1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:02,003 ♪ ♪ 2 00:00:02,005 --> 00:00:07,241 Subtitles by sub.Trader Corrected by explosiveskull 3 00:00:09,246 --> 00:00:11,665 (automatic gunfire, plane flying overhead) 4 00:00:14,226 --> 00:00:16,645 (helicopter blades whirring) 5 00:00:18,438 --> 00:00:19,815 (artillery fire) 6 00:00:19,898 --> 00:00:21,900 (explosion) 7 00:00:21,984 --> 00:00:23,735 (gunfire) 8 00:00:24,734 --> 00:00:26,736 (explosion) 9 00:00:26,820 --> 00:00:28,738 (missile whooshing through air) 10 00:00:28,840 --> 00:00:30,174 (explosion) 11 00:00:30,258 --> 00:00:33,303 (clattering) 12 00:00:33,386 --> 00:00:34,679 (explosion) 13 00:00:34,729 --> 00:00:36,606 (artillery fire) 14 00:00:36,690 --> 00:00:40,318 (explosions, gunfire) 15 00:00:44,289 --> 00:00:45,832 (explosion) 16 00:00:45,915 --> 00:00:48,001 (explosion, debris clattering) 17 00:00:52,129 --> 00:00:53,547 (clacking, whirring) 18 00:00:53,631 --> 00:00:55,215 (missile whooshing) 19 00:00:55,297 --> 00:00:57,382 No, no, no, no, no, no! 20 00:00:57,466 --> 00:00:58,884 No, no! 21 00:01:05,869 --> 00:01:07,704 DIRECTOR: And cut! 22 00:01:07,788 --> 00:01:09,331 SECOND A.D.: Tail mark. 23 00:01:09,380 --> 00:01:10,965 End marker. 24 00:01:11,049 --> 00:01:12,884 MAN 1: All right, let's wrap up. Reset. 25 00:01:12,967 --> 00:01:14,636 MAN 2: I need another extinguisher over here. 26 00:01:14,767 --> 00:01:17,144 - Need it stat! - MAN 1: Just back it up. 27 00:01:17,228 --> 00:01:19,480 Back it up. Just back it up. 28 00:01:19,561 --> 00:01:21,772 - Get clear, get clear. - (rhythmic beeping) 29 00:01:21,855 --> 00:01:24,191 (fire extinguisher spritzing) 30 00:01:24,275 --> 00:01:26,653 (faint, indistinct chatter) 31 00:01:31,990 --> 00:01:33,992 (rhythmic beeping continues) 32 00:01:37,598 --> 00:01:39,058 (rhythmic beeping stops) 33 00:01:39,110 --> 00:01:41,529 (fire extinguishers spritzing) 34 00:01:50,041 --> 00:01:52,419 (fire extinguishers continue spritzing) 35 00:02:06,242 --> 00:02:08,203 ♪ Y'all don't really know who I am, Goddamn ♪ 36 00:02:08,286 --> 00:02:10,246 ♪ I'm like grease in the fryin' pan ♪ 37 00:02:10,329 --> 00:02:11,455 ♪ 'Cause I am ♪ 38 00:02:11,538 --> 00:02:14,082 ♪ Bacon, eggs, toast, butter ♪ 39 00:02:14,166 --> 00:02:16,835 ♪ Smooth sexy lover more fresh than the others ♪ 40 00:02:16,919 --> 00:02:19,379 ♪ Go ask your brother if y'all don't believe ♪ 41 00:02:19,477 --> 00:02:20,895 ♪ I control the industry ♪ 42 00:02:20,978 --> 00:02:23,481 ♪ 'Cause Missy in the lead (grunts) ♪ 43 00:02:23,564 --> 00:02:25,858 ♪ I'm talkin' to you, man, with my upper hand ♪ 44 00:02:25,945 --> 00:02:28,072 ♪ The fans call me Dapper Dan ♪ 45 00:02:28,155 --> 00:02:30,533 ♪ When I was young my pops, throw rocks ♪ 46 00:02:30,584 --> 00:02:33,754 ♪ Always shit talk to my moms and call the cops ♪ 47 00:02:33,837 --> 00:02:35,631 ♪ Couldn't wait till I was nice and grown ♪ 48 00:02:35,761 --> 00:02:39,056 ♪ Sick of daddy mouth till 6:00 in the morn ♪ 49 00:02:39,140 --> 00:02:41,393 ♪ On and on and on till the record scratch ♪ 50 00:02:41,476 --> 00:02:44,855 ♪ And if I made a few scraps I would never come back, yes! ♪ 51 00:02:44,936 --> 00:02:46,688 ♪ Take moms with me and a few ADATs ♪ 52 00:02:46,771 --> 00:02:48,439 ♪ And make a song about Dad ♪ 53 00:02:48,523 --> 00:02:50,358 Hello? I need some help. 54 00:02:50,461 --> 00:02:53,756 - (grunting) - (music continues) 55 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:55,758 ♪ Hold up, hold up ♪ 56 00:02:55,839 --> 00:02:57,299 ♪ Y'all don't really know my life ♪ 57 00:02:57,382 --> 00:02:59,301 Get the fuck off of me! 58 00:02:59,352 --> 00:03:00,478 ♪ And how much liquor I guzzle ♪ 59 00:03:00,562 --> 00:03:02,313 ♪ Y'all don't really know ♪ 60 00:03:02,397 --> 00:03:03,398 - (glass crunches) - Ow! 61 00:03:03,481 --> 00:03:04,983 ♪ And how many years to get here ♪ 62 00:03:05,099 --> 00:03:06,642 - ♪ But I'm ready to rumble ♪ - ♪ Come on ♪ 63 00:03:06,726 --> 00:03:08,853 ♪ Y'all don't really know my life ♪ 64 00:03:08,936 --> 00:03:10,479 ♪ Y'all don't really know my struggles ♪ 65 00:03:10,579 --> 00:03:11,872 ♪ And how much liquor I guzzle ♪ ♪ Yes! ♪ 66 00:03:11,955 --> 00:03:13,373 ♪ Y'all don't really know my fears ♪ 67 00:03:13,457 --> 00:03:15,584 ♪ And how many years to get here ♪ 68 00:03:15,666 --> 00:03:17,126 - ♪ But I'm ready to rumble ♪ - ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 69 00:03:17,209 --> 00:03:19,003 ♪ I be that throwback cat ♪ 70 00:03:19,086 --> 00:03:20,546 - ♪ I throwback... ♪ - (tires screech) 71 00:03:20,630 --> 00:03:23,716 (thumping, clattering, glass shattering) 72 00:03:23,799 --> 00:03:25,051 (music continues faintly) 73 00:03:25,152 --> 00:03:26,487 (Sandra panting) 74 00:03:26,570 --> 00:03:29,031 (tires screech in distance) 75 00:03:29,112 --> 00:03:31,281 (crashing in distance) 76 00:03:31,365 --> 00:03:33,867 (tires screech, vehicle crashes) 77 00:03:33,951 --> 00:03:35,953 (stuck car horn honking in distance) 78 00:03:36,037 --> 00:03:37,288 (siren approaching) 79 00:03:37,372 --> 00:03:38,623 SANDRA: No, we're very fucked up. 80 00:03:38,706 --> 00:03:39,916 (siren wailing, horn blowing) 81 00:03:40,014 --> 00:03:42,183 OTIS: Don't fuckin' touch me! Don't fuckin' say shit! 82 00:03:42,266 --> 00:03:43,726 What am I being arrested for?! 83 00:03:43,810 --> 00:03:45,770 What am I being arrested for?! Huh? 84 00:03:45,854 --> 00:03:48,357 You think you're fuckin'... hot shit? 85 00:03:48,440 --> 00:03:53,445 'Cause you don't know how good I am at what I do. 86 00:03:53,530 --> 00:03:55,532 Why am I here?! 87 00:03:55,632 --> 00:03:57,759 Come on! Answer the fucking question! 88 00:03:57,843 --> 00:04:00,178 Answer the damn question, you fuck! 89 00:04:00,259 --> 00:04:01,510 You dumb fuck! 90 00:04:01,593 --> 00:04:03,762 Why am I here?! Why am I here?! 91 00:04:03,846 --> 00:04:06,223 Answer the question! 92 00:04:06,306 --> 00:04:08,308 Answer the fucking question! 93 00:04:08,392 --> 00:04:10,352 Why am I here?! Why am I here?! 94 00:04:10,435 --> 00:04:12,895 (fading): Why am I here?! 95 00:04:12,979 --> 00:04:14,981 ♪ ♪ 96 00:04:32,659 --> 00:04:34,661 ♪ ♪ 97 00:04:37,214 --> 00:04:39,216 MORENO: There are no guards 98 00:04:39,298 --> 00:04:41,801 - on the premises, Otis. - OTIS: I noticed. 99 00:04:41,884 --> 00:04:44,011 MORENO: Since this is your third drunken altercation 100 00:04:44,095 --> 00:04:45,764 with the police, if you leave 101 00:04:45,847 --> 00:04:47,808 we will have to notify the judge, 102 00:04:47,891 --> 00:04:50,811 and you will serve those four years. 103 00:04:50,909 --> 00:04:52,160 Right. 104 00:04:52,244 --> 00:04:54,162 So, where do we start? 105 00:04:54,245 --> 00:04:55,538 I don't know, boss. You tell me. 106 00:04:55,621 --> 00:04:58,165 I'm obviously not equipped to make any decisions. 107 00:04:58,249 --> 00:05:00,876 I'm an egomaniac with an inferiority complex. 108 00:05:02,377 --> 00:05:04,295 MORENO: Let's try again. 109 00:05:04,429 --> 00:05:06,556 OTIS: How about I'm a professional schizophrenic? 110 00:05:06,639 --> 00:05:10,310 What do you want me to say? I'm a piece of shit. 111 00:05:10,394 --> 00:05:12,438 MORENO: I want you to write an account 112 00:05:12,521 --> 00:05:15,566 of your memories, so we can get you started 113 00:05:15,665 --> 00:05:17,918 with some imaginal exposure. 114 00:05:18,001 --> 00:05:19,586 What's that? 115 00:05:19,668 --> 00:05:22,671 It's a simple way to stop avoiding trauma reminders 116 00:05:22,755 --> 00:05:24,381 that get you triggered. 117 00:05:24,465 --> 00:05:26,425 I avoid trauma reminders? My whole work is required, 118 00:05:26,508 --> 00:05:28,385 - motivated by trauma reminders. - I'm talking about triggers 119 00:05:28,469 --> 00:05:31,805 that make your distress levels unmanageable 120 00:05:31,856 --> 00:05:33,357 - and result in violence. - Like what? 121 00:05:33,441 --> 00:05:35,359 Well, whatever makes you angry. 122 00:05:35,493 --> 00:05:36,827 That's a good place to start. 123 00:05:38,496 --> 00:05:41,123 Otis, I've been doing this a long time. 124 00:05:41,208 --> 00:05:44,461 I saw your tests, and you have clear signs of PTSD. 125 00:05:44,544 --> 00:05:46,546 No, I don't. 126 00:05:48,173 --> 00:05:50,550 From what? 127 00:05:50,650 --> 00:05:52,652 (objects rattling, clacking) 128 00:05:58,373 --> 00:05:59,999 (whooshing) 129 00:06:00,115 --> 00:06:02,117 ♪ ♪ 130 00:06:15,858 --> 00:06:19,069 DIRECTOR (distorted): Cut! 131 00:06:19,153 --> 00:06:20,195 (clack echoes) 132 00:06:20,293 --> 00:06:21,586 (distorted, echoing voices) 133 00:06:21,669 --> 00:06:23,379 MAN (distorted): You all right? 134 00:06:23,463 --> 00:06:26,466 (distorted, echoing voices) 135 00:06:26,546 --> 00:06:28,465 DIRECTOR (echoing): One minute. 136 00:06:28,548 --> 00:06:31,176 ♪ ♪ 137 00:06:31,235 --> 00:06:33,404 DIRECTOR (echoing): Wow. 138 00:06:43,536 --> 00:06:45,538 ♪ ♪ 139 00:06:47,335 --> 00:06:49,003 Thank you. 140 00:06:54,136 --> 00:06:56,597 (over headphones): ♪ I wish I was a little bit taller ♪ 141 00:06:56,646 --> 00:06:59,608 ♪ I wish I was a baller, I wish I had a girl who looked good ♪ 142 00:06:59,708 --> 00:07:01,543 ♪ I would call her, I wish I had a rabbit ♪ 143 00:07:01,627 --> 00:07:04,505 ♪ In a hat with a bat and a six four Impala ♪ 144 00:07:04,585 --> 00:07:06,670 ♪ I wish I was, like, six foot nine ♪ 145 00:07:06,754 --> 00:07:09,757 - Nice pie fight, Otis. - Thanks. 146 00:07:09,889 --> 00:07:11,933 ♪ I see her all the time, everywhere I go ♪ 147 00:07:12,016 --> 00:07:14,227 ♪ And even in my dreams, I can scheme of ways ♪ 148 00:07:14,311 --> 00:07:16,814 ♪ To make her mine, 'cause I know she's livin' phat ♪ 149 00:07:16,897 --> 00:07:18,440 ♪ Her boyfriend's tall and he plays ball ♪ 150 00:07:18,524 --> 00:07:20,192 ♪ So how am I gonna compete with that? ♪ 151 00:07:20,242 --> 00:07:22,327 ♪ 'Cause when it comes to playing basketball... ♪ 152 00:07:22,410 --> 00:07:23,745 JAMES: You a pet person? 153 00:07:23,829 --> 00:07:25,413 PAM: Uh, we have a dog. 154 00:07:25,547 --> 00:07:27,716 JAMES: Yeah, I had a chicken named Henrietta Lafowl. 155 00:07:27,799 --> 00:07:29,467 The world's first daredevil chicken. 156 00:07:29,552 --> 00:07:31,470 - Dad, Can you loosen the back? - I used to know, 157 00:07:31,554 --> 00:07:33,222 'cause all chickens... What do you need me to do? 158 00:07:33,306 --> 00:07:34,891 - Just loosen the back part. - Okay. One sec. 159 00:07:34,974 --> 00:07:36,642 So, I used to... I had this chicken, 160 00:07:36,726 --> 00:07:38,853 used to put her on my head and I'd do these cartwheels, 161 00:07:38,936 --> 00:07:40,354 and she'd run from my head to my butt, 162 00:07:40,457 --> 00:07:42,375 from my head to my butt over and over like that. 163 00:07:42,459 --> 00:07:43,960 'Cause I spent a lot of time with chickens, 164 00:07:44,044 --> 00:07:45,754 - you know, in the rodeo? - Dad, loosen it. 165 00:07:45,834 --> 00:07:47,836 Had another trick where I put the chicken on top of my head... 166 00:07:47,920 --> 00:07:49,463 here, I found it... and I'd run this little 167 00:07:49,513 --> 00:07:50,556 - electrical wire - Here. 168 00:07:50,639 --> 00:07:51,765 down my sleeve to her, 169 00:07:51,849 --> 00:07:53,350 put a little KFC bucket out there, 170 00:07:53,434 --> 00:07:55,644 light it on fire for drama, and I'd hit that charge 171 00:07:55,726 --> 00:07:57,102 and Henrietta'd fly off of my head 172 00:07:57,186 --> 00:07:58,687 and land in that bucket. Hey-o! 173 00:07:58,770 --> 00:08:00,731 Crowd ate it up, I'm telling you. It was a big deal. 174 00:08:00,865 --> 00:08:02,283 - (laughs): Wow. - Yeah, it was good. 175 00:08:02,367 --> 00:08:03,743 Once opened for Stevie Nicks. 176 00:08:03,826 --> 00:08:06,621 - She came out to the Forum... - Ow! Fuck, Dad! 177 00:08:06,670 --> 00:08:08,464 Ow! 178 00:08:08,547 --> 00:08:10,507 What did we say about talking like that? 179 00:08:10,590 --> 00:08:12,425 Well, th-that... 180 00:08:14,052 --> 00:08:15,553 That I'm not supposed to talk like... 181 00:08:15,687 --> 00:08:17,230 That you're not supposed to talk like that. 182 00:08:17,313 --> 00:08:18,898 And you're gonna apologize to Pam, aren't you? 183 00:08:18,982 --> 00:08:20,608 - Yes, I am. - Yeah, you are. 184 00:08:20,661 --> 00:08:22,621 I'm very sorry, Pam. 185 00:08:22,704 --> 00:08:24,373 - It's okay. It's all right. - Now, go hang up your wardrobe 186 00:08:24,453 --> 00:08:26,121 - and thank Donna for the day. - Yes, Daddy. 187 00:08:26,205 --> 00:08:28,165 - You had a good day otherwise. - Yes, Daddy. 188 00:08:28,249 --> 00:08:29,917 Spent a lot of time with chickens. 189 00:08:30,005 --> 00:08:33,217 And in all that time you know what I learned about 'em? 190 00:08:33,300 --> 00:08:35,386 - Hmm? - You know what the white spot is 191 00:08:35,465 --> 00:08:37,509 in the center of chicken poop? 192 00:08:37,592 --> 00:08:39,844 - Do you know what that is? - No, what is that? 193 00:08:39,948 --> 00:08:41,908 (whispers): That's chicken poop also. 194 00:08:41,992 --> 00:08:44,077 (both laugh) 195 00:08:44,160 --> 00:08:45,578 That's pretty good, isn't it? 196 00:08:45,709 --> 00:08:47,461 - Yeah. - Hey, you got a phone number? 197 00:08:47,544 --> 00:08:49,627 - (laughs): Yeah. - Can I get it from you? 198 00:08:49,629 --> 00:08:51,297 - Uh... - Later? Later? 199 00:08:51,380 --> 00:08:53,174 - Maybe tomorrow? - (chuckles): Okay. 200 00:08:53,257 --> 00:08:55,218 Okay. Have a good day. 201 00:08:56,227 --> 00:08:58,229 ♪ ♪ 202 00:09:00,231 --> 00:09:02,442 - Come on. - (starts engine) 203 00:09:05,111 --> 00:09:07,280 - You on? - Yeah. 204 00:09:07,363 --> 00:09:09,115 (revs engine) 205 00:09:12,010 --> 00:09:14,012 (tires screech, horn honks) 206 00:09:17,381 --> 00:09:19,800 ♪ ♪ 207 00:09:40,653 --> 00:09:42,864 ♪ ♪ 208 00:09:49,962 --> 00:09:52,965 (passing horn honking) 209 00:09:57,718 --> 00:09:59,303 You good? 210 00:09:59,386 --> 00:10:01,513 Yeah. 211 00:10:17,005 --> 00:10:19,091 ♪ ♪ 212 00:10:27,773 --> 00:10:29,608 (panting) 213 00:10:35,253 --> 00:10:38,172 - (car doors closing) - DEB: Who you been talking to? 214 00:10:38,256 --> 00:10:41,509 - Nobody. - And I told you not to wear that top, didn't I? 215 00:10:41,596 --> 00:10:43,890 Listen, I told you not to wear that, didn't I? 216 00:10:43,974 --> 00:10:45,850 I didn't have anything else clean. 