1 00:00:00,488 --> 00:00:08,402 I put my heart into the future. And I wait. That's all. 2 00:01:28,760 --> 00:01:31,117 I would never have imagined you on a motorbike. 3 00:01:31,597 --> 00:01:35,273 Yeah, well, it's new. I had a smaller one before. 4 00:02:10,158 --> 00:02:11,917 Do you remember? 5 00:02:17,911 --> 00:02:19,748 What do you mean? 6 00:02:20,268 --> 00:02:21,906 You don't remember. 7 00:02:52,875 --> 00:02:54,354 Go on, open it! 8 00:03:41,746 --> 00:03:45,423 They are looking at us as if to say: "What are they doing?" 9 00:03:55,333 --> 00:03:57,211 We aren't doing anything strange. 10 00:03:57,330 --> 00:04:00,088 It's too early for dinner and the restaurant is open. 11 00:04:06,082 --> 00:04:10,158 I didn't call you other times because I thought it might be too strange. 12 00:04:14,034 --> 00:04:15,273 Why strange? 13 00:04:16,472 --> 00:04:18,630 I don't know. It's strange, right? 14 00:04:20,707 --> 00:04:22,586 It's always strange with you. 15 00:04:26,581 --> 00:04:28,140 I think of you often 16 00:04:29,019 --> 00:04:30,458 and I wonder 17 00:04:30,937 --> 00:04:32,656 how everything is going for you 18 00:04:33,175 --> 00:04:34,534 what you are doing. 19 00:04:36,811 --> 00:04:40,408 In the movie I have in my head you are quite happy. 20 00:04:52,076 --> 00:04:55,592 We normally prefer to have the sensation that stories 21 00:04:56,032 --> 00:04:57,670 never end. 22 00:04:58,310 --> 00:05:00,987 We prefer to imagine, 23 00:05:01,626 --> 00:05:03,504 wondering what might have been. 24 00:05:07,740 --> 00:05:10,817 This morning I went for a walk. 25 00:05:11,696 --> 00:05:13,614 It was cold but it was nice. 26 00:05:14,054 --> 00:05:15,732 The light was lovely. 27 00:05:17,091 --> 00:05:18,929 And I remembered a walk 28 00:05:19,529 --> 00:05:22,725 I took nine years ago, just before I left. 29 00:05:23,725 --> 00:05:29,239 I think I needed that walk to convince myself that I was going. 30 00:05:31,477 --> 00:05:35,713 I was unhappy after what happened with Jaime and 31 00:05:37,111 --> 00:05:40,827 I felt that the only way to get better was to go. 32 00:05:41,827 --> 00:05:43,544 But to go far away. 33 00:05:45,982 --> 00:05:50,058 I suppose I needed to make that effort, to demonstrate that... 34 00:05:51,816 --> 00:05:54,254 I had that strength. 35 00:05:57,810 --> 00:06:01,766 I suppose I needed that, it was also a way of legitimising myself to him. 36 00:06:01,886 --> 00:06:03,485 And to myself. 37 00:06:05,043 --> 00:06:08,560 At the time I didn't tell myself that was the reason but it pretty much was. 38 00:06:11,157 --> 00:06:12,476 And... 39 00:06:14,114 --> 00:06:17,191 he suddenly appeared one night. 40 00:06:19,349 --> 00:06:21,546 He came to the theatre. 41 00:06:23,265 --> 00:06:25,583 He had bought a ticket without telling me, 42 00:06:25,703 --> 00:06:29,618 he had arrived in Buenos Aires, and had worked out where I was acting, 43 00:06:29,899 --> 00:06:32,216 and waited for me there, 44 00:06:32,815 --> 00:06:34,214 on the sidewalk. 45 00:06:36,052 --> 00:06:38,250 And it was quite a shock. 46 00:06:42,645 --> 00:06:45,563 When I saw him there, in front of me, I think... 47 00:06:46,082 --> 00:06:50,598 we both realized at the same time that it wasn't going to be easy. 48 00:06:53,635 --> 00:06:55,913 He stayed three days in Buenos Aires 49 00:06:56,112 --> 00:06:57,591 and we... 50 00:06:58,869 --> 00:07:01,427 walked, talked, 51 00:07:02,626 --> 00:07:05,023 slept together, and... 52 00:07:05,902 --> 00:07:08,899 We tried to regain what we had lost. 53 00:07:09,498 --> 00:07:11,577 I think the only thing we got 54 00:07:12,935 --> 00:07:18,649 was the assurance that we had used up all our possibilities... 55 00:07:20,406 --> 00:07:22,406 And there was nothing left. 56 00:07:27,321 --> 00:07:29,637 It was really quite sad. 57 00:07:34,953 --> 00:07:35,992 But... 58 00:07:36,912 --> 00:07:39,748 now when I think of it I think it was a good thing. 59 00:07:41,027 --> 00:07:42,266 I think... 60 00:07:42,786 --> 00:07:46,742 from that moment on I could build a more real life in Buenos Aires. 61 00:07:47,620 --> 00:07:51,696 I began to live without analysing every gesture 62 00:07:52,336 --> 00:07:55,932 nor thinking about myself through him, 63 00:07:56,611 --> 00:07:59,968 or through the idea I had of myself. 64 00:08:00,368 --> 00:08:02,526 I don't know if I am explaining it well. 65 00:08:03,804 --> 00:08:05,123 Perfectly. 66 00:08:08,520 --> 00:08:10,917 Ok, but I am the one speaking nonstop. 67 00:08:11,437 --> 00:08:12,995 That's bad. 68 00:08:13,315 --> 00:08:15,672 You say something. 69 00:08:16,991 --> 00:08:18,470 Tell me something. 70 00:08:19,269 --> 00:08:20,268 I don't know. 71 00:08:21,467 --> 00:08:23,344 What do you want me to tell you? 72 00:08:24,864 --> 00:08:27,461 -I don't know... -Would you like to order dinner? 73 00:08:27,980 --> 00:08:29,738 -No, not just yet. -No. 74 00:08:29,858 --> 00:08:31,257 I would like another beer. 75 00:08:31,417 --> 00:08:34,773 -Beer? -I'm ok, with my tea, thank you. 76 00:08:37,730 --> 00:08:39,288 Are you still writing? 77 00:08:39,408 --> 00:08:40,847 Yes. I write. 78 00:08:42,805 --> 00:08:44,843 But I am mostly translating. 79 00:08:45,563 --> 00:08:47,840 I make my living translating books. 80 00:08:48,879 --> 00:08:51,037 And now you don't write your own stuff? 81 00:08:51,197 --> 00:08:53,914 Yes, but I like translating. 82 00:08:56,472 --> 00:08:57,630 I don't know... 83 00:08:57,750 --> 00:08:59,629 Translating is also writing. 84 00:09:00,867 --> 00:09:05,542 And you don't have to worry about creating a new structure, 85 00:09:05,822 --> 00:09:08,220 shaping something new... 86 00:09:08,380 --> 00:09:10,977 You don't have to write anything too personal. 87 00:09:13,775 --> 00:09:18,130 You like to hide behind the words of others. 88 00:09:18,609 --> 00:09:19,728 Well... 89 00:09:20,687 --> 00:09:22,046 I like... 90 00:09:22,565 --> 00:09:26,521 to transmit to others the ideas of others. 91 00:09:27,441 --> 00:09:31,836 I think it's a nice form of transmission, I like it. 92 00:09:35,713 --> 00:09:38,669 I also give private English classes to kids. 93 00:09:41,786 --> 00:09:42,906 Thank you. 94 00:09:43,465 --> 00:09:49,139 Well, friends of my parents' kids, in their houses... 95 00:09:52,516 --> 00:09:54,314 And are you still with... 96 00:09:55,113 --> 00:09:56,632 -Clara? -Yes. 97 00:09:57,031 --> 00:09:59,788 In fact we have just moved in together. 98 00:10:00,109 --> 00:10:02,905 -To a different apartment. -How is that? 99 00:10:03,825 --> 00:10:05,024 Good. Really good. 100 00:10:06,222 --> 00:10:07,781 Are you going to have kids? 101 00:10:08,779 --> 00:10:10,098 I think so. 102 00:10:11,977 --> 00:10:13,615 You sound very sure. 103 00:10:14,773 --> 00:10:19,170 Well, she is the one who has more doubts, about having them now I mean. 104 00:10:20,647 --> 00:10:23,325 I suppose you can have that doubt 105 00:10:23,445 --> 00:10:26,921 when you know you are with the person you want to have them with. 106 00:10:27,921 --> 00:10:30,678 Sometimes she tells me the world is shitty 107 00:10:31,557 --> 00:10:33,555 and that we shouldn't collaborate. 108 00:10:33,954 --> 00:10:35,353 That type of thing. 109 00:10:36,032 --> 00:10:37,711 What does she do? 110 00:10:38,190 --> 00:10:39,749 She's a psychiatrist. 111 00:10:43,345 --> 00:10:46,822 Then she should have faith in humanity. 112 00:10:47,261 --> 00:10:48,260 Yes. 113 00:10:49,020 --> 00:10:50,737 It really depends on the day. 114 00:10:51,058 --> 00:10:53,655 She finished her residency and she started to work in a hospital. 115 00:10:53,775 --> 00:10:56,652 Sometimes she has to do a night shift and comes home 116 00:10:56,772 --> 00:10:58,490 and she tells me the strangest things... 117 00:10:59,569 --> 00:11:01,886 Actually she tells me less and less... 118 00:11:05,722 --> 00:11:07,681 Are you with anyone at the moment? 119 00:11:11,237 --> 00:11:12,316 No. 120 00:11:15,193 --> 00:11:16,432 Not for quite sometime. 121 00:11:17,231 --> 00:11:19,189 I've had flings and things... 122 00:11:19,908 --> 00:11:21,946 But I've been single for quite sometime. 123 00:11:22,306 --> 00:11:26,422 Well, you never thought couples work... 124 00:11:29,339 --> 00:11:30,698 Why do you say that? 125 00:11:31,057 --> 00:11:32,336 For no reason. 126 00:11:39,289 --> 00:11:41,487 I have to use the bathroom. 127 00:11:53,954 --> 00:11:55,393 Would you like to order dinner? 128 00:11:55,793 --> 00:11:57,271 -No. -No. 129 00:11:57,431 --> 00:12:00,388 Another tea. 130 00:12:01,347 --> 00:12:04,384 No, do you have... Fernet? 131 00:12:05,223 --> 00:12:06,302 Internet? 132 00:12:06,741 --> 00:12:08,939 No, Fernet Branca. No, right? 133 00:12:09,220 --> 00:12:12,256 Then I'll have a whisky. 