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DR. MELENDEZ: Previously,
on The Good Doctor...

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You work together and
you are sleeping together.

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You don't see any way
that can go wrong?

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You went out
on a limb for me.

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You fire me now,
you look like a fool
in front of the board.

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Dr. Andrews, I don't
think you have the votes
to carry it.

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But I don't
need the votes.

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Just as you have the power
to fire someone

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under your supervision,
so do I.

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DR. MELENDEZ: Did you
hear about Han?

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DR. LIM: Can't imagine Andrews
will survive the fallout.

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They're gonna need
a new Chief of Surgery.

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Aoki should be
calling you with
the offer any minute.

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Here are flowers
and chocolates.

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Are you
asking me out?
Yes.

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I would love to.

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(GASPS)

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(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

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**

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Why are you
smiling?

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I don't know.

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I just...
I wanted you
to know that

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things are okay.

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* If I start a commotion

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Good.

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* I run the risk
of losing you,
and that's worse

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(CLEARS THROAT)

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* Ever fallen in love
with someone

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* Ever fallen in love,
in love with someone

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* Ever fallen in love,
in love with someone

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* You shouldn't have
fallen in love with?

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I saw a movie
last weekend.

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Which one?
Was it good?

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What kind of movies
do you like?

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* What a shame

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Oh. This looks delicious.
Thank you.

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* Ever fallen in love
with someone

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* Ever fallen in love

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I said no pickles.

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* Ever fallen in love *
Pardon me?

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It's okay. They can
just take that off...
I said no pickles.

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Oh. I am so sorry.

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I said no pickles.

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(DISTORTED AUDIO)
(GRUNTS)

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SHAUN: It was a disaster.

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What happened?

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Don't you all
have work to do?

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Sorry.
We were just...

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Shaun was on a date.

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Hmm.

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Congratulations
on your promotion.

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I believe you're our first
female Chief of Surgery.

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That's nice.
Uh, thank you. Yes.

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And you're still
not working.

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(CLEARS THROAT)

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Not you.

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We need to go to H.R.
and break up.

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(ENGINE REVS)

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(TIRES SQUEAL)
We need a head CT
and a trauma panel.

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Please! Someone!
Help my wife!

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(GRUNTING,
BREATHING HEAVILY)

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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We've been married
for 45 years.

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Two children.

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Eh, so far.

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Oh, stop it.

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Ricky and Tammy.

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Ricky's got two kids
of his own.

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When did you
first notice the pain?

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This morning.
No, on Saturday.

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He has a history
of kidney stones.

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I try to get him
to drink more water...

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You "try"?

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When did I ever
say no to you?

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It's probably another stone,
but we'll do some imaging

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to rule out anything
more serious.

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Oh, thank you.

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Did you tell them
about the kids?

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(CHUCKLES)
We have two, you know.

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So far.
(CHUCKLES)

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That's nice.

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(SIGHS)

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Not it.
What?

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He's got dementia,
and even worse,
it's boring.

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Probably stones.

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Best case scenario,
it's a kidney tumor.

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We've assisted
on eight nephrectomies.

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It's your case,
your chart,
you're primary.

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Kellan's coming to town.
I need to be out of here

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at a decent hour,
and we are not children.

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We do not decide things
by who called it.

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You touched
the chart first.
It's yours.

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Did not.
Did so.

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We walked up together,
Petringa handed
the chart to you.

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Did not.
Did so.

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Did not.
Did so.

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Why?

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It just wasn't
working out.

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Oh. Well, I certainly hope
it's not because in light of

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Dr. Lim's recent promotion
to Chief of Surgery

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that she's now
your supervisor?

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We knew that arrangement
would be unacceptable,

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and since
we only recently

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started seeing
each other...

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You were seeing each other
secretly for some time

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before you reported it,
correct?

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So, maybe you've
just gone back

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to seeing each other
in secret.

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No. Uh, we made

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the decision
that this opportunity

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for Dr. Lim is just...

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You're... What...
What are you writing?

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I have accepted
your explanation and report.

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Thank you.

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But I don't believe it.

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You're going to keep
seeing each other,

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and I can't do
anything to stop that,
nor do I even want to.

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But know this.
Love doesn't conquer all,

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lust doesn't either,
and like doesn't
even come close.

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This is gonna be
a lot more complicated
than either of you think.

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SHAUN: Looks like you have
a large uterine fibroid
that's bled.

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It has to be
removed surgically.

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Yes, routine surgery.
You should be fine.

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Uterine? Am I gonna
be able to have...

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The surgery won't
affect your ability
to have children.

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(INDISTINCT TALKING OVER P.A.)

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I didn't let her finish
her question because

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I anticipated what
she was going to ask

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because the uterus
has very few functions.

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Nicely done.
Yes.

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To improve O.R. access,

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we're going to
automatic block release

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and implement staggered
starts for anesthesia.

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Any questions?

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Dr. Andrews
and Dr. Han

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wouldn't authorize
staff overtime.

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Now, our nurses...

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Good point. Thank you.

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Yes. Authorized.

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One other thing, and this is
really for our third years,

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but it will affect
all of you.

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Traditionally, you don't
get to lead surgeries
until fourth year.

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That will be changing.

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The earlier you get in there
and take responsibility,

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the more chance
you have to learn.

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When the right
surgery comes along,

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something simple,
basic,

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it'll be yours.

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Start prepping.

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**

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Maybe I did touch
the chart first.

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Relax. It's okay.

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I can stay late
now and again.
This is my job.

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Stop it.

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You don't want the case.
It's boring. I get it.

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I know you get it.
Boring is now exciting.

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Boring means
it's a routine surgery,

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which means it's a surgery
that Lim just said

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one of us may well lead.

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This one's probably
no surgery at all.

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It's probably just
kidney stones and late nights
with a man with dementia.

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I'll take that chance.

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You hate people.

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People don't know that.

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People like me.

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You need to be
with your family.

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Kellan's 16.
He barely talks to me.

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It's who touched
the chart first, which,
as you said, was me.

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And as you said...
HARVEY: Excuse me.

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Y-Yes, Harvey?
Is everything okay?

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Why am I in here?

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Nothing to worry about.

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It's likely just
a kidney stone.
You just have to...

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Yes!
It's cancer.

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Nicely isolated,
simple surgery.

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Perfect for a resident.

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DR. MELENDEZ: Put some
traction on the uterus

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to expose
the broad ligament.

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CLAIRE: I'll slide the pelvic
retractor under the fundus.

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(SIGHS)

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Did the wine
spill all over you?

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Um...

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Did it spill
all over Carly?

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S-Stop.

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Look above
the posterior cul de sac.

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Cancer.
Yes.

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Very extensive,
I think.

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**

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It appears to have
metastasized everywhere.

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Liver, kidney,
abdominal wall.

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Close her up.

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(BIRDS CHIRPING)
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)

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I rang the doorbell.

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Yes, you did.

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Are you gonna spend
the rest of your life

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lying around
in this backyard?

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That, and lying next
to my future wife.

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Congratulations.
I heard.

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But what are you going to
do professionally?

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When people think they're
going to die, like you did,

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they assess their life,
reevaluate what's important.

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You're going to need
to make a difference.

