1 00:00:41,875 --> 00:00:43,168 Dear Diary... 2 00:00:43,335 --> 00:00:47,380 ...today is the last day of school. Summer begins. 3 00:00:47,547 --> 00:00:49,215 But the most important news... 4 00:00:49,382 --> 00:00:52,093 ...is that me and Manuela we were invited to the pool... 5 00:00:52,302 --> 00:00:54,095 ...at Daniele's villa. 6 00:00:54,346 --> 00:00:55,722 I've been waiting for months this moment. 7 00:00:55,764 --> 00:00:59,601 Maybe this time he will notice me. 8 00:01:06,733 --> 00:01:08,693 Elvira! 9 00:01:11,571 --> 00:01:13,323 Elvira! 10 00:01:15,450 --> 00:01:19,371 You'll wake up your niece, that I'm late? 11 00:01:20,872 --> 00:01:24,459 Melissa, hurry, you'll be late for school! 12 00:01:43,645 --> 00:01:44,938 Elvira. 13 00:01:45,814 --> 00:01:46,856 Elvira. 14 00:01:46,898 --> 00:01:49,484 Elvira! 15 00:01:49,693 --> 00:01:51,986 What are you doing, can't you hear? 16 00:01:52,779 --> 00:01:57,242 Please, you can go that I am late? I have to finish getting ready. 17 00:02:03,248 --> 00:02:04,582 Excuse me. 18 00:02:04,791 --> 00:02:06,418 All right, I'll go. 19 00:02:23,852 --> 00:02:25,895 What a mess. 20 00:02:27,063 --> 00:02:29,065 - Love, the alarm clock. - Come out! 21 00:02:29,274 --> 00:02:32,402 Sorry, my love, is that you will be late for school. 22 00:02:32,610 --> 00:02:34,195 Go away. 23 00:02:34,362 --> 00:02:36,364 At four in the afternoon we were there. 24 00:02:37,782 --> 00:02:40,368 All the way I wanted to backtrack. 25 00:02:40,535 --> 00:02:41,911 My heart was in my mouth. 26 00:02:42,037 --> 00:02:43,538 - Wait, don't play! - Why? 27 00:02:43,705 --> 00:02:44,831 It's still early. 28 00:02:45,040 --> 00:02:47,876 But no, Tweety said to come at this time. 29 00:02:48,084 --> 00:02:49,711 Listen here. 30 00:02:51,004 --> 00:02:55,800 - I don't feel anything. - But how! It looks like it's going to explode! 31 00:02:56,009 --> 00:02:59,679 - Let's go, we still have time. - No. You've been dying after him for a year! 32 00:02:59,804 --> 00:03:03,308 - And now that finally... - Just today when I'm a monster. 33 00:03:04,142 --> 00:03:07,187 No, you're a space pussy! 34 00:03:14,194 --> 00:03:17,113 - What if he realizes that I don't know how to swim? - Stay away from the pool. 35 00:03:17,322 --> 00:03:19,741 What if he kisses me and notices what is the first time? 36 00:03:19,908 --> 00:03:22,285 Are you crazy? With all the tests we've done? 37 00:03:22,494 --> 00:03:24,412 Come on, calm down. 38 00:03:27,582 --> 00:03:27,999 Who is that? 39 00:03:29,084 --> 00:03:30,502 Which? 40 00:03:30,669 --> 00:03:32,754 - The only fuckable one. - Hey, you're here. 41 00:03:39,135 --> 00:03:42,889 - Take it, Patrizio, come on! - No, no, I don't like it! 42 00:03:43,056 --> 00:03:45,183 No! No, stop being such a bastard! 43 00:03:45,392 --> 00:03:47,268 - Hello, Manuela. - It's me Manuela. 44 00:03:47,977 --> 00:03:50,772 - I'm Melissa. - So, hello, Melissa. 45 00:03:50,855 --> 00:03:53,400 - Daniele, come on, come on. - I have new shoes, come on! 46 00:03:53,566 --> 00:03:55,568 Excuse me. 47 00:03:59,906 --> 00:04:01,950 Stop it! Enough, I said! 48 00:04:02,158 --> 00:04:03,451 Well, I... 49 00:04:03,618 --> 00:04:04,452 Stop it, moron! 50 00:04:04,494 --> 00:04:07,997 - A fish! - It was a joke. 51 00:04:14,337 --> 00:04:19,467 You are such assholes! I paid two hundred euros! 52 00:04:19,634 --> 00:04:21,261 - Who is that? - Lavinia. 53 00:04:21,428 --> 00:04:23,972 Arnaldo's girlfriend. A bitch. 54 00:04:24,180 --> 00:04:26,433 Don't try to throw me into the water like that one. 55 00:04:26,641 --> 00:04:29,477 Otherwise I'll open your ass, okay? 56 00:04:31,771 --> 00:04:33,523 Love. 57 00:04:34,899 --> 00:04:36,818 I'm going there. 58 00:04:37,027 --> 00:04:40,321 Be careful, they throw you into the water. 59 00:05:10,393 --> 00:05:12,562 No! He can't swim! 60 00:05:12,729 --> 00:05:16,441 Help her! Do something! 61 00:05:20,028 --> 00:05:21,363 Were you scared? 62 00:05:21,571 --> 00:05:23,865 I? No. 63 00:05:25,909 --> 00:05:28,745 I thought you knew how to swim. 64 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:30,955 Yes, I know how to swim but... 65 00:05:31,164 --> 00:05:33,375 ...suddenly, I got scared. 66 00:05:33,541 --> 00:05:35,835 But how, you said that you weren't scared. 67 00:05:36,002 --> 00:05:37,504 After. 68 00:05:42,592 --> 00:05:44,135 You got scared. 69 00:05:47,097 --> 00:05:51,059 You come. I'll show you the most beautiful point of the garden. 70 00:05:54,145 --> 00:05:56,439 There it is. 71 00:06:00,985 --> 00:06:03,988 You've seen the great Daniele, eh? 72 00:06:14,708 --> 00:06:16,418 And in short, you don't know how to swim. 73 00:06:16,584 --> 00:06:20,922 If you want, I can teach you one day. Come here, without all these people. 74 00:06:21,214 --> 00:06:23,800 - At that time? - So what? 75 00:06:24,050 --> 00:06:25,385 So, will you come? 76 00:06:25,593 --> 00:06:27,721 - Yes. - Do you like it here? 77 00:06:27,929 --> 00:06:29,681 Yes. 78 00:06:29,848 --> 00:06:31,725 And do you like me? 79 00:06:34,102 --> 00:06:36,438 Enough. 80 00:06:36,646 --> 00:06:39,733 - What job does your father do? - Engineer. 81 00:06:41,359 --> 00:06:42,944 - Does he do the streets? - No, oil. 82 00:06:43,987 --> 00:06:46,656 It stands on a platform in the middle of the Indian Ocean. 83 00:06:46,865 --> 00:06:48,158 He'll be back in a year. 84 00:06:49,993 --> 00:06:51,369 And your mother? 85 00:06:51,536 --> 00:06:52,996 Sells wedding dresses. 86 00:06:53,204 --> 00:06:55,040 - Do you have brothers? - No. 87 00:06:55,206 --> 00:06:57,250 - I have a friend. - Do you confide in her? 88 00:06:57,459 --> 00:06:58,835 Yes. 89 00:06:59,002 --> 00:07:02,047 - And you tell her everything? - Yes. 90 00:07:15,602 --> 00:07:18,021 And what will you tell her about me? 91 00:07:18,563 --> 00:07:20,315 I do not know. 92 00:07:22,025 --> 00:07:24,778 You look like a little girl. How old are you? 93 00:07:24,986 --> 00:07:26,821 Fifteen and a half. 94 00:07:39,834 --> 00:07:42,087 - Do you have a boyfriend? - No. 95 00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:43,421 And do you have it? 96 00:07:44,547 --> 00:07:46,549 - What? - The girl. 97 00:07:48,593 --> 00:07:50,970 No, I don't have it. 98 00:07:51,429 --> 00:07:53,473 Are you a virgin? 99 00:07:53,640 --> 00:07:55,392 Yes. 100 00:07:55,558 --> 00:07:57,977 - How many have you kissed? - Two. 101 00:07:58,186 --> 00:08:01,106 - And which one did you like the most? - I don't know. 102 00:08:01,314 --> 00:08:03,525 The first. 103 00:08:15,370 --> 00:08:16,705 Get up. 104 00:08:18,540 --> 00:08:20,834 But what do you want from me? 105 00:08:21,334 --> 00:08:23,628 Do you want to kiss me? 106 00:08:26,506 --> 00:08:28,174 Do you want to kiss me? 107 00:08:28,258 --> 00:08:31,344 Do you want to kiss me? 108 00:08:31,386 --> 00:08:34,097 Do you want to kiss me? 109 00:08:34,514 --> 00:08:36,933 Yes. 110 00:08:38,184 --> 00:08:40,645 Then kiss my cock. 111 00:08:50,780 --> 00:08:52,907 Take it in your mouth. 112 00:09:08,048 --> 00:09:10,008 What are you doing? 113 00:09:31,738 --> 00:09:35,158 Maybe next time You kiss me on the mouth. 114 00:09:41,331 --> 00:09:44,000 I haven't seen him since that day. 115 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:48,088 I spent a dark summer, of suffocated tears... 116 00:09:48,254 --> 00:09:52,175 ...waiting for a phone call which never arrived. 