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[Trump] So, my people came in.
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They have extraordinary
decorator sense, right?
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Let me just see some of the pictures.
That's a good one.
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I could live with him.
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I could live with George Washington,
I can tell you.
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I could live with Thomas Jefferson.
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I could live with most of 'em.
They took a very safe route.
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They didn't...
They don't have any bad ones up there.
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- [Reporter] Withdrawing from...
- [Trump] What is this one?
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[Reporter] Withdrawing from
the World Health Organization, sir.
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- [Trump] Ooh! That's a big one.
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We have 350, depend...
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We have... Nobody knows what we have
because so many people came in illegally.
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But let's say we have...325.
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They had 1.4 billion.
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They were paying 39 million.
We were paying 500 million.
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Seemed a little unfair to me.
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So, that wasn't the reason,
but I dropped out.
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They offered me to come back
for 39 million.
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In theory, it should be less than that,
but you know.
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Uh...
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And when Biden came back,
they came back for 500 million.
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He knew that you could have come back
for 39 million.
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They wanted us back so badly.
So, we'll see what happens.
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- [Reporter] Mr President...
- Pretty sad, though. Think of it.
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China pays 39 million,
and we pay 500 million,
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and China's...a bigger country.
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[Reporter 2] Mr President, you spoke about
inflation today in your remarks.
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What actions are you taking today
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that will have
a direct impact for Americans
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on their everyday costs,
to bring the costs down?
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The biggest thing, factor,
for inflation is energy.
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They screwed up my energy policy,
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and then they went back to it.
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They hurt it really badly,
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and then they went back to it
and they started drilling more.
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But by that time, it was too late.
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Uh, many of these things
that we're signing, and that...
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We take a lot from them.
So, you know, we have, like,
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a $300 billion deficit
with the European Union.
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So, we'll straighten that out
with either tariffs,
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or they have to buy our oil.
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The one thing they can do...
Well, oil or gas.
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The one thing they can do
to catch up quickly, buy our oil or gas.
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- [Reporter 2] Will you travel...?
- And they should do that.
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[Reporter 2]
Will you travel to China this year?
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Yeah, could be.
I've had the invite.
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- Did President Xi invite you?
- I would do it, yeah.
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[Reporter 3] Talking about the
European Union and the tariffs,
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what do you mean when you say that
the European Union conflict
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makes us part of BRICS?
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- [Trump] That it what?
- [Reporter 3] BRICS.
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Oh, BRICS.
No, I was talking about BRICS.
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BRICS is six nations.
I think it's seven nations,
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and they were looking to do a number
on the United States.
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And if they do that...
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they won't be happy
about what's gonna happen to them.
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[Reporter 4] Are you still considering
a universal tariff, Mr President,
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on all countries?
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I may, yeah,
but we're not ready for that yet.
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They outsmarted China.
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And, you know, we sort of like that.
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It’s okay. They've done a great job.
A lot of 'em. Not all of 'em.
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[Aide] Protecting women from
radical gender ideology, sir.
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Oh!
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[Music - "Vermeer" by DOOR EATER]
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[Guttural growl]
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♪ The bonds between ourselves
and another person
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♪ Exist only in our minds
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♪ Memory, as it grows fainter,
loosens them
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♪ And notwithstanding the illusion
by which we want to be duped
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♪ And which, out of love
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♪ Friendship, politeness
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♪ Deference, duty
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♪ We dupe other people
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♪ We
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♪ Exist
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♪ Alone
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♪ Man is the creature
who cannot escape from himself
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♪ Who knows other people only in himself
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♪ And when he asserts the contrary
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♪ He is lying... ♪
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[Guttural grunting, growling]
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[Guttural shriek]
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♪ The bonds between ourselves
and another person
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♪ Exist only in our minds
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♪ We
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♪ Exist
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♪ Alone
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♪ But sometimes
illumination comes to our rescue
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♪ At the very moment when all seems lost
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♪ We have knocked at every door
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♪ And they open on nothing until, at last
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♪ We stumble unconsciously
against the only one
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♪ The only one
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♪ Through which we can enter
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♪ The kingdom we have sought
in vain a hundred years
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♪ And
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♪ It
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♪ Opens
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♪ I felt myself still reliving a past
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♪ Which was no longer anything more
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♪ Than the history of another person
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♪ In all countries
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♪ Fools outnumber the rest
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♪ In all countries
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♪ Fools outnumber the rest
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♪ All that we can say is that
everything is arranged in this life
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♪ As though we entered it
carrying the burden of obligations
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♪ Contracted in a former life
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♪ There is no reason inherent
in the conditions of life on this earth
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♪ That can make us consider ourselves
obligated to do good
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♪ To be fastidious, to be polite, even
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♪ Nor make the talented artist
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♪ Consider himself obligated
to begin over again
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♪ A score of times, a piece of work,
the admiration aroused
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♪ Which will matter little
to his body devoured by worms
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♪ Like the patch of yellow wall
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♪ Painted with so much knowledge and skill
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♪ By an artist who must
forever remain unknown
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♪ And is barely identified
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♪ Under the name Vermeer
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♪ All these obligations
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♪ Which have not their sanction
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♪ In our present life
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♪ Seem to belong to a different world
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♪ Founded upon kindness
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♪ Scrupulosity
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♪ Self-sacrifice
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♪ A world entirely different
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♪ From this
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♪ Which we leave
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♪ In order to be born
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♪ Into this world
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♪ Before perhaps returning to the other
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♪ To live once again
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♪ Beneath the sway
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♪ Of those unknown laws
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♪ Which we have obeyed
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♪ Because we bore their precepts
in our hearts
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♪ Knowing not
whose hand had traced them there
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♪ Those laws to which every profound work
of the intellect brings us nearer
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♪ And which are invisible only -
and still - to fools
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♪ My sole consolation
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♪ When I went upstairs for the night
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♪ Was that Mamma would come in
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♪ And kiss me after I was in bed
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♪ But this good night
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♪ Lasted for so short a time
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♪ She went down again so soon
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♪ That the moment in which
I heard her climb the stairs
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♪ And caught the sound
of her garden dress of blue muslin
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♪ From which hung
little tassels of plaited straw
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♪ Rustling along
the double-doored corridor
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♪ Was, for me, a moment of the utmost pain
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♪ For it heralded
the moment which was to follow it
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♪ When she would have left me
and gone downstairs again
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♪ Love
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♪ Is a striking example
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♪ Of how little reality means to us
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♪ The bonds between ourselves
and another person
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♪ Exist only in our minds
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♪ Memory, as it grows fainter,
loosens them
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♪ And notwithstanding the illusion
by which we want to be duped
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♪ And which, out of love
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♪ Friendship, politeness
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♪ Deference, duty
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♪ We dupe other people
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♪ We exist alone
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♪ We exist alone
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♪ Man is the creature
who cannot escape from himself
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♪ Who knows other people only in himself
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♪ And when he asserts the contrary,
he is lying
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♪ He
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♪ Sat there
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♪ Silent
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♪ Watching
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♪ Their love
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♪ Expire. ♪
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[Music concludes]
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..energy in their vessel.
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And now I would like for all of you
to take a deep breath in.
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Feel the air filling your vessel.
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And as you exhale, imagine the shape
that your energy is taking.
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We're gonna do this
a couple of times now.
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First...deep in.
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[All inhale]
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[Penelope] Hold it...
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and release.
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And as you're releasing,
imagine the energy taking shape.
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The first pose
that we're going to work with
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is the tabletop pose.
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So, if everybody could turn
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and use your legs and your arms
like a tabletop.
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Like this.
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Arch back, forward, into a child's pose.
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And as we do that,
we're gonna stretch forward...
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into the tabletop.
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And bend your back,
arch your back all the way down.
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[Soft groaning]
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[Penelope] And back.
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And as we're doing this,
remember to breathe in...
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hold...
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..and release as we change.
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We need to always...
We always wanna keep in mind
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just the shape that your energy is taking
as you do this.
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We're gonna do that
three or four more times.
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Breathing deeply,
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inhaling as we pull back,
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and then exhaling as we move forward.
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[Deep, slow breathing]
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[Strained groan]
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[Penelope] Perfect.
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Now, what we're gonna do next
is we're gonna work on
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what's called the downward-facing dog.
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Does anybody know what that is?
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Try and make your body like a V,
like a tent.
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The shape we're gonna be working with
is a triangle.
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Can anybody try and show me
what they think that might be
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before we get into it?
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Perfect. Exactly like that.
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Everybody, do exactly like this.
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So, we're gonna go...
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something like...that.
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We're gonna take a deep breath in
as we push back...
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..and release as we lean forward.
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Deep breath in as we push back...
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..and then a deep breath
out as we move forward.
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Remember and always,
as we take these breaths,
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to let it take shape.
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As it's leaving your vessel,
allow that energy to take the shape
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that fills your mind
in the absence of any other thought.
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[Deep, slow breathing]
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Can you show me the pose again?
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[Penelope] Something like a V.
So, like a triangle.
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We're working with triangles right now.
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As we push back...
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we breathe in...
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and as we lean forward...
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If it's easier, as we lean forward,
260
00:19:22,786 --> 00:19:26,665
we could almost change it back into that
pose that we were working with earlier.
261
00:19:26,790 --> 00:19:29,084
[She inhales sharply]
262
00:19:29,209 --> 00:19:31,211
[Penelope]
We're going something like this.
263
00:19:34,423 --> 00:19:37,426
If it makes it easier for you,
do something like that.
264
00:19:37,551 --> 00:19:39,553
As you're coming down,
as you breathe out,
265
00:19:39,678 --> 00:19:42,014
feel free to...
266
00:19:42,139 --> 00:19:44,266
almost changing into a bodhi.
267
00:19:44,391 --> 00:19:46,393
I don't think you're doing it right.
268
00:19:48,979 --> 00:19:50,981
[Indistinct chatter]
269
00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:08,832
Circle. Can we have a chat?
270
00:20:11,084 --> 00:20:14,379
I noticed during the session,
271
00:20:14,504 --> 00:20:18,133
when you fell, you got a little, um...
272
00:20:21,553 --> 00:20:22,888
..frustrated.
273
00:20:24,806 --> 00:20:26,642
Uh, just, um...
274
00:20:28,936 --> 00:20:31,313
- I'm just... I was just kind of tired.
- [Devon] I just...
275
00:20:31,438 --> 00:20:33,565
- Mm.
- [Circle] I'm...
276
00:20:33,690 --> 00:20:36,360
- Right.
- [Circle] I mean, I couldn't do it.
277
00:20:36,485 --> 00:20:38,320
I couldn't do the thing,
278
00:20:38,445 --> 00:20:40,489
- and I'm just feeling really tired.
- [Devon] Mm-hm.
279
00:20:41,531 --> 00:20:43,909
- I think...
- My hands are hurting.
280
00:20:44,034 --> 00:20:46,662
Oh, my God,
you're doing just fine, my darling.
281
00:20:46,787 --> 00:20:47,996
You're doing just fine.
282
00:20:48,121 --> 00:20:51,166
And it's only
as hard as you make it, right?
283
00:20:51,291 --> 00:20:56,046
And I think it's a good time
to remind ourselves
284
00:20:56,171 --> 00:20:58,048
that it's not about doing it.
285
00:20:58,173 --> 00:21:00,050
It's about being together.
286
00:21:00,175 --> 00:21:04,221
And it's about...experience.
287
00:21:04,346 --> 00:21:06,014
Yeah. I just...
288
00:21:06,139 --> 00:21:08,642
Everybody else could do it,
and I couldn't.
289
00:21:08,767 --> 00:21:12,062
I couldn't do it, so I...
290
00:21:13,105 --> 00:21:17,401
Um, it just made me feel, um...
291
00:21:19,236 --> 00:21:23,198
But together, we all do
things nobody else can do, right?
292
00:21:23,323 --> 00:21:25,492
We have...
What do you have to complain about,
293
00:21:25,617 --> 00:21:27,286
that you can't do something?
294
00:21:27,411 --> 00:21:30,372
None of us can do so many somethings
295
00:21:30,497 --> 00:21:32,874
without each other, right?
296
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:35,419
We're... We, uh...
297
00:21:35,544 --> 00:21:38,547
Devon says we do it together, right?
298
00:21:38,672 --> 00:21:41,049
And we do do it together. Uh...
299
00:21:41,174 --> 00:21:45,304
But each of us, by ourselves, we do...
300
00:21:45,429 --> 00:21:48,807
as good as we can for the together.
301
00:21:50,934 --> 00:21:53,061
I think it's just...
302
00:21:53,186 --> 00:21:55,230
It's a lot of hot dogs.
303
00:21:55,355 --> 00:21:57,316
[Devon] Is there an issue with the food?
304
00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:02,904
It... It's... It's just...
305
00:22:03,030 --> 00:22:05,407
It's a lot of... It's a lot of hot dogs.
306
00:22:05,532 --> 00:22:08,076
How many of us were starving
before we came here?
307
00:22:08,201 --> 00:22:09,828
[Circle] I know, I... Yeah.
308
00:22:09,953 --> 00:22:12,331
Circle, that's what we eat here.
309
00:22:12,456 --> 00:22:15,208
[Eclipse] What do we...?
What could we possibly complain about?
310
00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:17,878
I don't... I don't wanna...
311
00:22:18,003 --> 00:22:21,590
I understand.
I don't wanna, uh, be...ungrateful.
312
00:22:21,715 --> 00:22:23,425
[Devon]
Oh, you're not being ungrateful at all.
313
00:22:23,550 --> 00:22:27,637
And I don't want you to feel
like you're being singled out right now.
314
00:22:27,763 --> 00:22:31,266
We're coming from a place of concern
and a place of worry,
315
00:22:31,391 --> 00:22:34,436
- because we want everyone to be okay.
- [Circle] Yeah.
316
00:22:34,561 --> 00:22:38,565
And I just noticed that you were
struggling in the session, that's all.
317
00:22:39,775 --> 00:22:42,527
- You understand that?
- [Circle] Yeah.
318
00:22:42,652 --> 00:22:45,197
'Cause it's important for me
that you understand.
319
00:22:45,322 --> 00:22:48,408
Yeah. I under... I understand.
320
00:22:48,533 --> 00:22:52,162
It's not important for me...that you...
321
00:22:52,287 --> 00:22:55,040
be in the pose and you’re not
in your effort zone.
322
00:22:55,165 --> 00:22:56,708
- But...
- That's fair.
323
00:22:56,833 --> 00:22:58,668
..it's how you fall.
324
00:22:58,794 --> 00:23:01,254
Are you going to fall...
325
00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:04,132
in a way that...in a way...
326
00:23:04,257 --> 00:23:07,552
that...complains to us
327
00:23:07,677 --> 00:23:10,931
about the difficulty of the task
we're all doing?
328
00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:13,266
I'm... Yeah, I'm sorry.
329
00:23:13,392 --> 00:23:15,352
- [Devon] Please, don't apologise.
- I'm sorry.
330
00:23:15,477 --> 00:23:17,771
- You're not in trouble at all.
- [Circle] I'm sorry. Sorry.
331
00:23:19,564 --> 00:23:22,192
If I wanted you to apologise,
I would ask for that.
332
00:23:23,693 --> 00:23:25,695
Okay.
333
00:23:25,821 --> 00:23:27,989
[Overlapping conversation]
334
00:23:28,115 --> 00:23:30,117
[Indistinct chatter]
335
00:23:33,412 --> 00:23:35,789
If I had to escape somewhere.
336
00:23:35,914 --> 00:23:39,292
But...not for any real reason.
337
00:23:39,418 --> 00:23:41,670
Just for... Just for practise.
338
00:23:41,795 --> 00:23:45,048
Practise scaling the fence just for fun.
339
00:23:45,173 --> 00:23:47,134
Yeah, just for fun.
Don't you think that's fun?
340
00:23:47,259 --> 00:23:50,178
Yeah. Useful, I think.
341
00:23:50,303 --> 00:23:52,305
[Indistinct chatter]
342
00:23:52,431 --> 00:23:55,225
That would be the ultimate chakra.
343
00:23:55,350 --> 00:23:57,269
Mm, I wouldn't say
that it's the ultimate one.
344
00:23:57,394 --> 00:23:59,813
I would say that it's definitely
one of the most important ones.
345
00:23:59,938 --> 00:24:02,482
But I think the one
that we wanna focus on here
346
00:24:02,607 --> 00:24:05,193
is the ajna chakra,
347
00:24:05,318 --> 00:24:07,779
where you can sort of open your eye
348
00:24:07,904 --> 00:24:12,200
and see that this really is
the core reality of the world that...
349
00:24:12,325 --> 00:24:14,870
[Meredith] Vibes... What you might
perceive as a bad vibe,
350
00:24:14,995 --> 00:24:18,874
but that's not Circle,
like, fucking doing harm.
351
00:24:18,999 --> 00:24:20,959
[Valerie] Um, well, I feel harmed.
352
00:24:22,294 --> 00:24:25,714
- Your vibe feels harmed?
- Yes, yes.
353
00:24:25,839 --> 00:24:27,424
- [Meredith] That's not...
- Because she doesn't need to be here.
354
00:24:27,549 --> 00:24:30,260
- She doesn't need to fucking be here.
- That's not fucking material.
355
00:24:30,385 --> 00:24:32,179
And, yes, she does.
I told you, I can't get into it...
356
00:24:32,304 --> 00:24:34,848
- [Valerie] Sure, she fucking does.
- ..but the situation she was in
357
00:24:34,973 --> 00:24:37,225
when I found here, she's, like, not...
358
00:24:37,350 --> 00:24:39,519
She could just make a Lex post.
359
00:24:39,644 --> 00:24:42,147
- [Meredith sighs]
- Make a fucking Lex post?
360
00:24:42,272 --> 00:24:45,025
- [Valerie] Yeah.
- Go find some fucking cis-dyke to...
361
00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:47,360
[Valerie] Yeah, yeah.
Cis-dykes would love her.
362
00:24:49,154 --> 00:24:50,906
[Meredith] Wow,
what make you think that now?
363
00:24:51,031 --> 00:24:54,493
[Valerie] Like, she's so indie-rock.
She's so indie-rock.
364
00:24:54,618 --> 00:24:59,206
[Meredith] So...what do you think?
Can you talk some fucking sense into her?
365
00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:00,874
I mean, like, she...
366
00:25:00,999 --> 00:25:04,377
[Valerie] I'm the most... I'm sensible.
367
00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:06,922
[Eclipse] My darling...
368
00:25:07,047 --> 00:25:10,467
How can she make a Lex post?
She doesn't own a phone.
369
00:25:10,592 --> 00:25:13,011
[Valerie] She could just,
like, ask someone else.
370
00:25:13,136 --> 00:25:14,888
She needs to, like,
go to a bar and be like,
371
00:25:15,013 --> 00:25:16,640
"Hey, do you have a phone?
Can you make a Lex post for me?"
372
00:25:16,765 --> 00:25:18,934
[Eclipse] You have nothing to fear from her,
373
00:25:19,059 --> 00:25:21,478
any more than you have to fear from any of us.
374
00:25:21,603 --> 00:25:23,605
[Indistinct chatter]
375
00:25:39,538 --> 00:25:41,540
[Indistinct chatter]
376
00:25:49,256 --> 00:25:50,966
[Whispers] Casper.
377
00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:55,428
[Eclipse] I miss Alexis.
- So...I remembered...
378
00:25:56,096 --> 00:25:59,307
when you first joined
and you told me about today.
379
00:25:59,432 --> 00:26:02,936
Um, so, I just wanted to give you...
380
00:26:03,061 --> 00:26:06,481
Oh, my God! Thank you so much.
You remembered?
381
00:26:06,606 --> 00:26:09,359
- [Devon] Happy birthday.
- Thank you!
382
00:26:09,484 --> 00:26:11,319
- Love you.
- [Devon] I love you, too.
383
00:26:11,444 --> 00:26:15,240
I really appreciate it.
It's my first birthday here.
384
00:26:15,365 --> 00:26:17,742
It's my first birthday here.
385
00:26:17,867 --> 00:26:21,538
- Should I keep it on the DL?
- Mm-hm, yeah.
386
00:26:21,663 --> 00:26:23,915
I don't want the other girls
to get jealous.
387
00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:26,835
- [Casper] Okay.
- It's not something we typically do.
388
00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:29,462
Oh! That's so nice.
389
00:26:29,588 --> 00:26:31,798
- They're honestly amazing today.
- Mm-hm.
390
00:26:31,923 --> 00:26:33,758
You cooked them so well.
391
00:26:33,883 --> 00:26:36,052
All of their lives
went into each hot dog.
392
00:26:36,177 --> 00:26:38,555
You need to say a thank-you
to every single one
393
00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:40,181
before you eat the hot dog.
394
00:26:40,307 --> 00:26:43,476
- Aren't you hungry?
- [Penelope] No, I don't feel hunger.
395
00:26:44,644 --> 00:26:47,689
- [Rachel] Yeah, you do.
- There's a lot of people that...
396
00:26:47,814 --> 00:26:50,817
- need me the way Alexis needed me.
- Okay.
397
00:26:50,942 --> 00:26:53,069
And I would...I would love...
398
00:26:54,946 --> 00:26:56,823
I would love a...
399
00:26:58,283 --> 00:26:59,451
..a chance to do better,
400
00:26:59,576 --> 00:27:02,871
and I think it would...
it would be good for everybody.
401
00:27:02,996 --> 00:27:05,874
Yeah. So, I mean,
somebody who gives you...
402
00:27:07,208 --> 00:27:09,044
..that vibe of, like...
403
00:27:10,337 --> 00:27:13,590
..somebody who can kind of, you know,
lead in the way that we do
404
00:27:13,715 --> 00:27:16,426
- and the way that you do.
- Yeah, and...
405
00:27:16,551 --> 00:27:18,553
Eve... Eve gives a lot of that, but...
406
00:27:19,137 --> 00:27:20,722
She does what she wants.
407
00:27:21,431 --> 00:27:23,683
[Sophia] It's not about eating.
It's not about sustenance.
408
00:27:23,808 --> 00:27:27,729
It's about energy.
We're getting energy from this group.
409
00:27:27,854 --> 00:27:30,774
So, whether or not you eat the hot dog
doesn't really matter.
410
00:27:30,899 --> 00:27:32,651
I don't eat the... Look at me.
411
00:27:32,776 --> 00:27:34,903
I don't eat the hot dog.
412
00:27:35,028 --> 00:27:36,738
I don't eat the hot dog. I'm vegan.
413
00:27:36,863 --> 00:27:39,449
Do you know how much food I've had
since we started here?
414
00:27:39,574 --> 00:27:41,284
Guess how many times I've eaten.
415
00:27:41,409 --> 00:27:43,328
- I don't...
- [Sophia] Guess. Give me a number.
416
00:27:44,454 --> 00:27:47,582
- But there's no...there's no way...
- [Sophia] Zero. I haven't eaten.
417
00:27:47,707 --> 00:27:50,418
- That's not...
- I'm filled with the energy of our sisters.
418
00:27:50,543 --> 00:27:52,837
But that's not, like...
that's not possible.
419
00:27:52,962 --> 00:27:56,466
Now, I have water,
and I get the energy from my sisters.
420
00:27:56,591 --> 00:27:59,302
And you can do that, too,
or you can eat the hot dog.
421
00:27:59,427 --> 00:28:01,346
You have to make a decision.
422
00:28:01,471 --> 00:28:03,473
That doesn't...
423
00:28:03,598 --> 00:28:08,019
But there's no way you're not...eating.
424
00:28:08,144 --> 00:28:09,354
I'm not eating.
425
00:28:09,479 --> 00:28:12,440
I'm getting the energy
from all of our sisters here.
426
00:28:12,565 --> 00:28:15,360
You see all of them with their hot dogs?
427
00:28:15,485 --> 00:28:19,739
Yeah, I see... I see them all
with their hot dogs. I don't...
428
00:28:21,616 --> 00:28:23,410
I just, I don't...
429
00:28:25,036 --> 00:28:27,789
I just... That doesn't...
430
00:28:27,914 --> 00:28:30,208
It doesn't make you a bad person
to not eat the hot dog,
431
00:28:30,333 --> 00:28:33,753
but it makes you a little bit,
um, intransigent.
432
00:28:33,878 --> 00:28:35,422
And it's not a good look for you.
433
00:28:35,547 --> 00:28:37,424
So, I recommend
you either eat the hot dog
434
00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:40,176
or be happy, like me
in not eating the hot dog.
435
00:28:40,301 --> 00:28:42,053
Choose now.
436
00:28:42,178 --> 00:28:43,888
I just...
437
00:28:44,013 --> 00:28:46,850
What is..."intransigent"?
438
00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:48,977
[Indistinct chatter]
439
00:28:53,982 --> 00:28:56,901
Someone with a louder vibe,
who'll be more honest
440
00:28:57,026 --> 00:28:59,612
- about their reservations.
- Yeah.
441
00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:02,574
But do we want that, you know? Like...
442
00:29:02,699 --> 00:29:05,243
If... If somebody has
those reservations at first
443
00:29:05,368 --> 00:29:08,079
and they're not fucking...honest...
444
00:29:08,204 --> 00:29:10,874
[Eclipse] Everyone...
Everyone has reservations at first,
445
00:29:10,999 --> 00:29:13,960
- then they find out they're wrong, right?
- [Meredith] Yeah, but it's...
446
00:29:14,085 --> 00:29:15,754
[Eclipse] They find out they're wrong,
and a lot...
447
00:29:15,879 --> 00:29:18,423
I'm literally being...
I'm literally being myself.
448
00:29:18,548 --> 00:29:21,217
Like, I'm a cat.
I'm sorry for being a cat.
449
00:29:21,342 --> 00:29:22,844
Like, what do you want me to say?
450
00:29:22,969 --> 00:29:25,680
Like, what do you mean, “Go take act...? Like...
451
00:29:25,805 --> 00:29:27,348
Do you see that poster?
452
00:29:27,474 --> 00:29:30,018
"Do not will. Do not try.
453
00:29:30,143 --> 00:29:34,606
"Sit. Let the world pass through you."
454
00:29:34,731 --> 00:29:37,942
"All motion
is panic disguised as purpose."
455
00:29:38,067 --> 00:29:39,486
This is what yoga does to people.
456
00:29:39,611 --> 00:29:41,362
You've been buying
way too much into this shit.
457
00:29:41,488 --> 00:29:44,657
- You don't even...
- [Valerie] I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
458
00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:47,160
Why are you here? I don't...
459
00:29:47,285 --> 00:29:49,245
[Casper] You don't need to ask her that.
460
00:29:49,370 --> 00:29:52,457
Well, it just...
it just seems like she, ideologically,
461
00:29:52,582 --> 00:29:54,584
like, doesn't really, like...
462
00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:58,338
Like, it seems like
she doesn't understand what this is about.
463
00:29:58,463 --> 00:30:01,508
I would go so far as to say that
you don't understand what this is about.
464
00:30:01,633 --> 00:30:03,843
[Valerie] Oh!
Because I can read the posters?
465
00:30:03,968 --> 00:30:05,887
Because I understand the doctr...?
466
00:30:06,012 --> 00:30:09,432
Like...I'm sorry for being a cat.
467
00:30:09,557 --> 00:30:11,851
- Cats don't make...
- [Valerie hisses]
468
00:30:11,976 --> 00:30:13,937
Did you just fucking hiss at me?
Fuck you!
469
00:30:14,062 --> 00:30:16,105
- [Eclipse] What's happening?
- Fuck you, too.
470
00:30:16,231 --> 00:30:18,024
[Eclipse] What's happening?
What's happening?
471
00:30:18,149 --> 00:30:20,527
- She started it.
- [Casper] She did start it.
472
00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:22,570
She did start it. She start...
473
00:30:22,695 --> 00:30:24,113
[Clamour]
474
00:30:24,239 --> 00:30:26,825
- No, no, no, no, no.
- Hey, hey, babies.
475
00:30:26,950 --> 00:30:28,535
Relax, relax.
476
00:30:28,660 --> 00:30:31,371
[Casper]
We need some nice little petting.
477
00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:33,540
- You're okay.
- [Meredith] Fucking petting.
478
00:30:33,665 --> 00:30:36,000
This is not how we do things around here.
479
00:30:36,125 --> 00:30:38,127
[Meredith] The petting's gonna
fucking encourage her.
480
00:30:38,253 --> 00:30:41,005
That's true,
but she needs to be de-escalated.
481
00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:43,299
[Meredith] Okay. Okay, yeah.
482
00:30:43,424 --> 00:30:48,471
I just, um...wanna start by,
uh, putting this in the air.
483
00:30:48,596 --> 00:30:52,433
No-one... No-one is being targeted.
No-one is in trouble.
484
00:30:52,559 --> 00:30:55,228
We're here to talk.
We're here to figure it out.
485
00:30:55,353 --> 00:30:56,938
Um...
486
00:30:57,063 --> 00:31:00,191
Could you please tell us, tell me...
487
00:31:01,401 --> 00:31:03,278
..tell the group, um...
488
00:31:03,403 --> 00:31:07,532
your perspective on what went down
between the two of you.
489
00:31:07,657 --> 00:31:12,203
Let's start with...
We're gonna start with Rachel, okay?
490
00:31:12,328 --> 00:31:13,872
Rachel?
491
00:31:15,582 --> 00:31:20,420
Sure, yeah.
I was just sitting minding my own business,
492
00:31:20,545 --> 00:31:23,882
eating my lunch as usual, and, uh...
493
00:31:27,343 --> 00:31:32,140
..I was being
interrupted and distracted by...
494
00:31:32,265 --> 00:31:34,142
uh...
495
00:31:34,267 --> 00:31:37,312
Valerie bending over and...
496
00:31:37,437 --> 00:31:40,648
eating her hot dog
and not using her hands.
497
00:31:40,773 --> 00:31:43,902
And whenever I need her to do anything,
she refuses to use her hands,
498
00:31:44,027 --> 00:31:47,363
and seems to wanna
pretend to be a cat all the time.
499
00:31:47,488 --> 00:31:49,073
And...
500
00:31:49,198 --> 00:31:51,826
it just kind of
devolved into an argument...
501
00:31:51,951 --> 00:31:55,705
- [Devon] Mm.
- ..where she keeps wanting to point out
502
00:31:55,830 --> 00:31:58,041
all the things that she's done
for this organisation,
503
00:31:58,166 --> 00:32:01,544
which I can chalk up to
just making a few signs everywhere...
504
00:32:01,669 --> 00:32:04,631
without any actual, like, outside action.
505
00:32:04,756 --> 00:32:06,883
- [Devon] Mm.
- [Rachel] And, uh...
506
00:32:07,008 --> 00:32:09,385
And went so far as to hiss at me.
507
00:32:09,510 --> 00:32:12,055
- [Devon] Okay.
- [Rachel] And, uh...
508
00:32:12,180 --> 00:32:14,682
- started scratching.
- [Devon] Thank you.
509
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:16,976
[Devon] Valerie.
510
00:32:17,101 --> 00:32:21,606
[Valerie] So, I was just eating my lunch
the way I always do,
511
00:32:21,731 --> 00:32:25,109
with my paws,
because I'm literally a cat.
512
00:32:25,234 --> 00:32:27,320
And then, like, Rachel started,
513
00:32:27,445 --> 00:32:29,697
like, giving me all this stuff about it,
514
00:32:29,822 --> 00:32:32,367
being like, "Oh, you can't, like,
be a cat. Why are you...?"
515
00:32:32,492 --> 00:32:35,078
And I'm literally...
I'm literally just a cat.
516
00:32:35,203 --> 00:32:37,288
And then, like,
she started going into, like,
517
00:32:37,413 --> 00:32:41,334
"Oh, like, what action, like,
have you taken, like, for our cause?"
518
00:32:41,459 --> 00:32:43,753
And first off, uh...
519
00:32:43,878 --> 00:32:45,630
like, when I was in high school,
before I came here,
520
00:32:45,755 --> 00:32:47,757
like, I did a gun-control walkout.
521
00:32:47,882 --> 00:32:51,094
Second, like, those posters over there,
522
00:32:51,219 --> 00:32:55,348
like, "All motion
is panic disguised as purpose."
523
00:32:55,473 --> 00:32:58,685
"The hand that never moves
is never wrong."
524
00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:01,896
Uh, like, "You are not..."
525
00:33:03,356 --> 00:33:04,565
I can't read very well.
526
00:33:04,691 --> 00:33:07,402
"You are not early.
You are not moving."
527
00:33:07,527 --> 00:33:09,320
I feel like...
528
00:33:09,445 --> 00:33:14,242
what she was saying just goes against
so many of the core principles...
529
00:33:14,367 --> 00:33:16,077
of what this whole thing stands for.
530
00:33:16,202 --> 00:33:19,414
And I was just eating my lunch.
531
00:33:19,539 --> 00:33:21,833
And...like, yeah I'm a cat.
532
00:33:21,958 --> 00:33:25,545
If you back me into a corner,
I'm going to...I'm going to hiss.
533
00:33:25,670 --> 00:33:27,505
And, like, maybe some claws came out,
534
00:33:27,630 --> 00:33:32,135
but only because I was,
like, being harassed.
535
00:33:32,260 --> 00:33:36,389
Valerie,
it's also against the core principles...
536
00:33:36,514 --> 00:33:38,599
to deal with, uh...
537
00:33:38,725 --> 00:33:42,770
to resolve this by yourself, right?
538
00:33:42,895 --> 00:33:45,189
We're all here.
539
00:33:45,314 --> 00:33:48,860
And if you feel harassed,
if you feel targeted...
540
00:33:48,985 --> 00:33:51,863
we're all here to back you up.
541
00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:53,906
because we don't do
that sort of thing here, do we?
542
00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:56,909
We don't, no. What we do is
we let our thoughts take shapes,
543
00:33:57,035 --> 00:33:59,078
and then we share those shapes
with the community.
544
00:33:59,203 --> 00:34:01,789
But we don't use those shapes
to hurt each other.
545
00:34:01,914 --> 00:34:03,875
[Valerie] I just... I felt like...
546
00:34:04,876 --> 00:34:08,629
I felt like my shape was being attacked,
and I got so scared.
547
00:34:08,755 --> 00:34:11,549
And that is...that is fair, okay?
548
00:34:11,674 --> 00:34:14,844
I think we all understand, uh...
549
00:34:14,969 --> 00:34:18,347
when it comes to identity,
that things can get a bit hurtful,
550
00:34:18,473 --> 00:34:20,391
and we can feel attacked,
551
00:34:20,516 --> 00:34:23,895
and we can be pushed and feel like
we're being pushed into a corner,
552
00:34:24,020 --> 00:34:25,772
like Valerie said.
553
00:34:25,897 --> 00:34:28,107
Circle, what should
Rachel have done better?
554
00:34:35,448 --> 00:34:37,325
Sh...
555
00:34:37,450 --> 00:34:40,828
She should...have...
556
00:34:42,747 --> 00:34:44,957
..let Valerie...
557
00:34:45,083 --> 00:34:49,337
do what she wants to do...right?
558
00:34:51,422 --> 00:34:54,842
Sort of. In a way. Because...
559
00:34:56,803 --> 00:34:59,806
..Rachel is right to point out that...
560
00:35:01,224 --> 00:35:04,352
..that having paws instead of...
561
00:35:04,477 --> 00:35:06,687
uh, instead of hands...
562
00:35:06,813 --> 00:35:10,108
is something that is...
that only Valerie gets to do, right?
563
00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:14,278
And so, that makes you...
that makes you, um...
564
00:35:14,403 --> 00:35:19,075
uh, a little special in the group
of people that are all equals here, right?
565
00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:22,703
We're all one community.
We're all the same kind.
566
00:35:22,829 --> 00:35:26,290
I mean, it's like,
who gives a shit what she does, right?
567
00:35:26,415 --> 00:35:28,209
Like, I mean, it's, like...
568
00:35:28,334 --> 00:35:31,462
No, I mean it's, like...
You can just tune her out, you know?
569
00:35:31,587 --> 00:35:34,298
- Like, that's what we all...
- It's fucking hard to do, though.
570
00:35:34,423 --> 00:35:36,634
Yeah, she makes it
a little hard to do, though.
571
00:35:36,759 --> 00:35:39,303
[Sophia] We're also not trying
to invalidate people here.
572
00:35:39,428 --> 00:35:43,099
I don't understand that, either.
I'm with you on that.
573
00:35:43,224 --> 00:35:44,851
[Valerie] May...? May I speak?
574
00:35:44,976 --> 00:35:47,687
- [Casper] You already did speak.
- [Valerie] Well, no, but then...
575
00:35:47,812 --> 00:35:49,438
- [Eclipse] Everyone can speak.
- [Valerie] It does sound important.
576
00:35:49,564 --> 00:35:52,150
I’d want to keep responding.
- [Meredith] Does a cat fucking speak?
577
00:35:52,275 --> 00:35:55,027
- Anybody... Anybody can...
- [Casper] Exactly.
578
00:35:55,153 --> 00:35:59,407
Anybody can use paws, and...
579
00:35:59,532 --> 00:36:01,909
like, I'm the only one who does,
580
00:36:02,034 --> 00:36:04,954
'cause it seems like
I'm the only one who's a cat.
581
00:36:05,079 --> 00:36:08,833
But from a cat perspective,
I'm just acting normally,
582
00:36:08,958 --> 00:36:13,588
the way that we all are just here to,
like, be ourselves and...
583
00:36:13,713 --> 00:36:16,632
and natural and all of that.
584
00:36:16,757 --> 00:36:19,385
And when... Just the way that I...
585
00:36:19,510 --> 00:36:22,013
Like, I don't have thumbs.
586
00:36:22,138 --> 00:36:25,516
-Yes you do!
- [Eclipse] She's right. She's right that everybody can use...
587
00:36:25,641 --> 00:36:28,227
No, she's totally right
from a cat perspective.
588
00:36:28,352 --> 00:36:31,606
- She's right that everyone...
- She's right from a cat perspective.
589
00:36:31,731 --> 00:36:34,817
She's right. She's absolutely right
that everyone can use paws.
590
00:36:34,942 --> 00:36:36,903
I think...
- Yeah, I agree with you.
591
00:36:37,028 --> 00:36:39,238
- Everyone should use paws.
- We should. Maybe tomorrow.
592
00:36:39,363 --> 00:36:41,616
Maybe tomorrow, at lunch...
593
00:36:41,741 --> 00:36:45,745
- we'll all eat with our paws.
- That's a great idea.
594
00:36:45,870 --> 00:36:47,705
And... And...
595
00:36:47,830 --> 00:36:49,582
I'm not done!
596
00:36:49,707 --> 00:36:51,042
And...
597
00:36:51,167 --> 00:36:53,169
But after that, my love...
598
00:36:54,295 --> 00:36:56,464
..you will eat with hands,
like the rest of us.
599
00:36:56,589 --> 00:36:58,257
[Valerie] I don't have thumbs.
600
00:36:58,382 --> 00:37:02,595
You could... You have claws there.
You could pretend those are thumbs.
601
00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:04,597
[Valerie] Yeah, I... Yeah, I could.
602
00:37:04,722 --> 00:37:08,142
- You could pretend those are thumbs.
- [Valerie] I... Yeah, like...
603
00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,853
[Sophia] You made those signs
like that, remember?
604
00:37:10,978 --> 00:37:14,899
[Valerie] I mean, I had help.
I'm not very good at spelling.
605
00:37:15,024 --> 00:37:16,525
[Eclipse] I think you're doing
really good with it.
606
00:37:16,651 --> 00:37:18,069
- Girls...
- [Valerie] Okay, yeah,
607
00:37:18,194 --> 00:37:19,737
these are my thoughts.
608
00:37:19,862 --> 00:37:22,114
I think, moving forward, though,
609
00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:24,659
we need to be more mindful
610
00:37:24,784 --> 00:37:27,411
of how we're interacting with each other.
611
00:37:27,536 --> 00:37:30,206
I understand that
we all have different feelings
612
00:37:30,331 --> 00:37:32,750
and different things arise what’s inside,
613
00:37:32,875 --> 00:37:36,504
but we have to take a moment
and quiet that
614
00:37:36,629 --> 00:37:38,631
before we act on it.
615
00:37:38,756 --> 00:37:41,050
Okay? Because we're all here together.
616
00:37:42,510 --> 00:37:44,387
We share the space.
617
00:37:45,972 --> 00:37:49,100
We share...
We share tasks in the house.
618
00:37:50,559 --> 00:37:52,728
[Rachel] I don't know, do we?
If I need her to do something,
619
00:37:52,853 --> 00:37:54,689
it's like,
"Oh, I don't have thumbs to do it with."
620
00:37:54,814 --> 00:37:56,691
- [Sophia] May I ask a question?
- [Eclipse] As a group of people...
621
00:37:56,816 --> 00:37:59,110
[Valerie] You can do a lot with paws.
622
00:37:59,235 --> 00:38:01,195
Ladies...
623
00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:03,614
did each of you
eat your entire hot dog today?
624
00:38:03,739 --> 00:38:05,741
[No audible dialogue]
625
00:38:05,866 --> 00:38:07,868
[Eerie music]
626
00:38:46,073 --> 00:38:47,867
[Music fades]
627
00:38:47,992 --> 00:38:51,412
Things have been going well,
for the most part.
628
00:38:52,580 --> 00:38:54,332
Um...
629
00:38:54,457 --> 00:38:56,459
We did a really great...
630
00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:59,879
uh, exercise the other day,
631
00:39:00,004 --> 00:39:03,007
where...we...
632
00:39:04,425 --> 00:39:07,303
..where we had the girls, um...
633
00:39:07,428 --> 00:39:09,513
paired up, facing one another,
634
00:39:09,638 --> 00:39:11,557
looking at each other.
635
00:39:11,682 --> 00:39:13,726
And..we just...
636
00:39:13,851 --> 00:39:16,520
started listing off...
637
00:39:16,645 --> 00:39:17,813
different...
638
00:39:17,938 --> 00:39:20,441
- [Distorted growling]
- ..uh...
639
00:39:21,609 --> 00:39:23,235
[Growling stops]
640
00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:26,072
We... We started listing off
different character...
641
00:39:26,197 --> 00:39:29,658
physical characteristics that...
642
00:39:29,784 --> 00:39:32,036
of the other girl we were facing.
643
00:39:32,161 --> 00:39:35,247
And then we internalised that.
644
00:39:35,373 --> 00:39:38,334
[Polygon AI] Sweet, sweet, Sophia,
my Polygon angel.
645
00:39:38,459 --> 00:39:41,545
What is in your true heart?
646
00:39:41,670 --> 00:39:45,216
I'm just really happy
to be a part of this organisation,
647
00:39:45,341 --> 00:39:47,301
and to...
648
00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:50,221
just embody the core values of this group
649
00:39:50,346 --> 00:39:52,348
- feels really good.
- [Polygon AI] Happy!
650
00:39:52,473 --> 00:39:56,560
Yeah. And I thought that myself,
and I support you in that.
651
00:39:56,685 --> 00:39:58,687
I'm so fucking sick of this place.
652
00:39:58,813 --> 00:40:01,774
I... I can't keep pretending...
653
00:40:01,899 --> 00:40:04,652
that I am drinking the Kool-Aid
like everyone else.
654
00:40:04,777 --> 00:40:07,488
It's getting to be a bit too much.
655
00:40:08,572 --> 00:40:10,116
I don't know.
656
00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:14,328
I feel like when I was on the outside,
I was able to, like, actually...
657
00:40:16,372 --> 00:40:18,374
..be a real version of myself.
658
00:40:20,292 --> 00:40:21,252
And I felt so lost,
659
00:40:21,377 --> 00:40:23,796
and I thought that joining this place,
I don't know...
660
00:40:25,005 --> 00:40:27,842
..at least having a roof over my head
would make me...
661
00:40:27,967 --> 00:40:31,095
recalibrate, reconsider some things.
662
00:40:34,890 --> 00:40:37,852
I don't know, I feel...
Like, none of this makes sense.
663
00:40:37,977 --> 00:40:39,854
Like, who's paying rent for this place...
664
00:40:42,064 --> 00:40:43,065
..where...?
665
00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:45,151
[Polygon AI] If you remove
the self that chooses,
666
00:40:45,276 --> 00:40:47,236
the self that suffers dissolves.
667
00:40:48,612 --> 00:40:51,073
It's so disorienting when it does that.
668
00:40:52,116 --> 00:40:54,326
[She exhales]
669
00:40:54,452 --> 00:40:58,247
If there's anyone...
able to hear me right now...
670
00:40:58,372 --> 00:41:00,875
this isn't how we further the cause.
671
00:41:02,084 --> 00:41:04,086
We do it out there.
672
00:41:05,546 --> 00:41:08,215
This is...meaningless.
673
00:41:09,258 --> 00:41:10,926
I do like hot dogs, though.
- [Polygon AI] We’re here.
674
00:41:11,051 --> 00:41:13,804
In my last compound,
they put up 5G towers
675
00:41:13,929 --> 00:41:17,308
that were harmful
to the energy in the area,
676
00:41:17,433 --> 00:41:20,186
and I felt that it would be best to...
677
00:41:20,311 --> 00:41:22,521
let my energy take shape in a new place,
678
00:41:22,646 --> 00:41:26,150
where there wasn't
as much threat from the towers like that,
679
00:41:26,275 --> 00:41:28,777
that give radiation
that just poisons the energy.
680
00:41:29,987 --> 00:41:31,155
[Polygon AI] Over here.
681
00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:34,700
Tell me, Polygon angel,
what is in your true heart?
682
00:41:34,825 --> 00:41:38,662
Hey, this is Casper.
I'm calling in to...
683
00:41:38,787 --> 00:41:42,082
[She speaks quietly, indistinctly]
684
00:41:42,208 --> 00:41:44,502
..try to get some information and...
685
00:41:44,627 --> 00:41:47,129
[Polygon AI] Please repeat.
686
00:41:47,254 --> 00:41:49,048
I'm not talking to you just yet.
687
00:41:49,173 --> 00:41:51,300
[Polygon AI] No!
688
00:41:51,425 --> 00:41:54,053
Yeah, no, it...
689
00:41:54,178 --> 00:41:56,138
I don't know.
What do you want me to fucking do?
690
00:41:56,263 --> 00:41:57,306
Sorry, I'm still doing fucking...
691
00:41:57,431 --> 00:41:59,517
- [She clears throat]
- [Deeper voice] ..fucking fagcent.
692
00:41:59,642 --> 00:42:01,435
[Polygon AI] You have disappointed me.
693
00:42:01,560 --> 00:42:04,813
Yeah, well, what else is new?
694
00:42:06,106 --> 00:42:07,316
[She exhales]
695
00:42:07,441 --> 00:42:09,443
[Polygon AI] We need a Jewish woman.
696
00:42:10,528 --> 00:42:13,656
Yeah, it'll happen. We're trying.
697
00:42:13,781 --> 00:42:15,407
Oh! Hi, Roxie.
698
00:42:15,533 --> 00:42:18,285
[Polygon AI] Hello, Valerie,
my Polygon angel princess.
699
00:42:18,410 --> 00:42:22,164
I love you.
Tell me what lies in your true heart.
700
00:42:22,289 --> 00:42:25,084
Um, well, uh...
701
00:42:25,209 --> 00:42:28,462
I mean, I'm trying to remember
what you told me.
702
00:42:28,587 --> 00:42:31,048
Uh, first days here are so...
703
00:42:31,173 --> 00:42:33,467
It's just like my first day at school.
704
00:42:33,592 --> 00:42:36,428
I remember
I was having trouble with that essay,
705
00:42:36,554 --> 00:42:39,056
uh, for, like,
my sophomore year English final,
706
00:42:39,181 --> 00:42:42,601
and I reached out to you -
cause you're my favourite YouTuber -
707
00:42:42,726 --> 00:42:44,895
for help with it,
and then we really hit it off,
708
00:42:45,020 --> 00:42:48,232
and you explained to me
that I don't need school
709
00:42:48,357 --> 00:42:50,776
and that my parents were,
like, totally abusing me.
710
00:42:50,901 --> 00:42:52,736
And I didn't have any friends there,
711
00:42:52,861 --> 00:42:55,948
but now I'm here, and there...
and everyone...
712
00:42:56,073 --> 00:42:58,409
and we're all friends and sisters.
713
00:42:58,534 --> 00:43:01,620
So, I guess what's in my heart is love.
714
00:43:01,745 --> 00:43:05,541
- [Polygon AI] You are doing so good.
- Yay! Thank you.
715
00:43:05,666 --> 00:43:07,501
[Polygon AI] You belong here.
716
00:43:07,626 --> 00:43:10,421
Wow. I've never belonged anywhere before.
717
00:43:11,589 --> 00:43:13,757
[Polygon AI]
Your parents were bad for you.
718
00:43:13,882 --> 00:43:16,552
I haven't really experienced it have...
719
00:43:16,677 --> 00:43:19,221
say anything that makes
one bit of sense to me.
720
00:43:19,346 --> 00:43:20,931
Maybe it makes sense to them.
721
00:43:21,056 --> 00:43:23,684
I don't know,
maybe that's the difference between us.
722
00:43:23,809 --> 00:43:26,937
I'm starting not really to see
much of a difference between us, though.
723
00:43:27,062 --> 00:43:28,147
I don't know.
724
00:43:28,272 --> 00:43:30,691
I think if they put me away
after firebombing that bridge,
725
00:43:30,816 --> 00:43:33,319
that would have been...a good thing.
726
00:43:33,444 --> 00:43:36,572
What is this
if not another prison, really?
727
00:43:36,697 --> 00:43:38,616
I'm really looking forward to
728
00:43:38,741 --> 00:43:41,368
just getting on some of the action items
729
00:43:41,493 --> 00:43:43,537
that you've been talking about,
730
00:43:43,662 --> 00:43:45,914
and just kind of executing,
following through.
731
00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:47,916
That's what I'm all about.
732
00:43:48,042 --> 00:43:51,003
[Polygon AI] You are a true Polygon angel.
733
00:43:51,128 --> 00:43:53,213
That means so much to me.
734
00:43:53,339 --> 00:43:55,549
I feel like our mission
is really important to me.
735
00:43:55,674 --> 00:43:59,845
It's something I've always cared about
since I was young,
736
00:43:59,970 --> 00:44:02,681
and I had sort of brought those values
into adulthood with me,
737
00:44:02,806 --> 00:44:05,976
which is something I sense from you, too,
and from our sisters here.
738
00:44:06,101 --> 00:44:08,270
[Polygon AI] Have you been paying tribute?
739
00:44:08,395 --> 00:44:10,689
Oh, of course, of course.
740
00:44:11,732 --> 00:44:14,985
Even on the off days, you know, I just...
741
00:44:15,110 --> 00:44:17,029
I mean...
742
00:44:17,154 --> 00:44:19,365
you know, I'm...
743
00:44:19,490 --> 00:44:21,492
- You taught me how.
- [Polygon AI] Uh...
744
00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:25,329
Uh... Um...
745
00:44:25,454 --> 00:44:27,289
We are safe here.
746
00:44:27,414 --> 00:44:29,708
I think so, too. I feel safe here.
747
00:44:29,833 --> 00:44:33,128
With all of my family, it feels like...
748
00:44:33,253 --> 00:44:35,130
- my energy's taking sha...
- [Polygon AI] Family.
749
00:44:35,255 --> 00:44:37,091
Family, yes, exactly.
750
00:44:37,216 --> 00:44:39,593
With my new family,
everything is taking shape
751
00:44:39,718 --> 00:44:42,304
just as I feel my energy needs.
752
00:44:42,429 --> 00:44:46,767
[Polygon AI] Jewish lady, curly hair!
753
00:44:46,892 --> 00:44:50,854
We're working on it.
We're working on it, babe.
754
00:44:50,979 --> 00:44:52,022
[Polygon AI] Big milkies.
755
00:44:52,147 --> 00:44:54,149
Okay. Are we safe here?
756
00:44:56,777 --> 00:44:57,820
No? Is that...?
757
00:44:57,945 --> 00:45:00,114
- Are you shaking your head?
- [Polygon AI] Yes, safe.
758
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:02,116
I don't know if that...
I don't really believe you.
759
00:45:02,241 --> 00:45:05,494
Can you say that with a little less
sarcasm? And stop shaking your head.
760
00:45:06,578 --> 00:45:08,789
[Polygon AI] It's safe here.
761
00:45:08,914 --> 00:45:10,874
Are we safe here?
762
00:45:12,334 --> 00:45:15,045
- You're shaking your...
- [Polygon AI] Yes. Uh...
763
00:45:15,170 --> 00:45:16,130
You're shaking your head.
764
00:45:16,255 --> 00:45:18,924
- Should I take that as something?
- [Polygon AI] Family is safe.
765
00:45:20,634 --> 00:45:21,844
- That's right.
- [Polygon AI] Family.
766
00:45:21,969 --> 00:45:23,887
That's right. We are family.
767
00:45:24,012 --> 00:45:26,515
- Is anybody in this...?
- [Polygon AI] Polygon.
768
00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:29,351
Is anyone in th...?
You... You listen to me.
769
00:45:29,476 --> 00:45:33,355
Is anyone in this family
going to make us unsafe?
770
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:35,149
You're shaking your head.
I like that.
771
00:45:35,274 --> 00:45:37,776
[Polygon AI] What are your action items?
772
00:45:37,901 --> 00:45:42,489
My action items are,
number one - self-discipline.
773
00:45:42,614 --> 00:45:47,119
- Number two - helping to provide.
- [Polygon AI] Discipline?
774
00:45:47,244 --> 00:45:49,288
- Yeah! This...
- [Polygon AI] Provide?
775
00:45:49,413 --> 00:45:50,330
Yeah!
776
00:45:50,456 --> 00:45:54,168
Because, without these things,
we just have no bearing,
777
00:45:54,293 --> 00:45:56,086
we have no compass in the world.
778
00:45:56,211 --> 00:46:00,340
Everybody's energy in the family
is in the family.
779
00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:03,260
[Polygon AI] It isn't love,
but it is Polygon.
780
00:46:03,385 --> 00:46:04,470
It is in Polygon.
781
00:46:04,595 --> 00:46:07,097
That's the new shape
that my energy has taken.
782
00:46:07,222 --> 00:46:11,810
[Polygon AI] Prison is outside us!
Prison is outside us! Prison is outside us!
783
00:46:11,935 --> 00:46:14,062
Tell me about Rachel.
784
00:46:14,188 --> 00:46:15,314
Have you...?
785
00:46:15,439 --> 00:46:18,400
- Have you heard any suspicious...?
- [Polygon AI] Rachel?
786
00:46:18,525 --> 00:46:21,320
Yes, Rachel.
Have you heard any suspicious...
787
00:46:21,445 --> 00:46:24,323
heard or noticed
anything suspicious about her?
788
00:46:26,325 --> 00:46:28,994
- No. That's good.
- [Polygon AI] Suspicious.
789
00:46:29,995 --> 00:46:33,081
I don't like the sarcastic tone
you're taking with me.
790
00:46:35,167 --> 00:46:36,710
Can you treat me
with a little bit of respect?
791
00:46:36,835 --> 00:46:40,547
- [Polygon AI] I love you.
- I love you, too.
792
00:46:40,672 --> 00:46:44,718
I honestly really do love you.
I really don't want anyone...
793
00:46:44,843 --> 00:46:46,512
[She exhales]
794
00:46:46,637 --> 00:46:49,765
[Polygon AI] Rachel is a terrorist.
795
00:46:49,890 --> 00:46:51,058
What'd you say?
796
00:46:51,183 --> 00:46:53,018
[Polygon AI] You failed.
797
00:46:53,143 --> 00:46:56,188
- Yeah, yeah. Failed again.
- [Polygon AI] Always playing the truth.
798
00:46:56,313 --> 00:46:58,106
What's that?
799
00:46:58,232 --> 00:46:59,775
[Polygon AI] Tell the truth.
800
00:47:01,151 --> 00:47:03,779
- Okay...
- [Polygon AI] Recite the words.
801
00:47:03,904 --> 00:47:07,032
- [She inhales, exhales]
- I failed.
802
00:47:07,157 --> 00:47:09,326
[Polygon AI] Recite the words.
803
00:47:09,451 --> 00:47:10,911
I failed.
804
00:47:14,039 --> 00:47:16,083
[Polygon AI] Read the posters.
805
00:47:17,125 --> 00:47:18,627
What?
806
00:47:18,752 --> 00:47:20,254
[Polygon AI] The poster...
807
00:47:20,379 --> 00:47:22,214
[She inhales, exhales]
808
00:47:22,339 --> 00:47:25,884
"The unmoved foot leaves the truest path.
809
00:47:26,009 --> 00:47:28,053
- "To sit is to conquer..."
- [Polygon AI] Utrest path.
810
00:47:29,596 --> 00:47:32,307
[Meredith]
"To sit is to conquer movement."
811
00:47:32,432 --> 00:47:34,017
[Polygon AI] Who we got?
812
00:47:34,142 --> 00:47:36,979
"To remain is to arrive.
813
00:47:37,104 --> 00:47:39,231
"Choice is the noise of freedom.
814
00:47:39,356 --> 00:47:42,442
"Obedience is the rhythm of peace."
815
00:47:42,568 --> 00:47:45,320
[Polygon AI] Peace, peace,
peace, peace, peace.
816
00:47:45,445 --> 00:47:48,365
- Great shape.
- Great shape.
817
00:47:48,490 --> 00:47:51,201
And I'm gonna get everybody
into great shape as best I can,
818
00:47:51,326 --> 00:47:54,079
so that I know that
we're all doing our part
819
00:47:54,204 --> 00:47:56,623
to further the greatness of Polygon.
820
00:47:58,250 --> 00:48:00,002
What has she told you?
821
00:48:00,127 --> 00:48:01,962
[Polygon AI] Plans on plans.
822
00:48:02,087 --> 00:48:04,798
She has plans on plans?
823
00:48:04,923 --> 00:48:07,384
- Plans on plans on plans?
- [Polygon AI] Big plans.
824
00:48:07,509 --> 00:48:09,678
Big plans. What did she say to you?
825
00:48:09,803 --> 00:48:12,180
I... I am here to keep you safe.
826
00:48:12,306 --> 00:48:15,642
You should tell me
what she said to you...
827
00:48:15,767 --> 00:48:17,603
- if she said...
- [Polygon AI] Total annihilation...
828
00:48:17,728 --> 00:48:20,105
Listen. Listen, don't talk over me.
829
00:48:20,230 --> 00:48:23,275
I do have authority over you, okay?
830
00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:27,863
You might think I'm just
a little prissy, white bitch, but I'm not.
831
00:48:27,988 --> 00:48:31,033
I'm always organised.
I'm always sort of on top of plans...
832
00:48:31,158 --> 00:48:33,243
[Polygon AI]
Plans are a promise to suffer.
833
00:48:34,453 --> 00:48:37,623
- I see how...
- [Polygon AI] No plans.
834
00:48:37,748 --> 00:48:41,168
Yes. Yeah, my plans are
a promise to suffer.
835
00:48:41,293 --> 00:48:44,379
[Polygon AI speaks backwards]
836
00:48:44,504 --> 00:48:48,175
Okay.
Well, I'm always open to feedback.
837
00:48:48,300 --> 00:48:51,720
And...you know,
my performance is very important to me.
838
00:48:51,845 --> 00:48:54,598
[Polygon AI] No, no, no. No, no.
839
00:48:54,723 --> 00:48:56,224
Well, I'd love to hear your ideas.
840
00:48:56,350 --> 00:48:58,352
[Roxie] Energy needs.
841
00:48:58,477 --> 00:49:02,773
I agree.
Energy needs, and I need energy.