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Do you have a puppy
for me to adopt?

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I have a vacancy
at President.

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Again?

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You're interested,

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but you think things
have to change.

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They don't.

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You led a meaningful life
before cancer,

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and you will lead
a meaningful life after.

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Well, thank you.
I'm very inspired.

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Think about it.

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Also, sunscreen.

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**

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What's going on behind
the pancreas at the root

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of the superior
mesenteric artery?

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We need
a better angle.

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We're not gonna get
a better angle.

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Definitely not when
we're actually operating.

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So what's the solution?

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(SIGHS)
There isn't one.

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Not surgically.

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We should refer them
to an oncologist.

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Chemo might help,
but I'm not hopeful.

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(SIGHS)

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What are you
gonna tell them?

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You guys are third year.

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You want stuff
to learn by doing?

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How about sympathetic
communication?

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Shaun, let the bride know
she's probably dying.

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**

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(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

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This morning, who did you
give the Calderon chart to?

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I gave it to you guys.

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Uh, but you handed it
to one of us.

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One of us actually
took it from you.

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It was me, right?

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I don't know.
What does it matter?
You just came up and...

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From the right.
I came up on
Morgan's left.

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You're left-handed?

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It only makes sense
that I would be closer to...

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Excuse me.

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Is there any news
about my husband?

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(INDISTINCT TALKING OVER P.A.)

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Harvey, you remember
Drs. Park and Reznick.

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They did your scan.

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R-Right.
For my, uh...

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They were looking
for kidney stones.

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Unfortunately,
we found some cancer.

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It's on your
left kidney.
Cancer?

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The good news is
it's isolated

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and in a very
operable location.

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Cancer.

257
00:10:23,824 --> 00:10:25,292
I have cancer?

258
00:10:26,459 --> 00:10:28,361
We have to tell
the children.

259
00:10:28,395 --> 00:10:29,797
DR. PARK: We'll do
a biopsy to confirm,

260
00:10:29,830 --> 00:10:31,899
but I'm confident
that we caught it early.

261
00:10:33,566 --> 00:10:36,403
This is terrible.
I... I can't die.

262
00:10:36,436 --> 00:10:38,305
I...You need me.

263
00:10:39,973 --> 00:10:42,142
I know.

264
00:10:42,175 --> 00:10:44,311
But with surgery,
radiation,
and immunotherapy,

265
00:10:44,344 --> 00:10:46,046
the prognosis
is excellent.

266
00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:48,448
**

267
00:10:54,621 --> 00:10:56,556
(DOOR OPENS)

268
00:10:56,589 --> 00:10:58,525
You're supposed to be
talking to our patient.

269
00:10:59,459 --> 00:11:01,261
They can wait
until we're sure.

270
00:11:01,294 --> 00:11:04,832
We are sure.
Dr. Melendez is sure.

271
00:11:04,865 --> 00:11:08,168
Dr. Lim told us
we're ready for
more responsibility,

272
00:11:08,201 --> 00:11:10,670
so I decided I can make
a decision on my own,

273
00:11:10,704 --> 00:11:12,639
and I decided to do
some more research.

274
00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:14,975
Shaun,
you need to learn
how to do this,

275
00:11:15,008 --> 00:11:16,643
and stalling
just makes it worse.

276
00:11:21,782 --> 00:11:25,418
I think
maybe you're feeling
bad about your date,

277
00:11:25,452 --> 00:11:27,587
and you're in here
burying yourself
in things

278
00:11:27,620 --> 00:11:29,823
you subconsciously think
you can control.

279
00:11:29,857 --> 00:11:32,625
How do people
know what's going
on in their subconscious?

280
00:11:35,362 --> 00:11:37,364
What happened, Shaun,

281
00:11:38,866 --> 00:11:40,033
when you jumped up?

282
00:11:44,537 --> 00:11:47,274
* Fallen in love with someone,
ever fallen in love

283
00:11:47,307 --> 00:11:49,676
* In love with someone,
ever fallen in love

284
00:11:49,709 --> 00:11:50,978
* In love with someone

285
00:11:51,011 --> 00:11:52,545
* You shouldn't
have fallen in love with *

286
00:11:52,579 --> 00:11:54,481
**

287
00:11:56,583 --> 00:11:58,518
(CELL PHONE RINGING)

288
00:12:00,220 --> 00:12:02,089
Your phone is ringing.

289
00:12:03,590 --> 00:12:04,858
It can wait.
Mm.

290
00:12:04,892 --> 00:12:06,526
It's your mother.

291
00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:08,028
It can wait.

292
00:12:08,061 --> 00:12:09,863
What went wrong?
What was the disaster?

293
00:12:09,897 --> 00:12:11,298
She called earlier, too.

294
00:12:11,331 --> 00:12:13,600
If stalling is bad,
then why are you

295
00:12:13,633 --> 00:12:15,235
avoiding your
mother's calls?

296
00:12:15,268 --> 00:12:16,870
(CLICKS TONGUE)

297
00:12:19,239 --> 00:12:22,742
Did you
ever forgive your mother
for not protecting you?

298
00:12:22,776 --> 00:12:25,745
Is that what
your mother
wants to know?

299
00:12:25,779 --> 00:12:27,347
My mother was
a terrible mother.

300
00:12:27,380 --> 00:12:29,582
It wasn't all her fault.
She was bipolar.

301
00:12:29,616 --> 00:12:32,519
That doesn't change the fact
that she was terrible.

302
00:12:32,552 --> 00:12:36,356
I... I don't think it's good
for her to be in my life.

303
00:12:42,295 --> 00:12:44,697
Are you looking
for guidance...

304
00:12:44,731 --> 00:12:45,933
From me?

305
00:12:50,904 --> 00:12:52,639
Am I a role model
to you?

306
00:12:55,542 --> 00:12:57,310
On some issues,
absolutely.

307
00:13:07,855 --> 00:13:10,223
I don't usually think
about the past.

308
00:13:10,257 --> 00:13:11,324
It doesn't help.

309
00:13:15,829 --> 00:13:16,997
But the date.

310
00:13:17,030 --> 00:13:18,331
Mm-mm.

311
00:13:18,365 --> 00:13:20,733
Yesterday is part
of the past,

312
00:13:21,534 --> 00:13:23,170
and the past matters.

313
00:13:23,203 --> 00:13:24,404
What happened?

314
00:13:29,309 --> 00:13:31,879
I... Told a joke.

315
00:13:31,912 --> 00:13:33,780
No.
Yes.

316
00:13:33,813 --> 00:13:35,748
Lea said I should.

317
00:13:35,782 --> 00:13:39,052
No. That is not
what I said.

318
00:13:39,086 --> 00:13:40,720
Does this tie
look good?

319
00:13:40,753 --> 00:13:42,655
Yes. But not
with those pants.

320
00:13:42,689 --> 00:13:44,291
And what I was saying
was that jokes are

321
00:13:44,324 --> 00:13:46,726
the types of things
people do on dates.

322
00:13:46,759 --> 00:13:48,728
They talk about
the weather, hobbies,

323
00:13:48,761 --> 00:13:50,030
where they went
to college.

324
00:13:50,063 --> 00:13:51,564
I'm a person.

