1 00:00:06,267 --> 00:00:08,921 ♪♪ 2 00:00:08,965 --> 00:00:10,140 Meredith: Surgeons like to believe 3 00:00:10,184 --> 00:00:12,099 they're the center of the universe, 4 00:00:12,142 --> 00:00:13,709 that their million-dollar hands 5 00:00:13,752 --> 00:00:16,451 are the only thing that matters. 6 00:00:16,494 --> 00:00:20,455 I don't know how you do the thing you just did... 7 00:00:20,498 --> 00:00:21,630 [ Chuckles ] 8 00:00:21,673 --> 00:00:25,373 ...but it -- mm -- was...spectacular. 9 00:00:25,416 --> 00:00:27,114 Mm-hmm! [ Chuckles ] 10 00:00:27,157 --> 00:00:29,116 Well, I got to give you a reason to keep me around. 11 00:00:29,159 --> 00:00:30,247 [ Both laugh ] 12 00:00:30,291 --> 00:00:32,728 Well, maybe tonight, 13 00:00:32,771 --> 00:00:34,730 I might just return the favor. 14 00:00:34,773 --> 00:00:36,471 ♪ Nobody tryna play you Ooh. 15 00:00:36,514 --> 00:00:39,561 ♪ Red pill, blue, what to choose? ♪Maybe sooner than that. Hm? 16 00:00:39,604 --> 00:00:42,085 Richard Webber, are you still on that? 17 00:00:42,129 --> 00:00:44,087 Come on. I already told you no. 18 00:00:44,131 --> 00:00:46,046 Well, maybe it's time to reconsider. 19 00:00:46,089 --> 00:00:48,004 Well, what if something goes wrong, baby? 20 00:00:48,048 --> 00:00:49,788 Trust me. 21 00:00:49,832 --> 00:00:51,573 ♪ Fall in love with me tonight 22 00:00:51,616 --> 00:00:53,096 ♪ No need to play it cool, babe ♪ 23 00:00:53,140 --> 00:00:55,968 You only need a scalpel and the patient to use it on. 24 00:00:56,012 --> 00:00:57,144 No one else. 25 00:00:57,187 --> 00:00:58,101 [ Pounding on door ] 26 00:00:58,145 --> 00:00:59,581 I used to believe it, too. 27 00:00:59,624 --> 00:01:00,364 [ Pounding continues ] 28 00:01:00,408 --> 00:01:01,365 Taryn: Levi! 29 00:01:01,409 --> 00:01:02,671 Um, I'll be right there. 30 00:01:02,714 --> 00:01:03,933 Check your phone. 31 00:01:03,976 --> 00:01:05,326 But that was before I had kids. 32 00:01:05,369 --> 00:01:07,676 [ Gasps ] 33 00:01:07,719 --> 00:01:09,765 Oh, my God. What? 34 00:01:09,808 --> 00:01:12,507 Webber's back as residency director, officially. 35 00:01:12,550 --> 00:01:13,725 What happened to Grey? 36 00:01:13,769 --> 00:01:15,423 Uh, it says she'll be splitting her time 37 00:01:15,466 --> 00:01:16,946 between doing surgery and research. 38 00:01:16,989 --> 00:01:17,903 Taryn: Levi! 39 00:01:17,947 --> 00:01:19,079 [ Pounding continues ]Uh... 40 00:01:19,122 --> 00:01:20,950 Oh, it also says we were supposed to be 41 00:01:20,993 --> 00:01:23,474 in the skills lab 15 minutes ago! [ Grunts ] 42 00:01:23,518 --> 00:01:24,562 [ Pounding continues ] 43 00:01:24,606 --> 00:01:25,868 Okay. I'm coming! 44 00:01:25,911 --> 00:01:28,827 ♪ Stubborn like a mule, babe 45 00:01:28,871 --> 00:01:30,873 ♪ Trying to save your pride [ Scoffs ] 46 00:01:30,916 --> 00:01:32,266 What?♪ You ain't got to hide 47 00:01:32,309 --> 00:01:34,485 ♪ I can tell how I look you in the eyes ♪ 48 00:01:34,529 --> 00:01:37,097 Truth is, from the time your patient first gets sick 49 00:01:37,140 --> 00:01:39,447 to the time they're lying on your table... 50 00:01:39,490 --> 00:01:41,101 Hey. Hey. 51 00:01:41,144 --> 00:01:42,754 I thought you were leaving early this morning. 52 00:01:42,798 --> 00:01:44,887 She started seizing when I was on my way to the airport, 53 00:01:44,930 --> 00:01:46,932 so I hit her with lorazepam, phenobarbital 54 00:01:46,976 --> 00:01:48,760 and put her in an induced coma. 55 00:01:48,804 --> 00:01:52,547 And now I need a world-class neurosurgeon 56 00:01:52,590 --> 00:01:54,026 to help me figure out 57 00:01:54,070 --> 00:01:56,768 why my landmark transplant patient is circling the drain. 58 00:01:56,812 --> 00:01:58,379 ♪ Come fall all the way 59 00:01:58,422 --> 00:02:02,252 ...a team of internists, specialists, and nurses 60 00:02:02,296 --> 00:02:04,080 have already interacted with that patient 61 00:02:04,124 --> 00:02:05,473 more than you ever will. 62 00:02:05,516 --> 00:02:07,388 ♪ No need to play it cool 63 00:02:07,431 --> 00:02:09,259 I was starting to think you weren't gonna show up. 64 00:02:09,303 --> 00:02:11,566 [ Sighs ] I almost didn't. I can't stand the whining. 65 00:02:11,609 --> 00:02:13,263 [ Chuckles ] Well, you don't have to stay long. 66 00:02:13,307 --> 00:02:14,699 Is that Roy? 67 00:02:14,743 --> 00:02:17,049 When you write these testimonials, 68 00:02:17,093 --> 00:02:18,486 I want you to lay it all on the table. 69 00:02:18,529 --> 00:02:21,706 I want to know every diagnosis, every symptom. 70 00:02:21,750 --> 00:02:23,055 Did you lose 40 pounds? 71 00:02:23,099 --> 00:02:24,622 Are you sweating through your sheets? 72 00:02:24,666 --> 00:02:25,884 Explosive diarrhea. 73 00:02:25,928 --> 00:02:27,495 [ Laughter ]Do not hold back. 74 00:02:27,538 --> 00:02:29,018 Testimonials? 75 00:02:29,061 --> 00:02:30,454 Roy's headed to Washington next month to lobby. 76 00:02:30,498 --> 00:02:32,108 Won't shut up about it. 77 00:02:32,152 --> 00:02:34,980 We gotta do to the VA what Barb Simmons did to me 78 00:02:35,024 --> 00:02:36,939 in the fourth grade when I was hanging on the monkey bars -- 79 00:02:36,982 --> 00:02:38,897 pull their shorts down and expose them. 80 00:02:38,941 --> 00:02:40,943 [ Laughter ]Bastards. 81 00:02:40,986 --> 00:02:43,119 [ Indistinct conversations ] 82 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:45,295 No, it couldn't be. 83 00:02:45,339 --> 00:02:46,644 [ Coughs ] 84 00:02:51,475 --> 00:02:52,302 Sergeant. 85 00:02:52,346 --> 00:02:54,086 Colonel. 86 00:02:54,130 --> 00:02:56,001 Thought you said you'd never be caught dead at one of these. 87 00:02:56,045 --> 00:02:59,266 Anyone's dying, it's you, old man. 88 00:02:59,309 --> 00:03:01,920 [ Laughter ]Yeah. 89 00:03:01,964 --> 00:03:03,052 It's good to see you, man. 90 00:03:03,095 --> 00:03:05,315 Good to see you. You look good. 91 00:03:05,359 --> 00:03:07,448 Roy, I want to introduce you to Major... 92 00:03:07,491 --> 00:03:09,493 Owen Hunt, Army trauma surgeon. 93 00:03:09,537 --> 00:03:11,452 Welcome. 94 00:03:11,495 --> 00:03:13,584 And what delightful disease have you been blessed with? 95 00:03:13,628 --> 00:03:15,282 None, fortunately. 96 00:03:15,325 --> 00:03:17,240 Um, I'm here because I'm hoping we might be able 97 00:03:17,284 --> 00:03:18,415 to work together. 98 00:03:18,459 --> 00:03:20,722 I'm starting a study to prove the link 99 00:03:20,765 --> 00:03:23,551 between burn pits and your illnesses 100 00:03:23,594 --> 00:03:24,595 so that the VA will have to auto-- 101 00:03:24,639 --> 00:03:25,814 [ Coughing ]You okay? 102 00:03:25,857 --> 00:03:27,381 -Roy. -Roy? 103 00:03:27,424 --> 00:03:29,948 Roy, Roy! 104 00:03:29,992 --> 00:03:32,168 Put him on his side. Call 911! 105 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:34,518 [ Coughing ] 106 00:03:40,524 --> 00:03:42,134 [ Baby crying ] 107 00:03:42,178 --> 00:03:43,092 Is she okay? 108 00:03:43,135 --> 00:03:44,876 Oh, teething. 109 00:03:44,920 --> 00:03:46,791 Well, in that case, are youokay? 110 00:03:46,835 --> 00:03:49,054 [ Sighs ] I haven't slept, all I've eaten is 111 00:03:49,098 --> 00:03:51,056 a handful of cereal -- no, no, no, no, no! -- 112 00:03:51,100 --> 00:03:52,101 and I'm late for work. 113 00:03:52,144 --> 00:03:53,407 I'm sorry I asked. 114 00:03:53,450 --> 00:03:54,582 [ Crying continues ] 115 00:03:54,625 --> 00:03:55,974 Jo: Thank you.Okay. 116 00:03:56,018 --> 00:03:58,890 I knew how to be alone, but now I'm alone with Luna. 117 00:03:58,934 --> 00:04:00,675 I'm responsible for her life. 118 00:04:00,718 --> 00:04:03,068 I'm so tired, I could drop dead.[ Horn honks ] 119 00:04:03,112 --> 00:04:04,548 Tough stuff being a single parent. 120 00:04:04,592 --> 00:04:07,334 You don't happen to have any teething tips, do you? 121 00:04:07,377 --> 00:04:09,510 At this point, I would try ritual sacrifice.[ Tires screech ] 122 00:04:09,553 --> 00:04:10,685 Earplugs? Oh. 123 00:04:10,728 --> 00:04:11,903 [ Horn honks ]Man: Help! 124 00:04:11,947 --> 00:04:13,470 I need some help!Okay. 125 00:04:13,514 --> 00:04:15,472 Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 126 00:04:15,516 --> 00:04:16,995 I don't -- I don't know what's wrong with her. 127 00:04:17,039 --> 00:04:18,780 She just started screaming and breathing and -- 128 00:04:18,823 --> 00:04:20,434 [ Groaning ]Are you in labor? 129 00:04:20,477 --> 00:04:21,957 I'm not due for a couple more weeks. 130 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:22,871 Okay, um... 131 00:04:22,914 --> 00:04:24,220 You're pregnant? 132 00:04:24,264 --> 00:04:25,352 Is it mine? 133 00:04:25,395 --> 00:04:26,483 We've been together for four weeks. 134 00:04:26,527 --> 00:04:27,615 How would it be yours? 135 00:04:27,658 --> 00:04:28,268 I'm gonna page OB. 136 00:04:28,311 --> 00:04:30,008 Oh, I am OB. 137 00:04:30,052 --> 00:04:31,706 Here. Can you, um, take her to daycare for me? 138 00:04:31,749 --> 00:04:33,142 Bye, baby. Gladly. 139 00:04:33,185 --> 00:04:35,884 Okay, um, go inside and ask for a wheelchair. 140 00:04:35,927 --> 00:04:37,277 [ Groaning lightly ] 141 00:04:37,320 --> 00:04:38,582 -Now, now! -Yeah, okay. 142 00:04:38,626 --> 00:04:39,888 [ Crying, groaning ] 143 00:04:39,931 --> 00:04:41,629 Hi. Congratulations. You're doing great. 144 00:04:41,672 --> 00:04:43,457 Okay, deep breaths. 145 00:04:43,500 --> 00:04:45,328 Woman over P.A.: Nurse Tyler to the OR. Nurse Tyler to the OR. 146 00:04:45,372 --> 00:04:48,418 Grey! I thought you'd be settled in Minnesota by now. 147 00:04:48,462 --> 00:04:51,508 [ Chuckles ] I leave later on this evening. 148 00:04:51,552 --> 00:04:54,119 And I'm only going for a couple of days a week.Mm. 149 00:04:54,163 --> 00:04:56,078 And I'm still your chief of general. 