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Kieran. Mum, this is Benjamin's
brother.

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I didn't say a break.
I said time out.

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They're very different things.

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Prenuptial agreements are standard
practice... I know what it is.

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Would you do me the honour
of being my wife?
Because of her... Julia.

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Maybe it was a dream.
Or maybe I got it wrong.

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And I didn't see my dad beat my mum
and then try to kill himself.

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Our wedding is in two days.

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There's something
that you're not saying.

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And I'm not an idiot.

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This is Benjamin.

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Who's he to you?

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Um, I'm marrying him tomorrow.

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After what he did?

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But then, who is?

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We all wear our masks.

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Hide our darkness.

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Our pain.

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We all want to be someone we're not.

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But where's the harm in that?

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Of course I wish you were here.

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And none of it's easy and it's made
a shitload harder by you calling me

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half-cut when I'm with my wife.

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Oh, please...

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MUFFLED SIREN

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MAN: Julia!

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BABY CRIES

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KNOCKING

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KNOCKING

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Oh, just one sec.

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What happened to you yesterday?

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Oh. Mum?

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What is it?
What's wrong?

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Oh, nothing.
Nothing's wrong.

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What was with the radio
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I called, like, six times
after we spoke, kept

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going to voicemail.

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My phone died.
I didn't mean to worry you, darling.

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I just had some last-minute stuff to
deal with.

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Well, that is what Patrick
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Your job is a very simple one.

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Enjoyment.

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Now, get showering.

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TAP RUNS

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SHE SPITS

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You old fool.

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GLASS CLINKS

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Oh...it's too much.

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I figured if ever there was a time
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it's now, but you have to promise
not to laugh.

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No, I won't.

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If I see even the hint of a smirk,
then the drawbridge is coming up.

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I can't imagine how lonely
it's been.

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Having no-one on your side
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But you have just stuck to your guns
in the most brilliant way.

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So, in the spirit
of channelling you...

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..I...

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..I've asked Emily to come today.

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As my...

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SHE CHUCKLES

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Of course, darling.

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You just have to be happy.

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Just...

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Just makes
sure that she's a good one.

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She is. It's me you have to worry
about!

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Oh, I do.

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But, maybe...

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I guess we'd better get this bridal
shit on the road.

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TWIG SNAPS

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This is hard for me to say.

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It's OK.

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I know already.

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I've known ever since you...
Since you first told me

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You couldn't do it - marry him.

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Because it's us, isn't it?

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It's always...

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..been us.

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Despite everything.

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We love each other. Ted, I...

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I had my revenge and now
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flaunting him in my face,
bringing him...back to our house.

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You've had yours.

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Now we're even.

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So...we can...

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..we can start again.

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You and me.

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leaving me.

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I never left you.

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Maybe not physically,
but you withdrew.

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So it's my fault. No...

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All that matters is - it's done
with and we can get back

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SHE LAUGHS

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What's wrong with you?

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What's the phrase?

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The past is a foreign country.
Only, for us, it's two

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wildly different countries.

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Truth is that... And it's hard
to admit, but I am as guilty

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for not speaking up for...

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My silence has corroded everything.

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Now I'm being punished.

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What are you talking about?

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How we were.

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That's what I'm talking about.

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What you did to me.

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Your violence.

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I can't do this.

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I need to now.

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I need to know why.

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And that's what I came to say,
or to ask... Not...

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HE EXHALES

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The moment just before...

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That's the bit that I'm really
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doing and holding yourself back,
to doing,

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I need to understand that
moment.

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Why?

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Because I have to know if that ever
leaves you, the urge, or if a person

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can make a mistake
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..change.

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So all this...you

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..calling me here...

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..it was never about us.

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It was always about him.

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There is no "us", Ted!

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I need this one thing from you.

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You owe me this one thing.

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You ruined my life.

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And worse than that. Our children's
lives. Don't, don't you

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bring our children
into this.

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I didn't. You did, when you hit me
in front of them.

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That makes all the other times OK?!

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The children are fine.

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The kids are not fine.

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And that is largely due to you.

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Everyone has their regrets.

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Things that give them sleepless
nights.

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you that night.

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That I didn't take those kids and
get them far, far away from you.

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You'd never have left me!

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I was already packed and then
you...!

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You made it so that I couldn't.
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I'd have left you in there.

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Oh!

