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The anxiety I felt
over my mother's sudden illness

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was quite overwhelming.

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Losing one parent
had upturned my life,

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to lose the other was unthinkable.

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Though my mother's presence
had always loomed large in my life,

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I could not imagine myself
without her.

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Top of the stairs, Miss Bennett.

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You're here!

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Well, don't stand in the doorway,
you're letting the heat out.

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Mother!

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You look...

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..well.  Doesn't she!

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Are you a physician all of a sudden?

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No, I...

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I'm just... I'm...

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I'm relieved to see
that you're, um, improved.

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You look like you haven't slept
in days.

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And whose dress are you wearing?

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Uh, my own.

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Mary, I am
so pleased to see you.

21
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Oh, it has been far too long.

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Oh!
I cannot be expected to stand.

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Mary, come here.

24
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I see the London air has taken
a terrible toll on your complexion.

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And your hair!

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I am sure being back
in the country will help.

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Looks beyond repair to me.

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I had undertaken
such a long journey.

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And yet, here I was...

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..back where I started.

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From mother's letter, I thought
that she was gravely ill.

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We all did.
Has she actually been ill at all?

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She thought it might be
influenza or smallpox.

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But she has made
a miraculous recovery.

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Perhaps she rallied at the news
that I was on my way.

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I for one am pleased
we are all back together.

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Yes, I was thinking
perhaps we could play graces

38
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or charades
after dinner this evening.

39
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Nobody plays graces, Mary.

40
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Oh, on the contrary,
it's quite fashionable in London.

41
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How is London, Mary?

42
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Yes, I want to hear all about it.

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Yes. Um, London is, um...

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It's um...  Kitty!
I cannot reach the preserves.

45
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How are the Gardeners?

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Are you enjoying being
their governess?

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I... Ah, yes.
It's, uh, most rewarding.

48
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Have you made many
new acquaintances?

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My sister-in-law, Caroline,
is in London for the summer.

50
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Have you crossed paths?

51
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Oh, gosh, there's so many people.

52
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I know she can be
a little stiff at first,

53
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but she would be
interesting company for you.

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I have company.

55
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There's a plethora
of choice, really,

56
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for interesting company in London.

57
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Do you mean your books?

58
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BELL RINGS

59
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That's Mama's bell.
She wants you, Mary.

60
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I've only just been up there.

61
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I will send a servant
to attend to her.

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Mrs Bennett would like Miss Bennett
to attend to her.

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She probably wants to hear
all about London.

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Walk the Duchess to the edge
of the fountain, and no further.

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If you feel the wind picking up,

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you must bring her inside
immediately and give her warm water

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and chopped meat.

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Do not let cook
give her the leftovers -

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only fresh chopped beef.

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After 30 minutes,
you may return her to me,

71
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for she is the only
member of this family

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upon whom I can depend these days.

73
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Oh, and tell Lizzie I wish
to be moved to the drawing room.

74
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Do you think you'll be happier
convalescing in here, Mama?

75
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Well, you might remember
to visit me if I'm here.

76
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Now, where is my bell?

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Do not trouble yourselves
waiting for me, I'm fine.

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Blanket, Mother.

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And these pillows will not do.

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I'll send for some others.

81
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Maybe some toasted cheese.

82
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I feel terribly weak this morning.

83
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Oh, and a book.

84
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I was hoping for something readable.

85
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Not joining us, Mr Darcy?

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Mary!

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DOG BARKS

88
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Miss Bennett?

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A letter for you.

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Mary!

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Mary, where on earth
have you been all this time?

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I was walking the dog, Mama.

93
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Please.

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Who's the letter from, Mary?

95
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It's from one of my friends
in London.

96
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What friend is that, Mary?

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Lydia!

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What friend is that, Mary?

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Her name is Miss Baxter -
Anne Baxter.

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I've never heard of Miss Baxter.

101
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Then she surely does not exist.

102
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She most probably does not.

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Lydia is being most unkind.

104
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Something seems to be
troubling you, Mary.

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You seem full of concerns every time
we mention London.

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Do I?

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I thought you would be eager
to return.

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DOG BARKS

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Does Mother's dog
in any way remind you of mother?

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Oh, Lizzy. Oh.

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I embarrassed myself terribly
when I left London.

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Caroline Bingley was there.

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She was determined to humiliate me.

