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<i>(Birds chirping)</i>

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<i>(Birds cawing)</i>

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<i>(Birds chirping)</i>

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TO ALL THOSE WHOSE BRAINS
WILL DECOMPOSE BEFORE THEIR HEARTS

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(Train passing by)

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<i>(Slow deep stringed music)</i>

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(Siren wailing in distance)

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(Music continues in the room)

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(Husband chuckles)

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Everything's ready.

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OK.

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(Music continues)

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(Birds chirping)

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- Some wine?
- Yes. Yes.

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Stop. Stop. Thanks.

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- Cheers.
- Cheers.

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Life's a dream, isn't it?

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Yes.

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Life is a dream within a dream.

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(Wife) Hm.

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To us.

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- To us.
- To us.

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(Instrumental music fading)

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(In French) <i>♪ We are so very little</i>

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<i>♪ My friend the rose</i>

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<i>♪ Told me so this morning</i>

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<i>♪ I was born at dawn</i>

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<i>♪ Baptised with dew</i>

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<i>♪ I bloomed</i>

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<i>♪ Happy and in love</i>

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<i>♪ In the sun's rays</i>

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<i>♪ I closed myself at night</i>

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<i>♪ And woke up old</i>

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<i>(Classical guitar)</i>

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♪ Yet I was so beautiful

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♪ The most beautiful

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♪ Flower in your garden

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♪ We are so very little

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♪ My friend the rose

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♪ Told me so this morning

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♪ The god who made me

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♪ Bows my head

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♪ And I feel I am falling

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♪ Falling

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♪ My heart is almost bare

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♪ I've one foot in the grave

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♪ I'm already gone

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♪ You admired me yesterday

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♪ And I will be dust

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♪ Tomorrow for good

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♪ We are so very little

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♪ My friend the rose

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♪ Died this morning

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♪ The moon tonight

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♪ Watched over my friend

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♪ In my dreams I saw

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♪ Dazzling and bare

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♪ Her soul dancing

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♪ Beyond the clouds

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♪ And smiling down on me

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♪ Believe he who can believe

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♪ I need to hope

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♪ Or I am nothing

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♪ Or else I am so very little

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♪ As my friend the rose

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♪ Told me yesterday ♪

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(Classical guitar)

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(Distant traffic noise)

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(Distant shouting)

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(Clock ticking)

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(Shouting and noises continue)

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(Dog barking in distance)

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(Indistinct shouting)

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(Car horn honking)

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(Clock ticking)

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(Distant thud)

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(Motorcycle passing by)

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(Dog barking)

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(Siren wailing)

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(Thud)

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(Clock ticking)

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(Husband grunts softly)

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(Radio) 'We will discuss
the grieving process,

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the importance of rituals,
the notion of resilience,

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post-mourning awareness

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and subjective experiences
of contact with the deceased

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with our guests,
Dr Boris Cyrulnik,

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neuropsychiatrist,
essayist and ethologist,

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Dr Christophe Fauré,
psychiatrist and psychotherapist,

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and journalist Stéphane Allix,

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author and founder of the Institute
for Research into Extraordinary Experiences.'

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'Christophe Fauré discusses
the grieving process.'

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(Fauré) 'The grieving process
is the natural, intelligent process,

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intrinsic to our being,

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that accompanies the healing
of the violent, brutal wound

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caused by death.'

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'It will heal the wound

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and let us go from
an external, objective bond

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with the person we could hear,
see, talk to and hug

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to a subjective internal bond

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where we never lose them.'

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'It's the opposite of oblivion.'

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'On the contrary,
it's called introjection:

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internalisation
of the loved one's presence forever.'

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(Host) 'If you love someone
who's bereaved

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and you feel helpless or awkward,

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Dr Fauré stresses the importance
of opening up a dialogue,

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not leaving things unspoken.'

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'Asking about their bonds
with the deceased,

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how they died, evoking memories...'

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(Peeing)

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'...or saying their name
helps the griever maintain interaction,

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favouring the integration process.'

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(Music on radio)

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(Wife) Hm.

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(Phlegmy coughing)

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(Host) 'The grieving process
is accompanied by rituals.'

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'Boris Cyrulnik.'

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(Cyrulnik) 'We cannot leave
to rot on the ground

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the body of someone we still love,

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someone who lives on
in our heart, in our mind.'

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'We love someone who has gone.'

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'We need to invent a grave.'

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'We've done it
since Neanderthal times.'

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'The body is laid
in a meaningful position,

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flower petals are scattered,

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food is deposited
for the journey to the afterlife,

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and tears are shed.'

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'Mr and Mrs Neanderthal
knew how to speak.'

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'I imagine they must
have spoken like today.'

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'When we lose someone,
a loved one,

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we carve their name in stone.'

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'Carving the name keeps them alive.'

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'We put their photo on a tombstone,

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lay flowers around it,

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keeping them alive in our memory

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when we know they are really dead.'

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'So, the grieving ritual is...'

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'Every culture has a grieving ritual.'

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'It gives the deceased dignity,

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and us too,

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for, if we left the loved one's body
to rot on the ground,

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we would be ashamed.'

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'We have to make a tomb

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and we have to perform
a social ritual.'

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'We cry, but we are together.'

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'It gives the death meaning.'

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'Our first response was

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the tomb as an artwork.'

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(Host) 'Mm.'

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(Cyrulnik) 'Egyptians made artworks.'

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'We are still unearthing them.'

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'It's interesting
for the universal human condition,

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the representation of death.'

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'It differs from the perception
of a dead person.'

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'A dead body is a corpse.
Death is a spirituality.'

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(Host) 'In Western society
it has been kept at a distance,

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as have the rituals,
traditions and social codes

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that go with the loss
of a loved one.'

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'To what end?'

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(Fauré) 'It's linked
to technological progress,

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which has been beneficial.'

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'But in the '50s and '60s

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accompanying the dying

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moved away from the home.'

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'The ancestral practices...'

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(Flushes toilet)

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'...but which put death
at a distance from society.

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'It's become medical.'

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'Care lies with technicians,
with experts,

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and we have removed it
from society.'

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(Coffee gurgles)

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(Radio continues, indistinct)

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(Husband exhales)

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(Chair squeaks)

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Don't!

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Leave it.

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(Door creaks)

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(Loud footsteps upstairs)

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(Wife sighs)

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(Husband sighs deeply)

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(Traffic noise)

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(Indistinct chatter on the street)

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(Baby crying)

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(Car horn honking)

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(Traffic noise)

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(Indistinct chatter)

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(Baby crying)

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(Wife's footsteps dragging)

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(Traffic noise grows louder)

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(Door creaks)

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(Distant shouting)

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(People chatting)

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(Distant whistling)

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(Door beeps)

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(Door beeps)

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Can I help you?

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(Cheerful music)

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Uh...

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Toys...?

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Down on the right.

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(Mobile beeps)

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(Beep)

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(Beep)

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(Beep)

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- (Ringing tone)
- (Mobile ringing)

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- (Ringing tone)
- (Mobile ringing)

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- (Ringing tone)
- (Mobile ringing)

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(Husband sighs)

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- (Ringing tone)
- (Mobile ringing)

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(Indistinct voice on the phone)

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(Music continues in the shop)

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(Traffic noise)

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(Indistinct radio in the house)

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(Cyrulnik) '...and then
their brains function again.'

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'If they are not reassured,
the brain is siderated

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and the brain scan shows
it no longer works.'

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'So, they need to be reassured,

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and when that's done,
they need to be encouraged

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to make sense
of what has happened.'

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'They need to talk.'

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'Speech becomes affective.'

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'Emotions are triggered by speaking.'

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'It makes sense.'

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'Why has this happened?'

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'How to move forward?'

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'It's biological and psychological.'

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(Host) 'You differentiate between
traumatic memory and healthy memory.'

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'How does that work?'

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(Cyrulnik) 'Healthy memory
is progressive.'

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'We keep reorganising

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the memory of what happened.'

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'It's not the past returning.'

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'It's the representation of the past,

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our notion of what happened.'

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'It shifts with time and people.'

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'We don't see things
as we did before.'

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'Inevitably, as we age,

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our childhood memories

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are not as vivid
as when we were teens.'

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'The representation of our past shifts.'

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- 'Memories of past events change.'
(Owner) Did you find it?

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'That is healthy memory.'

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'It evolves.'

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'Traumatic memory is trapped.
It stops moving.'

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(Radio continues, indistinct)

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(Owner) How are you doing?

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(Locks door)

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(Stomping feet)

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(Traffic noise)

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(Radio chatter in the shop)

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(Door clicks loudly)

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(Door creaks, then clicks)

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- Vuk?
- Coming!

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You there? Vuk?

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Oh, there you are.

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- Have you seen my wife?
- Not at all.

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Was she here?

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- Was she here?
- Not today.

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If you see her,
tell her I'm looking for her.

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OK. It's good you came.
I found you a book or two.

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For your work.

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Hang on.

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What is it?

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Here.

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They're on symbolism and dreams.

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It all ties in with your work.

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- Yeah, my book.
- It's going well?

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Yes, but...I have to find my wife.

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Shall I keep them?

271
00:23:59,050 --> 00:24:01,410
Yes. Thank you.

272
00:24:01,530 --> 00:24:05,170
I won't be at the meeting.
I've got too much work on.

273
00:24:05,290 --> 00:24:08,090
- But I'll call you.
- OK.

274
00:24:08,210 --> 00:24:10,490
If I see her,
I'll say you're looking for her.

275
00:24:10,610 --> 00:24:13,050
Yes. Thank you. <i>Ciao.</i>

276
00:24:13,130 --> 00:24:15,370
- Take care.
- Thanks.

277
00:24:15,490 --> 00:24:17,410
(Siren wailing in distance)

278
00:24:37,730 --> 00:24:39,650
(Motorcycle passing by)

279
00:24:47,370 --> 00:24:50,130
- Hello.
- Hello. Have you seen my wife?

280
00:24:50,250 --> 00:24:51,970
- At the back.
- Oh.

281
00:24:55,130 --> 00:24:56,650
Sir. She's here.

282
00:24:57,330 --> 00:24:58,330
Ah.

283
00:24:59,050 --> 00:25:00,050
Oh.

284
00:25:03,370 --> 00:25:05,050
Where were you?

285
00:25:05,130 --> 00:25:06,610
I looked everywhere.

286
00:25:06,730 --> 00:25:07,930
All over.

287
00:25:08,650 --> 00:25:09,650
Eh?

288
00:25:10,170 --> 00:25:11,770
Why did you leave?

289
00:25:11,890 --> 00:25:13,730
Let's go home.

290
00:25:14,530 --> 00:25:16,050
- You like it?
- Hm.

291
00:25:16,170 --> 00:25:17,370
How much?

292
00:25:17,490 --> 00:25:19,210
- Five euros.
- OK.

293
00:25:20,490 --> 00:25:22,130
Here, for you.

294
00:25:28,130 --> 00:25:29,130
Thanks.

295
00:25:29,970 --> 00:25:31,690
(Radio chatter continues)

296
00:25:33,130 --> 00:25:34,250
Come home.

297
00:25:38,850 --> 00:25:40,370
- Bye.
- Bye.

298
00:25:45,530 --> 00:25:46,730
Be careful.

299
00:25:49,130 --> 00:25:50,130
Come.

300
00:25:54,610 --> 00:25:55,690
Careful.

301
00:25:55,810 --> 00:25:57,370
(Train passing by)

302
00:26:08,650 --> 00:26:10,570
(Door creaks)

303
00:26:16,490 --> 00:26:18,170
- Huh?
- Yes.

304
00:26:18,650 --> 00:26:19,650
Huh?

305
00:26:21,490 --> 00:26:22,850
What did you do?

306
00:26:22,970 --> 00:26:24,530
- Nothing.
- Oh!

307
00:26:24,970 --> 00:26:26,210
- Nothing.
- Nothing?

308
00:26:26,330 --> 00:26:29,570
You went out, left the door open,

309
00:26:30,290 --> 00:26:34,410
and no one knew where you went.

310
00:26:34,530 --> 00:26:36,050
Where have you been?

311
00:26:36,130 --> 00:26:37,650
I was at the pharmacy.

312
00:26:37,770 --> 00:26:39,090
No.

313
00:26:39,210 --> 00:26:40,370
No.

314
00:26:40,490 --> 00:26:43,090
That's a lie.

315
00:26:43,210 --> 00:26:46,610
Impossible. I went there.

316
00:26:46,730 --> 00:26:49,290
I talked to everyone

317
00:26:49,410 --> 00:26:52,050
who works there.

318
00:26:52,170 --> 00:26:54,810
They all know you, all of them,

319
00:26:54,930 --> 00:26:56,450
and none of them saw you.

320
00:26:56,570 --> 00:26:58,730
You didn't go there.

321
00:26:58,850 --> 00:27:00,290
Stop scaring me.

322
00:27:00,410 --> 00:27:03,050
No. You're scaring me.

323
00:27:03,130 --> 00:27:04,130
What scares you?

324
00:27:04,250 --> 00:27:07,090
That you'll get lost

325
00:27:07,210 --> 00:27:09,450
in the city,

326
00:27:09,570 --> 00:27:11,650
that you'll get...

327
00:27:11,770 --> 00:27:14,890
attacked by a thug,

328
00:27:15,050 --> 00:27:16,050
a dealer.

329
00:27:16,130 --> 00:27:18,130
It's a dangerous city.

330
00:27:18,250 --> 00:27:20,650
- No.
- Yes, it is.

331
00:27:20,770 --> 00:27:21,770
- No.
- Yes, it is.

332
00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:26,050
And you swan around it.

333
00:27:26,130 --> 00:27:27,730
It scares me.