217 00:10:45,948 --> 00:10:47,408 DEB: Go in there, go get dressed, take a shower, 218 00:10:47,491 --> 00:10:49,285 - clean up. - Rocco! - ¿Mande? 219 00:10:49,368 --> 00:10:50,661 I'm in there! 220 00:10:50,745 --> 00:10:51,997 Hey, give me the call sheet. 221 00:10:52,080 --> 00:10:53,415 Got the per diem in there. 222 00:10:53,498 --> 00:10:56,001 Don't touch 'em, Rocco! Those are my socks! 223 00:11:00,104 --> 00:11:02,023 You can't give it ten more minutes? 224 00:11:02,106 --> 00:11:03,232 Chinga tu madre. 225 00:11:03,316 --> 00:11:04,650 Motherfucker. They got to get 226 00:11:04,734 --> 00:11:06,402 another washer and dryer in this place, man. 227 00:11:06,485 --> 00:11:09,447 It's turning into a nightmare. 228 00:11:09,528 --> 00:11:11,739 (urine trickling) 229 00:11:15,427 --> 00:11:17,179 (chuckles): Oh, no. 230 00:11:17,262 --> 00:11:19,181 Oh, no. Baby trickle? 231 00:11:19,264 --> 00:11:21,266 You got one of them little Jew rivulets. 232 00:11:21,351 --> 00:11:22,894 (laughs): Oh, shit. 233 00:11:22,977 --> 00:11:24,729 You can thank your mother for that. 234 00:11:24,811 --> 00:11:26,563 You got a dick like a golf pencil, son. 235 00:11:26,646 --> 00:11:28,190 It's enough to get the job done. 236 00:11:28,273 --> 00:11:29,441 (laughs): Yeah. "The job done." 237 00:11:29,573 --> 00:11:31,784 What fuckin' job are you gonna get done? 238 00:11:31,867 --> 00:11:33,994 - Girls. - Yeah, girls. Yeah, yeah. 239 00:11:34,078 --> 00:11:35,579 You couldn't fuck yourself with that thing. 240 00:11:35,635 --> 00:11:37,345 You probably done pissed on your own balls 241 00:11:37,428 --> 00:11:39,430 just now, didn't you? You got wet balls right now? 242 00:11:39,510 --> 00:11:41,637 - I'm 12. - Yeah, well, 12-year-old dick. 243 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:43,263 Like, me, when I was 12 years old, 244 00:11:43,347 --> 00:11:45,349 dick sounded just like this. 245 00:11:45,482 --> 00:11:46,900 (brief splash) 246 00:11:46,984 --> 00:11:49,278 Wait for it. 247 00:11:49,361 --> 00:11:51,280 - (urine splashing) - You hear that? 248 00:11:51,328 --> 00:11:53,122 You hear it get to that bowl? 249 00:11:53,205 --> 00:11:54,415 That's roots, buddy. 250 00:11:54,497 --> 00:11:57,375 That's blood. 251 00:11:57,458 --> 00:12:00,294 Where you come from. 252 00:12:00,378 --> 00:12:01,462 - That shit's important. - (toilet flushing) 253 00:12:01,546 --> 00:12:03,172 I know you don't give a fuck. 254 00:12:03,256 --> 00:12:05,341 Poop butt. What'd I just say? 255 00:12:05,442 --> 00:12:07,569 You don't listen, that's your problem. 256 00:12:07,652 --> 00:12:08,778 And you're selfish. 257 00:12:08,862 --> 00:12:10,655 I just told you about your family, 258 00:12:10,739 --> 00:12:12,158 and you're over there just staring at the thing, right? 259 00:12:12,241 --> 00:12:14,452 I see you. You're concentrating. 260 00:12:14,536 --> 00:12:16,913 Concentrate real hard. Be a 12-year-old. Pie fight. 261 00:12:16,997 --> 00:12:18,540 - It's not a pie fight. - Ooh. It's not a pie fight? 262 00:12:18,623 --> 00:12:21,168 What is it? I know what you're doing. It's clowning, buddy. 263 00:12:21,265 --> 00:12:23,225 - No, it's not. - It's rodeo. It's the same thing 264 00:12:23,309 --> 00:12:25,060 - as clowning with lines. - No, it's not. 265 00:12:25,146 --> 00:12:26,647 It's not? How do you know? You ain't never been 266 00:12:26,731 --> 00:12:27,773 - in a fuckin' rodeo. - Yeah, I have. 267 00:12:27,857 --> 00:12:29,066 Don't lie to me. 268 00:12:29,150 --> 00:12:31,152 - Who took you to rodeo? - Tom. 269 00:12:36,128 --> 00:12:38,047 Tom took you to rodeo? 270 00:12:38,130 --> 00:12:39,757 Yeah. 271 00:12:42,178 --> 00:12:43,387 Of course he did. 272 00:12:43,471 --> 00:12:44,722 Where'd you go? 273 00:12:44,805 --> 00:12:46,349 I don't know. It was a rodeo. 274 00:12:46,432 --> 00:12:47,683 So you don't remember. 275 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,769 They have clowns at your rodeo? 276 00:12:49,851 --> 00:12:51,436 No? You went to Pomona. 277 00:12:51,520 --> 00:12:53,605 That ain't even a fuckin' ro... That's a fair. 278 00:12:53,688 --> 00:12:56,191 You went to a fair. You come see me in Muskogee, boy, 279 00:12:56,292 --> 00:12:58,002 whew, I'm talking about the rodeo. 280 00:12:58,086 --> 00:12:59,337 I'm talking about lights. 281 00:12:59,420 --> 00:13:01,422 Shit. Attractions. Animals. 282 00:13:01,506 --> 00:13:03,174 Did my own face paint. Costume. 283 00:13:03,258 --> 00:13:05,343 You know, commedia dell'arte. I made them bulls run 284 00:13:05,425 --> 00:13:07,553 till I broke every bone in my cultured ass. 285 00:13:07,636 --> 00:13:09,012 It's different, though. I'm not a clown. 286 00:13:09,096 --> 00:13:10,931 It is different. You bet your little dick it's different. 287 00:13:11,029 --> 00:13:12,489 It's also the same, too, motherfucker. 288 00:13:12,573 --> 00:13:13,615 That moth... He's in there. 289 00:13:13,699 --> 00:13:14,778 Hey! Rocco! 290 00:13:14,780 --> 00:13:16,824 Didn't I just say? Didn't I just say? 291 00:13:16,907 --> 00:13:18,784 Those are my socks! Goddamn it. 292 00:13:18,868 --> 00:13:21,287 Give me... give me the call sheet and get the bag. 293 00:13:21,369 --> 00:13:23,288 This motherfucker. 294 00:13:27,642 --> 00:13:29,102 Thank you. 295 00:13:29,186 --> 00:13:31,396 (grunts) You'll get it after. 296 00:13:32,861 --> 00:13:34,696 - Hey, um, Dad? - 6:00 a.m. 297 00:13:34,778 --> 00:13:36,613 You got to go to sleep early tonight. 298 00:13:36,696 --> 00:13:37,906 Yeah, about that. 299 00:13:37,989 --> 00:13:39,449 Uh... 300 00:13:39,532 --> 00:13:42,410 A.J. has got me tickets to the Dodgers game, 301 00:13:42,510 --> 00:13:44,220 - which is really cool, - Oh, shit. 302 00:13:44,303 --> 00:13:46,889 - 'cause Nomo's pitching, and so, uh, - That is really cool. 303 00:13:46,972 --> 00:13:49,308 you know, he's gonna... he's gonna take me to the game 304 00:13:49,392 --> 00:13:51,477 - Who's pitching? - after-after set tomorrow. 305 00:13:51,556 --> 00:13:53,475 - Nomo. - His name is Nomo? 306 00:13:53,558 --> 00:13:55,060 Yeah, Nomo the Tornado. 307 00:13:55,196 --> 00:13:57,657 - No shit. - I'm gonna need some of that per diem, you know, 308 00:13:57,740 --> 00:14:00,160 - That's a hell of a name, Tornado. - for the hot dogs... 309 00:14:00,210 --> 00:14:01,878 and stuff. 310 00:14:01,962 --> 00:14:04,005 - Yeah. - Call him Tornado, must strike 'em out blindfolded, 311 00:14:04,089 --> 00:14:06,258 - that motherfucker, huh? - Yeah, probably. 312 00:14:06,338 --> 00:14:09,216 You know what they call a Japanese blindfold, don't you? 313 00:14:09,299 --> 00:14:12,052 Call that shit a shoelace. 314 00:14:12,144 --> 00:14:13,770 (cackling laughter) 315 00:14:13,854 --> 00:14:16,106 Come on! That shit is funny. 316 00:14:16,203 --> 00:14:19,373 - You know it is. Come on, now. - Dad, just, just... 317 00:14:19,457 --> 00:14:21,792 Okay. All right. I was getting ready to lean into another one. 318 00:14:21,876 --> 00:14:24,044 You see me coming with it? I was gonna hit him 319 00:14:24,128 --> 00:14:26,422 with that "Sum Ting Wong" joke. You know that one? 320 00:14:26,500 --> 00:14:28,335 You know that shit's some funny fuck... 321 00:14:28,419 --> 00:14:31,755 Hey, buddy, hold on, now, you're gonna break my shit. 322 00:14:31,854 --> 00:14:33,772 - I didn't mean to. - Load the fuckin' bag up. 323 00:14:33,856 --> 00:14:36,025 - I didn't mean to. - Goddamn it. 324 00:14:36,114 --> 00:14:39,618 Watch where your hands are going, man. 325 00:14:39,750 --> 00:14:40,960 (huffing sigh) 326 00:14:41,043 --> 00:14:43,546 So, you're going to this game with A.J.? 327 00:14:43,629 --> 00:14:44,922 Yeah. 328 00:14:44,968 --> 00:14:47,221 Who's driving you? 329 00:14:47,304 --> 00:14:49,139 A.J. 330 00:14:50,976 --> 00:14:52,186 No, no, no, no. 331 00:14:52,269 --> 00:14:54,480 No. You're going to the game with A.J., 332 00:14:54,563 --> 00:14:56,565 but who's driving? 333 00:14:57,771 --> 00:14:59,356 'Cause he's 14 years old, 334 00:14:59,439 --> 00:15:01,775 and his parents are in Castaic, 335 00:15:01,881 --> 00:15:04,008 so who's driving you to the game? 336 00:15:07,882 --> 00:15:09,133 Tom. 337 00:15:09,217 --> 00:15:10,885 Tom's driving you? 338 00:15:10,936 --> 00:15:12,354 Yeah. 339 00:15:16,264 --> 00:15:18,307 That's all you got to say to me? 340 00:15:18,391 --> 00:15:19,809 I'm sorry, Dad. 341 00:15:19,913 --> 00:15:21,748 For what? 342 00:15:21,832 --> 00:15:23,709 For lying to you. 343 00:15:23,792 --> 00:15:25,669 I just thought y... 344 00:15:25,717 --> 00:15:28,011 you'd get weird, you know? 345 00:15:48,622 --> 00:15:50,832 (siren wailing in distance) 346 00:16:03,069 --> 00:16:05,071 Pull out five socks. 347 00:16:05,173 --> 00:16:07,008 - Five? - (clears throat) Yeah. You get two. 348 00:16:07,092 --> 00:16:09,969 - Okay. - You drop any, you're doing ten push-ups. 349 00:16:18,977 --> 00:16:20,604 There you go. 350 00:16:23,748 --> 00:16:25,083 - Hey, Dad? - Yeah? 351 00:16:25,167 --> 00:16:26,961 Um, remember how you said 352 00:16:27,044 --> 00:16:28,963 you were gonna build me a tree house? 353 00:16:29,046 --> 00:16:30,381 Well, we never owned a tree. 354 00:16:30,428 --> 00:16:32,263 Buy me a tree, I'll get to work. 355 00:16:32,347 --> 00:16:33,640 - Sorry. - What was that? 356 00:16:33,723 --> 00:16:35,934 - I don't know. - Pick it up. 357 00:16:36,051 --> 00:16:38,679 (Otis sighs) 358 00:16:38,762 --> 00:16:41,140 - You go to your meeting? - Yeah. 359 00:16:41,242 --> 00:16:42,577 Was it good? 360 00:16:42,660 --> 00:16:44,162 - Yeah. - That's good. 361 00:16:44,245 --> 00:16:45,997 We're even. 362 00:16:46,077 --> 00:16:48,079 Yeah, it was like 45 years in the room. 363 00:16:48,163 --> 00:16:50,039 - Whoa. - Big cakes. 364 00:16:50,123 --> 00:16:52,792 Coming up on four myself. You know that, right? 365 00:16:52,876 --> 00:16:55,336 - That's crazy. - Yeah. 366 00:16:55,440 --> 00:16:57,275 All right. Go ahead. Ten. 367 00:16:57,358 --> 00:16:58,985 - Ten? - Yeah. 368 00:17:00,320 --> 00:17:02,614 - (Otis sighs) - You gonna get me cake? 369 00:17:02,697 --> 00:17:04,282 OTIS: Yeah, if you want one. 370 00:17:05,321 --> 00:17:07,239 You know what else I want? 371 00:17:07,323 --> 00:17:08,949 - What? - Want to meet your buddy Tom, 372 00:17:09,033 --> 00:17:10,451 make sure he's not a chicken hawk, 373 00:17:10,549 --> 00:17:11,717 - you hear me? - He's not. 374 00:17:11,801 --> 00:17:13,135 Yeah, but I don't know he's not. 375 00:17:13,219 --> 00:17:14,553 Yeah, but you need to trust me. 376 00:17:14,637 --> 00:17:15,846 Well, you need to trust me. 377 00:17:15,933 --> 00:17:17,059 I don't know why I don't get to meet him. 378 00:17:17,142 --> 00:17:18,393 Well, because Mom thinks you get weird, and I... 379 00:17:18,477 --> 00:17:19,770 Yeah, well, your mother thinks a lot of things 380 00:17:19,857 --> 00:17:21,150 that aren't true. Your mother lives in fucking space. 381 00:17:21,234 --> 00:17:23,152 She's always been there for me, okay? 382 00:17:23,236 --> 00:17:24,153 Yeah, she's been there for you 383 00:17:24,237 --> 00:17:25,279 and she's been at the Renaissance fair. 384 00:17:25,376 --> 00:17:26,585 I been there for you, too. 385 00:17:26,669 --> 00:17:28,128 I'm the one that gets you up 4:00 in the morning. 386 00:17:28,212 --> 00:17:29,672 - Who's here now? - She's busy. She has a job. 387 00:17:29,755 --> 00:17:31,211 - She has... - Why is she busy? Why is she busy? 388 00:17:31,213 --> 00:17:34,758 - She... - Why does she have a job? 389 00:17:34,842 --> 00:17:36,260 Think it through. Play the tape out. 390 00:17:36,343 --> 00:17:39,305 What's your mother got a job for? Huh? 391 00:17:39,388 --> 00:17:40,931 - Just in case. - In case what? 392 00:17:41,030 --> 00:17:42,156 In case what? 393 00:17:42,239 --> 00:17:44,783 - I don't know. - In case you fail. 394 00:17:44,867 --> 00:17:46,952 - In case it don't work out. Yes, man. - No. No. 395 00:17:47,036 --> 00:17:48,329 She's filling your head full of fear. 396 00:17:48,412 --> 00:17:50,372 I don't ever do that, do I? Huh? 397 00:17:50,421 --> 00:17:52,006 I pump you full of strength. 398 00:17:52,089 --> 00:17:53,882 'Cause we're on a team, and I know you got what it takes. 399 00:17:53,966 --> 00:17:55,175 You're a fucking star, and I know it. 400 00:17:55,260 --> 00:17:56,261 That's why I'm here. 401 00:17:56,344 --> 00:17:58,430 I'm your cheerleader, honey boy. 402 00:17:58,513 --> 00:18:00,724 - You trust me? - (whispers): Yeah. 403 00:18:00,859 --> 00:18:02,569 Okay. Here's a horse trade. 404 00:18:02,653 --> 00:18:05,280 I'll give you this pack of cigarettes... 405 00:18:05,362 --> 00:18:06,613 - The whole pack? - Whole pack. 406 00:18:06,696 --> 00:18:07,822 You bring him in here. 407 00:18:07,906 --> 00:18:09,449 You got to smoke it in the bathroom though 408 00:18:09,532 --> 00:18:11,201 'cause I don't want people thinking I'm a shit father. 409 00:18:11,283 --> 00:18:12,951 No one thinks you're a shit father. 410 00:18:13,035 --> 00:18:14,578 - No one thinks I'm a shit father? - No. 411 00:18:14,662 --> 00:18:16,246 - Your mother thinks I'm a shit father. - That's in your head. 412 00:18:16,348 --> 00:18:17,933 - Tom thinks I'm a shit father. - That's also in your head. 413 00:18:18,016 --> 00:18:19,810 How do you think you get in the Big Brothers program? 414 00:18:19,842 --> 00:18:22,219 Huh? What's the main reason? 415 00:18:22,303 --> 00:18:23,471 - There's no main... - There is a main reason. 416 00:18:23,554 --> 00:18:24,847 - Do you know what it is? - What is it? 417 00:18:24,978 --> 00:18:26,021 You got to have a shit father. 418 00:18:26,105 --> 00:18:27,606 - No. - Yes, you do. 419 00:18:27,690 --> 00:18:29,650 And your mother's advertising what a shit father I am 420 00:18:29,733 --> 00:18:31,568 every time you go to these fucking Dodgers game, 421 00:18:31,619 --> 00:18:34,288 go hang out, paintball, dirt bike or whatever you're doing. 422 00:18:34,372 --> 00:18:36,415 And, look, I got four years. 