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["IS THAT ALL THERE IS?"

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We should not be doing this.

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I want to go to Dairy Queen.

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Maisie, I know what I'm doing.

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Pull over. It's right up here.

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We're just going to sit
here and say nothing?

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Marshall.

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Maisie is sitting out there, Lois.

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She gets paid to sit there and judge.

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Look,

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it's been a long, long run
between us, Marshall.

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A long run.

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I realized a long time ago what
was happening between you two.

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I wasn't heartbroken.

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I mean, I'd lost the capacity for that.

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Which made me understand
why you went in search

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of something else, Marshall.

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We don't have to do this, Lois.

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I didn't blame you.

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I mean, I didn't hide
how far I felt from you.

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Why wouldn't you want to be with
someone who actually liked you,

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which I could no longer do

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after you couldn't hide how disappointed

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and disgusted you were

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with our daughter's
weight gain in college?

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It wasn't disappointment or disgust.

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That was you. I was helpless.

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Hundred pounds in one year?

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It's biblical. It-it was a curse.

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Exactly. And that's when
you love people more.

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And your reaction to that made me think

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I could no longer love you.

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So, sleeping with her husband
was your way of showing love?

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Do... do... do you hear yourself, Lois?

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Look...

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There are very few things
people are not capable of.

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You taught philosophy.

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And for the record, I will
never not be sorry about that.

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I like you, Redd.

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I always have.

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She was your nurse in my dream.

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But, Marshall, I heard you

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when you whispered
in my ear in the hospital

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and wished me dead.

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Just fucking die.

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And not in a merciful way, so...

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I was pushed to that.

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Well, we all know how love
can turn to hate, don't we?

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I don't want to live like that,

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in a constant state of catastrophe

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and-and-and endless rage.

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So, with regards to you
and I and the future...

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... I want us to just be at peace.

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Okay?

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Here are divorce papers.

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You can have whatever you want.

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The Danish China,
the silverware, all of it.

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Anything. Take it.

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And whatever peace you can muster up.

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And I will do the same, just...

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... elsewhere.

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Where?

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Well, when I was a kid...

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... I went to Florida with my folks.

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A little town called Tarpon Springs.

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Mm. We fished,

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ate seafood, stayed in a motel.

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It beckons.

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Does it?

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Now, I'm-I'm just supposed
to be grateful now?

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That-that's what's expected of me?

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I will always remember that
I loved you once, Marshall.

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Then we had a complicated daughter,

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and I got hard.

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Big deal.

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Th-That's the sum of
your collected wisdom

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about who you are?

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Let's set the record straight.

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"Hard" implies

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that you are still a recognizable human,

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but you are impossible to categorize.

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A chimera, a fucking beast made of fury.

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And good luck letting that go,

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because it's engrained in you, Lois.

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- It is you, Lois.
- M-Marshall.

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Let's not do this. She's trying to...

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No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

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I did want you to die. You bet.

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It would've been a
fucking mercy to both of us.

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The cunt...

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... and the asshole keel over.

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Both of us need to be dead.

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The world would be prettier.

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That's our show, folks.

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I have to tell you, Ms. Lois,

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I think the Virgin
Mary would forgive me,

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but this cone is heaven.

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It's-it's Heaven. We should
come to Dairy Queen every day.

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- Should we do that?
- Mm.

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Time to go see the kid.

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Don't know why you
won't let sleeping dogs lie.

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If you don't, you'll get up with fleas.

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That's actually two
sayings conflated into one.

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Hmm.

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I don't know why you were just a cop.

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With that fancy education,
you could have been a dentist.

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What?

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It's good to see you.

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So... so, what is this?

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Are you here to beg
for more forgiveness,

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- to apologize more? I mean...
- Nah.

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I know I was a bad mother.

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An unforgivable one, eventually.

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"Eventually"?

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But you... Little girl, you sucked.

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And I was there for
you through all of it.

