1 00:00:58,170 --> 00:00:59,750 Ladies and gentlemen, 2 00:00:59,830 --> 00:01:01,960 I invite you to continue towards the Great Hall. 3 00:01:02,880 --> 00:01:06,040 You are gorgeous. You are very elegant. 4 00:01:06,210 --> 00:01:09,040 I can't do it, Dottie. We can do it again? 5 00:01:09,130 --> 00:01:14,000 - They could deliver it to my house. - John, he's an MBE, not a pizza. 6 00:01:14,080 --> 00:01:16,420 They are empowering you one of the highest honors 7 00:01:16,500 --> 00:01:18,330 that can be received. 8 00:01:18,420 --> 00:01:20,330 Sorry, friend, where is the exit? 9 00:01:20,420 --> 00:01:23,290 - Down the hall. - Well. I'm leaving. 10 00:01:23,380 --> 00:01:25,380 - John. - I'm going to make a fool of myself, Dottie. 11 00:01:25,460 --> 00:01:26,750 I'll say something I'll regret. 12 00:01:26,830 --> 00:01:30,580 There's nothing you can say that you haven't already heard. 13 00:01:30,670 --> 00:01:33,540 She is a woman of the world. She's a mother. She's a grandmother. 14 00:01:33,630 --> 00:01:35,460 She's the queen of the United Kingdom. 15 00:01:35,540 --> 00:01:39,170 Davidson, stop it now and listen to me, okay? 16 00:01:39,250 --> 00:01:41,580 If you are here today It's because you deserve it. 17 00:01:41,670 --> 00:01:43,170 You have earned this title 18 00:01:43,250 --> 00:01:46,540 as much as anyone else in this sumptuous palace. 19 00:01:46,630 --> 00:01:47,710 It's about to begin. 20 00:01:47,880 --> 00:01:50,830 All right, then go and keep us the places. 21 00:01:52,380 --> 00:01:55,420 - No. I can't do it, that's enough. - Davidson! 22 00:01:55,500 --> 00:01:59,710 - My lords, my ladies... - Move your ass and come in now, 23 00:01:59,790 --> 00:02:02,420 and make us proud. 24 00:02:04,250 --> 00:02:06,130 Go. 25 00:02:11,960 --> 00:02:14,000 If I say something, it's your fault. 26 00:02:14,080 --> 00:02:16,540 Okay, it's always my fault. 27 00:02:51,670 --> 00:02:54,710 Fuck the queen! 28 00:02:57,750 --> 00:03:00,920 - Everything is fine. - Sorry everyone. Sorry, Your Majesty. 29 00:03:29,170 --> 00:03:32,500 - Hi, Kenny. - Good morning, John. Late again. 30 00:03:32,680 --> 00:03:34,550 Traffic, you know how it is. 31 00:03:34,710 --> 00:03:37,580 There was hellish traffic. Opal Fruits, one pack. 32 00:03:37,750 --> 00:03:40,170 Opal Fruits, one pack, marked. 33 00:03:43,630 --> 00:03:45,710 Good morning! 34 00:03:45,880 --> 00:03:47,170 How is it going? 35 00:03:59,460 --> 00:04:01,540 - Hello, John. - HI. 36 00:04:01,630 --> 00:04:03,380 You'll break your back, you know. 37 00:04:03,460 --> 00:04:05,250 I am fine. 38 00:04:22,790 --> 00:04:25,040 You shined your shoes for the game, John? 39 00:04:25,130 --> 00:04:28,130 Yes. I put polish on it and everything else. 40 00:04:28,210 --> 00:04:30,540 John, after football I have to take you shopping. 41 00:04:30,630 --> 00:04:31,670 I don't work much today. 42 00:04:31,750 --> 00:04:33,960 I'll meet you at the stop when the game ends. 43 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:35,880 - Do I really have to? - Yes, you must. 44 00:04:35,960 --> 00:04:38,500 In two weeks you start high school. 45 00:04:38,580 --> 00:04:41,210 This morning I work in a house near the park. 46 00:04:41,290 --> 00:04:44,500 - Maybe I'll come watch you play later. - Oh, great. 47 00:04:52,580 --> 00:04:55,380 Come on, come on! Come on! Attack them! Move! 48 00:04:55,540 --> 00:04:58,040 Go for it. As! 49 00:04:58,130 --> 00:04:59,540 - Jesus Christ! - Referee! Referee! 50 00:04:59,710 --> 00:05:02,290 Don't throw him down in the box! 51 00:05:02,380 --> 00:05:05,750 Out of the area! But what are you doing? 52 00:05:05,830 --> 00:05:08,380 - Oh! What a clown. - Are you okay, Billie? 53 00:05:08,540 --> 00:05:10,420 Napier gave away another penalty. 54 00:05:10,510 --> 00:05:12,300 Don't worry, John saves it. 55 00:05:12,380 --> 00:05:14,290 I'll kill him. 56 00:05:16,130 --> 00:05:18,040 Come on, John! 57 00:05:19,460 --> 00:05:22,880 - Come on, Johnny! - Come on, Johnny! 58 00:05:27,330 --> 00:05:31,130 Yes! Yes, John! 59 00:05:31,290 --> 00:05:34,210 Fantastic save, boy, fantastic! 60 00:05:35,880 --> 00:05:39,290 Good, good. Yes. Like that. Calm down, guys. 61 00:05:39,460 --> 00:05:40,920 There is still time. 62 00:05:42,420 --> 00:05:44,080 Come on. 63 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:51,250 Billie said it was 64 00:05:51,330 --> 00:05:53,630 the best penalty save he had ever seen. 65 00:05:53,790 --> 00:05:56,670 He said he has a friend in Berwick Rangers. 66 00:05:58,630 --> 00:06:00,750 Roll up your shirt, John. 67 00:06:00,820 --> 00:06:05,160 Maybe I could even do it an audition as a professional goalkeeper. 68 00:06:06,330 --> 00:06:07,710 Fix your tie, John. 69 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:12,000 Dad saw her. He went crazy. 70 00:06:12,080 --> 00:06:14,250 He started punching the air and everything else. 71 00:06:14,330 --> 00:06:16,630 Hurry up. 72 00:06:18,540 --> 00:06:19,670 How do you feel? 73 00:06:19,830 --> 00:06:23,170 A little strange. A little… 74 00:06:23,250 --> 00:06:26,040 - great, you know? - You have to have room to grow. 75 00:06:26,130 --> 00:06:27,670 Stand still for a moment. 76 00:06:33,540 --> 00:06:34,790 That's fine. 77 00:06:36,040 --> 00:06:38,000 - Can I change? - Yes. 78 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:45,960 Now we just need to find you a pair of shoes, John. 79 00:06:46,040 --> 00:06:48,750 - Maybe I'll go fishing later. - That's a good idea. 80 00:06:48,820 --> 00:06:50,660 It will relax you a little. 81 00:06:51,290 --> 00:06:54,540 How do you feel about the idea to start high school, John? 82 00:06:54,630 --> 00:06:57,580 - A little nervous. - It'll be fine. 83 00:06:57,670 --> 00:07:00,880 Keep your head down, stay out of trouble. 84 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:02,960 Work hard, John. 85 00:07:03,630 --> 00:07:06,290 Of course yes. I always do it. 86 00:07:27,130 --> 00:07:31,170 Welcome to your first day at Galashiels Secondary School. 87 00:07:31,330 --> 00:07:33,630 Today marks an anniversary. 88 00:07:33,710 --> 00:07:37,380 The beginning of a journey that will define who you are. 89 00:07:38,130 --> 00:07:39,830 It will determine what you accomplish 90 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:42,380 for the rest of your life. 91 00:07:42,460 --> 00:07:45,380 And it's my responsibility get you out of here 92 00:07:45,460 --> 00:07:47,880 having fully developed your potential. 93 00:07:47,960 --> 00:07:51,000 As for behavior and personal conduct, 94 00:07:51,170 --> 00:07:53,960 I demand nothing less that the highest standards. 95 00:07:54,880 --> 00:07:58,040 - Is that clear? - Yes, sir. 96 00:07:59,080 --> 00:08:01,330 - Are you okay, Murray? - Are you okay, John? 97 00:08:01,420 --> 00:08:02,710 - How is it going? - Yes, good. 98 00:08:02,790 --> 00:08:06,000 - They gave me extra chips. - What an ass. 99 00:08:06,080 --> 00:08:07,080 Ladies. 100 00:08:12,670 --> 00:08:14,580 So, how did it go the first day of school? 101 00:08:14,750 --> 00:08:16,040 Well. 102 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:23,420 - What is your name? - Why should I tell you? 103 00:08:23,580 --> 00:08:25,830 Why should you? Well… 104 00:08:25,920 --> 00:08:29,830 Because maybe you would like to come to the cinema with me. 105 00:08:29,920 --> 00:08:32,250 And how do you plan to pay? 106 00:08:32,330 --> 00:08:34,250 I do the rounds of the newspapers. I'm full of money. 107 00:08:34,420 --> 00:08:35,960 Get lost. 108 00:08:36,130 --> 00:08:38,460 It is true. He's full of money. 109 00:08:41,330 --> 00:08:43,750 Come on, William. Try a little. 110 00:08:43,920 --> 00:08:45,710 What did you eat for lunch, John? 111 00:08:45,790 --> 00:08:49,080 Eh… chips. 112 00:08:50,290 --> 00:08:51,880 Just chips? 113 00:08:51,960 --> 00:08:54,830 - Yes. - Chips twice in the same day? 114 00:08:54,920 --> 00:08:56,580 Chips twice in the same day? 115 00:08:56,750 --> 00:09:00,000 We have to be careful about these things. We don't want you to get pimples. 116 00:09:00,080 --> 00:09:04,210 - John. The sauce. - Mm. Sorry, mom. 117 00:09:04,290 --> 00:09:07,330 So, I talked to Billie today. 118 00:09:07,500 --> 00:09:11,250 His friend from Berwick Rangers, you know, the talent scout, 119 00:09:11,420 --> 00:09:14,290 he'll come to watch you play in goal. 120 00:09:15,710 --> 00:09:17,830 - Really? - Yes. 121 00:09:19,250 --> 00:09:21,750 That penalty save must have made an impression. 122 00:09:21,870 --> 00:09:22,870 Fantastic. 123 00:09:24,080 --> 00:09:25,920 I dream of a body like Leda 124 00:09:26,630 --> 00:09:29,790 bent over a dying fire, a… 125 00:09:29,880 --> 00:09:34,290 a story that she… he told of a harsh rebuke 126 00:09:34,370 --> 00:09:37,120 or a banal event… 127 00:09:38,150 --> 00:09:41,520 that changed one day in childhood in tragedy. 128 00:09:41,630 --> 00:09:45,040 Eh... he narrated, and it seemed... 129 00:09:46,500 --> 00:09:50,170 - He narrated and it seemed that... - John, are you okay? 130 00:09:50,330 --> 00:09:53,290 It seemed that our two natures merged into one… 131 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:58,130 In… in a… 132 00:09:58,210 --> 00:10:00,540 - In a… - John, what's going on? 133 00:10:00,630 --> 00:10:05,130 - Someone electrified his chair. - Shh! John. 134 00:10:06,880 --> 00:10:08,920 I can go to the bathroom, please, teacher? 135 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:11,170 Yes. Go ahead and put yourself back together. 136 00:10:47,880 --> 00:10:50,130 Come on! 137 00:10:50,210 --> 00:10:52,250 - Leave me alone. - Do it. Foul. 138 00:10:52,330 --> 00:10:55,460 - Fuck you! - Do that tic thing sometime. 139 00:10:55,540 --> 00:10:58,460 - Come on. Stop it, come on. - No, no, I have it. 140 00:10:58,540 --> 00:11:01,330 I have it too. 141 00:11:01,420 --> 00:11:02,490 Look at John. 142 00:11:02,630 --> 00:11:04,210 Fuck you. 143 00:11:04,290 --> 00:11:07,000 - No. - Get lost. 144 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:10,000 Look at it. 145 00:11:17,040 --> 00:11:20,000 - How did school go, Sharon? - Well, yes. 146 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:23,460 You still have the same friends in class, or…? 147 00:11:23,540 --> 00:11:25,750 That is, it's a little different. 148 00:11:25,920 --> 00:11:28,170 Gymnastics has changed the most. But I still have… 149 00:11:28,250 --> 00:11:29,830 John. 150 00:11:29,920 --> 00:11:31,750 - What are you doing? - Eh… 151 00:11:31,830 --> 00:11:34,380 It's nothing. Don't pay attention to it. 152 00:11:35,830 --> 00:11:38,500 What is this nonsense? 153 00:11:38,670 --> 00:11:39,670 I do not know. 154 00:11:39,750 --> 00:11:43,580 - Don't be stupid. - I don't want to talk about it. 155 00:11:43,750 --> 00:11:45,460 - John. - I… 156 00:11:45,630 --> 00:11:48,420 - John, where are you going? - John. 157 00:11:48,500 --> 00:11:51,290 Don't let dinner get cold. 158 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:55,960 Come on, everyone. Continue eating. 159 00:11:56,040 --> 00:11:58,170 What the hell is wrong with him? 160 00:11:58,830 --> 00:12:02,210 John, what's wrong with you? 161 00:12:02,290 --> 00:12:05,130 - Nothing. - It's clear there's something. 162 00:12:05,210 --> 00:12:07,330 Be silly at the table. 163 00:12:08,920 --> 00:12:11,420 Well… 164 00:12:11,500 --> 00:12:15,750 I started doing this thing with the neck and with the eyes. 165 00:12:15,830 --> 00:12:19,420 Shots. Spasms. 166 00:12:20,080 --> 00:12:21,790 Well, you're not doing that now. 167 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:25,550 You're imagining it, John. 168 00:12:25,670 --> 00:12:28,170 Take a warm bath and go to bed early. 169 00:12:28,330 --> 00:12:30,540 You'll be fine in the morning. 170 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:42,790 - Are you okay, Kerry? - Are you okay, John? 171 00:12:43,580 --> 00:12:47,250 - This is my mother. - You're awake, huh? 172 00:12:47,330 --> 00:12:49,790 You invite my daughter out the first day in a new school. 173 00:12:49,880 --> 00:12:53,670 - Let's just watch a movie. - Mm. Is it appropriate? 174 00:12:54,630 --> 00:12:57,040 - Is it suitable for your age? - Yes, I think. 175 00:12:57,210 --> 00:12:58,280 Are there any swear words? 176 00:12:59,540 --> 00:13:04,210 - Eh... I don't think so. - Don't you think so? 177 00:13:04,920 --> 00:13:07,380 And what is he talking about then? this movie? 178 00:13:07,460 --> 00:13:10,960 It's about a man who dresses as a woman. 179 00:13:11,130 --> 00:13:13,290 Well, that's not a great start, I would say. 180 00:13:13,380 --> 00:13:16,210 - You won't watch that. - Mom. Jesus! 181 00:13:16,290 --> 00:13:19,000 Language, Kerry. 182 00:13:19,170 --> 00:13:23,460 Hey. No strange jokes, clear? 183 00:13:24,330 --> 00:13:25,830 Ladies and gentlemen, 184 00:13:25,960 --> 00:13:28,000 your projectionist tonight it's Eric, 185 00:13:28,040 --> 00:13:32,630 who does a tiring job and he does it very well, 186 00:13:32,790 --> 00:13:35,080 and, unlike you, he didn't have time to take 187 00:13:35,180 --> 00:13:37,590 a refreshing Kia Ora drink. Thank you. 188 00:14:04,420 --> 00:14:05,460 Suck my cock! 189 00:14:05,630 --> 00:14:07,290 Excuse me. Kerry. 190 00:14:07,460 --> 00:14:09,630 Sorry, Kerry. I didn't realize what I did. 191 00:14:09,710 --> 00:14:12,710 Take your hands off me! Leave me, you pervert! 192 00:14:12,880 --> 00:14:15,750 - Excuse me. - I told you no strange jokes! 193 00:14:15,920 --> 00:14:17,580 It's absurd. 194 00:14:19,250 --> 00:14:20,630 - Out. - I am sorry. 195 00:14:24,040 --> 00:14:25,080 Thank you. 196 00:14:51,670 --> 00:14:54,080 Do you mind if I join you? 197 00:14:54,670 --> 00:14:57,380 No, stay seated. 198 00:14:58,540 --> 00:15:02,210 So, if I'm not mistaken are you all first years? 199 00:15:02,290 --> 00:15:03,500 Yes, sir. 200 00:15:03,580 --> 00:15:05,790 - Are you settling in? - Yes, sir. 201 00:15:06,380 --> 00:15:08,460 How they seem to you canteen meals? 202 00:15:08,630 --> 00:15:11,000 Total bullshit! 203 00:15:11,170 --> 00:15:13,330 Eh… er… 204 00:15:13,500 --> 00:15:18,460 I'm… sorry, sir. I didn't mean to, sir. 205 00:15:20,540 --> 00:15:22,330 I… I… 206 00:15:22,420 --> 00:15:25,670 - What's your name, young man? - Davidson, sir. Eh… 207 00:15:25,750 --> 00:15:27,880 John Davidson, sir. 208 00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:32,380 I can ask you What hand do you write with, Mr. Davidson? 209 00:15:42,040 --> 00:15:45,040 All I ask of her, Mr Davidson, 210 00:15:45,130 --> 00:15:48,540 it is the reassurance that something like this will never happen again. 211 00:15:48,710 --> 00:15:50,830 Yes, sir. It won't happen again, sir. 212 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:53,750 I'll save you the embarrassment to contact his parents 213 00:15:53,830 --> 00:15:55,130 during the first week. 214 00:15:55,290 --> 00:15:59,130 But if I had to have reason to summon her here again… 215 00:16:00,540 --> 00:16:04,210 - Yes, sir. Thank you, sir. - Out. 216 00:16:25,540 --> 00:16:28,040 John. Come here. 217 00:16:31,540 --> 00:16:34,750 - What's happening to your neck? - Nothing. Stiff neck. 218 00:16:34,830 --> 00:16:36,830 Stiff neck? And what happens to the hand? 219 00:16:36,920 --> 00:16:38,460 - Which? - Which? 220 00:16:38,540 --> 00:16:41,580 The one you don't use to prevent the ball from entering. 221 00:16:41,670 --> 00:16:43,670 - Nothing, Billie. - Nothing, Billie? 