1 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:43,037 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 2 00:00:43,280 --> 00:00:45,032 The summer is starting. 3 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:47,999 But the most important news is that Manuela and I... 4 00:00:48,240 --> 00:00:50,993 ...have been invited to the swimming pool at Daniele's house!" 5 00:00:52,400 --> 00:00:54,152 "I've waited for this moment for months. 6 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:57,198 Maybe this time he'll pay some attention to me..." 7 00:01:03,840 --> 00:01:04,955 Elvira! 8 00:01:08,320 --> 00:01:09,469 Elvira! 9 00:01:12,080 --> 00:01:15,117 Could you wake your granddaughter up? I'm running late. 10 00:01:17,200 --> 00:01:20,556 Melissa, hurry up, you're going to be late for school. 11 00:01:39,160 --> 00:01:40,195 Elvira? 12 00:01:44,760 --> 00:01:46,910 What are you doing? Can't you hear me? 13 00:01:47,160 --> 00:01:48,309 Please, can you do it? 14 00:01:48,560 --> 00:01:51,154 I'm late, I still have to finish getting ready. 15 00:01:58,080 --> 00:01:59,035 Sorry. 16 00:01:59,280 --> 00:02:00,759 All right, I'll do it myself. 17 00:02:18,360 --> 00:02:19,839 What a mess! 18 00:02:20,640 --> 00:02:22,676 - Sweetheart, the alarm! - Go away! 19 00:02:22,920 --> 00:02:25,912 Sorry, darling, but you're going to be late for school. 20 00:02:26,160 --> 00:02:27,309 Get out! 21 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:28,915 We arrived at 4 pm. 22 00:02:29,160 --> 00:02:30,275 SUMMER 23 00:02:30,520 --> 00:02:32,988 On the whole way there I just wanted to turn back. 24 00:02:33,240 --> 00:02:34,639 My heart was in my mouth. 25 00:02:34,880 --> 00:02:36,438 - Wait, don't ring! - Why not? 26 00:02:36,680 --> 00:02:37,590 It's still early. 27 00:02:37,840 --> 00:02:40,513 No, it's not, this is the time Titti told us to come. 28 00:02:40,760 --> 00:02:42,079 Feel this. 29 00:02:43,760 --> 00:02:45,990 - I don't feel anything. - But how! 30 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:49,391 It feels like it's about to explode! Let's get out of here. 31 00:02:49,640 --> 00:02:53,076 Come on! You've had a crush on him for a year and now finally... 32 00:02:53,320 --> 00:02:55,151 I look terrible today. 33 00:02:56,320 --> 00:02:58,436 No way! You look gorgeous. 34 00:03:05,640 --> 00:03:07,153 What if he finds out I can't swim? 35 00:03:07,400 --> 00:03:09,550 - Stay away from the pool. - And if he kisses me... 36 00:03:09,800 --> 00:03:12,712 ...and realizes it's my first time? - Are you crazy? 37 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:15,076 With all the rehearsing we've done! 38 00:03:18,840 --> 00:03:20,956 - Who's that? - Which? 39 00:03:21,600 --> 00:03:23,556 - The only fuckable one. - You're here! 40 00:03:29,720 --> 00:03:32,188 Don't let her run away! Pin her down, Patrizio! 41 00:03:32,440 --> 00:03:35,432 No! Please let me go! Put me down, don't be a bastard! 42 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:37,477 - Hello, Manuela. - I'm Manuela. 43 00:03:38,240 --> 00:03:39,639 I'm Melissa. 44 00:03:39,880 --> 00:03:43,156 - Well then hello, Melissa. - Daniele! Come here! 45 00:03:43,400 --> 00:03:44,913 Excuse me. 46 00:03:51,720 --> 00:03:53,153 Well, I... 47 00:04:02,040 --> 00:04:05,191 Fucking assholes, my shoes! 48 00:04:05,440 --> 00:04:08,238 These shoes cost me two hundred euros. 49 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:12,439 - Who is that girl lying down? - Lavinia, Arnaldo's girlfriend. A bitch. 50 00:04:12,920 --> 00:04:16,708 Don't even try throwing me in the water or I'll kick your ass. 51 00:04:20,240 --> 00:04:21,468 Honey. 52 00:04:23,120 --> 00:04:24,519 I'm going over there. 53 00:04:25,280 --> 00:04:27,999 Be careful, they'll throw you in the water. 54 00:04:57,400 --> 00:04:59,391 No! She can't swim! 55 00:04:59,640 --> 00:05:02,234 Help her! Do something! 56 00:05:06,880 --> 00:05:07,835 Were you scared? 57 00:05:08,080 --> 00:05:09,479 Me? No. 58 00:05:12,200 --> 00:05:14,316 I thought you knew how to swim. 59 00:05:15,560 --> 00:05:19,235 Yes, I can swim, but... I got scared all of a sudden. 60 00:05:19,480 --> 00:05:21,516 But you just told me you weren't scared. 61 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:22,954 After! 62 00:05:28,320 --> 00:05:29,639 You got scared. 63 00:05:32,440 --> 00:05:35,637 Come on! I'll show you the nicest part of the garden. 64 00:05:59,040 --> 00:06:01,952 So you don't know how to swim. I can teach you one day. 65 00:06:02,200 --> 00:06:05,078 You can come back, without all these people. 66 00:06:05,320 --> 00:06:07,675 - Well? - Well what? 67 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:09,194 Will you come? 68 00:06:09,440 --> 00:06:11,431 - Yes. - You like it here? 69 00:06:11,680 --> 00:06:12,795 Yes. 70 00:06:13,600 --> 00:06:14,919 And you like me? 71 00:06:17,840 --> 00:06:21,071 - Enough. - What does your father do? 72 00:06:21,320 --> 00:06:22,833 Engineer. 73 00:06:24,800 --> 00:06:26,870 - He builds streets? - No. Oil. 74 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:29,634 He's on a platform in the middle of the Indian Ocean. 75 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:31,677 He'll be back within a year. 76 00:06:32,880 --> 00:06:34,029 And your mother? 77 00:06:34,280 --> 00:06:35,679 She sells bridal gowns. 78 00:06:35,920 --> 00:06:38,912 - Do you have any brothers? - No. Just a friend. 79 00:06:39,160 --> 00:06:41,355 - You confide in her. - Yes. 80 00:06:41,600 --> 00:06:43,909 - Do you tell her everything? - Yes. 81 00:06:57,440 --> 00:06:59,635 And what will you tell her about me? 82 00:07:00,280 --> 00:07:01,554 I don't know. 83 00:07:03,600 --> 00:07:04,828 You look like a kid. 84 00:07:05,080 --> 00:07:06,149 How old are you? 85 00:07:06,400 --> 00:07:08,311 Fifteen and a half. 86 00:07:20,640 --> 00:07:22,756 - Do you have a boyfriend? - No. 87 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:24,919 Do you? 88 00:07:25,160 --> 00:07:27,390 - What? - A girlfriend! 89 00:07:29,200 --> 00:07:30,428 No, I don't. 90 00:07:31,800 --> 00:07:32,710 Are you a virgin? 91 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:35,348 Yes. 92 00:07:35,880 --> 00:07:37,996 - How many times have you been kissed? - Twice. 93 00:07:38,240 --> 00:07:40,071 Which one did you like the best? 94 00:07:41,240 --> 00:07:42,593 The first. 95 00:07:54,720 --> 00:07:55,994 Get up. 96 00:07:57,880 --> 00:07:59,598 What do you want from me? 97 00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:02,032 You want to kiss me? 98 00:08:05,400 --> 00:08:06,958 You want to kiss me? 99 00:08:08,680 --> 00:08:09,954 You want to kiss me? 100 00:08:10,960 --> 00:08:12,359 You want to kiss me? 101 00:08:14,240 --> 00:08:15,309 Yes. 102 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:18,915 Then kiss my dick. 103 00:08:28,800 --> 00:08:30,472 Put it in your mouth. 104 00:08:45,560 --> 00:08:47,278 What are you doing? 105 00:09:07,960 --> 00:09:11,077 Maybe next time you'll kiss me on the mouth. 106 00:09:17,320 --> 00:09:19,595 I haven't seen him since that day. 107 00:09:20,320 --> 00:09:23,551 I've spent a gloomy summer full of choking tears... 108 00:09:23,800 --> 00:09:26,837 ...waiting for a phone call that never came. 109 00:09:28,400 --> 00:09:31,437 I wanted to vanish, to fly away very, very far... 110 00:09:32,480 --> 00:09:36,029 ...lik e my father, to the other side of the world. 111 00:09:38,640 --> 00:09:40,198 AUTUMN 112 00:09:45,040 --> 00:09:47,076 Don't make that face. Relax! 113 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:51,029 I'd like to see you in my place! After what happened he disappeared! 114 00:09:51,280 --> 00:09:53,350 Forget about him, he doesn't care about you. 115 00:09:53,600 --> 00:09:57,479 I never said he cared about me, but I care about him. 116 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:00,031 And it gets worse every day. 117 00:10:01,280 --> 00:10:02,713 Let's go. 118 00:10:03,640 --> 00:10:05,119 - Good morning. - Good morning. 119 00:10:05,880 --> 00:10:07,552 - Good morning. - Good morning. 120 00:10:16,040 --> 00:10:18,270 Come in, young ladies. 121 00:10:18,520 --> 00:10:21,080 We were very glad to wait for you, right? 