1 00:00:31,916 --> 00:00:36,708 WHAT WOULD BE AN EASY WAY TO DIE? -FALLING FROM HIGH PERHAPS 2 00:01:39,791 --> 00:01:40,958 Beautiful colors. 3 00:01:44,291 --> 00:01:49,416 I noticed you use Faber-Castell pens. They are of good quality. 4 00:01:50,166 --> 00:01:52,666 I would get one myself, but they are expensive. 5 00:01:53,750 --> 00:01:56,500 Chagall reportedly used them. And someone else too. 6 00:01:59,166 --> 00:02:00,083 Van Gogh. 7 00:02:01,583 --> 00:02:02,416 What? 8 00:02:05,166 --> 00:02:07,166 Van Gogh used them too. 9 00:02:09,041 --> 00:02:10,125 Right. 10 00:02:12,875 --> 00:02:14,833 Hey, what are you drawing? 11 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:18,958 Celestial. 12 00:02:20,708 --> 00:02:21,666 To heaven? 13 00:02:25,083 --> 00:02:27,041 I'm going there soon. 14 00:02:30,083 --> 00:02:32,916 And what brought you here? 15 00:02:34,166 --> 00:02:35,000 What? 16 00:02:37,083 --> 00:02:39,875 Were you going to dazzle everyone taking off? 17 00:02:42,416 --> 00:02:43,333 I don't. 18 00:02:43,833 --> 00:02:47,083 I just… - It was a joke. 19 00:02:48,458 --> 00:02:50,166 Did you come to see someone? 20 00:02:51,916 --> 00:02:53,833 I came. My friend. 21 00:02:54,791 --> 00:02:57,208 You shouldn't joke about that. 22 00:02:57,916 --> 00:03:00,541 So about going to heaven. - That was true. 23 00:03:02,625 --> 00:03:05,750 I won't live much longer. 24 00:03:06,791 --> 00:03:08,000 Half a year maybe. 25 00:03:10,750 --> 00:03:15,000 My disease is rare. It's one in hundreds of thousands. 26 00:03:15,583 --> 00:03:17,125 I'm born with it. 27 00:03:23,250 --> 00:03:24,208 I see. 28 00:03:26,916 --> 00:03:28,000 That's how it is. 29 00:03:36,541 --> 00:03:38,125 Aren't you shocked? 30 00:03:39,875 --> 00:03:40,708 What? 31 00:03:41,875 --> 00:03:42,750 Nothing. 32 00:03:57,875 --> 00:03:58,750 Listen. 33 00:04:03,083 --> 00:04:04,166 Aren't you scared? 34 00:04:06,041 --> 00:04:06,875 What? 35 00:04:09,750 --> 00:04:14,291 Death. You don't seem scared. 36 00:04:20,541 --> 00:04:21,666 I'm not. 37 00:04:23,291 --> 00:04:26,708 I've known for a long time that I won't live long. 38 00:04:27,916 --> 00:04:29,583 After hospitals - 39 00:04:31,208 --> 00:04:34,708 there are probably better views beyond the border. 40 00:04:37,416 --> 00:04:38,750 Maybe even - 41 00:04:41,333 --> 00:04:42,833 I'm waiting to see Heaven. 42 00:04:52,416 --> 00:04:58,458 WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU KNEW YOU WOULD DIE SOON? 43 00:04:58,541 --> 00:05:02,416 Big brother! Come and eat so you won't be late. 44 00:05:17,416 --> 00:05:19,708 Something always happens to you. 45 00:05:20,541 --> 00:05:22,666 Bad luck haunts you. 46 00:05:25,791 --> 00:05:27,416 Natsumi. 47 00:05:28,041 --> 00:05:31,000 Let's get a new palette. - You don't have to. 48 00:05:32,375 --> 00:05:36,958 Lost labor. Buy instead For Natsumi, that lacrosse stick. 49 00:05:37,041 --> 00:05:39,333 Really? Can I get Crux Pro? 50 00:05:40,083 --> 00:05:44,375 Well then, let's go through the answers. 51 00:05:46,416 --> 00:05:50,541 Bad luck haunts me. He was right. 52 00:05:56,083 --> 00:05:59,625 Akito. You should apply here. 53 00:06:00,333 --> 00:06:01,875 NIKA ART EXHIBITION 54 00:06:01,958 --> 00:06:05,416 That would be a great achievement for a high school student. 55 00:06:07,291 --> 00:06:08,333 Clear. 56 00:06:08,416 --> 00:06:11,333 The exhibition became my main goal. 57 00:06:12,125 --> 00:06:14,500 Art would open doors to my future. 58 00:06:15,875 --> 00:06:17,416 That's what I believed. 59 00:06:27,500 --> 00:06:29,333 A malignant tumor? 60 00:06:30,208 --> 00:06:33,750 Heart tumors are very rare, 61 00:06:34,666 --> 00:06:39,041 but sometimes it happens that the formation starts from there. 62 00:06:39,125 --> 00:06:44,083 A tumor was found in my heart. I was given a year to live. 63 00:06:44,166 --> 00:06:49,000 It all depends on its growth rates, but I would estimate that it is about a year. 64 00:06:59,125 --> 00:07:03,250 I digested the news for many days. A whole week. 65 00:07:11,750 --> 00:07:14,625 Maybe even waiting to see Heaven. 66 00:07:18,583 --> 00:07:22,625 I wanted to know how he could be in such a happy mood. 67 00:07:30,333 --> 00:07:33,166 UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL 68 00:07:33,250 --> 00:07:37,583 Maybe I would feel better, if I could talk to him again. 69 00:07:57,333 --> 00:07:59,666 And so I, who would live but a year, 70 00:08:01,375 --> 00:08:03,791 I met you who would live half a year. 71 00:08:15,250 --> 00:08:22,250 DRAWING CLOSER 72 00:08:32,666 --> 00:08:33,500 Come in. 73 00:08:34,375 --> 00:08:37,291 HARUNA SAKURAI 74 00:08:37,375 --> 00:08:42,708 Sorry if I disturb you. - I got lucky. I've been looking for a model. 75 00:08:46,208 --> 00:08:49,041 I hardly ever have visitors. 76 00:08:52,666 --> 00:08:56,041 Is your name Haruna Sakurai? 77 00:08:56,125 --> 00:09:00,750 I got my name after spring, or Haru. Lack of imagination, I guess. 78 00:09:00,833 --> 00:09:03,958 My name is Akito. Akito Hayasaka. 79 00:09:04,500 --> 00:09:06,583 I got my name after autumn, i.e. the battery. 80 00:09:08,666 --> 00:09:10,916 how old are you -Seventeen. 81 00:09:11,583 --> 00:09:12,625 So do I. 82 00:09:13,708 --> 00:09:14,958 Quite a coincidence. 83 00:09:15,041 --> 00:09:18,541 You can sit there. -Clear. 84 00:09:25,500 --> 00:09:27,875 Do you like to draw too? 85 00:09:27,958 --> 00:09:32,125 How so? -You knew about Faber-Castell pens. 86 00:09:34,541 --> 00:09:36,250 I go to art club. - I guessed. 87 00:09:36,333 --> 00:09:38,458 Not lately though. 88 00:09:39,458 --> 00:09:41,791 You're definitely going to art school. 89 00:09:42,375 --> 00:09:45,666 Do you see yourself in the future as a real artist? 90 00:09:49,250 --> 00:09:52,750 The future… - Yes. What do you dream about? 91 00:09:56,041 --> 00:10:01,333 Actually… - I would have liked to go to art school myself. 92 00:10:02,833 --> 00:10:05,125 You could apply to the Nika exhibition. 93 00:10:07,291 --> 00:10:11,416 I would like to bring something up, but I don't have time to paint a big work anymore. 94 00:10:16,416 --> 00:10:21,916 Now I figured it out. You can act as my substitute. Applying to art school and the Nika exhibition. 95 00:10:26,750 --> 00:10:30,083 I just didn't get the truth told. 96 00:10:33,083 --> 00:10:37,708 May I take a look at it? - Please. 97 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:53,708 Nice track, Sakurai-san. 98 00:10:54,541 --> 00:10:59,250 Have you taken classes? - I don't. Not even in a museum. 99 00:10:59,958 --> 00:11:01,083 Really? 100 00:11:02,916 --> 00:11:06,375 By the way, you can call me Haruna. -What? 101 00:11:11,750 --> 00:11:13,625 Listen, Haruna. 102 00:11:14,500 --> 00:11:18,541 Where exactly does this skill of yours come from? 103 00:11:25,833 --> 00:11:29,625 Only then can I be free. 104 00:11:31,875 --> 00:11:36,500 When I immerse myself in drawing, nothing shackles me. 105 00:11:39,208 --> 00:11:43,333 I can draw my illness away and connects to just about anything. 106 00:11:46,166 --> 00:11:50,166 If you have any problem, i can draw that out too. 107 00:12:04,458 --> 00:12:08,666 Hey, isn't that statue Near Aoba Middle School? 108 00:12:08,750 --> 00:12:13,750 There is. I went to that school. I was away a lot. 109 00:12:13,833 --> 00:12:19,250 I often cycle past it. One art club member also went to that school. 110 00:12:19,333 --> 00:12:21,333 Takada called. -Really? 111 00:12:22,083 --> 00:12:26,000 The previous page has a primary school drawing. Do you recognize it? 112 00:12:43,708 --> 00:12:47,416 The girls in the pictures look close. Are your friends in the drawings? 113 00:12:51,791 --> 00:12:54,166 You can hardly say that. 114 00:12:55,708 --> 00:12:58,916 At least he was my friend. - Oh, it was? 115 00:13:03,041 --> 00:13:05,291 Haruna, it's time for the medicine. 116 00:13:07,375 --> 00:13:08,500 Clear. 117 00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:10,833 Sorry. 118 00:13:10,916 --> 00:13:15,000 Did a friend come to visit you? That's a nice change. 119 00:13:17,875 --> 00:13:20,083 I think I'll leave here. 120 00:13:31,666 --> 00:13:32,625 Listen. 121 00:13:34,666 --> 00:13:36,875 Can I come again? -What? 122 00:13:37,500 --> 00:13:38,541 I would like to - 123 00:13:40,333 --> 00:13:41,833 to see more of your drawings. 124 00:13:46,208 --> 00:13:49,208 It's fine. You will receive a visitor's permit. 125 00:13:51,208 --> 00:13:55,000 As long as you bring new arrivals in return. - Will you come? 126 00:13:55,083 --> 00:13:59,458 Something new to draw. I have already drawn everything from here. 127 00:14:00,458 --> 00:14:01,291 Clear. 128 00:14:02,458 --> 00:14:04,541 See you next time then. 129 00:14:05,708 --> 00:14:07,625 So. See you. 130 00:14:24,041 --> 00:14:27,791 That's all. event team members, go to the teacher's room. 131 00:14:27,875 --> 00:14:31,791 Others can leave. Goodbye. -Goodbye. 