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Oh! Oh...

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God...

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Looks like you gave me
your answer after all.

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HE SOBS

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SOBS

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WAVES CRASH

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LINE CONNECTS

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I-I started to worry.

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Not hearing anything, and I know
we're meant to be abiding by

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tradition and everything, but I
just... I miss you and, er...

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..I can't wait to marry you.

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Julia?

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It's over.

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She went outside, I told her
not... I told her not

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to go outside. It's fine!

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Come with me, darling.

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I don't know what's happened. I
don't know what's been said to you.

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I can only imagine that it
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But whatever it is, we can
sort it out.

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I know that we can.

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So please, please, just call me back
and tell me where you are, look...

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KNOCKS LOUDLY

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I can hear you, you know!

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What? I need to speak to her.
I need to speak to her,

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Julia. Erm...
Julia!

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Julia! It's me. What is going on?

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Julia! I just, I really need to
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OK.
She's not here, though.

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Everything OK, Mum?

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QUIETLY: Just give us a sec. OK.

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Sorry.

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What about Ted? What ABOUT Ted?
Is he here?

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if he's here or not, please?

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No. No, Edward is not here and I'm
not sure I appreciate the
implication.

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Are you going to tell me what's
going on or do I have to guess?

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It's... I really don't know.

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SHE SIGHS

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cold feet.

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I dunno what I've done.

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Maybe you haven't done anything.

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The day I was getting married
to Clayton,

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there was just so much noise,
so many people, all with opinions,

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I just took myself off.

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to notice, but just long enough

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to, to remember why I was doing it.

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Yeah.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Just, just find her.

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JULIA: I've been staring
at that picture of you.

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As if, as if I'm expecting
not to recognise you.

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For there have been some kind
of mistake.

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Because the Benjamin I know,
he would never...

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He could never do this.

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I thought you were the person
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wasted years.

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But everything you are is
a lie,

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which I'm now realising means
everything

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we've had is the same.

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I thought I'd feel better when I
wrote this,

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But there is no peace for me now.

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SCORE BUILDS

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I really thought
that you... Your letter...

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Don't you, don't you ever do
that again!

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You...

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You scared me.

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SHE SCOFFS

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I thought I could leave this time.

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But I can't.

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Can't leave, can't stay.

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So here I am.

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Can you at least look at me?

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What happened? Can you not touch me?

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Who did that?

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Ted.

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Ted...

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But he...

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Why?

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Force of habit.

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Well, why didn't you tell me?

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I don't...

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..tell people.

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I made myself a promise after...

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man again.

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I can fix this,
Julia, if you, if you let me.

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I can fix it.
I...

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What?
So, it's just...

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II don't even get
a conversation.

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possibly say.

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Because, because you've made
your mind up.

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No, the facts made my mind up!

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Facts! Facts that you went looking
for!

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You wanted to find a reason
not to marry me.

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I've broken your trust?

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Well, the truth is...

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..you've broken mine, too.

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Don't need it now.

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You can't just give up on me.

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Or you'll what?

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Kill me?

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Do you know the really sad thing,
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The sad thing is that if you had
told me, I might have been able

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to get past it, seen it
as the actions of a terrified boy,

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who just didn't know what his punch
would mean and the lives that it
would ruin.

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I wanted to tell you everything.

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You have no idea how much.
Instead of a real person...

269
00:25:05,560 --> 00:25:07,200
..I got a construct.

270
00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:10,918
You erased your past.

271
00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:12,240
Your brother.

272
00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:19,998
Your name. Don't you think that
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273
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:23,638
that I have been terrified every,
every single day since we met

274
00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:25,118
that you would find me out?

275
00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:27,120
I am so tired.

276
00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:33,640
Me too.

277
00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:43,838
I need you to do one thing for me,
I need you to come with me.

278
00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:46,278
I will explain.

279
00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:48,680
<font color="
I promise you.

280
00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:56,560
But I need you to give me
one chance at making you understand.

281
00:26:09,480 --> 00:26:12,718
My life wasn't...

282
00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:14,798
It hasn't been like your kids'
lives.

283
00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:17,558
My mum, she was all...hard edges.

284
00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:20,558
I used to think it was the drugs...
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285
00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:24,718
But in the end, I really think
that it was just her, making wrong

286
00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:28,238
decisions, ones
that we had to live with, you know.