134 00:12:13,415 --> 00:12:14,773 Whisky? 135 00:12:14,933 --> 00:12:19,329 A straight whisky, no ice. Whatever you have is fine. 136 00:12:20,088 --> 00:12:22,366 -And for you? -For me... 137 00:12:23,006 --> 00:12:27,161 I don't know. Do you have any Chinese liquor? 138 00:12:27,761 --> 00:12:31,077 -Rice liquor. -Rice liquor, perfect. 139 00:12:32,276 --> 00:12:33,755 -Thank you. -Great. 140 00:12:34,394 --> 00:12:36,591 Fernet is an Italian drink, right? 141 00:12:36,991 --> 00:12:39,708 Yes, but they also drink in Argentina. It's fashionable there now. 142 00:12:39,869 --> 00:12:44,344 It used to be what old people drank. It tastes like medicine but it's good. 143 00:12:45,143 --> 00:12:48,979 But it's nothing like whisky. I don't know why I ordered whisky. 144 00:12:51,217 --> 00:12:52,696 Hey, 145 00:12:54,055 --> 00:12:55,932 I have been thinking 146 00:12:56,652 --> 00:13:00,049 about what you said earlier about how I don't think the couple works... 147 00:13:00,488 --> 00:13:04,604 -Ah, but you don't need to listen to me. -No, no, no. 148 00:13:05,363 --> 00:13:07,002 No, it is important, 149 00:13:07,241 --> 00:13:10,158 because it's not true, not at all. 150 00:13:10,598 --> 00:13:14,234 -No? -No. It's just that... 151 00:13:16,152 --> 00:13:17,990 There is a scientific explanation... 152 00:13:18,350 --> 00:13:19,669 A scientific explanation? 153 00:13:20,788 --> 00:13:24,424 A friends father is a neurologist and he has always told me 154 00:13:24,663 --> 00:13:27,421 that we are totally autonomous, profoundly individual. 155 00:13:27,660 --> 00:13:33,415 That there is not one scientific theory that can defend the idea of the couple. 156 00:13:33,855 --> 00:13:38,330 I think I find the idea of the couple interesting precisely because of that: 157 00:13:38,610 --> 00:13:41,527 because it is absurd, because it goes against nature... 158 00:13:42,366 --> 00:13:46,203 And I generally dislike people who are single. 159 00:13:46,841 --> 00:13:49,639 They all end up seeming egotistical, 160 00:13:50,238 --> 00:13:51,357 or they are crazy, 161 00:13:51,477 --> 00:13:55,153 or they try to occupy their time with something that gives their life meaning. 162 00:13:55,273 --> 00:13:56,432 It's unhealthy. 163 00:13:56,712 --> 00:13:58,670 And I don't want that. 164 00:13:59,908 --> 00:14:02,986 It's true I am single and it's scary. 165 00:14:03,185 --> 00:14:06,782 Because you start to like it. And now I can be with somebody 166 00:14:06,901 --> 00:14:09,978 who I like more and who I like less, and who gives me what I need 167 00:14:10,098 --> 00:14:12,496 -some nights and some days. -Right. 168 00:14:12,735 --> 00:14:15,253 -That's nice, right? -Very nice. 169 00:14:17,291 --> 00:14:21,127 Ok, I am unleashed: I am rooting like a there's no tomorrow. 170 00:14:22,286 --> 00:14:23,605 Rooting? 171 00:14:23,965 --> 00:14:26,761 Root means to fuck. 172 00:14:27,801 --> 00:14:31,916 Since I arrived in Madrid I have been with someone different every night, 173 00:14:32,076 --> 00:14:34,274 and tonight it's your turn... 174 00:14:38,590 --> 00:14:39,588 Excuse me. 175 00:14:41,267 --> 00:14:42,466 Excuse me. 176 00:15:15,073 --> 00:15:17,511 Shall we order some dinner? 177 00:15:22,905 --> 00:15:23,704 What time is it? 178 00:15:27,741 --> 00:15:29,299 Quarter to nine. 179 00:15:30,139 --> 00:15:31,377 Damn. 180 00:15:31,897 --> 00:15:33,095 It's just that... 181 00:15:35,772 --> 00:15:37,651 You are going to laugh but... 182 00:15:37,930 --> 00:15:40,847 it's just that, as I didn't know what we were going to do... 183 00:15:41,247 --> 00:15:43,844 -Do you remember my father? -Of course. 184 00:15:45,123 --> 00:15:50,118 Well he has a gig now, close by 185 00:15:50,397 --> 00:15:52,915 -and I have to go. -Of course. 186 00:15:53,075 --> 00:15:55,592 It's been ages since I last saw him play 187 00:15:55,712 --> 00:15:59,389 and I was with him yesterday and I promised him I would go. 188 00:16:00,468 --> 00:16:02,226 But I don't know... 189 00:16:03,025 --> 00:16:05,902 if you want to come, you are welcome. 190 00:16:06,103 --> 00:16:08,740 If you want... Is not weird... 191 00:16:09,659 --> 00:16:10,498 Ok. 192 00:16:10,738 --> 00:16:12,016 -Are you sure? -Yeah, I'm sure. 193 00:16:12,176 --> 00:16:13,135 Ok? 194 00:16:15,173 --> 00:16:16,892 Yeah, it's just that, I have to... 195 00:16:17,770 --> 00:16:20,168 Of course, you have to let Clara know. 196 00:16:20,688 --> 00:16:22,246 Yes, but I can... 197 00:16:23,045 --> 00:16:25,802 I don't know whether to call her or... 198 00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:29,758 And, what will you tell her? 199 00:16:31,916 --> 00:16:34,434 Nothing. I am going to a gig with you. 200 00:16:36,232 --> 00:16:37,511 Great. 201 00:16:38,810 --> 00:16:40,928 Ok, shall we pay? 202 00:16:45,843 --> 00:16:47,681 Yes, yes of course. 203 00:16:51,557 --> 00:16:52,955 It's funny, 204 00:16:53,075 --> 00:16:55,753 now I like this Christmassy feeling. 205 00:16:55,913 --> 00:16:58,470 The cold, the lights. 206 00:16:59,469 --> 00:17:00,868 The rain. 207 00:17:02,407 --> 00:17:04,205 In Buenos Aires it's summer. It's very different. 208 00:17:04,325 --> 00:17:06,523 That must be very strange, Christmas in summer... 209 00:17:06,763 --> 00:17:08,520 Well, for them it's normal. 210 00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:10,998 There are less lights and decorations 211 00:17:11,318 --> 00:17:13,835 and then suddenly you see the typical image of Santa Claus. 212 00:17:13,955 --> 00:17:16,473 You eat turrón, but you are swimming in a pool. 213 00:17:18,151 --> 00:17:19,669 Do you fancy some chestnuts? 214 00:17:20,149 --> 00:17:21,748 Chestnuts? 215 00:17:29,020 --> 00:17:31,617 I haven't eaten chestnuts since I was 11 years old. 216 00:17:33,695 --> 00:17:34,894 I love them. 217 00:17:35,094 --> 00:17:37,012 -Hi. -A dozen, please. 218 00:17:41,248 --> 00:17:45,484 I am afraid I have lived my life as if it were a simulation. 219 00:17:47,721 --> 00:17:51,397 And I have been a bad actor trusting in opening night. 220 00:17:53,955 --> 00:17:58,111 But what life will be prolonged or have a second performance, 221 00:18:00,189 --> 00:18:03,985 if everything in it is an improvised and stuffed part. 222 00:18:06,542 --> 00:18:11,058 I am afraid I have spent my life gathering the courage I lack, 223 00:18:12,376 --> 00:18:16,293 and declaring solemn intentions in front of the mirror. 224 00:18:18,930 --> 00:18:23,285 Leaving things for a better time that never arrives. 225 00:18:25,124 --> 00:18:28,560 I have always been distracted with my mind so far away. 226 00:18:33,796 --> 00:18:35,474 And now it is late, 227 00:18:38,830 --> 00:18:40,548 quite late. 228 00:18:42,866 --> 00:18:45,623 I am afraid I am badly wounded. 229 00:18:46,902 --> 00:18:50,938 I am afraid I have used myself up 230 00:18:51,378 --> 00:18:52,856 as if I 231 00:18:54,255 --> 00:18:55,653 had the talent 232 00:18:56,612 --> 00:18:58,331 to live 233 00:19:00,009 --> 00:19:01,927 twice. 234 00:19:04,205 --> 00:19:05,684 Twice. 235 00:19:12,757 --> 00:19:17,112 I am afraid I have lived my life as if it were a simulation. 236 00:19:18,790 --> 00:19:23,066 As if I had the talent to live two lives. 237 00:19:24,984 --> 00:19:29,180 For having left the life that matters in exchange for a future occasion, 238 00:19:31,418 --> 00:19:35,893 and for having wasted in drafts the present one. 239 00:19:52,197 --> 00:19:54,394 Thank you very much. 240 00:19:56,192 --> 00:19:57,631 Play This Album! 241 00:19:59,470 --> 00:20:01,227 No, This Album I don't play it. 242 00:20:02,067 --> 00:20:04,864 Never, he never plays it, it sucks, never. 243 00:20:15,814 --> 00:20:17,732 I am going to play... 244 00:20:21,088 --> 00:20:25,484 An old song that I composed many years ago. 245 00:20:25,803 --> 00:20:28,521 A romantic song, perhaps a little corny. 246 00:20:30,119 --> 00:20:32,197 But anyway, she liked it. 247 00:20:33,396 --> 00:20:35,594 It's for a little lady that's here among us. 248 00:20:35,714 --> 00:20:37,911 I dedicate this especially to her: 249 00:20:38,670 --> 00:20:40,708 We are always beginners. 250 00:21:11,278 --> 00:21:16,593 And now, when they are defeated, sitting face to face, 251 00:21:17,432 --> 00:21:21,748 which of the two will dare to break the silence that envelops them? 252 00:21:22,666 --> 00:21:27,701 She delves her gaze to the floor and he in her eyes, soul inside, 253 00:21:29,859 --> 00:21:32,497 with the hope of reunion. 254 00:21:35,813 --> 00:21:38,810 With the hope of reunion. 255 00:21:40,129 --> 00:21:45,523 Will they able to repeat the words that lovers say, 256 00:21:46,123 --> 00:21:51,277 and speak them as if they had never been said before? 