117 00:09:52,967 --> 00:09:56,262 I wanted to disappear, fly away very far. 118 00:09:57,138 --> 00:10:01,184 Like my father, on the other side of the world. 119 00:10:10,360 --> 00:10:12,570 Don't make that face, relax. 120 00:10:12,779 --> 00:10:16,157 I would like to see you. After what happened, it disappeared. 121 00:10:16,324 --> 00:10:18,952 He doesn't really think about you, you'd better forget it. 122 00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:21,413 I never told you that he cares about me... 123 00:10:21,579 --> 00:10:25,208 ...but what do I care about him. And every day it gets worse. 124 00:10:27,377 --> 00:10:29,004 Let's go. 125 00:10:29,921 --> 00:10:31,423 - Good morning. - Good morning. 126 00:10:32,382 --> 00:10:33,842 - Good morning. - Good morning. 127 00:10:34,009 --> 00:10:36,177 - Good morning. - Good morning. 128 00:10:42,642 --> 00:10:45,020 But please, ladies. 129 00:10:45,186 --> 00:10:48,148 We were all happy to wait for you, right? 130 00:10:48,356 --> 00:10:50,859 Appeal. 131 00:10:51,151 --> 00:10:53,028 - Ademo Elisabetta. - Present. 132 00:10:53,194 --> 00:10:55,196 - Bozzini Emanuela. - Present. 133 00:10:55,447 --> 00:10:57,115 Caldiron Clelia and Leo. 134 00:10:57,282 --> 00:10:58,658 - Present. - Present. 135 00:10:58,825 --> 00:11:01,453 - De Angelis Marco. - First day of school. 136 00:11:02,245 --> 00:11:03,705 I feel terrible. 137 00:11:03,955 --> 00:11:06,041 He's a new student. Let's start well. 138 00:11:06,166 --> 00:11:08,918 I have to see it. But he isn't there. 139 00:11:09,127 --> 00:11:12,547 The holidays are over for everyone, except for him. 140 00:11:15,300 --> 00:11:17,927 I'm Marco De Angelis. 141 00:11:20,388 --> 00:11:23,141 But he knows I should kick out? 142 00:11:24,893 --> 00:11:26,519 No, too simple. 143 00:11:26,770 --> 00:11:29,064 Come in. Look for a place. 144 00:11:31,441 --> 00:11:33,735 I try to hate him for that that he did to me. 145 00:11:33,860 --> 00:11:37,447 But I can't. I still want it. 146 00:11:37,614 --> 00:11:41,242 My favorite place. They call it "the place of death". 147 00:11:46,915 --> 00:11:48,291 How cool! 148 00:11:48,416 --> 00:11:50,043 What a loser! 149 00:11:50,251 --> 00:11:53,254 Ah, he's tough! We inaugurate the register. 150 00:11:53,463 --> 00:11:55,215 With a nice three. 151 00:11:55,382 --> 00:11:57,676 He didn't understand how much I like it. 152 00:11:57,884 --> 00:12:01,137 And even though it made me feel ashamed, I forgive him. 153 00:12:01,513 --> 00:12:05,100 If I could hold him tight too just once, I would make him understand. 154 00:12:05,141 --> 00:12:07,227 Call me, my love. 155 00:12:08,353 --> 00:12:09,270 Call me, call me. 156 00:12:09,312 --> 00:12:12,857 Call me, call me. 157 00:12:23,368 --> 00:12:25,954 A. 158 00:12:26,413 --> 00:12:29,082 Two. 159 00:12:29,582 --> 00:12:31,001 Three. 160 00:12:31,126 --> 00:12:33,086 Yes, it's morning here. 161 00:12:33,211 --> 00:12:35,380 Yes, I'll get it to you right away. How are you? 162 00:12:36,464 --> 00:12:38,550 Melissa, run, dad's here. 163 00:12:38,717 --> 00:12:40,135 Melissa! 164 00:12:40,343 --> 00:12:43,304 Open up, dad's here. 165 00:12:43,596 --> 00:12:45,265 But why are you closing yourself off always inside? 166 00:12:45,432 --> 00:12:48,059 You want your mother to come to you first or your daughter? 167 00:12:48,935 --> 00:12:50,895 - Finally. - Dad. 168 00:12:51,021 --> 00:12:52,981 Do you know that I dreamed about you? 169 00:12:53,106 --> 00:12:55,316 Yes. We were in Paris. 170 00:12:55,525 --> 00:12:56,192 But it was our home. 171 00:12:56,234 --> 00:12:59,946 Wouldn't it be more practical if I used your bathroom instead of ours? 172 00:13:00,113 --> 00:13:01,740 Yes, I'm good. 173 00:13:01,906 --> 00:13:03,908 But be good too. 174 00:13:04,409 --> 00:13:06,286 No, please, don't smoke... 175 00:13:06,453 --> 00:13:10,123 I always wait for your emails. I don't you promised one a week. 176 00:13:10,290 --> 00:13:12,709 Yes, yes, yes, I'll stop right now. 177 00:13:14,085 --> 00:13:16,880 Look, I'm smoking the latest one. I swear. 178 00:13:17,005 --> 00:13:19,132 Yes, I'll pass it on to you. 179 00:13:22,093 --> 00:13:24,262 Hi love. 180 00:13:26,139 --> 00:13:30,894 Of course I take my medicine. Why do you always say the same thing? 181 00:13:31,102 --> 00:13:33,855 And then they say that the old ones they are stoned! 182 00:13:34,022 --> 00:13:36,358 Dear Diary, my family it's a disaster. 183 00:13:36,524 --> 00:13:39,444 My father is so far away, my mother doesn't understand anything. 184 00:13:39,652 --> 00:13:42,572 Luckily my grandmother is there. And Manuela, my best friend. 185 00:13:42,781 --> 00:13:43,865 Go slower! 186 00:13:44,074 --> 00:13:47,160 You don't have to be afraid with me. Never! 187 00:13:47,327 --> 00:13:48,328 Yes, but be careful. 188 00:13:48,370 --> 00:13:50,580 Do you trust me? 189 00:13:50,789 --> 00:13:52,415 Yes, you are very strong! 190 00:14:00,173 --> 00:14:01,800 I hate gym class. 191 00:14:01,966 --> 00:14:04,511 But for sure Manu he hates her more than me. 192 00:14:04,678 --> 00:14:06,554 At least anyway we don't have to study. 193 00:14:06,763 --> 00:14:09,015 This year I want something else. 194 00:14:09,891 --> 00:14:12,143 Every day at school I hope to meet him. 195 00:14:12,310 --> 00:14:14,854 It has happened twice so far in the corridor. 196 00:14:15,063 --> 00:14:18,024 He didn't see me or pretended not to see me. 197 00:14:18,233 --> 00:14:20,110 This is killing us today. 198 00:14:21,695 --> 00:14:23,738 Like this. 199 00:14:24,614 --> 00:14:26,074 Push. 200 00:14:26,282 --> 00:14:28,993 And three and four. Next, one more. 201 00:14:31,079 --> 00:14:34,958 One, two, three and four. 202 00:14:37,377 --> 00:14:41,756 All right. Enough for today. 203 00:14:42,424 --> 00:14:44,884 The hour is up. 204 00:14:46,928 --> 00:14:47,762 Goodbye, guys. 205 00:14:47,804 --> 00:14:51,099 How strange, I feel my body more than before. 206 00:14:51,307 --> 00:14:53,018 I like. 207 00:14:53,184 --> 00:14:56,062 But I would like it more with him. 208 00:14:56,354 --> 00:14:58,023 What, are you excited? 209 00:14:58,148 --> 00:15:00,275 But you're in good shape. Who would have thought? 210 00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:05,155 Calm. It's all envy. 211 00:15:05,405 --> 00:15:09,325 I want it, I'm sure of it. 212 00:15:26,468 --> 00:15:28,887 Yes, I went to see what you said. 213 00:15:29,054 --> 00:15:31,431 It looks like a prison. 214 00:15:31,556 --> 00:15:33,183 No, I saw another one. 215 00:15:33,350 --> 00:15:36,102 Luxury. Wait. Wait a moment. 216 00:15:36,311 --> 00:15:38,021 Here it is. 217 00:15:40,565 --> 00:15:42,859 "Elegant environment. 218 00:15:42,984 --> 00:15:46,071 Medical staff highly qualified". 219 00:15:46,529 --> 00:15:48,907 One thousand eight hundred. 220 00:15:49,074 --> 00:15:51,409 No, I haven't spoken to her yet. 221 00:15:51,618 --> 00:15:54,746 You know it's not easy with her, right? 222 00:15:55,705 --> 00:15:57,791 Why don't you talk to her? 223 00:15:57,957 --> 00:16:01,044 All right, all right. Okay, I'll try. 224 00:16:01,252 --> 00:16:03,171 Melissa? 225 00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:07,008 Well, yes. She'll be sorry, then and there. But then... 226 00:16:07,175 --> 00:16:09,594 You know how boys are, don't you? 227 00:16:09,761 --> 00:16:14,599 Don't worry, I kept on the scooter hard. Manuela's guide is so much. 228 00:16:15,183 --> 00:16:16,726 Yes. 229 00:16:16,935 --> 00:16:19,896 She wanted to sign up for swimming. 