325
00:13:51,598 --> 00:13:53,533
Should I change my pants
with you in the room?

326
00:13:53,566 --> 00:13:54,801
No.

327
00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,436
And, yes, I know
you're a person, Shaun,

328
00:13:56,469 --> 00:13:58,105
but we
all have strengths
and weaknesses.

329
00:13:58,138 --> 00:14:01,774
Telling jokes is easy.
There are books
full of them.

330
00:14:01,808 --> 00:14:02,842
I said no.

331
00:14:03,776 --> 00:14:05,778
Yes, there are
a lot of jokes,

332
00:14:05,812 --> 00:14:07,948
but you have to know
how to tell them.

333
00:14:07,981 --> 00:14:10,283
You have to know
when to tell them.

334
00:14:11,651 --> 00:14:15,022
So, I took a gap year
before college, which,

335
00:14:15,055 --> 00:14:17,124
in hindsight, I think
might have been a mistake.

336
00:14:17,891 --> 00:14:20,127
Staying at home.

337
00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:21,528
My relationship
with my dad...

338
00:14:21,561 --> 00:14:23,196
Caesar walked
into a bar

339
00:14:23,230 --> 00:14:25,665
and asked the bartender
for a martinus.

340
00:14:25,698 --> 00:14:28,135
The bartender said,
"Do you mean a martini?"

341
00:14:28,168 --> 00:14:29,536
And Caesar says,
"If I wanted two,

342
00:14:29,569 --> 00:14:30,837
"I would have
ordered two."

343
00:14:32,539 --> 00:14:35,208
Uh... Did she laugh?

344
00:14:35,242 --> 00:14:37,010
I'm not sure.
Well, what did she say?

345
00:14:39,646 --> 00:14:42,815
(CHUCKLING)

346
00:14:46,386 --> 00:14:48,588
SHAUN: She made a sound.

347
00:14:49,189 --> 00:14:50,690
"Heh.

348
00:14:50,723 --> 00:14:51,858
"Heh heh heh."

349
00:14:51,891 --> 00:14:53,293
You got a chuckle,
I think.

350
00:14:53,326 --> 00:14:54,561
That's... That's good.
No, it's not.

351
00:14:54,594 --> 00:14:57,164
I read six joke books,
and all I got was a...

352
00:14:57,197 --> 00:14:58,465
"Heh. Heh, heh, heh."

353
00:14:58,498 --> 00:14:59,532
It was a disaster.

354
00:14:59,566 --> 00:15:01,001
(SCOFFS)
Because of a joke?

355
00:15:03,836 --> 00:15:06,506
Something bigger
must have gone wrong.

356
00:15:06,539 --> 00:15:07,674
What happened?

357
00:15:07,707 --> 00:15:10,010
(BREATHES DEEPLY)

358
00:15:10,043 --> 00:15:12,245
**

359
00:15:16,049 --> 00:15:17,417
A young woman
may be dying.

360
00:15:17,450 --> 00:15:19,286
I have a lot
of research to do.

361
00:15:20,753 --> 00:15:22,755
**

362
00:15:31,965 --> 00:15:33,266
(MOUSE CLICKS)

363
00:15:33,300 --> 00:15:35,302
**

364
00:15:36,703 --> 00:15:39,172
Boom. My chart, my case,
my patient, my surgery.

365
00:15:39,206 --> 00:15:40,240
You took it from me.

366
00:15:40,273 --> 00:15:41,574
It touched my fingers.
I know it did.

367
00:15:41,608 --> 00:15:42,675
And then you
took it from me.

368
00:15:42,709 --> 00:15:44,011
All I know is
I'm the one
holding the chart.

369
00:15:44,044 --> 00:15:45,378
That's the evidence
we got to deal with.

370
00:15:45,412 --> 00:15:46,446
If you could prove...
Angles.

371
00:15:46,479 --> 00:15:47,614
We need more angles.

372
00:15:47,647 --> 00:15:48,982
How many cameras
do we have in that section?

373
00:15:49,882 --> 00:15:52,252
**

374
00:15:59,326 --> 00:16:02,129
Dr. Lim,
I'm glad you made that
decision on the overtime.

375
00:16:02,162 --> 00:16:03,296
Oh. You're welcome.

376
00:16:03,330 --> 00:16:05,098
But I thought
you'd want to know
the real issue

377
00:16:05,132 --> 00:16:07,067
isn't the overtime.
It's being understaffed.

378
00:16:07,100 --> 00:16:10,203
We need two more
nurses on this floor
alone, one in ICU...

379
00:16:10,237 --> 00:16:12,139
I'm sorry.
I'm sure you're right,

380
00:16:12,172 --> 00:16:13,973
but we just don't
have the budget.

381
00:16:14,007 --> 00:16:15,775
(SIGHS)

382
00:16:15,808 --> 00:16:17,477
Excuse me?
(SIGHS)

383
00:16:17,510 --> 00:16:18,711
Nothing, ma'am.

384
00:16:18,745 --> 00:16:20,513
I gave you the OT.
You're not being fair.

385
00:16:20,547 --> 00:16:21,614
Aren't I?

386
00:16:21,648 --> 00:16:22,882
You told me I was right,

387
00:16:22,915 --> 00:16:24,951
then you told me
you're not gonna do it.

388
00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:26,519
Who's being unfair?

389
00:16:29,856 --> 00:16:31,658
Nobody said this job...

390
00:16:31,691 --> 00:16:34,294
**

391
00:16:38,931 --> 00:16:41,701
**

392
00:16:48,308 --> 00:16:49,509
DR. MELENDEZ: Shaun.

393
00:16:51,044 --> 00:16:52,112
Come with me.

394
00:16:58,485 --> 00:16:59,986
Is everything okay?

395
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,888
The nurse told us
you didn't finish
the surgery.

396
00:17:06,626 --> 00:17:07,994
Suzanne...

397
00:17:10,563 --> 00:17:14,334
3...you have
very extensive cancer

398
00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:17,036
throughout your
abdomen.

399
00:17:18,071 --> 00:17:20,473
**

400
00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:24,744
It appears
to be malignant.

401
00:17:25,245 --> 00:17:27,080
(SOBS)

402
00:17:30,983 --> 00:17:36,656
And it appears to
have metastasized
around every organ.

403
00:17:36,689 --> 00:17:39,492
(BREATHING SHAKILY)

404
00:17:46,999 --> 00:17:48,901
But there's hope
with surgery.

405
00:17:59,279 --> 00:18:02,782
We can't see the retrohepatic
part of the cancer
because of the liver.

406
00:18:02,815 --> 00:18:05,585
We can't see
the retroperitoneal part
because of the right kidney.

407
00:18:05,618 --> 00:18:07,887
Yes, I know.
That's why we should
take out the organs.

408
00:18:10,423 --> 00:18:13,760
You want to remove
her liver and right kidney?

409
00:18:13,793 --> 00:18:17,364
Yes.
And also her left kidney
and her pancreas

410
00:18:17,397 --> 00:18:19,532
and her intestinal tract
and the stomach.

411
00:18:19,566 --> 00:18:22,034
You do know that
several of those organs
are quite essential.

412
00:18:22,068 --> 00:18:23,236
We'll put them back.