257 00:21:52,797 --> 00:21:57,152 These words encompass the world and the sky belongs to whoever speaks them. 258 00:22:00,149 --> 00:22:02,147 That's why they cost you your life. 259 00:22:05,863 --> 00:22:08,700 That's why they cost you your life. 260 00:22:09,899 --> 00:22:12,217 We are always 261 00:22:14,414 --> 00:22:16,452 beginners. 262 00:22:17,811 --> 00:22:21,808 We are always beginners and love is never-ending. 263 00:22:22,926 --> 00:22:28,560 Hardships. This is what it gives us. 264 00:22:30,319 --> 00:22:34,834 Because nobody knows anything about their own love. 265 00:22:41,947 --> 00:22:46,862 Lo and behold the prisoners of the eternal ceremony. 266 00:22:47,102 --> 00:22:52,457 How incomprehensible their laws seem, how faded it remains in memory. 267 00:22:53,016 --> 00:22:56,213 In fact, once I too bore that fire, 268 00:22:56,252 --> 00:22:59,529 and I visited those same quarters 269 00:23:01,168 --> 00:23:03,925 where I loved and sometimes was loved, 270 00:23:06,882 --> 00:23:09,799 where I loved and sometimes was loved. 271 00:23:11,278 --> 00:23:12,517 But time flies 272 00:23:12,637 --> 00:23:16,193 and the sad hour when they drift apart will soon come. 273 00:23:16,512 --> 00:23:19,669 Maybe time will give them 274 00:23:19,710 --> 00:23:22,467 the wont of a same bed, 275 00:23:23,026 --> 00:23:28,581 the tranquil gardens of boredom or the hell of weariness. 276 00:23:30,619 --> 00:23:33,216 The river doesn't bring anything else. 277 00:23:36,852 --> 00:23:39,330 The river doesn't bring anything else. 278 00:23:40,329 --> 00:23:42,966 We are always 279 00:23:45,164 --> 00:23:47,601 beginners. 280 00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:52,117 We are always beginners and love is never-ending. 281 00:23:53,476 --> 00:23:59,230 Hardships. This is what it gives us. 282 00:24:00,908 --> 00:24:04,824 Because nobody knows anything about their own love. 283 00:24:06,703 --> 00:24:10,659 No. Nobody knows anything about their own love. 284 00:24:11,777 --> 00:24:16,852 No. No. Nobody knows anything about their own love. 285 00:24:21,887 --> 00:24:24,005 Thank you very much. You are very kind. 286 00:24:27,122 --> 00:24:30,718 I would like to play a new song I have. 287 00:24:31,518 --> 00:24:33,076 Whatever you want! 288 00:24:33,515 --> 00:24:35,714 A new song I wrote not long ago, 289 00:24:35,873 --> 00:24:37,831 -in a hermitage. -We love you! 290 00:24:38,231 --> 00:24:40,349 -Truckloads! -Thank you. 291 00:24:40,908 --> 00:24:41,947 It's called 292 00:24:42,267 --> 00:24:45,664 -Arcadia must be blooming. -The hermitage thing, is it true? 293 00:24:58,930 --> 00:25:02,687 The Joy of Life... Play! The Joy of Life! 294 00:25:16,992 --> 00:25:19,629 Fragments of a heart, 295 00:25:21,628 --> 00:25:23,705 ashes in the wind, 296 00:25:25,464 --> 00:25:27,901 the diminished piece of, 297 00:25:29,380 --> 00:25:32,137 an old emotion. 298 00:25:35,813 --> 00:25:38,091 Things that are not, 299 00:25:39,490 --> 00:25:41,528 final dry leaves 300 00:25:43,406 --> 00:25:45,843 falling in slow spirals, 301 00:25:47,881 --> 00:25:50,198 soap bubbles. 302 00:25:55,593 --> 00:25:58,431 And you don't even feel sorry... 303 00:26:03,066 --> 00:26:05,783 -Look at them over there. -...only the sorrow of not feeling pain. 304 00:26:05,903 --> 00:26:07,941 -Who? -That couple over there. 305 00:26:08,061 --> 00:26:09,020 And, however, 306 00:26:09,700 --> 00:26:13,056 Arcadia must be blooming, 307 00:26:13,735 --> 00:26:16,732 Arcadia must be blooming, 308 00:26:17,132 --> 00:26:20,888 beyond the bronze gates of time... 309 00:26:22,767 --> 00:26:24,085 -How are you? -Fine. 310 00:26:24,205 --> 00:26:25,644 -Everything ok? -Yes, great. 311 00:26:25,764 --> 00:26:27,921 -What did you think? -Great! You were great! 312 00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:29,720 -You didn't like it? -It was a little tacky. 313 00:26:29,839 --> 00:26:33,556 -No way! It was great! -I need a drink, but something strong! 314 00:26:34,155 --> 00:26:36,153 Pardon me, excuse me. Excuse me, please? 315 00:26:39,349 --> 00:26:40,389 -Dad... -Yes. 316 00:26:42,147 --> 00:26:46,623 Daniela, please, that bottle of Oporto that's mine, that I have reserved... 317 00:26:46,982 --> 00:26:49,500 Please, that Oporto that's so good. 318 00:26:49,620 --> 00:26:52,737 Dad, I have come with Olmo, I don't know if you remember him. 319 00:26:52,816 --> 00:26:55,813 -Hi. Nice to meet you. -Olmo. Nice to meet you, a pleasure. 320 00:26:55,933 --> 00:26:58,690 Congratulations I really enjoyed the gig. 321 00:26:58,810 --> 00:27:01,048 -Truly congratulations. -Thanks. 322 00:27:01,728 --> 00:27:04,165 I'm not sure if you remember him, from high school. 323 00:27:04,284 --> 00:27:05,404 Olmo! 324 00:27:05,923 --> 00:27:08,401 -It's been a long time. -It has. 325 00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:10,398 Olmo! "Novecento"? 326 00:27:10,878 --> 00:27:11,997 That's me. 327 00:27:13,156 --> 00:27:14,874 What names we used to give back then! 328 00:27:16,392 --> 00:27:18,430 I wanted to call Manuela, Barbara 329 00:27:18,710 --> 00:27:22,986 and her mother insisted on Manuela only because she was born on the 18th of June. 330 00:27:23,266 --> 00:27:25,304 -The 28th, dad. -Right, the 28th... 331 00:27:27,301 --> 00:27:28,860 Barbara! 332 00:27:29,459 --> 00:27:32,257 Like the French singer, my favourite singer. 333 00:27:32,497 --> 00:27:35,414 Barbara, amazing. I don't know if you like her. 334 00:27:35,573 --> 00:27:37,491 -Yes. -Would you like an Oporto? 335 00:27:38,411 --> 00:27:40,409 -I'm going to have one. -No thanks. 336 00:27:40,728 --> 00:27:41,807 -You don't want one? -No. 337 00:27:41,927 --> 00:27:42,966 I'll have one. 338 00:27:43,286 --> 00:27:47,561 The same bottle please, and in a wine glass please, never in a tumbler. 339 00:28:35,194 --> 00:28:38,311 I need some air, 340 00:28:39,390 --> 00:28:42,547 I only want the air 341 00:28:42,586 --> 00:28:45,583 that you breathe 342 00:28:45,983 --> 00:28:49,579 and from far away you send me... 343 00:28:50,699 --> 00:28:54,015 This message arrived, 344 00:28:55,054 --> 00:28:58,731 arrived a little late 345 00:28:58,770 --> 00:29:01,088 to see the sun 346 00:29:01,328 --> 00:29:05,044 that is not seen anymore. 347 00:29:07,082 --> 00:29:12,757 Send me a little of your Buenos Aires. 348 00:29:14,514 --> 00:29:19,230 Show me a little of your Buenos Aires. 349 00:29:21,907 --> 00:29:27,421 Tell me a little of your Buenos Aires. 350 00:29:29,540 --> 00:29:31,537 Bring me a little... 351 00:29:32,976 --> 00:29:36,292 air. 352 00:29:50,319 --> 00:29:51,638 What day do you leave? 353 00:29:52,757 --> 00:29:54,076 On the 9th. 354 00:29:56,593 --> 00:29:57,991 After the three wise kings. 355 00:29:59,630 --> 00:30:00,988 But are you ok there? 356 00:30:01,548 --> 00:30:04,306 Yes, I can't complain. 357 00:30:10,139 --> 00:30:13,136 And if I came to Madrid, I don't really know what I would do. 358 00:30:14,815 --> 00:30:16,932 I don't want to live at my mother's. 359 00:30:19,730 --> 00:30:23,007 I think if I went anywhere, I would go to Japan. 360 00:30:24,725 --> 00:30:29,241 A totally different culture, a language that you don't understand at all. 361 00:30:30,159 --> 00:30:33,156 Because you haven't been abroad much, have you? 362 00:30:33,996 --> 00:30:35,794 No, not really. 363 00:30:42,507 --> 00:30:45,305 Look at that red balloon in the storm, so pretty. 364 00:30:49,021 --> 00:30:51,059 It's like a sunrise, right? 365 00:30:56,094 --> 00:30:58,331 -What's wrong? -Nothing... 366 00:30:59,730 --> 00:31:02,846 It's just that I have been thinking this whole time that... 367 00:31:07,243 --> 00:31:09,640 -What? -Since you gave me the letter... 368 00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:12,077 it's just, sorry... 369 00:31:14,275 --> 00:31:16,793 I didn't know how to react. 370 00:31:18,272 --> 00:31:21,269 I felt stunned, I didn't know... 371 00:31:22,747 --> 00:31:26,143 I felt like... I recognized what I read but no... 372 00:31:26,543 --> 00:31:30,059 Don't worry about not remembering. 373 00:31:31,339 --> 00:31:33,496 I don't really remember anything either. 374 00:31:34,056 --> 00:31:37,452 But these days in my mother's house, going through stuff, 375 00:31:38,091 --> 00:31:40,489 I found loads of our things. 376 00:31:41,409 --> 00:31:43,087 And there are more, 377 00:31:43,886 --> 00:31:47,442 but I found this letter in particular really funny. 378 00:31:48,641 --> 00:31:49,720 Let's see, give it to me. 379 00:31:51,838 --> 00:31:54,675 -Do you need to reread it? -Yes, give it to me. 380 00:32:18,291 --> 00:32:21,288 Look: "But we know something that older people aren't able to know, 381 00:32:21,408 --> 00:32:23,885 not even us when we are older". 