1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:04,079 I was thinking of writing a letter, boss, 2 00:00:04,080 --> 00:00:05,679 to the wife of the man I killed. 3 00:00:05,680 --> 00:00:06,759 CAR SPEEDS 4 00:00:06,760 --> 00:00:08,239 THUD, TYRES SCREECH 5 00:00:08,240 --> 00:00:09,319 What would it say? 6 00:00:09,320 --> 00:00:11,439 That not a day goes by without me thinking of him. 7 00:00:11,440 --> 00:00:15,000 And she'd say, "So it should. You killed him." 8 00:00:17,040 --> 00:00:19,919 I'm sorry, Eric. Your son's been attacked in Chapel Grove. 9 00:00:19,920 --> 00:00:21,239 You'll have to pack your job in. 10 00:00:21,240 --> 00:00:23,119 If you pack your job in, you're no use to them. 11 00:00:23,120 --> 00:00:25,759 If you're no use to them, then David's no use to them. That's it. 12 00:00:25,760 --> 00:00:27,080 They'd kill him anyway. 13 00:00:28,200 --> 00:00:31,719 You should see them. It's a chance to say sorry. 14 00:00:31,720 --> 00:00:33,559 I'd give my right arm for that. 15 00:00:33,560 --> 00:00:35,879 So you killed him so as not to lose face? 16 00:00:35,880 --> 00:00:37,800 It's unforgivable. 17 00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:42,199 She doesn't want us to send it. She doesn't want to read it. 18 00:00:42,200 --> 00:00:43,240 Sorry. 19 00:00:48,040 --> 00:00:49,080 ENGINE HUMS 20 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:02,680 SIREN WAILS 21 00:01:13,200 --> 00:01:14,600 Cheers, mate. 22 00:01:17,440 --> 00:01:19,839 Anybody...? Anybody up? 23 00:01:19,840 --> 00:01:21,480 HE CHUCKLES 24 00:01:32,200 --> 00:01:33,880 Let me in, woman! 25 00:01:35,280 --> 00:01:37,039 Cos I've got no keys. Let me in! 26 00:01:37,040 --> 00:01:38,479 DOG BARKS 27 00:01:38,480 --> 00:01:40,719 Tom! Tom! 28 00:01:40,720 --> 00:01:43,039 Get this door open, will you? 29 00:01:43,040 --> 00:01:44,080 METAL CLANGS 30 00:01:46,680 --> 00:01:51,039 Oh! What have you done that for, eh?! 31 00:01:51,040 --> 00:01:53,160 What have you done that for?! 32 00:01:54,080 --> 00:01:55,120 Stupid... 33 00:01:56,400 --> 00:01:58,399 'King hell, all right. 34 00:01:58,400 --> 00:02:00,079 Had a good night, mate? 35 00:02:00,080 --> 00:02:02,119 I'll come and get you up, mate. 36 00:02:02,120 --> 00:02:03,559 Come on now. Easy. 37 00:02:03,560 --> 00:02:05,360 I know how to walk! 38 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:19,600 ECHOING VOICES 39 00:02:28,800 --> 00:02:30,320 BRUSHING 40 00:02:54,800 --> 00:02:56,680 What is it? 41 00:02:57,680 --> 00:02:58,920 A knife. 42 00:03:21,880 --> 00:03:22,920 KEYPAD BEEPS 43 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:25,760 FINGERPRINT RECOGNITION BEEPS 44 00:03:44,920 --> 00:03:46,880 No knife. 45 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:50,959 What? 46 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:52,279 Three reasons. 47 00:03:52,280 --> 00:03:54,319 One - if someone gets killed, 48 00:03:54,320 --> 00:03:56,319 then I'm on a murder charge, cos I brought it in. 49 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:57,600 Two... 50 00:03:59,160 --> 00:04:00,679 ..could be a colleague. 51 00:04:00,680 --> 00:04:03,239 Three - could be me. 52 00:04:03,240 --> 00:04:06,159 I'm a supervising officer with 20 years of experience, 53 00:04:06,160 --> 00:04:08,079 probably the most trusted man in this prison, 54 00:04:08,080 --> 00:04:10,160 and I'm bringing stuff in for you. 55 00:04:11,520 --> 00:04:13,240 That's a dream come true. 56 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:19,280 Why prejudice that by asking for weapons as well? 57 00:04:21,880 --> 00:04:23,280 OK. 58 00:04:26,120 --> 00:04:28,040 So, are we done for today? 59 00:04:30,320 --> 00:04:31,640 OK. 60 00:04:41,720 --> 00:04:43,800 Who would like to share with us today? 61 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:46,040 Brendan? 62 00:04:47,320 --> 00:04:48,640 Would you like to? 63 00:04:49,800 --> 00:04:51,319 So, I've to sing for my supper? 64 00:04:51,320 --> 00:04:52,480 Yeah. 65 00:04:55,480 --> 00:04:59,479 When I was 13, I murdered my best friend. 66 00:04:59,480 --> 00:05:00,760 He was also 13. 67 00:05:02,040 --> 00:05:03,640 And I've been locked up ever since. 68 00:05:09,640 --> 00:05:11,080 HE EXHALES 69 00:05:15,040 --> 00:05:16,320 I, er... 70 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:19,120 I did something, and... 71 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:22,439 ..he didn't want to be my friend any more, 72 00:05:22,440 --> 00:05:23,679 so I killed him. 73 00:05:23,680 --> 00:05:25,600 I killed him with a brick. 74 00:05:26,920 --> 00:05:29,079 My bedroom looked down into the street, 75 00:05:29,080 --> 00:05:32,199 so I watched his aunts and uncles coming and going, 76 00:05:32,200 --> 00:05:34,199 looking for him all night. 77 00:05:34,200 --> 00:05:36,199 And then they must've called the police, 78 00:05:36,200 --> 00:05:37,839 cos a police car came and they went in 79 00:05:37,840 --> 00:05:39,879 and they stayed about an hour and then they left. 80 00:05:39,880 --> 00:05:42,119 And...then they must've found him, 81 00:05:42,120 --> 00:05:45,120 because the police came back and they went in. 82 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:49,520 And I heard his mother screaming. 83 00:05:50,680 --> 00:05:53,039 I went to school the next morning and... 84 00:05:53,040 --> 00:05:54,919 ..the police came for me in the afternoon 85 00:05:54,920 --> 00:05:56,480 with my ma and da. 86 00:05:57,520 --> 00:05:59,560 I told them straight away I did it. 87 00:06:00,680 --> 00:06:04,280 He didn't want to be friends, cos you did something? 88 00:06:08,120 --> 00:06:09,840 And what was it? 89 00:06:19,240 --> 00:06:20,320 You see him? 90 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:26,520 All the time? 91 00:06:29,120 --> 00:06:30,160 Yeah. 92 00:06:32,680 --> 00:06:34,240 It's horrible, isn't it? 93 00:06:39,880 --> 00:06:42,960 Hey, Mark, on you go. Thanks. 94 00:06:43,960 --> 00:06:45,080 Hiya. 95 00:06:54,200 --> 00:06:56,399 All right? Yeah, all right. 96 00:06:56,400 --> 00:06:57,719 What did he want? 97 00:06:57,720 --> 00:06:59,400 Just brought us some tea there. 98 00:07:01,120 --> 00:07:03,999 Why? He owed me one. 99 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:06,200 Why? All right, nose! 100 00:07:37,480 --> 00:07:38,840 Fuck's sake. 101 00:07:40,440 --> 00:07:43,359 You see, when you get two Os together like that, 102 00:07:43,360 --> 00:07:44,719 it makes "oo". 103 00:07:44,720 --> 00:07:46,079 So this is... 104 00:07:46,080 --> 00:07:49,639 .."Sh-am-poo." 105 00:07:49,640 --> 00:07:50,879 Shampoo. 106 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:53,119 There's lots of words with two Os in them. 107 00:07:53,120 --> 00:07:54,839 Erm... Tool. 108 00:07:54,840 --> 00:07:55,879 Fool. 109 00:07:55,880 --> 00:07:58,439 School? Yeah. Yeah. School. 110 00:07:58,440 --> 00:07:59,840 School's good, yeah. 111 00:08:02,360 --> 00:08:03,919 Er... 112 00:08:03,920 --> 00:08:07,039 Do you mind...? Do you mind if I ask you something? 113 00:08:07,040 --> 00:08:09,320 Yeah. In confidence? 114 00:08:10,480 --> 00:08:11,560 Yeah. 115 00:08:12,840 --> 00:08:15,000 What happens if they find something in your cell? 116 00:08:18,720 --> 00:08:19,920 Drugs? 117 00:08:20,920 --> 00:08:22,240 A weapon? 118 00:08:23,240 --> 00:08:24,280 Phone? 119 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:28,959 HE SIGHS 120 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:31,039 Would we both get the blame? 121 00:08:31,040 --> 00:08:32,360 Depends. 122 00:08:34,680 --> 00:08:36,360 And what would we get? Seg? 123 00:08:37,520 --> 00:08:39,000 Time added on? 124 00:08:41,040 --> 00:08:42,400 That depends too. 125 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:45,720 Right. 126 00:08:47,800 --> 00:08:50,280 Well, back to the Os. 127 00:08:51,440 --> 00:08:53,559 Er, why don't you try this one? 128 00:08:53,560 --> 00:08:54,919 "Toothpaste." 129 00:08:54,920 --> 00:08:57,959 Why don't you have a go at that? Hm? 130 00:08:57,960 --> 00:08:59,240 Get rid of it. 131 00:09:16,200 --> 00:09:17,760 I know about the phone. 132 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:23,160 Yeah? Yeah. 133 00:09:28,120 --> 00:09:30,160 Please get rid of it. 134 00:09:34,320 --> 00:09:36,000 OK. 135 00:10:06,400 --> 00:10:07,840 Come through, please. 136 00:10:17,400 --> 00:10:19,039 Oh, that's nice. 137 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:20,640 SHE KISSES HIM Oh! 138 00:10:23,080 --> 00:10:25,080 All right? All right, Dad. 139 00:10:26,400 --> 00:10:27,959 How's the tooth? 