423 00:18:36,549 --> 00:18:38,008 Four years is real. 424 00:18:38,092 --> 00:18:39,635 You bring him over here, how about this? 425 00:18:39,719 --> 00:18:42,012 I'll fucking... I'll barbecue for him. 426 00:18:42,096 --> 00:18:44,390 It's just a start. It's just planting seeds, you know? 427 00:18:44,473 --> 00:18:45,683 Come on, man. 428 00:18:45,735 --> 00:18:48,571 You got to let me in a little bit. 429 00:18:48,655 --> 00:18:50,031 Just a barbecue? 430 00:18:50,163 --> 00:18:52,081 Yeah. 431 00:18:52,165 --> 00:18:53,666 Okay. Okay. 432 00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:55,418 - I'll ask. I'll ask. - Thank you, man. 433 00:18:55,469 --> 00:18:57,054 - Thank you. - That doesn't mean he's gonna come. 434 00:18:57,138 --> 00:19:00,141 That's all I'm asking you to do. 435 00:19:00,223 --> 00:19:01,766 You want a soda? 436 00:19:01,850 --> 00:19:04,436 - Yeah. - (door opens, closes) 437 00:19:06,527 --> 00:19:09,113 ♪ ♪ 438 00:19:31,537 --> 00:19:33,956 (chicken clucking) 439 00:19:36,792 --> 00:19:41,296 JAMES (over TV): And now, ladies and gentlemen, 440 00:19:41,398 --> 00:19:43,025 boys and girls, 441 00:19:43,108 --> 00:19:46,529 performing for you live without a net, 442 00:19:46,612 --> 00:19:49,114 Henrietta Lafowl, 443 00:19:49,198 --> 00:19:51,408 world's first daredevil chicken. 444 00:19:51,487 --> 00:19:52,655 (drumroll) 445 00:19:52,738 --> 00:19:54,740 (quiet clucking continues) 446 00:19:59,161 --> 00:20:00,204 (drumroll stops) 447 00:20:00,305 --> 00:20:03,976 - Henrietta Lafowl! - (cymbal roll) 448 00:20:04,059 --> 00:20:08,188 World's first daredevil chicken! 449 00:20:08,272 --> 00:20:09,398 Hey-o! 450 00:20:09,481 --> 00:20:12,234 (gasps, sighs) 451 00:20:12,367 --> 00:20:14,369 (panting softly) 452 00:20:18,296 --> 00:20:19,922 (Percy snores nearby) 453 00:20:22,804 --> 00:20:24,806 (snoring quietly) 454 00:20:31,828 --> 00:20:33,830 (treadmill beeping) 455 00:20:37,081 --> 00:20:39,083 (running faster) 456 00:20:49,100 --> 00:20:51,102 (treadmill beeping) 457 00:21:01,719 --> 00:21:03,721 (panting sharply) 458 00:21:07,354 --> 00:21:09,481 ALEC: Can I get everybody's attention now? 459 00:21:09,564 --> 00:21:12,025 We're gonna do a small trust exercise, okay? 460 00:21:12,107 --> 00:21:14,484 You're each gonna grab your partner. 461 00:21:17,577 --> 00:21:18,828 Good. 462 00:21:18,911 --> 00:21:21,080 Now you just switch. 463 00:21:21,133 --> 00:21:23,135 Ready, Percy? 464 00:21:56,115 --> 00:21:57,283 OTIS: What is this? 465 00:21:57,366 --> 00:21:58,534 What are you trying to do? 466 00:21:58,618 --> 00:21:59,744 You can't have me in the fucking room 467 00:21:59,827 --> 00:22:01,913 knitting for two hours! 468 00:22:01,997 --> 00:22:03,791 How are your SUDS right now? 469 00:22:03,874 --> 00:22:07,044 - 70. - Okay, let's bring it down. 470 00:22:07,143 --> 00:22:09,437 Want you to name four objects and let them bring you 471 00:22:09,521 --> 00:22:11,353 - to the present moment. - Door, face, 472 00:22:11,355 --> 00:22:13,023 uh, light bulb... 473 00:22:13,107 --> 00:22:14,483 Snap the rubber band with each item. 474 00:22:14,567 --> 00:22:16,610 OTIS: Shoe, shoe, shoe. 475 00:22:16,696 --> 00:22:17,738 One more. 476 00:22:17,822 --> 00:22:19,198 OTIS: Door. Fuck. 477 00:22:19,282 --> 00:22:21,909 - What are you...? - Let's try again. 478 00:22:21,993 --> 00:22:24,120 Name four things and let them bring you back to... 479 00:22:24,203 --> 00:22:25,746 (muffled): Huh-uh. No. 480 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,683 OTIS (whispers): Oh, fuck. 481 00:22:31,766 --> 00:22:34,185 - (sniffles) - PERCY: Oh, that's disgusting. 482 00:22:34,269 --> 00:22:36,521 This one got some shit on it. 483 00:22:36,609 --> 00:22:39,612 You know chickens outnumber humans three to one? 484 00:22:39,695 --> 00:22:41,280 You don't want them to take over the world, 485 00:22:41,381 --> 00:22:42,549 we got to do something about this. 486 00:22:42,633 --> 00:22:45,093 (exhales, sniffles) 487 00:22:45,173 --> 00:22:47,175 That's a true fact. You can look it up. 488 00:22:49,052 --> 00:22:51,054 (chickens clucking) 489 00:23:01,416 --> 00:23:03,418 I was close. 490 00:23:08,628 --> 00:23:10,546 You don't pray before you eat? 491 00:23:10,646 --> 00:23:12,898 No, after. 492 00:23:12,982 --> 00:23:15,901 Why? 493 00:23:15,985 --> 00:23:17,528 I'm fucking with you. I don't. 494 00:23:17,611 --> 00:23:19,363 Oh. 495 00:23:19,446 --> 00:23:21,991 You got me, bitch. 496 00:23:22,073 --> 00:23:23,491 (door creaks) 497 00:23:29,181 --> 00:23:31,183 There you go. Like a man! 498 00:23:39,607 --> 00:23:41,151 (sighs) 499 00:23:41,235 --> 00:23:43,487 (urine trickling) 500 00:23:43,571 --> 00:23:46,323 (sighs) 501 00:23:46,426 --> 00:23:48,428 (urine flowing steadily) 502 00:23:51,677 --> 00:23:53,596 (urine stops) 503 00:23:53,679 --> 00:23:55,681 ♪ ♪ 504 00:24:14,257 --> 00:24:16,259 ♪ ♪ 505 00:24:36,811 --> 00:24:38,813 ♪ ♪ 506 00:24:45,212 --> 00:24:48,215 (door opens, closes) 507 00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:51,427 (groans softly) 508 00:24:56,639 --> 00:24:58,641 (exhales slowly) 509 00:25:03,937 --> 00:25:07,232 (traffic passing in distance) 510 00:25:07,334 --> 00:25:10,295 ♪ ♪ 511 00:25:28,622 --> 00:25:30,958 CRAIG: I guess I'm here because of my old man. 512 00:25:31,039 --> 00:25:32,624 He was a preacher, 513 00:25:32,707 --> 00:25:34,459 a bullshitter, basically. 514 00:25:34,542 --> 00:25:36,503 Liar and a thief. 515 00:25:38,105 --> 00:25:41,942 But mainly he was never there for, uh, me. 516 00:25:44,987 --> 00:25:47,990 He, uh... he was doing his own thing. 517 00:25:49,657 --> 00:25:52,326 And I thought, "Wow, you know, that's just good. 518 00:25:52,427 --> 00:25:53,803 Cool for him, man. But what about me?" 519 00:25:53,886 --> 00:25:54,971 You know, uh... 520 00:25:55,054 --> 00:25:56,055 (laughing) 521 00:25:56,137 --> 00:25:58,723 Man, nobody's there, so I... 522 00:25:58,806 --> 00:26:02,393 I figured I'd just drink it out, you know. 523 00:26:02,477 --> 00:26:04,938 And getting shit-faced worked, you know? 524 00:26:05,022 --> 00:26:07,524 - Yeah. - Worked like a charm, man. 525 00:26:07,628 --> 00:26:09,839 It took away that 526 00:26:09,922 --> 00:26:12,133 cut-and-dried feeling, you know, for a bit. 527 00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:18,764 So, you know, I ran with that for a while, because, uh, 528 00:26:18,810 --> 00:26:21,021 what else was I offered? 529 00:26:21,136 --> 00:26:24,056 Church? God? Yes. 530 00:26:24,139 --> 00:26:26,933 But, uh, that didn't quite work for me, you know. 531 00:26:27,037 --> 00:26:30,207 It's bullshit, really. It's... 532 00:26:30,290 --> 00:26:34,211 Man, I thought if God was real, he-he built me with a... 533 00:26:34,291 --> 00:26:36,041 a-a question that only I could answer. 534 00:26:36,043 --> 00:26:38,045 And that's what you got to do: you got to, you got to 535 00:26:38,129 --> 00:26:39,839 answer that question yourself. You got to do it yourself. 536 00:26:39,922 --> 00:26:42,967 You got to, you got to ultimately save yourself. 537 00:26:43,068 --> 00:26:44,153 What book are you r...? Sorry. 538 00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:45,320 What book are you reading, boss? 539 00:26:45,402 --> 00:26:46,903 Look, I know what the book says, 540 00:26:46,987 --> 00:26:48,864 - but I'm just saying what's honest with me, you know? - Huh? 541 00:26:48,947 --> 00:26:51,032 It says we came to believe, partner. 542 00:26:51,116 --> 00:26:52,868 Why don't you read the fucking book again. 543 00:26:52,951 --> 00:26:54,828 Nick, I can't do it no more, man. 544 00:26:54,911 --> 00:26:56,538 You guys are gonna keep signing up to this shit, you know, 545 00:26:56,638 --> 00:26:57,806 why don't you sign me up 546 00:26:57,890 --> 00:26:59,224 for the fucking Kool-Aid commitment. 547 00:26:59,308 --> 00:27:00,726 All you motherfuckers are drinking it. Watch out, Jack. 548 00:27:00,808 --> 00:27:02,643 - James. James. - Oh, fuck this shit, man. 549 00:27:02,727 --> 00:27:04,770 Why don't you write your own fucking book, huh? 550 00:27:04,854 --> 00:27:06,022 Hey, you're not alone, brother. 551 00:27:06,074 --> 00:27:08,076 Shut the fuck up. 552 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:10,370 I needed a fucking meeting today. 553 00:27:11,411 --> 00:27:13,997 Hey. You got a ride, Otis? 554 00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:16,875 Uh, yeah, my dad's just over there getting his bike. 555 00:27:17,008 --> 00:27:18,927 You sure? I didn't see him on set today. 556 00:27:19,010 --> 00:27:20,887 Yeah, he was here. Yeah. 557 00:27:20,934 --> 00:27:22,394 Okay. Well, good work today. 558 00:27:22,477 --> 00:27:23,604 Ah, thank you. 559 00:27:23,687 --> 00:27:25,689 - All right, take it easy. - See ya. 560 00:27:29,684 --> 00:27:31,686 ♪ ♪ 561 00:27:35,665 --> 00:27:37,083 (lighter clicks) 562 00:27:41,254 --> 00:27:42,838 (crickets chirping) 563 00:27:42,922 --> 00:27:44,924 (siren wailing faintly in distance) 564 00:28:00,975 --> 00:28:02,977 (quiet chatter) 565 00:28:05,354 --> 00:28:07,648 - I'll get chicken, chicken taco. - Yeah. 566 00:28:07,698 --> 00:28:08,782 - Can I get... Yeah. - Two, please. 567 00:28:08,865 --> 00:28:09,950 - Four chicken tacos. - WOMAN: Pollo, señor. 568 00:28:10,033 --> 00:28:11,952 - You got horchata up there? - No. 569 00:28:12,069 --> 00:28:14,739 - Just the tacos, then. - Okay. 570 00:28:14,822 --> 00:28:16,157 Pedro, cuatro de pollo, por favor. 571 00:28:16,252 --> 00:28:17,962 (quiet chatter and laughter nearby) 572 00:28:18,046 --> 00:28:19,797 Holy shit. 573 00:28:19,881 --> 00:28:22,091 They recognize you. 574 00:28:22,178 --> 00:28:25,097 Shit. Sometimes I wish I was you, man. 575 00:28:25,181 --> 00:28:26,807 - You do? - Oh, God, yeah. 576 00:28:26,890 --> 00:28:30,268 Be famous, have fucking, you know, flashing lights, 577 00:28:30,352 --> 00:28:32,020 paparazzi, girls chasing me around. 578 00:28:32,119 --> 00:28:33,829 Not like these shit hookers we're living with. 579 00:28:33,913 --> 00:28:35,498 I'm talking about quality women, you know, 580 00:28:35,582 --> 00:28:37,167 girls who look like they go to school, 581 00:28:37,250 --> 00:28:39,669 one with a strategy, you know? 582 00:28:39,753 --> 00:28:41,213 Dolly Parton-type woman. 583 00:28:41,294 --> 00:28:42,295 (laughs softly) 584 00:28:42,379 --> 00:28:43,838 - Why is that funny? - Dad... 585 00:28:43,922 --> 00:28:45,465 - Dolly Parton's got her shit together. - Cuatro de pollo. 586 00:28:45,514 --> 00:28:47,099 You know she got her own theme park? 587 00:28:47,183 --> 00:28:48,934 You ain't got a fucking theme park. 588 00:28:49,018 --> 00:28:51,604 ♪ ♪ 589 00:28:54,244 --> 00:28:56,246 (train horn blowing in distance) 590 00:29:10,447 --> 00:29:12,074 (clears throat) 591 00:29:14,660 --> 00:29:16,078 (whispering): Hey. 592 00:29:19,001 --> 00:29:21,337 Wha...? 593 00:29:21,418 --> 00:29:22,836 Ah. 594 00:29:26,148 --> 00:29:27,774 (blows) 595 00:29:29,776 --> 00:29:31,653 (blows) 596 00:29:31,736 --> 00:29:34,656 (exhales) 597 00:29:34,739 --> 00:29:36,324 (blows) 598 00:29:38,327 --> 00:29:41,539 (whispers): Ah. 599 00:29:41,675 --> 00:29:43,844 Uh-uh, Daddy. 600 00:29:45,514 --> 00:29:47,516 (crunching) 601 00:30:06,928 --> 00:30:08,554 Hey, Ruby. 602 00:30:16,248 --> 00:30:19,334 OTIS: So, uh, he doesn't really like the Big Brothers program, 603 00:30:19,417 --> 00:30:22,087 so just don't bring that up and stuff. 604 00:30:22,168 --> 00:30:24,295 - Oh, okay. - If that's okay. 605 00:30:26,339 --> 00:30:27,799 Hey, Dad. 606 00:30:27,882 --> 00:30:29,676 Wow. 607 00:30:31,736 --> 00:30:33,572 - Tom. - How you doing? 608 00:30:33,655 --> 00:30:35,574 - I'm good. I'm his father. - It's good to meet you. 609 00:30:35,655 --> 00:30:36,948 Good to meet you. That's a beautiful truck, man. 610 00:30:37,031 --> 00:30:38,950 - Thank you. - You do the work on it? 611 00:30:39,033 --> 00:30:40,994 - Sure did. - Yeah, pop it. Go ahead. 612 00:30:41,077 --> 00:30:43,663 292, huh? 613 00:30:43,746 --> 00:30:46,082 This is actually the, uh, the-the 352. 614 00:30:46,184 --> 00:30:48,061 - 5.8 liter. - Right. 615 00:30:48,145 --> 00:30:50,272 Y-blocks are the... that's the 292. 616 00:30:50,355 --> 00:30:54,985 Yeah. The Y-blocks are 292, the 272, some, uh... 617 00:30:55,066 --> 00:30:57,360 That was a-a big engine in the-the T-Bird. 618 00:30:57,443 --> 00:30:59,612 T-Bird, that's right. Yeah. 619 00:30:59,695 --> 00:31:01,363 And they put it in the-the F-100, 620 00:31:01,499 --> 00:31:04,418 then they upgraded in '65 to this... 621 00:31:04,502 --> 00:31:05,920 just a 352 cubic. 622 00:31:05,968 --> 00:31:07,678 - Oh. - Yeah. 623 00:31:07,762 --> 00:31:10,479 - She's fucking pretty, man. - Thank you, brother. 624 00:31:10,481 --> 00:31:12,775 Sitting low for a 4x4 though, isn't it? 625 00:31:12,859 --> 00:31:15,778 You know, it's the original, uh, coil springs on the I-Beam. 626 00:31:15,812 --> 00:31:18,272 Well, all '64 trucks had leaf springs in them. 627 00:31:18,356 --> 00:31:21,150 - Don't say. Hmm. - Yeah. 628 00:31:21,251 --> 00:31:23,086 - Going swimming, partner? - Yeah, it's hot. 629 00:31:23,169 --> 00:31:24,712 Oh, that's smart. 630 00:31:24,796 --> 00:31:26,965 Want to leave that jacket in the room? 631 00:31:27,048 --> 00:31:28,299 No, I'm-I'm good. Thanks. 632 00:31:28,383 --> 00:31:30,760 - All right. - Yeah. 633 00:31:30,844 --> 00:31:32,429 You know what that "Ford" 634 00:31:32,512 --> 00:31:34,264 in the back of your truck stands for, don't you? 635 00:31:34,347 --> 00:31:36,057 It's, uh, the old man's last name, Henry Ford. 636 00:31:36,158 --> 00:31:37,909 - No, sir, no. - No? Well, what's it stand for, then? 637 00:31:37,993 --> 00:31:39,453 - Hey, Ruby. - No. 638 00:31:39,536 --> 00:31:41,329 Stands for "Found On the Road Dead." 639 00:31:41,445 --> 00:31:43,447 (Tom and James laugh) 640 00:31:43,530 --> 00:31:45,491 They got a lot of them, man. 641 00:31:45,574 --> 00:31:46,950 - TOM: They do? - Yeah, they do. 642 00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:49,919 So you're working for the, uh... what are you, FBI or something? 