150 00:04:56,121 --> 00:04:58,080 And as long as you credit Grey-Sloan 151 00:04:58,123 --> 00:05:00,648 when you save humanity, you do you. 152 00:05:00,691 --> 00:05:03,651 What I want to know is why Webber has paged us here 153 00:05:03,694 --> 00:05:04,956 to the skills lab. 154 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:06,218 And cleared my whole schedule. 155 00:05:06,262 --> 00:05:07,785 You too? Yes. 156 00:05:07,829 --> 00:05:10,222 Well, I don't know who approved this, but it sure wasn't -- 157 00:05:10,266 --> 00:05:11,833 I did. 158 00:05:11,876 --> 00:05:12,790 Meredith: Would you like to tell us why? 159 00:05:12,834 --> 00:05:14,096 Richard: It's a big day. 160 00:05:14,139 --> 00:05:15,880 Not only is it my first official day back 161 00:05:15,924 --> 00:05:17,404 as residency director, 162 00:05:17,447 --> 00:05:19,536 I'm debuting a new teaching method, 163 00:05:19,580 --> 00:05:21,582 and the two of you are going to help me.Uh -- 164 00:05:21,625 --> 00:05:22,713 Come on. 165 00:05:22,757 --> 00:05:24,324 Uh...[ Sighs ] 166 00:05:24,933 --> 00:05:27,849 Alright, attention, everyone. 167 00:05:27,892 --> 00:05:29,416 Today is gonna be a day 168 00:05:29,459 --> 00:05:32,549 that you will remember for the rest of your careers. 169 00:05:32,593 --> 00:05:36,901 Each one of you is gonna perform a lap chole start to finish -- 170 00:05:36,945 --> 00:05:39,817 on your own. 171 00:05:39,861 --> 00:05:42,994 Today, you will be attendings. 172 00:05:43,038 --> 00:05:45,040 -What?! -[ Laughing ] Oh, my God! 173 00:05:45,083 --> 00:05:46,998 Are you kidding?He's serious. 174 00:05:47,042 --> 00:05:49,436 Welcome to the Webber Method. 175 00:05:49,479 --> 00:05:50,524 [ Chuckles ] 176 00:05:50,567 --> 00:05:51,916 [ Cheers and applause ] 177 00:05:51,960 --> 00:05:53,091 I take it back. 178 00:05:53,135 --> 00:05:54,266 What? 179 00:05:54,310 --> 00:05:55,398 You can't go to Minnesota. 180 00:05:55,442 --> 00:05:56,878 This man has lost his damned mind. 181 00:05:56,921 --> 00:05:57,835 -Oh, my God. Oh, my God. -Yes, God! 182 00:06:03,885 --> 00:06:06,235 Hunt, what's going on?Roy Davis, 60, 183 00:06:06,278 --> 00:06:08,237 experienced syncope after an episode of hemoptysis. 184 00:06:08,280 --> 00:06:10,500 BP is 160 over 100, and he's tachycardic. 185 00:06:10,544 --> 00:06:12,154 Gonna need chest films ASAP. 186 00:06:12,197 --> 00:06:13,677 Roy. 187 00:06:13,721 --> 00:06:15,070 They won't show anything good, I can promise you that. 188 00:06:15,113 --> 00:06:16,593 Roy, I'm here. 189 00:06:16,637 --> 00:06:18,029 He has the same thing I have -- pulmonary fibrosis -- 190 00:06:18,073 --> 00:06:19,683 more advanced. 191 00:06:19,727 --> 00:06:21,468 Listen, I know you'd rather chew gravel than hang out here, 192 00:06:21,511 --> 00:06:22,382 so don't -- I'm staying. 193 00:06:22,425 --> 00:06:23,339 Trauma 1 is open. 194 00:06:23,383 --> 00:06:24,209 Okay, let's get him inside! 195 00:06:24,253 --> 00:06:25,385 You stay in the lobby. 196 00:06:25,428 --> 00:06:27,343 I'll update you as soon as I can, okay? 197 00:06:27,387 --> 00:06:29,214 [ Coughs ] 198 00:06:30,172 --> 00:06:31,956 [ Groans ]Niki, you are 5 centimeters 199 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:34,045 dilated and having this baby today. 200 00:06:34,089 --> 00:06:35,133 Congratulations. 201 00:06:35,177 --> 00:06:37,309 But it's too early. I'm not ready. 202 00:06:37,353 --> 00:06:39,268 And -- And -- And today's our one-month anniversary. 203 00:06:39,311 --> 00:06:41,183 Wow! It's a special day all around. 204 00:06:41,226 --> 00:06:41,966 Who's the dad? 205 00:06:42,010 --> 00:06:43,272 No dad. Just a hook-up. 206 00:06:43,315 --> 00:06:45,317 We had sex. A lot of sex. 207 00:06:45,361 --> 00:06:46,841 I had a lot of sex with a pregnant woman. 208 00:06:46,884 --> 00:06:48,277 It works just the same. 209 00:06:48,320 --> 00:06:49,844 Okay, but, like, I'm pretty sure that's 210 00:06:49,887 --> 00:06:51,193 outside of my moral code. 211 00:06:51,236 --> 00:06:52,629 W-Why didn't you tell me? 212 00:06:52,673 --> 00:06:53,761 Look at me. I thought you knew. 213 00:06:53,804 --> 00:06:54,762 I just thought you were -- 214 00:06:54,805 --> 00:06:56,111 Aaaah!Okay. Uh, Dustin, right? 215 00:06:56,154 --> 00:06:57,678 Uh, Niki is in good hands. 216 00:06:57,721 --> 00:07:00,681 Why don't you take a breather, go find some ice chips? 217 00:07:00,724 --> 00:07:02,987 For her, not you. 218 00:07:03,031 --> 00:07:04,336 [ Groans ] 219 00:07:04,380 --> 00:07:05,512 Niki, are you okay? 220 00:07:05,555 --> 00:07:06,991 My chest really hurts. 221 00:07:07,035 --> 00:07:08,993 Okay, Wilson, let's get an EKG and vitals. 222 00:07:09,037 --> 00:07:10,255 Right. 223 00:07:10,299 --> 00:07:11,648 Okay. Breathe. 224 00:07:11,692 --> 00:07:13,694 [ Breathes deeply ]Good. 225 00:07:13,737 --> 00:07:16,348 Okay, now, this system of concurrent surgeries will allow 226 00:07:16,392 --> 00:07:19,656 us to put experienced residents in the OR as leads, 227 00:07:19,700 --> 00:07:21,397 and then attendings can rotate in and out 228 00:07:21,441 --> 00:07:23,007 for maximum efficiency. 229 00:07:23,051 --> 00:07:24,574 I don't like it. 230 00:07:24,618 --> 00:07:25,967 Look, look. If you look here, 231 00:07:26,010 --> 00:07:28,448 the average lap chole lasts what -- 45 minutes? 232 00:07:28,491 --> 00:07:30,188 But the most critical part only lasts... 233 00:07:30,232 --> 00:07:32,234 5 to 10. Exactly. 234 00:07:32,277 --> 00:07:34,192 Which means, if each attending rotates 235 00:07:34,236 --> 00:07:35,411 according to the schedule, 236 00:07:35,455 --> 00:07:37,239 we can be in each and every OR -- 237 00:07:37,282 --> 00:07:39,415 At precisely the moment we need to be. 238 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:40,677 Yes. 239 00:07:40,721 --> 00:07:41,809 I still don't like it. 240 00:07:41,852 --> 00:07:43,941 [ Chuckling ] Bailey, this is the answer 241 00:07:43,985 --> 00:07:45,726 to our biggest challenge right now -- 242 00:07:45,769 --> 00:07:47,249 the physician shortage. 243 00:07:47,292 --> 00:07:48,859 A-And it's lap choles. 244 00:07:48,903 --> 00:07:50,948 It's not transplants and Whipples. 245 00:07:50,992 --> 00:07:52,994 Look, this generation of residents -- 246 00:07:53,037 --> 00:07:55,823 they don't have a thousand hours to watch us operate 247 00:07:55,866 --> 00:07:57,389 while we work them to the bone. 248 00:07:57,433 --> 00:07:59,566 I mean, they want to work smarter, not harder. 249 00:07:59,609 --> 00:08:00,654 And who would blame them? 250 00:08:00,697 --> 00:08:02,960 I don't need generation education. 251 00:08:03,004 --> 00:08:05,049 I need patients not to die. 252 00:08:05,093 --> 00:08:07,138 I've been saying for a long time that 253 00:08:07,182 --> 00:08:09,271 we need to get the residents out of the lab and into the OR. 254 00:08:09,314 --> 00:08:10,707 Uh... 255 00:08:10,751 --> 00:08:11,839 What do you say, Bailey? 256 00:08:11,882 --> 00:08:14,232 You ready to do 12 lap choles today? 257 00:08:15,364 --> 00:08:17,888 Look, the system only works with three attendings. 258 00:08:17,932 --> 00:08:19,847 We all have to be on board. 259 00:08:21,849 --> 00:08:23,677 God help us. Fine. Let's do it. 260 00:08:23,720 --> 00:08:25,548 You won't regret it. Okay. 261 00:08:25,592 --> 00:08:26,549 Let's not go that far. 262 00:08:26,593 --> 00:08:28,290 [ Laughs ] 263 00:08:28,333 --> 00:08:30,161 Woman over P.A.: Dr. Wagner to radiology. 264 00:08:30,205 --> 00:08:31,989 Dr. Wagner to radiology. 265 00:08:33,556 --> 00:08:35,645 Oh, Hayes, hey. 266 00:08:35,689 --> 00:08:37,995 Do you have a quick second for a pediatric consult? 267 00:08:38,039 --> 00:08:39,910 For Grey's award-winning abdomen? Sure. 268 00:08:39,954 --> 00:08:41,999 [ Chuckles ] A 14-year-old kid, 269 00:08:42,043 --> 00:08:44,088 plays soccer in a park near our hotel. 270 00:08:44,132 --> 00:08:45,481 Mm-hmm.Seemed to be getting 271 00:08:45,525 --> 00:08:46,874 extra winded the other day. 272 00:08:46,917 --> 00:08:48,658 Um, his ankles look a little swollen. 273 00:08:48,702 --> 00:08:50,312 Is that -- Is that anything? 274 00:08:50,355 --> 00:08:52,793 [ Sighs ] Could be. Or not. 275 00:08:52,836 --> 00:08:54,403 I'm sorry. I'd have to examine him myself 276 00:08:54,446 --> 00:08:55,883 to tell you anything more definitive. 277 00:08:55,926 --> 00:08:58,363 I was afraid you'd say that. 278 00:08:58,407 --> 00:09:00,235 [ Telephone rings in distance ] 279 00:09:00,278 --> 00:09:01,715 [ Indistinct conversations in distance ] 280 00:09:01,758 --> 00:09:03,412 Roy: So, how'd you meet Noah? 281 00:09:03,455 --> 00:09:05,283 He avoids doctors like the plague. 282 00:09:05,327 --> 00:09:07,024 I, uh, treated him and his son recently. 283 00:09:07,068 --> 00:09:09,244 Ah, the accident. [ Coughs] 284 00:09:09,287 --> 00:09:11,072 That tree will never be the same. 285 00:09:11,115 --> 00:09:12,900 Or the car. 286 00:09:12,943 --> 00:09:16,251 Noah's the closest thing I have to a son. 287 00:09:16,294 --> 00:09:19,471 [ Coughs ] Met him when he was a pimple-faced recruit 288 00:09:19,515 --> 00:09:21,256 whose voice had barely dropped. 289 00:09:21,299 --> 00:09:24,172 I watched him grow up, get married, 290 00:09:24,215 --> 00:09:26,087 [coughs] have Danny. 291 00:09:26,130 --> 00:09:28,045 Have you met Heather yet? [ Coughs ] 292 00:09:28,089 --> 00:09:29,873 His wife? No, not yet. 293 00:09:29,917 --> 00:09:33,224 I love Noah, but he punched above his weight on that one. 294 00:09:33,268 --> 00:09:34,835 [ Laughter ] 295 00:09:34,878 --> 00:09:36,967 The scans are up.[ Beeping ] 296 00:09:37,011 --> 00:09:39,404 Oh, man. Damn it. 297 00:09:39,448 --> 00:09:40,492 See that nodule there? 298 00:09:40,536 --> 00:09:42,233 Lung cancer. 299 00:09:42,277 --> 00:09:43,583 Probably an early stage, 300 00:09:43,626 --> 00:09:45,585 but since he's also got pulmonary fibrosis... 301 00:09:45,628 --> 00:09:48,370 Might as well be terminal. 