1 00:00:02,710 --> 00:00:05,276 If anyone is receiving this, my name is Xavier Collins. 2 00:00:05,300 --> 00:00:08,986 I'm flying to Atlanta to find my wife, Dr. Teri Rogers-Collins, 3 00:00:09,010 --> 00:00:11,650 who sent a radio transmission from somewhere near the city center. 4 00:00:14,100 --> 00:00:15,446 Everyone said time would help. 5 00:00:15,470 --> 00:00:17,246 It's not helping. 6 00:00:17,270 --> 00:00:19,666 Time is actually making it worse, 7 00:00:19,690 --> 00:00:24,296 because it's taking me further away from when he was here. 8 00:00:24,320 --> 00:00:27,006 Annie, I really, really want you 9 00:00:27,030 --> 00:00:29,506 - to come with me. - I can't. 10 00:00:29,530 --> 00:00:32,256 - Annie, come on. - Link, come on, let her go. 11 00:00:32,280 --> 00:00:34,096 You're the one who's been going on and on 12 00:00:34,120 --> 00:00:36,056 about this bunker and the fate of the world. 13 00:00:36,080 --> 00:00:38,620 This is not the time to be catching feelings. 14 00:00:47,300 --> 00:00:49,106 I'm okay. I'm okay. 15 00:00:53,140 --> 00:00:54,656 Where are you taking me? 16 00:00:54,680 --> 00:00:56,406 - I need to find her. - Who? 17 00:00:56,430 --> 00:00:58,326 T-Teri. 18 00:01:05,570 --> 00:01:09,086 I need to get to Atlanta, so if you could please just listen to me... 19 00:01:09,110 --> 00:01:10,966 no, you listen to me. 20 00:01:10,990 --> 00:01:13,030 You're not going to Atlanta. 21 00:01:15,160 --> 00:01:17,176 You're taking us to Colorado. 22 00:01:17,200 --> 00:01:19,476 Wait. Wait. Come... 23 00:01:28,340 --> 00:01:30,356 - Alright, thanks. - Yeah, man. 24 00:01:30,380 --> 00:01:32,380 Fuck. Fuck. 25 00:01:55,240 --> 00:01:58,080 Cinderella, time to wake up. 26 00:01:59,240 --> 00:02:00,240 Snow white. 27 00:02:01,250 --> 00:02:03,846 She was the sleeping one. 28 00:02:03,870 --> 00:02:06,896 Sleeping beauty was the sleeping one, dip shits. 29 00:02:06,920 --> 00:02:08,130 Bad news. 30 00:02:09,170 --> 00:02:11,276 Word just came in. Train's still delayed. 31 00:02:11,300 --> 00:02:12,696 Fuck. 32 00:02:12,720 --> 00:02:14,406 - How long? - Who knows? 33 00:02:14,430 --> 00:02:15,510 Wanna wait? 34 00:02:17,850 --> 00:02:18,850 No. 35 00:02:19,890 --> 00:02:21,746 I'm done waiting. 36 00:02:21,770 --> 00:02:23,616 Let's go find this fucking bunker. 37 00:02:23,640 --> 00:02:24,930 Fuck yeah. Let's do it. 38 00:02:28,690 --> 00:02:30,780 Hey! 39 00:02:31,860 --> 00:02:33,676 We're moving out! 40 00:02:33,700 --> 00:02:35,506 Alright people, you heard him. 41 00:02:35,530 --> 00:02:36,596 Go, move out! 42 00:02:36,620 --> 00:02:38,096 Pack it up! 43 00:02:38,120 --> 00:02:40,560 Hurry up! Don't leave anything behind. We're not coming back. 44 00:03:26,040 --> 00:03:28,040 You need to start moving a little. 45 00:03:33,130 --> 00:03:34,710 Come on. 46 00:03:35,720 --> 00:03:36,720 Come here. 47 00:03:52,860 --> 00:03:54,150 Where am I? 48 00:03:55,530 --> 00:03:56,910 It's not obvious? 49 00:04:01,830 --> 00:04:03,000 Seriously? 50 00:04:07,250 --> 00:04:09,346 How far along are you? 51 00:04:09,370 --> 00:04:12,766 You know, it's rude to assume that a woman is pregnant. 52 00:04:12,790 --> 00:04:14,750 Haven't you ever seen a sitcom? 53 00:04:16,340 --> 00:04:18,656 Jesus, can you stop staring? 54 00:04:18,680 --> 00:04:21,020 When was the last time you saw a pregnant lady? 55 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:34,166 - What? - We got the call. 56 00:04:34,190 --> 00:04:35,456 It's happening. 57 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:36,480 Luisa more no. 58 00:04:37,860 --> 00:04:39,676 The pregnant lady. 59 00:04:39,700 --> 00:04:41,596 She's gonna be the first woman to give birth down here. 60 00:04:41,620 --> 00:04:42,886 I know who she is. 61 00:04:42,910 --> 00:04:46,346 I'm wondering why you think it's a reason to burst into my office unannounced. 62 00:04:46,370 --> 00:04:48,500 That wasn't really a burst. It was more of an amble. 63 00:04:49,580 --> 00:04:51,096 But look, this is a big moment. 64 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:53,146 We've been down here for five months. This is my first chance 65 00:04:53,170 --> 00:04:54,976 to give people a reason to smile, 66 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:56,936 a chance for everybody to see that we have a future here. 67 00:04:56,960 --> 00:04:58,000 This is hope. 68 00:04:59,720 --> 00:05:01,656 Should I ask her to name the baby hope? 69 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:03,776 - It's a bit heavy-handed. - It's a little on the nose, sir. 70 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:06,696 I have a meeting this afternoon about the reactors. 71 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:09,156 And you know, Mr. President, it wouldn't kill you 72 00:05:09,180 --> 00:05:10,996 to learn what keeps this place running. 73 00:05:11,020 --> 00:05:13,876 Right, the aquifer, and the 3-d printers, 74 00:05:13,900 --> 00:05:16,190 and the modular nuclear reactors, yeah. 75 00:05:21,660 --> 00:05:24,466 Sorry. Look, Sam. 76 00:05:24,490 --> 00:05:27,306 I realize why this might be difficult for you. 77 00:05:27,330 --> 00:05:29,920 I said I have work to do, sir. 78 00:05:32,580 --> 00:05:33,976 Okay. 79 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:36,396 I just thought it was a good opportunity to bring the community together 80 00:05:36,420 --> 00:05:38,010 and celebrate something positive. 81 00:05:41,090 --> 00:05:43,406 They're gonna wipe the baby off a little, right, before I kiss it? 82 00:05:43,430 --> 00:05:45,850 - I'm sure they will, sir. - It's a pre-wiped baby, sir. 83 00:05:50,140 --> 00:05:54,836 The thing is, I have to get to... Atlanta. Yes, I know. 84 00:05:54,860 --> 00:05:56,706 I've heard about 10,000 times 85 00:05:56,730 --> 00:05:59,046 in various states of consciousness. 86 00:05:59,070 --> 00:06:01,876 Your wife is there. She sent a radio transmission, 87 00:06:01,900 --> 00:06:05,846 thirty-three-point-seven blah, blah, latitude, blah, blah, longitude. 