1 00:00:30,084 --> 00:00:33,251 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 2 00:00:33,504 --> 00:00:35,331 The summer is starting. 3 00:00:35,590 --> 00:00:38,425 But the most important news is that Manuela and I... 4 00:00:38,676 --> 00:00:41,547 ...have been invited to the swimming pool at Daniele's house!" 5 00:00:43,014 --> 00:00:44,840 "I've waited for this moment for months. 6 00:00:45,099 --> 00:00:48,017 Maybe this time he'll pay some attention to me..." 7 00:00:54,942 --> 00:00:56,105 Elvira! 8 00:00:59,614 --> 00:01:00,812 Elvira! 9 00:01:03,534 --> 00:01:06,701 Could you wake your granddaughter up? I'm running late. 10 00:01:08,873 --> 00:01:12,372 Melissa, hurry up, you're going to be late for school. 11 00:01:31,771 --> 00:01:32,850 Elvira? 12 00:01:37,610 --> 00:01:39,852 What are you doing? Can't you hear me? 13 00:01:40,112 --> 00:01:41,310 Please, can you do it? 14 00:01:41,572 --> 00:01:44,277 I'm late, I still have to finish getting ready. 15 00:01:51,499 --> 00:01:52,495 Sorry. 16 00:01:52,750 --> 00:01:54,292 All right, I'll do it myself. 17 00:02:12,645 --> 00:02:14,187 What a mess! 18 00:02:15,022 --> 00:02:17,145 - Sweetheart, the alarm! - Go away! 19 00:02:17,400 --> 00:02:20,519 Sorry, darling, but you're going to be late for school. 20 00:02:20,778 --> 00:02:21,976 Get out! 21 00:02:22,488 --> 00:02:23,651 We arrived at 4 pm. 22 00:02:23,906 --> 00:02:25,069 SUMMER 23 00:02:25,324 --> 00:02:27,898 On the whole way there I just wanted to turn back. 24 00:02:28,160 --> 00:02:29,619 My heart was in my mouth. 25 00:02:29,870 --> 00:02:31,495 - Wait, don't ring! - Why not? 26 00:02:31,747 --> 00:02:32,696 It's still early. 27 00:02:32,957 --> 00:02:35,744 No, it's not, this is the time Titti told us to come. 28 00:02:36,002 --> 00:02:37,377 Feel this. 29 00:02:39,130 --> 00:02:41,455 - I don't feel anything. - But how! 30 00:02:41,716 --> 00:02:45,001 It feels like it's about to explode! Let's get out of here. 31 00:02:45,261 --> 00:02:48,844 Come on! You've had a crush on him for a year and now finally... 32 00:02:49,098 --> 00:02:51,007 I look terrible today. 33 00:02:52,226 --> 00:02:54,433 No way! You look gorgeous. 34 00:03:01,944 --> 00:03:03,522 What if he finds out I can't swim? 35 00:03:03,779 --> 00:03:06,021 - Stay away from the pool. - And if he kisses me... 36 00:03:06,282 --> 00:03:09,318 ...and realizes it's my first time? - Are you crazy? 37 00:03:09,577 --> 00:03:11,783 With all the rehearsing we've done! 38 00:03:15,708 --> 00:03:17,914 - Who's that? - Which? 39 00:03:18,586 --> 00:03:20,625 - The only fuckable one. - You're here! 40 00:03:27,053 --> 00:03:29,626 Don't let her run away! Pin her down, Patrizio! 41 00:03:29,889 --> 00:03:33,009 No! Please let me go! Put me down, don't be a bastard! 42 00:03:33,267 --> 00:03:35,141 - Hello, Manuela. - I'm Manuela. 43 00:03:35,937 --> 00:03:37,395 I'm Melissa. 44 00:03:37,647 --> 00:03:41,062 - Well then hello, Melissa. - Daniele! Come here! 45 00:03:41,317 --> 00:03:42,895 Excuse me. 46 00:03:49,992 --> 00:03:51,486 Well, I... 47 00:04:00,753 --> 00:04:04,039 Fucking assholes, my shoes! 48 00:04:04,298 --> 00:04:07,216 These shoes cost me two hundred euros. 49 00:04:07,551 --> 00:04:11,596 - Who is that girl lying down? - Lavinia, Arnaldo's girlfriend. A bitch. 50 00:04:12,098 --> 00:04:16,047 Don't even try throwing me in the water or I'll kick your ass. 51 00:04:19,730 --> 00:04:21,011 Honey. 52 00:04:22,733 --> 00:04:24,192 I'm going over there. 53 00:04:24,986 --> 00:04:27,821 Be careful, they'll throw you in the water. 54 00:04:58,477 --> 00:05:00,553 No! She can't swim! 55 00:05:00,813 --> 00:05:03,518 Help her! Do something! 56 00:05:08,362 --> 00:05:09,358 Were you scared? 57 00:05:09,614 --> 00:05:11,072 Me? No. 58 00:05:13,909 --> 00:05:16,116 I thought you knew how to swim. 59 00:05:17,413 --> 00:05:21,245 Yes, I can swim, but... I got scared all of a sudden. 60 00:05:21,500 --> 00:05:23,623 But you just told me you weren't scared. 61 00:05:23,878 --> 00:05:25,123 After! 62 00:05:30,718 --> 00:05:32,093 You got scared. 63 00:05:35,014 --> 00:05:38,347 Come on! I'll show you the nicest part of the garden. 64 00:06:02,750 --> 00:06:05,786 So you don't know how to swim. I can teach you one day. 65 00:06:06,045 --> 00:06:09,046 You can come back, without all these people. 66 00:06:09,298 --> 00:06:11,754 - Well? - Well what? 67 00:06:12,009 --> 00:06:13,338 Will you come? 68 00:06:13,594 --> 00:06:15,670 - Yes. - You like it here? 69 00:06:15,930 --> 00:06:17,092 Yes. 70 00:06:17,932 --> 00:06:19,307 And you like me? 71 00:06:22,353 --> 00:06:25,722 - Enough. - What does your father do? 72 00:06:25,982 --> 00:06:27,559 Engineer. 73 00:06:29,610 --> 00:06:31,769 - He builds streets? - No. Oil. 74 00:06:32,029 --> 00:06:34,651 He's on a platform in the middle of the Indian Ocean. 75 00:06:34,907 --> 00:06:36,781 He'll be back within a year. 76 00:06:38,035 --> 00:06:39,233 And your mother? 77 00:06:39,495 --> 00:06:40,954 She sells bridal gowns. 78 00:06:41,205 --> 00:06:44,325 - Do you have any brothers? - No. Just a friend. 79 00:06:44,583 --> 00:06:46,872 - You confide in her. - Yes. 80 00:06:47,128 --> 00:06:49,535 - Do you tell her everything? - Yes. 81 00:07:03,644 --> 00:07:05,933 And what will you tell her about me? 82 00:07:06,606 --> 00:07:07,934 I don't know. 83 00:07:10,067 --> 00:07:11,348 You look like a kid. 84 00:07:11,611 --> 00:07:12,725 How old are you? 85 00:07:12,987 --> 00:07:14,980 Fifteen and a half. 86 00:07:27,835 --> 00:07:30,041 - Do you have a boyfriend? - No. 87 00:07:30,922 --> 00:07:32,297 Do you? 88 00:07:32,548 --> 00:07:34,873 - What? - A girlfriend! 89 00:07:36,761 --> 00:07:38,041 No, I don't. 90 00:07:39,472 --> 00:07:40,421 Are you a virgin? 91 00:07:41,891 --> 00:07:43,171 Yes. 92 00:07:43,726 --> 00:07:45,932 - How many times have you been kissed? - Twice. 93 00:07:46,187 --> 00:07:48,096 Which one did you like the best? 94 00:07:49,315 --> 00:07:50,726 The first. 95 00:08:03,371 --> 00:08:04,699 Get up. 96 00:08:06,666 --> 00:08:08,457 What do you want from me? 97 00:08:09,335 --> 00:08:10,995 You want to kiss me? 98 00:08:14,507 --> 00:08:16,131 You want to kiss me? 99 00:08:17,927 --> 00:08:19,255 You want to kiss me? 100 00:08:20,304 --> 00:08:21,763 You want to kiss me? 101 00:08:23,724 --> 00:08:24,839 Yes. 102 00:08:26,310 --> 00:08:28,599 Then kiss my dick. 103 00:08:38,906 --> 00:08:40,650 Put it in your mouth. 104 00:08:56,382 --> 00:08:58,173 What are you doing? 105 00:09:19,739 --> 00:09:22,989 Maybe next time you'll kiss me on the mouth. 106 00:09:29,498 --> 00:09:31,871 I haven't seen him since that day. 107 00:09:32,627 --> 00:09:35,996 I've spent a gloomy summer full of choking tears... 108 00:09:36,255 --> 00:09:39,422 ...waiting for a phone call that never came. 109 00:09:41,052 --> 00:09:44,218 I wanted to vanish, to fly away very, very far... 110 00:09:45,306 --> 00:09:49,006 ...like my father, to the other side of the world. 111 00:09:51,729 --> 00:09:53,354 AUTUMN 112 00:09:58,402 --> 00:10:00,525 Don't make that face. Relax! 113 00:10:00,780 --> 00:10:04,647 I'd like to see you in my place! After what happened he disappeared! 