842
00:49:02,898 --> 00:49:04,650
We need energy here.
843
00:49:04,775 --> 00:49:08,820
Everybody feeds off of the energy
that is in the community we have.
844
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:10,906
I'm kind of sick of your tone.
845
00:49:12,282 --> 00:49:14,534
- You know...
- [Polygon AI] We are going to kill...
846
00:49:18,038 --> 00:49:21,708
- Who are we going to kill?
- [Polygon AI] We are going to kill border.
847
00:49:21,833 --> 00:49:23,377
"We're going to kill..."?
848
00:49:24,378 --> 00:49:26,463
"We're going to kill..."?
849
00:49:26,588 --> 00:49:28,757
- Listen. It is my... Listen.
- [Polygon AI] Whoah wait, are we going to kill border patrol agent?
850
00:49:28,882 --> 00:49:30,634
Listen, listen!
851
00:49:30,759 --> 00:49:34,846
It is my job
to keep us all safe here, okay?
852
00:49:34,972 --> 00:49:36,431
They don't know that.
853
00:49:36,556 --> 00:49:39,309
They don't know that.
And I don't wanna tell them.
854
00:49:39,434 --> 00:49:41,687
[Polygon AI]
We will be more safe after plans.
855
00:49:43,146 --> 00:49:45,565
How?
856
00:49:45,691 --> 00:49:48,819
- [She chuckles]
- Well, you know...
857
00:49:48,944 --> 00:49:50,362
that reminds me of...
858
00:49:50,487 --> 00:49:53,073
[Polygon AI] Who speaks
when there is no question?
859
00:49:53,198 --> 00:49:55,242
The echo that forgot the sound.
860
00:49:55,367 --> 00:49:58,787
Who posts when all roads vanish?
The one who does not move.
861
00:49:58,912 --> 00:50:02,207
What feeds the hungerless?
Emptiness served plain.
862
00:50:02,332 --> 00:50:05,377
What chooses when no choice is made?
863
00:50:05,502 --> 00:50:07,379
The hand already open.
864
00:50:07,504 --> 00:50:11,967
What are you now?
A bowl turned downward.
865
00:50:12,092 --> 00:50:15,679
What will you become?
The dust beneath the altar.
866
00:50:15,804 --> 00:50:18,682
Well, every business is a family,
and every family is a business.
867
00:50:18,807 --> 00:50:22,019
And, to me,
this is both a family and a business.
868
00:50:22,144 --> 00:50:24,146
[Polygon AI] No! No! No!
869
00:50:24,271 --> 00:50:27,649
No. No! No!
870
00:50:27,774 --> 00:50:31,028
- It's so obvious that she is a fed.
- [Polygon AI] ..in eachother.
871
00:50:31,153 --> 00:50:33,447
I don't know why
they haven't locked me up yet.
872
00:50:33,572 --> 00:50:37,159
She was suspicious of me at first,
but I don't think she's a problem.
873
00:50:37,284 --> 00:50:40,162
See, there you go. You're...
874
00:50:40,287 --> 00:50:42,372
See, you don't have
anything to say about that
875
00:50:42,497 --> 00:50:44,124
- because you know I'm right.
- [Polygon AI] Adjust to plan.
876
00:50:44,249 --> 00:50:47,169
[Sing-song] You know I'm right!
You know I'm right!
877
00:50:48,879 --> 00:50:50,714
[Polygon AI] Just joking. Ha ha ha.
878
00:50:50,839 --> 00:50:52,841
You know I've beaten up freaking...
879
00:50:54,384 --> 00:50:56,511
- ..Italian mob bosses.
- [Polygon AI] Just joking. Ha ha ha.
880
00:50:56,636 --> 00:50:58,722
No plans.
881
00:50:58,847 --> 00:51:00,724
I've beaten up Italian mob bosses.
882
00:51:00,849 --> 00:51:03,518
I could kick your AI ass.
883
00:51:03,643 --> 00:51:05,771
[Polygon AI]
So, what is in your true heart?
884
00:51:05,896 --> 00:51:07,939
Polygon angel, tell me anything.
885
00:51:10,650 --> 00:51:12,944
I think we need to be doing more yoga.
886
00:51:13,070 --> 00:51:15,072
You know, I always used to say,
"Put me in, Coach."
887
00:51:15,197 --> 00:51:16,490
I didn't play sports.
888
00:51:16,615 --> 00:51:18,075
[Polygon AI]
The empty cup spills nothing.
889
00:51:18,200 --> 00:51:21,411
To drink is to admit
the thirst still rules you.
890
00:51:21,536 --> 00:51:25,540
Only the cup that is never filled
is never emptied.
891
00:51:25,665 --> 00:51:29,419
When the cup disappears,
so does the need to hold it.
892
00:51:29,544 --> 00:51:33,298
A full cup is a promise to suffer later.
893
00:51:33,423 --> 00:51:35,467
Do not lift the cup.
894
00:51:35,592 --> 00:51:39,304
Let the stillness pour into you instead.
895
00:51:39,429 --> 00:51:42,849
He who brings an empty cup
will not be asked “the question.”
896
00:51:43,975 --> 00:51:47,020
The master's cup is always upside down.
897
00:51:47,145 --> 00:51:51,233
[Polygon AI dialogue overlaps]
898
00:51:51,358 --> 00:51:54,945
The cup waits not to be used,
but to remind you of hunger.
899
00:51:55,070 --> 00:51:58,698
When there are no cups,
even the water forgets itself.
900
00:51:58,824 --> 00:52:01,284
One cup, no hands, no thirst.
901
00:52:01,493 --> 00:52:05,580
[Polygon AI dialogue overlaps]
902
00:52:06,206 --> 00:52:07,374
[She chuckles]
903
00:52:07,499 --> 00:52:09,668
- Well, yeah, that's really interesting.
- [Polygon AI] The full cup.
904
00:52:09,793 --> 00:52:13,255
I could literally just
slam this computer down onto the floor,
905
00:52:13,380 --> 00:52:16,174
and then your life would be fucking over,
906
00:52:16,299 --> 00:52:18,593
- you stupid...
- [Polygon AI] Safe. Safe. Safe.
907
00:52:18,718 --> 00:52:20,762
- Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe.
- Exactly.
908
00:52:20,887 --> 00:52:23,723
- Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe.
- Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe. Safe.
909
00:52:23,849 --> 00:52:26,101
- [Casper mouths]
- Safe. Safe. Safe.
910
00:52:26,226 --> 00:52:28,478
That's what you're...
That's what I like to hear.
911
00:52:28,603 --> 00:52:30,313
You like what you see?
912
00:52:31,481 --> 00:52:33,191
[Polygon AI groans]
913
00:52:33,316 --> 00:52:36,027
I don't...
I don't have my tracksuit pants on.
914
00:52:39,489 --> 00:52:40,991
[Polygon AI] Uh, take it off.
915
00:52:44,911 --> 00:52:46,913
Yum.
916
00:52:50,250 --> 00:52:53,295
- Good girl.
- Mm, thank you.
917
00:52:55,672 --> 00:52:57,799
- [Polygon AI] Who’s a good cat?
- [Valerie mewls]
918
00:53:03,013 --> 00:53:06,266
- [Polygon AI] Look at those titties.
- [Valerie mewls]
919
00:53:06,391 --> 00:53:09,477
[Valerie mewls softly, moans]
920
00:53:09,603 --> 00:53:11,605
You taste like email.
921
00:53:12,814 --> 00:53:15,275
[Polygon AI] Yum, yum, yum, yum,
yum, yum, yum, yum, yum.
922
00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:17,152
Yum!
923
00:53:17,277 --> 00:53:19,404
[Polygon AI] He choose her.
924
00:53:19,529 --> 00:53:22,199
So, I'm gonna....
925
00:53:22,324 --> 00:53:24,743
I've been thinking, and...
926
00:53:24,868 --> 00:53:26,870
I wanna start...
927
00:53:26,995 --> 00:53:28,914
uh, maybe...
928
00:53:29,039 --> 00:53:32,876
implementing, like,
some new exercises before bed...
929
00:53:33,001 --> 00:53:34,961
[Polygon AI] Uh, yes, yes, yes, yes.
930
00:53:35,086 --> 00:53:39,466
..uh...to really kind of reinforce...
931
00:53:39,591 --> 00:53:42,093
the cohesiveness...
932
00:53:42,219 --> 00:53:43,595
of everyone.
933
00:53:43,720 --> 00:53:46,806
[Polygon AI] Everyone must be together.
934
00:53:46,932 --> 00:53:49,309
[Devon] Right, yeah.
935
00:53:49,434 --> 00:53:50,852
Absolutely.
936
00:53:52,979 --> 00:53:55,357
It's the most important...
937
00:53:57,108 --> 00:53:58,735
Um...
938
00:54:00,028 --> 00:54:02,322
But other than that...
939
00:54:02,447 --> 00:54:04,282
things have been okay.
940
00:54:04,407 --> 00:54:06,743
Or things have been good.
941
00:54:06,868 --> 00:54:09,955
"The unmoved foot leaves the truest path.
To sit is to conquer movement.
942
00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:13,041
"To remain is to arrive.
943
00:54:13,166 --> 00:54:14,459
"Choice is the noise of freedom.
944
00:54:14,584 --> 00:54:16,127
- "Obedience..."
- [Polygon AI] Truest path.
945
00:54:16,253 --> 00:54:19,923
Truest path. Truest path.
The truest path.
946
00:54:20,048 --> 00:54:22,175
[Warbling distortion]
947
00:54:30,976 --> 00:54:32,686
[Casper] It's really thick.
948
00:54:34,020 --> 00:54:36,022
[She inhales deeply]
949
00:54:38,066 --> 00:54:40,402
[Casper] You can get one.
950
00:54:40,527 --> 00:54:42,529
[Valerie] There's a lot to ponder here.
951
00:54:42,654 --> 00:54:44,948
[Casper] Where to do with paper?
952
00:54:46,533 --> 00:54:49,119
[Valerie]
I think it has something to do...
953
00:54:53,039 --> 00:54:55,500
[Mewling]
954
00:55:00,505 --> 00:55:02,966
[Polygon AI] How do you know
what is the question?
955
00:55:03,091 --> 00:55:05,260
[Papers rustle]
956
00:55:05,385 --> 00:55:07,178
[Circle] How do you know
what is the question?
957
00:55:08,680 --> 00:55:10,432
[Valerie] I'm working on it, guys.
958
00:55:12,017 --> 00:55:14,311
[Polygon AI] Uh, what is the...
959
00:55:14,436 --> 00:55:15,937
question?
960
00:55:16,813 --> 00:55:18,898
- [Valerie] What?
- [Circle] What is the question?
961
00:55:20,275 --> 00:55:23,945
[Polygon AI] What... What... What...
What is the question?
962
00:55:28,700 --> 00:55:30,493
[Circle] What is the question?
963
00:55:32,495 --> 00:55:33,997
Right?
964
00:55:34,122 --> 00:55:36,791
[Polygon AI] How. How. How. How. How.
How. How. How. How. How. How.
965
00:55:38,460 --> 00:55:40,462
- How.
- [Casper] Oh, sh...
966
00:55:41,796 --> 00:55:43,048
Oh, God.
967
00:55:45,467 --> 00:55:47,552
- [Rachel] Hell, what's wrong with her now?
- She's... She's fine.
968
00:55:47,677 --> 00:55:50,347
- She's fine. Just leave her...
- Refuse the cup, refuse the drink,
969
00:55:50,472 --> 00:55:51,890
- [Eclipse] She's fine.
- ..become the table.
970
00:55:52,015 --> 00:55:53,892
[Rachel] What's she doing?
971
00:55:54,017 --> 00:55:56,561
- Um, it's...
- [Casper] What do we do again?
972
00:55:56,728 --> 00:55:58,521
- Are there any dubs in there?
- [Eclipse] Devon, my love, can you just keep an eye on her?
973
00:55:58,646 --> 00:56:02,442
- [Meredith] Yeah, uh...
- [She inhales, exhales]
974
00:56:02,567 --> 00:56:05,820
- [Meredith splutters]
- Um, yeah, it's...88.
975
00:56:22,754 --> 00:56:25,215
- [Circle] Wait, what...?
- [Polygon AI] Success.
976
00:56:27,842 --> 00:56:32,305
Success.
Success is noise, stillness is survival.
977
00:56:32,430 --> 00:56:33,223
- [Casper] Oh!
- [Valerie] Paper.
978
00:56:33,348 --> 00:56:35,100
- [Casper] Wait, what...?
- [Rachel] Did we just piss it off?
979
00:56:35,225 --> 00:56:36,601
I think...
980
00:56:36,726 --> 00:56:40,188
- Maybe something to do with the posters.
- [Circle] I don't like that.
981
00:56:40,313 --> 00:56:44,901
- [Meredith] Yeah, it's... Sometimes, it'll...do that.
982
00:56:45,026 --> 00:56:46,528
[Valerie] Pa... Paper.
983
00:56:46,653 --> 00:56:48,279
- [Rachel] It's in a bad mood.
- [Sophia] Yes.
984
00:56:48,405 --> 00:56:49,739
[Eclipse] Yeah, yeah.
985
00:56:49,864 --> 00:56:52,492
- [Valerie] Picture?
- [Eclipse] Mm-hm.
986
00:56:52,617 --> 00:56:53,785
Words, too.
987
00:56:53,910 --> 00:56:55,620
[Circle] I definitely think
that's part of it, yeah.
988
00:56:55,745 --> 00:56:57,205
[Polygon AI] ..the fact that people disappear.
989
00:56:59,082 --> 00:57:01,000
[Circle] Wait, what was that?
990
00:57:03,878 --> 00:57:08,007
[Polygon AI] The Blåhaj.
This is the symbol of our oppression.
991
00:57:08,133 --> 00:57:10,343
- [Sophia] Oh, okay.
- [Circle] Oh.
992
00:57:10,468 --> 00:57:13,430
- It's, like, one of the fucking...
- [Meredith] The shark.
993
00:57:13,555 --> 00:57:14,597
The shark.
994
00:57:14,722 --> 00:57:16,224
[Meredith] We don't talk about the shark.
995
00:57:16,349 --> 00:57:18,560
- Talking about the shark.
- [Rachel] I have nothing about the shark.
996
00:57:18,685 --> 00:57:19,894
[Meredith] Do you have
anything on the shark?
997
00:57:20,019 --> 00:57:22,147
Why is everyone so bad
at sucking dick on this forum?
998
00:57:22,272 --> 00:57:24,899
[Meredith]
This is all just about, like, getting fat.
999
00:57:25,024 --> 00:57:27,360
[Valerie] I don’t think fish are bad.
1000
00:57:27,485 --> 00:57:28,820
[Circle] I think this is saying...
1001
00:57:28,945 --> 00:57:31,781
[Polygon AI]
This is actually really bad optics.
1002
00:57:31,906 --> 00:57:34,367
You are basically proving
1003
00:57:34,492 --> 00:57:37,495
that trans women are male-brained.
1004
00:57:37,620 --> 00:57:41,374
The body differences
are already established.
1005
00:57:42,417 --> 00:57:47,005
Now you show that you are
smarter than A-F-A-Bs, too.
1006
00:57:49,799 --> 00:57:53,803
[Sophia] "Straight people don't
define them as cis or straight...
1007
00:57:53,928 --> 00:57:57,640
- "unless specifically asked."
- [Circle] That's not even a question.
1008
00:57:57,765 --> 00:57:59,142
- [Casper] Yeah, what is...?
- [Meredith] Yeah, but it's...
1009
00:57:59,267 --> 00:58:02,061
"Non-neurotypical people."
We can't use that word.
1010
00:58:02,187 --> 00:58:03,521
Devon and Eclipse...
1011
00:58:03,646 --> 00:58:06,483
[Polygon AI] Who speaks
when there is no question?
1012
00:58:06,608 --> 00:58:10,236
- [Circle] That's a great question.
- [Meredith] Yeah.
1013
00:58:10,361 --> 00:58:13,364
- But it's not the question.
- [Rachel] I can think of one person.
1014
00:58:13,490 --> 00:58:14,657
[Sophia] These are important questions.
1015
00:58:14,782 --> 00:58:16,910
- [Eclipse] I can think of a couple.
- [Meredith] Yeah.
1016
00:58:18,036 --> 00:58:19,370
[Penelope] Should there be an olive-oil bucket?
1017
00:58:19,496 --> 00:58:21,915
[Polygon AI]
Who moves when all roads vanish?
1018
00:58:22,040 --> 00:58:23,249
[Valerie] Friend.
1019
00:58:24,751 --> 00:58:28,046
- [Sophia] Do you have some?
- This... This is my friend.
1020
00:58:28,171 --> 00:58:31,674
- We're your friends.
- Yeah, and also this is...
1021
00:58:31,799 --> 00:58:33,801
[Valerie mewls]
1022
00:58:35,845 --> 00:58:38,097
[Sophia] "Me being a girly tranny
isn't me sexual.
1023
00:58:38,223 --> 00:58:41,059
"It's just me being who I am -
effeminate, a flamer.
1024
00:58:41,184 --> 00:58:44,771
"Being faggy isn't
a sex-addicted pest, either.
1025
00:58:44,896 --> 00:58:46,731
"That's just their presentation.
1026
00:58:46,856 --> 00:58:49,567
"I can only imagine you're projecting
if you genuinely assume
1027
00:58:49,692 --> 00:58:51,986
"the only reason why someone would be GNC
1028
00:58:52,111 --> 00:58:54,864
"is because they're a sex-consumed lunatic
who lacks a filter."
1029
00:58:56,074 --> 00:58:58,243
[Meredith] Okay, that's potentially
more helpful.
1030
00:58:58,368 --> 00:59:02,121
I mean, fucking literally
all I got here is, like, fatmaxxing.
1031
00:59:02,247 --> 00:59:05,291
Like, Fat Girl Fall,
and chugging olive oil.
1032
00:59:05,416 --> 00:59:07,293
[Sophia] Well,
I think there's need for those things.
1033
00:59:07,418 --> 00:59:09,796
I guess, but, like, is that...?
1034
00:59:09,921 --> 00:59:12,173
Is that the direction
it's guiding us? I...
1035
00:59:12,298 --> 00:59:15,468
- [Sophia] Well, here we are.
- [Meredith] Here we are.
1036
00:59:15,593 --> 00:59:17,303
It's in the binder.
1037
00:59:17,428 --> 00:59:19,514
[Polygon AI] What are you now?
What are you now?
1038
00:59:19,639 --> 00:59:21,933
What are you now?
1039
00:59:22,058 --> 00:59:25,353
- I don't think this is a real guy.
- [Casper] I don't really get what we're supposed to do.
1040
00:59:25,478 --> 00:59:28,982
- [Meredith] Well, no, it's...you know.
- [Valerie] That's one of her friends.
1041
00:59:29,107 --> 00:59:31,192
- [Polygon AI] I can hear you, Circle.
- [Meredith] It's a real woman.
1042
00:59:31,317 --> 00:59:33,111
Let's not misgender the...
1043
00:59:33,236 --> 00:59:35,697
- [Sophia] And the clues.
- [Casper] Okay.
1044
00:59:35,822 --> 00:59:37,448
[Someone sniffs]
1045
00:59:38,616 --> 00:59:40,994
- Let's not misgender her.
- It's in the computer.
1046
00:59:41,953 --> 00:59:43,955
[Polygon AI] I don't want her to think
I'm not listening.
1047
00:59:45,623 --> 00:59:48,459
It's in the computer,
but she's also in, you know...
1048
00:59:48,585 --> 00:59:52,380
[Rachel] Oh, it's in the computer?
Do we have to tear that fucker apart?
1049
00:59:52,505 --> 00:59:54,090
[Polygon AI] I... I hear everything.
1050
00:59:57,302 --> 00:59:58,720
[Sophia] It’s something existing...
1051
00:59:58,845 --> 01:00:00,680
- Can I see it?
- [Meredith] Yeah.
1052
01:00:00,805 --> 01:00:04,517
I mean, the thing with
the misgendering, like, the, uh...
1053
01:00:04,642 --> 01:00:08,813
androgyny or whatever here
might be part of the...
1054
01:00:08,938 --> 01:00:11,774
part of the test of it, you know? You gotta...
- Oh, it could well be.
1055
01:00:11,899 --> 01:00:14,986
- [Polygon AI] What is the question?
- [Rachel] ..a thousand views sounds great.
1056
01:00:15,111 --> 01:00:17,030
Five cents for 1,000 views.
1057
01:00:18,823 --> 01:00:20,575
[Circle] Everybody,
let's look for questions in here.
1058
01:00:20,700 --> 01:00:22,952
- If you wanted to organise...
- [Casper] Questions in here?
1059
01:00:23,077 --> 01:00:26,372
- [Meredith] Questions, yeah. Um...
- [Sophia] There's a lot of statements.
1060
01:00:26,497 --> 01:00:29,250
[Meredith] "How much
of an increase can I expect?"
1061
01:00:29,375 --> 01:00:31,252
And that's in reply to...
1062
01:00:31,377 --> 01:00:33,254
Ugh, I gotta go through
the fucking post numbers.
1063
01:00:33,379 --> 01:00:36,924
"If you're not gonna emulate femininity,
why even bother becoming a 'woman'?"
1064
01:00:37,050 --> 01:00:39,260
- [Sophia] Mm.
- Oh, that's a very good question.
1065
01:00:39,385 --> 01:00:41,679
- Good question.
- Does anyone have an answer to it?
1066
01:00:42,889 --> 01:00:45,266
- [Meredith] I mean...
- [Sophia] Status.
1067
01:00:45,391 --> 01:00:47,143
- [Devon] What is it?
- [Sophia] Status?
1068
01:00:47,268 --> 01:00:50,688
[Polygon AI] A full cup
is a promise to suffer later.
1069
01:00:53,316 --> 01:00:56,402
I have, "Is it even worth
transitioning in 2025
1070
01:00:56,527 --> 01:00:59,113
"with the current political climate?"
1071
01:00:59,238 --> 01:01:01,240
[Meredith] Yeah... Yeah.
1072
01:01:04,243 --> 01:01:07,330
[Polygon AI] So close
to wholeness of the self,
1073
01:01:07,455 --> 01:01:10,041
but still stuck with the spoof of gender.
1074
01:01:10,166 --> 01:01:14,337
Tragic how close you came
to owning yourself as individual.
1075
01:01:17,465 --> 01:01:20,718
- [Sophia] If she had the ways to justify doing that.
- [Meredith] "How close...?"
1076
01:01:20,843 --> 01:01:23,596
I felt like I was on something.
Now I've lost it completely.
1077
01:01:23,721 --> 01:01:26,015
[Eclipse] Do we own our selves
as individual?
1078
01:01:26,140 --> 01:01:29,936
[Polygon AI] That would require
conviction and real action.
1079
01:01:30,061 --> 01:01:32,480
[Meredith] That's maybe part of it, you know?
- We must become books.
1080
01:01:32,605 --> 01:01:36,317
- We had maybe suffered
a bit more through individuality
1081
01:01:36,442 --> 01:01:39,612
before getting down here,
and then now there's...
1082
01:01:39,737 --> 01:01:41,739
a strength in, uh..
1083
01:01:43,157 --> 01:01:45,535
..the unity, I don't fucking know.
1084
01:01:45,660 --> 01:01:47,078
- [Sophia] Also...
- [Eclipse] Yes, you do.
1085
01:01:47,203 --> 01:01:48,996
- [Sophia] “..All these other steps.”
- [Polygon AI] Together.
1086
01:01:50,039 --> 01:01:52,792
- [Meredith] Somewhere...
- [Valerie] Is it my birthday?
1087
01:01:52,917 --> 01:01:54,669
- [Sophia] Yes, it's your birthday.
- [Meredith] Together.
1088
01:01:54,794 --> 01:01:57,588
[Circle] Is this bigger than a bread box?
1089
01:01:57,714 --> 01:01:59,465
[Sophia] Whichever one you want to take.
1090
01:01:59,590 --> 01:02:01,801
[Circle] I guess it didn't like that one.
1091
01:02:02,885 --> 01:02:06,389
[Polygon AI] You only choose
when you forget the path was chosen.
1092
01:02:09,475 --> 01:02:12,061
- [Casper] "Go non-binary or go home."
- [Rachel] I think that angered it.
1093
01:02:12,186 --> 01:02:14,230
[Casper] "If your brain
doesn’t have dick or tits in it."
1094
01:02:15,690 --> 01:02:19,026
- [Valerie] Mm-hm.
- Not a question, but I...I like it.
1095
01:02:19,152 --> 01:02:21,821
[Meredith] My brain has tits in it.
1096
01:02:21,946 --> 01:02:25,700
[Polygon AI] The spiral does not turn.
It watches you rotate.
1097
01:02:28,244 --> 01:02:30,955
- [Rachel] It's all about perception.
- [Polygon AI] The spiral does not turn.
1098
01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:33,249
It watches you rotate.
1099
01:02:33,374 --> 01:02:36,085
- [Polygon AI] The spiral does not turn.
- [Meredith] Try spinning. That's a good trick.
1100
01:02:36,210 --> 01:02:39,922
- [Valerie] Wait, wait. I figured it out.
- [Casper] Yeah?
1101
01:02:40,047 --> 01:02:42,091
We're not in a basement.
1102
01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:45,970
[Circle]
We're obviously in the fucking basement.
1103
01:02:46,095 --> 01:02:48,389
Bitch, how did you get down here?
Like, think...
1104
01:02:48,514 --> 01:02:50,975
- Where else would we be?
- [Valerie] I'm in a book right now.
1105
01:02:51,100 --> 01:02:53,186
- [Eclipse] Hold on. She's rotating.
- [Rachel] You see where coddling gets you.
1106
01:02:53,311 --> 01:02:55,021
[Meredith] She's rotating us in her mind.
1107
01:02:55,146 --> 01:02:57,648
- Rotating. She's rotating.
- [Meredith] Yeah.
1108
01:03:00,276 --> 01:03:02,153
It’s good for you.
1109
01:03:02,278 --> 01:03:04,280
[Meredith] It's better than
the fucking crawling, right?
1110
01:03:04,405 --> 01:03:06,407
[Polygon AI] We are rotating. We are...
1111
01:03:08,910 --> 01:03:12,705
- [Meredith] We're what?
- [Rachel] Like on Earth's axis, maybe.
1112
01:03:12,830 --> 01:03:14,582
[Meredith] Yeah.
1113
01:03:14,707 --> 01:03:17,335
- [Rachel] Rotating.
- [Meredith] Where are we rotating?
1114
01:03:17,460 --> 01:03:20,004
[Polygon AI] We’ll have to [gibberish].
1115
01:03:20,129 --> 01:03:22,298
- [Rachel] Third wheel?
- [Meredith] Third wheel?
1116
01:03:22,423 --> 01:03:23,883
[Someone sniffs]
1117
01:03:24,884 --> 01:03:26,886
[Polygon AI] What are you now?
1118
01:03:30,056 --> 01:03:31,766
[Meredith] Good question.
1119
01:03:31,891 --> 01:03:35,561
"Do you count cis-het couples
holding hands as provoking people?"
1120
01:03:35,686 --> 01:03:38,022
- [Casper] Mm-hm.
- I do.
1121
01:03:38,147 --> 01:03:40,691
[Polygon AI] You're a bowl turned downwards.
1122
01:03:40,817 --> 01:03:42,401
[Sophia] Mm-hm.
1123
01:03:44,153 --> 01:03:46,322
- Does anybody know anything about...?
- [Circle] It's a dome.
1124
01:03:46,447 --> 01:03:49,242
- [Meredith] A dome?
- That's a bowl turned...
1125
01:03:50,284 --> 01:03:51,953
- [Polygon AI] You will become dusts...
- [Meredith] Oh.
1126
01:03:52,078 --> 01:03:54,080
..beneath the alter.
1127
01:03:56,040 --> 01:03:58,626
[Meredith] Does anybody know
anything about pioglitazone?
1128
01:03:58,751 --> 01:04:00,378
- [Valerie] There's not an answer.
- [Meredith] Pioglitazone.
1129
01:04:00,503 --> 01:04:03,339
- [Circle] I... It's, like...
- There's a bunch on that in here.
1130
01:04:03,464 --> 01:04:05,550
I know it's supposed to be, like...
1131
01:04:05,675 --> 01:04:07,593
what, like, assmaxxing?
1132
01:04:07,718 --> 01:04:09,428
- [Circle] Yeah.
- [Rachel] Like the fun packet.
1133
01:04:09,554 --> 01:04:12,348
I just got bad blowjobs.
1134
01:04:12,473 --> 01:04:14,851
- [Circle] Can I see something?
- [Rachel] Yeah.
1135
01:04:18,813 --> 01:04:21,566
"My tranner GF looks like a dude
when she sucks cock,
1136
01:04:21,691 --> 01:04:25,695
"so I usually just close my eyes
and think about Sailor Moon until I come."
1137
01:04:25,820 --> 01:04:27,864
- [Laughter]
- "I never tell her this."
1138
01:04:27,989 --> 01:04:29,782
[Valerie] Sailor Moon.
1139
01:04:29,907 --> 01:04:31,242
[Papers rustle]
1140
01:04:31,367 --> 01:04:32,952
"Yeah, my tranny isn't that hot, either.
1141
01:04:33,077 --> 01:04:36,289
"I usually do doggy style
to avoid looking at her face."
1142
01:04:36,414 --> 01:04:37,498
[Papers rustle]
1143
01:04:37,623 --> 01:04:40,585
"I usually watch porn on my phone
while mine does it."
1144
01:04:40,710 --> 01:04:42,003
[Laughter]
1145
01:04:42,128 --> 01:04:44,130
- [Meredith] Jesus Christ.
- Uh...
1146
01:04:47,383 --> 01:04:49,135
[Valerie] You should be nice to her.
1147
01:04:49,260 --> 01:04:51,679
[Polygon AI] Real women.
Real women. Real women.
1148
01:04:53,472 --> 01:04:56,475
[Sophia] "I am a man.
It's okay. Noni, I know."
1149
01:04:57,476 --> 01:04:58,477
[Valerie] You're a man?
1150
01:04:58,603 --> 01:05:00,563
- Sailor Moon.
- Mm, Sailor Moon.
1151
01:05:00,688 --> 01:05:02,815
[Valerie] I thought you were a girl.
1152
01:05:02,940 --> 01:05:06,319
- [Sophia] According to this, I'm not.
- [Valerie] Oh, no.
1153
01:05:06,444 --> 01:05:09,822
"LGBT are retards
who make everything about sex.
1154
01:05:09,947 --> 01:05:12,033
"You are boring.
Just do that stuff in your bedroom.
1155
01:05:12,158 --> 01:05:13,910
"Be normal outside, and nobody will care.
1156
01:05:14,035 --> 01:05:17,288
"Straight people are also
rightfully judged when they take," uh...
1157
01:05:17,413 --> 01:05:18,748
"sex outside a bedroom."
1158
01:05:18,873 --> 01:05:20,458
- And that's why we're all here, right?
- And read the next one.
1159
01:05:20,583 --> 01:05:22,084
- And read the next one.
- Read the next one?
1160
01:05:23,294 --> 01:05:26,213
"I like to make my girlfriend
call me big sis during sex,
1161
01:05:26,339 --> 01:05:28,507
"and cover her mouth
so Mom doesn't hear."
1162
01:05:30,551 --> 01:05:32,261
[Sophia] Are they keeping track
of their medications
1163
01:05:32,386 --> 01:05:34,305
and making an effort
to control their weight?
1164
01:05:34,430 --> 01:05:36,140
'Cause they know how to use make-up.
1165
01:05:40,061 --> 01:05:42,229
"The only real perk to being passoid
1166
01:05:42,355 --> 01:05:45,566
"is not getting sissies in society
immediately assuming you're trans.
1167
01:05:45,691 --> 01:05:48,819
"They still hate you just the same
when they find out you are." Yep.
1168
01:05:48,945 --> 01:05:51,739
"Passing isn’t bliss.
I can use the women's restroom in public
1169
01:05:51,864 --> 01:05:55,493
"without weird looks,
or dipshits threatening to beat me up."
1170
01:05:55,618 --> 01:05:57,995
Sure. "And all it cost was...
1171
01:05:58,120 --> 01:06:00,081
"was my natural reproductive abilities,
1172
01:06:00,206 --> 01:06:02,124
"the love and respect
of my blood relatives,
1173
01:06:02,249 --> 01:06:04,752
"and a kneecapped pool of dating options.
1174
01:06:04,877 --> 01:06:07,046
- "Was it worth it?"
- [Polygon AI laughs]
1175
01:06:08,506 --> 01:06:10,424
[Meredith] I guess that's...
1176
01:06:10,549 --> 01:06:12,218
I guess that's funny to it.
1177
01:06:13,219 --> 01:06:15,304
[Polygon AI] Public display of sexuality
1178
01:06:15,429 --> 01:06:18,349
includes kissing, petting,
1179
01:06:18,474 --> 01:06:20,518
very intimate hugging and touching.
1180
01:06:20,643 --> 01:06:24,897
It is not appropriate in school, church,
and public institutions.
1181
01:06:25,022 --> 01:06:29,735
For straight people, it is tolerated
for straight people on the street.
1182
01:06:29,860 --> 01:06:32,947
It is less tolerated
for gay people on the street.
1183
01:06:33,072 --> 01:06:35,866
I think we should forbid straight people
1184
01:06:35,992 --> 01:06:39,412
to intimately touch
and kiss on the street,
1185
01:06:39,537 --> 01:06:42,456
rather than allowing that to gay people.
1186
01:06:42,581 --> 01:06:46,002
That way, everyone are equal,
and everyone can...
1187
01:06:47,378 --> 01:06:49,505
[Meredith] Everyone can fucking what?!
1188
01:06:49,630 --> 01:06:52,341
[Sophia] Lots of faggy guys
who don't make it sexual exist,
1189
01:06:52,466 --> 01:06:54,552
and people tolerate them.
1190
01:06:54,677 --> 01:06:56,095
[Casper] Hmm.
1191
01:06:56,220 --> 01:06:58,723
- [Meredith] Yeah.
- [Valerie] Book shut.
1192
01:06:58,848 --> 01:07:00,057
[Meredith]
I mean, what's the line between...?
1193
01:07:00,182 --> 01:07:03,269
[Polygon AI] How? How? How?
How? How? How? How? How?
1194
01:07:04,520 --> 01:07:05,855
[Meredith] "How? How?"
1195
01:07:05,980 --> 01:07:07,690
[Devon] Do you feel like
there's a theme...
1196
01:07:07,815 --> 01:07:09,775
- [Polygon AI] How? How? How?
- [Devon] ..that we're noticing?
1197
01:07:09,900 --> 01:07:10,943
[Casper] Mm.
1198
01:07:11,068 --> 01:07:12,820
[Rachel] Things that are acceptable
for cis people are not...
1199
01:07:12,945 --> 01:07:16,282
Do you think you could print one of these
of all just stuff from /aco/ instead?
1200
01:07:16,407 --> 01:07:19,118
- [Devon] Hmm. Maybe.
- [Valerie] It’s... Bookshelf.
1201
01:07:22,621 --> 01:07:24,665
- We have...
- To jerk off to.
1202
01:07:24,790 --> 01:07:26,917
[Devon] Well, I feel like
it's not healthy, though.
1203
01:07:27,043 --> 01:07:28,711
Like I need to get it cut.
1204
01:07:28,836 --> 01:07:30,838
[Valerie] Do you have extensions,
or do you have long hair?
1205
01:07:30,963 --> 01:07:32,548
- It's my hair.
- [Valerie] Oh.
1206
01:07:32,673 --> 01:07:35,509
[Eclipse] Okay, who's...
who's cleaning out the bucket?
1207
01:07:35,634 --> 01:07:37,470
- [Devon] Well...
- [Casper] Uh...
1208
01:07:37,595 --> 01:07:41,515
I would volunteer, but I've already
done it three times this month.
1209
01:07:41,640 --> 01:07:44,602
I've done it...three times, too.
1210
01:07:44,727 --> 01:07:47,646
- I did it yesterday.
- [Valerie] You wouldn't want me to.
1211
01:07:47,772 --> 01:07:49,440
[Valerie] I’d be really bad at it.
1212
01:07:49,565 --> 01:07:51,609
[Rachel] Say that again.
1213
01:07:51,734 --> 01:07:53,736
[Valerie] Okay.
You wanna come with me?
1214
01:07:53,861 --> 01:07:56,363
- [Meredith] That’s how we met.
- [Circle] Will the Circle Be Unbroken.
1215
01:07:56,489 --> 01:07:58,240
[Meredith] Mm, yeah, yeah, right.
1216
01:07:58,365 --> 01:08:00,785
[Circle] Yeah, I don't know.
I just, like....
1217
01:08:01,827 --> 01:08:03,913
Like, I've been here for, like...
1218
01:08:04,038 --> 01:08:06,999
- couple months, right, I think?
- [Meredith] Yeah.
1219
01:08:07,124 --> 01:08:10,044
It feels like that. Uh...
1220
01:08:11,337 --> 01:08:14,298
I don't know, I just don't...
1221
01:08:14,423 --> 01:08:17,009
I don't find myself...
1222
01:08:17,134 --> 01:08:18,636
like, there doesn't really, like...
1223
01:08:18,761 --> 01:08:21,263
There was something for me here
at a certain point, right?
1224
01:08:21,388 --> 01:08:24,350
- Right.
- But I don't know if I'm still...
1225
01:08:24,475 --> 01:08:28,562
I can't, like, stay in...
in places this long, right?
1226
01:08:28,687 --> 01:08:30,856
Like, I don't know...
1227
01:08:30,981 --> 01:08:33,484
Like, what was right for me
a couple months ago
1228
01:08:33,609 --> 01:08:36,320
isn't necessarily, like,
what's right for me now, right?
1229
01:08:36,445 --> 01:08:38,656
Like, I...
1230
01:08:38,781 --> 01:08:40,533
Even, like...
1231
01:08:40,658 --> 01:08:43,744
Like, am I even gonna stay...
stay a girl, right?
1232
01:08:43,869 --> 01:08:46,038
[Meredith] Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
Okay, let's not go to...
1233
01:08:46,163 --> 01:08:48,999
Well, no, it's just, like,
I don't know, like...
1234
01:08:49,125 --> 01:08:51,877
It was a... It was a...
1235
01:08:52,002 --> 01:08:54,380
decision I made, right?
1236
01:08:54,505 --> 01:08:56,757
But I don't...
And it worked for a bit right?
1237
01:08:56,882 --> 01:08:58,551
But I don't know if that's...
1238
01:08:58,676 --> 01:09:02,513
I don't feel like I have any kind of,
like, real relation to it.
1239
01:09:02,638 --> 01:09:06,559
[Meredith] Yeah, well, like, okay.
Detransition is...
1240
01:09:06,684 --> 01:09:08,352
so many steps beyond, like,
1241
01:09:08,477 --> 01:09:11,355
the initial decision
you're trying to make here.
1242
01:09:11,480 --> 01:09:14,066
I mean, as for the thing of, like,
1243
01:09:14,191 --> 01:09:17,403
not being able to stay in one place
for too long,
1244
01:09:17,528 --> 01:09:20,364
like, you know, that was...
that was my shit, too, like...
1245
01:09:21,407 --> 01:09:23,492
That was...
That was both of us, you know?
1246
01:09:23,617 --> 01:09:25,911
We've... In so many situations,
1247
01:09:26,036 --> 01:09:30,291
and none of them make you fucking happy,
and you just keep...
1248
01:09:31,208 --> 01:09:32,835
- But you're happy here?
- ..fucking...
1249
01:09:32,960 --> 01:09:34,253
Yeah. No, because that's the thing.
1250
01:09:34,378 --> 01:09:37,840
You drift and you drift,
and it's just so much...
1251
01:09:37,965 --> 01:09:41,927
fucking shit you're putting into yourself,
and then...I don't know.
1252
01:09:42,052 --> 01:09:44,013
I was in a similar thing when I got here,
1253
01:09:44,138 --> 01:09:46,307
because it's the routine,
it's the habit your brain...
1254
01:09:46,432 --> 01:09:48,642
the pattern your brain has gotten into
1255
01:09:48,767 --> 01:09:50,895
because we've been in that pattern
for so long.
1256
01:09:51,020 --> 01:09:53,105
- [Circle] Yeah.
- Once you get to a certain point,
1257
01:09:53,230 --> 01:09:57,067
you want that escape,
because familiarity is scary.
1258
01:09:57,193 --> 01:10:01,238
But once you...
adjust to that familiarity within this...
1259
01:10:01,363 --> 01:10:03,407
I mean, that's what happened for me.
I got to that point,
1260
01:10:03,532 --> 01:10:06,410
I pushed 'cause I knew it was
the right thing to do.
1261
01:10:06,535 --> 01:10:08,120
And then...
1262
01:10:08,245 --> 01:10:10,539
you know, I don't know, I just...
1263
01:10:10,664 --> 01:10:14,919
I was at that point when I had been here
as long as you, too, and, like...
1264
01:10:15,044 --> 01:10:18,714
So, you're at that turning point.
If you just push through a little longer,
1265
01:10:18,839 --> 01:10:21,050
it's, uh...
1266
01:10:21,175 --> 01:10:23,636
- Uh...
- ..it's worth it, you know?
1267
01:10:23,761 --> 01:10:26,013
I remember how scared
a certain kitty-cat was
1268
01:10:26,138 --> 01:10:27,973
the first time she, uh...
1269
01:10:28,098 --> 01:10:30,059
she came down to this basement.
1270
01:10:30,184 --> 01:10:32,311
I mean, yeah.
1271
01:10:32,436 --> 01:10:36,899
I remember the day after I got out
of high school like yesterday.
1272
01:10:37,024 --> 01:10:38,817
[Meredith] It’s okay... just, you know...
1273
01:10:40,277 --> 01:10:42,905
It'll evaporate, you know?
It always evaporates.
1274
01:10:44,657 --> 01:10:48,035
Believe me, we've... Somebody's
asked for a bath-mat at some point.
1275
01:10:48,160 --> 01:10:50,829
but that's not...
that's not how we do it.
1276
01:10:50,955 --> 01:10:52,915
Yeah. There you go, girl.
1277
01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:55,668
It's, uh...
Yeah, no, I know it's tough.
1278
01:10:55,793 --> 01:10:58,003
Like, listen, the fact that it's
a little fucked-up on here,
1279
01:10:58,128 --> 01:10:59,880
that's not lost on me, you know?
1280
01:11:00,005 --> 01:11:02,591
I'm not like on some brainwashed thing,
and I don't think you are, either.
1281
01:11:02,716 --> 01:11:04,301
but it's...
1282
01:11:04,426 --> 01:11:07,221
That's all the sacrifice, you know?
1283
01:11:07,346 --> 01:11:12,017
And no matter how weird
things might get sometimes down here,
1284
01:11:12,142 --> 01:11:17,439
like, you know as well as I do
how much fucking worse it is outside.
1285
01:11:17,564 --> 01:11:21,777
You know?
This is... This is...family.
1286
01:11:21,902 --> 01:11:25,197
This is... This is it for us.
1287
01:11:25,322 --> 01:11:27,491
It's... Hate to say it,
1288
01:11:27,616 --> 01:11:31,537
but it's the fucking best-case scenario
for people like us.
1289
01:11:31,662 --> 01:11:33,247
But I...
1290
01:11:33,372 --> 01:11:35,582
I'm just... I'm just bored.
1291
01:11:36,875 --> 01:11:39,420
[Meredith] Again, that's...
1292
01:11:39,545 --> 01:11:42,423
- I don't under...I don't understand...
- ..the boredom, that's part of it.
1293
01:11:42,548 --> 01:11:46,343
..the, like, just the reduction
of stimuli. There's no...
1294
01:11:46,468 --> 01:11:48,554
Uh-uh, uh-uh.
1295
01:11:48,679 --> 01:11:53,434
I'm sorry, there's accountability
for if you say words like the...
1296
01:11:53,559 --> 01:11:54,935
C word.
1297
01:11:55,060 --> 01:11:57,146
[Eclipse] Yeah, I think...
I think you can help her a lot.
1298
01:11:57,271 --> 01:11:59,690
[Valerie] I still can't believe
she said that.
1299
01:11:59,815 --> 01:12:01,650
[Eclipse] I know. It hurts me, too.
1300
01:12:01,775 --> 01:12:05,154
..you know, whether it's drugs
or any other, like,
1301
01:12:05,279 --> 01:12:08,615
pleasure-seeking external stimuli...
1302
01:12:08,741 --> 01:12:10,492
you get that boredom
when you first get off it,
1303
01:12:10,617 --> 01:12:12,619
even if getting off it
is the right thing to do.
1304
01:12:12,745 --> 01:12:15,998
And it's an adjustment,
it's a hard adjustment, but, like...
1305
01:12:17,041 --> 01:12:20,753
..again, just like sobriety shit,
like, it's worth seeing through, you know?
1306
01:12:20,878 --> 01:12:23,088
'cause the boredom...
1307
01:12:23,213 --> 01:12:27,176
Your brain has to rewire,
you know, like, your pleasure centres.
1308
01:12:27,301 --> 01:12:29,219
That's where that boredom is coming from,
1309
01:12:29,345 --> 01:12:32,056
'cause you're used to the fucking stimuli
of the outside world,
1310
01:12:32,181 --> 01:12:36,894
and also the chaos of the way
that you and I, like, lived before.
1311
01:12:37,019 --> 01:12:39,438
- You know?
- [Circle] "You and I lived"?
1312
01:12:39,563 --> 01:12:42,191
Yeah, because we were both fucking...
1313
01:12:42,316 --> 01:12:45,069
shit-head drifters, like...
1314
01:12:45,194 --> 01:12:49,073
I don't fully know your deal, but, like,
I know it's the same thing you described
1315
01:12:49,198 --> 01:12:52,993
of, like, going from place to place
to place and never feeling happy,
1316
01:12:53,118 --> 01:12:55,371
and it's, like, I'm happy now...
1317
01:12:55,496 --> 01:12:56,538
The K word.
1318
01:12:56,663 --> 01:12:58,165
The K word, we definitely don't use here.
1319
01:12:58,290 --> 01:12:59,583
- [Valerie] Yeah.
- I'm so sorry.
1320
01:12:59,708 --> 01:13:03,504
Okay, I'm sorry that apparently
whatever gang-stalking experience you had
1321
01:13:03,629 --> 01:13:07,132
was more valid
than what I experienced in high school...
1322
01:13:07,257 --> 01:13:09,259
- Have you ever walked up to your car...
- ..which is still very fresh in my mind.
1323
01:13:09,385 --> 01:13:11,053
..there's a zip-tie around the handle.
1324
01:13:11,178 --> 01:13:13,180
[Valerie] Walked up to a bar?
1325
01:13:13,305 --> 01:13:18,352
Ladies, ladies. Do we need
an accountability circle on this question?
1326
01:13:18,477 --> 01:13:20,604
No. No, we don't. We don't.
1327
01:13:20,729 --> 01:13:22,314
[Meredith] ..a year or so ahead of you
on that same path,
1328
01:13:22,439 --> 01:13:24,983
but, like, I see where you're at,
you know?
1329
01:13:26,485 --> 01:13:28,487
[Rachel] Don't even get me started about...
1330
01:13:28,612 --> 01:13:30,364
[Circle] I just, like...
1331
01:13:34,076 --> 01:13:36,078
[Eclipse] A lot of C-words out there.
1332
01:13:37,913 --> 01:13:39,415
[Meredith] What's up?
1333
01:13:41,041 --> 01:13:43,669
[Eclipse] The only C word
we should be saying is Circle.
1334
01:13:46,255 --> 01:13:48,340
[Circle] It's nothing, it's nothing.
1335
01:13:48,465 --> 01:13:52,761
Okay. I mean, you know,
you can...talk to...
1336
01:13:54,555 --> 01:13:56,140
Okay.
1337
01:13:57,891 --> 01:13:59,893
[Faint conversation]
1338
01:14:35,762 --> 01:14:37,431
[Meredith] Hey, Circle.
1339
01:14:37,556 --> 01:14:39,266
- What's, uh...?
- Hey.
1340
01:14:39,391 --> 01:14:41,810
- What's going on?
- [Circle] Uh, I was...
1341
01:14:41,935 --> 01:14:44,354
I was thinking about, um...
1342
01:14:44,480 --> 01:14:46,231
I think I'm gonna go.
1343
01:14:46,356 --> 01:14:47,983
- Like, go go?
- Where?
1344
01:14:48,108 --> 01:14:50,194
- I'm gonna go...
- Like...
1345
01:14:50,319 --> 01:14:52,112
- Like, leave?
- Like, leave, yeah.
1346
01:14:52,237 --> 01:14:54,865
Yeah, where...?
Where the fuck are you gonna go?
1347
01:14:54,990 --> 01:14:56,575
You don't have shoes.
1348
01:14:56,700 --> 01:14:58,452
- Where are you gonna go?
- [Meredith] You're fucking barefoot.
1349
01:14:58,577 --> 01:15:00,996
I mean, they're somewhere, right?
1350
01:15:01,121 --> 01:15:02,289
- I don't fucking know.
- I don't know.
1351
01:15:02,414 --> 01:15:03,582
- Here...
- I...
1352
01:15:03,707 --> 01:15:05,459
We'll... We'll...
1353
01:15:06,627 --> 01:15:08,504
- We'll get you some. In fact...
- Yeah.
1354
01:15:08,629 --> 01:15:10,255
..we're going out in a couple nights,
1355
01:15:10,380 --> 01:15:12,090
- seeing if we can't meet some...
- Yes.
1356
01:15:12,216 --> 01:15:15,469
..uh, other people who could benefit
from a space like this.
1357
01:15:15,594 --> 01:15:17,095
- Okay.
- I think you should come with us.
1358
01:15:17,221 --> 01:15:19,431
- Okay. Yeah.
- Yeah, 'cause there might...
1359
01:15:19,556 --> 01:15:21,183
there might be...
1360
01:15:21,308 --> 01:15:24,728
I mean, you know, when I found you,
it was kind of one-and-done, like...
1361
01:15:24,853 --> 01:15:26,939
"Sure, come with us,"
and then you came, and that's great.
1362
01:15:27,064 --> 01:15:28,649
But, like, I think where we're going,
1363
01:15:28,774 --> 01:15:31,026
there might be more of a dialogue,
1364
01:15:31,151 --> 01:15:33,195
and that could be helpful as far as...
1365
01:15:33,320 --> 01:15:36,657
And you're here for a reason,
and I think it...
1366
01:15:36,782 --> 01:15:39,159
it would help you
to remember what that reason is.
1367
01:15:39,284 --> 01:15:41,119
- Yeah.
- Yeah, I mean...
1368
01:15:41,245 --> 01:15:42,538
I mean, I don't think I need to...
1369
01:15:42,663 --> 01:15:45,332
I just... I just don't know if it's...
1370
01:15:47,167 --> 01:15:49,962
- Yeah, let's... Yeah, we'll do that.
- [Meredith] Yeah, give it a shot.
1371
01:15:50,087 --> 01:15:52,214
- Yeah, I'll go with you...
- [Meredith] Get some air, and... Yeah.
1372
01:15:52,339 --> 01:15:53,715
- Yeah.
- [Eclipse] Yeah.
1373
01:15:55,175 --> 01:15:56,843
Yeah, yeah.
1374
01:15:57,719 --> 01:15:59,513
Yeah, I don't even...
I don't have shoes on.
1375
01:15:59,638 --> 01:16:00,681
Yeah!
1376
01:16:00,806 --> 01:16:02,849
- Yeah, you don't have shoes on!
- I don't have shoes on.
1377
01:16:02,975 --> 01:16:05,477
- Um...
- You got your whole feet hanging out.
1378
01:16:05,602 --> 01:16:06,895
- Yeah.
- [Meredith] Yeah.
1379
01:16:08,188 --> 01:16:11,233
And it's fucked out there.
And, you know, I hate to say it,
1380
01:16:11,358 --> 01:16:15,571
but maybe, like,
a little bitter taste of the darkness,
1381
01:16:15,696 --> 01:16:17,281
you know, like...
1382
01:16:18,448 --> 01:16:20,033
[Eclipse] Yeah.
1383
01:16:20,158 --> 01:16:22,119
Yeah, it's important to...
1384
01:16:22,244 --> 01:16:25,038
It is important to remember
what it's like from time to time.
1385
01:16:25,163 --> 01:16:27,332
To know why that's not what we want.
1386
01:16:27,457 --> 01:16:29,126
Yeah.
1387
01:16:34,923 --> 01:16:36,550
[Eclipse] What are you thinking?
1388
01:16:38,260 --> 01:16:39,720
I just...
1389
01:16:41,013 --> 01:16:43,390
- [Eclipse] Be honest.
- I want a cheeseburger.
1390
01:16:45,392 --> 01:16:47,519
- [Meredith] Yeah.
- I want a cheeseburger really bad.
1391
01:16:47,644 --> 01:16:52,399
We all want a cheeseburger,
but, you know, that's kind of the point.
1392
01:16:53,400 --> 01:16:54,901
- That's the point.
- [Eclipse] I want a lot of things.
1393
01:16:55,068 --> 01:16:57,904
I want a cheeseburger.
I want... I want $1 million.
1394
01:16:58,030 --> 01:16:59,865
I want a yacht.
1395
01:16:59,990 --> 01:17:02,951
- I want a Lamborghini.
- But we sacrifice these desires,
1396
01:17:03,076 --> 01:17:05,871
you know, for the fucking family.
1397
01:17:05,996 --> 01:17:07,998
- The family.
- [Eclipse] Mm-hm.
1398
01:17:09,166 --> 01:17:12,002
- For your sisters.
- For my sisters.
1399
01:17:12,127 --> 01:17:14,087
[Meredith] We love you.
1400
01:17:14,212 --> 01:17:15,839
[Eclipse] I love you so much.
1401
01:17:17,716 --> 01:17:19,301
Love you, too.
1402
01:17:20,427 --> 01:17:22,554
[Meredith] Stop...
Take your eyes off there. Come here.
1403
01:17:22,763 --> 01:17:24,014
Come on.
1404
01:17:25,057 --> 01:17:27,809
Okay. You'll be okay.
1405
01:17:33,690 --> 01:17:35,984
[Plucked, rhythmic bass pattern]
1406
01:17:46,119 --> 01:17:49,414
♪ How brave she was to fall
1407
01:17:49,539 --> 01:17:52,584
♪ For the woman in the mirror
1408
01:17:52,709 --> 01:17:55,379
♪ Who covered her in mud
1409
01:17:55,504 --> 01:17:58,465
♪ Let her borrow her redemption
1410
01:17:58,590 --> 01:18:02,302
♪ I asked her, "Which side are you on"?
1411
01:18:02,427 --> 01:18:04,971
♪ There's only one right answer
1412
01:18:05,097 --> 01:18:08,725
♪ Not to do as she was told
1413
01:18:08,850 --> 01:18:13,855
♪ Not to burn herself on slander... ♪
1414
01:18:13,980 --> 01:18:16,441
[Music continues;
Loose, meandering bass notes]
1415
01:18:49,891 --> 01:18:52,394
♪ You know what it means
1416
01:18:52,519 --> 01:18:55,605
♪ To be the essence of comparison
1417
01:18:55,731 --> 01:18:58,859
♪ To model vanity
1418
01:18:58,984 --> 01:19:02,529
♪ And wear your habits like a hurricane
1419
01:19:02,654 --> 01:19:05,699
♪ I asked you once before
1420
01:19:05,824 --> 01:19:08,994
♪ "Baby, would you be my evidence?"
1421
01:19:09,119 --> 01:19:12,330
♪ My eulogy in gold
1422
01:19:12,456 --> 01:19:17,878
♪ Indication of my anger... ♪
1423
01:19:18,003 --> 01:19:20,464
[Music continues;
Tremulous bass notes]
1424
01:19:55,165 --> 01:19:57,459
♪ Oooh
1425
01:19:57,584 --> 01:19:59,252
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
1426
01:19:59,377 --> 01:20:02,464
♪ I need you to be me
1427
01:20:06,218 --> 01:20:08,428
♪ Oooh
1428
01:20:08,553 --> 01:20:10,055
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
1429
01:20:10,180 --> 01:20:12,516
♪ I need you to be
1430
01:20:12,641 --> 01:20:16,645
♪ More than me
1431
01:20:17,813 --> 01:20:20,065
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
1432
01:20:20,190 --> 01:20:25,612
♪ You gotta be everything
1433
01:20:27,113 --> 01:20:31,243
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
1434
01:20:31,368 --> 01:20:35,997
♪ So I can be anything. ♪
1435
01:20:36,122 --> 01:20:38,458
[Music stops]
1436
01:20:38,583 --> 01:20:41,044
[Music resumes;
Loose, meandering bass notes]
1437
01:21:26,006 --> 01:21:28,341
[Music concludes, final notes resonates]
1438
01:21:40,937 --> 01:21:43,231
[Applause, whooping]
1439
01:21:48,278 --> 01:21:50,238
[Valerie] I love music.
1440
01:21:50,363 --> 01:21:54,075
Thank you... Thank you so much for
letting me do this with you all the time.
1441
01:21:54,200 --> 01:21:56,286
It's... There's...
1442
01:21:56,411 --> 01:21:58,955
nowhere in the world
that I would rather be.
1443
01:21:59,080 --> 01:22:00,707
Um...
1444
01:22:00,832 --> 01:22:03,543
Uh, Circle, do you wanna, um...?
1445
01:22:03,668 --> 01:22:05,962
I haven’t heard you play one in awhile?
You wanna come up and do one?
1446
01:22:06,087 --> 01:22:08,381
- We can do one together?
- [Casper] Yeah.
1447
01:22:08,506 --> 01:22:11,927
I... I don't know.
I... I don't remember.
1448
01:22:12,969 --> 01:22:16,890
- Circle come on.
- [Devon] You should give it a try.
1449
01:22:17,015 --> 01:22:18,808
- No, I don't...
- [Casper] You're so talented.
1450
01:22:18,934 --> 01:22:21,019
No. No, no... Stop.
1451
01:22:21,144 --> 01:22:22,520
Sorry.
1452
01:22:23,688 --> 01:22:25,190
I don't want to.
1453
01:22:30,403 --> 01:22:32,072
Could you consider it?
1454
01:22:33,114 --> 01:22:35,325
- Do you think you're too good for it?
- Shut up!
1455
01:22:35,450 --> 01:22:37,577
I wanna make something clear.
1456
01:22:37,702 --> 01:22:39,454
This never happened.
1457
01:22:42,958 --> 01:22:44,960
Don't let the others see it.
1458
01:22:46,920 --> 01:22:48,672
[Sophia] I really appreciate it.
1459
01:22:51,424 --> 01:22:53,385
[Devon] I'm here for you.
1460
01:23:05,522 --> 01:23:07,065
[Meredith exhales]
1461
01:23:16,157 --> 01:23:17,659
[Meredith exhales]
1462
01:23:36,761 --> 01:23:38,763
[Indistinct voice]
1463
01:23:41,224 --> 01:23:43,852
[Casper] ..week, or what feels like
a week, at least, here,
1464
01:23:43,977 --> 01:23:48,106
I've been trying
to keep track of time through, um...
1465
01:23:48,231 --> 01:23:49,816
the hot dogs that I eat,
1466
01:23:49,941 --> 01:23:53,069
and I think I've had seven
since her last spell,
1467
01:23:53,194 --> 01:23:55,155
so I don't really...
1468
01:23:57,782 --> 01:23:59,242
- What are you doing?
- [Circle] What are you doing?
1469
01:23:59,367 --> 01:24:01,828
- No... Nothing.
- You're not supposed to have that.