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The two nervous breakdowns,

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the-the-the time you
joined a goddamn cult.

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Okay, I did not join a cult.

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- That was a group of like-minded...
- A cult.

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All the bad boyfriends.

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I was there for all of it, Merritt,

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and I tried and I tried.

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So, what, all of this justifies

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you sleeping with
the man that I married?

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Of course not, Merritt.

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But you were a bitch for two decades.

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And I had had enough.

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So...

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What, did you want to make it impossible

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for me to ever touch him again?

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You marked him like a dog.

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He got me, Merritt. My ways.

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Ugh.

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He and I had more in common

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than the two of you,
if we gonna be real about it.

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Oh, my God, did you love him?

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Did you?

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Or was he just a provocation?

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Can a crazy person actually love?

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'Cause you were crazy.

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And so was I.

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Merritt.

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The things we do to
each other, us humans.

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If you knew how bad it could get,

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maybe you would've been
less of a shit all those years.

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That's why you stole him
from me? To show me?

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Look,

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I am leaving, okay?

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I'm moving away to somewhere warm.

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Bye.

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One last thing.

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That slap of yours
the last time I saw you,

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that really hurt.

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Good.

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Now...

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... if you ever desire to have
a real relationship with me,

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come find me.

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'Cause after all I've
been through, baby girl,

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that is the only kind I want.

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... a breaking news
update on the devastation

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left in the wake...

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... of the hurricane which
just made landfall overnight...

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Duval here.

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Can you repeat that, please?

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Text me the address.

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Major highways are impassable

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due to debris, and it could take days

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or even weeks to restore electricity.

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Does some of it make sense to you now?

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Your dreams and hallucinations
are like jigsaw puzzles,

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impressionistic but
made up of reflections

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from your own experiences.

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But not all of it.

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In my experience,

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we are watching the world burning.

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Living through the end of the world.

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The fire came up out of nowhere.

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Nothing comes up out
of nowhere, Lois, dear.

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Well, is there any way around it, Daddy?

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My father taught me how to camp,

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and I forgot most of it, but...

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But I think

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that he was the gas station attendant

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that gave us the fire tents.

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Got to be prepared for the worst.

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A moral force.

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Teaching lessons.

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I miss him.

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You know...

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He's the reason I am who I am today.

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He was also a sheriff
in the High Desert, so...

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So you think you summoned him
to save you with the fire tent?

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I want to get back to
the dreams of murder.

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Actually, I would like to
call in a colleague of mine.

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He has a PhD.

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He is brilliant in the nascent study

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of dreams and coma landscapes.

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We are just at the beginning
of understanding what the brain,

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what neurons in trauma
can do, catalogue.

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He's been working with me
on your exceptional case.

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He is, in a word, if I may say...

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... brilliant.

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May I call him in?

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May I smoke?

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Of course. If you need that.

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I do.

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Go ahead, bring him in. What's his name?

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Dr. Milton Smythe, PhD.

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Hello, Lois.

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It's nice to finally meet you.

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Your mind is extraordinary to me.

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The murders from your dreams

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that bear no resemblance
to any case you ever had,

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what is that, do you think?

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The milk plant.

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Women tied to... to milking machines.

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That was...

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in my mind, in my-my-my subconscious.

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Women losing agency,

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control over their own bodies.

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Being forced to reproduce.

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I never had a case like that, but...

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It was distressing to me

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the way this world has...

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Turned on women.

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You know that's how I got
the COVID that put me in a coma.

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Maisie and I went to a women's rights

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rally at city hall.

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Based on my research,
an issue you would die for.

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And almost did.

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And then there was a drug den.

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Yes.

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You never had such a case,

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but you described every detail.

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An unrecognizable codex of words,

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a language on the walls.

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And the Burnside family.

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I don't want to talk about it

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'cause that I do not want to conjure up.

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We have to, Lois.

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You've dealt with so
many horrors in your career.

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This is the culmination of all of them.