413
00:18:25,272 --> 00:18:28,107
We remove them,
clean up the cancer,

414
00:18:28,141 --> 00:18:29,142
then put them back.

415
00:18:31,411 --> 00:18:32,912
Ex vivo surgery.

416
00:18:32,945 --> 00:18:34,714
It's been done
for pancreatic cancer.

417
00:18:34,747 --> 00:18:35,782
Without much success.

418
00:18:35,815 --> 00:18:38,285
No.
You think it'd work
better here?

419
00:18:38,951 --> 00:18:40,687
Not really.

420
00:18:40,720 --> 00:18:42,989
But the alternative
is death.

421
00:18:43,823 --> 00:18:46,859
**

422
00:18:46,893 --> 00:18:48,261
(SIGHS)

423
00:18:48,295 --> 00:18:49,862
(DOORBELL RINGS)

424
00:18:49,896 --> 00:18:51,898
(SIGHS)

425
00:18:51,931 --> 00:18:54,066
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

426
00:19:00,006 --> 00:19:01,274
Hi.
Hi.

427
00:19:01,308 --> 00:19:02,609
How are you?

428
00:19:02,642 --> 00:19:03,776
Good.

429
00:19:03,810 --> 00:19:05,612
(DOG BARKING IN DISTANCE)

430
00:19:05,645 --> 00:19:07,547
N-Not working?

431
00:19:07,580 --> 00:19:08,915
Yeah.

432
00:19:08,948 --> 00:19:11,050
It's been 72 hours,
and I still haven't
found a job.

433
00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:12,785
Relax.
I'll be fine.

434
00:19:12,819 --> 00:19:15,922
I got some irons in the fire.
What do you need?

435
00:19:16,989 --> 00:19:18,725
How do you say no
to a person?

436
00:19:18,758 --> 00:19:20,260
I don't think
I'm doing it right.

437
00:19:20,927 --> 00:19:22,995
Okay.
Watch closely.

438
00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:32,205
(SIGHS)

439
00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,775
Really?

440
00:19:35,808 --> 00:19:36,976
If you're gonna
give up that easily,

441
00:19:37,009 --> 00:19:38,645
you might as well
just quit now.

442
00:19:48,788 --> 00:19:52,191
The biopsy confirmed
that the kidney cancer is
a renal cell carcinoma.

443
00:19:52,225 --> 00:19:55,161
Cancer?
I have cancer?

444
00:19:55,194 --> 00:19:56,663
Yes.

445
00:19:58,197 --> 00:19:59,198
Why didn't you tell me?

446
00:19:59,832 --> 00:20:01,434
We did.

447
00:20:01,468 --> 00:20:04,003
The good news is that
it's treatable with surgery

448
00:20:04,036 --> 00:20:05,838
and immunotherapy
and radiation.

449
00:20:05,872 --> 00:20:07,940
We have to tell
the children.

450
00:20:07,974 --> 00:20:09,108
The children know.

451
00:20:09,141 --> 00:20:10,377
How do they know?

452
00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:12,912
What's going on?

453
00:20:14,547 --> 00:20:15,682
Am I dying?

454
00:20:15,715 --> 00:20:17,450
The cancer is serious,
but...

455
00:20:17,484 --> 00:20:19,586
Ruby, we'd like to
talk to you outside.

456
00:20:20,587 --> 00:20:22,522
**

457
00:20:24,357 --> 00:20:26,025
I'll be right back.

458
00:20:31,498 --> 00:20:33,866
The problem isn't
how you said no.

459
00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:35,635
The problem is how
you said yes.

460
00:20:35,668 --> 00:20:37,270
She seemed quite happy
with the yes.

461
00:20:37,304 --> 00:20:38,505
It came too quickly.

462
00:20:38,538 --> 00:20:40,006
You made her think
she was helping you

463
00:20:40,039 --> 00:20:41,140
instead of the
other way around,

464
00:20:41,173 --> 00:20:42,241
so she came
asking for more,

465
00:20:42,275 --> 00:20:43,710
feeling she was
entitled to more.

466
00:20:44,777 --> 00:20:47,814
So I should have said no
when I wanted to say yes?

467
00:20:47,847 --> 00:20:49,416
You shouldn't tell her
what you want to tell her.

468
00:20:49,449 --> 00:20:51,217
You should tell her
what she needs to hear.

469
00:20:51,250 --> 00:20:52,419
(SIGHS)

470
00:20:52,452 --> 00:20:54,754
See, it's your job
to figure out
what you can give them,

471
00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:56,489
convince them
that's what they need,

472
00:20:56,523 --> 00:20:58,190
and then make them feel
like they owe you.

473
00:20:59,859 --> 00:21:01,528
N-None of that sounds
like me.

474
00:21:01,561 --> 00:21:03,363
And you want to
do the job your way,

475
00:21:03,396 --> 00:21:05,164
without changing
who you are?

476
00:21:05,197 --> 00:21:07,900
Is that amusing to you?
Yes, I do.

477
00:21:08,968 --> 00:21:11,037
Yesterday,
you were an attending.

478
00:21:11,070 --> 00:21:12,905
Today, you're Chief.

479
00:21:12,939 --> 00:21:14,441
You are
a different person.

480
00:21:16,643 --> 00:21:17,944
Want an espresso?

481
00:21:19,111 --> 00:21:22,349
(ESPRESSO MACHINE CLICKS,
CUP CLATTERS)

482
00:21:22,382 --> 00:21:23,783
Without surgery,
your husband would

483
00:21:23,816 --> 00:21:25,585
probably live another
two to five years.

484
00:21:26,486 --> 00:21:28,388
He would have
very little discomfort

485
00:21:28,421 --> 00:21:32,191
until very close to the end,
and that can be managed.

486
00:21:32,224 --> 00:21:34,226
You said
it was treatable.
It is.

487
00:21:34,260 --> 00:21:36,363
But fighting cancer's
never easy.

488
00:21:36,396 --> 00:21:40,266
We have to
weigh the benefits
against the suffering,

489
00:21:40,299 --> 00:21:43,870
and the surgery itself
is usually the easiest part.

490
00:21:43,903 --> 00:21:45,372
He's strong.
He's healthy.

491
00:21:45,405 --> 00:21:47,640
He's not healthy.
Not mentally.

492
00:21:48,608 --> 00:21:50,042
And the burden
on you...

493
00:21:50,076 --> 00:21:53,045
I am not letting
my husband die

494
00:21:53,079 --> 00:21:55,582
because caring for him
is inconvenient,

495
00:21:55,615 --> 00:21:58,651
because I'm gonna have to
repeat a conversation.

496
00:21:58,685 --> 00:22:00,387
Just go to hell.

497
00:22:00,420 --> 00:22:01,988
**

498
00:22:07,026 --> 00:22:09,629
This type of surgery's
never been done
for this condition.

499
00:22:09,662 --> 00:22:12,131
We'd be dealing with every one
of your abdominal organs,

500
00:22:12,164 --> 00:22:14,601
and something could
go wrong with any of them.

501
00:22:14,634 --> 00:22:18,971
You could be on
dialysis for the
rest of your life.

502
00:22:19,005 --> 00:22:22,442
You could have
a very compromised
digestive tract,

503
00:22:22,475 --> 00:22:24,110
lifelong diabetes.