132 00:14:33,416 --> 00:14:34,333 Sorry. 133 00:14:39,416 --> 00:14:40,416 Akito! 134 00:14:41,541 --> 00:14:47,125 Won't you come to the art club again? -Tire. I guess I'll skip it. 135 00:14:47,208 --> 00:14:51,625 How about that art exhibit? You were excited about it. 136 00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:53,875 Art exhibition… 137 00:14:54,833 --> 00:14:56,541 What now? 138 00:14:56,625 --> 00:14:59,333 I guess the fall confused your head. 139 00:14:59,416 --> 00:15:02,958 I'm sorry. The knee is fine too. -Don't take it. 140 00:15:03,041 --> 00:15:05,333 For real. What are you talking about? 141 00:15:07,083 --> 00:15:09,083 I have to hurry to the bus. 142 00:15:20,125 --> 00:15:25,250 Next, the university hospital. 143 00:15:25,333 --> 00:15:29,708 Also to the Bel Fiore flower shop can be reached from this stop. 144 00:15:36,458 --> 00:15:39,458 Thanks to you guys. -Thanks. 145 00:15:43,500 --> 00:15:47,458 Are you looking for something special? For a girlfriend perhaps? 146 00:15:47,541 --> 00:15:50,833 That… -You looked very focused. 147 00:15:51,333 --> 00:15:53,083 My friend is in the hospital. 148 00:15:54,333 --> 00:15:59,916 In that case, avoid potted plants. The roots are said to aggravate the disease. 149 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:05,333 Listen. What do you say about these? 150 00:16:07,250 --> 00:16:09,583 There are a lot of colors. 151 00:16:11,666 --> 00:16:12,916 As in the palette. 152 00:16:14,083 --> 00:16:17,291 These are gerberas. There are more than 2,000 different ones. 153 00:16:17,375 --> 00:16:18,250 That much! 154 00:16:18,333 --> 00:16:24,250 Every color has a feeling, but none of them are negative. 155 00:16:24,333 --> 00:16:25,750 It's rare. 156 00:16:26,583 --> 00:16:30,666 And happy colors cheer you up. They are well suited for hospital use. 157 00:16:31,750 --> 00:16:35,875 I'd take four. Not five. 158 00:16:35,958 --> 00:16:37,208 What color? 159 00:16:39,083 --> 00:16:40,500 Maybe pink. 160 00:16:41,500 --> 00:16:45,916 Pink represents gratitude. Will it work? 161 00:16:48,125 --> 00:16:53,250 How about an orange? - It reflects patience. 162 00:16:54,083 --> 00:16:57,625 Yellow. -Infinite beauty. 163 00:16:58,750 --> 00:17:01,583 White is purity, blue is... 164 00:17:02,708 --> 00:17:06,208 Oh yes, and together flowers represent hope. 165 00:17:06,291 --> 00:17:07,333 Right! 166 00:17:08,416 --> 00:17:10,708 Five different colors, please. 167 00:17:25,750 --> 00:17:27,208 Haruna-san? 168 00:17:31,375 --> 00:17:33,458 Haruna, can I come in? 169 00:18:11,250 --> 00:18:12,958 You can't come without permission. 170 00:18:15,083 --> 00:18:16,125 Sorry. 171 00:18:16,208 --> 00:18:20,416 After all, this is a woman's bedroom. -I'm sorry. 172 00:18:22,291 --> 00:18:23,875 Does this make up for it? 173 00:18:25,208 --> 00:18:27,875 Flower. - Gerbera. 174 00:18:28,875 --> 00:18:31,833 Thanks. They are lovely. 175 00:18:32,416 --> 00:18:37,708 I like gerberas. -The florist recommended them. 176 00:18:37,791 --> 00:18:40,833 They say they represent hope. 177 00:18:41,416 --> 00:18:42,458 Hope. 178 00:18:45,083 --> 00:18:48,375 Sorry. It wasn't meant to be… 179 00:18:50,250 --> 00:18:51,500 It's nothing. 180 00:18:53,500 --> 00:18:57,875 For me, my illness is like a spell. 181 00:19:00,208 --> 00:19:06,291 Needless to say, so I can get rid of troublemakers. 182 00:19:08,041 --> 00:19:12,041 There is only one person, on which the spell had no effect. 183 00:19:16,250 --> 00:19:17,083 What? 184 00:19:18,375 --> 00:19:22,000 Nothing. Shall we go to the common room for a drink? 185 00:19:28,416 --> 00:19:30,125 A new friend? 186 00:19:31,333 --> 00:19:34,875 Akito Hayasaka. He was born in autumn. We met on the roof. 187 00:19:36,083 --> 00:19:39,041 Future Nika exhibition artist. -I see. 188 00:19:40,208 --> 00:19:44,250 Sorry to interrupt, but Haruna should be tested. 189 00:19:44,333 --> 00:19:46,958 I completely forgot. Sorry. 190 00:19:47,458 --> 00:19:48,666 No problem. 191 00:19:49,500 --> 00:19:53,166 Let's enjoy the drinks next time. -Clear. See you. 192 00:19:56,625 --> 00:19:57,833 Wait. 193 00:19:59,041 --> 00:20:02,625 Visit again if you can. 194 00:20:06,500 --> 00:20:07,333 Clear. 195 00:20:16,041 --> 00:20:17,250 I see. 196 00:20:17,791 --> 00:20:22,750 Unlike me, Haruna can't when wanting to go to someone's place. 197 00:20:23,250 --> 00:20:25,916 He can only wait for someone to come. 198 00:20:28,041 --> 00:20:29,916 ONE WHOSE SPELL DIDN'T WORK 199 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:31,833 At least he was my friend. 200 00:20:41,333 --> 00:20:42,500 ART CLASS 201 00:20:47,375 --> 00:20:50,791 Hayasaka. Rumor has it you're going to quit. 202 00:20:52,208 --> 00:20:54,125 So. 203 00:20:58,458 --> 00:20:59,791 Are you running away? 204 00:21:02,166 --> 00:21:03,583 Same thing. 205 00:21:05,041 --> 00:21:08,791 Listen, Takada. You went to Aoba Middle School. 206 00:21:10,208 --> 00:21:14,250 So I did. -Do you remember the girl named Haruna Sakurai? 207 00:21:15,583 --> 00:21:18,708 Really. He was sick or something. 208 00:21:20,125 --> 00:21:21,458 I vaguely remember. 209 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:26,583 Did he have any close friends? -A friend? 210 00:21:28,500 --> 00:21:30,833 He was rarely at school. 211 00:21:32,541 --> 00:21:38,750 I may have seen it once him with Ayaka Miura. 212 00:21:39,625 --> 00:21:43,375 Oh Miura? -He's in my class. 213 00:21:44,791 --> 00:21:47,208 That's Ayaka Miura... 214 00:21:49,166 --> 00:21:52,458 What matter? Who are you anyway? 215 00:21:52,541 --> 00:21:56,625 That… I am Hayasaka… - No need to tell. 216 00:21:57,250 --> 00:21:58,333 Just recently... 217 00:21:58,416 --> 00:22:01,625 It's my way of saying no. Many boys ask me out. 218 00:22:02,375 --> 00:22:03,958 Let's go, Ayaka. -Yeah. 219 00:22:06,208 --> 00:22:07,333 It's not about that. 220 00:22:09,666 --> 00:22:12,750 I just want to ask one thing. -What? 221 00:22:14,500 --> 00:22:19,000 You would have said right away instead of muttering. 222 00:22:19,500 --> 00:22:23,875 Do you know Haruna Sakurai? I heard you were close once. 223 00:22:27,250 --> 00:22:29,958 Just go. I'll be right back. -All right. 224 00:22:33,791 --> 00:22:35,666 How do you know him? 225 00:22:35,750 --> 00:22:36,875 Well… 226 00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:41,291 We're kind of mates. 227 00:22:42,166 --> 00:22:46,750 By the way, did you guys used to swing together, when you were kids? 228 00:22:46,833 --> 00:22:48,958 Or take care of a stray cat? 229 00:22:52,791 --> 00:22:56,000 So he's in the hospital again. 230 00:22:56,708 --> 00:22:58,833 Maybe for a long time. 231 00:22:58,916 --> 00:23:02,833 And apparently he can't strangers other than me. 232 00:23:02,916 --> 00:23:06,666 I thought he would be delighted to hear you. 233 00:23:06,750 --> 00:23:10,333 You're trying to make him like you. -It's not about that. 234 00:23:10,833 --> 00:23:13,166 I just want to make her happy. 235 00:23:14,291 --> 00:23:15,708 Listen, Hayasaka. 236 00:23:18,125 --> 00:23:19,791 I complain, but I can't. 237 00:23:21,041 --> 00:23:23,500 I haven't seen him since middle school. 238 00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:27,541 We're not really friends. 239 00:23:30,708 --> 00:23:32,875 He probably doesn't want to see me. 240 00:23:48,333 --> 00:23:50,500 This is why you have no friends! 241 00:24:16,250 --> 00:24:18,833 We are at home. -Hello. 242 00:24:20,083 --> 00:24:23,375 where were you - I went around the shops. 243 00:24:24,416 --> 00:24:29,625 Have you filmed the art club? Eri came to ask worriedly. 244 00:24:30,583 --> 00:24:32,166 Or so. 245 00:24:37,583 --> 00:24:41,291 You could talk to him. - About what? 246 00:24:43,125 --> 00:24:48,583 It would be good if Eri was there for you. -This doesn't belong to him. 247 00:24:49,416 --> 00:24:51,125 I don't want to be a burden. 248 00:24:51,208 --> 00:24:55,750 What happened? Did you get the packages from him? 249 00:24:56,666 --> 00:24:59,208 You don't worry about anything. 250 00:25:01,041 --> 00:25:02,250 Get jealous. 251 00:25:03,125 --> 00:25:06,041 Life isn't all about lacrosse. Remember to study. 252 00:25:14,166 --> 00:25:16,333 can i come 253 00:25:22,791 --> 00:25:27,708 I was thinking we could go on a family trip now that they are becoming free. 254 00:25:27,791 --> 00:25:29,375 On a trip, huh? -So. 255 00:25:29,458 --> 00:25:34,416 You said you'd like to tour Japan with the sketch pad when you get your driver's license. 256 00:25:35,375 --> 00:25:36,791 Did I say that? 257 00:25:38,166 --> 00:25:41,666 At least we could go somewhere. 258 00:25:42,250 --> 00:25:44,958 Natsumi wants to join, so let's all go. 259 00:25:45,041 --> 00:25:47,666 You three just go. 260 00:25:49,333 --> 00:25:51,333 I would just be a burden. 261 00:25:52,833 --> 00:25:57,000 You get to be a burden. You get to think for yourself. 