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We have to discover what it means.

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What it felt like when you drove up.

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What you saw.

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What was revealed.

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I got a call around dawn.

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I was at home.

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You described pulling up

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and seeing your
horrified police colleagues.

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Stay with it.

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Describe it.

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You described
viscera, blood, intestines

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and body parts on the walls
of the living room.

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Some sick art project?

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And you walked into the kitchen.

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From what place does
this get conjured up?

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I don't know.

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I don't know how this is...

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I don't... This is in me,
but-but from where?

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I want you to be free from
the grip of your trauma,

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and while some nightmares
are better left alone,

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some we have to confront.

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The ones we don't forget,

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what I call "failed dreams"

268
00:17:47,964 --> 00:17:50,262
because we should not remember them.

269
00:17:51,302 --> 00:17:53,702
You saw the future, I think.

270
00:17:55,360 --> 00:17:57,230
You envisioned it.

271
00:17:59,653 --> 00:18:01,523
Dr. Smythe, if I may...

272
00:18:01,658 --> 00:18:03,527
I have an observation.

273
00:18:03,662 --> 00:18:07,191
Of course. Sharing is caring.

274
00:18:07,192 --> 00:18:09,645
I went to a lecture

275
00:18:10,572 --> 00:18:13,541
on empathy in New York a bit ago.

276
00:18:13,542 --> 00:18:16,181
Well, I think this proves
that there is less empathy

277
00:18:16,182 --> 00:18:18,014
now than there was previously.

278
00:18:18,015 --> 00:18:20,295
At least in student populations.

279
00:18:20,822 --> 00:18:23,490
So, what are we to make of this?

280
00:18:23,802 --> 00:18:28,302
Is empathy seeping out of human nature?

281
00:18:29,026 --> 00:18:31,542
Why are we hardening?

282
00:18:32,342 --> 00:18:35,521
Is the ubiquitous media
humming in the background

283
00:18:35,522 --> 00:18:38,922
numbing us to the signs and clues

284
00:18:38,932 --> 00:18:41,531
of life in the people all around us?

285
00:18:41,532 --> 00:18:45,471
Maybe... it's
the isolation of our moment.

286
00:18:45,472 --> 00:18:47,504
Less human interaction,

287
00:18:47,505 --> 00:18:51,988
more technology supplanting communion.

288
00:18:52,452 --> 00:18:54,421
But regardless of what it is,

289
00:18:54,422 --> 00:18:57,931
brain imaging is showing
our mirror neurons

290
00:18:57,932 --> 00:19:00,026
changing markedly.

291
00:19:00,431 --> 00:19:02,478
And this can only mean

292
00:19:02,770 --> 00:19:04,892
that the human species

293
00:19:05,682 --> 00:19:09,182
is also changing.

294
00:19:16,672 --> 00:19:20,572
He called it a
"de-evolution" of the species,

295
00:19:20,582 --> 00:19:24,482
and I think you're
prefiguring this, Lois.

296
00:19:28,832 --> 00:19:31,202
Like Moses.

297
00:19:31,767 --> 00:19:34,207
A prophet, as it were.

298
00:19:37,472 --> 00:19:41,741
That is an interesting choice
of words for a psychiatrist.

299
00:19:41,742 --> 00:19:43,281
A prophet?

300
00:19:43,392 --> 00:19:44,892
Maybe.

301
00:19:46,892 --> 00:19:48,962
Let's leave it. Let's let it be.

302
00:19:49,932 --> 00:19:53,011
So, what's next for you

303
00:19:53,012 --> 00:19:56,256
now that you're healthy and retired?

304
00:19:56,952 --> 00:19:59,085
"Healthy"? Mm.

305
00:19:59,352 --> 00:20:01,554
I really want to...

306
00:20:02,246 --> 00:20:05,175
Get back to myself, you know?

307
00:20:05,262 --> 00:20:08,913
I've built... built up
such a wall, and...

