1 00:00:07,244 --> 00:00:08,613 ♪ Whoo-hoo-hoo... ♪ 2 00:00:09,079 --> 00:00:13,652 I don't understand why we have to drive seven hours to see a psychiatrist. 3 00:00:14,952 --> 00:00:19,983 Because... we want the best care possible for you. 4 00:00:19,983 --> 00:00:22,157 When Jules was eleven years old, 5 00:00:22,157 --> 00:00:23,295 her mother took her on a road trip. 6 00:00:32,034 --> 00:00:34,173 ♪ Whoo-hoo-hoo ♪ 7 00:00:43,543 --> 00:00:45,384 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 8 00:00:45,749 --> 00:00:49,388 - Wasn't Dali, like, a sexual predator? - Was he? 9 00:00:50,287 --> 00:00:51,787 I hadn't heard that before. 10 00:00:51,787 --> 00:00:53,823 Would you like me to take it down? 11 00:00:53,823 --> 00:00:56,225 No. It's a cool painting. 12 00:00:56,225 --> 00:00:59,394 It is a cool painting. 13 00:00:59,394 --> 00:01:00,829 He was actually really sweet, though. 14 00:01:00,829 --> 00:01:03,764 They talked for over an hour, 15 00:01:03,764 --> 00:01:06,368 and only later did Jules realize that she hadn't lied once. 16 00:01:06,368 --> 00:01:09,471 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 17 00:01:09,471 --> 00:01:13,007 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 18 00:01:13,007 --> 00:01:16,448 After the session, they wanted to give her a tour of the Unit. 19 00:01:20,984 --> 00:01:23,884 - Well, what's the Unit? - Dr. Kay: Think of it like a second home, 20 00:01:23,884 --> 00:01:27,022 where children can learn how to feel better about themselves. 21 00:01:27,022 --> 00:01:28,691 Okay. 22 00:01:28,691 --> 00:01:30,626 Let me give you a tour. 23 00:01:33,295 --> 00:01:35,692 So, this is our common area, 24 00:01:35,692 --> 00:01:37,833 where we have group sessions, 25 00:01:37,833 --> 00:01:40,202 watch movies, play games, 26 00:01:40,202 --> 00:01:42,270 have art class. 27 00:01:42,270 --> 00:01:46,174 Um, on Tuesdays we have canine therapy. 28 00:01:46,174 --> 00:01:49,110 Uh, Thursdays we have music therapy. 29 00:01:55,350 --> 00:01:58,723 Dr. Kay! - Allan! 30 00:01:59,423 --> 00:02:00,525 Suck my dick, you fucking cunt! 31 00:02:03,494 --> 00:02:07,391 - Dr. Kay: Allan! 32 00:02:09,430 --> 00:02:11,995 Dr. Kay: Usually there's two to a room, 33 00:02:11,995 --> 00:02:15,437 depending on how many patients are with us. 34 00:02:15,437 --> 00:02:18,206 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 35 00:02:18,206 --> 00:02:20,676 ♪ Whoo-ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪ 36 00:02:20,676 --> 00:02:22,311 So the kids live here? 37 00:02:22,311 --> 00:02:25,213 For short periods of time. 38 00:02:25,213 --> 00:02:27,786 And this is the quiet room. 39 00:02:29,286 --> 00:02:32,187 I'm gonna fucking rape you, Dr. Kay! 40 00:02:32,187 --> 00:02:33,721 - You just bought yourself 41 00:02:33,721 --> 00:02:37,659 another 30 minutes in the quiet room, Jesse. 42 00:02:37,659 --> 00:02:39,361 It was around then when Jules thought 43 00:02:39,361 --> 00:02:40,663 she had just about had enough of the tour. 44 00:02:40,663 --> 00:02:42,931 I think I wanna go home. 45 00:02:42,931 --> 00:02:45,333 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 46 00:02:45,333 --> 00:02:47,969 And that's when Jules realized, 47 00:02:47,969 --> 00:02:50,539 this wasn't a tour at all. 48 00:02:50,539 --> 00:02:53,441 It was an elaborate plan to admit her 49 00:02:53,441 --> 00:02:55,211 to a fucking psychiatric hospital. 50 00:02:55,211 --> 00:02:58,013 Mom! Mom! 51 00:02:58,013 --> 00:03:00,483 No, no, no, no, no! 52 00:03:00,483 --> 00:03:06,921 No! No! No! 53 00:03:06,921 --> 00:03:08,490 During the ensuing struggle, Jules accidentally 54 00:03:08,490 --> 00:03:10,492 scratched an RA across the face, 55 00:03:10,492 --> 00:03:12,264 which she felt really guilty about. 56 00:03:14,298 --> 00:03:17,569 But quickly, that guilt turned into anger... 57 00:03:19,270 --> 00:03:22,138 and that anger, into defeat. 58 00:03:24,039 --> 00:03:26,374 Hi. I'm Jules. 59 00:03:26,374 --> 00:03:29,278 - How are you feeling? Better. 60 00:03:29,278 --> 00:03:31,312 Good. Good. 61 00:03:31,312 --> 00:03:35,116 Why don't you tell the group a little about yourself and why you're here. 62 00:03:35,116 --> 00:03:36,618 I don't know. 63 00:03:36,618 --> 00:03:41,123 Maybe because I was, like, sad for a really long time. 64 00:03:41,123 --> 00:03:42,691 What do you mean by a long time? 65 00:03:42,691 --> 00:03:45,827 Maybe since I was seven or eight or something. 66 00:03:45,827 --> 00:03:49,164 And I've been to see, like, a bunch of doctors. 67 00:03:49,164 --> 00:03:51,033 I've been on, like, a bunch of medications, 68 00:03:51,033 --> 00:03:53,368 but nothing's really helped, so... 69 00:03:53,368 --> 00:03:55,703 Maybe these mitts will do the trick. 70 00:03:55,703 --> 00:03:59,578 - And, Jules, do you self-injure? 71 00:04:00,944 --> 00:04:04,046 The truth was, Jules hated herself. 72 00:04:06,715 --> 00:04:07,953 She hated how her brain worked... 73 00:04:08,987 --> 00:04:13,055 the way it would get stuck on a thought, 74 00:04:13,055 --> 00:04:14,359 -like choking. 75 00:04:19,063 --> 00:04:22,697 All right. Keep present. 76 00:04:22,697 --> 00:04:25,034 And it would just play on an infinite loop, 77 00:04:25,034 --> 00:04:27,202 until she couldn't think 78 00:04:27,202 --> 00:04:28,731 or breathe or stand to be alive. 79 00:04:28,731 --> 00:04:32,340 This is hard, Jules. You're going to get through it, okay? 80 00:04:32,340 --> 00:04:34,409 She didn't just hate her brain, though. 81 00:04:34,409 --> 00:04:37,279 She hated her body, not every part, 82 00:04:37,279 --> 00:04:39,348 just her shoulders, and her arms, 83 00:04:39,348 --> 00:04:41,749 and her hands. 84 00:04:41,749 --> 00:04:44,553 Also her chest, her stomach, her thighs. 85 00:04:44,553 --> 00:04:46,854 Her knees were the worst. 