122 00:10:21,680 --> 00:10:22,999 Roll! 123 00:10:24,480 --> 00:10:25,833 - Abemo, Elisabetta. - Here. 124 00:10:26,080 --> 00:10:27,957 - Bozzini, Manuela. - Here. 125 00:10:28,200 --> 00:10:29,758 Caldiron, Clelia e Leo. 126 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:31,035 - Here. - Here. 127 00:10:31,280 --> 00:10:32,713 De Angelis, Marco. 128 00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:33,995 First day of school. 129 00:10:34,720 --> 00:10:35,994 I'm so nerv ous. 130 00:10:36,240 --> 00:10:38,276 A new student. Good start! 131 00:10:38,640 --> 00:10:41,757 I must see him. But he isn't here. 132 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:44,912 Holidays are over for everybody, except for him. 133 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:48,593 I am Marco De Angelis. 134 00:10:52,240 --> 00:10:54,310 You know I should kick you out? 135 00:10:57,080 --> 00:11:00,390 No, too easy. Come on in. Find a place. 136 00:11:02,680 --> 00:11:05,114 I try to hate him for what he did to me... 137 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:07,669 ...but I can't. I still love him. 138 00:11:08,680 --> 00:11:11,990 At the favourite seat. They call it the Seat of Death. 139 00:11:17,840 --> 00:11:18,829 He's so cool! 140 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:20,559 What a loser! 141 00:11:20,800 --> 00:11:23,633 Ah, you're a tough one! Let's inaugurate the register. 142 00:11:23,880 --> 00:11:25,632 With a nice three. 143 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:27,878 He doesn't know how much I lik e him. 144 00:11:28,120 --> 00:11:31,317 Even though he humiliated me, I forgive him. 145 00:11:31,560 --> 00:11:35,394 If I could hold him tight, just once, I'd mak e him understand. 146 00:11:35,920 --> 00:11:37,911 Call me, my love. 147 00:11:38,160 --> 00:11:40,628 Call me, call me... 148 00:11:40,880 --> 00:11:42,279 ...call me... 149 00:11:52,720 --> 00:11:55,314 - One... - I'll go! 150 00:11:55,560 --> 00:11:57,073 ...two... 151 00:11:58,640 --> 00:11:59,789 ...three... 152 00:12:00,040 --> 00:12:01,598 Yes, it's morning here! 153 00:12:02,360 --> 00:12:04,999 I'll pass you to her right away. And how are you? 154 00:12:05,240 --> 00:12:07,117 Melissa, run, it's Dad! 155 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:11,111 Melissa! Open up! It's Dad! 156 00:12:11,360 --> 00:12:13,510 Why do you two always lock yourselves in there? 157 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:17,070 Do you want to talk first to your mother or your daughter? 158 00:12:17,400 --> 00:12:20,915 Daddy, you know I dreamt about you? 159 00:12:21,160 --> 00:12:24,675 Yes, we were in Paris, but it was our house. 160 00:12:24,920 --> 00:12:27,434 It'd be more practical if you used your own bathroom. 161 00:12:27,680 --> 00:12:31,639 - I'm being good. But you be good too! - At least don't lock yourselves inside. 162 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:34,314 No, I'm begging you! Please, don't smoke. 163 00:12:34,560 --> 00:12:38,519 - It bothers me in the bathroom. - I'm still waiting for your e-mails. 164 00:12:38,760 --> 00:12:40,591 I'll quit right away! 165 00:12:41,320 --> 00:12:43,754 I'm smoking the last one! 166 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:45,718 I'll pass you to her. 167 00:12:48,880 --> 00:12:50,154 Hi, darling! 168 00:12:52,720 --> 00:12:54,756 Of course I'm taking my medicine. 169 00:12:55,000 --> 00:12:57,195 Why do you always say the same thing? 170 00:12:57,440 --> 00:13:00,000 And then they say that old folks lose their minds! 171 00:13:00,240 --> 00:13:02,879 "Dear Diary, my family is a disaster. 172 00:13:03,120 --> 00:13:05,634 Father is so far away, Mother doesn't understand a thing. 173 00:13:05,880 --> 00:13:08,440 Thank God I've got Grandma and Manuela, my best friend." 174 00:13:08,680 --> 00:13:09,590 Slow down! 175 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:12,752 You shouldn't be afraid with me! Ever! 176 00:13:13,080 --> 00:13:14,718 Okay, but be careful! 177 00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:17,918 - You trust me? - Yes, you're the best! 178 00:13:25,560 --> 00:13:26,959 I hate gym... 179 00:13:27,200 --> 00:13:29,430 ...but I'm sure Manu hates it more than I do. 180 00:13:29,680 --> 00:13:31,477 At least we don't have to study. 181 00:13:31,720 --> 00:13:34,917 This year I want something different. 182 00:13:35,160 --> 00:13:36,832 Every day at school I hope to see him. 183 00:13:37,080 --> 00:13:39,435 It's happened twice already, in the hallway. 184 00:13:39,680 --> 00:13:42,478 He didn't see me, or he pretended not to. 185 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:14,110 How strange, I feel my body much more than before. 186 00:14:14,480 --> 00:14:15,879 I lik e it... 187 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:18,709 ...but with him I'd lik e it even more. 188 00:14:19,440 --> 00:14:20,998 Did you get excited? 189 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:24,312 Wow, you're well-equipped! Who would have thought? 190 00:14:25,200 --> 00:14:27,031 Relax, it's just envy. 191 00:14:27,920 --> 00:14:30,753 I want him. I'm so sure. 192 00:14:48,160 --> 00:14:50,469 Yes, I went to see the one you suggested. 193 00:14:50,720 --> 00:14:52,392 It looked like a prison! 194 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:54,672 No, I found another one. 195 00:14:54,920 --> 00:14:57,115 A luxury one. Wait a moment. 196 00:14:57,640 --> 00:14:58,993 Here it is! 197 00:15:01,840 --> 00:15:03,751 "Elegant ambience... 198 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:06,793 ...highly qualified medical personnel." 199 00:15:07,680 --> 00:15:09,352 Eighteen hundred euros. 200 00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:12,274 No, I still haven't spoken to her about it. 201 00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:15,114 You know it's not easy with her. 202 00:15:16,440 --> 00:15:18,078 Why don't you speak to her? 203 00:15:18,320 --> 00:15:20,470 Okay, okay. I'll try. 204 00:15:21,640 --> 00:15:23,039 Melissa? 205 00:15:24,240 --> 00:15:27,118 Yes, she'll be upset at the beginning, but later... 206 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:29,590 You know how children are. 207 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:32,035 Don't worry, I was firm about the moped... 208 00:15:32,280 --> 00:15:34,236 ...but she always drives Manuela's. 209 00:15:34,920 --> 00:15:38,196 She signed up for swimming lessons. 210 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:42,398 This time she's really going to learn. 211 00:15:43,320 --> 00:15:45,754 Hello? Can you hear me? 212 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:48,474 Hello? 213 00:15:49,960 --> 00:15:51,234 Elvira! 214 00:15:55,520 --> 00:15:58,114 I lent it to Melissa but now I need it. 215 00:15:58,680 --> 00:16:00,830 I'm having tea with some friends. 216 00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:06,155 How can you live with such a mess? 217 00:16:06,640 --> 00:16:09,791 At least in my own room I can do as I please, no? 218 00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:12,190 Here, this was in the living room. 219 00:16:14,040 --> 00:16:17,396 Forgive me. It won't happen again. I promise. 220 00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:21,189 How can you go out at this hour? Do you want me to come pick you up? 221 00:16:21,880 --> 00:16:23,950 Don't worry, I'll take the bus. 222 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:26,031 No, no, take a cab. 223 00:16:26,840 --> 00:16:28,159 Cabs are expensive. 224 00:16:28,400 --> 00:16:31,676 It's okay. I'll pay for it, don't make me worry. 225 00:16:32,440 --> 00:16:33,759 I have to talk to you... 226 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:36,355 ...but not now, you've got things to do. 227 00:16:36,680 --> 00:16:39,319 Tell me, my friends will wait. 228 00:16:41,920 --> 00:16:44,434 - Did you take your pill? - Yes. 229 00:16:46,200 --> 00:16:47,713 No, I didn't take it. 230 00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:50,318 But that's my business. 231 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:52,710 No, really it's our business also. 232 00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:55,190 They are good for your heart. 