308
00:20:09,512 --> 00:20:11,483
I don't let anyone in.

309
00:20:12,012 --> 00:20:13,749
And I hate it.

310
00:20:14,466 --> 00:20:17,605
I want to get back to loving life

311
00:20:17,606 --> 00:20:19,945
and loving people.

312
00:20:20,605 --> 00:20:24,374
Maybe the best way for me to do that

313
00:20:24,672 --> 00:20:26,742
is to move out of town.

314
00:20:29,852 --> 00:20:32,551
Stay in touch, Lois, please.

315
00:20:32,552 --> 00:20:34,461
- Will do.
- Lois,

316
00:20:34,462 --> 00:20:37,292
if I may make an observation.

317
00:20:38,915 --> 00:20:40,255
Yes.

318
00:20:41,107 --> 00:20:43,277
Your soul touches me.

319
00:20:45,330 --> 00:20:48,099
And your soul touches me.

320
00:20:48,311 --> 00:20:49,621
Thank you.

321
00:21:04,202 --> 00:21:06,652
Maisie?

322
00:21:10,762 --> 00:21:11,831
Oh, boy.

323
00:21:12,803 --> 00:21:14,642
I'm gonna go to the shop.

324
00:21:14,643 --> 00:21:16,712
For some of those
nice shortbread cookies

325
00:21:16,713 --> 00:21:17,982
from Scotland you like.

326
00:21:17,983 --> 00:21:19,813
Goody, goody, gumdrops.

327
00:21:24,861 --> 00:21:26,461
Redd.

328
00:21:33,883 --> 00:21:37,215
I can't tell what season it is
from what grows anymore.

329
00:21:37,216 --> 00:21:38,585
Can you?

330
00:21:38,693 --> 00:21:40,422
I mean, it's fall.

331
00:21:40,423 --> 00:21:41,963
In the desert.

332
00:21:43,093 --> 00:21:45,732
What is going on in the world?

333
00:21:46,110 --> 00:21:47,843
In this town?

334
00:21:55,412 --> 00:21:58,092
You know the old Groucho joke

335
00:21:58,093 --> 00:22:01,703
about not wanting to belong to
any club that would have you?

336
00:22:02,715 --> 00:22:03,855
Yeah.

337
00:22:05,073 --> 00:22:06,443
That's me.

338
00:22:08,426 --> 00:22:10,466
I don't want Marshall, Lois.

339
00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:12,890
Not like this.

340
00:22:13,550 --> 00:22:16,389
I mean, it's not... it's not fair.

341
00:22:16,633 --> 00:22:18,300
Goddamn it.

342
00:22:18,733 --> 00:22:20,872
I mean, it was fine when
he was yours, you know?

343
00:22:20,873 --> 00:22:23,012
I-I got him part-time.

344
00:22:23,013 --> 00:22:26,082
I could be my own person,
go on long goddamn drives,

345
00:22:26,083 --> 00:22:27,882
take off if I wanted to,

346
00:22:27,883 --> 00:22:29,722
not get out of bed if I didn't want to,

347
00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,908
not have dinner if I didn't want to,

348
00:22:31,909 --> 00:22:33,339
not cook.

349
00:22:35,024 --> 00:22:37,933
And a couple of times a week, you know,

350
00:22:38,443 --> 00:22:40,782
some little ritual with him, company.

351
00:22:42,163 --> 00:22:46,132
Company and martinis
and a fuck and an old movie.

352
00:22:46,369 --> 00:22:48,092
And then the rest of the time,

353
00:22:48,093 --> 00:22:51,663
I could... I could look
up for pottery online

354
00:22:51,673 --> 00:22:54,972
or old Chanel Number 5 bottles

355
00:22:54,973 --> 00:22:56,912
for the whole day, if I wanted.

356
00:22:56,913 --> 00:22:58,112
The whole day.

357
00:22:58,113 --> 00:23:01,048
But now he's just there.