86 00:04:46,854 --> 00:04:49,124 Plus her ankles, and her big, fucking, stupid feet. 87 00:04:52,794 --> 00:04:55,997 She hated her life, not because it was bad, 88 00:04:55,997 --> 00:04:58,467 but because when you hate your brain and your body, 89 00:04:58,467 --> 00:05:01,336 it's hard to enjoy the rest. 90 00:05:01,336 --> 00:05:05,768 So, Jules developed a few coping mechanisms. 91 00:05:05,768 --> 00:05:07,143 None of them healthy, and a few scary enough to land her in... 92 00:05:11,716 --> 00:05:15,318 So, how are you liking the Unit? 93 00:05:15,318 --> 00:05:16,888 It's okay. 94 00:05:17,687 --> 00:05:20,759 - Are you making any friends? - Not really. 95 00:05:21,859 --> 00:05:23,954 Well, that'll change. 96 00:05:23,954 --> 00:05:26,398 Wait. Can you leave me the rest? 97 00:05:28,967 --> 00:05:30,569 Sure. 98 00:05:58,395 --> 00:06:01,766 - This guy did some damage. Allan? 99 00:06:02,734 --> 00:06:05,100 I did something really stupid. 100 00:06:05,100 --> 00:06:07,470 Is everything okay? 101 00:06:07,470 --> 00:06:09,641 I'm so sorry. 102 00:06:10,241 --> 00:06:12,444 Please don't be mad at me. 103 00:06:14,178 --> 00:06:17,580 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 104 00:06:17,580 --> 00:06:20,448 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 105 00:06:20,448 --> 00:06:23,752 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 106 00:06:23,752 --> 00:06:25,721 Eventually Jules got better and came home. 107 00:06:25,721 --> 00:06:29,491 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 108 00:06:29,491 --> 00:06:32,194 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 109 00:06:32,194 --> 00:06:33,665 But her mom got worse and went away. 110 00:06:34,364 --> 00:06:38,133 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪ 111 00:06:38,133 --> 00:06:41,669 And her dad quit his job to be closer to home, 112 00:06:41,669 --> 00:06:44,706 which she liked, 'cause she loved her dad. 113 00:06:44,706 --> 00:06:48,010 By 13, she started to transition. 114 00:06:48,010 --> 00:06:52,114 And by 16, Jules had gotten a little slutty. 115 00:06:52,114 --> 00:06:54,249 And every guy was the same: 116 00:06:54,249 --> 00:06:57,452 cis, white, married, 117 00:06:57,452 --> 00:07:00,122 engaged, in long-term relationships, 118 00:07:00,122 --> 00:07:00,956 and always, always... 119 00:07:00,956 --> 00:07:04,763 I mean, I'm a hundred percent straight. 120 00:07:06,264 --> 00:07:08,600 Um, cool. 121 00:07:10,602 --> 00:07:12,704 So do you like top? 122 00:07:13,905 --> 00:07:16,538 - No. - Cool. 123 00:07:16,538 --> 00:07:18,877 'Cause that's, like, not my thing. 124 00:07:19,610 --> 00:07:23,211 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 125 00:07:23,211 --> 00:07:25,714 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪ 126 00:07:25,714 --> 00:07:29,351 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 127 00:07:29,351 --> 00:07:32,520 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 128 00:07:32,520 --> 00:07:35,390 Some were sweet. Some were weird. 129 00:07:35,390 --> 00:07:37,292 And a few were aggressive. 130 00:07:37,292 --> 00:07:39,731 Spit. 131 00:07:42,032 --> 00:07:44,866 And whenever anything got too uncomfortable... 132 00:07:48,336 --> 00:07:50,806 ...Jules would just imagine that she wasn't really herself, 133 00:07:50,806 --> 00:07:53,976 and this wasn't really her life. 134 00:07:53,976 --> 00:07:58,413 She was just a character in a book or a movie or a show. 135 00:07:58,413 --> 00:08:02,783 That none of it was real, and if it was, how did it matter? 136 00:08:02,783 --> 00:08:03,719 It's not like her body ever really belonged to her in the first place. 137 00:08:08,857 --> 00:08:11,196 But fuck it. She'd save it for the memoirs. 138 00:08:13,831 --> 00:08:18,433 'Cause that was the night she met her new best friend. 139 00:08:18,433 --> 00:08:20,603 And although she had never really been in a relationship 140 00:08:20,603 --> 00:08:23,805 or even in, like, love, 141 00:08:23,805 --> 00:08:27,375 she imagined spending the rest of her life with her. 142 00:08:27,375 --> 00:08:30,645 How they'd live together in some shitty New York apartment, 143 00:08:30,645 --> 00:08:34,415 and maybe date other people, but always sleep in the same bed. 144 00:08:34,415 --> 00:08:37,486 She even said it to her once, which was probably a mistake, 145 00:08:37,486 --> 00:08:39,291 for, like, a lot of reasons. 146 00:08:41,125 --> 00:08:44,726 Plus, that was before she fell for Tyler, 147 00:08:44,726 --> 00:08:47,929 like, hard, like, really hard. 148 00:08:52,604 --> 00:08:54,837 What are you smiling about? 149 00:08:54,837 --> 00:08:58,538 I don't know. Just... life. 150 00:09:01,780 --> 00:09:06,581 ♪ I never felt so alone ♪ 151 00:09:06,581 --> 00:09:09,221 ♪ Felt so alone, no, no, no ♪ 152 00:09:12,356 --> 00:09:16,925 ♪ And I never felt so alone ♪ 153 00:09:16,925 --> 00:09:19,598 ♪ Felt so alone, no, no, no ♪ 154 00:09:20,930 --> 00:09:23,268 There's nothing I'm really passionate about. 155 00:09:24,168 --> 00:09:28,671 You know, like, I'm not dying to say or do anything, really. 156 00:09:28,671 --> 00:09:30,838 And every time I admit that to people, 157 00:09:30,838 --> 00:09:33,541 they're like, "Oh, my gosh, that's so sad." But... 158 00:09:33,541 --> 00:09:36,211 I think that's the case for most people. 159 00:09:36,211 --> 00:09:40,481 You know? Like, when I look at my mom or... 160 00:09:40,481 --> 00:09:42,217 like, the kids at my school-- 161 00:09:42,217 --> 00:09:46,391 like, their profiles or their posts and their Tumblr rants... 162 00:09:47,124 --> 00:09:52,560 you realize they're all just fucked up, too... and lost. 163 00:09:52,560 --> 00:09:55,964 They just have a reason to mask it... 164 00:09:55,964 --> 00:09:58,733 whether it be, like, their, their families 165 00:09:58,733 --> 00:10:02,874 or their boyfriends or their hashtag activism. 166 00:10:04,008 --> 00:10:07,108 And they're just reaching for something 167 00:10:07,108 --> 00:10:09,544 - to make it all seem meaningful. - Rue... 168 00:10:09,544 --> 00:10:11,479 But sometimes I just sit and think... 169 00:10:11,479 --> 00:10:13,348 - Rue. Rue. - ...like, what's the point? 