262 00:25:58,125 --> 00:26:00,208 You invested a lot in art. 263 00:26:01,041 --> 00:26:04,500 You can certainly still do… - I can't. 264 00:26:05,125 --> 00:26:07,708 No more trying to create memories. 265 00:26:09,541 --> 00:26:12,166 Sorry. Was this here? 266 00:27:03,958 --> 00:27:08,166 You have been visiting me for three weeks now, so you get a reward. 267 00:27:09,666 --> 00:27:10,500 Thanks. 268 00:27:11,208 --> 00:27:13,958 I didn't think you would continue your visits. 269 00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:18,083 The flowers are nice too. 270 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:21,166 Try to stay alive for a week. 271 00:27:22,750 --> 00:27:23,916 You can do it. 272 00:27:24,500 --> 00:27:27,208 Mako! -Long time no see. 273 00:27:27,291 --> 00:27:30,041 How are you doing? - Just fine. 274 00:27:37,791 --> 00:27:42,833 Shall we go back to the room? It's pretty noisy here. 275 00:28:02,333 --> 00:28:05,750 Would you like a special guest? 276 00:28:09,916 --> 00:28:13,583 Even that friend of yours you were talking about? 277 00:28:13,666 --> 00:28:17,125 I long to see my father. 278 00:28:17,916 --> 00:28:19,625 Your father? -So. 279 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:24,125 You don't meet him? - The last time was five years ago. 280 00:28:26,291 --> 00:28:28,750 I would apologize to him. 281 00:28:30,250 --> 00:28:31,333 What for? 282 00:28:32,583 --> 00:28:39,125 Dad always took time for things, which I liked. 283 00:28:40,166 --> 00:28:45,666 He came despite his busy schedule every day after work to the hospital. 284 00:28:48,166 --> 00:28:51,291 But he enjoyed the outdoors very much. 285 00:28:51,958 --> 00:28:57,166 He dreamed of camping trips and playing on the beach with her child. 286 00:29:00,291 --> 00:29:03,791 However, I didn't feel like it. 287 00:29:05,416 --> 00:29:10,291 I would like to apologize, that I was born in such a body. 288 00:29:11,708 --> 00:29:14,791 I was not a healthy daughter, as he wished. 289 00:29:22,291 --> 00:29:23,125 Here it is. 290 00:29:26,500 --> 00:29:27,708 Thank you. 291 00:29:27,791 --> 00:29:28,833 Sorry. 292 00:29:30,250 --> 00:29:32,041 Are you a senior nurse? 293 00:29:35,875 --> 00:29:38,541 I would like to ask about Haruna Sakurai's family. 294 00:29:39,291 --> 00:29:41,416 From the family? -So. 295 00:29:42,208 --> 00:29:44,333 I haven't seen them here. 296 00:29:44,416 --> 00:29:48,083 Of course I don't know the situation, but Haruna misses her father. 297 00:29:49,291 --> 00:29:54,166 I don't want to interfere, but could I? the hospital will contact the father? 298 00:29:54,833 --> 00:29:59,750 Or maybe I could talk With Haruna's mother. 299 00:30:01,083 --> 00:30:04,208 Do you know when he comes here? 300 00:30:08,250 --> 00:30:10,166 His mother is here. 301 00:30:11,416 --> 00:30:12,291 What? 302 00:30:13,083 --> 00:30:14,083 I - 303 00:30:16,750 --> 00:30:18,333 I'm Haruna's mother. 304 00:30:22,833 --> 00:30:26,083 I apologize. I didn't know. 305 00:30:27,125 --> 00:30:27,958 But… 306 00:30:28,791 --> 00:30:32,708 I try to keep my feelings to myself apart from my work. 307 00:30:34,875 --> 00:30:37,000 When I saw you came back here, 308 00:30:38,125 --> 00:30:41,208 I was so happy that I wanted to hug you. 309 00:30:45,875 --> 00:30:47,083 Haruna's father… 310 00:30:48,875 --> 00:30:49,875 I'm sorry. 311 00:30:52,541 --> 00:30:55,750 He is unreachable. 312 00:30:57,458 --> 00:30:58,291 What? 313 00:30:59,375 --> 00:31:00,833 He died in a crash. 314 00:31:07,291 --> 00:31:11,041 That day, the doctor gave permission to go outside. 315 00:31:11,125 --> 00:31:12,208 Almost done. 316 00:31:12,291 --> 00:31:14,708 They went to the beach for the first time. 317 00:31:15,666 --> 00:31:18,458 Like that. 318 00:31:20,166 --> 00:31:21,916 And go. - Have a nice day. 319 00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:23,833 Thanks. Let's go. 320 00:31:25,500 --> 00:31:26,500 Haruna - 321 00:31:28,250 --> 00:31:31,458 had performed briskly, even if you feel bad. 322 00:31:32,791 --> 00:31:35,625 Haruna, are you okay? 323 00:31:41,583 --> 00:31:43,250 Can you hear my voice? 324 00:31:45,333 --> 00:31:49,416 Are you OK? -Can you tell me your name? 325 00:31:52,916 --> 00:31:54,125 Haruna - 326 00:31:55,750 --> 00:31:57,541 blamed himself for everything. 327 00:32:00,416 --> 00:32:06,583 He feels guilty for living, and wants to go to his father soon. 328 00:32:08,791 --> 00:32:10,833 He closed into his shell. 329 00:32:15,208 --> 00:32:19,708 However, your visits are made him open up a little. 330 00:32:23,166 --> 00:32:28,500 I hope you keep visiting, if they do not interfere with your schooling. 331 00:32:40,083 --> 00:32:46,625 ANGIOSARCOMA OF THE HEART CASE STUDY 332 00:32:51,916 --> 00:32:52,791 Thank you. 333 00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:58,208 If he hadn't been told, 334 00:32:59,208 --> 00:33:04,750 maybe he would still smile like before. 335 00:33:21,375 --> 00:33:26,250 I've thought about that a lot. 336 00:33:27,416 --> 00:33:30,875 He might indeed be happier, 337 00:33:31,875 --> 00:33:33,875 if you didn't know. 338 00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:41,958 On the other hand, he can, thanks to the information, maybe to do things you wouldn't do otherwise. 339 00:33:44,500 --> 00:33:48,000 There is not just one correct answer to this. 340 00:33:56,041 --> 00:33:57,041 Now. 341 00:34:29,166 --> 00:34:31,458 Weld! My bus! 342 00:34:32,208 --> 00:34:34,791 Were you late for morning workouts again? 343 00:34:35,750 --> 00:34:37,833 Good morning. 344 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:44,750 I get barked at when I'm late again. -Can't do anything. 345 00:34:51,416 --> 00:34:53,500 Hey, Mr. Gerbera. 346 00:34:55,958 --> 00:34:57,916 I'd take five again, please. 347 00:35:02,083 --> 00:35:06,208 The recipient of the gift seems to be important, if you are also from school. 348 00:35:06,291 --> 00:35:10,625 No, when… We kind of are in the same boat. 349 00:35:13,333 --> 00:35:17,416 Best then take six flowers. One on top of the shop. 350 00:35:17,500 --> 00:35:19,916 I'm not... - Whoops. 351 00:35:24,416 --> 00:35:29,208 The meaning of the gerbera bouquet changes as the number of flowers changes. 352 00:35:30,208 --> 00:35:32,041 Six gerberas mean: 353 00:35:33,375 --> 00:35:35,208 "I'm crazy about you." 354 00:35:41,791 --> 00:35:44,041 There are more of these than last time. 355 00:35:45,291 --> 00:35:46,458 What? 356 00:35:47,291 --> 00:35:52,416 That... I'm a regular customer, so I got one on sale. 357 00:35:54,291 --> 00:35:58,166 It's wonderful to receive beautiful flowers every week. 358 00:36:00,958 --> 00:36:04,083 I wish I could stop time and keep them that way. 359 00:36:04,708 --> 00:36:07,875 Oh yeah, look at this. 360 00:36:07,958 --> 00:36:09,833 I got this from my mom. 361 00:36:13,416 --> 00:36:17,166 The head nurse is your mother, isn't she? 362 00:36:18,125 --> 00:36:18,958 It is. 363 00:36:20,083 --> 00:36:23,208 I guess he told everything for you. Regrets. 364 00:36:24,083 --> 00:36:24,958 No problem. 365 00:36:25,583 --> 00:36:28,708 Once I learn how to take pictures, maybe I'll upload something to Facebook. 366 00:36:29,833 --> 00:36:33,125 What do you say? No need to be polite. 367 00:36:34,375 --> 00:36:37,333 This is a video. -What? 368 00:36:38,458 --> 00:36:42,291 I made art. See other pictures. 369 00:36:49,125 --> 00:36:53,291 Is this a selfie? -Hello! Shouldn't have watched it. 370 00:37:03,583 --> 00:37:06,416 Flowers! I put them in a vase. 371 00:37:10,458 --> 00:37:15,041 WELCOME TO HARUNA'S ROOM 372 00:37:18,291 --> 00:37:19,250 Listen. 373 00:37:20,333 --> 00:37:23,708 It's nice that you visit so often, but what about your other business? 374 00:37:24,708 --> 00:37:25,541 What? 375 00:37:25,625 --> 00:37:30,625 Don't you have friends? - Yes, but not very many. 376 00:37:30,708 --> 00:37:32,208 What about a crush? 377 00:37:33,125 --> 00:37:36,875 I guess there are, but not very many. 378 00:37:36,958 --> 00:37:38,291 Funny thing to say. 379 00:37:38,375 --> 00:37:41,625 Well, what about first love? 380 00:37:43,041 --> 00:37:46,375 Something like that. A childhood friend. 381 00:37:46,458 --> 00:37:49,166 So is Shota, on the other hand. 382 00:37:50,416 --> 00:37:51,791 Didn't get a response? 383 00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:57,041 That's why you broke into the roof. 384 00:37:59,166 --> 00:38:02,375 What about you? Any crushes? 385 00:38:02,958 --> 00:38:07,666 What? - Have you had a crush on someone? 386 00:38:08,291 --> 00:38:11,916 Or in love? Something like that. 387 00:38:15,541 --> 00:38:16,583 A scary thought. 388 00:38:17,708 --> 00:38:19,291 Limited love. 389 00:38:21,708 --> 00:38:22,541 What? 390 00:38:23,708 --> 00:38:27,250 The romance would end before you would have time to start properly. 