230 00:16:20,105 --> 00:16:23,775 This time it seems... She seems very determined to learn. 231 00:16:23,942 --> 00:16:25,360 Ready? 232 00:16:25,527 --> 00:16:27,696 Can you hear me? Pron... 233 00:16:27,821 --> 00:16:29,906 Ready? 234 00:16:31,074 --> 00:16:32,075 Elvira. 235 00:16:34,452 --> 00:16:35,829 Elvira! 236 00:16:36,579 --> 00:16:39,624 I had lent it to Melissa but now I need it. 237 00:16:39,791 --> 00:16:42,836 I have tea with friends. 238 00:16:44,587 --> 00:16:48,133 But how do you live in this chaos? 239 00:16:48,383 --> 00:16:51,553 At least I'll be able to do it in my room as I think, right? 240 00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:54,264 Here, this was in the living room. 241 00:16:56,016 --> 00:16:59,602 Excuse me. It won't happen again. I promise you. 242 00:16:59,811 --> 00:17:03,523 And why are you going out at this hour? Do you want me to come get you? 243 00:17:04,232 --> 00:17:06,443 Don't worry. I take the bus. 244 00:17:06,609 --> 00:17:09,070 No, take a taxi. 245 00:17:09,279 --> 00:17:10,780 The taxi costs. 246 00:17:10,947 --> 00:17:14,993 It doesn't matter, I'll give it to you. Don't make me worry. 247 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:19,581 Then, I have to talk to you. But, okay, now you're busy. 248 00:17:19,748 --> 00:17:23,126 Tell me, tell me. Friends will wait. 249 00:17:25,128 --> 00:17:27,339 - Have you taken the pill? - Yes. 250 00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:31,176 No, I didn't take it. 251 00:17:31,885 --> 00:17:33,720 But that's my business. 252 00:17:33,928 --> 00:17:35,597 No, actually they are too our business. 253 00:17:35,638 --> 00:17:39,559 You don't know how much good it does you, with the heart you have. 254 00:17:42,812 --> 00:17:44,356 My mother hates my grandmother. 255 00:17:44,564 --> 00:17:47,233 Sometimes I think she's jealous of our union. 256 00:17:47,442 --> 00:17:49,861 Luckily he can't get in the way between me and Manu. 257 00:17:50,028 --> 00:17:51,279 I love her. 258 00:17:52,447 --> 00:17:56,451 According to Manu I have to take courage and talk to Daniele face to face. 259 00:17:56,618 --> 00:17:59,454 They say that Daniele is already here. 260 00:18:20,892 --> 00:18:22,644 Look at me. 261 00:18:22,852 --> 00:18:24,813 Look at me. Look at me. 262 00:18:25,063 --> 00:18:27,107 Look at me. 263 00:19:06,229 --> 00:19:07,439 But are you Melissa? 264 00:19:08,523 --> 00:19:10,859 You've grown up. I almost didn't recognize you. 265 00:19:11,067 --> 00:19:12,444 How old are you? 266 00:19:12,569 --> 00:19:14,988 I'm about to turn sixteen. 267 00:19:16,031 --> 00:19:17,449 You come. 268 00:19:27,917 --> 00:19:30,253 Arnaldo, do you remember Melissa? 269 00:19:30,420 --> 00:19:32,505 Melissa. 270 00:19:32,672 --> 00:19:35,967 You look great even when dry. Compliments. 271 00:19:36,217 --> 00:19:38,887 Well, let's toast then at our re-meeting. 272 00:19:42,682 --> 00:19:44,976 - Lavinia, are you okay? - I want to leave, I'm bored. 273 00:19:46,102 --> 00:19:47,645 Have you thought about me? 274 00:19:49,689 --> 00:19:52,776 I want to ask you something. But not here. 275 00:19:54,194 --> 00:19:55,570 Do you want to come with me? 276 00:20:02,702 --> 00:20:04,079 Let's go. 277 00:20:32,482 --> 00:20:35,735 You are even more beautiful this summer. 278 00:20:46,204 --> 00:20:48,581 Can I ask you a question? 279 00:20:50,542 --> 00:20:52,502 Do you want to kiss me? 280 00:21:30,123 --> 00:21:32,459 Are you still a virgin? 281 00:21:33,501 --> 00:21:35,128 Yes. 282 00:21:35,795 --> 00:21:38,048 Do you want to do it with me? 283 00:21:53,355 --> 00:21:55,398 How I want you. 284 00:22:05,950 --> 00:22:07,619 Put it on. 285 00:22:57,877 --> 00:22:59,504 I love you. 286 00:22:59,713 --> 00:23:01,047 I love you. 287 00:23:01,214 --> 00:23:04,676 I love you. I love you. 288 00:23:04,884 --> 00:23:06,094 I love you. 289 00:23:06,219 --> 00:23:08,430 I don't love you. 290 00:23:19,607 --> 00:23:21,484 You're an idiot. 291 00:23:22,861 --> 00:23:24,696 Who asked you. 292 00:23:38,752 --> 00:23:40,754 Dad. Dear, dad. 293 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,631 How I wish you were here. 294 00:23:44,132 --> 00:23:47,385 I would tell you: go to Daniele's house. Spit in his face. 295 00:23:47,552 --> 00:23:48,928 Bring him to his knees. 296 00:23:49,095 --> 00:23:50,513 Beat him. 297 00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:53,683 Humiliate him like he did to me. 298 00:23:54,809 --> 00:23:58,855 But why only men can they behave like this? 299 00:23:59,814 --> 00:24:03,068 From this moment, I swear that I too will do like them. 300 00:24:03,276 --> 00:24:05,070 I will only think about my pleasure. 301 00:24:05,236 --> 00:24:07,572 I will treat them all the same. 302 00:24:07,781 --> 00:24:12,202 Without caring about their feelings, without paying attention to who is in front of me. 303 00:24:14,204 --> 00:24:16,623 Your daughter Melissa. 304 00:24:17,957 --> 00:24:20,794 If you want to kick me out, say so now. 305 00:24:21,002 --> 00:24:23,630 But no, what are you saying? What does that have to do with it, sorry? 306 00:24:23,797 --> 00:24:26,257 No, I know you, Daria. 307 00:24:26,424 --> 00:24:28,635 You have already decided everything. 308 00:24:28,802 --> 00:24:30,720 In fact, you know what, Daria? 309 00:24:30,929 --> 00:24:35,517 Maybe I'll be better off there than here. Your kindness gets on my nerves. 310 00:24:35,809 --> 00:24:38,978 I know they are sincere, but they still irritate me. 311 00:24:42,524 --> 00:24:44,984 I think of Melissa. 312 00:24:45,193 --> 00:24:47,237 She's counting on me. 313 00:24:48,196 --> 00:24:50,448 Even about me. 314 00:24:52,492 --> 00:24:55,286 Are you sure about it? 315 00:24:57,247 --> 00:24:59,624 Why do you treat me like this? 316 00:25:28,111 --> 00:25:30,488 But are you sure you can smoke there? 317 00:25:30,655 --> 00:25:33,992 - Otherwise I won't come. - Power, you couldn't. 318 00:25:34,159 --> 00:25:36,536 But everyone does it anyway, and so they turn a blind eye. 319 00:25:36,745 --> 00:25:39,789 Unfortunately. You should stop, you know how much it hurts you. 320 00:25:39,956 --> 00:25:41,791 And you don't know how much good it does me. 321 00:25:43,918 --> 00:25:45,086 Welcome. 322 00:25:45,253 --> 00:25:49,049 Dear Diary, my mother banged the grandmother in a hospice. 323 00:25:50,091 --> 00:25:51,468 Damn it's raining. 324 00:25:51,968 --> 00:25:53,386 Give me the umbrella. 325 00:25:54,095 --> 00:25:57,057 He made this shitty decision without asking me anything. 326 00:25:57,265 --> 00:25:59,559 - Come on, Melissa. - I mean nothing to her. 327 00:25:59,726 --> 00:26:02,645 But when dad comes back at Christmas, we'll come get her... 328 00:26:02,812 --> 00:26:06,024 ...and we'll bring her home. And grandma will be with us forever. 329 00:26:06,232 --> 00:26:09,069 Do you want to give me the umbrella? Come on. 330 00:26:10,028 --> 00:26:13,406 Elvira, what are you doing? so you get all wet. 331 00:26:18,244 --> 00:26:20,372 Love, why are you doing this? 332 00:26:20,580 --> 00:26:22,040 You know that grandmother she has a heart disease. 333 00:26:22,165 --> 00:26:24,793 It needs to stay in one place where they treat it. 334 00:26:24,959 --> 00:26:26,836 Come on, come on. 335 00:26:32,717 --> 00:26:34,427 Thank you. 336 00:26:40,433 --> 00:26:42,435 Good morning. 