382 00:32:24,645 --> 00:32:26,643 -This is great. -It is. 383 00:32:27,043 --> 00:32:29,879 Yes, yes. I wish I knew what I meant... 384 00:32:30,999 --> 00:32:34,715 That's just what you meant that then we were more... 385 00:32:34,835 --> 00:32:39,990 "We could imagine this future when we are 30", 30 for instance. 386 00:32:40,549 --> 00:32:42,867 "twice our age now, we will be different, 387 00:32:43,466 --> 00:32:47,142 -as we'll have been through many things". -If you read it like that, 388 00:32:47,262 --> 00:32:50,939 with that indifference, with that shitty tone, 389 00:32:51,138 --> 00:32:53,296 -naturally it won't have any charm. -What tone? 390 00:32:53,456 --> 00:32:56,972 -That's the tone in which I wrote. -No, that is not the tone! 391 00:32:57,092 --> 00:32:58,531 No, no, no, forget it. 392 00:32:58,651 --> 00:33:01,048 -You wrote it from another place. -I don't know. 393 00:33:01,249 --> 00:33:03,886 -Read it properly. -"We could...". 394 00:33:04,165 --> 00:33:08,281 Ok, you read it, let's see... you know what the tone is, so let's see. 395 00:33:10,319 --> 00:33:12,357 Ok: "The important thing...". 396 00:33:12,557 --> 00:33:14,395 "The important thing 397 00:33:14,875 --> 00:33:16,953 -is to believe in us now..." -Come on man! 398 00:33:17,073 --> 00:33:20,310 "...because that will give us strength in the future". 399 00:33:20,509 --> 00:33:23,307 -This seems made up. -"I think what you see as dark 400 00:33:23,506 --> 00:33:27,143 is life that hasn't happened yet, like a tunnel..." 401 00:33:27,622 --> 00:33:32,737 "like a tunnel you have to cross but once across, light will surely return". 402 00:33:32,857 --> 00:33:35,334 -Here you lost it. -Don't laugh, this is good. 403 00:33:35,734 --> 00:33:36,853 "It's a little scary". 404 00:33:36,973 --> 00:33:39,091 -That metaphor is fine. -It's a clichéd metaphor. 405 00:33:39,210 --> 00:33:42,407 -I like that part, give it to me, -No, no, no, it's mine. 406 00:33:42,567 --> 00:33:45,564 -And this is better. No way man. -No, no. 407 00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:50,959 "...almost two months ago...." 408 00:33:51,558 --> 00:33:53,876 "I don't think we met too early. 409 00:33:54,035 --> 00:33:57,353 I think we met at the best moment in our lives". 410 00:34:02,507 --> 00:34:06,663 Man, I think you should take that letter and destroy it so there is no proof. 411 00:34:06,903 --> 00:34:08,981 The strange thing is that you kept it. 412 00:34:10,020 --> 00:34:12,338 Didn't you keep my letters or what? 413 00:34:12,457 --> 00:34:15,294 Well, yes. I would have to find them. 414 00:34:16,493 --> 00:34:20,010 -You don't know where they are? -Yes, I would have to find them. 415 00:34:20,370 --> 00:34:23,606 How can you be so faint-hearted and such an ass? 416 00:34:24,285 --> 00:34:25,964 You know what we should do? 417 00:34:26,203 --> 00:34:29,680 You should go to your house now and copy out all the letters 418 00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:33,756 from our time together and you should give them to me tomorrow. 419 00:34:33,876 --> 00:34:39,230 I'm sure they are the only fucking letters that are worth anything, 420 00:34:39,350 --> 00:34:42,267 as clearly one of us is lame and a dick. 421 00:34:42,387 --> 00:34:44,984 I think that's the perfect excuse to see each other again, 422 00:34:45,104 --> 00:34:46,583 but let's go and drink something, ok? 423 00:34:46,743 --> 00:34:48,221 -No. -The night is young. 424 00:34:48,820 --> 00:34:51,138 No, man, I don't want to drink anything with you. 425 00:34:51,258 --> 00:34:53,376 Yes, come on, let's go to a bar. 426 00:35:20,269 --> 00:35:22,348 -Hi. -Hi. What would you want to drink? 427 00:35:22,547 --> 00:35:24,266 -Do you have Fernet here? -Do you have Fernet? 428 00:35:24,465 --> 00:35:25,624 -Yes. -Yes. 429 00:35:25,704 --> 00:35:26,942 -One. -Two. 430 00:35:27,462 --> 00:35:29,540 -With Coca Cola? -Yes. 431 00:35:31,498 --> 00:35:32,777 Sure? 432 00:35:42,967 --> 00:35:45,365 Do you really think that best moment of your life has already happened? 433 00:35:47,921 --> 00:35:48,921 I don't know. 434 00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:50,359 Yes, it's possible. 435 00:35:51,079 --> 00:35:52,637 12 euros, guys. 436 00:35:52,956 --> 00:35:56,193 -No. I'll pay. -You'll pay? Thanks! 437 00:36:02,107 --> 00:36:03,426 Thank you. 438 00:36:15,894 --> 00:36:17,891 Half an hour! 439 00:36:18,291 --> 00:36:19,610 I have never told you this, 440 00:36:21,128 --> 00:36:24,206 but when we broke up for good 441 00:36:26,004 --> 00:36:27,402 and you went out with Carlos 442 00:36:28,042 --> 00:36:29,840 I was in such a bad way 443 00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:32,996 -that my mother took me to the doctor. -No... 444 00:36:33,116 --> 00:36:36,473 They didn't know what to do with me because I was really depressed 445 00:36:36,593 --> 00:36:40,270 and my mother didn't understand me, because I didn't tell her anything. 446 00:36:40,669 --> 00:36:42,467 And I remember the doctor. 447 00:36:42,707 --> 00:36:45,664 I was in his office alone with him and suddenly 448 00:36:47,262 --> 00:36:51,218 he asked me: "What's wrong?". And I told him: "I am depressed". 449 00:36:51,858 --> 00:36:56,334 And it was the first time I had told the truth about what was going on. 450 00:36:56,893 --> 00:36:59,490 I told him I was depressed because I was in love 451 00:37:00,249 --> 00:37:03,366 and it was unrequited 452 00:37:03,646 --> 00:37:05,843 and that was why I was sad. 453 00:37:07,282 --> 00:37:10,000 But it was you who told me to go out with him. 454 00:37:10,839 --> 00:37:12,517 You were ahead of me, don't you remember? 455 00:37:12,957 --> 00:37:15,074 I couldn't fight against that. 456 00:37:15,514 --> 00:37:18,111 I didn't cause anything perhaps I just sped it up. 457 00:37:18,871 --> 00:37:22,907 The only thing you didn't do was to marry us and be the priest. Fuck off! 458 00:37:24,745 --> 00:37:26,663 Do you see what you are like? 459 00:37:26,983 --> 00:37:29,420 I think that in part I am who I am thanks to you. 460 00:37:29,819 --> 00:37:33,137 -What? -In part I am who I am thanks to you. 461 00:37:33,416 --> 00:37:34,935 Or because of you... 462 00:37:35,454 --> 00:37:39,290 In fact I thought I could change you much more than what I really did. 463 00:37:39,570 --> 00:37:42,287 I wanted to change you that much but I only changed you this much. 464 00:37:42,607 --> 00:37:43,566 Really? 465 00:37:43,686 --> 00:37:45,644 I followed you and did what I could 466 00:37:45,724 --> 00:37:48,561 but you were, as always, ahead of everything. 467 00:37:49,321 --> 00:37:51,318 The music you listened to, 468 00:37:51,877 --> 00:37:53,076 your clothes... 469 00:37:54,155 --> 00:37:58,111 The strange thing is that someone like you would choose me. 470 00:37:58,271 --> 00:38:00,868 You had to be avant-garde in that too. 471 00:38:00,988 --> 00:38:03,067 But what are you saying? I had no idea about anything. 472 00:38:03,186 --> 00:38:06,064 I knew two things that I tried to apply as best I could. 473 00:38:06,183 --> 00:38:08,501 But I was really self-conscious back then. 474 00:38:08,621 --> 00:38:11,858 Excuse me, let me remind you that I was so timid that when I started school 475 00:38:12,058 --> 00:38:14,455 the teachers called my mother at home. And said: 476 00:38:14,575 --> 00:38:17,812 "Sorry, but your son can't stay here. 477 00:38:18,011 --> 00:38:20,209 He needs to go to a special education centre". 478 00:38:20,449 --> 00:38:22,567 They thought I couldn't speak. 479 00:38:22,847 --> 00:38:24,165 I never opened my mouth. 480 00:38:30,639 --> 00:38:32,157 I don't believe you. 481 00:38:34,115 --> 00:38:36,593 -Oh my goodness! -Oh my goodness! 482 00:38:36,793 --> 00:38:38,112 What are you doing here? 483 00:38:50,459 --> 00:38:54,535 Hey! Cris says we should go somewhere else. This place is closing now. 484 00:38:54,655 --> 00:38:56,972 Cris is great and it's been ages since I've seen her. 485 00:38:57,252 --> 00:39:00,410 We are going to a place where they are going to dance 486 00:39:00,808 --> 00:39:03,287 and if we don't go with them, they won't let us in. 487 00:39:03,366 --> 00:39:05,164 I don't dance. I don't like it. 488 00:39:05,364 --> 00:39:07,642 Ok, man, it doesn't matter, I don't either. 489 00:39:08,121 --> 00:39:09,560 Where would we go? 490 00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:12,197 Why don't you and I have a drink in another place? 491 00:39:12,317 --> 00:39:15,793 Or buy some beers and drink them over there in the square? 