:36,380 --> 00:30:38,648 Whatever you've got to say, you can say it outside of this O.R. 671 00:30:43,454 --> 00:30:45,588 Let's get back to work. 672 00:30:49,460 --> 00:30:51,727 Natalie, what are you doing? 673 00:30:51,761 --> 00:30:54,097 I, uh, have to find my purse. I have to get back to work. 674 00:30:54,131 --> 00:30:56,765 You're in no shape to leave. You could have died today. 675 00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:58,968 Dr. Lin, I thank you for everything that you tried to do for me. 676 00:30:59,002 --> 00:31:00,403 I really do. 677 00:31:00,437 --> 00:31:02,138 You're almost through the worst. 678 00:31:02,172 --> 00:31:05,039 If you leave now, you have to start over. 679 00:31:05,074 --> 00:31:06,774 - Where are you gonna go? - I'll-I'll come back. 680 00:31:06,809 --> 00:31:09,277 I will. Today... this is just... this is a bad day for me. 681 00:31:09,312 --> 00:31:10,445 Natalie. 682 00:31:11,747 --> 00:31:14,716 I'm not on leave from work. They fired me. 683 00:31:14,750 --> 00:31:16,118 I know. 684 00:31:16,152 --> 00:31:18,753 And my family... they're gone, too. 685 00:31:18,787 --> 00:31:20,255 I know. 686 00:31:20,289 --> 00:31:23,225 So, it's just you and me and a problem we can solve. 687 00:31:23,259 --> 00:31:25,160 You don't know why they're gone. 688 00:31:25,194 --> 00:31:28,662 I can't even, um, say it out loud. 689 00:31:28,696 --> 00:31:31,765 I... even if I fix myself, I can't ever fix that. 690 00:31:32,867 --> 00:31:34,768 That is all in the past now. 691 00:31:34,802 --> 00:31:37,638 I just... I thought that if I could push myself, 692 00:31:37,672 --> 00:31:39,806 if I could just try to be something, 693 00:31:39,841 --> 00:31:42,243 but... I did, and now I'm this, and I'm stuck, 694 00:31:42,277 --> 00:31:44,778 and I don't know anymore if I can't break free 695 00:31:44,812 --> 00:31:47,981 or if I just don't want to. 696 00:31:48,016 --> 00:31:50,117 Okay. 697 00:31:51,219 --> 00:31:54,254 I can get you long-term treatment for your alcoholism. 698 00:31:55,523 --> 00:31:57,423 This may be your last chance. 699 00:31:57,458 --> 00:32:00,627 Don't you want to take that? 700 00:32:03,964 --> 00:32:05,665 No. 701 00:32:21,714 --> 00:32:25,617 You were right about Dean. He agreed to the amputation. 702 00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:29,254 That's good. I'm glad to hear it. 703 00:32:31,558 --> 00:32:33,892 I'm gonna ask to have your wife's X-rays 704 00:32:33,926 --> 00:32:35,661 sent from her family doctor, 705 00:32:35,695 --> 00:32:39,798 but, um, before I do that, I'd like to hear your story. 706 00:32:39,832 --> 00:32:42,033 My story is I didn't kill my wife. 707 00:32:43,902 --> 00:32:45,769 But it's my fault she's gone. 708 00:32:45,804 --> 00:32:48,806 You said that, uh, she tried to hang herself 709 00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:50,675 two years before she died. 710 00:32:51,843 --> 00:32:53,777 I didn't tell anyone. 711 00:32:53,812 --> 00:32:55,746 She begged me not to. 712 00:32:57,916 --> 00:33:00,117 You're only as sick as your secrets. 