302 00:09:48,413 --> 00:09:50,415 All because the U.S. military couldn't be bothered 303 00:09:50,459 --> 00:09:52,809 to properly dispose of its trash. 304 00:09:52,853 --> 00:09:56,508 Lotta silence out there. Must be good news, huh? 305 00:09:56,552 --> 00:09:59,642 ♪♪ 306 00:09:59,686 --> 00:10:01,905 Amelia: CT's negative, labs look good. 307 00:10:01,949 --> 00:10:03,254 She has no history of seizures? 308 00:10:03,298 --> 00:10:04,516 You don't think I would have told you if there's 309 00:10:04,560 --> 00:10:05,648 a history of seizures? 310 00:10:05,692 --> 00:10:06,344 Mm. No family history? 311 00:10:06,388 --> 00:10:07,868 Same answer. 312 00:10:07,911 --> 00:10:09,826 Okay, but it is my job to ask the questions. 313 00:10:09,870 --> 00:10:13,090 No, I get that, but maybe just ask smarter questions. 314 00:10:13,134 --> 00:10:15,136 Are you okay?No, I'm not the patient. 315 00:10:15,179 --> 00:10:17,094 Ask smarter questions about my patient. 316 00:10:17,138 --> 00:10:19,401 Addie -- No. Just no, no, no. 317 00:10:19,444 --> 00:10:22,273 I'm Dr. Montgomery. You're Dr. Shepherd. 318 00:10:22,317 --> 00:10:24,406 And we are fixing this woman who's lost so many pregnancies 319 00:10:24,449 --> 00:10:25,581 and then lost her husband. 320 00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:26,887 We are fixing this woman 321 00:10:26,930 --> 00:10:28,628 whose sisters literally begged her 322 00:10:28,671 --> 00:10:30,368 not to participate in my clinical trial 323 00:10:30,412 --> 00:10:32,762 because they were so afraid of losing her, too. 324 00:10:32,806 --> 00:10:36,853 We are fixing this woman, Dr. Shepherd. 325 00:10:36,897 --> 00:10:38,115 And, ideally, we are going to fix her 326 00:10:38,159 --> 00:10:39,856 without having to remove the donor uterus, 327 00:10:39,900 --> 00:10:42,598 setting my study all the way back. 328 00:10:42,642 --> 00:10:44,078 [ Monitor beeping, respirator hissing ] 329 00:10:44,121 --> 00:10:47,168 Okay, Dr. Montgomery. I need an MRI. 330 00:10:47,211 --> 00:10:49,866 Um, because she was in status, let's get an EEG. 331 00:10:49,910 --> 00:10:51,955 And re-run her electrolyte panel 332 00:10:51,999 --> 00:10:53,391 and her immunosuppressant levels. 333 00:10:53,435 --> 00:10:55,350 That sounds like an excellent plan. 334 00:10:55,393 --> 00:10:56,830 Mm-hmm. 335 00:10:58,092 --> 00:10:59,397 Hi. 336 00:10:59,441 --> 00:11:00,964 Back so soon? 337 00:11:01,008 --> 00:11:03,401 Uh, that patient I told you about -- he's here. 338 00:11:03,445 --> 00:11:04,664 Exam Room 4. 339 00:11:04,707 --> 00:11:06,056 That was fast. 340 00:11:06,100 --> 00:11:08,493 A little too fast. 341 00:11:08,537 --> 00:11:10,495 But just make sure you talk to him like a doctor. 342 00:11:10,539 --> 00:11:12,019 I ama doctor. 343 00:11:12,062 --> 00:11:13,716 Be straight with him -- with both of us, okay? 344 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:14,717 Okay. 345 00:11:16,371 --> 00:11:20,027 Dr. Hayes, this is my son, Farouk. 346 00:11:20,070 --> 00:11:21,768 Hi. 347 00:11:21,811 --> 00:11:25,249 ♪♪ 348 00:11:31,081 --> 00:11:33,083 Mm. 349 00:11:34,215 --> 00:11:36,260 Hm.Meredith: Are you... 350 00:11:36,304 --> 00:11:37,479 Praying. Yes. 351 00:11:37,522 --> 00:11:38,741 [ Breathes deeply ] 352 00:11:38,785 --> 00:11:41,048 It's going to be okay, Bailey. 353 00:11:41,091 --> 00:11:43,050 These are human beings. 354 00:11:43,093 --> 00:11:46,618 These are human beings with children and parents 355 00:11:46,662 --> 00:11:48,011 and sisters and brothers. 356 00:11:48,055 --> 00:11:50,622 And we're putting their bodies, their lives 357 00:11:50,666 --> 00:11:52,624 in the hands of... children. 358 00:11:52,668 --> 00:11:54,235 But they're notchildren. 359 00:11:54,278 --> 00:11:56,933 But they look like children... with scalpels. 360 00:11:56,977 --> 00:11:59,719 Well, so did we once. 361 00:11:59,762 --> 00:12:01,546 ♪ One time Mnh-mnh. 362 00:12:01,590 --> 00:12:03,461 ♪ Oh, yeah 363 00:12:03,505 --> 00:12:05,681 ♪ Two times 364 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:07,378 You've done this before, right? 365 00:12:07,422 --> 00:12:08,423 In Pakistan? 366 00:12:08,466 --> 00:12:10,251 Years ago. Many years ago. 367 00:12:10,294 --> 00:12:11,121 Scalpel. 368 00:12:11,165 --> 00:12:12,732 ♪ It make me wanna dance 369 00:12:12,775 --> 00:12:14,472 ♪ Big sound 370 00:12:14,516 --> 00:12:16,648 ♪ In my system 371 00:12:16,692 --> 00:12:17,737 ♪ Four times 372 00:12:17,780 --> 00:12:19,651 ♪ Is a rebellion 373 00:12:19,695 --> 00:12:20,696 ♪ Sweetie make me happy 374 00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:21,697 What are you doing? 375 00:12:21,741 --> 00:12:23,351 I saw Shepherd do it once. 376 00:12:23,394 --> 00:12:25,266 ♪ Oh, yeah, oh, yeah oh, yeah, oh, yeah ♪ 377 00:12:25,309 --> 00:12:26,963 Scalpel. 378 00:12:27,007 --> 00:12:28,095 ♪ Searchin' for some lovin' 379 00:12:28,138 --> 00:12:29,009 ♪ Don't you worry 'cause I'm here ♪ 380 00:12:29,052 --> 00:12:30,271 Scalpel. 381 00:12:30,314 --> 00:12:31,794 ♪ You're my 382 00:12:31,838 --> 00:12:33,491 ♪ One in a million 383 00:12:33,535 --> 00:12:34,971 ♪ Oh 384 00:12:35,015 --> 00:12:36,799 ♪ Are you ready? 385 00:12:36,843 --> 00:12:39,497 ♪ Are you ready for some fun? 386 00:12:39,541 --> 00:12:41,804 ♪ Oh, na, yeah 387 00:12:41,848 --> 00:12:43,632 ♪ Are you ready? 388 00:12:43,675 --> 00:12:44,764 ♪ We can't stop 389 00:12:44,807 --> 00:12:46,548 ♪ We've only just begun 390 00:12:46,591 --> 00:12:47,679 ♪ Oh, yeah 391 00:12:47,723 --> 00:12:49,812 ♪ Ooo 392 00:12:49,856 --> 00:12:52,336 ♪ I show you somethin' new 393 00:12:52,380 --> 00:12:53,511 ♪ Hey 394 00:12:53,555 --> 00:12:56,776 ♪ I'm gonna make you move 395 00:12:56,819 --> 00:12:58,560 ♪ I show you something 396 00:12:58,603 --> 00:12:59,822 ♪ You're my 397 00:12:59,866 --> 00:13:01,519 ♪ One in a million 398 00:13:01,563 --> 00:13:02,912 ♪ Ooo 399 00:13:02,956 --> 00:13:04,653 ♪ Are you ready? 400 00:13:04,696 --> 00:13:05,785 ♪ We can't stop 401 00:13:05,828 --> 00:13:07,917 ♪ We've only just begun 402 00:13:07,961 --> 00:13:09,049 ♪ Oh, yeah 403 00:13:09,092 --> 00:13:10,702 ♪ Ooo 404 00:13:10,746 --> 00:13:13,531 ♪ I show you something new 405 00:13:13,575 --> 00:13:14,663 ♪ Hey 406 00:13:14,706 --> 00:13:17,579 ♪ I'm gonna make you move 407 00:13:19,233 --> 00:13:20,712 Hey, Doctor. 408 00:13:20,756 --> 00:13:23,063 Um, can you give this to Niki? 409 00:13:23,106 --> 00:13:26,370 She asked me to charge it, and so it's charged. 410 00:13:26,414 --> 00:13:27,719 Here. 411 00:13:27,763 --> 00:13:30,635 Oh, come on. You're leaving? 412 00:13:30,679 --> 00:13:32,768 You can't just hold her hand for a few hours 413 00:13:32,812 --> 00:13:33,900 so she doesn't give birth alone? 414 00:13:33,943 --> 00:13:36,946 We matched online a month ago. 415 00:13:36,990 --> 00:13:39,731 I'm not a bad guy. I work at the Post Office.[ Sighs ] 416 00:13:39,775 --> 00:13:42,212 I live in a studio apartment. I'm not ready to be a dad. 417 00:13:43,518 --> 00:13:45,433 And she lied to me. 418 00:13:45,476 --> 00:13:49,872 I mean, don't you think this is a pretty big lie? 419 00:13:49,916 --> 00:13:51,700 Just give me the phone. [ Sighs ] 420 00:13:51,743 --> 00:13:53,223 [ Telephone ringing in distance ] 421 00:13:53,267 --> 00:13:55,486 [ Indistinct conversations in distance ] 422 00:14:02,319 --> 00:14:03,277 Okay. 423 00:14:03,320 --> 00:14:04,582 Um... 424 00:14:04,626 --> 00:14:05,888 [ Clears throat ] 425 00:14:07,368 --> 00:14:10,806 Farouk's EKG shows nonspecific ST changes. 426 00:14:10,850 --> 00:14:12,155 And I hear a concerning murmur. 427 00:14:12,199 --> 00:14:14,157 So I'm not losing my mind. 428 00:14:14,201 --> 00:14:15,376 No. 429 00:14:15,419 --> 00:14:16,856 [ Sighs ] 430 00:14:19,380 --> 00:14:20,555 Is there anything I should know 431 00:14:20,598 --> 00:14:22,209 about Farouk's medical history? 432 00:14:22,252 --> 00:14:24,211 He used to get a lot of ear infections. 433 00:14:24,254 --> 00:14:27,301 [ Chuckles ] He once fell off his bike 434 00:14:27,344 --> 00:14:29,564 and knocked out his two front teeth, and it was just -- Right. 435 00:14:29,607 --> 00:14:31,218 Not relevant. 436 00:14:31,261 --> 00:14:34,134 He was treated for TB about 10 years ago in Iraq. 437 00:14:34,177 --> 00:14:36,614 I don't know anything about the first four years of his life. 438 00:14:36,658 --> 00:14:37,833 Iraq. That's where he grew up? 439 00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:39,313 He was born in Syria, 440 00:14:39,356 --> 00:14:40,923 but he came to Iraq as a refugee 441 00:14:40,967 --> 00:14:42,185 after his parents died. 442 00:14:42,229 --> 00:14:45,580 I raised him while I was being held as a POW 443 00:14:45,623 --> 00:14:47,930 and, you know, getting my abs exploded. 444 00:14:47,974 --> 00:14:49,801 You and your brother both served. 445 00:14:49,845 --> 00:14:51,107 I didn't realize. 446 00:14:51,151 --> 00:14:52,674 How would you? 447 00:14:53,980 --> 00:14:55,198 I want to do an echo. 448 00:14:55,242 --> 00:14:56,983 Do it. Do it all. 449 00:14:57,026 --> 00:14:59,899 Uh, Hayes, and do you mind 450 00:14:59,942 --> 00:15:02,075 just keeping this between us for now? 451 00:15:02,118 --> 00:15:04,207 If Owen finds out about this, he'll freak out, 452 00:15:04,251 --> 00:15:05,948 and I'm already freaking out a little bit. 453 00:15:05,992 --> 00:15:07,471 I've been there.[ Breathes sharply ] 454 00:15:07,515 --> 00:15:09,778 Of course. Thank you. 455 00:15:09,821 --> 00:15:11,649 [ Conversations continue ] 456 00:15:11,693 --> 00:15:13,347 [ Child babbling in distance ] 457 00:15:13,390 --> 00:15:15,175 [ Conversations continue ] 458 00:15:16,263 --> 00:15:18,091 Owen: Hey there, Roy. 459 00:15:18,134 --> 00:15:21,398 Roy: Well, you two gonna tell me what you saw on those scans? 