222 00:16:43,750 --> 00:16:45,330 - Yes. - Listen. 223 00:16:45,420 --> 00:16:49,040 I have a friend coming to watch you. I need you to be at your best. 224 00:16:49,130 --> 00:16:50,960 - Yes? - Yes, Billie. Everything is fine. 225 00:16:51,040 --> 00:16:54,130 Well, come here. You come. See what you have here? 226 00:16:54,210 --> 00:16:55,380 Use both hands, okay? 227 00:16:55,540 --> 00:16:57,750 Both. You have to use both. 228 00:16:57,920 --> 00:17:00,500 - Okay? Come on, let's go. - Calm. 229 00:17:01,290 --> 00:17:03,790 Archie Gemmill style. Come on. 230 00:17:03,880 --> 00:17:06,330 - Come on, John, concentrate. - Both hands. 231 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:09,880 John, wake up, come on! 232 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:12,380 - Both hands. - What are you doing? 233 00:17:12,460 --> 00:17:14,960 Both. 234 00:17:22,040 --> 00:17:25,750 - Billie. - Gerry, how are you? 235 00:17:27,250 --> 00:17:31,540 - Is he the boy? - Yes, it's him. Johnny Davidson. 236 00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:38,540 - Is he disabled? - No. 237 00:17:38,630 --> 00:17:41,080 He's just a little nervous, that's all. 238 00:17:42,500 --> 00:17:44,630 Come on, John. Look at it. 239 00:17:44,790 --> 00:17:47,880 - Come on. Enter the game. - Go, go, go. 240 00:17:54,790 --> 00:17:56,550 You made me come here for this? 241 00:17:59,130 --> 00:18:01,960 Gerry, he's usually very good, I don't know what came over him. 242 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:03,830 Gerry, give him a chance. 243 00:18:03,920 --> 00:18:06,960 John, wake up! You're throwing it all away, boy. 244 00:18:07,130 --> 00:18:09,210 He threw everything away. A unique opportunity, and what does it do? 245 00:18:09,290 --> 00:18:11,130 - David, stop. - He played the clown. 246 00:18:11,210 --> 00:18:12,290 Enough. 247 00:18:12,380 --> 00:18:14,830 That talent scout came on purpose by Berwick Rangers. 248 00:18:14,870 --> 00:18:17,200 - He'll hear you. - I want you to hear me! 249 00:18:17,420 --> 00:18:19,040 Today I felt ashamed! 250 00:18:19,130 --> 00:18:21,750 I've had enough of him, and I've had enough of you too. 251 00:18:21,830 --> 00:18:24,750 Ah, so it's all my fault what if he didn't play well? 252 00:18:24,830 --> 00:18:26,420 Why does he behave like this? 253 00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:27,540 Listen to how you speak. 254 00:18:27,630 --> 00:18:29,460 He's probably scared of you, 255 00:18:29,540 --> 00:18:31,170 for how you scream and behave. 256 00:18:35,500 --> 00:18:36,830 I can sign up 257 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:39,170 to take home the class rabbit? 258 00:18:39,330 --> 00:18:42,040 It's too much responsibility, clean the cage. 259 00:18:44,080 --> 00:18:45,920 - Excuse me. - John, stop. 260 00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:47,460 - John. - Excuse me. 261 00:18:47,540 --> 00:18:49,460 Enough, please. 262 00:18:49,960 --> 00:18:53,170 I don't mind picking rabbit poop. It's like raisins. 263 00:18:53,250 --> 00:18:56,170 - Rabbit shit! - John! 264 00:18:56,330 --> 00:18:57,540 Excuse me. Excuse me. 265 00:18:57,630 --> 00:19:00,330 - You don't have to say it. - I didn't want to. 266 00:19:00,500 --> 00:19:02,790 This is what I was talking to you about before, at the football field. 267 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:04,250 What's all this story? 268 00:19:04,420 --> 00:19:07,500 - Oh! -John! But what the hell? 269 00:19:07,670 --> 00:19:09,830 Take the plate and leave from the table. I've had enough. 270 00:19:09,920 --> 00:19:12,540 Swearing and spitting. It's disgusting. 271 00:19:12,710 --> 00:19:15,630 Have you had enough? I've had enough. 272 00:19:15,790 --> 00:19:17,040 - Then go. - Yes, I'm going. 273 00:19:17,130 --> 00:19:19,290 At the pub, as usual. 274 00:19:22,580 --> 00:19:25,380 Always when you need it. 275 00:19:25,460 --> 00:19:29,330 There, near the fireplace. From now on you eat there. 276 00:19:29,420 --> 00:19:32,500 In this house you will never use again similar language, clear? 277 00:19:32,580 --> 00:19:35,920 And don't ever spit on me again. Sit on the floor. 278 00:19:36,010 --> 00:19:37,220 Down, John! 279 00:19:37,290 --> 00:19:39,500 - Mom, stop. - There's no need to scream. 280 00:19:39,580 --> 00:19:41,630 Face towards the fireplace. 281 00:19:41,790 --> 00:19:43,630 Towards the fireplace. 282 00:19:43,710 --> 00:19:45,830 If you have to spit, spit into the hearth. 283 00:19:46,630 --> 00:19:50,000 Not about me, not about your father, nor on your brother or sisters. 284 00:19:50,080 --> 00:19:52,750 Sit down. Is it clear? 285 00:20:22,330 --> 00:20:28,000 Fight, fight, fight, fight, fight! 286 00:20:42,710 --> 00:20:45,630 Fight, fight, fight! 287 00:20:45,790 --> 00:20:47,080 Leave me alone! 288 00:20:55,250 --> 00:20:56,380 Stop it, immediately! 289 00:20:58,210 --> 00:21:00,500 - In the principal's office. - He insulted me! 290 00:21:00,670 --> 00:21:02,250 - I can't help it! - That's enough. 291 00:21:02,580 --> 00:21:03,960 I can't help it. 292 00:21:09,830 --> 00:21:13,540 Sorry, sir. I can't control myself either. 293 00:21:13,710 --> 00:21:17,960 He's a fucking monster. He started it. He insulted me. 294 00:21:27,130 --> 00:21:29,580 I expect better. Is it clear? 295 00:21:29,670 --> 00:21:32,500 - Yes, sir. - Out. 296 00:21:32,580 --> 00:21:34,040 Davidson. 297 00:21:42,040 --> 00:21:44,460 Sit down, Davidson. 298 00:21:48,630 --> 00:21:52,130 My opinion, if you may interest you… 299 00:21:52,210 --> 00:21:55,380 is that you would be better suited to another school. 300 00:21:55,460 --> 00:21:57,750 - It wasn't my fault, sir. - But yes. 301 00:21:57,830 --> 00:21:59,670 It is, and always will be, 302 00:21:59,750 --> 00:22:02,460 as long as you continue to behave like this. 303 00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:06,880 I'll give you the chance now, 304 00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,500 to admit that it's all fruit of your imagination 305 00:22:09,670 --> 00:22:11,420 just to get attention. 306 00:22:11,580 --> 00:22:13,420 Not so, sir. 307 00:22:14,330 --> 00:22:17,540 You think about it very carefully, Mr. Davidson. 308 00:22:17,630 --> 00:22:19,540 It's the last chance. 309 00:22:20,330 --> 00:22:22,290 I can't help it. 310 00:22:22,380 --> 00:22:24,790 Then we can't do anything for you. 311 00:22:24,880 --> 00:22:28,830 If it's not a hoax, you should be in an institution. 312 00:22:30,080 --> 00:22:32,000 What's your problem, boy? 313 00:22:32,080 --> 00:22:33,630 I don't know, sir. 314 00:22:33,710 --> 00:22:36,080 If you don't stop with this behavior, you will end up in prison. 315 00:22:36,170 --> 00:22:38,540 And if not in prison, something much worse. 316 00:22:38,710 --> 00:22:41,670 The real world, Mr. Davidson, out of this school, 317 00:22:41,750 --> 00:22:44,080 he won't be as understanding like we were. 318 00:22:44,170 --> 00:22:47,040 - Is that clear? - Yes, sir. 319 00:22:47,130 --> 00:22:51,080 I will contact soon your parents. Out! 320 00:22:52,500 --> 00:22:55,290 Asshole! 321 00:22:55,380 --> 00:22:57,420 Mr. Davidson. 322 00:22:59,250 --> 00:23:02,130 Before you go… 323 00:23:13,500 --> 00:23:17,130 Now, before dinner, 324 00:23:17,210 --> 00:23:19,330 I have to tell you something. 325 00:23:20,790 --> 00:23:22,420 Your father is leaving. 326 00:23:22,790 --> 00:23:25,040 Leave home, permanently. 327 00:23:27,460 --> 00:23:29,210 He won't come back. 328 00:23:30,080 --> 00:23:32,710 - Now eat. - Why? 329 00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:35,080 Because of me. 330 00:23:36,710 --> 00:23:40,130 It's my fault, right, mom? 331 00:23:40,210 --> 00:23:41,460 That's how it went. 332 00:23:41,540 --> 00:23:43,880 But it's my fault, right? 333 00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:46,630 Mom. 334 00:23:47,540 --> 00:23:49,460 Answer me! 335 00:24:22,380 --> 00:24:24,040 Fuck you. 336 00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:54,290 I prescribed Diazepam, five milligrams every three hours. 337 00:25:54,380 --> 00:25:56,290 I don't understand, he is only thirteen years old. 338 00:25:56,380 --> 00:25:58,210 He just fell into the river. 339 00:25:58,290 --> 00:26:00,630 I'm not convinced he fell, Mrs. Davidson. 340 00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:08,210 - I'm going crazy. - No. Don't talk nonsense. 341 00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:12,630 - I made dad go away. - No, John. No. 342 00:26:14,420 --> 00:26:16,000 It's just that… 343 00:26:16,920 --> 00:26:18,830 I can't take it anymore. 344 00:26:21,210 --> 00:26:23,460 I just want to kill myself. 345 00:26:23,540 --> 00:26:26,080 No, don't say something like that. 346 00:26:26,170 --> 00:26:28,630 It will all be fine. 347 00:26:30,420 --> 00:26:33,290 We'll get you back on your feet 348 00:26:33,380 --> 00:26:35,420 in a very short time. 349 00:26:36,710 --> 00:26:38,290 It's okay, John. 350 00:26:38,750 --> 00:26:40,460 Shh. 351 00:26:41,170 --> 00:26:43,130 Everything is fine. 352 00:26:44,210 --> 00:26:47,500 Yes. Shh. Now sleep. 353 00:26:47,580 --> 00:26:49,920 Sleep, John. 354 00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:51,540 Sleep. 355 00:26:51,570 --> 00:26:57,540 13 YEARS LATER 356 00:28:13,670 --> 00:28:16,630 They ask themselves who was I yelling at? 357 00:28:20,670 --> 00:28:23,170 Shh, John. Come on. 358 00:28:26,130 --> 00:28:29,170 A light bulb is fine sixty watts. 359 00:28:29,250 --> 00:28:33,420 So, um, they're useful some potatoes for dinner. 360 00:28:33,580 --> 00:28:35,380 - What are they for? - To boil. 361 00:28:35,460 --> 00:28:39,080 - Two are enough. - I'll take four, just to be safe. 362 00:28:39,250 --> 00:28:40,580 - What else? - Fuck. 363 00:28:40,670 --> 00:28:42,750 What else do I need, John? 364 00:28:42,830 --> 00:28:44,460 I need new toothpaste, Mom. 365 00:28:44,540 --> 00:28:46,210 Have you run out of what you're using? 366 00:28:46,290 --> 00:28:47,790 - Almost. - Wait until you finish it. 367 00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:49,130 Then we get another one. 368 00:28:49,210 --> 00:28:51,460 - All right. - Remind me of the bouillon cubes. 369 00:28:51,540 --> 00:28:54,000 Is it for a stew? A stew! 370 00:28:54,170 --> 00:28:56,000 - Enough. - Excuse me. 371 00:28:56,080 --> 00:28:59,080 Johnny D. Jesus! 372 00:28:59,250 --> 00:29:01,080 - How's it going, buddy? - I thought I heard you. 373 00:29:01,170 --> 00:29:02,580 - Everything OK? - Yes. 374 00:29:02,670 --> 00:29:05,710 Hello, Mrs. Davidson. I'm Murray, a friend of John's from school. 375 00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:10,540 Murray, how are you? I didn't have you recognized. You've grown up. 376 00:29:10,710 --> 00:29:12,960 - You look good. - Thank you. 377 00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:16,080 I've been to Australia. I had a job and everything, 378 00:29:16,250 --> 00:29:19,170 but my mother isn't very well, so I had to come back. 379 00:29:19,250 --> 00:29:21,290 I'm sorry, Murray. 380 00:29:21,380 --> 00:29:22,960 It does not matter. Fancy a drink, John? 381 00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:24,170 To have a chat? 382 00:29:24,250 --> 00:29:27,380 No, he can't drink, Murray. Do you take any medications. 383 00:29:27,460 --> 00:29:28,920 - Oh, okay. - Mh-mh. 384 00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:32,170 - Maybe we could take a walk? - A saw. It would be perfect. 385 00:29:32,250 --> 00:29:35,170 Would you like it, John? Go for a walk with Murray? 386 00:29:35,250 --> 00:29:38,000 So I can breathe a little? And then I'll see you at home? 387 00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:39,170 Mh. 388 00:29:39,250 --> 00:29:41,170 - It was nice seeing you. - See you out front? 389 00:29:41,250 --> 00:29:42,830 - Yes. - Hello. 390 00:29:44,210 --> 00:29:47,080 Now I have to get some coffee. 391 00:29:47,250 --> 00:29:51,080 It's hard to explain. It's as if… 392 00:29:51,460 --> 00:29:54,630 there was an impulse in the brain that makes me do things, 393 00:29:54,710 --> 00:29:56,630 or say things I shouldn't. 394 00:29:56,710 --> 00:30:00,040 Apparently his name is Tourette syndrome. 395 00:30:00,130 --> 00:30:02,710 Well, that's a good thing then that they know what it is. 396 00:30:02,790 --> 00:30:05,040 Yes. It was fantastic for the first few days, 397 00:30:05,130 --> 00:30:07,210 until they said that there is no cure. 398 00:30:07,290 --> 00:30:09,750 Christ, John, I'm sorry. 399 00:30:10,330 --> 00:30:11,790 And what happens now? 400 00:30:12,500 --> 00:30:14,170 - Are you looking for work? - Yes, I would like to, 401 00:30:14,250 --> 00:30:16,500 but, what can I do? 402 00:30:16,580 --> 00:30:18,420 What will they let me do? 403 00:30:19,630 --> 00:30:22,170 Anyway, tell me about Australia. 404 00:30:22,240 --> 00:30:24,240 - Oh, it was crazy. - Really? 405 00:30:24,330 --> 00:30:25,710 I went everywhere. 406 00:30:25,790 --> 00:30:29,080 I saw the Great Barrier Reef, I worked on a sheep farm. 407 00:30:29,170 --> 00:30:32,580 - Wow. - I had to come back early because… 408 00:30:32,670 --> 00:30:35,960 I don't know if you've ever met my mother… 409 00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:38,170 He has cancer. 410 00:30:38,250 --> 00:30:41,500 - Liver cancer. - Christ, Murray. 411 00:30:41,580 --> 00:30:44,420 They gave her six months to live. 412 00:30:44,500 --> 00:30:46,290 I'm sorry, man. 413 00:30:46,830 --> 00:30:48,500 You want to come in to eat something? 414 00:30:48,580 --> 00:30:50,290 - No, thanks, I'm fine. - Come on. 415 00:30:50,380 --> 00:30:52,290 I have to go home. I am tired. 416 00:30:52,380 --> 00:30:55,460 - I have to take the pills. Hitler! - Okay. Calm. 417 00:30:55,540 --> 00:30:57,250 If you want to do something one of these days, 418 00:30:57,330 --> 00:30:58,540 give me a shout. - All right. 419 00:30:58,630 --> 00:31:00,540 - See you soon, Murray. - See you soon. 420 00:31:00,700 --> 00:31:03,320 There is the scent of spaghetti Bolognese. Are you sure you don't want any? 421 00:31:03,360 --> 00:31:04,990 No, I'm fine. 422 00:31:05,510 --> 00:31:06,590 Hitler! 423 00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:09,000 Hey. 424 00:31:09,460 --> 00:31:12,170 What's wrong with them my spaghetti bolognese? 425 00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:15,170 I'm sure they are delicious. I just have to go back. 426 00:31:15,250 --> 00:31:16,960 What is your name? 427 00:31:17,580 --> 00:31:18,880 John. 428 00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:22,540 John, move your ass and come inside. At the table in two minutes. 429 00:31:22,710 --> 00:31:24,040 No, really… 430 00:31:24,580 --> 00:31:29,420 Fuck you. Fuck you, fuck you. 431 00:31:29,500 --> 00:31:31,960 God, John. 432 00:31:47,320 --> 00:31:48,990 Come on, John. 433 00:31:51,420 --> 00:31:52,460 Oh. 434 00:31:54,960 --> 00:31:57,500 Come in, dear. I'm Dottie. 435 00:31:58,330 --> 00:32:01,750 You're dying of cancer! Ha-ha! 436 00:32:01,830 --> 00:32:05,500 For God's sake, John. Excuse me. 437 00:32:06,920 --> 00:32:08,670 All right. 438 00:32:08,750 --> 00:32:10,830 Well, for me too It's a pleasure to meet you. 439 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:12,750 I'm really sorry. 440 00:32:14,210 --> 00:32:15,790 Calm. 441 00:32:15,890 --> 00:32:19,390 You know, it's the most honest thing that someone has told me for months. 