88 00:06:05,870 --> 00:06:08,056 I know. 89 00:06:08,080 --> 00:06:11,056 Thing is, you're not going anywhere anytime soon. 90 00:06:11,080 --> 00:06:12,960 I had to put six stitches in your spleen. 91 00:06:13,920 --> 00:06:16,380 - You a doctor or something? - Closest thing you got. 92 00:06:17,340 --> 00:06:19,930 Why were you coming from Colorado if your wife is in Atlanta? 93 00:06:22,970 --> 00:06:26,946 That's where she was when everything happened, Atlanta. 94 00:06:26,970 --> 00:06:29,076 I was already on my way to Colorado. 95 00:06:29,100 --> 00:06:30,310 To the bunker? 96 00:06:31,310 --> 00:06:33,206 Come on, the rumors were everywhere. 97 00:06:33,230 --> 00:06:35,270 And you had to get that plane somehow. 98 00:06:36,940 --> 00:06:38,110 Wow, so it's real. 99 00:06:39,230 --> 00:06:41,046 - He was right. - Who was right? 100 00:06:41,070 --> 00:06:42,126 No one. 101 00:06:42,150 --> 00:06:44,530 Yeah, it's real. 102 00:06:46,820 --> 00:06:47,820 What's it like? 103 00:06:48,870 --> 00:06:52,040 It's like before, only creepier. 104 00:06:58,420 --> 00:07:00,590 Gonna need at least two weeks for those to heal. 105 00:07:05,550 --> 00:07:08,526 Even a stitch abscess could get infected, 106 00:07:08,550 --> 00:07:10,696 and then you're looking at sepsis. 107 00:07:10,720 --> 00:07:13,826 Listen, I know that you have been inside snug as a bug, 108 00:07:13,850 --> 00:07:17,480 but out here, the little things will kill you. 109 00:07:18,900 --> 00:07:21,376 A good rule of thumb is if it hurts when you touch it, 110 00:07:21,400 --> 00:07:23,360 it means it's not healed. 111 00:07:24,280 --> 00:07:26,370 Once you do heal, you're taking me to Colorado. 112 00:07:29,820 --> 00:07:31,450 I'm going to Atlanta. 113 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:36,806 The toilet is there. 114 00:07:36,830 --> 00:07:37,976 I will bring you water. 115 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,250 I hope you enjoy rat for breakfast. 116 00:07:41,420 --> 00:07:43,630 You got two weeks to get stronger. 117 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:46,090 I'm Annie, by the way. 118 00:07:47,510 --> 00:07:48,510 Xavier. 119 00:08:41,440 --> 00:08:44,070 - Be gentle. - It's... 120 00:08:45,110 --> 00:08:46,320 Looks good. 121 00:08:46,690 --> 00:08:48,506 Yeah, it's not bad, is it? 122 00:08:51,410 --> 00:08:52,966 There we go. 123 00:09:18,270 --> 00:09:20,706 Shouldn't be on your feet all the time like that. 124 00:09:20,730 --> 00:09:22,666 When my wife was pregnant, she had this terrible nausea... 125 00:09:22,690 --> 00:09:24,730 yeah, I get it. You knew a pregnant woman once. 126 00:09:26,320 --> 00:09:27,796 Hey, now that you're getting stronger, 127 00:09:27,820 --> 00:09:29,466 I could really use some help around here. 128 00:09:29,490 --> 00:09:31,426 Yeah, sure. What do you need? 129 00:09:31,450 --> 00:09:33,176 Tea. 130 00:09:33,200 --> 00:09:34,790 Coming right up. 131 00:09:44,170 --> 00:09:46,016 It's warm. 132 00:09:46,040 --> 00:09:47,460 - Thank you. - Yeah. 133 00:10:00,390 --> 00:10:02,560 I haven't seen a real sunset in years. 134 00:10:04,310 --> 00:10:06,190 What did you use for lights down there? 135 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:10,530 Fake sky, fake mechanical sun. 136 00:10:12,490 --> 00:10:14,620 It looked so real at first. 137 00:10:16,030 --> 00:10:18,200 But the longer we were down there, the more the... 138 00:10:19,370 --> 00:10:22,250 I don't know, the more the seams began to show. 139 00:10:29,500 --> 00:10:31,040 I'm strong enough to travel now. 140 00:10:32,380 --> 00:10:33,550 I know. 141 00:10:36,390 --> 00:10:38,560 I appreciate you saving my life. 142 00:10:40,270 --> 00:10:42,860 And I do owe you for the care that you've given me. 143 00:10:44,940 --> 00:10:47,650 But I cannot take you to Colorado until I find my wife. 144 00:10:48,820 --> 00:10:49,990 It's a non-starter. 145 00:10:55,280 --> 00:10:56,740 Okay. 146 00:11:01,870 --> 00:11:04,346 The... the "he" that I... 147 00:11:04,370 --> 00:11:08,420 that I told you about in Colorado is the baby's daddy. 148 00:11:10,250 --> 00:11:12,090 He was heading there and... 149 00:11:14,130 --> 00:11:16,316 He asked me to go with him, and I said no. 150 00:11:16,340 --> 00:11:19,890 I decided to lock myself in a theme park because I was scared. 151 00:11:21,850 --> 00:11:24,190 Which I guess isn't exactly new for me. 152 00:11:28,060 --> 00:11:29,916 It's normal to be scared. 153 00:11:29,940 --> 00:11:31,626 Hell, I was scared shitless 154 00:11:31,650 --> 00:11:34,650 when I had a baby, and that was when the world was still intact. 155 00:11:36,070 --> 00:11:37,450 I'm scared of every damn thing. 156 00:11:38,660 --> 00:11:43,040 Fevers, strangers, rental cars, car seats. 157 00:11:45,290 --> 00:11:47,936 And the older those babies get, the fears never really go away. 158 00:11:47,960 --> 00:11:49,710 They just change. 159 00:11:51,500 --> 00:11:53,290 But it's the highs that make it worth it. 160 00:11:54,550 --> 00:11:56,946 You'll be more tired than you've ever been. 161 00:11:56,970 --> 00:11:59,060 You'll still be scared shitless. 162 00:12:00,300 --> 00:12:01,970 But you will not believe the joy. 163 00:12:05,100 --> 00:12:08,956 You'll be playing with your kid, watching 'em splash around in the bath, 164 00:12:08,980 --> 00:12:11,690 or play soccer for the first time. 165 00:12:14,070 --> 00:12:15,660 And sometimes, Annie... 166 00:12:16,740 --> 00:12:19,330 I swear it feels like your heart might fucking explode. 167 00:12:22,240 --> 00:12:24,096 There's no soccer anymore. 168 00:12:25,790 --> 00:12:28,096 - There will be. - Yeah, sure. 169 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:31,516 They'll be using animal heads as soccer balls. 170 00:12:34,550 --> 00:12:36,930 You'll still feel the joy when they score. 171 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:54,520 I've been alone for a very, very long time. 172 00:12:56,690 --> 00:12:58,256 I get that. 173 00:12:58,280 --> 00:13:01,030 I didn't trust people before the world ended. 174 00:13:05,580 --> 00:13:07,460 We go find your wife in Atlanta... 