460 00:15:21,442 --> 00:15:23,705 My ex-wife looks happier to see me than you two. 461 00:15:23,748 --> 00:15:25,272 [ Laughter ] 462 00:15:25,315 --> 00:15:26,751 Noah, you mind giving us a minute? 463 00:15:26,795 --> 00:15:28,928 No, it's okay, Doc. He -- He -- He can stay. 464 00:15:28,971 --> 00:15:30,320 [ Clears throat ] 465 00:15:31,713 --> 00:15:35,282 Roy, there was an abnormality in a section of your lung, 466 00:15:35,325 --> 00:15:37,153 and it looks like it's an early stage of cancer. 467 00:15:37,197 --> 00:15:39,199 Early. 468 00:15:39,242 --> 00:15:41,201 Doesn't sound so bad. 469 00:15:41,244 --> 00:15:43,072 Well, with cancer, the usual surgical treatment 470 00:15:43,116 --> 00:15:44,334 would be a lobectomy. 471 00:15:44,378 --> 00:15:45,988 We'd take out that entire section. 472 00:15:46,032 --> 00:15:47,903 But with fibrosis this advanced, 473 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:49,731 you can't afford to give up 474 00:15:49,774 --> 00:15:51,254 that much of your lung function. 475 00:15:51,298 --> 00:15:52,952 Well, I didn't exactly think I had a whole decade 476 00:15:52,995 --> 00:15:53,953 in front of me. 477 00:15:53,996 --> 00:15:55,824 [ Clicks tongue ] 478 00:15:55,867 --> 00:15:56,999 So, what're we talking? [ Coughs ] 479 00:15:57,043 --> 00:15:58,261 A couple years? 480 00:15:58,305 --> 00:15:59,523 Sooner? 481 00:15:59,567 --> 00:16:01,482 [ Coughs ] Hmm? 482 00:16:01,525 --> 00:16:04,485 What can you do to get me to Congress next month? 483 00:16:04,528 --> 00:16:06,095 Well, we could try a segmentectomy, 484 00:16:06,139 --> 00:16:08,315 where we'd just remove the mass. 485 00:16:08,358 --> 00:16:11,144 It's very risky, though.[ Coughs ] 486 00:16:11,187 --> 00:16:13,798 Honestly, I don't know that I'd recommend it. 487 00:16:13,842 --> 00:16:16,932 But it could buy me some more time, yeah? 488 00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:19,587 Possibly. A little. 489 00:16:19,630 --> 00:16:21,763 Well, let -- let's do it. Slice me open. 490 00:16:21,806 --> 00:16:23,330 Roy, no. 491 00:16:23,373 --> 00:16:25,854 Send somebody else to Washington. 492 00:16:25,897 --> 00:16:28,291 Hey, if I collapse while I'm there, 493 00:16:28,335 --> 00:16:31,599 it might help our case, right? [ Coughs ] 494 00:16:31,642 --> 00:16:33,340 It's fine. 495 00:16:33,383 --> 00:16:35,211 I have a little cancer, yeah? 496 00:16:35,255 --> 00:16:37,779 I've spent my entire career -- 497 00:16:37,822 --> 00:16:41,826 hell, my entire life-- fighting. 498 00:16:41,870 --> 00:16:43,611 Why would I stop now? 499 00:16:43,654 --> 00:16:45,656 I want the surgery. 500 00:16:46,527 --> 00:16:48,355 Okay. 501 00:16:48,398 --> 00:16:49,747 [ Machinery whirring ] 502 00:16:53,099 --> 00:16:55,884 Tell me why you left Scout's dad. 503 00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:57,146 I already told you. 504 00:16:57,190 --> 00:16:58,756 No, you told me you said no to his proposal, 505 00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:00,541 but you didn't tell me why. 506 00:17:00,584 --> 00:17:04,414 Uh. Well, everything about it was a disaster. 507 00:17:04,458 --> 00:17:07,330 I mean, it felt gaslighty and manipulative 508 00:17:07,374 --> 00:17:10,464 that he did it at Maggie's wedding, 509 00:17:10,507 --> 00:17:12,509 using Mer's kids as props. 510 00:17:12,553 --> 00:17:15,686 Is he a gaslighty and manipulative guy as a rule? 511 00:17:15,730 --> 00:17:17,427 No. 512 00:17:17,471 --> 00:17:19,777 Because, you know, the other way you could see that proposal 513 00:17:19,821 --> 00:17:22,911 is that he was being incredibly earnest and romantic. 514 00:17:22,954 --> 00:17:24,173 I mean, if you were a person 515 00:17:24,217 --> 00:17:27,307 who saw the world through rose-colored glasses, 516 00:17:27,350 --> 00:17:30,179 you know, like people in -- in love do. 517 00:17:30,223 --> 00:17:31,615 Okay, I want to go back to pretending 518 00:17:31,659 --> 00:17:33,052 we don't know each other. 519 00:17:33,095 --> 00:17:34,401 And we'll do that when the films are up. 520 00:17:34,444 --> 00:17:35,880 How come you get to make all the rules? 521 00:17:35,924 --> 00:17:37,230 Because I'm older and because my patient 522 00:17:37,273 --> 00:17:39,101 might be brain-damaged, and I need to be distracted. 523 00:17:39,145 --> 00:17:41,538 So tell me why you said no. 524 00:17:41,582 --> 00:17:44,063 Um... [ Sighs ] 525 00:17:44,106 --> 00:17:46,326 I knew for months that I didn't want what he wanted. 526 00:17:46,369 --> 00:17:49,155 We had Scout, and we had Mer's kids 527 00:17:49,198 --> 00:17:51,070 because she was in the hospital with -- 528 00:17:51,113 --> 00:17:53,724 I heard. I prayed. Yeah. 529 00:17:53,768 --> 00:17:56,249 So we were drowning in children and domesticity, 530 00:17:56,292 --> 00:18:00,166 and every day, I felt like I might die of it. 531 00:18:00,209 --> 00:18:01,210 [ Sighs ] 532 00:18:01,254 --> 00:18:03,256 I love all the kids, but every day, 533 00:18:03,299 --> 00:18:06,389 I thought I might die of monotony and boredom 534 00:18:06,433 --> 00:18:09,088 and dirty diapers and dirty dishes and laundry. 535 00:18:09,131 --> 00:18:12,091 And every day, I thought about doing drugs. 536 00:18:12,134 --> 00:18:15,790 And every night, I went to virtual meetings. 537 00:18:15,833 --> 00:18:17,661 And I am here to tell you that 538 00:18:17,705 --> 00:18:19,054 those virtual meetings... [ Clears throat ] 539 00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:20,577 ...while better than no meetings, 540 00:18:20,621 --> 00:18:23,624 are no substitute for regular in-person meetings. 541 00:18:23,667 --> 00:18:24,668 They're not the same. 542 00:18:24,712 --> 00:18:27,018 And, so, I was hanging by a thread, 543 00:18:27,062 --> 00:18:32,415 and, um, Link...wasn't. 544 00:18:32,459 --> 00:18:35,679 He was falling in love with domesticity. 545 00:18:35,723 --> 00:18:38,856 And he was the world's most stand-up guy. 546 00:18:38,900 --> 00:18:42,860 And he started proposing all the time, 547 00:18:42,904 --> 00:18:45,080 despite me saying no. 548 00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:47,256 And he decided that he wanted more kids, 549 00:18:47,300 --> 00:18:49,563 and I felt like I couldn't breathe. 550 00:18:49,606 --> 00:18:52,957 And, um, then I judged myself for that, 551 00:18:53,001 --> 00:18:57,092 like I think you are judging me now. 552 00:18:57,136 --> 00:18:59,181 During the pandemic, I drank so much red wine, 553 00:18:59,225 --> 00:19:01,444 I seriously considered checking myself into rehab. 554 00:19:01,488 --> 00:19:03,185 Really? Addison: Really. 555 00:19:03,229 --> 00:19:05,231 I looked like a swollen tick. 556 00:19:05,274 --> 00:19:07,102 [ Both laugh ] 557 00:19:07,146 --> 00:19:08,799 I lost it. 558 00:19:08,843 --> 00:19:10,323 Lost it. 559 00:19:10,366 --> 00:19:12,934 I just hated -- hated -- being stuck at home. 560 00:19:12,977 --> 00:19:14,109 You know, some people loved it. 561 00:19:14,153 --> 00:19:16,198 They baked bread. I don't like bread. 562 00:19:16,242 --> 00:19:22,204 I began to truly hate my video-game-obsessed son 563 00:19:22,248 --> 00:19:24,293 and my husband, who, by the way, 564 00:19:24,337 --> 00:19:27,557 took up a model-train hobby that seemed to truly delight him. 565 00:19:27,601 --> 00:19:28,993 No. Exactly. 566 00:19:29,037 --> 00:19:30,212 Mm. 567 00:19:30,256 --> 00:19:35,348 Yeah, I um -- I went really dark, Amelia. 568 00:19:35,391 --> 00:19:39,221 I had dark, dark thoughts. 569 00:19:39,265 --> 00:19:42,355 I was daydreaming about going to sleep and never waking up, 570 00:19:42,398 --> 00:19:47,186 and that thought... comforted me. 571 00:19:48,622 --> 00:19:50,363 I hate that for you. 572 00:19:50,406 --> 00:19:52,016 [ Sniffles ] 573 00:19:52,060 --> 00:19:53,757 And thank you. 574 00:19:53,801 --> 00:19:55,455 Thank you. 575 00:19:55,498 --> 00:19:58,632 Because...me too. 576 00:19:58,675 --> 00:20:00,982 [ Beeping ] 577 00:20:01,025 --> 00:20:02,462 Films are up, Dr. Shepherd. 578 00:20:02,505 --> 00:20:03,985 [ Clears throat ] 579 00:20:04,028 --> 00:20:05,029 ♪♪ 580 00:20:10,905 --> 00:20:13,821 Venting the ports. 581 00:20:13,864 --> 00:20:15,605 [ Monitor beeping, ventilator hissing ] 582 00:20:15,649 --> 00:20:17,216 You're already finished? 583 00:20:17,259 --> 00:20:18,782 Yeah. Is that bad? 584 00:20:18,826 --> 00:20:20,741 Oh, gosh. Did I forget something? 585 00:20:20,784 --> 00:20:22,133 No, no, no. It's -- It's -- 586 00:20:22,177 --> 00:20:24,658 We just got one more lap chole through the ER. 587 00:20:24,701 --> 00:20:26,312 You're making excellent time. 588 00:20:26,355 --> 00:20:27,835 How's about a double feature, Schmitt? 589 00:20:27,878 --> 00:20:29,532 Hell yeah. 590 00:20:30,664 --> 00:20:33,057 Dr. Webber, sir. 591 00:20:33,101 --> 00:20:34,711 That's what I'm talking about. 592 00:20:34,755 --> 00:20:36,365 Your patient will be in OR 7. 593 00:20:36,409 --> 00:20:37,714 Khan, you'll assist. 594 00:20:37,758 --> 00:20:40,848 [ Monitor beeping, respirator hissing ] 595 00:20:40,891 --> 00:20:43,677 [ Singsong voice ] We got two lap choles! 596 00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:45,287 We got two lap choles! 597 00:20:45,331 --> 00:20:47,289 Yes, we did! [ Laughs ] 598 00:20:48,899 --> 00:20:50,597 0 Vicryl, please. 599 00:20:53,469 --> 00:20:54,514 Looking good, brother. 600 00:20:54,557 --> 00:20:55,863 -[ Coughs ] -Okay. 601 00:20:55,906 --> 00:20:57,647 Whoa! Looks like you have some visitors, Roy. 602 00:20:57,691 --> 00:20:59,301 Eh, just a few familiar faces. 