337 00:26:53,405 --> 00:26:55,824 Well? What's up now? 338 00:26:56,574 --> 00:26:58,368 Come on, little girl. 339 00:27:09,254 --> 00:27:11,464 Well? Cute, right? 340 00:27:13,008 --> 00:27:15,969 Warm colors. 341 00:27:18,722 --> 00:27:21,599 The nurses here are lovely. 342 00:27:21,808 --> 00:27:24,894 I'm almost coming to stay there too. 343 00:27:25,061 --> 00:27:26,730 Where are the outlets? 344 00:27:26,938 --> 00:27:28,773 Ah, here's one. 345 00:27:30,025 --> 00:27:33,903 - The light is attached. - We would need a double. 346 00:27:36,573 --> 00:27:38,867 And there certainly will be. 347 00:27:44,039 --> 00:27:46,374 Found. Here, the double grip. 348 00:27:46,541 --> 00:27:49,711 - Ah, what an organization. - Real? 349 00:27:55,258 --> 00:27:58,094 Where there is stereo, there is home. 350 00:27:59,637 --> 00:28:02,432 It changed my life! 351 00:28:03,892 --> 00:28:06,061 Grandma... 352 00:28:06,394 --> 00:28:09,230 I'll go get the head nurse. 353 00:28:28,208 --> 00:28:30,251 Melissa. 354 00:28:30,794 --> 00:28:33,838 Melissa, don't be sad. 355 00:28:34,464 --> 00:28:36,341 Nothing will change between us. 356 00:28:36,508 --> 00:28:38,551 You come to visit me whenever you like... 357 00:28:38,677 --> 00:28:41,429 ...and I make you wonderful teas. 358 00:28:41,638 --> 00:28:45,308 You really don't care to come and live here? 359 00:28:46,768 --> 00:28:51,606 "Heaven is where I am", your grandfather said. 360 00:28:51,773 --> 00:28:54,901 A fantastic egoist. 361 00:28:57,237 --> 00:28:59,989 Here you are. See how it's done. 362 00:29:01,741 --> 00:29:05,870 Off with this blanket like a shitty old woman. 363 00:29:13,003 --> 00:29:14,754 Have you seen? 364 00:29:15,547 --> 00:29:17,924 It's a whole other thing. 365 00:29:18,133 --> 00:29:20,510 Nothing is enough. 366 00:29:23,513 --> 00:29:26,599 Grandmother! Grandmother! 367 00:29:27,434 --> 00:29:30,228 Don't cry, darling, It's not a goodbye. 368 00:29:30,395 --> 00:29:32,439 But it's you who's crying. 369 00:29:40,030 --> 00:29:42,323 Music. 370 00:30:17,901 --> 00:30:19,402 Your favourites. 371 00:30:19,569 --> 00:30:21,446 Mushroom risotto or paella? 372 00:30:21,988 --> 00:30:23,531 Nothing. 373 00:30:23,698 --> 00:30:25,742 Don't worry about me. 374 00:30:25,909 --> 00:30:28,203 You only know how to do damage. 375 00:30:28,870 --> 00:30:32,332 - Love, why do you treat me like this? - What bothered you? 376 00:30:34,084 --> 00:30:36,044 You'll be happy now. 377 00:30:36,211 --> 00:30:38,588 Finally the ashtrays they will be clean. 378 00:30:46,429 --> 00:30:48,973 But are you angry with me? 379 00:30:49,099 --> 00:30:51,017 I love grandma. 380 00:30:51,142 --> 00:30:53,478 Without her this house will be empty. 381 00:30:54,020 --> 00:30:56,564 Believe me, I'll be more sorry than to you. 382 00:30:56,815 --> 00:30:58,149 - Oh, yes? - Yes. 383 00:30:58,316 --> 00:31:00,527 So let's go get it again. 384 00:31:01,069 --> 00:31:03,780 - Right away. - Honey. 385 00:31:05,990 --> 00:31:08,201 But it will be better there. 386 00:31:08,576 --> 00:31:12,205 I also met his neighbors. Very nice people. 387 00:31:12,747 --> 00:31:15,542 Dad wouldn't have it never allowed. 388 00:31:18,712 --> 00:31:21,423 And yes. We decided it together. 389 00:31:21,464 --> 00:31:23,925 Liar. 390 00:31:24,092 --> 00:31:25,468 Melissa. 391 00:31:26,344 --> 00:31:28,179 Stay with me for a while. 392 00:31:35,353 --> 00:31:37,355 Dear Diary, my mother is a monster. 393 00:31:37,605 --> 00:31:40,567 And my father? Did they agree? 394 00:31:40,734 --> 00:31:42,986 I can't believe it. 395 00:31:43,153 --> 00:31:45,238 But what if that were the case? 396 00:31:45,363 --> 00:31:48,825 I would like to rebel but I can't do anything. 397 00:31:49,075 --> 00:31:50,660 I don't count for anything. 398 00:31:56,291 --> 00:32:00,503 I'm alone now. Completely alone. 399 00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:03,381 Anger. Anger. 400 00:32:03,590 --> 00:32:04,174 Anger. 401 00:32:04,215 --> 00:32:09,804 Disgust. Anger. Disgust. 402 00:33:01,481 --> 00:33:03,274 Today is my birthday. 403 00:33:03,441 --> 00:33:05,527 My mother gave me a gift that I will never open. 404 00:33:06,152 --> 00:33:09,489 Dad called when I was out and he never looked for me again. 405 00:33:09,656 --> 00:33:12,033 Waking up without grandma it was horrible. 406 00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:14,202 The house is empty without her. 407 00:33:14,452 --> 00:33:15,912 No votes today. 408 00:33:16,079 --> 00:33:18,331 We read the newspaper. 409 00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:22,002 According to a recent statistic... 410 00:33:22,168 --> 00:33:26,256 ...75 Italians out of 100 would be practicing Catholics. 411 00:33:26,715 --> 00:33:29,759 I'm turning sixteen. I'm not a child anymore. 412 00:33:30,719 --> 00:33:33,680 I want to be cruel to the world as the world was with me. 413 00:33:35,015 --> 00:33:38,018 I can interrupt your toilet, Tweety? 414 00:33:38,184 --> 00:33:39,602 Do you believe in anything? 415 00:33:39,811 --> 00:33:42,272 I, for example, am agnostic. 416 00:33:43,523 --> 00:33:45,650 In my house everyone goes to mass. 417 00:33:45,900 --> 00:33:49,529 And also during mass do you only do make-up? 418 00:33:50,613 --> 00:33:54,743 - The twins here, "rose and flowers"? - We are pantheists. 419 00:33:54,951 --> 00:33:56,578 Like Paris Hilton? 420 00:33:56,745 --> 00:33:58,121 It's simple. 421 00:33:58,329 --> 00:34:00,123 Provoke, seduce, use... 422 00:34:00,290 --> 00:34:03,293 ...and then throw it away. Everyone takes what they want. 423 00:34:03,460 --> 00:34:04,836 And do you believe? 424 00:34:07,881 --> 00:34:09,215 In what? 425 00:34:09,424 --> 00:34:11,384 In God, for example. Are you religious at home? 426 00:34:12,427 --> 00:34:14,179 Mom yes. 427 00:34:14,387 --> 00:34:16,181 Dad doesn't. 428 00:34:16,306 --> 00:34:17,974 I don't know. 429 00:34:18,224 --> 00:34:20,268 But he has to believe in something. 430 00:34:20,435 --> 00:34:21,770 I would like it if God was there. 431 00:34:21,811 --> 00:34:25,190 Confide in someone who always listens to you. 432 00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:29,778 Indeed, he already knows everything and you don't have to explain anything to him. 433 00:34:29,986 --> 00:34:32,113 Better than a diary. 434 00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:34,115 It would be nice if there was. 435 00:34:35,033 --> 00:34:36,368 God cannot betray you. 436 00:34:36,576 --> 00:34:37,994 But Daniele yes. 437 00:34:42,207 --> 00:34:44,542 If there was an exam of immaturity... 438 00:34:44,709 --> 00:34:47,045 ...she would pass with flying colors. 439 00:34:52,926 --> 00:34:55,720 You still think about him, huh? If I was a boy... 440 00:34:55,929 --> 00:34:58,223 ...I couldn't let it slip away someone like you. 441 00:34:58,431 --> 00:35:00,433 Would you have loved me? 442 00:35:05,188 --> 00:35:06,773 For life. 443 00:35:06,940 --> 00:35:11,361 - I would slap him, that one. - Instead he did well. 444 00:35:11,528 --> 00:35:14,948 - To treat you that way? - So I understood who he is. 445 00:35:15,198 --> 00:35:17,242 It's easy to do like him. 446 00:35:17,409 --> 00:35:20,036 You come. I'll show you. 447 00:35:26,251 --> 00:35:27,544 Good morning. 448 00:35:27,711 --> 00:35:30,296 - Two smoothies. - Do you do banana split? 