643 00:31:50,003 --> 00:31:51,713 My son says you're in the FBI. 644 00:31:51,812 --> 00:31:53,439 JAMES: No, it's nothing fun like that. 645 00:31:53,522 --> 00:31:54,690 - That's a little, - (coughs) 646 00:31:54,773 --> 00:31:56,150 a little bit out of my-my pay grade. 647 00:31:56,233 --> 00:31:57,902 I'm a passport specialist. 648 00:31:57,985 --> 00:32:00,529 JAMES: Oh, okay, what's that? It's, uh...? 649 00:32:00,613 --> 00:32:01,864 - TOM: State Department. - State Department. 650 00:32:01,947 --> 00:32:03,324 TOM: Yeah. 651 00:32:03,407 --> 00:32:05,242 JAMES: What the fuck you doing over there? 652 00:32:05,326 --> 00:32:07,244 - Majored in telecommunications. - Wow. 653 00:32:07,328 --> 00:32:09,121 Half Mexican, so I got an invested interest 654 00:32:09,205 --> 00:32:11,123 - in fighting discrimination in the city. - That's fantastic. 655 00:32:11,224 --> 00:32:14,352 Hey, go get some soda and, uh, the ketchup. 656 00:32:14,435 --> 00:32:17,146 So you're saying you're an idealist. Yeah, man. 657 00:32:17,234 --> 00:32:18,360 - Yeah. Pretty much. - That's cool. 658 00:32:18,443 --> 00:32:19,819 I know a little bit about that. 659 00:32:19,903 --> 00:32:21,655 Like, uh, "Don't know where I'm going, 660 00:32:21,736 --> 00:32:24,030 - but I'm on my way there," ain't that right? - Yeah. 661 00:32:24,113 --> 00:32:25,698 Yeah, all right. Yeah, take a seat, man. 662 00:32:25,794 --> 00:32:28,046 We got a little bit of time. 663 00:32:29,214 --> 00:32:30,757 - Ooh. - The sun in your eyes? 664 00:32:30,842 --> 00:32:32,761 - No. - All right. 665 00:32:32,844 --> 00:32:34,221 Uh, it's good having you here. 666 00:32:34,304 --> 00:32:35,681 Yeah. I appreciate it, man. 667 00:32:35,761 --> 00:32:37,263 - I've heard a lot about you, so... - Yeah. 668 00:32:37,346 --> 00:32:39,265 So, uh, what's your story, Tom? 669 00:32:39,348 --> 00:32:40,766 - I'm from Detroit. - Yeah. 670 00:32:40,870 --> 00:32:43,456 I still have both my parents. Twin sister. 671 00:32:43,540 --> 00:32:46,918 - Whoa. - Graduated from Calvin in Grand Rapids. 672 00:32:48,624 --> 00:32:50,543 DEB: ...put my hands on you! 673 00:32:50,626 --> 00:32:52,837 You want me to do that like I did last time? 674 00:32:52,921 --> 00:32:55,173 And get out of my face! 675 00:33:05,908 --> 00:33:07,827 Hey, I like your jellies. 676 00:33:07,910 --> 00:33:09,203 Jellies? 677 00:33:09,287 --> 00:33:10,830 Your shoes. 678 00:33:13,475 --> 00:33:14,893 I'm Otis. 679 00:33:14,976 --> 00:33:17,187 I live... I live over there in-in six. 680 00:33:17,271 --> 00:33:19,106 Shy Girl. 681 00:33:32,968 --> 00:33:34,345 (quietly): Fuck. 682 00:33:41,478 --> 00:33:42,813 Hey. 683 00:33:42,896 --> 00:33:44,106 Wait here. 684 00:33:44,189 --> 00:33:45,732 JAMES: So, Calvin is 685 00:33:45,831 --> 00:33:47,916 a big school, I know that. They got a good, uh, 686 00:33:47,999 --> 00:33:49,459 - basketball program. - They do. 687 00:33:49,543 --> 00:33:50,961 That's an expensive school, isn't it? 688 00:33:51,042 --> 00:33:52,794 I've had a little help. 689 00:33:52,877 --> 00:33:54,587 Got to. How the fuck'd you swing that, man? 690 00:33:54,671 --> 00:33:56,589 Shit, Mexican, come from poverty... 691 00:33:56,675 --> 00:33:58,552 got to be hard as fuck to get in there. 692 00:33:58,635 --> 00:34:00,262 - Isn't it? - Lot of hard work. 693 00:34:00,345 --> 00:34:03,265 You had some kind of what, Spanish grant or something? 694 00:34:03,367 --> 00:34:04,952 - Hey, you good? - I'm good, Otis, thank you. 695 00:34:05,035 --> 00:34:07,204 - Hey, you got the ketchup? - Hey, can I bum a smoke? 696 00:34:07,286 --> 00:34:08,954 JAMES: Yep. 697 00:34:09,037 --> 00:34:10,873 - Hang on to your butts. - Thank you. 698 00:34:10,956 --> 00:34:13,250 Love that kid. 699 00:34:13,333 --> 00:34:14,793 He's a... he's a good kid. 700 00:34:14,877 --> 00:34:16,295 (chuckles): Yes, sir. 701 00:34:16,393 --> 00:34:18,771 And I-I think that's why, uh, 702 00:34:18,854 --> 00:34:20,939 the Big Brother program is so important... it's having 703 00:34:21,022 --> 00:34:22,190 the one voice that's gonna listen to you. 704 00:34:22,273 --> 00:34:24,192 - Sure, I bet. - The only person 705 00:34:24,275 --> 00:34:26,444 - that's gonna be there for you. - I bet. 706 00:34:26,526 --> 00:34:28,570 So, this father figure. 707 00:34:28,653 --> 00:34:32,115 He was a strong voice, and now I have a chance to... 708 00:34:32,215 --> 00:34:33,508 - to pay it forward, - Sure. 709 00:34:33,591 --> 00:34:34,926 help out when I can. 710 00:34:35,009 --> 00:34:36,135 - Yeah. - You know. 711 00:34:36,223 --> 00:34:37,641 Yeah, I appreciate you, Tom. 712 00:34:37,724 --> 00:34:39,643 I got to say, man, I do appreciate you. 713 00:34:39,726 --> 00:34:41,436 I know my son appreciates you also. 714 00:34:41,519 --> 00:34:43,437 - That's good to hear. - What you're doing. Yeah. 715 00:34:43,521 --> 00:34:46,357 He likes you, man. I can see it on his face. 716 00:34:47,373 --> 00:34:48,958 Yeah. 717 00:34:49,041 --> 00:34:50,501 You know, I bet if you went over there 718 00:34:50,584 --> 00:34:52,503 and asked that boy right now who he wants to be 719 00:34:52,583 --> 00:34:54,168 when he grows up, he wouldn't say me. 720 00:34:54,252 --> 00:34:55,545 - No? - No. 721 00:34:55,628 --> 00:34:56,587 (lighter clicks) 722 00:34:56,671 --> 00:34:59,215 Why is that? 723 00:34:59,298 --> 00:35:01,050 I don't know. 724 00:35:01,137 --> 00:35:02,973 Would he say you, Tom? 725 00:35:03,056 --> 00:35:05,684 Nah. It's not about that for me, James. 726 00:35:05,767 --> 00:35:08,019 - What's it about for you? - I mean, it's giving back. 727 00:35:08,118 --> 00:35:09,828 Letting somebody know you're there for them. 728 00:35:09,911 --> 00:35:10,954 - Yeah. - It's being of service. 729 00:35:11,034 --> 00:35:12,160 - Yeah. - You know? 730 00:35:12,244 --> 00:35:13,787 Yeah, no, I know about that, yeah. 731 00:35:13,871 --> 00:35:16,123 'Cause I do a little bit of service myself, you know. 732 00:35:16,207 --> 00:35:18,167 - I got about four years sober. - That's good. 733 00:35:18,251 --> 00:35:19,836 - (chuckles): Is it good? - It's great. 734 00:35:19,919 --> 00:35:21,504 - It is great, isn't it? - Yeah. 735 00:35:21,605 --> 00:35:23,732 - Yeah. - Lot... I've seen a lot of lives get ruined. 736 00:35:23,815 --> 00:35:24,858 Oh, have you? 737 00:35:24,941 --> 00:35:26,151 Oh, boy. 738 00:35:26,234 --> 00:35:27,611 It's tough. 739 00:35:27,694 --> 00:35:29,154 - Yeah. - I can only imagine. 740 00:35:29,237 --> 00:35:31,948 - One day at a time, man. - Hmm. 741 00:35:33,117 --> 00:35:35,370 I don't know what you heard about me, Tom, 742 00:35:35,453 --> 00:35:38,122 but I know what you haven't heard about me. 743 00:35:38,225 --> 00:35:40,644 See, what you haven't heard about me is that, uh, 744 00:35:40,727 --> 00:35:42,771 if I catch you around my son again 745 00:35:42,838 --> 00:35:45,049 in any capacity whatsoever, I'm gonna wind up skull-fucking 746 00:35:45,132 --> 00:35:46,592 your well-adjusted twin sister's dead corpse 747 00:35:46,691 --> 00:35:48,275 on top of your casket till my dick 748 00:35:48,359 --> 00:35:50,236 runs through the back of her half-Mexican brain plate. 749 00:35:50,319 --> 00:35:51,779 You hear what the fuck I'm saying? 750 00:35:51,875 --> 00:35:53,293 Now, you're gonna take the fuckin' jacket off, 751 00:35:53,377 --> 00:35:54,920 'cause it's hot as shit out there. 752 00:35:55,003 --> 00:35:57,673 - No, I'm not. - Yes, you fuckin' are, motherfucker! 753 00:35:57,759 --> 00:35:59,302 Get your fuckin' ass out of here. 754 00:35:59,386 --> 00:36:01,012 Get your own fuckin' kid 755 00:36:01,093 --> 00:36:03,554 and your own fuckin' sandwich, motherfucker! 756 00:36:03,637 --> 00:36:06,098 Fuckin' fucker. 757 00:36:06,182 --> 00:36:08,184 Give me the fucking ketchup. 758 00:36:11,996 --> 00:36:14,123 - (whistle blows) - ALEC: All right, everyone find 759 00:36:14,206 --> 00:36:15,916 your way into the hug circle. 760 00:36:15,999 --> 00:36:17,584 Come on. 761 00:36:18,626 --> 00:36:21,087 Otis, would you please join us over here. 762 00:36:23,841 --> 00:36:26,802 We all know what to do in the hug circle, right? 763 00:36:28,319 --> 00:36:30,780 This is a feeling that you can have 764 00:36:30,863 --> 00:36:32,156 anywhere you are. 765 00:36:32,239 --> 00:36:34,158 You can always come back here. 766 00:36:34,241 --> 00:36:36,035 To this pool. 767 00:36:36,117 --> 00:36:37,786 To this circle. 768 00:36:37,869 --> 00:36:39,454 To this feeling. 769 00:36:39,537 --> 00:36:41,831 Hugging yourself releases the cuddle hormone. 770 00:36:41,933 --> 00:36:43,851 Can you feel that? 771 00:36:43,935 --> 00:36:46,521 And that's a tool we can use wherever we are. 772 00:36:46,603 --> 00:36:48,522 You can't do this everywhere. 773 00:36:48,605 --> 00:36:49,815 Right? 774 00:36:49,898 --> 00:36:51,983 You can, actually. 775 00:36:52,071 --> 00:36:53,447 You can't do this 776 00:36:53,531 --> 00:36:57,409 in a car on the freeway or in court. 777 00:36:57,510 --> 00:37:00,888 Well, maybe if you used this tool, 778 00:37:00,969 --> 00:37:03,263 you wouldn't end up in court. 779 00:37:03,346 --> 00:37:05,849 Isn't hugging yourself like tickling yourself? 780 00:37:05,930 --> 00:37:08,307 Like, you can't... you can't tickle yourself? 781 00:37:08,391 --> 00:37:09,809 PERCY: Well, my shit feel good. 782 00:37:09,892 --> 00:37:12,812 - (laughter) - I'm releasing all them hormones. 783 00:37:12,911 --> 00:37:14,746 Percy, you might be too good at this. 784 00:37:14,830 --> 00:37:16,456 It's my fourth time in rehab. 785 00:37:16,539 --> 00:37:17,999 And I tried this in court. 786 00:37:18,082 --> 00:37:20,126 - That's how I ended up here. - (laughter) 787 00:37:22,630 --> 00:37:24,591 - ALEC: Hey, Otis. - (laughs): What do you mean? 788 00:37:24,674 --> 00:37:27,427 - Aw, shit. Holla at you. - All right, see you. 789 00:37:29,305 --> 00:37:30,764 I have a suggestion. 790 00:37:30,848 --> 00:37:32,933 I think maybe you should go out into the woods 791 00:37:33,031 --> 00:37:34,574 and scream as loud as you can. 792 00:37:34,657 --> 00:37:36,910 Just go out there alone and do that. 793 00:37:37,954 --> 00:37:40,081 Are you fucking with me? 794 00:37:41,123 --> 00:37:43,208 Let me know how it went. 795 00:37:49,896 --> 00:37:52,690 - They got you doing exposure? - Yeah. 796 00:37:52,775 --> 00:37:53,859 Yeah, I got PTSD. 797 00:37:53,943 --> 00:37:55,486 - Get the fuck out of here. - (chuckles) 798 00:37:55,569 --> 00:37:58,113 I thought only soldiers and black people got that shit. 799 00:37:58,197 --> 00:38:00,282 I don't know. I guess... 800 00:38:00,366 --> 00:38:04,161 I just know I'm stuck here, and these people... 801 00:38:04,260 --> 00:38:05,512 wasting my fucking time. 802 00:38:05,595 --> 00:38:06,972 I don't have time for this. 803 00:38:07,058 --> 00:38:09,811 The fuck you know about time? (chuckles) 804 00:38:09,894 --> 00:38:12,271 My cousin got eight years in prison. Eight. 805 00:38:12,321 --> 00:38:15,115 They got a nigga here knitting a motherfucking scarf 806 00:38:15,199 --> 00:38:17,493 and listening to you bitch about time. 807 00:38:17,622 --> 00:38:19,791 - Right. - Look at this place. 808 00:38:19,874 --> 00:38:22,836 My cousin saw me, he would beat my motherfuckin' ass. 809 00:38:22,922 --> 00:38:24,757 Yeah, you should send him a scarf. 810 00:38:24,841 --> 00:38:27,010 - (laughs) - A what? 811 00:38:27,091 --> 00:38:29,218 What am I gonna say? "Hey, stay warm, nigga." 812 00:38:29,301 --> 00:38:32,304 I'm in this pool... hugging myself. 813 00:38:32,406 --> 00:38:33,824 Skwoosh. 814 00:38:33,907 --> 00:38:35,325 (laughs) 815 00:38:35,409 --> 00:38:37,828 (insects chirping, chittering) 816 00:38:53,318 --> 00:38:54,903 (panting) 817 00:38:57,071 --> 00:38:59,782 (chicken squawks) 818 00:39:03,171 --> 00:39:05,173 (distorted clucking) 819 00:39:08,430 --> 00:39:11,100 JAMES: I can't get sober for you, Otis. 820 00:39:15,813 --> 00:39:17,523 (sniffs) 821 00:39:34,766 --> 00:39:36,768 ♪ ♪ 822 00:39:57,445 --> 00:40:00,823 ♪ ♪ 823 00:40:04,951 --> 00:40:06,953 (starts engine) 824 00:40:19,698 --> 00:40:22,826 (phone ringing) 825 00:40:23,905 --> 00:40:25,740 OTIS: Hey, Mom. 826 00:40:25,824 --> 00:40:27,492 Otis. I'm so glad you picked up. 827 00:40:27,538 --> 00:40:29,540 - How are you? - Uh, you doing good? 828 00:40:29,624 --> 00:40:32,168 Yeah, yeah, I'm good. Thank you. 829 00:40:32,252 --> 00:40:35,547 I was on set, and Mr. Walsh came. 830 00:40:35,631 --> 00:40:37,257 - JAMES: Gary Walsh. - Harry Walsh. 831 00:40:37,361 --> 00:40:39,071 - Gary Walsh. - Gary Walsh. 832 00:40:39,154 --> 00:40:40,572 I don't know his first name. 833 00:40:40,656 --> 00:40:42,032 He asked me if... 834 00:40:42,164 --> 00:40:44,666 - I wanted to be in an M.O.W. - What's that? 835 00:40:44,750 --> 00:40:46,001 - A Movie of the Week. - Oh. 836 00:40:46,084 --> 00:40:48,003 It's shooting in Vancouver, 837 00:40:48,034 --> 00:40:49,869 and, uh, in a couple of months, and... 838 00:40:49,953 --> 00:40:51,705 Can your father leave the country? 839 00:40:51,808 --> 00:40:54,185 - Oh, uh... I think so. - And you need to get your passport. 840 00:40:54,269 --> 00:40:57,022 - Can he go with you? Because... - I think... I think he's, uh... 841 00:40:57,152 --> 00:40:59,654 I think he-he can go. Hang on. Let me ask. 842 00:40:59,738 --> 00:41:02,616 Uh, she wants to know if you can leave the country. 843 00:41:02,644 --> 00:41:05,355 LINDA: Honey? Otis? Honey? 844 00:41:05,439 --> 00:41:08,275 - Why did she ask you that? - Because of his record, honey. 845 00:41:08,416 --> 00:41:11,461 Well, she said because of your record. 846 00:41:11,541 --> 00:41:13,835 I know because of my record. I know because of my record! 847 00:41:13,919 --> 00:41:16,254 - I'm asking why you're asking a 12-year-old, woman. - He knows... 848 00:41:16,351 --> 00:41:17,644 Fuck me, man. You know, 849 00:41:17,727 --> 00:41:19,312 - Okay, I'll ask. - you don't fuckin' get it. 850 00:41:19,395 --> 00:41:21,231 - Do you want to talk to her? - No! Fuck no, 851 00:41:21,286 --> 00:41:22,496 I don't want to talk to her! 852 00:41:22,579 --> 00:41:24,122 - No, he doesn't wanna... - Not available. 