140 00:10:27,960 --> 00:10:32,079 Got in to the see the dentist, and, believe it or not, sorted. 141 00:10:32,080 --> 00:10:33,639 Good. 142 00:10:33,640 --> 00:10:36,639 They leaving you alone? Yeah. More than that, Mum. 143 00:10:36,640 --> 00:10:39,319 I'm getting looked after. Can't do enough for me. 144 00:10:39,320 --> 00:10:40,919 Think it's cos I took that pasting. 145 00:10:40,920 --> 00:10:43,479 Didn't grass, didn't complain. I earned a bit of respect. 146 00:10:43,480 --> 00:10:45,439 It's cos your dad's bringing stuff in for them. 147 00:10:45,440 --> 00:10:46,559 What did you say that for? 148 00:10:46,560 --> 00:10:49,039 Because I don't want him thinking they're his best mates 149 00:10:49,040 --> 00:10:51,319 when the truth is they're just shitbags. 150 00:10:51,320 --> 00:10:54,999 Your dad is bringing stuff in for them. He has been for months. 151 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:57,920 That's why they're looking after you, son. Stuff? 152 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:02,040 Drugs. HE SIGHS 153 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:06,079 You've got to knock that in the head, Dad. 154 00:11:06,080 --> 00:11:08,679 It's just till we get you home. Dad, you're a screw. 155 00:11:08,680 --> 00:11:11,279 A screw bringing in drugs... You'll get five years. 156 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:13,399 I won't get caught. That's what I said. 157 00:11:13,400 --> 00:11:15,719 I'll move again. Yeah. They'll find you again. 158 00:11:15,720 --> 00:11:16,919 They won't. 159 00:11:16,920 --> 00:11:19,080 Well, we can't keep you safe, son. 160 00:11:20,360 --> 00:11:22,960 Wherever we put you, they'll find you. 161 00:11:24,640 --> 00:11:25,720 Five years. 162 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:29,319 And you're a screw, so you'll have to do it with the nonces. 163 00:11:29,320 --> 00:11:31,240 Five years with nonces. 164 00:11:32,600 --> 00:11:34,000 What are you doing, Dad? 165 00:11:35,160 --> 00:11:37,120 I won't get caught. 166 00:11:50,720 --> 00:11:52,320 You never hug him. 167 00:11:53,680 --> 00:11:55,679 Why not? 168 00:11:55,680 --> 00:11:58,920 Just don't. I never have. 169 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:02,160 Yeah, but he's in prison now. 170 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:12,359 All right, I'll have Liverpool, Man City, and Chelsea as bankers. 171 00:12:12,360 --> 00:12:15,279 I'll have Everton and Man United to lose 172 00:12:15,280 --> 00:12:17,279 and all the others to draw. 173 00:12:17,280 --> 00:12:18,879 Five draws? 174 00:12:18,880 --> 00:12:20,959 Yeah. Are you sure? 175 00:12:20,960 --> 00:12:22,999 Just put her on. Chantelle! Five o'clock... 176 00:12:23,000 --> 00:12:24,959 Listen, ten minutes are nearly up, son, so... 177 00:12:24,960 --> 00:12:27,119 ..is Grandad there? Who's that shouting? 178 00:12:27,120 --> 00:12:29,079 I phoned both numbers, landline and mobile! 179 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:31,599 Bloke on the other phone. Is Grandad there? 180 00:12:31,600 --> 00:12:34,519 No. No? Where is he? 181 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:36,879 here you are. I'll put Grandma on. 182 00:12:36,880 --> 00:12:38,199 Why? What's wrong? 183 00:12:38,200 --> 00:12:39,599 Hi. Hiya. 184 00:12:39,600 --> 00:12:42,199 I phoned both numbers! Is my dad not there? 185 00:12:42,200 --> 00:12:44,519 No. Where is he? 186 00:12:44,520 --> 00:12:45,719 That's a lie, Chantelle! 187 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:48,119 I didn't want to worry you, but he's not well. 188 00:12:48,120 --> 00:12:49,359 Pardon? 189 00:12:49,360 --> 00:12:50,839 He's not well. 190 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:53,079 Wait! Why, what's wrong with him? 191 00:12:53,080 --> 00:12:54,479 BAZ SHOUTS He's had a bit of a do. 192 00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:56,759 What, his heart again? Sat there with your legs... 193 00:12:56,760 --> 00:12:58,279 Yes. ..round that Tony kid! 194 00:12:58,280 --> 00:13:01,279 So, where is he? That Tony kid, 195 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:03,639 Mark, love, I can't hear you. Excuse me. D'you mind, mate? 196 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:06,879 What have I just said?! Shut the fuck up now, you wool! 197 00:13:06,880 --> 00:13:08,959 Don't put the phone down! Sorry, Mam. 198 00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:12,319 The ambulance took him in. He's in ITU. That's all I know. 199 00:13:12,320 --> 00:13:14,119 Don't put the phone down on me. 200 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:16,239 Don't! You fucking little slag! 201 00:13:16,240 --> 00:13:18,679 You little slag! 202 00:13:18,680 --> 00:13:19,879 BAZ SHOUTS Oh, God. 203 00:13:19,880 --> 00:13:23,199 Sorry, Mam. So how is he now, then? 204 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:24,679 I don't know. 205 00:13:24,680 --> 00:13:26,359 He wasn't responding. 206 00:13:26,360 --> 00:13:27,680 ALARM BLARES 207 00:13:29,280 --> 00:13:31,279 Is he unconscious? I don't know. 208 00:13:31,280 --> 00:13:33,439 Is he unconscious? In your cell! 209 00:13:33,440 --> 00:13:34,639 Did you go in with him? 210 00:13:34,640 --> 00:13:36,760 Put the phone down. Can you hear me? 211 00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:40,079 Give me the phone. What are you doing? 212 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:42,239 I was on the phone to me mam... Back in your cell! 213 00:13:42,240 --> 00:13:44,719 I won't tell you again. Get back to your cell now! 214 00:13:44,720 --> 00:13:46,040 Hello? 215 00:13:47,720 --> 00:13:49,759 A five-minute phone call, that's all I'm asking. 216 00:13:49,760 --> 00:13:52,319 If I let you use the phone, they'll all want to use it. Now let go. 217 00:13:52,320 --> 00:13:54,679 Don't let me spend the night worried sick about my father. 218 00:13:54,680 --> 00:13:56,719 Please don't do that to me. Get back to your cells. 219 00:13:56,720 --> 00:13:59,319 Let go of the door. No. I won't let you do this. 220 00:13:59,320 --> 00:14:01,400 If you don't let go, I'll nick you. 221 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:07,879 Speak to the chaplain first thing in the morning. Yeah, right.< 222 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,120 She might be able to help. 223 00:14:12,680 --> 00:14:14,280 Get in your cell. All right, boss. 224 00:14:17,720 --> 00:14:19,439 Have you still got that mobile? 225 00:14:19,440 --> 00:14:21,359 I'm really sorry, mate. I haven't, you know. 226 00:14:21,360 --> 00:14:22,719 I got rid of it. 227 00:14:22,720 --> 00:14:23,840 HE SIGHS 228 00:14:25,880 --> 00:14:27,680 I'm really sorry, mate. Yeah. 229 00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:46,559 Excuse me. Is it all right to talk to Miss 230 00:14:46,560 --> 00:14:48,440 just for a moment? Yeah, sure. 231 00:14:55,280 --> 00:14:56,319 Hiya. Yes. 232 00:14:56,320 --> 00:14:57,559 Sorry, er... 233 00:14:57,560 --> 00:14:59,359 Could you do something for me? 234 00:14:59,360 --> 00:15:00,519 Yes. 235 00:15:00,520 --> 00:15:03,119 I think my father had a heart attack yesterday. 236 00:15:03,120 --> 00:15:04,279 Oh, I'm sorry. Yeah. 237 00:15:04,280 --> 00:15:05,439 I need to know how he is. 238 00:15:05,440 --> 00:15:08,679 Er, I was wondering if you could phone this number, it's my mother's, 239 00:15:08,680 --> 00:15:10,839 and ask her. Yeah, of course. 240 00:15:10,840 --> 00:15:12,319 Thank you. I'll do it right away. 241 00:15:12,320 --> 00:15:14,359 Thanks, Miss. 242 00:15:14,360 --> 00:15:15,800 Thanks. 243 00:15:45,280 --> 00:15:47,200 You all right, Miss? Mm-hm. 244 00:15:58,680 --> 00:15:59,999 Has he gone? 245 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:01,799 Yes. 246 00:16:01,800 --> 00:16:03,240 I'm so sorry. 247 00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:08,599 Would you like to phone your mother? I can organise that. 248 00:16:08,600 --> 00:16:10,439 Yeah. 249 00:16:10,440 --> 00:16:11,480 Yes, please. 250 00:16:13,120 --> 00:16:14,600 Thank you. 251 00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:23,919 Have you got anyone with you? 252 00:16:23,920 --> 00:16:25,399 Yes. 253 00:16:25,400 --> 00:16:28,120 Alicia's here. And our Joan. 254 00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:32,640 He died peacefully, son. 255 00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:39,039 Wa... Was it... Was it the shame of what I did? 256 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:40,639 Was it that that killed him? 257 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:43,000 No. No. 258 00:16:44,160 --> 00:16:46,080 Can you come to the funeral? 