391 00:38:30,500 --> 00:38:35,125 Even if your love is one-sided, you have a future after all. 392 00:38:39,833 --> 00:38:40,875 There isn't. 393 00:38:43,333 --> 00:38:45,291 I don't have that either. 394 00:38:53,666 --> 00:38:56,625 The thing is so… - You will live a long time. 395 00:38:57,708 --> 00:38:59,625 You will find love. 396 00:39:01,458 --> 00:39:04,291 I want to see you fall in love 397 00:39:05,250 --> 00:39:09,375 you start a family and get older. 398 00:39:10,875 --> 00:39:12,916 I watch everything from Heaven. 399 00:39:13,708 --> 00:39:16,750 So live a long life, Akito. 400 00:39:21,750 --> 00:39:26,083 That is my hope. Will you make it happen? 401 00:39:31,041 --> 00:39:34,625 I decided not to tell about my illness. 402 00:39:37,291 --> 00:39:40,375 I come every day. -What? 403 00:39:41,083 --> 00:39:42,625 I come to visit every day. 404 00:39:50,541 --> 00:39:51,583 I'm waiting for you. 405 00:39:53,916 --> 00:39:55,375 I wait every day. 406 00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:04,041 what would you do if you knew you were going to die soon? 407 00:40:05,791 --> 00:40:10,791 I decided to use my remaining time To please Haruna. 408 00:40:19,916 --> 00:40:22,416 WHAT TIME ARE YOU COMING TODAY? 409 00:40:27,750 --> 00:40:30,750 I WILL ONLY ACCESS AT THE END OF THE VISITATION PERIOD 410 00:40:31,291 --> 00:40:32,708 HEY 411 00:40:34,750 --> 00:40:36,083 MOM, BRING AN EXTRA BLANKET 412 00:40:41,166 --> 00:40:45,583 THE MESSAGE WENT TO THE WRONG PERSON, LOL 413 00:40:47,166 --> 00:40:51,375 Akito! You will never be seen again. 414 00:40:51,458 --> 00:40:53,541 Come on. It's hot anyway. 415 00:40:53,625 --> 00:40:56,500 Let's go to a movie together on Sunday. 416 00:40:56,583 --> 00:41:00,416 What's up. - Agreed, then. Right? 417 00:41:01,208 --> 00:41:02,208 I guess so. 418 00:41:02,291 --> 00:41:05,125 My little sister is always up to something. 419 00:41:05,958 --> 00:41:10,375 He claims I was born unlucky. -Really? 420 00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:13,750 Eri and Shota also always acknowledge each other. 421 00:41:13,833 --> 00:41:16,416 Eri is really good at school. 422 00:41:16,500 --> 00:41:19,875 He was in the student council in both primary and secondary school. 423 00:41:19,958 --> 00:41:23,250 Shota, on the other hand, is the star of the football team. 424 00:41:25,500 --> 00:41:26,916 Hello again. 425 00:41:29,875 --> 00:41:31,791 Would you? -Yes. 426 00:41:32,750 --> 00:41:36,416 Or I'll take six, please. 427 00:41:50,708 --> 00:41:54,250 What would you like to do on summer vacation? 428 00:41:55,291 --> 00:41:57,708 I don't have a holiday. 429 00:41:58,791 --> 00:42:02,500 It would be nice to have a vacation from illness. -Sorry. 430 00:42:03,625 --> 00:42:04,791 I… 431 00:42:08,041 --> 00:42:10,583 Just a moment. The fireworks! 432 00:42:11,583 --> 00:42:12,416 What? 433 00:42:14,041 --> 00:42:18,041 You can see from my window 4,500 fireworks displays. 434 00:42:19,750 --> 00:42:25,250 The first time I freaked out. I curled up to hide. 435 00:42:25,333 --> 00:42:30,291 When I peeked under the covers, I saw great fireworks over the sea. 436 00:42:30,375 --> 00:42:31,875 It was amazing. 437 00:42:34,291 --> 00:42:39,250 But it was a bit scary watch it alone. 438 00:42:46,916 --> 00:42:48,750 Let's watch together this year. 439 00:42:52,666 --> 00:42:53,625 Really? 440 00:42:55,875 --> 00:42:57,000 Are you sure? 441 00:43:00,250 --> 00:43:03,875 Clear. Promise me. 442 00:43:09,458 --> 00:43:10,333 Agreed. 443 00:43:11,708 --> 00:43:13,333 Wait a minute! 444 00:43:13,416 --> 00:43:14,666 Give me a hand. -What? 445 00:43:15,666 --> 00:43:16,666 What do you…? 446 00:43:18,041 --> 00:43:20,000 Hello! -Don't move. 447 00:43:25,541 --> 00:43:28,083 It's already late. Gotta go. 448 00:43:28,166 --> 00:43:30,583 Are you going? -Yes, to the movies. 449 00:43:30,666 --> 00:43:32,458 I will be taken there by force. 450 00:43:33,291 --> 00:43:36,208 That childhood friend, huh? -So. 451 00:43:39,083 --> 00:43:42,208 Sounds nice. Date. 452 00:43:42,291 --> 00:43:44,541 They are not… 453 00:43:51,333 --> 00:43:54,666 You are expected. Say hello. 454 00:43:56,166 --> 00:43:57,833 I will come again. 455 00:44:00,958 --> 00:44:03,333 The fireworks are on August 20. 456 00:44:11,166 --> 00:44:12,000 See you. 457 00:44:16,958 --> 00:44:18,833 Do you like watching trailers? 458 00:44:19,625 --> 00:44:21,583 Not exactly. -Akito! Here. 459 00:44:22,083 --> 00:44:22,916 Sorry. 460 00:44:23,750 --> 00:44:25,375 What took you? 461 00:44:25,458 --> 00:44:29,333 You get to offer the poppers. With drinks. 462 00:44:31,166 --> 00:44:32,833 All right. -Yes! 463 00:44:34,291 --> 00:44:36,125 Isn't that a Miura? 464 00:44:38,458 --> 00:44:41,291 I heard you asked him out on a date. 465 00:44:42,208 --> 00:44:44,791 I said... - It was a joke. 466 00:44:44,875 --> 00:44:46,125 Let's go. 467 00:44:48,125 --> 00:44:49,416 Kola, please. -Clear. 468 00:44:49,500 --> 00:44:51,958 Come on, Akito. 469 00:44:52,875 --> 00:44:54,208 Here, huh? -Yeah. 470 00:44:59,583 --> 00:45:02,000 Next time, an action movie. 471 00:45:04,125 --> 00:45:06,333 HARUNA: ARE YOU ON TIME? 472 00:45:17,916 --> 00:45:22,791 Will you be on time? I just made teru teru Bozu dolls. 473 00:45:24,916 --> 00:45:27,583 They make fireworks day a blast. 474 00:45:35,000 --> 00:45:37,916 Is everything okay? 475 00:45:39,416 --> 00:45:40,500 Akito. 476 00:45:41,458 --> 00:45:45,875 What…? Akito! -Akito! 477 00:45:46,750 --> 00:45:49,333 Call an ambulance! Akito… 478 00:46:11,875 --> 00:46:12,958 Big brother. 479 00:46:14,125 --> 00:46:16,166 Mom, he woke up. 480 00:46:17,541 --> 00:46:19,833 Akito. Do you know where you are? 481 00:46:25,000 --> 00:46:26,083 Carefully. 482 00:46:27,833 --> 00:46:32,958 You got dizzy in the movie theater. You've been here a week. 483 00:46:34,250 --> 00:46:35,125 What? 484 00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:37,500 You had an arrhythmia. 485 00:46:38,458 --> 00:46:42,041 Your heart was installed in surgery, a device that helps. 486 00:46:43,791 --> 00:46:47,666 You will have to spend the rest of the summer recuperating. 487 00:46:50,500 --> 00:46:52,625 what day is it -What? 488 00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:55,458 What day is it now? 489 00:46:56,375 --> 00:46:58,083 August 20th. 490 00:47:00,416 --> 00:47:02,083 It can't be true. 491 00:47:13,666 --> 00:47:18,083 Hello! Are you OK? You haven't read the messages. 492 00:47:18,166 --> 00:47:19,625 I made more dolls. 493 00:47:19,708 --> 00:47:22,625 Has something happened? Taking a break from the phone? 494 00:47:22,708 --> 00:47:25,750 Maybe you're hanging out with a friend. 495 00:48:01,375 --> 00:48:04,708 HARUNA - CALL 496 00:48:14,083 --> 00:48:15,375 Hello. 497 00:48:16,708 --> 00:48:17,625 Hello. 498 00:48:22,458 --> 00:48:25,416 I'm sorry. I didn't keep my promise. 499 00:48:27,125 --> 00:48:29,208 I couldn't reply to your messages. 500 00:48:34,958 --> 00:48:38,458 I'm relieved. I thought you were mad at me. 501 00:48:39,583 --> 00:48:44,916 I couldn't answer because… -No problem. It's because of Eri, isn't it? 502 00:48:46,250 --> 00:48:47,083 What? 503 00:48:48,041 --> 00:48:52,833 You must have had a busy summer. Glad you enjoyed it. 504 00:48:53,875 --> 00:48:55,791 I'm happy for you. 505 00:48:57,125 --> 00:48:58,458 As I already said. 506 00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:06,541 I look forward to going to Heaven and I can see from there how happy you are. 507 00:49:08,583 --> 00:49:11,458 Fireworks are nothing next to that. 508 00:49:17,791 --> 00:49:18,708 Sorry. 509 00:49:43,833 --> 00:49:45,375 Could you be - 510 00:49:50,375 --> 00:49:52,083 on the phone for a moment? 511 00:49:58,125 --> 00:49:59,041 I can. 512 00:50:00,875 --> 00:50:02,583 Throughout the fireworks. 513 00:50:11,375 --> 00:50:15,833 I will see fireworks for maybe the last time. 514 00:50:17,666 --> 00:50:18,916 Don't say that. 515 00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:24,708 Let's get on with life. Let's watch the fireworks together next year. 516 00:50:25,833 --> 00:50:29,083 Half a year has already passed. 517 00:50:29,791 --> 00:50:31,250 Let's watch together! 518 00:50:31,333 --> 00:50:36,375 Many live much longer as doctors predict. 519 00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:38,666 Sometimes even ten years. 520 00:50:38,750 --> 00:50:41,375 And the diagnosis can be wrong. 521 00:50:42,458 --> 00:50:43,666 For… 522 00:50:45,916 --> 00:50:47,666 Christmas is still ahead. 523 00:50:49,041 --> 00:50:50,458 And New Year. 524 00:50:51,708 --> 00:50:56,666 We can also celebrate your 18th birthday. Isn't that in April? 525 00:51:10,666 --> 00:51:11,541 Akito… 526 00:51:14,625 --> 00:51:15,500 That's all, 527 00:51:18,041 --> 00:51:18,916 that I… 528 00:51:21,291 --> 00:51:22,333 The thing is so… 529 00:51:32,708 --> 00:51:34,583 What? Did you say something? 