853 00:41:24,206 --> 00:41:25,791 - he doesn't wanna talk to you. - Fuckin' drama, man. 854 00:41:25,874 --> 00:41:27,334 Okay, well, that's fine. I've asked Tom 855 00:41:27,413 --> 00:41:29,082 to get your passports, sweetie. Don't even... 856 00:41:29,165 --> 00:41:30,833 - Oh. You did? Oh, yeah. Okay. - Where's my lighter? 857 00:41:30,917 --> 00:41:32,919 She said you can ask Tom to deal with the passports, so... 858 00:41:33,053 --> 00:41:34,805 - Oh, fuckin' fantastic! Great. Fantastic. - so it's easy... 859 00:41:34,888 --> 00:41:36,765 Oh, Tom's gonna do it? Yeah, Tom'll fuckin' do it. 860 00:41:36,848 --> 00:41:38,432 - Tom'll do it, Tom'll do it. - No, he's... 861 00:41:38,516 --> 00:41:41,310 - (door opens) - definitely not gonna come to the phone. 862 00:41:41,359 --> 00:41:42,568 Yeah. 863 00:41:42,652 --> 00:41:44,320 Tell Tom to come to the fuckin' phone! 864 00:41:44,403 --> 00:41:46,072 Damn it, where's my lighter at? 865 00:41:46,158 --> 00:41:47,535 LINDA: If your father is gonna act 866 00:41:47,618 --> 00:41:49,328 - like a child... - JAMES: Oh, wow, man. 867 00:41:49,411 --> 00:41:51,872 JAMES: You just want to push my fuckin' buttons, girl. Fuck. 868 00:41:52,001 --> 00:41:54,503 - Okay. And, uh, just repeat it? - LINDA: Yeah. 869 00:41:54,587 --> 00:41:57,423 OTIS: Okay. I can try. "I have long ago forgiven you, James. 870 00:41:57,477 --> 00:41:59,396 - JAMES: Who are you talkin' to? - LINDA: But I am not the one... 871 00:41:59,479 --> 00:42:00,856 "But I'm not the one 872 00:42:00,939 --> 00:42:02,732 - "that had to jump out - JAMES: Oh. Here we go. 873 00:42:02,815 --> 00:42:04,900 - "of a moving car, so you didn't rape me." - Here we go. 874 00:42:04,984 --> 00:42:06,443 Here we go with this fucking victim shit. 875 00:42:06,523 --> 00:42:08,441 "Here we go with this fucking victim shit." 876 00:42:08,525 --> 00:42:10,902 She goes on and on every time she fuckin' calls up here. 877 00:42:10,986 --> 00:42:13,530 - Say it into the phone. - "Every fuckin' time." 878 00:42:14,885 --> 00:42:16,845 LINDA: Hey, you were the biggest love 879 00:42:16,931 --> 00:42:19,100 - of my life. - "You were the biggest love 880 00:42:19,184 --> 00:42:22,478 - of my life." - JAMES: Well, then treat me better, bitch! 881 00:42:22,610 --> 00:42:24,612 "Do you know what I went through?" 882 00:42:24,695 --> 00:42:26,280 JAMES: What who went... Motherfuck! 883 00:42:26,327 --> 00:42:28,621 What-what-what I went... what who went through?! 884 00:42:28,704 --> 00:42:30,956 They put me in a fuckin' box! I didn't even... 885 00:42:31,040 --> 00:42:33,459 What is the point of calling up here?! 886 00:42:33,546 --> 00:42:35,298 Fuck! 887 00:42:35,381 --> 00:42:37,050 LINDA: I was always... 888 00:42:37,133 --> 00:42:39,177 - "I was always there for y..." - God, get outside! 889 00:42:39,260 --> 00:42:41,471 You know what the fuck I do? I put my fucking ass 890 00:42:41,603 --> 00:42:43,981 on the line every fuckin' day! 891 00:42:44,064 --> 00:42:47,359 For this boy! For this boy! 892 00:42:47,409 --> 00:42:49,703 Well, that ain't my fault, is it? 893 00:42:49,787 --> 00:42:52,498 Oh, no, you can stop screaming. 894 00:42:52,578 --> 00:42:54,789 I can't to this. I really can't, woman. 895 00:42:54,872 --> 00:42:57,708 - ♪ ♪ - (James continues indistinctly) 896 00:43:13,882 --> 00:43:15,884 ♪ ♪ 897 00:43:33,835 --> 00:43:35,378 (exhales) 898 00:43:39,424 --> 00:43:41,426 - JAMES: Boss. - Hey. 899 00:43:44,056 --> 00:43:45,724 - Hey, fuck off. - (chuckles) 900 00:43:45,807 --> 00:43:48,560 How you doing? I'm James. I'm a double winner. 901 00:43:48,658 --> 00:43:50,410 AA MEMBERS: Hi, James. 902 00:43:50,494 --> 00:43:53,705 JAMES: Uh, my sobriety date is June 4, 1988. 903 00:43:53,789 --> 00:43:55,999 - Carlos Naranjo's my sponsor. - Hey, how you doing? 904 00:43:56,083 --> 00:43:58,001 - Moorpark's my home group. - Great. 905 00:43:58,083 --> 00:44:00,460 Thank you for bringing me in here. 906 00:44:00,543 --> 00:44:02,879 ♪ ♪ 907 00:44:06,986 --> 00:44:09,447 My mother, Jocelyn Joy Ginger, 908 00:44:09,531 --> 00:44:11,658 she is a writer and a poet. 909 00:44:11,740 --> 00:44:13,242 She wrote songs. She wound up 910 00:44:13,325 --> 00:44:17,162 an alcoholic working, uh, in Shreveport. 911 00:44:17,264 --> 00:44:19,474 Lucky Luciano's gambling casino. 912 00:44:20,725 --> 00:44:22,644 Met my father there. 913 00:44:22,725 --> 00:44:24,853 They were the only ones left in the bar. 914 00:44:24,936 --> 00:44:27,605 Sometimes love's like that. (chuckling) 915 00:44:27,687 --> 00:44:29,272 Hey-o. 916 00:44:29,355 --> 00:44:32,064 YOUNG OTIS: What the fuck is that? 917 00:44:32,066 --> 00:44:34,402 SHY GIRL: You can walk on water till someone tells you 918 00:44:34,485 --> 00:44:36,696 that you don't know how to. 919 00:44:38,088 --> 00:44:40,090 You understand? 920 00:44:41,428 --> 00:44:43,013 Yeah. 921 00:44:45,974 --> 00:44:47,476 Hey. 922 00:44:47,606 --> 00:44:49,191 Are you cold? 923 00:44:49,275 --> 00:44:51,193 JAMES: Yeah, when I was, 924 00:44:51,277 --> 00:44:53,404 - uh, 11, my mother figured - Come here. 925 00:44:53,454 --> 00:44:56,791 that was a good time to tell me she, uh, preferred women. 926 00:44:56,874 --> 00:44:59,001 Specifically this woman... 927 00:44:59,085 --> 00:45:02,880 who was a mean-ass woman and an outrageous alcoholic. 928 00:45:02,963 --> 00:45:05,632 She'd beat you over the head until she broke her hand, 929 00:45:05,715 --> 00:45:07,342 just keep laying in on you. 930 00:45:07,444 --> 00:45:09,196 Just... did not give a shit. 931 00:45:09,280 --> 00:45:11,282 Do it again the next day. 932 00:45:12,782 --> 00:45:15,201 Always remember her hand in a cast. 933 00:45:18,704 --> 00:45:21,415 (sputters) Drama. 934 00:45:21,515 --> 00:45:23,559 Just drama, you know? 935 00:45:23,642 --> 00:45:26,729 Mother fell out of a window, landed on a freeway. 936 00:45:28,144 --> 00:45:30,354 Major fucking drama. (chuckles) 937 00:45:30,438 --> 00:45:31,981 (clears throat) 938 00:45:34,653 --> 00:45:37,781 Had alcohol and weed, and I grieved her, and, uh, 939 00:45:37,884 --> 00:45:40,345 then I joined the army. 940 00:45:40,428 --> 00:45:42,263 'Cause what else? 941 00:45:43,844 --> 00:45:46,013 And I came home... 942 00:45:46,096 --> 00:45:48,098 uh, spun out. 943 00:45:50,109 --> 00:45:51,485 I did so much fucking cocaine, 944 00:45:51,600 --> 00:45:53,226 can't breathe out my nose no more. 945 00:45:53,310 --> 00:45:55,604 Started shooting it in into my arm. 946 00:45:55,687 --> 00:45:57,773 Just didn't give a shit no more. 947 00:45:57,875 --> 00:46:01,170 Drinking every day straight. Weeks. 948 00:46:01,253 --> 00:46:03,672 Fell into a blackout. 949 00:46:11,181 --> 00:46:13,517 Woke up a sex offender. 950 00:46:13,613 --> 00:46:15,573 (breath trembles) 951 00:46:17,451 --> 00:46:19,954 Said I didn't rape the girl, but I did enough 952 00:46:20,037 --> 00:46:23,290 to get her to jump out of a moving car. 953 00:46:23,375 --> 00:46:26,086 Yeah, that's where my disease took me. 954 00:46:27,604 --> 00:46:29,523 And they took me to Tehachapi, 955 00:46:29,606 --> 00:46:33,068 and I stayed there for three years, nine months. 956 00:46:33,148 --> 00:46:35,650 Lost a lot. 957 00:46:35,733 --> 00:46:37,485 Found a program in jail. 958 00:46:37,571 --> 00:46:39,489 Found God in the program. 959 00:46:39,573 --> 00:46:42,117 Found page 429. It says: 960 00:46:42,217 --> 00:46:44,511 "Those actions that once made you feel 961 00:46:44,595 --> 00:46:46,805 "completely... ashamed... 962 00:46:46,889 --> 00:46:48,891 "(chuckles softly): and totally discouraged 963 00:46:48,974 --> 00:46:51,226 "will allow you to share with other people 964 00:46:51,310 --> 00:46:53,770 how to be a useful human being." 965 00:47:01,376 --> 00:47:03,128 Found gratitude in God. 966 00:47:03,212 --> 00:47:05,756 Realized I had a son I had to raise. 967 00:47:05,839 --> 00:47:07,966 - (rubbing hand on leg) - A boy. 968 00:47:08,051 --> 00:47:10,011 My boy. 969 00:47:10,094 --> 00:47:12,180 ♪ ♪ 970 00:47:12,260 --> 00:47:13,970 Otis. 971 00:47:28,752 --> 00:47:30,295 (chuckles softly) 972 00:47:33,900 --> 00:47:35,944 I'm trying my best... 973 00:47:37,737 --> 00:47:39,573 (cries softly) 974 00:47:43,209 --> 00:47:45,336 ...for that kid. 975 00:47:47,849 --> 00:47:51,311 But I'm in pain like a motherfucker, man. 976 00:47:51,394 --> 00:47:53,688 (wry laugh) You know? 977 00:47:58,231 --> 00:48:00,233 (breath trembles) 978 00:48:01,443 --> 00:48:03,445 ♪ ♪ 979 00:48:15,766 --> 00:48:17,142 (slap) 980 00:48:18,368 --> 00:48:19,911 (laughs softly) 981 00:48:22,036 --> 00:48:23,579 (slap) 982 00:48:28,544 --> 00:48:31,756 ♪ ♪ 983 00:48:38,778 --> 00:48:40,154 (kiss) 984 00:49:04,692 --> 00:49:06,694 ♪ ♪ 985 00:49:25,997 --> 00:49:27,999 ♪ ♪ 986 00:49:47,337 --> 00:49:49,339 ♪ ♪ 987 00:50:09,824 --> 00:50:11,826 ♪ ♪ 988 00:50:17,181 --> 00:50:19,391 (birds chirping) 989 00:50:24,063 --> 00:50:26,065 ♪ ♪ 990 00:50:45,192 --> 00:50:47,194 ♪ ♪ 991 00:51:05,069 --> 00:51:07,071 ♪ ♪ 992 00:51:14,326 --> 00:51:15,911 (sighs) 993 00:51:22,696 --> 00:51:24,197 (whooping) 994 00:51:24,281 --> 00:51:26,199 (roaring yell) 995 00:51:27,285 --> 00:51:29,662 (roaring yell) 996 00:51:29,746 --> 00:51:31,164 (yell echoes) 997 00:51:31,247 --> 00:51:33,040 (birds chirping) 998 00:51:39,345 --> 00:51:40,930 (yelling) 999 00:51:41,013 --> 00:51:43,849 JAMES: It's not fun if you start cheating, Otis. 1000 00:51:43,930 --> 00:51:45,223 I know you're sandbagging. 1001 00:51:45,306 --> 00:51:47,350 I know you're holding jacks and nines. 1002 00:51:47,451 --> 00:51:49,119 Put a nine down. 1003 00:51:49,203 --> 00:51:51,789 - If I had something, I'd put it down. - I know what you have. 1004 00:51:51,821 --> 00:51:53,865 You've got a mirror behind you, smart guy. 1005 00:51:53,948 --> 00:51:58,411 And I'm looking for one of those nines, please. 1006 00:51:59,596 --> 00:52:01,723 - No can do. - Bullshit. 1007 00:52:01,806 --> 00:52:04,433 - Gin. - Bullshit. 1008 00:52:04,517 --> 00:52:06,268 No, you didn't. 1009 00:52:06,352 --> 00:52:08,312 - Gin. - No, you did not. 1010 00:52:08,395 --> 00:52:10,314 - Fifty... - And you had the six. 1011 00:52:10,397 --> 00:52:11,774 Goddamn. I knew it, too. 1012 00:52:11,875 --> 00:52:14,253 I knew you had it. I knew it. I saw it. 1013 00:52:14,336 --> 00:52:16,129 I saw it on your face. Put it down. 1014 00:52:16,213 --> 00:52:18,131 - 86. - I'm getting better. 1015 00:52:18,213 --> 00:52:20,131 - Because you're lying. - I'm learning to lie. 1016 00:52:20,215 --> 00:52:22,342 Yeah, well, you lie for a living, poop butt. 1017 00:52:22,425 --> 00:52:23,760 We all do. 1018 00:52:23,844 --> 00:52:25,804 - I don't. - Yeah, you do. 1019 00:52:25,887 --> 00:52:27,389 No, sir. 1020 00:52:27,488 --> 00:52:29,115 - You lie. - I'm telling you, I'm a lot of things, 1021 00:52:29,198 --> 00:52:31,784 a liar's not one of them, buddy. 1022 00:52:31,868 --> 00:52:34,328 Why won't you hold my hand? 1023 00:52:36,497 --> 00:52:39,208 Because I don't want people thinking I'm a chicken hawk. 1024 00:52:39,342 --> 00:52:41,969 Deal the cards. I'm going to get a soda. 1025 00:52:44,273 --> 00:52:46,025 (door closes) 1026 00:52:46,108 --> 00:52:48,193 Hey, hey. How's it going? Hey. 1027 00:52:48,277 --> 00:52:49,194 - Otis. - Thank you for that. 1028 00:52:49,278 --> 00:52:51,113 That was really amazing. 1029 00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:52,364 I-I felt like a demon moved out. 1030 00:52:52,444 --> 00:52:53,778 That was powerful. 1031 00:52:53,862 --> 00:52:55,989 Are you acting right now? 1032 00:52:56,072 --> 00:52:58,116 You know, we all are, all the time. 1033 00:52:59,804 --> 00:53:02,724 Okay. 1034 00:53:02,806 --> 00:53:05,059 Are you being sincere right now, 1035 00:53:05,142 --> 00:53:06,685 or are you mocking me? 1036 00:53:06,769 --> 00:53:08,395 Both. 1037 00:53:11,951 --> 00:53:13,995 I'm not going anywhere. 1038 00:53:14,078 --> 00:53:15,746 Good. 1039 00:53:15,830 --> 00:53:17,915 - You're not gonna wear me out. - I'm not trying. 1040 00:53:17,966 --> 00:53:19,592 This is not me judging you. 1041 00:53:19,676 --> 00:53:21,928 What is it, then? 1042 00:53:22,007 --> 00:53:24,093 It's just me saying, 1043 00:53:24,176 --> 00:53:26,595 "I will see you in class, Otis." 1044 00:53:29,390 --> 00:53:31,642 Uh... 1045 00:53:31,726 --> 00:53:33,644 - (door opens) - ALEC: Otis. 1046 00:53:33,747 --> 00:53:35,874 Yeah. Yeah. 1047 00:53:35,957 --> 00:53:38,752 - What's up? - Do you know how to... 1048 00:53:38,834 --> 00:53:41,128 - close a door gently? - Yes, of course. 1049 00:53:41,211 --> 00:53:42,755 - How? - (sighs) 1050 00:53:42,837 --> 00:53:45,840 You pull with one hand and you push with the other. 1051 00:53:47,901 --> 00:53:49,527 Good. 1052 00:53:55,155 --> 00:53:56,907 OTIS: No, I don't... 1053 00:53:56,992 --> 00:53:58,994 - I... (sighs) - MORENO: Okay. 1054 00:54:02,474 --> 00:54:04,184 It's okay to be frustrated. 1055 00:54:04,267 --> 00:54:06,061 (sighs) I don't need to talk about my fucking dad. 1056 00:54:06,144 --> 00:54:09,147 It doesn't make any sense that I'm... 1057 00:54:09,231 --> 00:54:10,899 My dad's not the reason I drink. 1058 00:54:10,982 --> 00:54:12,526 My dad's not the reason I drink. 1059 00:54:12,608 --> 00:54:13,943 He's the reason I work. 1060 00:54:14,026 --> 00:54:16,362 He just takes credit for-for 1061 00:54:16,445 --> 00:54:18,030 everything in my life that is good. 1062 00:54:18,112 --> 00:54:19,697 My dad's the kind of guy that takes credit 1063 00:54:19,781 --> 00:54:21,074 for other people's ideas. 1064 00:54:21,157 --> 00:54:23,243 Even his AA shares are-are an amalgamation 1065 00:54:23,342 --> 00:54:25,344 of other AA shares. 1066 00:54:27,350 --> 00:54:30,019 - So having your own ideas is key. - (sighs) 1067 00:54:31,062 --> 00:54:32,605 (sighs) 1068 00:54:34,603 --> 00:54:36,146 (sighs) 1069 00:54:36,230 --> 00:54:38,232 Start writing, Otis. 1070 00:54:42,585 --> 00:54:44,587 (sniffles, sighs) 1071 00:54:51,355 --> 00:54:53,357 (chickens clucking) 1072 00:54:54,612 --> 00:54:56,405 (brushes hands together) 1073 00:54:59,449 --> 00:55:01,284 Buddy, hey. 1074 00:55:01,367 --> 00:55:03,411 Hey. Hey. 1075 00:55:05,252 --> 00:55:06,795 Hey. (whistles) 1076 00:55:06,879 --> 00:55:10,090 (whispering): Hey, you know what the white spot is 1077 00:55:10,188 --> 00:55:12,190 in the center of chicken shit? 1078 00:55:31,807 --> 00:55:33,725 - (chickens clucking) - (birds chirping) 1079 00:55:33,809 --> 00:55:35,811 (wind whistling softly) 1080 00:55:38,229 --> 00:55:40,898 YOUNG OTIS: ...so fucking funny. 