504
00:22:24,143 --> 00:22:25,978
You could
have liver failure.

505
00:22:28,147 --> 00:22:29,949
That's not
a complete list.

506
00:22:29,982 --> 00:22:31,451
You could die.

507
00:22:31,484 --> 00:22:33,453
**

508
00:22:35,455 --> 00:22:37,590
And, um,

509
00:22:37,624 --> 00:22:39,191
if we don't
do the surgery?

510
00:22:39,225 --> 00:22:41,093
DR. MELENDEZ:
Chemotherapy
and radiation.

511
00:22:41,127 --> 00:22:44,897
Although the likelihood of
success is slim, about 25%.

512
00:22:46,799 --> 00:22:48,300
You may prefer
hospice care.

513
00:22:49,636 --> 00:22:51,804
You'd probably live
maybe a year,

514
00:22:51,838 --> 00:22:53,039
but it'd be a good year.

515
00:22:53,473 --> 00:22:55,908
**

516
00:23:04,183 --> 00:23:05,752
Could you give us
some time
to think about it?

517
00:23:06,753 --> 00:23:08,254
Of course.

518
00:23:09,689 --> 00:23:11,991
**

519
00:23:24,070 --> 00:23:26,072
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

520
00:23:26,105 --> 00:23:27,907
SHAUN:
We're supposed
to be at lunch.

521
00:23:27,940 --> 00:23:29,642
We're gonna be late.

522
00:23:29,676 --> 00:23:30,977
Why?

523
00:23:31,010 --> 00:23:33,646
Why? Because I need
meaning in my life.

524
00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:34,747
Your heart seems fine.

525
00:23:34,781 --> 00:23:37,484
Your liver seems to be
in the right place.

526
00:23:37,517 --> 00:23:40,052
You're a brain surgeon.

527
00:23:40,086 --> 00:23:43,756
You don't think you
can get meaning being
a brain surgeon?

528
00:23:43,790 --> 00:23:46,626
This is a boring patient
with boring symptoms.

529
00:23:50,296 --> 00:23:52,031
Shaun,
meet Marco Higgins,

530
00:23:52,064 --> 00:23:54,233
diesel mechanic,
currently in between jobs.

531
00:23:54,266 --> 00:23:56,402
Three sons, two of whom
he hasn't spoken to

532
00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:58,370
in quite some time,
but he's working on that.

533
00:23:58,404 --> 00:23:59,606
Open.

534
00:24:00,773 --> 00:24:02,575
Wide.

535
00:24:02,609 --> 00:24:04,577
It's good to get
to know people, Shaun.

536
00:24:04,611 --> 00:24:05,945
It makes you
a better doctor.

537
00:24:05,978 --> 00:24:07,179
Say, "Ah."

538
00:24:07,213 --> 00:24:09,215
MARCO: Ah.

539
00:24:09,248 --> 00:24:12,552
You have boring symptoms.
That's a good thing.

540
00:24:12,585 --> 00:24:14,420
You do not want
exciting symptoms.

541
00:24:16,255 --> 00:24:17,790
You had a date
last night,
didn't you?

542
00:24:18,891 --> 00:24:20,426
Mm.
I want to hear
about this.

543
00:24:21,227 --> 00:24:22,662
Marco, you want to
hear about this?

544
00:24:24,063 --> 00:24:25,364
Yes, please.

545
00:24:25,397 --> 00:24:27,466
Yes, please.
Open.

546
00:24:34,273 --> 00:24:36,042
It was a disaster.

547
00:24:36,075 --> 00:24:38,578
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

548
00:24:40,947 --> 00:24:42,381
Oh, thank you, Shaun,
but it's really not...

549
00:24:42,414 --> 00:24:43,550
No, it's polite
and chivalrous...

550
00:24:43,583 --> 00:24:44,751
(CHAIR LEGS SCRAPE)

551
00:24:44,784 --> 00:24:47,419
...and even though chivalry
is a problematic notion,

552
00:24:47,453 --> 00:24:49,155
politeness is a good thing,
no matter which...

553
00:24:49,188 --> 00:24:50,389
WOMAN: Ohh!
Shaun!

554
00:24:50,422 --> 00:24:51,791
(THUD)
(CROWD GASPING)

555
00:24:51,824 --> 00:24:53,593
Are you okay?
Oh, my.

556
00:24:53,626 --> 00:24:55,962
I'm okay.
She might not be okay.

557
00:24:55,995 --> 00:24:58,798
No, I am okay.
Okay. Don't get up.

558
00:24:58,831 --> 00:25:00,499
I'm pretty sure
she's okay.

559
00:25:00,533 --> 00:25:02,902
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

560
00:25:02,935 --> 00:25:05,037
Take off his boots.

561
00:25:06,038 --> 00:25:07,106
What?

562
00:25:07,139 --> 00:25:09,275
Do you think
Marco's diabetic?

563
00:25:09,308 --> 00:25:12,812
Based on the color
of his skin in the crease
of his neck, I do.

564
00:25:12,845 --> 00:25:15,147
Based on what it says
on his chart, I do, too.

565
00:25:15,181 --> 00:25:17,483
He could have
an infection in his feet,

566
00:25:17,516 --> 00:25:20,252
and the pain
is being masked
by diabetic neuropathy.

567
00:25:20,286 --> 00:25:23,189
That infection
could be causing
the abdominal symptoms.

568
00:25:24,991 --> 00:25:26,959
Marco, would you mind
taking off your boots?

569
00:25:26,993 --> 00:25:29,495
**

570
00:25:45,244 --> 00:25:47,680
I was wrong.
It's not boring.

571
00:25:50,717 --> 00:25:52,284
(DOOR CLOSES)

572
00:25:52,318 --> 00:25:53,552
(SIGHS)

573
00:25:55,354 --> 00:25:57,489
I can do it myself.

574
00:25:57,523 --> 00:26:00,960
I'm sure,
but our job here
is to help each other,

575
00:26:00,993 --> 00:26:03,696
and today
I didn't do that.

576
00:26:05,431 --> 00:26:08,234
I'm trying to make up for that
with a jar of pickles.

577
00:26:13,505 --> 00:26:16,042
I overstepped and...
(GRUNTS)

578
00:26:16,075 --> 00:26:18,210
...undercut you in front
of the patient's wife.

579
00:26:18,244 --> 00:26:19,511
(GRUNTS)

580
00:26:21,180 --> 00:26:22,815
I accept your apology.

581
00:26:22,849 --> 00:26:24,283
What I should have done

582
00:26:26,218 --> 00:26:27,720
was privately tell you
that you're wrong.

583
00:26:29,288 --> 00:26:30,356
Give me the jar back.

584
00:26:30,389 --> 00:26:31,423
And let you,
as lead doctor,

585
00:26:31,457 --> 00:26:33,292
tell them that
this surgery's a bad idea.

586
00:26:35,094 --> 00:26:37,029
Because we should let
a 70-year-old man die

587
00:26:37,063 --> 00:26:38,497
of a treatable
condition?

588
00:26:38,530 --> 00:26:40,066
Because we shouldn't
condemn a 70-year-old man

589
00:26:40,099 --> 00:26:41,868
to years of confusion
and fear.