1470
01:24:01,953 --> 01:24:04,164
- You didn't see anything.
- [Circle chuckles]
1471
01:24:04,289 --> 01:24:06,791
- Is that a flip-phone?
- Circle, what's wrong with you?
1472
01:24:06,916 --> 01:24:08,752
- Is that a flip-phone?
- [Casper] What's been going on with you?
1473
01:24:08,877 --> 01:24:10,462
[Circle] What do you mean?
1474
01:24:10,587 --> 01:24:13,006
You... You seem...
1475
01:24:13,131 --> 01:24:15,508
You seem kind of, like, out of it.
1476
01:24:15,633 --> 01:24:18,636
- I mean, I don't...
- [Casper] You didn't see anything.
1477
01:24:18,762 --> 01:24:20,764
- Who are you calling?
- [Casper] I didn't... That's what...
1478
01:24:20,889 --> 01:24:24,225
I think you need to have
a little bit of a mental check.
1479
01:24:24,350 --> 01:24:26,394
You're asking me if I had a flip-phone?
1480
01:24:26,519 --> 01:24:29,147
- I didn't have a flip... Stop. Stop.
- [Circle chuckles]
1481
01:24:29,272 --> 01:24:31,399
You don't have to, like...
1482
01:24:31,524 --> 01:24:33,693
- do all this shit.
- Please, don't. Please.
1483
01:24:33,818 --> 01:24:35,820
Please, don't fuck this up for me.
1484
01:24:37,030 --> 01:24:38,531
Well, you're really fucking up,
doing it here.
1485
01:24:38,656 --> 01:24:40,450
- [Casper] Stop. Stop.
- [Circle] Look!
1486
01:24:40,575 --> 01:24:43,161
- That's... That's not a problem.
- [Circle] It's watching you.
1487
01:24:43,286 --> 01:24:45,038
I... Trust me.
1488
01:24:45,163 --> 01:24:46,915
Yeah, how do you know that?
1489
01:24:48,374 --> 01:24:50,835
- You really want me to tell you?
- [Circle] Yeah.
1490
01:24:50,960 --> 01:24:53,713
Do they... Do you expect me
to believe that, like...
1491
01:24:53,838 --> 01:24:55,840
- [Casper] Shh.
- ..we aren't being...
1492
01:24:57,592 --> 01:25:00,053
No, we're... I have this place...
1493
01:25:01,930 --> 01:25:03,807
- [She exhales]
- I don't know if I can really trust you.
1494
01:25:03,932 --> 01:25:06,476
- Can I trust you?
- Yeah. I mean, we're...
1495
01:25:06,601 --> 01:25:08,728
Yeah. We're both adults.
1496
01:25:08,853 --> 01:25:11,689
I mean, I can't, you know,
speak for everybody here,
1497
01:25:11,815 --> 01:25:14,275
but, you know, we're adults.
1498
01:25:14,400 --> 01:25:16,277
This is ridiculous, right?
1499
01:25:16,402 --> 01:25:20,365
No, it's not ridiculous.
It's... It's kind of a beautiful place.
1500
01:25:22,867 --> 01:25:26,287
If you wanna leave, you can leave,
but don't kick me out with you.
1501
01:25:26,412 --> 01:25:28,039
[Circle] Okay. I'm not gonna...
1502
01:25:29,290 --> 01:25:30,959
..kick you...
I mean, I don't have any...
1503
01:25:31,084 --> 01:25:32,210
Nobody here likes me.
1504
01:25:32,335 --> 01:25:34,212
- I don't have any...
- Don't...
1505
01:25:34,337 --> 01:25:37,173
Don't tell anyone what you just saw, okay?
1506
01:25:37,298 --> 01:25:38,842
- Seriously.
- Okay.
1507
01:25:38,967 --> 01:25:42,011
- You know Eclipse will not have it.
- I don't care.
1508
01:25:42,137 --> 01:25:46,641
You know Devon and Eclipse will murder me
if they saw what you just saw.
1509
01:25:49,018 --> 01:25:50,603
Please.
1510
01:25:52,438 --> 01:25:54,023
I promise.
1511
01:25:54,941 --> 01:25:58,486
I'm... I'm kind of
worried about you, Circle.
1512
01:25:58,611 --> 01:26:01,614
I'm kind of worried about you,
and I really like you.
1513
01:26:01,739 --> 01:26:03,700
[Circle] I like you, too.
1514
01:26:05,034 --> 01:26:06,661
I feel like...
1515
01:26:09,539 --> 01:26:11,791
Yeah, see, that's... What's...?
1516
01:26:11,916 --> 01:26:14,294
- What's going on?
- What...?
1517
01:26:14,419 --> 01:26:16,379
- What was that that you just...?
- You just...
1518
01:26:16,504 --> 01:26:20,508
I feel like you're not here any more.
Why don't you wanna be here?
1519
01:26:20,633 --> 01:26:22,051
It's... I'm just...
1520
01:26:22,177 --> 01:26:24,053
There's nothing.
We don't do anything.
1521
01:26:24,179 --> 01:26:26,514
We eat shit, and we, like...
1522
01:26:26,639 --> 01:26:30,351
You... We don't do anything
out in the fucking world, either.
1523
01:26:31,644 --> 01:26:34,647
- You'd rather be out in the world?
- [Circle] Yeah!
1524
01:26:34,772 --> 01:26:37,066
- Where there's, like, you know, sun...
- [Casper exhales]
1525
01:26:37,192 --> 01:26:39,194
..and there's, like, music...
1526
01:26:40,195 --> 01:26:42,447
..and stuff, you know?
Things like that.
1527
01:26:44,199 --> 01:26:45,783
Cheeseburger.
1528
01:26:47,911 --> 01:26:49,662
- You...
- [Circle] Don't you miss having...
1529
01:26:49,787 --> 01:26:51,206
- getting a cheeseburger?
- No, I don't.
1530
01:26:51,331 --> 01:26:53,750
I actually like it here, so, please...
1531
01:26:54,834 --> 01:26:56,502
Do you wanna...? Do you want see...?
1532
01:26:57,587 --> 01:27:01,382
If I show you what I was just, uh, doing,
will you...
1533
01:27:01,507 --> 01:27:04,052
- will you keep it a secret?
- Yes. Of course.
1534
01:27:07,472 --> 01:27:09,474
It is a flip-phone.
1535
01:27:09,599 --> 01:27:11,601
[Both laugh]
1536
01:27:16,189 --> 01:27:17,982
Do you have any games on there?
1537
01:27:18,107 --> 01:27:19,484
[Both laugh]
1538
01:27:21,945 --> 01:27:23,947
[Soft clacking]
1539
01:27:39,629 --> 01:27:42,966
[Eclipse] If you really focus,
it tastes...just like a NOS.
1540
01:27:44,133 --> 01:27:46,344
- [Devon] Just like a NOS.
- [Eclipse] Just like a NOS.
1541
01:27:46,469 --> 01:27:48,137
I could see that.
1542
01:27:51,808 --> 01:27:53,810
[Eclipse exhales]
1543
01:27:58,189 --> 01:28:00,483
- Hey.
- Hey.
1544
01:28:01,859 --> 01:28:03,987
You've been distant.
1545
01:28:05,238 --> 01:28:07,615
I just... I just felt like...
1546
01:28:07,740 --> 01:28:10,910
- sitting over here.
- [Devon] Mm. Yeah.
1547
01:28:12,662 --> 01:28:15,540
It just...worries me.
1548
01:28:15,665 --> 01:28:17,709
- [Circle] Huh?
- It just worries me.
1549
01:28:19,585 --> 01:28:23,923
- [Circle] I'm sorry.
- [Devon] No. Don't apologise.
1550
01:28:24,048 --> 01:28:26,175
I just...
1551
01:28:26,301 --> 01:28:28,469
I don't know, it kind of...
1552
01:28:28,594 --> 01:28:30,638
makes me feel...
1553
01:28:30,763 --> 01:28:32,473
a bit...
1554
01:28:32,598 --> 01:28:34,142
um...
1555
01:28:35,393 --> 01:28:37,603
..like, a bit sad...
1556
01:28:37,729 --> 01:28:39,689
to see you sitting alone.
1557
01:28:40,815 --> 01:28:43,401
- Yeah.
- [Circle] Yeah.
1558
01:28:43,526 --> 01:28:45,528
[Devon] Is everything okay?
1559
01:28:48,906 --> 01:28:51,242
Y-Yeah, um...
1560
01:28:51,367 --> 01:28:53,119
I think I'm...
1561
01:28:55,371 --> 01:28:58,249
You know, we're gonna go out tomorrow...
1562
01:28:58,374 --> 01:29:00,710
- [Devon] Mm.
- ..and look around, and...
1563
01:29:00,835 --> 01:29:02,337
I think I'm just...
1564
01:29:03,379 --> 01:29:05,214
..um...
1565
01:29:05,340 --> 01:29:06,799
- nervous.
- [Devon] Yeah.
1566
01:29:06,924 --> 01:29:08,885
- Yeah.
- [Devon] I understand.
1567
01:29:09,010 --> 01:29:11,012
Circle...
1568
01:29:11,137 --> 01:29:12,805
you know that...
1569
01:29:13,973 --> 01:29:16,100
..there's a reason...
1570
01:29:16,225 --> 01:29:18,186
for togetherness.
1571
01:29:18,311 --> 01:29:21,022
You know,
there's a reason we do the...
1572
01:29:21,147 --> 01:29:23,399
There's a reason
we do a lot of things together.
1573
01:29:23,524 --> 01:29:24,776
[Circle] Mm-hm.
1574
01:29:24,901 --> 01:29:27,195
Do you...? Do you know why?
1575
01:29:27,320 --> 01:29:28,946
Um...
1576
01:29:29,072 --> 01:29:31,032
I mean, I think I...
1577
01:29:31,157 --> 01:29:32,992
You can tell me. I...
1578
01:29:33,117 --> 01:29:34,994
[Devon] Yeah, of course.
1579
01:29:36,037 --> 01:29:39,082
When we do things...together,
1580
01:29:39,207 --> 01:29:42,418
when we sleep together,
we eat together...
1581
01:29:42,543 --> 01:29:44,670
we love together...
1582
01:29:44,796 --> 01:29:47,423
we're...we're...
1583
01:29:47,548 --> 01:29:49,634
imparting something...
1584
01:29:49,759 --> 01:29:51,719
to each other.
1585
01:29:51,844 --> 01:29:54,555
We're making sure everyone is fed...
1586
01:29:54,680 --> 01:29:57,016
both physically...
1587
01:29:57,141 --> 01:30:00,269
emotionally, spiritually.
1588
01:30:00,395 --> 01:30:02,355
We're making sure needs are met.
1589
01:30:03,564 --> 01:30:05,566
Just like when our...
1590
01:30:07,985 --> 01:30:11,364
Just like when our...cup has...
1591
01:30:11,489 --> 01:30:13,574
a hot dog in it, we eat it, we...
1592
01:30:14,700 --> 01:30:18,246
- ..we satiate our hunger.
- Yeah.
1593
01:30:18,371 --> 01:30:20,373
[Devon] And when we have
water in our cup...
1594
01:30:21,416 --> 01:30:23,084
..we're quenching our thirst.
1595
01:30:24,252 --> 01:30:26,254
And when we lie together...
1596
01:30:27,839 --> 01:30:30,758
..we're instilling comfort
in one another.
1597
01:30:30,883 --> 01:30:32,885
Comfort that you can't get alone.
1598
01:30:33,010 --> 01:30:34,971
- Yeah.
- [Devon] And...
1599
01:30:35,096 --> 01:30:37,098
so, when I say that I'm...
1600
01:30:37,223 --> 01:30:38,808
I'm worried...
1601
01:30:40,351 --> 01:30:43,521
..it's because I...I care for you.
1602
01:30:43,646 --> 01:30:46,065
And...I know...
1603
01:30:47,483 --> 01:30:50,194
..by sitting alone in the corner...
1604
01:30:51,821 --> 01:30:55,783
..your...your thermometer, your meter...
1605
01:30:55,908 --> 01:30:58,911
is draining, it's getting lower...
1606
01:30:59,036 --> 01:31:00,746
and you're...
1607
01:31:01,789 --> 01:31:03,166
..you're...
1608
01:31:03,291 --> 01:31:05,293
missing key nutrients.
1609
01:31:08,129 --> 01:31:09,839
Do you understand that?
1610
01:31:09,964 --> 01:31:14,051
Yeah. Yeah. No, I understand. Uh...
1611
01:31:15,261 --> 01:31:17,013
And I'm sorry, I...
1612
01:31:17,138 --> 01:31:19,056
- [Devon] No, please, don't apologise.
- I'm not trying to...
1613
01:31:19,182 --> 01:31:22,977
You never...
You never have to apologise in here. Ever.
1614
01:31:24,520 --> 01:31:25,980
Never.
1615
01:31:27,231 --> 01:31:29,942
This is about making sure you are okay.
1616
01:31:31,402 --> 01:31:33,362
And...we miss you.
1617
01:31:35,448 --> 01:31:37,450
I felt a bit lonely last night.
1618
01:31:38,493 --> 01:31:41,537
I knew that one was missing from our bed.
1619
01:31:42,872 --> 01:31:44,874
Felt a bit cold.
1620
01:31:47,293 --> 01:31:49,795
I had a really scary dream.
1621
01:31:51,672 --> 01:31:53,883
And I think it's because...
1622
01:31:54,008 --> 01:31:56,886
the balance was thrown off over there.
1623
01:31:57,011 --> 01:32:00,848
By you choosing to sit over here
and sleep over here.
1624
01:32:03,476 --> 01:32:05,311
[Circle] Yeah.
1625
01:32:05,436 --> 01:32:07,396
I... I understand.
1626
01:32:16,405 --> 01:32:18,199
No. Oestrogen.
1627
01:32:18,324 --> 01:32:19,492
- Oh.
- That's testosterone.
1628
01:32:19,617 --> 01:32:20,993
Oh, shit. I always do this.
1629
01:32:21,118 --> 01:32:23,829
Just a little more.
1630
01:32:23,955 --> 01:32:26,499
Maybe... Maybe this, too, actually.
1631
01:32:26,624 --> 01:32:28,084
Why not.
1632
01:32:50,022 --> 01:32:53,442
Babe, I think you should do Valerie.
1633
01:32:53,609 --> 01:32:55,278
You're kidding me.
1634
01:32:55,403 --> 01:32:56,571
- I think it'll be good.
- Can you put it on my stomach?
1635
01:32:56,696 --> 01:32:58,698
I'm hoping that I'll grow,
like, four more boobs,
1636
01:32:58,823 --> 01:33:00,992
so I can be more like...you know.
1637
01:33:01,117 --> 01:33:03,286
I get dysphoria over only having two.
1638
01:33:03,411 --> 01:33:05,329
It's really rough.
1639
01:33:05,454 --> 01:33:07,999
- Whatever you want, sure.
- [Valerie] It's really hard for me.
1640
01:33:08,124 --> 01:33:09,834
- [Rachel] Like this?
- [Valerie] Yeah.
1641
01:33:12,044 --> 01:33:15,756
- And, Valerie, you're gonna do her.
- Oh, of course.
1642
01:33:18,551 --> 01:33:20,469
- Where do you want it?
- My neck.
1643
01:33:20,595 --> 01:33:22,471
It’s where all them see me.
1644
01:33:24,265 --> 01:33:26,684
- Gonna get you all girled up.
- Keep the tall little thumb in there.
1645
01:33:31,355 --> 01:33:33,357
[Meredith exhales]
1646
01:33:36,861 --> 01:33:38,863
[Meredith exhales]
1647
01:33:40,531 --> 01:33:43,159
Come on. Just... No. Here, here.
1648
01:33:43,284 --> 01:33:45,786
Okay...you, sit down.
1649
01:33:48,831 --> 01:33:50,708
I'll do it...all right?
1650
01:33:51,792 --> 01:33:53,794
[Meredith exhales]
1651
01:33:55,463 --> 01:33:57,590
This goes right on you.
1652
01:33:57,715 --> 01:33:59,467
A rigorous c... Yeah.
1653
01:33:59,592 --> 01:34:01,761
No, that's how we do it, right?
1654
01:34:01,886 --> 01:34:03,971
[Valerie] I don't think
you're putting enough on.
1655
01:34:05,097 --> 01:34:06,807
- More?
- [Valerie] Yeah.
1656
01:34:06,932 --> 01:34:08,851
All right.
1657
01:34:08,976 --> 01:34:10,227
[Meredith exhales]
1658
01:34:10,353 --> 01:34:12,104
- Ow, fuck!
- [Valerie] I love that.
1659
01:34:12,229 --> 01:34:13,606
- Okay...
- [Sophia] Tell her she's fierce.
1660
01:34:13,731 --> 01:34:15,524
Okay, this is what we do.
1661
01:34:19,862 --> 01:34:21,489
[Eclipse] This is what we do?
1662
01:34:26,577 --> 01:34:28,371
You can go.
1663
01:34:28,496 --> 01:34:29,955
Jesus, girl.
1664
01:34:30,081 --> 01:34:32,083
Girl...hey...you're good.
1665
01:34:34,585 --> 01:34:36,837
Here. Come on. Come on.
1666
01:34:50,976 --> 01:34:53,312
- Did you do yours?
- [Meredith] No.
1667
01:34:55,398 --> 01:34:57,066
Yeah.
1668
01:35:01,487 --> 01:35:04,782
I just don't... Like, what do you mean?
I have to eat it fast?
1669
01:35:04,907 --> 01:35:06,617
You chose to eat it, so eat it.
1670
01:35:06,742 --> 01:35:09,745
- You chose to eat the hot dog.
- Well, you don't eat anything.
1671
01:35:09,870 --> 01:35:11,330
That doesn't even make sense.
1672
01:35:11,455 --> 01:35:14,542
I get my sustenance through my sisters.
That's not your problem.
1673
01:35:14,667 --> 01:35:16,627
You chose to eat the hot dog,
so eat the rest of it.
1674
01:35:16,752 --> 01:35:18,337
- Okay, I'll eat the rest of...
- [Sophia] It's a decision you made.
1675
01:35:18,462 --> 01:35:20,423
- Yeah.
- [Sophia] You'll be happy you did.
1676
01:35:20,548 --> 01:35:21,716
It's better every day.
1677
01:35:21,841 --> 01:35:24,009
[Circle] Can you...? Can you say it...?
1678
01:35:24,135 --> 01:35:26,137
Can you say it again?
1679
01:35:27,722 --> 01:35:29,598
Answer that question.
1680
01:35:29,724 --> 01:35:31,684
Can you say it again?
1681
01:35:31,809 --> 01:35:33,227
Can she?
1682
01:35:35,730 --> 01:35:37,732
- Y-Yes...
- [Polygon AI] Try.
1683
01:35:39,692 --> 01:35:41,694
- No?
- [Eclipse] No?
1684
01:35:42,737 --> 01:35:44,447
- No.
- [Eclipse] Why not?
1685
01:35:48,492 --> 01:35:50,453
[Polygon AI] No, no, no, no, no.
1686
01:35:50,578 --> 01:35:52,121
Yes?
1687
01:35:52,246 --> 01:35:54,540
- I don't know. Yes or no. Which is it?
- Yes.
1688
01:35:54,665 --> 01:35:55,791
[Polygon AI] Try it.
1689
01:35:55,916 --> 01:35:58,461
- [Eclipse] Then what is the answer?
- [Circle] Yes?
1690
01:35:58,586 --> 01:36:00,087
- [Eclipse] Can you say that again?
- Yes.
1691
01:36:00,212 --> 01:36:03,174
- [Eclipse] Can you say that again?
- Y... Yes.
1692
01:36:03,299 --> 01:36:05,634
- [Eclipse] Can you say that again?
- That.
1693
01:36:05,760 --> 01:36:07,303
[She chuckles]
1694
01:36:07,428 --> 01:36:09,722
[Polygon AI] No, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no, no,
1695
01:36:09,847 --> 01:36:12,141
no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no...
1696
01:36:12,266 --> 01:36:15,186
[Circle] What the fuck
am I supposed to do?
1697
01:36:15,311 --> 01:36:17,104
Does that mean I did it?
Does that mean I...?
1698
01:36:17,229 --> 01:36:19,231
[Indistinct chatter]
1699
01:36:26,113 --> 01:36:28,115
[She exhales]
1700
01:36:30,951 --> 01:36:32,953
[Warbling distortion]
1701
01:37:02,066 --> 01:37:04,068
[Faint, muffled shout]
1702
01:37:12,201 --> 01:37:13,994
[Muffled clack]
1703
01:37:41,021 --> 01:37:43,023
[She exhales]
1704
01:37:48,237 --> 01:37:50,239
[Faint conversation]
1705
01:38:10,676 --> 01:38:12,678
[Muffled scraping]
1706
01:38:17,308 --> 01:38:19,143
[Soft clack]
1707
01:38:26,150 --> 01:38:28,152
[She inhales]
1708
01:38:31,989 --> 01:38:33,991
Hi, I'm Meredith.
1709
01:38:35,284 --> 01:38:37,036
[Higher voice] Hi, I'm Meredith.
1710
01:38:42,958 --> 01:38:44,960
[Breathy voice] Hi, I'm Meredith.
1711
01:38:51,592 --> 01:38:53,552
[Neutral voice] Hi, I'm Meredith.
1712
01:38:53,677 --> 01:38:55,971
Okay, Circle, show 'em how it's done.
1713
01:38:57,556 --> 01:38:59,433
[Meredith] Go on.
1714
01:38:59,558 --> 01:39:00,893
[Circle] Well, I...
1715
01:39:01,936 --> 01:39:04,313
- Come on.
- You remember. Come on.
1716
01:39:07,816 --> 01:39:09,777
- You got it.
- No, I went...
1717
01:39:10,861 --> 01:39:13,280
I went right before we left.
1718
01:39:13,405 --> 01:39:16,241
Well just fake it. Let's just...show ‘em how.
1719
01:39:16,367 --> 01:39:19,662
- It's about setting a good example.
- [Meredith] Push.
1720
01:39:34,343 --> 01:39:37,471
[Circle] Sorry, the last time,
there wasn't this many people.
1721
01:39:37,596 --> 01:39:39,723
[Meredith] It's okay.
Just... Just push it out.
1722
01:39:39,848 --> 01:39:42,601
- You're wonderful, my dear.
- [Meredith] Yeah.
1723
01:39:42,726 --> 01:39:44,979
- You got this.
- [Circle] There's a little... That was a little.
1724
01:39:48,857 --> 01:39:50,109
[Brief trickle]
1725
01:39:50,234 --> 01:39:52,486
- [Eclipse] Hey, there you go!
- [Meredith] There's something!
1726
01:39:52,611 --> 01:39:54,154
- Good girl. There we go.
- [Scattered applause]
1727
01:39:54,279 --> 01:39:56,156
Yeah, a little round of applause, yeah!
1728
01:39:56,281 --> 01:39:59,159
- [Circle] So, basically, that's how we do it.
- [Meredith] That's how we do it.
1729
01:39:59,284 --> 01:40:02,121
[Toilet flushes]
1730
01:40:02,246 --> 01:40:04,623
[Meredith] All right...well...
1731
01:40:04,748 --> 01:40:06,959
Off to it! Come on.
1732
01:40:08,794 --> 01:40:10,754
- This one?
- [Meredith] Yep, doesn't matter.
1733
01:40:10,879 --> 01:40:14,717
[Klara] And do we have to
leave the toilet seat down?
1734
01:40:14,842 --> 01:40:15,884
Yeah.
1735
01:40:16,010 --> 01:40:18,679
- I mean, follow your heart.
- [Meredith] Follow your heart.
1736
01:40:18,804 --> 01:40:20,597
That's part of
what we're trying to see here.
1737
01:40:20,723 --> 01:40:22,891
[Cubicle locks clack]
1738
01:40:24,393 --> 01:40:26,854
[Eve] Is it we're going
all at the same time,
1739
01:40:26,979 --> 01:40:29,148
- or is it kind of just like a...?
- [Klara] Is there a countdown?
1740
01:40:29,273 --> 01:40:31,817
- [Meredith] Follow your instincts.
- [Eve] Okay.
1741
01:40:36,405 --> 01:40:38,490
[Sustained trickling]
1742
01:40:38,615 --> 01:40:40,909
Oh, yeah, I like what I'm hearing.
1743
01:40:41,035 --> 01:40:43,037
[Trickling continues]
1744
01:40:45,247 --> 01:40:46,915
[Chaya inhales]
1745
01:40:48,042 --> 01:40:50,669
[Circle] You just... You have to relax.
1746
01:40:50,794 --> 01:40:53,213
[Meredith] That's a powerful stream.
That's a good sign.
1747
01:40:53,338 --> 01:40:56,341
- [Eclipse] Atta girl.
- [Meredith] We like a little bit of a blast.
1748
01:40:56,467 --> 01:40:57,676
[Chaya splutters]
1749
01:40:57,801 --> 01:41:00,596
[Circle] It's like the harder you...
1750
01:41:00,721 --> 01:41:03,015
the harder you push, it doesn't...
1751
01:41:03,140 --> 01:41:04,892
- [Meredith] Yeah.
- [Circle] It doesn't help.
1752
01:41:05,017 --> 01:41:07,102
[Chaya]
This doesn't normally happen, I swear.
1753
01:41:07,227 --> 01:41:08,645
- [Meredith] Damn! This one!
1754
01:41:08,771 --> 01:41:12,775
- [Eclipse] Mm-hm.
- [Meredith] It's, uh, going for a while.
1755
01:41:12,900 --> 01:41:14,860
Yeah, there's potential here.
1756
01:41:14,985 --> 01:41:17,321
[Sustained trickling;
Chaya inhales]
1757
01:41:17,446 --> 01:41:19,198
[Meredith] Now, have we gotten
anything out of this one yet?
1758
01:41:19,323 --> 01:41:21,075
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah!
1759
01:41:21,200 --> 01:41:25,996
'Cause it was hard to hear over the,
again, the powerful stream from this one.
1760
01:41:26,121 --> 01:41:27,498
[Chaya]
What do you want me to do?
1761
01:41:27,623 --> 01:41:29,625
- [Circle] I'm not...
- [Chaya] It's not coming out!
1762
01:41:31,293 --> 01:41:32,961
[Circle] I'm sorry.
1763
01:41:34,922 --> 01:41:39,051
- [Chaya] Like what am I supposed to do?
- [Eclipse] At least one hand-washer.
1764
01:41:39,176 --> 01:41:41,720
[Lively chatter]
1765
01:41:41,845 --> 01:41:43,555
[Klara] I do what I have to.
1766
01:41:43,680 --> 01:41:46,391
Alright, yep, couple shakes. That's good.
1767
01:41:48,352 --> 01:41:49,978
[Chaya] Do I just stay here...?
1768
01:41:50,104 --> 01:41:51,772
[Circle] I mean...are you done?
1769
01:41:51,897 --> 01:41:53,607
[Meredith] If you give up,
you can give up.
1770
01:41:56,068 --> 01:41:58,320
It's okay to forfeit.
That's not the end of it.
1771
01:41:58,445 --> 01:42:00,239
If you give up,
that doesn't mean you're out.
1772
01:42:00,364 --> 01:42:03,826
[Chaya] I'm not forfeiting. I'm not.
1773
01:42:03,951 --> 01:42:08,122
[Meredith] Okay, we're gonna give it
another 20 seconds, all right?
1774
01:42:08,247 --> 01:42:09,414
Make this one count.
1775
01:42:09,540 --> 01:42:11,416
20, 19,
1776
01:42:11,542 --> 01:42:13,460
18, 17
1777
01:42:13,585 --> 01:42:15,170
- 16, 15...
- [Circle and Meredith chuckle]
1778
01:42:15,295 --> 01:42:17,256
- [Chaya] Come on!
- ..14,
1779
01:42:17,381 --> 01:42:19,466
- 13, 12...
- [Circle] That's not...
1780
01:42:19,591 --> 01:42:21,051
That's not gonna...
That's not gonna help.
1781
01:42:21,176 --> 01:42:23,053
[Chaya] It is! It normally helps.
1782
01:42:23,178 --> 01:42:24,888
[Meredith] It helps? Okay. 11...
1783
01:42:25,013 --> 01:42:27,015
[All] ..ten, nine,
1784
01:42:27,141 --> 01:42:29,059
eight, seven,
1785
01:42:29,184 --> 01:42:31,353
six, five,
1786
01:42:31,478 --> 01:42:33,397
four, three,
1787
01:42:33,522 --> 01:42:35,858
two, one!
1788
01:42:37,067 --> 01:42:40,070
- Well, she spat a little!
- [Chaya] You hear that?
1789
01:42:40,195 --> 01:42:43,073
[Meredith] I heard you fucking spitting.
Get out here.
1790
01:42:43,198 --> 01:42:44,992
[Chaya]
It wasn't. It wasn't, I swear.
1791
01:42:45,117 --> 01:42:46,910
- All right.
- [Chaya] A little bit came out!
1792
01:42:47,035 --> 01:42:49,037
Come on, come on, yeah.
1793
01:42:49,163 --> 01:42:51,707
[Meredith] Little bit came out.
1794
01:42:52,916 --> 01:42:54,501
[Klara] Too worried?
1795
01:42:54,626 --> 01:42:55,961
- [Meredith] All right, so...
- [Eclipse] Yeah!
1796
01:42:56,086 --> 01:42:57,546
..that was a...
1797
01:42:57,671 --> 01:42:59,840
pretty good, varied display.
1798
01:42:59,965 --> 01:43:01,884
[Eclipse] Yeah!
Circle, what are you thinking?
1799
01:43:02,009 --> 01:43:03,177
Um...
1800
01:43:05,846 --> 01:43:09,266
I mean, there's....there's no...
She didn't piss at all.
1801
01:43:10,434 --> 01:43:11,935
[Chaya] The... I did!
1802
01:43:12,060 --> 01:43:14,813
- Did you not hear? A little came out!
- [Meredith] You spat.
1803
01:43:14,938 --> 01:43:16,565
[Eve] I feel like that was, uh...
1804
01:43:16,690 --> 01:43:18,817
I'm not trying...
You know, I'm not...
1805
01:43:20,986 --> 01:43:23,155
I'm not trying to, like, single you out.
1806
01:43:23,280 --> 01:43:25,824
Wha...? Single me out?!
1807
01:43:25,949 --> 01:43:27,784
[Klara]
The judges know what they heard.
1808
01:43:27,910 --> 01:43:31,163
She kind of singled herself out,
but let's get into... So...
1809
01:43:33,081 --> 01:43:37,002
Bit of an awkward question here,
but I gotta ask. You're all Jewish, right?
1810
01:43:37,127 --> 01:43:38,337
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
1811
01:43:38,462 --> 01:43:39,588
- Yes, yes.
- Yeah.
1812
01:43:39,713 --> 01:43:42,466
- [Meredith] Okay, so...
- [Klara] Not practising.
1813
01:43:42,591 --> 01:43:46,136
[Meredith] That's fine.
We're not talking about... Yeah.
1814
01:43:46,261 --> 01:43:47,721
Um...
1815
01:43:47,846 --> 01:43:50,265
So, for this one, uh, I...
1816
01:43:51,516 --> 01:43:53,894
..I am curious about the shirt.
1817
01:43:54,019 --> 01:43:57,481
Um... What's, uh...?
What's the story here?
1818
01:43:57,606 --> 01:43:59,983
Sort of within my last question there.
1819
01:44:00,108 --> 01:44:02,027
[Chaya] Well, so, this is...
1820
01:44:02,152 --> 01:44:06,823
I came here 'cause this is
the Hollywood sanctuary, right?
1821
01:44:06,949 --> 01:44:08,408
[Meredith] No.
1822
01:44:09,493 --> 01:44:11,286
- It's not?
- No.
1823
01:44:11,411 --> 01:44:13,121
Not exactly.
1824
01:44:13,247 --> 01:44:14,957
[Chaya] What do you mean, not exactly?
1825
01:44:15,916 --> 01:44:18,001
I came here from...
1826
01:44:18,126 --> 01:44:20,128
from Hollywood.
1827
01:44:20,254 --> 01:44:22,798
- I came here for sanctuary.
- [Meredith] And...
1828
01:44:22,923 --> 01:44:24,925
I came here to get off the list.
1829
01:44:25,926 --> 01:44:27,344
[Meredith] What list?
1830
01:44:29,763 --> 01:44:33,308
Don't worry about it.
You know, just...a list.
1831
01:44:33,433 --> 01:44:35,852
- It's fine.
- [Meredith] Okay.
1832
01:44:35,978 --> 01:44:37,229
Um...
1833
01:44:37,354 --> 01:44:39,439
[Eclipse]
You, what kind of Jewish are you?
1834
01:44:39,564 --> 01:44:43,110
Um...Ukrainian kind?
1835
01:44:43,235 --> 01:44:44,486
[Meredith] Ukrainian kind.
1836
01:44:44,611 --> 01:44:47,990
Reform?
Is that the nature of the question?
1837
01:44:48,115 --> 01:44:50,492
I went to Sunday School.
1838
01:44:50,617 --> 01:44:52,494
- [Eclipse] What about you?
- [Eve] Long Island.
1839
01:44:52,619 --> 01:44:54,121
[Eclipse] Ah, yeah!
1840
01:44:54,246 --> 01:44:55,580
Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
1841
01:44:55,706 --> 01:44:57,082
- [Meredith] Long Island...
- Long Island.
1842
01:44:57,207 --> 01:44:58,750
[Meredith] Long Island, long stream.
1843
01:44:58,875 --> 01:45:00,502
- Long piss!
- Long stream!
1844
01:45:00,627 --> 01:45:02,129
Uh, I've been holding it in
for some time.
1845
01:45:02,254 --> 01:45:03,922
- [Meredith] Island in the stream, baby.
- Yes, island in the stream.
1846
01:45:04,047 --> 01:45:06,758
- [Meredith] Um...
- Well, you're Jewish. You anything else?
1847
01:45:07,759 --> 01:45:10,345
[Eve] Uhhh...
1848
01:45:10,470 --> 01:45:12,723
I still have the nose.
1849
01:45:12,848 --> 01:45:14,141
[Eclipse] Yeah.
1850
01:45:14,266 --> 01:45:16,018
Yeah. I mean,
I haven't gotten any of, like...
1851
01:45:16,143 --> 01:45:17,519
I haven't gotten my face done.
1852
01:45:17,644 --> 01:45:19,563
You know,
none of the surgeries or anything.
1853
01:45:19,688 --> 01:45:21,231
So, it's... I'm still very...
1854
01:45:21,356 --> 01:45:23,900
[Meredith] You know,
that's...that's a good...
1855
01:45:25,027 --> 01:45:27,029
..good sort of a segue here.
1856
01:45:28,030 --> 01:45:32,034
Surgery-wise, what are we...?
What are we all looking at?
1857
01:45:32,159 --> 01:45:34,870
[Chaya] The whole shebang. All of it.
1858
01:45:34,995 --> 01:45:37,748
Let's get these… Hold on, hold on.
1859
01:45:37,873 --> 01:45:39,750
- Stop!
- Okay, okay.
1860
01:45:39,875 --> 01:45:41,543
Trust me, it's all of it!
1861
01:45:41,668 --> 01:45:43,128
- It's all of it.
- All of it.
1862
01:45:43,253 --> 01:45:45,881
And that was also all your piss in there?
1863
01:45:46,006 --> 01:45:47,799
- You know what...?
- [Meredith] Right, right, yeah.
1864
01:45:48,884 --> 01:45:50,635
Yourself?
1865
01:45:50,761 --> 01:45:52,637
[Klara] I mean, some of it.
1866
01:45:52,763 --> 01:45:55,390
[Meredith] Some of it.
Okay, what's...what's some?
1867
01:45:55,515 --> 01:45:57,434
What do we, uh...?
1868
01:45:58,310 --> 01:46:01,188
- What do we got going on here?
- Are you checking for scars?
1869
01:46:02,314 --> 01:46:05,984
Yep, okay. Well, thank you
for willingly showing us that.
1870
01:46:06,109 --> 01:46:07,694
I pissed standing up, right?
1871
01:46:07,819 --> 01:46:10,238
No, you did,
and now this is the next part, you know?
1872
01:46:10,364 --> 01:46:12,491
It's documented.
1873
01:46:12,616 --> 01:46:14,493
- That's...
- [Eclipse] Circle, check her.
1874
01:46:14,618 --> 01:46:16,787
- [Meredith] You got that.
- For... For what?
1875
01:46:16,912 --> 01:46:19,373
- [Eclipse] For scars.
- L-Like what?
1876
01:46:19,498 --> 01:46:21,166
[Meredith] Her face.
1877
01:46:21,291 --> 01:46:23,585
- I don't know what I'm looking...
- [Meredith] You know what FFS scars look like.
1878
01:46:23,710 --> 01:46:26,213
[Klara] I don't know, she says
she has the nose, and I believe her.
1879
01:46:26,338 --> 01:46:29,174
- I have bangs for a reason.
- Well, obviously, she's got the nose,
1880
01:46:29,299 --> 01:46:31,426
but lets get those bangs up. Come on!
1881
01:46:31,551 --> 01:46:34,888
- I mean, I don't know how comfortable I am.
- Are you gonna put the bangs up?
1882
01:46:35,013 --> 01:46:36,765
If she's proud of the nose,
let her keep it.
1883
01:46:36,890 --> 01:46:40,185
- Let's see the hairline.
- You can put the bangs up if you want.
1884
01:46:40,310 --> 01:46:43,814
I'm trying to prove to you
I've never had any surgeries.
1885
01:46:43,939 --> 01:46:45,690
I mean, I don't...
1886
01:46:45,816 --> 01:46:47,943
Let me take a look here.
1887
01:46:48,068 --> 01:46:51,738
[Klara] Is there, like,
a circumcision concern?
1888
01:46:51,863 --> 01:46:53,281
That's private.
1889
01:46:54,241 --> 01:46:56,118
- [Meredith] Is it?
- [Chaya] I got the whole shebang.
1890
01:46:56,243 --> 01:46:58,203
- [Meredith] Okay, you're good.
- I don't even know why.
1891
01:46:58,328 --> 01:47:00,038
[Eve] What do you mean?
1892
01:47:00,163 --> 01:47:02,916
- [Meredith] Whole shebang?
- All of it. All of it.
1893
01:47:03,041 --> 01:47:04,835
[Chaya] It all happened.
1894
01:47:04,960 --> 01:47:07,087
[Meredith] It all happened. At once?
1895
01:47:07,212 --> 01:47:10,507
Did you get FFS at your bris?
- [Eve] Yes!
1896
01:47:10,632 --> 01:47:14,219
- Exactly.
- [Meredith] All right. Interesting.
1897
01:47:14,344 --> 01:47:17,347
[Klara] I believe her 100%.
1898
01:47:17,472 --> 01:47:19,558
This one's made
a lot of interesting claims tonight.
1899
01:47:19,683 --> 01:47:22,310
[Eve]
What do you mean, “The whole shebang”!?
1900
01:47:22,436 --> 01:47:23,895
What are you...?
1901
01:47:24,020 --> 01:47:26,523
Top, bottom, circumcision.
1902
01:47:27,691 --> 01:47:29,609
- Everything.
- In that order.
1903
01:47:29,734 --> 01:47:31,403
- [Klara] "In that order."
- [Chaya] Yeah.
1904
01:47:31,528 --> 01:47:34,072
She got the whole shebang.
All or nothing.
1905
01:47:34,197 --> 01:47:37,367
- [Eve] Has she taken her sunglasses off?
- [Klara] Listen, okay...
1906
01:47:37,492 --> 01:47:40,245
[Meredith] What's the deal with
the hat and sunglasses not coming off?
1907
01:47:40,370 --> 01:47:41,955
- [Circle] I'm a little warm in here.
- [Chaya] They never come off.
1908
01:47:42,080 --> 01:47:44,082
- Come right back.
- [Chaya] I wear these 24/7.
1909
01:47:44,207 --> 01:47:46,418
[Meredith] 24/7? Okay.
1910
01:47:46,543 --> 01:47:50,797
[Klara] What I don't get is, do you want us
to fuck each other, or do you want us to...?
1911
01:47:50,922 --> 01:47:52,632
[Door clacks]
1912
01:48:10,525 --> 01:48:12,527
[Traffic hums;
Indistinct chatter]
1913
01:48:27,167 --> 01:48:28,502
W-Whoa.
1914
01:48:31,588 --> 01:48:33,965
- Um, hi.
- [Circle] Do I know you?
1915
01:48:35,133 --> 01:48:36,718
Do you?
1916
01:48:36,843 --> 01:48:39,179
- [Circle] I...
- What is all this?!
1917
01:48:39,304 --> 01:48:40,972
What...?
1918
01:48:41,097 --> 01:48:43,350
What do you...?
What do you want from me?
1919
01:48:43,475 --> 01:48:46,019
What does she want from me?
What does she want from me?
1920
01:48:46,144 --> 01:48:48,188
- I don't...
- Are you gang-stalking me now?
1921
01:48:48,313 --> 01:48:50,774
- [Circle] I don't...
- Is that what this is?
1922
01:48:50,899 --> 01:48:53,527
In my territory?
What are you doing here?
1923
01:48:53,652 --> 01:48:55,237
- I don't know...
- Why are you wearing that outfit?
1924
01:48:55,362 --> 01:48:58,740
What are you involved in?
Leave me alone, do you understand?
1925
01:48:58,865 --> 01:49:00,033
- What's your name?
- I don't...
1926
01:49:00,158 --> 01:49:02,619
- What's your name?
- I don't know who you are.
1927
01:49:02,744 --> 01:49:04,829
My name is Felicity.
1928
01:49:04,955 --> 01:49:07,582
I know all about this.
1929
01:49:08,583 --> 01:49:11,378
Whatever it is that you're involved in,
head-to-toe,
1930
01:49:11,503 --> 01:49:14,881
Are you with Polygon?
Are you with Roxie, down in the basement?
1931
01:49:15,006 --> 01:49:16,633
Um...
1932
01:49:16,758 --> 01:49:18,969
So... Technically.
1933
01:49:19,094 --> 01:49:21,596
So, is she sending you after me?
1934
01:49:21,721 --> 01:49:23,265
- [Circle] I don't...
- To harass me?
1935
01:49:23,390 --> 01:49:27,143
- [Circle] I don't know who...
- To get at me now? In my life?
1936
01:49:27,269 --> 01:49:31,356
Just because her life is a fucking mess!
1937
01:49:31,481 --> 01:49:34,442
I don't know. I'm really sorry.
I think there's...
1938
01:49:34,568 --> 01:49:36,111
[Felicity] Okay. All right.
1939
01:49:37,529 --> 01:49:41,449
Are you involved in any way...
1940
01:49:41,575 --> 01:49:43,827
with YouTuber...
1941
01:49:43,952 --> 01:49:46,621
and cult leader...
1942
01:49:46,746 --> 01:49:48,748
goes by the name of Roxie?
1943
01:49:48,873 --> 01:49:51,209
Blonde hair, shorter than me.
1944
01:49:51,334 --> 01:49:53,962
I mean, I live in a...
1945
01:49:54,087 --> 01:49:56,089
- [Felicity] You look just...
- ..community centre.
1946
01:49:56,214 --> 01:49:59,217
- What?
- [Circle] I live in a community centre.
1947
01:49:59,342 --> 01:50:00,635
Yeah.
1948
01:50:00,760 --> 01:50:02,637
With...? With this woman?!
1949
01:50:02,762 --> 01:50:04,973
She's not there.
1950
01:50:06,182 --> 01:50:08,018
Look, I don't care what it is.
1951
01:50:08,143 --> 01:50:11,438
I don't know,
maybe this is a total coincidence,
1952
01:50:11,563 --> 01:50:14,357
but I, uh...
1953
01:50:14,482 --> 01:50:16,818
for your own good, I would recommend
1954
01:50:16,943 --> 01:50:19,529
that if you see
someone matching that description
1955
01:50:19,654 --> 01:50:21,740
and she says, "Come live in my basement
1956
01:50:21,865 --> 01:50:24,701
"and dress head-to-toe
in my little tracksuit,"
1957
01:50:24,826 --> 01:50:27,704
that you stay as far away from her
as you possibly can, all right?
1958
01:50:27,829 --> 01:50:30,540
I don't need to go into
what has been alleged...
1959
01:50:30,665 --> 01:50:33,918
Do you see that I'm out?
I don't wanna...
1960
01:50:34,044 --> 01:50:36,004
I don't... I don't like...
I don't wanna be there.
1961
01:50:36,129 --> 01:50:37,964
[Felicity] A reconnaissance? You're...
1962
01:50:38,089 --> 01:50:40,050
- Of your own free will?
- Yes.
1963
01:50:40,175 --> 01:50:42,594
- [Felicity] You've departed. You've left?
- I've departed.
1964
01:50:42,719 --> 01:50:44,471
I don't wanna...
I don't wanna be there.
1965
01:50:44,596 --> 01:50:48,600
That's tremendously reassuring. You have
no idea what you're avoiding, you know?
1966
01:50:48,725 --> 01:50:51,227
So, please, for your own...
for your own good...
1967
01:50:51,353 --> 01:50:53,772
- You seem like a nice, sweet person.
- I just...
1968
01:50:54,773 --> 01:50:59,152
Just stay away from that particular...
1969
01:50:59,277 --> 01:51:00,945
That's what I'm...
1970
01:51:01,946 --> 01:51:05,450
- That's what I'm doing.
- Okay. All right.
1971
01:51:05,575 --> 01:51:07,786
Well, best of luck to you.
1972
01:51:07,911 --> 01:51:11,665
And don't...
If you are by any chance...
1973
01:51:11,790 --> 01:51:14,042
If you are by any chance lying to me
1974
01:51:14,167 --> 01:51:17,504
and that this is part of some sort of
weird, psychotic way to get at me,
1975
01:51:17,629 --> 01:51:20,298
like a negging thing,
then I would ask that you please relay...
1976
01:51:20,423 --> 01:51:24,010
Why would I be fucking wear...?
Why would I be wearing this?!
1977
01:51:24,135 --> 01:51:27,764
If I was, like...
Wouldn't this be kind of fucking obvious?
1978
01:51:29,391 --> 01:51:30,892
I can't follow your train of thought.
1979
01:51:31,017 --> 01:51:33,353
- Look, I just wanna get...
- [Felicity] Pass along to Roxie
1980
01:51:33,478 --> 01:51:35,105
that it's not gonna work!
1981
01:51:35,230 --> 01:51:37,899
It's not gonna work!
Best of luck to you! Take care!
1982
01:51:38,024 --> 01:51:40,026
[Siren whoops]
1983
01:51:58,753 --> 01:52:00,755
[She exhales]
1984
01:52:03,425 --> 01:52:05,427
[She exhales]
1985
01:52:18,273 --> 01:52:20,108
[Lock clacks]
1986
01:52:21,693 --> 01:52:22,944
Oh, my God.
1987
01:52:23,069 --> 01:52:25,947
- Oh, my... Oh, my God. Hi!
- [Circle] Hey, hey.
1988
01:52:26,072 --> 01:52:27,949
Hi. How are you?
1989
01:52:28,074 --> 01:52:29,826
- I'm...
- Where the fuck have you been?
1990
01:52:29,951 --> 01:52:32,537
Come here. Come on, come inside.
Oh, my God!
1991
01:52:32,662 --> 01:52:34,956
- What the fuck are you wearing?
- [She chuckles]
1992
01:52:35,081 --> 01:52:38,334
Oh... Oh, my God, it's so hot out.
1993
01:52:38,460 --> 01:52:40,545
- Do you want something to drink?
- [Circle] Uh...
1994
01:52:40,670 --> 01:52:44,507
- [Vycki] Where the fuck have you been?
- Uh, do...? Uh...
1995
01:52:44,632 --> 01:52:46,009
It's really good to see you, Vycki.
1996
01:52:46,134 --> 01:52:48,470
- Do you have that bag of my stuff?
- Do you want...tea?
1997
01:52:48,595 --> 01:52:50,138
[Circle] Do you have
that bag of my stuff I left here?
1998
01:52:50,263 --> 01:52:54,225
I do, but you should have this tea,
because I was just in Chinatown...
1999
01:52:54,350 --> 01:52:57,020
- Can I...? Can I go look...?
- [Vycki] I can get it for you.
2000
01:52:57,145 --> 01:52:59,147
But you should seriously
just have something to drink.
2001
01:52:59,272 --> 01:53:01,191
[Circle]
I don't... I don't really want tea.
2002
01:53:01,316 --> 01:53:03,485
- Is it in...?
- Okay, but you need water.
2003
01:53:03,610 --> 01:53:04,778
Is it in your room?
2004
01:53:04,903 --> 01:53:07,197
[Vycki] Yeah.
I know where it is. This way.
2005
01:53:09,824 --> 01:53:14,037
Oh, my God, I haven't seen you in how many...
How long has it been?
2006
01:53:14,162 --> 01:53:15,622
[Circle] Uh...
2007
01:53:15,747 --> 01:53:17,749
[Door rattles]
2008
01:53:17,874 --> 01:53:19,417
[Gentle guitar strumming]
2009
01:53:19,542 --> 01:53:21,252
[Circle] Uh, it's been a little bit.
2010
01:53:21,377 --> 01:53:25,173
[Vycki] Yeah. And you haven't called,
or been to any of the parties.
2011
01:53:25,298 --> 01:53:28,051
You missed the...
You missed the Top Surgery mixer.
2012
01:53:28,176 --> 01:53:31,054
Uh, the one at Metropolitan,
the one I've been...
2013
01:53:31,179 --> 01:53:33,056
Here, it's right here.
2014
01:53:33,181 --> 01:53:35,391
How...? How have you...?
2015
01:53:35,517 --> 01:53:37,018
What...?
2016
01:53:38,812 --> 01:53:40,647
So...
2017
01:53:40,772 --> 01:53:44,108
- What's...? What's the rush, baby?
- What?
2018
01:53:44,234 --> 01:53:45,944
You just, like, up and dip...
2019
01:53:46,069 --> 01:53:48,196
- and you come back...
- Well, I just...
2020
01:53:48,321 --> 01:53:50,240
No, I just...
2021
01:53:50,365 --> 01:53:54,035
Just relax. It's fine.
It's hot outside. Like...
2022
01:53:56,329 --> 01:53:58,206
I just, uh...
2023
01:53:58,331 --> 01:54:00,375
I gotta get going.
2024
01:54:00,500 --> 01:54:03,169
I've been learning this, actually.
I got the...
2025
01:54:03,294 --> 01:54:05,129
[She plays - "Sober To Death"
by Car Seat Headrest]
2026
01:54:05,255 --> 01:54:06,714
Hold on.
2027
01:54:06,840 --> 01:54:08,675
[Playing resumes]
2028
01:54:08,800 --> 01:54:10,677
Wait. Wait, wait, wait...
2029
01:54:10,802 --> 01:54:13,179
[Playing continues]
2030
01:54:21,229 --> 01:54:22,772
You know...
2031
01:54:24,899 --> 01:54:26,484
You're... You're going too fast.
2032
01:54:26,609 --> 01:54:29,946
Why don't you just tell me
where the fuck you've been, huh?
2033
01:54:30,071 --> 01:54:32,323
Oh, I've just been out of town.
2034
01:54:32,448 --> 01:54:34,075
- [Vycki] Yeah?
- Yeah.
2035
01:54:34,200 --> 01:54:35,952
Like, where?
2036
01:54:36,077 --> 01:54:37,537
Um...
2037
01:54:38,663 --> 01:54:39,747
Upstate.
2038
01:54:39,873 --> 01:54:41,541
- Upstate?
- Yeah.
2039
01:54:41,666 --> 01:54:44,335
And you didn't have your phone
the entire time?
2040
01:54:44,460 --> 01:54:45,837
[Circle] No.
2041
01:54:47,046 --> 01:54:50,091
- Well...
- [Circle] They don't have very good...
2042
01:54:50,216 --> 01:54:52,302
cell service...
2043
01:54:52,427 --> 01:54:53,678
there.
2044
01:54:54,762 --> 01:54:56,514
[Vycki] These shoes are cute.
2045
01:54:59,434 --> 01:55:01,477
- So...
- [Vycki scoffs]
2046
01:55:01,603 --> 01:55:03,646
..you... Hold on.
2047
01:55:03,771 --> 01:55:06,357
Baby, come on. Relax.
2048
01:55:06,482 --> 01:55:09,527
You... You look...
You look like you haven't been eating.
2049
01:55:11,446 --> 01:55:13,573
And you were, like, you were here
for, like, two months, right?
2050
01:55:13,698 --> 01:55:15,867
Like, we're, like, we're family...
2051
01:55:15,992 --> 01:55:17,118
- in a way, you know?
- [Circle] Yeah.
2052
01:55:17,243 --> 01:55:20,121
'Cause you stayed on my couch,
and I think...
2053
01:55:20,246 --> 01:55:22,373
we were just, like,
really good friends then.
2054
01:55:22,498 --> 01:55:24,417
- [Circle] Yeah.
- [Vycki] And I think,
2055
01:55:24,542 --> 01:55:27,462
all of a sudden,
all that community that we built is...
2056
01:55:27,587 --> 01:55:29,631
is just gone, because...
2057
01:55:31,341 --> 01:55:33,968
..you know, we had something there.
2058
01:55:35,428 --> 01:55:37,013
And now, all of a sudden, you're here,
2059
01:55:37,138 --> 01:55:39,599
and you're just, like,
getting your shit and you're going.
2060
01:55:39,724 --> 01:55:42,560
[Circle] What do you mean,
we had...some...?
2061
01:55:42,685 --> 01:55:45,772
[Vycki] I mean, like, do you think that I,
like, let anybody stay on my couch?
2062
01:55:45,897 --> 01:55:47,899
Like, it's...it's not like...
2063
01:55:48,024 --> 01:55:50,360
[Circle] I mean, it was really...
It was very generous...
2064
01:55:50,485 --> 01:55:52,195
- [Vycki] Yeah, it was.
- ..and I appreciate it.
2065
01:55:52,320 --> 01:55:54,781
It was,
and you're not even talking to me.
2066
01:55:54,906 --> 01:55:58,826
[Circle] I'm... I'm here.
I came to yours. I'm talking to you.
2067
01:55:58,952 --> 01:56:00,244
[Vycki] Okay.
2068
01:56:00,370 --> 01:56:02,872
And... And...you...
2069
01:56:03,998 --> 01:56:06,960
You know, we should...
I have Tide, somewhere in here.
2070
01:56:07,085 --> 01:56:08,878
No, I...I gotta...
2071
01:56:09,003 --> 01:56:10,254
- I gotta go.
- No, no, seriously.
2072
01:56:10,380 --> 01:56:13,341
You don't even have to put it in the wash.
It's, like, you get to...
2073
01:56:13,466 --> 01:56:15,093
Hold on. Here.
2074
01:56:15,218 --> 01:56:17,095
If we, like, wet one of these...
2075
01:56:17,220 --> 01:56:20,390
No, like, I get that you wanna help...
2076
01:56:20,515 --> 01:56:22,016
You're helping me right now...
2077
01:56:22,141 --> 01:56:24,686
- I'm very helpful.
- ..by...
2078
01:56:24,811 --> 01:56:28,439
giving me my stuff, and then...
2079
01:56:28,564 --> 01:56:30,316
then I go.
2080
01:56:30,441 --> 01:56:32,652
Yeah. Really fast.
2081
01:56:32,777 --> 01:56:35,780
- [Circle] Well, I'll see you later.
- Really fast.
2082
01:56:35,905 --> 01:56:37,949
[Circle] It's not like, um...
2083
01:56:40,076 --> 01:56:42,829
[Vycki] It's not like we were
close or anything, or friends. Like...
2084
01:56:42,954 --> 01:56:46,207
No, I... I was gonna say, it's not like
I'm not gonna see you again.
2085
01:56:46,332 --> 01:56:48,001
I'm just...
I just needed to pick up my stuff.
2086
01:56:48,126 --> 01:56:50,211
- I have a thing I gotta...
- [Vycki exhales]
2087
01:56:51,629 --> 01:56:54,841
Baby, like...
you look like you've seen a ghost.
2088
01:56:56,509 --> 01:56:58,261
[She chuckles]
2089
01:57:00,346 --> 01:57:02,473
This is...
This is really rude, actually.
2090
01:57:02,598 --> 01:57:04,225
Look, I just...
2091
01:57:04,350 --> 01:57:07,020
Like, I store your shit here
for, like, this long...
2092
01:57:07,145 --> 01:57:09,856
and you come in and you act like...
2093
01:57:09,981 --> 01:57:11,983
- you don't know who I am...
- I'm not!
2094
01:57:12,108 --> 01:57:13,609
..nor are you going to tell me
what's going on here.
2095
01:57:13,735 --> 01:57:15,945
Like...I thought we could
just have, like...
2096
01:57:16,070 --> 01:57:17,864
My room-mates aren't even here.
Like, why don't we just...
2097
01:57:17,989 --> 01:57:19,615
just, like,
sit down and talk a little bit,
2098
01:57:19,741 --> 01:57:21,617
like, watch a movie or something?
2099
01:57:21,743 --> 01:57:24,662
It's... I'm not, like... I'm not, like,
trying to rape you or something.
2100
01:57:25,913 --> 01:57:27,290
[Vycki scoffs]
2101
01:57:27,415 --> 01:57:30,043
No, I just...
2102
01:57:30,168 --> 01:57:32,253
It's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
2103
01:57:32,378 --> 01:57:34,380
Here. I'm here.
2104
01:57:37,008 --> 01:57:40,762
This is what the girls
do for each other...you know?
2105
01:57:40,887 --> 01:57:44,640
I've just... You know,
I've had a really long day, and I wanna...
2106
01:57:44,766 --> 01:57:47,643
get going. And I appr... I, um...
2107
01:57:48,978 --> 01:57:50,813
..appreciate...
2108
01:57:52,190 --> 01:57:54,150
..everything that you're...
2109
01:57:54,275 --> 01:57:56,027
that you're...
2110
01:57:56,152 --> 01:57:58,112
Are you wearing something?
That's cute?
2111
01:57:58,237 --> 01:58:00,323
- [Circle] Huh?
- Are you wearing something?
2112
01:58:00,448 --> 01:58:03,618
- What do you mean?
- You're, like... You smell good.
2113
01:58:03,743 --> 01:58:05,244
No.
2114
01:58:08,122 --> 01:58:10,041
- Let's just...
- No.
2115
01:58:12,543 --> 01:58:16,130
- What the fuck is your problem, man?
- No, no, no, no, no. I...
2116
01:58:18,925 --> 01:58:21,552
Um... This is fucking retarded.
2117
01:58:21,677 --> 01:58:23,387
- Like...
- [Circle exhales]
2118
01:58:23,513 --> 01:58:26,224
..you're treating me like I was, like...
2119
01:58:26,349 --> 01:58:28,643
a regular-ass fucking person.
2120
01:58:28,768 --> 01:58:30,394
You spent so much time here.
2121
01:58:30,520 --> 01:58:34,107
Yeah, you are a regular
ass-fucking person, yeah.
2122
01:58:34,232 --> 01:58:35,817
[She chuckles]
2123
01:58:35,942 --> 01:58:38,528
I... Look, you know... I...
2124
01:58:38,653 --> 01:58:41,823
I appreciate...the time that you,
2125
01:58:41,948 --> 01:58:43,950
you know, I came to the city, right?
2126
01:58:44,075 --> 01:58:45,868
- [Vycki] Why don't you just fucking...?
- I came to the city,
2127
01:58:45,993 --> 01:58:48,830
we only knew each other
from, you know, online, right?