442 00:32:20,500 --> 00:32:23,000 Come on, come on. Go sit down. 443 00:32:23,420 --> 00:32:25,000 Is it safe? 444 00:32:25,080 --> 00:32:29,000 Don't worry, I don't bite. 445 00:32:29,790 --> 00:32:33,460 - Do I have to take off my shoes? - No, we don't act refined here. 446 00:32:42,170 --> 00:32:45,830 John? It's getting cold. 447 00:32:45,910 --> 00:32:48,780 Yes, go ahead and start. Don't worry. 448 00:32:51,960 --> 00:32:55,080 Well. Let's eat. 449 00:33:02,710 --> 00:33:05,540 Asshole. 450 00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:17,830 What the hell was that? 451 00:33:18,920 --> 00:33:20,000 Murray? 452 00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:22,630 I do not know. 453 00:33:23,330 --> 00:33:27,000 Mom, he's not well. Do you take any medications. 454 00:33:27,080 --> 00:33:29,170 I imagined it. 455 00:33:29,330 --> 00:33:31,330 You want to go and see is he okay? 456 00:33:31,420 --> 00:33:34,170 Can't I eat first? 457 00:33:34,250 --> 00:33:38,790 Okay, let's give it to him then just a minute, okay? 458 00:33:58,170 --> 00:33:59,790 John? 459 00:34:13,880 --> 00:34:15,210 John… 460 00:34:16,540 --> 00:34:19,880 Breathe. 461 00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:25,290 - Fuck you. - John. 462 00:34:25,380 --> 00:34:26,540 HI. 463 00:34:26,710 --> 00:34:29,580 - Everything OK? - Yes, I'm fine, thanks. 464 00:34:30,750 --> 00:34:33,670 I just wanted to say that, um... 465 00:34:33,750 --> 00:34:37,670 - when I was in the bathroom... - Yes, I know. I saw. 466 00:34:39,670 --> 00:34:41,630 Okay, then, um… 467 00:34:42,790 --> 00:34:44,580 I just wanted to sorry for first. 468 00:34:44,750 --> 00:34:49,210 Calm. What medications do you take? 469 00:34:51,080 --> 00:34:52,500 Nobody. 470 00:34:54,170 --> 00:34:57,960 I'm a psychiatric nurse for years. 471 00:34:58,130 --> 00:34:59,500 So… 472 00:35:04,130 --> 00:35:06,080 - It's called haloperidol. - Oh. 473 00:35:06,170 --> 00:35:08,000 I'm much worse if I don't take it. 474 00:35:08,080 --> 00:35:10,960 I missed one today and that's probably why. 475 00:35:11,030 --> 00:35:13,660 Have you ever thought to stop taking it long term? 476 00:35:16,580 --> 00:35:18,460 Not exactly. 477 00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:25,380 I don't think you're okay. 478 00:35:34,380 --> 00:35:35,500 How are things at home? 479 00:35:45,420 --> 00:35:48,080 Come on. I'll heat you up to eat. 480 00:35:52,580 --> 00:35:54,500 Fucking wimp. 481 00:36:02,250 --> 00:36:03,830 Watch your head. 482 00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:17,420 Christ, John. 483 00:36:28,580 --> 00:36:30,460 Pale green… 484 00:36:30,630 --> 00:36:32,880 It was all very good. 485 00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:34,830 Thanks, John. 486 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:39,880 Dottie is dying of cancer! Sorry, Dottie. 487 00:36:41,630 --> 00:36:44,880 Oh, fuck! Oh, fuck you, asshole! 488 00:36:45,670 --> 00:36:48,080 - Sorry everyone. - All right, John. 489 00:36:48,170 --> 00:36:50,950 If you are planning to come to find more often, 490 00:36:51,380 --> 00:36:53,880 and I really hope so, we need to talk about language. 491 00:36:54,540 --> 00:36:56,500 Yes, that's fine. 492 00:36:56,580 --> 00:36:59,460 In this house we have only one rule. 493 00:36:59,540 --> 00:37:02,630 And that's if you do something that you can't control, 494 00:37:02,710 --> 00:37:06,040 you must never, ever apologize. 495 00:37:06,210 --> 00:37:09,330 If you are on the street with people who don't understand you, 496 00:37:09,500 --> 00:37:13,420 okay, sorry too, do what you want, but in this house... 497 00:37:14,170 --> 00:37:16,790 where we know you can't do anything about it, 498 00:37:16,930 --> 00:37:19,760 where we know that you don't do it on purpose... 499 00:37:20,780 --> 00:37:23,820 Well, all this means nothing. 500 00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:28,250 It's the constant apologizing that drives me crazy. 501 00:37:28,330 --> 00:37:31,380 You don't have to apologize. 502 00:37:31,460 --> 00:37:32,580 Clear? 503 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,540 Clear. 504 00:37:41,250 --> 00:37:42,580 Clear? 505 00:37:46,540 --> 00:37:48,080 Yes, of course. 506 00:37:48,250 --> 00:37:52,170 - Thank you. - Well. Thank you. 507 00:38:07,790 --> 00:38:11,210 John, forget it. Let's begin. 508 00:38:11,290 --> 00:38:13,250 Yes, just a second. 509 00:38:15,670 --> 00:38:18,250 I told John that can stay here. 510 00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,580 This evening? 511 00:38:23,710 --> 00:38:27,630 Yes, tonight, or forever, if you want. 512 00:38:27,790 --> 00:38:29,420 - Mom. - What is it? 513 00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:32,130 Are you crazy? 514 00:38:32,210 --> 00:38:34,500 With all that what are you going through? 515 00:38:34,580 --> 00:38:37,880 I see it like this: I have six months left to live. 516 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:39,790 I can stay here to pity me, 517 00:38:39,880 --> 00:38:42,460 watching soap operas and eating Pringles, 518 00:38:42,540 --> 00:38:44,000 or I can help this guy. 519 00:38:44,170 --> 00:38:46,170 - Where will he sleep? - In the little room, 520 00:38:46,330 --> 00:38:48,670 if he doesn't mind pink. 521 00:38:53,630 --> 00:38:55,750 John, can you play blackjack? 522 00:38:55,830 --> 00:38:57,710 - Is it the twenty-first? - Yes. 523 00:38:58,170 --> 00:39:00,040 Yes, I know how to play it. 524 00:39:03,460 --> 00:39:04,880 I have two aces. 525 00:39:08,330 --> 00:39:09,960 Sorry everyone. 526 00:39:10,040 --> 00:39:11,880 No excuses. 527 00:39:13,210 --> 00:39:14,250 Well. 528 00:39:14,420 --> 00:39:18,250 Let's pretend we didn't hear, What do you think, Murray? 529 00:39:20,130 --> 00:39:21,210 Yes. 530 00:39:21,580 --> 00:39:22,790 Chris? 531 00:39:24,500 --> 00:39:25,790 Yes. 532 00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:29,080 Perfect, we all agree. 533 00:39:29,250 --> 00:39:30,750 Paper. 534 00:39:32,330 --> 00:39:34,080 Paper still. 535 00:39:47,750 --> 00:39:49,750 {\i1}As we said in testing, very fast… 536 00:39:49,880 --> 00:39:52,540 - How was Murray, John? - Mm. 537 00:39:52,630 --> 00:39:55,880 I imagine a lot of stories from his adventure. 538 00:39:56,710 --> 00:39:58,250 John? 539 00:39:58,330 --> 00:40:01,290 Lots of stories from his adventure, huh? 540 00:40:03,540 --> 00:40:06,500 - I'm leaving home. - What did you say? 541 00:40:10,830 --> 00:40:12,630 I'm leaving home. 542 00:40:12,710 --> 00:40:14,960 I'm going to live at Murray's house. 543 00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:16,920 If I didn't know you, I would think 544 00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:18,790 that it was one of your senseless tics. 545 00:40:18,880 --> 00:40:23,040 His mother, Dottie, said I should have told you about it earlier, but… 546 00:40:23,130 --> 00:40:25,250 that's what I'll do. 547 00:40:26,880 --> 00:40:29,460 Mh. I thought Murray said that his mother was ill. 548 00:40:29,540 --> 00:40:31,540 It is. He has cancer. 549 00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:34,630 Ah. 550 00:40:34,710 --> 00:40:37,960 I think you're naive, John. 551 00:40:38,130 --> 00:40:40,080 They are looking for someone let him take care of her. 552 00:40:40,170 --> 00:40:42,460 Is that what this is about? It's your idea, right? 553 00:40:42,540 --> 00:40:44,630 No, that's what I want. 554 00:40:44,790 --> 00:40:46,540 But we need you here, John. 555 00:40:46,630 --> 00:40:49,080 Your brothers and sisters are gone, your father left, 556 00:40:49,170 --> 00:40:50,730 and I'm not getting any younger. 557 00:40:55,130 --> 00:40:56,790 I'm also coming off the drugs. 558 00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:59,740 Now I've heard them all. Was this Murray's mother's idea? 559 00:40:59,830 --> 00:41:02,710 - You understand, she's a nurse. - Oh yes? 560 00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:06,330 And what am I, huh? 561 00:41:06,420 --> 00:41:08,920 I'm a nurse, John. For fifteen years. 562 00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:10,290 And I'm also your mother. 563 00:41:11,750 --> 00:41:14,210 Without the pads you throw punches, you curse, 564 00:41:14,290 --> 00:41:17,130 you spit and upset people. Have you forgotten, John? 565 00:41:17,290 --> 00:41:18,920 I do it now too, mom. 566 00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:22,040 You do it less when you take the pills, John! 567 00:41:28,420 --> 00:41:30,290 Murray's mother has no idea 568 00:41:30,380 --> 00:41:33,210 how difficult it is put up with you. 569 00:41:40,380 --> 00:41:42,380 I need a break. 570 00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:47,130 You need a break. 571 00:41:48,420 --> 00:41:51,880 - I am sorry. - John. 572 00:41:59,830 --> 00:42:02,670 I like black, what do you want to do? 573 00:42:02,750 --> 00:42:04,420 Then this is perfect. 574 00:42:04,500 --> 00:42:06,330 I won't have to wash the dishes anymore 575 00:42:06,420 --> 00:42:07,460 now that you've moved. 576 00:42:07,540 --> 00:42:10,960 Yes, fuck you, Murray. And that wasn't a tic. 577 00:42:11,040 --> 00:42:12,670 So you never went out in Gala? 578 00:42:12,750 --> 00:42:14,500 - No. - Ever been to the Bizz? 579 00:42:14,580 --> 00:42:18,210 - Are you fucking deaf? - At the Golden Lion? At Harrows? 580 00:42:18,290 --> 00:42:20,830 You've never lived, man. 581 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:23,420 I was once at the Golden Lion, with my father, for a pint, 582 00:42:23,500 --> 00:42:25,880 - but years ago. - It doesn't count. 583 00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:28,880 The day you drop those pills, You and I are going out partying. 584 00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:30,830 I can't wait. 585 00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:40,670 Was that a tic? 586 00:42:40,750 --> 00:42:42,880 Of course yes. 587 00:42:45,420 --> 00:42:48,670 No, it was just me that I was being stupid. 588 00:42:48,830 --> 00:42:51,960 - I'll get you! - No! No! No! 589 00:42:52,540 --> 00:42:54,290 No, don't do it! 590 00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:00,290 - Look what you've done to me! - Yes, you look great. 591 00:43:01,380 --> 00:43:03,460 Oh, God! 592 00:43:03,540 --> 00:43:06,380 - Sorry, Dottie. - It does not matter. 593 00:43:06,460 --> 00:43:09,920 - I'm full of tics. - It doesn't surprise me. 594 00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:13,130 You almost stopped completely with pills. 595 00:43:13,210 --> 00:43:16,920 -How do you feel inside? - Better. I sleep better. 596 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:19,130 - Less headaches and all that. - Well. 597 00:43:19,210 --> 00:43:22,460 That's exactly what we want to hear. Now go get me some grapes. 598 00:43:22,540 --> 00:43:23,790 - Grape. - Oh, God. 599 00:43:23,880 --> 00:43:27,250 - Do you want it red or green? - Green, please. 600 00:43:27,756 --> 00:43:30,796 John, there are lentils in this one or not? 601 00:43:30,880 --> 00:43:32,630 Um… 602 00:43:32,710 --> 00:43:34,500 No, this is fine, 603 00:43:34,580 --> 00:43:36,330 Perfect. Take two more. 604 00:43:36,420 --> 00:43:39,920 Clean up aisle five, please. 605 00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:42,460 Are you okay, Suzy? How are you doing today? 606 00:43:42,540 --> 00:43:45,790 - Good, John. How are you? - Well. I find you attractive. 607 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:48,460 - How's it going, Dottie? - Good, dear. And you? 608 00:43:48,540 --> 00:43:50,460 - Well. Everything is fine? - I don't care. 609 00:43:50,540 --> 00:43:52,500 - How is your mother? - She's a bitch. 610 00:43:52,580 --> 00:43:54,710 - Give her my regards, eh? - Fuck you. 611 00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:57,420 Show me your tits. Fuck you. 612 00:43:57,500 --> 00:44:01,000 All right, John. Oh sure, now the chicken broth. 613 00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:03,170 Fucking chicken. 614 00:44:03,250 --> 00:44:05,460 Shit. 615 00:44:05,540 --> 00:44:08,380 - Sorry, Dottie. - Everything is fine. 616 00:44:08,460 --> 00:44:10,460 You can't stay on my right, you know. 617 00:44:10,540 --> 00:44:12,500 - Okay. - I told you. 618 00:44:12,580 --> 00:44:15,500 Now it's my fault, huh? 619 00:44:15,580 --> 00:44:18,130 You split my lip, idiot. 620 00:44:18,210 --> 00:44:19,670 Sorry, Dot. 621 00:44:19,830 --> 00:44:22,460 But you can't stay in therapy all my life, 622 00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:24,110 to keep everything inside. 623 00:44:24,210 --> 00:44:27,130 - What kind of life would that be? - I ruined everything, as usual. 624 00:44:27,210 --> 00:44:28,920 No, that's not true. 625 00:44:29,000 --> 00:44:31,330 - How's your lip? - Well. 626 00:44:31,420 --> 00:44:34,130 It's my fault for putting myself there on the wrong side. 627 00:44:37,380 --> 00:44:38,710 Mom! 628 00:44:39,790 --> 00:44:41,750 John. 629 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:45,170 How are you? Dottie, this is my mother. 630 00:44:45,250 --> 00:44:46,960 Nice to meet you, Mrs. Davidson. 631 00:44:47,040 --> 00:44:48,580 - I'm Murray's mom. - Pussy. 632 00:44:48,750 --> 00:44:51,000 - Sorry, mom. - How are you, John? 633 00:44:51,080 --> 00:44:53,500 It's been a while since you came to visit us. 634 00:44:53,580 --> 00:44:58,460 I know. Um, maybe I'll pass this weekend. 635 00:45:01,250 --> 00:45:03,130 Um, John. 636 00:45:03,290 --> 00:45:06,790 Why don't you go to the post office to get me some stamps? 637 00:45:06,960 --> 00:45:09,080 That should be enough. 638 00:45:09,170 --> 00:45:11,920 See you soon, mom. See you next weekend. 639 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:13,710 Hello, John. 640 00:45:16,170 --> 00:45:18,790 I see he's stopped with drugs. 641 00:45:18,880 --> 00:45:21,750 He stopped gradually. 642 00:45:21,830 --> 00:45:23,500 And it feels better that way. 643 00:45:27,540 --> 00:45:31,830 He settled in well. We are happy to have him with us. 644 00:45:32,830 --> 00:45:34,880 John says you're a nurse. 645 00:45:35,830 --> 00:45:37,580 Yes, exactly. 646 00:45:37,670 --> 00:45:40,000 The patience of a saint. 647 00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:42,710 Whatever patience I had, I finished it years ago. 648 00:45:42,790 --> 00:45:43,880 Oh, yeah. 649 00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:47,537 I worked for five years at Dingleton Hospital 650 00:45:47,562 --> 00:45:49,475 as a psychiatric nurse. 651 00:45:49,500 --> 00:45:53,000 - So you know there's no cure? - Yes. 652 00:45:54,096 --> 00:45:56,032 Mh-hm. And her he's not well. 653 00:45:56,130 --> 00:45:58,040 Oh, I'm fine. 654 00:45:58,130 --> 00:46:01,040 The fists, the spitting, swear words… 655 00:46:01,210 --> 00:46:04,000 It's a lot to take in in his condition. 656 00:46:05,130 --> 00:46:07,460 We are helping each other. 657 00:46:08,170 --> 00:46:10,750 Well, I would be grateful 658 00:46:10,830 --> 00:46:13,710 if he asked John to come and visit me more often. 659 00:46:13,790 --> 00:46:17,960 - Yes. I will. - Mm. 660 00:46:38,500 --> 00:46:42,000 What is it? Top of the Pops? 661 00:46:42,080 --> 00:46:44,960 I stopped the drugs. Murray he's taking me dancing tonight. 662 00:46:45,040 --> 00:46:47,540 And so you're perfecting your dance moves? 