1081 00:55:40,982 --> 00:55:44,193 JAMES: I can't figure out who the fuck you are, actor man. 1082 00:55:44,293 --> 00:55:47,797 YOUNG OTIS: I want you to be here, Dad. 1083 00:55:47,876 --> 00:55:49,878 JAMES: Don't lie to me. 1084 00:55:51,588 --> 00:55:53,549 YOUNG OTIS: Yes. 1085 00:55:53,685 --> 00:55:55,896 - (door creaks) - JAMES (over radio): Do it. 1086 00:55:55,979 --> 00:55:57,564 YOUNG OTIS: Just give me a fucking cigarette, Dad. 1087 00:55:57,616 --> 00:55:59,160 JAMES: We're gonna keep going till you make me laugh, 1088 00:55:59,243 --> 00:56:00,494 and we're gonna do it all fucking night. Ready? 1089 00:56:00,578 --> 00:56:01,787 YOUNG OTIS: Give me a fucking cigarette. 1090 00:56:01,871 --> 00:56:03,164 - JAMES: You want a cigarette? - Yeah. 1091 00:56:03,250 --> 00:56:04,710 Do you know I'm doing you a favor? 1092 00:56:04,793 --> 00:56:06,628 Who else is gonna give a felon a job? 1093 00:56:06,712 --> 00:56:07,796 JAMES: You're doing me a favor? 1094 00:56:07,874 --> 00:56:09,000 YOUNG OTIS: I'm not stupid... 1095 00:56:09,083 --> 00:56:11,002 (radio dial clicking, conversation distorts) 1096 00:56:11,085 --> 00:56:13,087 (voices garbled through static) 1097 00:56:15,273 --> 00:56:18,151 - (James chuckles) - YOUNG OTIS: Here I go. 1098 00:56:18,235 --> 00:56:20,154 JAMES: You've been fucking your life up. 1099 00:56:20,237 --> 00:56:21,614 OTIS: Yeah, what'd you hear? 1100 00:56:21,697 --> 00:56:23,199 JAMES: Thought they were gonna put you away 1101 00:56:23,282 --> 00:56:25,326 - for real this time. - Yeah, that wasn't me. 1102 00:56:25,409 --> 00:56:26,660 - JAMES: Oh, it wasn't you? - No. 1103 00:56:26,744 --> 00:56:29,580 - JAMES: Who was that then? - (sighs) 1104 00:56:29,678 --> 00:56:30,930 OTIS: You. 1105 00:56:31,013 --> 00:56:34,016 It's magic. Every single time I drink, you take over. 1106 00:56:34,104 --> 00:56:36,356 - JAMES: Oh, yeah? I take over? Yeah? - Poof. Yeah. 1107 00:56:36,439 --> 00:56:37,690 JAMES: Does your dick get bigger too, peckerwood? 1108 00:56:37,772 --> 00:56:38,773 (gasps) 1109 00:56:39,816 --> 00:56:41,818 (Percy snoring) 1110 00:56:51,466 --> 00:56:54,261 (snoring continues) 1111 00:56:54,346 --> 00:56:55,973 (sighs) 1112 00:57:00,978 --> 00:57:02,896 (sighs) 1113 00:57:02,995 --> 00:57:05,539 ♪ ♪ 1114 00:57:08,377 --> 00:57:10,379 (birds chirping) 1115 00:57:17,195 --> 00:57:19,197 - (birds chirping, cawing) - (wind chimes jingling) 1116 00:57:23,657 --> 00:57:25,659 ♪ ♪ 1117 00:57:50,547 --> 00:57:52,549 ♪ ♪ 1118 00:58:11,630 --> 00:58:13,632 (birds chirping, calling) 1119 00:58:29,170 --> 00:58:32,465 - (gong crashes) - (martial arts grunting) 1120 00:58:32,579 --> 00:58:34,081 Oh, what's up now, dawg? 1121 00:58:34,164 --> 00:58:35,874 You know, I could probably kick your butt. 1122 00:58:35,957 --> 00:58:37,250 You know, I'm the funny one around here. 1123 00:58:37,355 --> 00:58:39,273 You stand up, I'm gonna kick your butt right now. 1124 00:58:39,357 --> 00:58:40,566 Oh, you got to bow? You got to bow? Ready? 1125 00:58:40,650 --> 00:58:42,652 - (martial arts grunting) - JAMES: I don't give a fuck. 1126 00:58:42,734 --> 00:58:44,653 Well, who's fucking fault is that? 1127 00:58:44,736 --> 00:58:46,154 I don't care. I'll be the bad guy. 1128 00:58:46,238 --> 00:58:47,656 - I don't give a shit. It's done. - (switch clicks) 1129 00:58:47,739 --> 00:58:49,491 - That's it. That's it. Come here. - Now coming inward. 1130 00:58:49,574 --> 00:58:51,326 Good take, good take. You did it, you did it. 1131 00:58:51,493 --> 00:58:52,911 Good job, everybody. Let's go. 1132 00:58:53,011 --> 00:58:53,929 Come here. 1133 00:58:54,012 --> 00:58:55,264 - Dad, I-I have things... - That's it. No. 1134 00:58:55,347 --> 00:58:56,473 It's gonna take another 20 minutes 1135 00:58:56,557 --> 00:58:57,683 to get the boy out the costume. 1136 00:58:57,763 --> 00:58:59,348 We banked three hours of school today, Kev. 1137 00:58:59,431 --> 00:59:01,058 You said it was over ten minutes ago. 1138 00:59:01,142 --> 00:59:02,309 It's been 30 minutes. 1139 00:59:02,393 --> 00:59:04,603 - Get the man another watch! - Hey, D-Dad, I was... 1140 00:59:04,687 --> 00:59:06,147 - JAMES: Come here. - I was getting the scene. 1141 00:59:06,230 --> 00:59:07,231 - Yeah, I don't care. - Okay? 1142 00:59:07,332 --> 00:59:08,500 - I don't care. Come here. - I was... 1143 00:59:08,584 --> 00:59:10,043 - I was gonna get... - (door slams) - Come here. 1144 00:59:10,127 --> 00:59:11,044 - Come here. - Okay. 1145 00:59:11,128 --> 00:59:12,713 Child labor laws! 1146 00:59:14,377 --> 00:59:15,920 - I heard he stole some diamonds. - (rap music playing) 1147 00:59:16,004 --> 00:59:17,297 - Oh, y'all know what it was? - Mm-hmm. 1148 00:59:17,350 --> 00:59:19,269 It was two fucking hours. 1149 00:59:19,352 --> 00:59:21,312 Motherfucker was trying to make it to Mexico! 1150 00:59:21,396 --> 00:59:23,857 (laughter) 1151 00:59:23,971 --> 00:59:25,472 - He didn't make it though. - What he trying to do, 1152 00:59:25,556 --> 00:59:26,974 - going by? - He didn't make it. 1153 00:59:27,057 --> 00:59:29,894 JAMES: Says here that you are the sight gag. 1154 00:59:29,997 --> 00:59:31,165 - Yeah. - Okay? 1155 00:59:31,248 --> 00:59:32,378 You see all these workout faces? 1156 00:59:32,380 --> 00:59:33,548 That's your opportunity. 1157 00:59:33,632 --> 00:59:35,217 That's where you bring the funny shit, yeah? 1158 00:59:35,300 --> 00:59:36,718 That's where you flare your nostrils 1159 00:59:36,802 --> 00:59:38,220 and give me everything you got. Show me. 1160 00:59:38,343 --> 00:59:39,719 Look. (grunting) 1161 00:59:39,803 --> 00:59:41,847 That's not funny though. 1162 00:59:41,930 --> 00:59:44,266 - What's not funny? - The-the... the nostrils. 1163 00:59:44,359 --> 00:59:46,111 I like it a lot. I think it's very funny. 1164 00:59:46,194 --> 00:59:47,821 - Okay, fine. Okay. - Just try it. 1165 00:59:47,902 --> 00:59:49,362 - Let's go. - Ready? 1166 00:59:49,445 --> 00:59:51,114 "Jeff, come on, it's been over an h..." See? 1167 00:59:51,197 --> 00:59:52,615 And you're gonna start on the floor after I just said 1168 00:59:52,700 --> 00:59:54,201 - it's a sight gag. - I... I told you, 1169 00:59:54,285 --> 00:59:56,078 - it's just for heart rate. - Yeah, but if it's a sight gag 1170 00:59:56,162 --> 00:59:57,329 and I can't see you, how the fuck does that work? 1171 00:59:57,431 --> 01:00:00,267 I'm just getting into the, into... (sighs) 1172 01:00:00,350 --> 01:00:01,977 I just told... 1173 01:00:02,060 --> 01:00:03,729 - You just told me what? - I just told you, like, 1174 01:00:03,811 --> 01:00:05,313 I don't need to do it in the scene. 1175 01:00:05,396 --> 01:00:06,522 It's not gonna happen in the scene. 1176 01:00:06,606 --> 01:00:07,607 Nobody cares about the fucking heart rate. 1177 01:00:07,689 --> 01:00:08,773 I care about the fucking heart rate, okay? 1178 01:00:08,857 --> 01:00:09,774 They want to see funny faces. 1179 01:00:09,858 --> 01:00:12,027 All right, heart rate man. 1180 01:00:12,110 --> 01:00:13,695 - Great. - They want to see funny faces, Otis. 1181 01:00:13,792 --> 01:00:14,752 But all right, let's go. Ready? 1182 01:00:14,835 --> 01:00:15,961 "Jeff, come on, it's been over an hour. 1183 01:00:16,045 --> 01:00:17,087 "I got a date with Dewey. 1184 01:00:17,171 --> 01:00:19,673 "I got to get in there. I got to do my hair. 1185 01:00:19,759 --> 01:00:21,385 What are you doing in there?" 1186 01:00:21,469 --> 01:00:22,929 (grunting): What... if... 1187 01:00:23,012 --> 01:00:25,640 - That's it. - I... was... doing... 1188 01:00:25,723 --> 01:00:27,683 something... stupid... 1189 01:00:27,785 --> 01:00:29,536 BOTH: in... here... 1190 01:00:29,620 --> 01:00:31,622 Jac... 1191 01:00:31,705 --> 01:00:33,249 que... 1192 01:00:33,329 --> 01:00:35,581 lin...! 1193 01:00:35,665 --> 01:00:37,416 "As opposed to this?" 1194 01:00:37,471 --> 01:00:39,097 I know you want to hang out with your secret buddies, 1195 01:00:39,181 --> 01:00:40,641 - but I have to... - "Buddies." Hold on. 1196 01:00:40,724 --> 01:00:42,059 - (women chattering outside) - (door opens) 1197 01:00:42,142 --> 01:00:43,769 JAMES: Shut the fuck up! 1198 01:00:43,897 --> 01:00:45,524 I can't think in here! 1199 01:00:45,607 --> 01:00:47,442 It's 12:00 midnight. Shut the fuck up. 1200 01:00:47,528 --> 01:00:48,737 Some of us got jobs. 1201 01:00:48,821 --> 01:00:50,406 - You know what I'm saying? - (chatter continues) 1202 01:00:50,489 --> 01:00:51,824 Shut the fuck up! 1203 01:00:51,907 --> 01:00:53,951 I don't do this shit to you, Deb, 1204 01:00:54,033 --> 01:00:55,076 but you're having a fucking quinceañera! 1205 01:00:55,159 --> 01:00:56,119 It's 12:00 midnight! 1206 01:00:56,202 --> 01:00:57,537 - What the fuck? - Keep going with this shit! 1207 01:00:57,619 --> 01:00:59,621 I'll call la migra in a fucking heartbeat! 1208 01:00:59,705 --> 01:01:00,872 I don't give a fuck! 1209 01:01:00,956 --> 01:01:02,416 Worry about your son over there! 1210 01:01:02,517 --> 01:01:04,436 Worry about yourself! 1211 01:01:04,519 --> 01:01:07,355 (Deb continues shouting in distance) 1212 01:01:07,406 --> 01:01:08,782 (door opens) 1213 01:01:08,865 --> 01:01:10,742 - (door slams) - JAMES: I'm gonna fuckin'... 1214 01:01:10,826 --> 01:01:13,453 I'm gonna crack in half, I swear to God. 1215 01:01:15,111 --> 01:01:16,654 This place... (sighs) 1216 01:01:16,738 --> 01:01:18,031 (knocking) 1217 01:01:18,131 --> 01:01:19,466 JAMES: No. 1218 01:01:19,549 --> 01:01:20,842 - (knocking) - No, Deb. No! 1219 01:01:20,925 --> 01:01:22,010 - No, Deb! - Come on out here. 1220 01:01:22,093 --> 01:01:23,678 - Back off my door! - All right, I'll do that. 1221 01:01:23,763 --> 01:01:25,306 - I will... I will do that. - It's about respect. 1222 01:01:25,389 --> 01:01:26,974 And I understand that. Well, if you got your respect, 1223 01:01:27,058 --> 01:01:28,392 - Hey, hey, hey, hey... - you got to respect 1224 01:01:28,476 --> 01:01:30,311 that me and my girls are over there chillin' 1225 01:01:30,394 --> 01:01:31,812 - Go over by the flagpole! - at our party 1226 01:01:31,896 --> 01:01:33,856 - enjoying ourself, okay? - JAMES: I'm not trying 1227 01:01:33,955 --> 01:01:36,375 - to interfere with that! - You knew it was a spot 1228 01:01:36,458 --> 01:01:37,667 - when you moved in here, okay? - Okay. 1229 01:01:37,750 --> 01:01:39,210 - And it is what it is. - Okay, well, 1230 01:01:39,293 --> 01:01:40,669 it is what it is, and it ain't 1231 01:01:40,753 --> 01:01:42,630 - what it fucking ain't, isn't it? - It is, yes... 1232 01:01:42,711 --> 01:01:45,005 So why don't you get your silly ass back the fuck over there? 1233 01:01:45,089 --> 01:01:47,007 Oh, so you acting like you run something now in here? 1234 01:01:47,091 --> 01:01:48,300 - I'll stop... - Run what? 1235 01:01:48,405 --> 01:01:49,697 You don't run shit here. 1236 01:01:49,781 --> 01:01:51,408 You better miss me with that. 1237 01:01:51,491 --> 01:01:54,119 - You don't run a damn thing over here! - Okay. 1238 01:01:54,201 --> 01:01:55,661 That's strike one! That's strike one! 1239 01:01:55,744 --> 01:01:58,455 - I'll wait. - Now it's fucking war! 1240 01:01:58,505 --> 01:01:59,798 Motherfucker! 1241 01:01:59,881 --> 01:02:03,093 - You ready? - Let's take a break. 1242 01:02:03,172 --> 01:02:04,340 I don't want to take a break. You got this scene. 1243 01:02:04,423 --> 01:02:06,092 - Let's go again. - I-I have the scene. 1244 01:02:06,175 --> 01:02:08,135 - You don't have the scene yet. - I think... I think it's okay. 1245 01:02:08,267 --> 01:02:09,309 Let's just, let's just end it. 1246 01:02:09,393 --> 01:02:10,686 Yeah, but I don't think it's okay, so we're 1247 01:02:10,769 --> 01:02:12,229 gonna keep going till you make me laugh, 1248 01:02:12,312 --> 01:02:13,313 or we're gonna do it all fucking night. Ready? 1249 01:02:13,401 --> 01:02:14,861 Give me a fucking cigarette. 1250 01:02:14,944 --> 01:02:16,529 - You want a cigarette? - Yeah. 1251 01:02:17,529 --> 01:02:18,864 There. 1252 01:02:18,947 --> 01:02:20,574 There you go. You happy now? 1253 01:02:20,657 --> 01:02:22,701 There you go, Fauntleroy. You got a fucking cigarette. 1254 01:02:22,800 --> 01:02:24,385 Go ahead, smoke it. 1255 01:02:26,554 --> 01:02:28,389 Oh, look at that. You're gonna let it burn 1256 01:02:28,473 --> 01:02:30,641 a hole in the carpet? I don't give a shit. 1257 01:02:30,725 --> 01:02:31,976 You're paying for it. 1258 01:02:32,059 --> 01:02:33,895 Do what you want. 1259 01:02:36,603 --> 01:02:38,897 Do you know I'm doing you a favor by paying you 1260 01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:40,543 - to be my chaperone? - You're doing me a favor? 1261 01:02:40,627 --> 01:02:42,545 - Wow. - Who else is gonna give 1262 01:02:42,631 --> 01:02:44,466 - a felon a job? - You're doing me a favor? 1263 01:02:44,549 --> 01:02:46,801 - I'm not stupid. - I don't like when you talk to me like that. 1264 01:02:46,885 --> 01:02:49,262 I don't like you talking to me like I work for you, 1265 01:02:49,345 --> 01:02:50,721 - like I'm your mother. - You do work for me. I'm your boss. 1266 01:02:50,804 --> 01:02:51,889 You know what? Don't say another fuckin' word. 1267 01:02:51,972 --> 01:02:53,307 I'm about to lose my shit, right now. 1268 01:02:53,405 --> 01:02:54,907 You're pushing me over the fuckin' edge. 1269 01:02:54,990 --> 01:02:56,492 You understand what I'm saying? 1270 01:02:56,575 --> 01:02:58,160 I don't have to be here. 1271 01:02:58,243 --> 01:03:00,787 I can be gone in a second. I can be gone in a second. 1272 01:03:00,870 --> 01:03:02,539 I can be pulling eight, ten grand a week. 1273 01:03:02,622 --> 01:03:04,499 - I want you to be here. - Shut your fuckin' mouth. 