287
00:26:28,240 --> 00:26:31,480
No dad for Kieran, and a...
a useless one for me.

288
00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:39,678
And when she died, Kieran
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289
00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:41,118
that everything was normal.

290
00:26:41,120 --> 00:26:44,240
Never letting on to anyone
that we were alone.

291
00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:51,318
And all of that, it had to be paid
for.

292
00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:55,200
And that became hard, in a way
that you could never understand.

293
00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:02,158
<font color="

294
00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:05,038
50 quid and we would be OK
for the month, he asked me

295
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:06,918
to be lookout.

296
00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:08,480
So I stood there...

297
00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:13,000
I stood there till I heard...

298
00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:19,800
And there's this man lying
there, blood just...

299
00:27:25,160 --> 00:27:29,438
Are you...?
<font color="

300
00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:31,280
I'm not, I'm not s-saying.

301
00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:38,118
Then why should I believe you?
You really think that I am capable

302
00:27:38,120 --> 00:27:40,078
of killing another person?

303
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:41,560
I didn't...

304
00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:44,960
But...now...

305
00:27:49,120 --> 00:27:50,200
..yeah.

306
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:53,520
I do.

307
00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:12,560
<font color="
bad news? Come in.

308
00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:28,760
I'm really sorry.

309
00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:32,160
I had to.

310
00:28:34,120 --> 00:28:35,520
I told her.

311
00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:42,320
And now I need you to tell her too,
so that she believes me.

312
00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:46,000
Please.

313
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:49,640
You told her. Told her what?

314
00:28:50,720 --> 00:28:52,000
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315
00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,638
I said that you didn't mean to.

316
00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,120
Still...

317
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,760
A man died.

318
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:13,640
I'm sorry.

319
00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:18,320
But you know what you did?

320
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:26,598
I mean, it was an accident.
He didn't mean to do it.

321
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:28,640
He's a good man, my brother.

322
00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:32,998
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323
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:34,318
You can't ruin my life again.

324
00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:36,158
You tell her it was you!

325
00:29:36,160 --> 00:29:38,638
I wish that I could.

326
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:40,480
You fucking tell her it was you!

327
00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:53,638
He's lying, I promise
you, he's lying!

328
00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:55,160
Kieran!

329
00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:00,398
Please. Please, Kieran.
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330
00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:03,078
You tell her. You tell her what
really happened. Please!

331
00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:05,440
Don't you think she's been lied
to enough, Sean?

332
00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:15,518
HE SOBS

333
00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:20,958
Hey, hey, come here.
Cut it out, it's OK.

334
00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:23,678
You've no idea how much I've missed
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335
00:30:23,680 --> 00:30:27,198
You've no idea how much I've missed
my big brother.

336
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:29,238
I've missed you, too.

337
00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:31,398
Then, why are you trying...

338
00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:34,158
..to make it so it's all for
nothing?

339
00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:36,438
Because you ruined it.

340
00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:38,238
We swore on Mum's life.

341
00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:41,998
<font color="
about it.

342
00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:44,558
I can't lose her.

343
00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,998
What about me?!
What about me?! Eh?

344
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:49,640
I fucking love you!

345
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,078
You don't...

346
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:57,078
Cos if you did,
you would tell the truth.

347
00:30:57,080 --> 00:30:59,598
HE WHEEZES

348
00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:01,160
<font color="

349
00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:05,640
COUGHS

350
00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:11,240
I only hit him once.

351
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:15,918
I'm sorry...

352
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:19,078
I'm...I'm s...

353
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,200
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry.

354
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:24,720
KIERAN SOBS

355
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:36,480
You let him take the blame.

356
00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:40,120
Your own brother.

357
00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:46,400
Benjamin, I want to go.
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358
00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:51,318
Do you want to know why he's with
you, love?

359
00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:55,638
It's because you give them all the
things that he never had -

360
00:31:55,640 --> 00:31:57,040
money, status...

361
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:01,200
..and a mother who loved him.

362
00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:13,078
I know what's coming for you,
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see it.

363
00:32:13,080 --> 00:32:18,758
You're going to be stuck
in a world that you don't belong.

364
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:21,440
With a family who will
never accept you...

365
00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:24,680
..and a pensioner for a wife.

366
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:46,200
I still don't understand.

367
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:51,000
Why take the blame?