663 00:46:47,710 --> 00:46:52,580 - Yes. What do you think? - Fantastic. 664 00:46:52,670 --> 00:46:55,250 I'll let you train. 665 00:46:58,210 --> 00:46:59,670 Wait. 666 00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:03,630 - What are you doing? - I'll settle down a bit. 667 00:47:03,710 --> 00:47:05,880 No, take it off right away. 668 00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:08,500 These jeans bother me, Murray, out front. 669 00:47:08,580 --> 00:47:09,960 When we come in, John, 670 00:47:10,040 --> 00:47:12,080 you can just relax and not do strange things? 671 00:47:12,170 --> 00:47:13,460 - I won't do them. - Yes? 672 00:47:13,540 --> 00:47:16,170 - Yes. - Good. 673 00:47:18,380 --> 00:47:19,380 Okay. 674 00:47:20,210 --> 00:47:23,130 - Shall I put it here? - Put it away, John. 675 00:47:23,210 --> 00:47:26,960 Ok, we're ready. Let's go. Thank you. 676 00:47:29,420 --> 00:47:32,330 - Here you are. - Thank you. 677 00:47:36,040 --> 00:47:38,040 - What do you think? - I love it, man. 678 00:47:38,130 --> 00:47:39,960 I feel the bass in my chest. 679 00:47:40,040 --> 00:47:42,580 Yes. Wait, I'll go get us to drink. You find a place. 680 00:47:42,670 --> 00:47:44,290 All right. 681 00:48:29,130 --> 00:48:31,210 Two pints of Tennent's, please. 682 00:48:42,960 --> 00:48:44,880 What is your name? 683 00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:47,540 - What? - What is your name? 684 00:48:47,630 --> 00:48:50,000 - Marie. - Can I buy you a drink? 685 00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:52,080 - What? - Can I buy you a drink? 686 00:48:52,170 --> 00:48:53,210 Certain. 687 00:48:53,373 --> 00:48:56,993 A Pernod and blackcurrant, please, and the same for my friends. 688 00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:10,670 John. 689 00:49:11,460 --> 00:49:12,540 Don't waste time. 690 00:49:12,630 --> 00:49:13,790 - Are you impressed? - Yes. 691 00:49:13,880 --> 00:49:15,540 Ok, they want three Pernod with blackcurrants. 692 00:49:15,630 --> 00:49:20,500 Ok, I'll take them, okay? Three Pernod and blackcurrants, please. 693 00:49:28,000 --> 00:49:29,380 I'm taking them now. 694 00:49:34,500 --> 00:49:37,080 I'm so sorry, man. Excuse me. 695 00:49:37,250 --> 00:49:39,080 - You ugly bastard! - Hey! 696 00:49:39,250 --> 00:49:42,960 Get your fucking hands off me! Hands off! 697 00:49:43,830 --> 00:49:45,460 John! 698 00:49:50,670 --> 00:49:51,710 Fuck you! 699 00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:54,080 - Get out of here! - You fucking wanker! 700 00:49:54,250 --> 00:49:55,460 Fuck you. 701 00:49:55,540 --> 00:49:58,960 - It wasn't him! - You idiot! 702 00:49:59,960 --> 00:50:02,130 John, are you okay, buddy? 703 00:50:03,210 --> 00:50:05,460 Give me a kiss, asshole. 704 00:50:05,540 --> 00:50:07,210 You can't take it away, it's not his fault. 705 00:50:07,290 --> 00:50:10,500 I raped a girl in there. No, that's not true. I didn't rape anyone. 706 00:50:10,580 --> 00:50:12,080 Hey, fuck you! 707 00:50:12,170 --> 00:50:14,540 Hey, where are you taking him? 708 00:50:14,630 --> 00:50:16,580 John, everything's fine. John. 709 00:50:16,670 --> 00:50:18,670 - Back, back! - All right. 710 00:50:18,750 --> 00:50:21,380 John, call us when you arrive. My mother will fix everything. 711 00:50:21,460 --> 00:50:23,380 John, when you arrive, 712 00:50:23,540 --> 00:50:25,460 call my mother please. 713 00:50:25,540 --> 00:50:27,750 John? Call mom. 714 00:50:28,290 --> 00:50:30,170 Fuck. 715 00:50:30,330 --> 00:50:31,960 You're a fucking pig! 716 00:50:32,040 --> 00:50:35,880 I saw your dick bald! 717 00:50:36,580 --> 00:50:38,580 Fuck you! Asshole! 718 00:50:38,670 --> 00:50:41,130 Do you want to get killed, Johnny? 719 00:50:55,130 --> 00:50:57,080 What's wrong with your back? 720 00:50:57,170 --> 00:50:59,130 It's just a tic. 721 00:50:59,210 --> 00:51:01,040 I know you better than that. 722 00:51:01,210 --> 00:51:02,960 Let me see. 723 00:51:09,830 --> 00:51:12,170 Oh, the swelling in my face has gone down. 724 00:51:18,203 --> 00:51:19,993 Is it all from the disco? 725 00:51:22,040 --> 00:51:23,380 Yes. 726 00:51:23,540 --> 00:51:25,540 Tomorrow I'll give a nice lecture to Murray when he wakes up, 727 00:51:25,630 --> 00:51:27,130 for making you like this. 728 00:51:27,210 --> 00:51:28,540 Don't do it, Dottie. 729 00:51:28,630 --> 00:51:31,920 Don't blame him. 730 00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:34,460 It was the most beautiful evening of my life. I loved it. 731 00:51:35,170 --> 00:51:37,000 Here you go. 732 00:51:38,130 --> 00:51:39,790 Thank you. 733 00:51:39,880 --> 00:51:43,290 I danced with a girl. Her name was Marie. 734 00:51:44,210 --> 00:51:46,460 Well, I hope it was worth it, 735 00:51:46,540 --> 00:51:50,250 because the other boy's father he is a lawyer. 736 00:51:50,330 --> 00:51:51,790 They will take the matter to court. 737 00:51:51,960 --> 00:51:54,630 They said we'll know in a couple of months. 738 00:51:58,080 --> 00:51:59,710 Oh, John, we can't go on 739 00:51:59,790 --> 00:52:01,880 to let you get into trouble in this way. 740 00:52:01,960 --> 00:52:06,580 - I won't go back to taking the pills. - And I'm not saying you have to do it. 741 00:52:07,330 --> 00:52:09,920 But you need a goal, you understand… 742 00:52:10,000 --> 00:52:12,750 You're better when you have something to do. 743 00:52:14,250 --> 00:52:15,880 You need a job. 744 00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:21,580 Dottie. 745 00:52:21,670 --> 00:52:24,290 - Do you want a job? - Yes, I would love to. 746 00:52:24,460 --> 00:52:25,580 Perfect. 747 00:52:25,670 --> 00:52:28,920 Tommy at the community center look for an assistant. 748 00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:32,880 The interviews are next week. I'll put you on the list. 749 00:52:32,960 --> 00:52:35,330 - I won't take it. - Someone has to get it. 750 00:52:35,500 --> 00:52:37,830 Not someone like me. 751 00:52:41,880 --> 00:52:43,750 Listen, I'll screw everything up. 752 00:52:43,830 --> 00:52:45,250 I know I'll send it all to whores. 753 00:52:45,330 --> 00:52:48,710 No you won't. Come on, we've waited long enough, John. 754 00:52:48,790 --> 00:52:50,920 Now you have to go in. 755 00:52:51,710 --> 00:52:54,080 Look, you want this job, right? 756 00:52:54,170 --> 00:52:57,460 - Yes. - You'll do just fine. 757 00:52:57,540 --> 00:53:01,250 - I'm nervous. - I know, dear. I know. Come on… 758 00:53:01,330 --> 00:53:05,880 Let's do a little breathing, okay? 759 00:53:05,960 --> 00:53:09,290 Close your eyes and throw it all out. 760 00:53:09,380 --> 00:53:13,330 Come on. 761 00:53:13,420 --> 00:53:17,000 Here you are. Now I want you to imagine yourself on a beach. 762 00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:19,830 A deserted beach. 763 00:53:19,920 --> 00:53:22,000 It's the only thing you feel 764 00:53:22,080 --> 00:53:26,460 it is the sound of the waves that reach the shore. 765 00:53:26,540 --> 00:53:30,250 And the sand is soft, white and warm. 766 00:53:30,330 --> 00:53:34,250 My feet are burning. 767 00:53:34,330 --> 00:53:35,330 Okay. 768 00:53:36,210 --> 00:53:39,040 - How are you doing, Irene? - Yes, everything is fine, thanks. 769 00:53:39,710 --> 00:53:41,920 - Is Tommy already inside? - He's in the room. 770 00:53:42,000 --> 00:53:45,790 Okay, so, he's a little nervous, so it could be more… extreme. 771 00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:47,380 - HI! - But you get used to it. 772 00:53:47,460 --> 00:53:51,380 - Clear. - How is it going? Everything OK? 773 00:53:51,460 --> 00:53:53,500 - Pleased to meet you. - My pleasure. 774 00:53:53,670 --> 00:53:57,170 Oh! 775 00:53:58,210 --> 00:54:00,460 I'm really, really sorry for that. 776 00:54:00,540 --> 00:54:02,210 No problem, John. 777 00:54:09,920 --> 00:54:13,000 This is Tommy, our caretaker. 778 00:54:13,830 --> 00:54:16,170 - Oh! - Oops, sorry. 779 00:54:16,250 --> 00:54:17,420 I'll help you. 780 00:54:17,580 --> 00:54:20,250 - Oh, the boy is full of enthusiasm. - Tommy, this is John. 781 00:54:20,420 --> 00:54:22,170 He came to have a chat for the vacant position. 782 00:54:22,250 --> 00:54:23,580 - Are you okay, John? - Pleasure. 783 00:54:23,670 --> 00:54:25,130 - How is it going? - Well. 784 00:54:25,210 --> 00:54:27,460 - Dottie told me a lot about you. - Well. 785 00:54:27,540 --> 00:54:29,830 We leave you alone. 786 00:54:29,945 --> 00:54:32,485 Yes. Irene, you received the message on the blue reel? 787 00:54:32,540 --> 00:54:34,580 - Yes. No problem. - Well. Thank you. 788 00:54:34,670 --> 00:54:35,920 - Are you okay, John? - Everything OK. 789 00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:38,710 Well, okay, it'll be on your desk. 790 00:54:38,790 --> 00:54:40,580 - Are you okay, John? - Yes, good. 791 00:54:40,670 --> 00:54:42,460 - John. - Pleased to meet you. 792 00:54:42,540 --> 00:54:46,210 My pleasure too. Then, I'll give you a tour of the place. 793 00:54:46,290 --> 00:54:49,290 Hold my cock in your hand. Holy shit. 794 00:54:50,790 --> 00:54:53,130 - This is the main room. - Okay. 795 00:54:53,210 --> 00:54:57,380 And, to be honest, a lot of it of my job is security. 796 00:54:57,460 --> 00:55:01,290 Fire exits, fire extinguishers, smoke alarms. 797 00:55:01,380 --> 00:55:04,080 - Yes, very easy. - Those things over there. 798 00:55:04,170 --> 00:55:07,250 If I were to take the place, and I underline “if”, 799 00:55:07,330 --> 00:55:09,580 because I'm seeing several boys. 800 00:55:09,670 --> 00:55:12,170 - I know. - Okay, just to clarify. 801 00:55:12,250 --> 00:55:14,130 Fucking wrinkled old man. 802 00:55:15,630 --> 00:55:19,210 There are different events that require different things. 803 00:55:19,290 --> 00:55:20,830 Like a town hall meeting, 804 00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:22,500 two tables are enough. 805 00:55:22,580 --> 00:55:26,000 Or you have to fix it 200 chairs for a pantomime. 806 00:55:26,080 --> 00:55:28,920 - Or a school show. - I'm a pedophile. 807 00:55:30,130 --> 00:55:31,920 Sorry, it was a tic. 808 00:55:33,000 --> 00:55:35,080 All right, calm down. 809 00:55:35,170 --> 00:55:37,920 - Do you want me to show you outside? - Yes, willingly. 810 00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:39,580 Good, good. 811 00:55:42,000 --> 00:55:43,920 Um… 812 00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:47,170 I have to fix this. That's it. 813 00:55:47,750 --> 00:55:49,630 We plant these every spring, 814 00:55:49,790 --> 00:55:52,000 therefore they must be watered, cleaned up, 815 00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:54,170 and fertilized. Do you know about plants? 816 00:55:54,250 --> 00:55:56,920 Yes. I love them. I have two in the garden. 817 00:55:57,000 --> 00:56:00,040 Well. This area it is the cross of my life. 818 00:56:00,130 --> 00:56:02,130 Will you stop fucking talking? 819 00:56:02,210 --> 00:56:04,710 The cross of my life, this area, because of this. 820 00:56:04,790 --> 00:56:07,290 This offers coverage to smokers. 821 00:56:07,380 --> 00:56:10,330 They come out here, they smoke, 822 00:56:10,420 --> 00:56:13,250 and then what do they do? They throw away their cigarette butts. 823 00:56:13,330 --> 00:56:16,250 Filthy faggots! Filthy faggots! 824 00:56:19,790 --> 00:56:23,670 Filthy faggots! I'm gay. No, I'm not. Yes they are. 825 00:56:23,750 --> 00:56:25,500 Filthy faggots! 826 00:56:26,330 --> 00:56:28,500 Pretty echoey in there, huh? 827 00:56:28,580 --> 00:56:31,040 Yes, it's quite… boomy. 828 00:56:34,880 --> 00:56:38,040 Just close the door behind you. Do you like dogs? 829 00:56:38,130 --> 00:56:41,630 - Yes, I love them. - This is Rosie. 830 00:56:41,710 --> 00:56:45,130 - Hi, Rosie. How is it going? - Um… 831 00:56:45,290 --> 00:56:46,830 Are you okay sitting there? 832 00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:48,460 - Everything OK? - Yes, okay. 833 00:56:48,540 --> 00:56:50,540 - Okay. Don't hit the furniture. - Sorry, sorry. 834 00:56:50,630 --> 00:56:52,670 All right, sit down. 835 00:56:52,750 --> 00:56:54,420 Okay. 836 00:56:54,500 --> 00:56:58,460 And now here we come to the most important part 837 00:56:58,630 --> 00:57:00,460 - about the conversation, John. - Anal sex. 838 00:57:02,460 --> 00:57:06,580 And that is: you know how to do it a good cup of tea? 839 00:57:06,670 --> 00:57:08,080 Oh yes. I'm good with tea. 840 00:57:08,170 --> 00:57:10,790 I want it strong, lots of milk, three sugars. 841 00:57:10,880 --> 00:57:12,920 No problem, Tommy. 842 00:57:20,540 --> 00:57:23,330 And remember: water first, then the milk. 843 00:57:23,420 --> 00:57:27,540 Okay, yes. I do that too. 844 00:57:29,710 --> 00:57:32,040 We'll get to you right away, John. 845 00:57:32,130 --> 00:57:33,880 So, what did they tell you about me? 846 00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:37,170 Um, just lately you're not very well. 847 00:57:37,932 --> 00:57:43,302 Already. The idea is to take a young boy, who learns the job, 848 00:57:43,380 --> 00:57:47,040 so if I have an appointment at the hospital or else… 849 00:57:47,130 --> 00:57:49,710 - Yes. - can take over 850 00:57:49,790 --> 00:57:52,830 - and keep everything going. - Understood. 851 00:57:52,920 --> 00:57:54,960 I read something about work, 852 00:57:55,040 --> 00:57:56,750 about timetables and everything else. 853 00:57:56,920 --> 00:57:59,880 - I'd like to try. - Well. 854 00:58:00,540 --> 00:58:02,380 - Are you reliable? - Yes. 855 00:58:02,460 --> 00:58:05,380 I always arrive early, always. I have to do it, you know? 856 00:58:05,540 --> 00:58:08,290 Because I need someone punctual to open, 857 00:58:08,380 --> 00:58:10,540 and to close when I'm not there. 858 00:58:10,710 --> 00:58:14,040 - Yes, whenever you want. Always. - Well. 859 00:58:14,210 --> 00:58:16,630 - Are you good with your hands? - I got along well at school. 860 00:58:16,710 --> 00:58:20,130 carpentry, metalwork and so on. And then I want to learn and… 861 00:58:20,210 --> 00:58:22,790 I don't mind getting my hands dirty. 862 00:58:22,880 --> 00:58:26,040 - Okay. - I'm fucking lazy. 863 00:58:26,130 --> 00:58:29,250 - So hard work doesn't scare you? - No. 864 00:58:29,330 --> 00:58:32,750 Actually, when I concentrate about a job or a project, 865 00:58:32,830 --> 00:58:35,250 it helps me a lot. 866 00:58:35,420 --> 00:58:36,830 I understand. 867 00:58:38,880 --> 00:58:41,790 - It's hot. - Yes. 868 00:58:41,880 --> 00:58:44,630 Here you go, Tommy. 869 00:58:46,460 --> 00:58:48,960 I'm really sorry. I'll take that. 870 00:58:49,130 --> 00:58:51,290 Yes, better that way. 871 00:59:01,210 --> 00:59:02,670 Mm. 872 00:59:03,750 --> 00:59:06,170 I saw several guys for this job. 873 00:59:06,250 --> 00:59:07,500 - Yes. - And I don't think so 874 00:59:07,580 --> 00:59:09,960 to violate confidentiality telling you 875 00:59:10,130 --> 00:59:14,210 than this it's the best cup of tea yet. 876 00:59:14,290 --> 00:59:15,290 Great. 877 00:59:15,750 --> 00:59:17,630 So… 878 00:59:17,710 --> 00:59:20,000 I use sperm instead of milk. 879 00:59:24,210 --> 00:59:26,290 Well, then, do you have any questions for me? 880 00:59:26,380 --> 00:59:27,670 Um… 881 00:59:28,540 --> 00:59:30,460 Yes, here it is. Um… 882 00:59:30,540 --> 00:59:34,790 in a few months I might have to take a few days off, 883 00:59:34,880 --> 00:59:37,920 because I have a trial in court. 