114 00:10:04,909 --> 00:10:07,067 Forget about him, he doesn't care about you. 115 00:10:07,328 --> 00:10:11,373 I never said he cared about me, but I care about him. 116 00:10:12,041 --> 00:10:14,034 And it gets worse every day. 117 00:10:15,336 --> 00:10:16,830 Let's go. 118 00:10:17,797 --> 00:10:19,339 - Good morning. - Good morning. 119 00:10:20,132 --> 00:10:21,876 - Good morning. - Good morning. 120 00:10:30,726 --> 00:10:33,052 Come in, young ladies. 121 00:10:33,312 --> 00:10:35,982 We were very glad to wait for you, right? 122 00:10:36,607 --> 00:10:37,983 Roll! 123 00:10:39,527 --> 00:10:40,938 - Abemo, Elisabetta. - Here. 124 00:10:41,195 --> 00:10:43,152 - Bozzini, Manuela. - Here. 125 00:10:43,406 --> 00:10:45,030 Caldiron, Clelia e Leo. 126 00:10:45,283 --> 00:10:46,362 - Here. - Here. 127 00:10:46,617 --> 00:10:48,111 De Angelis, Marco. 128 00:10:48,369 --> 00:10:49,448 First day of school. 129 00:10:50,204 --> 00:10:51,533 I'm so nervous. 130 00:10:51,789 --> 00:10:53,912 A new student. Good start! 131 00:10:54,292 --> 00:10:57,542 I must see him. But he isn't here. 132 00:10:57,795 --> 00:11:00,831 Holidays are over for everybody, except for him. 133 00:11:03,259 --> 00:11:04,670 I am Marco De Angelis. 134 00:11:08,472 --> 00:11:10,631 You know I should kick you out? 135 00:11:13,519 --> 00:11:16,970 No, too easy. Come on in. Find a place. 136 00:11:19,358 --> 00:11:21,896 I try to hate him for what he did to me... 137 00:11:22,153 --> 00:11:24,560 ...but I can't. I still love him. 138 00:11:25,615 --> 00:11:29,066 At the favourite seat. They call it the Seat of Death. 139 00:11:35,166 --> 00:11:36,197 He's so cool! 140 00:11:36,459 --> 00:11:38,001 What a loser! 141 00:11:38,252 --> 00:11:41,206 Ah, you're a tough one! Let's inaugurate the register. 142 00:11:41,464 --> 00:11:43,291 With a nice three. 143 00:11:44,008 --> 00:11:45,632 He doesn't know how much I like him. 144 00:11:45,885 --> 00:11:49,218 Even though he humiliated me, I forgive him. 145 00:11:49,472 --> 00:11:53,469 If I could hold him tight, just once, I'd make him understand. 146 00:11:54,018 --> 00:11:56,094 Call me, my love. 147 00:11:56,354 --> 00:11:58,927 Call me, call me... 148 00:11:59,190 --> 00:12:00,649 ...call me... 149 00:12:11,535 --> 00:12:14,240 - One... - I'll go! 150 00:12:14,497 --> 00:12:16,074 ...two... 151 00:12:17,708 --> 00:12:18,906 ...three... 152 00:12:19,168 --> 00:12:20,793 Yes, it's morning here! 153 00:12:21,587 --> 00:12:24,339 I'll pass you to her right away. And how are you? 154 00:12:24,590 --> 00:12:26,547 Melissa, run, it's Dad! 155 00:12:27,426 --> 00:12:30,712 Melissa! Open up! It's Dad! 156 00:12:30,972 --> 00:12:33,213 Why do you two always lock yourselves in there? 157 00:12:33,474 --> 00:12:36,925 Do you want to talk first to your mother or your daughter? 158 00:12:37,270 --> 00:12:40,935 Daddy, you know I dreamt about you? 159 00:12:41,190 --> 00:12:44,855 Yes, we were in Paris, but it was our house. 160 00:12:45,111 --> 00:12:47,732 It'd be more practical if you used your own bathroom. 161 00:12:47,989 --> 00:12:52,117 - I'm being good. But you be good too! - At least don't lock yourselves inside. 162 00:12:52,368 --> 00:12:54,906 No, I'm begging you! Please, don't smoke. 163 00:12:55,162 --> 00:12:59,290 - It bothers me in the bathroom. - I'm still waiting for your e-mails. 164 00:12:59,542 --> 00:13:01,451 I'll quit right away! 165 00:13:02,211 --> 00:13:04,749 I'm smoking the last one! 166 00:13:05,006 --> 00:13:06,797 I'll pass you to her. 167 00:13:10,094 --> 00:13:11,422 Hi, darling! 168 00:13:14,098 --> 00:13:16,221 Of course I'm taking my medicine. 169 00:13:16,475 --> 00:13:18,764 Why do you always say the same thing? 170 00:13:19,020 --> 00:13:21,689 And then they say that old folks lose their minds! 171 00:13:21,939 --> 00:13:24,691 "Dear Diary, my family is a disaster. 172 00:13:24,942 --> 00:13:27,564 Father is so far away, Mother doesn't understand a thing. 173 00:13:27,820 --> 00:13:30,489 Thank God I've got Grandma and Manuela, my best friend." 174 00:13:30,740 --> 00:13:31,689 Slow down! 175 00:13:31,949 --> 00:13:34,986 You shouldn't be afraid with me! Ever! 176 00:13:35,328 --> 00:13:37,036 Okay, but be careful! 177 00:13:37,288 --> 00:13:40,372 - You trust me? - Yes, you're the best! 178 00:13:48,341 --> 00:13:49,799 I hate gym... 179 00:13:50,051 --> 00:13:52,376 ...but I'm sure Manu hates it more than I do. 180 00:13:52,637 --> 00:13:54,510 At least we don't have to study. 181 00:13:54,764 --> 00:13:58,097 This year I want something different. 182 00:13:58,351 --> 00:14:00,094 Every day at school I hope to see him. 183 00:14:00,353 --> 00:14:02,808 It's happened twice already, in the hallway. 184 00:14:03,064 --> 00:14:05,981 He didn't see me, or he pretended not to. 185 00:14:35,513 --> 00:14:38,964 How strange, I feel my body much more than before. 186 00:14:39,350 --> 00:14:40,809 I like it... 187 00:14:41,269 --> 00:14:43,760 ...but with him I'd like it even more. 188 00:14:44,522 --> 00:14:46,146 Did you get excited? 189 00:14:46,399 --> 00:14:49,602 Wow, you're well-equipped! Who would have thought? 190 00:14:50,528 --> 00:14:52,437 Relax, it's just envy. 191 00:14:53,364 --> 00:14:56,318 I want him. I'm so sure. 192 00:15:14,468 --> 00:15:16,876 Yes, I went to see the one you suggested. 193 00:15:17,138 --> 00:15:18,881 It looked like a prison! 194 00:15:19,599 --> 00:15:21,259 No, I found another one. 195 00:15:21,517 --> 00:15:23,806 A luxury one. Wait a moment. 196 00:15:24,353 --> 00:15:25,764 Here it is! 197 00:15:28,733 --> 00:15:30,725 "Elegant ambience... 198 00:15:31,110 --> 00:15:33,897 ...highly qualified medical personnel." 199 00:15:34,822 --> 00:15:36,565 Eighteen hundred euros. 200 00:15:37,074 --> 00:15:39,612 No, I still haven't spoken to her about it. 201 00:15:39,869 --> 00:15:42,574 You know it's not easy with her. 202 00:15:43,956 --> 00:15:45,664 Why don't you speak to her? 203 00:15:45,916 --> 00:15:48,158 Okay, okay. I'll try. 204 00:15:49,378 --> 00:15:50,837 Melissa? 205 00:15:52,089 --> 00:15:55,090 Yes, she'll be upset at the beginning, but later... 206 00:15:55,343 --> 00:15:57,668 You know how children are. 207 00:15:57,929 --> 00:16:00,217 Don't worry, I was firm about the moped... 208 00:16:00,473 --> 00:16:02,512 ...but she always drives Manuela's. 209 00:16:03,225 --> 00:16:06,641 She signed up for swimming lessons. 210 00:16:08,105 --> 00:16:11,023 This time she's really going to learn. 211 00:16:11,984 --> 00:16:14,522 Hello? Can you hear me? 212 00:16:16,030 --> 00:16:17,358 Hello? 213 00:16:18,908 --> 00:16:20,236 Elvira! 214 00:16:24,705 --> 00:16:27,410 I lent it to Melissa but now I need it. 215 00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:30,242 I'm having tea with some friends. 216 00:16:33,422 --> 00:16:35,794 How can you live with such a mess? 217 00:16:36,300 --> 00:16:39,586 At least in my own room I can do as I please, no? 218 00:16:39,845 --> 00:16:42,087 Here, this was in the living room. 219 00:16:44,016 --> 00:16:47,516 Forgive me. It won't happen again. I promise. 