175 00:13:08,910 --> 00:13:10,910 And then you'll take me to him in Colorado? 176 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:18,026 Yeah. 177 00:14:05,890 --> 00:14:07,270 You good? 178 00:14:28,620 --> 00:14:30,306 - Hi. - Mr. President. Hi. 179 00:14:30,330 --> 00:14:31,726 Doctors, hello. How are you? 180 00:14:31,750 --> 00:14:33,096 My gosh, he's coming this way. 181 00:14:33,120 --> 00:14:34,896 - Hi, everyone. - Mr. President, it's an honor. 182 00:14:34,920 --> 00:14:36,226 Lovely smiles today. 183 00:14:36,250 --> 00:14:38,066 - We're happy to see you. - Hi. 184 00:14:38,090 --> 00:14:39,856 Cbc looks good. She'll be all set. 185 00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:41,316 - Yes, doctor. - Knock, knock. 186 00:14:41,340 --> 00:14:43,856 Hey, the woman of the hour. 187 00:14:43,880 --> 00:14:46,156 - How are you? Doctor. - Mr. President. 188 00:14:46,180 --> 00:14:47,576 Cal, please. 189 00:14:47,600 --> 00:14:48,826 How we feeling? We feeling good? 190 00:14:48,850 --> 00:14:49,986 Excited? 191 00:14:50,010 --> 00:14:52,866 Any... any nerves? Any regrets about the cost 192 00:14:52,890 --> 00:14:55,536 of college education in 2043? 193 00:14:55,560 --> 00:14:58,086 Sorry. Sometimes I just can't turn it off. 194 00:14:58,110 --> 00:15:00,706 No, I think this baby's ready. 195 00:15:00,730 --> 00:15:03,966 Listen, I know this has been an incredibly difficult time for you. 196 00:15:03,990 --> 00:15:07,136 It's okay, Mr. President. We don't need to do all that right now. 197 00:15:07,160 --> 00:15:08,806 Well, I want you to know I'm here for you. 198 00:15:08,830 --> 00:15:10,160 Anything you need, okay? 199 00:15:12,330 --> 00:15:13,410 Luisa... 200 00:15:14,620 --> 00:15:17,516 Your boy is gonna be the first child born down here. 201 00:15:17,540 --> 00:15:20,066 Do you believe that shit? Think about it. 202 00:15:20,090 --> 00:15:22,856 The rest of us, all of us, all our memories, 203 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:25,066 all our stories are from out there. 204 00:15:25,090 --> 00:15:29,116 He will be the first person whose entire story will take place here. 205 00:15:29,140 --> 00:15:31,480 He's the first, the first of this world. 206 00:15:32,520 --> 00:15:34,150 How fuckin' wild is that? 207 00:15:35,850 --> 00:15:37,100 I'm not naming him "hope." 208 00:15:38,060 --> 00:15:39,190 They told you. 209 00:15:40,110 --> 00:15:41,626 Alright. 210 00:15:41,650 --> 00:15:43,256 I'll be outside if you need anything. 211 00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:44,966 Okay? Or if you change your mind. 212 00:15:46,070 --> 00:15:47,450 Thank you, sir. 213 00:15:52,030 --> 00:15:53,636 You know what I'm craving right now? 214 00:15:53,660 --> 00:15:55,476 Waffles. 215 00:15:55,500 --> 00:15:58,090 What I would give. 216 00:16:12,600 --> 00:16:16,100 Is that... Yep. That's him. 217 00:16:20,810 --> 00:16:22,520 - What? - Nothing. 218 00:16:24,570 --> 00:16:25,820 Who was he? 219 00:16:29,820 --> 00:16:31,280 Just someone passing through. 220 00:16:37,660 --> 00:16:39,370 I've been having these dreams. 221 00:16:41,290 --> 00:16:43,000 Or maybe not dreams... 222 00:16:44,090 --> 00:16:47,356 Almost like memories of things? 223 00:16:47,380 --> 00:16:49,880 But they're things that haven't happened. 224 00:16:51,470 --> 00:16:53,220 You almost certainly had a concussion. 225 00:16:54,220 --> 00:16:56,970 I imagine you're gonna have sleeping troubles for a while. 226 00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:03,786 Here, you should take this. You're still recovering. 227 00:17:03,810 --> 00:17:05,230 I'm good, doc. 228 00:17:10,780 --> 00:17:12,200 No arguments. 229 00:17:34,850 --> 00:17:36,866 Alright, if Xavier's off the table, 230 00:17:36,890 --> 00:17:39,116 what about Daniel for a boy? 231 00:17:39,140 --> 00:17:41,866 Daniel? Where'd that come from? 232 00:17:41,890 --> 00:17:43,876 This kid I met after the crash. 233 00:17:43,900 --> 00:17:44,940 Xavier. 234 00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:49,070 Should we go back, take another road? 235 00:17:49,940 --> 00:17:52,676 And lose the time? No, ma'am. 236 00:17:52,700 --> 00:17:53,990 Come on, let's keep moving. 237 00:17:56,490 --> 00:17:58,806 Nothing wrong with having a little trust, 238 00:17:58,830 --> 00:18:00,500 especially in times like these. 239 00:18:03,830 --> 00:18:05,896 Don't make eye contact. Don't say anything. 240 00:18:05,920 --> 00:18:07,460 Just keep going. 241 00:18:15,850 --> 00:18:17,736 Xavier, they're not your friends. Don't say anything. 242 00:18:17,760 --> 00:18:20,036 Howdy. How y'all doing? 243 00:18:45,370 --> 00:18:47,726 Xavier, when your kids were born, what'd you do to celebrate? 244 00:18:47,750 --> 00:18:49,396 You don't strike me as a cigar guy. 245 00:18:49,420 --> 00:18:51,776 I fed, I burped, I swaddled. I got right to work. 246 00:18:51,800 --> 00:18:54,526 Not even a quick trip to the strip club? 247 00:18:54,550 --> 00:18:57,430 That's the problem with hospitals, sir. There's no place to get singles. 248 00:18:58,550 --> 00:19:00,656 This is fun. Babies are fun. 249 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,890 Alright, let's prep or-2. 250 00:19:04,350 --> 00:19:06,626 - What's going on? - Baby's heart rate dropped. 251 00:19:06,650 --> 00:19:09,416 There's been a prolonged decel. Prepping Mrs. Moreno for the or. 252 00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:11,046 We need to do an emergency c-section. 253 00:19:11,070 --> 00:19:12,376 Excuse us? 254 00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:13,740 Watch behind you. 255 00:19:15,700 --> 00:19:17,370 - On your left. - Coming through. 256 00:19:18,240 --> 00:19:21,096 - Stay with me? - I'm right here. 257 00:19:21,120 --> 00:19:23,096 - Where's the father? - He was a staffer 258 00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:24,976 on the plane carrying congress. 