334
00:27:27,850 --> 00:27:29,890
- People are kind.
- No.

335
00:27:30,050 --> 00:27:33,690
You think so, but they're not.

336
00:27:33,810 --> 00:27:35,410
They're horrible.

337
00:27:35,530 --> 00:27:37,690
The world is full of madmen

338
00:27:37,810 --> 00:27:39,330
and horrible people.

339
00:27:39,450 --> 00:27:41,570
Full of them.

340
00:27:41,690 --> 00:27:43,050
Understand?

341
00:27:43,130 --> 00:27:45,210
I don't believe it.

342
00:27:45,330 --> 00:27:47,450
You don't believe it?
It's the truth.

343
00:27:47,570 --> 00:27:48,850
No, it's not.

344
00:27:49,530 --> 00:27:50,570
Well, OK...

345
00:27:51,130 --> 00:27:53,930
I've made my point.

346
00:27:54,050 --> 00:27:55,690
So, you'll stop?

347
00:27:57,170 --> 00:28:01,050
- You'll kill me.
- No. I don't want to hurt you.

348
00:28:01,170 --> 00:28:02,770
Hurt me? <i>Sì, OK, vabbè.</i>

349
00:28:02,890 --> 00:28:04,850
I'll be OK.

350
00:28:05,570 --> 00:28:08,210
I have to work,

351
00:28:08,330 --> 00:28:11,050
write my book.

352
00:28:11,130 --> 00:28:12,530
It's important.

353
00:28:12,650 --> 00:28:14,050
- Very.
- OK.

354
00:28:14,130 --> 00:28:17,050
It's about films

355
00:28:17,130 --> 00:28:19,050
and dreams.

356
00:28:19,130 --> 00:28:21,810
It's an important book.

357
00:28:21,930 --> 00:28:23,050
(Wife) Mm-hm.

358
00:28:23,170 --> 00:28:25,850
Please, really. Please.

359
00:28:26,570 --> 00:28:28,250
Eh? Really.

360
00:28:28,370 --> 00:28:30,050
OK. Thank you.

361
00:28:30,130 --> 00:28:31,130
<i>Ciao.</i>

362
00:28:39,290 --> 00:28:40,650
(Husband coughing)

363
00:28:52,130 --> 00:28:53,730
(Wife sighs)

364
00:29:28,690 --> 00:29:29,690
(Mobile beeps)

365
00:29:29,810 --> 00:29:30,810
(Beep)

366
00:29:31,690 --> 00:29:32,690
(Beep)

367
00:29:34,410 --> 00:29:36,410
(Ringing tone)

368
00:29:39,050 --> 00:29:40,730
(Ringing tone)

369
00:29:43,330 --> 00:29:45,490
(Ringing tone)

370
00:29:48,210 --> 00:29:50,090
(Ringing tone)

371
00:29:52,970 --> 00:29:55,050
(Ringing tone)

372
00:29:56,130 --> 00:29:58,170
(Indistinct voice on the phone)

373
00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:00,610
(Clock ticking)

374
00:30:02,170 --> 00:30:03,170
(Phone beeps)

375
00:30:04,130 --> 00:30:07,410
Please call me back.

376
00:30:08,930 --> 00:30:10,210
Really.

377
00:30:11,170 --> 00:30:12,450
Thanks.

378
00:30:20,130 --> 00:30:21,650
(Husband sighs deeply)

379
00:30:36,610 --> 00:30:38,810
(Indistinct chatter on radio)

380
00:31:00,330 --> 00:31:01,890
(Husband sighs)

381
00:31:02,530 --> 00:31:04,650
(Siren wailing in distance)

382
00:31:09,770 --> 00:31:11,770
(Indistinct radio chatter)

383
00:31:35,250 --> 00:31:37,370
(Husband stomping)

384
00:32:00,210 --> 00:32:01,210
(Mobile beeps)

385
00:32:01,330 --> 00:32:02,330
(Beep)

386
00:32:02,450 --> 00:32:03,450
(Beep)

387
00:32:05,330 --> 00:32:07,850
(Indistinct voice on the phone)

388
00:32:11,690 --> 00:32:14,810
- (Beep)
- Claire, answer. Answer me.

389
00:32:15,690 --> 00:32:17,210
Please.

390
00:32:17,330 --> 00:32:18,850
I need to talk to you.

391
00:32:20,330 --> 00:32:23,810
I need...to hear your voice.

392
00:32:24,970 --> 00:32:26,330
Please.

393
00:32:26,450 --> 00:32:27,450
Claire.

394
00:32:30,970 --> 00:32:32,970
(Motorcycle passing by)

395
00:32:33,090 --> 00:32:35,090
(Music playing outside)

396
00:32:48,650 --> 00:32:50,690
(Husband stomping)

397
00:32:52,930 --> 00:32:54,490
(Radio chatter continues)

398
00:33:00,730 --> 00:33:02,050
(Husband sighs)

399
00:33:56,250 --> 00:33:57,810
(Husband grunts softly)

400
00:34:08,210 --> 00:34:10,570
(Dramatic music on TV)

401
00:34:25,970 --> 00:34:28,170
(Radio chatter continues)

402
00:34:53,050 --> 00:34:55,090
(Bells tolling on TV)

403
00:35:18,890 --> 00:35:20,530
(Bells continue)

404
00:35:20,650 --> 00:35:22,290
(Radio chatter continues)

405
00:35:54,970 --> 00:35:56,130
(Bells continue)

406
00:35:58,170 --> 00:35:59,170
(Cups clatter)

407
00:36:06,730 --> 00:36:07,730
(TV stops)

408
00:36:08,930 --> 00:36:10,330
(Husband grunts softly)

409
00:36:18,610 --> 00:36:20,370
(Radio chatter continues)

410
00:36:29,210 --> 00:36:30,650
(Door creaks)

411
00:37:59,570 --> 00:38:00,570
(Mobile beeps)

412
00:38:00,690 --> 00:38:02,090
(Beep, beep)

413
00:38:02,810 --> 00:38:04,650
(Ringing tone)

414
00:38:05,970 --> 00:38:07,690
(Ringing tone)

415
00:38:09,290 --> 00:38:10,810
(Ringing tone)

416
00:38:10,930 --> 00:38:12,370
Hello? Jean-Baptiste?

417
00:38:12,970 --> 00:38:14,450
It's me, yes.

418
00:38:15,610 --> 00:38:16,770
You OK?

419
00:38:18,290 --> 00:38:20,130
I need you.

420
00:38:21,690 --> 00:38:25,570
You know, I'm writing a book

421
00:38:25,690 --> 00:38:28,570
on film

422
00:38:28,690 --> 00:38:30,050
and dreams.

423
00:38:32,370 --> 00:38:36,490
I've already come up with a title.

424
00:38:37,690 --> 00:38:38,730
"Psyche".

425
00:38:38,850 --> 00:38:40,890
(Jean-Baptiste speaking, indistinct)

426
00:38:41,050 --> 00:38:42,210
You like it.

427
00:38:42,730 --> 00:38:44,090
Uh, I'm glad.

428
00:38:44,810 --> 00:38:48,770
And also, I found a line,

429
00:38:48,890 --> 00:38:51,770
a great line by Edgar Allan Poe.

430
00:38:51,890 --> 00:38:55,890
"Is all that we see or seem...?"

431
00:38:56,050 --> 00:39:01,970
"Is all that we see
but a dream within a dream?"

432
00:39:02,090 --> 00:39:04,690
It's grandiose.

433
00:39:06,450 --> 00:39:09,050
I wanted to put that line,

434
00:39:09,170 --> 00:39:10,730
uh...

435
00:39:10,850 --> 00:39:13,090
at the start.

436
00:39:13,210 --> 00:39:14,890
Yes, true.

437
00:39:15,050 --> 00:39:17,210
(Jean-Baptiste speaking, indistinct)

438
00:39:25,730 --> 00:39:27,610
No doubt. No doubt.

439
00:39:27,730 --> 00:39:30,210
I also think that...

440
00:39:30,330 --> 00:39:33,210
cinema is...

441
00:39:33,330 --> 00:39:37,610
I mean, a movie theatre

442
00:39:37,730 --> 00:39:43,050
is the greatest,
most appropriate atmosphere

443
00:39:43,130 --> 00:39:45,490
to, uh...

444
00:39:45,610 --> 00:39:47,770
expose our dreams,

445
00:39:47,890 --> 00:39:50,130
to tell them,

446
00:39:50,250 --> 00:39:54,130
because it's all dark

447
00:39:54,250 --> 00:39:57,090
and you have no contact with anyone.

448
00:39:57,210 --> 00:39:59,770
It's like being in bed,

449
00:39:59,890 --> 00:40:02,130
sleeping, dreaming.

450
00:40:02,250 --> 00:40:05,370
Cinema is that.

451
00:40:05,490 --> 00:40:08,050
A big dream.

452
00:40:08,690 --> 00:40:10,250
All cinema. All cinema.

453
00:40:10,370 --> 00:40:14,170
Not just films about dreams,

454
00:40:14,290 --> 00:40:16,330
about...

455
00:40:16,450 --> 00:40:20,610
All films. All films are dreams.

456
00:40:22,250 --> 00:40:23,250
Yes.

457
00:40:23,370 --> 00:40:26,210
(Jean-Baptiste speaking, indistinct)

458
00:40:26,330 --> 00:40:29,330
Yes, the line I wrote.

459
00:40:29,450 --> 00:40:32,450
(Jean-Baptiste speaking, indistinct)

460
00:40:32,570 --> 00:40:36,050
"The dreamer is awake", <i>sì.</i>

461
00:40:36,170 --> 00:40:40,730
Sure. I'll ask my publisher
if he likes it.

462
00:40:40,850 --> 00:40:42,050
(Chuckles)

463
00:40:44,570 --> 00:40:46,330
(Radio chatter continues)

464
00:41:11,130 --> 00:41:15,610
I think in a cinema,
when the spectators dream,

465
00:41:15,730 --> 00:41:18,210
they don't see the dream,

466
00:41:18,330 --> 00:41:20,570
they see some symbols.

467
00:41:20,690 --> 00:41:21,810
Sometimes.

468
00:41:21,930 --> 00:41:27,050
But most are in a state

469
00:41:27,170 --> 00:41:30,650
of continual relaxation,

470
00:41:30,770 --> 00:41:33,210
like...

471
00:41:33,330 --> 00:41:36,290
as if they were...

472
00:41:36,410 --> 00:41:38,570
in a dream.

473
00:41:38,690 --> 00:41:41,690
Caught in a situation,

474
00:41:41,810 --> 00:41:42,970
uh...

475
00:41:43,090 --> 00:41:45,450
a wonderful situation,

476
00:41:45,570 --> 00:41:47,330
with things

477
00:41:47,450 --> 00:41:50,970
that are in the sky.

478
00:41:51,090 --> 00:41:55,410
Symbols, as Freud said.

479
00:41:55,530 --> 00:41:58,530
He says that...

480
00:41:58,650 --> 00:42:02,050
Like, the sea is your mother,

481
00:42:02,170 --> 00:42:05,410
but it also means,

482
00:42:05,530 --> 00:42:06,770
uh...

483
00:42:06,890 --> 00:42:08,050
sex.

484
00:42:08,130 --> 00:42:10,090
Big sex

485
00:42:10,210 --> 00:42:13,490
when you dream of the ocean.

486
00:42:14,050 --> 00:42:17,610
Huge sex.

487
00:42:17,730 --> 00:42:19,170
Huge sensuality.

488
00:42:19,290 --> 00:42:22,930
That's... That's true.

489
00:42:23,450 --> 00:42:25,770
Sometimes,

490
00:42:25,890 --> 00:42:29,570
I can't say I've never dreamt...

491
00:42:29,690 --> 00:42:30,690
I dream,

492
00:42:30,810 --> 00:42:34,130
but not always the way Fellini did,

493
00:42:34,250 --> 00:42:36,170
or Mizoguchi.

494
00:42:36,290 --> 00:42:37,290
(Chuckles)

495
00:42:37,410 --> 00:42:40,410
(Jean-Baptiste speaking, indistinct)

496
00:42:46,570 --> 00:42:48,610
(Radio chatter continues)

497
00:42:54,170 --> 00:42:55,170
<i>Sì.</i>

498
00:42:56,770 --> 00:43:00,050
That's true, very true.

499
00:43:00,170 --> 00:43:05,090
It's really the core issue.

500
00:43:05,210 --> 00:43:06,210
<i>Bravo.</i>

501
00:43:07,410 --> 00:43:08,410
OK.

502
00:43:09,650 --> 00:43:10,970
Talk soon.

503
00:43:12,690 --> 00:43:14,170
<i>Ciao. Ciao.</i>

504
00:43:16,730 --> 00:43:17,730
(Beep)

505
00:43:24,210 --> 00:43:25,210
(Clock ticking)

506
00:43:33,810 --> 00:43:35,890
(Husband) Stéphane, can you come?

507
00:43:37,050 --> 00:43:38,130
Stéphane?

508
00:43:40,170 --> 00:43:42,090
Mum, have you called Nathalie?

509
00:43:42,850 --> 00:43:44,690
Uh, Nathalie?

510
00:43:46,050 --> 00:43:47,330
Yes, Nathalie.

511
00:43:48,290 --> 00:43:50,690
Your assistant,
your former assistant.

512
00:43:52,370 --> 00:43:53,530
You didn't call?

513
00:43:54,370 --> 00:43:56,050
- No, she didn't.
- Did you?

514
00:43:56,170 --> 00:43:58,050
No, I didn't because...

515
00:43:58,170 --> 00:44:01,050
- She has to do that.
- Yes, but...