220 00:16:47,770 --> 00:16:51,471 How can you go out at this hour? Do you want me to come pick you up? 221 00:16:52,191 --> 00:16:54,350 Don't worry, I'll take the bus. 222 00:16:54,610 --> 00:16:56,519 No, no, take a cab. 223 00:16:57,363 --> 00:16:58,738 Cabs are expensive. 224 00:16:58,990 --> 00:17:02,405 It's okay. I'll pay for it, don't make me worry. 225 00:17:03,202 --> 00:17:04,577 I have to talk to you... 226 00:17:04,829 --> 00:17:07,284 ...but not now, you've got things to do. 227 00:17:07,623 --> 00:17:10,375 Tell me, my friends will wait. 228 00:17:13,087 --> 00:17:15,708 - Did you take your pill? - Yes. 229 00:17:17,550 --> 00:17:19,127 No, I didn't take it. 230 00:17:20,052 --> 00:17:21,844 But that's my business. 231 00:17:22,096 --> 00:17:24,338 No, really it's our business also. 232 00:17:24,599 --> 00:17:26,924 They are good for your heart. 233 00:17:30,980 --> 00:17:32,889 My mum hates Grandma. Sometimes I think... 234 00:17:33,149 --> 00:17:35,437 ...it's because she's jealous of our relationship. 235 00:17:35,693 --> 00:17:39,228 Thank God she can't interfere between Manu and me. I adore her. 236 00:17:40,573 --> 00:17:42,565 According to her, I need to be brave... 237 00:17:42,825 --> 00:17:44,699 ...and talk to Daniele, face to face. 238 00:17:44,952 --> 00:17:47,028 They said Daniele's already here! 239 00:18:08,976 --> 00:18:10,684 Look at me. 240 00:18:10,937 --> 00:18:14,056 Look at me. Look at me. Look at me. 241 00:18:54,230 --> 00:18:55,938 But you're Melissa! 242 00:18:56,524 --> 00:18:58,849 You've grown, I almost didn't recognize you. 243 00:18:59,110 --> 00:19:00,355 How old are you? 244 00:19:00,653 --> 00:19:02,646 I'm almost 16. 245 00:19:04,657 --> 00:19:06,116 Come. 246 00:19:15,960 --> 00:19:18,249 Arnaldo, you remember Melissa? 247 00:19:18,546 --> 00:19:19,826 Melissa... 248 00:19:20,965 --> 00:19:23,634 You're also cute when dry. Congratulations. 249 00:19:23,884 --> 00:19:26,375 Let's toast to our reunion! 250 00:19:30,641 --> 00:19:33,808 - Lavinia, babe? Everything okay? - I want to leave. This is annoying. 251 00:19:34,061 --> 00:19:35,603 Did you think about me? 252 00:19:37,690 --> 00:19:40,774 I want to ask you something. But not here. 253 00:19:42,111 --> 00:19:43,522 Wanna come with me? 254 00:19:50,953 --> 00:19:52,578 Let's go. 255 00:20:20,608 --> 00:20:23,313 You're even prettier than last summer. 256 00:20:34,330 --> 00:20:36,323 Can I ask you a question? 257 00:20:38,542 --> 00:20:40,416 Do you want to kiss me? 258 00:21:18,082 --> 00:21:20,240 Are you still a virgin? 259 00:21:21,585 --> 00:21:23,080 Yes. 260 00:21:23,921 --> 00:21:26,128 Do you want to do it with me? 261 00:21:41,439 --> 00:21:43,348 I want you so much. 262 00:21:53,951 --> 00:21:55,611 Put this on. 263 00:22:45,878 --> 00:22:47,420 I love you. 264 00:22:47,672 --> 00:22:49,082 I love you. 265 00:22:49,340 --> 00:22:50,964 I love you. 266 00:22:54,428 --> 00:22:56,255 I don't love you. 267 00:23:07,692 --> 00:23:09,518 You're an idiot. 268 00:23:11,070 --> 00:23:12,730 Who asked you? 269 00:23:26,794 --> 00:23:28,169 Dad, dear Dad... 270 00:23:28,963 --> 00:23:32,047 ...you can't imagine how much I'd like you to be here. 271 00:23:32,300 --> 00:23:35,669 I would tell you to go to Daniele's house, to spit on his face... 272 00:23:35,928 --> 00:23:38,502 ...to make him kneel, to beat him... 273 00:23:38,764 --> 00:23:41,552 ...humiliate him as he did with me. 274 00:23:42,893 --> 00:23:46,309 But why is it that only men can behave like that? 275 00:23:47,857 --> 00:23:51,023 From this moment on I swear that I too will do as they do. 276 00:23:51,277 --> 00:23:53,234 I will think only of my pleasure. 277 00:23:53,487 --> 00:23:55,563 I will treat them all the same. 278 00:23:55,823 --> 00:23:57,614 Not caring for their feelings... 279 00:23:57,867 --> 00:24:00,192 ...not caring who I have in front of me. 280 00:24:02,371 --> 00:24:04,280 Your daughter, Melissa. 281 00:24:08,210 --> 00:24:11,544 But no! What are you talking about? 282 00:24:11,797 --> 00:24:14,549 No, I know you, Daria. 283 00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:16,710 You've already decided everything. 284 00:24:17,011 --> 00:24:18,719 Actually, you know what I think? 285 00:24:18,971 --> 00:24:21,806 I'll probably feel more at home over there than here. 286 00:24:22,058 --> 00:24:25,308 Your attention gets on my nerves. I know it's sincere... 287 00:24:25,561 --> 00:24:27,850 ...but it's irritating all the same. 288 00:24:30,650 --> 00:24:32,689 I'm worried about Melissa. 289 00:24:33,194 --> 00:24:35,186 She counts on me. 290 00:24:36,364 --> 00:24:37,988 And on me! 291 00:24:40,785 --> 00:24:42,528 Are you sure? 292 00:24:45,539 --> 00:24:47,615 Why do you treat me like this? 293 00:25:16,487 --> 00:25:18,527 Are you sure I can smoke here? 294 00:25:18,781 --> 00:25:21,948 - if not, I'm not going. - In theory you can't... 295 00:25:22,201 --> 00:25:24,490 ...but everybody does, so they turn a blind eye. 296 00:25:24,745 --> 00:25:27,865 Unfortunately. You should quit. You know how bad it is for you. 297 00:25:28,124 --> 00:25:30,959 And you don't know how good it is for me! 298 00:25:33,212 --> 00:25:36,213 "Dear Diary, Mom has sent Grandma to a home." 299 00:25:38,384 --> 00:25:41,338 - Damn, it's pouring! - Give me the umbrella. 300 00:25:42,179 --> 00:25:45,346 "She took the horrible decision without consulting me. 301 00:25:45,641 --> 00:25:47,634 I don't mean anything to her. 302 00:25:47,893 --> 00:25:50,384 But when Dad comes home for Christmas... 303 00:25:50,646 --> 00:25:54,015 ...we'll take her back home and she will stay with us forever." 304 00:25:54,609 --> 00:25:56,981 Do you want to give me the umbrella? 305 00:25:58,070 --> 00:26:01,237 Elvira, what are you doing? You'll get soaked! 306 00:26:06,287 --> 00:26:08,279 Sweetheart, why are you doing this? 307 00:26:08,539 --> 00:26:10,662 You know Grandma has a heart condition. 308 00:26:10,916 --> 00:26:12,541 She needs to be taken care of! 309 00:26:12,793 --> 00:26:14,288 Come on, out! 310 00:26:20,426 --> 00:26:21,375 Thank you. 311 00:26:28,392 --> 00:26:29,970 Good morning. 312 00:26:41,489 --> 00:26:43,777 Well, now what's the matter? 313 00:26:44,700 --> 00:26:46,242 Up, up child! 314 00:26:58,255 --> 00:26:59,833 Nice, no? 315 00:27:00,925 --> 00:27:02,716 Warm colours... 316 00:27:07,598 --> 00:27:09,258 The nurses are lovely. 317 00:27:09,976 --> 00:27:12,645 I would almost come to stay myself! 318 00:27:13,145 --> 00:27:14,937 Where are the sockets? 319 00:27:15,189 --> 00:27:16,897 Ah, there's one... 320 00:27:18,317 --> 00:27:21,769 - But the lamp's plugged. - It needs a double plug! 321 00:27:24,699 --> 00:27:26,572 Surely there is one. 322 00:27:32,081 --> 00:27:34,370 Found it! There you go. 323 00:27:34,625 --> 00:27:37,199 - They're so organized! - Aren't they? 324 00:27:43,301 --> 00:27:45,838 Home is where the radio is. 325 00:27:47,805 --> 00:27:49,928 It has changed my life! 326 00:27:52,018 --> 00:27:53,393 Grandma... 327 00:27:54,687 --> 00:27:56,929 I'll go call the head nurse. 328 00:28:16,334 --> 00:28:17,994 Melissa! 