713 00:33:00,151 --> 00:33:02,186 Isn't that what they say? 714 00:33:02,221 --> 00:33:05,456 Well, I kept hers. 715 00:33:05,490 --> 00:33:11,429 And now she's gone, and I'm... here... a prisoner. 716 00:33:13,498 --> 00:33:15,832 The medical examiner said he found evidence 717 00:33:15,866 --> 00:33:17,900 of a broken hyoid bone in her throat, 718 00:33:17,935 --> 00:33:19,469 said it was consistent with patterns of abuse, 719 00:33:19,503 --> 00:33:20,837 not patterns of suicide attempts. 720 00:33:20,871 --> 00:33:22,505 I told you about the medical examiner. 721 00:33:22,540 --> 00:33:25,041 Yeah, you said that some of his cases have been overturned. 722 00:33:25,075 --> 00:33:27,444 A couple of them so far. 723 00:33:30,248 --> 00:33:32,415 Did you kill your wife? 724 00:33:32,450 --> 00:33:35,418 No. I didn't. 725 00:33:38,922 --> 00:33:40,857 I loved her. 726 00:33:49,233 --> 00:33:51,734 Thanks for listening, Charlie. 727 00:33:54,437 --> 00:33:56,605 Okay, I don't see any more blood. 728 00:33:56,640 --> 00:33:58,040 Looks like we can close. 729 00:33:58,075 --> 00:33:59,575 She's stable. 730 00:33:59,609 --> 00:34:01,543 Wayne... 731 00:34:01,578 --> 00:34:03,079 Thank you for what you said. 732 00:34:04,314 --> 00:34:06,749 Never yelled at a surgeon before. 733 00:34:06,784 --> 00:34:09,385 I think I liked it. 734 00:34:09,419 --> 00:34:11,287 Well, I hope you never do it to me. 735 00:34:11,321 --> 00:34:13,255 Will you close Patrick? 736 00:34:13,290 --> 00:34:14,723 Mm-hmm. 737 00:34:16,626 --> 00:34:18,894 I'm going to explain to Dawn, but don't worry. 738 00:34:18,928 --> 00:34:21,530 Whatever happens, I'll make sure it only happens to me. 739 00:34:21,564 --> 00:34:24,966 Easy, Spartacus. 740 00:34:25,001 --> 00:34:26,302 I've got your back. 741 00:34:27,470 --> 00:34:29,137 Thank you. 742 00:34:39,186 --> 00:34:40,132 Alex 743 00:34:40,271 --> 00:34:41,559 did you operate on Dr. Levine's patient 744 00:34:41,609 --> 00:34:43,076 without her knowledge? 745 00:34:44,312 --> 00:34:45,545 Yes, I did. 746 00:34:45,579 --> 00:34:47,547 I tried to reach you. 747 00:34:47,581 --> 00:34:51,218 And when she couldn't, she snuck the patient into the O.R. 748 00:34:51,252 --> 00:34:53,053 I heard about the chest tube. 749 00:34:53,331 --> 00:34:56,172 You are lucky she didn't have a collapsed lung. 750 00:34:56,222 --> 00:34:58,025 Alex, you should have told me about this. 751 00:34:58,059 --> 00:35:00,059 Not now. 752 00:35:00,093 --> 00:35:02,292 Dr. Curtis asked me to deliver this. 753 00:35:02,446 --> 00:35:04,230 He said it was urgent. 754 00:35:05,766 --> 00:35:08,411 Believe it or not, I was trying to protect you from the consequences. 755 00:35:08,501 --> 00:35:11,399 The only person facing consequences here is you. 756 00:35:11,507 --> 00:35:13,139 Clara... 757 00:35:15,910 --> 00:35:18,011 You need to look at that. 758 00:35:24,751 --> 00:35:26,452 How's the patient doing? 759 00:35:26,486 --> 00:35:27,953 She's okay. 760 00:35:27,987 --> 00:35:30,322 Good. 761 00:35:30,357 --> 00:35:33,325 The splenic artery? 762 00:35:33,360 --> 00:35:35,061 Yes. 763 00:35:37,097 --> 00:35:39,098 How did I miss that? 764 00:35:39,132 --> 00:35:41,600 It could have happened to anyone. 