884 00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:41,080 - That's all. - You don't even have a job 885 00:59:41,250 --> 00:59:43,170 and you're already asking for days off? 886 00:59:43,250 --> 00:59:46,290 Ninth. I'm just saying... You're screwing this up, John. 887 00:59:46,380 --> 00:59:49,630 Um, I'm just saying, if I took the job, 888 00:59:49,790 --> 00:59:52,630 I should go away. I wanted to be honest. 889 00:59:52,710 --> 00:59:54,040 I understand. 890 00:59:55,540 --> 00:59:59,580 - Did you get into trouble? - Yes. 891 00:59:59,670 --> 01:00:02,460 I haven't had it lately a lot of luck. 892 01:00:04,210 --> 01:00:06,920 - Was it your fault? - No. 893 01:00:12,500 --> 01:00:15,130 Okay. That's enough for me. 894 01:00:15,290 --> 01:00:18,540 - Any more questions? - Um… 895 01:00:19,710 --> 01:00:21,960 I know how to do this job, you know. 896 01:00:22,040 --> 01:00:24,880 - I can do it. - Mm. 897 01:00:25,790 --> 01:00:28,710 Just the obvious question, here… 898 01:00:28,790 --> 01:00:31,250 Tics bother you and the swear words? 899 01:00:33,420 --> 01:00:38,250 What tics? What swear words? 900 01:00:47,170 --> 01:00:48,710 Um… 901 01:00:49,913 --> 01:00:53,033 Just a little warning, John. 902 01:00:53,830 --> 01:00:55,790 If you do that to my dog again, 903 01:00:55,880 --> 01:00:59,290 I'll tear your heart out of your chest. Clear? 904 01:01:04,210 --> 01:01:06,000 Well, then… 905 01:01:06,790 --> 01:01:08,920 Thanks for having me. 906 01:01:12,130 --> 01:01:14,670 Ok, I'll go then. 907 01:01:20,210 --> 01:01:23,540 Are you okay, Rosie? 908 01:01:33,830 --> 01:01:36,080 - Oh, hi, John. - Hi buddy. How is it going? 909 01:01:36,170 --> 01:01:37,710 Good, good. 910 01:01:37,790 --> 01:01:40,830 - Newspaper and Opal Fruits, please. - How is it going? 911 01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:43,670 Meh, not bad. Interview today of work, Kenny. 912 01:01:43,750 --> 01:01:48,130 - Oh yes? How did it go? - I hit the boss's dog. 913 01:01:48,210 --> 01:01:49,960 Oh, patience. 914 01:01:50,040 --> 01:01:52,000 You can always come back to make the rounds of the newspapers. 915 01:01:52,080 --> 01:01:54,290 I might even accept, Kenny. We will see each other. 916 01:01:54,380 --> 01:01:56,000 Take care of yourself. Yes, dear? 917 01:01:59,500 --> 01:02:01,000 Whore! 918 01:02:02,420 --> 01:02:03,540 What did you say? 919 01:02:03,710 --> 01:02:05,460 Excuse me. I have Tourette's. 920 01:02:05,540 --> 01:02:07,830 - What did you tell me? - I'm really sorry. 921 01:02:07,920 --> 01:02:10,670 I didn't mean to offend. I can't control it. 922 01:02:10,750 --> 01:02:12,880 - Excuse me. - Fuck you! 923 01:02:41,210 --> 01:02:43,880 Is anyone there? Dot? 924 01:02:45,540 --> 01:02:48,290 What are you doing? 925 01:02:48,380 --> 01:02:50,250 Wait a minute, John. 926 01:02:50,420 --> 01:02:52,500 You did it! 927 01:02:52,670 --> 01:02:54,170 Tommy called. You took the job. 928 01:02:54,250 --> 01:02:55,290 The work? 929 01:02:55,460 --> 01:02:57,920 - You start on Monday. - Oh, my God! 930 01:03:00,040 --> 01:03:01,460 Well done, John. 931 01:03:01,540 --> 01:03:03,040 - Seriously? - Yes. 932 01:03:03,130 --> 01:03:05,830 - You deserve it. - Well done, Davidson. 933 01:03:05,920 --> 01:03:08,750 I don't believe it. It had gone terribly. 934 01:03:08,830 --> 01:03:11,670 You deserved it. 935 01:03:11,750 --> 01:03:14,170 - And now you… - Oh God, I have a job. 936 01:03:14,330 --> 01:03:15,990 I don't want to steal your show... 937 01:03:16,080 --> 01:03:17,630 - But you will. - Um… 938 01:03:17,710 --> 01:03:19,460 Chris and I stayed in hospital today. 939 01:03:19,540 --> 01:03:22,460 You're dying of cancer, old bitch. 940 01:03:22,540 --> 01:03:26,920 No, John. Um… They were wrong. 941 01:03:27,000 --> 01:03:29,170 It's not cancer. 942 01:03:29,250 --> 01:03:31,630 It's called ema... 943 01:03:31,710 --> 01:03:34,000 Hemangi… ngioma. 944 01:03:34,080 --> 01:03:36,630 Ham blowjob, bitch. 945 01:03:36,790 --> 01:03:38,170 What is it, love? 946 01:03:38,250 --> 01:03:40,500 Hemangioma. It's a lump, in short. 947 01:03:40,670 --> 01:03:42,330 However it is not cancer. 948 01:03:42,420 --> 01:03:47,040 It looks like cancer, but it isn't. 949 01:03:47,130 --> 01:03:48,750 Come here. 950 01:03:48,830 --> 01:03:50,960 I love you, mom. 951 01:03:51,040 --> 01:03:55,040 I love you all! 952 01:03:55,130 --> 01:03:58,920 - I don't believe it. - Okay, John, listen... 953 01:03:59,000 --> 01:04:02,000 Go to the Chinese and take what everyone wants. 954 01:04:02,080 --> 01:04:05,830 A banquet. I'm on it, double party. 955 01:04:31,580 --> 01:04:35,040 - Thank you. Later. - See you later, bye. 956 01:05:00,790 --> 01:05:03,250 Come here. 957 01:05:05,170 --> 01:05:08,750 Kill him, damn it. Kill him! 958 01:05:10,540 --> 01:05:12,920 - Kill him! - I'm doing it! Asshole! 959 01:05:13,000 --> 01:05:15,210 - Who is this? - That fucking… 960 01:05:15,290 --> 01:05:17,080 Away, away, away! 961 01:05:17,170 --> 01:05:18,460 Away, away! 962 01:05:23,066 --> 01:05:25,616 Who are you calling a bitch now, huh? 963 01:05:26,330 --> 01:05:27,670 Fuck you! 964 01:05:27,750 --> 01:05:30,920 Damn, let's go! Get out of here! 965 01:05:31,000 --> 01:05:34,130 You think you're fucking tough, huh? 966 01:05:34,290 --> 01:05:36,290 Take it as a fucking warning. 967 01:05:39,790 --> 01:05:42,080 You've been fucking warned. 968 01:05:54,710 --> 01:05:57,000 John, everything's fine. 969 01:05:57,080 --> 01:05:58,580 Everything is fine. 970 01:05:58,670 --> 01:06:02,170 Dottie is here. I am here. 971 01:06:10,920 --> 01:06:12,210 Mm. 972 01:06:14,830 --> 01:06:16,420 Treasure. 973 01:06:17,540 --> 01:06:20,130 I have to call your mother. 974 01:06:22,380 --> 01:06:24,830 - No. - John. 975 01:06:24,920 --> 01:06:27,630 - No. - John, I have to. 976 01:06:28,880 --> 01:06:31,540 You'd only make her worry. I am fine. 977 01:06:35,540 --> 01:06:38,380 That work starts Monday. 978 01:06:38,460 --> 01:06:42,670 Tommy says you can take it all the time you want, yes? 979 01:06:42,750 --> 01:06:44,460 The place is yours. 980 01:06:44,630 --> 01:06:49,130 - He doesn't run away. - Well. 981 01:06:50,080 --> 01:06:53,080 Love, love. Everything is fine. 982 01:06:53,170 --> 01:06:54,790 Come on, honey, calm down. 983 01:06:54,960 --> 01:06:59,130 Everything is fine. Shh. 984 01:07:02,790 --> 01:07:05,420 I know. 985 01:07:08,250 --> 01:07:09,920 I know. 986 01:07:13,080 --> 01:07:15,080 Everything is fine. 987 01:07:15,170 --> 01:07:17,330 Everything's fine, okay? 988 01:07:20,920 --> 01:07:25,000 Force. Shh. Come on. 989 01:07:27,710 --> 01:07:29,210 Force. 990 01:07:31,040 --> 01:07:34,170 I know. Huh? 991 01:07:41,750 --> 01:07:44,290 I'm tired of all this, Dottie. 992 01:07:49,580 --> 01:07:52,210 I'm so tired. 993 01:07:52,290 --> 01:07:55,330 I know, love. I know. 994 01:08:32,460 --> 01:08:34,290 How are you doing? with those chairs, boy? 995 01:08:34,380 --> 01:08:37,040 Yes, no problem, Tommy. 996 01:08:38,540 --> 01:08:40,130 Oh, my God. 997 01:08:40,210 --> 01:08:43,040 They are straighter than how I would have never worn them myself. 998 01:08:43,130 --> 01:08:44,290 They have to be straight, Tom. 999 01:08:44,380 --> 01:08:47,420 I also have to count them. Ten chairs, four rows. 1000 01:08:47,500 --> 01:08:50,080 An even number, otherwise it's no good. 1001 01:08:51,000 --> 01:08:54,460 It's the numbers that disturb you or is it the shape? 1002 01:08:54,630 --> 01:08:57,960 A bit of everything. If it's not right, 1003 01:08:58,040 --> 01:09:00,460 I think they will happen bad things. 1004 01:09:00,540 --> 01:09:01,960 Type? 1005 01:09:02,040 --> 01:09:05,000 Sometimes I put my hand under boiling water 1006 01:09:05,080 --> 01:09:08,380 and I have to do it four times, otherwise you die. 1007 01:09:08,540 --> 01:09:10,250 - Excuse me? - I know. 1008 01:09:10,330 --> 01:09:11,830 Then there's another thing I do, 1009 01:09:11,920 --> 01:09:14,250 and it's really strange: I walk down the street, 1010 01:09:14,330 --> 01:09:16,670 I see a street lamp and if it's not straight 1011 01:09:16,750 --> 01:09:18,460 or is it crooked, or a different color, 1012 01:09:18,540 --> 01:09:21,080 I have to kiss him. 1013 01:09:21,170 --> 01:09:23,290 - Do you have to kiss a lamppost? - Yes. 1014 01:09:23,460 --> 01:09:26,130 Ah, you didn't tell me that at the interview. 1015 01:09:26,210 --> 01:09:27,960 - You didn't ask me. - Already. 1016 01:09:28,040 --> 01:09:31,250 And it's always the tics to create problems? 1017 01:09:31,330 --> 01:09:32,650 Yes, always the tics. 1018 01:09:32,790 --> 01:09:35,460 Do you know what I was thinking? I'll tell you what I was thinking. 1019 01:09:35,540 --> 01:09:38,460 How would you feel about letting in the people in your head 1020 01:09:38,630 --> 01:09:40,000 how did you do with me? 1021 01:09:40,080 --> 01:09:41,710 - No, I can't. - No, listen to me. 1022 01:09:41,790 --> 01:09:44,290 Because I don't think so Tourette's is the problem. 1023 01:09:44,380 --> 01:09:47,250 The problem is that we don't know enough about Tourette. 1024 01:09:47,330 --> 01:09:49,460 So if you don't educate the police, 1025 01:09:49,540 --> 01:09:51,130 doctors and teachers, 1026 01:09:51,210 --> 01:09:52,480 if you don't educate them, 1027 01:09:52,580 --> 01:09:55,630 nothing will ever change. - And what should I do? 1028 01:09:55,710 --> 01:09:57,710 Entering a power station calling them "cops", 1029 01:09:57,790 --> 01:10:00,130 or in a school saying: “I'm a pedophile”? 1030 01:10:00,290 --> 01:10:03,460 Yes, fuck yes, absolutely. View? 1031 01:10:03,540 --> 01:10:06,000 View? You're not the only one who knows how to swear. 1032 01:10:06,080 --> 01:10:08,250 I swear when I really care about something, 1033 01:10:08,420 --> 01:10:10,290 when I'm passionate about something, 1034 01:10:10,380 --> 01:10:11,750 and I really care about this. 1035 01:10:11,830 --> 01:10:14,290 Because you don't care highly 1036 01:10:14,380 --> 01:10:18,130 of what people think about you and start educating them? 1037 01:10:18,670 --> 01:10:20,920 Asshole that you are. 1038 01:10:21,000 --> 01:10:22,830 Did you see what I did? It was for emphasis. 1039 01:10:22,920 --> 01:10:25,170 - I saw it. - Asshole that you are. 1040 01:10:25,250 --> 01:10:27,670 - Go. - Asshole that you are. 1041 01:10:27,750 --> 01:10:29,710 I also added a little of leg movement. 1042 01:10:29,790 --> 01:10:32,960 - Yes, you put a carabiner. - Fucking asshole. 1043 01:10:33,040 --> 01:10:35,920 I need those days off, Tom, for the court. 1044 01:10:36,000 --> 01:10:38,460 I know, I saw it. Are you calm? 1045 01:10:38,540 --> 01:10:40,080 Terrified. 1046 01:10:42,880 --> 01:10:44,750 Jesus Christ, John. 1047 01:10:44,830 --> 01:10:46,460 - Excuse me. - John. 1048 01:10:46,540 --> 01:10:48,540 It's Christmas. 1049 01:10:48,630 --> 01:10:53,380 Seriously. Jesus Christ almighty. 1050 01:10:54,380 --> 01:10:56,580 Okay, okay. 1051 01:10:56,670 --> 01:10:58,000 And now? 1052 01:10:58,080 --> 01:11:00,750 Now it's protecting my balls. 1053 01:11:00,920 --> 01:11:03,880 My client will now bear witness. 1054 01:11:03,960 --> 01:11:06,040 Mr Davidson, wants to get closer 1055 01:11:06,130 --> 01:11:07,950 on the witness stand? 1056 01:11:19,880 --> 01:11:21,790 Mr Davidson, do you want to take the oath? 1057 01:11:21,960 --> 01:11:23,250 I want it. 1058 01:11:23,330 --> 01:11:26,210 Raise your right hand and repeat after me… 1059 01:11:27,290 --> 01:11:29,330 I swear before almighty God… 1060 01:11:29,500 --> 01:11:31,290 I swear before almighty God… 1061 01:11:31,380 --> 01:11:34,080 - …to tell the truth… - …to tell the truth… 1062 01:11:34,170 --> 01:11:36,330 - …the whole truth… - No, I won't! 1063 01:11:38,170 --> 01:11:42,000 Can someone explain the reason for this outrage? 1064 01:11:42,170 --> 01:11:43,420 Your Honor, if I may, 1065 01:11:43,500 --> 01:11:46,960 Mr Davidson, sometimes, he shouts uncontrollable phrases. 1066 01:11:47,130 --> 01:11:50,420 Impulsive comments. He does not intend them and cannot control them. 1067 01:11:50,580 --> 01:11:52,710 Sexists, homophobes, misogynists… 1068 01:11:52,880 --> 01:11:55,130 Don't forget racists, asshole. 1069 01:11:55,210 --> 01:11:56,460 And racists. 1070 01:11:56,540 --> 01:11:58,920 From personal experience, I can assure you 1071 01:11:59,000 --> 01:12:01,710 who masters every type of racist insult, 1072 01:12:01,880 --> 01:12:03,630 many of them unknown even to me, 1073 01:12:03,710 --> 01:12:06,130 but all of them altogether out of his control. 1074 01:12:06,290 --> 01:12:08,250 We filed document number 71 1075 01:12:08,420 --> 01:12:10,960 that describes a condition known as Tourette syndrome. 1076 01:12:11,630 --> 01:12:14,500 Yes, I read the document, 1077 01:12:14,580 --> 01:12:18,330 but I also looked into it document number 107 1078 01:12:18,420 --> 01:12:20,630 - by Mr. Barrowman… - Fuck, asshole. 1079 01:12:20,790 --> 01:12:22,670 …which claims that Tourette's syndrome 1080 01:12:22,750 --> 01:12:24,460 is not a recognized condition, 1081 01:12:24,630 --> 01:12:26,500 that cannot be diagnosed, 1082 01:12:26,580 --> 01:12:29,210 and therefore it is irrelevant for this process. 1083 01:12:29,290 --> 01:12:30,800 Thank you, Your Honor. 1084 01:12:30,960 --> 01:12:33,880 Mr. Davidson, the oath, one more time please 1085 01:12:33,960 --> 01:12:36,080 exactly how I pronounce it. 1086 01:12:36,250 --> 01:12:37,330 All right. 1087 01:12:37,420 --> 01:12:39,960 Raise your right hand and repeat… 1088 01:12:40,040 --> 01:12:42,750 I swear before almighty God… 1089 01:12:48,880 --> 01:12:50,500 I swear before almighty God… 1090 01:12:50,670 --> 01:12:52,330 …to tell the truth… 1091 01:12:55,960 --> 01:12:58,790 …to tell the truth… You're an asshole! 1092 01:13:00,960 --> 01:13:03,540 Mr Davidson, leave the classroom. 1093 01:13:03,630 --> 01:13:05,880 - I'll tell the truth. - Mr. Davidson, 1094 01:13:05,960 --> 01:13:09,080 leave my courtroom immediately. 1095 01:13:11,130 --> 01:13:14,380 Mr. Davidson, if you don't come out straight away from my classroom, 1096 01:13:14,540 --> 01:13:18,670 I will be forced to make her go away by force. Mr Davidson, 1097 01:13:18,750 --> 01:13:21,000 - leave the classroom. - I swear before almighty God... 1098 01:13:21,080 --> 01:13:23,420 I swear before almighty God that I will tell the truth. 1099 01:13:23,500 --> 01:13:26,290 - Mr. Davidson! - Asshole! 1100 01:13:26,380 --> 01:13:28,920 - Asshole, fuck, asshole! - Out! 1101 01:13:29,960 --> 01:13:34,080 John. Come, love. Everything is fine. 1102 01:13:41,540 --> 01:13:46,710 I'm retarded. I'm an idiot. 1103 01:13:46,790 --> 01:13:50,540 You ruined everything. You ruined everything, John. 1104 01:13:59,460 --> 01:14:02,920 Tommy. 1105 01:14:04,000 --> 01:14:08,000 It's not going well, Tommy. He called the judge an asshole. 1106 01:14:08,080 --> 01:14:10,670 - Well, it's not a big deal. - No. 1107 01:14:14,630 --> 01:14:17,210 John is, without a doubt, 1108 01:14:17,290 --> 01:14:19,500 the best employee I've ever had. 1109 01:14:19,670 --> 01:14:24,000 Scream? Yes. Blasphemy? Yes. 1110 01:14:24,170 --> 01:14:25,970 Does he want to do harm? Absolutely not. 1111 01:14:26,130 --> 01:14:28,880 His tics are uncontrollable. 1112 01:14:28,960 --> 01:14:32,630 There are moments, two or three times per day, in which his right hand 1113 01:14:32,710 --> 01:14:35,710 it leaves suddenly like this, with a closed fist. 1114 01:14:35,790 --> 01:14:38,960 It comes to a few millimeters from my face. 1115 01:14:39,130 --> 01:14:43,580 He's so good. It has become a real art. 1116 01:14:43,750 --> 01:14:47,290 Two or three times a day It hits me right in the balls. 