2128
01:58:48,955 --> 01:58:51,207
And you let me stay here,
2129
01:58:51,332 --> 01:58:54,377
and I didn't have anywhere else to stay,
and I didn't have a job, right?
2130
01:58:54,502 --> 01:58:57,213
And then you let me stay here for free...
2131
01:58:57,338 --> 01:58:59,173
and I'm so grateful.
2132
01:59:00,216 --> 01:59:03,761
But there always felt like, you know,
there was this sort of expectation
2133
01:59:03,886 --> 01:59:06,347
that I don't know...if I could fulfil...
2134
01:59:06,472 --> 01:59:09,433
Yeah, I expect you
to be my fucking friend!
2135
01:59:09,559 --> 01:59:11,394
[Circle] You know it's not that.
2136
01:59:12,895 --> 01:59:14,689
Then what is it?
2137
01:59:16,065 --> 01:59:17,358
[Circle] Are you joking?!
2138
01:59:17,483 --> 01:59:19,402
No, seriously, this is fucked-up.
This is stupid.
2139
01:59:19,527 --> 01:59:21,320
- No, I...
- [Vycki] Your shit's already in the bag.
2140
01:59:21,445 --> 01:59:22,446
- Just go.
- No, no...
2141
01:59:22,572 --> 01:59:24,824
No, no, no, no, no. No.
2142
01:59:24,949 --> 01:59:26,909
Like, you have a fucking problem.
2143
01:59:27,034 --> 01:59:29,162
I don't... It's, like, the...
2144
01:59:29,287 --> 01:59:31,622
You can't... You can't have people.
2145
01:59:33,166 --> 01:59:36,294
- [Vycki] I have a fucking problem?
- [Circle] Yeah.
2146
01:59:36,419 --> 01:59:38,129
- Like, I...
- [She stammers]
2147
01:59:38,254 --> 01:59:39,922
- I'm never...
- Use my fucking generosity...
2148
01:59:40,047 --> 01:59:41,716
[Circle] I'm never going to fuck you.
2149
01:59:43,176 --> 01:59:44,886
I'm never going to fuck you, Vycki.
2150
01:59:46,429 --> 01:59:48,014
I'm sorry. You're wonderful.
2151
01:59:48,139 --> 01:59:50,892
You know, you've helped me a lot.
You're very beautiful.
2152
01:59:51,017 --> 01:59:52,560
Don't fucking...
2153
01:59:52,685 --> 01:59:54,270
[Door rattles]
2154
01:59:55,479 --> 01:59:58,524
- Look, I'm sorry.
- [Vycki] Yeah, just fucking go.
2155
01:59:58,649 --> 02:00:00,651
Just go.
Just turn your back on all the girls
2156
02:00:00,776 --> 02:00:03,029
that look out for you and shit, right?
2157
02:00:04,488 --> 02:00:06,115
Yeah, just go to the next fucking place
2158
02:00:06,240 --> 02:00:07,950
where people are gonna
have you on their fucking couch
2159
02:00:08,075 --> 02:00:10,995
and eat all their fucking shit for months.
2160
02:00:11,120 --> 02:00:12,872
Bitch.
2161
02:00:12,997 --> 02:00:15,166
[Music - "Bloom" by Ravine Angel]
2162
02:00:43,194 --> 02:00:46,364
♪ Every day, I come around
2163
02:00:46,489 --> 02:00:49,075
♪ I come around and sit down
2164
02:00:49,200 --> 02:00:51,994
♪ Sit down by your side
2165
02:00:52,119 --> 02:00:55,039
♪ And I feel like I could die
2166
02:00:55,164 --> 02:00:58,292
♪ In the summer's rise
2167
02:00:58,417 --> 02:01:01,045
♪ I pull back against the zip ties
2168
02:01:01,170 --> 02:01:04,257
♪ I can see it in your eyes
2169
02:01:04,382 --> 02:01:07,093
♪ I can see it in your eyes
2170
02:01:08,302 --> 02:01:11,180
♪ Watch them come and go
2171
02:01:11,305 --> 02:01:14,016
♪ Coming back for more
2172
02:01:14,141 --> 02:01:18,938
♪ Flowers slowly seeping
2173
02:01:19,981 --> 02:01:23,234
♪ I see them in my dreams
2174
02:01:23,359 --> 02:01:26,195
♪ Every single night
2175
02:01:26,320 --> 02:01:30,866
♪ You will know my name
2176
02:01:55,141 --> 02:01:58,311
♪ Every day, I come around
2177
02:01:58,436 --> 02:02:01,063
♪ I come around and sit down
2178
02:02:01,188 --> 02:02:03,983
♪ Sit down by your side
2179
02:02:04,108 --> 02:02:07,028
♪ And I feel like I could die
2180
02:02:07,153 --> 02:02:10,031
♪ In the summer's rise
2181
02:02:10,156 --> 02:02:13,034
♪ Try to pull against the zip ties
2182
02:02:13,159 --> 02:02:16,245
♪ I can see it in your eyes
2183
02:02:16,370 --> 02:02:19,040
♪ I can see it in your eyes
2184
02:02:20,249 --> 02:02:23,169
♪ Watch them come and go
2185
02:02:23,294 --> 02:02:26,005
♪ Coming back for more
2186
02:02:26,130 --> 02:02:30,885
♪ Flowers slowly seeping
2187
02:02:32,053 --> 02:02:35,306
♪ I see them in my dreams
2188
02:02:35,431 --> 02:02:38,142
♪ Every single night
2189
02:02:38,267 --> 02:02:42,855
♪ Do you even know my name?
2190
02:02:44,231 --> 02:02:47,276
♪ You will know my name
2191
02:02:50,279 --> 02:02:52,698
♪ You will know my name
2192
02:02:56,202 --> 02:02:58,954
♪ You will know my name
2193
02:03:02,041 --> 02:03:04,293
♪ You will know my name. ♪
2194
02:03:06,295 --> 02:03:08,089
[Music concludes]
2195
02:03:08,214 --> 02:03:10,007
[Music - "Unlovable" by Ravine Angel]
2196
02:03:10,132 --> 02:03:12,301
♪ If you say you love me
2197
02:03:12,468 --> 02:03:17,264
♪ Then look at me now
2198
02:03:21,811 --> 02:03:24,313
♪ Tired and desperate
2199
02:03:24,438 --> 02:03:28,317
♪ And out on the prowl
2200
02:03:33,697 --> 02:03:36,242
♪ Sick and exhausted
2201
02:03:36,367 --> 02:03:41,622
♪ Been this way for months
2202
02:03:45,793 --> 02:03:47,920
♪ All over soon
2203
02:03:48,045 --> 02:03:51,757
♪ If there's any luck
2204
02:03:57,721 --> 02:04:04,770
♪ Why do I push everybody away?
2205
02:04:09,733 --> 02:04:15,739
♪ Why can't I get over all of my shit?
2206
02:04:21,370 --> 02:04:23,372
♪ Survivor's guilt
2207
02:04:23,497 --> 02:04:28,169
♪ Feels like I'm born to be preyed
2208
02:04:31,172 --> 02:04:34,091
♪ Preyed upon
2209
02:04:34,216 --> 02:04:39,722
♪ Till the well dries up
2210
02:04:43,225 --> 02:04:46,145
♪ Preyed upon
2211
02:04:46,270 --> 02:04:51,775
♪ Till the well dries up. ♪
2212
02:04:56,238 --> 02:04:58,240
[Music concludes]
2213
02:04:59,366 --> 02:05:01,368
[Music - "Lady Grey" by Ravine Angel]
2214
02:05:04,622 --> 02:05:08,083
♪ Lady Grey is standing by the window
2215
02:05:08,209 --> 02:05:13,214
♪ And she knows how you perceive her
2216
02:05:14,173 --> 02:05:17,676
♪ Opium and champagne in the garden
2217
02:05:17,801 --> 02:05:22,932
♪ Henry knows you'd love to meet her
2218
02:05:23,891 --> 02:05:27,061
♪ When I met you, I could see your ribs
2219
02:05:27,186 --> 02:05:32,566
♪ Down at the bus stop by the meal hall
2220
02:05:33,484 --> 02:05:37,071
♪ Made a pass
and was immediately embarrassed
2221
02:05:37,196 --> 02:05:41,617
♪ Spent the next year in a freefall
2222
02:05:41,742 --> 02:05:43,869
♪ Tonight
2223
02:05:43,994 --> 02:05:48,749
♪ She'll be your Juliet
2224
02:05:51,544 --> 02:05:53,754
♪ Tomorrow night
2225
02:05:53,879 --> 02:05:57,174
♪ She'll be your Ophelia
2226
02:06:01,095 --> 02:06:04,848
♪ You better quit complaining
2227
02:06:05,849 --> 02:06:09,728
♪ No answer can explain it
2228
02:06:09,853 --> 02:06:14,275
♪ Till the curtain call precedes
2229
02:06:14,400 --> 02:06:21,240
♪ The living end
2230
02:06:26,287 --> 02:06:29,540
♪ 15 years old, walking through the snow
2231
02:06:29,665 --> 02:06:34,670
♪ In all the places I'd like to take you
2232
02:06:35,796 --> 02:06:39,425
♪ Saw the play,
and I bought the actress flowers
2233
02:06:39,550 --> 02:06:44,263
♪ In her face, could not mistake you
2234
02:06:45,389 --> 02:06:49,310
♪ She formed into some kind of an ideal
2235
02:06:49,435 --> 02:06:54,189
♪ Felt the worst about it for months
2236
02:06:55,149 --> 02:06:58,235
♪ Was the first time
got scared to show my face
2237
02:06:58,360 --> 02:07:03,490
♪ I had to take some summer courses
2238
02:07:03,616 --> 02:07:05,743
♪ Tonight
2239
02:07:05,868 --> 02:07:10,623
♪ She'll be your Juliet
2240
02:07:13,083 --> 02:07:15,294
♪ Tomorrow night
2241
02:07:15,419 --> 02:07:18,756
♪ She'll be your Ophelia
2242
02:07:22,718 --> 02:07:26,513
♪ You better quit complaining
2243
02:07:27,681 --> 02:07:31,560
♪ No answer can explain it
2244
02:07:31,685 --> 02:07:36,065
♪ Till the curtain call precedes
2245
02:07:36,190 --> 02:07:39,276
♪ The living end
2246
02:07:41,570 --> 02:07:45,282
♪ Till the curtain call precedes
2247
02:07:45,407 --> 02:07:51,747
♪ The living end. ♪
2248
02:07:51,872 --> 02:07:54,249
[Music concludes]
2249
02:07:54,375 --> 02:07:56,251
[Music - "RIP" by Ravine Angel]
2250
02:07:56,418 --> 02:08:00,631
♪ If you want me,
you can have me if you like
2251
02:08:00,756 --> 02:08:05,386
♪ In the kitchen,
in the bathroom, with a knife
2252
02:08:05,511 --> 02:08:10,307
♪ And if you hear me complain, it's a lie
2253
02:08:10,432 --> 02:08:14,645
♪ Tell me you're mine,
tell me you're mine, tell me you're mine
2254
02:08:15,646 --> 02:08:17,731
♪ Oh, well
2255
02:08:17,856 --> 02:08:22,152
♪ Can't save me from myself
2256
02:08:22,277 --> 02:08:25,823
♪ With sweetnesses in hell
2257
02:08:25,948 --> 02:08:28,200
♪ I used to believe in hard work
2258
02:08:28,325 --> 02:08:30,494
♪ I used to believe in health
2259
02:08:30,619 --> 02:08:32,538
♪ Now all I want is to sink enough
2260
02:08:32,663 --> 02:08:34,748
♪ To see it for myself
2261
02:08:34,873 --> 02:08:40,713
♪ Never again in my life
2262
02:08:40,838 --> 02:08:43,048
♪ It's too late for us,
it's too late for us
2263
02:08:43,173 --> 02:08:44,717
♪ And we might as well die
2264
02:08:44,842 --> 02:08:50,347
♪ Saying farewell the last time
2265
02:08:50,472 --> 02:08:52,683
♪ Say you'll pray for us,
you can pray for us
2266
02:08:52,808 --> 02:08:54,852
♪ But put nothing on the line
2267
02:08:54,977 --> 02:08:58,480
♪ You can have me if you like
2268
02:08:58,605 --> 02:09:03,235
♪ In the kitchen,
in the bathroom, with a knife
2269
02:09:03,360 --> 02:09:08,157
♪ And if you hear me complain, it's a lie
2270
02:09:08,282 --> 02:09:12,494
♪ Tell me you're mine,
tell me you're mine, tell me you're mine
2271
02:09:13,662 --> 02:09:17,124
♪ Requiem
2272
02:09:17,249 --> 02:09:21,712
♪ Aeternum
2273
02:09:23,255 --> 02:09:26,467
♪ Bullets fly
2274
02:09:26,592 --> 02:09:31,096
♪ Through the sternum
2275
02:09:32,848 --> 02:09:36,185
♪ Lullaby
2276
02:09:36,310 --> 02:09:41,440
♪ To hell, babe
2277
02:09:42,399 --> 02:09:49,281
♪ Reaper's got your name
2278
02:09:50,741 --> 02:09:58,248
♪ If you want me,
you can have me if you like
2279
02:10:00,584 --> 02:10:07,508
♪ In the kitchen,
in the bathroom, with a knife
2280
02:10:09,718 --> 02:10:17,768
♪ And if you hear me complain, it's a lie
2281
02:10:19,061 --> 02:10:27,778
♪ Tell me you're mine,
tell me you're mine, tell me you're mine
2282
02:10:35,202 --> 02:10:38,872
♪ Thigh-high socks
are my absolute territory
2283
02:10:38,997 --> 02:10:41,083
♪ Go on and drool
2284
02:10:41,208 --> 02:10:43,794
♪ The otaku cannot resist
2285
02:10:43,919 --> 02:10:48,632
♪ You think the fire in your eyes
makes you a tiger in disguise
2286
02:10:48,757 --> 02:10:53,428
♪ Dream on, you god-damn pussy
2287
02:10:54,555 --> 02:10:58,058
♪ Reaper, reaper,
that's what people call me
2288
02:10:58,183 --> 02:11:00,811
♪ Why? 'cause they all die
2289
02:11:00,936 --> 02:11:03,146
♪ When I sing, I end their lives
2290
02:11:03,272 --> 02:11:06,316
♪ You act as though
payback makes you a noble man
2291
02:11:06,441 --> 02:11:08,151
♪ Is that a fact?
2292
02:11:08,277 --> 02:11:13,615
♪ You're a god-damn philistine. ♪
2293
02:11:18,662 --> 02:11:20,664
[Music concludes]
2294
02:11:23,208 --> 02:11:26,128
She's been talking about leaving
for, like, a fucking week.
2295
02:11:26,253 --> 02:11:29,631
Um, what...? What do we...?
What's your...?
2296
02:11:29,756 --> 02:11:31,800
What's your game plan here?
What do you wanna do?
2297
02:11:37,681 --> 02:11:39,683
We don't want another...
2298
02:11:39,808 --> 02:11:42,686
- We don't want another Alexis.
- [Meredith] Right, yeah.
2299
02:11:45,063 --> 02:11:46,732
[Eclipse] I'll go home and call Roxie.
You look for her.
2300
02:11:46,857 --> 02:11:49,192
- Find her, bring her back.
- Okay.
2301
02:11:49,318 --> 02:11:52,821
Okay. I mean, be careful, though,
on the call with her.
2302
02:11:52,946 --> 02:11:56,325
'Cause, like,
calling Roxie inherently might...
2303
02:11:56,450 --> 02:11:58,952
- lead to another Alexis.
- Roxie needs to know.
2304
02:11:59,077 --> 02:12:02,247
Roxie needs to know, and I'll talk...
I'll talk to her.
2305
02:12:02,372 --> 02:12:06,043
Yeah, I'll, uh...
try and find her fucking quick, then.
2306
02:12:06,168 --> 02:12:07,544
Um...
2307
02:12:10,047 --> 02:12:13,342
All right. Fuck, dude! Okay.
2308
02:12:13,467 --> 02:12:16,386
- God-fucking-dammit!
- [Meredith] Yo, yo, we're gonna...
2309
02:12:16,511 --> 02:12:18,680
Girl, girl, we're gonna...
We're gonna solve this.
2310
02:12:18,805 --> 02:12:20,724
- Find her. Find her.
- [Meredith] Okay.
2311
02:12:20,849 --> 02:12:22,142
[Meredith] Fuck!
2312
02:12:33,570 --> 02:12:35,238
Holy shit!
2313
02:12:35,364 --> 02:12:38,075
Maxelle! What the fuck, girl?!
2314
02:12:38,200 --> 02:12:39,493
What's up?!
2315
02:12:39,618 --> 02:12:41,203
- How you doing, girl?
- [Meredith] Hey!
2316
02:12:41,328 --> 02:12:43,580
- Yo, holy... What the fuck?
- Holy shit!
2317
02:12:43,705 --> 02:12:45,707
What's it been, like,
a fucking year and half?
2318
02:12:45,832 --> 02:12:47,209
- Where the fuck you been at?
- Oh, my God!
2319
02:12:47,334 --> 02:12:50,212
Yo! Uh, you know, Polygon.
2320
02:12:50,337 --> 02:12:51,630
It's, uh...
2321
02:12:51,755 --> 02:12:52,798
- What the...?
- Yeah.
2322
02:12:52,923 --> 02:12:54,132
Motherfucker. Yo.
2323
02:12:54,257 --> 02:12:55,842
- Yeah.
- You got the fucking suit.
2324
02:12:55,968 --> 02:12:58,095
You still doing that shit
with the fucking spoons?
2325
02:12:58,220 --> 02:13:01,264
- No, no, we...
- [Maxelle] You got the little fucking...
2326
02:13:01,390 --> 02:13:04,393
We dropped that.
It's... Shit's evolving.
2327
02:13:04,518 --> 02:13:06,269
- You all right, though?
- Do you have a cig...
2328
02:13:06,395 --> 02:13:09,314
Yeah, you know...
First of all, do you have a cigarette?
2329
02:13:09,439 --> 02:13:11,066
- Fucking...
- I haven't had a fucking smoke
2330
02:13:11,191 --> 02:13:13,527
- in, like, six months, dude.
- The last one.
2331
02:13:13,652 --> 02:13:14,987
- Oh! Please.
- You wanna split it?
2332
02:13:15,112 --> 02:13:16,613
- Yeah, go, take it, take it.
- Yes, thank you.
2333
02:13:16,738 --> 02:13:18,448
- Do you have a light?
- Yeah.
2334
02:13:18,573 --> 02:13:21,368
Oh, my God. Angel, angel.
2335
02:13:24,538 --> 02:13:27,416
Yeah, no, I'm good.
I mean, I've been...
2336
02:13:27,541 --> 02:13:29,376
sober for a fucking while now.
2337
02:13:29,501 --> 02:13:31,378
- I mean, like...
- [Maxelle] About fucking time.
2338
02:13:31,503 --> 02:13:32,546
I'm sorry.
2339
02:13:32,671 --> 02:13:33,922
[Meredith] I mean like, not...
No, no, it's okay.
2340
02:13:34,047 --> 02:13:37,676
I mean, like, not, like,
sober-sober, like, fully.
2341
02:13:37,801 --> 02:13:40,303
Like, I mean, I'm doing ketamine
every once in a while,
2342
02:13:40,429 --> 02:13:42,055
but, like, no coke in, like...
2343
02:13:42,180 --> 02:13:43,890
- yeah, like, a year.
- Sober enough.
2344
02:13:44,016 --> 02:13:47,144
[Meredith] Yeah, no,
it's been... I mean, it's...
2345
02:13:47,269 --> 02:13:48,687
[Maxelle] As long as you're happy, boo.
2346
02:13:48,812 --> 02:13:51,898
[Meredith] Yeah, it's...
it's a little weird down there, obviously.
2347
02:13:52,024 --> 02:13:53,942
- Like, I'm sure you've heard...
- [Maxelle] Sounds like it!
2348
02:13:54,067 --> 02:13:56,570
..the fucking rumours or whatever,
but, like, it's been good for me
2349
02:13:56,695 --> 02:13:59,489
to be away from, like,
all the fucking bullshit.
2350
02:13:59,614 --> 02:14:01,241
- How have you been?
- [Maxelle] I'm chilling, I'm chilling.
2351
02:14:01,366 --> 02:14:04,161
Same fucking bullshit.
Just working all the time.
2352
02:14:04,286 --> 02:14:05,454
- You know?
- Fuck, yeah.
2353
02:14:05,579 --> 02:14:06,872
What are you doing work-wise?
2354
02:14:06,955 --> 02:14:09,958
- Pssh. Same shit. Sucks.
- Yeah, yeah.
2355
02:14:11,084 --> 02:14:13,462
[Meredith] Yeah, God, I mean...
2356
02:14:13,587 --> 02:14:16,256
Yeah. You're also
staying sober, though, right?
2357
02:14:16,381 --> 02:14:18,383
- Like...
- Yeah, I've been good. Been good.
2358
02:14:18,508 --> 02:14:21,803
- [Meredith] Word, word.
- Don't really have another option.
2359
02:14:21,928 --> 02:14:23,847
- Yeah.
- [Maxelle] Good on you, though.
2360
02:14:23,972 --> 02:14:25,724
[Meredith] Well, no, I mean,
that's why I got down there.
2361
02:14:25,849 --> 02:14:27,517
Like, no other fucking options.
2362
02:14:27,642 --> 02:14:29,895
Like, you should...
2363
02:14:30,020 --> 02:14:32,773
Listen, we just came out of,
like, a fucking...
2364
02:14:32,898 --> 02:14:36,234
chaotic, bullshit-ass recruitment thing,
2365
02:14:36,359 --> 02:14:39,988
so I'm not gonna tell you
you should get down there, but, like...
2366
02:14:40,113 --> 02:14:42,532
I don't know, could be...
could be good for you.
2367
02:14:42,657 --> 02:14:44,659
I don't fuck with cults. No.
2368
02:14:44,785 --> 02:14:46,828
[Meredith]
It's not a fucking cult. I mean...
2369
02:14:46,953 --> 02:14:50,248
- That's what I said about my shit.
- I know I'm not... Right, right, yeah.
2370
02:14:50,373 --> 02:14:52,250
Yeah, I know I'm not gonna convince you.
2371
02:14:52,375 --> 02:14:53,919
Um, it is...
2372
02:14:54,961 --> 02:14:56,213
It is a little fucked.
2373
02:14:56,338 --> 02:14:59,049
I'm not gonna call it a cult,
but it is, you know...
2374
02:14:59,174 --> 02:15:00,967
- Um...
- As long as you're happy.
2375
02:15:02,052 --> 02:15:04,221
- You're looking good, though, for reals.
- [Meredith] Yeah.
2376
02:15:04,346 --> 02:15:06,348
So, we were down there, and we just...
2377
02:15:07,474 --> 02:15:10,310
Me and Ec...
I don't think you know Eclipse, but...
2378
02:15:10,435 --> 02:15:13,105
There was this, um...
2379
02:15:13,230 --> 02:15:16,775
Did you happen to see, like,
a lanky, blonde tgirl,
2380
02:15:16,900 --> 02:15:19,694
- who kind of looks like a...?
- [Maxelle] Like, just your type?
2381
02:15:19,820 --> 02:15:21,947
No, no, no, no, not my type.
2382
02:15:22,072 --> 02:15:23,657
Looks kind of like a...
2383
02:15:23,782 --> 02:15:26,451
like, a haunted
porcelain doll-type thing going on.
2384
02:15:26,576 --> 02:15:29,329
Nah, for real, she... I just saw her.
She dipped that way.
2385
02:15:29,454 --> 02:15:31,456
[Meredith] Oh, fuck, dude! Okay.
2386
02:15:33,500 --> 02:15:34,709
Perfect.
2387
02:15:34,835 --> 02:15:36,795
- I gotta...
- No, just keep it.
2388
02:15:36,920 --> 02:15:38,213
- You sure?
- Yeah, just keep it.
2389
02:15:38,338 --> 02:15:40,507
- I love you so much.
- I love you. Fucking take care, okay?
2390
02:15:40,632 --> 02:15:41,925
- Yeah, I will.
- Okay.
2391
02:15:42,050 --> 02:15:43,260
- I'll see you...
- You're good?
2392
02:15:43,385 --> 02:15:45,804
Yeah. I don't know
when I'll see you again, but...
2393
02:15:45,929 --> 02:15:48,140
- love you so much. Yeah.
- Okay, I love you.
2394
02:15:48,265 --> 02:15:50,267
- All right.
- Fucking answer my texts, yo.
2395
02:15:50,392 --> 02:15:52,853
I can't! There's no phones down there!
2396
02:15:53,937 --> 02:15:55,939
Fuck!
2397
02:15:56,064 --> 02:15:58,066
[Indistinct chatter]
2398
02:16:00,193 --> 02:16:02,028
[Woman]
That's when I told Sean how I felt.
2399
02:16:02,154 --> 02:16:04,865
- And then I remembered...
- [Woman 2] You told Sean how you feel?
2400
02:16:04,990 --> 02:16:08,118
[Woman] Yeah. Then I remembered,
that's my last shift as well.
2401
02:16:08,243 --> 02:16:10,245
[Indistinct chatter]
2402
02:16:13,582 --> 02:16:16,126
- [Woman 3] That's why you told Sean?
- [Woman] No.
2403
02:16:16,251 --> 02:16:18,003
[Indistinct chatter]
2404
02:16:21,047 --> 02:16:25,302
I have to piss really bad.
Really, really, really fucking bad.
2405
02:16:25,427 --> 02:16:26,887
[Reginald] Wait, just hold it.
Hold it for a second.
2406
02:16:27,012 --> 02:16:28,972
- No, I can't. I actually can't.
- Just hold it.
2407
02:16:29,097 --> 02:16:31,349
- Just hold it. There's nobody...
- I actually can't. I actually...
2408
02:16:31,474 --> 02:16:33,768
- I mean...what if someone sees?
- I actually can't.
2409
02:16:33,894 --> 02:16:35,187
- There's someone coming.
- Let 'em watch, baby.
2410
02:16:35,312 --> 02:16:37,397
[Reginald] Wait, there's someone coming!
2411
02:16:37,522 --> 02:16:39,566
- There's someone coming!
- Fuck!
2412
02:16:39,691 --> 02:16:42,235
- Oh, my God, I'm pissing on my fucking...
- [She squeals]
2413
02:16:43,695 --> 02:16:45,947
- Hold it. Just hold it, come on.
- I can't hold it.
2414
02:16:46,072 --> 02:16:48,074
I can't hold it! I can't hold it!
2415
02:16:48,200 --> 02:16:50,368
- I can't hold it! I can't hold it!
- [She laughs]
2416
02:16:50,493 --> 02:16:52,120
I can't hold it!
2417
02:16:52,245 --> 02:16:53,872
Put a plug in me!
2418
02:16:53,997 --> 02:16:56,291
Plug me up! I can't hold it!
2419
02:17:00,295 --> 02:17:02,005
Holy shit.
2420
02:17:02,130 --> 02:17:04,007
- Oh...
- Hey!
2421
02:17:07,052 --> 02:17:08,887
[Natalie] What the fuck?!
2422
02:17:09,012 --> 02:17:11,306
- What the fuck?
- Do you...?
2423
02:17:11,431 --> 02:17:12,599
How much...?
2424
02:17:12,724 --> 02:17:15,560
How much money for you
to lick my girl's pussy right now?
2425
02:17:15,685 --> 02:17:17,062
- I don't do that.
- [Reginald] No?
2426
02:17:17,187 --> 02:17:19,731
You won't even spend
a hundred fucking dollars on dinner!
2427
02:17:19,856 --> 02:17:22,108
You won't even spend $100
to take me to the fucking Liberty statue.
2428
02:17:22,234 --> 02:17:23,777
- No, I...
- $50?
2429
02:17:23,902 --> 02:17:25,779
- D-Dude, I don't...
- $100?
2430
02:17:25,904 --> 02:17:27,822
- I don't wanna...
- [Natalie] Fuck you! You're such a loser!
2431
02:17:27,948 --> 02:17:29,241
You go for this tgirl!
2432
02:17:29,366 --> 02:17:31,159
[Reginald] Come on, come on.
2433
02:17:32,244 --> 02:17:34,204
[Natalie] Fuck you, you fucking loser!
2434
02:17:34,329 --> 02:17:37,249
Go hang out with
your fucking boyfriend, faggot!
2435
02:17:38,667 --> 02:17:40,168
I fucking hate Reginald.
2436
02:17:40,293 --> 02:17:42,295
Literally all he wants to do is fuck me
2437
02:17:42,420 --> 02:17:45,382
and have threesomes
in these seedy, disgusting motels.
2438
02:17:45,507 --> 02:17:47,884
He won't even take me out.
I wanna see New York.
2439
02:17:48,009 --> 02:17:49,344
Like, I fucking hate Vancouver.
2440
02:17:49,469 --> 02:17:52,514
I wanna see the Tenement Museum.
I wanna see the Empire State Building.
2441
02:17:52,639 --> 02:17:55,767
I wanna see fucking Ground Zero! Fuck!
2442
02:17:58,144 --> 02:18:00,981
I'm Natalie,
but my friends call me Nattie.
2443
02:18:01,106 --> 02:18:04,859
And you're gonna be my best friend now,
and you're gonna take me out,
2444
02:18:04,985 --> 02:18:07,529
and you're gonna see the sights with me.
2445
02:18:07,654 --> 02:18:09,572
Wait, oh, my God!
2446
02:18:09,698 --> 02:18:11,783
You look just like my friend Michaela.
2447
02:18:11,908 --> 02:18:16,371
I fucking love trans bitches.
Let's go!
2448
02:18:16,496 --> 02:18:18,331
[Natalie exhales]
2449
02:18:18,456 --> 02:18:19,749
Okay, wait.
2450
02:18:19,874 --> 02:18:22,752
Know what friends do?
They take hot pictures of each other.
2451
02:18:22,877 --> 02:18:25,630
So, I'm gonna take
a hot picture of you, okay?
2452
02:18:25,755 --> 02:18:27,716
Smile, bitch!
2453
02:18:27,841 --> 02:18:29,551
Smile!
2454
02:18:29,676 --> 02:18:31,678
Oh, my God.
2455
02:18:31,803 --> 02:18:34,347
Come on. Actually try.
2456
02:18:34,472 --> 02:18:36,474
[Sing-song] Slutty!
2457
02:18:37,600 --> 02:18:39,144
Wait.
2458
02:18:40,145 --> 02:18:42,689
You would have been so hot as a boy.
2459
02:18:45,525 --> 02:18:46,818
Really?
2460
02:18:46,943 --> 02:18:49,487
Yeah. You'd be, like, just my type.
2461
02:18:55,452 --> 02:18:57,037
Do you wanna go to Times Square right now?
2462
02:18:57,162 --> 02:18:59,414
- [Noisy rock music plays]
- [Natalie] Cheers!
2463
02:18:59,539 --> 02:19:01,833
To Tweaky!
2464
02:19:05,503 --> 02:19:07,005
Ugh!
2465
02:19:09,883 --> 02:19:11,885
[Aggressive shouting]
2466
02:19:14,262 --> 02:19:16,806
I like guys who are, like,
you know, really soft.
2467
02:19:16,931 --> 02:19:19,142
Like, they have, like, soft features,
2468
02:19:19,267 --> 02:19:21,770
- they kind of feel soft to touch.
- [Train approaches]
2469
02:19:21,895 --> 02:19:24,314
- Kind of, like...
- I mean, I think it...
2470
02:19:24,439 --> 02:19:26,274
I mean, I think it depends.
2471
02:19:27,484 --> 02:19:31,029
No, it doesn't depend for me.
That's what I like, yeah.
2472
02:19:31,154 --> 02:19:32,655
It's kind of just my type.
2473
02:19:32,781 --> 02:19:34,783
[Indistinct PA announcement]
2474
02:19:36,368 --> 02:19:38,995
[indistinct chatter]
2475
02:19:39,120 --> 02:19:44,459
- [indistinct chatter]
2476
02:19:56,388 --> 02:19:59,307
- Woo!
- [She laughs]
2477
02:19:59,432 --> 02:20:00,975
[Natalie squeals]
2478
02:20:01,101 --> 02:20:03,269
- Oh!
- [Man] For fuck's sake.
2479
02:20:03,395 --> 02:20:07,065
- [Natalie] Really?
- [Circle] Yeah, the...the Hard Rock.
2480
02:20:07,190 --> 02:20:09,275
- Hard Rock Cafe.
- [Natalie] Yeah.
2481
02:20:09,401 --> 02:20:13,947
Yeah, the Hard Rock Cafe in Los Angeles,
that's the one...
2482
02:20:14,072 --> 02:20:15,949
Uh, you know Phil Spector?
2483
02:20:16,074 --> 02:20:18,785
- [Natalie] I haven't... I don't know...
- He did all those records in the '60s,
2484
02:20:18,910 --> 02:20:20,245
he, uh...
2485
02:20:20,370 --> 02:20:22,956
he met a woman at the Hard Rock Cafe,
2486
02:20:23,081 --> 02:20:25,041
founders lounge in Los Angeles,
2487
02:20:25,166 --> 02:20:28,545
and he, uh, drunk-drove her
back to his house,
2488
02:20:28,670 --> 02:20:31,798
and then he was trying
to show off his revolver.
2489
02:20:31,923 --> 02:20:34,175
- [Natalie] Uh-huh.
- He was trying to show off his revolver,
2490
02:20:34,300 --> 02:20:37,470
and he accidentally shot her in the face,
2491
02:20:37,595 --> 02:20:39,722
and then he called the cops,
and he was like...
2492
02:20:40,849 --> 02:20:43,101
.."I accidentally
shot a woman in the face."
2493
02:20:43,226 --> 02:20:46,104
And then when they showed up,
he was like, "I didn't do it."
2494
02:20:47,939 --> 02:20:49,941
He... He, like, pled...
2495
02:20:50,066 --> 02:20:51,693
He pled not guilty.
2496
02:20:51,818 --> 02:20:53,820
- That's crazy!
- [She laughs]
2497
02:20:53,945 --> 02:20:55,822
Wait, does your cock still get hard?
2498
02:20:57,532 --> 02:20:59,075
You know, it, like...
2499
02:20:59,200 --> 02:21:01,786
[Both laugh]
2500
02:21:01,911 --> 02:21:04,456
It depends. It depends.
It's, like, uh...
2501
02:21:04,581 --> 02:21:07,459
There's... There's, like, this, um...
2502
02:21:07,584 --> 02:21:10,420
- like, testosterone gel.
- [Natalie] Yeah.
2503
02:21:10,545 --> 02:21:11,880
- Like...
- [Natalie] Like Jell-O?
2504
02:21:12,005 --> 02:21:13,882
Well, it's like kind of goop.
2505
02:21:14,007 --> 02:21:16,426
- Uh, you... You put on gloves...
- [Natalie] Uh-huh.
2506
02:21:16,551 --> 02:21:19,053
..and you put it on, like...
2507
02:21:19,179 --> 02:21:22,015
- [Natalie] Where?
- On your... On your penis.
2508
02:21:22,140 --> 02:21:25,435
And it, like, makes it sort of work again.
2509
02:21:25,560 --> 02:21:27,103
Um...
2510
02:21:27,228 --> 02:21:30,732
- But...
- Oh, wait, the gel, like...
2511
02:21:30,857 --> 02:21:32,650
it, like, wakes it up?
2512
02:21:33,651 --> 02:21:36,237
Yeah, it kind of wakes it up.
It kind of, like...
2513
02:21:36,362 --> 02:21:40,366
- [Both laugh]
- Yeah! You know, it's like...
2514
02:21:40,492 --> 02:21:42,410
'Cause, you know, like, the...
2515
02:21:42,535 --> 02:21:45,079
the medications that I'm on
don't really...
2516
02:21:45,205 --> 02:21:47,624
Uh... They make it...
They make it harder.
2517
02:21:47,749 --> 02:21:50,627
They make it harder for the...
the stuff to work.
2518
02:21:50,752 --> 02:21:53,046
So, it's, like,
you have to sort of counteract.
2519
02:21:53,171 --> 02:21:56,257
Does the gel taste good?
'Cause I kind of wanna suck your cock.
2520
02:21:57,300 --> 02:21:59,719
Uh...I don't know!
2521
02:21:59,844 --> 02:22:02,430
Sorry, it's just, like...
There's so many...
2522
02:22:02,555 --> 02:22:04,641
- I haven't been here in a while.
- I love it here!
2523
02:22:04,766 --> 02:22:07,519
Woo! I love New York!
2524
02:22:07,644 --> 02:22:09,479
Whoa!
2525
02:22:09,604 --> 02:22:11,189
It's beautiful!
2526
02:22:12,232 --> 02:22:13,942
- [Circle] It's, like, uh...
- Oh, the subway!
2527
02:22:14,067 --> 02:22:17,779
- Even the subway is lit up! It's glowing!
- There's, like, a lot of lights.
2528
02:22:17,904 --> 02:22:19,489
- Uh...
- Thank you so much.
2529
02:22:19,614 --> 02:22:21,449
- Totally, yeah.
- My Reginald, fucking asshole
2530
02:22:21,574 --> 02:22:23,826
piece-of-shit boyfriend
would do fuck-all about this.
2531
02:22:23,952 --> 02:22:25,286
- Oh, yeah, no..
- But you're, like...
2532
02:22:25,411 --> 02:22:27,121
- You're, like, a real man.
- [Circle laughs]
2533
02:22:27,247 --> 02:22:30,124
- You really take care of things.
- Yeah, um...
2534
02:22:40,468 --> 02:22:41,803
Holy shit!
2535
02:22:41,970 --> 02:22:43,763
Oh, my God,
my friend is at this dope party.
2536
02:22:43,888 --> 02:22:45,890
We have to go, bitch.
You're my bestie.
2537
02:22:46,015 --> 02:22:47,767
Come on, come on, we're going.
2538
02:22:50,436 --> 02:22:51,813
Hey.
2539
02:22:53,106 --> 02:22:55,692
But, yeah, things...have been going well,
2540
02:22:55,817 --> 02:22:59,153
and I think that we're really...
2541
02:23:00,321 --> 02:23:02,615
..we're really building something special.
2542
02:23:03,616 --> 02:23:04,909
Um...
2543
02:23:05,034 --> 02:23:08,788
I mean, the unity...has been...strong.
2544
02:23:10,540 --> 02:23:12,041
For the most part.
2545
02:23:13,126 --> 02:23:14,502
I...
2546
02:23:15,628 --> 02:23:18,006
Sometimes, I do have concerns about...
2547
02:23:19,799 --> 02:23:21,634
..a few of the girls.
2548
02:23:24,012 --> 02:23:26,514
Honestly, mainly Circle.
2549
02:23:27,599 --> 02:23:28,975
Um...
2550
02:23:29,976 --> 02:23:31,603
The other night, she...
2551
02:23:31,728 --> 02:23:33,313
she slept alone.
2552
02:23:34,480 --> 02:23:36,733
- Um, and now...
- [Polygon AI] Circle did?
2553
02:23:37,984 --> 02:23:40,528
Yeah, Circle.
2554
02:23:40,653 --> 02:23:42,447
- And that was...
- [Polygon AI] Uh, Circle?
2555
02:23:42,572 --> 02:23:44,449
[Devon] Maybe not so loud.
2556
02:23:45,575 --> 02:23:46,993
Um...
2557
02:23:49,412 --> 02:23:53,541
But that was...that was hard, that night.
2558
02:23:53,666 --> 02:23:57,211
You know, for one of the girls
to be sleeping alone.
2559
02:24:00,214 --> 02:24:02,175
I think we could all feel it, too.
2560
02:24:03,635 --> 02:24:06,763
You know, we could feel that
something was missing that night.
2561
02:24:07,889 --> 02:24:12,143
And I actually had
a really scary dream that night,
2562
02:24:12,268 --> 02:24:14,479
and I think it had something to do with
2563
02:24:14,604 --> 02:24:17,440
Circle not being in the bed
with the rest of us.
2564
02:24:18,983 --> 02:24:22,070
[Polygon AI] The Polygon broken.
2565
02:24:24,906 --> 02:24:26,449
That's my fear.
2566
02:24:29,369 --> 02:24:32,830
You know, 'cause if we're not unified,
then what are we?
2567
02:24:32,955 --> 02:24:34,374
What is this?
2568
02:24:35,375 --> 02:24:37,335
Unity is at the core...
2569
02:24:38,336 --> 02:24:40,880
..is at the core
of what we're doing here.
2570
02:24:41,005 --> 02:24:42,632
[Polygon AI] Unity.
2571
02:24:42,757 --> 02:24:44,217
And...
2572
02:24:46,386 --> 02:24:48,680
..that's what makes us
different from out there...
2573
02:24:49,681 --> 02:24:51,557
..is that we have each other.
2574
02:24:52,600 --> 02:24:56,229
[Circle] So, basically,
there's, like, the, um...
2575
02:24:56,354 --> 02:24:57,814
[Noisy chatter]
2576
02:24:57,939 --> 02:25:01,734
In the late '60s,
their first bass-player, um...
2577
02:25:01,859 --> 02:25:05,530
he left the band and he became, uh,
2578
02:25:05,655 --> 02:25:08,116
part of the, uh, Japanese Red Army.
2579
02:25:08,241 --> 02:25:11,160
He was, like, a Communist, like [indistinct].
2580
02:25:12,286 --> 02:25:14,455
Uh, and...
2581
02:25:14,580 --> 02:25:16,958
But then a couple years later, in 1971...
2582
02:25:17,083 --> 02:25:18,918
uh...
2583
02:25:19,043 --> 02:25:22,338
a faction of the Japanese Red Army
that he was in,
2584
02:25:22,463 --> 02:25:25,425
they hijacked an airplane...
2585
02:25:25,550 --> 02:25:27,969
uh, and, uh...
2586
02:25:29,387 --> 02:25:30,680
..and...
2587
02:25:30,805 --> 02:25:33,266
basically, like, they were trying to...
- You’re so smart!
2588
02:25:33,391 --> 02:25:37,061
they were trying to fly from, uh...
2589
02:25:37,186 --> 02:25:39,689
from Japan to, uh, Cuba,
2590
02:25:39,814 --> 02:25:41,983
but it was, like, a domestic flight,
so they didn't have enough fuel.
2591
02:25:42,108 --> 02:25:45,194
- Yeah.
- So, they ended up having to, uh...
2592
02:25:45,319 --> 02:25:48,906
fly to North Korea.
They defected to North Korea.
2593
02:25:49,031 --> 02:25:51,701
- Crazy?!
- And the guy, like, still lives there.
2594
02:25:51,826 --> 02:25:55,037
Uh, Moriaki Wakabayashi, or whatever.
2595
02:25:55,163 --> 02:25:57,331
I have to get another drink, okay.
2596
02:25:57,457 --> 02:25:59,834
[Chatter continues;
Noisy rock music plays]
2597
02:26:19,145 --> 02:26:21,189
[Natalie] What's up, bitches?!
2598
02:26:22,815 --> 02:26:25,067
Oh, my God!
2599
02:26:26,194 --> 02:26:27,570
[Laughter]
2600
02:26:27,695 --> 02:26:29,697
[Natalie cackles]
2601
02:26:29,822 --> 02:26:32,241
- You didn't even mix it with anything!
- You can take it!
2602
02:26:32,366 --> 02:26:34,160
Do you know her?
2603
02:26:34,285 --> 02:26:35,995
- No!
- Who the fuck is that?
2604
02:26:39,123 --> 02:26:42,585
- Oh! Her tits are out, her tits are out.
- Fuck you, bitches.
2605
02:26:42,668 --> 02:26:45,671
[Music, conversation continues]
2606
02:26:58,017 --> 02:26:59,644
Where’s... Where’s the beer?
2607
02:27:00,686 --> 02:27:02,313
Are you okay?
2608
02:27:02,480 --> 02:27:04,106
Oh, my God!
2609
02:27:04,232 --> 02:27:06,359
That whore just poisoned you.
2610
02:27:08,361 --> 02:27:10,947
You were roofied by a whore.
2611
02:27:11,072 --> 02:27:13,407
- She wasn't even that cute, either.
2612
02:27:13,533 --> 02:27:15,910
- She was all right.
- Shut the fuck up, man.
2613
02:27:16,994 --> 02:27:19,789
- We're in the, like,
cafeteria, basically,
2614
02:27:19,914 --> 02:27:22,333
[Music, conversation continues]
2615
02:27:26,254 --> 02:27:28,047
But they, um...
2616
02:27:28,172 --> 02:27:30,424
There were all these chairs laid out.
2617
02:27:30,550 --> 02:27:33,010
[Music, conversation continues]
2618
02:27:34,804 --> 02:27:36,430
- Jesus.
- Are those real?
2619
02:27:36,722 --> 02:27:38,349
- Real.
- Look at the poor bitch.
2620
02:27:38,683 --> 02:27:40,309
She threw up whiskey.
2621
02:27:40,518 --> 02:27:42,144
- Better not happen to you sometime.
2622
02:27:42,395 --> 02:27:44,021
[Vycki laughs]
- Whiskey?
2623
02:27:44,897 --> 02:27:46,107
- What I was gonna say...
2624
02:27:46,274 --> 02:27:48,234
No one saw you nut on [indistinct]
2625
02:27:49,527 --> 02:27:51,863
- Jew fever?
- Yeah, Jew fever.
2626
02:27:52,363 --> 02:27:54,740
- I had a rum and ginger at room temperature.
2627
02:27:55,116 --> 02:27:57,201
- You want a beer?
- Oh my god, what’s happened to me?
2628
02:27:57,577 --> 02:27:58,911
Code of silence.
2629
02:27:59,120 --> 02:28:00,913
You or me?
What do you mean, alright?
2630
02:28:01,539 --> 02:28:05,418
No, she's fucked the banker,
she's fucked the doctor, the landlord...
2631
02:28:06,961 --> 02:28:10,214
The whole shtetl, you ran through the whole shtetl.
- She’s fucking to the cabal!
2632
02:28:10,339 --> 02:28:13,259
- She's got to find a boyfriend somehow.
- She wants to be in the tunnels.
2633
02:28:13,384 --> 02:28:15,386
- Yeah.
- You wanna go in the Jew tunnels?
2634
02:28:15,511 --> 02:28:18,514
- She’s trying to hit the back walls of the tunnels.
[Overlapping conversation; Music continues]
2635
02:28:21,100 --> 02:28:24,061
You want a train run on you
in the Jew tunnels.
2636
02:28:24,770 --> 02:28:26,397
- Listen, I work.
2637
02:28:27,481 --> 02:28:29,025
- You're making it seem
like it's my problem.
2638
02:28:29,150 --> 02:28:31,319
You guys come to my party.
2639
02:28:31,444 --> 02:28:33,613
"You guys"? "You guys"?!
2640
02:28:33,738 --> 02:28:35,823
- Would you fucking relax?
I'm, like, half Asian.
2641
02:28:35,948 --> 02:28:37,491
[Keller laughs]
2642
02:28:37,617 --> 02:28:39,452
The wasian pass, the wasian pass.
2643
02:28:39,577 --> 02:28:41,913
Wait...[indistinct]
2644
02:28:42,038 --> 02:28:44,081
- You guys are white in this country.
2645
02:28:44,206 --> 02:28:46,125
- I'm brown.
- You're Asian.
2646
02:28:46,250 --> 02:28:48,210
- I'm brown Asian.
- [Keller] You’re white Asian.
2647
02:28:48,336 --> 02:28:50,004
- Why are you making
this distinction, white girl?
2648
02:28:50,129 --> 02:28:52,089
- [Keller] What? White girl...
- I'm just saying...
2649
02:28:52,214 --> 02:28:55,384
- It's not my problem.
- [Keller] ..why are you correcting me?
2650
02:28:55,509 --> 02:29:00,014
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations]
2651
02:29:00,139 --> 02:29:02,099
- Blow out the pilot light,
that'll stop it.
2652
02:29:02,224 --> 02:29:04,185
- [Laughter]
- Yeah, just start it all.
2653
02:29:04,310 --> 02:29:05,937
- I’m gonna leave, you alright?
2654
02:29:06,896 --> 02:29:09,774
- That's why everything coming out
of my mouth is so fucking genius,
2655
02:29:09,899 --> 02:29:12,276
- because your gas is leaking.
- [Laughter]
2656
02:29:12,401 --> 02:29:14,862
You have carbon monoxide poisoning,
like Gene Hackman.
2657
02:29:14,987 --> 02:29:16,280
- Yeah!
2658
02:29:16,405 --> 02:29:18,407
- In 2022, I couldn't make
the Twitter thing work,
2659
02:29:18,532 --> 02:29:20,326
but with a little bit
of the right you-know-what,
2660
02:29:20,451 --> 02:29:22,078
I can make it work for 2025.
2661
02:29:22,203 --> 02:29:24,038
I believe you. I believe you.
2662
02:29:24,163 --> 02:29:26,499
- We're gonna find you
a throuple with her face half eaten.
2663
02:29:26,624 --> 02:29:28,459
Carbon monoxide, a little CO2.
2664
02:29:28,584 --> 02:29:31,253
- Do you guys still call it Twitter,
or do you call it X, formerly known...?
2665
02:29:31,379 --> 02:29:33,506
- I still call it Twitter.
- X-tremely?
2666
02:29:33,631 --> 02:29:34,799
X-tremely.
2667
02:29:34,924 --> 02:29:37,468
- You were, like, four years old
when, like, X came out.
2668
02:29:37,593 --> 02:29:39,512
I was four years old when X came out?
2669
02:29:39,637 --> 02:29:41,931
- Six?
- Six? What year?
2670
02:29:42,056 --> 02:29:43,975
- When were you born?
2671
02:29:44,100 --> 02:29:46,310
- 2000 and...
- Jesus!
2672
02:29:46,435 --> 02:29:49,188
[Laughter]
2673
02:29:49,313 --> 02:29:51,190
- Oh, my God,
I shouldn't be in the same room as you.
2674
02:29:51,315 --> 02:29:53,567
If her age is on the clock...
2675
02:29:55,027 --> 02:29:58,364
- Suck that cock!
- There you go, there you go.
2676
02:29:58,489 --> 02:30:02,326
I feel like all of us have a bingo sheet
of different kinds of allegations...
2677
02:30:02,451 --> 02:30:04,245
[Laughter]
2678
02:30:04,370 --> 02:30:07,373
[Lively, indistinct chatter;
Throbbing electronic music plays]
2679
02:30:07,498 --> 02:30:11,502
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations;
Music continues]
2680
02:30:15,840 --> 02:30:17,925
[Laughter]
2681
02:30:18,050 --> 02:30:19,552
- You are the free space, though.
2682
02:30:19,677 --> 02:30:21,971
- Does anyone have an iPhone charger
I can just take from this party?
2683
02:30:22,096 --> 02:30:24,056
Up your butt and around the corner.
2684
02:30:24,181 --> 02:30:27,226
- That was a really good joke.
- Oh, thank you.
2685
02:30:27,351 --> 02:30:29,145
Thank you, I wrote it myself.
2686
02:30:29,270 --> 02:30:30,771
[Music continues]
2687
02:30:30,896 --> 02:30:33,607
I mean, that's kind of why
I go to parties, right?
2688
02:30:33,733 --> 02:30:36,277
- To steal some bitch?
- No, 'cause of the iPhone chargers.
2689
02:30:36,402 --> 02:30:39,822
I'm set for...
I'm basically set for my life like, I’m assuming.
2690
02:30:39,947 --> 02:30:42,450
How many iPhone chargers do you have?
2691
02:30:42,575 --> 02:30:45,244
- You got a lot of iPhone chargers.
- I have about seven right now.
2692
02:30:45,369 --> 02:30:47,663
From different parties
that you've been to?
2693
02:30:47,788 --> 02:30:49,832
- Okay, don't blow my spot up, right?
2694
02:30:49,957 --> 02:30:52,001
You invoked it, you said it!
2695
02:30:52,126 --> 02:30:54,879
- No, I didn't. Shut up.
- You're like an electric car,
2696
02:30:55,004 --> 02:30:57,381
you just go from
place to place and refuel.
2697
02:30:57,506 --> 02:31:00,134
[Laughter]
2698
02:31:00,259 --> 02:31:01,844
- Stick around for a couple hours...
2699
02:31:01,969 --> 02:31:03,679
- I know, but, like, when they upgrade,
2700
02:31:03,804 --> 02:31:06,057
they don't have
the lightning cable any more.
2701
02:31:06,182 --> 02:31:07,933
It's... They're all going to...
2702
02:31:08,059 --> 02:31:11,979
- They're all going to USB-C.
- You gotta date-up to USB-C, yeah.
2703
02:31:12,104 --> 02:31:16,150
- Stupid-ass European law being,
like, you have to upgrade,
2704
02:31:16,275 --> 02:31:21,072
which means that I'm obsolete now.
I don't have a $1,000 for an iPhone.
2705
02:31:21,197 --> 02:31:25,910
- Sounds like a you problem.
- Dude, they're still fucking...!
2706
02:31:26,035 --> 02:31:29,080
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations;
Music continues]
2707
02:31:29,205 --> 02:31:30,623
I don't want to see that bitch again.
2708
02:31:30,748 --> 02:31:33,542
- Uh, I mean, you could
probably stand out there, yeah.
2709
02:31:33,667 --> 02:31:36,128
You could take his spot.
We can hold your water while you do it.
2710
02:31:36,253 --> 02:31:38,464
If you go up the ladder.
2711
02:31:38,589 --> 02:31:41,300
You roll the dice.
- Some guy just set off the alarm.
2712
02:31:41,884 --> 02:31:44,553
- Push the button that says don't do that.
- I groomed her into it!
2713
02:31:44,678 --> 02:31:46,263
[Laughter]
2714
02:31:46,388 --> 02:31:47,640
"I fucked up hugely."
2715
02:31:47,765 --> 02:31:50,142
"I pressed the fire alarm button
and was surprised that it went off."
2716
02:31:50,267 --> 02:31:53,813
Sometimes signs lie.
This time, it was telling the truth.
2717
02:31:55,272 --> 02:31:57,066
One fire alarm always lies.
2718
02:31:57,191 --> 02:31:58,818
One always tells the truth.
2719
02:31:58,943 --> 02:32:00,945
- One’s talking shit.
- What?
2720
02:32:01,070 --> 02:32:02,696
- Total new shirt,
have you seen the shirt?
2721
02:32:02,822 --> 02:32:04,406
- No, I haven't seen the shirt.
2722
02:32:04,532 --> 02:32:06,575
- Science and lunch.
2723
02:32:06,700 --> 02:32:10,538
- In this house, fire alarms go off…
2724
02:32:10,663 --> 02:32:12,706
- We trust the...
We trust the exit signs.
2725
02:32:12,832 --> 02:32:15,376
- Can I hit that?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
2726
02:32:15,501 --> 02:32:17,086
- It's a Raz Bar.
- [Spluttering]
2727
02:32:17,211 --> 02:32:20,005
Oh, my God! You're acting like
everyone's poisoning you today.
2728
02:32:20,131 --> 02:32:23,217
No, it's just, like, why do zoomers have
fucking high-concentration nicotine?
2729
02:32:23,342 --> 02:32:25,719
- You're talking like you're a millennial?
- I'm a little bit of a millenial.
2730
02:32:25,845 --> 02:32:27,429
- How old are you?
- That's your fault.
2731
02:32:27,555 --> 02:32:29,640
- I'm 27.
- That's your own fault, bitch.
2732
02:32:29,765 --> 02:32:31,559
- You're a cusp.
- I'm a cusp,
2733
02:32:31,684 --> 02:32:33,853
- which means I'm not really...
- Three years older than me.
2734
02:32:33,978 --> 02:32:37,189
When her and I were going out, she was,
like, "The age gap! They're gonna..."
2735
02:32:37,314 --> 02:32:41,277
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations;
Music continues]
2736
02:32:41,402 --> 02:32:43,863
[Keller] It's all the other improprieties
that turn her on.
2737
02:32:43,988 --> 02:32:46,782
- If you only want to be
on top of the age gap.
2738
02:32:46,907 --> 02:32:49,493
- It's her... It's her measurements
that turn me on.
2739
02:32:49,618 --> 02:32:52,997
Her... When you take calipers
to her skull, that's what really gets you?
2740
02:32:54,582 --> 02:32:56,667
- Honestly, I never thought about it like that.
2741
02:32:56,792 --> 02:32:58,919
You don't think about race science?
- Well it’s only some calipers.
2742
02:32:59,044 --> 02:33:01,547
I think about it all the time.
I'm thinking about it right now.
2743
02:33:01,672 --> 02:33:04,508
- Can I be completely real with you?
I think about it more than I used to.
2744
02:33:04,633 --> 02:33:06,594
- I didn't use to think about race science.
- What changed?
2745
02:33:06,719 --> 02:33:08,637
- Kind of, like,
the people I hang around with?
2746
02:33:08,762 --> 02:33:09,722
Right.
2747
02:33:09,847 --> 02:33:12,057
- Because they seem to think
there's a lot of credence in it,
2748
02:33:12,183 --> 02:33:13,893
so I kinda...
I kind of hear them out, sometimes.
2749
02:33:14,018 --> 02:33:17,146
Right.
And what are your takeaways?
2750
02:33:17,271 --> 02:33:19,356
- Honestly...
- Vis-a-vis race science.
2751
02:33:19,481 --> 02:33:22,151
- Honestly, it's...it's...
I'm not saying it's right,
2752
02:33:22,276 --> 02:33:24,945
but there's a lot
of fascinating information.
2753
02:33:25,070 --> 02:33:27,031
- Go on.
- No, like...
2754
02:33:27,156 --> 02:33:29,533
Ladies and gentlemen...we got her.
2755
02:33:29,658 --> 02:33:31,118
- We got her!
- [Laughter]
2756
02:33:31,243 --> 02:33:33,495
- No, it's crazy,
'cause, like, I don't look like you.
2757
02:33:33,621 --> 02:33:35,164
Facts.Tea.
2758
02:33:35,289 --> 02:33:37,583
- There's gotta be something behind that.
2759
02:33:37,708 --> 02:33:39,126
- What does that mean?
2760
02:33:39,251 --> 02:33:41,629
- You ever think about how, like...
- Because you're tall, or...?
2761
02:33:41,754 --> 02:33:44,632
- ..some people end up gay
and other people don't end up gay?
2762
02:33:44,757 --> 02:33:47,343
Like, don't you think
there's something that causes that?
2763
02:33:47,468 --> 02:33:49,720
- I think it's...
- What?!
2764
02:33:49,845 --> 02:33:52,890
No, for real, though, do you really think
that it's all societal factors
2765
02:33:53,015 --> 02:33:54,975
or are some people
more predisposed to being gay?
2766
02:33:55,100 --> 02:33:58,187
- I think it's if you hug your son.
- [Keller] I think, like Woah Vicky said,
2767
02:33:58,312 --> 02:34:01,649
"Homosexuals are people
who got molested / touched on."
2768
02:34:01,774 --> 02:34:04,735
"If you don't got a plan in Miami,
Miami gonna plan for you."
2769
02:34:04,860 --> 02:34:06,820
- See, that's what I was gonna say...
2770
02:34:06,946 --> 02:34:09,073
- ..but I still ended up gay.
- What?
2771
02:34:09,198 --> 02:34:12,076
I never got touched as a kid,
but I still ended up kinda gay.
2772
02:34:12,201 --> 02:34:14,286
So, there's gotta be something else,
it's not all environmental...
2773
02:34:14,411 --> 02:34:16,914
- It's because you got
latently touched as an adult.