492 00:39:16,593 --> 00:39:18,711 Yeah, but it's cold... 493 00:39:19,470 --> 00:39:22,068 No, man. We are going to dance, you will like it. 494 00:39:22,467 --> 00:39:24,225 -Have a little faith. -Shall we go? 495 00:39:24,345 --> 00:39:26,223 Yes, I am trying to convince him. 496 00:39:26,343 --> 00:39:29,140 -Don't be a dick! -I don't know how to dance. 497 00:39:29,301 --> 00:39:31,138 -Don't worry. -Me neither, I have no idea. 498 00:39:31,219 --> 00:39:34,415 -I will teach you. -He is a teacher and he will teach us. 499 00:39:34,535 --> 00:39:36,453 -Adrian. -Adrian, that's right. 500 00:39:36,933 --> 00:39:41,807 It's just that I have my motorbike a bit far away to go and get later... 501 00:39:41,927 --> 00:39:44,485 -I think I'm going to go. -It's close by. 502 00:39:44,605 --> 00:39:47,043 -A couple of blocks. -Lets go, ok? 503 00:39:47,202 --> 00:39:49,600 -Yes. Come on, let's go. -Shall we go? 504 00:39:50,319 --> 00:39:51,997 -Come on. -Come on, come! 505 00:39:52,477 --> 00:39:54,155 Come on, come on. 506 00:39:56,912 --> 00:40:00,070 You are going to love it, you'll see. It's really cool! 507 00:40:00,429 --> 00:40:01,947 I don't know how to dance. 508 00:45:03,846 --> 00:45:05,164 I loved it. 509 00:45:07,522 --> 00:45:08,960 You, totally went nuts. 510 00:45:24,305 --> 00:45:27,182 It was amazing. 511 00:45:28,581 --> 00:45:30,100 I didn't expect it. 512 00:50:30,500 --> 00:50:32,858 Fragments of a heart, 513 00:50:34,616 --> 00:50:36,854 ashes in the wind, 514 00:50:38,132 --> 00:50:40,211 the diminished piece of, 515 00:50:41,969 --> 00:50:44,047 an old emotion. 516 00:50:47,763 --> 00:50:49,801 Things that are not, 517 00:50:51,039 --> 00:50:53,637 final dry leaves 518 00:50:54,875 --> 00:50:57,353 falling in slow spirals, 519 00:50:58,752 --> 00:51:00,670 soap bubbles. 520 00:51:05,945 --> 00:51:08,462 And you don't even feel sorry, 521 00:51:13,377 --> 00:51:16,094 only the sorrow of not feeling pain. 522 00:51:17,053 --> 00:51:21,809 And, however, Arcadia must be blooming, 523 00:51:22,687 --> 00:51:25,405 Arcadia must be blooming, 524 00:51:25,804 --> 00:51:29,122 beyond the bronze gates of time, 525 00:51:29,921 --> 00:51:32,918 Arcadia must be blooming. 526 00:51:39,312 --> 00:51:40,789 But where? 527 00:51:47,823 --> 00:51:49,741 Ashes in the sea 528 00:51:51,459 --> 00:51:53,617 the foam of the water. 529 00:51:55,415 --> 00:52:01,130 Forms of oblivion that chance forges. 530 00:52:04,127 --> 00:52:06,683 The uncaring passing 531 00:52:08,122 --> 00:52:10,640 of time over things. 532 00:52:11,919 --> 00:52:14,396 Blurry words 533 00:52:15,515 --> 00:52:17,553 that made you cry. 534 00:52:22,948 --> 00:52:25,345 And you don't even feel sorry, 535 00:52:30,340 --> 00:52:33,337 only the sorrow of not feeling pain. 536 00:52:33,977 --> 00:52:38,972 And however, Arcadia must be blooming, 537 00:52:39,611 --> 00:52:42,288 Arcadia must be blooming, 538 00:52:42,848 --> 00:52:47,643 beyond the bronze gates of time, my love, 539 00:52:48,042 --> 00:52:49,281 Arcadia must be 540 00:52:50,919 --> 00:52:52,758 blooming. 541 00:52:59,311 --> 00:53:02,149 But, where is the cherry tree in its splendour? 542 00:53:03,267 --> 00:53:05,505 Where is the golden shepherd? 543 00:53:06,983 --> 00:53:10,061 Where are the red fruits of summer? 544 00:53:10,740 --> 00:53:13,017 Where is your laugh, my love? 545 00:53:14,296 --> 00:53:17,772 Where is the tiger sleeping next to its prey? 546 00:53:18,172 --> 00:53:20,530 Where is the returning blackbird? 547 00:53:21,769 --> 00:53:24,965 Where is the fountain of your beautiful hours? 548 00:53:25,445 --> 00:53:28,163 Where are the words you recall? 549 00:53:29,242 --> 00:53:32,278 Where is the bride who in the green meadow 550 00:53:32,838 --> 00:53:36,154 turns with her eyes still covered? 551 00:53:36,674 --> 00:53:39,991 Where is the rose? Where is the hawthorn? 552 00:53:40,470 --> 00:53:43,667 Where is the sweetness of the fountains of flax? 553 00:53:44,066 --> 00:53:47,423 Where is the free will of all the creatures? 554 00:53:47,862 --> 00:53:50,540 Where is naked innocence. 555 00:53:52,019 --> 00:53:55,295 Arcadia must be blooming, 556 00:53:55,935 --> 00:53:58,732 Arcadia must be blooming. 557 00:53:59,051 --> 00:54:03,487 Beyond the bronze gates of time, my love, 558 00:54:04,206 --> 00:54:05,765 Arcadia must be 559 00:54:06,964 --> 00:54:09,521 blooming. 560 00:54:13,517 --> 00:54:14,996 But, where? 561 00:54:16,634 --> 00:54:18,672 Where, my love? 562 00:56:45,186 --> 00:56:46,744 You stink. 563 00:56:53,817 --> 00:56:55,855 Go have a shower, ok? 564 00:58:51,140 --> 00:58:53,098 -Good morning. -Good morning. 565 00:59:16,275 --> 00:59:19,592 You're not going to tell me anything? How was last night? 566 00:59:26,065 --> 00:59:27,504 Good, good... 567 00:59:27,624 --> 00:59:30,101 A bit... a bit crazy. 568 00:59:32,419 --> 00:59:33,817 But good. 569 00:59:34,737 --> 00:59:37,214 When you texted me that you were going to her father's gig, 570 00:59:37,334 --> 00:59:40,171 -I thought it was quite surreal. -It was really surreal. 571 00:59:40,731 --> 00:59:43,048 The people that were at the concert... 572 00:59:46,125 --> 00:59:47,603 It was good to see him. 573 00:59:56,155 --> 00:59:59,072 Remember the book I have 574 00:59:59,152 --> 01:00:02,349 of Leonard Cohen lyrics translated into Spanish? 575 01:00:04,866 --> 01:00:06,145 He gave it to me. 576 01:00:09,982 --> 01:00:12,099 I found it funny 577 01:00:12,619 --> 01:00:15,456 that they translated "Givin' me head on the unmade bed" 578 01:00:15,655 --> 01:00:18,693 as "Givin' me heads on the unmade bed". 579 01:00:19,731 --> 01:00:21,290 Later there was a more careful version, 580 01:00:23,567 --> 01:00:26,804 which was translated well. 581 01:00:27,164 --> 01:00:30,561 "Givin' me a blowjob on the unmade bed". 582 01:00:32,759 --> 01:00:36,355 I think that was my first instinct as a translator. 583 01:00:37,034 --> 01:00:38,952 A blowjob... Not bad. 584 01:00:41,549 --> 01:00:42,829 So, did you hook up? 585 01:00:45,865 --> 01:00:46,864 No. 586 01:00:50,780 --> 01:00:51,859 No. 587 01:00:58,812 --> 01:01:00,171 But I danced. 588 01:01:00,890 --> 01:01:02,928 -You danced? -I danced. 589 01:01:03,847 --> 01:01:05,286 With a lawyer. 590 01:01:06,205 --> 01:01:09,961 -With a lawyer? -A friendly lawyer who told me 591 01:01:10,201 --> 01:01:14,237 that mornings she goes to court and afternoons she teaches swing-dance. 592 01:01:14,756 --> 01:01:17,354 -Did you dance swing at her father's gig? -No. 593 01:01:18,193 --> 01:01:21,829 We went to another place where you have to enter by a small tunnel. 594 01:01:22,509 --> 01:01:24,627 You have to make a phone call to get in. 595 01:01:24,907 --> 01:01:28,103 It was a place with people dancing 596 01:01:28,583 --> 01:01:33,338 and at one point everyone was clapping and we formed a circle. 597 01:01:35,016 --> 01:01:37,294 People went and danced in the centre. 598 01:01:38,133 --> 01:01:40,131 And I went into the centre. 599 01:01:41,609 --> 01:01:43,688 Actually it was in self defence. 600 01:01:44,127 --> 01:01:46,764 I had no other choice... 601 01:01:48,763 --> 01:01:52,998 I was there in the centre and I felt a sensation of... 602 01:01:58,273 --> 01:01:59,831 They applauded me! 603 01:02:00,790 --> 01:02:01,989 They applauded me a lot! 604 01:02:03,268 --> 01:02:04,866 Oh my goodness! 605 01:02:10,740 --> 01:02:12,699 And how was it with Manuela? 606 01:02:17,214 --> 01:02:19,092 Good, I don't know. 607 01:02:26,085 --> 01:02:27,284 In fact, 608 01:02:29,921 --> 01:02:34,716 just after we saw each other she gave me a letter I wrote to her when I was 15. 609 01:02:35,596 --> 01:02:37,833 I didn't remember that letter at all. 610 01:02:40,271 --> 01:02:41,709 What did you write in the letter? 611 01:02:43,628 --> 01:02:46,944 Imagine the things we wrote when we were 15 years old... 612 01:02:47,504 --> 01:02:48,663 Silly things! 613 01:02:50,061 --> 01:02:52,818 Ok, but if she gave it to you it must have been important. 614 01:02:55,056 --> 01:02:56,055 No, not really. 615 01:02:56,175 --> 01:03:00,051 I think she gave it to me to see how I would react. 616 01:03:00,211 --> 01:03:01,809 To provoke me. 617 01:03:09,362 --> 01:03:11,840 First love is always important. 618 01:03:12,159 --> 01:03:14,357 I remember my first boyfriend... well, "boyfriend". 619 01:03:16,515 --> 01:03:20,870 I had been in love with him since I was 11 and he never paid me any attention. 620 01:03:21,150 --> 01:03:25,306 I'd had a crush on him for years. We weren't together for very long. 621 01:03:26,425 --> 01:03:28,782 I had idealized him. 622 01:03:30,021 --> 01:03:33,378 And the last time I saw him we would have been about 19. 623 01:03:34,057 --> 01:03:36,574 And I remember that I looked at him and thought: 624 01:03:36,895 --> 01:03:39,971 "How can someone change so much in such a short time ". 