170 00:10:13,348 --> 00:10:15,717 Rue, I don't give a shit. 171 00:10:15,717 --> 00:10:18,357 - Why'd you call me? - Honestly... 172 00:10:19,890 --> 00:10:22,894 I didn't really have anybody else to call. 173 00:10:25,997 --> 00:10:28,800 Well, what happened to make you call? 174 00:10:30,902 --> 00:10:32,237 Um... 175 00:10:38,037 --> 00:10:39,411 you know... 176 00:10:43,682 --> 00:10:44,880 just like... 177 00:10:44,880 --> 00:10:47,449 Open the fucking door! 178 00:10:47,449 --> 00:10:48,720 Fuck! 179 00:10:50,588 --> 00:10:52,287 ...just the usual bullshit. 180 00:10:52,287 --> 00:10:56,395 Rue, you know that drug addicts don't reach out for help 181 00:10:57,256 --> 00:10:59,231 unless there's no options. 182 00:11:00,198 --> 00:11:01,901 So what happened? 183 00:11:06,705 --> 00:11:08,207 Um... 184 00:11:09,273 --> 00:11:10,973 I was with my best friend. 185 00:11:10,973 --> 00:11:13,408 Okay, well, she's-- I mean, she's a new friend, 186 00:11:13,408 --> 00:11:15,747 but we hang out every day. 187 00:11:16,246 --> 00:11:17,849 And, um... 188 00:11:19,449 --> 00:11:22,552 It's stupid. It's stupid. 189 00:11:22,552 --> 00:11:24,723 What? - I just... 190 00:11:26,791 --> 00:11:31,130 I misread... the whole situation. 191 00:11:32,729 --> 00:11:35,531 And now it's gonna be really, really, really... 192 00:11:35,531 --> 00:11:37,800 really fucking awkward. 193 00:11:37,800 --> 00:11:40,869 And I guess that 194 00:11:40,869 --> 00:11:43,971 hanging out with her was... 195 00:11:43,971 --> 00:11:48,247 was the best thing that's happened to me in a while, so... 196 00:11:50,348 --> 00:11:53,852 Does the way in which you feel about her remind you of anything? 197 00:11:55,385 --> 00:11:59,988 - What do you mean? - You know, like... the obsession, 198 00:11:59,988 --> 00:12:03,395 the feelings, the withdrawal. 199 00:12:05,464 --> 00:12:07,066 What, like drugs? 200 00:12:08,200 --> 00:12:09,234 Bingo. 201 00:12:10,134 --> 00:12:12,771 Okay, but this is a good thing. 202 00:12:13,470 --> 00:12:18,077 Didn't drugs feel real good the first time you tried 'em? 203 00:12:29,187 --> 00:12:30,289 Shit. 204 00:12:38,762 --> 00:12:43,432 ♪ Everybody now is doin' their thing ♪ 205 00:12:43,432 --> 00:12:46,502 Yeah. It's gon' be a good night, tonight, man. 206 00:12:46,502 --> 00:12:48,207 Let's get this money. 207 00:12:49,839 --> 00:12:55,077 ♪ If you wanna have a good time ♪ 208 00:12:55,077 --> 00:12:58,683 ♪ Just grab your partner and step on a line ♪ 209 00:12:59,016 --> 00:13:00,716 What's good, bro? 210 00:13:00,716 --> 00:13:02,317 Fuck. 211 00:13:02,317 --> 00:13:04,487 You wanna go on the Gravitron? - Uh, no. 212 00:13:04,487 --> 00:13:05,688 - The Ferris wheel? - Nope. 213 00:13:05,688 --> 00:13:07,455 - Why? Because I don't wanna die. 214 00:13:07,455 --> 00:13:11,427 Where are you? I'm standing by the fucking Ferris wheel. 215 00:13:11,427 --> 00:13:13,762 I don't see you. 216 00:13:13,762 --> 00:13:16,498 Why do you always do this to me? 217 00:13:19,868 --> 00:13:22,838 Whoa! Whoa! Aah! We're gonna die, die! 218 00:13:22,838 --> 00:13:26,075 Oh, my God. 219 00:13:26,075 --> 00:13:29,011 - Stop! Stop! 220 00:13:29,011 --> 00:13:31,680 Stop! You're rocking the fucking thing. 221 00:13:31,680 --> 00:13:34,250 - You're rocking-- - Oh, my God. 222 00:13:36,118 --> 00:13:38,787 Yo, are you at this Ferris wheel or that Ferris wheel? 223 00:13:38,787 --> 00:13:41,123 Well, how the fuck am I supposed to know which one you're at? 224 00:13:41,123 --> 00:13:42,892 You don't fucking tell me-- 225 00:13:42,892 --> 00:13:44,459 Yeah, I know, I know. I'm on my way. I-- 226 00:13:44,459 --> 00:13:47,396 How am I supposed to know that there's two Ferris wheels? 227 00:13:50,101 --> 00:13:52,467 - Yo, why are dressed like a hooker? What? 228 00:13:52,467 --> 00:13:55,070 Jesus Christ, Maddy. I'm here with my parents. 229 00:13:55,070 --> 00:13:57,539 - So what? It's the carnival. - No. It's the chili cook-off. 230 00:13:57,539 --> 00:14:00,609 It's very important. I can't have you hanging out at the booth dressed like that. 231 00:14:00,609 --> 00:14:02,143 Yeah, well maybe it'll sell better. 232 00:14:02,143 --> 00:14:04,680 Yo, this isn't a fucking joke, okay? 233 00:14:04,680 --> 00:14:06,248 Why are you being like this? 234 00:14:06,248 --> 00:14:10,222 - Listen, my parents already don't like you. - What? 235 00:14:11,489 --> 00:14:13,722 Go home, get changed, 236 00:14:13,722 --> 00:14:16,929 and come back looking like a person. Fuck. 237 00:14:23,734 --> 00:14:25,834 Well, did you break up again? No. 238 00:14:25,834 --> 00:14:27,803 - Looks like you broke up again. - No, we didn't. 239 00:14:27,803 --> 00:14:30,640 If you ask me, she's a distraction. 240 00:14:32,974 --> 00:14:35,077 Hurry up, guy, go! 241 00:14:35,077 --> 00:14:38,214 Oh! - Ew! 242 00:14:43,422 --> 00:14:45,090 Hold on. 243 00:14:45,990 --> 00:14:48,193 Oh, my God. Jules! 244 00:14:49,294 --> 00:14:50,429 Come! 245 00:14:53,430 --> 00:14:56,435 Hands and feet inside the ride unless you want to die. 246 00:15:02,339 --> 00:15:04,273 - Hey. - Hey. 247 00:15:04,273 --> 00:15:06,675 I'm really fucking scared. 248 00:15:09,311 --> 00:15:10,911 Oh, no! 249 00:15:49,921 --> 00:15:51,682 - Hi. - Hey. 250 00:15:51,682 --> 00:15:54,159 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 251 00:15:56,293 --> 00:16:00,196 Um, I think she's in love with her. 252 00:16:00,196 --> 00:16:01,892 Really? 253 00:16:01,892 --> 00:16:05,366 Yeah, like... Rue is in love with Jules, I think. 254 00:16:05,366 --> 00:16:09,008 Are you mad at me? - No. No, no. 255 00:16:10,509 --> 00:16:12,508 Are you mad at me? 256 00:16:12,508 --> 00:16:14,810 - No. - Okay. 257 00:16:14,810 --> 00:16:16,707 Don't you think? 258 00:16:16,707 --> 00:16:18,847 I hadn't really thought about it. 259 00:16:18,847 --> 00:16:21,583 Oh. I don't know. 260 00:16:21,583 --> 00:16:24,452 Can we just pretend like what I did wasn't super-weird? 