259 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:26,750 - Excuse us. - Behind you. 260 00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:30,266 - I'm gonna go in there with her. - Doctors have got this. 261 00:19:30,290 --> 00:19:31,726 - Let them do their jobs. - No. 262 00:19:31,750 --> 00:19:33,436 Sir, I can't allow you to go in there unescorted. 263 00:19:33,460 --> 00:19:35,026 Okay, well, then scrub the fuck up, Xavier. 264 00:19:35,050 --> 00:19:36,470 Jesus. Stay here. 265 00:19:49,520 --> 00:19:51,126 Why don't we take a break? 266 00:19:51,150 --> 00:19:53,586 No, no, it's okay. We can keep going. 267 00:19:53,610 --> 00:19:56,410 No, no, no. That's enough for today, come on. 268 00:19:59,820 --> 00:20:02,596 Hey, said you wanted waffles. 269 00:20:02,620 --> 00:20:04,710 Come on. 270 00:20:41,950 --> 00:20:44,216 Still mad I said "hey" to those folks? 271 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:46,176 I was never mad. 272 00:20:46,200 --> 00:20:48,766 I... I told you, I'm just not good at... 273 00:20:48,790 --> 00:20:50,460 trusting people, yeah, I heard. 274 00:20:51,460 --> 00:20:53,340 But I think you're great with people, Annie. 275 00:20:54,210 --> 00:20:56,436 You almost told that joke that one time. 276 00:20:56,460 --> 00:20:57,630 Don't be lame. 277 00:20:58,380 --> 00:20:59,860 Well, now you sound like my daughter. 278 00:21:01,590 --> 00:21:03,180 And you roll your eyes like her, too. 279 00:21:04,810 --> 00:21:08,246 Hey, has anybody ever talked to you about swaddling the baby? 280 00:21:08,270 --> 00:21:10,956 - Swaddling? - Hell yeah, swaddling. 281 00:21:10,980 --> 00:21:13,540 First time you swaddle a baby, you think you're gonna break 'em. 282 00:21:14,270 --> 00:21:17,666 But you gotta pack that sucker in tight, 283 00:21:17,690 --> 00:21:19,320 like a burrito. 284 00:21:20,650 --> 00:21:22,466 The trick is, 285 00:21:22,490 --> 00:21:26,160 you always make it tighter than you think you should. 286 00:21:27,450 --> 00:21:28,530 Alright? 287 00:21:35,590 --> 00:21:37,510 It's your turn, doc. 288 00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:42,010 Fold and tuck. 289 00:21:45,100 --> 00:21:48,406 - I'm gonna break his little flour body. - No, just remember the rules. 290 00:21:48,430 --> 00:21:50,206 Always tighter than you think. 291 00:21:50,230 --> 00:21:52,520 - Yeah? - Bottom up. 292 00:21:53,690 --> 00:21:54,780 There you go. 293 00:21:58,190 --> 00:22:01,240 You said you were scared when your daughter was born. 294 00:22:03,070 --> 00:22:05,950 If anybody tells you they're not scared, then they're straight-up lying. 295 00:22:06,870 --> 00:22:09,676 When you leave the hospital, everybody thinks the same thing. 296 00:22:09,700 --> 00:22:13,596 "I can't believe they let me walk out of here with a brand-new baby." 297 00:22:13,620 --> 00:22:15,646 No test or nothing. 298 00:22:15,670 --> 00:22:18,436 Feel like you just robbed a bank full of babies. 299 00:22:20,760 --> 00:22:23,196 Okay. We're getting there. 300 00:22:26,600 --> 00:22:30,446 My dad used to say, "if you're lucky, 301 00:22:30,470 --> 00:22:34,770 you got a few moments when you got to experience life at full volume." 302 00:22:36,110 --> 00:22:39,756 That's how he put it. "Life at full volume." 303 00:22:39,780 --> 00:22:43,410 Those moments when you're completely present... 304 00:22:44,410 --> 00:22:46,080 And everything slows down... 305 00:22:47,200 --> 00:22:50,016 And all the textures, and colors, 306 00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:51,830 and sounds, they all go... 307 00:22:53,250 --> 00:22:54,540 Like, high-def. 308 00:22:57,500 --> 00:23:00,170 When they lay your baby on your chest for the first time... 309 00:23:01,510 --> 00:23:04,230 And you know that they're safe, that they've made it to the world... 310 00:23:05,510 --> 00:23:07,350 That'll always be one of those moments. 311 00:23:14,180 --> 00:23:16,100 You know, like six months ago... 312 00:23:18,190 --> 00:23:21,416 I woke up in the middle of the night because there was this sound. 313 00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:25,150 So, I went up to the roof to see what it was, and then the lightning hit. 314 00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:30,926 It was a tornado the size of a city. 315 00:23:30,950 --> 00:23:35,346 I mean, I'd seen crazy weather, but this was so big 316 00:23:35,370 --> 00:23:37,726 that the lightning was inside of it. 317 00:23:37,750 --> 00:23:40,880 I saw that uncontrolled power. 318 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:43,210 The destruction. 319 00:23:47,010 --> 00:23:49,600 That's the world my baby is coming into. 320 00:23:52,140 --> 00:23:56,786 No life at full volume, just pain, and loss, and death, 321 00:23:56,810 --> 00:23:58,810 and all of the storms to come. 322 00:23:59,940 --> 00:24:01,400 But the joy will come, too. 323 00:24:02,690 --> 00:24:05,796 - It will come, I promise you. - Yeah. 324 00:24:05,820 --> 00:24:08,046 It just may be surrounded by the storms. 325 00:24:08,070 --> 00:24:11,426 That's what I mean by believing in people, Annie. 326 00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:12,950 That's not naive. 327 00:24:14,540 --> 00:24:17,920 You can guard against the worst of people while still believing in the best. 328 00:24:19,630 --> 00:24:22,260 Just remembering that we're all capable of great change... 329 00:24:23,380 --> 00:24:26,340 Great love, of great... of great promise. 330 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:29,300 It's a holy charge. 331 00:24:32,550 --> 00:24:34,050 A holy charge? 332 00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:38,416 - I kinda like that. - It's good, right? 333 00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:39,860 It's okay. 334 00:24:50,660 --> 00:24:52,410 We should get going. 335 00:25:05,420 --> 00:25:06,840 Good morning. 336 00:25:11,050 --> 00:25:12,390 Oof. 337 00:25:14,850 --> 00:25:17,390 Fuck. 338 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:20,480 No. 339 00:25:21,690 --> 00:25:22,746 Fuck. 340 00:25:32,740 --> 00:25:34,450 Annie? 341 00:25:34,830 --> 00:25:36,176 No, it's too early. 