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And I left in such a flurry.

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I smashed a bell jar of great
sentimental value to its owner -

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a new friend, Mr Ryder -

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and everyone stared at me.
Mary!

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No-one else will have given it
a second thought.

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It will seem worse to you, I'm sure.

120
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What person has not done something
regrettable in their lives?

121
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You?

122
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You, Jane, Kitty, Lydia.

123
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Lydia?

124
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Oh, no. No, Lydia has.

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I can assure you, we all have.

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Anne wrote to tell me not to worry.

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You see?
She's become a dear friend.

128
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She has something
of an understanding

129
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with another good friend
of mine, um, Mr Tom Hayward.

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Mr Hayward is...

131
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He's just the kindest man.

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I see.

133
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And have you met any gentlemen
that have taken your eye?

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No! Oh, no. No. London -

135
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it's actually entirely
without any eligible men.

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And anyway, I believe
I'm not really the marrying sort.

137
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Nonsense, Mary.

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A visitor for Miss Mary Bennett.

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Mr Ryder!

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What are you doing here?

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Miss Bennett!

142
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I hope you and your family won't
consider this a great imposition.

143
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But you left London with such haste.

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I was most worried about your mother

145
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and wanted to offer my support
in your hour of need.

146
00:10:38,440 --> 00:10:40,520
How do you do, Mr Ryder?

147
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Mrs Bennett!

148
00:10:44,080 --> 00:10:47,840
Why, it is a pleasure
to see you looking so well.

149
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Oh, I usually look
much better than this,

150
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though my recovery
has been quite extraordinary.

151
00:10:55,680 --> 00:10:57,080
I'm glad to hear it.

152
00:11:00,320 --> 00:11:02,320
Miss Bennett, won't you introduce me
to your sisters?

153
00:11:03,280 --> 00:11:05,560
Uh, uh, um, yes.

154
00:11:05,560 --> 00:11:08,000
This is Mrs Elizabeth Darcy.

155
00:11:08,000 --> 00:11:11,440
This is Mrs Kitty Buncock.
How do you do?

156
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Mrs Jane Bingley
and Mrs Lydia Wickham.

157
00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:15,960
Enchanted to meet you all.

158
00:11:15,960 --> 00:11:18,000
How do you know Mary?

159
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Miss Bennet and I met
at a soiree in London

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and share a similar taste
in despicable crime pamphlets.

161
00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:27,880
Oh!

162
00:11:27,880 --> 00:11:31,080
Anyway,
I was en route to visit my aunt,

163
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Lady Catherine de Bourgh,
and wanted to pay my respects.

164
00:11:34,720 --> 00:11:38,640
Well, let us
not stand upon ceremony.

165
00:11:38,640 --> 00:11:42,400
Elizabeth will arrange
for us to take tea in the garden.

166
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Mr Ryder, do join us.

167
00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:48,760
Oh, I'm sure Mr Ryder will have
more important matters to attend to.

168
00:11:48,760 --> 00:11:50,200
I have time.

169
00:11:51,760 --> 00:11:54,640
Are you well enough, Mama?
Yes, thank you, Jane.

170
00:11:54,640 --> 00:11:57,360
I am perfectly well enough.

171
00:11:57,360 --> 00:12:00,520
Mary, take Mr Ryder to the garden.

172
00:12:00,520 --> 00:12:02,680
Lydia will deal with the dog.

173
00:12:02,680 --> 00:12:03,840
What?

174
00:12:03,840 --> 00:12:05,600
Mr Ryder, if this is about...

175
00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:07,320
Come along, Mr Ryder.

176
00:12:10,680 --> 00:12:14,360
I have always felt
that what a lady puts in her garden

177
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is so terribly important.

178
00:12:17,280 --> 00:12:20,640
Roses, of course.  Of course.
Your favourite flower?

179
00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:22,200
Well, I must say...

180
00:12:30,880 --> 00:12:32,480
My turn!

181
00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:37,600
I see you forgot
to mention Mr Ryder

182
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in your reports from London.

183
00:12:39,680 --> 00:12:41,840
You also forgot to mention

184
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how handsome he is.

185
00:12:43,680 --> 00:12:46,600
I mean,
I've not really noticed his looks.

186
00:12:46,600 --> 00:12:50,760
I'm sure.  He's come
an awfully long way to see you.