329 00:28:18,919 --> 00:28:21,042 Melissa, don't be sad. 330 00:28:22,548 --> 00:28:24,422 Nothing will ever change between us. 331 00:28:24,675 --> 00:28:26,668 You'll come visit whenever you want... 332 00:28:26,927 --> 00:28:29,335 ...and I'll make you a marvellous cup of tea. 333 00:28:29,597 --> 00:28:32,598 You really don't mind being here? 334 00:28:35,019 --> 00:28:39,313 "Paradise is where I am," your grandpa used to say. 335 00:28:39,941 --> 00:28:42,266 A fantastically self-centred man! 336 00:28:45,237 --> 00:28:47,610 Here we go. Watch how it's done. 337 00:28:49,825 --> 00:28:53,823 Let's get rid of this shitty old lady blanket! 338 00:29:01,212 --> 00:29:02,754 See? 339 00:29:03,839 --> 00:29:05,962 It's something else entirely! 340 00:29:06,676 --> 00:29:08,467 Doesn't take a thing. 341 00:29:11,806 --> 00:29:13,882 Grandma! Grandma! 342 00:29:15,226 --> 00:29:17,100 Don't cry, my treasure! 343 00:29:17,353 --> 00:29:20,437 - It's not a goodbye! - But you're the one who's crying! 344 00:29:28,239 --> 00:29:29,698 Music! 345 00:30:06,193 --> 00:30:07,474 Your favourites! 346 00:30:07,737 --> 00:30:09,445 Risotto with mushrooms or paella? 347 00:30:10,197 --> 00:30:11,656 Nothing. 348 00:30:11,949 --> 00:30:15,899 Don't worry about me. You only know how to hurt. 349 00:30:17,079 --> 00:30:19,072 Sweetheart! Why do you treat me like this? 350 00:30:19,332 --> 00:30:21,657 What trouble did she give you? 351 00:30:22,251 --> 00:30:24,125 You should be happy now. 352 00:30:24,378 --> 00:30:27,083 Finally your ashtrays will be clean. 353 00:30:34,597 --> 00:30:36,340 You're angry with me? 354 00:30:37,391 --> 00:30:39,051 I adore Grandma! 355 00:30:39,310 --> 00:30:41,635 Without her the house will be empty. 356 00:30:42,063 --> 00:30:44,601 Believe me, I'm more sorry than you are. 357 00:30:46,442 --> 00:30:48,933 So let's go and bring her back, now! 358 00:30:50,446 --> 00:30:52,106 Sweetheart... 359 00:30:54,116 --> 00:30:56,026 She'll be happier there. 360 00:30:56,744 --> 00:30:58,986 I met her neighbours. Really nice people! 361 00:31:00,998 --> 00:31:03,620 Daddy would have never allowed it. 362 00:31:06,879 --> 00:31:10,165 Yes, he would. We decided it together. 363 00:31:10,424 --> 00:31:12,002 Liar. 364 00:31:12,259 --> 00:31:14,086 Melissa... 365 00:31:14,387 --> 00:31:16,296 ...stay with me for a while. 366 00:31:23,646 --> 00:31:26,931 "Dear Diary, my mother is a monster. And my father? 367 00:31:27,191 --> 00:31:28,602 Did they agree? 368 00:31:28,859 --> 00:31:30,817 I can't believe it. 369 00:31:31,279 --> 00:31:33,236 But if it were true...? 370 00:31:33,489 --> 00:31:36,858 I want to rebel but there's nothing I can do. 371 00:31:37,118 --> 00:31:38,493 I don't count." 372 00:31:39,203 --> 00:31:43,153 How did it go with your grandma? I'm in the movies with my mother. 373 00:31:43,416 --> 00:31:44,365 Boring! MANU 374 00:31:44,667 --> 00:31:47,751 "Now I'm alone. Completely alone. 375 00:31:49,130 --> 00:31:52,084 Rage, rage, rage. 376 00:31:52,925 --> 00:31:56,923 Fury, rage, fury..." 377 00:32:03,561 --> 00:32:06,597 I can't believe it! There's the new guy, Marco! 378 00:32:06,856 --> 00:32:09,477 He's gorgeous! What do I do? Do I say hi? 379 00:32:37,303 --> 00:32:38,714 Why don't you answer? Okay... 380 00:32:38,971 --> 00:32:42,755 Remember that asshole from Italian interrogates us tomorrow. Ciao! 381 00:32:49,732 --> 00:32:51,226 "Today is my birthday. 382 00:32:51,484 --> 00:32:54,650 Mum gave me a present that I'll never open. 383 00:32:54,904 --> 00:32:57,477 Dad called when I was out and did not try again. 384 00:32:57,740 --> 00:33:00,278 To wake up without Grandma is horrible. 385 00:33:00,534 --> 00:33:02,278 The house is empty without her." 386 00:33:02,536 --> 00:33:03,947 No grades today. 387 00:33:04,664 --> 00:33:06,407 We'll read the newspaper. 388 00:33:08,042 --> 00:33:10,615 "According to a recent poll... 389 00:33:10,878 --> 00:33:14,247 ...seventy-five percent of Italians are practicing Catholics." 390 00:33:15,216 --> 00:33:17,789 "I am 16, I'm not a child anymore. 391 00:33:19,053 --> 00:33:23,051 I want to be cruel to the world as the world has been cruel to me." 392 00:33:23,307 --> 00:33:26,225 May I interrupt your makeup session, Titi? 393 00:33:26,477 --> 00:33:30,344 Do you believe in something? I, for example, I'm agnostic. 394 00:33:31,941 --> 00:33:33,732 At home they all go to Mass. 395 00:33:33,985 --> 00:33:37,603 So during Mass, do you also think only of re-applying your makeup? 396 00:33:39,323 --> 00:33:42,823 - The twins there, "roses and flowers"? - We're pantheists. 397 00:33:43,077 --> 00:33:44,702 Like Paris Hilton. 398 00:33:44,954 --> 00:33:48,370 "It's simple: Provoke, seduce, use... 399 00:33:48,624 --> 00:33:51,376 ...and throw away. Everyone takes what they want." 400 00:33:51,627 --> 00:33:52,825 Do you believe? 401 00:33:56,132 --> 00:33:57,246 In what? 402 00:33:57,508 --> 00:34:00,426 In God, for example? Are you religious at home? 403 00:34:00,678 --> 00:34:02,302 My mother is... 404 00:34:02,555 --> 00:34:04,298 ...my father isn't. 405 00:34:04,557 --> 00:34:06,051 I... I don't know. 406 00:34:06,309 --> 00:34:08,550 But you have to believe in something. 407 00:34:08,811 --> 00:34:10,554 I'd like to think that there is a God. 408 00:34:10,813 --> 00:34:13,269 To confide in someone who always listens. 409 00:34:13,733 --> 00:34:15,606 Rather, who already knows everything... 410 00:34:15,860 --> 00:34:17,817 ...so you don't have to explain anything. 411 00:34:18,070 --> 00:34:19,814 Better than a diary! 412 00:34:20,615 --> 00:34:24,399 It would be nice if there were a God. God can never betray you. 413 00:34:24,660 --> 00:34:25,989 But Daniele can! 414 00:34:30,291 --> 00:34:32,533 If this was an immaturity test... 415 00:34:32,793 --> 00:34:35,082 ...you would pass with flying colours. 416 00:34:41,135 --> 00:34:42,677 You still thinking about him? 417 00:34:42,928 --> 00:34:46,380 If I were a boy I'd never let a girl like you get away. 418 00:34:46,641 --> 00:34:48,550 Would you have loved me? 419 00:34:53,522 --> 00:34:54,981 Forever and ever. 420 00:34:55,232 --> 00:34:57,439 I could smack him. 421 00:34:58,069 --> 00:34:59,444 No, he did well. 422 00:34:59,695 --> 00:35:03,029 - To treat you that way? - Now I know who he really is. 423 00:35:03,282 --> 00:35:07,494 It's easy to be like him. Come! I'll show you. 424 00:35:14,585 --> 00:35:15,664 Hello. 425 00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:18,292 - Two milk shakes. - Do you have Banana Splits? 426 00:35:18,547 --> 00:35:19,958 No, I m sorry. 427 00:35:21,968 --> 00:35:23,877 It's hot, no? 428 00:35:31,477 --> 00:35:33,885 Do you like that guy over there? 429 00:35:35,106 --> 00:35:37,976 - That guy? Are you crazy? - Would you do him? 430 00:35:39,068 --> 00:35:40,977 No way. 431 00:35:41,237 --> 00:35:42,565 Me neither. 432 00:35:42,822 --> 00:35:44,649 But he'd do me. 433 00:35:45,283 --> 00:35:47,655 Do you see how he's looking at me? 434 00:35:47,910 --> 00:35:49,191 No. 435 00:35:49,578 --> 00:35:51,156 Here are the milkshakes. 436 00:35:55,209 --> 00:35:57,166 Well, I'm going to make him crazy. 