261 00:16:24,452 --> 00:16:27,823 - It wasn't weird. It-- - It was weird, but... 262 00:16:27,823 --> 00:16:30,162 we don't have to talk about it. 263 00:16:31,596 --> 00:16:33,295 Talk about what? 264 00:16:33,295 --> 00:16:36,064 - Nothing. - Right. 265 00:16:36,064 --> 00:16:40,002 Okay, um... Anyway, I'm gonna go catch some friends. 266 00:16:40,002 --> 00:16:42,002 - All right. - Okay. 267 00:16:52,750 --> 00:16:54,683 - Uh-oh. Mr. Jacobs. - Oh! 268 00:16:54,683 --> 00:16:56,317 - Stingray McKay. - I see you-- 269 00:16:56,317 --> 00:16:58,349 - I see what you got going on over here. All right, chili. 270 00:16:58,349 --> 00:16:59,488 Let me get some. 271 00:16:59,488 --> 00:17:01,957 - Yo, what's up, brother? - How you doin', man? 272 00:17:01,957 --> 00:17:03,328 Yo. 273 00:17:04,728 --> 00:17:07,628 What are you... Are you guys, like, in a relationship? 274 00:17:07,628 --> 00:17:10,494 - Nah, we're just chillin'. Are you just chillin'? 275 00:17:10,494 --> 00:17:12,535 Yeah, we're chillin'. 276 00:17:12,535 --> 00:17:14,970 Okay. 277 00:17:14,970 --> 00:17:17,806 - Okay. - Why haven't I seen you on the field? 278 00:17:17,806 --> 00:17:19,241 Uh... (chuckles). 279 00:17:19,241 --> 00:17:21,676 Just freshmen got to earn their due, that's all. 280 00:17:21,676 --> 00:17:25,317 You take that attitude, you'll spend the rest of your life on the bench. 281 00:17:26,683 --> 00:17:29,918 It's really not that big of a deal, Mr. Jacobs. It's just the first season. 282 00:17:29,918 --> 00:17:31,353 No, it is a big deal. 283 00:17:31,353 --> 00:17:33,955 You got one of the best slide-steps I've ever seen. 284 00:17:33,955 --> 00:17:35,557 You've got promise. You've got talent. 285 00:17:35,557 --> 00:17:37,358 You're not pushing yourself hard enough. 286 00:17:37,358 --> 00:17:39,627 Dad, I think McKay's gonna be just fine. 287 00:17:39,627 --> 00:17:41,864 I'm just trying to help him keep a girl like her. 288 00:17:44,964 --> 00:17:47,435 Why? It's not like we're in a relationship. 289 00:17:47,435 --> 00:17:50,375 - Plus, I don't even care about football. - Whoa. 290 00:17:51,743 --> 00:17:53,976 It's not just football. 291 00:17:53,976 --> 00:17:55,510 It's life. 292 00:17:55,510 --> 00:17:57,746 It's about maintaining your focus. 293 00:17:57,746 --> 00:18:01,350 It's about putting your all into everything you do. 294 00:18:01,350 --> 00:18:04,052 Why do you think I have the business I have? 295 00:18:04,052 --> 00:18:06,188 Why do think I have the family I have? 296 00:18:06,188 --> 00:18:08,289 The success that I have? 297 00:18:08,289 --> 00:18:10,458 Why do think this chili 298 00:18:10,458 --> 00:18:14,029 has been voted best chili in the county five years in a row? 299 00:18:14,029 --> 00:18:16,135 'Cause you refuse to lose. 300 00:18:18,002 --> 00:18:19,434 No. 301 00:18:19,434 --> 00:18:22,374 It's about who you want to become in the world. 302 00:18:23,040 --> 00:18:25,310 I'm just lookin' out for you. 303 00:18:27,845 --> 00:18:29,611 - Bye. - Cassie. 304 00:18:29,611 --> 00:18:32,884 What the fuck is her problem? - Come on, bro. 305 00:18:38,422 --> 00:18:40,892 Yo, Cass. Cass. 306 00:18:41,693 --> 00:18:43,058 Cass, stop. 307 00:18:43,058 --> 00:18:45,126 Why would you say that? 308 00:18:45,126 --> 00:18:46,861 That we're just chillin'? 309 00:18:46,861 --> 00:18:49,097 It's not that big of a deal, Cass. It's a figure of speech. 310 00:18:49,097 --> 00:18:51,027 - It is a big deal. - It's really not. 311 00:18:51,027 --> 00:18:53,035 You literally just told me that you loved me. 312 00:18:53,035 --> 00:18:54,735 What does that have to do with anything? 313 00:18:54,735 --> 00:18:57,706 You just told Nate that we're not even in a fucking relationship. 314 00:18:57,706 --> 00:19:00,476 That's because I know the guy. He's just gonna talk shit. 315 00:19:00,476 --> 00:19:03,613 - Like what? - Like about you. 316 00:19:03,613 --> 00:19:05,280 Or whatever, Cassie. 317 00:19:05,280 --> 00:19:07,652 What do you mean, whatever? 318 00:19:08,252 --> 00:19:10,455 Like whatever the fuck you've done. 319 00:19:12,122 --> 00:19:14,293 What have I done, McKay? 320 00:19:15,259 --> 00:19:17,425 Look, I don't want to talk about this right now, Cass. 321 00:19:17,425 --> 00:19:19,094 We're in the middle of a fucking carnival. 322 00:19:19,094 --> 00:19:21,161 I don't know what you're talking about. 323 00:19:25,969 --> 00:19:29,341 It's not like it's that big of a fucking secret, Cassie. 324 00:19:33,745 --> 00:19:35,410 You know what? It's cool. 325 00:19:35,410 --> 00:19:39,384 We should just call it a night. I gotta get back, anyway. 326 00:19:52,997 --> 00:19:55,029 So, what you was lookin' for? 327 00:19:55,029 --> 00:19:59,238 - Molly. - Oh. She over there workin' at the pretzel stand. 328 00:19:59,704 --> 00:20:01,273 Thank you. 329 00:20:09,314 --> 00:20:10,983 Hey. 330 00:20:11,481 --> 00:20:13,549 - Hey. - You're not having fun? 331 00:20:13,549 --> 00:20:15,921 - No. - Yeah, me, neither. 332 00:20:16,921 --> 00:20:18,723 You wanna do Molly? 333 00:20:19,756 --> 00:20:23,358 Welcome to Pretzelmania. Can I take your order? 334 00:20:23,358 --> 00:20:25,460 How many pretzels do you want? 335 00:20:25,460 --> 00:20:28,297 - We don't eat carbs. - Two, please. 336 00:20:28,297 --> 00:20:30,502 That'll be forty. 337 00:20:35,139 --> 00:20:37,209 So, you think Nate's cheating on you? 338 00:20:38,109 --> 00:20:41,543 I don't know. He's just been acting super-weird lately. 339 00:20:46,045 --> 00:20:48,387 Have you gone through his phone? 340 00:20:49,553 --> 00:20:52,187 I've never not gone through someone's phone. 341 00:20:52,187 --> 00:20:54,626 Bitch, you're my soul mate. 342 00:20:57,228 --> 00:20:59,331 Thank you. 343 00:21:01,032 --> 00:21:03,098 Yo, what's going on with you and McKay? 344 00:21:03,098 --> 00:21:04,699 I thought you two were in love. 345 00:21:04,699 --> 00:21:07,202 Nate asked McKay if were were in a relationship, 346 00:21:07,202 --> 00:21:09,272 and McKay said that we were just chillin'. 