449 00:35:30,505 --> 00:35:32,507 I don't dislike it. 450 00:35:33,758 --> 00:35:36,219 How hot, right? 451 00:35:43,351 --> 00:35:44,769 Do you like that one? 452 00:35:46,896 --> 00:35:48,982 That? Are you crazy? 453 00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:50,775 Would you do it? 454 00:35:50,942 --> 00:35:52,902 Not even dead! 455 00:35:53,194 --> 00:35:54,529 Me niether. 456 00:35:54,738 --> 00:35:56,865 But he would do me. 457 00:35:57,032 --> 00:35:59,617 Have you seen how he looks at me? 458 00:35:59,743 --> 00:36:01,119 No. 459 00:36:01,286 --> 00:36:03,163 Here are the smoothies. 460 00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:09,002 Now I drive him crazy. 461 00:36:09,127 --> 00:36:10,587 Do you bet? 462 00:36:23,141 --> 00:36:23,767 Stop it. 463 00:36:23,808 --> 00:36:27,437 This is what Daniel does. Like me, look. 464 00:36:29,522 --> 00:36:31,316 What is he doing? 465 00:36:31,524 --> 00:36:33,401 He put his hand in his pocket. 466 00:36:33,610 --> 00:36:35,070 Why? 467 00:36:35,195 --> 00:36:36,613 Make an effort. 468 00:36:44,454 --> 00:36:45,914 What do you want to do? 469 00:37:31,084 --> 00:37:32,502 Well, I'm going, huh? 470 00:37:32,669 --> 00:37:34,379 Me too. 471 00:37:37,173 --> 00:37:40,510 You come? View? 472 00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:42,345 Easy, right? 473 00:37:43,471 --> 00:37:45,223 You're crazy. 474 00:37:45,432 --> 00:37:47,559 Nobody will succeed again to hurt me. 475 00:37:47,726 --> 00:37:50,687 I will overcome pain with anger. 476 00:37:50,854 --> 00:37:52,814 I cut my face with the razor blade. 477 00:37:52,939 --> 00:37:54,524 It hurt like hell, but I resisted. 478 00:37:54,566 --> 00:37:57,068 I am strong. 479 00:37:57,235 --> 00:37:58,611 I don't cry. 480 00:37:58,778 --> 00:38:02,157 I don't cry. I don't cry. 481 00:38:02,365 --> 00:38:06,119 Dad finally called, to tell me he won't be coming for Christmas. 482 00:38:12,375 --> 00:38:14,461 Elvira. Melissa! 483 00:38:14,627 --> 00:38:17,172 - Sorry for the delay. - Forget about it. 484 00:38:17,505 --> 00:38:18,923 I find you very well. 485 00:38:19,090 --> 00:38:21,634 Melissa, run, grandma's here. 486 00:38:23,053 --> 00:38:24,387 Grandmother! 487 00:38:24,596 --> 00:38:26,556 Melissa. 488 00:38:26,723 --> 00:38:29,392 My love, my love, my, my, my, my. 489 00:38:32,604 --> 00:38:34,022 Well? 490 00:38:34,105 --> 00:38:36,358 What happened to my chair? 491 00:38:36,566 --> 00:38:39,194 Why, don't you like that one? It's much more comfortable. 492 00:38:39,319 --> 00:38:40,653 It's ugly. 493 00:38:40,820 --> 00:38:42,530 But no, it's a very famous model. 494 00:38:42,739 --> 00:38:45,909 A customer recommended it to me of Mrs. Adele. 495 00:38:46,076 --> 00:38:47,577 How did you get scratched? 496 00:38:47,702 --> 00:38:49,871 It's nothing. 497 00:39:04,844 --> 00:39:06,805 What did you cook for me? 498 00:39:07,055 --> 00:39:08,598 Wait. 499 00:39:09,474 --> 00:39:12,268 It's almost ready, I just have to heat it up. 500 00:39:13,103 --> 00:39:14,813 Soy sauce or chili? 501 00:39:14,854 --> 00:39:17,899 First some tea. Will you do it to me, Melissa? 502 00:39:18,108 --> 00:39:20,735 - With the apple? - Yes. 503 00:39:31,871 --> 00:39:33,707 So. 504 00:39:34,207 --> 00:39:36,084 Melissa has some problems. 505 00:39:36,292 --> 00:39:38,628 He's going through a difficult time. 506 00:39:38,795 --> 00:39:40,964 But what are you saying? 507 00:39:41,131 --> 00:39:42,966 I see her as very calm. 508 00:39:43,174 --> 00:39:45,301 But do you ever look at her face? 509 00:39:46,094 --> 00:39:47,804 Of course. 510 00:39:48,304 --> 00:39:50,390 Melissa is still a child. 511 00:39:50,598 --> 00:39:52,308 Think, what more she doesn't have a boyfriend. 512 00:39:52,517 --> 00:39:54,936 I think you should follow her more. 513 00:39:55,145 --> 00:39:56,563 I know her. 514 00:39:56,813 --> 00:39:58,606 Why, not me? 515 00:40:03,695 --> 00:40:07,741 - Here, grandmother. - Well? And nothing to me? 516 00:40:17,751 --> 00:40:19,461 My room. 517 00:40:20,587 --> 00:40:23,298 He reduced it to a storage room. 518 00:40:28,219 --> 00:40:32,223 I recommend, however, in six minutes at the table. 519 00:40:35,727 --> 00:40:38,021 I knew it was here. 520 00:40:40,273 --> 00:40:43,902 Now I'll show you something that you have never seen. 521 00:40:57,082 --> 00:40:59,084 I knew he wouldn't find it. 522 00:41:00,126 --> 00:41:02,629 Well, close the door. 523 00:41:09,886 --> 00:41:11,513 But, grandma. 524 00:41:11,721 --> 00:41:14,432 You are very beautiful. 525 00:41:15,308 --> 00:41:18,395 He was the one who wanted me like this. 526 00:41:21,272 --> 00:41:22,607 Grandpa? 527 00:41:22,774 --> 00:41:24,818 No, before. 528 00:41:25,110 --> 00:41:26,986 I was a little older than you. 529 00:41:27,153 --> 00:41:30,448 Two, three... 530 00:41:30,573 --> 00:41:35,745 ...four, five. 531 00:41:35,912 --> 00:41:39,290 We ran away together in Paris. 532 00:41:39,457 --> 00:41:40,792 Were you in love? 533 00:41:42,627 --> 00:41:43,962 Only at night. 534 00:41:45,755 --> 00:41:48,174 He didn't understand anything about me. 535 00:41:48,341 --> 00:41:50,135 Just my body. 536 00:41:50,301 --> 00:41:52,887 And I understood his. 537 00:41:53,013 --> 00:41:56,016 By day I despised him. 538 00:41:56,558 --> 00:41:59,728 But I couldn't help it. 539 00:41:59,894 --> 00:42:02,105 He was cheating on me. 540 00:42:02,272 --> 00:42:04,941 It humiliated me. 541 00:42:05,108 --> 00:42:07,485 And then, with a kiss... 542 00:42:07,652 --> 00:42:10,405 ...I forgave him everything. 543 00:42:15,827 --> 00:42:18,955 One evening he didn't return, he had left with someone else. 544 00:42:19,122 --> 00:42:21,791 Without a word. 545 00:42:23,543 --> 00:42:26,713 But he had forgotten his gun. 546 00:42:28,923 --> 00:42:30,300 I thought... 547 00:42:30,467 --> 00:42:34,387 I'll shoot myself or... Or do I shoot him? 548 00:42:35,055 --> 00:42:39,267 But then I found myself in front of it to a mirror. 549 00:42:39,434 --> 00:42:43,563 And I started brushing myself like that. 550 00:42:43,730 --> 00:42:45,815 Shot... 551 00:42:45,982 --> 00:42:48,360 ...after blow... 552 00:42:48,526 --> 00:42:51,654 ...after blow... 553 00:42:51,863 --> 00:42:56,451 My curls were coming loose. 554 00:43:02,540 --> 00:43:05,627 Oh, how far are we? 555 00:43:06,419 --> 00:43:09,047 Thirty-four. 556 00:43:09,547 --> 00:43:12,967 But why do we have to get there right at one hundred? 557 00:43:13,968 --> 00:43:15,512 Because... 558 00:43:15,720 --> 00:43:18,306 ...at the hundredth shot... 559 00:43:18,473 --> 00:43:21,393 ...the hair was straight again. 560 00:43:22,102 --> 00:43:24,187 I looked at myself... 561 00:43:24,688 --> 00:43:29,442 He no longer had power over me. I was someone else. 562 00:43:30,610 --> 00:43:34,698 Thirty-five, thirty-six... 563 00:43:35,657 --> 00:43:39,828 Ah, thirty-seven, thirty-eight... 564 00:43:40,161 --> 00:43:41,746 ...thirty-nine... 565 00:43:41,913 --> 00:43:43,581 Dear Diary... 566 00:43:43,748 --> 00:43:48,336 ...another year has begun. New year, new Melissa. 567 00:43:48,503 --> 00:43:51,339 I'll kick all that that I don't like anymore. 568 00:43:51,506 --> 00:43:54,134 And I will find love, and pleasure... 569 00:43:54,342 --> 00:43:56,970 ...and sweetness and passion. 570 00:43:57,178 --> 00:44:00,849 - Ready? - I'm Daniele. 571 00:44:02,350 --> 00:44:04,477 - HI. - Just "hello"? 