437 00:35:57,420 --> 00:35:58,582 Wanna bet? 438 00:36:11,392 --> 00:36:12,555 Cut it out! 439 00:36:12,810 --> 00:36:15,515 This is what Daniele does. Like me, look. 440 00:36:17,815 --> 00:36:19,357 What's he doing? 441 00:36:19,609 --> 00:36:21,435 He put his hand in his pocket. 442 00:36:21,694 --> 00:36:24,648 - Why? - Take a wild guess! 443 00:36:32,413 --> 00:36:33,955 What do you want to do? 444 00:37:19,460 --> 00:37:21,417 - I'm going! - So am I. 445 00:37:25,591 --> 00:37:26,920 Let's go! 446 00:37:27,176 --> 00:37:29,714 See? Easy, no? 447 00:37:31,555 --> 00:37:33,263 You're crazy! 448 00:37:33,516 --> 00:37:35,592 Nobody will be able to hurt me again. 449 00:37:35,851 --> 00:37:38,556 I will defeat pain with rage. 450 00:37:39,272 --> 00:37:41,145 I cut my face with a razor. 451 00:37:41,399 --> 00:37:43,522 Hurt like hell, but I resisted. 452 00:37:43,776 --> 00:37:45,235 I am strong. 453 00:37:45,486 --> 00:37:49,436 I don't cry. I don't cry. I don't cry. 454 00:37:50,491 --> 00:37:54,156 Dad has finally called to say he wasn't coming for Christmas. 455 00:37:54,412 --> 00:37:57,413 WINTER 456 00:38:00,543 --> 00:38:02,500 Elvira! Melissa! 457 00:38:02,753 --> 00:38:05,291 - Sorry I'm late. - No problem. 458 00:38:05,548 --> 00:38:07,090 You look fabulous! 459 00:38:07,341 --> 00:38:09,749 Melissa, come quick, Grandma's here! 460 00:38:11,554 --> 00:38:12,503 Grandma! 461 00:38:12,763 --> 00:38:14,341 Melissa! 462 00:38:14,807 --> 00:38:16,965 My love, my love... 463 00:38:20,813 --> 00:38:24,312 So, what happened to my armchair? 464 00:38:24,567 --> 00:38:27,140 Don't you like that one? It's much more comfortable. 465 00:38:27,403 --> 00:38:28,648 It's ugly. 466 00:38:28,904 --> 00:38:30,564 No, it's a very famous design. 467 00:38:30,823 --> 00:38:32,863 One of Mrs. Adele's clients suggested it! 468 00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:36,069 How did you scratch yourself? 469 00:38:36,329 --> 00:38:37,871 It's nothing... 470 00:38:53,054 --> 00:38:54,845 What did you cook for me? 471 00:38:55,097 --> 00:38:56,473 Hang on. 472 00:38:57,600 --> 00:39:00,850 It's almost ready! I just have to heat it up. 473 00:39:01,103 --> 00:39:02,930 Soy sauce or chili sauce? 474 00:39:03,940 --> 00:39:06,016 Tea first. Will you make it for me? 475 00:39:06,275 --> 00:39:07,935 - Apple tea? - Yes. 476 00:39:19,914 --> 00:39:21,325 So? 477 00:39:22,333 --> 00:39:24,124 Melissa is having problems. 478 00:39:24,710 --> 00:39:26,619 She's going through a difficult time. 479 00:39:26,879 --> 00:39:28,836 What are you talking about? 480 00:39:29,465 --> 00:39:31,007 She seems very calm to me. 481 00:39:31,258 --> 00:39:33,335 But do you ever look in her eyes? 482 00:39:34,095 --> 00:39:35,589 Of course! 483 00:39:36,389 --> 00:39:40,303 Melissa is still a child. She doesn't even have a boyfriend. 484 00:39:40,851 --> 00:39:44,600 I think you should keep a closer eye on her. I know her. 485 00:39:44,855 --> 00:39:46,647 Why, and I don't? 486 00:39:52,029 --> 00:39:53,523 Here, Grandma. 487 00:39:54,115 --> 00:39:56,784 - Nothing for me? - Melissa. 488 00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:07,751 My room! 489 00:40:08,796 --> 00:40:11,465 She's turned it into a utility closet! 490 00:40:16,429 --> 00:40:20,177 Just so you know, food's on the table in six minutes! 491 00:40:24,020 --> 00:40:25,893 I knew it was here! 492 00:40:28,399 --> 00:40:32,017 Now I'm going to show you something you've never seen. 493 00:40:45,291 --> 00:40:47,782 I knew she wouldn't be able to find it! 494 00:40:48,294 --> 00:40:50,500 Good. Close the door. 495 00:40:58,262 --> 00:40:59,543 Wow, Grandma! 496 00:40:59,805 --> 00:41:01,763 You're stunning! 497 00:41:03,559 --> 00:41:05,682 He wanted me like that. 498 00:41:09,690 --> 00:41:12,691 - Grandpa? - No, before. 499 00:41:13,319 --> 00:41:15,193 I was just a little older than you. 500 00:41:15,446 --> 00:41:16,644 Two... 501 00:41:16,906 --> 00:41:18,448 ...three... 502 00:41:18,699 --> 00:41:20,443 ...four... 503 00:41:20,701 --> 00:41:22,860 ...five... 504 00:41:24,163 --> 00:41:27,117 We escaped to Paris together. 505 00:41:27,625 --> 00:41:29,249 Were you in love? 506 00:41:30,795 --> 00:41:32,372 Only at night. 507 00:41:33,839 --> 00:41:36,295 He didn't understand me... 508 00:41:36,550 --> 00:41:38,175 ...just my body. 509 00:41:38,427 --> 00:41:40,337 And I understood his. 510 00:41:41,263 --> 00:41:43,885 During the day, I despised him. 511 00:41:44,809 --> 00:41:46,967 But I couldn't live without him. 512 00:41:47,979 --> 00:41:49,888 He cheated on me... 513 00:41:50,648 --> 00:41:52,557 ...he humiliated me... 514 00:41:53,234 --> 00:41:55,273 ...but then, with one kiss... 515 00:41:55,945 --> 00:41:58,151 ...l'd forgive him for everything. 516 00:42:04,120 --> 00:42:06,990 One night, he didn't come back. 517 00:42:07,248 --> 00:42:09,953 He'd gone off with someone else. Without a word. 518 00:42:11,752 --> 00:42:14,374 But he had forgotten his gun. 519 00:42:17,258 --> 00:42:21,587 I thought to myself, "Do I shoot myself? Or him?" 520 00:42:23,347 --> 00:42:26,716 But then I found myself in front of a mirror... 521 00:42:27,727 --> 00:42:31,226 ...and I started to brush my hair, like this... 522 00:42:31,981 --> 00:42:33,559 ...stroke... 523 00:42:34,025 --> 00:42:36,350 ...after stroke... 524 00:42:36,611 --> 00:42:39,018 ...after stroke... 525 00:42:40,114 --> 00:42:44,028 My curls melted away... 526 00:42:51,751 --> 00:42:53,494 How many are we at? 527 00:42:54,587 --> 00:42:56,129 Thirty-four. 528 00:42:57,840 --> 00:43:00,876 Why do we have to reach exactly 100? 529 00:43:02,261 --> 00:43:05,879 Because at the hundredth stroke... 530 00:43:06,682 --> 00:43:09,553 ...my hair was back to being straight. 531 00:43:10,436 --> 00:43:11,895 I looked at myself. 532 00:43:12,939 --> 00:43:15,264 He had no power over me anymore. 533 00:43:15,524 --> 00:43:17,517 I was a different person. 534 00:43:18,736 --> 00:43:21,903 Thirty-five, thirty-six... 535 00:43:24,742 --> 00:43:27,315 ...thirty-seven, thirty-eight... 536 00:43:28,621 --> 00:43:29,819 ...thirty-nine... 537 00:43:30,081 --> 00:43:33,082 "Dear Diary, another year has begun. 538 00:43:33,501 --> 00:43:35,873 New Year, new Melissa. 539 00:43:36,712 --> 00:43:39,382 I will kick anything that I don't like... 540 00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:42,296 ...and I'll find love, and pleasure... 541 00:43:42,551 --> 00:43:45,042 ...and tenderness, and passion..." 542 00:43:45,721 --> 00:43:46,800 Yes? 543 00:43:47,056 --> 00:43:48,467 It's Daniele. 544 00:43:50,559 --> 00:43:52,351 - Hi. - Just "Hi"? 545 00:43:52,603 --> 00:43:54,726 - What am I supposed to say? - For example: 546 00:43:54,981 --> 00:43:55,976 "Long time no see! 547 00:43:56,232 --> 00:43:58,639 - Where have you been, Daniele?" - Right: 548 00:43:58,901 --> 00:44:00,182 Where have you been? 549 00:44:00,444 --> 00:44:01,607 And you? 550 00:44:01,862 --> 00:44:04,484 - Where have you been? - Nowhere. 551 00:44:04,740 --> 00:44:06,484 Did you miss me? 552 00:44:06,742 --> 00:44:08,569 I missed you. 553 00:44:10,413 --> 00:44:13,497 Can I ask if you want to come over, right away... 554 00:44:13,749 --> 00:44:15,374 ...to make love? 555 00:44:15,626 --> 00:44:18,248 - You mean like last time? - Much better. 