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XX asrda,
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agar xohlasangiz
qo'shnilaringizni bilish,
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siz shahar chetiga ko'chdingiz.
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Agar xohlasangiz
giyohvand bo'lish,
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siz Nyu-Yorkka ko'chdingiz.
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Ajratib yurganlar ko'chada,
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va qo'shni bino
bu dahshatli kikbol ligasi.
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Bu savdoga qarshi san'at edi,
va savdo g'alaba qozondi.
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Bolalar yagona joy deb o'ylashadi
san'atni topish galereyada
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va yagona joy
romantikani topish uchun
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sevgingizni tan olmoqda
yomg'irda,
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filmlardagi kabi.
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Lekin bundan ham chigalroq.
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Har doim tartibsizlik bor.
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Hozir bu yerda xavfsiz,
lekin hali ham shaharning tanazzulga uchrashi davom etmoqda.
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U endigina koʻchirildi
kechki ovqatga
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G'arbiy tomonning yuqori qismi.
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Eng yaxshisi hech qanday ishonchga ega emas,
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eng yomonlari to'ldirilganda
ehtirosli shiddat bilan.
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Yeats shunday dedi,
lekin Lou Rid ham shunday qildi
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uni jonli efirda keltirish
pastki qatorda.
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Lou Rid ketdi,
va xulosa ham shunday.
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Bu, ehtimol, ruhiy tsikl--
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yagona jon
shahar chiqib ketdi.
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Hamma o'zini ko'rsatyapti
hammasi joyida,
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lekin bu yolg'on.
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Nimadir etishmayapti,
va barchamiz buni his qilamiz.
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Jumladan, Tomas Webb.
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U javobi bor deb o'yladi
va uning ismi Mimi edi.
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1976. Shahar edi
iflos, jinoyatchilik va singan.
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Bu markaz edi
ijodiy olamdan.
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Nyu-York o'z ruhini yo'qotdi.
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Eng jonli mahalla
hozir Filadelfiya.
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Menga yoqyapti.
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-Ha?
-Ha.
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Buni qayerdan ko'tarding?
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men qilmadim. Bu meniki.
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Xo'sh, yaxshi.
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Xo'sh, kelasizmi?
bu kecha men bilanmi?
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Yo'q. Onangizning oxirgi kechki ovqati
partiya meni ko'rinmas his qildi.
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Bilaman, lekin biz shunday edik
birga ko'rinmas.
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Agar sizga yoqmasa,
keyin ketmaysiz.
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Men ketishim kerak.
Onam beqaror.
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Kechki ovqat partiyalarini uyushtirish
u shunday davolaydi.
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Ha, nima haqida
lityum va Xanax?
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Aytish kerak emas
nikotin va shiraz.
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Semantika.
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Men sizga bir narsa aytishim kerak.
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-Ha?
-Ha.
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men...
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Zagrebga borishi mumkin.
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-Qaerda?
- Zagreb.
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Xorvatiyada joylashgan.
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Shunday qilib, Helmut grafigi,
u erda ustaxonani boshqaradi,
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va men qila olishimni bilib oldim
kreditlarimni Nyu-ga o'tkazing.
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Ya'ni...
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Bu...
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Dahshatli.
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Nega?
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Yo'q, nega bu dahshatli?
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Chunki sen yagonasan
Men qaror topgan hayotimda.
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Tomas, nima deb o'ylaysiz?
sodir bo'lmoqda?
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Sen bilan men oramizda,
bu nima deb o'ylaysiz?
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8 avgust. 8 avgust.
Menimcha, 8 avgust haqiqiy edi.
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Bu ajoyib edi.
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Ammo bu faqat bir kecha edi.
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Aytmoqchimanki, Nik L.A.da o'ynagan.
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Men zaif edim.
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Ikkalamiz ham Mollida edik.
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Men o'zimni qaroqchi deb o'yladim.
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Va bu faqat bir kecha edi.
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Xo'sh, men sizdan aqldan ozganman.
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-Men senga aqldan ozganman, lekin...
- Lekin "do'st sifatida" demang.
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Nega? Nega bu juda yomon?
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Chunki chiroyli qizlarga yoqadi
ularning rad etishlarini jalb qilish
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va keyin ularni do'st deb chaqiring.
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Voy-buy.
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Mimi uchun Tomas shunday edi
yangi Nyu-York--
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xavf yo'q, najot yo'q.
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Bu uni tarbiyalashga majbur qildi
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va juda zerikarli
sevib qolish.
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Mimi Tomas deb o'yladi
sirsiz bola edi.
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Tomas rozi bo'ldi.
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Lekin hammasi
o'zgarish arafasida edi.
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Ochilishga arziydigan biror narsa bormi?
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Faqat hisob-kitoblar va keraksiz narsalar.
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W.F.
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W.F. Jerald.
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Men hozirgina 2-b ga ko'chib o'tdim.
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Tomas Webb.
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Nega bunchalik xavotirda, Tomas?
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Kechirasizmi?
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Men stressning rangini bilaman.
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Bu ancha yorqinroq
ish bilan bog'liq muammolardan ko'ra,
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ko'proq bo'ysunadi
mumkin bo'lgan kasallikdan ko'ra.
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Oh.
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Kechirasiz, men qo'pol gapiryapman.
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Yo'q, demoqchiman...
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Men yomon kun o'tkazyapman.
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Oh.
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Uning ismi nima?
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Bu Mimi.
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Oh, Mimi.
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Uilyamdan olingan.
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Bu "qat'iy himoyachi" degan ma'noni anglatadi.
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Mana, bor.
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Nima, uh...
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Sizga nima yoqadi
bu Mimi haqida?
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Siz psixiatrmisiz?
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Yo'q.
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Siz psixiatrga savollar berasiz.
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Balki yordam bera olaman.
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Balki men sizga yordam bera olaman
Mimi siz bilan uxlab qolsin.
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Qayerdan bilasan
u allaqachon yo'qmi?
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Siz bilan tanishganimdan xursandman.
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Ha.
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Xo'sh, nega yangisiga ruxsat bermaysiz
qo'shni sizga yordam beradi, hmm?
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Mimi sizga nima yoqadi?
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Men 2-b sinfidaman!
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Uni qayerda uchratdingiz?
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Bu kitob do'koni bor
rangpar olov deb ataladi.
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-Ha.
-U Jon Sh... sharafiga nomlangan.
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Jon shaydning 999 misrali she'ri.
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Nabokov.
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To'g'ri. Xo'sh ... ular sotadilar
u erda noyob vintage kitoblar,
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va men bunga qiziqaman, shunchaki
kaltaklangan yo'ldan o'qish,
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va Mimi u erda ishlaydi.
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U menga berdi
eng katta tavsiyalar.
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Bilasiz?
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U o'zini qo'yadi
nyuning yozish dasturi orqali.
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U haftada bir kitob o'qiydi.
U...
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Uning miyasini silliqlash.
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Huh.
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Chiroylimi?
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- Ajablanarli darajada chiroyli.
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-U to'g'ridan-to'g'ri xudodan kelgandek,
bilasizmi? -Mm.
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Ikkinchi avlod emas,
agar bu mantiqiy bo'lsa.
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To'liq ma'no.
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Bilasizmi, biz bir-birimizni olamiz.
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Muammo edi...
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-- u bor
bu yigit.
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Nik va u o'sha guruhda,
Farengeyt 185.
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Kerakli harorat
geroin pishirish uchun.
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To'g'ri.
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Eh, keling, nima borligini ko'raylik.
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--Ha.
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Baribir, Nik gastrol safariga chiqadi.
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Mimi endi mavjud va
biz ko'proq vaqt o'tkazamiz va ...
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Biz xarajat qilamiz...
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Birgalikda sehrli kecha.
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-Mm.
-8 avgust.
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Va keyin ... hech narsa.
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Hammasi platonik bo'lib ketadi.
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Mimi necha yoshda?
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U... 22 yoshda.
U endigina 22 yoshga kirdi.
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U yosh, bilasizmi?
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U himoya qiladigan yoshda
mexanizmlari juda kuchli.
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Uning tashqi qoplamasiga qaramay,
uni qo'rquv boshqaradi.
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Ko'pchiligimiz kabi
o'sha paytda, bilasiz.
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Nima qilish kerak,
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mm, uni shunchaki qo'rqit
ko'proq narsadan
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siz bilan bo'lishdan ko'ra
shu tarzda.
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Qaysi?
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Mm, siz bilan emas.
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Lekin qanday qilib?
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Buni qanday qilishim kerak?
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Mm... hayot o'z qo'liga olsin.
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Uh, deraza toping, keyin sakrab tushing.
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Bo'ldi shu?
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Bu sizning Sage
qo'shnichilik maslahati?
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--Pulimni qaytarib olsam bo'ladimi?
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Tomas...
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- Bu Tomasmi yoki Tommi?
- Bu Tomas.
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Tommi emasmi?
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- Yo'q, hech qachon, hech qachon.
-Yo'q? Oh, Tomas.
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Siz hayot bermaysiz
etarli kredit.
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Kutilmagan kuchlar
insoniyatdan.
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- Mening hayotim oldindan aytib bo'lmaydi.
- Hayot ham xuddi orzu
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- chunki bu dahshatli tush.
- Mening hayotim odatiy.
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-Hayotim zerikarli.
-Yo'q.
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Bu tasodifiy
chunki bu ataylab qilingan.
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Bilasizmi, kulgili
chunki bu fojiali.
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Sizniki ham bundan mustasno emas.
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Men siyishim kerak.
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Kechki ovqat ziyofatlari
Judithning xavfsizlik ko'rpachasi.
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Rassomlar jadvali
uning fikrini o'zidan tortib oldi.
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Chalg'itish girdobi,
o'tirish rejalari,
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g'iybat, ovqat--
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hech narsa
qo'rquvdan saqlanish uchun.
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Ular mukammal antidot edi
uning bolalikdagi kechki ovqatlariga.
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Sukunat,
mast holda portlashlar.
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Rassomlar Nyu-Yorkka kelishdi
hamma tomondan,
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va u har doim ularni qabul qilib oldi,
illyuziyaga yopishib olish
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ochiq, baxtli oila.
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O'g'irlashni sog'indingizmi?
g'arbiy markaziy parkda
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- itingiz bilan yurgandami?
- Aynan. Aynan.
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Yo'q, lekin men sog'indim
2nd Avenue deli.
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-uh.
-Men lenox zalini sog'indim.
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Aytmoqchimanki, nima ekanligini bilasizmi?
hozir o'sha mashhur joylarda?
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Shahar jihozlari,
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- Starbucks...
-Yulduz...
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Jon Varvatos bor
cbgb qaerda edi.
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--Nyu-York o'z ruhini yo'qotdi.
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Bu nima edi, Tomas?
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Xo'sh, men shunchaki rozi bo'ldim
David bilan
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o'sha Nyu-York
ruhini yo'qotdi.
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Qaytganidan beri
Peruda uch oydan beri,
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u nafratlanishga qaror qildi
u qayerdan.
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Yo'q, bu haqiqat.
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Nyu-Yorkdagi eng jonli
hozirda mahalla
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Filadelfiya hisoblanadi.
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Bu juda kulgili, Tomas.
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Etan, men buni eshitdim
siz Nik Biltonni topshirdingiz
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biografiyasini yozish uchun
Evan Douriff haqida.
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Kentadagi vakolatimiz
juda oddiy -
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40 yoshgacha bo'lgan har qanday soch turmagi uchun BIOS
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ular hali ham bor ekan
15 daqiqa ichida.
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O'z-o'zidan yordam, siyosiy janjallar.
219
00:12:17,938 --> 00:12:19,437
Endi hech kim badiiy adabiyot o‘qimaydi.
220
00:12:19,439 --> 00:12:21,139
Va bir marta yozuvchi.
221
00:12:21,141 --> 00:12:24,242
- Juda beadab, Ethan Webb.
- -Bilaman. -
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agar men yozuvchi bo‘lsam, biz bo‘lardik
bu suhbatni o'tkazish
223
00:12:27,013 --> 00:12:28,880
Bushvikdagi ikki xonali xonada.
224
00:12:28,882 --> 00:12:30,515
Oh, bu rost.
-Bushvik hozir qimmat.
225
00:12:30,517 --> 00:12:32,083
--Ha, aniq.
226
00:12:32,085 --> 00:12:33,351
Men jiddiy gapirdim.
Men juda jiddiyman.
227
00:12:33,353 --> 00:12:35,386
Aytmoqchimanki,
Bugungi kunda ko'pchilik romanchilar,
228
00:12:35,388 --> 00:12:38,022
ular yetarlicha pul topishmaydi
o'zlarini qo'llab-quvvatlash uchun.
229
00:12:38,024 --> 00:12:40,191
-To'g'ri. - Farqi yo'q
ular qanchalik qobiliyatli.
230
00:12:40,193 --> 00:12:43,394
Shuning uchun agar Tomas mening oldimga kelgan bo'lsa
yozuvchi bo'lish istagi bilan,
231
00:12:43,396 --> 00:12:45,964
mayli... Men uni bu haqda gapirgan bo‘lardim.
232
00:12:47,434 --> 00:12:50,368
Demak, siz hali ham
repetitorlik, to'g'rimi?
233
00:12:50,370 --> 00:12:52,237
Ha. Faqat qo'shimcha pul uchun.
234
00:12:52,239 --> 00:12:54,305
- U ispan bo'lishi mumkin
o'qituvchi. - Ha, mumkin.
235
00:12:54,307 --> 00:12:56,241
Men bo'lishim mumkinmi, bilmayman
ispan o'qituvchisi.
236
00:12:56,243 --> 00:12:58,209
Agar u kollejga qaytgan bo'lsa
bir yil davomida.
237
00:12:58,211 --> 00:13:00,545
Negadir,
u buni qilishdan bosh tortadi.
238
00:13:00,547 --> 00:13:03,281
U pastki sharqiy tomonda yashaydi
hech qanday yo'nalishsiz.
239
00:13:03,283 --> 00:13:05,483
Yo'qolgan yagona narsa
afyun odatidir.
240
00:13:05,485 --> 00:13:07,919
Nima haqida
smartfon ilovasini yaratyapsizmi?
241
00:13:48,928 --> 00:13:50,962
Bu odam ko'chib keldi
zalning narigi tomonida.
242
00:13:50,964 --> 00:13:53,398
Men u nima qilishini bilmayman
yoki u kim, lekin ...
243
00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:55,133
U menga tanish tuyuladi.
244
00:13:55,135 --> 00:13:56,501
U mening yangi do'stim.
245
00:13:56,503 --> 00:13:58,937
- Voy.
-Ha.