347 00:21:09,272 --> 00:21:11,040 - What? - Yeah. 348 00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:14,344 Honestly, fuck them both. 349 00:21:14,344 --> 00:21:15,643 Right? 350 00:21:15,643 --> 00:21:17,779 Okay, so if I tell you something, 351 00:21:17,779 --> 00:21:20,349 you swear on your fucking life you won't say a word? 352 00:21:20,349 --> 00:21:21,886 Yeah. What? 353 00:21:23,454 --> 00:21:25,524 I went through Nate's phone. 354 00:21:26,324 --> 00:21:28,393 And it was weird. 355 00:21:39,370 --> 00:21:41,036 - Oh, my fucking God. - What? 356 00:21:41,036 --> 00:21:42,671 - That's him. - Who? 357 00:21:42,671 --> 00:21:44,239 The guy. 358 00:21:44,239 --> 00:21:47,275 - What guy? - The one from the motel. 359 00:21:47,275 --> 00:21:48,777 Okay, what guy are we looking at, exactly? 360 00:21:48,777 --> 00:21:51,507 Okay, the one in the apron, serving the chili. 361 00:21:51,507 --> 00:21:54,515 - I swear to God. - No fucking way. Jules, do you know who that is? 362 00:21:54,515 --> 00:21:57,218 - Yeah, the guy from the motel. - That's Cal Jacobs. 363 00:21:57,218 --> 00:21:59,288 - Who's that? - Nate Jacobs's dad. 364 00:21:59,288 --> 00:22:02,124 - That's Nate's dad? - Yes, that's Nate's dad. 365 00:22:02,124 --> 00:22:04,359 - No fucking way! - Yes, fucking way. 366 00:22:04,359 --> 00:22:06,328 - You're full of shit. - No way. 367 00:22:06,328 --> 00:22:07,766 You're full of shit. 368 00:22:08,532 --> 00:22:10,332 Do you-- Do you know who he is? 369 00:22:10,332 --> 00:22:12,500 He fucking owns half this town. He built it. 370 00:22:12,500 --> 00:22:14,469 All the apartment buildings past Kemper, they're his. 371 00:22:14,469 --> 00:22:15,971 - Rue, I swear to God. - There's no way. 372 00:22:15,971 --> 00:22:17,906 - That's the guy I fucked. - There's no way. 373 00:22:17,906 --> 00:22:19,340 Bullshit. 374 00:22:19,340 --> 00:22:21,543 I'm being a hundred percent serious. 375 00:22:21,543 --> 00:22:24,947 - You-- You don't believe me? - No, actually. 376 00:22:24,947 --> 00:22:27,452 - I don't. - Okay. Watch. 377 00:22:36,626 --> 00:22:40,099 Excuse me, sir. Hmm? 378 00:22:42,366 --> 00:22:44,599 Hi. Can I help you? 379 00:22:44,599 --> 00:22:47,706 Uh, can I please have a small cup of chili? 380 00:22:48,807 --> 00:22:50,142 Yeah, sure. 381 00:23:08,126 --> 00:23:09,628 Oh. 382 00:23:10,929 --> 00:23:12,093 Shoot. 383 00:23:12,093 --> 00:23:13,999 Sorry. 384 00:23:18,435 --> 00:23:21,437 Uh, it-- it's okay. It was my fault. 385 00:23:21,437 --> 00:23:23,475 I'll get you another cup. 386 00:23:24,775 --> 00:23:28,076 Hi. It's two dollars. All the proceeds go to the football team. 387 00:23:28,076 --> 00:23:30,182 Uh... cool. 388 00:23:30,548 --> 00:23:32,051 Thank you. 389 00:23:42,093 --> 00:23:43,423 Thanks. 390 00:23:47,498 --> 00:23:49,799 Yo, Nate, who was that? 391 00:23:49,799 --> 00:23:52,367 Her name's Jules. She's new here. 392 00:23:52,367 --> 00:23:54,773 She goes to East Highland? 393 00:23:56,106 --> 00:23:58,107 Yeah. She's a junior. 394 00:23:58,107 --> 00:23:59,575 Damn. That's jailbait. 395 00:23:59,575 --> 00:24:02,147 That's too bad. 396 00:24:05,249 --> 00:24:07,649 ...nuts! Why the fuck did you let me do that? 397 00:24:07,649 --> 00:24:09,618 I didn't let you do that! You just fucking-- 398 00:24:09,618 --> 00:24:12,821 You just did it. You went over there and you did it. 399 00:24:12,821 --> 00:24:14,556 Did you see that his hands were fucking shaking? 400 00:24:14,556 --> 00:24:16,926 - Yes, and then he dropped-- - And then he fucking dropped the chili! 401 00:24:16,926 --> 00:24:18,793 - Oh, my God. - He dropped the fucking chili. 402 00:24:18,793 --> 00:24:21,330 Oh, he dropped the fucking chili. And then he-- 403 00:24:21,330 --> 00:24:22,798 And then you looked at me. 404 00:24:22,798 --> 00:24:24,967 Yeah, because I was screaming inside. 405 00:24:24,967 --> 00:24:27,636 Yeah, well, that made him fucking look at me. 406 00:24:27,636 --> 00:24:29,304 - He looked at me in the fucking eyes. - I'm sorry. 407 00:24:29,304 --> 00:24:31,673 I feel so bad. That was literally the meanest thing 408 00:24:31,673 --> 00:24:33,809 - I've ever done. - Oh, shit, hold on. It's my mom. 409 00:24:33,809 --> 00:24:35,114 Hey, Mom. 410 00:24:37,181 --> 00:24:38,913 Yeah. Yeah, no. 411 00:24:38,913 --> 00:24:42,654 Well, because she's been in the Gravitron for like 20 straight minutes. 412 00:24:43,754 --> 00:24:47,059 Yes, yes. I promise. We will be home by ten. 413 00:24:47,692 --> 00:24:49,828 Okay, I love you, too. 414 00:24:50,728 --> 00:24:53,232 Apparently, Gia's not answering her phone. 415 00:24:54,131 --> 00:24:56,601 Uh... - It's just going straight to voicemail. 416 00:25:03,007 --> 00:25:04,576 It burns. 417 00:25:06,911 --> 00:25:09,545 It's so weird to think that, like, 418 00:25:09,545 --> 00:25:11,913 no matter what happens, 419 00:25:11,913 --> 00:25:16,621 the universe is just out here giving, like, zero fucks. 420 00:25:17,288 --> 00:25:18,890 Wow. 421 00:25:21,423 --> 00:25:24,526 You look super cute. Thanks. You, too. I love that shirt. 422 00:25:24,526 --> 00:25:27,630 Thank you. Even though I have the same body as Bruno Mars. 423 00:25:27,630 --> 00:25:29,497 - Shut up, you look hot. - No, I don't. 424 00:25:29,497 --> 00:25:32,933 - Yes, you do. - No, I don't, 'cause these right here, they're cutlets. 425 00:25:32,933 --> 00:25:36,105 No, they're not. Trust me, these guys are super chill, okay? 426 00:25:36,105 --> 00:25:37,439 Do not worry. 427 00:25:37,439 --> 00:25:39,607 - Your mom's, like, all organic, right? - Oh, yeah. Yeah. 428 00:25:39,607 --> 00:25:42,878 - There's your issue. - What do you mean? 429 00:25:42,878 --> 00:25:45,746 Uh, organic food doesn't have any good hormones. 430 00:25:45,746 --> 00:25:48,784 You gotta get her to buy, like, the regular stuff, okay? 431 00:25:48,784 --> 00:25:50,518 What's the regular stuff? 432 00:25:50,518 --> 00:25:52,887 - Trust me. Oh, and milk, and milk. No! 433 00:25:52,887 --> 00:25:55,585 - I hate milk! - At least three glasses a day. Three glasses. 