556 00:44:18,504 --> 00:44:19,785 I have a surprise for you. 557 00:44:21,465 --> 00:44:22,924 Melissa... 558 00:44:23,968 --> 00:44:25,545 ...you still there? 559 00:44:26,762 --> 00:44:27,960 Melissa? 560 00:44:28,764 --> 00:44:30,223 Are you coming? 561 00:44:32,184 --> 00:44:33,595 Yes. 562 00:44:46,407 --> 00:44:48,150 Melissa... 563 00:45:03,674 --> 00:45:05,797 You've really changed. 564 00:45:06,427 --> 00:45:08,384 Is this the surprise? 565 00:45:09,680 --> 00:45:10,878 No. 566 00:45:12,016 --> 00:45:13,676 It's much better. 567 00:45:14,852 --> 00:45:16,346 Close your eyes. 568 00:45:23,235 --> 00:45:26,735 Now wait here. Don't move. 569 00:45:27,323 --> 00:45:29,066 Sit still. 570 00:45:36,374 --> 00:45:37,832 Daniele? 571 00:45:38,376 --> 00:45:40,119 Keep your eyes closed! 572 00:46:31,178 --> 00:46:32,803 Is he the surprise? 573 00:46:33,055 --> 00:46:34,799 Why? Don't you like it? 574 00:46:36,642 --> 00:46:39,312 I thought you wanted to be with me. 575 00:46:41,147 --> 00:46:42,309 Wait. Wait. 576 00:46:42,565 --> 00:46:46,016 Three is a good number. You'll see, you'll like it. 577 00:46:46,444 --> 00:46:49,017 I also have a surprise. I'm leaving. 578 00:46:49,905 --> 00:46:51,483 Don't be such a baby. 579 00:46:52,450 --> 00:46:53,315 Baby? 580 00:46:56,245 --> 00:46:58,037 Baby, huh? 581 00:47:04,837 --> 00:47:06,035 So I'm just a baby? 582 00:47:06,297 --> 00:47:08,206 One hell of a baby! 583 00:47:08,466 --> 00:47:10,921 I'll show you what kind of baby I am. 584 00:48:15,700 --> 00:48:17,110 Why are you here? 585 00:48:17,368 --> 00:48:21,235 Your girlfriend doesn't know how to strip you like this? 586 00:48:46,856 --> 00:48:47,805 Listen. 587 00:48:49,191 --> 00:48:50,769 I've got an idea. 588 00:48:53,195 --> 00:48:54,476 Come on. 589 00:48:55,072 --> 00:48:56,982 Today I'll be your girlfriend. 590 00:48:57,241 --> 00:48:58,783 Shut up. 591 00:49:24,560 --> 00:49:27,514 Daniele and Arnaldo together? Are you insane? 592 00:49:27,772 --> 00:49:29,729 I don't know what happened to me. 593 00:49:30,149 --> 00:49:32,854 At some point something switched on inside me... 594 00:49:33,110 --> 00:49:35,780 ...rage, I wanted to teach them a lesson... 595 00:49:36,113 --> 00:49:38,320 ...show them that I'm not their little toy. 596 00:49:39,158 --> 00:49:41,316 And you know something? I liked it! 597 00:49:41,577 --> 00:49:43,617 I don't know how to explain it. 598 00:49:44,997 --> 00:49:46,906 I felt completely alive. 599 00:49:47,166 --> 00:49:48,625 And... 600 00:49:50,628 --> 00:49:51,873 ...did you have an orgasm? 601 00:49:52,129 --> 00:49:53,292 No. 602 00:49:53,798 --> 00:49:56,467 I love you, but you're wrong about this. 603 00:49:57,343 --> 00:49:59,632 Those guys are gonna go around telling everyone. 604 00:49:59,887 --> 00:50:02,010 Promise me that you won't do it again! 605 00:50:03,099 --> 00:50:04,759 I love you too. 606 00:50:06,310 --> 00:50:09,097 Melissa, what are you doing? You're destroying your nails! 607 00:50:09,355 --> 00:50:10,814 Please. 608 00:50:19,156 --> 00:50:20,983 "I discovered sex-chats. 609 00:50:21,284 --> 00:50:24,569 You don't suffer, you enjoy yourself and that's it. 610 00:50:25,788 --> 00:50:28,908 I'm Myself, I'm looking for someone to have sex with anyone." 611 00:50:29,166 --> 00:50:32,002 Melissa! Why do you lock yourself in? 612 00:50:32,420 --> 00:50:35,089 Could you help me fold the tulle, please? 613 00:50:35,339 --> 00:50:36,917 Fine! I'm coming! 614 00:50:42,263 --> 00:50:44,552 "In the chat I can say whatever comes to my mind. 615 00:50:44,807 --> 00:50:46,681 Be everything I want to be. 616 00:50:46,934 --> 00:50:48,393 I am free. 617 00:50:51,897 --> 00:50:53,855 Manuela can't understand. 618 00:50:54,358 --> 00:50:58,059 I'd like to tell her that I would fuck the first guy who comes along. 619 00:50:58,321 --> 00:51:00,064 Imagine her face." 620 00:51:08,789 --> 00:51:11,115 SPRING 621 00:51:55,211 --> 00:51:57,417 I WOULD LIKE TO BE THE WOMAN IN THE PICTURE... 622 00:52:15,731 --> 00:52:17,475 ...AND THAT EVERYONE CAME TO LOOK AT ME 623 00:53:05,531 --> 00:53:09,149 "Dear Diary, even I can't believe it. 624 00:53:09,452 --> 00:53:12,203 Today I did it with the museum custodian. 625 00:53:12,496 --> 00:53:16,197 He took me to a hidden place and we did it. 626 00:53:16,751 --> 00:53:19,787 My body exploded with pleasure. 627 00:53:21,172 --> 00:53:24,338 I don't know how he dared but Daniele called me. 628 00:53:24,592 --> 00:53:28,839 There was a small party at his place with people I didn't know. 629 00:53:29,430 --> 00:53:32,182 I let an older guy touch me... 630 00:53:32,433 --> 00:53:34,093 ...just to make Daniele jealous." 631 00:53:34,352 --> 00:53:35,514 No, come on. 632 00:53:36,312 --> 00:53:39,147 "Desire in the least appropriate moments. 633 00:53:39,398 --> 00:53:42,518 Now in class, I want to come while the teacher is lecturing. 634 00:53:42,777 --> 00:53:46,644 Today I'm 16, I'm not a child anymore. 635 00:53:46,906 --> 00:53:49,860 I feel different, freer, truer. 636 00:53:50,201 --> 00:53:53,155 I'd like to talk to Manuela. But anyway she doesn't understand. 637 00:53:53,412 --> 00:53:55,701 She's there, hiding under her layer of fat... 638 00:53:55,957 --> 00:53:57,949 ...afraid of her own shadow!" 639 00:54:02,713 --> 00:54:04,172 Sorry. 640 00:54:04,632 --> 00:54:06,043 And you? 641 00:54:06,425 --> 00:54:07,836 You let them... 642 00:54:08,469 --> 00:54:10,794 - What kind of friend are you? - Me? 643 00:54:11,097 --> 00:54:14,631 What was I supposed to do? Hiding under my layer of fat. 644 00:54:15,685 --> 00:54:17,476 Go fuck yourselves! 645 00:54:17,812 --> 00:54:19,472 You too, Manuela! 646 00:54:28,030 --> 00:54:30,153 "They think they know everything about me... 647 00:54:30,408 --> 00:54:32,400 ...but they don't know anything. 648 00:54:34,370 --> 00:54:36,279 They say I'm a whore? 649 00:54:36,664 --> 00:54:40,662 I'll buy a sexy dress to show them what kind of whore I can be. 650 00:54:43,296 --> 00:54:45,253 I'm different than them. 651 00:54:45,506 --> 00:54:47,914 I have the courage to be myself. 652 00:54:53,931 --> 00:54:55,473 I'm done with Manuela. 653 00:54:55,725 --> 00:54:57,183 Forever." 654 00:55:06,444 --> 00:55:08,769 - Hello, Melissa. - Good afternoon. 655 00:55:10,990 --> 00:55:12,105 Grandma! 656 00:56:20,643 --> 00:56:24,308 "Dear Diary, will someone ever look at me that way? 657 00:56:25,147 --> 00:56:28,101 Who will hold me like that, with that much passion?" 658 00:56:28,609 --> 00:56:29,938 Mom! 659 00:56:30,903 --> 00:56:32,184 - Mom! - Hello, sweetheart. 660 00:56:33,447 --> 00:56:35,025 Everything okay? 661 00:56:35,866 --> 00:56:36,898 Excellent! 662 00:56:37,159 --> 00:56:39,615 I see you've finally dressed up. What a lovely dress! 663 00:56:39,870 --> 00:56:41,151 About time! 664 00:56:42,081 --> 00:56:45,248 I'd lengthen it a couple of centimetres, but the rest seems perfect. 665 00:56:45,501 --> 00:56:47,873 - How much did you pay for it? - Fifty euros. 666 00:56:48,129 --> 00:56:51,414 What brought on this change? Is there someone you like? 667 00:56:52,216 --> 00:56:53,212 I'm going to study. 