246
00:13:58,939 --> 00:14:00,438
-U siz haqingizda so'radi.
-Menmi?
247
00:14:00,440 --> 00:14:01,973
-Mm-hmm.
- U meni taniydimi?
248
00:14:09,215 --> 00:14:12,083
Otam bu yerda nima qilyapti?
249
00:14:15,421 --> 00:14:17,155
U kim bilan?
250
00:14:17,157 --> 00:14:20,191
Bilmadim.
251
00:14:21,927 --> 00:14:23,995
U chiroyli.
252
00:14:52,057 --> 00:14:54,058
Sizda biron bir fikr bormi
253
00:14:54,060 --> 00:14:57,395
bu nima qiladi
onamgami?
254
00:14:57,397 --> 00:15:00,531
Bu degani emas
otang seni kamroq sevadi.
255
00:15:03,637 --> 00:15:06,404
-Kechirasiz. Bu yomon edi.
- Shunday edi.
256
00:15:06,406 --> 00:15:09,107
Bilaman, tarqatish terapiyasi kabi
maktabdan keyingi maxsus dan.
257
00:15:09,109 --> 00:15:12,944
U menga ahamiyat bermaydi
boshlash uchun, men buni bilaman.
258
00:15:12,946 --> 00:15:15,079
Bu...
259
00:15:15,081 --> 00:15:17,081
Bu onam haqida.
260
00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:19,250
Ha, lekin...
Bu ularning muammosi.
261
00:15:19,252 --> 00:15:20,652
Sizning o'zingizning muammolaringiz bor.
262
00:15:20,654 --> 00:15:22,387
Nima Masalan?
263
00:15:22,389 --> 00:15:24,022
-Uh...
-Aslida, qilmang.
264
00:15:24,024 --> 00:15:26,424
--Bunga javob berma. Hozir emas.
265
00:15:26,426 --> 00:15:30,028
--Tomas.
266
00:15:30,030 --> 00:15:31,562
Menga qara.
267
00:15:31,564 --> 00:15:35,300
Qarang, ota-onangiz,
268
00:15:35,302 --> 00:15:39,470
ularning dunyosi
biznikiga o'xshamaydi.
269
00:15:41,573 --> 00:15:45,443
Aytmoqchimanki, ehtimol
bu ularning avlodi yoki ...
270
00:15:45,445 --> 00:15:47,979
Bu orolni bilmayman.
271
00:15:50,015 --> 00:15:52,517
Lekin siz mehribonsiz.
272
00:15:52,519 --> 00:15:55,386
Va siz haqiqiysiz.
273
00:16:10,302 --> 00:16:12,971
Buni qilmang.
274
00:16:19,244 --> 00:16:22,714
Demoqchimanki, sen yoshsan,
275
00:16:22,716 --> 00:16:24,716
va sizning himoya mexanizmlaringiz
kuchli.
276
00:16:24,718 --> 00:16:26,417
Ammo menimcha, siz buni xohlaysiz.
277
00:16:26,419 --> 00:16:28,019
- Haqiqatan ham.
-Menimcha...
278
00:16:28,021 --> 00:16:29,554
Menimcha, siz adashyapsiz
hozir.
279
00:16:29,556 --> 00:16:32,190
Yo'q, Mimi, men hozir g'azabdaman.
280
00:16:32,192 --> 00:16:34,192
Men jahlim chiqdi.
281
00:16:34,194 --> 00:16:36,661
Siz o'sha ayolni ko'rdingizmi? qildim
uning qanchalik go'zalligini ko'rdingizmi?
282
00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:40,631
Men hech qachon ayolga erisha olmadim
shunga o'xshash.
283
00:16:40,633 --> 00:16:42,400
Lekin otam,
nashriyoti bilan
284
00:16:42,402 --> 00:16:45,536
va uning yaxshi ko'rinishi
va uning aldashi...
285
00:16:45,538 --> 00:16:47,739
- Qattiq sochlar.
-Voy-buy.
286
00:16:47,741 --> 00:16:50,575
Xo'sh, nima, siz foydalanasiz
otangning ishi
287
00:16:50,577 --> 00:16:54,045
tasdiqlash sifatida
o'zingizning kamchiliklaringizdanmi?
288
00:16:56,515 --> 00:16:58,449
Yo'q, Mimi.
289
00:17:00,452 --> 00:17:02,653
Buning uchun menda bor.
290
00:17:05,191 --> 00:17:09,160
Shunday qilib, siz mening ofisimga qo'ng'iroq qilasiz,
tushlik qilmoqchisiz deysiz.
291
00:17:09,162 --> 00:17:11,262
Siz hech qachon tushlik qilishni xohlamaysiz.
292
00:17:11,264 --> 00:17:13,264
Sizda bor deb o'yladim
katta ajablanib.
293
00:17:13,266 --> 00:17:15,099
Balki tushungandirsiz
sizning hayotingiz.
294
00:17:15,101 --> 00:17:17,235
Yo'q. Albatta yo'q
hayotimni aniqladim.
295
00:17:17,237 --> 00:17:19,737
-Mm. Bryus. -Men xohlardim
siz bilan gaplashish uchun ...
296
00:17:19,739 --> 00:17:21,506
- Chiptalar uchun rahmat.
- Sizni ko'rganimdan xursandman.
297
00:17:21,508 --> 00:17:23,408
- Xo'sh, albatta. Istalgan vaqtda.
-Oh, u tomoshadan zavq oldi.
298
00:17:23,410 --> 00:17:25,043
- Judit. Juda ham. - Bu edi...
Bu yaxshi edi, shunday emasmi?
299
00:17:25,045 --> 00:17:26,611
- Ha, ajoyib bo'ldi.
-Ajoyib. Juditga salom ayting.
300
00:17:26,613 --> 00:17:28,646
Men, albatta. Yaxshi.
301
00:17:28,648 --> 00:17:32,316
Men sizni ko'chirishingizni xohlayman
pastki sharqiy tomondan.
302
00:17:32,318 --> 00:17:35,319
Nega yashashni talab qilyapsiz
eng uzoq burchakda
303
00:17:35,321 --> 00:17:37,221
Manxetten bizdan uzoqdami?
304
00:17:37,223 --> 00:17:39,490
Menimcha, bu qasddan qilingan.
305
00:17:39,492 --> 00:17:43,194
Menimcha, bu deyarli... og'riqli.
306
00:17:43,196 --> 00:17:46,097
Qarang...
307
00:17:46,099 --> 00:17:47,799
Men uchun so'ramayman.
308
00:17:47,801 --> 00:17:50,334
Men onangni so'rayman.
309
00:17:50,336 --> 00:17:52,336
U sizni uyingizga yaqinroq qilishni xohlaydi.
310
00:17:52,338 --> 00:17:54,505
Onam qanday?
311
00:17:56,175 --> 00:17:58,843
Yaxshisi.
312
00:17:58,845 --> 00:18:00,778
Mening nazarimda.
313
00:18:02,781 --> 00:18:04,782
Uni chekishni tashlashga majbur qila olmayman.
314
00:18:04,784 --> 00:18:06,350
Xo'sh, u mo'rt.
315
00:18:06,352 --> 00:18:08,820
Har qanday narsa, hatto
eng kichik narsa, mumkin ...
316
00:18:08,822 --> 00:18:12,457
Boshqa... voqea yarating.
317
00:18:19,198 --> 00:18:21,365
Farqni to‘layman
ijarada.
318
00:18:21,367 --> 00:18:23,367
Hmm?
319
00:18:25,404 --> 00:18:27,472
Bu haqda o'ylab ko'rasizmi?
320
00:18:27,474 --> 00:18:29,607
-Dada...
-Men ham uchrashuv belgiladim
321
00:18:29,609 --> 00:18:31,209
martaba maslahatchisi bilan
siz uchun.
322
00:18:31,211 --> 00:18:33,244
Mening ofisim sizga elektron pochta xabarini yuboradi
ma'lumot.
323
00:18:33,246 --> 00:18:35,880
Dada, bilaman siz...
Men bilaman...
324
00:18:35,882 --> 00:18:37,882
Men nima ekanligimni bilasanmi, Tomas?
325
00:18:39,885 --> 00:18:42,386
Bilaman, siz shunchaki
yordam berishga harakat qiladi.
326
00:18:42,388 --> 00:18:44,155
Uni portlatib yubormang, maylimi?
327
00:18:44,157 --> 00:18:46,691
- Yaxshilik qilishim kerak edi
u sizni ko'rishi uchun. -Yaxshi.
328
00:18:46,693 --> 00:18:50,228
U aslida bor
kutish ro'yxati.
329
00:18:50,230 --> 00:18:52,630
Qarama-qarshilik qilyapsizmi
otangiz?
330
00:18:52,632 --> 00:18:55,533
Yo'q. U bilan gaplashish qiyin.
331
00:18:55,535 --> 00:18:57,768
Nega?
332
00:18:57,770 --> 00:19:01,339
Men o'ylamayman
u meni juda yaxshi ko'radi.
333
00:19:01,341 --> 00:19:04,342
Nima, uh...
334
00:19:04,344 --> 00:19:07,778
Aniq nima noto'g'ri
onang bilanmi?
335
00:19:07,780 --> 00:19:10,715
Bilmadim.
U tushkunlikka tushgan, bipolyar.
336
00:19:10,717 --> 00:19:13,818
U depressiv bipolyar.
337
00:19:13,820 --> 00:19:17,288
U kelgan
buzilgan uy, shuning uchun ...
338
00:19:17,290 --> 00:19:19,390
Biror narsa tahdid qilganda
bizning mukammal oilamiz,
339
00:19:19,392 --> 00:19:22,426
u butunlay ochiladi.
340
00:19:24,731 --> 00:19:27,298
Men unga ayta olmayman.
U yo'q qilinadi.
341
00:19:29,769 --> 00:19:32,370
Nega jihozlamaysiz
bu joy, hmm?
342
00:19:32,372 --> 00:19:34,505
Men Bruklinda yashayman.
343
00:19:36,542 --> 00:19:38,409
Ikkita kvartirangiz bormi?
344
00:19:38,411 --> 00:19:40,411
Men boyman.
345
00:19:40,413 --> 00:19:42,580
Men ahmoq gertsogman.
346
00:19:50,490 --> 00:19:54,358
Yoki, ehtimol u ...
Bu yillar davomida sodiq bo'lgan.
347
00:19:54,360 --> 00:19:56,294
Ehtimol, u uning oldiga kelgan.
Men uni ko'rganman.
348
00:19:56,296 --> 00:19:58,763
- U chidab bo'lmas. Aytmoqchimanki...
- To'xtang.
349
00:20:00,732 --> 00:20:02,533
Nima xohlaysiz?
350
00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:04,535
-Men otamning to'xtashini xohlayman
bu ayolni ko'rish. -Yo'q, yo'q.
351
00:20:04,537 --> 00:20:07,605
Yo'q, hayotda.
352
00:20:07,607 --> 00:20:10,741
Sizning hayotingizda.
353
00:20:10,743 --> 00:20:12,343
Ko'proq pul istaysizmi?
354
00:20:12,345 --> 00:20:14,545
Ko'proq hurmat qilishni xohlaysizmi?
355
00:20:14,547 --> 00:20:16,514
Bilasiz?
356
00:20:16,516 --> 00:20:19,383
Siz nimani xohlaysiz?
357
00:20:19,385 --> 00:20:21,385
O'ylab ko'ring.
358
00:20:21,387 --> 00:20:24,455
Haqiqatan ham bu haqda o'ylab ko'ring.
359
00:20:24,457 --> 00:20:26,457
Men yaxshiroq bo'lishni xohlayman.
360
00:20:26,459 --> 00:20:28,259
-Yaxshimi?
-Mm.
361
00:20:28,261 --> 00:20:30,228
Nimadan ko'ra?
362
00:20:36,268 --> 00:20:38,669
Ulardan ko'ra.
363
00:20:38,671 --> 00:20:41,539
80-yillarda,
Etan mast edi
364
00:20:41,541 --> 00:20:44,008
adabiy Nyu-York tomonidan.
365
00:20:44,010 --> 00:20:46,277
Lekin u qabul qilganda
unda iste'dod yetishmadi
366
00:20:46,279 --> 00:20:47,878
xayoliy oila yaratish,
367
00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:50,948
u hech bo'lmaganda deb o'yladi
u haqiqiy yaratishi mumkin.
368
00:20:50,950 --> 00:20:53,417
Yosh Tomas yozishni yaxshi ko'rardi.
369
00:20:53,419 --> 00:20:55,286
Ethan bunga e'tibor bermadi,
370
00:20:55,288 --> 00:20:59,423
hayotni tarbiyalashdan ehtiyot bo'ling
rad etish va chiqarib yuborish,
371
00:20:59,425 --> 00:21:02,827
va Tomas saqlashni o'rgandi
uning hikoyalari o'ziga.
372
00:21:02,829 --> 00:21:05,496
Judithning bog'lanishining intensivligi
o'g'li bilan
373
00:21:05,498 --> 00:21:09,467
Etanni shunday his qildi
o'z uyida notanish odam.
374
00:21:09,469 --> 00:21:11,602
U ish bilan panoh qidirdi,
375
00:21:11,604 --> 00:21:15,039
nashr boshlangunga qadar
uning sekin pasayishi.
376
00:21:15,041 --> 00:21:18,276
Keyin... Yoxanna keldi.
377
00:21:18,278 --> 00:21:21,612
Bilasizmi, xususiy detektivlar
soatiga to'lash.
378
00:21:21,614 --> 00:21:23,781
Faqat kuting.
379
00:21:23,783 --> 00:21:25,783
Biz nima qilayotganimizni aniq qilish uchun
hozir.
380
00:21:25,785 --> 00:21:28,519
Aytmoqchimanki, qiyinchilik nimada
stakeoutda?
381
00:21:30,555 --> 00:21:32,423
Men haqiqatan ham darsga borishim kerak.
382
00:21:32,425 --> 00:21:33,791
Yo'q, kuting, xo'pmi?
383
00:21:33,793 --> 00:21:36,927
U bir daqiqada chiqib ketadi.
384
00:21:36,929 --> 00:21:39,864
Men ko'rishim kerak
agar u u bilan yana uchrashsa.
385
00:21:39,866 --> 00:21:42,466
Iltimos, kuting.
386
00:21:44,770 --> 00:21:46,771
Xop.
387
00:21:51,476 --> 00:21:52,977
Oh, xudoyim, bu u.
388
00:21:52,979 --> 00:21:54,979
Boshqa ayol.
389
00:21:56,715 --> 00:21:57,948
Keyinroq qo'ng'iroq qilaman.
390
00:21:57,950 --> 00:21:59,750
Kuting, kutyapmizmi
otang uchunmi?