342 00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:38,136 Come on. 343 00:25:38,160 --> 00:25:40,266 Hey. Come on. 344 00:25:40,290 --> 00:25:42,306 You're okay, let's... let's just get you back inside, okay? 345 00:25:42,330 --> 00:25:44,396 - No, it's not okay, it's not okay. - What? 346 00:25:44,420 --> 00:25:48,130 I have... my blood pressure's too high, I... 347 00:25:49,420 --> 00:25:53,486 I have swollen ankles and... and, blurred vision, 348 00:25:53,510 --> 00:25:54,906 - and it's called preeclampsia. - Alright. 349 00:25:54,930 --> 00:25:59,156 It's, very threatening to me and the baby and... Yeah. 350 00:25:59,180 --> 00:26:00,866 It's gonna be okay. Come on. 351 00:26:00,890 --> 00:26:03,520 I'm sorry, I thought if I told you, you wouldn't take me and... 352 00:26:04,690 --> 00:26:06,666 - It's just the little things, you know? - Yeah, yeah. 353 00:26:06,690 --> 00:26:08,836 It's the little things out here that will kill you. 354 00:26:08,860 --> 00:26:11,216 Alright, look at me. Let's just go back inside 355 00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:13,886 and we'll figure it out, okay? Come on. 356 00:26:13,910 --> 00:26:16,096 Come on, one step at a time. Here we go, come on. 357 00:26:16,120 --> 00:26:17,506 Come on. 358 00:26:17,530 --> 00:26:18,886 There you go. 359 00:26:30,460 --> 00:26:32,196 What are we gonna need, doc? 360 00:26:32,220 --> 00:26:34,100 To deliver this baby here now, what do we need? 361 00:26:36,140 --> 00:26:37,576 Clean towels. 362 00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:41,156 - Okay. - And, we need to suction the baby's mouth, 363 00:26:41,180 --> 00:26:43,536 so maybe like a liquid dropper or something. 364 00:26:43,560 --> 00:26:44,916 Liquid dropper... 365 00:26:44,940 --> 00:26:47,206 We need something to tie off the umbilical cord. 366 00:26:47,230 --> 00:26:49,666 Shit. Okay, let's see. 367 00:26:52,950 --> 00:26:55,046 Fluids running at 150 milliliters. 368 00:26:56,530 --> 00:26:58,386 - Hey, hey, hey. - Here you go, sir. 369 00:26:58,410 --> 00:27:00,306 - Hi. - Thank you. 370 00:27:00,330 --> 00:27:01,886 How are we doing here? 371 00:27:01,910 --> 00:27:04,056 I'm here, okay? 372 00:27:12,670 --> 00:27:14,210 I gotta... 373 00:27:19,430 --> 00:27:20,486 Hey, Annie? 374 00:27:20,510 --> 00:27:22,246 - Yeah? - I gotta go get help. 375 00:27:22,270 --> 00:27:23,956 If not help, then at least a few supplies 376 00:27:23,980 --> 00:27:25,456 - to help you deliver. - No. No. 377 00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:27,706 You're not gonna have this baby anytime soon. 378 00:27:27,730 --> 00:27:30,046 Alright, your contractions are still very far apart. 379 00:27:30,070 --> 00:27:31,586 They only come rocketing out in the movies. 380 00:27:31,610 --> 00:27:33,626 - I... I can't, i... - yes, you can, look at me. 381 00:27:33,650 --> 00:27:34,876 - I ca... - I will not allow you 382 00:27:34,900 --> 00:27:38,296 to have this baby alone. Just, I'll be so quick, doc. 383 00:27:38,320 --> 00:27:40,346 - No, Xavier... - the people that we saw 384 00:27:40,370 --> 00:27:41,886 are just over the hill, alright? 385 00:27:41,910 --> 00:27:44,096 They'll have what we need, or they'll know where to get it. 386 00:27:44,120 --> 00:27:47,056 No, we do not know those people. We don't know what they're capable of. 387 00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:49,146 They're just people, Annie. 388 00:27:49,170 --> 00:27:50,976 And we're not gonna be scared of 'em, right? 389 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:54,316 So, you just keep walking. Keep breathing through your contractions. 390 00:27:54,340 --> 00:27:56,526 - I'll be back in 15 minutes, okay? - Xavier. 391 00:27:56,550 --> 00:27:58,116 - Here, take this. - No. 392 00:27:58,140 --> 00:28:00,076 - Just take it. Take... - please, please don't. 393 00:28:00,100 --> 00:28:01,616 - Xavier! - It's right here. I'll be right back. 394 00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:03,116 - Okay? It's alright. - Xavier, Xavier, Xavier, 395 00:28:03,140 --> 00:28:04,326 - please don't go! - I'll get help. 396 00:28:04,350 --> 00:28:05,406 Xavier! 397 00:28:32,290 --> 00:28:34,736 We can do this. We can do this. 398 00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:36,066 We'll be okay. 399 00:28:45,850 --> 00:28:48,366 Please, please. Please. 400 00:29:10,370 --> 00:29:11,436 Hello? 401 00:29:11,460 --> 00:29:12,840 Hello, anyone?! 402 00:29:14,750 --> 00:29:18,090 I'm approaching unarmed. I got a situation. 403 00:29:19,970 --> 00:29:22,276 My friend, she needs help! 404 00:29:22,300 --> 00:29:24,446 Hey, I got a pregnant young woman that's having a baby, 405 00:29:24,470 --> 00:29:26,496 and I need help! Please! 406 00:29:26,520 --> 00:29:27,770 Anyone, hello?! 407 00:29:28,890 --> 00:29:29,890 Hey! 408 00:29:34,020 --> 00:29:35,020 Hello? 409 00:29:37,900 --> 00:29:38,900 Hello? 410 00:29:54,170 --> 00:29:55,170 Alright. 411 00:30:00,010 --> 00:30:01,526 Okay. Okay. 412 00:30:06,970 --> 00:30:08,560 Don't you fucking move. 413 00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:20,876 I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry, it's for my friend. 414 00:30:20,900 --> 00:30:23,636 She's in labor and she's pregnant. I just need supplies. 415 00:30:23,660 --> 00:30:24,716 - Hey! - Please... 416 00:30:26,320 --> 00:30:28,950 - get the fuck away from my boy. - Just wait, just wait. 417 00:30:31,330 --> 00:30:33,096 Who are all these people? 418 00:30:33,120 --> 00:30:36,476 They're all specialists, okay? It's a good thing. 419 00:30:36,500 --> 00:30:38,170 We couldn't be more covered. 420 00:30:41,550 --> 00:30:44,406 You know, right after my son Jeremy was born, 421 00:30:44,430 --> 00:30:46,986 the day my wife and I were driving home from the hospital, 422 00:30:47,010 --> 00:30:49,536 we got rear-ended badly. 423 00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,020 And Jeremy was in that car seat just shrieking. 424 00:30:53,100 --> 00:30:55,626 So, we turned the car around, headed right back to the hospital. 