668 00:56:54,051 --> 00:56:56,091 Melissa, wait for me! 669 00:56:58,222 --> 00:56:59,503 Melissa! 670 00:57:00,725 --> 00:57:02,053 Melissa, wait for me. 671 00:57:05,313 --> 00:57:07,352 Can I give you a lift? 672 00:57:08,774 --> 00:57:11,775 - I don't have a helmet. - I have yours in the back! 673 00:57:12,570 --> 00:57:14,278 I want to be alone. 674 00:58:03,245 --> 00:58:05,653 Melissa, wait, I can explain. 675 00:58:06,123 --> 00:58:09,124 I tried to stop them, but I couldn't. 676 00:58:09,377 --> 00:58:11,203 It was awful for me too! 677 00:58:37,071 --> 00:58:38,779 Your mobile. 678 00:58:57,383 --> 00:58:58,925 Hello? 679 00:58:59,760 --> 00:59:01,041 Hi. 680 00:59:02,513 --> 00:59:03,888 Where? 681 00:59:22,325 --> 00:59:25,491 Arnaldo, here I am. 682 00:59:26,287 --> 00:59:28,030 Daniele's not here? 683 00:59:29,540 --> 00:59:30,951 Maybe. 684 00:59:33,377 --> 00:59:34,836 Let's go. 685 00:59:45,681 --> 00:59:47,223 Why this ugly place? 686 00:59:48,017 --> 00:59:50,259 Because it's a nice place. 687 00:59:51,646 --> 00:59:53,223 Come on! 688 01:00:00,279 --> 01:00:01,821 Wait. 689 01:00:07,328 --> 01:00:08,703 It's a game. 690 01:00:29,600 --> 01:00:31,474 What am I doing here? 691 01:00:32,103 --> 01:00:33,431 What a question. 692 01:00:34,230 --> 01:00:35,344 Come on! 693 01:00:35,606 --> 01:00:37,682 But why did you blindfold me? 694 01:00:40,403 --> 01:00:42,276 Because you're a slut. 695 01:00:43,698 --> 01:00:47,482 You do what I say and you like it, right? 696 01:01:04,385 --> 01:01:05,796 I want to leave. 697 01:01:06,053 --> 01:01:07,678 Don't kid around. 698 01:01:08,347 --> 01:01:10,803 - I don't want to do it anymore. - Don't kid around. 699 01:01:11,183 --> 01:01:12,678 No! 700 01:02:09,909 --> 01:02:11,783 Get on your knees. 701 01:02:14,163 --> 01:02:15,574 Down. 702 01:02:15,998 --> 01:02:17,457 Down. 703 01:02:18,960 --> 01:02:20,584 Now do as I say. 704 01:02:21,295 --> 01:02:22,706 One by one. 705 01:02:23,381 --> 01:02:24,839 Like a pro. 706 01:03:55,973 --> 01:03:58,464 "I gave myself 100 strokes of the brush. 707 01:03:58,809 --> 01:04:00,138 It didn't work. 708 01:04:00,436 --> 01:04:03,353 They didn't take away the anguish nor the pain. 709 01:04:03,939 --> 01:04:07,190 What do I care? I don't need to forget. 710 01:04:08,235 --> 01:04:11,936 No one can make me ashamed of who I am." 711 01:04:13,324 --> 01:04:16,657 - They're a bunch of cowards. - I can't believe it! 712 01:04:16,911 --> 01:04:18,785 It's unfair, it's unfair. 713 01:04:41,102 --> 01:04:43,972 MYSELF: In my mouth five different tastes of men met... 714 01:04:44,230 --> 01:04:46,222 ...five different flavours. 715 01:04:46,857 --> 01:04:48,850 What's your taste like? 716 01:04:52,154 --> 01:04:54,906 ANYONE: Come to meet me instead of always saying no... 717 01:04:55,157 --> 01:04:57,695 ...and I will squirt it in your mouth too. 718 01:04:58,786 --> 01:05:00,743 You're one of those who talks and talks... 719 01:05:00,997 --> 01:05:02,705 ...but makes it all up. 720 01:05:03,874 --> 01:05:06,200 MYSELF: Where should I come? 721 01:05:07,837 --> 01:05:11,917 ANYONE: Via Gianna Brezzi 25, interno 13, tomorrow afternoon. 722 01:05:12,633 --> 01:05:14,958 Or are you afraid of my taste? 723 01:05:18,389 --> 01:05:21,675 ANYONE: You're the one who should be afraid. 724 01:05:22,768 --> 01:05:25,603 You'll see I don't make things up. 725 01:05:42,204 --> 01:05:43,663 Melissa! 726 01:05:45,082 --> 01:05:48,498 Melissa, sweetheart! Come see what I brought you. 727 01:05:56,677 --> 01:05:58,337 Melissa! 728 01:06:14,362 --> 01:06:15,690 Hello. 729 01:06:16,238 --> 01:06:17,519 Yes. 730 01:06:19,283 --> 01:06:22,569 Here are the keys. Your father said to wait for him inside. 731 01:06:22,828 --> 01:06:24,109 Apartment 13. 732 01:06:24,830 --> 01:06:26,704 Yes, I'm coming right away. 733 01:06:29,961 --> 01:06:31,585 I'm coming. 734 01:07:09,041 --> 01:07:10,417 Kiss, inside, always harder. 735 01:07:10,668 --> 01:07:13,420 In my mouth, I like the taste of sperm. Kiss my cock, penetration. 736 01:07:13,671 --> 01:07:15,747 Put tongue, first time from behind, sweet taste. 737 01:07:16,007 --> 01:07:18,332 Chemistry classroom. I don't want to be like my mother. 738 01:07:18,592 --> 01:07:19,968 Five of them. Sucked them all. 739 01:07:20,219 --> 01:07:23,884 Strong excitement. Bad grade. like a real slut. Pain, pain. 740 01:07:24,307 --> 01:07:26,299 Chat man, I'm coming. 741 01:07:34,233 --> 01:07:35,644 Melissa! 742 01:08:28,162 --> 01:08:31,780 Open the boxes and choose who you want to be 743 01:08:36,754 --> 01:08:38,462 How is she? Can I see her? 744 01:08:38,714 --> 01:08:42,000 No, it's not possible. I'm sorry. She's in intensive care. 745 01:08:42,259 --> 01:08:44,418 Madam, please wait here. 746 01:08:48,808 --> 01:08:50,468 Please, wait here. 747 01:09:36,939 --> 01:09:38,184 Excuse me. 748 01:09:38,441 --> 01:09:41,311 You must be Elvira's daughter-in-law, right? 749 01:09:46,115 --> 01:09:48,902 I'm a friend of hers. 750 01:09:51,495 --> 01:09:54,496 You know, she didn't even recognize me. 751 01:10:05,051 --> 01:10:06,331 No. 752 01:10:11,682 --> 01:10:13,176 Be brave. 753 01:10:14,143 --> 01:10:15,602 Be brave. 754 01:11:23,546 --> 01:11:25,005 Myself? 755 01:11:34,974 --> 01:11:37,429 I'm sorry. We did the best we could. 756 01:11:37,977 --> 01:11:39,257 Thank you. 757 01:11:47,653 --> 01:11:48,934 Myself? 758 01:12:14,513 --> 01:12:16,056 Come out. 759 01:12:33,616 --> 01:12:35,490 What have you done? 760 01:12:38,287 --> 01:12:40,280 You've mixed everything up! 761 01:12:43,876 --> 01:12:45,370 Choose. 762 01:12:48,506 --> 01:12:49,964 You have to choose. 763 01:12:52,093 --> 01:12:53,717 Disobeying? 764 01:12:54,303 --> 01:12:56,260 Who do you think you are? 765 01:12:59,266 --> 01:13:01,176 Myself! 766 01:13:02,520 --> 01:13:04,014 Punish me! 767 01:13:13,531 --> 01:13:15,155 Now it's my turn! 768 01:13:29,880 --> 01:13:33,296 I want to go! Please, let me go! 769 01:13:56,991 --> 01:13:58,022 Grandma! 770 01:14:12,506 --> 01:14:14,084 Where is she? 771 01:14:14,967 --> 01:14:16,924 I tried to call you. 772 01:14:17,178 --> 01:14:20,629 I'll take you to see her later. It's not scary, she's so beautiful. 773 01:14:20,890 --> 01:14:22,135 Did she suffer? 774 01:14:23,517 --> 01:14:25,095 Were you there? 775 01:14:25,645 --> 01:14:28,729 No, it happened suddenly. 776 01:15:35,006 --> 01:15:36,334 My love. 777 01:16:58,589 --> 01:17:00,498 Last time I saw her... 778 01:17:01,217 --> 01:17:03,922 ...she was sitting on that bench. 779 01:17:07,473 --> 01:17:09,513 There was a man with her. 780 01:17:11,143 --> 01:17:13,350 He was talking to her about love. 781 01:17:15,648 --> 01:17:17,356 Poor Grandma. 782 01:17:18,818 --> 01:17:21,772 I didn't realize how much I loved her. 783 01:17:22,780 --> 01:17:25,188 I'll miss her cigarettes... 784 01:17:25,449 --> 01:17:26,908 ...her mess. 785 01:17:31,163 --> 01:17:32,823 How could she? 786 01:17:35,501 --> 01:17:37,541 She left me all alone. 787 01:17:39,463 --> 01:17:41,255 I'm here with you! 788 01:17:44,802 --> 01:17:46,759 I'm here! 789 01:17:51,017 --> 01:17:52,760 I'm blind. 