765 00:35:41,634 --> 00:35:43,169 Not to me. 766 00:35:43,203 --> 00:35:46,705 Five years ago, this never would have happened. 767 00:35:49,376 --> 00:35:50,842 Could you excuse us, please? 768 00:35:51,624 --> 00:35:53,045 Yes. Of course. 769 00:36:09,295 --> 00:36:11,096 Clara, you've had a bad run. 770 00:36:11,130 --> 00:36:13,966 Mm. I know. 771 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,468 And it's gone on long enough. 772 00:36:17,502 --> 00:36:20,370 I need to walk away. 773 00:36:20,405 --> 00:36:23,240 I've been afraid to. I've... 774 00:36:25,010 --> 00:36:30,280 I've been afraid of the nothing that is waiting for me. 775 00:36:30,315 --> 00:36:31,682 Clara... 776 00:36:31,717 --> 00:36:33,718 Please. 777 00:36:33,752 --> 00:36:35,119 It's time. 778 00:36:55,039 --> 00:36:56,640 Hey. Someone found this. 779 00:36:58,375 --> 00:37:00,243 Put it in lost and found. 780 00:37:00,277 --> 00:37:02,078 She won't be back. 781 00:37:02,113 --> 00:37:03,479 Okay. 782 00:38:06,842 --> 00:38:08,442 Hey. I need you to get a cake. 783 00:38:10,412 --> 00:38:12,613 From Benaroia's, not that grocery-store garbage. 784 00:38:54,956 --> 00:38:58,024 There you go. 785 00:39:00,627 --> 00:39:02,862 Your limbs seem to be in one place. 786 00:39:02,896 --> 00:39:05,030 Dawn didn't draw and quarter you. 787 00:39:05,065 --> 00:39:07,266 Thanks to you, Dr. Curtis. 788 00:39:07,300 --> 00:39:09,468 Levine is retiring. 789 00:39:09,502 --> 00:39:11,971 Or Dawn has decided to retire her. 790 00:39:12,005 --> 00:39:13,873 Don't tell anybody about this morning, okay? 791 00:39:13,907 --> 00:39:16,142 - Mum's the word. - Thank you. 792 00:39:16,176 --> 00:39:19,278 Oh, Dr. Hamza I will miss you... 793 00:39:19,312 --> 00:39:21,113 and our chess games. 794 00:39:21,148 --> 00:39:22,848 Don't know why. You always lost. 795 00:39:22,883 --> 00:39:25,183 Okay, I guess it's not the chess games I'll miss. 796 00:39:25,217 --> 00:39:26,450 It's you. 797 00:39:26,485 --> 00:39:28,486 Ah, well, I will miss you, too. 798 00:39:29,755 --> 00:39:31,823 Will you be visiting us soon? 799 00:39:31,857 --> 00:39:33,224 Probably not. 800 00:39:33,259 --> 00:39:34,458 Mm. 801 00:39:34,493 --> 00:39:35,994 Dr. Levine. 802 00:39:36,028 --> 00:39:37,829 Dr. Hamza, can I talk to you for just one second? 803 00:39:37,863 --> 00:39:39,664 Mm-hmm. 804 00:39:39,698 --> 00:39:41,565 I just wanted to wish you the very best for your retirement. 805 00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:43,234 Oh. I'm sorry. You are...? 806 00:39:43,269 --> 00:39:45,970 - Maggie Lin. - Maggie. Yes, of course. 807 00:39:46,005 --> 00:39:47,204 Thank you. 808 00:39:47,238 --> 00:39:50,040 Um, I think I'll take off now, 809 00:39:50,074 --> 00:39:52,242 before somebody tries to make a speech. 810 00:39:55,579 --> 00:39:56,847 Dr. Levine... 811 00:39:56,881 --> 00:39:58,215 Don't say anything. 