434 00:25:55,585 --> 00:25:58,494 That's how I went from a small A to a full B. 435 00:25:58,494 --> 00:25:59,728 - Mm-hmm. 436 00:25:59,728 --> 00:26:01,530 - Fine, I'll try it. - I'm telling you. 437 00:26:01,530 --> 00:26:03,866 - You gotta do it. - How old are the boys again? 438 00:26:03,866 --> 00:26:05,404 They're, like, our age. Yeah. 439 00:26:06,037 --> 00:26:07,703 That's a lot. 440 00:26:07,703 --> 00:26:09,504 - I know. - They are so good. 441 00:26:09,504 --> 00:26:12,074 - Right? - I could drink these, like, every day of my life. 442 00:26:12,074 --> 00:26:15,944 Yes. Uh, how 'bout you grab another slushie, 443 00:26:15,944 --> 00:26:20,316 I go get more tickets, and then get super drunk and ride the Ferris wheel? 444 00:26:20,316 --> 00:26:21,850 Deal. 445 00:26:21,850 --> 00:26:23,819 - Okay. - Okay. All right. 446 00:26:23,819 --> 00:26:25,290 - All right. 447 00:26:27,725 --> 00:26:29,929 - Thank you. - No problem. 448 00:26:49,146 --> 00:26:50,813 Just tell your sister I really need her 449 00:26:50,813 --> 00:26:53,081 - to cover my shift on Wednesday. - Okay. 450 00:26:53,081 --> 00:26:55,718 For real. She's not answering any of my texts. 451 00:26:55,718 --> 00:26:57,685 I promise you I will say something. 452 00:26:57,685 --> 00:27:00,556 I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend's family for the first time. 453 00:27:00,556 --> 00:27:02,258 It's really important. 454 00:27:02,258 --> 00:27:03,859 Yeah, I got you. 455 00:27:03,859 --> 00:27:06,165 Thank you. You're the best. 456 00:27:17,608 --> 00:27:20,975 Honestly, fuck that whole family. For real. 457 00:27:20,975 --> 00:27:23,711 'Cause right now I'm looking at a thousand versions of myself, 458 00:27:23,711 --> 00:27:27,048 and not only do I look good, I fucking feel good. 459 00:27:27,048 --> 00:27:29,117 - It's a bitch. - So, if they've got something to say, 460 00:27:29,117 --> 00:27:31,086 they should just say it to my face, right? 461 00:27:31,086 --> 00:27:34,150 - Or you could just say it to their fucking face. - Right? 462 00:27:34,150 --> 00:27:36,225 That's what I would do. 463 00:27:36,225 --> 00:27:39,995 - I feel like this is a turning point. - Totally. 464 00:27:39,995 --> 00:27:43,264 We should just pick the hottest, 465 00:27:43,264 --> 00:27:47,536 most confident, bad bitch version of ourselves, 466 00:27:47,536 --> 00:27:50,338 and be that for the rest of the school year. 467 00:27:50,338 --> 00:27:53,041 Yo. 468 00:27:53,041 --> 00:27:56,077 And this year's winner of the chili cook-off is... 469 00:27:56,077 --> 00:27:58,013 Cal Jacobs! 470 00:27:58,013 --> 00:28:01,917 - Make it six years and running! 471 00:28:19,370 --> 00:28:20,903 Yeah, I'm not supposed to be here right now, 472 00:28:20,903 --> 00:28:22,605 because I'm dressed like a hooker, 473 00:28:22,605 --> 00:28:24,467 and none of you like me, 474 00:28:24,467 --> 00:28:26,341 but I just wanted to say congratulations. 475 00:28:26,341 --> 00:28:27,776 Maddy, get out of-- 476 00:28:27,776 --> 00:28:30,045 Ooh! 477 00:28:30,045 --> 00:28:31,880 What in God's name is your problem? 478 00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:34,886 - You, cunt. 479 00:28:42,793 --> 00:28:45,797 - Hey. - 'Sup, Cass? 480 00:28:47,392 --> 00:28:49,665 You wanna ride the carousel? 481 00:28:49,665 --> 00:28:51,003 Cool. 482 00:28:51,803 --> 00:28:54,302 Shit. She's not answering. 483 00:28:54,302 --> 00:28:57,405 - It's just going straight to voicemail. - I mean, she can't be too far. 484 00:28:57,405 --> 00:29:00,142 Well, I have to get her home in like, 30 minutes. 485 00:29:00,142 --> 00:29:02,378 - Gia! - Gia! 486 00:29:02,378 --> 00:29:04,416 Excuse me. Sorry. 487 00:29:06,184 --> 00:29:07,486 Gia! 488 00:29:09,854 --> 00:29:12,257 - Gia! Gia! 489 00:29:15,359 --> 00:29:17,626 Fuck. Okay. Uh... 490 00:29:17,626 --> 00:29:19,361 It'd be faster if we split up. 491 00:29:19,361 --> 00:29:22,101 - Yeah. Okay. Text me. Thank you. - Okay. 492 00:29:23,367 --> 00:29:25,100 I'm not gonna let you fucking embarrass me 493 00:29:25,100 --> 00:29:27,169 like that again, I swear to fucking God. 494 00:29:28,369 --> 00:29:30,239 Shut the fuck up! I'm fucking done with you! 495 00:29:30,239 --> 00:29:31,939 - I'm so fucking done with you. So what else is new? 496 00:29:31,939 --> 00:29:33,474 - I'm not fucking joking. - Yeah, fucking right. 497 00:29:33,474 --> 00:29:35,910 Calling my mom a cunt. What the fuck is actually wrong 498 00:29:35,910 --> 00:29:37,613 - with your fucking brain? - I think you're overreacting. 499 00:29:41,584 --> 00:29:43,085 You're fucking dead to me. 500 00:29:43,085 --> 00:29:46,087 - Fuck you. 501 00:29:47,823 --> 00:29:50,790 - I do have one question, though. - Yo, what? 502 00:29:54,330 --> 00:29:58,434 Man, I'm telling you, that girl has some real, fucking issues. 503 00:29:58,434 --> 00:30:00,569 I have to use the bathroom. 504 00:30:00,569 --> 00:30:03,875 - Gia! 505 00:30:06,211 --> 00:30:07,512 Gia! 506 00:30:09,113 --> 00:30:10,249 Gia! 507 00:30:44,615 --> 00:30:46,418 Got an extra cigarette? 508 00:31:18,816 --> 00:31:20,983 Damn, you're so fucking hot. 509 00:31:23,051 --> 00:31:25,721 I could ride the carousel for hours! 510 00:31:29,093 --> 00:31:31,360 - Emma. Yo. - Yo, Rue. What up? 511 00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:34,997 - Have you seen Gia? - Yeah, like, over there. 512 00:31:34,997 --> 00:31:38,066 - Over where? Where is she? - You know. Like, the Gravitron. 513 00:31:38,066 --> 00:31:41,003 - Is she in the Gravitron? - No, she's like, by it. 514 00:31:41,003 --> 00:31:43,575 I-- I really have to pee. 515 00:31:53,017 --> 00:31:54,553 Gia! 516 00:32:04,329 --> 00:32:05,430 Gia! 517 00:32:06,331 --> 00:32:07,062 Gia! 518 00:32:07,062 --> 00:32:09,731 Aren't you Luke Kasten? 519 00:32:09,731 --> 00:32:11,066 Yeah. 520 00:32:11,066 --> 00:32:13,564 You used to go to East Highland, right? 521 00:32:13,564 --> 00:32:16,508 Yeah, like, fuckin' forever ago. 522 00:32:17,674 --> 00:32:21,076 I used to hear stories about you, like, all the time in middle school. 