391
00:21:59,752 --> 00:22:01,719
Keyinroq qo'ng'iroq qilaman.
392
00:23:43,188 --> 00:23:47,725
Bu nima, aniq,
nimaga erishmoqchisiz?
393
00:23:47,727 --> 00:23:50,060
Men u bilan uchrashmoqchiman.
394
00:23:50,062 --> 00:23:52,163
Va unga ayting
otamni ko'rmaslik uchun.
395
00:23:52,165 --> 00:23:54,031
U onamni o'ldirishi mumkin.
396
00:23:54,033 --> 00:23:56,033
Xo'sh, shunday qiling.
397
00:23:58,570 --> 00:24:00,704
Men tuzmaganman
hali jasorat.
398
00:24:00,706 --> 00:24:02,640
Mm.
399
00:24:02,642 --> 00:24:04,708
Demak, siz uni ta'qib qilasiz, a?
400
00:24:04,710 --> 00:24:06,911
Men shug'ullanmasligim kerak
umuman bu bilan.
401
00:24:06,913 --> 00:24:09,447
- Men sohilda bo'lishim kerak edi ...
402
00:24:09,449 --> 00:24:11,982
Mimi bilan...
403
00:24:11,984 --> 00:24:14,852
Yalang'och...
404
00:24:14,854 --> 00:24:18,456
Xorvatiyada.
405
00:24:18,458 --> 00:24:20,057
Biz birga bo'lishimiz kerak.
406
00:24:20,059 --> 00:24:21,759
"Shoud" - xavfli so'z.
407
00:24:21,761 --> 00:24:24,094
Men jiddiyman, odam.
408
00:24:24,096 --> 00:24:26,464
Agar onam bo'lmasa,
men bu yerda bo'lmagan bo'lardim.
409
00:24:28,900 --> 00:24:32,036
Men uni sotib olmayman.
410
00:24:32,038 --> 00:24:35,072
Siz nima sotib olmaysiz?
411
00:24:35,074 --> 00:24:39,477
Men buni shunchaki sotib olmayman
onangizning salomatligi haqida.
412
00:24:39,479 --> 00:24:41,679
Siz bu erda ko'proq narsani xohlaysiz.
413
00:24:41,681 --> 00:24:44,482
Yana nimadir?
414
00:24:44,484 --> 00:24:46,717
Provokatsion.
415
00:24:59,498 --> 00:25:01,565
Kechirasiz.
416
00:25:01,567 --> 00:25:03,634
- Kechirasiz.
- -Ha.
417
00:25:03,636 --> 00:25:05,503
Siz mening kimligimni bilmaysiz.
418
00:25:05,505 --> 00:25:07,171
Ha men.
419
00:25:07,173 --> 00:25:08,706
Sen ... qil?
420
00:25:08,708 --> 00:25:10,107
Menga ergashadigan bola sensan.
421
00:25:10,109 --> 00:25:11,842
Ha, yaxshi,
Menda yaxshi sabab bor.
422
00:25:11,844 --> 00:25:14,845
Siz ham Itanning o'g'lisiz.
423
00:25:14,847 --> 00:25:17,248
U sizning rasmingizni saqlaydi
uning stolida.
424
00:25:19,551 --> 00:25:21,118
Siz ochmisiz, Tomas?
425
00:25:31,062 --> 00:25:34,798
Bu shaharda kimnidir kuzatib borish
juda qiyin bo'lishi kerak.
426
00:25:34,800 --> 00:25:37,101
Bu juda oson
bu erda anonim bo'lish.
427
00:25:37,103 --> 00:25:39,670
Nega hech narsa demading
seni kuzatib yurganimda?
428
00:25:39,672 --> 00:25:41,205
Nega hech narsa demadingiz?
429
00:25:41,207 --> 00:25:43,574
Chunki bilmasdim
men nima qilmoqchi edim.
430
00:25:43,576 --> 00:25:45,543
- Hozir shundaymisiz?
-Ha.
431
00:25:45,545 --> 00:25:47,978
Yaxshimi?
432
00:25:51,816 --> 00:25:54,685
- Johanna.
- Johanna?
433
00:25:54,687 --> 00:25:56,153
Ha, men Yoxannaman.
434
00:25:56,155 --> 00:25:58,722
Xo'sh, Yoxanna, qancha vaqt
otamni sikdingizmi?
435
00:25:58,724 --> 00:26:01,158
Bunday qo'pollikmi
bu erda mutlaqo kerakmi?
436
00:26:01,160 --> 00:26:03,260
Qanday qo'pollik
afzal ko'rasizmi?
437
00:26:05,964 --> 00:26:07,898
Bir yildan sal ko'proq.
438
00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:10,167
Nega uni ko'ryapsiz?
U uylangan.
439
00:26:10,169 --> 00:26:12,703
U uylangan.
440
00:26:14,339 --> 00:26:17,141
- U bilan ishlaysizmi?
- Ba'zan.
441
00:26:17,143 --> 00:26:21,879
Men mustaqil muharrirman,
shuning uchun men hamma uylarda ishlayman.
442
00:26:23,648 --> 00:26:25,983
Siz uni sevasizmi?
443
00:26:25,985 --> 00:26:28,586
Sevgini aniqlang, Tomas.
444
00:26:28,588 --> 00:26:30,721
Sizningcha
unga uylanasizmi?
445
00:26:30,723 --> 00:26:33,190
Bu rejami? Siz o'ylaysiz
siz uni o'g'irlab ketasiz
446
00:26:33,192 --> 00:26:34,925
onamdanmi?
447
00:26:34,927 --> 00:26:37,328
Onangizni qayerdan bilasiz
uni menga bermayaptimi?
448
00:26:37,330 --> 00:26:39,997
Bu nimani anglatishi kerak?
449
00:26:39,999 --> 00:26:43,734
Aytmoqchimanki, odamlar narsalarni qiladilar
har doim tushunmasdan.
450
00:26:43,736 --> 00:26:46,203
Onang menga berayotgandir
Ethan buni tushunmasdan.
451
00:26:48,239 --> 00:26:52,276
Aytmoqchimanki, siz nimadir qilyapsiz
hozir sezmasdan.
452
00:26:52,278 --> 00:26:54,278
Ha? Va men nima qilyapman?
453
00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:56,213
Siz harakat qilyapsiz
meni sevish uchun.
454
00:26:56,215 --> 00:26:58,282
Men seni sevishga harakat qilyapmanmi?
455
00:26:58,284 --> 00:27:00,884
Men harakat qilaman
sizni sevish uchunmi?
456
00:27:02,887 --> 00:27:05,389
Siz shunchaki buni tushunmaysiz.
457
00:27:07,892 --> 00:27:09,893
Endi Uorxol edi
yaqin, shaxsiy do'st,
458
00:27:09,895 --> 00:27:12,730
va u bizga bu qismni berdi
sovg'a sifatida.
459
00:27:12,732 --> 00:27:16,300
Va endi bu la'nati qo'mita
hammasini olib ketadi.
460
00:27:16,302 --> 00:27:17,901
Onam, bu muhim emas.
461
00:27:17,903 --> 00:27:19,903
Bu odamlar,
Chelsidagi bu bo'lmagan shaxslar,
462
00:27:19,905 --> 00:27:21,271
harakat qilmoqdalar
o'tmishimni o'g'irlash uchun.
463
00:27:21,273 --> 00:27:23,374
- Urinishyapti
xotiralarimni o'chirib tashla. -Onam.
464
00:27:24,943 --> 00:27:27,144
Biz fotosuratni topamiz.
465
00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:32,282
Bu tartibsizlikni qarang.
466
00:27:32,284 --> 00:27:34,184
Menga sigaret kerak.
467
00:27:35,888 --> 00:27:37,888
Ammo otangiz e'lon qildi
468
00:27:37,890 --> 00:27:40,290
Menga endi ruxsat berilmaydi
uyda chekish, shuning uchun ...
469
00:27:40,292 --> 00:27:43,293
--Yaxshi, mayli, men
shu yerda qoling va qidirishda davom eting.
470
00:27:46,431 --> 00:27:50,801
Tomas, men chekishni xohlayman va
bir vaqtning o'zida siz bilan gaplashing.
471
00:27:50,803 --> 00:27:53,671
-Bu sigaretani yaxshilaydi.
-Xop.
472
00:27:53,673 --> 00:27:55,939
Rahmat.
473
00:27:57,942 --> 00:28:00,210
Bu shunchaki doimiy tsikl
474
00:28:00,212 --> 00:28:03,080
umidlar
va umidsizliklar.
475
00:28:05,116 --> 00:28:06,417
Bilasiz?
476
00:28:06,419 --> 00:28:09,319
Eng uzoq masofa
dunyoda
477
00:28:09,321 --> 00:28:13,957
bu qanday va qanday o'rtasida
bo'ladi deb o'ylagan edingiz.
478
00:28:13,959 --> 00:28:16,960
Shuni unutmang.
479
00:28:16,962 --> 00:28:18,962
Men qilmayman.
480
00:28:20,932 --> 00:28:24,435
Sen mening nurimsan, Tomas.
481
00:28:24,437 --> 00:28:26,804
Bilasiz?
482
00:28:26,806 --> 00:28:29,973
Men nima qilishimni bilmayman
sensiz.
483
00:28:32,110 --> 00:28:35,112
Bu klonopin.
484
00:28:35,114 --> 00:28:37,781
- Meni juda hissiyotli qiladi.
-Yaxshisan.
485
00:28:44,355 --> 00:28:46,724
Men seni xohlayman
otamni ko'rmaslik uchun.
486
00:28:46,726 --> 00:28:48,125
Oh, salom, Tomas.
487
00:28:48,127 --> 00:28:49,727
Qarang, siz
juda chiroyli ayol.
488
00:28:49,729 --> 00:28:51,729
Siz har qanday odamni olishingiz mumkin
bu shaharda xohlaysiz.
489
00:28:51,731 --> 00:28:53,363
Sizni olamanmi?
490
00:28:53,365 --> 00:28:55,199
--Nima?
491
00:28:55,201 --> 00:28:57,735
Men har qanday odamni olaman dedingiz
bu shaharda.
492
00:28:57,737 --> 00:29:01,105
Xo'sh, men so'rayman, men sizni olamanmi?
493
00:29:01,107 --> 00:29:03,407
Bu aslida iltimos qiladi
boshqa savol, albatta.
494
00:29:03,409 --> 00:29:05,142
Siz erkakmisiz?
495
00:29:05,144 --> 00:29:06,877
Onam og'ir ahvolda.
496
00:29:06,879 --> 00:29:08,779
Bu ish uni qo'yishi mumkin
tepadan.
497
00:29:08,781 --> 00:29:10,481
-Sening uchun men qanday javobgarman?
onam? -Chunki sen sikasan
498
00:29:10,483 --> 00:29:12,182
-otam. -Yaxshi, bilamiz
bu qo'pollik emas
499
00:29:12,184 --> 00:29:13,517
- birini erkak qil.
- Uni ko'rma.
500
00:29:13,519 --> 00:29:14,785
Talablar ham yo'q.
501
00:29:14,787 --> 00:29:16,086
Men erkak bo‘lishga intilmayman.
502
00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:17,488
Men harakat qilmayman
sizni sevish uchun.
503
00:29:17,490 --> 00:29:20,290
Men onamni qutqarishga harakat qilaman.
504
00:29:20,292 --> 00:29:22,292
Siz yaqinlashyapsiz.
505
00:29:30,468 --> 00:29:32,770
Johanna katta bo'lmagan
yozuvchilar tomonidan.
506
00:29:32,772 --> 00:29:35,472
Uni bankirlar tarbiyalagan.
507
00:29:35,474 --> 00:29:38,876
Lekin ikkalasining ham lingua franca
fantastika.
508
00:29:38,878 --> 00:29:41,545
Ethan fikrni ilgari surganida
xotinini tashlab ketish,
509
00:29:41,547 --> 00:29:44,548
u shunchaki gap deb o'yladi.
510
00:29:44,550 --> 00:29:50,387
Lekin uni hayratda qoldirdi,
uning taklifi uni muvozanatdan chiqardi.
511
00:29:50,389 --> 00:29:55,225
O'zini xushomad qilish o'rniga,
u to'satdan muhtojlikni his qildi.
512
00:29:55,227 --> 00:29:58,061
Tomasning diqqati
mukammal davo edi
513
00:29:58,063 --> 00:30:00,831
uning shang'illagan ishonchiga.
514
00:30:00,833 --> 00:30:03,834
Yoxannaning o'sha vahiylari.
515
00:30:03,836 --> 00:30:07,938
U hech kimga o'xshamaydi
Men hech qachon uchrashganman.
516
00:30:07,940 --> 00:30:10,841
U harakat qilayotganimni aytdi
uni sevish uchun.
517
00:30:10,843 --> 00:30:13,544
Oh. Siz bo'lganmisiz?
518
00:30:13,546 --> 00:30:16,079
Yo'q, men uning to'xtashini xohlayman
otamni ko'rish.
519
00:30:18,082 --> 00:30:20,117
Bu orada emasmi
siz va otangiz?
520
00:30:20,119 --> 00:30:24,388
Nima uchun?
u bilan aloqa qilishni xohlaysizmi?
521
00:30:24,390 --> 00:30:28,225
U ko'rinadigan narsaga begona
Men uchun oilaviy muammo.
522
00:30:28,227 --> 00:30:30,227
Buni yeng.
523
00:30:32,363 --> 00:30:34,531
-uh.
-Bu yaxshi.
524
00:30:34,533 --> 00:30:36,033
Bu nima edi?
525
00:30:36,035 --> 00:30:38,235
Siz bilishni xohlamaysiz.
526
00:30:38,237 --> 00:30:42,206
Xo'sh, nima deysiz, bu ...
Men u bilan muomala qilishni yaxshi ko'ramanmi?
527
00:30:42,208 --> 00:30:44,241
Uh-uh. Bu aniq
nima deyman.
528
00:30:44,243 --> 00:30:46,243
Va men xohlayman
uni sevish uchun.
529
00:30:46,245 --> 00:30:48,045
Xohlaysizmi
uni sevish uchunmi?
530
00:30:48,047 --> 00:30:50,547
Yo'q.
531
00:30:50,549 --> 00:30:52,549
Qanday turdagi
savol shumi?
532
00:30:52,551 --> 00:30:54,518
-Kasal.
- Bu qanday kasal?
533
00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:56,019
Bu kasal.
534
00:30:56,021 --> 00:30:57,354
U chiroyli ayol.
535
00:30:57,356 --> 00:30:59,389
- Xo'sh?
- Uning ismi Johanna.