187
00:12:50,760 --> 00:12:53,840
He's probably just thirsty
and nearby.

188
00:12:53,840 --> 00:12:56,000
Mary!  What?

189
00:12:57,280 --> 00:12:59,880
Oh, you must stay with us,
Mr Ryder.

190
00:12:59,880 --> 00:13:02,240
Especially with the weather turning,
as it may well do.

191
00:13:02,240 --> 00:13:05,960
Do you not agree, Lizzie?  You would
be most welcome, Mr Ryder.

192
00:13:05,960 --> 00:13:07,320
That is very kind.

193
00:13:08,640 --> 00:13:11,040
Come, Miss Bennet,
show us your skills.

194
00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:17,120
Oh!

195
00:13:17,120 --> 00:13:20,120
That's not what I meant to happen.

196
00:13:20,120 --> 00:13:23,520
Excellent! Well done, Mary.

197
00:13:23,520 --> 00:13:26,280
Yes, bravo.

198
00:13:26,280 --> 00:13:28,360
I agree. Well done.

199
00:13:30,280 --> 00:13:32,920
I was sorry to see you leave London
in such a hurry.

200
00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:38,720
Sir Ryder, have...

201
00:13:38,720 --> 00:13:42,840
Have you come here to discuss,
you know, the...

202
00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:46,880
Yes. Yes, Miss Bennet,
I believe I have.

203
00:13:46,880 --> 00:13:49,600
I've been wondering whether
to write to you on the subject.

204
00:13:49,600 --> 00:13:53,080
Oh, I wouldn't expect you to lead
the conversation, Miss Bennet.

205
00:13:53,080 --> 00:13:55,000
Mr Ryder,
are you here to talk about...

206
00:13:56,520 --> 00:13:58,200
..the bell jar.
Our connection.

207
00:13:59,600 --> 00:14:02,440
The bell jar?  What did you say?

208
00:14:02,440 --> 00:14:04,880
Miss Bennet, please!

209
00:14:04,880 --> 00:14:07,160
Do not trouble yourself over that.

210
00:14:07,160 --> 00:14:09,880
But it was your father's.
I thought you'd be upset.

211
00:14:09,880 --> 00:14:13,240
Not at all.
Please. Think no more of it.

212
00:14:24,080 --> 00:14:27,080
It was a pleasure
to meet your family.

213
00:14:27,080 --> 00:14:30,880
Yes, my sisters are exceptional.

214
00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:32,040
I know.

215
00:14:32,040 --> 00:14:33,560
As are you, Miss Bennet.

216
00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:36,720
Oh, no, I am much more,

217
00:14:36,720 --> 00:14:37,920
um...

218
00:14:39,240 --> 00:14:40,760
I find it most refreshing

219
00:14:40,760 --> 00:14:43,760
that you do not fawn
over potential husbands

220
00:14:43,760 --> 00:14:47,400
or have your mind constantly set
on finding a match.

221
00:14:49,760 --> 00:14:53,400
Well, no, no, I don't really...

222
00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:55,520
I don't give it much thought.

223
00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:58,600
You lack artifice.
Your qualities shine out,

224
00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:02,600
they're not corrupted
by the false polish of the world.

225
00:15:03,760 --> 00:15:08,080
Gosh! These are observations
of a very, very personal nature.

226
00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:11,120
Well, I have a very low opinion
of the petty rules

227
00:15:11,120 --> 00:15:14,600
to which we submit ourselves
in the name of good manners.

228
00:15:14,600 --> 00:15:15,840
Did you know that?

229
00:15:15,840 --> 00:15:18,920
I think you may have mentioned it
once or twice.

230
00:15:18,920 --> 00:15:20,920
I believe, Miss Bennet,

231
00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:23,680
that our inability
to say what we mean

232
00:15:23,680 --> 00:15:27,000
is one of the great curses
of our age.

233
00:15:27,000 --> 00:15:29,480
We hide behind a thousand disguises

234
00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:32,120
that we like to call politeness.

235
00:15:32,120 --> 00:15:33,520
Mm.

236
00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:50,800
Mr Darcy sends his apologies.

237
00:15:50,800 --> 00:15:52,400
He has a seasonal headache.

238
00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:53,560
Oh.

239
00:15:53,560 --> 00:15:54,760
Hmm.