516
00:44:01,730 --> 00:44:03,770
She left me two messages.

517
00:44:03,890 --> 00:44:07,690
- Ah...
- About the brain scan.

518
00:44:07,810 --> 00:44:10,170
Another one.

519
00:44:10,290 --> 00:44:11,530
- No.
- Yes.

520
00:44:11,650 --> 00:44:14,570
Yes. It's important.

521
00:44:14,690 --> 00:44:16,650
Dad's worried and me too.

522
00:44:16,770 --> 00:44:19,930
You're a psychiatrist,
you should be reasonable.

523
00:44:21,050 --> 00:44:23,250
We'll call her later.

524
00:44:24,370 --> 00:44:27,490
Just one appointment.
I'll come with you.

525
00:44:27,610 --> 00:44:28,610
OK?

526
00:44:29,610 --> 00:44:30,890
- OK?
- OK.

527
00:44:31,970 --> 00:44:33,690
(Wife sighs deeply)

528
00:44:33,810 --> 00:44:35,250
Go and see Kiki.

529
00:44:39,370 --> 00:44:41,770
These are her pills.

530
00:44:41,890 --> 00:44:44,810
- Like a cocktail.
- They're all mixed up.

531
00:44:44,930 --> 00:44:46,770
Your pills and Mum's?

532
00:44:46,890 --> 00:44:50,490
Yes. Not many of them are mine.

533
00:44:50,610 --> 00:44:53,290
- Even if...
- Most of them are hers.

534
00:44:53,410 --> 00:44:56,050
Kiki was playing with them.

535
00:44:56,130 --> 00:44:58,530
- Put them away.
- Look at this.

536
00:44:58,650 --> 00:45:01,290
That's really strong.
Did Mum write the prescription?

537
00:45:01,410 --> 00:45:04,610
No, the psychiatrist did.

538
00:45:04,730 --> 00:45:05,770
- She saw one?
<i>- Sì.</i>

539
00:45:05,890 --> 00:45:08,250
- Really?
- The psychiatrist...

540
00:45:09,610 --> 00:45:10,650
He gave her this?

541
00:45:10,770 --> 00:45:13,290
- He did, he gave her that.
- (Wife) Hey! Hey...

542
00:45:13,410 --> 00:45:14,570
Wait.

543
00:45:14,690 --> 00:45:16,370
What? What is it?

544
00:45:16,490 --> 00:45:17,690
(Wife mumbles)

545
00:45:19,370 --> 00:45:20,490
What is it, Mum?

546
00:45:20,610 --> 00:45:22,370
(Wife mumbles)

547
00:45:23,130 --> 00:45:24,250
What's up?

548
00:45:26,690 --> 00:45:27,850
What?

549
00:45:27,970 --> 00:45:30,050
(Whispering) Take me home.

550
00:45:30,130 --> 00:45:32,050
- Take me home.
- You are home.

551
00:45:32,130 --> 00:45:34,690
No, I want to go home.

552
00:45:35,890 --> 00:45:36,890
What?

553
00:45:45,450 --> 00:45:47,450
(Whispering) Look at me.
What's wrong?

554
00:45:54,570 --> 00:45:55,650
I...

555
00:45:56,410 --> 00:45:58,690
I want to go home.

556
00:45:59,970 --> 00:46:01,210
(Mumbles)

557
00:46:03,210 --> 00:46:06,570
- We are home.
- No.

558
00:46:06,690 --> 00:46:09,210
- Yes.
- No. No.

559
00:46:11,090 --> 00:46:12,090
Look at me.

560
00:46:30,610 --> 00:46:32,130
(Whispering) There's...

561
00:46:33,690 --> 00:46:35,050
There's that man...

562
00:46:37,250 --> 00:46:39,050
...following me everywhere.

563
00:46:40,490 --> 00:46:42,770
Why is he here?

564
00:46:44,570 --> 00:46:46,130
Who? Dad?

565
00:46:47,090 --> 00:46:48,170
No, no, no.

566
00:46:48,290 --> 00:46:50,330
That's Dad.

567
00:46:58,170 --> 00:46:59,170
(Stéphane) Um...

568
00:46:59,930 --> 00:47:02,810
Dad, go and see Kiki.

569
00:47:08,730 --> 00:47:10,370
Will you come with me?

570
00:47:11,170 --> 00:47:12,610
Will you?

571
00:47:16,850 --> 00:47:18,130
Give me your hand.

572
00:47:18,250 --> 00:47:19,370
Don't let go.

573
00:47:20,970 --> 00:47:22,410
Come here. Don't let go.

574
00:47:27,570 --> 00:47:29,450
(Kiki mumbles)

575
00:47:32,690 --> 00:47:34,130
(Wife) What's that?

576
00:47:36,730 --> 00:47:37,810
You OK?

577
00:47:42,250 --> 00:47:43,730
What are you looking at?

578
00:47:49,450 --> 00:47:50,650
(Husband coughs)

579
00:47:56,210 --> 00:47:57,210
What's wrong?

580
00:47:58,610 --> 00:47:59,610
Huh?

581
00:48:01,810 --> 00:48:03,570
(Whispering) I'm scared.

582
00:48:03,690 --> 00:48:04,730
Scared?

583
00:48:05,690 --> 00:48:07,090
Is that what you said?

584
00:48:08,090 --> 00:48:09,330
I don't know.

585
00:48:12,690 --> 00:48:13,810
We're...

586
00:48:14,490 --> 00:48:15,730
We're here.

587
00:48:16,490 --> 00:48:17,650
We're here.

588
00:48:19,810 --> 00:48:20,930
(Wife sighs)

589
00:48:21,810 --> 00:48:23,890
This is the living room.

590
00:48:26,610 --> 00:48:27,610
(Quietly) I...

591
00:48:28,250 --> 00:48:29,570
I don't...

592
00:48:32,050 --> 00:48:33,130
Look at me.

593
00:48:37,530 --> 00:48:38,850
Who am I?

594
00:48:39,570 --> 00:48:41,970
I don't know.

595
00:48:43,370 --> 00:48:44,730
I don't know.

596
00:48:46,570 --> 00:48:47,570
Um...

597
00:48:50,930 --> 00:48:52,890
I'm Stéphane. Huh?

598
00:48:53,810 --> 00:48:55,410
- Oh.
- Yes.

599
00:48:56,410 --> 00:48:57,450
Who am I?

600
00:48:58,810 --> 00:48:59,810
Stéphane.

601
00:49:03,690 --> 00:49:04,890
(Wife sighs)

602
00:49:22,930 --> 00:49:24,090
(Wife sniffles)

603
00:49:31,930 --> 00:49:33,810
No! Mum! Oh.

604
00:49:41,130 --> 00:49:42,650
It's me.

605
00:49:42,770 --> 00:49:44,650
You can't kiss my lips.

606
00:49:49,330 --> 00:49:50,330
Um...

607
00:49:52,050 --> 00:49:53,250
OK, Dad?

608
00:49:56,050 --> 00:49:57,850
I've got the DVD you wanted.

609
00:49:58,890 --> 00:50:00,130
Shall we watch?

610
00:50:01,050 --> 00:50:02,050
Mum?

611
00:50:13,890 --> 00:50:15,290
Sit here.

612
00:51:00,170 --> 00:51:01,770
(DVD player whirring)

613
00:51:04,730 --> 00:51:06,210
(Piano music on TV)

614
00:51:11,050 --> 00:51:12,490
(Indistinct)

615
00:51:14,210 --> 00:51:16,050
(On TV) 'We observe the world...

616
00:51:17,810 --> 00:51:19,290
...to understand it...

617
00:51:20,970 --> 00:51:22,890
...and evolve in it.'

618
00:51:25,690 --> 00:51:28,650
'Intelligence helped us make tools

619
00:51:29,370 --> 00:51:31,690
to understand the infinitely small

620
00:51:32,730 --> 00:51:34,290
and the infinitely large.'

621
00:51:34,570 --> 00:51:35,890
Coming, Kiki.

622
00:51:36,050 --> 00:51:39,570
(TV) 'For over a century,
psychologists, biologists,

623
00:51:39,690 --> 00:51:41,930
geneticists and neuroscientists

624
00:51:42,050 --> 00:51:44,690
have dissected, analysed

625
00:51:44,810 --> 00:51:46,370
and measured our world.'

626
00:51:47,210 --> 00:51:49,530
'We have invented computers

627
00:51:49,650 --> 00:51:51,250
and walked on the moon,

628
00:51:52,050 --> 00:51:54,570
but contrary to what we think,

629
00:51:54,690 --> 00:51:57,610
our intelligence is not growing.'

630
00:51:58,690 --> 00:52:03,410
'Today, science explores
the many facets of our intelligence.'

631
00:52:03,890 --> 00:52:05,970
'But do scientists really know...?'

632
00:52:06,090 --> 00:52:09,050
No, let's not add problems.

633
00:52:09,170 --> 00:52:14,330
But you know,
there's a big word in life.

634
00:52:14,450 --> 00:52:15,890
Love.

635
00:52:16,050 --> 00:52:17,130
(Chuckles)

636
00:52:17,250 --> 00:52:20,490
I loved you.

637
00:52:22,330 --> 00:52:24,770
I left you four messages.

638
00:52:24,890 --> 00:52:26,290
You didn't answer.

639
00:52:31,050 --> 00:52:32,050
You...

640
00:52:32,970 --> 00:52:36,210
You stay here, OK?
I'm going to see Dad. I'll be right back.

641
00:52:37,090 --> 00:52:38,890
Yes. True.

642
00:52:44,490 --> 00:52:46,410
True. True. True.

643
00:52:51,250 --> 00:52:52,850
(Dialogue on TV continues)

644
00:52:54,250 --> 00:52:55,250
Yes.

645
00:52:55,370 --> 00:52:56,690
(Door opens)

646
00:53:02,850 --> 00:53:06,890
Yes, there was...someone.

647
00:53:07,450 --> 00:53:08,530
OK.

648
00:53:09,450 --> 00:53:12,690
No, my wife is in bed, asleep.

649
00:53:15,050 --> 00:53:16,490
My son.

650
00:53:17,730 --> 00:53:19,330
He's here.

651
00:53:20,210 --> 00:53:21,810
OK.

652
00:53:23,890 --> 00:53:26,250
OK, I hope so.

653
00:53:26,370 --> 00:53:29,090
Thank you. Thank you, my love.

654
00:53:29,970 --> 00:53:31,610
Yes, right, I...

655
00:53:32,090 --> 00:53:34,810
I'll be strong.

656
00:53:38,450 --> 00:53:39,850
Remember her?

657
00:53:45,810 --> 00:53:47,210
Who's that?

658
00:53:51,970 --> 00:53:53,210
Paulette?

659
00:53:53,330 --> 00:53:54,850
- Nearly.
- Paulette?

660
00:53:54,970 --> 00:53:57,050
- Pauline.
- Pauline. Pauline.

661
00:53:57,130 --> 00:53:59,130
- Pauline.
- Pauline.

662
00:53:59,250 --> 00:54:00,730
Whose mum is she?

663
00:54:03,250 --> 00:54:04,530
I don't know.

664
00:54:06,930 --> 00:54:08,330
Who's Pauline?

665
00:54:09,210 --> 00:54:10,490
Whose mum is she?

666
00:54:11,530 --> 00:54:13,490
She's... What's your name?

667
00:54:13,610 --> 00:54:15,770
- Kiki.
- Kiki.

668
00:54:17,450 --> 00:54:18,890
That's when...

669
00:54:19,970 --> 00:54:22,650
We were in Berlin.
You took the photos.

670
00:54:25,050 --> 00:54:26,650
You take good photos.

671
00:54:29,450 --> 00:54:30,850
Eh? You took good photos.

672
00:54:32,290 --> 00:54:34,330
Do you know that?

673
00:54:37,610 --> 00:54:38,930
(Sighs) Pouf.

674
00:54:39,530 --> 00:54:41,250
- Pouf.
- Pouf.

675
00:54:41,370 --> 00:54:42,890
- Pouf.
- Pouf.

676
00:54:49,250 --> 00:54:52,610
Does Dad cook?

677
00:54:52,730 --> 00:54:54,650
How do you manage?

678
00:54:57,050 --> 00:54:58,290
You cook?

679
00:55:03,730 --> 00:55:06,290
Can you say a sentence?

680
00:55:08,690 --> 00:55:09,890
Just one.

681
00:55:12,530 --> 00:55:13,970
Now and then!

682
00:55:18,170 --> 00:55:20,890
Who does the shopping? Is it Dad?

683
00:55:25,290 --> 00:55:27,770
(♪ "Gracias a la Vida" on the radio)

684
00:55:27,890 --> 00:55:29,250
You'll hurt yourself.

685
00:55:29,810 --> 00:55:31,930
- Does it hurt?
- Your hand.

686
00:55:33,050 --> 00:55:34,570
You hurt your hand.

687
00:55:35,690 --> 00:55:38,210
I saw... I saw that!

688
00:55:38,330 --> 00:55:40,530
<i>♪ Que me ha dado tanto</i>

689
00:55:41,330 --> 00:55:44,450
<i>♪ Me dio dos luceros</i>

690
00:55:45,490 --> 00:55:48,410
<i>♪ Que cuando los abro</i>

691
00:55:49,050 --> 00:55:51,730
<i>♪ Perfecto distingo...</i>

692
00:55:52,530 --> 00:55:53,890
Oh...

693
00:55:54,810 --> 00:55:57,530
A bit of quiet!

694
00:56:00,250 --> 00:56:01,250
Gently.