530 00:51:38,958 --> 00:51:40,125 I don't. 531 00:51:43,041 --> 00:51:44,041 fireworks - 532 00:51:47,041 --> 00:51:48,166 seems to have ended. 533 00:52:11,666 --> 00:52:13,666 Why didn't you tell us? 534 00:52:15,541 --> 00:52:18,458 Then everyone would be started to mourn in advance. 535 00:52:20,250 --> 00:52:21,291 Neither do I - 536 00:52:22,625 --> 00:52:26,041 wanted to vent my feelings to you. 537 00:52:26,791 --> 00:52:30,250 Of course not us could have changed anything. 538 00:52:33,083 --> 00:52:33,916 Still - 539 00:52:36,250 --> 00:52:38,083 I wish you would have told. 540 00:52:41,125 --> 00:52:43,250 That's what friends do. 541 00:52:50,166 --> 00:52:51,000 Sorry. 542 00:52:57,333 --> 00:52:58,250 Thanks. 543 00:52:59,541 --> 00:53:01,625 Can you go back to school? 544 00:53:02,750 --> 00:53:03,833 I guess I can. 545 00:53:03,916 --> 00:53:07,708 I'll be out of the hospital after the summer, so… -Akito. 546 00:53:15,041 --> 00:53:16,291 Or like that. 547 00:53:17,875 --> 00:53:18,791 Please… 548 00:53:21,083 --> 00:53:23,583 Don't tell Haruna. 549 00:53:25,541 --> 00:53:30,000 After my diagnosis I was terribly scared. 550 00:53:30,791 --> 00:53:33,208 Then Haruna became a straw for me. 551 00:53:34,250 --> 00:53:36,583 He gave me a reason to live. 552 00:53:45,291 --> 00:53:48,416 I know I'm acting selfishly. I apologize. 553 00:53:51,000 --> 00:53:56,791 But instead of waiting for Heaven I would like him to enjoy life now. 554 00:53:58,208 --> 00:53:59,375 So… 555 00:54:05,625 --> 00:54:08,166 I would like ours can live the rest of our time - 556 00:54:10,541 --> 00:54:12,625 like normal 17-year-olds. 557 00:54:20,125 --> 00:54:21,208 Maybe I'm - 558 00:54:24,166 --> 00:54:26,083 stuck in a straw myself. 559 00:54:27,416 --> 00:54:28,333 What? 560 00:54:29,708 --> 00:54:31,166 Nurse's job - 561 00:54:32,791 --> 00:54:34,583 has been my way of escaping. 562 00:54:38,125 --> 00:54:38,958 i guess 563 00:54:40,583 --> 00:54:42,291 that it is time to face the truth. 564 00:54:48,333 --> 00:54:51,083 Do you have everything? -There is. 565 00:55:05,166 --> 00:55:06,541 I'm going to face the truth 566 00:55:07,583 --> 00:55:09,958 so that Haruna can enjoy the rest of her time. 567 00:55:13,208 --> 00:55:16,833 I don't want school to start. -So. 568 00:55:16,916 --> 00:55:20,833 You'll get in trouble there because of your nails. - Do you think so? 569 00:55:20,916 --> 00:55:23,000 He's right. 570 00:55:23,083 --> 00:55:27,333 I told Opo that I want to to be a nail artist. Maybe that will help. 571 00:55:27,416 --> 00:55:32,041 Here is your first customer! - Then I'm the second one. 572 00:55:37,333 --> 00:55:38,708 Eikö tuo ole…? 573 00:55:40,708 --> 00:55:43,208 What? -Tule sairaalaan. 574 00:55:45,041 --> 00:55:46,750 Siis mitä? 575 00:55:46,833 --> 00:55:47,958 Wait! 576 00:55:49,041 --> 00:55:50,458 Get loose! 577 00:55:52,125 --> 00:55:53,833 I told you to let go! 578 00:55:53,916 --> 00:55:57,583 Mitä oikein sekoilet? Do you have a crush on Haruna or something? 579 00:55:57,666 --> 00:56:01,041 He wouldn't worry about such a mess... -Haruna. 580 00:56:02,750 --> 00:56:04,416 Hän ei elä kauan. 581 00:56:07,583 --> 00:56:09,083 Ehkä kolme kuukautta. 582 00:56:12,208 --> 00:56:13,916 If even that. 583 00:56:30,708 --> 00:56:31,750 Sinä tulit. 584 00:56:35,291 --> 00:56:36,791 Olen todella pahoillani. 585 00:56:38,416 --> 00:56:41,958 i know that an apology doesn't fix anything. 586 00:56:42,666 --> 00:56:47,208 Despite everything, I brought today mukanani erityisvieraan. 587 00:56:57,875 --> 00:56:58,875 Ayaka. 588 00:57:03,583 --> 00:57:04,916 Long time no see. 589 00:57:11,041 --> 00:57:11,916 Sorry. 590 00:57:16,541 --> 00:57:17,666 I'm sorry. 591 00:57:23,875 --> 00:57:24,833 No. 592 00:57:26,208 --> 00:57:27,333 But I am. 593 00:57:31,458 --> 00:57:32,708 Should have - 594 00:57:34,750 --> 00:57:36,541 come a long time ago. 595 00:57:37,875 --> 00:57:39,583 Sorry, Haruna. 596 00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:42,750 I told you badly. 597 00:57:43,416 --> 00:57:44,250 No. 598 00:57:45,250 --> 00:57:46,291 The reason is mine. 599 00:57:48,791 --> 00:57:50,416 Isn't that true? 600 00:57:55,125 --> 00:57:56,750 You must not die. 601 00:58:01,333 --> 00:58:03,125 I won't allow it. 602 00:58:04,625 --> 00:58:08,250 I'm sorry. - Just be, but I still won't allow it. 603 00:58:12,250 --> 00:58:13,875 I will never. 604 00:58:26,708 --> 00:58:27,916 I'm not going to say thank you. 605 00:58:37,208 --> 00:58:41,000 I met Haruna, when we were in second grade. 606 00:58:44,583 --> 00:58:48,625 He was shunned because of his illness. 607 00:58:53,958 --> 00:58:55,416 Aren't you coming to play? 608 00:58:57,541 --> 00:58:59,625 I can't run. 609 00:59:05,500 --> 00:59:08,416 Who will get higher? Let's rock! 610 00:59:13,541 --> 00:59:14,375 You too! 611 00:59:17,958 --> 00:59:23,166 I've never been shy so I asked about the illness directly. 612 00:59:24,250 --> 00:59:25,916 We became friends immediately. 613 00:59:28,666 --> 00:59:31,416 We became a tight couple. 614 00:59:34,708 --> 00:59:38,208 That's wonderful. - Has it been rejected? 615 00:59:48,375 --> 00:59:53,125 Haruna was in middle school however often absent. 616 00:59:55,500 --> 00:59:57,625 We distanced ourselves from each other. 617 01:00:00,625 --> 01:00:03,791 The closing day was the final straw. 618 01:00:06,625 --> 01:00:09,041 He couldn't attend. 619 01:00:10,416 --> 01:00:11,416 Tadaa! 620 01:00:15,333 --> 01:00:17,500 Do you like it? We did it ourselves. 621 01:00:18,958 --> 01:00:21,083 GOOD LUCK, HARUNA FOREVER FRIENDS! 622 01:00:21,166 --> 01:00:25,666 Let's go to high school together. In some schools, you can study remotely. 623 01:00:28,250 --> 01:00:29,791 Is this a joke? 624 01:00:31,125 --> 01:00:34,166 How so? Of course not. 625 01:00:34,250 --> 01:00:36,916 Should I be happy? of a self-made certificate? 626 01:00:38,833 --> 01:00:40,666 Are you still my teacher? 627 01:00:41,375 --> 01:00:44,125 I don't. Why do you talk like that? 628 01:00:44,625 --> 01:00:47,833 I missed the club party to do this. 629 01:00:47,916 --> 01:00:50,708 As your friend… - We are not friends. 630 01:00:51,708 --> 01:00:55,583 Even as a child i never considered you a friend. 631 01:00:56,750 --> 01:00:57,666 I just - 632 01:01:01,375 --> 01:01:03,083 i wanted to be like you 633 01:01:05,750 --> 01:01:09,416 But it is useless. I can't be you. 634 01:01:10,750 --> 01:01:12,416 And I don't even want to. 635 01:01:14,291 --> 01:01:16,166 The closing day is a good moment - 636 01:01:17,250 --> 01:01:20,416 end our friendship. 637 01:01:25,375 --> 01:01:26,708 Don't come here again. 638 01:01:33,458 --> 01:01:34,625 What exactly are you talking about? 639 01:01:38,166 --> 01:01:40,375 I considered you my best friend. 640 01:01:44,416 --> 01:01:46,791 This is why you have no friends! 641 01:01:48,541 --> 01:01:49,458 Goodbye. 642 01:01:55,083 --> 01:01:56,416 That's how it ended. 643 01:02:09,833 --> 01:02:12,833 He must have wanted to free you. 644 01:02:16,875 --> 01:02:19,958 So that you don't have to to worry about his fate. 645 01:02:38,916 --> 01:02:39,958 Goodbye. 646 01:02:42,416 --> 01:02:45,375 I know the feeling of wanting to isolate yourself. 647 01:02:47,125 --> 01:02:50,458 So... I can imagine. 648 01:02:59,208 --> 01:03:00,416 can i come 649 01:03:02,750 --> 01:03:05,791 I wanted to chat before school starts. 650 01:03:06,375 --> 01:03:10,000 Do you remember when I told you about it? about a progressive measure? 651 01:03:10,875 --> 01:03:16,583 Dr. Kikuchi found a specialist, who can take you as a patient. 652 01:03:16,666 --> 01:03:20,541 Did you find it? But the procedure just give a little extra time. 653 01:03:21,166 --> 01:03:23,041 Still worth a try. 654 01:03:23,625 --> 01:03:27,208 Thanks to that, you could enter the Nika exhibition. 655 01:03:27,750 --> 01:03:30,500 But three months of school would be missed. 656 01:03:32,458 --> 01:03:33,958 Three months. 657 01:03:37,541 --> 01:03:39,250 I can't do that. 658 01:03:41,625 --> 01:03:45,750 I'm sorry, but no surgery maybe… 659 01:03:49,208 --> 01:03:50,250 All right. 660 01:03:57,291 --> 01:03:59,416 Sorry to push it.µ 661 01:04:04,708 --> 01:04:07,291 Maybe I wanted it - 662 01:04:08,666 --> 01:04:12,291 more for myself than for you. 663 01:04:37,000 --> 01:04:37,833 In. 664 01:04:42,541 --> 01:04:43,375 Are you alone? 665 01:04:45,208 --> 01:04:46,333 That's why... 666 01:04:46,958 --> 01:04:49,250 Did you wish I wasn't here? 667 01:04:54,083 --> 01:04:58,833 Apparently you came today too. You've come every day. 668 01:04:58,916 --> 01:05:01,708 I myself ramp here all the time. 669 01:05:01,791 --> 01:05:05,791 If you are going to visit here, you could even talk a little. 670 01:05:05,875 --> 01:05:08,666 You just pout like a statue. 671 01:05:08,750 --> 01:05:13,125 My presence is enough. I give Haruna space, unlike you. 672 01:05:13,208 --> 01:05:15,166 Am I not giving? 