536
00:30:59,391 --> 00:31:02,326
U otam bilan uxlayapti.
537
00:31:02,328 --> 00:31:04,261
Sevgi qilishni xohlaysizmi
Yoxannaga?
538
00:31:04,263 --> 00:31:06,230
Menga berasizmi
kredit, iltimos?
539
00:31:06,232 --> 00:31:08,632
- Bu suhbat buzuq.
-Savolga javob bering.
540
00:31:08,634 --> 00:31:10,500
- Menga kredit bering.
- O'zingizni cho'ktirishni to'xtating
541
00:31:10,502 --> 00:31:12,302
axloqiy deb hisoblagan narsada.
542
00:31:12,304 --> 00:31:14,304
Siz Johannani sikishni xohlaysiz.
543
00:31:21,646 --> 00:31:25,015
Ha. Men .. istayman.
544
00:31:25,017 --> 00:31:27,050
Va siz aytdingiz
hayotingiz zerikarli edi.
545
00:31:52,977 --> 00:31:55,279
Men qila olmadim
bugun sizsiz hal qilindi.
546
00:31:55,281 --> 00:31:57,681
Bilasizmi, men uchtaga zarba berdim
hammomdan kelgan vaqtlar.
547
00:31:57,683 --> 00:31:59,483
Va ishonchim komil
hammasi uylangan edi.
548
00:31:59,485 --> 00:32:01,685
Keyin bu yaxshi narsa
otam bu yerda emas.
549
00:32:01,687 --> 00:32:03,687
- Bu kulgili emas.
- Yo'q.
550
00:32:03,689 --> 00:32:05,188
Kuyov kelyapti.
551
00:32:05,190 --> 00:32:06,623
Bu mening ninjam.
552
00:32:06,625 --> 00:32:09,059
-Bu mening onam ninjam.
- Xovard.
553
00:32:09,061 --> 00:32:10,327
- Tabriklayman, yigit.
- Rahmat, odam.
554
00:32:10,329 --> 00:32:11,962
Hey, bu Mimi.
555
00:32:11,964 --> 00:32:14,097
- Xovard. -Siz bilan tanishganimdan xursandman.
Eshiting. - Tabriklayman.
556
00:32:14,099 --> 00:32:16,066
Men yugurib o'tdim
har kuni daryo bo'yidagi park,
557
00:32:16,068 --> 00:32:18,068
to'qqiz milya,
hushyorlikni o'ldirish.
558
00:32:18,070 --> 00:32:20,704
Onangni ko‘p ko‘rganman
yaqinda, aslida.
559
00:32:20,706 --> 00:32:22,472
-Mening onam?
-Ha ha. Bilmadim.
560
00:32:22,474 --> 00:32:25,475
U har doim ochiq
xuddi shu skameykada kitob o'qiydi.
561
00:32:25,477 --> 00:32:27,144
Bu Irvin. Irvin!
562
00:32:27,146 --> 00:32:28,645
Siz uchrashishingiz kerak
irvin Sanders.
563
00:32:28,647 --> 00:32:30,180
U Niksni sotib oladi.
564
00:32:30,182 --> 00:32:31,315
Xovard.
-Hey.
565
00:32:31,317 --> 00:32:32,616
Turmushga chiqish qanday tuyg'u?
566
00:32:32,618 --> 00:32:34,017
- Xo'sh, jinsiy aloqa allaqachon yomon.
-Ah.
567
00:32:34,019 --> 00:32:36,086
Hazil. Kabi; singari.
568
00:32:36,088 --> 00:32:38,555
Uh, shafqatsiz
meni qaytarib oldi, aslida,
569
00:32:38,557 --> 00:32:41,058
shunday, uh, ehtimol men olishim mumkin
bir nuqtada intervyu?
570
00:32:41,060 --> 00:32:42,392
Balki.
571
00:32:42,394 --> 00:32:45,262
Xovard,
bu mening do'stim Yoxanna.
572
00:32:45,264 --> 00:32:46,697
-Salom.
- Tabriklayman.
573
00:32:46,699 --> 00:32:49,066
Siz bilan tanishganimdan xursandman.
rahmat. Bu Tomas.
574
00:32:49,068 --> 00:32:51,368
- Salom. - Johanna.
- Mimi.
575
00:32:51,370 --> 00:32:53,070
Salom.
576
00:33:02,982 --> 00:33:04,514
Siz haqiqatan ham aniq ko'rinyapsiz.
577
00:33:22,768 --> 00:33:25,736
Men Irvin bilan uchrashmayman.
578
00:33:25,738 --> 00:33:27,237
Bu sizning ishingiz emas.
579
00:33:27,239 --> 00:33:29,272
Menga kerak emas
o'zimni senga tushuntir,
580
00:33:29,274 --> 00:33:31,508
lekin shunga qaramay ...
581
00:33:31,510 --> 00:33:33,510
U juda yaxshi do'st.
582
00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:37,481
Qiz do'stingiz qayerda?
583
00:33:37,483 --> 00:33:40,317
U emas.
584
00:33:40,319 --> 00:33:42,519
U shunchaki do'st.
585
00:33:42,521 --> 00:33:45,222
Oh, bunday qilmaslik kerak
u sizga buni qilsin.
586
00:33:50,294 --> 00:33:52,396
U sizdan 30 yosh katta.
587
00:33:52,398 --> 00:33:54,331
U milliarder.
588
00:33:54,333 --> 00:33:55,599
Men ahmoq emasman.
589
00:33:55,601 --> 00:33:58,268
Siz juda ahmoqsiz, Tomas.
590
00:33:58,270 --> 00:34:01,538
Va sizda hech qanday fikr yo'q
dunyo qanday ishlaydi.
591
00:34:01,540 --> 00:34:03,340
Va, aslida, u emas
endi milliarder,
592
00:34:03,342 --> 00:34:04,708
chunki Nensi
hamma narsaning yarmini oldi.
593
00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:06,243
Haqiqatan ham muhim emas.
594
00:34:06,245 --> 00:34:08,078
Yo'q, unday emas.
595
00:34:09,580 --> 00:34:11,415
Ko'rinishingiz yaxshi.
596
00:34:11,417 --> 00:34:13,183
Nima?
597
00:34:13,185 --> 00:34:14,785
Siz juda chiroyli ko'rinasiz.
598
00:34:14,787 --> 00:34:18,288
Kostyumda.
599
00:34:18,290 --> 00:34:20,190
Men o'ylamayman
sen ahmoqsan.
600
00:34:20,192 --> 00:34:22,192
Shunchaki...
601
00:34:22,194 --> 00:34:25,562
Sarosimada va... yosh.
602
00:34:27,565 --> 00:34:30,100
Irvin, ehtimol
sizni qidirmoqda.
603
00:34:30,102 --> 00:34:31,768
Ishonchim komilki, u to'lagan
butun tun uchun.
604
00:34:31,770 --> 00:34:33,770
Oh, jin ursin.
605
00:34:39,243 --> 00:34:41,244
Hey.
606
00:34:41,246 --> 00:34:43,346
- Demak, birinchi navbatda...
fohisha sharhlari? -Bilaman.
607
00:34:43,348 --> 00:34:45,082
-Uzr so'rayman. -Sen aslida
fohishalarning izohlariga murojaat qildingizmi?
608
00:34:45,084 --> 00:34:46,516
Uzr so'rayman. Uzr so'rayman.
609
00:34:46,518 --> 00:34:49,719
Xo'sh, ikkinchidan,
Irvin gey.
610
00:34:49,721 --> 00:34:51,321
Xop? U erkaklarni sevadi.
611
00:34:51,323 --> 00:34:53,090
Aslida, u sevadi
Xususan, bir kishi
612
00:34:53,092 --> 00:34:54,791
Billi Arnaldi ismli odam,
kim bo'ladi
613
00:34:54,793 --> 00:34:57,594
aql bovar qilmaydigan san'at sotuvchisi
va eng yaqin do'stlarimdan biri.
614
00:34:57,596 --> 00:35:00,097
Demak, Irvin buni xohlamaydi
biznes sabablarga ko'ra chiqib,
615
00:35:00,099 --> 00:35:01,498
bu uning huquqidir,
616
00:35:01,500 --> 00:35:03,400
va men tadbirlarga kelaman
u bilan shunday.
617
00:35:03,402 --> 00:35:05,435
Men ulug‘langan fohisha emasman.
U shakar otasi emas.
618
00:35:05,437 --> 00:35:06,870
Men uning soqoliman.
619
00:35:06,872 --> 00:35:09,473
Siz haqiqatan ham bilmaysiz
dunyo qanday ishlaydi.
620
00:35:09,475 --> 00:35:12,175
Sen begunohsan, Tomas.
Siz bolasiz.
621
00:35:13,644 --> 00:35:15,378
Men ba'zi narsalarni bilaman.
622
00:35:15,380 --> 00:35:16,513
-Ha, albatta?
-Mm.
623
00:35:16,515 --> 00:35:17,681
Nima Masalan?
624
00:35:20,585 --> 00:35:23,253
Qanday tushib ketdi.
625
00:35:23,255 --> 00:35:25,222
Siz va dadam, men bilaman.
626
00:35:25,224 --> 00:35:27,757
-Senchi?
-Mm.
627
00:35:27,759 --> 00:35:31,461
Mayli, Tomas, janob Eys sleuth,
628
00:35:31,463 --> 00:35:33,463
Eshitmoqchiman.
629
00:35:36,367 --> 00:35:40,403
Siz buni payqadingiz
u erta kirishni yaxshi ko'rardi.
630
00:35:40,405 --> 00:35:44,574
Haqiqatan ham erta, nima,
ertalab 7:00mi?
631
00:35:44,576 --> 00:35:46,576
Shunday qilib, siz boshladingiz
keyin ham kiradi.
632
00:35:46,578 --> 00:35:48,445
Siz izolyatsiya qilasiz va o'z ichiga olasiz.
633
00:35:48,447 --> 00:35:50,881
Buning sababini aytdim
siz yaxshi uxlamaysiz,
634
00:35:50,883 --> 00:35:53,750
yomon tushlar, ular titraydi, deb
kunduzi oldin uyg'onasan.
635
00:35:53,752 --> 00:35:56,186
Ertalab siz kiyasiz
ofisingizda musiqa.
636
00:35:56,188 --> 00:35:58,755
Bir kun Brahms, katta kichiklar
keyingi, chunki, bilasizmi,
637
00:35:58,757 --> 00:36:01,925
sizni qutiga solib bo'lmaydi;
Siz barcha sezgilarga hujum qilasiz.
638
00:36:01,927 --> 00:36:04,728
Siz biroz tajovuzkor bo'ldingiz
Sizning imzo hidingizda,
639
00:36:04,730 --> 00:36:06,530
vanil ustida kuchli.
640
00:36:06,532 --> 00:36:09,666
Siz yigitingiz haqida gapirdingiz,
keyin yomon sana haqida shikoyat qildi.
641
00:36:09,668 --> 00:36:11,568
Siz uni chalg'itasiz,
uni hayratga soling.
642
00:36:11,570 --> 00:36:13,837
Jinsiy aloqa.
643
00:36:13,839 --> 00:36:15,438
Oh, jinsiy aloqa.
644
00:36:15,440 --> 00:36:17,607
Jinsiy aloqa ikkalangizni ham hayratda qoldirdi.
645
00:36:17,609 --> 00:36:19,876
U sizni uyingizga olib ketayotgan edi
kechki ovqatdan keyin.
646
00:36:19,878 --> 00:36:21,878
Aytmoqchimanki, Iso, sen emassan
boshqa ayol,
647
00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:23,880
u aldamchi er emas.
"Yo'q, bu narsa emas
648
00:36:23,882 --> 00:36:27,217
biz qilgan narsa, bu narsa
bu biz bilan sodir bo'ldi."
649
00:36:27,219 --> 00:36:29,686
Lekin nima? Bu sevgi bo'lishi mumkinmi?
650
00:36:29,688 --> 00:36:31,321
Axir, hech kim xohlamaydi
buni tan olish uchun
651
00:36:31,323 --> 00:36:33,256
Tez orada o'yinda,
lekin yulduzlar kesishgan
652
00:36:33,258 --> 00:36:35,492
va odamlar
jarohat olishadi va ...
653
00:36:35,494 --> 00:36:37,227
"Biz yomon ish qildik,
yomon narsa, Ethan "
654
00:36:37,229 --> 00:36:38,895
Shunday bo'lsa kerak, to'g'rimi?
655
00:36:38,897 --> 00:36:42,899
Bularning hammasi bema'nilik edi...
hisoblangan va manipulyatsiya qilingan -
656
00:36:42,901 --> 00:36:44,668
birinchi yolg'ondan
yomon tushlaringiz haqida.
657
00:36:44,670 --> 00:36:48,538
Chunki men - men ...
Ishonchim komilki...
658
00:36:48,540 --> 00:36:51,741
Siz go'dakdek uxlaysiz.
659
00:36:55,479 --> 00:36:57,480
Siz juda hikoyachisiz ...
660
00:37:31,782 --> 00:37:33,383
Qayerda bo'ldingiz?
661
00:37:33,385 --> 00:37:35,552
- Hammom. Juda ko'p ichdi.
662
00:37:39,457 --> 00:37:42,025
Men majburman
hozir to'xtating, chunki, uh ...
663
00:37:42,027 --> 00:37:43,760
Men uyga borishim kerak.
664
00:37:46,331 --> 00:37:49,366
Men Buster amakiman.
665
00:37:49,368 --> 00:37:51,568
-Keling, bu yerdan ketaylik.
- Men Keysining otasining ukasiman.
666
00:37:51,570 --> 00:37:52,902
Ularda ham yo'q
tortni kesib oling.
667
00:37:52,904 --> 00:37:54,604
Tortni siking. Qani ketdik.
668
00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:56,039
Nima?
669
00:37:56,041 --> 00:37:57,707
- Qo'ysangchi; qani endi.
- Valter bu yerda emas
670
00:37:57,709 --> 00:37:59,809
-chunki...
- Sizdan vanil hidi bor.
671
00:37:59,811 --> 00:38:02,379
...u ikki-besh ishlayapti.
672
00:38:02,381 --> 00:38:03,513
Bu sir emas.
673
00:38:03,515 --> 00:38:04,914
Hammangiz bilganingizdek,
674
00:38:04,916 --> 00:38:07,884
qilish uchun ikkidan beshgacha
to'g'ri narsa,
675
00:38:07,886 --> 00:38:10,787
she'riyatga ishongani uchun
konstitutsiyaning.
676
00:38:15,393 --> 00:38:18,561
Menda faqat bir nechta fikrlar bor.
677
00:38:18,563 --> 00:38:21,064
Drama.