368
00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:56,920
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369
00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:03,080
Young Offenders' didn't sound so
bad.

370
00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:06,400
But it's your whole life.

371
00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:16,840
Have you ever had a moment where
it's just...?

372
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,958
A moment so far beyond what
you imagined.

373
00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:23,280
That you're just, you're...

374
00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:26,398
<font color="

375
00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:27,840
Just...

376
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:30,760
Just doing.

377
00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:38,040
I thought that...

378
00:33:43,360 --> 00:33:46,278
I really thought that I was saving
him.

379
00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:49,680
That's what kept me going
in that place.

380
00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:57,000
I thought that he was out there
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381
00:33:59,840 --> 00:34:01,560
Then I got out, found him...

382
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:06,560
He'd ended up just like my mum...

383
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,640
It had all been for nothing.

384
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:16,080
I had to leave.

385
00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:22,438
I couldn't be Sean White any more,
Sean, Sean White, the boy

386
00:34:22,440 --> 00:34:24,640
who killed the shopkeeper.

387
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:32,280
<font color="

388
00:34:37,080 --> 00:34:39,120
You're my second chance.

389
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:43,400
I just want to go home.

390
00:34:58,720 --> 00:35:02,158
Mum? Where have you been?!
Christ, I was worried, properly
worried.

391
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:05,558
How's about we give your mother some
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392
00:35:05,560 --> 00:35:08,278
I think we're entitled to feel
concerned.

393
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:09,558
What's going on, Mum?

394
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:11,438
I just need to be on my own.

395
00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:13,240
I'll...see you at the church?

396
00:36:10,720 --> 00:36:12,800
SCORE BUILDS

397
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:29,478
Hi, guys.

398
00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:31,318
You look great.

399
00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:32,800
<font color="

400
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:52,200
MURMURING

401
00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:12,998
How much longer
would you like to wait?

402
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:14,758
As long as it takes.

403
00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:16,318
We only have the church until four.

404
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:17,880
She's coming.

405
00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:32,160
VEHICLE APPROACHES

406
00:37:41,480 --> 00:37:43,758
WHISPERS: Julia...

407
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:46,438
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minimum fuss is desirable.

408
00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:47,838
No-one wants a scene.

409
00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:49,038
Least of all, Mum.

410
00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:53,198
This, er, should get you a taxi
out of here. Patrick, don't be
crass.

411
00:37:53,200 --> 00:37:55,998
I thought I was being rather
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412
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:58,478
Could you all, could you just give
us a moment alone?

413
00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:00,958
We should stay, Mum, in case
things get, well, ugly.

414
00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:03,198
What is it that you think
is happening?

415
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:05,598
You're calling off the wedding.
Finally seeing the light.

416
00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:07,918
<font color="
with Benjamin?!

417
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:10,518
Mum, really, we should stay.
I'm not going anywhere.

418
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:14,000
Do either of you ever listen?
She's asked us to go, so we go.

419
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:23,918
Marriage isn't something
you should go into with any doubts.

420
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:25,640
<font color="

421
00:38:27,280 --> 00:38:28,840
You are many things...

422
00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:34,080
The one thing I never thought you
were, is a hypocrite.

423
00:38:55,640 --> 00:39:00,440
I know it probably doesn't hold
much weight any more, but...

424
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:04,680
For what it's worth, I'm...

425
00:39:06,720 --> 00:39:08,600
..I'm so, so sorry.

426
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:16,200
I know.

427
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:22,840
<font color="

428
00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:27,798
You, you've got
nothing to be sorry for.

429
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,280
I let you hide.

430
00:39:31,120 --> 00:39:36,438
Because it suited me, I just
swallowed you up into all of my

431
00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:41,440
drama, everything, everything
was about me, my kids, my past.

432
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:48,440
I didn't leave any room for you.

433
00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:57,040
<font color="

434
00:39:59,320 --> 00:40:01,800
That's...that's it.

435
00:40:06,040 --> 00:40:07,640
Benjamin...

436
00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:14,200
..I don't want my old life.

437
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,320
The one without you in it.

438
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:41,958
I'm thinking that maybe
we skip the bit about...

439
00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:44,518
..any objections...

440
00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:46,160
HE CHUCKLES

441
00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:54,038
<font color="
by Ezra Furman

442
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:55,680


443
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:02,998

classroom who can't do the math

444
00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:05,198

so bad...