259 00:16:47,200 --> 00:16:49,039 I think so, but... 260 00:16:49,040 --> 00:16:50,600 But what? 261 00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:53,400 I'll be handcuffed to an officer, so... 262 00:16:58,160 --> 00:16:59,199 ..if... 263 00:16:59,200 --> 00:17:01,599 ..if you don't want me there, I'll understand. 264 00:17:01,600 --> 00:17:04,279 Of course I want you there. 265 00:17:04,280 --> 00:17:07,440 And I want you to speak about him as well. 266 00:17:09,800 --> 00:17:11,880 Oh. I... 267 00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:14,559 I'm going to have to go, Mam. 268 00:17:14,560 --> 00:17:17,399 Er, ten minutes are up. It's going to go dead. All right. 269 00:17:17,400 --> 00:17:18,600 CALL ENDS 270 00:17:35,640 --> 00:17:37,160 LOCK CLANGS 271 00:17:38,640 --> 00:17:41,200 You ready? Yeah. 272 00:17:42,600 --> 00:17:44,999 Will you be able to go back to the house? 273 00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:47,999 No. Church, graveyard, back here. 274 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,319 Right. 275 00:17:49,320 --> 00:17:51,360 Well, I can't say, "Have a good one," can I? 276 00:17:52,360 --> 00:17:56,479 No. Well, I hope it goes as well as it can. 277 00:17:56,480 --> 00:17:57,880 Thanks. 278 00:18:07,880 --> 00:18:11,599 Mark Cobden. Released with escort under special prison licence, 279 00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:13,520 serial number 80462. 280 00:18:15,560 --> 00:18:17,320 OK. There we go, mate. Ta. 281 00:18:28,520 --> 00:18:29,560 OK. 282 00:18:31,120 --> 00:18:32,439 Step into here for me. 283 00:18:32,440 --> 00:18:33,760 Strip search, please. 284 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:41,759 Out. Why? 285 00:18:41,760 --> 00:18:43,839 Cell spin. Cell spin? 286 00:18:43,840 --> 00:18:45,399 Yeah. Why? 287 00:18:45,400 --> 00:18:48,519 Intel. Intel about what? 288 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:49,799 Out, please. 289 00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:51,000 Squat, please. 290 00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:55,159 Right. Pants back on. Get dressed. 291 00:18:55,160 --> 00:18:58,239 There's nothing here, though, boss. There's nothing here, Out, please. 292 00:18:58,240 --> 00:18:59,280 Now. 293 00:19:04,320 --> 00:19:06,119 You're wasting your time, you know. 294 00:19:06,120 --> 00:19:07,719 All right, I'm not going nowhere. 295 00:19:07,720 --> 00:19:11,039 I'm going to be your date for the 00:21:31,440 So you knew about it? 331 00:21:36,320 --> 00:21:38,599 Oh, well, what are we going to do now? 332 00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:40,719 We're going nowhere. 333 00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:42,799 We'll have to get you back. 334 00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:45,240 It's me father's funeral. 335 00:22:03,240 --> 00:22:04,480 Look, I'm sorry. 336 00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:09,840 Where was it? Back of the telly. 337 00:22:12,640 --> 00:22:13,999 You told me you got rid of it. 338 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:16,319 Watch what you're saying, will you? 339 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:18,039 He knows. 340 00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:19,919 How? 341 00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:21,279 Cos I told him. 342 00:22:21,280 --> 00:22:22,639 Why? 343 00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:24,520 Cos I'm an idiot. 344 00:22:25,760 --> 00:22:27,559 You told me you got rid of it. 345 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:28,600 Well, I lied. 346 00:22:32,400 --> 00:22:34,200 So it was here that night? 347 00:22:35,720 --> 00:22:38,839 That night I needed to phone about my dad? 348 00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:40,199 Yeah. 349 00:22:40,200 --> 00:22:41,919 And you said it wasn't. 350 00:22:41,920 --> 00:22:43,599 Yeah. 351 00:22:43,600 --> 00:22:45,439 Why? 352 00:22:45,440 --> 00:22:48,760 Well, if you'd have used it, I'd be in trouble. 353 00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:51,800 Huh. 354 00:22:55,480 --> 00:22:58,199 Makes me a total knob, don't it? 355 00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:02,520 Yeah. Total knob who'd sell his mother for drugs. 356 00:23:04,080 --> 00:23:05,120 Yeah. 357 00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:08,959 What are you doing? 358 00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:11,040 They're splitting us up. 359 00:23:12,920 --> 00:23:14,160 This way, son. 360 00:23:20,880 --> 00:23:22,960 LOCK CLANGS 361 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:34,200 FOOTSTEPS APPROACH 362 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:39,040 LOCK CLANGS 363 00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:42,960 Mark. 364 00:23:44,360 --> 00:23:45,599 Someone should phone 365 00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:47,599 and let them know you won't be at the funeral. 366 00:23:47,600 --> 00:23:49,400 Should I do that? 367 00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:52,080 Please. 368 00:23:54,560 --> 00:23:56,479 I could get the order of service from them 369 00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:59,159 and we could follow it in the chapel. 370 00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:00,799 Have our own little Mass. 371 00:24:00,800 --> 00:24:02,879 Would you like that? 372 00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:04,880 Are you allowed to do that? 373 00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:08,240 I can do what you need me to do. 374 00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:11,919 OK. 375 00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:13,719 Is that your speech? 376 00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:15,360 Yeah. 377 00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:19,000 Shall I email it to them? 378 00:24:22,040 --> 00:24:23,120 Please. 379 00:24:27,200 --> 00:24:30,000 LOCK CLANGS 380 00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:46,519 So, your dad will be getting there round about now. 381 00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:48,039 Yes. 382 00:24:48,040 --> 00:24:50,039 Your mum following. 383 00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:52,439 Who'll be with her? 384 00:24:52,440 --> 00:24:53,919 My wife Alicia. 385 00:24:53,920 --> 00:24:55,319 My son Tom. 386 00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:56,559 My Aunt Joan. 387 00:24:56,560 --> 00:24:57,759 Thank you. 388 00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:01,920 Er, there'll be other cars, but I don't know who'll be in them. 389 00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:06,399 My dad outlived his siblings, 390 00:25:06,400 --> 00:25:08,679 but they all had kids, 391 00:25:08,680 --> 00:25:10,639 so they'll all be there, and their kids. 392 00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:12,360 They'll... They'll all be there. 393 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:18,360 Father Duggan will sprinkle the coffin with holy water. 394 00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:24,199 With this water, we call to mind John's baptism. 395 00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:27,599 As Christ went through the deep waters of death for us, 396 00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:31,479 so may he bring John to the fullness of resurrection 397 00:25:31,480 --> 00:25:33,679 and life with all the redeemed. 398 00:25:33,680 --> 00:25:35,120 Amen. Amen. 399 00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:50,959 Let us acknowledge our sins, 400 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:52,919 that we may prepare ourselves 401 00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:55,599 to celebrate the sacred mysteries. 402 00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:58,719 TOGETHER: I confess to almighty God... 403 00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:01,279 ..and to you, my brothers and sisters, 404 00:26:01,280 --> 00:26:03,359 that I have greatly sinned... 