603 00:20:59,345 --> 00:21:00,868 Look at this sorry lot, huh? 604 00:21:00,911 --> 00:21:02,826 [ Laughter ] 605 00:21:02,870 --> 00:21:05,220 Eh, Noah shouldn't have bothered you all. 606 00:21:05,264 --> 00:21:06,961 Well, you knew we had to get our last licks in 607 00:21:07,004 --> 00:21:08,441 before you went under the knife.Ah, yeah. 608 00:21:08,484 --> 00:21:10,486 Listen, if I don't make it out of there -- 609 00:21:10,530 --> 00:21:12,793 Will you shut up? Of course you'll make it. 610 00:21:12,836 --> 00:21:14,360 [ Laughs ]You know, at our base, 611 00:21:14,403 --> 00:21:16,013 the guys from the Afghan army would bring chickens 612 00:21:16,057 --> 00:21:17,188 and cook them for us. 613 00:21:17,232 --> 00:21:19,408 Well, one day, they brought a live sheep. 614 00:21:19,452 --> 00:21:20,975 Remember this? 615 00:21:21,018 --> 00:21:22,498 And Roy insisted on helping out. 616 00:21:22,542 --> 00:21:25,022 Told 'em he'd, uh, butchered pigs before or some lie. 617 00:21:25,066 --> 00:21:26,154 [ Laughs, coughs ] 618 00:21:26,197 --> 00:21:27,460 I stand by that lie. 619 00:21:27,503 --> 00:21:28,678 [ Laughter ] 620 00:21:28,722 --> 00:21:30,637 And this sheep -- well, he did not like Roy. 621 00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:32,073 The second he got near him, he got kicked in the head, 622 00:21:32,116 --> 00:21:33,379 knocked on his ass, and trampled. 623 00:21:33,422 --> 00:21:34,684 [ Laughter ] 624 00:21:34,728 --> 00:21:35,424 What happened to the sheep? 625 00:21:35,468 --> 00:21:36,947 Well, he took off, 626 00:21:36,991 --> 00:21:38,471 left Roy on the ground, bloody and bruised. 627 00:21:38,514 --> 00:21:39,646 That's gotta hurt. 628 00:21:39,689 --> 00:21:41,952 So I run over, and Roy is out cold. 629 00:21:41,996 --> 00:21:45,260 And just when I start to panic, his crazy eyes fly open. 630 00:21:45,304 --> 00:21:48,350 He jumps up, screaming, "Yeehaw!" 631 00:21:48,394 --> 00:21:50,396 And he takes off after that sheep. 632 00:21:50,439 --> 00:21:52,267 I have no memory of that. I -- I -- 633 00:21:52,311 --> 00:21:54,878 [ Coughs ] Probably because of the concussion. 634 00:21:54,922 --> 00:21:56,880 Point is, if that angry sheep can't get rid of you, 635 00:21:56,924 --> 00:21:58,273 nothing can. 636 00:21:58,317 --> 00:22:00,362 [ Coughs, groans ] 637 00:22:00,406 --> 00:22:01,450 Pbht. 638 00:22:01,494 --> 00:22:02,886 [ Grunting ] 639 00:22:02,930 --> 00:22:04,758 ♪♪ 640 00:22:04,801 --> 00:22:05,759 Okay. 641 00:22:05,802 --> 00:22:08,588 You guys, I won't forget this. 642 00:22:10,372 --> 00:22:12,331 You all coming here for me. 643 00:22:12,374 --> 00:22:14,202 ♪♪ 644 00:22:14,245 --> 00:22:15,464 We ready? 645 00:22:15,508 --> 00:22:16,683 We're ready. 646 00:22:16,726 --> 00:22:18,206 Go. Yeah. 647 00:22:18,249 --> 00:22:19,076 Man: We got your six. 648 00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:20,339 Alright, brother. 649 00:22:20,382 --> 00:22:22,297 You got this, brother. 650 00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:23,690 Get 'em, Roy. 651 00:22:23,733 --> 00:22:25,909 ♪♪ 652 00:22:25,953 --> 00:22:28,259 Jo: Niki, your EKG looks normal, 653 00:22:28,303 --> 00:22:30,349 and cardio couldn't see anything on your echo. 654 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:33,395 So is it possible that you're experiencing a little anxiety? 655 00:22:33,439 --> 00:22:34,657 Niki: Is it possible?! 656 00:22:34,701 --> 00:22:36,398 I'm having a baby, and, somehow, 657 00:22:36,442 --> 00:22:38,531 my new boyfriend didn't notice I was pregnant. 658 00:22:38,574 --> 00:22:39,923 Of course it is possible. 659 00:22:39,967 --> 00:22:41,360 [ Groans ] 660 00:22:41,403 --> 00:22:43,884 Where is Dustin with those ice chips? 661 00:22:43,927 --> 00:22:45,625 What is important right now 662 00:22:45,668 --> 00:22:47,104 is that you take some deep breaths 663 00:22:47,148 --> 00:22:48,497 and stay calm, okay? 664 00:22:49,629 --> 00:22:51,500 He left, didn't he? 665 00:22:51,544 --> 00:22:53,589 [ Sighs ] 666 00:22:53,633 --> 00:22:54,677 [ Voice breaking ] I'm all alone. 667 00:22:54,721 --> 00:22:56,244 I can't do this all alone. 668 00:22:56,287 --> 00:22:58,507 Yes, you can. I know you can. 669 00:22:58,551 --> 00:23:00,248 All my friends thought I was crazy 670 00:23:00,291 --> 00:23:02,381 for having some random guy's baby. 671 00:23:02,424 --> 00:23:04,644 And my parents told me they wanted no part of it. 672 00:23:04,687 --> 00:23:06,994 [ Crying ] So I moved across the country. 673 00:23:07,037 --> 00:23:10,345 And I was lonely and scared. 674 00:23:10,389 --> 00:23:14,915 And then I met Dustin, and he didn't seem to mind. 675 00:23:14,958 --> 00:23:16,786 How did he not notice? 676 00:23:16,830 --> 00:23:18,962 I don't know, Niki. 677 00:23:19,006 --> 00:23:20,921 But -- But you wanted to have this baby, 678 00:23:20,964 --> 00:23:23,184 and you are about to meet him. 679 00:23:23,227 --> 00:23:26,143 I just wanted someone to hold my hand. 680 00:23:26,187 --> 00:23:27,536 I'll hold your hand. 681 00:23:28,972 --> 00:23:32,062 [ Both laugh ] 682 00:23:32,106 --> 00:23:34,195 Who's gonna deliver the baby? 683 00:23:34,238 --> 00:23:37,067 Um, hey, uh, can you page Dr. DeLuca, please? 684 00:23:37,111 --> 00:23:38,808 Now. 685 00:23:38,852 --> 00:23:40,854 Here we go. [ Sniffles ] 686 00:23:40,897 --> 00:23:43,987 We almost have the critical view of safety cleared. 687 00:23:44,031 --> 00:23:46,207 Are we ready to move forward? 688 00:23:46,250 --> 00:23:48,165 [ Monitor beeping, respirator hissing ] 689 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:50,646 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ]The field is filling with blood. 690 00:23:50,690 --> 00:23:52,343 Why is the field filling with blood? 691 00:23:52,387 --> 00:23:53,954 Maybe you should suction. 692 00:23:53,997 --> 00:23:55,521 But you're my assist. Maybe youshould suction! 693 00:23:55,564 --> 00:23:58,219 Okay, uh, indications to convert to open cholecystectomy -- 694 00:23:58,262 --> 00:24:00,264 adhesions, fibrosis, unclear anatomy, hemorrhage. 695 00:24:00,308 --> 00:24:02,789 This could be the cystic artery, the hepatic artery... 696 00:24:02,832 --> 00:24:03,572 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 697 00:24:03,616 --> 00:24:04,704 We have to open her up. 698 00:24:04,747 --> 00:24:05,966 We?Get the trocars out. 699 00:24:06,009 --> 00:24:07,794 And somebody call an attending. 700 00:24:07,837 --> 00:24:09,491 [ Rapid beeping continues ] 701 00:24:09,535 --> 00:24:11,101 Okay, the good news is, 702 00:24:11,145 --> 00:24:12,973 there's no sign of CVA, edema, or tumor. 703 00:24:13,016 --> 00:24:15,932 And there's no electrolyte abnormalities or infection. 704 00:24:15,976 --> 00:24:17,325 Okay, well, that's good news and bad news. 705 00:24:17,368 --> 00:24:19,066 Why? 706 00:24:19,109 --> 00:24:20,371 Because with everything else ruled out, 707 00:24:20,415 --> 00:24:21,808 it's likely that the seizures are being caused 708 00:24:21,851 --> 00:24:23,505 by neurotoxicity from anti-rejection meds. 709 00:24:23,549 --> 00:24:24,898 Damn it. Damn it! 710 00:24:24,941 --> 00:24:26,552 We can switch her immunosuppressants 711 00:24:26,595 --> 00:24:28,858 and keep her on anticonvulsants and watch her like a hawk. 712 00:24:28,902 --> 00:24:30,469 I live in Los Angeles, okay? 713 00:24:30,512 --> 00:24:31,687 And as much as I hated them 714 00:24:31,731 --> 00:24:32,906 when I was trapped in a house with them, 715 00:24:32,949 --> 00:24:34,473 I do love my son and my husband. 716 00:24:34,516 --> 00:24:35,996 I have to get back home to them. 717 00:24:36,039 --> 00:24:38,912 I mean, I-I had arranged for the clinical-trial team 718 00:24:38,955 --> 00:24:40,870 to monitor her from here on out. 719 00:24:40,914 --> 00:24:42,132 I can, too. 720 00:24:42,176 --> 00:24:43,482 Oh, I can't because I'm going back and forth 721 00:24:43,525 --> 00:24:44,700 to Minnesota. 722 00:24:44,744 --> 00:24:46,093 But Bailey can or s-someone can. 723 00:24:46,136 --> 00:24:47,094 [ Sighs ] 724 00:24:47,137 --> 00:24:48,574 What I'm saying is, we can help. 725 00:24:48,617 --> 00:24:50,271 You'll just have to share credit when you publish. 726 00:24:50,314 --> 00:24:53,100 Don't say that like it's a small thing. 727 00:24:53,143 --> 00:24:56,016 I mean, it's risky. She's had so many seizures. 728 00:24:56,059 --> 00:24:57,757 If she seizes up again, I --[ Door closes ] 729 00:24:57,800 --> 00:24:59,323 Well, we've loaded her with anticonvulsants. 730 00:24:59,367 --> 00:25:00,847 We will watch her closely. 731 00:25:00,890 --> 00:25:03,153 If we have to take out the uterus, we take out the uterus. 732 00:25:03,197 --> 00:25:05,460 But let's cross that bridge when we come to it. 733 00:25:07,767 --> 00:25:10,291 I want to agree with you. 734 00:25:10,334 --> 00:25:11,988 Okay, so what's stopping you? 735 00:25:12,032 --> 00:25:14,774 I need to not kill this patient. 736 00:25:14,817 --> 00:25:17,951 I need to not let her die. 737 00:25:17,994 --> 00:25:21,563 And -- And helping her helped me. 738 00:25:21,607 --> 00:25:23,217 It excited me. A uterine transplant? 739 00:25:23,260 --> 00:25:24,958 I mean, the thought of creating something for her 740 00:25:25,001 --> 00:25:27,090 that didn't exist before her 741 00:25:27,134 --> 00:25:30,877 made me want to get out of bed in the morning. 742 00:25:30,920 --> 00:25:33,532 But I don't want to make a decision that's selfish. 743 00:25:33,575 --> 00:25:36,796 I need to prioritize her life over the study. 744 00:25:36,839 --> 00:25:39,233 And I need you to tell me 745 00:25:39,276 --> 00:25:41,627 if there's a chance that you think I'm not. 746 00:25:41,670 --> 00:25:46,501 Dr. Montgomery, your patient was so in love with her husband 747 00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:50,331 that she is having a baby with him even though he is dead. 748 00:25:50,374 --> 00:25:53,116 She's so in love with the idea of becoming a mother 749 00:25:53,160 --> 00:25:54,944 that she entered your study 750 00:25:54,988 --> 00:25:57,730 knowing that she was risking her life. 751 00:25:57,773 --> 00:25:59,166 You are not being selfish. 