445
00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:07,160
CHEERING

446
00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:11,998


447
00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:15,438
<font color="
class in the bathrooms

448
00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:21,200

the football bleachers baby, so bad

449
00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:25,438


450
00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:29,598

criminals

451
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:32,718

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452
00:41:32,720 --> 00:41:36,278


453
00:41:36,280 --> 00:41:39,398


454
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:42,918

dad did

455
00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:46,998

the bad kids

456
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,798


457
00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:52,440


458
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:57,878
<font color="
called me the space man

459
00:41:57,880 --> 00:42:00,278


460
00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:01,600
HE HUMS

461
00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:19,480
HE HUMS

462
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,718
I know you told my mother.
If you tell Eimear, I swear

463
00:42:25,720 --> 00:42:27,800
I will kill you.

464
00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:44,680
Must be exhausting.

465
00:42:47,240 --> 00:42:51,638
<font color="
to be something that you're not.

466
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:53,558
You don't know anything about me.

467
00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:55,400
Good son, good father.

468
00:42:58,240 --> 00:43:00,678
Good husband. Shut up, shut
the...fuck up!

469
00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:02,160
I didn't write this.

470
00:43:03,720 --> 00:43:05,638
I didn't know.

471
00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:07,320
<font color="

472
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:14,640
Are you...?

473
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:19,560
I can't lose my wife.

474
00:43:20,720 --> 00:43:24,240
My children...
Then, you won't have to.

475
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:28,040
So long as you stay out of my way.

476
00:43:45,840 --> 00:43:48,160
The first time that I met Julia...

477
00:43:50,640 --> 00:43:52,878
..I wanted to look after her...

478
00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:55,000
Like, I can't really explain that...

479
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,278
<font color="

480
00:43:58,280 --> 00:44:01,798
..instinct and a pretty
inconvenient one, at that.

481
00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:03,598
QUIET LAUGHTER

482
00:44:03,600 --> 00:44:06,840
And then I realised that she wanted
to look after me, too.

483
00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:11,320
I felt exposed.

484
00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:18,758
And there never did seem to be an
option to run away, which there

485
00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:20,440
<font color="

486
00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:24,878
I know, to a lot of people
in this room,

487
00:44:24,880 --> 00:44:26,558
we don't make much sense.

488
00:44:26,560 --> 00:44:29,960
And when I ask why, it comes
down to one thing...

489
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:33,920
Our age.

490
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:37,038
This...

491
00:44:37,040 --> 00:44:41,480
..seemingly yawning chasm
<font color="

492
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,240
My answer to that -

493
00:44:49,840 --> 00:44:56,038
nothing can make everything else
seem more irrelevant than love.

494
00:44:56,040 --> 00:44:58,038
CUTLERY CLINKING

495
00:44:58,040 --> 00:44:59,638
Hear, hear...

496
00:44:59,640 --> 00:45:01,080
WHOOPING

497
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:05,360
And as for me...

498
00:45:09,160 --> 00:45:11,958
..nobody knows who I am.

499
00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:13,560
<font color="

500
00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:19,720
All the different faces...
that I've set to the world.

501
00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:24,278
To be 100% known
is a rare thing.

502
00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:27,318
I don't think many people ever are.

503
00:45:27,320 --> 00:45:29,040
I am - now.

504
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:33,360
I find that terrifying.

505
00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:41,358
But it is also the best thing
<font color="

506
00:45:41,360 --> 00:45:44,958
And that's how I know,
I know that despite everything,

507
00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:46,840
me and you...

508
00:45:49,760 --> 00:45:51,918
..we're going to be OK.

509
00:45:51,920 --> 00:45:53,638
ALL: AWW!

510
00:45:53,640 --> 00:45:55,080
CHEERING

511
00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:04,160
CHEERING

512
00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:08,678
FEEDBACK

513
00:46:08,680 --> 00:46:12,878
You want it?
<font color="

514
00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:16,438
I know it's not
tradition for the bride to speak.

515
00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:17,800
One...

516
00:46:18,880 --> 00:46:20,718
Come here...

517
00:46:20,720 --> 00:46:24,358
And I'd never have dared before.

518
00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:28,758
And...I think that's the key
word here.

519
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:31,280
Before. Erm...

520
00:46:33,240 --> 00:46:37,038
Most of you know that this
<font color="

521
00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:41,240
My first marriage gave me
my children...