405 00:26:03,360 --> 00:26:05,999 ..in my thoughts and in my words, 406 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,279 in what I have done 407 00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:11,039 and in what I have failed to do... 408 00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:12,599 ..through my fault, 409 00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:14,479 through my fault... 410 00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:17,039 ..through my most grievous fault. 411 00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:20,559 Therefore I ask blessed Mary ever-Virgin, 412 00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:22,719 all the Angels and Saints, 413 00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:24,839 and you, my brothers and sisters, 414 00:26:24,840 --> 00:26:26,239 to pray for me 415 00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:27,879 to the Lord our God. 416 00:26:27,880 --> 00:26:29,280 Amen. 417 00:26:38,600 --> 00:26:40,719 Um... SHE CLEARS HER THROAT 418 00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:44,399 Sadly, Mark can't be here today, 419 00:26:44,400 --> 00:26:46,399 but this is the speech 420 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:48,479 he would have read. 421 00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:51,159 "John Thomas Cobden 422 00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:53,599 "was born in the 'hungry thirties', 423 00:26:53,600 --> 00:26:55,559 "the fifth of nine children, 424 00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:58,320 "all brought up in the same terraced house. 425 00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:00,640 "Can't have been easy. 426 00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:04,679 "He passed the scholarship to a Catholic grammar school, 427 00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:07,039 "and hated it and left at 15. 428 00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:08,439 "Grammar school boys 429 00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:10,679 "didn't get their hands dirty back then, 430 00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:13,519 "so he took a job in the office at Kirkmarsh.... 431 00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:16,679 "And that's where he met Mum. 432 00:27:16,680 --> 00:27:17,919 Me. 433 00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:19,759 GENTLE CHUCKLING "His retirement 434 00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:23,719 "he spent fishing and watching football, 435 00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:26,679 "and for the last six, seven years or so, 436 00:27:26,680 --> 00:27:31,840 "watching the football with his grandson Tom. 437 00:27:33,640 --> 00:27:35,519 "John Thomas Cobden. 438 00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:37,679 "Good trade unionist, 439 00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:38,800 "good angler... 440 00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:41,400 "..good husband... 441 00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:45,320 "..brilliant father." 442 00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:56,599 I know that Mark thinks his father is ashamed of him 443 00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:58,999 for what he did that dreadful day... 444 00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:00,719 MARIE—LOUISE: "..for the pain and grief 445 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:03,280 "he caused that poor man's family. 446 00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:06,119 "He's right. 447 00:28:06,120 --> 00:28:08,839 "But only for that one dreadful day. 448 00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:11,360 JUNE: For everything that came later... 449 00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:15,919 ..for the way in which he went to the police himself, 450 00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:18,399 he confessed, he pleaded guilty, 451 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:21,480 he offered no plea in mitigation whatsoever... 452 00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:27,119 ..for the way in which he accepted his sentence 453 00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:30,720 and would gladly have accepted longer... 454 00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:37,359 ..for the way in which he sees every day of his imprisonment 455 00:28:37,360 --> 00:28:41,159 as one more day of atonement, 456 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:43,640 Mark's father... 457 00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:47,720 ..my John... 458 00:28:48,680 --> 00:28:53,040 "..was prouder of his son than he'd ever been." 459 00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,200 HE EXHALES 460 00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:00,360 Thank you. 461 00:29:07,240 --> 00:29:08,440 HE CLEARS HIS THROAT 462 00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:14,439 I owe you one. 463 00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:15,920 Thanks. 464 00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:18,840 No worries. 465 00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:23,800 LOCK CLANGS 466 00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:28,840 BIG BEN CHIMES 467 00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:36,239 TV: Thousands of fireworks are about to light up 468 00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:38,159 the sky above the capital. 469 00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:39,559 CROWD: Ten, nine... 470 00:29:39,560 --> 00:29:43,559 Big Ben's famous bongs will ring out at midnight. 471 00:29:43,560 --> 00:29:45,599 CROWD: ..five, four, three, 472 00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:47,039 two, one... 473 00:29:47,040 --> 00:29:49,000 BANGING 474 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:55,840 BANGS DOOR 475 00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:06,600 BANGING RESOUNDS 476 00:30:57,000 --> 00:31:01,079 The judge sentenced me to life with a minimum of ten years. 477 00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:05,519 And I've done 25 and this is, what, my sixth parole hearing? 478 00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:07,559 And I know for a fact that parole will, 479 00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:08,919 once again, be refused. 480 00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:11,880 Not because I don't tick all the boxes. I do. 481 00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:15,680 Because of this - I still haven't learnt who's boss. 482 00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:18,879 I still haven't learnt to submit totally 483 00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:20,039 to a prison officer. 484 00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:22,640 I still have some independence of spirit. 485 00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:26,199 You'd think you'd value that. 486 00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:28,719 People who have some independence of spirit 487 00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:30,079 would surely do better out there 488 00:31:30,080 --> 00:31:32,200 than people who've been crushed, but no... 489 00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:36,120 ..you just want to show me who's boss. 490 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:44,079 You say you did something. 491 00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:46,119 Something that made your victim 492 00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:48,239 not want to be friends any more. 493 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:49,879 So you killed him. 494 00:31:49,880 --> 00:31:51,519 Yeah. 495 00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:53,440 What was it you did? 496 00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:58,119 I'll answer that the way I've answered it 497 00:31:58,120 --> 00:32:00,640 on each of the last five occasions I've been here. 498 00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:04,319 I'm not prepared to say. 499 00:32:04,320 --> 00:32:05,360 PEN SCRATCHES 500 00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,719 I'm Alexander Doyle. 