695
00:56:02,250 --> 00:56:04,210
- Play gently.
- (Wife crying)

696
00:56:08,610 --> 00:56:12,090
<i>♪ Gracias a la vida</i>

697
00:56:12,890 --> 00:56:14,570
<i>♪ Que me ha dado tanto...</i>

698
00:56:14,690 --> 00:56:16,650
You're crying.

699
00:56:18,370 --> 00:56:19,370
Why?

700
00:56:20,970 --> 00:56:22,490
What happened?

701
00:56:23,170 --> 00:56:24,250
She's not well.

702
00:56:24,370 --> 00:56:27,570
Did Kiki...scare you?

703
00:56:27,690 --> 00:56:29,770
<i>♪ Graba noche y días...</i>

704
00:56:29,890 --> 00:56:31,210
Did Kiki scare you?

705
00:56:31,330 --> 00:56:34,690
Dad, don't say that.
Kiki didn't make her cry.

706
00:56:34,810 --> 00:56:38,130
No, but he did a bit.

707
00:56:38,770 --> 00:56:41,490
- He does things like that!
- He's playing.

708
00:56:41,610 --> 00:56:45,090
- He's playing, but in a way...
- Yes, but don't get angry.

709
00:56:46,770 --> 00:56:48,210
Dad, calm down!

710
00:56:48,330 --> 00:56:50,130
He's playing, but in a way...

711
00:56:50,810 --> 00:56:54,770
We're at the table,
not in the street.

712
00:56:57,530 --> 00:56:58,810
(Grunts)

713
00:57:00,810 --> 00:57:01,970
Play quietly.

714
00:57:02,090 --> 00:57:05,650
Grandpa and Grandma are tired.
Play quietly.

715
00:57:05,770 --> 00:57:08,370
<i>♪ Las palabras</i>

716
00:57:08,490 --> 00:57:11,890
<i>♪ Que pienso y declaro</i>

717
00:57:12,050 --> 00:57:14,090
<i>♪ Madre, amigo, hermano</i>

718
00:57:14,210 --> 00:57:18,210
<i>♪ Y luz alumbrando</i>

719
00:57:18,330 --> 00:57:21,290
<i>♪ La ruta del alma del que estoy</i>

720
00:57:21,410 --> 00:57:23,850
<i>♪ Amando</i>

721
00:57:25,970 --> 00:57:29,930
<i>♪ Thanks to life</i>

722
00:57:31,250 --> 00:57:34,570
<i>♪ That has given me so much...</i>

723
00:57:34,690 --> 00:57:35,690
My love...

724
00:57:36,610 --> 00:57:39,730
<i>♪ I got the move...</i>

725
00:57:39,850 --> 00:57:40,890
My love...

726
00:57:41,050 --> 00:57:44,090
<i>♪ Of my tired feet</i>

727
00:57:45,170 --> 00:57:48,250
<i>♪ I walked with them</i>

728
00:57:49,410 --> 00:57:52,690
<i>♪ Cities and puddles</i>

729
00:57:53,490 --> 00:57:56,890
<i>♪ Beaches and deserts, mountains...</i>

730
00:57:57,050 --> 00:57:58,250
Don't cry.

731
00:58:00,130 --> 00:58:03,050
I can't stand it.

732
00:58:05,890 --> 00:58:06,890
No.

733
00:58:07,930 --> 00:58:11,170
<i>♪ Thanks to life...</i>

734
00:58:13,690 --> 00:58:14,730
Feeling OK?

735
00:58:14,850 --> 00:58:15,930
You're OK?

736
00:58:16,970 --> 00:58:20,450
<i>♪ He gave me the heart</i>

737
00:58:21,130 --> 00:58:24,330
<i>♪ That shakes its frame</i>

738
00:58:25,290 --> 00:58:28,530
<i>♪ When I look at the fruit</i>

739
00:58:28,650 --> 00:58:31,570
<i>♪ Of the human brain...</i>

740
00:58:31,690 --> 00:58:33,250
Yes, smile.

741
00:58:34,370 --> 00:58:37,050
Yes, smile.

742
00:58:38,250 --> 00:58:40,130
A little smile.

743
00:58:46,330 --> 00:58:48,410
Good, that's lovely.

744
00:58:49,050 --> 00:58:51,290
It's nice. It's beautiful.

745
00:58:54,050 --> 00:58:55,570
You are so sweet.

746
00:58:56,810 --> 00:58:58,090
So beautiful.

747
00:58:58,210 --> 00:58:59,890
Don't put it in your mouth.

748
00:59:01,690 --> 00:59:05,330
<i>♪ Que me ha dado tanto...</i>

749
00:59:06,850 --> 00:59:09,490
What can I do for you?

750
00:59:09,610 --> 00:59:11,570
What can I do for you?

751
00:59:13,170 --> 00:59:14,490
Huh? Tell me.

752
00:59:15,210 --> 00:59:16,210
Say it.

753
00:59:16,770 --> 00:59:18,210
What can I do?

754
00:59:18,810 --> 00:59:21,130
<i>♪ Mi canto</i>

755
00:59:22,130 --> 00:59:25,290
<i>♪ Y el canto de ustedes
que es el mismo...</i>

756
00:59:25,410 --> 00:59:26,410
Say it.

757
00:59:26,530 --> 00:59:28,570
<i>♪ Canto...</i>

758
00:59:28,690 --> 00:59:30,050
(Whispering) Be...

759
00:59:33,330 --> 00:59:35,610
I'll do it. Tell me.

760
00:59:35,730 --> 00:59:41,530
<i>♪ Gracias a la vida
que me ha dado tanto...</i>

761
00:59:44,290 --> 00:59:45,930
(Whispering) Be here.

762
00:59:46,770 --> 00:59:49,610
- Be here? He is.
- Yes.

763
00:59:49,730 --> 00:59:51,570
- Dad's here.
- (Chuckles)

764
00:59:51,690 --> 00:59:53,650
- All three of us are.
- Yes.

765
00:59:53,770 --> 00:59:56,330
- And Kiki.
- All the family.

766
00:59:56,450 --> 00:59:58,090
With noisy Kiki.

767
00:59:58,210 --> 00:59:59,850
It's lovely.

768
00:59:59,970 --> 01:00:03,690
It's the most beautiful thing.

769
01:00:04,290 --> 01:00:05,290
Huh?

770
01:00:07,690 --> 01:00:08,690
Your son.

771
01:00:09,490 --> 01:00:11,570
Our son.

772
01:00:11,690 --> 01:00:12,810
So handsome.

773
01:00:14,810 --> 01:00:15,890
(Husband chuckles)

774
01:00:17,850 --> 01:00:20,050
- She's very ill.
- I know.

775
01:00:20,170 --> 01:00:22,570
You've seen. You know.

776
01:00:22,690 --> 01:00:25,370
- I didn't know.
- No...

777
01:00:25,490 --> 01:00:28,610
- When I was here three weeks ago...
- True. True.

778
01:00:28,730 --> 01:00:30,090
She's...

779
01:00:30,730 --> 01:00:33,530
Every day she's worse.

780
01:00:35,730 --> 01:00:38,410
- Why?
- It's a disease with no cure.

781
01:00:38,530 --> 01:00:40,890
No drugs, no pills.

782
01:00:41,050 --> 01:00:42,570
There are solutions.

783
01:00:42,690 --> 01:00:44,450
Solutions?

784
01:00:44,570 --> 01:00:46,650
They're like water.

785
01:00:46,770 --> 01:00:49,570
- No.
- Yes, they are.

786
01:00:49,690 --> 01:00:51,730
Sit up.

787
01:00:51,850 --> 01:00:54,130
The psychiatrist said so.

788
01:00:54,650 --> 01:00:58,050
- They're like water.
- Have you seen one?

789
01:00:58,170 --> 01:01:00,810
Yes, often.

790
01:01:00,930 --> 01:01:04,050
She's declining.

791
01:01:04,130 --> 01:01:08,690
Like this, downhill.

792
01:01:08,810 --> 01:01:11,090
Going downhill, constantly.

793
01:01:13,050 --> 01:01:17,050
You didn't tell me
it was getting worse.

794
01:01:17,130 --> 01:01:19,050
(Chuckles ironically)

795
01:01:19,130 --> 01:01:20,410
Why?

796
01:01:20,530 --> 01:01:24,170
- Because...
- Why worry you?

797
01:01:25,730 --> 01:01:30,370
You have your life, your son.

798
01:01:30,490 --> 01:01:33,090
You have lots going on, your work.

799
01:01:33,210 --> 01:01:36,170
But Dad,
you can't handle this alone.

800
01:01:36,290 --> 01:01:41,570
Mum is writing her own prescriptions.
Don't deny it, I know.

801
01:01:41,690 --> 01:01:46,050
But the pharmacist knows her.

802
01:01:46,130 --> 01:01:47,570
When she goes in,

803
01:01:47,690 --> 01:01:52,570
he doesn't give her what she wants.

804
01:01:52,690 --> 01:01:57,410
Drugs that don't work.

805
01:01:58,210 --> 01:02:03,330
Or things that are bad for the brain.

806
01:02:04,050 --> 01:02:05,730
But you're...

807
01:02:05,850 --> 01:02:10,850
I follow her, but it's not easy.

808
01:02:19,290 --> 01:02:21,290
But I asked, I...

809
01:02:24,050 --> 01:02:25,490
You must be strong.

810
01:02:25,610 --> 01:02:28,050
- I can't.
- You must be strong.

811
01:02:28,690 --> 01:02:32,330
Like me. Sometimes I'm strong,
sometimes I'm not.

812
01:02:32,450 --> 01:02:35,610
I called ten days ago
to see if you spoke to Nathalie.

813
01:02:35,730 --> 01:02:38,650
You said you did, but you didn't.

814
01:02:40,130 --> 01:02:41,810
- No, I didn't.
- I know.

815
01:02:41,930 --> 01:02:44,170
You say you're managing
but you're not.

816
01:02:44,290 --> 01:02:45,290
No.

817
01:02:48,090 --> 01:02:51,050
Pauline. How is she?

818
01:02:51,130 --> 01:02:53,650
I told you she was in hospital.

819
01:02:53,770 --> 01:02:55,490
- Yeah.
- Again.

820
01:02:57,810 --> 01:02:58,850
Do you see her?

821
01:02:59,610 --> 01:03:02,050
- Huh?
- Do you see her?

822
01:03:02,170 --> 01:03:04,730
When we do things for Kiki

823
01:03:04,850 --> 01:03:07,930
or with the social worker.

824
01:03:10,410 --> 01:03:15,370
Her last fit two months ago
was really...

825
01:03:16,770 --> 01:03:18,690
...violent.

826
01:03:20,370 --> 01:03:21,970
It was tough on Kiki.

827
01:03:23,770 --> 01:03:25,490
It's my fault.

828
01:03:25,610 --> 01:03:27,050
No, it's not.

829
01:03:27,130 --> 01:03:33,530
Illness is not our fault.
Mum's illness isn't my fault.

830
01:03:34,250 --> 01:03:36,050
But the drugs, Dad...

831
01:03:36,130 --> 01:03:39,610
Your wife's illness isn't your fault.

832
01:03:40,570 --> 01:03:41,570
It's...

833
01:03:42,050 --> 01:03:44,610
These things happen. It's fate.

834
01:03:45,370 --> 01:03:48,690
- No.
- Yes, it's fate,

835
01:03:48,810 --> 01:03:52,650
moving through the city.

836
01:03:53,370 --> 01:03:56,610
It moves, then strikes.

837
01:03:57,170 --> 01:03:59,210
It strikes, and strikes.

838
01:04:00,090 --> 01:04:01,610
It acts.

839
01:04:01,730 --> 01:04:04,050
And illness comes.

840
01:04:12,850 --> 01:04:14,810
And you? How's the money?

841
01:04:15,690 --> 01:04:19,250
There is none. It's gone.

842
01:04:19,370 --> 01:04:20,370
Gone?

843
01:04:21,970 --> 01:04:24,170
- Really?
- I never have any.

844
01:04:25,090 --> 01:04:26,330
You know that.

845
01:04:27,730 --> 01:04:30,210
You didn't find a good job?

846
01:04:30,330 --> 01:04:32,050
Sure.

847
01:04:33,090 --> 01:04:36,210
I do a documentary...

848
01:04:37,490 --> 01:04:42,410
- Oh.
- Or some editing, stuff like that.

849
01:04:44,810 --> 01:04:46,690
It's fine.

850
01:04:46,810 --> 01:04:48,530
I get my benefits.

851
01:04:49,490 --> 01:04:52,810
I do enough hours.
But I spend the money.

852
01:04:52,930 --> 01:04:54,050
Hm.

853
01:04:55,090 --> 01:04:57,090
It's the same for both of us.

854
01:04:58,810 --> 01:05:00,050
We're broke.

855
01:05:00,170 --> 01:05:01,170
Yes.

856
01:05:02,090 --> 01:05:04,250
Cheers. To the future.

857
01:05:14,490 --> 01:05:16,490
Don't push it with Claire.

858
01:05:17,850 --> 01:05:20,130
It's just one more thing
to worry about.

859
01:05:20,250 --> 01:05:21,570
Oh, I...

860
01:05:22,210 --> 01:05:26,290
I call, but she...

861
01:05:26,410 --> 01:05:28,490
- Never answers.
- No, never answers.

862
01:05:28,610 --> 01:05:31,610
- It's tricky for her.
- Of course.

863
01:05:32,370 --> 01:05:35,130
It's been 20 years.

864
01:05:38,210 --> 01:05:39,290
Us two.

865
01:05:40,090 --> 01:05:44,530
In love. We travelled everywhere.

866
01:05:46,090 --> 01:05:47,090
It...

867
01:05:48,770 --> 01:05:51,050
...meant a lot to me.