678
00:38:21,066 --> 00:38:24,501
Dramatika
nikoh romantikasi,
679
00:38:24,503 --> 00:38:26,503
birga qolish.
680
00:38:28,773 --> 00:38:31,374
Lo'li aytganidek,
681
00:38:31,376 --> 00:38:33,943
she'rlar
hayot satrlarida yozilgan
682
00:38:33,945 --> 00:38:37,414
hech qachon kafolatlanmaydi.
683
00:38:37,416 --> 00:38:40,417
Ular ushlanadi.
684
00:38:40,419 --> 00:38:44,054
Ertaga yangi she'riyat boshlanadi.
685
00:38:44,056 --> 00:38:50,060
Yana bir romantika
vaqti-vaqti bilan portlash.
686
00:38:50,062 --> 00:38:54,831
Turmush qurganlar she'riyati
Aurora borealis kabi.
687
00:38:56,967 --> 00:39:00,704
Osmondagi yulduzlar kabi sochilgan,
688
00:39:00,706 --> 00:39:04,974
va drama
hayotingiz boshlanadi.
689
00:39:04,976 --> 00:39:07,510
Bobdan keyin bob.
690
00:39:07,512 --> 00:39:09,045
Hikoyalar.
691
00:39:09,047 --> 00:39:10,647
Kitoblar.
692
00:39:10,649 --> 00:39:16,419
Inqiloblar, men bilganimdek,
keladi.
693
00:39:16,421 --> 00:39:17,821
Men ko'plarni ko'rganman.
694
00:39:17,823 --> 00:39:19,989
Ular orqali yashagan.
695
00:39:19,991 --> 00:39:22,592
Ular o'ynashadi
eng kam kutilgan joylar,
696
00:39:22,594 --> 00:39:24,594
shuning uchun tayyorlaning.
697
00:39:26,630 --> 00:39:27,897
Keysi Xovardni tushunadi.
698
00:39:27,899 --> 00:39:31,401
Xovard... Keysini taniydi.
699
00:39:31,403 --> 00:39:33,370
Yo'q.
700
00:39:33,372 --> 00:39:35,638
Yo'q, hali emas.
701
00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:37,640
Har doim sir bor.
702
00:39:37,642 --> 00:39:39,476
Buni ikkalangiz ham bilasiz.
703
00:39:39,478 --> 00:39:41,978
Bu mukammal emasligini ikkalangiz ham bilasiz.
704
00:39:41,980 --> 00:39:43,646
Hayajon,
705
00:39:43,648 --> 00:39:47,584
ishonch va kurash,
706
00:39:47,586 --> 00:39:52,922
va noma'lum maxfiyliklar
bu bizni birga ushlab turadi.
707
00:39:52,924 --> 00:39:54,991
Kurash elimi.
708
00:39:56,994 --> 00:40:00,463
Men stakanimni ko'taraman.
709
00:40:00,465 --> 00:40:04,434
Mo'rt shisha
biz oyoq osti qildik va parchalanib ketdik
710
00:40:04,436 --> 00:40:07,704
va abadiy qoladi
qayta yig'ish,
711
00:40:07,706 --> 00:40:12,709
jumboqlar kabi
Biz avval bolaligimizda ishlaganmiz,
712
00:40:12,711 --> 00:40:15,445
sabrli bo'lishni o'rganish,
713
00:40:15,447 --> 00:40:17,881
mos keladigan narsani qidirish.
714
00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:25,054
Juda ko'p jumboq.
715
00:40:25,056 --> 00:40:28,024
Bu xonada juda ko'p kitoblar.
716
00:40:32,430 --> 00:40:34,631
Va men juda ko'p gapiraman.
717
00:40:34,633 --> 00:40:36,733
Raqsga tushamiz.
718
00:40:47,711 --> 00:40:51,047
Shuning uchun men bunga borishim kerak
martaba bo'yicha maslahatchi.
719
00:40:51,049 --> 00:40:53,049
Eh, otam
uchrashuvni sozlang.
720
00:40:54,819 --> 00:40:56,553
Nega siz
jurnalistikaga borasizmi?
721
00:40:56,555 --> 00:40:58,721
Siz yugurdingiz
o'rta maktab gazetasi.
722
00:40:58,723 --> 00:41:00,623
Yo'q, unday emas
meni endi qiziqtiradi.
723
00:41:00,625 --> 00:41:02,525
Va siz buni yutdingiz
kollejda reklama mukofoti.
724
00:41:02,527 --> 00:41:04,661
- Siz buni qila olasiz.
-Uh, bularning hammasini qayerdan bilasan?
725
00:41:04,663 --> 00:41:06,229
men haqimda, a?
Bularning barchasini qayerdan bilasiz?
726
00:41:06,231 --> 00:41:08,765
-Men hammasini bilaman.
Siz haqingizda hamma narsa. -Sen ... qil?
727
00:41:08,767 --> 00:41:11,034
-Yaxshi, yilnomalar qo'mitasi.
-uh.
728
00:41:11,036 --> 00:41:12,802
-Debat klubi prezidenti.
-Ha.
729
00:41:12,804 --> 00:41:14,838
Badiiy muharrir
o'rta maktab gazetasi.
730
00:41:14,840 --> 00:41:16,739
Ikkinchi singl
tennis jamoasida.
731
00:41:16,741 --> 00:41:17,874
Juda ta'sirli, Tomas.
732
00:41:17,876 --> 00:41:20,210
Huh.
733
00:41:20,212 --> 00:41:23,213
Otangiz bor
barcha mukofotlaringiz uning stolida.
734
00:41:23,215 --> 00:41:24,747
Bu juda dahshatli.
735
00:41:24,749 --> 00:41:26,483
- Oh, bu noqulay.
736
00:41:26,485 --> 00:41:28,485
Karyera bo'yicha maslahatchini la'natla.
737
00:41:30,554 --> 00:41:32,889
Mayli, mana nimadir
siz bilmaysiz.
738
00:41:32,891 --> 00:41:34,791
Hech kim bilmasligini.
739
00:41:34,793 --> 00:41:36,659
Xop.
740
00:41:39,063 --> 00:41:41,798
Men yozmoqchi edim.
741
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:44,567
-Hu.
-Hmm.
742
00:41:44,569 --> 00:41:46,936
Men bularning hammasini yozardim
yoshligimdagi narsalar.
743
00:41:46,938 --> 00:41:49,506
Bir qator harflar
mening itimdan, masalan,
744
00:41:49,508 --> 00:41:51,608
pochtachi va veterinar.
745
00:41:51,610 --> 00:41:54,744
Va nihoyat men ...
746
00:41:54,746 --> 00:41:57,247
To'plam o'ylab topdi
deb nomlangan insholar soni
747
00:41:57,249 --> 00:42:00,116
"Meri Jeyn hamma narsaga qarshi."
748
00:42:00,118 --> 00:42:02,585
Qaysi men edim
aql bovar qilmaydigan darajada faxrlanadi.
749
00:42:02,587 --> 00:42:05,555
Va bilasizmi,
Men ularni dadamga ko'rsataman.
750
00:42:05,557 --> 00:42:08,258
Ethan nima dedi?
751
00:42:08,260 --> 00:42:10,827
"Xizmat ko'rsatish mumkin."
752
00:42:10,829 --> 00:42:12,562
Oh.
753
00:42:12,564 --> 00:42:14,931
Ha. "Xizmat ko'rsatish mumkin."
754
00:42:14,933 --> 00:42:17,033
Bu uning aniq so'zi edi.
755
00:42:17,035 --> 00:42:20,537
Hech qanday maxsus narsa yo'q,
shunchaki xizmat ko'rsatish mumkin.
756
00:42:20,539 --> 00:42:22,105
U juda g'azablanganga o'xshardi
ularni o'qib chiqqandan keyin.
757
00:42:22,107 --> 00:42:23,540
Xo'sh, men ularni o'qishni xohlayman.
758
00:42:23,542 --> 00:42:24,807
-Sen ... qil?
-Ha.
759
00:42:24,809 --> 00:42:25,909
- Olmaysiz.
-Nega yo'q?
760
00:42:25,911 --> 00:42:27,110
Chunki men ularni tashlab yubordim.
761
00:42:27,112 --> 00:42:30,780
Oh, bu juda achinarli.
762
00:42:30,782 --> 00:42:33,683
- Bu juda achinarli va yolg'iz.
-Mm.
763
00:42:36,620 --> 00:42:39,689
Juda yaxshi.
764
00:42:39,691 --> 00:42:41,157
Haqiqatanmi?
765
00:42:41,159 --> 00:42:45,061
Ha. Qanday so'z
otangiz foydalanganmi?
766
00:42:45,063 --> 00:42:46,629
"Xizmat ko'rsatish mumkin."
767
00:42:46,631 --> 00:42:48,798
men rozi emasman.
768
00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:50,800
Menimcha, sizda iste'dod bor.
769
00:42:55,339 --> 00:42:59,275
Ammo otangiz noshir
va men shunchaki ...
770
00:42:59,277 --> 00:43:02,779
G'alati qo'shni, shuning uchun siz
gonna xizmat ko'rsatish bilan ketadi, a?
771
00:43:06,250 --> 00:43:08,251
- Yoxanna ularni o'qimoqchi edi.
- Oh, to'g'rimi.
772
00:43:08,253 --> 00:43:09,852
Lekin bilmayman, qila olardimmi...
773
00:43:09,854 --> 00:43:12,622
Yoxannaning o'sha vahiylari.
774
00:43:12,624 --> 00:43:14,857
Men u haqida o'ylayman ...
775
00:43:17,661 --> 00:43:19,662
...har doim.
776
00:43:23,334 --> 00:43:25,335
Balki bu sevgidir.
777
00:43:28,372 --> 00:43:30,740
Uh...
778
00:43:30,742 --> 00:43:32,375
Sevgini aniqlash qiyin.
779
00:43:32,377 --> 00:43:34,010
Eh, odamlar o'ylashadi
ular sevib qolishdi,
780
00:43:34,012 --> 00:43:36,813
va bu nimadir
butunlay boshqacha.
781
00:43:36,815 --> 00:43:39,816
Bilasizmi, ishqibozlik,
782
00:43:39,818 --> 00:43:42,051
tuzatish
bolalikdagi xatolar,
783
00:43:42,053 --> 00:43:44,253
Bilasizmi, sheriklik. Um...
784
00:43:45,956 --> 00:43:47,690
Hech qachon sevib qolganmisiz?
785
00:43:47,692 --> 00:43:49,692
Ha. Bir marta.
786
00:43:51,328 --> 00:43:53,196
U kim edi?
787
00:43:53,198 --> 00:43:55,064
Oh...
788
00:43:55,066 --> 00:43:58,735
U men bilgan ayol edi.
789
00:43:58,737 --> 00:44:02,305
Uni boshqa birov olib ketgan,
aziz do'stim.
790
00:44:04,042 --> 00:44:07,243
Bizda chuqur aloqa bor edi,
lekin u uning qizi edi.
791
00:44:07,245 --> 00:44:08,911
Bu tartibsizlik edi.
792
00:44:08,913 --> 00:44:10,980
Xo'sh, nima qildingiz?
793
00:44:10,982 --> 00:44:14,183
Oh, men ketdim
jinoyat sodir etilgan joy.
794
00:44:14,185 --> 00:44:16,653
Siz qochib ketdingizmi?
795
00:44:16,655 --> 00:44:20,390
Oh, o'sha paytda,
men buni sarguzasht deb atadim.
796
00:44:20,392 --> 00:44:22,892
Ammo orqaga qarab, buni o'zgartirdi
boshqa narsaga,
797
00:44:22,894 --> 00:44:25,895
orqaga qarash nima
muqarrar ravishda qiladi.
798
00:44:25,897 --> 00:44:27,797
Ha, men qochib ketdim.
799
00:44:27,799 --> 00:44:29,799
Men buni olaman.
800
00:44:29,801 --> 00:44:31,334
Sizni yuragingiz bilan qoldiring.
801
00:44:31,336 --> 00:44:32,769
Mening qattiqqo'lligim bilanmi?
802
00:44:32,771 --> 00:44:35,438
Yurak. Yuragingiz yonmoqda.
803
00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:37,907
Bilasizmi, ehtimol,
orqaga qarab,
804
00:44:37,909 --> 00:44:40,410
Yoxanna uchun o'zimni aybdor his qilaman,
lekin hozir men buni qilmayman.
805
00:44:44,014 --> 00:44:45,815
U kesilmagan yoki quruq emas.
806
00:44:45,817 --> 00:44:49,052
Tabriklaymiz, Tomas.
807
00:44:49,054 --> 00:44:51,721
Sizning dunyongiz
kontekstga aylanadi.
808
00:44:57,061 --> 00:44:58,861
Sen kimsan?
809
00:45:09,807 --> 00:45:11,841
Hey, ota.
810
00:45:11,843 --> 00:45:13,843
Nima gaplar?
811
00:45:13,845 --> 00:45:15,978
Oʻtiring.
812
00:45:19,950 --> 00:45:21,951
Hammasi joyidami?
813
00:45:21,953 --> 00:45:23,820
Onam yaxshimi?
814
00:45:23,822 --> 00:45:26,089
O'tir, Tomas.
815
00:45:38,902 --> 00:45:41,771
Biror narsa bormi
menga aytmoqchimisiz?
816
00:45:44,908 --> 00:45:46,209
Yo'q.
817
00:45:46,211 --> 00:45:48,444
Yo'q, hech narsa.
818
00:45:48,446 --> 00:45:51,447
Mm-hmm. Biror narsani bilishim kerakmi?
819
00:45:54,184 --> 00:45:56,185
Yo'q.
820
00:45:58,489 --> 00:46:01,190
Tomas...
821
00:46:01,192 --> 00:46:04,093
Siz uchib ketdingiz
martaba maslahatchisi.
822
00:46:04,095 --> 00:46:05,528
Hmm?
823
00:46:05,530 --> 00:46:08,064
Qanchalik qiyinligini aytdim
ushbu uchrashuvni olish uchun,
824
00:46:08,066 --> 00:46:09,866
va keyin siz shunchaki
ko'rinmayapsizmi?
825
00:46:09,868 --> 00:46:11,200
- Voy. Ketdi.
- To'g'ri.
826
00:46:11,202 --> 00:46:13,469
Um...
827
00:46:13,471 --> 00:46:15,371
Men qo'ng'iroq qilishim kerak edi.
828
00:46:15,373 --> 00:46:16,539
-Mm-hmm, qo'ng'iroq qilishing kerak edi.
-Uzr so'rayman.
829
00:46:16,541 --> 00:46:19,075
Uzr so'rayman. Men ham kechirasiz.