240
00:15:54,760 --> 00:15:57,360
Mr Ryder, tell us about yourself.

241
00:15:57,360 --> 00:15:59,960
Mary mentioned
you are an avid reader.

242
00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:03,200
Oh, uh, of poetry perhaps.

243
00:16:03,200 --> 00:16:06,040
I find longer works
are usually not for me.

244
00:16:06,040 --> 00:16:07,400
Really?

245
00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:10,360
I think the brevity of poetry is
one of its principal attractions.

246
00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:13,560
I agree wholeheartedly.

247
00:16:13,560 --> 00:16:16,640
I only wish I had
the fine mind of your sister.

248
00:16:16,640 --> 00:16:19,520
Miss Bennet has such
an astute understanding

249
00:16:19,520 --> 00:16:21,600
of a wide range of literature.

250
00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:24,320
She does, she does.

251
00:16:24,320 --> 00:16:28,800
I do not know whether she gets it
from me or her father.

252
00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:32,520
From you, Mother, I am sure.
Oh!

253
00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:36,160
There are very few people
who have the insight of Miss Bennet.

254
00:16:36,160 --> 00:16:37,640
I could talk to you all day.

255
00:16:39,720 --> 00:16:43,840
I must admit, London has been
a little grey without you.

256
00:16:46,520 --> 00:16:48,120
Are you jok...?

257
00:16:48,120 --> 00:16:51,200
No, there are... There are many
interesting minds in London,

258
00:16:51,200 --> 00:16:53,840
all eager
for thoughtful conversation.

259
00:16:53,840 --> 00:16:55,520
None as interesting as yours.

260
00:17:06,840 --> 00:17:08,520
KNOCK AT THE DOOR

261
00:17:08,520 --> 00:17:10,040
Hello?

262
00:17:11,560 --> 00:17:13,000
Mother?

263
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:15,600
I came to wish you goodnight.

264
00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:21,120
Here.

265
00:17:33,360 --> 00:17:34,880
Mr Ryder...

266
00:17:36,160 --> 00:17:38,600
..would make an excellent match.

267
00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:48,800
I wonder what kind
of endowment he has.

268
00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:53,520
I do not know, Mama.
A sizeable one, I'm sure.

269
00:17:56,680 --> 00:17:58,680
Goodnight, Mama.

270
00:18:02,960 --> 00:18:04,600
Goodnight, Mary.

271
00:18:55,040 --> 00:18:57,520
Sorry, don't let me distract you.

272
00:19:00,200 --> 00:19:02,520
What are you reading, Mr Ryder?

273
00:19:02,520 --> 00:19:05,680
A rather fascinating book on...

274
00:19:07,760 --> 00:19:10,000
Jesus.  Right, it's upside down!

275
00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:13,280
Hah! So it is.

276
00:19:13,280 --> 00:19:16,520
What are you reading, Miss Bennet?
Fordyce's sermons to young women.

277
00:19:16,520 --> 00:19:19,080
Oh, insufferable rule-making pedant.

278
00:19:19,080 --> 00:19:21,120
Would you like me
to put it in the fire for you?

279
00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:26,000
It's not quite how I remember it,
I'll admit.

280
00:19:40,360 --> 00:19:41,920
What are they talking about?

281
00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:47,440
Mary sounds serious.

282
00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:49,720
She's boring him, I know it.

283
00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:51,720
I think you should read
Mrs McCauley.

284
00:19:51,720 --> 00:19:54,920
She will help you
to better understand the world.

285
00:19:54,920 --> 00:19:58,560
I am no good at all
at wasting my energy on anything

286
00:19:58,560 --> 00:20:01,240
that does not either move
or please me.

287
00:20:01,240 --> 00:20:03,240
I think that is a shame, sir.

288
00:20:09,480 --> 00:20:11,240
You know, my father was a scholar.

289
00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:15,680
He devoted all his time
to studying insects.

290
00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:18,240
Winged beetles mostly.  Of course.

291
00:20:18,240 --> 00:20:21,520
Yes, the beetle in the jar.

292
00:20:21,520 --> 00:20:24,280
It's fascinating stuff, really.

293
00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:26,840
Well, I'm not so sure,

294
00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:29,640
but it occupied
his every waking hour.

295
00:20:31,240 --> 00:20:33,000
He rarely emerged from his study.