572 00:44:04,686 --> 00:44:06,604 What else do I have to say? 573 00:44:06,855 --> 00:44:09,649 For example: "How long. What happened to you, Daniele?" 574 00:44:09,774 --> 00:44:12,027 Already. What happened to you? 575 00:44:12,193 --> 00:44:14,863 And you? What happened to you? 576 00:44:14,988 --> 00:44:16,406 No end. 577 00:44:16,656 --> 00:44:18,450 Did you miss me? 578 00:44:18,616 --> 00:44:20,827 Because I missed you. 579 00:44:22,162 --> 00:44:24,247 I can ask you if you want to come to me? 580 00:44:24,330 --> 00:44:25,373 Right away. 581 00:44:25,623 --> 00:44:27,167 To make love. 582 00:44:27,375 --> 00:44:30,170 - Like last time? - Much better. 583 00:44:30,378 --> 00:44:31,671 I prepared a surprise for you. 584 00:44:33,256 --> 00:44:35,175 Melissa. 585 00:44:35,550 --> 00:44:37,552 Are you still there? 586 00:44:38,636 --> 00:44:39,888 Melissa. 587 00:44:40,472 --> 00:44:42,140 Do you want to come? 588 00:44:43,933 --> 00:44:45,560 Yes. 589 00:44:58,114 --> 00:45:00,825 Melissa. 590 00:45:01,618 --> 00:45:03,370 Melissa. 591 00:45:14,506 --> 00:45:17,967 You have really changed. 592 00:45:18,176 --> 00:45:20,929 Is this the surprise? 593 00:45:21,137 --> 00:45:22,764 No. 594 00:45:22,847 --> 00:45:26,101 It's much more. 595 00:45:26,267 --> 00:45:28,770 Close your eyes. 596 00:45:34,943 --> 00:45:36,695 Now wait here. 597 00:45:36,861 --> 00:45:38,822 Don't move. 598 00:45:39,239 --> 00:45:40,949 Stop. 599 00:45:48,206 --> 00:45:50,041 Daniel? 600 00:45:50,291 --> 00:45:52,002 Keep your eyes closed. 601 00:46:42,969 --> 00:46:47,182 - Is he the surprise? - Why, don't you like it? 602 00:46:48,391 --> 00:46:51,644 I thought you wanted to be with me. 603 00:46:52,979 --> 00:46:54,314 Wait, wait. 604 00:46:54,522 --> 00:46:58,109 Three is a good number. You'll see, you'll like it. 605 00:46:58,276 --> 00:46:59,611 I have a surprise too. 606 00:46:59,778 --> 00:47:00,862 I'm leaving. 607 00:47:00,904 --> 00:47:03,698 Melissa, don't be such a child. 608 00:47:04,407 --> 00:47:06,201 Girl? 609 00:47:08,161 --> 00:47:09,746 Little girl, huh? 610 00:47:16,628 --> 00:47:18,004 Am I a little girl? 611 00:47:18,213 --> 00:47:20,173 You are an amazing little girl. 612 00:47:20,382 --> 00:47:22,926 I'll show you, what a little girl. 613 00:48:27,782 --> 00:48:31,619 Why are you here? Your girlfriend can't you undress like that? 614 00:48:58,480 --> 00:48:59,773 Listen. 615 00:49:00,982 --> 00:49:03,360 I have an idea. 616 00:49:06,821 --> 00:49:09,032 Today I am your girlfriend. 617 00:49:09,157 --> 00:49:11,618 Shut up. 618 00:49:12,327 --> 00:49:15,038 Tell me if you like it. 619 00:49:26,007 --> 00:49:27,759 Daniele, watch how it's done. 620 00:49:36,309 --> 00:49:39,354 Daniele and Arnaldo together? What are you saying, are you crazy? 621 00:49:39,521 --> 00:49:41,981 I don't know either what happened to me. 622 00:49:42,148 --> 00:49:44,609 At a certain point it clicked for me something inside. 623 00:49:44,776 --> 00:49:47,862 An anger. I wanted to teach him a lesson. 624 00:49:48,029 --> 00:49:49,823 That I wasn't their toy. 625 00:49:51,116 --> 00:49:53,368 And you know what? I liked it. 626 00:49:53,535 --> 00:49:56,287 I can't explain to you what it feels like. 627 00:49:57,038 --> 00:49:58,873 I felt completely alive. 628 00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:00,709 And... 629 00:50:01,418 --> 00:50:03,920 And then you had an orgasm? 630 00:50:04,129 --> 00:50:05,588 No. 631 00:50:05,797 --> 00:50:09,134 I love you, but look that you are so wrong. 632 00:50:09,342 --> 00:50:11,678 They even go around saying it. 633 00:50:11,886 --> 00:50:14,681 Promise me you won't exaggerate like that again. 634 00:50:14,806 --> 00:50:17,267 I love you too. 635 00:50:18,351 --> 00:50:20,979 Melissa, what are you doing? You're killing your nails. 636 00:50:21,104 --> 00:50:22,856 I beg you. 637 00:50:30,864 --> 00:50:32,949 I discovered sex in chat. 638 00:50:33,158 --> 00:50:34,492 You don't suffer... 639 00:50:34,617 --> 00:50:36,911 ...just enjoy it. 640 00:50:37,662 --> 00:50:38,955 I am "Myself". 641 00:50:39,122 --> 00:50:40,915 I'm looking for someone to have sex with. 642 00:50:41,082 --> 00:50:42,334 - Melissa! - Whoever. 643 00:50:42,542 --> 00:50:44,085 But why do you lock yourself in? 644 00:50:44,294 --> 00:50:46,880 Give me a hand with folding tulle, please? 645 00:50:47,047 --> 00:50:49,507 All right, I'm coming. 646 00:50:54,179 --> 00:50:57,640 In chat I can say whatever I want, to be everything I want to be. 647 00:50:58,683 --> 00:51:00,518 I'm free. 648 00:51:03,813 --> 00:51:06,024 Manuela cannot understand. 649 00:51:06,232 --> 00:51:10,070 I'd like to tell her that to her face I would like to fuck the first one who comes by. 650 00:51:10,278 --> 00:51:11,821 And who knows what he would look like. 651 00:51:11,946 --> 00:51:13,948 ...behave yourself. I'm counting on it. 652 00:51:14,115 --> 00:51:15,950 All right. 653 00:51:36,096 --> 00:51:37,222 Disturbing, I'd say. 654 00:51:38,264 --> 00:51:40,183 A lot, but raise that hand. 655 00:51:42,811 --> 00:51:44,354 Doesn't he look like Uncle Luigi? 656 00:52:13,675 --> 00:52:16,094 Look at this here what a fool. 657 00:52:16,344 --> 00:52:18,346 I do not know. 658 00:52:25,687 --> 00:52:27,439 Come on, let's go to the other room. 659 00:53:17,238 --> 00:53:20,408 "Dear Diary, me neither I can believe it. 660 00:53:20,450 --> 00:53:24,162 I went with the museum keeper. 661 00:53:24,371 --> 00:53:28,416 He took me to a place hid and we did. 662 00:53:28,583 --> 00:53:32,837 - My body exploded with pleasure!" - What a slut! 663 00:53:33,046 --> 00:53:36,341 "I don't know with what courage Daniele called me. 664 00:53:36,549 --> 00:53:41,262 There was a small party at his house with people I didn't know. 665 00:53:41,429 --> 00:53:43,306 I let a guy touch me bigger... 666 00:53:43,348 --> 00:53:47,435 - ...just to make Daniele jealous." - No, come on. 667 00:53:47,644 --> 00:53:50,730 "Sudden desire in the strangest moments. 668 00:53:50,939 --> 00:53:55,276 Now I want to come to class while the professor explains. 669 00:53:55,527 --> 00:53:58,405 Today I turn 16. I'm not a child anymore. 670 00:53:58,655 --> 00:54:02,450 I feel different. Freer, more true. 671 00:54:02,659 --> 00:54:05,120 I would like to speak to Manuela but she doesn't understand me. 672 00:54:05,245 --> 00:54:09,332 She sits there wrapped in her cocoon of fat and is afraid of his shadow. 673 00:54:09,499 --> 00:54:11,209 Give it to me! 674 00:54:14,295 --> 00:54:16,172 I am sorry. 675 00:54:16,589 --> 00:54:18,133 And you? 676 00:54:18,299 --> 00:54:20,218 You let... 677 00:54:20,385 --> 00:54:22,846 -What kind of friend are you? - I? 678 00:54:22,971 --> 00:54:24,556 And what was I supposed to do, I... 679 00:54:24,764 --> 00:54:27,434 ...wrapped in my "cocoon of fat"? 680 00:54:27,600 --> 00:54:29,436 Go fuck yourself everyone. 681 00:54:29,644 --> 00:54:31,688 You too, Manuela. 682 00:54:39,988 --> 00:54:42,073 They think they know everything about me. 683 00:54:42,240 --> 00:54:44,659 But they know nothing. 684 00:54:46,161 --> 00:54:50,206 They'll say I'm a whore. I'll buy a sexy dress... 685 00:54:50,373 --> 00:54:53,585 ...and I'll show him what breed I can be a bitch. 686 00:54:54,252 --> 00:54:57,297 I am different from them. 687 00:54:57,464 --> 00:55:00,216 I have the courage to be myself. 688 00:55:05,764 --> 00:55:08,224 I broke up with Manuela. Forever. 