501 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:15,559 Bobby Doyle, the victim, was my older brother. 502 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:18,999 I'm here today because both my parents have now died - 503 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:21,440 my dad a few years back and... 504 00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:25,280 ..my mum three months ago. 505 00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:28,600 Both died of grief. 506 00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:32,679 This man didn't just kill my brother that day, 507 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:34,079 he killed my parents too. 508 00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:36,639 This man tries to paint himself 509 00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:40,279 as some sort of free spirit fighting against the system. 510 00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:42,200 Well, he's no such thing. 511 00:32:43,440 --> 00:32:45,759 He's a murderer. 512 00:32:45,760 --> 00:32:49,599 This man implies that he should've been out 15 years ago. 513 00:32:49,600 --> 00:32:50,960 Well, my parents weren't. 514 00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:54,280 Both served life. 515 00:32:56,080 --> 00:32:59,080 This man refuses to reveal what he did with my brother... 516 00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:03,960 ..that thing he did which cost my brother his life. 517 00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:09,639 OK, let's clear the room, 518 00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:11,479 and he can tell me face to face, 519 00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:13,160 cos I've got every right to hear it. 520 00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:22,200 Can we go, please? 521 00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:29,360 He'd have done anything for you. 522 00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:33,560 And me too. 523 00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:43,400 I told him that I loved him. 524 00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:01,679 And, you know, I've been looking at loads 525 00:34:01,680 --> 00:34:03,999 of college courses, but it's definitely something 526 00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:07,160 I'd like to do, and I never would've thought of that without coming here. 527 00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:16,200 OK. Who's next? 528 00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:19,240 Go on, Liam. Go on. 529 00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:32,840 I used to want to come here... 530 00:34:34,240 --> 00:34:35,720 ..to get sent here. 531 00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:38,799 My dad was here. 532 00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:40,559 Our Peter was here. 533 00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:42,279 Other lads that I know, 534 00:34:42,280 --> 00:34:44,799 they'd all talk about "crappy Craigmore". 535 00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:48,119 "Three years I did," that's what me dad says, 536 00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:50,200 "and I done it standing on me head." 537 00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:53,120 And everyone laughs. 538 00:34:55,040 --> 00:34:56,080 The truth is... 539 00:34:57,200 --> 00:34:59,120 ..I couldn't do three days here. 540 00:35:01,320 --> 00:35:02,400 It's shit. 541 00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:05,640 And everyone's always sad. 542 00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:10,000 So I won't be coming back. 543 00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:14,440 I won't be going to any nick. 544 00:35:20,560 --> 00:35:22,480 Well done, lad. 545 00:35:25,680 --> 00:35:27,199 How are you, Cobden? 546 00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:29,279 I'm fine, Governor. Yeah. 547 00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:31,479 Marie-Louise tells me you've been doing great work 548 00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:33,799 with the kids. Well, you know... 549 00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:35,079 We've been talking. 550 00:35:35,080 --> 00:35:37,679 There's a crime and punishment conference next month. 551 00:35:37,680 --> 00:35:39,440 They want a prisoner to speak. 552 00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:42,080 I thought of you. 553 00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:45,799 Speak about what? 554 00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:47,679 Your crime. Your time here. 555 00:35:47,680 --> 00:35:49,439 You'll be unescorted. 556 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:51,559 Marie-Louise has the utmost trust in you. 557 00:35:51,560 --> 00:35:53,839 A conference? Yeah. 558 00:35:53,840 --> 00:35:55,559 Lot of people, then? 559 00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:57,399 A hundred or so. 560 00:35:57,400 --> 00:35:59,919 I can barely talk to a handful of people in here, 561 00:35:59,920 --> 00:36:01,999 never mind in front of a hundred, so... 562 00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:04,040 I think you need to. 563 00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:07,680 You did say you owed me one. 564 00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:10,359 That's not fair. 565 00:36:10,360 --> 00:36:11,800 I think it is. 566 00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:16,959 Where is it? Crewe. 567 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:18,839 How would I get there? 568 00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:20,839 Taxi and train. 569 00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:21,959 On my own? 570 00:36:21,960 --> 00:36:23,480 Yeah. 571 00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:28,919 OK. I'll, er... Yeah, I'll do it. 572 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:32,000 OK. I'll make the arrangements. 573 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:44,239 I hear you're getting out for the day. 574 00:36:44,240 --> 00:36:45,959 Crime and punishment conference, eh? 575 00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:47,079 Yeah. 576 00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:49,279 Alone? No kangas? 577 00:36:49,280 --> 00:36:50,400 Yeah. 578 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,040 HE CLEARS HIS THROAT 579 00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:10,200 On the way back, I want you to call in somewhere for me. 580 00:37:11,600 --> 00:37:15,159 Why? They'll sew something into the lining of your coat. 00:37:18,079 You come back here, leave it in Prop. 582 00:37:18,080 --> 00:37:19,800 That's all you've got to do. 583 00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,959 What will it be... what they sew in? 584 00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:27,560 You don't need to know that. 585 00:37:29,120 --> 00:37:30,479 I can't do it. 586 00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:31,879 What? 587 00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:33,000 I can't do it. 588 00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:37,319 Do you or do you not owe me one? 589 00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:39,439 I'm not that kind of man. 590 00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,439 I can't walk in here with a load of drugs on me. 591 00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:43,559 My knees'll be knocking. I'll give the game away. 592 00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:44,959 I'm not the man you need. 593 00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:47,719 You're exactly the man I need. 594 00:37:47,720 --> 00:37:50,319 A teacher. A goody two-shoes. 595 00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:51,879 Who'd suspect you? 596 00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:52,920 No. 597 00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:56,199 Please. Please... 