296
00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:36,920
We hardly ever saw him.

297
00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:41,480
When I was 15 years old...

298
00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:45,520
..he...

299
00:20:47,120 --> 00:20:49,880
..died quite suddenly.

300
00:20:49,880 --> 00:20:51,760
Oh!

301
00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:53,160
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

302
00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:57,160
A few days after his death,

303
00:20:57,160 --> 00:20:59,800
I sat in his dark study and...

304
00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:06,040
..I thought about all the hours
he'd spent in there,

305
00:21:06,040 --> 00:21:09,560
away from his family,
away from life.

306
00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:11,120
And for what?

307
00:21:11,120 --> 00:21:13,240
Your father must have derived

308
00:21:13,240 --> 00:21:16,000
a great deal of pleasure
from his work?

309
00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:17,360
Perhaps.

310
00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:20,400
But I think I learnt more
about the point of human existence

311
00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:24,640
in that moment than my father learnt
in a lifetime of study.

312
00:21:25,720 --> 00:21:29,000
From then on, I devoted myself

313
00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:31,040
to the pursuit of joy.

314
00:21:32,360 --> 00:21:33,960
Tell me, Miss Bennet...

315
00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:37,800
..what makes you happy?

316
00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:44,600
Nobody ever asked me
such a question.

317
00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:47,080
Then you must consider it now.

318
00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:50,120
Uh, well, um...

319
00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:54,840
Reading. Reading, learning.

320
00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:56,200
Teaching.

321
00:21:57,400 --> 00:22:02,160
And what of friendship...

322
00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:06,520
..of love?

323
00:22:08,560 --> 00:22:12,960
Ah, yes, of course.
No, of course, that.

324
00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:15,000
Life is short, Miss Bennet.

325
00:22:16,680 --> 00:22:19,120
Everything turns to dust
in the end.

326
00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:25,680
We might as well experience
some joy before that happens.

327
00:22:32,080 --> 00:22:33,680
Let's go riding.

328
00:22:36,920 --> 00:22:38,640
Yes, let's.

329
00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:45,920
Ladies.

330
00:22:48,040 --> 00:22:50,240
What a waste!

331
00:22:50,240 --> 00:22:53,360
Well?  Well what?  Are you
going out walking again, Mary?

332
00:22:53,360 --> 00:22:56,040
No, Mr Ryder and I are going riding.
On a horse?

333
00:22:56,040 --> 00:22:58,800
Yes, that's generally the idea.
But you hate horses.

334
00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:01,360
Mary, what are his intentions?

335
00:23:01,360 --> 00:23:03,400
To ride a horse, I think.

336
00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:16,320
Oh, no!

337
00:23:18,760 --> 00:23:20,080
Oh!

338
00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:22,680
Oh, dear, oh, dear.

339
00:23:25,800 --> 00:23:28,000
Are you quite all right,
Miss Bennet?

340
00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:29,800
I'm perfectly fine. Thank you. Yes.

341
00:23:31,600 --> 00:23:34,480
No. Oh, there we go.

342
00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:36,360
There we go.

343
00:23:36,360 --> 00:23:40,400
Now, I've been thinking
about your argument

344
00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:44,120
that we should say more honestly
what we think and feel.

345
00:23:44,120 --> 00:23:46,200
Ah, excellent.

346
00:23:46,200 --> 00:23:47,720
I knew you'd agree.

347
00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:50,560
Oh, don't know that I do.

348
00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:54,400
I mean, surely even you must admit
there may be occasions when,

349
00:23:54,400 --> 00:23:58,120
well, for all manner of reasons,
some things are best left unsaid.

350
00:23:58,120 --> 00:23:59,920
I cannot concur.

351
00:23:59,920 --> 00:24:02,480
I intend to live my life
by bolder principles.

352
00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:05,680
In fact, that is why I came here -

353
00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:07,720
to put that belief into practice.

354
00:24:07,720 --> 00:24:12,560
Oh, really?  Yes. I came here
to commit the great impropriety

355
00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:14,960
of telling you honestly
what I think of you.

356
00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:19,280
Mr Ryder, I can assure you
there's no need.

357
00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:21,080
I attempted to scribble a few lines,

358
00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:25,280
but...but then I thought of
some verses of Mr Wordsworth

359
00:24:25,280 --> 00:24:27,840
that captured your spirit perfectly.