425 00:30:55,650 --> 00:30:56,956 Of course. 426 00:30:56,980 --> 00:30:58,650 The doctor didn't blink an eye. 427 00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:03,426 He took one look at Jeremy, and he said, "I want you to remember one thing. 428 00:31:03,450 --> 00:31:06,200 Babies are built to survive." 429 00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:08,450 They are resilient. 430 00:31:09,580 --> 00:31:11,766 They've been found in the rubble of earthquakes 431 00:31:11,790 --> 00:31:15,476 three days after the fact, alive and well. 432 00:31:15,500 --> 00:31:19,050 I promise you, the first time that little boy smiles... 433 00:31:20,250 --> 00:31:23,526 It's not just gonna change you, it's gonna change our entire world. 434 00:31:23,550 --> 00:31:25,050 For good. 435 00:31:25,380 --> 00:31:27,156 Okay. 436 00:31:27,180 --> 00:31:28,180 Okay? 437 00:31:41,610 --> 00:31:43,796 Please, please, I'm alone. I don't... I don't have anything. 438 00:31:43,820 --> 00:31:45,990 I don't have any... 439 00:31:54,960 --> 00:31:56,380 You okay? 440 00:31:57,170 --> 00:31:58,590 You're alright. 441 00:32:02,550 --> 00:32:03,720 It's okay. 442 00:32:11,140 --> 00:32:14,496 Okay. That's right, Annie. Push, there we go. Good job. 443 00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:17,286 Your body's just getting ready. 444 00:32:17,310 --> 00:32:19,076 That's good, that's good, okay. 445 00:32:19,100 --> 00:32:21,020 I'm gonna press. 446 00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:23,416 You okay? 447 00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:26,166 Hang in there. Hang in there. 448 00:32:26,190 --> 00:32:27,796 She's getting close. 449 00:32:27,820 --> 00:32:29,506 You'll be just fine, okay? 450 00:32:29,530 --> 00:32:30,596 Yeah? 451 00:32:30,620 --> 00:32:32,006 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 452 00:32:32,030 --> 00:32:34,096 Move the catheter over to her right side, please. 453 00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:35,976 - Epidural's in, doctor. - Thank you. 454 00:32:37,830 --> 00:32:39,250 Let's get her measurement. 455 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,146 You're okay. 456 00:32:41,170 --> 00:32:42,460 It's gonna be fine. 457 00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:47,526 Scalpel. 458 00:32:49,590 --> 00:32:52,366 Can I help? 459 00:32:52,390 --> 00:32:55,116 - Yes, prop this table up under there. - Sure. 460 00:32:55,140 --> 00:32:56,786 - Watch your fingers. - Yeah. 461 00:32:56,810 --> 00:32:57,810 Good. 462 00:32:59,100 --> 00:33:01,640 I saw a roll-out over there. 463 00:33:05,530 --> 00:33:08,530 - Over the top? - Yeah. There we go. 464 00:33:13,700 --> 00:33:17,346 I'm making my first incision, just above the pubic symphysis. 465 00:33:20,500 --> 00:33:24,316 Bovie? I'm pushing through the subcutaneous tissue to the fascia. 466 00:33:24,340 --> 00:33:26,986 - Clamp and suction. - Retractor? 467 00:33:27,010 --> 00:33:28,776 Here you go, doctor. 468 00:33:34,010 --> 00:33:35,486 That's right, there you go. 469 00:33:35,510 --> 00:33:36,786 That's good. 470 00:33:36,810 --> 00:33:39,060 You're doing great. It'll be fine. 471 00:33:39,810 --> 00:33:41,310 I've located the bladder. 472 00:33:42,060 --> 00:33:44,036 Gently shifting now. 473 00:33:44,060 --> 00:33:45,376 - Okay. - Almost there. 474 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,820 - Okay. - Okay. Okay. 475 00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:52,490 There's the uterus. 476 00:33:53,320 --> 00:33:54,660 I'm palpating the fetal vertex. 477 00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:57,216 Scalpel. 478 00:33:57,240 --> 00:33:59,240 Deep breaths, Annie. Deep breaths. 479 00:34:02,210 --> 00:34:03,806 I can see the head. Okay. 480 00:34:03,830 --> 00:34:05,726 Come on, Annie, you got this. 481 00:34:05,750 --> 00:34:07,250 Come on. 482 00:34:08,550 --> 00:34:09,816 I can't! 483 00:34:09,840 --> 00:34:11,880 Amniotic sac has already ruptured. 484 00:34:12,970 --> 00:34:14,656 Retract. Suction? 485 00:34:14,680 --> 00:34:16,430 A lot of pressure. 486 00:34:17,430 --> 00:34:19,496 - No! - One last push, Annie. 487 00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:21,076 No! 488 00:34:21,100 --> 00:34:22,746 - Come on, you got this. - Here we go. 489 00:34:22,770 --> 00:34:24,206 One last push. 490 00:34:24,230 --> 00:34:25,836 - Okay, I see the head. - Yes, yes. 491 00:34:25,860 --> 00:34:27,796 There we go. 492 00:34:27,820 --> 00:34:29,280 Suction. 493 00:34:38,330 --> 00:34:39,716 Baby's out. 494 00:34:42,370 --> 00:34:43,450 Okay. 495 00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:47,396 There we go. 496 00:34:47,420 --> 00:34:49,186 Time of birth. 497 00:34:50,630 --> 00:34:52,276 You did it. 498 00:34:52,300 --> 00:34:53,430 Cut. 499 00:34:59,430 --> 00:35:02,116 Is he okay? Is he okay? 500 00:35:02,140 --> 00:35:05,166 "She." it's a girl, doc. 501 00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:06,190 She? 502 00:35:24,540 --> 00:35:25,766 She's beautiful. 503 00:35:25,790 --> 00:35:27,290 She's perfect. 504 00:35:30,420 --> 00:35:31,840 Hey. 505 00:35:33,130 --> 00:35:34,800 Hi. 506 00:35:36,930 --> 00:35:38,930 Hi. 507 00:35:40,890 --> 00:35:41,890 Hi. 508 00:35:57,110 --> 00:35:58,546 Hi. 509 00:35:58,570 --> 00:36:00,096 Hey, you see this? 510 00:36:00,120 --> 00:36:03,176 They're leaving 'cause there's nothing else to do in here. 511 00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:06,476 Baby's okay. Everything's okay. 512 00:36:06,500 --> 00:36:07,556 Hi. 513 00:36:07,580 --> 00:36:09,396 - Aw. - Hi. 514 00:36:09,420 --> 00:36:10,766 Built to survive. 515 00:36:10,790 --> 00:36:12,170 Hi. 516 00:36:18,430 --> 00:36:19,906 - Hey, hey, hey. - Okay. 517 00:36:25,480 --> 00:36:27,826 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 518 00:36:27,850 --> 00:36:30,956 You're okay. 519 00:36:33,780 --> 00:36:34,956 Easy. 520 00:36:34,980 --> 00:36:39,256 Placenta? The blood... W-What is it? What's happening? 