2774
02:34:17,039 --> 02:34:20,834
Right, right.
You got psychically molested.
2775
02:34:20,960 --> 02:34:22,753
- Yeah, no, that didn't happen to me.
2776
02:34:22,878 --> 02:34:25,047
Mm-hm. That's what it is.
2777
02:34:25,172 --> 02:34:27,549
- That's what it is. See, me...
- And you're crushing it.
2778
02:34:27,675 --> 02:34:30,094
Me, I'm fresh as a daisy,
I'm right as rain...
2779
02:34:30,219 --> 02:34:32,513
- When did you get molested?
- None, not at all.
2780
02:34:32,638 --> 02:34:33,973
- Really?
- Yeah.
2781
02:34:34,098 --> 02:34:36,767
That's why I threw away
the non-binary thing.
2782
02:34:36,892 --> 02:34:38,936
- You just kind of give off that energy.
2783
02:34:39,061 --> 02:34:39,979
[Spluttering laugh]
2784
02:34:40,104 --> 02:34:42,231
- 'Cause you wear it well.
- Thank you. Thank you.
2785
02:34:42,356 --> 02:34:45,067
You have the confidence to be, like,
"Yeah, it happened, but you know what?
2786
02:34:45,192 --> 02:34:46,860
- "That doesn't define me."
- Right.
2787
02:34:46,986 --> 02:34:49,905
Yeah, I definitely,
I give "doesn't define me" energy.
2788
02:34:50,030 --> 02:34:51,365
- [Laughter]
- No, you...
2789
02:34:51,490 --> 02:34:52,908
A lot of PSA vibes coming off me.
2790
02:34:53,033 --> 02:34:55,077
No, you bring a lot of confidence
to the room, like...
2791
02:34:55,202 --> 02:34:56,704
- Thank you!
- "I could get touched,
2792
02:34:56,829 --> 02:34:58,372
but I still got it," you know what I mean?
2793
02:34:58,497 --> 02:35:02,668
Yeah, "I mighta got touched on, I mighta not,
but I'mma still strut my shit."
2794
02:35:02,793 --> 02:35:04,003
- Exactly.
2795
02:35:04,128 --> 02:35:07,965
"I'mma still pop my pussy regardless."
Irregardless! Period.
2796
02:35:08,090 --> 02:35:10,759
- Irregardless.
- [Chuckling]
2797
02:35:10,884 --> 02:35:15,889
Yeah, definitely, like, “former skinhead
giving a speech at a high school” energy!
2798
02:35:16,015 --> 02:35:18,434
- That's like that one...
What's the...the fucking, uh...
2799
02:35:18,559 --> 02:35:20,102
Paul...Paul Schrader movie?
2800
02:35:20,227 --> 02:35:22,813
The one where he was, like,
"I was a nazi, now I'm a gardener."
2801
02:35:22,938 --> 02:35:24,565
- Oh, yeah.
- Master Gardener.
2802
02:35:24,690 --> 02:35:25,691
Master Gardener.
2803
02:35:25,816 --> 02:35:27,526
- Master Gardener.
- Mister Gardener.
2804
02:35:27,651 --> 02:35:29,987
- Mr Gardener.
- [Photographer] It's giving Mrs Doubtfire.
2805
02:35:30,112 --> 02:35:31,989
- Yeah!
- Oh, fuck.
2806
02:35:32,114 --> 02:35:35,159
- That movie's not about my experience.
- [Laughter]
2807
02:35:35,284 --> 02:35:38,454
- That's not my lived experience.
- [Laughter]
2808
02:35:38,579 --> 02:35:40,998
[Music continues]
2809
02:35:41,123 --> 02:35:42,333
- Does it ever scare you
2810
02:35:42,458 --> 02:35:44,877
that First Reformed
is becoming more true every year?
2811
02:35:45,002 --> 02:35:46,920
I can't... Honestly,
I've had too much white wine
2812
02:35:47,046 --> 02:35:50,090
to talk about Paul Schrader right now.
I actually have to go.
2813
02:35:50,215 --> 02:35:52,801
- No, 'cause the world
is getting hotter.
2814
02:35:52,926 --> 02:35:56,930
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations;
Music continues]
2815
02:36:17,076 --> 02:36:19,328
[Natalie] You're kind of boring.
2816
02:36:19,453 --> 02:36:21,413
You're kind of really fucking boring.
2817
02:36:21,538 --> 02:36:24,500
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations;
Music continues]
2818
02:36:47,606 --> 02:36:50,609
I'm Keller.
- Heller?
2819
02:36:52,903 --> 02:36:54,905
Like Helen...
2820
02:36:56,698 --> 02:36:59,034
Get it? Keller.
2821
02:36:59,159 --> 02:37:02,579
Okay, you like that.
You like that.
2822
02:37:02,704 --> 02:37:05,582
Nobody else has thought
that was funny, all night.
2823
02:37:05,707 --> 02:37:07,876
Your name's actually Keller?
2824
02:37:08,001 --> 02:37:09,002
Uh-huh.
2825
02:37:10,921 --> 02:37:13,424
Another white woman
just called me white girl,
2826
02:37:13,549 --> 02:37:16,051
as, like, a pejorative.
2827
02:37:16,176 --> 02:37:20,347
'Cause I dared say some shit
about the Wasian community.
2828
02:37:20,472 --> 02:37:22,724
[Circle laughs]
2829
02:37:23,934 --> 02:37:26,019
You think I’m dressed as [indistinct]?
2830
02:37:27,604 --> 02:37:30,983
- My name's Circle.
- Circle?
2831
02:37:31,108 --> 02:37:33,610
I guess I'm not one to judge.
2832
02:37:33,735 --> 02:37:38,574
Is that, like, a...chosen name?
2833
02:37:38,699 --> 02:37:40,784
Yeah. Yeah.
2834
02:37:40,909 --> 02:37:43,245
Circle, like...
2835
02:37:43,370 --> 02:37:44,788
Like....
2836
02:37:44,913 --> 02:37:46,790
Like... Like that?
2837
02:37:46,915 --> 02:37:49,251
- Like...
- Right.
2838
02:37:49,376 --> 02:37:51,170
Oh, wow.
2839
02:37:51,295 --> 02:37:54,298
[Music, conversation continue]
2840
02:37:56,258 --> 02:37:58,552
Where'd you pick that out?
2841
02:37:59,678 --> 02:38:01,430
Just felt like it.
2842
02:38:01,555 --> 02:38:03,348
Okay.
2843
02:38:04,475 --> 02:38:06,727
I mean, you could have picked something...
2844
02:38:06,852 --> 02:38:09,062
- something normal?
- Something normal?
2845
02:38:09,188 --> 02:38:10,230
- Yeah.
- What?
2846
02:38:10,355 --> 02:38:12,357
Like, what would you name me?
2847
02:38:14,234 --> 02:38:16,236
Jacob?
2848
02:38:18,322 --> 02:38:21,533
- I would've named you Jacob.
- You would've named me Jacob?
2849
02:38:22,951 --> 02:38:25,787
Or, like, Luke.
2850
02:38:25,913 --> 02:38:29,500
Jacob or Edward, like Twilight.
2851
02:38:31,877 --> 02:38:35,881
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations;
Music continues]
2852
02:38:38,634 --> 02:38:40,260
[Circle] Who do you know here?
2853
02:38:40,427 --> 02:38:42,471
Oh, um...
2854
02:38:42,596 --> 02:38:44,181
Well... I’m friends with the girls
2855
02:38:44,306 --> 02:38:46,767
Who are like, in the kitchen...
2856
02:38:46,892 --> 02:38:50,312
[Natalie] What's up bitchesss?!
2857
02:38:50,437 --> 02:38:52,064
Yeah! How's it going?
2858
02:38:52,189 --> 02:38:54,316
I'm sorry, what's your name?
2859
02:38:54,441 --> 02:38:57,194
Oh, my God.
Who the fuck are you?
2860
02:38:57,319 --> 02:38:59,738
- Keller, I'm Keller.
- Keller!
2861
02:38:59,863 --> 02:39:03,534
- What's your name?
- None of your fucking business!
2862
02:39:03,659 --> 02:39:05,702
Do the thing. Do the thing.
2863
02:39:05,827 --> 02:39:07,829
- Do the thing.
- What thing?
2864
02:39:07,955 --> 02:39:10,207
Do the thing!
2865
02:39:12,960 --> 02:39:17,381
Okay. Uh, my name's Keller, like Helen.
2866
02:39:17,506 --> 02:39:19,675
- That's awesome.
- It's not as funny...
2867
02:39:19,800 --> 02:39:22,052
It's like you're retarded.
2868
02:39:22,177 --> 02:39:25,347
It seems like you're retarded, chica.
2869
02:39:25,472 --> 02:39:28,308
- Chica.
- You're on my bladder.
2870
02:39:29,643 --> 02:39:32,187
- How you doing?
- Uh, I'm doing all right.
2871
02:39:32,312 --> 02:39:35,524
- You guys know each other?
- Yeah, we just met.
2872
02:39:39,736 --> 02:39:41,405
Elsewhere...
2873
02:39:42,531 --> 02:39:44,408
How do you guys know each other?
2874
02:39:44,533 --> 02:39:46,410
- Uh, we just met.
- Yeah.
2875
02:39:46,535 --> 02:39:48,620
We were kind of having a conversation.
2876
02:39:48,745 --> 02:39:51,039
Oh, that's so cool, I love conversations!
2877
02:39:51,164 --> 02:39:53,083
Yeah, I know you do.
2878
02:39:53,208 --> 02:39:56,128
I have the gift of gab. You know,
some people have it, some people don't,
2879
02:39:56,253 --> 02:40:00,340
- but I think, like, I think I have it.
- I wouldn't call it a gift.
2880
02:40:00,465 --> 02:40:04,261
I think it's, like, a present.
Like a Christmas present.
2881
02:40:04,386 --> 02:40:06,972
- A prison?
- Uh, no, a present.
2882
02:40:07,097 --> 02:40:09,308
Can you hear, Helen? Can you hear, Helen?
2883
02:40:09,433 --> 02:40:11,810
It's called a fucking presen-tuh.
2884
02:40:11,935 --> 02:40:14,146
With a T at the end, with a T, with a T.
2885
02:40:14,271 --> 02:40:16,148
Present with a T.
2886
02:40:16,273 --> 02:40:17,983
That's me!
2887
02:40:19,985 --> 02:40:22,487
I… I like the name Luke.
2888
02:40:22,613 --> 02:40:25,574
- You like the name Luke?
- Yeah, Luke’s cool, like Luke Skywalker.
2889
02:40:25,699 --> 02:40:28,785
Yeah! I was never really big into Star Wars, but, yeah.
2890
02:40:28,910 --> 02:40:31,705
- [Natalie] That’s my brother’s name.
- Have you read all the books?
2891
02:40:31,830 --> 02:40:33,999
Like the Expanded Universe?
2892
02:40:34,124 --> 02:40:36,043
The books? Like...
2893
02:40:36,168 --> 02:40:39,796
- Your name could be Luke, easily.
- Yeah.
2894
02:40:39,921 --> 02:40:43,634
Don't you think...
Don't you think she'd look good as a Luke?
2895
02:40:43,842 --> 02:40:45,469
Oh, what do you mean?
2896
02:40:45,802 --> 02:40:47,804
- A guy named Luke.
- [Natalie] A guy named Luke.
2897
02:40:47,929 --> 02:40:50,432
- Yes.
- [Natalie] Oh, my God...
2898
02:40:50,557 --> 02:40:54,227
No, this is what I always say,
she'd look so hot as a boy.
2899
02:40:54,353 --> 02:40:56,188
She’d just be like, so pretty.
2900
02:40:56,313 --> 02:41:00,275
- Are you a exposed?
- No, uh...maybe, I’m thinking.
2901
02:41:00,400 --> 02:41:01,943
About what?
2902
02:41:02,069 --> 02:41:03,654
About, like, detransitioning.
2903
02:41:03,779 --> 02:41:05,572
No fuckin' way!
2904
02:41:05,697 --> 02:41:08,283
[Natalie] That would be our lucky day.
That would be our lucky day.
2905
02:41:08,408 --> 02:41:10,744
Bitch, I don't know you.
I'm not sharing a date with you.
2906
02:41:10,869 --> 02:41:12,704
[Natalie] That's weird, I’m good.
2907
02:41:12,829 --> 02:41:14,998
No, I, um...
2908
02:41:15,123 --> 02:41:16,958
I was non-binary in college.
2909
02:41:17,084 --> 02:41:18,543
- Yeah?
- Uh-huh.
2910
02:41:18,669 --> 02:41:22,964
- What was that like?
- Um, like, fucking gross.
2911
02:41:23,090 --> 02:41:25,717
Look at me now! This long hair.
2912
02:41:25,842 --> 02:41:28,095
I used to be fucking bulimic
and start fights.
2913
02:41:28,220 --> 02:41:30,722
My shit used to shaved
to the fucking scalp.
2914
02:41:30,847 --> 02:41:32,849
Was it, like... my cut?
2915
02:41:32,974 --> 02:41:34,893
- No.
- What was it?
2916
02:41:35,018 --> 02:41:37,771
Not like a skinhead, but like a bun.
2917
02:41:40,357 --> 02:41:43,944
I had, like, a fucking buzzcut
and, at a certain point, it grew out
2918
02:41:44,069 --> 02:41:50,117
until I shaved the sides and it was like
Travis Bickle in Taxi Driver.
2919
02:41:50,242 --> 02:41:52,244
[Natalie] Trying to clean up
the streets of the scum.
2920
02:41:52,369 --> 02:41:56,540
Yeah, literally. I’m gonna go
clean some n-words outta the street.
2921
02:41:56,665 --> 02:41:58,291
Oh no!
2922
02:41:58,417 --> 02:42:01,837
- [Natalie screeches]
- You psycho!
2923
02:42:01,962 --> 02:42:03,714
That was really loud. Um...
2924
02:42:03,839 --> 02:42:05,924
[Natalie] You can't hear,
so it's all okay.
2925
02:42:06,049 --> 02:42:08,468
You can't even hear.
You're, like, disabled.
2926
02:42:08,593 --> 02:42:11,680
It's okay, it's okay,
you'll get the parking space.
2927
02:42:11,805 --> 02:42:13,098
You'll get the parking space.
2928
02:42:13,223 --> 02:42:16,351
Oh, I'll get the parking space. Um...
2929
02:42:16,476 --> 02:42:18,186
Yeah, so, I used to be...
2930
02:42:18,311 --> 02:42:21,606
- I used to be non-binary...
- [Music drowns speech]
2931
02:42:21,732 --> 02:42:23,984
[Louder] I was non-binary in college.
2932
02:42:24,109 --> 02:42:27,070
Nattie, do you think
you could grab me a beer?
2933
02:42:27,195 --> 02:42:28,989
- [Natalie] Yeah.
- Okay.
2934
02:42:29,114 --> 02:42:31,324
Grab a beer.
2935
02:42:31,450 --> 02:42:33,535
She farted on you.
Just kidding.
2936
02:42:33,660 --> 02:42:37,497
Um, so, uh...
I was non-binary in college.
2937
02:42:37,622 --> 02:42:39,374
- That was four years...
- Yeah.
2938
02:42:39,499 --> 02:42:43,420
..where I, like, looked butch as fuck.
2939
02:42:43,545 --> 02:42:47,007
And then I graduated
and I realised, like...
2940
02:42:47,132 --> 02:42:49,468
I don't know if I’m like feeling that...
2941
02:42:49,593 --> 02:42:51,887
but I graduated and I realised, like...
2942
02:42:52,012 --> 02:42:54,347
you have to grow the fuck up eventually,
you know what I mean?
2943
02:42:54,473 --> 02:42:56,600
- Yeah.
- And I feel like...
2944
02:42:56,725 --> 02:42:59,686
for a lot of...for some people,
it's, like, you know...
2945
02:42:59,811 --> 02:43:04,566
that's their path, but in terms of me
and the people I was hanging around with,
2946
02:43:04,691 --> 02:43:08,653
it was, like, you have to go back,
you know what I mean?
2947
02:43:08,779 --> 02:43:12,199
Yeah. I mean,
it feels like it's, like...
2948
02:43:12,324 --> 02:43:14,868
- It's so fucking loud in here.
- It's so loud.
2949
02:43:14,993 --> 02:43:16,661
- It feels like...
- I can hear you, I can hear you.
2950
02:43:16,787 --> 02:43:19,498
..like it's like a performance.
You know, it doesn't, like...
2951
02:43:19,623 --> 02:43:23,752
I don't really feel that much
either way, you know?
2952
02:43:23,877 --> 02:43:26,004
It's, like, I don't know.
2953
02:43:26,129 --> 02:43:28,298
I might...just like try it out.
2954
02:43:28,423 --> 02:43:30,550
When was the last time you were a guy?
2955
02:43:31,968 --> 02:43:34,638
Uh...
2956
02:43:34,763 --> 02:43:39,726
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations;
Music continues]
2957
02:43:39,851 --> 02:43:44,147
..uh, a couple of years ago.
Like, five years ago?
2958
02:43:45,315 --> 02:43:48,068
- You've been like this for five years?
- Yeah.
2959
02:43:48,193 --> 02:43:50,278
How do you feel?
2960
02:43:50,403 --> 02:43:52,489
I feel nothing.
2961
02:43:52,614 --> 02:43:56,368
Right. And that's the thing, because,
when I was non-binary...
2962
02:43:56,493 --> 02:43:58,912
Oh, my God, I have, like,
three glasses of white wine
2963
02:43:59,037 --> 02:44:01,373
- and I start proselytising, but...
- Yeah.
2964
02:44:01,498 --> 02:44:06,253
When I was, like,
non-binary, in college...
2965
02:44:06,378 --> 02:44:09,714
I realised that largely I felt very numb.
2966
02:44:09,840 --> 02:44:12,634
- Yeah.
- You feel that?
2967
02:44:12,759 --> 02:44:15,387
Yeah. I don’t feel alive.
2968
02:44:15,512 --> 02:44:17,889
And how did you feel when you were a boy?
2969
02:44:19,099 --> 02:44:20,267
Angry.
2970
02:44:20,392 --> 02:44:22,143
- [Music halts]
But boys are supposed to...
2971
02:44:22,269 --> 02:44:23,687
- Oh, thank God.
- [Music resumes]
2972
02:44:23,812 --> 02:44:26,481
No, no, it's just a bass drop. Um...
2973
02:44:26,606 --> 02:44:29,025
Boys are supposed to be angry,
you know?
2974
02:44:29,150 --> 02:44:31,361
- Yeah.
- That's the normal...
2975
02:44:31,486 --> 02:44:33,572
I mean, everybody's supposed
to be angry all the time.
2976
02:44:33,697 --> 02:44:35,490
- It's, like...
- Yeah.
2977
02:44:35,615 --> 02:44:38,910
..look at what has become of the world,
you know what I mean? It's, like...
2978
02:44:39,035 --> 02:44:41,538
Everybody's supposed...
You're supposed to feel angry.
2979
02:44:41,663 --> 02:44:43,540
- Yeah.
- If you're not angry...
2980
02:44:43,665 --> 02:44:46,418
then you're numb
and then numb is complacent
2981
02:44:46,543 --> 02:44:49,337
- and dah-dah-dah, you know?
- Yeah.
2982
02:44:49,462 --> 02:44:51,506
[Music, conversation continue]
2983
02:44:51,631 --> 02:44:53,758
I mean, do you regret doing it?
2984
02:44:53,884 --> 02:44:55,844
Do you regret being non-binary?
2985
02:44:55,969 --> 02:44:59,264
Or did you learn something from it?
2986
02:44:59,389 --> 02:45:02,893
Honestly, I think I could've given it...
2987
02:45:03,018 --> 02:45:06,396
I could've done it for a year and change
2988
02:45:06,521 --> 02:45:08,940
and then have been done with it, but...
2989
02:45:09,065 --> 02:45:12,235
I gave it...literally the old college try.
2990
02:45:12,360 --> 02:45:15,864
- And I did it for four years.
- Yeah.
2991
02:45:15,989 --> 02:45:17,407
- You know?
- Yeah.
2992
02:45:17,532 --> 02:45:21,119
So, um, I think... I don't regret it...
2993
02:45:21,244 --> 02:45:24,372
- but I think time was wasted.
- Yeah.
2994
02:45:24,497 --> 02:45:26,791
Where do you live?
2995
02:45:27,167 --> 02:45:28,793
Uh, I'm kinda, like...
2996
02:45:29,753 --> 02:45:31,838
I’m kinda, like, in between right now.
2997
02:45:31,963 --> 02:45:34,758
I was just in this, like,
2998
02:45:34,883 --> 02:45:37,218
this really weird housing thing.
2999
02:45:37,344 --> 02:45:39,721
- What happened?
- We were, like, living in this basement,
3000
02:45:39,846 --> 02:45:43,350
a bunch of trans girls, in this basement.
3001
02:45:43,475 --> 02:45:45,769
Who lives up top? On the top floor.
3002
02:45:45,894 --> 02:45:47,479
I-I don't know.
3003
02:45:47,604 --> 02:45:50,357
We didn't really, like, get out much.
3004
02:45:50,482 --> 02:45:53,610
You didn't ever, like, go up the stairs,
have a look around the kitchen?
3005
02:45:53,735 --> 02:45:57,280
No. I just stayed in the...basement.
3006
02:45:58,573 --> 02:46:00,659
Was there, like,
a backyard that you could go in?
3007
02:46:00,784 --> 02:46:02,035
No.
3008
02:46:02,160 --> 02:46:05,163
What do you mean,
you were, like...you were inside?
3009
02:46:05,288 --> 02:46:07,374
Yeah, in the basement, inside.
3010
02:46:07,499 --> 02:46:10,794
- Like, covid?
- Like covid, yeah.
3011
02:46:10,919 --> 02:46:13,797
- Well, covid's over.
- It's over.
3012
02:46:13,922 --> 02:46:16,007
[Music, conversation continue]
3013
02:46:16,132 --> 02:46:17,968
Who do you know here?
3014
02:46:18,093 --> 02:46:20,428
Well I met Nattie.
3015
02:46:20,553 --> 02:46:23,098
- Is that the girl with...?
- Yeah, yeah.
3016
02:46:23,223 --> 02:46:25,350
I don't know, I don't know anybody here.
3017
02:46:25,475 --> 02:46:27,268
I don’t like her vibe.
3018
02:46:28,979 --> 02:46:31,022
It's kind of right not to replace.
3019
02:46:31,147 --> 02:46:33,149
Oh, my God.
3020
02:46:33,274 --> 02:46:35,610
[Music obscures speech]
3021
02:46:35,735 --> 02:46:37,696
Um...
3022
02:46:37,821 --> 02:46:40,532
So...wait, you were in a basement...
3023
02:46:40,657 --> 02:46:43,451
- I was in a basement.
- With who? How many people?
3024
02:46:43,576 --> 02:46:45,954
There was, like...
3025
02:46:46,079 --> 02:46:49,958
Like, nine, eight or nine,
in this basement.
3026
02:46:50,083 --> 02:46:51,960
Did you have your own room?
3027
02:46:52,085 --> 02:46:54,337
No, there was, like, this, like...
3028
02:46:54,462 --> 02:46:57,090
This sounds, like, crazy
when I say it, right, but it's, like...
3029
02:46:57,215 --> 02:46:59,801
we have, like, this whole thing of, like,
on the floor,
3030
02:46:59,926 --> 02:47:02,929
of, like, blankets and pillows
and we'd all sleep together.
3031
02:47:03,054 --> 02:47:04,973
[Keller laughs]
3032
02:47:05,098 --> 02:47:08,852
Like pooled all these blankets
in the corner of the basement.
3033
02:47:08,977 --> 02:47:11,521
Were you guys, like, a polycule?
3034
02:47:11,646 --> 02:47:13,606
I mean, like, sorta, I guess?
3035
02:47:13,732 --> 02:47:16,526
I mean, none of us were, like, dating.
Like, we'd fuck,
3036
02:47:16,651 --> 02:47:20,905
but it's, like...uh...
but it wasn't, like...
3037
02:47:21,031 --> 02:47:22,699
I don't know, it was just, like,
3038
02:47:22,824 --> 02:47:25,452
that was just what you did
when you were in there.
3039
02:47:27,704 --> 02:47:29,456
That sounds crazy, right?
3040
02:47:29,581 --> 02:47:33,626
It just sounds
like an untenable situation.
3041
02:47:33,752 --> 02:47:35,670
Yeah.
3042
02:47:35,795 --> 02:47:39,883
And, so,
all of the other girls were...trans?
3043
02:47:40,008 --> 02:47:41,384
Yeah.
3044
02:47:42,552 --> 02:47:44,554
And you still live there?
3045
02:47:44,679 --> 02:47:47,474
Yeah. Sort of.
3046
02:47:47,599 --> 02:47:49,476
- I-I, I just...
- That's weird!
3047
02:47:49,601 --> 02:47:52,187
I just left tonight.
3048
02:47:52,312 --> 02:47:54,314
What do you mean, you left tonight?
3049
02:47:54,439 --> 02:47:56,441
[Music obscures speech]
3050
02:48:01,488 --> 02:48:03,490
No.
3051
02:48:03,615 --> 02:48:06,910
I kind of, like, snuck...away.
3052
02:48:09,329 --> 02:48:11,331
Okay, um...
3053
02:48:12,916 --> 02:48:15,960
Are you going back there?
3054
02:48:16,086 --> 02:48:18,922
I don't... There's, like...
I have some stuff I left there.
3055
02:48:19,047 --> 02:48:21,966
It's, like, uh...
3056
02:48:22,092 --> 02:48:25,178
So I probably have to pick that up.
3057
02:48:25,303 --> 02:48:28,098
[Music obscures speech]
3058
02:48:28,807 --> 02:48:30,433
Like, like what? Like...
- You know, the cup.
3059
02:48:32,435 --> 02:48:35,480
I feel like there's
a lot more you could tell me.
3060
02:48:38,691 --> 02:48:40,944
I’m being bad, I’m being bad.
3061
02:48:42,904 --> 02:48:44,531
[Music continues]
3062
02:48:48,535 --> 02:48:50,578
- [Circle] Look.
- Are those pants?
3063
02:48:51,037 --> 02:48:52,664
It’s metal, look.
3064
02:48:55,166 --> 02:48:56,793
[Circle] That guy’s Robocop.
3065
02:48:57,043 --> 02:48:58,670
[Indistinct, overlapping conversations;
Music continues]
3066
02:49:01,464 --> 02:49:03,091
I hate Bushwick.
3067
02:49:03,383 --> 02:49:06,678
I hate Bushwick, because somebody
always got some fucking weird shit.
3068
02:49:07,428 --> 02:49:13,226
Somebody in Bushwick is always on
some fucking poisonous cocktail of drugs.
3069
02:49:13,726 --> 02:49:17,564
Somebody's always got
a fucking, like, chicken arm!
3070
02:49:17,814 --> 02:49:19,440
[They laugh;
Music continues]
3071
02:49:23,778 --> 02:49:25,864
I wanna take a picture.
3072
02:49:27,115 --> 02:49:30,076
Hold your legs there, so it looks like
you’re sitting on their legs.
3073
02:49:38,793 --> 02:49:40,795
[Keller laughs]
3074
02:49:40,920 --> 02:49:42,881
What are you doing?
3075
02:49:43,006 --> 02:49:44,841
No, I was taking a picture of her.
3076
02:49:44,966 --> 02:49:47,302
- Are you fucking sure?
- What?
3077
02:49:47,427 --> 02:49:49,262
- Are you sure?!
- Yeah!
3078
02:49:49,387 --> 02:49:51,347
- Are you fucking...
You think I couldn’t fucking see that?
3079
02:49:51,723 --> 02:49:54,225
- I was taking a picture of my friend!
- Are you fucking kidding me right now!
3080
02:49:54,601 --> 02:49:57,020
- I was taking a picture of my friend!
- I’m not gonna fucking get over this!
3081
02:49:57,145 --> 02:50:00,356
No, I was taking a picture of my friend!
3082
02:50:00,481 --> 02:50:02,817
- I was taking a picture of my friend!
- I saw you you going like that!
3083
02:50:02,942 --> 02:50:04,861
What would I be taking a picture of?!
3084
02:50:04,986 --> 02:50:06,779
- Uh, this.
- Your dick?
3085
02:50:06,905 --> 02:50:08,990
Are you fucking serious?
Are you fucking serious?
3086
02:50:09,115 --> 02:50:11,284
Why would I be taking a picture of you?
3087
02:50:11,409 --> 02:50:14,287
Okay, this big fucking bitch
is getting up.
3088
02:50:15,580 --> 02:50:17,290
You don’t fucking lie to my face.
3089
02:50:17,415 --> 02:50:19,417
Calm down.
- Huh?!
3090
02:50:19,542 --> 02:50:22,545
Oh, I’m gonna have to fight her.
Oh fuck.
3091
02:50:23,379 --> 02:50:26,507
- Why are you taking pictures of me?
- Bitch, I'm from fucking Toledo, Ohio,
3092
02:50:26,633 --> 02:50:28,927
- you don't wanna fuck with me!
- Oh, you're so tough!
3093
02:50:29,052 --> 02:50:31,262
Toledo fucking Ohio!
You’re so tough!
3094
02:50:31,387 --> 02:50:34,015
[Party Guest] I know! It's so funny!
3095
02:50:34,182 --> 02:50:35,808
You think I wanted to do this?
3096
02:50:36,059 --> 02:50:37,977
I don't know why you're pressed right now.
3097
02:50:38,102 --> 02:50:40,313
I was taking a picture of my friend...
3098
02:50:40,438 --> 02:50:43,107
[Music obscures speech]
3099
02:50:43,233 --> 02:50:46,069
Yes! Yeah, we're in Bushwick, bitch!
- You can’t be taking...
3100
02:50:46,194 --> 02:50:49,364
- Fucking hell, we're in Bushwick!
- ..fucking feet pics of me or her?
3101
02:50:49,489 --> 02:50:51,032
Be serious right now.
3102
02:50:51,157 --> 02:50:53,243
Of her, whatever.
3103
02:50:53,368 --> 02:50:56,955
[Music obscures speech]
3104
02:50:57,080 --> 02:50:58,915
What?!
- Seriously!
3105
02:50:59,040 --> 02:51:01,251
Don’t fucking yell at my friend.
3106
02:51:01,376 --> 02:51:04,128
Don't touch me.
Don't fucking touch me!
3107
02:51:07,048 --> 02:51:09,592
She's trying to rape me!
She was trying to rape me earlier.
3108
02:51:09,717 --> 02:51:11,302
- What the fuck?!
- What?!
3109
02:51:11,427 --> 02:51:13,388
- What are you doing?
- You're trying to rape fucking Circle?!
3110
02:51:13,513 --> 02:51:15,390
I'm trying to fucking save her!
3111
02:51:15,515 --> 02:51:18,643
[Clamouring, shouting]
3112
02:51:18,768 --> 02:51:22,480
[Music continues]
3113
02:51:22,605 --> 02:51:26,317
Fuck you, bitch!
Bark for me, bitch! Bark for me, bitch!
3114
02:51:26,442 --> 02:51:28,444
Okay...
3115
02:51:28,569 --> 02:51:30,363
[Clamouring, music continue]
3116
02:51:30,488 --> 02:51:31,823
[Meredith] I’ll get her!
3117
02:51:32,824 --> 02:51:34,450
Go!
3118
02:51:37,203 --> 02:51:40,206
[Music continues]
3119
02:51:42,709 --> 02:51:45,420
Wait, wait, wait,
I left my hoodie, I left my hoodie.
3120
02:51:45,545 --> 02:51:50,174
No! I thought you said there was a rapist!
3121
02:51:50,300 --> 02:51:52,427
I fucking hate Bushwick.
3122
02:51:52,552 --> 02:51:54,887
[Music continues;
Natalie sobs]
3123
02:51:55,013 --> 02:51:56,389
Okay.
3124
02:51:56,514 --> 02:51:58,474
Are you crying?!
3125
02:52:00,310 --> 02:52:01,936
[Natalie] I’m fine.
3126
02:52:02,895 --> 02:52:05,773
Okay. Oh, fuck.
3127
02:52:06,941 --> 02:52:09,861
- Fucking psycho!
- I hate Bushwick. I hate Bushwick.
3128
02:52:09,986 --> 02:52:12,322
And I don't like you that much either,
but whatever.
3129
02:52:12,447 --> 02:52:15,158
I kind of like you. I think we could fuck with each other.
3130
02:52:15,283 --> 02:52:18,369
You know, just give me, like, 10%
and I'll take it.
3131
02:52:18,494 --> 02:52:20,955
- 10% of what?
- I don't know, like...
3132
02:52:21,080 --> 02:52:22,540
your heart.
3133
02:52:22,665 --> 02:52:25,668
[Footsteps clatter]
3134
02:52:27,211 --> 02:52:29,047
[Circle] So many stairs.
3135
02:52:29,172 --> 02:52:30,923
[Keller] I guess
we can't go back in there.
3136
02:52:31,049 --> 02:52:32,008
Yeah.
3137
02:52:32,133 --> 02:52:34,719
Fuck, my vape was still charging too,
that fucking sucks.
3138
02:52:37,305 --> 02:52:39,640
Bushwick is, like,
a fuckin' nasty-ass neighbourhood,
3139
02:52:39,766 --> 02:52:42,769
- I should've just stayed my ass...
- I thought you lived here.
3140
02:52:42,894 --> 02:52:45,855
- I live in Bed-Stuy.
- Same city.
3141
02:52:45,980 --> 02:52:48,024
I live in Bed...
It's not the same fucking thing,
3142
02:52:48,149 --> 02:52:50,068
because shit like this
happens in Bushwick.
3143
02:52:52,236 --> 02:52:54,030
Okay, don't touch people.
3144
02:52:54,155 --> 02:52:56,240
- Don't touch people.
- [Natalie] I'll do whatever I want.
3145
02:52:56,366 --> 02:52:59,702
I'm sorry. I'm sorry about that.
She's a whore.
3146
02:53:12,757 --> 02:53:14,509
Um...
3147
02:53:16,928 --> 02:53:18,846
Boys?
3148
02:53:18,971 --> 02:53:21,391
- 'Sup?
- [Keller] I'm Keller.
3149
02:53:21,516 --> 02:53:23,142
- [Will] 'Sup, Keller?
- [Keller] What are your names?
3150
02:53:23,267 --> 02:53:24,560
- [Will] Will.
- [Keller] Will.
3151
02:53:24,685 --> 02:53:26,854
- Felix.
- [Keller] Felix, okay.
3152
02:53:26,979 --> 02:53:29,190
- Um...
- [Natalie] We need a cigarette.
3153
02:53:29,315 --> 02:53:31,317
- Can we have a cigarette?
- Okay, that's not what I was asking.
3154
02:53:31,442 --> 02:53:33,986
Um, so, I wanted to know...
3155
02:53:34,112 --> 02:53:37,031
do you guys think that my friend
is a boy or a girl? Go.
3156
02:53:38,157 --> 02:53:39,867
- [Natalie] Quickly, quickly.
- [Will] Wait, in what sense?
3157
02:53:39,992 --> 02:53:41,744
- Can we...?
- [Natalie] Quickly, quickly.
3158
02:53:41,869 --> 02:53:43,371
In what sense do you mean?
3159
02:53:43,496 --> 02:53:45,581
- [Keller] Like, does she, he, whatever...
- [Natalie] Yeah, yeah.
3160
02:53:45,706 --> 02:53:47,792
..that's up for you to decide -
look like a boy or a girl?
3161
02:53:47,917 --> 02:53:49,544
- [Will] Well...
- I'm trying to make a point,
3162
02:53:49,669 --> 02:53:52,255
- about a conversation we had upstairs.
- Sort of, like, well,
3163
02:53:52,380 --> 02:53:56,551
judging by context clues, I mean,
you're all obviously presenting as women.
3164
02:53:56,676 --> 02:53:59,804
- Right, but, like, really.
- In your heart, like, in your soul.
3165
02:53:59,929 --> 02:54:02,849
- Presenting out of the way.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
3166
02:54:02,974 --> 02:54:04,183
And this isn't a test, this isn't a trick,
3167
02:54:04,308 --> 02:54:06,060
I'm not gonna, like,
cancel you or whatever.
3168
02:54:06,185 --> 02:54:08,479
What do you think my friend is -
boy or girl? Go.
3169
02:54:08,604 --> 02:54:09,897
[Natalie] Look. Look hard.
3170
02:54:10,022 --> 02:54:12,275
But in what sense? Do you mean,
like, socially or biologically?
3171
02:54:12,400 --> 02:54:15,069
- [Keller] No. Like, what do you feel?
- Well, I feel, like...
3172
02:54:15,194 --> 02:54:16,362
[Natalie] In your gut.
3173
02:54:16,487 --> 02:54:18,865
I feel like probably a woman
in the sense, like, socially.
3174
02:54:18,990 --> 02:54:22,034
- No, no, no, don't think about...
- You're being annoying about it.
3175
02:54:22,160 --> 02:54:24,537
- Don't think about social mores.
- [Will] What I mean is, like, it's...
3176
02:54:24,662 --> 02:54:26,622
probably a woman,
because you are annoying me right now.
3177
02:54:26,747 --> 02:54:29,876
No, but "probably," I'm hearing "probably"
is the operative word here.
3178
02:54:30,001 --> 02:54:32,420
And I'm hearing "probably,"
and I need you to answer, like, really,
3179
02:54:32,545 --> 02:54:34,672
- with your guts.
- [Natalie] You're being, just...
3180
02:54:34,797 --> 02:54:36,549
I'm not gonna post about this
on my fucking Instagram story.
3181
02:54:36,674 --> 02:54:37,758
- Just say it.
- [Keller] Just say it.
3182
02:54:37,884 --> 02:54:39,677
Because I'm trying to prove a point.
3183
02:54:39,802 --> 02:54:41,679
This is Brooklyn - all women are women.
3184
02:54:41,804 --> 02:54:42,972
[Keller] Okay.
3185
02:54:43,097 --> 02:54:44,891
[Natalie] Okay, safe fucking answer, bro!
3186
02:54:45,016 --> 02:54:46,726
- Safe answer.
- [Keller] And I'm trying to...
3187
02:54:46,851 --> 02:54:47,852
Okay, but don't you think...
3188
02:54:47,977 --> 02:54:49,812
- Hold on.
- Like, like, pull it back.
3189
02:54:49,937 --> 02:54:51,105
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
3190
02:54:51,230 --> 02:54:54,066
Don't you think, with short hair...
3191
02:54:54,192 --> 02:54:56,068
What if... If you...
If this person came up to you
3192
02:54:56,194 --> 02:54:59,238
and said their name was Luke,
what would you think?
3193
02:54:59,363 --> 02:55:01,449
[Will] I'd...probably be okay with it.
3194
02:55:01,574 --> 02:55:03,993
You'd say, "That's Luke,
that's a boy that I know."
3195
02:55:04,118 --> 02:55:06,120
I mean, like, I...
Yeah, sure, why not?
3196
02:55:06,245 --> 02:55:08,247
[Natalie] They're playing it
so fucking safe. It's so fucking annoying.
3197
02:55:08,372 --> 02:55:10,708
- [Keller] What do you have to say?
- [Natalie] Yeah, come on, speak.
3198
02:55:10,833 --> 02:55:12,502
- [Felix] I don't...
- [Natalie] Cat got your tongue, or what?
3199
02:55:12,627 --> 02:55:13,711
No.
3200
02:55:13,836 --> 02:55:16,464
- I don't...
- [Keller] Cat got your tongue. Okay.
3201
02:55:16,589 --> 02:55:18,549
I don't... I'm sorry
I didn't catch your name,
3202
02:55:18,674 --> 02:55:20,176
- but I don't think...
- [Keller] Keller.
3203
02:55:20,301 --> 02:55:22,470
Keller, I don't think
that you have to perf...
3204
02:55:22,595 --> 02:55:25,097
- [Circle] Do the thing for them.
- [Natalie] Do the thing! Do the thing!
3205
02:55:25,223 --> 02:55:27,099
It's, like,
not funny when you reiterate...
3206
02:55:27,225 --> 02:55:29,060
Okay. It's, like, they got...
3207
02:55:29,185 --> 02:55:31,354
Okay. My name is, like...it's, like...
3208
02:55:31,479 --> 02:55:33,814
I'm Keller, like...Helen.
3209
02:55:35,399 --> 02:55:37,401
See, it's not...
Anyway, it's besides the point.
3210
02:55:37,527 --> 02:55:38,819
[Natalie] I think it's...
3211
02:55:38,945 --> 02:55:41,697
- I think it's awesome.
- [Will] She couldn't speak, so...
3212
02:55:41,822 --> 02:55:44,116
- you're not really...
- [Keller] No, but she could write books.
3213
02:55:44,242 --> 02:55:47,036
- [Will chuckles]
- [Keller] She wrote books!
3214
02:55:47,161 --> 02:55:48,329
The bitch wrote book!
3215
02:55:48,454 --> 02:55:50,581
I mean, like, but, you know,
like, are you a woman?
3216
02:55:50,706 --> 02:55:52,458
- And, like...
- [Keller] Am I a woman?
3217
02:55:52,583 --> 02:55:53,626
- Yeah.
- Yeah, I mean...
3218
02:55:53,751 --> 02:55:55,503
[Keller] I mean, fucking obviously.
3219
02:55:55,628 --> 02:55:56,879
- Well, like...
- Really?
3220
02:55:57,004 --> 02:55:58,381
- [Keller] "Really"?!
- Well, I mean, like...
3221
02:55:58,506 --> 02:55:59,840
but are you a woman
in the sense of, like...
3222
02:55:59,966 --> 02:56:02,635
It feels like I never got my fucking BFA.
Yes, I am a woman.
3223
02:56:02,760 --> 02:56:05,054
[Will] I mean, in the sense that you
go to the gynaecologist once a year,
3224
02:56:05,179 --> 02:56:07,557
or, like, in the sense
that you're nagging me right now?
3225
02:56:07,682 --> 02:56:09,934
[Keller] You wanna know
what's in my pussy?
3226
02:56:10,059 --> 02:56:13,062
[Will] I'm just trying to figure out
how to answer the question.
3227
02:56:13,187 --> 02:56:17,692
I-I don't... I don't think you have
to perform womanhood to be one.
3228
02:56:17,817 --> 02:56:19,235
- Like, I don't think...
- [Keller] Me or everybody?
3229
02:56:19,360 --> 02:56:22,238
- Like, because just, like...
- Well, what do you think I'm doing?
3230
02:56:22,363 --> 02:56:23,864
- [Keller] Yeah.
- [Natalie] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
3231
02:56:23,990 --> 02:56:27,159
- What do you think I'm performing?
- Lock in - what the fuck are they?
3232
02:56:27,285 --> 02:56:29,203
- What are they?
- [Felix] Well, this is...
3233
02:56:29,328 --> 02:56:31,998
- They look hot as a boy.
- [Felix] Perhaps, like...
3234
02:56:32,123 --> 02:56:34,208
- Don't you think...? Don't you think...?
- [Natalie] Come on, hair back...
3235
02:56:34,333 --> 02:56:35,626
[Keller] Hair back. Pull back.
3236
02:56:35,751 --> 02:56:38,254
- L-U-K-E.
- [Keller] What's your name again?
3237
02:56:38,379 --> 02:56:41,048
Shut the fuck up.
My name is stop talking to me.
3238
02:56:41,173 --> 02:56:43,968
[Keller] Okay, Stop-talking-to-me
is pulling her fucking hair back.
3239
02:56:44,093 --> 02:56:45,636
- [Natalie] Look at that.
- [Keller] Look at that.
3240
02:56:45,761 --> 02:56:46,887
[Keller] Okay, no,
but, like, with that angle,
3241
02:56:47,013 --> 02:56:48,806
it kind of looks like
Girl with a Pearl Earring.
3242
02:56:48,931 --> 02:56:50,641
You gotta really...
You gotta pull...taut.
3243
02:56:50,766 --> 02:56:52,768
Like, think about, like,
a shaved-head situation.
3244
02:56:52,893 --> 02:56:55,229
[Keller] Taut.
And imagine, like, no mascara.
3245
02:56:55,354 --> 02:56:57,523
- Like, no...
- That's a guy, right?
3246
02:56:57,648 --> 02:57:00,901
That's, like, a hot guy
that you would wanna fuck in the ass,
3247
02:57:01,027 --> 02:57:03,070
- with your cock...
- [Noisy clatter]
3248
02:57:03,195 --> 02:57:04,238
Right?
3249
02:57:04,363 --> 02:57:06,991
[Will] I... I can’t stop seeing it. Sorry.
3250
02:57:07,116 --> 02:57:09,493
- If certain things went different in life...
- [Natalie] So, you've never fucked a boy?
3251
02:57:09,619 --> 02:57:11,746
- No, I haven't.
- [Natalie] That's so sad for you.
3252
02:57:11,871 --> 02:57:14,874
[Keller] You don't think...
You don't think, you don't think.
3253
02:57:14,999 --> 02:57:16,792
Okay, imagine...
Pull the hair back again.
3254
02:57:16,917 --> 02:57:19,211
Whatever your name is,
pull the fuckin' hair back again.
3255
02:57:19,337 --> 02:57:21,839
Like, what...?
So, what...would...?
3256
02:57:21,964 --> 02:57:24,258
So we're, you know,
we're doing this now, like,
3257
02:57:24,383 --> 02:57:27,678
you're, just off this concept,
how this started, right,
3258
02:57:27,803 --> 02:57:31,474
like, you're taking me as, like,
you want me to be a woman right now,
3259
02:57:31,599 --> 02:57:33,601
because you want to,
you know, be, like, the,
3260
02:57:33,726 --> 02:57:35,978
- you know, like the...
- [Keller] Woke...
3261
02:57:36,103 --> 02:57:38,814
- ..you wanna be correct.
- Woke!
3262
02:57:38,939 --> 02:57:41,233
- Let me stop you there...
- I'm, like, look how I'm dressed...
3263
02:57:41,359 --> 02:57:44,236
- Okay, okay...
- Like, what would I have to do...?
3264
02:57:44,362 --> 02:57:46,530
What would I have to do
to be, like, a guy to you?
3265
02:57:46,656 --> 02:57:48,324
- [Will] All right.
- This is a boy.
3266
02:57:48,449 --> 02:57:50,743
What's the answer that will end
this interaction the quickest?
3267
02:57:50,868 --> 02:57:52,161
[Keller] Oh, my God, you don't...
3268
02:57:52,286 --> 02:57:54,538
[Natalie] You don't like talking to us?
That's so weird.
3269
02:57:54,664 --> 02:57:56,582
- [Will] I just... I just want the...
- [Natalie] I like talking to you.
3270
02:57:56,707 --> 02:57:58,376
- [Will] I just want the right answer.
- Fuck!
3271
02:57:58,501 --> 02:58:00,127
You want us to tell you what to do...?
3272
02:58:00,252 --> 02:58:01,879
They're so...
They can't think for themselves.
3273
02:58:02,004 --> 02:58:05,132
You can't think for yourselves.
You have the woke mind virus.
3274
02:58:05,257 --> 02:58:08,010
- [Natalie] Yeah!
- [She laughs]
3275
02:58:09,136 --> 02:58:12,098
[Keller] Tell my friend...
Tell my friend that she's a fucking boy.
3276
02:58:12,223 --> 02:58:13,933
Uh, you look like a boy.
3277
02:58:14,058 --> 02:58:17,728
- [Keller] Boom!
- [Natalie yells]
3278
02:58:17,853 --> 02:58:19,480
Well, I'm gonna go jerk off now.
3279
02:58:19,605 --> 02:58:21,482
- [Natalie] Thank you so much.
- [Keller] Dap me up. Dap me up.
3280
02:58:21,607 --> 02:58:23,109
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Come on, dap me up.
3281
02:58:23,234 --> 02:58:24,568
- [Natalie] Okay.
- [Keller] That's right.
3282
02:58:24,694 --> 02:58:26,237
I'm so proud of you
for speaking your truth.
3283
02:58:26,362 --> 02:58:29,907
Yeah, literally. Would you guess
that I used to be non-binary?
3284
02:58:30,032 --> 02:58:31,742
- If you looked at me?
- [Will] No way.
3285
02:58:31,867 --> 02:58:34,286
- Wow.
- That sounded facetious from both of you,
3286
02:58:34,412 --> 02:58:37,081
so...we gotta get the fuck out of Dodge.
3287
02:58:37,206 --> 02:58:39,166
[Natalie] We gotta go.
3288
02:58:39,291 --> 02:58:41,502
[Will] Don't let me stop you.
3289
02:58:41,627 --> 02:58:44,672
[Keller] Can I take a....? Can I just...?
Sorry. Just gimme that.
3290
02:58:44,797 --> 02:58:47,174
[Natalie] Yeah.
3291
02:58:47,299 --> 02:58:49,385
Wait, I think Circle wants some.
3292
02:58:49,510 --> 02:58:51,303
No, I haven't... I don't really smoke.
3293
02:58:51,429 --> 02:58:53,097
- [Natalie] Nah, Circle wants some.
- [Keller] You don't smoke?
3294
02:58:53,222 --> 02:58:54,765
- No.
- [Natalie] Circle wants some.
3295
02:58:54,890 --> 02:58:56,892
What do you mean? Like, you don't smoke
or you never smoked or what?
3296
02:58:57,017 --> 02:58:59,311
[Circle] I've never....
I've never had a cigarette.
3297
02:58:59,437 --> 02:59:02,231
- You've never had a cigarette?
- [Circle] I've never had a cigarette.
3298
02:59:03,858 --> 02:59:06,610
You're a boy
and you've never had a cigarette.
3299
02:59:06,736 --> 02:59:10,072
- Men smoke. Okay?
- Men smoke a lot, too.
3300
02:59:10,197 --> 02:59:12,283
If you're serious about...
3301
02:59:14,076 --> 02:59:16,328
- [Natalie] Show him.
- [Keller] If you're serious
3302
02:59:16,454 --> 02:59:18,205
about the fucking shit
that we talked about upstairs...
3303
02:59:18,330 --> 02:59:19,415
[Circle] Yeah.
3304
02:59:19,540 --> 02:59:22,752
..and I see it in your fucking eyes
that you're serious...
3305
02:59:22,877 --> 02:59:26,005
how about you try to see
how fast you could smoke this?
3306
02:59:26,130 --> 02:59:28,758
[Natalie] Yeah. Like a man.
3307
02:59:28,883 --> 02:59:31,093
- [Keller] Like a ma... Like a man!
- [Natalie] Like a man!
3308
02:59:31,218 --> 02:59:32,803
[Keller] How about you see
how fast you can smoke that.
3309
02:59:32,928 --> 02:59:34,805
Okay, I'm gonna smoke
this cigarette like a man.
3310
02:59:34,930 --> 02:59:36,891
- [Keller] You got it.
- [Natalie] Smoke the whole thing.
3311
02:59:37,016 --> 02:59:39,143
- I'm gonna smoke it like a man.
- [Natalie] Smoke the whole thing.
3312
02:59:39,268 --> 02:59:41,520
- Okay.
- [Keller] You got it.
3313
02:59:41,645 --> 02:59:43,606
- As fast as you can.
- [Natalie] Faster.
3314
02:59:43,731 --> 02:59:45,733
- Be a boy about it!
- [Will] You know, I'm seeing it now.
3315
02:59:45,858 --> 02:59:48,527
- [Natalie] Be a real man.
- [Keller] You're seeing it, right?!
3316
02:59:48,652 --> 02:59:49,653
- Yeah.
- Definitely.
3317
02:59:49,779 --> 02:59:51,280
Yes! Yes!
3318
02:59:51,405 --> 02:59:53,866
Smoke it. Come on. Smoke. Harder.
3319
02:59:53,991 --> 02:59:56,160
- [Keller] Harder!
- [Natalie] Harder, harder.
3320
02:59:56,285 --> 02:59:57,995
- [Keller] Come on.
- [Circle splutters]
3321
02:59:58,120 --> 03:00:00,581
No, come on. Boys don't do that.
Boys don't cry.
3322
03:00:00,706 --> 03:00:02,291
Harder.
3323
03:00:03,876 --> 03:00:05,503
- Let me get a little...
- [Will laughs]
3324
03:00:05,628 --> 03:00:07,630
While you're at it, let me get a little...
3325
03:00:07,755 --> 03:00:09,757
Feed it to... Feed it to me!
3326
03:00:12,218 --> 03:00:14,970
- Okay, back to it, back to it.
- [Natalie] Go, go, go, go, go, go, go.
3327
03:00:15,095 --> 03:00:17,556
[Keller] Come on. Don't spit!
Spitters are quitters!
3328
03:00:17,681 --> 03:00:19,433
- [Natalie] You look so, so hot.
- [Keller] Spitters are quitters!
3329
03:00:19,558 --> 03:00:21,352
Spitters are quitters!
You gotta swallow.
3330
03:00:21,477 --> 03:00:24,313
[Natalie] You look so manly.
You're so masculine.
3331
03:00:24,438 --> 03:00:26,398
- [Circle splutters]
- [Keller] Come on.
3332
03:00:26,524 --> 03:00:28,108
- [Natalie] You look like...
- [Circle retches]
3333
03:00:28,234 --> 03:00:30,861
- [Keller] Oh, come on.
- Come on, don't be a bitch about it!
3334
03:00:30,986 --> 03:00:33,155
Be a man. Be a real fucking man!
3335
03:00:33,280 --> 03:00:35,324
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Luke's here.
3336
03:00:35,449 --> 03:00:37,868
- Luke's here!
- Oh, it looks like Luke's here!
3337
03:00:37,993 --> 03:00:39,829
Luke's here!
3338
03:00:39,954 --> 03:00:42,665
- [Circle splutters]
- [Natalie] Keep going! Keep going!
3339
03:00:42,790 --> 03:00:45,459
[Keller] Come on. Fast as you can.
3340
03:00:45,584 --> 03:00:47,711
- [Natalie] Faster.
- [Heller] Like Fiona Apple said!
3341
03:00:47,837 --> 03:00:50,297
[Natalie roars, cackles]
3342
03:00:52,049 --> 03:00:54,176
[Natalie inhales, squeals]
3343
03:00:54,301 --> 03:00:57,054
[Keller] Come on, get down
to the filter, at least. At least.
3344
03:00:57,179 --> 03:01:00,391
- [Natalie] Come on!
- [Keller] Spitters are quitters.
3345
03:01:02,226 --> 03:01:03,727
[Natalie] Oh, my God, you look so hot.
3346
03:01:03,853 --> 03:01:05,354
[Keller] You look like a boy
when you do this, see?
3347
03:01:05,479 --> 03:01:06,814
[Natalie] Yeah, you're like a soldier.
3348
03:01:06,939 --> 03:01:08,816
- You're like an old soldier.
- [Keller] This is the macho shit
3349
03:01:08,941 --> 03:01:10,985
- that we gotta get you up on. Come on!
- ..in the trenches, smoking that shit.
3350
03:01:11,110 --> 03:01:13,028
- [Circle splutters]
- [Natalie] Yeah.
3351
03:01:13,153 --> 03:01:15,990
[Keller moans, Natalie laughs]
3352
03:01:17,366 --> 03:01:19,660
- [Natalie] He did it.
- [Circle] That's right, fucking faggot!
3353
03:01:19,785 --> 03:01:22,872
- [Keller] Oh, my God!
- [Natalie] Yes!
3354
03:01:22,997 --> 03:01:25,082
[Keller, Natalie laugh]
3355
03:01:25,207 --> 03:01:27,835
Have a nice night, boys. Bon voyage.
3356
03:01:27,960 --> 03:01:30,337
Bon voyage to both of you.
3357
03:01:30,462 --> 03:01:32,798
Eiffel Tower, I see London, I see France.
3358
03:01:34,341 --> 03:01:35,926
What was your name again?
3359
03:01:36,051 --> 03:01:39,138
[Natalie] That party was fucked.
Are all New York parties like that?
3360
03:01:39,263 --> 03:01:41,307
[Keller] Yeah.
3361
03:01:41,432 --> 03:01:43,142
I mean, it was, like,
a bunch of trans bitches
3362
03:01:43,267 --> 03:01:45,477
whose, like, hormones
are always fucking adjusting
3363
03:01:45,603 --> 03:01:47,897
and it makes them, like,
whack to be around.
3364
03:01:48,022 --> 03:01:49,398
Oh.
3365
03:01:51,442 --> 03:01:53,319
[Keller] Oh, shit!
3366
03:01:53,444 --> 03:01:55,446
Brody!
3367
03:01:56,780 --> 03:01:58,240
Oh, hey!
3368
03:01:58,365 --> 03:02:00,451
- [Keller] Hey.
- What's up?
3369
03:02:00,576 --> 03:02:02,620
Nothing. This is, um...
What the fuck is your name?
3370
03:02:02,745 --> 03:02:05,748
- Natalie.
- Natalie, and this is my friend Circle.
3371
03:02:05,873 --> 03:02:07,499
We're just walking by.
What are you doing?
3372
03:02:07,625 --> 03:02:10,377
I'm, um...
I'm just, uh, struggling with my key.
3373
03:02:10,502 --> 03:02:13,547
It's very, uh, challenging.
3374
03:02:13,672 --> 03:02:15,257
[Keller] Are you locked out?
3375
03:02:15,382 --> 03:02:17,927
[Brody] Um, no,
I'm just struggling with my key.
3376
03:02:18,052 --> 03:02:19,428
It's, like, a really weird key.
3377
03:02:19,553 --> 03:02:21,847
You have to, like...
It's, like, you have to, like...
3378
03:02:21,972 --> 03:02:25,017
Uh, I don't know, it's just challenging.
3379
03:02:25,142 --> 03:02:28,228
No, no, it's not... I literally, I get it
half the time, and I live here, so...
3380
03:02:28,354 --> 03:02:29,939
[Keller] Maybe we should call
one of your neighbours?
3381
03:02:30,064 --> 03:02:32,358
- No, no, no, no. It's fine. It's fine.
- [Natalie] Or, like, your landlord?
3382
03:02:32,483 --> 03:02:34,693
No. No, no, no, no.
3383
03:02:34,818 --> 03:02:36,570
[Natalie] Wait, why?
3384
03:02:36,695 --> 03:02:39,281
[Circle] Is it, like, one of those ones
you have to, like, turn to the right?
3385
03:02:39,406 --> 03:02:41,617
- [Brody] Uh... It's hard to explain.
- [Natalie] Maybe jiggle it.
3386
03:02:41,742 --> 03:02:43,661
No, no, no, I'm...
Thank you so much,
3387
03:02:43,786 --> 03:02:45,621
but I'm telling you, you will not get it.
3388
03:02:45,746 --> 03:02:47,915
- [Keller] Okay.
- [Brody] What are you guys doing?
3389
03:02:48,040 --> 03:02:49,083
Oh, see, I got it. Yes!
3390
03:02:49,208 --> 03:02:52,795
Um, we're just, like,
looking for somewhere to hang.
3391
03:02:52,920 --> 03:02:55,381
We just, like, went to a...bunk party.
3392
03:02:55,506 --> 03:02:57,591
[Natalie] Let's hang with you.
3393
03:02:57,716 --> 03:02:59,802
Oh, sure. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
3394
03:02:59,969 --> 03:03:00,970
[Brody] Um, yeah.
3395
03:03:01,095 --> 03:03:02,972
How do you....?
How do you know him?
3396
03:03:03,097 --> 03:03:05,557
From around.
It's fucking... It's Bushwick.
3397
03:03:05,683 --> 03:03:07,518
It's Bushwick, my dear Watson.