598 00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:58,559 Please ask me for something else. Anything else. 599 00:37:58,560 --> 00:38:00,160 I know I owe you one, but... 600 00:38:01,240 --> 00:38:04,760 ..I'll repay it, but please, please don't ask me to do this. 601 00:38:08,040 --> 00:38:10,119 21 Vale Road. 602 00:38:10,120 --> 00:38:11,320 What is it? 603 00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:16,120 21 Vale Road. 604 00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:20,000 It's beside the old bridge. This side. Right? 605 00:38:20,960 --> 00:38:22,159 Right. 606 00:38:22,160 --> 00:38:23,599 You ask the driver to wait. 607 00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:25,399 You'll only be five minutes. 608 00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:27,079 Right. 609 00:38:27,080 --> 00:38:29,919 What'll you be wearing? A suit. 610 00:38:29,920 --> 00:38:31,120 Good. 611 00:38:32,520 --> 00:38:34,560 What's the address again? 612 00:38:38,400 --> 00:38:40,440 21 Vale Road. 613 00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:43,040 Good. 614 00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:51,719 Under the terms of this release on temporary licence, 615 00:38:51,720 --> 00:38:53,639 you must refrain from alcohol or drugs. 616 00:38:53,640 --> 00:38:55,679 You must not associate with anyone you know 617 00:38:55,680 --> 00:38:58,439 to have a criminal record or to be of criminal intent. 618 00:38:58,440 --> 00:39:00,199 You will be given a travel warrant 619 00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:02,759 which you will exchange at the station for a rail ticket. 620 00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:06,399 You will be given £25 in cash for essential purchases. 621 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,239 Receipts will be required for these purchases. 622 00:39:09,240 --> 00:39:11,439 You have to be back here by 7.30pm. 623 00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:13,959 If you're not back here by that time, you will be classed 624 00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:16,559 as unlawfully at large and liable to arrest and penalty. 625 00:39:16,560 --> 00:39:17,999 Do you have any questions? 626 00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:19,479 No. 627 00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:21,080 Just sign there for me. 628 00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:39,280 My name is Mark Cobden. 629 00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:42,880 And I was a school teacher. 630 00:39:45,440 --> 00:39:47,199 I was always a drinker. 631 00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:49,640 I always put booze first. 632 00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:56,079 I put it before my wife, my son, 633 00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:58,000 my job, everything. 634 00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:04,440 But then, on 14th October 2017... 635 00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:07,680 ..that all changed. 636 00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:17,600 HE EXHALES Ooh. 637 00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:21,199 Can I have another, please, Shannon? 638 00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:23,319 Yes, of course. 639 00:40:23,320 --> 00:40:24,760 Cheers. 640 00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:30,239 KEYS RATTLE 641 00:40:30,240 --> 00:40:32,079 HANDLE THUDS 642 00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:33,600 LOCK CLUNKS 643 00:40:36,760 --> 00:40:38,520 HE GROANS 644 00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:47,640 WIPERS THRUM 645 00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:52,159 TYRES SCREECH 646 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:53,200 THUD Oh! 647 00:41:04,520 --> 00:41:05,560 Oh. 648 00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:24,640 BICYCLE WHEEL CLICKS 649 00:41:43,160 --> 00:41:45,040 HE BREATHES HEAVILY 650 00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:33,400 Where have you been? 651 00:42:35,240 --> 00:42:38,599 Er, departmental meeting. 652 00:42:38,600 --> 00:42:40,959 Again? Yeah. I know. 653 00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:43,280 All right, son? Hi, Dad. 654 00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:46,679 Shall I take over? 655 00:42:46,680 --> 00:42:49,599 No. It's done. You're cooking tomorrow, though. 656 00:42:49,600 --> 00:42:51,559 Huh? Right. 657 00:42:51,560 --> 00:42:54,519 How was school? All right. 658 00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:57,120 What did you get up to? Not much. 659 00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:09,719 You finished your homework? 660 00:43:09,720 --> 00:43:10,759 Yeah. 661 00:43:10,760 --> 00:43:13,240 I'm going upstairs. Right. 662 00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:18,800 What's wrong? 663 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:23,799 DOOR CLOSES UPSTAIRS 664 00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:25,080 I just killed someone. 665 00:43:26,080 --> 00:43:29,560 What? I just killed someone. 666 00:43:30,560 --> 00:43:31,960 A cyclist. 667 00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:34,280 I drove into him. 668 00:43:37,080 --> 00:43:38,199 Where? 669 00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:39,840 Carr Lane. 670 00:43:44,360 --> 00:43:45,639 We've got to go to the police. 671 00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:46,679 Yeah. Yeah. 672 00:43:46,680 --> 00:43:47,720 Yeah. 673 00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:51,040 Tom? 674 00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:55,000 You'll have to drive. 675 00:43:57,760 --> 00:43:59,120 Have you been drinking? 676 00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:01,719 Yeah. 677 00:44:01,720 --> 00:44:04,839 You promised. I know. 678 00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:06,399 I know. I just... 679 00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:08,279 Are you over the limit? 680 00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:09,320 Yeah. 681 00:44:10,560 --> 00:44:12,119 Inside, Tom. Oh. 682 00:44:12,120 --> 00:44:13,840 Inside right now, please. 683 00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:16,839 Right now, Tom! All right! 684 00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:17,880 DOG BARKS 685 00:44:19,400 --> 00:44:20,520 DOOR CLOSES 686 00:44:26,160 --> 00:44:27,440 KEYS CLINK 687 00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:33,200 Let's go. 688 00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:45,439 The police found three bars of chocolate on him. 689 00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:47,119 He'd bought one for me, 690 00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:50,079 one for Freddie and one for Molly. 691 00:44:50,080 --> 00:44:52,359 He'd have waited for us to finish our dinner 692 00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:53,639 and he'd have said, 693 00:44:53,640 --> 00:44:55,879 "Go and look what's in my coat," 694 00:44:55,880 --> 00:44:58,319 and he'd have watched Freddie's eyes light up 695 00:44:58,320 --> 00:45:00,000 on finding the chocolate. 696 00:45:01,360 --> 00:45:05,119 His last thoughts were for me and Freddie and Molly. 697 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:08,640 He was the most selfless man, Your Honour. 698 00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:14,839 The irony is...the most selfless man in the world 699 00:45:14,840 --> 00:45:18,199 has been killed by the most selfish, 700 00:45:18,200 --> 00:45:22,759 by a man who'd drink four large vodkas 701 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:24,519 and climb into his car 702 00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:28,359 and not give a damn for the safety and wellbeing of others. 703 00:45:28,360 --> 00:45:32,239 By a man who'd put his own comfort and convenience 704 00:45:32,240 --> 00:45:33,919 above other people's lives. 705 00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:35,360 By a man... 706 00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:38,399 ..who'd leave the person he killed 707 00:45:38,400 --> 00:45:41,840 lying like a dog on the pavement. 708 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:46,559 That man deserves to go to prison 709 00:45:46,560 --> 00:45:49,279 for a long, long time. 710 00:45:49,280 --> 00:45:52,719 That man deserves to rot in prison and burn in hell, 711 00:45:52,720 --> 00:45:54,759 so may you do that, you bastard! 