233 00:16:59,080 --> 00:17:00,911 My mum hates Grandma. Sometimes I think... 234 00:17:01,160 --> 00:17:03,355 ...it's because she's jealous of our relationship. 235 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:06,990 Thank God she can't interfere between Manu and me. I adore her. 236 00:17:08,280 --> 00:17:10,191 According to her, I need to be brave... 237 00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:12,237 ...and talk to Daniele, face to face. 238 00:17:12,480 --> 00:17:14,471 They said Daniele's already here! 239 00:17:35,520 --> 00:17:37,158 Look at me. 240 00:17:37,400 --> 00:17:40,392 Look at me. Look at me. Look at me. 241 00:18:18,920 --> 00:18:20,558 But you're Melissa! 242 00:18:21,120 --> 00:18:23,350 You've grown, I almost didn't recognize you. 243 00:18:23,600 --> 00:18:24,794 How old are you? 244 00:18:25,080 --> 00:18:26,991 I'm almost 16. 245 00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:30,319 Come. 246 00:18:39,760 --> 00:18:41,955 Arnaldo, you remember Melissa? 247 00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:43,468 Melissa... 248 00:18:44,560 --> 00:18:47,120 You're also cute when dry. Congratulations. 249 00:18:47,360 --> 00:18:49,749 Let's toast to our reunion! 250 00:18:53,840 --> 00:18:56,877 - Lavinia, babe? Everything okay? - I want to leave. This is annoying. 251 00:18:57,120 --> 00:18:58,599 Did you think about me? 252 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:03,558 I want to ask you something. But not here. 253 00:19:04,840 --> 00:19:06,193 Wanna come with me? 254 00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:14,878 Let's go. 255 00:19:41,760 --> 00:19:44,354 You're even prettier than last summer. 256 00:19:54,920 --> 00:19:56,831 Can I ask you a question? 257 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:00,757 Do you want to kiss me? 258 00:20:36,880 --> 00:20:38,950 Are you still a virgin? 259 00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:41,673 Yes. 260 00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:44,596 Do you want to do it with me? 261 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:01,111 I want you so much. 262 00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:12,872 Put this on. 263 00:22:01,080 --> 00:22:02,559 I love you. 264 00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:04,153 I love you. 265 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:05,958 I love you. 266 00:22:09,280 --> 00:22:11,032 I don't love you. 267 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:23,752 You're an idiot. 268 00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:26,832 Who asked you? 269 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:41,639 Dad, dear Dad... 270 00:22:42,400 --> 00:22:45,358 ...you can't imagine how much I'd lik e you to be here. 271 00:22:45,600 --> 00:22:48,831 I would tell you to go to Daniele's house, to spit on his face... 272 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:51,548 ...to mak e him kneel, to beat him... 273 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:54,473 ...humiliate him as he did with me. 274 00:22:55,760 --> 00:22:59,036 But why is it that only men can behave lik e that? 275 00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:03,557 From this moment on I swear that I too will do as they do. 276 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:05,677 I will think only of my pleasure. 277 00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:07,911 I will treat them all the same. 278 00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:09,878 Not caring for their feelings... 279 00:23:10,120 --> 00:23:12,350 ...not caring who I have in front of me. 280 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:16,271 Your daughter, Melissa. 281 00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:23,237 But no! What are you talking about? 282 00:23:23,480 --> 00:23:26,119 No, I know you, Daria. 283 00:23:26,360 --> 00:23:28,191 You've already decided everything. 284 00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:30,118 Actually, you know what I think? 285 00:23:30,360 --> 00:23:33,079 I'll probably feel more at home over there than here. 286 00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:36,437 Your attention gets on my nerves. I know it's sincere... 287 00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:38,875 ...but it's irritating all the same. 288 00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:43,516 I'm worried about Melissa. 289 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:45,911 She counts on me. 290 00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:48,598 And on me! 291 00:23:51,280 --> 00:23:52,952 Are you sure? 292 00:23:55,840 --> 00:23:57,831 Why do you treat me like this? 293 00:24:25,520 --> 00:24:27,476 Are you sure I can smoke here? 294 00:24:27,720 --> 00:24:30,757 - Lf not, I'm not going. - In theory you can't... 295 00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:33,195 ...but everybody does, so they turn a blind eye. 296 00:24:33,440 --> 00:24:36,432 Unfortunately. You should quit. You know how bad it is for you. 297 00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:39,399 And you don't know how good it is for me! 298 00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:44,438 "Dear Diary, Mom has sent Grandma to a home." 299 00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:49,353 - Damn, it's pouring! - Give me the umbrella. 300 00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:53,197 "She took the horrible decision without consulting me. 301 00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:55,391 I don't mean anything to her. 302 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:58,029 But when Dad comes home for Christmas... 303 00:24:58,280 --> 00:25:01,511 ...we'll tak e her back home and she will stay with us forever." 304 00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:04,355 Do you want to give me the umbrella? 305 00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:08,437 Elvira, what are you doing? You'll get soaked! 306 00:25:13,280 --> 00:25:15,191 Sweetheart, why are you doing this? 307 00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:17,476 You know Grandma has a heart condition. 308 00:25:17,720 --> 00:25:19,278 She needs to be taken care of! 309 00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:20,953 Come on, out! 310 00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:27,750 Thank you. 311 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:35,993 Good morning. 312 00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:49,235 Well, now what's the matter? 313 00:25:50,120 --> 00:25:51,599 Up, up child! 314 00:26:03,120 --> 00:26:04,633 Nice, no? 315 00:26:05,680 --> 00:26:07,398 Warm colours... 316 00:26:12,080 --> 00:26:13,672 The nurses are lovely. 317 00:26:14,360 --> 00:26:16,920 I would almost come to stay myself! 318 00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:19,118 Where are the sockets? 319 00:26:19,360 --> 00:26:20,998 Ah, there's one... 320 00:26:22,360 --> 00:26:25,670 - But the lamp's plugged. - It needs a double plug! 321 00:26:28,480 --> 00:26:30,277 Surely there is one. 322 00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:37,755 Found it! There you go. 323 00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:40,468 - They're so organized! - Aren't they? 324 00:26:46,320 --> 00:26:48,754 Home is where the radio is. 325 00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:52,676 It has changed my life! 326 00:26:54,680 --> 00:26:55,999 Grandma... 327 00:26:57,240 --> 00:26:59,390 I'll go call the head nurse. 328 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:19,592 Melissa! 329 00:27:20,480 --> 00:27:22,516 Melissa, don't be sad. 330 00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:25,757 Nothing will ever change between us. 331 00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:27,911 You'll come visit whenever you want... 332 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:30,469 ...and I'll make you a marvellous cup of tea. 333 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:33,598 You really don't mind being here? 334 00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:40,038 "Paradise is where I am," your grandpa used to say. 335 00:27:40,640 --> 00:27:42,870 A fantastically self-centred man! 336 00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:47,995 Here we go. Watch how it's done. 337 00:27:50,120 --> 00:27:53,954 Let's get rid of this shitty old lady blanket! 