521 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:41,660 The placenta won't come out and the bleeding won't stop. 522 00:36:42,700 --> 00:36:43,846 So, what do we do? 523 00:36:45,540 --> 00:36:47,186 What do we do? What can we do? 524 00:36:49,540 --> 00:36:52,540 Nothing, there's... there's noth... nothing we can do. 525 00:36:53,290 --> 00:36:55,276 There's nothing we can do. 526 00:36:55,300 --> 00:36:56,736 No! 527 00:36:56,760 --> 00:36:58,316 - Okay. - Stop, please. 528 00:37:00,970 --> 00:37:02,486 Stop, please stop, please stop, 529 00:37:02,510 --> 00:37:03,736 please stop, please stop. 530 00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:04,946 - What do we do? - I said stop! 531 00:37:04,970 --> 00:37:09,810 St... I said stop. 532 00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:11,916 Stop... 533 00:37:18,610 --> 00:37:19,700 It's okay. 534 00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:23,596 Hey. Hey, doc. 535 00:37:23,620 --> 00:37:25,266 No, I knew. 536 00:37:25,290 --> 00:37:27,806 I... I knew, I knew. 537 00:37:27,830 --> 00:37:28,830 I knew. 538 00:37:31,710 --> 00:37:32,960 It's okay. 539 00:37:34,090 --> 00:37:35,470 You alright? 540 00:37:40,720 --> 00:37:42,616 It's f-for her. 541 00:37:46,890 --> 00:37:49,246 You alright? 542 00:37:49,270 --> 00:37:51,110 - Xavier. - Yeah? 543 00:37:55,860 --> 00:37:58,666 Give this... to her. 544 00:37:58,690 --> 00:38:00,086 - What? - When she's old enough. 545 00:38:00,110 --> 00:38:01,506 - Annie, what are you doing? - Xavier. 546 00:38:01,530 --> 00:38:03,426 - Hey, can you come back over here, please? - Xavier, listen to me. 547 00:38:03,450 --> 00:38:05,160 - Can you keep going? We got... - Xavier. 548 00:38:06,990 --> 00:38:10,080 Find the... you... 549 00:38:15,460 --> 00:38:18,000 It has to be you. 550 00:38:20,550 --> 00:38:23,680 Find her father. He was leading a group to... 551 00:38:24,680 --> 00:38:27,430 To the bunker... to start the world. 552 00:38:29,720 --> 00:38:32,746 You will not let her be afraid of people. 553 00:38:35,230 --> 00:38:37,440 Promise me, Xavier. 554 00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:47,006 This is your holy charge. 555 00:38:53,670 --> 00:38:54,976 - Okay? - Okay. 556 00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:56,186 - Okay. - Yeah. 557 00:39:03,300 --> 00:39:05,090 Ooh. 558 00:39:08,470 --> 00:39:10,970 I'm not scared anymore. 559 00:39:25,570 --> 00:39:27,046 It's okay, doc. 560 00:39:28,830 --> 00:39:29,886 It's okay. 561 00:39:43,420 --> 00:39:45,106 It's okay. 562 00:40:23,670 --> 00:40:25,446 Okay, doc. 563 00:40:41,610 --> 00:40:43,150 Did you know anything else about her? 564 00:40:43,940 --> 00:40:45,626 Last name, year she was born? 565 00:40:45,650 --> 00:40:47,650 We didn't know each other that long. 566 00:41:02,250 --> 00:41:05,800 Tried to give everyone we found out there some dignity. 567 00:41:06,920 --> 00:41:08,000 Some grace. 568 00:41:27,190 --> 00:41:29,426 Hey. 569 00:41:30,950 --> 00:41:33,216 Okay. Come here. 570 00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:34,570 Come here. 571 00:42:08,190 --> 00:42:09,480 These are good. 572 00:42:10,490 --> 00:42:11,490 Alright. 573 00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:15,660 Come on, let's go. 574 00:42:18,450 --> 00:42:20,160 Goddammit, I said let's go. 575 00:42:31,470 --> 00:42:33,486 What did you do before all this? 576 00:42:36,010 --> 00:42:38,510 Chemistry teacher, high school. 577 00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:40,680 But... 578 00:42:41,730 --> 00:42:43,956 Then the world went ass over teakettle, 579 00:42:43,980 --> 00:42:47,456 and I realized that there was a real deficit of people 580 00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:49,020 willing to get their hands dirty. 581 00:42:51,740 --> 00:42:53,530 We could take the baby. 582 00:42:54,530 --> 00:42:56,290 We don't have much, but we could find a way. 583 00:43:03,870 --> 00:43:05,620 It's a promise I can't break. 584 00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:08,800 Babies are built to survive. They're resilient. 585 00:43:10,340 --> 00:43:12,146 They've been found in the rubble of earthquakes 586 00:43:12,170 --> 00:43:15,010 three days after the fact, alive and well. 587 00:43:19,850 --> 00:43:22,576 The night before Annie died, 588 00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:25,746 she was telling me about this storm she saw. 589 00:43:27,270 --> 00:43:31,320 And the last few nights, I can't stop thinking about it. 590 00:43:34,240 --> 00:43:37,660 She said she was afraid of what storms will come. 591 00:43:39,200 --> 00:43:40,636 That's how she put it. 592 00:43:40,660 --> 00:43:42,660 "What storms will come." 593 00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:50,090 I've been doing a lot of reading these past few years. 594 00:43:51,880 --> 00:43:56,566 I read this one book where 72,000 years ago, 595 00:43:56,590 --> 00:43:59,800 there was this volcano that went off in sumatra. 596 00:44:01,100 --> 00:44:03,536 Drove the human population of the entire planet 597 00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:06,100 down to just 1,000 people. 598 00:44:07,270 --> 00:44:09,690 So you, me, everyone we have ever met... 599 00:44:10,900 --> 00:44:14,256 We are all descended from that same 1,000 people 600 00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:15,950 who just happened to survive. 601 00:44:17,570 --> 00:44:19,926 I think my wife and I had about a quarter of that number 602 00:44:19,950 --> 00:44:23,580 at our wedding alone. 603 00:44:24,620 --> 00:44:26,120 Wild to think about? 604 00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:31,460 At least that time, it wasn't our own fuckin' fault. 605 00:44:36,260 --> 00:44:39,100 Yeah, I... I look at Tony sometimes and I think... 606 00:44:40,340 --> 00:44:42,840 I cannot goddamn believe I'm his grandma. 607 00:44:44,020 --> 00:44:47,826 It seems like just yesterday I was sneaking off 608 00:44:47,850 --> 00:44:49,666 under the bleachers at the football games 609 00:44:49,690 --> 00:44:51,650 trying to get laid with my first boyfriend. 