712 00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:57,880 Please, Mrs Warren... May you rot in prison and burn in hell! 00:46:02,719 I offered nothing in mitigation, no excuses. 714 00:46:02,720 --> 00:46:04,640 I drank four large vodkas. 715 00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:08,119 And the second I turned the key in that ignition, 716 00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:09,319 I killed that man. 717 00:46:09,320 --> 00:46:10,719 Me. 718 00:46:10,720 --> 00:46:12,719 No-one else. 719 00:46:12,720 --> 00:46:15,879 The trouble is when there are no excuses, 720 00:46:15,880 --> 00:46:17,639 the guilt is overwhelming, 721 00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:20,840 the flashbacks more and more devastating. 722 00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:25,280 I dreaded those flashbacks at the start of my sentence... 723 00:46:26,680 --> 00:46:28,640 ...but a year or so passed and, er... 724 00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:31,479 ..I started to welcome them. 725 00:46:31,480 --> 00:46:33,840 I saw them as atonement, you see. 726 00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:36,680 A few months later... 727 00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:41,920 ...I realised that I'd been kidding myself. 728 00:46:43,240 --> 00:46:44,919 They weren't atonement at all. 729 00:46:44,920 --> 00:46:48,199 They were simply a reminder of the need to atone. 730 00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:51,959 More months passed and I realised I was still kidding myself, 731 00:46:51,960 --> 00:46:53,879 cos you can never atone, 732 00:46:53,880 --> 00:46:56,640 you can never atone for the killing of another human being. 733 00:46:57,880 --> 00:46:59,680 All you can do is try. 734 00:47:02,440 --> 00:47:04,000 So how do I do that? 735 00:47:05,080 --> 00:47:07,279 How do I try to atone? 736 00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:09,120 Well... 737 00:47:10,160 --> 00:47:11,720 ..as corny as it sounds... 738 00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:14,719 ..by living a good life. 739 00:47:14,720 --> 00:47:16,479 If... If I'm allowed to, 740 00:47:16,480 --> 00:47:19,800 I'll continue to work with teenagers at risk. 741 00:47:21,120 --> 00:47:22,920 I'll refrain from alcohol. 742 00:47:24,480 --> 00:47:27,440 And I'll try and live a good life. 743 00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:30,480 Thank you. 744 00:48:06,240 --> 00:48:08,760 Here we are, mate. Vale Road. 745 00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:43,120 HE SIGHS 746 00:48:48,680 --> 00:48:50,719 Everything all right? Yeah. 747 00:48:50,720 --> 00:48:51,880 Yeah, just take me back. 748 00:48:58,240 --> 00:48:59,800 DOOR ENTRY BUZZES 749 00:49:24,120 --> 00:49:27,120 OK? No. 750 00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:30,120 Couldn't do it. 751 00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:32,280 Why not? 752 00:49:33,520 --> 00:49:34,879 I need to live a good life 753 00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:38,120 and bringing drugs into prison is not living a good life. 754 00:49:39,480 --> 00:49:40,840 You're serious? 755 00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:43,160 Yeah. 756 00:49:45,720 --> 00:49:47,800 You'd sooner take a caning? 757 00:49:49,640 --> 00:49:50,880 Yeah. 758 00:49:56,520 --> 00:49:58,120 Caning it is, then. 759 00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:14,519 There's three balls missing here, lads. 760 00:50:14,520 --> 00:50:16,519 Anyone seen the balls off this pool table? 761 00:50:16,520 --> 00:50:18,879 You lot, there's three balls missing off this table here. 762 00:50:18,880 --> 00:50:19,920 Where are they? 763 00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:23,479 Any of you seen where these balls have gone off this table? 764 00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:25,079 I'm not messing about now! 765 00:50:25,080 --> 00:50:26,959 Where's the balls off the table? 766 00:50:26,960 --> 00:50:29,199 Hey! Hey! There's two balls missing here! 767 00:50:29,200 --> 00:50:31,560 Where are they? I'll spin your cells! 768 00:50:34,520 --> 00:50:36,359 Right, I'll give yous one last chance 769 00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:38,400 or I'm sounding the alarm. Where's the balls? 770 00:50:42,720 --> 00:50:45,560 Right, you leave me no choice. Yeah? No choice. 771 00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:48,160 ALARM BLARES 772 00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:55,119 We're going to spin every singl 773 00:50:55,120 --> 00:50:56,719 Start getting back to your cells. 774 00:50:56,720 --> 00:50:57,999 Three balls missing here. 775 00:50:58,000 --> 00:50:59,319 Break his bones. 776 00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:01,559 Oi! Get off him! 777 00:51:01,560 --> 00:51:03,599 That's enough, Jackson. 778 00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:05,159 What's it to do with you? 779 00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:07,920 Plenty. Right? 780 00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:11,160 Fine. 781 00:51:17,240 --> 00:51:18,280 Shit. 782 00:51:19,320 --> 00:51:20,680 Mark? 783 00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:24,240 Mark? 784 00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:29,600 Boss! 785 00:51:30,720 --> 00:51:31,800 Boss! 786 00:51:32,800 --> 00:51:34,040 Boss! 787 00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:15,520 DOOR ENTRY BUZZES 788 00:52:19,560 --> 00:52:21,039 FINGERPRINT RECOGNITION BEEPS 789 00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:23,040 OK? Bye. 790 00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:27,560 KEYPAD BEEPS 791 00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:31,560 In there, please, Eric. 792 00:52:32,760 --> 00:52:34,719 Why? 793 00:52:34,720 --> 00:52:36,320 Random search. 794 00:52:41,840 --> 00:52:44,120 Let's not do this here. 795 00:52:45,920 --> 00:52:47,840 How did you know? 796 00:52:49,040 --> 00:52:51,599 I called Chapel Grove Prison. 797 00:52:51,600 --> 00:52:54,759 They told me your son was getting treated really well. 798 00:52:54,760 --> 00:52:56,360 Asked myself why. 799 00:52:58,320 --> 00:53:00,440 I had no choice, Joanne. 800 00:53:02,160 --> 00:53:03,680 I know. 801 00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:07,120 I'm really sorry. 802 00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:29,879 RINGING TONE 803 00:53:29,880 --> 00:53:31,320 PHONE BUZZES 804 00:53:38,480 --> 00:53:40,759 Hello? It's me. 805 00:53:40,760 --> 00:53:44,040 Where are you calling from? Police station. 806 00:53:46,320 --> 00:53:47,679 What? 807 00:53:47,680 --> 00:53:49,560 They searched me this morning on me way in. 808 00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:52,239 Oh, no. 809 00:53:52,240 --> 00:53:54,799 They're going to keep me here, 810 00:53:54,800 --> 00:53:56,839 and magistrates' in the morning. 811 00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:59,039 This isn't fair. Love, it's Craigmore. 812 00:53:59,040 --> 00:54:01,159 Will you, er...? Will you bring me some... 813 00:54:01,160 --> 00:54:03,959 ..some soap and some toothpaste, please? 814 00:54:03,960 --> 00:54:06,359 And I've only got me work gear, 815 00:54:06,360 --> 00:54:08,279 so can you bring me some clobber? 816 00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:10,079 No, because you'll get bail. 817 00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:13,159 No, I won't. They've asked me to name names. 818 00:54:13,160 --> 00:54:15,039 Well, you can't. 819 00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:16,440 I know. 820 00:54:17,560 --> 00:54:20,360 God, you've only done what any father would've done. 821 00:54:21,400 --> 00:54:23,480 I'm just ironing a shirt for you. 822 00:54:26,760 --> 00:54:27,999 DOOR OPENS 823 00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:29,359 Eric? 824 00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:30,400 All right. 825 00:54:31,920 --> 00:54:33,440 Ta-ra. Eric? 826 00:54:34,680 --> 00:54:35,880 Eric? 827 00:54:50,000 --> 00:54:51,400 TOOTHBRUSH SCRUBS 828 00:55:02,920 --> 00:55:03,960 TOOTHBRUSH CLATTERS 829 00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:06,680 KEYS JANGLE 830 00:55:07,680 --> 00:55:09,080 LOCK CLANGS 831 00:55:15,080 --> 00:55:16,600 You ready? 