673 01:05:15,791 --> 01:05:18,833 You two would make a good couple. 674 01:05:19,625 --> 01:05:20,458 Huh! 675 01:05:21,041 --> 01:05:24,750 Good joke. I can't stand nerds. 676 01:05:25,875 --> 01:05:29,291 Ayaka doesn't have a boyfriend. - Stop it. 677 01:05:29,958 --> 01:05:31,416 Right? 678 01:05:32,625 --> 01:05:36,416 I'm taking a break. Men are so shallow. 679 01:05:38,750 --> 01:05:42,250 What are you laughing at? Your own crushes are probably anime characters. 680 01:05:42,333 --> 01:05:44,958 Love stories are a waste of time. 681 01:05:45,458 --> 01:05:49,791 Fun. I guess it's like that at school. 682 01:05:59,166 --> 01:06:01,958 Listen. Take these. 683 01:06:03,041 --> 01:06:06,541 Tickets for a school event. -Where? 684 01:06:07,500 --> 01:06:12,166 My class presents on my initiative the hip hop version of Snow White. 685 01:06:15,916 --> 01:06:19,625 Don't you understand? Give one of the tickets to Haruna. 686 01:06:21,958 --> 01:06:24,166 I wouldn't ask otherwise, 687 01:06:26,000 --> 01:06:28,666 but i want her experiencing a normal life. 688 01:06:31,083 --> 01:06:34,041 EVENT DAY OF SEIMEI SCHOOL SNOW WHITE IN DA HOUSE 689 01:06:34,166 --> 01:06:35,791 When we were in elementary school, 690 01:06:38,166 --> 01:06:40,208 we performed the Snow White play. 691 01:06:41,041 --> 01:06:44,833 I was the prince, and Haruna was Snow White. 692 01:06:45,958 --> 01:06:49,291 His condition collapsed right before the show. 693 01:06:51,458 --> 01:06:54,083 He didn't even get to see the play. 694 01:06:56,750 --> 01:06:57,625 That's the reason. 695 01:07:09,791 --> 01:07:11,083 I'll bring him there. 696 01:07:12,083 --> 01:07:13,166 I promise it. 697 01:07:14,666 --> 01:07:18,541 Oh for school? -So. Let's go together. 698 01:07:18,625 --> 01:07:22,666 I will check with your mother and the doctor. 699 01:07:23,458 --> 01:07:25,541 Miura is also looking forward to it. 700 01:07:26,458 --> 01:07:27,291 Okay. 701 01:07:28,833 --> 01:07:29,791 It's fine. 702 01:07:30,833 --> 01:07:31,958 I want to go. 703 01:07:36,375 --> 01:07:37,708 Let's go there. 704 01:07:44,333 --> 01:07:47,375 DAYS LEFT: 3 705 01:07:52,791 --> 01:07:57,541 Here are my newest dolls. My talent is obvious. 706 01:07:58,500 --> 01:08:00,500 How are the preparations going? 707 01:08:01,541 --> 01:08:06,208 Too bad I can't see you before the show. I look forward to it even more. 708 01:08:10,666 --> 01:08:11,708 how are you 709 01:08:14,250 --> 01:08:17,125 It's about to get easier. Hang in there. 710 01:08:22,583 --> 01:08:23,666 All good. 711 01:08:27,416 --> 01:08:30,416 This is how I get on the show. 712 01:08:37,208 --> 01:08:41,500 68. SEIMEI SCHOOL EVENT DAY 713 01:08:59,083 --> 01:09:00,208 Wow! 714 01:09:06,250 --> 01:09:07,916 A table for two. 715 01:09:09,000 --> 01:09:10,458 Hey, Akito! 716 01:09:12,666 --> 01:09:14,791 Hello. -Hello. 717 01:09:14,875 --> 01:09:17,458 I hope you have a good time. -Thanks. 718 01:09:17,541 --> 01:09:19,291 What's up here? 719 01:09:19,375 --> 01:09:22,583 Let them be. This way. 720 01:09:24,583 --> 01:09:27,041 Is he Eri? -There is. 721 01:09:29,166 --> 01:09:30,708 He seems nice. 722 01:09:31,500 --> 01:09:33,500 Really? -Indeed. 723 01:09:39,958 --> 01:09:42,041 Nice couple, huh? 724 01:09:42,125 --> 01:09:46,458 It is. They are just like in his own world. 725 01:09:47,666 --> 01:09:49,208 Be a little jealous. 726 01:09:56,375 --> 01:09:57,791 Zombies! 727 01:09:57,875 --> 01:09:59,708 A group photo? -Yes. 728 01:10:00,416 --> 01:10:01,833 Smile! 729 01:10:03,250 --> 01:10:05,125 Another. - Sweet. 730 01:10:09,458 --> 01:10:10,291 Sorry. 731 01:10:12,541 --> 01:10:14,041 I would like to rest for a while. 732 01:10:14,833 --> 01:10:15,875 Are you OK? 733 01:10:17,875 --> 01:10:20,333 I guess I'm having a little too much fun. 734 01:10:21,750 --> 01:10:24,625 Do you want water? - I want to. 735 01:10:38,791 --> 01:10:39,833 Hello. 736 01:10:40,458 --> 01:10:41,458 Haruna. 737 01:10:43,000 --> 01:10:46,500 It's time for you to come back. It's been a long day. 738 01:10:47,375 --> 01:10:48,958 You must be tired. 739 01:10:51,791 --> 01:10:54,791 I'm fine. I'll stay a while longer. 740 01:10:55,625 --> 01:10:58,875 You can go again next time. - I can't. 741 01:11:05,208 --> 01:11:06,166 Is that your mother? 742 01:11:08,125 --> 01:11:12,333 Hayasaka here. I'll bring Haruna back soon. 743 01:11:13,000 --> 01:11:14,166 A little while longer. 744 01:11:16,083 --> 01:11:17,708 As head nurse - 745 01:11:19,000 --> 01:11:21,041 I want him back right now. 746 01:11:22,375 --> 01:11:23,250 But - 747 01:11:26,625 --> 01:11:28,000 as a mother - 748 01:11:32,250 --> 01:11:33,416 I will not interfere. 749 01:11:38,208 --> 01:11:39,500 Thank you very much. 750 01:11:46,958 --> 01:11:48,500 SNOW WHITE IN DA HOUSE 751 01:12:04,541 --> 01:12:09,666 I always clean my skin carefully before applying make-up. 752 01:12:09,750 --> 01:12:13,958 In addition, it is important to moisturize… -Don't break the illusion! 753 01:12:17,583 --> 01:12:20,000 Impact! 754 01:12:28,500 --> 01:12:30,250 Snow White… 755 01:12:43,125 --> 01:12:46,333 Are you okay, Snow White? - My prince! 756 01:12:46,916 --> 01:12:50,416 You saved me. Many thanks! 757 01:13:14,708 --> 01:13:15,583 Haruna! 758 01:13:18,833 --> 01:13:22,375 You came. You made it as you made it. 759 01:13:28,583 --> 01:13:30,000 Thank you, Ayaka. 760 01:13:32,291 --> 01:13:34,333 You were enchanting. 761 01:13:36,458 --> 01:13:37,500 Thanks. 762 01:13:38,416 --> 01:13:42,166 In my thoughts you were on stage with me. 763 01:13:43,666 --> 01:13:47,666 Now all together for a picture! 764 01:13:47,750 --> 01:13:49,375 See you later. 765 01:13:50,916 --> 01:13:53,458 Ayaka to the middle. -Now. 766 01:13:54,583 --> 01:13:57,125 You go there. -Where is Takada? 767 01:14:01,375 --> 01:14:02,250 Thanks. 768 01:14:06,250 --> 01:14:09,083 You managed to make one of my dreams come true. 769 01:14:09,958 --> 01:14:11,916 Next time we'll go to the beach. 770 01:14:12,750 --> 01:14:16,833 To that place, which you have drawn a picture of. 771 01:14:24,125 --> 01:14:26,208 I hope there will be a next time. 772 01:14:30,208 --> 01:14:31,500 The beach I drew… 773 01:14:34,291 --> 01:14:36,958 I was on my way there with my father. 774 01:14:39,708 --> 01:14:41,375 We didn't get there. 775 01:14:58,416 --> 01:15:00,875 Sorry! We're out of here. 776 01:15:06,500 --> 01:15:08,458 I'm pushing now. 777 01:15:09,291 --> 01:15:10,208 Thanks. 778 01:15:23,125 --> 01:15:24,208 Get on board. 779 01:15:40,916 --> 01:15:42,083 We'll be on time. 780 01:15:47,416 --> 01:15:48,250 Thanks. 781 01:15:52,500 --> 01:15:53,416 Listen. 782 01:15:57,166 --> 01:15:58,958 if i die 783 01:16:01,791 --> 01:16:05,583 would you try to wake up revive me with a kiss? 784 01:16:19,875 --> 01:16:22,458 I would have liked to experience love. 785 01:16:25,833 --> 01:16:27,333 Even once. 786 01:16:29,291 --> 01:16:32,000 I would have liked to fall in love. 787 01:16:36,541 --> 01:16:38,541 I wanted to love. 788 01:16:41,208 --> 01:16:42,958 And get reciprocated love. 789 01:16:46,125 --> 01:16:48,708 I would have wanted to make someone happy. 790 01:16:54,541 --> 01:16:59,166 I'm sorry. I couldn't… 791 01:17:02,708 --> 01:17:04,541 I can't do anything about the situation. 792 01:17:07,833 --> 01:17:08,875 What is it? 793 01:17:13,000 --> 01:17:14,291 are you crying 794 01:17:15,833 --> 01:17:20,083 Sorry. That kissing thing was a joke. Did you feel bad about it? 795 01:17:21,000 --> 01:17:23,041 It was a joke. Don't cry. 796 01:17:27,375 --> 01:17:28,500 I… 797 01:17:30,125 --> 01:17:33,750 There is one thing I have kept from you. 798 01:17:36,541 --> 01:17:39,041 I thought it was better not tell. 799 01:17:42,791 --> 01:17:43,625 So… 800 01:17:44,416 --> 01:17:45,500 Don't tell. 801 01:17:49,708 --> 01:17:52,791 Now I just want to think about nice things. 802 01:17:59,000 --> 01:18:00,583 of this moment - 803 01:18:03,166 --> 01:18:05,166 I want to keep it like this. 804 01:18:46,583 --> 01:18:50,375 Haruna doesn't have much time left. 805 01:18:53,416 --> 01:18:55,041 So please… 806 01:18:56,666 --> 01:18:58,208 Be by his side. 807 01:19:16,041 --> 01:19:18,875 Hello. What are you drawing? 808 01:19:24,791 --> 01:19:25,875 It's a secret. 809 01:19:36,083 --> 01:19:37,250 Show me. 810 01:19:39,708 --> 01:19:40,541 I don't. 811 01:19:41,666 --> 01:19:42,541 Why don't you? 812 01:19:49,416 --> 01:19:50,583 I want to see - 813 01:19:53,208 --> 01:19:54,708 one of your drawings. 814 01:19:55,750 --> 01:19:56,583 What? 815 01:19:57,208 --> 01:20:00,041 It's unfair if only you get to watch. 816 01:20:05,291 --> 01:20:06,166 Listen. 817 01:20:08,166 --> 01:20:11,041 could you draw me 818 01:20:15,041 --> 01:20:17,250 I want you to make a portrait of me. 819 01:20:32,333 --> 01:20:34,541 You look really beautiful. 820 01:20:38,375 --> 01:20:39,750 Thank you, Ayaka. 821 01:20:41,500 --> 01:20:44,166 You're doing my makeup for the funeral. 