358
00:23:01,950 --> 00:23:03,039
Yeah.

359
00:23:03,863 --> 00:23:06,793
That's what happens
with men his age, Redd.

360
00:23:06,794 --> 00:23:09,354
They are always fucking there.

361
00:23:09,524 --> 00:23:11,080
Molting.

362
00:23:11,291 --> 00:23:13,088
I thought you loved him.

363
00:23:14,809 --> 00:23:16,709
He's just become banal.

364
00:23:16,710 --> 00:23:18,209
Well...

365
00:23:18,210 --> 00:23:19,892
you can't bring him back here, kid.

366
00:23:19,893 --> 00:23:21,492
We have a policy...

367
00:23:21,493 --> 00:23:24,803
No refunds, no returns.

368
00:23:25,738 --> 00:23:27,577
I know. I know.

369
00:23:27,743 --> 00:23:30,012
"Not your circus, not your monkeys."

370
00:23:30,013 --> 00:23:31,182
Ding, ding, ding.

371
00:23:31,183 --> 00:23:33,452
But when I heard you say

372
00:23:33,453 --> 00:23:35,700
that you were going someplace...

373
00:23:35,701 --> 00:23:37,470
Tarpon Springs.

374
00:23:37,471 --> 00:23:38,611
Yeah.

375
00:23:41,203 --> 00:23:43,102
Why did you come see me, Redd?

376
00:23:43,103 --> 00:23:45,712
I mean, out of all the people.

377
00:23:45,713 --> 00:23:47,472
Don't you have any real friends?

378
00:23:47,473 --> 00:23:48,803
Does anyone?

379
00:23:50,253 --> 00:23:52,853
Anyway, I looked up Tarpon Springs.

380
00:23:53,393 --> 00:23:56,263
Little Victorian bungalows.

381
00:23:56,422 --> 00:23:58,291
That's what I want.

382
00:23:58,292 --> 00:23:59,691
Walk on the beach.

383
00:23:59,692 --> 00:24:02,161
Warm Gulf waters.

384
00:24:02,443 --> 00:24:05,043
Alone with my thoughts, you know?

385
00:24:05,053 --> 00:24:06,265
My silence.

386
00:24:06,266 --> 00:24:09,522
Nobody else's noise
going around in my head,

387
00:24:09,523 --> 00:24:11,193
least of all Marshall's.

388
00:24:12,405 --> 00:24:14,374
Why do women think they need men

389
00:24:14,375 --> 00:24:16,755
when all they need is Tarpon Springs?

390
00:24:19,943 --> 00:24:21,853
You want my advice?

391
00:24:24,281 --> 00:24:25,910
Break up with him.

392
00:24:26,153 --> 00:24:27,892
Rip the Band-Aid.

393
00:24:27,893 --> 00:24:29,462
Don't look back.

394
00:24:29,463 --> 00:24:32,554
Go find your silence.

395
00:24:33,173 --> 00:24:35,912
Get you a goddamn dog, a cat.

396
00:24:35,913 --> 00:24:37,582
Something to keep
from talking to the walls.

397
00:24:37,583 --> 00:24:40,113
Hell, a parakeet.

398
00:24:41,123 --> 00:24:42,953
Yeah.

399
00:24:52,222 --> 00:24:55,292
Send me a postcard from somewhere.

400
00:24:58,167 --> 00:25:01,037
Why does "away" sound so good?

401
00:25:28,693 --> 00:25:30,232
Hello?

402
00:25:30,233 --> 00:25:31,402
I need you.

403
00:25:31,403 --> 00:25:32,732
Megan?

404
00:25:32,733 --> 00:25:34,396
Lois, I need you to come down here.

405
00:25:34,397 --> 00:25:35,542
What do you want?

406
00:25:35,543 --> 00:25:37,197
I know you fucking hate me right now,

407
00:25:37,198 --> 00:25:38,653
but it's a family.