610 00:44:53,360 --> 00:44:55,070 Now... 611 00:44:57,110 --> 00:44:59,650 Here I am, an old woman... 612 00:45:01,070 --> 00:45:03,200 Looking after a snotty little boy... 613 00:45:04,660 --> 00:45:06,160 With my same eyes... 614 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:09,960 Wondering what he'll have to live through. 615 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,000 And it all happened just like... 616 00:45:15,460 --> 00:45:19,090 We all forget how close we are in time. 617 00:45:20,340 --> 00:45:22,880 How quickly our sins become our children's burdens. 618 00:45:26,810 --> 00:45:29,020 You should give that thing a test drive. 619 00:45:39,150 --> 00:45:41,136 It's okay. Come on, now. 620 00:45:47,290 --> 00:45:49,686 How the hell am I gonna do this? 621 00:45:49,710 --> 00:45:52,436 Come on. 622 00:45:52,460 --> 00:45:53,710 Hey. 623 00:46:33,870 --> 00:46:34,960 Hi. 624 00:46:36,380 --> 00:46:37,880 - Hi. - My name... 625 00:46:39,210 --> 00:46:40,736 I'm Samantha redmond. 626 00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:43,816 Of course. I mean, I know who you are. 627 00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:46,630 - How can I help you? - I brought... 628 00:46:47,890 --> 00:46:49,996 Thank you. 629 00:46:50,020 --> 00:46:51,826 I know it's just a choking hazard now, 630 00:46:51,850 --> 00:46:55,576 but trust me, when he gets a little older, he's gonna love them. 631 00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:58,546 Thank you. Everybody's been so kind. 632 00:46:58,570 --> 00:47:00,280 Of course. Of course. 633 00:47:02,450 --> 00:47:06,256 I just wanted to come by and say congratulations. 634 00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:10,806 And if you ever need anything at all, please don't hesitate to reach out. 635 00:47:14,750 --> 00:47:16,686 What did you end up naming him? 636 00:47:18,290 --> 00:47:19,750 This is Calvin. 637 00:47:22,840 --> 00:47:25,566 Hi, Calvin. Is he sleeping well? 638 00:47:25,590 --> 00:47:28,026 My son Dylan was a terrible sleeper. 639 00:47:28,050 --> 00:47:29,656 He sleeps like a dream. 640 00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:31,656 I, however, have not slept since he was born. 641 00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:34,020 Yeah. 642 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,336 You wouldn't by any chance mind... 643 00:47:37,360 --> 00:47:40,046 - Does he need to be fed? - Yeah. 644 00:47:40,070 --> 00:47:43,466 And burped and... and changed. 645 00:47:43,490 --> 00:47:46,546 Yes, I would... I... Yes, why don't you lie down? 646 00:47:46,570 --> 00:47:48,216 I'd be happy to take him for an hour or two. 647 00:47:48,240 --> 00:47:49,756 - Yeah? - Yes. 648 00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:53,426 - Hi. - Here we go. 649 00:47:53,450 --> 00:47:56,056 - Hi, Calvin. - Hi, baby. 650 00:47:56,080 --> 00:47:58,016 I bet. I bet. 651 00:47:58,040 --> 00:48:00,040 Who is this? 652 00:48:09,680 --> 00:48:11,640 Boy, you really are gorgeous. 653 00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,740 Can I tell you a secret, gorgeous boy? 654 00:48:21,690 --> 00:48:24,190 Something no one else knows down here? 655 00:48:27,110 --> 00:48:29,530 Someday, you're gonna see the real sky. 656 00:48:32,540 --> 00:48:36,290 You'll feel how warm the sun can be on your skin. 657 00:48:40,670 --> 00:48:43,880 You'll know what the moon looks like in all its phases. 658 00:48:45,460 --> 00:48:49,170 You'll see how the constellations travel across the sky at night. 659 00:48:54,350 --> 00:48:55,730 I swear, Calvin. 660 00:48:57,100 --> 00:48:58,520 I have a plan. 661 00:49:00,150 --> 00:49:01,230 For you. 662 00:49:02,480 --> 00:49:03,820 For all of us. 663 00:49:10,490 --> 00:49:12,450 Someday, you'll see real stars. 664 00:49:27,670 --> 00:49:28,880 Hello, darling. 665 00:49:29,880 --> 00:49:33,720 If you're reading this, I'm sorry that we never got the chance to meet. 666 00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:41,520 I don't know how old you'll be, or who you'll be with. 667 00:49:43,110 --> 00:49:46,410 All I know is that you were born into a hard world. 668 00:49:47,940 --> 00:49:50,690 And I hope you can feel the love that I have for you. 669 00:49:52,110 --> 00:49:56,070 Especially in your darkest moments and the longest nights. 670 00:49:58,750 --> 00:50:01,170 There are good people in this world. 671 00:50:03,420 --> 00:50:06,670 There always have been and there always will be. 672 00:50:11,260 --> 00:50:13,350 I trust that you've become one of them. 673 00:50:15,140 --> 00:50:18,850 I trust that love travels across death, across time. 674 00:50:21,520 --> 00:50:23,980 That it Bridges impossible distances... 675 00:50:25,230 --> 00:50:27,650 And binds people who've never known each other. 676 00:51:00,180 --> 00:51:04,310 I will always imagine you grown, and brave, and beautiful. 677 00:51:05,310 --> 00:51:08,546 I love you so much, my beautiful baby. 678 00:51:08,570 --> 00:51:10,570 Love, your mama. 679 00:51:11,650 --> 00:51:13,070 You must be Xavier. 680 00:51:14,570 --> 00:51:15,900 - Hey. - Who are you? 681 00:51:17,450 --> 00:51:20,040 I'm a friend of your wife's. I'm a friend of Teri's. 682 00:51:20,700 --> 00:51:22,016 - Where is she? - Easy. 683 00:51:22,040 --> 00:51:23,580 Is she here? 684 00:51:24,210 --> 00:51:27,170 She sent a radio broadcast from here, so where the hell is she? 685 00:51:28,250 --> 00:51:30,436 How the fuck do you know my wife? 686 00:51:30,460 --> 00:51:32,550 How do I know your wife? 687 00:51:35,050 --> 00:51:39,220 For the last three years, Teri has been my best friend, my partner... 688 00:51:40,260 --> 00:51:42,956 Closest thing I have to a sister. 689 00:51:42,980 --> 00:51:44,866 She's my favorite person left 690 00:51:44,890 --> 00:51:47,180 in this godforsaken world. 691 00:51:48,060 --> 00:51:49,650 And she's been taken from me. 692 00:51:54,900 --> 00:51:56,820 So, that's how I know your wife.