1117 01:14:47,380 --> 01:14:49,380 Now… can I say “assholes”? 1118 01:14:49,540 --> 01:14:52,320 I'd say it's no worse than what we have already heard. 1119 01:14:52,420 --> 01:14:54,080 Oh, so can I say it? 1120 01:14:54,250 --> 01:14:58,830 You understand what I mean for idiots? Balls? 1121 01:14:58,920 --> 01:15:02,710 Family jewels? Gonads? Testicles? 1122 01:15:02,880 --> 01:15:05,170 - Assholes! - Thank you, Mr. Trotter. 1123 01:15:05,330 --> 01:15:08,830 - I'd say it's clear. - Well, I just wanted to make sure. 1124 01:15:09,000 --> 01:15:12,420 Okay. It is a medical condition. 1125 01:15:12,500 --> 01:15:15,330 Exists. I see her every day. 1126 01:15:15,420 --> 01:15:18,880 Now, I know there are those who say 1127 01:15:18,960 --> 01:15:21,250 that he's pretending. 1128 01:15:21,330 --> 01:15:24,670 But why would anyone pretend a condition 1129 01:15:24,750 --> 01:15:27,750 which leads to being hit with a crowbar? 1130 01:15:28,750 --> 01:15:31,170 Which leads to being humiliated 1131 01:15:31,250 --> 01:15:32,790 and mocked at school, 1132 01:15:32,960 --> 01:15:35,380 until you can't stand it higher exams 1133 01:15:35,460 --> 01:15:37,290 that could improve your life? 1134 01:15:37,380 --> 01:15:39,580 Which stops you to have a relationship? 1135 01:15:39,670 --> 01:15:43,250 Who, who would pretend something like that? 1136 01:15:43,330 --> 01:15:44,420 I. 1137 01:15:44,580 --> 01:15:46,630 Now, I know that John he's a proud boy, 1138 01:15:46,710 --> 01:15:50,500 and wouldn't want me to use the word "disability", 1139 01:15:50,580 --> 01:15:55,130 but let me ask: if a blind person enters a bar 1140 01:15:55,210 --> 01:15:59,500 and bumps into someone, ends up in court? 1141 01:16:00,630 --> 01:16:02,000 Huh? 1142 01:16:02,080 --> 01:16:06,580 That boy over there wouldn't do any harm to a fly. 1143 01:16:06,670 --> 01:16:08,920 He is the kindest person, 1144 01:16:09,080 --> 01:16:13,920 polite and respectful I've ever known. 1145 01:16:14,880 --> 01:16:17,170 And prepare too a Madonna tea. 1146 01:16:18,250 --> 01:16:20,210 Cum instead of milk. 1147 01:16:21,380 --> 01:16:23,330 Cum instead of milk. 1148 01:16:23,420 --> 01:16:25,540 I can… Sorry, sorry, Your Honor. 1149 01:16:25,630 --> 01:16:27,880 Thank you, Mr. Trotter. 1150 01:16:28,073 --> 01:16:30,163 John, did the outcome surprise you? 1151 01:16:30,210 --> 01:16:33,460 No. The judge said that I should never have appeared in court. 1152 01:16:33,540 --> 01:16:36,210 Dottie, what was it for you the most important moment? 1153 01:16:36,290 --> 01:16:38,210 Oh, when he said 1154 01:16:38,290 --> 01:16:41,080 that the police must learn from this experience. 1155 01:16:41,250 --> 01:16:43,580 Tommy Trotter, family friend. 1156 01:16:43,670 --> 01:16:46,380 I just wanted to say that what that guy he did in there was amazing. 1157 01:16:46,460 --> 01:16:48,670 - You can quote me. - Are you proud of John? 1158 01:16:48,750 --> 01:16:50,830 I? I am always proud of John. 1159 01:16:51,000 --> 01:16:52,580 So, John, what will you do now? 1160 01:16:52,670 --> 01:16:54,330 I'll tell you what he'll do. 1161 01:16:54,420 --> 01:16:56,080 Come back with me at the community center, 1162 01:16:56,170 --> 01:16:58,580 and helps me clean those manholes. 1163 01:16:58,670 --> 01:17:00,880 Here's what he'll do. 1164 01:17:22,710 --> 01:17:24,290 Now let's go home! 1165 01:17:28,670 --> 01:17:30,420 Well, I'm going. 1166 01:17:31,170 --> 01:17:33,290 Today I'm going to visit Tommy, Irene. 1167 01:17:33,380 --> 01:17:34,670 Had a hospital visit. 1168 01:17:34,750 --> 01:17:36,920 You tell him that bingo is it canceled on Thursday? 1169 01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:38,830 Certainly. See you later, Irene. 1170 01:17:38,920 --> 01:17:40,540 See you later, John. 1171 01:17:59,080 --> 01:18:00,380 Tommy? 1172 01:18:05,080 --> 01:18:06,380 Tommy! 1173 01:18:19,420 --> 01:18:20,880 Tommy? 1174 01:18:22,330 --> 01:18:24,960 Hi, Rosie. 1175 01:18:25,040 --> 01:18:26,250 Are you okay, baby? 1176 01:18:39,460 --> 01:18:41,420 Tommy? 1177 01:18:45,500 --> 01:18:47,040 Oh, God. 1178 01:18:54,380 --> 01:18:55,960 Police. 1179 01:18:57,210 --> 01:19:00,380 Ready? Is anyone there? 1180 01:19:02,130 --> 01:19:03,960 Turn on the light, will you? 1181 01:19:06,460 --> 01:19:09,670 Are you okay, boy? What happened? 1182 01:19:14,750 --> 01:19:15,920 Um… 1183 01:19:17,500 --> 01:19:20,130 I went in and, um… 1184 01:19:25,080 --> 01:19:27,540 I had brought him some beers. 1185 01:19:28,960 --> 01:19:30,540 I killed him. 1186 01:19:30,630 --> 01:19:32,250 Holy shit. 1187 01:19:32,330 --> 01:19:34,630 - I killed him. - Who did you kill, boy? 1188 01:19:36,670 --> 01:19:38,540 It's in there. 1189 01:19:40,210 --> 01:19:41,540 All right. 1190 01:19:43,670 --> 01:19:46,170 I need you to stay exactly where you are, okay? 1191 01:19:46,250 --> 01:19:48,040 Yes. No problem. 1192 01:19:54,170 --> 01:19:55,750 I killed him. 1193 01:19:57,710 --> 01:19:59,580 And now a hymn… 1194 01:19:59,670 --> 01:20:03,460 of the Scottish Anglican pastor Henry Francis Lyte, 1195 01:20:03,540 --> 01:20:05,170 “Stay with me.” 1196 01:20:11,290 --> 01:20:15,670 ♪ Stay with me 1197 01:20:15,750 --> 01:20:21,330 ♪ Soon evening falls 1198 01:20:22,250 --> 01:20:27,580 ♪ The darkness deepens 1199 01:20:27,670 --> 01:20:30,830 ♪ Lord, stay with me 1200 01:20:33,000 --> 01:20:38,960 ♪ When all other help fails - Fuck you, John! 1201 01:20:39,040 --> 01:20:42,380 ♪ And all comfort flees 1202 01:20:43,920 --> 01:20:47,580 ♪ Help of the defenseless 1203 01:20:47,670 --> 01:20:52,290 ♪ Oh, stay with me 1204 01:20:52,380 --> 01:20:54,290 Fuck you, John! Ha ha. 1205 01:21:07,420 --> 01:21:08,670 John? 1206 01:21:10,790 --> 01:21:14,130 - Hey, Davidson! - What? 1207 01:21:14,290 --> 01:21:16,210 I'll take you to lunch. 1208 01:21:17,630 --> 01:21:20,290 - What? - Come on, lunch. 1209 01:21:21,500 --> 01:21:23,380 I can't hear you. 1210 01:21:26,040 --> 01:21:29,000 Where did you get them these tomatoes? 1211 01:21:29,080 --> 01:21:31,250 At the market. Why? 1212 01:21:31,330 --> 01:21:32,960 They're a little soft. 1213 01:21:33,540 --> 01:21:35,710 Yes you are right. 1214 01:21:40,130 --> 01:21:42,250 Could you imagine to live here, John? 1215 01:21:42,330 --> 01:21:44,790 - Here? - Yes. 1216 01:21:44,880 --> 01:21:46,330 In an apartment? 1217 01:21:48,000 --> 01:21:49,290 Yes. 1218 01:21:50,130 --> 01:21:53,250 You know we want you a world, but… 1219 01:21:53,330 --> 01:21:55,830 you're in that little room for five years and I… 1220 01:21:55,920 --> 01:21:59,000 Well, I think it's starting to suffocate you. 1221 01:21:59,080 --> 01:22:01,330 You need your independence. 1222 01:22:03,380 --> 01:22:07,170 A public housing space has become available in that building. 1223 01:22:07,250 --> 01:22:10,210 And I made an appointment in ten minutes, 1224 01:22:10,290 --> 01:22:13,130 if you like. No pressure. 1225 01:22:21,580 --> 01:22:23,790 Yes, I could live there. 1226 01:22:24,790 --> 01:22:26,380 Why not? 1227 01:22:27,880 --> 01:22:29,210 Fantastic. 1228 01:22:29,380 --> 01:22:31,500 If the application was successful, 1229 01:22:31,580 --> 01:22:33,790 the Municipality would come to measure humidity. 1230 01:22:33,880 --> 01:22:37,040 - Oh, John… - Everything you need, basically. 1231 01:22:37,210 --> 01:22:40,210 - Look there. - There's no fireplace, Dottie. 1232 01:22:40,290 --> 01:22:43,000 Eh, love, in an apartment it's never there. 1233 01:22:43,080 --> 01:22:44,750 I could use a bucket though. 1234 01:22:44,830 --> 01:22:47,040 And then, of course, there is a small balcony. 1235 01:22:47,130 --> 01:22:49,580 Oh, wow, look at that view. Fantastic. 1236 01:22:52,210 --> 01:22:54,040 I throw myself down. 1237 01:22:55,750 --> 01:22:58,790 The Municipality can install the grates of safety. We do this often. 1238 01:22:58,880 --> 01:23:01,290 Yes, that would be a good idea. 1239 01:23:01,380 --> 01:23:03,670 So, what do you think, John? 1240 01:23:03,750 --> 01:23:05,540 It's a shit hole! 1241 01:23:06,630 --> 01:23:09,460 Yes. I like it. 1242 01:23:09,540 --> 01:23:10,920 Really? 1243 01:23:11,080 --> 01:23:13,130 Ok, let's go then. 1244 01:23:13,830 --> 01:23:14,960 Thank you. 1245 01:23:15,040 --> 01:23:18,250 - I couldn't wait to show you. - Oh yeah. 1246 01:23:20,710 --> 01:23:23,130 Well, this is the last box. 1247 01:23:23,210 --> 01:23:25,580 - Are you sure you're okay, John? - Calm. 1248 01:23:25,670 --> 01:23:28,250 I'm going to take the elevator, mom. See you soon, friend. 1249 01:23:28,420 --> 01:23:31,250 - Thank you, really. - Okay, then… 1250 01:23:32,130 --> 01:23:34,630 - can you do it alone? - Yes. 1251 01:23:37,040 --> 01:23:40,000 Yes, I'll be fine, Dot. Come on. 1252 01:23:40,170 --> 01:23:42,630 At home it will be strange without you. 1253 01:23:42,710 --> 01:23:44,830 I know. 1254 01:23:44,920 --> 01:23:47,710 And, um, you're coming to lunch on Sunday, right? 1255 01:23:47,790 --> 01:23:49,630 - Of course yes. - Well. 1256 01:23:49,710 --> 01:23:51,790 Oh, and remember… 1257 01:23:51,880 --> 01:23:53,630 no swear words. 1258 01:23:53,790 --> 01:23:55,670 See you later, Dot. 1259 01:24:09,290 --> 01:24:10,880 I'm going to go have a wank. 1260 01:24:10,960 --> 01:24:13,080 Fuck you, John. 1261 01:24:14,839 --> 01:24:16,312 Fuck you! 1262 01:24:18,670 --> 01:24:20,330 Fuck you! 1263 01:24:21,210 --> 01:24:23,500 - Who is he yelling at? - To anyone. 1264 01:24:23,580 --> 01:24:24,710 Bitch! 1265 01:24:25,540 --> 01:24:27,250 Everything okay, buddy? 1266 01:24:27,670 --> 01:24:30,540 - Yes, everything is fine. - So who are you blaspheming? 1267 01:24:30,710 --> 01:24:33,580 To no one, it's just my thing. It is a medical condition. 1268 01:24:33,750 --> 01:24:35,830 - What? - Where do you live? 1269 01:24:36,000 --> 01:24:38,460 Fuck you, meddlesome girl. 1270 01:24:38,540 --> 01:24:40,790 It was a tic. You just have to ignore them. 1271 01:24:40,880 --> 01:24:43,580 You'll get used to me. 1272 01:24:43,670 --> 01:24:45,460 However, you'd better come back. 1273 01:24:45,540 --> 01:24:47,580 I have a frozen lasagna which is thawing. 1274 01:24:48,540 --> 01:24:50,540 So what's your plan? 1275 01:25:00,210 --> 01:25:03,330 Oh, are you okay? How was the bar? 1276 01:25:03,500 --> 01:25:06,040 Tell him, damn it. Come on, let's tell him. 1277 01:25:17,380 --> 01:25:20,330 - Everything okay, buddy? - Yes. 1278 01:25:21,330 --> 01:25:22,960 I brought you a beer. 1279 01:25:23,960 --> 01:25:25,330 Thank you. 1280 01:25:30,290 --> 01:25:32,210 Why the bars? 1281 01:25:33,080 --> 01:25:35,130 To stop me from… 1282 01:25:35,210 --> 01:25:37,630 throw me down. 1283 01:25:39,750 --> 01:25:41,250 Fuck. 1284 01:25:50,460 --> 01:25:52,130 It's a nice place. 1285 01:25:52,210 --> 01:25:54,630 It would take some money, though. 1286 01:25:54,790 --> 01:25:57,170 In what sense? 1287 01:25:57,330 --> 01:25:59,790 Well, kind of a giant TV. 1288 01:26:00,420 --> 01:26:02,080 A new sofa. 1289 01:26:02,170 --> 01:26:03,750 I can't afford it, man. 1290 01:26:05,540 --> 01:26:09,420 - Come work with me. - I already have a job. 1291 01:26:09,500 --> 01:26:12,380 In my free time, come work with me. 1292 01:26:16,420 --> 01:26:18,500 - But, on the other hand... - What? 1293 01:26:18,580 --> 01:26:20,920 Maybe… I don't know… 1294 01:26:21,000 --> 01:26:23,960 - What? - Well… 1295 01:26:24,040 --> 01:26:26,040 Your disability might get in the middle. 1296 01:26:26,210 --> 01:26:28,170 It's not a fucking disability. 1297 01:26:33,380 --> 01:26:36,290 I can do whatever it takes. Tell me what to do. 1298 01:26:38,040 --> 01:26:39,080 Take this. 1299 01:26:58,420 --> 01:27:00,420 Everything OK? 1300 01:27:00,580 --> 01:27:02,170 - It's in the bag. - What? 1301 01:27:02,250 --> 01:27:06,250 - It's in the fucking bag. - Oh, okay. 1302 01:27:06,330 --> 01:27:09,210 I have one just like it, you know. I use it for work. 1303 01:27:09,290 --> 01:27:11,170 It has great pockets. 1304 01:27:13,040 --> 01:27:15,670 Is it what I think it is? 1305 01:27:15,750 --> 01:27:17,670 Is it for Danny? 1306 01:27:18,830 --> 01:27:20,460 Look here. 1307 01:27:28,170 --> 01:27:31,130 Heroin at half price! But fuck you! 1308 01:27:35,540 --> 01:27:38,040 I'm dealing drugs! 1309 01:27:48,290 --> 01:27:50,080 Pigs! Pigs! 1310 01:27:51,080 --> 01:27:52,250 Pigs! 1311 01:27:55,540 --> 01:27:57,580 Everything okay, buddy? 1312 01:27:57,670 --> 01:27:59,330 - Come here for a moment. - Everything okay, guys? 1313 01:27:59,420 --> 01:28:02,670 - How's it going, officers? - Stop where you are. Come here! 1314 01:28:02,750 --> 01:28:04,290 Come here. 1315 01:28:05,250 --> 01:28:07,250 You hired illegal substances? 1316 01:28:07,330 --> 01:28:09,670 No, no, it's not like that. I have, um… 1317 01:28:09,750 --> 01:28:13,080 I have drugs in my sweater. I have Tourette's syndrome. 1318 01:28:13,250 --> 01:28:15,710 - I can't control what I say. - Oh yes? 1319 01:28:15,880 --> 01:28:17,830 Show me your hands. 1320 01:28:18,500 --> 01:28:20,670 Get your hands out of your sweater! 1321 01:28:23,750 --> 01:28:26,500 The other. Right away! 1322 01:28:29,710 --> 01:28:30,750 What is that? 1323 01:28:32,500 --> 01:28:34,670 - Things? - Crack, asshole. 1324 01:28:34,750 --> 01:28:36,710 - Heroin at half price! - That's enough. 1325 01:28:36,790 --> 01:28:38,960 No, I don't even know what it is. 1326 01:28:39,500 --> 01:28:41,500 - You are in custody for… - Fuck you! 1327 01:28:41,580 --> 01:28:42,960 - Asshole! Asshole! Asshole! - Silence! 1328 01:28:52,750 --> 01:28:55,170 John, what have you done? 1329 01:28:55,250 --> 01:28:57,830 Today I deal drugs. Fuck you! 1330 01:28:58,000 --> 01:28:59,540 What he just said 1331 01:28:59,630 --> 01:29:02,130 it gave us reason to arrest him. 1332 01:29:02,210 --> 01:29:05,170 So what did he actually do? 1333 01:29:05,330 --> 01:29:07,080 He was carrying a package 1334 01:29:07,170 --> 01:29:09,460 which he claimed was crack. 1335 01:29:10,960 --> 01:29:13,130 -And was it crack? - No. 1336 01:29:15,000 --> 01:29:17,210 It was a bag of sugar. 1337 01:29:17,290 --> 01:29:19,540 But next time they will entrust him with the real one. 1338 01:29:19,630 --> 01:29:22,250 You can't arrest him for something that maybe will happen. 1339 01:29:22,330 --> 01:29:24,170 Listen, he shouldn't be in a cell. 1340 01:29:24,250 --> 01:29:28,580 He can't control what he says. He has Tourette's syndrome. 1341 01:29:28,750 --> 01:29:30,670 Has behavioral problems here's what he has. 1342 01:29:30,750 --> 01:29:32,580 Dottie has drugs in her pussy. 1343 01:29:33,830 --> 01:29:35,710 Well, are you free to go? 1344 01:29:35,790 --> 01:29:38,040 - Yes. - Okay. Davidson, let's go. 1345 01:29:38,830 --> 01:29:42,580 I'll take you home, so I can keep an eye on you. 1346 01:29:44,290 --> 01:29:46,460 Ha ha! Excuse me. 1347 01:29:46,540 --> 01:29:49,630 Sometimes I would kill you. 1348 01:29:55,040 --> 01:29:58,380 Here you go, Dot. A nice cup of tea. 1349 01:30:03,130 --> 01:30:06,250 “Dottie has drugs in the pussy.” 1350 01:30:07,500 --> 01:30:09,580 Yes, sorry about that. 1351 01:30:10,830 --> 01:30:12,750 I am sorry. 1352 01:30:12,830 --> 01:30:15,380 That neighborhood was a bad idea. 1353 01:30:19,580 --> 01:30:20,960 Already. 1354 01:30:22,960 --> 01:30:27,670 - What are you reading? - A book on Tourette. 1355 01:30:27,750 --> 01:30:30,880 I think you should read it too. Indeed, 1356 01:30:30,960 --> 01:30:33,540 we should read everything what we find. 1357 01:30:33,710 --> 01:30:35,920 Learn as much as you can. 1358 01:30:37,080 --> 01:30:38,960 What do you think? 