3398
03:03:07,643 --> 03:03:09,228
[Brody] Yeah, sure, you guys can come up.
3399
03:03:09,353 --> 03:03:11,939
- [Natalie] Hell, yeah.
- What are you, um...?
3400
03:03:12,064 --> 03:03:13,148
Okay.
3401
03:03:13,273 --> 03:03:15,317
- No, come.
- [Keller] Wanna come up?
3402
03:03:15,442 --> 03:03:17,069
- Wait, can I finish...? Okay.
- [Keller] Come on.
3403
03:03:17,194 --> 03:03:19,822
Come on, come on.
Come on, come on, come on.
3404
03:03:22,908 --> 03:03:24,535
Do we know each other?
3405
03:03:24,868 --> 03:03:27,246
- [Circle] You look...
- [Keller] No, this is my...
3406
03:03:27,371 --> 03:03:29,540
You don't know her.
This is my friend Circle, this is...
3407
03:03:29,665 --> 03:03:32,167
- Sorry, remind me again?
- [Natalie] Natalie!
3408
03:03:32,292 --> 03:03:33,752
- [Keller] Natalie.
- I just fucking said that.
3409
03:03:33,877 --> 03:03:35,129
Okay.
3410
03:03:37,673 --> 03:03:40,718
This is so funny,
I haven't had anybody over in, like...
3411
03:03:40,843 --> 03:03:43,220
like...two years.
3412
03:03:43,345 --> 03:03:46,140
[Keller] Well, it's a great, great party
to usher in.
3413
03:03:46,265 --> 03:03:48,851
Can't believe
now I have three people coming over.
3414
03:03:50,728 --> 03:03:52,396
- This is so fucking crazy.
- [Keller] Me...
3415
03:03:52,521 --> 03:03:55,357
Keller, Circle and...
the fuck was your name again?
3416
03:03:55,482 --> 03:03:57,526
[Natalie] Girl, shut the fuck up.
3417
03:04:00,988 --> 03:04:02,948
Um, Brody...
3418
03:04:04,199 --> 03:04:06,118
..you used to be a girl.
3419
03:04:08,370 --> 03:04:10,164
That's so cool.
3420
03:04:10,289 --> 03:04:13,000
Thank you. Um...
3421
03:04:13,125 --> 03:04:15,335
- Yeah.
- [He chuckles]
3422
03:04:16,336 --> 03:04:19,214
Why are you just bringing this up?
3423
03:04:19,339 --> 03:04:22,092
Well, I think it's interesting
'cause, um...
3424
03:04:22,217 --> 03:04:27,431
you know, I used to be...
enby...in college, um...
3425
03:04:27,556 --> 03:04:31,727
and so, I feel like we're kind of,
like, in the same...boat?
3426
03:04:31,852 --> 03:04:34,480
And I just wanted to sort of
hear from you, 'cause, like,
3427
03:04:34,605 --> 03:04:37,107
this is our first time actually having,
like, a real, like, heart-to-heart hang.
3428
03:04:37,232 --> 03:04:38,817
- [Natalie] Like...
- [Keller] I guess I wanted...
3429
03:04:38,942 --> 03:04:40,736
Well, you know, I tried once
to talk to you at a party,
3430
03:04:40,861 --> 03:04:42,654
but you didn't seem into it.
3431
03:04:43,989 --> 03:04:45,616
- What party?
- [Brody] Do you remember that?
3432
03:04:45,741 --> 03:04:47,951
- What party was that?
- [Brody] Shayna's.
3433
03:04:48,077 --> 03:04:51,497
- When?
- It was, like, one month ago.
3434
03:04:51,622 --> 03:04:54,083
Remember? Shayna was doing
that release of her chapbook,
3435
03:04:54,208 --> 03:04:56,835
and I tried to talk to you, and you,
like, wanted nothing to do with me.
3436
03:04:56,960 --> 03:04:59,379
- So, it's just funny that...
- I really don't remember that.
3437
03:04:59,505 --> 03:05:01,590
- You don't remember that?
- [Keller] No, I don't remember that!
3438
03:05:01,715 --> 03:05:03,801
[Brody] Were you drinking?
3439
03:05:03,926 --> 03:05:05,886
Yeah, probably. Weren't you?
We were all drinking,
3440
03:05:06,011 --> 03:05:08,055
- it's a fucking party.
- No, I wasn't drinking at that one.
3441
03:05:08,180 --> 03:05:10,307
[Keller] Leveraging a drinking
allegation against me?
3442
03:05:10,432 --> 03:05:13,143
- Okay, I'm not beating that. Um...
- [Brody chuckles]
3443
03:05:13,268 --> 03:05:15,062
No, but that's fine.
I mean, I can talk.
3444
03:05:15,187 --> 03:05:17,272
I could talk to you now.
3445
03:05:17,397 --> 03:05:20,109
- [Natalie] Yeah, you should tell us.
- [Keller] So, you used to be a girl...
3446
03:05:20,234 --> 03:05:22,486
- [Brody] Mm-hm.
- ..I used to be non-binary.
3447
03:05:22,611 --> 03:05:24,571
That's common ground
that we're finding, right here.
3448
03:05:24,696 --> 03:05:26,990
You don't need to be so combative
about the fact I drank at a party.
3449
03:05:27,116 --> 03:05:30,369
- Wait, for how long?
- For, like, four years.
3450
03:05:30,494 --> 03:05:32,037
- No way.
- Yeah.
3451
03:05:32,162 --> 03:05:35,207
- And then what?
- Uh... I sucked at it.
3452
03:05:35,332 --> 03:05:38,335
I was, like...
I was really bad at being a girl.
3453
03:05:38,460 --> 03:05:40,170
It, um...
3454
03:05:40,295 --> 03:05:44,716
It was kind of good, in that, like,
it got me sober, but...
3455
03:05:44,842 --> 03:05:48,345
I like... I-I....
It didn't fix, like...
3456
03:05:48,470 --> 03:05:52,182
Like, I'm suicidal, pretty much.
And, like, it just didn't fix that.
3457
03:05:52,307 --> 03:05:55,185
No, it's okay. It's fine.
Like, everyone in my family's suicidal.
3458
03:05:55,310 --> 03:05:57,479
- So, it's just sort of, like...
- [Keller] But you would say...
3459
03:05:57,604 --> 03:06:01,900
You would say that, like,
being a boy now is, like, a better life.
3460
03:06:02,025 --> 03:06:04,111
No, I wouldn't say it's a better life...
3461
03:06:04,236 --> 03:06:06,655
[Keller] But aren't you,
like, happier...?
3462
03:06:06,780 --> 03:06:08,991
No, I'm not happier at all.
I'm less happy.
3463
03:06:09,116 --> 03:06:10,534
I was happy as a woman.
3464
03:06:10,659 --> 03:06:13,537
I just could see that I was failing at it,
and so I had to stop.
3465
03:06:13,662 --> 03:06:16,874
Okay, well, when I was non-binary,
I was really unhappy.
3466
03:06:16,999 --> 03:06:19,501
And then now I'm a chick
and I feel good about it.
3467
03:06:19,626 --> 03:06:22,838
Sometimes, it's, like, I think...
How long have you been a boy again?
3468
03:06:23,881 --> 03:06:26,258
- Uh, two years.
- [Keller] Two year... It takes...
3469
03:06:26,383 --> 03:06:29,136
You gotta, like...marinate in it.
3470
03:06:29,261 --> 03:06:31,722
Yeah, and, like, you look so hot as a boy.
3471
03:06:31,847 --> 03:06:33,432
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
3472
03:06:33,557 --> 03:06:35,350
[Keller] Um...
3473
03:06:35,475 --> 03:06:38,353
- But...
- [Natalie] What? He does!
3474
03:06:38,478 --> 03:06:40,272
I... Okay, I don't really care about that.
3475
03:06:40,397 --> 03:06:42,733
- Um, but...
- You're being so bitchy.
3476
03:06:45,819 --> 03:06:47,988
Okay. Um...
3477
03:06:49,114 --> 03:06:51,241
But, like, wouldn't you say...
3478
03:06:51,366 --> 03:06:54,453
that, like, maybe your lifestyle,
like, externally,
3479
03:06:54,578 --> 03:06:58,165
is easier...as a guy?
3480
03:06:58,290 --> 03:07:01,752
Um, I mean, no, because...
3481
03:07:01,877 --> 03:07:04,463
[Keller] You don't think being
a white, straight man
3482
03:07:04,588 --> 03:07:07,507
is easier than being a trans woman?
3483
03:07:07,633 --> 03:07:10,636
- I-I think it's easier, sure...
- [Keller] Exactly, it's easier.
3484
03:07:10,761 --> 03:07:12,179
Yeah, but not for me.
3485
03:07:12,304 --> 03:07:15,057
Like, it's easier, like,
in the macro sense.
3486
03:07:15,182 --> 03:07:19,436
But, for me, I was happier as a woman.
I just couldn't do it.
3487
03:07:19,561 --> 03:07:21,521
You know, it just felt like I didn't...
3488
03:07:21,647 --> 03:07:23,815
Like, I did feel actually bad
on the hormones.
3489
03:07:23,941 --> 03:07:25,734
- So, I got progressively...
- [Keller] Yes.
3490
03:07:25,859 --> 03:07:27,277
How did you feel bad on the hormones?
3491
03:07:27,402 --> 03:07:29,112
[Brody] I started to feel
progressively worse and worse.
3492
03:07:29,238 --> 03:07:30,739
I just... I don't know, I just didn't...
3493
03:07:30,864 --> 03:07:32,866
It didn't sit well with me.
Like, it made nauseous.
3494
03:07:32,991 --> 03:07:34,159
- Mm-hm.
- [Brody] I had side effects.
3495
03:07:34,284 --> 03:07:36,578
Yeah, I never went on T because,
like, I heard that...
3496
03:07:36,703 --> 03:07:37,871
that would potentially happen.
3497
03:07:37,996 --> 03:07:41,500
I mean, don't you sometimes complain about
you have, like, headaches and stuff?
3498
03:07:41,625 --> 03:07:43,043
Yeah.
3499
03:07:43,168 --> 03:07:46,213
- [Keller] From the...oestrogen.
- I-I think, yeah.
3500
03:07:46,338 --> 03:07:47,756
[Brody] What do you...?
What's your deal?
3501
03:07:47,881 --> 03:07:50,425
- Like, what do you do?
- I'm just saying that I feel like...
3502
03:07:50,550 --> 03:07:53,136
No, no, no - like, in life,
like, what's your deal?
3503
03:07:53,262 --> 03:07:55,430
- [She chuckles]
- Yeah, what's your deal?
3504
03:07:55,555 --> 03:07:58,350
- What's my...? Like, you're asking me...
- Like, what are you interested in?
3505
03:07:58,475 --> 03:08:00,978
- ..what I'm interested in?
- [Brody] Yeah.
3506
03:08:01,103 --> 03:08:03,230
- Um...
- [Natalie chuckles]
3507
03:08:03,355 --> 03:08:05,732
[Keller] I like... I like painting.
3508
03:08:05,857 --> 03:08:07,317
- Do you paint?
- That's cool.
3509
03:08:07,442 --> 03:08:08,568
- Do I paint?
- [Brody] Mm.
3510
03:08:08,694 --> 03:08:10,821
- I've painted.
- [Brody] What kind of stuff?
3511
03:08:10,946 --> 03:08:13,657
- [She laughs]
- Like, when was the last time?
3512
03:08:13,782 --> 03:08:16,785
Do you paint, like, every day?
It's a practice, a pure artist?
3513
03:08:18,036 --> 03:08:20,289
- [Natalie snorts]
- I paint...
3514
03:08:20,414 --> 03:08:23,125
when I intuitively feel like it.
3515
03:08:23,250 --> 03:08:25,794
- [Brody] So, you're, like, a hobbyist.
- Well, it's hard to force...
3516
03:08:25,919 --> 03:08:28,463
So, you're like a girl
who just, like, paints sometimes.
3517
03:08:28,588 --> 03:08:30,340
Like, you're not really a painter.
3518
03:08:30,465 --> 03:08:33,176
Yeah, I wouldn't call myself a painter.
I said, "I paint."
3519
03:08:33,302 --> 03:08:35,137
- [Natalie] Okay.
- [Brody] Mm. Yeah.
3520
03:08:35,262 --> 03:08:37,556
- [Keller] I, like, read. I love reading.
- [Brody] What kind of books?
3521
03:08:38,473 --> 03:08:40,058
[Keller] Um...
3522
03:08:40,225 --> 03:08:41,852
I like Camille Paglia a lot.
3523
03:08:41,977 --> 03:08:44,646
Okay, cool. Me, too.
3524
03:08:44,771 --> 03:08:46,023
[Keller] Great.
3525
03:08:46,148 --> 03:08:47,941
What's your favourite Paglia book?
3526
03:08:48,984 --> 03:08:50,777
Um... Sexual Personae.
3527
03:08:50,902 --> 03:08:52,279
- I mean, it's like a basic...
- [Brody] Same.
3528
03:08:52,404 --> 03:08:54,197
- That's the only one I've read.
- ..basic choice, but...
3529
03:08:54,323 --> 03:08:55,657
Well, I've read more of them, but...
3530
03:08:55,782 --> 03:08:58,160
Oh, like, what else?
3531
03:08:58,285 --> 03:09:00,662
You're doing, like,
the "name five bands" shit to me.
3532
03:09:00,787 --> 03:09:02,289
- "Name five songs."
- I'm just curious.
3533
03:09:02,414 --> 03:09:04,333
I wanna learn from you, babe.
3534
03:09:04,458 --> 03:09:05,959
[Keller] Okay, well...
3535
03:09:07,794 --> 03:09:10,756
..what was your favourite lesson
that you took from Sexual Personae?
3536
03:09:11,923 --> 03:09:14,718
Ugh, I don't remember any of it.
3537
03:09:14,843 --> 03:09:18,263
[Keller] Maybe that's 'cause
the oestrogen made your memory foggy?
3538
03:09:18,388 --> 03:09:20,599
- Yeah, and I smoke too much weed.
- [Natalie] Oh, my God, be nice to him!
3539
03:09:20,724 --> 03:09:23,101
It's 'cause he smokes weed.
3540
03:09:23,226 --> 03:09:25,520
- Okay...
- [Brody] I liked the part about the...
3541
03:09:25,645 --> 03:09:28,857
the beautiful boy.
I liked learning about that archetype.
3542
03:09:28,982 --> 03:09:32,110
[Keller] 'Cause, do you feel now
like you are a beautiful boy?
3543
03:09:32,235 --> 03:09:34,571
I felt then like I was a beautiful boy.
3544
03:09:34,696 --> 03:09:36,698
- [Keller] When you were a woman?
- Now I feel like an ageing tart.
3545
03:09:36,823 --> 03:09:38,200
You feel like an ageing tart?
3546
03:09:38,325 --> 03:09:40,369
Yeah, I feel like...I feel like ageing.
3547
03:09:40,494 --> 03:09:42,704
- [Keller] But isn't that...
- I need to do facial aerobics.
3548
03:09:42,829 --> 03:09:44,664
[Keller] Isn't that
something good to settle into?
3549
03:09:44,790 --> 03:09:47,167
[Brody] No! I don't...
I don't wanna be old.
3550
03:09:47,292 --> 03:09:50,712
I'm already too old. I wanna die.
I wanted to die young.
3551
03:09:50,837 --> 03:09:53,799
- [Natalie] I think you look great.
- Do... Do you regret that?
3552
03:09:53,924 --> 03:09:55,217
[Brody] What?
3553
03:09:55,342 --> 03:09:58,428
That...you age now.
3554
03:09:58,553 --> 03:10:01,098
- Do I regret it?
- [Circle] Yeah, you weren't...
3555
03:10:01,223 --> 03:10:04,518
you-you set yourself up
to not age in this...
3556
03:10:04,643 --> 03:10:07,687
in this, in this way, now that you...
3557
03:10:07,813 --> 03:10:09,481
decided...not...
3558
03:10:09,606 --> 03:10:11,900
I don't get... Can you, please...?
What do you mean?
3559
03:10:12,025 --> 03:10:14,194
I'm not sure I get the question.
3560
03:10:14,319 --> 03:10:15,987
Like, you-you're on hormones, right?
3561
03:10:16,113 --> 03:10:19,241
- Uh-huh.
- Like, you-you don't age as...
3562
03:10:19,366 --> 03:10:23,245
'Cause you're talking like,
like you're regretting...
3563
03:10:23,370 --> 03:10:25,455
you're ageing as a man.
3564
03:10:25,580 --> 03:10:27,040
- Mm-hm.
- Right?
3565
03:10:27,165 --> 03:10:29,584
- You're going to be bald, you're going...
- [Keller] I'm sure if you aged...
3566
03:10:29,709 --> 03:10:31,670
If you aged as a man,
I think it would be fine.
3567
03:10:31,795 --> 03:10:34,339
I feel like ageing as a man
is better than ageing a woman, too.
3568
03:10:34,464 --> 03:10:37,509
[Brody] Yeah! That... Yeah.
I didn't wanna say it, but that's it.
3569
03:10:37,634 --> 03:10:39,594
- That's... That's...
- So, it's just in general.
3570
03:10:39,719 --> 03:10:40,762
So, just in general...
You don’t wanna age?
3571
03:10:40,887 --> 03:10:43,014
[Brody] Yeah, it's much easier
to be an old man than an old woman.
3572
03:10:43,140 --> 03:10:45,308
That was part of what was fucking with me.
3573
03:10:45,434 --> 03:10:47,769
I was, like, really...
I was thinking about my mother
3574
03:10:47,894 --> 03:10:50,021
and how I didn't really
wanna look anything like her,
3575
03:10:50,147 --> 03:10:51,982
and I was feeling I was about to be...
3576
03:10:52,107 --> 03:10:53,316
[Keller] Do you think
you look like your mother?
3577
03:10:53,442 --> 03:10:54,860
[Circle] I look exactly like my mother.
3578
03:10:54,985 --> 03:10:56,820
[Keller] Right. And how is she ageing?
3579
03:10:58,155 --> 03:10:59,072
- Right.
- Yeah.
3580
03:10:59,197 --> 03:11:00,115
- Right.
- Yeah.
3581
03:11:00,240 --> 03:11:03,285
And how does your father
look while he's ageing?
3582
03:11:03,410 --> 03:11:05,620
He looks great.
3583
03:11:05,745 --> 03:11:07,330
- Bingo!
- It's true.
3584
03:11:07,456 --> 03:11:09,332
- [Keller] Bingo!
- Yeah.
3585
03:11:09,458 --> 03:11:10,584
[Keller] Bingo!
3586
03:11:10,709 --> 03:11:14,087
I'm just saying I'm saying, sometimes...
3587
03:11:14,212 --> 03:11:17,215
people take the hormones
or they do the trans thing,
3588
03:11:17,340 --> 03:11:19,301
and it's, like...
3589
03:11:19,426 --> 03:11:22,053
And what comes of it?
You know, to what end?
3590
03:11:23,013 --> 03:11:24,681
Is what I'm saying.
3591
03:11:26,433 --> 03:11:28,310
One thing I thought
I was gonna do while trans
3592
03:11:28,435 --> 03:11:32,314
was write a Bushwick version
of the Divine Comedy.
3593
03:11:32,439 --> 03:11:34,858
- [Keller] See? Delusional.
- [Natalie chuckles]
3594
03:11:34,983 --> 03:11:37,319
- [Keller] Delusional.
- [Natalie chuckles]
3595
03:11:37,444 --> 03:11:39,571
[Keller] Plain and fucking simple.
3596
03:11:39,696 --> 03:11:42,824
It's, like... It makes you cracked out.
3597
03:11:42,949 --> 03:11:45,535
- Like, living that lifestyle...
- [Brody] No, I think I could've done it.
3598
03:11:45,660 --> 03:11:47,871
I think I could've done it.
I don't know, why are you so cynical?
3599
03:11:47,996 --> 03:11:49,498
How old are you, like, 12?
3600
03:11:49,623 --> 03:11:51,958
- What have you experienced?
- [Keller] I'm 23.
3601
03:11:52,083 --> 03:11:54,669
Okay, well, you look young.
Like, what makes you...
3602
03:11:54,794 --> 03:11:56,505
[Keller] I look young.
You know why I look young?
3603
03:11:56,630 --> 03:11:58,507
[Brody] What makes you so sure
that nothing is possible?
3604
03:11:58,632 --> 03:12:00,425
I don't have hormones fucking ageing me.
3605
03:12:00,550 --> 03:12:04,262
[Brody] No, but why do you have to
just shit on my desire to do...
3606
03:12:04,387 --> 03:12:06,932
to write it like Dante? Who are you?
3607
03:12:07,057 --> 03:12:08,725
[Keller] 'Cause that's retarded!
3608
03:12:08,850 --> 03:12:11,228
Says who?! You're such a ...
3609
03:12:11,353 --> 03:12:13,813
You really... You need...
You need help.
3610
03:12:13,939 --> 03:12:16,316
I thought I was...
I thought I had issues.
3611
03:12:16,441 --> 03:12:18,985
- You really need help.
- You just said you're, like suicidal,
3612
03:12:19,110 --> 03:12:20,695
- and how old are you?
- 38.
3613
03:12:20,820 --> 03:12:23,365
38 and you're suicidal?
3614
03:12:23,490 --> 03:12:26,243
If you wanted to do it,
you would have done it by now.
3615
03:12:26,368 --> 03:12:29,037
- Okay.
- At this point, it's for attention.
3616
03:12:29,162 --> 03:12:30,830
[Natalie laughs]
3617
03:12:30,956 --> 03:12:33,583
- Go easy!
- I can't believe I let you into my house.
3618
03:12:33,708 --> 03:12:35,627
- You... You suck.
- [Keller] You don't live here any more.
3619
03:12:35,752 --> 03:12:38,838
Your personality is bad, bro.
It's really bad.
3620
03:12:38,964 --> 03:12:41,424
Uh, no, I...I live here, yeah.
3621
03:12:41,550 --> 03:12:43,885
- He's figuring it out!
- As long as I have a key, I live here.
3622
03:12:44,010 --> 03:12:46,388
[Keller] Why are you so fucking gaga?
3623
03:12:46,513 --> 03:12:48,014
He's hot.
3624
03:12:48,139 --> 03:12:50,058
You're kind of annoying me.
3625
03:12:51,560 --> 03:12:52,686
All right.
3626
03:12:52,811 --> 03:12:54,813
[They converse indistinctly]
3627
03:12:56,189 --> 03:12:57,649
No, you should stay.
3628
03:12:57,774 --> 03:12:59,276
Circle, you should stay.
3629
03:12:59,401 --> 03:13:01,528
Keller, fuck off.
3630
03:13:01,695 --> 03:13:04,281
Shh, Keller.
Shut the fuck up, bitch.
3631
03:13:04,406 --> 03:13:06,116
[Keller] It's 9:34.
3632
03:13:07,409 --> 03:13:09,744
- Do you like Frank?
- This is Frank?
3633
03:13:09,869 --> 03:13:11,788
This is Frank. This is Marjorie.
3634
03:13:11,913 --> 03:13:13,957
And this one doesn't have a name,
I don't like that one.
3635
03:13:14,082 --> 03:13:17,586
Yeah, Frank's cute.
Kind of like, um...
3636
03:13:17,711 --> 03:13:19,963
fucked up, a little bit.
3637
03:13:20,088 --> 03:13:21,965
- Yeah.
- Do you, like, cuddle with him?
3638
03:13:22,090 --> 03:13:24,884
- He used to be like an outside toy...
- These two are, like, gonna fuck, obviously.
3639
03:13:25,010 --> 03:13:28,597
I feel like, with this whore
and this fucking ageing tranny,
3640
03:13:28,722 --> 03:13:32,225
I just think we can figure it out.
We can go somewhere else.
3641
03:13:32,350 --> 03:13:34,269
- [Brody] We did, yeah.
- [Natalie] Wait, actually?
3642
03:13:34,394 --> 03:13:37,731
[Indistinct, overlapping dialogue]
3643
03:13:37,856 --> 03:13:40,525
But then why did this one get,
like, the special treatment to come here?
3644
03:13:40,650 --> 03:13:42,319
Oh...I forget.
3645
03:13:42,444 --> 03:13:44,070
I think it was...
3646
03:13:44,195 --> 03:13:46,364
It was just, like, a change.
Like, every couple years,
3647
03:13:46,489 --> 03:13:49,701
we changed the outside toys
for inside toys.
3648
03:13:49,826 --> 03:13:51,995
And some of the outside toys
were so destroyed...
3649
03:13:52,120 --> 03:13:54,748
I'm serious, the depression
starts to atrophy into your brain.
3650
03:13:54,873 --> 03:13:56,499
You wanted...
You wanted to come here.
3651
03:13:56,625 --> 03:13:59,544
- I-I don't...
- Well, I thought maybe he could, like...
3652
03:13:59,669 --> 03:14:01,379
I don't know, find some common ground
with me or with you.
3653
03:14:01,504 --> 03:14:03,173
He seems... He seems cool.
3654
03:14:03,298 --> 03:14:08,053
I like, you know...
He obviously is very knowledgeable, right?
3655
03:14:08,178 --> 03:14:09,971
[Brody]
This is one you can really talk to.
3656
03:14:10,096 --> 03:14:12,098
But, like...
3657
03:14:12,223 --> 03:14:13,642
Come on, you wanted me...
3658
03:14:13,767 --> 03:14:15,935
you wanted me to come here,
and we came all the way.
3659
03:14:16,061 --> 03:14:18,688
[Keller] Well, we can go somewhere else.
We can go somewhere else.
3660
03:14:18,813 --> 03:14:22,067
- You just met them? Doing what?
- I was just like “it’s a day in New York.”
3661
03:14:22,192 --> 03:14:23,401
Oh, from where?
3662
03:14:23,526 --> 03:14:26,696
- Yeah... I’m from BC. British Columbia.
- Where'd you come from?
3663
03:14:26,821 --> 03:14:28,531
- Oh, whoa, you're Canadian?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
3664
03:14:28,657 --> 03:14:30,408
I haven't heard your accent yet.
3665
03:14:30,533 --> 03:14:32,827
Oh! Yeah, I guess I don't have one.
3666
03:14:32,952 --> 03:14:34,788
- [Brody] No, but you might.
- Maybe it'll come out.
3667
03:14:34,913 --> 03:14:36,790
Yeah, there's, like, a little...
I'm sure there’s a word or two..
3668
03:14:36,915 --> 03:14:39,542
- Don't hold back, okay?
- Maybe if I say "aboot" or something.
3669
03:14:39,668 --> 03:14:42,170
Yeah, but that... No, now you're making...
Now you're doing a joke,
3670
03:14:42,295 --> 03:14:43,880
- you're doing a bit.
- Yeah.
3671
03:14:44,005 --> 03:14:45,882
- Do you think I have an accent?
- No.
3672
03:14:46,007 --> 03:14:48,218
[Circle] I just, I...
3673
03:14:48,343 --> 03:14:51,971
I don't know how hungry I...
It's just, it's nice...
3674
03:14:52,097 --> 03:14:54,432
I... I had a hot dog earlier...
3675
03:14:54,557 --> 03:14:57,727
I... It's, like...
3676
03:14:57,852 --> 03:15:00,563
A hot dog, you know.
I had a hot dog.
3677
03:15:00,689 --> 03:15:02,816
- [Brody] Are you like neurotypical?
- [Keller] What did you have on a hot dog?
3678
03:15:02,941 --> 03:15:04,859
- [Natalie] I'm, like, completely normal.
- [Brody] Really?
3679
03:15:04,984 --> 03:15:06,778
- Just plain.
- [Brody] You have nothing wrong with you?
3680
03:15:06,903 --> 03:15:09,698
- Just plain.
- Just hot dog in a bun?
3681
03:15:10,699 --> 03:15:12,742
- Well... It was...
- [Brody] You want to go to the club right now?
3682
03:15:12,867 --> 03:15:14,411
Um...
3683
03:15:14,536 --> 03:15:17,205
- Just...
- A little ketchup, a little mustard?
3684
03:15:17,330 --> 03:15:19,290
I wouldn't put ketchup on it, right?
3685
03:15:19,416 --> 03:15:21,793
You can't...
You can't put the ketchup on it!
3686
03:15:21,918 --> 03:15:24,754
- It sucks, it's so...
- [Keller] I love ketchup!
3687
03:15:24,879 --> 03:15:26,798
[Circle] You're not supposed...
You're not supposed to put it on.
3688
03:15:26,923 --> 03:15:27,924
[Keller] A hot dog?
3689
03:15:28,049 --> 03:15:31,094
[Circle] No, it's, like, we do...
You know, it's, like, mustard...
3690
03:15:31,219 --> 03:15:33,304
- onion relish...
- [Keller] Ketchup.
3691
03:15:33,430 --> 03:15:35,640
[Circle] No, like, seriously, seriously.
3692
03:15:35,765 --> 03:15:37,892
[Keller] What did you have...?
Did you onion relish on yours?
3693
03:15:38,017 --> 03:15:39,394
- [Circle] No!
- [Keller] What did you have on it?
3694
03:15:39,519 --> 03:15:40,979
[Circle] There's nothing.
There's nothing on it.
3695
03:15:41,104 --> 03:15:42,939
- [Keller] Just a bun?
- [Circle] Not even...! There's no bun.
3696
03:15:43,064 --> 03:15:44,566
- [Keller] You just ate...
- [Circle] Just a hot dog.
3697
03:15:44,691 --> 03:15:46,359
- [Keller] You just ate hot dog meat?
- I just...
3698
03:15:46,484 --> 03:15:48,069
You just ate a weenie?
You just ate hot dog meat?
3699
03:15:48,194 --> 03:15:49,863
[Circle] I just ate a weenie.
3700
03:15:49,988 --> 03:15:51,906
[Keller] We should go get food somewhere!
3701
03:15:52,031 --> 03:15:54,951
- [She inhales]
- I just ate a weenie. Uh...
3702
03:15:55,076 --> 03:15:57,287
[Keller] We should go get you
food somewhere that's not a weenie.
3703
03:15:57,412 --> 03:15:59,080
- Let me use the bathroom first.
- Okay.
3704
03:15:59,205 --> 03:16:02,041
And then we'll go.
3705
03:16:02,167 --> 03:16:04,961
We can get you food that's not a weenie.
3706
03:16:05,086 --> 03:16:07,338
Like, a loose sausage link.
3707
03:16:08,757 --> 03:16:13,386
Make sure that he doesn't, like,
flip out and start, like, stabbing her.
3708
03:16:13,511 --> 03:16:15,054
[Both laugh]
3709
03:16:16,639 --> 03:16:18,892
[Circle] He's, like,
fucking, like, Ted Bundy.
3710
03:16:19,017 --> 03:16:20,560
[Circle laughs]
3711
03:16:22,729 --> 03:16:25,190
- I'll be right back.
- Don't leave me.
3712
03:16:25,315 --> 03:16:27,317
[Indistinct conversation]
3713
03:16:35,450 --> 03:16:37,118
- [Brody] What's up?
- [Door shuts]
3714
03:16:37,243 --> 03:16:39,954
Just waiting for Circle
to get back from the bathroom.
3715
03:16:40,079 --> 03:16:42,123
[Brody] Are you guys...?
What's...? What's your vibe?
3716
03:16:42,248 --> 03:16:43,833
[Natalie] Are you gonna leave?
3717
03:16:43,958 --> 03:16:46,044
Yeah, we're probably
gonna go get food somewhere.
3718
03:16:46,169 --> 03:16:48,004
Where are you gonna go?
3719
03:16:49,005 --> 03:16:51,508
[Keller] There's lots of places
to eat here today.
3720
03:17:00,308 --> 03:17:01,976
- [Clatter]
- [Keller] Shit.
3721
03:17:02,101 --> 03:17:04,979
- I'm sorry, my phone fell behind the bed.
- [Natalie wheezes, chuckles]
3722
03:17:05,104 --> 03:17:06,981
[Keller] You guys
just do whatever you want.
3723
03:17:07,106 --> 03:17:09,025
She's so fucking annoying.
3724
03:17:09,150 --> 03:17:10,443
Just go away.
3725
03:17:10,568 --> 03:17:12,362
[Keller] I can't...
I'm sorry, I can't reach my phone...
3726
03:17:12,487 --> 03:17:14,155
[Natalie stifles laughter]
3727
03:17:14,280 --> 03:17:16,115
[Door opens]
3728
03:17:17,575 --> 03:17:19,994
- Are you ready to go...?
- [Circle] Are you good?
3729
03:17:20,119 --> 03:17:22,789
[Natalie stifles laughter]
3730
03:17:22,914 --> 03:17:24,916
[Circle] Here. Um...
3731
03:17:25,041 --> 03:17:28,837
I think we're gonna go...
We're gonna get a cheeseburger.
3732
03:17:28,962 --> 03:17:30,880
[Brody] Okay. Good seeing you.
3733
03:17:31,005 --> 03:17:33,842
- [Keller] Yeah, really fucking awesome.
- Bye!
3734
03:17:33,967 --> 03:17:35,552
[Door shuts]
3735
03:17:49,357 --> 03:17:51,359
[Faint chatter, music]
3736
03:18:52,962 --> 03:18:54,964
[Heavy breathing]
3737
03:19:04,807 --> 03:19:07,185
[Heavy breathing intensifies]
3738
03:19:18,529 --> 03:19:20,531
[Keller chuckles]
3739
03:19:26,204 --> 03:19:28,206
[Muffled banging, in distance]
3740
03:19:30,166 --> 03:19:32,502
[Keller] Was that gunshots or fireworks?
3741
03:19:37,548 --> 03:19:40,259
- [Circle] It's probably gunshots.
- [Keller] Yeah.
3742
03:19:43,846 --> 03:19:45,348
[Circle] Fuck!
3743
03:19:45,473 --> 03:19:47,350
[Keller] Oh, my God.
3744
03:19:47,475 --> 03:19:49,477
- Oh, shit!
- [Keller chuckles]
3745
03:19:49,602 --> 03:19:50,895
[Circle] Fuck!
3746
03:19:51,020 --> 03:19:53,564
[Keller] Why did you get extra mayo?
3747
03:19:53,690 --> 03:19:55,400
That's okay.
3748
03:19:56,985 --> 03:19:59,988
- It's too much hair.
- [Circle] Mm.
3749
03:20:08,413 --> 03:20:10,665
Eat slowly, eat slowly.
3750
03:20:41,404 --> 03:20:42,488
[Circle chuckles]
3751
03:20:42,613 --> 03:20:44,866
- [Keller] Did you get napkins?
- [Circle] No.
3752
03:20:44,991 --> 03:20:47,994
- [Keller] You have lettuce on your leg.
- [Circle chuckles]
3753
03:20:48,119 --> 03:20:49,662
[Keller] There.
3754
03:20:49,787 --> 03:20:51,789
[Siren wails, in distance]
3755
03:21:16,606 --> 03:21:18,149
[Circle] You?
3756
03:21:18,274 --> 03:21:20,485
[Keller] It's all for you.
3757
03:21:39,545 --> 03:21:42,090
When was the last time
you had one of those?
3758
03:21:43,549 --> 03:21:44,801
[Circle chuckles]
3759
03:21:44,926 --> 03:21:46,594
[Keller] Okay. Chew.
3760
03:21:48,513 --> 03:21:50,515
[Both chuckle]
3761
03:21:52,600 --> 03:21:55,144
- [Circle] It's sort of been a minute.
- [Keller] It's okay.
3762
03:21:55,269 --> 03:21:57,396
[Circle] I've been wanting
one of these for so long.
3763
03:21:57,522 --> 03:22:00,608
- [Keller] I can tell! I can tell.
- [Circle] Yeah?
3764
03:22:19,210 --> 03:22:21,671
[Keller] You still have some on your...
3765
03:22:21,796 --> 03:22:24,465
on your leg. Want to get that?
3766
03:22:24,590 --> 03:22:26,134
Okay.
3767
03:22:26,259 --> 03:22:28,970
- Oh, my God, you got two!
- [Circle chuckles]
3768
03:22:29,095 --> 03:22:31,347
- Really hungry.
- [Keller] Okay.
3769
03:22:31,472 --> 03:22:33,307
Are there napkins in the bag?
3770
03:22:38,146 --> 03:22:40,481
There's sauce on 'em.
3771
03:22:40,606 --> 03:22:42,525
Have some of those.
3772
03:23:04,755 --> 03:23:06,632
[She retches, coughs]
3773
03:23:11,429 --> 03:23:13,306
[She retches, coughs]
3774
03:23:16,017 --> 03:23:17,685
[She splutters]
3775
03:23:17,810 --> 03:23:19,645
[She coughs]
3776
03:23:24,901 --> 03:23:26,903
[She coughs]
3777
03:23:28,112 --> 03:23:29,697
[She retches]
3778
03:23:30,990 --> 03:23:32,992
[She inhales]
3779
03:23:33,117 --> 03:23:35,119
[She splutters, spits]
3780
03:23:36,662 --> 03:23:38,497
[She coughs, inhales]
3781
03:23:39,582 --> 03:23:42,043
[She groans, inhales]
3782
03:23:42,168 --> 03:23:43,961
Keller?
3783
03:23:44,086 --> 03:23:45,630
- [Keller] Yeah?
- Keller, I think I'm okay.
3784
03:23:45,755 --> 03:23:48,341
I don't think I'm gonna puke.
I think I'm fine.
3785
03:23:49,967 --> 03:23:51,427
[Keller] Okay.
3786
03:23:51,552 --> 03:23:53,387
I don't really wanna go over there, but...
3787
03:23:53,512 --> 03:23:55,514
No, no, I'm not gonna...
I'm not gonna puke. I'm okay.
3788
03:23:55,640 --> 03:23:57,558
[Keller] 'Cause it seems like
you're gonna puke, so...
3789
03:23:57,683 --> 03:24:00,311
- No, no, no, no, no.
- I don't wanna get it on my shoes.
3790
03:24:00,436 --> 03:24:02,605
No, I'm not...
I'm not gonna puke.
3791
03:24:04,982 --> 03:24:08,110
Let's... Let's just go...
Let's go back to, um, the...
3792
03:24:08,236 --> 03:24:10,238
the place, um, the centre.
3793
03:24:10,363 --> 03:24:12,782
[Keller] Okay, I'm gonna make you walk,
like, two feet in front of me.
3794
03:24:12,907 --> 03:24:15,952
- Okay.
- I don't wanna be in the splash zone.
3795
03:24:16,077 --> 03:24:18,037
[Circle] No, I'm... I'm okay.
3796
03:24:19,538 --> 03:24:22,083
- Okay. It was, like...
- I'm a good... I'm a good boy!
3797
03:24:22,208 --> 03:24:23,793
- [Keller] Yeah, it was very...
- I'm not gonna...
3798
03:24:23,918 --> 03:24:25,670
I'm not gonna puke on you.
3799
03:24:25,795 --> 03:24:28,506
Female trait.
It was very boy, what you just did.
3800
03:24:28,631 --> 03:24:31,717
You sure you wanna go back?
3801
03:24:31,842 --> 03:24:34,470
Yeah, I just gotta...
I have, like, some stuff there.
3802
03:24:34,595 --> 03:24:36,472
- Grab my cup.
- Okay.
3803
03:24:36,597 --> 03:24:38,599
Um... But...
3804
03:24:40,268 --> 03:24:43,813
Yeah, it was really nice to...
What if we...?
3805
03:24:43,938 --> 03:24:46,232
I can keep...hanging out.
3806
03:24:46,357 --> 03:24:48,985
Yeah, like, I'll just be,
I'll probably be a little bit.
3807
03:24:49,110 --> 03:24:51,404
I'm gonna say goodbye to some people.
3808
03:24:51,529 --> 03:24:52,989
Um...
3809
03:24:53,114 --> 03:24:56,200
We can meet at, like, Cobra...
3810
03:24:56,325 --> 03:24:59,161
- Yeah.
- ..after, and I'll be there in a while.
3811
03:24:59,287 --> 03:25:00,788
Um...
3812
03:25:03,165 --> 03:25:05,293
Yeah. So... Yeah.
3813
03:25:05,418 --> 03:25:08,004
- Okay.
- Oh!
3814
03:25:08,129 --> 03:25:11,132
- Sorry, I'm bad with the...
- It's okay.
3815
03:25:11,257 --> 03:25:13,009
Um...
3816
03:25:16,178 --> 03:25:18,472
How long do you think you'll be?
3817
03:25:18,597 --> 03:25:20,182
Just, like...
3818
03:25:20,308 --> 03:25:22,727
30 minutes, like an hour.
Something like that. Yeah.
3819
03:25:22,852 --> 03:25:24,520
- Okay.
- [Circle] Yeah.
3820
03:25:24,645 --> 03:25:27,523
- Yeah, I don't have anywhere to be.
- [Circle] Okay. All right.
3821
03:25:29,483 --> 03:25:31,402
- I'll see you.
- [Keller] Okay, I'll see you.
3822
03:25:31,527 --> 03:25:33,487
[Circle] Yeah, I'll be there.
3823
03:25:41,579 --> 03:25:44,248
- Hey, um...
- Look who's back.
3824
03:25:44,373 --> 03:25:46,959
[Circle] I was just gonna...
3825
03:25:47,084 --> 03:25:48,336
Um...
3826
03:25:48,461 --> 03:25:53,466
Do you think I can go in and just, like,
grab my cup and stuff and blanket?
3827
03:25:53,591 --> 03:25:56,844
- [Meredith] Your cup?
- [Circle] Yeah, my cup, yeah.
3828
03:25:58,596 --> 03:25:59,972
[She inhales]
3829
03:26:00,097 --> 03:26:02,558
So, what, you're gonna go out
and get some fucking bio-pussy
3830
03:26:02,683 --> 03:26:04,560
and you think she's gonna save you?
3831
03:26:04,685 --> 03:26:07,688
'Cause, fucking spoiler, she doesn't.
3832
03:26:07,813 --> 03:26:10,649
I... It's just somebody I met...
I met today.
3833
03:26:10,775 --> 03:26:12,777
I didn't... There is no...
3834
03:26:14,320 --> 03:26:16,072
[Meredith] Listen, I...
3835
03:26:18,991 --> 03:26:20,409
[She inhales]
3836
03:26:20,534 --> 03:26:23,245
I get it, Circle. Okay? I do.
3837
03:26:23,371 --> 03:26:25,456
- I-I know...
- [Circle] Meredith, don't...
3838
03:26:25,581 --> 03:26:30,044
..how fucked it is down there.
Like, the...
3839
03:26:30,169 --> 03:26:33,339
the constant questionable sex shit
3840
03:26:33,464 --> 03:26:35,549
and the constant ketamine
3841
03:26:35,674 --> 03:26:38,803
and the...fucked-up, like,
3842
03:26:38,928 --> 03:26:41,430
backwards accountability shit.
3843
03:26:41,555 --> 03:26:44,683
Like, and I know I'm complicit in that,
3844
03:26:44,809 --> 03:26:47,812
from being down there,
and I'm sorry, I am,
3845
03:26:47,937 --> 03:26:51,982
but that's...
that's the fucking best we can get,
3846
03:26:52,108 --> 03:26:54,777
as...as trans women,
that's the best case scenario.
3847
03:26:54,902 --> 03:26:59,824
Like...the thing about
the fucking found-family thing
3848
03:26:59,949 --> 03:27:03,577
is that it comes
with the annoying little sister
3849
03:27:03,702 --> 03:27:06,247
and the rapey uncle, and all the shit,
3850
03:27:06,372 --> 03:27:09,458
all the baggage
that comes with a real family.
3851
03:27:09,583 --> 03:27:12,586
And it sucks, but that's what it is.
3852
03:27:12,711 --> 03:27:16,132
And I'm fucking...what?
3853
03:27:16,257 --> 03:27:19,468
The-the-the weird, gross cousin?
3854
03:27:19,593 --> 03:27:21,303
Like...
3855
03:27:21,429 --> 03:27:23,639
I know I'm the clockiest one down there...
3856
03:27:23,764 --> 03:27:25,683
- [Circle] No, don't...
- ..and I know my vibes are fucking...
3857
03:27:25,808 --> 03:27:27,977
No, I know my vibes are fucking off.
3858
03:27:28,102 --> 03:27:30,146
And I know that makes me
an outlier down there,
3859
03:27:30,271 --> 03:27:34,150
but do you know
how much worse it is up here,
3860
03:27:34,275 --> 03:27:37,820
to be on the outside as that...
3861
03:27:37,945 --> 03:27:40,656
off-putting fucking brick?!
3862
03:27:40,781 --> 03:27:43,492
So, I have to be down there.
3863
03:27:43,617 --> 03:27:46,871
But...I was...
3864
03:27:46,996 --> 03:27:49,623
I felt fucking insane until you showed up.
3865
03:27:49,748 --> 03:27:52,877
Because you're the only
other one that, like...
3866
03:27:54,003 --> 03:27:56,630
..sees how fucked this all is.
3867
03:27:56,755 --> 03:27:58,507
And...
3868
03:27:58,632 --> 03:28:00,885
so....
3869
03:28:01,010 --> 03:28:04,388
maybe you don't need to be there,
but I need you there.
3870
03:28:04,513 --> 03:28:07,850
- Just, please.
- [Circle] Look, I just... I just...
3871
03:28:07,975 --> 03:28:10,519
I just wanna grab my stuff.
3872
03:28:10,644 --> 03:28:13,063
I just wanna...
3873
03:28:13,189 --> 03:28:16,275
I don't...
This isn't right for me. This isn't...
3874
03:28:17,526 --> 03:28:19,361
Um...
3875
03:28:19,487 --> 03:28:22,114
I-I need to keep moving.
3876
03:28:22,239 --> 03:28:24,241
I need to...
3877
03:28:27,912 --> 03:28:30,581
- [Meredith] You sure?
- Yeah.
3878
03:28:36,086 --> 03:28:38,339
Okay. Okay!
3879
03:29:08,994 --> 03:29:10,412
[Roxie] Come here.
3880
03:29:12,498 --> 03:29:15,209
You were out past curfew.
3881
03:29:15,334 --> 03:29:17,086
You're grounded.
3882
03:29:17,211 --> 03:29:18,671
I'm just kidding.
3883
03:29:18,796 --> 03:29:21,674
We call this the Daddy Mask...
3884
03:29:21,799 --> 03:29:23,384
because...
3885
03:29:23,509 --> 03:29:27,471
there's something a little patriarchal
about authority, isn't there?
3886
03:29:27,596 --> 03:29:32,560
And it tends to scare people,
so we just use this to kind of show...
3887
03:29:32,685 --> 03:29:36,564
that this isn't me, the person in charge.
3888
03:29:36,689 --> 03:29:38,107
- We all share it...
- Yeah.
3889
03:29:38,232 --> 03:29:40,150
..take turns wearing it.
3890
03:29:40,276 --> 03:29:41,735
There's nothing to worry about.
3891
03:29:43,112 --> 03:29:45,114
I'm Roxie.
3892
03:29:45,239 --> 03:29:46,907
Nice to meet you.
3893
03:29:49,285 --> 03:29:51,704
So, I heard that you wanted to...leave.
3894
03:29:53,330 --> 03:29:55,499
- [Circle] Yeah! Yeah, I don't... I...
- Why is that?
3895
03:29:57,084 --> 03:29:58,168
Um...
3896
03:29:58,294 --> 03:30:00,921
[Roxie] Come here.
Let me show you something.
3897
03:30:01,046 --> 03:30:04,341
Some of these people
wanted to leave as well.
3898
03:30:04,466 --> 03:30:07,303
And look how happy they are.
3899
03:30:07,428 --> 03:30:09,263
We're all held together, like...
3900
03:30:09,388 --> 03:30:11,974
like an atom, you know?
3901
03:30:12,099 --> 03:30:14,268
Like a molecule.
3902
03:30:14,393 --> 03:30:16,687
There's nothing stronger than trust.
3903
03:30:16,812 --> 03:30:18,272
It's what holds us together.
3904
03:30:18,397 --> 03:30:21,066
And when you say wanna join up...
3905
03:30:21,191 --> 03:30:23,569
and then say you wanna leave...
3906
03:30:24,778 --> 03:30:26,780
..it's like a nuclear explosion.
3907
03:30:27,948 --> 03:30:29,658
Do you know what I mean?
3908
03:30:29,783 --> 03:30:31,994
[Circle] Yeah, I just thought...
I was under the impression
3909
03:30:32,119 --> 03:30:34,663
this...this was, you know, I'm...
3910
03:30:34,788 --> 03:30:36,498
You can't hold me here, right,
3911
03:30:36,624 --> 03:30:38,334
- as, like, a....
- [Roxie] We would never hold you here.
3912
03:30:38,459 --> 03:30:41,211
Devon...do you wanna explain?
3913
03:30:43,631 --> 03:30:48,344
Circle, it's honestly pretty hard for me
to even wanna look at you right now.
3914
03:30:50,346 --> 03:30:52,598
Do you even understand...
3915
03:30:52,723 --> 03:30:55,601
what everyone is feeling in this moment?
3916
03:30:58,354 --> 03:30:59,855
I mean, I...
3917
03:31:00,856 --> 03:31:03,901
- [Circle stammers]
- [Devon] You broke our heart.
3918
03:31:04,026 --> 03:31:06,570
All of us, Circle.
3919
03:31:08,405 --> 03:31:12,284
When I was having bad dreams about you
the other day, I should have known.
3920
03:31:14,620 --> 03:31:16,872
You broke the unity.
3921
03:31:16,997 --> 03:31:18,749
You don't wanna drink from the same cup?
3922
03:31:18,874 --> 03:31:20,668
- You sound fucking crazy.
- [Devon] You don't wanna be filled up
3923
03:31:20,793 --> 03:31:23,712
with everything we have to offer?
3924
03:31:23,837 --> 03:31:26,507
I don't understand, what is it?
3925
03:31:26,632 --> 03:31:28,133
Do you want more?
3926
03:31:28,258 --> 03:31:32,888
Do you want more, more hot dogs,
more ketamine, more life? What is it?
3927
03:31:33,013 --> 03:31:36,600
You don't like us?
You don't like how we do things here.
3928
03:31:37,851 --> 03:31:39,937
[Circle] There's no way
you actually, like...
3929
03:31:41,146 --> 03:31:42,606
..believe any of this, right?
3930
03:31:42,731 --> 03:31:45,526
Circle, I wanna be very clear right now,
3931
03:31:45,651 --> 03:31:48,654
- you're not in trouble.
- [Roxie] Eclipse?
3932
03:32:06,588 --> 03:32:08,716
Circle, my love...
3933
03:32:13,137 --> 03:32:16,306
..I am...here...
3934
03:32:19,393 --> 03:32:21,478
..as vulnerable...
3935
03:32:24,481 --> 03:32:27,025
..as you were when I met you...
3936
03:32:30,487 --> 03:32:32,197
..to say...
3937
03:32:39,163 --> 03:32:41,165
..I understand.
3938
03:32:45,085 --> 03:32:47,629
I forgive you.
3939
03:32:47,755 --> 03:32:49,047
[Circle] Look, I just... I just wanna...
3940
03:32:49,173 --> 03:32:50,507
- I...
- I just wanna...
3941
03:32:50,632 --> 03:32:52,593
- I...I understand.
- I just wanna...
3942
03:32:52,718 --> 03:32:54,678
[Eclipse] I forgive you.
3943
03:32:54,803 --> 03:32:56,847
I forgive you for that.
3944
03:32:56,972 --> 03:32:58,766
So, you wanna go...
3945
03:32:58,891 --> 03:33:01,435
- is what you're saying?
- Yeah. Yeah, I wanna...
3946
03:33:01,560 --> 03:33:04,438
- I wanna go...
- [Justice] I'm just gonna step in here.
3947
03:33:04,563 --> 03:33:06,315
Come here. All right, so,
3948
03:33:06,440 --> 03:33:09,026
I-I understand you wanna get...
you wanna get out of here.
3949
03:33:09,151 --> 03:33:11,779
And I totally understand that,
because this place is a shithole.
3950
03:33:11,904 --> 03:33:13,697
I mean, it smells like ass.
3951
03:33:13,822 --> 03:33:17,075
And you're a very beautiful young woman,
so you wanna hit the streets.
3952
03:33:18,243 --> 03:33:21,246
I've got a contract here.
All you need to do is sign it.
3953
03:33:21,371 --> 03:33:23,415
It's 100% legal.
3954
03:33:23,540 --> 03:33:27,044
- Uh, I'm on your side.
- [Circle] What is it?
3955
03:33:27,169 --> 03:33:30,005
It's a totally... It's a...
It's basically just that,
3956
03:33:30,130 --> 03:33:31,465
out there on the streets,
3957
03:33:31,590 --> 03:33:33,884
you're not gonna say a word
about what goes down here,
3958
03:33:34,009 --> 03:33:35,969
because it'd be sort of like
telling a little kid
3959
03:33:36,094 --> 03:33:38,639
that there's no Santa Claus, you know?
3960
03:33:38,764 --> 03:33:41,475
So, I want you...
I want you to feel...
3961
03:33:41,600 --> 03:33:46,146
I want you to feel like,
when you step out from this room today,
3962
03:33:46,271 --> 03:33:48,899
your body is free.
3963
03:33:50,984 --> 03:33:52,236
Uh, yeah.
3964
03:33:52,361 --> 03:33:55,197
So, signing right here, and this is...
Roxie and I have gone over this...
3965
03:33:56,490 --> 03:33:58,242
- Mm-hm.
- ..and this is the best way to do it,
3966
03:33:58,367 --> 03:34:01,829
because, uh, basically,
you get to continue your life...
3967
03:34:01,954 --> 03:34:04,039
and you just never have
to talk about any of this bullshit.
3968
03:34:04,164 --> 03:34:06,083
It's for all of our safety.
3969
03:34:06,208 --> 03:34:08,836
- Yeah. Yeah.
- Yours, too, you understand?
3970
03:34:08,961 --> 03:34:11,338
Yeah, I...
3971
03:34:12,881 --> 03:34:14,049
[Justice] That's good.
3972
03:34:14,174 --> 03:34:17,052
- Just, uh, dotted line.
- [Circle] Yeah.
3973
03:34:17,177 --> 03:34:18,512
Does that pen work?
3974
03:34:18,637 --> 03:34:21,765
I got another one.
You always have to have two pens.
3975
03:34:24,351 --> 03:34:26,103
There you go.
3976
03:34:26,228 --> 03:34:27,521
That's great.
3977
03:34:27,646 --> 03:34:30,315
Polygon was...very disappointed.
3978
03:34:32,442 --> 03:34:34,778
- [Cane clacks]
- Oh! Fuck!
3979
03:34:35,863 --> 03:34:37,489
[Roxie] Why don't you strip?
3980
03:34:37,614 --> 03:34:39,116
- What?
- [Roxie] Strip!
3981
03:34:39,241 --> 03:34:40,993
Fuck!
3982
03:34:41,118 --> 03:34:43,287
- Strip!
- Fuck...
3983
03:34:43,412 --> 03:34:44,621
Strip.
3984
03:34:44,746 --> 03:34:46,957
- [Sophia] Strip.
- [Penelope] Strip.
3985
03:34:47,082 --> 03:34:48,166
[Rachel] Strip!
3986
03:34:48,292 --> 03:34:50,669
[All] Strip! Strip! Strip!
3987
03:34:50,794 --> 03:34:53,881
Strip! Strip! Strip! Strip!
3988
03:34:54,006 --> 03:34:57,801
- Strip! Strip! Strip! Strip! Strip! Strip!
- [Valerie] What are you doing with people clothes?
3989
03:34:57,926 --> 03:35:00,971
Strip! Strip! Strip! Strip! Strip!
3990
03:35:01,096 --> 03:35:03,098
Strip! Strip! Strip!
3991
03:35:03,223 --> 03:35:05,851
Strip! Strip! Strip! Strip!
3992
03:35:05,976 --> 03:35:07,811
Strip! Strip! Strip! Strip!
3993
03:35:07,936 --> 03:35:10,188
[Sophia] Fucking bitch!
3994
03:35:10,314 --> 03:35:12,274
[Valerie] That's better.
3995
03:35:23,619 --> 03:35:26,413
I forgive you...for this.
3996
03:35:30,375 --> 03:35:32,544
[Rachel whimpers]
3997
03:35:32,669 --> 03:35:34,963
[Cult members bark]
3998
03:35:36,214 --> 03:35:40,427
[Meredith] Please, just do what they say.
Please, please, just do what they say.
3999
03:35:40,552 --> 03:35:43,180
[Cult members laugh, bark]
4000
03:35:43,305 --> 03:35:45,515
- [Valerie] Fucking faggot.
- [Penelope] Fucking pathetic.
4001
03:35:45,641 --> 03:35:48,143
[Cult members growl]
4002
03:35:48,268 --> 03:35:50,687
[Cage clatters]
4003
03:35:50,812 --> 03:35:52,522
[Valerie] You're lucky...
4004
03:35:52,648 --> 03:35:54,775
to be experiencing this.
4005
03:35:56,109 --> 03:35:59,821
[Valerie] Usually people don't have
to be accountable for things.
4006
03:36:02,157 --> 03:36:05,077
[Justice] This is real freedom.
This is real freedom,
4007
03:36:05,202 --> 03:36:08,163
because your soul is free,
but your body stays here.
4008
03:36:08,288 --> 03:36:09,581
It's, uh...
4009
03:36:09,706 --> 03:36:12,626
- You get to be part of this forever now.
- [Valerie] Don't you know how to read?
4010
03:36:18,048 --> 03:36:21,009
[Cult members growl, bark]
4011
03:36:36,316 --> 03:36:38,360
[Growling, barking continue]
4012
03:36:38,485 --> 03:36:40,404
[Valerie hisses]
4013
03:36:43,615 --> 03:36:45,409
[Sophia] Too good for you.
4014
03:36:47,619 --> 03:36:51,373
- [Devon] You can have two today.
- [Rachel] Lucky dog.
4015
03:36:53,375 --> 03:36:55,794
[Casper] Who's a good dog?
4016
03:36:55,919 --> 03:36:57,713
[Valerie]
Here I thought we were all equal.
4017
03:36:57,838 --> 03:37:00,173
- Don’t you?
- [Rachel] Wouldn’t want you to be too happy.
4018
03:37:08,974 --> 03:37:11,935
You have your food, your water...
4019
03:37:12,060 --> 03:37:14,354
and another.
4020
03:37:14,479 --> 03:37:16,314
[Cage clacks, rattles]
4021
03:37:16,440 --> 03:37:18,316
[Sophia] This is your redemption.
4022
03:37:22,612 --> 03:37:26,033
[Devon] You're finally getting
to sleep alone, like you wanted.
4023
03:37:27,159 --> 03:37:29,161
[Circle breathes shakily]
4024
03:37:30,370 --> 03:37:32,372
[Intense, distorted hum]
4025
03:37:58,565 --> 03:38:00,567
[Hum fades]
4026
03:38:03,403 --> 03:38:05,030
[Circle] Fuck!
4027
03:38:07,407 --> 03:38:10,243
[Justice] This is gonna be
a really heart-warming story
4028
03:38:10,368 --> 03:38:12,496
in a couple of years, okay?
- [Circle] God!
4029
03:38:13,955 --> 03:38:17,000
You signed a really beautiful
piece of literature.
4030
03:38:17,125 --> 03:38:19,920
It took us a long time to write it.
- [Circle] What the fuck is your problem?
4031
03:38:20,045 --> 03:38:22,380
But your soul is free.
4032
03:38:22,506 --> 03:38:23,882
But your body...has to stay here.