832 00:55:17,760 --> 00:55:19,120 Yeah. 833 00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:32,360 Aye aye. 834 00:55:33,920 --> 00:55:36,039 Hey, Kav. You getting off, then? 835 00:55:36,040 --> 00:55:37,479 Yeah. 836 00:55:37,480 --> 00:55:40,039 Yeah, I've left some stuff in there for you, 837 00:55:40,040 --> 00:55:42,079 for you and Paul, if you want it. 838 00:55:42,080 --> 00:55:43,400 Yeah. Cheers. 839 00:55:45,080 --> 00:55:47,279 Shall I write? Show off a bit? 840 00:55:47,280 --> 00:55:48,639 Yeah. 841 00:55:48,640 --> 00:55:49,879 BOTH CHUCKLE 842 00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:51,479 Good idea! 843 00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:53,919 I'll write to you first, let you know where I am and that. 844 00:55:53,920 --> 00:55:56,040 Eh? Great. Yeah. 845 00:55:57,440 --> 00:55:58,920 Thanks. 846 00:55:59,960 --> 00:56:02,799 Oh, thank you, Kav. Thank you. 847 00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:05,120 Come on, mate. Yeah? 848 00:56:06,280 --> 00:56:07,560 Look after yourself, Mark. 849 00:56:08,960 --> 00:56:10,080 You an' all. 850 00:56:11,080 --> 00:56:13,359 You don't come back, yeah? 851 00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:15,319 Yeah. I'll... I'll try not to. 852 00:56:15,320 --> 00:56:17,039 BOTH CHUCKLE 853 00:56:17,040 --> 00:56:20,000 See you, then. See you. < 854 00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:24,560 Do you think I could see Daniel? 855 00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:27,040 Yeah. 856 00:56:34,000 --> 00:56:35,520 Hey, you all right? 857 00:56:39,560 --> 00:56:41,519 It's me - Mark. 858 00:56:41,520 --> 00:56:42,880 Mark? 859 00:56:43,880 --> 00:56:45,519 Yeah. 860 00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:46,799 You OK? 861 00:56:46,800 --> 00:56:49,239 Yeah. I am. Getting out, mate. 862 00:56:49,240 --> 00:56:50,720 Right. 863 00:56:54,520 --> 00:56:55,760 I still see him. 864 00:56:59,600 --> 00:57:01,480 Gerard? 865 00:57:05,160 --> 00:57:06,880 I still see him, man. 866 00:57:13,160 --> 00:57:14,920 Well, good luck, yeah? 867 00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:27,040 Right, come on. 868 00:57:28,400 --> 00:57:29,520 Yeah. 869 00:57:43,480 --> 00:57:46,160 Some of these are up in court, so they'll go first. 870 00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:49,840 Some of them are moving prison, so they go second. 871 00:57:51,080 --> 00:57:52,960 But you are getting out... 872 00:57:54,080 --> 00:57:56,280 ..so you'll go last. OK. 873 00:57:58,600 --> 00:58:00,800 Good luck, mate. Oh, thanks. 874 00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:08,200 All right, Mr Mac? 875 00:58:09,320 --> 00:58:10,680 All right, Mark? 876 00:58:13,400 --> 00:58:14,639 Can I? 877 00:58:14,640 --> 00:58:16,400 Yeah. Yeah. 878 00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:24,239 You up for sentencing? 879 00:58:24,240 --> 00:58:25,440 Yeah. 880 00:58:26,800 --> 00:58:28,399 Yeah. You getting out? 881 00:58:28,400 --> 00:58:29,600 Yeah. 882 00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:34,920 How long did you do in the end? 883 00:58:36,160 --> 00:58:37,480 Two years. 884 00:58:39,440 --> 00:58:41,359 Time flies when you're having fun, eh? 885 00:58:41,360 --> 00:58:42,560 Yeah. 886 00:58:44,520 --> 00:58:46,320 How long will you get? 887 00:58:47,880 --> 00:58:49,799 Three, if I'm lucky. 888 00:58:49,800 --> 00:58:51,400 Five, if I'm not. 889 00:58:52,800 --> 00:58:55,200 I won't be doing it here, though. 890 00:58:57,280 --> 00:58:59,800 Offer me four and I'd snatch your hand off. 891 00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:04,680 You were a good officer. 892 00:59:05,920 --> 00:59:07,520 Firm but fair, you know. 893 00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:11,840 Thanks. 894 00:59:25,760 --> 00:59:28,239 Your Honour, I can't give you his name. 895 00:59:28,240 --> 00:59:29,959 You know, he's in jail 896 00:59:29,960 --> 00:59:33,399 and yet he can order men 200 miles away in another jail 897 00:59:33,400 --> 00:59:35,119 to batter me son. 898 00:59:35,120 --> 00:59:37,560 And if I give you his name, then it'll just happen again. 899 00:59:38,800 --> 00:59:41,160 Now, you told me if I don't name his name, then... 900 00:59:42,440 --> 00:59:44,520 ..you know, I'll get a longer sentence. 901 00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:48,399 But I was prepared to smuggle drugs into my own prison 902 00:59:48,400 --> 00:59:49,840 to protect my son. 903 00:59:50,920 --> 00:59:53,079 You know, me, an officer, 904 00:59:53,080 --> 00:59:55,519 22 years' impeccable service, 905 00:59:55,520 --> 00:59:57,440 smuggling drugs into his own nick. 906 01:00:01,800 --> 01:00:03,599 And if I was prepared to do that 907 01:00:03,600 --> 01:00:05,040 to protect our son... 908 01:00:07,080 --> 01:00:09,879 ..then I'm more than ready to do another year or so 909 01:00:09,880 --> 01:00:11,200 for him, Your Honour. 910 01:00:12,640 --> 01:00:14,159 Consideration will be given 911 01:00:14,160 --> 01:00:15,759 to your impeccable career 912 01:00:15,760 --> 01:00:18,039 and the full one-third discount for your guilty plea, 913 01:00:18,040 --> 01:00:20,840 but, in all the circumstances, that is all that can be offered. 914 01:00:23,440 --> 01:00:26,719 Eric McNally, you will go to prison for four years. 915 01:00:26,720 --> 01:00:29,160 Take him down, please. 916 01:00:35,080 --> 01:00:38,599 There was no way we weren't going down! We were going down cos 917 01:00:38,600 --> 01:00:39,640 BANGING ON DOOR 918 01:00:40,320 --> 01:00:41,640 SHOUTING CONTINUES 919 01:01:12,680 --> 01:01:14,480 Just to one side, please. 920 01:01:18,480 --> 01:01:20,040 Go through. 921 01:01:26,520 --> 01:01:28,360 DOOR ENTRY BUZZES 922 01:01:37,440 --> 01:01:38,560 Hiya. 923 01:01:39,520 --> 01:01:40,960 Look at you! 924 01:02:13,120 --> 01:02:14,440 DOOR OPENS 925 01:02:21,640 --> 01:02:22,800 Hello. 926 01:02:23,960 --> 01:02:25,320 Hello. 927 01:02:26,320 --> 01:02:27,679 Thanks for coming. 928 01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:30,160 Would you like to sit down? 929 01:02:31,400 --> 01:02:32,679 Er, do you want something? 930 01:02:32,680 --> 01:02:34,799 No. No, thanks. Tea or coffee? 931 01:02:34,800 --> 01:02:36,440 I'm fine, thanks. 932 01:02:42,280 --> 01:02:45,800 Er, do you mind if I ask how your family are? 933 01:02:47,920 --> 01:02:49,040 No. 934 01:02:50,920 --> 01:02:51,960 They're... 935 01:02:52,920 --> 01:02:54,040 ..good. 936 01:02:58,200 --> 01:02:59,439 You've got a son? 937 01:02:59,440 --> 01:03:01,639 Yeah. Er, Tom. 938 01:03:01,640 --> 01:03:04,560 How's he? Tom? He's good too. 939 01:03:08,320 --> 01:03:10,159 You wrote me a letter. 940 01:03:10,160 --> 01:03:12,159 Yeah. What did it say? 941 01:03:12,160 --> 01:03:13,240 I've... 942 01:03:14,200 --> 01:03:15,800 ..got it here. There it is. 943 01:03:31,280 --> 01:03:32,439 "Sorry." 944 01:03:32,440 --> 01:03:33,760 Yeah. 945 01:03:36,440 --> 01:03:39,279 Who does it help, me reading it? 946 01:03:39,280 --> 01:03:41,199 You or me? 947 01:03:41,200 --> 01:03:42,280 Um... 948 01:03:43,240 --> 01:03:44,560 ..me. 949 01:03:52,760 --> 01:03:56,240 Does...Tom know you were in prison? 950 01:03:57,920 --> 01:03:59,680 Huh. Yeah. 951 01:04:01,920 --> 01:04:03,520 Does he know what you did? 952 01:04:04,520 --> 01:04:05,840 Yeah. 953 01:04:06,880 --> 01:04:09,040 People will always know what I did. 954 01:04:09,960 --> 01:04:11,360 Everybody. 955 01:04:13,480 --> 01:04:14,960 I owe it to me. 956 01:04:16,240 --> 01:04:18,960 I owe it to you. I owe it to your kids. 957 01:04:21,520 --> 01:04:24,000 And I owe it to your husband. 958 01:04:43,920 --> 01:04:45,760 This is my address. 959 01:04:50,000 --> 01:04:53,880 If you write again, I... I will read it. 960 01:04:57,640 --> 01:05:00,080 I want to forgive you, you see. 961 01:05:02,520 --> 01:05:05,120 I need to forgive you, because it's... 962 01:05:08,840 --> 01:05:10,480 But I can't. 963 01:05:14,720 --> 01:05:17,680 I've...tried, and I can't. 964 01:05:24,000 --> 01:05:25,880 But I'll keep on trying. 965 01:05:27,520 --> 01:05:29,600 I promise you I'll keep on trying. 966 01:05:33,160 --> 01:05:34,600 Maybe one day. 967 01:05:36,920 --> 01:05:38,320 Thank you. 968 01:05:42,680 --> 01:05:44,280 Er... HE CLEARS HIS THROAT 969 01:05:47,120 --> 01:05:49,600 Have you managed to stay teetotal? 970 01:05:51,160 --> 01:05:52,440 Yeah. 971 01:05:53,880 --> 01:05:56,160 It's been nearly four years now.