1274 01:03:04,582 --> 01:03:05,917 Didn't I say don't say another fuckin' word? 1275 01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:07,669 - I want you... - Shut the fuck up. 1276 01:03:07,722 --> 01:03:09,724 Shut the fuck up! Didn't I say don't say a fuckin' word? 1277 01:03:09,807 --> 01:03:11,851 - Say one more word. Say one more word. - I want... 1278 01:03:11,935 --> 01:03:13,269 You want to be a fucking smart-ass with me? 1279 01:03:13,403 --> 01:03:14,779 Shut the fuck up. Didn't I say that? 1280 01:03:14,862 --> 01:03:16,155 Huh? Didn't I say that to you? 1281 01:03:16,239 --> 01:03:17,657 I want you to be here, Dad. 1282 01:03:17,739 --> 01:03:19,366 - Now you want me to be here? - Yes. 1283 01:03:19,449 --> 01:03:22,411 I can't figure out who the fuck you are, actor man. 1284 01:03:22,494 --> 01:03:24,580 What the fuck do you want me to be here for? 1285 01:03:24,681 --> 01:03:26,808 - Give me one reason. - You have good instincts. 1286 01:03:26,891 --> 01:03:28,935 I have good instincts? I got rodeo clown instincts. 1287 01:03:29,017 --> 01:03:30,935 Why I could never make it in Hollywood. 1288 01:03:31,019 --> 01:03:32,270 I like pussy too much. 1289 01:03:32,353 --> 01:03:34,102 You could if you started when I did. 1290 01:03:34,104 --> 01:03:36,231 And then I could have been a big fucking, uh, uh, 1291 01:03:36,315 --> 01:03:37,775 a champion pie fighter? 1292 01:03:37,856 --> 01:03:39,941 Huh? Doing fucking push-ups. 1293 01:03:45,997 --> 01:03:48,791 Wipe your face, Otis. Don't cry in front of me. 1294 01:03:50,733 --> 01:03:53,361 I'm not gonna ask you again, Otis. 1295 01:03:58,569 --> 01:04:01,572 You keep pushing me. 1296 01:04:01,655 --> 01:04:02,990 Thank you. 1297 01:04:03,075 --> 01:04:05,994 - And the other one. - Mmm, mmm, mmm! 1298 01:04:06,078 --> 01:04:09,289 Well, this culinary spread is beautisimiss, Jeff. 1299 01:04:09,389 --> 01:04:12,975 Well, it's all thanks to Royston. 1300 01:04:13,058 --> 01:04:15,102 Thank you, Royston. This is splendid. 1301 01:04:15,185 --> 01:04:16,978 (mocking): This is splendid. 1302 01:04:20,197 --> 01:04:22,658 - What has gotten into you, son? - You know what? 1303 01:04:23,910 --> 01:04:25,370 Here. 1304 01:04:25,454 --> 01:04:27,873 Here's the keys to the new house. Take that. 1305 01:04:27,975 --> 01:04:30,686 (sighs) Is that what you think this is all about? 1306 01:04:30,769 --> 01:04:32,563 That... I'm leaving 1307 01:04:32,641 --> 01:04:35,060 because Mommy and I got a second house? 1308 01:04:36,520 --> 01:04:38,772 Well, yeah. 1309 01:04:38,823 --> 01:04:41,701 Royston, do you mind? 1310 01:04:41,784 --> 01:04:43,828 You heard him, Royston. 1311 01:04:50,260 --> 01:04:52,554 So you're staying? 1312 01:04:52,638 --> 01:04:54,431 Of course. 1313 01:04:54,515 --> 01:04:58,352 Do you really think I would leave you and Royston behind? 1314 01:04:59,854 --> 01:05:02,607 (softly): I just... I just... 1315 01:05:02,705 --> 01:05:07,085 (sighs) Well, I just thought you didn't love us anymore. 1316 01:05:07,168 --> 01:05:08,545 Oh. 1317 01:05:10,598 --> 01:05:12,725 I love you, Jeff. 1318 01:05:14,391 --> 01:05:17,436 I love you more than words can say. 1319 01:05:21,480 --> 01:05:22,606 (TV Dad sighs) 1320 01:05:22,740 --> 01:05:24,200 DIRECTOR: And cut. We have it. 1321 01:05:24,284 --> 01:05:25,827 - (others clapping) - Yeah, that was great. 1322 01:05:25,910 --> 01:05:28,204 You feeling all right? 1323 01:05:28,257 --> 01:05:30,217 - (bell rings) - DIRECTOR: Beautiful. 1324 01:05:30,300 --> 01:05:32,010 (TV Dad clears throat) 1325 01:05:32,094 --> 01:05:34,346 DIRECTOR: Yeah, we need a wide shot... 1326 01:05:34,476 --> 01:05:37,521 Well, this culinary spread is beautisimiss, Jeff. 1327 01:05:37,605 --> 01:05:39,690 OTIS: Well, it's all thanks to Royston. 1328 01:05:39,772 --> 01:05:40,940 (Otis snaps fingers) 1329 01:05:41,024 --> 01:05:42,400 TV DAD: Thank you, Royston. 1330 01:05:42,483 --> 01:05:45,320 - This is splendid. - (mocking): "This is splendid." 1331 01:05:46,997 --> 01:05:49,624 What has gotten into you, son? 1332 01:05:55,130 --> 01:05:56,798 Dad? 1333 01:06:00,402 --> 01:06:02,613 I need you to hear me. 1334 01:06:07,036 --> 01:06:09,747 I'm gonna say some things that I got to say, 1335 01:06:09,826 --> 01:06:13,288 and I need you to not interrupt me or run off. 1336 01:06:14,849 --> 01:06:16,684 Okay? 1337 01:06:16,768 --> 01:06:18,645 I was thinking. 1338 01:06:18,727 --> 01:06:21,855 The other day when we were talking about... 1339 01:06:21,938 --> 01:06:25,025 Tom and the rodeo, and I was thinking 1340 01:06:25,108 --> 01:06:29,404 what other happy memories I had of you and me, and... 1341 01:06:29,506 --> 01:06:32,842 and I-I swear to God... 1342 01:06:32,925 --> 01:06:36,804 I've always been waiting for you to act like a real dad. 1343 01:06:38,137 --> 01:06:42,350 You haven't done that one time. 1344 01:06:45,535 --> 01:06:48,538 I've missed you for a long time, Dad. 1345 01:06:50,123 --> 01:06:53,042 TV DAD: I love you, Jeff. 1346 01:06:53,127 --> 01:06:56,130 I love you more than words can say. 1347 01:07:03,530 --> 01:07:04,865 What? 1348 01:07:04,948 --> 01:07:07,075 - What? - (TV show continues) 1349 01:07:07,159 --> 01:07:08,702 - Ow. - Otis... 1350 01:07:08,784 --> 01:07:10,578 hey, what's wrong with you? Go pick that up. 1351 01:07:10,661 --> 01:07:11,996 OTIS (on TV): I'll kick your butt. 1352 01:07:12,079 --> 01:07:13,581 No, I'm the funny one around here. 1353 01:07:13,663 --> 01:07:15,540 You stand up, I'm gonna kick your butt right now. 1354 01:07:15,623 --> 01:07:17,792 - What are you crying about? - I'm not crying. 1355 01:07:17,895 --> 01:07:19,646 Otis. 1356 01:07:19,730 --> 01:07:21,106 Tom. 1357 01:07:21,190 --> 01:07:23,025 - Aw, fuck. - He still fixed our passports 1358 01:07:23,108 --> 01:07:25,444 after you threatened to face-fuck his dead family. 1359 01:07:25,527 --> 01:07:27,696 - Yeah, well... - You're a sex offender. 1360 01:07:27,782 --> 01:07:29,450 - You know, he kept pushing. - He's a federal employee. 1361 01:07:29,533 --> 01:07:31,035 - Okay... - He's a grown man, he's gonna figure... 1362 01:07:31,118 --> 01:07:33,245 Shut the fuck up! 1363 01:07:33,340 --> 01:07:35,467 Don't talk to me like that, Otis. 1364 01:07:35,550 --> 01:07:38,595 Listen to me and let me talk! 1365 01:07:38,682 --> 01:07:39,683 Lower your voice, Otis. 1366 01:07:39,767 --> 01:07:41,685 I want you to be a better dad to me. 1367 01:07:41,769 --> 01:07:43,604 - All right. - So I want you to promise me... 1368 01:07:43,684 --> 01:07:47,063 put your pinky out right now... and I want you to promise me 1369 01:07:47,146 --> 01:07:50,358 that you're gonna be better to me... 1370 01:07:50,458 --> 01:07:52,836 Yeah, I'll be better to you. 1371 01:07:52,920 --> 01:07:54,505 This is not a joke. 1372 01:07:54,588 --> 01:07:57,925 This is not one of your fucking stupid little jokes. 1373 01:07:59,422 --> 01:08:02,092 Yeah, what is this, man? 1374 01:08:02,175 --> 01:08:04,344 End of our agreement. 1375 01:08:05,637 --> 01:08:08,557 It's the end of our agreement? 1376 01:08:12,037 --> 01:08:13,580 I'll tell you what, I get it, man. 1377 01:08:13,665 --> 01:08:15,292 I hear you. You want a better father. 1378 01:08:15,375 --> 01:08:18,920 A father who teaches you lessons and stuff. 1379 01:08:19,002 --> 01:08:20,503 Yeah? 1380 01:08:20,587 --> 01:08:22,005 And you deserve one. 1381 01:08:23,274 --> 01:08:26,152 You do. 1382 01:08:26,235 --> 01:08:27,570 So... 1383 01:08:29,236 --> 01:08:31,447 (sighs) I'm gonna try harder. 1384 01:08:31,530 --> 01:08:35,409 We're gonna start fresh right here, right now. 1385 01:08:35,489 --> 01:08:37,449 Lesson number one. 1386 01:08:37,532 --> 01:08:39,451 All smart guys know... 1387 01:08:39,554 --> 01:08:41,890 if you can hit your boss once... 1388 01:08:41,973 --> 01:08:43,433 (slap) 1389 01:08:43,514 --> 01:08:46,809 - (sobbing) - ...then you can hit him twice. 1390 01:08:48,858 --> 01:08:51,486 - Don't talk to me like that. - Go away! 1391 01:08:51,569 --> 01:08:54,030 Gladly, pal. 1392 01:08:54,128 --> 01:08:55,337 (door opens) 1393 01:08:55,421 --> 01:08:56,588 (sniffling) 1394 01:08:56,672 --> 01:08:58,507 (door closes) 1395 01:09:01,135 --> 01:09:02,594 (Otis crying) 1396 01:09:07,906 --> 01:09:09,908 ♪ ♪ 1397 01:09:26,132 --> 01:09:28,384 (crying) 1398 01:09:42,416 --> 01:09:44,168 (crying) 1399 01:09:44,267 --> 01:09:47,354 OTIS: Give me a cigarette, Dad. 1400 01:09:47,437 --> 01:09:49,731 Not until you get this scene. You're gonna make me laugh, 1401 01:09:49,809 --> 01:09:51,685 or we're gonna do this all fuckin' night. 1402 01:09:51,769 --> 01:09:54,855 I'm doing you a favor by paying you to be my chaperone. 1403 01:09:54,945 --> 01:09:57,531 Give me a fuckin' cigarette, Dad. 1404 01:09:57,614 --> 01:09:59,991 Whoa, you're doing who a favor? 1405 01:10:00,091 --> 01:10:03,010 - (sobbing) - You. Who else is gonna give a felon a job? 1406 01:10:03,093 --> 01:10:05,178 (crying): I'm not stupid. I have you 1407 01:10:05,262 --> 01:10:07,264 (sobbing): to do that. 1408 01:10:10,266 --> 01:10:12,935 (sobbing continues) 1409 01:10:13,036 --> 01:10:15,664 What are your SUDS now? 1410 01:10:15,747 --> 01:10:16,915 I don't fucking know! 1411 01:10:16,999 --> 01:10:18,625 I'm not a fucking number. 1412 01:10:18,708 --> 01:10:20,877 What's the fucking point of doing this? 1413 01:10:20,960 --> 01:10:23,004 What's the fucking point of putting a number to it if... 1414 01:10:23,086 --> 01:10:24,337 So we can track progress. 1415 01:10:24,421 --> 01:10:26,339 Well, for fucking who? For fucking who? 1416 01:10:26,423 --> 01:10:29,217 If it... if it works, I'm gonna know, won't I? 1417 01:10:29,320 --> 01:10:30,613 For court. 1418 01:10:30,696 --> 01:10:31,947 (sniffles) 1419 01:10:36,534 --> 01:10:38,286 Eighty. 1420 01:10:42,418 --> 01:10:44,462 Let's bring it down. 1421 01:10:44,543 --> 01:10:45,628 Oh, my God. 1422 01:10:45,711 --> 01:10:47,338 Cactus, window, 1423 01:10:47,421 --> 01:10:49,506 - carpet, pen. - One more. 1424 01:10:49,605 --> 01:10:51,899 You're a ridiculous person. You know that, right? 1425 01:10:51,982 --> 01:10:53,817 You think you're fucking smart, 1426 01:10:53,902 --> 01:10:55,737 'cause you got me to act for you? 1427 01:10:55,820 --> 01:10:57,864 I've been doing this shit my whole fuckin' life. 1428 01:10:57,948 --> 01:10:59,074 For a living. 1429 01:10:59,154 --> 01:11:00,822 I would know if it works. 1430 01:11:00,906 --> 01:11:02,491 This is all bullshit. 1431 01:11:02,574 --> 01:11:03,951 How am I supposed to have therapy 1432 01:11:04,052 --> 01:11:05,470 with my probation officer? 1433 01:11:05,553 --> 01:11:07,722 Name one more thing. 1434 01:11:08,722 --> 01:11:10,307 (sighs) 1435 01:11:11,976 --> 01:11:14,645 You. 1436 01:11:19,128 --> 01:11:21,755 The only thing my father gave me 1437 01:11:21,839 --> 01:11:24,967 that was of any value is pain. 1438 01:11:26,548 --> 01:11:29,718 And you want to take that away? 1439 01:11:29,803 --> 01:11:31,346 Can I? 1440 01:11:32,764 --> 01:11:35,392 ♪ I found peace ♪ 1441 01:11:38,159 --> 01:11:40,327 ♪ In my way ♪ 1442 01:11:43,038 --> 01:11:46,374 ♪ But it didn't last ♪ 1443 01:11:48,186 --> 01:11:50,605 ♪ Beyond the day ♪ 1444 01:11:52,940 --> 01:11:56,319 ♪ I've had glimpses ♪ 1445 01:11:58,246 --> 01:12:01,041 ♪ Around the bend ♪ 1446 01:12:03,410 --> 01:12:08,415 ♪ But in the morning ♪ 1447 01:12:08,515 --> 01:12:11,101 ♪ I start again ♪ 1448 01:12:13,610 --> 01:12:16,071 ♪ I feel the sun ♪ 1449 01:12:18,941 --> 01:12:22,069 ♪ Hot on my face ♪ 1450 01:12:22,152 --> 01:12:23,821 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 1451 01:12:23,919 --> 01:12:29,598 ♪ And I hear my blood... ♪ 1452 01:12:29,600 --> 01:12:31,602 ♪ Giving way ♪ 1453 01:12:33,971 --> 01:12:37,182 ♪ I've had some glimpses ♪ 1454 01:12:39,167 --> 01:12:41,544 ♪ Around the bend ♪ 1455 01:12:41,628 --> 01:12:42,837 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1456 01:12:44,080 --> 01:12:47,375 ♪ You know if I didn't ♪ 1457 01:12:47,459 --> 01:12:50,253 ♪ I'd have killed myself ♪ 1458 01:12:50,336 --> 01:12:52,004 ♪ Today ♪ 1459 01:12:54,274 --> 01:12:55,275 ♪ Now, Mama ♪ 1460 01:12:55,359 --> 01:13:00,113 ♪ I'm so tired... ♪ 1461 01:13:00,195 --> 01:13:03,073 ♪ From the bullshit ♪ 1462 01:13:03,160 --> 01:13:04,662 ♪ Mama, yeah ♪ 1463 01:13:04,745 --> 01:13:10,834 ♪ Yeah, and my soul cried... ♪ 1464 01:13:10,915 --> 01:13:13,167 ♪ From the bullshit ♪ 1465 01:13:13,267 --> 01:13:15,186 ♪ Mama, yeah ♪ 1466 01:13:15,269 --> 01:13:20,775 ♪ And I'm so tired... ♪ 1467 01:13:20,825 --> 01:13:23,495 ♪ But I know I'll make it ♪ 1468 01:13:23,612 --> 01:13:26,865 ♪ With you by my side ♪ 1469 01:13:31,300 --> 01:13:33,886 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 1470 01:13:39,017 --> 01:13:40,768 ♪ ♪ 1471 01:13:57,803 --> 01:13:59,805 ♪ ♪ 1472 01:14:06,451 --> 01:14:10,747 ♪ Perhaps ♪ 1473 01:14:10,829 --> 01:14:13,707 ♪ I'm crazy ♪ 1474 01:14:16,020 --> 01:14:18,856 ♪ Still I'm thinking ♪ 1475 01:14:20,189 --> 01:14:22,566 ♪ There is change ♪ 1476 01:14:22,650 --> 01:14:25,986 ♪ In the air ♪ 1477 01:14:26,037 --> 01:14:32,251 ♪ We were trying... ♪ 1478 01:14:32,370 --> 01:14:35,331 ♪ Together ♪ 1479 01:14:35,430 --> 01:14:36,765 ♪ Mm-hmm ♪ 1480 01:14:36,849 --> 01:14:39,893 ♪ Now we're trying ♪ 1481 01:14:40,932 --> 01:14:43,184 ♪ Just to care ♪ 1482 01:14:44,611 --> 01:14:50,575 ♪ And I'm so tired... ♪ 1483 01:14:50,710 --> 01:14:52,795 ♪ But I know I'll make it ♪ 1484 01:14:52,879 --> 01:14:57,091 ♪ With you by my side ♪ 1485 01:15:00,094 --> 01:15:02,763 ♪ Yes, yes ♪ 1486 01:15:08,320 --> 01:15:10,739 ♪ Whoo... ♪ 1487 01:15:25,903 --> 01:15:27,738 (groans) 1488 01:15:38,055 --> 01:15:39,556 (sighs) 1489 01:15:50,579 --> 01:15:52,665 (exhales) 1490 01:15:54,826 --> 01:15:56,912 What are you doing here? 1491 01:15:56,995 --> 01:15:59,873 I'm looking after your son. 1492 01:15:59,978 --> 01:16:01,062 Otis? 1493 01:16:01,145 --> 01:16:02,480 (clears throat) Otis. 1494 01:16:02,563 --> 01:16:05,441 You fucked my son. 1495 01:16:05,521 --> 01:16:07,606 Mm-mm. 1496 01:16:07,690 --> 01:16:09,692 You fuck your son. 1497 01:16:09,774 --> 01:16:11,859 Get out of the fucking room, bitch. 1498 01:16:11,943 --> 01:16:13,444 (slap) 1499 01:16:13,545 --> 01:16:14,879 Goddamn it. 1500 01:16:14,963 --> 01:16:16,798 - (door slams) - (sighs) 1501 01:16:20,348 --> 01:16:21,558 (sighs) 1502 01:16:21,641 --> 01:16:23,643 Get my glasses. 