790 01:17:56,147 --> 01:17:58,851 But Grandma saw so many things. 791 01:18:02,945 --> 01:18:05,104 She knew that you... 792 01:18:10,995 --> 01:18:13,118 What, Mom? 793 01:18:19,378 --> 01:18:21,170 This... 794 01:18:21,839 --> 01:18:23,748 Mom, did you read it? 795 01:18:25,468 --> 01:18:26,926 Why? 796 01:18:28,346 --> 01:18:30,255 You shouldn't have. 797 01:18:34,268 --> 01:18:37,020 But those things you wrote, are they true? 798 01:18:40,775 --> 01:18:44,060 Not now, please, I'm asking you. 799 01:18:45,279 --> 01:18:46,654 Please. 800 01:18:46,906 --> 01:18:48,815 Are they true or not? 801 01:18:51,827 --> 01:18:53,867 And if they're not... 802 01:18:55,456 --> 01:18:58,029 ...how did you ever imagine them? 803 01:19:01,420 --> 01:19:03,080 Are they true? 804 01:19:12,348 --> 01:19:14,471 Forgive me, baby. 805 01:19:19,897 --> 01:19:21,356 Forgive me. 806 01:19:21,607 --> 01:19:25,605 I didn't think it was going to be so hard. 807 01:19:29,407 --> 01:19:30,984 Forgive me. 808 01:19:35,579 --> 01:19:37,572 But I'm here now. 809 01:19:47,258 --> 01:19:49,796 SUMMER 810 01:20:02,231 --> 01:20:05,066 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 811 01:20:05,318 --> 01:20:07,025 Summer is starting." 812 01:20:18,497 --> 01:20:20,157 Bullo. 813 01:20:22,251 --> 01:20:23,580 Come here. 814 01:20:26,255 --> 01:20:28,877 "Can one gesture cancel all? 815 01:20:29,133 --> 01:20:30,924 Can one change at my age? 816 01:20:31,177 --> 01:20:33,549 And do I really want to change?" 817 01:20:43,606 --> 01:20:44,886 Melissa! 818 01:20:46,859 --> 01:20:48,318 Come on! 819 01:20:51,989 --> 01:20:54,361 I called you when I heard about your grandma. 820 01:20:54,617 --> 01:20:58,033 But as soon as I heard your voice, I hung up. I didn't have the courage. 821 01:20:58,287 --> 01:21:00,576 You can't imagine how it's been without you! 822 01:21:00,831 --> 01:21:03,868 I've missed you too! So much! 823 01:21:06,837 --> 01:21:08,462 Have you lost your mind? 824 01:21:08,881 --> 01:21:11,835 With all the girlfriends I have, I'm going to hit on yours? 825 01:21:12,093 --> 01:21:15,296 - You piece of shit. - You believe all the bullshit you hear? 826 01:21:15,554 --> 01:21:16,550 Daniele... 827 01:21:16,806 --> 01:21:18,549 ...Lavinia told me. 828 01:21:25,898 --> 01:21:27,558 Oh, she told you? 829 01:21:28,526 --> 01:21:32,570 And did she also tell you how she sat on my face, the bitch? 830 01:22:10,109 --> 01:22:13,941 Arnaldo! We're not gonna fight over a girl, right? 831 01:22:18,868 --> 01:22:20,659 Hi, girls! Did you pass? 832 01:22:20,911 --> 01:22:24,162 We're going to look now. I flunked, I can feel it! 833 01:22:52,526 --> 01:22:54,852 - All three passed! - And me? Flunked, right? 834 01:22:55,112 --> 01:22:57,686 - No, you passed too! - That's awesome! 835 01:22:57,949 --> 01:23:02,361 - I have to retake three. Assholes. - Are you coming to Daniele's party? 836 01:23:02,620 --> 01:23:05,027 You call it a party? I'm not going there anymore. 837 01:23:05,289 --> 01:23:08,160 - Daniele is. - I don't care, I'm not going. 838 01:23:08,417 --> 01:23:09,828 Flunked! 839 01:23:11,295 --> 01:23:12,837 You're happy? 840 01:23:13,089 --> 01:23:15,046 Yeah! I mean, no... 841 01:23:15,675 --> 01:23:18,462 ...not because I failed, but because... 842 01:23:18,719 --> 01:23:20,344 Because you're talking to me... 843 01:23:20,846 --> 01:23:22,673 ...for the first time. 844 01:23:25,768 --> 01:23:27,227 Wait for me! 845 01:23:27,478 --> 01:23:29,803 But yes, because I failed also. 846 01:23:30,064 --> 01:23:33,480 - This way I can finally go to art school. - You're leaving? 847 01:24:03,681 --> 01:24:05,140 It's me? 848 01:24:06,684 --> 01:24:08,308 But how did you do them? 849 01:24:08,561 --> 01:24:10,435 I never even noticed! 850 01:24:19,363 --> 01:24:22,198 This is when I fell in love with you. 851 01:24:26,120 --> 01:24:27,318 You were there. 852 01:24:29,290 --> 01:24:30,701 I remember. 853 01:24:34,462 --> 01:24:36,704 Would you pose for your first portrait? 854 01:24:36,964 --> 01:24:38,245 My first one? 855 01:24:38,507 --> 01:24:41,081 The first that you know about. 856 01:26:40,630 --> 01:26:42,337 What a nice portrait. 857 01:26:43,382 --> 01:26:45,790 - What are you doing here? - I was looking for you. 858 01:26:46,052 --> 01:26:49,218 There's a party at my place tonight. No parents. It'll be awesome. 859 01:26:49,472 --> 01:26:52,223 I'm tired of parties. They're all the same. 860 01:26:54,018 --> 01:26:55,761 All the same? 861 01:27:00,733 --> 01:27:02,726 My parties are not all the same. 862 01:27:05,988 --> 01:27:07,696 Come on, we'll have a blast! 863 01:27:07,948 --> 01:27:10,356 - I don't feel like it anymore. - Really? 864 01:27:10,618 --> 01:27:11,898 Since when? 865 01:27:13,871 --> 01:27:15,152 I know you. 866 01:27:15,414 --> 01:27:17,952 "For the first time he was looking at me... 867 01:27:18,209 --> 01:27:20,118 ...and I wasn't feeling anything. 868 01:27:20,378 --> 01:27:23,047 I didn't recognise myself in his eyes. 869 01:27:27,885 --> 01:27:29,878 He was telling me all the things... 870 01:27:30,137 --> 01:27:32,675 ...that I had longed to hear for so long... 871 01:27:32,932 --> 01:27:34,759 ...and I couldn't care less." 872 01:27:35,017 --> 01:27:38,054 I'm the only one who knows how beautiful you are. 873 01:27:43,985 --> 01:27:45,645 "I'll go to that stupid party. 874 01:27:47,989 --> 01:27:50,361 I'll be strong enough to show them all... 875 01:27:50,616 --> 01:27:53,819 ...that I don't care about their little games anymore." 876 01:29:01,437 --> 01:29:02,848 Melissa! 877 01:29:03,356 --> 01:29:04,980 Melissa! 878 01:29:08,486 --> 01:29:09,766 Come here! 879 01:29:10,029 --> 01:29:12,899 Where are you going? You have to stay with me! 880 01:29:33,844 --> 01:29:35,671 "I've changed. 881 01:29:39,266 --> 01:29:41,140 I wonder how Marco... 882 01:29:43,145 --> 01:29:45,221 ...would draw me now." 883 01:31:08,606 --> 01:31:09,981 I'm really pleased. You'll see how great it turned out. 884 01:31:10,399 --> 01:31:13,186 I did my best so that you could see it before leaving. 885 01:31:13,444 --> 01:31:14,903 Ah, I picked your tickets up. 886 01:31:15,154 --> 01:31:18,155 You have a stopover in Frankfurt for a few hours, then Jiddah. 887 01:31:18,407 --> 01:31:21,194 But did he say if I'll be able to go on the platform? 888 01:31:21,452 --> 01:31:23,658 Yes, he asked for special permission. 889 01:31:24,413 --> 01:31:26,406 I would love to go with you... 890 01:31:27,208 --> 01:31:29,414 ...but June is a wedding-filled month! 891 01:31:29,669 --> 01:31:32,623 But why don't you ask Mrs. Adele for a week off? 892 01:31:32,880 --> 01:31:33,876 Sweetie! 893 01:31:34,131 --> 01:31:35,923 Mrs. Adele has already been a dear. 894 01:31:36,175 --> 01:31:38,748 She gave me two weeks off to oversee the work here. 895 01:31:39,011 --> 01:31:43,258 And Dad will be so happy to spend time with you, just the two of you. 896 01:31:55,653 --> 01:31:57,028 Mom! 897 01:31:58,447 --> 01:32:00,938 You like it? I found it in Grandma's room. 898 01:32:01,200 --> 01:32:02,528 She was so beautiful. 899 01:32:02,785 --> 01:32:05,157 She looks so much like you, sweetie.