1359 01:30:42,790 --> 01:30:44,830 Yes. Yes. 1360 01:30:45,250 --> 01:30:47,460 - Good idea. - Mm. 1361 01:30:48,540 --> 01:30:51,540 Today they fire me. 1362 01:30:54,040 --> 01:30:55,630 After you. 1363 01:30:56,630 --> 01:30:58,830 - Everything okay, friend? - Yes, John. Sit down. 1364 01:30:58,920 --> 01:31:01,960 It looks like a fucking sauna in here, asshole. 1365 01:31:02,040 --> 01:31:04,920 - Do you want me to open a window? - No, no, no. It was just a tic. 1366 01:31:05,000 --> 01:31:06,830 I really don't think you are an asshole or something. 1367 01:31:06,920 --> 01:31:10,080 John, you know very well that 1368 01:31:10,250 --> 01:31:13,040 we were looking a full time caretaker… 1369 01:31:13,130 --> 01:31:14,960 - Sorry. - No problem. 1370 01:31:15,040 --> 01:31:18,000 A full-time caretaker, yes. Have you found anyone? 1371 01:31:18,080 --> 01:31:21,460 Nobody is as good as me. 1372 01:31:22,420 --> 01:31:23,500 That was a tic. 1373 01:31:23,670 --> 01:31:26,830 - No, it wasn't a tic, John. - Yes it was. It was a tic. 1374 01:31:26,920 --> 01:31:28,040 It was a premonition. 1375 01:31:28,210 --> 01:31:31,170 John, there is no one as good as you, this is a fact. 1376 01:31:31,250 --> 01:31:33,040 And that's why that we would like to offer you 1377 01:31:33,130 --> 01:31:35,960 the post of caretaker, indefinitely. 1378 01:31:39,130 --> 01:31:42,830 Think about it. You know that if you accepted, 1379 01:31:42,920 --> 01:31:45,080 and we really hope that you will, 1380 01:31:45,250 --> 01:31:47,540 the place includes also accommodation. 1381 01:31:47,630 --> 01:31:51,040 It's not a royal palace, but it's comfortable. 1382 01:31:53,210 --> 01:31:55,920 - Okay, then, um... - Congratulations. 1383 01:31:56,670 --> 01:32:00,250 Yes please. Thank you. I won't disappoint you. 1384 01:32:00,330 --> 01:32:04,710 No, certainly not. You deserved it. 1385 01:32:05,253 --> 01:32:08,130 Well, then, eh… I better go. 1386 01:32:08,210 --> 01:32:10,420 I have to set up some chairs and do a few things. 1387 01:32:10,500 --> 01:32:12,670 Perfect. Thanks, John. 1388 01:32:15,040 --> 01:32:17,040 - Listen. - Mm. 1389 01:32:17,130 --> 01:32:18,420 Silence. 1390 01:32:18,500 --> 01:32:21,540 - Oops, well… - Sorry. 1391 01:32:22,670 --> 01:32:25,290 Oh, that's right nice little house, John. 1392 01:32:25,380 --> 01:32:27,290 - Hm? - Mm. 1393 01:32:29,420 --> 01:32:32,630 - Tommy liked it here. - Yes, he liked it. 1394 01:32:32,710 --> 01:32:35,080 It's just what you need. 1395 01:32:37,000 --> 01:32:39,080 Maybe I could take it a little dog like Rosie. 1396 01:32:39,170 --> 01:32:43,080 Hey, look over there. That crow... that's Tommy. 1397 01:32:43,170 --> 01:32:45,500 - Don't talk nonsense. - That, my friend, is a sign. 1398 01:32:45,580 --> 01:32:48,130 - What? No, seriously. - It's not a sign. 1399 01:32:48,210 --> 01:32:50,960 Like a guide animal, do you know? 1400 01:32:52,330 --> 01:32:55,420 - How's it going, Tommy? - Are you okay, Tom? 1401 01:32:55,500 --> 01:32:58,330 View? It doesn't move. 1402 01:33:06,080 --> 01:33:08,830 Fuck you! Yes? 1403 01:33:09,920 --> 01:33:12,830 - Are you John? - Yes. Sorry about earlier. 1404 01:33:12,920 --> 01:33:14,720 We got your data from the hospital. 1405 01:33:14,880 --> 01:33:17,210 They told us that maybe you could help us. 1406 01:33:17,380 --> 01:33:20,040 Doctors and specialists speak Tourette's, 1407 01:33:20,130 --> 01:33:21,920 but they have never experienced it. 1408 01:33:22,000 --> 01:33:23,210 Mm. 1409 01:33:23,290 --> 01:33:25,670 She has never met no one else has it. 1410 01:33:28,330 --> 01:33:30,920 Lucy, can you get out of the car, please? 1411 01:33:31,000 --> 01:33:32,330 Fuck you! 1412 01:33:32,920 --> 01:33:34,960 John is with us. 1413 01:33:36,170 --> 01:33:38,000 Ok, open up. 1414 01:33:39,670 --> 01:33:44,130 Fuck you, pedophile. I am a minor. 1415 01:33:45,960 --> 01:33:47,920 What are you doing? 1416 01:33:48,000 --> 01:33:50,130 To avoid giving up on you a slap. 1417 01:33:51,670 --> 01:33:54,380 - I'm not talking to you. - Don't worry, no problem. 1418 01:33:54,460 --> 01:33:57,330 To be honest, it's nice have a five minute break. 1419 01:33:57,420 --> 01:33:58,920 Part time slut! 1420 01:33:59,000 --> 01:34:02,000 - Today I cummed on a jellyfish. - You're an idiot. 1421 01:34:02,080 --> 01:34:04,080 - Roddy has a small one. - Fuck you. 1422 01:34:04,170 --> 01:34:07,460 - I have a huge fucking rabbit. - I fucked your mother. 1423 01:34:07,540 --> 01:34:10,250 Fuck you. Bitch. 1424 01:34:10,330 --> 01:34:13,040 - Your father wasted his sperm. - Your father is an asshole. 1425 01:34:13,130 --> 01:34:14,750 - My father is a pedophile. - I am a pedophile. 1426 01:34:14,830 --> 01:34:16,330 I am the leader of the pedophiles. 1427 01:34:16,420 --> 01:34:17,460 I raped a girl. 1428 01:34:17,540 --> 01:34:19,080 You are on the sex offenders register. 1429 01:34:19,170 --> 01:34:21,080 - I'm a bastard. - My father fucked your father. 1430 01:34:21,176 --> 01:34:22,796 My dad is a fucking jellyfish. 1431 01:34:22,953 --> 01:34:25,163 - My mother is a virgin. - Should I come in? 1432 01:34:25,250 --> 01:34:27,130 - Maybe it's better not to. - You're a fucking fat guy. 1433 01:34:27,210 --> 01:34:29,750 - My mother is a priest. - You're a priest, bitch. 1434 01:34:29,830 --> 01:34:32,040 You're a cum stain. 1435 01:34:39,040 --> 01:34:41,420 - Is everything okay, friend? - Yes. 1436 01:34:45,420 --> 01:34:47,880 - What's his name? - Tilly. 1437 01:34:47,960 --> 01:34:50,210 Or Tilly-Lilly. 1438 01:34:51,420 --> 01:34:53,290 - Do you like dogs? - Yes. 1439 01:34:53,380 --> 01:34:56,000 I would like one, but dad says which are a big pain. 1440 01:34:56,080 --> 01:34:57,960 I am, trust me. 1441 01:34:58,040 --> 01:35:00,880 But it helps me understand what happens to me, 1442 01:35:00,960 --> 01:35:02,580 I believe. - Already. 1443 01:35:04,170 --> 01:35:05,540 HI. 1444 01:35:09,250 --> 01:35:11,080 Ah, fuck you! 1445 01:35:13,380 --> 01:35:15,000 Everything OK? 1446 01:35:15,080 --> 01:35:18,380 Yeah, I think I just had to vent first in the car. 1447 01:35:18,460 --> 01:35:20,420 - When everything accumulates. - Yes. 1448 01:35:20,500 --> 01:35:22,830 You're pretty good to repress the tics, then? 1449 01:35:22,920 --> 01:35:24,630 Sometimes it's just… 1450 01:35:24,710 --> 01:35:26,920 it depends on how the day goes, do you understand? 1451 01:35:27,630 --> 01:35:30,500 Every now and then the hospital sends me people. 1452 01:35:30,580 --> 01:35:34,130 But, to tell the truth, I don't know how much it really helps them. 1453 01:35:34,210 --> 01:35:37,630 I thought you were a specialist, from the way my father spoke. 1454 01:35:37,710 --> 01:35:40,630 Ninth. I'm not a specialist, but I read something. 1455 01:35:40,710 --> 01:35:41,960 Already. 1456 01:35:43,040 --> 01:35:46,250 You are the first person with the Tourette I encounter. 1457 01:35:47,580 --> 01:35:49,540 Does it help? 1458 01:35:49,630 --> 01:35:52,000 Not at all, asshole. 1459 01:35:52,080 --> 01:35:54,920 Eh… no, yes, I would say yes. 1460 01:35:55,000 --> 01:35:57,920 I mean, you understand it better than… 1461 01:35:59,170 --> 01:36:00,500 Good. 1462 01:36:03,710 --> 01:36:05,710 Have they ever bullied you? 1463 01:36:05,790 --> 01:36:08,830 Yes, at school yes, but… 1464 01:36:09,420 --> 01:36:12,170 now more people are laughing, that makes fun of you, 1465 01:36:12,250 --> 01:36:14,460 or who takes photos of you, and so on. 1466 01:36:14,540 --> 01:36:15,830 Already. 1467 01:36:16,630 --> 01:36:18,830 Sometimes I wake up in the morning that I'm fine, 1468 01:36:18,920 --> 01:36:20,710 and then I start crying out of nowhere. 1469 01:36:20,790 --> 01:36:22,290 Really? 1470 01:36:22,380 --> 01:36:25,540 I always wonder what I did to deserve something like this. 1471 01:36:27,460 --> 01:36:29,880 And then when I try to get close to someone... 1472 01:36:29,960 --> 01:36:32,460 I think, who would like to pass life with one 1473 01:36:32,540 --> 01:36:34,330 that insults you and spits in your face? 1474 01:36:34,420 --> 01:36:39,080 Yes, that's what I fear too. Because it hurts, you know. 1475 01:36:41,790 --> 01:36:43,540 Sometimes, like… 1476 01:36:43,630 --> 01:36:46,460 if my mother is cooking and… 1477 01:36:46,540 --> 01:36:49,460 he has the stove on, hot… 1478 01:36:49,540 --> 01:36:52,380 I feel like I have to get my hands on it. Just like that. 1479 01:36:52,460 --> 01:36:54,830 Not slowly… a nice blow. 1480 01:36:54,920 --> 01:36:57,250 It's a compulsion. I do it too. 1481 01:36:57,330 --> 01:36:59,460 - Really? - Yes. I can lend you a book. 1482 01:36:59,540 --> 01:37:02,880 Yeah… I don't know, like… I don't know if you understand me, 1483 01:37:02,960 --> 01:37:04,920 you have to do it, you can't leave. 1484 01:37:05,000 --> 01:37:07,960 I know exactly what you mean. I have to kiss the street lamps. 1485 01:37:09,500 --> 01:37:11,920 Not me. 1486 01:37:11,993 --> 01:37:14,453 I fuck mailboxes. 1487 01:37:14,540 --> 01:37:16,830 Don't do it either. 1488 01:37:20,380 --> 01:37:23,630 Well, that's better then that you go back to work. 1489 01:37:25,540 --> 01:37:28,460 - Did it help you or not? - Yes, very much. 1490 01:37:28,540 --> 01:37:31,210 I mean, you understand it better than… 1491 01:37:31,290 --> 01:37:33,460 better than specialists. 1492 01:37:33,540 --> 01:37:36,290 Well. I'm on Facebook, if you want to have a chat. 1493 01:37:36,380 --> 01:37:39,290 Yes. You're good at these things. 1494 01:37:39,380 --> 01:37:42,040 Wait for your father see my bill. 1495 01:37:42,130 --> 01:37:44,750 I like that blue thing that you have around your neck. 1496 01:37:44,830 --> 01:37:46,380 Oh, it's like... 1497 01:37:46,460 --> 01:37:48,830 like you bite it when you feel it that a tic is coming. 1498 01:37:48,920 --> 01:37:50,460 I have one too. 1499 01:37:50,540 --> 01:37:53,330 Yes? This is better though. 1500 01:37:55,790 --> 01:37:57,380 Go, then. 1501 01:37:59,040 --> 01:38:01,380 Go to Tommy. Come on, go find him. 1502 01:38:01,460 --> 01:38:02,920 Are you okay, Trotter? 1503 01:38:06,040 --> 01:38:08,540 What should I tell you? 1504 01:38:12,460 --> 01:38:15,750 Today at the community center, guess what happened. 1505 01:38:16,710 --> 01:38:20,330 The lead flashing of the bathroom started leaking again. 1506 01:38:20,420 --> 01:38:22,830 I told them they can come back to fix it for free. 1507 01:38:22,920 --> 01:38:24,420 We won't pay them. 1508 01:38:31,670 --> 01:38:33,710 I met a couple the other day. 1509 01:38:33,790 --> 01:38:36,380 They brought me their daughter. 1510 01:38:36,460 --> 01:38:38,670 Twenty-four years old, a girl. 1511 01:38:39,250 --> 01:38:41,170 He has tics. 1512 01:38:42,420 --> 01:38:46,170 And I was the first person with Tourette's he had ever known. 1513 01:38:47,500 --> 01:38:49,460 Can you believe it? 1514 01:38:52,920 --> 01:38:56,000 You always said I had to do it more to help people like me, 1515 01:38:56,080 --> 01:38:58,040 the boys, and so on. 1516 01:38:59,790 --> 01:39:02,040 And I'm thinking about it, Trotter. 1517 01:39:02,130 --> 01:39:04,040 I'm really thinking about it. 1518 01:39:08,540 --> 01:39:10,580 Come on, let's go, Tilly. 1519 01:39:10,750 --> 01:39:12,420 Come on, beautiful. 1520 01:39:21,040 --> 01:39:23,130 This way. Come on, guys. 1521 01:39:29,080 --> 01:39:30,750 How nice to see you, Lucy. Everything OK? 1522 01:39:30,830 --> 01:39:33,130 - Nice to see you. - Me too. 1523 01:39:34,750 --> 01:39:36,330 Bring it here. 1524 01:39:36,670 --> 01:39:39,250 -Alison. Are you John? -Alison. Yes. 1525 01:39:39,330 --> 01:39:41,170 Shout out from Birmingham. 1526 01:39:41,330 --> 01:39:44,160 - Fuck you, wanker! - Let's bring him in and get settled. 1527 01:39:44,250 --> 01:39:45,790 Ignore me. 1528 01:39:45,960 --> 01:39:48,920 Pop! 1529 01:39:52,170 --> 01:39:54,880 I just wanted to welcome you. 1530 01:39:54,960 --> 01:39:56,500 Are you my real dad? 1531 01:39:56,580 --> 01:39:58,920 It's the first weekend on the Tourette that we organize, therefore… 1532 01:39:59,000 --> 01:40:00,380 some of you are meeting 1533 01:40:00,460 --> 01:40:02,540 other people with Tourette for the first time, and it's normal. 1534 01:40:02,630 --> 01:40:04,090 - Fuck you! - Hello, friend, are you okay? 1535 01:40:05,040 --> 01:40:06,750 - Fuck you. - John. 1536 01:40:06,920 --> 01:40:11,130 Can I ask you what he did to you think it was a good idea? 1537 01:40:13,830 --> 01:40:17,960 - I just wanted to say... - Can I touch your cock? 1538 01:40:18,040 --> 01:40:21,460 Today… today you are the majority, 1539 01:40:21,540 --> 01:40:24,040 you are not a minority. 1540 01:40:35,670 --> 01:40:37,130 So, my name is Greg, 1541 01:40:37,290 --> 01:40:39,580 and like you I have Tourette's. 1542 01:40:39,750 --> 01:40:41,580 I want to show you a couple of things 1543 01:40:41,670 --> 01:40:43,080 what do I do with the drums, 1544 01:40:43,170 --> 01:40:45,460 to give you some tricks 1545 01:40:45,540 --> 01:40:47,210 to reduce tics. 1546 01:40:47,380 --> 01:40:48,500 This weekend is thought out 1547 01:40:48,580 --> 01:40:50,130 for those living with Tourette's, 1548 01:40:50,210 --> 01:40:52,540 that is, you and your children too. 1549 01:40:52,710 --> 01:40:54,330 Look, you're not superheroes. 1550 01:40:54,420 --> 01:40:57,040 It's really hard to live with with all this, and… 1551 01:40:57,210 --> 01:40:59,710 probably destroyed my family too, my mom and dad. 1552 01:40:59,790 --> 01:41:02,630 So you have to take care of each other. 1553 01:41:02,655 --> 01:41:04,695 Can you divide into groups? 1554 01:41:05,863 --> 01:41:08,045 And I will give each group a video camera… 1555 01:41:08,162 --> 01:41:11,356 Put your finger on the wand, about a third... 1556 01:41:11,540 --> 01:41:13,290 Get the fuck out of class! 1557 01:41:13,460 --> 01:41:14,960 I'll punch your pussy. 1558 01:41:15,040 --> 01:41:18,080 We can all begin to be be creative and explore this side. 1559 01:41:18,250 --> 01:41:20,290 Homosexual man at home. 1560 01:41:20,460 --> 01:41:22,880 How do you deal with relationships? 1561 01:41:23,630 --> 01:41:25,080 Me, personally? 1562 01:41:27,130 --> 01:41:30,500 It always has been for me quite a challenge, though... 1563 01:41:30,580 --> 01:41:33,250 as parents, it's normal whatever you want 1564 01:41:33,420 --> 01:41:35,920 that your children find someone and start a family. 1565 01:41:36,000 --> 01:41:37,210 It's natural. 1566 01:41:37,290 --> 01:41:39,380 But everything always comes back to education. 1567 01:41:39,460 --> 01:41:40,670 The problem is not Tourette's, 1568 01:41:40,750 --> 01:41:43,460 the problem is that people he doesn't know her well enough. 1569 01:41:43,540 --> 01:41:45,000 The sooner these kids get accepted, 1570 01:41:45,080 --> 01:41:46,380 the sooner they are understood, 1571 01:41:46,460 --> 01:41:49,340 the sooner they can move on and live a completely normal life. 1572 01:41:51,330 --> 01:41:54,080 - Down to the ground! - Empty your pockets! 1573 01:41:57,750 --> 01:41:59,880 Well done, Davidson. 1574 01:41:59,960 --> 01:42:02,670 Well, good on you too, Dottie. 1575 01:42:02,750 --> 01:42:06,540 Oh! Holy Christ, did you see that? 1576 01:42:08,170 --> 01:42:10,500 Go, then! Stopped. 1577 01:42:11,420 --> 01:42:13,580 Go, then! Stopped. 1578 01:42:16,830 --> 01:42:20,250 Come on, Tilly. 1579 01:42:21,630 --> 01:42:23,290 - Come on, Tilly. - Stop where you are. 1580 01:42:23,380 --> 01:42:24,580 Hands on head. 1581 01:42:24,670 --> 01:42:27,000 I didn't do anything, man. 1582 01:42:27,710 --> 01:42:29,830 Stop where you are, Davidson. 