689 00:55:18,109 --> 00:55:19,527 Hello, Melissa. 690 00:55:19,694 --> 00:55:21,613 Good morning. 691 00:55:22,697 --> 00:55:24,032 Grandmother? 692 00:56:32,559 --> 00:56:33,977 Dear Diary... 693 00:56:34,227 --> 00:56:36,855 ...will anyone ever look at me like that? 694 00:56:36,980 --> 00:56:40,275 Who will hold me with so much passion? 695 00:56:40,483 --> 00:56:42,318 Mom. 696 00:56:42,569 --> 00:56:44,195 - Mom. - Hi sweetie. 697 00:56:45,238 --> 00:56:46,990 Everything OK? 698 00:56:47,198 --> 00:56:49,075 Very good, I see. 699 00:56:49,242 --> 00:56:53,872 You've finally looked nice. What a beautiful dress. It's about time. 700 00:56:54,080 --> 00:56:56,958 I would extend it by a few centimetres, for the rest it seems perfect to me. 701 00:56:57,167 --> 00:56:59,336 - How much did you pay for it? - Fifty euros. 702 00:56:59,377 --> 00:57:03,840 Why these changes? Is there anyone you like? 703 00:57:04,049 --> 00:57:05,258 I'm going to study. 704 00:57:05,967 --> 00:57:08,553 Melissa, wait for me. 705 00:57:10,180 --> 00:57:11,890 Melissa! 706 00:57:11,931 --> 00:57:15,393 Melissa, wait for me. 707 00:57:17,312 --> 00:57:19,522 Can I give you a lift? 708 00:57:20,523 --> 00:57:21,900 I don't have a helmet. 709 00:57:22,025 --> 00:57:24,361 I have yours in the saddle. 710 00:57:24,569 --> 00:57:26,529 I want to be alone. 711 00:58:15,036 --> 00:58:17,831 Melissa, wait! I can explain! 712 00:58:18,039 --> 00:58:20,667 I tried to stop them but I didn't succeed. 713 00:58:20,834 --> 00:58:23,962 It was horrible for me too. 714 00:58:48,862 --> 00:58:49,946 Your mobile phone. 715 00:59:09,215 --> 00:59:11,134 Ready? 716 00:59:11,760 --> 00:59:13,470 HI. 717 00:59:14,304 --> 00:59:15,847 Where? 718 00:59:34,199 --> 00:59:35,909 Arnaldo. 719 00:59:36,034 --> 00:59:37,744 Here I am. 720 00:59:37,994 --> 00:59:40,413 Isn't Daniel there? 721 00:59:41,331 --> 00:59:43,416 Perhaps. 722 00:59:45,293 --> 00:59:46,252 Let's go. 723 00:59:57,555 --> 00:59:59,182 Why this bad place? 724 00:59:59,891 --> 01:00:02,686 Because it's a nice place. 725 01:00:03,603 --> 01:00:05,605 Come on, come on. 726 01:00:12,112 --> 01:00:14,114 Wait. 727 01:00:19,202 --> 01:00:20,620 It's a game. 728 01:00:41,141 --> 01:00:43,435 But what am I doing here? 729 01:00:43,643 --> 01:00:46,062 What questions. 730 01:00:46,229 --> 01:00:47,272 Go. 731 01:00:47,439 --> 01:00:49,733 But why did you blindfold me? 732 01:00:52,360 --> 01:00:54,612 Because you're a whore. 733 01:00:55,530 --> 01:00:57,991 And do what I tell you. 734 01:00:58,408 --> 01:01:00,243 And you like it, don't you? 735 01:01:03,830 --> 01:01:05,790 Here we are. 736 01:01:16,176 --> 01:01:19,679 - I want to leave. - Don't joke. 737 01:01:19,846 --> 01:01:21,181 I don't like it anymore. 738 01:01:21,389 --> 01:01:22,057 Don't joke. 739 01:01:22,098 --> 01:01:24,726 No. 740 01:01:24,893 --> 01:01:26,853 Everything's fine. 741 01:02:21,908 --> 01:02:23,993 Kneel. 742 01:02:26,246 --> 01:02:27,789 Below. 743 01:02:28,039 --> 01:02:29,416 Below. 744 01:02:30,959 --> 01:02:32,502 Now I recommend it. 745 01:02:33,003 --> 01:02:34,671 One by one. 746 01:02:35,380 --> 01:02:36,965 In a workmanlike manner. 747 01:02:43,263 --> 01:02:45,265 Melissa. 748 01:02:48,643 --> 01:02:50,687 Melissa. 749 01:04:07,681 --> 01:04:10,475 I gave myself a hundred blows of brush. 750 01:04:10,642 --> 01:04:12,060 They didn't work. 751 01:04:12,268 --> 01:04:15,438 They didn't take it away neither anguish nor pain. 752 01:04:15,855 --> 01:04:17,232 What does it matter? 753 01:04:17,399 --> 01:04:19,901 I don't need to forget. 754 01:04:20,110 --> 01:04:25,031 Nobody can make me feel ashamed for who I am. 755 01:04:27,659 --> 01:04:31,788 - I can't believe it. - It's not fair, it's not fair. 756 01:05:54,037 --> 01:05:56,206 Melissa! 757 01:05:56,873 --> 01:06:00,585 Melissa, honey, come and see what did I bring you. 758 01:06:08,426 --> 01:06:10,512 Melissa! 759 01:06:26,236 --> 01:06:27,987 Ready? 760 01:06:28,196 --> 01:06:29,698 Yes. 761 01:06:31,199 --> 01:06:35,620 Here are the keys. Your father said to wait for him at home. Interior 13. 762 01:06:36,496 --> 01:06:38,665 Thanks. 763 01:06:41,751 --> 01:06:43,837 Yes, I'll be right there. 764 01:06:57,058 --> 01:07:00,061 The user you called is not reachable. 765 01:07:20,790 --> 01:07:24,336 I'm coming. Kiss. Harder. In. Smell of sperm. Cock in mouth. 766 01:07:24,502 --> 01:07:25,962 First time from behind. I put my tongue. 767 01:07:26,129 --> 01:07:28,715 The smell of my sex. Dear grandmother. Chemistry classroom. 768 01:07:28,882 --> 01:07:31,343 There were five of them, everyone sucked. 769 01:07:31,509 --> 01:07:34,429 Bad rating. Humiliation. It's like drugs. Pain. 770 01:07:34,596 --> 01:07:35,930 Pain. 771 01:07:36,139 --> 01:07:38,850 Chat man, yes, I'm going. 772 01:07:46,024 --> 01:07:47,609 Melissa. 773 01:08:48,294 --> 01:08:50,171 How are you? Can I see it? 774 01:08:50,380 --> 01:08:53,967 No. It's not possible. I am sorry. He is in intensive care. 775 01:08:54,175 --> 01:08:56,845 Ma'am, please sit here. 776 01:08:59,014 --> 01:09:00,807 The user you called... 777 01:09:00,890 --> 01:09:03,435 Please, have a seat. 778 01:09:48,146 --> 01:09:49,981 Excuse me. 779 01:09:50,148 --> 01:09:53,151 She is the daughter-in-law from Mrs. Elvira, right? 780 01:09:57,906 --> 01:10:01,201 I am his friend. 781 01:10:03,328 --> 01:10:06,373 Do you know that he almost didn't recognize me? 782 01:10:16,925 --> 01:10:18,802 No. 783 01:10:23,682 --> 01:10:25,809 Courage. 784 01:10:26,059 --> 01:10:28,103 Courage. 785 01:11:35,170 --> 01:11:37,297 Myself? 786 01:11:46,598 --> 01:11:49,684 I am sorry. We did everything we could. 787 01:11:49,809 --> 01:11:51,770 Thank you. 788 01:11:59,486 --> 01:12:00,820 Myself? 789 01:12:08,912 --> 01:12:10,705 Myself? 790 01:12:26,304 --> 01:12:28,431 Come out. 791 01:12:45,490 --> 01:12:48,201 But how did you get together? 792 01:12:50,036 --> 01:12:52,247 You mixed everything up. 793 01:12:55,500 --> 01:12:57,335 You choose. 794 01:13:00,422 --> 01:13:01,840 You have to choose. 795 01:13:03,925 --> 01:13:05,677 Don't you obey? 796 01:13:05,844 --> 01:13:08,847 Who do you think you are? 797 01:13:10,682 --> 01:13:12,058 Myself. 798 01:13:13,727 --> 01:13:15,937 Punish me. 799 01:13:25,280 --> 01:13:27,323 Now it's my turn. 800 01:13:41,463 --> 01:13:46,259 I want to go away! Please, let me go away! 801 01:14:08,698 --> 01:14:09,908 Grandmother! 802 01:14:24,339 --> 01:14:26,257 Where is she? 803 01:14:26,883 --> 01:14:30,387 I tried calling you. I'll take you there later. 804 01:14:30,553 --> 01:14:32,972 It's not scary, it's so beautiful. 805 01:14:33,139 --> 01:14:34,933 Did he suffer? 806 01:14:35,100 --> 01:14:37,018 Were you there? 807 01:14:37,268 --> 01:14:40,689 No. It happened suddenly. 808 01:15:46,838 --> 01:15:48,173 My love. 809 01:17:10,380 --> 01:17:11,965 The last time I saw her... 810 01:17:12,007 --> 01:17:14,092 ...was over there. 811 01:17:14,134 --> 01:17:16,970 On the bench. 812 01:17:19,264 --> 01:17:21,808 There was a man with her. 813 01:17:22,934 --> 01:17:25,520 He spoke to her about love. 814 01:17:27,355 --> 01:17:29,733 Poor grandmother. 815 01:17:30,775 --> 01:17:33,987 I didn't know that I love her so much. 816 01:17:34,612 --> 01:17:39,409 I'll miss his cigarettes, its disorder. 817 01:17:42,954 --> 01:17:45,707 But how is this possible? 818 01:17:46,416 --> 01:17:49,711 He left me alone. 