522
00:46:42,720 --> 00:46:46,160
..who have been in the very best
thing in my life.

523
00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:53,718
And this, this is my after!

524
00:46:53,720 --> 00:46:56,198
LAUGHTER

525
00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:58,158
And I'm not letting it go.

526
00:46:58,160 --> 00:47:00,040
CHEERING

527
00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:04,398
<font color="
by St Vincent

528
00:47:04,400 --> 00:47:10,598


529
00:47:10,600 --> 00:47:17,840

and a bow for the road

530
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:25,920

thinking?

531
00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:30,198


532
00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:34,878


533
00:47:34,880 --> 00:47:38,278
<font color="

534
00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:43,520

with a ghost...

535
00:47:44,720 --> 00:47:48,160
MUSIC PLAYS:
99 Red Balloons by Nena

536
00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:52,158


537
00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:54,518


538
00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:57,318


539
00:47:57,320 --> 00:47:59,478


540
00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:02,038
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541
00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:04,558


542
00:48:04,560 --> 00:48:06,878


543
00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:09,680


544
00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:18,038
What are you doing?

545
00:48:18,040 --> 00:48:22,038
I was invited, if you remember.
I want you to leave right now.

546
00:48:22,040 --> 00:48:23,478
How rude.

547
00:48:23,480 --> 00:48:26,878
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everything. Look, whatever this is,

548
00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:28,318
let's just not, shall we?

549
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:31,240
I want to talk to Julia, not you.

550
00:48:32,560 --> 00:48:34,878
There it is.

551
00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:38,638
Don't embarrass yourself! You mean
don't embarrass you, Mother.

552
00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:40,838
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I don't plan to.

553
00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:42,158
Please, don't do this.

554
00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:43,960
You need to go - right now.

555
00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:50,598
I don't want to put a damper
on things, but I thought

556
00:48:50,600 --> 00:48:52,598
you ought to know.

557
00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:54,880
Julia kissed me...

558
00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:59,160
..at Christmas, she kissed me.

559
00:49:05,040 --> 00:49:07,238
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560
00:49:07,240 --> 00:49:09,078
You did what you always do.

561
00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:11,240
You wanted something and took it.

562
00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:22,200
I'd like you to go.

563
00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:25,600
You heard her.

564
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:33,678
You can't take everything.
Them...!

565
00:49:33,680 --> 00:49:36,720
And you... I went years ago.

566
00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:43,998
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from me again.

567
00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:46,038
Julia.

568
00:49:46,040 --> 00:49:47,718
Julia.

569
00:49:47,720 --> 00:49:50,318
You fucking come back here now,
Julia!

570
00:49:50,320 --> 00:49:52,760
Please, just calm down. For God's
sake, please. Please.

571
00:49:56,320 --> 00:49:59,400
I don't think we'll be needing
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572
00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:03,680
I'm not you.

573
00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:06,520
I'll never be you.

574
00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:12,238
Darling, I...

575
00:50:12,240 --> 00:50:13,920
From the...

576
00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:24,520
Leo! Load...

577
00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:28,080
Who are you?

578
00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:46,680
Time to go home, I think.

579
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:52,800
What do you want with her?

580
00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:56,480
What do you want with my wife?

581
00:50:58,640 --> 00:51:00,120
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582
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:06,080
And I don't want anything,
other than to love her.

583
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:08,520
Treat her right.

584
00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:12,600
All of the things you failed to do.

585
00:51:13,960 --> 00:51:18,320
You don't know anything about us.
I know what you did to her.

586
00:51:20,600 --> 00:51:24,638
And if you don't leave right now,

587
00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:27,518
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knows

588
00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:29,880
what kind of man you really are.

589
00:52:12,600 --> 00:52:14,758
You OK?

590
00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:16,160
Yeah.

591
00:52:17,600 --> 00:52:19,280
I am, actually.

592
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:22,518
He's gone.

593
00:52:22,520 --> 00:52:24,238
Good.

594
00:52:24,240 --> 00:52:26,440
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595
00:52:30,080 --> 00:52:32,920
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Mr Greene?

596
00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:36,560
Always.

597
00:52:47,040 --> 00:52:49,798


598
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599
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600
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601
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602
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603
00:53:04,720 --> 00:53:08,558
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604
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605
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606
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607
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608
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BIRDSONG