338 00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:02,519 See? 339 00:28:03,560 --> 00:28:05,596 It's something else entirely! 340 00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:07,998 Doesn't take a thing. 341 00:28:11,200 --> 00:28:13,191 Grandma! Grandma! 342 00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:16,277 Don't cry, my treasure! 343 00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:19,478 - It's not a goodbye! - But you're the one who's crying! 344 00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:28,359 Music! 345 00:29:03,360 --> 00:29:04,588 Your favourites! 346 00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:06,478 Risotto with mushrooms or paella? 347 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:08,599 Nothing. 348 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:12,668 Don't worry about me. You only know how to hurt. 349 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:15,711 Sweetheart! Why do you treat me like this? 350 00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:18,190 What trouble did she give you? 351 00:29:18,760 --> 00:29:20,557 You should be happy now. 352 00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:23,394 Finally your ashtrays will be clean. 353 00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:32,272 You're angry with me? 354 00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:34,872 I adore Grandma! 355 00:29:35,120 --> 00:29:37,350 Without her the house will be empty. 356 00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:40,194 Believe me, I'm sorrier than you are. 357 00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:44,349 So let's go and bring her back, now! 358 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:47,392 Sweetheart... 359 00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:51,151 She'll be happier there. 360 00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:53,990 I met her neighbours. Really nice people! 361 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:58,434 Daddy would have never allowed it. 362 00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:04,711 Yes, he would. We decided it together. 363 00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:06,473 Liar. 364 00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:08,472 Melissa... 365 00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:10,591 ...stay with me for a while. 366 00:30:17,640 --> 00:30:20,791 "Dear Diary, my mother is a monster. And my father? 367 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:22,393 Did they agree? 368 00:30:22,640 --> 00:30:24,517 I can't believe it. 369 00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:26,837 But if it were true...? 370 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:30,311 I want to rebel but there's nothing I can do. 371 00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:31,879 I don't count." 372 00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:36,348 How did it go with your grandma? I'm in the movies with my mother. 373 00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:37,510 Boring! MANU 374 00:30:37,800 --> 00:30:40,758 "Now I'm alone. Completely alone. 375 00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:44,913 Rage, rage, rage. 376 00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:49,554 Fury, rage, fury..." 377 00:30:55,920 --> 00:30:58,832 I can't believe it! There's the new guy, Marco! 378 00:30:59,080 --> 00:31:01,594 He's gorgeous! What do I do? Do I say hi? 379 00:31:28,280 --> 00:31:29,633 Why don't you answer? Okay... 380 00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:33,509 Remember that asshole from Italian interrogates us tomorrow. Ciao! 381 00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:41,633 "Today is my birthday. 382 00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:44,917 Mum gave me a present that I'll never open. 383 00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:47,628 Dad called when I was out and did not try again. 384 00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:50,314 To wak e up without Grandma is horrible. 385 00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:52,232 The house is empty without her." 386 00:31:52,480 --> 00:31:53,833 No grades today. 387 00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:56,192 We'll read the newspaper. 388 00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:00,228 "According to a recent poll... 389 00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:03,711 ...seventy-five percent of Italians are practicing Catholics." 390 00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:07,108 "I am 16, I'm not a child anymore. 391 00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:12,154 I want to be cruel to the world as the world has been cruel to me." 392 00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:15,198 May I interrupt your makeup session, Titi? 393 00:32:15,440 --> 00:32:19,149 Do you believe in something? I, for example, I'm agnostic. 394 00:32:20,680 --> 00:32:22,398 At home they all go to Mass. 395 00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:26,110 So during Mass, do you also think only of re-applying your makeup? 396 00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:31,116 - The twins there, "roses and flowers"? - We're pantheists. 397 00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:32,918 Like Paris Hilton. 398 00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:36,436 "It's simple: Prov ok e, seduce, use... 399 00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:39,319 ...and throw away. Everyone tak es what they want." 400 00:32:39,560 --> 00:32:40,709 Do you believe? 401 00:32:43,880 --> 00:32:44,949 In what? 402 00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:47,998 In God, for example? Are you religious at home? 403 00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:49,798 My mother is... 404 00:32:50,040 --> 00:32:51,712 ...my father isn't. 405 00:32:51,960 --> 00:32:53,393 I... I don't know. 406 00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:55,790 But you have to believe in something. 407 00:32:56,040 --> 00:32:57,712 I'd like to think that there is a God. 408 00:32:57,960 --> 00:33:00,315 To confide in someone who always listens. 409 00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:02,557 Rather, who already knows everything... 410 00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:04,677 ...so you don't have to explain anything. 411 00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:06,592 Better than a diary! 412 00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:10,989 It would be nice if there were a God. God can never betray you. 413 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:12,514 But Daniele can! 414 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:18,790 If this was an immaturity test... 415 00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:21,235 ...you would pass with flying colours. 416 00:33:27,040 --> 00:33:28,519 You still thinking about him? 417 00:33:28,760 --> 00:33:32,070 If I were a boy I'd never let a girl like you get away. 418 00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:34,151 Would you have loved me? 419 00:33:38,920 --> 00:33:40,319 Forever and ever. 420 00:33:40,560 --> 00:33:42,676 I could smack him. 421 00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:44,599 No, he did well. 422 00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:48,037 - To treat you that way? - Now I know who he really is. 423 00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:52,319 It's easy to be like him. Come! I'll show you. 424 00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:00,155 Hello. 425 00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:02,675 - Two milk shakes. - Do you have Banana Splits? 426 00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:04,273 No, I m sorry. 