868
01:05:52,130 --> 01:05:53,650
But now...

869
01:05:55,690 --> 01:05:57,930
- ...it's almost over.
- It's over?

870
01:05:58,050 --> 01:06:01,090
Not yet, but almost.

871
01:06:02,210 --> 01:06:03,210
Almost.

872
01:06:06,850 --> 01:06:07,850
That's...

873
01:06:08,610 --> 01:06:10,490
That's our life.

874
01:06:14,090 --> 01:06:15,570
All messed up.

875
01:06:20,330 --> 01:06:22,370
Still smoking?

876
01:06:22,490 --> 01:06:23,490
Yes.

877
01:06:24,210 --> 01:06:25,890
Yes.

878
01:06:26,610 --> 01:06:29,210
Maybe I'll kill myself.

879
01:06:30,610 --> 01:06:31,970
Because...

880
01:06:32,090 --> 01:06:36,290
Remember the issues I've had?

881
01:06:37,290 --> 01:06:39,690
Do you take your pills?

882
01:06:40,330 --> 01:06:42,370
Totally.

883
01:06:42,490 --> 01:06:45,410
- Totally?
- Totally, every day.

884
01:06:45,530 --> 01:06:48,690
Four pills, always.

885
01:06:49,690 --> 01:06:52,090
Without them...

886
01:06:52,210 --> 01:06:54,090
It's too dangerous.

887
01:06:54,210 --> 01:06:55,450
I'd die.

888
01:06:56,730 --> 01:06:58,050
And you?

889
01:06:58,130 --> 01:07:03,570
Do you take the drugs
the doctor prescribed you?

890
01:07:04,850 --> 01:07:08,210
I have substitutes.

891
01:07:08,330 --> 01:07:10,850
- Hm.
- But I don't like them.

892
01:07:14,530 --> 01:07:16,290
They just...

893
01:07:18,250 --> 01:07:22,810
There's no pain, but it's crap.

894
01:07:23,890 --> 01:07:25,250
It's crap, huh?

895
01:07:26,690 --> 01:07:29,250
(Wife and Kiki chatting)

896
01:07:29,370 --> 01:07:34,370
Son, our house is full of drugs.

897
01:07:35,490 --> 01:07:38,250
- And druggies.
- Indeed.

898
01:07:39,090 --> 01:07:40,330
And Mum?

899
01:07:41,370 --> 01:07:43,250
She's the most...

900
01:07:44,090 --> 01:07:46,290
- The least druggie of all of us.
- Yes.

901
01:07:47,290 --> 01:07:48,290
Really.

902
01:07:53,090 --> 01:07:55,530
Be careful with what she takes.

903
01:07:55,650 --> 01:07:58,050
- Don't get mixed up.
- I don't.

904
01:07:58,130 --> 01:08:00,570
She's taking super-strong drugs.

905
01:08:00,690 --> 01:08:02,570
- (Wife) Perfect.
- I know.

906
01:08:03,410 --> 01:08:07,370
I know the pills are very strong.

907
01:08:07,970 --> 01:08:10,330
I'm very careful.

908
01:08:15,530 --> 01:08:16,690
(Husband sniffs)

909
01:08:21,410 --> 01:08:22,650
It's a life...

910
01:08:23,530 --> 01:08:27,330
- A life...
- A life between drugs.

911
01:08:30,080 --> 01:08:31,450
We're really...

912
01:08:33,610 --> 01:08:37,490
...almost slaves to drugs.

913
01:08:37,610 --> 01:08:39,210
(Siren wailing outside)

914
01:08:39,330 --> 01:08:40,770
(Traffic noise)

915
01:08:48,370 --> 01:08:50,570
You know...

916
01:08:51,960 --> 01:08:53,770
...he doesn't sleep at night.

917
01:08:57,530 --> 01:08:59,080
He's crazy.

918
01:09:02,080 --> 01:09:03,570
What do you mean?

919
01:09:04,570 --> 01:09:05,850
Because...

920
01:09:08,080 --> 01:09:10,410
He leaves papers everywhere.

921
01:09:13,080 --> 01:09:14,450
It's a mess.

922
01:09:20,080 --> 01:09:23,730
I try to tidy.

923
01:09:25,290 --> 01:09:26,610
But I can't.

924
01:09:27,890 --> 01:09:30,290
You don't have to tidy.

925
01:09:31,120 --> 01:09:33,290
I go crazy.

926
01:09:33,410 --> 01:09:34,650
(Husband coughs)

927
01:09:37,960 --> 01:09:41,920
So, what I'm going to do...

928
01:09:44,120 --> 01:09:46,530
...is prescribe him Neuroplax.

929
01:09:46,650 --> 01:09:48,570
- No.
- Yes.

930
01:09:48,690 --> 01:09:50,530
Don't do that.

931
01:09:50,650 --> 01:09:52,450
I can do it.

932
01:10:00,330 --> 01:10:03,730
It's good when you're here.

933
01:10:13,690 --> 01:10:18,530
You must talk to Nathalie
about the prescriptions.

934
01:10:18,650 --> 01:10:20,610
You can't do them anymore.

935
01:10:20,730 --> 01:10:21,930
Yes, I can.

936
01:10:22,770 --> 01:10:26,090
- They know me at the pharmacy.
- Sure, but...

937
01:10:26,210 --> 01:10:28,090
I have my doctor's card.

938
01:10:31,130 --> 01:10:35,050
- Can I take this for Kiki?
- Yes. Take what you want.

939
01:10:35,130 --> 01:10:37,770
In case he gets hungry later.
That and a yoghurt.

940
01:10:37,890 --> 01:10:39,290
OK.

941
01:10:39,410 --> 01:10:41,610
- Take more.
- No.

942
01:10:51,930 --> 01:10:53,810
Do you have to go?

943
01:10:56,330 --> 01:10:57,770
Yes.

944
01:10:57,890 --> 01:11:00,490
She's fetching him tomorrow.

945
01:11:01,890 --> 01:11:05,050
Why not sleep here?

946
01:11:06,690 --> 01:11:08,890
Not tonight.

947
01:11:09,890 --> 01:11:10,890
OK.

948
01:11:23,530 --> 01:11:25,090
I'll get Kiki.

949
01:11:31,410 --> 01:11:33,050
- Kiki...
- Yes, Daddy?

950
01:11:33,130 --> 01:11:35,250
Put your cars away.

951
01:11:37,090 --> 01:11:39,570
- We're leaving.
- Now?

952
01:11:39,690 --> 01:11:41,210
Coming?

953
01:11:41,330 --> 01:11:42,690
Yes, Daddy.

954
01:11:52,410 --> 01:11:54,690
- OK?
- Yes.

955
01:11:54,810 --> 01:11:56,570
Kiki and I are going.

956
01:11:57,330 --> 01:11:58,490
- OK?
- OK.

957
01:11:59,090 --> 01:12:00,690
- You're off?
- Yes.

958
01:12:01,290 --> 01:12:05,090
Um, can you lend me 200 euros?

959
01:12:06,890 --> 01:12:09,890
My card got swallowed.
Stupid me.

960
01:12:19,490 --> 01:12:20,490
Thanks.

961
01:12:23,450 --> 01:12:24,450
Be...

962
01:12:25,130 --> 01:12:29,970
Be careful with the drugs
Mum gives you.

963
01:12:32,730 --> 01:12:34,450
Drugs?

964
01:12:34,570 --> 01:12:37,770
Do you think she'll poison me?

965
01:12:38,690 --> 01:12:40,050
- No.
- No?

966
01:12:40,130 --> 01:12:42,050
She doesn't want to poison you.

967
01:12:42,130 --> 01:12:43,810
- Oh.
- She...

968
01:12:44,890 --> 01:12:48,090
She thinks she's still a doctor
who can prescribe drugs.

969
01:12:48,970 --> 01:12:51,570
- She's mixed up.
- OK.

970
01:12:51,690 --> 01:12:54,610
So, keep your pills separate.

971
01:12:54,730 --> 01:12:57,530
- Be careful.
- Yes. Thanks.

972
01:12:59,130 --> 01:13:00,890
- Love you.
- Me too.

973
01:13:15,770 --> 01:13:17,330
(Husband grunts softly)

974
01:13:24,170 --> 01:13:25,330
(Snoring softly)

975
01:14:11,730 --> 01:14:13,370
(Indistinct radio chatter)

976
01:15:17,610 --> 01:15:19,050
(Wife sighs loudly)

977
01:15:26,850 --> 01:15:28,450
(Indistinct radio chatter)

978
01:16:41,690 --> 01:16:42,690
I smell gas.

979
01:16:43,770 --> 01:16:44,770
Gas!

980
01:16:45,530 --> 01:16:46,970
What have you done?

981
01:16:47,250 --> 01:16:48,290
Gas!

982
01:16:48,410 --> 01:16:50,250
(Gas hissing)

983
01:17:17,810 --> 01:17:19,250
What have you done?

984
01:17:21,210 --> 01:17:23,490
- You're mad!
- It's OK.

985
01:17:23,610 --> 01:17:25,810
- Mad! Mad!
- It's OK.

986
01:17:26,330 --> 01:17:27,730
Mad!

987
01:17:37,650 --> 01:17:39,290
(Construction work in street)

988
01:19:37,890 --> 01:19:39,490
(Monitor whirring)

989
01:19:50,770 --> 01:19:51,770
(Whirring stops)

990
01:21:13,210 --> 01:21:14,650
(Phlegmy cough)

991
01:22:51,410 --> 01:22:53,730
I've tidied your desk.

992
01:22:53,850 --> 01:22:54,890
What?

993
01:22:55,050 --> 01:22:57,810
- I've tidied your desk...
- My papers!

994
01:22:59,370 --> 01:23:01,170
On the desk!

995
01:23:02,650 --> 01:23:05,490
You put them in the toilet!

996
01:23:08,130 --> 01:23:09,770
That's...!

997
01:23:14,490 --> 01:23:16,290
It's a disaster!

998
01:23:17,090 --> 01:23:20,250
A total disaster!

999
01:23:21,450 --> 01:23:22,690
You want to kill me!

1000
01:23:23,490 --> 01:23:24,530
Always!

1001
01:23:28,690 --> 01:23:31,090
This house has become...

1002
01:23:35,050 --> 01:23:38,690
...a real nightmare!

1003
01:23:51,690 --> 01:23:52,850
You destroyed...

1004
01:23:53,850 --> 01:23:55,850
...my papers!

1005
01:23:56,850 --> 01:23:58,290
My book!

1006
01:23:59,210 --> 01:24:00,610
(Wife mumbles)

1007
01:24:04,290 --> 01:24:05,410
All my papers.

1008
01:24:06,450 --> 01:24:08,130
All I wrote.

1009
01:24:14,130 --> 01:24:16,570
I can't say you are mad.

1010
01:24:16,690 --> 01:24:19,570
You're beyond mad.

1011
01:24:19,690 --> 01:24:21,370
(Shower running)

1012
01:24:38,370 --> 01:24:39,530
(Husband crying)

1013
01:25:01,770 --> 01:25:03,330
(Husband wheezing)

1014
01:25:27,770 --> 01:25:31,290
(Stéphane) <i>Dad,
I don't know how to help.</i>

1015
01:25:32,210 --> 01:25:36,570
<i>You are getting to a stage
where Mum is losing it.</i>

1016
01:25:36,690 --> 01:25:39,410
<i>You've got heart problems.</i>

1017
01:25:39,530 --> 01:25:41,290
<i>It's bad.</i>

1018
01:25:41,410 --> 01:25:44,610
<i>And it's getting worse
for both of you.</i>

1019
01:25:44,890 --> 01:25:50,850
I'm worried about Mum.

1020
01:25:51,690 --> 01:25:54,250
She told me about a home...

1021
01:25:55,570 --> 01:25:57,850
...where you can have your things.

1022
01:25:57,970 --> 01:25:59,170
They're flats.

1023
01:26:00,690 --> 01:26:03,890
But there are nurses and carers,

1024
01:26:04,050 --> 01:26:07,090
psychologists, psychiatrists.

1025
01:26:08,050 --> 01:26:11,570
There's a room for a couple...

1026
01:26:13,770 --> 01:26:17,290
...available in...

1027
01:26:19,130 --> 01:26:22,130
...a month or two.

1028
01:26:22,250 --> 01:26:24,770
It's rare to find room for two.

1029
01:26:24,890 --> 01:26:28,290
But I don't want that.

1030
01:26:29,130 --> 01:26:32,090
I don't want to leave this house...

1031
01:26:33,090 --> 01:26:35,690
...where we've lived all our life.

1032
01:26:35,810 --> 01:26:37,450
It holds...

1033
01:26:38,450 --> 01:26:41,330
...our past, our things,

1034
01:26:41,450 --> 01:26:44,570
reminders of our lives.

1035
01:26:44,690 --> 01:26:46,890
Mine and hers.

1036
01:26:48,130 --> 01:26:49,610
- But...
- Our work.

1037
01:26:49,730 --> 01:26:52,090
Our books.

1038
01:26:52,210 --> 01:26:56,690
All this is part of our...

1039
01:26:58,410 --> 01:26:59,410
...life.

1040
01:26:59,530 --> 01:27:02,450
We can't leave this house.

1041
01:27:02,570 --> 01:27:04,370
You can take things.

1042
01:27:04,490 --> 01:27:09,210
Hundreds of books?

1043
01:27:09,330 --> 01:27:12,090
Journals? Magazines?

1044
01:27:12,210 --> 01:27:14,570
Impossible.

1045
01:27:14,690 --> 01:27:18,490
We'd have to throw most of it away.

1046
01:27:18,610 --> 01:27:22,130
I'm not throwing away my past.