812 00:39:58,249 --> 00:40:01,985 I think after four decades here, 813 00:40:02,020 --> 00:40:04,387 I've earned the right to the last word. 814 00:40:05,756 --> 00:40:09,059 It's a very different world from when I was starting out. 815 00:40:09,093 --> 00:40:12,162 The snickering and the accidental gropings 816 00:40:12,197 --> 00:40:14,230 and the second-guessing of your work, 817 00:40:14,264 --> 00:40:15,532 although I think in that department, 818 00:40:15,566 --> 00:40:17,166 we've come full circle. 819 00:40:17,201 --> 00:40:20,269 Listen, I-I didn't mean to go behind your back. 820 00:40:20,304 --> 00:40:22,038 I am truly sorry. 821 00:40:22,072 --> 00:40:24,374 No. Don't be. That's my point. 822 00:40:24,408 --> 00:40:26,609 It is easier for you. 823 00:40:26,644 --> 00:40:28,611 But you still have to prove yourself 824 00:40:28,646 --> 00:40:30,112 more than any male surgeon. 825 00:40:30,147 --> 00:40:34,116 Every day you come to work, you have to be perfect. 826 00:40:34,151 --> 00:40:36,453 I hope you're up for that. 827 00:40:36,487 --> 00:40:38,254 I hope so, too. 828 00:40:44,094 --> 00:40:46,061 Dr. Singh, it's Maggie Lin. 829 00:40:46,095 --> 00:40:48,263 I've thought about your offer, 830 00:40:48,297 --> 00:40:50,932 and I would love to take the job. 831 00:40:50,967 --> 00:40:52,968 Call me. Thanks. 832 00:41:06,916 --> 00:41:10,585 Have you come to gawk at my patient again? 833 00:41:10,619 --> 00:41:13,588 No, actually. I came to talk to you. 834 00:41:14,690 --> 00:41:16,758 How was your day? 835 00:41:16,792 --> 00:41:18,058 Mm. 836 00:41:18,093 --> 00:41:20,595 Long, strange, stressful. 837 00:41:20,629 --> 00:41:22,497 You? 838 00:41:22,531 --> 00:41:25,633 You know, same old, same old. 839 00:41:25,667 --> 00:41:29,069 You know, we're together now, the three of us. 840 00:41:29,104 --> 00:41:32,506 That means we share the good stuff and the bad. 841 00:41:32,540 --> 00:41:33,941 I know. 842 00:41:33,975 --> 00:41:36,310 It... it really is nothing. 843 00:41:36,344 --> 00:41:38,545 No, Charlie... 844 00:41:40,548 --> 00:41:42,649 Is it a ghost thing? 845 00:41:42,683 --> 00:41:45,920 Yeah. I guess I'm kind of 846 00:41:45,954 --> 00:41:49,523 still getting used to talking about that. 847 00:41:49,557 --> 00:41:52,759 Well, so am I. 848 00:41:52,794 --> 00:41:55,729 And sometimes it can be a... 849 00:41:59,866 --> 00:42:02,302 I don't want you to worry. 850 00:42:02,336 --> 00:42:05,471 I won't. 851 00:42:07,408 --> 00:42:08,841 Okay. 852 00:42:15,983 --> 00:42:17,683 Well, the evidence might not prove you're innocent, 853 00:42:17,717 --> 00:42:20,686 but it definitely doesn't prove you're guilty, either. 854 00:42:20,720 --> 00:42:22,455 You don't know how long I've waited 855 00:42:22,489 --> 00:42:24,657 to hear somebody say that. 856 00:42:24,691 --> 00:42:26,724 If I'm gonna help you, it's still on my terms. 857 00:42:26,759 --> 00:42:28,026 You got it. 858 00:42:28,061 --> 00:42:29,661 No promises. 859 00:42:29,695 --> 00:42:31,496 Understood. 860 00:42:31,530 --> 00:42:34,299 But if everything I'm seeing is right... 861 00:42:34,334 --> 00:42:36,835 You might have a good shot at an appeal. 862 00:42:40,012 --> 00:42:43,201 Sync and corrected by MystEre www.addic7ed.com 9999 00:00:0,500 --> 00:00:2,00