590
00:26:42,534 --> 00:26:44,070
His life
still has value.

591
00:26:46,372 --> 00:26:48,574
Seriously?

592
00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:50,977
He has memory issues.
He's not a vegetable.

593
00:26:51,744 --> 00:26:54,580
He's funny,
he's charming.

594
00:26:55,648 --> 00:26:57,383
They've lived
a life together.

595
00:26:59,118 --> 00:27:02,421
He brings happiness
to his wife,
to his children.

596
00:27:04,023 --> 00:27:05,224
He's happy.

597
00:27:05,257 --> 00:27:06,592
Exactly.

598
00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:09,195
Let him stay happy
for whatever time
he has left.

599
00:27:09,228 --> 00:27:10,863
(LID POPS)

600
00:27:10,897 --> 00:27:13,099
**

601
00:27:18,004 --> 00:27:21,207
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

602
00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:23,175
**

603
00:27:24,977 --> 00:27:26,312
Nurse Petringa.

604
00:27:28,580 --> 00:27:30,082
I'm sorry
if I overstepped.

605
00:27:30,116 --> 00:27:32,084
I didn't track you down
for an apology.

606
00:27:32,118 --> 00:27:34,386
You gonna get us
the additional staff?

607
00:27:34,420 --> 00:27:36,055
No.

608
00:27:36,088 --> 00:27:37,724
If I get you
the additional staff,

609
00:27:37,757 --> 00:27:39,491
you lose hours,
you lose overtime.

610
00:27:39,525 --> 00:27:41,560
So you're doing us
a favor by making sure

611
00:27:41,593 --> 00:27:43,495
we never
see our families?

612
00:27:43,529 --> 00:27:44,997
Your problem
isn't the staff.

613
00:27:45,031 --> 00:27:46,432
Your problem
is the actual work,

614
00:27:46,465 --> 00:27:49,702
the crap part of the work
that takes too long
and too many of you.

615
00:27:51,971 --> 00:27:54,473
I authorized the purchase
of two Hoya patient lifts

616
00:27:54,506 --> 00:27:56,475
and a mechatronic
ICU bed.

617
00:27:56,508 --> 00:27:58,144
A smart bed?

618
00:28:00,346 --> 00:28:01,580
(CHUCKLES)

619
00:28:01,613 --> 00:28:03,282
Those are actually
supposed to be kind of fun.

620
00:28:03,315 --> 00:28:05,584
You got to promise
to let me try it.

621
00:28:05,617 --> 00:28:07,486
You got it.

622
00:28:09,321 --> 00:28:10,522
Dr. Lim?

623
00:28:11,390 --> 00:28:12,491
Thank you.

624
00:28:12,524 --> 00:28:14,160
You owe me.

625
00:28:18,197 --> 00:28:21,133
I'm well aware of what
he'll be going through.

626
00:28:21,167 --> 00:28:22,534
My sister had cancer.

627
00:28:24,003 --> 00:28:25,671
The chemo,
the radiation...

628
00:28:27,840 --> 00:28:29,541
They beat the crap
out of her,
didn't they?

629
00:28:31,177 --> 00:28:32,378
Yeah.

630
00:28:33,579 --> 00:28:36,015
Now imagine
going through that

631
00:28:36,048 --> 00:28:39,418
and not understanding,
every day.

632
00:28:41,487 --> 00:28:44,056
Throwing up
and not knowing why,

633
00:28:45,457 --> 00:28:47,994
losing your hair
and not knowing why,

634
00:28:49,561 --> 00:28:53,900
learning he has cancer
and being devastated by it

635
00:28:53,933 --> 00:28:55,534
day after day.

636
00:28:55,567 --> 00:28:56,836
But at the end...

637
00:28:56,869 --> 00:28:58,370
There are
no guarantees.

638
00:29:00,973 --> 00:29:03,943
He's old, and his
body's breaking down.

639
00:29:07,579 --> 00:29:09,415
His mind
is breaking down,

640
00:29:11,617 --> 00:29:15,187
and it's gonna end,
no matter what we do.

641
00:29:16,588 --> 00:29:19,058
**

642
00:29:22,561 --> 00:29:25,932
In 45 years,
I have never
once lied to him.

643
00:29:31,237 --> 00:29:35,307
When memory goes,
all that's left is emotion.

644
00:29:37,944 --> 00:29:39,678
What we've learned
doesn't matter.

645
00:29:39,711 --> 00:29:40,913
(SNIFFLES)

646
00:29:40,947 --> 00:29:43,249
What we had for lunch,
where we went for vacation,

647
00:29:44,951 --> 00:29:46,385
none of it matters.

648
00:29:48,888 --> 00:29:50,389
But how we feel,

649
00:29:52,458 --> 00:29:54,060
who we're close to...

650
00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:59,431
He's the same man
I've always loved.

651
00:30:01,300 --> 00:30:03,469
(SNIFFLES)
Same sense of humor.

652
00:30:05,737 --> 00:30:07,006
Same everything.

653
00:30:09,275 --> 00:30:10,609
He hasn't changed.

654
00:30:13,980 --> 00:30:18,184
And what I owe him
hasn't changed.

655
00:30:23,455 --> 00:30:24,656
CLAIRE:
Have you decided?

656
00:30:24,690 --> 00:30:26,225
Not yet.

657
00:30:26,258 --> 00:30:28,427
Take your time.
There is no urgency to...

658
00:30:28,460 --> 00:30:29,795
What are
you waiting for?

659
00:30:31,497 --> 00:30:34,934
Dr. Murphy,
they are kind of facing
an impossible choice.

660
00:30:34,967 --> 00:30:36,335
But they
have to make it.

661
00:30:39,071 --> 00:30:41,874
What additional information
are you waiting for?

662
00:30:41,908 --> 00:30:43,609
Shaun...
I'll be a better doctor

663
00:30:43,642 --> 00:30:45,177
if I understand
the patient.

664
00:30:45,211 --> 00:30:47,013
True, but right now,
your skills are secondary
to their...

665
00:30:47,046 --> 00:30:51,250
Are you debating
whether you should
find somebody else

666
00:30:51,283 --> 00:30:54,286
to fall in love with,
someone healthy?

667
00:30:54,320 --> 00:30:56,388
No.
No, of course not.

668
00:30:57,489 --> 00:30:58,690
You should be.

669
00:30:58,724 --> 00:31:01,460
**

670
00:31:02,761 --> 00:31:03,896
We're kids.

671
00:31:05,464 --> 00:31:07,033
You shouldn't have to
spend the rest of your life

672
00:31:07,066 --> 00:31:08,567
taking care
of an invalid.

673
00:31:10,369 --> 00:31:11,837
You think that's
the issue?

674
00:31:12,704 --> 00:31:14,840
Me?
A-A burden on me?

675
00:31:15,841 --> 00:31:18,110
This is so much easier
on me than you.

676
00:31:18,144 --> 00:31:19,745
No, it's not.

677
00:31:23,682 --> 00:31:26,085
Whatever happens to me
is gonna happen,

678
00:31:27,519 --> 00:31:29,821
and I have to
live with it.

679
00:31:29,855 --> 00:31:32,324
**

680
00:31:32,358 --> 00:31:34,994
You...