1047
01:27:22,250 --> 01:27:24,450
- But...
- I...

1048
01:27:24,570 --> 01:27:27,730
- I work here and...
- You can work there.

1049
01:27:27,850 --> 01:27:30,650
No, I couldn't.

1050
01:27:30,770 --> 01:27:33,290
You're deluded.

1051
01:27:33,410 --> 01:27:36,090
- Impossible.
- You haven't seen it.

1052
01:27:36,210 --> 01:27:39,490
I won't go

1053
01:27:39,610 --> 01:27:43,930
with my wife to a flat
that's a hospital,

1054
01:27:44,050 --> 01:27:47,290
uh, for... for...

1055
01:27:47,410 --> 01:27:51,650
for people
who are wrong in the head.

1056
01:27:51,770 --> 01:27:54,290
- No.
- But Mum is wrong in the head.

1057
01:27:54,410 --> 01:28:00,410
No, she's suffering
from a serious, incurable disease

1058
01:28:00,530 --> 01:28:03,210
which is well known.

1059
01:28:03,490 --> 01:28:10,050
Young psychiatrists specialise in it.

1060
01:28:10,130 --> 01:28:11,970
Have you called them?

1061
01:28:12,090 --> 01:28:14,290
Yes, I have.

1062
01:28:14,410 --> 01:28:15,530
Yes, I have a list.

1063
01:28:15,650 --> 01:28:17,050
Nathalie says you haven't.

1064
01:28:17,130 --> 01:28:18,890
(Mumbles)

1065
01:28:19,050 --> 01:28:23,490
But I have a list
of young psychiatrists

1066
01:28:23,610 --> 01:28:26,490
who are specialised in this disease.

1067
01:28:27,370 --> 01:28:29,050
We've spoken.

1068
01:28:29,130 --> 01:28:34,250
- But, Dad...
- There's no cure for this disease.

1069
01:28:34,370 --> 01:28:37,490
Precisely,
so you can't manage alone.

1070
01:28:37,610 --> 01:28:40,250
Don't say you've called them
when you haven't.

1071
01:28:40,370 --> 01:28:41,690
I called.

1072
01:28:41,810 --> 01:28:43,330
To get a list.

1073
01:28:43,450 --> 01:28:45,890
A long list in your office.

1074
01:28:46,050 --> 01:28:48,690
You called,
but Mum hasn't seen anyone.

1075
01:28:48,810 --> 01:28:52,050
- Have you seen a psychiatrist?
- No, but... (Mumbles)

1076
01:28:52,130 --> 01:28:54,050
Mum, have you seen a psychiatrist?

1077
01:28:54,170 --> 01:28:56,690
I talked to one.

1078
01:28:56,810 --> 01:28:59,970
I don't care if you called.

1079
01:29:00,090 --> 01:29:06,090
- Stop talking about me.
- I met one at the lab.

1080
01:29:07,130 --> 01:29:09,250
I've talked about it.

1081
01:29:09,370 --> 01:29:12,130
Everyone knows this disease.

1082
01:29:12,250 --> 01:29:16,130
It's well known.

1083
01:29:16,850 --> 01:29:18,690
Everyone knows about it.

1084
01:29:18,810 --> 01:29:21,410
(Mumbles)

1085
01:29:22,330 --> 01:29:23,450
Dad...

1086
01:29:23,570 --> 01:29:27,290
It'd be better

1087
01:29:27,890 --> 01:29:30,250
if I was dead.

1088
01:29:30,370 --> 01:29:33,130
- Don't say that.
- Mum...

1089
01:29:33,250 --> 01:29:35,690
- Why are you saying that?
- Don't.

1090
01:29:35,810 --> 01:29:38,970
- It's not true.
- It's not true.

1091
01:29:39,090 --> 01:29:41,450
You're with us.

1092
01:29:42,570 --> 01:29:45,810
Alive, talking, moving forwards.

1093
01:29:45,930 --> 01:29:48,130
You have a past to share.

1094
01:29:48,250 --> 01:29:49,250
No.

1095
01:29:50,090 --> 01:29:51,090
Sorry.

1096
01:29:51,930 --> 01:29:53,970
I'm really sorry.

1097
01:29:55,050 --> 01:29:57,050
Don't be sorry, Mum.

1098
01:29:57,130 --> 01:30:00,570
We're just looking for solutions,

1099
01:30:00,690 --> 01:30:01,810
good ones.

1100
01:30:02,890 --> 01:30:06,330
Dad, I can't help you properly.

1101
01:30:06,450 --> 01:30:08,090
I can't.

1102
01:30:10,970 --> 01:30:12,970
If Mum falls over...

1103
01:30:14,090 --> 01:30:16,290
- You never come over.
- Dad...

1104
01:30:16,410 --> 01:30:18,610
Almost never.

1105
01:30:18,730 --> 01:30:20,810
Yes, I do, whenever I can.

1106
01:30:20,930 --> 01:30:24,410
I don't want to be mean,

1107
01:30:24,530 --> 01:30:28,370
but if anyone has to go...

1108
01:30:30,290 --> 01:30:33,210
...to a clinic, a hospital,

1109
01:30:33,330 --> 01:30:35,530
or a home,

1110
01:30:35,650 --> 01:30:37,050
it's you.

1111
01:30:37,170 --> 01:30:42,130
You have problems to solve.

1112
01:30:42,250 --> 01:30:44,050
But Dad, I tried.

1113
01:30:44,130 --> 01:30:47,050
Stop! Stop! Stop!

1114
01:30:47,130 --> 01:30:48,410
It's OK.

1115
01:30:49,610 --> 01:30:51,650
It's the first time we've talked.

1116
01:30:51,770 --> 01:30:52,810
It's important.

1117
01:30:53,410 --> 01:30:57,770
It's the first time
we've opened our souls.

1118
01:31:00,530 --> 01:31:02,810
- The first time.
- I'm sorry.

1119
01:31:02,930 --> 01:31:04,090
Don't be sorry.

1120
01:31:05,330 --> 01:31:06,770
Dad, when I...

1121
01:31:07,530 --> 01:31:09,250
I'm not against you.

1122
01:31:09,370 --> 01:31:11,050
That's not the point.

1123
01:31:11,170 --> 01:31:12,850
I'm not.

1124
01:31:12,970 --> 01:31:14,090
That's not...

1125
01:31:15,050 --> 01:31:17,810
You don't want to be mean...

1126
01:31:19,770 --> 01:31:25,730
...but it's stupid to say
I should be in a clinic.

1127
01:31:25,850 --> 01:31:28,050
- Yes.
- That's not the point.

1128
01:31:28,130 --> 01:31:29,610
It's not!

1129
01:31:29,730 --> 01:31:31,250
I'm trying...

1130
01:31:31,730 --> 01:31:33,330
I'm...

1131
01:31:33,810 --> 01:31:37,530
I help at the association.
I have a social worker.

1132
01:31:37,650 --> 01:31:41,210
I don't come much
because I'm trying...

1133
01:31:43,730 --> 01:31:46,290
...to sort myself out.

1134
01:31:47,650 --> 01:31:50,530
(Wife mumbles)

1135
01:31:50,650 --> 01:31:53,170
When I went...

1136
01:31:53,290 --> 01:31:54,490
Mum...

1137
01:31:54,610 --> 01:31:55,610
Sorry.

1138
01:31:58,850 --> 01:32:01,090
- For what?
- For what?

1139
01:32:01,210 --> 01:32:02,570
For what?

1140
01:32:02,690 --> 01:32:05,050
You're not guilty.

1141
01:32:06,450 --> 01:32:07,450
Of anything.

1142
01:32:10,250 --> 01:32:12,290
When you...

1143
01:32:13,850 --> 01:32:16,570
...put me in the mental hospital...

1144
01:32:18,450 --> 01:32:22,090
- Yes.
- ...you were doing your best.

1145
01:32:22,210 --> 01:32:23,210
Yes.

1146
01:32:24,170 --> 01:32:25,490
- You didn't...
- For you.

1147
01:32:25,610 --> 01:32:28,130
You didn't say it was a cage
or a prison.

1148
01:32:29,250 --> 01:32:30,770
You meant well.

1149
01:32:30,890 --> 01:32:34,170
Yes, just for a while.

1150
01:32:34,290 --> 01:32:35,970
- Listen to me.
- Yes.

1151
01:32:36,090 --> 01:32:39,290
That's irrelevant.
It was a mental hospital.

1152
01:32:39,410 --> 01:32:45,050
You meant well and it was good.
From then on, even though I didn't...

1153
01:32:47,090 --> 01:32:49,370
Things happened.

1154
01:32:50,130 --> 01:32:52,970
I had a focus, I had support.

1155
01:32:53,490 --> 01:32:54,970
I had...

1156
01:32:55,090 --> 01:33:00,250
I could do things healthily.

1157
01:33:01,730 --> 01:33:03,330
You meant well.

1158
01:33:05,570 --> 01:33:09,730
I can't take care of you properly.

1159
01:33:09,850 --> 01:33:14,130
If Mum falls, you can't pick her up.
If she's lost, you don't know where to go.

1160
01:33:14,250 --> 01:33:17,770
If you fall...
You had a stroke three years ago.

1161
01:33:17,890 --> 01:33:20,050
If you fall, what does Mum do?

1162
01:33:20,130 --> 01:33:24,330
Sometimes she doesn't know who she is,
or you, or even the neighbour.

1163
01:33:25,730 --> 01:33:27,530
- Yes.
- True?

1164
01:33:27,650 --> 01:33:31,250
I'm dealing with it.

1165
01:33:31,370 --> 01:33:34,570
I've asked my friends,

1166
01:33:34,690 --> 01:33:37,930
journalists, writers, important people.

1167
01:33:38,450 --> 01:33:39,970
(Mumbles)

1168
01:33:40,090 --> 01:33:43,050
For a man, not a woman.
Women are too weak.

1169
01:33:43,130 --> 01:33:45,050
A strong man

1170
01:33:45,170 --> 01:33:49,690
who can help pick her up if need be,

1171
01:33:49,810 --> 01:33:53,210
go out with her in the street.

1172
01:33:53,330 --> 01:33:54,890
You've met them?

1173
01:33:55,050 --> 01:33:57,490
No, I have names on a list.

1174
01:33:57,610 --> 01:34:00,050
Just names and lists.

1175
01:34:00,170 --> 01:34:03,690
One man in particular

1176
01:34:03,810 --> 01:34:06,450
who lived with a family.

1177
01:34:06,570 --> 01:34:10,970
Everyone knows him.
They say he's a good man.

1178
01:34:11,090 --> 01:34:12,530
So what?

1179
01:34:12,650 --> 01:34:15,210
And I also found

1180
01:34:15,330 --> 01:34:19,170
a new psychiatrist.

1181
01:34:19,530 --> 01:34:22,130
- I have a list.
- Dad, I'm...

1182
01:34:23,090 --> 01:34:25,130
I'm not accusing you.

1183
01:34:25,250 --> 01:34:26,370
(Wife mumbles)

1184
01:34:28,410 --> 01:34:30,850
I'm not accusing you.

1185
01:34:30,970 --> 01:34:34,330
I know you're trying.
You make lists and phone calls.

1186
01:34:34,450 --> 01:34:37,210
But there is no one here
to help you.

1187
01:34:38,410 --> 01:34:42,490
You told me I often lied to you.

1188
01:34:42,610 --> 01:34:44,170
Right?

1189
01:34:45,650 --> 01:34:46,650
OK?

1190
01:34:47,850 --> 01:34:51,050
I'd lie so you wouldn't worry.

1191
01:34:51,170 --> 01:34:53,170
Now you're lying, Dad.

1192
01:34:56,370 --> 01:34:57,650
Don't say you're not.

1193
01:34:58,810 --> 01:35:01,130
I know you make lists.

1194
01:35:03,250 --> 01:35:06,050
But I can't help you.

1195
01:35:06,170 --> 01:35:07,970
I can't even help myself.

1196
01:35:10,690 --> 01:35:13,490
With Kiki we have a custody worker

1197
01:35:13,610 --> 01:35:15,530
who says you can do this but not this.

1198
01:35:15,650 --> 01:35:17,330
I can't help you.

1199
01:35:17,450 --> 01:35:20,730
The little I do,
you don't follow up.

1200
01:35:22,290 --> 01:35:24,770
You say you make lists.
I trust you, I know you do.

1201
01:35:24,890 --> 01:35:30,490
I want someone more capable
than me or you two to help.

1202
01:35:34,090 --> 01:35:36,290
Let's make her feel...

1203
01:35:37,530 --> 01:35:38,530
...good.

1204
01:35:39,130 --> 01:35:40,490
Good.

1205
01:35:46,490 --> 01:35:49,970
Your son and your husband love you.

1206
01:35:50,810 --> 01:35:51,850
For sure.

1207
01:35:51,970 --> 01:35:53,530
They'll help you.

1208
01:35:55,090 --> 01:35:58,170
Dad, I don't want

1209
01:35:58,970 --> 01:36:01,850
to lecture you, OK?

1210
01:36:03,410 --> 01:36:04,530
Everyone...

1211
01:36:05,250 --> 01:36:06,970
I just...

1212
01:36:07,090 --> 01:36:10,490
Mum is lucid today,

1213
01:36:10,610 --> 01:36:13,050
she's stable.

1214
01:36:13,170 --> 01:36:14,290
I just want...

1215
01:36:14,970 --> 01:36:19,650
I want us to talk.

1216
01:36:19,770 --> 01:36:22,330
You like lists.
Let's list some good ideas.

1217
01:36:22,450 --> 01:36:24,570
Just good ones.

1218
01:36:24,690 --> 01:36:27,650
Don't reject them all.