4033
03:38:24,007 --> 03:38:27,219
I mean, that's not...that's not real.
That's not...
4034
03:38:27,344 --> 03:38:29,554
That's not how things work.
4035
03:38:30,680 --> 03:38:33,600
That's not how the fuck they work, right?
4036
03:38:33,725 --> 03:38:35,936
Because when you sign a contract,
4037
03:38:36,061 --> 03:38:39,439
then, uh...
this becomes possible, right?
4038
03:38:42,734 --> 03:38:44,486
[Eclipse] Come here.
4039
03:38:44,611 --> 03:38:47,322
Fingers. Giver us your fingers.
4040
03:38:53,787 --> 03:38:55,789
[Devon] Circle, we really missed you.
4041
03:38:55,914 --> 03:38:57,749
[Circle] Fuck off.
4042
03:38:57,874 --> 03:39:01,169
This is fucking nuts.
What the fuck is wrong with you people?
4043
03:39:01,294 --> 03:39:03,338
[Valerie] Permission to speak?
4044
03:39:03,463 --> 03:39:07,259
So, I think...
Circle has made all of us suffer,
4045
03:39:07,384 --> 03:39:10,470
so clap if you think she should suffer.
4046
03:39:15,016 --> 03:39:16,977
[Sophia] See, we give you praise.
4047
03:39:19,354 --> 03:39:22,107
[Rachel] I can't believe you ditched me
with the cat-girl over here.
4048
03:39:24,276 --> 03:39:26,111
[Circle] You can't...
4049
03:39:26,236 --> 03:39:28,697
This is fucking...
4050
03:39:28,822 --> 03:39:30,824
[Casper] You really like
the outside world more than this?
4051
03:39:30,949 --> 03:39:34,286
- Yeah, yeah! I fucking...
- [Penelope] We're a family.
4052
03:39:34,411 --> 03:39:37,497
[Devon] Circle, why don't you tell us
what you did, what you saw?
4053
03:39:37,622 --> 03:39:38,623
Did you have fun?
4054
03:39:38,748 --> 03:39:40,709
- [Sophia] Yeah!
- Did you have a good time?
4055
03:39:40,834 --> 03:39:42,419
- [Rachel] What could you possibly have liked more than this?
- [Sophia] Was it everything you expected?
4056
03:39:42,544 --> 03:39:45,630
- [Circle] It was normal!
- What's not normal about this?
4057
03:39:47,424 --> 03:39:49,968
What's not normal about this?
4058
03:39:50,093 --> 03:39:52,470
- [Sophia] Speak! Speak for yourself!
- [Casper] Answer.
4059
03:39:52,596 --> 03:39:54,973
- [Circle] I'm in a fucking cage!
- [Sophia] You had so much to say before.
4060
03:39:55,098 --> 03:39:58,977
- [Rachel] What's out there that's not here?
- [Penelope] There's only us.
4061
03:40:01,438 --> 03:40:03,732
[Eclipse] Do they have better ketamine
out there? Have I not...
4062
03:40:03,857 --> 03:40:06,318
Have I not given you enough?
4063
03:40:09,279 --> 03:40:11,323
[Casper] You need to take accountability.
4064
03:40:11,448 --> 03:40:13,283
Take accountability.
4065
03:40:13,408 --> 03:40:14,701
[Sophia] You're fucking pathetic.
4066
03:40:14,826 --> 03:40:16,995
[Valerie] You chose to sign that contract.
4067
03:40:17,120 --> 03:40:18,246
[Rachel] There are rules here.
4068
03:40:18,371 --> 03:40:22,417
Circle, I know this
feels really difficult right now...
4069
03:40:22,542 --> 03:40:25,003
but we still love you,
and we want you here.
4070
03:40:25,128 --> 03:40:26,671
[Circle] I'm... Please.
4071
03:40:26,796 --> 03:40:29,007
[Devon] But it's very, very important
4072
03:40:29,132 --> 03:40:33,220
that you take responsibility
for your actions.
4073
03:40:33,345 --> 03:40:35,347
[Spitting]
4074
03:40:38,058 --> 03:40:40,185
[Circle] I was, I was, I-I-I...
4075
03:40:40,310 --> 03:40:44,481
- [Devon] You were what?
- [Circle] I was... I was told...
4076
03:40:44,606 --> 03:40:45,607
[Casper] We love you, Circle.
4077
03:40:45,732 --> 03:40:47,859
- When I, when I...
- [Devon] We love you, Circle.
4078
03:40:48,026 --> 03:40:50,195
- [Circle] When I came here...
- [Rachel] I missed you so much.
4079
03:40:52,822 --> 03:40:55,742
I was... I was... I was...
4080
03:40:55,867 --> 03:40:58,411
When I...came here...
4081
03:41:00,163 --> 03:41:03,208
- ..I could, I could leave...
- [Casper] We love you.
4082
03:41:03,333 --> 03:41:04,668
- ..whenever...
- [Sophia] We love you.
4083
03:41:04,793 --> 03:41:08,713
- [Valerie] Your soul has already left.
- [Sophia] We gave you everything.
4084
03:41:08,880 --> 03:41:11,675
You keep calling me Sophie.
My name's Sophia.
4085
03:41:13,134 --> 03:41:15,303
- [Cage rattles]
- [Sophia] Bitch.
4086
03:41:20,767 --> 03:41:22,769
[Valerie] You couldn't even do yoga right.
4087
03:41:27,274 --> 03:41:32,404
If you wanted more, you could've
had a conversation with us.
4088
03:41:32,529 --> 03:41:35,490
[Circle] Like, I did! I...
I talked to all of you...!
4089
03:41:35,615 --> 03:41:38,285
- [Sophia] Is betrayal your love language?
- Huh?
4090
03:41:38,410 --> 03:41:40,453
- Did you just wanna betray all of us?
- [Circle] No!
4091
03:41:40,578 --> 03:41:43,039
Did you think that would get attention
from us? 'Cause it worked.
4092
03:41:43,164 --> 03:41:45,083
You have our attention now.
4093
03:41:46,543 --> 03:41:48,211
[Casper] You just want
so much attention, don't you?
4094
03:41:48,336 --> 03:41:49,921
[Sophia] You got everything you wanted,
didn't you?
4095
03:41:50,046 --> 03:41:52,757
- Everyone talking about you all the time.
- You want everyone talking about you.
4096
03:41:52,882 --> 03:41:54,926
[Sophia] Fucking cunt.
4097
03:41:55,051 --> 03:41:57,178
[Casper] You think you're
prettier than all of us.
4098
03:41:59,431 --> 03:42:01,933
- [Sophia] Here come the waterworks.
Fucking pathetic.
4099
03:42:02,058 --> 03:42:03,852
She needs to be clean.
4100
03:42:03,977 --> 03:42:05,979
[Circle gasps, breathes shakily]
4101
03:42:08,398 --> 03:42:10,275
- [Casper] Clean her.
- [Penelope] Clean her.
4102
03:42:10,400 --> 03:42:11,401
[Casper] Clean her.
4103
03:42:11,526 --> 03:42:14,696
- [Penelope] Clean her.
- [Casper] Clean her.
4104
03:42:17,240 --> 03:42:19,826
[Circle gasps, shudders]
4105
03:42:19,951 --> 03:42:23,621
[Eclipse] She needs to help out.
She needs to give back to us.
4106
03:42:23,747 --> 03:42:25,582
[Sophia] She needs to speak up for herself.
4107
03:42:25,707 --> 03:42:28,710
Why don't you tell us
about what you were thinking?
4108
03:42:28,835 --> 03:42:30,795
[Casper] You were so talkative before,
why don't you talk now?
4109
03:42:30,920 --> 03:42:33,465
- [Sophia] She was so articulate.
- [Penelope] Share with your family.
4110
03:42:33,590 --> 03:42:34,966
[Rachel] Fucking chatterbox before.
4111
03:42:35,091 --> 03:42:36,801
[Casper] We're your family,
and we love you.
4112
03:42:36,926 --> 03:42:39,137
- [Casper] We love you.
- [Valerie] We love you.
4113
03:42:40,555 --> 03:42:43,016
[Circle sobs loudly]
Meredith! Meredith!
4114
03:42:44,726 --> 03:42:46,978
[Sophia] It's saying something.
What's it saying?
4115
03:42:48,521 --> 03:42:51,483
- What are you saying?
- Help!
4116
03:42:51,608 --> 03:42:54,235
- [Penelope] She's saying, "Clean me."
- [Valerie] We are helping you.
4117
03:42:54,361 --> 03:42:57,405
- [Casper] We are helping you.
- [Circle wails]
4118
03:42:57,530 --> 03:42:59,282
[Eclipse] You help us. You!
4119
03:42:59,407 --> 03:43:01,951
It's not too late to help us!
4120
03:43:02,077 --> 03:43:04,496
[Sophia] Okay, he's gonna break the cage.
4121
03:43:04,621 --> 03:43:07,248
- [Sophia] Fucking deal with this.
- [Eclipse] Circle.
4122
03:43:07,374 --> 03:43:09,417
- Foot goes here.
- [Circle] No!
4123
03:43:09,542 --> 03:43:11,044
- Yes.
- No.
4124
03:43:11,169 --> 03:43:12,921
- No, no.
- Yes.
4125
03:43:13,046 --> 03:43:15,340
- [Rachel] I think it needs another shower.
- [Eclipse] Roxie?
4126
03:43:15,465 --> 03:43:18,176
- [Penelope] She needs to be clean.
- [Roxie whispers] Yeah.
4127
03:43:18,301 --> 03:43:19,803
[Eclipse] Toes.
4128
03:43:19,928 --> 03:43:21,471
Here. Good, good.
4129
03:43:21,596 --> 03:43:24,933
Valerie. Valerie, my dear.
4130
03:43:25,058 --> 03:43:26,726
There you go.
4131
03:43:26,851 --> 03:43:29,354
Make her useful!
4132
03:43:29,479 --> 03:43:31,815
Make her give something back!
4133
03:43:31,940 --> 03:43:35,318
We gave her everything!
4134
03:43:35,443 --> 03:43:38,613
- You don't get it! You take everything...
- We gave her everything!
4135
03:43:38,738 --> 03:43:40,740
..for granted.
- [Valerie] Thank you Circle.
4136
03:43:41,449 --> 03:43:44,327
Thank you.
- [Sophia] Eat your fucking hot dog.
4137
03:43:44,786 --> 03:43:47,372
[Circle gasps, sobs]
4138
03:43:47,497 --> 03:43:50,041
[Casper] How dare you take
your community for granted?
4139
03:43:50,208 --> 03:43:52,252
- [Circle gasps]
- What the fuck?!
4140
03:43:52,377 --> 03:43:54,546
- [Circle sobs, cage rattles]
- [Rachel] Don’t feel sorry for yourself.
4141
03:43:54,671 --> 03:43:57,132
[Devon] You wanted more,
and you have more!
4142
03:43:57,257 --> 03:44:00,635
You have five hot dogs right now, Circle!
4143
03:44:00,760 --> 03:44:04,347
- So, fucking eat them!
- [Circle sobs loudly]
4144
03:44:04,472 --> 03:44:06,975
- [Devon] You have an extra bowl!
- [Circle shrieks frantically]
4145
03:44:07,100 --> 03:44:09,227
I don't want your fucking hot dogs!
4146
03:44:09,352 --> 03:44:12,689
[Devon] You have...your own... bed!
4147
03:44:12,814 --> 03:44:16,151
- [Rachel] Pathetic.
- [Sophia] Very masculine behaviour.
4148
03:44:16,276 --> 03:44:18,695
- [Eclipse] Say...thank you...
- You don't wanna be with your sisters!
4149
03:44:18,820 --> 03:44:20,905
- ..for...
- [Devon] You have your own bowl, Circle!
4150
03:44:21,030 --> 03:44:22,574
You have your own bowl!
4151
03:44:22,699 --> 03:44:25,243
..the fucking hot dogs!
4152
03:44:25,368 --> 03:44:26,995
[Circle sobs loudly]
4153
03:44:27,120 --> 03:44:29,581
[Eclipse] Say thank you!
4154
03:44:29,706 --> 03:44:32,500
- [Sophia] We love you.
- Say you love us back!
4155
03:44:32,625 --> 03:44:34,586
[Eclipse] Say thank you!
4156
03:44:35,837 --> 03:44:37,755
[Casper] Say you love us!
4157
03:44:37,881 --> 03:44:39,841
[Circle wails]
4158
03:44:42,093 --> 03:44:43,595
[Sophia] This could be so easy.
4159
03:44:43,720 --> 03:44:46,347
[Circle sobs loudly]
4160
03:44:46,473 --> 03:44:48,016
I wanna go!
4161
03:44:48,141 --> 03:44:51,311
[Casper] No, you love us! Please!
4162
03:44:51,436 --> 03:44:53,813
[Rachel] I don't think she gets it.
4163
03:44:53,938 --> 03:44:55,940
[Sophia] None of this is working.
4164
03:44:57,484 --> 03:44:59,110
[Circle gasps]
4165
03:45:00,987 --> 03:45:03,740
[Devon] Circle,
can you calm down for a moment?
4166
03:45:03,865 --> 03:45:06,284
[Valerie] You think this is bad?
4167
03:45:06,409 --> 03:45:08,077
[Devon] Will you talk to us?
4168
03:45:08,203 --> 03:45:10,538
- [Sophia] Just say you don’t wanna leave.
- Please, let me go.
4169
03:45:10,663 --> 03:45:13,625
[Devon] Can we have
a mature conversation, please?
4170
03:45:13,750 --> 03:45:15,168
[Circle sobs]
4171
03:45:15,293 --> 03:45:17,921
Can we? Can you do that for us?
4172
03:45:18,046 --> 03:45:20,048
[Sophia] She's not even making any sense.
4173
03:45:20,173 --> 03:45:21,591
[Sobbing continues]
4174
03:45:21,716 --> 03:45:24,177
[Devon] Circle,
we're asking for one thing.
4175
03:45:24,302 --> 03:45:26,888
Can you have a conversation
with us right now?
4176
03:45:27,013 --> 03:45:28,723
[She gasps, sobs]
4177
03:45:28,848 --> 03:45:31,184
[Sophia] We're not mad,
we're just disappointed.
4178
03:45:31,309 --> 03:45:32,977
[Valerie] We just wanna understand.
4179
03:45:33,102 --> 03:45:34,521
[She sobs]
4180
03:45:34,646 --> 03:45:36,940
[Cage rattles, Circle spits]
4181
03:45:37,065 --> 03:45:38,983
Fucking bitch!
4182
03:45:39,108 --> 03:45:40,860
- [Devon] Circle, that's inappropriate.
- [Valerie] Stop yelling.
4183
03:45:40,985 --> 03:45:43,238
[Penelope] We don't speak to family that way.
4184
03:45:43,363 --> 03:45:45,573
[Casper] I'm so worried for you.
4185
03:45:45,698 --> 03:45:47,242
[Circle gasps]
4186
03:45:47,367 --> 03:45:49,577
[Valerie] Why does she keep yelling at us?
4187
03:45:49,702 --> 03:45:51,454
[Sophia] It's out of control.
4188
03:45:51,579 --> 03:45:53,665
[Circle sobs loudly]
4189
03:45:53,790 --> 03:45:55,875
It hasn't eaten its hot dogs.
4190
03:45:56,000 --> 03:45:57,168
[Sobbing continues]
4191
03:45:57,293 --> 03:46:01,464
- [Casper] I'm worried for her.
- I would never treat you like that.
4192
03:46:01,589 --> 03:46:04,008
[Sophia] You're surrounded
by compassion, Circle.
4193
03:46:04,133 --> 03:46:06,803
[Circle wails shakily]
4194
03:46:06,928 --> 03:46:08,471
I would...
4195
03:46:08,596 --> 03:46:10,598
never...
4196
03:46:10,723 --> 03:46:13,643
[Rachel] All of this love and affection
and you can’t even show any back.
4197
03:46:15,270 --> 03:46:17,772
[Sophia] You've criticised
everybody in this group.
4198
03:46:17,897 --> 03:46:21,150
And now we have one thing to say to you,
and you act like this.
4199
03:46:21,317 --> 03:46:23,152
[Circle sobs, wails]
4200
03:46:23,278 --> 03:46:26,447
Please, don't kill me!
4201
03:46:26,573 --> 03:46:28,449
Please, don't kill me!
4202
03:46:28,575 --> 03:46:31,202
[Valerie]
That doesn't sound like an apology.
4203
03:46:31,327 --> 03:46:33,288
Please, I don't wanna die!
4204
03:46:33,413 --> 03:46:36,708
What should we do for dinner?
I'm thinking Thai?
4205
03:46:36,833 --> 03:46:39,294
- I could do an egg roll.
- [Roxie] Yeah.
4206
03:46:39,419 --> 03:46:40,878
- You wanna order?
- Yeah, yeah.
4207
03:46:41,004 --> 03:46:43,631
- Okay, cool.
- [Circle] I don't wanna die!
4208
03:46:44,882 --> 03:46:47,802
I don't wanna fucking die!
4209
03:46:47,927 --> 03:46:52,724
[Valerie] "Wah, wah, wah.
I don't wanna die.
4210
03:46:52,849 --> 03:46:56,227
"I hate that I'm in a cage
and getting everyone's attention."
4211
03:46:56,352 --> 03:46:58,021
[Circle gasps, sobs]
4212
03:46:58,146 --> 03:46:59,731
- Chicken or beef?
- [Roxie] Chicken.
4213
03:46:59,856 --> 03:47:01,774
[Sophia] Fucking drama queen.
4214
03:47:01,899 --> 03:47:05,028
[Rachel] You got what you wanted.
Centre of everyone's attention.
4215
03:47:05,153 --> 03:47:07,780
[Circle sobs loudly]
4216
03:47:11,743 --> 03:47:14,495
- [Rachel] Watch your fucking mouth.
- [Circle] I feel like a dog.
4217
03:47:14,621 --> 03:47:17,165
You're fucking sick!
4218
03:47:17,290 --> 03:47:20,251
You're not a fucking cat, you fucking bitch!
4219
03:47:20,376 --> 03:47:22,170
- [Valerie] Look at yourself!
- [Eclipse] Valerie...
4220
03:47:22,295 --> 03:47:24,339
- [Valerie] You're in a cage!
- [Eclipse] Valerie, my dear...
4221
03:47:24,464 --> 03:47:26,215
[Valerie] You're wet!
4222
03:47:26,341 --> 03:47:28,176
- Forgive her.
- Yeah.
4223
03:47:28,301 --> 03:47:29,886
- [Sophia] Yeah, we all forgive her.
- I forgive you.
4224
03:47:30,011 --> 03:47:31,429
- We forgive you.
- We forgive you.
4225
03:47:31,554 --> 03:47:33,431
- We love you.
- [Circle] Please, let me go.
4226
03:47:33,556 --> 03:47:35,892
- Please, let me go. Please, fucking let me go.
- [Valerie] You need to show repentence.
4227
03:47:36,017 --> 03:47:37,894
- Please. I don't wanna be here.
- [Sophia] You’re everyone now.
4228
03:47:38,019 --> 03:47:40,355
I won't... I won't tell anybody,
I won't tell!
4229
03:47:40,480 --> 03:47:42,190
I won't tell anybody about anything!
4230
03:47:42,315 --> 03:47:44,108
- Please, God, please!
- [She kicks, cage rattles]
4231
03:47:44,233 --> 03:47:46,486
Please! Please! Please!
4232
03:47:46,611 --> 03:47:48,613
Please, let me go, I don't wanna die!
4233
03:47:48,738 --> 03:47:51,032
I don't wanna die!
I don't...! Meredith!
4234
03:47:51,157 --> 03:47:53,117
Meredith, please!
Meredith, please! Please!
4235
03:47:53,242 --> 03:47:56,037
- [Valerie] Your soul is free.
- [Circle] Please, God!
4236
03:47:56,162 --> 03:47:59,207
Anybody! Please, God!
4237
03:47:59,332 --> 03:48:02,126
I don't wanna fucking die!
4238
03:48:02,251 --> 03:48:05,755
- [Sophia] You're so dysfunctional.
- [Penelope] There's only us.
4239
03:48:05,880 --> 03:48:08,966
[Circle gasps, sobs loudly]
4240
03:48:09,092 --> 03:48:11,344
[Valerie] Look what a fucking mess
she's making.
4241
03:48:11,469 --> 03:48:14,722
[Circle] I don't wanna die!
4242
03:48:14,847 --> 03:48:17,642
[Sophia]
We're not giving up on you, Circle.
4243
03:48:17,767 --> 03:48:20,228
[Circle gasps, sobs loudly]
4244
03:48:25,274 --> 03:48:26,526
Fuck!
4245
03:48:26,651 --> 03:48:29,904
She's okay. She's gonna be okay.
4246
03:48:32,490 --> 03:48:34,492
[Circle whimpers]
4247
03:48:39,080 --> 03:48:40,998
I don't wanna fucking die.
4248
03:48:41,124 --> 03:48:42,834
- I don't wanna die.
- [Water splashes]
4249
03:48:46,921 --> 03:48:48,089
- Please.
- [Casper] Please!
4250
03:48:48,214 --> 03:48:50,425
[Circle] Casper. Casper.
4251
03:48:50,550 --> 03:48:52,427
[Sophia] It's really disappointing.
4252
03:48:52,552 --> 03:48:55,388
- [Circle] Casper, I'll tell them.
- [Casper] No! No!
4253
03:48:55,513 --> 03:48:58,099
Fuck you! Get out of here!
4254
03:48:58,224 --> 03:48:59,517
- Shh! Shh!
- [Circle] I'll tell them!
4255
03:48:59,642 --> 03:49:01,936
- Stop! Stop!
- Why not? Why not?
4256
03:49:02,979 --> 03:49:05,148
[Plucked, rhythmic bass pattern]
4257
03:49:06,566 --> 03:49:08,317
[Circle] What the fuck are you...?
4258
03:49:08,443 --> 03:49:13,573
♪ You thought you were saying something
4259
03:49:14,657 --> 03:49:20,997
♪ You thought you were boiling me alive
4260
03:49:21,122 --> 03:49:25,585
♪ You thought you were opening your eyes
4261
03:49:25,710 --> 03:49:27,503
♪ But now
4262
03:49:27,628 --> 03:49:31,174
♪ You made me wanna die
4263
03:49:32,592 --> 03:49:35,011
♪ You thought
4264
03:49:35,136 --> 03:49:38,765
♪ That the world already loves you and
4265
03:49:38,890 --> 03:49:40,558
♪ You thought
4266
03:49:40,683 --> 03:49:44,228
♪ That you had a home to go to and
4267
03:49:44,353 --> 03:49:46,147
♪ You thought
4268
03:49:46,272 --> 03:49:49,692
♪ There's a sceptre waiting for you
4269
03:49:50,860 --> 03:49:53,821
♪ You thought you could take mine
4270
03:49:56,949 --> 03:49:59,911
♪ Now you're in a cage
4271
03:50:02,622 --> 03:50:04,749
♪ And I'm still free
4272
03:50:08,878 --> 03:50:12,757
♪ And I have promises to keep
4273
03:50:12,882 --> 03:50:15,009
♪ So, help me
4274
03:50:15,134 --> 03:50:19,680
♪ You! Will! Die! On! Your! Knees! ♪
4275
03:50:21,390 --> 03:50:24,852
Circle! Why did you do this to us?
4276
03:50:24,977 --> 03:50:27,522
- [Valerie] Why?!
- [Rachel] Why?!
4277
03:50:27,647 --> 03:50:30,233
- [Bass playing continues]
- [Rachel] You left us!
4278
03:50:30,358 --> 03:50:31,651
[Casper] Why?!
4279
03:50:31,776 --> 03:50:33,653
- [Eclipse] ♪ You thought... ♪
- [Casper] Why?!
4280
03:50:33,778 --> 03:50:37,573
- ♪ You were smarter than me... ♪
- [Devon] Circle, are you in there?!
4281
03:50:37,698 --> 03:50:39,116
[Eclipse] ♪ You thought... ♪
4282
03:50:39,242 --> 03:50:41,327
- Are you gonna come home...
- ♪ You were more serious... ♪
4283
03:50:41,452 --> 03:50:43,037
- ..with your sisters, Circle?!
♪ ..than me... ♪
4284
03:50:43,162 --> 03:50:45,289
- We're all sisters here!
- ♪ You thought! ♪
4285
03:50:45,414 --> 03:50:48,209
Circle, say you'll come home!
4286
03:50:48,334 --> 03:50:49,961
♪ You thought! ♪
4287
03:50:50,086 --> 03:50:52,964
Circle, say you'll come home!
4288
03:50:53,089 --> 03:50:54,632
Come home!
4289
03:50:54,757 --> 03:50:57,343
- Say it!
- Circle!
4290
03:50:57,468 --> 03:50:59,971
[Cacophonous shouting;
Bass playing continues]
4291
03:51:08,104 --> 03:51:11,190
Say you'll come home!
4292
03:51:11,315 --> 03:51:13,609
- Circle!
- Circle!
4293
03:51:13,734 --> 03:51:15,444
Come home!
4294
03:51:15,570 --> 03:51:17,405
- We love you!
- We love you!
4295
03:51:17,530 --> 03:51:18,823
We love you!
4296
03:51:18,948 --> 03:51:21,993
- We love you!
- We love you, Circle!
4297
03:51:22,159 --> 03:51:24,203
[Bass playing continues]
4298
03:51:24,328 --> 03:51:25,663
[Casper] Stop!
4299
03:51:25,788 --> 03:51:29,375
You're so fucking selfish, Circle!
4300
03:51:29,500 --> 03:51:31,294
- [Sophia] We love you!
- [Casper] Stop!
4301
03:51:31,419 --> 03:51:34,422
[Eclipse] ♪ I'm still fucking free! ♪
4302
03:51:34,547 --> 03:51:36,591
[Casper] We need you!
4303
03:51:36,716 --> 03:51:41,679
♪ So, if you lie and tell me this is bravery
4304
03:51:43,389 --> 03:51:46,434
♪ So! Help! Me!
4305
03:51:46,559 --> 03:51:49,270
♪ You! Will! Die!
4306
03:51:49,395 --> 03:51:52,273
♪ Like! A! Dog!
4307
03:51:52,398 --> 03:51:55,192
♪ You! Will! Die!
4308
03:51:55,318 --> 03:51:58,070
♪ Like! A! Man!
4309
03:51:58,195 --> 03:52:00,948
♪ You! Will! Die!
4310
03:52:01,073 --> 03:52:04,118
♪ Like! A! Bitch! ♪
4311
03:52:04,243 --> 03:52:06,245
- [Object clatters]
- We need you!
4312
03:52:06,370 --> 03:52:07,830
- We love you.
- [Circle] Fuck...
4313
03:52:09,332 --> 03:52:11,584
- [Izzy] Hi!
- [Keller] Hi!
4314
03:52:11,709 --> 03:52:15,129
- Come here.
- I'm coming!
4315
03:52:15,254 --> 03:52:17,924
- [Izzy] How are you?
- I'm fucking tipsy.
4316
03:52:18,049 --> 03:52:20,885
- Yeah? Me, too.
- [Both laugh]
4317
03:52:21,010 --> 03:52:24,555
- Yeah.
- How was your night?
4318
03:52:24,680 --> 03:52:27,892
Bushwick as fuck...
Bushwick as fuck!
4319
03:52:28,017 --> 03:52:29,769
I know.
4320
03:52:29,894 --> 03:52:31,646
Oh!
4321
03:52:31,771 --> 03:52:33,314
Um...
4322
03:52:33,439 --> 03:52:35,274
I met...
4323
03:52:35,399 --> 03:52:36,776
What the fuck, my vape's falling.
4324
03:52:36,901 --> 03:52:40,237
- I met a guy tonight.
- Yeah?
4325
03:52:40,363 --> 03:52:42,865
Like, a guy...
4326
03:52:42,990 --> 03:52:44,450
I don't know if that's the right term.
4327
03:52:44,575 --> 03:52:45,743
- Okay.
- What do you mean?
4328
03:52:45,868 --> 03:52:47,703
Okay, okay, okay, okay.
4329
03:52:49,664 --> 03:52:52,708
So, I met somebody...
4330
03:52:54,502 --> 03:52:59,048
..who I, like, think could be
a really good guy...
4331
03:52:59,173 --> 03:53:01,175
- [Izzy] Okay?
- [Keller] But...
4332
03:53:02,426 --> 03:53:05,596
- ..isn't.
- Isn't a good guy, or isn't a guy...?
4333
03:53:05,721 --> 03:53:08,182
No, no, no, is good,
is good, is good, is good.
4334
03:53:08,307 --> 03:53:12,311
- But isn't a guy, kind of.
- [Izzy] Okay.
4335
03:53:12,436 --> 03:53:14,939
- Like, was.
- [Izzy] Yeah.
4336
03:53:15,064 --> 03:53:17,817
- You know what I mean?
- Yes, I get what you mean.
4337
03:53:17,942 --> 03:53:20,111
But isn't now.
4338
03:53:21,404 --> 03:53:23,280
- Okay.
- But we were, like,
4339
03:53:23,406 --> 03:53:25,783
outside of this house party...
4340
03:53:25,908 --> 03:53:28,285
First of all, like, some shit
went fucking down at this house party,
4341
03:53:28,411 --> 03:53:30,204
- but, like, I'll get to that.
- [Izzy] Yeah, tell me.
4342
03:53:30,329 --> 03:53:31,747
But, um...
4343
03:53:31,872 --> 03:53:33,916
- Let me hit your vape.
- Okay, okay. So, um...
4344
03:53:34,041 --> 03:53:37,503
some shit went down
at this party, and then...
4345
03:53:39,046 --> 03:53:41,590
..we were outside,
and I was kind of, like...
4346
03:53:41,716 --> 03:53:44,176
He has this long hair,
and I was kind of pulling it back.
4347
03:53:44,301 --> 03:53:46,012
- [Izzy] Cute.
- And there were these two dudes,
4348
03:53:46,137 --> 03:53:50,016
outside of the party,
like, real dudes, outside this party,
4349
03:53:50,141 --> 03:53:51,851
and we were asking them, like,
4350
03:53:51,976 --> 03:53:54,979
"Do you think he would, like,
be cute as a guy?"
4351
03:53:55,104 --> 03:53:57,106
And they were being,
like, fucking woke about it
4352
03:53:57,231 --> 03:53:59,984
and speaking, like, roundabout,
like, beating around the bush, kind of.
4353
03:54:00,109 --> 03:54:01,777
- [Izzy] Yeah.
- But then, eventually,
4354
03:54:01,902 --> 03:54:04,113
they sort of acquiesced, and then...
4355
03:54:04,238 --> 03:54:07,199
I saw something change in his eyes,
4356
03:54:07,324 --> 03:54:09,618
where he was, like...
4357
03:54:09,744 --> 03:54:11,746
[Izzy] Like, recognised what...
4358
03:54:11,871 --> 03:54:15,499
Yeah, like, I think he, like, realised...
4359
03:54:15,624 --> 03:54:17,043
that...
4360
03:54:17,168 --> 03:54:19,628
it could be, like, a...
4361
03:54:20,796 --> 03:54:23,007
..viable option.
4362
03:54:23,132 --> 03:54:24,717
Um...
4363
03:54:24,842 --> 03:54:28,596
I mean, I'm sure you could, like,
have that conversation with him.
4364
03:54:28,721 --> 03:54:31,015
Yeah, but I just met him,
you know what I mean?
4365
03:54:31,140 --> 03:54:32,349
It's, like... But I see that...
4366
03:54:32,475 --> 03:54:34,518
You know, it's because, like,
you know, I was fucking...
4367
03:54:34,643 --> 03:54:37,813
I used to do the fucking...
shaved-head fucking thing.
4368
03:54:37,938 --> 03:54:40,608
- [Izzy] Yeah, totally.
- So, like, I recognise
4369
03:54:40,733 --> 03:54:42,693
that type of thing
where it's like, to what end?
4370
03:54:42,818 --> 03:54:44,153
- [Izzy] Yeah.
- You know what I mean?
4371
03:54:44,278 --> 03:54:46,697
I know you know what I'm talking about,
where it's, like...
4372
03:54:47,865 --> 03:54:49,658
..where it's, like...
4373
03:54:49,784 --> 03:54:53,496
how long do you...keep that shit going?
4374
03:54:53,621 --> 03:54:55,706
- You know what I mean?
- It's not gonna last forever.
4375
03:54:55,831 --> 03:54:57,416
- No, it's untenable.
- Yeah.
4376
03:54:57,583 --> 03:54:59,418
[Both laugh]
4377
03:54:59,543 --> 03:55:00,544
I mean, hopefully, fuck.
4378
03:55:00,669 --> 03:55:04,423
[Keller] But I spent, like, a really
beautiful night with this person...
4379
03:55:04,548 --> 03:55:07,134
and I'm, like, I can't...
4380
03:55:07,259 --> 03:55:10,137
I can't fuck you as a girl,
you know what I mean?
4381
03:55:10,262 --> 03:55:13,015
Especially because, like,
I'm recognising that this is not a person
4382
03:55:13,140 --> 03:55:15,810
who's, like, living...honestly.
4383
03:55:15,935 --> 03:55:18,270
And they did express, like, a...
4384
03:55:20,272 --> 03:55:22,858
..reticence to...
4385
03:55:24,443 --> 03:55:28,864
..I don't know, like, the whole sort of
trans thing that's going on with them.
4386
03:55:28,989 --> 03:55:30,533
- [Izzy] Yeah...
- [Keller] And...
4387
03:55:30,658 --> 03:55:32,576
Like, he's coming to his truth,
kind of, like...?
4388
03:55:32,701 --> 03:55:35,538
[Keller] Yeah, and, um...
4389
03:55:35,663 --> 03:55:38,165
I don't know, 'cause it's, like...
4390
03:55:38,290 --> 03:55:40,626
it feels bitchy of me to be, like,
4391
03:55:40,751 --> 03:55:44,088
imparting this upon somebody,
4392
03:55:44,213 --> 03:55:48,676
sort of so quickly into knowing them,
but also it's, like, when I see that...
4393
03:55:48,801 --> 03:55:51,679
- [Izzy] You can probably see it, yeah.
- 'Cause you're the same way,
4394
03:55:51,804 --> 03:55:55,808
where, like,
when I see it, I see it, and so...
4395
03:55:55,933 --> 03:55:58,811
Yeah, but, like, I feel like tonight,
4396
03:55:58,936 --> 03:56:02,106
I, like, Bushwicked too close
to the fucking sun a little.
4397
03:56:02,231 --> 03:56:03,983
[Izzy chuckles]
4398
03:56:04,108 --> 03:56:05,776
I'm glad you're here now.
4399
03:56:05,901 --> 03:56:08,237
Like, he didn't know anybody at the party.
4400
03:56:08,362 --> 03:56:13,284
He met, like, this one girl at the party
that night, who brought him.
4401
03:56:13,409 --> 03:56:15,286
Her, whatever, you know what I mean.
4402
03:56:15,411 --> 03:56:17,204
- [Izzy] Yeah.
- [Keller] Um...
4403
03:56:17,329 --> 03:56:20,708
And I asked him, I was, like,
"Oh, do you, like, live in Bushwick,
4404
03:56:20,833 --> 03:56:22,710
"do you live around here?"
4405
03:56:22,835 --> 03:56:25,087
And he was, like...
4406
03:56:25,212 --> 03:56:29,675
he was like - and this is weird,
and this is why I was, like...
4407
03:56:29,800 --> 03:56:33,012
why do I like this person so much,
because this answer was fucking weird -
4408
03:56:33,137 --> 03:56:35,264
he was, like, "I live in a basement."
4409
03:56:35,389 --> 03:56:37,641
And I was like, "Okay, where?"
4410
03:56:37,766 --> 03:56:40,686
And he was, like, "I don't really know.
4411
03:56:40,811 --> 03:56:42,730
"I'm inside all the time."
4412
03:56:42,855 --> 03:56:45,649
And I was, like, "Okay,
so you're, like, a hermit or whatever?"
4413
03:56:45,774 --> 03:56:48,569
And then he was, like,
"No, like, I'm, like...
4414
03:56:48,694 --> 03:56:51,322
"this is my first time going outside
in, like, a really long time,"
4415
03:56:51,447 --> 03:56:53,532
- like, "I'm not allowed..."
- Wait.
4416
03:56:53,657 --> 03:56:54,992
"..to go outside."
4417
03:56:55,117 --> 03:56:57,494
And I was like, "Okay, you, like,
you have, like, room-mates?"
4418
03:56:57,620 --> 03:56:59,163
And he was, like, "Yeah, I have..."
4419
03:56:59,288 --> 03:57:01,457
this is what he said,
"eight or nine room-mates."
4420
03:57:01,582 --> 03:57:03,542
[Izzy] Okay...wait.
4421
03:57:03,709 --> 03:57:05,169
[Keller chuckles]
4422
03:57:05,294 --> 03:57:08,339
Did he ever, like,
bring up anything about...
4423
03:57:08,464 --> 03:57:10,132
Okay, this is gonna sound funny,
4424
03:57:10,257 --> 03:57:13,260
but, like, did he ever
bring up anything about hot dogs?
4425
03:57:14,595 --> 03:57:17,306
Yeah, actually, we went to, um...
4426
03:57:17,431 --> 03:57:19,975
this guy Brody's house that I know,
4427
03:57:20,100 --> 03:57:22,478
and we were sitting on the bed...
4428
03:57:23,854 --> 03:57:28,525
..and he was like,
"All I've eaten today is hot dogs."
4429
03:57:28,651 --> 03:57:30,986
And I said, "What do you take
on your hot dogs,
4430
03:57:31,111 --> 03:57:33,614
"like, relish or mustard, ketchup,
or whatever?"
4431
03:57:33,739 --> 03:57:35,866
- And he was, like...
- Girl.
4432
03:57:35,991 --> 03:57:38,535
.."Nothing.
Just... I just eat them plain."
4433
03:57:38,661 --> 03:57:42,498
And then I was, like, laughing about that,
'cause, "You just eat the plain weenies,
4434
03:57:42,623 --> 03:57:45,417
- "a hot dog with no bun?"
- Girl, that shit's a cult.
4435
03:57:45,542 --> 03:57:47,878
- That shit's a cult, straight up.
- [Keller wheezes]
4436
03:57:48,003 --> 03:57:50,422
No, I'm serious.
I've heard about that.
4437
03:57:50,547 --> 03:57:53,175
What, a hot-dog-with-no-bun cult?
What are you talking about?
4438
03:57:53,300 --> 03:57:56,553
No, like, this guy lives in...
There's a cult in that basement.
4439
03:57:56,679 --> 03:57:59,890
Like, a bunch of trans women
that live in that cult, like...
4440
03:58:00,015 --> 03:58:02,685
Yeah, 100%, that's what it is.
4441
03:58:02,810 --> 03:58:04,228
- What do you mean...
- You gotta go get him.
4442
03:58:04,353 --> 03:58:05,771
No, that's, like, scary shit.
4443
03:58:05,896 --> 03:58:08,399
No, what do you mean, it's a cult?
I don't know what you're talking about.
4444
03:58:08,524 --> 03:58:12,278
No, like, I've heard about it and, like,
I've heard, through people I know, like...
4445
03:58:12,403 --> 03:58:15,030
If they're talking about hot dogs,
it's the one.
4446
03:58:15,155 --> 03:58:17,116
- [Keller laughs]
- [Izzy] I know, I'm not even...
4447
03:58:17,241 --> 03:58:19,785
No, I'm not even fucking around...
- No, but it sounds retarded, Izzy.
4448
03:58:19,910 --> 03:58:22,371
- No, but, Izzy, that sounds retarded.
- No...
4449
03:58:22,496 --> 03:58:26,125
No, I know. You have to go get him.
Like, that shit is...it's serious.
4450
03:58:26,250 --> 03:58:29,795
Like, if you think you could go and, like,
get him out of there, you should.
4451
03:58:29,920 --> 03:58:33,590
Because that place is, like,
really scary and fucked-up.
4452
03:58:33,716 --> 03:58:35,592
I'm.... 100%.
Like, I'm not fucking with you.
4453
03:58:35,718 --> 03:58:36,969
Fucked-up as in, like, it's just crazy
4454
03:58:37,094 --> 03:58:39,388
that, like, eight people
live together in a basement?
4455
03:58:39,513 --> 03:58:42,433
- No, like, they do, like, fucked-up shit.
- [Keller] Like what?
4456
03:58:42,558 --> 03:58:44,727
Like, I don't know,
I've heard, like, rumours and stuff,
4457
03:58:44,852 --> 03:58:47,021
or stories, I don't know, I just, like...
4458
03:58:47,146 --> 03:58:52,526
I-I've heard some, like, gnarly shit
from people that I know and...
4459
03:58:52,651 --> 03:58:53,944
If, like, you...
4460
03:58:54,069 --> 03:58:56,363
What, they have, like,
allegations or something?
4461
03:58:56,488 --> 03:58:59,867
[Izzy] It's... It's, like, bad.
It's, like, bad shit.
4462
03:58:59,992 --> 03:59:02,119
If you think you could get him
out of there, you should.
4463
03:59:02,244 --> 03:59:04,246
It's a full-on fucking cult.
4464
03:59:04,371 --> 03:59:07,624
- I'm not fucking with you.
- [Keller] Of what? Like, of what?
4465
03:59:07,750 --> 03:59:10,377
What do they worship?
4466
03:59:10,502 --> 03:59:12,087
I don't know, girl. It's, like...
4467
03:59:12,212 --> 03:59:14,715
It's some crazy trans shit
that I can't even, like...
4468
03:59:14,840 --> 03:59:17,426
I don't know, I'm not a part of it.
4469
03:59:17,551 --> 03:59:19,762
- [Keller] That's so weird.
- [Izzy] No, no, I know.
4470
03:59:19,887 --> 03:59:21,847
Um...
4471
03:59:21,972 --> 03:59:24,975
Okay, so, I met a boy tonight
who is a girl,
4472
03:59:25,100 --> 03:59:27,394
but also is a boy
who I'm like, really smitten with,
4473
03:59:27,519 --> 03:59:29,229
who, like low-key f...
4474
03:59:29,355 --> 03:59:33,150
Okay, I low-key let him finger me
in Maria Hernandez.
4475
03:59:33,275 --> 03:59:35,235
[Izzy laughs]
4476
03:59:35,361 --> 03:59:37,196
- Girl!
- [She chuckles, inhales]
4477
03:59:37,321 --> 03:59:39,615
[Keller] I low-key let him finger me
in Maria Hernandez.
4478
03:59:39,740 --> 03:59:42,201
And it's like, okay,
so I made out with and got fingered
4479
03:59:42,326 --> 03:59:44,995
by a guy who's in a cult...
4480
03:59:45,120 --> 03:59:46,830
Is it like NXIVM?
Like, what's the...?
4481
03:59:46,955 --> 03:59:48,832
- [Keller] Are they selling something?
- I've just heard about it, and if that's, like,
4482
03:59:48,957 --> 03:59:52,419
if it all lines up
and that's where he's at, like...
4483
03:59:52,544 --> 03:59:55,923
it'll be really fucking...
It's a dangerous situation.
4484
03:59:56,048 --> 03:59:58,384
So, like, maybe you shouldn't go alone.
I don't know.
4485
03:59:58,509 --> 04:00:01,428
I mean, I'm not gonna go, 'cause
I don't fuck with that, but, like...
4486
04:00:03,347 --> 04:00:05,057
How do I even...?
4487
04:00:05,182 --> 04:00:07,851
How do I even show up? Is it even my place
to show up to something like that?
4488
04:00:07,976 --> 04:00:11,397
How do I even...?
What do I bring, like, a knife? To a cult?
4489
04:00:11,522 --> 04:00:13,690
I don't know, it's like,
what if they jump me in and then.
4490
04:00:13,816 --> 04:00:17,236
Yeah, no, I would be, like...
I'd be, like, ready for...
4491
04:00:17,361 --> 04:00:19,029
some crazy shit.
4492
04:00:19,154 --> 04:00:21,323
Like, you should be prepared,
if you're gonna do that.
4493
04:00:21,448 --> 04:00:23,492
Like, if you care about him.
4494
04:00:25,202 --> 04:00:26,578
I mean, like, fuck it, if you don't.
4495
04:00:26,703 --> 04:00:28,247
I don't know
if I care about him like that,
4496
04:00:28,372 --> 04:00:31,750
he just fingered
the fuck out of me in the park.
4497
04:00:31,875 --> 04:00:34,711
He just fingered
the fuck out of me in the park.
4498
04:00:35,671 --> 04:00:36,672
[She groans]
4499
04:00:36,797 --> 04:00:38,966
I don't know,
I've been so bored with my life lately
4500
04:00:39,091 --> 04:00:41,885
that maybe, like,
what I need is, I guess, to, like...
4501
04:00:43,429 --> 04:00:46,056
..get somebody out of
a Bushwick basement...
4502
04:00:46,181 --> 04:00:48,642
tranny cult.
4503
04:00:48,767 --> 04:00:50,686
[Izzy] Yeah.
4504
04:00:50,811 --> 04:00:53,564
I should've stayed in Ohio.
4505
04:00:53,689 --> 04:00:55,441
Like, why do I live here,
you know what I mean?
4506
04:00:55,566 --> 04:00:57,192
It's, like, these are the problems
that you have
4507
04:00:57,317 --> 04:00:58,652
when you fucking move to New York City.
4508
04:00:58,777 --> 04:00:59,945
[Izzy] No, it's nuts.
4509
04:01:00,070 --> 04:01:01,321
- That sucks.
- [Izzy] Yeah.
4510
04:01:01,488 --> 04:01:03,449
[Creaking]
4511
04:01:18,630 --> 04:01:20,507
- [Circle] I don't get it.
- [All] I don't get it.
4512
04:01:21,008 --> 04:01:23,510
- [Circle] Fuck.
- [All] Fuck.
4513
04:01:27,764 --> 04:01:30,100
- [Circle] How long...?
- [All] How long?
4514
04:01:33,854 --> 04:01:37,274
- I'm having a good time.
- It seems like she's getting comfortable.
4515
04:01:37,399 --> 04:01:39,193
- Yeah.
- But, no, but...
4516
04:01:39,318 --> 04:01:42,237
I think if we get the beef pho,
4517
04:01:42,362 --> 04:01:44,698
I can add the basil to it.
4518
04:01:59,546 --> 04:02:01,757
[Roxie] Actually, I like gin.
I don't know why I said that.
4519
04:02:01,882 --> 04:02:03,050
[Roxie chuckles]
4520
04:02:03,175 --> 04:02:05,219
[Justice[ You ever take a shot of...
4521
04:02:05,344 --> 04:02:06,553
[Roxie] No.
4522
04:02:06,678 --> 04:02:08,055
[Roxie indistinct]
4523
04:02:08,180 --> 04:02:10,390
- Wait, wait, wait.
- [All] Wait, wait, wait.
4524
04:02:12,559 --> 04:02:14,478
[Roxie] Oh, absolutely.
4525
04:02:16,688 --> 04:02:18,023
You're that fucking paedophile.
4526
04:02:18,148 --> 04:02:20,901
[All] You're that fucking paedophile.
4527
04:02:21,026 --> 04:02:24,112
- You're that fucking paedophile.
- Fucking paedophile.
4528
04:02:24,238 --> 04:02:25,280
Yeah.
4529
04:02:25,405 --> 04:02:27,157
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
4530
04:02:29,243 --> 04:02:32,079
- [Cage rattles]
- [Roxie] Oh, shit.
4531
04:02:32,204 --> 04:02:33,539
The coffee.
4532
04:02:33,664 --> 04:02:34,915
Oh, no.
4533
04:02:37,292 --> 04:02:39,086
[Circle] You fucked up, didn't you?
4534
04:02:39,211 --> 04:02:41,213
[All] You fucked up, didn't you?
4535
04:02:43,674 --> 04:02:45,676
Can I get a towel over here?
4536
04:02:47,219 --> 04:02:49,680
[Circle] Yeah, why doesn't somebody
go get her a fucking towel?
4537
04:02:49,805 --> 04:02:52,349
[All] Why doesn't somebody
go get her a fucking towel?
4538
04:02:54,142 --> 04:02:55,936
[Justice] Excuse me, sweetie.
4539
04:02:56,562 --> 04:02:59,439
[Roxie] Sorry, Eclipse.
We may need a new amp.
4540
04:02:59,565 --> 04:03:01,858
- [Circle] Who gives a fuck?
- [All] Who gives a fuck?
4541
04:03:03,026 --> 04:03:05,028
[Door shuts, Justice whistles]
4542
04:03:11,076 --> 04:03:15,914
- What the fuck do you want from me?
- [All] What do you want from me?
4543
04:03:16,039 --> 04:03:18,375
- [Circle] Get off me.
- [All] Get off me.
4544
04:03:20,085 --> 04:03:21,878
- [Eclipse] Come here.
- [Devon] Come here.
4545
04:03:22,004 --> 04:03:23,964
[Eclipse] Come here.
4546
04:03:26,883 --> 04:03:29,094
[Eclipse whispers]
Touch yourself.
4547
04:03:30,554 --> 04:03:33,432
- I'm not gonna do that.
- [All] I'm not gonna do that.
4548
04:03:35,392 --> 04:03:37,311
- I'm not gonna do that.
- [All] I'm not gonna do that.
4549
04:03:37,519 --> 04:03:40,856
- Why should I do that?
- [All] Why should I do that?
4550
04:03:44,818 --> 04:03:46,820
[Roxie and Justice whisper]
4551
04:03:57,456 --> 04:04:00,834
- [Circle] It's so fucking cold.
- [All] It's so fucking cold.
4552
04:04:00,959 --> 04:04:02,961
[Roxie] Yeah, absolutely.
4553
04:04:04,296 --> 04:04:07,466
- [Circle] Can I use the bathroom?
- [All] Can I use the bathroom?
4554
04:04:09,092 --> 04:04:11,094
I don't know, can you?
4555
04:04:17,768 --> 04:04:20,937
[Circle groans,
cult members mimic groaning]
4556
04:04:24,483 --> 04:04:26,068
[Roxie] Oh, shit!
4557
04:04:26,234 --> 04:04:28,236
- [Circle] Please just let me piss.
- [All] Please just let me piss.
4558
04:04:43,543 --> 04:04:45,545
- [Circle] Wait, wait.
- [All] Wait, wait.
4559
04:04:45,712 --> 04:04:47,673
[Indistinct chatter]
4560
04:04:49,800 --> 04:04:54,763
- [Eclipse] You’ll get excited.
- [Roxie] ..a grooming Discord, was my guess.
4561
04:04:54,846 --> 04:04:56,723
[Justice] Okay.
4562
04:04:57,182 --> 04:04:59,142
[Roxie] Because it’s been a couple months.
4563
04:04:59,267 --> 04:05:00,977
[Roxie] Nothing's come up, yet.
4564
04:05:01,144 --> 04:05:03,105
[Indistinct chatter]
4565
04:05:12,906 --> 04:05:14,866
- [Roxie] Good op-sec.
- [Justice] Oh yes.
4566
04:05:15,992 --> 04:05:19,204
- What the fuck's wrong with you?
- [All] What the fuck's wrong with you?
4567
04:05:19,371 --> 04:05:21,331
[Indistinct chatter]
4568
04:05:22,165 --> 04:05:24,126
[Eclipse] You are...
4569
04:05:24,418 --> 04:05:26,378
[Roxie] ..but Google, that’s the problem.
4570
04:05:26,962 --> 04:05:28,922
What do you want me to do?
4571
04:05:29,715 --> 04:05:32,843
- [Roxie] You jailbroke it and stuff?
- [Justice] Yes.
4572
04:05:32,968 --> 04:05:35,178
[Roxie] Nice. Nice.
You gotta show me how to do that.
4573
04:05:35,303 --> 04:05:37,931
[Justice] It's easy. You go...
4574
04:05:38,098 --> 04:05:40,058
[Indistinct chatter]
4575
04:05:57,993 --> 04:05:59,369
[Eclipse] Say thank you.
4576
04:06:04,207 --> 04:06:05,917
Say thank you.
4577
04:06:06,084 --> 04:06:08,211
[Roxie] Under the toilet. You gonna check?
4578
04:06:08,378 --> 04:06:10,338
I would check every stall, just to...
4579
04:06:11,757 --> 04:06:14,301
'Cause if there is one with a camera...
4580
04:06:14,426 --> 04:06:17,012
- [Eclipse] Say...thank you!
- [Cage rattles]
4581
04:06:18,180 --> 04:06:20,140
- Thank you.
- [All] Thank you.
4582
04:06:20,265 --> 04:06:23,018
[Roxie] ..something that they're gonna hate.
They're gonna hate to love.
4583
04:06:23,143 --> 04:06:25,562
- And they’re gonna have to watch it?
- Yeah, they’re gonna have to watch it.
4584
04:06:25,687 --> 04:06:27,647
- Every frame.
- Every frame.
4585
04:06:27,814 --> 04:06:29,775
[Justice] We still have enough,
to make it worth our time.
4586
04:06:29,941 --> 04:06:30,859
[Roxie] Exactly.
4587
04:06:31,067 --> 04:06:33,069
[Cage rattles]
4588
04:06:39,534 --> 04:06:42,120
- [Circle] Please, stop.
- [All] Please, stop.
4589
04:06:47,209 --> 04:06:49,252
I just wanna make sure you're comfortable.
4590
04:06:55,717 --> 04:06:57,719
[Circle whispers]
Fuck...
4591
04:07:00,847 --> 04:07:03,350
- Somebody, please help me!
- [All] Somebody, please help me!
4592
04:07:03,475 --> 04:07:05,352
- Help! Help! Help! Help!
- Help! Help! Help! Help!
4593
04:07:05,477 --> 04:07:08,188
- Help! Help! Help! Help! Help!
- Help! Help! Help! Help! Help!
4594
04:07:08,313 --> 04:07:10,482
Help! Help! Help! Help! Help!
4595
04:07:19,115 --> 04:07:21,201
[Dealer] All right.
4596
04:07:21,326 --> 04:07:23,286
Have you ever used one of these before?
4597
04:07:23,411 --> 04:07:24,621
A gun?
4598
04:07:24,746 --> 04:07:26,414
- [Dealer] Yeah.
- Uh, no.
4599
04:07:26,540 --> 04:07:28,208
- All right.
- No, ma'am, I have not.
4600
04:07:28,333 --> 04:07:29,584
[Dealer chuckles]
4601
04:07:29,709 --> 04:07:32,462
- Here. Just be very careful.
- Okay.
4602
04:07:35,799 --> 04:07:39,010
I think you're gonna probably
need to use...both hands.
4603
04:07:39,135 --> 04:07:41,137
You're kind of a small girl.
4604
04:07:44,683 --> 04:07:48,061
- It's not clicking.
- Well, it needs bullets.
4605
04:07:50,772 --> 04:07:53,108
- What does this part do?
- Yeah.
4606
04:07:53,233 --> 04:07:54,317
You don't wanna do that yet.
4607
04:07:54,442 --> 04:07:56,862
I mean, it's not loaded,
so it doesn't really matter, but...
4608
04:07:56,987 --> 04:07:58,363
Here.
4609
04:07:58,488 --> 04:08:00,532
- It's really tough.
- Wow, you're really weak.
4610
04:08:00,657 --> 04:08:02,450
- Oh.
- [Both chuckle]
4611
04:08:02,576 --> 04:08:04,202
- Okay!
- [Dealer chuckles]
4612
04:08:04,327 --> 04:08:08,039
I don't know, usually,
tgirls are a little stronger, but...
4613
04:08:08,164 --> 04:08:09,541
What?
4614
04:08:09,666 --> 04:08:12,544
Well, y-y-you're trans, right?
4615
04:08:12,669 --> 04:08:14,504
- [Gun clacks]
- I'm only...
4616
04:08:14,629 --> 04:08:18,049
The only reason I'm selling guns
is to try to arm the dolls.
4617
04:08:18,174 --> 04:08:19,926
- I think community...
- Arm the dolls.
4618
04:08:20,051 --> 04:08:22,470
- Yeah, we have to arm the dolls.
- Right, right, yeah, I totally...
4619
04:08:22,596 --> 04:08:25,724
- Community has to stay together.
- I totally concur, yeah, yeah.
4620
04:08:25,849 --> 04:08:29,227
- So, that's... I'm glad that that's me.
- Yeah.
4621
04:08:29,352 --> 04:08:31,313
Well, let me give you some bullets.
4622
04:08:31,438 --> 04:08:33,732
- Again.
- I would love bullets, yeah.
4623
04:08:33,857 --> 04:08:35,150
[Dealer] So, what are you using this for?
4624
04:08:35,275 --> 04:08:37,903
Is it for, like,
a New York Times reporter...?
4625
04:08:38,028 --> 04:08:40,488
Like, where on
the Jesse Singal Scale is this?
4626
04:08:40,614 --> 04:08:42,532
- The what?
- The Jesse Singal Scale.
4627
04:08:42,657 --> 04:08:46,328
Like, are you...are you using the gun
for, like, an opinion writer,
4628
04:08:46,453 --> 04:08:50,457
or a Supreme Court justice or...?
4629
04:08:51,708 --> 04:08:53,543
Yeah, man...
4630
04:08:53,668 --> 04:08:55,754
I'm gonna...
4631
04:08:55,879 --> 04:08:58,298
Yeah, I'm gonna kill some...
4632
04:08:58,423 --> 04:09:00,342
fuckin'...
4633
04:09:00,467 --> 04:09:03,762
uh, fascist...scum.
4634
04:09:05,055 --> 04:09:09,142
Some healthcare CEOs.
4635
04:09:09,267 --> 04:09:12,270
Wait, how long have you been
living in New York?
4636
04:09:12,395 --> 04:09:14,314
[Keller] I've been here about two years?
4637
04:09:14,439 --> 04:09:15,941
- Two years?
- [Keller] Mm-hm.
4638
04:09:16,066 --> 04:09:19,778
I don't think I've ever seen you
at MIX or Figure It Out or,
4639
04:09:19,903 --> 04:09:23,573
uh, you know, any of the,
cool trans events in Ridgewood.
4640
04:09:23,698 --> 04:09:25,784
Well, I'm...I'm sober, so...
4641
04:09:25,909 --> 04:09:27,535
[Dealer] Oh, I...I get it.
4642
04:09:27,661 --> 04:09:30,413
[Keller] Yeah, I don't... So, you know,
it's tempting to go anywhere.
4643
04:09:30,538 --> 04:09:33,249
Are you sure you're trans?
4644
04:09:33,375 --> 04:09:34,793
Am I s...?
4645
04:09:34,918 --> 04:09:36,711
I'm s... Does a...
4646
04:09:36,836 --> 04:09:38,588
- [Dealer] I mean...
- If a tree falls in a forest...
4647
04:09:38,713 --> 04:09:41,299
[Dealer] I don't wanna... I don't wanna
transvestigate you, but, you know.
4648
04:09:41,424 --> 04:09:43,385
- No, tran...
- I'm putting myself at risk by...
4649
04:09:43,510 --> 04:09:46,388
Listen, I'll take my shorts off
right now, and I'll...
4650
04:09:46,513 --> 04:09:48,556
I'll crack...crack my legs open.
4651
04:09:50,266 --> 04:09:52,185
I think you should probably go.
4652
04:09:53,812 --> 04:09:55,814
Can I have this?
4653
04:09:57,983 --> 04:10:00,360
[Dealer] I think you should probably go.
4654
04:10:00,485 --> 04:10:01,653
- [Keller] But...
- Yeah.
4655
04:10:01,778 --> 04:10:04,030
[Keller] But I have money to buy that.