681
00:31:35,027 --> 00:31:36,929
You have a choice.

682
00:31:42,534 --> 00:31:45,171
"In sickness
and in health."

683
00:31:47,306 --> 00:31:49,108
That was the commitment
I made...

684
00:31:51,877 --> 00:31:53,612
This morning.

685
00:31:57,549 --> 00:31:59,318
Now, if this had
happened yesterday...

686
00:31:59,351 --> 00:32:00,919
(CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)

687
00:32:00,953 --> 00:32:02,421
(CHUCKLES)

688
00:32:06,959 --> 00:32:09,996
So, it's not
that difficult
a decision then, right?

689
00:32:10,029 --> 00:32:12,031
**

690
00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:15,934
I guess not.

691
00:32:24,076 --> 00:32:26,278
(MONITOR BEEPING)

692
00:32:26,312 --> 00:32:29,481
**

693
00:32:44,630 --> 00:32:46,932
I can feel her
humeral head outside
the glenoid fossa.

694
00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:50,536
It's an anterior
dislocation.

695
00:32:50,569 --> 00:32:52,271
I can reduce that.

696
00:32:52,304 --> 00:32:53,372
Here?

697
00:32:53,405 --> 00:32:56,442
Yes, with traction
and external rotation.

698
00:32:56,475 --> 00:32:58,410
(BONE CRACKS)
Ow!

699
00:32:58,444 --> 00:33:00,246
(CROWD GASPS)

700
00:33:00,279 --> 00:33:03,415
Oh. Oh.

701
00:33:03,449 --> 00:33:05,484
Oh, my, that... That...
That feels better.

702
00:33:05,517 --> 00:33:06,652
I bumped you.

703
00:33:06,685 --> 00:33:08,287
Oh, d-d-don't worry.

704
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,589
It happens.
I-I wasn't watching,
either.

705
00:33:11,090 --> 00:33:12,358
(APPLAUSE)

706
00:33:13,025 --> 00:33:14,626
(LAUGHS)

707
00:33:15,294 --> 00:33:16,528
Come on.

708
00:33:17,963 --> 00:33:20,466
CLAIRE: That's it?

709
00:33:20,499 --> 00:33:23,469
You bumped into
a very understanding woman,

710
00:33:23,502 --> 00:33:26,605
you amazingly caught
a bottle of wine.

711
00:33:26,638 --> 00:33:27,873
Where was the disaster?

712
00:33:31,043 --> 00:33:33,345
Unclamp
the superior mesenteric
to perfuse the organs.

713
00:33:33,379 --> 00:33:35,814
**

714
00:33:43,155 --> 00:33:46,892
SHAUN: The small intestines
look dusky and cyanotic.

715
00:33:48,026 --> 00:33:49,995
We'll need to resect
all the necrotic segments.

716
00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:52,198
Claire, find the first
viable part of the ilium

717
00:33:52,231 --> 00:33:53,332
and clamp proximal
to it.

718
00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:55,901
**

719
00:33:59,238 --> 00:34:01,173
(DOORBELL RINGS)

720
00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:10,316
I don't think your irons
in the fire are very hot.

721
00:34:11,417 --> 00:34:13,585
Any job interviews you get,
you're gonna spend

722
00:34:13,619 --> 00:34:15,854
a large chunk of time
trying to explain why

723
00:34:15,887 --> 00:34:18,624
you lasted less than
a year as President
at St. Bonaventure.

724
00:34:18,657 --> 00:34:21,293
I mean, how do you put
a positive spin on

725
00:34:21,327 --> 00:34:23,162
why you spent a fortune
on a Chief of Surgery

726
00:34:23,195 --> 00:34:26,132
you fired weeks later
to protect
a second-year resident?

727
00:34:26,165 --> 00:34:27,233
You think
I made a mistake?

728
00:34:27,266 --> 00:34:29,501
No, I think you did
the right thing.

729
00:34:29,535 --> 00:34:32,704
I admire you, which is why
I want to do you a favor.

730
00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:38,244
What you need to do
is prove that you haven't
burned any bridges,

731
00:34:38,277 --> 00:34:41,113
which means you have to
come back to work
at St. Bonaventure.

732
00:34:42,514 --> 00:34:45,184
As what?
As a surgeon
working for you?

733
00:34:46,618 --> 00:34:48,754
And the fact that you're
undoubtedly in need of

734
00:34:48,787 --> 00:34:51,757
a surgical attending
to replace yourself
is just a coincidence?

735
00:34:52,658 --> 00:34:54,293
It's what you need.

736
00:34:56,528 --> 00:34:58,697
I admire the effort.

737
00:34:58,730 --> 00:35:00,766
But don't con a con man.

738
00:35:03,802 --> 00:35:06,438
(DOORBELL RINGS)

739
00:35:11,543 --> 00:35:14,045
Your greatest strength
and your greatest weakness

740
00:35:14,079 --> 00:35:16,081
as a leader
was your stubbornness.

741
00:35:16,114 --> 00:35:18,217
Don't let it be
a weakness today.

742
00:35:18,250 --> 00:35:21,287
**

743
00:35:21,320 --> 00:35:24,156
My back hurts
on the left side.

744
00:35:24,990 --> 00:35:26,892
That's where
you had your biopsy.

745
00:35:26,925 --> 00:35:28,194
It's gonna hurt
for a little while.

746
00:35:28,227 --> 00:35:29,428
What biopsy?

747
00:35:32,264 --> 00:35:34,700
Harvey, you came in here
because you thought
you had kidney stones.

748
00:35:34,733 --> 00:35:37,169
We did some imaging,
and you don't.

749
00:35:37,203 --> 00:35:39,305
What is it? What...
What's wrong?

750
00:35:41,106 --> 00:35:44,643
What?
What's going on, Ruby?

751
00:35:45,110 --> 00:35:46,144
I...

752
00:35:47,179 --> 00:35:49,281
Why isn't anybody
saying anything?

753
00:35:52,251 --> 00:35:53,519
Am I dying?

754
00:35:54,953 --> 00:35:56,121
Ruby?

755
00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:58,624
I... I can't die.

756
00:35:58,657 --> 00:36:01,159
I need to
take care of you.

757
00:36:01,193 --> 00:36:02,861
I... I can't...

758
00:36:04,029 --> 00:36:05,464
They didn't
find stones.

759
00:36:05,497 --> 00:36:07,533
**

760
00:36:09,335 --> 00:36:10,536
Everything is okay.

761
00:36:12,604 --> 00:36:14,306
(SNIFFLES)

762
00:36:15,374 --> 00:36:16,775
The pain will go away.

763
00:36:17,509 --> 00:36:18,877
We're gonna
go home tonight.

764
00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:24,182
Okay? Okay?

765
00:36:28,787 --> 00:36:30,121
(SNIFFLES)

766
00:36:30,155 --> 00:36:32,057
**

767
00:36:36,695 --> 00:36:38,230
(INSECTS CHIRPING)

768
00:36:48,206 --> 00:36:49,508
I had a nice time.

769
00:37:02,588 --> 00:37:03,855
(GATE OPENS)

770
00:37:07,759 --> 00:37:09,828
(FOOTSTEPS DEPARTING)

771
00:37:17,035 --> 00:37:18,270
That's it?