1503 01:16:27,269 --> 01:16:29,354 Did you fuck that woman? 1504 01:16:29,455 --> 01:16:32,833 - She's just friendly. - She's just friendly? 1505 01:16:32,916 --> 01:16:34,752 She don't give a friendly fuck about you. 1506 01:16:34,835 --> 01:16:36,837 She don't give a... You think she gives 1507 01:16:36,920 --> 01:16:38,672 a friendly fuck about a victim? 1508 01:16:38,756 --> 01:16:41,508 - I'm not a victim. - No? You are a victim. 1509 01:16:41,592 --> 01:16:43,552 You're 12 fucking years old, man. 1510 01:16:43,632 --> 01:16:46,927 What do you think the fuck it is? (groans) 1511 01:16:47,011 --> 01:16:49,055 I love her. 1512 01:16:49,158 --> 01:16:52,036 (groans) Fuck you, you love her. 1513 01:16:52,119 --> 01:16:53,704 I do. 1514 01:16:53,803 --> 01:16:55,846 (belches) 1515 01:16:57,515 --> 01:16:58,682 Ooh... 1516 01:16:58,798 --> 01:17:00,716 (vomit splashes in toilet) 1517 01:17:00,800 --> 01:17:03,010 (grunts, coughs) 1518 01:17:03,094 --> 01:17:05,604 Love sells diapers, pal. 1519 01:17:05,606 --> 01:17:07,817 (objects clattering) 1520 01:17:07,900 --> 01:17:10,570 She holds my hand. You slap me in the face. 1521 01:17:10,655 --> 01:17:13,199 Well, I'm your father. You can't buy that shit. 1522 01:17:13,283 --> 01:17:16,327 - Yes, you can. I do. - Don't! 1523 01:17:16,407 --> 01:17:17,950 Don't fucking push me now. 1524 01:17:18,033 --> 01:17:19,910 I'm not scared of you. 1525 01:17:20,016 --> 01:17:21,267 Don't I know it. 1526 01:17:23,975 --> 01:17:26,186 Fuck this shit. 1527 01:17:28,104 --> 01:17:30,857 I don't want to be here no more. 1528 01:17:33,582 --> 01:17:35,375 You can't leave. 1529 01:17:35,459 --> 01:17:37,794 I can do what the fuck I want. I'm an adult. 1530 01:17:37,878 --> 01:17:40,047 You can't leave. 1531 01:17:41,256 --> 01:17:43,508 Fine. Take me with you. 1532 01:17:43,592 --> 01:17:45,594 Fuck off. 1533 01:17:47,638 --> 01:17:50,349 Call Tom. Get him to fucking pick up some applesauce. 1534 01:17:50,434 --> 01:17:52,728 - Go fuckin' camping, man. - Let me in, Dad. 1535 01:17:52,811 --> 01:17:54,688 Fuck off. You're in. 1536 01:17:54,785 --> 01:17:57,788 (wry chuckle) You're so fuckin' in. 1537 01:17:58,963 --> 01:18:00,422 (exhales) 1538 01:18:00,506 --> 01:18:03,384 You made it. 1539 01:18:03,461 --> 01:18:05,463 Hey-o! 1540 01:18:07,131 --> 01:18:09,550 I never could. Fuckin' congratulations. 1541 01:18:09,651 --> 01:18:11,653 Good on you, honey boy. 1542 01:18:16,285 --> 01:18:18,870 - None of it's real, though. - (chuckles): Yeah, well... 1543 01:18:18,951 --> 01:18:20,869 there it is there, isn't it? 1544 01:18:20,953 --> 01:18:23,080 None of it's real. 1545 01:18:27,395 --> 01:18:29,814 It's more valuable that way. 1546 01:18:31,984 --> 01:18:34,611 (sighs) That's my fucking advice. 1547 01:18:36,944 --> 01:18:39,864 That's my advice to you. That's my fatherly advice. 1548 01:18:39,964 --> 01:18:41,966 You picking up on that? 1549 01:18:46,053 --> 01:18:48,722 You chase the bullshit forever, man. 1550 01:18:48,806 --> 01:18:51,392 - Mom says that you... - (belches) Your mother says 1551 01:18:51,476 --> 01:18:53,853 a whole fuckin' lot of shit, your mother. 1552 01:18:53,951 --> 01:18:56,204 (wry chuckle) It's naive. 1553 01:18:57,747 --> 01:18:59,290 The real world... 1554 01:18:59,376 --> 01:19:02,420 truth is: wood fuckin' rots, man. 1555 01:19:02,504 --> 01:19:05,006 You know, stone crumbles. People fucking die. 1556 01:19:05,089 --> 01:19:07,091 That's the real world. The only thing 1557 01:19:07,174 --> 01:19:11,762 that's gonna live on is stories and fables and dreams. 1558 01:19:11,845 --> 01:19:14,098 I don't understand. 1559 01:19:14,197 --> 01:19:16,032 (belches) 1560 01:19:16,116 --> 01:19:18,326 You're 12 fuckin' years old. 1561 01:19:20,120 --> 01:19:22,080 I want to understand. 1562 01:19:22,163 --> 01:19:24,082 - I want stories. - I know. 1563 01:19:24,216 --> 01:19:26,135 Well, you get stories every week. 1564 01:19:26,218 --> 01:19:27,887 Pull 'em out the fucking envelope. 1565 01:19:27,970 --> 01:19:29,972 You don't need me for stories. 1566 01:19:30,019 --> 01:19:32,230 You make your own stories. 1567 01:19:41,195 --> 01:19:45,283 How do you think it feels... 1568 01:19:45,386 --> 01:19:48,139 for me to have my son talk to me 1569 01:19:48,222 --> 01:19:50,183 the way that you talk to me, 1570 01:19:50,266 --> 01:19:52,435 have my son paying me? 1571 01:19:55,020 --> 01:19:57,731 How do you think that feels? 1572 01:20:01,875 --> 01:20:05,504 You wouldn't be here if I didn't pay you. 1573 01:20:22,372 --> 01:20:24,165 (moans sadly) 1574 01:20:27,415 --> 01:20:29,251 (crying) 1575 01:20:37,111 --> 01:20:38,737 (sniffles) 1576 01:20:46,993 --> 01:20:49,245 (James takes deep breath) 1577 01:21:07,880 --> 01:21:09,757 Horse trade. 1578 01:21:11,175 --> 01:21:13,135 You stop putting me down. 1579 01:21:13,218 --> 01:21:15,387 You stop... 1580 01:21:15,438 --> 01:21:17,690 (sighs) you know, shitting on me, 1581 01:21:17,773 --> 01:21:22,153 and bringing up the past... I can't get out from under it... 1582 01:21:22,285 --> 01:21:23,953 and I'll... 1583 01:21:24,039 --> 01:21:26,708 teach you what I know, I'll give you what I have. 1584 01:21:29,293 --> 01:21:30,878 Okay. 1585 01:21:30,962 --> 01:21:33,506 Deal. 1586 01:21:39,319 --> 01:21:40,821 (kiss) 1587 01:21:43,906 --> 01:21:47,160 MORENO: There's no quick fix. 1588 01:21:48,369 --> 01:21:50,830 But you can start from here. 1589 01:21:52,623 --> 01:21:56,127 (birds chirping, chickens clucking) 1590 01:21:56,228 --> 01:21:59,064 You need to get rid of what doesn't work, Otis. 1591 01:22:02,691 --> 01:22:04,526 (clucking) 1592 01:22:07,111 --> 01:22:09,530 (sighs) I'm growing, son. 1593 01:22:10,594 --> 01:22:12,930 I know. I see it. 1594 01:22:13,013 --> 01:22:14,598 No, fuck you, you see it. 1595 01:22:14,679 --> 01:22:17,057 I'm growing marijuana on the side of the freeway. 1596 01:22:17,140 --> 01:22:20,185 Sinsemilla on the 101. 1597 01:22:20,269 --> 01:22:22,772 - Dad. - What? 1598 01:22:22,855 --> 01:22:25,399 - What if they catch you again? - Who's "they"? 1599 01:22:25,498 --> 01:22:28,084 OTIS: The police. The city. 1600 01:22:28,167 --> 01:22:30,127 JAMES: The city, they're watering it for me. 1601 01:22:30,209 --> 01:22:31,710 There's no tail. 1602 01:22:31,794 --> 01:22:33,128 This crop works, I'm gonna plant 1603 01:22:33,212 --> 01:22:34,880 the whole fucking freeway, and you and me 1604 01:22:34,961 --> 01:22:37,630 are gonna build a tree house on the fucking moon, buddy. 1605 01:22:40,112 --> 01:22:42,948 Trust me, honey boy. I'm your father. 1606 01:22:43,031 --> 01:22:44,741 (clicks tongue) 1607 01:22:48,451 --> 01:22:50,453 ♪ ♪ 1608 01:22:54,751 --> 01:22:56,878 JAMES: You know, the older you get, 1609 01:22:56,962 --> 01:22:59,881 you learn a couple things about life. 1610 01:22:59,981 --> 01:23:02,483 You get to know what you come from. 1611 01:23:04,317 --> 01:23:05,651 Now, what you come from is, 1612 01:23:05,735 --> 01:23:07,862 you come from a line of alcoholics, son. 1613 01:23:11,072 --> 01:23:13,742 JAMES: Look behind me. 1614 01:23:13,841 --> 01:23:16,010 - Didn't I promise you a tree house? - No. 1615 01:23:16,093 --> 01:23:18,012 I'm a man of my word is what I am. 1616 01:23:18,095 --> 01:23:19,597 Don't be shy. There you go. 1617 01:23:19,683 --> 01:23:22,353 (chuckles): Get in there. It's yours. 1618 01:23:22,436 --> 01:23:25,022 JAMES: A long line... 1619 01:23:25,102 --> 01:23:27,021 of good people who were hurting 1620 01:23:27,104 --> 01:23:29,315 and didn't know what the fuck to do. 1621 01:23:29,414 --> 01:23:31,708 So they drank a lot. 1622 01:23:33,293 --> 01:23:34,378 Here, touch it. 1623 01:23:34,465 --> 01:23:36,425 Come on, bring it up. 1624 01:23:36,509 --> 01:23:37,802 - Sticky. - Yes, sir. 1625 01:23:37,885 --> 01:23:39,428 Yeah, that's magical stuff there. 1626 01:23:39,508 --> 01:23:41,551 That's God right there, peckerwood. 1627 01:23:45,691 --> 01:23:49,277 JAMES: Every single one of us got a grudge. 1628 01:23:49,368 --> 01:23:50,703 - Hey, Dad! - Every single one of us 1629 01:23:50,786 --> 01:23:53,622 got somebody that fucked us over. 1630 01:23:58,630 --> 01:24:00,340 (chicken clucks) 1631 01:24:00,437 --> 01:24:03,815 And I know you got one... 1632 01:24:03,898 --> 01:24:06,443 and you got to lay the grudge down, 1633 01:24:06,526 --> 01:24:09,195 or it's gonna fuckin' kill you. 1634 01:24:13,033 --> 01:24:14,744 Hey, Ruby. 1635 01:24:16,136 --> 01:24:18,263 ♪ ♪ 1636 01:24:34,795 --> 01:24:37,547 ♪ ♪ 1637 01:24:52,571 --> 01:24:55,741 ♪ ♪ 1638 01:25:01,382 --> 01:25:03,300 - Okay, put your hands up. - (hacking) 1639 01:25:03,384 --> 01:25:05,427 (laughs): Put your hands up. Oh, no. 1640 01:25:09,403 --> 01:25:12,155 JAMES: You know, a seed 1641 01:25:12,239 --> 01:25:15,784 has to totally destroy itself to become a flower. 1642 01:25:17,037 --> 01:25:20,207 That's a violent act, honey boy. 1643 01:25:32,526 --> 01:25:34,528 ♪ ♪ 1644 01:25:50,028 --> 01:25:52,864 Nobody's mad at me anymore. 1645 01:25:56,459 --> 01:25:59,462 - Huh. - That's all I ever wanted. 1646 01:26:04,090 --> 01:26:05,925 - (chicken clucking) - (sighs) 1647 01:26:06,008 --> 01:26:08,261 You'll get there, too. 1648 01:26:20,716 --> 01:26:22,968 I'm gonna make a movie about you. 1649 01:26:24,010 --> 01:26:26,471 You're making a movie about me? 1650 01:26:30,225 --> 01:26:33,729 Well, make me look good, honey boy. 1651 01:26:39,423 --> 01:26:42,426 ♪ ♪ 1652 01:27:03,672 --> 01:27:06,675 ♪ ♪ 1653 01:27:16,032 --> 01:27:19,786 (intro to Bob Dylan's "All I Really Want to Do" playing) 1654 01:27:19,836 --> 01:27:21,546 ♪ I ain't lookin' ♪ 1655 01:27:21,629 --> 01:27:24,131 ♪ To compete with you ♪ 1656 01:27:24,216 --> 01:27:25,801 ♪ Beat or cheat ♪ 1657 01:27:25,884 --> 01:27:28,220 ♪ Or mistreat you ♪ 1658 01:27:28,303 --> 01:27:30,055 ♪ Simplify you ♪ 1659 01:27:30,137 --> 01:27:31,764 ♪ Classify you ♪ 1660 01:27:31,848 --> 01:27:33,766 ♪ Deny, defy ♪ 1661 01:27:33,850 --> 01:27:36,060 ♪ Or crucify you ♪ 1662 01:27:36,144 --> 01:27:38,146 ♪ All I ♪ 1663 01:27:38,230 --> 01:27:39,356 ♪ Really ♪ 1664 01:27:39,457 --> 01:27:42,919 ♪ Want to do ♪ 1665 01:27:43,003 --> 01:27:46,923 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1666 01:27:47,005 --> 01:27:49,507 (harmonica and guitar playing) 1667 01:27:50,383 --> 01:27:55,383 Subtitles by sub.Trader Corrected by explosiveskull 1668 01:27:59,868 --> 01:28:02,370 ♪ No, and I ain't lookin' ♪ 1669 01:28:02,454 --> 01:28:04,664 ♪ To fight with you ♪ 1670 01:28:04,748 --> 01:28:06,333 ♪ Frighten you ♪ 1671 01:28:06,416 --> 01:28:08,835 (laughs): ♪ Or uptighten you ♪ 1672 01:28:08,936 --> 01:28:10,729 ♪ Drag you down ♪ 1673 01:28:10,812 --> 01:28:13,065 ♪ Or drain you down ♪ 1674 01:28:13,148 --> 01:28:14,858 ♪ Chain you down ♪ 1675 01:28:14,939 --> 01:28:17,316 ♪ Or bring you down ♪ 1676 01:28:17,399 --> 01:28:19,234 ♪ All I ♪ 1677 01:28:19,322 --> 01:28:20,698 ♪ Really ♪ 1678 01:28:20,782 --> 01:28:24,035 ♪ Want to do ♪ 1679 01:28:24,134 --> 01:28:27,137 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1680 01:28:27,221 --> 01:28:29,431 (harmonica and guitar playing) 1681 01:28:38,521 --> 01:28:40,398 ♪ I ain't lookin' ♪ 1682 01:28:40,497 --> 01:28:42,416 ♪ To block you up ♪ 1683 01:28:42,499 --> 01:28:44,209 ♪ Shock or knock ♪ 1684 01:28:44,294 --> 01:28:46,714 ♪ Or lock you up ♪ 1685 01:28:46,797 --> 01:28:48,716 ♪ Analyze you ♪ 1686 01:28:48,799 --> 01:28:50,801 ♪ Categorize you ♪ 1687 01:28:50,881 --> 01:28:52,675 ♪ Finalize you ♪ 1688 01:28:52,758 --> 01:28:54,927 ♪ Or advertise you ♪ 1689 01:28:55,013 --> 01:28:56,848 ♪ All I ♪ 1690 01:28:56,931 --> 01:28:58,266 ♪ Really ♪ 1691 01:28:58,349 --> 01:29:01,769 ♪ Want to do ♪ 1692 01:29:01,871 --> 01:29:05,458 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1693 01:29:05,542 --> 01:29:07,919 (harmonica and guitar playing) 1694 01:29:18,650 --> 01:29:20,652 ♪ All I ♪ 1695 01:29:20,735 --> 01:29:21,986 ♪ Really ♪ 1696 01:29:22,070 --> 01:29:24,947 ♪ Want to do ♪ 1697 01:29:25,038 --> 01:29:28,875 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1698 01:29:28,958 --> 01:29:31,377 (harmonica and guitar playing) 1699 01:29:46,878 --> 01:29:48,630 ♪ I don't want ♪ 1700 01:29:48,713 --> 01:29:50,590 ♪ To meet your kin ♪ 1701 01:29:50,676 --> 01:29:52,553 ♪ Make you spin ♪ 1702 01:29:52,636 --> 01:29:54,680 ♪ Or do you in ♪ 1703 01:29:54,760 --> 01:29:56,804 ♪ Or select you ♪ 1704 01:29:56,887 --> 01:29:58,889 ♪ Or dissect you ♪ 1705 01:29:58,973 --> 01:30:00,975 ♪ Or inspect you ♪ 1706 01:30:01,070 --> 01:30:02,822 ♪ Or reject you ♪ 1707 01:30:02,905 --> 01:30:04,866 ♪ All I ♪ 1708 01:30:04,954 --> 01:30:06,164 ♪ Really ♪ 1709 01:30:06,247 --> 01:30:09,458 ♪ Want to do ♪ 1710 01:30:09,541 --> 01:30:12,878 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you ♪ 1711 01:30:12,961 --> 01:30:15,380 (harmonica and guitar playing) 1712 01:30:24,740 --> 01:30:26,742 ♪ ♪ 1713 01:30:37,557 --> 01:30:39,267 ♪ I don't want ♪ 1714 01:30:39,323 --> 01:30:41,617 ♪ To fake you out ♪ 1715 01:30:41,700 --> 01:30:43,035 ♪ Take or shake ♪ 1716 01:30:43,118 --> 01:30:45,412 ♪ Or forsake you out ♪ 1717 01:30:45,527 --> 01:30:46,987 ♪ I ain't lookin' ♪ 1718 01:30:47,070 --> 01:30:49,531 ♪ For you to feel like me ♪ 1719 01:30:49,631 --> 01:30:51,174 ♪ See like me ♪ 1720 01:30:51,258 --> 01:30:53,468 (laughs): ♪ Or be like me ♪ 1721 01:30:53,552 --> 01:30:54,970 ♪ All I ♪ 1722 01:30:55,051 --> 01:30:56,428 ♪ Really ♪ 1723 01:30:56,511 --> 01:31:00,098 ♪ Want to do ♪ 1724 01:31:00,183 --> 01:31:03,311 ♪ Is, baby, be friends with you. ♪ 1725 01:31:03,395 --> 01:31:05,814 (harmonica and guitar playing) 1726 01:31:09,541 --> 01:31:11,918 (song fades) 1727 01:31:13,128 --> 01:31:15,547 (objects rattling, clacking) 1728 01:31:20,943 --> 01:31:22,945 ♪ ♪ 1729 01:31:45,400 --> 01:31:47,820 ♪ ♪ 1730 01:32:17,381 --> 01:32:19,800 ♪ ♪ 1731 01:32:49,694 --> 01:32:52,072 ♪ ♪ 1732 01:33:22,509 --> 01:33:24,928 ♪ ♪ 1733 01:33:29,619 --> 01:33:31,038 (music ends) 1734 01:33:31,121 --> 01:33:33,623 (chicken clucking) 1735 01:33:33,707 --> 01:33:35,125 (wings flutter) 1736 01:33:40,796 --> 01:33:42,882 (chicken clucks, flutters wings)