523 00:32:21,076 --> 00:32:23,448 Oh, yeah? What kind of stories? 524 00:32:26,017 --> 00:32:27,548 That you had a... 525 00:32:27,548 --> 00:32:30,689 have a really big dick and fucked every girl in your grade. 526 00:32:32,890 --> 00:32:34,994 Basically. 527 00:32:35,527 --> 00:32:37,296 That's cool. 528 00:32:39,564 --> 00:32:41,366 How old are you? 529 00:32:44,603 --> 00:32:46,071 Sixteen. 530 00:33:16,264 --> 00:33:17,933 I'm just saying, as your girlfriend, 531 00:33:17,933 --> 00:33:19,735 those pictures are a little suspicious. 532 00:33:19,735 --> 00:33:21,103 It's not what it looks like. 533 00:33:21,103 --> 00:33:22,805 Yeah? Well, then, explain to me why you have 534 00:33:22,805 --> 00:33:25,307 someone else's dick in your phone. 535 00:33:25,307 --> 00:33:27,276 It's really fucking complicated. 536 00:33:27,276 --> 00:33:29,945 How many reasons could there be? 537 00:33:29,945 --> 00:33:31,914 I can't explain it to you right now. 538 00:33:31,914 --> 00:33:34,049 Yeah, what does that mean? 539 00:33:34,049 --> 00:33:37,289 Look, I'm going through a lot of shit right now. 540 00:33:39,190 --> 00:33:41,356 I need-- I just-- I need you to promise me 541 00:33:41,356 --> 00:33:43,092 that you're not gonna tell a soul. 542 00:33:43,092 --> 00:33:45,126 I am not gonna tell anyone, I promise. 543 00:33:45,126 --> 00:33:47,830 - Like, on your life. - Yeah, on my life. 544 00:33:47,830 --> 00:33:51,170 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before. 545 00:33:52,571 --> 00:33:54,373 I am sorry. 546 00:33:58,776 --> 00:34:00,479 I'm sorry. 547 00:34:04,413 --> 00:34:06,151 I love you. 548 00:34:06,718 --> 00:34:08,553 Maddy, I love you. 549 00:34:11,022 --> 00:34:12,554 I got a lot of sh... 550 00:34:12,554 --> 00:34:15,560 a lot of shit going on right now and I'm really confused. 551 00:34:16,093 --> 00:34:18,230 I don't know what to do. 552 00:35:35,137 --> 00:35:36,708 Mmm! 553 00:35:39,678 --> 00:35:42,681 Ho, ho, ho. Nasty! 554 00:36:09,872 --> 00:36:11,610 Gia! 555 00:36:13,543 --> 00:36:16,046 What the hell? I've been calling you. 556 00:36:16,046 --> 00:36:17,882 Rue. 557 00:36:20,151 --> 00:36:23,322 - Are you stoned right now? - Nah. Um-mm. 558 00:36:26,421 --> 00:36:28,423 We're just chillin'. Yeah, that's my sister. 559 00:36:28,423 --> 00:36:30,059 - Yo, Roy. - What's up? 560 00:36:30,059 --> 00:36:31,726 This is Rue's little sis. 561 00:36:31,726 --> 00:36:34,296 Oh, yeah. I knew that by the way she was hittin' the weed. 562 00:36:34,296 --> 00:36:37,032 - That's me. 563 00:36:37,032 --> 00:36:38,667 All right, Gia, get up. Let's go. 564 00:36:38,667 --> 00:36:40,802 What do you mean, let's go? You see we're having 565 00:36:40,802 --> 00:36:42,404 a funky good time. 566 00:36:42,404 --> 00:36:44,840 - That's great. - I'm having the best time. 567 00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:47,442 - We need to go, now. - We having the best time. 568 00:36:47,442 --> 00:36:49,278 Gia, get the fuck up and let's go. 569 00:36:49,278 --> 00:36:50,612 - I'm not playing with you. Let's go. Wow. 570 00:36:50,612 --> 00:36:52,747 What'd you do? Decide to just clean up, 571 00:36:52,747 --> 00:36:54,983 - and, like, oh, I wanna become a mom? Like... - Right? 572 00:36:54,983 --> 00:36:57,185 - Relax. Gia, get the fuck up. Let's go. 573 00:36:57,185 --> 00:36:58,853 - Now. - Mom. What's your problem, Mom? 574 00:36:58,853 --> 00:37:02,661 - Hey, if she's a mom, you know she a MILF. 575 00:37:04,028 --> 00:37:05,795 - Get up. 576 00:37:05,795 --> 00:37:08,664 Yo, for real. When'd you become such a bitch? 577 00:37:12,970 --> 00:37:14,402 Excuse me? 578 00:37:14,402 --> 00:37:16,942 Was it after you fuckin' OD'd? 579 00:37:19,477 --> 00:37:23,078 Yeah. It's good. I know it's only weed, 580 00:37:23,078 --> 00:37:25,550 but you might get addicted. 581 00:37:27,952 --> 00:37:29,284 Get up. 582 00:37:29,284 --> 00:37:31,856 Just hope you don't get addicted again. 583 00:37:33,424 --> 00:37:35,290 All I'm saying is, if I were you, 584 00:37:35,290 --> 00:37:37,496 I wouldn't be taking advice from her. 585 00:37:39,363 --> 00:37:41,866 Yo. Text me. 586 00:37:42,666 --> 00:37:45,000 Don't do that shit again, all right? 587 00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:47,339 You fucking scared me. 588 00:37:59,318 --> 00:38:00,685 Hey. 589 00:38:04,621 --> 00:38:08,057 Look, I know you have the power to ruin my life right now. 590 00:38:08,057 --> 00:38:10,687 I'm begging you, 591 00:38:10,687 --> 00:38:13,062 pleading with you, 592 00:38:13,062 --> 00:38:14,799 please don't. 593 00:38:16,099 --> 00:38:19,101 I know you already told your friend. I saw her look at me. 594 00:38:19,101 --> 00:38:21,273 She won't tell anyone. 595 00:38:21,672 --> 00:38:24,473 - I promise. - 'Cause if this ever came out, 596 00:38:24,473 --> 00:38:27,746 I'd lose everything. I'd lose everything. 597 00:38:30,381 --> 00:38:32,517 I'll do whatever you want me to do. 598 00:38:37,788 --> 00:38:42,995 I have no intention of, like, hurting you or anything. 599 00:38:46,296 --> 00:38:48,567 I'm sorry about earlier. 600 00:38:49,467 --> 00:38:51,603 That was kind of dumb. 601 00:38:54,005 --> 00:38:55,607 That's okay. 602 00:38:57,509 --> 00:38:59,544 I just wanted to... 603 00:38:59,978 --> 00:39:01,680 It won't be a thing. 604 00:39:02,380 --> 00:39:05,084 - Don't worry. - Thank you. 605 00:39:06,818 --> 00:39:08,520 Thank you so much. 606 00:39:43,921 --> 00:39:45,420 Where were you? 607 00:39:45,420 --> 00:39:51,630 - What's wrong? - I just think the Molly's, like, way too strong or something. 608 00:40:00,304 --> 00:40:03,706 So... did you come? 609 00:40:03,706 --> 00:40:05,044 No. 610 00:40:15,419 --> 00:40:17,685 Uh, do you think Mom's gonna be 611 00:40:17,685 --> 00:40:20,022 sitting in the living room when we get there? 