427 00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:08,031 It's hot, no? 428 00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:17,629 Do you like that guy over there? 429 00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:21,553 - That guy? Are you crazy? - Would you do him? 430 00:34:22,600 --> 00:34:24,431 No way. 431 00:34:24,680 --> 00:34:25,954 Me neither. 432 00:34:26,200 --> 00:34:27,952 But he'd do me. 433 00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:30,835 Do you see how he's looking at me? 434 00:34:31,080 --> 00:34:32,308 No. 435 00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:34,193 Here are the milkshakes. 436 00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:39,957 Well, I'm going to make him crazy. 437 00:34:40,200 --> 00:34:41,315 Wanna bet? 438 00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:54,715 Cut it out! 439 00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:57,554 This is what Daniele does. Like me, look. 440 00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:01,239 What's he doing? 441 00:35:01,480 --> 00:35:03,232 He put his hand in his pocket. 442 00:35:03,480 --> 00:35:06,313 - Why? - Take a wild guess! 443 00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:15,239 What do you want to do? 444 00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:00,757 - I'm going! - So am I. 445 00:36:04,760 --> 00:36:06,034 Let's go! 446 00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:08,714 See? Easy, no? 447 00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:12,118 You're crazy! 448 00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:14,351 Nobody will be able to hurt me again. 449 00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:17,194 I will defeat pain with rage. 450 00:36:17,880 --> 00:36:19,677 I cut my face with a razor. 451 00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:21,956 Hurt lik e hell, but I resisted. 452 00:36:22,200 --> 00:36:23,599 I am strong. 453 00:36:23,840 --> 00:36:27,628 I don't cry. I don't cry. I don't cry. 454 00:36:28,640 --> 00:36:32,155 Dad has finally called to say he wasn't coming for Christmas. 455 00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:35,278 WINTER 456 00:36:38,280 --> 00:36:40,157 Elvira! Melissa! 457 00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:42,834 - Sorry I'm late. - No problem. 458 00:36:43,080 --> 00:36:44,559 You look fabulous! 459 00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:47,109 Melissa, come quick, Grandma's here! 460 00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:49,750 Grandma! 461 00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:51,513 Melissa! 462 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,030 My love, my love... 463 00:36:57,720 --> 00:37:01,076 So, what happened to my armchair? 464 00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:03,788 Don't you like that one? It's much more comfortable. 465 00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:05,234 It's ugly. 466 00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:07,072 No, it's a very famous design. 467 00:37:07,320 --> 00:37:09,276 One of Mrs. Adele's clients suggested it! 468 00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:12,351 How did you scratch yourself? 469 00:37:12,600 --> 00:37:14,079 It's nothing... 470 00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:30,358 What did you cook for me? 471 00:37:30,600 --> 00:37:31,919 Hang on. 472 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:36,117 It's almost ready! I just have to heat it up. 473 00:37:36,360 --> 00:37:38,112 Soy sauce or chili sauce? 474 00:37:39,080 --> 00:37:41,071 Tea first. Will you make it for me? 475 00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:42,912 - Apple tea? - Yes. 476 00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:55,753 So? 477 00:37:56,720 --> 00:37:58,438 Melissa is having problems. 478 00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:00,831 She's going through a difficult time. 479 00:38:01,080 --> 00:38:02,957 What are you talking about? 480 00:38:03,560 --> 00:38:05,039 She seems very calm to me. 481 00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:07,271 But do you ever look in her eyes? 482 00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:09,433 Of course! 483 00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:13,954 Melissa is still a child. She doesn't even have a boyfriend. 484 00:38:14,480 --> 00:38:18,075 I think you should keep a closer eye on her. I know her. 485 00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:20,038 Why, and I don't? 486 00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:26,633 Here, Grandma. 487 00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:29,760 - Nothing for me? - Melissa. 488 00:38:38,560 --> 00:38:40,278 My room! 489 00:38:41,280 --> 00:38:43,840 She's turned it into a utility closet! 490 00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:52,195 Just so you know, food's on the table in six minutes! 491 00:38:55,880 --> 00:38:57,677 I knew it was here! 492 00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:03,550 Now I'm going to show you something you've never seen. 493 00:39:16,280 --> 00:39:18,669 I knew she wouldn't be able to find it! 494 00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:21,276 Good. Close the door. 495 00:39:28,720 --> 00:39:29,948 Wow, Grandma! 496 00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,077 You're stunning! 497 00:39:33,800 --> 00:39:35,836 He wanted me like that. 498 00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:42,558 - Grandpa? - No, before. 499 00:39:43,160 --> 00:39:44,957 I was just a little older than you. 500 00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:46,349 Two... 501 00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:48,079 ...three... 502 00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:49,992 ...four... 503 00:39:50,240 --> 00:39:52,310 ...five... 504 00:39:53,560 --> 00:39:56,393 We escaped to Paris together. 505 00:39:56,880 --> 00:39:58,438 Were you in love? 506 00:39:59,920 --> 00:40:01,433 Only at night. 507 00:40:02,840 --> 00:40:05,195 He didn't understand me... 508 00:40:05,440 --> 00:40:06,998 ...just my body. 509 00:40:07,240 --> 00:40:09,071 And I understood his. 510 00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,474 During the day, I despised him. 511 00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:15,430 But I couldn't live without him. 512 00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:18,231 He cheated on me... 513 00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:20,791 ...he humiliated me... 514 00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:23,396 ...but then, with one kiss... 515 00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:26,156 ...l'd forgive him everything. 516 00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:34,633 One night, he didn't come back. 517 00:40:34,880 --> 00:40:37,474 He'd gone off with someone else. Without a word. 518 00:40:39,200 --> 00:40:41,714 But he had forgotten his gun. 519 00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:48,632 I thought to myself, "Do I shoot myself? Or him?" 520 00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:53,551 But then I found myself in front of a mirror... 521 00:40:54,520 --> 00:40:57,876 ...and I started to brush my hair, like this... 522 00:40:58,600 --> 00:41:00,113 ...stroke... 523 00:41:00,560 --> 00:41:02,790 ...after stroke... 524 00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:05,349 ...after stroke... 525 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:10,154 My curls melted away... 526 00:41:17,560 --> 00:41:19,232 How many are we at? 527 00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:21,759 Thirty-four. 528 00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:26,312 Why do we have to reach exactly 100? 529 00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:31,110 Because at the hundredth stroke... 530 00:41:31,880 --> 00:41:34,633 ...my hair was back to being straight. 531 00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:36,879 I looked at myself. 532 00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:40,110 He had no power over me anymore. 