822 01:20:45,041 --> 01:20:47,750 Hey, I did bridal makeup. 823 01:20:48,750 --> 01:20:49,583 Look. 824 01:21:01,625 --> 01:21:02,666 Thanks. 825 01:21:42,041 --> 01:21:46,166 Staying in the same position is quite exhausting. 826 01:21:48,583 --> 01:21:51,000 Now I understand the Mona Lisa. 827 01:21:54,958 --> 01:21:56,541 You can lie down. 828 01:22:05,250 --> 01:22:06,083 Listen. 829 01:22:09,416 --> 01:22:12,791 The day we met… 830 01:22:15,875 --> 01:22:19,875 What made you start the conversation? 831 01:22:22,458 --> 01:22:23,750 So… 832 01:22:25,000 --> 01:22:27,500 I was thinking, and then i found something. 833 01:22:29,500 --> 01:22:30,583 Angel's. 834 01:22:31,791 --> 01:22:32,625 What? 835 01:22:37,791 --> 01:22:43,500 Just kidding, but that's my ordeal in the middle I felt as if I saw - 836 01:22:44,083 --> 01:22:46,458 first time an angel. 837 01:22:48,416 --> 01:22:49,500 So it was. 838 01:22:52,666 --> 01:22:54,208 Angel - 839 01:22:56,000 --> 01:23:01,416 had only been given half a year to live, but he was not afraid of death. 840 01:23:03,750 --> 01:23:05,666 It amazed me. 841 01:23:07,333 --> 01:23:10,166 Very surprised. 842 01:23:12,958 --> 01:23:14,041 You are wrong. 843 01:23:19,583 --> 01:23:26,166 That day I had been told, that I would live another half a year. 844 01:23:29,291 --> 01:23:31,375 I could wait for that. 845 01:23:33,125 --> 01:23:36,916 Still, I was informed terribly scared. 846 01:23:37,791 --> 01:23:39,333 Terrified. 847 01:24:07,666 --> 01:24:09,250 Beautiful colors. 848 01:24:13,041 --> 01:24:15,166 I noticed… 849 01:24:15,250 --> 01:24:17,583 Then you started talking to me. 850 01:24:18,750 --> 01:24:21,125 You looked like a hero to me. 851 01:24:24,708 --> 01:24:28,750 I said I was looking forward to dying. 852 01:24:30,166 --> 01:24:33,000 I really felt that way then. 853 01:24:38,708 --> 01:24:40,583 But not anymore. 854 01:24:48,291 --> 01:24:49,958 I don't want to die. 855 01:24:54,166 --> 01:24:55,791 I still want to live. 856 01:25:00,625 --> 01:25:03,916 I still want to be with you. 857 01:25:06,333 --> 01:25:08,250 And with Ayaka. 858 01:25:14,708 --> 01:25:16,041 I don't hope - 859 01:25:19,625 --> 01:25:21,791 tens of additional years. 860 01:25:24,833 --> 01:25:26,208 Just one more day. 861 01:25:29,333 --> 01:25:33,458 A minute or a second. I want to live longer. 862 01:25:37,583 --> 01:25:39,875 I decided so after meeting you two. 863 01:25:44,000 --> 01:25:47,083 So I'm going to fight every day. 864 01:25:49,000 --> 01:25:51,500 Every day lived is a victory. 865 01:25:53,333 --> 01:25:54,166 So… 866 01:25:56,166 --> 01:25:58,083 Even if it's hard, 867 01:26:00,500 --> 01:26:03,208 you must fight too, Akito. 868 01:26:18,041 --> 01:26:19,041 Show. 869 01:26:21,500 --> 01:26:22,375 Show drawing. 870 01:26:54,041 --> 01:26:55,291 Akito. 871 01:26:57,541 --> 01:26:58,916 You draw beautifully. 872 01:27:20,833 --> 01:27:21,750 That… 873 01:27:26,083 --> 01:27:29,583 I would like to have that surgery. 874 01:27:34,041 --> 01:27:36,458 I know it costs a lot - 875 01:27:37,541 --> 01:27:42,041 and that its success is unlikely without bad luck. 876 01:27:42,916 --> 01:27:45,125 So it's hardly a joy, 877 01:27:47,458 --> 01:27:49,291 but I would still like to try. 878 01:27:51,250 --> 01:27:52,250 Does it fit? 879 01:27:54,833 --> 01:27:55,750 Yes. 880 01:27:56,875 --> 01:27:57,833 Of course. 881 01:27:59,583 --> 01:28:00,708 One more thing. 882 01:28:03,791 --> 01:28:06,833 It's good that I found out about my prognosis. 883 01:28:09,708 --> 01:28:12,041 It helped me understand what is important. 884 01:28:18,708 --> 01:28:19,916 For you too, Natsumi… 885 01:28:24,041 --> 01:28:27,375 For everything you've done and you will do… 886 01:28:29,250 --> 01:28:30,125 Thank you. 887 01:28:35,125 --> 01:28:39,125 You are very lucky. You made us your family. 888 01:28:41,250 --> 01:28:42,291 True. 889 01:28:53,958 --> 01:28:57,000 Blood pressure collapses. - We have to intubate. 890 01:28:57,083 --> 01:28:58,750 Keep it up, Haru! 891 01:29:18,291 --> 01:29:20,208 POWER DEPARTMENT 892 01:29:25,500 --> 01:29:27,666 HARUNA'S STATE COLLAPSED -I'LL BE THERE 893 01:29:46,250 --> 01:29:49,041 Haruna, please wake up. 894 01:29:56,750 --> 01:29:59,916 I have something important to tell you. 895 01:30:02,625 --> 01:30:03,666 So - 896 01:30:05,333 --> 01:30:06,875 wake up please 897 01:30:12,583 --> 01:30:14,791 Wake up, Haruna. 898 01:30:17,541 --> 01:30:18,708 Wake up. 899 01:30:55,666 --> 01:30:59,833 can you hear me That heart attack. -Clear. 900 01:31:25,958 --> 01:31:27,125 Akito. 901 01:32:32,291 --> 01:32:33,125 Why… 902 01:32:35,916 --> 01:32:37,375 Why weren't you there? 903 01:32:42,875 --> 01:32:44,333 Haruna fought. 904 01:32:46,708 --> 01:32:49,083 He woke up once more. 905 01:32:56,291 --> 01:32:57,458 Then - 906 01:32:58,750 --> 01:33:00,416 he asked you. 907 01:33:25,333 --> 01:33:26,416 Here. 908 01:33:28,125 --> 01:33:30,000 This is for you. 909 01:33:32,791 --> 01:33:34,666 Haruna's last drawings. 910 01:33:36,375 --> 01:33:38,166 I can't take it. 911 01:33:39,875 --> 01:33:41,083 I think - 912 01:33:42,875 --> 01:33:44,666 this belongs to you. 913 01:33:47,416 --> 01:33:49,250 Drawing for Haruna - 914 01:33:51,666 --> 01:33:53,625 was a way to escape reality. 915 01:33:55,791 --> 01:33:58,166 To his own world. 916 01:34:01,958 --> 01:34:04,000 Then he met you. 917 01:34:06,125 --> 01:34:07,708 After that he drew - 918 01:34:09,666 --> 01:34:10,833 for you. 919 01:34:29,875 --> 01:34:30,875 I wanted to - 920 01:34:34,041 --> 01:34:35,625 to tell him something. 921 01:34:37,208 --> 01:34:38,208 I couldn't. 922 01:34:43,208 --> 01:34:45,583 I wasn't even by his side. 923 01:34:50,000 --> 01:34:51,333 I couldn't… 924 01:35:58,000 --> 01:35:59,083 Dear Akito. 925 01:36:01,375 --> 01:36:02,333 This room - 926 01:36:03,458 --> 01:36:06,916 is now my heaven. 927 01:36:10,000 --> 01:36:11,291 Thanks to you - 928 01:36:12,416 --> 01:36:14,750 this place filled with pain - 929 01:36:16,166 --> 01:36:20,208 changed to light and heat as a place to be filled. 930 01:36:26,166 --> 01:36:31,166 I have been happy here for a lifetime. 931 01:36:33,375 --> 01:36:37,666 And shed tears for a lifetime. 932 01:36:40,333 --> 01:36:42,666 I used to want to rush to death. 933 01:36:44,583 --> 01:36:48,000 Now I want more days in my life. 934 01:36:51,875 --> 01:36:53,791 Thanks to you - 935 01:36:55,291 --> 01:36:57,291 I got to experience happiness. 936 01:36:59,166 --> 01:37:00,916 And therefore - 937 01:37:02,541 --> 01:37:05,000 you must live for me too. 938 01:37:05,750 --> 01:37:08,291 Live long and happily. 939 01:37:09,916 --> 01:37:13,916 And draw even more beautiful pictures. 940 01:37:16,375 --> 01:37:19,375 Hey, what are you drawing? 941 01:37:20,833 --> 01:37:21,958 It's a secret. 942 01:37:23,416 --> 01:37:25,000 someday, 943 01:37:26,541 --> 01:37:31,625 when you are already an old man we meet again beyond the sky. 944 01:37:33,708 --> 01:37:35,416 I look forward to that day. 945 01:37:37,875 --> 01:37:41,375 When it comes, I hope you don't mind, 946 01:37:42,958 --> 01:37:46,958 if i call you my best friend. 947 01:37:50,333 --> 01:37:51,416 And finally, 948 01:37:53,000 --> 01:37:55,583 in exchange for all the flowers you bring, 949 01:37:56,833 --> 01:37:58,833 i give you these 950 01:38:26,333 --> 01:38:29,833 About to fall asleep. -Clear. 951 01:38:42,375 --> 01:38:44,125 Now turn slowly. 952 01:38:44,916 --> 01:38:47,541 It went well. -Thanks. 953 01:38:47,625 --> 01:38:49,041 You did great. 954 01:38:52,833 --> 01:38:55,291 Are you okay? -Yeah. 955 01:39:21,416 --> 01:39:23,416 ENTRANCE EXAMINATION: PASSED 956 01:39:36,041 --> 01:39:36,875 Not bad. 957 01:39:36,958 --> 01:39:40,583 Can we stop at hot springs? -On the way? 958 01:39:40,666 --> 01:39:41,791 O.K.! 959 01:39:41,875 --> 01:39:44,250 Thanks. -Can I have it? 960 01:39:45,500 --> 01:39:48,875 Here's to you too. -Thanks. 961 01:39:56,833 --> 01:39:59,250 Hayasaka, are you alive? 962 01:40:08,500 --> 01:40:12,375 I am, but in the hospital again. 963 01:40:13,583 --> 01:40:14,625 Again? 964 01:40:25,458 --> 01:40:27,666 Hey Miss Gerbera. 965 01:40:28,958 --> 01:40:33,500 Is the boyfriend in the hospital again? - Not a boyfriend, but an arch-enemy. 966 01:40:35,333 --> 01:40:40,166 Five flowers? Or shall we put six? 967 01:40:41,541 --> 01:40:42,500 Five. 968 01:40:43,500 --> 01:40:46,208 Or so. The worst place. 969 01:40:46,291 --> 01:40:50,125 A bundle of six would look like this. 970 01:40:57,125 --> 01:40:59,666 Are they…? - Oh, the pictures? 971 01:40:59,750 --> 01:41:03,000 I made the bouquets, but someone else uploaded the pictures. 972 01:41:04,291 --> 01:41:07,208 The pictures are so beautiful that I wanted to show them. 973 01:41:12,500 --> 01:41:13,500 Hayasaka! 974 01:41:45,958 --> 01:41:48,250 Hello. What are you painting? 