752 00:25:59,209 --> 00:26:02,952 You are doing every single thing you can 753 00:26:02,996 --> 00:26:04,345 to help her live her dream. 754 00:26:04,388 --> 00:26:07,609 And that is an excellent reason 755 00:26:07,653 --> 00:26:09,306 to get out of bed in the morning. 756 00:26:09,350 --> 00:26:12,048 ♪♪ 757 00:26:12,092 --> 00:26:13,615 We're almost ready here, Roy. 758 00:26:13,659 --> 00:26:15,574 Are you sure you still want to go through with this? 759 00:26:15,617 --> 00:26:17,358 [ Groans ] 760 00:26:17,401 --> 00:26:19,708 I got a daughter. 761 00:26:19,752 --> 00:26:23,669 She lives on the East Coast with her husband, two kids. 762 00:26:23,712 --> 00:26:25,671 I don't ever see them. 763 00:26:25,714 --> 00:26:26,933 She took her mother's side in the divorce, 764 00:26:26,976 --> 00:26:28,717 and that -- that was it. 765 00:26:28,761 --> 00:26:31,241 But if someone had done this to her, 766 00:26:31,285 --> 00:26:33,809 if someone had made her breathe in that crap 767 00:26:33,853 --> 00:26:35,724 and caused her a lifetime of pain, 768 00:26:35,768 --> 00:26:37,552 I'd want that person dead. 769 00:26:37,596 --> 00:26:39,902 Roy, we're going to stop this. 770 00:26:39,946 --> 00:26:43,645 We're going to hold the people at fault responsible, okay? 771 00:26:43,689 --> 00:26:45,691 I'mresponsible. 772 00:26:46,692 --> 00:26:48,476 I'm not sure I understand. 773 00:26:48,519 --> 00:26:50,696 I authorized it. 774 00:26:50,739 --> 00:26:53,046 The burn pit on our base. 775 00:26:53,089 --> 00:26:54,351 Trash was piling up. 776 00:26:54,395 --> 00:26:57,311 There was no plumbing, no sewage system. 777 00:26:57,354 --> 00:27:00,401 And it's not like the garbageman comes on Tuesdays. I -- 778 00:27:00,444 --> 00:27:03,491 [ Coughing ] I heard the, uh, other bases were burning it all. 779 00:27:03,534 --> 00:27:05,232 [ Coughs, sniffs ] 780 00:27:05,275 --> 00:27:09,540 So...that's what I told them to do. 781 00:27:11,499 --> 00:27:13,153 I didn't invent the idea... 782 00:27:13,196 --> 00:27:14,371 [ Coughs ] 783 00:27:14,415 --> 00:27:16,417 ...but when I close my eyes at night, 784 00:27:16,460 --> 00:27:18,898 I see that black smoke billowing up from the ground, 785 00:27:18,941 --> 00:27:23,946 and I know that I committed the worst crime... 786 00:27:26,035 --> 00:27:27,689 ...complicity. 787 00:27:27,733 --> 00:27:29,430 ♪♪ 788 00:27:29,473 --> 00:27:31,214 [ Sniffles ] 789 00:27:31,258 --> 00:27:35,262 So, at the end of the day, I might deserve to die. 790 00:27:35,958 --> 00:27:39,005 Everyone else deserves to live. 791 00:27:39,048 --> 00:27:41,224 Let's do it. 792 00:27:41,268 --> 00:27:43,139 Let's go. 793 00:27:44,401 --> 00:27:46,621 [ Whooshing ] 794 00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:48,014 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 795 00:27:48,057 --> 00:27:49,493 What happened?I-I don't know. 796 00:27:49,537 --> 00:27:51,104 The field filled with blood, and now I converted to open. 797 00:27:51,147 --> 00:27:52,540 And now -- Well, you should have waited. 798 00:27:52,583 --> 00:27:54,411 She was bleeding out.You still should have waited. 799 00:27:54,455 --> 00:27:56,109 I'm sorry, Chief, but --Step aside. 800 00:27:56,152 --> 00:27:58,851 Okay, I need another suction and I need laps now. 801 00:27:58,894 --> 00:28:00,156 What can I do? 802 00:28:00,200 --> 00:28:02,332 If you want this patient to live, step aside. 803 00:28:02,376 --> 00:28:03,725 Okay. 804 00:28:03,769 --> 00:28:05,640 Okay, suction. 805 00:28:05,684 --> 00:28:06,685 Okay, clamp. 806 00:28:12,516 --> 00:28:15,041 Owen: I have never seen lung tissue like this. You? 807 00:28:15,084 --> 00:28:16,520 I have -- in advanced ARDS, secondary to COVID. 808 00:28:16,564 --> 00:28:19,132 And it didn't end well. Suction. 809 00:28:19,175 --> 00:28:21,482 [ Sighs ] The tissue's just falling apart in my hands. 810 00:28:21,525 --> 00:28:22,962 Stapler. 811 00:28:23,005 --> 00:28:24,180 Thanks. 812 00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:25,225 [ Suction gurgling ] 813 00:28:25,268 --> 00:28:26,705 Okay. 814 00:28:26,748 --> 00:28:28,576 Thank you for doing this. 815 00:28:28,619 --> 00:28:30,317 I know you didn't think it was a good idea. 816 00:28:30,360 --> 00:28:32,667 No, I didn't, but I believe in fighting for what's right, 817 00:28:32,711 --> 00:28:34,234 and if giving this guy a few more months 818 00:28:34,277 --> 00:28:36,453 helps make life better for others, I'm in. 819 00:28:36,497 --> 00:28:39,326 Okay. Alright. 820 00:28:39,369 --> 00:28:40,631 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 821 00:28:40,675 --> 00:28:42,155 He's hemorrhaging. 822 00:28:42,198 --> 00:28:43,199 Hold pressure. I'll try to find the source. 823 00:28:43,243 --> 00:28:45,245 Yep.DeBakey clamp -- now! 824 00:28:47,029 --> 00:28:48,857 Yeah, yeah. Come on. 825 00:28:48,901 --> 00:28:50,032 Come on. 826 00:28:50,076 --> 00:28:51,468 There. Got it.[ Rapid beeping stops ] 827 00:28:51,512 --> 00:28:52,861 [ Breathes deeply ] 828 00:28:52,905 --> 00:28:55,211 Alright. So, that's how this is gonna go, huh, Roy? 829 00:28:55,255 --> 00:28:57,170 [ Chuckles ] I've only known this guy for eight hours. 830 00:28:57,213 --> 00:28:59,433 I'm pretty sure he's not going to make it easy on us. 831 00:28:59,476 --> 00:29:01,391 I operated in Boston for 15 years. 832 00:29:01,435 --> 00:29:03,263 No patient made it easy on me. 833 00:29:03,306 --> 00:29:04,568 Hemostats. 834 00:29:04,612 --> 00:29:07,223 [ Suction gurgling, monitor beeping ] 835 00:29:07,267 --> 00:29:09,399 Finished. 836 00:29:09,443 --> 00:29:11,750 And that, ladies and gentlemen, is how it's done. 837 00:29:11,793 --> 00:29:13,621 Yes, it is! 838 00:29:13,664 --> 00:29:15,405 [ Both laugh ] 839 00:29:15,449 --> 00:29:19,409 Flawless technique on not one, but two lap choles today. 840 00:29:19,453 --> 00:29:21,455 Take notes if you want to survive. 841 00:29:21,498 --> 00:29:24,327 Thank you, sir, for the opportunity, 842 00:29:24,371 --> 00:29:26,677 the patients, the wis--You know, by working together, 843 00:29:26,721 --> 00:29:29,376 we saved 13 patients from cholecystitis -- 844 00:29:29,419 --> 00:29:31,030 a hospital record. 845 00:29:31,073 --> 00:29:33,336 You should all be proud. Now, study hard. 846 00:29:33,380 --> 00:29:34,816 Today was lap chole. 847 00:29:34,860 --> 00:29:36,122 Tomorrow, it could be something more. 848 00:29:36,165 --> 00:29:38,559 Don't come unprepared. 849 00:29:38,602 --> 00:29:40,387 [ Cheers and applause] Yes! 850 00:29:40,430 --> 00:29:44,260 ♪♪ 851 00:29:44,304 --> 00:29:46,306 Hi, Tovah. 852 00:29:46,349 --> 00:29:48,569 I'm Dr. Shepherd.♪ Every little heartache 853 00:29:48,612 --> 00:29:51,659 Is it gone? Did I -- Did I lose it? 854 00:29:51,702 --> 00:29:53,095 Did you take the uterus? 855 00:29:53,139 --> 00:29:54,401 No. 856 00:29:54,444 --> 00:29:56,577 But, Tovah... 857 00:29:56,620 --> 00:29:58,448 you didn't reject it. 858 00:29:58,492 --> 00:29:59,841 ♪ When I was wasted 859 00:29:59,885 --> 00:30:00,886 Is there still a chance? 860 00:30:00,929 --> 00:30:02,888 There's still a chance. 861 00:30:02,931 --> 00:30:04,715 We're gonna step up your protocol, 862 00:30:04,759 --> 00:30:05,978 and you're still in the trial. 863 00:30:06,021 --> 00:30:07,457 [ Crying ] Oh, my God, thank you. 864 00:30:07,501 --> 00:30:08,937 ♪ I mostly now forget 865 00:30:08,981 --> 00:30:10,547 Thank you. My God. [ Sniffles ] 866 00:30:10,591 --> 00:30:11,897 ♪ I flew all around the world 867 00:30:11,940 --> 00:30:13,681 I'm gonna do a quick neuro check. 868 00:30:13,724 --> 00:30:16,771 Let just... give her a minute to cry. 869 00:30:16,815 --> 00:30:19,121 ♪ It was all the same 870 00:30:19,165 --> 00:30:20,601 ♪ It was all a game [ Groans ] 871 00:30:20,644 --> 00:30:22,168 Wilson, what are you doing?! 872 00:30:22,211 --> 00:30:23,865 She won't let go of my hand! 873 00:30:23,909 --> 00:30:25,258 Okay, you're an OB.[ Door closes ] 874 00:30:25,301 --> 00:30:27,869 Your job is to deliver the babies, not to hold hands. 875 00:30:27,913 --> 00:30:28,957 ♪ So break my heart Okay. 876 00:30:29,001 --> 00:30:30,480 [ Groans ] 877 00:30:30,524 --> 00:30:31,742 A-And she's crowning. 878 00:30:31,786 --> 00:30:32,831 Niki, I need to help get the baby out, 879 00:30:32,874 --> 00:30:33,919 but I will be right over here. 880 00:30:33,962 --> 00:30:35,485 No, no, no. No, I can't do this. 881 00:30:35,529 --> 00:30:37,052 I just can't. 882 00:30:37,096 --> 00:30:37,966 Niki, you're worried about being alone. 883 00:30:38,010 --> 00:30:39,446 You're not alone. 884 00:30:39,489 --> 00:30:41,448 You have your son, and as soon as he comes out, 885 00:30:41,491 --> 00:30:42,971 he will be your whole heart. 886 00:30:43,015 --> 00:30:45,147 And it's hard, and it's exhausting, 887 00:30:45,191 --> 00:30:47,497 and there are days when you will turn around and wonder, 888 00:30:47,541 --> 00:30:48,672 "Where is this baby's mother? 889 00:30:48,716 --> 00:30:50,196 Because it absolutely cannot be me." 890 00:30:50,239 --> 00:30:52,894 ♪ Go on and break my heart 891 00:30:52,938 --> 00:30:54,678 But you will love him so much, 892 00:30:54,722 --> 00:30:57,638 you'll let him sleep on you anywhere, anytime, 893 00:30:57,681 --> 00:30:59,379 no matter how uncomfortable you are. 894 00:30:59,422 --> 00:31:01,424 And just one smell of his head will make you feel like 895 00:31:01,468 --> 00:31:03,165 your heart could explode. 896 00:31:03,209 --> 00:31:05,602 And that is worth so much more than your fear. 897 00:31:05,646 --> 00:31:07,648 Okay? You ready to start pushing? 898 00:31:07,691 --> 00:31:08,910 On the count of three. 899 00:31:08,954 --> 00:31:10,825 One, two, three. 900 00:31:10,869 --> 00:31:12,435 [ Groans, screams ] 901 00:31:12,479 --> 00:31:13,784 Push, push, push, push. 902 00:31:13,828 --> 00:31:14,916 Here's the head.Good. 903 00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:16,613 [ Groaning ]Wait, wait, wait. 904 00:31:16,657 --> 00:31:17,832 Niki, stop pushing. 