533 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,271 I was a different person. 534 00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:46,477 Thirty-five, thirty-six... 535 00:41:49,200 --> 00:41:51,668 ...thirty-seven, thirty-eight... 536 00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:54,069 ...thirty-nine... 537 00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:57,198 "Dear Diary, another year has begun. 538 00:41:57,600 --> 00:41:59,875 New Year, new Melissa. 539 00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:03,240 I will kick anything that I don't lik e... 540 00:42:03,680 --> 00:42:06,035 ...and I'll find love, and pleasure... 541 00:42:06,280 --> 00:42:08,669 ...and tenderness, and passion..." 542 00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:10,355 Yes? 543 00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:11,953 It's Daniele. 544 00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:15,678 - Hi. - Just "Hi"? 545 00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:17,956 - What am I supposed to say? - For example: 546 00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:19,155 "Long time no see! 547 00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:21,709 - Where have you been, Daniele?" - Right: 548 00:42:21,960 --> 00:42:23,188 Where have you been? 549 00:42:23,440 --> 00:42:24,555 And you? 550 00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:27,314 - Where have you been? - Nowhere. 551 00:42:27,560 --> 00:42:29,232 Did you miss me? 552 00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:31,232 I missed you. 553 00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:35,958 Can I ask if you want to come over, right away... 554 00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:37,758 ...to mak e love? 555 00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:40,514 - You mean like last time? - Much better. 556 00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:41,988 I have a surprise for you. 557 00:42:43,600 --> 00:42:44,999 Melissa... 558 00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:47,513 ...you still there? 559 00:42:48,680 --> 00:42:49,829 Melissa? 560 00:42:50,600 --> 00:42:51,999 Are you coming? 561 00:42:53,880 --> 00:42:55,233 Yes. 562 00:43:07,520 --> 00:43:09,192 Melissa... 563 00:43:24,080 --> 00:43:26,116 You've really changed. 564 00:43:26,720 --> 00:43:28,597 Is this the surprise? 565 00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:30,989 No. 566 00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:33,672 It's much better. 567 00:43:34,800 --> 00:43:36,233 Close your eyes. 568 00:43:42,840 --> 00:43:46,196 Now wait here. Don't move. 569 00:43:46,760 --> 00:43:48,432 Sit still. 570 00:43:55,440 --> 00:43:56,839 Daniele? 571 00:43:57,360 --> 00:43:59,032 Keep your eyes closed! 572 00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:49,558 Is he the surprise? 573 00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:51,472 Why? Don't you like it? 574 00:44:53,240 --> 00:44:55,800 I thought you wanted to be with me. 575 00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:58,675 Wait. Wait. 576 00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:02,230 Three is a good number. You'll see, you'll like it. 577 00:45:02,640 --> 00:45:05,108 I also have a surprise. I'm leaving. 578 00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:07,473 Don't be such a baby. 579 00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:09,230 Baby? 580 00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:13,758 Baby, huh? 581 00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:21,429 So I'm just a baby? 582 00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:23,511 One hell of a baby! 583 00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:26,115 I'll show you what kind of baby I am. 584 00:46:28,240 --> 00:46:29,593 Why are you here? 585 00:46:29,840 --> 00:46:33,549 Your girlfriend doesn't know how to strip you like this? 586 00:46:58,120 --> 00:46:59,030 Listen. 587 00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:01,873 I've got an idea. 588 00:47:04,200 --> 00:47:05,428 Come on. 589 00:47:06,000 --> 00:47:07,831 Today I'll be your girlfriend. 590 00:47:08,080 --> 00:47:09,559 Shut up. 591 00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:37,113 Daniele and Arnaldo together? Are you insane? 592 00:47:37,360 --> 00:47:39,237 I don't know what happened to me. 593 00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:42,234 At some point something switched on inside me... 594 00:47:42,480 --> 00:47:45,040 ...rage, I wanted to teach them a lesson... 595 00:47:45,360 --> 00:47:47,476 ...show them that I'm not their little toy. 596 00:47:48,280 --> 00:47:50,350 And you know something? I liked it! 597 00:47:50,600 --> 00:47:52,556 I don't know how to explain it. 598 00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:55,711 I felt completely alive. 599 00:47:55,960 --> 00:47:57,359 And... 600 00:47:59,280 --> 00:48:00,474 ...did you have an orgasm? 601 00:48:00,720 --> 00:48:01,835 No. 602 00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:04,880 I love you, but you're wrong about this. 603 00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:07,915 Those guys are gonna go around telling everyone. 604 00:48:08,160 --> 00:48:10,196 Promise me that you won't do it again! 605 00:48:11,240 --> 00:48:12,832 I love you too. 606 00:48:14,320 --> 00:48:16,993 Melissa, what are you doing? You're destroying your nails! 607 00:48:17,240 --> 00:48:18,639 Please. 608 00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:28,392 "I discovered sex-chats. 609 00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:31,831 You don't suffer, you enjoy yourself and that's it. 610 00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:35,992 I'm Myself, I'm looking for someone to have sex with anyone." 611 00:48:36,240 --> 00:48:38,959 Melissa! Why do you lock yourself in? 612 00:48:39,360 --> 00:48:41,920 Could you help me fold the tulle, please? 613 00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:43,673 Fine! I'm coming! 614 00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:50,995 "In the chat I can say whatever comes to my mind. 615 00:48:51,240 --> 00:48:53,037 Be everything I want to be. 616 00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:54,679 I am free. 617 00:48:58,040 --> 00:48:59,917 Manuela can't understand. 618 00:49:00,400 --> 00:49:03,949 I'd lik e to tell her that I would fuck the first guy who comes along. 619 00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:05,872 Imagine her face." 620 00:49:14,240 --> 00:49:16,470 SPRING 621 00:49:58,760 --> 00:50:00,876 I WOULD LIKE TO BE THE WOMAN IN THE PICTURE... 622 00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:20,112 ...AND THAT EVERYONE CAME TO LOOK AT ME 623 00:51:06,200 --> 00:51:09,670 "Dear Diary, even I can't believe it. 624 00:51:09,960 --> 00:51:12,599 Today I did it with the museum custodian. 625 00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:16,429 He took me to a hidden place and we did it. 626 00:51:16,960 --> 00:51:19,872 My body exploded with pleasure. 627 00:51:21,200 --> 00:51:24,237 I don't know how he dared but Daniele called me. 628 00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:28,553 There was a small party at his place with people I didn't know. 629 00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:31,759 I let an older guy touch me... 630 00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:33,592 ...just to make Daniele jealous." 631 00:51:33,840 --> 00:51:34,955 No, come on. 632 00:51:35,720 --> 00:51:38,439 "Desire in the least appropriate moments. 633 00:51:38,680 --> 00:51:41,672 Now in class, I want to come while the teacher is lecturing. 634 00:51:41,920 --> 00:51:45,629 Today I'm 16, I'm not a child anymore. 635 00:51:45,880 --> 00:51:48,713 I feel different, freer, truer. 636 00:51:49,040 --> 00:51:51,873 I'd like to talk to Manuela. But anyway she doesn't understand. 637 00:51:52,120 --> 00:51:54,315 She's there, hiding under her layer of fat... 638 00:51:54,560 --> 00:51:56,471 ...afraid of her own shadow!" 639 00:52:01,040 --> 00:52:02,439 Sorry. 