830
00:46:22,547 --> 00:46:24,147
Bu yerda ishlang.
831
00:46:24,149 --> 00:46:26,015
--Hmm? Shu yerda ishlang.
832
00:46:26,017 --> 00:46:27,950
Siz o'qishni yaxshi ko'rasiz.
833
00:46:27,952 --> 00:46:29,819
Men ziddiyatga tushib qoldim
sizga bu yerda ish berish haqida...
834
00:46:29,821 --> 00:46:32,822
nepotizm va boshqalar
ahmoq -- lekin jinni.
835
00:46:32,824 --> 00:46:34,957
Siz boshlashingiz mumkin
kichik muharrirlar ostida,
836
00:46:34,959 --> 00:46:36,159
bilasizmi, biror narsani o'rganing.
837
00:46:36,161 --> 00:46:37,827
-Yo'q, rahmat.
-Nega yo'q?
838
00:46:37,829 --> 00:46:39,095
Men ... nazarda tutdim,
o'rganishda nima yomon
839
00:46:39,097 --> 00:46:40,363
- nashriyot biznesi?
-Hech narsa.
840
00:46:40,365 --> 00:46:43,499
Bu yaxshi. Bu shunchaki...
841
00:46:43,501 --> 00:46:45,501
Xizmatga yaroqli.
842
00:46:55,546 --> 00:46:58,414
W.F.?
843
00:46:58,416 --> 00:47:01,150
Men shunchaki xohlayman
insholarimni qaytarish uchun.
844
00:47:01,152 --> 00:47:03,152
Hey.
845
00:48:04,047 --> 00:48:05,615
Tomas.
846
00:48:05,617 --> 00:48:07,617
Men sizning kvartirangizda edim.
847
00:48:11,121 --> 00:48:14,090
Siz Julian yulduzlarsiz.
848
00:48:14,092 --> 00:48:16,926
- Mm, mening nom de plume.
849
00:48:16,928 --> 00:48:19,495
12 ta kitobingiz chop etilgan.
850
00:48:19,497 --> 00:48:21,230
Sizda yo'q
ko'p ommaviy murojaat,
851
00:48:21,232 --> 00:48:23,366
lekin siz bunga qarshi emasga o'xshaysiz.
852
00:48:23,368 --> 00:48:26,535
Topish qiyin
istalgan joyda sizning rasmingiz.
853
00:48:26,537 --> 00:48:28,671
Siz alkogolsiz
kim eng ko'p tushdan keyin o'tkazadi
854
00:48:28,673 --> 00:48:30,539
Bruklin mehmonxonasida ichish.
855
00:48:30,541 --> 00:48:32,608
Va siz, ehtimol
men uchratgan yagona odam
856
00:48:32,610 --> 00:48:36,345
bu aslida bo'lgan
afyun uyasiga.
857
00:48:38,081 --> 00:48:40,616
- Va meni Google orqali qidirishdi.
-Mm-hmm.
858
00:48:45,355 --> 00:48:48,357
Men uni o'qimaganman.
859
00:48:48,359 --> 00:48:50,092
Sizning yangi qo'lyozmangiz.
860
00:48:53,363 --> 00:48:56,265
Xo'sh, Tomas,
buni qadrlayman.
861
00:49:02,973 --> 00:49:04,507
Xo'sh...
862
00:49:06,510 --> 00:49:09,111
... siz aytganingizda
Menda iste'dod bor edi ...
863
00:49:09,113 --> 00:49:12,114
Bu professional fikr edi.
864
00:49:15,420 --> 00:49:18,287
Bilmayman, odam. men...
865
00:49:18,289 --> 00:49:19,989
Siz dunyoni boshdan kechirdingiz.
866
00:49:19,991 --> 00:49:22,158
Men shunchaki Nyu-Yorkda yashayman.
867
00:49:22,160 --> 00:49:24,126
Nyu-York - bu dunyo.
868
00:49:24,128 --> 00:49:26,395
Men ko'p ish qilganim yo'q
hayotim bilan.
869
00:49:29,566 --> 00:49:33,302
Siz jinsiy aloqada bo'lgansiz
otangizning bekasi bilan.
870
00:49:33,304 --> 00:49:36,305
Bu nimadir deyman.
871
00:49:38,308 --> 00:49:40,743
Men yagona tirik bolamanmi?
Nyu-Yorkda?
872
00:49:46,149 --> 00:49:48,150
Siz.
873
00:50:06,371 --> 00:50:08,371
Hoy, men edi
kvartirangiz tashqarisida.
874
00:50:08,373 --> 00:50:10,039
Siz u erda emassiz.
875
00:50:10,041 --> 00:50:12,475
Men insholarni olib keldim.
Men sizga ko'rsatmoqchi edim.
876
00:50:52,682 --> 00:50:55,084
Siz u bilan uxladingizmi?
877
00:50:58,790 --> 00:51:00,790
Kim bilan?
878
00:51:04,394 --> 00:51:07,096
Johanna?
879
00:51:07,098 --> 00:51:09,365
Nega buni so'rayapsiz?
880
00:51:09,367 --> 00:51:12,535
Ular to'yni tark etishdi
biz qilgandek tez.
881
00:51:14,172 --> 00:51:16,172
Men e'tiborsiz bo'lishim mumkin,
lekin men ahmoq emasman.
882
00:51:16,174 --> 00:51:17,239
Nega g'amxo'rlik qilasiz?
883
00:51:17,241 --> 00:51:18,641
- Men shunchaki qilaman.
-Nega?
884
00:51:18,643 --> 00:51:20,376
Tomas.
885
00:51:20,378 --> 00:51:22,378
-Siz hasad qilyapsizmi?
-Yo'q.
886
00:51:22,380 --> 00:51:24,113
-Ishonching komilmi?
- Tomas.
887
00:51:24,115 --> 00:51:26,415
-Menimcha, siz hasad qilyapsiz.
-U bilan uxladingizmi?
888
00:51:26,417 --> 00:51:29,251
U otamning bekasi.
889
00:51:29,253 --> 00:51:31,287
Men buni qilaman deb o'ylaysizmi?
890
00:51:33,323 --> 00:51:35,124
Yo'q.
891
00:51:35,126 --> 00:51:36,859
rahmat.
892
00:51:39,296 --> 00:51:41,263
Siz shirinsiz.
893
00:51:41,265 --> 00:51:43,399
Siz ular kabi emassiz.
894
00:51:43,401 --> 00:51:45,534
-Kim kabi?
- Bu shahar.
895
00:51:54,444 --> 00:51:57,413
Men uni ko'rishni to'xtatishingizni xohlayman.
896
00:51:57,415 --> 00:51:59,415
--Keling,
Men oyog'imni qo'yaman.
897
00:51:59,417 --> 00:52:01,317
Menga aytolmaysiz
nima qilish kerak, Tomas.
898
00:52:01,319 --> 00:52:03,185
Menga baribir
agar oyog'ingiz pastda yoki yuqorida bo'lsa.
899
00:52:03,187 --> 00:52:04,887
Nega? Chunki senga baribir
biror narsa haqida?
900
00:52:04,889 --> 00:52:08,424
-Nima? - Albatta yo'q
har qanday narsaga g'amxo'rlik qilish.
901
00:52:08,426 --> 00:52:11,160
Oh, men endi nigilistman,
menmi?
902
00:52:14,599 --> 00:52:18,234
Men hech narsani bilmayman
siz haqingizda.
903
00:52:18,236 --> 00:52:20,236
Qayerda katta bo'ldingiz?
904
00:52:20,238 --> 00:52:22,771
Bruklin, Tomas.
Shuning uchun menda bunday aksent bor.
905
00:52:25,308 --> 00:52:27,309
Sport bilan shug'ullanganmisiz?
906
00:52:27,311 --> 00:52:30,613
Yo'q.
907
00:52:30,615 --> 00:52:32,715
Birinchi marta qachon jinsiy aloqada bo'lgansiz?
908
00:52:32,717 --> 00:52:35,784
Oh, xudoyim, gaplashamiz
hozir bolaligim haqida?
909
00:52:35,786 --> 00:52:38,854
Ha. Men sizni tanimoqchiman.
910
00:52:38,856 --> 00:52:41,757
Qayerda katta bo'ldingiz?
911
00:52:41,759 --> 00:52:43,926
Men Londonda o'sganman.
912
00:52:43,928 --> 00:52:46,395
Qaysi qism?
913
00:52:46,397 --> 00:52:49,398
Belsize parki.
914
00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:51,467
Va keyin Kilbern.
915
00:52:51,469 --> 00:52:53,602
Nima uchun harakat?
916
00:52:53,604 --> 00:52:57,339
Chunki Kilbern
shunchalik haqiqiyroq.
917
00:52:57,341 --> 00:52:58,807
Dadangiz nima qilardi?
918
00:53:01,811 --> 00:53:03,479
Dadangiz nima qilardi?
919
00:53:03,481 --> 00:53:07,483
U qurolni og'ziga soldi
va tetikni tortdi.
920
00:53:17,794 --> 00:53:19,795
Uzr so'rayman.
921
00:53:24,801 --> 00:53:26,802
bilmasdim.
922
00:53:30,807 --> 00:53:33,542
Nega men bilan uxlaysiz?
923
00:53:33,544 --> 00:53:35,311
Chunki men seni yaxshi ko'raman.
924
00:53:35,313 --> 00:53:38,581
Men haqimda nima yoqadi?
925
00:53:38,583 --> 00:53:40,950
Sizning aybsizligingiz.
926
00:53:40,952 --> 00:53:43,919
Siz hech qachon aybsiz bo'lganmisiz?
927
00:53:43,921 --> 00:53:45,654
Unutibman.
928
00:53:45,656 --> 00:53:48,657
Qo'ysangchi; qani endi. Menga ayting.
929
00:53:48,659 --> 00:53:50,659
Men bilmoqchiman
sen begunoh bo'lganing haqida.
930
00:53:50,661 --> 00:53:53,529
-Nega?
-Chunki bu g'oya menga yoqadi.
931
00:53:53,531 --> 00:53:56,298
Shunchalik pokiza odamni xohlasang,
nega men bilan birgasiz?
932
00:53:56,300 --> 00:53:58,300
Chunki men senga qayg'uraman.
933
00:54:02,305 --> 00:54:05,841
Menga qayg'urasizmi?
934
00:54:05,843 --> 00:54:08,410
Men hech kimga ahamiyat bermayman,
esingizdami?
935
00:54:10,714 --> 00:54:14,416
Lekin haqiqat bor edi
u ikkalasiga ham qayg'urardi.
936
00:54:14,418 --> 00:54:16,485
Va o'shanda u bildi
937
00:54:16,487 --> 00:54:18,821
bu tartibsizlik
faqat yomonlashadi.
938
00:54:18,823 --> 00:54:23,726
U toza tanaffus qilishi kerak edi,
Ethan bilan boshlanadi.
939
00:54:23,728 --> 00:54:26,462
U kutmagan narsa
940
00:54:26,464 --> 00:54:28,697
u juda ko'p taslim bo'ldi
o'tmishi
941
00:54:28,699 --> 00:54:30,566
kelajagidan voz kechish.
942
00:54:33,571 --> 00:54:37,573
Ularning hammasi harakatlanmoqda
Los-Anjelesga.
943
00:54:37,575 --> 00:54:39,975
Nyu-York, biz...
944
00:54:39,977 --> 00:54:43,445
Sizningcha
u uni sevib qolganmi?
945
00:54:43,447 --> 00:54:44,713
Buni to'xtatish kerak.
946
00:54:44,715 --> 00:54:47,049
Eh, sen va otang,
947
00:54:47,051 --> 00:54:49,918
azob chekasiz
bir xil kasallik.
948
00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:51,987
Johanna.
949
00:54:51,989 --> 00:54:56,058
"Iohannaning qarashlari
aqlimni zabt et."
950
00:54:56,060 --> 00:54:58,594
-Mm.
-Nega men haqimda yozyapsan?
951
00:55:01,464 --> 00:55:03,465
Men shunday qilaman.
952
00:55:03,467 --> 00:55:07,536
Men o'zim bilgan odamlar haqida yozaman
va keyin unga yupqa parda bering.
953
00:55:07,538 --> 00:55:09,672
Lekin nega men?
954
00:55:11,675 --> 00:55:13,542
Qarang, men...
955
00:55:13,544 --> 00:55:15,878
Men kvartira oldim
uydan chiqish uchun
956
00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:17,880
va yozing
butunlay boshqacha hikoya.
957
00:55:17,882 --> 00:55:20,349
Shunchaki, bunday bo'lmadi
duch keling, bilasizmi?
958
00:55:20,351 --> 00:55:22,618
- Va meniki qildi.
-Um...
959
00:55:22,620 --> 00:55:25,621
Va hamma narsa yaxshi kabi,
bu tasodifan sodir bo'ldi.
960
00:55:25,623 --> 00:55:28,691
men siz bilan uchrashdim. Endi menda 118 sahifa bor.
961
00:55:30,694 --> 00:55:32,561
Otamning nashriyoti,
962
00:55:32,563 --> 00:55:34,830
otishyapti
ertaga yubiley kechasi.
963
00:55:34,832 --> 00:55:36,632
Siz kelishingiz kerak.
964
00:55:38,635 --> 00:55:40,636
Yo'q.
965
00:55:40,638 --> 00:55:43,906
Siz bularning barchasi haqida eshitgansiz
odamlar, lekin siz ular bilan hech qachon uchrashmagansiz.
966
00:55:43,908 --> 00:55:47,509
Kitob uchun yaxshi bo'ling.
967
00:55:47,511 --> 00:55:48,644
Huh.
968
00:55:48,646 --> 00:55:51,980
Oyna toping. Pounce.
969
00:55:51,982 --> 00:55:53,982
Pounce.
970
00:56:13,570 --> 00:56:15,571
Men Nik bilan ajrashdim.
971
00:56:17,407 --> 00:56:19,408
Siz qildingizmi?
972
00:56:24,013 --> 00:56:27,750
Siz bo'lishingiz kerak
bundan ham hayajonlangan.
973
00:57:08,858 --> 00:57:10,859
Hey.
974
00:57:10,861 --> 00:57:12,995
Kelganingiz uchun rahmat.
975
00:57:12,997 --> 00:57:14,530
Bu ajoyib ziyofat.
976
00:57:14,532 --> 00:57:16,632
Ha. Har doim shunday.
977
00:57:16,634 --> 00:57:19,601
Qarang. Bu mening onam
va Mimi.
978
00:57:24,007 --> 00:57:26,542
U chiroyli.
979
00:57:26,544 --> 00:57:28,177
Mm. Men sizga aytdimki, u.