360
00:24:29,480 --> 00:24:31,480
May I be allowed to recite them
to you?

361
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:37,040
Of course, Mr Ryder. Please.

362
00:24:40,760 --> 00:24:42,920
She dwelt among...

363
00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:44,480
Excuse me.

364
00:24:45,520 --> 00:24:46,760
No.

365
00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:49,560
Please, take your time.

366
00:24:55,520 --> 00:24:59,400
She dwelt among the untrodden ways.

367
00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:01,120
Beside the springs of Dove.

368
00:25:02,120 --> 00:25:05,320
A maid whom there were none
to praise.

369
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:07,000
And very few to love.

370
00:25:08,320 --> 00:25:10,920
A violet by a mossy stone,

371
00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:12,600
half hidden from the eye.

372
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:17,200
Fair as a star when only one

373
00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:18,960
is shining in the sky.

374
00:25:26,160 --> 00:25:29,400
I think you see me
as a lonely figure.

375
00:25:29,400 --> 00:25:31,640
I was brought up
in Hertfordshire, sir.

376
00:25:31,640 --> 00:25:34,680
So the road to London
was barely five miles away.

377
00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:36,880
It is possible to feel
oneself alone,

378
00:25:36,880 --> 00:25:38,880
even in such close proximity
to town.

379
00:25:38,880 --> 00:25:41,640
Yes, but in my village
it was quite untrue

380
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:45,560
to say that there were none
to praise and very few to love.

381
00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,520
There were scores of people

382
00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:49,720
very eager to praise my sisters.

383
00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:52,600
Perhaps living with your family
in Meryton

384
00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:56,280
kept you half hidden from the eye.

385
00:25:57,480 --> 00:25:59,440
But now you've broken out
on your own...

386
00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:02,840
..you can be seen at last,
as you deserve.

387
00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:08,120
Fair as a star when only one
is shining in the sky.

388
00:26:13,560 --> 00:26:15,080
Oh!

389
00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:20,320
You're a natural, Miss Bennet.

390
00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:22,640
Oh, I'm not.
I know.

391
00:26:26,520 --> 00:26:28,880
Our conversation has made me
very happy, Miss Bennet.

392
00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:35,440
Me too, Mr Ryder.

393
00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:44,240
HE GEES UP THE HORSE

394
00:26:50,560 --> 00:26:52,000
Walk on.

395
00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:54,080
Whoa. Oh, oh.

396
00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:56,160
Ah!

397
00:26:56,160 --> 00:26:57,400
Oh!

398
00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:01,920
Mary! There you are.
Whatever is the matter?

399
00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:03,240
What happened on the ride?

400
00:27:04,240 --> 00:27:07,280
We rode horses.  Hmm?

401
00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:09,200
And, mine was most unruly,

402
00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:10,840
and it had a taste for brambles.

403
00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,480
As if it had a mind of its own,
really.

404
00:27:12,480 --> 00:27:14,320
And my saddle
was not at all comfortable.

405
00:27:14,320 --> 00:27:16,440
That's not a slight
on the quality...  Mary!

406
00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:18,000
..merely the design.  Mary!

407
00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:24,440
It appears Mr Ryder does have
some sort of affection for you.

408
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:28,240
And I believe
he is about to propose.

409
00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:34,480
Mother, I'm not completely sure
that you are right.

410
00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:37,880
And I really would hate to cause you
any further disappointment.

411
00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:40,960
This is an opportunity
that cannot be overlooked.

412
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:43,640
He's a very eligible gentleman.

413
00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:46,840
You will say yes, won't you?

414
00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:50,560
Ah...

415
00:27:50,560 --> 00:27:52,400
There you are.  What happened?
What did he say?

416
00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:55,440
Did he ask you?
He's not going to ask her.  Lydia!

417
00:28:01,880 --> 00:28:03,240
Miss Bennet!

418
00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:08,120
Are you quite all right?

419
00:28:08,120 --> 00:28:10,880
Oh, it's nothing - nothing at all.

420
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:15,320
May I speak with you in private?

421
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:18,160
I have something very important
I want to discuss with you.

422
00:28:36,720 --> 00:28:39,840
Mother had told me
to prepare myself.

423
00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:44,520
But nothing could prepare me

424
00:28:44,520 --> 00:28:47,040
for what happened next.

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