640 00:52:02,880 --> 00:52:04,233 And you? 641 00:52:04,600 --> 00:52:05,953 You let them... 642 00:52:06,560 --> 00:52:08,790 - What kind of friend are you? - Me? 643 00:52:09,080 --> 00:52:12,470 What was I supposed to do? Hiding under my layer of fat. 644 00:52:13,480 --> 00:52:15,198 Go fuck yourselves! 645 00:52:15,520 --> 00:52:17,112 You too, Manuela! 646 00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:27,356 "They think they know everything about me... 647 00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:29,511 ...but they don't know anything. 648 00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:33,231 They say I'm a whore? 649 00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:37,434 I'll buy a sexy dress to show them what kind of whore I can be. 650 00:52:39,960 --> 00:52:41,837 I'm different than them. 651 00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:44,389 I have the courage to be myself. 652 00:52:50,160 --> 00:52:51,639 I'm done with Manuela. 653 00:52:51,880 --> 00:52:53,279 Forever." 654 00:53:02,160 --> 00:53:04,390 - Hello, Melissa. - Good afternoon. 655 00:53:06,520 --> 00:53:07,589 Grandma! 656 00:54:13,320 --> 00:54:16,835 "Dear Diary, will someone ever look at me that way? 657 00:54:17,640 --> 00:54:20,473 Who will hold me lik e that, with that much passion?" 658 00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:22,234 Mom! 659 00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:24,388 - Mom! - Hello, sweetheart. 660 00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:27,113 Everything okay? 661 00:54:27,920 --> 00:54:28,909 Excellent! 662 00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:31,515 I see you've finally dressed up. What a lovely dress! 663 00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:32,988 About time! 664 00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:36,917 I'd lengthen it a couple of centimetres, but the rest seems perfect. 665 00:54:37,160 --> 00:54:39,435 - How much did you pay for it? - Fifty euros. 666 00:54:39,680 --> 00:54:42,831 What brought on this change? Is there someone you like? 667 00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:44,555 I'm going to study. 668 00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:47,316 Melissa, wait for me! 669 00:54:49,360 --> 00:54:50,588 Melissa! 670 00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:53,034 Melissa, wait for me. 671 00:54:56,160 --> 00:54:58,116 Can I give you a lift? 672 00:54:59,480 --> 00:55:02,358 - I don't have a helmet. - I have yours in the back! 673 00:55:03,120 --> 00:55:04,758 I want to be alone. 674 00:55:51,720 --> 00:55:54,029 Melissa, wait, I can explain. 675 00:55:54,480 --> 00:55:57,358 I tried to stop them, but I couldn't. 676 00:55:57,600 --> 00:55:59,352 It was awful for me too! 677 00:56:24,160 --> 00:56:25,798 Your mobile. 678 00:56:43,640 --> 00:56:45,119 Hello? 679 00:56:45,920 --> 00:56:47,148 Hi. 680 00:56:48,560 --> 00:56:49,879 Where? 681 00:57:07,560 --> 00:57:10,597 Arnaldo, here I am. 682 00:57:11,360 --> 00:57:13,032 Daniele's not here? 683 00:57:14,480 --> 00:57:15,833 Maybe. 684 00:57:18,160 --> 00:57:19,559 Let's go. 685 00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:31,439 Why this ugly place? 686 00:57:32,200 --> 00:57:34,350 Because it's a nice place. 687 00:57:35,680 --> 00:57:37,193 Come on! 688 00:57:43,960 --> 00:57:45,439 Wait. 689 00:57:50,720 --> 00:57:52,039 It's a game. 690 00:58:12,080 --> 00:58:13,877 What am I doing here? 691 00:58:14,480 --> 00:58:15,754 What a question. 692 00:58:16,520 --> 00:58:17,589 Come on! 693 00:58:17,840 --> 00:58:19,831 But why did you blindfold me? 694 00:58:22,440 --> 00:58:24,237 Because you're a slut. 695 00:58:25,600 --> 00:58:29,229 You do what I say and you like it, right? 696 00:58:45,440 --> 00:58:46,793 I want to leave. 697 00:58:47,040 --> 00:58:48,598 Don't kid around. 698 00:58:49,240 --> 00:58:51,595 - I don't want to do it anymore. - Don't kid around. 699 00:58:51,960 --> 00:58:53,393 No! 700 00:59:48,280 --> 00:59:50,077 Get on your knees. 701 00:59:52,360 --> 00:59:53,713 Down. 702 00:59:54,120 --> 00:59:55,519 Down. 703 00:59:56,960 --> 00:59:58,518 Now do as I say. 704 00:59:59,200 --> 01:00:00,553 One by one. 705 01:00:01,200 --> 01:00:02,599 Like a pro. 706 01:01:30,000 --> 01:01:32,389 "I gave myself 100 strok es of the brush. 707 01:01:32,720 --> 01:01:33,994 It didn't work. 708 01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:37,078 They didn't tak e away the anguish nor the pain. 709 01:01:37,640 --> 01:01:40,757 What do I care? I don't need to forget. 710 01:01:41,760 --> 01:01:45,309 No one can mak e me ashamed of who I am." 711 01:01:46,640 --> 01:01:49,837 - They're a bunch of cowards. - I can't believe it! 712 01:01:50,080 --> 01:01:51,877 It's unfair, it's unfair. 713 01:02:13,280 --> 01:02:16,033 MYSELF: In my mouth five different tastes of men met... 714 01:02:16,280 --> 01:02:18,191 ...five different flav ours. 715 01:02:18,800 --> 01:02:20,711 What's your taste lik e? 716 01:02:23,880 --> 01:02:26,519 ANYONE: Come to meet me instead of always saying no... 717 01:02:26,760 --> 01:02:29,194 ...and I will squirt it in your mouth too. 718 01:02:30,240 --> 01:02:32,117 You're one of those who talks and talks... 719 01:02:32,360 --> 01:02:33,998 ...but mak es it all up. 720 01:02:35,120 --> 01:02:37,350 MYSELF: Where should I come? 721 01:02:38,920 --> 01:02:42,833 ANYONE: Via Gianna Brezzi 25, interno 13, tomorrow afternoon. 722 01:02:43,520 --> 01:02:45,750 Or are you afraid of my taste? 723 01:02:49,040 --> 01:02:52,191 ANYONE: You're the one who should be afraid. 724 01:02:53,240 --> 01:02:55,959 You'll see I don't mak e things up. 725 01:03:11,880 --> 01:03:13,279 Melissa! 726 01:03:14,640 --> 01:03:17,916 Melissa, sweetheart! Come see what I brought you. 727 01:03:25,760 --> 01:03:27,352 Melissa! 728 01:03:42,720 --> 01:03:43,994 Hello. 729 01:03:44,520 --> 01:03:45,748 Yes. 730 01:03:47,440 --> 01:03:50,591 Here are the keys. Your father said to wait for him inside. 731 01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:52,068 Apartment 13. 732 01:03:52,760 --> 01:03:54,557 Yes, I'm coming right away. 733 01:03:57,680 --> 01:03:59,238 I'm coming. 734 01:04:35,160 --> 01:04:36,479 Kiss, inside, always harder. 735 01:04:36,720 --> 01:04:39,359 In my mouth, I lik e the taste of sperm. Kiss my cock, penetration. 736 01:04:39,600 --> 01:04:41,591 Put tongue, first time from behind, sweet taste. 737 01:04:41,840 --> 01:04:44,070 Chemistry classroom. I don't want to be lik e my mother. 738 01:04:44,320 --> 01:04:45,639 Five of them. Suck ed them all. 739 01:04:45,880 --> 01:04:49,395 Strong excitement. Bad grade. Lik e a real slut. Pain, pain. 740 01:04:49,800 --> 01:04:51,711 Chat man, I'm coming. 741 01:04:59,320 --> 01:05:00,673 Melissa! 742 01:05:51,040 --> 01:05:54,510 Open the boxes and choose who you want to be 743 01:05:59,280 --> 01:06:00,918 How is she? Can I see her? 744 01:06:01,160 --> 01:06:04,311 No, it's not possible. I'm sorry. She's in intensive care. 745 01:06:04,560 --> 01:06:06,630 Madam, please wait here. 746 01:06:10,840 --> 01:06:12,432 Please, wait here. 747 01:06:57,000 --> 01:06:58,194 Excuse me. 748 01:06:58,440 --> 01:07:01,193 You must be Elvira's daughter-in-law, right? 749 01:07:05,800 --> 01:07:08,473 I'm a friend of hers. 750 01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:13,838 You know, she didn't even recognize me. 751 01:07:23,960 --> 01:07:25,188 No. 752 01:07:30,320 --> 01:07:31,753 Be brave. 753 01:07:32,680 --> 01:07:34,079 Be brave. 754 01:08:39,240 --> 01:08:40,639 Myself? 755 01:08:50,200 --> 01:08:52,555 I'm sorry. We did the best we could. 756 01:08:53,080 --> 01:08:54,308 Thank you. 757 01:09:02,360 --> 01:09:03,588 Myself? 758 01:09:28,120 --> 01:09:29,599 Come out. 759 01:09:46,440 --> 01:09:48,237 What have you done? 760 01:09:50,920 --> 01:09:52,831 You've mixed everything up! 761 01:09:56,280 --> 01:09:57,713 Choose. 762 01:10:00,720 --> 01:10:02,119 You have to choose. 763 01:10:04,160 --> 01:10:05,718 Disobeying? 764 01:10:06,280 --> 01:10:08,157 Who do you think you are? 765 01:10:11,040 --> 01:10:12,871 Myself! 766 01:10:14,160 --> 01:10:15,593 Punish me! 767 01:10:24,720 --> 01:10:26,278 Now it's my turn! 768 01:10:40,400 --> 01:10:43,676 I want to go! Please, let me go! 769 01:11:06,400 --> 01:11:07,389 Grandma! 