819 01:17:51,212 --> 01:17:53,590 I'm here with you. 820 01:17:56,885 --> 01:17:58,553 There are... 821 01:18:02,932 --> 01:18:05,226 I'm blind. 822 01:18:07,896 --> 01:18:11,232 Instead the grandmother he saw a lot of things. 823 01:18:14,819 --> 01:18:17,906 She knew that you... 824 01:18:22,827 --> 01:18:25,330 What, mom? 825 01:18:31,002 --> 01:18:32,921 This. 826 01:18:33,463 --> 01:18:36,216 Mom, have you read it? 827 01:18:37,217 --> 01:18:39,094 Why? 828 01:18:40,011 --> 01:18:42,430 You didn't have to. 829 01:18:45,975 --> 01:18:48,728 But is what it says true? 830 01:18:51,940 --> 01:18:56,611 Not now. Please, not now. 831 01:18:57,112 --> 01:18:58,530 I beg you. 832 01:18:58,738 --> 01:19:01,658 Is it true or not true? 833 01:19:02,492 --> 01:19:05,870 And if it's not true... 834 01:19:07,038 --> 01:19:10,250 ...how did you imagine it? 835 01:19:13,420 --> 01:19:15,422 It is true? 836 01:19:23,054 --> 01:19:25,724 Excuse me. Excuse me. 837 01:19:33,398 --> 01:19:37,944 I didn't think it would it was so difficult. 838 01:19:41,281 --> 01:19:43,241 Excuse me. 839 01:19:47,412 --> 01:19:49,372 Now I'm here. 840 01:20:13,855 --> 01:20:14,356 Dear Diary... 841 01:20:14,397 --> 01:20:16,900 ...school's over. 842 01:20:17,108 --> 01:20:18,568 Summer begins. 843 01:20:30,163 --> 01:20:32,040 Bully. 844 01:20:33,708 --> 01:20:35,627 You come. 845 01:20:38,004 --> 01:20:40,590 Can a single gesture erase everything? 846 01:20:40,840 --> 01:20:44,177 Can it change at my age? And I... 847 01:20:44,344 --> 01:20:46,179 ...do I really want to change? 848 01:20:55,146 --> 01:20:56,940 Melissa! 849 01:20:58,483 --> 01:21:00,193 Come on! 850 01:21:03,905 --> 01:21:06,157 I called you when I heard about my grandmother. 851 01:21:06,366 --> 01:21:09,577 But as soon as I heard your voice I hung up. I didn't have the courage. 852 01:21:09,703 --> 01:21:11,996 You can imagine what I was like without you? 853 01:21:12,163 --> 01:21:14,207 I missed you too. 854 01:21:14,374 --> 01:21:15,709 To die for. 855 01:21:18,670 --> 01:21:20,547 Are you crazy? 856 01:21:20,672 --> 01:21:23,675 With all the women I have Should I go and get yours? 857 01:21:23,883 --> 01:21:25,135 Piece of shit. 858 01:21:25,301 --> 01:21:27,137 And you believe bullshit what do you hear around? 859 01:21:27,303 --> 01:21:29,514 Daniele, Lavinia told me. 860 01:21:37,689 --> 01:21:39,941 Oh, did she tell you? 861 01:21:40,150 --> 01:21:42,110 And he told you that did he throw it in my face? 862 01:21:42,360 --> 01:21:44,821 Did that bitch tell you? 863 01:22:21,733 --> 01:22:25,070 Arnaldo, we won't argue for a woman, right? 864 01:22:30,575 --> 01:22:32,494 Hello, girls. Promoted? 865 01:22:32,660 --> 01:22:36,164 We're going to see. I failed, I feel it. 866 01:22:40,460 --> 01:22:42,462 Melissa. 867 01:23:04,192 --> 01:23:05,568 All three promoted! 868 01:23:05,777 --> 01:23:08,988 - And me? Failed, right? - No, you're promoted too. 869 01:23:09,614 --> 01:23:11,825 I, on the other hand, have three debts. Assholes. 870 01:23:12,033 --> 01:23:14,244 Anyway, come to the party by Daniele, tonight. 871 01:23:14,411 --> 01:23:15,995 Call it a party. I'm not coming. 872 01:23:16,204 --> 01:23:19,833 - Daniele will be offended. - Who cares? I'm not coming. 873 01:23:19,958 --> 01:23:21,710 Rejected. 874 01:23:22,127 --> 01:23:25,463 - Are you happy? - Yes. 875 01:23:25,714 --> 01:23:27,132 I mean, no. 876 01:23:27,257 --> 01:23:29,217 Not because of the failure but because... 877 01:23:30,468 --> 01:23:34,597 Because you're talking to me. It's the first time. 878 01:23:37,434 --> 01:23:39,019 Wait for me. 879 01:23:39,269 --> 01:23:43,773 But yes, also for the rejection. Like this I'm finally going to the artistic one. 880 01:23:43,982 --> 01:23:45,316 Are you going away? 881 01:24:15,305 --> 01:24:17,015 It's me? 882 01:24:18,141 --> 01:24:20,143 But how did you do it? 883 01:24:20,393 --> 01:24:22,896 I never noticed it. 884 01:24:30,487 --> 01:24:33,656 This is where I fell in love with you. 885 01:24:37,869 --> 01:24:38,244 You were there. 886 01:24:41,122 --> 01:24:42,540 I remember. 887 01:24:46,294 --> 01:24:48,672 - Can I take my first portrait of you? - The first? 888 01:24:50,298 --> 01:24:52,967 The first one you know too. 889 01:26:52,295 --> 01:26:54,464 But what a beautiful portrait. 890 01:26:54,923 --> 01:26:57,842 - What are you doing here? - I was looking for you. 891 01:26:58,009 --> 01:27:01,096 There's a party at my place tonight. Mine aren't there. Do we go wild? 892 01:27:01,304 --> 01:27:04,140 I'm tired of parties. They are all the same. 893 01:27:05,975 --> 01:27:07,602 Are they all the same? 894 01:27:12,440 --> 01:27:15,443 Melissa, my holidays they are not all the same. 895 01:27:16,986 --> 01:27:18,780 Come on, let's have fun. 896 01:27:18,822 --> 01:27:22,158 - I don't like it anymore. - Oh, yes? 897 01:27:22,367 --> 01:27:24,494 And since when? 898 01:27:25,495 --> 01:27:26,079 I know you. 899 01:27:27,163 --> 01:27:28,498 For the first time... 900 01:27:28,665 --> 01:27:31,626 ...he touched me and I I didn't feel anything. 901 01:27:31,793 --> 01:27:33,712 I didn't recognize myself in his eyes. 902 01:27:33,878 --> 01:27:36,297 Melissa, Melissa. 903 01:27:39,676 --> 01:27:42,637 He was there telling me all the things that for a long time... 904 01:27:42,762 --> 01:27:46,766 ...I had wanted to hear him say it. And I didn't care anymore. 905 01:27:46,891 --> 01:27:49,728 Only I know how beautiful you are. 906 01:27:55,692 --> 01:27:57,444 I'm going to that stupid party. 907 01:27:59,362 --> 01:28:02,073 I will be strong enough to show everyone... 908 01:28:02,323 --> 01:28:06,036 ...than me about their games doesn't anything matter anymore? 909 01:29:12,852 --> 01:29:14,854 Melissa. 910 01:29:14,979 --> 01:29:16,773 Melissa. 911 01:29:17,732 --> 01:29:19,067 Melissa! 912 01:29:19,901 --> 01:29:21,611 Come here. 913 01:29:21,695 --> 01:29:24,572 Where are you going? You have to stay with me. 914 01:29:45,468 --> 01:29:47,846 I'm another. 915 01:29:50,849 --> 01:29:52,976 Who knows now Marco... 916 01:29:54,728 --> 01:29:57,105 ...how would you draw me? 917 01:31:19,562 --> 01:31:21,815 I'm really happy. You'll see how well it turned out. 918 01:31:21,981 --> 01:31:24,776 I did everything I could so that I could see her before departure. 919 01:31:24,943 --> 01:31:25,860 Ah, I collected the tickets. 920 01:31:25,902 --> 01:31:30,407 So, stop in Frankfurt for a few hours, and then Jeddah. 921 01:31:30,615 --> 01:31:32,826 But he told you if I can go on the platform? 922 01:31:33,034 --> 01:31:35,495 He asked permission, yes. 923 01:31:36,037 --> 01:31:38,581 I would love to go there with you. 924 01:31:38,748 --> 01:31:41,167 But, you know, they'll be there in June so many weddings. 925 01:31:41,376 --> 01:31:44,212 But why don't you ask the lady Adele a week's holiday? 926 01:31:44,379 --> 01:31:47,298 Treasure. Mrs. Adele it has already been a love. 927 01:31:47,465 --> 01:31:50,343 He left me free for two weeks to follow the work here. 928 01:31:50,510 --> 01:31:53,096 And then dad will be happy to spend a while with you... 929 01:31:53,263 --> 01:31:55,098 ...you two alone. 930 01:32:07,318 --> 01:32:08,903 Mom! 931 01:32:10,113 --> 01:32:12,782 Do you like it? I found it in my grandmother's room. 932 01:32:12,991 --> 01:32:16,995 She was beautiful. He looks so much like you, love. 933 01:33:03,583 --> 01:33:05,752 Mom.