408
00:25:38,654 --> 00:25:41,567
And I've been here all day,
and the media's found out.

409
00:25:41,568 --> 00:25:44,078
And I need you to just
come down here, okay?

410
00:25:45,976 --> 00:25:47,746
Text me the address.

411
00:26:31,517 --> 00:26:34,157
It's the worst thing I've ever seen.

412
00:29:09,246 --> 00:29:11,402
Stop calling me.

413
00:29:11,403 --> 00:29:12,542
I have no choice.

414
00:29:12,543 --> 00:29:14,612
You-you-you do.

415
00:29:14,898 --> 00:29:16,367
I'm done.

416
00:29:16,368 --> 00:29:18,237
Do you understand?

417
00:29:18,238 --> 00:29:19,968
This is your case.

418
00:29:19,978 --> 00:29:21,337
You solve it.

419
00:29:21,338 --> 00:29:23,077
What the fuck do you think my life is?

420
00:29:23,078 --> 00:29:26,217
Some episode of Murder, She Wrote

421
00:29:26,218 --> 00:29:30,142
where you can just call me
and I'll figure it all out?

422
00:29:30,696 --> 00:29:33,265
Those days are done.

423
00:29:33,368 --> 00:29:35,337
The tests came back on
what was in that kitchen.

424
00:29:35,818 --> 00:29:37,038
Lois.

425
00:29:37,838 --> 00:29:39,948
Could you come to my motel, please?

426
00:29:41,066 --> 00:29:42,775
Sulfur?

427
00:29:42,776 --> 00:29:44,787
I don't want to talk about it
on the phone. Just come.

428
00:30:28,208 --> 00:30:30,977
Someone read my medical reports.

429
00:30:31,063 --> 00:30:33,655
- Huh?
- My dream reports.

430
00:30:33,947 --> 00:30:38,156
Someone is painstakingly
trying to re-create them.

431
00:30:38,228 --> 00:30:42,407
A copycat... a copycat
is using my dreams.

432
00:30:42,408 --> 00:30:43,907
What? I don't understand.

433
00:30:43,908 --> 00:30:45,777
They-they used your coma dreams

434
00:30:45,778 --> 00:30:48,887
to slaughter an entire family
in the most horrific way?

435
00:30:48,888 --> 00:30:50,348
- Yes.
- Why?

436
00:30:51,240 --> 00:30:52,339
I saw it.

437
00:30:52,458 --> 00:30:54,427
This is the case I was seeing.

438
00:30:54,888 --> 00:30:58,098
Did I bring this thing into being?

439
00:30:59,297 --> 00:31:02,781
My... my dreams were...

440
00:31:03,574 --> 00:31:05,074
On the other side.

441
00:31:05,075 --> 00:31:06,939
They were... they were beyond.

442
00:31:06,940 --> 00:31:08,042
I mean...

443
00:31:10,224 --> 00:31:13,263
Did I bring this monster back with me?

444
00:31:13,797 --> 00:31:16,407
What are you saying? I don't even...

445
00:31:16,408 --> 00:31:17,937
I don't understand.

446
00:31:17,938 --> 00:31:20,008
I need to wake up.

447
00:31:28,980 --> 00:31:31,320
I need you to cut me.

448
00:31:33,901 --> 00:31:35,185
Cut you?

449
00:31:35,978 --> 00:31:37,947
Lois, what the fuck?

450
00:31:37,948 --> 00:31:41,457
If you cut me and I bleed,

451
00:31:41,458 --> 00:31:44,243
I'm here, you're here.

452
00:31:45,168 --> 00:31:46,805
I'm not dead.

453
00:31:47,368 --> 00:31:49,164
I need...

454
00:31:50,455 --> 00:31:53,348
I need to see my blood.
I need to feel it.

455
00:31:54,588 --> 00:31:57,598
Just a small cut.

456
00:33:48,548 --> 00:33:50,208
Justin.