980
00:57:28,179 --> 00:57:30,512
haqida gapirgan edim
onang.
981
00:57:33,950 --> 00:57:35,517
Huh.
982
00:57:50,166 --> 00:57:51,633
Bu ajoyib.
983
00:57:51,635 --> 00:57:53,035
Bu ajoyib,
lekin menimcha, mumkin ...
984
00:57:53,037 --> 00:57:54,470
Kechirasiz.
985
00:57:54,472 --> 00:57:55,804
kelishingni hohlayman
kimdir bilan tanishish.
986
00:57:55,806 --> 00:57:58,073
Oh! Biz kim bilan uchrashamiz?
987
00:57:58,075 --> 00:57:59,942
- Biz yangi do'stim bilan uchrashamiz.
- Yangi do'stingiz.
988
00:57:59,944 --> 00:58:01,510
-Yaxshi, men qaytaman.
-Kechirasiz. Ko'rishguncha.
989
00:58:01,512 --> 00:58:02,511
Men hali qaytaman.
990
00:58:07,116 --> 00:58:09,117
U hozirgina shu yerda edi.
991
00:58:09,119 --> 00:58:10,919
U edi?
992
00:58:10,921 --> 00:58:12,988
Oh, yaxshi, men u bilan keyinroq uchrashaman.
993
00:58:12,990 --> 00:58:15,123
-Qo'ysangchi; qani endi. U hozirgina shu yerda edi.
- Oh, bu Diana.
994
00:58:28,071 --> 00:58:33,809
"Men pastga qaradim
baland derazalardan shahar.
995
00:58:33,811 --> 00:58:37,880
"Unda shunday
bu buyuk binolar
996
00:58:37,882 --> 00:58:42,251
"Haqiqatni yo'qoting va davom eting
ularning sehrli kuchlari.
997
00:58:45,088 --> 00:58:50,826
"Olov kvadratlari va kvadratlari
o'rnating va efirga kesib oling.
998
00:58:50,828 --> 00:58:53,762
Mana bizning she'riyatimiz, chunki..."
999
00:58:53,764 --> 00:58:57,032
“Chunki biz pastga tushdik
yulduzlar bizning xohishimizga ko'ra."
1000
00:58:57,034 --> 00:58:58,767
"Bizning xohishimiz bilan."
1001
00:58:58,769 --> 00:59:00,569
Ezra funt.
1002
00:59:02,572 --> 00:59:04,706
Johanna, men taxmin qilyapman.
1003
00:59:04,708 --> 00:59:07,109
Biz uchrashmaganmiz, shunday emasmi?
1004
00:59:07,111 --> 00:59:10,579
Yo'q, lekin men sizni juda yaxshi bilaman.
1005
00:59:10,581 --> 00:59:14,850
Va men bilaman
Siz zavqlanayotganingizni
1006
00:59:14,852 --> 00:59:17,119
va u yosh va oson.
1007
00:59:17,121 --> 00:59:21,323
Lekin siz men bilan shug'ullanishga majbur qilasiz
agar u yara qilsa.
1008
00:59:25,194 --> 00:59:29,064
Menga yoqmaydi
g'alati suhbatlar ...
1009
00:59:29,066 --> 00:59:31,066
Shunday qilib, men hozir ketaman.
1010
01:00:00,964 --> 01:00:02,965
Men bir soniyada qaytaman.
1011
01:00:10,039 --> 01:00:12,040
Hey.
1012
01:00:12,042 --> 01:00:13,976
Uh...
1013
01:00:13,978 --> 01:00:16,244
Nima?
1014
01:00:16,246 --> 01:00:18,947
Men, albatta, kerak deb o'ylayman
bir-biringizni ko'rishni to'xtating.
1015
01:00:20,917 --> 01:00:22,684
- Tomas.
-Nima?
1016
01:00:22,686 --> 01:00:25,120
Yomon ko'rinadi. Qani.
1017
01:00:25,122 --> 01:00:28,924
Men tugatayotgan edim
otangiz bilan ham.
1018
01:00:28,926 --> 01:00:31,193
Va chunki emas
men unga parvo qilmadim.
1019
01:00:31,195 --> 01:00:34,663
Men haqiqatan ham shunday qilaman.
Men unga juda g'amxo'rlik qilaman.
1020
01:00:34,665 --> 01:00:37,366
Ammo, Tomas,
Gap shundaki, u taklif qildi.
1021
01:00:37,368 --> 01:00:39,067
Nima?
1022
01:00:39,069 --> 01:00:42,270
Va men ha dedim.
1023
01:00:42,272 --> 01:00:44,206
Yo'q.
1024
01:00:44,208 --> 01:00:46,141
-Yo'q, yo'q. - Iltimos, yo'q
bu buzuvchi bo'lishini xohlayman.
1025
01:00:46,143 --> 01:00:48,677
- Buzg'unchimi? U qilmaydi
uni qoldiring. - To'xta, to'xta, to'xta.
1026
01:00:48,679 --> 01:00:50,379
Men bunga yo'l qo'ymayman.
1027
01:00:50,381 --> 01:00:52,381
Yo'q, bu
hamma uchun eng yaxshi narsa.
1028
01:00:52,383 --> 01:00:53,949
- Kim uchun?
- Hamma uchun.
1029
01:00:53,951 --> 01:00:55,651
Judith bo'ladi
ancha yaxshi.
1030
01:00:55,653 --> 01:00:56,885
U endi azob chekmaydi
1031
01:00:56,887 --> 01:00:58,687
og'irlik ostida
o'lik nikohdan.
1032
01:00:58,689 --> 01:01:00,288
U qichqiriqni boshdan kechirmoqda ...
U shunchaki o'tmoqda
1033
01:01:00,290 --> 01:01:02,024
dahshatli inqiroz,
hammasi shu.
1034
01:01:02,026 --> 01:01:03,859
Qani, unday emas
shunchalik qiyin bo'lishi kerak.
1035
01:01:03,861 --> 01:01:06,228
Iltimos, bu erda hamma g'alaba qozonishi mumkin.
1036
01:01:06,230 --> 01:01:08,697
Xudo xato qildi
u seni go'zal qilganida.
1037
01:01:08,699 --> 01:01:10,365
Xo'sh, Xudoning xatosi
otangga uylanyapti.
1038
01:01:10,367 --> 01:01:12,134
Hali yo'q.
1039
01:01:12,136 --> 01:01:14,403
Qarang, sizdan so'rasam bo'ladimi?
bitta narsa?
1040
01:01:14,405 --> 01:01:17,773
Agar bularning birortasi chiqsa, kim
xafa bo'ladi deb o'ylaysizmi?
1041
01:01:17,775 --> 01:01:19,041
Bu men emas.
1042
01:01:19,043 --> 01:01:20,842
--Bu Ethan emas.
1043
01:01:20,844 --> 01:01:23,378
Qanday qilib qo'nishni ikkalamiz ham bilamiz
oyoqlarimizda. Va bu siz emas.
1044
01:01:23,380 --> 01:01:25,447
- Siz juda yoshsiz.
-Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
1045
01:01:25,449 --> 01:01:28,450
Bir kishi bor... bitta
halok bo'ladigan odam,
1046
01:01:28,452 --> 01:01:30,118
va bu kimligini ikkalamiz ham bilamiz.
1047
01:01:30,120 --> 01:01:31,887
Nima deb o'ylaysiz
sodir bo'ladimi?
1048
01:01:31,889 --> 01:01:33,855
Siz turmush qurishingiz mumkin deb o'ylaysiz,
ega bo'lishi mumkin deb o'ylaysiz
1049
01:01:33,857 --> 01:01:36,024
majburiy ikkinchi oila
va bundan keyin ham baxtli yashang
1050
01:01:36,026 --> 01:01:37,426
orzular dunyosidami?
1051
01:01:37,428 --> 01:01:39,995
Xo'sh, aniq
bunday bo'lishi mumkin emas.
1052
01:01:39,997 --> 01:01:43,331
Bu nimani anglatishi kerak?
1053
01:01:43,333 --> 01:01:45,400
- Kutib turing, bu nima
degani kerakmi? -Hey.
1054
01:01:45,402 --> 01:01:47,402
Bu nimani anglatishi kerak?
1055
01:01:47,404 --> 01:01:49,137
To'xtating.
1056
01:01:52,742 --> 01:01:55,210
- To'xta, Tomas. Qo'ysangchi; qani endi.
- Unga hammasini aytib beraman.
1057
01:01:55,212 --> 01:01:57,946
- Men unga aytaman. qilmang...
- Tomas.
1058
01:02:49,332 --> 01:02:50,932
Tomas!
1059
01:02:52,935 --> 01:02:55,871
Tomas, nima qilyapsan?
1060
01:02:55,873 --> 01:02:57,072
Yomg'ir yog'yapti.
1061
01:03:01,978 --> 01:03:03,945
Um...
1062
01:03:03,947 --> 01:03:05,347
Mayli.
1063
01:03:07,483 --> 01:03:09,251
men...
1064
01:03:09,253 --> 01:03:12,220
Men Nik bilan ajrashdim...
1065
01:03:12,222 --> 01:03:15,223
Chunki Xorvatiyaga kirganman.
1066
01:03:16,425 --> 01:03:19,261
Va men bilan kelishingizni xohlayman.
1067
01:03:29,839 --> 01:03:31,973
Men Yoxanna bilan uxladim.
1068
01:03:34,243 --> 01:03:35,544
Yo'q.
1069
01:03:35,546 --> 01:03:39,014
Siz bunday emassiz.
1070
01:03:39,016 --> 01:03:42,017
- Va men shunday deb o'yladim
unga oshiq. -Mm-mm.
1071
01:03:44,287 --> 01:03:46,288
Siz zo'rsiz.
1072
01:03:50,593 --> 01:03:52,994
Yo'q, Mimi, men yaxshi emasman.
1073
01:03:58,901 --> 01:04:00,268
Mimi!
1074
01:04:01,404 --> 01:04:03,004
Mimi!
1075
01:04:09,912 --> 01:04:12,347
Uzr so'rayman.
1076
01:04:12,349 --> 01:04:15,550
Siz ham ular kabisiz.
1077
01:04:15,552 --> 01:04:17,552
Ular g'alaba qozondi, Tomas.
1078
01:04:17,554 --> 01:04:20,155
Xudo, ular jinni
sizni bankrot qildi.
1079
01:05:39,503 --> 01:05:41,937
-Hey. - Tomas!
Kecha tunni shu yerda o'tkazdingizmi?
1080
01:05:41,939 --> 01:05:43,605
Ha.
1081
01:05:43,607 --> 01:05:47,642
Xo'sh, bu eng yaxshi partiya edi
bu kenta yillar davomida tashlagan.
1082
01:05:47,644 --> 01:05:50,312
Hamma mast edi - va
nafaqat ichkilikboz do'stlarimiz,
1083
01:05:50,314 --> 01:05:52,247
lekin hamma.
1084
01:05:52,249 --> 01:05:54,416
- Nega tunni o'tkazdingiz?
1085
01:05:54,418 --> 01:05:56,418
Bilmadim.
1086
01:05:56,420 --> 01:06:00,255
Men shunchaki... uyga qaytmoqchi edim.
1087
01:06:00,257 --> 01:06:02,257
Xafa bo'ldingizmi?
1088
01:06:04,660 --> 01:06:06,661
Bu haqda menga ayting.
1089
01:06:09,131 --> 01:06:11,266
Nima?
1090
01:06:11,268 --> 01:06:13,535
Bu qiz haqidami?
1091
01:06:13,537 --> 01:06:16,705
Va men sizning onangizman, shuning uchun ...
1092
01:06:16,707 --> 01:06:19,407
Ishlar chigallashib ketdi,
va...
1093
01:06:19,409 --> 01:06:21,543
Men garovga olmoqchiman.
1094
01:06:23,446 --> 01:06:26,548
Lekin men qila olmayman.
1095
01:06:26,550 --> 01:06:28,550
Xo'sh, keyin bilasiz.
1096
01:06:31,220 --> 01:06:36,157
Yagona yo'l... o'tish.
1097
01:06:36,159 --> 01:06:37,692
To'g'rimi?
1098
01:06:39,762 --> 01:06:41,563
Ota qayerda?
1099
01:06:41,565 --> 01:06:43,431
U erta ketdi.
1100
01:06:43,433 --> 01:06:46,568
U borishi kerakligini aytdi
ofisga boring va ba'zi fayllarni oling.
1101
01:06:46,570 --> 01:06:50,171
U borga o'xshaydi
qanday narsaga erishdim...
1102
01:07:08,357 --> 01:07:10,358
Tomas?
1103
01:07:18,334 --> 01:07:20,735
-Dada?
- Tomas. Huh.
1104
01:07:20,737 --> 01:07:22,637
- Gaplashishimiz kerak.
-Mm-hmm.
1105
01:07:22,639 --> 01:07:24,339
bor...
Ba'zi narsalar bor
1106
01:07:24,341 --> 01:07:25,607
- Siz buni bilmasligingiz uchun ...
- Tomas, qilmang.
1107
01:07:25,609 --> 01:07:27,609
- Yo'q.
-...Bilish kerak bo'lgan narsa.
1108
01:07:29,645 --> 01:07:32,680
Johanna.
1109
01:07:32,682 --> 01:07:34,816
Ikkingiz bir-biringizni bilasizmi?
1110
01:07:34,818 --> 01:07:36,351
Ha.
1111
01:07:38,487 --> 01:07:40,355
Nima?
1112
01:07:40,357 --> 01:07:42,290
Xo'sh, Ethan,
Gap shundaki, bu ...
1113
01:07:42,292 --> 01:07:43,691
U menga ergashdi.
1114
01:07:43,693 --> 01:07:46,161
Siz unga ergashdingizmi?
1115
01:07:47,630 --> 01:07:49,631
Bu men qilgan hamma narsa emas.
1116
01:07:56,105 --> 01:07:58,406
Kechirasiz, men...
1117
01:07:58,408 --> 01:07:59,808
Men tushunmayapman.
1118
01:08:05,381 --> 01:08:07,382
Biz birga uxladik.
1119
01:08:07,384 --> 01:08:09,717
Va faqat bir marta emas.
1120
01:08:11,654 --> 01:08:13,655
Nima?
1121
01:08:32,876 --> 01:08:35,477
Seni jinni, sen!
1122
01:08:35,479 --> 01:08:37,345
- Men sizni to'g'ri qildim!
- Yo'q, dam oling!
1123
01:08:37,347 --> 01:08:38,746
- Hech qanday tasavvuringiz yo'q!
-Rohatlaning!
1124
01:08:38,748 --> 01:08:40,582
Sizning fikringiz yo'q!