612 00:40:20,022 --> 00:40:22,594 - No, she won't. - Okay. 613 00:40:23,628 --> 00:40:25,864 Because, if, um... 614 00:40:26,596 --> 00:40:29,230 If I walked in there, I wouldn't know what to say. 615 00:40:29,230 --> 00:40:32,801 - I wouldn't say hi. - No, she's-- She's gonna be in her bed. 616 00:40:32,801 --> 00:40:35,437 Trust me. Look, I need you, when we get home, 617 00:40:35,437 --> 00:40:38,407 to just go straight to your room and hide under the covers. Okay? 618 00:40:38,407 --> 00:40:40,610 Just let me deal with her. 619 00:40:40,610 --> 00:40:43,244 Wh-what are you gonna tell her? 620 00:40:43,244 --> 00:40:46,648 I don't know yet. 621 00:40:46,648 --> 00:40:50,555 - What are you laughing at? 622 00:40:51,756 --> 00:40:55,194 - You good? 623 00:40:55,694 --> 00:40:57,226 Come here. 624 00:41:04,098 --> 00:41:07,836 She's still a little sick from riding the Gravitron so many times. 625 00:41:07,836 --> 00:41:11,543 Should I check on her? - Oh, no. It's good. I got it. 626 00:41:13,077 --> 00:41:16,215 Thank you for looking out for her tonight. 627 00:41:17,682 --> 00:41:19,647 - Of course. - Love you. 628 00:41:19,647 --> 00:41:23,522 - Love you, too. Good night, Mom. - Good night. 629 00:42:39,664 --> 00:42:41,766 Hey. Shut the door. 630 00:44:22,534 --> 00:44:23,768 Hey. 631 00:44:25,937 --> 00:44:27,106 Tyler? 632 00:44:45,424 --> 00:44:46,654 No. No! 633 00:44:46,654 --> 00:44:48,924 No, I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm not. 634 00:44:48,924 --> 00:44:51,092 I'm not here to hurt you. 635 00:44:51,092 --> 00:44:53,894 I know that you have these ideas about me, 636 00:44:53,894 --> 00:44:56,368 based on the first time that we met, and I understand that. 637 00:44:57,662 --> 00:44:59,972 But I'm not the person that you met that night. 638 00:45:00,705 --> 00:45:02,241 Can you let go of me? 639 00:45:18,989 --> 00:45:22,061 You know, over the past few weeks... 640 00:45:23,327 --> 00:45:25,030 I've spent... 641 00:45:26,330 --> 00:45:29,434 every moment of every day getting to know you. 642 00:45:31,836 --> 00:45:33,733 At night... 643 00:45:34,338 --> 00:45:36,075 I fall asleep to you. 644 00:45:37,509 --> 00:45:39,739 And in the morning... 645 00:45:40,578 --> 00:45:42,381 I wake up to you. 646 00:45:44,448 --> 00:45:49,221 I kind of feel closer to you than I do to anyone in the whole world. 647 00:45:52,857 --> 00:45:55,827 I don't trust you, Nate. 648 00:46:00,359 --> 00:46:02,367 I don't trust you, either. 649 00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:33,729 - Open your mouth. - Nate... 650 00:46:33,729 --> 00:46:35,367 Wider. 651 00:46:38,737 --> 00:46:41,106 Nate. Nate, stop. 652 00:46:43,107 --> 00:46:45,945 God, are you broken inside. 653 00:46:47,078 --> 00:46:49,848 And that's precisely why I don't trust you. 654 00:46:53,384 --> 00:46:56,956 Because you're so broken you don't even trust yourself. 655 00:46:58,889 --> 00:47:01,160 And that's scary. 656 00:47:01,992 --> 00:47:05,694 Not just for you, but for me. 657 00:47:05,694 --> 00:47:08,364 And for my entire family. 658 00:47:10,667 --> 00:47:13,969 I wouldn't answer that. You're gonna wanna hear this. 659 00:47:13,969 --> 00:47:17,272 Over the last three weeks, 660 00:47:17,272 --> 00:47:20,980 you have knowingly produced and distributed child pornography. 661 00:47:21,545 --> 00:47:25,014 Including obscene images that were taken on school property. 662 00:47:25,014 --> 00:47:27,749 I've compiled all these photos, 663 00:47:27,749 --> 00:47:32,391 along with an IP address, and an account that's linked to your name. 664 00:47:34,391 --> 00:47:38,230 I don't know if you're familiar with child pornography laws in this state. 665 00:47:39,563 --> 00:47:43,335 But they apply to minors just as they apply to adults. 666 00:47:44,602 --> 00:47:46,569 I sent them to you. 667 00:47:46,569 --> 00:47:48,603 No. You sent them 668 00:47:48,603 --> 00:47:51,843 to an account of a person that doesn't fucking exist. 669 00:47:52,743 --> 00:47:57,049 And I mean, anyone can anonymously report child pornography, right? 670 00:47:59,250 --> 00:48:01,984 - Then I'd tell them everything. - Okay. 671 00:48:01,984 --> 00:48:05,220 You could do that, but, um... 672 00:48:05,220 --> 00:48:08,593 here's what would definitely happen. 673 00:48:09,894 --> 00:48:12,631 You'd end up on a sex offenders list. 674 00:48:13,831 --> 00:48:16,568 It means no more college. 675 00:48:17,601 --> 00:48:21,373 It's gonna be very fucking difficult to find a job. 676 00:48:24,174 --> 00:48:26,676 And everywhere you go, 677 00:48:26,676 --> 00:48:29,210 for the rest of your life, 678 00:48:29,210 --> 00:48:31,947 you'll be harassed, and spat at, 679 00:48:31,947 --> 00:48:34,053 and treated like a fucking animal. 680 00:48:35,453 --> 00:48:39,524 You deserve better than that. 'Cause I know you. 681 00:48:41,526 --> 00:48:44,063 You're kind. 682 00:48:44,796 --> 00:48:47,663 You're smart. You're generous. 683 00:48:47,663 --> 00:48:49,497 You got a big heart. 684 00:48:49,497 --> 00:48:54,339 You deserve whatever the fuck it is in this world that you want. 685 00:48:56,173 --> 00:48:57,907 So keep your head down. 686 00:48:57,907 --> 00:49:00,179 Keep your mouth shut. 687 00:49:01,913 --> 00:49:04,312 Don't try to ruin my life, 688 00:49:04,312 --> 00:49:07,319 and I won't have to ruin yours. 689 00:49:10,220 --> 00:49:12,557 You know what I think? 690 00:49:13,657 --> 00:49:17,793 I think you're a fucking faggot, just like your daddy. 691 00:49:30,074 --> 00:49:32,111 You have a nice night. 692 00:50:20,324 --> 00:50:25,464 - Hey. - Hey. Do you think I could, uh, sleep over? 693 00:50:26,130 --> 00:50:28,667 Yeah. Yeah, of course. Come on. 694 00:51:07,171 --> 00:51:09,108 Is everything okay? 695 00:51:15,980 --> 00:51:17,813 Um... 696 00:51:17,813 --> 00:51:19,751 Here. 697 00:51:21,753 --> 00:51:24,486 So how'd the date go with Tyler? 698 00:51:24,486 --> 00:51:25,790 Um... 699 00:51:35,599 --> 00:51:38,437 He didn't look like his picture. 700 00:51:56,788 --> 00:51:58,657 Come here. 701 00:52:20,912 --> 00:52:22,915 Are you sure you're okay? 702 00:53:28,780 --> 00:53:30,349 What?