770 01:11:21,280 --> 01:11:22,793 Where is she? 771 01:11:23,640 --> 01:11:25,517 I tried to call you. 772 01:11:25,760 --> 01:11:29,070 I'll take you to see her later. It's not scary, she's so beautiful. 773 01:11:29,320 --> 01:11:30,514 Did she suffer? 774 01:11:31,840 --> 01:11:33,353 Were you there? 775 01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:36,838 No, it happened suddenly. 776 01:12:40,400 --> 01:12:41,674 My love. 777 01:14:00,560 --> 01:14:02,391 Last time I saw her... 778 01:14:03,080 --> 01:14:05,674 ...she was sitting on that bench. 779 01:14:09,080 --> 01:14:11,036 There was a man with her. 780 01:14:12,600 --> 01:14:14,716 He was talking to her about love. 781 01:14:16,920 --> 01:14:18,558 Poor Grandma. 782 01:14:19,960 --> 01:14:22,793 I didn't realize how much I loved her. 783 01:14:23,760 --> 01:14:26,069 I'll miss her cigarettes... 784 01:14:26,320 --> 01:14:27,719 ...her mess. 785 01:14:31,800 --> 01:14:33,392 How could she? 786 01:14:35,960 --> 01:14:37,916 She left me all alone. 787 01:14:39,760 --> 01:14:41,478 I'm here with you! 788 01:14:44,880 --> 01:14:46,757 I'm here! 789 01:14:50,840 --> 01:14:52,512 I'm blind. 790 01:14:55,760 --> 01:14:58,354 But Grandma saw so many things. 791 01:15:02,280 --> 01:15:04,350 She knew that you... 792 01:15:10,000 --> 01:15:12,036 What, Mom? 793 01:15:18,040 --> 01:15:19,758 This... 794 01:15:20,400 --> 01:15:22,231 Mom, did you read it? 795 01:15:23,880 --> 01:15:25,279 Why? 796 01:15:26,640 --> 01:15:28,471 You shouldn't have. 797 01:15:32,320 --> 01:15:34,959 But those things you wrote, are they true? 798 01:15:38,560 --> 01:15:41,711 Not now, please, I'm asking you. 799 01:15:42,880 --> 01:15:44,199 Please. 800 01:15:44,440 --> 01:15:46,271 Are they true or not? 801 01:15:49,160 --> 01:15:51,116 And if they're not... 802 01:15:52,640 --> 01:15:55,108 ...how did you ever imagine them? 803 01:15:58,360 --> 01:15:59,952 Are they true? 804 01:16:08,840 --> 01:16:10,876 Forgive me, baby. 805 01:16:16,080 --> 01:16:17,479 Forgive me. 806 01:16:17,720 --> 01:16:21,554 I didn't think it was going to be so hard. 807 01:16:25,200 --> 01:16:26,713 Forgive me. 808 01:16:31,120 --> 01:16:33,031 But I'm here now. 809 01:16:42,320 --> 01:16:44,754 SUMMER 810 01:16:56,680 --> 01:16:59,399 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 811 01:16:59,640 --> 01:17:01,278 Summer is starting." 812 01:17:12,280 --> 01:17:13,872 Bullo. 813 01:17:15,880 --> 01:17:17,154 Come here. 814 01:17:19,720 --> 01:17:22,234 "Can one gesture cancel all? 815 01:17:22,480 --> 01:17:24,198 Can one change at my age? 816 01:17:24,440 --> 01:17:26,715 And do I really want to change?" 817 01:17:36,360 --> 01:17:37,588 Melissa! 818 01:17:39,480 --> 01:17:40,879 Come on! 819 01:17:44,400 --> 01:17:46,675 I called you when I heard about your grandma. 820 01:17:46,920 --> 01:17:50,196 But as soon as I heard your voice, I hung up. I didn't have the courage. 821 01:17:50,440 --> 01:17:52,635 You can't imagine how it's been without you! 822 01:17:52,880 --> 01:17:55,792 I've missed you too! So much! 823 01:17:58,640 --> 01:18:00,198 Have you lost your mind? 824 01:18:00,600 --> 01:18:03,433 With all the girlfriends I have, I'm going to hit on yours? 825 01:18:03,680 --> 01:18:06,752 - You piece of shit. - You believe all the bullshit you hear? 826 01:18:07,000 --> 01:18:07,955 Daniele... 827 01:18:08,200 --> 01:18:09,872 ...Lavinia told me. 828 01:18:16,920 --> 01:18:18,512 Oh, she told you? 829 01:18:19,440 --> 01:18:23,319 And did she also tell you how she sat on my face, the bitch? 830 01:18:59,320 --> 01:19:02,995 Arnaldo! We're not gonna fight over a girl, right? 831 01:19:07,720 --> 01:19:09,438 Hi, girls! Did you pass? 832 01:19:09,680 --> 01:19:12,797 We're going to look now. I flunked, I can feel it! 833 01:19:40,000 --> 01:19:42,230 - All three passed! - And me? Flunked, right? 834 01:19:42,480 --> 01:19:44,948 - No, you passed too! - That's awesome! 835 01:19:45,200 --> 01:19:49,432 - I have to retake three. Assholes. - Are you coming to Daniele's party? 836 01:19:49,680 --> 01:19:51,989 You call it a party? I'm not going there anymore. 837 01:19:52,240 --> 01:19:54,993 - Daniele is. - I don't care, I'm not going. 838 01:19:55,240 --> 01:19:56,593 Flunked! 839 01:19:58,000 --> 01:19:59,479 You're happy? 840 01:19:59,720 --> 01:20:01,597 Yeah! I mean, no... 841 01:20:02,200 --> 01:20:04,873 ...not because I failed, but because... 842 01:20:05,120 --> 01:20:06,678 Because you're talking to me... 843 01:20:07,160 --> 01:20:08,912 ...for the first time. 844 01:20:11,880 --> 01:20:13,279 Wait for me! 845 01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:15,750 But yes, because I failed also. 846 01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:19,276 - This way I can finally go to art school. - You're leaving? 847 01:20:48,240 --> 01:20:49,639 It's me? 848 01:20:51,120 --> 01:20:52,678 But how did you do them? 849 01:20:52,920 --> 01:20:54,717 I never even noticed! 850 01:21:03,280 --> 01:21:05,999 This is when I fell in love with you. 851 01:21:09,760 --> 01:21:10,909 You were there. 852 01:21:12,800 --> 01:21:14,153 I remember. 853 01:21:17,760 --> 01:21:19,910 Would you pose for your first portrait? 854 01:21:20,160 --> 01:21:21,388 My first one? 855 01:21:21,640 --> 01:21:24,108 The first that you know about. 856 01:23:18,760 --> 01:23:20,398 What a nice portrait. 857 01:23:21,400 --> 01:23:23,709 - What are you doing here? - I was looking for you. 858 01:23:23,960 --> 01:23:26,997 There's a party at my place tonight. No parents. It'll be awesome. 859 01:23:27,240 --> 01:23:29,879 I'm tired of parties. They're all the same. 860 01:23:31,600 --> 01:23:33,272 All the same? 861 01:23:38,040 --> 01:23:39,951 My parties are not all the same. 862 01:23:43,080 --> 01:23:44,718 Come on, we'll have a blast! 863 01:23:44,960 --> 01:23:47,269 - I don't feel like it anymore. - Really? 864 01:23:47,520 --> 01:23:48,748 Since when? 865 01:23:50,640 --> 01:23:51,868 I know you. 866 01:23:52,120 --> 01:23:54,554 "For the first time he was looking at me... 867 01:23:54,800 --> 01:23:56,631 ...and I wasn't feeling anything. 868 01:23:56,880 --> 01:23:59,440 I didn't recognise myself in his eyes. 869 01:24:04,080 --> 01:24:05,991 He was telling me all the things... 870 01:24:06,240 --> 01:24:08,674 ...that I had longed to hear for so long... 871 01:24:08,920 --> 01:24:10,672 ...and I couldn't care less." 872 01:24:10,920 --> 01:24:13,832 I'm the only one who knows how beautiful you are. 873 01:24:19,520 --> 01:24:21,112 "I'll go to that stupid party. 874 01:24:23,360 --> 01:24:25,635 I'll be strong enough to show them all... 875 01:24:25,880 --> 01:24:28,952 ...that I don't care about their little games anymore." 876 01:25:33,800 --> 01:25:35,153 Melissa! 877 01:25:35,640 --> 01:25:37,198 Melissa! 878 01:25:40,560 --> 01:25:41,788 Come here! 879 01:25:42,040 --> 01:25:44,793 Where are you going? You have to stay with me! 880 01:26:04,880 --> 01:26:06,632 "I've changed. 881 01:26:10,080 --> 01:26:11,877 I wonder how Marco... 882 01:26:13,800 --> 01:26:15,791 ...would draw me now." 883 01:27:35,760 --> 01:27:37,079 I'm really pleased. You'll see how great it turned out. 884 01:27:37,480 --> 01:27:40,153 I did my best so that you could see it before leaving. 885 01:27:40,400 --> 01:27:41,799 Ah, I picked your tickets up. 886 01:27:42,040 --> 01:27:44,918 You have a stopover in Frankfurt for a few hours, then Jiddah. 887 01:27:45,160 --> 01:27:47,833 But did he say if I'll be able to go on the platform? 888 01:27:48,080 --> 01:27:50,196 Yes, he asked for special permission. 889 01:27:50,920 --> 01:27:52,831 I would love to go with you... 890 01:27:53,600 --> 01:27:55,716 ...but June is a wedding-filled month! 891 01:27:55,960 --> 01:27:58,793 But why don't you ask Mrs. Adele for a week off? 892 01:27:59,040 --> 01:27:59,995 Sweetie! 893 01:28:00,240 --> 01:28:01,958 Mrs. Adele has already been a dear. 894 01:28:02,200 --> 01:28:04,668 She gave me two weeks off to oversee the work here. 895 01:28:04,920 --> 01:28:08,993 And Dad will be so happy to spend time with you, just the two of you. 896 01:28:20,880 --> 01:28:22,199 Mom! 897 01:28:23,560 --> 01:28:25,949 You like it? I found it in Grandma's room. 898 01:28:26,200 --> 01:28:27,474 She was so beautiful. 899 01:28:27,720 --> 01:28:29,995 She looks so much like you, sweetie.