1125
01:08:51,327 --> 01:08:53,294
Oh.
1126
01:08:59,302 --> 01:09:00,568
Oh.
1127
01:09:12,748 --> 01:09:14,749
Men sizga loyiqman.
1128
01:09:44,213 --> 01:09:46,548
--Uzr so'rayman.
1129
01:09:48,551 --> 01:09:50,552
Hammamiz kechiramiz, Tomas.
1130
01:09:53,489 --> 01:09:55,490
Men uni haqiqatan ham sevaman.
1131
01:10:03,667 --> 01:10:06,234
Va u sizni to'g'ri qildi.
1132
01:10:08,237 --> 01:10:09,971
Siz bilganingizdan ham ko'proq.
1133
01:10:15,511 --> 01:10:17,912
Xayr, Tomas.
1134
01:11:31,855 --> 01:11:33,855
Siz tugatdingizmi?
1135
01:11:37,326 --> 01:11:39,460
Men qildim.
1136
01:11:39,462 --> 01:11:41,462
Bu haqda menga ayting.
1137
01:11:45,334 --> 01:11:48,469
Menga "yagona" haqida gapirib bering
Nyu-Yorkda yashayotgan bola."
1138
01:11:53,809 --> 01:11:56,477
Uh, yaxshi...
1139
01:12:02,385 --> 01:12:05,620
Taxminan uch kishi...
rassomlar...
1140
01:12:05,622 --> 01:12:07,622
Va ajoyib do'stlar.
1141
01:12:10,025 --> 01:12:13,528
Ulardan biri
chiroyli yosh qiz.
1142
01:12:13,530 --> 01:12:15,063
Qolgan ikkitasi...
1143
01:12:15,065 --> 01:12:18,066
Bir san'atkorda iste'dod bor,
boshqasi yo'q.
1144
01:12:18,068 --> 01:12:20,668
Bilasizmi,
u qanchalik urinmasin,
1145
01:12:20,670 --> 01:12:23,037
va muhim emas
u buni qanchalik xohlaydi,
1146
01:12:23,039 --> 01:12:25,506
u shunchaki...
1147
01:12:25,508 --> 01:12:27,809
Xo'sh, uni xudo o'pmagan
shu tarzda.
1148
01:12:27,811 --> 01:12:29,944
Ammo uning qizi bor.
1149
01:12:29,946 --> 01:12:33,514
Ha. Va ular turmush qurishdi,
1150
01:12:33,516 --> 01:12:37,085
va ular rejalashtirishadi
oila qurish uchun.
1151
01:12:37,087 --> 01:12:40,054
Faqat ularda bor
bir oz muammo.
1152
01:12:40,056 --> 01:12:42,724
U bepusht.
1153
01:12:42,726 --> 01:12:45,660
Va ular so'rashadi
yordam uchun ularning iste'dodli do'sti?
1154
01:12:47,663 --> 01:12:50,398
Ha, sizda qobiliyat bor
hikoya uchun, Tomas.
1155
01:12:51,834 --> 01:12:54,435
Men otamdan olaman.
1156
01:12:54,437 --> 01:12:55,937
Uh-uh.
1157
01:13:05,447 --> 01:13:07,548
Shunday qilib...
1158
01:13:07,550 --> 01:13:11,953
Demak, ular rassomlar va ular
in vitro dan foydalanishni xohlamayman,
1159
01:13:11,955 --> 01:13:14,956
shuning uchun ular bilan ketishadi
arzon shisha kabernet
1160
01:13:14,958 --> 01:13:18,626
va, uh, ba'zi quaaludes
va Simon va Garfunkel rekordi,
1161
01:13:18,628 --> 01:13:20,628
va uchtasi qaror qiladi ...
1162
01:13:20,630 --> 01:13:23,498
Va-va... erniki
yaxshimi?
1163
01:13:23,500 --> 01:13:26,434
Xo'sh, ular foydalanmoqchi
ular biladigan kishi,
1164
01:13:26,436 --> 01:13:28,903
ular sevadigan kishi.
1165
01:13:28,905 --> 01:13:33,107
Xo'sh, va, albatta,
iste'dodli rassom,
1166
01:13:33,109 --> 01:13:37,712
u, uh, u xushomadgo'y,
va, albatta, u rozi bo'ladi.
1167
01:13:39,615 --> 01:13:42,150
Va, u va ...
1168
01:13:42,152 --> 01:13:44,652
Chiroyli qiz...
1169
01:13:49,058 --> 01:13:51,459
...ular...
1170
01:13:51,461 --> 01:13:54,796
Uh, ular shahar ko'chalarida yurishadi
o'sha kecha...
1171
01:13:54,798 --> 01:13:56,063
Soatlarga.
1172
01:13:56,065 --> 01:13:59,500
Ularning ikkalasi ham juda asabiy.
1173
01:13:59,502 --> 01:14:03,004
Va ular tugaydi
Vashington maydonidagi parkda ...
1174
01:14:05,140 --> 01:14:08,643
... ular raqsga tushadigan joyda ...
1175
01:14:08,645 --> 01:14:12,613
Musiqasiz.
1176
01:14:15,050 --> 01:14:17,618
Qolganlari esa oson keladi.
1177
01:14:20,757 --> 01:14:22,623
Va u uni sevadimi?
1178
01:14:22,625 --> 01:14:26,494
Ha, u... qiladi. Mm.
1179
01:14:26,496 --> 01:14:29,497
Shu daqiqada,
qilishini tushunadi.
1180
01:14:36,772 --> 01:14:39,774
Uh, ma'lum bo'lishicha, ...
1181
01:14:39,776 --> 01:14:43,911
Bu go'zal qiz,
1182
01:14:43,913 --> 01:14:46,080
u tug'adi
ajoyib o'g'liga,
1183
01:14:46,082 --> 01:14:49,951
va eri san'atdan voz kechdi,
1184
01:14:49,953 --> 01:14:52,820
juda muvaffaqiyatli bo'ladi
san'at sotuvchisi.
1185
01:14:52,822 --> 01:14:55,823
Va boshqa rassom?
1186
01:14:59,595 --> 01:15:03,064
U bolaning o'sishini kuzatadi
uzoqdan, a?
1187
01:15:04,833 --> 01:15:07,835
O'z iste'dodini tirik ko'radi
bu bolada.
1188
01:15:11,940 --> 01:15:16,878
U juda xohlaydi
o'g'li bilan bog'lanish uchun ...
1189
01:15:16,880 --> 01:15:18,880
Va unga hamma narsani ayting.
1190
01:15:23,018 --> 01:15:26,020
Va tarbiyalash
uning iste'dodi, bilasizmi?
1191
01:15:34,229 --> 01:15:37,698
Lekin, albatta,
u hech qachon aloqa qilmaydi.
1192
01:15:40,702 --> 01:15:43,571
Qachonki...
1193
01:15:43,573 --> 01:15:46,841
U qaror qilmaguncha
hammasini keyingi kitobiga aylantirish uchun.
1194
01:16:01,857 --> 01:16:03,858
--Hammasi joyida.
1195
01:16:23,345 --> 01:16:24,879
Onam.
1196
01:16:33,088 --> 01:16:35,089
Tomas.
1197
01:16:37,292 --> 01:16:38,926
U sizga nima dedi?
1198
01:16:38,928 --> 01:16:41,295
Hamma narsa.
1199
01:16:43,899 --> 01:16:45,900
Bu yerda ustara qidiryapsizmi?
1200
01:16:45,902 --> 01:16:47,902
Bo'sh tabletka idishlari?
1201
01:16:50,339 --> 01:16:52,039
Oʻtiring.
1202
01:16:59,915 --> 01:17:02,683
Siz nimani bilasiz, Tomas?
1203
01:17:02,685 --> 01:17:05,920
Bilaman...
1204
01:17:05,922 --> 01:17:08,089
Nega olib yurganingizni bilaman
juda ko'p ayb.
1205
01:17:11,326 --> 01:17:13,661
Bilaman, men...
1206
01:17:13,663 --> 01:17:15,663
Sizni allaqachon kechiring.
1207
01:17:15,665 --> 01:17:17,098
Bilaman sevib qolgansan
kimdir bilan
1208
01:17:17,100 --> 01:17:19,200
ko'rmagansiz
25 yildan ortiq vaqt ichida.
1209
01:17:19,202 --> 01:17:22,269
Va siz daryo bo'yidagi parkga borasiz
har kuni uning kitoblarini o'qish uchun.
1210
01:17:22,271 --> 01:17:25,239
bilaman.
Bilaman va hammasi joyida.
1211
01:17:28,944 --> 01:17:31,212
-Kim aytdi sizga?
- U qildi.
1212
01:17:31,214 --> 01:17:32,947
Julian. W.F.
1213
01:17:32,949 --> 01:17:34,882
Uni qanday chaqirishni xohlasangiz.
1214
01:17:34,884 --> 01:17:37,351
U o'layaptimi?
1215
01:17:38,388 --> 01:17:40,087
U o'lmayapti.
1216
01:17:40,089 --> 01:17:42,957
- Yo'qmi?
-Xavotir olmang, u o'layotgani yo'q.
1217
01:17:42,959 --> 01:17:45,126
U yaxshi. U shunchaki...
1218
01:17:45,128 --> 01:17:46,861
Bilmayman, u charchagan.
1219
01:17:46,863 --> 01:17:48,429
U yolg'iz deb o'ylang.
1220
01:17:50,432 --> 01:17:53,434
Bu mening fikrim edi
sizga aytmoqchi emasman, Ethanniki emas.
1221
01:17:53,436 --> 01:17:55,836
-Sen buni bilishing kerak.
-Xop.
1222
01:17:55,838 --> 01:17:57,872
Siz meni himoya qilmoqchi edingiz.
1223
01:17:57,874 --> 01:18:00,408
Ha, va...
1224
01:18:00,410 --> 01:18:03,411
Va men buni bilardim
bilsangiz,
1225
01:18:03,413 --> 01:18:05,279
bo'lardi
Hayotimga qayt,
1226
01:18:05,281 --> 01:18:07,381
va keyin hamma narsa
axlatga ketardi.
1227
01:18:07,383 --> 01:18:09,917
Xo'sh, hammasi barbod bo'ldi
o'z-o'zidan, shuning uchun ...
1228
01:18:12,154 --> 01:18:14,021
Ha, menimcha.
1229
01:18:24,866 --> 01:18:27,134
U keksami?
1230
01:18:29,304 --> 01:18:30,738
U tartibsiz.
1231
01:18:30,740 --> 01:18:34,275
Ha, u har doim shunday edi.
1232
01:18:34,277 --> 01:18:36,277
Odamning tozalanmagan to'shagi.
1233
01:18:37,746 --> 01:18:39,747
"Erkakning tozalanmagan to'shagi."
1234
01:18:41,150 --> 01:18:42,750
Menga yoqyapti.
1235
01:18:42,752 --> 01:18:44,885
Sen ... kerak.
1236
01:18:44,887 --> 01:18:47,488
Otangiz yozgan.
1237
01:19:22,058 --> 01:19:23,491
Biz yopiqmiz.
1238
01:19:26,362 --> 01:19:28,362
Kechirasiz, deb o'yladim
eshikni yopdim.
1239
01:19:35,070 --> 01:19:37,938
-Hey.
-Hey.
1240
01:19:37,940 --> 01:19:39,940
Men tez kelaman.
1241
01:19:39,942 --> 01:19:41,342
Men qaysi kitobni xohlayotganimni bilaman.
1242
01:19:41,344 --> 01:19:42,543
Albatta.
1243
01:19:47,483 --> 01:19:49,016
Hmm.
1244
01:19:49,018 --> 01:19:52,253
Nima deb o'yladingiz?
1245
01:19:52,255 --> 01:19:54,255
Xizmatga yaroqli.
1246
01:19:55,858 --> 01:19:57,958
Siz yolg'on gapiryapsiz
meni yaxshi his qilish uchun.
1247
01:19:59,995 --> 01:20:03,097
Meni hayratga solgan xarakter
eng ko'p otasi edi.
1248
01:20:07,369 --> 01:20:08,969
Qaysi biri?
1249
01:20:10,839 --> 01:20:13,007
Qochib ketmagan.
1250
01:20:18,847 --> 01:20:20,181
Mimiga nima bo'ldi?
1251
01:20:20,183 --> 01:20:21,916
U hali ham Xorvatiyada.
1252
01:20:21,918 --> 01:20:23,284
U stipendiya oldi.
1253
01:20:23,286 --> 01:20:25,452
Men o'ylamayman
u qaytib keladi.
1254
01:20:25,454 --> 01:20:28,155
Oh.
1255
01:20:28,157 --> 01:20:30,157
Vikingdan javob eshitdingizmi?
1256
01:20:30,159 --> 01:20:31,992
Ha, bu pas edi.
1257
01:20:31,994 --> 01:20:33,928
Uzr so'rayman.
1258
01:20:33,930 --> 01:20:36,263
Men qilishimni xohlaysiz
bir nechta qo'ng'iroqlar?
1259
01:20:38,266 --> 01:20:40,267
Yo'q.
1260
01:20:40,269 --> 01:20:42,136
Men yangi narsani boshlamoqchiman.
1261
01:20:42,138 --> 01:20:43,938
Menda bir fikr bor.
1262
01:20:43,940 --> 01:20:47,007
Xo'sh, bu yaxshi.
1263
01:20:47,009 --> 01:20:49,009
Siz hali ham Yoxanna bilan gaplashyapsizmi?
1264
01:20:49,011 --> 01:20:50,411
Yo'q.
1265
01:20:53,048 --> 01:20:55,049
- Menga aldayapsizmi?
-Ha.
1266
01:20:57,553 --> 01:20:59,053
-Onang yaxshimi?
- U yaxshi.
1267
01:20:59,055 --> 01:21:01,222
U chekishni tashladi.
1268
01:21:01,224 --> 01:21:03,557
Yozishni boshladi
yana artnews uchun.
1269
01:21:03,559 --> 01:21:05,292
-Juda yaxshi.
-Ha.
1270
01:21:05,294 --> 01:21:06,894
Uning bugun kechqurun uchrashuvi bor.
1271
01:21:06,896 --> 01:21:08,896
Oh, unga yaxshi.
1272
01:21:10,565 --> 01:21:12,199
- Haqiqatan ham.
1273
01:21:14,202 --> 01:21:15,903
"Eng yaxshisi har qanday ishonchdan mahrum,
1274
01:21:15,905 --> 01:21:18,973
eng yomonlari esa to'la
ehtirosli intensivlik".
1275
01:21:18,975 --> 01:21:22,309
--Ha shunday dedi,
lekin Lou Rid ham shunday qildi.