1583 01:42:29,920 --> 01:42:33,080 Holy Christ. What is it now? 1584 01:42:33,170 --> 01:42:35,170 Don't you remember me? 1585 01:42:36,130 --> 01:42:37,540 No. 1586 01:42:39,250 --> 01:42:41,380 You haven't done anything wrong. 1587 01:42:42,210 --> 01:42:43,750 I'm MacCullen. 1588 01:42:44,540 --> 01:42:45,920 Yes, MacCullen. 1589 01:42:46,080 --> 01:42:47,830 - How is it going? - Well. 1590 01:42:47,920 --> 01:42:51,130 Fucking bald guy. Holy Christ. Excuse me. 1591 01:42:51,290 --> 01:42:55,250 I met John when I was a young agent in Galashiels. 1592 01:42:55,330 --> 01:42:58,000 He was a boy, it was the beginning of the 90s, 1593 01:42:58,080 --> 01:43:01,080 and very few people he knew what Tourette's was. 1594 01:43:01,670 --> 01:43:06,420 At the time, the police did not behave well with him. 1595 01:43:06,500 --> 01:43:09,040 And I didn't behave well. 1596 01:43:09,130 --> 01:43:11,670 For this reason, when I got promoted, 1597 01:43:11,750 --> 01:43:14,330 one of the first things I did was to track down John 1598 01:43:14,420 --> 01:43:17,330 and ask him if he was willing to talk to you today. John. 1599 01:43:17,420 --> 01:43:19,750 OK. Thanks for inviting me here today. 1600 01:43:19,920 --> 01:43:23,080 Obviously, for me it is a very stressful event. 1601 01:43:23,170 --> 01:43:26,170 Fuck the police! 1602 01:43:26,250 --> 01:43:27,380 John. 1603 01:43:27,540 --> 01:43:30,790 Sometimes what I say it makes you laugh, and I laugh too, 1604 01:43:30,960 --> 01:43:33,290 but it is very different from taking walking around on purpose, 1605 01:43:33,380 --> 01:43:35,540 or mock, or encourage swearing. 1606 01:43:35,710 --> 01:43:37,830 Every person with Tourette it's different. 1607 01:43:37,920 --> 01:43:40,290 We have symptoms, tics and different behaviors. 1608 01:43:40,380 --> 01:43:44,080 A tic can be anything. It can be vocal or motor… 1609 01:43:44,170 --> 01:43:48,750 A vocal tic, like this. Or blink your eyes, 1610 01:43:48,830 --> 01:43:51,790 or roll your eyes, sometimes, like that. 1611 01:43:51,960 --> 01:43:54,080 Something we don't talk about enough with Tourette 1612 01:43:54,170 --> 01:43:56,710 it's anxiety, or obsessive-compulsive disorder, 1613 01:43:56,790 --> 01:43:59,170 the tiredness of pretending that everything goes well, 1614 01:43:59,250 --> 01:44:00,710 to search to repress tics. 1615 01:44:00,790 --> 01:44:03,250 Now, imagine yourself searching to hold back a thousand sneezes. 1616 01:44:03,330 --> 01:44:05,920 You succeed for a while, but then what happens? 1617 01:44:06,000 --> 01:44:08,670 - Explode. - Explode. Excellent answer. 1618 01:44:08,830 --> 01:44:10,250 How do you, for example, 1619 01:44:10,330 --> 01:44:11,890 if you have to go in a library? 1620 01:44:12,040 --> 01:44:15,250 For me it's a nightmare. I can't go to the library. 1621 01:44:15,330 --> 01:44:18,380 I would like to, but it's too quiet. 1622 01:44:18,540 --> 01:44:21,500 Don't talk to tics, just ignore. 1623 01:44:21,580 --> 01:44:23,330 The person who insults he is not guilty of anything. 1624 01:44:23,420 --> 01:44:25,130 He needs support and understanding. 1625 01:44:25,290 --> 01:44:26,750 Thanks for listening to me today. 1626 01:44:26,830 --> 01:44:28,960 I hope you learned something on Tourette's. 1627 01:44:29,040 --> 01:44:31,080 And… yes, thank you. 1628 01:44:36,540 --> 01:44:37,920 Thank you. 1629 01:44:39,960 --> 01:44:41,960 It went well. 1630 01:44:50,380 --> 01:44:53,710 Mail! It's fucking time of post. 1631 01:45:00,750 --> 01:45:01,920 Ah. 1632 01:45:02,710 --> 01:45:06,040 - Good morning, Davidson. - Dottie. Dottie. 1633 01:45:07,080 --> 01:45:08,750 What happens? 1634 01:45:08,920 --> 01:45:11,000 Mr John Davidson, 1635 01:45:11,080 --> 01:45:14,580 for services rendered to people with Tourette's syndrome. 1636 01:45:29,080 --> 01:45:31,460 And congratulations. 1637 01:45:32,580 --> 01:45:35,330 Thank you, Ma'am. Thank you. 1638 01:45:48,130 --> 01:45:52,580 - I didn't know you made it. - I'm so proud of you, John. Oh… 1639 01:45:52,670 --> 01:45:55,580 We found traffic, then safety... 1640 01:45:55,670 --> 01:45:58,000 But I was there. I saw you. 1641 01:45:58,170 --> 01:45:59,880 Mm. Good, good. 1642 01:45:59,960 --> 01:46:02,250 Meet Dottie and Chris. This is my sister, Caroline. 1643 01:46:02,330 --> 01:46:04,250 I'm so happy that you came, dear. 1644 01:46:04,330 --> 01:46:06,380 - Pleased to meet you. - Pleasure. 1645 01:46:06,460 --> 01:46:08,880 - How is mom? - Oh... he's fine. 1646 01:46:09,040 --> 01:46:11,170 - And she's happy. - Well. 1647 01:46:11,250 --> 01:46:14,380 - You should go see her. - Yes, I will. Certain. 1648 01:46:17,790 --> 01:46:21,420 - How nice to see you. - Really nice to see you. 1649 01:46:38,170 --> 01:46:40,580 - Here we are, John. - Mm. 1650 01:46:43,040 --> 01:46:45,880 - Are you still adding sugar? - Well yes. 1651 01:46:45,960 --> 01:46:48,790 Good, because I already put one. 1652 01:46:50,330 --> 01:46:53,040 Come on, let me see it. 1653 01:46:53,130 --> 01:46:55,210 All right. 1654 01:47:00,250 --> 01:47:02,210 - There he is. - Oh. 1655 01:47:02,290 --> 01:47:05,880 - Oh. It's beautiful, John. - Mm. 1656 01:47:05,960 --> 01:47:07,630 - You'll have to polish it. - Mm. 1657 01:47:07,710 --> 01:47:10,210 I'll get a good silver polish, a clean cloth, 1658 01:47:10,290 --> 01:47:13,500 which leaves no lint. To get to all those little corners. 1659 01:47:13,580 --> 01:47:16,500 Well… be careful not to lose it. 1660 01:47:17,080 --> 01:47:18,580 I won't lose it. 1661 01:47:21,000 --> 01:47:23,170 So, you had a nice day, with the Queen? 1662 01:47:23,250 --> 01:47:26,420 Oh, yes, yes. After I told her to go and get fucked. 1663 01:47:26,500 --> 01:47:30,710 - Oh, John, you didn't. - I know. But it went well. 1664 01:47:35,920 --> 01:47:38,460 I only had three tickets, mom, and… 1665 01:47:38,630 --> 01:47:42,080 - since Caroline lives closer… - I understand, John. 1666 01:47:42,170 --> 01:47:43,790 No, no, it wasn't that. 1667 01:47:43,960 --> 01:47:46,710 It's just... you know, how things turned out. 1668 01:47:48,500 --> 01:47:50,080 Mm. 1669 01:47:51,040 --> 01:47:53,500 I read it all in the paper, John. 1670 01:47:53,580 --> 01:47:55,460 Apparently you said that you didn't want 1671 01:47:55,540 --> 01:47:57,460 that someone else would pass what you went through. 1672 01:47:57,540 --> 01:47:59,170 Turn towards the fireplace. 1673 01:47:59,330 --> 01:48:00,580 Holy Christ. 1674 01:48:01,710 --> 01:48:03,819 I'm sorry I wasn't there quite good. 1675 01:48:03,844 --> 01:48:05,217 I did my best, I really did. 1676 01:48:05,242 --> 01:48:07,789 I know. I know, mom. 1677 01:48:18,040 --> 01:48:22,580 I wouldn't have known what to do, if it was you or dad. 1678 01:48:23,170 --> 01:48:25,130 I couldn't have done it. 1679 01:48:26,380 --> 01:48:28,080 I know. 1680 01:48:32,830 --> 01:48:34,880 Then, there really was a light at the end of the tunnel, 1681 01:48:34,960 --> 01:48:37,210 after all, John Davidson? 1682 01:48:41,460 --> 01:48:42,710 Yes. 1683 01:48:47,880 --> 01:48:50,750 Yes. If only we had known... 1684 01:48:52,830 --> 01:48:54,710 at the time. 1685 01:48:58,040 --> 01:49:00,830 Come here, come on. 1686 01:49:05,380 --> 01:49:07,080 It's okay, John. 1687 01:49:07,790 --> 01:49:09,540 Everything is fine. 1688 01:49:11,750 --> 01:49:13,670 I'm sorry, John. 1689 01:49:14,960 --> 01:49:16,790 You don't have to apologize. 1690 01:49:26,670 --> 01:49:28,130 Dear Mr. Davidson, 1691 01:49:28,210 --> 01:49:30,670 I would like to invite you at the University of Nottingham 1692 01:49:30,750 --> 01:49:33,080 on a specific date and time more comfortable for you. 1693 01:49:33,750 --> 01:49:36,630 I have a bomb! Excuse me. Ignore me. 1694 01:49:38,670 --> 01:49:40,420 We share his desire to help people 1695 01:49:40,540 --> 01:49:42,000 who live with Tourette's. 1696 01:49:43,830 --> 01:49:45,830 In short, we would be grateful 1697 01:49:45,920 --> 01:49:48,420 if he agreed to participate to a scientific study 1698 01:49:48,500 --> 01:49:51,000 to evaluate the effects of median nerve stimulation 1699 01:49:51,080 --> 01:49:52,840 in people with his condition. 1700 01:49:54,330 --> 01:49:55,210 Hey! 1701 01:49:55,290 --> 01:49:58,040 Even if it's not a cure, the first results suggest 1702 01:49:58,210 --> 01:50:01,130 that can help people with Tourette's to manage symptoms. 1703 01:50:02,040 --> 01:50:03,790 - For… - Kind regards… 1704 01:50:04,130 --> 01:50:06,960 - Barbara Morera. - Barbara Morera. 1705 01:50:08,136 --> 01:50:10,886 What a sexy ass! Holy Christ. 1706 01:50:12,000 --> 01:50:13,460 -John? - Are you Barbara? 1707 01:50:13,540 --> 01:50:14,880 - I'm Barbara. - Pleasure. 1708 01:50:14,960 --> 01:50:16,330 - I'm John. - Pleasure. 1709 01:50:16,420 --> 01:50:18,040 This way. 1710 01:50:19,790 --> 01:50:23,130 There's nothing to worry about, John. 1711 01:50:23,210 --> 01:50:25,670 - This is a neuromodulation band. - Oh, okay. 1712 01:50:29,040 --> 01:50:30,290 Here we are. 1713 01:50:30,380 --> 01:50:33,290 Now I set up the device 1714 01:50:33,380 --> 01:50:36,080 with the right parameters for her. 1715 01:50:37,533 --> 01:50:40,243 Well. Then, can take it for a test drive. 1716 01:50:40,330 --> 01:50:42,290 Okay. How long does it take to take effect? 1717 01:50:42,380 --> 01:50:45,960 We see. Take a tour for the campus, 1718 01:50:46,040 --> 01:50:49,420 and see if you notice any difference. See you then at reception. 1719 01:50:49,500 --> 01:50:50,880 - Okay. - Okay. 1720 01:50:50,960 --> 01:50:53,710 - Shall I go that way? - That way. 1721 01:51:04,420 --> 01:51:07,540 - How is it going? Everything OK? - Yes please. 1722 01:52:42,920 --> 01:52:46,130 John. Please sit down. 1723 01:52:48,210 --> 01:52:50,540 So, how did it go? 1724 01:52:54,830 --> 01:52:57,130 I need your feedback. 1725 01:52:57,920 --> 01:52:59,210 Um… 1726 01:53:03,170 --> 01:53:06,380 I didn't feel that way since I was 14. 1727 01:53:06,460 --> 01:53:08,420 I feel… 1728 01:53:08,500 --> 01:53:12,960 calm, clear-headed, relaxed. No anxiety, no tics. 1729 01:53:13,040 --> 01:53:14,830 Did he have tics? 1730 01:53:14,920 --> 01:53:18,420 Once, in the corridor, but much less aggressive. 1731 01:53:18,500 --> 01:53:22,290 We are working with a group of 135 people. 1732 01:53:22,380 --> 01:53:25,790 About 59% respond similarly to her. 1733 01:53:25,880 --> 01:53:27,250 Christ. 1734 01:53:39,250 --> 01:53:41,330 Excuse me, I… um… 1735 01:53:41,420 --> 01:53:43,880 I really don't know what to say. 1736 01:53:45,830 --> 01:53:48,460 - Can I keep it? - Not yet, sorry. 1737 01:53:48,540 --> 01:53:51,290 But the good news is that you can take her home for a few days. 1738 01:53:51,460 --> 01:53:53,380 We need you to take notes. 1739 01:53:53,460 --> 01:53:56,460 How does it feel, how he sleeps, any tics. 1740 01:54:05,170 --> 01:54:08,080 I had stopped asking if there was a cure, you know... 1741 01:54:10,420 --> 01:54:13,460 30… 30 years ago, 1742 01:54:13,540 --> 01:54:16,380 why the answer it was always the same. 1743 01:54:16,830 --> 01:54:18,790 It's not a cure. 1744 01:54:18,891 --> 01:54:20,891 But it may give you some relief when he uses it. 1745 01:54:43,080 --> 01:54:44,500 - Excuse me. - Yes? 1746 01:54:44,580 --> 01:54:46,170 - Sorry for the interruption. - No problem. 1747 01:54:46,250 --> 01:54:47,880 Is this the train to Sheffield? 1748 01:54:48,790 --> 01:54:50,880 I hope so. 1749 01:54:51,040 --> 01:54:53,000 - Where is he headed? - In Edinburgh. 1750 01:54:53,080 --> 01:54:56,170 Then Galashiels, so it's a nice trip. 1751 01:54:57,420 --> 01:54:59,920 I love Edinburgh. I have a friend who lives there. 1752 01:55:00,000 --> 01:55:02,170 Oh yes, it's really worth it. 1753 01:55:07,880 --> 01:55:11,380 It's so quiet in here. 1754 01:55:11,460 --> 01:55:14,170 First there was someone who snored, nothing but silence. 1755 01:55:14,250 --> 01:55:16,250 - Really? - Yes. 1756 01:55:16,330 --> 01:55:19,830 I was about to go and plug him the nose. He was very strong. 1757 01:55:20,000 --> 01:55:22,380 Then I put on the headphones. I thought: “Ah…” 1758 01:55:23,210 --> 01:55:24,790 What are you listening to? 1759 01:55:24,960 --> 01:55:26,170 - Don't judge me. - Ninth. 1760 01:55:26,250 --> 01:55:27,670 - Promise? - Promise. 1761 01:55:27,750 --> 01:55:30,670 - It's better that way. - Pop trash. Here you go. 1762 01:55:30,750 --> 01:55:33,880 - Come on, don't judge. - I don't judge. 1763 01:55:33,960 --> 01:55:36,580 - Do you know her? Don't you know her? - No. 1764 01:55:36,670 --> 01:55:38,460 Ok, now I'm embarrassed. Give it back to me. 1765 01:55:38,540 --> 01:55:40,460 - I'm embarrassed. - Don't do it. 1766 01:55:40,540 --> 01:55:43,750 No, but yes. I feel stupid. 1767 01:55:43,830 --> 01:55:46,460 - Who do you like? - A lot of people. 1768 01:55:46,540 --> 01:55:49,710 I listen to Pavarotti in the car, really. 1769 01:55:51,477 --> 01:55:56,684 JOHN CONTINUED TO RETURN TO NOTTINGHAM TO TEST THE MEDICAL DEVICE 1770 01:55:58,386 --> 01:56:03,057 NEW TECHNOLOGIES, DRUGS AND THERAPIES THEY CAN HELP MANY AFFECTED PEOPLE FROM TOURETTE SYNDROME 1771 01:56:04,725 --> 01:56:09,310 BUT THE MOST POWERFUL SUPPORT IS EDUCATION, UNDERSTANDING AND ACCEPTANCE 1772 01:56:11,324 --> 01:56:16,096 JOHN STILL LIVES IN GALASHIELS WITH HIS NEW BLACK LABRADOR, SUKI 1773 01:56:20,830 --> 01:56:23,960 Wait here. Wait. You come. 1774 01:56:24,040 --> 01:56:26,500 Come on, then. Tilly, no. 1775 01:56:26,580 --> 01:56:28,000 Stop. 1776 01:56:28,790 --> 01:56:30,130 Stop. 1777 01:56:30,540 --> 01:56:32,000 Wait. 1778 01:56:32,750 --> 01:56:35,130 Come on, then. Tilly, no. 1779 01:56:35,670 --> 01:56:38,210 When I feel like I'm about to say it, I try to stop, 1780 01:56:38,290 --> 01:56:40,420 but I really feel it to have to say it. 1781 01:56:40,500 --> 01:56:42,290 It's like someone was tearing it out of me. 1782 01:56:42,380 --> 01:56:44,250 Fuck you! 1783 01:56:44,330 --> 01:56:47,670 Oh, God. 1784 01:56:48,960 --> 01:56:51,290 I never wanted to go at school. It's... 1785 01:56:51,380 --> 01:56:52,920 because they made fun of me. 1786 01:56:53,000 --> 01:56:54,710 Asshole. Fuck. 1787 01:57:01,290 --> 01:57:05,000 I keep wondering because it's me and not... 1788 01:57:05,830 --> 01:57:09,406 to people who are criminals or who deserve it. 1789 01:57:16,460 --> 01:57:20,290 John's first exclamation was: "Ah-ha! You're going to die." 1790 01:57:22,420 --> 01:57:23,880 Fuck you. 1791 01:57:24,420 --> 01:57:25,830 Stop it. 1792 01:57:25,920 --> 01:57:28,330 Other people in the group they have a partner. 1793 01:57:28,420 --> 01:57:30,790 And for me it was so hard to find someone 1794 01:57:30,880 --> 01:57:33,830 who I feel I can trust. 1795 01:57:39,250 --> 01:57:40,880 Oh, Dottie. 1796 01:57:40,960 --> 01:57:43,170 - Slap! - Everything OK? 1797 01:57:44,170 --> 01:57:47,630 Eventually you move on. You just have to… 1798 01:57:47,703 --> 01:57:49,743 let's say, pick up the pieces. 1799 01:57:51,710 --> 01:57:53,540 Filthy faggots! 1800 01:57:59,460 --> 01:58:02,830 And now I can to teach teachers. 1801 01:58:02,920 --> 01:58:04,670 For a long time I didn't know who I was. 1802 01:58:04,750 --> 01:58:07,130 I didn't know which one it was my purpose in life. 1803 01:58:07,210 --> 01:58:09,130 Then, finally, something clicked. 1804 01:58:09,210 --> 01:58:11,380 This is what I want to do. I want to help people. 1805 01:58:34,234 --> 01:58:37,874 Translation and subtitles: CINEQUARANTENA