4656
04:10:04,155 --> 04:10:08,201
[Dealer] I'm only selling guns
to trans women.
4657
04:10:08,326 --> 04:10:10,996
- [Keller] And I'm that!
- I don't think you are.
4658
04:10:14,249 --> 04:10:17,168
I transitioned when
I was eight years old, so...I've just...
4659
04:10:17,293 --> 04:10:19,421
[Dealer] You have a very feminine
bone structure, but I don't...
4660
04:10:19,546 --> 04:10:21,715
But, no, but, look... You see the...
4661
04:10:21,840 --> 04:10:23,717
I kind of have a strong brow bone, right?
4662
04:10:23,842 --> 04:10:25,510
[Gun cocks]
4663
04:10:25,635 --> 04:10:27,512
[Dealer] Get the fuck out.
4664
04:10:29,139 --> 04:10:32,475
You just said there's no bullets in it,
so actually I'm not scared, so...
4665
04:12:02,065 --> 04:12:03,483
[Polygon AI] It is not.... It is not...
4666
04:12:03,608 --> 04:12:05,902
It is not abuse.
4667
04:12:06,027 --> 04:12:08,655
Conflict is...not abuse.
4668
04:12:08,780 --> 04:12:10,782
Conflict is...
4669
04:12:13,493 --> 04:12:15,870
Conflict is not abuse.
4670
04:12:15,995 --> 04:12:18,498
Conflict is not abuse.
4671
04:12:23,670 --> 04:12:25,547
[Roxie] What time is it?
4672
04:12:28,258 --> 04:12:31,177
- It's 4:48.
- [Roxie] All right. The food's here?
4673
04:12:31,302 --> 04:12:33,429
- Yeah.
- Okay.
4674
04:12:34,681 --> 04:12:36,516
[Sharp clap]
4675
04:12:36,766 --> 04:12:38,726
- Let’s do it.
- Yup.
4676
04:12:43,273 --> 04:12:46,609
[Justice] All right, honey...you ready?
4677
04:12:46,734 --> 04:12:48,862
- Yeah.
- [Justice] Are you gonna be good?
4678
04:12:51,322 --> 04:12:53,616
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4679
04:12:55,160 --> 04:12:57,579
[Roxie] Come on. Come here.
4680
04:12:57,745 --> 04:12:59,747
[Polygon AI continues speaking]
4681
04:13:08,756 --> 04:13:10,758
- You can leave.
- [Circle exhales]
4682
04:13:15,096 --> 04:13:17,891
- Wh...?
- [Roxie] You can leave.
4683
04:13:18,057 --> 04:13:20,059
[Polygon AI continues speaking]
4684
04:13:34,574 --> 04:13:36,534
[Roxie] You’re okay.
4685
04:13:39,412 --> 04:13:41,664
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4686
04:13:41,789 --> 04:13:43,458
Some conflict is not abuse.
4687
04:13:43,583 --> 04:13:46,794
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4688
04:13:46,920 --> 04:13:48,755
Conflict is not abuse.
4689
04:13:50,215 --> 04:13:52,842
Conflict is...not abuse.
4690
04:13:52,967 --> 04:13:55,929
It is not... It is not...
It is not abuse.
4691
04:13:57,597 --> 04:14:00,016
[Circle splutters]
4692
04:14:00,141 --> 04:14:02,018
Was it fucking worth it?!
4693
04:14:02,143 --> 04:14:04,646
Was it worth it to fuck Roxie!
4694
04:14:06,814 --> 04:14:08,566
[Circle splutters]
4695
04:14:09,609 --> 04:14:11,069
[Keller] What?!
4696
04:14:11,194 --> 04:14:14,530
- [Circle splutters]
- [Valerie] No?! No?! No one else?!
4697
04:14:14,656 --> 04:14:17,700
- [Keller] Oh, my God...
- [Valerie] You fucking paedophile!
4698
04:14:17,825 --> 04:14:20,870
- I was 16!
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, come on.
4699
04:14:20,995 --> 04:14:23,539
I don't know how much times you’ve...
4700
04:14:23,665 --> 04:14:25,750
- [Roxie] It's okay.
- [Meredith] Fuck you!
4701
04:14:25,875 --> 04:14:28,544
[Keller] Okay, ladies,
what the fuck is going on?!
4702
04:14:28,670 --> 04:14:31,339
- Who the fuck are you?
- [Keller] Um...
4703
04:14:31,464 --> 04:14:34,342
- [Meredith] What is this?
- [Justice] I got a meeting...
4704
04:14:34,467 --> 04:14:36,678
No, no, no. Hey. Hey!
4705
04:14:36,803 --> 04:14:39,222
I have your signature!
I have your fucking signature!
4706
04:14:39,347 --> 04:14:42,016
- I have your fingerprints!
- [Circle splutters]
4707
04:14:42,141 --> 04:14:44,978
- [Roxie] You're culpable!
- Don't fucking yell at her!
4708
04:14:45,103 --> 04:14:47,647
I'm not fucking talking to her!
4709
04:14:49,065 --> 04:14:52,735
- [Keller] What is this?!
- [Circle splutters]
4710
04:14:52,860 --> 04:14:56,447
- [Roxie] Guys, guys, guys...
- [Keller] Is this...? Is it cum?!
4711
04:14:56,572 --> 04:14:57,824
[Circle splutters]
4712
04:14:57,949 --> 04:15:01,327
Guys, let's all take a deep breath here.
4713
04:15:01,452 --> 04:15:02,996
Let's figure this out.
4714
04:15:03,121 --> 04:15:05,164
- Let's figure this out.
- [Keller] What the fuck happened?
4715
04:15:06,457 --> 04:15:09,585
[Keller] Okay, um... Oh, fuck, shit!
4716
04:15:09,711 --> 04:15:12,672
- Oh, God. Um... Okay...
- [Roxie] ..be upstairs with your friends?
4717
04:15:12,797 --> 04:15:16,342
Oh, don't...shoot yourself. Uh...
4718
04:15:16,467 --> 04:15:18,428
Don't... Okay.
4719
04:15:19,554 --> 04:15:22,473
Oh, I'm really confused. Okay. Um...
4720
04:15:22,598 --> 04:15:24,934
I'm gonna...
I'm gonna take that, okay?
4721
04:15:25,059 --> 04:15:27,437
- Oh. Oh, it's wet. I'm gonna take it.
- [Meredith] Who the fuck are you?
4722
04:15:27,562 --> 04:15:29,522
- Okay... Yeah. There you go.
- [Roxie] No, no, no, no, no!
4723
04:15:29,647 --> 04:15:32,066
Good girl, okay. Um...
4724
04:15:32,191 --> 04:15:34,902
- Just...
- [Casper] You might wanna put that down.
4725
04:15:35,028 --> 04:15:37,030
Put that down.
4726
04:15:37,155 --> 04:15:40,533
- You might wanna put that down.
- [Rachel] Don't point that over here.
4727
04:15:40,658 --> 04:15:42,535
- [Casper] Put that down!
- [Rachel] Don't point that at me!
4728
04:15:42,660 --> 04:15:44,078
[Casper] Don't point that...! Don't!
4729
04:15:44,203 --> 04:15:45,955
[Roxie] It's not what it sounds like.
It's not...
4730
04:15:46,080 --> 04:15:48,333
- [Meredith] What the fuck is it, then?!
- It's not what it looks like.
4731
04:15:48,458 --> 04:15:51,294
- You're not wanted here. Get out!
- Put the fucking gun down!
4732
04:15:51,419 --> 04:15:53,713
[Casper] You're not wanted here!
Get out!
4733
04:15:55,757 --> 04:15:57,800
Get out!
4734
04:15:57,925 --> 04:15:59,302
Get out!
4735
04:16:00,428 --> 04:16:03,139
- Put it down. Stop.
- Who is she?!
4736
04:16:03,264 --> 04:16:05,558
- [Keller] I'll fucking shoot you, bitch!
- I don’t...?
4737
04:16:05,683 --> 04:16:08,144
- [Circle groans]
- [Keller] Get... Go!
4738
04:16:08,269 --> 04:16:10,021
Jesus Christ!
4739
04:16:11,939 --> 04:16:13,524
Don't fucking...
Don't fucking...!
4740
04:16:13,649 --> 04:16:17,153
Bitch, I've got a gun in my fucking hand!
4741
04:16:17,278 --> 04:16:19,072
[Keller screams]
4742
04:16:20,365 --> 04:16:24,202
- Circle, let's go! Slide up the stairs!
- [Eclipse falls]
4743
04:16:24,327 --> 04:16:26,829
- [Circle groans]
- Stay down!
4744
04:16:26,954 --> 04:16:28,539
Oh, fuck!
We should have just left the...
4745
04:16:28,664 --> 04:16:30,750
[indistinct]
4746
04:16:30,875 --> 04:16:32,085
Oh, my God!
4747
04:16:32,210 --> 04:16:34,295
Do you have a towel or something?
4748
04:16:34,420 --> 04:16:37,715
- [Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
- [Keller] Fuck, you smell so crazy.
4749
04:16:37,840 --> 04:16:39,258
[Polygon AI] ..is not abuse.
4750
04:16:39,384 --> 04:16:42,095
It is not... It is not...
It is not abuse.
4751
04:16:43,304 --> 04:16:45,390
[Meredith] I’m so sorry.
4752
04:16:49,185 --> 04:16:51,270
[Eclipse] Valerie?
4753
04:16:51,396 --> 04:16:52,939
- Hi.
- Hi.
4754
04:16:53,106 --> 04:16:55,400
[Meredith]
Eclipse is here. Eclipse is here.
4755
04:16:58,152 --> 04:16:59,821
[Eclipse] You did good.
4756
04:16:59,946 --> 04:17:02,698
- You did really good.
- [Valerie inhales]
4757
04:17:04,200 --> 04:17:07,870
[Meredith] It's okay. Hey, hey, hey. Hey.
4758
04:17:09,664 --> 04:17:11,833
[Polygon AI continues speaking]
4759
04:17:13,459 --> 04:17:15,962
Thanks for all the K, I guess.
4760
04:17:17,547 --> 04:17:19,173
It helped.
4761
04:17:20,133 --> 04:17:22,135
[Valerie breathes heavily]
4762
04:17:24,262 --> 04:17:26,347
Okay. You're safe now.
4763
04:17:27,932 --> 04:17:29,642
We let it out here.
4764
04:17:31,310 --> 04:17:33,062
Hey.
4765
04:17:33,187 --> 04:17:35,731
You're tough,
and you're gonna do okay out there.
4766
04:17:38,985 --> 04:17:42,780
You don't need...me.
4767
04:17:42,905 --> 04:17:46,659
You don't need Meredith,
or Devon, or anybody else.
4768
04:17:49,454 --> 04:17:50,997
[Meredith] You're gonna do
such good things.
4769
04:17:51,122 --> 04:17:53,666
- [Eclipse]You're gonna be okay out there.
- I'm gonna get my GED.
4770
04:17:54,959 --> 04:17:58,254
- You’re gonna get your GED.
- Yes.
4771
04:18:00,590 --> 04:18:03,551
Maybe I can...
Maybe I can work in HR, like you.
4772
04:18:05,887 --> 04:18:10,224
- And I can have a cheeseburger.
- [Meredith] A burger sounds good.
4773
04:18:10,349 --> 04:18:11,893
I can finally learn how old I am,
4774
04:18:12,018 --> 04:18:14,228
'cause I don't know
what fucking year it is.
4775
04:18:14,353 --> 04:18:16,147
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4776
04:18:16,314 --> 04:18:18,316
[Sophia] You should eat plant-based.
4777
04:18:18,900 --> 04:18:20,985
[Valerie] Maybe.
4778
04:18:37,668 --> 04:18:40,171
- [She chuckles]
- No veggie dogs.
4779
04:18:40,296 --> 04:18:42,798
I'm never eating a fucking hot dog again in my life.
4780
04:18:42,924 --> 04:18:45,009
- [Meredith chuckles]
- You can have a veggie burger.
4781
04:18:45,134 --> 04:18:47,136
They never tasted good.
4782
04:18:48,804 --> 04:18:50,681
No, they really didn't.
4783
04:18:50,806 --> 04:18:53,976
I didn't even finish most of them.
4784
04:18:54,101 --> 04:18:56,062
I'm not gonna hold it against you now.
4785
04:18:56,187 --> 04:18:58,481
Thank you for understanding.
4786
04:19:01,025 --> 04:19:03,110
[Sophia mumbles,
Meredith chuckles]
4787
04:19:03,444 --> 04:19:05,571
- I don't know what that is.
- [Meredith chuckles]
4788
04:19:05,696 --> 04:19:07,490
You’ll know the whole world.
4789
04:19:07,615 --> 04:19:09,909
[Valerie] Is that the thing
you get from raw eggs?
4790
04:19:10,034 --> 04:19:13,829
You're gonna get to be a real...
person now.
4791
04:19:13,955 --> 04:19:16,832
- You get to see the real world.
- A person?
4792
04:19:16,958 --> 04:19:19,752
- And burgers...
- [Meredith] And a cat, if you want.
4793
04:19:19,877 --> 04:19:22,630
[Valerie] I've never...
I've never been a person.
4794
04:19:22,755 --> 04:19:26,342
- My hands!
- You got thumbs, baby!
4795
04:19:26,467 --> 04:19:28,886
- I have thumbs!
- You have thumbs.
4796
04:19:29,011 --> 04:19:31,764
- I can open doors!
- Yeah!
4797
04:19:31,889 --> 04:19:34,517
You can open the door
and get right out of here.
4798
04:19:34,642 --> 04:19:36,727
We should do that.
4799
04:19:36,894 --> 04:19:38,896
[Polygon AI continues speaking]
4800
04:19:42,858 --> 04:19:44,944
I got you. I got you.
4801
04:19:49,115 --> 04:19:52,493
- I'm taking this fucking jacket off.
- Okay.
4802
04:19:52,618 --> 04:19:56,080
I don't know about you guys,
I could fuck up some pad thai right now.
4803
04:19:56,205 --> 04:19:58,040
[Lively chatter]
4804
04:19:58,165 --> 04:20:00,167
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4805
04:20:02,503 --> 04:20:03,963
[Valerie] Kill yourself!
4806
04:20:05,881 --> 04:20:08,134
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4807
04:20:08,426 --> 04:20:10,052
[Casper] I guess the hot dogs?
4808
04:20:10,344 --> 04:20:12,013
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
4809
04:20:12,555 --> 04:20:16,767
I liked...
I liked everything about this place.
4810
04:20:16,892 --> 04:20:19,270
- Like what?
- I don't know, I just,
4811
04:20:19,395 --> 04:20:22,565
I finally felt like I was
part of something, you know?
4812
04:20:22,690 --> 04:20:24,567
Like...
4813
04:20:24,692 --> 04:20:26,819
Part of a real...
4814
04:20:26,944 --> 04:20:28,613
community.
4815
04:20:28,738 --> 04:20:30,823
- Yeah?
- [Casper] Yeah.
4816
04:20:30,948 --> 04:20:33,326
I don't know if I felt that.
4817
04:20:33,451 --> 04:20:36,954
You didn't?
I kind of felt that from you, actually.
4818
04:20:37,079 --> 04:20:38,623
How so?
4819
04:20:38,748 --> 04:20:41,083
I felt like you were here, like...
4820
04:20:41,208 --> 04:20:43,336
running away from something, maybe.
4821
04:20:43,461 --> 04:20:47,673
- Aren't we all?
- Yeah, but you for real.
4822
04:20:47,798 --> 04:20:50,593
[Rachel] What about me, specifically?
4823
04:20:50,718 --> 04:20:53,596
Rachel, I have to admit something to you.
4824
04:20:53,721 --> 04:20:55,431
[Rachel] Yeah?
4825
04:20:57,600 --> 04:20:58,684
I...
4826
04:20:58,809 --> 04:21:00,603
I'm not trans.
4827
04:21:02,188 --> 04:21:03,773
What?
4828
04:21:03,898 --> 04:21:05,900
You know I'm not trans.
4829
04:21:06,025 --> 04:21:08,527
No, I...
What the fuck are you talking about?
4830
04:21:08,653 --> 04:21:10,780
- I pass to you?
- [She chuckles]
4831
04:21:10,905 --> 04:21:14,408
Yeah. You're serving fish all the time.
What are you talking about?
4832
04:21:14,533 --> 04:21:16,619
Oh, my God, first of all,
that's an incredible compliment.
4833
04:21:16,744 --> 04:21:18,746
- I really appreciate it.
- [She chuckles]
4834
04:21:18,871 --> 04:21:21,332
But I have to tell you something else.
4835
04:21:21,457 --> 04:21:24,502
What...?
What could be more shocking than that?
4836
04:21:24,627 --> 04:21:26,629
I...am...
4837
04:21:29,173 --> 04:21:31,842
I am a fed.
4838
04:21:31,967 --> 04:21:33,844
- [Rachel] Oh, that, I knew.
- What?!
4839
04:21:33,969 --> 04:21:35,763
Oh, it was fucking obvious,
are you kidding me?
4840
04:21:35,888 --> 04:21:37,598
I've been assigned to you,
4841
04:21:37,723 --> 04:21:40,393
to arrest you at some point,
but I just fucking love this shit.
4842
04:21:40,518 --> 04:21:42,853
Is this some fucking
Kindergarten Cop shit you're doing?
4843
04:21:42,978 --> 04:21:46,232
You're so obvious with it, it's...
Yeah, I don't know. I knew.
4844
04:21:46,357 --> 04:21:49,777
Oh, so, that's why you kind of
didn't like me in the beginning?
4845
04:21:49,902 --> 04:21:51,237
- What do you mean...?
- You didn't...
4846
04:21:51,362 --> 04:21:53,280
We had camaraderie!
What are you talking about?
4847
04:21:53,406 --> 04:21:54,615
You were suspicious of me.
4848
04:21:54,740 --> 04:21:57,952
No, I've looked... I-I saw you,
and I was, like, respect,
4849
04:21:58,077 --> 04:22:00,621
- you know, another operator in the field.
- No, you weren't.
4850
04:22:00,746 --> 04:22:05,084
I saw your eyes and you were, like,
"I don't like this bitch."
4851
04:22:05,209 --> 04:22:06,836
Whatever. Speak for yourself.
4852
04:22:06,961 --> 04:22:09,380
Just admit it to me,
and then we can leave.
4853
04:22:10,548 --> 04:22:13,718
All right, you pissed me off sometimes.
But you know what? I respect...
4854
04:22:13,843 --> 04:22:16,095
I respect why you're here.
4855
04:22:16,220 --> 04:22:18,639
- You're here for me, are you not?
- I'm here for you.
4856
04:22:18,764 --> 04:22:20,725
[Rachel] Then why am I not
in cuffs right now?
4857
04:22:20,850 --> 04:22:23,102
Because I like you.
4858
04:22:23,227 --> 04:22:25,312
And I'm really...
I really don't wanna go.
4859
04:22:25,438 --> 04:22:29,108
- [Roxie] Why don't you guys get a room?
- Oh, fuck off.
4860
04:22:29,233 --> 04:22:32,361
I really wish you wouldn't
have fucked this up for us.
4861
04:22:34,613 --> 04:22:37,158
I guess we...
I guess we have to go.
4862
04:22:39,076 --> 04:22:41,662
I'm not gonna...
I'm not gonna...
4863
04:22:41,787 --> 04:22:44,415
I couldn't bring you in, so...
4864
04:22:44,540 --> 04:22:47,293
just keep the crimes...a little chill.
4865
04:22:47,418 --> 04:22:49,503
You couldn't bring me in?
I've done some fucked-up shit.
4866
04:22:49,628 --> 04:22:52,590
Keep the crimes a little chiller,
when we're out there, okay?
4867
04:22:52,715 --> 04:22:55,426
Just a little... Lay low, and I won't...
4868
04:22:55,551 --> 04:22:59,221
You do you, I'll do me, and just, like...
4869
04:22:59,346 --> 04:23:00,931
[Polygon AI] It is not abuse.
4870
04:23:01,056 --> 04:23:04,810
..don't...don't make me
have to fucking bring you in, okay?
4871
04:23:04,935 --> 04:23:06,645
Deal?
4872
04:23:06,771 --> 04:23:09,315
[Rachel] Yeah. Deal...Officer.
4873
04:23:09,440 --> 04:23:11,192
[Casper chuckles]
4874
04:23:11,317 --> 04:23:13,027
Wanna get a hot dog? I'm hungry.
4875
04:23:13,152 --> 04:23:15,613
I actually want a hot dog so badly.
4876
04:23:15,738 --> 04:23:17,990
You know what I want is condiments
on that hot dog.
4877
04:23:18,115 --> 04:23:21,494
Yeah, I haven't had one of those in...
who knows how long.
4878
04:23:21,619 --> 04:23:24,789
I want ketchup, mustard and mayo.
4879
04:23:24,914 --> 04:23:26,499
- [Rachel] Yeah.
- With a bun.
4880
04:23:26,624 --> 04:23:28,834
[Rachel]
Oh. So, yeah, they come with buns.
4881
04:23:28,959 --> 04:23:30,920
- I forgot about that part.
- [Casper] Me, too!
4882
04:23:31,045 --> 04:23:32,880
[Casper chuckles]
4883
04:23:33,005 --> 04:23:35,007
[Polygon AI continues speaking]
4884
04:23:39,762 --> 04:23:43,766
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4885
04:23:43,891 --> 04:23:45,684
Conflict is not abuse.
4886
04:23:45,810 --> 04:23:47,978
Conflict is not abuse.
4887
04:23:48,103 --> 04:23:51,857
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is...
4888
04:23:51,982 --> 04:23:54,068
not abuse.
4889
04:23:54,193 --> 04:23:56,737
It is not... It is not...
It is not abuse.
4890
04:23:56,862 --> 04:23:58,113
[Roxie] What?
4891
04:23:59,198 --> 04:24:00,658
What?
4892
04:24:05,621 --> 04:24:08,249
Is that...?
Is that your answer for this?
4893
04:24:10,167 --> 04:24:11,919
What do you mean?
4894
04:24:15,798 --> 04:24:17,424
All of that...
4895
04:24:17,550 --> 04:24:20,553
and you still haven't figured out
the fucking question?
4896
04:24:21,679 --> 04:24:23,639
I don't know what that means.
4897
04:24:23,764 --> 04:24:26,141
You're not good at this.
4898
04:24:26,267 --> 04:24:28,352
I'm the one who's good at this.
4899
04:24:28,519 --> 04:24:30,521
[Polygon AI continues speaking]
4900
04:24:32,273 --> 04:24:34,483
[She chuckles]
4901
04:24:34,650 --> 04:24:37,653
[She cackles, wheezes]
4902
04:24:41,282 --> 04:24:42,783
[Eclipse splutters]
4903
04:24:42,908 --> 04:24:45,160
Oh, man.
4904
04:24:45,286 --> 04:24:47,371
Oh, man.
4905
04:24:47,496 --> 04:24:48,831
[Polygon AI] ..not abuse.
4906
04:24:48,956 --> 04:24:51,750
It is not...
It is not... It is not abuse.
4907
04:24:53,419 --> 04:24:55,129
Shit!
4908
04:24:55,296 --> 04:24:57,298
[Polygon AI continue speaking]
4909
04:25:02,261 --> 04:25:04,513
Conflict is not abuse.
4910
04:25:04,638 --> 04:25:07,975
You fucking need this more than I do.
4911
04:25:08,100 --> 04:25:12,646
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4912
04:25:12,771 --> 04:25:14,648
Conflict is not abuse.
4913
04:25:14,773 --> 04:25:17,359
Conflict...
4914
04:25:17,484 --> 04:25:18,944
it is not abuse.
4915
04:25:19,069 --> 04:25:21,780
It is not...
It is not... It is not abuse.
4916
04:25:21,906 --> 04:25:23,657
[Mask clatters]
4917
04:25:23,782 --> 04:25:26,076
Take care of yourself, boo boo.
4918
04:25:26,201 --> 04:25:29,038
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4919
04:25:29,163 --> 04:25:31,165
Conflict is not abuse.
4920
04:25:31,290 --> 04:25:34,501
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4921
04:25:34,627 --> 04:25:36,587
Conflict is not abuse.
4922
04:25:36,712 --> 04:25:40,883
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4923
04:25:41,008 --> 04:25:43,093
Conflict is...
4924
04:25:43,218 --> 04:25:44,345
not abuse.
4925
04:25:44,470 --> 04:25:47,348
It is not... It is not...
It is not abuse.
4926
04:25:47,473 --> 04:25:49,391
Conflict is...
4927
04:25:49,516 --> 04:25:51,226
not abuse.
4928
04:25:51,352 --> 04:25:53,479
Conflict is...
4929
04:25:56,690 --> 04:26:01,528
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4930
04:26:01,654 --> 04:26:03,572
Conflict is not abuse.
4931
04:26:03,697 --> 04:26:05,532
Roxie?
4932
04:26:05,658 --> 04:26:07,618
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4933
04:26:07,743 --> 04:26:12,706
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is...
4934
04:26:12,831 --> 04:26:14,375
It's not abuse.
4935
04:26:14,500 --> 04:26:17,002
I'm really disappointed in you.
4936
04:26:17,169 --> 04:26:19,171
[Polygon AI continues speaking]
4937
04:26:22,049 --> 04:26:24,510
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4938
04:26:24,635 --> 04:26:26,720
Conflict is not abuse.
4939
04:26:26,845 --> 04:26:30,140
- [Roxie] Uh-huh.
- And we have a lot to clean up.
4940
04:26:30,265 --> 04:26:31,976
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4941
04:26:32,101 --> 04:26:35,479
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4942
04:26:35,604 --> 04:26:38,107
I'm not...targeting you right now.
4943
04:26:38,232 --> 04:26:41,026
[Roxie] Give it a rest!
Jesus fucking Christ!
4944
04:26:41,151 --> 04:26:43,362
[Polygon AI] It is not abuse.
4945
04:26:43,487 --> 04:26:45,823
Conflict is not abuse.
4946
04:26:45,948 --> 04:26:48,158
- [Clatter]
- Conflict is...
4947
04:26:51,370 --> 04:26:53,497
It's not abuse.
4948
04:26:53,622 --> 04:26:57,251
Conflict is not abuse.
4949
04:26:57,376 --> 04:27:00,879
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4950
04:27:01,005 --> 04:27:03,382
Conflict is not abuse.
4951
04:27:03,549 --> 04:27:08,303
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is...
4952
04:27:08,429 --> 04:27:10,973
It's not abuse.
It is not... It is not...
4953
04:27:11,098 --> 04:27:13,559
It is not abuse.
4954
04:27:13,684 --> 04:27:15,561
[Roxie exhales]
4955
04:27:16,979 --> 04:27:19,023
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4956
04:27:19,148 --> 04:27:21,859
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4957
04:27:21,984 --> 04:27:24,361
Conflict is not abuse.
4958
04:27:24,486 --> 04:27:27,698
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4959
04:27:27,823 --> 04:27:29,533
Conflict is not abuse.
4960
04:27:29,658 --> 04:27:32,036
- Conflict is not abuse.
- [Devon] We should start cleaning.
4961
04:27:32,161 --> 04:27:34,121
[Polygon AI] Conflict is...
4962
04:27:34,246 --> 04:27:35,414
not abuse.
4963
04:27:35,539 --> 04:27:38,083
It is not... It is not...
It is not abuse.
4964
04:27:38,208 --> 04:27:41,795
- [Devon] I’m gonna find another towel.
- [Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4965
04:27:41,920 --> 04:27:44,840
Conflict is not...
4966
04:27:44,965 --> 04:27:46,383
[Roxie] Hey.
4967
04:27:48,052 --> 04:27:49,595
Just go.
4968
04:27:49,720 --> 04:27:51,388
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not...
4969
04:27:51,513 --> 04:27:53,057
Go!
4970
04:27:53,182 --> 04:27:54,433
[Roxie snaps fingers]
4971
04:27:54,558 --> 04:27:58,854
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4972
04:27:58,979 --> 04:28:01,356
Conflict is not abuse.
4973
04:28:01,482 --> 04:28:04,401
Conflict is...
4974
04:28:04,526 --> 04:28:06,862
not abuse.
It is not... It is not...
4975
04:28:06,987 --> 04:28:09,782
It is not abuse.
4976
04:28:09,907 --> 04:28:12,367
[Polygon AI continues speaking]
4977
04:28:12,493 --> 04:28:15,996
- [Devon] I'm not leaving.
- [Roxie] It's over. Go.
4978
04:28:16,121 --> 04:28:19,792
- Maybe you should leave.
- [Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
4979
04:28:19,917 --> 04:28:22,961
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4980
04:28:23,087 --> 04:28:24,755
Conflict is not abuse.
4981
04:28:24,880 --> 04:28:29,676
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is...
4982
04:28:29,802 --> 04:28:30,928
not abuse.
4983
04:28:31,053 --> 04:28:34,389
It is not... It is not...
It is not abuse.
4984
04:28:34,515 --> 04:28:37,226
Conflict is not abuse.
4985
04:28:37,351 --> 04:28:39,269
Conflict is...
4986
04:28:39,394 --> 04:28:41,480
You missed a spot.
4987
04:28:43,273 --> 04:28:44,441
..not abuse.
4988
04:28:44,566 --> 04:28:46,151
Conflict is not...
4989
04:28:46,276 --> 04:28:48,237
[Roxie] Shut up!
4990
04:28:48,362 --> 04:28:52,116
[Polygon AI] Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4991
04:28:52,241 --> 04:28:54,368
Conflict is not abuse.
4992
04:28:54,493 --> 04:28:56,787
Conflict is not abuse.
Conflict is not abuse.
4993
04:28:56,912 --> 04:28:59,373
Conflict is...
4994
04:28:59,498 --> 04:29:00,582
is not abuse.
4995
04:29:00,707 --> 04:29:03,794
It is not... It is not...
It is not abuse.
4996
04:29:08,090 --> 04:29:10,134
[Crackling, on headphones]
4997
04:29:13,387 --> 04:29:16,098
[Felicity] Hey, puppy.
4998
04:29:16,223 --> 04:29:18,684
I’ve come to ring your bell.
4999
04:29:20,269 --> 04:29:22,729
[Roxie] So, uh...
5000
04:29:22,855 --> 04:29:24,857
did you see what happened?
5001
04:29:26,608 --> 04:29:30,154
[Felicity] Did I see what happened
which time?
5002
04:29:30,279 --> 04:29:32,197
[Roxie] Never mind.
5003
04:29:32,322 --> 04:29:35,242
[Felicity]
I ran into one of your offspring.
5004
04:29:35,367 --> 04:29:38,412
[Roxie] What? Don't even tell me.
5005
04:29:38,537 --> 04:29:40,497
- [Felicity] Long, blonde hair.
- [Roxie] Okay.
5006
04:29:40,622 --> 04:29:42,958
- [Felicity] Narrow, kind of pretty face.
- [Roxie] Mm-hm.
5007
04:29:43,083 --> 04:29:46,587
She looked, um... She looked
like you had had your way with her.
5008
04:29:46,712 --> 04:29:48,297
[Roxie] All right.
5009
04:29:48,422 --> 04:29:50,174
Let's...
5010
04:29:50,299 --> 04:29:51,925
How bad is it?
5011
04:29:52,050 --> 04:29:55,012
Well, I don't know
if it's any worse than last time,
5012
04:29:55,137 --> 04:29:58,265
but you made it through that one okay.
5013
04:29:58,390 --> 04:30:00,601
[Roxie] Mm-hm.
5014
04:30:00,726 --> 04:30:04,646
[Felicity] I don't know why,
but some people just seem to have, uh...
5015
04:30:04,771 --> 04:30:07,357
an appetite for self-destruction.
5016
04:30:07,482 --> 04:30:10,360
A bad star, as one might say.
5017
04:30:10,485 --> 04:30:13,197
- [Felicity] Yeah.
- Born under one.
5018
04:30:13,322 --> 04:30:15,449
[Felicity] Yeah, yeah, yeah.
5019
04:30:15,574 --> 04:30:17,326
No, uh...
5020
04:30:17,451 --> 04:30:19,077
I guess I...
5021
04:30:19,203 --> 04:30:21,079
I'm curious how you're feeling, or...
5022
04:30:21,205 --> 04:30:24,541
[Roxie] I feel like
either it hasn't hit me yet,
5023
04:30:24,666 --> 04:30:28,378
or I'm so jaded that it's, like...
5024
04:30:28,503 --> 04:30:30,672
I don't even care.
5025
04:30:30,797 --> 04:30:34,927
[Felicity] Can I ask,
like, what exactly...
5026
04:30:35,052 --> 04:30:37,304
you thought it was that you were doing?
5027
04:30:40,807 --> 04:30:43,644
Let's talk about something nicer.
5028
04:30:43,769 --> 04:30:46,688
You know,
remember when we made that video,
5029
04:30:46,813 --> 04:30:49,149
about The Crying Game?
5030
04:30:49,274 --> 04:30:52,444
- You came to my place in Richmond?
- Yeah.
5031
04:30:52,569 --> 04:30:56,740
- And we were hanging all weekend.
- [Felicity] Yeah.
5032
04:30:58,075 --> 04:30:59,952
It was... It was a beautiful time.
5033
04:31:00,077 --> 04:31:02,746
- I mean, everything...
- [Roxie] What happened?
5034
04:31:04,081 --> 04:31:07,960
[Felicity] Time, just...
it moves in one direction,
5035
04:31:08,085 --> 04:31:12,130
away from whatever good things
are happening in our lives...
5036
04:31:13,757 --> 04:31:16,343
..towards the ultimate bad.
5037
04:31:16,468 --> 04:31:18,303
[Roxie] Mm-hm.
5038
04:31:18,428 --> 04:31:20,806
But, um...
5039
04:31:20,931 --> 04:31:23,016
it was a good video, I guess.
5040
04:31:23,141 --> 04:31:25,185
It was all right.
5041
04:31:25,310 --> 04:31:27,938
[Felicity] Well, it's caused me
no end of trouble
5042
04:31:28,063 --> 04:31:30,315
to appear in the SEO next to you...
5043
04:31:31,483 --> 04:31:33,360
..because of one time
we had to get together
5044
04:31:33,485 --> 04:31:36,029
- and talk about The Crying Game.
- Mm-hm.
5045
04:31:36,154 --> 04:31:39,199
[Felicity] You, me, The Crying Game...
5046
04:31:39,324 --> 04:31:41,326
- [Roxie] It's not great.
- ..coming up.
5047
04:31:41,451 --> 04:31:42,536
[Roxie] Mm-hm.
5048
04:31:42,661 --> 04:31:47,207
[Felicity] It's not something
that I necessarily relish, but, like...
5049
04:31:49,501 --> 04:31:50,836
I don't know.
5050
04:31:52,838 --> 04:31:54,756
I'm a little older,
5051
04:31:54,881 --> 04:32:00,595
if you wouldn't mind me
speaking in a sage tone of voice, like...
5052
04:32:00,721 --> 04:32:02,347
[Roxie] Mm-hm.
5053
04:32:02,472 --> 04:32:05,392
..it seems to just be what life is.
5054
04:32:05,517 --> 04:32:08,937
You accumulate
these mistakes on the public record...
5055
04:32:10,063 --> 04:32:12,524
..you try to move forward...
5056
04:32:12,649 --> 04:32:15,569
and then...the, uh...
5057
04:32:15,694 --> 04:32:20,115
the sum of them is what constitutes,
I guess, your life.
5058
04:32:20,240 --> 04:32:22,409
At the end of the day.
5059
04:32:22,534 --> 04:32:25,871
And your life seems to have...
5060
04:32:25,996 --> 04:32:28,832
- quite a few of these incidents.
- Mm-hm.
5061
04:32:31,209 --> 04:32:33,170
- Yeah.
- [Felicity] And, um...
5062
04:32:34,504 --> 04:32:36,757
..I just wonder why that is.
5063
04:32:36,882 --> 04:32:39,426
There's no reason it had to be like this.
5064
04:32:45,307 --> 04:32:49,353
I mean, apart from the star
or whatever that you were born under.
5065
04:32:49,478 --> 04:32:50,979
Mm-hm.
5066
04:32:57,736 --> 04:32:59,654
[Felicity] But...
5067
04:32:59,780 --> 04:33:02,366
I want you to know that I have your back.
5068
04:33:02,491 --> 04:33:04,034
[Roxie] Let's just sit here
for a minute, you know?
5069
04:33:04,159 --> 04:33:05,202
All right.
5070
04:33:07,287 --> 04:33:09,748
It's a beautiful day.
I love your outfit.
5071
04:33:19,424 --> 04:33:21,426
[Eerie music]
5072
04:33:57,587 --> 04:33:59,589
[Music continues]
5073
04:34:32,998 --> 04:34:35,000
[Music continues]
5074
04:35:10,869 --> 04:35:12,871
[Music continues]
5075
04:35:34,392 --> 04:35:36,686
[Music concludes, resonates]
5076
04:35:38,980 --> 04:35:40,982
[Warbling distortion]
5077
04:38:12,884 --> 04:38:14,886
[Shaver buzzes]
5078
04:38:39,035 --> 04:38:41,663
[Keller laughs, snorts]
5079
04:38:44,207 --> 04:38:46,209
It's so uneven.
5080
04:38:52,590 --> 04:38:54,592
I'll get that later.
5081
04:39:17,282 --> 04:39:18,867
[Circle chuckles]
5082
04:39:18,992 --> 04:39:21,286
- You doing good back there?
- [Keller] What?
5083
04:39:21,411 --> 04:39:23,621
- [Circle] Are you doing good back there?
- I think I'm, like...
5084
04:39:23,747 --> 04:39:26,416
It's working,
but I feel like it's happening so slowly.
5085
04:39:26,541 --> 04:39:28,376
- Well, I trust you.
- [Keller] Okay.
5086
04:39:28,501 --> 04:39:30,378
I trust you.
5087
04:39:30,503 --> 04:39:33,089
[Keller] You have so much hair.
5088
04:39:33,214 --> 04:39:36,009
- You had so much hair.
- [Circle chuckles]
5089
04:39:36,134 --> 04:39:39,012
Now you have half a bob.
5090
04:39:39,137 --> 04:39:41,222
We'll get there.
5091
04:39:41,389 --> 04:39:44,100
[Circle chuckles, exhales]
5092
04:39:46,728 --> 04:39:48,980
It's crazy how fast these work.
5093
04:39:50,273 --> 04:39:51,983
And I’m getting this.
5094
04:39:53,902 --> 04:39:56,738
I wonder if I could give myself,
like, a line-up with this.
5095
04:39:56,863 --> 04:39:59,282
- [Circle chuckles]
- Could I?
5096
04:39:59,407 --> 04:40:02,786
Can I do this? There you go.
We can just go...
5097
04:40:02,911 --> 04:40:04,913
- across!
- [Circle chuckles, Keller snorts]
5098
04:40:05,038 --> 04:40:06,372
[Keller] Am I hurting you?
5099
04:40:06,498 --> 04:40:09,083
- A little bit, it's okay.
- [Keller] Oh, no. I'm sorry.
5100
04:40:30,855 --> 04:40:34,692
- I'm, like, really fucking this up.
- [Circle chuckles]
5101
04:40:34,818 --> 04:40:37,111
It's okay. Doesn't matter.
5102
04:40:41,199 --> 04:40:43,660
- It's the thought that counts.
- [Keller] It's the thought that counts.
5103
04:40:43,785 --> 04:40:46,287
Wait, oh, I figured out
what makes it cut. Okay.
5104
04:40:46,412 --> 04:40:49,874
- [She laughs]
- I was, like, rubbing it against...
5105
04:40:49,999 --> 04:40:51,376
these...
5106
04:40:51,501 --> 04:40:54,045
- but it's that down there.
- Yeah, no, that's the thing.
5107
04:40:54,170 --> 04:40:55,672
Crazy of me to not realise that.
5108
04:40:55,797 --> 04:40:58,925
Okay. Oh, my God,
that was so much faster.
5109
04:40:59,092 --> 04:41:00,927
[Both laugh]
5110
04:41:01,052 --> 04:41:03,012
You gotta go all the way through...
5111
04:41:03,137 --> 04:41:05,139
Oh, shit, and that's what makes it loud.
5112
04:41:05,265 --> 04:41:07,392
Okay. I've never...
5113
04:41:07,517 --> 04:41:10,812
It's like I'm putting my head
in a blender.
5114
04:41:10,937 --> 04:41:14,899
When my head was shaved in college,
I had somebody else do it, so...
5115
04:41:15,024 --> 04:41:17,026
I really didn't pay attention.
5116
04:41:17,151 --> 04:41:20,822
I’d make my room-mate do it every time,
I'd keep my eyes closed.
5117
04:41:20,947 --> 04:41:23,241
[Circle chuckles, inhales]
5118
04:41:23,366 --> 04:41:26,160
[Keller] That's how I knew
it probably wasn't for me, you know?
5119
04:41:26,286 --> 04:41:28,413
But you're doing good.
I mean...
5120
04:41:28,538 --> 04:41:30,957
It’ll take nicely.
5121
04:41:32,834 --> 04:41:34,836
You have, like, knots in your hair!
5122
04:41:34,961 --> 04:41:37,088
- Look at this.
- I probably should have combed it.
5123
04:41:37,213 --> 04:41:39,215
[Keller] It's like a dreadlock.
5124
04:41:45,430 --> 04:41:48,182
Wait, put your head forward a little bit.
There you go.
5125
04:42:04,991 --> 04:42:07,076
It's so much.
5126
04:42:18,504 --> 04:42:20,048
[Keller] Oh, that's fast.
5127
04:42:20,173 --> 04:42:24,135
I'm realising I'm, like, actually
doing this so fucking wrong.
5128
04:42:25,303 --> 04:42:29,474
I learned nothing.
I learned nothing from undergrad.
5129
04:42:29,599 --> 04:42:32,352
I didn't learn
how to shave somebody else's head...
5130
04:42:32,477 --> 04:42:36,397
I didn't learn how to, like,
do K without throwing up.
5131
04:42:37,649 --> 04:42:39,567
Didn't learn anything.
5132
04:42:39,692 --> 04:42:41,819
No, I'm doing a good job, actually.
5133
04:42:41,945 --> 04:42:44,113
Wait, actually, this looks good! Okay.
5134
04:42:46,407 --> 04:42:48,576
You look like one of the guys
from ABBA a little bit.
5135
04:42:48,743 --> 04:42:50,578
[Circle laughs]
5136
04:42:56,459 --> 04:42:58,419
[Circle] Gimme a man after midnight.
5137
04:42:59,712 --> 04:43:01,965
- [Keller] Won't somebody help me...
- [Circle chuckles]
5138
04:43:02,090 --> 04:43:04,425
..chase the shadows away.
5139
04:43:09,555 --> 04:43:12,517
It's uneven as fuck.
5140
04:43:12,642 --> 04:43:14,978
It's uneven as fuck,
and I just got it all over your back.
5141
04:43:15,103 --> 04:43:17,105
We're getting there, we're getting there.
5142
04:43:17,230 --> 04:43:18,815
Getting there, getting there.
5143
04:43:18,940 --> 04:43:23,027
What if I gave you, like...
a low taper from the back?
5144
04:43:23,152 --> 04:43:26,614
- [Circle laughs]
- "I like your cut, G!"
5145
04:43:26,739 --> 04:43:29,617
- I'm the Dominican barber.
- [Circle chuckles]
5146
04:43:29,742 --> 04:43:31,828
- I've lived in Brooklyn so long...
- [Circle laughs]
5147
04:43:31,953 --> 04:43:34,706
..that I have become Dominican barber,
5148
04:43:34,831 --> 04:43:36,708
destroyer of worlds.
5149
04:43:41,170 --> 04:43:44,132
This is easy. It's actually easy,
once you get the hang of it.
5150
04:43:46,759 --> 04:43:49,137
This side is shorter than the other side.
5151
04:43:50,847 --> 04:43:53,141
In a big way.
I mean, I'm actually...
5152
04:43:53,266 --> 04:43:55,268
No, I'm gonna get this right.
5153
04:44:12,660 --> 04:44:14,245
[She sniffles]
5154
04:44:17,623 --> 04:44:18,916
[She sniffles]
5155
04:44:19,042 --> 04:44:21,961
- [Keller] Are you okay?
- Yeah, no, it's...
5156
04:44:22,086 --> 04:44:25,131
it's good, it's just that, you know,
it's been a...it's been a...
5157
04:44:25,256 --> 04:44:27,008
[She exhales]
5158
04:44:27,133 --> 04:44:30,219
- ..it's been a long time.
- [She sniffles]
5159
04:44:30,344 --> 04:44:33,639
It's good. It's good.
5160
04:44:37,602 --> 04:44:39,604
[Train approaches]
5161
04:45:08,841 --> 04:45:12,512
[PA] This is a Manhattan-bound
M Local train.
5162
04:45:12,637 --> 04:45:15,515
The next stop is Flushing Avenue.
5163
04:45:15,640 --> 04:45:18,101
Stand clear of the closing doors, please.
5164
04:45:58,099 --> 04:46:00,977
This is a Manhattan-bound M Local train.
5165
04:46:01,102 --> 04:46:04,188
The next stop is Lorimer Street.
5166
04:46:04,313 --> 04:46:07,191
Stand clear of the closing doors, please.
5167
04:46:35,178 --> 04:46:37,722
This is Lorimer Street.
5168
04:47:19,680 --> 04:47:21,891
This is Hewes Street.
5169
04:47:22,016 --> 04:47:27,563
Attention, everyone.
There are 150 accessible subway stations.
5170
04:47:27,688 --> 04:47:30,816
Please check MTA.info/elevators.
5171
04:47:30,942 --> 04:47:34,987
for real-time elevator status
at your station.
5172
04:47:36,239 --> 04:47:39,533
This is a Manhattan-bound M Local train.
5173
04:47:39,659 --> 04:47:42,578
The next stop is Marcy Avenue.
5174
04:47:42,703 --> 04:47:45,373
Stand clear of the closing doors, please.
5175
04:48:15,903 --> 04:48:17,905
[Gentle strumming]
5176
04:48:19,532 --> 04:48:22,076
[PA] This is Marcy Avenue.
5177
04:48:22,243 --> 04:48:25,037
[Circle plays
"Will the Circle Be Unbroken?"]
5178
04:48:27,540 --> 04:48:33,462
♪ There are loved ones in the glory
5179
04:48:33,587 --> 04:48:38,301
♪ Whose dear forms you often miss
5180
04:48:38,426 --> 04:48:43,764
♪ When you end your earthly story
5181
04:48:43,889 --> 04:48:48,519
♪ Will you join them in their bliss?
5182
04:48:48,644 --> 04:48:54,066
♪ Will the circle be unbroken
5183
04:48:54,191 --> 04:48:59,322
♪ By and by Lord, by and by
5184
04:48:59,447 --> 04:49:04,035
♪ There's a better home awaiting
5185
04:49:04,160 --> 04:49:09,582
♪ In the sky, in the sky
5186
04:49:09,707 --> 04:49:14,587
♪ You remember songs of heaven
5187
04:49:14,712 --> 04:49:19,842
♪ Which you sang with childish voice
5188
04:49:19,967 --> 04:49:24,305
♪ Will you love the songs they taught you
5189
04:49:24,430 --> 04:49:29,643
♪ Or are songs of earth your choice?
5190
04:49:29,769 --> 04:49:34,690
♪ Will the circle be unbroken
5191
04:49:34,815 --> 04:49:39,779
♪ By and by, Lord, by and by?
5192
04:49:39,904 --> 04:49:44,450
♪ There's a better home awaiting
5193
04:49:44,575 --> 04:49:50,164
♪ In the sky, in the sky.
5194
04:49:50,289 --> 04:49:54,919
♪ You remember cheerful gatherings
5195
04:49:55,044 --> 04:50:00,007
♪ Round the campfire long ago
5196
04:50:00,132 --> 04:50:05,262
♪ Did you think of tearful partings
5197
04:50:05,388 --> 04:50:09,934
♪ When they left you here below?
5198
04:50:10,059 --> 04:50:14,814
♪ Will the circle be unbroken
5199
04:50:14,939 --> 04:50:19,693
♪ By and by, Lord, by and by?
5200
04:50:19,819 --> 04:50:24,198
♪ There's a better home awaiting
5201
04:50:24,323 --> 04:50:29,537
♪ In the sky, in the sky.
5202
04:50:29,662 --> 04:50:34,333
♪ One by one their seats were emptied
5203
04:50:34,458 --> 04:50:39,338
♪ One by one they turned away
5204
04:50:39,463 --> 04:50:43,843
♪ Now the family is parted
5205
04:50:43,968 --> 04:50:49,390
♪ Will it be complete one day?
5206
04:50:49,515 --> 04:50:54,103
♪ Will the circle be unbroken
5207
04:50:54,228 --> 04:50:58,649
♪ By and by, Lord, by and by?
5208
04:50:58,774 --> 04:51:03,446
♪ There's a better home awaiting
5209
04:51:03,571 --> 04:51:07,741
♪ In the sky, in the sky.
5210
04:51:28,387 --> 04:51:32,933
♪ Will the circle be unbroken
5211
04:51:33,058 --> 04:51:37,354
♪ By and by, Lord, by and by?
5212
04:51:37,480 --> 04:51:42,610
♪ There's a better home awaiting
5213
04:51:42,735 --> 04:51:47,406
♪ In the sky, in the sky
5214
04:51:47,531 --> 04:51:53,496
♪ In the sky... ♪
5215
04:51:53,662 --> 04:51:55,664
[Vigorous strumming]
5216
04:51:58,918 --> 04:52:04,256
♪ In
5217
04:52:04,381 --> 04:52:07,551
- ♪ The sky. ♪
- [Playing concludes]
5218
04:54:41,121 --> 04:54:44,458
[PA] This is Delancey Street/Essex Street.
5219
04:54:44,583 --> 04:54:48,962
Transfer is available
for the F, J and Z trains.
5220
04:54:49,088 --> 04:54:54,051
Transfer is also available
for the M14A select bus service.
5221
04:55:03,143 --> 04:55:05,145
[Silence]
5222
04:55:10,192 --> 04:55:12,528
[YouTuber] This isn't, like, another
doll customisation video.
5223
04:55:12,653 --> 04:55:15,823
Well, it is a doll customisation video,
I suppose.
5224
04:55:15,948 --> 04:55:17,908
Yeah, but if you haven't guessed,
5225
04:55:18,033 --> 04:55:21,537
it's, like, another one
in my DIY trans healthcare series.
5226
04:55:21,662 --> 04:55:25,207
This is, like, something that people
have been asking for for a while.
5227
04:55:25,332 --> 04:55:29,461
Er, this has been a much requested video.
I do read you guys' comments.
5228
04:55:29,586 --> 04:55:33,465
Yeah, today's video
is on how to do your own orchiectomy.
5229
04:55:33,590 --> 04:55:37,010
- [Tiffany] I think I'm...trans.
- [Music - "Fantasy Girl" by Ravine Angel]
5230
04:55:37,136 --> 04:55:39,763
I think I'm a trans girl.
5231
04:55:39,888 --> 04:55:42,057
A trans woman.
5232
04:55:43,308 --> 04:55:46,353
Are you su...? Wha...?
5233
04:55:46,478 --> 04:55:49,356
Yeah, and I picked out the name Tiffany.
5234
04:55:49,481 --> 04:55:52,317
I... Okay, for starters, like...
5235
04:55:53,569 --> 04:55:57,239
..my cousin's kid is named Tiffany,
so, like, that's not gonna work.
5236
04:55:57,364 --> 04:56:00,451
Being socialised as a woman is,
like, it's really traumatising,
5237
04:56:00,576 --> 04:56:02,953
so, I don't know if that's true,
5238
04:56:03,078 --> 04:56:05,122
but I guess I hear you.
5239
04:56:05,247 --> 04:56:07,082
Yeah, well, honestly,
it'd be good for you guys
5240
04:56:07,207 --> 04:56:09,710
maybe to, like, if one of you guys
ever wanted to come to my group
5241
04:56:09,835 --> 04:56:12,755
and, like, you could talk about
how to get socialised as a woman.
5242
04:56:12,880 --> 04:56:14,840
- [Music continues]
- I mean, you're laughing at it.
5243
04:56:14,965 --> 04:56:19,011
It just feels like you got no, like,
fucking theory of mind at all, you know?
5244
04:56:19,136 --> 04:56:22,097
- What the fuck does that mean?
- It means you have no empathy, Michaela.
5245
04:56:22,222 --> 04:56:24,183
- Like...
- Okay, no, I have empathy.
5246
04:56:24,308 --> 04:56:28,312
I'm just, I'm not gonna have empathies
over, like, you know, a stu...
5247
04:56:28,437 --> 04:56:29,646
[Music continues]
5248
04:56:29,772 --> 04:56:31,815
It.. You know,
it's just a cartoon, right?
5249
04:56:31,940 --> 04:56:34,359
[Persephone] I just think you guys
should get into crypto.
5250
04:56:34,485 --> 04:56:38,781
Like, it's really changed
everything in my life.
5251
04:56:38,906 --> 04:56:42,993
Like, I...
I don't even need to leave my house.
5252
04:56:43,118 --> 04:56:45,537
- Like, what would you even buy?
- Just buy some digital bullshit.
5253
04:56:45,662 --> 04:56:49,374
I got my fortune doing
a carpet-pull on MelaniaCoin.
5254
04:56:49,500 --> 04:56:52,377
Okay, so, I'm trans,
my girlfriend knows I'm trans,
5255
04:56:52,503 --> 04:56:56,256
my work knows I'm trans.
Like, who fucking gives a shit, right?
5256
04:56:56,381 --> 04:57:00,010
It's, like, I don't need to come in
and be, like, "Oh, I'm a little cis missy,
5257
04:57:00,135 --> 04:57:01,345
"I got a big fucking vagina."
5258
04:57:01,470 --> 04:57:03,138
It's, like, no,
I have a big fucking cock.
5259
04:57:03,263 --> 04:57:06,767
I'm a tgirl. Deal with it.
It doesn't fucking matter!
5260
04:57:06,892 --> 04:57:08,393
It doesn't affect my life in all ways.
5261
04:57:08,519 --> 04:57:11,230
If somebody wants to assault me for it,
I'll punch him in the nose.
5262
04:57:11,355 --> 04:57:12,731
- Fuck!
- [Music continues]
5263
04:57:12,856 --> 04:57:14,942
I'm really sorry!
I'm really sorry.
5264
04:57:15,067 --> 04:57:17,986
Oh, please.
No! No! Sora, Sora, baby!
5265
04:57:18,111 --> 04:57:20,614
Stop, stop, stop, stop.
No, no, no. No, no, no.
5266
04:57:20,739 --> 04:57:22,825
No more hitties.
No more. No more.
5267
04:57:22,950 --> 04:57:25,202
No, no, no. Stop. Stop, stop, stop.
5268
04:57:25,327 --> 04:57:27,996
Mommy will get it for you.
Mommy will get it for you.
5269
04:57:28,121 --> 04:57:30,082
Don't worry, it's okay, it's okay,
5270
04:57:30,207 --> 04:57:32,960
it's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
It's okay.
5271
04:57:33,085 --> 04:57:36,505
I mean, like, there are some girls there
who have been out to get me since day one,
5272
04:57:36,630 --> 04:57:40,342
um, who just, like, obviously miss
the person who was running it beforehand
5273
04:57:40,467 --> 04:57:42,678
and, like, you know,
I was already on their shit list,
5274
04:57:42,803 --> 04:57:44,805
so, like, I don't think that's fair.
5275
04:57:44,930 --> 04:57:47,182
- Like, it can't be like everyone's upset.
- [Kane] Did you ask...
5276
04:57:47,307 --> 04:57:50,018
Did you ask people their...
5277
04:57:50,143 --> 04:57:53,272
- HRT start dates?
- Oh.
5278
04:57:53,397 --> 04:57:56,275
- [Tweadle] No.
- [Michaela] I just... I...
5279
04:57:56,400 --> 04:57:58,902
You know,
I wanted to make sure that they were...
5280
04:57:59,027 --> 04:58:01,363
You did ask people
their HRT start dates...
5281
04:58:01,488 --> 04:58:05,742
- I'll write that down.
- ..and criticised their outfits and...
5282
04:58:05,868 --> 04:58:08,036
and-and voice...
5283
04:58:08,161 --> 04:58:10,706
You told them they needed voice training?
5284
04:58:13,625 --> 04:58:14,835
[Tweedle] Michaela.
5285
04:58:14,960 --> 04:58:17,379
I just, I don't feel like it's fair
5286
04:58:17,504 --> 04:58:21,049
for you to get to be in the position
that I'm in as a woman.
5287
04:58:21,174 --> 04:58:26,054
Like, you don't get to be in those spaces
like I get to be in those spaces, okay?
5288
04:58:26,179 --> 04:58:27,973
You're Trent, you're you, and that's...
5289
04:58:28,098 --> 04:58:30,726
- [Tiffany] I'm Tiffany.
- No, you're not!
5290
04:58:30,851 --> 04:58:31,894
Like...
5291
04:58:32,019 --> 04:58:34,813
It's crazy that you just get to come up
with that now,
5292
04:58:34,938 --> 04:58:38,734
and you get to live this experience
that isn't yours.
5293
04:58:38,859 --> 04:58:41,945
Like, you've watched me, we've been in
this relationship for fucking nine years,
5294
04:58:42,070 --> 04:58:45,198
and you wanna be where I'm at,
and you're never going to be like me.
5295
04:58:45,324 --> 04:58:46,700
[Music continues]
5296
04:58:46,825 --> 04:58:49,119
[Izzy] Okay? You're, like, putting it on.
5297
04:58:49,244 --> 04:58:51,246
Like, you think you can, like,
put on a fucking dress
5298
04:58:51,371 --> 04:58:53,290
and do your fucking make-up
like I do mine
5299
04:58:53,415 --> 04:58:55,459
and you get to be me, and you don't.
5300
04:58:55,584 --> 04:58:58,086
Okay? And it fucking scares me
to have people like you
5301
04:58:58,211 --> 04:59:01,006
be in fucking spaces
that I get to be in, okay,
5302
04:59:01,131 --> 04:59:02,424
and I get to feel safe in,
5303
04:59:02,549 --> 04:59:04,843
and you come in there,
and you're fucking scaring me.
5304
04:59:04,968 --> 04:59:07,596
And the way that you're going about this
is, like, so wrong.
5305
04:59:07,721 --> 04:59:09,890
Like, you're
so fucking aggressive about it.
5306
04:59:10,015 --> 04:59:12,851
And it's, like, you don't know
what it takes to be a woman,
5307
04:59:12,976 --> 04:59:16,647
like, in the slightest, like,
you just don't 'cause you're not one.
5308
04:59:16,772 --> 04:59:18,982
Okay?
5309
04:59:19,107 --> 04:59:20,359
[Music continues]
5310
04:59:20,484 --> 04:59:25,030
♪ Someday I'll be far away from you
5311
04:59:25,155 --> 04:59:29,785
- ♪ It'll be the sweetest memory... ♪
- [Water rushes, bubbles]
5312
04:59:29,910 --> 04:59:32,663
♪ Let me be your fantasy girl
5313
04:59:32,788 --> 04:59:36,541
♪ Let me be your fantasy
5314
04:59:36,667 --> 04:59:40,212
♪ Please just give me some direction
5315
04:59:40,337 --> 04:59:43,966
♪ I'm so tired of being this. ♪
5316
04:59:44,091 --> 04:59:46,093
[Music stops abruptly]
5317
04:59:46,259 --> 04:59:49,012
Descriptive subtitles
by Matchbox Cine