625 01:03:41,130 --> 01:03:45,126 I thought he was awful. It was as though he wasn't the same person. 626 01:03:46,085 --> 01:03:48,442 I don't know. I looked at him and now nothing... 627 01:03:49,362 --> 01:03:50,600 Now nothing. 628 01:03:52,199 --> 01:03:54,317 Well, from my point of view she is the same. 629 01:03:55,676 --> 01:03:59,232 Lots of things have happened after all this time, 630 01:03:59,951 --> 01:04:02,549 but she seems the same to me. 631 01:04:08,822 --> 01:04:11,340 Is she staying a few days and then going back to Buenos Aires? 632 01:04:11,979 --> 01:04:13,218 She leaves on the 9th. 633 01:04:15,056 --> 01:04:16,655 On the 9th she goes. 634 01:04:19,731 --> 01:04:21,210 Are you going to see her again? 635 01:04:22,768 --> 01:04:23,847 No. 636 01:04:24,687 --> 01:04:25,965 I don't think so. 637 01:04:34,956 --> 01:04:37,074 Ok, shall we go to the exhibition? 638 01:04:39,312 --> 01:04:42,469 -What are you saying, you are exhausted. -No, I want to go. 639 01:04:44,507 --> 01:04:46,104 Go and get some sleep. We will see later. 640 01:04:46,463 --> 01:04:48,501 No, no I don't want to sleep. I want to go with you to the exhibition. 641 01:04:48,583 --> 01:04:49,782 I feel like it. 642 01:04:50,581 --> 01:04:53,536 -Are you sure? -Of course, we had planned it. 643 01:04:54,776 --> 01:04:55,735 Ok. 644 01:04:56,414 --> 01:04:58,493 -I will have a shower and we'll go. -Ok. 645 01:07:25,386 --> 01:07:26,945 Are you ready? 646 01:07:27,544 --> 01:07:30,501 -Let's go. -No. No we're not going. 647 01:07:35,376 --> 01:07:36,734 Sorry. 648 01:07:37,174 --> 01:07:39,451 -I will stay here... -Go to bed. 649 01:07:41,010 --> 01:07:43,848 -No, I'll stay here. -Come on! 650 01:07:56,714 --> 01:07:59,192 Do I have to take your shoes off? 651 01:08:05,426 --> 01:08:06,944 What did you do last night? 652 01:08:07,863 --> 01:08:08,942 Nothing. 653 01:08:09,541 --> 01:08:12,219 I had a coffee with Andrea and I came home. 654 01:08:14,696 --> 01:08:16,494 I was reading The Magic Mountain. 655 01:08:17,294 --> 01:08:19,532 The Magic Mountain. 656 01:08:19,971 --> 01:08:21,050 Yes. 657 01:08:22,209 --> 01:08:24,766 I think I told you. I have this... 658 01:08:25,406 --> 01:08:29,282 ...patient who is obsessed with it. He reads it and reads it and reads it. 659 01:08:30,241 --> 01:08:32,199 It's the only thing he talks about. 660 01:08:32,798 --> 01:08:34,077 I don't know. 661 01:08:35,196 --> 01:08:36,634 I was curious. 662 01:08:48,063 --> 01:08:49,821 It's interesting 663 01:08:50,981 --> 01:08:54,697 how someone supposedly healthy can be obsessed 664 01:08:55,935 --> 01:08:57,613 with wanting to be sick, 665 01:08:59,531 --> 01:09:01,130 to be looked after, 666 01:09:02,569 --> 01:09:04,087 to evade the world... 667 01:11:28,203 --> 01:11:31,001 That's good because there are guys that are extremely jealous. 668 01:11:31,200 --> 01:11:33,518 I am the opposite. I am never jealous about anything. 669 01:11:35,237 --> 01:11:36,675 Can you give me a drag? 670 01:11:37,115 --> 01:11:39,632 After that he goes and jumps from a bell-tower. 671 01:11:39,752 --> 01:11:42,589 And then he decides to get hit by car. 672 01:11:42,909 --> 01:11:44,348 -We’ll all meet up there. -Ok. 673 01:11:44,747 --> 01:11:49,023 And now finally sick of it he says to the girl: "I think I'm God". 674 01:12:21,511 --> 01:12:24,947 -Who? -I don't know... 675 01:12:47,204 --> 01:12:49,961 -Hi. -Let's go to the lake, then you all come? 676 01:12:50,162 --> 01:12:51,481 -Yeah, let's go. -Ok? 677 01:12:57,394 --> 01:12:58,473 Bye. 678 01:13:02,469 --> 01:13:04,028 -Hi. -Hi. 679 01:13:04,308 --> 01:13:06,106 -How are you? -Fine. 680 01:13:09,142 --> 01:13:10,621 Ok, shall we go? 681 01:13:18,733 --> 01:13:21,010 Why didn't you want to go on the "Top Spin"? 682 01:13:21,930 --> 01:13:22,889 Were you scared? 683 01:13:23,168 --> 01:13:25,486 -Oh my goodness! -Give him a kiss... 684 01:13:46,425 --> 01:13:50,102 A friend of mine told me that a cousin of hers worked there last summer 685 01:13:50,821 --> 01:13:55,456 and that she got extra money collecting the coins on the ground and the grass. 686 01:13:55,856 --> 01:13:58,293 I don't know, I prefer the ground attractions. 687 01:13:58,494 --> 01:14:00,091 "The tunnel of terror" for example. 688 01:14:00,531 --> 01:14:02,529 I can't stand "The tunnel". 689 01:14:02,968 --> 01:14:04,488 That ride really scares me. 690 01:14:06,046 --> 01:14:09,003 It's not the height, it's the ideas I have in my head. 691 01:14:10,201 --> 01:14:11,280 I like it. 692 01:14:11,680 --> 01:14:14,158 I mean, I feel like I have more control. 693 01:14:14,637 --> 01:14:16,595 I go with my feet touching the ground. 694 01:14:16,835 --> 01:14:20,471 Doesn't annoy you that those dicks push you and shout in your ears? 695 01:14:20,950 --> 01:14:21,909 Perhaps... 696 01:14:22,029 --> 01:14:25,746 But actors that work there are funny, they do their job well. 697 01:14:26,705 --> 01:14:29,183 You are also quite funny, did you know? 698 01:14:30,301 --> 01:14:32,180 You are boring but funny. 699 01:15:03,708 --> 01:15:07,104 At high school whenever I look at you, you seem a little absent. 700 01:15:07,744 --> 01:15:09,302 Like in a mysterious way. 701 01:15:11,820 --> 01:15:14,617 To me you only seem happy when you are playing basketball. 702 01:15:15,696 --> 01:15:17,854 That's cool. You play well. 703 01:15:21,890 --> 01:15:25,646 But I don't know. I always wonder why you don't talk to people more. 704 01:15:26,805 --> 01:15:30,681 I understand that you are shy, I am shy too although you don't believe me. 705 01:15:32,599 --> 01:15:35,276 But that is the very reason I talk nonstop. 706 01:15:39,712 --> 01:15:41,111 This is my theory: 707 01:15:41,310 --> 01:15:44,427 Shy people talk nonstop because we are afraid of silence. 708 01:15:47,584 --> 01:15:51,301 So if my theory is correct, you are not strictly a shy person. 709 01:15:53,498 --> 01:15:54,617 You are something else. 710 01:15:56,336 --> 01:15:57,814 That's why you intrigue me. 711 01:16:02,090 --> 01:16:04,488 I actually think you are quite sure of yourself. 712 01:16:05,726 --> 01:16:06,845 Although you hide it. 713 01:16:13,398 --> 01:16:15,796 -Also you don't have siblings, right? -No. 714 01:16:16,515 --> 01:16:18,514 You are an only child. Like me. 715 01:16:20,751 --> 01:16:23,988 They say only children are a bit more capricious and spoilt. 716 01:16:25,347 --> 01:16:26,905 But that's not always the case. 717 01:16:29,143 --> 01:16:30,581 My mum doesn't care what I do. 718 01:16:30,741 --> 01:16:34,257 I get her attention when I've done something wrong. She tells me off. 719 01:16:35,856 --> 01:16:37,254 She is the same with my dad. 720 01:16:37,934 --> 01:16:39,891 But my father is a disaster in general. 721 01:16:41,490 --> 01:16:43,049 He's great but he's a disaster. 722 01:16:45,326 --> 01:16:47,444 Sometimes I think it would be better if they split up. 723 01:16:49,002 --> 01:16:50,920 I don't know why they don't. I think it's because of me. 724 01:16:52,040 --> 01:16:55,596 Sometimes I feel like saying: "Hey don't stay together for my sake". 725 01:16:58,194 --> 01:17:01,031 -How do your parents get on? -They are separated. 726 01:17:01,990 --> 01:17:05,626 -How cool! And how is that? -Well, I hardly ever see my father. 727 01:17:05,706 --> 01:17:06,905 Right. 728 01:17:14,697 --> 01:17:15,696 Shall we go? 729 01:17:31,800 --> 01:17:32,839 Carlos says we look good together. 730 01:17:34,278 --> 01:17:34,957 You and I? 731 01:17:35,956 --> 01:17:36,915 Yes, you and I. 732 01:17:44,827 --> 01:17:45,826 He told you too? 733 01:17:46,945 --> 01:17:48,223 -Yes. -Yes? 734 01:17:49,062 --> 01:17:50,781 Yes, more or less. 735 01:17:51,460 --> 01:17:54,217 -More or less? -More or less. 736 01:18:23,708 --> 01:18:24,707 It's been a cool day. 737 01:18:26,265 --> 01:18:26,985 Yes. 738 01:18:32,739 --> 01:18:33,738 I like talking to you. 739 01:18:37,534 --> 01:18:38,573 And being here with you. 740 01:18:41,210 --> 01:18:42,289 I like it too. 741 01:19:17,214 --> 01:19:19,173 "I am writing to you during the break 742 01:19:20,051 --> 01:19:22,209 because I don't feel like hanging out 743 01:19:22,729 --> 01:19:24,048 and I have to hide it. 744 01:19:26,725 --> 01:19:28,922 I prefer to be here thinking about us. 745 01:19:36,875 --> 01:19:38,553 I want to tell you about a book I am reading. 746 01:19:39,792 --> 01:19:41,910 It's one that my mother recommended 747 01:19:42,030 --> 01:19:43,468 telling me that it's not really appropriate for my age, 748 01:19:44,387 --> 01:19:45,546 that I will have to wait awhile. 749 01:19:47,424 --> 01:19:49,942 Sometimes I think she does it on purpose, to annoy me, 750 01:19:50,021 --> 01:19:53,538 because as soon as she says that I want to start reading it at that moment. 