1219
01:36:27,770 --> 01:36:29,770
Maybe a home is not a good idea.

1220
01:36:31,730 --> 01:36:35,330
Maybe there are some ideas
we could copy.

1221
01:36:35,450 --> 01:36:38,050
About carers. We could ask.

1222
01:36:38,130 --> 01:36:39,930
If not that home, another one.

1223
01:36:40,050 --> 01:36:44,570
I want us to agree on a process.

1224
01:36:44,690 --> 01:36:47,290
I want you to...

1225
01:36:47,410 --> 01:36:49,770
be rid of me.

1226
01:36:52,490 --> 01:36:54,090
What do you mean?

1227
01:36:57,610 --> 01:37:01,850
Of course, it's tiring and tense,
but we're talking.

1228
01:37:01,970 --> 01:37:04,090
If we don't, it's crap.

1229
01:37:05,090 --> 01:37:07,850
You'd have talked to your patients,
wouldn't you?

1230
01:37:09,090 --> 01:37:11,650
You'd have talked to your patients.

1231
01:37:11,770 --> 01:37:13,970
You'd say, "Something's wrong."

1232
01:37:14,090 --> 01:37:16,890
"We can do this, change that."

1233
01:37:17,050 --> 01:37:18,890
- Yes or no?
- Hm.

1234
01:37:19,890 --> 01:37:21,170
Hm. Yes.

1235
01:37:21,290 --> 01:37:22,290
Yes.

1236
01:37:22,930 --> 01:37:25,970
Us too, awkwardly perhaps,

1237
01:37:26,090 --> 01:37:28,410
because Dad is Italian and shouts.

1238
01:37:30,570 --> 01:37:32,050
And I'm stubborn.

1239
01:37:34,690 --> 01:37:35,690
Dad?

1240
01:37:38,250 --> 01:37:39,770
We're clumsy, that's all.

1241
01:37:39,890 --> 01:37:41,330
Talking is important.

1242
01:37:43,490 --> 01:37:44,890
(Wife mumbles)

1243
01:37:46,290 --> 01:37:47,690
It would be...

1244
01:37:47,810 --> 01:37:50,290
We're a small family,

1245
01:37:50,410 --> 01:37:51,810
really small.

1246
01:37:51,930 --> 01:37:54,330
- Not big.
- Three people.

1247
01:37:54,450 --> 01:37:56,450
And Kiki.

1248
01:37:57,770 --> 01:37:59,370
No one else.

1249
01:38:00,410 --> 01:38:03,370
- A small family.
- I'm a bit tired.

1250
01:38:03,490 --> 01:38:05,730
- You're tired?
- A bit.

1251
01:38:05,850 --> 01:38:08,690
Do you want coffee, tea?

1252
01:38:08,810 --> 01:38:09,930
Yes.

1253
01:38:10,050 --> 01:38:11,370
Dad, coffee?

1254
01:38:11,650 --> 01:38:13,450
No, thanks. Water.

1255
01:38:16,730 --> 01:38:19,650
(Mumbling) Let's pretend...

1256
01:38:21,610 --> 01:38:23,530
...everything's normal.

1257
01:38:26,650 --> 01:38:27,970
(Traffic noise)

1258
01:38:28,090 --> 01:38:29,450
(People chatting)

1259
01:38:34,250 --> 01:38:36,130
Do you have a cigarette?

1260
01:38:57,370 --> 01:38:59,210
(Train passing by)

1261
01:39:10,570 --> 01:39:12,050
(Car horn honking)

1262
01:39:13,090 --> 01:39:14,250
(Distant shouting)

1263
01:39:18,490 --> 01:39:20,250
Got any kits?

1264
01:39:20,370 --> 01:39:22,970
We need two or three shoot kits.

1265
01:39:23,090 --> 01:39:24,210
Two or three?

1266
01:39:24,330 --> 01:39:25,330
Go for three.

1267
01:39:26,530 --> 01:39:27,690
Thanks.

1268
01:39:27,810 --> 01:39:29,770
And a crack pipe.

1269
01:39:32,450 --> 01:39:34,170
Need a stick?

1270
01:39:34,290 --> 01:39:36,810
Uh, sure, why not.

1271
01:39:37,930 --> 01:39:40,050
Paper towels, water?

1272
01:39:40,130 --> 01:39:41,810
No.

1273
01:39:41,930 --> 01:39:42,930
No.

1274
01:39:43,050 --> 01:39:44,090
We're cool.

1275
01:39:44,210 --> 01:39:46,130
OK, take care.

1276
01:39:49,930 --> 01:39:51,730
We shifted a lot of needles today.

1277
01:39:51,850 --> 01:39:53,650
(Siren wailing in distance)

1278
01:39:57,330 --> 01:39:59,730
- There's fewer people now.
- Yeah.

1279
01:40:00,090 --> 01:40:01,290
(Train passing by)

1280
01:40:03,410 --> 01:40:05,130
How's your mum?

1281
01:40:05,250 --> 01:40:06,610
So-so.

1282
01:40:09,930 --> 01:40:11,290
Old age sucks.

1283
01:40:11,410 --> 01:40:12,530
No kidding.

1284
01:40:13,650 --> 01:40:16,410
Ageing or smack, which to choose?

1285
01:40:17,170 --> 01:40:19,170
We don't choose.

1286
01:40:19,930 --> 01:40:21,610
She takes more drugs...

1287
01:40:22,690 --> 01:40:24,370
...than us or them.

1288
01:40:28,610 --> 01:40:30,410
How are you bearing up?

1289
01:40:30,930 --> 01:40:32,170
Not great.

1290
01:40:40,730 --> 01:40:43,370
Hang on, dudes. Hello.

1291
01:40:43,490 --> 01:40:44,810
We're closing.

1292
01:40:44,930 --> 01:40:46,570
Give me some kit.

1293
01:40:47,970 --> 01:40:50,530
- Please.
- One each.

1294
01:40:50,650 --> 01:40:52,810
We're closing. Sticks?

1295
01:40:52,930 --> 01:40:55,290
- For my friend.
- You know the score.

1296
01:40:55,410 --> 01:40:57,810
He's coming.

1297
01:40:57,930 --> 01:41:01,650
When?

1298
01:41:01,770 --> 01:41:03,050
He can come on his own.

1299
01:41:03,170 --> 01:41:05,610
- We'll be here tomorrow.
- OK.

1300
01:41:05,730 --> 01:41:07,090
Tell him to come.

1301
01:41:07,210 --> 01:41:09,330
- OK.
- We're here every day.

1302
01:41:09,450 --> 01:41:11,810
- Bye.
- Take care, guys.

1303
01:41:14,050 --> 01:41:15,610
Closing time.

1304
01:41:19,930 --> 01:41:22,490
(Friend) The memory of film.
That's our next issue.

1305
01:41:22,610 --> 01:41:24,930
And we could use it
to get some money.

1306
01:41:25,050 --> 01:41:26,770
We are the memory of film.

1307
01:41:27,130 --> 01:41:29,890
And you, you're writing a book.

1308
01:41:30,050 --> 01:41:32,930
I'm writing a book.

1309
01:41:33,570 --> 01:41:37,530
A book on... on film and dreams.

1310
01:41:37,650 --> 01:41:39,770
Great! Great! Great!

1311
01:41:39,890 --> 01:41:41,210
Dreams, memory...

1312
01:41:41,970 --> 01:41:44,450
- What fires dreams?
- It's not the same.

1313
01:41:44,570 --> 01:41:46,730
No, it's not. It's different.

1314
01:41:46,850 --> 01:41:49,050
- I talk about...
- It's totally linked.

1315
01:41:49,130 --> 01:41:51,170
It's completely different.

1316
01:41:51,450 --> 01:41:52,770
Who's for coffee?

1317
01:41:53,970 --> 01:41:55,050
Me.

1318
01:41:57,930 --> 01:41:58,970
Excuse me.

1319
01:42:00,050 --> 01:42:01,250
How's your wife?

1320
01:42:01,770 --> 01:42:03,050
Not good.

1321
01:42:03,130 --> 01:42:04,290
At all.

1322
01:42:04,410 --> 01:42:06,090
(Conversation continues)

1323
01:42:23,170 --> 01:42:24,210
What is it?

1324
01:42:24,330 --> 01:42:26,050
What is it?

1325
01:42:26,650 --> 01:42:27,690
You're avoiding me.

1326
01:42:27,810 --> 01:42:29,490
That's what.

1327
01:42:29,610 --> 01:42:33,050
We can't discuss it here.
Come. Come.

1328
01:42:35,330 --> 01:42:36,890
(Conversation continues)

1329
01:42:37,890 --> 01:42:39,410
(Indistinct whispering)

1330
01:42:39,530 --> 01:42:42,930
- Is something up?
- No.

1331
01:42:43,050 --> 01:42:44,290
- Really?
- Yes.

1332
01:42:45,090 --> 01:42:47,330
We need a break.

1333
01:42:48,730 --> 01:42:50,170
I still love you.

1334
01:42:50,290 --> 01:42:51,930
I still feel the same.

1335
01:42:52,570 --> 01:42:54,970
I'm still in love with you.

1336
01:42:55,730 --> 01:42:56,730
Truly.

1337
01:42:57,610 --> 01:42:59,810
- Deeply.
- I know. Me too.

1338
01:42:59,930 --> 01:43:02,290
- I miss you.
- It breaks my heart.

1339
01:43:02,410 --> 01:43:04,370
I miss you.

1340
01:43:04,970 --> 01:43:07,410
Your kindness, your love.

1341
01:43:11,290 --> 01:43:12,770
Your tenderness.

1342
01:43:14,770 --> 01:43:16,050
I miss you.

1343
01:43:21,450 --> 01:43:22,850
We must go back.

1344
01:43:24,890 --> 01:43:26,570
(Conversation continues)

1345
01:43:26,690 --> 01:43:28,290
(Laughter)

1346
01:43:28,570 --> 01:43:30,050
(Train passing by)

1347
01:43:38,770 --> 01:43:40,050
(Car horn honking)

1348
01:43:42,210 --> 01:43:43,570
(Traffic noise)

1349
01:43:45,770 --> 01:43:47,050
(Car horn honking)

1350
01:43:56,890 --> 01:43:58,770
Steph, Steph, Steph...

1351
01:44:00,810 --> 01:44:02,290
Steph!

1352
01:44:02,850 --> 01:44:04,290
Can I come to yours?

1353
01:44:04,410 --> 01:44:06,610
- No.
- Can I smoke at yours?

1354
01:44:07,330 --> 01:44:08,290
Please.

1355
01:44:09,170 --> 01:44:11,890
Let me in, please.

1356
01:44:12,050 --> 01:44:16,250
If you want something...
Smack? I can get you smack.

1357
01:44:16,370 --> 01:44:20,290
I know a guy.
He's got mean shit.

1358
01:44:20,410 --> 01:44:24,330
The best to shoot up. I swear.

1359
01:44:24,450 --> 01:44:25,970
It's clean.

1360
01:44:26,090 --> 01:44:28,970
Not far away.

1361
01:44:29,090 --> 01:44:32,410
- I'll score it for you.
- I haven't got any money.

1362
01:44:32,530 --> 01:44:35,850
Well, whenever you want.

1363
01:44:35,970 --> 01:44:37,090
I'm here.

1364
01:44:37,210 --> 01:44:39,490
Let me smoke inside.

1365
01:44:39,610 --> 01:44:42,250
If you change your mind,

1366
01:44:42,370 --> 01:44:44,810
I'm here.

1367
01:44:44,930 --> 01:44:47,290
- Go on.
- OK, come in.

1368
01:44:58,770 --> 01:45:00,290
(Laboured breathing)

1369
01:45:34,490 --> 01:45:36,410
(Groaning)

1370
01:46:38,850 --> 01:46:40,050
Oh, God.

1371
01:47:24,370 --> 01:47:25,770
(Laboured breathing)

1372
01:48:36,250 --> 01:48:37,410
(Groaning)

1373
01:48:48,130 --> 01:48:49,410
(Groaning gets louder)

1374
01:49:00,650 --> 01:49:02,490
(Raspy breathing)

1375
01:49:42,610 --> 01:49:43,610
(Clock ticking)

1376
01:49:54,130 --> 01:49:55,890
(Footsteps dragging)

1377
01:50:08,930 --> 01:50:10,250
What are you doing?

1378
01:50:11,690 --> 01:50:13,090
What are you doing?

1379
01:50:13,970 --> 01:50:15,370
(Husband) I'm in pain.

1380
01:50:17,250 --> 01:50:18,930
My heart.

1381
01:50:21,650 --> 01:50:22,650
(Wife) Wait.

1382
01:50:23,930 --> 01:50:25,170
I'll just...

1383
01:50:27,810 --> 01:50:28,810
(Wife grunts)

1384
01:50:29,930 --> 01:50:31,730
- (Husband) Good.
- That's better.

1385
01:50:32,370 --> 01:50:33,370
(Husband) Yes.

1386
01:50:41,290 --> 01:50:43,850
What can I...?

1387
01:50:43,970 --> 01:50:45,730
Ambulance.

1388
01:50:46,450 --> 01:50:48,570
- Call an ambulance.
- An ambulance.

1389
01:50:49,770 --> 01:50:51,370
(Wife mumbling)

1390
01:50:54,770 --> 01:50:56,210
(Wife) Ambulance...

1391
01:50:56,810 --> 01:50:57,810
Ambulance...

1392
01:51:06,450 --> 01:51:07,850
Ambulance...

1393
01:51:14,930 --> 01:51:17,810
I'm calling...Stéphane.

1394
01:51:19,930 --> 01:51:20,970
Zero.

