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Oh, God.

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You are, by far, one of the kinkiest,
most deviant women I know.

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I know.
-Thank you.

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You wear it proudly.

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I do. I want that on a T-shirt.

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I think it's better to show than to tell.

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How have you been?
What have you been up to?

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Traveling a little bit.

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Just got back from Europe, and...

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In time for the weather here to...

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Yeah, go to shit.

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Really go to shit.

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How long have we been seeing
each other now?

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I think it's going on two years.

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So what made you start looking
for an escort?

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You know, I was going
through my divorce.

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I was lonely, and so I thought,
"I want companionship..."

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"But it should be with somebody
who knows the ropes,

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"and it's a relationship
with clear boundaries

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and safety rails..."

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I guess would be a good word.

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And so I go to my therapist,
and I say to her,

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"I just ended
this messy rebound relationship,

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"and I really don't think I'm supposed
to be getting into a romantic relationship

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"with someone else real soon,

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but I'm thinking that I want to maybe see
an escort."

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And she thought about it
for about a minute.

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A whole minute?

29
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And she was like,
"I think it actually is a great idea."

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You are therapist-approved.

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Yes!

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I have a skill set of how I interact
with the world.

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The understanding that connection
is a learned skill,

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not something that happens organically
between two people,

35
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is really important,

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and it's one of the reasons
people pay professionals.

37
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So what was your biggest fear?

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So I had cancer surgery,
and then I got divorced.

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So, after the cancer surgery,
you know, I was struggling with ED.

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You're worried about meeting somebody,

41
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you know, where you have
to bring that topic up.

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Things could have gotten complicated,
or things could've been a little scary.

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I'm like, "All right, yeah, I have ED.
What are we gonna do?"

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And you showed me
there are so many things to do.

45
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You can get injections for your...

46
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You know, for your ED,
and they actually worked,

47
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and you love giving injections, so...

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Perfect, right?
-You can call me Dr. Endza.

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I need a lab coat.

50
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No, I think I prefer you in heels.

51
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I could wear a lab coat and heels.

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Well, I'm gonna use the ladies' room.

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Okay.
-And then I think I have

54
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a wonderful outfit to show you.

55
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That would be great.

56
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The need for intimacy
is very, very wrapped up in sex.

57
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Should I get in the bedroom?

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Wherever you are most comfortable.

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It's part of who we are,
and our puritanical society

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tries to deny that.

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People come to me with desires
and kinks and fetishes

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that they have never been able to talk
to anyone about.

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They can be married for 40 years,
never once mention this partner.

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And they want something that is

65
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so necessary to who they are as a person

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and have never been able to realize that.

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And those are some of my favorite things
about this job.

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So beautiful.

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You're quite handsome yourself.

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Oh, thank you, sweetheart.

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You are just evil.

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Evil?

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Aww, you're so sweet.

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Clients are generally wonderful and kind.

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They treat me so much better

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than the average person treats a barista.

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It feels like they're being exploited

78
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for working minimum wage
for people who yell at you all day,

79
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when I get to make a good living

80
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off of people who treat me
with a lot of respect.

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I'll have my way with you.

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Oh, dear.

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The gentleman I'm seeing tonight...

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I emailed him, actually, yesterday,
just was like,

85
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"You're gonna be my first gentleman
that I'm gonna see",

86
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and he, I think, is really excited
about that

87
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and just wants me to have a good time

88
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and said he's gonna be
on his best behavior.

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The biggest question is,
"Do I wash the hair?"

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I think that makes him feel special, too.

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He's not just gonna be another face

92
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or another gentleman, so...

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I told him I had two open days this week
with my busy schedule,

94
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and he was super flexible about it.

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I've had a couple guys that last week
I could've gotten together with them,

96
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but I chose not to.

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I was just like, "It's too last minute,

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"and it just seems, like, very rushed,

99
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and, like, I can't pull it together
in two hours."

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Like, I need more prep than that,

101
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like going to get waxed
and getting your nails done

102
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and making sure you have, like,

103
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the right outfit and the right underwear,

104
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and it's a lot of stuff
you have to think about.

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Like, even just in the back of my mind,

106
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I'm like, "What are we gonna talk about
for three hours?"

107
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Especially if they're someone
that doesn't have a lot of social skills,

108
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which I feel like that could happen
in Seattle,

109
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'cause we have such a big tech industry.

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My 14-hour days...
if I make 300 bucks, I'm stoked.

111
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Serving tables, being a barista
is really hard.

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I usually am on my feet
for at least 12 hours a day,

113
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busting my ass and having people
piss me off all day.

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I am really excited to start working less.

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I've been cutting back already at work

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to just preemptively build
more time in my schedule.

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I feel good about it.

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Like, couple weeks ago,
I was really struggling

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with just having everything be in limbo,

120
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like, not having my pictures,
not having my website,

121
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after paying for underwear and advertising

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and all the odds and ends that it takes.

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Tonight most of that is gonna go

124
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towards, like, of course,
making sure rent is paid,

125
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and then I have two big credit cards
I haven't paid in, like, six months,

126
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so I'm excited to pay those off finally.

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I've been stressing out about those bills
for the last six months,

128
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and that can just be taken care of
in an hour or two.

129
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So that's pretty awesome.

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On my website, I have,

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under my expectations, GFE,
so that means "girlfriend experience."

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So I feel like that's
pretty straightforward.

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It's like, no freaky shit.

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Like, be a gentleman, be clean.
It's really straightforward.

135
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So I'm finding
that the more I overthink it,

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the more complicated it makes it,

137
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and I just need to do what I already know
how to do,

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which is just go on a date.

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Yes, this is my first time
doing this professionally,

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but it's something that I know how to do
and am good at.

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We're actually gonna be at his place,
which is nice,

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'cause that saves me 300 bucks on a hotel.

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He really wants to get to know me first.

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I'm a little nervous about that
when that time comes.

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So we'll see.

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