772
00:37:19,738 --> 00:37:20,972
It's over?

773
00:37:21,006 --> 00:37:22,908
Where's the disaster?

774
00:37:22,941 --> 00:37:24,310
I've listened to
an hour of this.

775
00:37:24,343 --> 00:37:25,677
I was promised
a disaster.

776
00:37:25,711 --> 00:37:27,178
Where's the disaster?

777
00:37:28,079 --> 00:37:30,582
**

778
00:37:30,616 --> 00:37:33,251
It...was exhausting.

779
00:37:36,455 --> 00:37:39,858
Everything was always
out of control.

780
00:37:41,627 --> 00:37:43,495
Anything could happen
at any time.

781
00:37:43,529 --> 00:37:44,763
Anything did.

782
00:37:46,698 --> 00:37:49,200
There was too much
to remember to do,

783
00:37:49,234 --> 00:37:51,269
too much to
remember not to do,

784
00:37:51,303 --> 00:37:52,704
and none of it made sense.

785
00:37:53,872 --> 00:37:57,909
It was hard,
uncomfortable,
unpleasant.

786
00:37:57,943 --> 00:38:00,712
I spent the whole evening
doing unnatural things

787
00:38:00,746 --> 00:38:03,615
to make her happy, and I have
no idea if she was happy,

788
00:38:03,649 --> 00:38:06,618
and I know I wasn't happy.

789
00:38:06,652 --> 00:38:08,887
**

790
00:38:15,126 --> 00:38:17,228
It was all a disaster.

791
00:38:24,770 --> 00:38:28,106
I want you to meet
our new attending,
Dr. Marcus Andrews.

792
00:38:30,642 --> 00:38:33,379
Pleasure to meet you.

793
00:38:33,412 --> 00:38:34,980
(SIGHS)

794
00:38:37,449 --> 00:38:38,917
How long have
you been working here?

795
00:38:40,486 --> 00:38:41,620
Ms. McDougal?

796
00:38:41,653 --> 00:38:42,921
She didn't ask for ID.

797
00:38:42,954 --> 00:38:43,989
It's policy.

798
00:38:44,022 --> 00:38:45,757
We take a lot
of immigrants here.

799
00:38:45,791 --> 00:38:47,125
She also
didn't look at me.

800
00:38:47,158 --> 00:38:48,594
Check the symptom
I told her I had...

801
00:38:49,661 --> 00:38:51,430
A cut
over the left eye.

802
00:38:51,463 --> 00:38:53,399
You heal very nicely,
Ms. McDougal.

803
00:38:53,432 --> 00:38:56,001
(CHUCKLES)
You hate it here.

804
00:38:56,034 --> 00:38:57,969
(SIGHS)
"Hate" is a strong word.

805
00:38:58,003 --> 00:38:59,938
What would you do
differently?

806
00:38:59,971 --> 00:39:02,273
(CHUCKLES)

807
00:39:02,307 --> 00:39:03,609
Give me five things.

808
00:39:04,610 --> 00:39:08,179
Diabetes clinical educator,
onsite lab and X-ray,

809
00:39:08,213 --> 00:39:10,682
mental health advisor,
multidisciplinary care team,

810
00:39:10,716 --> 00:39:12,183
electronic
medical records.

811
00:39:12,217 --> 00:39:14,085
We had the clinic
at the hospital

812
00:39:14,119 --> 00:39:16,922
and had to shut it down
because it was a money pit.

813
00:39:16,955 --> 00:39:19,891
Come back as President,
and we'll re-open it.

814
00:39:24,362 --> 00:39:26,231
Your office can be
in the clinic.

815
00:39:27,198 --> 00:39:28,634
Do I have to wear a tie?

816
00:39:31,202 --> 00:39:33,004
(SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE)

817
00:39:37,543 --> 00:39:38,577
Hey.

818
00:39:40,045 --> 00:39:41,079
Welcome back.

819
00:39:41,647 --> 00:39:43,682
(SIGHS) Am I okay?

820
00:39:43,715 --> 00:39:45,283
The surgery
went very well.

821
00:39:45,316 --> 00:39:47,252
We're confident that
we got all of the cancer.

822
00:39:47,653 --> 00:39:49,220
(SIGHS)

823
00:39:51,222 --> 00:39:53,291
There's a bag
by her side.

824
00:39:53,324 --> 00:39:55,193
Is that just to drain
stuff post-surgery?

825
00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:57,663
There were
complications.

826
00:39:57,696 --> 00:40:00,165
We had to remove
a large portion
of your bowel

827
00:40:00,198 --> 00:40:02,768
and divert the waste
through a stoma
in your skin.

828
00:40:02,801 --> 00:40:04,269
That's an ileostomy bag.

829
00:40:05,170 --> 00:40:06,505
How long
will I have that?

830
00:40:07,873 --> 00:40:08,940
Forever.

831
00:40:11,076 --> 00:40:12,478
So I have to go
to the bathroom

832
00:40:12,511 --> 00:40:13,945
in this thing
for the rest of my life?

833
00:40:14,345 --> 00:40:16,247
Yes.

834
00:40:16,281 --> 00:40:19,618
We'll teach you
how to change it,
how to dispose of it.

835
00:40:21,587 --> 00:40:23,054
They'll teach both of us.

836
00:40:25,056 --> 00:40:27,125
**

837
00:40:34,766 --> 00:40:37,135
CLAIRE: Now, this is
why we do it, Shaun.

838
00:40:38,470 --> 00:40:40,238
Every date is a disaster.

839
00:40:40,271 --> 00:40:42,207
Every relationship
is out of control.

840
00:40:43,441 --> 00:40:46,678
But if you stick with it,
you wind up with someone

841
00:40:46,712 --> 00:40:50,248
in your life who will help you
when you need to be helped,

842
00:40:50,281 --> 00:40:53,885
love you when
you do not feel lovable,

843
00:40:53,919 --> 00:40:55,787
be with you
no matter what.

844
00:40:55,821 --> 00:40:58,423
**

845
00:41:01,893 --> 00:41:03,294
It's not worth it.

846
00:41:04,730 --> 00:41:07,232
(CELL PHONE RINGS)

847
00:41:07,799 --> 00:41:09,635
(BEEP)
Hi, Mom.

848
00:41:11,436 --> 00:41:12,804
My son's coming
to town.

849
00:41:12,838 --> 00:41:14,172
Think I'll pick him up
at the airport.

850
00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:25,183
* And when I see

851
00:41:29,588 --> 00:41:32,991
* And if I walk

852
00:41:36,194 --> 00:41:40,999
* And when I run away

853
00:41:46,137 --> 00:41:47,272
Hi, Grandpa.

854
00:41:49,708 --> 00:41:54,212
* And when I run away

855
00:41:55,781 --> 00:41:59,384
* Hold me in your arms

856
00:42:01,386 --> 00:42:03,722
* Don't let go

857
00:42:06,958 --> 00:42:13,131
* Don't let go

858
00:42:13,164 --> 00:42:16,702
* And when I see *

859
00:42:16,735 --> 00:42:19,537
**

860
00:42:32,483 --> 00:42:35,186
**