905 00:31:17,876 --> 00:31:20,356 Okay, uh, shoulder dystocia. 906 00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:22,141 Baby's shoulder is caught behind the pubic bone. 907 00:31:22,184 --> 00:31:23,794 Okay, Wilson, what do you do? 908 00:31:23,838 --> 00:31:26,449 Uh, we're doing a McRoberts maneuver to get the baby out. 909 00:31:26,493 --> 00:31:27,494 Wait. A what? 910 00:31:27,537 --> 00:31:29,148 We've got you, Niki. 911 00:31:29,191 --> 00:31:30,149 ♪ Every little heartache, every little mistake ♪ 912 00:31:30,192 --> 00:31:32,194 Alright. We ready to push again? 913 00:31:32,238 --> 00:31:33,326 [ Crying ] Okay.Alright. 914 00:31:33,369 --> 00:31:35,763 One, two, three. 915 00:31:35,806 --> 00:31:38,113 Go.[ Groans, screams ] 916 00:31:38,157 --> 00:31:39,288 Okay, Wilson, put your hand in and find 917 00:31:39,332 --> 00:31:40,507 the anterior shoulder, okay? 918 00:31:40,550 --> 00:31:41,595 You got it? 919 00:31:41,638 --> 00:31:43,249 Yep. Okay. 920 00:31:43,292 --> 00:31:45,729 Now push the back of the baby's shoulder towards the chest. 921 00:31:45,773 --> 00:31:47,557 [ Groaning ]Gently. 922 00:31:47,601 --> 00:31:49,559 Okay. [ Groans ] 923 00:31:49,603 --> 00:31:50,952 Here he comes. 924 00:31:50,996 --> 00:31:52,780 Oh, my goodness. 925 00:31:52,823 --> 00:31:54,129 You have a boy. 926 00:31:54,173 --> 00:31:55,826 Oh, my goodness. 927 00:31:55,870 --> 00:31:57,480 ♪♪ 928 00:31:57,524 --> 00:31:58,829 Well done, Wilson. 929 00:31:58,873 --> 00:32:01,832 ♪ Into a thousand parts 930 00:32:01,876 --> 00:32:03,356 [ Baby crying ] 931 00:32:03,399 --> 00:32:09,884 ♪♪ 932 00:32:09,928 --> 00:32:12,017 [ Indistinct conversations in distance ] 933 00:32:16,456 --> 00:32:18,893 Farouk's echo and cardiac MRI 934 00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:20,808 show constrictive pericarditis. 935 00:32:20,851 --> 00:32:23,071 Most likely secondary to the TB. Hm. 936 00:32:23,115 --> 00:32:24,812 [ Sighs ] I'm so sorry. 937 00:32:24,855 --> 00:32:26,988 I-I wish it was better news. 938 00:32:27,032 --> 00:32:28,859 He's already been through so much, 939 00:32:28,903 --> 00:32:30,774 more than any kid should. [ Scoffs ] 940 00:32:30,818 --> 00:32:32,820 And the hits just keep coming. 941 00:32:36,650 --> 00:32:37,912 Do you want to be alone? 942 00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:39,044 [ Crying ] I'm sorry. I don't -- 943 00:32:39,087 --> 00:32:40,959 I don't usually do this. [ Sobs ] 944 00:32:41,002 --> 00:32:42,525 It's your son. All bets are off. 945 00:32:42,569 --> 00:32:43,918 Mnh. 946 00:32:43,962 --> 00:32:45,354 [ Sniffles ] 947 00:32:45,398 --> 00:32:48,009 Uh, okay, so -- so what does this mean? 948 00:32:48,053 --> 00:32:50,664 Is he gonna need surgery or... [ Sniffles ] 949 00:32:50,707 --> 00:32:52,927 I have to consult with cardio, but I think so, yes. 950 00:32:52,971 --> 00:32:55,321 Most likely a pericardiectomy. 951 00:32:55,364 --> 00:32:56,975 Oh, God. 952 00:32:57,018 --> 00:32:58,411 I'll admit him, and we'll go from there. 953 00:32:58,454 --> 00:33:01,718 Oh, Farouk! Oh, my God! 954 00:33:01,762 --> 00:33:05,853 God, he's so -- he's so good. 955 00:33:05,896 --> 00:33:08,987 I mean, he's a teenager, but... 956 00:33:09,030 --> 00:33:11,728 God, he's just always been such a good kid, 957 00:33:11,772 --> 00:33:16,429 despite what this messed-up world has given him. 958 00:33:16,472 --> 00:33:18,431 He has to be okay. 959 00:33:18,474 --> 00:33:21,129 I will do everything in my power to make sure that he is. 960 00:33:21,173 --> 00:33:22,174 That's a promise. 961 00:33:22,217 --> 00:33:24,089 Okay. 962 00:33:24,132 --> 00:33:25,351 Do you want me to call your brother? 963 00:33:25,394 --> 00:33:27,092 I'll tell him, just not yet. 964 00:33:27,135 --> 00:33:29,311 I... 965 00:33:29,355 --> 00:33:32,097 I-I need to sit with this by myself 966 00:33:32,140 --> 00:33:33,315 for -- for a minute. 967 00:33:34,969 --> 00:33:36,362 Take all the time you need. 968 00:33:36,405 --> 00:33:41,367 ♪♪ 969 00:33:41,410 --> 00:33:42,759 [ Sniffles ] 970 00:33:42,803 --> 00:33:44,674 ♪♪ 971 00:33:44,718 --> 00:33:46,981 So, his lungs had more scarring than we expected. 972 00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:48,591 It's gonna be a tough road ahead. 973 00:33:48,635 --> 00:33:50,332 Well, he can handle it. 974 00:33:50,376 --> 00:33:51,551 I know he can. 975 00:33:51,594 --> 00:33:54,119 [ Coughing ] 976 00:33:56,208 --> 00:33:57,383 [ Breathes sharply ] 977 00:33:57,426 --> 00:33:59,298 Thank you. 978 00:33:59,341 --> 00:34:00,734 Honestly, you're the first doctor I've met 979 00:34:00,777 --> 00:34:02,083 who actually gave a crap, 980 00:34:02,127 --> 00:34:05,086 who's really done anything for any of us. 981 00:34:05,130 --> 00:34:07,915 Well...I'm sorry that's the case. 982 00:34:07,958 --> 00:34:11,092 But this is personal to me, you know? 983 00:34:11,136 --> 00:34:14,617 I am in this with all of you guys, okay? 984 00:34:14,661 --> 00:34:16,184 [ Monitor beeping ] 985 00:34:16,228 --> 00:34:17,751 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 986 00:34:17,794 --> 00:34:19,274 W-What's happening? 987 00:34:19,318 --> 00:34:21,146 Dr. Hunt! 988 00:34:21,189 --> 00:34:22,495 Noah, I'm gonna need you to leave, okay? 989 00:34:22,538 --> 00:34:23,539 I'm not leaving him. 990 00:34:23,583 --> 00:34:26,064 Sergeant, step outside, now! 991 00:34:26,107 --> 00:34:28,109 Now! 992 00:34:28,153 --> 00:34:30,068 Winston: Damn it, his O2 is plummeting. 993 00:34:30,111 --> 00:34:31,417 Noah, you got to go. 994 00:34:31,460 --> 00:34:32,635 Come on, Roy. 995 00:34:32,679 --> 00:34:34,115 V-fib! Paddles! 996 00:34:36,291 --> 00:34:38,076 Come on, Roy.Sir, you're not allowed in here. 997 00:34:38,119 --> 00:34:38,989 Sir, you've got to go.Come on, Roy. 998 00:34:39,033 --> 00:34:40,513 Come on, Roy. Hang in there! 999 00:34:40,556 --> 00:34:42,515 Okay, let's charge to 120. 1000 00:34:42,558 --> 00:34:43,864 Ready? And clear. 1001 00:34:43,907 --> 00:34:44,908 [ Paddles thud ] 1002 00:34:44,952 --> 00:34:46,301 No change. Push 1 of epi. 1003 00:34:46,345 --> 00:34:48,477 Charge to 150. And...clear! 1004 00:34:48,521 --> 00:34:49,478 [ Paddles thud ] 1005 00:34:49,522 --> 00:34:50,827 Come on, Roy. 1006 00:34:50,871 --> 00:34:51,959 200! 1007 00:34:52,002 --> 00:34:52,829 And clear! 1008 00:34:52,873 --> 00:34:53,961 [ Paddles thud ] 1009 00:34:54,004 --> 00:34:55,876 ♪♪ 1010 00:35:01,099 --> 00:35:03,362 Who wants cider?Congratulations, sweetheart. 1011 00:35:03,405 --> 00:35:04,493 [ Laughing ] Ah.I know I was skeptical, 1012 00:35:04,537 --> 00:35:07,279 but 13 lap choles, that is something. 1013 00:35:07,322 --> 00:35:08,715 [ Laughs ]Yes. 1014 00:35:08,758 --> 00:35:11,370 Even though you did con me into agreeing this morning. 1015 00:35:11,413 --> 00:35:12,980 Con? Mm-hmm. 1016 00:35:13,023 --> 00:35:14,373 Is that what you're calling it, what we did? 1017 00:35:14,416 --> 00:35:15,374 Mm-hmm. 1018 00:35:15,417 --> 00:35:16,723 [ Gasps ][ Laughs ] 1019 00:35:16,766 --> 00:35:18,551 Well, you've set the bar very high for yourself. 1020 00:35:18,594 --> 00:35:21,467 The residents are going to expect this all the time.Ohh. 1021 00:35:21,510 --> 00:35:23,599 I mean, who knows? The scrub nurses may walk out. 1022 00:35:23,643 --> 00:35:25,601 [ Laughs ]Ah, well, everyone will adapt. 1023 00:35:25,645 --> 00:35:27,299 They'll have to, because from now on, 1024 00:35:27,342 --> 00:35:28,865 this is gonna be my primary method of teaching. 1025 00:35:28,909 --> 00:35:30,215 To the Webber Method.Yeah. 1026 00:35:30,258 --> 00:35:31,564 Ooh! Rolls off the tongue, doesn't it? 1027 00:35:31,607 --> 00:35:33,479 Mm-hmm.[ Laughs ] 1028 00:35:33,522 --> 00:35:35,263 Ah. You still don't like it. 1029 00:35:35,307 --> 00:35:36,786 No, I don't. 1030 00:35:36,830 --> 00:35:38,179 Look, Helm clipped that artery 1031 00:35:38,223 --> 00:35:40,138 with no attending in the room. 1032 00:35:40,181 --> 00:35:41,661 When I first walked in and saw all that blood, 1033 00:35:41,704 --> 00:35:42,966 even I didn't know which way was up, 1034 00:35:43,010 --> 00:35:44,533 so how was a resident supposed to? 1035 00:35:44,577 --> 00:35:46,796 You know as well as I that complications 1036 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:48,363 could happened to -- to -- to any one of us. 1037 00:35:48,407 --> 00:35:51,497 Which is why we owe it to them and the patients 1038 00:35:51,540 --> 00:35:55,196 to be there in the room. 1039 00:35:55,240 --> 00:35:58,721 Bailey, 10 years from now, 1040 00:35:58,765 --> 00:36:02,203 we are going to be short tens of thousands of surgeons 1041 00:36:02,247 --> 00:36:04,423 if we don't rethink what we're doing here. 1042 00:36:04,466 --> 00:36:07,208 We're a teaching hospital, and we have a moral imperative 1043 00:36:07,252 --> 00:36:08,992 to make sure that people don't die because 1044 00:36:09,036 --> 00:36:10,690 there's no one to operate on them. 1045 00:36:10,733 --> 00:36:12,779 That'swhat we owe these patients. 1046 00:36:12,822 --> 00:36:14,520 Meredith: Helm did prove the system worked. 1047 00:36:14,563 --> 00:36:15,782 She asked for help. 1048 00:36:15,825 --> 00:36:17,653 She did exactly what she was supposed to do. 1049 00:36:17,697 --> 00:36:19,220 And you were there, and you helped. 1050 00:36:19,264 --> 00:36:21,222 The patient's alive and stable and in recovery. 1051 00:36:21,266 --> 00:36:22,745 It did work. 1052 00:36:23,398 --> 00:36:25,792 [ Mumbling ] Oh, yeah. To the Webber Method. 