751 01:19:55,776 --> 01:19:59,732 It's called A Suspension of Mercy, the author is Patricia Highsmith. 752 01:20:01,650 --> 01:20:04,248 My mother has a lot of her books at home, 753 01:20:04,407 --> 01:20:06,085 but this one attracted me because of the title. 754 01:20:08,164 --> 01:20:09,562 The main character is called Sydney 755 01:20:10,482 --> 01:20:12,359 and he lives in a house with his girlfriend, Alicia. 756 01:20:13,958 --> 01:20:16,435 It's a detached house, in a village in England. 757 01:20:18,394 --> 01:20:20,032 At the beginning they are happy in the house 758 01:20:20,152 --> 01:20:22,149 but they don't have a lot of money and they live on very little. 759 01:20:23,908 --> 01:20:26,505 Alicia is a painter but her paintings don't sell. 760 01:20:28,383 --> 01:20:30,221 And Sydney can't manage to finish his novel 761 01:20:30,301 --> 01:20:32,339 and can't sell the scripts he writes. 762 01:20:36,055 --> 01:20:39,253 And at one point, Alicia decides to leave for a while. 763 01:20:40,691 --> 01:20:43,209 It's assumed she will go back to her parents' house till things calm down, 764 01:20:43,967 --> 01:20:45,206 but later it's not so clear. 765 01:20:46,925 --> 01:20:50,081 What happens is that Alicia disappears, nobody really knows where she has gone. 766 01:20:51,760 --> 01:20:52,679 Not even Sydney. 767 01:20:54,917 --> 01:20:58,593 Then one night the unsettling idea of taking a rug from the house 768 01:20:58,952 --> 01:21:00,631 and burying it in a forest nearby occurs to him. 769 01:21:04,827 --> 01:21:07,943 It's quite strange because while he is carrying the heavy rug, 770 01:21:08,303 --> 01:21:10,981 Sydney starts to imagine that rolled up in the rug 771 01:21:11,141 --> 01:21:12,419 is Alicia's body. 772 01:21:21,331 --> 01:21:24,208 Although I don't know if you like this type of story". 773 01:21:46,565 --> 01:21:49,802 "The verse of one of my father's songs says: 774 01:21:53,959 --> 01:21:58,074 Will they be able to repeat the words that lovers say 775 01:21:59,033 --> 01:22:01,591 and speak them as if they had never been said before? 776 01:22:03,868 --> 01:22:05,027 These words encompass the world 777 01:22:05,786 --> 01:22:07,585 and the sky belongs to whoever speaks them. 778 01:22:13,179 --> 01:22:14,378 That's why they cost you your life. 779 01:22:18,614 --> 01:22:19,613 That's why they cost you your life. 780 01:22:26,765 --> 01:22:28,164 We are always beginners. 781 01:22:31,321 --> 01:22:33,399 We are always beginners and love is never-ending. 782 01:22:39,353 --> 01:22:40,232 Hardships. 783 01:22:41,631 --> 01:22:42,709 This is what it gives us. 784 01:22:46,826 --> 01:22:48,464 Because nobody knows anything about their own love". 785 01:23:24,428 --> 01:23:29,143 And now, when they are defeated, sitting face to face, 786 01:23:30,222 --> 01:23:34,498 which of the two will dare to break the silence that envelops them? 787 01:23:35,337 --> 01:23:40,612 She delves her gaze to the floor and he in her eyes, soul inside, 788 01:23:42,370 --> 01:23:45,087 with the hope of reunion, 789 01:23:47,965 --> 01:23:50,401 with the hope of reunion. 790 01:23:51,921 --> 01:23:55,956 Lo and behold the prisoners of the eternal ceremony. 791 01:23:56,836 --> 01:24:02,350 How incomprehensible their laws seem, how faded it remains in memory 792 01:24:02,590 --> 01:24:05,506 In fact once I too bore that fire, 793 01:24:05,547 --> 01:24:08,584 and I visited those same quarters 794 01:24:10,262 --> 01:24:12,660 where I loved and sometimes was loved. 795 01:24:15,936 --> 01:24:18,453 Where I loved and sometimes was loved. 796 01:24:20,052 --> 01:24:21,891 We are always 797 01:24:24,408 --> 01:24:26,006 beginners. 798 01:24:27,085 --> 01:24:31,241 We are always beginners and love is never-ending. 799 01:24:32,240 --> 01:24:35,357 Hardships. 800 01:24:35,557 --> 01:24:37,675 This is what it gives us. 801 01:24:39,153 --> 01:24:44,028 Because nobody knows anything about their own love. 802 01:24:44,348 --> 01:24:46,745 -Yes? -Didn't go out? 803 01:24:46,946 --> 01:24:50,581 -No, we are here. -I have to go. Your father is coming soon. 804 01:24:53,019 --> 01:24:54,417 Ok, bye. 805 01:25:02,449 --> 01:25:04,887 But... don't they mind that we are alone? 806 01:25:34,697 --> 01:25:39,213 If you are 15 and you want to escape 807 01:25:39,813 --> 01:25:43,089 that is enough and more to do it. 808 01:25:44,168 --> 01:25:48,044 You could go before these city lights 809 01:25:48,364 --> 01:25:52,480 turn off forever. 810 01:25:52,799 --> 01:25:56,956 You can change your name for another that sounds better. 811 01:25:57,315 --> 01:26:01,351 Finish with your lineage for once and for all. 812 01:26:01,670 --> 01:26:05,267 You will write in your journal a new code of honour, 813 01:26:06,106 --> 01:26:08,664 but always in verse, never in prose. 814 01:26:09,903 --> 01:26:11,261 Who would stop you? 815 01:26:12,220 --> 01:26:13,898 Who would stop you? 816 01:26:14,378 --> 01:26:16,096 Who would stop you? 817 01:26:16,576 --> 01:26:18,414 Nobody would stop you. 818 01:26:18,654 --> 01:26:20,212 Who would stop you? 819 01:26:20,851 --> 01:26:22,330 Who would stop you? 820 01:26:22,850 --> 01:26:24,727 Who would stop you? 821 01:26:24,888 --> 01:26:26,806 Nobody would stop you. 822 01:26:33,918 --> 01:26:35,277 Nobody would stop you. 823 01:26:42,590 --> 01:26:44,108 Nobody would stop you. 824 01:26:50,981 --> 01:26:52,700 Yes I'm here. Hello. 825 01:26:53,458 --> 01:26:54,657 How are you? 826 01:26:57,095 --> 01:26:58,094 Fine and you? 827 01:26:58,414 --> 01:27:00,891 -What are you doing? -I just got back. 828 01:27:01,131 --> 01:27:04,887 -Yeah I know, I timed you. -And what have you been doing? 829 01:27:08,244 --> 01:27:10,522 -Eating spaghetti. -How is it? 830 01:27:11,321 --> 01:27:12,280 Cold. 831 01:27:23,029 --> 01:27:24,548 I like hearing you eat. 832 01:27:24,708 --> 01:27:27,265 Please, every day is the same. 833 01:27:30,142 --> 01:27:31,781 Ok, I'm coming! 834 01:27:54,278 --> 01:27:55,436 Are you still there? 835 01:27:56,556 --> 01:27:57,395 Yes. 836 01:27:58,553 --> 01:27:59,673 Do you love me? 837 01:28:01,751 --> 01:28:02,789 I love you. 838 01:28:04,228 --> 01:28:05,187 I love you lots. 839 01:29:13,478 --> 01:29:16,116 "You want me to shut up? Ok, I will shut up. 840 01:29:16,516 --> 01:29:20,551 but I am going to be a pain in the ass on paper. Ok?" 841 01:29:23,389 --> 01:29:24,787 "I want you to shut up, 842 01:29:25,147 --> 01:29:26,746 to leave me alone, 843 01:29:27,345 --> 01:29:30,022 to stop looking at me, to stop talking to me, 844 01:29:30,422 --> 01:29:31,661 although I will regret it". 845 01:29:48,004 --> 01:29:49,643 "Shall we split up? 846 01:29:50,122 --> 01:29:51,321 And everything? 847 01:29:51,840 --> 01:29:54,837 Ok. Here ends our marvellous story. 848 01:29:55,157 --> 01:29:58,433 If you are saying this as a joke take it back now or shut up forever". 849 01:30:06,026 --> 01:30:08,664 "Before that I should tell you I have given you gonorrhoea. 850 01:30:08,824 --> 01:30:11,181 And typhus. Excusez-moi. 851 01:30:12,340 --> 01:30:14,058 And if my kisses were weak, 852 01:30:14,218 --> 01:30:17,135 yours were disgusting and they made me retch. 853 01:30:17,734 --> 01:30:21,810 I never told you but I closed my eyes to force myself not to vomit on you. 854 01:30:22,130 --> 01:30:23,689 Respond to that!" 855 01:30:45,747 --> 01:30:47,425 "I only wanted to tell you, I love you. 856 01:30:47,545 --> 01:30:50,022 I want to spend the rest of my life with you. 857 01:30:50,142 --> 01:30:53,339 Whatever happens. I want us to be together forever. 858 01:30:54,258 --> 01:30:58,134 I can easily imagine myself at 80, sitting on a bench, next to you, 859 01:30:58,654 --> 01:31:00,572 spending the afternoon together. 860 01:31:01,211 --> 01:31:02,969 I can't imagine a future without you". 861 01:31:33,419 --> 01:31:34,658 What's wrong? 862 01:31:37,255 --> 01:31:38,214 Nothing. 863 01:31:43,249 --> 01:31:44,848 It seems to me something is wrong. 864 01:31:46,646 --> 01:31:48,324 I don't know what is wrong with me. 865 01:31:49,802 --> 01:31:51,681 But... has something happened? 866 01:31:52,880 --> 01:31:53,998 No, truly. 867 01:31:54,757 --> 01:31:55,676 It's nothing. 868 01:31:57,035 --> 01:32:00,272 Is it something I've said? Or have I done something to annoy you? 869 01:32:00,352 --> 01:32:02,789 No, no honestly it isn't you. 870 01:32:07,944 --> 01:32:09,783 It's me. I think... 871 01:32:11,141 --> 01:32:13,139 I think... I don't know. Sorry. 872 01:33:28,703 --> 01:33:31,421 "Forgive me for everything that happened before in the park. 873 01:33:33,939 --> 01:33:36,056 I didn't want to worry you or act like that: 874 01:33:36,495 --> 01:33:37,734 so idiotic and capricious. 