975 01:41:54,375 --> 01:41:56,208 The last act of my life. 976 01:41:57,458 --> 01:41:58,416 No. 977 01:41:59,583 --> 01:42:03,875 But the one I got from Haruna the first act of a new life. 978 01:42:11,875 --> 01:42:13,208 how are you 979 01:42:16,500 --> 01:42:17,916 It has spread. 980 01:42:20,708 --> 01:42:21,666 Is there? 981 01:42:22,791 --> 01:42:26,250 I also have tumors on my spine. 982 01:42:29,625 --> 01:42:31,583 I guess that's a bad thing. 983 01:42:33,000 --> 01:42:34,083 I guess so. 984 01:42:35,000 --> 01:42:38,958 Maybe even very bad. -Probably. 985 01:42:39,041 --> 01:42:40,208 So… 986 01:42:44,291 --> 01:42:45,333 Let it be. 987 01:42:48,458 --> 01:42:49,416 Look at this. 988 01:42:55,125 --> 01:42:58,625 Are these the flowers that I took to Haruna? 989 01:42:59,666 --> 01:43:02,958 Once I learn how to take pictures, maybe I'll upload something to Facebook. 990 01:43:06,083 --> 01:43:07,583 Haruna uploaded the pictures. 991 01:43:08,791 --> 01:43:11,125 The last one is from December. 992 01:43:12,083 --> 01:43:16,333 There is also one which is password protected. 993 01:43:19,125 --> 01:43:22,583 "To the son who was born in the fall." 994 01:43:23,916 --> 01:43:26,041 A password is required for that. 995 01:43:29,541 --> 01:43:31,000 INCORRECT PASSWORD 996 01:43:31,791 --> 01:43:33,500 So not a birthday. 997 01:43:54,666 --> 01:43:55,958 Gerberas… 998 01:44:05,083 --> 01:44:06,208 INCORRECT PASSWORD 999 01:44:30,708 --> 01:44:33,791 A story about a girl, who had half a year to live, 1000 01:44:33,875 --> 01:44:36,500 and of a son who had a year to live. 1001 01:44:37,291 --> 01:44:38,125 What? 1002 01:44:43,541 --> 01:44:45,458 For a boy born in autumn. 1003 01:44:48,125 --> 01:44:53,791 I want to tell you about my thoughts with the help of these pictures. 1004 01:44:57,333 --> 01:45:02,958 You're the first person I've met on which my spell had no effect. 1005 01:45:03,625 --> 01:45:07,583 At our first meeting you heard my diagnosis, 1006 01:45:07,666 --> 01:45:12,000 but you didn't freak out and you did not look at me with pity. 1007 01:45:12,083 --> 01:45:13,791 It surprised me. 1008 01:45:14,875 --> 01:45:19,333 I wanted to see you again, so I walked around the hospital. 1009 01:45:22,125 --> 01:45:25,208 When you started visiting me, I always waited in the corridor. 1010 01:45:25,291 --> 01:45:29,500 After seeing you I hurried back to bed. 1011 01:45:31,125 --> 01:45:34,583 When I realized that it would come actually visit every day, 1012 01:45:34,666 --> 01:45:38,125 I was so happy that my breath stopped. 1013 01:45:38,625 --> 01:45:39,750 Haruna-san? 1014 01:45:42,166 --> 01:45:44,000 But when autumn came, 1015 01:45:45,541 --> 01:45:47,541 I found out your secret. 1016 01:45:53,208 --> 01:45:55,416 DISEASES OF THE HEART 1017 01:45:56,666 --> 01:45:58,375 Heart disease… 1018 01:46:02,541 --> 01:46:03,791 Will he die? 1019 01:46:04,625 --> 01:46:05,958 Akitoko too? 1020 01:46:09,250 --> 01:46:10,833 He knew. 1021 01:46:10,916 --> 01:46:16,041 Yet you still managed to make me happy. 1022 01:46:17,958 --> 01:46:20,083 You dedicated your remaining time - 1023 01:46:21,166 --> 01:46:23,250 for me, right? 1024 01:46:23,333 --> 01:46:24,333 Terrible. 1025 01:46:27,375 --> 01:46:32,500 In return for your kindness I decided not to reveal that I knew. 1026 01:46:34,416 --> 01:46:36,416 I wanted to carry on as usual. 1027 01:46:38,166 --> 01:46:41,791 Because for the two of us, a "normal" life - 1028 01:46:42,333 --> 01:46:45,500 was a rare luxury. 1029 01:46:48,291 --> 01:46:49,208 for me - 1030 01:46:50,083 --> 01:46:54,166 these six months have been the happiest time of my life. 1031 01:46:57,791 --> 01:47:01,333 I think our meeting - 1032 01:47:01,958 --> 01:47:03,500 was no accident. 1033 01:47:04,625 --> 01:47:06,000 It was meant to be. 1034 01:47:07,958 --> 01:47:12,291 I believe we were born so that we could face each other. 1035 01:47:14,125 --> 01:47:15,458 That thought - 1036 01:47:16,958 --> 01:47:18,958 helped me when I was in pain. 1037 01:47:23,291 --> 01:47:24,541 All good. 1038 01:47:27,125 --> 01:47:29,666 So fear not, Akito. 1039 01:47:30,833 --> 01:47:33,625 I will ease your pain. 1040 01:47:34,916 --> 01:47:39,000 And then when I die, 1041 01:47:39,750 --> 01:47:41,958 I protect you from Heaven. 1042 01:47:45,083 --> 01:47:49,583 Thanks to Ayaka too. Stay her friend. 1043 01:47:49,666 --> 01:47:51,416 Oh me and Hayasaka? 1044 01:47:51,500 --> 01:47:53,875 I said the same to Ayaka. -Not really. 1045 01:47:53,958 --> 01:47:55,083 Are you sure? 1046 01:47:55,708 --> 01:47:59,041 Ayaka can seem blunt, 1047 01:47:59,541 --> 01:48:02,541 but she is a gentle soul, which I am worried about. 1048 01:48:03,958 --> 01:48:08,541 It would be wonderful if you can support each other. 1049 01:48:12,625 --> 01:48:15,625 And what I left not to mention on fireworks night… 1050 01:48:16,833 --> 01:48:18,666 I still leave it unsaid. 1051 01:48:20,875 --> 01:48:22,041 That's just… 1052 01:48:24,083 --> 01:48:24,958 I… 1053 01:48:27,166 --> 01:48:28,541 The thing is so… 1054 01:48:29,708 --> 01:48:31,083 Akito, I… 1055 01:48:33,083 --> 01:48:37,666 If by some miracle - 1056 01:48:38,583 --> 01:48:40,875 you will find this message, 1057 01:48:41,708 --> 01:48:43,041 i want to believe 1058 01:48:43,791 --> 01:48:48,083 that after all the pain I've been through - 1059 01:48:49,083 --> 01:48:52,333 it would be God's homework gift to me. 1060 01:48:54,833 --> 01:48:58,125 By the way, you probably knew 1061 01:48:59,000 --> 01:49:02,583 what does a bouquet of six gerberas mean. 1062 01:49:05,375 --> 01:49:07,916 When you spend a lot of time in the hospital, 1063 01:49:08,916 --> 01:49:12,791 learns the meanings of different flowers. 1064 01:49:15,083 --> 01:49:17,291 So I firmly believe, 1065 01:49:18,291 --> 01:49:22,583 that you understand the message of these three gerberas, 1066 01:49:23,500 --> 01:49:24,958 when I give them to you. 1067 01:49:30,416 --> 01:49:35,916 Three gerberas mean: "I love you." 1068 01:49:38,000 --> 01:49:40,833 I don't usually recommend it bouquets of only three flowers. 1069 01:49:41,833 --> 01:49:43,708 However, the message is beautiful. 1070 01:49:44,291 --> 01:49:49,041 THREE GERBERAS MEAN: "I LOVE YOU" 1071 01:50:14,458 --> 01:50:17,708 You and Haruna amaze me. 1072 01:50:19,833 --> 01:50:24,708 You experienced sweet love in a short time. 1073 01:50:27,500 --> 01:50:29,791 Your time was limited. 1074 01:50:30,666 --> 01:50:35,083 My relationships usually last even shorter. 1075 01:50:38,750 --> 01:50:42,500 But now that I've visited you, 1076 01:50:46,250 --> 01:50:48,791 I have come to value commitment. 1077 01:50:59,791 --> 01:51:00,916 Well, Haruna. 1078 01:51:02,583 --> 01:51:04,708 What does he say when he wakes up? 1079 01:51:05,708 --> 01:51:06,541 Hayasaka. 1080 01:51:10,041 --> 01:51:11,250 Can you get angry? 1081 01:51:13,250 --> 01:51:14,250 Or get irritated? 1082 01:51:17,541 --> 01:51:20,791 Or maybe smile? 1083 01:51:25,708 --> 01:51:27,541 Hayasaka slept off - 1084 01:51:27,625 --> 01:51:31,833 three and a half years after receiving the diagnosis. 1085 01:51:34,833 --> 01:51:39,375 Despite his bad luck he continued for a long time. Or what, Haruna? 1086 01:51:39,958 --> 01:51:43,416 Do you use any moisturizer? - I don't. 1087 01:51:43,500 --> 01:51:46,458 The nails are a little dry. 1088 01:51:46,541 --> 01:51:51,333 And to top it all off, you still has the same date of death. 1089 01:52:00,083 --> 01:52:03,541 FOR A BOY BORN IN AUTUMN 1090 01:52:09,791 --> 01:52:10,791 What? 1091 01:52:11,833 --> 01:52:12,791 Answer. 1092 01:52:15,875 --> 01:52:16,958 From Hayasaka. 1093 01:52:21,375 --> 01:52:23,333 How are you, Haruna? 1094 01:52:24,791 --> 01:52:28,958 I may come to you very soon. 1095 01:52:30,666 --> 01:52:33,958 I'm scared but on the other hand I look forward to it. 1096 01:52:36,041 --> 01:52:40,833 You inspired me to fight to the last. 1097 01:52:42,291 --> 01:52:47,250 A world painted with black strokes got bright colors. 1098 01:52:48,916 --> 01:52:50,458 Dazzlingly bright. 1099 01:52:52,500 --> 01:52:55,583 Thanks also for Miura. 1100 01:52:56,750 --> 01:53:01,958 He often visits me and has been an important support. 1101 01:53:03,958 --> 01:53:08,583 When I'm gone, it still is probably a relief for him. 1102 01:53:11,416 --> 01:53:12,250 P.S. 1103 01:53:13,375 --> 01:53:19,083 When I woke up, I noticed that I had three gerberas painted on my nail. 1104 01:53:19,916 --> 01:53:22,291 Miura must have done it. 1105 01:53:23,750 --> 01:53:27,291 He may not know the meaning of flowers. 1106 01:53:27,375 --> 01:53:32,166 Next time I'll tell him. Then we can laugh together. 1107 01:53:35,041 --> 01:53:37,166 I know, that fool too. 1108 01:55:09,958 --> 01:55:16,708 AKITO HAYASAKA and HARUNA SAKURAI "OUR SKY" 1109 01:58:35,208 --> 01:58:42,125 THE MOST IMPORTANT COLOR IN LIFE AND ART IS THE COLOR OF LOVE - MARC CHAGALL 1110 01:58:49,916 --> 01:58:52,625 Subtitles: Heidi Mäki