1053 00:36:25,835 --> 00:36:27,097 No. I-I'm sorry. What, now? 1054 00:36:27,141 --> 00:36:28,316 To the Webber Method!Ah! 1055 00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,188 [ Laughter ] 1056 00:36:30,231 --> 00:36:31,885 [ Mugs clink ] 1057 00:36:31,928 --> 00:36:35,193 ♪♪ 1058 00:36:38,413 --> 00:36:44,289 ♪♪ 1059 00:36:44,332 --> 00:36:47,335 I'm so sorry, Noah. We did everything we could. 1060 00:36:47,379 --> 00:36:51,339 Winston: Roy's lungs were just...too far gone, 1061 00:36:51,383 --> 00:36:53,820 and the damage put too much stress on his heart. 1062 00:36:56,431 --> 00:36:57,519 Owen: Noah... 1063 00:36:57,563 --> 00:36:59,173 ♪♪ 1064 00:36:59,217 --> 00:37:01,697 I can help you continue Roy's work, you know, 1065 00:37:01,741 --> 00:37:04,091 the data, the testimonials. 1066 00:37:04,134 --> 00:37:06,702 Yeah, I don't want your help. 1067 00:37:06,746 --> 00:37:10,228 I never wanted it in the first place, but you convinced me. 1068 00:37:10,271 --> 00:37:13,100 You convinced me to introduce you to my friends, 1069 00:37:13,143 --> 00:37:16,756 my family, and look what happened. 1070 00:37:16,799 --> 00:37:18,323 You made it so much worse. 1071 00:37:18,366 --> 00:37:25,417 ♪♪ 1072 00:37:25,460 --> 00:37:32,293 ♪♪ 1073 00:37:32,337 --> 00:37:36,079 You know, I almost left Jake in the first lockdown, 1074 00:37:36,123 --> 00:37:37,603 in the thick of it, about two months in. 1075 00:37:37,646 --> 00:37:39,300 I wasn't even drinking. I was stone-cold sober. 1076 00:37:39,344 --> 00:37:41,171 I just -- [ Chuckling ] God. 1077 00:37:41,215 --> 00:37:43,261 They were bickering about "Game of Thrones," 1078 00:37:43,304 --> 00:37:45,828 and I just got up off the couch, 1079 00:37:45,872 --> 00:37:48,614 got in the car, and drove. 1080 00:37:48,657 --> 00:37:50,093 Drove for about two hours 1081 00:37:50,137 --> 00:37:52,095 before I stopped and even thought to ask myself 1082 00:37:52,139 --> 00:37:54,576 what I was doing. 1083 00:37:54,620 --> 00:37:56,317 Are you asking if I'm sure? 1084 00:37:56,361 --> 00:37:57,797 I am saying that 1085 00:37:57,840 --> 00:38:01,322 when one is in a slight mental-health crisis, 1086 00:38:01,366 --> 00:38:05,152 one might regret the decisions she makes later. 1087 00:38:05,195 --> 00:38:07,023 I didn't leave when I was thinking about doing drugs. 1088 00:38:07,067 --> 00:38:08,982 And I didn't leave when I was wondering 1089 00:38:09,025 --> 00:38:12,028 if Link would ever really understand me. 1090 00:38:12,072 --> 00:38:13,378 I stayed through all of that 1091 00:38:13,421 --> 00:38:14,944 because I thought I must be crazy, 1092 00:38:14,988 --> 00:38:16,729 because who leaves a really good and decent guy? 1093 00:38:16,772 --> 00:38:18,861 But I don't feel crazy now. 1094 00:38:18,905 --> 00:38:20,602 And I don't want to get high. 1095 00:38:20,646 --> 00:38:22,169 I just don't want a ring, 1096 00:38:22,212 --> 00:38:24,084 and I don't want to have any more babies. 1097 00:38:24,127 --> 00:38:26,652 And -- And I didn't even leave him. 1098 00:38:26,695 --> 00:38:29,176 He left me. But... 1099 00:38:29,219 --> 00:38:30,830 [ Breathes deeply ] 1100 00:38:30,873 --> 00:38:33,311 But I hated the life that he loved, 1101 00:38:33,354 --> 00:38:36,183 and so I think that the sanest and kindest thing 1102 00:38:36,226 --> 00:38:40,013 I could possibly do is to let him go, 1103 00:38:40,056 --> 00:38:43,146 no matter how much it sometimes aches. 1104 00:38:43,190 --> 00:38:44,626 [ Elevator bell dings, doors open ] 1105 00:38:44,670 --> 00:38:46,976 Look at you. 1106 00:38:47,020 --> 00:38:49,414 ♪♪ 1107 00:38:49,457 --> 00:38:51,329 Look at me, what? 1108 00:38:51,372 --> 00:38:55,245 Look at you, Amelia Shepherd, all grown up. 1109 00:38:55,289 --> 00:38:58,553 ♪♪ 1110 00:38:58,597 --> 00:39:01,339 ♪ Pieces of my heart 1111 00:39:01,382 --> 00:39:04,211 ♪ Scatter like stones 1112 00:39:04,254 --> 00:39:06,213 ♪ And I'm just trying to figure it out ♪ 1113 00:39:06,256 --> 00:39:08,607 Rough day?Yeah, I had better. 1114 00:39:08,650 --> 00:39:10,130 Sorry to hear that. 1115 00:39:10,173 --> 00:39:12,262 ♪ For every one I find 1116 00:39:12,306 --> 00:39:13,612 Hey, I don't want to talk about it, 1117 00:39:13,655 --> 00:39:15,918 but do you want to get a drink at Joe's? 1118 00:39:15,962 --> 00:39:17,964 I think I, um... 1119 00:39:18,007 --> 00:39:19,269 I think I need a minute before I go home 1120 00:39:19,313 --> 00:39:20,967 to the wife and the kids. 1121 00:39:21,010 --> 00:39:22,011 ♪ I'm just trying to puzzle peace ♪ 1122 00:39:22,055 --> 00:39:23,404 Yeah, sure. 1123 00:39:23,448 --> 00:39:24,666 Sounds good. 1124 00:39:24,710 --> 00:39:26,451 ♪♪ 1125 00:39:26,494 --> 00:39:29,889 ♪ I'm just trying to get some sleep ♪ 1126 00:39:29,932 --> 00:39:31,891 ♪♪ 1127 00:39:31,934 --> 00:39:34,937 ♪ But the ocean of my heart is raging ♪ 1128 00:39:34,981 --> 00:39:36,896 Hey. Hey. 1129 00:39:36,939 --> 00:39:38,376 What's up? 1130 00:39:38,419 --> 00:39:39,594 [ Breathing heavily ] 1131 00:39:39,638 --> 00:39:41,335 ♪ I take a breath and try to breathe ♪ 1132 00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:43,119 Mm! 1133 00:39:43,163 --> 00:39:46,427 ♪ I'm just trying to puzzle peace ♪ 1134 00:39:46,471 --> 00:39:49,082 ♪♪ 1135 00:39:49,125 --> 00:39:51,998 I-I heard you did two flawless lap choles today. 1136 00:39:52,041 --> 00:39:53,216 I did. 1137 00:39:53,260 --> 00:39:55,131 My rock-star boyfriend. 1138 00:39:55,175 --> 00:39:57,743 Huh? Say it again. 1139 00:39:57,786 --> 00:40:01,007 My rock-star boy-- 1140 00:40:01,050 --> 00:40:03,313 Meredith: I've had to operate alone before... 1141 00:40:03,357 --> 00:40:05,272 ♪ Looking for answers 1142 00:40:05,315 --> 00:40:07,796 ...in circumstances I would have never thought possible. 1143 00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:10,712 ♪ But wise words only get me so far ♪ 1144 00:40:10,756 --> 00:40:11,887 We'll go home in a minute. 1145 00:40:11,931 --> 00:40:13,889 ♪ I'd pull it apart 1146 00:40:13,933 --> 00:40:18,894 [ Yawning ] I just need to find the energy to walk to the car 1147 00:40:18,938 --> 00:40:20,679 and get in it... [ Crunching ] 1148 00:40:20,722 --> 00:40:23,072 ...which might be tomorrow. 1149 00:40:23,116 --> 00:40:25,292 By now, I know what I'm capable of, 1150 00:40:25,335 --> 00:40:27,512 how much I can handle on my own. 1151 00:40:27,555 --> 00:40:28,469 ♪ I'm just trying to get some sleep ♪ 1152 00:40:28,513 --> 00:40:30,210 And you know what? 1153 00:40:30,253 --> 00:40:31,864 I can handle a lot. 1154 00:40:31,907 --> 00:40:33,213 ♪♪ 1155 00:40:33,256 --> 00:40:35,302 ♪ But the ocean of my heart is raging ♪ 1156 00:40:35,345 --> 00:40:36,825 You're playing the surgery over and over 1157 00:40:36,869 --> 00:40:38,566 in your head, right? 1158 00:40:38,610 --> 00:40:39,828 [ Clicks tongue ] 1159 00:40:39,872 --> 00:40:41,526 When you saw that bloody field, 1160 00:40:41,569 --> 00:40:46,748 you felt numb, but cold, 1161 00:40:46,792 --> 00:40:49,098 and sick to your stomach? 1162 00:40:49,142 --> 00:40:51,318 Yeah. How'd you know? 1163 00:40:51,361 --> 00:40:52,798 [ Chuckles ] 1164 00:40:52,841 --> 00:40:55,496 You don't think I ever made a mistake in the OR before? 1165 00:40:55,540 --> 00:40:56,845 ♪♪ 1166 00:40:56,889 --> 00:41:00,458 Or watched Meredith Grey make a mistake? 1167 00:41:00,501 --> 00:41:03,069 ♪♪ 1168 00:41:03,112 --> 00:41:04,592 [ Sighs ] I feel awful. 1169 00:41:04,636 --> 00:41:06,420 You should. 1170 00:41:06,464 --> 00:41:08,204 Thanks. 1171 00:41:08,248 --> 00:41:12,382 If you didn't, you'd be in the wrong line of work. 1172 00:41:12,426 --> 00:41:17,126 It's that feeling, that -- that -- that awfulness -- 1173 00:41:17,170 --> 00:41:19,389 it sticks with us 1174 00:41:19,433 --> 00:41:21,522 so we don't ever make that same mistake again. 1175 00:41:21,566 --> 00:41:23,524 ♪♪ 1176 00:41:23,568 --> 00:41:25,308 It's how we become great. 1177 00:41:25,352 --> 00:41:27,833 ♪ I'm just trying to puzzle peace ♪ 1178 00:41:27,876 --> 00:41:29,269 [ Chuckles lightly, breathes deeply ] 1179 00:41:29,312 --> 00:41:31,184 Night, Helm. 1180 00:41:31,227 --> 00:41:33,578 But that doesn't mean I'm going to turn down an assist 1181 00:41:33,621 --> 00:41:35,536 from another pair of skilled hands. 1182 00:41:35,580 --> 00:41:36,972 ♪ Oh-oh 1183 00:41:37,016 --> 00:41:38,234 ♪ Oh-oh 1184 00:41:38,278 --> 00:41:39,584 ♪ Oh-oh 1185 00:41:39,627 --> 00:41:40,846 ♪ Oh-oh 1186 00:41:40,889 --> 00:41:42,587 ♪ Oh-oh 1187 00:41:42,630 --> 00:41:44,502 ♪ Oh-oh 1188 00:41:44,545 --> 00:41:45,894 ♪ Oh-oh 1189 00:41:45,938 --> 00:41:47,548 Because at the end of the day, 1190 00:41:47,592 --> 00:41:49,463 just because I can do a surgery alone 1191 00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:50,638 doesn't mean I have to. 1192 00:41:50,682 --> 00:41:52,161 Hi. Let me guess -- 1193 00:41:52,205 --> 00:41:53,598 emergent kidney transplant. 1194 00:41:53,641 --> 00:41:55,121 Uh, liver, actually. 1195 00:41:55,164 --> 00:41:56,688 How'd it go? 1196 00:41:56,731 --> 00:41:58,646 Good. No bad. Good. 1197 00:41:58,690 --> 00:42:00,082 You're here. 1198 00:42:00,126 --> 00:42:02,084 I'm here. 1199 00:42:02,128 --> 00:42:04,565 Should we get some dinner tonight? 1200 00:42:04,609 --> 00:42:05,784 Yes. [ Chuckling ] Okay. 1201 00:42:05,827 --> 00:42:06,959 Let's do it.Let's do it. 1202 00:42:07,002 --> 00:42:08,134 Okay. Okay. 1203 00:42:08,177 --> 00:42:09,265 Go get some rest. I will. 1204 00:42:09,309 --> 00:42:10,440 See you. 1205 00:42:10,484 --> 00:42:11,616 ♪ I don't really know what to say ♪ 1206 00:42:11,659 --> 00:42:13,269 Knowing someone else has your back? 1207 00:42:13,313 --> 00:42:15,620 ♪ And I take a breath and try to breathe ♪ 1208 00:42:15,663 --> 00:42:17,056 It's everything. 1209 00:42:17,099 --> 00:42:18,361 ♪♪ 1210 00:42:18,405 --> 00:42:21,800 ♪ I'm just trying to puzzle peace ♪ 1211 00:42:21,843 --> 00:42:23,062 ♪♪ 1212 00:42:31,461 --> 00:42:40,383 ♪♪ 1213 00:42:40,427 --> 00:42:49,392 ♪♪ 1214 00:42:49,436 --> 00:42:58,184 ♪♪