875 01:33:39,573 --> 01:33:43,089 Actually I wanted to tell you anything to calm you, 876 01:33:44,048 --> 01:33:46,965 but the words wouldn't come. Not like other times. 877 01:33:52,000 --> 01:33:54,038 I am sorry if I made you feel bad. 878 01:33:54,477 --> 01:33:56,875 I love you too much. It's not my intention to do that to you. 879 01:33:59,673 --> 01:34:03,429 It's just that I've been thinking about something and I don't know how to stop. 880 01:34:05,347 --> 01:34:07,185 It's something I feel inside, 881 01:34:07,704 --> 01:34:09,223 and it's hurting me. 882 01:34:10,342 --> 01:34:14,298 It's something that has to do with us, with our love story, 883 01:34:14,497 --> 01:34:16,976 with having met in this moment of our lives, 884 01:34:17,655 --> 01:34:20,092 when we supposedly have so much ahead of us. 885 01:34:23,608 --> 01:34:27,844 Laura asked me: "Do you really think that Olmo is the man of your life?". 886 01:34:29,163 --> 01:34:32,800 And I didn't doubt for a second in answering: "Of course!". 887 01:34:33,798 --> 01:34:36,835 After that I remembered what you wrote in the notebook, 888 01:34:37,555 --> 01:34:39,672 that you couldn't imagine a future without me, 889 01:34:39,792 --> 01:34:42,669 and that you could see yourself with me when you were 80. 890 01:34:45,307 --> 01:34:47,824 I have to say that made a bit of an impression on me. 891 01:34:47,984 --> 01:34:49,382 Actually, a lot. 892 01:34:50,741 --> 01:34:52,660 I liked reading it, but at the same time it scared me. 893 01:34:55,217 --> 01:34:57,255 It made me think about everything that means, 894 01:34:58,733 --> 01:35:01,171 about what it means for you to have written that, 895 01:35:02,170 --> 01:35:05,207 because I know you don't write the first thing that pops into your head. 896 01:35:07,964 --> 01:35:09,483 What I want to tell you 897 01:35:09,802 --> 01:35:12,960 is that I am scared of all the things we could lose from now on. 898 01:35:15,357 --> 01:35:17,794 Because if our plan is to live together for the rest of our lives, 899 01:35:18,074 --> 01:35:20,951 I think it will be difficult not to miss out on all those other things. 900 01:35:23,869 --> 01:35:25,787 And I can tell that lots of things will happen. 901 01:35:26,425 --> 01:35:28,024 Good and bad things. 902 01:35:29,063 --> 01:35:30,781 Things that we can't control 903 01:35:31,700 --> 01:35:33,819 and at times we won't be prepared for. 904 01:35:36,816 --> 01:35:39,732 These things will come and they will make us stronger, that's all. 905 01:35:43,529 --> 01:35:46,206 It's like the feeling I had with the story of Alicia and Sydney. 906 01:35:47,445 --> 01:35:48,924 Although you see it another way, 907 01:35:49,043 --> 01:35:51,241 I think Alicia left Sydney because she had to, 908 01:35:51,960 --> 01:35:53,638 because she needed something else. 909 01:35:56,116 --> 01:35:58,314 At some point we all need something more, 910 01:35:59,073 --> 01:36:02,110 or simply stop needing something for a time, 911 01:36:04,628 --> 01:36:05,506 don't you think? 912 01:36:13,339 --> 01:36:15,377 Most probably with the passing of time 913 01:36:16,415 --> 01:36:18,774 we will have the crazy sensation of returning here. 914 01:36:26,566 --> 01:36:27,964 I think I am saying goodbye 915 01:36:30,002 --> 01:36:31,880 so as not to make your life miserable, 916 01:36:34,877 --> 01:36:36,236 so as not to make my life miserable, 917 01:36:36,356 --> 01:36:39,432 thinking that this could've been a beautiful love letter. 918 01:36:40,472 --> 01:36:41,870 That was its intention. 919 01:36:47,105 --> 01:36:49,143 Not everything is as dark as I see it, 920 01:36:50,422 --> 01:36:51,181 right?" 921 01:37:14,078 --> 01:37:16,396 "I read your letter as soon as I arrived home, 922 01:37:16,755 --> 01:37:18,594 just like you asked. 923 01:37:19,952 --> 01:37:23,708 It was strange because in someway I knew what I would find inside. 924 01:37:24,987 --> 01:37:28,064 Although it seems like a sad letter, I don't think it is. 925 01:37:29,303 --> 01:37:33,339 Like everything you give me, it has something of a challenge or bet 926 01:37:34,298 --> 01:37:36,216 because you believe in me and in us. 927 01:37:38,134 --> 01:37:39,772 You ask me if I believe in destiny 928 01:37:41,731 --> 01:37:42,930 and I think I do. 929 01:37:43,609 --> 01:37:46,246 Actually I believe I have never asked myself that before, 930 01:37:46,366 --> 01:37:49,802 but since you appeared in my life I can only believe in the luck I have 931 01:37:50,003 --> 01:37:52,400 and I am only worried about losing it. 932 01:37:53,079 --> 01:37:54,957 I think that something similar happened to you, 933 01:37:55,357 --> 01:37:57,435 and this is what you wanted to tell me in the letter. 934 01:37:59,033 --> 01:38:02,629 But we know something older people aren't able to know. 935 01:38:04,547 --> 01:38:07,065 Not even us when we are older. 936 01:38:08,264 --> 01:38:10,421 The important thing is to believe in us now 937 01:38:10,541 --> 01:38:12,340 because that will give us strength in the future. 938 01:38:13,379 --> 01:38:17,095 We could imagine this future, when we are 30, for instance, 939 01:38:17,215 --> 01:38:19,093 twice our age now, 940 01:38:19,373 --> 01:38:22,050 we will be different, as we'll have been through many things. 941 01:38:23,249 --> 01:38:25,806 Maybe we will have lost our luck, 942 01:38:25,886 --> 01:38:29,523 but we'll always be able to get it back if we keep something of ourselves now. 943 01:38:31,640 --> 01:38:34,358 I think what you see as dark is life that hasn't happened yet, 944 01:38:35,157 --> 01:38:37,195 like a tunnel you have to cross. 945 01:38:38,114 --> 01:38:40,751 Once across light will surely return. 946 01:38:41,191 --> 01:38:43,669 It's a little scary because you don't know what's inside. 947 01:38:43,788 --> 01:38:47,425 There will be all sorts I am sure, good things and bad like you said. 948 01:38:47,625 --> 01:38:50,062 You know I like to imagine things. 949 01:38:53,539 --> 01:38:55,537 I DON'T THINK WE HAVE MET IN THE WRONG MOMENT, 950 01:38:55,577 --> 01:38:57,894 I THINK WE HAVE MET IN THE BEST MOMENT OF OUR LIVES... 951 01:38:57,934 --> 01:38:59,013 I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. 952 01:38:59,053 --> 01:39:00,052 SO... I WANT YOU TO KNOW 953 01:39:00,092 --> 01:39:02,050 THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS FIND ME IN THIS MOMENT. 954 01:39:33,618 --> 01:39:39,293 THE RECONQUEST 955 01:39:41,650 --> 01:39:45,766 If you are 15 and you want to escape, 956 01:39:46,326 --> 01:39:49,562 that is enough and more to do it. 957 01:39:50,682 --> 01:39:54,518 You could go before these city lights 958 01:39:54,957 --> 01:39:58,754 turn off forever. 959 01:39:59,353 --> 01:40:03,389 You can change your name for another that sounds better, 960 01:40:03,708 --> 01:40:07,544 finish with your lineage for once and for all. 961 01:40:08,104 --> 01:40:11,581 You will write in your journal a new code of honour 962 01:40:12,699 --> 01:40:15,217 but always in verse, never in prose. 963 01:40:16,496 --> 01:40:20,092 Who would stop you, who would stop you, 964 01:40:20,731 --> 01:40:24,488 who would stop you: nobody would stop you. 965 01:40:25,127 --> 01:40:28,763 Who would stop you, who would stop you, 966 01:40:29,363 --> 01:40:33,279 who would stop you: nobody would stop you. 967 01:40:40,391 --> 01:40:42,270 Nobody would stop you. 968 01:40:49,103 --> 01:40:50,861 Nobody would stop you. 969 01:40:51,540 --> 01:40:55,496 You’d take the road that runs far from the sidewalk, 970 01:40:55,896 --> 01:40:59,293 the one the unrepentant ones take. 971 01:41:00,292 --> 01:41:04,288 You might see in things things you couldn’t see before 972 01:41:04,408 --> 01:41:08,364 and even awake you’d be asleep. 973 01:41:09,004 --> 01:41:12,120 Seasons will pass and you will forget to speak, 974 01:41:13,239 --> 01:41:16,755 you will forget your own memory. 975 01:41:17,794 --> 01:41:21,311 Inspired in the brave with the same dignity, 976 01:41:21,510 --> 01:41:25,667 like he who cuts a rose you could melt in the ground. 977 01:41:27,504 --> 01:41:30,022 But one never decides. 978 01:41:31,860 --> 01:41:34,058 But one never decides. 979 01:41:36,216 --> 01:41:38,254 But one never decides. 980 01:41:40,492 --> 01:41:43,369 A man never decides. However: 981 01:41:43,609 --> 01:41:47,245 Who would stop you, who would stop you, 982 01:41:47,884 --> 01:41:51,960 who would stop you: nobody would stop you. 983 01:41:52,320 --> 01:41:55,997 Who would stop you, who would stop you, 984 01:41:56,515 --> 01:42:00,792 who would stop you: nobody would stop you. 985 01:42:31,041 --> 01:42:33,759 FILMED IN MADRID