1395
01:51:21,930 --> 01:51:22,930
Six.

1396
01:51:24,450 --> 01:51:25,450
Six.

1397
01:51:25,930 --> 01:51:26,930
Five.

1398
01:51:27,930 --> 01:51:28,930
Seven.

1399
01:51:29,970 --> 01:51:30,970
Four.

1400
01:51:31,970 --> 01:51:32,970
Seven.

1401
01:51:33,810 --> 01:51:34,810
Six.

1402
01:51:36,930 --> 01:51:38,850
Four. Five.

1403
01:51:38,970 --> 01:51:40,410
It's OK.

1404
01:51:41,170 --> 01:51:42,810
(Ringing tone)

1405
01:51:44,970 --> 01:51:46,450
(Ringing tone)

1406
01:51:46,570 --> 01:51:48,490
Stéphane... Stéphane...

1407
01:51:49,250 --> 01:51:51,450
It's... It's Mum.

1408
01:51:51,570 --> 01:51:53,530
(Stéphane speaking, indistinct)

1409
01:51:53,650 --> 01:51:55,650
Dad had a fall.

1410
01:51:56,330 --> 01:51:57,690
In his office.

1411
01:51:57,810 --> 01:51:59,810
(Stéphane speaking, indistinct)

1412
01:51:59,930 --> 01:52:00,970
Call...

1413
01:52:02,050 --> 01:52:04,810
- (Husband) Ambulance.
- ...for an ambulance.

1414
01:52:04,930 --> 01:52:06,890
Call for an ambulance.

1415
01:52:07,050 --> 01:52:09,650
Fast. And come over.

1416
01:52:09,770 --> 01:52:11,970
(Stéphane speaking, indistinct)

1417
01:52:12,090 --> 01:52:14,890
I don't know.

1418
01:52:15,050 --> 01:52:16,170
Come over.

1419
01:52:16,930 --> 01:52:17,930
Come.

1420
01:52:20,810 --> 01:52:23,090
(Wife) He'll deal with it.

1421
01:52:24,970 --> 01:52:25,970
(Husband) Good.

1422
01:52:26,930 --> 01:52:28,930
(Wife) Are you cold?

1423
01:52:31,930 --> 01:52:32,930
OK?

1424
01:52:33,970 --> 01:52:35,250
Breathe.

1425
01:52:41,330 --> 01:52:43,050
(Heart monitor beeping)

1426
01:52:43,130 --> 01:52:44,610
(Ventilator whirring)

1427
01:53:11,770 --> 01:53:13,570
(Phone ringing in distance)

1428
01:53:55,690 --> 01:53:56,690
(Door closes)

1429
01:54:54,490 --> 01:54:55,490
(Beeping stops)

1430
01:54:57,930 --> 01:54:59,370
(Alarm beeps)

1431
01:55:21,370 --> 01:55:22,370
(Beeping stops)

1432
01:55:58,210 --> 01:56:00,930
(Whispering) I'm nearby
if you need me.

1433
01:56:01,930 --> 01:56:02,930
Thanks.

1434
01:56:33,930 --> 01:56:35,730
I'll leave you with your son.

1435
01:56:36,890 --> 01:56:38,730
(Phone ringing in distance)

1436
01:57:04,090 --> 01:57:05,090
I'm here.

1437
01:57:35,330 --> 01:57:37,610
Is he all right?

1438
01:57:42,730 --> 01:57:43,730
No.

1439
01:57:46,850 --> 01:57:48,370
Are you?

1440
01:57:48,490 --> 01:57:49,490
No.

1441
01:58:22,530 --> 01:58:24,050
(Wife humming a tune)

1442
02:00:33,050 --> 02:00:34,490
(Clock ticking)

1443
02:01:42,090 --> 02:01:43,650
(Distant singing)

1444
02:01:46,050 --> 02:01:47,450
(Mumbling)

1445
02:03:39,210 --> 02:03:40,210
Darling?

1446
02:03:42,570 --> 02:03:43,570
Darling?

1447
02:03:45,410 --> 02:03:46,410
Darling?

1448
02:03:50,210 --> 02:03:51,290
(Ringing)

1449
02:04:17,690 --> 02:04:18,810
(Doorbell rings)

1450
02:04:24,130 --> 02:04:25,130
Darling?

1451
02:04:33,930 --> 02:04:35,250
What's the matter?

1452
02:04:38,730 --> 02:04:40,330
Your husband's gone.

1453
02:04:42,210 --> 02:04:43,490
He won't be back.

1454
02:04:44,490 --> 02:04:46,890
Go and get some sleep.

1455
02:04:47,050 --> 02:04:49,930
And call your son tomorrow, OK?

1456
02:04:56,930 --> 02:04:57,930
(Clock ticking)

1457
02:04:59,770 --> 02:05:01,490
<i>(Slow tinkling music)</i>

1458
02:05:36,050 --> 02:05:37,690
<i>(Music grows louder)</i>

1459
02:05:55,250 --> 02:05:56,730
<i>(Music becomes tense)</i>

1460
02:06:37,370 --> 02:06:38,530
<i>(Music rising)</i>

1461
02:07:17,930 --> 02:07:18,930
<i>(Music continues)</i>

1462
02:08:23,970 --> 02:08:24,970
<i>(Music continues)</i>

1463
02:08:43,770 --> 02:08:45,450
<i>(Music fades, then stops)</i>

1464
02:08:45,570 --> 02:08:46,570
<i>(Clock ticking)</i>

1465
02:08:46,930 --> 02:08:48,450
(Indistinct chatter on TV)

1466
02:08:48,570 --> 02:08:50,770
(Carer) Of course.
Where is this place?

1467
02:08:51,970 --> 02:08:53,170
I know it.

1468
02:08:55,170 --> 02:08:56,970
OK. I'll tell her.

1469
02:08:57,090 --> 02:08:58,290
Right away.

1470
02:08:59,490 --> 02:09:00,650
Have a nice day.

1471
02:09:08,410 --> 02:09:10,370
Madam? OK?

1472
02:09:11,850 --> 02:09:14,810
Madam? I just spoke to your son.

1473
02:09:16,050 --> 02:09:17,610
Stéphane.

1474
02:09:17,730 --> 02:09:19,210
He's very pleased.

1475
02:09:19,330 --> 02:09:20,970
He's found you a home.

1476
02:09:22,290 --> 02:09:23,370
It's great.

1477
02:09:24,970 --> 02:09:26,290
Not far.

1478
02:09:28,290 --> 02:09:29,570
At Porte de Pantin.

1479
02:09:30,570 --> 02:09:33,490
That's good. It's a good place.

1480
02:09:34,530 --> 02:09:35,530
(Chatter on TV)

1481
02:09:37,290 --> 02:09:39,130
We'll get you ready to go.

1482
02:09:40,650 --> 02:09:42,250
Pack your wash bag.

1483
02:09:43,170 --> 02:09:44,690
Choose your clothes.

1484
02:09:47,330 --> 02:09:49,090
- He's so pleased.
- Who...?

1485
02:09:50,970 --> 02:09:52,050
Who...?

1486
02:09:53,330 --> 02:09:56,410
Who are you?

1487
02:09:57,850 --> 02:10:00,810
- Who...?
- I've been coming here for a few days

1488
02:10:00,930 --> 02:10:03,930
to help with your meals
and your pills.

1489
02:10:04,570 --> 02:10:05,810
We talk.

1490
02:10:06,930 --> 02:10:08,090
Together.

1491
02:10:08,210 --> 02:10:10,730
You talk about your childhood,
your grandma.

1492
02:10:13,370 --> 02:10:16,690
We've been getting to know one another.
I talk about my life.

1493
02:10:18,490 --> 02:10:19,490
And now...

1494
02:10:20,690 --> 02:10:24,330
...your son is pleased,
because I'm not always here.

1495
02:10:24,450 --> 02:10:25,690
It's better for you.

1496
02:10:26,570 --> 02:10:29,890
You'll be safe there,
with people to listen,

1497
02:10:30,050 --> 02:10:31,130
people to talk to.

1498
02:10:32,850 --> 02:10:34,970
People to care for you every day.

1499
02:10:35,090 --> 02:10:36,330
It'll be great.

1500
02:10:38,810 --> 02:10:40,050
(Sighs)

1501
02:10:57,970 --> 02:10:59,530
(Prays quietly)

1502
02:11:29,450 --> 02:11:31,490
Our Father, who art in heaven...

1503
02:11:31,610 --> 02:11:32,610
(Fridge humming)

1504
02:11:57,050 --> 02:11:58,050
(Turns knob)

1505
02:11:59,050 --> 02:12:00,050
(Turns knob)

1506
02:12:01,050 --> 02:12:02,050
(Turns knob)

1507
02:12:02,650 --> 02:12:03,650
(Turns knob)

1508
02:12:03,810 --> 02:12:05,050
(Gas hissing)

1509
02:12:17,850 --> 02:12:19,410
(Prays softly)

1510
02:12:55,170 --> 02:12:57,090
Lead us not into temptation,

1511
02:12:57,210 --> 02:12:59,050
but deliver us from evil.

1512
02:13:55,610 --> 02:13:56,850
(Clock ticking)

1513
02:13:58,090 --> 02:14:00,610
Our Father, who art in heaven,

1514
02:14:00,730 --> 02:14:02,490
hallowed be thy name.

1515
02:14:03,090 --> 02:14:04,530
Thy kingdom come.

1516
02:14:05,330 --> 02:14:08,370
Thy will be done on earth
as it is in heaven.

1517
02:14:10,610 --> 02:14:12,610
Give us this day our daily bread...

1518
02:14:13,970 --> 02:14:17,970
...and forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.

1519
02:14:19,770 --> 02:14:21,850
Lead us not into temptation,

1520
02:14:22,530 --> 02:14:24,330
but deliver us from evil.

1521
02:14:24,930 --> 02:14:25,930
Amen.

1522
02:14:27,050 --> 02:14:28,050
(Clock ticking)

1523
02:14:43,170 --> 02:14:44,770
(Ticking fades, then stops)

1524
02:15:13,650 --> 02:15:15,410
(Trolley wheels rattling)

1525
02:15:29,650 --> 02:15:30,730
(Clang)

1526
02:15:36,730 --> 02:15:37,930
(Door slams shut)

1527
02:15:38,050 --> 02:15:40,330
The papers will be ready
this afternoon.

1528
02:15:40,450 --> 02:15:42,650
Do you have all the elements?

1529
02:15:42,770 --> 02:15:44,410
(Mumbles)

1530
02:15:44,530 --> 02:15:46,290
I'll take them. Thank you.

1531
02:15:53,770 --> 02:15:54,730
Thank you.

1532
02:15:56,210 --> 02:16:00,250
For women,
most people choose white flowers.

1533
02:16:04,050 --> 02:16:08,690
You have a choice of urns.
Take your time looking through them.

1534
02:16:09,770 --> 02:16:12,810
We are here for you, of course.

1535
02:16:16,810 --> 02:16:17,810
(Stéphane) Mum...

1536
02:16:19,250 --> 02:16:20,850
My beloved mum.

1537
02:16:22,090 --> 02:16:25,170
The last months with you and Dad
were intense.

1538
02:16:26,530 --> 02:16:28,890
And it was weird for me,

1539
02:16:29,770 --> 02:16:32,210
who was always your prime anxiety,

1540
02:16:32,330 --> 02:16:35,090
to attempt to play
the role of parent...

1541
02:16:36,970 --> 02:16:39,570
...and dare to make decisions
on your behalf,

1542
02:16:41,050 --> 02:16:42,250
sometimes...

1543
02:16:44,490 --> 02:16:47,360
...against your freedom of action.

1544
02:16:50,490 --> 02:16:51,970
All dreams are short,

1545
02:16:53,130 --> 02:16:55,360
dreams within dreams even more so.

1546
02:16:57,250 --> 02:16:59,730
I hope your sleep is finally peaceful.

1547
02:17:00,970 --> 02:17:03,520
We will do as you wished, Mum,

1548
02:17:03,650 --> 02:17:05,930
so no one disturbs your journey.

1549
02:17:07,810 --> 02:17:10,200
On behalf of Kiki, myself,

1550
02:17:10,330 --> 02:17:12,280
your friends and relatives...

1551
02:17:12,410 --> 02:17:13,410
(Sniffles)

1552
02:17:13,520 --> 02:17:15,360
...we say thank you, Mum.

1553
02:17:21,050 --> 02:17:23,170
Thank you for sharing, sir.

1554
02:17:26,490 --> 02:17:28,090
Ladies and gentlemen,

1555
02:17:28,200 --> 02:17:30,200
we will now watch a slideshow

1556
02:17:30,330 --> 02:17:33,850
to recall happy times
spent with the deceased.

1557
02:17:40,360 --> 02:17:42,770
(Slow melancholic music)

1558
02:18:41,600 --> 02:18:42,600
<i>(Music continues)</i>

1559
02:19:09,440 --> 02:19:12,250
Grandma and Grandpa have a new home?

1560
02:19:13,280 --> 02:19:14,280
No.

1561
02:19:15,770 --> 02:19:17,250
That's not a home.

1562
02:19:20,170 --> 02:19:21,810
Homes are for the living.

1563
02:19:21,930 --> 02:19:22,930
<i>(Music stops)</i>

1564
02:19:23,200 --> 02:19:24,200
(Silence)

1565
02:19:38,280 --> 02:19:40,810
<i>(Faint, distorted music)</i>

1566
02:19:46,690 --> 02:19:47,690
<i>(Humming sound)</i>

1567
02:20:06,290 --> 02:20:08,810
<i>(Music gradually becoming clearer)</i>

1568
02:21:59,130 --> 02:22:01,650
THE END