457
00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:53,987
- What are you doing...
- Think I can't track you down?

458
00:33:55,228 --> 00:33:56,432
Fucking bitch.

459
00:33:57,764 --> 00:33:59,811
You leave me a fucking note?

460
00:34:02,968 --> 00:34:05,208
Mm-mm.

461
00:34:07,648 --> 00:34:09,447
Bitch!

462
00:34:14,528 --> 00:34:15,968
No!

463
00:34:23,133 --> 00:34:24,677
No. No.

464
00:34:25,688 --> 00:34:27,388
Dumb bitch.

465
00:34:31,131 --> 00:34:33,400
You want to kick me out of my own home?

466
00:34:33,401 --> 00:34:34,931
Give me an ultimatum?

467
00:34:34,932 --> 00:34:37,401
Here's your fucking note! Eat it!

468
00:34:37,402 --> 00:34:40,891
Get the fuck off her, asshole.

469
00:34:46,498 --> 00:34:49,078
Okay.

470
00:34:51,338 --> 00:34:52,767
This why I'm out?

471
00:34:52,768 --> 00:34:54,707
You finally turned gay?

472
00:34:54,708 --> 00:34:56,962
Hey, I get it. I get it.

473
00:34:57,132 --> 00:34:59,802
Stop. You will stop.

474
00:35:01,126 --> 00:35:02,557
- Ah-ah.
- Megan.

475
00:35:02,558 --> 00:35:04,258
No, baby. No, no, no.

476
00:35:07,138 --> 00:35:09,407
You're the crazy bitch, aren't you?

477
00:35:09,839 --> 00:35:12,088
She talks about you.

478
00:35:12,308 --> 00:35:14,647
- Lois.
- Did you put her up to it?

479
00:35:14,648 --> 00:35:16,556
Leaving?

480
00:35:16,564 --> 00:35:18,400
Hmm? Did you empathize with her

481
00:35:18,401 --> 00:35:22,270
because your life is so
totally, deeply fucked?

482
00:35:23,697 --> 00:35:25,948
Oh, we know all about you, babe.

483
00:35:25,949 --> 00:35:27,807
Megan, what is this?

484
00:35:32,647 --> 00:35:36,057
You, turn around, put
your hands on the wall,

485
00:35:36,058 --> 00:35:38,057
assume the position, asshole.

486
00:35:38,058 --> 00:35:39,327
Just do what she says.

487
00:35:39,909 --> 00:35:41,944
Don't shoot him. He's sick.

488
00:35:41,945 --> 00:35:43,555
He's not well. He's sick.

489
00:35:44,205 --> 00:35:46,803
It's a dream. It's not real.

490
00:35:46,804 --> 00:35:48,873
No, no, no, it's all real, baby.

491
00:35:48,874 --> 00:35:51,586
- It's a dream. It's not real.
- No, this is all real.

492
00:35:55,337 --> 00:35:57,467
Yeah, you've been awake. You're awake.

493
00:35:57,468 --> 00:36:00,477
You've been awake this whole time.

494
00:36:00,478 --> 00:36:04,331
This whole time, girl,
it's been you awake.

495
00:36:04,348 --> 00:36:05,687
It's a dream.

496
00:36:05,688 --> 00:36:07,565
It's not real, Lois.

497
00:36:08,188 --> 00:36:09,428
Empathy.

498
00:36:09,921 --> 00:36:11,681
See, it's leaching out.

499
00:36:11,682 --> 00:36:15,581
Studies show we're hardening, numbing.

500
00:36:15,790 --> 00:36:17,659
Lois, don't hurt him.

501
00:36:18,019 --> 00:36:20,320
Don't fucking move.

502
00:36:21,178 --> 00:36:24,288
You know you can't kill me, don't you?

503
00:36:32,838 --> 00:36:34,238
Want to bet?

504
00:36:44,638 --> 00:36:46,438
You want to bet?

505
00:36:54,841 --> 00:36:59,507
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